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Destiny Of Death [page Ii]
DESTINY OF DEATH [PAGE II] MEN GOING TO LADIES IN THE NIGHT TO GET OFF.BECAUSE THAT CAN’T FIND IT AT HOME ANYMORE.BUT,FORGOT TO TELL WIFE THE NIGHT HE SLEPT WITH HER,THAT HE IS SICK,AND HOW HE GOT SICK.AND THEN WHEN HE DOES ,BLAMES IT ON HER,SHE GOT UNATTRACTIVE,GOT FAT,GOT LAZY.AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT,IT WAS HIM THAT PUT HER IN THAT STATE.I AM NOT JUST BLAMING THE MEN.WOMEN CANT GET THEIR BUTTS UP FROM THE TELEVISION,TURN OFF THE SOAPS,AND MAKE HER MAN HAPPY,SHE NAGS AT HIM WHEN HE WALKS THROUGH THE DOOR,TIL HE GOES TO BED,AND FORGOT HOW TO BE SEXY,AND REMEMBER HE WORKED ALL DAY SO YOU CAN BUY THAT DRESS,YOU SLIPPED ON ,TO GO TO THE MEAT MARKET. FORGET THE NATURAL CAUSES OF DEATH,WE FORGOT ALL ABOUT THEM LIKE:CANCER,DIABETIS,HEART ATTACKS,AND LUNG DISEASES.ALL CAUSED FROM.THE CIGARETTES,THE FOOD,THE DIET,THE AIR,AND WHATEVER ELSE THE DAMN CDC WANTS TO NAME.SOCIETY BREATHES IT,INHALES IT,EXHALES IT,AND WE DON’T EVEN PROTECT OURSELVES FROM IT. DEATH IS OUR DOWNFALL, OUR DESTINY,AND W

Relentless
Song lyrics | Relentless lyrics I toss and turn, I'm losing sleep Cant seem to make any sense of anything I keep wandering around in circles, in a daze Just when i start awakening I find that something's intoxicating me Til i'm tangled up, lost inside a maze I can't outrun it Just keeps comin' Oh, your love is relentless Just like the waves against the sand Over and over and time and time again Your love keeps on reaching out to me I can't outrun it Just keeps comin' Oh your love is relentless I can't fight it There's no hiding Oh your love is relentless I'm staring at a hurricane A hundred miles of rapid rain I just smile, bleed into the wind Cause i can't outrun it I can't outrun it Just keeps comin' Oh, your love is relentless I can't fight it Theres no hiding Oh, your love is relentless I toss and turn, I'm losing sleep Can't seem to make any sense of anything I keep wandering round in circles, in a daze Just when i start awakening I f

Yay How Good Do I Feel
Read mumm and vote first before you read this or you wont get what Im about!!!!!!!!!!!!! It looks like another reunion is on the cards, Im so excited I could crush a grape - only need to make contact with about three other cousins and my family will be complete DO you know what - BEING SINGLE NOW is nothing to what I have been told today LOVE YA ALL YA ROCK MY WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Numerical Consequences?
2008-08-31 2+8+8+3+1=22 22=11+11 or 11:11 it was imperceptible at first, or was it, seeing that it was in fact, noticed. but there must have been a time when the slight irregular bulge or inflammation on the one side of the abdomen wasn't noticeable...surely it couldn't have 'just appeared'...or could it. he couldn't be sure at all anymore. just that now that he was aware of it, he couldn't stop thinking about it, let alone touch and feel it. someties he would even press to varying degrees on it, to see if there was more to the swelling than fat, or some kind of water retention, or even gas. seemingly random thoughts days prior to discovering this oddity, he had thought of this connection he had with the number(s) 11:11, never knowing what they stood for, their significance. then, that one day while showering, the day before in fact, he thought of his birthdate and, suddenly the date fell into play as a combination of numbers adding up to 22, or eleven plus eleven-or 11:11. the

Age
George Carlin's Views on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. 'How old are you?' 'I'm four and a half!' You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. 'How old are you?' 'I'm gonna be 16!' You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony . YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What's changed? You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40. Whoa! Put on the brakes, it's all slipping away. Before you know it, you REACH

Destiny Of Death [page I]
DESTINY OF DEATH WE SET IN OUR EASY CHAIRS,RECLINED BACK,FEASTING ON A BEER,AND PRTEZEL.LITING UP A CIGARETTE,ONE AFTER THE OTHER.INHALE,FILL THOSE LUNGS UP WITH,BLACK SOOT,EXHALE BLOW OUT,THAT CARBON.YOU ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE,WHY NOT ENJOY IT.YOUR BODY.UNTIL THAT LUNG GIVES OUT,OR YOUR HEART POPS,BECAUSE YOU SELF INDULGED.THEN YOU GET PISSED OFF AT SOCIETY BECAUSE IT IS THE REASON YOU ARE SO ,MISERABLE.THAT THE ONLY RELIEF IS WHAT YOU CONSUME.OH DON’T WORRY THE GOVERNMENT WANTS US THIS WAY.THEY FEED UPON OUR INTELLECT.THEIR WAY OF BRINGING US TO A LEVEL,JUST ABOVE,CRAWLING ON THE GROUND..IT IS A CHEAP WAY,OF BLAMING SOCIETY FOR OUR MISDEEDS.OUR PLEASURES.OUR HABITS. WE ENVELOPE OURSELVES IN BELIEVING,FAST FOOD,GOOD WHISKEY,SPEED,AND UNPROTECTED SEX IS THE FINER THINGS IN LIFE. WE FORGOT TO LOOK AROUND,AND SEE HOW MANY CHILDREN CONTRACTS AIDS,BECAUSE THEIR MOTHER,USED A DIRTY NEEDLE.OUR CHILDREN IS MORE OBESE,THAN THEY EVER WERE,BECAUSE THEY WERE FED TO

Somewhere Out There, I Belong
Somewhere I Belong...I'm watching strangers passing by, They can't see me stare, Trapped inside my shaded world, Hoping one does care. Step on, step up and get ahead, That's what's wrong today, Why no one feels like they belong, Why nothing seems okay. Not all are so exclusive, The truth is seen by some, Just where it is we came from, And what we have become. Nations pointing fingers, People placing blame, Even though we're slowly dying, We feel no hint of shame. Each one stands as right, Judging all they see, I feel like I must disappear, To truly live and be. Somewhere out there, I belong, Or why would I be here, Inside this twisted web of truth, Within this plane of fear

Bad Day
From day to day i know that i'm in all your conversations.... You never have anything good to say about me.... Thats ok cause everyone's entitled to their own opinions.... Cause everyone's a critic, and even on your best days someone's got something bad to say....

What Color Am I?
The Color Code * blue: 52% * yellow: 19% * red: 15% * white: 14% Blues Are Analytical Committed Compassionate Dedicated Deliberate Dependable Emotional Loyal Nurturing Seek Quality Respectful Sincere Thoughtful Well-Mannered Definitely Blue Congratulations, Cindy, you are a BLUE personality. The Core Motivation that drives you through life is "Intimacy". It is important to note that this does not mean sexual intimacy. BLUES need connection - the sharing of rich, deep emotions that bind people together. As a BLUE, you will often sacrifice a great deal of time, effort, and/or personal convenience to develop and maintain meaningful relationships throughout your life. BLUES seek opportunities to genuinely connect with others, and need to be understood and appreciated, especially by their partner. Everything you do as a BLUE has to be quality-based, or you won't do it at all. You are incredibly loyal to friends, employers, employees, and above

Never Got To Say Goodbye..
I never go the chance to say goodbye and now all i can do is sit and cry Life hasnt been the same since you been gone And when times get hard and its all gone wrong I take that ride on the long counrty road Time heals all wounds it gets easiser Im told But every hoildays birthdays and out of the blue MY tear thought wants and needs are always of you I rember ur laugh ur smile and thoses eyes and all i can do is sit and wonder ask god why I know you in heaven and much happier no pain But still gotta go on life in misery and vain When Our times is up and were all call from earth and we stand befor god being judge by worth let him see the pain and suffering I have endured and all times i screamed and cry that he heard I know you be there by that gloriouse gate My sufferning is over it was worth the wait But till that day I go marching on till the end Never forgettig YOU MY SISTER and FRIEND ....

Read..it Could Save The Woman You Love
A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts: 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair . Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing . They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly . Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone , searching through their purse, or doing other activities while walking because they are off-guard and can be easily overpowered. 4) Men are most likely to attack &rape in the early morning, between 5: 00a.m. and 8:30a.m. 5) The number one place women are abducted from/attacked is grocery store parking lot

Hello Guys!!!!!!
Gorgeous babe...you will dream about me im very naughty and kinky little girl who is ready to try everything! i play without any limits! im a sweet and sexy girl, come and taste me, and feel the real pleasure of me, feel free to let me know what ticles ur fancy, im up to everything..just tell me how u want me to please you! looking to meet interesting,sexy,funny people.If you are one of them,you are welcum in my hot sexy world!!I am still looking for some fun, maybe a guy who will lead me through this and shows me the world of love!!!! .....I can be with anyone. if you want to be my friend , I'll be your friend and i wil accept who you are and what you are,but if your a foe well i can be worst than that!!!

In The House Of Stone And Light
Oh mount Kailas uncover me Come my restoration wash my body clean I've been walking a long and crooked path Where the walls have fallen And broken me in half 1-I'm telling you I will not rest 'til I lay down my head I'm gonna go in the house of stone and light I shall not cry for the blind mind I leave behind When I go in the house of stone and light, yeah In the house of stone and light Holy lady show me my soul Tell me of that place where I must surely go Old man waiting at the gates for me Give me the wisdom give me the key (rpt 1) -I'm telling you I will not rest 'til I lay down my head In the house of stone and light I'll make my way Oh it's gonna be such a beautiful day in the house of stone and light Oh, oh, in the house of stone and light Oh, nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah Nah nah nah nah Let me in, beneath my skin yeah yeah Oh oh in the house of stone and light It's been

Next Saturday Night....vinny's Tap
Okay all you Peru/LaSalle people and the surrounding areas....want something to do Saturday July 12th???? Come down to Vinny's Tap in Peru cause I'll Be spinnin' tunes all night per your request!!!! Come Get X-Bombed With Me!!!! If you know me from here and live in the area, come on down Show Bosco's Joint Some Good Lovin'!!!! 9 P.M.- Close @ Vinny's Tap July 12th!!!! Guaranteed You'll Have a Kick Ass Time!!!!

A Little Old Lady
A little old lady is walking down the street, dragging two large plastic garbage bags with her, one in each hand. Unfortunately, there's a rip in one of the bags, and every once in a while a $20 note falls out onto the pavement. Noticing this, a policeman stops her.... 'Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of your bag .. 'Oh, really? Darn!' says the little old lady. 'I'd better go back and see if I can collect them. Thanks for the warning!' 'Well, now, not so fast,' says the cop. 'How did you get all that money?' 'You didn't steal it, did you?' 'Oh, no', says the little old lady. 'You see, my back yard is right next to the parking lot of the football stadium. Each time there's a game, a lot of fans come and pee through the bushes, right into my flower beds!' 'So, I go and stand behind the bushes with a big hedge c lipper, and each time someone sticks his little thingie through the bushes, I say, '$20 or off it comes' 'Well, that seems only fair.' laug

Cappys Crazy Mumms!
Seen this one on one of Cappys mumms and just HAD to share A psychiatrist was conducting group therapy with four young mothers and their small children. “You all have obsessions,” the doctor observed. To the 1st mother, he said, “You are obsessed with eating. You’ve even named your daughter Candy.” He looks to the 2nd mother, “Your obsession is with money. Again, it manifests itself in your child’s name, Penny.” He looks to the 3rd mother. “Your obsession is alcohol. This manifests itself in your child’s name, Brandy.” At this point, the 4th mother gets up, takes her little boy by the hand and says… “Come on, Dick, we’re leaving!” LMAO! if you liked it too go vote!:) mumm *smooches & lix* Tina aka ~Temptress~

At Peace In This Moment
Saturday, July 5, 2008 At peace in this moment By selflessness you fulfill yourself. By generously giving you gather riches. Resentment costs you much and gives you nothing. Forgiveness costs you nothing and sets you free. Fighting against something gives it added strength and influence. Whatever you accept, you're able to control. When there's no one telling you what to do is when you truly learn. When your thoughts are still, you gain great insight. By being flexible you can remain firm. By knowing your limitations you're able to transcend them. Though some of life is bad, all of life is good. Be at peace in this moment, and you will always be. -- Ralph Marston

Bitching And Ranting!!!! I’m Pregnant, And It’s My Right!!!
First off, since I'm pregnant, I have the utmost right to be a bitch. If you don't like it...BITE ME!!!!With that being said....Am I the only one that see's something superiorly wrong with a man who claims all bragging rights to his unborn son, yet has done NOTHING to help during the pregnancy? No emotional, physical or monetary support!!!I know people have to work to pay bills, but is it SOOO difficult to take a day or two to travel to help out once in a while when he has no children to care for or other responsibilities that require him to be home 24/7? (He lives in Mississippi)Am I completely nuts to think there is a difference between telling someone you love them, and proving it? Even if they live with you, and don't work, shouldn't they be the "main" housekeeper? I'm not talking white glove test, I'm just talking your basic picking up and dishes or whatever. Or is it okay for them to just complain that nothing is clean while they sit on their ass all day? (okay, off topic

Tears
TEARS OF BLOOD FALL FROM MY BROKEN HEART I NEVER THOUGHT WE WOULD BE APART WHEN U HELD ME YOU SAID "FOREVER" NOW THAT YOUR GONE I KNOW U MEANT "NEVER" SAYING YOU LOVE ME WITH THAT LOOK IN YOUR EYE AND THAT WAS A COLD HEARTED LIE YOUR TENDER TOUCH, A SOFT KISS TWO THINGS ABOUT YOU I WILL MISS AS I SIT HERE THINKING ABOUT YOU MY FACE IS WET WITH TEARS PAST DUE I SHOULDVE CRIED A LONG TIME AGO BUT I LOVED YOU SO I KNOW THEY SAY LOVE IS BLIND BUT I HAD ONLY YOU ON MY MIND A HURT SO DEEP IT CUTS LIKE A KNIFE BUT WOUNDS HEAL AND I'LL GO ON WITH MY LIFE

You Tell Me
Heartbroken And My heart feels like it’s torn in two, Why can't I just be with you? Everyday another tear, Everyday a lot more fear. I want to hold you in my arms, I want to keep you safe from harm. I act like things are all okay, But I really want to run away. I act like things are all alright, But always end up in a fight. I cry more tears than I can count; Why won't they just let me out? I tell myself these things won't stay, But I don't think they'll go away.

People Have Nerve.....
Okay listen. I realize that there are some real freaks in this world. Then on the other spectrum we have people who would do anything for you. I am the "other end of the spectrum" people. But if you go and you push me, I am going to snap and if I do, I am a mean individual. I do not like that side of me, but shit happens. SO peeps....knowing who this is intended towards.... BACK OFF. I don't mind chatting, I don't mind comments and messages. I DO MIND catching hell for not "living" on my pc. I have a life, a family and a good one at that. SO if I don't answer a shout, a message or a comment.....I am NOT here. I forget like alot of people do to change my stats. My bad. BUT if YOU leave me ANY more shit like you did, I WILL delete you, block you and whatever else I have to, to make my point. I AM ME, I TALK TO WHO I WANT, WHEN I WANT & NO ONE IS GOING TO CHANGE THAT.... With all due respect to my husband, if he wishes for me to stop speaking to people with a good reason

My Life Sucks
have you ever felt lke your fighting a loosing battle? with not only yourself but with everyone and everything around you? like everyone has to come frist and all the weight of the world has been placed on your shoulders.. sorta like your about to fall but havent quiet started yet and your trying to conspalte a way to fall wth out hurting yourself... my head is jumbled with thoughts and feelng thatr i am yet to figure out and when i fnally have i cant quiet seem to earse them,,, its crazy how time can erase and change people... How one change can counterreact a hole mess in seconds which took yearss to bulid the way it is laid out. Life is confusing to me.. i am not ready to conquer but waht if it doesnt matter beacouse its a matter of having to do what it takes to conquer and divided to get anywhere in the plaace willl call life... something about the present sends a shock about my future.. who i love and what awaits in the foggy looking glass.. its not actually foggy to we

All Alone In A Sea Of Dreams
Voices, music, people, sounds, Talking, yelling, and laughter resound. Everything and nothing it seems, All alone in the sea of dreams How can it possibly be? Surrounded by humanity? Is it possible to be crowded? All alone in the sea of dreams? What is it that will set me free? Who is it that will be with me? Where can I go or be? All alone in the sea of dreams. I am not the first to tread this watery grave. Others have had to float wanting to be saved. What is the answer? What is the key? All alone in the sea of dreams What is the purpose that turns loneliness into peace? Feel present and causes despair to cease? What price can it be to redeem, All alone in the sea of dreams. In silence and whispers In calm beyond vespers There are but three saviors it seems, All alone in the sea of dreams. Love, respect, and concern, Are the three that fuels the burn. Communion sweet will result you see when you are All alone in the sea of dreams.

Another Contest
Ok Bad Girls...I Want To Have Another Contest..What Does Everyone Think Of Lingerie For A Theme?? This Contest Is Going To Be Judged...I Do Need 5 Males To Judge...So If Any Male Wants To Be A Judge..Send Me A Message And We Can Work Out The Details.....The Winner Would Get A Month VIP. ..So Bad Girls If You Would Like To Be In This Contest ..Leave A Comment On This Blog..Contest Will Start As Soon As Possible And End Around The 27th.. One More Thing.. The Pic With The Most Rates Will Get 50 K

A Sexymama!!
Ok so I just have to do this! This SexyMama sent sooo much love to my page I want to return the favor!! So it's simple...F/R/A her and leave her a comment that I sent you! If you already have her as a friend then your half way there! SeXyMoMmA712.Arrested by.♥."Md_Motor_cop"..2nd Alarm Hottie.AsH.WeeE's Fu MoMmA@ fubar Be sure to drop her Oh lets say 10 rates and message me that you did so! My thank you's are always worth while! Mz.Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê™ *GIRL NEXT DOOR* @ fubar

Why Men Shouldnt Get Married
All the older guys I know, guys that are 30 and older are telling me the same story; don't do it. It just turns to crap no matter what you do. They'd rather be independent. At best it's a tedious bore. At worst a living hell with financial ruin thrown in for good measure. The problem is that when you're young, you just naturally fall into this mind set where your whole self image is based on how women regard you, and so you spend all your money and energy trying to make yourself acceptable to them. Then later in life the shine wears off and you finally realize that you've wasted yourself on a bunch of crap. Children - "the ultimate human experience" I couldn't even begin to list all of the older folks i know from work or through my family with kids they either don't get along with, are disappointed in, or are so distant as to not even be a factor in each other's lives. I'm really skeptical about the idea of children as "the ultimate blessing." How many friends do you have with l

So I've Been Thinkin...
Yes it doesn't happen very often...but occasionally I DO think! I made a list of things I have done here on Fubar over the last 18 months. ~Got FU Married~ ~Got Auctioned off~ ~Got FU annulled~ ~Got Re FU Married~ ~Hosted a Happy Hour~ ~Hosted an auction~ ~Became a FU GodMother~ There seems to be something missing from my list.. I haven't tried for the spotlight!! Soooooo....if you find that you have some extra FU Bucks just laying around and wouldn't mind donating it to the GEMS Spotlight Fund, it would be greatly appreciated. If you would rather just come rate my pics (I got plenty lol) that would be appreciated too. **Thank You to those of you who have already given towards it.** This bulletin brought to you by ♡aGEM4life♡ ~♫♪HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini♪♫

Still We Pray
Just letting everyone know what has been going on with things. Most of you know that my grandfather has been in the hospital for months and had surgery on his heart. We are coming up on the 2nd month of him being in ICU. It has been so hard to witness this. Someone who read one of my post asked me how can I be so honest in my blogs. Like I said before I do it more for me to help me keep from totally breaking down. This is my time to put everything I feel out there and get it out of me. If not I think I would keep it in and probably come close to exploding. Not to mention the fact that for anyone else facing anything bad either it be family member sick or just something personal in their life. Maybe just maybe it will let them know that they dont have to suffer alone. I can no longer stay up in the waiting room. My body is just so beat up from my own surgery. I stayed a week and my sis convinced me that I needed to come home or I would end up doing more damage to myself. Since then

Fuck Family
SO SICK OF ALL YA'ALL'S BULLSHIT DRAMA CRAP !! I have had it with the she did this he did that ,she said this she said that !!! How about this, I don't give a shit !!! stay off my fuckin page don't call me !! leave me the fuck alone !! I don't give a fuck,family is highly over rated ,ya'all suck 4 real!! I'm done !! don't know why i event tried!! walls are going back up,stay the fuck out!! sick of being the blame 4 everyones short comings ya'all really need 2 start taken credit 4 your own shit ,trust me you have earned it!!have a nice fuckin life BYE!!!

Why???
You know I am not the best looking thing in the world but I am not the worst looking thing either. If you can't talk to me cause I have kids or cause you dont think I am good enough to talk to then your missing out. If you go by looks then your missing out on alot. Yeah I'm not skinny nor am I a beauty queen, I never won prom queen but if that is what you are looking for then you are shallow. I am a good hearted woman and I have alot to offer. I can be one of your best friends you will ever have. So if you are out to see all the HOTTIES well in a few of the guys eyes I am a HOTTIE and so you get to miss out. So go and talk to only the skinny girls and miss out on one of the best things that could of ever walked into your life as a friend. Keep being shallow and wearing the blinders. I know that I am a great person and so do most of the guys on here that talk to me.

Grow Up And Have Some Respect And Responsablility
for too long i have seen this stupidy, lack of respect and responsability of men to women and husbands to wives, and fathers to their children. granted, not all are like this but its a disturbing trend iv been seeing. iv seen married and single men talking about women as if nothing more then made to do their work or to just be sex objects. iv seen fathers doing stupid things around there kids that can get them hurt in one form or another. iv seen husbands that want there wives to do all the work around the house when the wife already has a job to do durring the day or night. what the hell is going on? what is wrong with all of you people that do this? grow up and realize what you have before its too late and you screw it all up.

Just Thinking
I was thinking, as I sometimes do - in the unlikely event of me deleting my fubar account - what would I do with all my photos, should I auction them off for a end of fu party (so we can all get hammered!!!!!) or just let everyone in to rip what they want as a memory of me!!!!!! DECISIONS DECISIONS But dont worry I aint gonna delete my account just a thought........................ And however would we all keep in touch, I only have one yahoo adress and she knows who she is and she rocks - dont private message me at this time to give out yim, its all rocking lmao

Married Women In The Military
THERE WAS NEVER A REQUIREMENT TO ENLIST, but there are so many women currently in the militry and even more who have been through enlistment prior to today. I was one of those women... enlisted and enlistment complete PRIOR TO today. My wonderment is in regard to the number of married women WITH CHILDREN who are or have been in the military. IF OPERATING as a "head of household" entity, she has the double effort of hauling the man's load and the woman's load... she is a "muthuh/fathuh" in combat boots. Who tends to the children while she marches around in the mud and mire with military comrades? ...are the children with grandma? ... with their "dad" wherever he is? ...(if so, why does she need to be marching around in the mud and mire?) AND what becomes of the children IF anything happens to her? They are listed as beneficiaries on the government claused document mom was forced to complete the same day she raised her hand... and if she was married (married but seperated included) ...

We Love You Love Time!!!!
Yea baby!! We love you time!!! Get in where ya fit in!! Rate Fan & Add each lover! Then message Unbreakable! Make sure you tell them "love you long time!" I'll be making tags daily so rate this pic and comment saying you've rated!! Unbreakable Sweetpeabayba T Iceman Drillindeep ~Phoenix~ Dragon RIder Asian Persuasion missjenene snoopy70 neca717 Vitamin De The Baddest MILF®~

Excerpt From "dark Ryder"
He could hear the blood racing through her veins.Her heart was beating faster which in turn made his beat faster. His temples began to throb. A slow, dull aching at first, but soon to have the force of a sledgehammer banging against his head. His entire body felt as if it were about to ignite, fire consuming his very being. It all meant one thing. It was time to feed!

The First Time
The First Time by LateNiteFantasy© Desire's flame, Fear's quiver, Anticipation's rule Clouds darken, shadows lengthen, here begins the duel The decision is hers, always has been, deciding her fate The point of no return, or just sit back and wait Temptation hangs like a peach on the tree Juicy, luscious, tender, begging to be set free Desire to touch, the need to take, tongue, teeth, lips Sticky sweet juice will run from where the flesh rips Eyes lock, lightning strikes, His hand cups her breast A shuddered moan, thunder roars, she needs to feel the rest Heart pounding, blood boiling, a parting of her thighs His hand strokes lower, her breath stops, watching His eyes His hand cups her womans place rubbing soft and low Fingers tease, rub, caress, then plunge in one strong blow Crying out, the rain starts, she needs, she wants more Moaning, trembling, legs go weak, sinking to the floor Hands slid up and cup her breast, tongue begins it's teas

Fubar Animal Lovers Club
FUBAR'S ANIMAL LOVERS CLUB glitter-graphics.com no matter what kind of pet or pets you love, this club is for you. you can meet friends all over fubar you share the same interest in loving an animal. no matter if it's domestic,wild or whatever. we all love pets and we should get together and form a bond a strong one. there are so many animals getting killed all over the world, it's so sad to see this happen. so come on people join this club and fight for the ones who can't talk and or fight for themselves. these poor animals don't deserve what they are getting. ---NO DRAMA IN THIS CLUB--- please rate add everyone including myself and send me a pm once your finished and i will add you to the club please in the subject line put something related to this club. it will help me get you faster...please dont just say hi, because then i have to open it and it's much faster to see the train/club you want to join and i can click your pic get your link and save a few ste

Nbc Poll
I'll bet this was a surprise to NBC. NBC POLL Do you believe that the word God should stay In American culture? NBC this morning had a poll on this question. They had the highest Number of responses That they have ever had for one of their polls, and the Percentage was the same as this: 86% to keep The words, IN God We Trust and God in the Pledge of Allegiance 14% against That is a pretty 'commanding' public response. I was asked to send this on if I agreed or delete if I didn't . Now it is your turn . . It is said that 86% of Americans believe the word God should stay. Therefore, I have a very hard time understanding why there is such a mess about having 'In God We Trust' on our money and having God in the Pledge of Allegiance. Why is the world catering to this 14%? AMEN! If you agree, pass this on , if not, simply delete In God We Trust ** I thought this important so I made it a blog..

Exciting News
I just wanted to say to my friends and family I am so happy right now, and on June 27th, 2008 I got married to a man I went to school with and my 2 boys absolutely adore him......I am not online so much these days but I will be sure to keep yall in touch with how were all doing..........Much love and happiness to you. Hugggzz & smiles always Leah( The new bride)(Very HAPPY)

Phuck The War.
I stole the facts in this blog from Suzie, but since she never comes on Fubar she won't care. The song is by Thrice, its about how big countries don't do enough to help those in need. (Including those in need in our own country.) Perhaps instead of fighting wars, we should focus on feeding the hungry, or helping the victims of genocide in Darfur. Thrice - Cold Cash, Colder Hearts. They are sick, they are poor And they die by the thousands and we look away They are wolves at the door And they're not gonna move us or get in our way 'Cause we don't have the time Here at the top of the world Feeling alright Here at the top of the world We hold our own by keeping our hearts cold Different god, darker skin They are just not a burden that we'd like to bear They are living in "sin" There are so many reasons for us not to care But I'm feeling alright Here at the top of the world Doing just fine Here at the top of the world We've learned money matters

My Injuries
hey everybody just wanted to tell you about my accident bout 4yrs ago i was riding atvs and flipped over and broke my spine they said i should have been paralized esspecially cause i got up and walked but i got lucky but i have so much trouble with it i am a mechnic so thats bad enough it hurts to pick up stuff off the floor it takes me a days energy to get out of bed it even hurts to lean over to start the shower and since i have a break it made a spot for arthritis to come in and a disease called sacroiititis thats some bad stuff it makes my hips go out i cant stay to get disability so if you know anybody with back trouble that can walk leave them alone you will never know how much they go through you cant explain it just trust me you also cant stand as long as you use to

Im Not A Player I Just Crushen Him**
OK it may or not be a suprise that there a guy who shall remain namless. I have NO clue as why Im so Intriqued with him ok so he SO HOT! he has that boyish charm about him in his face. We hardly really talk but we do. he the last person i chat with online before i go to bed the first person i look up when i wake up. AND now in a month he going to be going where he cant be online. Theres nO dout NOONE will be sliden to his spot as MY GUY!! IM to old to be crushen but I mean wow he makes me feel like a school girl everytime we talk. I dont get jealouse cause he talks to other girls Hope he knows it Im not jealouse type and wont start becasue Of his FINE ASS>> i hope he knows hes more than a crush but a Fried too and to know him as been a great asset to my well being well anyway TO ALL those who have crushes and KNOWS they are and actully like it as BiG POPPA SAY I AINT a PLAYER I JUST CRUSH A ALOT!! LIVE ON ps my crush IS DEF A DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH!!! XOXOXOX

Ms. Cleavage Is In The Hospital
Sorry ... this is her husband and she asked me to get into her profile here and let you all know that she is thinking of all of you from her hospital bed. She has been in the hospital for the past six days after coming down with something. The doctors at the hospital have no idea what is wrong but she is too weak to walk without the aid of a walker. I will try to post a blog as I hear about what is happening to her in the hospital. She is not well and the doctors are concerned and so am I and our son.

Photo Sets
MISTRESS GENEVIEVE'S NITEFLIRT PPV PHOTOS : 135 photos-pussy-pop tampon slave 135 Photos of a bound slave being made to suck a pussypop (Mistress's tampon) by Mistress Genevieve wearing a Black latex gown by Madame S. then allowed to masturbate and forced to eat the cum off the tampon. : 89 photos of a roman tortured slave 89 pics of Me giving roman to a humiliated slave while dressed in fine red latex from Madame S and thigh high black patent boots. : 14 pics - Sissy teased under My toilet seat A very revealing shoot of Me, topless and bottomless, trying to tinkle while a sissy slut anxiously waits. I torture and tease on My toilet seat. : 51 pics Slave boy gets both heads fucked with 197 pics,Me&slave cock & ball torture, face torture, spit, bondage : 28 nude shaving photos, pussy legs and pits 23 nude photos of Me shaving intimate parts in My personal bathroom. : 26pics Me & slave corri bound topless and tickled

My Beauty Contest
I am in a beauty contest will you please come and help me out and rate my pic Thank you to all of you who help me... xoxoxox http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1741259&albumid=1101317&idx=0 if you couldnt notice i am the #2 pic.. hugs, kisses, and lots of love

Worlds Apart
Worlds Apart I am the only one to blame for this. Somehow it all ends the same. Soaring on the wings of foolish pride. I flew to high and with a crash I collide with the world I try so hard to leave behind. To rid myself of all but love, to give and to die. To turn away and not become another knife to pierce the heart of the woman I love. The one I love more deeply than the oceans, more abundantly than the tears of a world embracing every heartache. To love you, you take my world apart. To need you, I'm on my knees. When all is said and done, I stand alone amongst the remains of a life I used to know. All I am for all you are, because what I need and what I believe are worlds apart.

Time Stands Still
Time Stands Still Time moves so slow, my heart beats your name. A wind begins to blow. Trying to hold on to this dying flame. I'm reaching out, but I don't know. Time stands still when you need an answer. Time stands still because I'm all alone. I feel it still. I'm here now, and I need to show you how. Can my love be to late? The time stands still, but the time we spend will be worth the wait.

Tempest
Tempest Feel the endless power that pushes against your body It tries with all its might to knock you off balance But you hold fast not letting it win It tries again and messes your hair Damn it howls You hold fast and feel it get weaker Its power it had over you is fading fast Where will it go? Will it try again? Yes and this time with help from the rain Do we not have a whirlwind in all of us? Filled with all types of weather Sunshine when we are happy Clouds when we are blue Wind when we want to feel free And rain to for the tears of our hearts Inside of me is the biggest wind of all The tornado I am filled with the strongest winds The brightest sun The cloudiest of days And the loudest thunder storm with the brightest lightening It is hard to feel all these things inside me All of them trying to show me what they can do All at the same time So I send out this cry from my heart Can anyone hear me or do the storms drown me out My voice is carried on the

Soul
Soul Do you feel the softness of my soul as you pass me by Did you know you touched me as you turn away Do you realize you left your feelings behind Does the softness remind you of me Did you know that you will never be forgotten Even though you are not here I will remember I long to hear you say my name I want to feel you touch me I long to see you to smell you to know you My heart longs for your love My soul wants to feel you brush past So it waits

Sadness Abounds
Sadness Abounds As I walk this hallowed graveyard, I run my fingers over her stone. An icy cold chill cuts me to the bone, I miss thee greatly and the sadness abounds. In the distance a wolf call sounds. I'd do anything to be with you again. Everlasting death as I watch the moon wane. I am empty without thee, Oh, how I miss thee and the sadness abounds. Every moment without you, my dark soul drowns. I hear your voice whisper in my mind. I would die a thousand deaths just to be by your side. I'd do anything to be with you again.

You're Special To Me
You're Special To Me: You're special to me, You're someone I trust. I treasure the topics That we have discussed. I'm thankful for the times You have summoned a smile. I'm grateful that our paths Have converged for a while. I'm pleased by each confidence You have displayed. I cherish these moments You have sought to persuade. I'm touched by the gestures Of kindness you have shown. I've noticed how fast All our hours have flown. I'm feeling the force Of a friendship that's true. I'm fortunate of knowing A lady like you.

Waiting More Than Ever
Waiting More Than Ever: You and I are different though we try to stay the same, It never leaves and when it changes it's still a waiting game. I wait for a lonely breath; I wait to surface from its depth, I wait for the light to come and take these images I kept in my head. More than ever I need to feel you, More than ever I see the real you, When you're not near me. A worse disaster would be waking up alone. Now we're free, we're drifting out like all the ones we didn't know. I wait for a silence here; I wait for things to disappear. I wait for the ground to stop moving underneath my only fear. If I lose you, I just might crack. Every thing we have had out of sight out of mind given that What I see when I dream hurts like hell and back. More than ever I need to feel you. More than ever I see the real you.

The Book
The book As I sit and wonder in my little space my thoughts drift to a far off place and to the heart of a woman so tender the time we get to know is time that is well remembered her sweet voice that warms my heart it is sad that we are apart soon the day will come when we meet for the first time and the story will be at the end of the line the book she wrote was filled with love and pain things that she can not change a new book she now writes is filled with love an light the soul that finds the one that's true can only say I LOVE YOU

Stone
Stone It stands the test of time loosing just some of it's form over the years hard and forever silent cold in the winter and warm in the summer keeping it's shape till the rain erodes it away Sometimes I wish my heart was made of stone you may say that I am wrong that we all need to feel I agree but it hurts to feel especially when a friend hurts you Does the heart stand the test of time will it keep it's shape unlike the stone it is soft and noisy it is cold when we hurt and it is warm when we love will the rain wash the hurt away We need to decide what we want our heart to be soft and vulnerable or hard as the stone

Snow
Snow See the white stuff falling see it cover the ground wraps it in a blanket as it deadens all the sound if I scream will someone hear me can you feel the coldness as it enters my soul will you warm me will you keep me by your side the cold winds of change are coming will someone be there when the way is clear The snow is falling on the ground leaving whiteness all around now it covers everything makes it so I can not see my way is lost will there be someone there waiting for me no I can not see Now I see all is white and to me it is too bright so I wait for the dark to fall and to hear the maiden call I long to hear her when she calls Let me GO!

Add One More To The List!
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Love Wasn't Enough
Love wasn't enough Love was not enough for us, Though we were much in love. We started down the well-worn path, But it was not destined to be. Delight was not enough for us, Nor tenderness that moved Through times of angry dissension Towards some dark, bitter sea. Our differences were far too great, Our lives too far apart. We didn't have much in common, But put that truth aside Until one day it was too late To reignite the heart. The love that we had It dwindled and died. Now I feel my loss As constant pain, As deep and inconsolable, Unbearable regret. And all alone I have to cross That desert once again That I might know that I had loved Too much to soon forget.

I Want
I Want: I want to make you smile as you make me. I wish you saw my thoughts right through my eyes. You ask me what I'm thinking. I can't tell you. You are the stars, and I the empty skies. In me there is a yearning ever flowing That needs to reach an end that never comes. I cannot be myself without you with me. This is a truth no wisdom could ever undo, You laugh, when I say that your my Personal angel, and this is what I want so much For you to see. The beauty of my life is like a passion That blows right through the person that you see in me.

You Taught Me How To Laugh Again
You Taught Me How To Laugh Again: You taught me how to laugh again And gave me back my smile, Restored my faith in life when Everything seemed vile. You were as if the sun came up Upon my bitter night, bade the Blackness and called up A joyful morning light. And inexplicably my heart Rose up and twirled me round, So sudden in its expert art I scarcely touched the ground. With you I am still filled with light And all my feelings dance. You are my song, my wings, my flight, My truth love and my romance.

You're Hazel Green Eyes
You're Hazel Green Eyes: Your hazel green eyes Are like the forest on a warm spring day When leaves have just unfolded And slender branches thick with sap Bend under the weight of song-full birds. I look into your eyes and see A timeless world of sun and breezes, Of shade and endless love, As I gaze from my sunlit doorway, I want nothing more than to spend the Rest of my life in that very moment.

Your Soul Is Like The Vastest Sea
Your Soul Is Like The Vastest Sea: Your soul is like the vastest sea And mine; a darting fish, I lose myself within your love; I live within your heart. I breathe your love: it is my air, My element, my world. I know no other ambiance; I have no other dream. I know there is outside your love A world of rocks and sand; And I could live there, too, but, How poor and thin each breath! How rich my world, how beautiful, Alive within your love, Each moment filled with dancing light Refracted through your eyes!

How Can I Know, So Surely That I Love You?
How Can I Know, So surely That I Love You? How can I know so surely that I'll love you? No matter what the future has in store? Time is like a cave in which our torches Show only the circumference of our minds. But love is far more than our passion, Though passion may at first sustain the will. One chooses love the way one chooses faith Because that is the way that heaven lies. My love for you is vaster than the ocean, More rich in loveliness than coral seas. I could no more relinquish it than let go Willingly the precious gift of life.

All I've Ever Wanted Is In You
All I've Ever Wanted Is In You. All I ever wanted is in you: Love, laughter, a pillow for my fears. I want to give and to be given to So I might feel myself flow through the years Alive in you, the wonder of my tears.

How?
How? How can I tell you what I feel for you? When I think of you my feelings twist inside As if someone's fist reached in and grabbed a few, And turned and turned them tight and tangled. I've tried Somehow to say: You're the sun in my sky, The wind that takes me where I want to go, The sweet incense that makes me feel so high That loving you seems all I need to know. But it all sticks in my throat! It sounds too cute, Empty as a wrinkled paper bag. You won't believe it! Better I stay mute Than offer you clichés that make you gag. And yet I wish to tell you of my love, If only love its own locks would remove!

Forever And Always
Forever And Always. I love you so deeply, It hurts so much, I love the sound of your voice and the way that we touch. I love your warm smile and your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring to my life every day. I love you today as I have from the start, and I'll love you forever, with all of my heart. When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you, you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart; I've never felt before, with each touch of your heart, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever and Always, I will Love You."

Never....
So almost 2 years ago I lost my best friend to cancer...It Struck Unexpectedly,Quickly...She was gone before I knew it and before I could accept it. It was my grandmother, a woman who had alot to do with my upbringing. She was my best friend in this whole entire world. Someone who I could go to for ANYTHING...Me and her had a connection that most of the family did not have, lets just say that caused alot of jealousy from my family for this...anyways...she was diagnosed july 5th 2006 (which happens to be today)...she had the surgery Aug 16th and then lost her battle oct. 16th. Its been hell these past 2 years without her. Its been almost 2 years that I have not regained my faith......... Anyways I was listening to the radio and it started playing Mariah Careys song "Bye Bye". Its a great song that makes me smile and cry at the same time lol. You see although I had to tell my Wuela (Grandma in spanish) Goodbye physically, I will never have to say Goodbye spiritually... Wuela.....

Always
Always Everything in life happens for a reason sometimes it is not all pleasant but there are those rare times when things happen to better us for me one day I met someone that touched my life so softly I made her a dear friend of mine she tells me not to be concerned for her but I can't do that Please remember that I am always with you When you hear the wind howl it is me whispering words of faith and love When you feel the sun touch your skin it is me letting you know that I am there for you When you feel the rain hit your face it is me shedding tears of joy that I share with you When the sky looks grim and dark remember there is always light to chase the dark away And when you feel blue or lost remember that I am here for you You are never alone I am there with you in many ways ALWAYS

I Guess You Don't Know
I Guess You Don't Know I guess you just don't know how much it hurts. I cannot think you know and just don't care. Destiny provides one's just deserts By turning out one just as would be fair. Just as a child learns to its delight That lying sets one fabulously free, So you say "love" to get the rapture right, Getting so the most you can from me. And then, of course, you tire of your pleasure, As those who seek but pleasure often do, And sacrifice by far the greater treasure Upon the altar where you worship you. Justice would demand you be the fool, But you are far more ignorant than cruel.

Hold Me In Your Willing Heart
Hold Me In Your Willing Heart Hold me to your willing heart And let me - help me - weep That I of need might fall apart And then at last might sleep. Let the truth slice into me That I might finally bleed And purge myself of agony I cannot now concede. For I have bound myself in light That I might live in joy, And cannot - will not - let the night My bonds of love destroy. And yet I know if I would gain The peace for which I pray, I must allow the floods of pain To wash my love away.

After Your Gone
After Your Gone After you're gone How will I go to work? Who will I phone To talk through the silent evening After you're gone? You're part of my life, A piece of my tapestry. On what rock Will my castle rest After you're gone? Time will turn But without hands. How will I eat Without my day on your dish After you're gone? You're the only place I can put myself. No hopes or dreams Can fill my tumbling days After you're gone.

Can't You See?
Can't You See? Can't you see? Don't you care I want to die? Don't you listen? Can't you hear My silent cry? Won't you turn? Can't you hold Me to your heart? Are you afraid of what might follow Once you start? Would you rather not believe I'm in such pain That all your sense and good advice Must be in vain? Would you rather tell yourself I'll be OK, And all this adolescent angst Will go away? Ah! Would I also swim across This lake alone! But if you cannot swim with me, I know I'll drown.

I Chose Death Over Pain
I Chose Death Over Pain Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, Please forgive the manner of my leaving. I could not long such suffering sustain, Nor would it long have held you from your grieving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I hope that choice will not my memory stain, Nor lead you to be wroth at my deceiving. For only in you do I live again, Woven like a wind into your weaving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I put to you the plea of the self-slain: To comprehend an anguish past conceiving. That all that I have been not be in vain, But blend into the earth of your believing. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, My love and need for all of you remain.

Forgotten - Avril Lavigne
Since I can't stash it.... "Forgotten" Ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah I'm giving up on everything Because you messed me up Don't know how much you Screwed it up You never listened That's just too bad Because I'm moving on I won't forget You were the one that was wrong I know I need to step up and be strong Don't patronize me Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah [Chorus:] Have you forgotten Everything that I wanted Do you forget it now You never got It Do you get it now Yea yea yea yea yea Yea yea yea yea yea Ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah Gotta get away There's no point in thinking about yesterday It's too late now It won't ever be the same We're so different now Yea yea yea yea yea [Chorus] I know I wanna run away I know I wanna run away Run away If only I could run away If only I could run away Run away I told you what i wanted I I told you what i wanted What I wanted But I was forgotten I won't be forgotten Never Again [Chorus (2x)] Forgotten Yea

Why Can't We Get Along?
I keep losing friends who are wonderful people, because this person or that used this site to harrass...etc them. Why is this happening. If you don't like someone BLOCK their ass, but don't deprive the rest of us who are here to make friends and have a good time of the company of some great people and fun. So just why can't we get along?

The Morning
I was sleeping so content. We had a great night in each others arms and I knew I was still in your embrace. I have never been so peaceful as I was that morning. I was dreaming, It was of us together making Love. I knew I was dreaming but it felt real. The warmth of your body pressed against me was there, that wonderful feeling of you. I realized I was not actually sleeping, it was the state in between where reality and dreams blended. I also realized that I felt your hand rubbing my engorged cock. My dream had excited me and you didnt waste the the chance. I was still groggy and trying to get the rest of my body to respond when I felt the heat and wetness of your mouth surround me. My hips responded on pure reflex of the sesation. What a feeling of extacy. My mind was slowly waking all of me as your mouth was stroking up and down my shaft. The feeling as you take me deep into your mouth is one that can only be rivaled by one other thing. My eyes finally opened to look a

Watch New Movies Free
WALL-EVersion 1 works real well, a little fuzzy, there is a 5 min cartoon before movie starts. "WALL-E" Genre: Comedy / Animation / Family / Romance / Sci-Fi Release: 2008 July Rtg: 9/10 (2427 votes) HANCOCKFull movie Version 4 says 5min preview, d/l veoh and you can watch the whole thing. "Hancock" Genre: Action / Fantasy / Comedy / Drama Release: 2008 July Rtg:

Hrmm
confuzzled woman sits alone at her desk pondering a future waiting and alone and she decides that life is strange indeed and wonders how she ended up here and where she's going and when she'll get there will there be happiness or more solitude indeed indeed repeat it for effect it's not really all bad but it's not really all good either

Just A Few People Im Proud To Call Friends That You Will Find In My Family List
This guy right here is one of the sweetest that I have gotten a chance to know he always shows love and returns whenever it is given to him Sarge's Bad Girls @ fubar What can I say about ^E^vIL...he is sweet to me,a great friend and always hooks me up great in pics glad that I have him around ^Ξ^ vιL @ fubar Well this girl right here was one of my first friends on here and im so glad that I got to know her she is sweet caring and yea like her name says she can get very naughty I love her and you will too ♦Mz.Naughty♦Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club♦ @ fubar This girl here is very nice,very pretty and a good friend...show her the love and she will return it Besame Como LoCa OWNED BY KATMAN FOR LIFE @ fubar This guy right here I am glad to have a friend,he is funny,a good friend with an even greater heart he always tries to cheer you up if you're feeling down always tries to show love when its given Trell@ fuba

Rip My Loyal Friend 10/16/90-7/5/08
After just over 17 years I have to put my loyal companion and friend to sleep. After struggling with congestive heart failure he has also lost control of his bladder and intestines, so its time. I will always remember the good times and you will always be in my heart. You were always there for me in good times and especially when I was hurting you will be sorely missed :(.

What Have I Discovered By Digging A Little Lately?
In uplifting, get underneath. --George Ade A sandpile in the summer is deceiving. The topmost sand burns hot on our feet. But as we push down toward the center, we come to a damp, cool place that soothes and oozes between our toes. The nature of most things is not revealed at the surface. Like the sandpile, many people and situations we encounter are, on the surface, downright uncomfortable. The reward is in digging deeper-to the essential goodness, the core or meaning, the true friend. It takes time, a little knowledge, and abundant trust that we will not be burned. What have I discovered by digging a little lately?

At Peace In This Moment
At peace in this moment By selflessness you fulfill yourself. By generously giving you gather riches. Resentment costs you much and gives you nothing. Forgiveness costs you nothing and sets you free. Fighting against something gives it added strength and influence. Whatever you accept, you're able to control. When there's no one telling you what to do is when you truly learn. When your thoughts are still, you gain great insight. By being flexible you can remain firm. By knowing your limitations you're able to transcend them. Though some of life is bad, all of life is good. Be at peace in this moment, and you will always be. -- Ralph Marston

Cum On Teoni
Hi everybody This week I am releasing the conclusion of "In the bedroom with the Avon lady" which stars Teoni in hardcare b/g action We continue to shag like rabbits with Teoni fucking my brains out before demanding that I cum all over her tits, which I am only to happy to do! Over 16 miuntes of brand new video action and more that 100 unseen photos To see the samples use this link http://www.jameswildfowler.com/tour%208.html And to see the sample video clip use this link http://yurporn.com/view_video.php?viewkey=7c759bf4fc791ba842aa And if that was not enough I have also fixed part three of the video action of "What a date" which stars Double Dee in hardcore b/g action so there is another 6 miuntes of unseen video form that scene too For samples use this link http://www.jameswildfowler.com/tour%207.html Enjoy James Wildfowler http://www.jameswildfowler.com

Here's The Rules
i am posting/have posted some nsfw from down below. the only way you can see them is to F/A/R my bf Donny and myself, and when you add him you have to write a comment. he will let me know when i can show them to you. so be nice and if you want to see me start F/A/Ring Donny's fubar page; http://www.fubar.com/user/1939770 no nasty comments on either persons nsfw or you will be deleted from the family list.

All That I Desire - July 5th 2008/in English, German, French, Italian, Dutch,& Russian :)
ENGLISH: "I enjoy conversation...if you’re looking for something to distract you from the disatisfaction of your real life and hope it involves some form of spanking, a few commands, the ripping of various items of clothing, naughty voicemails or chats, and the occasional dream fullfillment, then I am yours..." I love to H.O.T.T and then go take an ice cold shower and feel it run across my entire body and I know that the sight of me fucking myself will get you instantly hard, and aroused. I dress up always, start slowly, but nothing in between. For me, It is so totally arousing to know that you want me and are watching me,peering at my expressions, watching my body move, arch, orgaz, and release. Normally, I think about it constantly and am already wet from the anticipation that maybe perhaps one day soon you will be mine. What I want is sex that confirms how much he needs, wants and desires me. Someone MY equal and loves to kiss as much as I do and won't cheat. I do enj

Good Morning
HI EVERYONE HOW ARE YOU DOING? AND HOW WAS YOU ALLS FOURTH OF JULY. MINE SUCKED I DIDNT GO WATCH THE FIRE WORKS I STAYED HOME AND FOR THREE HOURS I TRIED TO MAKE A VID GOT IT DONE LOOKING REALLY GOOD THEN I COULDNT UPLOAD IT CAUSE IT WASNT FORMATTED I WAS SO UPSET. OVER TOP EVERYTHING ELSE IM GOING THUR RIGHT NOW IM JUST NOT THAT WELL

Up For Auction! :d
Hey all! :D I am currently up for auction! :D Check it out! :D http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1664569&albumid=1088839&i=1288409854&idx=18 Look who else is up for auction!! :D http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1664569&albumid=1088839

She's A Beautiful Girl * Stalker -i Don't Know The Title Yet
you watch me i see you all the time where ever i go i know you're around it's a strange mix of fear and curiosity that makes me search crowds for your face you stalk me you say i'm exotic a strange and quirky girl who arouses a mixture of curiosity and lust that makes you seek me out restlessly and covet me you want me but i'm not yours and i never willingly will be a combination of anger and desire is painted on your face when i see you it makes me afraid afraid to go out at night to drive aimlessly and feel the excitement that beautiful life freedom and peace that i used to own is fled because you showed up what will you do when you finally decide that i'm not going to evade you any more? that is my greatest fear terror and panic sometimes grip me in the night why can't you leave me alone? one day i'm afraid that you'll grab me on a darkened street or in my own home and spirit me away i ponder and wonder what it is th

This Is Going To Hurt Prt 1
so I started watchin ucf fighting oh back in feb and since then I have watched it everychance I've gotten, also I have been reading a book.the book is called "fight" and it is by Eugene S. Robinson. I recomed anyone read it, it is funny, smart full of ass kickings. so anyways I have discoverd I want to learn how to MMA fight, I know it is silly and Im going to get hurt. there are a million reasons not to, but I start training on monday :D

My Love Life The Horror That It Is...
well here goes...i just broke up with the girl i thought i was gonna marry and now i find myself alone again but oddly i dont mind i think im gonna stay single for as long as i can maybe just maybe if i wait and start being a bit picky i will find something that will mean something.... i really do miss her, but then again i guess in a way i dont its really weird but hey what can you do.... you know all my life ppl have told me "your so funny" "your a good guy" "you have such a great heart and you really care about ppl" well fuck that cause to be honest it has gotten me nowhere...so i guess i am cursed cause i dont have it in me to be the asshole that ppl seem to be drawn to (im sorry but the asshole gets the good girl) so i guess since i dont have it in me to be that asshole im gonna be single for quite a while but its ok cause at least im staying true to myself man, its very strange how things can just fall apart in the snap of your fingers or the blink of an eye...but such i

Come Join The Party! Happy Hour Pimpout From Booboo And Passionman71 (thank You, Hugsss)
Come join the party on LilBamaGirls page on Saturday at 2:00 p.m. Fubar time. Shes hosting her first Happy Hour. Many worked hard bombing too help get her this Happy Hour. Stop by and show her some love. Let's make this a celebration that she will never forget. Shes got 3 Happy Hour rate folders set up. For each folder you rate she will pay you 5k in fubucks. There will be a drawing for those that rate all 3 rate folders for a jet plane. Please private message her after you are done rating and let her know how many folders you have rated. So come one , come all rate, bling and party with us on her. LilBamaGirl ~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar Please repost This Happy Hour pimpout brought too you by: Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~Fu-owned by Anna~@ fubar ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat & Happy Country Girl@ fubar (repost of original by '♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat & Happy Country Gir

Happy Hour Pimpout From Nassy (thank You, Hugsss)
THIS IS MY SISTERS VERY FIRST HAPPY HOUR AFTER YEARS OF BEING ON THIS SITE… LilBamaGirl ~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar SHE WORKED REALLY HARD IN A GIVEAWAY TO BE ABLE TO HAVE THIS HAPPY HOUR…LETS ALL SHOW HER SOME MADE LOVE DURING HER HAPPY HOUR @ 2:00PM FUBAR TIME…SAVE YOURS 11’S AND BLINGS TO HAND OUT DURING HER HAPPY HOUR PLEASE… THIS PIMPOUT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME SO ANY WAY YOU CAN HELP AT ALL WILL BE MUCH APREACAITED… THIS PIMP OUT HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY…. Mistress QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 FU OWNED BY WARRIOR AND ☠ÐJ-ÃÜSŠÍÊ-ÄGÈ☠@ fubar (repost of original by 'Mistress QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 FU OWNED BY WARRIOR AND ☠ÐJ-ÃÜSŠÍÊ-ÄGÈ☠' on '2008-07-05 05:02:56')

What A Life...yeah Right...:(
I am in a constant battle of sanity..I am trying to get my life back and my kids..trying to get back to work..trying to get time with loved ones, family, and friends..it can rip your soul and heart to shreds..I don t like to sit here all the time when I cannot get time with my loved ones, my angels..I try to reach out and get no response to anything from anyone..how cruel can people really be???..why dont people realize the only monsters in my kids life are the ones they create with their pre-conceived notions and schemes.. I struggle to keep it together and succeed for the time being but somehow that is not satisfying enough..my heart is SO HEAVY I cannot pick it up..so much weight is not good at my age..it is heavy with love yes but loaded with stress and struggles to go on somedays...it feels good to be independent and self reliant but also I like knowing that there is someone there or are people there to help lift you up when you are in need of it..to those who have stepped up to

Deleting People
Ok, I have been going through all the people that are in my "friends" list and all I could think was " I never talk to most of these people " So here is the deal. I will be stating to delete people that no longer want to be on my friends list. It is a waste of space if you don't want to be there or don;t plan on talking to me. SO, those of you that would like to remain on my friends list, please let me know. Otherwise I will just say goodbye now. Thanks for reading this. Take care.

Confusion, More Like Con Full Stop. I Don't Knead Educating, Life Does That.
I am very foxed here about the last entry because I never called it that. I think Tiddly Tosh was having a wobbly or Fubar was one over the limit. Not that it matters. Anyway, I have just had a chat with someone or it might have been a robot who/that was offering free scholarships before a certain date. As a "Friend" in Gambia asked me if I knew of a sponsor for him to come to the UK and do an IT course in Birmingham, I thought he would find it useful. The fact that he would also need a plane fare paid for too is neither here nor there. I just know that I was not going to be the one to sponsor him or pay for his flight. This is by the by but I was being nosey again and became collared by a message saying, "Do not go, we have much to show you," or words to that effect. I thought, Oh yes, we will see. Jamie Says: Hey wait! We hate to see you leave! Remember you have nothing to lose and you could be the next $10,000 winner from Free College Scholarships! CLICK HERE to re

Life 2
Things are still going ok, altho there never seems to be enough money. Things are always going wrong when we should be able to get on our feet and it sucks. This time around, it was the car. It broke down about a month after putting money into fixing it and now I have to do it again. But oh well. We still argue here and there, but it could be worse.

Entries 7 - 10
Dear Diary 7 With each passing day I struggle to maintain some sense of order amidst the chaos of life. Life as it has been defined through the years by those other than myself. I am forced to live the life of a duck. What is the life of a duck the casual observer may ask? The life of a duck is one of visual tranquility on the surface. Going about the routines of everyday life as though all is well in the world and in one’s self. As you watch a duck make its way across a pond, one cannot help but observe the gentleness of its actions. With its head held high, it wings softly laid against its body, and its eyes ever searching, the duck goes on about its business. But every so often life presents the duck an opportunity. A chance to dive beneath the calm, tranquil surface. A chance to disappear from the mundane, to reach for and hopefully obtain that which it must have to survive. As I watched two ducks over the weekend I could not help but think of two very different, y

Very Important To Me
THIS IS MY SISTERS VERY FIST HAPPY HOUR AFTER YEARS OF BEING ON THIS SITE… LilBamaGirl ~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar SHE WORKED REALLY HARD IN A GIVEAWAY TO BE ABLE TO HAVE THIS HAPPY HOUR…LETS ALL SHOW HER SOME MADE LOVE DURING HER HAPPY HOUR @ 2:00PM FUBAR TIME…SAVE YOURS 11’S AND BLINGS TO HAND OUT DURING HER HAPPY HOUR PLEASE… THIS PIMPOUT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME SO ANY WAY YOU CAN HELP AT ALL WILL BE MUCH APREACAITED… THIS PIMP OUT HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY…. Mistress QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 FU OWNED BY WARRIOR AND ☠ÐJ-ÃÜSŠÍÊ-ÄGÈ☠@ fubar

Take A Bow
I know this song is being played up and down the radio, well at least over here...but I want to share this anyway...I kind of like her attitude, and we all, not only women, have been played before at some point in our life...I like how she put that in words here...take a bow...yeah take a bow, because the show is over now...enjoy the song, if you take the time to listen to it... Take A Bow - Rhianna

C'mon Let's Ride...
Come join the first train that pays to be on it .. For every member that joins you receive a small gift such as a gift from the fu shop.. fu bucks.. bling .. ticker.. 1 day blast .. Exp..When you join you give a gift to the person who joined before you and then the next person that joins gives you a gift.. This is the giving train.. As some ppl can't always afford these items it's a nice way to return love to others even if just with a small gift. To join you must F/R/A all train members then send a message to the Conductor, Co-Conductor, or Engineer. Welcome to the Midnight Special Conductor Carnie@ fubar Co-Conductor (2nd in command) ~GreenEyedGoddess ~Owner of Blue Dragon Owned by Abby again :) {Shadow Levelers}@ fubar En

Circumstancial Tears
"Circumstancial Tears" A precious love so meant to be The love I thought I'd never find, Circumstance entered our lives, And got lost within our minds. The life we once knew vanished, Our love now like a riddle. Survivors of many things, We chose to meet in the middle. We know the sweet beginning, The end, I'm sure father time will tell. The circumstances were just a test, A challenge from the fiery pits of hell. The emotions are overwhelming, I know we both have fears. Our dreams can still come true, Despite all the circumstancial tears. If we were there to hold one another You and I could kiss the sky, Sheltered under the wing of a friend, 'Til our hearts safely learn to fly.

Johnson's Pond
"Johnson's Pond" After hours we sit and listen, When most all is quiet. That's when we hear the critters, Only by the moon's light. Just up from Johnson's Pond... You can hear the frogs laugh loud. And then we hear this one, He sounds so very proud. The little ones can't find a tune yet, But I'm sure they will in time, For they have good teachers That never charge a dime. Here at Johnson's Pond... At least a natural frog park, We should charge admission For the comedians in the dark. We know they're giggling at us For all the silly things we say and do. Or maybe those big, green, pond frogs Are simply chucklin' at you!

You And I
"You And I" When our time is spent together... Everything we touch turns to gold. The very minute we're apart... Our bad day begins to unfold. I want you to know just where I stand, Strongly focused on forever land. My eyes see strength to get us through, My heart I willingly give to you. Please protect it with all your might, Make it feel safe forever, just as last night. Gaurd it from others who will bring harm, Gently make it smile with all your charm. I've accepted yours, God sent the sign And I keep it close, right beside mine. I carry it with me even when you're away I feel the rythmic beat of your love each day. I believe in blessings from the heaven's up above, I believe in fate, I believe in eternal love. As sure as this God given, great earth and this baby-blue sky... I believe in you and I!

The Loner's Heart
The Loner's Heart Hearts wanting to be loved desperately Love's eyes see only black and white They know not the many shades The brilliant colors that unite. If only our eyes could see this way, We'd know exactly what we need, But often we over analyze the future And easily plant the seed. We don't aim to walk this road alone, Yet nobody's worth all the unintensional pain. No need to cast a harmful stone The loner's heart will gently fall like rain. We don't always understand The life others once have led, Their habits, their choices... Or what goes on in their head. Accepting the known facts is wise, Being aware that there will be many more Safely prepares the loner's cautious heart Before subconciously opening a new door.

Watch Out For Scam Artists!!!!
Please repost this!!! Like everyone, I was contacted by a man on fubar. I willingly gave him my Yahoo ID.... He claims to be with a company called Chally Company. A branch of the usa well care foundation. He wants to AND THESE ARE HIS EXACT WORDS.... you know i told you that people here likes our goods, some agents also working for the foundation,,,,,,,, will have to send me the goods to my house in state,,,,,,,,, but you know i am not in state now, so i need someone to collect the goods for me..and i will send a courrier pick up to pick them up from the person, after i do the label and you paste it on the goods box Now, through out this conversation, he was "moved" so now he needs my assistance. We all know any real company would have these things taken care of, and not need their employees to hustle people from online to move their goods. Once confronted he began telling me he was not the owner of that email address Which is Harryfull43@yahoo.com He stated

Startled Stripes
"Startled Stripes" Abstract stripes of black and white, Social horse tiger of morning light. Grazing freely upon the coastal hills grass While friendly faces of wilderbee pass. Sturdy, wild stallion holding his own, Striking stripes look perfectly sewn. Protector of his herd and vast territory, Fights for their rights in all his glory. With senses so extraordinarily fine, Each uniquely striped with artistic design. Not a speedy creature by any means, Blends naturally into background scenes. Preying predators suddenly feel confusion, Lost in the maze of the Zebra's illusion. An African specie with few gripes, But be cautious of his startled stripes.

Summer Spin
"Summer Spin" I just want to drive as far as I can With no particular place in mind. With music blasting my thoughts away And my eyes on the center stripes that I find. Taking in the scenery... With every breath of fresh air The mountains, the ocean, the countryside... The asphault with the sun's glare. It's all a new awakening, And I just want to go fast! Speeding down the great highways of life As my dreams are cast. My tires kiss the pavement, With excitement they squeal. The summer heat upon my shoulders, Oh, I love the way it makes me feel. I'll stop to refuel my thoughts, Wash the windshield, look at my car and grin, As I can't wait to get back on the highway To go for another good 'ole spin.

The Windows
"The Windows" I look straight into the windows, There, lurks deep the darkest shades of blue. For a matter of minutes I'm lost, I begin feeling sorry for you. The outer circles of emerald green Remind me of many wondrous things. Like the day we first met... And just what greed brings. The varieties of brown Well you know where this is headed, Yes, It reminds me of... You and the bull I've since treaded. I look straight into the windows, I suddenly see my reflection, A beating heart once whole, Now bleeds regrets in all directions. Those pupils had me dazed, Stir-crazy within a pitch black role. The madness in the windows... The windows of your soul.

Destined Souls
"Destined Souls" Distant friend, so close at heart And cosmic worlds away... Someone especially dear to me, You bless me with joy each day. Nothing much to question, No reason not to dream, Life is full of beautiful things That are exactly as they seem. The glistening dew reminds me Of the new friend I've found in you, Coloring each other's thoughts daily We gently caress away the blue. Like the stars kiss the dark On a bright summer night We'll howl up at the moon As we hold each other tight. From the new doors that await us, To the common ground we share... Only destined souls are blessed With a friendship so kind and rare.

The Forest Of My Mind
"The Forest Of My Mind" The creek that runs crystal clear Through the forest of my mind, Tries to help me disappear, So that the joker does not find. The waters kiss the rocks, As the rapids pick up speed. Crashing in my head, Dreams begin to bleed. Like a leaf I start to float, Further and further down stream. Where the joker is aloss, I escape in my dream. A fairytale land I come across, My dreamscape brought me here. For this is how I choose To drowned out my mortal fear. The joker never wins with me, I leave him stuck in reality. No way out for him to find In the forest of my mind.

Prince Of Toads
"Prince Of Toads" I seem to attract some real strange ones, Not sure how that comes about, They seem like a prince in the beginning, But soon after, they make me want to shout. They aren't what they seem to be, And I find out a little too late. Did someone hang a sign that reads... "Only Toads May Enter This Gate"? Some could have passed the test, If only they'd had the guts to try. But they simply leave me thinking... "This is one toad of a guy!". Then I guess it was your turn, And I should have seen you coming... With your faux fur robe and jacked-up crown, I should have took off running! I'm not one to judge others normally, But you really took the cake. Do I look like a tasty mosquito Flying near a cool blue lake? I crown you "Prince Of Toads" And the title fits you well, Although I know it's not very becoming... Get over it, what the hell?

My Blog
i grew up in a really small town in the middle of nowhere, but now I've moved away to college to study..I hope you'll like my pictures here! feel free to contact me Y.M seductive_m0nica h0tmail seductive_m0nica ***letter 'o' is zero # 0 in my name;)

Good Intensions
"Good Intensions" The voice is loud but unheard, Nobody ever hears a word. Wisdom comes at a high price, For it's the ignorant it aims to entice. To make things easier on those you love, You share your experiences, the ones you think of. To somehow hopefully lessen their pain, You have absolutely nothing to gain. Good intensions that go nowhere, Lost a midst the foggy air. Maybe I abuse my own heart, Or maybe I'm just too damn smart. I feel shattered inside at their loss, The knowledge they freely choose to toss. My words fall upon deaf ears, Failing to recognize my heart's fears. Don't ask my advise, it's too intense, Live your life at your own expense. Later in life you'll realize it's all true... I shared it all because I love you!

Ocean Blue And Cuervo Gold
"Ocean Blue And Cuervo Gold" The perfect rose he had waiting was a soft, romantic yellow, The mood was like the color... relaxed and mellow. The margarita slightly tart and icy cold, The tequila was warm... Jose Cuervo Gold. The switch on the bright lights dimly fell, The steak grilled to perfection... "Medium Well". The eyes sparkled stars in the flickering flame, The lady's dreams would never again be the same. The two hearts' emotions so tried and now true, The night peaked a full moon so bubbly, ocean blue. The kisses were passionate, yet perfectly gentle, The touches guarded as pure and sentimental. The usual doubts never once whispered existence, The tequila again teased with a lime of salty persistence. The stimulating conversation was full of flirtatious smiles, The morning sun's happy rays crept up after awhile. The broken souls whole, bottle empty and it's five A.M., The inviting mental images of two entwined lovers sleeping in. The heartbeat of

When I See You Smile
"When I See You Smile" I live my life with no regrets, I gamble wisely on sure bets. I have no place, no face for shame, After all, this is my game. It's my life and I live it content, I have one God to which I repent. I quietly make cautious decisions, Little space for uninvited collisions. I live this life day by day, Kissing each treasure along the way. I teach, I learn, I work, I play, I always find time to pray. There are many more needier than I, I'm blessed even with the tears I cry. I cherish memories and photographs, Love, smiles and silly laughs. I love stars, rainbows, the moon and you, For understanding and loving me the way that you do. For holding my hand and staying by my side, You've made my life one heavenly ride. Fate has entwined our precious hearts, For an awesome love that's off the charts. The tragedies have all been so worth while... It's all so clear when I see you smile.

Voyage Of Love
Voyage of Love by LateNiteFantasy© My love is a ship made of dreams Propelled by my heart and the billowing sails made of my longing soul. My pounding desire is the crimson flag atop a mast of my intention telling you of my coming. I sail to you on the currents of ether voyaging beyond all linear reality into the realm of passion. I seek the harbor of your smile I long to dock this ethereal vessel in your awaiting arms and stay moored for the rest of eternity. Anchored and loved. I am home in your port.

The Wind
"The Wind" To recall a past life, A life when I was normal A life that was somewhat charming, A life when pain was informal. Blowing gently against my skin, Is the force of the wind. Awakening my youthful soul, As I chase the falling leaves again. Forgetting if for only a moment, What life is like for me now, A heart made up of sorrow, And the shattering pain somehow. To kiss each day the way I want to, With a peaceful, easy glow. And go to bed each night, Not feeling the pain I know. Yet the nightmares persist, In the most agonizing way, The hopelessness, and depression, Again, My life has been delayed. I desperately try to be patient, Time after time, year after year, I am running out of wind, For the cure is nowhere near.

If Only Tonight
"If Only Tonight" Staring into outerspace As I count the shimmering stars Imagining what you look like, And wondering where you are. I feel the breeze gently whisper "He's closer than you know. Don't wander too far in search, Love doesn't want you to go.". As the fire burns brighter, I slowly close my emerald eyes. Our hearts miles from one another, Yet near enough to almost synchronize. I refuse to give up hope, My heart speaks the words too clear That love will find us one day soon, And erase our cautions of fear. Dream with me if only tonight... Beneath the light of the starry sky. We'll passionately fall fast in love... As the shooting stars fly by.

Star Spangled Auction
Hi everybody i'm in my second auction. if you would like to own me click on the pic below. Happy Bidding. BTW, while you're there, show the hostess some love. she's a wonderful woman that i am proud to call my friend.

Lonely Hearts
"Lonely Hearts" Lonely hearts gather here Thirsty for someone especially dear. They're looking for their soul mate, Attempting one last chance at fate. Some will gracefully bow out Lay around and simply pout. Others will leave crying tonight, Not willing to put up the slightest fight. Lonely hearts are somewhat scared, They aren't fond of being dared. They often like to play the field, While tightly clinching to their sheild. If only they understood why And gave their heart time to fly, A true treasure they'd surely find So easy, pure and eternally devine. Two hearts broken and ripped apart, Pick up the pieces to make one heart. Lonely hearts then soon feel whole, Body, mind, spirit and soul.

Latest 'mum' Update.........
Hi there I hope all is well and good in your world, I thought i would post an update on my mum's condition as i have had such tremendous support from my fu-friends. Mum is out of hospital as of this morning (sat July 5th), i actually get a 'day off' as my sister is spending the entire day and most of the evening with mum. The doctors have given mum some tablets to clear the fluid from her lungs and rest of body so it makes the 'work' easier for her heart.She will have to live with the left-sided failure as they said there isn't much they can do for it. Her chest infection has cleared up thanks to the bombardment of oral and IV antibiotics and she has been on (and has one to use at home) a nebuliser 4 times a day to help 'open' her airways. The doctors decided that her only chance to beat this cancer is to continue with the chemo so as her infection had gone and her cough had cleared they gave her the liquid chemo Thursday and she will have the tablet form on Tuesday 9th

Two Angels
My parents were married for over 62 years. I wrote this one when my Dad passed away last year only a year after he knew I was cancer free. I think he would approve. "Two Angels" I think I've found my purpose, The reason God let me live, The plan was a devine one, As it allows us both to give. He brought me home to you, And it's here that I will reside. Holding your hand in mine, My heart always by your side. He knew we were both alone, And needed each other so. He told me that I could choose, That I did not have to go. I think I've found the reason... That he chose you for me, As he saw two graceful angels, With broken wings, down on their knees. He straightened their golden halos, And then gently repaired their graceful wings, So they would have the strength together, To soar through life and all that it may bring. This major plan was well thought out, For he would trust no other... So that one day the young angel might be... Half as angellic a

So Red The Rose
So Red the Rose by LateNiteFantasy© So red the rose that is waiting to be loved Grown on thorny stem with green-leafed glory to gown her. She waits. She reaches toward the Sun petals beginning to open like the flowering of a virgin wanton in her desires to be kissed with warmth. Around her are her sisters coming to life even as she comes to life. Some older drop their velvet garb to offer the Wisdom of Life to those newly arrived. Some even younger just starting to shed those early dresses of innocence to ready themselves for the licentiousness of maturity. Oh but our sweetly scented darling preens for the attention of the Day— Licked by the heat of Nature’s desire. Such are her passions that their lusts have forever left her to blush. So red is our rose waiting to be loved.

The Hood......
It had been weeks since I last seen you. It seemed each time I saw you, you had grown and learned more in the ways of controlling me. And now I waited and hungered for you. Hungered for your touch, your caress and yes for the evitable pain that would come with each visit. The house dead and silent the only sound of the occasional passing car sliced into the loneliness. Hours before I had began to prepare for your arrival. Stripping nude and stepping into the cold shower. The icy water attacked my pale flesh. The goose bumps rising along my skin only made me work faster. Going over my legs and pussy twice to ensure their smoothness. I knew that if you found a single hair it would be removed with a pair of tweezers and my bare bottom would be on the receiving end of your paddle. Not wishing to linger in the frigid water I turned the facets off and began to dry off. Brushing out my long red silk hair. Watching in the mirror as each tangle was released until there was nothing but shine

Short Sweet Love Poem
Short Sweet Love Poem by LateNiteFantasy© Short Sweet Love Poem I want to taste that cotton candy desire from your skin Drizzle honey down your spine so that my tongue can play along that sweetened trail I long to inhale the spices from your pores Kiss the cherries from your lips And drink the nectar from you until we're both too sated to move.

Unevenly Tainted World
"Unevenly Tainted World" Surviving this world so unevenly tainted, The colors are various shades of gray, Never knowing what tomorrow holds, The canvas is in such disarray. Survival teaches you patience, Which most will never come to know. Courage pours like a fine red wine, Although your sanity begins to go. You live one day at a time, Taking each one on as your last. Your strength has dwindled to zero, You have no time to worry about the past. The walls continue to close in, You become delirious as well as unaware. Life's priorities are suddenly rearranged... As you regroup and simply compare. You haven't the energy to stand alone, This is when it becomes clear... You only have your faith in God, Even when so many others are near. This unevenly tainted world... Suddenly becomes a thrilling masterpiece to view. Splattered drops of blue are signs of borrowed time When God's tears have been shed for you.

A Poem...from My Freind Casey...
CONFORMation With all intentions to do my best, my heart still hangs low in my chest. Dreams and visions of a normal life, having kids and a wife, seems need not apply. I don't know why, I can't be entertained by the norm. I just can't conform, to this life of a mundane exiztance. No parties or prom and dance. There arn't fun things that are normal. I'd rather be naked than formal. Out in the woods is the life for me, were i can be me and free. Atleast the air out there is clean. Were true life can be seen, not through the exhaust of a car, for life to be seen afar. The things in life that bother me, is this thing we ALL call society. Casey James Schilling Copyright ©2008 Casey James Schilling

My Love's Canvas
My Love's Canvas by LateNiteFantasy© A canvas as smooth as silk beneath my fingertips: You sit and so unknowingly contribute to the fire of wanting in my brain. You let me paint you. And as I touch brush to skin I feel alive with desire. How could you know that touching you --nay, simply being near you-- sparks the kindling of my heart? That drum held captive in my ribcage Pounds out a steady rhythm like Africa where all things are wild and free. Sensual. My hands shake as I hold your hand; Cup your chin to hold your face still, Even though it is I who quivers as the longing races through me. I never want the moment to end. I would paint you forever so long as I could touch you. Be beside you. Close. And make a ritual of loving you.

Without You
Without You I could continue this lie... In this bed of thorns with you, While the tears flow ever so quietly, Making my snow white pillow blue. But I've been through the pain, The battle of hearts twisting my mind, And I'm afraid once again My trust is in a dangerous bind. Two years have slowly passed, With the thoughts of you swelling. Asking "God, Why me?" All the while hopelessly dwelling. Today, Here without you, I have a few important things to say. Tomorrow, the sun will shine brightly upon me, As my heart gladly left you yesterday. I owe you absolutely nothing. I am truly very blessed. My heart is finally healing, And my mind and body at rest. I don't miss you any more, Nor your words of deceit. Forever... without you, The "Battle Of Hearts" is complete!

Riders On The Storm
Riders on the Storm by LateNiteFantasy© And we played The Doors while entwined Riders on the Storm echoed in my brain and I felt the rain Fall onto my naked body as I made love to you. There was no rain…only sweat and love… But I still felt the rain wet my back The song is infectious. It rings out with sex And we ring out with sex You and I. Your lips on mine Your lips on my neck Your lips Everywhere. There is no feeling in the world as intense as fucking in the rain. There is no feeling in the world as wonderful As being held by you While the downpour rips into our bodies like God. The flash of lightning Is your passion. The drums thunder through us Thunder that is not real and yet so real Vibrates through us. Vibrates us. We are spent. Lulled by music.

Butterflies Flew
I wrote this after meeting Hammerin' Dave for the first time. "Butterflies Flew" The first encounter was near perfection, No expectations, no rejection. Neither of us were judgemental, Our paths crossed quite unaccidental. Your smile, your patience, your gentle touch, We talked, we laughed, we smiled so much. I've never felt so alive inside, No doubts, no fear, no reason to hide. Mixed emotions filled my heart, Sadness entered when we had to part. But the rest, it was all good. Butterflies flew like I once knew they could. The stars I mentioned were in your eyes, Not the ones in the black April skies. I could get lost in those loving arms, Your humor, your voice, all your charms. I wish I could see you again tonight, Being near you would make it all alright. I can't wait for that first sweet kiss, For In my heart... It's you I miss!

This Natural High
"This Natural High" Inspired by and dedicated to Hammerin' Dave Shooting stars surround us in this magic land, Fate gently grabs hold and takes us by the hand. It leads us to an island, a coastal paradise, Surrounded by the waves of love, healing is now suffice. The sound of your heart beating strong next to mine, Pours sweet emotions as fine as vintage wine. It fills my body, mind, and soul to the very rim, My heart wildly dreams of you, the rare and right gem. The clouds are static, and the blue skies turned to black, I'd never want to stop or turn the clock back. The stars up above us could never compare, To the stars in your eyes with each little stare. The only thing better than those windows of your soul, Is the way you simply make my broken heart feel whole. Next, I like being in your arms wrapped tight, Nothing could ever feel so overwhelmingly right. I love waking up to you and your smile each blessed day, You bring sunshine to this journey in ev

The Great Pretender
The Great Pretender In a trans I sit alone, Terrified to come out of my shell. The pain rotates twenty-four, seven. I stay focused as my muscles rebel. I think positive, cheerful thoughts, As I have for the past nine years. I wake up and smile just to be alive, Night falls, I sleep a trail of tears. I greet others with a happy face, My family, my friends, strangers as well. For they need not know the tragedies Of this invisible prison in which I dwell. I still pray, but not for strength. I still question, though recieve no clue. I still hope, yet feel hopeless. I still laugh, even when I'm blue. My suffering will end by the grace of God, My body turned to fiery cinder. No more hiding the pain or tear drops... The lone dream of the great pretender.

Life Itself
Hmmm. Where to begin? My life is so crazy. But I think it's suppost to be. If only I could escape some things, I'd be ok. But hey a real woman faces all fears, right? So bounty up....I reckon I'll face em. Well, just had to get that off my chest. Anyone care to comment can.......

First Time You See Or Meet Someone.
Ok its what happens when we've met a person for the first time, we start to label or judge them just by what we see. The way they talk,walk,act,look,dress,smell you get what I'm saying right? Well its not always the best thing to do! Why? If you do you might not see them for who they really are but for what you thought they are! TRUE OR FALSE?

Chronic You
Chronic You There will be no more chronic you... Stabbing my heart of gold. There will be no more us... As the story is told. There will be no more pain. There will be no more sorrow. I will live my life for me, For it is not for you to borrow. 48 days from yesterday, There was no more chronic you. And 62 years from tomorrow, I'll still be free of feeling blue. I have kissed you goodbye, Erased you from my mind, You do not exist... It is only me this time. There'll be no more distress, No crying in the rain. No broken, bleeding hearts, No chronic you to blame!

Summer Moon
"Summer Moon" This summer will bring the warmth, The warmth that my heart desires. Deleting all that's behind me... The shallow people and etched memoirs. The sunlight will kiss me freshly As it gently tans my pale skin, Allowing me to somehow feel The vibrance of life again. When the day has politely ended, The sunset disappears beyond the clouds. The beach is suddenly empty, The crashing waves await a new crowd. The faceless, summer moon appears, Amongst an elusive, pitch black sky. Sparkling stars shine above like diamonds And beneath it all is where I lie. The full moon's rays fill my spontaneous mind. It's anxious glare fills my pores. The wonder of moonlight hugs me now, As I slowly walk to the edge of the shore. The summer moon remains faceless, Although this July it's magically bright, Whisped away by footloose dreams, Alone, I fade carelessly into the night.

Only Here For A Little While
(Chorus) Gonna hold who needs holdin' Mend what needs mendin' Walk what needs walkin' Though it means an extra mile Pray what needs prayin' Say what needs sayin' Cause we're only here for a little while Today I stood singin' songs and sayin' Amen Saying goodbye to an old friend who seemed so young He spent his life workin' hard to chase a dollar Putting off until tomorrow the things he should have done Made me start thinking "What's the hurry, why the runnin'? I don't like what I'm becoming, gonna change my style Take my time and I take it all for granted " Cause we're only here for a little while (repeat chorus) Let me love like I'll never see tomorrow Treat each day as though it's borrowed Like it's precious as a child Whoa, take my hand Let us reach out to each other Cause we're only here for a little while (repeat chorus)

One Good Love
It took a while for me to know what I was looking for and every heart I’ve ever know has left me wanting more One good love can turn it all around take hold of a restless heart and lead it back to solid ground you can search the world for happiness and never get enough when all you really need to find is one good love I’ve followed all life’s pleasures to wherever they would lead but someone I can treasure is all I really need One good love can turn it all around take hold of a restless heart and lead it back to solid ground one good love can take you to the light with just one touch you can’t forget a thousand empty nights you can search the world for happiness and never get enough when all you really need to find is one good love You can search the world for happiness and never get enough when all you really need to find is one good love One good love

Purple Passion
"Purple Passion" I like the color purple, it's my favorite you see, I can't get enough, It's a passion with me. Divided by green, and bundles of blue, God's canvas was kissed by purple and you. Shades of purple are seldomly found, Sprinkled like salt, to brighten the world so round. Before God found the seventh day too much, He found the royal color added an elegant touch. He placed it accordingly to his final plan, To surprise and marvel what he called man. In flowers, rainbows, and sunsetting rays, The brilliance of purple adds joy to our days. In numerous ways, it almost always fades, The hot sun fades deep purple to various shades. Each one always brings me a cheerful smile, Makes my imagination wander that extra mile. If I could paint my heart a color besides red, I'd surely choose deep metallic purple instead. I'd wear purple lipstick to kiss you passionately all over, While we playfully roll in fragrant fields of purple clover.

You Wanted Her, You Got Her....the Bitch Just Took Over Here!!!!
Well I'm dropping the hammer here so if you can't take the heat....you know the rest....Unless I gotta write it out in crayon for those of you who can't figure it out.... Get you're azz out the kitchen!!!! I'm done....Done with the liars, the users, the manipulators, the haters, and everything else!!!! Man up tell me to my face if you got a problem, that is unless you aren't man enough!!!! Oh yeah and, how bout ya keep your, wives, girlfriends, flavors of the week(for use of nicer terms there) off of me, considering you're the one who's coming over to step up to me!!!! I guess it's a free country to all but me though ain't that right???? Somehow I manage to piss off these so called women, by not actually doing anything or bringing it on, but yet your men somehow find their way here and that's somehow my fault!!!! I'm nice to people who are nice to me, plain and simple!!!! If you don't want your man trolling around, I guess maybe you need to remedy that somehow, now don't yo

Make Me Prophet!!!
MY HAPPY HOUR TOMMOROW AT 9 A.M FU TIME!!MAKE ME PROPHET!!BLING ME TILL YOU CANT BLING ME NO MORE!!!I'M BLING CRAZY!I WILL RETURN ALL LOVE LIKE I ALWAYS DO:)MAKE THIS A HAPPY HOUR THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET!! whå† måkê§ mê §êx¥~*~Owner Of LÏVÏÑ ÐÃ Ð®∃ÃM Always ~N~ 4ever**@ fubar A SPECIAL THANK YOU GOES OUT TO CHUCKIIBOO!!!THANK YOU FOR THE GIFT BOO! YOU ARE TRULY AN AMAZING MAN!TY FOR ALL YOU DO FOR EVERYONE BOO!WE ALL LUV YA LOTS!IF YOUR NOT FRIENDS WITH CHUCKII YET YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOUR MISSING!HE ROCKS THE FU!GO F/R/A HIM!!!!!BLING HIM!RATE ALL HIS STUFF!LOTS OF PPL GO THROUGH LIFE HAVING NOT MET A TRUE FRIEND!AND I'M BLESSED TO HAVE HAD THE CHANCE IN LIFE TO HAVE CHUCKII AS MY FRIEND/FAM! chuckiiboo is GREEN LANTERN of the JLA@ fubar GET ON IT!SPANK US BOTH REAL HARD!!!! ALSO THANK YOU TO MY OWNERS BEDROCK AND DMAN!AND TO THE ONE'Z I FU OWN LIVIN AND JINX!!!ALL OF MY FRIENDS ROCK THE FU!!CHECK OUT MY TOP FAMILY AND FRIENDS ON MY PAGE!THERE ALL REAL TRUE FRIENDS

Salt And Lime
"Salt And Lime" Who knows what tomorrow holds Or where we might each be The lighted path is long and narrow, It's hard right now to see. I'll never ask you to stop dreaming... Regardless of you and I. I'll keep my feet on the ground, While your head's off in the sky. Their may be a fork in the road, When we eventually have to part. If that happens anytime soon, Just be sure to take my heart. I know we each have our share of worries, Nothing at all time won't fix. With just a little rock-n-roll music, Some Boston or maybe some Styx. Just take "US" as we come, babe, One precious day at a time. The rest will be history... With a little salt and lime.

How To Own Me!!
Would you like to own me? Well, I'm in another Auction... Come by and bid on me... R770770 Fu-Owns me until July 27th... and YOU can own me from July 11th to August 11th... If you're lucky enough!!! Stop on by, place a bid, come show me love, and I'll return it any way i can!! MWAZ!!!

Fund Raising Fubucks Auction For Dina Rocks
FUNDRAISING FUBUCKS AUCTION Trying to raise fubucks funds for spotlight... I've been donating almost every fubuck i have to everyone else for spotlight.. and now it's my turn:) My friends rock. A few of my friends have donated some stuff. Go check it out, show sum fubar love, & bid on them. list of just a few names: Pâµ|@ fubar CANADIAN ®- MR. SWEETNESS - SWEETHEART♥ FU OWNED BY IRISH SWEETHEART!@ fubar KENO...Owner Of the KO Girls Owned by Princess Beakers@ fubar *Thump☆Star*™|CWP Radio|@ fubar Philemon - fu-owned by Guidomedic!@ fubar If interested in helping me out & can't donate. you can also donate your services. salutes, graphics etc.. to be auctioned off.. contact me through message if you'd like to join. If interested in bidding please click the pic below to check them all out. it should send you to the auction folder. i'll be adding more stuff as we go along. so if there's anything you might want and isen't l

The Battle Of 4th Of July
It was very pirate of me to have this little fight with the other BBQ people. What happened was that we had a BBQ on the 4th of July. Big party, lots to eat. Later in the day, we had visitors. A lady brought her kid over from the other BBQ next to us and started taking food. She would tell her kid, "Quick, grab a plate... take some of this... and this... and that..." When some asked her why she was here, or who invited her over, she said something like, "Oh, that girl over, umm... I forget where she is, but a girl said it was fine..." Big liar. She probably ran out of food at her own BBQ and wanted to take ours. But, what got to us was that it didn't happen just that one time. More uninvited guests came by. Sometimes alone, sometimes in small groups. Yes, we had plenty of food, but, they didn't have to just come in and take it, claim that they know a guy, and take our food. My friend called them out on it. He sent a couple of people back, and he was still angry. Then, that's w

Beauty From Pain
Beauty From Pain Life is far from simple. Soul searching for numerous years, I found myself often wondering Why I kept shedding all the tears. I've cried my share of oceans, Deep purple and Hawaiian blue. But something wonderful happened... The day that I left you. I realized you never loved me, It was all just a game. Reality whispered in my ear "To him it's all the same!. Fish don't need bicycles... Don't waste your precious time. Try relaxing in the summer sun With a Margarita, salt and lime." Reality clearly spoke the truth, As I watched the waves roll in. My drink was cold like you, And the sun warmed my heart again. In the end, I owe it all to you, Realizing selfish people simply have no place. But beauty from pain I grasp on to... And I surrender to with grace.

The New Baby Is Here
Hi everyone...I just wanted to let you all know that on July 3, 2008 at 2:48pm, AnnaLee was born...she was 8 weeks early so she was very tiny...she weighed 3 lbs and 13 ounces...she was 16 1/2 inches long. She will more then likely have to spend time here at the hospital up to 4 weeks to get her stable enough to come home..she really is doing good though she has not needed to be on any machines that help her breath she has been doing it on her own since birth. the only thing really wrong is that she is being given oxygen just to help her out some and she is also on a tube that goes thru her cord to feed her and anything else that she may need with meds or blood draw...this may sound like some really bad stuff but really in the long run it isnt...she could have SOOOOOOO much more that is wrong with her and i thank god everyday that a new miracle has occured in my life. if you have any more questions about her feel free to send me a message.

Who Is She...
Who is this person who captures me? that takes me from my reality.... who is this woman who has stole my soul... and completely tantalized me? She came from out of nowhere... she stole my reasons... my security.... she opened my heart and lead me out of this darkness. who is she? She is a savior, a saint... the true meaning of heaven on earth. I see beyond myself when she is near... I face things I once feared all because of one person? Who is she? She knows she is clear on who she is... what she has done. She is... She is my heart.

The Football Incident
Today was the 4th of July... the birthday of the world's rowdiest and irresponsable countries in the world. I spent the day with my brother, his wife, and a group of old friends. There was a big BBQ, lots of food, lots of sodas, an X-Box with the Rock Band game, and a whole lot of other games. I spent the day rekindling friendships with friends I haven't seen since college. Many of our conversations went on like, "Dude! Remember that time when _____..." I made new friends, and it was just a nice day. While my brother and I were playing and throwing a football around, I found another one. It wasn't really new, but it had the SDSU logo on the side. I threw it to my brother, and he liked it. He kept looking at me and said throughout the day that he liked it. So did I. It's a good ball. Eventually, his wife's conscience got to her and she made him lose the ball. Instead, I grabbed it, and put it in the trunk of my car. My reasoning is, "She's not my wife. She doesn't have the powe

The Fu-social Experiment
"Women have it so easy..." "Guys have to work harder than women to level up..." "Women just get VIPs and Blasts while we have to buy our own..." Ever heard of those arguments in the Lounges, MUMMs, Bulletins, Blogs, Shoutbox, or wherever? There really is truth behind this. I do not only teach, but I am also a student. It's true. I am taking Sociology courses. A big part of being a Sociologist is research and studies. Say that you are being studied on your free-throw accuracy and having someone take notes of how often you make the free-throws in a game of Basketball. The researcher tells you, "Don't mind me. No pressure. I'm just taking notes on how often you make your shots." Isn't that just a foreshadowing that you have an audience and that you feel you have to do better for the sake of science? I sure feel that. I'd be nervous and miss a lot of shots. Now, think of a study where no one knows that they're not being studied. Think of that movie called The Truman Show.

My First Contest
CALLING ALL LADIES THIS IS THE SUMMER OF 2008 BIKINI BASH THAT WILL LAST 30 DAYS YOU MUST HAVE A CLEAN CUT BIKINI, NO NSFW PICS WILL BE ALLOWED BUT VERY SEXY POSES IS BEST FULL SHOTS A PLUS. THE WAYS ITS GOING TO WORK IS AS FOLLOWS 1. MOST RATES FROM 7/15/08-8/15/08 15K FUBUCKS 2. 15K COMMENTS 3 DAY BLAST 3. 30K COMMENTS 7 DAY BLAST 4. 50K COMMENTS 30 DAY BLAST 5. 75K COMMENTS HH PASS I NEED ATLEAST 15 CONTESTANTS. THE CONTEST WILL NOT START TILL I HAVE RECEIVED ALL 15 CONTESTANTS PICS. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO TO BE IN THE THE CONTEST IS EMAIL ME LETTING ME KNOW YOU WANT IN IT AND YOU WILL HAVE TO HAVE THE PIC YOU WANT IN YOUR DEFAULT FOLDER AND I WILL RIP IT AND THEN WHEN I AM ALL FULL. I THEN WILL LET YOU KNOW THAT THE CONTEST HAS BEGUN AND YOU CAN START HAVING FUN. GOOD LUCK TO ALL CONTESTANTS LETS MAKE THIS A BLAST

I Taught Myself To Live Simply
I taught myself to live simply and wisely, to look at the sky and pray to God, and to wander long before evening to tire my superfluous worries. When the burdocks rustle in the ravine and the yellow-red rowanberry cluster droops I compose happy verses about life's decay, decay and beauty. I come back. The fluffy cat licks my palm, purrs so sweetly and the fire flares bright on the saw-mill turret by the lake. Only the cry of a stork landing on the roof occasionally breaks the silence. If you knock on my door I may not even hear.

I Just Uploaded Manynew Photos
I HAVE ENANCED MY PHOTO LIBRARY CONSIDERABLY THIS EVENING. ADDING MAN DIFFERENT ASPECTSOF MY LIFE. I HAVE UPLOADED VIDEOS ON MYSPACE AD YOUTUBE THAT I ACTUALLY SING IN. AND I CANT SING WELL SO CHECK EM OUT AND ENJOY JIMMY

Y Does Everyone Hate Me Or Baned Me
Today try to go friend page and found out was blocked never did anything to her. Then I went to auction see if won anyone and come to fine out i was back door. The host told this person to bid same as me and let her win her instead of me. Then top off i went to this guy page never knew or did anything to expct bid and got ban from there. what am doing worng? does any care or even want me on the site anymore i will leave if that what yaw want

I'm Trouble...
That song by Amy Winehouse comes to mind when it comes to my behavior lately. I am going through a bit of a Demon Days kind of thing at the moment. Has anyone else but me been through them? Here's the best way to describe what Demon Days is. In cartoons, there come times when a decision must be made, and their conscience comes up. There's a good one (Angel) and a bad one (Demon) that appears on their shoulders respectively to give advice. Now, what I mean about Demon Days is that when I come to a decision when I can do something good or bad, the bad seems to always win since it's just more fun. With that in mind, it explains my current fu-social experiment, the Football Incident, and the "Battle Of 4th Of July." Haven't heard of those yet? Then, allow me to spin you a yarn over yonder, mate...

Sin Wagon
We're Gonna Do Some Mattress Dancing so bust out the Handcuffs and Whipped Cream and Are you YOU up for the ride? Well then, just Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people (be sure to put Sin Wagon in your friend request!) and then send me (aGEM4life) a private message (no shouts please) saying that you have taken the ride and R/F/A everyone! **Please make sure you R/F back and if you have already done this in the past simply leave em a comment saying "Sin Wagon already R/F you".** You will then be added to the list of riders. We are all here to meet new people and have fun so we ask that there is No Drama please. '♡aGEM4life♡'Founder 'AngelGurl'Whip Cream Distributor 'Keith'Driver 'UnknownCowboy'Handcuff Inspector (For the Ladies Only!)

Forever My Friends
Happy Fourth Every one, okay fifth I'll drink to that. It just took e a little while to get to this, I was kinda busy tonight. Talking to new and old friends, doing my thing that my angels know so well, (yes mamah, I am taking it easy). I have to say I am very happy today,I got to talk to a lot of my old friends picked up some new ones, and chatted away for hours (though I was supposed to be doing some work, but I didn't mind, welcome break, even if it lasted oh, 8 hours). I really don't know where this is going, just probably one of my ramblings, but those who know me well are use to it. It is so good to celebrate the birth of America, because for all the problems and strife, there is no better country in the world to live in. The many people who touched my life today made me realize this in fact, no I knew it already, but it is the freedom of my spirit that I am talking about. My friends, all of them, came by today, some came and stayed for a while, some chatted away for a wh

Sin Wagon Members List (updated 7/4/08)
We're Gonna Do Some Mattress Dancing so bust out the Handcuffs and Whipped Cream and Are you YOU up for the ride? Well then, just Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people (be sure to put Sin Wagon in your friend request!) and then send me (aGEM4life) a private message (no shouts please) saying that you have taken the ride and R/F/A everyone! **Please make sure you R/F back and if you have already done this in the past simply leave em a comment saying "Sin Wagon already R/F you".** You will then be added to the list of riders. We are all here to meet new people and have fun so we ask that there is No Drama please. '♡aGEM4life♡'Founder 'AngelGurl'Whip Cream Distributor 'Keith'Driver 'UnknownCowboy'Handcuff Inspector (For the Ladies Only!)

True Friends
i know here in computer land its hard to tell a true friend but im finding if u look hard enough u can find them not the kind that say im here well till theres to much to get involved in i mean real true friends that really r here when there is to much to be involved in & when u find those people dont take them for granted tell them they are special everyday

Love
You Are Fairly Abnormal in Love When it comes to love, you definitely have your own take on things. You love and hurt like everyone else, but your expectations and rules are different. It may make it hard for you to feel understood. People don't really get where you're coming from. Why You Are Normal in Love You are normal because you believe more than one soulmate is possible. You are normal because you had your first boyfriend or girlfriend before you were 15. Why You Aren't Normal in Love You are abnormal because you don't believe a long distance relationship can work. You are abnormal because you have been in love with two people at the same time. Are You Normal in Love?

To All The Girls Who Look Past The Nice Guys
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Us Marks Independence Day With Fireworks, Revelry
By COLLEEN LONG, Associated Press Writer 53 minutes ago NEW YORK - The nation's largest fireworks display exploded in a spectrum of color over the East River, temporarily stealing the spotlight from New York's world-famous skyline and helping to create a brilliant end to a day of July Fourth celebrations nationwide. More than 3 million people had been expected to attend the New York display, though no crowd estimates were immediately given. It had been moved south along the river this year so onlookers could get a better view of the skyline. Spectators thronged the riverfront in a light rain, some holding red, white and blue umbrellas. Edwin Aleman staked out his viewing spot in the Williamsburg section of Brooklyn hours before the show. "These are million-dollar views," he told WNYW-TV. "This is what New York City is all about: the views, the skyline." More than 35,000 shells sparkled, arched, spiked and fanned over the river during the half-hour show, launched fro

Personality
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP) Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Repost: To All The Girls That Look Past The Nice Guys
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

You're It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My friends and family are most important in my life. 2. I'm usually more awake at night. 3. Music helps me deal with emotions. 4. I want a tattoo but have no clue to what I would want on me for the rest of my life. 5. I still live at home. 6. I am a middle child. 7. I think Fall and Spring are the best seasons of the year... 8. Vodka is my drink of choice. 9. I was supposed to be born dead. 10. I love thunderstorms. 11. And I want to chase a tornado one day....with someone that's experienced in chasing. 12. Sitting in the dark and just being mellow listening to music is a must. 13. I miss

Virus Warning
URGENT TWO SUBJECT LINES TO BEWARE OF: BETTER SAFE THAN SORRY. READ AND HEED. PLEASE INFORM EVERYONE Emails with pictures of Osama Bin-Laden hanged are being sent and the moment that you open these emails your computer will crash and you will not be able to fix it! If you get an email along the lines of 'Osama Bin Laden Captured' or 'Osama Hanged', don't open the attachment. This e-mail is being distributed through countries around the globe, but mainly in the US and Israel Be considerate & send this warning to whomever you know. PLEASE FORWARD THIS WARNING AMONG FRIENDS, FAMILY AND CONTACTS: You should be alert during the next days: Do not open any message with an attached file called 'Invitation' regardless of who sent it. It is a virus that opens an Olympic Torch which 'burns' the whole hard disc C of your computer. This virus will be received from someone who ha

Libertis First Fourth Of July
with the sound of the first boom i turned to liberti thinking that i would see the tears rolling and the lips puckering..in stead i saw the biggest smile a baby could have and the biggest eyes in the world..not once did she whimper not once did she shead a tear.i however cried through the whole thing cause this year just was not the same..she did such a wonderful job. i thought the noise alone would scare her cause we were pretty close .she was such a good strong baby. i only wish i could have been as strong as her.looking at her i could see her daddy just plain as day.the whole night would have had a whole other meaning to t if we only had him here with us.mommie is so proud of you liberti jo.you did not let them big loud fireworks get you down..awesome job baby girl

When
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You.

I Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

Love Is ...
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

A Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

There's Gonna Be Fireworks
When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights; that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to the

Cubzfan50613 On Yim
Todd hi shawna whats up tonite? Shawna nada..what's up with you Todd just sittin here being bored Shawna Noneya same here thinking about going to bed Todd i see you wanna join me in my bed? Shawna excuse me? come on now..i dont even know you like that *angry smiley* Todd true, but it would be fun Shawna Noneya maybe for you *yawn smiley* Todd trust me i would make sure u enjoyed it **AND HERE IS WHERE I CALL BULLSHIT BECAUSE SOOO MANY GUYS SAY THIS TIRED ASS LINE KNOWING DAMN WELL IT'S NOT TRUE.** **AND HERE IS WHERE HE TELLS ON HIMSELF...SEE I KNEW IT WASNT TRUE!!!!** Todd well my penis only lasts about 10 minutes... but my tongue lasts for hours I had chatted with this guy once or twice last summer and I guess he had me on his yahoo still. He wasnt on mine. Grr, it just makes me want to meet up with this stupid fucker so I can bitch slap him.

Unwelcome Silence
Unwelcome Silence The television flickers from across the room. Nothing but lights and noise, it doesn't really matter anymore what is on... just something to keep me from totally losing it. The children are gone and the walls do nothing but stare back at me. My Love, You are so fresh, it seems like mere minutes have passed. I've lost track of time but the memories don't fade. I immerse myself in the countless moments that have become the only thing that holds meaning for me anymore. We were more than just two souls that found one another; we were a stream of precious little slices in time. Some were truly joyous, some were less so, but all made their contribution to what was the best part of my life. They were all a part of you, and you were the best part of my life… no, you are my life. It’s as though nothing truly existed before our first meeting. I existed inside a cocoon desperately waiting for you to appear and relea

My Mother
Not a lot of you know at the moment, but by mother is very sick right now. And I've been at home taking care of her for the past few weeks, since my Father is not currently here. He's gone elsewhere because of work, and my sister doesn't live close by. So, if I'm not on very often, this is way. And for my 2nd Alarm Hottie family, I'm very sorry about my inactivity. If you would like to make me just a regular member, and not a recruiter, that is completely fine and understandable, as I haven't been able to uphold my duties because of this. As long as I'm a member of the hotties, that's what matters :) Because you guys are so great. You're always helpful, never rude and always there when needed! And I really do appreciate it! Thank you so much! I'll give an update when I can. I promise! --Ashton

Women And Heart Attacks
Subject: Women and Heart Attacks. Important to read. Could save your life Subject: Fwd: Women and Heart Attacks Passing this on. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- FEMALE HEART ATTACKS I was aware that female heart attacks are different, but this is the best description I've ever read. Women and heart attacks (Myocardial infarction) Did you know that women rarely have the same dramatic symptoms that men have when experiencing heart attack...you know, the sudden stabbing pain in the chest, the cold sweat, grabbing the chest & dropping to the floor that we see in the movies. Here is the story of one woman's experience with a heart attack. 'I had a completely unexpected heart attack at about 10:30 pm with NO prior exertion, NO prior emotional trauma that one would suspect might've brought it on. I was sitting all snugly & warm on a cold evening, with my purring cat in my lap, reading an i

Rip
Your the one that was there for me when things were hard. You listened to my tears and to my fears. You always let me know that it was going to be ok. But now I sit here and wonder if things will ever be ok again. I try and not think of you being gone, just that its been a while since ive seen you. But I cant pretend anymore. The tears just fall, the pain still feels as raw as the day it happend. Im scared and Im lost, no one understands me the way you do. I have so many fears and doubts and no where to let them loose. I hate God for taken you and I love him at the same time. Knowing if you were here you would be in pain, but knowing your gone hurts. I hate myself for not saying goodbye, for being to scared and running. I wish I would have stayed and told you I Loved You. Or that everything was going to be ok, why couldn't I be as strong as you were. You were hurting and I ran from you. ........

He Has Someone..
He is resuming an old relationship with his ex girl Lacey. Maybe now he will be nicer since he will be getting some ass. Whew! Is it sick that I'm relieved?? LOL I'm actually happy for him as she seems to be a nice girl. I hope this divorce finalizes soon as that was her biggest problem with their relationship. Anyway, had to blog about that because for those who know me that is a big weight off my shoulders. Because now he will be leaving me alone. YEAH!

What A Disgrace
Subject: What a Disgrace Here ARE STRONG, POWERFUL AND COURAGEOUS WORDS COMING FROM A RETIRED COLONEL. AND READ WHAT LINCOLN HAD TO SAY AT THE END. WOW! 33 Senators Voted Against English as America 's Official Language on June 6, 2007. On Wed. 6 June 2007 23:35:23 - 0500 Colonel Harry Riley , USA , Ret. wrote: Senators: Your vote against an amendment to the Immigration Bill 1348....to make English America's official language is astounding. On D-Day, no less, when we honor those that sacrificed in order to secure the bedrock, character and principles of America , I ca n only surmise your vote reflects a loyalty to illegal aliens. I don't much care where you come from. What your religion is. Whether you're black, white, or some other color...male or female...... Democrat, Republican or Independent. ....... But I do care when you are a United States Senator representing Citizens of America ....and Vote against English as the official language of the United States

Cb Superman's Auction
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Hell, Defined. . .an Old Classic. . .
HELL EXPLAINED BY CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today.

Blonde Mortician
A man who just died is delivered to a local mortuary wearing an expensive, expertly tailored black suit. The female blonde mortician asks the deceased's wife how she would like the body dressed. She points out that the man does look good in the black suit he is already wearing. The widow, however, says that she always thought her husband looked his best in blue, and that she wants him in a blue suit. She gives the Blonde mortician a blank check and says, 'I don't care what it costs, but please have my husband in a blue suit for the viewing. ' The woman returns the next day for the wake. To her delight, she finds her husband dressed in a gorgeous blue suit with a subtle chalk stripe; the suit fits him perfectly . She says to the mortician, 'Whatever this cost, I'm very satisfied. You did an excellent job and I' m very grateful. How much did you spend?' To her astonishment, the blonde mortician presents her with the blank check.

Ever Wonder?
Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is "abbreviated" such a long word? Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"? Why is it that to stop Windows 98, you have to click on "Start"? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck

Why I Hate Drunk Bitches
i hate drunk bitches that think the superwomen when they drnk. IM really not a viloent person BUT OMG I love to fight and where i come from if I can get a drop ILL GETA PINT! JUST because I love to fish hunt 4 wheel and talk about classic cars DONT MAKE ME A BUTCH LESBO!! but u cant tell these drunk bitches..AT fab 4 fam reunion and these STRANGERS NOT FAM taking shit i cant do nothing but walk it off and remebre they are drunk but that no excuse to be an ass matter fact makes it even worse when they try to humilate me infrount of My FAMILY like that and teh asshole tat brought them dont have the decenty or respect for me to keep his hos in line.. NOW i got the fam eeping me prisoner in the rv in order to keep da peace THAT ALL good they ill all be asleep and tht when IL get them HOS> IM cut they hair and nair that shit kojak bald see whos the butch lesbo then. IM missing out on all the fun cause of them and it not FAIR> and I liable to go ahead and MESSE My

Thoughts On The Rights Of Humanity (part 2)
Now let us be moving on to other more controversial topics. Let us look at the next paragraph in that oh so well known (and often down-played) document: "That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness." Keeping this in mind let us step forward about one hundred years to the 1860's. Our country was in the throws of a bloody civil war. Ask the average American what this war was over and 9 out of 10 will tell you that it was to free african americans from slavery. But ask a historian and you'll be told that this was only part of the reason. Tensions between the north and the south ar

Our First 4th....
Well.....it's been a Long night(the 3rd) Kids came in from North Dakota late last night so when they got here we chilled, Momma got to catch up with Jessica and I got to know her and James, I am glad to say other then metting Jason, Lynns' oldest son, I have met 3/4 of my step kids and They are all WONDERFUL kids a lil crazy, but who ain't these days. We got up this morning shot the shit some more, Me and James got some fix-a-flat to fix my truck tire and Momma and Jessica went Grocery shopping, when they got back, The Ladies made a SLAMMIN Breakfast(while doing the Momma/Daughter getttin Ready deal), we all chilled, shot the shit till James and Jess left, Then Me and Momma took a nap :)~ The joys of being old...HAHA When we got up we went to see some fireworks, Not knowing we ended up on a Hill of I30 near Fort Worth and ended up seeing about 12 fireworks displays...IT WAS ABSOLUTELY AWESOME, I'm 40 and This has to have been the best 4th Of July I have Ever had!!

Bid On Me
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First Time..... Come Own Me
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The Brave Warriors
THE BRAVE WARRIORS They all fought for the Red, White and Blue. The white men, the black men, the Indians too. They were all heroes, or so it is said, When the blood flowed, it was all crimson red. They all fought for freedom, side by side, Some of them lived, and too many died. They were all valiant soldiers, every man, They gave what they had, to the last stand. We shouldn’t forget them, not one single soul, And we should make sure their story is told. They fought for the freedom of every man, Their bravery is known, across our great land. For those up in heaven, or hell here on Earth, We all thank our fathers, for our life since birth. They all are our heroes, a much treasured lot, And we should thank them for all we have got. So raise up your hands, give thanks to a-high For all the brave soldiers who lived and died. As our lives go on, and in freedom we live, We thank every soldier, for what he could give. was left for me by my sweet friend Sweet Mafia

Snow White & The Seven Dwarfs
Snow White & The Seven Dwarfs (A Political Fable) �� The seven dwarfs always left to go work in the mine early each morning. As always, Snow White stayed home doing her domestic chores. �� As lunchtime approached, she would prepare their lunch and carry it to the mine. �� One day as she arrived at the mine with the lunch, she saw that there had been a terrible cave-in. Tearfully, and fearing the worst, Snow White began calling out, hoping against hope that the dwarfs had somehow survived. 'Hello!...Hello!' she shouted. 'Can anyone hear me? Hello!' �� For a long while, there was no answer. Losing hope, Snow White again shouted, 'Hello! Is anyone down there?' �� Just as she was about to give up all hope, she heard a faint voice from deep within the mine, singing .... 'Vote for Obama! - Vote for Obama!' Snow White fell to her knees, crosse

Beefing Up My Mafia .. Play With Me!
Please add me on MYSPACE. I would play it here but the game isnt on FUBAR. http://myspace.com/exojuju I am trying to beef up my mafia. It is the funnest game I have ever played online. HELP ME .. just join me on myspace and add the application that is on my profile for MAFIA. Thanks! :)

Last Chance Before I Am Out Of The Calendar Contest Just Need One Rate
=== '*Redneck Angel*:Club Far,Outlaw$&Pu$$ycat$, DSC,SBG,Lollipop, Redneck Fam & Club United' wrote the following at '2008-07-04 19:30:35'.. > > PLEASE I AM SO BEHIND IN THIS CONTEST....ALL I NEED IS JUST ONE RATE.....PLEASE HELP ME MAKE IT IN THE CALENDAR GIRL CONTEST > > === 'MyZtErY--☆ ÐirtySouthCrew ☆--I.ß.I.C.' wrote the following at '2008-06-22 11:36:50'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi > > I'm in a calendar contest for rates only. > > Can you help me by clicking the pic > > and rating it for me? > > > > > > > > Thank you in advance > > > > Redneck Angel > > >

Club Far Strike Force Team List
TEAM STRIKEFORCE Captains : Addictive, MishNumber1 & Jennicense Greeters : SexyGranny1967 Promoter : Southern Stunna Addictive~CLUB FAR~@ fubar MishNumber1 ♥ Of BC FWC WISEUKF SUP Shadow Levelers & SBG. Club FAR Team Captain@ fubar Jennicense *Shadow Leveler* Club F.A.R. Strike Force Team Co-Capt.* Spanker* DSC Member*@ fubar SexyGranny1967 ♥ Shadow Leveler ♥ Club FAR ♥ S*U*P ♥ fu~owned by JONLEE74@ fubar Southern Stunna @ fubar Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~FU-ANGEL@ fubar Jackie{Asst chief promoter of fu luv bomb squad}[ClubFAR]~fu-owned by emt380~@ fubar Mickstatts- * WISEUKF* Club F.A.R.*

Bozo The Clown Dead
"LOS ANGELES - Larry Harmon, who turned the character Bozo the Clown into a show business staple that delighted children for more than a half-century, died Thursday of congestive heart failure. He was 83. His publicist, Jerry Digney, told The Associated Press he died at his home. Although not the original Bozo, Harmon portrayed the popular frizzy-haired clown in countless appearances and, as an entrepreneur, he licensed the character to others, particularly dozens of TV stations around the country..

Queen Robin's Auction!!
I've had so much fun being in other people's auctions, that I would like to do my own... So this is how it will go... Send me the link to the picture you would like to use, and what you want to offer your future owner, and we'll get this thing started!! I'd like to start it with in the next week, and I would like to have 10 people!!! (Not TOO many since this is my first ever auction!!) I won't require and entry fee, and no minimum bid... Send me a private message if you have any questions!! (repost please!!) MWAH!!! Love you all!!!

Chicago
CHICAGO Well, this isn’t a business trip that I really want to take, but I must. As I get on the plane, I start thinking of you. Is that because the last time I was in Chicago, I spent so much enjoyable time with you? I get in my seat and start to think about my business. It seemed we had just lifted off but now we were all ready at O’Hare Airport. Wow, I thought, must have been all my business thinking. I went to the Hertz’s pick up center and got my car and left the air port. On my way to the hotel, I thought , "Oh what the hell, I will call him." I dialed your number and it started to ring. Then I hear,"Hello," on the other end. Just the sound of your voice made my body rush. "Hello, Jack?", I said. "Yeah, who is this?"There was your sultry sexy voice again. "Jack honey, it is me Dee." "Dee where are you?", you asked me." Here in Chicago," I respond. "WOW! We have to get together," I heard you say. For a moment I froze. Just hearing you say that you wanted me in your own way made

Friday Night!!
First off - Happy Friday everyone!! I'm heading out to the bar with my cuz and meeting up with some other friends there - I plan on having a blast there!! I'm REALLY starting to enjoy the single life again ~*winks*~ sometimes I wish I had someone, but then I think that I don't wanna get caught up in the same thing I was in before. So until my "Mr. Right" decides to make his appearance in my life - it's PARTY TIME!!!! Have a great wknd everyone!! ~*hugs*~

Weeping Tears
THE LADY WHO WAITS IN THE FALLING SNOW, HUNGERS FOR THE LOST SOULS, SHE LAYS HER HEAD APON THE WIND, EARS WIDE WIDE THE SOUND OF CRYING WAILS, FOR THOSE WHO WOULD PASS ON, MOURNING THOSE WHO ARE LEFT BEHIND, HER EYE FILLED TO THE BRIMM WITH RAIN, A RAIN FROZEN TO ICE BY THE WAY OF MEN, FEAR NO LONGER MATTERING TO HER FOR HER HEART IS COLD, SHE STANDS GAURD OVER THOSE THAT ARE INNOCENT, GILDING THEIR EVERY MOVE, HELPING THEM FIND PEACE WHERE SHE COULD NOT, HER FEET WALK THE PATHS OF BROKEN DREAMS, THESE SHARDS OF GLASS THAT SHATTER WITH EACH STEP, EACH IN IT'S OWN WAY THE PAINS OF THOSE THAT SHE MUST WATCH, EACH PEACE A PART OF HER SOUL BEING PULLED FOR THE WORLD, EACH AN INTERNAL FIGHT FOR HER SAINTY, THE SOULS PASS BY FLOATING IN THE RIVER, SHE MUST COUNT FOR EACH ONE IN HIS OR HER TURN, BUT WHAT ABOUT HER MUST SHE STAY HER OWN HAND, MUST HER PAIN REMAIN IN THIS LAND FOR ALL TO SEE, THESE ARE HER PAIN FOR LOVE OF LIFE HERS HAS MUCH SORROW, T

My Legacy Continues!
Born on July 3, 2008 at 7:54 am Weighing in at 6 lbs 2 oz Standing at 19 3/4 in long I am introducing to you Larry Thomas Priest III (The future Casanova) Feel free to click through and rate and comment this photo seen above!

Choices......
A friend asked me the ultimate question the other day and after some careful thought and consideration, I had to share this.... She wanted to know my thoughts on the ideal man, personality wise. The only answer I could come up with was all these choices wrapped up in one package... Dan Conner on Roseanne for his devotion to his family, his handy man side, his sense of humor and his serious side. Tim Taylor on Home Improvement for his playful romantic side, his passion for the antique cars, and his joking side for "more power." Jesse James the biker guy for his mechanical ability, his bad boy side, and the thought he puts into building those awesome bikes.. what a brain! Nicholas Cage for his bad boy side, and his sense of humor. After thinking about all this I realized this would be the perfect group men all wrapped up into one man.. He doesn't have to be rich to make me happy. Its not about the money or having things bigger and better than everybody else. Its about happin

Own The Best Man On Earth!!!! Mikey!!!
Own Mikey An Angel everybody loves is up for auction!! Use Me, Abuse Me, have your way with me, I'm offering the following, and a few surprises. Rate pics 11's for a month Rate stash Make a name pic with water effect. I heart ________ pic Link on page in "About Me" section Permanent link in blog Added to the top of my Godfather List until you level, or 1 month, whichever is longer! Personal Salute Added to Yahoo Messenger Well I'm not gonna lie anymore!!! I'm No angel!!! Come on Girls!!!! Now is your time!!! Here is my link Please come and bid on me so you can Use Me, Abuse Me and have your way with me!!! Put those handcuff on me!!! Made by: ~☠~. Bad Kitty .~☠~The Fubar Flaming Hotties~ Fu-Own By Mikey!@ fubar

The "f" Word
The 'F' Word (Correct use of the 'F' word) When is @#$% Acceptable? There have been only twelve times in history when the 'F' word was considered acceptable for use. They are as follows: 12. 'What the @#$% do you mean, we are Sinking?' -- Capt. E. J. Smith of RMS Titanic, 1912 11. 'What the @#$% was that! ?' - Mayor Of Hiroshima, 1945 10. 'Where did all those @#$%ing Indians come from?' -- Custer, 1877 9. 'Any @#$%ing idiot could understand that.' -- Einstein, 1938 8. 'It does so @#$%ing look like her!' -- Picasso, 1926 7. 'How the @#$% did you work that out?' -- Pythagoras, 126 BC 6. 'You want WHAT on the @#$%ing ceiling?' -- Michelangelo, 1566! 5. 'Where the @#$% are we?' --Amelia Earhart, 1937 4. 'Scattered @#$%ing showers, my ass!' -- Noah, 4314 BC 3. 'Aw c'mon. Who the @#$% is going to find out?' --Bill Clinton, 1998 2.

New Video Clip
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Men Vs Women
~Someone sent this to me in an email and I thought it was funny, and pretty close to the truth!!!..lol~ NICKNAMES: If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah. If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each Other as Fat Boy, Godzilla and Four-eyes. EATING OUT: When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, Even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything Smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. MONEY: A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale. BATHROOMS: A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, Shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel . The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A Man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items. ARGUMENTS: A woma

July 7th... 8pm Fu Time... Happy Hour Virgin! *me*
~*Gimme Some Of That Sweet Kandy Kiss*~ ~*Lil miss kandy kissez has her first ever Happy Hour on Monday July 7th 8pm Fu Time*~ ~*Shes oh so sweet and leaves you with a toothache when ur done*~ ~*Shes got some talents you might want to inquire about as well*~ ~*She is always there to help out her friends whenever they need love sent their way*

My Hh *fubucks* Giveaway!
I want your rates during my Happy Hour on Monday, July 7th at 8PM FuTime.I'll pay with FuBucks!I've got two folders labeled "Happy Hour Folder"...Stop by and rate ALL of them and then send me a private message and I'll send you fubucks! How easy is that?!For 100 - 10's, I'll send you 10k in FuBucks!For 100 - 11's I'll send you 15K in FuBucks!For a comment on each picture, you'll get an extra 5K in FuBucks!Remember, this is valid ONLY during my Happy Hour on Monday! Show this virgin how to do it right! *muahs* So what are you waiting on? Sweet Kandy Kisstina ~*¢¾sexy fu-slave to RoUgH^n^ToUgH¢¾*~@ fubar

The Chain Reaction Effect
tired and weary, has grown inside the wise mans defence, how long must i suffer, how long will i continue my path, i tell you man its no fun. such mysery, but is it mysery....is it just how im feelings on how things are going in my life, the world may never know....even i my self am not sure half the time....but ill just live my life as free as can be, you guys, all my readers, just be free and every thing will unfold into and onto its self...

Peter Britt's Book. Revealing The Man
Critically acclaimed as "The Woman's Nightstand Companion" Peter Britt's book "All That I Am, I Think!" is a journey into truth and understanding. You will learn a lot about who Peter Britt is and get a lot of laughs, too. This is a must read book, you'll be happy you did. Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdbaby logo to buy That's What Living's For by Peter Britt

Our Needs[page Iv]
OUR NEEDS[PAGE IV] LOVE IS THE RISK A WOMAN WOULD TAKE,BY WALKING OUT OF ONE LIFE INTO ANOTHER CARRYING ONLY A SUITCASE,AND LEAVING WHAT SHE KNEW BEHIND. I GUESS MY REALITY GAVE ME A BIG JOLT.WHAT WOULD MY LIFE BE LIKE IF I DIDN’T TRAVEL THE ROADS I DID.WHERE WOULD I BE IF JOURNEYS WEREN’T TAKEN.GOD TOLD ME ONCE TO BE HAPPY,AND SOMEWHERES I ASK MYSELF WHY SHOULD I BE.WHY DO I HAVE TO CARRY A SMILE WHEN I DON’T FEEL LIKE SMILING.I AM MORE HAPPY WHEN I DON’T LOOK FOR HAPPINESS.THAT WAY I DON’T FEEL BAD WHEN I CAN’T FIND IT.WHERE DO PEOPLE GET OFF SAYING YOU HAVE TO BE HAPPY,STRONG OR EVEN LOVED.IT IS EMOTIONS FEEELING SET BY SOCIETY.I DON’T HAVE TO BE HAPPY 24/7.NOR DO I HAVE TO BE LOVED FOR ETERNITY.THAT IS PUTTING A DAMPER ON THINGS WHEN IT DOESN’T HAPPEN.THEN YOU ARE DISAPPOINTED.IT GOES WITH THAT OLD CLICHÉ,IF IT IS MEANT TO BE.THEN IT WILL HAPPEN. FOR I AM A WOMAN OF MY WORDS.I NEVER SAY ANYTHING I DON’T MEAN.AND I SAY EXACTLY WHAT I DO MEAN

Are You That Person?
What I want... Current mood: anxious Banners / Quotes I am looking for someone with a good head on their shoulders, goals in life really wants to make something of themselves. Someone who is intelligent and can teach me things as well as learn from me. A person that can make me laugh and knows just when to do so. Holds me when I cry and tells me it is going to be alright. A guy that likes me just for me and I will love him for it. I am sure the right guy is out there somewhere... Are you him? Banners / Quotes

Justify My Love
Justify My Love!! Here is your chance to Honor me, Worship me or Put me on a Pedal Stool, lol! In return for your gesture, I will show you my LOVE! The Offer.. The Link... Rates also greatly appreciated! Please repost as often as possible.. thanks!Auction ends July 12th Music Video:JUSTIFY MY LOVE (by Madonna)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

24hours To Go, Last Update!!!!
WITH JUST 24 HOURS TO GO HERE IS THE LAST STANDINGS UPDATE!! 1ST-PEGGY SUE-2102 2ND-LACET-1194 3RD-MINOU MINOU-730 4TH-MyZtErY-578 5TH-TNK-530 6TH-DEB-529 7TH-RUBYLIPS-439 8TH-CHELLE BELLE-416 9TH-SWEETCHERRYPIE-389 10TH-JENNICENSE-376 11TH-SUNSHINE-340 12TH-SINFUL PLEASURES-335 13TH-REDNECKANGEL-331 14TH-PHOENIX-314 15TH-BABZ-266 16TH-FANTASY-177 17TH-KIM CORR-BURTUCCO-175 18TH-MICKIRIO3-160 19TH-TANDY-157 20TH-CANADIAN PRINCESS-117 21ST-REBELTXN76-101 ITS TIME FOR THE FINAL PUSH AS THEREMARE SOME TIGHT RACES FOR THE FINAL SPOTS SO LETS MAKE THIS LAST 24 HOURS A BIG ONE & GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE LOVELY LADIES!!!

July 9th At 7pm Fu Time!!!!!!!!
I got my HH all paid for and will have it on a hump day, imagine that lol. So please everyone show me love and make the sexy salute king of fubar a godfather and I will continue to spoil my sexy friends and fam. Kisses to MY Confidence for making it possible, show her love too! I return all love and hope that I can count on you all to show me love. Thanks to everyone for getting me this far muah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ask A Silly Question ...
for my first entry a joke ... I have 2 large dogs, and was buying a large bag of Purina at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. The woman behind me asked if I had a dog? Duh? On impulse, I told her no, I was starting The Purina Diet again and added that I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital the last time. But I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in line was now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy who was standing behind the gal I was talking to. Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me? I told her n

Pc Problems
so yesterday i was sitting here waiting on a friend to get back from making lunch when all of a sudden my pc slowed down to a crawl and then everything went black. i was like oh shit not again!! it has done it a couple of times and i always had to take it in to get serviced and i was not gonna pay hundreds of dollars to get it back again. so anyways i figured out the problem and took those off of here and now i am back. i am sorry that it happened again but i had no other way of getting back on til i fixed it!!

Dj Ghost Live Right Now. Come Join Him
Vampy"Owner" MysticsVampireDen' wrote the following at '2008-06-27 18:04:36'.. > > Fire My Words > > Fire My Words > > VAMPIRESS IS OUR OWNER AND SHE DJ'S SOME TIME TOO LETS SHOW HER SOME LOVE > Vampy"Owner" MysticsVampireDen@ fubar > > DJ GHOST ( ME ) WHAT YOU THINK NOT BAD HUH (LOL)SHOW ME A LITTLE LOVE TOO. > HEAD DJ GHOST (RIDER) of Mystics Vampire Den@ fubar > > THIS IS HAVEN OUR CO=OWNER AND DJ. SHOW THIS LITTLE VAMP A LOT OF LOVE > > Haven - Co-Owner/Manager of Mystics Vampire Den@ fubar > > THIS IS RUM HE NEEDS A LOT OF HELP ONE WAY OR THE OTHER NAH HE'S A GREAT GUY AND ALSO CO-OWNER OF OUR LOUNGE > Dj rum_tum Co-owner of MYSTIC VAMPIRES DEN@ fubar > > > > > > CLICK ON VAMPIRE PIC BELOW TO BE TAKEN DIRECTLY INTO VAMPY'S VAMPIRE CAVE > > > > > >

God Bless
God bless all the troops over in iraq. I hope you can be home with your familys soon. Yall have a special place in my heart for what your doing. Make the best of the 4th and remeber its independence day. Yall are in my prayers. Thank You All, Capt. Mike

America
John McCain's remarks about the Pledge of Allegiance > > > > In light of the recent appeals court ruling in California, > with respect to the Pledge of Allegiance, the following > recollection from Senator John McCain is very appropriate: > > > > > > > > 'The Pledge of Allegiance' - by Senator John McCain > > > > 'As you may know, I spent five and one half years as a > prisoner of war during the Vietnam War. In the early years > of our imprisonment, the NVA kept us in solitary confinement > or two or three to a cell. In 1971 the NVA moved us from > these conditions of isolation into large rooms with as many > as 30 to 40 men to a room. > > > > This was, as you can imagine, a wonderful change and was a > direct result of the efforts of millions of Americans on > behalf of a few hundred POWs 10,000 miles from home. > > > > > > One of the men who moved into my room was a young man named > Mike Christian. > > > > Mike came from a small town near Selm

The Effing New Girl
So, I'm single now. What to do now? Join some socializing site, then follow someone I met there here. I haven't been single in a very long time, and I intend to enjoy it. What does that mean? Nothing serious. Low drama. Lots of fun people, plenty of new friends, maybe some hot nights. I'm game for almost anything.

Our Needs [page Iii]
OUR NEEDS [PAGE3] I HAD THIS REOCCURING DREAM EVERYNIGHT SINCE MOTHER’S DAY OF THIS YEAR.A PLAN,A SEDUCTION.A RING PLACE UPON A FINGER IN THE MIDST OF A WALK,IN THE MID SUMMER NIGHT,BY THE WATERS EDGE.A ROMANTIC NIGHT,IN THE COTTON THICKETS OF A RIVERSIDE HOTEL.A TOUCH, A CARRASS.VOWS TAKEN IN THE MIDST OF FALLING LEAVES SYBOLIZING THE NEW BEGINNING.MY LIFE,THAT WAS SO VIOLENTLY TAKEN FROM ME,REBORN.NEVER A GAME.NEVER JUST WORDS TYPE ON A KEYBOARD.NOR PHRASES ON A SCREEN.A SMILE ACROSS THE WAY.AND I KNEW YOUR PROMISE WOULD BE SACRED.YOU HAD ME FROM THE GET GO,AND YOU DIDN’T EVEN KNOW IT.ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TAKE ME THERE.TAKE ME TO THE PLACES OF OUR MIND’S EYES.TAKE ME TO EVERY SCENE PLACED ON THE KEYS,WRITTEN IN YOUR VOICE,A WHISPER OF SOFT MOMENTS OF TIME.BRING ME TO REALITY,NOT THIS FANTASY WORLD WE SO LIVE IN.YET,REALITY KICKED IN TODAY.SLAPPED US IN THE FACE.OUR DREAMS OF YESTERDAY WAS CONSUMED TO FATE OF TODAY.DUST FELL ON YEST

Lost In Thoughts
Thinking, While we see from day to day People not doing enough of it, sometimes it's obvious. Why is it that others do to much of it, My self included I've stayed secluded lost in thoughts healthy or not. From time to time they're all I've got. I want to break free of this maze I've created in my mind, every thought becomes a hedge growing high, and wide blocking the way keeping me inside. Am I waiting for a voice from outside the maze to fall on my ear and break the craze, guiding me towards the door, locked inside never more, or is the path I seek only for me to find after all I'm a prisoner of my own mind.

Going Away For The 4th Of July
hey kids, just wanted to let everyone know that I'm not going to be around from the 4th of July until the 7th.. my trailer is already at the lake and set up.. going to be in a bass tournament, so wish me luck! so to all my friends that live in the US, happy 4th of July.. for all my friends that live here in Canada, have a great weekend, I know I will! (picking up my case of Alexander Keiths India Pale Ale on my way back.. lol) Mike

Webmd.com, I Hope Your Wrong...
so lately i've been feeling rather off. i've been getting extremely dizzy and my vision seems worse then usual, (and considering i wear glasses, thats not too thrilling) and more and more often when i wake up, my right arm has been numb and has the pins and needles feeling, like when a limb 'falls asleep' however, it wont wake up until hours later. i didn't think much of it the first time it happened, but now that its happening almost everyday i'm starting to get worried. i went on webmd.com just out of curiousity, not thinking it could be anything serious. when i put in the symptoms, something i didn't expect to come up, did. multiple sclerosis. i read the entire artical and everything that i read has been what has been happening to me to a t. i'm terrified and i dont want it to be true. i'm going to go into the doctors next week and i hope i come out with good news.

Ummmm...."beat On The Brat"???...;)...;0...;)
Last night or I should say early this morning @ bout 2:30 AM I got a call... from The Police...telling me...the Police..."are at your front door"..(?)(is it me?)...no matter...;)... I answered the door wrapped in a damn blanket cuz they scared the shit outta me on the phone saying that my son was "wanted"...my 17 yr old son...(no angel...hey...but whose is?)...yeah ...6 squad cars...12 cops all with maglights blinding me in my damn blanket!!!...looking for one 17 yr kid??? This is what happened in short: My kid and his friends went to pick up a friend from a party...waited in the car for the kid to come out but instead...2 kids came to the car...one with a BB-gun and a crowbar the other with a baseball bat. A-hole #1 shot them(my son & 1 friend) 4 times with a bb gun, spit in my son's gf's face and called her a f'n whore... but that...was after he hit her in her 16 yr old shin...with a crowbar. A-hole #1 is a 20 yr old guy. Another A-hole who is 19 yrs old had a baseball

The Lyrics
County road 233, under my feet Nothin' on this white rock but little ole me I've got two miles till, he makes bail And if I'm right we're headed straight for hell Chorus: I'm goin' home, gonna load my shotgun Wait by the door and light a cigarette If he wants a fight well now he's got one And he ain't seen me crazy yet He slapped my face and he shook me like a rag doll Don't that sound like a real man I'm going to show him what a little girls made of Gunpowder and lead It's half past ten, another six pack in And I can feel the rumble like a cold black wind He pulls in the drive, the gravel flies He dont know what's waiting here this time I'm goin' home, gonna load my shotgun Wait by the door and light a cigarette If he wants a fight well now he's got one And he ain't seen me crazy yet He slapped my face and he shook me like a rag doll Don't that sound like a real man I'm going to show him what a little girls made of Gunpowder

Our Needs [page Ii]
OUR NEEDS [PAGE II] MY DADDY ALWAYS SAID”PUT YOUR FEET IN SOMEONE ELSE’S SHOES.FEEL THEIR PAIN.WALK THEIR PATHS.NOW THE QUESTION IS,IN THAT SAME CIRCUMSTANCES,WOULD YOU WANT TO FEEL THEIR AGONY,THAT YOU JUST INFLICTED ON THEM? WE DO THINGS TO EACH OTHER WITHOUT REALIZING WHAT OR HOW THAT PERSON ON THE RECEIVING END MIGHT REACT.WE PLAY WITH EMOTIONS.WE TEASE WITH DESIRES AND PASSION,BUT ARENT WILLING TO SEE IT THROUGH.WE BEG FOR IT ALL,THEN WHEN IT COMES KNOCKING AT OUR DOOR,WE SLAM IT,OR PRETEND IT ISN’T THERE.WE CALL IT DRAMA,AND ACUSE WOMAN AS DRAMA QUEENS,AND MEN BASTARDS.YET WE DON’T REALIZE THE STEM,THE CORE OF THESE EMOTIONS.COULD IT HAVE BEEN,THE WOMAN HAD IT HAPPEN TO HER SO MANY TIMES THAT NOW SHE OVER REACTS.DO WE WALK AWAY FROM HER HOUR OF NEED,AND STOP LISTENING TO HER,OR TELL HER TO GROW UP.LET ME KNOW,BECAUSE I WOULD BE THE FIRST ONE TO LISTEN TO HER EVERY WORD,AND GIVE HER A SHOULDER,IS HE ACTING OUT AGGRESSION,BECAUS

My Ramblings...
Sitting here alone on another holiday, plenty of time to think, and write... Just the last poem is from today, the first to are from last fall.... I'm sitting here, dead tired, yet I can't go to sleep. The noises are keeping me awake, yet no one is making a peep. Questions beget more questions, yet no answers can be found, No matter how deep, how wide, how far my mind pushes its bounds. Who? What? Where? When? Questions that mean more now than they did then. Who has she become? This woman I love. Her spirit has fled, as if on wings of a dove. What did I do to drive her away? What could I have done to get her to stay? Where did our relationship turn to such sour grapes? When did her heart, for me, fill with such hate? She's here, but she's gone. Living in this house, but never home. I'll love her always, but I can like her no more. My heart jumps, yet my temper flairs when she walks in the door. This question I've saved for last, as I can think of no more, What wors

Volume Xlviii - Fourth Of July Observations
Greetings, friends....just wanted to write this blog for a two-fold purpose. First, I wanted to express my gratitude for those who made this great country possible. Not only the big guns (Washington, Jefferson, Adams, Hancock, etc) but the ones that actually went out and fought---and died---in making this nation possible. Among these are my many forebears, of whom the list is long and I won't trouble you with details--- Joseph Anderson (1753-1848) James B. Bennett (1760-1841) John Burnside (1753-1820) James Burden (1740-1806) James M. Cartee (1759-1837) David William Coy (1756-1833) Hardy DeLoach (1735-1827) John DeLoach (1762-1818) (Hardy's son) William Batchelor Denmark (1745-1805) Welcome William Durrence (1737-1808) Francis Fontaine III (1747-1783) John Groover (1739-1780) John J. Hendricks (1759-1837) John Holloway (1745-1818) Robert Kimbrell (1734- ) Thomas Kimbrell (1760-1840) (Robert's son) John Lastinger (1740-1803) William Miller (1759-1837) William

Our Needs Page I
OUR NEEDS [PAGE I.] HAVE YOU EVERY BEEN SO SUCKED UP IN AN RELATIONSHIP,THAT IT HURTS,JUST THE MERE THOUGHT,THAT SOMEONE ,IS JUST A PHONE CALL AWAY,YET FAR AWAY.THE RINGING OF THE PHONE,SENDS A SINGE THROUGH YOUR WHOLE BODY.YOUR SKIN CRAWLS.WHEN IT DOESN’T RING,YOU ARE LOST.WRAPPED UP IN CORDS AND BIOBYTES? HAVE YOU EVER WOKE UP,IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT,DRENCH IN SWEAT,HUGGING A PILLOW,AND REALIZING THE PILLOW YOU ARE HUGGING ISN’T THAT PERSON YOU JUST HAD A DREAM ABOUT? DOES YOUR DAYS TURNS INTO NIGHTS,AND YOU SET THERE STARING OUT THE WINDOW WONDERING WHERE THE HELL THE DAY WENT? HAVE YOU EVER FELT SO SICK AT YOUR STOMACH,THAT WITH A DOSE OF REALITY YOU THROW UP.BECAUSE PROMISES WAS BROKEN? DREAMS SHATTERED?KNOWING THEY SHOULDN’T EVEN BE MADE UNLESS YOU KEEP THEM.THAT IS CALLED HONOR.A PERSON OF THEIR WORD.DO YOU PINCH YOURSELF,TO SEE IF YOU ARE LIVING IN REALITY,OR FANTASY,AND SUDDENLY REALIZED YOU HAVE BECOME FRACTURE,IN THE MOMENT.YOU SPENT MONTHS DREAMING OF

Thoughts On The Rights Of Humanity (part 1)
Being independance day, I have been thinking about some of the things set forth by the founding fathers of our country. It was once written : "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness." (You have a right to see this as foolish and wrong or as valid and right, but we will get to that in a bit.) But what are these Unaliable rights(other than the three mentioned above)? Here are a few that I've thought of: 1. You have the right to have an opinion. 2. You have the right to be correct. AND 3. You have the right to be wrong. 4. You have the right to infringe upon anothers rights. AND 5. You have the right to retaliate if you feel your rights are being infringed upon. AND 6. You have the right to retaliate against this sort of retaliation. AND 7. Etc. (think of this like the geometrical concep

Desire
What makes us strive to have forbidden in our lives so we constantly try not be smitten. With a goal to control the emotions of a soul unrestricted yet somehow it is written. Finding excuse after excuse to fight and shake loose when denied that we can not forget it. Accept what you feel but realize that still if you want let it be so and give it, your all you may fall but stop and get called cause its to late to hide your deepest intention. Random chance prevents not the concept which leaves us baffled, cause the heart is king reguardless of everything in the end it will always win the raffle. Most commonly honestly when we can't have, told no and we laugh. hold over our minds that our hearts has no power, understand when i say we can't shake desire. so accept it, regret it, life is nothing if you let it, control and descide where you how you live and grow. Accept what you want when want it odds are in your favor if side it with it and don't play games thinkin if you lie you can have w

Untitled
Know thyself and life becomes smooth Know that like life even the brain has rules Never harm yourself till you deem the cause worth Never starve yourself even if ya ass says to hurry The glue for the rules that keeps everything cool, is truth No illusions just truth no confusion. Nothing to restrain cause like water its formless Nothing to change cause like geometry its exact No nack's for theory's just fact In fact if you ever find yourself in limbo If your think so you should know cause deep down you do know First reasons are excuse yet evolve into truth Yet not at all has changed except you You finally accept the shit you do Know what you used to "knew" And realize you don't change the truth, truth changes you For good or worse better or bad The perception of the change is like a whole in a bag You think you got that shit but what you got you never had. It was given and like all goods you must wait Be patient for the answers, or get nothing great Just sufficient

That Bitch Called Love
The essence of hope, the insanity of dreams.....a wish gives you cloud to float along a stream,of life as it flows your smile will come and go, cause its never a question of why, its who will be so and so...undetermined, to be announced, the future is on a production line, the past you can’t change an ounce...or pound, violent urges leave you lost with out sound or vision. Clear like the tip of your nose till you take a step back, that door to your heart is closed. Forever lost in wonder pondering the fluttering of one butterfly. Nothing to change the river of life is ever changin, if it ain’t broke....fixin it will break it. Futures wat you make it or shape it or mold and bake it, cast away the rules and parameters to find that love is unruled or defined just felt and enjoyed....the heart can be broke beat down and destroyed, but the fire that love brings like a phoenix your heart sings the lyrics of life. Don’t be afraid of rebirth. Cause that burn will surf on the life stream

Shame
The ugly word given strength by the facts we try to hide but have already accepted and embrassed, yet rejected You can’t help what you like, you can’t supress what you fight cause truth is the fight ain’t that quiet. Ya life ain’t that righteous. But people think you to be what you’d like them to see The illusion of all that you wish you could be or can’t help but need. We are sane yet crazy, Innocent and lazy. "I don’t want people to know that...." "Its none of their business..." "I’m embarrased cause.." It all comes down to one thing self image is always lacking, but that will never matter if you want to be happy. Nor should it matter to those who so calld care or the lovers and friends who said they’d be there, but they laugh and they joke, they join crowds to stare. They care for you they prove it with out the green eye’d monster whispering in their ear, but with an angry tone pissed that you can’t conquer your fears. Hold on at the cliff when the end is near even when

Trust
being selfish isn't a bad idea....especially when get tired of the dependabilty question...just a thought i guess. maybe i should work on my bribes. Polititian(sp?) time.....Birds flyin high yeah i keep'em eye level/ you can dig your own grave with somebody elses shovel. One thing stay numba one, thats me/ I gotta duck the dissappointment cause thats all i see. Down for self numero uno/ help who? why ? how did they help me?. Lonely for no phoney,i keep to my three/ I, Myslef, and me; Jim Carey minus Irene. -Sent from my Helio.

Epiphanies Of The Deaf And Blind
Regret, i feel nothing for the cards in my hands; I don't see them as a problem nor fear them in my head/ I am alone, just me and thoughts with out words; no forming of adjectives nouns verbs/ emotionless, for me there no happy or sad just lingering thoughts and ideas definitions i never had/ Don't feel sorry for me, its like metal with two edges; sharp images, black and white color is my new fetish/ I may be deaf and blind but for damn sure not dumb; Meaningless concepts of time cause i wait for no one/ But i speak, clearly, to the ears of the weary; for all the unsolved misterys i will answer listen clearly/ Life is short, time is nothing, love is all, hate is fucking to pointless to hold on to while you bleed of all loving/ Family, is not neccessarily limited to;every one who ever cared and gave a damn about you/ But the people that prove you important sincerely; by merely just a drop of a dime they'll deport the brains of all near the/ No need for stress, it only brings age, the pr

Other July 4th History
July 4 Events: 1826 Death of Ex-presidents John Adams and Thomas Jefferson 1883 Buffalo Bill Stages First Wild West Show 1997 Pathfinder Finds Mars & Lands Birthdays: 1826 Stephen Foster - song writer 1883 Rube Goldberg - inventor 1918 Ann Landers & Abby Van Buren - twin sisters and advice columnists 1924 Eva Marie Saint - actress 1927 Neil Simon - playwright

Virtuous Deviant
As I sip on the berry vodka, thoughts playin my life storyN questionin the propa and that denzel glory/My path already blaze and filled with future stories; sweatin the worries, groupies, and whore stories/ I'm not afraid of the hype, no fear for whats in store for me; just aniticipate the struggle and prepare for hardcore hustle/ questioning my game when it comes to the collar, blue skies ahead grey storms will always to follow/ my head heavy I stay down like files loaded and drown, in the drug medical mary fuel the skills so i clown/ ready for the hammer and challenger stanard, keep lyrical ammo for hater banter/ they try and hamper my success and answer, bitchs calls like call girls i don't need a phone to answer/ my calling is fate like greek and cancer, but the smoke clears as soon I squeeze off and answer/ but i look at my one chance and burn like usher, the lucky chic is my wifey and i frequently touch her/ if patience is a virture and love always hurt you, i will never rush my

Why You Love That Bitch
OK i must confess theres a topic i'd like to address/ it comes to head and fruition with a sprinkling of stress The do's and don'ts the pros and cons/ the wrong and rights the offs and ons We are held back from the truth of matters/ that kicks us head down ass backwards In love, But ever vigilantly trying to achieve/ the unattained sought after trick up the sleeve That one thing that makes love all make sense/ the one thing that makes it worth while, hence That chick you couldn't stand becomes your lovable sexy bitch/ and yea you can twitch at the thought gag from the scare/kick it to your mind's back seat but it's still there The Bitch you love to hate could be the one, a perfect pair/ you will make some people stare, with how you interact, but you could give a damn cause the bitch's got ya back/and the feelings start to stack and build, cause she got you feenin like Jodeci the feelin's real/ You might think that you got lucky in the rear, but the truth is love is fated and there

Not The Player Everyone Seems To Think I Am....
Ok....here's the deal...I am told that, upon looking at my page, more importantly, my "Friends List" and comments...that I appear to be a "Player"..... Many people are confused as to what a player actually is, and how a real player should conduct him/her self. I do NOT believe that there are two different groups of people in the dating game, the players and the haters. I believe there are three groups: The players, the watchers, and the confused. The players are those who are actively participating in the dating game. Some may be seasoned players and some many be new to the game, but EVERYONE who is dating people on any sort of level is a player (besides people involved in long term relationships). The watchers are those who do not participate in the dating game, some may try once in a while while others would never even think about it. These watchers are scared to become players because of a wide range of reasons, the most common being: shyness, fear of rejection, low self e

Brown Sugar Chocolate Chip Cookies
Brown Sugar Chocolate Chip Cookies 2 1/4 cup all purpose flour 1 tsp baking soda 3/4 tsp salt 3/4 cup butter, room temperature 1 1/4 cups brown sugar 1 tsp vanilla extract 1 large egg 1 1/4 cups semi-sweet chocolate chips Preheat oven to 350F. Line a baking sheet with parchment paper. In a medium bowl, stir together flour, baking soda and salt. In a large bowl, cream butter and brown sugar until light, about 2 minutes. Beat in vanilla extract and egg until smooth. With the mixer on low speed, gradually add in all the flour mixture, stopping when the dough has just come together and no streaks of flour remain. Stir in chocolate chips. Place slightly rounded tablespoons of dough on baking sheet. Bake for 9-11 minutes, until just golden around the edges. Transfer to a wire rack to cool completely. Makes 3 dozen.

4th
What would you get if you crossed the first signer of the Declaration of Independence with a rooster? John Hancock-a-doodle-doo! What quacks, has webbed feet, and betrays his country? Beneduck Arnold! What did Paul Revere say at the end of his ride? "I gotta get a softer saddle!" What protest by a group of dogs occurred in 1773? The Boston Flea Party! What happened as a result of the Stamp Act? The Americans licked the British! Why did Paul Revere ride his horse from Boston to Lexington? Because the horse was too heavy to carry! Why did the British cross the Atlantic? To get to the other tide! What do you call a parade of German mercenaries? A Hessian procession! What would you get if you crossed a patriot with a small curly-haired dog? Yankee Poodle! Did you hear the one about the Liberty Bell? Yeah, it cracked me up!

Another Keeper
I just have to say that i LOVE Ralph Marstons quotes.Whenever im felling down or insecure, SOMETHING in the archives SPEAKS out to me This one was yesterdays but im just getting to it today and thought I'd share :) You are worth it You are worth the trouble and effort required to make your life the best it can possibly be. There is so very much you have to express, to give, to experience and to contribute to the magnificent fabric of life. You are worth the discomfort and frustration that you'll regularly need to get through. You are worth the pain that the world will sometimes offer. For within you is the capacity for great joy and astounding achievement. Within you are beautiful and worthy dreams that long to be fulfilled. You are one of a kind and you are filled with a driving purpose. You are worth whatever it takes to give that special purpose a lasting and meaningful expression. Yes, the disappointments, inconveniences, pains, problems and annoyances will s

She Is Jumping Still.. She Needs A Good Spank!!!
Everybody Loves Chocolate Almost everybody loves Greeks too And when a Portuguese is saying this... that Greek must be special My good Friend AXL needs help 160,000 to INSIDER all I ask is show her Love, She will return "life is a box of chocolate and a bunche of GOOD FRIENDS" There is her link ♥ Axl ♥@ fubar

Happy 4th Of July!
Jesus on the 4th of July We gather ‘round to celebrate On Independence Day Pay homage to our country As the children run and play. With barbecues and picnics And fireworks in the air The flag we own is proudly flown To show how much we care. The stars and stripes spell freedom She waves upon the breeze While bursts of colors can be seen Above the towering trees. This is all quite wonderful We revel in delight But God above in divine love Has brought this day to light. With just a stroke of liberty A touch of His great hand He gave democracy to us And helped this country stand. The stripes upon our stately flag Were touched by His sweet grace Each star of white that shines so bright Reflects His loving face. So as you turn to face the flag For battles that were fought Be filled with pride for those who died And freedoms that were bought. But don’t forget to thank the One That gives the bright display The reason why we paint the sky On Inde

Updates
Hi there...long time no write! Sometimes life seems to take over the small things one at a time! LOL! Hope that everyone is doing well these days. I just wanted to update (for those of you that don't already know or haven't listened to me cry). Things have been crazy at work...sometimes I feel that the more you do, the more they expect from you! LOL! I guess I have to stop doing things at work~ I finally finished after 3 weeks in Kansas...aka....Tornado Central! After that, I had about a week to spend with my son before he went to his dads for 3 weeks. Many of you may know that there have been problems in the past with Kade's dad. He has talked to him about subjects that most kids don't even begin to understand or comprehend until much later in life. He used to be a cop, so he seems to believe that he is above everyone else in this world. Anyway, to make a long story short, Kade will be turning 12 this year and they are pursuing the option of him going to live with them.

Two For Darius...........
Lord Darius came into the house quietly; he wanted to watch his slave without her being aware. Before he left that morning he had instructed her that she should remain naked except for her collar all day. She could use the garden but must not dress. She is in the garden sunbathing naked by the pool. Master stands in the shadow of the house watching. She stretches; he can see her tits rise as she breaths. She gets up and walks to the edge of the pool. Her body is lithe and athletic. She composes herself and dives into the cool blue water. She swims several lengths then walks up the steps. The water is running off her delicious curves. She looks so sexy. Her master's cock is already hard and he can feel his excitement rise as he watches her lie down on his lounger. He picks his favourite toys up off the coffee table and goes to join his slave by the pool. As soon as she sees him she gets on her knees. She kisses his feet as she had been taught to do and waited for his next co

4th Of July
Four score and seven years ago our fathers brought forth on this continent, a new nation, conceived in Liberty, and dedicated to the proposition that all men are created equal. Now we are engaged in a great civil war, testing whether that nation, or any nation so conceived and so dedicated, can long endure. We are met on a great battle-field of that war. We have come to dedicate a portion of that field, as a final resting place for those who here gave their lives that that nation might live. It is altogether fitting and proper that we should do this. But, in a larger sense, we can not dedicate -- we can not consecrate -- we can not hallow -- this ground. The brave men, living and dead, who struggled here, have consecrated it, far above our poor power to add or detract. The world will little note, nor long remember what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here. It is for us the living, rather, to be dedicated here to the unfinished work which they who fought here

Miniature Dachshund Gnaws Off Diabetic Owner's Toe
Miniature dachshund gnaws off diabetic owner's toe Fri Jul 4, 12:35 AM ET ALTON, Ill. - An Illinois woman says her beloved miniature dachshund gnawed off her right big toe while she was asleep. Linda Floyd told the Alton Telegraph for a story Wednesday that her beloved Roscoe was euthanized because of safety concerns. The 56-year-old says she has no feeling in her toes because of nerve damage from diabetes. She discovered the toe missing after waking from a nap Monday. She called her daughter, who phoned 911. A veterinarian says the toe had been bandaged because of a healing hangnail. That might have somehow attracted the dog. ----------- EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW what a way to wake up

Its A Hedwig Kind Of Life/happiness
its sad when the thing you most relate to a is a movie about a fictional character but i think most of my friends would agree that it fits me, after all i have the hedwig tattoo. i try to make the best of things but ive been trying so hard for so long and i keep getting no where.everyone whos with hedwig says they will stay forever but never do. it seems he gives so much of himself and all he gets in return is heartache. i dont want to be that way anymore. i dont want to be like hedwig and be alone until the end im so tired of trying. im so tired of giving everything i have ..just to be stepped on in the end.the singing isnt amazing but hes got balls and the message is what really matters. just love who your with because they care for you and thats it Hedwig and The Angry Inch

Aftershock's
Aftershock is a liqueur drink produced in Canada by Jim Beam Brands and distributed by Munson Shaw Co. of Deerfield, Illinois. It has a thick, syrupy consistency and is available in six varieties: * Red (Hot & Cool Cinnamon) * Blue (Deep Cool Citrus) * Black (Cranberry) * Silver ( Apple & Red Bull) * Green (Thermal Bite Aniseed) * Orange Limited Edition '10' (Spicy Apple Flavoured) (Celebrating 10 years of After Shock.) Aftershock was first marketed in 1997, and marketed primarily to younger drinkers. All varieties of Aftershock contain 40% alcohol by volume (80 proof). Popular in the UK, the drink spawned several drinking games, the most common of which being "The Aftershock Challenge", in which participants have to hold a shot of red Aftershock in their mouths without swallowing for as long as possible. Another challenge associated with Aftershock takes advantage of the powerful fumes that evaporate from the drink. A drinker is to down a shot, hol

This Is Just Some Lateral, Literal Hawiian Garble To Mark Up The Prerequisite 40 Minutes Writing. Please Ignore Because It Is Past Ir Future Referenc
The Hawaiian shirt is making me dis-vortexed, or going around in circles, rubbing soap rings to end the dirty shirt syndrome. It tells a story of a day in the life of a holiday maker, he who has the compeetoes to be precise. Well, there is the egg from breakfast having the vanishing treatment and then there is the colourful tale of lunchtime. Fortunately there is a change of hue due to the change of shirt and then another tale is told. Oh no, this must have been the night of the curry shirt because there is turmeric and cinnamon everywhere even the ghee-wizz rice has left a minor hiccough to prove it was tasty enough not to be bypassed except by a passing cuff as it reached over to fill my vino tinto glass. Ah, there, it was my fault. Perhaps I should actually buy some Hawaiian shirts and then the story would be left untold due to the printer’s errors and parrots' graphic calling cards. Oh, thinking back to an English function there was horror at the table when some awful mess w

4th Of July Party
Join Me and some of my clostest friends for the most erotic 4th of July Weekend event ever to hit Boston, “THE HUNT FOR OUR INDEPENDECE,” Saturday, July 5, 2008, 10 PM-5 AM, Boston, Masachusetts. Boston will never be the same! Forget about the 4th of July fireworks; and get ready to experience a night of unbeleivable fun and extreme emotions! Ladies and gentlemen, are you ready to explore your most erotic fantasies with some of sexiest people from all over Boston? This invitation-only event will be held at a private venue, only disclosed to guests who have made reservations. More importantly, further instructions and directions to the venue location will be emailed to you immediately after we receive your RSVP. Please be advised that reservations are on a first-come first-served basis. In order to keep our events as exclusive and intimate as possible, we only invite a select group of handsome men and beautiful ladies. So don't wait, reserve your space for this event today!

Mother Earth
Mother Earth Birds and Butterflies, Rivers and Mountains, she creates, But you'll never know, and that’s her way You can try but it is useless to us why Can not control her. She goes her own way. She rules! Until the end of time, she gives and she takes She rules! Until the end of time, she goes her way. With every breath and all the choices that we make, Were only passing through on our way, I find my strength believing that their soul lives on, Until the end of time I carry them with me. She rules! Until the end of time, she gives and she takes, She rules! Until the end of time, she goes her way. Once you will know my dear, You don’t have to fear. Find a new beginning, Always starts at the end. Once you will know my dear, You don’t have to fear. Until the end of time! Until the end of time! Until the end of time, she goes her way. She rules!

Mothers Dictionary
Bottle feeding: An opportunity for Daddy to get up at 2 am too. Defense: What you'd better have around de yard if you're going to let the children play outside. Drooling: How teething babies wash their chins. Dumbwaiter: One who asks if the kids would care to order dessert. Family planning: The art of spacing your children the proper distance apart to keep you on the edge of financial disaster Feedback: The inevitable result when the baby doesn't appreciate the strained carrots. Full name: What you call your child when you're mad at him. Grandparents: The people who think your children are wonderful even though they're sure you're not raising them right. Hearsay: What toddlers do when anyone mutters a dirty word. Impregnable: A woman whose memory of labor is still vivid. Independent: How we want our children to be as long as they do everything we say. Look out: What it's too late for your child to do by the time you scream it. Prenatal: When your lif

The Sex Fairy
The Sex Fairy This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving y

A Must Read
When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you... When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few minutes, he means it When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do? When you're laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world When a guy calls you everyday, he is in love When a (good) guy say he loves you, he means it When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done When a guy says, "I miss you, " he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else Girl facts: When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. Whe

109 Tonight
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said he ran the light Had caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere The sirens screamed out down the road For death was in the air A mother trapped inside her car Was heard above the noise her plea split the air " Oh, God please spare my boys!" She fought to free her hands But mangled metal held her fast Her frightened eyes then focused On where the backseat once had been But all she saw was broken glass And two children's seats crushed in Her twins were nowhere to be seen She did not hear them cry She prayed they had been thrown free " Oh, gods dont let them die!" She cryed into the night The fireman came to cut her loose When he searched the backseat There were no bodies to be seen The seat belts were intact They thought the woman had gone mad And was travling alone But when they turned to question her They discovered she was gone Police saw her runnin

Troops
Have You Forgotten..... 2008-04-19 19:38:23 by cowgirl30 The average age of the Military man is 19 years.He is a short haired, Tight muscled kid who,under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man,half boy. Not yet old enough to buy beer,But old enough to die for his Country. He's recent High School Graduate; He is probably an average student,Pursued some form of sport activities,drives a ten year jalopy,and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock,hip-hop,or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 to 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling,thus letter writing is a pain for him, But he can field strip a rifle in 30 seconds and reassemble it in less time in the dark. He can recite to you the nomenclature of a machine gun or grenade launcher and use

Fuck Life
i know i'm a fucking loser and i threw away my life, whatever. but i'm sick of my family always throwing things in my face. all i wanted was to have a good day with them on the 4th, but NOOOO....it's not fucking possible is it? i'm fucking sick of this shit. i just want to move somewhere far away and never come back here ever again. i fucking hate it here. i'm really trying to get my life back in order after being in a really abusive marriage and getting out of there. that motherfucker put me in so much debt and my family helped me out alot, but does that give them the right to throw the shit in my face all the time? i'm just tired of everything. i'm tired of being the happy person and cheering everyone else up when they're down. people are so worried about their own problems, they have no clue that i'm fucking miserable. fuck it.

New Friends
Yeah its me again - somewhat the worse for wear, just able to see keyboard lmao but hey I gotta say this (without bursting into tears cos alcohol makes me quite emotional at times and also quite angry as well lmao!) I have been on this site for nearly 3 months, after being on another site where there was too much drama!!!!!! (read rest of my blogs for more info!!) Other than BARB who I have known for goodness how long through cyber world, SHE ROCKS - number one friend, show her big love but dont let her reach HENCHMAN before me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! luv ya babs, joking!!!) I have met some beautiful new friends, I wont shame or embarrass them by naming them, they should know who they are - after all we talk, shout, mumm,. comment regularly (like daily!!!!!!!!) and the rest of them, we speak or exchange comments.. Im gonna get emotional in a minute so will cut this blog short by simply saying I LOVE YOU ALL YOU ARE ALL VERY SPECIAL TO ME SOME MORE THAN OTHERS AND BARB SHE ROCKS A

Real Quick Update
As of midnight tonight, in 1 hour 12 minutes, I think there is something you all should know. Something REALLY REALLY important. 66 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 66 Days and I'll be on that sweet bird of freedom. I have been informed of a way to get a civilian flight out of here on my DEROS. Gotta love Chaplains. They have all the good information. So in approximately 67 days, I'll see my wonderful loving exciting excitable kids. I'll see my dog. I'll see my kids. And sometime while I am on leave, I'm having lunch with my best friend, and major source of support. Yeah, I'm driving to PA and having lunch, and hopefully an ice cream this time. Oh yeah, and in 67 days, (unless I can swing it on the flight and not break some law that is very vague and only applies when it is convenient for the higher ups because for some reason Qatar and Bahrain are still "deployed" but they can drink) BEER! Oh yeah, and Happy Independence Day Everyone!

Happy Inderendace Day To You All
Independence Day by ABE In the year of 1776 That paper was decreed - They were tired of oppression And wanted to be freed They wrote a Declaration So the whole world would see - This was, "the home of the brave And the land of the free" They signed that piece of parchment The leaders of this land - Knowing, divided they would fall But, together they could stand A new world lay before them Untamed from shore to shore - They swore the would protect it If it meant going to war Battles have been fought - And many lives have been lost - So sad something so basic Has such a high, high cost 'Seems freedom is a luxury There's some would bind us all - Like then, together, we can stand But divided, we will fall More than two hundred years Have past by since that day That each of us celebrate In our own different way We should be proud and thankful Pay our share of the cost - Not take freedom for granted For it easily could be lost Th

Please Come Help Us Out!!
LOOK LOOK WHO'S GETTING CLOSE TO GODMOTHER COME ON YOU KNOW U WANNA MAKE US SMILE DROP BY AND HELP THESE TWO SEXY LADIES TO GODMOTHER CUPCAKE NEEDS 1,055,890 Points to go! Cupcake Surprise ~ Spankers ~ EVONNE NEEDS 2,304,079 Points to go! Evonne~Spankers~Fu-owned by Guidomedic~Owner of Tigerprincess and Seductive Angel@ fubar (repost of original by 'Evonne~Spankers~Fu-owned by Guidomedic~Owner of Tigerprincess and Seductive Angel' on '2008-07-04 11:25:35')

50 Years
A couple had been married for 50 years They were sitting at the breakfast table one morning when the wife says, "Just think, fifty years ago we were sitting here at this breakfast table together." I know," the old man said. "We were probably sitting here naked as a jaybird fifty years ago." "Well," Granny snickered. "Let's relive some old times." Whereupon, the two stripped to the buff and sat down at the table. "You know, honey," the little old lady breathlessly replied, "My nipples are as hot for you today as they were fifty years ago." "I wouldn't be surprised," replied Gramps. "One's in your coffee and the other is in your oatmeal."

Totally !"$^^&*ed Off!!
Well Virgin has screwed up again... Got no TV what so ever till Tuesday thanks to the fact the idiots can not get a new TV box out to me (with an engineer attached) till then! Why they simply cant courier out a new box with installation instructions and have the courier collect the FUBARed box god only knows. Oh well... at least my computer, the internet, and phone are still working.

Happy 4th
Its another holiday.. that I get stuck working. Hope everyone else has a wonderful weekend..and day. Guess the hospital can't close for holidays..lmao. Show me some love while I am at work..so my day isn't completely ruined! xoxo

4th Of July Wreck
today started out as agreat day not iwas going to flea market in wilmington ohio it rained all the way dove 34 miles down and it was close so idrove back to springfield in the pourin rain and noticed iforgot to bring flowers to my dad and bros grave iwas comin up to a light and road had oil and was very sick islid thru the red light into the path of the semi that just came up the off ramp luckly it just hit my right front fender its a 2006 kia great on gas ive had alot bad luck with it its been hit 3other times it didnt do no damage to the guys semi so he let me go iwill have to pay for damage to my car myself my days been shit iput my car in garage ihope your days better than mine was ishould of stayed in bed

Bad Luck Where In World Is My Any Gl
Yesturday my tire comptly flat and my spear was down too. just right now seem everything can go worng has. then thought friend ceard but she did't. now am getting ban by friends i have not done anything to, does anyone care abiyt me and to be friends

Godmother Them Now
LOOK LOOK WHO'S GETTING CLOSE TO GODMOTHER COME ON YOU KNOW U WANNA MAKE THEM SMILE DROP BY AND HELP THESE SEXY LADIES TO GODMOTHER.. I'M GOING TO DO TAGS 4 PEOPLE WHO WANNA HELP US TO GODMOTHER... EXPS ARE I CAN DO SO MUCH MORE TOO... OK ONE TAG RATE 100 PICS OR STASH TWO TAGS 200 PICS OR STASH..AND SO ON... THIS IS UNTIL WE ALL GET TO GODMOTHER... PLEASE EMAIL EVONNE TO LET HER KNOW U ARE DOING THIS AND THEN AFTER 4 WHAT TAGS U WANT DONE THANKS... iF I HAVE ANYMORE FRIENDS CLOSE TO GODMOTHER I'LL ADD U TO THIS LIST TOO... CUPCAKE NEEDS 790,671 Points to go! Cupcake Surprise ~ Spankers ~ Evonne needs 2,127,791 to go Evonne~Spankers~

Week Just Get's Better Huh....o_o
being sarcastic cuase umm it's not. not only did i have problems with my neck.. but i just found out a few mins ago.. that my uncle had died last night of a heart attack. didn't know him that well to cry about it. but it's still sad when someone dies. especially when there part of the family. he's my dad's brother.. well one of 13. so you can imagine the reason why i didn't get to know him to well. i don't even remember how he looks.. guess i'll find out this weekend at his funeral. it's been forever since i've seen him.. probably since i was a lil girl. as for my neck.. it's getting better. just a lil more kinks in it and sore.. but it should be gone by this weekend. wish all of ya'll a great 4h of july. stay safe and dont drink & drive. ~dina

Friends?
if your reading this then i know you looked at my profile, i have lived in las vegas for 5 years now, i have been married for 24 years, the one and only i have ever been with, i have come to a point in my life to try something new, i love to give back and body massages. im home all the time and would love to have some company in the am time. if this sounds good hit me up, im 6ft 145lbs, yea i know a skinny runt lol

Re: Texas Lawyer Takes On Bloodthirsty Cops
RE: Texas Lawyer Takes On Bloodthirsty Cops ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 04 Jul 2008, 11:50 Texas Lawyer Takes On Bloodthirsty Cops The prospect of cops forcibly jabbing a needle into your arm and taking a blood sample on the side of a highway in suspected DWI cases is perhaps the most egregious portend of police state America in history, but one Texas lawyer has taken a stand to denounce the program as completely illegal. http://www. prisonplanet. com/texas-lawyer-takes-on-bloodthirsty-cops. html

An Essay A Friend Wrote... Just Read It...
LCpl Perez, Jorge A. "Biography": LCpl Perez in a Nutshell Disclaimer! (please read before continuing) This essay may anger some, and amaze others. This testament was inscribed in an everlasting moment when the quality of my life continues to degrade further and further. The lack of understanding, and overall carelessness, of some of the NCOs within CAB and the Marine Corps itself has inspired me to proclaim my inner self with, unfortunately, a negative slight to what I once believed was the ultimate organization I could ever be a part of. I ensured that my words were carefully considered- analyzing the possible consequences. However, integrity above all else. When ordered to write this essay, I was told to write about myself with honesty so that my NCOs can better understand who they are in charge of. They want to know. My convictions are unchanging and are an accurate reflection of the man I am. My aim is not to incite rebellion, or insubordinate the machine I have accidentally

Stupid Fubar Asshats!
This is why I sometimes hate being on Fubar. Men come at you crazy and when you refuse they wanna hate and strart tripping. He looks like a fool anyways and my man looks better but i wanted to share how ignorant men are today. ->BLUEBOY: ok whatever u say ->BLUEBOY: why u hatin now sayin i look 50 when i know i dont and why u wanna see a 50 year old looking woman for BLUEBOY: U DO ->BLUEBOY: i know i dont look 50.... BLUEBOY: U R PRO SAYS 35 BUT U LOOK 50 WHAT IS IT ->BLUEBOY: ill be with my man ->BLUEBOY: no BLUEBOY: CAN I C U TONIGHT ->BLUEBOY: wow....men are so blunt these days BLUEBOY: AND UR BOOTY BLUEBOY: I WANT U ->BLUEBOY: oh ok. BLUEBOY: YEAH ->BLUEBOY: oh ok. is she a white girl or what? BLUEBOY: NO ->BLUEBOY: cool....does ur gf have a big booty BLUEBOY: HELL YEAH ->BLUEBOY: lol..is that so? BLUEBOY: MMMMMMMMMM BLUEBOY: I LOVE BIG BOOTY's BLUEBOY: SORRY NO I DONT ->BLUEBOY: u have anymore pics? BLUEBOY: HER ->BLUEBOY: oh

Even Tho Your Gone Im Going To Party
im really sad and i dont really feel like party mode but the last time i saw you you kept telling me to not cry and to not be sad so even tho i am im going to try to have fun today for you grandma. i love you so much and i wish i could be with you.i should be with you on my birthday if things go as planned.then i wont hurt anymore and no one else will die nothing bad just nothing. i cant wait for that to be.ill meet you where ever you are one day granny and i help you bake pies and we can sew together just like we did when i was little. i love you have a happy 4th of july -love always and forever kit

What Super Hero Or Villian Are You?
What superhero/villain are you? Your Result: You are Spider-man You are lightly sarcastic and witty, slightly nerdy, but always in control. You pretend to be arrogant but you really just like kidding around. You're not quite as obsessive as other superheroes - you have hobbies other then punching people - but you do sometimes blame yourself for things that can't be helped.You are Elektra You are Captain America You are Thor You are Wolverine You are Doctor Doom You are the Green Goblin You are Deadpool

I Hate My Life.....
grr...i mean could more shit happen? so my car has been wrecked..it wont work..and i am now without a damn car :( and the driver of the car shall remain nameless....lol because when i kill him i dont want anybody to know it was me..ok i wont kill u..but im kicking ur ass.... anyways...i am not happy

Freak Inspired Me Lol
So, after reading Freak's latest blog, it kind of inspired me to rant a little bit on some things that really, really bug me. 1. So I was looking through Facebook just out of sheer bordem, and I never realized how many people I went to school with that I really don't like. I'm not going to mention names cause I don't think that anyone on here knows them, but it just really amazes me how many preps went to Burrell High School. I don't mean preps like wear A&F or whatever, just people who are so self-centered that it makes me sick. It's one thing to think highly of yourself, it's another to think that you rule the world, which was pretty much half of BHS, and probably always will be. All in all, Burrell is a pile of shit that no one really cares about. 2. Why in the world do they make such a big thing on the news when people get shot/killed. Like the VT shootings, why was it all over the news for weeks and weeks. Don't get me wrong, I did/do feel sorry for those who have lost loved

Omg What Next
COMING SOON! No apology for sending this ! ! ! After hearing they want to sing the National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough. Nowhere did they sing it in Italian, Polish, Irish (Celtic), German or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written The news broadcasts even gave the translation -- not even close. NOT sorry if this offends anyone because this is MY COUNTRY - IF IT IS YOUR COUNTRY SPEAK UP -- please pass this along. I am not against immigration -- just come through like everyone else. Get a sponsor; have a place to lay your head; have a job; pay your taxes, live by the rules AND LEARN THE LANGUAGE as all other immigrants have in the pas t -- and GOD BLESS AMERICA! PART OF THE PROBLEM Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone -- YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM! It is Time for America to Speak up If you agree --

The Blood...dried Yet Fluid...
so it returned...never really having left at all... this was the first night for the infamous calgary shampede, and as i made my way along the platform, deserted in the warm darkened breeze that would be 4am this morning, i saw what could perhaps have passed for spilled coke or some such thing. except... the first stain had more thickness to it-and with it, the discolouration typical of blood. this is the station wherenot two afternoons prior, had been the scene of yet another stabbing. a 14 year old 'boy'. apparently a boy who had been cocky at the previous station by crowing over being able to 'kick the shit outta...' only to discover down the tracks, that he could't after all... was this his blood? it too, didn't seem so cocky. just a series of stains on, and soaked into the concrete, fading already-just as his story, and likely himself too... a corn broom dipped into the bleach and water busily set about scrubbing away the remnants of this 14 year old, beginning with the begin

Keep Your 4th Of U Lie Dependence Day
funny how the declaration of "independence" was signed of the 2nd of July...lol... you don't have a child on the 2nd of the month then tell them their birthday day is 2 ays yet later and they're already two days old :D

Freedumb
We are taught freedom isn't free, that it is something to fight for. this teaching is not incorrect, for we choose to move out of fear. fear of what we are. where we are in ourselves, and only move forward out of desperation to escape what and where we don't want to be. We hold onto the most inane processes and ideals becuase of it. The majority of America and the world is not free. The dictator of the fear driven world veiw is our self, our identity. what we belive we are and wish to be. but we neve think about why we want what we want and what it will do for anyone but ourselves. Just slaves to the chemical reactions we have never bothered to break away from. Fortune favors the brave. Everyone needs to break out of their CELLves. We need to be free. Talk to a stranger, follow the oddest path the day offers you. Do somethingscary or unknown just to do it. cowardice can be the first step and catalyst for bravery. Express what you feel and stop just feeling it. be free enough to choose

My Sex Sign
Your Sex Sign is... You're a sexual wild child who's aiming to do it all - or die trying. Getting with you is a total adventure, so people should only hop on if they can handle the ride. No one can predict your next sex move... you'll do anything to get off! Gemini, people better look out for you. You need a lover who is a match for your wit, intelligence, and sexual curiousity. You are unpredictible, moody, highly entertaining, adventurous, versatile, and an incredible flirt. You have the tendency to be promiscious. You hardly ever wear underwear, and you are the most likely of all the signs to shave ... down there. Your sexual curiousity knows no bounds. You'll try anything and try it often. You jump at the chance to engage in threesomes - but only if it's a guy-guy-girl thing. Typically, an orgy will always revolve around you. You love gadgets, especially sex toys. Being highly sexual, you love to incorporate sex toys in to intercourse. It's a

Happy 4th
Just wanted to wish everyone a happy 4th of July! Make sure to BBQ up some food and don't blow off your hands with fireworks! And oh hell yeah drink some beer! BUSCH LITE? hahaha! http://members.webcaminabox.com/keri if you're bored I might be on my cam a little wasted after the festivities!