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I Do
In my lovers arms I ache to be cradled like a child in his protective keep the drum of his pulse in the lobe of my ear his tender touch as he caresses my hair the warmth of his skin the curve of his lashes his respiration slows as his body relaxes we drift and we fade and we soar ever higher fleeting and floating on love filled desire cursing the sunrise still locked in his embrace just a kiss and the whole world melts away a love for a lifetime didn't think it could occur but we'll soon change that with two little words

Choose To Imagine
Choose to imagine The world you imagine is the world you experience. The life you imagine is the life you live. To bring anything into your life, imagine it is already there. The more completely you imagine it, the more fully it becomes real for you. All that you are, you once imagined yourself to be. What do you choose to imagine now? Imagination does its work not by tapping into some supernatural, secret power. Imagination creates your world by simply and naturally directing the enormous creative energy that is your life. Imagination enables you to fully and authentically experience what is already there. Through the power of your imagination, you choose your own specific reality from a limitless set of possibilities. Be aware and in touch with what you choose to imagine. For with your imagination, you are choosing the direction of your life. -- Ralph Marston

Pissed Off!!!
I think that it is really rude and fu@#ing stupid for someone to brake up a friendship with someone just because they are married. It should not be a big deal with a friend if a person is married or not. I mean you can tell if someone is married or not by two ways. one ask them and two look at their profile. Comeone people how hard is it to make an effort!!!! I mean I say it right in my profile. I am going to screamm if one more person asks me that question agin or trys to offer me sex. read my tpyeing.... I am here for friends. If you don't want to be friends with me because I am married then that is your problem, not mine!!Ialso I hate the people on her that are fake. Don't act like you want to be friends just to score.Don't say it is ok just to be friends when it is not, I hate game players. Also listen to each other!!!!!

I Love U
I LOVE YOU THIS YOU KNOW TO BE TRUE I LOVE YOU LIVING WITHOUT YOU I'D BE SO BLUE I LOVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE I WILL BE TRUE I LOVE YOU OH I WISH YOU REALLY COULD SEE HOW MUCH YOU TRULY MEAN TO ME. I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE GOING THRU AND WANT YOU TO KNOW MY LOVE IS TRUE YOUR WHERE I BELONG AND FOREVER YOU WILL BE THE BEAT OF MY HEART JUST YOU AND ME I WILL BE STRONG I WILL BE BRAVE BUT NOW AND FOREVER ITS YOU I CRAVE.

I Poem I Wrote
Masterpeice if you were to simply look around you, take the time to see the things that i can see. I wonder if you would cry like i have? Would you need a shoulder to lean on, like the one the mighty oak tree lent me. Just before it was chopped down. If you would sit still for a minute and listen, do you think you would hear the song that the wind sings? Would you let it caress your face gently, like it did to me before they built the wall that blocked it from doing so. If you could just have heard all the things i hear, just from listening. If your eyes could see through my eyes, I would help you wipe the tears away. If you could hear through my ears, together we would make sense of it all. The world a beautiful mastpeice, destroyed by the hands of time. Time takes all away, learning to live within it, impossible. When the rains come a song can be sung, for it to go away and come back another day. Yet there are those that never

Back Then
back then as i look back on the day between us two, i notice something that we never had true love between us two most people said we had it good but i think you thought it was all a joke My heart belonged to you and alway had but now since you said it's over i don't quite understand you always said your love to was true but now i know you always were lying the whole time we were together

I Do Believe Do U
Whatever your cross, Whatever your pain, There will always be sunshine, After the rain .... Perhaps you may stumble, Perhaps even fall, But God's always ready, To answer your call .... He knows every heartache, Sees every tear, A word from His lips, Can calm every fear ... Your sorrows may linger, Throughout the night, But suddenly vanish, Dawn's' early light .... The Savior is waiting, Somewhere above, To give you His grace, And send you His love ... Whatever your cross, Whatever your pain, "God always sends rainbows .... After the rain ... "

Don't Walk Away.
Take it back, take it all back now. The things I gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips, I miss that now. I can't try any harder than I do. All the reasons I gave, excuses I made for you. I'm broken in two. All the things left undiscovered. Leave me empty and left to wonder, I need you. All the things left undiscovered. Leave me waiting and left to wonder, I need you. Don't walk away. Touch me now how I wanna feel. Something so real, please remind me. My love, and take me back. I'm so in love with what we were. I'm not breathing I'm suffocating without you. Do you feel it too? When I'm in the dark and all alone. Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door, Its then I know my heart is whole. There's a million reasons why I cry, Hold my covers tight and close my eyes. Because I don't want to be alone. All the things left undiscovered. Leave me waiting and left to wonder. I need you. All the things left undiscovered. Leave me empty and left

Conflicted
Torn between the two, While love hangs in the balance. The last heartbreak cut me too deep. The chance that fairy tales exists only in dreams, Scares me so bad I can't help but scream. Not sure what pulls me to him, When on a regular basis I'm not 'The One'. Is it the chase? Wanting to win, Gotta be first place? The perfectionist in me has to win, But is it worth it in the end? Been down this road before, Left me broken and bruised. What makes this time different, When he's always left me wanting more? A chance at the fairy tale I've always dreamed of. A man thats not ready to run for the door. In this case the heartbreak could be worse than before. Tired of playing games, Trying to convince myself all men ain't the same. It's gonna take a lot to take down these walls. Hard to believe there could be a happily ever after, After all. He's in this for the long haul, Ready to pick me up when I fall. Still rather be safe than sorry. It's why I'm tempted to si

Pain
I’m just writing this down now before it slowly eats away at me I just hope it’s a remedy to this pain that perhaps I caused upon myself maybe it’s an inevitable pain that was bound to happen regardless of who or where I am it hurts, but I wish it would stop—I know it will....eventually I’m counting down the seconds, minutes, hours, days until I can smile—smile like I used to do and not worry about the pain coming back—sneaking up on me again....I just wish I just wish it was so much easier than it sounds it hurts—there’s no pain like this one—of being emotionally hurt oh why can’t it be so much easier—I just wish it can

Fondling In Bed
One night, after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to better position herself. The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. Why are you stopping darling?" she whispered. He whispered back, " I found the remote."

Void
Void, canceled, simply annulled. Endlessly aching, unconsoled. Life without you, cause without reason. Touch without sense, time without season. I face life now facing a cancerous sore, A sordid parasite that eats at my core. All that makes me whole, all I hold deep within, Leaving me lifeless, or at least not livin'. A shallow face, anguished and marred. An empty space, scaled and scarred. Sweetly abiding to a cynical charade. Secretly hiding 'hind a fictitious facade. Still, lost within this heart of glass, This fragile and yet unfeeling mass. Lies the remains of a love that glowed, The gift to you I once bestowed. But honor and pride now bereaved- By your love for me so misconceived, Ripped from my inner depths, impeding- Mind and body and spirit, bleeding; Now's crushed to sand from thy ruthless hand, A cold stare I just can't understand. I feel that somehow, somehow I'm dying, At least my soul and all that's underlying. A simple void, is that what I'v

Alone Again
Four o'clock in the morning Afraid to open my eyes Another day of grief, A day of fear. All alone I feel. I try to justify all the pain, All of this guilt before my eyes. Another day of confusion, A day of wondering. Is it ever just going to go away? All this pain that I feel, And all this anger, is it going to stay? Ten o'clock in the evening, Afraid of the nightmares. Again my breathing stops. All I can do is stare into the night. What is it that causes this feeling? Another night of crying, A night of hiding, Alone once again. My heart feels empty, And I can't cry another tear. Another day wasted on insecurity, A day of wonder. Is this ever going to end?

The Service
That morning her Master sent a message summoning her for that evening. Oh the excitement that came over her face.. the tingle that she got all over her body. Now the night before she presented her gift but today it would be a day of just showering him with things that she felt came from her heart and ones that he would love. From the time that she began to the very last touch of the presentation... she thought to herself how wonderful her Master was... how she would do anything for him. She finished and then it was night. Her master was very pleased with what she had done. He said to her .. thank you for all that you have done here today. I am very pleased and grateful that you thought of such gifts. He led her into the bathroom where there was flowers, music, and a tub of warm water and bubbles waiting for her. Her heart began to beat heavily with excitement as he guided her into the warm water. She laid back, looked at her master in the eyes and as if to tell him without words how gr

More Computer Problems
Ok I am Having more computer problems not a big surprise, but if you want to keep up with the big boys you have to get new toys..I'm trying like Hell to make this a better computer putting it together as best I can I should be all better within the next few days I am sure your just saying go buy a new one right?? yeah I fix them for a living..!!! and shame on you for thinking that all you have to do if something brakes is to go buy a new one..lol too much money,someday I will have to for now rubber bands and tooth picks are working ok... talk to you all very soon...thanks for understanding

Something Must Be
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

Jan 7th
THOUGHT OF THE DAY "What an enormous magnifier is tradition! How a thing grows in the human memory and in the human imagination, when love, worship, and all that lies in the human heart, is there to encourage it." - Thomas Carlyle ------------------------------------ WORDS OF WISDOM "I like people who refuse to speak until they are ready to speak." - Lillian Hellman (1907-1984) American Playwright, Screenwriter ------------------------------------ DAILY MOTIVATOR Positive purpose Certain opportunities will come and go. Yet it is never too late and never too early to experience the richness of living with positive purpose. Circumstances change from moment to moment, week to week, and year to year. And in every circumstance there are ways to find true fulfillment. You can always make a difference. You can always make a valuable contribution. By so doing, you connect yourself to life's greatest treasures. For the treasures that bring fulfillment are

Love
Some say being in love is being under a spell I guess magic does exist For me I'm fooled to believe someone could love me My mind and heart Trick me to feel good But in reality Love doesn't know my name It's not meant for me I'm under the spell To be in love Then it wears off Back to this life He laughs at me This trick works every time What you think is there, isn't Being in love, is not being you Come on now, think about it If love were real Hate and suicide would not exist.

That Special Place In My Mind Heart And Soul!
SERINITY/A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART AND MIND WHERE THE CONSTANT FLOW OF WATER STIMILATES THE WHOLE BODY WHILE YOUR MIND WONDERS TO A STATE OF "NIRVANA THE EIGHTH FOLD PATH" WERE THE BIRDS CONSTANTLY CHURP A MELODY OF PEACE AND LOVE !WERE WORDS LIKE HATE ,KILL,EVIL,STUPID,DOPE,UNFATHFUL,DECEITFUL,LIER,TERROR,HORROR,HATE,ETC AND ALL NEGETIVE WORDS ARE NOT FOUND IN THE SERINITY VOCABULARY. WERE THE WORDS LIKE LOVE ,PEACE ,HAPPYNESS,HOPE,SHARE,GOOD,ETC ARE UTILIZEDS! A PLACE WERE ONLY THE LOVELY PEOPLE WOULD WONT TO CALL HOME!

Why Am I Not Normal
I sit alone in my house Felling coy just like a mouse All alone with no friends I feel like shit But that depends On how much I drink tonight I stay indoors and hide away I don't want to go out and play Happy Lisa today No way! I sit alone and watch TV Maybe the will be something for me To watch so I don't have to Communicate with any of you I sit and think of suicide I just can't hide the feelings inside of me.

Drums
cold concreate floor bright white lights the drums echo throughout no one in the building no one to complain the drums echo throughout rageful anger sorrowful sadness the drums echo throughout heart pounding in my chest vision dwindles down the drums echo throughout head pounds all i hear is the beat the drums echo throughout i close my eyes i'm too weak to carry on but i continue to drum for the drums echo throughout

Best 150 Bucks I Ever Spent
Do you like road trips? Do you get lost sometimes? You need the Tom Tom. For $150 bucks you get a color 3d gps that will talk to you and tell you where you are and where you need to go. Easy 1 touch operation that you can't screw up. This is not one of these GPS devices that tell you to make a left in 3 feet and you end up in a f00king river. This is the real deal and comes loaded with 5 million way points and preloaded maps. Nothing else to buy except a carrying case that you can get for 5 bucks. Now I never have to ask for directions, oh wait I am a man I dont ask..LOL Serioulsy if you do a ton of driving or you just want to know what is around you then buy the Tom Tom. It is much better then the Garmin because the Tom Tom talks to you and it is portable enough to fit in your pocket. It shows you a 3D map of yourself driving and every Point of interest you want, such as ATMs or shopping, even gas stations. Also another feature you can use is phone number listings. Tom Tom not o

Let It Go...
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead.

Uncrushed...and Auction Details
Was uncrushed today after being crushed for awhile. More Sexy Comments & Graphics Do you want me?? lol click on the pic to own me, bid high please lol I will rate their pics{weekly} and stash during hh's while owned by them, will pimp them in a blog permanently, add them to my profile during the owned period, make a bulletin about them weekly, pimp them in my Mumms... lol... I like to Mumm, will do personal sfw salutes....... if they like legs/feet would do a legs/foot salute, even write a story a story for them {could even add them to family during the month they own me.... but I do not have family only pics either} if bid were to get higher I could add more I bidding is over on the 12th. More Sexy Comments & Graphics bid is currently 200,000 by Basil.....

Spanked
I just wanted to take a minute and laugh and let everyone know that OHIO STATE got spanked by LSU..the SEC rocks the house yet another year taking that title chance from ohio state. ALL of you that knwo me know that i'm a GEORGIA fan but i'd rather an SEC team win. And all of you that are TRUE college football fans know that GEORGIA should have really been in this national title game..and OHIO STATE doesn't deserve to be in it at all. Neither team deserves it really but what can ya do? GO SEC FOOTBALL!!!!!! yes i agree mizzou got dicked..i agree georgia got dicked...but Muahahahahah OHIO STATE got spanked. THEY SUCK! hahahahahaha...Ok that's my football rant for the night! GO DAWGS!!!!!

Sept 11 , 2001
On a cool September morning terror filled the air, as the acts of cowards did something others would not dare. United we come when America calls, we become a ray of light When the evil of darkness falls. We pray for the families, we pray for the friends, we pray for the victims, whose memory will never end. Our resolve will strengthen, our hearts will unite, we will come together, This wrong we will right. We will become stronger with each tragedy that we meet. They may have brought A city to its knees, But they've brought a country to its feet.

I Cant Take It Back
I cant take back things i have said in my past.I can only try to make things better.I tend to be way to honest.I don't lie to keep my friends happy or my family.I don't see the point in it.If i lie then I have to keep doing it.Why do people say..."tell me...honestly...does my ass look fat in this?" Yes,it does and no you should never wear that again. I mean I could lie and then your ass would look fat in it and you would be pissed at me right? I don't ask if i don't want the truth damn it. I cussed I put it NSFW...gonna get my fucking account deleted for shit like that lol.I need my meds....i just dont want to get outta the bed for them :P

Update
well guys my surgery is scheduled for 6 am tomorrow.im running scared now.i feel all alone tho its not a good feeling let me tell you.its like my friends have better things to do than be with me even tho i have always been there for them im terrified.i nevedr realized how much i was till now.. but im used to being let down. so its no big deal anymore. well i needed to vent wish me luck tomorrow guys.and pray they get all this friggin cancer out of me. bye

My Niece...
Well I just talked to my sister and found out that my niece who isn't even four months old yet has seizures. They're still at the hospital and will be doing a MRI in the morning to hopefully find out why she's having seizures. I swear sometimes I really don't understand God's will and wish I could ask him why? Why Kylie? Why does she have to have seizures? My sister has been through so much in her life already and now he first child is having seizures? Why?? I know without hardships and suffering there would be no compassion but sometimes the amount of suffering for some people is so insane it just doesn't make sense. Some people go through life not having to deal with half the suffering others do. I know everyone has hardships and I understand God doesn't give us more then we can handle but at certain points I just feel like say enough is enough give this person a break! Like right now I feel like screaming bloody murder because it just feels so overwhelming. All that has been going o

Pleasure Night Has Come Come See These People Tonight And Join In On The Fun Get You Some Intoxication And Some Pleasure To Go Along With It All!
THE FAMILY IS STILL ALIVE COME SEE INTOXICATION LOCALS WITH GREAT PARTIES AND AWESOME PEOPLE COME SEE THEM RIGHT NOW I'LL BE MOVING MONDAY TO PA. SO COME HANG WITH ME AND PARTY I'M MAKING ROUNDS TO EVERYONE I KNOW SO SHOW SOME LOVE TO THE INTOXICATION LOCALS THANKS AND PEACE BE WITH YOU ALL ALWAYS... INTOXICATIONS LUCKY MEMBER 69 "ROCKDRAGON" INTOXICATION LOCAL "ANGEL EYES" INTOXICATION LOCAL "DJ SEXY EYES" INTOXICATION STAFF MEMBER "DJ SEX KITTEN" INTOXICATION STAFF MEMBER "dog 5-O BULLDOG" INTOXICATION STAFF MEMBER "DJ RAGE" INTOXICATION WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHAT WE ARE ALL ABOUT SO HERE IS SOME HINTS .........SEX......... ....GREAT TIMES..... .....PARTIES........ AND ALL THE THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE GREAT! PLEASURE NIGHT HAS COME BACK TO IT'S RIGHTFUL HOME..... INTOXICATION home to the intoxication locals with great parties and awesome people....... the warrior dj kaijaw is on air right n

Good News!!
Well, its official... we found out today that my bro will be back from Iraq, April 28!! And for now its for sure because they have to be back at Lejeune on the 28th!! Hell yea.. road trip in April to go get my bubba and then again in May to go bury my Grandma's ashes.. I Love the scenery in NC!! Gotta love the small town!!

Funny Stuff
SNOW ! *December .....8 6:00 PM *It started to snow. The first snow of the season and *the wife and I took our cocktails and sat for hours by *the window watching the huge soft flakes drift down *from heaven. It looked like a Grandma Moses print. So *romantic we felt like newlyweds again. I love snow! *December..... 9 *We woke to a beautiful blanket of crystal white snow *covering every inch of the landscape. What a fantastic *sight! Can there be a more lovely place in *the whole world? Moving here was the best idea I've *ever had! *Shoveled for the first time in years and felt like a *boy again. I did both our driveway and the sidewalks. *This afternoon the snowplow came along and covered *up the sidewalks and closed in the driveway, so I got * *to shovel again. What a perfect life! *December..... 12 *The sun has melted all our lovely snow. Such a *disappointment! My neighbor tells me not to worry- *we'll definitely have

Smile.......
Smiling is infectious, you catch it like the flu, When someone smiled at me today, I started smiling too. I passed around the corner and someone saw my grin When he smiled I realized I'd passed it on to him . I thought about that smile then I realized its worth, A single smile, just like mine could travel round the earth. So, if you feel a smile begin, don't leave it undetected Let's start an epidemic quick, and get the world infected! Yahoo! Mash Comments @ 123glitter.com

Installments Of Drama
the installment of drama placed upon 1's life isn't priceless, it is painful. Most people can't pay attention 2 long 2 what matters, cuz they 2 busy in someone elses business. If they so concern about business, tell'em put the crutches under their own and drag them around. i wouldn't consider my business tasty. act blind when mine come across ur eyes or ears. the worst thing about life 2 many people 4 get others exsist around them, so how they going 2 b all 4 themself. if others help u then what happen 2 fair play, o i 4 got johnny fair play has no fair in his bones. then they the 1st 2 cry foul, cuz some1 is not afraid 2 call'em a bitch. if they didn't act like one life wouldn't b a bitch. doesn't it seem worst when u notice these facts in ur children, no ur partna children. if u like me, my children would lose their privledge on earth, if i thought they could entertain that sort of ignorance. but ur partna always 4get they the parent. instead they just allow theirs 2 do whateve

31, Am I Grown Up Now ????
still like to go to clubs . still like to stay out late .still like to do drugs . still like to play. everyday i dream of fun, new ways to make more fun under the sun . seems to me even with 3 kids and a fulltime job all the responsabilities that come along with being grown up. i act and feel like i am still 21.... am i grown up >?

We Are One
I love my Creator, and you say I don't believe in God. I honor all creation, and you say I worship animals. I talk to my Grandfathers and you say I commune with evil spirits. I feel Mother Earths heart beating and you keep building your churches on her. I respect the old ways-- and you say--"come join our modern society". To me everyday is Thanksgiving and you set your birthdays by our calendar. My life reflects my walk and my way; yours is based on conversion to a religion. I see the gathering of nations, and you stick to your denominations. You live this way with no respect for my beliefs-- and you say I am lost.

What A Great Analogy Of God For Those Who Don't Know,
BY ROBIN WILLIAMS NO LESS. This is one of the best explanations Of why God allows pain and suffering That I have seen. It's an explanation Other people will understand. A man went to a barbershop to have His hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, They began to have a good conversation. They talked about so Many things And various subjects. When they eventually touched on The subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists." "Why do you say that?" Asked the customer. "Well, you just have to go out in The street to realize that God Doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, Would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither Suffering nor pain. I can't imagine loving a God who Would allow all of these things." The customer thought for a moment, But didn't respond because he didn't Want to start an argument. The barber finished his job and the customer Left

From Scrapper
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Here We Go
well, i'm now in north little rock. had my first day of recruiting school today. it wasn't too bad cept for the 5 am wake up time. but shit happens. i think it's going to be a good school though. i'll enjoy it. so i'll be here for 5 weeks. should be too bad. but, i'm tired as hell so imma cut this one short. ps. if ya view, be nice and leave a comment. it doesn't have to make sense either "sljksrlekoif" is fine, i just wanna know who's actually readin my yammering take er easy people

Respect
Guys we need to have a little respect for our ladys and girlfriends. When they are happy we are happy. Please read the following with an open mind. And try to look at it from their point of view.... Blowjob Etiquette 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extensio

Killin Themself
killin themself why do people think that killin themself will be the answer? DO they not realize that it will only cause pain to the ones that they love? do they not see that there are people out there that love them and want them around . just because they dont say it everyday does not mean that they dont. just because they have a life that they like or something is not going right at the time that things will get better in the long run and that life it what you make of it. If you make it bad than it is going to be bad. And if you make it good than it will be good. There are people out there that care about others and that they love others just because they dont tell you dont mean that they dont.

Hate List, Things Not People (if It Was People I'd Be Here All Night)
1. people who start drama and then get pissed if anyone says shit about them. 2. drama 3. people who don't know how to take care of their kids 4. people who walk out on their kids 5. people who mistreat their kids 6. people who don't know how to take care of their kids properly i mean it does not take brains when it comes to when to change them, feed them, what not to give them such as 5 bottles of applejuice in one day when their really young! 7. people who beat or mistreat their kids or partners 8. people who have babys but don't want them, don't spread ur legs or climb on top of someone without thinkin about your actions and what they may lead to! 9. people who talk shit behind other peoples back 10. people who mess around with other peoples heads or hearts 11. people who just use people 12. people who lie, steal, or cheat 13. people who says oh i hate this person and that person, and then goes and hangs out with them or talks to them, thats f

Free
How could you give a fuck? People like you only want more. You have us on our backs, or crawling on the floor. We are the loveless... Playing the part of your whore. I'll close my eyes and escape you. Just don't look at me! These tears of inconsequentiality, Yeah, They're bleeding into the sea. You really think this hurts? Wrong! You're done, and now I'm free.

"girl In The Mirror"
whose that girl in the mirror, the one trying to look pretty, whose that girl in the mirror, the one thats tryin to hide the guilt and pain, whose that girl in the mirror, the one that can't even look at herself any longer, whose that girl in the mirror, the one that heart seems to break over and over again, whose that girl in the mirror, the one that used to have that spark in her eyes, whose that girl in the mirror, the one that used to have so many opportunities, whose that girl in the mirror, the one that feels like she has to be the best, whose that girl in the mirror, the one that can never fail or let anyone down, whose that girl in the mirror, the one that can't say no to anyone, whose that girl in the mirror, the one that life never gave any hand me outs to, whose that girl in the mirror, the one who always gets kicked down just to crawl back up, whose that girl in the mirror, the one who puts on a front t

America Needs A Leader Like This!
America Needs A Leader Like This! Prime Minister John Howard - Australia Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia , as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks. Separately, Howard angered some Australian Muslims on Wednesday by saying he supported spy agencies monitoring the nation's mosques. Quote: 'IMMIGRANTS, NOT AUSTRALIANS, MUST ADAPT. Take It Or Leave It. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Bali , we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Australians.' 'This culture has been developed over two centuries of struggles, trials and victories by millions of men and women who have sought freedom' 'We speak mainly ENGLISH, not Spanish, Lebanese, Arabic, Chinese, Japanese, Russian, or any other language. Therefore, if you wish to become part of our society . Learn t

Giggles
So I had a pretty funny evening today :D First off, I read a friends blog, which just made me laugh that laugh that you can't stop until you start crying. I won't say that it was about revenge, cause it wasn't, but it was pretty hilarious to hear about someone getting what they deserve for treating him so badly. Then, Jesse came home tonight and asked if I wanted to see something neat, so I headed outside. He says, they made some modifications to my truck. I was pretty surprised to hear that he did something like that. I won't say that I know everything about him, but he didn't seem to me to be the kind of guy that would get his truck lowered or something. But what they heck! So I step out side and WHOLEY CRAP!!! It's a big white Chevy Silverado crew cab!!! Now, since I know none of you know, he has/had a green S-10 crew cab-ish… some mod, huh? He's such a silly butt!! And that's just one of the things that I love about him. Instead of saying, lol what I got honey. He's t

Paradox
The pain in a child's eye- Paradox of promises. His father's lies. "When will he see me?" He cries. A 5 year old's confusion- No more laughter, no more smiles. He sits in his room alone. Holding the last toy he was given- He's hoping, praying and wishing... He blames himself for his father's decisions. "It's all my fault." He whispers.

New Tattoo This Weekend
Im getting my second Tattoo this weekend hopefully. Iam getting a Irish Celtic Knot on my right forarm. Ill put a pic of the tattoo of what im getting and then when i get the real thing ill put a pic of it on as well. -IrishSatanicRebel

The Friend
What to think when people look at me I some times wonder what they see can they see my pain, or do I hide it well I play the happy house wife but my soul suffers in Hell But hopefully I show nothing, I keep my pain aside and I live my life like i have noting to hide even my closest friends dont know what I know even to them it never will show I need nones pity, for I take full blame Im the one who lives in the shadow game Darkens trys to settle upon my heart the pain and sarrow tare me apart but I show no anger, pain or fear I know what I must do , my vision is clear Im the rock the unmoving bolder I am the friend the loving,caring shoulder no one needs to hear my cry s no on needs to see the tears that fall from my eyes So I reamin the friend when In needed the attempts to break my walls have not succeeded please if you read this leave a comment and

Waiting
Mercury's rising, like the heat within- butterfly wings in the wind. Pale skies, shaddows dance; again, captured by your glance. Antoher hypnotic trance. My thoughts adrift- my stomach's in knots; I feel my knees weaken. Your touch is like fire on ice, you melt me from deep within. You take my everything, opening me up to sin. Restless, I wait for you again.

Hacked
Well i went to check messages on Myspace and i get all these little blurbs that i am sending spam to all my friendson there...well it cant be me for i havent been there fpor a while except like 2 days ago..and deleted some ads on my comments lol..well i figured now that MYSPACE HAS BEEN OFFICIALLY HACKED....spammers have gotten in there much thanks to their unsecured site who lets all kinds in there from stalkers and such to get and do their damage! so i left there..if anyone else has a thing in there do the change of email and pword..for what its worth...lol if they can get through my other pword they can get into anything....just thought id let ya all know

Autobiography
A short sentimental autobiography... A chance at clarity set to transpire. If I blink this opportunity will pass; like a dream forgotton upon awakening. Occasional premediated self manipulation. I'm told "Don't ignore the little hints- Seize the day, or passionate investigations will obsess you." It's just another substantial complication. This pace is dictated by circumstance. Realization sometimes clouding my choices. As I search for an emotional donation, I reminisce the seeming maddness. There are suspicions of what's occuring. I disassociate quietly- Not questioning the judgement of the masses.

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Tattoos
this morning i got new tattoo it hurts like a bitch but is worth it. its a phonex flying up my right thigh.it stands for many things in my life that i hae over came, i was in a house fire and burnt over 83% of my body 3 degree and past,doctors gave m a 20 %survival i was only breathing 12% on my own i was in i.c.u. for 3 months 2 of those in a coma, had skin grafts,and lung damage, but i am doing great and have very few problems thats why the phonex out of the ashes i have soared again only better this time

Friendship
Friendship Friends are a God send if you treat them right. A real friend will always be a friend no matter what comes to light. Friends share a closeness no one else can understand. Always there to give a hug or just to lend a helping hand. For they are just creating a bonding friendship so true. That comes from deep in the heart and in action too. They will be by your side through your ups and your downs. Put a smile on your face when your wearing a frown. A true friend is the one who will still be there when the room you are in had already cleared. They will be there through thick and thin. Praying to God that somehow you will win. Give you the shirt off their back, if it is something you lack. Help you do what you must,

Bashing
wow so much BBW Bashing lately on the mums, way out of hand in my opinion, granted a big girl isnt for everybody, but just remember someone does find her beautiful and I have to say to the bashers is remember the saying "those that live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones"

There I Go Thinking Again
There I go thinking again, of a beautiful young lady that's way more than a ten. Pretty as can be and has a good heart. She says in my life she wants to be a part. I am falling deeply in love with her, warmth in my heart is starting to occur. Tingles and jitters and all those good things. Even the bells are starting to ring. Should I let this beautiful lady in my life? Or is she just being so damn polite? Because she knows that we are so far apart. And she does not have to feel what she is doing to my heart. There I go thinking again, hoping that this time maybe I’ll win. Keeping in touch with my feelings inside. Praying to God she is not out to destroy my pride.

Falling....
Some days I feel as if I am falling in slow motion to my demise. Only the crisp clean air hitting my face as I slowly spin out of control. I do not know where my life is leading me nor do I know what I may wind up as, but one thing I do know is that as I fall gentle wisps of air carry me up closer to the edge where I fell. There are people in my life now that I love dearly they know who they are I am sure of this. I am thankful for each sweet moment they take with me for they are the only ones keeping me from hitting the ground. I love YOU! And Thank You for being those most precious wisps of beauty for me.

The Clintons
If Hillary wins in 2008 and Bill is 'appointed' to fill her Senate seat and either live to retire 'they' (together or alone) would get two US Presidential retirement checks, two US Senate retirement checks, and a retirement check from the State of Arkansas . About the only thing they MIGHT NOT get is a Social Security check....but I wouldn't bet on it.... I understand ole Bill has earned $40,000,000 in the past six years. What a guy! AND THE REST OF THE STORY... Hilarious Rotten Clinton, as a New York State Senator, now comes under the 'Congressional Retirement and Staffing Plan,' which means that even if she never gets reelected, she STILL receives her Congressional salary until she dies. (Would it not be nice if all Americans were pension eligible after only 4 years?) If Bill outlives her, he then inherits HER salary until HE dies. He is already getting his Presidential salary until he dies. If Hillary outlives Bill, she also gets HIS salary until she dies. G

Love Sucks.
Why is it that love always comes back when you least expect it? Even if you don't even want it or ask for it, it somehow sneaks back into your life. Like a thief trying to steal a part of you that you try so hard to protect. It leaves you so defenseless because once you're caught in it, your mind, body and soul become exposed. I'm not talking about love where you're kind of vulnerable. The kind of love I'm talking about is the kind that can tear you apart or build you with just a few words from you know who. When you're in its throws you can't help but give in too wherever it takes you. When it hits, it hits so hard you can sometimes literally feel sick in the stomach. Either way, your hands and feet feel like blocks of ice. Your heart beats like an overworked race horse that just can't seem to stop no matter how hard you try. I'm not sure what it is that triggers it. It could be a glance that's dangerously too long, a smile that's more than just a smile,

Dj Dibby
Hey whats up? Im Reopening Hydwaway Radio I do NOT have my own stream yet but The owner of Ace Cafe, the sexy Brit, has let me use her stream in my lounge, you can request music hang out with friends just bullshit about random stuff or make new friends I would love for yall to pass this on to your friends even if your not a lounger someone on your list might be! but anywho.. I sure would love to see you in there, so... click it

Im Famous Enough To Have A Clone!
Apparently i pissed someone off because i wrote a blog about them because they linked me to a blog saying why we should rate ugly peoples pics a 10. well this person made up a fake account with a pic stolien (not ripped) of me and i read a comment it makes me think that they are downrating people and claiming to be me... well i just want everyone to know that this is not me nor would i ever intentionally down rate ANYONE!!! please repost to spread the word! Revenge@ fubar also uses this account NONE ( rate me, fan me, rate and comment all pics and blogs then add me)@ fubar Thanks! This new alert brought to you by the REAL... ♥Thyckie Thyck♥ Club FAR ♥@ fubar >

Im Having A Day Surgery Friday!!!
Last January I was diagnosed as having a slight case of HPV Ive been back to my doctors and my papsmear came up being it was more moderate to severe now and a few weeks later they did a biopsy on the abnormal cells they are saying its still a slight case but to be on the safe side my doctor wants me to have the day surgery where they will scrap away these abnormal cells..Today I had to go for a pre-op consult to discuss more about the surgery and the doctor had to check my heart and lungs well today my doctor seemed to hear a heart murmur something that seems to be out of the blue cause nobodys has ever heard me have one b4 so now b4 surgery tomorrow i have to go see my primary care doctor and see if he hears it too and if it will be ok for them to do the surgery friday...wish me all luck and please show me mad love since i am nervous as hell about all of this...I will be put to sleep during the surgery which i am thankful for because i would be anxious as hell if i had to be awake for

...
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonder ful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll

Me
a cute face nice body but no one seems to see the REAL me i am more then just a pretty face and a nice body.... i have a heart of gold and would give the shirt off my back if i had to some say im to nice and some say im not nice enough... what is that supposed to mean? every time i show someone my true self they just walk all over me and take advantage of the things i do. am i meant to be mean? selfish? cold heart? maybe if i was not so many ppl would take advantage of me...

12 Laws Of Karma
-=THE GREAT LAW=- As you sow, so shall you reap. This is also known as the Law of Cause and Effect. Whatever we put out in the Universe is what comes back to us. If what we want is happiness, peace, friendship, love... Then we should BE happy, peaceful, loving, a friend. Negative energy sent out to others will come back to you 10 fold. -=THE LAW OF CREATION=- Life doesn't just HAPPEN, it requires our participation. We are one with the Universe both inside and out. Whatever surrounds us gives us clues to our inner state. BE and DO yourself what you want to have in your life. -=THE LAW OF HUMILITY=- What you refuse to accept, will continue for you. If what we see is an enemy, or someone with a character trait that we find to be negative, then we ourselves are not focused on a higher level of existence. -=THE LAW OF GROWTH=- Wherever you go, there you are. For us to GROW in Spirit it is WE who must change and not the people, places or things around us. The only

For The Music Lover In All Of Us
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Job Interview
Hey Guys Wish me luck, I have a job interview tomorrow ...in security cross your fingers... bradley I should have no prob..i have the training..Military Police for 2 years and working for a contract security company... just a little nervous...

Shitty Drivers
Women are good at a lot of things: talking, pestering me, giving me boners, but elite driving skills will never be found upon this list. I've noticed there is a difference between men and women drivers and this is what it is. Men drive like shit on purpose, woman do it without knowing. I think guys have the inherent ability to drive well, they just choose not to. We make a conscious decision to cut across 3 lanes at 100 mph before doing so. We understand it's wrong, and we know what we hope to accomplish by doing so the reasons are various, and could include ingenious attempts to impress girls in a nearby car, or with hopes that a NASCAR recruiter is driving by and sees our untapped talent. Woman on the other hand will run a red light, cut you off, hit a dog and then slow down to admire a nice flower bed in someone's front yard - which causes this: None of this is intended though - and what's worse is that women are almost always completely u

“i Am A Witch”
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me “WITCH”. When I stand up for those I love, they call me “WITCH”. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me “WITCH”. Being a “WITCH” entails raising my children to be strong people, who have a solid sense of responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in, who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are. Being a “WITCH” means that I am free to be the wonderful creature I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a “WITCH” means I won’t compromise what’s in my heart. It means I live my life my way. It means I won’t allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a “WITCH”. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone else’s maid or when I act selfish. I’m proud to be a “WITCH”! It means I have the courage and st

010708 Fluffy Starr Blog
VLOG: The Burnt Perogie Yes, I have posted 'The Burnt Perogie' vid, although the copious ranting and raving and general lunacy is cut out. Sorry. No, I will not post that. I make a fool of myself enough without it. Believe me, you don't know how I can get with a bit o' rocket fuel. Still, a random tidbit that is befitting of Fluffy Starr TeeVee. There is another one there too, called "Happy Hiccup" which you can see. So, check it out! Thanks very much to those of you who posted song suggestions for a music video. I won't say what I'm leaning towards yet. Soon, I will. If you didn't post yet, you can still go ahead and give your opinion. Lurkers, just come out of the shadows, I won't bite. Unless you want me to. But if so, you will have to come out of the shadows..... Hope you like the random vids. I think they are getting randommer if that is possible. Or just ran-dumber. Either way, I will hopefully continue to be a source of amusement for you throughout this year. x F

Fufucked Update(please Repost)
fubar's fucking up bad! Chris ~~~Cobra Chris~~~♥The One and Onlys' Husband♥~~~@ fubar damaged and wounded Damaged and Wounded@ fubar had a party friends over, decided i would invite them too join FUBAR! big mistake because i did it on my computer i was reset i have been here for almost 2 yrs #17262 FUBAR ID i was on level 24, 800 hundred thousand away from god father level its so un fair all y points and levels were taken from me for inviting friends too join FUBAR, ill probably get my whole profile deleted for expressing my self i hope not love FUBAR its my 2nd home for me met a lot of good people here from all over the world well just had too let it out and let you all know dont invite people from your computer its not worth it thank you *JENNY*((((( )))))) hugs Ppl Ask Why It Says I'm Lvl 10 When I Was Lvl 25 Well Like This bully Says I Was Fu Robbed Plain And Simple! Just Mins Before This Happened The Site Glitched Bad! i was on here when it happened i

Woo Hoo
I am so excited. Tonite I won a Pontiac vibe , 2005. Its grey.. with 35,000 miles. Won it for 9500 on ebay. Now, to figure out how to get to Connecticut. lol. I think we found a ticket for 95 dollars , within 10minutes of the people . I am so excited!!

Love From A Big Girl
found this while surfing........... Everlasting... All encompassing... Hellacious... Mind-numbing... Earth shattering... Toe curling... Soul satisfying... All you could ever ask for... Yet, something few can handle

Life Is Too Short...
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you.

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Poetry
The horizon of my mind blurs with the beating of your hearts! Quickened with the pulse of your soul, lashed and thrashed with shadows of hate lingering closely. Unbound by lustfull thoughts of grandure and unseemingly guilty passions. Smells of fear are sweet on my lips! Death is far from my grasp, held by human bounds, teathered by Worldly Lusts. Your pain is my pleasure, my sex, my home! Die, hate, lust and greed, live and die for me! hell is your home and hate is your wife.

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Just A Couple Funnies 4 Ya Tonight
When my three-year-old son opened the birthday gift from his grandmother, he discovered a water pistol. He squealed with delight and headed for the nearest sink. I was not so pleased. I turned to Mom and said, "I'm surprised at you. Don't you remember how we used to drive you crazy with water guns?" Mom smiled and then replied, "I remember..." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Two fraternity brothers decide to go sailing one afternoon and become lost. After twenty hours with nothing to eat or drink, one of them spots a lamp floating by. He picks it up and a genie pops out. The genie notices the poor condition of the brothers and grants them one wish between the two of them. After a lot of arguing over who gets the wish, one of them blurts out, "I wish the ocean was made of beer." Magically, the ocean turns to beer. Infuriated, the other guy yells, "You idiot! Now we have to piss

Marshamallows Wtf???
Ok, so they say that many of the foods that we eat are discovered accidentally or derived from mistakes made in the kitchen. Much like the story we have all heard about the person that was cutting up potatoes in the kitchen and clumsily dropped one of them in a pot of bubbling oil. "Holy shit!!! I just made a potato chip! I am going to be a gazillionaire and a contributing factor to the rising obesity problems in Americans!" Ok, well maybe it wasn't quite like that, but you get the idea. So, I was bored today and with my undying need to make freaking Smores last night, I began to find myself wondering how the hell a marshmallow came to be. Seriously, what genius was chillin in his kitchen one night, with a 50 pound bag of sugar, corn syrup, dextrose, modified food starch (corn), gelatin, natural and artificial flavor, tetrasodium pyrophosphate and blue 1? (obviously I read the ingredients from the bag) My first question is... What exactly is IN this natural and artificial flavor?

Rain
I feel the rain on my face. So cool and gentle. It makes me slow my pace. Spinning in circles....round and round. The smell of the rain as it hits the ground. So pure and refreshing. The sound is so captivating. Dancing in a puddle. Feeling the mud between my toes. I feel so young again. A time when everything was new. This is a memory from my past. Something that will last and last.

Balloons
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you.

Gifts? Is It Christmas?
Here at the LOL FAMILY it is.....Hey family have you got your tags that Holly Hotbox and Liberated Spice have made for you? Go check them out and make sure you right click and save them to your computer so you can get points for it..... Thanks Ladies

My Rawkin Birthday!
Well today made my 27th birthday! And it was the GREATEST! My husband called and told me happy birthday which completely floored me, I was so shocked I cried b/c I wasnt expecting him to do that, then my mom and zack went and got me a cake, balloons, flowers and a starbucks gift card while I was out taking caleb to the doc and surprised me, then Heather that TRASH got me flowers and a card, last night manda and I went and saw 1 missed call then went to cici's where James wasnt greedy with the buffalo sauce on our pizza LOL then today coming home on Jeff highway I saw Eric and yelled out sexy as he was walking, manda said he looked, I had been wanting to do that for SO long, my birthday was really great. James even called and wished me a Happy Birthday and that was so special for me too. I appreciate all that everyone did for me, even my online friends on Fubar and Myspace made it SO special. I got flowers, cakes, cards, It was really great. I hope 2008 is a better year for me. Ah well

Fubar_baby_pool
EmilyIMAX and BrokenCondom are hosting a Fubar Baby Pool for the date, time, weight, length and gender of the baby we are expecting. This contest will run through January 31, 2008. EmilyIMAX™@ fubar BrokenCondom™@ fubar We are expecting a girl on March 6, 2008. The ultrasound is about 90% positive. There will be 6 prizes: 1. Closest to the exact date wins 50,000 fubucks* 2. Closest to the exact time wins 50,000 fubucks* 3. Closest to the exact weight wins 50,000 fubucks* 4. Closest to the exact length wins 50,000 fubucks* 5. Closest to all 4 combined wins 200,000 fubucks* 6. Closest to all 4 combined plus the error in the ultrasound of having a boy wins 7 day blast or 1 month VIP ~ The pool costs 500 fubucks to enter, to either EmilyIMAX or BrokenCondom. ~ Each guess is 500 fubucks, up to 5 guesses per person. Any additional guesses will be removed as will any names that are not recognized. ~ Upon sending your fubucks to either EmilyIMAX or Brokencondom

Kid Rock...rock And Roll Jesus
Let me start this out by saying I didn't want to like this cd. Kid Rock's stuff has been so schito lately, I wasn't sure what I was going to get, but I love the song "So Hot" and the cd was ten bucks, so i figured why not. And boy was I surprised when I put it in, because it is a solid cd thru and thru. He finally got the right mix of rock, metal, and country, to where you don't want to scram at him "JUST PICK ONE". But there's six solid songs out of thirteen in my book, and the other seven aren't bad at all. There's just one that I don't really care for, but that's not to bad. I don't want to call this a comeback cd, but it soes sound great. His band is stellar as usual, and his vocals are his vocals. Production is good, with just enough bragging so you don't take him too serious. I like it, and I'll give him 8 ho's out of 10

Clarification On Cheating..
Contrary to popular belief, you will NOT get reset if you and your spouse share a computer. The rumors are false...you can't believe everything you hear! However, fubar utilizes a fraud detection system that generates a daily report of all accounts that have fraudulently set up accounts under their own to generate points for themselves. This activity has increased since the 10K referral bonus, and fubar will not tolerate this. We call this CHEATING. If you have created fake accounts to generate points at any time under your own account, the system will reset your level, points, and fuBucks. This is not arguable, nor is it reversible. If you choose to cheat...don't be upset when you get caught. Please, we urge you to play fairly and by the rulebook. If you can't remember those rules, please read the terms of service you agreed to when you registered with fubar.com as well as the fubar Bible. Party on.

Why
Why is it that ex's try to create drama for you?? Play a guilt trip game with you trying to make you feel bad when they are most at fault?? Is it that they are so caught up in their own drama that they do not realize what they are doing in life?? It must be insecurity or something along that line, because it seems like the one who is hurt the worst gets over it faster and moves on, but the one that does the hurting can't let go, WHY??????? They try to put you down and don't understand why you are acting this way. Well, guess what, I moved on and am enjoying myself, yes I am happy, happy to be out of the sick and twisted drama. Yes naturally I am an asshole, but when you put it straight out there and still get the "I have forgiven you, and love you, and want to be friends with you", wtf don't you get the message?? You fucked me over good and you expect me to just drop everything and come running back, NO!!! It is the same dram sequence over and over. Yes it would be nice if we

Helping People Get Out & Stay Out Of Debt
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Guitars
I've been playing guitar for 20 years, and have built up quite the collection. I guess I love them all, but my Rogue Bell Brass Resonator ranks right up there, and then there's my 92 custom Gibson LP w/EMG's for when i really feel like tuning low, and my Dean Dime just begs to shred!!! yet at times my Strat just wants to be caressed so it can let out it's blues before gettin funky. And then I grab my 87 Kramer Striker, which cranks out any sound you could possibly want, and yes, it was made in Korea, which in my opinion slaps together some of the best sounding guitars out there. what do you folks think?

Song "unfinished"
You think i should be like you, But deep inside your screaming, Hiding all your fears from unseeing eyes, You try to act so perfect and so you walk with a smile, But all that shit don't matter inside your mind, You try to hide try to fight but it's all in your face. Your inperfections are all that you see now you look back and see it's better to be me.

Home
Another summer day Has come and gone away In Paris and Rome But I wanna go home Mmmmmmmm Maybe surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone I just wanna go home Oh, I miss you, you know And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you Each one a line or two “I’m fine baby, how are you?” Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough My words were cold and flat And you deserve more than that Another aeroplane Another sunny place I’m lucky I know But I wanna go home Mmmm, I’ve got to go home Let me go home I’m just too far from where you are I wanna come home And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life It’s like I just stepped outside When everything was going right And I know just why you could not Come along with me 'Cause this was not your dream But you always believed in me Another winter day has come And gone away In even Paris and Rome And I wanna go home Let me go home And I’m surrounded by A

Havok's Harem Now Accepting New Members (ladies Only Please )
ok i have a new club for women that i just started and it's called HAVOK'S HAREM ,the perks of the club are on the official tags in my havok's harem pic folder .all i need to know if you want to join is which tag you want (white or black ) and which pic you want me to use for the tag .there is no membership fees (or monthly dues) it's totally free .socome check it out and send me a message letting me know if you want to join :D.

Within Myself
What's ever watching I can't see, It does never blink, What does this entity see? Into the head, Down into the heart, Does it see into me? Into us? Clearly or Darkly? I hope it sees clearly Because I can't any longer see into myself. I see only dark. I hope for everyone's sake, the entity sees clearly. Because if the entity sees darkly, the way I do, Then I'm cursed. And cursed again. I'll only wind up dead this way! Knowing very little, and getting that little fragment, of life!

Too Funny
A frog goes into a bank and approaches the teller. He can see from her nameplate that her name is Patricia Whack. 'Miss Whack, I'd like to get a $30,000 loan to take a holiday.' Patty looks at the frog in disbelief and asks his name. The frog says his name is Kermit Jagger, his dad is Mick Jagger, and that it's okay, he knows the bank manager. Patty explains that he will need to secure the loan with some collateral. The frog says, 'Sure. I have this,' and produces a tiny porcelain elephant, about an inch tall, bright pink and perfectly formed. Very confused, Patty explains that she'll have to consult with the bank manager and disappears into a back office. She finds the manager and says, 'There's a frog called Kermit Jagger out there who claims to know you and wants to borrow $30,000, and he wants to use this as collateral.' She holds up the tiny pink elephant. 'I mean, what in the world is this?' (You're gonna love this.) The bank manager looks back at her

Old Barns
A stranger came by the other day with an offer that set me to thinking. He wanted to buy the old barn that sits out by the highway. I told him right off he was crazy. He was a city type, you could tell by his clothes, his car, his hands, and the way he talked. He said he was driving by and saw that beautiful barn sitting out in the tall grass and wanted to know if it was for sale. I told him he had a funny idea of beauty. Sure, it was a handsome building in its day. But then, there's been a lot of winters pass with their snow and ice and howling wind. The summer sun's beat down on that old barn till all the paint's gone, and the wood has turned silver gray. Now the old building leans a good deal, looking kind of tired. Yet, that fellow called it beautiful. That set me to thinking. I walked out to the field and just stood there, gazing at that old barn. The stranger said he planned to use the lumber to line the walls of his den in a

Dark Desires Part 1
Michele sat as her desk lost in thought when the intercom buzzed, “Michele, you have a call on line one and Mr. Roberts called and said that he was stuck in traffic and would be late for his appointment.” “Tammy, who is on line one? Please buzz me the moment Mr. Roberts arrives we have to finalize his web site before we can get it online for him today.” “It’s your friend Becca on line one, and I shall buzz you the moment he arrives.” “Please put Becky’s call through and thank you Tammy.” The receptionist put the call through to Michele’s office. “Becca, what’s up?” “Just checking to see if we were still on for dinner tonight and see where you wanted to go tonight?” “Of course we are still on for dinner, I don’t have any idea what I am in the mood for why don’t you pick a place and then call me later and let me know where and what time. I am hoping that I have time to go home and change before dinner tonight.” “Why, don’t we say 8 o’clock and I will call and mak

Buy Me A Drink! Please!! Lol
OK...This is my second fupage and on the first one I stayed shit faced on it...How come on this one I get all kinds of stuff but hardly any drinks? I can't get drunk on here, damn! lol...help a girl out, won't you?

A Dream Id Like To Come To Reality
a clear nights sky, full moon, warm breeze, sitting on the ledge of the shore as the waves crash upon the rocks, cuddeled in a blanket watching for shooting stars with someone very special, a soft kiss and someone telling me how much they love how i am and how much i mean to them and how they would never want to let me go, no matter what.

If.......
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Cleaning Poem
Cleaning Poem I asked the Lord to tell me Why my house is such a mess. He asked if I'd been 'computering', And I had to answer "yes." He told me to get off my fanny And tidy up the house. And so I started cleaning up... The smudges off my mouse. I wiped and shined the topside. That really did the trick... I was just admiring my work.. I didn't mean to 'click.' But click, I did, and oops I found A real absorbing site That I got SO way into. I was into it all night. Nothing's changed except my mouse It's very, very shiny. I guess my house will stay a mess... While I sit here on my hiney.

I Wish.....
I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. On the white sandy shore, I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space...

Rectum Stretcher
Driving on his way to work one morning, a man goes flying past an Alabama State Trooper hidden behind some trees in the median of the highway. When the trooper pulls him over, he asks, "Where are you going in such a hurry?" The man replies, "work". The trooper then asks, "So what in the world do you do at work that is SO important that you have to drive 40 mph over the speed limit to get there?" John responds, "Well officer, I work for the great state of Alabama, like you. I'm a rectum strecther. " Puzzled, the officer asks, "And exactly what does a rectum stretcher do?" The man then goes into great detail describing his job, "Well, first, I take a rectum, then I insert one finger, then two, then three, then a whole fist, then eventually two fists... then I stretch and pull until it is over 6 feet across." Well, the trooper thought he had heard it all, but out of curiosity, he just had to ask, "Now what in the hell does the State of

Please Help This Young Fu Level
SEAN NEEDS YOUR HELP ON FRIENDS FANS AND RATES!!! HE IS NEW! EVERYONE START YOUR PARTY RATE ENGINES!! HELP THIS WONDERFUL FU WITH RATES, FANS, AND ADD'S. TYVM IN ADVANCE FROM SASSY LAURIE! COME ON AND SHAKE YOUR MONEY MAKING RATE-BOOTY WITH US! Sean@ fubar THIS PIMPTASTIC BLOG HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE INFAMOUS ~/~ Sassy Laurie PLEASE SHOW ME LOVE~/~

Because Of You
Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar I will joyously say 'I do', for I have it all now and it's all because of you.

Burning Desire
I wrote this song the other day... tell me what you think please. (Chorus) Close your eyes Feel the burn Much is taught and much is learned Burning desire slick with sweat so hot so tight dripping wet (V.1) Bodies collide with a punishing kiss the tenderness of love lost in the abyss the bruising bites nails raked 'cross the back it's arousing and brutal this sexual attack (Chorus) (V.2) Head yanked back by the hair Marks on the neck but who cares? Taste the blood upon your lips it's bittersweet I lick the drips (Chorus) (V.3) The taste of you arouses more harder and faster shaken to the core Pain and pleasure twisted into one my body's sated my world is spun (Chorus) Close your eyes feel the burn... Burning Desire slick with sweat... So hot so tight dripping wet (x3)

A Message To Your Pets
NOTICE TO PETS!! A MESSAGE TO YOUR PETS To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hang

Dice Shooter -dumb Criminals
'Dice shooter' who called cops arrested Mon Jan 7, 5:26 PM ET An man who complained to police that he was robbed of his gambling earnings was arrested for illegal betting. Ricky Lee Jones, 53, of Iowa City, was arrested during a traffic stop on Friday and charged with fourth-degree illegal game betting. He was released from jail on his own recognizance. Police said Jones was shooting dice with Beauhanan D. Walker, 23, on Dec. 27 when Jones apparently became angry at Walker, who grabbed the money being wagered and ran off. Jones then called police saying he wanted his "portion of the winnings," records show

This Is Apparently My Fault.ok I Accept That But:
It is clear to me now that this site can cause many problems.Even though I detest games I see that I may have created a few problems myself. I know I have been upfront on this end or so I thought.I am not here to hurt anyone,I came here to have fun and unwind.I get into comment wars,I flirt I buy many gifts and it is according to my mood when I buy them.That I am guilty of. I have said in a few of blogs my interest or attraction in one man (still no secret)I have also expressed in another blog my interest for someone else (No secret)I also said both have qualities in them that I admire (once again no secret).I am friends with both of these gentlemen and if I lose there friendship over this just because I feel this for one and feel this for another I would rather remain only friends.I know that a person can not have there cake and ice cream too but I can not help but to like both of them and I do not know either of them that well to know anything or if it would ever go anywhere.It is

Yeah I Posted This Before - But I Love It
Pet Diaries The Pet Diaries.... Dog and Cat Diaries Excerpts from a Dog's diary: 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! Excerpts from a Cat's daily diary: Day 683 of my captivity: My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling obects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength.

Bucs 2008 Nfl Mock Draft. All 7 Rounds Plus Top 20 Fas
This mock draft is 7 rounds and took a lot of work. I tried to hit on all of the needs, but I may have failed at some, so please complain if you have a valid gripe. Also, please read and compliment! Also included are my Top 20 Free Agents and where they will sign. Bob Sanders- IND Dallas Clark- GB Jared Allen- KC Philip Rivers- SD Randy Moss- NE Julius Jones- DAL Alan Faneca- STL Justin Smith- CIN Asante Samuel- SD Marcus Trufant- SEA Albert Haynesworth- TEN Patrick Crayton- SEA Nnamdi Asomugha- OAK Michael Turner- NYJ Lance Briggs- ARZ Gibril Wilson- NYG Terrell Suggs- TB Derek Anderson- BAL Flozell Adams- DET Donte’ Stallworth- BAL Round 1 1. MIA- Darren McFadden, RB, Arkansas 2. STL- Chris Long, DE, Virginia 3. NYJ- Jake Long, OT, Michigan 4. ATL- Glenn Dorsey, DT, LSU 5. OAK- Calais Campbell, DE, Miami (FL) 6. KC- Sedrick Ellis, DT, USC 7. BAL- Vernon Gholston, DE/OLB, Ohio State 8. NE (from SF)- Malcolm Jenkins, C

Fufucked(please Repost)
fubar's fucking up bad! Chris ~~~Cobra Chris~~~♥The One and Onlys' Husband♥~~~@ fubar damaged and wounded Damaged and Wounded@ fubar had a party friends over, decided i would invite them too join FUBAR! big mistake because i did it on my computer i was reset i have been here for almost 2 yrs #17262 FUBAR ID i was on level 24, 800 hundred thousand away from god father level its so un fair all y points and levels were taken from me for inviting friends too join FUBAR, ill probably get my whole profile deleted for expressing my self i hope not love FUBAR its my 2nd home for me met a lot of good people here from all over the world well just had too let it out and let you all know dont invite people from your computer its not worth it thank you *JENNY*((((( )))))) hugs Ppl Ask Why It Says I'm Lvl 10 When I Was Lvl 25 Well Like This bully Says I Was Fu Robbed Plain And Simple! Just Mins Before This Happened The Site Glitched Bad! i was on here when it happened i

Dude, The Cops Will Never Smell It !!!
Dude, the cops will never smell it Mon Jan 7, 5:11 PM ET Lakehurst police didn't have to go far to make a marijuana arrest. An officer heading home early Saturday smelled pot burning in the police station parking lot. Authorities said Sergeant Ronald Heinzman asked some other officers to take a whiff. Police said they heard a conversation centered on the irony of smoking pot next to the station from a home separated from the parking lot by a chain-link fence. Police knocked on the door and arrested Benjamin Gordon, 18, of Farmville, Va. ___ Information from: Asbury Park Press, http://www.app.com

Another Loss
Brewer, Jason H. (Memoriam) - JASON H. BREWER Nov. 11, 1985 - Sept. 16, 2001 Our hearts were broken on Sept. 16. There isn't a day that goes by ... jason commited suicide in chesire jail he was on trial as an adult an had paralized his best friend in a car accident "u will never be forgotten i luv u alwayz my bestfriend" JASON H. BREWER Nov. 11, 1985 - Sept. 16, 2001 Our hearts were broken on Sept. 16. There isn't a day that goes by that you're not dearly missed. You were a loving son, grandson and brother to us all. You are now at peace and in Heaven. Jason you will live in our hearts each and every day forever. With all our love, Mom, Grandma, Grandad, Nichalos, Victoria, Paris and Francis, Jr. and everyone else who loves you Jason Hannibal Brewer, 15, of Elm St., Windsor Locks, died Sunday, (September 16, 2001). He was the beloved son of Gloria (Brewer) Peluso of Windsor Locks. Jason was born in Denver, CO and was a former nineth-grade student at Enfield High School. Besi

Sadness
hit a soar spot R.i.P when all the people were talkin about there friend that passed away it broght me into this depression my friend died in 2003 in a car accedent then my other friend commited suicide then dad an my gramps died so i looked for the stuff on my friends an i found one to never be forgotten we miss u so much Justin Michael Blow BOWLJUST Justin Michael Blow, 19, of North St., Windsor Locks, beloved son of Michael J. Blow of Windsor Locks and Leslie (Ruggiero) Blow of Windsor Locks died Wednesday, (May 21, 2003) at Hartford Hospital from injuries he received in an automobile accident with his cousin, Joshua Zononi. Justin was born in Ft. Wayne, IN on March 29, 1984. He eventually moved to Windsor Locks where he attended grammar school and graduated Windsor Locks High School in 2002. He was employed at the Sheraton Hotel at Bradley Field since March of 2002. Justin loved ice hockey, cars, water-skiing, basketball, video games, and generally spending time o

Other Girl
You want the guy I have well, he's mine You say you had him well, he said you're unkind You say he told you we're nothing well, he told me he loved me You say you had him last night well, he was out with me You can't have him well, what do you have to say now? You think you can treat him better well, if that's so why does he hate you? He's mine He loves me. So there, Other girl! You're not even good enough for me to say your name.

Fubar Robbing Ppl 4 No Dam Reason
fubar's fucking up bad! Chris ~~~Cobra Chris~~~♥The One and Onlys' Husband♥~~~@ fubar damaged and wounded Damaged and Wounded@ fubar had a party friends over, decided i would invite them too join FUBAR! big mistake because i did it on my computer i was reset i have been here for almost 2 yrs #17262 FUBAR ID i was on level 24, 800 hundred thousand away from god father level its so un fair all y points and levels were taken from me for inviting friends too join FUBAR, ill probably get my whole profile deleted for expressing my self i hope not love FUBAR its my 2nd home for me met a lot of good people here from all over the world well just had too let it out and let you all know dont invite people from your computer its not worth it thank you *JENNY*((((( )))))) hugs Ppl Ask Why It Says I'm Lvl 10 When I Was Lvl 25 Well Like This bully Says I Was Fu Robbed Plain And Simple! Just Mins Before This Happened The Site Glitched Bad! i was on here when it happened i

Life
Look for someone complimentary.. Not supplementary. Dating is fun.. Even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes.. When a man always knows where you are, and you're always readily avaiable to him - he takes it for granted. Never move into his Mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar, but get to know others. Share this with your women and men (just so they know)... You'll make someone smile, make another rethink her choices, and make another woman prepare. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them...and an entire lifetime to forget them.

ღit's Time To Repay The Favor!ღ
ღHas she ever helped you?ღ I know she has! ♥BooBoo♥@ fubar Stop by her page! She's on her way to Disciple! It may be a scary number, but if every one of us just rated one folder her numbers would drop!! (repost of original by 'lauria ♥Shadow Leveler♥ Proud owner of Hopeless Romantic' on '2008-01-07 14:49:04')

Busy
I have been very busy since the last time I wrote here...haven't online much either...I went to school and got my CDL...love driving those big trucks...working for a company out of Illinois called Star Transport...nice peterbilts..soon as I can I will post new pics with my truck in my album..see you all on the flip flop

Rules For 2008
I got this in an email and its too good not to share, these are soo true!! Happy New Year! Make realistic goals for yourself, write them down, pray about them and try to achieve them! Go through your cell phone, caller id, calendar, and email addresses and discard all the people and events that mean you no good or don't benefit your life! Stop making excuses about your life and make changes! If you are involved w/ a person, job, or circumstance that is doing more harm than good, do yourself a favor - LET IT GO! Stop being someone's mistress; especially if you are aware that you are!!!! If you are between the ages of 22-35 please start listening to more than Hip-Hop! Take care of your kids and devote a weekend or two when you spend "quality" time with them. Who cares if you miss out on a "mix"! You can party anytime! Get your debt in order! Eventually you'll want a nice home and car in your name! Stop spreading senseless rumors and try to get your own life

Im Too Terrified To Have Sex
Myspace Comments @ 123glitter.com I broke up with my man about a year ago. We been together almost 7 years, in which I feel was completely wasted. He asked me to marry him on many an occasion, but I felt that he was a bum not trying to accomplish anything in life, so I gave him chances to change. Well big mistake...thats 7 years gone. But now that I am single, I am so horny from no sex and I am afraid to go out and get with someone because of all the sexual transmitted diseases in this here world, and you never know who has what, and I aint about to catch some deadly disease because I am wanting sex. I just dont know what to do, dildos and toys dont really do the job of satisfying my urges, and neither does masturbation, it only slows it down a while. That's right yall, I wanna do the nasty with a gentleman, but I'm to friggin scared, of the consequences !!! I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place, friends. If anyone has any advice, I'm a listening. I have to ad

Either Like It Or Dont
Fuck Poetry fuck the words, swelling dead fish on the beach fuck the rhythm, waves bashing a bloated carcass fuck the rhyme, punctured eyeball sticky glue mucus on the sand sparking seashells draw blood with lingering alliteration lying leisurely on a towel this poem has crabs don’t read too fast or you’ll get a cramp and drown in an ocean of drivel, swill, backwash, and, fuck, there aren’t even enough words for mephitic foamy drool Fuck Poetry fuck the word fuck and how often it’s used in this poem fuck this poem with a rusty spoon spreading orange colored dust inside of it let the dust rot gangrene and fester till it explodes sending pieces of this poem to plaster the walls and ceiling of this room Fuck Poetry fuck lying on the bathroom floor aching for more fuck the addiction and hypocritical confliction just fuck this iambic pentameter and free style chaotic architecture fuck slant rhyme and embedded entwined enjammed lines fucking with your mind Fu

Finally
well... i just sent BJ a picture of my tattoo... fixed it so it doesn't say his last name anymore, it says "yours?" lmao... needless to say he got pissed off... and said i could have the divorce i have been asking for... yeah, i'm happy, but also feel really wierd. i just feel like i spent all that time trying to make him happy was for nothing, that i am just a waste of time. yeah, i loved him, i really really tried to make things work. but no matter what i did, i always pissed him off, especially when i got my period every month. (at least now i know it wasn't me, lol) i know that the regular 'arguements' and his monthly ritual of kicking my ass because of aunt flo is over and i'll never miss that, but we did have fun together once, i did love him once, and i really tried... oh well, i guess i am finally gonna get what i am asking for, and i don't even know if i want it... i do, but you know? love ya, suzy

Silent Screams
Deep inside the depths of my mind I open the doors to see what I'll find Perhaps uncover a clue from the past To put my nightmares to rest at last It holds me back and makes me afraid Does it fortell the future already made? Does the guilt within stay forever with me Will I be trapped inside and no one will see? She's always there in my dreams dressed in white and young she seems Calling my name and wanting to play Showing me things and wanting me to stay She points to a grave in which isn't her own And tells me to look at the name on the stone I clutch my chest and gasp for air I fall to my knees, wake me from this nightmare She sits on a swing swinging away Calling my name she has more to say Please stay with me, we'll have lots of fun We can play outside and in the sun I look at her with tears in my eyes I'm sorry I can't, I don't want to die Please stop trying, just leave me alone I won't go with you, I want to go home She shakes her head and whi

My Hope Angel
On January 4, 2008 at 22:32pm I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. I named her Hope Angel. At this time i didn't know I was pregent. I know crazy as it sounds it's true. The Father was a ex bf of mine but doesn't know and won't know about the baby do to the fact that the relationship was abusive. I was 5 and half months along which is 22 weeks. I held her in my arms of 2 and half hours and on Saturday January 5,2008 at one in the morning Hope past away. She was my Giant among Giants and now she walks with the Angels in Heaven. My family was there with me and i was well taken care of. It's been a cfrazy ride this past weekend but one thing is for such a love of a mother never goes away. I have pictures of my baby girl please look at them and tell me what you think. Thank you

Marvel Comics Art On Ebay
Another week... another spell of hawking my comics crap on ebay. This week a selection of Marvel pages, including Spiderman, Avengers(see pic)Cable & Deadpool, etc etc. Any questions ask eithe Lysa or myself.. click the pic to see the pages on offer..

The Silver Moon
Over there is where she sat Upon the sand that cold dark night With a half shattered heart and silky eyes Under the dark silver moon. I watched beauty for an age She stared longingly at the moon Her whispers echoed through the silence Under the dark silver moon. The moon's saddened face appeared Watching her feet in the water As her arms loathed to let her go Under the dark silver moon. Suddenly her mouth opened And her soul filled the night As she sang with a sorrow filled melody Under the dark silver moon. She sang of a beast who'd grasped onto her heart Then locked it as he snapped it in two Leaving young beauty with random emotions Under the dark silver moon. Tears poured, and words flowed on forever My own heart was melting just to see hers go cold Yet I sat and I watched, not helping the singer Under the dark silver moon. She felt confused but at home, with blackened emotions I felt her need, her want, to turn invisible, as she looked up at th

My Old Best Friend-heartache
Staring at your drawn, place face Your bloodshot, swollen eyes Outside world thinks your happy Now I'm seeing through your disguise Salty tears streaming down Eyes narrowed in such hate Lips pursed in disappointment How has this become your fate? Anger coursing through veins Heart filled with deep regret To many mistakes to ever hide No possible way to forget Finally starting to accept this reality Know from heartache you'll never be free Because now I'm staring in this mirror With my reflection glaring back at me

Neal Boortz - Killer Speach
Neal Boortz (born April 6, 1945), is a U.S. talk radio host, commentator, lawyer, and best-selling author. His popular radio show, The Neal Boortz Show, is based in Atlanta, Georgia. Nationally syndicated by Cox Radio and the Jones Radio Networks, it is ranked sixth in overall listeners, with 3.75 million per week.[1][2] A registered member of the Libertarian Party, Boortz touches on many controversial topics. He supports eliminating the war on drugs, lowering taxes, and shrinking the size of government, while disagreeing with the Libertarian Party platform by supporting incremental tax reform, the war in Iraq, and opposing unrestricted immigration. Like most libertarians, Boortz has sided with liberals on some social issues such as abortion, same-sex marriage, and civil liberties, while siding with fiscal conservatives on advocating less government spending and decreasing corporate regulation. On The Neal Boortz Show, he has criticized politicians, Muslim extremism,[3] the homeless, "

Once Again
So here i am at another cross roads in my life where i am trying to do the right thing and do what is not only best for me but best for my son. I would love nothing more than to find a nice decent guy that doesnt suck at life and can accept me for what i am and the way that i am. while i would like a relationship i am still not a mushy person, i enjoy snuggling from time to time but i am not all lovey dovey i am more after a good friend, someone to watch football, enjoy a brew but be a good influence on my son. with that in mind from time to time i do get a little girly need someone's shoulder to cry on and someone to talk to, so dont act all offened at me when i require that, by the way does not happen often. hell when he is at his dads house belive me i am a wild child and love to have fun but the other 11 days out of the 2 weeks i am a mom, i work hard, i am a one woman show and would love to have some help and someone to be my partner in crime ... so i dont know someone explain to

Carve An Epic
I want to write poetry on your skin. I want to sink my teeth into the ridge of your hip until there's a five-seven-five pattern there. I want to take pens and markers and razor blades and carve an epic into you, laving typos with my tongue. I want to claw sonnets on your back, fourteen lines of fingernail marks in perfect iambic pentameter. I want fingerprint-bruise-couplets on your forearms and red-half-moons of villanelle on your inner thighs. I want you stretched out and tied to the bedposts like new paper, clean and begging for me to cover you with my words. I want to etch my love into you before you forget

Elizabeth Barrett Browning - Sonnets From The Portugese
If thou must love me, let it be for nought Except for love's sake only. Do not say `I love her for her smile ... her look ... her way Of speaking gently, ... for a trick of thought That falls in well with mine, and certes brought A sense of pleasant ease on such a day' For these things in themselves, Beloved, may Be changed, or change for thee,--and love, so wrought, May be unwrought so. Neither love me for Thine own dear pity's wiping my cheeks dry, A creature might forget to weep, who bore Thy comfort long, and lose thy love thereby! But love me for love's sake, that evermore Thou may'st love on, through love's eternity.

Shakespeare - 116th Sonnet
Let me not to the marriage of true minds Admit impediments. Love is not love Which alters when it alteration finds, Or bends with the remover to remove: O no! it is an ever-fixed mark That looks on tempests and is never shaken; It is the star to every wandering bark, Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken. Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks Within his bending sickle's compass come: Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, But bears it out even to the edge of doom. If this be error and upon me proved, I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

Does It Hurt?
Tell me..does it hurt? cause i need to know it's my final decision am forever letting you go tell me..how it's like? to be broken inside the pain you feel for how long you can hide tell me..how you feel? are you OK with the hurt is it fine to you to be treated like dirt tell me..do you regret it? the time we shared or you do miss the time when i really cared tell me..is it hard? to fake smile and pretend to cry your self to sleep whenever you remember that it was our end tell me..cause i know it hurts i have been through this before and whatever the pain you are feeling now baby,you do deserve so much more So Tell Me Now...Does It Hurt??

Robert Frost - The Road Not Taken
TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; 5 Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, 10 And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. 15 I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. 20

Robert Frost - To Earthward
Love at the lips was touch As sweet as I could bear; And once that seemed too much; I lived on air That crossed me from sweet things, The flow of- was it musk From hidden grapevine springs Down hill at dusk? I had the swirl and ache From sprays of honeysuckle That when they're gathered shake Dew on the knuckle. I craved strong sweets, but those Seemed strong when I was young; The petal of the rose It was that stung. Now no joy but lacks salt That is not dashed with pain And weariness and fault; I crave the stain Of tears, the aftermark Of almost too much love, The sweet of bitter bark And burning clove. When stiff and sore and scarred I take away my hand From leaning on it hard In grass and sand, The hurt is not enough: I long for weight and strength To feel the earth as rough To all my length.

Thank You All So Much!
I can't tell you all enough how much all of your gifts, messages and comments mean to me. They have made my Birthday absolutely amazing! I'm kinda of overwhelmed and never expected so much generosity from all my friends on here. I hate to do a thank you this way but I had to work today and some friends are taking me out for my B-day so I don't have time to personally thank you and from the looks of it I will be working on that throughout the week as it is. :D Ya'll are awesome and I appreciate each and everyone of you. Thanks Canadian AKA Jason and Gary (DSC) for the awesome Birthday pimpouts. MANY THANKS TO YOU ALL FOR SHOWING ME SO MUCH LOVE! Much love and respect, Jackie commentburner.com

Re: Exposure Of Fox Pollster Betrays Slant Against Ron Paul
RE: Exposure Of Fox Pollster Betrays Slant Against Ron Paul ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 08 Jan 2008, 01:03 Exposure Of Fox Pollster Betrays Media Slant Against Ron Paul Frank Luntz, a political pollster who regularly appears on Fox News' presidential race analysis and has been heavily criticized for his manipulative methods and slanted coverage, has finally been exposed for the fraud he is after it emerged that his "randomly selected" and “undecided” focus groups, that constitute the figures for his news features, are being populated by the same people months apart from each other. http://infowars.net/articles/january2008/070108Luntz.htm

Pain
My pain is great,my heart hurt's,then mends and the hurts again.When will it end?I don't want this anymore.I want joy,happiness,pleasure.I want it all not just the pain.I want my head to stop spinning and being clouded with the memory of us.I want to hear the word's you so desperaetly want to say,the words that are lost in you.You have me in front of you,my full attention.you just give me more pain.I see it in your eyes.It's there.I feel it,on my skin with your touch but you pull away.I am a fool.I want so to walk away and to stay.I am lost out in a tossing sea and am slowly drowning.My body is cold,in a lonely world.I need you by my side,not to complete me,for I am complete.You are my other half,my calmness,my everything.I don't want anymore pain.take it away

Friends With Benefits
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox, not a reply to this bulletin, saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your BP that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you..haha.. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,or single..You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery.. I wasn't scared..

Hacker
If somebody called bum-tnoo7@hotm ail.com adds you as a friend DON'T accept it because he's a hacker. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you get them on yours and he'll figure out your ID�computer�address, so copy and paste this message to everyone, even if you hate them and fast - cause he hacks their mail

Wrong Email Address
A couple from Minneapolis decided to go to Florida to thaw out during one particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the very same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel schedules. So, the husband left Minnesota and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an e-mail to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her e-mail address, and without realizing his error, he sent the e-mail. Meanwhile.....somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister of many years who was called home to glory following a sudden heart attack. The widow decided to check her e-mail, expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she fainted. The widow's

Disadvantaged People's Day
Today is International Disadvantaged People's Day. Please send an encouraging message to a retarded friend, just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, interfere with farm animals, vote liberal Or occasionally shit yourself....... You hang in there sunshine,You're special !!!

Men Are
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ..Laxatives .... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like..Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like.. Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like.. Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like.. Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like.. Commercials ..... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like.. Department Stores .... Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like ..Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ..Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like.. Popcorn .. They satisfy you,

Not Happy!
Okay, I was at Level 21 and had over 2,000,000 Fubucks and I'm rating pics and all the sudden, it said I'm at Level 2? I went and checked and I had 897 fubucks and points. I worked hard rating pics, adding friends, creating mumms to get up to level 21 and now i have to start over! This is so unfair and I have no idea what I've done wrong. I sent an email to Fubar Support and got a response saying some fraud activity but I did nothing wrong!

One Really Bad Day
Sadly, the title to this post is true. I miscarried. Ernest took me to the er saturday night because I was bleeding and cramping really bad. I had started passing lumps earily saturday morn and I just knew something was wrong. The er doc said that it did not look good. I went to the doctor today and its medically confermed, that I miscarried. Something was wrong with the baby and my body caught it before the doctor's would have and did the only thing that it could. If I seem bitchy or distant, its not that I am pissed at you. I am dealing wth whats happened in my own way. So I will only say this once! DO NOT COME TO ME OR CALL ME BITCHING, WHINING, OR COMPLAINING ABOUT YOUR PETTY ASS PROBLEMS. I JUST LOST A CHILD, I THINK THAT TOPS EVERY PETTY ASS PROBLEM OUT THERE. Ernest's Kitten Wife, Kirah

Dear---
Dear --, I began your letter at the stop sign on Third Street and lost it in a traffic jam on Hemming Way; you would've rolled your eyes at the name, so I tried to imagine you sitting beside me. That's what did it, of course--I had a perfectly good sentence and it went right out the window with sentiment. See there--I was trying to redeem myself by writing a poem, but apologetic prose doesn't like to share. I had grand illusions--something about a word on a breeze (how cliché) wandering past a car full of screaming children and a businesswoman on her phone. There were soccer stories, a brief pause for some striking observation, and then a tremendous ending in a field, or a grave, or your lips. (Probably your lips.) It was another perfect poem lived and never written. Speaking of I've written you letters on scraps of paper-- napkins, Sears receipts;

Life
It so has been a long day.. Seems like all I do anymore is clean clean and watch my kids.. Do not get me wrong I feel like I am where I am suppose to be I just get tired of doing the same things all of the time.. I need a change. I am thinking about getting a Job. It is if I go to work then I have to work around the kids school . I would have to work at night and that is going to take me away from my family .. What to do ? It is so hard to make my mind up ! Well I am going to go for now .. Write again soon.. Christina

Who Getting Lucky?
THIS IS LUCKY BUT HE'S NOT THE LUCKY ONE I AM.. I'M THE ONE THAT HAS THE BEST OWNER ON FUBAR.. HE ROCKS GUYS.. THE COOLEST DUDE ON FUBAR. RIGHT HERE... ADD HIM FAN HIM AND SHOW THIS MAN LOVE.. YOU'LL BE GLAD YOU DID... ~LUCKY~/ PROUD OWNER OF MIZZ SHADY@ fubar "101 reasons to own (and ride) a Harley-Davidson"

Losing People
Anyone ever lose a friend thats been your friend for what seems like forever? Then you know how I feel. I jut lost my best friend in teh world who has been just that since I was 13 years old. We have been through thick and thin and everywhere in between. But she stood by and watched someone she lives with put their hands on me and did nothing. She told someone else she didn't want to speak to me. And I ask myself what kind of friend this is supposed to be if thats how she acts when shit goes down. But I guess now I know. I don't feel any better for having the privilege of having the last word and telling her not to speak to me again. But I also don't feel any better after reading a poem written for me saying that it was all my fault it ended when it wasn't. So if you read this by chance remember that a true friend wouldn't have just stood there for fear the person would have done the same thing to you. If it had been me you know I would have done something whether we were arguing or no

Wasting Time
You walk away with no word,you walk back in like you never left.What are you doing?What do you want?You hide,you play games.you can't look me in the eye and tell me what you want to say the most.I know the truth and so do you.What are you waiting for?My time here is short.I need to live my life for now.I can't and wont wait much longer.I won't come back a second time.Just look at me and tell me what you want so badly to say to me.It hurts just a little and then it is gone.Then there is happiness and joy and yes,sometimes some more pain but,we do it together as one and not apart and hurting all the time. You make my heart hurt and you make it swell with joy.You saved me and then destroyed me.I don't know where I am going but I know i want to go with you.take my hand,hold it tight and we will be just fine.hold me close and never let me go.Kiss me like we will never see one another again.Enjoy every moment we have together.Life goes fast and your taking to long to live it with me.I see th

...worthless Musings
Flight Current mood: mellow Category: Blogging So I was sitting outside the other morning having a cigarette when a Monarch butterfly started fluttering around my general area...just doing what butterflies do...and something occurred to me. Though open to debate, I'd say a lot of people, if given the choice of a "special power"...would choose the power to fly. I certainly would. To experience the "freedom" that the power of flight would grant, would be nothing short of ...idyllic. To view the world from an elevated perspective...to see the landscape on a much grander scale...to feel the wind touch every part of your body... to hear the quiet noise ...the "silent rustle" of the wind passing over you as you slice through the cool breathe of Mother Earth. The solitude of that blue vastness is very enticing to me, the world would have no "weight" if you could fly. Yet, I realized that without exception, ALL of the earths creatures that DO possess that ability...are not even aware

*drags Feet*
Ug. What a couple of days... Yesterday morning I had to get up and be in Springfield at 7 for work. No big deal.. I knew the store would only take about 2 hours then I could get back home and relax and take a nap before I had to head back out. Didn't nap but that's ok really. Well, I thought it would be ok at the time. Had to be back at the office by 4 to head up to Osage Beach. I ended up having to drive which kinda sucked but it gives me more paid time. We're the first car there, besides the car that went up earlier to start the backroom (at fucking 11 oclock in the morning! Meaning they left at 9!) This backroom is INSANE. Floor to ceiling.. waterfalled (hanger hanging off of hanger.. normally 5-10 down) and two racks deep. Plus this year they had a bunch of boxes. So pretty much no one was able to actually FIT back there to count. Since we got there a bit early Cindy sent the rest of my car outside while I clocked in and helped get machines ready. By the time all the machines

Are You Serious?
I can't believe the things said all in goodness none in dread I so wanted to close my heart somehow she touched it right from the start I want this to really be true despell the sorrow, and the blue I need to know if this could be real or is it infatuation that I feel so many things are just a match when we speak I think what a catch true beauty comes from within and hers is unmeasurable, and without sin is this oppertunity that knocks cuz we can talk like there are no clocks alot of distance, this is a problem moved my heart allready, like no problem now I have tried to show my faults I am not perfect, as everyone knows skeered not she said she was life happens , and just cuz I understand like no one does a mirrored image of myself with all the love and no doubt so here I sit and ponder this so could it be love and would it grow I felt I was done alone for eturnity then a thought crossed me head could it be you, and could it be me

Bullshit, I've Been Thinking About....
Final Chapter (perhaps) In the end it is the same, A little more silly and insane. Life is not any fun, The light has been taken from my sun. In darkness I find peace, through the light of dark I now sleep. No more bothering presumption, No more busy life consumption. At peace I will stay, at least forever and a day. I have no love to give, everyone shows as i live. "DUMBSHIT, Jackass, FUCK UP.... You no help to anyone. Now you rest where you belong." Those words I fear, I will hear; not to long.

One More Time
Well, got some more happy news this afternoon. This time from the chiro. The pain I've been having in my lower back the past 2 weeks is being caused by a slipped disk. Oh happy day! I have to be adjusted every day until this gets better. He did a "kidney punch" test to make sure it's not my kidneys. I am not asking another question of another doctor for at least the next few days! Ugh! I can't lay down and I can hardly sit up. Andrew had to lift me off the couch. Thank God for his EMS training! Does anyone have any good drugs? LOL just kidding. I'll be online for a little bit if you want to stop and say hello. But please don't make me laugh! It hurts! LOL ooops ouch!

Whirlwind Of Winding Random Writings...
Okay so this is the first entry. I have so much to write about but no idea where to begin. Okay so New Year's happened not too long ago and i have a few resolutions. For one, i am going to start up on my writings, i have to get some major progress done on the book before my co-author gets back in about a week and a half. Secondly, i have been painting alot here lately and am getting better with each one. Maybe one day, i will be at a point where i can begin to sell some of my art. I am extremely hard on myself. Thirdly, i am really trying to get all of my finances back in order, that way i can start saving again. I have the trip to Pa next month but no other big splurges for a while. And Finally, women...... sigh.... I hate this whole being single thing. Its annoying. Maybe after Feb there will be someone but that is still too far away and the possibilities of that happening are slim. I feel so unhappy here lately. But thankfully my friends have kept me sane and Nathan has me looki

Waited All My Life
I think of you so often Many memories flood my mind Simple thoughts of loveliness So gentle and so kind I hold onto these visions With conviction and desire For you, my love, are the one Who builds and stokes the fire The tenderness of your touch The gentleness in your soul Both have nursed my aching heart And filled an empty hole I owe my life to you my love I didn’t even have a clue No one has ever done to me The things you wonderfully do I tell you this so you will know As surely as the tides ebb and flow My love for you is real and true I have waited all my life for you

The Struggle Against Karma And Good
we act like we havent figured it out through religion, sciene, and technology as if there would be another answer to the analogy of right and wrong creating laws upon laws upon laws to resolve a simple puzzle that has one piece, PEACE looking around as if there was another arguing the gamut, wasting our time damn it! who are the real idiots when u have a choice? to do something that will make yourself and others feel good later even if takes time right now in the right now to see the profit we are our own prophets every action causes a reaction evil never created long term satisfaction rememberances, cherished and repeated the analogy of good a schoolgirl to a woman with folders of love emails undeleted she smiles and sighs relief not that it's over, but sometimes she wishes she could take that 1st slow dance with her lover

Bone Marrow Transplant Procedure ( How Its Done)
BONE MARROW HARVEST Regardless of whether the patient or a donor provides the bone marrow used in the transplant, the procedure used to collect the marrow - the bone marrow harvest - is the same. The bone marrow harvest takes place in a hospital operating room, usually under general anesthesia. It involves little risk and minimal discomfort. While the patient is under anesthesia, a needle is inserted into the cavity of the rear hip bone or "iliac crest" where a large quantity of bone marrow is located. The bone marrow a thick, red liquid - is extracted with a needle and syringe. Several skin punctures on each hip and multiple bone punctures are usually required to extract the requisite amount of bone marrow. There are no surgical incisions or stitches involved - only skin punctures where the needle was inserted. The amount of bone marrow harvested depends on the size of the patient and the concentration of bone marrow cells in the donor's blood. Usually one to two quarts of ma

It's Been A Long Time
The last time I wrote a blog here was in May 2007, and surely a lot has changed for me in that time. I just seem to be a lightning rod for failures, especially when it comes to relationships. I don't know why it happens, but every woman I've dated has cheated on me. I've had 5 relationships and they all ended for some given reason or another as to why they had to cheat on me. So what do you do? Give up and forget any chance of ever finding happiness? Or just keep trying? Neither would be easy to do, if that makes sense.

Lazy Fubar
Hrmmmmm I know this a free site and it can be kinda fun but I got to say these people suck. Apparently you cant have multiple people sign in and make an account if they live in the same house hold and you send invites to there email. All my points were wiped out and they say the system tag it as fraud and they cant be restored. Bullshit but anyway. Guess it is back to pushing Myspace and other chat sites. Kisses

Quote Plus
It is easier to preach virtue than to practice it. Some people need to remember this before they talk about others. Now fo something extra: A young woman got married at Chester Her mother she kissed and she blessed her Says she, "You're in luck, He's quite a good f@*k, For I had him myself down in Leicester

If I Promise You Forever
If I promise you forever, Will it bring you comfort for awhile? Stop all the tears you cry And cause your soul to smile Will it allow your heart to sing a ballad A long forgotten song… Of passion and dreams, unforeseen To help your body and spirit be strong Will the memories of all our days Help to get you through… All the time while we're apart Oh, how I long to be with you Will the words I speak into the night Find your waiting ear… To tell you how my love has grown With each passing year Fear not my force to conquer the days That would tear others apart… I have the power of my love, my strength Held deep within my heart Times may come when tears may fall You know I cannot lie… But true love survives the toughest of all We still stand under the same blue sky Our hearts, our souls, our essence, our love Will keep us close together… As we face the years with our heads held high Would you keep my love, If I promise you forever.

I Am Getting Tired Of It All
Ok to the few ppl who are actually nice and respectful, im glad to have met u, i will hold u close to my heart forever, but ,, For the scum who continually harass me, leaving vulgar messages and comments, i am sorry i wont tolerate this,,,i had enough abuse last time, i am not going to take it again, Thanks to all those who enjoyed my account but when my VIP ends i am sorry but i will be leaving Fubar for good, i hope that the 50+ guys who get enjoyment out of hurting me, commenting on me in such a way that is so gross, demeaning and tasteless, u need to grow up, there is no wonder u are single , the way u treat women is NOT ON... what would your mothers think about the things u say? I have NO and have NEVER considered myself any special or more attractive than the other sexy and fine ladies on here, im lucky i have good genes, doesnt make anyone else less attractive, its crap how most men can make ladies feel bad its JUST NOT ON,,,, so to those guys and YOU ALL KNOW WHO U ARE!!!!

The Conformity Of Life (1998)
These are the days to be long forgotten. Words left unsaid and emotions rock bottom Love is torn and ripped apart From feelings let go, straight from the heart Now, creating lusts for people unknown, It becomes lies with truth left non sown. Life is but a mystery with a lot of loose strings So I give you an answer about what life will bring Heartaches, sorrow, and a lot of sad loss A life well lived or not for a cause It makes no difference when it comes to the end For judgment, truly, our fate it will send So live as you please and please as you live Remembering in the end, your life you must give!

The Reflection Of Beauty: Genesis
In the reflection of beauty lies a woman, not like any I have ever known. In this reflection, reality and fantasy merge into one creating lust, passion, and envy. Her attributes, in a reality so dark and gloom, set in desperation and spawned by lack of faith (in love and for love) she becomes our paradise lost, in this desert we call life. In the reflection of beauty lies a woman in which a touch, as soft and gentle as the Down we lay our heads on, that would comfort mind, heart, and body; warming the coldest, darkest recesses of the soul. It would make any man, or beast, humble in the sight of what God had made. In the reflection of beauty lies a woman in which her celestial gaze would exhibit an eminent appearance of endless knowledge and wisdom. One in which we all long to acquire from her, yet knowing we could never bare the burden of truth. It is a history of all that is pure and innocent. In the reflection of beauty lies a woman who bares a love like none other. A love n

Use Me
Use me abuse me throw me around hurt me fuck me bury me deep down. Rip me tear me ressurect my soul hear me teach me to dig my own hole. End me begin me let my heart mend hunt me kill me and use me again.

Pain In Blue Eyes
your eyes scream in pain your lips are ice the color in your skin now gone your shivering constant and precise. Your skin is stained with innocent blood as he hits you yet again the madness in your eyes as your heart tries to mend. All of your hate is building up inside your eyes are cloudy and grey theres no innocence left anymore as your soul starts to fade away. You dont cry anymore you barely even speak weakend by the fist and silenced like a sheep.

Too Long To Wait
Too long to wait forever passes so fast i cant hold onto a memory of a day thats already passed. promises have been broken yet more are still made to break months of sitting here alone how much longer do we have to wait? Nervous feelings lie beneath my stomach always in knots when do I get what was promised? just to end the doubtful thoughts. Hope starts to evaporate into the cold night air my heart questions your motives what intentions are lying in there? Endless excuses and reasons in an attempt to explain it will happen someday, not today but till then just endure the pain. find myself crying too often over meaningless fights isnt our happiness more important than whos wrong or whos right? In the end what is left? What is there to hold onto? The fleeting hope and painful love? Yet I cant seem to let go of you. Heart encased by agony fleeing comes to mind run away from the hurt somewhere far away to hide. The games are ending here the checkers are a

(hadith) Lie Liar
Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) "The slave continues to lie and a black spot grows in his heart until all his heart becomes black. Then he is written, in Allah's Sight, among the liars" Al-Muwatta Hadith 56.18 Narrated by Malik & Abdullah ibn Masud

Missed Out
As she wakes To rise and shine Everything is left behind. I was there when you lost your mind What was it I was trying to find? Was it there all along? Was it...Nevermind! I missed out, I know I missed out! So young and so proud, Living a life way up in your cloud, It's time to come down. The show is over, take your bow. You tried too hard And your alone now You want to make it right But you don't know how. You've missed out, Yeah you missed out! Hey Girl, you missed out! As you sit up in your bed, You missed out! You know in your head, You missed out! The warning sign was clear With the late nights and the beer You missed out! As he leaves you there Your heart begins to tear What will it be Why can't you see, All he wanted was you And now there's nothing you can do You missed out!

Equality
Riches, Fame, Glory, Beauty, and Pleasure, these things pass us by every day. Yet, none to be forgotten! Some say, "Tis the essence of life" but I say, "Tusk! For you don't even know." For where there is a greater follows a least. In laughter follows sorrow, richest to poorest, beauty with disgust, and pain follows every kind of pleasure. Why, then, are these things that follow "short leash" not credited as highly as the things we wish to cherish a lifetime but last for only yesterday? Why then, do we cancel out, disown, and kill every existing thought of these vital pain sakes? Is it to justify or pacify? Is it to occupy or just plainly have an excuse to bitch? Would not things be greater and people become wiser if we were to equalize all of man's self-induced conceptions on what we build futures on? I think not! For if we did, this world would be too perfect for any one. Therefore there would be no reason to live. For if there was no "hunger" there would be no need for

Slave Application
Princess Sarah’s Slave Application So, you wish to become property of Me, The Beautiful and oh so powerful Princess Sarah. Of course you do. Fill out at much of the following application as possible. Any blank spaces might have a reason as to why you have Slaves Name(screen name): Age: Location: Current Job: Wages-Monthly/Weekly? Wage Amount: Total of all current bills: Personal info: Real name: Address: Social sec number: Phone number: Email address: What kind of slavery are you hoping for? I.e. Financial slave, Sissy slut, Blackmail slave etc etc………….. Give me 3 GOOD reasons that you wish to serve Me: 1. 2. 3. Tell me in no more than 100 words why you will make a good slave: List your 3 BIGGEST turn on’s or 3 BIGGEST fetish’s: 1. 2. 3. Send me at least ONE current picture of yourself. List any prior experience you have had being a slave: Anything else you might wish to add to your application:…………….. ………………………………...........

Savior
As certain as the sun rising in the East, I could rest assured you'd be there for me. As our worlds changed, Even the smallest to say the least. It makes us a little scared Knowing we were never fully prepared We were barely even friends Our intellect is what we shared Grown now into what we see Closer now to what could be The only one that could hold the key Someone who knew me for who I really am A savior to lead me Out of the pit of the damned Through her own trials and tribulations We all could learn What determination and faith can do And how love makes a heart so stearn Even though the space is between us You showed me how to live on Like the guiding light on a darkened path But now your gone! In my dreams and in my thoughts You will always be. For you've earned a place, Never to be forgotten, Inside of me. Before I turned and looked the other way, Into my misery where I'd rather stay Now I'm l

Unfortunate
It is unfortunate that my love for writing can not be measured higher than my love for being happy! Right now I don't know how to do either of the two. Maybe tomorrow I can find some peace and then the ink will flow. Let the rivers run dry by the inspiration imprisoned in my mind. ~12/2004

Life
The sight of life is sore. The smell of life is foul. The touch of life is cold The sound of life is hollow The taste of life is bitter The pain of life is constant The absence of life is Death In Death, these cannot be! So then, the joy of life is Death

Fallen Rebel
Fallen Rebel In Memory Dimebag Darrell Abbott A master of metal magic He was out for blood Proud to be loud Revolution was his Name Breathing New Life With a New Found Power Yesterday Don't Mean Shit You've Got to Belong to It On The Heart Worn Highway Living through Me I'll Cast a Shadow Onward We Rock With Good Friends and a Bottle of Pills We'll Grind That Axe for a Long Time Shedding Skin We'll Meet Again Only a Heartbeat Away By Demons Be Driven A New Level Standing At the Cemetery Gates All Lines Are Titles of Songs That Includes Dimebag Darrell on Guitar Ted E. Brown II December 31, 2007

Alone
Laying here with another heartache Four long years we played this game Whether we win or lose Who's to blame? My emotions raped I'm left alone Everything's lost Nothing but fear is sown. It's been two months since the day Still no one can see My heart is like burnt clay What will become of me I can't eat My flesh turns to bone But that's okay I've found solace in being alone Everything, now, makes me sick This world I live in Full of cruel, indecent tricks People and their selfish intentions Can't see the real situation Blind to what they've done I will have my day It's gone far enough Now it's my turn to play Alone in me Alone from you These games we play It's your turn to pay It doesn't matter now What you say In solitude I grow strong In this darkness I belong

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hello all..I am back! just using this profile !! Deleted the DJKROCKHARD profile...didnt have time for 2 profiles lol... check out my new pixs 2007/2008!! leave comments and much more.. love you! DJK ps add me on yahoo id is DJKRIS2FUR plus I am on adultspace..just message for link!

Yearning
Dawn of morning light emerges Like a restless unbound soul, Illuminating the barren walls Where darkness took it's toll. Caressing my face with warmth Lingering like a summer day, Slowly my senses awaken Bright sunbeams guide the way. My first thought is as always Your memory haunts my heart, Another day passes without you Languishing that we are apart. My day starts much the same Treading the moments of life, Longing to hear your inner voice And end this feeling of strife. Eagerly rushing through the day All tasks that must be done, My heart cries out to be with you To watch the setting sun. If I could span the many miles That separate our love, I'd soar across the vast blue sky And land peaceful as a dove. My heart always yearns the day We no longer need be alone, Until that time my ache will grow For my love is cast in stone.

Stain's Craving
I fill you up Then I feel you in me As much as I want this I'm falling away from you As much as I loved you I despised every breath I spent on you I don't know why your so fucking cold Why you hate me Did I just get old? I did all I could to fill the hole Nothings worth saving If you can't subdue your craving What did I have to do I didn't even have a clue If I did it all again It would be exactly the same I'm about to break I'm in your blame I've lost the game I bless the Father, in your name As I lay here in my shame God damn Your in my head again Your fucking lies Your wretched face When I think I've locked it all away I think, I think... I'll throw it all away Darkness lies my only bed As shadows form above my head I've searched for an answer Forever it seems I find release in the moons beems No more lies No more pain Serenity now My mind you'll never stain

"if She"
When she holds you near hold her nearer and never let her go, If she whispers I love you don't say it back show her you do. If she cries wipe her tears away, when she calls out for you don't delay run to her if times are tough go on be strong step over the hurdle together hand and hand knowing tomorrow will be a better day. If she falls pick her up if she crumbles pick up all the pieces lay them down put them back to how they once where. be her everything her joy her happiness her smiles, her heart her dream and her strangth. Don't just be her man be her friend as well, valuing her feelings along with her thoughts also wants and needs, if you don't it it will put her to her knees' in sarrow then in her world with you there will be no tomorrow. Kiss her when she is down hold her when she is blue, show that you care she needs much more than just saying you do. Keep her high like she can fly making her happy will make you happy too. It's not all about what make

Dream Sequence 1.0
So what do Jim Brown, Kevin Smith, Kate Winslett, Cheveron, ATM's, King Kong, Ogres, The Titanic, Russian mobsters with Austrailian accents, Arctic Sea, Caves, Africa, and mixmasters all have in common? Well, outside of my disturbing dream sequence I just had...more than likely, absolutely nothing,! But let's try and make sense of this together! K? K! Let's take a little journey into the twisted, dilapidated, mind of a 30y/o troubled youth who let's go of the big stuff but can't seem to shake the small things... Okay, so it always starts of the same way; I'm going to the movies at the same theater I dream of all the time in the same mall I seem to always find myself in. I'm on a date with an unknown (to me) woman and we're going to see King Kong. The theater is pretty much empty but yet we choose to sit at the very top of the theater. We always end up making it late to the movie and it's in mid sequence when King Kong (not Peter Jackson's version either) captures the girl.

Random Thoughts Of A Tainted Heart
I’m a dick! No, this is not the famous introduction of a favorite grunting comedian that comes to my mind. I’m just simply a dick. I’ve misled, used, hurt feelings, slept around while single, and showed no feeling, or compassion for many a woman. I cover my actions in the name of honesty. I’ve never cheated and so I’m in the right. Right? But what made me this way? Why do I not trust? Why can’t I find love? To answer this simply is to say “I DON’T KNOW!” I’m no expert on love. I don’t know its entirety. However, I can tell you of what I want, past experiences, and who I am so you may better be the judge of it. Here is a little history on me. I got married at the age of 18. I was faithful, loving, providing to the best of my ability. I am serving in the USAF and at the time was only an Airman First Class. My son was born of that marriage and his name is Riley. At the writing of this he is 3 years old. The marriage was rocky from the start. She was very childish an

The "game" Has Taken Two More...
It is a sad time for me. I recently lost two of my best friends. You might know them; The original silent bob and daria. They are or were fu-husband and wife. Their story is tragic. For Christmas, Silent Bob was given a game. They waited a couple of days to begin playing the game. Now, they have been consumed. Only leaving the house to go to work. Only logging on their computer for this one thing. WORLD OF WAR-CRACK. I thought I could step in and save them, but when I tried to shut the game off, Daria broke a glass bottle and "dared" me to do it. They are gone forever. I will miss them. Daria,silent bob... I love you. Please come back to fubar!!

Certain Opportunities Will Come And Go.
Certain opportunities will come and go. Yet it is never too late and never too early to experience the richness of living with positive purpose. Circumstances change from moment to moment, week to week, and year to year. And in every circumstance there are ways to find true fulfillment. You can always make a difference. You can always make a valuable contribution. By so doing, you connect yourself to life's greatest treasures. For the treasures that bring fulfillment are the ones you have a part in creating. The joys of this golden moment are yours to live, no matter how you arrived here. For in this moment you have the opportunity to give the best of yourself. This day is as fresh and wonderful and filled with opportunity as any you've ever known. Live it with positive purpose, and taste the richness you will surely create.

Blood
Blood in dreams is rarely a well-received image, unless it is connected with an anger object. The blood of another in this case may reflect seeing oneself as ultimately victorious. Most times, blood represents depletion, injury, or death. This depletion may be physical, or it may reflect the loss of other essential resources, including emotional or financial assets. Blood can have a kind of direct meaning as life source. In this regard, blood may be seen as a metaphor for becoming one with another person-this type of feeling is conjured from our exposure to Native American blood brother images. Blood also may serve as a sacrificial metaphor-as in the sacrificial lamb or other animal. It also may have occult implications for persons involved with such practices. Draining, drinking, or drawing and/or writing with blood are practices of this nature. Many genres of cult literature often include this type of reference. Whose blood are you seeing in your dream? Can you discern who cau

Too Late
Okay so I was sitting at home the other night thinking of stuff to write and listening to music and this is what plopped outta my head. Unfortunately, I couldn't write it fast enough to make any sense of it, and stress that it is the final thought's of a heroin addict before he OD's ....So know I'll try and make a little more since out of it. big>Disclaimer: This is in no way a reflection of anything I'm going through or have gone through. I have never done Heroin and don't plan on it! It's just a character in my head that might even find himself in a story one day... that is if I can stay motivated long enough to finish one ~Enjoy I know it's too late....To apologize.... But mom I want you to know I never meant to hurt you, Dad I always tried to be the man you knew I could be, Bro... I know I was your hero but even Hero's fall down And need a little help to be set back on track.... Problem is no one wants to come around the tracks I'm frequent to walking... A

Who Is Obama? (please Read....)
I HAVE TO ADMIT, MUCH OF THIS I DIDN'T KNOW....Who is Barack Obama?? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your choice. If you do not ever forward anything else, please forward this to all your contacts...this is very scary to think of what lies ahead of us here in our own United States...better heed this and pray about it and Share it.? We checked this out on 'snopes.com'. It is factual. Check for yourself.? Who is Barack Obama?? Probable U. S. Presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama was born in Honolulu , Hawaii , to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a black MUSLIM from Nyangoma-Kogel , Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white ATHIEST from Wichita ,Kansas . Obama's parents met at the U niversity of Hawaii. When Obama was two Years old, his parents divorced. His father returned to Kenya. His mother then married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia . When Obama was 6 years old, the family relocate to Indonesia. Obama attended a MUSLIM school in J akarta. H

9 Things I Hate About People
9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V.. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say 'Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too'. Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say 'it's always the last place you look'. Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film 'did you see that?'. No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask 'Can I ask you a question?'.... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is '

All I Have
I would give all I have to have you with me, To see tomorrow with you by my side, To touch and hold the one thing dear to me, I would climb the highest mountains, I would swim the widest oceans, Close my eyes and be blinded by your love, Trusting in you to lead my way, I would give all I have for you, To love you and be loved in return, To adore you, and be adored in return, I would give my all to be with you, To make the memories of yesterday forever, To see me and you in my future. Come whatever, I would give all I have for you, Lay down my life for you, To sacrifice my soul for your pardon, I would give all I have for you, Be it to travel to the ends of the earth, To catch the falling stars out of the skies above, I would give all I have, To hear you say the words I so need to hear, The words that would heal my lonely heart, The words that means all the world to me, To hear you say "I love You", And to look into your eyes knowing you meant it, For I woul

What The Heck Is Up With Fubar Chicks
Ok here is my beef. Some women on here that are infamous have hot bodies but one jack up mug. I really don't get it. I would sit there masterbate all over the body but not even kiss them lips. That when it his me. Do hot bodies really compensate for a jack up grill?~x

Thinking Again
I CANT STOP LOVIN YOU I love you i love the way you talk i love the way you love me i love the way you look and i love the way you look at me and i love your smile the way you sneeze i love everthing about you when i touch you i feel like im touching an angel from above and youre too good for me i never want to let you go and i get butteflie in my stomach and i cant stop loving you no matter how hard i try your just stuck in my head and cant stop loving you i do love you i miss cuddling with you during the night .. baby have you ever felt so much love like this? im love addicted to you does anyone ever feel like their love like this? like nothing could go wrong between until it happens or like youre so much in love with someone that you just want to tell the whole world that you really do love this person but people keep teling you youre too good to be with them well t

Funny
Results of a recent research show that there are 7 kinds of sex. The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. * This kind of sex happens when you first meet Someone and you both have sex until you are Blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner For a short time and you are so needy you will Have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner For a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and You usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex * This is when you have been with your partner For too long. When you pass each other in the Hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex. * Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun In the afternoon and Nun at night.(Very Popular) The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. * This is when you cannot stand your w

Trapped
I feel like I am trapped in a prison. There's no truth, Only lies. There's no light, Only darkness. There's no love, Only hate There's no peace, Only war There's no end, No way to escape Falling fast, Everything is a blur. I cant focus all i see is darkness. Is this hell? Is this where i am destined to be? No, I must fight. I must not give up. I must escape from this prison. This prison of darkness and lies. This prison of war and hate. There is one escape. Belief in all that is good. That is my escape. My escape from this eternal prison. This neverending hell. I will escape. I do believe. Farewell my prison for i make my escape. This might be kind of creepy to some people but this is a summary of what goes through my head everytime i am scared or angry or depressed becuase when i have those feelings i get this feeling in my gut that a hole has openedin the floor beneath me and i feel like i am falling into oblivion and i thin it is best described as a prison.

My Heart, My Soul, Forever
It all started with a simple hello As we met over the internet. But as our conversations got to be more, Things seemed to change from when we first met. A stange feeling started to over take me Something that I've never felt before. It seemed so strange but felt so good, I craved for that feeling more and more. The innocent way we chatted back and forth Kept us going all day and night long. With the excitement of knowing we will soon speak, Was like the words of a beautiful love song. The more we spoke the better it got And there was no mistaking the way I felt. My heart was pounding and my palms were sweaty, Every word she speaks my heart begins to melt. This thing called LOVE is starting to overtake me Like the moonlight shining on a bright clear night. When I look up and see the bright moon rays, I think of her and think what a beautiful sight. As I stood out in the field Glancing at the moons shining rays. It made me stop and really think, WOW she's a

Fraud And Referrals
Contrary to popular belief, you will NOT get reset if you and your spouse share a computer. The rumors are false...you can't believe everything you hear! However, fubar utilizes a fraud detection system that generates a daily report of all accounts that have fraudulently set up accounts under their own to generate points for themselves. Fubar will not tolerate this. We call this CHEATING. If you have created fake accounts to generate points at any time under your own account, the system will reset your level, points, and fuBucks. This is not arguable, nor is it reversible. If you choose to cheat...don't be upset when you get caught. Please, we urge you to play fairly and by the rulebook. If you can't remember those rules, please read the terms of service you agreed to when you registered with fubar.com as well as the fubar Bible. Party on. The Low Down on Missing Referrals! We do not credit for missed referrals. If you signed someone up and did not get credit, it c

Am I A Bitch?
----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Joe Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:07 PM Hey there pretty lady. I was just browsing through here and saw your profile pick..........and had to stop and drop you a message. I really like your profile pick, and you look awesome. I'm interested in something that you may not be, but would like to ask anyway. I have a fetish for ladies in lingerie, especially panties, and I like collecting panties from ladies who are cool with it. Like I implied, this may be too far out there for you; but I am straight up and blunt about things. If you're interested, drop me a message. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ♪jenniƒer♪ Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:20 PM ur a fucking retard. read my headline then go fuck urself in the ass. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Joe Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:38 PM NO, not a fucking retard. Just a penis who recognizes a beautiful woman when h

Sliding
I'm falling farther and farther into this darkness. I try to hold on, catch on to something...but it all slips out of my grasp. Whenever I try yo hold on it becomes out of reach and I can't get a grip on anything solid, not emotionally, spiritually, mentally. Am I loosing my mind, I wish I knew. It feels like I'm sliding down a fragile shoot and thats its going to fracture in to pieces at any moment. Everyone keeps saying that I'm not alone...but I am...we all are...thats why we keep searching and looking for that one person whose touch makes you feel safe as well as dangerous at the same time.... I guess thats a big part of my problem...you can touch my soul with your songs, my mind with your words, my heart with your thoughtfulness, but I'm never touched physically anymore, haven't been since the sometime near the end of September I think, I cant remember anymore. But hey I'll get by, always do These are the ramblings of a crazy person who hasnt slep yet...lol

Mumms About Eating Pussy
I am seeing more and more mumms about eating pussy. Most are from men, wanting to know what technique is best and they seem clueless. Fucking guys need to learn how to properly eat pussy! It really isn't that difficult as long as you pay attention to detail. Learn the pussy...be the pussy...EAT THE PUSSY!

She Wouldn’t Change Anything For The World
Last few days have been crazy but fun. Friday I worked at respite with two teenaged girls, one who's very relaxed, and another who keeps us all running. The second one is probably 18, not really verbal, probably has a few inches and 50 pounds on me. I've worked with her before, and usually end up running after her because she runs into the kitchen and grabs food or grabs other people's food and drink. I guess Friday she wasn't feeling well, and she was at an all-new state of agitation for me, running and jumping and crying. Quickly discovered I shouldn't try to block her as she just about bowled me over at one point lol. Friday night was the Trans Siberian Orchestra concert, which was amazing. My mom and I ended up with really good seats because Ticketmaster gave us imaginary seats. But we got snowed on by a snow-maker, had a laser/light show complete with pyrotechnics. Definitely an awesome experience. Went out with my sister to look at an apartment I was interested in, but tha

"i'm"
I'm sorry I nevr told you the truth I'm sorry that I never let you comfort me I'm sorry that I never let you help me I'm not sorry for letting you Go I'm not sorry for not letting you get as close to me as you wanted I'm happy your my friend and that you always kept me near your heart! Dedicated to: Billy Rawlings

Unfinished, Will Do It Later
UNFINISHED With reason come there is no rhyme Distorted thoughts know not time Be weary the peek into a criminal mind Truth through lies often hard to find With all the pieces layed out in place The jigsaw divides the visions grace To see the emotions on a lovers face Her pain unhidden behind a veil of lace

You Are Welcome
Well i posted a sticky yesterday about being fu - poor and wanting to make graphics in exchange for stash rates ---> http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3355883016 Alot of people hitmy stash up, and some even just sent me fu bucks lol. I would liekto thank all you of that have been working hard and completing my stash, weather you have finished or not, and a bigthanks to the people who just donated. You guys are great so without further ado, here are the Stash rate soldiers and the Givers to the poor lol. PLEASE GO RATE FAN ADD AND SHOW THIS GUYS AND GALS SOME LOVE! ♥DjSweets♥ FuBaЯ's Afte® Hours™@ fubar CANADIAN ®- MR. SWEETNESS - SWEATHEART - MR NOODLE!!!!@ fubar ~Kiwichi~ *Ayottolah of Rock and Rolla*@ fubar ♥Thyckie Thyck♥ Club FAR ♥@ fubar † Skitz †@ fubar Heartistic Soul@ fubar ~*~Muerte Bella™...Baka's...FU-Owned by Tennisgirl1987...Aly's part time lover...~*~@ fubar *~$inful*~ MiSSin My HoRsE fan/rate/add PLZ $~HSS

Denial For The Masses
DENIAL FOR THE MASSES Where do I begin, if there was no real beginning? And since there really wasn’t a beginning, will it ever end? What kind of questions should I ask to get answers, If every answer I get just doesn’t apply What kind of heart beats for no love? And what kind of love has no heart to beat its rhythms What are the lonely supposed to do If the lonely turn their backs on the lonely too Why must the world be so heartless and cruel, While all its people want and wish for is goodwill When will the mass realize its all lies Or shall we forever search for truth in a liar’s eyes Why can’t we see past what we wish to bear And finally open our souls to what’s really there We let Hollywood feed our dreams and fears But the news of the world is too gruesome to hear We try to imagine a world of such beauty As reality sets in to form such dark lunacy This is the world that we don’t wish to see It’s what’s real that we fear, yet in denial we’re free

Love
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and is not proud. Love is not rude, is not selfish, and does not get upset with others. Love does not count up wrongs that have been done. Love is not happy with evil but is happy with the truth. Love patiently accepts all things. It always trusts, always hopes, and always remains strong. Love never ends. There are gifts of prophecy but they will be ended. There are gifts of speaking in different languages, but those gifts will stop. There is the gift of knowledge, but it will come to an end. The reason is that our knowledge and our ability to prophecy are not perfect. But when perfection comes, the things that are not perfect will end. So these three things continue forever: Faith, Hope, and Love. And the greatest of all these is Love.

The Beat
The sound of your breath your beating heart against my ear The warmthof your body against mine,hearing your beating heart and the feel of your breath against my neck Warmth,love,laughter,Joy and a heartfeltbody. My hand in yours and your hand in mine. A love A bond that we share!

Part 1
this is highly dirty... im workin get faneties out of my head and this works for me...if you do not like reading ur porn please stop now... and be kind this is my deflowering piece of work of this kind... and i dont have a penis i ws just assuming how it feels................... I watched her in the shower. She rinses the soap from her body the water drips from her perfect breasts she gently rinses her pussy, she moans in pleasure. Taking her free hand and teases her nipple. Raising the water she works her self in to in state of ecstasy, I love watching her orgasm. She stops breathing, holding her breath to intensify the sensations sending her over the top. I want to taste her but I will let her have her own time knowing it will work to my benefit later. She comes out of the bathroom just they way I like her. Naked and clean, lily’s long reddish brown hair dried and straiten. covering part of her left breast. “May I make you breakfast, my lord” lily asked leaning into me so I could

Ten99 Club In Reno, Nevada, Usa
These parties start at 8 PM and can last for up to 6 or 7 hours. The cover is only $10. Your boundaries/limits will be respected. Please respect ALL, if you attend. Floyd & Barb (Hosts) 1099 South Virginia in Reno, NV 775.329.1099 January 19 - 70's & 80's Retro February 09 - Pretty in Pink March 15 - Who's Your Lucky Charm? April 19 - Passion & Fantasy May 10 - Slave June 21 - Just Because July 12 - Hawaiian Luau & BBQ August 08 - Leather August 09 - Lace September 06 - Lingerie September 27 - Leather Vibrations October 18 - Halloween Costume November 22 - PJ December 13 - Sexy Santa's Helper Unfortunately, this Club closed it's doors in July of 2011. The Chapel Tavern is now located here. I haven't been to this establishment, yet .. after I visit, I will write a review.

Surgery Update
Ok, as most of you who know me know, I have been fighting a bad back for a long time. Today I got my 4th Surgery date. It will be on March 5th, so please keep me in your thoughts that day. I am expected to have about a 1 week stay in the hospital. BUT WILL Have my laptop with me, so I can get online :) Anyhoo, there is the BIG NEWS! YAY ME! *Eyeroll* ~~BW

My Heart
♫Smokey BeaЯ®♫@ fubar Baby You Have No Idea How Much You Mean To Me!... You Are.. My Heart My World My First Thought When I Wake Up In The Morning The Last Thought Before I Go To Sleep. My Hope For The Future You Make My Heart Explode With Just A Simple I Love You. We Defiently Have Our Ups And Downs But We Have Proven That There Is No Opstical We Can't Get Through. I Can't Wait To Be With You. It Seems Like A Long Ways Away But Time Flys When Your Having Fun. I Can't Wait To.. Kiss You Hug You Cuddle With You & Watch Cartoons LOL Look Into Your Eyes And Say I Love You Goof Off In Public (Even Tho I Told You Id Get Embaressed Lol) Hold Hands Have Petty Fights Then Make Up ;) Lol ...Gahhh I Dream Of Those Days With You. I Love You With All My Heart..And Just Remember The Saying "Miles Mean Nothing When You Are In Love"

Woman Of My Dreams
I want someone that is not going to act like a bitch and spy on me when I am only a one woman guy anyways. I had someone at one time and she turned out to not even care about me and the worst thing is she caused me to have to be put in the Hospital due to being so upset and hurting my vocal box from screaming so much cause of her spying and bitching and other things she did. The best part about it is she thought I was cheating on her cause she called my while I was talking to my father. So now I get to start from scratch with someone new and that person should be funny, smart, beautiful, and some other things that I will discuss with the right person that would like to be with me. However a big thing with me is trust and being lied to cause I can't stand woman that are willing to break those. So if you want you can comment on here or you can write me on the shout box area. Hopefully I can find someone that I can see eye to eye with and have some decent conversations with.

Is He Crazy???
Master Tough T needs 60,000 comments in 4 weeks to win a 1 year VIP! If any one deserves to win this it's him. He is one of the few "real" ppl on fubar, he would do anything for his friends on here and always has time to talk to them. Master T puts his friends on here before himself he is the most unselfish person I know. He has rated many ppl on here with out getting anything in return when they ask if he can help he does it "just because". Whenever ppl in contest offer to give him something for all of the bombing he has done to help them he turns it down. Now how many ppl on here do you know would do that? Click on the picture and rate like crazy show this sweet guy that there are nice people like him that will rate and comment "just because". He doesn't belong to any popular bombing families or any Clubs on here. But if any families pick this up rates and comments will be given back in return. He has 5031 votes so far if any one who reads can drop him 50-100 a day he

Men
Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are

I Believe.....
Some things I believe in - . . I believe - . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe -. . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe -. . . that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I believe -. . . that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I believe -. . . that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I believe -. . . that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up. I believe -. . . that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I believe -. . . that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. I believe -. . . that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. So

Just Another Day...
Today the papers are sent to the courts. The divorce should be final in 60 days or so. I have wanted this with all my heart for what seems forever. Now that it is happening, I'm suddenly scared, worried, unsure. Is this normal? I think about going back and I cry. I can't go back to that. I can't go back to the uncertainty, the instability, the lovelessness I feel. I am doing the right thing. Life is good, it is better now than it was. I have to keep telling myself this. Do not let the fear take you back to that aweful life. It is time to look forward with excitement...i have to look forward to the rest of my life. I am free, finally! I will be fine and I am happy, I am happy with me, finally. I love myself and I finally enjoy being me and being around me again lol...sounds stupid, I know. I was miserable. I hated who I had become. Enjoy myself, enjoy my kids, enjoy my life again. I cannot wait to begin!!! Watch me go!!!! :)

Stuttering Cat
Subject: The "Stutterin'" Cat A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. 'Human beings are the only animals that stutter', she says. A little girl raises her hand. 'I had a kitty-cat who stuttered', she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become,asked the girl to describe the incident. 'Well', she began, 'I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! 'That must've been scary', said the teacher. 'It sure was', said the little girl. 'My kitty raised his back, went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... And before he could say 'Fuck,' the rottweiler ate him" ahahaha tell me that isn't funny lmao:)

If Only He Knew
At night, I cannot sleep I try so hard not to think of you I lie awake And see your face It's the closest thing to perfect But the farthest thing from me O how I wish you were here Close to me Wrapped your arms around me But it's just a dream Can never be true But I can't forget you If only you knew Every time I see you I look at you You look into my eyes If only you knew I never thought it would be this hard To tell you that I love you O how I wish you were here Close to me Wrapped your arms around me But it's just a dream Can never be true But I can't forget you If only you knew Take my hand We'll make it I swear Take my hand And never let go O how I wish you were here Close to me Wrapped your arms around me But it's just a dream Can never be true But I can't forget you If only you knew

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The Bar Where The Drunk Driver Was Drinking
TOLEDO - New details on the bar at the center of a deadly drunk driving investigation. The Ohio Department of Public Safety has cited the Rodeo Bar in Oregon with improper conduct. News 11 is told investigators found human growth hormone and two syringes inside the bar. This is the same place where police say, 24- year-old, Michael Gagnon, was drinking last Sunday before causing a deadly crash on I-280. A mother and four children were killed. The Rodeo bar could have its license revoked.

2007 Year In Review
First off HAPPY NEW YEAR and welcome to 2008 my friends. I have a few things planned this year but I will get back to that in a bit. First though, I'll summarize what all happened in 2007 my way. The beginning of 2007 was sparked with a roller coaster of emotions for me. I was in a bad relationship and struggling in all aspects physicaly, mentally, and financially. I am happy to say that I am doing somewhat better all around now thanks to the support of my friends, family, my new record label, and of course you fans. You all have made possible a long time dream of mine and I am glad that you have all stuck around. In 2007: 1. I released two albums: Ethereal Dreams (10 Track EP) and Twisted (5 Track EP) 2. I was signed by a record label out of Chicago...Andromeda Recordings. I must say that after bitter disappointment with my first label that I am proud to be a part of this label and the family that came with. They are truly an amazing bunch. 3. I finished the year in the t

Dogs Know..
Have you ever heard that a dog 'knows' when an earthquake is about to hit? Have you ever heard that a dog can 'sense' when a tornado is stirring up, even twenty miles away? Do you remember hearing that, before the December tsunami struck Southeast Asia, dogs started running frantically away from the seashore, at breakneck speed? Do you know that dogs can detect cancer and other serious illnesses and danger of fire? Somehow they always know when they can 'go for a ride' before you even ask and how do those dogs and cats get home from hundreds of miles away? I'm a firm believer that animals - and especially dogs - have keen insights into the Truth. And you can 't tell me that dogs can't sense a potentially terrible disaster well in advance. Simply said: A good ol' hound dog just KNOWS when something isn't right... when impending doom is upon us...

It's Official...
The Day the Penis asked for a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labour. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response: Dear P. Niss, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, The administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workpl

01-07-08 (joy)
(joy to the world) Sometimes when your sick, It feels like your never get over it ... Then other times - You can feel like death warmed over one day, Then the next day its like, like ... BAM! You're all better? I guess I'm 'all right' with the world again ... Feelin' good and at peace I dont know what got me all hippy today? But hey, I'm breathing threw my nose & have a bounce in my step - so I wont knock it! Well, so I hope this finds you all "Joyful" I'll just go on my way and hopefully The next time we meet, we are all hippy ... err - umm - I mean HAPPY? Dont I? So - Today's comment ... Whacha think? Sometimes I think a lot can be said ... without saying a word! So YOU tell me ... What did my original Monday Greet Say to you?

I Need Help My Friends
ok....i know i can be stupid, but this takes the cake...since sean told me he was done waiting for me to make up my mind to leave hubbie, he said he couldnt just stay away, he wanted contact still...ok great i still talked to him... but he was depressed...said he lost all he cared about, and if i was gonna keep my head in my ass for staying with hubbie he would be still be around waiting. fine... but last night he start threatening to kick hubbies ass, come here and beat him up....i couldnt stop him....i defended hubbie (we are doing good since the open marriage thing, talking, communicating) i mean i still love my hubbie....i may have thought of leaving, but now not so sure i want to, anyway sean says i played him....i lied , i didnt......you, my fu family knows im not a player, that i wouldnt play anyone.....im just a confused, emotional wreck, but not a player. anyway he said he wouldnt hurt me just hubbie. his ex wife told me a while back if i hurt sean SHE would kick M

What A Night
She was working late in her office when the phone rang. Startled, she picked it up wondering who was calling, the number blocked. The voice on the phone with no urgency at all said she needed to get to the conference room; there was something for her to see. Figuring it was the cleaning crew, and wanting to get any problems taken care of immediately she left her office and headed down the hall. She heard noises from the room, and to her surprise when she walked in she saw the cleaning lady on her knees, her hands wrapped around the cock of a man in the shadows of the room. His hands were firmly grasping the head of the woman, and he was pumping her mouth slowly. She watched as his saliva covered cock moved between the lips of the cleaning lady. She was white, her lips full, hands moving up and down the shaft in rhythm with her mouth, noises coming from her, showing how into what she was doing. Suzanne knew she should say something, stop this, get security or something, but she just

I Can Feel You
You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near.

Update 01/07/2008
hello all well this week wasn't too bad but there was a little set back this week instand of the counts going up they came down the counts was 86 thousands but this week the counts are 63 thousands and i only gain 2 pounds this week hahahaha i glad for that i feel like a cow feeling a little depressed this week because of this but will put the head up a little higher this week to i see the dr next week i'm getting tried of going to the dr and being pick with a needle every week you would swear i am a junky with the marks on my arm but i'm not its getting harder to get blood out of my arms they keep running away because they don't like this as i know i have to do this but i don't want to i made a stop this week and had a talk with and old wise man and woman on my way back from the dr and told them i have had enough and to make me better so i could enjoy life so lets see if it works ........ well the next appointment is 01/14/2008 i will let you all know what happens then take care and e

#1 Fu Tabloid First Edition
Welcome to the One n Only, (for now since we know how the fu works) FU TABLOID!! So.. lets start with the celebs on fubar, this weeks top members are. with close running behind, We all know this. with n easy click, to "top" but I just felt this was an easier way to show, all. Let's move on to the Fu lounges, the #1 lounge on fubar, (in my personal opinion the top lounges may have the most people in it but also carries the most drama, but hey don't let my opinions sway you.. go find out for yourself) Snake eyes radio.. feel free click the banners if you wanna go to the top lounges.. the second lounge is The play pen Ok. i dont know about you but naming a lounge that is supposed to have an adult club feel, "The playpen" just makes me think of kiddie jail, hence the pic.. but. don't take me wrong the atsmophere in there is wonderful, dont believe me? go check it out.! The #3 lounge. has to be, Go there. If you have a dispute to settle, Need

A Little Something...new!
Hungry for some NEW Small Town Sleeper? Next best thing...a Troy Brown "leak peak"....LOL The song is called "Desperate Need". You heard it first... Add a myspace jukebox to your profile.

A Wonderful Experience
We are laying on the couch watching a movie. You are laying behind me with ur arms around me. I can feel your hard manhood against my bottom as I move closer into you. Your fingers trace lines across my stomach sending chills through out my body.My hand is caressing your manhood through your pants.You continue your search of my body going up to find my bare breast tracing circles around my nipples teasing as my core grows moist. You continue to caress and tease my nipples twith light flicks and pulls from your fingers. A slight moan escapes my lips. I turn to face you placing a kiss on ur lips. You return my kiss as our hands roam each others bodies exploring. Our kiss deepens but still remains passionate. You pick me up and carry me to your bedroom,where you set me on my feet at the foot of the bed removing my clothes and treading kisses down my body as my clothes fall away to the floor. I stop you as your fingers slide under my panties at my hips for removal.I brush a kiss ligh

Madison Pile-up
I realize most of you who read this..if anyone does...aren't from my area. I just wanted to post this so that people know that fog is just as dangerous as other driving conditions. Please think of the other drivers on the road and SLOW DOWN! ********************************************* Jan 6, 2008 10:43 pm US/Central 2 Killed, More Than 100 Vehicles Pileup In Wis. MADISON, Wis. (AP) ― More than 100 cars were involved Sunday in a series of pileups that killed two people on a foggy five-mile stretch of highway just east of the city. The Wisconsin State Patrol shut down Interstate 90 in both directions, causing a traffic backup for miles. Flares lining the interstate's lanes cut through the fog as traffic crawled north of the accident sites. Visibility was about 100 yards. Squad cars and tow trucks streamed toward the accidents as law enforcement agents directed drivers off the interstate. The accidents happened on a stretch of eastbound Interstate 90 running

Sadness-this Wht Happens
This is what happen's when you're on website over year. You meet people,trust them with you're heart. You get it stomped to the ground. Cause of this I might lose friends and a great lounge. So won't be in there much and if any those true friends from there want me they have my yahoo so they can talk to me there. thanks all love ya sorry for what ever I did that I didn't do.Love u all Rain.

Starbucks Denies Coffee To Marines! Shame On Starbucks!!
Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffee and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! As a war vet writing to fellow patriots, I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the Men & Women on the ground fighting street-to-street and house-to-house for what they and I believe is right. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will ever know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be

Grouchy
So yeah... the year of 2008 is starting off peachy... 2 of my friends are homeless.. one could be pregnant.... Ony lost his grandpa... and my mom is feeling horrible.. SHe has not been feeling well all week long. I am torn on a decision to be made.... a decision to trust someone completely... and I think he could be full of empty words... Vs someone I know he is not full of empty words and cares so much... I am just ranting and raving..I just want to quit being confused.. for my friends to find a place to live.. that my friend will see brighter days... and my mom to Feel Better.. I AM SOOO TIRED AND GROUCHY TODAY IT AINT REAL!! ! :( :( :(

Boy Am I Needy Please Help
come vote for me all i need is rates comments are cool but i can only win with rates....this contest is more fair in mho....thanksand see the other bulletins and come join my lounge i really need membershttp://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53500

I Need Help In The Contest Below
I REACHED MY COMMENT LEVEL FOR THE DAY TODAY IT WILL BE 24 HRS BEFORE IT RESETS CAN YOUS HELP ME TY CHERIE AKA BREW The contest starts on saturday January 5th at 6 PM , central time , and ends on January 15th at 6 PM . Below is a list of all the contestants . When the contest opens just click on their picture to get to their contest page . Good luck to all and have fun . (repost of original by '* lisasweet *' on '2008-01-05 06:01:28') (repost of original by '~PASSY~-"Wifey To My Sweetheart Joe"' on

Friends???
I am getting tired of having such an empty list of friends...not sure why so many want to add me in the first place! Well for any who still read my blogs that I posted...I cleaned my list....and am going to do it again I am afraid! I have met some really cool people here but have also met some that aren't...all in all seems I will become more of a recluse...to the friends that love to keep in touch and take their time in getting to know me...much love to u! Anyways seems I need to get packed and get on the road...am trying for a second time to test for my license...if i pass and get the higher class that I am seeking, I will get the promotion I want!!!! and if so...I have a date with a certain bike!!!! gonna see the mountains yet!!!! If ya'll want leave me sweet love and msg me! let me know u still out there!!! Light and Love Always, Paulette

Keeping Your Heart Out Of It
His smile His laugh His strong hands His eyes His smell His number on the phone, calling you up No strings attached The rules were set Its getting easier to not notice His muscular back His kick ass butt The way he makes you feel It's just an illusion He's not really yours But he is for this moment It could be the last You're getting better at this Pretending you don't care Keep it up girl The real one is out there

Furfilling Desire
How do i love thee? Let me find a way. slowy, with a hint of roughness, showing i want to play. How can i be rough and you not call it rape. by spanking that ass like that man in the cape. Eating your pussy like it was cake. Sucking up the juices like like it's Welches Grape. Fullfilling desire is my #1 thing, so bring your sexual tension and i will make your ears ring. Pleas feel free to comment written by sterling carroll(skeebo)

Don't Take Your Husbands Shopping!
Some ideas for husbands or how to prevent being dragged along on shopping trips!!! Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband, Mr. Bill Fenton has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this type of behavior and have considered banning the entire family from shopping in any of our stores. We have documented all incidents on our video surveillance equipment. Three of our clerks are attending counseling from the trouble your husband has caused. All complaints against Mr. Fenton have been compiled and are listed below. Mr Wally Underpants President and CEO of ShopMart Complaint Department ---------------------------------------------- MEMO Re: Mr. Bill Fenton - Complaints - 15 Things Mr. Bill Fenton has done while his spouse/partner is shopping: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewa

Wish
I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space... g1207 Again... you know who you are!

Everyone Needs Someone
Written for a friend, you know who you are! People need people and friends need friends And we all need love for a full life depends Not on vast riches or great acclaim, Not on success or on worldly fame, But just in knowing that someone cares And holds us close in their thoughts and prayers- For only the knowledge that we're understood Makes everyday living feel wonderfully good, And we rob ourselves of life's greatest need When we "lock up our hearts" and fail to heed The outstretched hand reaching to find A kindred spirit whose heart and mind Are lonely and longing to somehow share Our joys and sorrows and to make us aware That life's completeness and richness depends On the things we share with our loved ones and friends. g12.07

The Husband Store
The Husband Store A brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions at the entrance:- 'You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good looking. 'Wow,' she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking and Help with Housework. 'Oh, mercy me!' she exc

From Now Until Forever
I’ve never known a love like yours Nor thought it could be true, But every time I kiss your lips I feel what love can do With hair like silk And lips so tender, Each moment with you Makes my heart surrender I couldn’t live, I couldn’t breathe Without you by my side, Never will I let you go, My love will never hide And in my heart you’ll always be From now until forever, No matter what, no matter where We’ll always be together g07

Happy Birthday Peter
Well, the power went out yesterday but only for a moment but for some reason, I didn't have internet access all day! Argh. Today is a beautiful cold, crisp day. Sun is shining and no rain or clouds. They say it is supposed to rain again tonight, we shall see. I have been at the doctors all morning with my son Anthony. He hurt his shoulder and it doesn't seem t be getting better so I took him in. First he saw the doctor, then x-ray and then physical therapy all in one day. We were lucky to get physical therapy because someone just canceled their appointment. They showed him some exercises to do and hopefully that works. If not, MRI and possibly surgery. Today is my husband's birthday. He is 43 today! I am going to make him a cake that his Mom used to make him years ago. She gave me the recipe before she passed away. I thought that would be nice. I never bake so hopefully it turns out! I also have a doctor appointment at 2:30 so somehow I am going to find time in bet

Beauty
Beauty Your lips, your eyes, your soul Are like a work of art, The most creative thing of all Is your beautiful heart. If you were a painting, No colors could express The beauty deep inside you, A rainbow, nothing less. If you were a sculpture The clay could hardly make Your figure of an angel Without one mistake. If you were a euphony No choir could really sing All the beautiful music Your eyes could possibly bring. So here I am, an artist, With inspiration beyond belief But to capture such rare beauty, I'd have to be a thief. gmw07

16 Things To Do At Wal-mart
1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are. 11. Dart around the store suspiciously loudly

Attention.!!
Hello i am going to be starting a FU newspaper blog, and tabloid so, If you would like to be apart of this, plz message me or comment here, In the Fu News there will be the usual updates, on fu changes, and with the fu court room the out come of the charges brought up against the guilty, and then some.. (idears are welcome) In the Tabloid, there will be the usual .. Celebrity Breaking News who's with who, who is tryin to get the next "top member" who the new "top scores, n top blasters are" ect.. sound fun.. (i think so.. hope you do too, ) i also need some reporters. that can write things, up.. ect.. blah blah blah.. who can track down current affiars like current contests.. current cheats..(that last one goes inthe tab)

...reasons Why I Should Never Spawn...
IM AN UNCLE! WOO nothing like using your friends kids to pick up on the ladies. It also give me an excuse to call the liquor store the candy shop. And in a few years ill never have to move from the couch to get a beer! I cant wait till he can walk, im going to load him up with pop rocks and pixie sticks then suit him up in a batman costume and let him reign terror upon his parents. muhahahaha.

Update Monday Afternoon
Bad news from the doc. He's not sure what is causing it, but he did mention the three options I listed in an earlier blog. I have to make appointments for a battery of tests and a surgery. I'm so frustrated and disgusted with this that I feel like saying, "yank it all out". I don't need it anyway. LOL I have no health insurance because I can't afford it. This is going to be interesting trying to pay off this bill! I'm off to the chiropractor to have my back adjusted. I've been needing it done for a while. Joe calls me his waddling penquin because I walk that way from the pain. If it's not one thing, it's another! There's not much more to tell until I have the tests done. I do appreciate your thoughts and prayers. Special thanks to Joey, Rhonda, Debbie, and Cathy for their love and support! I love you guys! xoxoxo Laurie

Beginings
To ourselves, we are true but in time, we slip away Become someone new someone we don't want to stay When people start to change they move on, try something new The world begins to rearange and life changes with you To become someone better you reach out to the unknown Seeking the things that matter finding a place to call home I don't want to travel this alone please let down your gaurd Why should we go on our own I know we are both scarred Lean on me, i'm here for you whatever you need, I'll do Be there for me, care for me to I've been there I've felt your pain It's never fair We must regain we can have all we seek If we do it together Future's are no longer bleak I have a partner in this endeavor You lean on me because i'm here for you Everything you need I do you're ther for me You care for me to Becoming someone better We reach out to the unknown seeking the th

Beginning Again
Written by Luke, the physician who wrote the Gospel that also bears his name, the book of Acts serves in the New Testament as the link between the time when Jesus Christ walked the earth after His resurrection and the building of the early church. The fact that so much of Acts (formally called the Acts of the Apostles) focuses on the people who taught and healed in the name of Jesus with the power of the Holy Spirit and not or cross-shaped architecture – nearly every church if you look overhead is built in the shape of a cross – should tell us where the heart of the house of God really is. Luke begins what we read in the first chapter of Acts with a dedication to his friend Theophilus. We’re not told who he is or even if that’s his real name – Theophilus means “friend of God”; he’s also the dedicatee for the Gospel of Luke (Luke 1:3) – but he is designated both times as “most excellent”, a superlative one in Luke’s day would often use for someone of significantly higher social s

No Matter
She's up not down She'll bring you a smile and wipe away your frown There's laughter in her eyes if you ever saw it, you'd wallow in her cries. Where she walks, you want to know you'd follow where ever she goes You're always there when she calls waiting to catch her when she falls When you can, you hold her close you know you're the one she loves most Yet, she always walks away and where she walks you want to know You'd follow where ever she goes you're always there when she calls Waiting to catch her when she falls Don't know why i'm always there Everytime, i swear i'm done one day, i won't care This shit's no fun I deserve better than this A real, good man Won't take this shit Need someone who gives a damn But where she walks, I want to know I'd follow where ever she goes I'm still there when she calls Catching her everytime she falls Because she's the one I love

Headaches
I have had severe migraines for as long as I can remember. I have tried several different meds but nothing has worked. They often get so bad I have to go to my doctor's office/hospital and get a pain shot and sleep it off. I went to see my doctor last month when I had a migraine for a solid week and had taken three pain shots in three days and nothing would make this headache go away. They put me on Topamax 50mg twice a day to help with the frequency of the headaches (which hasn't helped) and Zoloft well because I'm not the most emaotionaly stable person. =D I also was scheduled for an MRI which showed no brain bleeds or abnormaliaties. I do have an appointment with a neurologist who specilizes in headaches on Thursday (1-10-08) so hopefully we can get a handle on this. Love to all my Fubar Family and friends

Djhypoukthehound - What.. The. Fuck.
bottom to top people... DJHYPOUKTH...: ok lucky guy ->DJHYPOUKTH...: uh, im ENGAGED. my profile says so... and why the hell would i agree to that i dont even know you! DJHYPOUKTH...: that means no ok ->DJHYPOUKTH...: wtf??? DJHYPOUKTH...: be my gf ->DJHYPOUKTH...: near manchester DJHYPOUKTH...: were in uk are you am in blackpool seriously. WHAT THE FUCK??? theres so many things wrong with that I don't even know where to start. and heres the weirdo's friend request - ACCEPT | DENY DJHYPOUKTHEHOUND 2008-01-07 10:14:59 hi beautifull am derek single hope you like my pics heres a big cuddle for you sweetheart shout out in shout box thanksxxxxx riiiight. lmfao. I would love to know what these people are thinking..

Hey
why is that when u dont care 4 anyone ,everyone is always there,butthe min u care 4 someone they push away,i luvmy girl and i know she luvs me,but there times she just to b friends and times she shows she luvs me,guess ill never will understand .can someone help and shine sum lite on this

The World Famous Nobbykins Comedy Film Project With Jokes Off Of Teh Internets About Darts
You can be part of the biggest film of the year for just £5! (at current exchange rates, that's about $2,000 I think) Its the project you've been dreaming about ever since you lost your fuginity; kins and nobby join for their first movie collaboration. We guarantee that your money will make at least one person actually roll on the floor laughing, two people will possibly piss themselves laughing and I will hopefully laugh my arse off. Script summaries will follow but there will be nudity, jokes off of teh internets, darts and absolutely no cats with bad spellnig.

Top 5 Turn Offs
1. Being sent unsolicited cock pics. I already have an extensive collection. 2. Being begged....ad nauseum....to rate them. 3. Small cocks. I wanna at least be able to feel it, ok? 4. This list sure seems to be about one topic, eh? 5. The opposites of everything on my Top 5 Turn Ons.

Torchwood Season 2 Episode 1 Preview
FreemaAgyeman.com has on its site a preview of Torchwood Series Two, Episode One which features a certain sportscar-driving blowfish and also shows how the Torchwood team has been doing while Captain Jack was away. You can check it out by CLICKING HERE.

Livin In Cleveland
If your Dairy Queen is closed from September through May, you live in Cleveland If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you live in Cleveland If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you live in Cleveland If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you live in Cleveland If "Vacation" means going anywhere south of I-80 for the weekend, you live in Cleveland If you measure distance in hours, you live in Cleveland If you have switched from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day and back again, you live in Cleveland If you can drive 75 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard without flinching, you live in Cleveland If you carry jumpers in your car and your wife knows how to use them, you live in Cleveland If you design your kid's Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit, you live in Cleveland If the speed limit on the highway is 55 mph -- you're going 80 and

7 Days Already
Ok, new year, new start, new blog... ...another cheesy start, gets em everytime! So here we are in 2008, one step closer to death and another birthday. So far, in the first week of 2008, I have done things I'd never done before (no further details are available at the moment...or "Its none of your business what i did")and I've quit smoking. Yes, i've quit smoking...and it's hell! Everything has been good untill yesterday when I tuned into the background noise generated by an unwatched tv, and caught the beginning of an advert...it went "Giving up smoking isnt easy...". Now usually, I would have dismissed it, but at that precise moment, I immediatly thought of cigarettes and wanted one. I'd gone all day without thinking about or wanting one. Suddenly, the cravings were back, the fingers wouldnt sit still and I went from a calm state, to one of quiet frenzy. Even as I write this, I'm gagging for a smoke, but im determined to beat it. Its been 2 days now and I get aggita

Top 5 Turn Ons
**1. Intelligence sprinkled with creativity and liberally slathered in a sense of humor. 2. Incredible bedroom eyes that can melt with....that.....Look. 3. An ass that makes ya just wanna squeeze it....and stuff. 4. One who is in control....if You know what i mean. 5. REAL-ness and honesty.

Fu_pastor_requirements™
Fu-Pastor_RequirementsAre you interested in being a Fu-Pastor? Please read the following fu-Pastor_Requirements below.This process is currently known as Fubar's Traditional Fumarriage. These requirements are in place to set quality and assurance that no member will be left abused, angered or fu-single.Requirements to be considered:Must have profile at PG-13 setting. If you have any nsfw they need to be locked away in a friend or family only folder properly marked..Must always be on call/available.A fu-Pastor should ALWAYS be respectful to any and all members on Fubar. Any drama started by a fu-Pastor will be grounds for removal and non-acceptance back into the fu-Pastor Program.All fu-Pastors must abide by all Fubar Rules and be in compliance with the TOS (Terms Of Service). Any deviation can result in removal and non-acceptance into the fu-Pastor Program.Main Requirements to become a fu-Pastor:Step 1: Self proclaim yourself a Pastor,Step 2: Fu-Marry

Xbox To Become Center Of Digital Home
Xbox Becoming Centerpiece Of The Digital Living Room In a fierce competition with Sony's PlayStation 3 and Nintendo's Wii, Microsoft said it needed something new to set it apart. By J. Nicholas Hoover InformationWeek January 7, 2008 01:00 PM Think the Xbox is just for games? Think again. Microsoft (NSDQ: MSFT) announced at the Consumer Electronics Show on Sunday that the Xbox 360 is about to become your set top box and one-stop shopping for digital downloads. During a keynote address on Sunday night, Microsoft chairman Bill Gates and Microsoft entertainment and device division president Robbie Bach announced that British Telecom would soon be offering consumers the choice of using their Xbox 360 as a set-top box for IPTV. Whispers of such a development were heard as early as last July's Financial Analyst Meeting, though details and confirmation were scarce at that time. Microsoft also said that the Xbox would bolster its position in the digital downloads game, ann

*blargh*
today is so uneventful. i'm doing all i can to not fall asleep at my desk. though earlier i noticed something funny i was telling Ruby about. I painted my nails dark blue yesterday because I was so bored....My nails match my hoodie.... my hoodie matches my car... lol. Talk about color coordination.

The Biker-part Ii
The man stood alone on the peak overlooking his life, He was leaving behind him all the heartbreak and strife. As he drank yet another swallow from his flask, He felt he'd failed in his life's given tasks. He lit a cigarette and walked to the edge of the peak, And with tears looked to the sky for the answers he'd seek. A good full life he had lived, He thought he'd given all he could give. He devoted his life to help others and was a good dad, Yet now in his heart all he could feel was sad. From younger days running the strip, To future days taking the family vacation trip. All seemed to be in its right place, Yet something in his life he could not face. He stood looking into the night's darken lair, He knew the reason he'd been call there. He remembered the days when he'd been called to war, And how so many had died fighting that Evil Whore. Would they have lived a good life, had beautiful children, and a loving wife? Would they have made something if they had a s

Single Again What To Do
i have just had the worst new years of my life... going thru the worst break up a girl can have... why can't i have a guy who is into me for me, and wont fool around with other girls? We had a kid together been engaged for 2 years, and he wants a known DIRTY slut. I know im no miss beauty queen myself, but this girl is the scuzzy of the scuzzy. On top of that there is no room for our kid in his life b/c he is too busy. Not with a job or anything, but with his friends, who he really doesn't like anyhow. what the fuck? why do i even bother anymore? So now i am hoping to move to california a start again. The thing is, I love him, but b/c i can't trust him, it wont work... why do i always get shit on? I quit all the hardcore parting for my son, and grew up even though i didn't want to... i don't understand... do i have to be a slut to be liked? personally i can't do that, i don't act like what im not... im me and what you see is what you get. intellectuals aren't liked ever, b

3 Days??
3 days since there has been a comment on my giveaway Life has been more than hectic at home... I am having some issues with my boys that have got to be taken care of asap. My family comes first. if anyone would like to help me out... there is a link in my blogs and on my profile. or hey if you give a shit and wanna know what is up. page me . call me . I sure could use a friend.

All About Me
1. Who has your heart ? Erik 2] How did you wake up this morning? woke up fine.. 3] Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset? sunset 4] Are you wearing any jewerly? Yes my engagement ring 5] What did you do last night? laid around and watched a movie with my baby 6] Where did you last kiss someone? In the hall way before my baby left for work 7] What does the last text in your inbox say? ok 8] What does the last text in your outbox say? Probably leaving around 8 9] Have you ever been on the radio? no 10] What did you drink today? coffee 11] Do you like honey? yes 12] What's the last thing you broke? a crystal vase 13] Do you know the date? 1-07-08 14] Where's the last place you went shopping? Walmart 15] Did you sing at all today? yes 16] When's the last time you cried? plead the 5th 17] How many letters are there in your last name? 7 18] When did you go swimming last? in the summer 19] Do you love anyone other than

"best Wishes"
Heavon will you wait on me..Cause I'm not ready yet..Everybody's wondering...What will happen next..Everybody's searching...I hope that they do find..Everything thier hearts desire..& Lasts for all time.. So heavon will you wait on me..Cause I'm not ready yet..I'm to young to remember..& To old to forget..Everybody's looking..For thier own way of life..To step out of the Darkness..& Bathe in the Light...

2007
[ ] stayed single [x] got kissed [x] kissed someone new [x] fell OUT of love [x] fell IN love [x] made out [ ] made out in a car [x] kissed in the snow [x] kissed in the rain [x] had my heart broken [x] broke someone else's heart [x] had a stalker [x] lost a friend [x] had a good relationship with someone [ ] came out of my closet [ ] got pregnant [ ] had an abortion [ ] got married [ ] had a divorce [x] kisssed someone of the same sex [x] met someone that I will never forget [x] did something I regret [ ] lost my "true" love [ ] lost faith in love [ ] kissed under mistletoe [ ] got a promotion [x] got a pay raise [ ] changed jobs/got a job [ ] lost my job [ ] quit my job [ ] dated a co-worker [ ] dated my boss [ ] dated my boss's son/ daughter [ ] got fired from my job [ ] got straight A's [ ] met a teacher who I became friends with [x] met a teacher who I really hate [ ] found the subject I love [ ] failed a class [x] skipped school way too much

Sensitivity Part Iii
Have you ever had the feeling that you are being watched, and you turn around and no one is there? Try having it happen in an empty house. I think it was the summer time. I can remember open windows, but being California, that happens year round. I think it took me about 5 years to feel fully comfortable in my house. I had gotten used to the strange noises. It's not that they had gone away; it still happened on occasion, but there was a regularity to them that was at least predictable. And so far, other than the little boy and phantom elephants up and down the stairs, nothing else had happened. Until we bought the green couch. I have no idea if it's coincidence, but I definitely know it wasn't just me this time. My mom and step-dad FINALLY saw something. Now, this couch was art deco. It had a swooped back, no cushions and was dark green velvet. We collected antiques. At one point we had like 75 or so in the house. Needless to say, I wasn't bothered by old stuff

My Step Dad
Would everyone pray that my stepdad recovers from his wreck from Friday night (Jan. 04, 2008)? He is in critical condition at Erlanger in Chattanooga. He flipped his car into a revine and it crushed his chest and ribs. The jaws of life had to cut him out due to him being so big. He is 6'4 and weights about 300. So yeah, I see why they had to cut him out, but he was pinned under the roof from it flipping on it's top. We do not know how he had the wreck or what caused it. When I get more information I will let you all know. Thanks a LOT! Hope all had a safe New Year's night! ~BuTtErFlYqUeEn~

Look At What I Won....
My first Auction and Look at What I went and bid on and Won. Yup that's right I out bid everyone for the Fu-rights to My Baby. I'll be go to Hell if I was going to let someone else have their Name on her id along with Mine. So I did what any Man would do and I Kicked Ass and took names. And Now She's Allllllllllll Mine. Call Me Selfish if You want. I don't care! This Woman is the Love of My Life and NO ONE else is going to have their name on Her id. Not as long as I'm in Fu-bar. They can look at her pictures all they want. But She Gonna Be sharing My Name as You see... GoddessOfLight R/L ENGAGED&Fu-Wife of HarleyRider70 & TOTALLY R/L AND FU-OWNED@ fubar I'm not here to brag or boast. I'm here to say I Love My Baby and that's All!!!! She Means The World To Me!!!

Looking For Understanding, Without Saying A Word?
I say who I am what I believe in where I come from and put it on my sleeve but hear I sit and no one knows what really makes me tick they can't believe I am no joke nor some other bloke just a man a father a brother a son a ex-husband a friend a foe a lover and sinner who is this that can understand and take my heart in the palm of my hand understand me without a word know my heart from another lilfe mirror my heart with her beauty and keep it locked away ..what beauty

A Real Boyfriend
¢¾ A real boyfriend Body: Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

Typycal Situation
Ten fingers counting we have each Nine planets around the sun repeat Eight ball will last if you triumphant be Seven oceans pummel the shores of the sea It's a typical situation In these typical times Too many choices, yeah It’s a typical situation In these typical times Too many choices. Everybody's happy Everybody’s free We'll keep the big door open Everyone'll come around Why are you different Why are you that way If you don’t get in line We'll lock you away It all comes down to nothing Six senses feeling Five around a sense of self Four seasons turn on and turn off I can see three corners from this corner Two’s a perfect number But one, well Everybody's happy Everybody's free We'll keep the big door open Everyone'll come around Why are you different? Why are you that way? If you don't get in line We'll lock you away It all comes down to nothing It's a typical situation In these typical times Too many choices, yeah It’s a typical si

I Need Your Help To Build My Confidence
I have low to no self esteem because nothing ever happens to give that self esteem a boast, that's what I need, a virtual shot in the ego to tell me that I matter that I'm not ugly. But it looks like that's not going to happen.

New Business
SooOoO..I was told I absolutely have to join this site...So here I am. I have no idea what it's all about, but hopefully I learn soon. Just looking for any sort of opportunity..Not to mention I'm crazy fun. Msg me, add me, do whatever you wish...Im sure ta love ya! *mwah!*

Why Men Do Not Want To Commit Part 3: It’s All Your Fault
If you are a female, this might be one of the most pertinent things I have ever written you. If you are a male, this is your chance to say, "Amen brother!" Over the course of this series of blogs (See PART 1 and PART 2 ), it has been pointed out on many occasions that the problem with men committing is their lack of depth. In actuality, it's quite the opposite. You see, if there is one thing you can say about men, it is that they latch very tightly on to activities that enhance their lives...hobbies. Most men are into something, albeit sports, hunting, cars, music, etc. We involve ourselves to the point of obsession. These things enhance our lives and shape our personalties in a thousand different ways. These are the kind of things that guys bond over and its the kind of things that make them pack together like wolves. Most(not all) women do not have things like this that enhance their lives. A fun day for a lot of girls is shopping, going to the gym, and doing girl

New Virus Warning
This just in : NEW VIRUS WARNING If you receive an e-mail with a subject line of "Badtimes," delete it immediately WITHOUT reading it. This is the most dangerous Email virus yet. It will re-write your hard drive. Not only that, but it will scramble any disks that are even close to your computer. It will recalibrate your refrigerator's coolness setting so all your ice cream melts and milk curdles . It will demagnetize the strips on all your credit cards, reprogram your ATM access code, screw up the tracking on your VCR and use subspace field harmonics to scratch any CDs you try to play. It will give your ex-boy/girlfriend your new phone number. It will mix antifreeze into your fish tank. It will drink all your beer and leave its dirty socks on the coffee table when there's company coming over. It will hide your car keys when you are late for work and interfere with your car radio so that you hear only static while stuck in traffic. Badtimes will make you fall in love with

Mean Old Woman
An old man and woman were married for years, even though they hated each other. When they had a confrontation, screaming and yelling could be heard deep into the night. The old man would shout, "When I die, I will dig my way up and out of the grave and come back and haunt you for the rest of your life!" Neighbors feared him because of the many strange occurrences that took place in their neighborhood. The old man liked the fact he was feared. To everyone's relief, he died of a heart attack when he was 68. His wife had a closed casket at the wake. After the burial, she went straight home and began to party as if there was no tomorrow. Her neighbors, concerned for her safety, asked, "Aren't you afraid that he may indeed be able to dig his way up and out of the grave and come back and haunt you for the rest of your life?" The wife put down her drink and said, "Let the old man dig. I had him buried upside down."

My Love
My Love My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender.

Happy B-day
Today is a very special day!! Its Mr Dub's Birthday, he is the best!! He is the most wonderful person I have ever met!! I think he deserves a special B-day spanking Mr Dub~Milai's R/L BF~Owner-Blue Seas Lounge~@ fubar Plz go to his profile, Fan, Rate and Add :) And while you are there u may also subscribe the best lounge JUST CLICK AND JOIN US♫BLUE SEAS♫THE BEST LOUNGE♪@ fubar (repost of original by '♫Milai♡Mr Dub's R/L Girlfriend♫ Blue Seas Lounge♪™' on '2008-01-07 10:01:30')

Hunkalicious Of The Week
[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*] R&B singer Tyrese Gibson -- referred to as Tyrese -- began his career at the age of 14, performing in local talent shows around his home in Los Angeles' Watts section; his big break came when he starred in a commercial for Coca-Cola, shortly followed in 1998 by his self-titled debut album for RCA. He followed three years later with 2000 Watts.

A Tribute To My Mother
A Tribute to My Mother Your hands once busy through the day, You didn't have much time to play. The little games I asked you too, You never had much time to do. You'd wash my clothes and sew and cook And when I brought my picture book And asked you share my fun, You'd say: "A little later, Hun." You tucked me in all safe at night, Hear my prayers, turn out the light, Then tiptoe softly to the door. I wish you'd stayed a moment more. For life is short, the years rush past. A little child grows up so fast. No longer are you at my side, My precious secrets to confide. The picture books are put away, There are no longer games to play, No goodnight kiss, no prayers to hear. That all belongs to yesteryear. Your hands once busy, now lie still. The days are long and hard to fill I wish we could go back and do The little things I asked you to. But that's OK, cause I love you still. I always did and I always will. TODAY I RECIEVE THE LAST LETTER FROM

You Are Tthe Air
You are my air The sun in my day The moon in my night The spring in my step You are my everything. You are the stars in the sky The birds in the trees The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine. Without the light you put into my life I would be nothing A single leaf on the ground in autumn, Lost, forgotten, alone. Before i knew you, I was nothing. Now I am everything, With you at my side, I am invincible! Feel the same my baby, You are loved so much, I love you now and forever You are my darling, my baby, my love You are my everything I love you so much.

I Saw You Smile
I saw you smile one last time even though it was only for alittle while. I couldn't see through the miles, and now it seems I am trying to mend what seems to be the end. Cant ypou hear me calling, as my tears are falling. I just wanted you to be proud, never meant to cause a scar. I wish upon a star wish you werent so far. cant see through these tears, you're not here to chase away the fears. And i wish you were. Like the flowers you went away. nothing will ever be the same. I only tried I never lied. I saw you smile one last time even though it was only for alittle while what i would give to be your daughter and not a bother. what i would give for you to love me again. I love you mom and dad

Lameness
OK I have been on this site FOREVER back when it was like 50000 folks it was a cute n fun site which I actually at one point liked it better than the MY....the site took off YAY FOR THAT I guess...but I have a gripe...I had a picture of me n someone smoochin just a peck...and some lame ass motha heffa flagged that chit..why? Jelousy? cuz its two girls???? I mean I see folks kissin their luved ones on here all the times, have their tits hangin out wearin skimpy chit and thats ok? BUT ME KISSIN SOMEONE ISNT? guy or girl a kiss is a kiss and its not adult like if thats the case than all these bishez in skimpy outfits pics should be marked too I dont want youngsters seein that..I rather them see someone smoochin. atleast I was dressed propper...ahh right done venting I just think its pretty damn lame that someone had to flag a picture of someone kissin rather than flaggin chit that SHOULD be flagged...but hey whatever it is what it is right? xoxo luvies!! ME :)

Today Is The Day
Ello. Todays the day i look for a third job... but i'm thinking about putting it off til tomorrow.. I don't have to work the rest of the day today so i just wanna relax before I got all crazy working three jobs. Anywho, I was thinking about ranting a little there, but it might be to earl for that.. no one wants to hear reanting before 10am... i know i don't :P So yea, that's all.

Re: Double Agent Gadahn Threatens Bush In Neo-con Stunt
RE: Double Agent Gadahn Threatens Bush In Neo-Con Stunt ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 07 Jan 2008, 15:26 Double Agent Gadahn Threatens Bush In Neo-Con Stunt Adam Pearlman, the Jewish Mossad agent who once wrote stinging essays condemning Muslims as "bloodthirsty terrorists", has once again popped up as an "Al-Qaeda spokesman" to boost the Neo-Con's imperial agenda by threatening George Bush on the eve of his trip to the middle east. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/010708_neocon_stunt.htm

A Love For All Time!!!
A Love For All Time Breathless kisses Burning touches Soft-spoken words of love Urgently spoken words of passion. A woman and a man One complete love Since time began Predestined to be as one. We've been together before In other lifetimes We've fought dragons And have been torn from each others arms Yet our love prevailed. We've walked on this earth many times together Perhaps for a moment Perhaps for years But our heart is one heart And we were meant to be. So when our time on earth Once again comes to a close Have no worries my dear For we will find each other again And again And again. For our love is ageless Eternal A love for all time.

Will You Tell The Truth?
"Hear What People Have To Say." Answer This And Send It Back To Me. Post It On Ur Bulletin Without The Answers. You Might Be Surprised With The Results. Y = Yes N = No M = Maybe Would You? [_] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [_] Slap Me? [_] Kiss Me? [_] Let Me Kiss You? [_] Watch A Movie With Me? [_] Take Me Out To Dinner? [_] Take A Shower With Me? [_] Take Me Home For The Night? [_] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [_] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [_] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [_] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [_] Tickle Me? [_] Let Me Tickle You? [_] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [_] Instant Message Me? [_] Greet Me In Public? [_] Hang Out With Me? [_] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [_] Think I'm Cute? [_] Want To Kiss Me? [_] Want To Cuddle With Me? [_] Want To Hook Up With Me? Am I... [_] Smart? [_] Cute? [_] Funny? [_] Cool? [_] Loveable? [_] Adorable? [_] Great To Be With?

Support Injured Pagan Veteran Joshua Hoffman
Support Injured Pagan Veteran Joshua Hoffman Joshua and his mother Silverlily are members of the Mecosta, Michigan Pagan community and need your support. No matter how you feel about the war, we need to support our Pagan soldiers. On January 6, 2007 Joshua was hit by a sniper bullet to his neck. He has had numerous medical complications and is paralyzed from this attack. He has no use of his legs and his family is praying for use of his arms to return. He is currently very depressed and has a long road to rehabilitation ahead of him. Please add him to your healing lists and send him your cards and letters of support. Please send notes and cards to Joshua to let him know that we appreciate and support him and his efforts. If there are disabled Pagans reading this please send him your words of encouragement. He can be reached at the address below: Cpl. Joshua Hoffman Rm 1U-102/3 McGuire VA Med-Cal 1201 Broad Rock Blvd Richmond Va 23249 Let us show our support t

Sick Perv...block Him
BLOCK THIS SITE PERV HE TALKS ABOUT DEAD BABIES N RAPIN AND ALL KINDS OF CRAZY SHIT.... HERE IS THE LINK TO THE BULLETIN THAT WAS POSTED CLICK HIS PICK TO GO TO HIS PAGE...I HAVE READ HIS MUMS AND IT IS TRUE THAT HE TALKS ABOUT RAPIN BABYS N MIGGETS... BLOCK THIS SICK PERSON http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=134405741

Mistress Of Leveling
Thank you too Ronja....Too all my Levlers....Thank you for making Shadow Levelers.. Awesome...You all make leveling fun.. Thank you all for non sstop rating me... Hugs, Kisses, Licks and spanks.. MUAHS TIME TO SHOW THE MISTRESS OF LEVELING ALITTLE LEVELING LOVE. COME ON ONE AND ALL HELP HER TO DISCIPLE. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT! LETS DO THIS FOR BOOBOO!!!!!!!! JUST CLICK ON THE PIC... DIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY MYAH *~Ronja~ *Property of Birk**PLEASE READ PROFILE AND TAKING CONTEST ENTRIES**~@ fubar

This Is No Fun!
So here I am trying to be good. I brought plenty of healthy low cal stuff to eat today. As I sit here with my tuna, tomato, and carrot sticks, one of my Co-workers just walks in with a big old greasy slice of pizza. But I will remain strong!!! For today anyway.

Tension Release
They met at her place, she finally give in to all his charms. She was very attracted to him. She'd been without sex for a while and was very careful about who she picked as a partner. They were constantly teasing each other and flirting, but today she was horny as hell and it had been a stressful week, she told him as much casual sex, tension release, that was all. He said that's all he wanted. She told him to be there around 6:30 that'd give them a little time after work to freshen up. At 7:25 he knocked on the door, she opened it and let him. "Hi nice place, where's the bedroom?" She laughed " Straight to it then?" "You're the one who said you needed stress relief. That's what I'm her to do, release all your stress. But I promise once won't be enough" "A man with confidence. I like that" she said taking his hand and leading him to the bedroom. He didn't waste any time there either. Pulling her to him he began to kiss, a deep kiss filled with hunger. His mouth left a hot trail do

The Gym Awaits
Damn, I dont want to go to the gym, but thats what I have to do. I'm trying to get in shape, besides I paid them folks my money, do they gonna see me, whether (I) like it or not. Now get them legs in the air. And one, and two, and three, and four now....... Toodles, The Southern Belle

What My Eyes Say About Me:
What do your eyes say about you?Eyes of PassionFiery, thats what you are. You have passion in your soul. You are the person that will defend those that you love with your very life, and to the death. You are not a person to piss off. If ever one you loved was in danger you would be the first to offer to take their place, and without a second’s hesitation.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

My Vacation
First of all....I hope everyone had a great Christmas....and Happy new year to all... Well, some of you know I went on a vacation and let me tell ya, it was the best vacation ever. First we drove down to Orlando it was so much fun we took the girls to Disney world on Christmas eve, then on Christmas day we saw Cirque Du Soleil, the girls loved it it was soo awesome. The on the 26th we flew out to Puerto Rico, we spent a lot of time with family, we went to old San Juan, took some pics at el Morro The food was exellent, (yes I love food) lol We also went to the beach, I saw the most beautiful sunset ever, My gilrs love the beach (not me) lol me and swimm suits do ot get along lol. New years eve was soo much fun, we wenmt to and uncle's house they had fire works loud music i danced a lot, now back to reality lol kids are back in schoo and i'm stuck with lots of laundry! tata for now! By the way Jim made me type all this lol so just so you know i didnt want to write a b

"the Bible Belt"
The Bible Belt is an informal term for an area of the United States of America in which socially conservative Evangelical Protestantism is a dominant part of the culture. In particular, in the United States it is an idiom for the region where the Southern Baptist Convention denomination is strongest (though many other denominations, such as the Church of Christ and Assemblies of God can be found there as well), usually meaning the South and nearby areas. Much of the Bible Belt consists of the Southern United States. During the colonial period (1607-1776), the South was a stronghold of the Anglican church. Its transition into a conservative Protestant Bible Belt occurred gradually over the next century, as a series of religious revival movements, many associated with the Baptist denomination, gained great popularity in the region. The region is usually contrasted with mainstream Protestants and liberal Catholics of the northeast and Great Lakes, the religiously diverse Midwest,

Death
Death is an embracement of the life we lived. Death is a gracious moment to come to terms with life. Looking death in the face is like knowing what is to come. Death is an embracement of life and love. Love and death can come to terms with one another. Life without love is death in itself. Death is just another name for a loveless life. Living without love is like living in hell. A loveless life is like a poison that only loveless people take. The poison can not harm one thing... and that one thing is called True Love. And true love is something some people feel. Only the lucky few can feel this True Love. I am one of the lucky few.. I feel true love, which is a remody of this poison. I can not live in hell because I have looked death in the face, And I see my future in my love, my world, my heart, and my soul. And I thank my heart and soul, for bringing me out of hell, and into life. A life with love is heaven, and heaven is life with love.

So Far In 2008
Well, since last tuesday... I've spent almost every day at Adam's... Which has been amazing. I love getting to see him, and hang out with him, and spend time with him. Yesterday, though, I kinda started realizing, like all things, there are certain things I'm going to have to get used to, and things I'm going to have to adjust to. We kinda had, not an arguement at all, just a... "situation", i suppose. I've started learning to just "talk" about whatever is bothering me, rather than freaking out over nothing... SO, we talked about it, and god knows I hope things are, fixed, understood, and done. which, I think it is... so, no sense in going on about it... but, I find it awesome how him and i were able to just kinda, sit and talk about it all (cuz, well, dennis and i used to just yell and fight... and, well, same with most men I've dated) So, i've started to realize, I can never replace Adam. Like, he is so freaking amazing. The things he says, does... the way he makes me feel...

Leash Laws Cause Dog Bites, It's As Simple As That.
Leash laws cause dog bites, it's as simple as that. Around the world, responsible dog owners are facing breed bans, strict leash laws, and brutal restrictions that make properly socializing their dogs nearly impossible. What happened to the concept of "man's best friend"? When did the world start hating dogs? To figure out how this anti-dog sentiment has grown to absurd levels, we must look objectively at the changes in how we keep dogs in human society. To quickly summarize, it is clear to us that leashes cause aggressive behaviours, when used inappropriately. All the evidence shows that tethering dogs is unethical. Most experts equate the "fight" response in dogs to this sense of being unable to flee, whether tied to a fixed object or the dog's owner via a leash. Dogs who know they can't flee will often feel the need to fight, it's as simple as that. Since leash laws were enacted, many people now seem to believe that since dogs must be leashed, they don't have to "

Just In Case
the resent blog i posted is for a good friend it was not me he done that too i know and understand how fubar or any other sites work but the least they can do is not pretend they r in love just be honest if u want sex say so if u want love say so if u want friends say so dont go to the point were u affect someones life that is just down right dirty and low lifed it takes a pretty low person to do those things ,thank u for ur time ....harley

Click The Pic And Bid
Lord Lestat’s and Kyttiekat’s First Auction Runs from January 1st till January 9th 1.Gothique Temptation Up for offer: Their name in mine as "Owned By" for One Month A link to their profile on my main page for One Month A weekly pimpout just for them for One Month HH rates of ALL stash and pics, 11's If I have a VIP Three to five custom graphics made just for them My personal IM, so they get to chat with me a personal salute *SFW* Real Life Gifts: including gift cards, to Victoria's Secret, Amazon, Fredericks of Hollywood, etc, various online stores, or a prepaid Visa/MasterCard cards a personal NSFW salute a personal phone call 5 to 10 pics of their choice, lingirie, corset pics 5 to 10 pics of feet, legs, heels 1 or 2 homemade NSFW videos 2.Sweet Shalyna Up for offer: All pics and stash rated during HH 100 11s once a week for a month if i am still VIP SFW Salute Will put my crush on them for a month Daily profile comment from me If bid is 30 D

My Sexual Personality
You are a SEXUAL TIGER! You are often a predator in bed with all of the instincts of a wild animal. You please and are pleased. Some people are just naturally sexual beings and you, my friend, are near the top of the food chain.

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 1/7/08;
I had a email discussion on County jails this weekend here is part of mine; "Nope that ain't country club living but is it supposed to be? LMAO shit if it was, the fuckin' overcrowding would be 10 times worse all the geeks tryin' to out geek each other LOL and of course on the sidelines would be us sayin' "shit fuckin' new jails are bullshit I fuckin' remember..." ROTFLMAO thanks you fuckin' know who!

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The Lol Family
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Grandpa's On The Porch Again
GRANDPA'S ON THE PORCH AGAIN A man came to visit his grandparents, and he noticed his grandfather sitting on the porch, in the rocking chair, wearing only a shirt, with nothing on from the waist down. "Grandpa, what are you doing? Your private is out in the wind for everyone to see!" he exclaimed. The old man looked off in the distance without answering. "Grandpa, what are you doing sitting out here with nothing on below the waist?" he asked again. The old man slowly looked at him and said, "Well...last week I sat out here with no shirt on, and I got a stiff neck. This is your grandma's idea."

Im Placing Update About My Condition > Hugs
Ive seen my Dr. she says im gona be fine healing nicely ; and can work part time now, if im feeling up to it. So im getting my typing speed and acuracy up, to go back to work at a hospital as a Nurse . this is my dream to plan on now...hugs . Its nice to have goals and plans and dreams too. hugs diana

Very Dramatical-n-stuff
So my hair...tis very long..and straight...my goal was to grow it to my bum...it isnt quite there yet and I find I am restless with it. I want to change it up..thinking curls would be quite adorable...but not dramatic curls...some definite curliness so it simplifies things as curling irons are ineffective and I can't stand hairspray. I need to trim it as its length is difficult...some days. Oh to be a woman and not able to decide what to do... so I will ask if any of you think I should do something different and to let me know what you think would be clever and just perfect for me. by the way I am simply checking in with everyone today if you want to chat say hello...I know only a dozen people actually check my blogs but maybe today will be different :P

Okay, Interesting And Mostly True...
Name: Amber February 1977 1:15 AM Time Zone is CST Rising Sign is in 04 Degrees Scorpio You tend to be quiet, reserved, secretive and, at times, quite difficult to understand. Others notice your deep emotions and feelings and wonder how to draw you out. Stubborn and tough, you fight for any position you believe in. You are very resourceful and formidable when you become angered or upset about something. You enjoy living life at the cutting edge -- for you life must be experienced intensely and totally. Quite courageous, you are willing to take calculated risks. Easily hurt by others, you often strike back with bitter sarcasm. Sensitive and curious, you are concerned with the deeper mysteries of human psychology. Once you have become interested in any subject, you pursue it with total fanaticism. Sun is in 12 Degrees Aquarius. You get bored with the status quo and are generally open to new things and ideas. An individualist and a free spirit, your friends are quite important

Show Me Love
10-20 or more comments needed.... Please show me some love by commenting on my picture. Just click on my link. Please comment many times!!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1176107&albumid=774401&i=2300676114 COMMENT, COMMENT, & COMMENT!!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1176107&albumid=774401&i=2300676114

~a Poem I Like~
I am sorry that I can never be good enough. I am sorry things can be so tough. I am sorry that I cant be your only one. I am sorry that I cant be done. I am sorry you cant see this pain. I am sorry I didnt kiss you in the rain. I am sorry I live another day. I am sorry that I feel this way. I am sorry you cant need me so. I am sorry you cant let us grow. I am sorry for the way I act. I am sorry for my impact. Im sorry that my beating heart is so small. Im sorry that Im not sorry, not even a little, not even at all.

Good Friends
I just wanted to take a minute of everyones time to say thanks to all my new and great friends. I will be out of town for the next few days. My grandfather passed this weekend and I will be going home to say my goodbye. Thanks to all the wonderful friends who have sent well wishes to me and my family. No one handles a death well, but I tend to have a harder time then most. I skip the whole process and go straight to anger! LOL So knowing I have good friends from all over that send love and smiles fills my aching heart!I love you all!!!

Fubar And Fucking Ppl
well sences fubar wants to fuck me im going to close my room and start over fresh and see if they fuck me again , and if they do i will go after all of there yahoo accounts one at a time and they will be my accounts.