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True Friends? More Like Fake Ass Friends!
Well it has been a while since I have actually typed a blog, but I felt this one very necessary. I have noticed in the past couple of weeks..who REAL friends are and who FAKE friends are..My REAL friends have been there for me no matter what...But you FAKE ASS friends are just on my list to see what you can get out of me and to use me..but you know whats funny...Today/Yesterday...I seen who the fake ass friends are and it amazes me the people who are all for popularity...Fubar is a popularity contest...but you know what I dont want to be popular...I want good friends..people I can call friends...I was in shoutbox the other day with someone (who will remain nameless)Who said and I quote "Wow you are the first person on this level or above that would even talk to me when I tried to start a conversation..." I thought to myself then and there..if the person that pops in my shoutbox starts a decent conversation..whether they be male or female I would talk to them...no matter what...because

Web
You say my eyes, they tell no story I beg to differ; you need only to listen The tales of defeat, tales of glory In my eyes, my soul does glisten Open your mind, tear down your wall Allow your fears and emotions free For if allowed my mind will enthrall Drawing you ever so close to me

Devotion
A life like this could be orgasmic Your touch - it brushes my very soul Brimming with promises of unseen pleasure And warnings of pain I've never known I give myself to this fate completely Consumed with the need to belong to you My heart, my will are here for the taking My devotion to you is frighteningly true

Iris
To my friends... Sometimes I express myself in music... I have a hard time putting my feelings into words... so you will see a lot of songs in my Blogs... if that annoys you, then so be it... it's what I do! :) Iris By: Goo Goo Dolls And I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything seems like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know your alive And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made

Untitled
What steals the warmth of a soul's embrace But the icy grip of Death's disgrace The stains will spread the purest rage Placing your heart in the Devil's cage No light to save, no God to call No faith to grasp, no hope at all.

Auction With Extras
I'm Holding a Auction with extras its just 20k to join and the Bids will start at 25k and if in the unlikely event you get no bids I will refund the 20k fubucks for every 100 rates you get I will give you 25k in fubucks plus an item of Bling and The top 3 rated the most over 100 will get a bling pack so please private message me as soon as you can with the pic you would like to use and what you are offering e.g.:- "Owned by___" in my user name for the month "pics rated 10's or 11s during happy hour within the month" "Stash rated during happy hour within the month" "leave you a profile comment daily" "link to your profile in my About Me section" "be kept Sh*tfaced for a week" "fu-gifts through the month" "be my #1 friend for the month" or make up your own Please NO DRAMA!!!! or you will be removed You have the right to refuse any bids that’s placed on you just let me know. bids can be fubucks, blasts, tickers, bling packs,

She Speaks Her Mind
Brutally cruel She speaks her mind Imprudent fool She speaks her mind Unequivocally right She speaks her mind Suffering blight She speaks her mind Utterly alone She speaks her mind Brittle as bone She speaks her mind Dying decree She speaks her mind Only to me She speaks her mind

News: Day 14
News: Day 14 Alexandra Leaves The House Day 14 - Wed 18 Jun 2008, 20:48 PM Goodbye Alexandra Alex is removed from Big Brother for repeated unacceptable behaviour... Contestant Alexandra De-Gale has been removed from the Big Brother House for repeatedly breaking the programme's rules on conduct by behaving in an unacceptable and sometimes intimidating manner towards fellow housemates. Alex was in discussion with Darnell in the living room shortly after 10.15pm yesterday evening (17th June), with a number of other housemates in proximity. Discussing her nomination for this week's eviction, Alex was heard to make apparently intimidatory comments about her intentions on leaving the House. Shortly afterwards, Dennis, Rebecca and Rex discussed her comments in the garden and were clear that they found her behaviour to be threatening, a view that Rex repeated subsequently during a Diary Room discussion with Big Brother. This incident follows a series of arguments invo

My 1st Hh!!!
I'm having my 1st HH tomorrow(thurs) @ 8PM futime. I'm going to be giving 5 people 50k fubux during it. To have a chance to win all you need to do is rate the "my 1st HH" folder all 10's or 11's and send me a pm when you are through. I will return the message with the order # you turned it in. After my HH I will open the folder with the already preselected winning #s. If one is yours hit me up and I'll get you your bux. Thanks, Mickey HOPE TO SEE YOU TOMORROW @ 8!!!! ALSO JUST CLICK THIS PIC BELOW AND YOU CAN GO RIGHT TO MY PAGE (repost of original by 'Smokie Fu Hubby To Toxic Tears' on '2008-06-18 23:40:37')

Battle Of The New Rock Music 06/17/08
Tuesday and Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Tuesday 6/17/08 Last Night It Was: Theory of a Deadman - Bad Girlfriend V.S. Atreyu - Slow Burn The Vote Was 8 - 0 Theory of a Deadman - Bad Girlfriend is on a Streak 3 in a Row! They Will Return Thursday night with a New Challenger, So Make Sure you tune in at Midnight With Me .. The Big Bad Wolf, Only @ Dirty Deeds Radio.

Eroticax
Jen : ::::unbuttons your pants:::::: Jen : :::unzips da zipper::::: Jen : *sliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiides pants down your hips* Jen : grabs ass and holds you close.... Jen : kiss you deep and kiss you hard Jen : trail my kisses down lower... and lower Jen : until I get to your swelled spot Jen : and take it into my mouth Jen : and swirl your cock around my hot tongue... Jen : flicking the tip ever so gently with the tip of my tongue, and then swallowing you once again Jen : I go down on you till you damn near pass out of exertion Jen : and then I crawl on top of your body while I rip off your shirt. Jen : I rub my hand up and down your chest as I slide my moans over your hard cock. You fill me as I go up and down on you... hitting that tender spot deep inside. Jen : over and over .... I slide up and down your rod as I roll my hips and catch my breath. I cant stop ... its like a fever washing over me to purge me of all my transgressions... I need this. I wait until I hea

Back To School
Well, I've gone and done it. I've re-enrolled in school to complete my masters in accountancy. My tentative start date is July 1st. I'm looking forward to it, but I'm a little nervous as well. I've been out of school mode for 4 years. Health issues sidetracked me last time. Now that that's all taken care of, I figured it was time to finish what I started. Wish me luck friends. New Comments Graphics Proverbs Images Profile Graphics

Last Chance To Place Your Bid...auction Ends On June 22
Auction is coming to end, so if you have not checked out these great people...stop by now an place your bid.... SilverPixi’s Beautiful People! Auction Ends Sunday, June 22nd Debi Cakes Miss Crys Sniper Love You Stephanie

I'm Sick And Tired Of Being......
I'm sick and tired of being used and abused by people. People who claim to be my freind but then turn around and stab me in the back. Why can't people mind their own business. I'm sick of the lies and manipulation. The only thing I've ever asked for is honesty. Yet for some reason certain people think that lying to me will smooth things over. So are there really people out there that will be genuine? Is there anyone that can be honest and tell the whole truth and not just what they think I want to hear? Is it to much to ask to have a true, genuine and honest friend? Well I'm definitely ready to say screw them all...lol. I put my whole heart into every friendship and you either want to be my friend or you don't. But don't straddle the fence dangling my heart on a line, while you sit there and decide. If those people can't step up to the plate and be a friend who has intergrity and character....then who needs them. Sorry guys I don't mean to offend anyone and don't take it personal...

My Vampire Name
This was done using my real name: The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: Marchioness of All Russia Known in some parts of the world as: Lioness of The Hungry The Great Archives Record: One of the poor who howl at the door of the Rosary and the garlic strung cross. This is using one of my pen names: The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: Poppy Maundrell Known in some parts of the world as: Haunt of The Tormented The Great Archives Record: A soul in torment and tumult - hell of their own making! This is using my maiden name: The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: Marchioness of The Great Oceans Known in some parts of the world as: Devil of The Hungry The Great Archives Record: One of the poor who howl at the door of the Rosary and the garlic strung cross. This is the one given to me using my fiancee's last name and my first name: The Great Archives

Even More About Me
FIRST OF ALL, I WANT TO APOLOGIZE FOR THE CONTENT AND TONE OF MY LAST "ABOUT ME" BLOG. UNFORTUNATELY I WAS FORCED TO SAY SOMETHINGS THAT I FEEL REALLY WERE NOT NECESSARY FOR ME TO SAY. IN HONESTY I REALLY AM A SWEET PERSON ONCE YOU TAKE THE TIME TO KNOW ME. I DO NOT JUDGE PEOPLE BASED ON THEIR LIFESTYLES AND IN RETURN I ASKED THAT I NOT BE JUDGED FOR WHATEVER I DO. FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO KNOW, YES I AM A VERY SEXUAL PERSON. MY SEX DRIVE ALONE RIVALS THE INDY 500 BUT SEX DOES NOT RULE MY LIFE. I'M AM INTELLIGENT, CLASSY, SOPHISTICATED, INDEPENDENT MIXED WOMAN WITH VERY HIGH STANDARDS AND GOALS IN LIFE. I DO NOT BELIEVE IN LIVING MY LIFE BY THE STANDARDS, RULES AND REGULATIONS THAT ARE FORCED UPON US. I DO NOT BELIEVE IN BARRIERS OR LIMITATIONS NOR DO I BELIEVE IN INEQUALITY. WE ARE ALL EQUALS AND SHOULD TREAT EACH OTHER AS SUCH. I DO NOT AND WILL NOT LOVE OR LIKE MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, ASSOCIATES, ACQUAINTANCES...ETC ANYMORE OR ANY LESS FOR WHATEVER THEY HAVE ONE IN THE PAST OR WIL

Johnny Cash Is Gangsta Country
So, I am sitting here at work, and I had a request to put on a Johnny Cash song. I picked Cocaine Blues to play...seemed to work for me. I had the chance to listen to the lyrics, and I have to say that I think Johnny cash helped with the format of rap music. At worst, he could be the Thomas Jefferson of rap music. If you get the chance to listen to the song, compare it to many of the rap lyrics of today. Drugs - "Cocaine Blues" DEE DEE DEE Alcohol - Whiskey is there (Henessee Mr. Cash?) Ho - She's There (her fault....not sure) Guns - Present and accounted for (seems to be pretty good with one) Killing - Combine "Ho" and "Gun" Jail - See also Folsom Prison If all this in one song doesn't qualify him for a Ghetto Pass, I don't know what does. To Think he was doing all this before many of todays rappers daddy's had their first wet dream.

Why Do Love Fail?
Experience a hurt from someone you love? was he or she the reason you hurt so much? You try to trust but can't. Have we all asked ourselves why this happens? Why does love fail? What is it that we do to go aray? For the fellas how come it is so easy to hit a woman and not just walk away. Is it the inferority of ourselves that we have to overpower the girls that we love. Ladies why do you still go back to that relationship. The first time a man hits you walk away. Why? Why do we put ourselves in a predicament where everything is going to fail. And if it has not then i aplaud you. Here i the deal. Women puts up with our shit and men still keep doing shit to piss them off and of course there is the other way around. We live in a world of indifrence and misunderstandings. where a man cant hit a woman but a woman can cut off our penis and get away with it. strange isnt it. anyway who can really answer the truth to this question. infedility, trust, just hate him but still live with

Thank You All
~I would like to thank everyone for their help in my contest i won my happy hour thanks to all of your help i cant thank everyone cause i dont want to forget anyone but i would like to thank you all for getting me to my happy hour. You are all the best. ~Brought to you by~ ♥MsBratt♥~RECRUITER TO THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMB SQUAD~@ fubar

Ok Contest Auction Rules And Bids
OK CONTEST AUCTION RULES AND BIDS OK THIS IS CONTEST WITH A DIFRINS NO FUBUCKS BIDS IT HAS TO BE CASH BIDS IE BLING PACKS HAPPAY HOUR BLASTS TICKERS IF YOUR IN EMAIL ME WITH A PHOTO LIMK AND A LIST WHAT YOUR SELLING AUCTION IE PIC RATES 11S HOW MUCH 10S HOW MUCH

I Lost My Change
Did you ever lose your change in a coke machine or some other machine like that? And then you're pissed off because you stuck all this change in there and you didn't get anything. Well that's how people are sometimes. You keep feeding your emotional quarters into them and you don't get you're damn emotional Coke. Then you bang on the machine and you push the coin return button and still nothing. It sucks.

Juggalos
"I happen to be a juggalo, BUT I am going to write this fairly and maturely: First off, what is a juggalo? Well, that's a hard question. It really almost can't be described. It's a feeling, a state of mind. Juggalos don't care what people think about them and are completely true to themselves. I've seen emo juggalos, goth juggalos, and even gay juggalos. The only exception is racist juggalos. There is no such thing as a racist juggalo because one of the fundamental "laws" of the juggalo is that they cannot hate anyone for gender, age, size, race, or preferences. Also, I think saying all juggalos are 13-year-old wiggers who cant spell is rather wrong. Sure, many can be immature, but anyone ftom any group can be immature. As for "wiggers" not all juggalos act like "gangsters" and juggalos are of many ethnicities. Another of the fundamental "laws" of the juggalo is to always respect every other juggalo and treat them like family, whether you got a beef with them or not. While this rule is

Scammers Beware
IF URE A SCAMMER LIKE hot_hazel69 IS DO NOT COME TO MY PAGE I WILL REPORT U AND YOU WILL BEGONE I DONT TRUST SCAMMERS THEY LEED U TO ANOTHER SITE WICH ENTENTIVELY GET URE INFO. BEWARE SCAMMERS DO NOT COME TO MY SITE U WILL BEGONE FOR GOOD PASS THIS AROUND TO ALL URE FRIENDS,AND LETS KEEP THEM SCAMMERS AT BAY AND AWAY FROM OUR FUN ON HERE

Did U Kno...
Did u know...when u dream about a person that person went to sleep thinking of u?? did u know... when the person u like looks at u then looks down their crazy about u..?? did u know that when that person looks at u directly in the eyes they love u more than u think..?? did u know... when that person looks at u alot they can't live without u..?? did u know when they leave they say bye too much cause they don't want to let u go...??Did you kno I LOVED YOU... DID YOU KNO.....

The World Is Cruel
emptiness and solemnity is all i feel i sit alone in the silence of my reality what can i do to change this i need a counter weight i need someone to make sense of my thoughts someone to clarify what i am interpreting as reality what is my mind coming to a mush of nonsense an interpretation of realty i cant make sense of the truth i need help i need someone to clarify what is going on please help me before i go insane thats all i ask please help me understand my reality life is to complicated for me to understand i need help if anyone is out there come to my aid help me!!!!

Chapman, Ks
Chapman, KS….for those of you that don’t know…I have some huge ties to that town and spent a lot of time there my entire life. My mother’s parents moved into a brand new house in 1942 and lived there their ENTIRE lives. They raised 7 kids in that house. There was a family farm out in the country…ha like Chapman was city living…on a back gravel road between Chapman and Enterprise (an even smaller town west) but my grandparents wanted to live in town. Over the years they owned and operated the only movie theater in town in the 1960’s I think, raised a bunch of kids, my grandmother had a daycare in the house and my grandfather worked for the railroad, not mention the countless grandkids and great grand kids that passed through those doors. I was born in January of 1969 and for EVERY single summer after I spent in that house along with various cousins. The year I turned 14 my parents shipped me off to Chapman for an extended stay. I was getting in with the wrong crowd and my parents tho

My S@x Sign!
Your Sex Sign is... You ooze sensuality and lust! You're down for anything, as long as it celebrates the natural body. You're a master at giving head - and as long as it feels good, you'll do it. Even your lover's nastiest fantasy! Taurus, you draw your intense sexuality from the earth. You are strongly built - like a Greek or Roman nude. Your sign is ruled by the planet Venus - giving you a lusty appetite for sex. Sexually, you favor the strong, silent type - someone as comfortable in the rugged outdoors as you are. Intellectual, geeky types don't appeal to you at all. Your home and surroundings are very imporant to you - it's always your place, not their's. While you'd never do a hotel fling, you'll have sex outdoors (beach, grass, whatever) - as long as there is some privacy. You are very oral - a master at oral sex. You love your lover to climax in your mouth. You love any and every kind of foreplay... and you'll do anything as long as it feels

Afri-can't
There's an African that works at the grocery store I shop at. Not a black guy, but an out and out African. He's the checker of the 10 items or less lane on weekdays, which is the lane I usually go through. Sometimes he likes to talk to the checker in the other lane about various things he finds interesting about America. One Thursday while I was in line, they were talking about Charity Date Auctions, and how strange it was to auction someone off for a date. They were both talking about how much either of them would fetch, in a jovial manner. Trying for once to be a normal person, I said "Come on man, anyone would be a fool not to pay a couple hundred bucks for you." I had just told a black man I thought he was worth a couple hundred bucks. I now take my groceries to the regular check-out lane on the other side of the store, even though I still have less than ten. But MAYBE... ...he was just really flattered.

Naughty Application
Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"

Lost
Sometimes I am lost in my own world insted of the world I am I living in Sometimes I am lost and alone feeling like nobody care Sometimes I am lost in my own fears and forgot about my feelings Sometimes I am lost about who I am and who I can be Sometimes I am lost in between what is the right thing to do and what is the wrong thing to do Sometimes I am lost in a forest trying to hide my feelings insted of showing how I feel Sometime I am lost in who is a true friend and who is not Sometimes I am lost in how I should be treated and how people treat me Sometime I am lost in my own safety net and and when I need to be brave Sometimes I am lost for words to say Has anyone felt this way lost between reality and fatasey

I Got Nuthin....
It's been really bugging me to! I have absolutely nothing to write about and it's driving me crazy...some might beg to differ on that note...as in...I might just be crazy to begin with! There are days when I can write about the stupidest shit, most mundane things that happen in my day to day existence...but not as of late. Nope, uninteresting, undaunting have my days been in the lameness of their constant way of showing up! So, what did I do today? Hmm, well, for the record, I exercised. I've been getting better at doing that lately except that I forgot to put deoderant on after my shower..so, I smelled for my efforts! Hmm..I shaved. That is an all important thing for a woman to do in the summertime, I assure you! There's nothing worse than a tank top ladden lady sporting a french woman's underarm! Not a pretty sight! I'm happy to say that was not me today. I might smell like one but I sure as hell don't have the matching underarms! Oh and I guess I could thin

My Quest For Spotlight
I am over whelmed with generosity from my fellow Fu's an would like to take this time to thank each an everyone for their donations to my spotlight fund.So Please go them all you wont regret it. RonaldAnthony74 Fu husband of +*~Kick A$$ Bi@tch~*@ fubar paintguy

The Most Redneck Thing I Ever Did!
OK, WELL MY SON WHO IS 12 YRS. OLD MESSED UP MY LAWN MOWER! HE THOUGHT HE WAS HELPING AND TOOK APART MY MOWER WHICH WORKED FINE BEFORE HE STARTED, AND DECIDED TO POOR QUARTS OF OIL INTO IT! WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY THE MOWER DIDNT WORK AFTER THAT. SO I THOUGHT "OH GREAT I HAVE TO BUY ANOTHER ONE", BUT MY FRIEND PAUL WHO FIXES MOST OF EVERYTHING I HAVE AROUND MY HOUSE THAT IS BROKE SAID IT COULD BE FIXED! SO A WEEK LATER HE CAME AND WE HAD TO DRAIN THE OIL OUT AND WIPE IT ALL UP AND OFF THE MOWER. WE PULLED THE STRING TO GET MORE OIL OUT AND IT WAS SPRAYING OUT OF THE SPARK PLUG HOLE. I GOT THE MOST INGENIOUS IDEA HOW TO SOP UP THE OIL OUT OF THE HOLE.. READY FOR THIS? A TAMPON! HERE'S THE PICTURES OF MY MOWER WITH THE TAMPON IN THE SPARK PLUG HOLE! WHAT A REDNECK I AM TURNING OUT TO BE!

Uggg Doctors
Ok so back to the psychiatrist I went yesterday, not a happy time for me. I swear I have never cried as much as I have over the last 24 hours. I didn't even cry this much when either of my parents died. The doctor seems to think that my depression has escalated to Bi-Polar Disorder... Wonderful!!!! So in an pre-evaluation he told me yesterday that while I have accepted the fact that my childhood was shit, and accepted the fact that my Mother committed suicide, I have not forgive my parents for all of the shit that I went through. I guess part of me thought that because I had accepted all of it that in itself was forgiveness... Guess What, I was way fucking off base there. My doctor decided to have me write out every bad memory of my childhood and tell him how it made me feel. BAD THING for someone who remembers EVERYTHING... So I finally finished it today and emailed it to him as he requested... All 20 single spaced pages of it! With a note saying "You asked for it, You got it!" Well

Rules For Any Of My Contest !!!!!
A FEW SIMPLE RULES ... No NSFW Pics Or Course. Self Comment Bombing Is Allowed And Encouraged. Bombing Families Are Also Allowed To Help. NO DRAMA.I REPEAT NO DRAMA!NO ACCUSING PEOPLE OF CHEATING I DON'T WANT TO HERE GO TELL SOMEONE THAT WANTS TO LISTEN TO IT.BECAUSE IM NOT GONNA LISTEN TO IT! Anyone Being Disrespectful Or Bringing Any Drama To The Contest Will Be Removed Immediately. NO EXCEPTIONS IF SOMEONE COME TO ME ONCE I MIGHT OVER LOOK IT . THE SECOND TIME SCREENSHOT IT AND THEY WILL BE REMOVED FROM THE CONTEST Immediately. NO QUESTIONS ASKED! Happy Women! YOU HAVE YOUR 1ST WARNING NO 2ND CHANCE HAVE A NICE NIGHT EVERYONE HAPPY BPOMBING!! PAINTER

Friction
I need to have *u* wake up in da mornin next to me..... And I yern 4 *u*..... I just need *u* as much as *u* need me.... But my heart gradually bleeds when *u* **r** not there.... And when *u* put ya fingers through my hair.... Just stare into my eyes and tell me da truth..... Y do *u* need to play these games.....and leave me open..... I thought my love was ya token......... And I love *u* so just understand dat *u* **r** my man.....but that's da past....and I cant **b**:b stuck on things dat didn't last.....but ya lovin was so **good**.....but ill be gone..... And *u* try to find...da shorty dat encased ya love......but hey just leave me alone and I understand.......

Published By Me For The Courier Post
May 11, 2008 Clean energy Last summer, the Senate and House of Representatives passed their own versions of a clean energy bill. These victories were an important step in the larger battle for strong energy policy in America. Now Congress must continue to move forward and hammer out a strong and clean final version of this energy bill. The final energy bill must include the Senate's hard-fought compromise provision that would require a 35 miles-per-gallon fuel economy standard for American automobiles by 2020. The auto lobby wants this provision replaced by a "do nothing" alternative, yet according to the Union of Concerned Scientists, the Senate's position on fuel standards would save consumers $24 billion at the pump each year once the cleaner cars hit the road. Using cost-effective technologies to create these cleaner cars will also create more than 170,000 American jobs, including tens of thousands in the auto industry alone. The final bill must also include the

The Trenches
THE TRENCHES --------------------------- Life has changes along it's way, Similar to the weather it's day by day. Be prepared come whatever may, The skies turn quickly from blue to gray. Sometime we are caught unaware Easily dishearten when life's unfair. No matter your burden, concern, or care, You're never alone for someone's there. Whether your problems are many or but a few, There is Someone there who'll pull you through. His promises made, are promises true. God is in the trenches along with you.

The "new" Jason
There comes a time in every person’s life when a change must come in order to sustain a better life, or at least to progress into a life they strive. I believe this time has come in my life. With my academic career rapidly coming to an end and having to soon step into a professional atmosphere, I feel the life I am leading is not a positive jump start to get to where I want to be and to accomplish the goals I have set. First on the list is to kick the smoking habits. The good ol’ Newport 100’s which are now at a sky high $5.00 a pack are to be vanished from my life. Hopefully saving me around $140/mo. With the disappearance of the cancer sticks comes a temporary leave of absence from Ms. Mary Jane. I feel having a clear head will help me out to reach the sky where I want to be as well as pass the good ol’ U.A(drug tests). Of course the occasional indulging may come but as for now I need a clear head. After 15 years of smoking I can afford a few sober days right? All this I nee

Me And Marry
me and palmbaygirl are in love with one another and she is so awsome she is romantic,sweet,understanding,kind,and alot more. she truely is the one for me look at her and i will see why if u knew her u would understand my love for her shes the woman of my dreams and i couldnt ask for anyone better..!!! kisses:marry my love

My F-ing Computer
I got a virus on my computer Monday nite... dunno how - just did. I hate computers. Ran virus scan didnt find anything... turned it off thinking the stupid thing needed a rest. Turned it back on Tuesday nite and i have pop ups galore. I hate computers. Virus scan cannot connect. I try to go to Microsoft page and I get redirected to some f-ing porn site or another virus scan page... I hate computers. I close out of these pages and it freezes my computer. Im pissed. I hate computers. Been working on this again today. Virus scan cannot connect and the dumb ass ones i find online dont get rid of crap and what they want to get rid of is my legit programs. I hate computers. OMG WTF is going on? I am AGAIN running ANOTHER virus scan and a Microsoft scan that is supposed to fix my .exe files so I can use my programs again. I hate computers. I am now on my hubby's computer, cuz he's at work, while the other scan is running. Crossing my fingers and toes but think Im canceling each out. I

Lounge Auction Rules!!!!!
THE DRUNKEN LIZARD LOUNGE AUCTION RULES: 1. AUCTIONS ARE HELD EVERY TUESDAY AND THURSDAY WITH TUESDAY THE FEMALE MEMBERS BEING SOLD IN THE DRUNKEN LIZARD AND ON THURSDAY THE MEN WILL BE SOLD IN THE ASYLUM. DROP ME A MESSAGE HERE, OR JAIME DAWN A MESSAGE I ADVANCE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE PUT IN THE AUCTION 2. TO BID OR BE BID ON YOU MUST BE A LOUNGE MEMBER 3. ALL THOSE BEING BID ON MUST RATE ALL PICS AND STASH OF THEIR HIGHEST BIDDER, AS WELL AS PUT FU OWNED BY IN THEIR NAME FOR 1 WEEK. 4. THE BIDS ARE FOR FUBUCKS, AND YOUR BID IF IT IS THE HIGHEST IS A CONTRACTUAL OBLIGATION. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE THE FUBUCKS, DO NOT BID!!!! 5. THERE IS A 20% TRANSFER FEE WHEN SENDING FUBUCKS KEEP THAT IN MIND WHEN PLACING A BID. 6. IF YOU ARE UP FOR AUCTION. UPON RECEIVING YOUR WINNINGS FORM YOUR HIGHEST BIDDER, YOU MUST PAY THE PERSON WHO AUCTIONED YOU OFF 10% OF YOUR WINNINGS. 7. IF THE HIGHEST BIDDER CAN NOT UPHOLD HIS EN

Listen To Naptime Records Or 1450 Am Chicago
listen to www.naptimerecords.com or 1450am chicago sundays 10p - 1am starting June 29th !!! I'll be hosting a video show.... I'll be interviewing an artist & a crunk group plus more !!! you could win a copy of my cd when you call in !!!

Well, I'm Still Alive...
yup, that's right... wrecked my car... well this dumb bitch slammed on her brakes, i was about 4-5 lengths behind her precious little prius, so i slammed on mine, she went off into the median... my tired caught and sent me under an 18 wheeler, then it spit me out back across the fast lane and i flipped then landed on the hood of the car behind me.... then ended up on my wheels. the troopers said if i wouldn't have landed on the car behind me that i would for sure be dead... ty sean... muah! whatta ride dude... lemme tell you, i thought for sure i was gonna die, and i ended up with garnet in her crate on top of me and i opened my door looked down and there was my purse... contents all down the road... shards of mirror and glass stuck all around me on the seats and dash and i got a cut above my eye, bruised my elbow, knee, shoulder and the mouthpiece i have for my teeth cut the roof of my mouth right behind my teeth and somehow or another i hit my nose cause damn it hurts...

Thank-you All So Very Much!
thank-you to one and all of my wonderful friends on here that remembered my birthday, i was thinking it was going to be just another day but all of you have made it a special day. i want to say thank-you to everyone! you are all awesome ppl and i appreciate each and everyone of you. FEEL THE MAJIK - WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX

What An Interesting Day...
Unfortunately, my confidentiality agreement with work (and common decency and respect) prevents me from talking about most of it for the moment. I promise I'll dish as soon as I can. We'll just put it this way... the current Systems Administrator seriously fucked up, and it'll likely only be a matter of days before I'm asked to take over his job.

Why Do Men
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T MEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know...it never happened) 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and Laughter in your heart... Then you are just an old sour fart.

Mess With Mom
MESS WITH MOM The Childs Comments and Thoughts My son came home from school one day, With a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, To put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' It says I need not clean my room, Don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, Or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, And regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, And I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, And pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, Get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, With the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, My body's only for my use, Not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, Like your Mama did to you.

Educational
I see a much greater problem! Society's "NORM" does NOT exist! Never did! Normal = Average, Average = a calculation invented long ago. Normal is a calculation that no individual person is. Some may come close to it, but there is no one that is the actual normal/average of anything! Society fears what it does not understand, there for those that live to the extreme of life do not understand those that live the conformed life. Fear manifests into hate! Those that fear something they do not understand either try to understand it or hate it. Which are you?

Waiting
Waiting by LateNiteFantasy© Without sleeping, I see the clarity arrising. It's the morning light coming, trying to welcome the eyes of people, to the world, again. But in my case She failed. I'm still embraced in the darkness of last night's events.. Sad enough to grasp me tight, with no desire of carrying on. I wait for a spark of enlightment, of these sad unfortunate events, that shadow my head. What happened? What did I do? Why did it happen? Oh God, Why? ... I wait for that never coming answer... Still inside my chamber door's. Aside from the world, In the solitude Of my being. Locked away in my thoughts, I wait. Wait for that Last refund Answer. The answer that never comes... Why? I just want to know why.... I keep myself waiting, for something I know it will never happen.... But still, here I am. Waiting. Grasped in another day's tomb, In another day's shadow, In another day's black hear

Underwear Dust
One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!' His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the heck is this??' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out. ' Honey ,' he hollered into the bathroom, 'why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?' She replied ...'It's not talcum powder......It's 'Miracle Grow'

Well, I Just Wasted 5000 And Got Flamed By Everyone
Ya know... I get about 4 messages A DAY asking me about being a medic, and the army... and I thought id do a solid and put a mumm out there seeing if people wouldn entertain the idea of ever being a medic... and if they did...and if they had any questions, they could send me a message. I mean Im not a recruiter, nothng like that. just trying to be a nice guy...help steer some minds in a posative direction... and what do i get.. WAAA WAAA WAA.... people telling me Im advertising something. wishing that I get killed in mortar attacks. and general wa wa wa shit. are you kidding me today. people are just hyper-hostile end BLOGRANT

Thinking
Thinking by LateNiteFantasy© Sometime's I sit and think I think about whether you're about you thinking about me, Thinking about you Thinking about me and if we're both thinking about who loves who more and I say it's me just like you say it's you and when we talk on the phone for like two hours telling each others sweet nothings we just spend the whole day together But still niether one of us wants to be the first to say goodbye So we agree to both say goodbye then hangup on the count of three and ten minutes later we're still on the phone even when we've run out of the sweet nothings we started with We're both content to just listen to the rythym of the other's breath and somewhere in the back of my mind I'm wondering how I'm making it when just the thought of you leaves me breathless

Showerhead, Beach, Jungle Juice
today started out pretty shitty. i woke up at about 8am because my younger sister was having issues with our shower. in her defense we need a new shower head badly. the little rotating 'pressure setting' swivel thing on top isn't working right and it decides to change settings on it's own...must be loose i guess. so. 8am. sound asleep until i hear her SCREAMING. i seriously thought something bad happened. like. i don't know. she fell and broke something? so i rush into the bathroom, throw open the door, to find her standing outside of the shower while the shower head is sending jets and sprays of water all over the place. so. obviously she does nothing but stand there. i jump in and turn the shower off. she's still got soap in her hair and looks to me like i'm going to fix the problem. usually i'm a pretty nice girl - and would totally atleast try to fix it....not that i'm a plumber or know anything about shower heads - but uhh, i'm quite savvy when i care. long story longer, i

Can I
IM DOWN ON MY KNEES IM BEGGIN YOU PLEASE CAN I HAVE ANOTHER CHANCE ANOTHER CHANCE TO PROVE MY LOVE IM DOWN ON MY KNEES IM BEGGIN YOU PLEASE CAN I HAVE ANOTHER CHANCE ANOTHER CHANCE TO WIN YOUR LOVE I KNOW I LET U DOWN I KNOW I LEFT YOU HURT I SHOWED YOU YOUR DREAMS THEN I TOOK THEM AWAY CAN I HAVE ANOTHER CHANCE I PROMISE ILL DO BETTER I PROMISE ILL BE THERE BY YOUR SIDE CAN I HAVE ANOTHER CHANCE ANOTHER CHANCE TO HOLD YOU ANOTHER CHANCE TO LOVE YOU ANOTHER CHANCE TO MAKE YOU SMILE ANOTHER CHANCE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY ANOTHER CHANCE TO MAKE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE CAN I HAVE ANOTHER CHANCE PLEASE IM DOWN ON MY KNEES IM BEGGIN YOU PLEASE MBM

Life
Well, sometimes life is a bitch! You come home after a long, hard work day. You really hope that your unemployed and not so intelligent wife at least has cooked some friggin' dinner for you. You struggle to get up the steps, find the key and open the door to your residence, and then, you find your wife sitting there on her ass, eating dinner that she has cooked for HERSELF ONLY! Unbelievable. She has been home the whole day and she couldn't even cook you dinner. You think to yourself, why the hell did I marry her?

How Old Is Grandpa???
How old is Grandpa??? Stay with this -- the answer is at the end. It will blow you away. One evening a grandson was talking to his grandfather about current events. The grandson asked his grandfather what he thought about the shootings at schools, the computer age, and just things in general. The Grandfather replied, 'Well, let me think a minute, I was born before: ' television ' penicillin ' polio shots ' frozen foods ' Xerox ' contact lenses ' Frisbees and ' the pill There were no: ' credit cards ' laser beams or ' ball-point pens Man had not invented: ' pantyhose ' air conditioners ' dishwashers ' clothes dryers ' and the clothes were hung out to dry in the fresh air and ' man hadn't yet walked on the moon Your Grandmother and I got married first, . . and then lived together. Every family had a father and a mother. Until I was 25, I called every man older than me, 'Sir'. And after I turned

I Wanna Know!! Answers Anyone??
WHY THE HELL MY FUBAR IS SO SLOW?? I'M TALKING ABOUT MY BULLY POSTINGS BEING HOURS BEHIND, THE TIMES ARE ALL WRONG ON EVERYTHING.. WTF FUBAR..CATCH UP.. AND OF COURSE, THE ONLY ANSWER I GET FROM SUPPORT IS THAT I NEED TO WAIT TILL THEY CATCH UP... WELL I CALL BULLSHIT!! SOMETHINGS NOT RIGHT.. AND I WILL BE DAMNED IF I MAKE YET ANOTHER NEW ACCOUNT, YOU STILL NEVER GAVE ME BACK MY SHIT FROM THE ACCOUNT YOU DELETED...

You, Too, Can Own Your Own Personal Maestro
I must be totally insane. I'm in an auction, and it's open until midnight, Sunday June 29. Why would I do this...open myself up to possible rejection of this magnitude? Because after 18 months, I've done much for others and little for me, so it's time to turn that around. Now here's your chance to own an honest to goodness Maestro (ok I'm not really a conductor but it was a dream of mine and I went as far as I could go without any support), at least for a month. The auction is now open, will run until midnight June 29, and is hosted by a dear friend of mine (probably why I said yes in the first place). Check what I'm offering, and dig deep. Bid high, and the the concert begin. Maestro is in the house. Your auction hostess: The auction hostess:sub lil slavegrrl aka SweetOne ` Wife and sub to NoMoreVodka@ fubar

Jimmie Is In The Hospital
Jimmie aka baddog was on his way to visit me for two weeks. early this morning, he was in a car wreck in west memphis tennessee and rushed to the hospital with a bad concusion, bumps, bruises and lacerations.. thank goodness no broken bones. The car he JUST bought may have to be totaled. Im anxiously awaiting a call from him. Please keep him in your thoughts, prayers, wishes, protection spells, what ever you can do.. its needed and appreciated. thanks. Agony

I Am
I look in the mirror and I see a face, But unfamiliar, different on the outside than what I’ve formed from within. Am I still here or have I been replaced? Stolen by time and robbed of truth, The truth that should hold fast and remained burned in my mind, And painted over since my youth. Do I have to accept what I now can see? Or can I close my eyes to a story of the real life I have lived, The one displayed by the outer me? Can comforts, smiles, and sentiment, Be my reality, the one I wish for, the one that I feel on the inside? Or should I yield to what my reflection has sent? In the end, who can say what is real? Beyond all opinions, above any words, and through the cloak of discretion, I am what I feel.

Angel With Only One Wing
I know a sweet Angel with only one wing, With a song in her heart that she yearns to sing She wanders about between the earth and the sky Searching for her soul mate to help her fly She asked the Lord on one lonely night With only one wing, Lord, will I ever take flight? The Lord answered in his own mysterious way The wing you are seeking will find you one day I created my angels with only one wing Each one a queen in search of her king When you see him, then you will know why For he too is lost between the earth and the sky Until that time, dear Angel, don't lose sight Your missing wing is also searching this night And when he finds you, then you will see That your wings joined together will set you both free - Me

Going To Hell In A Handbag
Was watching the news. What I heard really pissed me off. Thing is we have no one to blame but the voters that put them into office for voting for them without checking thier voting record. Now the democrats blame President Bush and his oil company buddies for the high cost of gas. Well think about it people. Yes the oil companies are getting rich, that is what business do, they aren't a charity. but think about it. Where do they get thier oil? They get it from overseas, and those other countries control the price of oil. So how do we fix that? Well get get the oil from the United States. Then if gas is high priced then we blame the oil companies. Now Bush wanted to open the off shore oil drilling to American companies. Forgein countries like China are allowed to drill off our shores, but American companies can't. So we are paying overseas prices for American oil. Why, because the democrats in congress, voted down the bill that Bush put up to allow the American companie

Contest....help
WELCOME TO DJ DEMONWOLF'S VIP CONTEST HERE ARE THE RULES 1.NO CHEATING Any one cought cheating will be pulled from the contest 2. GOOD SPORTSMENSHIIP IS A MUST Any bomber cought bad mouthing other contestens will be pulled from the contest (this includes bombing family members and friends) 3.ALL BOMBERS ARE WELCOME BOMBER FAMILYS AND FREELANCRES 4. AND PLEASE REMEMBER TO RATE AND FAN THE HOST LAST BUT NOT LEAST GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE CONTEST WILL BEGIN 9AM CENTRAL TIME ON TUESDAY THE 17 AND END AT MIDNIGHT ON SATURDAY THE 21ST DJ DEMONWOLF DJ DemonWolf ~ Kindred2WhiteWolf420~ FuWifeOfDragonPoet@ fubar ***CLICK ON PIC TO TAKE YOU TO YOUR CONTESTENT*** '''RKMrBig'' aka~FU-BOMBERS Dragon Poet SoldierBoy666 Ace's Angel Taintedrage

Billboard Hotties & Hunks
Attention Fubarians: Time for a different twist. With the Convoy, Sin Wagon, and all other Fubar rides going on, its time for some new billboards to be put up throughout Fubaria. I decided to fill these billboards with Fubar's Hotties and Hunks. Be careful of the new distractions along your journey. Have fun along the way!! Just R/F/A all members to be added to your very own billboard. If you are have already R/F/A someone just leave a comment letting them know there is a new Billboard Hottie or Hunk. Private message me (Twisted Whispers) once you are done and I will add you. Want your own custom billboard like this one? Well, its easy...I will have a folder of 65 small, easy to rate pics. Just rate the pics in the folder and private message me (Twisted Whispers) when you are done and send a link to the photo you want and the name you want on your billboard and I will make one for you. If you don't want to rate, well there is another option...send me $50

I Want A Chambord Bottle...
What is Chambord you ask?... Chambord, France's Liqueur Royale, is a magnificent liqueur made with the world's finest black and red raspberries combined with delicious honey and Madagascan vanilla. Its rich but delicate taste makes it an essential part of any cocktail list. Chambord was inspired by a luxurious black raspberry liqueur produced for Louis XIV during one of his visits to Chateau Chambord. The Royal Chateau at Chambord is one of the most recognisable chateaux in the world because of its very distinct French Renaissance architecture that blends traditional medieval forms with classical Italian structures. Chambord Black Raspberry Liqueur represents an era of luxury and indulgence sparked by Louis XIV and his descendants and the brand's orb shaped bottle is inspired by the centuries old symbol of the French monarchy. Chambord is created using all natural ingredients. The finest black and red raspberries are blended, before being steeped in Cognac to achieve a high

My Box
>MakerScream™: is that a random #, or a length pf your penis in millimeters? MakerScream™: see ya......what is your IQ 95? ->MakerScream™: LMAO, ok, Einstein, you look SOO smart in your default; I bet you are fucking a dog in that pic MakerScream™: go back to school......train your brain MakerScream™: there is no point trying carrying this on...your just to fucking stupid to talk to me ->MakerScream™: MakerScream? Uhm, you are a rapist, aren't ya? MakerScream™: my god you are NOT that smart are ya...LOOK at my name.....i told you i waqs in porn ...and you try a small man in your pants routine????...LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOO you are fucking DUMB ->MakerScream™: Is that a small man's disease? the one in your pants I mean MakerScream™: shut off your roommates computer or is it your parents? MakerScream™: you come back with a lame mom insults ?...thats what stupid people do....baaaaaaahahahahah 2 funny ->MakerScream™: kinda like the one your mom has? MakerScream™: g

Visit My Advice Column
Visit my Advice Column Yeah this is a real bulletin, and im askin you to do something for me, by visiting my advice coloumn webbie, its gone stale for a while and I would like to get it back up and going like it used to be. It was very popular there for a while and would like to get it back that way so please visit it, forward it to friends and help get it back up and running. It may actually help get back in the swing of things. http://darianowitch.tripod.com/askdariano/ Thanks D

Just Some Crazy Shit
i took a step into the broad-ranged view of the giant megaphone and it said "you are to set forth a fort night from now and march nine kilometers that way and slaughter the village of the dead baby pandas" and so i was sent on a mission from god on behalf of the devil but not before c except in words like neighbor and weigh. after many many many years of traveling i arrived at my appointed destination which was a meadow of sentient cacti engaged in exotic acts of worship towards a dead beached whale, I lit the dead baby pandas on fire and was shot down by a midget in a Santa costume that was mounted upon a trumpet with wings. captured, i realized i was, when i woke up in a soft cushioned cell, crazy i think they thought i was, but not for long, for i broke out of my cell because the door was made out of paper because i was lodged in china, and away i walked, never again to be seen by human eyes i now live with the giraffes in the wild, and live off of catnip and baby shoes, which if bo

The Lady Of Shalott
The Lady of Shalott *By Alfred Tennyson* On either side the river lie Long fields of barley and of rye, That clothe the wold and meet the sky; And through the field the road run by To many-tower'd Camelot; And up and down the people go, Gazing where the lilies blow Round an island there below, The island of Shalott. Willows whiten, aspens quiver, Little breezes dusk and shiver Through the wave that runs for ever By the island in the river Flowing down to Camelot. Four grey walls, and four grey towers, Overlook a space of flowers, And the silent isle imbowers The Lady of Shalott. By the margin, willow veil'd, Slide the heavy barges trail'd By slow horses; and unhail'd The shallop flitteth silken-sail'd Skimming down to Camelot: But who hath seen her wave her hand? Or at the casement seen her stand? Or is she known in all the land, The Lady of Shalott? Only reapers, reaping early, In among the bearded barley Hear a song that echoes cheerly From the

Fight(same Guy, Same Belts?)
Mr.DontDoIt aka... (READ MUMM/WATCH STASH/my next fight:jul 19) June 18, 2008 @ 2:10 pm #3 of 3 I am nervous. I am going to talk to Floyd Sawyer, fight promoter and father of Brad Sawyer[7-2-1am, 13th in the world...] Not only am I going to ask for a rematch, but I'm going to ask for a lot of money to fight his son... our first fight was pretty durn good. It was definitely the fight of the night at the event, but I've not seen too many locals fights that could top it. Calen Stidham(Joplin, MO) v Jerry Quintanilla(OK City, OK) @ Joplin's Memorial Hall in '08 was awesome. That may be the best local fight I have ever seen. Sooooo ya, I gots nerves... but I know what kind of fighter I am, and I know I wil put on a good show no matter who my opponent is. I know I will never give up and if I am not victorious, they will carry me out on my shield. I am an old school traditional martial artist. This means I am bound by the code of the samurai, bound by honor...

Fight(same Guy, Same Belts?)
Comments on this mumm: Mr.DontDoIt aka... (READ MUMM/WATCH STASH/my next fight:jul 19 June 16, 2008 @ 2:36 pm #2 of 3 I'm going to ask his promoter for $2000.00, half in my account 1 month before the show, the other half after the fight... and a bonus for winning. I'm a different fighter now... my cardio isn't up to speed at this moment, but we all know 2 weeks and I'll have my wind back, 4 weeks I'll be untouchable, and 6 weeks I'll be unstoppable. I took the 12/29/07 fight with less than two weeks notice: I had just fought on 12/08/07, defeating Josh Lininger, Branson, MO [3-0] in 40 seconds in the first round by way of guillotine choke while on my back. And even before that fight I'd told the promoter and his family repeatedly that I wanted someone to stand up and box with me. Unfortunately I got Brad, who has some really fast hands. Took him a while to figure out I have a very solid chin, that's when he started attacking my temples... just look at the pic in my photo alb

Pics
My friend, who is a local cop, came to my work the other night to chat around, and told me about a guy that blew his brains out in an apt complex next to my hotel where I work at. He then said that he had pics from the scene (not sure how he got the non-prof ones), and decided to show them to me on my work comp from his yahoo email. Which was prolly not a good idea, since after downloading it now I have a pic of a guy with his head partially not there in a stupid pic viewer thingy, and I have NO idea how to erase it. It stores whichever pics you view online, grrr. Fuckin A

Cagefight(same Guy, Same Belts?)
MuMM: Make up My Mind! Mr.DontDoIt aka... (READ MUMM/WATCH STASH/my next fight:jul 19 SHOULD I FIGHT? Brad Sawyer, the guy that knocked me out on Dec. 29, 2007 in a welterweight title match/title defense is scheduled to fight in July, and according to their website (www.elitecagefights.com) he needs an opponent. Brad is currently ranked 13TH IN THE WORLD according to the ISCF, our sanctioning body (WWW.ISCFMMA.COM) Should I do it? Not only get back in the ring, but fight the only guy to knock me out in the last 13 years? YES 80.0% (8 votes) NO 20.0% (2 votes) 10 votes 46 views 3 comments

Some Basic Mmh Rules
OK wow, some people are taking Fubar WAY to seriously...granted Ive been pondering getting rid of my account since the drama llama keeps visiting. I enjoy this site..its like a game, Ive met some kick ass people on here so if I do cancel I will be baqck around. I will put some things straight here just incase Im sticking it out. 1. NO nsfw pics of me... that is on a need to see basis! NO! YOU CANT SEE MY TITS, ASS, or PUSSY! 2. Don't call me sexy, babe, baby, or any other pet name...that has to be earned and if its not then its degrading to me. ***NOW having said that...dont get upset thinking that If you call me that I am upset, I'd have spoken up already. Trust me... 3. Don't hit up my page checking on your man...if he is YOUR man he isnt mine, trust me I do not like sharing my cock. (you bet your ass I said that) Even if its just a "fu" cock (yeah see waaaayyy to serious here people). 4. The song Superman by Eminem is on my playlist for a reason....not much to fa

Cum Check Out My Gspot
CUM ON PEOPLE YOU KNOW YOU WANNA CUM SEE WHATS GOIN ON AND WHO'S ON CAM AT THE GSPOT LOUNGE BABY. LOUNGE.http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=53487http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=53487

I Wanna Be Pink!!!!
Ok so I wanna be pink and Im thinkin that someone on this site may love me enough to buy me a month V.I.P. If someone will the person that does will get: 50 of the 100 11's during H/H Owned By (there name) In My Name Profile Comments 3 a day for the month A V.I.P. Gift Once A Week 100 Pic Comments And I'll Rate There Stash And Up To 5 Personal Salutes If Wanted If your interested let me know.... ♥SexyMel♥

061808 Fluffy Starr Blog
Where’s Waldo? *NEW PHOTO* So life is back to normal, if such a word can apply to my life. Anyways, I have a brand new computer. No, not pink. *cries* But it's another desktop. All black. My tower has glowing indigo lights and a clear side panel. Yeah-huh!!! Actually, it's a hand-me-down. It's the music computer (that recorded my CD). It is rock solid, and superduperfast, and now it is my personal computer. So there is a very good positive energy with this machine. Obviously. I'm happy to have this boy in my possession now! I have lots of blogs and things to post. But, I still need to hook up the USB stuff. But for now, I have this photo which I have snagged from SSPR, who put on many good shows around town. I saw it and thought it was interesting.... (Yep, that is Superstar DJ Keoki.) Lots more stuff to come. Meet me here again tomorrow, okay? Toodles! x Fluffy.

Booby Prize
Booby Prize The small Cessna soared through the sky above the dense Amazon jungle. Jim “Buck” Reynolds took great delight in dropping and climbing suddenly just to disturb his yapping passengers. Behind him, in the cabin, were a group of models and their handlers chattering, laughing, and drinking. But above all, they were just flat out annoying him to the point of making Buck want to scream. “Pack of big titted cows,” he muttered to himself as he looked over his shoulder. He spotted their promoter first. The short blonde man with the thinning hair was doting on his charges just hoping for one of them to throw him a bone in the form of sex. His name was Tim Ferguson, a slimy character with too many teeth to be smiling that much. Beside him was a fat, sweating hulk that had a firm grip on several expensive cameras. This was Jake Proctor, the photographer from “Big Bouncy Jugs” magazine. The bald cameraman was turning a light shade of green from Buck’s aer

Am I Sexy?
This what I read about me. OMFG...It's really me...especially the part about no self control! lol I can't imagine a more accurate description...not so sure about the "sexy" thing though. ;) -------------------------------------------------- JULY = SEXY Outgoing personality. TAKES RISKS. Feeds on attention. No self control. Kind hearted. Self confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an 'every thing's peachy' attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. In need of 'that someone'. Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by 'no pain no gain'. CARING. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. Charming or 'beautiful' to everyone. Stubborn. Curious. Independent. Strong willed. A FIGHTER.

Part 2...more Information On Gypsies
again the information is taken from wikipedia. the link can b found on the previous post Historical persecution The first and one of the most enduring persecutions against the Roma people was the enslaving of the Roma who arrived on the territory of the historical Romanian states of Wallachia and Moldavia, which lasted from the 14th century until the second half of the 19th century. Legislation decreed that all the Roma living in these states, as well as any others who would immigrate there, were slaves. The arrival of some branches of the Roma people in Western Europe in the 15th century was precipitated by the Ottoman conquest of the Balkans. Although the Roma themselves were refugees from the conflicts in southeastern Europe, they were mistaken by the local population in the West, because of their foreign appearance, as part of the Ottoman invasion (the German Reichstags at Landau and Freiburg in 1496-1498 declared the Roma as spies of the Turks). In Western Europe, this res

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Never Ending Auction Held By Phoenix, Minimum Bid Is 10,000 Fubucks!
1. Rate & Fan Profile & Add as Friend 2. Add to family for one month and top friend list for one month 3. Personal SFW salute photo 4. Pimp out on my page for one month 5. Rate UP TO 500 EACH - Pics and Stash till done during HH 6. Permanent pimpout in my blog 7. Add to my yahoo messenger I will also throw in with my offer _________owner of Babs 1 Gift a week for one month 1 Pimpout Bulletin a week for one month 3 Special effect picture that I can do, you can check my photo album, My Attempts At Special Effects. IF BID GETS HIGH ENOUGH SUCH AS HH OR 30 DAY BLAST WE CAN ABOUT ADDING MORE!

My Owner!
I am owned by this man for June! LoneWolf92 {H&L Bombers Founder}}@ fubar So go check him out! Spank him hard! Tell him I sent ya! lauria♥Shadow Leveler♥{{H&L Bombers Co-Founder}}Owned by LoneWolf@ fubar

Truth About Roma Gypsies
I am a tru ROMA GYPSY, my mother is full blooded romanian Gypsy, my great grandparents came from romania b4 WWII broke out when HITLER was doing mass grave genocide and killing the gypsies as he did the jews. Gypsies are an ethnic group. Here is some REAL information on the history of gypsies and to this very day they are still being persecuted and misjudged. ------------------------------------------------- information i am posting is found at the followng link... http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roma_people The Roma (as a noun, singular Rom, plural Roma; sometimes Rrom, Rroma, Rromany people, Romany people, Romani people or Romanies) belong to many ethnic groups that appear in literature and folklore, and are often referred to as Gypsies or Gipsies. The Roma have their origins in India. The Roma are still thought of as wandering nomads in the popular imagination, despite the fact that today the vast majority live in permanent housing. This widely dispersed ethnic group

Love Bullshit
I'm taking the unwanted advice from some asshole on fubar who decided that his own annoyance was better suited directed at me- so I'm blogging instead of asking the world a question.. no Mumms for me lol.. I am so tired of people thinking that putting others down makes them so much better than everyone else. Take my ex fiance for example- my words were the lying, manipulative scumbag who married some bitch just to get back at me and who claims he still wants me. He actually had the nerve to call me a child- he who has a wife and a girlfriend.. Yes- I am a child.. I'm a kid.. I'm the immature one.. WHO-HOO. Now that THAT has been established- he fucking asked me to leave my family- to alienate my family and walk away to be with him.. Fucking dick!

People
do u ever feel like uve lost all hope in people or that u dont believe wat anyone says until they prove to you otherwise. ive come to the realization that most people are full of shit. They will say watever they feel is nessassary at that given moment. So ive come to the resolution that Ive lost practically all respect for most people and i dont really care for them. Friends are only really around untill the time when u need them the most and poof there gone. Why is that when u need people the most they seem to never be around. True friends are hard to find, if u got one dont let them go. You will regret it..

Moon
I am looking at the sky. Fractured by the feathered clouds Floating by like opal orange ice caps through a purple ocean, Tattered edges reveal slivers of a glowing disc, Lighting up the cosmos many miles away. Like ancient longboats they slowly move in order, Same calm pace, same distance in between; Slowly, the last night cloud passes by, Exposing a full moon that was hiding behind them.

Cry Me A River
Here we go again, another rant. I have had someone that is asking me why i have someone in my family on here. like it really matters right??? I mean why do some ppl take Fubar so seriously. Its the internet. yes we come on here to make friends and get our points. but some are more concerned with what others are doing than what is going on in their own life. They are always making threats towards those in your family because some of your family have them blocked. i mean come on cant a person block who they want on here for what ever reason. thats why the option is there right?? so my attitude today is cry me a river for every person that has ever blocked you or been mean to you. You have to grow a thick skin when your dealing with ppl on the net. if you dont then they are going to effect ever aspect of your life. Please dont take offence by this blog but its been one of those kinda screwy days. this is a general rant nothing more nothing less. sorry had to vent its been one of tho

Demands And Suggestions
WELL, I got myself an mp3 player for when I exercise. But I don't know what all songs I want to put on it. SO, if you would be so kind as to help me out with some songs that would rock (Y). THANKS =]

Thanks
This blog is for all of my closest friends. Recently I just lost my father.... and I have been going thru soo many things. I just want to say thanks to all of the people that has been there 4 me this past 2 weeks. I appreciate it sooo much Muuaahhzz I love yall ~shaela

Dins
*Alphabet Love* What do you call a man when labels such as "hunk", "babe" or "rat" fail to cover the infinite subtleties of how you regard him? Following on from DINS(Double Income No Sex). SNAG(Sensitive New Age Guy) Searching for sensitive man? Be careful you don`t hit a SNAG. These men use moves they`ve picked up from sincerely emphatetic types in order to pick up women.They have never been interested in sport. They walk and walk by letting you pay for dinner and even talk the talk.(He said " I`m really concerned about how you feel") but they never really listen. WIP(Work in Progress) A WIP is a man with potential you take on, knowing you`ll soon be spoonfeeding him tips on basic social skills. These men you can find at college. PG(Probably Gay) If he`s handsome, clever, funny, not married and utterly uninterested in you, he gets a PG rating. Yes, it is politically incorrect. And no, it is never 100° accurate. Of course, it is not fair But egos must be preserved. TOD

Remember You Have Till Saturday, 06/21/08 By 11:59pm Est To Own These Awesome People!
Cooter's Barowned by Rev. Cooter/Chaotic ^..^ Kittie CHAOTIC INTENTIONS IS GOING BACK TO THE NAME COOTER'S BAR! *AUCTION HAS STARTED OF STAFF FROM COOTER'S BAR! WOULD YOU LIKE TO OWN YOUR OWN FU-SLAVE FOR A MONTH? AUCTION ENDS SATURDAY 06/21/08 11:59PM EST AND BIDDING STARTS @ 10,000 FUBUCKS!* Here is how it works: Select the person you want to bid on below Bid on how much you want to purchase them for Check their link often for someone may out bid you, save the link to your bookmarks if you wish No limit on amount and no limit on how many times you can bid. When auction ends, 06/21/08 11:59PM EST, if you won a Staff Member, you must pay THEM the amount you bidded for them. GOOD LUCK! Rev. Cooter¢â Owner of Cooter's Bar is at 100K JOHN our NINJA@Cooter's Bar is at 120K Mater Head Enforcer@Cooter's Bar is at 375K TORGE the WISE SAGE@Cooter's Bar is at 20K Mrs. Mater aka Lucious9774 Manager@Cooter's Bar is at 96K Recon aka Gunny Bartender@C

Goodbye
I never wanted to say goodbye but you gave me no choice Always held my feelings inside, can you hear my voice Lived in a circle of confusion Always asked myself why So many unanswered questions to a pain i've held inside With all this joke of tomorrow always thought you would stay Never needed anyone like you, till you took you away Left alone with the memories taking the place of you inside I feel bad but I can't speak I never wanted to say goodbye goodbye goodbye I never wanted to say goodbye goodbye goodbye Now I'm going on my own because I can't give in I must figure it out alone and learn to live again No more talk of tomorrow, I must live today I have released all my sorrow I will find my way With all this joke of tomorrow Always thought you would stay Never needed anyone like you, till you took you away Left alone with the memories digging the place of you inside I feel but i cannot speak i never wanted to say goodbye goodbye goodbye i never wante

What I Would Do To You
Girl, change into that Victoria Secret thing that I like Alright, okay, tonight you're having me your way Perfume, spray it there, put our love in the air Now put me right next to you, finna raise the temp in the room First rub my back like you do Right there, uh uh, right there, uh You touch me like you care Now stop and let me repay you For the week that you been through Workin' that 9 to 5 and stayin' cute like you do Oh oh oh I love it, I love it, you love it, you love it Every time, every time we touchin', we touchin' I want it, I want it, you want it, you want it I'll see you, see you in the mornin', in the mornin' Wanna put my fingers through your hair Wrap me up in your legs And love you till your eyes roll back I'm tryna' put you to bed, bed, bed I'ma put you to bed, bed, bed Then I'ma rock your body, turn you over Love is war, I'm your soldier Touching you like it's our first time I'ma put you to bed, bed, bed I'ma put you to bed, bed, bed

Only 2 Weeks Left To See My Sexy Pic!!
Don't forget to check out my sexy entry in the contst going on at BBWClubs!!! This is a FREE site, so it won't cost you a thing to go check out my pic and support your friend here by giving a high ranking!! I need all the traffic and ranking i can get, so help your girl out!! Thanks bunches!! ~kaylee http://www.bbwclubs.com/smf/index.php?action=gallery;sa=view;id=53j

New Pics & New Vid!!
Did you enjoy my last blog?? The remaining pics from the set that day have now been posted to my website!! www.kayleekurves.com On Friday the video will be added....i told you i was thoroughly turned on doing these pics....i just had to get off using that red vibrator! You don't want to miss this vid!! For as little as $15 you get to see alllll of me, over 3000 pics, and hardcore vids! Currently running a multimonth special too...stop by my site! For a sneak peek of the lingerie i was wearing, i added a new collage pic to my fubar album...it's from the beginning of things...the rest show too much for here! Hope you enjoy!

Silver Foxes.....
okay, i guess this is just me, but hey ladies over 30....um....i'm not interested in seeing photos of you naked or anything like that. sorry if i sound like a douche, but i'm not one of those guys that wants to meet older women...in ANY way. hey cool if you think i'm hot or what not, but i will probably NOT accept your friend request as most of you have left pictures for me that i find HIGHLY disturbing. just thought i'd clarify. if you're not 18 to 30, i probably won't talk to you. if you're already on my friends list, whatever. i'll still rarely talk to you so if you get pissy i don't really give damn.

Lamb Of God - Omerta
Whoever appeals to the law against his fellow man is either a fool or a coward. Whoever cannot take care of themselves without that law is both. For a wounded man shall say to his assailant, 'If I live, I will kill you. If I die, You are forgiven.' Such is the rule of honour. Broken the paradigm an example must be set Invoke the Siren's song and sign the death warrant. This is what has been wrought for 30 pieces of silver The tongues of men and angels bought by a beloved betrayer. I am the result what's better left unspoken Violence begins to mend what was broken You've been talking, I've been all ears. Words meant to dwell in darkness shall never see the light of day Words can be broken, so can bones Execute the mandate Mouth full of dirt. Your name is removed from the registry St. Peter greets with empty eyes then turns and locks the gate. I am the result what's better left unspoken Violence begins to mend what was broken You've been talking, I've been all ears

To Frat Members
I want to thank all Frat members for last weeks love week!! Especially the one's who really went out of they're way rating me!!!...I appreciate it very much and will return the love!! Thank you all so much! ~Patsy aka Margarita

A Burning Desire
There isnt a word I can say that can reassure you I will be there.There isnt just one word that will take away any doubts.I cant even say enough to really tell you how much I care,You will have to trust me on that one.I could speak my heart all day,and you would just have to feel my desires.I could write a letter,and express my deepest wants,and needs,but you would have to feel my pen in hand,and the message in every word written.I can tell of my fantasy,of you and I,but they are only a spoken,ectasy,within the pages of time.I can protray my love for you in the highest declaration,yet you have to reach for them,hold them,and know that ,I honestly do.It is my enchantment of a dance upon your flesh.A hunger within my soul.An aching of the heart.And the river that flows within this body.I feel you,I need you,I desire you.I want you,hunger,thrist,all that you want to give.Sinch me,burn me,feel my flame.I am this and so much more,because of my love for you.

Addict
I don't now how to heal myself of this starving fever. When you go away from me I start to shake and shiver Your touch is all I long for Your lips all i need One kiss and i am done for my addiction i must feed I whine for you I cry for you I weep and creep and sleep of you smell you, I taste you I cannot seem to waste you I am addicted to you baby I hurt I scream I cry Take me away from here as only you can make me as only you can make me fly You leave me breathless to beg Then leave me again alone You are my only one, my drug You are my heart, my home Your voice swims in my head Images of you dance in my heart Laughter stains my lonely bed Awaiting my desire My true heart You are my drug, my fantasy You sleep in me I sleep in you You free my passion in my dreams Every moment I breathe for you I am addicted to you baby I hurt, I scream, I cry Take me away from here as only you can make me As only you can make me cry I cannot sleep, I cannot

Im Not The Girl U Think I Am
yeah sooo i get alot of guys hitting me up.. shaweet for me , yes i am looking however before u even think about trying for me u should know this..... I AM NOT THAT MUSHY GIRL SOMETIMES I JUST NEED TO BE ALONE I CAN TELL U HOW I FEEL BY SHOWING U HOW I FEEL I WONT TELL U I LIKE U 50 TIMES IN A DAY I RATHER CALL THAN TXT WHEN TALKING TO SOMEONE I REALLY LIKE I DONT MAKE THE FIRST MOVE IM A MAJOR SMARTASS I AM KIND HEARTED I HIDE HOW I FEEL SOMETIMES IM NON JUDGEMENTAL ON MOST THINGS I LIKE BEING THE CENTER OF ATTENTION IF U PISS ME OFF I WILL WRITE U OFF THERES NO COMMIN BACK I DONT LIE I DONT NEED LIERS IM HONEST TO A FAULT I HATE REPEATING MYSELF so yeah those are just some things and that and i wanted points

Mmmm...pancakes
I never thought I would actually have to watch or listen to a traffic report before and after work. This is something that troubles me, and it happens every single day. Who is leaving furniture on the highway; specifically mattresses? How does this happen. I always imagine this scenario. Dan and Rick just picked up a queen sized Serta Mattress from Mattress-Mart. They tie it securely into the bed of the pickup truck. As they are doing 70mph down I-40, the mattress flies right out of the truck. Then I imagine the conversation going something like this: Dan: Oh man…there went the mattress. Rick: Holy shit! That was awesome! Dan: Fuck the mattress. Let’s go get some IHOP. And thus the mattress is left on the highway to be reported to me during my morning commute.

What Celtic Character Am I
You Are A Maple Tree There's not anyone in this world quite like you. You are full of imagination, ambition, and originality. Shy but confident, you hunger for new experiences. You have a good memory and learn easily. You are sometimes nervous and always complex (especially in love).

Frat Is Looking For New Members
©lûb F®ât@ fubar THIS IS OUR RULES THEY ARE POSTED ON CLUB FRAT HP 1) NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED!We will not put up with any drama from anyone. There will be no exceptions to this rule! 2)No one but management will be allowed to post blogs about leveling. The only ones to post blogs about leveling are Founder, Co-Founder, and Manager. Home Page is http://fubar.com/user/1095216 3) There will be no entering contest without asking first to make sure we can give you all the support you need.If you do you may be on your own. 4) All newbies will go through Founder or Co-Founder No exceptions. 5) We will level anyone with 15,000 points or fewer as long as they have plenty of stash and pics. Please do not come to us for help with more than that with few pics and stash. We will level during HH only. Any other time is for you to do what you want to do! After leveling please leave a message so we know who helped out. 6) Most Importantly: Keep up to date with our blogs as they

Cubsfan
This is a blog about my new fu owner CubsFan~ Hes a very sweet man , and im sure he has many of kind friends here on fubr. Id like to post a little poem for him below here, And please take a minute to read and rate this ty This_Girl We met upon the internet, My heart you did not have yet. I sit and wait each day, for the song my heart will soon play. Of laughter, love and tears, You have washed away all my fears. To be my friend and see so deep, I now know why I don't get much sleep. I have waited through all these years, To find something to hold so dear. And now I know I'll never be Blue, For I have found a true friend in you.

Coming Home
I am less than 4 hours from leaving for the airport to see the love of my life and I’m just as anxious now as I was 3 months ago when I first made the trip across the continent. Is it true what they say that absence makes the heart grow fonder? I for one don’t buy that line for a moment. Absence builds up feelings of wonder, regret, anger, longing and all those other wonderful emotions that can get someone in trouble. To me the distance we share from each other is only a physical thing as we chat and talk on the phone and in txt and we work and play closely together on Second Life. The daily emotional connection is there and honestly I can feel her and smell her every moment or every day. The longing I feel is mainly that physical disconnect from being so far apart. I have a better way to put it than our hearts growing fonder. Need. That basic inner desire to be close to the one you love. To feel safe with them and special in a way that no friendship can come close to providing.

If I Worked Mafia Collections...
If I worked Mafia collections I would purposefully stutter while making threats of bodily harm if the money wasn't repaid. Stutter badly. Incomprehensibly. Then when people would look at me questioningly, I would yell, "What? You heard me. Did I stutter?"

Ok Heres The Deal........!!!!
I am losing my internet as of tomorrow...One reason bieng I joined a contest for a VIP,Which I finished over a month ago and never got the VIP as of yet....That alone was pretty screwed up... Second I've been fighting off very high blood pressure,complete with dizzy and fainting spells..I also pulled a muscle in my back and all of the bills have come out of pocket so I had to let my phone and Internet bill go... I will be gone for a while till I can come up with the $280 I need to pay it...Anyway....I just wanted to let my friends know what is going on if they dont see me online for a while.... MUCH LOVE TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!!

Wild Animals
Wild animals may reflect an area of our lives that is out of control. Many animals have stereotypical meanings that can tell more of their presence. Think of what the wild animal means to you in waking life to understand the reason for its presence in your dream. Wild animals that are domesticated in dreams may not be animal dreams, but rather dreams of interpersonal success or self-discipline. Many times, making peace with animals is a sign of harmony in our lives and hope for smooth interpersonal relationships. Is a wild animal posing a threat to you in the dream or do you have it under your influence?

Well I Have Been Commited Now...
Well peeps, this Geek has gone and done it... I have booked myself into a Health Spa for a couple of days, should be an interesting experience if nothing else. Just will have to remember to take a good book with me.... just in case :)

Usa Gestapo Tactics And Mainstream Media Glosses It Over
Dems and Repubs are equally at fault... the good ol' USA had become the world's super power... might makes right, and the ends justify the means? FUK NO IT DON'T! "WE" have become exactly like those "oppresive regimes" that we once so despised... Vietnam/USSR/China/etc... as far as the self-serving political parties and the military-industrial-complex (which includes the oil companies and major publishing companies)? FIND ALTERNATIVES - DON'T BE A SHEEP SEEN ONLY AS A WAY TO BLEED MORE $ TO LINE THEIR POCKETS I'm all for a revolution... what do we burn down first... the White House, or Congress? BOTH? Count me in! case 1 - US conveniently "loses" evidence... go figure! ------------ Pentagon: shooting of Reuters journalists in Iraq justified By LOLITA C. BALDOR, Associated Press Writer Tue Jun 17, 12:54 PM ET WASHINGTON - The 2005 shooting death of a Reuters journalist in the midst of a firefight in Baghdad was justified because U.S. soldiers believed the camera protr

Auctioning Off A Flying Monkey Bling!
How many fubucks would you pay for a FLYING MONKEY BLING? You know it gives good points... Im auctioning it off here in my blog because I no longer am I VIP and I can't upload photos to my albums. So please post what you are bidding as a comment in this blog...thank you! I will be taking bids until 9 p.m. central time.... TONIGHT!

Wtf?
This site is laughable. I have seen like children on this crap. Scary... Also, I'm married. So, not looking for anyone's dick photos or sharing any photos of me. I just like coming here to get a good chuckle. Fubar dollars? I like real money-thanks.

Pissed Off..angry
Anger This morning I went to UPS at 8am until a little after 9am and those a$$holes still not have my f*ing package. I am so livid. Then I had to sit in traffic going to work-thank god I don’t have to come in the office again this week. But I want package so bad and like they close at 6pm and there is no way I can make there before they close unless…mmmm..no I can’t. Then two assholes tried running me off the road today on the freeway-I was so made I honked a lot and yelled a ton…hehehehe….. next time I’ll let them hit me My car won’t go over 70mph-but I don’t want a new car with gas at $5 a gallon And btw why aren’t people getting off the road with gas so expensive-I mean I haven’t seen any less people on the road at all with gas so high…aren’t the poor suppose to stay at home or take the bus now? Ha ha hah…… Back to wORK for a few hours then I am on vacation WHOOHOOOO

Fake Friends
So my ppl whats up, just sittin here chillin thinkin bout life and how many shady azz ppl there truely are out there. How many friends do you really have? I have a million and 1 acqaintences and can count my true friends on my hands. (shit sometimes you even have to question them) Just tired of ppl bulls_itting all the time. Are there any real ppl left out there? Are our friends just thought processes to help us deal and coppe with the issues at hand at the time, because they sure seem to disappear fast and the ones who aren't fake end up transeding to a greater plane. Anyways If you have some knowledge drop it. Holla at you boy, D

Recent News
HEY YALL ITS YOUR FAVORTIRE SOLDIER OF THE YEAR....IM DOING WELL STILL IN ONE PIECE AND ALIVE WHICH IS A GOOD THING I SUPPOSE LOL.....I WILL HAVE PICS SOON AS POSSIBLE FOR YALL TO SEE WHAT ITS LIKE HERE IN AFGHANISTAN MAINLY

Lie Detector...lmao
John was a salesman's delight when it came to any kind of unusual gimmick. His wife Marsha had long ago given up trying to get him to change. One day John came home with another one of his unusual purchases. It was a robot that John claimed was actually a lie detector. It was about 5 : 30 that afternoon when Tommy, their 11 year old son, returned home from school. Tommy was over 2 hours late. 'Where have you been? Why are you over 2 hours late getting home?' asked John. 'Several of us went to the library to work on an extra credit project,' said Tommy. The robot then walked around the table and slapped Tommy, knocking him completely out of his chair. 'Son,' said John, 'this robot is a lie detector, now tell us where you really were after school.' 'We went to Bobby's house and watched a movie.' said Tommy. 'What did you watch?' asked Marsha. 'The Ten Commandments.' answered Tommy. The robot went around to Tommy and once again slapped him, knocking him off h

8 Months Today.....
And if I go, while you're still here... Know that I live on, vibrating to a different measure - behind a thin veil you cannot see through. You will not see me, so you must have faith. .. I wait the time when we can soar together again, -both aware of each other. Until then, live your life to its fullest. And when you need me, just whisper my name in your heart, ...I will be there. by Collen Hitchcock..

Born Into This
born like this into this as the chalk faces smile as Mrs. Death laughs as the elevators break as political landscapes dissolve as the supermarket bag boy holds a college degree as the oily fish spit out their oily prey as the sun is masked we are born like this into this into these carefully mad wars into the sight of broken factory windows of emptiness into bars where people no longer speak to each other into fist fights that end as shootings and knifings born into this into hospitals which are so expensive that it's cheaper to die into lawyers who charge so much it's cheaper to plead guilty into a country where the jails are full and the madhouses closed into a place where the masses elevate fools into rich heroes born into this walking and living through this dying because of this muted because of this castrated debauched disinherited because of this fooled by this used by this pissed on by this made crazy and sick by this made violent made in

Eno Trap: Erutraped Eht
Insanity looms inside the looking glass. It's like a madness stuck on repeat, and I'm lost in the progression! I wonder, what's under the scar tissue? A rollercoaster I've rode too many times. Can I stomach one more go? Today, the black birds lied to me again, mocking me as the wind waged war with my face. All I look foward to is cancer. The cold taste of the grim reaper's porcelin lips. All this talk of the end; are we really pushed to oblivion? His hand is so close, at times I can see his thumbnail. The foot may bring luck, but beware of the hole! is this the dwelling of misfortune? The numbers now haunt me. The worst feeling from the most perfect melody. She gave me the perfect present, with a note that read, "It's yours, at my convience!" The letters drained into a pool of rubies. So close to completion of this creature I'm becoming. How will I handle the pain of burning wings? Smearing a grain of salt into the wound will act as my pain killer. She trembles from the quake, unaware

June,18,2008
Ok ,so I am a quiet kinda guy. No need for a bunch of word's when you got soul.I decided not to do anything fancy to my page.So take me as I come as I will do the same.lol.Thanx for stopping by.Remember,door's always open.Ciao.

Soaked
THOUGHT THAT EVERYONE SHOULD BE AWARE OF THIS ON GAS PRICES. I FOUND IT INTERESTING. I just had the same experience at Costco in Boise , Idaho !! When I tried to talk to them about it, they assured me my gas gauge was incorrect! Their pumps pumped '17 gallons' into a car that holds 10!! I also tried to explain that the tank was half full when I started, and he assured me I was wrong, that these pumps are 'regulated by the state' and checked regularly. Be very careful. The below is good advice! On April 24, 2008, I stopped at a Kangaroo BP gas station, located at 1325 Main Street, Cartersville , GA. My truck's gas gauge was on 1/4 of a tank. I use the mid-grade, which was priced at $3.71 per gallon. When my tank is at this point, it takes somewhere around 14 gallon's to fill it up. When the pump showed 14 gallons had been pumped I began to slow it down, then to my surprise It went to 15, then 16. I even looked under my truck to see if it was being spilled. It wa

Basic Rules , Requirements, N Breakdown Conversions On Auctions
hi everyone, An example of what to offer is .. 1. Rate, fan & add you if haven't already 2. 150 of your pics rated 11s during happy hour within the month 3. Stash rated during happy hour if haven't already 4. Added to my family list if you're not already 5. I'll be your crush for the month 6. You'll be my #1 friend for the month 7. "Owned by___" in my user name for the month 8. You can have "Owner of _______" in your user name 9. I'll leave you a profile comment daily 10. The link to your profile in my About Me section 11. "Owned by" Salute (SFW) 12. Your buzz bar kept at 100% with fudrinks for a week 13. Random fu-gifts through the month 14. Make you 5 animated pics The above is just an idea of what you can offer. you don't have to do the same. That is how I will be adding your offers to your pics, so if you could use that layout, it would help me loads, thanks :o) If there are certain items you will not or don't want to accept as bids please let me kn

Owt Trap: Erutraped Eht
The nephilim rides through the night's skies. Alone again! No more winter tales. The land will never see snow again. The scenery depicts an image of sullen despair. Upon his wings, a message is scarred into the flesh. Will the fire ever burn as birghtly as it once did? Only the rabbit knows! Time stands still, as if the watchkeeper vacated to a warmer climate. I see now, that all the words I wrote never meant anything! How can the poet survive without the inspiration from his toxic lullabye? He can't; she knows this, but does she even care? Seven months must pass until the artist can breathe new life. So small, insignificant; yet I won't be able to hide the pain from this catastrophic relation. I try to dream in a prism of roses, but only creatures stir deep in the grey matter. This haunts me, more than she knows. Time to rebuild the walls. Closed off from the outside world. My eyes scream in the twilight, with hopes that the sound will shake the stars. Here I stand, at the end of th

Ponderig Thoughts For Everyone
Here's a Pondering Thought for you..... Whatever You Choose For You,Is Right! You Cannot Get It Wrong. If You Have Chosen Something For You,It Is Right!You Cannot Fail. It Is Impossible For You To Fail,Because How Can You Fail At Being You?You Are The Perfection Of You,Because No One Else Can Be You. You Have Got You Down Pat! Do You Appreciate That You Are An Outstanding And Total Success At Being You,Right Where You Are Now? As You Focus On The Good Things You Feel Good,You Are Bringing More Good Things To The World. At The Same Time, You Are Bringing More Good things Into Your Life.When You Feel Good You Uplift Your Life,And You Uplift The World! Are You Beginning To See The Phenomenal Power You Have In This World,Just Through Your Existence? www. thesecret. tv

Patriot Micro Chip
THE PATRIOT MICRO CHIP! To be implanted in Collectivists, Socialists, Communists, and other enemies of the Republic including various Islamic groups. Implant is specifically designed to be installed in their foreheads and is manufactured by God fearing, hard working, freedom lovers. When properly installed, it will allow the implantee to speak to God instantly. Comes in various sizes: Implantee usually will not get to choose size. May or may not be painless. Some bleeding and or swelling may occur at injection site. Please enjoy the security we provide for you. Best regards; U. S. Armed Services.

What Fools These Men Are...
If you have never been to the city (you're missing out, but thats another blog) Its a maze of people trying to hand you flyers, pamphlets, convert you into a religion, etc. I am used to it, and I dodge them with a steely glance. Though, today one group tried a novel approach; Cheerleader skirts. I took two brochures.

You Can't Bring Me Down
What the hell's going on around here?First off-let's take it from the startStraight out-can't change what's in my heartNo one-can tear my beliefs apart, you can't bring meYou aint-never seen no one like mePrevail-regardless what the cost might bePower-flows inside of me, you can't bring meNever-fall as long as I tryRefuse-to be part of your lieEven-if it means I die, you can't bring meYou can't bring me down!Who the hell you calling crazy?You wouldn't know what crazy was if Charles Manson...was eating Fruit Loops on your front porchTime out-let's get something clearI speak-more truth than you want to hearScapegoat-to cover up your fear, you can't bring meYou aint-never seen so much mightFight for-what I know is rightWhat up-you got yourself a fight, you can't bring meStand up-we'll all sing alongTogether-aint nothin' as strongWon't quit-we aint in the wrong, you can't bring meYou can't bring me down!Bring me down - you can't bring me down!Bring me down - you can't bring me down, no!Bri

Bullie
DJ_LuDa_Ch®I$, The DJ with the fire, to play the music you want at the peak of your desires, come see us at Dragons Breath Lounge where the party is always jumpin, come join us the fun never ends and boredom never begins, DJ_LuDa_Ch®I$ is always there to take your requests and keep things interesting, and also does his own mega mixes not found anywhere else, so don't just sit there start clickin to the Dragons Breath Lounge where its always happenin'.

R.i.p. Mark Conway
I'm not sure if anyone has heard on the news or read any news websites, but, one of our pilots, here at Wiggins, was killed in a plane crash this morning, June 18, 2008 at about 10:03AM. Mark Conway has been working here since December, same as me. We got hired around the same time. He was an amazing man, very refreshing when he called to give me his times, or fuel and alternates. I could be so stressed out from the day and he would call and say that he was sorry and he hoped things got better, with a smile, he'd say "Talk to you later, sweetie" and hang up the phone. God has a plan for each and everyone of us. Today could be our last day, or sometime next week. We never know. I know for a fact that last night when I closed out Mark's flight, I had NO idea that I would never be able to speak to him again. God takes us when he wants us and WE don't know when that could be. R.I.P. Mark Conway. You will be missed immensly. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Wiggins cargo plane crashe

Bombers Needed
this really cool guy i know is in a contest.. he is like 4000 behind to get into first place.. i could use any help that we could get.. we want him to win.. please come and help out thanx in advance Chaotic Princess

Feeling Lucky
DO YOU FEEL LUCKY? PebblesinAZ is Lucky #13 Baby! So, let's have some fun! Fan/Add and Rate my Profile if you haven't already! Rate the 100 pics in this album... ...for $5000 FUBUCKS! Every 5th person to complete the folder will receive a KITTEN BLING! Next... Rate the 100 pics in this album... ...for a TY SALUTE. (Must Rate First Album prior to rating this album!). Every 5th person to complete it will receive a DIAMOND BLING! Also... One of my BEAUTIFUL BFF's Jilly is going for a Birthday Spotlight! Click her link and donate $100,000 FUBUCKS or more and I will come Sp@nK your page and leave you a KITTEN BLING! Just Jilly ~~~~ Owned by Tappinit~~~~Soon to be owned by another, could it be you???~~~~@ fubar Be sure to bid on the Naughty and Nice FUs in My Auction. Bidding closes on June 20th so don't miss out! You can also bid to be Tag Teamed by my Beautiful friend Pink and I. Just click this pic... Also...my Super Sweet Owner

Huh?
Attention Fubarians: Time for a different twist. With the Convoy, Sin Wagon, and all other Fubar rides going on, its time for some new billboards to be put up throughout Fubaria. I decided to fill these billboards with Fubar's Hotties and Hunks. Be careful of the new distractions along your journey. Have fun along the way!! Just R/F/A all members to be added to your very own billboard. If you are have already R/F/A someone just leave a comment letting them know there is a new Billboard Hottie or Hunk. Private message me (Twisted Whispers) once you are done and I will add you. Want your own custom billboard like this one? Well, its easy...I will have a folder of 65 small, easy to rate pics. Just rate the pics in the folder and private message me (Twisted Whispers) when you are done and send a link to the photo you want and the name you want on your billboard and I will make one for you. If you don't want to rate, well there is another option...send me $50

She Was Only 13
She was only 13 Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend Was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents Unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrust the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You worthless piece of crap!" The mom walked out Leaving the girl

Paying It Forword
> PebblesinAZ says... FAN, ADD and RATE each of the FUs featured in today's PAY IT FORWARD BULLETIN! Leave them lots and lots of love by rating their pics or stash! After you have showed love to each and every one of these FUs, Private Message me...PebblesinAZ... and you will be part of the next Pay It Forward Bulletin. This isn't a train! Each day those that go out of their way to help my friends and I will be featured on the next bulletin. BE SURE TO REPOST THIS BULLETIN so it helps everyone involved even more! keith67 ~~~~ Fu owned by Phoenix~~~Fu owner of Pink and Pebbles~~~@ fubar ♡JÁmï€-£¥ÑÑ R/L Girlfriend Øƒ JÁkè the §Ñåkè♡@ fubar *AngelDawnKris*Fu-Owned By Barrylicious,Guidomedic, SweetThing & Tappinit*@ fubar Bleuskyhere $$$ PLEASE SIGN MY GUESTBOOK $$$@ fubar

The House Test
What the House Test Says About You You consider yourself important, but no more important than anyone else. You love attention, but you don't feel like you deserve more of it than anyone else. You aren't against being community oriented, but it's not really your thing. You tend to prefer to focus on your family and not the neighborhood around you. You are a social, friendly, and giving person. You like to bring people together and make them feel happy. You take good care of your physical appearance. You dress well, stay in shape, and do your best to look great. You are moved by romance and love. You are optimistic about people, and you love hearing about happy endings. The House Test

Thinking
For the too many nights in a row, I'm sitting here alone in my room thinking. I sit on my bunk, flip through the channels, and then try to sleep. The sleeping pills aren't working, the going for a walk isn't working. Heck, a warm bath isn't working. I lie in bed, just thinking. I just don't understand it. I've never had a problem sleeping before. Don't get me wrong, it's some good quality thinking. I think a couple more nights, and I'll have the equation for the secret of happiness, what we are doing here, and the solution to the energy crunch figured out. I think I figured out how to make cows crap crude oil last night, I am just too tired to remember. I am physically exhausted, but my mind just keeps going. Further, it's not that I am dwelling on the past either. I am just feeling like there is something I am missing. Something that I should be looking at. I keep paying attention to what is in front of me, but it seems like it's not what is supposed to be there.

Bday Bully From Minou
TODAY Is This AWESOME Chick's BIRTHDAY!!!!! Dina is probably the most nicest and genuine person you'll ever meet on here! She's always showing EVERYONE support, and now it's YOUR turn to show her you appreciate it! Today's DINA'S Birthday, And I'm EXPECTING You ALL To Stop By Her Page And Make Her Feel Special!! Dina's gone through a lot this past year, but she never let anything really get to her. I truly value the friendship that she and I have developed since w

The Hierophant
THE HIEROPHANT Perhaps you’ve struggled to meet your parent’s expectations for you, educationally or career-wise, because you simply wanted to do something else? Perhaps your spouse or lover likes you to behave in a certain way and you don’t like it? The issues about what is right and wrong for you personally are of greater importance when The Hierophant appears in your reading. For example, you may feel that fidelity and the tradition of marriage is important to you, and your lover is prepared to live together but not as man and wife, and this troubles you. Perhaps there are many feelings, views, opinions and principles that you are having trouble expressing and living by, and suppressing them is causing internal conflict. The Hierophant often represents a teacher or wise counsel - someone you may choose to turn to for help and guidance. If you are struggling to be true to yourself, it can be very therapeutic to seek the comfort and understanding of someon

How's Your Attention Span?
Your Attention Span is Medium Your attention span is just about average. You may think that you have a short attention span... But being distracted is something most people struggle with. The most important thing is that you're aware that your mind wanders. If you find yourself daydreaming, you can usually snap out of it. It may be tough to concentrate at times, but you can do it... if you want to! How's Your Attention Span?

Caution
I am not sure how to start this, and I know ahead of time that many will blow it off as unimportant. This is after all only the internet. What I wanted to say is to please think hard before you get involved with someone. For some this is just entertainment, but for many of us we form real bonds here. I recently met that one special person that I was meant to be with. I am convinced of that, and at first she felt the same way. But as often happens, someone else caught her eye and I lost her. It hurt that something we were once so sure of dissappeared that quickly. I welcome all that come as friends, but nothing more than that. She has my heart and always will. There is nothing I can do to get her back and I don't think I would even try. The pain I feel now is just too great and I can't put myself in that position again. So please, realize that you are dealing with real people. Be sure of how you feel before you take their heart. For some of us it is life altering. Thanks for reading

Witchcraft On The Go
Witchcraft on the go The latest fad in the realm of witchcraft publishing appears to be 'practicing witchcraft on the go'. At first, this may seem like a sign of the times but, looking back in history, witchcraft has nearly always been performed "on the go." Witches have always traveled to where they were needed, taking with them the barest essentials. There have also been times when witches were away from their home and they were summoned for immediate attendance. In such cases, all they could take with them was their knowledge of the craft. Everything else that they might need would have had to been acquired at the site. Do you, as a witch, have the ability to perform witchcraft at any given place without the need of a kit that you've brought from home? Test Yourself. The next time you are alone in the woods, look around. If someone came to you asking for a spell of protection, would you be able to pe

Aquarians
You do not open up easily and are often seen as being cold and detached. But once you decide to allow someone into your lives for friendship or love, you can become loyal friends or lovers, ready to sacrifice everything for your partners and be faithful to them for life. However, you are sometimes disappointed emotionally because your own high personal ideals cause you to demand more of others than is reasonable. And you choose your friends and lovers so infrequently that if ever another deceives or betrays you , you would literally turn off in a heart beat and forever banish that person from your inner circle. When Aquarians are most stressed out, close personal relationships may feel claustrophobic. It is important for you to try and reassure your partner that you still love them but that you need time alone or with your friends. Aquarius has a habit of acting aloof, completely tuning out and not taking time to explain what is going on, which only creates confusion in a relation

Another Posting
I would also like to thank some other good friends..who have always been there for me. Larry1963.. you are awesome.. u always leave me comments and rates.. and your just a sweety fastcat aka master--you have always been there for me.. to listen to my problems..and to cheer me up..thank you sweety keith- one of my oldest best friends on fubar.. even though we have had our problems.. you are always there for me.. muahh bob--even though you drive me nuts at times.. you are always there for me also. You always make me laugh..with your persistance in some subjects. Just a few who have always showed love and support..and I have never said thank you.

10 Things You Should Look For In A Guy
Well lets start off by saying all men are pigs... only if 1) They do everything you tell them 2) When you want something they get it 3) They open ALL doors for you 4) When you cry.. They care 5) When your feet hurt they dont ask do you want me to rub them.. they ask coco butter or oil. 6) They kiss you in every place on your body so you know they are trying to make sex more then just sex 7) When you need them there always there 8) Your the Princess 9) They dont look at anyother girl... even if they may be hott.. 10)The final thing... they have to be HOTTT!

Club Fantasia
Ok, to start things off. I have decided to make a blog about Club Fantasia. There is alot I can and will say. So, basically here it goes. I have been a member at Club Fantasia for nearly a month now. Going in there was a bit awkward because of the fact I had no damn clue what I was doing. I had discovered this club through my best friend Christine. But, once I entered into the club I quickly began to realize the decency of the people in there. Soon enough everyone pretty much knew me by my name. This was my first lounge mind you now. I have been use to AOL or Yahoo chatrooms. But, this opened up a whole new world to chatting with people. Club Fantasia made me realize what I have been missing. It opened up a whole new view on groups of people, visuals, and not to mention music. After I would say a week or two of being in there I got the position as a fill-in DJ. No more than a few days later an position opened for me to be a full time DJ. I took grasp on it. It took me no time to get a

I Can't Take Much More Of This...
I am so tired of thinking I'm in the clear of shitty things happening... And being surprised by something else happening. In December, I was FINALLY able to get the airlines to agree with me to give me a damn voucher for my flight that I had to cancel due to a sudden change in plans. NOW they are telling me I have to pay the amount of the voucher to use the voucher, so it is gonna cost me twice as much to get a damn plane ticket. I'm better off buying a new ticket all together. It just pisses me off cuz now I've wasted all that money, for no fucking reason. THEN, I have a friend come back, things seem to move forward from where they were... and I find out he's engaged... I'm tired of it slipping guys minds that they are married, engaged, seeing someone, or have problems with me... I just want SOMEONE to be upfront and honest with me. The only reason I don't think about chewing on the end of a gun barrel, is because what good is that gonna do? Except give someone the satisfaction of

Loook At This Assh0le
looks like some people need to grow up. god damn what is it with this guy does he have a small penis or was he beaten up by his sister as a child. i mean damn that is the wrong thing to say to me if he was here in my place and said that i would fuckin kill him. im a soldier and have been for a bout 6 yrs now and i have lost friends from this fucking war but this man needs to be castrated and skinned alive nunurbizness: if you are a soldier go get your head blown off we dont need punks like you in the army nunurbizness: thats what you get for being a stupid fuck punk. with a gay boy tatoo i HATE stupid fuckin people. jus these kinda people gets my ptsd kicking hardcore. ggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Ancient Egypt Love Poems
The Flower Song (Excerpt) To hear your voice is pomegranate wine to me: I draw life from hearing it. Could I see you with every glance, It would be better for me Than to eat or to drink. (Translated by M.V. Fox) The Harper's Song for Inherkhawy (Excerpt) So seize the day! hold holiday! Be unwearied, unceasing, alive you and your own true love; Let not the heart be troubled during your sojourn on Earth, but seize the day as it passes! (Translated by J.L. Foster)

Wed...what Should I Talk About?
hmm.. Happy humpday everyone. How are you spending it...are you working..or humping? LMAO. I spent a good hour at the blood mobile today. First time in like 12 yrs. Been along time..they had to change my address and all. I took my boys along with me. Was quite comical in a way. Brent, my oldest..seen one woman ..where they poked her..then her blood.. draining into the bag. He got upset.. told me to get up and go. LMAO. I asked why.. he said.. Just go mom. LOL. Anyways.. towards the end..he started getting white looking..and said he was getting hot. I think he was close to passing out. Told him to go play in the hall or something. While I was getting blood, had a cute guy doing the blood. I was flirting with him alittle bit. (smiles) Have you ever given blood? Theres a shortage on it. Lately I have been feeling negative about fubar.. but I have decided to just forget all the reasons why I feel this way..and just enjoy being with my good friends. I got one good friend who a

Bored In Class
For every woman who is tired of acting weak when she is strong, there is a man tired of appearing strong when he is feeling vulnerable. For every man who is burdened with the constant expectation of knowing everything there is a woman who is tired of people not trusting her intelligence. For every woman who is tired of being called over-sensitive, there is a man who fears to be gentle, to weep. For every man for whom competes, the only was to prove his masculinity, there is a woman who is called unfeminine when she competes. For every woman who throws out her e-z bake oven , there is a man who wishes to find one. For ever man struggling not to let advertising dictate his desires there is a woman facing the ad industries attack on her self esteem. For every woman who takes a step towards her liberation, there is a man who finds the way to freedom a little easier.

Pod
This has got to be one of my favorite non-alcoholic drinks. I came across it at a buddies house when he was throwing a cockail party. They were using it as a mixer but since I was driving I just had it straight. It's basically carbonated water and orange juice. It's supposed to be healthier than soda cuz it's juice but I don't even care about that. If you like orange soda give this a try. Even if you don't, check it out. By the way it does make a kick ass mixer too. try the link I put below. or you can just google Polar Orange Dry. http://www.hometownfavorites.com/products.asp?dept=1018&number=HFBE328&pagenumber=4

Can You Say Moron?
OKAY SO ITS LIKE THIS WHY I AM ON THE SUBJECT OF MORONS...IM WONDERING HOW MAN PEOPLE ON THIS SITE CAN READ OR ACTUALLY TAKE A MINUTE TO READ A PROFILE...I MEAN WTF IS THE ABOUT ME FOR IF NO ONE READS A NICKNAME OR A ABOUT ME SECTION...I MEAN DO YOU JUST LOOK AT THE PERSONS PICS AN SAY OHHH GOODY I NEED TO ADD THIS PERSON TO MY LIST...NOT I DONT EVEN THINK SO YOU WANT TO ADD ME YOU BETTER COME UP WITH A GOOD REASON...AND IF I ADD YOU YOUD BETTER NOT ASK STUPID QUESTIONS...CAUSE IF YOU DO YOUR JUST GONNA GET A STUPID ANWSER AS IN THE SAYIN STUPID IS STUPID DOES LOL...:)

Soul
Stolen soul and shattered dreams. Can’t you hear my hopeless screams? Heart full of pain sorrow and hate. The world keeps on going as I’m handed my fate. Losing it all and having nothing to gain. This is for being so selfish and vain. Being used and abused for giving your trust. Heart ripped out and shattered to dust. Alone in a corner I cower and cry. I feel so useless so ready to die.

Gas Prices
Wow athe gas prices are really starting to take its toll on the bank account.I dont understand why know body is doing anything about the price for gas,and now on top of it the floods out in the Midwest are starting to inpact everything else and it seems that our Goverment really doesnt care about anyone except for them selves. I honestly think that we are more at fault for letting these clowns put a ban on drilling in Alaska and off the coast of our Country. You mean to tell me that we cant drill and use our own Oil and Screw the people that we get our Oil from.Thank God Bush is on his way out.

Sadness...
Losing friends sucks... Someone i considered myself getting close to has decided that he is "tired of being nice" and started being a complete ass to me and others... I am NOTHING but nice to him and love talking to him... But I can not be friends with someone who treats me (and others) like shit just because he is "tired of being nice" there is no reason for that... i know he is stressed out and i know he has issues.. but calling me selfish because he listened to my issues but i am not understanding HIS is wrong.. very wrong considering he wont even TELL me what is bothering him.. even though i ask.. I can't deal with someone treating me like this anymore... even when i really do like them and want to be friends with them.. am i wrong for that? should i just suck it up and let him treat me the way he wants... even before the "tired of being nice" bs... one second he was great.. the next second acting like ICE... how do i handle that? He is going to be mad a

Texas
Well I made it! It was a long ride especially with a baby with me but I am here! It's hott (prolly jus cuz I am here now....I mean there is no way Texas was this hot before I got here...lol) I mean it hasn't even been a full 48 hours yet but so far its great! Meet some of the neighbors and their kids. They are great and Alex likes the kids. We have 4 dogs and a cat here(cat is in hiding lol) so gotta get the baby used to it so he with stop chases them lol. Also I have a Bf now (YAY!) :D. My Master of Desires! I love you. I was started to worry I might lose him but not anymore. I love ya babe! Again to all my other friends I miss ya and hugz n kisses to you all. Muahz!! Don't forget me... Love, Kiri

And The Number Of The Judges Shall Be Three
Okay, last night I did catch the debut episode of this season’s “America’s Got Talent”. I usually pan reality shows when they get beyond their useful shelf life – usually by season three – but on season three it’s proving to be quite the golden child! Unlike most of the talent competitions that focus on just singing or just dancing rather than showmanship (though I will concede “American Idol” aka the Clive Davis Talent Search, the great grandfather of the 1990s reality show revival, has finally gotten the point by allowing instruments on stage), to face Piers, Sharon, and David you just have to present what you believe is an exceptional talent. Most actually DON’T appear on the show, as far as I can tell, to just say they’ve been on TV, though I will admit the four-year-old last night surprised me (remember, the one Sharon asked “Are you from New York City?” who replied “I’m an American” and sang “Somewhere Out There” from “An American Tail”). Martha would be tickled pink if o

Katherine's Journey Continue
I remember all of those christmas's,Daddy made everyone of them special with his outcome of the perfect tree,and momma her baking filled the kitchen.While I watched the trimming of the tree.Every little statue,figurine,bulb,and star that went on the tree,Momma glowed.When all was said and done,trimmings,icicles,and lights were place in perfect random,Daddy plugged it up as my eyes shined with its marvel.I remember,the first scar I got going across the garden out the gate,and stepped on a broken glass,and yes I was barefooted.Momma,and Daddy couldn' keep me in shoes.Wow do you know what pure grain achohol,on a deep cut."Ouch Hell!" That freaking burn.Screaming and crying I sucked in and let daddy work his miracle.I whimpered.Moan a little.Wiped my tears.And went on about what I was doing.Later on those values of a little girl ,would make the same,strength,in a grown woman,the ability,to pick ,myself up from the fall,clean the cuts,and go on with my life. I guess we always do go back to

Long Time No See
Life is calming down and things are starting to calm ...somewhat ..and my vacation is coming up .... 9 days .. WOooohoooo .. and if all keeps going as it has been .. i may come back to the fu to spend time on here with ya'll i do miss my friends .. and keeping up to date with you all .. those who are real friends .. Anyway i just wanted to stop by and althou its a lil early i wont be here & i wanted to wish you all a Very happy and Safe 4th of July .. Take care .. be well .. and talk soon :) Wendy :)

What An Angel
psssst my misfit is kinda well u know having a wed bday today so can u show her some love on the sly and shhhhhhhhh lets just surprise her she is only 97 years old today..so um lets try to turn her on kkkkkkkk xoxo ty ty ty lets make this fun..let me know what u did kkkkkk misfit@ fubar

Today Is....
» Today is one of the days I could easily cross off the calendar. I didn't sleep much, had weird dreams and I have a terrible stomach ache. This morning I burnt my tongue and it hurts, and my mother keeps on bringing me down with her words. My thoughts are focusing on what I haven't got anymore and what I feel like right now. See the lyrics. That's what I think right now about the relationship. I know that it wasn't like that. Well, actually I don't know. But if all those feelings were just a game, he was damn good in playing his role. I dunno whom I can trust - head or heart? I really don't know. » About the weird dream tonight. I dreamt of a huge spider trying to kill Moos and me. We were running away but the disgusting thing was much faster than us. We tried to outwit it but it didn't work... and in the end... well I dunno. I dunno if we survived. I just know that that dream ruined my day. Actually I was fine with the situation. I thought so. But now I see that I miss Moos more t

Are You
Is it odd to turn around and run right into eyes that can see through you? Is it odd to have a connection, held only for a brief moment. Intense, knowing yet still come from a stranger? Do you feel invaded? Do you feel connected? Do you feel lonely? Or, do you feel all of the emotions, at once? There you stood, a stranger in all respects, yet I have known you forever. Like a SILVER lining around a dark cloud, your presence is comforting yet ominous. You, looking into my very soul, perusing it like its very meaning is SACRED to you. Standing so still, like a FOX caught off guard calculating what to do. Should I run to your safehaven, or CRY out loud for you to stop? I stand still, not wishing to stop your evaluation, hoping for approval, yet at the same time, accepting your interest as merely inquisitive. Although it feels like a lifetime has past, its been but a few moments. As you turn your eyes away, I feel the immediate loss of your atten

High Bored At 2am
was bored, zoned out and started to right, nothing special. just words, thoughts and feelings down with words i don't see things clear anymore, the breath is slowing down and the pace of thoughts seeking truth, can't keep falling, i am not listening to the words you say, their no longer welcome at my door, what you want me to say, i never say, this is just a game that i can't play. You can't keep fighting, the wind blows in a different direction then before, can't keep wondering if life is worth dreaming threw, for i can't see the world no more in this horrible place, please kick down my door. My face is burned inside your head, for the taste of pain runs threw the vains of not understanding my fate, you keep falling, i am not here to subject your life like you adore. The race of not knowing that the game is so mudan. for it never makes you happy, you can't keep falling, i am not here to save you anymore. For what you want me to be, i never be, We seem to be trapped inside thi

Dejavu
There are two kinds of Deja Vu. 1. This occurs when you visit a certain house, city, road, foreign country, or some other specific location you've never been before and suddenly realize it seems familiar. Sometimes you even feel you know your way around. It is our Spirit's memory of a past life. We have been there before; it was just in another body, in another time. The spirit memory is usually deeply buried in the subconscious, so those moments are not just magical, they are powerful, miraculous glimpses into the eternity of our souls. The same kind of Deja Vu applies to people as well. We all know people who seem familiar to us the moment we meet them, strangers we feel we have known all our lives. You will of course have known them in at least one previous life. Note, that a past life connection with someone in no way obligates you to form a connection this time around. They may have been the bane of your previous existence. They may have been lovely last time, b

Katherine's Journey
Life took her by surprise.It brought her into it,in a drowning of water.Joking,gaging until it bubble and air struggle to breathe.Skin wrinkle,and red.A quick scream,a push,her eyes blue,black hair.Feeding against her mother's breast.She pulled and dug at her mother's skin.Until sleep overcame.Mother laying,restless body exhausted from the events of this October morn.Tears in her eyes,her namesake,lay snuggle against her heart.Hearing her tiny breathe,watching her lungs move in,out,little sigh.Counting fingers and toes.Letting her know momma was right there.Child and mother at rest alast. Father peeking in a window pane,smiling,like there was no tommorrow.He would protect her,from all harm.She,on that day,became his little princess.He held her in his arm,felt her heartbeat,kissed her forehead,and let it be known,this was his little girl.Holding her tight,letting her know she would always be safe,tucked in his arms. They say you really can't remember,our first year,and that th

My Very First Time
I didn't know where to start, so I will start somewhere in the middle. ------------------------------------------------- Have you ever known someone that is painfully ignorant to the world around them? Perhaps someone who makes you wish you could chlorinate the gene pool more frequently? My boss (MY BOSS) asked me to get her a Visa to North Korea today. A VISA to NORTH FUCKING KOREA. Here is the conversation: Me: Do you mean South Korea? Boss: No, North Korea. I need a Visa for North Korea. Me: I can't do that. Boss: Why not? Me: You can't get into North Korea. Boss: Why? Me: Well, no one can leave the country, and no one can get in. Also...they have nuclear weapons. Boss: Are you serious? You're joking. Me: I'm serious. Their human rights track record is not so shiny. You cannot get a Visa to North Korea. They will not let you in. Do you know Kim Jong Il? Boss: Oh, maybe I mean South Korea. Me: Probably. I knew this girl who thought that the Bloods and

No Love Lost In This World
when it all comes down whipping down, around your feet and crumbling know the love is the world is reaching out reaching out to save you from yourself and as you reach, it crumbles like Ash in a breeze blowing so cold, so hard through you cutting through the bones and sinew the breeze is coming, storm on the horizon -tell me have you ever, --seen the end of forever? the world, it's growing wary and dark, wearily closing the eyes of the people closing the hearts with a padlock there is no love left, in a world lost can you see the darkness as it clings to her eyes bleeding her dry of all her understanding as the world crumbles beneath her feet it's collapsing and she's lost and flailing failing like a thirteen day week weak and trailing like a ghost in the dark the world crumbles, collapses and bleeds bleeding through the hole in the heart bleeding through the soul in the eyes this is the world as it ends, leaving us all alone and failing, flailing reaching out

Genepax
Jun. 13 - Japanese company Genepax presents its eco-friendly car that runs on nothing but water. The car has an energy generator that extracts hydrogen from water that is poured into the car's tank. The generator then releases electrons that produce electric power to run the car. Genepax, the company that invented the technology, aims to collaborate with Japanese manufacturers to mass produce it.

Updating.. Can't Stop The Music....
Hey Guys, I changed my mind about Lulu but, I did find a publisher. I am so, excited! She is editing my book now. Y'all this is really happening...lol. So, by Sept. "Her Best Friend's Lover" will be ready for distrubution. I hope everyone will support me...... Thankx

The Magic Of The Dragon And The Phoenix
The Magic of the Dragon and the Phoenix Author: Wolf The sacred symbols of our various traditions act as touchstones or magical shorthand to remind us of the power that we as Witches can wield to shape our reality. Last year at SpiralHeart WitchCamp, I had the opportunity to explore what these two ancient symbols mean to me in a magical context. That these two symbols had been chosen at all was the result of a community shared trance. None of us had more than an educated person’s acquaintance with either, but they were clearly linked in that trance. From that work, the Dragon and the Phoenix came to inform and shape my magical understanding and practice. What has come to me is that Dragon magic is practical, tactile, rooted in the physical, and flows from the earth through our bodies, energizing and inspiring us. Phoenix magic is illusive, requiring imaginary constructs and imagined outcomes and derives its power through our trust in our abilities and the Mystery. Phoenix

Read This
John McCain's remarks about the Pledge of Allegiance In light of the recent appeals court ruling in California, with respect to the Pledge of Allegiance, the following recollection from Senator John McCain is very appropriate: 'The Pledge of Allegiance' - by Senator John McCain 'As you may know, I spent five and one half years as a prisoner of war during the Vietnam War. In the early years of our imprisonment, the NVA kept us in solitary confinement or two or three to a cell. In 1971 the NVA moved us from these conditions of isolation into large rooms with as many as 30 to 40 men to a room. This was, as you can imagine, a wonderful change and was a direct result of the efforts of millions of Americans on behalf of a few hundred POWs 10,000 miles from home. One of the men who moved into my room was a young man named Mike Christian. Mike came from a small town near Selma , Alabama. He didn't wear a pair of shoes until he was 13 years old. At 17, he e

Show Him Some Mad Birthday Love!
One of the nicest guys I know is celebrating his 24th Birthday. He is an awesome friend! Please drop by and show him some mad birthday love and tell him I sent you. ANYTHING WORTH HAVING IS WORTH WORKING HARD FOR! As a special treat for his birthday I will give everyone that Fans/Adds/Rates him because of this bulletin 25K in Fubucks! So drop by and F/A/R him make sure in your request you put that Evil Angel or Danielle Sent me! I will verify with him and then FuPal the FuBucks! Brought to you by: Èvîl Àñgël†Ðëмõñ Ç®ëш ÀΜ Šhïƒt Lëâðë®†{Shadow Leveler}-Owned by Seamushardcore-

Leaveing
So here is the day. I leave for Ft. Stewart GA. God I cant wait to get there. Now starts the real fun my new carrer. I cannot wait to be in my g/f's arms when i get home. Well this is my good-bye for now.........I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happiness Is Self Created...
Realize that true happiness lies within you. Waste no time and effort searching for peace and contentment and joy in the world outside. Remember that there is no happiness in having or in getting, but only in giving. Reach out. Share. Smile. Hug. Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself. This happy thought by speaker Og Mandino *** I would like to add, that this is something that over the past year I have really learned myself. No "one", or No "thing" can make me happy. I create my own happiness, and realizing this has made me a better person. ***

How's This For A Start...
You could hardly remember what had started the fight. But it had gone from bad to worse and now your BF had gone off and left your. You two were out of town at a club… It was your first time here. Earlier you two had an agument than was never really settled and you both started arguing in the car on the way. Then it got heated, things were harsh words were said and he left. You were alone now. At first you thought he would come back any minute; but when an hour went by and there was no sign you went out to look for him. The car was gone. The bastard really had abandoned you. You was at least 30 miles from home. A cab would cost a fortune. You decided to go back in. Maybe he would cool off and come back. Maybe you would get a lift. Who knows… “Even if I have to give some lucky bastard a blow job, I'll get home” you thought. Back at the bar you ordered a drink. You are a gorgeous woman. Pretty face, sexy legs shown off in a short (but tasteful) dress. And beautiful big boobs. Y

Someday
Someday I'll talk about One day I'll mention it to you Someday I'll be over this and strong like you I am never changing I can feel this way for days and days Look you straight in the face and fake my smile Take this hurt away and bring back yesterday I could say sorry in a thousand ways You won't let this be without cutting me can't put this bottle down as I watch this day fade into night My blessings-My faults I've learned all the lessons that cannot be taught any abuses that I've brought No more excuses-I want a new start with all our lies there's no wondering why things aren't working anymore but now I'm feeling fine flying higher-got the chance to start again-Oh My blessings-My faults I've learned all the lessons that cannot be taught any abuses that I've brought No more excuses-I want a new start Someday I'll talk about it one day I'll mention it to you Someday I've be over this and move on like you move on like you I'm ready to go-I'm ready to

If Andy Warhol Only Knew!
I am sure everyone is familiar with Andy Warhol's quote about in the future everyone being famous for 15 minutes. Seems like Television has taken that literally. I was just thinking about how television has basically made "Rock Stars" out of Crab Fishermen, Loggers, Oil Workers, Truckers, .... people in occupations that no one would have thought twice about a few years ago. Now, we tune in to see what is going to happen this week with our favorite Joe Average Celebs. Television is an amazing thing. :P

For Those Who Worry About Me.........
The moving is going along......damn slowly, I might add! And my computer is giving me grief! So if I am not online as often as usually, I am OK, lol......just up to my ass in moving. My webmistress tells me she will keep my computer issues to a minimum. I hope she is right!! It is my connection to the outside world, lol. Much love to all! Warm hugs and blessings for all my friends/family/fans. Later! Muahzzz!

I Dont Know You Anymore
I would like to visit you for a while Get away and out of this city Maybe I shouldnt have called but someone had to be the first to break We can go sit on your back porch Relax Talk about anything It dont matter Ill be courageous if you can pretend that youve forgiven me Because I dont know you anymore I dont recognize this place The picture frames have changed and so has your name We dont talk much anymore We keep running from the pain But what I wouldnt give to see your face again Springtime in the city Always such relief from the winter freeze The snow was more lonely than cold If you know what I mean Everyones got an agenda dont stop Keep that chin up youll be all right Can you believe what a year its been Are you still the same Has your opinion changed cause I dont know you anymore I dont recognize this place The picture frames have changed and so has your name We dont talk much anymore We keep running from these sentences But what I wouldnt give

Kc Bbq
Kansas City Spareribs 4 pounds pork spareribs or back ribs 1 cup ketchup 1/3 cup finely chopped onion 1/3 cup cider vinegar 3 tablespoons brown sugar 2 tablespoons molasses 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce 1 teaspoon chili powder 1 teaspoon dry mustard 1/2 teaspoon ground allspice 1/4 to 1/2 teaspoon ground red pepper 3 cups wood chips (use hickory or oak chips for the best flavor) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- BBQ Sauce: In small saucepan, combine ketchup, onion, vinegar, brown sugar, molasses, Worcestershire sauce, chili powder, mustard, allspice and red pepper. Bring to a boil. Reduce heat and simmer, uncovered, for 10-15 minutes or until desired consistency, stirring frequently. Divide sauce into two portions; set aside. Ribs: At least 1 hour before grilling, soak wood chips in enough water to cover; drain. Cut ribs into 4 portions. In charcoal grill with cover, place preheated coals around drip p

Kelli's Hh
one of our good friends Kelli is in a contest for a hh.If ur not doing anything could u stop by and help her out i've seen her help out alot of people.All luv will be returned.She deserves this so let's help her out.ty dolphinbaby73 her link is below

Pay It Forward.....get Pimped!
> PebblesinAZ says... FAN, ADD and RATE each of the FUs featured in today's PAY IT FORWARD BULLETIN! Leave them lots and lots of love by rating their pics or stash! After you have showed love to each and every one of these FUs, Private Message me...PebblesinAZ... and you will be part of the next Pay It Forward Bulletin. This isn't a train! Each day those that go out of their way to help my friends and I will be featured on the next bulletin. BE SURE TO REPOST THIS BULLETIN so it helps everyone involved even more! keith67 ~~~~ Fu owned by Phoenix~~~Fu owner of Pink and Pebbles~~~@ fubar ♡JÁmï€-£¥ÑÑ R/L Girlfriend Øƒ JÁkè the §Ñåkè♡@ fubar *AngelDawnKris*Fu-Owned By Barrylicious,Guidomedic, SweetThing & Tappinit*@ fubar Bleuskyhere $$$ PLEASE SIGN MY GUESTBOOK $$$@ fubar

Break Me Shake Me
I never thought Id change my Opinion again But you moved me in a way that ive Never known You moved me in a way that ive Never known But straight away you just moved Into position again You abused me in a way that ive Never known You abused me in a way that ive Never known Chorus So break me shake me hate me Take me over When the madness stops then you Will be alone Just break me shake me hate me Take me over When the madness stops then you Will be alone So youre the kind who deals with the Games in the mind Well you confuse me in a way that Ive never known You confuse me in a way that ive Never known Chorus She says I can help you but what Do you say But its not free baby youll have To pay You just keep me contemplating that Your soul is slowly fading God dont you know that I live with a ton Of regret cause I used to move you in a way that Youve never known But then I accused you in a way that Youve never known But you hurt me in a w

Crash And Burn
When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you Its hard to find relief and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you cant take anymore Let me be the one you call If you jump Ill break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn Youre not alone When you feel all alone And a loyal friend is hard to find Youre caught in a one way street With the monsters in your head When hopes and dreams are far away and You feel like you cant face the day Let me be the one you call If you jump Ill break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn Youre not alone And there has always been heartache and p

Using Per Pressure Now!!
THESE AWESOME PEEPS HAVE BEEN BOMBING AND REPOSTING AND PIMPINf ME OUT TRYING TO HELP ME WIN THIS 30 DAY BLAST! I NEED A TOTAL OF 22550 COMMENTS. NO TIME LIMIT AND BOMBING IS ENCOURAGED!!! SO JOIN THE CROWD. CONCIDER THIS PEER PRESSURE!! GR8COWGIRL@ fubar Simply Me@ fubar Meowzette@ fubar ™hottiemomonwheels™Member of Fubar's Finest Melons™@ fubar JUST CLICK THE PIC AND HELP OUT THIS CONTEST PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY **Angelic*Darkness**@ fubar (repost of original by '**Angelic*Darkness**' on '2008-05-25 11:46 With A Little Help From My Fri lyrics - Joe Cocker lyrics

Crazy Women
I am so sick of meeting a women putting forth a real effert to make it work and only getting hurt. I think if I meet one more women and she cheats on me or uses me again I will fucking snap I don't think I can take it. My ex came over today to tell me what a fuck up I am and how her cheating on me was my fault how I wasnt there enough for her and it drove her to fuck 3 guys. WHAT THE FUCK that is the dumbest fucking excuse i have ever heard I called her ever night I went to her house everyday I could to see her and keep her company and I wasnt there enough for her? I swear all women are crazy, just one sane one thats all I want I dont care how old or if they are not super models just a sane women who i can trust is all i want.

Runaway
I've got my things packed My favorite pillow Got my sleeping bag Climb out the window All the pictures and pain I left behind All the freedom and fame I've gotta find And I wonder How long it'll take them to notice that I'm gone And I wonder How far it'll take me To run away It don't make any sense to me Run away This life makes no sense to me Run away It don't make any sense to me Run away It don't make any sense to me I was just trying to be myself You go your way I'll meet you in hell It's all these secrets that I shouldn't tell I've got to run away It's hypocritical of you Do as you say not as you do I'll never be your perfect girl I've got to run away I'm too young to be Taken seriously But I'm too old to believe All this hypocrisy And I wonder How long it'll take them to see my bed is made And I wonder If I was a mistake I might have nowhere left to go But I know that I cannot go home These words are strapped inside my head Tell me to

Capt.mike
this guy is the greatest..although i just met him a little while ago..hes best friend material for sure..hes sexi,strong,caring and super ass nice.he makes me smile all the time.even when i dont wanna :)..soo yeah hes the most awesome guy on fubar...be jealous!!!

86 Drivers - Are You One Of Them?
Convoy - C.W.McCall Breaker 1-9 This here's the Rubber Duck We've got us a CONVOY Want to join the CONVOY? Just fan, rate and add all of the drivers, then send me a private message letting me know that you want to join. In return, you must fan, rate and add any new drivers. Put "I want to join the convoy" in your friend request. If you are already friends with someone, please leave a comment on their profile letting them know that you are joining the convoy. Adding Convoy Driver to your name is optional The Leader In my dreams...or yours? ~~Leader of the CONVOY ~*~ Pilot of Fantasy Flight ~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar The Drivers Angel Girl - 2nd Alarm Hottie!!! & Fantasy Flight Co-Pilot@ fubar Irishman1977***Security @ Club RUSH***@ fubar ~Wenchie~Protected by the Angelic Enigma...Fu~Sis to SexGoddessMel...Co~Pilot of the Fantasy Flight.@ fubar CHIPPER ~ Cap'n Cutthroat ~ Supergirl ~ Dylon's Diva ~ Lollipop Gurls Club ~ Ridin Dirty ~

Perception
Do not judge me by my outer appearance. But look deep into my soul. For it is there that you will see who I am. Our bodies are but cases that protects our heart from physical pain. But it cannot protect us from words. Think before you speak words that will cause a heart to hurt. And if you love someone, surround that heart gently with caring. A loving heart is given completely, in trust and faith that it will be guarded for all time.

Have You?
Have you ever felt, the cold and lifeless hand of an infant, gazed into their unblinking eyes, and observed the face of death, when masked in bittersweet innocence? Have you ever touched your dreams, and felt the simplistic joy, of feeling them become reality, only to abandon them, for reasons you cannot explain? Have you ever watched your family, who once shared the greatest of loves, suffer an unforgettable and unforgivable tragedy, that will slowly, painfully, and inevitably, tear them all apart? Do you know, firsthand, the evil that resides deep within the heart of every man, every woman, and every child? Have you seen its face as it randomly seeks, a soul to torment and destroy? Do you know the darker side of life, the one that awakens you, in the still of the night, crying to the unknowable God's, ‘Save me from myself. '? Does your heart constantly question, whether humanity is obtainable, in a world corrupted with suffering, and where war,

Ninja Style...
This blog is dedicated to Suzie, because she’s cooler than you and she appreciates my stories. My late teenage years were basically a blur. I realize it’s cliché because everyone thinks they partied hard when they were younger, but trust me; I’ve seen some crazy shit. For every guy you know that puked off a balcony, I’ll show you a guy who let another guy puke in his mouth to win a particular dollar bill his group of friends coveted like it was a fucking holy grail. I highly doubt George Washington ever entertained the notion that futuristic hoodlums would engage in such debauchery just to possess legal tender featuring his ugly mug. (Or maybe he did, and he was secretly turned on by it. After all, our forefathers were slave raping potheads, so sexual deviance was the standard.) At any rate, this isn’t a story about puke swallowing frat behavior or perverted statesmen on a steady diet of dank; this is the story of the first time I ever got drunk. I was thirteen years old an

A Song I Wrote ...my Fav
it was today that i woke up and saw myself falling falling apart in this dazed state of nothing not knowing when to start or how to care for it being that nothing is real and im tired of listing all the shit thats making me feel streesed always a mess because i cannot do less of what i manifest speaking of you this is what i planned on doing now im lossing my mind and im praying to god wondering if im one of a kind but then i make it stop this is what i feared before i can remember threw away the possibilities being a member of a suicidal one way ticket maniac club pass me by while im wasting away rotting in love can i say these things without offending you can i push your buttons without offending you if i make a stir would you remember me and if i die on top can you forget me funny how it seems that this could be fun i bet theres things im missing cause im on the run running from nothing and noone and getting nowhere fast confused cause my tee

Deja Vu
DEJA VU I've had many lives and in everyone, I've been with you I keep coming back and every time there's something new you may be short or tall, a blond or a redhead, your eyes may be green or blue so now every time I see your face, deja vu Sometimes you were a friend standing by my side through good times and bad times, helping me through this crazy ride as a friend you always helped me do what I needed to do so now every time I see your face, deja vu Sometimes you were my lover with passions running high when you’ve been my lover the lust would fly me to the sky as my lover there was things that I liked and you always knew so now every time I see your face, deja vu There were some lives where you were my wife and that was always the best of any life our love was so strong it last our whole life through so now every time I see your face, deja vu There were times when my life, love, and marriage all turned into a mess but I always had you to turn t

One Kiss
One Kiss is all I ask One kiss lets make it last one kiss so we can both forget the hurt of our past one kiss to release that wall one kiss to end it all one kiss as a favor one kiss to future endeavors one kiss is all I ask one kiss lets make this one last

Job Interviews
So, after several months of unemployment, I have a couple of promising job interviews in the next week. This afternoon I go for an interview for a home-based therapist. I haven't quite finished my degree yet, and they know this, but you'd better believe that I'll be calling the clients every fucking day to get my Practicum hours finished and get the degree so that I can start if I get this job. Next Tuesday I go for an Employment Coordinator through the WorkOne office. I've done stuff like this before, for folks with Developmental Disabilities. This would just be for folks on food stamps and such, in the IMPACT program. Wish me luck :D

Well....
Well painted passion You rightly suspect Impersonation The dumbing down of love Jaded in anger Love underwhelms you No box of chocolates Whichever way you fall No, no I'll get this I want to treat you You're still not famous And you haven't struck it rich Underachieving 'Cause no one's receiving This tunnel vision It's turning out all wrong And if I tell you Lover alone without love What will happen Lover alone without love Will you miss him? Lover alone without, without love

Left Behind
I find it very interesting. Someone thought I was being taken away by a guy that was going to push everyone out of my life. I find this humerous because he talked to all my friends. Started to enjoy their company just as much as he did mine. Well anyway because I love and care for the person who was worried about it I completely wrote this guy out of my life. I have been kind of worried about him though. He drinks way too much and many times does some really stupid things that most people don't know about. He is better at hiding it than I am. I just don't want his 9 year old son to wake up and find something horrible gone wrong. Moving forward. I find this more interesting since thise person has many people they are in contact with all the time. One of which sort of was nice at first to me but now does not even speak to me at all unless she is right there. my existance is barely acknowledged. We could have had alone time last night.. everyone went to bed relatively early.

God Will Fix It ,no Matter It Looks Like,trust
GOD IS A HEALER,HE WILL FIX IT ,I DONT CARE WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE,GOD DO LOVE YOU,GOD IS A ON TIME GOD,YOU MAY FEEL THAT HE HAS FOR GOT YOU,TRUST IN HIM,GOD LOVE YOU AND HAS NOT LEFT YOU IN ANY WAY,GOD WILL SHOW UP AND SHOW OUT FOR YOU.GIVE IT TO HIM,BE BLESSED

Dooes It Honestly Bug You?
I think it is wonderful that Gay marriage is legalized in california. Most of this country is disugusted by it but it is because of their religious views. I come from a very religious, straight laced catholic family and I have family members who are gay. My family deals with it but it just isnt discussed. My cousin still brings his husband to family get togethers and the family loves him and my brother is still a flaming fruitcake lol but we love him so much. I guess I really dont understand the reason for the hate against the Gay community. I understand having religious beliefs about it but how does it go so far as to most of you turning it into hate and disrespectful words????How do most of you who are against Gay marriages talk so much crap and negativity be so far into your religion expect to be good people in front of God's eyes???? Honestly I dont think God likes the fact that your being mean and throwing insults out and telling everyone they are going to hell cause they choos

Poem
The Miracle Of Friendship There is a miracle called Friendship that dwells within the heart and you don't know how it happens or when it even starts. But the happiness it brings you always gives a special lift and you realize that Friendship is God's most precious gift

Real Boyfriend Application
The Boyfriend Application I'm tired of whatever in dating so I decided to post this application is for real Looking for some in Colorado but open to all! Name: Age: Birthday: Location: Height: Eye color: Hair color: What is your hair like? Describe your style: Do you have an accent? If so, what kind? What kind of music do you listen to? What do you look for in a lady? Do looks matter? Ideal chest size? Longest you have stayed in a relationship? Last relationship ended? What is your ideal date? What do you think of me? Where would you take me for a date? Are you a romantic? How would you treat me? How do you feel about a little PDA? State your intentions: Would you expect me to cater to you? When was the last time you drank from the milk carton? Do you still live with your parents? Short-term or Serious? How do you feel about kids? How quirky is your personality? How do you feel about rain? Dancing? Dancing in the rai

Birthday Spankins?!?! Woooot!
Birthday Spankings are due! Go show these fu's some Birthday Luving! Tell them that BrattyBytch sent you! Lucie in the Sky@ fubar dj~Terry~@ fubar in da club - 50 cent (repost of original by 'BrattyBytch {Shadow Leveler}{Fu-Owned By Passionman71}{Fu-Owned By ~Seamushardcore~}' on '2008-06-17 14:18:33')

Poem
Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Poem
Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend

Poem
I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me.

Poem
God must have known there would be times We'd need a word of cheer, Someone to praise a triumph Or brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share The joy of "little things" In order to appreciate The happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts Would sometimes throb with pain, At trials and misfortunes, Or goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort Of an understanding heart To give us strength and courage To make a fresh, new start. He knew we'd need companionship, Unselfish... lasting... true, And so God answered the heart's great need With cherished friends... like you!

Poem
There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.

Poem
Friendship is a Golden Chain, The links are friends so dear, And like a rare and precious jewel It's treasured more each year... It's clasped together firmly With a love that's deep and true, And it's rich with happy memories and fond recollections, too... Time can't destroy its beauty For, as long as memory lives, Years can't erase the pleasure That the joy of friendship gives... For friendship is a priceless gift That can't be bought or sold, But to have an understanding friend Is worth far more than gold... And the Golden Chain of Friendship Is a strong and blessed tie Binding kindred hearts together As the years go passing by

Poem
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong

Poem
Sometimes you find a very special friend, Someone who changes your life just by being part of it! Someone who makes you laugh when you need to laugh, Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that life is filled with doors Just waiting for you to open them! When you're feeling down, And the world seems like a dark and empty place, Your special friend lifts your spirit And makes that dark and empty world Suddenly seem bright and full! Your special friend gets you through The hard times and the sad times, Your special friend holds your hand And tells you everything is going to be all right. And if you find such a friend, You have a special friend for life, And life is special!

Poem
Our friends are like Angels, Who brighten our days. In all kinds of wonderful. Magical ways. Their thoughtfulness comes, As a gift from above. And we feel we've surrounded, By warm, caring love. Like upside-down rainbows, Their smiles bring the sun. And they fill ho-hum moments, With laughter and fun. Friends are like angels, Without any wings. Blessing our lives, With the most precious things

Poem
It's the best you have to share, The talents and the wisdom, The capacity to care, It's being there to lend support, Whatever needs arise, It's making sure that others know They're special in your eyes~ Friendship is a blessing, And to all who have a friend, It's one of the most precious gifts That life could ever send. You've given friendship meaning In a way that's all your own With the special gifts and talents That belong to you alone, And I know that of the blessings I could hope for life to send, None could make me happier Than knowing you're my friend. You're Very Special To Me

Poem
Friendship is a gift, You can give yourself, One to be used daily, Not put on a shelf. I's a gift of warmth and joy, That's plied with gentle art, A special kind of caring, That you share heart to heart. Friendship is a gift, That ever blooms and grows, And brightens up life's pathway, Just like a loving rose

Poem
Remember the day that we met Now we can communicate on the internet Since you are my friend without further ado I think you should know that I care about you. I send you this poem with a special wish or two And say that I'm happy to have a friend like you. You listen to my ideas no matter how crazy they get And make me smile when sorrow I met. We may not talk every single day But you are my friend in every way.

Poem
I'm looking for a friend today, A friend who'll never stay away. I want one friend, or maybe two, But I want a friend who's just like you. I'm looking for a friend, you see, A friend who needs someone like me. I want this friend, I really do, But I want a friend who's just like you. I'm looking for a friend sincere, A friend who'll always bring good cheer. I want a friend who wants me too, But I want a friend who's just like you. I'm looking for a friend who's good, Who'll do the things a kind friend should. I want a friend who's happy too, But I want a friend who's just like you. I'm looking for a loving friend, Who will not let our friendship end. I want a friend who's always true, I think I've found my friend- IT'S YOU!! I AM LOOKING FOR A FRIEND

I Need Help In My Giveaway Will You Help?
hello friends and family i am in a giveaway for a 20$ bling pack i need only 10,000 comments if you can and have time and would like to help me in anyway heck i dont care if you will just rate it and leave one comment i would be greatful.:)here is the link ty all in advance! i would so offer fubucks and all that great stuff but i am fubroke i have nuffing.

Poem
Never say "I Love You" If you really don't. Never say you care, If you really don't. Never talk about feelings, If they aren't really there. Never say your going to, If you don't plan to start. Never look into my eyes, If all your gonna do is Lie. Never say hello, If you really mean goodbye. Never hold my hand, If your gonna hurt me. Never say you love me, Never say you care, If your gonna break my heart. Never say forever, Forever makes me cry. For NOTHING lasts FOREVER.

Poem
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean For its your love i seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert To have you at my side For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care you give You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat For you define beauty In both body and mind You soft, gentle face More beauty i'll never find For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love...

Poem
I dreamed of a love a love so true and then from above God sent you When our eyes met I turned away Only to regret That grateful day I search in the dark To find that key That triggers the spark You put in me I want you to see That my love is true Even though we can't be I still hold my true love for you.

Let's Ride Fu's!!
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Power Relationships And Figures
In dreams, one of the central interpretive concerns is the relationship between the dreamer and other dream characters. Usually, the relative power of the dreamer to others is important to understanding the meaning of other dream exchanges. Dreams of police, military figures, possessing supernatural powers, weapons, money, or special knowledge are all dreams of power. The question is, does the power reside with the dreamer or with others in the dream? If the power resides with you as the dreamer, there are probably feelings of competence, success, and conquest (especially romantic) prevalent in your life right now, or else you are hoping for them. People over whom you assert power may represent a facet of your life that feels out of control. This relationship becomes particularly complex in dream interpretation if you are leading others in a non-coercive way. Power is not just making others do what you want, but being able to influence cooperation through more subtle means. You may

Broken
pain is inflicted by the tears i cry for u...u hear that? that is the sound of my heart breakin why does it have to hurt so much? i ache i bleed i scream but no one hears my cries im all alone its so dark & cold i long for the day im in ur arms every nite i face all alone i cry myself to sleep i wonder why i keep on livin when i feel so dead inside when will this pain ever end? im cold i ache i bleed i scream but no one hears my cries i am forever broken

Poem
Getting started? Looking thru the double eyed glass, across the distance, I can see the new uncharted territory! The vessel that carries me though is still in need of repair before I can explore what lies ahead! The thought of setting foot upon the mountains, the valleys, and reaching the volcano that boils under the surface engulfs my thoughts and enticing the pleasures that awaits my every sense.....hearing with extreme intensity, touching all that is around, the smell of my skin with the days heat rising, the taste of new fruits, seeing the wonderous beauty of the uncharted territory my eyes have yet to behold!

Daddy's Hand
Daddy, Take my hand in yours and you will plainly see, How very much I need you now to love and care for me. As my little hand grows, I will need you even more, Everything I do in life, I have never done before. Teach me to be kind and loving, sharing and forgiving, Show me through your acts of love the pure joy of living. The years will pass by quickly and one day I will be grown, I will pass what you have taught me onto children of my own. Hold me always in your thoughts and remember when we are apart, The special love between a child and a daddy's heart. This is for My Dad, the man that raised me and loved me no matter what I did or got into. I miss him everyday but I still have many memories of him that can never taken away. He has my heart and lives in my soul all the time. Love You Dad may you rest in peace (11/19/43-2/3/01)

Question Game
1. Do you lay awake at night and think about feelings that scare you to admit? 2. Are you lonely? 3. Does the sound of someone's heartbeat next to you put you to sleep at night? 4. Can you see yourself happy one day? 5. Would you let me know every secret? 6. Do you dream about love when you sleep? 7. Could we dance in the dark with no music at all? 8. Should I kiss you with passion or innocence? 9. Are you scared to grow old alone? 10. Will you let me love you?

Bye Bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye (no, no, no) Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye As a child there were them times I didn't get it but you kept me in line I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes It's something more than saying "I miss you" But when we talked too All them grown folk things Separation brings You never let me know it You never let it show because You loved me and obviously There's so much more left to say If you were with me today face to face [Chorus:] I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on like "I wish I could talk to you for awhile" "I wish I could find a way try not to cry" As time goes by And soon as you reach a better place Still I'll give the whole world to see your face

Entry For February 02, 2006
Well, I got quite the interesting comment on my entry "Strong Lesson to be Learned" tonight and decided that instead of finishing up my previous entry I would take the time and address this comment. First off I would like to say that I realize these blogs are strongly one sided and that anyone who reads and comments on them must remember that they are only getting one side of the story. Ok, first point of order, "Chris has a point, in away you are as selfish as her." All I can say to this is, as James I have allowed Chris to walk all over me time and time again with little or not complaints for the sake of our relationship. Don't believe me? Consider this then, when I inherited $30,000.00 from my grandfather's death I had a plan of taking half of that amount and paying off what debts I had outstanding and investing the other half so that it would continue to generate an income for me and perhaps allow me to set up a "nest egg" for the children's futures (not only my children, but

Numerology
Deanna, your Life Path of 1 ... Your life path number is number 1, and so you are probably also blessed with a great drive and burning desire to be "number one" at whatever you do. Unfortunately, your competitive spirit sometimes gets you into trouble with friends and family, as work and ambition take precedence over emotional relationships. You have a great faith in yourself that often achieves result despite great odds ... yet at the same time, has you often accused of having an enormous ego. However, in your defense, it is that enormous ego that gives you the daring and courage to change everybody's life for the better. You have probably been born into one of two life paths. Either you have been born into wealth and privilege and coddled by lucky circumstances into becoming "great" in some way or you are thriving despite great challenges such as poverty and war. The number 1 is the number of the hero and this is why you find many disabled as well as super achievers (suc

Changes
I'm not suposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel) I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, save me Now I'm going through changes, changes I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn It feel like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, save me Now I'm going through changes, chan

Please Read
How to Dance in the Rain It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked

Exciited
2 THE ONE I LOVE... UVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE 4 ME.. 2 HOLD MY HAND 2 KISS MY 4HEAD 2 ME SMILE 2 MAKE ME LAUGH 2 WIPE MY TEARS WHENEVER I NEEDED U WHERE THERE THOU THICK N THIN IT WAS ALWAYS U U HELD MY HAND 2 SHOW ME SERICURITY U KISSED MY 4HEAD 2 SHOW U CARED U MADE ME SMILE WHEN I WAS DOWN U MADE ME LAUGH WHEN I FELT LIKE MY WORLD WAS FALLING APART U WIPED MY TEARS WHEN I CRYED IN UR ARMS U MAKE ME FEEL SPECIAL AND BEAUTIFUL WHEN I FEEL LIKE NOTHING U MAKE ME SMILE WHEN ALL I WANT 2 DO IS CRY U...ITS ALWAYS BEEN U...U MAKE ME FEEL LIKE NOONE CAN TOUCH ME WHEN U HOLD ME U MAKE ME MELT WHEN U KISS ME U MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM ON TOP OF THE WORLD WHEN UR NEAR ME U MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON U COMPLETE ME IN EVERYWAY POSSIBLE UR MY OTHER HALF THAT I NEVER WANT 2 LOSE AGAIN!! EVERYONE HAS ONE PERSON IN THIS WORLD THAT IS THEIR TRUE LOVE AND UR MINE THERE IS NOONE IN THIS WORLD THAT MEANS AS MUCH 2 ME LIKE U DO UR MY HEART...MY SOUL...MY EVERYTHANG BABY UR MY WORLD!!

Second Entry For January 31, 2006
OK, While composing that last entry I got to thinking and I want to tell the story of how Chris and James hooked up, but first I want to say that I was reading what I was writing during my last entry and I believe even more firmly now than ever that this relationship won't work. About 4 years ago James was living with a 35 y.o. woman who was going through a divorce at the time and things were getting kind of rocky because of her situation. Because of that he spent most of his time online and met Chris on AOL. James always has preyed upon weak and insecure individuals because of his fear and hatred of relationships/marriage. At this time he was in Ankeny, Iowa where Chris's college was. They began chatting online at first and eventually started to talk on the phone whenever James's GF wasn't around. The conversations mostly consisted of sex and making plans to meet up. Some time went by and James wound up being arrested and jailed for OWI and was out of touch for almost a whole year bef

Entry For January 31, 2006
Well, I got to see my counselor today. Things went pretty smoothly with that, I talked with her and explained all that had been going on since we last met, which has been quite a bit since it has been August of '05 since we last met. I filled her in on mine and Chris's battles over my dressing and how strong the desire to dress has become, She asked me one question that really stuck with me though ... "Who has more to lose if you leave, Chris or yourself?" Quite honestly, I don't know. Since I don't currently work or have a license, I would be losing my place to stay and free transportation as well as my children. Chris would be losing her free "nanny" and "maid" but she would still get her child support payments, check and have the house, van and children.So, I suppose that I stand to lose the most right now. Chris and I have talked it over and now she wants me to return to work because she is having trouble meeting all of her financial responsibilities all because she keeps over exte

Strong Lesson To Be Learned
WOW! What the heck is going on today? Last night after talking with Chris I was really hurt so I tried blogging to get out how I felt and why it did help, it didn't seem to help enough so I called the local hospital's crisis team and talked with the counselor on duty about the emotions that I was feeling at the time. He managed to get my nerves settled enough to allow me to finish out the night/morning without difficulty. This morning I was woke up by Chris and asked if I was going to go run errands with her before she met her friend for lunch. I laid in bed still kinda groggy and thought about her question to myself, after awhile I decided that I would go out with her and see how it went. Before leaving I decided to go out on a branch and tell her how I felt after our talk last night, in doing so I told her that some of what she had said to me really hurt me deeply and that after trying to blog and ease my mind I made that call to the crisis team that told me that I was on the right t

The End Is Near ....
I decided to try and talk with Chris again tonight about my dressing and things actually went a lot smoother than they have in the past. Well.... the conversation went smoother, but now it has become totally obvious that things will never work out between the two of us because she finally admitted to me that she "hates Jaime". I tried to talk to her some more about it, but the deeper we got in our conversation the more she showed her hatred. The hardest part is that I was holding our daughter at the time and I just looked at her and started to cry, Chris asked what I was crying about and I told her that I at least knew that two people in my life accept me for me (our son and daughter). Then I went on to tell her that to them it has nothing to do with what I am wearing but rather how I treat them and that I think that it is totally shitty that as we grow into adults we lose sight of what is truly important when dealing with one another. Chris naturally accused me of being selfish and

Please Help Me To Godmother
1,181,753 Points to go!For this smoking hot vixen vicki go love this hottie up all woman all real total hottness **Vicki**@ fubar Brought to you by: ~FAT SONNY~@ fubar & DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Keeper@ fubar (repost of original by '~FAT SONNY~' on '2008-06-18 07:44:50')

To The Brokenhearted
To The Brokenhearted To the brokenhearted women, please heed these words I say. The pain you think eternal, will come to rest one day. Your destiny has whispered, he wasn't the one for you. True love would never allow the pain he's put you through. A soulmate will always protect you, he won't hurt you in any way. The bond that forms between you should grow stronger every day. Don't shed your tears in silence, there was nothing you could do. God gave you the strength of a woman, and your faith to carry you through. Time is short and precious, so make each moment last. Live for today and tomorrow, don't dwell upon the past. The one that left you broken will come to rue the day, and the pain you thought eternal, will slowly fade away.

In My Life
In my life I have seen it all. If God came down and granted me one wish, I would wish to find happiness and hold on to it forever and take it with me to my grave. All the money in the world,Or glitz and glamor of fame, could never amount to the joy that I feel when I am happy. I would give it all up; money, fame, success, in a second for the only thing in life that truly matters to me.....love. People tend to throw that word around loosely and amidst all the hustles and bustles of life....we forget how beautiful love really is. Life is not worth living without love and happiness. Love heals all. Love is a mysterious and powerful force that is the key to all that is...and all that ever was. With that said.....I have a heart inside of me that is ready to explode. I have suppressed my desires to love for so long that I feel my heart cannot retain this anymore. I am no longer afraid to admit that I am a hopeless romantic and all I want to do is fall in love, and be in love for the rest of

Thank You
I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT HELPED ME AND MY SISTER GET TO OUR GOAL OF 6000 COMMENTS ON CHERRYBOMBS PAGE.. IF I OWE ANYONE SOME FUBUX PLEASE DROP ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SO I CAN MAKE THINGS RIGHT.... SO AGAIN THANK YOU EACH AND EVERY ONE FOR ALL THE HELP YOU WERE ALL SO WONDERFUL....

If Tears Could Build A Stairway
If Tears Could Build A Stairway If tear could build a stairway, and memories a lane I would walk right up to Heaven and bring you back again No farewell words were spoken No time to say "Goodbye" You were gone before I knew it and only God knows why. My heart still aches with sadness and secret tears still flow What it meant to love you No one can ever know But now I know you want me to mourn for you no more, To remember all the happy times life still has much in store Since you'll never be forgotten I pledge to you today A hollowed place within me is where you will always stay. My Precious Mother

I Don't Know Why
i don't know why only when my mood is terribly bad now i find i want to type some words on my blog.May be this is the world anybody never ever knows me.Maybe on only this fictious world can i find myself.i dont know myself enough.sometime i just try to exhaust all my energy and then lie down on my basketball ground dazing in the sky .i just want to lost myself.but i work hard everyday.may be its just follow others' life way.other people study and i study,then other people get married and i do the same thing.perhaps its life.i don't know why i dont upload my blog when i am delighted.why don't i share my happiness to others? bear it in mind.

Lamers.
/vent I don't want to sound like an asshole, but I just feel I've gotta. So, I just wanted to take a minute to bitch about a specific type of Fubar user. The fat horridly ugly women (which there seem to be an abundance of on here, honestly) who think they're so unearthly beautiful (you're really not, blame God for bestowing you with a horrid mug and figure if you'd like) that they can downrate ANYONE they feel doesn't meet their standards. Honestly, I understand that there are guys out there much better looking than I am, but for the love of christ, if your scale passes the 200 mark while you stand on it, your thighs look like the curdled milk of a goats teet and your face appears to have had an incidental run in with a cheese grater, you probably don't deserve to dawn rate a guy like myself. If YOU somehow think that I'M ugly. Please, pass me by, all you have to do is not click the little cherries under my picture. Seriously, it's LESS work to just click away, then to dow

Midwest Floodwaters Tainted With Sewage, Chemicals
DES MOINES, Iowa, June 17, 2008 (ENS) - Raw sewage is flowing into rivers and streams across central and eastern Iowa as one after another wastewater facilities are inundated by the record floods that have swept the state during the past two weeks. Livestock manure is also part of the nasty mix, along with spilled fuel and chemicals, all heading to the flooding Mississippi River and down to the Gulf of Mexico. The U.S. Environmental Protection Agency is warning people to avoid contact with floodwater that may be contaminated with sewage or hazardous substances because exposure to the waste could transmit intestinal illnesses and skin infections. Do not wade, swim, or enter floodwaters and immediately wash hands and bare skin that comes in contact with floodwater with soap and hot water, health officials warn. It could be weeks before hundreds of damaged sewage treatment plants are operating again, say officials with the Iowa Department of Natural Resources. Floode

Ladies, You Are Crazy!
B4 you ladies get pissed, plz read this whole thing. Ive spoken/argued w/ many beautiful women, and have come to the conclusion that you are nuts {well most of the ladies anyway}. For example, when a man and woman argue, men have an innate need to make sense. Women on the other hand, will bring up shit that isn't even relevant to the subject and will insist that it is. Women will make their current partner pay for the mistakes of their previous relationships. Ladies, itz alright to learn from past relationships, but if your still pissed @ your X, take it out on that X. Men, Itz not the ladies fault that their crazy. We made them that way. The affection and sensuality of a woman is a gift to be treasured always. Especially now that their nuts. Even past relationships w/ a woman are to be treasured. Being that women are crazy, they do not give their affection freely {thus making the rest of us pay dearly due to their X's}. If women do give their affection freely, then most men t

Souls Connected
Do you know how much I want you? Do you know how much I care? I wish you could see inside my heart And see the love I have to share You know it's not so easy For me to give a part of my heart But it's what I have to do If I want a chance for love to start Our heart is like a jigsaw We need to find the missing link To make our souls connect as one Before the loneliness makes us sink I try so hard to drop my guard To hopefully let you see That beyond this cold exterior There's a warmer side to me My heart is slowly melting Your compassion is helping it thaw As the pedestal that you placed me on Makes me feel I'm ten foot tall I'll love you like no other If you give me just a chance As the passion in which you crave for I'll give you all in our romance

Sixth Sense
I know you've heard about women having that sixth sense...I think it's true because we are more sensitive to feelings that others have...I know there are some men that can do the say thing...And no...they are not gay...Just more sensitive and probably more attentive to the people they are around.... But for the most part...I can pretty much tell what a man is like just after a few times talking with them...Although..once in awhile one comes along that is harder to read than most... My gut instinct tells me that anyone that changes certain behaviors has changed something in themselves....Or that was never them to begin with...Or they just aren't interested anymore... It might be a sign of insecurity...It Might!!!...But I think that when you've seen certain changes before it just hightens your ability to see them again in someone else... I wish I could stop questioning things and stop worrying about getting hurt...It would make things so much easier...There are times when I w

Phone Sex/cyber Sex: Is It Cheating?
There are times when I truly feel that there is a point in time when things are relative. This being definitely one of them. A friend of mine constantly states: "Perception is reality to those who perceive it." Couldn't be more truthful. So this morning as I was reading and doing some research the age old questions was approached: IS Phone Sex or Cyber Sex the same as cheating? Truthfully, I can't answer that for everyone. For me, no, it's not. But in truth, the idea that it is cheating is a very real problem for many couples as the internet makes it easier to anonymously access and feed their fetishes. Some may see this behavior as a way of feeding sexual addiction, but at the same time, you have to see things on the realm that what he is doing is safe, secure and healthy. For instance, if he were to identify that he had had a real time encounter, my biggest concern would be regarding the disease factor. At least over the internet, and over a phone, you KNOW that he i

You're A Master Of Disguise
You're A Master Of Disguise!!! You attach to their heartstrings While they dance to the beat Being an expert of seduction Sweeping them off their feet Mind games so skillfully played So clever at putting on an act Good at hiding behind a mask Yet afraid of facing the fact Leaving the trails of destruction That you never return to mend You played upon heartstrings Yet called yourself a friend Confrontation you so aptly avoid Leaving broken hearts to dwell Greatest pretender of them all You played your part so well Lonely hearted you preyed upon With so many well crafted lies Behind masks of a puppeteer You're a master of disguise

Hell Finally Scientifically Explained
HELL EXPLAINED BY CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. M

S T A T E T R O O P E R H U M O R
In most of the United States, there is a policy of checking on any stalled vehicle on the highway when the temperatures drop down to single digits or below. About 3:00 AM one very cold morning, Trooper Allan Nixon (Oklahoma Highway Patrol) responded to a call about a car that was off the shoulder of the road outside Shattuck, Oklahoma (western part of the state). He located the car which was badly stuck in deep snow with the engine still running. Pulling in behind the car with his emergency lights on, the trooper walked to the driver's door to find an older man passed out behind the wheel with a nearly empty vodka bottle on the seat beside him. The driver came awake when the trooper tapped on the window. Seeing the rotating lights in his rearview mirror, and the state trooper standing next to his car, the man panicked. He jerked the gearshift into 'Drive' and hit the gas pedal. The car's speedometer was showing 20, 30, 40 and then 50 mph, but it as still stuck in the snow, wheels

The Seed
The Seed A successful Christian business man was growing old and knew it was time to choose a successor to take over the business. Instead of choosing one of his directors or his children, he decided to do something different. He called all the young executives in his company together. He said, "It is time for me to step down and choose the next CEO. I have decided to choose one of you. "The young executives were shocked, but the boss continued."I am going to give each one of you a SEED today - one very special SEED. I want you to plant the seed, water it, and come back here one year from today with what you have grown from the seed I have given you. I will then judge the plants that you bring, and the one I choose will be the next CEO" One man, named Jim, was there that day and he, like the others, received a seed. He went home and excitedly, told his wife the story. She helped him get a pot, soil and compost and he planted the seed. Everyday, he would

Job Opening
A little sicko humor for you. FBI Job Opening - Could you pass the test? The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists. Two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair. . Kill Her !!" The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife." The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same ins

Two Boys
Two young boys walked into a pharmacy one day, picked out a box of Tampax and proceeded to the checkout counter. The man at the counter asked the older boy, "Son, how old are you?" "Eight", the boy replied. The man continued, "Do you know how these are used?" The boy replied, "Not exactly, but they aren't for me. They are for him. He's my little brother. He's four. We saw on TV that if you use these you would be able to swim and ride a bike. He can't do either one.

Am I A Fireman Yet??
In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year old son a ride around the block on a fire engi

Fix The Fence In Dc
See what happens when you privatize government bidding. Fix The Fence in DC Three contractors are bidding to fix a broken fence at the White House In D.C.; one from New Jersey, another from Tennessee and the third, from Florida. They go with a White House official to examine the fence. The Florida contractor takes out a tape measure and does some Measuring, then works some figures with a pencil. "Well", he says, "I Figure the job will run about $900: $400 for materials, $400 for my crew And $100 profit for me." The Tennessee contractor also does some measuring and figuring, then Says, "I can do this job for $700: $300 for materials, $300 for my crew and $100 profit for me." The New Jersey contractor doesn't measure or figure, but leans over to The White House official and whispers, "$2,700" The official, incredulous, says, "You didn't even measure like the other Guys! How did you come up with such a high figure?" The New Jersey contractor whisper

Mischievous Boys
Two little boys, ages 8 and 10, were excessively mischievous, and always getting into trouble. They seemed unrepentant and unconcerned about the havoc they caused. Everyone in town knew if any mischief occurred, the two boys were probably involved. Their mother heard that a local preacher had been successful in helping to reform other troublemakers, so she asked him for help. The preacher agreed, and asked to see the boys individually, the 8 year old in the morning, and the 10 year old in the afternoon. The preacher, a huge man with a deep booming voice, sat the younger boy down and, to remind him that God was everywhere and always saw the mischief they did, asked him sternly, 'Do you know where God is, son?' Startled, the boy did not reply, but just sat there, wide-eyed with his mouth hanging open. The preacher repeated the question, his voice even louder, ?Where is God?' Again, the boy did not answer. The preacher raised his voice even more, shook his finger in the boy's face

Deer Hunters Camping Trip
The guys were all at deer camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly. They decided it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they voted to take turns. The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. They said, "Man, what happened to you?" He said, "Daryl snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night." The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same thing--hair all standing up, eyes all blood-shot. They said, "Man, what happened to you? You look awful!" He said, "Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I watched him all night." The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly ex-football player; a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed and bushy tailed. "Good morning," he said. They couldn't believe it! They said, "Man, what happened?" He said, "Well, we got ready for

Golfing
Slow golfers are ahead of us Joe decides to take his boss Phil to play 9 holes on their lunch. While both men are playing excellent they are often held up by two women in front of them moving at a very slow pace. Joe offers to talk to the women and see if they can speed it up a bit. He gets about half of the way there stops and jogs back. His boss asks what the problem is. "Well one of those women is my wife and the other my mistress," complained Joe. Phil just shook his head at Joe and started toward the women determined to finish his round of golf. Preparing to ask the ladies to speed up their game, he too stopped short and turned around. Joe asked "what's wrong? " It's a small, small world Joe, and you're fired"

Old Cowboy
An old cowboy sat down at the Starbucks and ordered a cup of coffee. As he sat sipping his coffee, a young woman sat down next to him. She turned to the cowboy and asked, 'Are you a real cowboy?' He replied, 'Well, I've spent my whole life breaking colts, working cows, going to rodeos, fixing fences, pulling calves,bailing hay, doctoring calves, cleaning my barn, fixing flats, working on tractors, and feeding my dogs, so I guess I am a cowboy.' She said, 'I'm a lesbian. I spend my whole day thinking about women. As soon as I get up in the morning, I think about women. When I shower, I think about women. When I watch TV, I think about women. I even think about women when I eat. It seems that everything makes me think of women.' The two sat sipping in silence. A little while later, a man sat down on the other side of the old cowboy and asked, 'Are you a real cowboy?' He replied, 'I always thought I was, but I just found out that I'm a lesbian.'

Purina Dog Food
Purina Dog Food The next time someone asks you a dumb question wouldn't you like to respond like this? ...... Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for Athena the wonder dog at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. What did she think I had, an elephant? So since I'm retired, with little to do, on impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time. But I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now

Satan
One day a guy dies and finds himself in hell. As he is wallowing in despair, he has his first meeting with the devil... Satan: 'Why so glum?' Guy: 'What do you think? I'm in hell!' Satan: 'Hell's not so bad. We actually have a lot of fun down here. You a drinking man?' Guy: 'Sure, I love to drink.' Satan: 'Well, you're gonna love Mondays then. On Mondays, that's all we do is drink. Whiskey, tequila, Guinness, wine coolers, Tab, and Fresca.. We drink 'til we throw up, and then we drink some more! And you don't have to worry about getting a hangover, because you're dead anyway.' Guy: 'Gee that sounds great!' Satan: 'You a smoker?' Guy: 'You better believe it!' Satan: 'All right! You're gonna love Tuesdays. We get the finest cigars from all over the world, and smoke our lungs out. If you get cancer - no biggie, you're already dead, rememb er?' Guy: 'Wow...that's awesome!' Satan: 'I bet you like to gamble.' Guy: 'Why, yes, as a matter of fact I do.' Satan: 'Good, 'cause

Ewwwwwwww
I like to blog, obviously, and on another site, my blogs of mindless ramblings and observations were quite popular amongst my friends, and it was fun to come up with new things to entertain them. Unfortunately, our company now monitors that site, and question any entries made during work hours. So I've decided to keep my blogs going on here. Some of them will seem stupid...probably most, but I find everyday life pretty funny. Hopefully you will to. So last night, I'm watching the Andrew Zimmern show on the Travel Channel. He crisscrosses the globe, eating all the odd foods that the world has to offer, and gets paid for it. Last night was Alaska. I picture Alaskans eating alot of fish, and wild game, and don't really see it as a culinary epicenter. I was correct. He ate rotten fish heads, wild birds, walrus, seal, whale...and some other things that I forget. But what stuck out was the Jellied Moose Nose. Technically, its not just the nose, but parts of it is in there

"worlds Fastest Moped"
A hip young man goes out and buys the best car available: a Ferrari Enzo. It is also most expensive car in the world, and it costs him $700,000. He takes it out for a spin and stops for a red light. An old man on a moped pulls up next to him. The old man looks over at the sleek, shiny car and asks, "What kind of car ya' got there, sonny?" The young man replies, "A Ferrari Enzo. It cost $700,000!" "That's a lot of money," says the old man. "Why does it cost so much?" "Because this car can do up to 217 miles an hour!" states the young dude proudly. The moped driver asks, "Mind if I take a look inside?" "No problem," replies the owner. So the old man pokes his head in the window and looks around. Then sitting back on his moped, the old man says, "That's a pretty nice car, all right!" Just then the light changes so the guy decides to show the old man just what his car can do. He floors it, and within 30 seconds the car hit top spe

Fubar In General
Ya know its come to my attention, sitten here every day and watching my screen, if you are a woman and ur trying to level up just like everyone else, it doesnt matter how many witty, funny, or assinine comments u put up for a status or say to anyone, or rate pics ect. if u dont look like a hot chick, or put up nekkid or just tit or kitty pics, you dont level up hardly at all, ya gotta work hard to get there......... but then again thats the way things work in the real world too. Well im not one of those "hot" chicks, nor do I post nekkid or tit or kitty pics im a bbw woma and the only person who really sees that is my bf............. I ,keep that kinda stuff to me, im aware tht ppl dont wanna see a nekkid fat woman lol, thts ok, but i do wish that as a whole ppl would look at me as a person and (a good one at tht) and at least treat me equal sometime ya know, well ill leave this sugject be, i know its not gonna change anything, but at least i got it off my chest :)

Positive Goals
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 Positive goals What you passionately and purposefully seek to have, you will have. What you passionately and purposefully seek to avoid, you will also have. When you intensely focus your energy upon anything, that thing grows more real and influential in your life. That holds true whether it is something you strongly desire or something you strongly detest. If you put your effort into fighting against something, you end up giving more strength and consequence to whatever you're fighting against. Instead, find a desirable alternative and put your energy into working toward that alternative. What you hold most firmly and consistently in your mind, you create and become. So keep your thoughts focused on moving toward the desirable, enjoyable and fulfilling things. The most effective way to move away from what you don't want is to actively move toward what you do want. Rather than defining your life by what you oppose, challenge yourself to develo

My Last Poem About Nikki
In my empty heart only one is known. One who loves, one who knows the one I love, Those who love me, say they do, show something different everytime they do... So what do I do as I sit alone and ponder true love? But love those that love me! You say you do, you show you don't, what do I believe now and today? That you love me ot not and that your here to stay? Show me through actions not through words... then and only then will true love be heard! Robert Frank Piazza Jr.

For My Beloved Fairies
And their dance will be as magical as flowers in winter, and their touch as soft as the silky veils on the marble stones, and their eyes will kill the sinfull mortal souls, and their smiles will chain the heart to an immortal dream...the dream of the perfect love, the dream of the falling stardust, the dream of dresses made by moon rays. Their hair will blow in the wind, the butterflies will play in their long hair, their feet will barely touch the ground in that crazy dance and the forest will get lost in that unstopable spin. No mortal soul is allowed to see their tragical lamment...the one that does is lost forever in the dream of the fairies. They bring the joy, they bring the richness and in the same time they bring the punishment...they bring the magic and they bring the spell, they bring love and revenge... On which side u will be on the night??? The night when the skies open and the Sanziene dance in the romanian magical forests? What will be the fate of the souls that se

Three Girlfriends
Three women friends, one in a casual relationship, one engaged to be married and one a long-time wife, met for drinks after work. The conversation eventually drifted towards how best to spice up their sex lives. After much discussion, they decided to surprise their men by engaging in some S&M role playing. The following week they met up again to compare notes. Sipping her drink, the single girl leered and said, "Last Friday at the end of the work day I went to my boyfriend's office wearing a leather coat. When all the other people had left, I slipped out of it and all I had on was a leather bodice, black stockings and stiletto heels. He was so aroused that we made mad passionate love on his desk right then and there!" The engaged woman giggled and said, "That's pretty much my story! When my fiancé got home last Friday, he found me waiting for him in a black mask, leather bodice, black hose and stiletto pumps. He was so turned on that we not only screwed all night, he wants to mov

The I Have Just Discovered A Way To Overcome Resistance To Changes
I moved the kitchen around the other week because I was fed up with the stupid telephone falling over on the kitchen window sill above the sink. So, I went to town and moved everything around, cleaning at the same time. It took a while to find a new home for the phone because it needs a socket but I put it next to the hob and moved the kettle to where the coffee machine was. Finding it a little cluttered there I moved the coffee machine next to the telephone which was better because it does not give off the quantity of steam that the kettle does. I even found a cover for the phone to stop splashes from the hob, not that I splash too much because I hate cleaning hobs so prevention is easier than cure. The cover was courtesy of First Choice. I just took out the courtesy socks, toothbrush, sleep mask and a packet of toothpaste and put it on the phone. He who has the compeetoes came home and went ballistic but I stood my ground and he grunted in a grudging manner and left the roo

Never To Old
An Interview With An 80-year-old Woman A local news station was interviewing an 80-year-old lady because she had just gotten married -- for the fourth time. The interviewer asked her questions about her life, about what it felt like to be marrying again at 80, and then about her new husband's occupation. 'He's a funeral director,' she answered. 'Interesting,' the newsman thought. He then asked her if she wouldn't mind telling him a little about her first three husbands and what they did for a living. She paused for a few moments, needing time to reflect on all those years. After a short time, a smile came to her face and she answered proudly, explaining that she'd first married a banker when she was in her early 20s, then a circus ringmaster when in her 40s, later on a preacher when in her 60s, and now in her 80s, a funeral director. The interviewer looked at her, quite astonished, and asked why she had married four men with such diverse careers. She smil

Silent Eyes
I always look behind me for I feel someone is there I feel his eyes all over me but I can’t see him anywhere. I can smell his anger locked so deep inside his soul He had to feel the power and so, my life, he stole. I can taste the warmth and sweetness of the blood he took from me But the scars upon my spirit are the wounds I can’t set free. I still feel the stinging touch of all those pleading tears and death lay gently beside me and brought to me, this lasting fear. For now, I feel I’m nothing my shattered pieces on the floor Once I knew a trusted world now I have nothing to live for. Darkness feels so evil now and still I am searching for the light And throughout life’s misery one day I will win this fight.

Shy Girl
She smiles through a thousand tears so that no one knows her aches and fears consumed by great shyness that swallows her whole so that no one sees the fire burning in her soul she never speaks up says nothing at all afraid someone will notice if she should happen to fall. Trying to hide dissapear from the crowd feeling left out like shes not allowed locks everything up where it never comes out so noone can feel her worry and doubt longing for the day when she'll finally be free so that people can see that she really is me.

Dusting
I got this in an email, thought it was worth sharing - its a bit long, but worth it if you have kids! -------------------- Latest Drug in Middle School - Dusting 'Dusting' First, I'm going to tell you a little about me and my family. My name is Jeff. I am a Police Officer for a city which is known nationwide for it's crime rate. We have a lot of gangs and drugs. At one point we were # 2 in the nation in homicides per capita. I also have a police K-9 named Thor. He was certified in drugs and general duty. He retired at 3 years old because he was shot in the line of duty. He lives with us now and I still train with him because he likes it. I always liked the fact that there was no way to bring drugs into my house. Thor wouldn't allow it. He would tell on you. The reason I say this is so you understand that I know about drugs. I have taught in schools about drugs. My wife asks all our kids at least once a week if they used any drugs. I like building computers occasionally and

Jet Fighters
Russian Super Jet Fighters THE BEST MODERN MILITARY JET FIGHTERS IN THE WEST BRITISH FIGHTER JETS SCRAMBLED TO INTERCEPT RUSSIAN BOMBERS Gmod 10 F-22 Jet F-22 Raptor hovering F-22 Raptor Fighter Jet Plane

Holding On
Watching my fan dance in circles, it's rythmic beat keeps me sain. The radiant warmth of my furnace, my old friend whispers its pain. The refrigerater hums a song, reminding me of its prescence. A chair holding me in its arms, knowing I trust its indurance. The window stained with tears, in silence reflects only truth. A picture on the wall smiles, sends the innocence of my youth. A lustfull man stands before me, longing to take away my soul. Shame consuming my fragile body, he knowingly steals my control. I close my eyes and see nothing, just darkness under my lids. The cursed man wanted my soul, someone must have taken his. I have faith in no one now, I don't even trust myself. People hold on for reasons though, compassion for someone else. My life has truly changed, learning to deal with the past. I may never be whole again, yet my soul will always last.

Pain
wat do u do when uve been hurt so much u dont know love from hate? when it seems the worlds walk out on u? when the one u cud turn to.. turned on u? its hard to hold ur head up high! it seems i have no one i can trust.. no one to talk to... but i kno i have myself and thats all i need right? if that all i need then y do i cry on the inside at night? why do i still feel so much pain from the past? but in the end id rather it be me then sum1 else becus no one deserves this pain that i feel!! alot of ppl in this situation wud say better u than me but i say better me than u.. ************************************** i kno this probably dont make much sense but its jus sumn i needed to write down and get off my chest.. so if u read it thanx if not o well!

So Far....
Shit's been real interesting lately. Think I'm permanently in south building at work and that sucks but I deal with it. I'm by myself and that works I suppose in some ways. I'll get used to it. Looking at it in a brighter way I do get a workout at work now and don't have time to think much at all whereas in north building all I did was think. Tanks are bigger down south and lastnight tore me up a bit but I heal ok. Got friday off and if Mike is back by then I'll be taking him around to fill out some job apps. He hasn't come back from Adam's yet but that's no big deal. See if he's back by friday. Need to talk to him though cause he ran the next cell bill up hardcore....damn near a whole paycheck's worth! I'm not happy about it. I gave him Tony's old phone so if need be we could get a hold of him, not to call everyone all the time. I'll talk to him about it when he's here though. Just one more obstacle in my way of getting on my feet moneywise is all. I'll get back to good

The Moon Illusion,this Wednesday Evening, June 18,' 08'
Robert Roy Britt Senior Science Writer SPACE.com Tue Jun 17, 11:15 AM ET As the full moon rises this Wednesday evening, June 18, many people will be tricked into thinking it's unusually large The moon illusion, as it's known, is a trick in our minds that makes the moon seem bigger when it's near the horizon. The effect is most pronounced at full moon. Many people swear it's real, suggesting that perhaps Earth's atmosphere magnifies the moon. But it really is all in our minds. The moon is not bigger at the horizon than when overhead. The illusion will be particularly noticeable at this "solstice moon," coming just two days before summer starts in the Northern Hemisphere. The reason, according to NASA, lies in lunar mechanics: The sun and full moon are like kids on a see-saw; when one is high, the other is low. This week's high solstice sun gives us a low, horizon-hugging moon and a strong, long-lasting version of the illusion. If it's any consolati

Recipe: Pay Dirt
Recipe: Pay Dirt 1 woman 1 small boxed gift (perhaps a diamond engagement ring) 1 small store-bought cake 1 bended knee 1 delicious kiss Slice the cake into two layers. Scoop out the middle of the bottom layer. Put the boxed gift there and bury it with the top layer and icing. Have the woman slice the cake. When she hits "pay dirt," hit the floor on bended knee. Prepare for that delicious kiss. Susan Reinhardt, from "Dishing with the Kitchen Virgin" Please address your comments regarding "The Last Morsel" to editor Barbara Forsythe at TLMEditor@aol.com For an archive of all Morsels published in Worldwide Recipes, plus Weekend Morsels for insatiable foodies, please visit Barbara's web site.

Our Blackened Salmon Sandwich
Our Blackened Salmon Sandwich packs more flavor & healthy omega-3s. By Jessie Price, Food Editor, EatingWell Forget Fillet-O-Fish. EatingWell’s decadent Blackened Salmon Sandwich is the perfect fish sandwich. It’s got a spice-crusted seared piece of salmon that’s a little crisp on the outside and slightly blackened, silky and moist inside and super flavorful. Plus it has a creamy rich mayonnaise-avocado spread, red onion for a little kick and the serving is generous and filling. Besides being delish, there’s plenty of good health news—most of the fat in the sandwich is the heart-healthy unsaturated type (that comes from the fish and the avocado). Plus 6 grams of fiber, omega-3s and relatively little sodium round out the rosy picture. This sandwich is a perfect example of how healthy food can taste great and doesn’t have to seem like “health food.” And in fact healthy food, even healthy “fried” food, can be way better and more tasty than its less healthy counterparts. Here ar

Re: Government "strike Teams" Invade Homes, Harass Flood Victims
RE: Government "Strike Teams" Invade Homes, Harass Flood Victims ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 18 Jun 2008, 13:07 Government "Strike Teams" Invade Homes, Harass Flood Victims Shocking footage out of Cedar Rapids Iowa shows cops and government employee "strike teams" breaking into houses of flood victims and threatening anyone who questions their actions in complete violation of the 4th amendment right that protects against unlawful search and seizure. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/june2008/061808_strike_teams. htm

Woman Soldier Among Afghan Dead
Woman soldier among Afghan dead The total number of British troops in Afghanistan is set to rise Four UK soldiers, one of them a woman, have died in Afghanistan after their vehicle was caught in an explosion. The woman, believed to a member of the Intelligence Corps, is the first UK female soldier to have died there. Prime Minister Gordon Brown praised the bravery of the soldiers, who died east of Lashkar Gah in Helmand Province. The dead soldiers' next-of-kin have been informed. Their deaths take to nine the number of UK soldiers killed in Afghanistan in the last 10 days. The Ministry of Defence is not expected to name the soldiers until Thursday. Since 2001, 106 British soldiers died as a result of operations in Afghanistan. 'Dangerous job' Three of the soldiers were killed in the blast and another was pronounced dead at the British military base at Camp Bastion. A fifth soldier wounded in the attack, which happened at 1540 local time on Tuesda

Act
it's more than the act it's the lifestyle that follows knowing you broke down in the worst way at the most inopportune time it's a parasite slowly eating you out it's the sledgehammer memory pounding your skull every time you close your eyes it's a thought never said a heart always broken it's the smudge on your clothes the wrinkles that seperate you from all the other straight-starched people it's a disability to which others sympathize yet no one it seems can empathize with it's a stunt in your growth it's the glass wall you subconsciously build between you and those who said they would be there and weren't that one time it's the slur in your speech that everyone senses but can't quite detect it's resistance to love it's blame it's that time of excruciating pain between feeling sick and actually throwing up it's those days when you want to just hide forever it's a constant cold it's covering your head with shame it's living as a stati

From Mike For Those Who May Have Missed It
just a reminder..... NEVER enter your fubar username and password on a website that isn't fubar.com! look up, see the browser url at the top of the page? it says something like http://www.fubar.com/home.php or something like that.... NEVER ENTER YOUR PASSWORD UNLESS IT'S 'fubar.com'.... not monkeyfubar.com, or fubarx.com... ONLY FUBAR.COM! if you look up at the url now, and it's not fubar.com or www.fubar.com, manually type in http://fubar.com into the browser url area, then login and change your password. thanks! -mike

Static/major (1974-2008)
STATIC/MAJOR TRIBUTE Add to My Profile | More Videos Static Major passed away Monday, February 25th, 2008 in his hometown of Louisville Kentucky. Stephen "Static Major" Garrett, born in 1974, is an African-American producer and singer/song-writer from Louisville, Kentucky. He has worked with artists such as Aaliyah, Ginuwine, Destiny's Child, Brandy, and JoJo. Static Major grew up singing solos in his church choir, of which his mother was the director and his mother was the director and his sister played piano. He continued to sing throughout high school, eventually teaming with local talent "Smokey" aka Smoke E. Digglera and "Black" aka Digital Black to form Playa. The trio caught the ear of DeVante Swing, a member of New Jack Swing phenomenon Jodeci, who helped Static hone his skills as a songwriter. Playa was subsequently signed to Def Jam, which released their first and only disc, Cheers 2 U, in 1997. Playa disbanded due to creative differences with the label.

A Sad Day In Lakerland
The Celtics completed their championship season, with a 39 point thrashing of the Lakers last night. As a Laker fan, it was an end to a very long season, filled with intrigue, back stabbing, and hope. I'm sad, but I still have hope. Unlike the Celtics, the beloved have a long future. They're relatively young, Phil can still coach, and they have Kobe. They kept up, and didn't have enough pieces this year to cap off the season, but they were missing a key piece, Andrew Bynum, and got a lil taste, and are hungry. But I'm not here to blow the Lakers horn, or boo hoo, or make excuses. I'm here to congratulate the Celtics. As much as I can't stand the Celtic organization, I'm glad for Paul Pierce, Kevin Garnett, and Ray Allen. All three have always been favorites of mine, and now they all have their rings. And they're likeable. You don't read about them in the police blotter. They don't talk like they were guest stars on OZ, and they come across as very unselfish, working t

Compilation Of Info About Hcv
Hepatitis C (HCV) (HepC) Menstuff® has compiled information about Hepatitis C. What is hepatitis C? How common is hepatitis C? How can I get hepatitis C? What are the signs or symptoms of hepatitis C? Hepatitis C — Without Symptoms? How can I find out if I have hepatitis C? What can I do to reduce my risk of getting hepatitis C? What is the treatment for hepatitis C? Why worry about hepatitis C? Do I need to talk to my partner about hepatitis C? Should I talk to my health care provider about hepatitis C? Where can I get more information? Tattoos & Hepatitis C Hepatitis C - The Stealth Virus Hepatitis C on Toothbrushes? Your or Someone You Know has Hepatitis C Why a 12-Step program for HCV? Newsbytes * Hepatitis C Treatment Said Improved Resources Related issues: AIDS, Bacterial Vaginosis, Blue Balls, Chancroid, Chlamydia, Condoms, Contraception, Crabs, Genital Herpes, Genital Warts, Gonorrhea, Hepatitis A, B, C, D, E, Impotency, Nongonococcal Ure

0ver 2,400.000 Have It And Do Not Know It!
Get Results! 2.4 Million People in the United States Carry Hep C and Do Not Know It. Over half of the 4 Million people in the US known to carry the Hepatitis C Virus have been tested positive for the disease but have not retrieved their results. Unpublished data from the Center for Disease Control has been confirmed by Debbullan Inc. with the assistance of the American Liver Foundation. The CDC anticipates release of this statistic in the next few months. Testing for Hepatitis C can be obtained anonymously if desired. Regardless of an individual's decision to seek treatment, Debbullan Inc. urges that test results be retrieved. Containment of this World-Wide pandemic (out of control disease) can only begin with awareness. If you don't know you have it how can you keep from passing it on! Don't be stupid. Get results!

A Heart Apun A Sleeve,
I had this poem on here before it maybe on here twice but if it's not well here it is. or here it is again what ever the case maybe. A heart apun a sleeve, It's not hard to believe, Normaly rushing into thing's, Jumping head first not carering, Tryy to find the right one, Ending up loving the wrong one, Some how my pain is my pleasure, Yet my pleasure brings me my pain, One equals the other it' all the same you see, So what is love but a form of lust, N lust is a a higher form o flove, wantidn to find some one to hold, Don't want a child or some one to old, Not looking for some one to change me, Just trying to fidn some to love me, Through my time's of attacks, Beeaing able to help me survie, they angle of darkest light, Beauty from inside not from physical sight.

Child Abuse - & She Was Only 13!
She was only 13 Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend Was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents Unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrust the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You worthless piece of crap!" The mom walked out Leaving the girl