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Work Rantings
Yesterday my two part time keyholders put in notice. I was like, "Is there something in the water??? And if so, STOP DRINKING IT!!!" It really kills me when this happens, because I'm left wondering what the hell to do for store coverage. It isn't like this company ever backs me up when my staff goes bonkers. Anyway, so Matthew needs full time closer to his house. I get it. Jessica doesn't want to leave, but she can't stay in the dorms over winter break, and the people who were going to house her a few nights a week backed out. I'm going to offer her my futon. This morning I get a call from my market manager, who also manages the store in Napa. She says my store didn't open this morning. Oh yay. Matthew "forgot". *sigh* Then I tell her about the two leaving, and she says, "Don't worry about hiring... something's going to happen... and you'll have people... uh, I can't say more." What the fuck? What's going to happen to the Napa store? Is it being shut down? Moved?

Me Tarzan, You Jane...
...we both crazy. Have you ever felt like people just don't listen to you? You are talking, and they are acting like they give a shit, but next thing you know they are talking to someone else, or totaly forgot whatever you were telling them. I hate that shit. It is annoying. If you don't want to talk to me, or listen to what I am saying, then don't try and be my fucking friend. And, on another level, if you ask me "What's wrong?" or "Is something wrong?", please actually listen to my response. Don't pretend to listen and just be nodding your head, and throwing in an occasional well-placed "I understand", I don't need to waste my time with shit like that. Or if you say something like "Well, I'm always here if you need anything", please only say that if you actually mean it. Please don't let me think you are a great friend who truely cares and will be there to help me, if you don't have those intentions. I don't want your bullshit comfort words, unless they are honest and since

Skin Creation Question:
Every once in awhile I get questions on creating skins. I have several blogs that answer these questions. Here is a really good one that I thought I would share with everyone. TY CINDY for the question! === 'Cindy' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-05 09:41:23'.. > I was wondering, when I am making a new skin. How do I set the background that I am using for it to just one big picture instead of having it tiled ? > > First you need to resize the picture to be big... Usually 600 Hight is best due to how some people set their views up... This way it looks good no matter what resolution they use. Then you want the lines to read something like: background-attachment: fixed; background-position:top center; background-repeat:no-repeat; This tells it that you want the background to stay in place and not move when you scroll, place it top and cetner, and leave it as 1 pic not repeat. You can change the location depending on what you want the page to

You Can't Please Everyone, So Let's All Just Go Our Own Way?
The Office Christmas Party: FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director TO: All Employees DATE: October 01, 2003 Subject: Christmas Party I'm happy to inform you that the company Christmas Party will take place on December 23, starting at noon in the private function room at the Grill House. There will be a cash bar and plenty of drinks! We'll have a small band playing traditional carols...feel free to sing along. And don't be surprised if our CEO shows up dressed as Santa Claus! A Christmas tree will be lit at 1:00pm. Exchange of gifts among employees can be done at that time; however, no gift should be over $50.00 to make the giving of gifts easy for everyone's pockets. This gathering is only for employees! Our CEO will make a special announcement at that time! Merry Christmas to you and your family. Patty FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director TO: All Employees DATE: October 02, 2003 Subject: Holiday Party In no

Finished
all my devils and demons have all come out to get me i am mad as hell today, I am tired of being that thing guys/gals want but only to look at or to touch never to be honestly mine. or theres, get to know me you might just like me for the personality not just cause I am pretty...... everywhere I go there is always someone saying stupid shit about me WHY i have not got a clue, i like to go out have a good time and go home I don't sleep around and if you have ever been lucky enough for me to let you go there with me or even get close to me then count yourself lucky cause I don't let many IN..... so I think my marriage is over now, I think we are at that point of no return, the point were all the things in the past have come to a head and its just to damn big of a shit mountain to climb....... I have never asked for much, hell I always felt grateful for his love, thinking he would be the only one to ever LOVE ME.... but I don't care anymore I have to love me and if no one else wan

I'm Tired
I'm Tired I'm tired of people telling me how to feel,when to feel and when it's ok to stop. I'm tired of being told how to act, what to do, and what I'm doing wrong. I'ts my life, my mistakes and my feelings my memories NOT YOURS! Let me deal with it my way not yours! Your not in my head, my heart or my life, you say you understand what I'm going through but you have no idea. When you see through my eyes, with my heart and my pain then you have room too talk.

Fallen Father
My father not the role just a friend the man who was supposed to understand Bestowed a foundation in a barren land My father can I even call you that name? if the life you have played is just a dieing game? My father lost life fast to this addiction made you loose not only yourself your love your convictions.. My fallen Father I pray you listen clear I stood alone... I am standing here.. My fallen father remember the truths my love fells faltered you have shed my youth Forever in this life ~ may the great spirit bring you peace and love in this time

From My Friend Sledge.. Merry Fuckin X-mas
**This is from a friend of mine and I couldnt agree more...Just take some time and read it. OK, Strap up and get ready, cause I am highly PISSED about the way America is turning it's back on what it was founded on. It is, "Merry Christmas"!!!!!! Not, "Happy Holidays"!!!!!! What the fuck is wrong with everybody? If saying Merry Christmas, or hearing it OFFENDS you, then LEAVE My Beautiful Country that I love so much and have made sacrifices for to keep it FREE!!! I am a combat veteran of Desert Storm. I have shed my blod for the right to keep, "In God We Trust" on our money! I have watched friends die in combat, that died so that we may have the freedoms of speach, religion, the right to bare arms, and to keep the Pledge of Allegence as it is! Thousands of our Service men and women have been displaced away from their families and loved ones throughout the years and put their life on the line every day. They do this because they believe that we Americans live in

Untitled
...endless thoughts smashing through insanity that comes from you and I break my heart again my own worst best friend throwing things away nothing good to say and the days long and weary lonely and leave me feeling down kicked around and beaten. But then again I am a new man changed in better ways honesty a mainstay and I have it all that I need and now I see there is always an answer out there waiting for the right time to show you the light that you need to feed your soul and help you grow. Lets walk that Path together...

Know 1's Self
We learn about ourselves by bumpin up against sumthin solid. By throwin ourselves into a project, meetin an obstacle we cant overcum, perhaps makin sum mistakes, we learn what we r capable of & what we r not. We r not here 2 live a comfortable & placid life. Our task iz 2 grow & learn, 2 make a contribution, & 2 have sum tranquility while we do. Tha only way we can achieve those goals iz 2 assert ourselves, find out where tha solid limits r, & assert our right 2 make mistakes n tha process. When we first learn 2 drive a car, we oversteer & hit tha brakes too hard or too softiy. N tha process we learn how 2 feel what iz just right. When we r learnin 2 ask 4 what we need & 2 make a place 4 ourselves, we may ask too demandingly at times. That iz not bad. It iz how we will learn 2 do it well.

...rotting In Hell...
Tired of the bullshit rotting in hell living the lie that we all know so well. Taking the shaft getting fucked over living this nightmare looking over my shoulder. Trying so hard not to get caught up looking for real people who truly give a fuck about who I am and not just what I have who will always be there and really have my back. I dont need your lies or your twisted words these ears are not virgin all these lies I've heard. Don't tell me you love me when your heart is elsewhere, don't tell me you love me when you don't fucking care. I swear that God hates me, and happiness is a loss, forget about Jesus put me on the Cross. I just want to end this this path was a waste, I wish you could sample the bitterness I taste. Life ain't no magic, love is lie, happiness is bullshit, and then we all die. So just leave me here all on my own rotting in hell waiting for the Unknow

In My Head
When she hides her eyes at night/ lays in the darkness and cries/ I often wonder why she doesnt come to me/ and let me hold her safe in my arms/ far away from his twisted charms/ and the sick mind of him that kills her from within slowly day by day/ there's nothing though that we can say/ to make her walk away from him/ this rage boils within me deeply/ he needs to die so sweetly by my hands/ he isn't really a man/ just a monster hidden in skin/ the devil incarnate you'll find within him/ and his face I hate with the passion of God...

Freak In Bed...lmao 61
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITTARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE... A. ASTRO VAN B. ON THE ROOF TOP OF A BUI

Cha Ching!
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

A New Age Calls For A New Hero
In a world full of corupt government leaders and mayhem in the streets a war is brewing. Not the war in iraq not the search for terrorists but a war at home. poverty and and sickness are strickening the people a war that has been put on hold to chase down boogeymen that threaten freedom. but in the middle of this the people that protect us are robbing us of our freedom and taking our money to fund thier war. a smoke show more or less to those who cant see that its all about drugs oil and power wich is what all wars are about. few stand up and state these things in fear that the government will burn them at the stake for taking a risk and label them terrorists at home. has anyone considered that we must look like terrorist in 3rd world countries that we invade and claim its to protect the people. the bullies of the world the untied states military protecting us from whatever is out there. some say we deserved what we got on 9/11 i think it was alil much myself but we have pushed so many

Hey
Hello, how is everyone.I am ok lovin this site.My friend Coretta told me about it. Although I am having trouble locating her.Everything is really different on this site than others so I think it is going to take me some time to get used to.Thanks for everyone that has welcomed me so far.`Hayleigh`

Another Good Joke
lmao gotta love kids. > >Why parents drink... Too good NOT to pass on! > > > >A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had > >not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main > >computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted > >with a child's whisper. > >"Hello." > >"Is your daddy home?" he asked. > >"Yes," whispered the small voice. > >May I talk with him?" >> > > >The child whispered, "No." > >Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your > >Mommy there?" > >"Yes." > >"May I talk with her?" > >Again the small voice whispered, "No." > >Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, > >the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" > >"Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman" > >Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's > >home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" > >"No, he's busy", whispered the child. > >"Busy doing what?" > >"Talking to D

Downrating
I just noticed that this blog is a 7. Whoever is downrating this blog, can you at least leave a constructive comment (either here or an email, instead of just downrating it?) So, that I can change and improve? I am all about improving and constructive critisism. Please step up to the plate and let me know who you are. If you are just being mean and down rating it for some drama reason, then please don't! I only rate EVERYONE 10's. So, what's the story morning glory?

"i'm 84% Country Fried!"
Body: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How COUNTRY Are You? have you... [x] ridden a horse [] owned a horse [] owned land [x] been 4wheelin [x] said "ain't" [] been cow-tipping [x been deer hunting [x] been swimming in a lake.. [x] caught a fish [x] seen a deer get skinned Total:7 You ... [] have worked on a ranch or on land [x] have lived in a house in the middle of no where [] have been duck hunting [x] have went swimming in a river [x] driven or have owned a truck [x] own a rebel flag [x like to fish [] have a funny accent... or thats what people tell you [x] owned a pair of cowboy boots [x] own/owned a cowboy hat [x] own/have owned a big dog [x] sometimes say "y'all" [] have gotten made fun of for sayin "y'all" Total: 9 You also... [x] cuss when you're mad [x] have dipped/dip snuff []go to church on Sunday [x] owned/own a bird or dog [] have riddin a horse to somewhere in tow

To Keep Losin And At What Cost
IN MY LIFE I HAVE LOST LOTS TODAY I HAD TO SEND BACK MY PUPPY AS SMALL IT MAY SEEM TO SOME I JUST WISH I HAD SOMETHING CLOSE WITH OUT LOSING ON THE COUNT OF OTHERS OR A SIMPLE LOSE

From First To Last (again)
FROM FIRST TO LAST "...And We All Have A Hell" Every day gets worse, Locked in a vice my thoughts perverse You must wonder why I look at you that way (that way) Tonight I'll make my way into your house I must; I'm lusting for your body Skin looks tight, think I just might have To take a bite, but I know one will turn To three or four or more my little whore Tonight, tonight she's not alone (can you taste the wicked in the room?) Bobbysoxer, so pure, so young By morning her soul will be gone, gone. I did a beautiful thing, Relax baby, that's a good girl You're like my work of art I can control, I can contort any Position that I wish, I make my fantasy reality Hold still, it will be over soon Tonight, tonight she's not alone (can you taste the wicked in the room?) Bobbysoxer, so pure, so young By morning her soul will be gone, gone, gone, gone. I blend with the walls so I won't be seen My love, you smell so.. I took one good look, I followed you h

The Miracle Of Toilet Paper
THE MIRACLE OF TOILET PAPER Fresh from my shower, I stand in front of the mirror, complaining to my husband that my breasts are too small. Instead of automatically telling me it's not so, he uncharacteristically comes up with a suggestion: "If you want your breasts to grow, then every day take a piece of toilet paper and rub it between your breasts for a few seconds." Willing to try anything, I fetch a piece of toilet paper and I stand in front of the mirror, rubbing it between my breasts. "How long will this take?" I ask. "They will grow larger over a period of years," he replies. I stop. "Do you really think rubbing a piece of toilet paper between my breasts every day will make my breasts larger over the years?" Without missing a beat he says, "Worked for your butt, didn't it?" He's still alive, and with a great deal of physical therapy, he's trying to walk again.

Love Is A Wonderful Feeling
i feel in love along time ago.. to the man i married he has been there for me threw thick and thin and i thank god every day that hes a part of my life,,, i have a wonderful life a wonderful daughter and all is very well.. just thought this would be a good thought got my first blog!!!!!

What Reindeer Are You
You Are Blitzen Always in good spirits, you're the reindeer who loves to party down with Santa. Why You're Naughty: You're always blitzed on Christmas Eve, while flying! Why You're Nice: You mix up a mean eggnog martini. Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Which X-man Are You?
You Are Wolverine Small but fierce, you're a great fighter. Watch out! You are often you're own greatest enemy. Powers: Adamantium claws, keen senses, the ability to heal quickly Which of the X-Men Are You?

The Book Of Love.
The following song is fairly simple, though it is significant in the memory it invokes. You see, though I'm not the absolute most horrible sounding individual, I know my limits when it comes to singing. Well, there is one dudefeller who loves to hear me sing, despite my lack of excellence. He sings to me, as well. One night, he called me and this song was playing softly in the background. He started to sing along with it. He asked me to sing with him, but being aware of my own shortcomings, I declined. He asked me why I didn't want to sing with him. As I'd done before, I told him that I didn't have a great deal of confidence in my singing abilities. He simply chuckled and told me that he loved to hear me sing, as my voice poured over him, caressing and soothing away the stress of life. Then he started singing a certain part of the song. I've made it bold, so check out the lyrics, if you so desire. So, as silly as it is, I do have a romantic girly side which this individual

Take This
1. What is your gender? 2. How old are you now? 3. How old were you when you first started thinking about sex? 4. How old were you when you were first sexually aroused and what caused it? 5. How old were you when you lost your virginity? 6. Did you enjoy your first sexual experience? Why or why not? 7. How many sexual partners have you had at this point in your life? 8. Who is the sexiest person you know personally? Why? 9. Have you ever been sexually attracted to someone related to you? If so, whom? 10. If you were given the opportunity to act on that attraction, would you? Why or why not? 11. What is the most sensitive part of your body? 12. What is the least sensitive part of your body? 13. Has anyone ever stimulated your G-spot/prostate? 14. If so, did you find it pleasurable? 15. Do you like large or small nipples? 16. How big are your nipples? 17. Do you consider yourself sexually under-endowed, average or over-endowed? Why? 18.

Be Honest Please..
Your name: Where did we meet?: Take a stab at my middle name: Do I believe in God?: How long have you known me?: Do I smoke?: What was your first impression of me upon meeting?: Color of my eyes?: Do I have any siblings?: What is JUST ONE of my favorite things to do?: Do you remember one of the first things I said to you?: What's my favorite type of music?: What is the best feature about me?: Am I shy or outgoing?: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?: What's your favorite memory of me?: Any special talents?: Would you consider me a friend?: If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?: If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring?:

I Crave Your Mouth
I crave your mouth, your voice, your hair. Silent, starving I prowl through the streets. Bread does not nourish me, dawn disquiets me, I search the liquid sound of your steps all day. I hunger for your sleek laugh, For your hands the color of the wild grain, I hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails, I want to eat your skin like a whole almond. I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in your loveliness, The nose, sovereign of your arrogant face, I want to eat the fleeting shade of your lashes, And I walk hungry, smelling the twilight Looking for you, for your hot heart, Like a puma in the barren wilderness. Pablo Neruda

What Reindeer Are You?
You Are Comet A total daredevil, you're the reindeer with an edge! Why You're Naughty: You almost gave Santa a heart attack when you took him sky diving Why You're Nice: You always make sure the sleigh is going warp speed Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

About Me ~ Stacey Forrester
Hey all, how's it going? Some of you know who I am, and others are probably wondering who the hell I am. Well my name is Stacey Forrester, I am a solo musician from Western Ny. I am a singer,writer, and lyricist. I mix my own music, and am currently working on making a cd by this summer. I posted some of my lyrics up today that will be featured on my album. If you are interested in my work here is a link to more of my lyrics http://blog.myspace.com/staceyforrester and you can also check out some of my music on my myspace band page which is ~ www.myspace.com/Staceyforrester thanks and I truly enjoy all the support and love everyone has shown to me and my work =) Much love to all of you!

Work Perviness
I love masturbating at work. Obviously I have my own office, because jerking off in the common area isn't really a smooth move. I've done it probably 60 or 70 times, I suppose, in the 5 years I've worked here. I've had sex with three different women in my office, and I loved each experience. Not surprisingly, office sex is a huge turn-on for me. K. I fucked in my old office. It was the first time we had sex. I was still living with my soon to be ex wife at the time, and we had to find "private" places to be together. I still remember how it felt as I was sitting in that wooden office chair and she slowly lowered herself onto my cock, her legs straddling me and her huge tits in my face. I pulled her breasts from the cups of her bra and suckled her as she slid up and down on my cock, grinding it deeper and deeper until she came. I then had her bend over, her elbows on the seat of the chair, as I pulled aside her thong and pushed the thick head of my cock between her pussy lips and dee

Career Test
Your Career Personality: Independent, Insightful, and Ingenious Your Ideal Careers: Architect Artist Business strategist College professor Computer programmer Mathematician Neurologist Philosopher Photographer Video game developer The Quick and Dirty Career Test

I'm Gonna Corrupt You
I wanna make you scream I wanna make you yell Make you feel, in a dream Send your soul, to hell I wanna make moan I wanna make you sigh Make you feel all alone Not wanting to die Let me twist you mind masturbate you Let me twist you head fuck you Let me twist you Sexually use you Let me twist you I'm gonna Corrupt you I wanna make you gasp I wanna make you plea Make you feel, an epitaph Send your soul, to me I wanna make you groan I wanna make you cry Make you feel like stone Not wanting to die Let me twist you mind masturbate you Let me twist you head fuck you Let me twist you Sexually use you Let me twist you I'm gonna Corrupt you I wanna make you hurt I wanna make you bleed Make you feel, the dirt Send your soul, let me feed I wanna make you shriek I wanna make you used Make you feel weak you are the abused Let me twist you mind masturbate you Let me twist you head fuck you Let me twist you Sexually use you Let me twist y

Madness
I cannot escape these lies that eat me up inside they suffocate me taking all of me plaguing my every move and thought bleeding the life right out of my eyes choking the words that try to pass my lips breaking this heart that pounds beneath my chest taking over me, my inner demon inside based upon these lies, I'll be crucified cry to me your angel necrosis setting in cry to me your god reality hits you now cry to me your hate depression setting in cry to me your pain your hearts giving in I cannot surpass this everlasting hate the madness taking over, all of me schitzotypal personality, and borderline insanity medication, and prayer cant save me now the demon inside, pushes out this breath blackness surrounds me like a tomb of death taking over me, my inner demon inside based upon these lies, i'll be crucified cry to me your angel necrosis setting in cry to me your god reality hits you now cry to me your hate depression setting in cry to me your p

I Found My Way
I stand alone in this lair darkened shadows play here on my own in this forgotten realm far from where I once roamed Fire burns where I once stood Scars torn where I once laid No, I should have stayed Demons of calling the angels are falling the tears are burning the hell is churning darkness inside the blackness I ride I am returning I lay alone in this room the dead are awake here on my own in this tomb far from where I've known Water floods where I once danced Decay where I once loved No, I'm coming home Demons of calling the angels are falling the tears are burning the hell is churning darkness inside the blackness I ride I am returning I sit here alone on my throne the servants serve me here on my own in this hell forever I have always known Hell burns where I lay my hands Sin arises with all my demands I am returning, I found my way I found my way By:Stacey Forrester (copywritten) dont steal!

Games Ppl Play In Public Forums
Well I just visited a friends blog. I would have to say I agreed with him on lots of his views about public online places.. If ppl dare or care to read my profile they would notice and take note I am married. My pics are done with taste and those are for my friends who appreciate them.. I am not here to get into any mind boggling sexcapades or look at scooze the language dick shot sizes. I am here for meaningful friendships that last a life time. If you want more they have sites for that.. I am upfront and I don't bullshit. I say what I feel and mean but not sugarcoat it. Ask some of the men I do talk to.. If you are here for friendship and clean fun good. If not then move on because I hate to waste your time and mine.. STRAIGHT UP there luv.. KEEPING IT REAL MO Courtesy of MsTags.com

Passions Of The Heart
1. The Busy Heart NOW that we’ve done our best and worst, and parted, I would fill my mind with thoughts that will not rend. (O heart, I do not dare go empty-hearted) I’ll think of Love in books, Love without end; Women with child, content; and old men sleeping; And wet strong ploughlands, scarred for certain grain; And babes that weep, and so forget their weeping; And the young heavens, forgetful after rain; And evening hush, broken by homing wings; And Song’s nobility, and Wisdom holy, That live, we dead. I would think of a thousand things, Lovely and durable, and taste them slowly, One after one, like tasting a sweet food. I have need to busy my heart with quietude

The Toy Story
Another one of my brilliant ideas. There is an adult toy store that I like to shop at about an hour from where I live. They have the best selection and the best prices. Normally, I just stop by there if I happen to be in the neighborhood. Well I have been looking for a particular item, so today instead of driving there, I decide to call. The guy answers the phone and I proceed to ask if they carry the item I "need". He needs me to describe it to him, so of course I do. Mind you, I know exactly who I am talking to because he said his name when he answered the phone and he is the one that is normally working when I go. Anywho.....I am in the process of describing my item to him and he starts asking more questions. Making strange noises. I'm like....ummm...hello? He starts laughing. I start laughing. He tells me he loves the way I am describing this to him. He has one in stock, but only one. He will hold it for me BUT I need to come get it now. I explain that I am an hour

Admiration
Keep telling yourself these lies Build them up til' they eat you up inside Denial is your only friend your hope is fading fast you break me to bleed you beat me to breathe I am what makes you survive I am what makes you suffer Contemplation Im your temptation Disintegration Im your annihilation Irritation Im your frustration Devotion Im your emotion your hope is fading fast Keep living in your delusions Settle them in their taking over your mind Illusion, is your only sickness your faith is fading fast You scar me to feel you tear me to wonder I am what makes you survive I am what makes you suffer Vindication Im your observation Institution Im your vaccination Illumination Im your castration Communication Im your manipulation your faith is fading fast You are my fascination I am your obliteration Admiration your hope is fading fast your faith is fading fast by:Stacey Forrester (copywritten) dont steal!

My Hatchette
I pick it up, and look it over, a bit rusty. I balance it on my hand, the blade is heavier. I swing it to see how well it cuts, very jagged. I look it up and down, and it looks like something from a horror movie... My mouth spreads into an evil grin... THIS..... is perfect!! This is MY hatchette, given to me by a refined Juggalo. It is not normal, it is rusty, out of balance, doesn't cut straight, and looks horrid... That is perfect for what I will be using it for. I now have my weapon, and my proclomation, I will never die, as Family never does. hehe..hehehaha....MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Friends With Benefits
It doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Here's how it works: Statistcally speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your cherry tap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your cherry tap that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-Blog this as "friends w/ benefits"

Let These Be Your Desires
Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself But if you love and must needs have desires, Let these be your desires: To melt and be like a running brook That sings its melody to the night. To know the pain of too much tenderness. To be wounded by your own understanding of love; And to bleed willingly and joyfully. To wake at dawn with a winged heart And give thanks for another day of loving; To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy; To return home at eventide with gratitude; And then to sleep with a prayer For the beloved in your heart And a song of praise upon your lips. Kahlil Gibran

I Am The Countess
Sweet Temptation Bow down before thee Unveil this lustful obsession Pure vampyric, Evil me Sexual eviscerating discretion Unfurled the wretched be The Countess Resurrection Over tombstones I descend Infusing the air, with rising star A curse, with passion death replete Seductress of blood, an ardent caress Mistress of night, thou shall surrend Enchanting blue eyes, Hair of gold, and lips of sin Impaled in darkness, Vampyric silhouette Demons live upon my tears, thou worship me Secret sacrifice, now comes thee end Enchantress of death, heil the countess Requiem of dreams, heil the countess Seductress of Nocternity, heil the countess I ignite the flame, of the fathomless dream Surfacing this land, with a legion of repugnant hell A tale of lustful satanic decree Goddess of doom, your eyes confess Innocent blood on thy lips, in the moonlight gleam Mistress of night, thou shall surrend The darkest eyes, ocean blue, endure carnal abyss Crucified in crimson

Just Some Thoughts/reflections On All This.
you know its kinda funny,all the things that she made a big deal bout don't matter anymore like me gettin my drivers licence by the end of december,or me askin her to senior prom a certain way. the other thing to is y does she have to be so damn confusing and keep tryin to sneak looks my way.I have had to learn to live without her and so should she cause I'm never taking her back ,not after all she's done to me.

Feminine Mystique
Hate me for all that I stand Blame me for all of your hurt Your words dont effect me anymore It's a cold day in hell, when demons cry Your heart is black, and you are weak Denied by my hands, the feminine mystique You wont ever know What I know You wont ever feel when there's nothing to feel Where do you turn When nothing greets you Emptiness, it's calling you Shame me for all that I am Maim me for all of your pain Your cries, I dont hear anymore It's the darkest day, when angels die Your heart is empty, and you are meek Denied by my words, the feminine mystique You wont ever know What I know You wont ever feel when there's nothing to feel Where do you turn When nothing greets you Emptiness, it's calling you Break me for all that I know Avenge me for all of your tears Your feelings dont mean shit anymore It's the bleakest day, when you open your eyes Your heart of stone, the truth is what you seek Denied by my heart, I remain the feminine m

Time To Fly
This here is one of my favorite songs I have ever wrote.. It has a lot of meaning to me. some people say, time goes by way to slowly it passes right before are eyes the people in are life, they come and go growing up to learn the things we know life it never stays the same, we kill ourselves to live it breaks us down, each and everyday just a face, in this place, we fade away it breaks us down, each and everyday lift your broken wings it's now your time to die cry your eyes to me let the light open up your heart spread your broken wings it's time to fly some people say, time goes by way too fast each and everyday it becomes are past the people in are lives, they come and go leaving imprints in are hearts, memories we always know life it never ends the same, we all kill ourselves to live it breaks us down, each and everyday just a face,in this place, in time we all fade away it breaks us down, each and everyday lift your broken wings it's now your t

Dreams Can Come True, Or Can They....
I wrote this Nov. 26 2006 I feel you near me every minute of the day, Yet you are miles away. I smell your passionate fragrance riding on the wind, I see your face, in the face of others. Even though I have never met you, I can feel your hand gently touching me, But that can’t be, no one is there. I can hear you voice call my name, But there is only silence. I want to feel something in my heart, But it’s been broken far too long. TheUnLoved ® On the night of Dec. 3rd 2006 All of these things became a reality. The miles became only inches. I could for a while hold you near. I could truly see your face. The silence was broken, I heard you call my name countless times. I did feel your hand in mine. Actually touch your skin. Your skin so soft and delicate. Everything seemed so right that night. Was it? I think it was. For when I had to leave, I was regretful for having to go. But I left with a fire inside. A burning desire to live life again. Will I live again

Over The Edge
The anger thats flaring your passion taking you over the edge your losing control body hard and too many years of pain control is your domination forcing me to your submission You rape me take all of my dreams you rape me took everything I ever had you rape me of everything that I am you rape me All I can do is scream The awareness inside its your temptation one more step and your over the ledge your losing control body hard and so many years of disdain control is your ambition Make my body free to your admission You rape me take all of my dreams you rape me took everything I ever had you rape me of everything that I am you rape me All I can do is scream You took all that I knew threw it out left me here your hate inside it makes me hate too with all that you do I am broken inside so I submit myself to you cause you rape me take all of my dreams you rape me took everything I ever had you rape me of everything that I am you

Men Strike Back! (just Kidding Ladies)
Men strike back! How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it! Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clock on the oven. Why do men fart more than women? Because women can't shut up long enough to build up the required pressure. What's worse than a Male Chauvinist Pig? A woman who won't do what she's told. I married a Miss Right. I just didn't know her first name was Always. Scientists have discovered a food that diminishes a woman's sex drive by 90%. It's called a Wedd

Eye Of The Storm
each night I pour my words out again and again once again choking you with the stroke of a pen I love if you read them and take them to heart you can see how it ends and falls apart but dont believe everything that comes out its not always me that these words are about I see the world thru other peoples eyes I give them redemption sometimes in disguise sometimes its vague and hiddin within never to see the light of day again If its about you it can be your swan song as the light grows dim and I move along and leave you in the past once again never to come alive again with my pen so if you read my words and they touch your soul share them with someone else that you know we can keep feelings from drifting away keep the eye of the storm from ending the day

Lost
You live in a world, where everyone pretends to be real You've found you're lost, and can't find your way Living another day, dreaming, reaching out Fingers brushing at memories that just fade away You lost your way... Broken in silence the distance remains you lost your way... Yeah!! now turn around face the day break the structure free yourself you got the key to your locked cell face the day you've lost your way You drift in todays society, where the crazy is the real you've found your lost, drowning in your own mediocrity Breathing in another moment, your dreams are slain Arms outstretched, they yearn for one more day you lost your way.... Broken in blindness the distance remains Yeah! now turn around face the day break the structure free yourself you got the key to your locked cell face the day you've lost your way Now everyone is looking, you've drifted away so far away, you've lost your way no way to save yourself You drift

Nhs Doctors Are Shite!!
ok for those of you who actualy know me quite well you'll be aware that i was a paratrooper, yes thats right tommywho5150 was a para (2nd bat 3 para to be prescise) during my time i served in a number of shit holes including bosnia and the gulf and its the latter which brings me to write this blog. while on a "routine" house clearence (if ever there were such a thing) in a location i cannot legaly tell u about, we encountered shall we say a monobrowed moutashioed mad iraqi chap who believed me and my fellow soldiers to be the devil in carnate, basicaly he opened fire on me and my buddies with nothing more than a shotgun and a couple of grenades, me being the fool that i was at the time rushed forward to his position and returned fire only to be hit square on with a chest full of shot and a shockwave from a small hand held explosive device (namely a grenade) reeling from this i managed to double tap the guy in the torso and get recovered by my fellow squad members, i spent 3 weeks in

No Christmas This Year And The Reasons For It
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flyi

Poems
(20) My secret love. In these our moments, in only words, we share all there is to give. Making promises, telling truths. My friend you have given me in so short a time more than you will ever know (21) To think upon you, Is to relive loves torture. For in this thought I find the need to believe in those things that I have No hope of attaining. But still, to wander aimlessly among those simple dreams and to place my heart Once again Within reach of that one thing which I Long for is worth that sudden shock of pain. For in that time I smiled. For in that moment I was home and in that brief second my heart was full of loves rapture so That I can once again find reason for tomorrow. ------------------------------------------- (22) Just a dream, I had, of red lips. Words spent to try and always remember you. I lose every time, a fool that ponders Upon

No Christmas This Year,and The Reasons For It
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM!

Untitled....again
Untitled I'm sick of people giving me well wishes. "Keep going", "Have faith", or "You will get through this." How do you know? Dont act like you care. Walk in my shoes and see how you fare. You say you understand, "No really I do." But you dont and you wont, say it again and we're through. Yeah, I'm angry, I said it, I'm sick of this shit. Cant you just give me some space for a bit? Just be there with me, I'll come to you if i need, Someone to talk to, or help cause I bleed. I'm trying to protect you, dont you understand? I tell you too much and it gets out of hand. You've gained my trust, so you can hear my thoughts, But if you give me your heart, then together we're lost.

Will You?
If I leave here tomorrow, how will you remember me? Will you remember me for the good times? The bad? The times when I was happy? Or the times when I was sad? Will you even remember me at all? And if you will, for how long? Will you carry me with you till your dying day? Or will you think of me for awhile, until the memories fade? Will you be at my funeral cause you feel that respects due? Will you be the one crying even though I told you not to? When you think of me, will a smile cross your face? Or because of the circumstance, will anger take its place? Will you visit my grave year after year? And ten years from now will you still shed a tear?

I'm So Happy!!!!
Yeah I have high speed again. I am back home for good I hope. No more dial-up for me that shit sucked. I am going like next week and buying my husband a wireless card for his laptop. But now i got to unpack talk to you all later love you guys

The Rain
The Rain The rain outside cant match the tears that I've shed. Its began to pour, cant get it out of my head. The lightning, the thunder, no shelter just yet. No matter how fast I run, I cant escape getting wet. Dark skies and gray clouds for miles around. I close my eyes, but theres no escape from the sound. The mud on my feet, the wind in my face, Please take me away from this God awful place. Its been raining so long, I've forgot what its like to see the sun shine.

Beautiful Things
What would life be like without the beautiful things? The beautiful things that are so often overlooked. Sometimes the most beautiful things are so cliche that they are no longer thought of as beautiful, but just.....cliche. The sun setting on an autumn day. The moon and the stars lighting up the sky on a clear night. Morning dew just barely hanging on to the petals of a rose. The sound of the wind blowing through the trees. Cliche to you maybe, but heaven to me. Or the beauty of things that get so often overlooked in the moment. A womans hair falling gently on her bare back making you want to run your fingers through it. The look on your childs face as they open that Christmas present that is "just what they wanted." That feeling you have when love is fresh. Your child telling you they love you twice in a row, because once just didnt say it enough for them. The energy felt while holding hands because you WANT to. When you hug your lover from b

Another Untitled Poem
Untitled You are beautiful. Wont you believe this? A color, a shade that doesnt exist. My existence is greater, By your existence. Just when I think I know you, Completely I find out there is so much more, To learn. Could you shine any brighter? Are you of this world or are you simply A dream? Your book is written in a language called Love. Cant you see that I am here, For you. You make the sun burn Brighter. Colors more Vibrant. If you are lost, Let me guide you. If you are losing your grip, Give me your hand. For I will never, ever let you down. I just want to be there With you. Because I believe In you. For you are a rose in a garden of daisies.

Untitled Poem
Untitled .2 I'm captivated- By your intellect and depth. You are proof that love is life, And not death. Will you let me be- The chorus to your song? Will you let me be- Your shoulder to cry on? You've taken my breath. You've stolen my heart. A thief in the night Thats perfected her art. I'm lost in your eyes. You hang from my lips, Impatiently waiting, For the next time we kiss. You make me feel warm On the coldest of nights. You make me feel passion Every time that we fight. You make me feel That love can be real. But best of all, You make me feel.

Hey
do you ever sit around and wonder where your life is going.. or what you are supose to do with what you have.. or what can you do to make it better... im sure everyone does this... have you ever thought you finally found your soul mate after years andyears of searching you find that one person that just feels right...but the only problem it feels right to you and not them... yeah that sucks alot... well this is my first blog not sure if anyone will read it... but if you do heres some advice... dont make someone a priority when they only make you a option...

Crowded Room (i'm Such A Tease, I Know!)
Their eyes met from across the crowded room and a shock of recognition, of understanding struck the both. She lowered her eyes momentarily in deference and he felt his chest tighten in response to her gift... When their eyes met again, he raised his head, beckoning her to come to him. Despite the dense crowding of the room, it seemed as though a path parted in anticipation of her passing. Eyes downcast, cheeks burning and a slight smile playing across her soft lips, she gracefully made her way to where he stood. Shyly, she looked up at him. Standing well above six foot, he towered over her barely five foot frame. He took her hand in his massive hand and brought it to his lips, brushing the soft white flesh delicately in way of a greeting. He smiled as the blush in her cheeks deepened, the red nearly matching the fiery color of her hair. "My honor, sweet, to meet you. Might I have the privilege of your company this evening?" he softly asked of her, his deep voice nothing

Be Careful What You Wear
Here's a safety brief for you...be careful what you wear (or don't wear), when working under your vehicle... especially in public. True story: From the Sydney Morning Herald Australia comes this story of a central west couple who drove their car to K-Mart only to have their car break down in the parking lot. The man told his wife to carry on with the shopping while he fixed the car. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car. On closer inspection she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underpants turned private parts into glaringly public ones. Unable to stand the embarrassment she dutifully stepped forward and tucked everything back into place. On regaining her feet she looked across the hood and found herself staring at her husband who was standing idly by. The mechanic, however, had to have three stitches in his head

Dreaming
He gently reaches for her, gliding his hand over her warm skin. He pulls her close. His cool skin pressing against her heated body, absorbing her warmth, his flesh medling with hers… He whispers softly in her ear, nuzzling his words so that his murmured words melt into her heart. His hand caresses her hair, reveling in the softness as he inhales the scent of her hair. As his other hand travels up her rib cage, to tease and take pleasure in her soft breast. In response to his touch, her back arches… rising to meet his loving caresses more firmly, giving herself over to him. Their lips touch, igniting a firestorm, passion washing over them … He feels her hands trail ever so lightly up his shoulders, to bury her fingers in his dark hair as he explores her mouth with his own. Bodies held tightly together, yet never close enough. His lips trace her jawline, tenderly kissing the hollow of her throat… delighting in the taste of her skin, the heat of her flesh… The soun

Pheasant Stir-fry
2 pheasant breast halves skinned 2 tbsp sesame oil 10 portobello mushrooms, sliced 1 red bell pepper, chopped 1 onion, chopped finely 2 tsp tamari soy sauce Cut the pheasant portions into large pieces, then fry on a low heat in the oil until browned. Add onion, bell pepper, and mushrooms and stir-fry together for about 8 minutes until the vegetable are tender and the pheasant is cooked through. Add the soy sauce and serve with rice or noodles. Pheasant Rich in B vitamins and protein, pheasant is a good source of energy. Pheasant is by far the most plentiful and popular of game birds. It is higher in fat than many other meats but the main fat it contains is the health-enhancing monounsaturated type, which is a plus. It also contains good levels of nutrients, so it is very beneficial when eaten occasionally. It is a useful source of vitamin B6 which is needed for the production of phagocytes to keep the body's cells healthy, and vitamins B2, B3, and B12 vital for maintaini

December 5, 2006
Well, just hanging out at the office freezing, but that is the norm. Contemplating finding a new job so I am not living in a box when my contract ends in February and how the hell I am going to deal with the visa thing. OMG what have I gotten myself into.

Children
Raising a Child’s Not easy They come with no Instruction book It takes years To raise a Child But it also takes Understanding guidance Laughter And yes Tears too But when they are older You can look back and see Just how much joy They brought Into the Family And then you will see Raising a Child Is a wonderful Thing A Child Does not care What kind of car you drive What kind of clothes you wear A Child Just loves you For who you are The best gift To give to your Child Is your time They’ll be grown Before you know it Time does fly by A Child Love you unconditionally Whether you are Rich or poor A Child loves you For who you are Not the things You have So this Christmas Instead of big fancy Expensive gifts Give to your Child Something That’s free More of your time Spend with Just them And when they are older And out on their own The memories You made with them Will fil

Do A Ditty
There she was just a hustling on the street Singing do ya wanna come and go with me Wiggling her hips to a strange calypso beat Singing do ya wanna come and go with me She wore paint Needed turpentine She wore paint, needed turpentine You gotta be outta your mind Before I knew it she was snuggling up to me Singing hey there baby cum and have a look and see Eyeing my crotch just to see how big I be Saying hey there honey you want a shot at me Cost fifty bucks Go to my place I ducked into a door Then she asked just once more Wowo-ohoh I knew I could catch a disease--eeeese Yes I did, And so I told her of all the things I was afraid of Now she’s upset And cursing out violently Singing get your ugly ass away from me We’ll be enemies until our dying day Singing I got a gun so now you better flee Well I'm gone She's trying I'm gone, she’s trying, cops gave her a hefty fine Wowo-ohoh I knew I could catch a disease--eeeese Yes I did, And so I to

How To Pimp Out Your Stash!
Many people have asked me where I find my funny video clips. There are tons of sites out there that have great clips for your stash. Browse through my stash and you will see videos from my favorite sites. The key to having having a good stash is being very selective as to the content you upload. I try and ONLY upload really funny or unique stuff. DO NOT abuse the stash by uploading non relevant material. If you do so, your material will be deleted. Make sure to properly categorize your content when you do upload it. Once you upload your content, make sure you bulletin it out to your friends list. If you have accounts on other networks, grab your stash URL and post it all over. Be sure to hyperlink the URL, so people can easily access your stash. MySpace, Facebook, etc are great places to show off your stash and to maximize your views and comments. If someone ends up signing up, you will most likely get the $500 cherry bucks. The most important thing to remember is that people

To My Fellow Alcoholics!( I Have Done Or Agree With All Of These)
To my fellow Alcoholics! > Liquor manufacturers have accepted the Government's suggestion that the following warning labels be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: > > > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > > > WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. > > > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > > > WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. > > > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > > > WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a retard. > > > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > > > WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them. > > > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > > > WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can s

Deep Trouble
OK ya'll I am writing this because I am very pissed off right now. I have once again been screwed over by Social Services. Thankfully my kids are covered by medicaid. The only problem is my husband and I are poor LOL we make crap. Yet they say we make too much for me to continue getting medical help. (Our take home is $1,200-$1,300 a month) Now to me this is a huge problem. Not many of you know this but my health is pretty poor. I am Bi Polar. I also have a huge thyroid problem...here is some info on the dangers of this...http://www.webmd.com/hw/thyroid_disorders/hw145669.asp. Along with these I have some heart troubles including massive problems with blood pressure....my normal pressure is 146/120. Yeah..reaching stroke levels soon. I have asthma and a chronic spine problem between L4 and L5.Yes with all of these problems and my huge medical costs (bi polar meds cost $500 a month...alone) I will no longer recieve health coverage. As I am sure you can bet with 3 kids trying to pay

Vixen!!!
You Are Vixen Sexy and sultry, you're the one all the other reindeer dream about. Why You're Naughty: That fur pulling spat you got into with Dancer over Santa. Why You're Nice: Because even when you're nice, you're still delightfully naughty! Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Someone Had To Get Fired
He had narrowed it down to one of two people, Debra or Jack. It was an impossible decision, they were both super workers. Rather than flip a coin, he decided he would fire the first one who used the water cooler the next morning. Debra came in the next morning with a horrible hang-over after partying all night. She went to the cooler to take an aspirin. The Boss approached her and said: "Debra, I've never done this before but I have to lay you or Jack off." "Could you jack off?" she says. "I feel like shit."

Folsom, Day 4
So, I've never been more relax. And I so don't wanna go back to work. Blah! But as of the 13th I have to go back to being a responsable adult. It's times like this that I miss being a child. But truthfully, despite everything, I'm feeling really happy still, although a little cold, so I'm going to go and turn the heat up. And maybe have my first cigarette in like 5 days, cuz I'm really wanting a cigarette (stupid adictive substances!) I love you all!

Office Party
So….tonight is the night of the evil party that our front office has been invited to. It’s a Promotional Products organization party thing. The fun bit is that it’s held at Play here in Nashville which is a really awesome gay bar that I like to dance at. Also, there will be karaoke, drinks and dinner on the boss. The bad news is that I have to deal with people from work and people that I don’t like over the phone while I’m consuming the alcohol. However I plan to drink and sing and leave. I know that Nickey and I are gonna break out some Barbara and Celine and perhaps some other duets. I also plan on some Hinder (running gag between Nickey and I), Peggy Lee, maybe some Connie Francis, and if there’s time a specific 80’s song I love. Any other suggestions for the joys of karaoke?

You Decide..
Invest your attention You are always highly attentive to something. Though the object of your attention may change quickly and often, at any given moment your attention is focused on one particular thing or another. You have the ability for long and consistent focus if you so choose, and you also have the ability to go with the flow of the moment. Both abilities can be extremely valuable in their own ways. The important thing is that the object of your attention is yours to decide. It cannot be forced upon you by anything other than your own choice. Look back at the various ways you've spent your attention, and consider what those choices have brought you. Use your experience as a guide when you select where to invest your attention in each moment. The possibilities available to you depend upon which direction you look. Think of the kinds of places where you've found real and lasting value in the past, and you'll know where to look. There is enormous power in your atten

My Newest And Dearest Friend
Come on Juggalo family, I have a new great friend and he is so in need of the Family clown love from us all, please stop by and show him the love *love what is love oh i know looks down at the ground at my shattered heart thats what love got me!!!*@ CherryTAP he is a little shy about putting the juggalo tag on his name, show him that he is welcomed no matter what. Thanks and MMFWCL! ~~baby girl~~

No Wonder :(
I’m Tired! Yes, I’m tired. For several years I’ve been blaming it on getting older, lack of sleep, weekend projects, stale office air, poor nutrition, carrying extra pounds, raising a family, recent colds, and a dozen other reasons that make you wonder why life is getting rough. But now I found out what’s really happening! I’m tired because I’m overworked. The population of the USA reached 300 million last October. 79 million of the populations are retired. That leaves 221 million to do the work. There are 19 million toddlers and 76 million students in schools, which leave 126 million to do the work. Of that total, 21 million are unemployed leaving 105 million to do the work. Then you take away 34 million in hospitals and that leaves 71 million to do the work. 43 million are in prisons and that’s 28 million left to do the work. Now take away 14,683,468 federal, 5,344,722 state and 5,370,743 city workers who run our government and you’re left with 2,601,067 to do the work. Take

Would You Wanna Be These Guys??
This past fall semester, at Duke University, there were two sophomores who were taking Organic Chemistry and who did pretty well on all of the quizzes, midterms, labs, etc. Going into the final exam, they had solid "A's." These two friends were so confident going into the final that the weekend before finals week (even though the Chem. final was on Monday), they decided to go up to University of Virginia to a party with some friends. So they did this and had a great time. However, they ended up staying longer than they planned, and they didn't make it back to Duke until early Monday morning. Rather than taking the final then, they found Professor Aldric after the final and explained to him why they missed it. They told him that they went up to Virginia for the weekend, and had planned to come back in time to study, but that they had a flat tire on the way back and didn't have a spare and couldn't get help for a long time. So they were late getting back to campus. Aldric thought th

Rate And Comment
I have been thinking about how funny it is that guys rate and comment on all kinds of pics of different girls. so i think its time for the girls to do the same back for us guys. so girls here it is, its time for you to start with me. so come on my page and start with my pics. then go show the other guys out there. now you know after you get done with me i'll be back to your page to hook you up. so dont wait any longer get started today!!!!!!

All I Was Left With Was A Memory
The first time you kissed me you stole my heart and soul, from that time on my life was no longer my own. Every breath, every beat of my heart was in sync with yours, every breath you took consumed every aspect of me and i was no longer one person but two entwined. Your dreams were mine and nothing stopped me from helping you succeed in them. The young girl you met would never be the same ever again. You planted a seed in me that grew with every minute of time . The seed grew like a weed that spreads through a rose garden until you no longer see the flower but the weed. Eventually I forgot my hopes and dreams that were there before your kiss and pushed them so far inside that they began to become nothing but a memory that seemed to fade away. In time I lost myself completely and was happy with the fact that I was you. I loved the sound of your heart in my head as i feel asleep on your chest, it was the sound of mine. I no longer cared about who I once was cause I was safe in you, I hi

Right On, Andy Rooney!
Right on, Andy Rooney! Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the UnitedCaucasianCollege Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right "N

For Those About To...
ok boys n girls its time to introduce u all to some very good friends of mine, they're all top blokes and they hail from the exotic town of nottingham in the uk they are a kick ass rock band called the plastix. so give it up for gee, stu and kirk go visit them at: www.theplastix.com the site is still under constuction but it has some songs on there more coming soon, also u can catch them at the vic pub in coalville in leicester on the 14th of dec and also they will be playing at next years bloodstock festival in derbyshire, plus watch out for more uk and european tour dates as they are booked, these guys have just been signed and are gonna be huge i have heard their new cd (months before release) and it rocks vist if u dare thats all for now love and respect tom

Heart Warming
The Big Wheel In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket. Their father was gone. The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two. Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared. Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide under their beds. He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries. Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either. If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it. I scrubbed the kids until they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job. The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town. No luck. The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I tried to convince whomever would l

Thoughts About Marriage, By Kids
HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY? (written by kids) (1) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. Alan, age 10 (2) No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? (1) Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. Camille, age 10 (2) No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married. Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age) HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? (1) You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? (1) Both don't want any more kids. Lori, age 8> WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? (1) Dates are fo

New To Ct
Hello and thanks to Sherrie for referring me to CT. I think it is great to have a place for primarily adults and no worries about inappropriate things for children. As my closest friends know I am missing the bejeezus out of one called Master Oso, and I pray for His very quick return home. Also some know I was in a minor collision on Dec 4th. What a way to start the week huh? First thing in the morning, you end up late to work awaiting the arrival of Philadelphia's finest to make a report. Anyway, yes I am ok, just a bit sore and stiff. Let's just hope the other driver's insurance won't be prickly and will just pay the cost to repair my vehicle. Until next time.... hugs and love, Col

Can't Call It....
Ok so I'm at a HUGE cross road in my life... *sigh* .. I've got a ton of mixed up, balled up, hidden as much as visible, new as well as old emotions running thru me.. I'm soooo unsure of things, yet sooooo certain of them.. I feel like I'm an oxymoron mised with a bit of schizophrenic!! I've had converstations with myself reagarding things going on in my life, and it seems to be clear at one moment, and hazy the next. I can feel SOOOO completely comfortable, secure, and warm... and in the flash of and instant, or blink of an eye be so completely alone and insecure I just want to throw it ALL away and run from everyone.... I just Can't call it......

Let The Fundraising Begin!
Hello All, I am going to be walking again this year in NYC for the Avon Walk for Breast Cancer Research. If you want to make a donation I will love you forever :) Every three minutes someone is diagnosed with breast cancer. Over a million people in the US alone have breast cancer and don't even know it. Education is the key. Go to my donation site to learn more... http://info.avonfoundation.org/site/TR?px=1044049&pg=personal&fr_id=1285&s_tafId=154271 Thanks!

Interesting Facts
Here's some interesting trivia I dug up...ENJOY -------------------------------------------------- 1. The average human eats 8 spiders in their lifetime at night. 2. A rhinoceros horn is made of compacted hair. 3. The shortest war in history was between Zanzibar and England in 1896. Zanzibar surrendered after 38 minutes. 4. A polar bear's skin is black. Its fur is not white, but actually clear. 5. Duelling is legal in Paraguay as long as both parties are registered blood donors. 6. Donald Duck comics were banned in Finland because he doesn't wear pants. 7. Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes. 8. Shakespeare invented the word "assassination" and "bump." 9. Marilyn Monroe had six toes. 10. If you keep a Goldfish in the dark room, it will eventually turn white. 11. Women blink nearly twice as much as men. 12. Right handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left handed people do. 13. The name of all the continents end with the same

Butt Measurement
A man and his wife were working in their garden one day and the man looks over at his wife and says, "Your butt is getting really big, I mean really big. I bet your butt is bigger than the barbecue grill." With that he proceeded to get a measuring tape and measure the grill and then went over to where his wife was working and measured his wife's bottom. "Yes, I was right, your butt is two inches wider than the barbecue grill!!!" The woman chose to ignore her husband. Later that night in bed, the husband is feeling frisky. He makes some advances towards his wife who completely brushes him off. "What's wrong?" he asks. She answers, "Do you really think I'm going to fire up this big-ass grill for one little weenie?"

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It has not been a good week and it's only Tues. I have been emotional and bitchy and just not easy to deal with. I think I am stressed out. I have been taking things wrong and lashing out at the ones I love. UUUGGGGGG I have got to get out of this funk I am in. If your my friend and I have seemed off, I am so sorry. I don't mean to be. I don't even notice until it's too late. Anyone reading this, feel free to make me laugh. I could really use it. Have a wonderful cherry day to all. nicckie

It's Always Someone Else's Fault Right? Lol
This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School ( California ) staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine. This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their children's absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough school work to pass their classes. The outgoing message: "Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making a selection: * To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1 * To make excuses for why your child did not do his work- Press 2

Time Out
Hello to all the wonderful folks I've met here on CT. I need to take a break from the net for a while, but I wanted to thank all of you for the friendship and the love. May be a day, may be a year. Time to get my head together again. Tired of hurting and being hurt. You all take care and I'll see you whenever. Those that have my yahoo feel free to send a message or e-mail. I will check it from time to time. Lynn, I love you and I'm sorry. Get well soon hon. Take care all and Blessed Be.

Getting Rid Of Account
hey all im really thinking about getting rid of my account here on cherrytap it has gotten boring and gotten to the point where i dont even remember to check in here....no one ever comments or rates or anything else i see no point in keeping it any longer...so just keeping everyone fair warned i might be gone in a few days.....thanks all for becoming friends on here and giving me a new experience! See everyone later!

The School Answering Machine
This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School ( California ) staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine. This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their children's absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough school work to pass their classes. The outgoing message: "Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making a selection: * To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1 * To make excuses for why your child did not do his work- Press 2

Vampire
There was a time when I Could breath my life into you One by one your pale fingers Started to move And I touched your face And all death was erased And you smiled like an angel Falling from heaven Just to be lift up again And you kissed my lips With those once cold fingertips You run me back to life And all things come to an end We don't have to pretend Slowly we fall asleep And never wake up again We're so Christ like We're so lifelike Vampire Christ We're so alive We're so lifelike Vampire Christ In the grace Of this love We rise in pain And death is not far away And soon we'll sleep And never wake up again There was a time when I Could breath my life Into you And all's been come to an end We don't have to pretend Slowly we fall asleep We're Christ like So lifelike Vampire Christ We're so lifelike So Christ like A Vampire Christ

Darker
A white well In a black cave; A bright shell In a dark wave. A white rose Black brambles hood; Smooth bright snows In a dark wood. A flung white glove In a dark fight; A white dove On a wild black night. A white door In a dark lane; A bright core To bitter black pain. A white hand Waved from dark walls; In a burnt black land Bright waterfalls. A bright spark Where black ashes are; In the smothering dark One white star. Wrong taken path path night of day day of sight lost lost night in way way flee to from from flying night night stalking seems seems healed dreams dreams of lost dark dark found in light light lost hand held held bright but not not bound placed in in sight by mind mind sight out of of scattered thought thought past maybe maybe true seeks seeks memory memory of night night dream is of of failed sight sight of the lost lost within dark dark light within within can

Damn Proud To Be A Sabahan
A MALAYSIAN once said to me in a conversation a couple years back during his visit to sabah but definitely not the first visit to Sabah, "Kite kalau dekat Malaysia, kite tak buat care ni...."(TRANSLATED into English: We in Malaysia don't do it this way....) Well doh! Is Sabah not also a part of Malaysia? I was once asked by another MALAYSIAN during his first visit to Sabah, "Do you use Malaysian Ringgit here in Sabah?" Well doh!! Didn't you learn history or geography when you were in school? I was once asked by again another MALAYSIAN during my uni years in the US, "Hey, in Sabah got buildings or not?" Well doh! By this time, I really starting to doubt that they teach History or Geography in primary or highschool. Than my other friend Jimmy Yek from Sarawak yelled at him, "What? His father's house is bigger than your father's house! Stupid!" (Thanks buddy) My friend told me that he was asked by a MALAYSIAN when he was in KL for

Lust Of Darkness
Look, out in the distant sky Open, up your weakened minds Feel, what's in store for you The jackals howling at the moon See, the curtain of the night Falling, down into your life Doom, is headed straight for you The night comes shining through Join us in our never ending journey Into the burning lake of fire Let us fill your helpless soul Fill it with sweet desire When the night falls When the moon's full Recall, the look in their eyes The sign of hat, it burns They've come for us, but we'll fight Till death Hypnotizing, paralyzing Brings me to my knees Tantalizing suicide Drives me to the edge When the night falls, when death crawls Frozen in my sleep Rippers slashing, terror laughing Numbers burning deep Join us in our never ending journey Into the burning lake of fire Let us fill your helpless soul Fill it with sweet desire When the night falls When the moon's full let me fill you with lust let me fill your soul with desires let me feed your da

How Rich Are We?
One day a father and his rich family took his son on a trip to the country with the firm purpose showing him how poor can be. They spent a day and a night at farm of a very poor family.When they returned from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "Very good, Dad!" "Did you see how poor people can be?" the father asked. "Yeah!" "And what did you learn?" The son replied:"I saw that we have a dog at home, and they have four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of the garden; they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lamps in the garden; they have the stars. Our patio reaches to the front yard; they have a whole horizon." When the little boy finished speaking, his father was speachless. His son added, "Thanks, Dad, for showing me how poor we are."

Kids Say The Cutiset Things
Ok here are a couple of thing that my 4 yrold almost 5 yrold said to me. He will be 5 on the 11th and goes to pre school the 1st was Mommy I am dying of thirsty. and last night we were talking about what he ate at school and hesaid "Mommy I was thinking about you and I dropped my waffel. If he says any thing eles I will keep you posted Have a great day

Inserting A Quicktime Movie.
Problem: You have a great video that you want to put online. It is in quicktime .mov format. Solution: if needed you can add fixed sizing by inserting just put the pixel width and height you want into the "". I prefer to use quicktime over other formats because it is availible to both mac and win computers. For those that use mac's I am sure you have had pages lockup when there are multiple .wmv files opening it.

Cumm Show Me How Many Cherry Vote U Can Give Me
CHERRY PICKIN IS ALMOST OVER PLEASE GO VOTE FOR ME FOR THE SEXIEST NON TOP CHERRY CONTEST AND LEAVE A SMALL COMMENT . U CAN VOTE AS MANY TIMES AS U WANT. PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL UR FRIENDS, FAMILY AND FANS..THIS 40 YR OLD NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET TO WIN THE SEXIEST NON TOP CHERRY CONTEST. TY HUN MWAHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.......HERE IS THE LINK TO GO VOTE http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3850497396

Time A Way Of Changing Things
Time Has a Way of Changing People Unfortunately, life is about making mistakes and dealing with those we have. Trust me, I am dealing with the mistake I made 21 years ago when I was swimming with my girlfriend after work. We used to go swimming after work every day during the summer. We always used to go to the country club swimming pool. But the day of my accident, they were having a party for a little child there. So we decided to go swimming in a little creek that I had grown up swimming in. But lo and behold, what I had done for years ended up changing my life forever. I used to dive in that creek nearly every day as a youngster. But that day, something happened and I still do not know what. I just knew what happened immediately. You would think that I would have got knocked out. But I did not! I was conscious the whole time. I knew when I could not move any part of my body, that I had broken my neck. I panicked at first like anyone would. I can remember it

Gold Wrapping Paper
I received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too. I've chosen. Now it's your turn to choose. The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma." The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. "Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?" She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full." The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and

What Is Love?
Honestly, what has the world come too? The pharse I love you has become so casual. Does that bother anyone? I believe that pharse has power behind it but it seems for most it as just become weak and can say it just to about anyone. For those of you who use it casually make it hard for those you use it in its terms. And has just become a word people take for granted. So dont be upset when someone really loves but is afraid to use because everyone else says it and now they feel is no point for you hear it cuz you hear it so often from those who dont give a shit

Cowboy Walks Into A Pharmacy. .
A cowboy walked into a drug store and asked to talk to a male pharmacist. The woman he was talking to said that she was the pharmacist and as she and her sister owned the store, there was no males employed there. She then asked if she could help him. The cowpoke said that it was something that he would be much more comfortable discussing with a male pharmacist. The female pharmacist assured him that she was completely professional and whatever it was that he needed to discuss, he could be confident that she would treat him with the highest level of professionalism. The cowboy agreed and began by saying, "This is tough for me to discuss, but I have a permanent erection. It causes me a lot of problems and severe embarrassment, and I was wondering what you could give me for it." The pharmacist said, "Just a minute, I'll talk to my sister." When she returned, she said, "We discussed it at length and the absolute best we can do is as follows: 1/3 ownership in

A Special Letter To My Friends! But For Anyone!
I just wanted to let each and every one of you know that I have enjoyed meeting you all. Some of you I have gotten to know a little better than others. Kristin, you and I have known each other for a while and have been through a lot together. And Donna, Mary, and Juliet, we stay in contact the most. But all of you are special in your own way. I only wish I could get to know each and every one of you much better on a personal basis. I really do not know if that is what this site is about. But I would hope that it is! I have really try to keep up with this thing "Lost Cherry"! However, sometimes I feel kind of lost in this whole world. I am rather a reserved person, kind of on the conservative side and rather shy about meeting people (or at least being "cool" at what to say). And I am, for a fact, computer illiterate. Maybe it had something to do with my age and that I did not grow up with this computer thing and I have not really taken the time to learn only what is necess

Polish Divorce
Polish divorce A Polish man moved to the USA and married an American girl. Although his English was far from perfect, they got along very well until one day he rushed into a lawyer's office and asked him if he could arrange a divorce for him "very quick." The lawyer said that the speed for getting a divorce would depend on the circumstances, and asked him the following questions: LAWYER: "Have you any grounds?" POLE: "JA, JA, acre and half and nice little home." LAWYER: "No," I mean what is the foundation of this case?" POLE: "It made of concrete." LAWYER: “Is she a nagger?” POLE: “No. She is a white woman.” LAWYER: "Does either of you have a real grudge?" POLE: "No, we have carport, and not need one." LAWYER: "I mean, What are your relations like?" POLE: "All my relations still in Poland." LAWYER: "Is there any infidelity in your marriage?" POLE: "Ja, we have hi- fidelity stereo set and good DVD play

I'm Not On This Trip For You
I find the humor in all of it, from most meaningful to the least possible scenerio and it all seems like just chatter in my ears, because when I hear what people have to say, it just all basically sounds like a jumble. Originality is one thing that humanity can not exist without, but what chooses who will be the leader or the follower is basically a riddle in itself. To become something you are not, stretching to reach the unattainable, is an effort in futility, but often times being wrapped up in the drama of it all is enough to get them by for the moment at hand. Together with all the bullshit pilled high to the heavens and the unaccountable words they utter to eachother, it's all just a ruse for the manipulation under all the blackness. So don't think for one instant, that I don't know where you are comming from, because we all have hidden agendas even if our wings are of puritan white and our pupils are dialated with extreme misguidance and an over abundance of conspiricy.

Conspiracy Theories
A list of Conspiracy theories Apocalyptic prophecies Apocalyptic prophecies, particularly Christian apocalyptic and eschatalogical claims about the end times, the Last Judgment, and the end of the world have inspired a range of conspiracy theories. Many of these deal with the Antichrist, the foremost figure of worldly evil from the Book of Revelation. This Antichrist, also known as the Beast 666, is supposed to be a leader who will create a world empire and oppress Christians (and, in some readings, Jews as well). In apocalyptic conspiracy theory, some person from current events is alleged to be the Antichrist, and some organisation (such as the Catholic Church or the United Nations) is alleged to be the Antichrist's world organization of evil. Countless historical figures have been called "Antichrist" in their times, from the Roman emperor Nero to Ronald Reagan to Javier Solana; see Javier Solana Antichrist allegations. . At times, apocalyptic speculation has mixed with anti-Cat

Submissive Bdsm Play Partner Check List
SSC/RACK - first and foremost - be safe, have fun! This questionnaire should be filled out by a sub and provided to their Dom/Top before playing with them. This will provide a quick "head-start" to identifying limits, negotiating and finding common ground for play. It is not a complete list - just a starting point and can be altered pending individual preferences. For each item, you need to provide two answers: First write YES or NO next to each item to indicate if you have ever DONE that activity. Next, indicate for each item how you FEEL about that activity by rating it on a scale of NO or 0 to 5. NO means you will NOT do that item under any circumstances (a hard limit). 0 (zero) indicates you have utterly no desire to do that activity and don't like doing it (in fact, may loath it) and would ordinarily object to doing it, but you would be willing to do it to please the Dominant if it they really wanted it. (sometimes called a "soft limit"). 1 means you don't want

Alien Invasion
Why would aliens invade Earth? As far as we understand our planet we enjoy the benefits of habitable eco-systems, fresh water, and a means to produce foods. These things would be the most likely reason for an alien invasion. Assuming that we are not alone in this vast cosmos. Taken to account that there are roughly 100 billion stars in our Milky Way galaxy, the probability of life on other planets is a likely one. Also the infinite numberof parallel universes, there the possibility of life on other planets is expanded quite a bit. Extraterrestrials would have quite a bit of searching to do just to find our big blue ball in an infinite sea of possibilities, in this case. The reasoning behind an invasion could stem from any number of things. Their own planet could be in the grip of over population, that they have depleted their own native resources and drained the planet. Over pollution is as well another possibility for their migrations. If there were resources

Save My Cherry Before It Goes To Waste.cummmmmmmmmmmmm And Please Vote And Save My Cherry
CHERRY PICKIN IS ALMOST OVER PLEASE GO VOTE FOR MEFOR THE SEXIEST NON TOP CHERRY CONTEST AND LEAVE A SMALL COMMENT. U CAN VOTE AS MANY TIMES AS U WANT. PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL UR FRIENDS, FAMILY AND FANS..THIS 40 YR OLD NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET TO WIN THE SEXIEST NON TOP CHERRY CONTEST. TY HUN MWAHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.......HERE IS THE LINK TO GO VOTE http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3850497396

Hurricanes
What is a Hurricane? Tropical storms (called Hurricanes in the Atlantic, Typhoons in the Pacific and Cyclones in the Indian Ocean) with winds that exceed 64 knots (74 mph or 119 kph) and circulate counter-clockwise about their centers in the Northern Hemisphere (clockwise in the Southern Hemisphere). They originate over the North Atlantic and North Pacific oceans near high humidity and light winds. One well known characteristic of a hurricane is its eye, which is generally about 5 to 25 miles in diameter and in which are present calm conditions, with clear skies and light winds. Hurricanes can move rather quickly losing intensity as soon as land is encountered, but not without having created very high tides and possibly massive destruction. They are also known to be the most dangerous and devastating weather event in the world. How are Hurricanes Formed? Hurricanes form in tropical regions where there is warm water (at least 80 degrees Fahrenheit / 27 degrees Cels

Adult Jokes
Top Four Adult Jokes of 2006 Fourth Place: A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221." Third Place: One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh. "The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" Runner Up: Bill worked in a pickle factory. He had been employed there for a number of years when he came home one day to confess to his wife that he had a terrible compulsion. He had an urge to stick his penis into the pickle slicer. His wife suggested that he should s

Come Sail With Me
As we all can truly see, life is just a mystery. For what we seek we never find, but what we find we have always been seeking. A life of love, a life of dreams, this is what I have for thee, come with me to my sky, sail the winds and fight the tides, through the rain, through the snow. Sail my dreams and we both shall grow, grow in love, grow in life, Live the life that some most never find. Danial Allen Brown Copyright ©2006 Danial Allen Brown

Charleys Subs And The Troops...
So as some of you know I'm in the Army. Well last Monday I was coming home in uniform and I had a layover at Hartsfield Airport in Atlanta, GA. Since I had some time before boarding my next flight to Knoxville, TN I decided to have a couple of drinks. Most of the Airport's establishments were closing so I was directed to Charleys Subs because they were the only ones serving beer. After waiting in line for a while I was told by the cashier that they would not serve me a beer because I was in uniform! Even though I was in shock I didn't make an issue out of it. But this did not go unnoticed by the rest of the customers in line. All of a sudden ladies and gentlemen had something to say about what just happened in front of their eyes. I stood by in disbelief I had never experienced anything like that. So suddenly, all customers were placing their orders including "...just water and a miller lite" or "...a Coke and a miller lite", Etc etc. So thanks to those people in line I

Fun Stuff... Huh?
hey everyone online on for a sec... had clincals last night.. ended up laying down after 3, but have an advisory board meeting at 11am. fun huh? tried to let my hair air dry- and woke up with it still wet lol. But got asked by the program directors to be on this board because they need student opinions. well off i go... not sure what they have gotten me into exactly lol.

Cute Kitten!
Grixie learned to open the CD-RW drive on Topher's computer today. It was so cute. He was trying to burn a CD and everytime it would start to spin she would press her nose to it and it would open. Of course, the first couple of times he thought he just had bad media, but the third time he was watching and saw her do it. Then he had to call me to show me her new trick. I don't know how many CDs we ruined, but it was fun! He had to hold her so he could finish burning the CD. She is so smart!

Stalkers......
I swear some people are sooooo nutty and so fake on this site. Why cant people just be real?!?! WOW! I guess some people just feel so bad about themselves that they have to try to make other people unhappy well I'm sorry its not gonna work for me! All I really have to say in this blog is FOR ALL STALKERS WATCH THIS VIDEO IT IS TO YOU!!! and to all you non stalkers... hmmmm watch it also its prob one of the most funniest things I have ever seen in my life. ahhh yeah I know it says Im a stalker in my name but I'm really not it was put there as a joke. HA HA HA Just wanted to share this with you. And to say peoples harsh words and lies will not break up my life so dont try it. some people I swear! For everyone who has a stalker and wants a copy of this video to put on their profile or even on their profile ha ha ha ha ha let me know and ill give you the codes. Muawhahahahaha.... WE HATE STALKERS....

Why God Made Moms - As Told By Kids
This was shared with me by Towtheboat, and I really enjoyed reading the answers by the kids, so I hope that you do as well! BRILLIANT!! Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3 To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He Just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother & not some other mom? 1. We're related 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl wa

World's Thinnest Books
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Contests....
This would be a lot more fun if they were held in my living room.... I actually had monthly parties in my home when I ran a chat system in the early 80s ( before AOL ) and one time the theme was "Pajama Party" and I gave the guy who thought of that a few free months... I could not get over how many chicks came by with see through attire.... I should of taken pics!! Anyway, my wish is each of you have a great day - because you are in control of your own destiny!!

Check It Out.....
My album "Rap Creator" is gonna drop late 2007! I'm almost done right now with all of the tracks and I feel great. I'd just like to thank my circle of friends and fam that helped me get to this new level of music. I promise you all that I will not let you down wit my first offical Hip Hop album! Peace Wolv

Getting To Know Your Friends
Welcome to the 2006 Holiday Edition of Getting to Know Your Friends! You know the drill. Highlight, copy, and paste (not forward) and change my answers to your answers. Be sure to send back to me. Enjoy!! Everyone has time for a few moments of fun! Don't be a scrooge!!! 1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate? Egg Nog with Rum 2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under the tree? Under the tree 3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? Normally white 4. Do you hang mistletoe? Yep 5. When do you put your decorations up? First weekend in Dec, 6. What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding dessert)? Mimi's Egg Goldenrod 7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child: My parents raised me in a cult, we didn't celebrate when I was little. 8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa? See above 9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve? Nah, I usually get my present WAAAAY before Xmas 10. How do you decorate your Christmas Tree? Lights ornaments and what

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem: The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

Which Reindeer Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whichofsantasreindeerareyouquiz/ You Are Blitzen Always in good spirits, you're the reindeer who loves to party down with Santa. Why You're Naughty: You're always blitzed on Christmas Eve, while flying! Why You're Nice: You mix up a mean eggnog martini.

Your My Man
You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown

Too Strong To Cry
Written for a friend Torn apart inside I veil my empty tears Everyone else shows emotion It's not easy being strong And when I'm most in need Of a shoulder to cry on It's only me who's strong enough To offer that shoulder Alone and by myself I try to pull it off Day by day no tears Are allowed to fall from my eyes Lonely without help I search for something to cling to But everything I've found so far Is weeaker than I am strong

The Pickle Jar
The Pickle Jar The pickle jar as far back as I can remember sat on the floor beside the dresser in my parents' bedroom. When he got ready for bed, Dad would empty his pockets and toss his coins into the jar. As a small boy, I was always fascinated at the sounds the coins made as they were dropped into the jar. They landed with a merry jingle when the jar was almost empty. Then the tones gradually muted to a dull thud as the jar was filled. I used to squat on the floor in front of the jar and admire the copper and silver circles that glinted like a pirate's treasure when the sun poured through the bedroom window. When the jar was filled, Dad would sit at the kitchen table and roll the coins before taking them to the bank. Taking the coins to the bank was always a big production. Stacked neatly in a small cardboard box, the coins were placed between Dad and me on the seat of his old truck. Each and every time, as we drove to the bank, Dad would loo

An Entrapment
My love, I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer’s day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With you for all eternity. Our hearts, always as one.

I'm Goober Chickensquirt
A. Follow the instructions to find your new name. B. Once you have your new name, put it in the subject box and forward it to friends and family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated. And don't go all adult - a senior manager is now known far and wide as Dorky Gizzardsniffer! The following is excerpted from a children's book, Captain Underpants And the Perilous Plot Professor Poopypants, by Dave Pilkey, in which the evil Professor forces everyone to assume new names... So:- 1. Use the third letter of your first name to determine your New first name: a = snickle b = doombah c = goober d = cheesey e = crusty f = greasy g = dumbo h = farcus i = dorky j = doofus k = funky l = boobie m = sleezy n = sloopy o = fluffy p = stinky q = slimy r = dorfus s = snooty t = tootsie < BR>u = dipsy v = sneezy w = liver x = skippy y = dink y z = zippy

To Everyone
For all of you who have been wondering where I've been. I was on vacation I went out of state for thanks giving and got sick, I was out sick for a week on top of being on vacation before that. Anyway I am feeling better now and I'm glad to be back. Thanks to all of my friends were worried about me.

My Daughter Iz Doin Good!
SHE IS DOIN REAL GOOD AFTER HER OPERATION NO MORE STOP BREATHIN AT NITE NO MORE SNORING AND HER VOICE SOUNDS LIKE A LIL GIRL AGAIN AND THANX TO ALL MY FAM FOR PRAYING FOR HER!! MMFWCL!

Military Members
EVERYONE COPY AND PASTE THIS BULLETIN LINK TO YOUR BLOGS SO YOUR FRIENDS CAN COME AND COMMENT ON IT AND MAYBE JUST MAYBE HE WILL SEE HOW IMPORTANT THIS IS TO US AND CHANGE THE SHELL SOUND FOR OUR MILITARY MEMBERS http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=4023183713

Dec. 5 2006
The UnLoved has Returned once again… his stay will not be for long… For you see, this world is not his home… He is still searching….. Although soon, he will fade away….. Will He return again? Only if he doesen’t find what it is he searches for

So Beautifully Hideous
Don’t act like it feels Or pretend that it don’t You made your point And it stands alone All that you proved was Rape Has a stench All it’s own By the time you Finally Love me I’m already bored You have become All the things I have learned To abhor It’s not the sentiment I resent It is all the wasted Time I have spent Down the mudslide I head on my tush If this is a mood swing I need a push

Ninja
when my true mother was giving birth to me, a black hole in a collapsing star system opened a wormhole between my mother's legs, of all places. thus when i was birthed, i came directly into another dimension. i don't have any ancestors, blood relatives... nada. complete blank. as a result, some very interesting traits occured in me. i don't have any genes or DNA. sounds impossible, but true. the advantages to this are many. i have no fingerprints, no iris or voice print. i don't even have a body heat signature! the government doesn't know i exist. i'm a blank page in the recordbooks of the known universe. know what that makes me? the perfect NINJA!

What Reindeer Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whichofsantasreindeerareyouquiz/ You Are Dancer Carefree and fun, you always find reasons to do a happy dance. Why You're Naughty: That dark stint you had as Santa's private dancer. Why You're Nice: You're friendly. Very friendly.

Invest Your Attention
Tuesday, December 5, 2006 Invest your attention You are always highly attentive to something. Though the object of your attention may change quickly and often, at any given moment your attention is focused on one particular thing or another. You have the ability for long and consistent focus if you so choose, and you also have the ability to go with the flow of the moment. Both abilities can be extremely valuable in their own ways. The important thing is that the object of your attention is yours to decide. It cannot be forced upon you by anything other than your own choice. Look back at the various ways you've spent your attention, and consider what those choices have brought you. Use your experience as a guide when you select where to invest your attention in each moment. The possibilities available to you depend upon which direction you look. Think of the kinds of places where you've found real and lasting value in the past, and you'll know where to look. There

Will Be Off A Couple Days
to all of cobras friends, he will be out for a couple days, he got a head injury in his shot was found passed out on the floor, he is awake and seems to be ok, he will be kept for a couple of days for opservation, so just to let u know, he didnt want anyone to think he was being an ass, so he should be back soon

Wonderful Comments!
Good morning, everyone! Thank you for all the lovely graphic greetings. I love them! I would love to pass on all those wonderful "Pass on to the friends you love" greetings, but I'm here to tell you I'm so clumsy doing the cut and paste thing, it would take me all day and then some! Know that I would send it on to each and every one of you! You are all the best of friends and I love you! I survived my long day. Today I have one client at 4 p.m., so I'll be on and off until about 3. I hope to do one more blog today, so wish me luck! Blessings to all!

I Am Sorry...
My Apology To The Arab World Mike S. Adams June 14, 2004 Author’s Note: the following editorial contains mildly offensive language. Given the subject matter, the author is sorry that it does not contain highly offensive language. Lately, I’ve been hearing a lot about the Iraqi prisoner abuse scandal. The pictures of those “abused” prisoners have been plastered all over the front pages of papers around the country. Some of my conservative friends have interpreted the excessive coverage as proof that papers like the New York Times are actually rooting against America in its current war on terror. Even those who aren’t willing to go that far say that such coverage is helping the enemy to recruit a new generation of terrorists to inflict harm upon our troops. Despite these views, I have decided to make a formal public apology to the entire Arab world in the aftermath of Abu Ghraib. It is my hope that the following apology will help bring some clarity to the situation and, who

I Neeeeeeeeeeeeeed More Luv My Cherry Friends .mwahsssssss
TO ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS PLEASE GO VOTE FOR ME FOR THE SEXIEST NON TOP CHERRY CONTEST AND LEAVE A SMALL COMMENT. U CAN VOTE AS MANY TIMES AS U WANT. PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL UR FRIENDS, FAMILY AND FANS..THIS 40 YR OLD NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN WIN THE SEXIEST NON TOP CHERRY CONTEST. TY HUN MWAHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.......HERE IS THE LINK TO GO VOTE http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3850497396

4 & 5
The 4th and 5th days of Christmas have so far been VERY busy with work, which is clearly not allowed! Anyway 4 calling birds and 5 gold rings eh. I love you all and hope you are full of chocolate and stuff you bloaters. Oh yeah I am REALLY REALLY fat. Would you believe it? I got on the scales at my mothers house at the weekend and fell off as I had a heart attack. Then I went home and weighed myself and had a slightly smaller heart attack as her scales are not as wrong as I thought they were. I am on a diet. I have already broken it though, I had chips for lunch. (the British version, which I guess you call fries, but these are much better and much less healthy, if that is possible)

Horror Movie Character
You scored as Freddy Krueger. You are Freddy Krueger. You are evil, but enjoy having fun. Sure you made some bad choices in life, causing some parents to attack you, and burn you alive. But hey, you have even more fun now than you did then! You prefer waiting for your victims to fall asleep, so you can have fun with them in your world. But if they pull you out, you dont let that stop your fun! Freddy Krueger70%Pinhead65%Leatherface60%Michael Myers60%Jigsaw60%Hannibal Lecter45%Candyman45%Jason Voorhees45%Captain Spaulding30%Buffalo Bill30%

What Story Do Your Eyes Tell?
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Eyes full of Pain50%Diamond Eyes42%Mysterious25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Today 12/5
hey there..well Melissa has talked alot about this site, Cherry tap, and how its cool and that, so i joined, in order to help her get cherry bucks ot whatever to get jeff a ring, it seems cool but alot of the shit i cant figure out lol, all in good time..i will invite some people to join after a while but first i will try to meet some new peeps..they float across the top lol... i am having an ok day..actually have aalot to do, not too motivated, find my mind drifting back to Uncle Ronnie..today is a week since he died..i feel like it would be wrong to go buy a christmas tree, still, i am not ready to feel christmas-y..it fucken sucks..i mean im carrying on.i have 3 kids, cant just ignore xmas, and im shopping here and there..plus jacobs birthday, too.. eek which makes me worry about funds..dam theres always something to worry about huh? one cool thing everybuddy is bitching about snow and we havent seen a single flake-now thats unusual here..and im happy, no rush we'll certainly get

Fucking Snow
I am hating snow today. I only hate it when I know I have to drive in it. And well... I do. Don't get me wrong I typically love snow... I am a huge snowboarder... I love that it makes it feel more Christmasy when there is snow on the ground... and I love how it makes even the ugliest/shit hole of a house look a little nicer lol But I hate driving in it. I get anxiety attacks over it. I should be back on 1st shift...riding to work with my mom... then snow would be the dandiest thing. So I had this really good dream last night. And Dale woke me up to say he's leaving for work. So double good...then he's all..."it snowed last night" Thus ending the (what I thought might actually be) good day. SEA CREST OUT!

And Get This One Outta Yer Head!
Her name was Lola, she was a showgirl With yellow feathers in her hair and a dress cut down to there She would merengue and do the cha-cha And while she tried to be a star, Tony always tended bar Across a crowded floor, they worked from 8 till 4 They were young and they had each other Who could ask for more? At the Copa (CO!), Copacabana (Copacabana) The hottest spot north of Havana (here) At the Copa (CO!), Copacabana Music and passion were always the fashion At the Copa....they fell in love (Copa Copacabana) His name was Rico, he wore a diamond He was escorted to his chair, he saw Lola dancin' there And when she finished, he called her over But Rico went a bit too far, Tony sailed across the bar And then the punches flew and chairs were smashed in two There was blood and a single gun shot But just who shot who? At the Copa (CO!), Copacabana (Copacabana) The hottest spot north of Havana (here) At the Copa (CO!), Copacabana Music and passion were always t

2 & 3
WAS going to be a boob-a-rama of jiggly things cos that would really tickle me but the powers that be are scared and I would get thrown off and and and and yadda yadda so I am not even allowed to say bum incase that is too rude for school.

And Oldie But Still A Fave
What did you think I would do at this moment When you're standing before me With tears in your eyes? Trying to tell me that you Have found you another And you just don't love me no more What did you think I would say at this moment When I'm faced with the knowledge That you just don't love me Did you think I would curse you? Or say things to hurt you? Cause you just don't love me no more Did you think I could hate you? Or raise my hands to you? Now come on, you know me too well How could I hurt you When darling, I love you And you know... I'd never hurt you What do you think, I would give at this moment? If you'd stay I'd subtract twenty-years from my life I'd fall down on my knees Kiss the ground that you walk on If I could just hold you again I'd fall down on my knees Kiss the ground that you walk on, baby If I could just hold you...again

Kick Ass Chick
Lita Ford Nuff Said!! I went to a party last Saturday night I didn't get laid, I got in a fight, Uh, huh It ain't no big thing Late for my job and the traffic was bad Had to borrow ten bucks from my old man, Uh, huh It ain't no big thing I went to a party last Saturday night I told you that story, I'd be alright Uh, huh It ain't no big thing But I know what I like I know I like dancin' with you And I know what you like I know you like dancin' with me Yeah, yeah Kiss me once Kiss me twice C'mon pretty baby, kiss me deadly Had a few beers, gettin' high Sittin', watchin' the time go by, Uh, huh It ain't no big thing Nothin' to eat and no TV Lookin' in the mirror don't get it for me Uh, huh It ain't no big thing But I know what I like I know I like dancin' with you And I know what you like I know you like dancin' with me Oh, yeah Kiss me once Kiss me twice C'mon pretty baby, kiss me deadly Kiss me once Kiss me twice C'mon pretty baby, kiss me dead

Addic Addicted To You
I heard you're doin' okay But I want you to know I'm addic- I'm addicted to you I can't pretend I don't care When you don't think about me Do you think I deserve this? I try to make you happy But you left anyway I'm tryin' to forget But I'm addicted to you But I wanted And I needed I'm addicted to you Now it's over Can't forget what you said And I never Want to do this again Heartbreaker Heartbreaker Heartbreaker Since the day I met you And after all we've been through Still addic- I'm addicted to you I think you know that it's true I'd run a thousand miles to get to you Do you think I deserve this I tried to make you happy I did all that I could Just to treat you good in every way I'm tryin' to forget But I'm addicted to you But I wanted And I needed I'm addicted to you Now it's over Can't forget what you said And I never Want to do this again Heartbreaker Heartbreaker Heartbreaker How long will I be waiting Till the

Welcome To My Life
"Welcome To My Life" Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing f

Comment Every Morning
As you all know I send all my friends a comment every morning, Well due to sleeping late, here is one for everyone this way....Sorry, been a rough week (and its only tuesday) ~ VooDoo's Graphics ~ Love Hugs and Kisses M'Lady Tina

Angel Wings
For my son who dances with the angels. Angel Wings The moment of your last breath, Outside your window, The wind blew like never before. I knew then the wings of an Angel, Were watching over you. When we said our last good-bye, At your final resting Place The wind blew like never before. I knew then the wings of an Angel, Were taking you home. When just the other night, teary eyed I was thinking of you, The wind blew like never before. I knew then the wings were yours, Now an Angel, I know You will watch over me. BT

Are You In My 13?
Can you name 13 people you can think of right off the top of your head? DO NOT read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people. Copy this and paste it to your own post, then go below and fill in your answers, delete the persons responses who had answered before you, after that hit post, very easy! Don't hit respond to post, people have been doing that lately, that isn't how you post something! thanks and have fun! REMEMBER DON'T READ THE QUESTIONS UNTIL AFTER YOU PUT DOWN YOUR 13. Also go into depth with the questions if you feel the need, its all in good fun! =) 1. Julius Williams 2. Luisa Arriola 3. Jenai Mohmod 4. Monica Green 5. Ethel Remoket 6. LJ Torre 7. Emy Oiterong 8. Yuriko Ilek 9. Keolani Camacho 10. Indirah 11. Keisha 12. Werrly Quituga 13. Shorty Agbanglog THE QUESTIONS: 1.) How and when did you meet 10? * I met her when she was a freshmen and I was a junior/senior in high school.. 2.)What would you do if you had never me

Yuengling Traditional Lager
D.G. Yuengling & Son, Inc. is a regional brewery located in Pottsville, PA. Our company is proud to be recognized as “America’s Oldest Brewery” as we were founded in 1829 by my great, great grandfather, David G.Yuengling. Our family of beers portfolio offers a wide variety of products that appeal to a broad spectrum of beer drinkers. We proudly brew Porter, Lager and Ales that have quenched the thirst of our loyal customers for nearly two centuries. I invite you to come visit our brewery which is nestled in the mountains of Eastern Pennsylvania for a tour and to try one of our fine products. http://www.yuengling.com/beers.htm

#3 Of The 88 Precepts
3. God and religion are distinct, separate and often conflicting concepts. Nature evidences the divine plan, for the natural world is the work of the force or the intelligence men call God. Religion is the creation of mortals, therefore predestined to fallibility. Religion may preserve or destroy a People, depending on the structure given by its progenitors, the motives of its agents and the vagaries of historical circumstances. OK, this is actually my second attempt at this one. My first was well written, eloquent, and informative. I, however, accidently hit some button or another, and deleted it all. So, I'm going to be a little bit brief with this one, as I am tired, but committed to writing this. This one I actually had to read a few times and really take some time to consider. In fact, I wrote it down and took it to work with me to examine on my breaks. Here's how I interpreted it. God and religion are not synonymous. They are not one and the same. God is the driving for

Signs Of Low Immunity
A poorly functioning immune system quickly makes itself known. While it's normal for most of us to have one or two colds a year, lowered immunity can make us vulnerable to every passing cold or flue bug, and we find ourselves succumbing to frequent infections. Other signs of inefficient immunity are digestive problems, fatigue, aching joints, muscle weakness, and poor skin. An imbalanced immune system also cause allergies and food intolerances by launching an attack when it identifies the presence of certain trigger substances. It then releases histamine and other chemicals to drive out what it perceives as an invader, causing a plethora of unwelcome symptoms. Autoimmunity occurs when the body goes into overdrive and starts producing antibodies which attack the body's own tissues - lupus and rheumatoid arthritis are both auto-immune diseases.

The Texture Of Applesauce
I find a certain solace In silence Which is why I live near the Noise It comes in thru The windows But never gets inside My doors The times I am Most scared Is every time I let You read something If your dreams never Come true Try dreaming about Something else If you love something Set it free You can always Tie it up later We are all different No lesser None greater We all end up On the same page That tells others Where to meet later The voices are Quiet now No mental unrest I only hear truths That emerges from My chest

Contest Info. Please Help Me Win.
First, I am in a contest for a paid photo shoot worth $ 500. Please help me win this. Follow the link below and cast your vote for FireLillyRaven. I appreciate it angels. I really want to win this. Please help me. Thanks so much. Muawwwwwh! Enter your vote today! A new poll has been created for theBBWAdultModels group:Contest For The $500 Paid Shoot http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BBWAdultModels/surveys?id=1743145 You may have to join this group, before you vote. Here is the link to BBW Adult Group. :) http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BBWAdultModels/ That is the news of the day. So, how is everyone? I have had one hectic week. It always amazes how hectic the holiday season is. It is supposed to be a time with family, and joy. But lately it is time to rush around and find the best deals. I used to love Christmas, but this year. I think I am not in the holiday spirit. So far, I had to go get a second Christmas tree, after the first was leaning , and then the trunk spli

L Letter For A Dear Friend
Expensive friend, I am very moved to say to you that I have surprised Ete that a beauty as you accepts Me for friend I have the memory of your photograph and I would like well that it is a proof that I can be loved by you. I am ready to show my not involved affection all and without calculation, and if you want to thus see me revealing you, without artifice, my heart very naked, condescend to make me a dial, we will cause and as friends frankly I will prove to you that I am the sincere man, able to offer the major affection to you, like the narrowest friendship, in a word: the best friend of which you can dream. Since your heart is free, think that the abandonment where I screw is quite long, quite hard and often quite unbearable. My sorrow is too large. Will run well quickly and come me to make it forget. With you I want to entirely subject myself. When I at your feet an eternal homage, want you put that one moment I change face? Can be captured the feelings of a heart

Love Your Brother
Matthew 5:24 “Leave there thy gift before the altar, and go thy way; first be reconciled to thy brother, and then come and offer thy gift.” Jesus tells us to leave our offering and make things right with a brother before we can worship. No one can be right with God and consciously wrong with his brother. Now, notice that Jesus doesn’t say that you need to leave your tithe and go reconcile with a brother if you have something against him (see Matthew 18:15-20). Here, Jesus is saying that you need to get things right with a brother who has something against you. Before you sing, before you pray, before you teach, before you give, before you worship, the Bible says you are first to be reconciled to your brother. There is no offering on earth that can substitute for getting right with your brother. As far as you know, is there someone who is harboring ill feelings toward you? Then, the Lord says, “Leave it there and go get it right.” Before you do anything else, rig

Send A Card To The Fighting Soldiers For The Holidays!!!!!!!
Send a card to the fighting soldiers for the HOLIDAYS!!!!!!! If you go to this website, www.letssaythanks.com, you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can 't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch o f these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them...

Today And Today Only! :)
Click above picture for Hotrocksradio.com HEY ALL. I am going to fill in for the 9:00 am show today! It is the Mid Morning Madness with Sir Jim Show and will air every Mon, Wed and Thur from 9:00 am to Noon (Eastern Standard Time). I AM NOW GOING TO BE ON TODAY DURING THE SAME TIME SLOT. :) PLEASE, listen in and send me your requests! I look forward to playing what you want to hear. Make sure you put your name in your request, so I know it is you. (You can also say from Lost Cherry if you wish or Cherry Tap or whatever we are called now..) How to request: Click on the request Link and you will see my song list (over 1700 and growing). Click a song you want and a pop up will allow you to type what you want to say. Please let me know your Cherry Name, What you want me to say on the air, AND if this is your first time tuning say NEW LISTNER... Your song will be played immidiately if you are new. I hope you enjoy!!!!!!

Cummm Show Some More Luvssssssss To Me Please ..
HEY SEXY ASS, PLEASE GO VOTE FOR MEFOR THE SEXIEST NON TOP CHERRY CONTEST AND LEAVE A SMALL COMMENT. U CAN VOTE AS MANY TIMES AS U WANT. PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL UR FRIENDS, FAMILY AND FANS..THIS 40 YR OLD NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET TO WIN THE SEXIEST NON TOP CHERRY CONTEST. TY HUN MWAHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.......HERE IS THE LINK TO GO VOTE http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3850497396

Wow... An Actual Blog?!?
I've decided to make an actual blog. This, my friends, is an actual blog, written by me... Shephard. I hope you enjoy. I have just been up ALL night, again.. and decided to look at my own pictures. It would appear that I do not have many people leaving comments and/or even viewing my pics. This has me rather concerned for my pics... I have a few that are feeling extremely left out. For example, my artillery crest... currently the picture representing 'yours truly'... As well as both of my Family Crests... Are there no Acadiens on this damn site????? (no offense to my beloved Cajuns, i love yaz well, but I would also like to see some family closer to home lol) Anyways, if anyone actually reads this, heres the msgs i would like to get out: I do not really care about user comments if they're simply saying "giving you some love" or "have a nice day" or anything like that... they're appreciated, and reviewed, but only faintly, as there is little or no thought to em. I love personal

Secrets-in-lace Catalogue
Wow, just got the new Winter catalogue, full of beautiful women wearing satin and silks and nylon, lingerie and stockings, how all women used to dress and OH so sexy and wonderful! My favorite blonde will be getting anice set of lingerie for Christmas and if she wears it I'll get a big present as well!

The Ultimate Break Up Song Gotta Love It
I tried so hard just to get through to you But your head's so far from the realness of truth Was it just a come on in the dark Wasn't meant to last long I think you've worn your welcome honey I'll just see you along as I sing you this song Time can pass slowly, things always change You day's been numbered And I've read your last page You was just a temporary lover Honey you ain't the first Lots of others came before you woman Said but you been the worst Sa' you been the worst So goodbye to you girl So long, farewell I can't hear you cryin' Your jivin's been hell So look for me walkin' Down your street at night I'll be in with another Deep down inside DEEP DOWN INSIDE

Quiz
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Friend's List Survey -- How Many Can You Answer For Me???
You're on my friends list; I'd like to know 25 things about you. JUST HIT Reply to sender Thanks! You would be surprised how much u didn't know about your friends after this! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? When is your birthday? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? 9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know about it, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself would you? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? while you were still in it? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19

Sexy Tappers
sexy Tappers! Get yer cherry-tapped booty over to my profile and and be my fans I need fans all I got 7#fans if you caer plees be A fans if you R MY friends ILL love it - if you love the Tap too come rate me and be my fan - I'l return the favour!! sexy Tapper!

Digging Up The Past - Ball & Chain
I have lived in Austin for many, many decades (a little over 3 going on 4) now and have seen many changes. It surprised to me to see so much of Austin in this video...and how much of Austin has actually changed. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Wow.... we've come a long ways! :D

Saying Good Bye
I wanted to say bye to the awesome people i met and talked to. Im leaving cherry tap//no more nursejulie. Ive been very heart broken and i need all the strength i can get so im deleting my account and moving on:) Its too much to see him here and not hurt. Its to much to read what i know is deeper than i can touch, its too much temptation to have a connection that i realised tonight is over. It is just all too much... Again, i really had fun chatting on yahoo and getting to know so many new friends but I have MAJOR adjusting to do. Im deleting my yahoo nursejulie account also so i wont be on that either...sorry~ Ive cried for 2 days, ive begged, ive been there, ive ask what i did wrong, ive given my heart and soul to this man, ive let hin be a part of my children's life, ive hurt like hell and it didnt matter, i reached bottom and now..now ive found a peace about it..i know what i have to do to move on. Im getting my priorities back where they belong, are welcomed, appreciated, lo

Sleepless
Have you ever hurt someone without knowing it? Have you ever worried so much about it that you made yourself sick? Have you ever sat and cried because you wanted to scream I am sorry for whatever I did to hurt you? What am I to do? I can't sleep I am exhausted and yet I need to know. If I sleep I might not get the answer. If I knew the answer surely i could fix the situation or atleast atone for it. My thoughts won't sit still they are trying to pinpoint a possible time, place, action where something happened. How did I hurt this person so much I could lose a friendship?

**my Dominant Emotion**
Your dominant emotion is LOVE Your dominant emotion is Love. You tend to always find the best in people and give all people the benefit of the doubt. You love your friends and family and they are what drive you. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Blag
I feel like ca-ca do-do. Which isn't good folks. My potassium was apparently low, so I couldn't keep anything down for 2-3 days. Not, saying I couldn't skip a few DOZEN meals. Puking the pounds away isn't my idea of a good time yo. Feeling better now, have to have my INR checked tomorrow, if I feel like it. I hate going. Twice a week I get blood drawn. Yay! Anyway... boys are dumb... throw knives at them! Sharp ones at private parts! teehee meow

Oh Fuck Yes!!!!
Pushing me onto the bed you spread my legs, pulling my ass up slightly and pushing your hands down on my thighs holding me there as you start to lick and suck on my already wet pussy.. eating my pussy as only you know how. Using your tongue to flick my clit hard, pushing your face into my pussy. You being moving your head, making me moan out, you don't relent wanting me to squirt all over your face. Sucking hard on my pussy you take two fingers and start fucking my clit with them, making me squirm I thrust myself towards you as I cum, squirting all over your face and fingers. Not giving me time to recover you continue with your fingers and mouth, working me to another orgasm quickly.. Making my entire body shake as you tear orgasm after orgasm out of me, soaking your bed and your face. You continue sucking on my sopping wet pussy, flicking my clit with your tongue you pull one last orgasam out of me, making my thighs tremble... as I scream out, cumming so hard I feel as if I will

*pretty Neat Trick.. U Think Da Military Could Use Me?*
Christina Rose's Amazing Mental Ability ... You can turn trout into guns, and occasionally grenades (Remember ... with great power comes great responsibility!) 'What is your Amazing Mental Ability?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Pain
Pain; A strange phenomenon, not wanted, not expected, not hoped for…..but got it anyway. One of the first questions people ask themselves…WHY ME ?????. well the answer is quite simple…. WHY NOT!!!!, who are we to think this will not happen to us, I mean it happens but always to someone else and not close to home. And all of a sudden(????)…things get different, I’m in pain tooo sh**, f*** etc, but this is not possible I’m still young (40+) this is unacceptable, no whining and nagging just keep going on it will pas. Yep for a lot of people it will go away and for a lot of people it will stay, auch pain I’m so sad…. Haven’t done anything different lately, I really don’t get it. Okay lets go to see the doctor because the pain is everywhere in my body, if you are lucky you will be sent to a good specialist but if you are unlucky ( which happens most) you will get some magical medication and need to come back in 3 or 6 months. Where in the world do doctors get the magical 3 and 6 months??

Male/female Contest
Hey Everyone..Im Doing Another Male/Female Contest For Sexiest Smile..I Did One About A Month Ago And I Wasen't Able To Enter All The People Who Wanted To Do It. So Here It Is Again. This Conest Will Go By Most Comments And It Will Be 48 Hours Long. It Will Run From Friday Night To Sunday Night. I Will Be Sending Out Messages To All Contestants 1 Hour Before It Opens And One Hour Before It Closes. I Will Also Be Posting The Rules In A Few Days. The Prizes Will Be: 1st: 15,000 Cherry Bucks Spent Which Ever Way The Winner Would Like And A Graphic Pic 2nd: 3,000 Cherry Bucks Spent Which Ever Way The Winner Would Like 3rd: 2,000 Cherry Bucks Spent Which Ever Way The Winner Would Like I Will Be Taking Contestants Up Until Friday Morning..Male Or Female. Here Is The Link To My Profile. Send Me A Private Message If You Are Intrested. x0x0x -Ash Mrs.Flyhead@ CherryTAP

Poem I Wrote Myself... =)~
Thinking of You I look out the window and just stare... As the wind blows the dirt through the air.. The howling sound in the night... Twinkling stars, such a beautiful sight... I think of you and how you are... Making a wish on a shooting star... I think of what could be... If you was here next to me... Looking out at the darkness in the sky... Really wanting to just cry... I long for your caressing touch... From the bottom of my heart I love you so much... Tonya

Guns 'n' Roses
So... tonight I got to go see a concert... not any concert either... I went to Guns 'n' Roses... to be honest my girlfriend and I were not really excited about G'n'R as we have heard stories that they suck, and that you're lucky if Axl makes it through a whole show without throwing a hissy fit. We went to go and see Sebastian Bach. So... the very first act was the Suicide Girls who are very sexy... if you don't know who they are look them up. They had five of the bodacious ladies dancing on stage and removing their tops... they had pasties on so it wasn't like you could see everything. Then there was some other band... I can't remember their names. They didn't suck too bad... but after a few songs they started to sound the same. Then it was Sebastian Bach... he rocked out some of his solo hits and also did some throw backs to his Skid Row days... which made me very happy. Axl could have stormed off stage five minutes in and I would have been a happy girl. (Especially when his

**a Lesson 2b Learned... Thanks Jp**
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! Life is goi

Flamethrowers
There arenâ€™t any news cameras trained on the caves of Afghanistan, but you can still watch U.S. soldiers battle an enemy hiding in underground tunnels and bunkers: Go rent Sands of Iwo Jima. The 1949 John Wayne classic incorporates actual combat footage of Marines attacking Japanese forces ensconced, Ã la the Taliban, in caves and other fortified underground positions, many of them linked by tunnels. On the Pacific island of Iwo Jima, the central command post was 75 feet below the islandâ€™s volcanic rock. On nearby Okinawa, the Japanese fought from several belts of caves and bunkers as well as from thousands of ancestral tombs. What was the weapon that enabled the Marines to take the fight in and down to an enemy this entrenched? As you can see in the movie, it was the flamethrower, which shoots a column of splattering fire that can penetrate viewing slits and air ducts and even kill around corners. Recent news reports have said that Osama Bin Laden has access to caves that are e

Cherrytap User Pics ...
I would think one would clean their house before taking pics for the world to see. Just a thought ... So far, no one on my list, but damn, theres a lot. Last thing I want to see if I am looking at a hot photo is pizza crust on the floor. *SIGH*

Another Year
Another year has come and is almost gone. It’s that time again to reflect back and see if I have accomplished anything this year. From what I feel inside I would have to say NO. There are others out there that would probably say other wise but deep down I know I haven’t really done much but try and atone for something I shouldn’t feel guilty of doing. Those that know me personally know that I have a very giving heart, and will do anything I can to help out a friend in need. Normally I can keep this in check and within reason, but after looking back upon this year, there have been quite a few instances where I should have held back. Then there is also a few that I helped that were not worthy of it. I’ve come to the conclusion that I’ve been doing all of these things because I’m trying to atone for turning my back on a friend when they needed me. Earlier this year I cut lose a close friend because I had help them all I could and they felt it wasn’t enough. I had been friends wi

You Can Never Stop Me Loving You
You can take your picture off your shelf You can go around all by yourself You can tell the others that were through But darling, I know one thing you cant do You can never stop me loving you You can never stop the way that my hearts beating too You can never stop me loving you Thats one thing youll never do You can look away when I pass by You can do your best to make me cry You can break my heart and leave me blue But darling I know one thing you cant do You can hang the phone up when I call You can say you dont love me at all You can say its over and were through But darling I know one thing you cant do Youll never stop me loving you Thats one thing youll never do

*due 4a Close Encounter*
You have a 61% chance of being abducted You have an above average chance of being abducted. You are into thinking about conspiracies and thinking for yourself – keep it up. But avoid going into the woods by yourself late at night. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

*my Pet Peeve*
You hate gossipers! Your biggest pet peeve is gossip. Gossipers are vapid. They have nothing better to do than spread gossip about other people and stick their nose where it doesn’t belong. Can’t they just get a life? Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

So Lonesome I Could Cry
Hear that lonesome whippoorwill, He sounds too blue to fly. The midnight train is whining low, I`m so lonesome I could cry. I`ve never seen a night so long When time goes crawling by. The moon just went behind a cloud To hide its face and cry. Did you ever see a robin weep, When leaves began to die? That means he`s lost the will to live, I`m so lonesome I could cry. The silence of a falling star Lights up a purple sky. Top40db.com Top40db.net Top40db.org. And as I wonder where you are I`m so lonesome I could cry.

No Idea Why I Chose To Put This In A Blog
1.The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? Gee if I could choose anyone I really hope it's a bill collector, I love them, I can't wait to talk to another one . . .they are so friendly and understadning. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? I have cart guilt if I don't, but if the boy is with me than I make him do it, after all what else are kids good for? 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? I'm a listener that way I can learn your secrets and plot against you without your ever knowing until it's too late 4. Do you take compliments well? HA - 5. Are you an active person? Nope, I sit on the couch all day watching Jerry Springer and figuring out how I can get to be on that show 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, do you survive? Until a bear eats me yes I can survive 7. Do you like to ride horses? Yeah my fear of large animals just invites the horse riding thing 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid

"the Temple Of The Holy Spirit"
December 5, 2006 "The Temple of the Holy Spirit" . . . only in regard to the throne will I be greater than you —Genesis 41:40 My Utmost For His Highest Cover About this cover I am accountable to God for the way I control my body under His authority. Paul said he did not "set aside the grace of God"— make it ineffective ( Galatians 2:21 ). The grace of God is absolute and limitless, and the work of salvation through Jesus is complete and finished forever. I am not being saved— I am saved. Salvation is as eternal as God’s throne, but I must put to work or use what God has placed within me. To "work out [my] own salvation" ( Philippians 2:12 ) means that I am responsible for using what He has given me. It also means that I must exhibit in my own body the life of the Lord Jesus, not mysteriously or secretly, but openly and boldly. "I discipline my body and bring it into subjection . . ." ( 1 Corinthians 9:27 ). Every Christian can have his body under absolute control for God. Go

Squirting
Laying a blanket down on the floor, you tell me to get down and give you a show. Laying down I start to slowly tease myself, fingering my pussy which is already very wet, getting lost in myself. Slowly pushing my finger in and out, fucking myself, I move to my clit. Massaging it in little circles, bringing myself quickly to orgasm I suddenly feel you, your fingers pushing inside me sending me over the edge. Cumming hard, squirting over your hand as I cry out. Not stopping I work my fingers harder, faster. Running a hand up to my breasts, pinching my nipples as you fuck my pussy with your fingers and I furiously finger my clit. My body tensing up as I begin to climax, my muscles clenching your fingers as I do, covering your hand and mine with my juices. Feeling your mouth as it covers my clit and pussy, licking and sucking at my wetness, making my body quiver as you send me over the edge again. Quickly positioning yourself over me, capturing my lips in yours, kissing me...I taste myself

Still More On Continuing In The Word Of His Grace Ii
December 5th I commend you to God and to the word of His grace, which is able... But as for you, continue in the things which you have learned and been assured of, knowing from whom you have learned them, and that from childhood you have known the Holy Scriptures, which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus. (Acts 20:32; 2 Timothy 3:14-15) The present verses again point us to our current theme, continuing in the word of God's grace. Only the grace of God is able to provide what is needed for the life we are called to live. This necessary grace is held forth for our learning and appropriating in "the word of His grace." This life-giving grace is to be lived in day by day (ideally, from childhood through old age). Paul urged Timothy to continue in the biblical truth that he had been taught, truth about which he had become convinced. "Continue in the things which you have learned and been assured of." God's word not only instructs us

Today's Promise From The Bible
Today's Promise from the Bible Deuteronomy 4:31 (For the LORD thy God [is] a merciful God;) he will not forsake thee, neither destroy thee, nor forget the covenant of thy fathers which he sware unto them. Reflection God in His mercy has promised that He will always be with His children of faith. He remembers His promises and will never break them! What an awesome God we serve!

Restless 12.05.06
Restless jagged pieces of a mind spilled on paper and cast in time wrecked by faith and emotion true a night of tourment and lost for you stay away from the sorrow of rhyme spilled on paper and cast in time

The Spirit Of A Finisher
The Spirit of a Finisher Richard Roberts -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- As you look through the Bible, you will notice the spirit of a finisher throughout. God is a finisher. What He begins, He intends to finish, including what He has begun in your life. What do I mean by "finish"? Well, do you have a dream that God has put in your heart, but you wonder if it will ever come to pass? Perhaps something has caused an interruption in your dream, but God intends to finish what He has begun. David told his son, Solomon, to be strong and courageous, and do it. Fear not, be not dismayed, for the Lord God...is with you. He will not fail or forsake you until you have finished all the work for the service of the house of the Lord (I Chronicles 28:20 AMP). Jesus' life and ministry on earth was focused on finishing what God had called Him to do. Once, when the disciples wanted Jesus to eat, He said, "My nourishment comes fr

To All My Interrnet Mums Out There And All Others
Send me the pillow that you dream on Don't you know that I still care for you? Send me the pillow that you dream on So darlin' I can dream on it too Each night while I'm sleeping oh so lonely I'll share your love in dreams That once were true Send me the pillow that you dream on So darling I can dream on it too [Brief Interlude] Send me the pillow that you dream on Maybe time will time will let our dreams come true Log on to Top40db. Send me the pillow that you dream on So darling I can dream on it too I've waited so long for you to write me But just a memory's all that's left of you Send me the pillow that you dream on So darling I can dream on it too So I can dream on it too

Baby It Is Cold Outside
That may be the name of a song, but I'm serious. It is 13 degrees Fahrenheit outside the last I looked and it was 14 the minute before that so it will probably drop further until the sun make its way round here once again. It wasn't that long ago we had 60 degree weather and I was out walking for my daily mocha wearing only a denim jacket as protection against the elements. Now winter has just sort of happened overnight and I am cabin bound so to speak, until the world thaws out again. The old man likes to say that if he hadn't been born in Chicago, he probably wouldn't live here. I have to agree. You might see people on the television talk show circuit talking about how they love Chicago or how they loved growing up here but I'll bet dollars to donuts they usually live somewhere with a much more reasonable weather pattern. In the summer it is too hot. In the winter it is homeless freezing cold. Spring and Fall are those two or three mythical weeks in between the time when it

What Is Your Concept Of Heaven?
What is your concept of heaven? "How happy are those who fear the Lord—all who follow his ways! You will enjoy the fruit of your labor. How happy you will be! How rich your life! Psalm 128:1-2 NLT Anyone who wants to come to him must believe that there is a God and that he rewards those who sincerely seek him. Hebrews 11:6 NLT He died for us so that we can live with him forever, whether we are dead or alive at the time of his return. 1 Thessalonians 5:10 NLT " Made for another world "Most of us find it very difficult to want "Heaven" at all—except in so far as "Heaven" means meeting again our friends who have died. One reason for this difficulty is that we have not been trained: Our whole education tends to fix our minds on this world. Another reason is that when the real want for Heaven is present in us, we not recognise it. Most people, if they had really learned to look into their own hearts, would know that they do want, and want acutely, something that

Possible Peace???
So you wont believe what happened today, I spoke to my ex we actually had a conversation. Surprised? I know i am, I never once thought i'd have a conversation with her ever again, Let alone an adult conversation that was more pleasent that i currenly had thought possible. We've called a peace between her and i, A war that finally comes to an end after so much fighting. Now if only my brothers and sisters in arms can all return home and we can have some real peace. I think that would be much better! indeed much better. I can breath a colective sigh for this one. Now to see her little friends taking leave of my area and i will be a happy puppy. Well thats it for now. I'll post something more tomorrow. Later Gators.

Heartaches
CHORUS Heartaches by the number, troubles by the score Everyday you love me less, each day I love you more Yes, Ive got heartaches by the number, a love that I cant win But the day that I stop countin, thats the day my world will end Heartache number one was when you left me I never knew that I could hurt this way And heartache number two was when you come back again You came back but never meant to stay Yes, Ive got CHORUS Heartache number three was when you called me And said that you were comin back to stay Lyrics courtesy Top40db. With hopeful heart I waited for your knock on the door I waited but you must have lost your way Yes, Ive got CHORUS

Those Who Hurt
December 4, 2006 Those Who Hurt Mark 10:46-52 When we’re in pain, we may question whether God cares or even knows what we’re going through. Our difficult circumstances can give us a wrong view of Him. Scripture teaches that our three-in-one God is omniscient. In other words, He knows all things. No actions or persons are hidden from His sight. The past, present, and future are all laid out before Him. (Psalm 33:13-15; Hebrews 4:13) 1 Chronicles 28:9 tells us, “the Lord searches all hearts, and understands every intent of the thoughts.” Because of this, He knows us intimately. And with His perfect knowledge, He understands what we really need. (Matthew 10:29-30) God’s love and concern for us do not change, even if our pain has resulted from our own sinful actions. Jesus repeatedly demonstrated God’s loving concern for people. He met with Nicodemus, one of Israel’s religious leaders. And without condemnation or accusation, Jesus showed him the way to God. (J

Pics
alright guys and girls...since ive gotten quite a few messages about my "family album", im going to open it up to friends too. it will only be open for a few hours tomorrow, so look out for it! its like a contest or something! =P good luck!

Hello Cherries!
What's Up Everyone! Hope the holiday mahem isn't weighting you down too much. haven't been a cherry too long but it's a cool website that has alot of interesting and cool people with some slammin' pages. Well, this is my first blog so I won't talk you all to death. Just stopping by. Hope to meet some new friends. And if someone can help me tweak my page more I'd appreciate it cause it's kinda kiddish! Out!

Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

New Pics
hi everyone!! well...i posted some new pics. i guess i was getting sick of the same old pics, and im sure everyone wanted to see some new ones. if youre lucky enough to be in my family, theres some new xxx pics for you. if youre not already in the family, im sorry but the family is full. =( please comment and rate me!

To All My Interrnet Mums Out There And All Others
And I never thought I'd feel this way And as far as I'm concerned I'm glad I got the chance to say That I do believe I love you And if I should ever go away Well then close your eyes and try To feel the way we do today and then if you can remember Keep smilin' Keep shinin' Knowing you can always count on me for sure That's what friends are for For good times and bad times I'll be on your side forever more That's what friends are for Well you came and opened me And now there's so much more I see And so by the way I thank you And then for the times when we're apart Well then close your eyes and know These words are coming from my heart And then if you can remember Keep smilin' Keep shinin' Knowing you can always count on me for sure That's what friends are for For good times and bad times I'll be on your side forever more That's what friends are for Keep smilin' Keep shinin' Knowing you can always count on me for sure That's what friends are for Lyr

Being Sick Blows Ass
So yea for the past like 4-5 days Ive veen sick. It all started off from me being hot, so I turned my fan on.. Well I fell asleep with it on and and I ended up getting sick.. Yay Go Sarah.. haha. So Yea I was getting better till Saturday came around.. I went out with Mandy and got into a bunch of shit, screamed, flicked people off, hung out of the camaro, the usual shit.. and yea.. I lost my voice on Sunday from it.. Im getting slowly better. Right now my stomach just hurts.. Gahhh. I go back to work tomorrow. .BOOOOO.. lol. Im also redying my hair black so yea, keep checking for new pics.. Prob will take new ones tomorrow after work =) -- Rah Rah --

Advice Please
how do i go about telling my firnd i think he stole something from me with out ruining the friendship? i mean me and my other friend sat and thought about all the possibilities and this is the only one that makes sense and i know my other friend didnt do it cause i bought it from him it was 300 dollars of pot i dont know what to do cause i cant afford to take that kind of hit on money i now owe him 630 dollars what do i do?

3 Guys
Three guys were sitting in a bar talking. One was a Doctor, one was a Lawyer, and one was a Biker. After a sip of his martini, the doctor said; "You know, tomorrow is my anniversary. I got my wife a diamond ring and a new Mercedes. I figure that if she doesn't like the diamond ring, she will at least like the Mercedes, and she will know that I love her." After finishing his scotch, the lawyer replied; "Well, on my last anniversary, I got my wife a string of pearls and a trip to the Bahamas. I figured if she didn't like the pearls, she would at least like the trip, and she would know that I love her." The Biker then took a big swig from his beer, and said; "Yah, well for my anniversary, I got my old lady a tee-shirt and a vibrator. I figured if she didn't like the tee-shirt, she could go f*ck herself."

Disorder In The Court
These are from a book called Disorder in the Courts of America, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ___________________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ____________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth? WITNESS: July 18th. ATTORNEY: What year? WITNESS: Every year. ________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us a

Hey Luv Ft 112 By Mobb Deep
Shorty, come here listen listen listen " 112 .. ooo .. love you .. need you .. yea .. thats right] hey luv, i wanna hold you and talk to you put my arm around your shoulder and walk with you your the one that is shared your my world to you i know that nigga be doing what he suppose to do i got much more to give then all he do hey your so fine i just wanna roll with you your a queen bitch, nigga came close to you need a nigga like me to just flow with you and i gotta try cuz anything is possible and you just might see things the way i do i just wanna be next to you, friends with you burl hunnies, wake up in the bed with you i love when you walk, how that body move pearl my mouth from just being honest boo i would pay air time just to ride with you kisses and hugs until the next time u swing thru [chorus] (so many things) so many things that i wanna do wanna kiss wanna touch wanna touch tears like you [ oO baby ] cause i only wanna be with you

3 Am In December
Let It Lie leave her leave her leave her alone these are not your tears back down to the place you came from and she can't be weak for you everyone expects her to stay standing because what words will you use to break her down when the moment comes and there is tearing pain without reason in the middle of the deep dark night how will you lie in sleep when she falls apart Betraying Hope there is a hope betraying my peace that you have found something better and the things i thought i knew are gone how could i have been so blind in these passing years where truth was found in the happy lies that you were real that anything was real w.g.s.

Trivia Stuff - Geography
For my trivia buff friends... Alaska More than half of the coastline of the entire United States is in Alaska . +++++++++++++++++ Amazon The Amazon rainforest produces more than 20% the world's oxygen supply. The Amazon River pushes so much water into the Atlantic Ocean that, more than one hundred miles at sea off the mouth of the river, one can dip fresh water out of the ocean. The volume of water in the Amazon river is greater than the next eight largest rivers in the world combined and three times the flow of all rivers in the United States . +++++++++++++++++ Antarctica Antarctica is the only land on our planet that is not owned by any country. Ninety percent of the world's ice covers Antarctica . This ice also represents seventy percent of all the fresh water in the world. As strange as it sounds, however, Antarctica is essentially a desert. The average yearly total precipitation is about two inches Although covered with ice (all but 0.4% of it, i.e.), Antarctica is the

Pain
Im going thru a lot right now... trying to keep my grades up... thats a task in its own. I need to pass these classes before they kick me out of school... my GPA is shitty... Im contemplating taking the January term off... etiher that or switching to g.s courses just for the ease to get my GPA back up there... idk... On top of that, my health is a major issue... Im calling the medical center tomorrow to schedule an appointment for a physical... so if any of my peeps read this, PLEASE CALL ME TO REMIND ME!!!! I cannot forget this!!! It is mucho mucho important that I make this appointment... its pretty much getting to life or death for me... thats how serious it is... Oh yea... and to really top the cake, my toothache has come back full force... if it tells you anything, in the past hour or so ive taken 4 extra strength rapid relese tylenols... just to ease the pain... I need to cut back on the soda for one... but im outta water and sunny d... so thats outta the picture for right

I Keep Getting Rated 10 On My Profile.
i was just wondering if y'all are putting what you really think or if y'all just putting it to be nice well i thank you but i want people to rate me the score they think i really am. Thank you for reading this and have a good Day. Derrick McReynolds

Following On From Yesterdays
update on me stash, I went a bit Eddie Izzard mad and uploaded his clips from his various tours and appearances, he is probably one of the funniest guys in the UK cos he is just mad.

My "vital Survival Trait"
For some reason I can't make it through a full day without somebody telling me that I need to "Check my attitude". I mean wtf is that about!?lol Personally I don't think that my attitude is all that bad: I mean it could be alot worse but its not. I admit I do have little to no tolerance for bullshyt but I'm sure that's the way most people are; and yes I got a little smart mouth but most of the time I'm just joking around but people tend to think that I'm serious but I'm a real sweetie so I think that people should just loosen up a bit...But whatever...Anyways I found this article a while back ago by Michael Eric Dyson who has written numerous other articles and books including his book "Is Bill Cosby Right?: Or Has the Black Middle Class Lost its Mind?" which I plan on reading sometime here in the near future...But in this article he addresses the Black female attitude and gives it a purpose... Micheal Eric Dyson breaks it down: The rolling of the eyes. The verbal whiplash. The

Hurt - Christina Aguilera
Music Video:HURT (by Christina Aguilera)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were, but I walked away If only I knew what I know today Ooh, ooh I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wouldn't do To hear your voice again Sometimes I wanna call you But I know you won't be there Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself by hurting you Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss And it's so hard to say goodbye When it comes to this, oooh Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes And see you looking back Ohh I'm sorry for blami

Idk... Hate Me 4 It.
your sick of feeling alone? I'm here as well. Close your eyes and picture a life without darkness. Rise against them. Pick up the pieces of shattered heart. Knife shoved in so far. Welcome to my hell. Welcome to my life. I'm going down the rabbit hole never looking back. sinking deeper in the pain. I can't get enough. feeling better than before. shatter your happiness before it gets too much. A friend is sore to the touch.

Just In -- New Words To The Workplace Dictionary!! :d
2006 Updates to Essential vocabulary additions for the workplace (and elsewhere)!!! 1. BLAMESTORMING : Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible. 2. SEAGULL MANAGER : A manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise, craps on everything, and then leaves. 3. ASSMOSIS : The process by which some people seem to absorb success and advancement by kissing up to the boss rather than working hard. 4. SALMON DAY : The experience of spending an entire day swimming upstream only to get screwed and die in the end. 5. CUBE FARM : An office filled with cubicles 6. PRAIRIE DOGGING : When someone yells or drops something loudly in a cube farm, and people's heads pop up over the walls to see what's going on. 7. MOUSE POTATO : The on-line, wired generation's answer to the couch potato. 8. SITCOMs : Single Income, Two Children, Oppressive Mortgage. What Yuppies get into when they have children and one of them stops

Poem - Wounds & Pain
Funny how it is that time heals the wounds & pain of a lost love... yet it only takes ONE picture or a few words... to renew ALL those deep loving feelings. Is it Only because I am a fool with "rose colored" glasses choosing to see our love with a filter, that screens out the bad? Did I love him... yes. Do I love him now... yes. Will this love die... no, never. Was it ever Real, a love shared by us both... yes. When did it change... no one can tell for sure, but it did. Do I believe I still love him... yes. Does he still love me... yes. Did he ever love you in the way you Should be loved? He loved me the best he knew how to love another. As for me, I felt a deeper love for him then any I have known. Sandy Schultz COPYRIGHT Nov 26, 2006 A friend writes in her journal... How can your heart go one way, when your mind pulls the heart another? How can these two, be part of the same person ? It does get easier with time, to be further from this l

Real Men
REAL MEN 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN loves his kids. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 7.) A REAL MAN will cuddle with you without expecting sex! 8.) A REAL MAN calls you on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated l

My Need To Please
The night dreams came from deep within my soul where i long to be pressed against His body held tight against him, slowly my fingers dancing against his skin pressing my lips to it feeling the soft silky flesh the alabster softness that fills me with longing and need desire that is not something that i have long wandered about how can anything be so sweet, his hair tantalizing me to plung my hands into them longing to sink my fingers into them, slowly pressing my lips against him tasting his sweetness and the warmth of his skin. This is my need the feeling of what is deep with in me the need to please him the need to drive him wild with my mouth, the need to touch him, my fingers sliding over him hearing him growl deep within himself I wonder if there is anyway to show him the need in my soul the need driving me to take everything I am and fill him with it. His pleasure is my greatest need it is exactly what I want in my life and is exactly who I belong to, every fiber of myself wa

Missing Soldier
Here is another blog, more like an update to my last blog, "Missing Soldier.... Please Pray"! If anyone has read it, Jessiah Jameson was last seen or heard from November 16th, 2006..........until Friday December 1st, 2006, where his body was found floating in a river. This is a very devistating story. Here is a couple Articles on his findings.... Perhaps you've heard of Corporal Jessiah Jameson. He is a soldier out of Fort Campbell Kentucky. He just returned from Iraq and returned to Fort Campbell. Jessiah went out with some friends the week before Thanksgiving in Clarkesville, TN, just south of the Kentucky line. He got a bit drunk as soldiers are sometimes wont to do, and put in a cab back to his motel room in Clarkesville. That was the last anyone saw him alive. Cpl Jameson was found last Friday in the Cumberland River, spotted by a barge captain plying the river. There is no word yet if there was foul play. There is a chance that he wound up drowning. The motel he st

Thank You
Hello everyone I just wanted to say thank you to all those that stop by and say hi. And to all those that have become my friend my world has been brighten by you light!! I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving and to those that don't celebrate it I hope you had a great day! Warren

My Feeling On Some Ratings
Ok i have had enough last week someone rated my wedding photo a 5 then tonight my support for the United States Marine Corps is rated a one if you dont like what you see dont rate.I feel it is rude if you cant be nice and mature then dont say anything..sorry for bitching but i have had enough

To Whom Ever Will Listen...
***(let me know what y'all think. Thank you)*** For the first time I feel apart. When did it all start. For now I loose your heart. People say lovers come and go. But your more then my lover. This is tell you so. Are we now over. There was no passion in our kiss. No feeling of heavenly bliss. This is to whom-ever will listen. Or to whom I will allow in. In my thoughts I wish to share. But in the end I will have to bare. I find it hard to believe, that I worked so hard, to achieve. Something that used to be there. Now I shall sit and stare. At what used to be. The one I love is he. Can he hear my silent cries. Or am I really feeling something that died. This is to whom ever will listen. Or to whom I allow in. Can you forgive me in the end. Or is what we have a forever bend. Please take my hand. Be my forever friend. I never want to loose you, Ever. Will you brush what I said off? Never. I see you in everything I do. How you may ask? This

The Candle Of Love,hope,and Friendship
=== 'debbie sue' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-04 21:42:29'.. > > > > > > > > NOTICE AT THE END, THE DATE > > > THE CANDLE WAS STARTED. > > GONNA GIVE YOU GOOSE BUMPS. > > I am not going to be the one who > > lets it die. I found it believable -- > > > > angels have walked beside me > > all my life--and they still do. > ********************* > > This is to all of you who > > mean something to me, > > I pray for your happiness. > > The Candle Of Love, Hope & Friendship > > > This candle was lit on the > > 15th of September, 1998. > Someone who loves you has helped > > Keep it alive by sending it to you. > > Don't let The Candle of Love, Hope > > and Friendship die! Pass It On To All > Of Your Friends and Everyone You Love! > > Please keep this candle alive. > > > >

Performance Evaluation Quotes
For everyone who has ever had an evaluation - just remember, it could have been worse. These are actual quotes taken from federal government employee performance evaluations. 1. "Since my last report, this employee has reached rock-bottom and has started to dig." 2. "I would not allow this employee to breed." 3. "This employee is really not so much of a has-been, but more of a definite won't be." 4. "Works well when under constant supervision and cornered like a rat in a trap." 5. "When he opens his mouth, it seems that it is only to change feet." 6. "This young lady has delusions of adequacy." 7. "He sets low personal standards and then consistently fails to achieve them." 8. "This employee is depriving a village somewhere of an idiot." 9. "This employee should go far, and the sooner he starts the better." 10. "Got a full 6-pack, but lacks the plastic thingy to hold it all together." 11. "A gross ignoramus - 144 times worse than an ordinary ignoramus." 12. "He doe

Things You Figure Out When You Have Boys
1. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2. If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3. A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5. You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6. The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late. 8. Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, an

Blade's Edge
Sharpening my knife, I look at the hostages around me. They sit almost as if they were indifferent to the dead guards among them. It wasn't my plan to do anything but rob the bank. I was trained heavily on knives and had the teller plenty scared with my speed and precision as I flashed the knife to her throat. Things had been going well. One security guard always has to be a cowboy. This always spurs the other guards to join in. Bullets can't touch me. I am way too fast. In the hopeless attempt they made as I stabbed the first guard in the heart, two customers were shot by their bullets as they missed their mark. That's their fault. Slitting two throats and disemboweling the final guard, I find myself on the business end of a very sticky situation. There are cops outside and I have killed some of the "hostages". It's possible that they will see the guards as a risk they took by taking the job. If that's the case, they won't be breaking in here to take me out.

Friend Requests.....
Ok so I get all these requests.... they tell me im hot...and want to see my naughty pics.... but after I add .... they just go and look at my pics.... and not rate, or comment!!! WTF??? At least rate please!! I adore comments....I thrive on them actually!!! But I can understand if you dont want to comment. I also have a voice comment thingy on my profile.... OMG i love to hear voices!!! I would love to hear yours.... please let me know who you are when you call...and leave me a comment telling me you did... I'll luv ya forever!!! If you have rated and commented me, and I have yet to get to yours, please remind my ...gently... and often... as of right now, Im getting 50-75 adds a day, and Im having a hard time remembering who I have rated for pics... Thank you so much everyone!!! ***HUGS AND KISSES AND ALL THAT SHIT!*** MaryBerry!!!

It Keeps Going
Induced let the focus blur and the night come undone held in the imaculate deception throbbing inside the hate if hope has fled and anger taken it's place where does love fit in need nothing taste blood cold biting in the pace of prayer break down break anything Let it Go resist the inevitable alcohol carries away to the cowards release where pain is the freedom chase away possibility with psychology so loud, so angry let it all go let it win Winter Water Nymph dance in the ice cold water where the end waits and blues flow on the currants of the air in rhyme wasn't born with the illusions you see less than what you see Induced let the focus blur and the night come undone held in the imaculate deception throbbing inside the hate if hope has fled and anger taken it's place where does love fit in need nothing taste blood cold biting in the pace of prayer break down break anything it's a beautiful mask walk walk with the onl

Monday
Had a great dinner tonight in Palo Alto with a good friend. Fun conversation, laughter and just a good time. Wish she was my girl but she's not. Still it was a beautiful day. I got to ride my bike. The moon is full and it's awesome out tonight!

100 Things About Me
1. I sing in the shower 2. I can sew 3. I am the youngest in my family 4. I’d love to live on the beach 5. My favorite season is Spring 6. I love roller coasters 7. I’ve never been pulled over for speeding 8. My favorite mixed drink is a cosmo (for now) 9. I want another puppy 10. I like to play video games 11. I don't drink coffee 12. I don't get lost driving 13. I love skimpy PJ’s 14. I love the colors pink and purple 15. The blonde comes from a bottle 16. I will NEVER smoke 17. I like laser tag 18. I don’t get seasick 19. I have to make myself workout 20. I love donuts 21. I enjoy role playing 22. I love horror movies 23. I don’t mind cleaning house and washing clothes 24. I played the flute for a year 25. I cannot draw anything 26. I’m a jewelry whore 27. I like rainbows 28. I love cilantro 29. I have never been to New York 30. I like watching it rain 31. I have dreams that sometimes come true 32. I hate being cold 33. I am eas

Pain
Shit bare with me I have so much goin on in my head right now. This may come out all wrong! To Neil and any of you that will tell him about this blog GO FUCK YOURSELF!! I'M TIRED OF HIS DAMN LIES!! This is the only type of diary that I have ever been able to keep up with and yes it is avalible to the public for everyone to see. It's my own personal feelings that are going on in my head and heart right now. Well in the past few months I have started and caught myself from falling to hard for two men. I knew it wouldn't work and so have closed myself off to them. I have always have fallen hard and fast for men. One of my short comings. But I am still trying to get my divorce and already have fallen in love with my couple. What scares me to think is that now I love my couple that they may not make it. I have always been careful about getting too happy. The reason being that anytime that I do something always happens to throw a very dark shadow over it. I have come to realize

The Hand Of A Friend
THIS BEAUTIFUL FRIEND SENT THIS IN A COMMENT TODAY.AND WELL SOME THINGS TOUCH MY HEART THAT I HAVE TO KEEP THEM.THANK YOU MY FRIEND.LOVE TO YOU The hand of a friend, waves 'hello' with exuberance. The hand of a friend, pulls you close for a hug. The hand of a friend, pats you on the back. The hand of a friend, pulls you up. The hand of a friend, gets dirty, right next to yours. The hand of a friend, wipes a tear from your face. The hand of a friend, is willing to fight for your honor. The hand of a friend, writes and sends thoughtful and funny things to you. Thank you, my friend, for your hand!! Thanks sooo much 4 all of your comments When i was unable to get on CherryTap!! Huggies hun & have a fantastic Monday!!! :)) ~*~ Mrs.~*~ Please stop by & show me some real loves as I have u :)) I have pleanty of pics & funny blogs 4 u to comment and rate :)) huggies@ CherryTAP The hand of a friend, waves 'hello' with exuberance. T

Well Now That I Have Done That
so I yelled at a friend. Bad goddess, I know. I apologized, and thankfully accepted. and I realized I need to give up for the night, I am stressed, I have cried (over many things that snowballed from all of this) and now I am honestly a little sick to my stomach over the whole thing. so, I will set aside what I have done and try to just relax. so now... I will write some emails, and talk with a few people whos company I enjoy, and even though I am freezing, I think I will have some ice cream

A Hero's Time To Call.
David Franklin Shepard THOMPSON VALLEY, Va. — David Franklin Shepard, 59, of Thompson Valley, died Wednesday, Nov. 29, 2006 at the VAMC in Salem, Va. Born June 15, 1947 in Tazewell, Va., he was a son of the late Frank and Lena Gillespie Shepard. He was of the Church of God faith and was a former Pastor of the Northside Church of God in Brunswick, Ga. and the Westside Church of God in Alma, Ga. Mr. Shepard was a United States Army veteran, serving in the Airborne Rangers; his service to his country included three tours in Vietnam, where he bravely endured being a Prisoner of War. Mr. Shepard was the recipient of the Vietnam Service Medal with three Bronze Stars; Vietnam Campaign Medal with 60 Device; Parachutist Badge; Army Commendation Medal; Combat Infantry Badge; Air Medal; Bronze Star Medal with one Oak Leaf Cluster and a Presidential Unit Citation among other notable awards and recognitions such as being the Soldier of the Year for the United States Army in 1974; he ended hi

The Empowered Woman
The Empowered woman. She moves with a sense of confidence and grace Her once reckless spirit now tempered by wisdom. Quietly, yet firmly, she speaks her truth without doubt or hesitation and the life she leads is of her own creation. She now understands what it mean to live and let live. How much to ask for herself,and how much to give. She has strong yet generous heart and the inner beauty she emanates truly sets her apart. Like the mythical phoenix, she has risen from the ashes and has soared to a new plane of existance unfeltered by the things that once posed such resistance. Her sense now heightened, she sees everything so clearly. She hears the wind rustling through the trees, beckoning her to live the dreams she hold so dearly. She feels the softness of her hands and muses at the strength the posess. Her needs and desires she has learned to express. She has tasted the bitter and savored the sweet fruits of life. She has overcome adversity and pushed past heart

X-mas
'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the streets, not a person was stirring, 'cept an officer on the beat. As he quietly patrolled the town with great care, children and parents slept peacefully there. The officer was clad in his blues and his vest, gun on his hip, always looking his best. He'd just pulled aside for a quick bite to eat, When all of a sudden, out on the street, A bright light appeared from out of nowhere, He shielded his eyes from the brilliant glare. 'Twas an angel of the Lord at the squad's rear, He smiled and spoke, "Dear Officer, don't fear." "I've been sent by God with a message for you who faithfully serve while wearing the blue. He wants you to know He loves you all, He's pleased with the way you've answered His call. "To protect and serve others, so selfless you've been, Your bravery and kindness have known no end. Even in tragedy, when nights became long, You've helped countless strangers by being strong. "God sees you

Ice Sculpting - Not Here In Austin!!
Got this in an email today. Amazing photos of ice sculptures that never cease to amaze me because here in Austin the closest we come to seeing such sites is if we (1) travel to areas that might have such feats or (2) on a smaller scale, see an ice sculpturer create one for display at a grand ball or event at a very fancy hotel. My friend states, the following: "There is a town in Northern China that does this every year. It is a great tourist attraction and is always beautiful. Most of them have lights inside and as you can see they are really big. The town is Harbun, and this is a new set of pics. they get more fantastic all the time." Enjoy!!! |

The Whole Work Thing
well, i called my boss today, head hung as low as it would go, and told her the situation with my cna license transfer, and she tried to get me a job, then patched me through to the "big boss" and i talked to her, and she said she'd see what she could come up with, that the department heads would put their colleective heads together and brainstorm something out. well a few hours later, the lady in charge of scheduling called me back and told me that there's a job for me, they created it... both to help night shift and evening shift, and it's been needing to be done, and i was one of the cna's who bitched that we needed another person at least to do the menial crap, so voila... i'm that somebody... except i can't perform any direct physical aid to them, unless it's to get them something... i can't help them physically, i.e. touching them... although i can wheel them to and from the dining hall, hand out trays, etc... meh oh well at least i have a job right? also, hopefully soon my tra

So...
Mike's at work :(. I hate him working graveyards. It's not snowing out, but it's damn cold. He won't be home til 5am and I hate sleeping alone. Cadence and Nevan both crawled into bed with me last time. I'll bet all three of them will be in there tonight since D's not feeling so hot. They have a hard time when Daddy's gone, too. Okay, well, that was more of a sob story than anything. Sorry! LOL At least he's not deployed, just gone for the night. I should count my blessings.

Pothead Etiquette
1) The person who rolls the joint (no matter whose weed it is) gets to spark up the joint and get first hits. 2) If someone rolls a nice joint, it's good to give the person a compliment on his/her rolling skills. 3) If someone starts hogging the bowl and starts using the excuse that its okay for him/her to bogart it since it's his/her weed, this is definitely not cool. the punishment depends on the quality of the weed and how much he/she put in. (if it was real crappy and he/she was real cheap with it, then you bug on the person and rag on him/her) 4) If someone is too palsy to light the bowl (due to being too stoned or the person is just a retard) then they must relinquish control of the lighter to someone more able to get it lit. This does NOT mean the person who lights gets free hits... this privilege tends to get abused ("hey lemme light it for you.") 5) If someone is so much of a palsy that they blow INTO the pipe/joint and blow all the shit on the floor, this pers

Okkkkk Another One...hehe (short Version)
I love writing these types of blogs, they make me smile... a lot. So capital punishment, for it or against it. That's the question of the night...I just wrote a seven page paper on why the united states needs to increase the amount of capital punishment that they use. Now some people might not agree with this but I'll list out and some what explain four reasons why: 1.it will reduced the actual crimes commited in jails/prisions by inmates. How should we expect people to get better in prision, when they have to be afraid for thier lives. It's not possible. There was this one case that I heard of. This man was convicted of murdering his son's girlfriend, and while in jail, he murdered three other people. He finally got the death sentence after that, but three other people had to die before that happened. People can not get better in jail with a kill or be killed mentality, therefore kill more inmates, and there will be less of that to worry about. 2.Justice for the families and friends

Relieve Lifes Burdens
Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it. Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their maker. Eat a live toad in the morning and nothing worse will happen to you for the rest of the day. If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it. It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. Never buy a car you can't push. Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you won't have a leg to stand on. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Since it's the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. The second mouse gets the cheese. When everything's coming your way, y

Sleepy Time
good night off to bed i go.. do all this below and i'll be happy and return the favor :) send me some love rates my profile and pictures leave me lovely comments and picture comment to.. add me and fan me nites

Just The Way It Is Said...
One of my ex-husbands would always say... "Have you checked for Earl in your car?" I would look at him real funny and say, "Who is Earl and why would he be in my car???" lol..... He would look at me and say, "Oh, never mind!"... Eventually, I figured out that he meant oil! lol....

To My New Friends, And Family
I have really enjoyed getting started here, though this is quite entertaining, and fun. I need help with getting somethings going and like links to sites that offer insite on how to create more in here the quizzes are interesting, but i will figure it out by checking your pages. Any advice would be great, not ashamed to ask for help. But In short I just wanted to give ya'll a great big Thank you for the warm welcome. Tim

If We Had Sex....game. Don't Be Scared
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i liked you? 20. Would you do it today? 21. Would you do it tomorrow? 22. Would you call me in the morning? 23. Are you goin

Playing With Myself (a Rhyming Game)
Bit stream, mainstream, split screen double vision New incision, old decision, carrying out the mother’s mission Laser beam, the phaser screams, dream team of sleeping thieves Been seen, hide beneath, a towering inferno of enemies The envious the strenuous the disrespecters of time The suckers of slime the fuckers of rights The suffering, the inflicting, the raping, the pillaging Regaining sight, see the plight, fight with might in the light of god Robbed, flogged, dogged, and hog-tied Replied with a lie, accusations fly, mind opened wide and filled with plaster The cast is old, the mast must fold, the wind is too strong, and the air too cold Rebuild a broken mold, replication is fouled, milk has soured Eat poisoness flowers and bitch about the weather Annihilate, depreciate, rejuvenate, self fornicate in shame Place blame, escaped slave, breaking through the storm-drain Name-tagged white coat worn by the insane Pen and pad, pass through hands, illegible ink stain Twi

The English Lesson
so i deliver a pie out to a hotel tonight. the dude whos gettin it is english. it was awesome. its not everyday i hear an accent like that in person. lol. its fuckin funny. so im talkin to the guy and hes here for business and bis name is william and hes from somewheres REAL close to london but i dont remember, HOWEVER, i asked him for a favor, two actually. i was like dude, can you do me a favor real quick? actually, two of them. and hes all, kinda hesitant and what not like uh, sure. and im like can you say bloody hell and blimey for me. like ya mean it. and then i started grinnin REAL big. he started crackin up and did it. both its. it was very cool and made my night. bloop.

Just The Last One Tonight
Soft and gentle curves to love Make this guy a prisoner of Hot desires to take and hold Thoughts to be far to bold Brazen lust at her form Drive to feel her body warm Give her pleasure beyond the mind She stirs the fires that leave me blind To any other there ever was seen Knowing What I like my sense is keen Rock my world and make me yours to keep I pray this before I go to sleep Take me and let me be your man Of your beauty I am a fan Of your eyes that I loose myself in I know my desires deep within And now you spark the flame does burn I look at you my heart does yearn To know how you feel and taste your lips To go down and give you pleasure at your hips To make you feel all that is good and true Flaxen haired angel I now long for you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Guess I'm In A Contest....
Apparently I'm in a contest. It's for the sexiest outfit.... there are many many girls in WAY hotter outfits than I, but since I'm entered I figure WTF? might as well try. So here's the link. If you feel that voting for the other ladies is more honest, go for it, I completely understand! It's more fun if the person who actually deserves to win DOES, don't ya think? ;) Have a great night ya'll! Jennifer

Confusion
I am tired of hiding I am tired of crying. I am tired of wanting to die and tired of trying. I would have never known what it is like to die. I would have never known what it was like to cry. I would have never known laughter’s true sound I would have never known what it was like to want to kneel on the ground. I would have never known what it is like to feel known. There is always a piece of one with me. But He doesn’t have to tell me. Don’t tell me I will regret for your sake; the only regret will be yours. Leave me alone. Let me stay home. Do not whine and cry. Why can’t he understand? I do not want to give this another try. I can not. I need some one that IS stronger then the earth and sun; for me. I need someone if I fall will carry me. I need someone who will be there when I need to lean. Please, please understand I am not trying to be mean. It’s just really WHAT ABOUT ME? So why not take what was once and leave it in the past Remember, th

Leave Me A Voice Comment
Hey, if you are reading this, it means you don't have anything better to do, so leave a damn voice comment below! You can use your home phone, and it's FREE. I'd love to get some voices to go along with all your pretty little faces ;) Get Your Own Voice PlayerManage

I Am In The Posting Mood
She She greets me and I feel as though I could fly She is like a wonder drug that gets me high She sweeps me off my feet with a angels smile She is my own private paradise isle She enraptures my soul when I do see She has sent but simple words to me She is the one who does fill my mind She is my treasure, my rare find She is the one I miss most when I do seek She is the on of whom my soul does speak She is kept in my thoughts I hear her name She alone is the keeper of desires flame She is the one that I feel was sent for me She is the one hope and dream my sweet melody She is sung in the mind and in the heart She is the one my love will never let part By R. Thomas Dinsmore

A Friend Is A Part Of You Always
A Friend Is A Part of You Always and Forever by Paula Spellman Friendship is a special gift given to us all. The smile of a friend is sunlight on a cloudy day, and every smile given to a friend is returned. A friend is one whom you can talk to, and listen to, without judging. A friend doesn't ignore your faults but accepts them as part of you. A friend is a shoulder to lean on when you need support, A pat on the back when you do well, and a sympathetic ear when you fail. A friend is a person you can laugh with about everything, you can cry with without shame, and whom you trust completely. A friend is a partner in life and a part of you always and forever.

I Need A Hug... Or A Pint.
First I forgot your birthday. Then I dropped my soup on my new shoes. A red hot exploded in my eye. Then the car wouldn't start when I had a deadline. My phone refuses to connect The line refuses to draw. The words continue to fail. And you're nowhere to be found. My favorite mug quits on me. My roommate checkmates me. The roses are dead. My bruises won't heal. My haircut is stupid. My professors refuse to yield. My hope continues to die. And you're nowhere to be found. I lost my keys I lost my mind I lost my dreams I lost ... your number. And you're still- Nowhere to be found. The bottom line is, never grow up. And I need a hug.

Im Gonna Start Writing...tell Me What Ya Think
SITTING HERE TONIGHT YOUR MEMORY CROSSES MY MIND ALL THE TIMES ALL THE FIGHTS MESSED UP AGAIN MY MIND FAILED ME AND BROUGHT YOUR MEMORY BACK TO ME AGAIN YOUR HURT ME ONCE MORE AND STILL I LET YOU YOU DONT CARE I GUESS CAUSE TONIGHT IM SCARED YOU CAME AND WENT AND TONIGHT YOUR HERE AGAIN CANT FALL AGAIN CAUSE YOU DONT CARE

Someone Will Like This
I hear your voice carried on the breeze Silent sweet melody puts me at ease Listening to the spirit that calls from within Wondering if love is ever a sin Now that I have found you no other can be I am so lost in you your all I can see You fill me and are that missing peace You’re the only one who can this soul release I soar upon clouds at the sound of your voice I seek you out for I have no other choice I am drawn to you as a moth to the flame I live for the melody of your sweet name I feel you I think you inside my skin There is a joining beyond flesh’s sin You are that one I sought through all time The rapture of love living ever sublime Perfection in all that I ever had dreamed The one I would kill for and die if so deemed The hand of god is seen in the working of things I will wait another life time and accept all it brings For I will never be whole till I hold you near My sweet Jolene the one I hold dear By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Skittles
IM INTRODUCING ONE OF MY FRIENDS....SKITTLES!!!! SHE WRITES HER OWN RAP AND HIP HOP....HER MUSIC PLAYER IS ON HER PAGE GO CHECK IT OUT AND WHILE YOU THERE RATE HER AND ADD HER PLEASE......MUCH LOVE FROM ~KISS THE BIRD! Skiddalz@ CherryTAP

I Didn't Feel Like Writing About Me, So I Didn't , Part 2
Poems and things I like,part 2!! "The Garden" Part 2!! The Primrose by Robert Herrick Ask me why I send you here This sweet infanta of the year? Ask me why I send to you This Primrose,thus bepearled with dew? I will whisper to your ears, The sweets of love are mixed with tears. Ask me why this flower does show So yellow-green,and sickly too? Ask me why the stalk is weak and bending,(yetit doth not break?) I will answer,These discover, What fainting hope are in a lover. Another poem for the garden!! Ah! Sunflower by William Blake Ah Sunflower! weary of time, Who countest the steps of the Sun, Seeking after that sweet golden clime Where the travellers journey is done: Where the Youth pined away with desire, And the pale Vergin shrouded in snow Arise from their graves and aspire Where my Sunflower wishes to go. Thats all for the poems for now. The next part will be about the other stuff. But I'm still working on that part!! ;)

Life
NO matter how hard life may be on you , If you keep your hope an determination alive you will survive . I believed that life was nothing but a bitch until I came back from cali and I seen life in A Whole different light . It took me from nyc, to La to see that the world is different. I felt that If i didn't open my eyes and see what really matters Then I would surely fall into That what ever state of mind where I Wouldn't care if I died or lived . I was so Driven By the thug life way That I didn't care how people looked at me. I just gave up on life completely No hope ,No fate in Anything that was good because I tried to hard before and I ended up with A cold shoulder, and a head full of worries . my life was fading fast and my fate in people was leaving me because in this world full of hate , You wouldn't believe there was anything good. But as of the last couple of months I found my true calling , my true purpose , my family the ones that would hear me when Im down, the ones that wi

San Diego The City Of Nothing Fun
I Swear I've Been In San Diego About 3 Months Now And I Have Yet Had Any Kind Of Fun......I Would Like To Meet Some New Friends & Have Fun For Once.....If You Redcide In San Diego Or The Area, Well Shit....Hit Me Up....Fuck I Need Some New Party People....Well Any Ways...Peace!

So Jo What Do You Think ?
One thought, one heart, one desire One Thought living in a moment set afire One heart that beats to see one face true One desire belonging always to you True dream, true faith, true feeling True dreams of one who is a healing True faith due to one who does renew True feelings for one and only for you Found hope, found joy, found love Found hope a feeling from heaven above Found joy in the sight of your smile Found love in a moment shared for awhile Dreaming free, dreaming desire, dreaming you Dreaming free of a dream that I pray to come true Dreaming desire for the soul who completes me Dreaming you and needing me in time we may see By R. Thomas Dinsmore

What Direction You Take
You look back over the years and think of your times past. Makes you wonder where you went wrong and how to make improvements for the future. Sometimes when acting on any thought weather it be well thought out or on an impulse. We start out with the greatest of intentions then it all goes to hell. Sometimes it works out. It just sucks that things seem to fall about more than things seem to come together. It's like standing at a fork in the road you see the 2 paths but neither of their destinations are clear, Do you know which one to take? Or do you walk down the path hoping it will lead you to where you want to go? What if you know stops that you want to make on the path. But don't know your destination?

A Wtf Moment For Everyone
so 11 am came around and its lunch time so i walk across the street to go to my usual chinese restuarant. AS soon as i get across the street a guy (race witheld) wearing beige carpenter pants and a heavy jacket and a beanie starts walking all weird towards the entrance as well not quie noticing me. he puts his hand in one of his pockets and starts to heard towards door and then starts to withdraw his hand and i see he had what appeared to be a gun. i immediately yelled at him he turned around looked at me anf since iwas double his size took the fuck off into dodge. i walked into the restaurant and procceded to remain there for an hour talking ot police. Question why did i yell at a guy with a gun? WEll honeslty i dunno it seemed the only thign for me to do. I wasnt about to let him go in ther and shoot my freinds ya know. So now the police went looking for him but i dont think they found him . Well thers my excitement for the year lol

Keep Showing Me Some Luvssssssssss Please
PLEASE GO VOTE FOR ME FOR THE SEXIEST NON TOP CHERRY CONTEST AND LEAVE A SMALL COMMENT. U CAN VOTE AS MANY TIMES AS U WANT. PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL UR FRIENDS, FAMILY AND FANS..THIS 40 YR OLD NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET TO WIN THE SEXIEST NON TOP CHERRY CONTEST. TY HUN MWAHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.......HERE IS THE LINK TO GO VOTE http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3850497396

~~meeting The Need~~
>A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is >here " she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several >times before the patient's eyes opened. > >Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw >the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached >out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old >man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. > >The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. >All through the nig ht the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted >ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. >Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest >awhile. > >He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was >oblivious of her and of the night noises of the ho spital - the clanking >of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff

The Day I Knew Bunnies Were Evil!
Thought I would take this time to let the world (or at least who wants to read) about how evil rabbits are...and how much more evil I am. LOL When I was living in Boise, ID I was working as a zoo keeper and working at a pet store part time. Now you think zoo keeper, you thing exotic, potentially dangerous animals. Well, even playing with a BADGER at the zoo, that was nothing compared to what happened at the pet store. We got in a surrendered bunny at the store. An older male bunny named Milo. People said they just didn't have time for him anymore, kids grew tired of him. Well after we took him in, he bit one of the girls so we all knew to be careful and cautious of him. Granted...he's "just a bunny". I went into work at the pet store one day and began cleaning the small animals. When I got to Milo I waited for him to be on the far end of his cage so I could open it and reach in to grab his water bottle real quick... ...Not quick enough. He LUNGED at my hand and sunk his teet

I Didn't Feel Like Writing About Me,so I Didn't.
Poems and Things I like part 1. This first part I'll call"The Garden" because thats what the poems are about. Flower-Gathering by Robert Frost Ileft you in thhe morning, And in the morning glow You walked a way beside me To make me sad to go. Do you know me in the gloaming Gaunt and dusty gray with roaming? Are you dumb because you know me not, Or dumb because you know? All for me?And not a question For the faded flowers gay Thast could take me from beside you For the ages of a day? They are yours and be the measure Of their worth for you to treasure, The measure of the little while That I've been long away. The next poem!! I'd Choose To Be A Daisy by Unknow I'd choose to be a daisy, If I might be a flower, Closing my petals softly At twilight's quiet hour; And waking in the morning, When falls the early dew, To welcome Heaven's bright sunshine, And Heaven't bright teardrops,too. Here's another poem!! Dandelions by Unknow Some young and sa

Work!!
wholesalers!! I am so mad at mine. on the verge of a fucking break, I do not need this crap! ok, so many of you know, my sis and I own a small business that sells japanese snacks and anime things. we have a convention we are due to sell at coming up in January. anyway, we placed an order with our supplier and tonight recieve an email back saying they have "changed policy" and need us to basically DOUBLE our order to fill it because of the new "minimum order" requirements. FUCK WHAT?? ummm no? that would not be good for us. so, great, tonight I get to spend looking for deals here and there at other places. This order has to be made by Wednesday, no later than Wednesday morning. AHHHH I am so damn frustrated right now, I cannot believe this is happening at this point. so I know that a lot of you are thinking "big deal, buy it elsewhere".. it is not that simple. these are things that are technically considered imports. it's like the difference between buying a Coors light and a Guinne

"sex Application"
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! TiTLE iT "SEX APPLiCATiON"

Khf;ksafhah
Well...uhhhh this is my first blog..so I guess I'll just type like I talk, sorry if I offend(i don't mean to but I don't try not to) Anyways, I'm a single mother of two beatiful children, My son Malachi is 6 & My daughter Makayla is 3. I do have a boyfriend (Steve-O) We have a rocky and crazy relationship(I don't live with him anymore). I used to party pretty fucking hard but that just ended me up in rehab(oops) That sucked ass. I don't drink and drug anymore but I still like to have a good time and believe me when me and my friends get together it is CRAZY!!!! I don't go to bars anymore because I get kicked out every fucking time it never fails even when I'm not fighting or drinking for some fucking reason I end up getting kicked out!!!So whateva!! I have more fun gooffing off at tha Hezzie!!! Atleast i can listen to my kind of music. Not many places play my kind of music!!! Anyways I done with this shit...it gets old fast!!! I'm A.D.D.!!!! rock out with your cock out fellas and ladie

What I Do For A Living
hey everybody what is up. My boy ~_Merc_~ made this video of are deployment to IRAQ and all of you need to check it out. This is a glimpse of what we do that you wont see on CNN. Thank you all for the support.

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