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Apple Pie
Apple Pie If I could I would eat you three times a day. For you have a seduction that could never be dreary or malignant. You’re a sultry and heart pounding force. You’d be the best part of my day all day, It’s not hard to believe that something so delicious and oh so sweet; Can clutch me by the lips in tantalizing disarray You make my taste buds swell and I begin to drool as our lips begin to touch one another. Moist and warm mm, mm, mm I can’t wait to feel you in my mouth, My tongue meanders inside of you apple pie Your juices are smeared from my lips down to my chin. Ooooo….Yes! My sweet and luscious apple pie Can only taste this good down south And for you! I would go down there on any occasion to eat, Yeeeaah baby and that’s not all I would do, I’d massage you with my tongue licking up… and down… Tenderly bite down and savor your sweet and loving nectar. And I won’t stop until I retrieve your golden treasure.

What 1996 Song Am I?
Your 1996 Theme Song Is: Breakfast at Tiffany's by Deep Blue Something And I said "What about Breakfast at Tiffany's?" She said, "I think I remember the film, And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it." And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got." What's Your 1996 Theme Song?

I Hate The 3rd Id
You know I hate the 3rd ID, but it left a unique impression on my life... So I'm thankful for the people that I came across there... To them I leave this dispicable song... I Wouldn't Give A Bean To Be A Fancy Pants Marine I'd Rather Be A Dog Face Soldier Like I Am I Wouldn't Trade My Old OD's For All The Navy's Dungarees For I'm The Walking Pride Of Uncle Sam On Army Posters That I Read It Says "Be All That You Can" So They're Tearing Me Down To Build Me Over Again I'm Just A Dog Face Soldier With A Rifle On My Shoulder And I Eat Raw Meat For Breakfast E'V'RY Day So Feed Me Ammunition Keep Me In Third Division Your Dog Face Soldier's A-Okay

Aliens
From the L.A. Times 1. 40% of all workers in L.A. County ( L.A. County has 10.2 million people) are working for cash and not paying taxes. This was because they are predominantly illegal immigrants, working without a green card. 2. 95% of warrants for murder in Los Angeles are for illegal aliens. 3. 75% of people on the most wanted list in Los Angeles are illegal aliens. 4. Over 2/3 of all births in Los Angeles County are to illegal alien Mexicans on Medi-Cal, whose births were paid for by taxpayers. 5. Nearly 25% of all inmates in California detention centers are Mexican nationals here illegally. 6. Over 300,000 illegal aliens in Los Angeles County are living in garages. 7. The FBI reports half of all gang members in Los Angeles are most likely illegal aliens from south of the border. 8. Nearly 60% of all occupants of HUD properties are illegal. 9. 21 radio stations in L.A. are Spanish speaking. 10. In L.A. County 5.1 million people speak English,

Of My Daughters Robin And Tori
Missing Love Thinking of you and then comes the pain my tears fall down like a cleansing rain the purity of your love has always been true of all from the past the one I miss most is you my heart it aches without giving a sign that the pain will end, sweet child of mine never have I loved any in that special way sometimes I wish I had let myself stay I knew that your life would be better if I went now in my mind you live free of rent I can't help but think of you all the day through missing the joy that has always been you This pain I will know for the rest of my days I have loved only you and I am stuck in this maze of never ending conflict between the mind and the heart I try not to think of you because it is just not smart to rehash the past and live in regret I look for a cure, I haven't found one yet I earned this pain by not leaving long ago now in this time it is something I know that when we hold on when we know better all we have left is whats found i

Meaning Of Wicca
What Wicca Is Wicca is a Neo-Pagan religion with many traditions that date to pre-Christian (and prehistoric) Earth religions. It is based on a deep respect for nature and the certain knowledge that we do not have the right to exploit it for our own gain. Wiccans are deeply concerned with conservation and ecology, and as in all Neo-Pagan religions, Wiccans believe that both animate and inanimate objects possess a spirit which forms part of the Whole. Note that we do not use the term "spirit" in the Judeo-Christian sense of a "ghost," but rather that essence which every object possesses that links it to nature and makes it an inalienable part of the universe. Wicca is a celebration of the life-forces of nature as personified by the Goddess and her consort, the God. Wicca may includes the practice of magic which is defined as the process of causing change through the focusing of our natural powers. It is important to note that magic is natural. There is nothing supernatural about

Anything You Want Please Repost
COME ON PEOPLE I KNOW I AM NEW TO THIS SITE BUT PLEASE CANT YOU SHOW SOME LOVE STILL. I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING I CAN TO HELP OUT FELLOW SITE MEMBERS TO WIN OR JUST CRANK UP THERE LEVEL. I THINK I DESERVE SOME MORE LOVE FROM A FEW YOU PEOPLE. I AM WILLING TO DO ANYTHING REASONABLY IF YOU WILL PLEASE START BOMBING MY PIC. EVEN IF I DONT WIN ATLEAST LET ME GET SOME RATINGS UP. LIKE I SAID I AM WILLING TO DO ANYTHING FOR YOU IF YOU DO FOR ME. SO PLEASE HELP A SISTER OUT... HIT THE PICTURE BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU WHERE YOU NEED TO GO. DO EVEN IF YOU ARE ANGRY AT SOMEONE, JUST PICTURE ME AS THEM AND TAKE YOUR AGGRESSIONS OUT. I DONT MIND... THANKS

Single Moms Of Today
SINGLE MOTHERS OF TODAY Current mood: CHILLAXING NOW HOW MANY PEOPLE WILL ACTUALLY READ* Moms and Single Moms Of Today, Keep your head up. I'm not looking for an applause nor am I looking for any pat on the back. You are strong, You are still living, And you have kids that love you no matter what they may do or say! NEVER let anyone tell you what you can not achieve just because they dont wanna see you succeed or become better than they are! Be Proud, Stay humble. ANd dont worry. What you've always wanted in life is coming to you! You may have to work for it a little but It will come in due time! I know mothers that are single parents and are the only ones that graduated college in their family so dont give up. And if that man you have/had doesnt know your worth then he has to go!

Check Out My New Pics!
Hey all, i got some ratings on my new pics, for those of u that didnt know i posted more, please go check them out.. default has a couple, XXX has one, and very naughty has a few... remember to rate and comment if u will!!!! MMFWCL

What Wicca Is
What Wicca Is Wicca is a Neo-Pagan religion with many traditions that date to pre-Christian (and prehistoric) Earth religions. It is based on a deep respect for nature and the certain knowledge that we do not have the right to exploit it for our own gain. Wiccans are deeply concerned with conservation and ecology, and as in all Neo-Pagan religions, Wiccans believe that both animate and inanimate objects possess a spirit which forms part of the Whole. Note that we do not use the term "spirit" in the Judeo-Christian sense of a "ghost," but rather that essence which every object possesses that links it to nature and makes it an inalienable part of the universe. Wicca is a celebration of the life-forces of nature as personified by the Goddess and her consort, the God. Wicca may includes the practice of magic which is defined as the process of causing change through the focusing of our natural powers. It is important to note that magic is natural. There is nothing supernatural about

It's A Sad Day For Me
Today would have been my Mom's 81st Birthday..She past away this past May and I miss her very much...I just wanted to share this with all of my CT friends & fans....Thanks for any comments u will leave me....Kenny

Plz I Need Comment Bombing To Help Me Out!
i'm running in third place now plz i need help so i can win one of these! but i can't comment cause they got me blocked...lol and tommorrow moring it's over so plz can u help me? maria click on my pic to comment!

Merry Chrismas To Me!
Well for those who don't know i am about to inform u or perhaps just catch you up a lil! a couple weeks ago i had to go to Arkansa to be with my BF beause his dad was in the hospital, the drs where only giving him maybe 72 hrs. we went up for two weeks and dad came home 3 days ago alive and well! do to the health condition of his father my BF decided he needed to be closer to his dad and asked me and my sons to go with him. ofcourse i said yes! we come back to florida to begin packing and save up some money when very good friends of Roys' (my bf) told us they just bought a tralior park and want him to come down and help run it, willing to buy us a home and even bring his dad down here and put him in the park so he is close but not to close. so instead of moving to Arkansa we will be moving to St.Petersburg prolly by the first of the year. there are some of u who know me and Roy pretty well and know what we are both comming out of. both comming out of relationsips that werent gr

Always Too Much, Not Enough....never Just Right...
SOrry my fellow cherries that it has been a while. Been running my butt off. Went from Texas to Fl (I have to say I 10 from Lousiana to FL is some of the roughest road I have traveled. I 75 isn't much better... Then From Fl to Ok....And then from Ok to Dodge City Ks where I am cuurently at...yes all since my last post. The title refers to time.....And I'll get into that here in a moment. Firstly..Their is a reason My nickname is Super.....Because my handle is Supe....Now for anyone that has seen re-runs of the ol black and white superman tv show....they will understand that Supe was used by Jimmy Olson in regards to Superman. Superman is the handle that was came up by with my dispatcher. WHy....because I am the runner...the go to guy.....If anyone can get the load Legally there on time....I can. Day after day week after week...I get the load that looked like it was going to be late.....there early. But I do So LEGALLY. Don't get me wrong, I aint no saint. If their is a loophole in

Whats Real
why do people have to b so fake i sometimes wonder if this is a conspiracy or something because lately ive been coming across alot of fake peolpe maby its where im at i dont know but i do know people have two faces well not everyone but yeah most and i can see right through that im blunt ill call u out and wont feel bad about fake people theyll always b around my advice observe them first look at their clothes the way they talk how they present themselves study them react to them see whats in there head before u say thats your friend for REAL even fam can b fake and if your own fam is like that just imagine how fake people will b to u if they dont really know so for all my real mamis and papis its been real stay safe and away from phonie people take my advice real will always recognize REAL ON THAT NOTE IM OUT

What A Week...
If you keep up with my blogs you will know that I went to see GNR on Monday... well my week just kept getting better and better from that. Tuesday I went out to Selkirk for karaoke with my best friend Snuggs... it was a big drunk for the both of us, which we havent' done together for awhile... though I have been pretty sloshed there the last few weeks and have been very entertaining... apparently. I also had my ego stroked BIG Time... but that's all I am going to say about that... though the thought of it still brings a big cheshire cat grin to my face. The rest of the week was fantastic... with it ended me getting really drunk on Friday and Saturday... I never drink this much... normally it is like once a month MAYBE... no... thanks to my pole dancing friend... I have been getting liquored more often... do I mind? Nah... just when I have to work... lol Speaking of which... I will post more later... I have to fly!!! Laters!!!

Survivor
Subject: Fw: I'm a Survivor..How about you? there's a reason for everything, even if it seems bad!!! The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, uninhabited island. He prayed feverishly for GOD to rescue him, but every day he scanned the horizon for help, but none seemed forthcoming. Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect himself from the elements, and to store his few possessions. One day, after scavenging for food he arrived home to find his little hut in flames, with smoke rolling up to the sky. The worst had happened, and everything was lost. He was stunned with disbelief, grief, and anger. "GOD, how could you do this to me?" he cried. Early the next day he was awakened by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to rescue him. "How did you know I was here?" Asked the weary man of his rescuers. "We saw your smoke signal," they replied. It's easy to get discouraged when

My Blast Was, Well, A Blast!!!
Thank You to everyone who added me or showed me some love, i even leveled up from it!!!I MADE SURE TO RETURN THE FAVOR IF I DIDNT LET ME KNOW SO I CAN!i guess thats all not like many people read this anyway but still..

Holidays
As the Holidays get closer and closer...Lets remember the ones that can't spend the holidays with their families..Like the men and women over seas fighting for us....I am a proud american just like everyone else..But around this time of year we need to have them home with their family and friends. Also for the people less fortunate then us...Like the orphans and the people that may have lost their homes recently due to fires or natural reasons...I usually donate to salvation armys or united way...but due to my health and not working right now money is tight so I am asking all my cherrt tap friends to do this...Go to your local salvation army or untied way and donate either money or your time or both..You can donate as little as 5 bucks.....You can also go to walmart and go to the salvation army trees that are there and get a ticket to help a family out and pick something up that is written on that ticket and donate it to them. I know this may come as a surprise to the very few th

House Hold Helpers
How many of these did YOU know about? A sealed envelope - Put in the freezer for a few hours, then slide a knife under the flap The envelope can then be resealed. (hmmmmmm...) ============================== Use Empty toilet paper roll to store appliance cords. It keeps them neat and you can write on the roll what appliance it belongs to. ==== ========================== For icy door steps in freezing temperatures: get warm water and put Dawn dish washing liquid in it. Pour it all over the steps. They won't refreeze. (wish I had known this for the last 40 years!) ============================== To remove old wax from a glass candle holder, put it in the freezer for a few hours. Then take the candle holder out and turn it upside down. The wax will fall out. ============================== Crayon marks on walls? This worked wonderfully! A damp rag, dipped in baking soda. Comes off with little effort (elbow grease that is!). ======

Hymns By Word Association
Hymns By Word Association A minister decided to do something a little different one Sunday morning. He said, "Today, in church, I am going to say a single word and you are going to help me preach. "Whatever single word I say, I want you to sing whatever hymn comes to your mind. The pastor shouted out, "Cross!" Immediately the congregation started singing, in unison, "The Old Rugged Cross." The pastor hollered out, "Grace!" The congregation began to sing "Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound..." The pastor said, "Power." The congregation sang "There Is Power in the Blood."The Pastor said, "Sex." The congregation fell in total silence. Everyone was in shock. They all nervously began to look around at each other, afraid to say anything. Then all of a sudden, way from in the back of the church, a little old 87-year-old grandmother stood up and began to sing "Precious Memories."

X-mas
Decorating the tree, with stringed, ripped out fingernails This year everyone’s getting fistfuls of my ripped out hair Leaving Santa regurgitated eggnog and cookies I’M GONNA BLEED ALL OVER THE FUCKING TURKEY Get piss drunk and bitch around, just to anger my family And talk enough shit to make my dad punch me in the mouth Swerve the car off the road, and maybe mow down a hitchhiker Grabbing cats by the necks and throwing them at the tree IT STINKS IN HERE, WHERE THE FUCK IS THE PLASTIC TREE? So fucking sick of Christian calendar slavery After grace I’m jumping on the table And screaming Happy Halloween

I'm Number 6
If U were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month U r number 1... If U were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then U r number 2... If U were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then U r number 3... If U were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then U r number 4... If U were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then U r number 5... If U were born on the 6th,15th,24th of any month then U r number 6... If U were born on the 7th,16th,25th of any month then U r number 7... If U were born on the 8th,17th,26th of any month then U r number 8... If U were born on the 9th,18th,27th of any month then U r number 9... Number 1 You are smart, straight talking, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on competing basis, kind hearted, angry, friendly, authoritive, famous person...always want to be and regarded as first on people position,they are often like to be independent, will never be under others, self confident peop

A Blonde Buys Christmas Stamps
A blonde goes to the post office to buy stamps for her Christmas cards. She says to the clerk, "May I have 50 Christmas stamps?" The clerk says, "What denomination?" The blonde says, "God help us. Has it come to this? Give me 22 Catholic, 12 Presbyterian, 10 Lutheran and 6 Baptists"

Kissing
You're a Playful Kisser Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right! What Kind of Kisser Are You?

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Hi
Hello my Cherry tappin Pimps and Pimpettes....Been awhile since I posted one of these..I need help moving to the next level....so any help you can give would be great..Hell I even accept 1's from you as well lol...So help out and I will return the favor Draco

Funny Blog
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting

When People Lie
I was recently fussed with over something i supposedly did. when i didnt instead of the person comeing to me and asking me if i did this they assumed i did. when i didnt. the persn should have gathered all of their facts before they got nasty with me. i am so glad some people have so little faith in the people they know backwards and forwards. I dont know why people believe everything someone from online tells them. especialy when they know the other peron so well that the lie is being told against. but thats life

I Know....
This is the cheap way to say hi to you all. I just don't have my PC hooked up yet but it should be soon. I miss you all and hope that you haven't given up on me yet... LOL :P I will be back soon to talk with all of you. But until then I hope that everyone is having a beautiful day. Oh and just incase you were all wondering... I am still here in NM and I am looking for a place to live. I love it here. It is small nice and quiet. The town I am moving in to is like 35,000 population. But any way I gotta run this is a public PC and I am limited! :) TTYAS Sugar Blessed Be

Does Anyone Else Have This Problem?
Why is it when you post a profile on a site and say you are not looking to hook up with men, only women you guys always hit on that person? it kills me. i mean don't get me wrong if you want to be my friend that's fine but don't ask me for my im's or ask if i have or want to see you doing your thing on webcam. if that's what i wanted i would have specified. but the funny thing is most of the guys that do this are from another country, can they not read english?. ..... sorry.... i just had to get this off my chest. no hard feelings toward anyone....especially you wonderful guys =)

Moon Light Dancing
the dew on the grass hit my feet as I walk in the late night hours the wind that wisped within the leaves blew my hair from springtime showers I heard a tamborine play from a far off distance or just an echo across the ocean and a flute that drowned me deep within from its sensual love seduction I could feel my soul dance around me, and wanting badly to be free so I swayed along with the melody to a love song played just for me I stretched my arms up to the stars and tilted my head way back and then felt the rain upon me just as soon as the thunder cracked the cold clear drops slid down my face as it hid my fallen tears but I swore to always keep up this dance until I could no longer hear the beat that moved me gently like the beat within my heart there was no way for me under the velvet night that I could ever part I danced with the soul of my being and heard a violin through it all and then I finally fell to my knees , that is when I took my fa

San Diego Barbie's
Mattel recently announced the release of Limited-Edition Barbie dolls for the San Diego, California area market: Chula Vista Barbie - This Spanish-speaking- only Barbie comes with a 1984 Toyota with expired temporary plates and three baby Barbies in the back seat, but no car seats. The optional Ken doll comes with a pickup truck loaded 10 feet high with mattresses. Green cards are not available for Chula Vista Barbie or Ken. National City Barbie - This Barbie now comes with a stroller and an infant doll. Optional accessories include a GED and bus/trolley pass. Gangsta Ken and his 79 Caddy (with switches) were available, but are now very difficult to find since the addition of the infant. Rancho Bernardo Barbie - This modern-day homemaker Barbie is available with a Ford Windstar minivan and matching gym outfit. She gets lost easily and has no full-time occupation or secondary education. Traffic-jamming cell phone included, headset sold separately. Oceanside Barbie - This

Rules For Holiday Eating
1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. Like fine single-malt scotch, it's rare. In fact, it's even rarer than single-malt scotch. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-aholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas! 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat. 4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like buying a sports ca

Keep Her.....
quiet her thoughts and give her rest silence her heart that is in her chest grant her peace so she may sleep surrender a Love, that she may keep stop her tears that streak from her eyes repair her wings so she can fly Give her strength and let her soar heal her wounds that have been torn mend whats broke that is in her soul take away the hurt, that takes it's toll hold her up when she starts to fall listen to her words when you hear her call caress her gently when she is sad tell her you love her when her day is bad walk with her when she walks away keep her on a path so she don't stray help her fight off all that is wrong raise her spirit so she may stay strong keep her courageous with all that she does for she is a woman, a woman in love ...... Note: My Hair is just like hers...hummm....Length, color, style for the most part...scary...

My Adventure To The Club In Countryville
Friday I was sitting here me and my ex's girlfriend and well it was Monica's birthday and Shawn has to work.. so her birthday seemed to really suck at this point for her.. well Cindy and Jeff had asked me to go out with them.. I was getting ready to stay home so Monica wouldnt be completely alone for her birthday.. til Cindy came over and told Monica she was going... we rushed out the house went to the salon Monica got her hair done.. we came home and i was doing my hair while trying to eat McDonalds.. and yes there is a trick into not getting it into your hair.. lol we were running really late... Anyways we take off on our way there.. and the only thing I can think of at the time was that.. here I am a girl from Hammond Indiana that would go to Chicago clubbin all the time stuck down in Louisville KY going to come club that is country as hell and I was just sure I was not going to like this at all... We get there we go in.. the first thing i see.. is a bar in the back with like 8

The Cowboy!
A cowboy walks into a bar and, two steps in, he realizes it's a gay bar. "What the heck," he says to himself, "I really want a drink." When the gay waiter approaches, he says to the cowboy, "What's the name of your willy?" The cowboy says, "Look, I'm not into any of that. All I want is a drink. The gay waiter says, "I'm sorry but I can't serve you until you tell me the name of your Willy. Mine f or ins tance is called NIKE, for the slogan 'Just Do It'. That guy down at the end of the bar calls his SNICKERS, because 'It really satisfies'." The cowboy looks dumbfounded, so the bartender tells him he will give him a second to think it over. So the cowboy asks the man sitting to his left who is sipping on a beer, "Hey bud, what's the name of yours?" The man looks back and says with a smile, "TIMEX..." The thirsty cowboy asks, "Why Timex?" The fella proudly replies, "'Cause it takes a lickin' and keeps on tickin'!" A little shaken, the cow

My Newest Poem
Our First Christmas We met in the warm August sun We were walking with friends Talking about what we did, what we will do Not seeing each other Not knowing each other I looked at you as you passed I saw that sparkle in your eyes I saw a smile unlike any other Taking a chance I said hello Our eyes met and no one else was there In that moment our friends became a fading memory We talked for hours The hours became days Days became months We talked about our future Fighting over small stuff We made up with kisses and caresses Never letting our anger last Our love grew with each hour The summer sun has gone The cold winds of December blow between us Our first Christmas together We go back to the dock To the dolphin statue where we first met Your last Christmas gift The rest were opened when our eyes were barely open While the dawn's sun shone through the Christmas tree This one I have been saving since our first kiss A diamond A small stone With the fire and

Go Gitcha Momma
A redneck family from the hills was visiting the city and they were in a mall for the first time in their lives. The father and son were strolling around while the wife shopped. They were amazed by almost everything they saw, but especially by two shiny, silver walls that could move apart and then slide back together again. The boy asked, "Paw, what's at?" The father (never having seen an elevator) responded, "Son, I dunno. I ain't never seen anything like that in my entire life, I ain't got no idea'r what it is" While the boy and his father were watching with amazement, a fat old lady in a wheel chair rolled up to the moving walls and pressed a button. The walls opened and the lady rolled between them into a small room. The walls closed and the boy and his father watched the small circular number above the walls light up sequentially. They continued to watch until it reached the last number and then the numbers began to light in the reverse order. Then the wal

Things Kids Say
i know that it might not be a big deal to most people but i was amazed when i heard this. my youngest is going to be 2 in january. i was sitting here on the computer looking for a christmas cookie recipe and she was sitting alongside of me looking at a book. i sneezed and she looked up at me and said bless you! i had no clue she even knew that is what u said after that...she amazes me so much anymore... just thought i would share that with everyone...kinda made my day

Beautiful Daughters!!
Wonderful thing to see Both your daughters being in Beauty Contests!!!!!!!! They of course are Amazingly Beautiful ladies, God did not see fit to Bless me with giving birth to them. But one thing he did was when i needed someone the most He brought them into my life! They are truly a Blessing and the very Best friends anyone could have,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,names are RERE & wvkryptonite, visit and vote and comment on these adorable creatures!!! I love them very Much and they are truly deserving of Praise and respect and love!!!!!! Thanks friends for your love................lily

For My Friend And Brother Little Bear.
to my very good friend little bear...I will miss you sorely...it has been almost one year since the day the drunk driver ran you down....and well my friend I for one am happy to have known you and your people...I thank you for the time we shared as well as the friendship...the Black foot lost a good man that night...and once more the white man got away with it....let go on a technicality....free to do it again while you roam unable to rest because justice was not done.So to you Little Bear I raise my glass and pass my pipe around the circle....you are gone from this earthly world my brother....but you will never be forgotten. to the readers of this I thank you for your time....if not your patience...I wish you all the happiest of holidays...mine are forever ruined for my friend and brother Little bear was run down on his way to my home on christmas day 2005....carrying the gifts he had made for my children.Little Bear...Friend,Brother,story teller,father,husband,and tribal medicine man

A Hero Has Gone Home
My grandfather has gone home. At about 6:30 this morning Jesus opened his arms and welcomed my grandfather. He has fought so hard in life with so many trials that would have killed others, but made him stronger in a sense...He was well loved, cherished, and a great man. May his soul rest in loving peace.

From Me To You!
Read Alone..... Especially the Poem I believe whatever is in store for us will be for us. The poem is very true, unfortunately. Make sure you read the poem! CASE 1: Kelly Sedey had one wish, for her boyfriend of three years, David Marsden, to propose to her. Then one day when she was out to lunch David proposed! She accepted, but then had to leave because she had a meeting in 20 min. When she got to her office, ! ! she noticed on her computer she had some e-mail's. She checked it, the usual stuff from her friends, but then she saw one that she had never gotten before. It was this poem. She simply deleted it without even reading all of it. BIG MISTAKE! Later that evening, she received a phone call from the police It was about DAVID! He had been in an accident with an 18 wheeler. He didn't survive! CASE 2: Take Katie Robinson She received this poem and being the bel

To All My Friends...
I didn't realize how addictive this thing could be when I first started. And I also didn't realize how much my life would take away from my time to be able to keep up with all of this. The little things like career and family have put a damper on my CherryTapping. So to all my friends...I apologize for not being able to show luv on your pages as much as I could. I promise that whenever I get the chance I will get around to all of you as much as possible and rate everything in site. Thank you for your patience...lol.

Kindred Spirit
"Hi, my name is Trixie… it's so nice to meet you", I say for the fourth time, sadly to the same person. I have been enjoying Sunday Brunch with Hazel for several months now, but lately she forgets who I am. Hazel is 96 years old and suffers from dementia. Pleasant chattering around the breakfast table is interrupted yet again by Hazel's query, "And who are you young lady?" She looks at me with a puzzled, yet smiling face. "Hi, my name is Trixie… it's so nice to meet you." I respond with a smile. Within minutes Hazel and I become good friends, sharing stories and laughing together, enjoying the company of the other ladies at our table. These are precious moments that I treasure and tuck away, because I know they will soon become rare. It doesn't matter how many times Hazel and I meet for the "first time" during brunch, we always become good friends. We were MEANT to be friends. I think that during the course of our lives there are certain people that we are just MEANT

Cross Your Fingers
Well keep your fingers and anything else crossed. Jaden just started taking these pills and were hoping that they work. nothing else really worked 4 her. well they would then her body would adapt to them. so now this is our last hope to help her eat dairy again. so were trying a brownie as I type. so I will let you know how the day goes. GOD plz help this kid. she wants to be "normal" as she says it. she wants to be able to eat a school lunch.eat a dairy item without pain and gas and all the other that accompanies this lactose intolerance shit that she was delt. man why.. why my kid. why any kid. this isnt fair. so we wait to see the outcome. ***INFO from the website -- the pills that we found for her.. Taking Charge of Lactose Intolerance Kids shouldn..t have to feel embarrassed or worried Whoever said the childhood years are the formative years, was right on. Social networking, fitting in, blending in .. it..s all part of the growing up process. Whether it is being wit

Torn
You beat me so bad, Now you're the one crying You left me to die And now you lay dying You made my life hell But soon you'll be frying You plea for my help Will I come out of hiding? And go to you now, Personal care providing? Hold you at the end Final comfort supplying? I am torn apart So much trouble deciding

I Deserve A First-class Seat!:-))
A blonde gets on an airplane and sits down in the first class section of the plane. The stewardess rushes over to her and tells her she must move to coach because she doesn't have a first class ticket. The blonde replies, "I'm blonde, I'm smart, I have a good job, and I'm staying in first class until we reach Jamaica." The disgusted stewardess gets the head stewardess who asks the blonde to leave. The blonde yet again repeats "I'm blonde, I'm smart, I have a good job and I'm staying in first class until we reach Jamaica." The head stewardesses doesn't even know what to do at this point because they still have to get the rest of the passengers seated to take off; the blode is causing a problem with boarding now, so the stewardess gets the copilot. The copilot goes up to the blonde and whispers in her ear. She immediately gets up and goes to her seat in the coach section. The head stewardess asks the copilot in amazement what he said to get her to move to her correct seat. The copi

Happy Holidays
I JUST WANTED TO STOP BY AND SAY ''MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL YOU BEAUTIFUL CHERRIES AND TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND TO HAVE A SAFE AND WANDERFUL NEW YEARS EVE. I WOULD LIKE TO ASK FOR ONE THING FROM ALL OF YOU, PLEASE SAY A SILENT PRAYER TONIGHT FOR ALL OF OUR TROOPS IN IRAQ FOR A PEASEFUL CHRISTMAS AND A QUICK RETURN HOME SAFE. ALSO PRAY FOR THOSE FAMILY TO WHOM HAVE LOST LOVED ONES OVER THERE, MAY GOD GIVE THEM PEASE IN THEIR HEARTS AND COMFORT IN THEIR SOULS. I LOVE YOU ALL, GOD BLESS.

Words (all Of Us Have Experienced These)
Words Words, words brought our first encounter, the look into her glowing eyes, the caress of our bodies together, the kiss of her sweet lips to mine, the first I love you, the memories that will last to infinity, misspoken words took her away in a heated moment, and the only feelings left are from the memories of our love, and always remembering the words, the words not spoken

Candlelight
Candlelight It falls across your body, It discovers you, your perfections, your Imperfections, Your hopes and aspirations. The candlelight is soft and so forgiving. The candlelight is warm and inviting. When the morning comes and the candle is out Through it will have already discovered you. Now it is gone the warmth is lost. You are left in the twilight of early dawn. You have been stripped bear as sleep rushes in. Now sleep my darling, for I am here I am still the candle that burns with in. BT

Writings, Ramblings
Sat here early this a.m. and felt inspired---and wanted to share... Please enjoy---and feel free to comment--good, bad, or the ugly! On the Wings of Dreams I'm flying free with a dreamer's dream, To a land without fear, darkness, and doubt; Where shadows and hauntings of all time and space, Are rainbows with colors that endlessly grace... happiness, hope, and all joys to embrace. A land with no storms, without pouring rains, where changes abound and great comfort remains; Where all hate is replaced, all questions erased; Where new memories are shaped, with wonderous light... of romance and love, before out of sight; A dreamland of heaven without jaded thought, where butterflies are free, their colors uncaught; With milk oceans to see, fresh air to breathe; Countless flowers and trees, fragrancing the soft whispering breeze. No more webs of deceit, where lovers have fought; No battles of hopelessness, where all love is lost. Maybe our dreams hold the la

Off The Page
Life on the page of dreams and fantasy of all the things I know I can and seem to never be. I write of who I want to be I am an empty shell of a man Words Are all I am if anything at all To live my life off this page of who I am on this very page The quagmire of my existance my heart of it's every beat longs for it's answer to be loved, love, and to love one self

Fri And Sat
friday: we didnt find out our casting for the musical yet. david promised he'd tell us on friday but now he's like "well it would have a ripple effect on everything else" but he's been takin his time on this AGAIN! some people have problems learning lines (like me) and kind of NEED more time to do it. but i prolly wont get a big part anyway, i never have, but watever. i signed up for set design too so if i dont get a big part, at least i'll get to help build the set. zack and john took me back to starbucks. i did get the high heels i wanted. i also go to see levi!! levi is my ex's best friend...or one of his best friends and i was surprised levi would even talk to me. personally i thought he'd hate me for breaking up wit kenny. but it was sooo cool to see him!! he was in line in starbucks when zack, john, and i were leavin and i passed him and looked at him and he looked at me and it took me a moment to figure out who it was. we started talkin and i said i had to go ge

My Interesting Life!
A quick greeting to all! I thought I'd have time to blog this morning, but things do change quickly around me these days. I'm an acupuncturist. Love it! I am an empath; I tend to take on the pain of others very easily. I have a pretty compassionate nature, lol. I have chosen to take on quite a task. I am treating women with breast cancer who are only utilizing natural medicine to resolve it. This particular treatment is very, very painful for someone with advanced cancer! I have become their pain relief lifeline! I hope I have not taken on more than I can handle! It's Sunday morning and I'm going off to my office to treat a lovely woman in excruciating pain = my treatments help, but only for about 24 hour periods. Anyone who is energetically capable of sending me some energy, I'd appreciate a boost about 10 am CST! I'd really like to see how long I can relieve her pain with energywork plus acupuncture. Don't worry if you can't, it was just a thought! Talk to everyone later. Wi

Putting In Some Html Codes
Well, there are some basic HTML codes that I was able to find online that helped me personalize my About Me section a bit more - just a few font changes, color, adding in links, etc. I don't really want some big flashy profile. I think those distract and take away from what I really want to read. People don't seem as willing to actually post *real information* about themselves. They'd rather just link to a million sites with big graphics that look terrible in my opinion. Well, that's just another day of learning for me.

Christmas Picutre Contest!
I am holding the Sexiest Christmas Costume Contest. The first 10 people to send me a link to a photo with them in a holliday costume will be entered. HECK, YOU IN A SANTA HAT and nothing else would work. ;) Any holiday dress with you in the picture is cool! This contest will count 1 point for ANY rating (1-10). Also EACH comment will count as 1 vote. Comment as many times as you want. Pimp it out all you want. 1st place: 2 dinners for two (One for you and one for the Cherry Tap Member of your choice). AND A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! 2nd Place: 6 bottles or cans of the beer of your choice or = cost of shot or wine... name your poison. AND A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! 3rd Place: A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! So start sending me the links to the photos if you would like to enter. Once I get 10 in I will set the start date for the contest. SirJim ~Rider~@ CherryTAP

Another Ct Complaint
Does anyone ever type actual messages on Cherry Tap? (yes, I know there are a few), but I am sooooo tired of the huge flashy graphics that overload my eyesight. I prefer to quietly and personally greet my friends and talk to them without the help of a flashy graphic made by some unknown person. Everyone is just too lazy to personalize it. Boom, insert graphic (I rated you a 10) - Boom, insert graphic (Here's some hot chick with cherries) - it's OLD. I want to see some ORIGINALITY!! People, actually be personal with your friends. I am guilty in that when I am greeting all the new folks, I send the same pasted greeting message, but I still personalize it in *some way* - and if they want to become my friend or respond back, it's always personalized from there. Ehh... Just another one of my little annoyances :)

What A Night
Ok Ive got to share this one.. I went to my fisrt strip club and let me tell ya!!! I was impressed. My husband wanted to take me and I was scared afraid that Id be the only woman there or that I would feel uncomfortable let me tell that wasnt the story. Id made me horny as hell to see my hubby checking out the woman I thought Id get jealous but it turned me on to know what he was attracted to and to know we had the same likes and dislikes was kinda funny but yeah I was horny as hell so horny that the ride home I had to suck him and when we got home it was the best sex ever. I will be back gotta get him a lapdance next time LMAO How come you guys didnt share with me how exciting it can be and the sex afterwards DONT HOLD OUT ON ME TELL ME THESE THINGS hehe Please comment tell me about your experiences and what I should do next or any ideas tell me, tell me. I wanna know

Gnocchi
I wish I was brought up Italian. They have the most incredible foods. Gnocchi is one of them. I have tried Gnocchi from many restaurants in my area and there is one that by far has the best around. I actually prefer mine with butter and salt (and maybe a touch of garlic powder - but then again, I put garlic powder on everything almost). For those of you who don't know what a gnocchi is, it's a little dumpling of sorts, traditionally made out of potatoes, flour and eggs as the main ingredients. I wouldn't dare try to make them again after my first experience which was quite hideous. Anyways, this is just another one of life's incredible inventions.

How You Know You're In An Unhappy Relationship.
So, I was going through photo albums tonight trying to find some new pics to put up (yes I still have physical albums) and while looking through pictures of the last several years of my life, it became increasingly apparent to me that I spent the majority of it miserable. Earlier this year my four year relationship to a man I loved with all my heart ended. He never loved me for who I was, only what he wanted me to be. That was hard to accept at first. But looking back through these albums makes it easier. Here are some of the things I observed: For the last two years at least, the pictures of him sleeping almost outnumber the pictures of him awake. In at least the last year, it appears that I lost a lot of weight. Don't they say that when you're happy in a relationship you gain weight? There are by far more pictures of me with the animals than me with him. In most of the pictures he is never smiling. And for the last year we never even bothered to keep a physical phot

Buying Into Religion.
It seems as though this is a subject that many people feel very passionately about. I'm also finding as I'm getting to know some people on here that I run across this subject very often. To save myself from having to debate the subject with every person I come across, I have decided to post my position statement here: I was raised Catholic (yes, you may think that says it all, but wait, there's more). It wasn't a negative experience. No I wasn't molested by a priest. I just grew disenchanted with the system. I quit going to church. I began to explore, attended other churches and found them to be fundamentally all the same built out of a need to control, a need to be the right one, the only one, each convinced they and only they know the truth (denying all the while the fact that many of their principle ideas were copied from what is truthfully the oldest religion in the world- paganism). They preach love but practice hate and intolerance. I began to look around me and see the misery

He's Just Not That Into You.
"Maybe he's just not that into you." says my friend Meredith. Okay, so no one likes to hear that. But that's why she's my friend. And as she listens to me cry, gush, rant and rave about my dating adventures (misadventures?) she offers me this very sound comment that is truly becoming the light bulb that goes off in my mind. So where am I going with this? Okay, since many of the guys I've dated, am currently dating or may in the future be dating are on here, I won't use real names- they'll know who they are. Okay so let's first address the women: You know how when you're dating someone you're excited about you can't wait to talk to them again, can't wait to see them again, love spending time with them, do nice little things for them, etc. You typically make it obvious that you're interested. Not so with guys. So there's this one guy. I wouldn't even really say we've dated. Mostly just slept together (yeah, I get what I deserve I guess). Well, we went out a few months ago for th

Let's Talk About Clothes And Fashion For Guys.
I am not a trendsetter. You won't typically find me in any of the strange runway fashions you see today nor do I expect anyone else to wear them. However, people have lost the concept of "then" and "now." I know a lot of 30 something people (well and 20 somethings, 40 somethings, etc.) who unfortunately have not been able to leave the 80's (and other long gone decades) behind. This blog is for you. 1) Mullets are out. I don't care if you still love Motley Crue. You can love Motley Crue and not sport a mullet. Two decades later, they still have not come back. Quit trying. 2) I hate black jeans, especially faded black jeans. Even more so, please don't wear black jeans with light colored shoes, ESPECIALLY white tennis shoes. Totally out. 3) Oh my gosh, never before in my life have I met more men who wear socks with sandals than I have in Eugene. Stop doing that! 4) Clothing with cartoon characters should have stopped in elementary school. I may love Mickey Mouse but I don't wa

So You Wanna Date Me?
Wow, I can't tell you how many guys I've dated in the last several months. Being single again definitely has not left me bored. This whole myspace thing has turned out to be quite the dating extravaganza. A feeding ground of sorts for the bored and lonely. But I'm having a great time thus far. It has really forced me out of my shell. Who would have thought that the person who hates meeting new people would have met so many in this short amount of time? I have met some fantastic guys. Perhaps made a couple of lasting friendships. I've met a couple guys who I would have loved to keep around but who didn't want to keep me. I've met some guys who I just didn't connect with. I've met other guys who I am currently dating and plan to see more of. And then there's several of you that I haven't met at all yet. But don't be mistaken. I HATE dating. I think its likely the uncertainty of it all. Not knowing who will stay and who will go. Not knowing when your next date will be or if you'll h

So Why Are You Calling Me?
Okay, so a thought came to mind today as I was pondering relationships. As I'm talking to this guy on the phone this morning that I was really into but "he's just not that into me", I'm recalling some of the lame excuses he has given me for why he doesn't want to date me anymore. Which brings me to a whole list of other lame excuses that men have given me throughout my lifetime that I thought I'd share. 1) "I have a girlfriend now." Okay so we dated at one time, we slept together. You tell me you can't get into a relationship because you just "aren't over your ex" and now you have a girlfriend. But you're sneaking out of bed with her to call ME at 2 o'clock in the morning. Okay. . . 2) "I'm not over my ex." Well, then why aren't you trying to work things out with her? Do you really think I want to hear you talking about her after you just slept with me? Fantastic. Maybe you think I'm just a good friend for listening and that's why you're still calling me. . . 3) "I'm just not

Art And Relationships.
So I was on a date the other night with this guy (I think he's pretty great so far so this is not a rant about him). Well, we went down to the local Art and the Vineyard celebration (yes, it's exactly that- art and wine). Now for those of you who really know me, you know I am a writer. . . but not really much of an artist. Even when I'm writing it tends to be very much based in reality and not some work of fiction or metaphor for life. And as we're walking around looking at the art at this festival, some things become apparent to me: I am particularly drawn to photographs more than other art forms. You see, a photograph is hard to fictionalize. Often they are real things and real places. Tangible things. However, painted art can quickly become strange and confusing. Granted, a person can paint things that are tangible and real. But they can also paint things that only can be imagined in the mind. Take for example this painting we saw of a man with bananas placed strategically on his he

But You Still Wanna Sleep With Me?
So, the one thing I seem to run into a lot, both with guys I know and guys I don't is the words "hot, beautiful, sexy, pretty, cute, etc." Now I'm not complaining and I'm not bragging. It's nice that people appreciate that about me. It just irritates me that it's often the first thing out of their mouths. It always puts my guard up right away as to whether they're interested in actually KNOWING me or just how they can sleep with me. So the ones that are out to just sleep with me. . . well, usually, they don't get very far. I can pinpoint those almost right away. However a few particular charmers, may have convinced me to be a willing participant a time or two (three, four. . .) . Fuck, I'm no angel. However, the most deceiving ones are the ones who actually take the time to take me out on a date or two. Or even the ones who actually spend considerable time, even years getting to know me. These guys will tell me even now what a great person I am. I am so smart, funny, dedicated, b

Men Just Wanna Have Fun.
This little phrase used to have the word "girls" in front of it but it seems these days it has more truth in the way men live their lives than it does women. My mom and I were driving in the car today talking about the guy I most recently dated and relationships in general. I expressed my disappointment in the fact that so many men my age seem to be concerned first and foremost with playing and having fun. The guy I most recently had a so-called relationship with (albeit short) is one of these guys. 29 years old and he's going through his second childhood. His priority is having fun. Which is all fine and dandy when you're an early 20 something without kids. But having kids should change things. As you age and get married and start having kids you should become more family oriented and live life less like a bachelor. There just comes a time to start growing up and remember that every weekend is not a constant party, and that your wants and needs are no longer the priority over yo

Compromising My Ideals. . . Common Mistakes Girls Make When It Comes To Relationships.
Now for those guys who are reading this headline thinking I'm going to start bashing women, you can just be disappointed right now. That's not what this is about. In fact, I'm really sympathetic to women and our "plight" when it comes to dealing with you and your "crap." I think women are always hopeful when it comes to relationships. Yeah, for some of us it gets buried deep inside but its always there. Women tend to come at each potential relationship as if its the first and put a lot of energy and effort into making it work without bringing all the garbage from past relationships into play. Men have a harder time leaving the past in the past, but this piece is not really about them. I think the most common mistake that a girl makes when getting out into the dating world (and one I've made and continue to make myself) is thinking they can change someone. And I'm not talking about necessarily changing who someone is, but perhaps changing their line of thinking. I know for me, my

So What Was The Deal With Her? Why Their Previous Relationships Ended. . .
It seems that all too often when we're out in this cruel world we call dating, we assume we're out there playing the game with all these other poor souls who've been unlucky in love like us. However, one shouldn't forget, that we're all single for a reason and it can't always be the other person's fault. True, some of us have just been unlucky but others of us have been repeated victims of the sharks that swim in this same pool. I think its a healthy thing to discuss previous relationships with potential partners. Find out your partner's viewpoint on why the relationship ended. What does he say in regards to why his ex thinks it ended? Does he sound bitter, angry or resentful still? Or has he accepted it? These are all good things to ask yourself of the person you're dating and may give you a good idea of relationship mistakes they've made in the past and could make in the future. Claiming they're faultless? Well that could be their biggest mistake of all because no one is ever f

The Cowboy Boots
The Cowboy Boots (Anyone who has ever dressed a child will love this) Did you hear about the Texas teacher who was helping one of her kindergarten students put on his cowboy boots? He asked for help and she could see why. Even with her pulling and him pushing, the little boots still didn't want to go on. By the time they got the second boot on, she had worked up a sweat. She almost cried when the little boy said, "Teacher, they're on the wrong feet." She looked, and sure enough, they were. It wasn't any easier pulling the boots off than it was putting them on. She managed to keep her cool as, together, they worked to get the boots back on, this time on the right feet. He then announced, "These aren't my boots." She bit her tongue, rather than get right in his face and scream, "Why didn't you say so?", like she wanted to. Once again she struggled to help him pull the ill-fitting boots off his little feet. No sooner had they gotten the boots off when he said

Just Call Me "rebound Girl."
So I met a great guy the other night (insert sigh here). "Yeah, okay, okay, we've heard that before" you're all saying. Yeah, I know. I say that a lot and in the end, they all turn out to be jerks. But I'm still enough of an optimist that I can't help but say "what if he really is a great guy?" So here's the kicker (because there's always a kicker). He is just out of a long marriage (that did end amicably I might add). I can hear Meredith screaming "RUN!" in my mind about now. Now I'm not running just yet but what do you suppose the likelihood is that a guy who's fresh out of a long marriage (or any relationship for that matter) is going to be ready for a girl like me? Well let's take a look at my history. . . So if you look far back into my history you will find several guys I dated that had marriages that ended badly that they just never recovered from. I think their ability to commit and take relationships seriously is very affected. To this day, those men are still single.

Proposing An Experiment.
If there's anything I hate more than happy families, its weddings. Yikes. Okay, so that statement needs an explanation. But I'm sure all you single girls already know exactly what I mean. So all week this week I have been volunteering at the rescue's booth at the Lane County Fair. Maybe I'm just hypersensitive because I'm single but it seems that happy families are everywhere. Husbands with pregnant wives in tow. Fathers pushing baby strollers. Couples meeting friends at the fair for an outing with their children. And some of the women never lost the baby weight. And a few were probably never too attractive to begin with. Heck, even the lady in the wheelchair has a man in tow. Everybody has somebody. What the hell is wrong with me? So my week is coming to a close and ends with my little sister's wedding on Saturday. A wonderful reminder of just how single I actually am. At least I was able to avoid the bouquet toss (what a humiliating and brutal tradition that is). Both my lit

When You Realize You're "just Some Girl". . .
Alright, here we go again. Geez! Somebody give me something positive here! So I'm chatting with this guy online and to make a long story short, a brief summary of the conversation went something like this: "So ur looking for a relationship?" "Ultimately yes." "I guess I have to tell you then that I'm leaving for the Peace Corp in 8-11 months but I'm hoping I can find someone to spend time with and be affectionate with until I leave." "That's not me. I already have enough of those types of relationships. I don't need anymore." "I wish you felt differently." Am I really "just some girl" that guys feel they can use and discard when its time? Which brings me to my present situation. . . So I met this particular guy almost two months ago. I was really impressed with him initially (still am). He immediately informed me that he would likely be taking a job that would require him moving away. I appreciated his honesty (still do). But since that was 6-12 months away, we

I Really Think You're A Great Girl But. . .
Could some guy please explain to me the origins of this speech and how you all know it by heart? Is it in a handbook somewhere that you all read as a pre-cursor to breaking some poor girl's heart? I'm tired of being a "great girl"! I know I'm a great girl. HELLO! I'm not the problem. Why don't one of you try being "great" for a change.

It's Not Me, It's You.
Now some, like my all time favorite daytime television personality Dr. Phil might disagree with this statement arguing that the common denominator in all of my failed relationships is me. And I wouldn't argue the fact that it was my choices largely that brought me to my various assortment of relationships. However, I would argue, adamantly, that it was rarely a choice of my own that led to each one's demise. You see, unlike the rest of you, I know exactly what I'm doing and what I want. Every choice I make is a carefully calculated one with consequences clearly outlined and considered. I know myself inside and out and although at times I may choose to compromise my ideals, I am always clear at the time that that is exactly what I am doing. I make my choices and have few regrets. The rest of you however seem to be renegade cannonballs flying around obliterating the crap out of other people's lives and offering few apologies. Also, unlike the rest of you, I have all of you figured

Confessions.
I had buck teeth from about 2nd grade until 7th grade when I got my braces and had to wear headgear. I wore an eye patch as a child because I had lazy eye. I also wore glasses until middle school when I decided I'd rather be blind. I was a teenage runaway. I regret not being there when my grandpa died. My dream from about middle school on was to be a writer. In highschool I wanted to be a journalist. I have an ex-boyfriend serving two consecutive life sentences for double homicide that I still talk to regularly. I once got in a fight with my brother over a plate of biscuits. I have never tried drugs (not even pot). I have only truly been in love once in my life. I lost my virginity when I was 16 to a convicted child molester. The most traumatic event in my childhood was when my dad threw my snuggle blanket away. The first pet I remember having was the dog that my grandpa had when we moved there when I was little named Jigger. I have never had a broke

I Just Have To Say. . .
This has been quite a year for me. And now that we're nearing the end of this roller coaster year, I am reflecting more on where I've been. This year started for me with the devastating break up of my four year relationship with the love of my life, Joel. That break up took me to a very dark place and nearly destroyed me. If it weren't for a few people in my life now, I don't know that I'd be sitting here reflecting on this. First and foremost, my son. The realization of what his life would be without me kept me going many nights when all I wanted to do was let go. I am proud to be the one person in his life who has always been consistently there. And I plan to continue to be. Secondly, Meredith. Our relationship has grown this year from merely working together with the rescue to the very close friendship we have now. I don't know what I would have done without having her to distract me from the grief and abandonment I felt in losing Joel. I appreciated her strength and reason in

A Few Things About Me. . .
So I was just thinking of a few random things I could tell someone about me that don't fit into one of myspace's nice little categories: Favorite stone: Opals, Black Onyx, Sapphire (my birthstone), and yes, diamonds (although not as much as the others) Favorite flowers: Nope, not roses. Sunflowers, Orchids and Calla Lillies Movie Star crushes: Keanu Reaves, Vin Diesel, Matthew McConaghey Favorite female actresses: Julia Roberts Favorite snack foods: caramel popcorn, butter popcorn, potato chips, jerky, breads, pies (namely pumpkin, apple, any type of chocolate pie), cheesecake, brownies If I had a little girl I would name her: Hannah, Chloe, Kjersti (pronounced Cheersti), Addison, Sophie, Zoey, Peyton, Rylee Foods I hate: anything spicy, anything with mayonaise or miracle whip in it, most seafood (minus shrimp, lobster, crab and some fish), Indian food (and yes I have tried it, ask my sister), sushi, undercooked meat, venison, elk, anything gamey, tofu or anything

Everybody Wants A Puppy. . .
So I just discovered one of my friends got a brand new German Shepard puppy and anyone who knows me, knows how much this just pisses me off. Every day in this country thousands of animals die in shelters, animals bought as puppies, loved perhaps, then dumped through no fault of their own to languish in shelters awaiting adoption, hoping their time doesn't run out before they have a chance at a forever home. Many of these dogs are adopted, many are not and are euthanized at the hands of shelter workers to whom they're just another face on a cold stainless steel table inside concrete walls. There are people who, like myself, will go to the shelters and rescues to adopt these animals and give them a second chance, a chance at a better life. Then there are other people who will ignore the problem at hand, and instead contribute to it by supporting the very idea that more puppies, kittens, etc. should exist in this world. The people who would buy a puppy or kitten often do so for very

What You Didn't Bother To Learn.
Since I'm on the subject of animals, I thought I would take the opportunity to complain about a few other things I see people doing that bothers me. 1) Feed your animals good food. Don't feed them table scraps. Keep them on a regulated diet and follow the instructions. An obese animal is not a healthy animal. Pedigree, Purina, Meow Mix, etc. ARE NOT good foods. Feed your animal premium foods like Science Diet (which is even low grade in my book), Wellness, Canidae or Felidae, Precise, etc. 2) Take your animal to the vet every year for a check up. Keep it vaccinated. Have you ever seen a dog die of parvo? A kitten of distemper? I don't care if the animal is "just a bird" or if the visit costs more than the animal did. They all deserve to have a check up at least annually to be sure they're healthy. Wouldn't you rather the vet catch a problem while its still minor rather than after its become major? 3) If the vet tells you that your animal needs something done, get it done. I do

Nobody Reads Anything I Write.
Everyone tells me how much they love my profile. Or how they enjoy my blogs. But do you suppose anyone actually reads what I write? I mean REALLY reads it. I think a lot of people scan it, but very few actually read it and heed what I say. Its quite often I will have people ask me questions that the answers are clearly written to somewhere in my profile or blogs. Which makes me question how much they really want to know me. Take for example all the tips I've given for guys who are interested in dating me. I practically spell it out but still have guys making the same mistakes over and over. Which makes me wonder if I'm really worth the effort to them. It also makes me realize I want to be worth someone's effort and am not willing to settle for less. I want a guy who goes out of his way for me. But more and more I'm realizing that guys don't go out of their way for anyone. Here is a perfect example. In one of my blogs previously, I expressed how some girls still appreciate getting

Opinions
As I'm a government inspector on the Space Shuttle, my fellow inspectors and I tend to lose sight of how the public views the program. Voice or express your opinions...bad or good. P.S. Was that not a kick-ass launch of Discovery at night on the 9th?????

Forcing Myself To Take My Own Advice.
It's funny to me sometimes that people come to me for relationship advice. My blogs are full of wonderful details about the dating world that many find intriguing. But the sad part is that people actually listen to me when I can't even take my own advice. So I went back and re-read a few of my blogs and have to say, it seems I am making several of the same mistakes repeatedly. Take for example my blog entitled "He's just not that into you." I can't name one person right now who I feel is THAT into me. Pretty sad huh? And its not a matter of how well you know someone. You're either excited about them or not. Simple really. Well, so are my expectations too high? Is it really too much to ask to be appreciated in the way I want to be appreciated or am I asking too much? Is that beyond what men are capable of doing and I'm just being unrealistic? You'll have to go read my blog entitled "It's not me, it's you." for the answer to that. But again, that too should be obvious. So what's

Life As It Is Now.
It's been a while since I've been inspired to make another entry in my blog and even now I do so maybe not so much because I'm inspired but rather because I feel some strange obligation to make an entry in it now and then and to not lose my momentum. I wish I had some interesting stories to tell but truthfully, my life has been painfully normal lately. My birthday was great and quite a few of you came for that. It was great to have all my friends together in one place. I didn't drink nearly as much as I'd intended but I'm going to blame that on the bartenders and their weak drinks rather than a lack of trying. I've been taking advantage of the extended summer days and spending more time outdoors hiking, riding my new bike and just being out and about. I bought a tennis racket and am thinking that might be another fun activity to pick up. Work with the rescue is plugging along as normal. I haven't been quite as into it this year as I have been in previous years but in the last

Someone Gave Me Flowers Today. . .
Yes, that's right. You heard me correctly. I actually got flowers from a guy today. But even better than that, when I opened the door I was instantly attracted to him and had those silly little butterflies of excitement that I mentioned in my last blog. We had a great afternoon. We went to a nice restaurant for lunch, fed the ducks at the park and walked around a bit. He was opening doors and was the perfect gentleman. And he loves country music. It went really well. He even sent me an email later that night saying that he also had a good time. And yes, I was really checking my email every five minutes to see if he wrote or running to the phone every time it rang (pathetic I know). What do you think? It's funny because I've been on so many dates this year so far I couldn't even begin to count them all. There have been several I've been excited about like this one but nothing has panned out thus far. But because of the few failed ones I'd been excited about, many of my friends and es

Did You Hear That I'm Crazy?
Now I've been called a lot of things since I started blogging: jaded, bitter, man-hater, etc. So when my little sister (who normally avoids computers like the plague) called me today and told me that she and her friends have been reading my blogs and think I'm crazy, I really wasn't all that surprised to hear it. But is that what they really think? I don't think so. Now I don't claim to know for sure, but I don't think people are reading my blogs in mass numbers because they enjoy the rantings of a crazy person. My theory tends to be more along the lines of people being sincerely interested in what I have to say because I have the courage to say what they're all thinking. I am not under any illusions about what I've written. And I don't offer any apologies for any of it. My friend Cory says I need to put a patent on the phrase "myspaced" because I tend to "myspace" people out of my life at times with some of my blogs. But for me there is a certain element of courage that comes wi

So I Am Impressed. . .
So people who read my blogs are always complaining that I never write about anything positive and my retort has always been that nobody ever gives me anything positive to write about. Most of my dating experiences are so short lived that before I can even begin to write anything positive, they end like some horrible science-experiment-gone-wrong. Kind of makes you forget the positive. So to appease my readers, I am trying to be more on top of the game and post some positive dating experiences as they happen just in case it ends up another science experiment and I am feeling less positive later. So I've had date number two with this guy I've been seeing. I won't mention his name yet because I still don't know how comfortable he is with this kind of advertisement although some of you may be able to figure it out by simple process of elimination. A couple of things that immediately struck me about this guy: 1) He showed up on the first date with flowers. Either he's just that

Playing It Cool. . .
I am not good at this at all. This blog is going to serve two purposes for me. The first purpose is to kind of vent and get all my frustrations out of my head and onto virtual paper. The second is to ask for opinions- yours. First of all, many of you know I have been seeing a new guy. Several of you have met him. I am still not going to mention names however mostly because that is a rule I have when I write these things. I also want all of you to keep in mind that I am writing this with the knowledge that he will be reading it and would like all of you to keep that in mind also when you post your comments. But I don't want that to keep people from being honest. So here is my dilemma. This guy and I talked back and forth on the phone and computer for, well, I'm not really sure how long. Let's say maybe a couple months? When we finally met in person, things moved along pretty fast. That was only a couple weeks ago that we started seeing each other but we've seen each other numerous

I Will Not Carry The Burden Of Your Own Lack Of Self-awareness
Let me begin by complimenting the sheer genius behind the creator of this statement. Tina and I have shared many of the same experiences and its almost as though she taps into my mind at times with some of her blogs- they could just as easily be mine. You can check out T's blogs at: http://www.myspace.com/angelswift . This statement immediately struck me because I encounter it on a daily basis. Let me interpret for just a moment, what this statement means to me. I know myself. I know myself completely. I don't question my decisions and I don't second-guess my feelings. I am always clear about what it is I want and where it is I'm headed. If at any time I do question myself, I always find that the answer was the very first one I thought of. I go with my gut. Many people are not this way. Those who are not self-aware use "I think" statements rather than "I know" statements. They often lag behind in life because of an inability to make important decisions for fear of making a mis

Not Getting Better
I know now that my dads not going to get better. we found out about the lung cancer , maybe 3 or so months ago. i guess its pretty advanced. they gave him very strong chemo maybe 4 times. no change in the cancer. 2 days ago the doc told him he could try once more with this different chemo. but wouldnt really advize it. since my dad is already so weak, from the other stuff. it could be bad. he told him he could try it. and that hes willing to fight (with him). or he could just forget it and go home and spend the holiday with his family.:( He chose to fight. i do not know how to handle this anymore. i am so....... scared. i feel like im falling apart. and if im feeling this way now. how do i handle what may come? my dad is just 60 yrs old. im his only daughter. 3 brothers younger than me. i wish this was all a bad dream.

Iced Syntax Punch
It was not a Conscious choice To never Grow up It is just another Miracle of Mad science With innocence lost And responsibilities Ignored I’ll remember how To play It beats getting Predictable and bored The problem with this That you have in Your mind Has nothing to Do with me You decided to Invest in upset While I bought Stock in happy Go ahead with Your straight and Your narrow Retire to the lake I'll live daily In the golden years Having a few more Favorite mistakes

Your Sexual Iq!
You have a sexual IQ of 149 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

A Favour To Ask...
I dont usually ask...but i have taken a couple of sample xmas pics and dont have room to post them yet...i will be taking more next week and would like to get them posted BEFORE xmas lol...so if ya'll could give me a hand to add the few points i need i would greatly appreciate it!! I'll return the favour! MWAHHHHHHHHHHH Beci xox heres the first sample....

Friends...
I find every place i go I make new friends..I like cherry tap for that reason, I also have myspace.com, and 360 on yahoo and i have the most fun right here on cherry tap, so if your looking for nice people and loads of intersting things to do visit and stay awhile...val

I Will Never Forget U
This Poem was kind of really hard to write down.. As I read it again to make sure it sounds ok it made me cry.. As you all know what my grandmother is going through right now.. So I did a poem for her, what I have to say or what is on my mind.. This is for her.. But she is still living as of today.. It was hard but I mangage to handle it my self.. Life is life I have to live with.. So below is my Poem and I hope everyone could leave comments about this plz and thank you it will help if you do so.. I Will Never Forget U You took care of me, when I was born. You always buy stuff for me when I need it. You always make me laugh. You always make me mad. But most of that I will never forget U I will never forget your laugh. I will never forget your touch. I will never forget your voice. I will never forget your face. I will always love you always and forever. I wish I could take back or go back in time and fix it, but I can't. God is calling, but it is not your tim

Fill This Out For Me....pwease?!
01] I _____ Debbie . 02] Debbie is _____. 03] If I were alone in a room with Debbie, I would _____. 04] I think Debbie should _____. 05] Debbie needs _____. 06] I want to _____ Debbie. 07] Someday Debbie will ___. 08] Debbie reminds me of _____. 09] Without Debbie _____. 10] My memories of Debbie are _____. 11] Debbie can be _____. 12] The Worst thing about Debbie is _____. 13] The best thing about Debbie is _____. 14] I am _____ with Debbie. 15] One thing i would like to know about Debbie is _____. 16] Debbie should go and _____. 17] Debbie _____ me.

Uh....
Hey, I'm not really a big fan of this site yet but I'm checking it out because I like to try new things. Not much here, I usually hang out on Y!Messenger or MySpace. Occasionally I'll throw a blog on Yahoo!360 but that's about it. I have my own website, feel free to check it out. It's not what you think it is and I really need to update it. LOL! Well, tootles! Website: htttp://www.geocities.com/superberry0731874 ~HL~Vamp~

What Bitches?
JUGGALO VS. FRIEND-- Friend: Calls your parents "Mr." or "Mrs." Juggalo: Call your parents "Mom" or "Dad." Friend: Has never seen you cry. Juggalo: Has the best shoulder to cry on. Friend: Asks you for your number. Juggalo: Asks you for their number. Friend: Will leave you hanging to be with a crowd. Juggalo: Always has your back. Friend: Runs for help in a fight. Juggalo: Jumps in the fight to help. Friend: Will bail your stale ass out of Jail. Juggalo: Will be sittin' right next to you saying "That was fucking awesome!" Friend: Will help you move out of a house. Juggalo: Will help you move a dead body out of the house. Friend: Bums you a cigarette Juggalo: Bums you his last pack Friend: Is there when you need them Juggalo: Is there even when you dont need them Friend: Gets drunk at a party and pukes on your carpet Juggalo: Feels worse than you do about puking on your carpet in the morning Friend: Hides you from the cops Juggalo: Is probably the reason the cops a

Interesting Concept
Dec 9 2006 10:44P a boy has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Hoes 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always loves, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Hoes until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses his Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a mal

I Dont Know What To Tell Ya
i dont get it. seriously.. i just dont..you all think that maybe ill say something to make me alright in your book? fuck that.. and fuck your book - fuck my book too.. do you get it?.. lets try again -- I WOULD FUCKING LIKE US TO BE REAL.. oh.. right.. we arent clear on what REAL is.. ok.. ill refresh.. real is unfucking unadulterated honest to abraham or god.. or whatever it is you feel that is important/sacred truth.. ok.. still not clear right? .. i mean. what u fucking feel.. in your heart of hearts.. geezus we only ended up with the expression 'heart of hearts' cuz no fucking one could figure out what their heart was.... u know.. 'human'. feelings. like.. alright lets get elementary.. like.. you feel something.. and it invokes some sort of an.... emotion we call it.. a FEELING? ever have that?... no.. grr. forget i ever threw it out there. im just trying to connect here.. and it aint working.. like.. you think something is.. say.. good.. and you go - wow.. that is good.. see - THA

Best R.i.p. I Heard All Day!!!
This was one of the best things I heard all muthafuckin' day!!! Posted by; By Demons Be Driven. It's been 2 years ago since Dimebag was murdered and I dont think it'll ever be any less shocking to me no matter how many years pass. I saw him perform twice with Pantera and for that im grateful, though I never got to meet him personally. It's just so fuckin terrible that of all the jerk-off, asshole, self-righteous dickhead rock n roll stars out there that never have or ever will appreciate what they've got let alone any of their fans... its just a mother fuckin shame that out of all of them... these two peace lovin, good time havin, inspiration givin, humble, appreciative guys get cut down in the prime of their lives. Both deaths are terrible terrible losses for music in general... for the fans... and most of all for their friends and families. So everyone drink a Black Tooth Grin for Dime and smoke a joint for John, put on some of their tunes, and enjoy their genius.

This Is Beautiful ! Try Not To Cry.
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first,

Thank You
Thanks to everyone who have made me so welcome to the site. Unfortunately I've not been able to reply to all of you as I'm having difficulty viewing the site properly. Hopefully it can be resolved. Until then, sending some good warm wishes back to you all. E x

For All My Cherry Friends And Those Who Are Not Yet My Friends
1. Name = Chris 2. Live = Indiana 3. Age = 50 4. Sex = Female 5. Status = Single 6. Faviorte Music = Country 7. Favorite Food = Mexican 8. Faviorte Place to Live = Florida 9. Favorite Place to Vacation = Oregon 10. Best Friend Male or female = Male 11. Would you consider yrself nice =Yes 12. Do you know or like the person weho started this = yup 13. Would you share your wealth with friends or family first = Family 14. How do you rate CherrryTap = Great 15. If single are you looking for fun or Relationship + relationship 16. Rate me = I would give me a 10

Please Help...
I am so passionate about this....especially because I am the mother of a gorgeous vulnerable and innocent Daughter!!! The innocent victims of Internet child abuse cannot speak for themselves. But you can. With your help, we can eradicate this evil trade. We do not need your money. We need you to light a candle of support /www.lightamillioncandles.com>. The more candles we light, the more powerful our voice becomes. This petition will be used to encourage governments, politicians, financial institutions, payment organisations, Internet service providers, technology companies and law enforcement agencies to eradicate the commercial viability of online child abuse. They have the power to work together. You have the power to get them to take action. Please light your candle at lightamillioncandles.com /www.lightamillioncandles.com> or send an email of support to light@lightamillioncandles.com. Together, we can destroy the commercial viability of

It's All Cumming Together
Nov. 15th -I quit BaadMaster's Dungeon.Dec. 2nd -Unknown to Me, I recieved the KSEX Listeners Choice Award,for the catagory ofSHOW WITH BEST VARIETY IN ON-AIR CONTENT(OUT OF A POSSIBLE 18 SHOWS, INCLUDING PAST AND PRESENT)Dec. 6thI was a presenter at the Rock City Music Awards and while there,I was hired as the co-host on Johnny Gunn's R.A.T.v. Dec. 8thI just got the message that My pay check that had been accumulating for11 weeks unpaid is now ready and waiting for Me, along with the statuetI am to recieve as token for winning the award at KSEX on the 2nd,It really is true...The harder you work the luckier you get.Is it too much to ask that I be lucky enough to not PMS right now? I'm actinglike Medusa! I feel like I could possible look like her at the moment as well. I want to hissss at everyone!

Car Parts.....
THIS IS WHAT I'M GETTING FOR MY CAR...WELL SOME OF IT ANYWAY...GO CHECK IT OUT AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK...I WOULD LOVE ANY COMMENTS ABOUT THIS...HERE'S THE URL... http://www.SportCompactOnly.com/wishlist-viewer.aspx?guid=46329ea0-901c-4405-831f-7efbb2d0c50f

My Demolition Accident
This is a 21-year-old Caucasian male who states he's otherwise healthy who presents to the ED via squad after an injury at work. The patient was working at kenwood mall in a demolition site. He was carrying a mirror, apparently some drywall fell, cracked the mirror which smashed into his right arm. per the squad, the initial evaluation the blood was "spurting" at the scene. They wrapped a pressure bandage on it and he arrived to the ED in stable condition. Upon arrival the patient was complaining of pain on the right forearm as well as numbness of the right fifth finger. Pressure bandage was intact. The patient denies any other injury. The patient has multiple lacerations of the right arm. The most significant of which was in antecubital fossa. There was a significant amount of bleeding after the bandage was removed. We reapplied a pressure bandage. The patient was noted to have a 2.5 cm laceration in his right upper arm. He also had a 5 cm laceration above the antecubital fossa, an

In The Shower
looking at the mess that is my boyfriend i can't help but smile. he's been drinking for awhile cuz we threw a party. kinda had to. i mean it IS the osu/michigan game. kinda called for. he's sitting on the other side of the couch looking at me with "that" look. you know the one. where he's devouring you with just his eyes. i get wet just looking at him. i just met this guy. we have been talking on myspace for a bit and decided to meet in person. so we did and hit it off REAL good. he's young. 22 to my 28. but i don't particularly care about age. he kisses like a dream and is so compassionate. he stands 6'2 to my 5'9. and weighs 155 to my 198. when he touches me, my skin quivers in anticipation. i'm not one to let my heart fall so easily and it's surprising that it has. i've given myself completely and wholly to him. but oh the things he's never done before. he keeps looking at me and i at him. my friends are somewhere in the house getting it on. i can hear

"taking Care Of Business"
In my line of work we get all kinds of callers. As with any type of call center, we get our share of pranksters and those just who get off on calling us. Just a moment (ATM... lol!) ago, a co-worker stated that if I get a call from a man, he is just taking care of business. I turned to her and asked her, "Which one?", to which she responded, "Which man or what type of business?" I told her, "Oh, no. I believe I know what type of business you are talking about!" As we talked further, we discovered that I got him first (but I wasn't buying his story), then they each got him as well. LOL... He had made his rounds and had more than one woman tonight and didn't even have to leave his chair. Dang! LOL... We certainly don't encourage those callers, but it did break up the gravity of the seriousness of the other callers we had had tonight -- so far (the night isn't over yet!)!!

Alone
Let me give you a crash coarse about what is wrong with my mother... In Febuary she was diagnosed with terminal 3rd stage lung cancer and about October, she found out that it has spread into her liver. She is back on Chemo... Shr has had a feeding tube in her stomach since Febuary... She celebrated her 51st birthday in March. I celebrated my 21st birthday in January... so there u go... I am open about everything, so u gotta question- feel free to ask. I am about 20-45mins to finishing the "L Word Season 3"... This season has hit home for me closer than any other. I watched as Dana went to the doctor, then started on Chemo, then she started to recover- go out to places, then she started going down hill so quickly. (FYI to plp that have no clue what show I am talking about... it is a Lesbian show based in LA, Dana is a famous Tennis player and she is 34ish gets diagnosed with breast cancer) I am VERY frightened and scared that its gonna happen the same way with my mom. She starts to

Modern (wo)men
seriously folks, im bored and browsing through pages (on myspace..this is a repost) and im starting to get pissed off. why? because i'm saddened and sickened to the core at whats passing off as "men" lately. im seeing page after page after page of whiney, soft "men"...and before anyone gets any bright fuckn ideas and says "Well Matt, I've seen you get emotional before" yeah, i have and i do...but not on a daily fucking basis!!! fuck, guys these days wear more product in their hair and on their faces than the average girl, complete with manicures. you know what i call this? Pussification yes, my whole goddamned generation has been pussified beyond belief. christ guys, dust your balls off and reattatch them to your fucking bodies!!! and girls, you can only blame yourselves...you got what you wanted...soft fucking men...emotional fucking basketcases. so when your date is late picking you up because he had to style his hair "just right" or cancels on you because he "just can deal wit

Dec 8th & 9th Long Weekend
Two shows this weekend the first was a nice 2.5 hour drive from chicago to Rock Island IL. For Scott County Wrestling. Lost my match against him I kept it quick and basic knew I had a long weekend ahead. Drove from there to Dekalb crashed at a friends house, then drove an hour to Joliet picked up three people then a 2 hour drive to Lincoln IL for the Cuiser Weight cup tournament. Won the First round against Jason Hades but fucked my neck up bg time can barely move it right now. Lost the Second round to Remy Reigns. Decent weekend pay wise and merch sale wise. Down in lincoln I sold out of freakin 8x10s. Seriously I pay 25 cents for them sell them at $3 each and sold almost 45 of them tonight. Meh only sold 3 Best of Tony Rican DVDs though but thats still another $45. Anyway I am gonna go take care of my neck and get some sleep.. Later.

He's Amazing.
I never thought that you could meet someone online and develop feelings for them without at least meeting the person first, but apparently anything is possible. The first day I joined this site, this guy named Tony happened to "welcome" me to what was then LostCherry. I was new to it so I started talking to him and trying to figure the site out. We exchanged screen names, started talking, and soon phone numbers too. We talked every day, for hours at a time. It felt like I had just *always* known him. Everything felt natural when I was talking to him and conversation came easy. He always had something to make me smile or laugh. He cared so much about how I felt and always wanted to know what was on my mind. I never had a guy really care that much about my feelings.. I've had my run in with plenty of what I refer to as "typical men" because I find that most men have one thing in mind: sex. And as soon as they get that, they don't really care about the way the girl feels, or what she's th

This 40 Yr Old Is The Underdog In The Clevage Contest But I Have A Pretty Ncie Clevage If I Do Say So Myself Ty
HEY HUN IM IN A CLEVAGE CONTES GRANTID IM THE SMALLEST CLEVAGE BUT FOR A 40 YR OLD I HAVE A DAME GOOD CLEVAGE OLEASE CUM VOTE FOR ME AND OASS MY LINK TY AND MWAHSSSSSSSS ALL U NEED TO DO IS RATE IT MINE IS THE 1ST PIC IM THE ONE IN THE PINK SHIRT WITH JSUT MY CLEVAGE SHOWING NOT MY FACE ,..HERE IS MY LINK http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=360741&albumid=141024&i=2859420221

Att Or Atm?
LOL... Okay, since my high school and college days, I would put "att" as a short cut in my notes that I wrote from class meaning "at this time". Today, I was thrown off a bit when someone asked me while I was chatting with them when they asked, "What are you wearing ATM?" LOL... ATM? Isn't that a bank mechanism to deposit and withdraw money??? So, when I asked, "ATM?", and the response was "at this minute", I had a V-8 moment wherein I was thinking to myself, "Duh! Should have known that!!" LOL... It is has become such a world of shortcuts that are replacing our written means of communication (and, in case some of our verbal means of communication when people state "Lots of Laugh!" in response to points in communication wherein they would be otherwise writing "LOL" in a chat or written conversation!). LOL... What are some of the other shortcut phrases that you find interesting??? Just curious...

Serious Holiday Blues
Alright. I am seriously jonesing right now. I've been looking for someone to take to the company Christmas party for the past month. Albeit I'm not looking in the local bars that seem to be mostly inhabited by people with no goals or aspirations, I have been open minded in my search. But this town absolutely sucks when it comes to meeting decent people. Most of the (single) locals are stuck in a hippie / "work as little as possible to get my ski pass" mindset, or they are chronic substance abusers who can't fit into a major metropolitan lifestyle. I've only dated two women over the past two years, and both of them were from out of town. By comparison, they were legendary when pitted against the usual dregs I run into. But for different reasons, neither of those ladies' company panned out into anything meaningful... Or at the very least, simply fun for the short term. Part of that is my fault, I'm sure. Cause I'm broken. The one woman I'd ask who would show up with bells on, if sh

My Children
My Children are my heart of hearts as they should be... I almost died back in Feb of this Year and i wouldnt have make it if it wasnt for my children. In life We parents think that we give it all to them and that we always have to take care of them. but i learned that my children was there the whole time taking care of me after surgery.. bathing me, cooking for me, cleaning for me, and even my oldest daughter shaved my legs when i couldnt move. i know that u might think thats silly but to think that she gave up so much of her time with friends, b/f, and school for me when i didnt think i had anyone still makes me cry to know how much my children really do love me and that i must be a good mother!!!! Just remember that there may come a day when we might need them to take care of us... So love them and teach them LOVE!!!!!

Which One Are You?????????
MUST PLAY! OR A MAN WILL APPEAR BY YOUR BED WITH A KNIFE AND WILL KILL YOU! THE ONLY WAY TO SAVE YOUR LIFE IS TO PICK THE CONDOM THAT REPRESENTS YOUR LOVE LIFE! OH BY THE WAY, DO NOT IGNORE THIS BECAUSE IF YOU DO HE WILL COME AT 3:16 AT NIGHT AND KILL YOU! pink Condom: Want someone thats so far away. Teal Condom: Single, Looking for the right someone, not wanting to go out with anyone yet. Orange Condom: Taken and confused. Red Condom: Single!!!! black Condom: Taken and Lovin every minute of it. Purple Condom: Taken Green Condom: Crushing on someone and scared to tell them. Blue Condom: Like someone who doesn't like you back. Yellow Condom: Single and like someone, but confused as to whether they like you back or not. Trojan Condom: Like someone who likes you back but not going out....YET!!! Clear Condom: Just broke up with someone or they broke up with you, but still have feelings for them.

Sad
what a sad thing we calll life.i try to avoid probblems but yet people whom i had probblems with at 17 still hunt me down n wanna know were i live n wanna kick my ass.why cant thy just give up.i moved on why dont thy.

My Top 5 Dates From Hell
Okay, It’s Saturday Night and I am Home! What better time than now to tell you about my top 5 WORST dates. See, it might just be safer to stay HOME. 1: “Where is the F---ing waiter Chick." Yes, at a $150.00 a plate dinner my date exclaimed this at the top of her lungs. She then continued chewing the food still left in her mouth after spitting some on her evening gown. Lesson, ladies please ask your gentleman to get the waiter. Do so only after you have chewed and swallowed your food. Also, floss would be a nice touch for the teeth after dinner. 2: “Maxi Pad Mishap Chick" Yes, this one comes in at number two. This woman did not keep track of her cycle. She Started, the movie seat blotted it. I know, disgusting, yet I gave her my $200.00 Wool Sport (alot of cash for a jacket in 1996) coat to cover herself and protect my car’s seats. This taught me that not all women know their bodies or they can't feel a period coming on. Out of sympathy to her, I never called on her agai

My Man
I've been through so much and didnt think i could love again.. Then comes along A Great Man that stole My Heart without Me knowing it... He showed me how to Love again.. And for that I Owe him so much.. I could never repay Him!!!!! I'm just glad that he loves me as much as i love him... We will be Married in the next year if everthing goes as planned!!!!

Let Me Get An Ink Pen
LOL.... As I heard this from a caller tonight, I was wondering if there was any other kind of pen. Do you know of any other possible type of pen? I would think that the term "pen" would mean that it was a writing instrument with ink, right???? Just struck me a bit funny as I heard this....

1 More Day
PLEASE REPOST !!!!! CONTEST ENDS SUNDAY DEC.10 @ 9 PM CENTRAL TIME. PLEASE BOMB AWAY ! OK U GUESSED IT ..I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST(SEXIEST LADY ON CT) AND I NEED COMMENTS AND RATES PLEASE !! COMMENT BOMB IS YOU LIKE :) GETS YOU CHERRY POINTS TOO. I APPRECIATE THE VOTING. Y'ALL ARE THE BEST ! IT STARTED DECEMBER 3 AND GOES UNTIL NEXT SUNDAY DECEMBER 10TH. JUST CLICK ON PHOTO BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO VOTE FOR ME !

The Walk Around My House
Last night when I came home from a Birthday dinner, two of my friends and I were dropped off by our DD at their house near where I live. My walk home is a short jaunt across a complex. They invited me to come in and have a beer with them, it was still early for a Friday and I accepted. When we walked in their home, we discovered that their son had left the television on and a scary movie was playing. We settled down with our beer, pressed the info button and discovered it was Friday the 13th, Part VII. We had a sense of humor about it and decided to leave it on. It was pathetic. The horror is all in the sound, the rest is lacking in many aspects of suspense and horror that we are inundated with in today's society. I quite easily jump at most of today's horror/scary films. I admit it, I'm a person with an abundance of adrenaline and I have a full-on body reaction. I'm not much of a screamer at movies, but I've spilled popcorn a time or two. I relaxed through this film and

The Sun Dance
The warrior dances proud and strong and it matters not what they do to his body for they can not take his mind, his spirit, he still dances the skull of the buffalo is heavy and he pulls the load with pride pierced and bleeding no crown of thorns there is honor in his steps and the sun shines strong There are noble warriors that look look beyond and the dance is more than the steps of one the time is near, the day has begun and remember the feast to come when the dance is done It is not in vain, that torture, the sacrifice the pain the death of the princess may make two brave men a part of thier mother to remain with them It brought down Westminster and the candle has a flame the time is drawing nearer, though the warrior still remains remember that concrete and steal can not contain the time for the tethers to break is at hand and the Thunderers come and the Thunderers are calling From the tree- the dancer freed No holding a warriors spirit

Overly Dramatic Much?
To preface, I'd like to say that this blog doesn't address any one person in particular. I've seen this over and over again, and I'm writing a general *cough* rant, not anything about anyone specific. I completely understand falling for people online. I really really do. See: boyfriend #1, boyfriend #2, and ex-husband, for starters, along with some major feelings for at least one Cherry Tapper, and some that perhaps could have been major feelings had the guy stuck around. And, on that note, I also completely understand what it's like to have someone you care about, and enjoy talking to, disappear abruptly. It's happened to me. I know how you can despair, imagine worst-case scenarios, etc. Long distance relationships are a BITCH. You always think the worst of any situation. That said, why do such incidents always result in the person publicly despairing, changing their nick to blabber that despair to the world, then threatening to leave CherryTap? What you're, in essenc

Need Advice, Asap!!!
Ok. So I'm having to put my 2 weeks in at work because they changed my hours from 7:45-4:45 now to 8:30-5:30. I have school from 6pm-10pm. I'v been 45mins late for school everyday so far and I could be kicked out. So, anyways, I'v been looking for a job...at first a receptionist job but than I came across a nanny position and replied and I had my interview today and it went beautifuly!! They are supposed to call me back tomorrow and I hope I get the job because than I can put my 2weeks in on Mon. My hours for nannying are mon-f, 7-4, which works out perfect, plus I'll be making way more money! Anyways, I'v been thinking about dropping out of massage school. I honestly thought I never wanted to work with kids again..but I DO!!! I finally realised that tonight while over at my hopefully new employers house. Children have always been apart of my life, and they always will be! The advice I need is about quiting school...shoud I? The family wants to hire me full time for longterm..until th

I Am In Love Wit U( A Poem
I am in love wit u I am in love wit ur eyes I am in love wit ur smile I am in love the way u walk I am in love the way u talk I am in love wit u and on;y u I am in love wit u the way you dancew I am in love wit u the way u play basketball andfootball I am in love wit u but love hurt alot I am in love wit ur lips And i am love wit u becasue u wonderful and respectful. I am in love wit u becasue u my typed I am in love wit u because u my man I am in love wit u because u my boo I am in love wit u because u my babydaddy I am in love wit u. By: tiffany aka Ladyt

500 Bulletins-
500 Bulletins (to the theme of 500 Miles by the Proclaimers) When I wake up- well I know I'm gunna be I'm gunna be the first to wake up on CT when I go out yeah, I know I'm gunna be I'm gunna be taking pics with my cellphone for CT if i get drunk well I know I'm gunna be I'm gunna be the one who gets drunk lookin at pics of you and if I haver yeah I know Im gunna be , Im gunna be a haverin on CT But I would post 500 Bullies and I would post 500 more just to win the best contest by havin 1000 bulletins litterin your front door When Im working- yes I know Im gunna be -Im gunna be the one who's windowin CT And when the money- comes in for the work I don't do I swear I'll buy a ct tshirt just for you When I come home, oh I know Im gunna be Im gunna be loggin right back onto that CT and if I grow old- well I know Im gunna keep, I'm gunna be keepin that old pic up just of me And I would post 500 Bullies and I would post 500 more just to win

Military Prayer Chain
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: eMailOurMilitary Date: Dec 9 2006 4:36 PM Let us Pray...For Those Who are Gone and and those who continue to Protect our Freedom! Prayer chain for our Military... Don't break it! Please send this on after a short prayer. Prayer for our soldiers. Don't break it! Prayer: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. There is nothing attached. Just send this to people in your address book. Do not let it stop with you. Of all the gifts you could give a! Marine ,?Soldier, Sailor, Airman, & others deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best one. GOD BLESS YOU FOR PASSING IT ON! /collect.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=%69%6e

12.10.06
In the Morning holding yourself you're so far, so stable so cold and gone and i'm not a reason to believe to hope or feel time to face the truth when the morning comes 'let it go, let it go' the voice inside screams because the shame is more honest than the lies of the moment it was safer than drowning in weakness and sorrow guess i was on the wrong side of it all ashamed of this inadequacy if i see me as you do will it be what breaks me down to love the tragic and hate the weak how can goodbye hurt so much from such a short remembrance Tell Me why couldn't you hold me for a moment or just be just be so tell me since you're the pro is there a cliche psychology to cut out these aching needs to stop these thoughts that haunt and tear before they wear me down should i cut, or starve, or bleed, or race...?

Soldiers Poem
Please dont be afraid There are some things I must do, To keep the promises I made. Im sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a soldier now; Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong, But you wont have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, Yet still taught me how to fly, Your son is a soldier now Dad, I love you If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say, Youve always had my back, And I know its my time to repay. Youll always be my daybreak, Through all of lifes dark clouds, Your brothers a soldier now, Bro, I promise Ill make you proud. If I ever go to war my Friends, Well never be apart, Though we may not meet again, Ill hold you in my heart. Remember all the times we had, Dont let your memories cease, Your friend is a soldier now, Dear Friend, And Ill die to bring you peace. And when I go

Pissed
ok im VERY PISSED OFF someone has come to my house and sliced open some of the air blown christmas decerations that i had outside my house. so now i know this will sound kinda stupide but if i ever find out who did it i will sue their collective asses off and make sure they dont see the lite of day for many years to come. have a nice day evening or nite where ever you are

Beer Survey
1. What is your favorite beer? Lvovskaya 2. What is your favorite mixed drink? SEx on the beach 3. What is your favorite shot? sicilian kiss 4. What will you NOT drink? Coors 5. Are you a lightweight when it comes to drinking? not really no 6. Do you like the drinks with the little umbrellas? yeah and they are so cute too 7. Do you ever drink Bacardi Silver? nope 8. Do you like frozen drinks? yes i do 9. Do you drink liquor straight? sometimes 10. Do you ever drink out of the bottle? nope 11. Have you ever drank a jagerbomb? not yet 12. Are you drunk right now? No 13. Do you consume more than 2 alcoholic beverages a day? No 14. Do you drink a lot of wine? yes 15. When's the last time you drank? 8 pm today 16. What are your 5 favorite drinks? 1. Sex on the beach 2. Sicilian Kiss 3. Chocolate Martini 4. Pina colata 5. Irish cream liquer 17. Have you ever thrown up from drinking? nope 18. Do you feel horny when yo

Money.. Or Lack Thereof
How come socialites like Paris Hilton and others like her have all the money that they could want without having to work for it, but people like myself can bust our butts day in and day out and still barely keep our heads above the surface?? For once, I would love to buy something small when I feel like it, or get a hair cut more then once or twice a year. For once, I would like to buy clothes not off the clearance rack, or buy at the retail store instead of the consignment outlet. For that matter I would love to just be able to buy clothes when I need them, not six months later. For once, I would love to feel like a woman, not a chick wannabe. I never have had a manicure, a professional hair coloring, or an professional eyebrow shaping. It's out of my league finacially speaking. Sometimes I feel that I will never be able to get these things done, that others take for granted as part of thier routine physical care. Not only do i wish I had the money and means for those things,

The First Pitfall
I had a pretty good idea of how the code should have worked. The first step was creating the Map File Scheme. I decided on an XML based file for its ease of use and editing. before long I had an acceptable template to build from. I built up the map structure and created my first mapfile through a utility that asked for input and serialized it into a file. Next came how to handle the map and get it drawn. I decieded I wanted to use GameComponents (an XNA object essentially) because they fit the bill exactly. I wanted to have a Map Component and an array of Screen Components. each screen component would have an array of components for Crocs, Ponds, Vines, Rolling Logs, and Holes. So I created the different components for each type of item and everything seemd to look good code wise, and the code Built. Running it however was a different matter. Everything seemed right in the code but I was taking Null reference exceptions all over the place. I did some debugging and was able to tra

Call Me A Dreamer
Call Me a Dreamer Copyright Oct. 20, 2005 Call me a dreamer, But I still want the storybook ending. I'm a true romantic 110%. I still believe that dreams come true. I still believe in finding that perfect person The one who fills my heart. I still believe in soul mates Forever, and death do us part. I want to grow old with that one special man Who still wants to hold me at night, And who’ll take my hand within his own Till we are 90 years right, Smiling our toothless smiles at each other Coming apart at the seams. But knowing that together the two of us Built a home made of love and dreams.

My Family Buried Me Today Doing Me A Favor And Starting A New Chapter In Sarais Life
So whose fucking business that i sleep with a women? Whose business is it that i am in love with a women does it really matter that i love her i want to be with her and that no not even though my grandma thinks its wrong does she know how Brandy makes me feel? Does any one know how Brandy makes me feel? the feeling of security knowing that no she will never break my ribs no she will not like my grandmother or others in my life take a whole paycheck and put it in the machine its nice to know that there is that kind of financial stability knowing that the biggest addiction is cigerettes and an occasioanl beer no one seems to understand that they think my whole blood is thicker then water shit the only thing i can think is my blood realitives blood with me has been a powder waiting to blow away in the wind and today a storm blew... My family buried me today maybe when they burried me they burried the little girl i never was and the adult i never will be

Enjoying The View
Enjoying The View Copyright November 2005 Could this really be all that it seems? Could this reality be more than a dream? I sit here holding my breath, afraid to make a move, Thinking that if I dare to breathe this might all disappear. This moment is what I have only dared to dream of. This moment is what I have hoped and prayed for. Now I am frozen in place, wanting and needing to know the truth, But afraid of knowing too. So I think I’ll just sit here a moment And watch you as you move You are like a beautiful piece of art And I’m just enjoying the view.

Come On, Let Me Hear Your Voices
Come on y'all...leave me a voice message. I want to hear all your voices so it can join the many others already in my head, lol (joking...or am I? lol). The call is totally free...CALL!!! lol Yes I am an attention whore as the message says. ;-) Number: 1(641)985-7800 Code: 2079402

No Title
as I grew up I learned how to live with no fear.I have even faced death on a few occasions and it did not faze me. Now I am faced with throat surgery and I am truely scared.I don't know why..I'm guessing it is because that if I gotta face the possibility of death I want it to be on my own terms fighting for what I believe in. I am writing this because I am alone in this ordeal and just wanted to get things out in the open. Thanx for listening

The Long Journey Home
He had told her that he was on his way in, that was about three hours ago, and that he was hoping to see her at his place once he got in. He had been out of town for the past week and it was something that he had anticipated during his time away. To be with her and to have her once more. When he finally did pull into his driveway and saw her car, a smile crept across his face as he turned the car off and got out. Walking into the doorway, the smell of something cooking came from the kitchen as he went into the living room to put his things down. On the table were two glasses and a bucket full of champagne and in a bowl were some plump strawberries. He still didn’t see her yet so he went and started to open the bottle as he put a strawberry into each glass and poured the champagne into them, he grabbed them and began looking for her. He didn’t want to say anything as he walked through the house and ended up in his room as he heard some water running in the sink. He stood and waited i

The Beginning.
About a year ago I started working on a PitFall type game using SDL. It was a pain staking process, but I eventually got most of the artwork done and a simple screen that hd some swinging vines and a walking man. For some reason I gave up on the project entirely and tucked it all aya in the depths of my hard drive. A couple of months ago I heard about the XNA Framework and Game Studio Express beta. I was excited at first but never really got into it. A month or so later Beta 2 was released. I downloaded it and started messing around a bit, nothing really productive, just sort of feeling it out. I liked the new system quite a bit, and had recently gotten a good grasp of C# and wanted to work on a game. Then I found the old source for my PitFall Clone, I figured I might ws well try and finish it so I looked into the code nd found that I'd left it broken and poorly documented. I then decided that since I still had all of my assets I might as well start coding from scratch in XNA. I

Thoughts For The Day..
Thoughts for the Day 1. If you're too open-minded, your brains will fall out. 2. Don't worry about what people think; they don't do it very often. 3. Going to a church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. It isn't the jeans that make your butt look fat. 5. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission. 9. For every action, there is an equal & opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. 12. A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel good. 13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. (Just remember how lucky you were to get a free trip around the sun.) 14. Men are from earth. W

Bedtime Tea
2 tsp dried chamomile 1tsp valerian 1 tsp passion flower leaves manuka honey to taste Warm a teapot. Mix the herbs together and place in the teapot. Pour in 1 cup boiling water. Infuse for 10 minutes, then strain and pour into mug, adding honey to taste. Chamomile Thought to calm the nerves, this medicinal plant is one of the most widely-used healing herbs. Chamomile contains antioxidant flavonoids which help to fight harmful free radicals and protect against infection and disease. One of these flavonoids, quercetin, has powerful anti inflammatory properties, and is useful for soothing the digestive tract. Chamomile is a mild sedative, and when taken as a tea can aid sleep and calm nerves, allowing the immune system to function efficiently. Nutrients Flavonoids, tannins, coumarins, valerianic acid. *** Cooled chamomile tea bags are soothing for sore or infected eyes.

Phone Sex Operator Gets Masturbation Settlement
A Florida phone sex operator has won a workers' compensation settlement claiming she was injured after regularly masturbating at work, her lawyer said. The lawyer told Reuters he was not sure whether the Fort Lauderdale woman's claim was the first of its kind, but it certainly was out of the ordinary. He said his client agreed to a "minimal settlement" earlier this month. He declined to disclose the amount. During the course of her claim for workers' compensation benefits, the now 40-year-old employee of Fort Lauderdale's CFP Enterprises, Inc. said she developed carpal tunnel syndrome -- also known as repetitive motion injury -- in both hands from masturbating as many as seven times a day while speaking with callers, said the attorney, who spoke about the case this week on the condition that his client's name not be revealed. "She was told to do whatever it takes to keep the person on the phone as long as possible," he said. The woman used one hand to answer the telepho

Lets Just Hug And Say Goodbye...(the Fugitive)
I had to run away... I had no choice. Scrambled thoughts and emotional fear. Your actions left me no foundation... And judged with no voice. Now I'm a fugitive. My heart on a string. To those I held dear. I have nowhere to call home. Just the great vastness of ground... Distant voices I hear. Yet I not hear a sound. I travel all alone. Where do I lie my head? And how do I stop it from pounding? And the voices of my children... Be muted but resounding. Do you not let them speak? Where is my dad? Why don't he come home. Embedded in my heart. Yet I'm all alone. My chest upheaves and seems to never exhale. Society I shun from. I now live behind a veil. I'm not bitter. But yet still. All I ask is peace. Unchain me. Let me be. Life is to short. Unless pain is your gain. I'll submit... I surrender. I'll accept all the blame. Is it revenge that you seek? I'm tired. I'm meek. Theres no claim to fame. I want to stop running. Will you meet me half way? The

Feeding
Come to me, little mortal I can bring you to heaven's portal There'll be no sorrow, there'll be no pain Feelings of joy will fill your brain Come to me, sweet human thing Give me your heart and I'll make it sing Forget your fears, leave them behind Forget the troubles of your kind Come to me... yes, that's right Now hold still, it's no good to fight I'll take your blood, and leave you dying Didn't you realise I could be lying the lust the prey feels before i sink my teeth the warm blood as i drink and feed gaining strenght the corpse weakening as i drink away her life rendering her a rag doll her limp body in my arms i lay her on the ground cover her with my cape i look at her beauty even in death so beautifull

This Feeling
I wish I could find The words to describe This feeling inside The love that I hold Why won’t it go? Leave me and my troubles behind I need it to leave I just want to be Left alone so I can cry To much pain I’m wishing it away Only time will heal my sorrow But until that day Here I’ll stay Miserable, but left for tomorrow.

Losing Myself
Don’t look at me Please don’t call my name I can’t hear you now It’s all the same A million things Floating through my head It’s all a blur I’m becoming dead Can’t feel the pain Bodies numb No more emotions I’m all dried up Losing myself Back in my hole No coming out I’ve lost control Don’t bother with me Nothing you can do Just battling myself Who’s gonna lose?

To My Shining Star
Star no matter how far we are apart and how long we are apart, please never forget that i love you with all my heart. You in my life was the very best thing that ever happen. The day you were born i fell in love with you. The very first time you slept on my chest, you made me the happiest father in the world. Every time you called me *my honey* you made me weak in the knees. Thinking of you riding with me as i cut the grass and ended up holding you coz you went to sleep as i did made me so happy you were mine. And every time you thought you snuck into the bedroon to make sure your pictures were still the first thing anybody would see when i opened my wallet was so sweet. The way you had to have your day with just you and me i will never forget. The last time we saw eachother and the way we cried together coz we miss eachother so much breakes my heart even today. Any time i get loney i can just walk outside and look at all the stars up there and i know my shining star is somewhere under

Barbarians
Have you ever seen the movie "A Few Good Men"? Jack Nicholson's character in the movie, Col. Nathan R. Jessep, is quoted as saying "And my existence, while grotesque and incomprehensible to you, saves lives. You don't want the truth because deep down in places you don't talk about at parties, you want me on that wall, you need me on that wall. We use words like honor, code, loyalty. We use these words as the backbone of a life spent defending something." One of the things I read in a book I am working on right now is: Barbarians are considered worthless when everything seems safe and secure but dangerous times make them invaluable. With our country fighting the war on terrorism, there have been a lot of protests. It's funny to see, because I talk to active duty military members every day. It's part of what I do for my job. There hasn't been one who has ever questioned the reason why we are fighting. That makes a good soldier, sailor, airman and Marine. The willingness to fight. T

Sleeping On The Couch
Well i get home and jackass is talking on the phone he gets off and actually asked how my day went. So i told him that it was shitty and i was like your about to make it worse. He's like probably. Then i noticed that he had sex with Ashley in my bed. IN MY BED. What kind of shit is that. So from now on i'm sleeping on the couch. Moving out as soon as possible. Then he was like man you look pissed. I was like respect Cody. You should show some. People give you it and they shouldn't. Then Ashley has to nerve to say "what can i say i'm irresilbe. (Don't think i splet that right but who cares) If you all could see her. She ain't nothing but someone who's easy and has seriouly slept with everyone in town. I'm serious. She don't even know who her baby's daddy is. So you know what she can have him. He use to beat her guess she likes it like that. She can have it all back. Guess that's all for now. -Amanda

The Daddy Poem
THE DADDY POEM Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

I Speak Episode I
Hey there everyone. I know.. I've been a member since before Halloween, and I don't post a blog until near Christmas?!?! Sorry.. I've just been really busy.. No rest for the Wicked, they say.. ;) Work's been insane. My case load isn't getting any smaller. You'd think corporate attorneys had less work around hte holidays. It seems to be the exact opposite. So.. Here you are, here I am. First off, a big hello and a big hug to all of you. Thanks for adding/requesting me for friends. I really appreciate it, and you've all been really great from day 1. It's for this reason that I opened up my NSFW folder to all of you.. That, and I'd feel bad for kicking the people on my family list off to add more, since I'm really happy with those on my list. They're all real people that I talk to at least once a week, if not more... So... yeah... I consider myself Bi now, after labelling myself lesbian for so long. Why the change? I dunno... I still love women. I love their face. I love their ey

Hello As You Probably Noue , My Name Is Mark C Bergeron , I Need Your Help And He Is Not Ashamed To As For It !!
Hello as you probably noue , my name is Mark C Bergeron , I Need your Help and he is not ashamed to as for it !! as you probably noue i am on a fixed income of 1225.00 a month from social security disability benefit my rent ( don’t live with my parents Lauren and Patricia Bergeron any more ) is 450.00 a month + Utilities My Problem is as follows: on Friday the 8th of December 2006 i received a letter from the sanfransisco federal appeals court dated December 1st The letter reads as follows: Before Leavy and Clifton, Circuit judges, Appellant's motion to proceed in forma pauperis (representing my self in there court against king Mohamed the fifth of morocco) on the appeal is denied, Within 21 days after the filing date of this order Appellant shall pay 455.00 to the Sacramento federal district court as the docketing and filing fees for this appeal and file proof of payment with this court. Failure to pay the fees will result in the automatic dismissal of the appeal by the

Britney Spears Sex Tape Game
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Vanishing Sky
I want to fall forever. Through the blue saphire sky. My fingers dancing with the currents. The chill of the ever approaching earth tickling my bare head. Roars of joy- thundering opressively against my ears. My tears freezing as they are ripped away from my eyes. Those cotton clouds... that burning medallian. The sea of crystal infinity. All of which falling from my arms... dissapearing rapidly. Returning to mediocrity. I want to fall forever. But...

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I fall asleep in this world, dreaming these dreams, hope, realization, something other. Perhaps these are dreams of love, loss, forgetfulness, empty of content. Perhaps these are dreams of wanting, more, a collection of what I think I need. Perhaps these dreams are nothing, just dreams, and finally I am asleep.

The End Of Pain
Why do I feel this way that I feel? Everyday is a struggle and that shits for real. The cold steel from a blade is my only release. A fountain of blood will bring me my peace. Life is pain, so pain is my life. Ironic how I escape pain with the slice of a knife. You cant understand, no way you can feel, The plight of my life, and the ways that I deal. The blade is sharp, but this pain cuts much deeper. "God send me an angel, I swear to YOU that I'll keep her." No answer, just silence. It fills up the room. So I sit and ponder what will read on my tomb. "Here lies Jason, He wished for his death- And when the time came- He just smiled and left"

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=== '~SWEETNNASTY351~ GOVENOR AND TREASURE OF OLD TIMERS SOCIETY' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-09 19:53:34'.. >THE LAST THING HE SAID TO HER AFTER SHE QUIT MESSAGING HIM BACK: > IF THATS ALL YOU GOT YOU INBREADED TWAT WERE DONE HERE ILL GO PRAY FOR YOUR PEDOFILE FATHER NOW ACTUALLY ILL PRAY THAT HE SEES FROM DOWN THERE WHAT A FUCKING LOOSER YOU ARE AND ALSO REMEMBER EVERYTIME U AQUAT DOWN TO PEE IT GOES DOWN ON HIS FACE > > HAPPY HOLIDAYS > > > === '~SWEETNNASTY351~ GOVENOR AND TREASURE OF OLD TIMERS SOCIETY' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-09 19:44:16'.. > > > > > > === 'FAT SONNY~FAMILY~' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-09 19:42:02'.. > > > > > u will be screaming like a bitch u peice of shit > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If I recall, you don't rot in hell for talking about dead kid touchers. > > > What I would rather be missing out on is mindless conversations with nasty ass men like you. Internet who

Hey All
Hey everyone!! Hope everyone is well....Sorry i have'nt written anyone, posted any comments, etc....but i was in a relly bad car accident and am just now able to get back on here.......Last week, I wrecked my truck. It was really bad....the truck looks horrible.....It was the Grace of God that let me live threw it, really!!!!I am bruized and etc...and have a VERY sore collar bone and a broke back......But i consider myself lucky...If you could see my truck, you would wonder how the hell i got out of it alive...So i am thankful to be on here tonight to say hello again, to everyone....Wish me luck on a good and speedy recovery......

Lif Is What Happens
A LITTLE SOMETHING TO MAKE YOUR DAY! DON'T YOU DARE.. An older couple is lying in bed one morning. They had just awakened from a good night's sleep. He takes her hand and she responds "Don't touch me." "Why not?" he asked. She answered, "Because I'm dead. "The husband asked"What are you talking about? We're both lying here in bed together and talking to one another!" She said, "No, I'm definitely dead." He insisted, "You are not dead. What in the world makes you think you're dead?" "Because I woke up this morning and nothing hurts." Remember...Once you get over the hill, you'll begin to pick up speed. I love cooking with wine.Sometimes I even put some in the food. ...If it weren't for STRESS I'd have no energy at all. Whatever hits the fan... Will Not Be Evenly Distributed. Everyone has a photographic memory. Some, like me, just don't have any film. I always know... God won't give me more than I can handle Th

Ok New Entry, The Drunk Entry
a little under 2 hours before i turn 29 and I'm already smashed, and yes im home for the night, partying just doesnt have the lure it used to. I decided to crack open a cpl beers and go for it, ya know? So now im slightly innebriated, and um yeah and mumbling and stuff. This is rare so enjoy it while it lasts!

Colorgenics
You don't need anxiety and problems. All you really seek is a conflict free environment which can offer peace and mental security. You don't like the idea of being alone and, whatever the reason, at this time of your life you feel as if you are being 'left out'. What you really need is perhaps some 'tender loving care'. You are a fighter and always on the defensive. You always need to be sure that your position is safe and established. When you finally make a decision you will pursue it to the bitter end in spite of all opposition. It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you'll have to make the best of things as they are. Matters have not gone well for you. You are experiencing severe stress trying to guard yourself from further disappointments

Hey Really Fucked Up
well i have been partying since yestardy and i had one hell of a good night . got really high and drunk and fucked all night and day with my man and a another couple and it was great. I girlfriend was really good and so was my man and the other guy he was ok. my girl was really good and can't wait til later on tonight when it happens again.well going for now bye all. be back in the morning

The Beauty Within
The Beauty Within ============= The beauty within is a powerful sanctuary that exists within each being on the planet earth. Many do not realise or have discovered the love and beauty that lives within their being and in their soul. This beauty is a well of energy that you can connect with and can rest within it, your being can bathe within its inner beauty and can benefit from its light and vibration. This well is your own space and haven where you can retire to when you need time for yourself and to connect with the creator. Your well is completely connected with the creator’s energy and love and is a pure space of divine and heavenly energy. Some may have glimpsed this wonderful space that exists within your being it is like your own mediation room or your own world of happiness and joy. It is your own unique place that only you can access and only you can understand. A place that allows you to be your true self and to experience the blessings of creator, allowing you to see

Once Upon A Star
I gaze up at the sky each night and find the brightest star. It's always waiting there for me so close, but yet so far. The star winks in the evening sky and reaches out to me. It magically appears each night for all the world to see. I've wished upon this special star my whole life through, it seems. I've closed my eyes and made my wish of hopes, and plans, and dreams. And then, one day I got my wish for I finally met you. You are that someone special who's made all my dreams come true. So now whenever we're apart I find that same bright star. It makes me feel so close to you no matter where you are.

A Loving Peace From You
From the glowing embers of your spirit Came a little warmth of your love Together we set it in a cozy little spot Safe from the world up above Then a soothing breath from your lungs Helped to ignite the flame On that lonely candle In the core of my soul As time passed day by day Conflicts caused great winds to blow But you cupped your hands around it And it just flickered with a brilliant glow They say that nothing is forever But I don't believe that's true That little candle in my heart Is a loving peace from you

Gifts
Thank-you The greatest gift we can give another person is the gift of ourselves. When we can share our deepest convictions and failures, our ideals and disillusionments, our hopes and frustrations, our dreams and despairs, our answers and our questions then we are loving our neighbors as ourselves as well as loving our enemies. A friend put it this way: If I share the whole of me with you, I share the good as well as the bad. I don't hide anything of myself from you, not in a deep friendship, or a deep marriage for that matter. By sharing some things I hate about myself, I'm loving my inside enemy. I'm telling you I'm still human and have a lot of growing to do. I'd love to tell you only about all my good points: it would make me feel a lot better, but it wouldn't be sharing all of me with you. TODAY I will concentrate on sharing my insides and outsides with another. I will listen to myself as I talk. I will not be satisfied if I sit on my laurels or wallow in my woes.

An Angel To Me
The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another 'you'. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so.

What My Birthdate Means
Your Birthdate: March 4 You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking. However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone. Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2 You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Dec 8 A Day Of Forgiveness
Ono, 73, says she did not know whether she was "ready yet to forgive the one who pulled the trigger". But in a full-page advert published in newspapers around the world today, she says: "Every year, let`s make December 8 the day to ask for forgiveness from those who suffered the insufferable." She adds: "Thank you for your undying love for John and also for your concern for me on this tragic anniversary. "This year, though, on December 8th, while we remember John, I would also like us to focus on sending the following messages to the millions of people suffering around the world. "To the people who have also lost loved ones without cause: forgive us for having been unable to stop the tragedy. We pray for the wounds to heal." "To the soldiers of all countries and of all centuries, who were maimed for life, or who lost their lives: forgive us for our misjudgments and what happened as a result of them." "I am sure all victims of violent crimes feel as I do. But healing is

The Yule Faeries
The Yule Faeries Body: The Yule Faeries by D. J. Conway Pagan children have few stories for this time of year to counteract the flood of Christian material aired on television, radio, and in movies. This is a Pagan tale for children to help them enjoy the Winter Solstice and its beauty. A group of little faeries huddled in their home deep under the roots of a giant oak tree. They were safe and snug in their tiny underground cave lined with dandelion fluff, bird feathers, and dried moss. Outside, the wind blew cold and the snow fell softly down to cover the ground. "I saw the Sun King today," the faerie named Rose said as she pulled her mossy cloak tighter about her. "He looked so old and tired as he walked off through the forest. What is wrong with him?" "The great oak said he's dying," answered Daffodil. "Dying? Oh, what will we do now?" Little Meadow-Grass started to cry. "If the Sun King dies, our little plant-friends will not grow. The birds will not come and sing

Grow Up!
So lets see new with me, old man has tried having me trown in jail for paying my car payment. One of these days soon im gona lose it. i already flipped out on him the other day when he disiplined our girl lil to extreme soo i went after him, kinda funny he didnt call the cops on me then. So i havnt asked the fucker for a dime, and he is on the phone every dam day doing shit to make my life more miserable. he canceled my cccs so i have to come up with money to pay that so it does cancel completly, and that isnt even half the shit he has been doin. Let's see, i finally decided to try and trade in my van for a cheaper car, and for once in my life i was denied, i even had to ask for help for my mom to co-sign but that wasnt even good enough (I have never had to ask my family for anything extreme like that) cause MY FUCKIN KIA doesnt have enough trade value, for me to get out of it, never agian will i be cheap and by the cheapest mini van agian, WELLL NEVER A KIA AGIAN!. So the time is co

Open Minds
i just want to say that it makes me sick that people can be so close minded, they mistreat people becuase the color of their skin, or who they love. they should have better reasons for hating people. and your going to waste all your energy in life dwelling on who loves who and what the color of their skin they have. i mean, go out and join the peace core or something. i guess people in this world are very different becuase i could never be like them, and they could obviously never be like me. dont think what they beleive is right. i just think they should spend your time thinking about the people you love, instead of critizing the ones they hate.

A Christmas Story
A Christmas story "Twas the night before christmas--Old Santa was pissed. he cussed out the elvesand threw down the list. Miserable little brats, ungreatful little jerks i have good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for Damn near a year, instead of "thanks Santa" --what do i hear? the old lady bitches cuz i work late at night. the elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when i think things will get better those ass holes from the IRS sends me a letter, they say i owe taxes--if that aint damn funny who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? and the kids these days -- they all are the pits they want the impossible -- those mean little shits i spent the whole year making wagons and sleds assembling dolls... their arms,legs, heads i made them a ton of yo yo's -No request for them they want computers and robots... they think I'm [BM]

The Gas Station
THE GAS STATION The old man sat in his gas station on a cold Christmas Eve. He hadn't been anywhere in years since his wife had passed away. It was just another day to him. He didn't hate Christmas, just couldn't find a reason to celebrate. He was sitting there looking at the snow that had been falling for the last hour and wondering what it was all about when the door opened and a homeless man stepped through. Instead of throwing the man out, Old George as he was known by his customers, told the man to come and sit by the heater and warm up. "Thank you, but I don't mean to intrude," said the stranger. "I see you're busy, I'll just go." "Not without something hot in your belly." George said. He turned and opened a wide mouth Thermos and handed it to the stranger. "It ain't much, but it's hot and tasty, "Stew ... made it myself. When you're done, there's coffee and it's fresh." Just at that moment he heard the "ding" of the driveway bell. "Excuse me, be right back," Geor

Life So Cold
My heart is cold My head spinning Falling in to darkness Eyes flinching The dark moons gental light Falling on my skin As i fell in to night Stars that gleam Now very dim Once so bright B/c of him Sleeping angles Start to bleed

The 1st Letter Of Your 1st Name Reveals Your Sexual Identity
The 1st letter of your 1st name reveals your sexual identity According " to studies", the 1st letter of your 1st name reveals your sexual identity -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business! With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, it's action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an _expression of the affection of your lover

This Sad World
Why does it have to be this way? This world is a terrible place All cruelty with no grace That woman begs for a dollar or two While she walks around without a shoe Why does it have to be this way? This world is a terrible place All cruelty with no grace That man hobbles down the street With a sick child he needs to treat Why does it have to be this way This world is a terrible place All cruelty with no grace In school's in the hall A child is beaten against the wall Why does it have to be this way? This world is a terrible place All cruelty with no grace Countries go to war without a thought Forgetting the peace we once saught This world is a terrible place All cruelty with no grace I wish there was some way to change what I see But I can't help but be glad that I'm me This world is a terrible place All cruelty with no grace But while some whither in despair Some dance around without a care That girl there With the brown hair, Has witnessed many things you

The Storm
The Storm As the violent storm rips through the silence of the night. It seems to match all the emotions I feel inside. The wind sways and topples trees, That is exactly what life's problems have done to me. Lightning flashes and rain begins to fall from the sky. I take a deep breath and sigh, as the tears fall from my eyes. I know the storms are needed to help the earth to grow and survive. I know that my problems will help me to grow and strive, because of the lessons they leave behind. The thunder roars and echos through the the night. I scream and vent all hurt and anger inside. As the storm passes giving way to sunrise, I will stand again to fight in dawn's morning light.

Dear Santa,
I've been a good mom all year. I've fed, cleaned and cuddled my children on demand, visited the doctor's office more than my doctor, sold sixty-two cases of candy bars to raise money to plant a shade tree on the school playground. I was hoping you could spread my list out over several Christmases, since I had to write this letter with my son's red crayon, on the back of a receipt in the laundry room between cycles, and who knows when I'll find anymore free time in the next 18 years. Here are my Christmas wishes: I'd like a pair of legs that don't ache (in any color, except purple, which I already have) and arms that don't hurt or flap in the breeze; but are strong enough to pull my screaming child out of the candy aisle in the grocery store. I'd also like a waist, since I lost mine somewhere in the seventh month of my last pregnancy. If you're hauling big ticket items this year I'd like fingerprint resistant windows and a radio that only plays adult music; a

Lets Dance You And I
the lovers' dance the dreams of lovers dancing in the flames the world is still stuck in this moment warmed by the embers while we fan the fire spinning endlessly our hearts' music gives us rhythm the mystic melody let it overcome splendour grip tight blind to the world we alone breathe tonight words fall away unused a look, a touch, every carress a language still known wordless volumes spoken tell me it never ends our forever dreams the endless melody the lovers' dance. by john m

Profiles
HELLO FELLOW CHERRY TAPPERS I JUST NEED TO VENT ! YALL need to get a clue I see all these profiles that are asking for "rate me" or "fan me" well I would if there was something more than a couple of bullshit pictures showing a little skin WTF ? At least put something in the ABOUT ME section even if its bullshit.I mean come on show a little inteligence and maybe you might get a few more responces and make a few more friends. Besides the fucking stalkers looking for nothing more than something for the "SPANKBANK ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! THANK YOU FOR LISTENING DARKANGEL

Contest
I AM SUCH AN IDIOT WHEN COMES TO THESE THINGS. I HAD PEOPLE BOMBING THE WRONG PICTURE SITE. NOW I FEEL LIKE AN REAL IDIOT. PLEASE FORGIVE ME ALL OF YOU WHO COMMENTED ALREADY. I HAVE NOW LOST THOSE POINTS AND AM WAY BEHIND SO IF YOU COULD BE SO KIND BOMB ME HARD AND ROUGH TO HELP ME CATCH BACK UP... THANK YOU AND DONT FORGET TO INCLUDE YOUR FRIENDS, FANS, AND FAMILY IN ON THE BOMBING... I NEED THE BEETING AFTER BEING THIS DUMB... THANX HERES CORRECT LINK:

Texas Pecan Chicken Recipe.
Ingredients: 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts 3/4 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground pepper 8 ounces fresh mushrooms, chopped 1/2 small onion, diced or 6 green onions 2 tablespoons butter 4 ounces cream cheese, softened 1 tablespoon French style mustard 1 tablespoon snipped fresh thyme or 1 teaspoon dried thyme 1/2 cup butter, melted 1 1/2 cups finely diced Texas pecans 1 cup fine bread crumbs 1/4 cup minced fresh parsley Directions: On hard surface with meat mallet, pound chicken to 1/4 inch thickness. Sprinkle with salt and pepper. Sauté mushrooms and onions in butter. Cool. Mix with cream cheese, mustard and thyme. Divide into 4 equal portions and spread on each piece of chicken. Fold over ends and roll up, pressing edges to seal. Mix pecans, bread crumbs and parsley in a bowl. Dip chicken in butter, then into crumbs, turning to coat. Place on greased baking sheet seam side down. Bake at 350 degrees for 35 minutes or until done. Makes 4 servings. Serv

Your Mistake
I’m the thing that haunts your dreams As you wish you hadn’t believed her Lies You were always unsure about her shaky words when she promised And promised always promising Broken hearts and new loves was all you found She was wrapped up in another’s arms that looked nothing like you Then you found me nearly a ghost basking in the sun. I had too many loves to count none true none you Wasting away everyday my promise to you I was thin and bones But it made me feel Beautiful with out you I kept promises She kept lies Your grave mistake Your single nightmare She had walked away I was wasting away It’s too late to learn from your mistake

Flautas De Pollo Recipe.(chicken Flautas)
Ingredients: 1.5 - 2 lbs chicken (bone in or boneless, your choice) 1- 16oz jar Tejano Rice Mex (click here to order) 1- 16oz jar Tejano Salsa Verde (click here to order) 1- 20 count pack corn tortillas 3 cups vegetable oil 20 toothpicks 1 container sour cream Directions: Cook chicken in the Rice Mex for 40 minutes in a covered pot or pan over medium/high heat. De-bone the chicken (if needed); Shred the chicken to palatable sized shreds. Keep the de-boned chicken with the sauce in a pan warming while you… Warm the tortillas in a skillet or steam them to soften them. They should be soft and pliable. Heat the oil on medium/high heat until hot. Meanwhile… Fill tortillas with about 2-3 oz. of the shredded de-boned chicken. Roll the tortilla around the chicken filling into a snug (but not tight) flute shape. Use a toothpick to hold the tortilla in the flute ("flauta" in Spanish) shape. Fry chicken "flauta" until tortilla holds its shape (approximately 2-3 minutes). Remo

Arroz Con Pollo Recipe.(chicken With Rice)
Ingredients: 2 cups long grain rice 1 -16oz jar Tejano Rice Mex (click here to order) 1 case Tejano Rice Mex 2 cups or one -16 oz jar of water (use rice mex jar) 1/2 chicken (parts or boneless breast) 3 tbsp oil Directions: Boil chicken in Rice Mex and water. In another deep pan heat oil on high setting until it starts to smoke. When oil smokes, put in your 2 cups of rice and stir constantly until it turns white like popcorn. When the rice is mostly popped, put in the chicken and broth. Cook on high until it comes to a rolling boil. Lower heat, set to low, cover pan and allow rice to cook for 25 minutes. Serves 6 to 8 persons. .

Christmas Means So Much
CHRISTMAS CAROLS FOR THE DISTURBED * 1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? * 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are * 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas * 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me * 5. Manic - Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and..... * 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me * 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire * 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why * 9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy oooh look at the Froggy - can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away? * 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder --- Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, J

Where The Sky's Clear
Pull me out, lover, bring me home, Take me to our places, where I didn't feel alone Beside my hopes, where they could subtly shine, Now a thousand raindrops on this split white line. With your tender hands still climbing up and around my spine, Lover, bring me home. I can take my baggage and leave this by the porch, If it's dark where I' going, will you place a torch Above the case with our names printed on the back. Love, if you're not coming, at least help me pack, Lift my anger and your silence from around my neck And leave this by the porch. These roads breed ice in hopeless summers, I'm headed where the sky's clear, And, recalling how you calmed me when I felt the fear, Our light blurs, then nothing, now I'm dancing with eternal ghost, The spirit of the days we shared, the days I've loved the most. Let it thaw; the coldness of the last post, I'm headed where the sky's clear.

Michelle's Birthday Party And The Day Before
We have made it about a week with no illnesses!!!!!!! I am so happy! Tomorrow is Michelle's birthday party and I have spent most of my day shopping, cleaning, and grumbling at everyone. Someone left the toilet seat open again and Michelle found it, Billy threw all of his dirty clothes in his toy box, and Mya is following me around with questions about everything. As frustraiting as it is, it is also pretty funny. I am glad they are here to keep my mind off of most things. On a sad note: Today would have been my moms birthday. Thankfully, I have been busy, so I didn't really think about it. I think I more or less forgot or pushed it out of my mind, until I talked to my grandmother and she reminded me. I almost feel bad that we will be celebrating Michelle's birthday tomorrow and not hers. I have told myself that she would not want me to dwell on things, so I am working on not dwelling on it. If that makes any sence. I still have a few things to do, so I better get mov

My Heart
MY HEART found a resting place I finally found a woman who loves me for who i am not for what i have. It took me awhile to realize but i am @ peace finally with this. The past is behind me and the future is dead ahead so to all that have been my friends may u find what ur lookin 4 in life and it brings u the same peace sooner then later. My best to all GOOD NIGHT

Psychology Test..........
Psychology Test Your Type is: ENFJ Strength of the preferences: Extroverted Intuitive Feeling Judging 1 88 50 56 The Teachers are found in no more than 2 or 3 percent of the population. They like to have things settled and arranged. They prefer to plan both work and social engagements ahead of time and tend to be absolutely reliable in honoring these commitments. At the same time, Teachers are very much at home in complex situations which require the juggling of much data with little pre-planning. An experienced Teacher group leader can dream up, effortlessly, and almost endlessly, activities for groups to engage in, and stimulating roles for members of the group to play. In some Teachers, inspired by the responsiveness of their students or followers, this can amount to genius which other types find hard to emulate. Such ability to preside without planning reminds us somewhat of an Provider, but the latter acts mo

The Subtle Wind
When you drift away into the evening mist, Where do you go? While you pass on, your air has gone And I don't see you, I can't feel you in the breeze, Don't hear you through the trees. Someone said they saw you by the river, Wading through the ripples, like the tide. Someone said they saw you, I fear someone lied, For you don't wade, you slide And as you fade, you glide. This is just to tell you I don't need you any more. I won't pass by your doorway like a ghost, You'll no longer be the one I loved the most, But I won't say I'm completely free, That wouldn't be like me. It was a frosty morning, Maybe half-past-eight. I walked a little slow and cold, Perhaps a little late. I stared into the moon, Yes! I could just taste fate, As the subtle wind howled out, "You'll just have to wait".

My Loves Eyes
I look into her eyes. Her eyes look soft. They give me the feeling of being comforted. If I had another lifetime I would spend it Losing myself in her eyes. Her eyes are charming, The way the colors are blended together, The way that they sparkle, when you look at me. I think the reason her eyes sparkle, Is because of me, But maybe its just my imagination, With just a little light. Sometimes its like; Her eyes have so much to express, Like they have millions of things to say. I want to explore that; I want you to share that with me. To hope my eyes look the same, As she looks into my eyes.

Drowning In Her Love
I can see the surface, I can see the chance, The one to break free and breath The one for romance I dove in Into murky waters not known And found my self in world That I could call my own Her love surrounds me And the pressure is too much Im handicapped swimming in her love And I'm drowning and such Her love fills my lungs And soaks the blood in my viens It somehow enriches it Now she reigns I gasp for air, My heart burst for what i knew Is this just my imagination Pinch me...I need a clue Now my breathe has ran out My time long expired I can swim freely and open minded here No longer tired This cant be real It cant be Im drowning in her love Yet its where I feel I want to be

Rescue Me
The skies are dark, filled with disgrace As it pours over me its washing rains The chill crawls and trembles That’s all that I remember So much regret and full of pain It slices through like a razor blade Every night I die in my sleep When I wake it all repeats The steel is deep and feeling cold It penetrates my every bone It slices through my every hope I’m supposed to die, but I won’t Please don’t let me go Come Closer and Rescue Me Tell me it was all Make-Believe To wipe my tears and take me home The answer is in your eyes So beautiful they pierce the skies The truth is in your kiss As light as the dew in the mist I need the sun to replace the moon And air to fill up this balloon Come closer and Rescue Me I no longer want to repeat Please don’t let me fall Come Closer and Rescue Me Tell me it was all Make-Believe To take me away from it all Come Closer, Come Closer Rescue Me

Tigger The Tiger
Tigger Tigger Your a Tiger Piglet Piglet Your a pig Donkey Donkey Your quite wonky Pooh Pooh Your quite big Owl Owl your quite foul maybe thats why your an owl rabbit rabbit but Elma Fudd calls you wabbit!!!

Where Did Those Dreamers Go?
I’m doing better now I’ve only thought of you 100 times today And I’ve only prayed about 20 times That you will call me just to say How much you love me And just how sorry you are Say how you’ve always loved me And baby, that we’re not too far Not too far from what we were Just not too far gone That even though we’re dreamers We did not die That would be just a lie Please help me baby You’ve always stood by my side I’ve never laughed more with anyone No one else could I confide All my secrets, all my hopes, all my dreams Without you I cannot breathe I haven’t been able to cry since I last saw you I’m honestly all cried out I’m serious, no more shouting, no more sniffling Not even a pout All I feel is a tight chest and lots of pain Like I’m not fully complete Like I’m missing half my brain I feel empty inside And nothing fills that void I’d give almost anything to hear you say Can I please be your girl? You were always so sure Your eyes always knew That’s

A Soldier
A Soldier, He is that fallen lance that lies as hurled, That lies unlifted now, come dew, come rust, But still lies pointed as it ploughed the dust. If we who sight along it round the world, See nothing worthy to have been its mark, It is because like men we look too near, Forgetting that as fitted to the sphere, Our missiles always make too short an arc. They fall, they rip the grass, they intersect The curve of earth, and striking, break their own; They make us cringe for metal-point on stone. But this we know, the obstacle that checked And tripped the body, shot the spirit on Further than target ever showed or shone Robert Frost

Son Arrested Forplaying With Chistmas Gift
COLUMBIA,S.C.-----A fed-up mother had her 12-year-old son arrested for allegedly rummaging through his great-grandmother's things and playing with his Christmas present early. The mother called police Sunday after learning her son had disobeyed orders and repeatedly taken a Game Boy from its hiding place at his grandmother's house next door and played with it. He was arrested on petty larceny charges, taken to the local police station in handcuffs and held until his mother picked him up after church. "My grandmother went out of her way to layaway a toy and paid on this thing for months," said the boys mother, Brandi Ervin. "It was only to teach my son a lesson. He's been going through life doing this...and getting away with it."

The Us Potals Service?
Okay used to be at one time you could ship things up from the United States using the US postal service and they would waive the clearance fees at the border. Well now that has all changed. I don't make much money and I am the full bread winner for my family. I can't afford the 75.00 bucks now to clear the damn thing. This is because of tighter restrictions thanks to that goddamn Osama BinLaden and 9/11. Now my major Christmas gift will not come and I am so pissed off. I am not a terrorist nor am I getting secret weapons. I am an ordinary Joe who is trying to make ends meet and getting screwed by 2 damn governments now.

The Long Goodbye
The scarlet visions of your lucid dreams Create a pathway from this grey, urban reality Remembering how the relationship was meant to be Because when your heart filled with love it had turned to destiny Shadows now cross through the light of your relationship's past How can you portray your love when the other soul has become distant and cold? You wonder how it has come to this, as for the first time you begin to feel lost The dream is beginning to fade before your eyes as you begin to wonder why Your dark eyes that still shine bright betray the hurt that you feel inside All the ideals you had of being together are now overshadowed by the power of goodbye You stand there and fight for a love that you believe is right To try and bridge the space that lies between you this time You hold onto your mobile phone waiting for him to call But it lies dormant as you hold out against the impending emotional fall There are some things that love cannot change like the fat

The Road Not Taken
THE ROAD NOT TAKEN Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. Robert Frost

Your Voice In My Head
Why do I care about you so much? when you just turned your back on me Why do I still dream of you in my arms? When you probably never think of me? How come I am feeling all this pain? And you get to go on with your life. How could you just abandon us like that? Why wasn't I good enough to be your wife? I keep telling myself its not my fault, there is nothing I could of done. But deep down inside I know thats not true and it is all my fault that you are gone. What am I going to tell our kids I have no idea what I am going to do? Do I tell them the truth? Or do I blame it on you? You have no idea how hard it is to look into their eyes And see you staring back at me It almost makes me cry. I have to hold my tears in until they are all in bed Then cry myself to sleep With your voice in my head

Forever And Always
Till the stars fall from the heavens And till the sun shines no more I'll be here loving only you The only on this heart shall adore I've chose you To love and cherish till my dying day I promise to always be your biggest fan In your loving arms I'll forever stay Our relationship will have hard time ahead There is nothing that can kill our love Please always remember what I have said For you're the only one this heart dreams of So when you feel you can't handle no more Just come back to the words I say The love we share has something in store For me and you each and everyday When I say I love you it comes straight from my heart I want you to be happy for the rest of our days Stick with me Baby we'll never have to part I vow and promise to love you Forever and Always All I can give you is my heart and soul I love you Rodney you're the one I chose For no one else can make my life whole Like you do

Bloggity Blog....
Blah, so Im at the ocean to help out with my grandpa...do some things for him so he can break away to go spend time with my grandma up at the hospital...it really sucks I mean I dont mind helping but this whole situation really does blow, I think I am really the one whos tryin to be the strongest for everyone and its hard I mean I have my teary moments...but blah when we got here yesterday we cooked my grandpa some dinner over here in the club house so I went to his camper "they run a camp ground down at the ocean" so anywho and Im sittin there he seems kinda ok, more tired like then anything but then he broke down started cryin tellin me how sick my grandma really is...he hadnt said much to my mama or aunt I guess not to worry them and so I figure he thought he could talk to me cuz theres no one to talk to...and what do you say to someone? Whos wife may be dying? Ive never seen him cry before its just gut renching it hurts to see him like this Im good with my grandma but its I dunno c

Do You Know? (to My Cracka)
Do you know how much I love you? and with you I wish to be oh Baby if you only took a hold of me I would show you what it's like to have a love thats real as my love deep within you you always would feel I would tell you that I love you with every new day and show you even more in the most loving way oh Baby please place me within your loving heart for its killing me inside to be from you and to be apart

A Lil Help Here
IIGHT SO I LEVELED UP FROM ROAD KILL TO CHERRY SO FAR AND IM NOT TRYNA STOP ANYTIME SOON THIS SHIT IS FUN IIGHT SO IM THINKIN I RUN THRU PAGES LIKE CRAZY LEAVIN MESSAGES AND COMMENTS AND THANK YOU VERY MUCH TO THOSE WHO CHECK ME OUT AND GIMMIE THAT GREAT 10 ON MY PAGE I TRY YA KNOW HAHA SO IM JUST NEEDIN MORE LOVE AND MADD MORE COMMENTS AND SUCH TO LEVEL ME UP IM TRYNA WELL BEAT THIS GAME IF YOU WILL SO IF YA LOVE ME LEAVE ME A MESSAGE OR COMMENT OF COUSE AND ILL BE SURE TO DO THE SAME LIKE THAT MOVIE SAYS HELP ME HELP YOU YA FEEL ME IIGHT PEOPLE THANKS FOR YA ATTENTION AND FOR AL MY A.D.D. PEOPLE ITS IIGHT I KNOW YOU MEAN WELL (THEY PROBLY LIKE HUH WHAT CHU MEAN WHAT CHU TALKIN BOUT HAHA) MONTE

Deleting My Lc.. Ct.. Whatever
Sooo.. if you still wanna keep in contact with me.. send me a private message and i'll give you my msn, aim, email addy, or myspace :) this place is just bullshit. I've met some amazing friends on here, but i've also met an amazing guy on here, so I don't really want anything to fuck that up. xoxox

Consider The Sky, My Love, Today
Consider the Sky, My Love, Today Consider the sky, my love, today -- The sun came out, replaced the grey And the idifference of what has been This life of despair and shattered dreams. Some people would say that's how it goes -- We get what we get and no one knows What the future holds along our way -- Consider the sky, my love, today. The Christmas shopping, the hype, the cheer -- You get so numb to it year after year, The faces of people you'll never see, Each seems to cry out: "Listen to me." The loneliness eats away at the soul, You try to connect but can't control The sheer banality you see each day -- Consider the sky, my love, today. I watched the moon with its silver glow Amidst this life with its ebb and flow Of loss and despair that comes our way -- Consider the sky, my love, today. Consider the music that soothes the soul, Consider the sea that makes us whole, Consider the wind that steers our way, Consider the sky, my love, today.

Friends
What are friends. are they people that come into your life for a short time or for a life time. are they people who run away from what you offer coz they dont like something you do or do they stay as friend. do they run away when they fall in love with you and you dont love them that way? What are friends. i always thought friends were people that stood by you know matter what. they were the people you could count on when times were hard. when your world came crashing down. but are they? are they people that only care about what they want? are they cold and heartless in the end?

~~~joshua Rayne Taylor ~~~
An update to previous blog. Joshua Rayne Taylor was born December 7, 2006, at 3:29 PM. Weighing in at 7lbs even. Lenghth 19 1/2 inches long. After a night of excitement with his Heart Rate going from Tacky to almost non existent he presented his mother and grandmother with a lustful cry after being placed in his mothers arms just after delivery. All ten fingers and all ten toes intact. Joshua and Amber are living proof that Prayer can and does help. That there are Angels among us to help guide and request the help needed. As a prayer circle ensued, the results were almost immediate. Heart rate stabilized and progression was smoother. On delivery, the doctor was surprised that the cord was not around Joshua's neck. That the delivery had gone without any problems whatsoever. Joshua was very healthy and having no signs of distress at all. Mom was doing just as good. I have to give my props to my daughter as well. She was a champ. She was calm and assured that things we

Hello Mommy
Top Comment Graphics Myspace Code Generators Layouts Hello Mommy, It's Me Your Sweet Little Angel Growing Inside Of You. I Know You Can't Hear Me With Your Ears Mommy So I Thought I Would Talk To Your Heart Today. You Know Mom I Have Felt The Sadness In Your Heart And I Have Felt The Tears You Cry. Why Are You So Sad Mommy? Please Tell Me Why. I Hear You And Daddy Fight And It Hurts Me To Hear You Cry Mommy Where Is The Love You And Daddy Are Suppose To Have? You Have Me Mommy Growing Inside Of You But Yet You Are Not Happy Mommy Who Are You Calling? I Hear Your Voice Even Though I Don't Understand Your Words. You Heart Is Breaking I See From Within Mommy Where Are We Going? Are We Taking A Trip? Will It Make You Happy Like You Use To Be? I Love You Mommy So Very Much Did You Feel That Mommy That Was My Kick Of Love I Only Have A Few Ways To Prove It To You Right Now But Someday Soon Mommy You Will See And I Know Mommy You Will Be So Very Proud Of Me. Momm

Escape
Pen in hand and thoughts in my mind The wanting to get them out and written on paper is unbearable Searching for paper is a lost cause there is nothing around but four empty walls My thoughts want to escape the dark and gloomy cells of my mind My hands are twitching with the need to write The blank walls are mind numbing and it makes me want to scream The numb feeling of the walls makes my vision go blank and dark The walls are no longer mind numbing or blank but they are full of words that make up my thoughts Four walls no longer blank but full of wisdom shame blame hate and love Now new thoughts will form and they will wait they turn to escape and be free the prison of my mind

* Myriad *
A CORNUCOPIA, MYRIAD OF PRECIOUS KARINA's INTERESTS 11:11 ENCODED DIGITAL MESSAGES 12 AROUND 1 GEOMETRY OF CREATION 12 DAYS OF MAGIC 12 FIBONACCI GODDESSES 12 PYRAMIDS OF THOTH 12 STRAND DNA 12 TABLETS - LUNAR JOURNEY THE LOST TABLETS 2000 - ELLIE'S TRIP TO EGYPT 2001 A SPACE ODYSSEY - THUS SPAKE ZARATHUSTRA 2012 - RETURN TO 12 STRAND DNA 3, 2, 1, COUNTDOWN: SEQUENTIAL DIGITAL TRIGGERS 553 & 555 - GRIDS 414 440 GEOMETRY 444 555: THE QUEST FOR THE 555 CHRONICLES 666 MARK OF THE BEAST 90 DEGREES OF SEPARATION 911 ABORIGINAL PEOPLE ACUPRESSURE ACUPUNCTURE ADD / ADHD AFFIRMATIONS - THINKING POSITIVELY AGARTHA - THE HOLLOW EARTH AGRICULTURE AKHNATON AKKADIA ALCHEMY INDEX ABOUT ALCHEMY ALCHEMISTS ALCHEMY & METAPHYSICS THE EMERALD TABLET THE EMERALD TABLETS OF THOTH MYSTERY SCHOOL TEACHINGS PHILOSOPHER'S STONE ALDEBARAN ALECTRYOMANCY - BIRDS ALEXANDER TECHNIQUE ALIEN (ET) ABDUCTION

Please Help Me! *sigh*
Ok,all of you know I NEVER ask for anything really! But could you PLEASE go rate/comment my pic in the Ladies Tattoo Contest! I have been kickin ass till people found out this contest ends tomorrow,n now they are comment bombin the only 1 that was close to me! Now I have been passed up in comments and rates! I will find a way to repay whomever helps me! Much Love,Mandy JUST CLICK ON THE PIC!

...here
If I lay here... If I just lay here.... Would lay with me and Just FORGET the world ? Forget Them Forget problems Forget feeling at all Forget to keep falling Forget who and why Forget everything Forget even dying Forget living Forget being alive Forget thinking Forget to ever try Forget..Forget The whole World

Didn't Think It Could Happen To Me
Top Comment Graphics Myspace Code Generators Layouts Lisa Was An Energetic Young Lady, She Was Full Of Life And Full Of Love. She Never Met A Stranger, She Was Always Making People Smile And Feel Good About Themselves. Her Parents Thought She Was A Good Girl Who Always Knew Right From Wrong. Lisa Had Everything Going For Her She Was 17 Years Old, She Had Started Planning For College, She Made Excellent Grades In School. She Was A Honor Roll Student She Had Her Whole Life Planned Out Or So She Thought. She Was In The 11TH Grade That Was The Year She Met Ron. He Was What Many Would Consider A Wild Child He Was Always Getting In Trouble And He Was The Class Clown He Didn't Seem To Have A Care In The World. Always Wanting To Party And Hang Out With His Friends. When Ron First Seen Lisa He Thought She Was The Most Beautiful Girl He Had Ever Seen. And Lisa Really Liked Him Alot To. They Started Hanging Out With Each Other And Talking Everyday At School And On The Phone. Lisa W

I Got My Cherry Back!!!!!
I bin tryin for years to get cherry back. I thought I would never get it back (at least thats what mah moms told me) HAHAHA I know lame eh! Ha anyway I am a proud moms to 3 girls and a wife for the last 5 years! Just checkin it out Holla at me and add me as a friend if ya wanna!

2/25
***Your Birthdate: February 25*** Calm and understated, you struggle to express your love with words. Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take. You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it! Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2 You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life? http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanforyourlovelifequiz/

A Quick Tale That Happened This Season
Early Lore A Confessions Supplement The Tale of Mrs. Toe’mas I’ve written this tale once before, but with a late season hurricane coursing the oceans; I’ve decided to reweave the story of Mariya Thomas, or Mrs. Toe’mas as I affectionately call her. Let us turn back the years to a time when I had begun documenting the journals on a semi annual basis. It was well within 1988. Deetra was detestful and her occasional phone calls were the closest I had to a relationship at that point in life. I had just received news that I was one of the finalists of the All State Chorus that year. Life was looking up. I was gaining respect among my peers… Ok, that may have been a stretch but one way or another I met a young voluptuous woman with long hair walking towards the music building. She wore these cute glasses but her best feature was her long luxurious hair. I was enthralled, I was consumed with passion, I told a joke and that pretty much was it for a while.

Nice Sat :)
today i felt pain since i woke up again.... it wasn't that hard to make me go to hospital, but hard enough to not feel well and be worried i only hope my stomach doesn't hurt for long time more anyways, appart from this, everything was ok i uploaded more pics of Jade :) my new puppy she's so amazing!!! well i'm happy for that, and upset because of my stupid stomach... well hope everyone is enjoying the weekend! cheers :)

So-called Friends
The following is a recent IM conversation between this guy named Jeff and myself. Just a little background: Jeff and I met in March of this year. We dated (sort of) and had a sexual relationship. But things never went anywhere because Jeff was still hung up on his son's mom and hesitant to get close to anyone again (or so he claimed). Jeff didn't even really have close friends and he wasn't really close to his family. He ended up meeting some other girl he became obsessed with (even though his only prerequisite for making her his girlfriend was because she was wild in bed and he was sneaking out of bed in the middle of the night to call me). Anyway, that ended badly. Turns out she was psycho (which seems to be the type of girl Jeff is attracted to, probably because he knows it will end badly and thus he can still avoid ever having to be close to anyone). After that Jeff and I started hanging out quite a bit. The sexual part of our relationship had ended long before this girl so it w

Just A Piece Of The Book
Confessions of a West-EnderWith east-end girls Yuletide season once again. Some people say it has a magic all its own. I call it the Christmas spirit: the wish/urge to get something for Christmas. My urge has been satisfied already. The one known as the Beasely woman has captivated the slumbering knight once again. A timeless rift to the core of my being now fires with ancient energies, for I am once again hers! Updates: Shirley Ann has shrugged off the title of girlfriend because of news that I may perhaps become Trese’s baby-daddy. This is unofficial word. So do not take such to heart. Felicia Michelle Holmes is also stating that I am the true father of her first born. This is horrendous. Tango Katrina? She has no hope of sustaining or maintaining me. Her fatal flaw was baby daddy. Ugh! Unusually festive, I realize that this euphoria might be short lived. But pardon me as I bask in this glow. -> I have yet to catch wind about a certain Jeraldine though

My Annie Is Gone
Last night a freak accident a 1 in a million shot a little plastic bowl with water in in got knocked off a low table by one of the other dogs and hit my little Annie in the head she twitched a little and was gone. rushed her to the clinic but she couldnt be revived. My Little angel my light my little girlie is gone from this world a light has dimmed and she was unlike any animal I ever owned she was love itself just wanted to love us and all she came in contact with .she was sweetness.kisses for daddy and love on me play with me and just to be with me she could be content just to be with her daddy all day and night.I amat a lose. She was born with 3 strikes against her born with a serious cleft pallet that went up her nose and mouth took 3 surguries to fix she had a wonky nose but against all odds she lived now to just be taken away from my life it will never be the same she was sososososososos special if you never met her you cant understand but if you did you know how different and

Contest
Hey all you wonderful friends of mine..I am in a contest again its a black and white one im losing but thought i would give you the chance to vote if you want to.. you can leave as many comments as you want..the more the merrier.LOL I know everyone is sick of contest but when your bored its fun. Love ya, Persha Here is the link

Boyfriend Application
Instructions: first take the quiz Next read through and make sure you like how your answers are Finally Copy and Paste the answers to me as a MESSAGE** Thanks: Good Luck 1. like a large bust? 2. you are open with you r sexuality and sexual feelings? 3. aged between 15-17? 4. You only judge them by the first outfit and first look? 5. All looks no personality? 6. You are a horny bastard? 7. Are a naughty boy from time to time? 8. You tend to summarize girls to 3 or more categories? 9. You will openly talk about your feelings? 10. Go for personality before first impressions? (be honest) 11. Check out other girls while dating one girl? 12. Judgmental? **REMEMBER AGAIN..........COPY AND PASTE AS A MESSAGE**

Meaning Of Friendship
For every person that has, is, and will live on this earth, there is a definition of friendship. Each person knows what their personal definition is, but do the friends of each person know that definition? Each person has many roles in their life -- wife, husband, mother, father, sister, brother, daughter, son, aunt, uncle, cousin, and the list goes on. Is not the role of friend the most important, because one chooses the friends but cannot choose the family? Those one chooses and gives the coveted title of friend to is in effect choosing a type of family, yes, but these family members have no blood relation and therefore are free to come and go so they mean so very much more to us. If we break down the word FRIEND to each letter, we can begin with my definition. F -- faithful. A friend is faithful to you in good times and bad. A faithful friend stands by you when you need them and when you don't. The faithful friend is also honest and trustworthy. R -- reliable. A frien

Remember....
If you are able, save for them a place inside of you and save one backward glance when you are leaving for the places they can no longer go. Be not ashamed to say you loved them, though you may or may not have always. Take what they have taught you with their dying and keep it with your own. And in that time when men decide and feel safe to call the war insane, take one moment to embrace those gentle heroes you left behind." The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy" - DR MARTIN LUTHER KING "THE WILLINGNESS WITH WHICH OUR YOUNG PEOPLE ARE LIKELY TO SERVE IN ANY WAR, NO MATTER HOW JUSTIFIED, SHALL BE DIRECTLY PROPORTIONAL TO HOW THEY PERCEIVE VETERANS OF EARLIER WARS WERE TREATED AND APPRECIATED BY OUR NATION" George Washington the ultimate price a soldier pays is with his life, they gave us freedom they fight for us, they get up every morning wounder

Just Like A Woman
Like A Woman Velvety soft smoothness to the touch of a fingertip. Sweet and spicey fragrance to the sense of smell. Beautifully delicate yet an inner strength that only the eye can see. The stem has thorns that can prick and cut causing bloodshed. The rose is a favorite among women because the rose is just like a woman. She can be soft, delicate and strong, but she can prick and cut when she is crossed. Why else would one flower be so much like a woman? Men give roses as a way to apologize and show their undying love, but has a man ever stopped to think how much alike the rose and the woman are? The rose is just like a woman. 4/27/03 by Colette

A Rant
ok first off I really don't give a damn what people label me. what does piss me of is stereotyping me. yea I'm goth get over it but I'm not depressed violent etc. I am myself damn it so fuck everybody else.no I won't conform to what you want me to be!!! love me or hate me cause this darkness is me and I have chosen it willingly. for all that presume to know me you are the same people who judge me so fuck you.

Removed My First Friend Just Now.
I won't say who it was, but I blindly accepted the friend request. Now, I don't have a problem with those tho vote for democrats, and I have several friends who are democrats, but the profile I deleted was just a bunch of sloganeering and bashing I won't be associated with. It's ok to disagree, but if you're going to be one of my friends, you have to be able to discuss it rationally. Nearly every picture on the profile was a t-shirt, poster or bumper sticker, and all of those were just slogans. If President Bush, Vice president Cheney, or former Defense Secretary Rumsfeld are so bad, then say so, and why. Don't just say, "impeach them" or "Bush should have been aborted" or "War Crimes" without one iota of an explaination.

Squirrel Problem
There were Five country churches in a small TEXAS town: The Presbyterian Church , the Baptist Church , the Methodist Church, The Catholic Church and the Jewish Synagogue. Each church was overrun with pesky squirrels . One day, the Presbyterian Church called a meeting to decide what to do about the squirrels. After much prayer and consideration they Determined that the squirrels were predestined to be there and they shouldn't interfere with God's divine will.. In The BAPTIST CHURCH the squirrels had taken up habitation in the baptistery. The deacons met and decided to put a cover on the baptistery and drown the squirrels in it. The squirrels escaped somehow and there were twice as many there the next week. The Methodist Church got together and decided that they were not in a position to harm any of God's creation. So, they humanely trapped the Squirrels and set them free a few miles outside of town. Three days later, the squirrels were back. But

Who Started Christmas?
A woman was Christmas shopping with her two Children. After many hours of walking down row after Row of toys and after hours of hearing both her Children asking for everything they saw on those Many shelves, she finally made it to the store Elevator with her two children in hand. She was feeling what so many of us feel during the Holiday season time of the year - getting that Perfect gift for every single person on our shopping List, overwhelming pressure to go to every party, Every housewarming, taste all the holiday food and Treats, making sure we don't forget anyone on our Card list, and the pressure of making sure we Respond to everyone who sent us a card. Finally the elevator doors opened revealing a crowd in the car. She pushed her way in and dragged her two kids and all her bags of stuff in with her. As the doors closed she couldn't take it anymore and blurted out: "Whoever started this whole Christmas thing should be found, strung up, and shot." From the

Christmas Story
So There I Was, Just Spiking The Egg Nog On Christmas Eve. When This Dreidel Was All " Hey Bitch Give Me A Shot" So I Was Like " Dreidel, Dreidel, Dreidel, I Made You Out Of Clay! Dreidel, Dreidel, Dreidel Your Really Fucking Gay!" Thats When The Dreidel Sprouted Arms And Drowned Me In The Spiked Egg Nog True Story!

Story 2
So there i was, Going to the deli To get a sub. When this baby said " Let me get a dollar" And i said " I only got enough for my sandwich!" Then the baby reached into his pocket and pulled out a used diaper and threw it at me! So i was like " Hey baby, dont make me kick your ass!" Then the Diaper Exploded on my pants, Then i passed out and the baby took my money & and my socks! True story!

Story 1
So there i was, just chillin in a forest. When out of nowhere A tree pimp slappend me with a branch. And i was like "WTF!" And it was like "LMAO, You talk in chat form!" So i was all "Bitch! So do you!" And so like i pulled out a lighter and started to smoke a blunt. ANd the tree was like "Pass that shit" And i said "Fuck U tree!" SO he picked me up with a branch And fuckin ate me! True story.

The Little Girl
Top Comment Graphics Myspace Code Generators Layouts The Little Girl The Little Girl Sat Looking Out The Window Tears Streaming Down Her Little Face Today Was Her 5th Birthday She Should Have Been Happy But This Little Girl's Heart Was Breaking See She Lived In An Orphanage With Several Other Children Who Didn't Have Moms Or Dads All The Children Had Different Reasons As To Why They Was In The Orphanage Some Was Abused And Taking From The Home Some The Parents Didn't Want There Kids Anymore And Then There Was Some That Was Left On The Orphange Doorstep It Was All Very Sad But The Owners Of The Home Tried To Show Love To Each Child And Tried To Let Them No How Very Special Each Child Was. It Seemed Like Each Day One Of The Children Would Get Adopted And They Got To Have A New Mom And Dad The Little Girl Thought No one Would Ever Want Her Everyone Always Just Called Her The Little Girl She Was Never Given A Name Until One Day There Was A Stranger That Came To The Orpha

Wanna See More Of Me????
Hey Guys!!!!! Thank all of you for all of the amazing comments and ratings. I hope that you are all enjoying what you are seeing on my page!!! I've had a great turn out with views on my private pics so I hooked up with the creator of www.bubbleyumgirl.com and I'm going to be featured on the site. We're also working on getting my own private site up and running.... SO, if you like what you are seeing here... then come check out even more at.... www.4kev.com There's not much there now, but more will be added soon... including videos!!!! So, I'll keep you posted. Anything special you'd like to see on the site???? Message me and let me know and it'll be added!!! Anything for my fans!! Wanna chat?!?!?!?!? AIM: cbrowneyedgirl13 MSN: dheerajtina1118@hotmail.com Yahoo: want2play6917 Love you guys....MUAH Tina

Orange
What Color Is Your Aura? Your aura shines Orange!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code PS. Thanks, Lady J for the idea! Just wish orange wasn't one of my least fav colors...and, me, depressed? I don't think so!

What I Hate
you what i hate is when people lie to my face and cant be straight forward and treat me like i dont know nothing.. NEWSFLASH i know more then what they know..lol only iif they knew ( dont forget to look over your shoulder) lmao.. ha i'm think and beautiful and if u dont f__ken like it then go away. ok thats all for now i had to get it off my chest.

Facts About Me
NEXTS 1. Next person you'll kiss: Hmmm... :) 2. Next movie you want to see: None 3. Next person you want to go out with: ? 5. Next time you're going out: Good question 6. Next place you'll take vacation: Hopefully NM 7. Next thing you are going to do after filling this survey out: Put my clothes in the dryer haha 8. Next thing you are going to eat: No idea 9. Next time you plan to be drunk: I never plan to be drunk, it just happens 10. Next thing you are going to do outside: Have a smoke 11. Next person you'd like to see fill this out: Shrug -------------------------------------------------------- LASTS: 1. Last kiss: Hmm 2. Last person you hugged: Mom 3. Last person you spoke to: Cassie 4. Last alcoholic beverage: Guinness 6. Last movie: Van Helsing 7. Last person you thought of: :) 8. Last school you went to: WyoTech 9. Last person you said I love you to: Mom...don't even go there people 10. Last run in with the Law: Umm, a few weeks back, speeding no le

How Embarrassing
Speak up, sir...You need the extra small condoms? Fri Dec 8, 8:21 AM ET NEW DELHI (Reuters) - Condoms designed to meet international size specifications are too big for many Indian men as their penises fall short of what manufacturers had anticipated, an Indian study has found. ADVERTISEMENT The Indian Council of Medical Research, a leading state-run center, said its initial findings from a two-year study showed 60 percent of men in the financial capital Mumbai had penises about 2.4 cm (one inch) shorter than those condoms catered for. For a further 30 percent, the difference was at least 5 cm (two inches). A poor fit meant the prophylactics often didn't do the job they were bought for, and led to some tearing or slipping off during use. "One of the reasons for a failure of up to 20 percent (of condoms) is the association of the size of the condom to the erect penis," the council's Dr. Chander Puri told Reuters, adding another reason was couples often put them on