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My Way - Frank Sinatra
And now, the end is near And so I face the final curtain. My friend, Ill say it clear, Ill state my case, of which Im certain. Ive lived a life thats full. Ive traveled each and evry highway But more, much more than this, I did it my way. Regrets, Ive had a few But then again, too few to mention. I did what I had to do And saw it through without exemption. I planned each charted course Each careful step along the byway, But more, much more than this, I did it my way. Yes, there were times, Im sure you knew When I bit off more than I could chew. But through it all, when there was doubt, I ate it up and spit it out. I faced it all and I stood tall And did it my way. Ive loved, Ive laughed and cried. Ive had my fill my share of losing. And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing. To think I did all that And may I say - not in a shy way, No, oh no not me, I did it my way. For what is a man, what has he got? If not himself, then he has na

80's Kid!
Had to steal this, its' from MySpace bulletin but it's fun to reminisce... Q: Did you own a Light Brite? Yep. Q: Played with Strawberry Short Cake dolls? My sister had some, I might've popped a head off... Q: Played with Gi-Joe dolls? Yeah, friend Frank had a ton of 'em Q: Have a He-man or She-Ra toy? Didn't but Frank did. Q: Own a slinky? Multiple times, including as an xmas gift 2-3 years ago. Q: Had a Jem doll? Nope. Q: What about a Cabbage patch kid? I think his name was Calvin. My sister had Natasha. Q: Own a big wheel? Yep. Q: Trade Garbage Pail kids? I found a box of them while moving... used to get them at the sausage shop all the time. Q: Had a Popple? Nope Q: Had a Pound Puppy? I've got 3 or so in my stuffed animals box from moving. Cartoons of the 80's: Did you watch the following cartoons? Q: Thundercats? Ho!!!!! Q: Jem? I think so. Q: G.I. Joe? Yep Q: Rainbow Brite? Not unless my sister controlled the TV.

True Friends
A lucky star dropped on earth 1 night, and it asked me "what do u want? a million dollars, or a true friend? ". I chose nothing because i already had you. *Send this to 20 of ur true friends of CherryTap, !!! If u get this back ur a true friend 000000000000000 000000000000000 000000000000000_000000000000000 00000000000000___00000000000000 0000000000000_____0000000000000 000000000000_______000000000000 00000000000_________00000000000 0____________________________00 000_______*TRUE FRIEND*_____000 000000 __________________ 000000 0000000_________________0000000 000000_________0_________000000 00000_______0000000_______00000 0000_____0000000000000_____0000 000___0000000000000000000___000 00__00000000000000000000000__00 ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Silly String
Hi All, Incase you missed it, I wanted to bring it to your attention. An easy & fun way for us to help save our military lives has arrived. Yep, our military is always doing things to save lives & now we can do something to help save theirs. Heres how... We can buy cans of silly string, in any colors we want to buy & send it over there. They spray it on real fine wires that are attached to bombs that the bad guys set in hopes that our heros trip it, leaving them with a missing leg or worse! If your too shy to send it over yourself, you can ship it to me & I will send it over. Just send me a message & we will make arrangments. Thanks for caring about our men & women in service! Hugs, Karen

Love
Have you ever loved so deep, Haunted your mind even in sleep? Lost your heart, before you knew, Not sure how, or when it grew? Ached and longed, until you wept, Tortured, unbidden, secrets kept, Afraid to voice what is within, For opening is where it begins. The seed of hope, jealousy and fear. Emotion met, or withered and sere? How much pain is worth the chance? To let your heart eternally dance. Feel the joy, comfort and peace, Allow the pain to finally release, Take love to its fullest measure, Succumb to the physical pleasure, Touch and kiss, hold and caress, Bring to heights of breathlessness, Becoming one, at once entwined, Hearts, souls and bodies combined. Is it worth such a great leap? To fall so fast, so incredibly steep, Landing crushed, battered, sore, Or fly away together, forever more.

Dream
When all lights gone the dreams have come when the nights are quiet and the days are done when in your mind you look around in hope to find the gentle sound of her sweet voice in the calming winds with your own choice you pick the one you know you love too hold her tight with one to live you think you might ask her there to be your wife to love and care through out your life when you get down to your one knee the time is now for you too be but then what happens is always the worst you wake too have had your heart that burst because your love was not really true it was only a dream and nothing for you

Hey Everyone!!!
Hey I am in a hospital with my little girl so i am using dial-up and it sucks. So bare with me and I promise I will keep in touch as soon as I get home. And thanks for all the comments guys your wonderful.

~~redneck Time Out~~
After a recent tornado in oklahoma, this child was found hanging on the wall of a trailer at "Bubba's Park and Rest" RV park? Is this endangering the life of the child or protection so he doesn't rattle and roll?

Hi There
Hi there all of you cherries. I'm fairly new to this site, thanks to my best friend Angie, whom, might i stat is absolutely awesome! I don't have much to say at this time, other than I'm a crazy lady who will have so much fun on here while i have the time..... want to know something about me, then just ask! hugs n love swt

I'm Back
FINALLY! Damn power company took 98 hours to restore service to my house. We had a winter storm back on Thursday night and the power went out to over 500k customers. It was a cold and lonely weekend. I spent part of the time out at my folks' house but I had to work on Sunday and the kids had school today. I missed all my friends and family here on CT. Hopefully the power stays on for the rest of the winter.

Perfect Dream
A good friend of mine once told me that if you can focus on a dream and keep it within your sight unconditionally, that dream can become a reality. I believe this to every extent, but there is one dream that sheer belief cannot achieve. This is to fall in love... ...To find someone who you can trust enough to give all of yourself. Someone whose eyes can lose you and all the same can lead you in the right directions. Someone to cherish, to want, to need... to complete you and help you find your place. Someone blind of your imperfections, def to words untrue, but able to hear unspoken thoughts and see untold dreams. Belief on its own will not bring you love, but love will give birth to new belief that budding dreams may bloom. You are my belief. You're my strength and my wisdom. My friend... my best friend... my perfect dream... and I love you.

The Quiz Of Life
[yes this has been posted as a bulletin, but feel free to make your own in a response] A craptacular quiz by Danielle! 1. When you were a kid, did it make you kind of happy when other kids got in trouble? Did you taunt or mock them with evil glee? Considering my highly sheltered childhood in Kentucky, I was not only amused at others' misfortunes, I was relieved that it wasn't me in their place. 2. Do you have a neurosis (or two or three)? The only Neurosis that I have are CD's with the band of the same name. Unless you consider my habit of self gratification every time I shower. 3. Do you look through other people's medicine cabinets? If so, what are you looking for? I don't think anyone else's herpes or hard on medicine is any of my business. Unless it's my significant other on the herpes meds, then I too probably am going to have a prescription. 4. Have you ever snooped through someone else's diary? If so, did you find anything awesome? I'm not int

Uber Yumminess!
Ok so this is the hottest man from last seasons American Idol. He was a presenter at tonights Billboard Music Awards. I found these pictures of Chris Daughtry from backstage the awards ceremony....I couldnt just let them sit...I had to add them here...and I didnt have any room in my photo section...I will be adding these to my stash though...So be on the lookout.

Trash Talkerz
ok, so how come pplz gotta talk shit about me behind my fuckin back and make up rumors and just tell everyone bad shit about me and they don't even know me or the reason why for things but their surposed to be my friends don't get me wrong i love my true friends but i don't want anyone to call me a friend or so much as even talk to me if their gonna talk shit behind my back its horrible when people are so insecure about themselfs that they gotta try to bring other people down to their level ....so if u are one of those people who talk shit about other people then just take me off of ur list and don't ever message me again because i'm not listenin to the bullshit anymore or what people think of me because for real i don't really give a fuck what anyone thinks that is why in this statement that i am not trying to change their oppions about me nor am i verifying anything true or untrue because to be honest it is none of their fuckin business and my life is my life i just wish they could l

Wild And Crazy Week Ahead
This week is finals week and I am hoping to do well enough to pass my class and finaly get my degree. It also happens to be my Baton Rouge week for standup, along with Lucy's on Wednesday. SO I guess you can say I have a plan for the week. Tommorrow get up, study like hell, go take care of my parents' dogs, go to Baton Rouge and do my 4 minute routine. Then I head back to Thibodaux and study some more, go home, get some sleep, then get up and study some more, take my final, sell my book, then head to Lucy's and do my routine there. It may be a crazy and time consuming next couple of days, and some may think it's crazy for me to do standup when I have a final the next day. True it is taking a risk but also it's a welcome break from the studying and also a way to relieve some of the anxiety that I am facing. I know the stress and pressure ahead of me. I do need to study but I also need to go into the final with a relaxed mental state so that I do not crumble from overworking my self

A Virgins Worst Nightmare
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. * * * * * * * * * Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. * * * * * * * * * At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. * * * * * * * * * That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come

Dunkel Ist Mein Bettdecke (in German & English Version)
(German version) Dunkel ist mein Bettdecke Dunkel ist wer Ich bin Ausbilden zu entwickeln als Dunkel zu sein Umarmend welches null Anderen kann Dunkel ist nicht mein behagen Dunkel ist eben welches es vertritt Ich bin die Göttin über Dunkel Dunkel werden verschlingen irgend jemand wer Kreuzen innerhalb Dunkel werden entwickeln mich , winden und ausbilden Ich bin die Dunkel Sie Angst Dunkel ihrer schlimmste Geschick und Alpdruck (English version) Darkness is who I am Form to evolve as darkness to be Embracing what no others could Darkness is not my comfort Darkness is just what it represents I am the Goddess of Darkness Darkness shall devour anyone who crosses within Darkness shall evolve myself, twist and form I am the Darkness you fear Darkness... your worst fate and nightmare -ME- DLoV -C- 2006

Here I Am................................
Here I am, playing with Those memories again And just when I thought Time had set me free Those thoughts of you Keep taunting me Holding you A feeling I never outgrew Though each and every Part of me has tried Only you can fill That space inside So there's no sense pretending My heart, it's not mending Just when I thought I was over you Just when I thought I could stand on my own Oh, baby, those memories Come crashing through And I just can't Go on without you On my own, I've tried to Make the best of it alone I've done everything I can To ease the pain But only you can stop the rain I just can't live without you I miss everything about you Just when I thought I was over you Just when I thought Log on to kill this message. I could stand on my own Oh, baby, those memories Come crashing through And I just can't Go on without Go on without you It's just no good without you (Just when I thought I was over you) Without you (Just when

Vote 4 Me 4 Prettiest Face On Ct!
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=250360&albumid=128024&i=29106897 PLEASE GO TO THAT LINK AND VOTE FOR ME FOR PRETTIEST FACE, PLEASE TELL UR FRIENDS TO VOTE FOR ME TOO, THANX ***KISSES TO ALL*** ~~~~~LUCERO AKA LUCKY~~~~~~~

To All The Military Gals!!
*You complain that your boyfriend/husband has worked late all week and have barely seen him---I look forward to the two weeks a year we spend together. *You complain b/c he doesn't call you enough---My heart is thankful for the 15- second phone call I got last Tuesday in the middle of the night! *You whine to you friends about how much you miss him already because he is on a two day trip with his parents---I haven't seen him for 7 months now. *You don't fee like making love tonight because you are too tired---We will stay up all night because we don't know when it will be the last time. *Your boyfriend/husband belongs to you---Mine belongs to the government. *Your boyfriend/husband is training for his game next weekend---My boyfriend is trained to kill. *It's just not practical for you to drive an hour to see him every weekend during school---He spends $700 dollars on a plane ticket just to see me 2 days. *You hate hanging up the phone when talking to him---My hear

My Promise To You
Many people has said that we wouldnt or that we couldnt or that we shouldnt we didnt listen we had belived in each other so much that we put our selves to the test the test of love the test of happiness the test of friendship the test of trust we have had our ups and we have had our downs we have made a life with each other a life that we both long to see work many times i have thought about you looking at you hearing you seeing you laugh seeing you cry knowing that i need you i want you i have you deep inside toghter you and i will make it baby you are the one for me the one i promise my life too the one i promise my everything for rember baby you and i this is my promise to you

The Best Quiz Ever!
[yes this has been posted as a bulletin, but feel free to make your own in a response] i am 'photosynthesis' in a nutshell! A craptacular quiz by Danielle! 1. When you were a kid, did it make you kind of happy when other kids got in trouble? Did you taunt or mock them with evil glee? :: "i laugh in the face of danger. ha. ha. ha.!" [in a tempestuous laugh!]. i was in trouble everyday, so if another kid getting in trouble was what it took to keep me company in detention, or the principles office, well then i was strangely amused! 2. Do you have a neurosis (or two or three)? :: i guess it all depends on how you catagorize the word "neurosis". I tend to mimick the likeness of an individual with OCD. For example: It is critical that i have no more, or no less than 222 friends on my myspace list. This afternoon i woke up to find that all that deleting and scouring got me nowhere! i now have 221 friends, and i am seriously considering crawling back to a "friend" whom i h

Laying It On The Line.......
So this is how fucked up my life is... Was married and w/my first husband 17 yrs,,, Divorced in 2000 (He was shot and killed in sept......) We have a daughter....Miranda. Stupid me.......gets married again,,, Paul.... Divorcing......don't know what i was thinking... OOOOOOOO yeah I believe in love and romance..... Yet I will never it see it happened...... So ppl........Please don't play me......im not as naive as you may think I am.....Getting stronger and standing on my own... Dont ask to cam or anything else........won't happen..... Dont ask anything sexual....wont answer... If you have NO respect for me as a HUMAN BEING......Then get out of my life.... Now its time to start living ........

My Mom Is Dying.
I got some bad news recently. My mom was diagnosed with inflammatory breast cancer. She has to have her breast removed and go on chemo. She has a 50% chance to live the next 5 years. I am super close to my mom and this is killing me. It's so hard. I can't really think...I've been in a daze. I'm going with her to the doctor tomorrow, maybe we'll hear some good news.

One More Old Review
Inga Reviewed by Mikeninja 2.5 stars After her mother dies, seventeen year old Inga goes off to live with her attractive 30-something aunt Greta. Greta is sort of in a financial bind due to her young lover Karl who is draining her finances. When the quiet and shy Inga arrives she attracts every man she meets. Greta, not realizing the growing attraction between her kept boyfriend and her sultry niece, plans to sell off Inga's affections to a wealthy playboy who craves innocent girls but the entire plan fails when Inga hops in the sack with Karl and the two run off together . . . Inga was a scandalous Swedish sin and sex erotodrama from the late 60's reissued and restored as part of Seduction Cinema's Retro-Seduction Cinema line. The VHS edition contains a beautiful print of the B+W film, some outtakes, two trailers for Inga and a third for the sequel, The Seduction of Inga. At first it seemed to me that Inga was going to be an over hyped melodrama but after Inga (Marie Lilj

Fort Saskatchewan. The Drugs
In the city called fort Saskatchewan I had famiy. I stayed with them untill I could get a job. I moved in with my auntie and my cousin who at the time was 14 years young. I gave her my focus, and my protection. She began to explore the world and I did my best to keep her on a good path. She began to try drugs and I just made sure she didn't get hurt. She introduced me to drugs of all kinds. I refused to partake. She rebelled aginst her mother and i and robbed me many times. She hurt me a great deal. I soon became violent toward people who were a threat. I would not bend I would break. I knew every criminal in fort Saskatchewan. I began to hate. I met people who could kill people. i met drug dealers. I had them on my side. I don't know how. But through the years I have gained much confidence and a presence of menace. If i feel threatened I seem to grow. I now know that they feared me. i used it to my advantage to protect my cousin from herself. She

Love Has No Limit
I have sat and thought about you many times thinking how it will be when i am holding you in my arms thinking about how it will be when i dont have to ever let you go thinking how it will be when you belong to me I promise to that my words are true from the heart true for you to see that this love that i have will be here for you habibi untill you can look into my eyes and realize that you are what i have longed waited for my life my love my one and only true soul mate till then habibi know that my love for you has no limit

Happy Holiday's My Ass!
OK! Gotta tell ya! I'm soooo fucking sick and tired of the few dictating to the masses. A few people are 'offended' by the phrase Merry Christmas. Let me tell you something about me. Last year was the first time in decades that I actually said 'Merry Christmas'. why? CUZ IT PISSED PEOPLE OFF!!! I say FUCK YA if you don't like the hearing Merry Christmas! If it offends you because you don't have 'Christmas' in your country ... FUCKING GO HOME!!! Thing is, Jews ain't the ones bitching! I don't care what they believe in. It doesn't bother me. Do what ya gotta for your own religion. Just leave us God believing peeps alone! If that fat man sitting crossed legged is your thing then hail Budda. I DON'T CARE! Just DON'T tell me I can't believe in God! And don't get me started on 'God' in the Pledge of Allegence. If ya don't like it ... GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!!! We need GOD back in the schools! And most of all, we need GOD back in the GOVERNMENT!! This whole 'seperation of

Life
Ain't life just a bowl of cherries? Or more like a bowel that had too many cherries? Living in the desolate wastelands, as I currently do, there is little to do, not many people to converse with, and a lot of time to one'self. At least here I don't need to worry about who is trying to get WHAT over on me. Here, most are what they portray, and are pretty straight shooters. Especially those I was raised with. At least they treat me good and know not to fuck with me too much. Back in the city, you never know who is capable of what and FOR what. Gonna get a taste of the city again soon. Gotta go help rescue another casino in need. I fuckin' hate casinos, but keep getting dragged back into the biz..... After a dozen years or so it really loses it's luster..... I just need a major windfall and a little place on teh beach somewhere SOUTH of the border.....

You Have Too...
Between us and only us whoever reads this I wanna know 21 things about you. Fill in all the blanks leave no question unanswered! ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME (inbox) THEN COPY AND REPOST IT FOR YOURSELF! send this back to me answered that's the whole point 1.Your Full Name: - 2. Age: - 3. Favorite Color? - 4. Favorite Movie: - 5. Favorite Song: - 6. Favorite Band: - 7. Most Embarassing Moment: - 8. Are you a virgin (be serious ppl)? - 9. What makes you really happy? - 10. What makes you really mad? --- 11. Tell me what you think of me: --- 12. Do you know me or if you don't, do you wanna meet me? --- . . . . . . . . . . HERE COMES THE FUN . . . . . . . . . 1. How long have we known each other? - 2. Did you ever think you loved me?Or, do you love me now? - 3. Would you let me play with your hair, just because? - 6. Would you ever see a movie you hated for me? - 8. What do you like/dislike about me? -

An Old Review Written By Mike
Night of the Living Dead Reviewed by Mikeninja 3.5 stars I'm not sure if I can add much to the commentary on the political and social issues expounded upon in the sub context of Night of the Living Dead so I won't. Besides I do not really appreciate the film for its deeper meanings: issues such as oppressed workers, overcrowding and deep-rooted fear and loathing of the eating of human flesh don't really concern me. I'm more inclined to debate my own Zombie fortification and weapon gathering plans. Discussions of the merits of a dry wall hammer vs. a framing hammer or why a .22 caliber hand gun is just as useful as a shotgun and perhaps more so (rate of fire, accuracy and easy access to ammo vs stopping power). The other common genre trait I do admire NOTLD for is its overwhelming sense of doom. Very few good Zombie films have happy endings (Dead Alive is one of those few) and this is no exception. (This is actually more apparent in its sequels Dawn of the Dead and Day of the Dea

Hear, But Don't Listen
Sorry I was Not there Before the glass Had to meet The wall Nothing I could Have done But just watch Those tears Fall They may have Yelled it in Anger It was done As a pathetic Release But the fact is It hurt you Because you Believed It does not Matter What is said It is by no means True Just remember this One thing The words mean What they mean To you

My Celtic Tree Sign
The Ash was a sacred chieftain tree, believed to "court the flash" since it was prone to be struck by lightning. The wood of the Ash was thought to be enchanted and was used by the Druids to fashion wands and spears. Its twigs were placed in circles as a protection from snakes, while witches would use the timber as handles for their broomsticks. Children would be passed through the branches of an Ash in order that they might be protected and to cure them from illness. Ash leaves were placed under pillows to induce prophetic dreams or placed in bowls of water to ward off ailments. The Celts believed that the Ash originated in the Great Deep or the Undersea Land of Tethys. It belongs to the trilogy of sacred Irish trees (the other two being the Oak and the Hawthorn) and is said to offer particular protection from death by drowning. The seeds of the Ash have long been used in love divination. If the seeds did not appear on a certain tree, then its owner was thought to have been unlucky in

Update On Hating My Ex
well as some of you know i have never really gotten along with my mother for the things she did as i was a child. well my ex's mother knows this and i just got an email from her where she is comparing me to my mother. you know i do my damndest to take care of my lil girl and do what i think is best for her. what more can i do? i thought fighting him was bad now i have his parents to deal with to....im really lost now

Thanks Baby You Know Who You Are
For You Are The One For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see your pics My heart skips a beat. For you define sexii In both body and mind Your so damn sexi face More sexier than I'll ever find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love.

Please Do This For Our Troops!!!
This is a Cool Idea! It will only take you a minute to do this. What a fantastic idea. I hope you all do this and pass it along to all of your friends. Wouldn't it be great if we could get the majority of the US to do this. Every soldier would receive a card from home. Awesome idea....kudos' to Xerox. Try this from Xerox. If you go to this web site, www.letssaythanks.com , you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them...

Think Of Me
think of me as the rain falls down for there are my tears of laughter think of me in sunshine my love warm smiles for ever after think of me as thunder crashes and rumbles for there growls my hunger you see as the sky lights up when the lightening flashes mischief in the making by me think of me as soft breeze is felt for my hand is brushing your cheek think of me as the winds blow fierce know my loving was not for the meek when the storms rage hard when the sun may burn i am always there with you for me never yearn see the rainbow colours know i am smiling just for you

Warm Up Winter Treat
NEEED A WINTER WARM UP,,MY WEBSITE IS READY AND WAITING FOR YOU TO TREAT YOURSELF TO A YUMMY HOLIDAY, FILLED WITH SWEET SOUTHERN TREATS!! IN THERE YOU WILL SEE ME LIKE NEVER BEFORE, HOT FULLY EXPOSED PHOTOS, STEAMING VIDEO'S, PLAYING WITH TOYS, AND ENJOYING THE IDEA OF YOU WATCHING ME, AS I DESIRE TO PLEASURE U!!!! I ADDED 1,034 PIC TO OPEN MY SITE,,THEN IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS ADDED 213 MORE PIC,TO INCLUDE ( TAKE ME OUT TO THE BALL GAME FUN IN THE DUGOUT ), ( SWEETNESS OF LOVE ),( CAN YOU WAKE THE TIGRESS )!! PLUS MY XMAS SANTAS NAUGHTY ELF SET IS READY!!! WILL POST THAT SOON AS WELL. ITS NICE TO BE NAUGHTY FOR U!!!! SO TREAT YOURSELF TO A NICE HOLIDAY GIFT,,ALL UNWRAPPED FOR YOU!!! SEE YOU THERE,,POST YOUR COMMENTS TO ME THERE AS WELL. XOXOOXXOXO SWEET, HOT KISSSES AND HUGSSS ANNABELLE addy for web site http://www.annabellebbw.com/ http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Annabelle_SexyMatureBBW/ http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ANNABELLE_SEXYBBWMODEL/

All I Want For Christmas Is.......
All I want for christmas is...... you vote.... comment bombing allowed....Please help me out and give me an early christmas present!! Click my picture to vote. Image code by deepbox.com

In A Dream
you came to me in a dream my heart stopped for only a moment but in that monent I knew it was right that you were right you came to me in a dream and the world around us stood still you look into my eyes and touch my soul I knew you were the one you came to me in a dream then morning came and with it reality I look around and you are not there then I remember you came to me in a dream

Opinionated -- That's Me!
Thought I'd share what I'm writing in some mums. 'cuz my blog is obviously so sketchy and really needed beefing up. Yes, I'm laughing at myself. Let's talk about older women and younger men. Is this OK? I'm a single woman in her 30's who gets a lot of interest from younger men. Part of that is sexual. They are intrigued by the idea of sexually confident, experienced woman. But not all of it is sexual. In many cases, women their age are still growing and changing, still finding themselves. These younger women can be prone to drama, and they're not always clear on what they're looking for. I'm an established, mature woman who's confident and clear on what she wants, and I'm always honest and forthright, and that's appealing for younger men. As for why I'm attracted to younger men... In general, I've found that single men my age are either damaged, commitment-phobic, or idiots. Also, they tend to look only at women younger than they are. Men older than I am don't seem t

Lmao This Was Funny As Hell
MAKES YOU WONDER > > > > > > > > > >Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll > > squeeze > > > >these dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?" > > > > > > > > > >Who was the first person to say, "See that chicken there...I'm > gonna > > eat > > > >the next thing that comes outta it's ass." > > > > > > > > > >Why do toasters always have a setting that burns the toast to a > > horrible > > > >crisp, which no decent human being would eat? > > > > > > > > > >Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer? > > > > > > > > > >If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about > him? > > > > > > > > > >If the professor on Gilligan's Island can make a radio out of a > > coconut, > > > >why can't he fix a hole in a boat? > > > > > > > > > >Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but > don't > > > >point to their ass when they ask where the bathroom is? > > > > > > > > > >Why does your OB

How It Continued Part 2 Dan
His name was Dan. he was tall and handsome and...Older. He was dark and mysterious and he acted like a gentleman. He drove truck and showed me the ways of driving. He loved it when i came home smelling like fried chicken and freshly baked bread. He lost at darts horribly on our first date. I kicked him butt and at pool he kicked mine. we talked and laughed and i gave him my youth. My virginity. He held me tight and i gave him everything. We stayed together for one year. And then he dissapeared. He claimed he was in jail. For 3 weeks and I believed him. He showed me more of himself. I forgave him and tried to be understanding. He showed me my first view of drugs. Pot... I fogave that too. He decided he wanted to move to Manitoba. I decided I would go with him. He went ahead and got us a place. I followed 1 month later. I brought with me my whole life. My most valuable belongings. My heart and soul. 3 months of happiness pass for me... not f

Hate My Ex
wow have you hated someone so much you just cant figure out how you ever loved them? that is the way i feel about my ex right now. he is fucking with my emotions so damn bad. one minute hes telling me he got a lawyer and the next hes tellin me if my boyfriend agrees to adopt my lil girl he will sign her over. damn what the hell am i supposed to think??? he is fucking with my emotions to the point that i just wanna hide until all this shit is over with cuz im so sick of dealing with it. If any one has any ideas of how i can get through this a lil easier please let me know cuz i really could use the help. im at my end and need a lil encouragement to help me pull my self back up

John Mccain & Pledge Of Allegieance
JOHN MCCAIN'S REMARKS ABOUT THE PLEDGE OF ALLEGIANCE!!! In light of the recent appeals court ruling in California, with respect to the Pledge of Allegiance, the following recollection from Senator John McCain is very appropriate: "The Pledge of Allegiance" - by Senator John McCain As you may know, I spent five and one half years as a prisoner of war during the Vietnam War. In the early years of our imprisonment, the NVA kept us in solitary confinement or two or three to a cell. In 1971 the NVA moved us from these conditions of isolation into large rooms with as many as 30 to 40 men to a room. This was, as you can imagine, a wonderful change and was a direct result of the efforts of millions of Americans on behalf of a few hundred POWs 10,000 miles from home. One of the men who moved into my room was a young man named Mike Christian. Mike came from a small town near Selma, Alabama. He didn't wear a pair of shoes until he was 13 years old. At 17, he enlisted in the US Navy. H

Thing I Do For My Girl
> GIVE HER ONE OF MY T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN. > > LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. > > KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F MY FRIENDS. > > TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. > > TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. > > L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN I TALK T0 HER. > > LET HER MESS WITH MY HAIR. > > MESS WITH HER HAIR. > > JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. > > INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS I D0. > > F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. > > L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL I SEE. > > TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. > > H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN IM AROUND MY FRIENDS. > > WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT ME I TELL HER THAT I L0VE HER. > > LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN MY ARMS. > > GET HER MAD N THEN KISS HER. > > TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE ME BACK > > STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHE'S SICK. > > WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER > > KISS HER F0REHEAD. > > GIVE HER THE W0RLD. > > WRITE HER LETTER'S. > > LET HER WEAR MY CL0THES. > > WHEN SHES SAD I HANG 0UT WITH HER. > > LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT.

Sexual Sign
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Sister
this was a message i recieved in my myspace inbox. its a letter to me from my little sister, Lily, whos was seven at the time. this is the best thing ive ever read! : "happy Valentines Day I Love you I am having fun at school sum Kids ar being men but I kick them in the Shins tha Tell the techr but I dot get in trubl evrebte is u skard uf me but I dot kar I hope you fel betr soon ILove you good by from Lily" translation: "some kids are mean. i kick them in the shins. then i tell the teacher but i dont get in trouble. everybody is scared of me, but i dont care." good lord! that sounds EXACTLY like me when i was her age! its scary! i cant wait to see if she gets in as many fist fights as i do! haha i have the "rad-est" little sister EVER!

Most Often Asked Questions Concerning Homeless Veterans
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Who are homeless veterans? The U. S. Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) says the nation's homeless veterans are mostly males (4 % are females). The vast majority are single, most come from poor, disadvantaged communities, 45% suffer from mental illness, and half have substance abuse problems. America’s homeless veterans have served in World War II, Korean War, Cold War, Vietnam War, Grenada, Panama, Lebanon, Operation Enduring Freedom (Afghanistan), Operation Iraqi Freedom, or the military’s anti-drug cultivation efforts in South America. Forty-seven percent of homeless veterans served during the Vietnam Era. More than 67% served our country for at least three years and 33% were stationed in a war zone. How many homeless veterans are there? Although accurate numbers are impossible to come by -- no one keeps national records on homeless veterans -- the VA estimates that nearly 200,000 veterans a

She's The Best Mjb
[Verse 1:] She's been down and out She's been wrote about She's been talked about, constantly She's been up and down She's been pushed around But they held her down, NYC She has no regrets She accepts the past All these things they helped make to make she She's been lost and found And she's still around There's a reason for everything You know I've been holdin on. Try to make me weak, But I still stay strong. Put my life all up in these songs Jus so you can feel me. [Chorus:] So take me as I am, or have nothing at all. Just take me as I am, or have nothing at all. [Verse 2:] Now she's older now Yes, she's wiser now Can't disguise her now She don't need No one tellin her What to do and say No one tellin her Who to be She's on solid ground She's been lost and found Now, she answers to G-O-D And she's confident This is not the end Ask me how I know Cause she is me. You know I've been holdin on. Try to make me weak, But I still stay strong.

Donuts.
my little sister, was taking this quiz with me over the phone [she's eight by the way]. she said she would be a krispy pee covered donut with dog diarhea filling .. yeah .. she totally takes after me. she says she wants to run a port-a-potty business and make people poop and pee in her honey buckets and if they didnt "go" enough, she would "make them" .. wierdo. oh on that note, she said she's gonna collect all my rabbit's tirds and "stick holes through them and make them into beads" .. she fucking rocks! You Are a Boston Creme Donut You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you. But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft. You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily. You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out. What Donut Are You?

Dance With Me Tonight
I want to dance with you for a life time Hold you close to my heart, Stop the hands of time Make the world give us a little more time To feel our bodies close swaying together To music that only we can hear, Letting it sweep us into Heaven Come, dance with me tonight We'll dance forever; never let go Hearts in tune hand to hand, Building love between us That we barely can stand Candles low no bright lights Our love will light the way, Come hold me close; dance with me Til the night breaks to day Feel our bodies pressed close As close as skin to skin, Open your heart to me baby Come on, let me in Fill my senses with your rush Let me taste your deep kiss, Hold me tightly to your heart Never have I felt like this Never will I feel it again For within your arms I've died, I've gone to heaven in your love These are happy tears I've cried Never have I been so loved Or felt so much love for anyone, Dance with me honey Until the night is done Dance

How It All Started
To be shunned. To be ignored and harrased all at once. To feel there is no hope for the future. The desire for death. The lonliness the sorrow. This was me from grade 4 - grade 11. We never know the damage we do untill it's done and we have regrets. My transgression was to allow it to happen. I didn't know better as I do now. Children can be very cruel. I stayed hidden and have blocked as many memories as possible. I know I was afraid and didn't know how to stop being so. And then I managed to find a way to become emotionally dead. It didn't matter anymore. i walked out of classes because the teachers couldn't do anything. This was a time before Columbine. Before bullying laws. Before I would have had rights. I was told that if i ignored it it would go away. So I was told. Totally useless endevor. I decided to hide when I was In grede 6. Went for walks on the school trails. Country school, cross country shiing trails. This was my way to find some

I Hate Mondays!
Got up at 8 had to go into town, got 5 miles down the road and my water hose blows on my damn truck, ok so I barely made it back home. Had to call a ride. I get to my destination and my daughters vehicle runs outta gas, lol ok so we got gas done more running and my friends house got broken into so she calls me. Man it was just one of those days when I shouldv'e just stayed in bed and watch some good movies. So tommorrow that's exactly what I'm gonna do, lol To hell with even messing with anything tommorrow. Uggghhh I hate Mondays!

My Best Friend
Our friendship is special, for you and I share a deep understanding that's precious and rare. We accept one another as loving friends should, overlooking mistakes, always seeing the good. We're there for each other in so many ways--- encouraging, caring and brightening days. Our friendship will always be special to me, for you're my best friend and you always will be.

This Promise
This promise is solid, And these words I speak are true, I want you to know I love you, And will always be there for you. Life for me has been funny, Throwing me twists and turns. Never knowing what to expect, From around that next curve. When you came into my life, That road started to straighten out, Things became more normal. And I knew without a doubt. You were the one for me, Making my life full of love, My heart full of joy, Its like we fit like a glove. The lucky man I am, To have found you by chance, You made everything feel better, With just your smile and glance. Thank you for everything, Helping me find that true road, I'm hoping you will join me, As lifes treasures unfold.

New Friend And Family Member!
I have to shout this!! Please welcome Stella to the fold. She is actually my best friend and the one who took all my wonderful photos. Please stop by to welcome her, give her some love. She is a poet and an artist, so look forward to interesting things from her in time. Welcome, my friend and Sister! Hugs!!

Rockstars Suffering From Incontinence
Thursday night my mom and I took my grammiekins to Ponzu, a classy 'asian fusion' restaurant and lounge that I often frequent. Much to my surprise when we walked in, the bar was smothered with psuedo-rockstars and thier pathetic following of roadies and groupies. Bridjette, my favorite bartender and friend, informs me that it is the band none other than Ministry. A terrible 8o's "rock" band that should have stopped touring ages ago. [They were guests in the Hotel Serrano, due to thier upcoming show that Friday at the Fillmore]. The beggining of the night worked itself out in perfect formation. We were seated in my friend, Jeremi's section, who just so happens to be awesome at his job [minus the fact that he was cussing in front of my grama]. It was perfect because it seperated my precious, innocent grammie from all the disorder that was slowly unfurling inside the lounge. We finished our dinner and I escorted her and my mother out of the bar and went back inside to soak up the sulta

Daddy...
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them wa

Whyyyyyyyyyy?
Why ..... Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are going dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleane

Ready To Be A Mommy
I'm in the last stretch now and I am so ready to get Emma out of me! I'm not trying to bitch about being pregnant, after all, it's me that has wanted to be a mommy since the day I was born. I am just so frustrated and at that point of being tired of being pregnant. I'm sure any woman who has been there understands where I am at with this. It feels like I have been with child for years at this point. My body is huge, my ass is drooping, and my tits are swollen. "Would you do it again?" I've already been asked and the answer is for sure. Given the right circumstances and despite how hard this has really, really been for me, I would do it again. After all....I want my son. I guess for now though all I can do it wait for Emma's arrival, hoping and praying that she is as beautiful and healthy as I have imagined her to be in all my dreams!

Special Christmas Poem
From Paul Minton A Different Christmas Poem.... The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment! , or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.

The Good Ol' Days...
It's the summer of 1961 and Harold goes to pick up his date, Peggy Sue. Harold's a pretty hip guy with his own car and a duck tail hairdo. When he goes to the front door, Peggy Sue's mother answers And invites him in. "Peggy Sue's not ready yet, so why don't You have a seat?" she says. That's cool.Peggy Sue's mother Asks Harold what they're planningto do. Harold replies politely that they will probably just go to The malt shop or to a drive-in movie. Peggy Sue's mother responds, "Why don't you kids go out andscrew? I hear all the kids are doing it."Naturally this comes as quite a surprise to Harold and he says "Wha...aaat?" "Yeah," says Peggy Sue's mother, "We know Peggy Sue really likes to screw; why, she'd screw all night if we let her!" Harold's eyes light up and he smiles from ear to ear. Immediately, he has revised the plans for the evening. A few minutes later, Peggy Sue comes downstairs in her little poodle skirt with her saddle shoes, and

Is It Really Possible???
You know i've been online for quite awhile now...on a few different sites like this one!!! && i've chatted with && met a few different types of peeps from all over...i've even had interests/crushes (I guess you can say)!!! But, I just dunno...if it's really possible for everyone to find true love online!! I have a few great friends who have (either themselves or a family member) met there partners online....&& they seem to have the best relationships....you know, I personally would luv to meet that special someone online!!! It just seems SO hard to do though...I personally have been the type of person to give my EVERYTHING for my relationships....no matter the distance between 2 people I think that you can really get to know a person for their true selves....it can be hard though for some peeps out their to be truthful...(as I have found that out in the past)!!! I can say one thing positive....I have made some great friends on here && on other sites....I have made friends with peeps s

Hahaha
It was many years ago since the embarrassing day when a young woman, with a baby in her arms, entered his butcher shop and confronted him with the news that the baby was his and asked what was he going to do about it? Finally he offered to provide her with free meat until the boy was 16. She agreed. The butcher had been counting the years off on his calendar, and one day the teenager, who had been collecting the meat each week, came into the shop and said, "I'll be 16 tomorrow." "I know," said the butcher with a smile, "I've been counting too, tell your mother, when you take this parcel of meat home, that it is the last free meat she'll get, and watch the expression on her face." When the boy arrived home he told his mother. The woman nodded and said, "Son, go back to the butcher and tell him I have also had free bread, free milk, and free groceries for the last 16 years and watch the expression on his face!"

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A small white guy goes into an elevator, when he gets in he notices a huge black dude standing next to him. The big black dude looks down upon the small white guy and says: "7 foot tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch dick, 3 pound left ball,3 pound right ball, Turner Brown" The small white guy faints !! The big black dude picks up the small white guy and brings him to, slapping his face and shaking him and asks the small white guy. "What's wrong?". The small white guy says; "Excuse me but what did you say?". The big black dude looks down and says "7 foot tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch dick, 3 pound left ball, 3 pound right ball, my name is Turner Brown." The small white guy says, "Thank god, I thought you said "'Turn around.'"

Just Wanted To Say...
If ur within the sound(metaphorically) of my blog, everyone have a happy and safe holidays, it just started snowin up here, and i know theres gonna be a buncha accidents. So like i said everyone be safe, a have a great holiday whichever one u celebrate.

Lol
Bill worked in a pickle factory. He had been employed there for a number of years when he came home one day to confess to his wife that he had a terrible compulsion. He had an urge to stick his dick into the pickle slicer. His wife suggested that he should see a sex therapist to talk about it, but Bill indicated that he'd be too embarrassed. He vowed to overcome the compulsion on his own. One day a few weeks later, Bill came home absolutely ashen. His wife could see at once that something was seriously wrong. "What's wrong, Bill?" she asked. "Do you remember that I told you how I had this tremendous urge to put my dick into the pickle slicer?" "Oh, Bill, you didn't." "Yes, I did." "My God, Bill, what happened?" "I got fired." "No, Bill. I mean, what happened with the pickle slicer?" "Oh...she got fired too."

You're Dying To Know, Don't Pretend That You Aren't.
The Monday Survey 1. If you were to find out you were pregnant/ had gotten someone pregnant tomorrow, how would you feel? First off, I'd wonder why God picked me for the second coming of Christ. Then I'd think "But I haven't even paid off MY college education yet!" 2. Do you trust your friends? My CLOSE friends, yes. 3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the person you love? Without a doubt. 4.Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? Yes. We don't always know what the reason IS, particularly right away, but everything happens for a reason. 5. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship? Lying and cheating. Most people would say abuse, but I can handle myself in a scuffle. 6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best roommate for you? Not sure...John maybe? He's pretty tidy and doesn't annoy me. 7. Can you deal with people who are too concerned with status? Yes. Most of my family

Some More For Today 12.4.06
Why Did You Come Back? can't have this need get out get OUT everything was quiet peace was on the tongue quiet in the hands and you fucking came back you FUCKING CAME BACK disruping what was sacred cutting survival to pieces leave me to the acid denial whispering into the empty night under a full moon that we both used to stare into loyalty wasn't a lisence to cut me to pieces so get out just get out and leave me in contented misery W.G.S. Give What Will Be just be like the others and look away take the love and give only betrayal give the knife in the back that there is a plan for touch and tear away pieces when you leave and you will beautiful angry hatred bitter heart that prayers won't heal and love won't soften m. e. j. Stay Out bouncing around in the head filled with alcohol and self infliction die when i'm done into the night into the empty sleep crazy bitch not so different hate me for my unorigionality and weak momen

Roses Are Red
Roses are red Violets are blue Words can't express How I feel about you My hair is brown My blood is red My heart is as fragile As a small baby's head The sun is yellow The grass is green Not once to me Have you ever been mean Some cars are big Some cars are small I'd rather be friends Than nothing at all

Kay.
Ive had enough of the computer for one day. And its idioticy with people :) So im outta here for the time being. Ill check in later or tommorrow. I really just love people :) dont you. Im really thinking about deleting my account. And all my messangers. And only staying in contact with about 3 people. Cause im really sick of shit :) ♥ ♥ Have a great night.

Cable Girl
"I'm from Central Cable Company," the voice in the intercom said, "you called in and saying you 're having a problem with your reception!!!" "I'll buzz you in," Erin replied, "I'm in apartment 1308, come right on up!!!" "Finally," Erin said to her room mate, Shawna, "you don't realize how much you miss television until you don't have it!!!" Shawna looked up from her magazine and said with a laugh, "You are turning into a couch potato, hon, the only exercise you've been getting lately is from using the remote control!!!" After making at face at her friend, Erin went out into the living room to answer the door when she heard the bell ringing! "Come on in, the cable box is over here," she said to the thirtyish blonde repair woman, "some of the channels are fine, but most of them are snowy!!!" The blonde gave her a quick smile and replied, "No problem, I think I know what wrong, but it will take me a while to fix it!!!" As the blonde opened up her tool box, Erin asked, "How about some coff

Christmas Operation Order 12-24-06
1. An official visit by MG Santa (NMI) Claus is expected at this headquarters 25 December 2006. The following instructions will be in effect and govern the activities of all personnel during the visit. a. Not a creature will stir without official permission. This will include indigenous mice. Special stirring permits for necessary administrative actions will be obtained through normal channels. Mice stirring permits will be obtained through the Office of the Surgeon General, Veterinary Services. b. Personnel will settle their brains for a long winter nap prior to 2200 hours, 24 December 2006. Uniform for the nap will be: Pajamas, cotton, light, drowsing, with kerchief, general purpose, camouflage; and Cap, camouflage w/ear flaps. Equipment will be drawn from CIF prior to 1900 hours, 24 December 2006. c. Personnel will utilize standard field ration sugarplums for visions to dance through their heads. Artificially sweetened plums are authorized for those in their unit weight con

Myself
Thanx Hawtpink for inviting me!! well... I like sports (love soccer and tennis) having fun and going out with my friends. Sometimes I get a hangover before that, but that's a risk I like :) I'm here for friends and stupid talks, so if u like saying any kind of shit don't forget to say hola!!

Things You Will Not Read In The News
MYTH: Common Belief is that most Vietnam veterans were drafted. FACT: 2/3 of the men who served in Vietnam were volunteers. 2/3 of the men who served in World War II were drafted. Approximately 70% of those killed in Vietnam were volunteers. MYTH: The media have reported that suicides among Vietnam veterans range from 50,000 to 100,000 - 6 to 11 times the non-Vietnam veteran population. FACT: Mortality studies show that 9,000 is a better estimate. "The CDC Vietnam Experience Study Mortality Assessment showed that during the first 5 years after discharge, deaths from suicide were 1.7 times more likely among Vietnam veterans than non-Vietnam veterans. After that initial post-service period, Vietnam veterans were no more likely to die from suicide than non-Vietnam veterans. In fact, after the 5-year post-service period, the rate of suicides is less in the Vietnam veterans' group. MYTH: Common belief is that a disproportionate number of blacks were killed in the Vietnam War. FACT: 86% of t

Condoms
This guy went into a pharmacy to buy some condoms. The only problem was that he didn't know what size to buy because he'd never done it before. He went up to a cashier, who happened to be a beautiful blonde and said, "Excuse me, Miss, I need to purchase some condoms, but I don't know what size to get." So the blonde said, "Alright, come here," and proceeded to reach into his pants and feel around for a while... Then she reached for her loud speaker, and said, "Hey, Sid, I need a box of large condoms in isle 3!!" So the guy took his condoms and left. A couple of hours later, another man came in with the same problem. He went up to the blonde, and said, "I need to buy a box of condoms, but I don't know what size." So she took him aside, and the next thing he knows, she's shouting, "Hey, Sid, I need a box small condoms in isle 3!!" into her loudspeaker. The guy, embarrassed as hell, took his condoms and left. A couple of hours later a kid about 16 years old walked

The Before And After Marriage
THE BEFORE AND AFTER MARRIAGE!!! Before - You take my breath away After - I feel like I'm suffocating Before - Twice a night After - Twice a month Before - She says she loves the way I take control of a situation After - She called me a controlling, manipulative egomaniac Before - Saturday Night Fever After - Monday Night Football Before - Don't stop After - Don't start Before - Is that all you're having? After - Maybe you should have just a salad, honey Before - It's like I'm living in a dream After - It's like he lives in a dorm Before - $60/doz. After - $1.50/stem Before - Turbocharged After - Jump-start Before - We agree on everything After - We can't agree on anything Before - Victoria's Secret After - Fruit-of-the-Loom Before - Idol After - Idle Before - He's completely lost without me After - Why won't he ever ask for directions? Before - Time stood still After - Where did the

Lmao
100 Miles an Hour A young couple is out carousing one evening. While driving down the highway the guy says to the girl, "If I go 100 miles an hour, will you take off your clothes?" She agrees and he begins to speed up. When the speedometer hits 100 she starts to strip. When she gets all her clothes off he is so busy staring at her that he drives off the road and flips the car. The girl is thrown clear without a scratch but her clothes and her boyfriend are trapped in the car. "Go get help.", he pleads. She replies, "I can't, I'm naked." He points to his shoe that was thrown clear and says, "Cover your snatch with that and go get help."She takes the shoe, covers herself, and runs to the gas station down the road. When she arrives she is frantic and yells to the attendant, "HELP! HELP! My boyfriend's stuck!" The attendant looks down at the shoe covering her crotch and replies, "I'm sorry Miss. He's too far in."

Fact You Do See
Vietnam War Statistics 9,087,000 military personnel served on active duty during the official Vietnam era from August 5, 1964 to May 7, 1975. 2,709,918 Americans served in uniform in Vietnam Vietnam Veterans represented 9.7% of their generation. 240 men were awarded the Medal of Honor during the Vietnam War The first man to die in Vietnam was James Davis, in 1958. He was with the 509th Radio Research Station. Davis Station in Saigon was named for him. 58,148 were killed in Vietnam Of those killed, 17,539 were married Of those killed, 61% were younger than 21 11,465 of those killed were younger than 20 years old Average age of men killed: 23.1 years Five men killed in Vietnam were only 16 years old. The oldest man killed was 62 years old. 75,000 were severely disabled 23,214 were 100% disabled 5,283 lost limbs 1,081 sustained multiple amputations As of January 15, 2004, there are 1,875 Americans still unaccounted for from the Vietnam War 97% of Vietnam Veterans were honorably discharge

Heart Broken
Long blonde hair Big blue eyes Behind her smile The truth lies She cries herself To sleep at night She wishes things were simple Plain; black and white But things are hard To understand For she is not in control And things are out of her hands No one can help her Not even her friends Sometimes she wants Her life to just end The pain is hurting her It’s killing her soul Her heart is now broken When it used to be whole She wonders why This happend to her She wants things As they once were Maybe one day She’ll learn to forgive But as of right now She doesn’t want to live He really hurt her He was the one that she loved So now she prays for help From the good Lord above But no one could guess Of all the pain Built up inside her Making her insane Soon she will have had About all she can take She just can’t handle Another heart break She

Men Are Like!
1. Men are like .......Laxatives .... They irritate the shit out of you. 2. Men are like .......Bananas ..... ...The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ........Weather ....... Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like .......Blenders .... ....You need one, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ...... Chocolate Bars ,,Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ......Commercials ..... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like .......Department Stores .... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like .......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ......Mascara ..... They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like ......Popcorn .... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like ..... Snowstorms .... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like .......Lava Lamps .. Fun t

Does Size Matter
SO THE QUESTION IS ,,,DOES SIZE MATTER? DOES IT MATTER IF UR WOMAN IS EDUCATED? DOES IT MATTER IF SHE CAN COOK, CLEAN AND RAISE THE KIDS RIGHT? DOES IT MATTER IF SHE MAKES HER OWN MONEY? DOES IT MATTER IF SHE HAS GOOD HYGIENE AND TAKES CARE OF HERSELF? DOES IT MATTER IF SHE TREATS YOU LIKE A KING? JUST LIKE THE ANSWERS TO THIS QUESTIONS ARE "YES"............ SO DOES SIZE MATTER TO US... WHAT THE HECK CAN U DO WITH __ N 3/4??? CLEAN THE EARS??? NAW.. PAPITOS GET ON WITH THAT... UNLESS U CAN GO DOWNTOWN RIGHT OR U ARE AN ACROBAT,,,,,, THE SIZE IS VERY IMPORTANT!!!! SO,,, I HAVE DONE SUM DEEP RESEARCH AND HAVE FOUND A GREAT WAY TO GET THAT "HUNG" AFFECT...JUST CLICK ON THESE LINK,,, AND IN A FEW MONTHS U WILL BE A HAPPY CAMPER....... ALWAYS DOING MY PART FOR U , ...... NOW LADIES,,,THE QUESTION IS,,,, WHAT IS A GOOD SIZE??? LOL... WOULD LOVE TO READ UR COMMENTS ON WHAT IS BEST FOR U......THNX

No One But You
No One Can Stop My Heart From Aching. No One Can End My Pain and Aching. No One Can Say Their Love is True. No One Can Save Me, No One But You.... No One Can Make Me Scream In Pain. No One Can Make My Tears Fall Like Rain. No One Can Ever Help Me Pull Through, No One Can Hurt Me, No One But You....

We'll Eventually Take Over The World...
A Newfie decides to travel across Canada to see the Pacific Ocean. When he gets to Nanaimo, he likes the place so much that he decides to stay. But first he must find a job. He walks into the MacMillan-Bloedel office and fills out an application as an 'experienced' logger. It's his lucky day. They just happen to be looking for someone. But first, the bush foreman takes him for a ride into the bush in the company pickup truck to see how much he knows. The foreman stops the truck on the side of the road and points at a tree. "See that tree over there? I want you to tell me what species it is and how many board feet of lumber it contains." The Newfie promptly answers, "Dat dere's a Sitka Spruce eh? and she got 383 board feet a' lumber in 'er." The foreman is impressed. He puts the truck in motion and stops again about a mile down the road. He points at another tree through the passenger door window and asks the same question. This time, it's a b

X-rated Christmas Ornaments Cause Controversy
X-Rated Christmas Ornaments Cause Controversy JACKSONVILLE, Fla. - Six X-rated Christmas ornaments, which can be purchased for $9 at area Spencer's stores and include X-rated snowman and reindeer, have caused controversy, as some concerned citizens want them taken off store shelves. The back of the boxes say, "Unlike those other elves, we know everyone on the list (even the naughty ones) needs to have a smile and a laugh this time of year." Store workers said that there were no restrictions on who can purchase the pornaments. "It is just sad they have to stoop to this kind of thing to defame Christmas," Hillcrest Baptist Church Rev. Jim Patterson told Local 6 News. "It says we are nothing more than sexual acts or psychical being and we are much more than that. We are spiritual beings and this is a spiritual holiday. And, why bring it to that level. It makes no sense to me." Some shoppers said they like the item and that they would make a great gag gift this holiday

Funnies
SOME JOKES TO KEEP YOU LAUGHING!!! ENJOY A Collection of Jokes to Offend Everyone What's the best form of birth control after 50? Nudity What's the difference between a girlfriend and a wife? 45 lbs. What's the difference between a boyfriend and a husband? 45 minutes. Why is it so hard to find men who are caring, kind, and good looking? Because those men already have boyfriends. What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog? After a year, the dog is still excited to see you. ( MY FAVORITE) What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intention of driving. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What has a whole bunch of little balls and screws old ladies? Bingo machine. What's the difference between a porcupine and a BMW? A porcupine has the pricks on the outside. Why did God create alcohol?

Shadowed Dreams
Late one night In a moonlight clearing Looking for a love She found so dearing She stripped her clothes And watched for her lover Never to return For he knew it was over Seeking his home In the forest deep He wished for nothing other than sleep Seeing her there her innocence revealed He must stay in the shadows He must stay concealed He looked over her body Then frowned and turned away For this one love Would never stay Feeling a gaze upon her chest She arose with a quickness And looked upon her quest She watched his back Drift into the dark She then sat down And cried with a broken heart She prayed into the night And what she prayed for Well she prayed for Mr. Right Her prayers were lost on a southern wind For ever man knew And none would come within Her seductions were known for miles around And few men would be embound With a heart so cold Yet a body so pure She thought none could resist Of this she was sure But one had d

Hmm
Jasmine and Austin have been going out since 7th grade. Five years later, they are in 11th grade and Jasmine has been thinking about breaking up with him. One Friday afternoon, on their 5th anniversary, Jasmine and Austin where talking over the phone. *The phone rings at Jasmine's house* Jasmine: Hello?? Austin: Hey baby girl!! How's it going?? Jasmine: Alright... You? Austin: Pretty good. Are you still up for the movies?? Jasmine: I'm sorry I can't go. I promised my little sister that I would take her out to eat today. Austin: That sucks. Jasmine: I'm really sorry. Austin: It's alright. Can you go out tomorrow then?? Jasmine: I cant. Sorry but I have to go with Alyssa and her boyfriend to the mall. Austin: You know, it seems like you have been avoiding me these past few days. First you can't go out to dinner with me because you have a paper due. Then you can't come over because you are too tired, and today during passing periods,

Love Hurts
Love is like a disease. You never know when it will hit. Although it's usually just good, it takes a lot to commit. Usually all the passion and affection comes along. But it can be disaster if your heart is not strong. There's probably only one man who knows what I have been through. He had his heart ripped out, spit on, and stomped on too. Can't really hate to love, can't really love to hate. There are just so many feelings being stacked upon your plate. Can you get it all down? Or will you start to cough and choke? Love is not some kind of game. People treat it like a joke. All these emotions overwhelm you. You can't help it but to cry. Next thing you know you got a gun, and you dont know why. But don't let little things like love go and get yourself hurt. 'Cuz the next thing that you know, you'll be sleeping in the dirt. And your soul will be standing over your corpse asking you why? "How could I let me kill myself? How could I let me die?" Then you r

What I'm Good At! Wo0t
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

8 Words With 2 Meanings Lol
Eight Words with two Meanings 1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding. 7 MAKING LOVE (may-king

Farts
So we are all sitting on the couch watching TV and Riley (9mths) is standing up holding on to the couch.. and all of a sudden.... BAM!!!!!!!!!!!! She farts so LOUD that she scared herself! :) I kno. it may not seem to funny. but omFg I thought that it was so funny just the look on her lil face.. And everyone got up and was like.."IM SO NOT GETTING THAT ONE!" and left mom to do it! ggeeeezzz.. thankx. poor Riley has a stomach virus.. so if she farts.. its just slides out.so to speak.lmao. I feel bad.. BUT this was the funniest thing 2night. ;)

Deeper
How do i start a game that i've already lost? How can i pay the price when i don't know the cost? And why do i let you do this to me? I'm falling apart now, can't you see? Is this how it was supposed to go down? We're hiding and sneaking all over town I'm in an uphill battle, i hope i can win Even though right from the start we were soaked in sin I don't care where we've been before And i don't know what's in store But if we can just hold out, we can have so much more Why are you with him, when you hate him so much? And why do you tremble everytime we touch? How can you act like everything's okay? When you swear you miss me more each day Why did we have to happen like this? And why do i get weak when we kiss? You say i have a control on you, But why won't you do what i want you to? I don't care where we've been before And i don't know what's in store But if we can just hold out, we can have so muc

Bad Santa!
Bad Santa I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy all Yeer. yer Frend, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a frickin book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell! Santa ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody. Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they?? Santa ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do?? Love Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he

Sex Joke
Body: This is a goood one! Okay so a guy is nearing the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!!

For Mothers
Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby . somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, "Normal," is history. Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by instinct Somebody never took a three-year-old shopping. Somebody said being a mother is boring ...... Somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager with a driver's permit. Somebody said if you're a "good" mother, your child will "turn out good." Somebody thinks a child comes with directions and a guarantee. Somebody said "good" mothers never raise their voices ..... Somebody never came out the back door just in time to see her child hit a golf ball through the neighbor's kitchen window. Somebody said you don't need an education to be a mother. Somebody never helped a fourth grader with her math. Somebody said you can't love the fifth child as much as you love the first. Somebody doesn't have five children. Somebody said a mother can

A Great Friend
You are always there, When I need you. You are never scared, Of what to do. When I am sad, You hold my hand, You make me glad, you understand. You never turn on me, you would never break my heart. You have always told me you love me, From The very start. You always give me hugs and kisses, While we cuddle in the dark, You make sure I get my wishes, That come start from my heart. I'm writeing this to let you know, Your a great loyal loving friend. and that I will never let you go, we will be together til the end.

I'm Back
HEY TO ALL MY SEXY FRIENDS. I FINALLY GOT MY INTERNET BACK. I HOPE I WAS MISSED. I MISSED U ALL VERY MUCH. WORK IS COOL EVEN THOUGH I HURT MY ARM. I'M IN A SPLINT FOR 7 DAYS. I HAVE TENDINITES IN MY ELBOW REALLY BAD. BUT OTHER THAN THAT I'M DOING GOOD. HOPE TO TALK TO U ALL VERY SOON. SEND ME A MESSAGE, COMMENT, OR SOMETHING I WANT TO KNOW HOW MUCH I WAS MISSED HA HA HA !LOVE YA ALL. LOVE JAMIE.

Monica Jordan
Ah, it was the spring of 1991. I was just settling in good from my basic training in the USMC reserves. This was the year I was to reacquire the Beasely woman, but that had yet to transpire. What was happening was a hand full of teenagers calling me. It could have been worse, believe me. So, after much debate (Ha!), Andréa began to occupy my phone time. During this time, I was purely a monster of my own desires and loved every minute of it. April 4th rolls around and I receive a phone call from a now single Monica Jordan. I knew of her because her former boyfriend was my cousin Demarcus. We talk about nothing too much. I pass the phone off to my younger brother. After a short conversation though my younger brother, we was invited to a party at Monica’s dad house. When the day of the party comes, we are the only guests. I don’t know if it was planned that way or not. The only thing I know is there is free cake and soda to be had, and I partook on the fun in spite of the l

Eclectic Thoughts
Random thoughts: - Me and Krazy Glue = bad. Yes, I glued my fingers together again. - 19-year olds with sexual urges and religious conflicts should stay the fuck away from me. - Sex and sleeping pills do not necessarily mix well. - Natalie Merchant's "Ophelia" is a really really sad song, and I should really not listen to it over and over again. - Buffy the Vampire Slayer is still one of the best dramas ever on television. - I wrote several impassioned mum responses today, including one conversation that went on for a good hour. It turns out that I'm opinionated. Who knew?! (And why did someone stop by my profile and give me a 10 for being "CT's only feminist?") - I'm apparently incredibly scary and emotionally intimidating, judging from the number of men who profess to care about me and then disappear. - 15-year olds keep talking to me on myspace. What the hell can I converse with 15-year old boys about? I barely conversed with 15-year old boys when I *wa

Drama
Ok here is some shit that i have seen recently.. Where i live and the folks i know have just been settling for some real bullshit lately.I mean folks have been choosing for comfort or just settling for what this society choose to label as normal.They have choosen to stay with drama and other useless shit.Get this would you stay with someone who serves you no purpose,nor can they help you to move forward?These crazyazz nigga's stay because they fear what is out there.The unknown for some is like jumping off of a cliff.Hell i say let's jump we can only land on 2 things our ass or our feet. And also when you stay around bullshit you keep flies,cause flies love shit.So we will say the flies are drama.And those folks who just sit there swapping at the flies are the complainers.do you feel me? So maybe it is just where i live ,but crazy azz PEEPS's are everywhere these days.And for myself i say that we should just shake the shit out of them...lmao... So tell me about the crazyazz

Just Think Of Me
When you start to feel lonely-and a little blue Just think of those words I have whispered to you Lips pressed gently against your ear I love you escapes for you to hear When you feel sadness- and thoughts start to change Remember our dreams that we plan to arrange When your laying in your bed and just can't sleep Feel my heart it's yours to keep Remember the smiles and what they'er about Just stay in focus whenever in doubt Anything else is simply not real Listen to your heart it hears how I feel And if you get tempted and start debating Be reminded again for you I am waiting When thoughts run wild and you start to wonder Just remember the sun shines after the thunder And when it gets hard and you want to give in Despite all opponents our love can win So hold your head high feel the rain through the drought Remember my love for you whenever in doubt...

Just Testing!!
Ok I know everyone on here seen my main picture floating all over the place from the blast, peoples friends list, people comments on pix and profiles....You know the picture I was exposing my legs and all...*Hmmmmm* Well If you noticed I've changed my picture to a plan "Jane" pic and I was testing to see if my page would be hit up as much as if I kept the other picture up....Well it just proved to me just that... most folks just wanna see tits and azz...Well folks you not gonna get it from me...That pic that I had up will be the most you will see from me...*lol* but I luv you guys anyway..*hehe*

*precious' Talent*
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Slayer
Enter my mind can you stop the rage No one shall mourn or pity my grave Fighting the world without remorse Searching for blood to never grow old A personal hell is where I reside Taunting death sounds cadavers in pain Judging my soul I am not his son Screaming God's name I want some more You love to hate me But you won't kill me Suicidal surge Desensitize the world Take what I want primordial ground Humanity bleeds from inside my veins Losing all grasp an evil so old Vengeance it breeds driving you insane Exhaust all will hanging by the neck Anguish within let it blind the eyes Better off dead us your epitaph Apathy feeds the human demise Absolute reign a malevolent mind Conceptions so vile in this bottomless soul Total addicting, corrupt and profane Force-fed lies in this chapel of lust Dancing in blood disciples enslaved Putrefied walls adorned with your flesh Coating this shrine of the ungodly cross You love to hate me But you won't kill me Suicid

Contest
ok one last attempt to rank up im gonna put on a contest startin tomorrow and ending on sunday with some help from a friend its gonna run on comments only as for prizes its gonna have to be a prize on here its a way for us all to rank up if ya want in let me know by noon my time tomorrow

Big Fish In A Pond..
I asked 2 friends that left here what happened. They said " I feel like a big fix in a pond." Now I understand what she meant. She never asked vote for me. She never said hardly anything . She never told anyone to vote on her pics. She said a few jokes in her blogs. Never acted stuck up like . LIke I .. I'm a "boss bitoch" lmao You say hi and its.. "biotch please!" "How tall are you?" "how big is your?" "how much money u make?" Then again.. this is an online bar.. thats why alot of people say that. When its last call.. I usually turn into a geek.. not the creeper looking for drunk women.. lol yeah.. it gets scary in the am.. the lights come on and your like woah.. you realy arn't so nice.. your mean lol j/k OH yeah.. I got a $25 gift card from my lame xmas party.. lol And I went to a karokee bar and sang.. more on that later. haha peace and afro greese Roy

My Sexual Hidden Talent (1)
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Your Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

We Will Miss You My Brother From Another Mother
well whats is there really to say but your my boy and i will miss you always and forever.. here's the story . my boy nick zedrema who was 21 years old died last night at his home of a heart attack. he was a real dude that would do anything for his friends, and his friends would do the same for him. the thing that i dont understand is how someone of 21 yrs of age could just drop like that out of nowhere w/o any type of sign. i mean the guy was fairly large but besides that idk if there is anything else that would be a problem w/ health. its just really fucked up how there are so many grimey people out there that God doesnt take away but he takes the ones that are good.. but sometimes that makes you think if they did everything that they were supposed to do here on earth and that it was their time to go to the next. i know that he is above looking down at everyone knowing that we all truely and deeply cared about him.. right now i dont know what to do. this couldnt have come at a worse

Lonely Life- Written For Mucha
in this world we meet and greet many people some stay some go. those who stay some on good terms some are not. with this life become hectic, and people become bitter. to survive in life you need a few friends and a trusted other. yet even with your other you become lonely wheither your together or not. that is not a happy existance. people need love life happiness. to be in love and lonely is not a life at all it's a slow ride to the living dead. mucha lif will be better written by biker reds

Boo Hiss !!!
Welp .. after 7 years of running like an ol' champ my old Pc finally bit the dust .. so Ill onlyl be on when Ive got access to the internet via friends or family pc's .. So in case Im not able to fully be back till after all the Holidays .. I wish Each and Every one of you a Most Wonderful day .. Be safe .. Stay happy and damnit .. dont ya'll go forgetting about me now lol Have a Great week .. Im gonna miss you all :) *HUGS* Wen :)

November 18 - 24th
Are you like me and yesterday you really didn’t give thanks until the relatives went home? I did something new this year. We adopted a gay turkey with a substance abuse problem. Most people had a day off yesterday – including the Detroit Lions. The pilgrims had this figured out. They had the perfect outfit for Thanksgiving. Everything they wore had buckles, including their hats. One of President Bush’s daughters had her purse stolen while she was in Argentina. The big problem was his plan for Iraq was in the purse. Looks like we have to start all over. John Kerry might run for president in 2008. He doesn’t think his botched joke will hurt him. His botched personality might. As you know O.J. Simpson’s book was cancelled. He’s starting a new one called "The Five People You Meet In Hell”. O.J. is saying that the title of the show and book was not his idea. "If I Did It This Is How It Happened” was not his idea. His idea was "When I Did It”. Instead they will now air "I

Overtime Ugh
The upside.. i'll be rich bitches! lmao The down side.. I'll be so stressed and warn out that i'd smack a person that annoy's me at the job. lmao Meaning.. I'd smack anyone acting all bitchy and hoey! lmao Now people want me to fix there pc's too. Thats more money! And something i'd rather do. I enjoy that. I'm alone in charge and no anal retentive morons to work around. lmao I can pay off cards and bills.. but.. I will sacriface alot.. No seeing my nephews or family.. I'd work Christmas eve.. and I'd probably sleep through most of Christmas or passout on the couch.. lmao It also means no dating .. oh wait.. the girl would actualy have to show up.. yeah.. better off working.. lol It also means less ct time.. Well actually that is good.. hahah I only have 10 real friends on my friends list.. the rest of ya don't talk.. more on that later. But.. The left over money goes into another place.. and that place is my pc and for a new car. I've

Slipknot Lyrics
WAIT AND BLEED I've felt the hate rise up in me... Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... I wander over where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait and bleed... Goodbye! I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time Everything is 3D blasphemy My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up This is not the way I pictured me I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES! How the hell did I get here? Something about this, so very wrong... I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this Is it a dream or a memory? I've felt the hate rise up in me... Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... I wander over where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait and bleed... GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS! Why I didn't I see this? I'm a victim - SINNED-BY-JUST Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away I've felt the hate rise up in me... Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... I wander over where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait

Emu Or Emo...what Ever I Gotta Write It Down
Sitting out side The wind blows my hair The moons light Shinning on me Next to me a knife Next to me a picture Of a boy i love His smile...keeps the knife away But when the picture was gone the knife was here One slit to bleed Two to smile A thrid to die And a fourth to cry yes a little emo..but what can i say i'm sry thats all =)

Best Ass On Cherrytap Contest 12/8/06-12/15/06
OK girls....show off those hot asses! Gonna cut it off at 20 pics to be posted on my page. Will leave winner's pic up forever! Gotta add me as a friend to get it on....give me the link to your profile and pic to post!

Not A Joke This Time
Well, we THOUGHT we were out of heating oil for the past 3 weeks, but it turns out we had 60 gallons, I had rapped on the tank and it sounded empty. So we got a full tank now, but still no heat till about 11 tomorrow when the heater repair guy who was already scheduled to show up anyway comes to check our whole system and rebuild the firing chamber. By the time he leaves we're guarenteed to have heat. It's been getting down to 8-9 degrees at night and we still have snow on the ground. My roommate got money back today, since the tank only took 45 gallons, and she'd prepaid for 100, she got $140 back and went christmas shopping. So now we have christmas lights up around my two new front windows and she bought a fake tree and ornaments. The tree came with it's own lights. So now it kinda looks like christmas around here. Today christmas lights, tomorrow, HEAT. And today I found out that within a week or two I will have $4000 AND I also got notified that the class action suit

Another Contest!
I need moms for "Most Beautiful Mom Contest" One winner will be for most comments and one for most ratings. You can bomb the hell out of someones pic with comments and down ratings wont do anything except give them an extra vote. If you want to enter send me a PM with the link to the pic you want in the comtest. Vamp

Once (poetry, Please Read)
A big love once was leaping bounds across an ever restless bed now dry as the Arizona desert. Potential grew like weeds inside a Chateau garden in England now dead and crisp as if a hard freeze rested there eternally. Silence sits upon us as if no words have ever parted from our lips at all. And I've almost forgotten how to fall into your arms. The cupboards of lust bare as a pauper on the streets of old-time London alleyways. And as I tiptoe around, I remember once there was the sound of the laughter that touched the hearts of everyone here. Simple scenes in red and green Like the memories of Christmas' past. Now inside these cold gray walls, as silent as a mouse, I find only a stranger in this house. ©Astra Allen

The End
ok people i think if i dont rank up by the end of the week im gonna be done with ct im stuck on this rank and have been for a wile my own gf wont rate or help me in any way no one is so its been nice to meet ya all robbie

Five Levels Of Hangovers
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 c

97 Years
97 years and counting (12/04/2006) The Canadiens are celebrating their 97th anniversary on December 4. Here is a look back at some of the memorable moments that have marked the franchise's birthday over the years. Goals scored by Jean Beliveau, including the game-winner, in a 7-5 win over the Blackhawks in Chicago on December 4, 1960. The hat trick was the 11th of Beliveau’s brilliant career. Number of Canadiens victories over the Rangers, their favorite December 4th foe. Number of goals scored by the Canadiens in an 8-1 win over the Bruins on December 4, 1993, the highest goal total ever notched by Montreal on their birthday. Total number of points put up by Jacques Lemaire on Dec. 4 over the course of his career. Lemaire’s greatest performance on the Canadiens’ B-day came in 1971, when he exploded for three goals and two assists in a win over Vancouver. Jacques Lemaire did his share of celebrating on December 4 during this Hall of Fam

Deleteing My Profile
i think someone is messing with my profile so im going to delete it but ill have a new one soon so if u want to add my new one u can send me a IM at xxsabrina_ladnerxx for yahoo an sabrinatladner05 for aim......or if u dont have yahoo or aim my e-mail is xxsabrina_ladnerxx@yahoo.com i also have myspace just search by my e=mail an u should be able to find me sorry you guys i hope i talk to u soon tho!!!!!!

Quote Of The Day
"Laughter sets the spirit free to move through even the most tragic of circumstances. It helps us shake our heads clear, get our feet back under us, restoring our sense of balance and purpose. Humor is integral to our peace of mind and to our ability to go beyond survival." --Captain Gerald Coffee POW in Vietnam for seven years

Please Offer Up Your Prayers And Support!
I need some help and caring for a couple of my family members that have been having some serious problems in their lives. The ones that usually do the updates and blogs.....are the ones that are down. So I am taking it upon myself to ask for strength. First: Scorpio One Scorpio_One@ CherryTAP Just before thanksgiving, he lost his grandfather. A couple days after the Wake and Services he fell and injured his back again. It is looking emminent that another surgery is going to be needed to correct the damage. Could you please keep him in your prayers and thoughts. The family could use your support and strength to help them through their time. Comments are appreciated. Second: I am A Proud Father! Taste Of Heaven I AM A PROUD FATHER! Taste of Heaven@ CherryTAP He has been dealing with a lot of illness both physical and emotional as his friends have seen by his updates. With all the stress and weather changes, he has been having a very difficult time getting back

Gargoyles
The Tremere are a little cagey about their origins, but the impression Iget from talking to the few really old Gangrel's I've had the privilege to meet is that they somehow made themselves vampires. As mortal wizards, they decimated another clan-whether Tzimisce or a much smaller one, the Saulots, seems to up in the air- and used the blood they harvested to turn themselves into vampires. Okay, you may think, no big deal. Me,I tend to think: cripes they must have been really powerful wizards. Here's the part that sticks in the craw of our Elders. The Tremere decided that they needed muscle . The Tzimisce had cannon-fodder childer, war ghouls and horrendously misshappen servents at their beckon call and the Tremere had almost nothing. So they captured unfortunate Kindred and experimented on them. I don't know what other clans they caputred or what they did to them, except that they caputred and tormented dozens of Gangrel and the end result was the Gargoyle bloodline. They made Gangrel

Mayan Calendar
What is the Mayan Calendar? The Maya calendar is a system of complex and highly developed calendars created by the Maya Civilization of pre-Columbian Mesoamerica. This series of calendars, includes a sacred 260-day calendar, called the Tzol'kin, a 365-day calendar called the Haab, and a 52-Haab cycle called the Calendar Round, which synchronised the Tzol'kin and Haab cycles. The importance of time in the Maya culture The Maya believed that time was cyclical instead of the western conception of linear time. This means that they thought that time repeated itself, so therefore, if they knew the past they could predict the future. By understanding time, they Maya could gain power over their world. The Tzol’kin The Tzol'kin calendar combines twenty day names with thirteen numbers to produce 260 unique days. It was used to determine the time of religious and ceremonial events and for divination. Divination The Maya believed that each day of the Tzol’kin had a character that infl

Baby
yes,there was an ultrasound because she was dehyderated and they wanted to make sure the baby was ok well guys and by the measurements that the doc took he said that she is 10weeks and 2days along.......he said that she got pregnant between the middle of sept.-the first of oct.........the babys heartrate was 174 beats per minute and the doc said that the baby was strong too....so to you I say boo hoo and oh well....too bad ..... so moving .....well might be better for you and your baby to be close to your love and her daddy........... Good luck in the move and everything................ Please feel free to comment on things i really like to hear them ..... thank_you peeps......

An Update On Me
Okay so I met Mike a couple of years ago online. He was stationed in Texas then Korea. But about two weeks ago well a lil over two weeks we met in person because he got stationed 2 hours away from me. And I made him meet everyone before we went out so they could explain to the cops what he looked like if I didn't come back lol. Anyways, we had a fun lil date and he stayed for a bit and talked to the family. Well this past weekend me and my family went to the city where he is stationed at and he spent the two days with us. Lots of laughs and sarcasum (Jen and Stacy). My mom and sisters drilled him. And Even asked if we were boyfriend-girlfriend, they knew we were dating but not even I knew what he considered dating. So he said yeah boyfriend-girlfriend. So Mike would be the new boyfriend. Likes me for me and not something that I can't change about myself. (Long Story dont ask). Anyways I just wanted to put up a lil update because its been awhile. Well thanks for reading!

C.u.t.e
Just So Like Everyone Doesnt Think Im Conceited C.U.T.E Doesnt Mean Cute As Aww Look At The Puppy It Means Something Else Thats Between Me And One Of My Friends So Yeah.He Didnt Want Me To Put It Up So Im Not Gonna.

Walking Away
Lonely are the days lately. My mind consumed with thoughts of loves I've missed. Loves I can't reach. Loves without reason. The illusion is blinding. My world is crying for you. I'm slipping back. No one can feel me now. Walking the other way.

To You... I Give My Heart
You're the first thing I think of; Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of; Each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have; And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger; With every move I make. I want to prove how I feel for you; But that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give; To you... I give my heart. A heart is a very fragile thing; But I trust it will be, LOVE that you will bring. God brought us together in his own special way; I want to LOVE you until my dying day. It's been magical right from the start; You are a gift from the Lord above, to you I give my heart. You are my ray of sunshine, on a cloudy day; Kiss me, hold me, LOVE me forever, in your own special way! "I loved him like no other man; I did not love his laugh. I did not love his smile. I did not need his touch. But, the one thing I needed from him was for him to always be there."

Hate Guys Like This!!!
Body: Boy: Where were you last night???? Girl: I was at my grandmothers helping her around the house Boy: Why didnt you fuckin call me? Girl: Baby Im sorry i lost track of time Boy: Not as sorry as your going to be bitch (the boy grabs her by the hair and slams her to the ground) Girl: Please baby stop im sorry Boy: Kicks her in the face and then the ribs and says I called your fuckin grandmothers house you were not fuckin there you lying peice of shit Girl: Wait stop please let me... Boy: Steps on her throat and says Shut the fuck up bitch. Get's over the top of her and starts to rape her. Girl: No baby please Stop please Boy: I said shut the fuck up and he spit in her face. He then pins her down with her hands above her head, and he penatrates her Girl: Please stop your hurting me please. She starts to screem and tries to get away Boy: Bitch if you don't shut up i sware to god ill kill you after a few minutes he finishes and removes the rest of he

Choices
I sit in fear, are the coices I make the ones I should be making? Is the time right for the decisions I have made? I fear for my heart, can it stand a loss again? Is this the time to do what I have done? What's done is done, or is it? Questions run through my mind choices to make. Without taking chances we live in a shell, but with the chances we risk the pain. Am I better off alone? Should I take the chance that I fear? I know what I want, but I fear that the time is not right. Choices to make always afraid to make the wrong one.

Ok Some Answers To The Questions You Are Afraid To Ask So I'll Help Ya Out.
I do NOT have a personal nurse coming in to give me a bath or to cook my meals. I'm totally independent. Although if she is hot and thick in the right places she can dress up like a nurse and feed me anything I do NOT want your sympathy (but I will take your checks made out to ME personally if you wish to donate to some "worthy cause"). I dress myself. I'm not breakable I do NOT need you to speak very sloooooooooowwwwwlyyyy for me to understand you. I am NOT a Wal-Mart greeter (typically you see disabled persons at the front door of said store giving out carts to customers. Though I don't knock this employment practice, I choose to be stressed out by people wearing suits and ties on a full time basis while being under appreciated and grossly underpaid. I don't expect you to not laugh if I do something overly gimpy. I laugh at myself, trust me, its okay if you do too. Sex... I like it.... you will too

Sex Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Fakes
I just had to let this out. It's been bothering my insides. Last friday online I was chatting with someone and I looked at the pics and normally I don't look at penis' some if they let me know ahead of time. But anyway, I looked rated and commented on his pics. We got to talking about what he did for a living. Now remember I saw him naked. It turns out that this guy lives down the street from me and since than he has taken off all his pics and removed his name and no longer chats. I saw him in our local food store. He was so embarassed. Now come on why be a coward now. It's not like I'm going to tell your superiors what you do online is your business. I guess the moral of this is don't get caught faking. Oh and I posted it on this bulletin because I didn't think it would work in a blog. He hasn't revoked my friendship. If you're gonna put it out there someone is going to see it. I am posting it here so I get the points and an E for effort.

Racism On The Ct
I am so saddened by this. Race should not be an issue on here. You cannot judge a person by skin color. Grow up and be real people. This is american. EVERYONE here is accepted no matter what race. We have come far but not far enough. I am just sad. This is a poem Maya Angelou wrote...read it and find the message! THE ROCK CRIES OUT TO US TODAY (1993 Clinton Inaugural Poem) A Rock, A River, A Tree Hosts to species long since departed, Mark the mastodon. The dinosaur, who left dry tokens Of their sojourn here On our planet floor, Any broad alarm of their of their hastening doom Is lost in the gloom of dust and ages. But today, the Rock cries out to us, clearly, forcefully, Come, you may stand upon my Back and face your distant destiny, But seek no haven in my shadow. I will give you no hiding place down here. You, created only a little lower than The angels, have crouched too long in The bruising darkness, Have lain too long Face down in ignorance. Your mouths spel

This Is How It Goes..
my life is pretty weird and confusin if u have time to think about it.. its not as bad as some people but its still bad i guess in a way.. i would write it down and explain but what if someone i know is reading this and they dont know any of this stuff.. i could get in trouble ya know? (for some of it any way) but its wut ever... but i can say that 2006 has been a pretty much bad year for me.. well half of it anyway.. one of the major good things thats happened is the dude that i like.. but even thats bad but once again i cant say because i'll get in trouble.. maybe anyway.. but its not my fault fuckers! sorry sometimes i just bust out and fuck or shit is in everyone if my sentences.. its just the way i am so u better get fuckin used to it!

Christmas Carols For The Psychiatrically Challenged
Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Queens Disoriented Are Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Busses and Trucks and trees and Fire Hydrants and...... Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Get me Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll tell You Why Tourette's Syndrome --- Chestnuts...F ** YOU! ...roasting on...BITE ME! an open fire...A ** HOLE! Obsessive Compulsive Disorder ---Jingle Bells, jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells...

Random Thought 10006- Useless Knowledge
During the 1600's, boys and girls in England wore dresses until they were about seven years old. Great Britain was the first country to issue postage stamps in 1840 Hitler was voted Time Magazine's man of the year in 1938. n 1836, Mexican General Santa Anna held an elaborate state funeral for his amputated leg. In 1926, a waiter in Budapest committed suicide. He left his suicide note in the form of a crossword and the police had to get help from the public to solve it. Pilgrims did not eat potatoes for Thanksgiving as they thought they were poisonous. Talc was used by cavemen 15,000 years ago as an ingredient added to make paint. The Hundred Years War lasted for 116 years. The average life span of a peasant during the medieval ages was 25 years. A chicken once had its head cut off and survived for over eighteen months, headless. Unlike a frog a toad cannot jump 7 out of 10 people believe in life after death. In New Mexico, over eleven thousand

Crew Chief Humor
You've ever slept on the concrete under a wing. You never go anywhere without your red and black pencils and your line badge,including church. You've ever wished your jet would drop a mk-84 on Saddam Hussein's house. You've ever said "oh yes sir, it's supposed to look like that." You know what a pointy head is. You know what an R&I trailer is. You consider 'moly b' fingerprints on food an 'acquired taste'. You've ever sucked lox to cure a hangover. You know what jet fuel tastes like. You've ever used a grease pencil to fix an You have a better benchstock in the pockets of your coveralls than the squadron can supply you. You've ever used a piece of safety wire as a tooth pick. You've ever had to say "my boots are still black!" Someone has tackled you right before you cuss the squadron commander out over the radio. You refer to a pilot as a "control stick actuator." You've ever been duct taped to a towbar and dowsed with pet an

Satan
Ive been a member of the Church of Satan for several years now. I do wish that more people were familiar with the fact that there are other types of Satanists out there. It tends to be a pain in the ass living where I do since there are small groups of animal killing losers. So naturally be as I am very open about my beliefs I get lumped in with the nutjobs. But this is simply a minor annoyance since Im not one to care what the brainwashed right think. Hail Satan

My Favorite Color
My Favorite Color... In the early 1940's I started first grade in a small one room school out of Carrywood, Idaho. My parents raised four of us, two girls, two boys, on a Dairy/Beef cattle ranch. I loved going to school and one day the teacher asked us to name our favorite color and write about it. I immediately wrote down Red, White and Blue. She advised me I had to pick just one. I refused to do so. When I left school that afternoon, I carried home a note to my parents. In it the teacher stated the problem and indicated she would like to speak to them. Since my Mother didn't drive, that meant my Father would have to take time out in his busy day to drive to the school. Both parents did attend . . . and I do believe it was one of the shortest Parent/Teacher conferences ever. I can remember listening to them talk. Dad never said much but had served his time in the Navy and asked just one question. "Do you have anything against being Pat

True Friends Will Repost
=== 'Mommys Little Monster' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-04 15:01:05'.. > > > > THANK YOU! > > (repost of original by 'Stronger than Death::at work' on '2006-11-29 17:12:09') > (repost of original by '¢¾Syn¢¾....OLD TIMERS SOCIETY' on '2006-11-29 17:12:39') > (repost of original by '♥TweetyZ♥' on '2006-11-30 01:24:50') > (repost of original by 'Kid SyN ~Juggalo Family~' on '2006-11-30 02:02:20') > (repost of original by 'Kim' on '2006-11-30 06:04:57') > (repost of original by 'frank78' on '2006-11-30 06:16:45') > (repost of original by 'Never been hurt this bad' on '2006-11-30 09:45:02') > (repost of original by 'knightwing cell block #693335' on '2006-11-30 12:10:59') > (repost of original by 'Nicckie ~~C.B.#066-969~~' on '2006-11-30 13:18:56') > (repost of original by 'chris' on '2006-11-30 13:22:15') > (repost of original by 'MsPassions.com*bbl*' on '2006-11-30 14:48:21') > (repost of original by 'coopsiroc' on '2006-11-30 15:48:48') > (rep

Jeez Women Drivers
Driving to the office this morning on the M4, I looked over to my right and there was a woman in a brand new BMW doing 90 mph with her face up close to her rear view mirror putting on her eyeliner! I looked away for a couple of seconds and when I looked back she was halfway over in my lane still working on that makeup!! It scared me (I'm a man ) so much that I dropped my electric shaver which knocked the bacon roll out of my other hand! In all the confusion of trying to straighten out the car using my knees against the steering wheel, it knocked my mobile from my ear, which fell into the coffee between my legs, causing it to splash and burn BIG JIM AND THE ROUND TWINS, causing me to scream, which made me drop the cigarette out of my mouth, ruined my shirt and DISCONNECTED AN IMPORTANT CALL!!!!!!

Charlemagne
Charles, the eldest son of Pepin the Frank, became the first sole king of the Franks in 777. While he reigned he consolidated a huge area, greater than modern France. Charlemagne, as Charles became known, was the first Roman Emperor of his day , crowned as he was by way of the Pope in 800 AD. By the time if Charlemagne's reign, the Gangrel roamed the forests od Germany, the Balkan and Caucasus Mountians, the steppe further east and the froxen wastes of Scandinavia. The ancients of Clan Gangrel had relatively little to do with Charlemagne and his Frankish Empire, except fight them, as they did when the great Emperor led his men onto the field against the Bulgars and Arabs. After Charlemagne's death, our ancestors rode with Vikings and Varangran conquerors as the tore their way southward through Europe.

Firefighter Stuff
Want To Tell You Lies (c) Kalvere. All rights reserved I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time I want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight I don't want to tell it like it is, I want to tell them lies You didn't put their seat belts on, you feel you killed your kids I want to say you didn't ... but in a way, you did You pound your fists into my chest, you're hurting so inside I want to say you'll be OK, I want to tell you lies You left chemicals within his reach and now it's in his eyes I want to say your son will see, not tell you he'll be blind You ask me if he'll be OK, with pleading in your eyes I want to say that yes he will, I want to tell you lies I can see you're crying as your life goes up in smoke If you'd maintained that smoke alarm, your children may have woke Don't grab my arm and ask me if your family is alive Don't make me tell you they're all dead, I want to tell you

This Is One Of The Single Most Beautiful Men Ever!!!
F1rstascent@ CherryTAP He is a Daddy and a Husband.He is a Hero! He takes some of the best picutres of all time! I beleive with all of my heart that this picture needs to be the CT picture of the day! Go to his page...rate him...add him as a friend...be his fan. Rate and comment on his pictures (he actually enjoys the comments and he deserves the extra time that you take to leave them.) He doesn't know I am doing this...but he really touches my heart.Then I saw his new profile picture.

Hi Friends
I am trying to get the gifts out for the last conetest but this tattoo contest if you people help me get more people in the more people the higher the prises reemembet that or gifts 59 to 100 contested I will go on the hight end of the vip list any less will give you the low end of the vip list so work on alteast 50 contestents and I will be giving away a car

Random Thought 10005- People
So Ive come to the conclusion that overall- I really just don't like people very much. I mean in general. the general populace as it were. It's not anything that "the people" do really.. it's just mostly- I can live without them. It's a passive dislike really , not that I Hate people. hate is a strong word- I just generally don't really give a fuck. People tend to really just-bother me . lol. I mean- people make my eyebrows furrow- like they make me frown. I don't care for that. I don't like that the average person is blind to the world around them , and is typically only concerned for themselves or their own priorities. They don't generally give a thought to the cause and effect ideal of Karma or anything close to it. Thats really why I just - yeah I generally just don't like people. {lol}

The Highwayman
The wind was a torrent of darkness upon the gusty trees, The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas, The road was a ribbon of moonlight looping the purple moor, And the highwayman came riding-- Riding--riding-- The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn door. He'd a French cocked hat on his forehead, and a bunch of lace at his chin; He'd a coat of the claret velvet, and breeches of fine doe-skin. They fitted with never a wrinkle; his boots were up to his thigh! And he rode with a jeweled twinkle-- His rapier hilt a-twinkle-- His pistol butts a-twinkle, under the jeweled sky. Over the cobbles he clattered and clashed in the dark inn-yard, He tapped with his whip on the shutters, but all was locked and barred, He whistled a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there But the landlord's black-eyed daughter-- Bess, the landlord's daughter-- Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair. Dark in the dark old inn-yard a stable-wicket cr

Are You And Your Partner Ment For Each Other
Are you and your partner really ment for each other you guys are a difinite matchyou are so in love with him and he is head over heels in love with you..what more can i say.your relationship is the true meaning of the word love...100%:match made in heaven. Take this test

Bdsm Poetry
She lies naked on the bed Tied to the post spread eagled and blind A million feelings fly through her head What sensations would Master let her find Will she feel great pleasure Or the agonies of his cane She knows she's greatly treasured Even given the very worst pain She yelps as he trails ice down her spine Goosebumps as he drags nails across her shoulders She utters not one word, but helplessly whines Shivering when the air grows colder Master so easily makes her every nerve sing She cries loudly, in ecstasy, as her sweet spirit takes wing

Big Shouts
I would just like to say a big Hi and a very big thank you to all who have made me feel welcome here in the past few days since I joined and lso a big Hi to the friends I have not met yet but I am sure I will in time to come, hey it's ok you are ust a little shy thats all hehe so to all my new friends...... Love ya guys and gals XXXXX

A Question Needing An Answer
If I told you that I would give myself to you wholely would you take me? If you were married, but still wanted me , and I told you I wanted you what would you do? If I told you I needed you would you care? If we were to finally make love, would you touch every part of me? or just get on and do it? If I wanted to hold your hand as we walked would you let me ? If we were out and another man asked me out would it make you jealious? If you were with me would you hold your head up high or would you be imbarrised to be seen with me? Would you try and give me anything and everything I needed or wanted or would you just let me get my own everything? If i give my everything to you if only for a day would you give your whole to me? If a guy says he cares does this mean (like ok ok baby tell her what she needs to hear to get her to shut up) or does it really mean he cares? Would you do anything at all to be with me? would you fly around the world, would you try to

Ok, That's Only Two
white supremacists whose profiles I have run into on this site, not a category of free speech that's protected under the Terms of Service I believe - and yes, any case, two too many. (The first was a couple of months ago, the second today, though she ripped her profile avatar from someone who is probably a third still.)Like I said last time- before "auto 10-rating" (don't do that anyway, I say, but that falls on deafish ears) her profile, before complimenting her, before...- READ THE damned THING. Is it worth a 10, or are you giving a thumbs-up to something noisome and nauseous? There. Edit done.

Based On Real Life...tears Flowed As I Wrote But I Had To Finish It
walking home from school in the country, the day was sunny and bright a boy saw a classmate being jumped, broke it up cause he felt it wasnt right They walked along and talked for awhile then each took a different path down the road a ways a group of angry teens caught him with their wrath at twelve he gave quite the struggle. hell, he almost got away but the rifle shots had him pinned down, behind a tree he was forced to stay. He heard them closing in, using lots of racial slurs then a rock came thru the sky and everything was a blur he awoke from the darkness he knew it was night. an old clock radio played country music, it was his only source of light. his hands were tied securely, he was in some abandoned shack He heard a car pull up and stop, but it was the teens just coming back for days during the day he was beaten, each night horrified he cried He prayed for strength, help and even for death. but day after day was denied at last they came and removed him he was th

Random Thought 10004
Isn't it funny how you can overdose on a food after basically living on that one food for a long period of time. Just the thought of eating that makes you ill. Then after a couple of years- suddenly - you can't get enough of it. It's like the craving for a drug- food- more specifically Cup O noodles- is my new drug rofl. I lived on the stuff in college I never woulda eatin anything were it not for them. When I stopped going to school I stopped eating the crap. I couldnt even eat top ramen for like 4 years- then suddenly out of the blue- here I am , eating a damned cup o noodles.

Things You Never Mean But Too Late Said.
Oh boy I totoally f***ed up my marriage. Last night I think the things I said were harsh and now he is acting shady. No matter what I'm happy cause I'm suppose to be but deep inside I feel nd empty.. Jenner I need you. I think i fucked up big time.

The Survey Says!
THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY.... (lets see if you can get through it. if not, you're too scared about your past) -longest relationship: 7 Years -Shortest relationship: LOL - maybe a week! -How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you? All -Have you ever loved someone so much it hurt? Yes -Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? Yeah, but believe, not by choice -Are you happier single or in a relationship?: in a relationship -Have you ever been cheated on? Yes -What is your favorite thing about the same sex? They can relate ! -Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes -Have you ever broken someone's heart? I guess -Talk to any of your exs?: Yes, most of them -If you could go back in time and change things to where you could still be with one of your exes, would you? Yes, I am about to do just that! LOL -Think any of your exs feel the same way? Mos Def -Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfrien

Just Some Questions....
So if you were pissed off about something and you told who ever u were pissed at what was wrong, and they said they understood, but didnt do anything to make the situation better, what would you do? Am i in the wrong for being even more mad? Ok and another thing... Say you had a friend of the oppiset sex and you were really close... And you thought you got over the hole lieing about girlfriends and boyfriends and were u were going and all that bull shit! BUT you think that person is lieing again, your not suer, u want to trust them, but something is telling you its not true. What do you do? What do you do if you love someone so much to the point that you cant be or stay mad at them, but everything about them that is pissing you off is just being held in and you dont want to yell at them, but you have to let it all out! And when you do let it out, nothing is accomplished except one thing out of the many you discused, or yelled about? Just a few questions that have been on my mi

Bedroom Survey
What's in your BEDROOM SURVEY NO LYING!! Do you have the following in your bedroom: Condoms: No Cell phone: Yes Chair/stool: Yes Book shelf: Yes Dresser: Yes Computer/laptop: Yes Bean bag: No Pictures: Yes Mirror: Yes Skateboard: Yes Bed: Yes Clothes on the floor: Yes Surfboard: No Wakeboard: No Skimboard: No Smoke detector: No Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums: Yes Locking door: No Bottle of water: Yes Blacklight: No Mdals/ribbons/trophies: Yes Lava Lamps: No Neon stuff: Yes Awards: Yes CDs: Yes Flag: Yes Stop sign/any sign: No Paintball/Airsoft gun: No Real Gun: No Cigarettes: No Books: Yes Nintendo: No Xbox or PS: No Stereo: Yes Television: Yes Lighter: Yes Gum: Yes How many windows do you have in ur room? 2 What is the color of your walls?: ummm, a nice melon color I guess Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom? Both What color is your bed sheet? Tan What's on your walls? Bob Marley & Malcolm X Has

Why Be Normal Or Strive For Mediocrity?
*Written for those I've encountered along the way that invest too much of themselves in being perceived as 'normal' as well as those who appear to be content with mediocrity; In a world composed of individuals, why do people strive toward normalacy when this is, in essence, an intangibile concept? If we are indeed unique individuals, than what is normal? Societal norms? To strive toward aligning oneself with societal norms is to strive toward conformity.... to reach this goal, is to sacrifice the creative potential of individual inspiration,.....it is loss of true identity,.....loss of freedom,....it is to silence one's own voice and, silence is the voice of complicity. To label onself as normal, a part of the 'silent majority', is to admit that your 'individual' belief system now condones the social injustices of the world. be as you are, your potential b

~fuck Or Pass~
FUCK OR PASS GAME! ~FUCK or PASS~ There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Scraps
Got some scraps to poems I cannot quite make work and descided I'd slap em down before I lose em for good. "Breathing you in makes my exhale so much better" "My Broken heart makes me smile" (Yeah I know, Sublime tune, good line though) "Touch, move..." (This one is gonna end up sensual as hell I'm hoping) "Shamed into leaving but ashamed for loving" (A poem that would have fit my divorce, 5 years ago, yeah I know "DIVORCED AT 21!!??!!" sadly, yes) That's about it, if you feel the want, feel free to drop me lil lines like this and I'll see what I can do with em, sometimes all it takes is a line and a poem grows out of it. I'll post once I get a few more out.

The 4th Dec 2006
Well With only alittle over an hour to go till I turn 28... WoW 28 I know I have been going on about this now for a copple of days and weeks.,.. but I have to say no one really reads thease blogs anyway... maybe that is why I don't blog so much on cherry tap... What I do love about cherry tap is all the good friends you can make and that points means prizes and I have to say I do like that... And Yes This Is Better Than MYSPACE... hehe anyway I went off the point I was talking about my Birthday... After all this time... I can say I am looking forward to having this Birthday and if 2007 is as good as 2006 I will be really happy... :o) Long Live Me... :o) *** British ***

Ok Im Gonna Hurl
This is absolutely the worst 2 weeks I have ever had. I have lost 8 lbs in the last two weeks from not being able to keep my food down. I cant even stand the sight of food.... ugg just thinking about it makes me nauseated.

My Trip
I am leaving tomorrow morning for Birmingham, Alabama. My flight begins in Oklahoma City, I switch planes in Houston, and then on to Birmingham. I will spend the night in Birmingham, then wednesday morning drive out to Atlanta, Georgia, and then Thursday morning go back to BHAM. I will spend a big part of Thursday evening there before getting back on a plane headed for Oklahoma City. Thats a lot of traveling for 3 days, lol. Anyone is welcome to visit my Myspace page. (www.myspace.com/ms_shana21) I will post all of the pictures that I take on there once I get back!

New Orleans Oyster Loaf
INGREDIENTS * Vegetable oil * 8 medium oysters, shucked and well drained * 3 cups yellow cornmeal * 1-1/2 teaspoons salt * 1-1/2 teaspoons freshly ground black pepper * 1 teaspoon red (cayenne) pepper * 2 eggs beaten with 2 cups milk * 1 6-inch section toasted French bread * 4 pickled okra pods, sliced into thin rounds * Shredded lettuce * 3 tomato slices Tartar Sauce * 1-1/2 cups mayonnaise * 1/3 cup chopped dill pickles * 1/4 cup chopped pimento-stuffed olives * 1/2 small onion, minced * 1 tablespoon freshly squeezed lemon juice * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper * 1/2 teaspoon sugar METHOD Prepare tartar Sauce by combining all ingredients in a 2-quart bowl. Cover with plastic wrap; refrigerate until ready to serve or up to 2 days. Makes 2 cups. Heat 3 inches of oil in a large saucepan to 365 degrees or until a 1-inch bread cube turns golden bro

Tequila-cured Salmon Tostados
INGREDIENTS * 4 6-ounce salmon fillets, skin and bones removed * 1/2 cup chopped cilantro * Fine-grain sea salt * 1 cup silver tequila * 6 to 7 large flour tortillas * 2 8-ounce packages cream cheese, softened * 1 teaspoon minced chives * 24 to 32 small pieces of pimento * 24 to 32 thin half-moon slices white or red onion (about 1/4 of a medium onion) * Lemon zest for garnish (optional) METHOD Put each salmon fillet into a nonreactive container; sprinkle both sides with cilantro and sea salt. Add up to 1/4 cup tequila to each container. Seal and refrigerate for at least 24 hours. (The salmon will keep for up to two weeks.) When ready to assemble the tostadas, preheat oven to 250 degrees. Using a 2-1/2 inch round cookie cutter, cut cocktail-size rounds out of the large flour tortillas, about 4 or 5 rounds per tortilla. Spray a baking sheet with nonstick cooking spray and place the rounds on the baking sheet. Bake in prehe

Bogus E-mails Really Piss Me Off%#%&*(
What ever side you vote for, I can respect that. Republicans or democrats, it pisses me off to know end when, I get a bogus e-mail about something that didn't occur. You really should be sitting down when you read this one Gold Star Mothers (G.S.M.)is an organization made up of women whose sons were killed in military combat during service in the United States Armed Forces. Recently a delegation of New York State Gold Star Mothers made a trip to Washington D.C. , to discuss various concerns with their elected Representatives. According to published reports, there was only one politician who refused to meet with these ladies. Can you guess which politician that might be? Was it New York Senator Charles Schumer? Nope, he met with them. Try again. Do you know anyone serving in the Senate who has never showed anything but contempt for our military? Do you happen to know the name of any politician in Washington who's husband once wrote of his

Santini Podarama Interview. Check It Out!
Hi all, Online at http://www.podarama.com/podcasts/metalization/default.html there is an interview I just did with Metalization. Check it out and drop me comments and messages on what you think of it. Tell your friends! Cheers, Steve Santini www.thedarkmaster.com

4th Reich
Everyone likes to say, "Hitler did this", and, "Hitler did that". But the truth is Hitler did very little. He was a world class tyrant, but the evil actually done by the Third Reich, from the death camps to WW2 was all done by German citizens who were afraid to question if what they were told by their government was the truth or not, and who because they did not want to admit to themselves that they were afraid to question the government, refused to see the truth behind the Reichstag Fire, refused to see the invasion by Poland was a staged fake, and followed Hitler into national disaster. The German people of the late 1930s imagined themselves to be brave. They saw themselves as the heroic Germans depicted by the Wagnerian Operas, the descendants of the fierce Germanic warriors who had hunted wild boar with nothing but spears and who had defeated three of Rome's mightiest legions in the Teutoburg Forest. But in truth, by the 1930s, the German people had become civilized and tam

Attention:members Of The Cowgirls*cowboys Of Ct
ATTENTION ALL MEMBERS OF THE GROUP COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS OF CT: WE NEED YOU TO LET US KNOW WHAT YOUR REAL NAME IS: YOU CAN EITHER CONTACT COWGIRL IN PINK OR MYSELF REDNECK RIN, BY EMAIL. AS SOON AS YOU CAN GET THESE TO US IT WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. LOTS OF THANKS FROM YOUR FELLOW COWGIRLS AND FRIENDS, REDNECK RIN AND COWGIRL IN PINK Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

Strawberry Chocolate Chip Cheesecake
Ingredients: * PASTRY CRUST(recipe follows) * 3 packages (8 oz. each) cream cheese, softened * 3/4 cup sugar * 1 package (10 oz.) frozen sliced strawberries in syrup, thawed * 2/3 cup all-purpose flour * 3 eggs * 1 teaspoon strawberry extract * 4 to 5 drops red food color(optional) * 1 cup HERSHEY'S MINI CHIPS Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chips * Sweetened whipped cream(optional) * Fresh strawberries(optional) Directions: 1. Prepare PASTRY CRUST. Heat oven to 350°F. 2. Beat cream cheese and sugar in large bowl until smooth. Puree strawberries with syrup in food processor or blender; add to cream cheese mixture. Blend in flour, eggs, strawberry extract and food color. Stir in small chocolate chips. Pour into prepared crust. 3. Bake 10 minutes; without opening oven door, decrease oven temperature to 250°F; continue baking 50 to 60 minutes or until set. With knife, loosen cheesecake from side of pan; cool to room temperature. 4

My First Post In My Blog
so i've been away for a couple weeks now. not that anyone noticed.heh. i took a random trip out of the blue to FL. it was AMAZING.the weather was great while we were there. it was somewhere i wanted to go as a child, i decided to take my daughter before she ended up old like me before she got to go there. anyhow...i'm back. hopefully i'll be able to level up a few times before the holidays.

Trimmed Down Chocoberry Cheesecake
Ingredients: * GRAHAM CRUST(recipe follows) * 1 cup (8 oz.) nonfat cottage cheese * 1 package (8 oz.) Neufchatel cheese (1/3 less fat cream cheese), softened * 1 cup sugar* * 1/3 cup HERSHEY'S SPECIAL DARK Cocoa or HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 1 package (10 oz.) frozen strawberries in syrup, thawed and well drained * 1/3 cup liquid egg substitute * Frozen light non-dairy whipped topping, thawed (optional) * Additional strawberries(optional) Directions: 1. Prepare GRAHAM CRUST. Heat oven to 325°F. 2. Place cottage cheese in food processor; process until smooth. Add Neufchatel cheese, sugar, cocoa and 1 package strawberries; process until smooth. Stir in egg substitute. Pour batter gently over prepared GRAHAM CRUST. 3. Bake 55 to 60 minutes or just until almost set in center. With knife, loosen cheesecake from side of pan. Cool completely in pan on wire rack. 4. Cover; refrigerate until chilled. Just before serving, remove side of pan. Ser

Triple Layer Cheesecake
Ingredients: * CHOCOLATE CRUMB CRUST(recipe follows) * 3 packages (8 oz. each) cream cheese, softened * 3/4 cup sugar * 3 eggs * 1/3 cup dairy sour cream * 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1 cup HERSHEY'S Butterscotch Chips, melted* * 1 cup HERSHEY'S Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chips, melted* * 1 cup HERSHEY'S Premier White Chips, melted* * TRIPLE DRIZZLE(recipe follows, optional) Directions: 1. Prepare CHOCOLATE CRUMB CRUST. Heat oven to 350°F. 2. Beat cream cheese and sugar in large bowl until smooth. Add eggs, sour cream, flour, vanilla and salt; beat until smooth. Stir together 1-1/3 cups batter with melted butterscotch chips in medium bowl; pour into prepared crust. In another medium bowl, stir together 1-1/3 cups batter with melted chocolate chips; pour over butterscotch layer. Stir together remaining batter with melted white chips; stir until smooth. Pour over chocolat

How To Make A Skin
skins..< you need two windows open for this> rip a skin from someone and use this as a starter, go into your skins scroll until you see "my skin" to the right it says "edit skin", click it this opens a new window with the skin coding inside. right click and hit select all hit the back button hit create a skin at the top and it opens a new skin delete everything in the blank skin paste the skin you copied there name it and save it this is the one you will be using to make changes to instead of changing the original now in a different window open your pic hosting site (photobucket.com or pictub.com go to the pic you want to use you need to copy the IMG code then go back to the skin you are working on scroll down about a quarter way down the page should be about the 10th or 15th paragraph it says body background(it is much longer than the rest) that is where you paste the IMG code at just replace the http:// so forth from http: to jpg it will shove in the IMG as wel

New To Ct
Hello everyone! I'm new to this site! Have loved what I've seen so far. I'm always looking for new friends. Just friends! Not looking for a relationship right now. I have something going on in that department! Everyone have Happy Holidays...and stop by and say hey!

Candle Of Love,hope,and Friendship
=== 'crazylady--(sissy)' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-04 10:59:02'.. > > > > > > > > NOTICE AT THE END, THE DATE > > > THE CANDLE WAS STARTED. > > GONNA GIVE YOU GOOSE BUMPS. > > I am not going to be the one who > > lets it die. I found it believable -- > > > > angels have walked beside me > > all my life--and they still do. > ********************* > > This is to all of you who > > mean something to me, > > I pray for your happiness. > > The Candle Of Love, Hope & Friendship > > > This candle was lit on the > > 15th of September, 1998. > Someone who loves you has helped > > Keep it alive by sending it to you. > > Don't let The Candle of Love, Hope > > and Friendship die! Pass It On To All > Of Your Friends and Everyone You Love! > > Please keep this candle alive. > > > > (repost of original by '®~*~LoneWolf~*~®' on '2006-12-03 19:24:36') > (repost of original by 'Lost' on '2006-12-03

River Of Change
the river of change is back again Its always runnin thru my mind I think you can relate to what im goin thru in a world thats so unkind Ill bet we could stay up late and talk the night away In a perfect world its you and I gettin closer everyday That's the way life's supposed to be not what's goin on between you and me that's the way things are goin left me here and your pain is showin you need to tell me what's inside you heart before the world completely falls apart

Just A Few Things...
ok guys on my list... can some one please explain to me wat it means when a guyy calles u boo,babygirl,or llil mama..lol i mean i know its like cute names but ..im just not sure.. can some one inform me on some of this stuff.. plz :)

Sweet Moments
Sweet moments spent snuggled in your arms constant beat of a loving heart, Resonating loudly in my ears. Rhythmic rise and fall of lifes breath, lying listening, feeling. Intriguing me making me feel when all was numb awakening me to all those lost tingles that was once in me, again now are watching as your eyes move in dream, wondering if its I you are dreaming of?...........my eyes never wanting to close, for I know that with dawns light all will be lost. nothing being the same!!!! Never holding you close, kissing those sweet lips. No more snuggles for me will come, NO MORE! A stabbing pain feels me now and I weep on the inside for the loss of this fantasy, gone in a ray of light, never to return. my loss great my pain unbearable, the weight of this realization seems to be crushing me my sweet i want you today tomorrow I want you forever....But this will never be i no my place with you In your heart I will never be I can accept!? I can deal!? But I know these moments s

The Best News Today
ok well today basically sucked. i realized i had more due than i thought today. i didnt have a presentation for english OR a take-home quiz AND i still have to catch up in the reading. PLUS, i have two papers due tomorrow. so what i did was i told my parents i had a ton of work and i wasnt feeling good so my dad came and got me. i've been reading since 1-something and i've read like...60 pages, mroe or less in english. now i have to write the quiz answers up, my two other papers and research my presentation and i'll be fine. and my tutor comes tonight so my calc will get done. THE BEST NEWS ALL DAY!!! i got an acceptance letter from the university of redlands (southern california). I GOT IN!!!! i have a college to go to especially if the next 3 colleges reject me. redlands is my 1st choice (i hope still, cuz my feelings for the school COULD have changed) and i cant believe i got in!!! my dad almost started to cry and my mom DID cry when she saw it. holy crap, i feel hap

All Dreamers Understand
Our love was a romantic book from the sacred day we met, your gentle charm enthralled me from then-on the scene was set: A sunny day, a rainy day, it mattered not to me, if I could see your happy face and walk and talk with thee. When snow was falling from the sky and chilly breezes blew, were it not for your embrace I'd pine the whole day through. So now we are alone my love I offer you my hand, to join with yours in wedlock as all "dreamers" understand. Author: Joyce Hemsley

A Knight
In this world full of hurt and pain, I need someone who would help me through the rain. To comfort me when Im sad, Doing everything just to make me glad. In this world I need a Brave Knight, Who would never give up any fight. A knight who would dry away my tears, Telling me to overcome my fears. A knight who loves me for who I am inside, With him there's nothing more I need to hide. A person who will still be standing strong, Eventhough everything has gone wrong. I need someone who is willing to give me more, Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor Author: Anonymous

Romantic Ideas
Romantic Ideas Make a little loving gesture every day for one full year. Cuddle on the sofa and watch a movie. Take a bubble bath together. Walk on the beach in the moonlight. Put a note in a romance novel saying, "The story is great but our own love story is the best". Put a single red rose on the seat of your lover's car before they go to work. Send your lover a virtual postcard at least once a week. Get every book ever written by your loved one's favorite author. Get every movie starring your lovers favorite actor. Keep twenty pounds of your lovers favorite candy on hand. Take her to see the movie Titanic fifteen times. Make love to him/her every night until he/she asks you to stop. Give him/her twelve dozen roses on all their special days. Compose a list: "101 Reasons Why You're the Greatest" Write each reason on a separate square of paper. Wrap them in a fancy gift box. Sprinkle perfume on to light bulb. When light is turned on the scent of the perfume

To All Women Out There
She walks in I`m suddenly a hero I`m taken in My hopes begin to rise Look at me, can`t you tell I`d be so thrilled to see The message in your eyes You make it seem I`m so close to my dream And then suddenly it`s all there (CHORUS) Suddenly, the wheels are in motion And I, I`m ready to sail any ocean Suddenly, I don`t need the answers Cause I, I`m ready to Take all my chances with you How can I feel You`re all that matters I`d rely on anything you say I`ll take care That no illusions shatter If you dare to say What you should say You make it seem I`m so close to my dream And then suddenly it`s all there (CHORUS) Why do I feel so Alive when you`re near There`s no way any Hurt can get through Longing to spend every moment Of the day with you, with you (CHORUS)

Moooove Over Cows On Parade - It's Austin's Guitar Town On Parade Now!!
For years, there have been cow statues in many, many cities that have caused a great deal of entertainment and discussions. In fact, when they were in Houston, my (now deceased) husband and I went on a hunt for all of the statues located throughout Houston. It was great because it also took us in areas of town that we wouldn't have been exposed to normally. Now..... Austin Guitar Town is being toured in Austin. A long process and worked out in connection of Gibson Guitars, the tour is being set up as of November 27th and maps will be available as of December 8th. I am really looking forward to the exploration possibilities......and seeing how creative the various artists have been in creating the various guitars. In May 2007 (I believe), the tour will come to an end when the 10 feet guitars will be sold in an auction. What would my future husband think if I told him that one thing he would have to accept would be a statue of a guitar in our own front yard!! lol... J

Coffee, Cigarettes And A Bathroom Stall
Coffee, Cigarettes and a Bathroom Stall Lindsey & I always loved to go for long drives to nowhere...just to enjoy the music and conversation. These expeditions always started pretty late, after 10 at least. It never really mattered where we landed, so long as there was coffee and an ashtray. Eventually we discovered a great truckers pit stop called The Iron Skillet. It was a smooth 40 minute drive on the highway, with only a few folks on the road. When you walked in, to your right was the the diner with the trucker memorabilia from as way back as the turn of the century. It reeked with pride and history. We used to meet and have wonderful talks with people from all over the country. Fellas that were away from their families for weeks at a time. They seemed to genuinely enjoy the conversation. I know what it is to be lonely, so I appreciated it as much as they did. One night, after way too much coffee for that hour at night, I had to go to the bathroom. They say wom

Showin Some Love To All,and I Mean All Da Ladies In Da House
To all the girls Ive loved before Who travelled in and out my door Im glad they came along I dedicate this song To all the girls Ive loved before To all the girls I once caressed And may I say Ive held the best For helping me to grow I owe a lot I know To all the girls Ive loved before The winds of change are always blowing And every time I try to stay The winds of change continue blowing And they just carry me away To all the girls who shared my life Who now are someone elses wives Im glad they came along I dedicate this song To all the girls Ive loved before To all the girls who cared for me Who filled my nights with ecstasy They live within my heart Ill always be a part Of all the girls Ive loved before The winds of change are always blowing And every time I try to stay The winds of change continue blowing And they just carry me away To all the girls weve loved before Who travelled in and out our doors Were glad they came along We dedicate

My Other Family
I got a Brother who always keeps it real his names "Guilt"; Lets me know I cant stand how ever it is I feel. I got a Cousin named "Pride", Nigga acts like a lawyer . Got a Sister named "Karma", I be tryin to avoid her. Got a X that's bitter, who wants me to be her nigga. My Girl "Self-pitty", I am always wit her, but Biz beff is valid (why?) she dont like shorty cause she used me; one time she seen her verbally abuse me. My Uncle "High-sight", he wears real thick glasses, he reminds me of where I been and how shit gets drastic. Got a Aunt name "Humility" she speaks so mumbled; dont care that I am sexy she keeps me so humbled. In my head I debated. Out loud I'll never say it. I am sure it's a pretty good reason why we all related

Sex
Look I love sex; kind of rough sex; whip-cream, honey out hand cuff sex. Never wit out sex; all about sex; hard back shoots, pillow in the month sex. Deep stroke sex deep throat sex; ran around here like you dont need no sex. All sex; four play sex; your back on the wall in hall-way sex. Make me wait sex; 3rd date sex; just finish arguing, but have hate sex. Relax sex missionarry style; nails in my back sex, now that's sex. No hand sex; advance sex; why you come to my crib wearing pants sex. Unlikly sex; try me sex; you ganna fuck around and be wifey sex.

Pissed
I hate it when I post messages on my friends page, but they won't show the same respect. I also hate when ppl try and say I come on a page and don't post a hi, YES I DO (you never notice), but you never give me the same respect back! Stop Whining, you do the same thing!!!! I would also like to know why these ppl have thousands of friends, do you ever respond to all of them, I don't think so. So it's not really a friend, it's for popularity!

Virgo
September (Virgo) Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisureand traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

Finally!!
My husband made it home Friday morning. I am so glad to finally have him back in my arms again. We've been having a very enjoyable and fun filled weekend. NOw that the week has begun it's time to get back into our routine. Now we get to enjoy eachother again. It's so wonderful to have my baby home.

Stars
Have you ever looked at a star And wondered who was looking back at you? Your eyes meet through its blinding light Opening a comunication channel Have you ever looked at a star and made a wish? Wished that was someone was looking back at you That for once you will be noticed But can love exist between stars or Do you really know that someone is looking at you? No but there is always hope and last of all There are dreams where stars rule the world

Crying
I was all right for a while I could smile for a while But I saw you last night You held my hand so tight As you stopped to say hello Aw, you wished me well You couldn`t tell That I`d been crying over you Crying over you Then you said, so long Left me standing all alone Alone and crying Crying, crying, crying It`s hard to understand But the touch of your hand Can start me crying I thought that I was over you But it`s true, so true I love you even more Than I did before But darling, what can I do For you don`t love me And I`ll always be Crying over you, crying over you Yes, now you`re gone And from this moment on I`ll be crying, crying, crying, crying Yeah, crying, crying, over you

Dance
i saw you dance once twice it was poetry in motion you were everything i wanted to be you were perfect my how the tables have turned rows of black sit and weep the dance progresses none see it we remember you we remember your smile your laughter gorgeous innocent beautiful like your dance eternal like your memory i saw you dance once twice

Great Lyrics
I never thought I'd miss you Half as much as I do And I never thought I'd feel this way The way I feel about you As soon as I wake up Every night every day I know that it's you I need to take the blues away It must be love love love Nothing more nothing less Love is the best How can it be that we can Say so much without words Bless you and bless me Bless the bees and the birds

About Little Earthquake...
about Little Earthquake... That was originally a journal entry when I was 24. It's interesting how "the past pierces through the new" It pierces through when we are most 'open'. Those moments just before you are fully awake. Before you are aware of more than I Am. The moments just before you open your eyes and absorb the colors, smells....remember your intentions, who you are now, who you want to become...your tasks for the day... I think the true past, we truly bury...deep within till we are ready to drink it. Funny though, as cheeky as it sounds, things ALWAYS happen for good reason. I've experienced it; the Great Design. After that day when I was 5...I landed eventually in a family of 15 adopted kids. Six were disabled as well. My parents taught us to be independent thinkers and doers. I have extremely limited use of my limbs...particularly my arms. I type, paint, and draw with my mouth. I live on my own, and am pretty damn productive. Mom & Dad were the typ

Dd-214's Are Now Online
Fellow Marines: Its official, DD-214's are NOW Online. The National Personnel Records Center (NPRC) has provided the following website for veterans to gain access to their DD-214s online: http://vetrecs.archives.gov/ This may be particularly helpful when a veteran needs a copy of his DD-214 for employment purposes. NPRC is working to make it easier for veterans with computers and Internet access to obtain copies of documents from their military files. Military veterans and the next of kin of deceased former military members may now use a new online military personnel records system to request documents. Other individuals with a need for documents must still complete the Standard Form 180, which can be downloaded from the online web site. Because the requester will be asked to supply all information essential for NPRC to process the request, delays that normally occur when NPRC has to ask veterans for additional information will be minimized. The new web-based application was des

Crimson Vein
razor blade, sharpened edge cut it deep ok? say goodbye to misery writing letters in your head thoughts ever haunting echo'd shadows of the past holding on to something nothing in your grasp dreams of eternal love broken, whithered memory extacy of unknown lust lost, forgotten desperate need pour crimson dreams enslaved reality thoughts of the end for ever lingering hit the vein be sure this time deep enough for one last crime

Screw All Boys!
BOYS?!?!?!?! whats wron with them? i just currently got back with my bf and now he broke up with me. i dont understand. Is there a guy who will just love me? com'on, i may be deaf but i can talk, read lips and even SING! well, looks like i'm gonna become a bitch around guys until they learn that i am not a toy! i am just a girl that justs wants to be loved. ugh, looks like i am gonna be a hermit until i die cause boys dont give a fuckin care about me!

Only You
I hear you're voice and I start to smile. I now know that everything is ok I can talk to you about anything But yet I don't I don't know how to tell you That I think I'm starting to fall for you. People say we hardly know each other But you can see right through me I love every minute of it I can see your face And my cheeks get red I lay my head down And all I dream Is you.

Silence
Silence Silence... a trap for all this energy stirring, whirling, ferocious. anxious, fearful, in strangled oppression- trapped; ready to burst. but there's so much here so much to offer, so much to say, share- who will be ready, receiving, willing- able to endure wise enough to understand.... appreciate all I know. it's lonely here, with this knowledge- a curse. humankind too busy like ants, to look upward, to notice more than dirt and food.

Awesome Friends
I never thought that I would find a friend so great and a friend so kind I look up to you in every way Cuze I learn something from you every day Without you I don't know where I'd be but you're still here friends with me you deserve so much more than I can give but without you I wouldn't live You've given me more than money can buy and for you I'd give my all and I would die This feeling I feel gets stronger every day hoping not to screw it up I constantly pray I know we have our problems every now and then but once it's fixed our friendship is better times ten and I want you to know that I truly do care even in fights when I say things that aren't fair You're an angel from God up above and I'm thankful for your understanding love because when you're around everything seems right and for you until the end I will fight It doesn't matter what you do or say because you'll be my friend anyway I know the real you that's down deep inside and in you I'll

Poem: Art Of Suicide
Its just the art of suicide. Nothing more and nothing less. The simplistic cries of falling angels... Bleeding. Needing... Screaming... Its just the art of suicide. Nothing more and nothing less. When you fall upon the sword... Flailing. Scraping to take it all back... And you know... You know you cant. Its just the art of suicide. Nothing more and nothing less. Tearing... Ripping... Trying to peel away your flesh... You hear it. You hear it. And you know... Its just the art of suicide... Nothing more and nothing less. When youve tried... When youve died... When youve given in... And given up. Severed the ties... Severed the veins... Because its just the art of murder. Killing the mind. Killing the soul. When youve given up... And given in. Because its just the art of suicide. Nothing more. Nothing less.

To Touch Without Touching
I recognized your heart Beating soft behind your chest As the heart I’d spent my whole life Searching for until we met I felt our souls connecting The moment I found you They simply fit together They make one instead of two We may never touch in body Life’s not fairy tales and knights We have dreams and chats and wishes Hidden feelings in our writes When we talk it is quite often That I breathe a breath for you I feel all of your emotion What ever you are going through When we talk I must reframe From saying far to much For the promise is to others It’s just our heart and souls that touch

Tequila Recipe
I made this over the weekend & they were great, I think. I don't remember. Good Luck!! [1. Picture yourself near a stream.] [2. Birds R sftly chirping in the cool mountain air.] [3. No one but u knows ur secret place.] [4. U R in total seclusion from the hectic place called "the world'] [5. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity.] [6. The water is crystal clear.] [7. U can easily makeout the face of the person ur holding underwater.] [8. c, ur smiling already!!!] What u need: 1 C. water 4 Lg. eggs 1 tsp. baking soda 1 C. nuts 1 C. sugar 2 C. dried fruit 1 tsp. salt 1 Bottle of Jose Cuervo Tequila 1 C. brown sugar 1 C. lemon juice First: sample the Cuervo 2 check 4 quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, 2 B sure of the highest quality, pour 1 level cup & drink. Then: turn on the electric mixer, beat 1 C. butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add 1 tsp. sugar. Beat again. @ this piont, it's best 2 make sure the Cu

Poem: Untitled
I'm your disasterpiece of shattered moments lost when the bottle touched your lips. I'm the forgotten memories blown away into oblivion when that joint came to life. I'm the one you failed to notice standing beside you when you held your head in your hands and called yourself worthless. I'm the huddled mass of mistakes that you took your pent up agression out on. And hey...guess what? I've kept my mouth shut for far too long. I'll laugh when you hit rock bottom because I won't be there to help you up. I won't be your welcome mat home and I won't be there when you're all alone. And when its time to move on... When its time to close that door... I won't be there anymore. Because...I've kept my mouth shut for far too long... And enough is enough.

Poem: Trust
Who was I to trust you with my life? Who were you to tell me something different other than the dreams I sought to hold so dear. Pop your pills. Inhale your fix. Bleed to death from that gash in your wrist. Make your marks... And secure your ground... Rip out my wings. I won't make a sound. Because as much as I love you I was always the one to trust you just enough to kill me.

To Those Who Write Poetry
To those who write poetry I call armistice Your words Are songs to the wounded Cried from the nibs of fountained Thoughts Bleeding beauty From a rose to paint the page You draw our fears and Breath them life But now’s the time You are not mine Now’s the time For action Write only On placards and march Make roses guns and Rain only anger The world Is ours and all within We search for truth and answers brothers With feet and arms not words

My Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

12.4.06
Your Hatelove in the moments when you hate me most filled with the empty alone hate the words i chose the way i looked at you the lack of understanding hate my compassion hate my concern don't want to be sober don't want to eat or move or live hate me again a little bit more and push the knife further when you call it love so when you ask me for goodbye understand the simple fact that truth will make me give it to you m.e.j. Dead in Anger whisper in the empty place where you used to live so much the center of my moments standing alone and being what is not calling out of disgust and not respect live or die foolish lost it matters no more the girl you knew is different but living still in this sorry state pieces of what was stitched to a darker truth throwing stones at turned backs cursing and holding in the tears everyone calling for anger so here it is temperate and cold w.g.s. Mourning give up give up walk away be what you w

Sex Application!!!!
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The Poison
I look at the roses you left at my doorstep And I get sick to my stomach I look at your face And I want to hit it I feel the heat of your body next to mine And I want to push you away I feel the stank of your breath And I want to leave I look at the roses he left me And a smile comes across my face I look into his eyes And I feel safe I feel the heat of his body next to mine And I feel comforted I feel his soft breath on my neck And I feel more in love with him than ever.

Fucking Ignorant People
Im pretty sure people are assholes because they WANT to be, not just cause they are. I hate people. I almost quit my job today because of people. Dont cuss at me. Dont scream at me, dont get in my face, or yell at me because YOURE A FUCKING MORON. I hate people. This lady gets in my face screaming and cussing at me, cause her son hasnt been seen in the ER yet, um hello how the fuck is that my fault? Im just the nurse not the damn doctor. All he had was a runny nose! There were people there bleeding, and getting sick that we HAD to take first its fucking state law. JESUS. If i didnt need the money, id be gone. I really cant take much more. Then tonight im suppose to work at my retail job. But im not going i cant fucking take no more ignorant people today. ITS FUCKING CHRISTMAS be jolly. Fucking ignorant mother fuckers. Im not gonna smile and take it no more. Im gonna bitch slap someone. Oh and ihu, but imu @ the same time. Motherfucker. ♥

Misty Man
I saw him through the dark mist just barely. For he was dressed in black. He was coming towards me like a black hole. His black hooded cape covered his face. He walked slowly, but with cause. Walking past me in the soft light Not talking Just walking Like the direction of my life. Cold and alone Everyone turns away He can't think no he won't. As he walked past me I get a cold chill I am deathly afraid of this man of the mist.

Love Hurts So Bad
its hard when u find somone here and fall for them.... when u talk to them over the phone.. when they go from loving you too hating you ... when you feel left out of being liked or wanted... when everything falls down at you all at once .... when they wont talk too you anymore.. when u actuallly cry .... when u feel all your freinds are gone ... when u wanna die

Would You?
Y = Yes N = No M = Maybe Would You? [_] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [_] Slap Me? [_] Kiss Me? [_] Let Me Kiss You? [_] Watch A Movie With Me? [_] Take Me Out To Dinner? [_] Take A Shower With Me? [_] Take Me Home For The Night? [_] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [_] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [_] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [_] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [_] Tickle Me? [_] Let Me Tickle You? [_] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [_] Instant Message Me? [_] Greet Me In Public? [_] Hang Out With Me? [_] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [_] Think I'm Cute? [_] Want To Kiss Me? [_] Want To Cuddle With Me? [_] Want To Hook Up With Me? Am I... [_] Smart? [_] Cute? [_] Funny? [_] Cool? [_] Loveable? [_] Adorable? [_] Great To Be With? [_] Attractive? [_] Mean? Have You Ever... [_] Thought About Hooking Up With Me? [_] Found Yourself Wanting A Ki

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The Top 10 Unintentionally Worst Company Urls:
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Would You ?????????
Y = Yes N = No M = Maybe Would You? [_] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [_] Slap Me? [_] Kiss Me? [_] Let Me Kiss You? [_] Watch A Movie With Me? [_] Take Me Out To Dinner? [_] Take A Shower With Me? [_] Take Me Home For The Night? [_] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [_] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [_] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [_] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [_] Tickle Me? [_] Let Me Tickle You? [_] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [_] Instant Message Me? [_] Greet Me In Public? [_] Hang Out With Me? [_] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [_] Think I'm Cute? [_] Want To Kiss Me? [_] Want To Cuddle With Me? [_] Want To Hook Up With Me? Am I... [_] Smart? [_] Cute? [_] Funny? [_] Cool? [_] Loveable? [_] Adorable? [_] Great To Be With? [_] Attractive? [_] Mean? Have You Ever... [_] Thought About Hooking Up With Me? [_] Found Yourself Wanting A Ki

The Hostages
Dan Rather, Peter Jennings, Cokie Roberts, and a tough old U.S. Marine Sergeant were all captured by terrorists in Iraq. The leader of the terrorists told them that he would grant them each one last request before they were beheaded . Dan Rather said, "Well, I'm a Texan; so I'd like one last bowlful of hot spicy chili." The leader nodded to an underling who left and returned with the chili. Rather ate it all and said, "Now I can die content." Peter Jennings said, "I am Canadian, so I'd like to hear the song "O Canada" one last time." The leader nodded to a terrorist who had studied the Western world and knew the music. He returned with some rag-tag Musicians and played the anthem. Jennings sighed and declared he could now die peacefully. Cokie Roberts said, "I'm a reporter to the end. I want to take out my tape recorder and describe the scene here and what's about to happen. Maybe someday someone will hear it and know that I was on the job till the end." The leader directed

Friends...
If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is friend Day. Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back.. 1-3 ~ you're a bad friend 4-6 ~ you're an okay friend 7-9 ~ you're a good friend 10+ ~ you're great friend If one day u feel like crying... call me. I don't promise that i will make u laugh, but i can cry with u. If one day u want to run away -- don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask u to stop.... but i can run with u. If one day u don't want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but i also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call me....... and there's no answer........ come fast to see me. Prehaps i need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close

Dumped
Well ppl I am single once again.. It was a fun month, but it just goes to prove that when a chick gets on her ragg guys just seem to lose interest.... I FUCKING HATE GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!! I am going lesbian again.. hehe

What Is Your Sexual Personality?
Imaginative, erotic, passionate You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Why Do Boys Fall In Love With Girls ????
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight. 15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" - even though you know

How I Became A Racist
One question I find myself answering frequently, once people discover my views on race relations, is "why are you racist?" A good question, I guess. I mean, my parents are not racist. They still have the whole "can't we all just get along" mindset. So you couldn't say I was raised that way. So how did it happen? Well, let me start with an analogy, if I may. People, in a lot of ways, are like dogs. There is a wide array of breeds of dogs. They come in many different colors, different charactaristics, different sizes. The different breeds generally originated in different parts of the world and developed those charactaristics in response to their environment. Much like humans. So you can somewhat draw a corrallary between the different breeds of dogs and the different races of people. Now, lets say that, growing up, you have numerous negative encounters with dogs. In fact, several times you are bitten by dogs. You would then, naturally, develop a distrust of all dogs. Sometimes, peo

Until The Day
until the day i see you.. i will be waiting... hoping, and praying. until the day i kiss you... i will be wishing... wanting,and dreaming. until the day i wake up next to you.. i will be longing... desiring, and thinking. I know how I feel, these feelings wont pass... You are a good person, and I love you for that... and until the day when my world takes a break.. when I put everything on hold, just to hug you.. then I will truly know whats this feeling means.. but not it's just... until the day.......

The "f" In Vfw...
I just heard a caller say something on the Rush Limbaugh show that I loved!! The caller said people are always asking him why he would want to be in the military.... His response is..... I am going to keep the F in the VFW!! Love that!!

My Crazy Life!!!!!
these are the days of our lives.... i swear it is true. people round here lie t your face and tell everyone what really happened behind your back. then they try to cover their tracks, but don't do to good of a job of it. then they come on here and try to make people fall for them and tell them all these things that they are not. well, i believe that goes back to being fake. people think that when they say i hate fake poeple that excludes them out of everything. it doesn' and not for one second do you think that you are better than anyone else. people make their lives whether it is a whore, or a hooker, or a mother, or a house wife. people need to understand that all the lies that are going around wouldn't be if they would not have asked for it but sleeping with everyone that came by.... i try to make the best of bad things but all i get is lied too and mistreated. it doesn't matter to me because all i care about is finding myself and moving on in life and leaving all these jealous peop

Christmas Is Almost
here people. how many people have gotten their shit done? will im not even close i got a child that has a birthday 3 days before christmas and then there is good old christmas.. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW... damn... Im goin to go broke here again.. I need to be rich.. or a sugar daddy lol.. any takers???

Mohamed
MY FRIENDS IT IS REALLY HAPPENED I WISH ALL THE LUCK FOR ALL OF U LADIES AND GENTELMEN THERE ARE SOME THING WRONG HAPPENED TODAY FOR ME ALL OF U FORGIVE ME PLEASE I CANT LEFT AND ANY ONE ANGRY ABOUT ANY THING CHERRY TAP I LOVE ALL OF U IT IS VERY BEAUTIFUL LIFE THAT MAKE ME MEET THE MOST OF U BUT THINKING WITH ALL OF U FOR A SECOND BEFORE I LEAVE HERE TODAY WHAT IS THE BEAUTIFUL THING ON THIS WORLD NO THING JUST IT IS FINISHED ...... I WILL MISSED HER AND ALL OF U TRIBLE_XXX

What Is The Best Type Of Sex For You?
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Racism
ok, I was just listening to the rush limbaugh show....... a caller called in and accused Abraham Lincoln of being racist. How messed up is THAT? The man most single=handedly responsible for freeing black slaves is being called a racist....... I thought I had heard it all , but this takes the cake......... and ya wonder why I dont agree with liberals lol

Jesse Jackson Meets His Match
The author is black and absolutely brilliant. Dear Jesse Jackson Posted: September 19, 2006 1:00 a.m. Eastern Dear Rev. Jackson: I read with interest your Sept. 12, 2006, article "Goodwill, unity, money have been squandered since Sept. 11," which appeared in the Chicago Sun-Times. I do not object, as such, to your poisonous screed directed at President Bush. I object to the substance that so freely flows from your mouth and that can best be likened unto that which is consistent with encopresis albeit in your case, the malady can hardly be defined as involuntary. You purport yourself to be a minister a reverend a so-called man of God but a minister is a servant and a reverend is a member of the clergy, which means said individual is to be obedient unto the God he serves. If one serves the "god" of chaos, deceit, lies, whore-mongering, dysfunction, greed and resentment then perhaps within ecclesiastical environs it can be said you serve well. Apart from same being the case

Are You A Freak ??????????
1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICO RN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITTARIUS 9.PI CK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE... A. ASTRO VAN B. ON THE ROOF TOP OF A BUILDING C. PARK D. AIR PLANE E. ELEVATOR F. ALL OF THE ABOVE

I'm Back!
Well I'm back!I stayed out a little longer than I'd planned. I ran into someone I used to work with...She just left our store 2 weeks ago...and already we've had A LOT to catch up on. A couple of you guys had asked about the whole popsicle thing...When I was a kid, my parents always used them to help soothe my throat..If they work or not is a whole other story...but it definitely helps a lot when there is a fever.

A Day In My Life
As I lace up my boots at the edge of my bed. I stare across my room at a empty chair. I think when I get to work will she be there. Will she talk or does she really care. I pass by some other soldiers along the way. They all ask how was yer day? I smile and tell them I'm living a dream. When deep down inside I'm comming apart at the seams. As I walk through the door I look at the floor. No mail there it's all gone. So I continue to move, just walk on. I get to the office and start to settle in. I grab a computer and log in. I look at the screen with a blank empty stare. Hope for something from home, will it be there. When I scan through the lines they all say forward like the last hundred times. They all set down and forward there shit. I guess they never had time to just to type a bit. As I get out of that I sit and I stare. Log on to Cherry to see who all is there. A few friends come by and left me some mail. I get a small gri

Lets See Whos Man Enough To Cum Vote For Me
HEY SEXY ASS, PLEASE GO VOTE FOR ME AND LEAVE A SMALL COMMENT. U CAN VOTE AS MANY TIMES AS U WANT. PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL UR FRIENDS, FAMILY AND FANS..THIS 40 YR OLD NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET TO WIN THE SEXIEST NON TOP CHERRY CONTEST. TY HUN MWAHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.......HERE IS THE LINK TO GO VOTE http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3850497396

Stupid School
yet again my school is trying to get me in trouble. i look at my cell phone for the time and a fucking teacher says i was texting...wtf....so since this is my second time having it taken my mom has to come get it...so i call my mom asking if she can come real fast.." no sweetie i got kids on the bus" okay hold on. so i ask the lady if my mom gives you approval can you give me my cell phone cause she get off her bus.." NO " so i hang up with my mom and strom out saying THIS IS A FUCK UP SCHOOL... I HOPE YOU ALL GO TO HELL YOUR FUCKING BITCHES....CAN YOU TELL IM PISSED...COME ON MY MOM WAS ON HER BUS...WHICH DRIVES FOR MY SCHOOL....FUCK MARINER...

Poem: Drowning
I don't want to be just another girl, lost in her own sea of regrets. Broken promises and a masquerade in its finest hour. Deaths own perfection in a violent rejection of divinity's own burdened offspring. And I can see you treding in your own sea of fading memories, wondering if you'll wash ashore. Pathetic and somber as the day your were born. I can see you grasping and gasping for air... And I still won't do anything about it.

Young Love
The first day I saw you I knew it had to be Love at first sight You are meant for me. I'm always thinking of you I hope your thinking too I don't know how to say this But I want to be with you. I'm showing you emotions That never ever show I guess the reason is That you deserve to know. Of everything thats said All of which is true Forever and a day My heart will be with you.

Hittin It Big Time.... I Geuss
so i passed my exams today!!! YAY FOR ME!!! lol. i was really doutin myself there for a min. but i pulled threw. i got tonight off work so im thinkin i might go out and hang out with some friends i aint seen in like 3 months thats in town for the night. but i donno if i wanna put up with the drama down town. lol. thats bad! but this is a lil town and everyone knows everyone and their bizness. thats just how it works i geuss. as long as ive lived here ive always tried to just keep to myself. and havein a past like i do with hatein everyone around here... they kinda stay clear of me anyways. not that i care, cuz i really would rather them just do so. i hate this town and dont like many of the people in it. rest my mommas soul but ill always be mad at her for makein me move here. shane asked me the oddest thing this morning on the way to school. he asked me if people really go to heaven when they die. WHAT?!?! i mean really... how do u answer that question to a 6 yr old lil boy? exspecial

I Can't Believe,......
So the weather is a perfect sunny and bright 75 degrees out..So friday my friends dragged me out and boy did they have all their plans messed up first they had their Donovans messed up and that one isn't playing untill Dec 30 ...He's some folk singer form the beach not the folk singer Donovan from the 60's. I was happy, I went to dinner with them and then went home!! I think they used that just to get me out because I wasn't well and just wanted to go to bed. They knew sick or not I would find my way to that gig lol..I was hoping that I would be feeling better. Im still the same coughing, my head hurts mess.. I have to just buckle down and get better. I just start to feel human and then boom I get worse.. I can't remember the last time this ever happened to me. I did try and get some shopping done and everyone in line just threw me the worst looks everytime I coughed.. They all give you the don't give it to me look ..I've had this for a month now trust me I'm not gonna give it to a

To All My Cherry Friends And Family
hey everyone my computer is still broke so sorry ive not been by to talk to anyone but im thinking of u and missing u all thanks to all of those who have kept showing me love and ill return the favor as soon as im back up and running hope to talk to u all soon lol

Darkness
Oh night whom my heart despises Why raise your hand in jealous spite? Who called you in to deliver Take back your message of defiance Your hate overtakes me as I grow cold The wonderness drives me mad This life is nothing I will beat the night With the light in my heart That still shines within Nothing there grows old. Except thy presence which i despise. The moon casts shadows Across this desolate place. My heart turns away from lust. The man I once knew now grows cold. None have forseen this, None could have stopped, None except you, The one everyone loves. You have tried me many times before. Each casting me farther from your grasp Your love is torture to endure. You play with my heart Like a cat with a mouse. You're the cruelest of them all. You're the one who is demonic. Tears fall, fists raise I look around and all is black. I look to the earth and see your name. My voice rises in anger My fist flies through the air Hitting nothing. My heart is

Christmas
Dear Lord, I'm feeling kinda down today, The bills are stacked high; With Christmas just a few weeks away Our bank account's run dry. The kids have all presented lists Of things that they want to see I hope and pray there's nothing missed underneath our Christmas tree. But, I dont have the money for expensive clothes or toys No credit and no cash, Lord where's my Christmas Joy? Perhaps its wrapped up in that hug my Child gave me this morning Or stacked with wood my son did lug To keep us nice and warm. Perhaps it's in my oldest's eye When he comes home on break, And see's I've baked those pumpkin pies He wanted me to make. Perhaps it's in the tired lines Around my husband's eyes; Prhaps in love that's grown with time I've found the greater prize. A friend who gives a hearty smile, And cupboards that arent completely bare, And, even if they arent in style, I got some clothes to wear. A family who believes in me In all things great and small,

Life
today i registered for classes and realized that i am 35 and still have a great and long life to live , i have lived a wonderful life and still continue to. no matter what comes my way , the people i meet , the way the people urk me , or just being alone, i know that my life will keep giving life lessons . whether i understand them or even learn from them , life keeps on giving . i wonder if others such as yourselves realize that in just one day we can learn a lesson, i want anyone and everyone who reads this write one lesson that they learned today !! write your name and a lesson little or small we all have them.i will start: 1. I have patience - sunshine

Whats In A Word
Mean what you say and say what you mean! I hate it when someone tells me something and really doesn't mean a damn thing he/she is saying. They are only words, and I am so tired of the lip action. Why cant he/she just say what they are just feeling. I am an adult and can handle someone being straight with me. Yeah, it might hurt a lil but hell if it didn't then I wouldn't be human. I do get over things and move on. Like Sam in the movie I am Sam, "WORDS, WORDS, WORDS, I need more than Words". Actions speak much louder than any word might say. If you say you are going to do something then dammit do it. Because if you ask me to do something with in reason, you can bet your ass it will get done. So, if your gonna talk to me make sure your actions and words match, because I will be watching. Be true to yourself and then be honest with family and friends. And if you dint know how to be honest and truthful will I'm sure you know how to use a dictionary, may I suggest using it. I'm really not

Hahaaaaaaa
Subject: SNOWBALL FIGHT!!I lOVE Snow, I lOVE CHRISTMAS, I LOVE IT ALL!! (nah, not really) The Time is coming !!Ho Ho HO Let it snow>~You have just been hit with blogged snow ball!~>It's the start of.....Snow Ball Fight 2006!! & 2007!!One rule to this game....You can NOT hit someone who has already hit you!Now...go out there and get as many people as you can,before they get you!I got you first! and you can't get me back!Nanee - Nanee - Nanee!(hehe)We do not stop playing because we grow old; we grow old because we stop playing. NEVER BE THE FIRST TO GET OLD !!!!! __________________ROFPMSL__________________________>

Help My Friend Out In His Contest Please
PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND OUT IN THIS CONTEST... leave as many comments you want.. just please go vote leave a 10 and comments.. thanks You all know what to do.. show your cherry luv. Thanks harleysportee69

Hoping And Wishing
Those words mean so much Make me so happy Not the same as others But still so powerful Yeah Ok they came Flashing up Bringing me up Now I'm so high I don't know how to react It is impossible to comprehend The power of your words Some full of joy hope happiness love These are the ones I keep Stored from weeks ago Something to make me smile When I am feeling low No matter what you ever say You'll never be off my mind I'll never stop feeling like this Never leave thoughts of you behind Hoping and wishing that someday But until then I'll just keep working Hoping and wishing until someday

Thank You...
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE THAT COMMENTED MY CHRISTMAS TAG IN KOOGER'S CONTEST...IT REALLY MEANT A LOT TO ME PLEASE SHOW KOOGER SOME LOVE FOR HAVING A GOOD CONTEST Koogerbabe~ RIDER ~@ CherryTAP Now Playing: I Tawt I Taw Ol Tanty Claus

Sex Ap
Since no one really reads the bulletins.. > > > > 1. Your Name: > > > > > > > > 2. Age: > > > > > > > > 3. Favorite position (s) ? > > > > > > > > 4. Do you think i'm hot? > > > > > > > > 5. Would you have sex with me? > > > > > > > > 6. lights on or off? > > > > > > > > 7. Would you have to be drunk? > > > > > > > > 8. Would you take a shower with me? > > > > > > > > 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? > > > > > > > > 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? > > > > > > > > 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? > > > > > > > > 12. Condom or skin? > > > > > > > > 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? > > > > > > > > 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? > > > > > > > > 15. Have sex on the first date? > > > > > > > > 16. Would you kiss me during sex? > > > > > > > > 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? > > > > > > > > 18. Three sum? > > > > > > > > 19. Anal yes/no? > > > > > > > > 20. How many times would you like to cum? >

My Princess 3
YOU GO VERY FAR WITH YOUR MINED MY LADY IAM NOT VERY BAD LIKE THIS I RESPECT ALL THE PEOPLE ON THE WORLD SO U CAN THINK WHAT INSIDE ME FOR U IT IS MORE ANY ONE CAN THINK ABOUT HIM JUSTU MEAN TO ME THE LIFE THE MEANING OF THE BEAUTIFUL DAYS DONT GO LIKE THAT DONT LEAVE U DID SOME THING BEAUTIFUL IF U GO U FINISHED HIM U KNOW WHAT I MEAN .................... TRIBLE_XXX-ALFA-FOX-99

Drunk Survey
Drunk Survey 1. Have you ever been drunk? Good. Get the really stupid question out of the way..... 2. How old were you the first time you got drunk? 16, in France 3. Have you ever gotten/given digits while intoxicated? No. 4. Have you ever 'drunk dialed'? Yeah, and usually didn't turn out THAT bad. Drunk emails on the other hand.... 5. Have you ever been drunk in front of family members? Sure. 6. Have you ever had to cover up the fact that you were drunk? Had to? I don't think so. 7. Have you ever been arrested for any alcohol-related crime? Well, not arrested, but given a citation for the Muth's open party ordinance. 8. Have you ever hooked-up with someone while drunk? sure. 9. Ever forgot their name? Couldn't forget it if I never knew it in the first place. 10. When was the last time you were drunk? been a little while. Probably after the UM-OSU game. 11. Have you ever been on a drunken binge? You call it drunken binge, I call it colleg

The Rain Falls In Drops Hitting The Ground
The rain falls in drops hitting the ground It echoes the floor creating a sound i close my eyes tell my self to just breathe nothing else matters as long as pain leaves. My heart feels lifted at one thought of you The stupid immature things that you do My laugh comes out quiet and private I guess Nothing else matters nothing but this The way that you walk and chuck things about To bad you have trouble figuring this out They all say you like me But you keep your mouth shut I said i would wait but i'm getting sick of the buts Tomorrow i'm sure ill feel the same as today You're the only one to that i can say

Oh Just Sitting Here Bored
I am so bored here at work. I wish I had someone who could take some good pics of me so that I may post them up. Got a question for who ever reads this. Would you like to see my naughty pics? If you do I can put some up. I guess I will chat with you all later. Have a good one....Brooke

Peace
I NEED PEACE IN MY LIFE, I KNOW I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE? I NEED MORE LOVE IN MY LIFE, CAN I GIVE SOMEONE SUM? IN REAL FRIENDS, TO PUT THEIR ARMS AROUND ME AND NEVER LET GO.IF THERE IS ANYONE OUT THERE THAT UNDERSTAND ME, HOLLA BACK AT ME. I WON'T LAUGH IF YOU WON'T LAUGH.

Lets!
Would you like to get a room in your town or mine? We would embrace and kiss slowly massaging each other till we fall on the bed in the room pulling at each others clothes till each of us is down to our well you know. I would get on top of you and hold you down while I remove your bra and panties as you asked me what I was going to do to you and I said do you remember that tinge box that I said I would like to use. I have some nipple clamps that are connected to the tinge unit and I would clamp it to your breasts and or pussy lips and turn on the juice to wet you up a little more than you already are. then we would go to greater highs than we ever thought possable. wednesdays just won't seem the same ever again.

Thought For The Day 12/4/06
ok i am posting something a lil different today. this is a statement i found in an article somewhere. “Suicide is not chosen; it happens when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain.” Think about that the next time you want to criticize someone who is sucidal or has commited suicide. "they took the easy way out" that is something said time and again yet can be the furthest from the truth. why do people insist on belittling the emotions and problems of others? acting like it can't exist or it is wrong because it is something that they haven't experienced. think about it john

Christmas Tag Contest Winners!
I want to thank you all for coming and entering my very first contest it was a blast. You all did a awesome job on your Christmas tags they were all so nicely done! You are all winners to me and you all ROCK. 1st place winner is GHOST RIDER ~ Can YOU Handle the Heat ~@ CherryTAP GHOST RIDER with 10161 votes2nd place winner isBoo Boo...RIDER@ CherryTAPBooBoo Rider with 8995 votes3rs place winner iscrazysanta (dont be shy rate and leave a comment and I will return the favour)@ CherryTAPCrazysanta with 2692 votes. CONGRATULATIONS

I Look Into Your Eyes
I look into your eyes hoping that you see me you don't I look into your eyes trying to see what you see You blink I look into your eyes Questioning your intitions You Grin I look into your eyes trying to decide what to do you hold me I look into your eyes trusting you not worrying you dont let go I look into your eyes one last time you leave

What Do I Do With Myself.......
to the death around me i want to give in to these sins i cant seem to win for every win i seem to sin the cloud of death around me death is all i see death to thee is like a passing nightmare death is my life how the hell you think i fare? i see death coming onto me why doesnt anyone care someone help me im dyin my soul is cryin wonderin why I wont die i try to fly but get struck down and i slice and slash through the sickness of reality fightin and fightin till the day of my fatality

The Only One
I know I only have half your heart and it just tears me apart I want you to be all mine I don't want to stand in line knowing that you want another makes me want to cry forever I guess I'm not enough for you please tell me what I can do I want to be your number one I want to be your shining sun I don't want to fight for you I don't want to be number two I need to know that I'm the one the only One you want to love

My Princess 2
so dont you understand that every thing u did is going to nice but this last u go why u did that i feel like prince with you like magic it is going so far no time i look at it i think it is going like nothing dream i want to say what u left me to do just tell me