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Please...
Sometimes I feel- I'm as cold as can be. Like my heart no longer beats, Inside of me. Put my hands on my head, And my head on my knees, And wrap myself in A blanket of misery. I've put up walls of hate, Reinforced by anger. Lord if you hear me, Please send me a savior. I'm hurtin'- dont know what else to do. So I followed some advice, Now I'm coming to you. Please give me strength, To fight through the madness. Please give me sight, To see through the blackness. Please quiet my thoughts, So I am not so restless. And please give me motivation, To rise up through the sadness. I'm lost - with no map to guide me. Feeling like death is sitting right beside me. Everytime I rise up- I just fall back down. Gravity works against me, Is what I have found.

Speechless
Something happened today that made me stop in my tracks. In fact it made me re-evaluate some things in my own life. I talked to a really close friend tonight. She has children and is not doing well financially at all. In fact I would be totally freaking out if it were me. And here she is asking me how I am doing, and laughing and smiling. Its Christmas season and I know how hard things are for her and still, unshakable. My God, if I could have half her strength…. At the same time I wish I could do something, anything. It breaks my heart to think about it much. And in a way I feel guilty. I man here I am in a kick ass apartment in the snobby part of town and all my needs are met and then some. And its just me. Its not like I work too hard or have any real money issues. I mean wouldn’t it be better if it was me in her shoes instead? I mean I would rather it be me instead of her. Not that I am any stronger than she is, but she shouldn’t have to be, I guess that my point. I hear succe

What Is Your Sexual Zodiac?
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Words To Live By!
I just read this that one of my friends had posted, and I just thought everyone should get to read it once.... Maybe we are meant to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. Maybe it is true that we don't know what we have got until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it does not, be content it grew in yours. It takes on

Death Note
Well, my very first Anime Convention and my first time doing Cosplay and I decided to not make it easy. I'm going to be doing Misa from Death Note which is a Manga. I'm doing the Misa from the How to Read and I'll be posting pictures to give everyone an idea soon. Just to give you a taste...I'm making everything on this costume, including a very large scythe. It's going to be lots of fun...

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hey Everyone..muahhhhz
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Fractured Christmas Gift - Lmao!
'tis the season... Very funny story As a joke, my brother used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. Every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings were overflowing, his poor panty hose hung sadly empty and grew increasingly threadbare. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and a fake beard and went in search of an inflatable love doll. Of course, they don't sell those things at WalMart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been to an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuse yourself. I was there almost three hours saying things like, ”What!!?”You're kidding me!!" "What is that???" "It does what???" Finally I made it to the inflatable doll section. I wanted to buy a standard, uncomplicated doll suitable for a night of romance that could also substitute as a passenger in my truck so I could use the car pool lane during

The Geography Of Women
THE GEOGRAPHY OF WOMEN Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa , half discovered, half wild, naturally beautiful with fertile soil. Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe , well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like India, very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like France, gently aging but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain, with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel has been through war and doesn't make the same mistakes twice, takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada, self-preserving but open to meeting new people. After 70, she becomes Tibet, wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages... only those with an adventurous spirit and a thir

Rock Star Queens Contest
Cutest Couple Contest Do you think you have what it takes to be the Cutest couple on Cherry Tap? The Contest will be from Thursday at 7 p.m. Central through Sunday 12:00 a.m. Voting is by comment the couple with the most comments will be the winner. Those that enter can comment on your own picture. If there is a tie the ratings will decide the winner. Prizes will be given for 1st place Ring,Dinner,and roses. Second Place prize will be romantic Dinner,Chocolate body covered paint,and Teddy bear. Third place prize will be Romantic Dinner, roses and candy. To enter send a private message to me with the pictures you want to use. ROCK STAR QUEEN@ CherryTAP

The Thrill Of Desire
i cant think of words to describe how i feel your touch your scent your everything the way you tease is torture and oh the things i would do to you if you were here you've got my mind racing i cant even form a sentence hands on hips neck to lips and my god do you know what to do i haven't felt this crazy before you have a hold on me there's something about the thrill of the game i don't know if I'm ready to accelerate and i don't think you are either but thats okay i care i feel for you and i hope you feel the same its just that the way you touch me makes me melt into a puddle of my own desire these feelings are strong but are not meant to scare you just know what i am feeling and tell me you feel this way too

What I Am (poem)
What I Am I will never be an ice queen. I encourage chaos. I live for right here, right now, and something more than. I want to bathe in fire and skinny dip in the ocean in the middle of the night under a full moon, skin pale and gleaming under the harsh white rays. I want to be everything, everywhere, tasting and touching all, always burning with desire, always burning with desire, always being stimulated. I like to jump up and down on hardwood floors in my big black clodhopper platforms, Beastie Boys screaming “No Sleep ‘Till …” until the cops come. I am in love with discovery and awakening. I live to be: raw, fierce, hare, fast, pounding, nasty, sick, twisted; breathing fire and swallowing swords, looking for pure visceral experience – pleasure, pain, art, history, drama, sex, drugs, rock ‘n’ roll, good beer, good bars, good food, party people in da house, laughing, loving, fucking, talking, shocking, trashing shit, going forever wild craz

Time
1 hour 5 hours 9 hours it all goes by so fast when im taking to you i know i feel a connection do you feel it too? when you leave, a part of me leaves with you. its so strange i cant even put into words how you make me feel. racing thoughts and butterflies dreams of you coming out of the computer and into my arms. ive never felt this way before. i dont know how to react. i cant believe i have fallen for someone so sweet so arousing so far away. 10 hours 11 hours half a day goes by and i cant help but think i wouldnt want to spend it with anyone other than you

Skinned Knees And Broken Dreams
i fold to the sound of your voice but your breath still tastes like poison every kiss every touch every night spent in your arms reminds me of how destined i am to be alone don't let go i can't stand on my own don't touch me your fingerprints stain my skin but for gods sake don't let go your hold offers bitter sweet company i cant describe how you make me feel the way you make my heart flutter and my stomach drop at the same time the lips of the devil your lips have brushed my skin you kick me when I'm down skinned knees and broken dreams no good comes from your love and yet i keep going back for more

Sexy Guy Contest I Need Your Votes
hello to all. of my friends family etc. i am in a sexy over 30 contest. id love to have all of your votes. even if its just one vote and please make sure you rate too. the link is. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=3758761920 to all that have voted and will be voteing many thanx.

Date Rape Poem
one time two times three spin her around until she cant see one time two times three times four spin her around 'till she falls to the floor isn't she lovely as she downs the whole glass vomiting on cue her definition of class she wakes up the next morning to find stains on her dress the air thick with cheap alcohol the apartment's a mess what the hell happened? but there's no where to begin except with that pill those boys happened to slip in- to the drink on the counter that she held in her hand and soon, within minutes she could no longer stand they touched her yes, thats what the boys did they defiled a girl when she was still just a kid she now lies awake in a dimly lit room with the thought of the child that is growing in her womb why me? what did i do to deserve this she cries it was one simple mistake that ruined so many lives she can't handle this her cup of innocence has bee spilt so she picks up the gun she can't deal with the guil

A Friend
Tonight I had the opportunity to have a discussion with someone that is a friend. And it hurt in someways, because of the time of year. And I have been a friend and a lover with this person. But, I don't want them out of my life. I want the best for them, because they have lead such a traumatic life. And she deserves it, more than anyone I know. She is the sweetest person, as well as one of the most honest people I know. And if I could have one wish I would as that she begiven the opportunity to have the best in her life. And that she have the opportunity to be happy. It bothers me that she is sad, because I know she is a positive person and someone that has the best intentions. I don't know what else to say other than I will pray that she will be happy during this time of year when so many are sad and wanting things. And I know we are never patient.

Ok Lets Try This Again .. Hurry Go To Her Page
Times running out to Wish Mary a Happy Birthday .. So jump on over and show her some Birthday Lov'n .. She's a Wonderful person and should have as much love shown on her day .. http://cherrytap.com/hellahappy

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I feel, Signs of this cancer coming on. Waking up in a pool of sweat. Wondering if you’re still next to me. My heart leaks, Rivers of lust begin to pour from me. Wanting nothing more than to have you Out of my head and under my sheets. My mind, Is filled from your disease. I’m weak in the knees and with one touch, I fall. For you. Again and again. I fear, Proof that this cancer is on its way. It’s taking a hold of me. With the words on the tip of my tongue I can’t deny the attention. I will, Pray that you see how much I care. When you see me lying there, How can you think otherwise? I know, That you’ve been hurt so many times before. I can ease the pain with words. The ones you’ve heard them say but never meant. Well I do. I feel, Signs of this illness seeping through. Believe me dear I mean what I do. Just trust your heart, It’s trying to heal too.

A Slave
a slave ... ... is an individual born with a slave spirit. No one can make an individual have this spirit; nothing can be done to create this state in an individual's being. No one trying hard or wishing for this sense of spirit can develop it within themselves, and no Master can cause it to occur. A slave is an extraordinary human being who is born with this slave spirit _ as much as they are born to breathe, or to have gifted talents like design or music. A slave is extraordinary, rare _ and most often confused until they discover their slave spirit heart. Most slaves wander through life feeling unfulfilled _ as if they have a "dark hole" in their spirit _ a hole that can be temporarily filled with an abundance of sex, work, addictive behavior or other whole-life-consuming factors. Slaves often have a sense of the spiritual (some become clergy), but feel this sense of spiritual awareness to be disconnected from their desire for a Mastery/slavery relationship. A slave has

Blue-eyed Boy (poem)
Blue-Eyed Boy We all know the story – you know, the needle and the damage done. It’s not worth writing about. But you, you are so much more than an old rock song. When I see the single drop of your blood in the syringe, right before you plunge into something I will never understand; when I see your eyes half into the nod and I know you won’t be coming out tonight; that’s more than some cautionary tale. You, you were my first blue-eyed boy. You were always there, with your ever-present shoulder and hand – there for the cops and the car wrecks, the casts, the surgeries, my nineteen nervous breakdowns. You were my rock, and now I don’t know how to be yours. I still trust you with my life but not with twenty dollars. copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

Crazy
my head aches from thinking of you your eyes appear so vividly in my brain my heart pounds from the passion you inject every touch melts away the years of trauma my back arches from the fingers that glide my contour a surge of ecstasy with every word whispered in my ear you have me a hold so strong i don't want you to ever let go infatuation yes i can't get you out of my mind i am emotional its true but i have never felt so strongly about something as i do now with you tell me you care for me tell me you never want to see me cry tell me I'm not going crazy when in fact I'm going crazy for you cbass 10.5.06 920am

Broken
broken girl in a broken home with a broken dream and a broken nose a broken promise by a broken dad when a broken hit left her broken and mad so she took broken razors to make more broken skin to repair a broken lifestyle and make a new one begin now under broken stars and a broken old moon she finds a half broken answer to make her problems end soon so she takes her dads gun and a broken old shell and loads it up quick so that no one could tell no broken goodbyes to make it end quick just a small broken smile and a small little click holding it high to her head her face broken with tears theres nothing to be scared of so fuck broken fears out comes broken dad to make things all better hes one second to late theres blood on his sweater cbass

The Special Something
Some people have a special way, Of bringing out the best in you. By their caring and the interest, That they take in all you do. Some people make you comfortable, Right from the very start. With their smiles and love for life, Comes with a tender and caring heart. Some people have a special gift, That can make you want to smile. With their tender and caring ways, Will spend time with you for awhile. Some people are so special, That whenever they are around. It seems the world is full of joy, In a special friend this is found. "Although we are not together we'll never be apart because thoughts of you will always fill my heart."

25 Christmas Ideas To Torture Your Roomate
1. Claim you were a Christmas tree in your former life. If s/he tries to bring one into the room, scream bloody murder and thrash on the floor. 2. Go to the mall with your roomate and sit on Santa's lap. Refuse to get off. 3. Wear a Santa suit all the time. Deny you're wearing it. 4. Sit in a corner in the fetal position rocking back and forth chanting, "Santa Claus is coming to town, Santa Claus is coming to town..." 5. Hang mistle-toe in the doorway. When your roomate enters or leaves the room, plant a big wet one on his/her lips. 6. Hang a stocking with your roomates name on it. Collect coal and sharp objects in it. If s/he asks, say "you've been very naughty this year." 7. Paint your nose red and wear antlers. Constantly complain about how you never get to join in on the reindeer games. 8. Make conversation out of Christmas Carols. (i.e., "You know, I saw mommy kissing Santa Claus underneath the mistle-toe last night.") 9. Wrap yours

20 Ways To Confuse Santa
1. Instead of milk and cookies, leave him a salad, and a note explaining that you think he could stand to lose a few pounds. 2. While he's in the house, go find his sleigh and write him a speeding ticket. 3. Leave him a note, explaining that you've gone away for the holidays. Ask if he would mind watering your plants. 4. While he's in the house, replace all his reindeer with exact replicas. Then wait and see what happens when he tries to get them to fly. 5. Keep an angry bull in your living room. If you think a bull goes crazy when he sees a little red cape, wait until he sees that big, red Santa suit! 6. Build an army of mean-looking snowmen on the roof, holding signs that say "We hate Christmas," and "Go away Santa." 7. Leave a note by the telephone, telling Santa that Mrs. Claus called and wanted to remind him to pick up some milk and a loaf of bread on his way home. 8. Throw a surprise party for Santa when he comes down the chimney. Refuse to let him le

Ahhhhhhh.....
WELL IM SO DEPRESSED TODAY ITS THE HOLIDAY'S I HATE THEM....THERE ALL ABOUT WHAT YOU GET AND WHAT YOU DONT GET ....NOT ABOUT ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS!! AINT THAT A FUCKIN BUMMER!! SO WHAT DID EVERYONE WANT FROM SANTA ....QUICK QUESTION WHY IS IT IF WE BUY THE SHIT HOW COME THE OLD GREY HEADED BASTARD GETS ALL THE CREDIT? IM GETTING SO BORED WTH THE SITE RIGHT NOW ITS JUST SO BORING.....ALL U HEAR IS THE SAME OLD SHIT I AM THINKING OF GETTING A NEW CAR ,....AND CANT DECIDE .....HMM I WANNA RED MUSTANG YES I DESERVE A BRIGHT RED ONE!!! HAHA OH GOD DAMN LET ME TELL U ABOUT THIS SHIT THAT HAPPEND TO ME WELL I WAS AT THE GROCERY STORE AND THIS WOMAN THAT WAS GOING OUT IN FRONT OF ME WAS JUST WALKING AND DIDNT APPEAR TO BE DOING ANYTHING WRONG WELL WE GET READY TO GO THRU THE DOOR I HEAR SOMEONE SAY STOP PLEASE SO I DID AND THEY ASK ME TO OPEN MY BAG AND I WAS LIKE WTF....LOL....THEY THOUGHT I WAS A SHOPLIFTER IT WAS THE WOMAN IN FRONT OF ME THEY DIDNT UNDERSTAND IT WAS HERE AND STOPPE

Angel Of Freedom
My angel. You touch, I destroy The demons, that scar. The nightmares They spread fear. Bring back the past To the innocent one Savior from the plague Head held high. Determined Through the fire. I will go As the demons try to fight Cleared is a path Walk down the aisle, child Nothing to hurt Nothing to be afraid of I am here. Arms open Hang on to your escape No more pain Live free of all that is the past I will guide you to the light. My light Your dreams. Your fantasies. Your truth I am your angel of freedom

Rip Nick Benton
BENTON - Nicholas A. "Nick" BENTON - Nicholas A. "Nick," 14, Windber, passed away Dec. 9, 2006, at Memorial Medical Center. Born May 20,1992, in Windber. Son of Mark Benton, and stepmother, Wailani Benton, Portage, and Sylvia (Petrilla) Jackson, and stepfather, David Jackson, Windber. Preceded in death by paternal grandfather, James Benton; maternal grandparents, Sylvester and Helen Petrilla; and uncle, Michael Petrilla. Survived by parents; sister, Andrea Benton; and brother, Adam Benton, fiancee, Kaitlyn Sobieski, and son, Aden; stepsister, Ashley Jackson, Oklahoma; and stepbrother, Dawson Everhart, Portage. Also survived by paternal grandmother, Roberta Benton, Portage; paternal aunts, Mary Jane Viscusi, Portage; Alice Williams, Portage; and Carol Benton, Michigan; and paternal uncle, Francis Benton, and wife, Audrey, Portage; maternal uncle, Mark Petrilla, and wife, Debbie, Chambersburg; maternal aunt, Helen Maxwell, and uncle, Ronald Maxwell, both of Windber; and numerous cousi

Your Path Your Tears
I don’t know what to do. I cant keep waiting Your undecided mind. Leaves me stranded, standing alone Im not letting you make me wait. Im dragging this out of you I want to know. I am going to know, now I will be there for you. But I don’t think you’re willing to take that step So here comes the pride of my inner self Not letting you cripple me from the inside, any longer Im turning this around. Making you taste what you’ve put me through You’re so lost. You cant see through the fog Up this road, lies in wait for you. Everything You’re burning in your own misery Just step out from the ashes and take my hand Take it for your new life is about to begin But you cant take that leap of faith, can you You cant see what’s going on. The fog is too thick Growing harder to see through You have no choice, but to turn around Go back to where everything was wrong All your tears marked your path But just remember. That path never led to me

Your Self Demise
I see through the eyes of the angel See whats ripping you apart You lie to yourself, fall before your heart You're weak, defenseless, against your own emotions You'll die in the awakening of your truth Cant bear to see it, you have no acceptance This is your life, that you crumble under Blind by what you want to be right Set up, a vision of dishonesty No loyalty, faint of heart To kill you now Would be the highest of ignorance is bliss Your pain tells it all You cant hide it, never could Only a matter of time until it comes full circle Even then, you'll want to hide But you cant...because this is you All you, all the time Until death does do you apart

Mummy
And sometimes I feel like you’ve paid for my soul Like the bread on the table and the electricity in the bulb A desiccated play thing to tower and control And sometimes I feel like I’m part of the show A puppet on strings with a tiny red bow The one you call daughter And contort into twisted shapes of you Yes mother I’m just like you And I’m just like the father you love to abuse So tighten the strings Tighten the knots All you ever wanted is just what you got A prototype daughter With a perfect smile Gives a curtsy and a bow The puppet master is so very proud Now you can be So very proud You put me in my place Taken away all ideal of self You’ve made me what you wanted I’ll never get out Given up hope I have given up the fight Finally your little girl has learned to resign So pull back the curtains Pull back the sheets Reveal your masterpiece to a crowded row of empty seats Smile that loving smile as you make me dance Your putrid

Holiday Eating Tips
These 10 tips will help you survive the "Eating Season" without all the usual stress. 1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. Like fine single-malt scotch, it's rare. In fact, it's even rarer than single-malt scotch. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-aholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas! 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat. 4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with

Real
You think you're living a life of bliss You play so innocent in this game of lies Top it, one after another Come on, get scared, theres no reason for you to feel You had no heart in tearing me apart Inside out I wanted everything to be my way Never fails, never seems to defy Fucking bring it, I'll have the last word Cant let this be the way my life goes, forever Time for a change, I'll make that change Kill me now, for later you'll wish you had So fucking pathetic You're tearing yourself down without knowing Jump to what you think is real Find out the hard way No, I dont wish for you to be happy Why should I? I guess Im just that way And your pain will bring a smile to my face See what I felt? It is real Nothing harder than the truth Cry your tears and let me see them come out of you Feel the hate Feel the destruction of your own heart Fall to your knees, beg for it to stop But it wont, and that is life, and that is real

Wow
I have had some crazy days lately,everyone seems to want me or my attention..lol.I just want some wild,kinky filled sex.I honestly dont think that is wrong.Something that definatly has handcuffs and spanking involved. That is just foreplay.For the main course(lol)I would like to be given the ride of my life.Hot,wild sweaty with no mention of love,just give it to me harder,trust me I can handle it. If your lucky,I will swallow.Yes you all you KNOW where my mind is,does any one want to help!!!!!!!!

My Love Is Forever True
My Love Is Forever True. I gaze at your pictures As I go to sleep, I can hear you voice It sounds so sweet. I cannot contain my feelings for you My heart is set free It belongs to you. Your eyes, Your heart, Your touch Katy you mean so much. If I could have just one wish It would be to be with you Because I know that in my heart My love is forever true. This is how I feel for you I've known it all along You are my one true love My world.. My heart.. My soul!

The Nine Degrees Of Submission
The outright non-submissive masochist or kinky sensualist Not into servitude, humiliation or giving up of control; just pain and/or spiced-up sensuality, on the masochist's own terms for the masochist's own pleasure (ie: being turned on solely or mainly by one's own bodily sensations, rather than being turned on by being "used" to gratify one's partner's sadism). Pseudo-submissive non-slave Not into even playing "slave", but into other "submissive" role-playing, e.g.: schoolteacher scenes, infantilism, "forced" transvestism. Usually into humiliation, but NOT into servitude, even in play. Dictates the scene to a large degree. Pseudo-submissive PLAY slave Likes to play at being slave. Likes to *feel* subservient; may in some cases like to *feel* that one is being "used" to gratify one's partner's sadism; and may even really serve the dominant in some ways, but only on the "slave's" own terms. Dictates the scene to a large degree; often fetishistic (e.g. foot worshippers).

The Fire Inside
Rising up. Built up From the ashes of the fire you set upon me Stronger than ever. New state of mind All is dead inside me for what I felt for you In its place is another fire A fire that fucking rages I breathe new air Set free from all that you've trapped me in Bleeding you will be vengance upon thine enemy I've risen up from my grave of the past Reborn into a future of self-content I have you to thank for this For this is the greatest thing you've given me You left me dead I came back deader But more feuled than before Ready to take on the rest of my life And to wish you upon a quicker death No fucking escape I am the reaper Fear me for when you see me You will see nor breathe no longer Threat? No. Promise? No. Destiny You set forth for yourself when you burned me to the ground

Lol I Just Spend 319 500 Cb !! You All So Deserve The Gifts !! Xoxoxo Thank You So Much For Joining Cherrytap Santa Claus & Mom Contest !! Ttyl
ROCK STAR ENGLA's sent gifts Seasonal & Specials: 256 Love & Friendship: 363 Party Time: 243 Spicy Gifts: 24 V.I.C.: 10 The last 500 gifts. CHERRYTAP SANTA CLAUS WINNER = 1ST PRIZE = Egg Nog sent to corky1952 on Mon Dec 11, 2:58 pm Dozen Roses sent to corky1952 on Mon Dec 11, 2:58 pm Silver Motorcycle sent to corky1952 on Mon Dec 11, 2:57 pm 2ND PRIZE = Egg Nog sent to Tomcat .. Can't leave his friends! LOL on Mon Dec 11, 3:03 pm Dozen Roses sent to Tomcat .. Can't leave his friends! LOL on Mon Dec 11, 3:03 pm Rolex sent to Tomcat .. Can't leave his friends! LOL on Mon Dec 11, 3:02 pm 3RD PRIZE = Egg Nog sent to sexman60 on Mon Dec 11, 3:07 pm Dozen Roses sent to sexman60 on Mon Dec 11, 3:06 pm Men's Ring sent to sexman60 on Mon Dec 11, 3:05 pm SANTA MOM CONTEST = 1ST PRIZE = Egg Nog sent to Jen angelshadrach on Mon Dec 11, 4:07 pm Dozen Roses sent to Jen angelshadrach on Mon Dec 11, 4:07 pm Silver Motorcycle sent to Je

Double Standards In The Legal System
DOUBLE STANDARDS IN THE LEGAL SYSTEM Why is it that in America we are taught to think freely when in reality were are told not to. Teachers tell students from a young age that their opinions matter and that they are free to have feelings and express those feelings with others, but it turns out when you get older you are expected to follow the pack and never question anything that is said. In the time of which we live young white males are being persecuted for hate thoughts when no action has even taken place. It turns out that if a white person gets into any type of confrontation with a person from another race the white is automatically tagged as a racists and the district attorney’s office is quick to bring charges of a hate crime on him. Whatever happened to the olden days where people would get into fights no charges would be brought upon them and the worst punishment they would receive would be a night in county lock up and a warning. Those days have gone the way of segreg

What The Hell
OK so at this moment im a little bit angry. yes i am a smoker and so what if i want to have a cigarette no public smoking in certain states now what the hell is wrong with this country we are supposed to have freedom of choice and speach and what not well i choose to smoke why should i be told where and when im allowed to have a cigarette. this is bull shit what are they gonna take away next. my right to have a beer in a bar which i have other issues with. or watch my favorite sports program. what is this world coming too.

Ohhhh Yeeeaaa
So, the Crossfade/Three Days Grace/Buckcherry show Sunday night KICKED ASS!! I've NEVER seen a show as awesome as Buckcherry's was. It was killer....too cool. I had a fabulous time, very much enjoyed myself. And ladies....Josh Todd is EVEN SEXIER in person! LoL. It was a blast. I've been waiting to see Buckcherry for about a year now and had several opportunities, but something always came up. Crossfade and Three Days Grace were BADASS as well. So...that's how my weekend went. Plus a party at our house Saturday night. By The Way....check out my new pics I posted....comments comments comments! LoL. Love y'all! Much Love, ♥ Sinister's Sweetie ♥

Total Abyss
i think about my arms wrapped around your body the way your scent carries over to me the rise and fall of your chest when you breathe the way your body molds into mine the warmth off of your back as you lean into me the little noises you make as you dream your arm jerks when i run my fingers up your arm your eyelids move with anticipation of what is to come i trail my fingers down your side caress the smooth skin of your butt you sigh with comfort i kiss the back of your neck you turn your head more into the pillow giving me access to more of you i inhale deeply i can smell the soap from your shower the smell of the cocoa butter on your skin the smoothness of your cleanly shaven head you turn to me and open your eyes you come towards me with lips ready to kiss you take my mouth and linger there for a moment staring into my eyes i can see the love you come closer and gently kiss my lips tongue moving slowly into mine you watch every reaction i make pleasure

Just Some Bullshit
i have a question for all you people out there? when u look at me what do u see? for real? sex? becuz from some comments that i get and from some messages left to me from people that only see a picture, thats what it seems like i show in my pics. im a normal woman and im sure im like 95% of the women out here..lookin for the same things. love and happiness. just becuz i post an ass shot or show a little bit of titties doesnt mean im on here looking for a nice hot cock or a good time. please get to know me. i am sucha great person and u would know this if u took some TIME. women seem to be jealous of me. for what? i have seen some very pretty girls on here, and i have seen my share of some pretty ugly ones too. u make u not what someone else wants to make u into. make yourself happy..then ull see how much attention you get. love yourself before u try to love someone else. thats the only way to do it. i have a lot of friends on my friends list..and i wonder would they still have se

Truth
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every minute you spend upset is sixty seconds of happiness you'll never get back.

For You... A Poem I Wrote Awhile Ago
i dream about u every day i wonder what it will feel like to touch you to feel you next to me to have you smile and know its for me only i think about you all the time wondering what you are doing if you are thinking of me if i am in your thoughts as much as you are in mine your name flows from my lips every hour its like a magical ride i want to be on it gives me butterflies when i hear it it seems to take over my day i envision us together holding hands and laughing hugging and talking happily until i wake up and realize it was just a dream to know u have this effect on me is scary to know that i could fall for someone that i dont even know to want to be with someone that lives so far away to change my whole life for you i want to be the one to make you smile to be the first one on your mind in the morning i want to be the one you love

My Autobiography.
( + - Your Autobiography - + ) Part 1: The Birth of You 01. Do you know what month you were conceived?: April I guess 02. Were you a planned baby?: no 03. Were you the first?: no 04. Did your mother have an easy or difficult pregnancy?: easy 05. Were you premature or late?: late 06. What hospital were you born in?: TRAH 07. How long was your mother in labor?: no idea 08. Who was present at your birth?: my dad 09. Were your parents married when you were born?: yes 010. What was your birthdate?: January 31st 011. What day were you born?: Monday 012. How much did you weigh?: 7 lbs 4 oz 013. What were the names your parents considered for you?: I have no idea, my mom told me once what my dad wanted and it was bad, so luckily they didn't take that. 014. What name did they finally decide on?: Jennifer Ashlee 015. Were you christened?: yes Part 2: The Family 016. How would you describe your family?: fun 017. Which side of your family are you closest to (your mum or your

Healing Better Now
feeling good too... i'm sooooo excieted about this shoot. i just cant wait to see NY again. especially at christmas time!!! i'll be getting into the city early on Wed & be meeting a good Friend i havnt seen in over a year as We both missed FetCon this year. He & i will be spending the day together shopping & eating like tourists then i'll be staying at the marrott near His place out of the city for the night before heading into brooklyn for my shoot the next morning. the next couple days will be staying with PD between shooting with Him for www.hardtied.com & www.infernalrestraints.com it really is too bad He isnt produceing insex anymore i really think i would have liked to experiance all that... not to sound ungreatful at all, i really cant believe how incredibly blessed i have been to have so many amazing opportunitys available to me. so after finishing the shoot Fri will be heading out to Paddles for the eveining which usually ends up out to breakfast the next morning before sleepi

20 Things About Me
1. im shy at first until i get to know how you feel around me..i aint gonna be all loud and shit so u think im some crazy bitch, but give it time and i will show u what its like to be around me 2. i love to read, im a big v.c. andrews fan..i also write some things..which i have on here in my blogs 3. i CAN NOT have anymore kids, no matter how many of these guys ask me to have their baby! and yes some of them do! 4. i am in a relationship....i do not cheat..and i have told men this so many times and they dont seem to listen 5. i do not get along with women...i have a few friends....dawn...nikki....angie...beth...kristi...keri...and i know all of them in real life except kristi..but i know me and her would get along great 6. i am not a bitch no matter what you may think...but if some bitch comes to me and starts shit i aint gonna sit here and take her shit...im gonna call her on a few things 7. for all of you guys that ask me to see the private pics...i will once again say this...I

21 Things You Can Only Say At Christmas
1. I prefer breasts to legs 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. Smother the butter all over the breasts! 4. If I don't undo my trousers, I'll burst! 5. I've never seen a better spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. It's a little dry; do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Stuff it up between the legs as far as it will go. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at the same time! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you put it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Just pull the end and wait for the bang. 18. That's the biggest bird I've ever had! 19. I'm so full, I've been gobbling nuts all morning 20. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all that and still want more! 21. I do

* Alchemy *
Our Golden Years refer to Alchemy Our key: The alchemy of time and conscious evolution. A revolution in our solution to purify and free ourselves from pollution, free from veils of illusion, free being, being free from fears and confusion, This introspection is mirror reflection, mere section of the dissection of all creation's confection = Our predilection: Infusion a fusion of new hues true our electromagnetic frequency fruition: A rendition, sans condition full of love, as is below so is above It is then our Soul Psyche will be free and all will be one to resume in ourspace - space and empty space, matter and antimatter: the matter: where 'me' thinks in terms of 'we" and WE love, live, are free to give, in light, starlight, moonlight, sunlight, by day and night, the wind beneath our wings, uplifts and brings the joy of serene dreams, at the very seams of which deems, like stars which gleam, all that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream, fly high wh

Hidden Rage
Hidden Rage A self-inflicted wound… Both mental, physical, & emotional. Maybe I’m looking for attention, But who isn’t?! We all feel depressingly lonely at times, Some more often than others. Death is just another way out… But it’s not an option for me. I wanna be loved, But not too much. It’s just too scary… As everything is, was, & forever will be. I fear, yet I do not, And I’m Just Too Tired… Rhiannon 9/8/99

Enflamed Alone
Enflamed Alone Fire… Burning orange & red… Like blood… Spitting into the air… I sit alone, hiding in a corner of insanity. Can’t you see me hiding there?! I suppose I’m invisible to all those who don’t know or care. I hide… not by choice, but by force. I wish to be seen… I wish to be heard… But I guess I have nothing of importance to say…… I wish to say goodbye today, But I’m too afraid to go on. I wish to spark, then fade away… But I just don’t feel that strong. Hello… Rhiannon 10-5, 6 & 11-99

The Long Journey Home Part 2
Here is the long await Part 2 to my story.... Enjoy! The steam had fogged up the glass so much that as she got into the shower, the only thing he could see was her silhouette. Slowly he got in and closed the door behind him as he grabbed her and kissed her. The feel of her breasts against his own chest felt so good that his kisses became fierce and with more hunger as he pushed her up against the wall. Water cascaded down on them both while his fingers entwined within her wet hair while he feverishly nibbled her lips and chin. He pulled her over to a seat as he sat down. Smiling she kneeled in front of him as he watched her take his hard on in her soft wet hands. Taking a deep breath he felt her mouth engulf his cock, her mouth and tongue slowly crept up it as when she got to the tip, she sucked it hard causing him to jump a little. He liked the fact that whenever she was going down on him that she liked to look up at him with those big doe eyes of hers. It excited him even more

Pretty Lies
Pretty Lies Pretty old lies, pretty old lies, Say the words I’ve heard a thousand times. Though my emotions run deep... And my temper is short… My mind will complain more than my voice. Past, present, and future meld into one now for me… I’m outwardly pathetic, And too lazy to be me! It’s exhausting being the one person you know the least. Try describing yourself to someone… When the answers are as clouded for you as those you’ve never met! Not an easy task, I tell you, To define oneself in all one’s splendor and raging stupidity!! Completely surrounded within walls I built… With room enough for me and air to breathe… I find myself on both sides of the wall… Trapped on the inside, And still searching, restrained, on the outside. I don’t know where I’m going, But I’m constantly finding myself back there! And without a doubt, I’ve lost myself in a dream not my own… Full of pictures, thoughts & feelings I cannot follow!! But what are dreams but doorways

An All-purpose Letter Of Apology
Just Change/delete as Appropriate....... Dear: A) Mum, B) Dad, C) love of my life, D) Assistant Principal, E) Your Honor, Words cannot begin to express how sorry I am that your A) car B) house C) pet D) espresso maker E) left arm was severely damaged by my A) infantile B) puerile C) inept D) comically brilliant but nonetheless sadistic E) woefully under appreciated prank. How could I have known that the A) car B) jet ski C) large helium balloon D) rodent driven sledge E) Zamboni I was riding in would go so far out of control? And while it is true that I should not have pointed it in the direction of your A) house, B) wife, C) Cub Scout troop, D) 1/16 sized replica of the Statue of Liberty, complete with lightbulb in the torch, E) priceless collection of Rolling Rock beer cans, You must understand that it was all meant in fun. The subsequent carnage that I caused is beyond my ability to A) imagine, B) fathom, C) comprehend, D) appreciate,

My Birthday...
OK, let me just say this, i'm not looking or asking for presents, but people have asked me what I want for my birthday. So i thought i would compile a list of some things that I would like..Again, not asking for anything, but if you do..here it is.... X-Large X-Large X-Large Well that's all I can think of right now. Later ya'll, Jason

Dragons
The oldest culture in the world to utilize dragons in their mythology and beliefs, are the Chinese. For them, the dragon is a divine, mythical creature that brings good fortune, prosperity and bounty. It is the symbol of emperors and imperial rule, and its legends have shaped a good portion of modern Chinese culture. The dragon is a positive force, and represents power, excellence, and striving for goals, as well as being a benevolent force, which radiates goodwill, good luck, and blessings. Shrines to them can be found in many places in China,usually near the sea, since Eastern dragons tended to be water creatures. In Eastern culture, the dragon represents the essential forces of Nature. While Emperors consulted them as revered advisors, they did not always follow that advice, and consequently the dragons’ anger would either produce storms and floods though the clouds they breathed out, or such things as water shortages, when they beat their tails about,

Ive Said It Once Ill Say It Again
EX's are the stupidest species on the planet. My exhusband kidnapped my kids and refused to let me have them. well with a little combined effort with sheriffs and myself the kids have been returned home and charges have been filed. I will now file for supervised visitations to be imposed on him since he commited a crime and he is also facing contempt of court charges for interference with custody. Unfortunately i cannot bring kidnapping charges against him because all his rights have not been taken away. This has been a bad year and im ready for it to fucking end. Good luck in the new year all .

Mental Health Hotline
Old, but still one of my favorites* "Hello and welcome to the MENTAL HEALTH HOTLINE. If you are suffering from Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, press 1, repeatedly. If you are Co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have Multiple Personalities, press 3, 4, 5 & 6. If you are Paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are Delusional, press 7, and your call will be transferred to the Mother Ship. If you are Schizophrenic, listen carefully and a small voice will tell you which number to press. If you are a Manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press ... no-one will answer. If you are Dyslexic, press 96969696969696. If you have a Nervous Disorder, please fidget with the hash key until a representative comes on the line. If you have Amnesia, press 8 and state your name, address, phone number, date of birth, social security number and your mother's and grandmother's maide

The Tuatha Dé Danann
In Irish-Celtic mythology, the Tuatha Dé Danann ("People of the goddess Danu") are the Irish race of gods, founded by the goddess Danu. These gods, who originally lived on 'the islands in the west', had perfected the use of magic. They traveled on a big cloud to the land that later would be called Ireland and settled there. Shortly after their arrival they defeated the Firbolg at the first battle of Mag Tuireadh. In the second battle of Mag Tuireadh they fought and conquered the Fomorians, a race of giants who were the primordial inhabitants of Ireland. The Tuatha Dé dealt more subtly with the Fomorians than with the Firbolg, and gave them the province of Connacht. There was also some marrying between the two races. The Tuatha Dé themselves were later driven to the underworld by the Milesians, the people of the fabulous spanish king Milesius. There they still live as invisible beings and are known as the Aes sidhe. In a just battle, they will fight beside mortals. When they fight

The Surgery
well i have two days left be fore the big day and im really nervous and scared but i know that i will be a changed person and this is for the best im excited so just wanting to thank everyone who has stood by me so far and those that will continue to stand by me through the rest thanks for being a good friend and i will post progress pics through out my journey

Ohhhhhh My Penis Died - My Favorite Joke
There is this little old man in the nursing home crying "Ohh my penis died, ohhhh what a terrible day my penis died" The nurse comes along and says "Mr. Johnson what is your problem" The little ole man screams "Ohhhhh my penis died, I am so sad my penis died" So the nurse takes him off and gets him settled in. The next day Mr. Johnson comes shuffling down the hallway with his penis hanging out of his pants. The nurse said "Mr Johnson what're you doing? I thought you said your penis died" Mr. Johnson replied " It did ... today's the viewing"

Makes Me Think Of Someone
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and

What Origin Are You?
Australian [ ] you wear flip flops all year [ ] you call flipflops thongs not flip flops [ ] you love a backyard barbie [/] you know a barbie is not a doll [/] you love the beach [/] sometimes you swear without realizing [/] you're a sports fanatic!! [ ] you are tan [ ] you're a bit of a bogan [ ] you have an australian something (thongs, shirt, phone sock, etc.) Total = 4 Italian [ ] the Sopranos is a great show. [ ] your last name ends in a vowel. [/] your grandmother makes her own sauce. [ ] you know how a real meatball tastes. [ ] you know a lot of italian songs. [ ] you have dark hair and dark eye color [ ] you speak some italian. [/] you are under 5'10''. [ ] pizza is the best food in the world. [ ] you talk with your hands. Total = 2 Hispanic [ ] you say member instead of REmember [/] you speak spanish [/] you love tacos. [ ] yoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr. [ ] you are dark skinned [ ] you know what a Bodega is. [/] you talk fast. [/] you h

Questions
just some questions a friend passed along in her blog.. if want, answer them and post them if not.. enjoy the laugh from my answers :) DO YOU SNORE? i am told i do, but its like a snort lol LOVER OR A FIGHTER? oh lover, but i will stand up for ppl i love if i feel they are being done wrong WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? disappointing my kids AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER? sorta, when my brother would share WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"? i am a closet addict, lol shhhh don't tell anyone DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? yessssssssssssss WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? yes i was, :) wanna see? HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? who knows? :( WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? black DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? oh yeah, loud too HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? nope ANY SECRET TALENTS? a few :) WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? oh a beach with a good book or my ipod HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI? heck NO and dont plan on it. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"? N

Lol
Ok so I'm sitting here sing Barbie Girl. I dont know why - but I thought I should share that. I'm a dork I know. Someone give me something constructive to do for an hour or so, So I dont have to sit here and sing this stupid song!

Ruby!!!!
I'm hereing this as I type I see her body move in deadly positions Her fingers graze my neck for the last time Her lungs are spilling out What's keeping me alive? What's keeping her alive? Let's see, let's cut of all her long blond hair Listen sweetie You never meant that much to me Hope your eyes can see What you did to me You'll always be my enemy I see the victims of the deadliest poison My face has turned her skin chalk white My lungs are spilling out What's keeping her alive, but was she ever dead? Let's see, there's footprints trailing out of the morgue Listen sweetie You never meant that much to me Hope your eyes can see What you did to me You'll always be my enemy I see her body move I watch her body move She's deadly poison My only poison I see her body move I watch her body move She's deadly poison My only poison Let's see, let's cut of all her long blond hair Listen sweetie You never meant that much

Jose Cuervo Christmas Cookies
Jose Cuervo Christmas Cookies Looks like this will make some excellent cookies!!! Christmas Cookie Ingredients: 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup...just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs%

Lost Worth
There's not much to me that you can't see The pain in my life is what made me me You wonder why my trust is hard to find Because never in my life have I been blind Abused in every way that I know Theres not much left inside to grow I'm always suspicious of whom I care I learned early in life nothings fair I'll always be cautious no matter what you do I believe one of these days you'll hurt me too I don't perceive you as full of harsh intent It just seems the way my life is meant To end in pain, stuck in the past Nothing worth happiness ever seems to last

" God Wanted Me To Tell You.........."
"GOD WANTED ME TO TELL YOU Everything that is going wrong in your life today shall be well with you this year. No matter how much your enemies try this year, "they will not" succeed. You have been destined to make it and you shall surely achieve all your goals this year. For the remaining months of this year (2006), all your agonies will be diverted and victory and prosperity will be incoming in abundance. Today God has confirmed the end of your sufferings sorrows and pains because HE that sits on the throne has remembered you. He has taken away the hardships and given you JOY. He will never let you down. I knocked at heaven's door this morning, God asked me... My child! What can I do for you? And I said, "Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message"... God smiled and answered... Request granted. If you believe this message, send it to seven persons and the one who sent it to you. By doing this you have succeeded in praying for eight people today. "

I Could Fucking Scream
I don't know how much more I can take of not having my own house to live in. I hate having to wait for the damn phone just so I can talk to my kids nightly. Everyone knows I call them everynight, and the funny thig is the one I have to fight the phone over has her own damn cell phone she can use to talk I dont have that nor or the kids even near here. I dont talk to people that live not even 20 mins away. The phone is the only link I have to them I dont have anything else. Not even the hope of seeing them soon I have months before I will even get to see my kids again.Things are building here inside of me and I am not going to be able to hold it in very much longer. And that is a side of me I dont want Adam ever to see.Its a side no one should ever see. I can be very mean and thats not me at all. I am very close to losing my temper and when it happens its lible to get everyone around me even the ones I love and care for and I dont want that to happen.I have no control over my mouth when

Need Some Love
HEY TO ALL MY FRIENDS,AN FANS. I NEED SOME LOVE HERE I AM GOING TO BE OFF WORK FOR 3 WEEKS CAUSE OF MY ARM AND I NEED SOME LOVE FROM YA ALL I HAVE NOT BEEN GETTING THE LOVE AND ATTENTION I WAS GETTING BEFORE I STARTED MY NEW JOB I'M MISSING THE WONDERFUL FEELING PLZ GIVE IT BACK LOL JUST WANTED TO LET YA ALL KNOW I'M MISSING YA. LOVE YA ALL GIVE ME A SHOUT, RATE ME, OR JUST GIVE ME SME LOVE LET ME KNOW I'M STILL LOVED LOL. LOVE JAMIE!!!!!!!!!!!!

What's The Point?
Rather than post some generic bulletin, i'll simply do my complaining here where no one will read it lol. Now i realize that most of the people on my friends list have about 500 friends. So be it, but quit fucking posting crap about how you are on here to make friends and blah blah blah. I also realize that i am probably not the only one sending you a shout, but at least try to reply so that i know that i have you in my list for a reason. I'm tired of trying to get to know people on my list and basically talking to my foot. Um, that's it. Say hi jerk holes! lol

It's Almost Christmas!
Yayyy I love this time of year.. aside from having to work every single day... I LOVE IT! It's so jolly and everyone is always happy.. everyone except for those Grinchs, boooo tooo youuuu!! hahaha Happy Holidays Everyone!

Doing Better Now
So I'm home now for those of you that were worried about me before. Nothing like hours upon hours in the emergency room to start off your Monday morning. My foot is hella sore from where they started my first IV (it was the only place on my body where they could find a vein this morning) but this too shall pass. On a brighter note the nurses I had were awesome and not only did they draw all my blood work on one try, they got the second IV started with no pain. The X-ray showed that there was no damage to my throat and chest from the rescue breathing and obstructed airway and my CT showed that there was no real damage done from the lack of oxygen to the brain. So ha ha ha...see...I DO have a brain. It's now a waiting period for Emma. As best we can tell my episode this morning had no affect on her, thank God! It was some scary shit and something I never want to go through again but I'm glad to just be okay for right now. Thank you to those who prayed for us. We needed it badly and I hop

Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?27-29 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?No, not for me 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not that far, just kissing 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, taken them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a foursome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others

This Is Me!!!!
You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

Linkin Park-crawling
Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming/confusing This lack of self-control I fear is never ending Controlling/I can't seem To find myself again My walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real Discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting/reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem... To find myself again My walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing w

My Bio From Wikipedia.com
MY BIO From Wikipedia.com Taryn Thomas (born May 27, 1983), in New Jersey) is an American pornographic actress. She moved to the Phoenix, Arizona area at age 12. Upon turning 18 and thus being of legal age to work as an adult performer, Taryn Thomas worked for Lightspeed Media doing internet photo shoots and softcore pornography. In the late months of 2004, Thomas came to Southern California and made the decision to perform in hardcore pornography as a career choice. Her first adult DVD since arriving in California was titled 12 on 1 #2 by Lethal Hardcore and included Thomas performing with Penny Flame, Sandra Romain and Melissa Lauren. Originally entering the porn business with many limitations, Thomas has since lifted the ban on anal sex and creampies and performs without many limitations. She was nominated in 2006 for the Adult Video News Best New Starlet Award, although she did not take home the award. Awards would not elude Thomas forever, picking up the Dirtiest Girl in Por

I Won Bitches
I FUCKING WON BITCHES!!! Pictures inside! Hey Everyone! I finally won a fucking award. I won the Dirtiest Girl in Porn Award last night at the first ever FAME AWARDS. When I got on stage I was sooo super nervous especially after Jenna handed me the award and I didn't thank a few people that I should have. So I am going to do it now. I already thanked the fans on stage so here is the rest! First off I want to Thank Mark Spiegler for helping me with everything through out the last year an for being my wonderful agent I love so much. Second I want to Thank Monstar for putting up with my crap, doing a wonderful job withmy pr and helping me campaign this awards show. Third I want to Thank Adam&Eve, Genesis Magazine, Wanted List and AVN for putting together this fan based award show. THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO VOTED FOR ME AND MADE THIS POSSIBLE FOR ME TO WIN. THANKS THANKS!!! XOXOX- Taryn Thomas

Taryn Thomas Ascends On Genesis 'hot' List, Achieves F.a.m.e!
TARYN THOMAS Ascends on Genesis 'Hot' List, Achieves F.A.M.E! TARYN THOMAS Ascends on Genesis 'Hot' List, Achieves F.A.M.E! (Hollywood, Ca) Porn super starlet, Taryn Thomas, is recognized for bringing her 'A' game to Adult Entertainment! The Italian beauty started the week by making a stunning debut on Genesis Magazine's Hot 100 Pornstars list, appearing in the number 19 spot, the highest ranking for a girl in her first year of porn! "Wow! That is so cool! My Idol, Belladonna, is number 17. For anyone to even consider me to being close to her level, like that, is very over whelming." Thomas said when noted of her stellar placement. Following the Genesis announcement, the F.A.M.E Awards finalist were made known. Taryn not only secured the two categories she was initially nominated in, Rookie Starlet of the Year & Favorite Anal Starlet, but astonishingly acquired a third as well, for the " The Perfect SlutÃ¢ï¿½The Dirtiest Girl in Porn" category! The nom

A Mess
Mom got into the morphine, er well dad gave her it, and let her take to much so she would feel...not just good, really good. so tonight im stuck here taking care of someone i cant lift, found that out a lil while ago. The new company taking care of her shipped all her meds for the month over by mail...my dad being the damn druggy he is got excited. He didnt hesitate to count all the pain meds like the morphine and other stuff to be worth over 2 thousand dollars worth...This is gonna be intresting. I can tell this isnt gonna work...It was hard enough keeping the other stuff hid when she only got her stuff by the refil. We'll see how the rest of the night turns out since as hard as i tried i couldnt get my sis to pull her ass outa bed to get my mom off me so we could get off the floor. Bah

Bashing
Recently, Heather told me of someone who came to our page and decided to verbaly put her down for a certan picture that was posted up. 1st of all, I really don't appreciate attacks on my girl. I was the one who put that picture up. If you have a problem with that then we can disuss it like mature adults. I don't respond to name calling because it really gets us no where and it shows me your maturity level. So, a kind warning, if you decide to come here and don't like what you see...then move on. Heather nor I don't have time for silly put downs. Thank you, Jason

Hmmmmm
Can Anyone tell me what this guy was trying to tell me??!!?? *scratches head* This was a message I had in my message folder...I'm kinda confused. Help me out here people....or if the sender of this message reads this...Please explain what the hell that is supposed to mean.

3 Finals Down 2 To Go!!!!
YEAH I am more than halfway finished! Tomorrow's final is open book... those are normally worse than a closed book test!!!!! Then Thursday is a bio test... all I need is to make a 10 and I will have an A in the class! YEAH 5 A's!!!! I am still such a grade whore what can I say. I do know I am tired of studying! Ohhhh not that many read this but I will be doing a blast soon ~~VEGAS party during Spring Break!~~ So save up your vacation time and come party in Vegas for the week or just the weekend! So far it's Fyretygress and myself but I will be working on more people coming!!!! I guess that's all the books are calling my name

Surghey Says! Ala Lindy.
1. What is in the back seat of your car right now? Let's see...it's messier than usual. Umbrella, a baseball jersey, CDs, roll of paper towels, raw almonds, flip flops...that may be it. 2. What was the last thing you threw up? Thanksgiving dinner. 3. What's your favorite curse word? Fucktard. 3. Menthol or regular cigarettes? Regular. 4. What is your favorite episode of Friends? The one where Monica & Tom Selleck break up. Stupid bitch. No one puts Magnum in a corner! 5. Does anyone have any blackmail on you? Probably. There goes my bid for the senate. 6. If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be? Bono, every time. 7. Have you been to a strip club? Club, no. But I've seen the Chippendales. 8. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? No. 9. Are you wearing socks right now? Yes. 10. What was the last thing you had to drink? Diet Orange Soda. Nectar of the gods. 11. What are you wearing right now?

Alcoholics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alcoholics! Body: Alcohol Survey 1. What is your favorite beer? Never acquired a taste for beer 2. What is your favorite liquor? Cognac 3. What is your favorite shot? Grand Marnier 4. What will you NOT drink? Clear liquor 5. Are you a "hard ass" when it comes to drinking? not anymore 6. Do you like the drinks with the little umbrellas? not anymore 7. Do you ever drink Bacardi Silver? never tried it 8. Do you like frozen drinks? sometimes, when they are specialty drinks 9. Do you drink liquor straight? sometimes 10. Do you ever drink out of the bottle? No, i am always a lady {sike!} but NO! 11. Have you ever drank a jagerbomb? No 12. Are you drunk right now? Hell naw 13. Do you consume more than 2 alcoholic beverages a day? No 14. Do you drink a lot of wine? more than liquor now 15. When's the last time you drank? Friday at a luncheon 16. What are your 5 favorite drinks? Grand Marnier w/coke or orange juice Corvousier w/pe

The 11th ~ Midterms
here we are and it's already almost half through december. I haven't written a blog in nearly a month and i feel terrible. I haven't been contacting people and the only things i've had time to reply to are messages here. I'm really sorry for all that, but i've been majorly busy with school and stuff.. and a halfway relationship that doesn't even really exist. it's quite great really. but anyways, I thought I would write this to tell everyone that i am still alive and kicking and I will be back as soon as i can

New Pics!!
I posted some new pics, and will be posting more soon. Also, if you have a good request, I will post your request picture in my request album. I will take any request into concideration. Please tell me what you would like to see!! Love, Argus

I'm Back!!
Ok, so long story short. My internet was working all hunky dorey on friday morning. I stopped in checked up on my peeps and headed to work. During lunch i stopped at home and noticed i had no net or phone. I have the new voip system that gives me a landline thru my internet. So when my net is down so is my phone.... I called my provider who told me alot of ppl's routers reset themselves and to bring mine in for reprograming. WELL i had to get back to work and could'nt do that so i told her i would call back at 615 when i was home to fix it. They were supposed to be open til 8. When i got home they were closed, they were also closed all weekend. HMMMMMMM says Amanda... Seems they didnt pay the bills for the highspeed provider that supplied THIER highspeed DSL so they were cut off...along with 8000 of us, they closed the store and disappeared. I didn't find this out til today. IMPRESSED??? HELL NO!! Lucky there is a silver lining to all this. I had hooked up my phone t

12 Days Of Psp
12 Days Of PSP On the first day of Christmas My true love sent to me A program called PSP On the second day of Christmas My true love sent to me Two graphic groups And a program called PSP On the third day of Christmas My true love sent to me Three sets of brushes, Two graphic groups, And a program called PSP On the fourth day of Christmas My true love sent to me Four stationeries, Three sets of brushes, Two graphic groups And a program called PSP On the fifth day of Christmas My true love sent to me Five graphic files, Four stationeries, Three sets of brushes, Two graphic groups And a program called PSP On the sixth day of Christmas My true love sent to me Six sets of Alphas, Five graphic files, Four stationeries, Three sets of brushes, Two graphic groups, And a program called PSP On the seventh day of Christmas My true love sent to me Seven hundred e-mails Six sets of Alphas, Five graphic files, Four s

Meaning Of Love
What do you know about love? I've touched its perfect face I've held it tight in my arms and kissed it to sleep each night What can you know about love? If you can hate something so perfect something so beautiful something so real that it brings me to my knees When I see them walking hand in hand with bright smiles across their faces and a look of pure joy in their eyes I know they've touched the same love I hold and I could never deny anyone I loved anyone I cared about such a perfect union of souls Some people spend their entire lives up until their dying breath looking for something this beautiful searching for something this wonderful and that's why I could never not in a thousand lifetimes stand between my love and her happiness. I could never tell her who she is or that what she's feeling is wrong. But there you stand soaking in the pouring rain shaking your head violently disgusted by some invisible shame What do you know about love? How can you tou

Where Are We Living...1st Blog
Something not to laugh about If they know of him at all, many folks think Ben Stein is just a quirky actor/comedian who talks in a monotone. He's also a very intelligent attorney who knows how to put ideas and words together in such a way as to sway juries and make people think clearly.. The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary Herewith at this happy time of year, a few confessions from my beating heart: I have no freaking clue who Nick and Jessica are. I see them on the cover of People and Us constantly when I am buying my dog biscuits and kitty litter. I often ask the checkers at the grocery stores. They never know who Nick and Jessica are either. Who are they? Will it change my life if I know who they are and why they have broken up? Why are they so important? I don't know who Lindsay Lohan is either, and I do not care at all about Tom Cruise's wife. Am I going to be called bef

Pain Within Me
Pain Within Me Why do u make me care, Even when I know there is nothing there. I try to understand, But you snatch all hope from my hand. You make me feel so much pain, And none of this can I explain. But still I try to see into your eyes, Eyes so dark and full of lies. I want to watch you die, I want to see you bleed before my eye. Only then will the pain go away, And Then I can once again live today.

If You Like R&b/soul Check Out My Brother And Sister Inlaw Out
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=41620149&MyToken=4ee941ce-7755-4adb-827b-ae43fe20adde (This is E3) http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=25593494&MyToken=fb8e10ba-d820-4dec-b3f7-7c65ba1c0657 (This is Wendisue) They both write and produce their own music as well as work with others.....

Women
hello everyone so there is this girl that i've been talking to for a couple of months now. We've become close but i realize that no matter what i do, i'll never be able to make her happy....but she's gotten to close to me and now i can't turn away. And now it seems she's pulling away from me and it's killing me inside.Why does this happen to me?

New Baby Sonograms - Boy Or Girl?!?!
OMGawth. If you look in the album - McKensie Ortega, you'll see five new sonogram pictures! Two of which state the fact that... yes. I am havin' a GIRL. You're lookin' at the future McKensie Lucinda Ortega. Lucinda for my mother. ;< Wierd woman that she is.

End Of Quarter!
Well, the end of the quarter for school is finally here. I have one more final exam to take and I get a break until January. First final grade for grad school is.... ACC560 ~ Managerial Accounting... Drum roll please? {ha, ha} "A" WooHoo!!! {does little dance around the room} Thank you for reading this!

Hasta
i will be leaving you as of early next month. i have decided to take the time to re evaluate my life and move to prague with family that lives up there. i would like to thank all of you for your contribution to my life, and i hope that you have great lives. stay safe, and good luck shelby

12.11.06 *again*
Don't Feel i hope your moments are full when i'm here and you're there that there are never cold embraces of the dark and another day apart won't wear you down that you don't miss the touches or breif laughter that you don't roll over and reach or think of things to say that you don't turn and see me not standing there that you're fine with where you've put me far from your reach that you don't feel it the way i do Replace walk around and pretend it's all the same drink away the pain pretend i don't matter that there are no needs reach for the numb you crave push everyone away because alone you can do what you will to murder your body and soul make anger your lover and replace me with it again tonight

Onions And Christmas
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there? The father, surprised, answers," Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her 20s, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her 30s to 40s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After 50, they are like onions. Onions? you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter. So the daughter said, "Mom, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his 20s, his Willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30s and 40s, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50s, it is like a Christmas tree. A Christmas tree? "Yes - dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration."

2 Weeks :)
I can't wait! only two weeks! I didn't finish my christmas shopping yet but no worries I'll get er done in time, I always do. I just love christmas and last night so felt like christmas, it was snowing just a bit and the stars were out and aww it was just magicial.... hmm maybe a little too sappy. I love christmas yes, but I'm not much for the whole family aspect of it... I hate how the house is crowded and there's people I haven't seen in forever trying to talk to me and hug me and shit...not cool... that's why I normally hide upstairs :) Anywho just thought I would ramble about christmas for a bit. until next time! laura lea

I'm Clickin' 35
Ok people.....I'm going to click 35 on Sunday Dec. 17th. Most people would think that this would upset me. No not in the least. I am proud to have made this far in my life. I have a great family, good friends, a decent job and 2 wonderful children. The only thing missing is "LOVE." I figure that will come in time so until then I will celebrate my grey hair(it's saving me money at the hair salon) and my laugh lines becuase both of those things show that I have been living my life and I have been pretty happy in the process.

Get The Bag
A guy starts a new job, and the boss says, "If you marry my daughter, I'll make you a partner, give you an expense account, a Mercedes, and a million dollar annual salary." The guy says, "What's wrong with her?" The boss shows him a picture, and she's hideous. The boss says, "It's only fair to tell you, she's not only ugly, she's as dumb as a wall." The guy says, "I don't care what you offer me, it ain't worth it." The boss says, "I'll give you a five million dollar salary and build you a mansion on Long Island." The guy accepts, figuring he can put a bag over her head when they have sex. About a year later, the guy buys an original Van Gogh and he's about to hang it on the wall. He climbs a ladder and yells to his wife, "Bring me a hammer." She mumbles, "Get the hammer. Get the hammer," and she fetches the hammer. The guy says, "Get me some nails." She mumbles, "Get the nails. Get the nails," and she gets him some nails.

It Is What It Is
Who knows what the future holds I know what I hold in the present I hold him now I have him now And it is now that I am going to live for I maybe a fool But I am a happy fool So I live for today for who knows if there will even be a tomorrow I love you babyluv!

The Three Patients
Three desperately ill men met with their doctor one day to discuss their options. One was an Alcoholic, one was a Chain-Smoker, and one was a Homosexual. Addressing all three of them, the doctor said, "If any of you indulge in your vices one more time, you will surely die." The three men left the doctor's office, each convinced that he would NEVER EVER AGAIN indulge himself in his vice. While walking toward the subway for their return trip to the suburbs, they passed a bar. The Alcoholic, hearing the loud music and smelling the ale, could not stop himself. His buddies accompanied him into the bar where he had a shot of whiskey. No sooner had he replaced the shot glass on the bar, he fell off his stool, stone cold dead. His two companions, somewhat shaken, left the bar, realizing how seriously they must take the doctor's words. As they walked along, they came upon a cigarette butt lying on the ground, still burning. The Homosexual looked at the Chain-Smoker and said, "

Help!!! And Merry Christmas To You All
I wanted to wish you all Merry Christmas to all of you who reads this ,and Happy new year , I want to Let you all know IM new at this site and still am learning how to do this site so if you all have any idears please help me!! thanks if you like to reach me you can reach me on here or on sweety22972@yahoo.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

Untitled 6
9-14-03 Untitled 6 By: Travis Smith So I sit here all alone like a dog In its pen who was told it couldn't be seen again Trying to recall my past only To have lost it at last in my shame I no longer feel pain My head is split while my feet are dry Why is it that I have to cry? I will never know exactly why

Cursed
The dreariness of the day brings thoughts. Thoughts of an unwanted solitude and sadness. I try not to look out the windows, But the gloomy greyness consumes me. My eyes and mind wander to the woods. They are a small comfort to me. As I reflect on the time I spent there, My souls whispers, "You were alone." The darkness of my soul often reminds me, That the unwanted solitude is my curse. As I wander around inside away from the greyness, It pulls at me. My eyes again take in the dreariness, My heart beats a slow rythm, For my mind know that this is my fate.

Untitled 5
9-14-03 Untitled 5 By: Travis Smith For all good things shall pass But for me it kicked my ass As I stat there quite and stale She told me "I wasn't there" As I thought this whole thing through I knew I couldn't be with you And as I tried so I failed Now it's time to tell the tale

Help Them Out!!!
I am holding my first ever contest with 29 sexy smiling ladies in it!! They would appreciate any help you can give them so please go vote and comment bomb whoever you think has the sexcest smile!! I am sure they would appreciate your help:)

Baldy
Scared and confused, doesn’t know what to do Seeks the shelter of the pack, and is led around like a fool Guaranteed a utopian kingdom to rule As soon as they get rid of the Blacks, Spanish, Arabs, and Jews Black bomber jacket, white laces in big black boots This is the uniform of fresh recruits Used and aimed like well oiled tools Nigger means ignorant And the nigger is you

116 Years Old Wow. I Just Don't Want To Have To Wear Depends
Dec 11, 4:50 PM ET MEMPHIS, Tenn. - Elizabeth "Lizzie" Bolden, recognized as the world's oldest person, died Monday in a nursing home, the home's administrator said. She was 116. Bolden was born Aug. 15, 1890, according to the Gerontology Research Group, a Los Angeles organization that tracks the ages of the world's oldest people. Guinness World Records recognized Bolden as the oldest person in the world in August after the death of Maria Esther de Capovilla of Ecuador, who also was 116. Bolden died at the Mid-South Health and Rehabilitation Center, a nursing home where she had been living for several years, said the center's administrator, Charlotte Pierce. Bolden suffered a stroke in 2004, and her family said she spoke little after that and slept much of the time. Family members said this year that Bolden had 40 grandchildren, 75 great-grandchildren, 150 great-great-grandchildren, 220 great-great-great grandchildren and 75 great-great-great-great grandchild

Last Day On The Job
It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighborhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family there, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine cigars. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At the fourth house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful woman in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door, and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had had enough they went downstairs, where she fixed him a giant breakfast, eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh squeezed orange juice. When he was truly satisfied she poured him a cup of steaming coffee. As she was pouring, he

The Perfect Day
The Perfect Day - Her 8:45 Wake up to hugs and kisses 9:00 5 lbs lighter on the scale 9:30 Light Breakfast 11:00 Sunbathe 12:30 Lunch with best friend at outdoor cafe 1:45 Shopping 2:30 Run into boyfriend's/husband's ex and notice she's gained 30 lbs 3:00 Facial, massage, nap 7:30 Candlelight dinner for two and dancing 10:00 Make love 11:30 Pillow talk in his big strong arms The Perfect Day - Him 6:45 Alarm. 7:00 Shower and massage. 7:30 Blowjob. 7:45 Massive dump while reading USA Today sports section. 8:15 Limo arrives, Stoli Bloody Marys. 8:30 Butler Aviation, O'Hare Field, Lear Jet to Augusta, Georgia. 9:30 Front nine holes, Augusta National Golf Club. 11:30 Lunch - 2 dozen oysters, 3 Heinekens. 12:30 Blowjob. 12:45 Back nine holes, Augusta National Golf Club. 2:30 Limo to Augusta Airport, Bombay Sapphire Martini. 3:30 Nassau, Bahamas, Afternoon fishing with all female crew (topless). Sex for each fish caught. Catch 1249 lb. Blue Marlin. Grilled tuna a

Wrong Email Address
Lesson to be learned from typing the wrong email address: A Minneapolis couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel plans. So, the husband left Minnesota and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her email address, and without realizing his error, sent the email. Meanwhile, somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to glory following a heart attack. The widow decided to check her email expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she screamed and fainted. The widow's son rushed into

Silk Scar
Silk scarf, noose knot, strung up Hands bound and above your head Now you see why I have hooks in the walls around the bed Do better then best, but don’t let on I’m not easily impressed If you’re serious about submitting Don’t question an order like it’s a request If you trip on your tip-toes I’ll have to slap at your tensed legs But if you’re good and you stay up I’ll still bite the back of your knees, and other parts of soft, sensitive flesh Just to watch you struggle to pass An impossible test Take you by the ankle, extend your leg behind you Pull up, and scratch at your thigh, exposed and stretched Nibble at the back of your neck, until you break out in goose-flesh Massage your pink wet, last leg of support is shaking Remove the binding from the wall Fall Body quaking Begin twisting you in beautifully uncomfortable positions Hog-tie you and wrap rope around your body Pleasing you at length, but just before completion Returning to slapping and pinching yo

Woman With No Arms Or Legs
One day, a man was walking on the beach when he sees a woman with no arms or legs sitting on a bench crying. He asks her, "Why are you crying?" She said, "I've never been hugged." So the man hugs her, but she's still crying. The man asked, "Why are you crying?" The woman said, "I've never been kissed." So the man kisses her, but she's still crying. The man said, "Now why are you crying?" The woman said, "I've never been screwed." The man picks her up, throws her in the ocean and said, "Now you're screwed!"

The Tired Doctor
The tired doctor was awakened by a phone call in the middle of the night. "Please, you have to come right over," pleaded the distraught young mother. "My child has swallowed a contraceptive." The physician dressed quickly, but before he could get out the door, the phone rang again. "You don't have to come over after all," the woman said with a sigh of relief. "My husband just found another one."

Two Old Friends
Two old friends are having coffee when the first woman says, "I hear that you've been telling people that I'm ugly!" "Oh NO! I've just been saying that your new hairdo makes you look less attractive." "I also heard that you've been calling me fat?!?" "Oh NO! I just said that the way you wear those stripes makes you look larger than you really are." "I've also heard that you're saying that my husband has a wart on his dick!" "Oh NO! I only said that it feels like he has a wart on his dick!"

My Favorite Sayings:
Lifes a roller caoster we all ride so buckle up,shut up,and hold on! , Live,Laugh, LOVE! , Why do men fight losing battles when they know they are going to die,I guess its the hope that keeps all men alive. , If Barbie is so popular,why do you have to buy her friends? , Why do people who fall in love almost always wind up lonely,hurt,scared and scarred for life? , Save a drum bang a drummer... , Save a horse ride a cowboy... , Tears are the unspoken words of heartache and pain. , In the end everything tastes like CHICKEN and the chicken tastes good.. , Back to your roots,I'm cheif hit a bitch from the slap a hoe tribe... , Smells like fish,tastes like chicken,hold your nose and keep on lickin... , God is in the television,Jesus is in the VCR,Marys in the microwave and the devil is in your bed... , The hardest thing you'll ever have to face is yourself staring back at you.. , What or who do you see when you look at yourself in the mirror. , What do you when the only one who can stop you

Murphys Sex Laws
Murphys Sex Laws 1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you’ve had it, if it’s offered take it, because it’ll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you’ve got and 50% what people think you’ve got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man’s wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities that most attract

Glass Bottle
Live the lies of no demise Looking deep in demon's eyes Unaware the truths you hold Broken dreams never told Sign away, secrets sold Worthless fear instead of gold Bottled pain inside your soul Shattered glass leaves a hole

A Football Story
The coach had put together the perfect team for the Oakland Raiders. The only thing missing was a good quarterback. He had scouted all the colleges and even the Canadian and European Leagues, but he couldn't find a ringer who could ensure a Super Bowl victory. Then one night, while watching CNN, he saw a war-zone scene in Afghanistan. In one corner of the background, he spotted a young Afghan Muslim soldier with a truly incredible arm. He threw a hand-grenade straight into a window from 80 yards away. Then he threw another from 50 yards down a chimney, and then hit a passing car going 80 miles per hour. I've got to get this guy!" coach said to himself. "He has the perfect arm!" So, he brings the young Afghan to the States and teaches him the great game of football ....... and sure enough the Raiders go on to win the Super Bowl. The young Afghan is hailed as a hero of football, and when the Coach asks him what he wants, all the young man wants to do is call his mot

Love Your Loved Ones
I am 32 years old, and i have been through so much, My wife of ten years died in march of this year.I still have not totaly recovered but i have learned one thing live life to the fullest and always show youre love becuase no one knows when they are go. So on those thoughts all show your loved ones or the ones you do love and they dont know it the love cuase they could be gone tommorow and how would ya feel.

Just A Biker
I was just a biker I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me and my brothers

Sexual Zodiac
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Untitled 4
9-14-03 Untitled 4 By: Travis Smith If words could kill They did me today As my world with her Came to an end I used to say "I Love You" But it didn't mean anything At least to her anyway If actions were predictable I could've stopped it This time was undetected Like a knife to my heart All that's left for me Is a my broken little heart And what's left Of a dismembered man One who was full at the start Until it was her Who broke my heart

Mask
She looked at herself in the mirror and made different faces until she felt that she had found the right one. The one that would show nothing of her. The one that others wanted and expected to see. This was her life. Practiced in front of a mirror. Yet it wasn't her. Everday she asked herself "Why me? Why do I have to tolerate this horrible existence?" Life had been hard since she was a girl and people knew this, yet no one knew.... Suddenly she sharply examined the mask and she began to see cracks. Her facade was falling. Everything rushed in at once. The pain in her mind, her heart, her soul, was unbearable. She grabbed her head and tried to make it stop but more was coming. She fumbled in the medicine cabinet and found a razor. "Why did she have to resort to this? Why?" Very fast and urgently she began cutting her legs, but the blood just wasnt coming fast enough.There was still so much pain. So she slashed on her arms and finally her wrists. She knew there the blood would flow fast

12.11.06
How Can This Be press on me in the way you will cut with the words to trim the parts you don't like make me pretend to be comfortable to feel fine because it satisfys your requirements walk away when things don't work hide from me in your anger divided the wars that fire in my soul in your sleeping hours have to stop because you can't stand it and hate me for adapting impossible creation, this thought of love

Getting Off My Chest
another thing i do not beleve in is friends there is no such thing as a true friend b/c they either talk bad about u behind your back any never say it in your face wtf or say some thing just to get u to shut up b/c they rather not listen to u after u sit hour of time sitting with them and there problem but when it comes your time they rather say what ever i never claim to be perfect but i do say what i feel at the time i am not fake like some stuck up ppl on here tend to be who treat site liek it damn high school in the end it does not matter what i think or say really my opinion never coundted for much what i wanted to do in life

Sex Quiz
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?18-20 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Boy Shorts 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Once a day 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Yes, a nude beach 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both w

Ok
Well as you may see this lady love's her music my stash is getting to full lol i just like to thank all of you for the sweet sweet comment's you have gave me. I do try to get to you all and i will some have over a 100 pic's and lordy my finger's get's tired lol so on that again thank you and i do like CT.~Nancy hey as we say here in KY ya all come back now

Why Are Ppl So Mean?
Hey Cherries, I received an odd message from this girl the other day. This woman wanted some information regarding a contact we both have on our list. She wanted to know stuff like: how well I knew the guy, if I talked to him alot, and what i thought of him as a person, because she was spending alot of time with him online and didn't know whether or not she could trust him. So anyway,,,,,,I responded, and I told her that I did indeed chat with him once in a while. BUT it doesn't end there for me.......I had a feeling he was misleading her, and also trying to get her on cam, cause that's how he is. So I asked her: "What has he been saying to you?". She replied and said that he told her he wants to be with her. OMG! At this point, I am freaking out.....He is trying to take advantage of this girl right!! So, I keep talking to her and I try to give her the best advice I can, considering the circumstances! I proceed to tell her not to do anything she doesnt feel is right in her

Just Random Thoughts
If your happy and you know sneeze bullshit.Ok Yes I am happy most of the time.Today however I felt kinda lost.Like I didnt belong.I wanted attention today so bad and just didnt feel like I got enough.The damndest of all I missed someone today I havent missed in awhile.And I cried at the thought of missing this person.I am very happy with my boyfriend.He is my soulmate we both know this.I guess today is just a bad day.And seeing as how it is still today I still fill this way.Lonely

Christmas Y
i do not celebrate the holiday i to spend holiday over some one house that u r not friends with and it was not your idea plus i have no one to buy gift for like kids or family who got thing to do that day so for give me if i am not in the holiday or even celebrate it

Pop Art
You Are Pop Art When it comes to art, you're definitely not a snob. You can appreciate the mainstream aspects of culture, even if you need to twist them a bit to make them your own. Whether you're into comics, retro pinups, or bold colors, you embrace what's eye catching and simple. As far as most other art goes, you consider it a little too elitist and high brow for your tastes! What Art Movement Are You?

Christmas
Christmas is comeing fast.I hope everyone is ready for it. How are u all doing if u get a chance to let me know. I hope my friends are all doing good. hope u all have great planes for Christmas. love u all. hugs and kisses. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

One Last Post Tonight
Never sure of life and the things that will be Psychic impressions that do come to me let me know that something will change A feeling I get that is always so strange And always to pass in the coming storm Why do I suffer these visions that swarm I saw you there in dreams and thought I knew you’re the one my soul had sought I felt the coming of change all before I see the visions and wish I knew more But what is to come and how it will unfold Is to me a mystery , a story yet untold And now free of bonds one more time again As I felt it coming blowing in on the wind And the pull to the west is very real For it is in my soul and I know how I feel And that this time the change is forever to last I don’t know when but it will come on fast For I can never fight what is meant to be I have tried and lived only to see Fate have it’s way and the course is true Fear not the change for it keeps life new And now the wind blows me on to another life Free of the pain and hards

Another Fantasy That I've Hoped For !!!
When someone moves into a new neighborhood, sometimes your new neighbors will stop by with a basket of goodies, or a bottle of wine with some snacks. Just to make you feel welcome. Occasionally, they will leave you alone for months at a time before you even see them, let alone talk to them. This is one such case. I moved into a new townhouse/condo based with mostly an adult group. There were children in the complex but i was told they stay near their end of the units. As i unpacked my random boxes, I decided a 5 minute beer break would do nicely. I stepped onto the deck and surveyed the common. A pool, in full operation, a hot tub big enuff for probably 10 to 15 people gurgled away quietly. Thinking to myself, i had decided that was just the ticket once i had finished for the day. My energy was slowly dwindling, and the hot tub called to me thru the doors and walls. I had had enough for one day and at 9 pm headed for the hot tub. I sank in and felt the dirt and sweat peel off

One Wish
one wish the angels have cried the storm is over...the stars become visible once again..drifting in the water..looking into the heavens and the countless stars..shining all about like fireflies on a warm summer night..as a star shoots across the sky he makes a wish...the shooting star falls at his feet..scared at first he opts not to touch it..then realizing that his wish contained so much love that the star could not stay in the sky.. the one simple wish had over powered the little star... he picks up the little star.. and as he does the star starts glowing brighter and brighter.. he knows that he doesn't posses the strength to hurl the little star back into the heavens... so he pulls a locket out of his pocket and puts the star inside ... he hangs the locket around his neck and travels on... One day during his travels the locket burned his chest as a woman was walking by ... he did not know or understand yet.. so still he went on.. all over the world he traveled seeing a

My Sex Sign
my sex sign Aries men: Sleeping with him is like playing croquet with live bombs - you never know what is going to happen! Never expect him to wait for you to be ready - he will rip your clothes off if he is ready to go. Don't tease him or you'd better be ready to deliver. Fond of slave master games and he likes it rough. Aries men are also explorers, so be ready to go where no woman has gone before. His favorite position: a woman on her knees leaning forward.

The Samurai
You are a Samurai. You are full of honour and value respect. You are not really the stereotypical hero, but you do fight for good. Just in your own way. For you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil person, if it is for justice and peace. You also don't belive in mourning all the time and think that once you've hit a bad stage in life you just have to get up again. It's pointless to concentrate on emotional pain and better to just get on with everything. You also are a down to earth type of person and think before you act. Impulsive people may annoy you somewhat. Main weapon: Sword Quote: "Always do the right thing. This will gratify some people and astonish the rest" -Mark Twain

If You Would Like Me To Vote On A Contest You Are In- Etc. ...
It's time to give this baby a wee bit of editing (6-19-2007) If I don't know you, feel free to talk with me in the shoutbox, as a rule... about this, that or the other thing- but not contests. Could be books, movies, philosophy, more CT-ish things such as rating, stash, ... I'll help you out in your own profile, but not in someone else's, if I don't know you or indeed don't know you at least moderately well. _____ To the extent that I have personal "rules" I'll be putting them here and editing this blog, so if you want me to vote for you in a contest, etc. (or, as recently, are a fellow participant with me in a contest, or invited me to a contest)- watch this space. (The lady who invited me to that contest broke no written, unwritten or to-be-written rule I can think of and I am most pleased with her behavior, and to her nothing but thanks are due. It was well-managed.) -- Shout-box 'spamming' -- Is ok by me if I'm not on vacation or thelike. I don't read the bulleti

Arg'lfjowpfqesaop0fj0opjae. Thats What I Feel Like?
ok people. i have been so fucking bored shitless out side of my mother fucking mind hahahaha ok. i visited my parents over the weekend. and me and my family havent been communicating for 6 months becuase welll hahaha lets just say me and my damn father fist fight all the damn time and me and my mother get into word for word disputes. then me and my siblings fight becuase god knows i love my family i would risk my god damn life for my 2 younger brothers and my older sister and we argue more than your average family would ever argue. but this time it was not my usual fucked up visit. i went over stayed the weekend. my father and me had some father and son time and we watched war movies that we both love to watch and we went to the sheperdsville flea market for some christmas shopping and i looked at some old farmer western shot gunns and some knives and a lot of other things we both love and looked into some things for the rest of my family and for my woman. and then i le

I Have Kissed 47 Different Ways
[X] on the cheek. [X] on the lips. [x] on their hands or fingers. [x] in my room. [x] in their room. (x] the opposite sex. [x] the same sex [X] someone a little younger than me. [X] someone a little older than me. [x] someone with curly hair. [x] someone with blonde hair and blue eyes. [x] someone with red hair [X] someone with straight hair. [x] someone shorter than me. [x] someone with a lip or tongue ring. [x] someone who i truly love/loved. [x] someone who was drunk. [x] someone who was high. [x] someone in the morning. [x] someone right after waking up [x] someone just before bed. [x] someone late at night. [ ] someone who I had just met. [x] someone who I really didn't want to kiss. [x] someone while i was going out with some else. [x] someone on a bed. [x] someone in a field [x] someone at school. [x] someone against a wall. [x] someone at a show. [x] someone at the beach. [x] someone in a pool. [x] someone who was/is a good friend. [x] someone i

An Answer
The value is such as it is seen Nothing known when one is green For only the pain can let us know The cost of love that to show A heart that breaks for lack there of Missing the gift from heaven above For nothing does part but love lost The loss is such beyond all cost Only the soul that aches so true Can appreciate a love found new One who knows it may pass away Will cherish the gift each and every day A fragile thing love will always be Something beyond all who can see Dreams may come true not once but twice A miracle when the heart turns to ice Cold and unforgiving what hate did destroy Lost in the pains forgotten all joy What may revive a heart turned to stone When love has fled and left one alone Only another that sparks forth the fire And is held with true deepest desire Longed for and cared for as no other before With love that lost and was no more The value is known through broken heart For only such love is never to part By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Did U Ever Wonder
Did u ever wonder why u try to care about someone who doesn't care about u? Why u let someone in ur life and they run u to the ground. Why is it that u try so hard to make things work and u only get bit in the ass. Why do people act like they care one minute then completely change. Why does this keep happening. Damn it sucks. If only I could find and be with that one guy who does and shows thats he cares, who doesn't run me into the ground, who trys as much as I do, and never changes. If only I was that lucky. Damn wouldn't that be nice.

New Contest Vote Please
Just wanted to get out there and campaign, Lol....follow the link and vote for me.tahnks in advance, and if there's ever anything I can do for ya just ask...... http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=2652304344

Deborah Schurman-kauflin Study On Illegals
Deborah Schurman-Kauflin Study on Illegals Study: 1 million sex crimes by illegals Researcher estimates more than 100 offenders crossing border daily Based on a one-year in-depth study, a researcher estimates there are about 240,000 illegal immigrant sex offenders in the United States who have had an average of four victims each. Deborah Schurman-Kauflin of the Violent Crimes Institute in Atlanta analyzed 1,500 cases from January 1999 through April 2006 that included serial rapes, serial murders, sexual homicides and child molestation committed by illegal immigrants. She found that while the offenders were located in 36 states, most were in states with the highest numbers of illegal immigrants. California had the most offenders, followed by Texas, Arizona, New Jersey, New York and Florida. Schurman-Kauflin concluded that, based on a figure of 12 million illegal immigrants and the fact that more of this population is male than average, sex offenders among illegals

Oddness
Name 10 people you can think of right off the top of your head Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 10 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first. No cheating!!!!! 1. Dustin 2. Jen 3. Jade 4. Lizzy 5. Allen 6. Aj 7. Sarah 8. Kev 9. Ted 10. Tammy How did you meet # 3? College What would you do if you had never met number # 1? Probably wouldn't still be around here What would you do if # 6 and # 2 were going out? That would be wierd Have you ever seen # 4 cry? yes =( were did you meet number # 10? College How do you know # 8? school friend What do you think about # 7? shes funny, very random like me...LOVES Johnny Depp What would you do if # 5 confessed they loved you? probably slap him then laugh A fact about # 9? hes going to see +44 the same day as me Who is # 2 going out with? i just had a total mind blank lol What's # 4 do for a living? shes a full time uni stude

Go Back To Myspace
hello this is to everyone i care and dont care about thanks to guys i have a 8 inch dick stop asking you now know you also know now i wont show you thanks i also understand that men can look like women i still dont like head so dont ask if i would fuck off im not queer and i dont hate you dont worry to girls i love you all why do i always have to come up with conversation i cant always talk about how good you look sometimes i ask what you are doing to find out what you do outside of the room you are in... i know you are talking on the computer im sorry it is hard to come with good convo but its harder when you actually want to talk instead of finding a whore yes i said whore but like i said i luv you all please pick one maybe three guys to talk to ive had four guys im me about one damn girl and who she is i dont know her im not going to name call either no i wont travel 1000 miles to meet you except aussi goddes she is my buddy making me breakfast in the land down under s

Perverted Education
PERVERTED EDUCATION We are living in a time where we are expected to do the "right thing"! What the hell is the right thing to do, is it letting all those who immigrate illegally from one country to another stay furthering the downfall of our governments? Or is it listening to what others feel is right? What ever happened to the time where we were told to do what best suited us, what every happened to speaking out against a government that was unjust, I'll tell you what happened the Jew. Ever since the ZOG machine rolled over various governments, countries have become weaker, the people brainwashed to think that everyone is equal. I say fuck that, we are not all equal, the black man is in no way equal to the white, the Jew is in no way equal to the black, brown and are far less equal from the white men and women of this great world. We live in a day and age where media rules over our lives, our children are being taught to believe that just because the color of ones skin

Glorious America
Glorious America America is far from its once glorious past, it used to be that we were a well respected and feared country that no one dared cross. But today we have been over run by laws protecting those who will not and do not add anything to the country that they immigrate to. Worse yet is the fact that the government that is set up to protect its citizens is now turning into a government that protects anyone who just so happens to find their way on our side of the border. Every night thousands of Latinos cross over our borders, and while the people who are legal citizens are screaming to toughen the borders, the government tells them to stick it where the son don't shine and grants them immunity. It saddens me to think that money which should be spent on those who have migrated here the legal way is in turn being spent on those who feel that it is their god given right to come to our country illegally, receive immunity, not have to pay taxes and be able to collect Social Se

Don't Be Scared To Be White
Don't Be Scared to be White Why is it that white people are so scared of being called racists, that we avoid the subject of race all together? The white race is the only race that it is not socially acceptable to be proud of . We stand up and say that we are proud to be white and others look at us in disgust, but when a black or brown man stands up and says they are proud of their race society around us applauds. In this day and age we are taught at a young age that white is the devilish color and you are not allowed to be proud of your ancestors because they enslaved the blacks, killed the Indians and took land away form the Mexicans. We are taught to be ashamed of those who fought and died so that we may live a better life. The Government even goes as far as to give people money for their so called suffering. If we were to stand up and say we feel that giving a black man money because his great grandfather was a slave was wrong, people would shoot evil glances our way. If w

From A Thai Friend Of Mine...nothing Personal!
This is hilarious... even an Englishman could not construct sentences using numeric! Exclusively only to great Malaysian and Singaporean Chinese.... Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using 1,2,3,4,5,6, 7,8,9 and 10. Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again back to 1. This was what he came up with... 1 day I go 2 climb up a 3 outside a house to peep. But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down. The man rush out and wanted to 5 with me. I run so fast until I fall 6 and throw up. So I go into 7 eleven and grab some 8 to throw at him. Then I took a 9 and try to stab him. 10 God he run away. So, I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7 eleven. N

Has The Fight Been Lost?
Has the fight been lost? Have we, the white community of the world seen our fight lost? Every day more and more laws are being passed to further the oppression of the white community, and I for one am getting sick and tired of seeing the black brown and jew profit form the labors of the white man and woman. It is time that we take a stand and express our views on subjects such and immigration and freedom to those who have no right to be in our countries. I come from America where we are still allowed to express our views in a more open environment without fear of police action. I know that I have many more freedoms, but I am still looked down upon in the community of which I live for the views of white superiority, because I am proud of my race and heritage I am viewed as a racists but I have no problem with that. I just can't stand that I am viewed in such a way but when a nigger or a spick is proud of the color of their skin it is acceptable but I being a white man am viewed

Try This
1. Grab a calculator. (you won't be able to do this one in your head) 2. Key in the first three digits of your phone number (NOT the area code) 3. Multiply by 80 4. Add 1 5. Multiply by 250 6. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number 7. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number again. 8. Subtract 250 9. Divide number by 2 Do you recognize the answer?

Respect
Respect What ever happened to the teachings of respect? Honestly just five decades ago a spic or a nig would not dare practice his freedom of speech against a white man for fear of what would happen to him. I have had the pleasure of really fucking with this spic who thinks that just because he is anonymous he has the right to speak his mind. Well I say bring back the old days where a white man could take physical action without fear of incarceration. The government is further protecting those who have no right to be in our country, in the state in which I live the politicians are going as far as trying to give them drivers licenses. Just think, tens of thousands of illegal's driving on our city streets, with no insurance and no right to do so. Not only do they not pay taxes, the workers who are here on VISAS are not even putting money back into the economy for which they work, instead they are sending the money back to Mexico thus furthering their uselessness in our countrie

Beer, Bud And Booty
The above named items are by far the most pleasurable things in life(to me anyway) I am looking for people in indy to enjoy them with me. I love to party so if your intrested in having some fun away from the comp. then hit me up and ill hapily give ya my number. Thanks to all that welcomed me to CT. Im always up for new friends (the more the marrier) so add me to your friends list or send me a message. Peace out peeps Chase

American Mistrust
AMERICAN MISTRUST Why is the American government so hell bent on throwing money towards the Jews? We the tax payers in this once great nation are forking over a whopping 55,257,999,700 dollars a year to keep the Israeli extortion ring thriving . The American government is Israel's soul economy, and that is just fine with those who go through life with blinders on. Well it is not fine, and something needs to be done about these misspent funds. This money that we are giving to the Jews could be better used in our own America. We have one of the worst education systems in all the world, our unemployment rate sky rockets each year and you can't walk down a city street without getting bombarded by the homeless asking for spare change. As if this wasn't bad enough America is starting to import Africans again, this time they will not be enslaved. We have mass floods of immigrants rushing the American borders and more and more laws to ensure they stay here. The government is no lo

Return American Beauty
RETURN AMERICAN BEAUTY We as the white population of America, must stand against the Jewish ternary, we must stand against those who migrate here both legally and illegally. We must put a stop to the protections that are rapidly being placed for those who have no right to be here. This nation was founded and fought for by white men and women, from sea to shinning sea the white population has made America what it is today. We have a right to feel that the white race is the only race that the government has no interest in helping, we have the right to speak our minds and feel the way we do. We as the master race in America have the duty to oust all those who oppose us starting with the Jew and working our way down the list until these borders are ridden of all the scum that makes up over half our population. This nation was once powerful and segregated, now that the negros and mexicans have a civil right to sit next to you and I in a café he feels that he is our equal and should

What To Do ?
Life rhythms Seeking the calm inside the storm I sometimes step outside the norm And seek the voice of one in touch Who speaks of the divine and such Who places a perspective new Upon all the things I’m going through Who see with eyes different than mine Who brings my thinking into line With the order of life as it will unfold So I may accept this gift good as gold And make this moment the best it can be And follow the rhythm like tides of the sea And see the wonder of natures sweet plan To know life goes on within and without this man By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Stand Up Beside Us
STAND UP BESIDE US Living in this day and age, it sickens me and saddens me to see that our people are having their rights taken from us out right. The exclusive rights that we as white men and women of the world once had, are being handed over to the inferior races with such swiftness that it is dam near invisible to the naked eye. Governments are setting up tougher laws for its white population on sensitive subjects, telling you that if you have pride in your ancestry then you should be jailed for being proud of a murder. While governments are toughening the laws for white men and women they are becoming ever so lacks on the punishments for those of color. We are having one sided rules brought upon us while the negro and the jew have freedoms of which we only dream about. Mass floods of immigrants are storming our borders and our governments are doing nothing about it. We spend billions of dollars a year in order to feed and clothe those who took it upon themselves to intrud

The Chrisymas Party!
Demise of the Office Christmas Party December 1 Memo FROM: Pat Lewis, Human Resources Director DATE: December 1 RE: Christmas Party I'm happy to inform you that the company Christmas Party will take place on December 23, starting at noon in the banquet room at Luigi's Open Pit Barbecue. No host bar, but plenty of eggnog! We'll have a small band playing traditional carols...feel free to sing along. And don't Be surprised if our CEO shows up dressed as Santa Claus! December 2 Memo FROM: Pat Lewis, Human Resources Director DATE: December 2 RE: Christmas Party In no way was yesterday's memo intended to exclude our Jewish employees. We recognize that Hanukkah is an important holiday which often coincides with Christmas, though unfortunately not this year. However, from now on we're calling it our "Holiday Party." The same policy applies to employees who are celebrating Kwanzaa at this time. Happy now? December 3 Memo FROM: Pat Lewis, Human Reso

Prisoners In Our Own America
PRISONERS IN OUR OWN AMERICA My fellow White Americans, have we lost the battle for racial purity? I can not help but see changes in our society that further protect those who come over here unwelcome and unwanted. The Government will not put a stop to the mass floods of brown immigrants, but will send a hard working European immigrant packing because he is the wrong color to be given freedom. What will our government do next, let the Taliban members who happen to find their way over to our neck of the woods stay. The American Government is not protecting the people that they were sworn in to protect. We are on the side burner behind the Jew and Israel. It seems to me that our presidents and other elected officials are spending too much time spooning Israel and not enough time helping the people who put them into power in the first place. We spend billions of dollars per year stocking the Jewish military with American weapons , not to mention aid for the poor Jew who just so happene

Mis-merger
When two separate companies get together and share space to market their goods in one location, there are both good and bad effects to their merger. Now, being able to pick up some Taco Bell at a gas station is convenient, and somewhat ironic, but it can make for one less trip, or at least fewer stops along your journey. Not all corporate mergers are as obvious, and some are never truly recognized, but I am sure they happen. In the Special Olympics, all of the participants are awarded a medal, so just for trying, everyone is a winner. I have never heard a word about it, but I am pretty sure the good folks from the Special Olympics are now involved in running the DMV. It seems like no matter how you do in the inappropriately named course ‘Drivers Education’, everyone gets a certificate, and can have a drivers license. I can think of no other explanation why so many individuals that are obviously clueless in how to safely and correctly operate a motor vehicle are garnered permission by t

Law Enforcement...
A Senior's Advice on Law Enforcement... Pete, 65, of Homestead, Florida, Mississippi, was going up to bed when his wife told him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, which she could see from the bedroom window. Pete opened the back door to go turn off the light but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things. He phoned the police, who asked, "Is someone in your house?" and he said "no". Then they said that all patrols were busy, and that he should simply lock his door and an officer would be along when available. Pete said, "Okay," hung up, counted to 30, and phoned the police again. "Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people in my shed. Well, you don't have to worry about them now cause I've just shot them all." Then he hung up. Within five minutes three police cars, an armed response unit, and an ambulance showed up at Pete's residence and caught the burglars red-handed. One of the policemen said to Pete: "I thought

What Happened To Me Today.
I went over to my mothers today and my neice was there and she got mad because she was told not to play on a toddler slide because she is to heavy. She got mad and hit and kicked my baby who will be 2 years old this month. My mom did nothing about it. The baby and I left and I told my mom that the baby and my neice can't be around each other anymore until she stops attacking people. I am very stressed out and I can't deal with this and I am doing this to protect my kids.

Ur An Angel
Sacred Angel > > >> This is the sacred angel. You MUST pass this angel on to at least 3 people within the hour of receiving this email. After you do, make a wish. If you have passed it on, your wish will come true and love will come your way shortly. You're... My friend, My companion, Through good times and bad, My friend, My buddy, Through happy and sad, Beside me you stand, Beside me you walk, You're there to listen, You're there to talk, With happiness, With smiles, With pain and tears, I know you'll be there, throughout the years! You are all good friends to me and I am grateful to you. Remember, no man or woman is a failure who has a friend! I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I po

Coffee (part 1) - Erotica
It was a warm Saturday afternoon and I was hanging out with my friend Max. He and I had been friends for a while, talked a lot but never really discussed dating or sex. We just enjoyed each others company and hung out a few times, having coffee or going for hikes. In fact we had never really discussed anything sexual, he was a bit shy and nervous around women so I didn’t want to scare him off. I was fairly certain I had caught him a few times looking at my round ass in the past though, as I bent over to pick something off the ground though. So today I decide to slip into a short little skirt before going out to meet him for coffee. I had never worn anything this temping in front of him before and just the thought of turning him on made me hot and wet. By the time I got to the shop and had walked up to him I was more than a little moist. The guys could sense it as I walked past all of them, smelling my arousal in the air. A few didn’t hesitate to look intensely at me un

Ipod Song List - A-m
Here's some of my favorites off my iPod song list. Only A-M 'cuz then I decided I should go do some work. More later. :) 10,000 Maniacs - Verdi Cries 46bliss - The Way You Are A-Ha - The Sun Always Shines on TV Aimee Mann - Red Vines Alanis Morrisette - That I Would Be Good Alex Lloyd - Amazing Alison Krauss & Union Station - It Doesn't Matter All About Eve - Gypsy Dance Annie Lennox - No More I Love You's Au Revoir Simone - Stay Golden Bangles - Manic Monday Beatles - In My Life Berlin - For All Tomorrow's Lies Berlin - The Metro Biff Naked - Lucky Bon Jovi - Always Bowling for Soup - 1985 Caitlin Cary - I Want to Learn to Dance With You Caitlin Cary - Sleepin' in on Sunday Carly Simon - That's the Way I've Always Heard It Should Be Cayuga's Waters - We Didn't Go to Harvard Chantal Kreviazuk - Souls Christophe Beck - Close Your Eyes (Buffy-Angel Love Theme) Collective Soul - The World I Know Concrete Blonde - Joey Concrete Blonde - Tomorrow, Wendy Corrs

Tired Of Fighting
It is said that good things come to those who wait I could add that we must do something at any rate For without action we can never achieve It is in actions and result we must believe Easy to say tired old worn out clichés Than to do what will put life in our days Beware the trap of short cuts to thinking They leave us alone in a lifeboat that’s sinking Thinking controls our action and deeds It defines our character and fulfills our needs As we think so shall we do To think for yourself is up to you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

I'm Trying To Do Something Very Special For Some One !
I REALLY NEED A LOT OF HELP! I NEED EVERY ONE THAT CAN TO RATE MY PROFILE AND MY PICTURES SO THAT I CAN GET SOMETHING FOR A VERY SPECIAL PRESON THAT MEANS EVERY THING TO ME SO I NEED ALL THE HELP THAT I CAN GET! I REALLY NEED AS MANY PEOPLE TO HELP AS I CAN GET! I'M ASKING FOR EVERY ONES HELP! PLZ HELP ME!

Bonnie Tyler - Total Eclipse Of The Heart
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit helpless and Im lying like a child in your arms Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fal

German Navy Story
German Navy Story From about.com's Urban Legends site regarding this e-mail: Comments: True! This touching display of camaraderie and solidarity between U.S. and German naval personnel took place on September 14, 2001, three days after the terrorist attacks of September 11. The USS Winston S. Churchill and GFS Lütjens had been conducting joint training exercises off the coast of England during which members of both crews had become acquainted. The incident was documented in an official U.S. Navy photo credited to Lt. Mike Elliot. Source: German Navy Warship Salutes USS Winston S. Churchill U.S. Navy Atlantic Fleet home page Below is an e-mail from a young ensign aboard the USS Winston Churchill to his parents. (Churchill is an Arleigh Burke-class AEGIS guided-missile destroyer, commissioned March 10, 2001, and is the only active U.S. Navy warship named after a foreign national.) Dear Dad, "We are still at sea. The remainder of our port visits have all bee

Sad
well i just got new when i came home. i found out my grandpa had a major heartattack. he is the only grandpa i have left. plus i just went to a funeral on 8th of dec. so all this within a week is just drivin me to b very depressed kuz i hate it when ppl close to me die.

Anyone Like Havin Penpals
ok, this blog is on the serious tip.. i hadnt thought much about trying this before. but here is the scoop.... i have been looking for someone who doesnt mind penpals or writing.. i have a cousin in the pen and will be there for a little while so i'm just looking for a female that wouldnt mind writing back and forth just to give him female company... i'm not saying fall in love or send money or anything like that, we've got the money part covered and we get him what he needs and send him books to read and such... its just not the same with me writing him or family writing him as it would be for a woman to write him... so if anyone likes to write just contact me or if you know anyone that wouldnt mind writing.... if need be i'll foot the bill for writing material and stamps.. if not its cool. thought this was gonna be another funny blog or me bitchin again didnt ya?? lol

A Husband And Wife Are Sitting Quietly In Bed Reading When The Wife Looks Over At Him And Asks The Question...
A husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question... WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?" HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND! : "Of c ourse I do." WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Would y ou sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do." WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No, I'm sure she'd want her own." WIFE: "Would she use my golf clubs?" HUSBAND: "No,

When Grandma Learn To Email !!
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN GRANDMA LEARNS TO E-MAIL Dear Kids, I am very happy in the new residence you have put me in. This week we actually got to go outside for an hour. I haven't been feeling very good this week - the friend I shared a room with died yesterday. I am coping pretty well with my sorrows. It's been six months since you've visited me last, I guess you're all pretty busy. It's OK, I've learned to use the Internet to pass the time. And the computer in the rec room has a pretty decent web cam. So you can remember what I look like, look below. I have attached a recent picture of myself. You all take care, and write to me soon. With all of my heart. Love, Grandma

Contest
please veryone that can please vote for me in the sexiest cherry contest need all your help thanks all!!!! http://cherrytap.com/user/455433 then under photos go to sexiest contest folder the pics is in there please comment and rate all you can thank you so much to all my family, friends and fan mwassss all!!!!!!!!!!!

-grown Woman
-Grown Woman Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he’s truly hers, he doesn’t need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn’t. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it—using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man’s time (i.e., don’t want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil’ bit of space makes the ‘together time’ even more special—and goes to kick it with her own friends.

A Little Girl Went To Her Bedroom And Pulled A Glass Jelly
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said

5 Important Questions
This is what we have been waiting for...the true answers to 5 >>>really important Questions: >>> >>> Q1: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S >>NIPPLES FOR? >>> A: It's Braille for "suck here". >>> >>> Q2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? >>> A: It's the same as a French kiss, only "down >>under." >>> >>> Q3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? >>> A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a >>Goodyear. >>> >>> Q4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER >>WOMEN? >>> A: Because when they come, they're wild and >>wet. But when they >>>go, they take your house >>> and car with them. >>> >>> Q5. WHY DO WOMEN RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP >>IN THE MORNING? >>> A: Because they don't have any balls to >>scratch. >>> >>> Now, you know everything you need to know

Welcome To The Insanity!
Ok guys... well here we go again. LOL Welcome to my first Blog here in a while...... Feel free to comment on anything I say on here... :) Tho I should re-warn you I tend to be very blunt and to the point, so I apologize if anything offends anyone... ... tho if it does, I guess you just won't read again so .. whatever ...LOL Ok .. this has been one of those weeks where I am not sure whether I wanna scream, change my name and run away, or just get comepletley drunk and say "piss on it"... possibly all three options would be a good idea LOL (not necessarily in that order)... I have been going stir crazy the last few days, and have come to the conclusion that it is time to get the hell out and create as much noise as humanly possible. SO, Friday night I am going to head back to the bar... have way too many drinks, let my hair down, sing up a storm and crawl my ass back into bed sometime around 4 am... after all, a girl has to have some fun, right? Then again, what often star

In A Dark And Gloomy Room, The Fortune Teller Was Startled By What She Saw
In a dark and gloomy room, the fortune teller was startled by what she saw In her crystal ball. She looked up at her customer, sitting across the table. "There's no easy way to say this, so I'll just be blunt. Prepare yourself to be a widow. Your husband will die a violent and horrible death this year."Visibly shaken, the woman stared at the psychic's lined face, then at the single flickering candle, then down at her hands. She took a few deep breaths to compose herself. She simply had to know. She met the fortune teller's gaze, steadied her voice, and asked: "Will I get away with it?"

Two Old Ladies Are Outside Their Nursing Home, Having A Drink And A Smoke, When It Starts To Rain. One Of The Old Ladies Pulls Out A Condom, Cuts Off
Two old ladies are outside their nursing home, having a drink and a smoke, when it starts to rain. One of the old ladies pulls out a condom, cuts off the end, puts it over her cigarette, and continues smoking. Maude: What in the hell is that? Mabel: A condom. This way my cigarette doesn't get wet. Maude: Where did you get it? Mabel: You can get them at any drugstore. The next day, Maude hobbles herself into the local drugstore and announces to the pharmacist that she wants a box of condoms. The pharmacist, obviously embarrassed, looks at her kind of strangely (she is after all, over 80 years of age), but very delicately asks what brand of condom she prefers. "Doesn't matter Sonny, as long as it fits on a Camel." The pharmacist fainted.

40 Random Questions
Hah! Wasting time at work answering more useless surveys! I'm such a procrastinator! These are supposedly 40 questions no one would EVER think to ask. Answer them with what comes to mind first. 1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you said? "Uh, really need a shower." 2. When is the next time you will make out? I have no idea. *sob* 3. What's a word that rhymes with "LUCK"? OK, who doesn't say "fuck" here? Anyone? Anyone? 4. What's your favorite planet? Venus 'cuz it's purty. I wanted to say Earth but then I would have wanted to steal Ginn's cool Tick reference (that wasn't dorky! Tick references are never dorky!) 5. Who's the 4th person on your missed calls list? My friend Alisa from work. 6. What is your favorite ring tone on your phone? I secretly replaced the ring tone for my favorite nerds with Weird Al's "White and Nerdy." Yes, Greg, I'm talkin' to you. Please call me so I can smirk some more. 7. What

Three Men Died On Christmas Eve And Were Met By Saint Peter
Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the pearly gates. "In honor of this holy season," Saint Peter said, "you must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. It represents a candle, he said. You may pass through the pearly gates Saint Peter said. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He shook them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said you may pass through the pearly gates. The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just what do those symbolize?" The man replied, "These are Carols." And So The Holiday Season Begins....

Melons, Pears And Onions
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobies are there? The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there's three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a women's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After fifty, they are like onions." "Onions?" "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his twenties, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." "A Christmas tree?" Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration only. lol... ;)

All Those Years Ago
Some of you know I was in the army. During my time I was stationed at a small base in Germany and we had pershing missles. We were told that we had 15 minutes to get as far away as possible if we ever launched or the russians launched. Needless to say this was cause for concern since every german civilian would be doing the same. I informed the officer in charge that i'd spend those 15 minutes making my peace with God and kissing my ass goodbye. The day John Hinkley shot president Reagan my worst fears almost came true. I had pulled day shift and was watching T.V. when the announcement came over. Our alert horn sounded and folks ran out to the missle pads and I ran downstairs to the signal room and immediately relieved the person on duty (ok I kicked them out) and started copying messages. As the only operator on my team with high enough clearence to decode the messages I found that in the current message the operator I had relieved had miscopied several characters and rather than an a

Check This Out!!
PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER THE EYES: When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE THE MORSE CODE: When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE THE EARTHQUAKES: When you rearrange the letters: THAT QUEER SHAKE ELEVEN PLUS TWO: When you rearrange the letters: TWELVE PLUS ONE AND FOR THE GRAND FINALE: MOTHER-IN-LAW: When you rearrange the letters: WOMAN HITLER Yep! Someone with waaaaaaaaaaay too much time on their hands! Bet your friends haven't

Men’s Night Out...
Men’s Night Out... A man was approached by a co-worker at lunch who invited him out for beers after work. The man said that his wife would never go for it, that she does not allow him to go drinking with the guys after work. The co-worker suggested a way to overcome that problem: "When you get home tonight, sneak into the house, slide down under the sheets, gently pull down your wife's panties, and give her oral sex. Women love it, and believe me, she'll never mention that you were out late with the boys." So, the man agreed to try it and went out and enjoyed himself. Late that night, he sneaked into the house, slid down under the sheets, gently slid down his wife's panties and gave her oral sex. She moaned and groaned with pleasure, but after a little while, he realized he had to take a leak, so he told her he'd be right back, got out of bed and walked down the hall to the bathroom. When he opened the door and went in, he was very surprised to see his wife sitting on the john

Bmw
BMW A lady walks into a BMW dealership. She browses around, spots the Top-of-the-line Beemer and walks over to inspect it. As she bends over to feel the fine leather upholstery, she inadvertently breaks Wind. Very embarrassed, she looks around nervously to see if anyone has noticed her little accident and prays that a sales person doesn't pop up right now. As she turns around, her worst nightmare materializes in the form of a salesman standing right behind her. Cool as a cucumber and displaying complete professionalism, the salesman greets the lady With, "Good day, Madame. How may we help you today?" Very uncomfortably, but hoping that the salesman may just not have been there at the time of her accident, she asks, "Sir, what is the price of this lovely vehicle?" He answers, "Madam, if you farted just touching it, you are going to sh*t yourself when I tell you the price." Get more at www.hostdrjack.com

Getting Divorced
So Cherries, two weeks ago I found out that my wife of 6 years has been having an affair, we have a 5 year old and I turn apart, not only because of my daughter but because of me. I love my wife, and I did not ever think that something like this would happen to me(my marriage) I saw an attorney today, but even tho she comitted adultery, it seems like she would half of everything (I brougt home 65-70% of the income) and she will have as much right to parental resposabilities as me. I will keep writting about this and keep you updated.

Christmas Tree
CLICK ON BOTH VIDEOS Now this is the transformation of the tree Materials: Approx 400 Mountain Dew cans Construction Materials : PVC pipe for the trunk, construction markers for the branches, a drill to get the constructions flags into the PVC pipe. Go to ImageShack® to Create your own Slideshow

I Just Did Write It To My Baby
you know darling, if i go to bed sometimes and lay under my sheet, thinking of you, sometimes i cry, why i miss you so and want you to be here. It is the truth baby and then, if i am awake, the next what i do is running to my pc look if you are there and when i cant sleep baby i roll my pillow and get it in my arms and think about you, then i can sleep. How can things happen like this ? I feel so strong for you. You so far away but so close to me in my feelings. Thats what i wrote to my heart beat and i had to put it in here just for my thinkings and to look at it with my baby every time we want to. Baby every sense i have to think about you and i am be glad to hold you in my Arms. I love you so much... Your Angel

Deja Vu
WELL THERE WAS AN ELECTION OR A MANDATE IF YOU WISH ON NOVEMBER 7. WHICH CLEARLYY AND DECISIVELY INDICATED WE DID NOT BELONG ON IRAQ. BUSH AND HIS NEO CONSERVATIVE CROONIES LIED, CAJOLED, STEERED,MISLED US INTO IRAQ, WHILE IGNORING THE INITIAL MANDATE OF GOING TO AFGHANISTAN AFTER THE TERRORISTS BECAUSE OF THE ATTACKS OF 9/11. SO WHO IS STUCK IN THE MIDDLE~~ THE BRAVEST OF THEM ALL~~ OUR TROOPS. CONGRESS COMMISSIONED THE "IRAQ STUDY CROUP" WHICH TOOK 8 MONTHS AND I AM AFRAID TO FIND OUT HOW MUCH MONEY. WELL THEY COME BACK WITH CONCRETE SPECIFIC SUGGESTIONS AND OPTIONS. WHILE BUSH HAS RUN AROUND FLUSH WITH GLOWING RHETORIC ABOUT THE IRAQ STUDY GROUP. BUT BUSH NEEDS TO CONSULT WITH TONS OF OTHER PEOPLE. DOES THIS SEEM A LITTLE LIKE KATRINA!! DEJA VU WHILE THE POLITICIANS ARE PLANNING PEOPLE ARE DYING. SINCE THE IRAQ STUDY GROUP RELEASED ITS FINDINGS 22 AMERICAN TROOPS HAVE PAID WITH THEIR LIFE. ALMOST 3000 AMERICANS HAVE PAID THE ULTIMATE PRICE FOR THIS NATION BUILDING

About My Loving Wife
This blog is dedicated to my loving Wife, Lisa Marie. She is an amazing person. Before I met her she was a single mother. now that I am with her I am as happy as can be, an she seems it too. She is an amazing person cause she was a single mother with a heart of gold, an she still has the same heart just now is taken. She also has an amazing voice. What makes her so special though too is that she is a smart, funny, talented woman. She is also extremely gorgeous. I love her for who she is. I truly do love her. Not for anyone have I ever stopped smoking or anything. I haven't had a drink since Nov 10&11, not that I drank that much anyway but i curbed it more then what i already had. I havent been this happy in the longest time and i thank her for that. I will Add more about her later And thats a promise

Hurt Again
hurt again scared that you'll leave me but afraid this time i won't be okay. about to cry cause the person i loved went away then i gave you my heart an now i hear your gonna go away. trying to hold on to my life already but if you leave i'll just let my self die an be gone an never be okay again.. trying to love you but i'm scared too. trying to keep my emotions from showing this time. trying to run away from my life not wanting to get hurt again especially not with you. i should break it off now before i get in to deep an instead of letting go you hurt me. sorry i led you on baby but i can't get hurt again

But
but i tried to get him to stay but he left anyway. i cried but there was noone there to wipe my tears away. i fell but noone caught me this time. i laided down thinkin he was there but looked over an seen noone there. love that i lost that i thought would never go away i lost because my words were just to late. i need him but hes gone i broke the promise i once made but he also did the same. when i cry noone sees me because i only cry on the inside because i'm afraid hes not okay.

For
for tears for tears. blood for blood. your life for mine i will always love you i shall til the end of time. when your sad an feelin down you can come to me like i do when i'm sad i come to you. i love yous in exchange for you love me. life for death mine for yours. i'll love you til the end of time plus even more. love for love hurt for pain brokin hearted for happiness in exchange. i hate you an i'm sorries have been said. i just miss you do you miss me too. betrayal an hurt broken hearts an pain. kisses an hugs for your love. i just want you to love me like i love you. tears i shed for things you did you broke a promise along with my trust again. i told you i'll always care an you said you would always be there. love was lost for the wrong cause an this time is wasn't my fault...

Lyrics
lyrics i need some one to help me help me heel these wounds they've been open for way to long help me feel this soul even though this is not your fault that i'm open that i'm bleedin all over your brand new rug an i need someone to help me sew them i need someone to help me feel them i need someone to help me close them up. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- i tear my heart open i sew myself shut my weakness is that i care to much an my scars remind me that the past is real i tear my heart open ust to feel. --------------------------------------------------------------------------- You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care You're mother's gone and your father hits you This pain you cannot bear. But we all bleed the same way as you do And we all have the same things to go through. Hold on if you feel like letting go Hold on it gets better than you know. ----------------------------------------------------

New Contest
MISS CHERRY IS HOLDIN A CONTEST and i am in it lol if u wanna vote for me i woudl luve it soooo mcuh :-) just starting so much love to ya all hope u havin fun in the festive "mad" season ok so im out peace everyone and remember plz vote for me (or at least vote for SOMEONE in the contest lol)

Free Money!!!!! Lol
ok,,guess i need a link here,,lol ok,,so one of my friends placed me in a contest,,,and im getting severly crushed,,lol,,im not too big on these,,but hopefully a couple will help out this canuck,,lol http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=399407&albumid=138049&i=2930800527

1st Round Of Deletions.
Well I just deleted about 30% of my friends list. takes forever with the way it is set up here. but I must have gotten the right ones on this round. Nobody said a thing. I wonder if people will start to bitch when I start unfanning them. Some people are so wrapped up in having lots of friends. Get rid of a lot of them and then see how it goes on the next round of deleting "friends" And if I did delete you and you still want to be a friend. drop me a note and let me know.

Happy Birthday!!!
Time, It passes, Like sand through your fingers, Like ocean through your toes, Like wind through your hair, Like the fire through your heart, And one day, it stops... That day is the reflection of the day you were born, Transcended into the present, Age becomes a number, Time becomes you, All the beautiful things you lived, All the tears you spared, All the happiness you shared, All the sadness life taught, You look back, And I hope you will smile, For some of us that know you, There is nothing more special than you, Your smile, your thoughts, you... Happy Birthday!

Pay Close Attention
people are crazy i mean really.getting mad at dumb ass shit that happens on the net.hating on another person cause they said something to another in ya list.come the fucc on with that high school ass mentality.but then again hate on me all ya want i gives a shit.y?cause aint shit gonna happen to me from anybody on this site..well it could but i highly doubt it.the funny part is that while you catching feelings for this person they caught feelings with someone on ya list..lol...the phrase for today is"i dont care about haters".ok class all at once say the catch phrase...lol....i like most ppl on here but the truth is i wont see most of ya..but that dont matter to me as long as i have a good white girl..haha..oh no the hating is gonna be bad now..i mean come the hell on..i could blow up ppl's spots right now.i aint gonna only cause they havent hated on my ass yet but when this asshole does ima show his ass something thats gonna make him cry..last but not least..today is interracial day a

Missing You :
Missing You : i've been living my alone trying to get you out of my life but after all this time i can't help myself but miss you you're once a dream that came true an illusion that turned to reality but suddenly, things turned differently the way they used to be untill such time i have no choice but to let you go you're the reason for my sleepless nights coz you keep stayin' on my mind i can't help myself from crying coz i'm missing you so much all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart all the memories are still preserve in my mind i miss you so much coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still inlove with you my life will never be the same again now that you're gone i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again.... I thought this was a letter I would never have to write, I hoped my tongue was something I could bite. I've realized its just something I cannot do, Here are my feelings, just a

The Impossible Dream
The Impossible Dream The impossible dream is an untouchable dream For those too foolish to try. The greatest temptations, are wasted sensations When pushed to the back of the mind We'll all end up at the stream of dreams The river that keeps us from where we wish to roam. The foolish man will slowly turn and walk away While the wise man looks for a stepping stone.

Wtf???
I give my father his birthday present and he tells me that for his birthday he wants me to stop drinking. Are you fucking serious? I do NOT drink a lot and anyone that knows me can back me up on that. but with him it's always fucking something, stop drinking stop smoking, stay home more, stop leaving the state........

The Healing Heart
The Healing Heart Shattered heart forced to heal as greatness unveils thine soul. Hope whispered in the distance, to recover thine lost love. 'Tis night brings tender passing, healing thine soul with glorious blunder. Caus' not one or two, but dissipated nights of dreams. Sadness comes to end, happiness conquered hate. Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking, hope has come again.

18 Pounds Lost And Counting.
I want to be the skinniest fucking thing on the face of the earth I want to look like I could be carried away by the lightest breeze I want people to have the intense urge to brab me and touch me but resist it for fear they'll break my fragile body in their passion I want to be on the brink of floating off into space I want to look so fragile it hurts others to look at me I want to be the most desirable untouchable angel that ever existed I want people to wish they could possess me but know they never will for I am like a ghost--no one can ever get A hold of meI slip through their fingersI want to be tiny So tiny So heartbreakingly tiny

What A Life, What A Girl!?
What A Life, What A Girl!? by Pymp4evr A young relationship can never last long, To get through some days, you must be strong. Should have listened to the words my friends gave me, Too late, puppy love got a grip of my heart and raped me. I still like her and wish it would get through, I screwed, so what, whatcha gonna do. You know what they say, opposites attract, Too bad with same minds no time to react. Too much in common with too little time, Sitting here wishing you'd still be mine. If I'd have waited just a little bit longer, The relationship would grow, friendship be stronger. Never realize the precious time that love takes, Cause the puppy inside me ain't ready for heart break. Time heals all, through the best and the worst, Even when laid out, toes up, in a hearse. Sometimes I feel stupid even when not my fault, Cause still intact, though beat up is my heart. When you melt pure gold, it's as gold as ever, When you break a heart, it's broken forever. Tim

Hey All
I think all women are very beautiful, let's just face it!! Women have better looking bodies than even the most hardened men, I love ALL pics of women. Some of you are extra beautiful, but a great personality makes you even better looking. So keep up the great work!!!

Don't Break My Heart
don't break my heart darkness and hello my dear there's something i have to say lean in close, lend me your ear please don't try to run away you have something that is mine you took it all, not just part it was very close to me, now it's gone that's right love, you took my heart If your good you can keep it if you're not, i'll take it away please try not to stain it I want to use it again someday darkness and hello desire please keep my heart safe my love for you will never tire and yours for me will not erase So lock my heart up tight make sure no one can take it Don't let it out of sight love, please try not to break it everynight you steal my dreams every moment, every part the leading role in all the scenes so break a leg love, not my heart

Poem: Reflection
Close your eyes, dear sweet one. Close them and forget this. Forget about me. About your drama ridden reality… Your suicide notes and butterfly kisses… Bullets to the head and kissing the world a fond fare thee well. Your desire…it was strong. I could feel it crawl along my skin. Seep into my veins. Screaming…and you never bothered to listen. You never gave in… You never sought to have the pleasure of living… How can I look at you? How can I not be ashamed? Ashamed for you…with you…because of you. Its all your fault. And you never answered me back. Not a word to utter to me… My reflection was always the quiet one.

Poem: Me
I am me. I will be me today, tomorrow, and into the near future. I will always be me and if you don't like that then don't look at who I am. Don't make remarks about me...or talk about me behind my back. I will be me whether I'm "gothic," or "punk," or "thug." I'm still me. I'll be me whether I'm straight, bisexual or gay...I'm still me. If you don't like that, I don't care. Does it matter to you if I do or not? Does it matter to you that I don't talk to you about who I am? What I do... When I do it... I'm still me and you're still you. And you concern yourself with who I am...do you really honestly care Or are you just looking for another angle to stab at me with...? Does it really matter who my friends are? What orientation I am or what my ethnic background is? Does it really matter that I'm not striving to be just like you think you are? I guess it does. It matter to you that I'm not striving to be your friend. So in turn you have to strive to get me to notice you.

Poem: The Pains Of Love
Within the confines of the human soul... To lie within my void of a technicolor nothing. With you. Because of you. The thin lines, they tell a story. Its a journey to find something that I knew I could never have. The pains and the heartaches of the love that never existed. The wings that you never flew upon. These lines...a never ending race to the beginning. These lines...a race to be the last. The "Once upon a time" nothing. Just you and me...a race to beat time in itself. When nothing else mattered. And these lines...make me feel something that you could never give me. And these lines...they helped me realize something you couldn't. That all in all...through everything...I still have the razors edge and thats all the love I need.

Woohoooo !!!!!! Please Read
I WON THE SEXIEST LADY CONTEST THANKS TO ALL OF YOU AWESOME PEEPS THAT DROPPED VOTES AND BOMBED IT FOR ME !! MAD LUV @ CHA...MUAHHHZ Y'ALL THE BEST !! I RECEIVED SOME GREAT GIFTS,AND ALSO IF YOU SEE HOOTIE AROUND TELL HIM WHAT A GREAT JOB HE DID !! THANK YOU ALL AGAIN !!!!!

Lonely Knight
ladies please beware this man has hurt two close friends of mine he will try an get close an where you feel secure letting him know stuff an then turn it on you hate to see any of my friends hurt in any way is why i am putting this out

Oxymorons!!!!
1.Is it good if a vacuum really sucks? 2.Why is the third hand on the watch called the second hand? 3.If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? 4.If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words? 5.Why do we say something is out of whack? What is a whack? 6.Why does "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? 7.Why does "fat chance" and "slim chance" mean the same thing? 8.Why do "tug" boats push their barges? 9.Why do we sing "Take me out to the ball game" when we are already there? 10.Why are they called "stands" when they are made for sitting? 11.Why is it called "after dark" when it really is "after light"? 12.Doesn't "expecting the unexpected" make the unexpected expected? 13.Why are a "wise man" and a "wise guy" opposites? 14. Why do "overlook" and "oversee" mean opposite things? 15.Why is "phonics" not spelled the way it sounds? 16.If work is so terrific, why do they have to

Birthday Blues
I love birthdays!! I love celebrating them for me and for everyone else. This year is my 30th birthday which should be a super exciting one. Just a couple of problems. My family got in a huge fight over what they were going to plan as a surprise for me. I'm normally the family party planner. Plus they're all broke. So now I think there may be nothing planned at all. Then I've been waiting all month to buy a blast for my birthday. I screwed up my freaking checkbook and I don't get to have my birthday blast either!! So I guess my 30th will go by quietly without my face appearing on your screen every couple of minutes...which I suppose will make some of you quite happy!! Thanks for listening...I should have some new pictures up soon at the very least. ~SMILE~

Poem: A Moment
I waited and I kept...the monster down. I waited and I slept...through all the nightmares. I waited and I dreamt...for my prince charming. And for all the keeping and all the sleeping and all the dreaming...I think I found him. But the fire still burns...still scorches my skin. And I'm still waiting to bleed for my sins. And I punish myself... for not feeling. And I punish myself for not kneeling. Not realizing that I could never be something better for you. I was what I was. Something that the mirror always reflected back at me. Laughing at me. Wanting me to be something that I had no control over. And it seemed... As it was... The tears and the fears of feeling something real... Of feeling something true... Were never there. And I filled the pain with artifical sweetener. And I filled the hurt with artifical love. And for a fleeting moment...there in my morphine laced I.M.A.G.I.N.A.T.I.O.N I was free.

Job
Well I put my 2 weeks notice in at work and they threw a fit. Told me I was leaving there at a bad time. Told them I had no choice, since the fact that i am moving. I want to be packed and ready to go by the 23rd of this month. I told them my last day was the 22nd. They want me to work the 23rd. i looked at them and laughed and told them i don't think so. I am not packing and then driving on the 24th. Do they really think I am that stupid. They had the nerve to tell me if i didn't work they would not give me my resignation and that they would put it down as being fired. I told them to go for it because on the notice i wrote out it says the 22nd. And to top it off they changed my schedule for this week. Now they want me to work this Saturday from 8 to 5 and i laughed when i saw that. I have plans already. I am not working, not when i made plans last week when i knew what i was going to work this week. OH well, guess i will miss my first day of work in 2 months there, they get pissy with

Be My Own
be my own it started out this way we had some fun time you came and told me it could never be the same now i can't even reclaim what was mine all i wanted was, all i needed was you to be my own now i can't even look at your face it'll never be the same we never got our chance you gave her all of them now she will try to replace what i had put there in the first place all i needed was just one chance i would've had you for my own we lost our time together you got annoyed by me wanting you now you left without a trace as to where you went i'm missing you but i hope you don't try to come back come crawling back i could never mind for this is you you don't have dignity this is why i love and hate you

I Am Travelling Through The Bat Country...
Yes, that time again. I know noone actually reads this, but that won't stop me from doing this every week. This weeks song was hard to pick, but I finally came to a decision. This weeks song is BAT COUNTRY by Avenged Sevenfold Song Name - Bat Country Artist - Avenged Sevenfold Album - City Of Evil Song Number - 4 of 11 Song Length - 5:13 Lyrics He who makes a beast out of himself Gets rid of the pain of being a man Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay. I tried to drive all through the night, The heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights. No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me. Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone). Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction. My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone). No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention. As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights. My hand is on the t

Be Mine
Be mine we cannot bear the only thing i ever really loved was hate i never wanted any body more than i wanted you your mine your mine mine ill die on the ground before i let my love burn away obsession take another look anybody i wont let you go be honest be precious be mine feed from the hand you bite take all thats left away you are something less you deserve it i cant make you real so make me real i never wanted anbody more than you pathetic happy servant be mine you sufered than now sufer under me our future seems like the past we cannot kill what we did not create i got say what i gotta say i cant promise youll enjoy the pain be mine inside a twisted little fantasy ill be there for you until my heart is black and blue then ill die your mind in mine set loose let it out be mine or move on cause right now you dont care for me at all be my deception concurr all my thouhgts i loved you your all i need to survive relive

Mommy's Letter To Santa
Dear Santa, I've been a good mom all year. I've fed, cleaned and cuddled my children on demand, visited the doctor's office more than my doctor, sold sixty-two cases of candy bars to raise money to plant a shade tree on the school playground. I was hoping you could spread my list out over several Christmases, since I had to write this letter with my son's red crayon, on the back of a receipt in the laundry room between cycles, and who knows when I'll find anymore free time in the next 18 years. Here are my Christmas wishes: I'd like a pair of legs that don't ache (in any color, except purple, which I already have) and arms that don't hurt or flap in the breeze; but are strong enough to pull my screaming child out of the candy aisle in the grocery store. I'd also like a waist, since I lost mine somewhere in the seventh month of my last pregnancy. If you're hauling big ticket items this year I'd like fingerprint resistant windows and a radio that only plays adult music

War Of The Sexes....
Do you know who has the upper hand in the realm of desire, attraction, and romance? The answer is simple and easy: Women There is proof all over the internet...Men spend bilions a year on pornsites and dating sites, all because of their lust for the opposite sex. Oh sure, women have to deal with a lot of prejudice in the workplace etc....They have to deal with a menstrual cycle that can be very uncomfortable once a month.... But you know what? Even if a girl is missing half of her teeth, and is 100lbs overweight, she can still snap her fingers and get a line of candidates who are sexually attracted to her. And yet they will still complain that they can't find a guy who loves them for who they are, or that respects their feelings, or is willing to commit, etc... Maybe they should look on the brightside...Many guys have trouble even feeling wanted in the first place.

Burn Away Our Memories
burn away our memories this is you this is me im begging now probly pleading i never have before or at least not this way this is what youve done you have come to clean it up you are the only way out my only escape i wish you felt the same all this pain it lives in me all the vein is in the mirror why do you judge when you do not know look a little harder maybe then youll see the true me i have no one now its getting dark i hope you know you were the day i hope you die swallowed alive consumed with regret taking all my sorrow all my pain if you had stayed maybe then youd see inside of me i dont know why i never told you but its too late now we arent going back and if you wanted too then take my hand ill take you there where we can be together there i have one wish on my list that you never filled you never gave never tried maybe you knew but i was the fool to say you wouldve taken it away but now its far too late to put a band aid on the

Today I Died Again
today i died again this day we died though nothing was mine we had fallen in love but things never like to go my way now we are sitting here not talking at all we couldnt care either we are scared or pretending to be or were shy cause we might fall wipe the tears off hurt so many times failed to find what we found in eachother some one to trust so we have we have now what we had before (nothing) i am sad and you hate me take me take it all away before i take it from you but you never cared i cried not at all not for you but for the pain you caused me i can barely walk this is your disease gave it to me you gave me all though i never wanted it if i have to ill push you out of my mind this was my only reason to cry wed fallen in love but these good things never last now im here depressed and decaying for you today we died like we always do but this time we buried ourselfves alive never to be seen again

Ugh...
Okay, I don't know what the hell is going on with my fiance but he's being a complete jerk. He's doing the one thing that pisses me off the most and that's telling me I'm perfect and I never do anything wrong. When I know I'm not perfect and I can accept my own flaws. I don't know what to do, he's driving me insane and I don't want to argue but it seems like that is what he is pushing for... Anyone have any ideas on what I could do, please let me know.

This Is My Time
this is my time were have i been all this time fatal attraction drew a line the things i told to you no body knew the things i wanted from you was less than i gave now im sitting here wondering how i wasted my time i thought for a while and realized i had found myself looking for a way to you i never knew this happened i had my own time to think why i hadent before i worked on it for a while then i knew why never again would i waste my time with something i was i never realized this was my reality for i lived in it all the time this was my time i picked up the pieces cried for a while this time was different every sin i ever made but the biggest one was wasting my time on you

Words Women Use..
Words Women Use Study this and know it! FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks this will cause you to have one of those arguments. FIVE MINUTES This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade. NOTHING This means "something", and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. 'Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with 'Fine'. GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine". GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows) This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't c

Pretty Girl
People look at me, They say, 'You're beautiful, girl. Has a pretty face like you ever had to feel pain just like the rest of us?' They don't believe me, nodding quietly and subdued. 'Who breaks a heart like yours, beautiful?' They ask me I scream inside, I do Break your own heart You will realize how lost inside you truly are. How empty, how sad, how horrid... To break your own heart 'Pretty girl Why do you cause yourself such strife, such pain?' they chant, they shout 'Pretty girl why rip yourself in two? Broken hearts don't mend as well as they used to.' Break your own heart You will realize how confused you truly are. How empty, how sad, how horrid... To break your own heart

Am I Or Are U
I am exactly what I am And not the way you'ld like to see me be I look outside long as I can Then I close my eyes and watch my world unfold before me I may not lead the simple life I've no love of my own If no one gives me all his heart I'll manage with the load I'm very used to feeling sad It doesn't make me cry And yes I do know how to love

New Begining
I choke on tears of pain Memories once filled with joy and happiness Slowly drive me insane. I’ve done a lot of thinking It’s brought my me close to snapping, And I feel just like I’m sinking. There’s no one to stand beside me I’ve been abandoned by the one I love I guess not even love is free. However in life I’m trying, Despite my thoughts of suicide, And endless nights of crying. My tears have burned away, And now I taste the ashes, The bitter ashes of yesterday. The taste is gone in seconds, But remains in memory. As my new life beckons Blindly leaping into new life I hope against hope its self. That this one holds less strife

Whats Next?
Whats next? My mind is confused, I no longer know what to say. My heart is breaking, It breaks a little more each day. My spirit is dying, Theres no joy left to be found. My soul is empty, I feel as could as the winters ground. My body is aching, I feel myself growing so weak. My eyes are drying, There are no tears rolling down my cheek. Whats next? Im afraid to know. Do i have the strength to keep fighting, Or should i just let go? Shelly Platt

The Final Adventure!
What is the end like? Is it really the end? Or is it the beggining of something new? Why do we think about these things? Should we be afraid? These are all good question, But to these Questions could have multiple answers. In life we look for the best, But do we ever find the best? I doubt it. Maybe life isn't Life, Maybe it's actually an after life, We would never know. All we could do is guess, I know that when I die, I wish to live on not as myself, But a better and wiser person! Do I fear death? Never, Should you? Never. Death is a part of life that we must all get used to, So never take your life for granted, Because tomorrow may be your last day! The meaning of life is to Die!

Perfect Little House
Perfect Little House On the corner, theres a perfect little white house with blue trim. In the yard, a big tree stands, with a swing hanging from a limb. Surrounding the house, a picket fence shines brightly in the sunlight. Out front, a flower garden grows, what a beautiful sight! The man who leaves the house, always has a smile on his face. The woman who waters the flowers never has a hair out of place. The girl who lives there, she leads the perfect teenage life. The family picture shows such love between child, husband, and wife. In the kitchen. theres broken glass on the floor. In the hall, a closet with secret memories locked behind the door. In the den, the man drinks until he cant lift his head. In the bedroom,the woman takes her drugs and crawls back in bed. In the bathroom,the girl presses a razor to her wrists, waiting for life to grow dim. On the corner, theres a perfect little white house with blue trim. Unknown

Omf
Omg i wanna scream..Just when i thought my day couldnt get any worse it did...Thats the life of Ashley!!! I feel like ranting so bear with me (ok ONE good thing just happened..my friend added me to his family...ty hun..you know who you are) Ok back to my rant..Its my 22nd birthday in 5 days..It going to suck like every other year..You know how normal 22 yr olds go out and party with their friends?...I envy them...Im sure i could get a few friends to come out somewhere with me if i really wanted them too.. But i havent talked to some of them in soo long... I hate being home alone..The area i live in sucks...I miss my only real close friend i had..He died in September...I miss him soooo much :'(... No one can understand me like Mikey did..I dont understand why this had to happen...Omg i miss him...It seems like whenever i have something good in my life it screws up somehow.. Then i see these people with picture perfect lives and im just like "why cant that be me...why cant i b

Lessons From The Court
LESSONS FROM THE COURT Life lessons can come from unexpected places. I have learned much about myself from the game of racquetball. In fact, I have learned a great deal over the years about all aspects life and living on the racquetball court. Here are some of the more important lessons that have come from the court: 1. People play better when they are encouraged. It's true in life, too. People do better when they are encouraged, rather than criticized, condemned and judged. 2. When two or more people occupy a small space, they should learn to share. It goes for planets, too. 3. The only way to get better is to practice. And in life, the only way to improve relationships, learn courage or be happy is to practice. 4. Pay attention. Those who lose their focus, lose games. And those people who are too distracted by yesterday or tomorrow will never live today fully and joyously. Focus o

Winter's Warmth
A Winters Warmth The winters snows begin to fall Here with you the night now calls Alone together by the fire Our hearts embrace loves sweet desire. The warmth surrounds us as we dance We hold each other in a trance Music lifts our spirits high In each others arms we sigh. Together here our souls now soar Neither heart could wish for more Entwined within a lovers dream The glowing fire sets the scene. Wine is poured in glasses chilled As here in love we both do yield Glowing embers shadows cast We kiss as though it were our last. Embraced within each others arms Passions flow to lovers charms The music plays its ballads sweet Whilst here our bodies start to meet. Mouth to mouth, tongues entwine Exploring flesh, feelings sublime Kisses reign upon our skin As making love we both begin. Each gentle touch is so unique A lust of pleasure such a treat Temperatures here by the fire Soaring hot with loves desire. We want to join our bodies heat Dee

Why Is Hate
I represent myself as a human entity, A being of who has a stolen identity. I stand here before you as a work of art, Letting you fault me with your self-centred heart. For no matter how sure one can seem, Someone out there is plagued with hatred - Of desires to destroy ones ever pending dream… As bitter words tear through me, As line-by-line you blemish me, As time is taken from me, You think I’ll let you label me? This is where I twist the rules, Your vicious game becomes mine to fool Call me a cheater - I’ll call your bluff Admit you’re wrong – it’s not enough. No piteous, ‘sorry’ can ever be true, Not a single plea will I ever listen to, You took my faith, My hope my care, You held me prey to evil, Tortured me to despair. What you did to me will stay with you, For my nightmares shall become your guilt For my suffering will haunt you too. Say I’m weird – curse my name, Hold that thought. I’d rather be different – than all the same…

Why Is Hate
I stand here before you as a work of art, Letting you fault me with your self-centred heart. For no matter how sure one can seem, Someone out there is plagued with hatred - Of desires to destroy ones ever pending dream… As bitter words tear through me, As line-by-line you blemish me, As time is taken from me, You think I’ll let you label me? This is where I twist the rules, Your vicious game becomes mine to fool Call me a cheater - I’ll call your bluff Admit you’re wrong – it’s not enough. No piteous, ‘sorry’ can ever be true, Not a single plea will I ever listen to, You took my faith, My hope my care, You held me prey to evil, Tortured me to despair. What you did to me will stay with you, For my nightmares shall become your guilt For my suffering will haunt you too. Say I’m weird – curse my name, Hold that thought. I’d rather be different – than all the same… Ask no questions I’ll tell you no lies, You asked for my opinion –so prepare to

Day One In Cherry
Today is my first day in Cherry...in fact its my first hour!...I didnt stumble here by accident...I was actually invited here by my Master Stevie...(i serve under him ..and he only pays me bananas! LOL go figure!) so, far ..its been one confusing thing after another ...as I am still a roadkill( what a title to be labeled LOL) and as ugly as ever ...I'm not allowed to rate or even become a Fan of my stevie! :( virtual life sucks! LOL so, i guess its for now ..for today...and i'll have to get my butt up to physo cherry ASAP! or i'll be roadkill for the rest of my virtual life in cherry LOL Cheers! and have a tank of beer frm me !

Time
To a time Long ago Before the tears Began to flow When I laughed With Mom and Dad I have to smile Although I'm sad My friends and I Would play all day Now I'm there And want to stay Take me back Before I knew What growing up Could do to you

Friend Organization
Anyone else want a between way to view your friends? Over time i have accumulated too many and was trying to remove those that never speak to me but what a tedious process. I think i removed 8 before I gave up. I sent a email to CT support but never got a response. Partly my own fault got over 300 friends I want to get that down to 100 but not one at a time for damn sure.

Higher
CREED LYRICS "Higher" When dreaming I'm guided to another world Time and time again At sunrise I fight to stay asleep 'Cause I don't want to leave the comfort of this place 'Cause there's a hunger, a longing to escape From the life I live when I'm awake So let's go there Let's make our escape Come on, let's go there Let's ask can we stay? Can you take me Higher? To a place where blind men see Can you take me Higher? To a place with golden streets Although I would like our world to change It helps me to appreciate Those nights and those dreams But, my friend, I'd sacrifice all those nights If I could make the Earth and my dreams the same The only difference is To let love replace all our hate So let's go there Let's make our escape Come on, let's go there Let's ask can we stay? Can you take me Higher? To a place where blind men see Can you take me Higher? To a place with golden streets So lets go there, lets go there, Come

Merry Christmas To All...and In The Sprit.
Well Where shall we start .. I haven't got my internet on at home yet so no biggie i work too much for it anyhow , Toby and i are about to celebrate christmas and it will be become something i value and treasure between , beacause this w ill be the first year that i can celebrate fully and not worry if i'll make it for another , ive been through rough patches and im stronger for it i'm just blessed in life to truely find someone like him to stand behind me and fully commit to me as i have to him . i got my raise at work and am waiting fro the first of the year to be ransferred to my new dept. i will became a lead assoc. and ive never strived as much i am before and i think that life has alot more love to give and with a man like toby in my life who knows how much i have to give and love him with my heart , he has become a strong back bone in my life , even though we were independent before we met , together we are two of a kind , and i finally have

What If
CREED LYRICS "What If" I can't find the rhyme in all my reason Lost sense of time and all seasons Feel I've been beaten down By the words of men who have no grounds Can't sleep beneath the trees of wisdom When your ax has cut the roots that feed them Forked tongues in bitter mouths Can drive a man to bleed from inside out What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I've seen the wicked fruit of your vine Destroy the man who lacks a strong mind Human pride sings a vengeful song Inspired by the times you've been walked on My stage is shared by many millions Who lift their hands up high because they feel this We are one We are strong The more you hold us down the more we press on What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? [Guitar Break] I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind 'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life So I'll just ask a question

Beautiful
CREED LYRICS "Beautiful" She wears a coat of color Loved by some, feared by others She's immortalized in young men's eyes Lust she breeds in the eyes of brothers Violent sons make bitter mothers So close your eyes, here's your surprise The Beautiful is empty Beautiful is free Beautiful loves no one Beautiful stripped me Stripped me Stripped me She Stripped me In your mind she's your companion Vile instincts often candid Your regret is all that's left The Beautiful is empty Beautiful is free Beautiful loves no one Beautiful stripped me Stripped me Stripped me She Stripped me [Guitar Break] She told me where I'm going And it's far away from home I think I'll go there on my own I think I'll go there on my own She told me where I'm going And it's far away from home I think I'll go there on my own I think I'll go there on my own The Beautiful is empty Beautiful is free Beautiful loves no one Beautiful stripped me

Best Ass Contest
I am going to try to hold the best Ass contest.. it will begin December 15 @ noon and ends December 24 # noon. please submit photos to me as soon as possible, if you know anyone else who would like to be in this contest send them my name to friend me....

Anytime, Anyplace (poem To Get You Wet)
Anytime, Anyplace Hear the thundering rain, I move to your side. gently kiss your neck, our bodies begin to grind. Anytime, Anyplace, I'll make your body yearn Anything you have me taste, teach me and I'll learn. I can feel your hand, it's moving up my thigh, reaching for my love, I gently push inside. Anytime, Anyplace, I'll always give you more. Anywhere you need a touch, that's what I am for. I can feel your heart, beating strong and fast Ecstacy unwinds, We try to make it last. Anytime, Anyplace, My fantasy's realized Everytime we caress like this, I'm captured by your eyes Our bodies entertwined, passion starts to burn lay back and anticipate, tonight it is your turn. Anytime, Anyplace, our bodies turn to steam. This time you close your eyes and try to supress a scream. Soft, hot, and wet, we move up the pace. Pulsing jets of love, through your body race. Anytime, Anyplace, I'll make your body scream, This is my only wish

The Life
[Domination] is the desire to exert control over a consenting partner for the purpose of mutual gratification. First, you should know that there is no "right" way to be a dominant. How you express your domination is as individual as your fingerprints. You may choose to be strict and demanding, gentle and nurturing, or any combination in between. One style isn't better than another. Domination is an extension of your unique personality. I remember when I first began exploring domination. I had some vague notion about what it was but no real information. From what I observed in others, I came to the conclusion that I was supposed to be haughty, uncaring, selfish, demanding and unforgiving. I watched as other "dominants" used the vulnerabilities of submissives to their own selfish ends. None of these traits were part of my character, but I tried to force them into my personality under the assumption that this is the way dominants must be. That didn't last. I couldn't susta

How Do You Rate!!!!!
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

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So im having a rotten day..I dont know why because nothing bad really happened to me..I just feel really sad and i cant shake it..Im home all alone for another 7-8 hours and i hate it..I wish i had a good friend where i live..But i dont... When me and rob got together my friends stopped comming around alot..I guess im lonely..My birthday is on saturday and im going to spend it alone..AGAIN Anyways..Yeah..Im depressed. *tear* -Ash-

What Mythical Creature Are U?
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Angel100%Faerie100%Mermaid67%WereWolf25%Dragon17%Demon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

5 Kinds Of Sex
Five Kinds Of Sex 1) The first is Smurf Sex. This happens during the honeymoon period, you both keep doing it until you're blue in the face. 2) The second is Kitchen Sex. This is at the beginning of the marriage, you'll have sex anywhere, anytime, even in the kitchen. 3) The third kind is Bedroom Sex. You've calmed down a bit, perhaps have kids, so you gotta do it in the bedroom. 4) The fourth kind is Hallway Sex. This is where you pass each other in the hallway and say, "Fuck you!" 5) There is also a fifth kind of sex: Courtroom Sex. This is when you get divorced and your wife screws you in front of everyone in the courtroom!

Muslim Plan For American Take-over
20 Point Plan to take over America by 2020 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A refugee from the Muslim Middle East thinks he has discovered Islam's 20-point plan for conquering the United States by 2020 – a plan revealed in the latest issue of Joseph Farah's G2 Bulletin. Anis Shorrosh, author of ''Islam Revealed'' and ''The True Furqan,'' is a Christian Arab-American who emigrated from Arab-controlled Jerusalem in January 1967. ''The following is my analysis of Islamic invasion of America, the agenda of Islamists and visible methods to take over America by the year 2020,'' Shorrosh says. ''Will Americans continue to sleep through this invasion as they did when we were attacked on 9/11?'' 1. Terminate America's freedom of speech by replacing it with statewide and nationwide hate-crime bills. 2. Wage a war of words using black leaders like Louis Farrakhan, Rev. Jesse Jackson and other visible religious personalities who promot

Normally Dont Do This
Hey everyone I normally dont do this but my friend Tiffany just joined and shes a great person. A single mother going through a rough time right now. Stop by and show her the great Cherry love that you have showed me since I've been here. tiff@ CherryTAP

New To Cherrytap
This is my first day on cherryTAP and so far I am loving it.... It is way better than myspace! Everyone seems sooooo nice and I can't wait to meet new people and make new friends! Well I gotta go! Hit me up, add me, and leave me cherries!!!! Thanks, April aka Laurilynn

Full Moons For 2006 Full Moons For 2007
January-14 January-03 Names for the January Moons include Chaste Moon, Cold Moon, Disting Moon, Moon of Little Winter, Quiet Moon, Snow Moon, Wolf Moon. February-13 February-02 Names for the February Moons include Big Winter Moon, Horning Moon, Hunger Moon, Ice Moon, Red Cleansing Moon, Storm Moon, Sun Moon, Quickening Moon, Wild Moon. March-14 March-03 Names for the March Moons include Crow Moon, Hertha's Moon, Lenten Moon, Moon of the Snow-blind, Moon of Winds, Plow Moon, Renewal Month, Sap Moon, Seed Moon, Worm Moon April-13 April-02 Names for the April Moons include Growing Moon, Hare Moon, Seed or Planting Moon, Planter's Moon, Budding Trees Moon, Eastermonath (Eostre Month), Ostarmanoth, Pink Moon, Green Grass Moon. May-13 May-02 Names for the May Moons include Hare Moon, Merry or Dyad Moon, Bright Moon, Flower Moon, Frogs Return Moon, Thrimilcmonath (Thrice-Milk Month), Sproutkale, Winnemanoth (Joy Month), Planting Moon, Moon When the Ponies Shed. June-11 Ju

This Is More Me Not Raelly I Just Like The Pic
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Mermaid0%WereWolf0%Dragon0%Faerie0%Demon0%Angel0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Rewind Internally
I long to feel wanted your thoughts are of me. I'll match and exceed from years of longing. Your eyes and mine meet from time to time. Our hands clasp w/ fingers entertwined. Prints from a foot as it presses with waves. The ocean cleans hurt and replaces with warmth. A setting past and a setting sun,almost to permanent as I chose the wrong one. She doesn't know nor does she care but everyday a smile contines in place. I said yes and I work it internally but my love for my daughter will stay on her face. Damion

Onions And Christmas Trees!!
Onions and Christmas Trees!! A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobies are there? The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there's three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a women's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After fifty, they are like onions." "Onions?" "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his twenties, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." "A Christmas tree?" "Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration only.

Saga Of Mono Man Continues!
Just a short note to let everyone know my son Taylor aka Mono Man was admitted to the hospital this morning! Think they'll just keep him overnight to get that nasty throat and the head to toe hives taken care of! Now I need to go treat clients and Dad is sitting with Mono Man - hope they have fun, lol! Talk to everyone later. Blessings, ALL!

Old Friends New- British Music Press Interview
Old Friends New Hey gang, Bumped into an old friend of mine from school. Katy is now living in the UK and has launched a new venture as a music journalist and I got the honor of being her first interview recently. Though you guys might get a kick out of this. Just "a little something for the wait..." Monday, December 11, 2006 Interview with Troy Brown of the band Small Town Sleeper Current mood: curious Hiya guys, Ready for my first ever interview? Well if not here it is! First thing first; I have known Troy from school so it was easy for me to get this. I can't promise ground breaking stuff from other artist but I'll do what I can. For people who have known Troy as well I'm sure you will know how the interview has come out! I hope you enjoy this little step into the "Small Town Sleepers" world...or should I say town. Q: 1. Troy what got you started into writing songs? Troy: I've been writing songs for as long as I can rememb

Check This Sexy Ass Out-please Re-post
Hello All, I am in my first contest, please show me lots of love and vote for me in the Sexiest Older Man contest. Please click or copy and past this URL to vote for me and leave comments http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=1174833143

Inspirational Story - Reason For The Season
Greetings Cherries! This might take a few minutes to read, oh, and maybe you should have a tissue handy also. But it's worth the ime for the inspiration. Let's all remember those less fortunate if we can this time of year. Happy Holidays! Enjoy the story! Slick ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ At the Truck Stop: The Folded Napkin A Truckers' Story I try not to be biased, but I had my doubts about hiring Stevie. His placement counselor assured me that he would be a good, reliable busboy. But I had never had a mentally handicapped employee and wasn't sure I wanted one. I wasn't sure how my customers would react to Stevie. He was short, a little dumpy with the smooth facial features and thick-tongued speech of Downs Syndrome. I wasn't worried about most of my trucker customers because truckers don't generally care who buses tables as long as the meat loaf platter is good and the pies are homemade. The four-wheeler drivers were the ones

Test Results
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

When You're In Love With A Women
When you're in love with a woman. Take her under the moonlight sky, Tell her how you feel, Or the moment just passes you by, Like a ship in the night, without a sound, without a say. The moment may never come back, Just rember you can't turn back the clock, and you'll be sorry you did not take that moment. Don't be sorry, Tell her how you feel, Make her feel as if she could take on the world, And in return she'll give you, all she has to give. She won't hold back, She won't turn around. She will give you all that she has to give. That's more than you can ever hope for.

Sunday, December 10,2006
UPDATE ON ALAN WELL, WHERE DO I BEGIN? ALAN HAS GOTTEN WORSE SINCE MY LAST POST. HIS FEET ARE STARTING TO BOTHER HIM A WHOLE LOT MORE, MAINLY HIS LEFT ONE, HE TENDS TO CRAWL INSTEAD OF WALK. WE DID SEVERAL TEST ON ALAN TONIGHT. HE DOES NOT FEEL IT WHEN WE TOUCH HIS FEET. UNLESS WE PUSH REALLY HARD. NOW SOME OF U MAY WONDER HOW HE CAN TELL WHEN HIS FEET HURT IF HE CANNOT FEEL ANYTHING. I WONDERED THAT ALSO. I WILL TRY TO EXPLAIN THE BEST I CAN. IT IS KINDA LIKE WHEN U HAVE A MUSCLE SPASM IF YOU MASSAGE THE SKIN IT DOES NOT HELP. U HAVE TO LET THE MUSCLE RELAX FOR THE PAIN TO GO AWAY. WELL ALANS PAIN IS IN HIS NERVES, INSIDE HIS LEGS. TO HIM IT FEELS LIKE HIS FEET ARE ON FIRE. BECAUSE OF THE STRIPPED NERVES IN HIS LEGS AND FEET. THE NERVES ARE EXPOSED. I HOPE THIS IS MAKING SOME SENSE. HE HAS STARTED TO FALL MORE THAN USUAL. HIS FEET DOES NOT JUST HURT WHILE HE IS ON THEM, THEY HURT ALL THE TIME. I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO IMAGINE THE PAIN HE IS IN. AND

Tuesday, November 28,2006
DISNEY WORLD WELL ALOT HAS HAPPENED SINCE I LAST POSTED. SINCE NEWS 5 DID A STORY ON ALAN, WE HAVE HAD SOME FEEDBACK. NOT MUCH BUT EVERY LITTLE THING HELPS. ALAN IS STILL NOT RECIEVING ANY PHYSICAL THEARPY. OTHER THAN WHAT WE DO AT HOME. HE STILL HAS HIS GOOD AND BAD DAYS. HE JUST GOT BACK YESTERDAY FROM DISNEY WORLD. HE WENT DOWN THERE WITH HIS GRANMA. ALL THE CHILDREN LEFT LAST TUESDAY. ME AND DEREK SURPRISED THEM BY SHOWING UP THURSDAY MORNING. THEY WERE ALL QUITE SURPRISED..LOL, THE LOOK ON ALL THEIR FACES. WE ALL HAD A VERY GOOD TIME. ALAN CAN HARDLY WAIT TO GO WITH MAKE A WISH. THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO BE LETTING ME KNOW SOMETIME SOON WHEN OUR TRIP IS SUPPOSE TO BE. I AM EXCITED THAT HE WAS APPROVED IN A WAY, BUT THEN IN ANOTHER WAY IM VERY SAD. AS I KNOW ALANS CONDITION WILL ONLY GET WORSE AS TIME GOES BY. BUT HOPEFULLY WITH THE RESEARCH GOING ON SOMETHING WILL CHANGE. ANOTHER LITTLE BOY IN GA, MAY HAVE GAN ALSO. HIS NAME IS LYOTTON. THE DOCTORS ARE 99.9% SURE THIS IS WHAT HE HA

Okay, I Entered This Contest
Here's my link -there are some other good looking dudes on there, but how many of them have: INTELLIGENCE (Master's degree), TALENT (drumming, diving, martial arts, exotic dancing etc.!!) and PERSONALITY?? Thank you friends!! I love ya. -Mikey

Hey!!
Hey, Cherries I'm really enjoying myself here. I guess that's because the people are so cool. Well, again Happy Holidays! Feel Free To give me a shout or two! All New Cherries Welcome!! Rate me and I'll return the favor. Much Luv!!

Friday, September,8,2006
WKRG- WELL I HAVE SENT OUT SEVERAL EMAILS TO THE LOCAL NEWS CHANNELS, AND ONE FINALLY REPLIED BACK. WKRG WAS HERE THIS MORNING AND DID A STORY ON ALAN. IT WILL AIR TONIGHT-( 9-8-06) AT 5:00 P.M.. ON CHANNEL 5. WE ARE HOPING WITH THIS STORY THEIR WILL BE MORE PEOPLE OUT THERE, THAT WILL SHOW AN INTREST IN THIS ILLNESS, AND POSSIBILY WORK ON DOING MORE RESEARCH.

Tuesday, August 29,2006
UP DATE: WELL ALOT HAS HAPPEND SINCE WE RECIEVED A CONFIRMED DIAGNOSES. WE CONTACTED A SOCIAL WORKER FOR BC/BS TO SEE WHAT HELP WE COULD GET IN GETTING WHAT ALAN NEEDS. WELL THEY WERE NOOOOO HELP WHAT SO EVER. THEY SAID THE MACHINE WE WERE ASKING FOR WAS TO EXPERTMENTAL. AND THAT THEIR WAS NOTHING SHE COULD DO ABOUT THE PHYSICAL THERAPY EITHER. WE ASKED HER WHAT HELP COULD SHE GIVE AND SHE SAID NOTHING. THEN SHE SAID SORRY.. NOW THIS MAKES NO SENSE TO ME AT ALL. WHY OFFER A CASE WORKER? THEN NOT DO ANYTHING TO HELP AT ALL. BUT THATS OK SOMETHING WILL WORK OUT, AND IT DID DEREK'S AUNT BJ KNOWS A MASSAGE THEARPIST WHO IS WILLING TO DO SOME WORK WITH ALAN. HIS FIRST APPOINTMENT IS NEXT TUESDAY AT 6:00 P.M. WE ARE NOT SURE HOW MANY DAYS A WEEK NOR FOR HOW LONG, BUT IT IS A START. AND IT IS A TRUE BLESSING. HE WAS ALSO MEASURED FOR HIS LEG BRACES. HE WILL GET THEM ON 9-13-06, WE ALSO GOT HIM A WALKER, THAT WAY HE CAN STAY MOBLE FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE. HE W

Tuesday, August 22,2006
TEST RESULTS WELL IT HAS BEEN CONFIRMED, ALAN HAS GIANT AXONAL NEUROPATHY. THEIR IS NO CURE. ( AS OF TODAY) BUT WHO KNOWS MAYBE IN 5 OR 10 YEARS THERE WILL BE SOME HELP FOR HIM. JJUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW.

Come See Me
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Dreaming Of You
I don't want to sleep because I'm afraid for waking up waking up without you touches my heart to deep I don't want to close my eyes because then I"ll dream about you and opening them reminds me of you I don't want to go to bed because that's the end of this day I can dream about you close to me but in real life you are far away I don't want to wake up again because I had a great dream you where there with me how sweet dreams can be

Tuesday, August 8,2006
today at uab well we are here in birmingham, alabama alan's surgery went well. we should know something about his results in about 2 weeks.he will be wheelchair bound also for the next two weeks. he is sleeping right now, and has been for most of the day. everyone up here has been really good. alan really enjoyed his nurse julie. i have a picture of him and julie that i will post once we get back home.well just wanted to let everyone know how he was doing.

Tuesday, August 1, 2006
CONFIRMED APPOINTMENT DATE I TALKED TO THE DOCTOR UP AT UAB TODAY. ALAN'S APPOINMENT IS FOR MONDAY THE 7TH. WE HAVE TO BE THERE AT 12:30 FOR THE CONSULATION. THEN HIS SURGERY WILL BE TUESDAY THE 8TH, WE HAVE TO BE THERE AT 6:30 TO GET HIM PREPPED FOR SURGERY.THEY SAID THE SURGERY WILL TAKE A WHILE. I DONT KNOW WHAT THE RISKS ARE YET. WE WILL NOT FIND ANY OF THAT OUT UNTILL MONDAY. THE DOCTOR IS PRETT SURE THAT ALAN HAS GIANT AXONAL NEUROPATHY. THIS IS VERY RARE. IF ANYONE OUT THERE KNOWS OF ANYONE WITH THIS PLEASE SEND ME AN EMAIL OR POST SOMETHING TO THIS PAGE OR THE YAHOO GROUPS PAGE. PLEASE KEEP ALAN IN YOUR PRAYERS. THANKS, AMANDA

Monday, July 31, 2006
NERVE BIOSPY WELL I SENT SOME PICTURES UP TO OUR DOCTOR AT UAB THIS MORNING. HE REPLIED BACK. THIS IS WHAT HE WROTE. Mrs. Hamrac, I appreciate the pictures. As you may recall, everything to date regarding testing has been unremarkable except for his nerve conduction study in the past. I think that we must now proceed with a nerve biopsy of one of his sural nerves. This is typically done by neurosurgery or general surgery. I again appreciate your patience while I make these arrangements. MY SISTER SAID THAT ALAN NEEDS A SURGEON, BECAUSE ALAN WILL HAVE TO BE PUT TO SLEEP TO HAVE THIS DONE. I HOPE THAT AFTER THIS TEST IS DONE AND WE GET THE RESULTS BACK THAT MAYBE WE WILL HAVE A CONFIRMED DIAGANOSES. THAT WAY WE WILL KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT AND PERHAPS HOW TO TREAT IT. ILL KEEP EVERYONE INFORMED.

Friday, July 28 2006
NEUROPATHY IS PROGRESSING VERY QUICKLY I WAS PLAYING WITH ALAN EARLIER AND NOTICED HIS LEGS LOOK WORSE THAN BEFORE. SO I TOOK A BETTER LOOK AND INDEED THEY ARE ALOT WORSE THAN JUST 3 WEEKS AGO. HIS LEGS ARE CURVING INWARD. HE IS FALLING A GREAT DEAL MORE THAN USUAL ALSO. A FRIEND SUGGESTED I EMAIL THE DOCTOR AT UAB THE PICTURES I TOOK OF ALAN 3 WEEKS AGO AND THE NEW PICTURES I TOOK OF HIM TONIGHT. SO HE CAN SEE HOW QUICK THIS IS AFFECTING HIM. MAYBE THAT WILL GET THE DOCTOR GOING ON SOMETHING. I HATE JUST WAITING AROUND AND NOT KNOWING ANYTHING.AND KNOWING MY CHILD IS HURTING AND GETTING WORSE BY THE DAY AND NOT BEING ABLE TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. I KNOW HE WILL BE IN A WHEELCHAIR SOON.AND THAT BOTHERS ME A GREAT DEAL. BUT THEN I TALK TO ALAN ABOUT IT. AND THE FIRST WORDS OUT OF HIS MOUTH WERE, CAN WE MAKE IT LOOK LIKE A RACECAR?AND MAKE IT GO REALLY FAST? LOL AFTER HEARING THOSE WORDS, I KNOW EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. ALAN IS SO SMART, LOVING, KIND, SWEET HE I

Monday, July 24,2006
What is Gan( giant axonal neuropathy) It all applies to Alan except for the seizures and mental retardation. As far as I know, he has never had a seizure and is doing great in school. Giant axonal neuropathy is a rare hereditary motor and sensory neuropathy (HSMN) that severely affects the central nervous system. The first symptoms appear in early childhood. This disorder is characterized by abnormalities in the peripheral and central nervous systems including low muscle tone (hypotonia), muscle weakness, decreased reflexes, impaired muscle coordination (ataxia), seizures and mental retardation. Pale, tightly curled hair is frequently seen in those affected. Giant axonal neuropathy follows autosomal recessive genetic inheritance. Even Alan's hair looks like that but we can't find any evidence in our family of this hereditary disease. The diagnosis hasn't been confirmed yet but it's the closest match to all of Alan's symptoms.

Thursday, July 20 2006
physical therapy as noted in the last post. the doctor recommended Alan to continue his therapy. Alan was doing really well until the insurance stopped covering Alan. they said that he has used all of his benefits till January of 2007.we have resubmitted a request 3 times so far. and they are still not going to accept i.ti keep hoping that if we keep requesting, maybe they will allow it. but so far nothing has happened. it just makes me so mad, every week we pay out so much for insurance, we hardly ever use any of the benefits that we have. and when something happens and we really need it, they are not there for us. i m sorry im just a tad bit upset at the moment. and am babbling. Alan had new blood work done a few weeks ago. his vitamin level was great, all the test came back normal except for his cholesterol level was 212 now we are waiting on the doctor at uab ( university of Alabama) to find out what test he wants to do on Alan based on the blood work results. either a s

Summary-part 1 Thru-7
summary 7 sensory examination revealed decreased sensation to vibration, pinprick,temperature, and proprioception at the levelof his ankles. reflexes were trace only in the biceps. reflexes abset throughout. coordination: finger-to-nose was intact. gower signs present. the patient can walk on his toes, however, cannot walk on his heels. he has a broad-based foot-slap gait with a waddling gait. impression: alan is a 6 year-old male with developmental delay that appears confined to the peripheral nervous system. it appears to involve the motor system as well as the sensory system. based on the reports, this is suggestive of a peripheral neuropathy affecting both the sensory and motor peripheral nerves. his workup to date has neen nondiagnostic. he does have features that are suggestive of an underlying genetic or neurologic condition. recommendations his neurological examination with the permission of the parentstoday, was videotaped so that this may be re

The Rabbi
This is a story about a popular young Rabbi, who on Sabbath Eve announces to his congregation that he will not renew his contract. He explains that he must move on to a larger congregation that will pay him more. There is a hush. No one wants him to leave. Sol Epstein, who owns several car dealerships in the City stands up and proclaims: "If the Rabbi stays, I will provide him with a new Cadillac every year and his wife with a Honda mini-van to transport their children!" The congregation sighs in appreciation, and applauds. Sam Goldstein, a successful entrepreneur and investor , stands and says: If the Rabbi will stay on here, I'll personally double his salary, and also establish a foundation to guarantee the college education's of all his children!!" More sighs and loud applause. Sadie Goldfarb, age 88, stands and announces with a smile, "If the Rabbi stays, I vill give him sex!" There is total silence. The Rabbi, blushing, asks her: "Mrs. Goldfarb, whatever

Theunloved’s Spirit May Come And Go
TheUnloved’s Spirit may come and go… For Now I must go. With every visit he intends on leaving…. You with a Reminder of himself….. Hopefully it’s a Reminder of Love & Respect. Maybe I will return soon..

'twas The Night Before Christmas..wow What A Mess
'Twas the night before Christmas and Santa's a wreck... How to live in a world that's politically correct? His workers no longer would answer to "Elves". "Vertically Challenged" they were calling themselves. And labor conditions at the north pole Were alleged by the union to stifle the soul. Four reindeer had vanished, without much propriety, Released to the wilds by the Humane Society. And equal employment had made it quite clear That Santa had better not use just reindeer. So Dancer and Donner, Comet and Cupid, Were replaced with 4 pigs, and you know that looked stupid! The runners had been removed from his sleigh; The ruts were termed dangerous by the E.P.A. And people had started to call for the cops When they heard sled noises on their roof-tops. Second-hand smoke from his pipe had his workers quite frightened. His fur trimmed red suit was called "Unenlightened." And to show you the strangeness of life's ebbs and flows, Rudolf was suing over unauthorize

Juggalo Vs. Friend
JUGGALO VS. FRIEND-- Friend: Calls your parents "Mr." or "Mrs." Juggalo: Call your parents "Mom" or "Dad." Friend: Has never seen you cry. Juggalo: Has the best shoulder to cry on. Friend: Asks you for your number. Juggalo: Asks you for their number. Friend: Will leave you hanging to be with a crowd. Juggalo: Always has your back. Friend: Runs for help in a fight. Juggalo: Jumps in the fight to help. Friend: Will bail your stale ass out of Jail. Juggalo: Will be sittin' right next to you saying "That was fucking awesome!" Friend: Will help you move out of a house. Juggalo: Will help you move a dead body out of the house. Friend: Bums you a cigarette Juggalo: Bums you his last pack Friend: Is there when you need them Juggalo: Is there even when you dont need them Friend: Gets drunk at a party and pukes on your carpet Juggalo: Feels worse than you do about puking on your carpet in the morning Friend: Hides you from the cops Juggalo: Is probably the reason the cops a

It 's Christmas Charlie Brown!
Remember when this was the movie that we all watched to learn the "true meaning of Christmas?" Part 1- part 2- I honestly havent seen this myself in years.. and though I'm neither Christian, or really celebrate christmas- the morals of this cartoon still point out so many things that I think when cartoons and 'Hallmark holidays' evolved, were lost. Kids don't see things like this anymore. and We've no one to blame but ourselves. If you have kids - please get them this movie, or if you see it on tv this season make sure to sit down and watch it with them. The funny thing is - as a grown up, every year I have my own Charlie brown christmas tree :)

I'm An Angel
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92%Faerie92%Mermaid58%Dragon42%WereWolf17%Demon17%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

July,18 2006
i was going to list everything that alan has had done inividually, but decided this would be better. this is a summary report of when we went to birmingham, alabama in february of this year. review of medical records: alan was referred for gait abnormality. there is a note dated march 10 ,2004 from dr.chalhub. he is being seen for some develomental delay, some possible decreased speech and clumsiness.his examination at that time was significant for a head circumference of 54 cm, somewhat slightly spaced eyes with normal chest, heart, and adomen, and normal ears, eyes, nose and throat examination. his neurological exam was assessed as pupils were equal and reactive. extraocular movements were full. face was symmetric. he did not demonstrate any significant weakness. he could sit, stand, walk, and crawlalthough somewhat clusmy. he has had an mri of the brain in the past was normal. he has had normal chromosomes. he has been seen by a genetics doctor. he had a cpk of 105, lactic