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Making Love In The Kitchen
She was standing in the kitchen preparing to boil eggs for breakfast, wearing only the 'T' shirt that she normally slept in. As I walked in almost awake, She turned and said softly, 'You've got to make love to me this very moment.' My eyes lit up and I thought, 'I am either still dreaming or This is going to be my lucky day.' Not wanting to lose the moment, I embraced her and then gave it my all; right there on the kitchen table. Afterwards she said, 'Thanks,' and returned to the stove, her 'T' shirt still around her neck. A little puzzled, I asked, 'What was that all about?' She explained, 'The egg timer's broken.'

Why?
Why do I feel so lost even though I'm surrounded? There are those who say they love me Will I ever know they do? I wonder if it's possible to feel true love Is love something real or imagined? I know I want to feel it I hope it doesn't burn Which is real? Love or desire? Desire to be loved Love of being desired I sicken myself with what I fail to feel Why do I open myself this way?

Bling Bling!
Bling Auction I'm Doing my 1st Bling Auction. There will be 4 rounds, the first 3 will be for a 5 CREDIT BLING. The Winner of each round will have their choice of whichever 5 credit bling they wish to receive. The last round will be for a surprise Bling. Minimum Bid is 50k, This Auction will start TONIGHT AT 12:00 A.M CST... Each round will run for 3 days, Get your FU-BUCKS ready to bid! Click the link below to place your bid!!! Bid Bid Bid!! This all Brought to you by: The Bad Wolfy~~Fu-Owned By Evonne@ fubar

I Am A Fool.
So it seems that everything I touch turns to shit, and everyone I care about, I push away. What in the hell is wrong with me? I hate thinking of myself, but, for the first time in a long time, I can't seem to get past a point where I can help anyone with out thinking of myself. I don't know what to do. I realized that I do care for someone, but, she and I rushed things, and I am hoping that we can start over, but I think I may have hurt her, and its killing me. I know I care for her, and I do love her, however, she and I did go too fast, and I think she and I should stop to think about things before going any farther, if we can. I do pray that I have not hurt her, and if she reads this, you are an amazing woman, you are so beautiful, but we did rush things, considering we can't see each other, and I am sorry, but I don't know if we would be as happy in person as we are online, and till we can know this, we need to start over as friends, and build from there, I am not saying that

8/24/08 - Auction Results @ Texas Music Mania
DJ T-BONE OWNS DJ DEVINE DJ DEVINE OWNS DJ T-BONE DJ DEVINE OWNS DJ MAN DJ T-BONE OWNS DJ GUN TYBEE OWNS DJ FIREHAWK DJ GOOFY OWNS DJ ROCKNROLL DJ DEVINE OWNS TYBEE DJ DEVINE OWNS TEX DJ MAN OWNS TRINA GOLDDAWN OWNS DJ MIDNIGHT DJ DEVINE OWNS DJ GHOST

Support Our Troops Auction
OK HERE IT IS I AM GOING TO DO AN AUCTION. THE THEME IS “SUPPORT OUR TROOPS. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BE MILITARY, JUST A SUPPORTER OF OUR TROOPS BOTH HOME AND ABROAD. IT WILL COST 5K IN FU-BUCKS TO ENTER, BUT THE MINIMUM OPENING BID FOR ANY ONE WILL BE 50K. DOING THIS YOU DO NOT LOSE YOUR FU-BUCKS BUT WILL GAIN. THIS AICTION WILL ONLY BE FOR 4 DAYS UNLESS ENOUGH PEOPLE WANT IT TO LAST LONGER. HERE ARE THE SIMPLE RULES: 1)IT WILL COST 5K ENTRY FEE. 2)THE MINIMUM BID FOR A PERSON IS 50K. 3)NO DRAMA IN THE AUCTION, ANY DRAMA WILL GET YOU DELETED FROM THE AUCTION. 4)HOST IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY ONE NOT PAYING WHAT THEY BID. 5)HOST IS NOT RESPONSIBLE IF THE PERSON YOU JUST BOUGHT DOES NOT HOLD UP THEIR END. 6)AUCTION WILL BE START THE 29TH OF AUGUST , AND END THE 2ND OF SEPTEMBER. 7)ANY ONE WHO WOULD LIKE TO ENTER SEND ME A LINK TO THE PHOTO YOU WOULD LIKE TO USE IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE SO I CAN MAKE THE TAGS. 8)ENTRANTS SHOULD SEND ME 5K FU-BUCKS 9)ENTRANTS SHOULD SEND ME W

Creator Must Have A Plan
FOR ME, BECAUSE IT SEEMS THAT DAILY I AM CHALLENGED TO KEEP FROM GOING POSTAL ON SOME ONE WHO DEARLY NEEDS TO BE BEAT DOWN; WHY YOU MIGHT ASK, WELL WHEN YOU DO THINGS TO SOME ONE WHO HASNT ASKED FOR OR DONE A THING TO DESERVE YOU OPEN YOURSELF TO WHAT EVER THEY MIGHT DETERMINE TO DO, I TRY HARD TO TURN THE OTHER CHEEK BUT BROTHER I AT TIMES WOULD RATHER LEAVE WITH A SMOKING CRATOR WHERE THE ASS HOLE ONCE STOOD.

Suicide Notes....
Some famous suicide notes people wrote (or spoke) just before killing themselves: And so I leave this world, where the heart must either break or turn to lead. - Nicolas-Sebastien Chamfort, French writer, d. 1794 Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your altar. Please keep going Courtney, for Frances for her life will be so much happier without me. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. - Kurt Cobain, musician, d. April 8, 1994 Goodbye, everybody! - Hart Crane, poet, d. April 27, 1932 To my friends: My work is done. Why wait? - George Eastman, inventor, d. March 14, 1932 Goodbye, my friend, goodbye, My love, you are in my heart. It was preordained we should part, And be reunited by and by. Goodbye: no handshake to endure. Let's have no sadness -- furrowed brow. There's nothing new in dying now, Though living is no newer. - Sergei Esenin, Russian poet, d. Dec. 28, 1925 When all usefulness is over, when one is assured of an unavoidable and imminent death, it is the si

Mia
So I've been kinda MIA lately its cuz my "brother" (best friend pretty much adopted into my family) came up to Oregon for my 20th birthday :) I'd like to say THANK YOU! to everyone who wished me a happy birthday on here, it means a lot that'd you'd take time to send me a gift on fubar like 3 days prior lol its all cool though. I didn't think I was too horribly liked. Its okies though. Anywho umm so I'll be less MIA & I'll be adding up new pics here soon, but if you read this blog (since I know MOST wont) then you might get a special shout out just tell me what you'd like & remember I'm somewhat limited on clothing since I didn't bring all my stuff up from Phx. ALSO yay for starting school in like A MONTH! haha I KNOW crazy but eh. So leave comments/love/rate I'll do it back & remember I LOVES YA'LL LOTS! -kiddoak

Drug Related.....
The following is a list of notable people who have died from drug-related causes. Deaths caused by alcohol and caffeine are included. (person (age/lifespan) - cause and explanation) Herb Abrams (1954–1996) - American professional wrestling promoter, heart complications brought on by drug abuse. Nick Adams (1931-1968) - actor, drug overdose. David Allen Adkisson (1958-1984) - American professional wrestler, death speculated upon as drugs overdose. Kerry Gene Adkisson (1960-1993) - American professional wrestler, suicide, after arrest for cocaine possession and drug problems. Michael Brent Adkisson (1964-1987) - American professional wrestler, suicide, overdosed on tranquilizers. Ryunosuke Akutagawa (1892-1927) - Japanese writer, committed suicide by overdosing on barbiturates. Dennis Allen (1951-1987) - Australian infamous drug dealer, drug induced heart failure. GG Allin (1956-1993) - punk musician, heroin overdose. Bridgette And

Famous Last Words.....
Some famous final words from some famous dying people: "Thomas Jefferson...still survives..." - John Adams, US President, d. July 4, 1826 "This is the last of earth! I am content." - John Quincy Adams, US President, d. February 21, 1848 "Why not? It belongs to him." - Charlie Chaplin, actor - in reply to the priest at his deathbed who said, "May the Lord have mercy on your soul." "Please don't leave me. Please don't leave me." - Chris Farley, actor/comedian "Waiting are they? Waiting are they? Well...let 'em wait." - Ethan Allen, American Revolutionary general, d. 1789 "Am I dying or is this my birthday?" - Lady Nancy Astor, d. 1964 "Nothing, but death." - Jane Austen, writer, d. July 18, 1817 Codeine . . . bourbon. - Tallulah Bankhead, actress, d. December 12, 1968 How were the receipts today at Madison Square Garden? - P. T. Barnum, entrepreneur, d. 1891 I can't sleep. - James M. Barrie, author, d. 1937 Is everybody

A Peom For A Special Someone She Knows Who She Is
To the one that has my heart You have my heart You have my love You have my trust And You have my soul So please What ever you do Don’t forget That I will always be around If you ever need anything Just let me know Because I will be here Till the end of time So if you ever forget Read this over And remind yourself That you have a true friend

A Peom About Me
who knew someone can hold so much anger who knew someone can take so much who knew someone like me can cause so much hurt who knew i would feeel guilty over it who knew i would cry myself to sleep who knew i would seek help who knew who knew who knew

In Golf, What's The Difference Between A "pro Shop" And A "links" Shop?
This is an excellent set of right handed Mizuno MX-25's, with Exsar IS2 Regular Graphite Shafts and Mizuno velvet grips. All standard specs. There are 7 clubs total (4 thru PW). I special ordered these from Mizuno but have decided on the MX-950's. I would rate these clubs an 8 out of 10. I used them for one season. I would like to get at most $350 plus shipping for them. Anyone??? This was a tough one, I started my search with a number of useful golf websites, but nothing really delineative about the right one I want. I continued my search by coming to ebay, search on "sports" led me straight to the Recreation > Sports > golf category, there I find a nice golf wholesale information, which offered the following tidbit: “eBayoyo Description: eBayoyo online shop provides discount golf clubs, drivers, fairways, irons, accessories, and we guarantee that our products will be of the highest quality available directly from original factories, made of high grade materials, and play with

The Play I Ahve Been Working On
THE SEXIEST SERIAL KILLER The Characters Paul Winslow (victims’ husband) Linda Winslow (victim) Jessica (?) Patrick (Detective) Christina (The DA) Garrett (coroner) Tony (head CSI team) THE STORY TAKES PLACE IN HAZLETON, PA IN THE YEAR OF 2000. WE ARE AT THE POLICE DEPTMANT. PATRICK HAS BEEN WORKING ON SEVERAL DIFFERENT CASES. THEY ALL LINK TO ONE ANOTHER. SCENE ONE, ACT ONE (THE PHONE RINGS) (PATRICK PICKS UP) PATRICK: HELLO, HOW MAY I HELP YOU? PAUL: YES IS THIS THE POLICE DEPARTMANT? PATRICK: YES THIS IS WHAT MAY I DO FOR YOU? PAUL: I JUST CAME HOME FROM THE GROCERY STORE, AND I FOUND MY WIFE LYING IN A PUDDLE OF BLOOD. PATRICK: OK I WILL BE THERE IN TEN MINUTES, DO NOT TOUCH ANYTHING. PAUL: OK. PATRICK: WHAT IS YOUR ADDRESS? PAUL: 1200 POPLAR STREET. PATRICK: OK I WILL BE THERE. PATRICK AND PAUL PUT THE PHONE DOWN PATRICK ARRIVES AT THE HOUSE PATRICK: SHOW ME THE BODY. PAUL SHOWS PATRICK THE BODY PATRICK: NOT ANOTHER ONE. PAUL, A

A Song I Wrote
Child of the Night By Garrett Christenbury (chorus) Nobody knows what it is like To be a child of the night Everybody thinks it’s fun and games When you feel the fangs Enter your veins Your insides die You get a new death You get a painful death (end chorus) Everyone around you dies but you are still here Your friends are gone You are alone With the silence Of all the pain (chorus) Nobody knows what it is like To be a child of the night Everybody thinks it’s a game When you feel the fangs Enter your veins Your insides die You get a new death You get a painful death (end chorus) Nobody can know what you are You friends blood is what you drink Their life goes thru you Coursing through your veins You will become vain And then insane (chorus) nobody knows what its like To be a child of the night Everybody thinks it’s a game When the fangs Enter your veins Your insides die You get a new death You get a painful death (end chorus) We liv

The Four Agreements Of Life
number one be impeccable with your words that means say what you mean and avoid negative words number 2 dont take it personally let others deal with their own stuff number three dont make assumptions dont assume ask questions communicate clearly avoid drama number four do your best if you do your best you wont judge yourself these are what i am going to live by for now on

What Do You Find Attractive
what do people find the most attractive looks or personality. me i personally go for the personality. it is the core of the person that counts not the outside. if you judge on whats on the outside you will be very disappointed. when that person grows the looks change as well. and then the relationship will most inevitably end sooner or later thats why people should judge them on the personality then the looks. but thats what i think but it is totally up to you to decide if you disagree tell me if you agree tell me

She Made Me This Cause My Account Got Hacked And Deleted And Shes Tryin To Help Me Get Back To Level 24
HEY YALL HELP MY HUBBY DJ SMOKIE GET BACK TO LEVEL 24 HIS PROFILE WAS HACKED AND DELETED AND HE IS STARTING OVER SO EVERYONE HELP HIM PLZ Dj Smokie Fu Hubby&RL Fiance To Corky/Owner Of Club Velocity 2@ fubar CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO HELP HIM LEVEL THIS PIMPOUT IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~LIL*C~Fu-Wifey&RL*Fiance 2 §mºkîè~Co-Owner@Club Velocity 2~Member Of Rating Revolution~@ fubar REPOST OFTEN!!!!!!!

Hand Fed Croc.
Given to take. Prone to fall. Like Lewis and Campbell Who the hell is that anyway? Like a guitar with no slide. That's better. This is worse. Y'know that lack of feeling you get when you're burning garbage doesn't matter who's yours, mine, anybody's take that empty void leave it in your heart to bake on 450 for about 6 months. And this is what I get. Creativity left in an ashtray. Drive left on the side of the road. Airplanes without parachutes. Moss on a rolling stone. And so too, I. Like so many piss stained couches. Self abandoned. Quantumly perpetuating. What happens to a dream deferred? It doesn't explode... it doesn't candy over It simply dissapears. Swept under the rug like whatever's left of Jimmy Hoffa and so many household crocodiles.

Whooop!
Getting a new TAT Saturday!!! Getting rid of of the memories of my ex and having his name taken off my body and progressing into the future! Thinking about a wings of fire with my Philips name to replace the old.. Honestly people if this marriage does not work.. I'm going back to women.. LOL

Master Is Training Her.........
Gwen lay face down on the bed her arms were pinned tightly behind her back. She struggled but the weight on her back held her to the bed. Her breathing came in ragged gasps. Her hair was stuck to her forehead and strands of hair worked their way into her mouth as she struggled to free herself. She screamed as she felt His knees urging her legs apart spreading them wide open. She writhed on the bed, helpless. She felt the cold clink of metal around her wrists as the handcuffs clamped down holding her arms tightly behind her back. The pressure on her back eased slightly as she felt Him move down her body. His fingers stroking the delicate curve of her ass through her nightdress. He took one ankle in his hand and opened her legs wider. Gwen gasped and struggled to lift her head, her arms burning. Her neck ached and her mouth was bone dry. She started to sob feeling exposed and vulnerable. He smiled broadly. She looked so beautiful, struggling, gasping, open to Him and his will. He

All The Troops Need Our Support, Regardless If Your For Or Against This War!
Hey everyone, For those who are friends with or knows about one of my family members, Krazy, I am asking for continued prayers, blessings, or any sort of positive support. He was injured while serving our country in Afghanistan this last Friday. This is the 2nd time he has been severely injured in the past 18 months or so. He has "earned" more purple hearts than I own guns, seriously. He is back in the US in stable condition, but the injuries he sustained have us all very concerned. He has a beautiful family who need him dearly. Although he will not be able to have many visitors, let alone even see his profile for quite some time, I would like everyone who can to leave some words of encouragement on his profile. If all goes well, he will still have a long road to recovery. Any words of encouragement for his wife would also be appreciated. krazy @ fubar Krazy's Wife: roxysurfer @ fubar Much love and thanks for taking time to read and act on this. F1rstascen

Pimpout
This is my new owner!!! He is a great man!!! Please stop by and show this soldier some love. Domking123 ***Member of the Confedrate Family***@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by: ~CherokeeLady~ Fuowned By DomKing 123 ~@ fubar

Without You....
When you're not here, something's not quite right. It's like the stars and moon, without the night. It's something strange, that I can't explain. It's like Tarzan, without Jane. It's like peanut butter, without the jelly. It's like Santa Claus, without his belly. It's like a joke, that isn't funny. It's like Easter, without the Bunny. It's like Grandma's gravy, without the lumps. It's like a camel, without any humps. It's like a present, without a bow. It's like a planted seed, that doesn't grow. It's like a king, without a crown. It's like a circus, without a clown. It's like the birds, without the bees. Without you, I'm just not me.

My Woderful Friend....
I couldn't have asked for a better friend Than you have been to me Just when I thought I'd give up hope You made me stop and see How beautiful the flowers are How thankful I am to be alive How precious life really is With you standing by my side That everyone will have bad days And to not let them drag me down To put a smile on my face Because you will always be around I hear smiling is contagious Here's what I'm going to do I want to thank you my dear friend So I'll pass one on to you

You Are An Angel To Me....
You are the Angel who I cherish, So dearly in this heart of mine; The one who makes my day brighter, By making my whole world shine. During all the darkest moments, When my skies turn cloudy and grey, You're the one who touches my heart, And makes everything seem okay. I count my blessings that I have, An Angel like you, so close at hand; A friend who always watches over me, Someone who can always understand. If I need someone who I can turn to, You are always right there beside me, Giving so much of yourself each time, To guide me to the light, so I can see. We are all assigned a Guardian Angel, And I'm so glad God chose you as mine; He knew that whenever I needed His love, You would be an Angel to me every time.

This Is So Me!
Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™ Mood: Sofisticat"You like life rugged and rough around the edges. You take rambling walks in the open air, and appreciate the unpredictability of natre - you've got a steady attitude, people see you as bit of a rock. When it comes to art, you're a FASHIONISTA - hefty price tags, uncomfortable trents are worth it. Image is everything. You believe in self-expression. As for music, you're a focused listener and always on th look for something new. You love the buzz you get from watching music live - theres nothing like it. Your choice of treat shows that you really care about your apprance, if you feel good on the outsitde you'll feel good on the inside, right?"Fun: Thri

Uncomfortably Numb
At what point do things that normally protect a person cut them to the core of thier being. Over the years I have apdopted a way of life built on Logic. Yeah refuge in the unforgiving realm where it is only the right choice or the wrong choice. Based on fact, numbers, probablilities. Calculated to the very end. Unfortunately logic as a way living jsut doesn't cut it. One tends to forget the little things that really make life important. Emotion. What is the point of living life a step a head of the game if we can't stop to enjoy the little victories, the company of a good friend, or sunny midsummer day. At what point does logic not only strip one of possible bad outcomes but the good outcomes too. Once we obtain the desired outcome, there is no emotion left to truly enjoy it. Now that I am beginning to realize what I have missed out on over the years, I long to go back to the emotion I once felt. So far all attempts have failed. It's not that I don't know the emotions. I

New Friends
I've only been on fubar a couple of days. It's addicting as hell, BUT it's fun. Where else can you meet all sorts of people and interact with them at the same time. If you've read the about me section, it scratches the surface a little bit. I can't put everything about me in a box. I live without boundaries, so it's hard to describe what I like. To be honest, I find new things to like (and dislike) every day. If you want to ask me a question, or talk to me. I'm really not shy and I'll be honest. I don't believe in games and I don't judge people either. I don't know what goes on in your life and your head and you don't know what goes on in mine. So how can we make judgements about each other. We're all different. Accept it, deal with it and get over it. I can't wait to meet more of you in the lounges and figure out how the rest of the site works. It may take me awhile but I will eventually catch on. Shout at me if you want to talk.... L8R Wendy

Mmhmm
no... really.... it's nothing. just replacing my once and a while rants with a *shudder* blog. over the last few days i've had some interesting conversations with people. and i find myself amazed at the state of so many good people. by no means am i claiming to be one of these good people, but i like to think i'm a pretty good judge of character. fact of the matter remains. WOW.. here i was thinking i was a freak, when really i'm finding that i have more in common with a lot of these people then i thought. now before this sounds like a little "pick Al up" it's not that at all. really i'm shocked to see that so many good people share the same inner pessimism as me. mind you they've all been fucked over in one way or another, so i really can place no blame on them. maybe i'm just shook up cause my own little world seems to be not what i though it was.... (yeah, i admit it, i may or may not have been wrong) BUT hark, does this make me think less of any of these people, no. i

Steelers Schedule...2008
Steelers 2008 NFL Schedule 1 Sun, Sep 7 Houston 1:00 PM 2 Sun, Sep 14 at Cleveland 8:15 PM 3 Sun, Sep 21 at Philadelphia 4:15 PM 4 Mon, Sep 29 Baltimore 8:30 PM 5 Sun, Oct 5 at Jacksonville 8:15 PM 7 Sun, Oct 19 at Cincinnati 1:00 PM 8 Sun, Oct 26 NY Giants 4:15 PM 9 Mon, Nov 3 at Washington 8:30 PM 10 Sun, Nov 9 Indianapolis 4:15 PM 11 Sun, Nov 16 San Diego 4:15 PM 12 Thu, Nov 20 Cincinnati 8:15 PM 13 Sun, Nov 30 at New England 4:15 PM 14 Sun, Dec 7 Dallas 4:15 PM 15 Sun, Dec 14 at Baltimore 1:00 PM 16 Sun, Dec 21 at Tennessee 1:00 PM 17 Sun, Dec 28 Cleveland 1:00 PM

Yet Another Concert!
Yay! I'm going to see RED and Shinedown tomarrow night and am sooooo excited! Hopefully I won't make a complete ass of myself but anymore...I don't really give a shit what anybody else thinks! I'm sure I'll be writing about my concert experience within the week! Stay posted...

A Letter A Certain Some One Should Read Bt She Wont
here is what i think. i think i am not good enough for anybody, im not the person someone wants to be with, im the person everyone calls an asshole. i dont even think people notice im even around anymore. i just sit here and complain but it does no good because no one listens. i dont think anyone will even miss me if i kill myself, because hell they dont even notice me when i walk into a room. not a single fucking person even gives a shit about me. so if dont get on anymore its beacuse i am not alive anymore. so everything i have goes directly to charity, no one arouind me gets anything when i die. i had a fiancee that i loved with all my heart, and one day she was taking away from me in an instant, and i told myself that i would not fall in love again, but that didnt work. because i fell in love with someone. she keeps telling me that she loves me but i dont believe it anymore after the shit she does. and once again i get hurt by someone i love but she doesnt

Burn, Burn, Burn...
when that fire is hot when the flames ignite I see your face shown through that fire light trying to cross a bridge that is no longer there just like an old cliche towhich I'm fully aware "never burn your bridges" even if you no longer care "for you just might need them" in times of despare but I say I know all your bullshit so, what are you to say... tell me to try again but just not today... what a waste of my time why don't you just go back where you came from for this I do know I don't need you to tell me you're there when your not so back away from my bridge before it's too hot. burning you sad burning me mad burn burn burn before I've been had...

Magic Of Love
Magic of Love Love is like magic and it will always be, for love still remains lifes sweet mystery! Love works in ways that are wonderful and strange and there is nothing in life that love cannot change! Love can transfer from the most common place into beauty and splendor and sweetness and grace! Love is the answer that everyone seeks... love is the language that everyone speaks! Love can't be bought it's priceless and free love is like pure magic it's lifes sweet mystery!

Serendipity. That Bitch
an ode to my muse Serendipity, that bitch. oh muse you cruel thing task mistress who toys with my mind and emotions and keeps me from sleep make yourself useful! lend me your lighter i've memories to burn and bid me to take care and pull back my hand from this conflagration to avoid being blistered by the heat that once was stand with me while i warm my soul once frozen and afraid near these flames and discover that i am alive and burning with desire to live at long last oh muse you blessed thing task mistress inspiring me to greatness we live!

Please Come Help Me In This Contest And Show Im Not A Quitter
This is Shadow Bomber, a cool dude that needs some help from his friends and anyone who likes to comment bomb!! ☆Šhädòw Bòmbèr☆♠Mémbër õf Łhè Råłìñg Rèvôlütïòñ♠ FU OWNED BY WINDY@ fubar He is in a contest for a HH and would like some help maintaining 2nd place, so come on and lend a hand, he can't do it without help from his friends!!! Here is the link to the contest :) Thanks in advance for your help! Mz Attitude~Crew Leader Rating Revolution ~ DCF Member~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Mz Attitude~Crew Leader Rating Revolution ~ DCF Member~Shadow Leveler~' on '2008-08-24 23:20:43')

Two Dollar Words
i am that instant in time when you see yourself clearly as if for the first time reflected prefected accepted i am that flash of a memory that won't leave your head there but no there remembered engendered surrendered i am that haunted dream that you can't quite recall dancing on the edge of reason incisive decisive expressive i am all of this these two dollar words that inspire, require, inquire you.

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
When You Thought I Wasn't Looking When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me good night, And I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes, And I learned that sometimes things hurt, But it's all right to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared And I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked ... And wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw When you thought I wasn't looking.

Circling
i look out the window and feel the gathering storm and all i want to do is go dance in the rain spinning circling head up, arms out accepting the rain and washing my soul i look into my mirror and i feel the gathering storm and all i want to do is go dance in the rain spinning circling held safe in arms that accept me as i am sharing my soul my life is a whirlwind ups and downs ins and outs spinning circling hands out reaching for someone to hold on to.

Beware Of Club Frat
IT GETS PRETTY BAD WHEN YOU AT ONE TIME YOU WERE A PART OF A CLUB BUT BECAUSE OF A PERSONALITY CONFLICT YOU LEFT.. I LEFT TO KEEP FROM BRINGING DRAMA TO CLUB FRAT BECAUSE OF THE CLUBS MANAGER BUTTERFLY, AND WHEN I DID LEAVE EVERYTHING I HAD MADE FOR THE CLUBS HOME PAGE HAD MY NAME TAKEN OFF AND NOW ALL IT SAYS IS MADE FOR US WHEN AT ONE TIME THEY SAID MADE BY SOFTWHITEROSE.. WHEN MY NAME WAS UNDER EACH THING I MADE FOR THE CLUB IT SHOWED I HAD PUT FORTH THE EFFORT TO BE A FRIEND TO THE CLUB.. NOW BY REMOVING MY NAME FROM THE THINGS I MADE MAKES IT LOOK LIKE THEY NO LONGER WANT MY FRIENDSHIP, WHICH IS FINE WITH ME.. I WOULD LIKE TO LET PEOPLE KNOW THAT CLUB FRAT THINKS OF ONLY THEIR SELVES AND THE POINTS THEY CAN GET.. BECAUSE ONCE YOU LEAVE THEIR LITTLE CLUB YOU MEAN NOTHING TO THEM THEY REMOVE YOUR NAME FROM ANYTHING YOU HAVE DONE FOR THEM.. SO BEWARE IF YOU JOIN CLUB FRAT AND YOU HAVE AN ISSUE WITH SOME ONE AND YOU LEAVE THEY NO LONGER KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND IF YO

Tommorrow And Tomorrow
Tomorrow and tomorrow breathe life to heady sorrow I can not replace what was lost long ago I'm not enough to ease all of your pain I'm not enough to make you smile again All that i am is all that i am So are you ready? Baby, are you really ready? Are you ready to love? Tomorrow and tomorrow there is no need for all that sorrow No sense in suffering all of that pain all alone Only you are enough to make the changes You're the one who owns the path you take All that i am is all that i am So are you ready? Baby, are you really ready? Are you ready to change? Tomorrow and tomorrow bring on that great tomorrow The day you let go of the past you carry Then maybe we will see those brighter days Maybe that's when i'll see you really smile Baby, all that you are is all that you are So are you ready? Baby, are you really ready? Are you ready to trust? Tomorrow and tomorrow you'll make it past the heady sorrows Together there doesn't have to be pain any mor

London Takes On The Olympic Flag With Strange Performance
About 40,000 flag-waving people gathered in front of Buckingham Palace for a party to celebrate the hand over from Beijing, as the British capital got its first chance to show what it hopes will be a quirky, personal and fun approach to the games. As music played from a huge stage erected next to the ornate gates of Queen Elizabeth II’s official London residence, even the police indulged in a brief, embarrassed dance when invited to by the master of ceremonies—a sight difficult to imagine in China. The spectacle was short of the scale and coordination that has wowed athletes, officials and fans alike in Beijing over the past two weeks. But in terms of conveying what London has to offer to visitors when the Olympics arrives, the show did its job. Even the summer weather lived up to its reputation, providing warm sunshine and cooling showers in equal measure. London organizers have long known they would be unable to match Beijing in terms of scale, not least because London’s Olympic b

Host China Wins The Most Gold Medals; Us Wins The Most Overall Medals
China proved an acquisitive first-time Olympic host, topping the gold-medal chart with one of the most dominating and diverse performances ever. The United States, Britain and an array of small nations also had reasons to celebrate. China’s haul of 51 gold medals was the largest since the Soviet Union won 55 in Seoul in 1988. Fielding athletes groomed since childhood in sports academies, it won medals in 25 different sports, including its first ever in sailing, beach volleyball and field hockey. Not since 1936, when Nazi Germany prevailed at the Berlin Olympics, had a country other than the U.S. or the Soviet Union/Russia led the gold medal list. The United States trailed well behind the Chinese in golds with 36, the first time since 1992 it didn’t lead the category. But the Americans did break their own mark for total medals in a non-boycotted Olympics; they won 110 in all, two more than their previous high set in 1992 and 10 ahead of China’s overall tally this year. Britain, gett

A Bitter Star
Stayed up all night because I missed the setting sun Through the haze of tears To find where love began To fade and to falter You know that you Have never needed a hero You sail too high Like a lost angel’s echo Sighing in the wind Last night I saw a bitter star Fall from your eyes Leaving another scar Tracing paths of fate With no promises To chase the pain away Can’t you see all mirrors Play the same twisted games Freezing the little moments To show your soul’s grief Framed for all eyes to see Then the weight comes crushing down Burying your once bright face Deep into biting, hardened ground Humiliation tastes fresh to broken dreams The ingrained grime feels as dirty as it seems Last night I saw a bitter star Fall from your eyes Leaving another scar Tracing paths of fate With no promises To chase the pain away And I can never catch that moment again Last night

The Reason
I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to say. I keep thinking about killing myself Each and every fucking day. I think I should just end it I see no damn point to my life. I know how easy it would be to end it all Cause, see, I already have the knife. I know why I shouldn't be alive I always piss off those around me. I can never be useful according to my mom One guy disagrees, the reason i dont see I don’t see why he wants me alive I can’t fathom it, why does he care. I wonder why he always says this one thing “Manda, for you, I will always be there”. I see him as the one reason I am still living for another day. I know as long as he wants me I will not leave And truthfully, that is all I want to say.

Broken Wings
she gets out of a hospital bed the nurses disregard what she's said they stitched up her wrists, when she learns to fall they've gotten used to ignoring it all she walks out of the empty room acting like a flower that will never bloom stuck inside on a beautiful day the curtains help darkness stalk it's prey she feels alone, like a part of her died and they won't help her look inside they just tower above like a dark cabaret and try as she might, she can't fly away.

Us Beat Spain For The Gold Medal
Some players flashed their Olympic medals to the crowd. One pretended to take a bite, just to make sure it was real. Yep, it was gold—the color the Americans always used to win but hadn’t since 2000. Culminating a three-year mission to end years of embarrassment, the U.S. team survived a huge challenge from Spain, winning 118-107 in the gold-medal game Sunday. After overwhelming everyone for seven games, the Americans led by only four points with under 21/2 minutes to play. Then they proved they could handle a close game that it seemed would never come in Beijing. Their prize: the first U.S. gold medal since the 2000 Sydney Olympics. Argentina won the bronze with an 87-75 victory against Lithuania. Dwyane Wade scored 27 points for the Americans, who found a much gamer Spanish team than the one they humiliated by 37 points earlier in the tournament. Kobe Bryant added 20 points. In a game so devoid of defense that it felt more like an NBA All-Star game than one with a title at sta

Try
I try not to look I try not to scream I try to live I try to dream Seems as if the more I try The faster it seems that I die The more I try to live,to dream The more I have to look,to scream I try not to cry I try not to bleed I try to give I try to heed The more I try to give,to heed The less I cry,the more I bleed I try not to see that look in your eyes To turn away now,not to die I try not to look I try not to scream I try to live I try to dream

Petals
You’re stealing all my petals, so my flower's almost bare. Acting like it matters not, like you don’t even care. When I end up as just a stem, you’ll wonder where I went. The gift I gave you; dearest friend, you know was heaven sent. While I'm wilting you’re running around, your water's giving life. To every plant whose petals bloom, you cut me like a knife. Almost gone; I’m drooping low, and now on the ground I lay. When I’m gone and your heart is bare, gone’s where I’m going to stay.

Levelers Requirement
As a new leveler it is a requirement that you rate/add and fan all current levelers. Also it is common courtesy to rate and fan before adding anyone. So please take the time to rate and fan before adding. If that is a problem send a private message and ask to be removed. Or you will be removed. There are 2 blogs with the members in it. If you can please take the time to make sure all are fanned and added. Thank you. I have gotten too many private messages stating people just accept friend request and dont show up on pages. Please take some time and make sure all have done eachleveler.

Split Second
SPLIT SECOND As I feel the blade on my skin The pain all seems to end For a split second I'm drowning in my blood The pain is no longer there cant this just be imaginary? I see in the mirror I feel the need to slice I need a better life It's not you,it's me I'm having problems why cant you see? I'm lonesome I'm scared I want to get away from here I'm sick of all the lies The secrets and everything they hide All of this I feel For only one split second Everytime I cut,My life just seems To fade away,And all of this replaces it Where does it go? I wander sometimes Then I realize It's all in my mind...

Attacked And Assulted
August 24th 2007 7:27pm, As I left my house to go for a evening walk after dinner, there was a tan/gold dog running around outside my house. I kept an eye on the dog to make sure it doesn’t get near me. As I walked further away from my house the dog started trying to attack me. I skid my feet across the wet ground to scare it away but the dog kept getting closer. I yelled at it and the girl who was trying to get the dog “get that damn dog on a leash” the girl said “it’s not my dog!” as I replied “I don’t care if it is your dog or not get the damn dog on a leash!!” at that point the dog again tried to bite me within inches of my legs. A black man came charging out from the duplex where the dog stayed and started yelling at me cussing taking off his green plaid jacket and coming closer. I begin saying “I’m not going to fight you all I want is to go for my walk” that man yelling “are you threatening my daughter?!” my reply was “no I told her she needs that dog on a leash!” and he as

Without Friends
Without friends where would I be. A lost soul floating where no one can see. I think how my life is, and how I hope it will be. Free to become what I Choose to be. So for now I will Smile and joke just as I do, and Remember all my Friends that 's what I do... WHere would I be without Friends... lost Love u all.

Caa 9
One of my angels has just informed me that she had just been talking to a friend in Tennessee. Her friend informed her that her son had just lost his job and her daughter-in-law had a miscarriage the night before last. Let us keep all of them in our prayer sending out extra Angel Love and Power, with God's grace to get them through this rough time. Thank YOu, Doc

What Would You Do If... Horror Movie Questionaire
HORROR MOVIE QUESTIONAIRE MADE BY MISTRESS THANATELLA. DO YOU KNOW YOUR HORROR MOVIES ENOUGH TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? LET THE MADNESS BEGIN!! WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF..... 1. YOU HEARD CUJO GROWLING BEHIND YOU? 2. SOME ASKED YOU IF YOU WANTED TO SEE SOMETHING REALLY SCARY? 3. YOU BACKED INTO FREDDY KRUGER IN AN ALLEY? 4. YOU STUMBLED UPON A POT OF GOLD IN THE FOREST? 5. YOU WERE INVITED TO HANNIBAL LECTER'S FOR DINNER? 6. YOU FOUND MICHAEL MYERS IN YOUR BEDROOM? 7. YOU WERE FACE TO FACE WITH THE BLOOD COUNTESS? 8. YOU SAW CHARLES MANSON SITTING NEXT TO YOU? 9. PENNYWISE SHOWED UP TO YOUR BIRTHDAY PARTY? 10. YOU FOUND A GOLD AND BLACK PUZZLE BOX ON YOUR DESK? 11. YOUR PARENTS SENT YOU TO CAMP CRYSTAL LAKE? 12. SAW A CHILD LOOKING AT YOU IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE FROM A CORNFIELD AT NIGHT? 13. NORMAN BATES WAS THE PERSON DELIVERING ROOM SERVICE AT YOUR MOTEL? 14. BLOODY MARY WAS IN THE BATHROOM STALL NEXT TO YOU? 15. YOUR BEST FRIE

My Best Friend
My Best Friend. My best friend is one who knows me and loves me for who I am My best friend is the one who trust me and knows he allways can My best friend is allways there for every need of mine My Best Friend is You until the end of time..... I love you

Update On Everything
So I haven’t wrote in a while. So much has been going on. I have been dealing with a lot when it comes to my health. The times when I feel like being up , I’ve been spending time working on a wonderful site. Ya’ll need to check out Angel Emma’s page. The page is not mine however I am the one who keeps the page up. The page belongs to Angel Emma & her mommy Emmie. Both can be found on my top friends list. The past two weeks have been really trying when it comes to my health. My PCOD *Polycystic Ovary Disease* has really been bugging me due to the new meds I’m on to make the monthly visitor come around. On top of that my heart & sugar has been being a pain. Heart rate has been through the roof & my sugar keeps bottoming out. Hospice started this past week going out to care for Uncle Larry. They have a standing order in for oxygen when that times comes. He has become way to weak to be gotten up out of bed. So all they can do is roll him from side to side. Thanks to Glenda he has a hospit

My Life
WHAT What did I do to make you so mad What did I do to make things so bad What did I do To get you pissed off I Wasn't even there, I THINK YOU FORGOT. So How did I do it when I wasn't even there you make it my faut and say I dont care What did I do I think you Forgot. So How did I get stuck here in this spot. What did I do..... help me find my way out

China Fulfills Its Wish For Olympic Domination
It came late Sunday afternoon, shortly before the Closing Ceremony, from boxer Zhang Zhilei in the super heavyweight division, and the only thing that did not seem entirely appropriate as Zhang collected his prize was that he had just finished second. Gold, not silver, was the color that defined these Games for the Chinese. They finished with 51 gold medals, the highest figure for any nation at an Olympics in 20 years, and they won them across a wider range of sports than any team in Beijing. “Here the message is clear; you’ve got to win,” said China’s fencing coach Christian Bauer, a Frenchman, in an interview last week with the French newspaper L’Equipe. “When you’ve got a gold medal here, you’re somebody. When you have a silver, you’re not.” The individual most defined by gold, of course, was Michael Phelps, whose eight gold medals included dramatic, too-close-to-call finishes in the 100-meter butterfly and the 4x100 freestyle relay. It will take an unimaginable effort to trump P

U.s. Men Defeat Brazil And Grab Gold In Volleyball
While his players hugged and shouted and leapt into one another’s arms Sunday after the United States men’s volleyball team won its first Olympic gold medal in 20 years, Coach Hugh McCutcheon walked off the court, alone. He headed for a hallway beneath the Capital Indoor Stadium and buried his shaved head in his hands. And, finally, he wept. “It was just too much for me to take,” he said. “For the past few weeks, I’ve been kind of compartmentalizing my emotions. Finally, the filters came down.” No matter how amazing it was to see his team defeat Brazil in four sets to win the gold medal, McCutcheon did not consider it a salve for the pain he has kept at bay during these Olympics. His father-in-law, Todd Bachman, will be laid to rest this Friday in Lakeville, Minn., after being killed here at a popular tourist site the day after the opening ceremony. His mother-in-law, Barbara Bachman, has been hospitalized with serious stab wounds from the same attack. She remains in good condit

Please Excuse My Extended Absence
Hi folks. Many thanks for stopping back in, first of all. And yes it has been a number of weeks since I have made it in, second of all. And I am sure that you have questions about how I am and where have I been, number three. Well, let me explain myself... During a recent four-week spell I was on the road extensively across the South and the Midwest. I am an inventory auditor and have to travel several days a week for my work due to my placement on a team that specialises in auditing (counting inventory in) a major home improvement centre's multiple stores. My particular district contains stores in Kansas, Missouri, Oklahoma, Arkansas, Illinois, Indiana, Kentucky, and Iowa --- a grand total of eight states represented. So, every Monday (occasionally Sunday or Tuesday) morning I have to get up early and drive 70-75mi east on Route 66 to Springfield. I prefer Route 66 as it is a bit more relaxed not to mention I don't have to negotiate around as many semis as I do on the

After Glow Of Games, What The Next For China?
For Chinese leaders, all that effort paid off. The Games were seen as an unparalleled success by most Chinese — a record medal count inspired nationwide excitement, and Beijing impressed foreign visitors with its hospitality and efficiency. And while the government’s uncompromising suppression of dissent drew criticism, China also demonstrated to a global audience that it is a rising economic and political power. But a new, post-Olympic era has begun. The question now is whether a deepening self-confidence arising from the Olympic experience will lead China to further its engagement with the world and pursue deeper domestic political reform or if the success of the Games and the muted Western response to repression will convince leaders that their current model is working. “China was eager to present something that shows it is a new power that has its own might,” said Shen Dingli, a professor at Fudan University in Shanghai. “It has problems, but it is able to manage them. It has wea

Message To The Judgemental
You sit there crucifying others when you should be looking at yourselves.We all make mistake in our live but we look the other way at someone else;then we tear them apart that person and make them feel less of a person,so my message to all you judgemental people quit playing God roll. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson

Just Want To Tell You
Just Want To Tell You When I look at you I see the beauty of you inside and out.Your eyes show the love that you have deep insde you; your heart is so giving that it so amazes me so my love,what really catchers me that I'm grateful to be loving you. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson

Corruption In Pi
Central Luzon Corruption (Justice, Philippine Style) Angeles City, Set-up Capitol Of The P.I. What to Do when The Police come To Your Home Our Credentials Triads and Mafioso The Lord Helps Them that Help Themselves Police Brutality and Murders Elections Arrested on Trumped-up Charges David Orland Suffers 13 Years of Torture The Chief Criminal In Baguio City Korean Mafia Take-over of Your Town Land Theft Or Rent-a-Judge Country-wide Hospital Policies, You Could Be Dead Col. Isagani Neres and Drug-lord payoffs How Attorney Abelardo Estrada Misrepresented And With-Held Evidence in an Attempt To Jail His Own Innocent client The worst criminals in The Philippine Islands are the elected officials and all police-types. Not a single team member has met one of these that we can say are honest. We have never met one that we can say is not a criminal. Table of corruption. Zero is the best possible score. 1: Singapore

101 Romantic Ideas
Remember to say "I love you" and "I need you" often. Walk hand in hand in the rain. Write a love poem. Call a radio station and dedicate a favorite song. Write "I Love You" in lipstick or shaving cream on the mirror. Hide love notes in a lunch box, briefcase or purse. Make heart-shaped cinnamon toast for breakfast. Place a love note in the personals section of the newspaper. Take a carriage ride around the city. Plan a surprise getaway. Do your mate's household chores. Write notes on future dates in their date book ("I love you," I miss you," etc.) Make reservations at a favorite restaurant. Let them choose the movie. Give a foot massage. Make a heart-shaped bookmark, and place it in their book. Pop in a romantic music CD and slow dance. Throw a just-because surprise party for two. Buy a stuffed animal for your honey. Read each other's horoscopes. Make a list of the top 10 things you love about your partner. Display it in a prominent place. T

London Takes On Olympic Mantle With Quirky Party
Pop stars, choirs, dancing policemen and a boisterous singalong to “We Are the Champions.” After the orderly precision of the Beijing Olympics, organizers gave the world a first look Sunday at what they hope will be the fun of London 2012. About 40,000 flag-waving people gathered in front of Buckingham Palace for a party to celebrate the hand over from Beijing, as the British capital got its first chance to show what it hopes will be a quirky, personal and fun approach to the games. As music played from a huge stage erected next to the ornate gates of Queen Elizabeth II’s official London residence, even the police indulged in a brief, embarrassed dance when invited to by the master of ceremonies—a sight difficult to imagine in China. The spectacle was short of the scale and coordination that has wowed athletes, officials and fans alike in Beijing over the past two weeks. But in terms of conveying what London has to offer to visitors when the Olympics arrive, the show did its job. Ev

Nbc Giddy At Conclusion Of Successful Olympics
NBC says the Beijing Olympics proved so captivating that millions of Americans now need to catch up on some sleep. NBC Universal is giddy following its 17-day Olympics coverage, which ended Sunday with a tape-delayed presentation of the closing ceremonies. With thousands of hours available on the broadcast network, cable affiliates and online, the company said it would surpass the 1996 Atlantic Olympics to capture more viewers than any other event in U.S. television history. Michael Phelps’ bid for eight gold medals was a dream when the Olympics began and for NBC, it turned into a miniseries. Without being able to check for the results on the Internet in advance, an estimated 39.9 million people tuned in to watch Phelps break Mark Spitz’s record of seven gold medals in a single Olympics on his final relay. American gymnasts Nastia Liukin and Shawn Johnson, and beach volleyball players Misty May-Treanor and Kerri Walsh were secondary stars, but their competitions also unfolded live

Phelps Looking Ahead To 2012 London Olympics
Look out London, Michael Phelps is coming to the 2012 Games and he’s thinking about adding events to his repertoire. “I am looking forward to trying some new events, some events I’ve never really had the opportunity to swim since my schedule is always so crowded,” Phelps said Sunday while taking part in the British capital’s handover celebrations. Phelps has said Michael Jordan and Tiger Woods are the two superstars he’d most like to meet following his exploits in China, and he could be emulating one of them already. Woods took time at the pinnacle of his career to remodel his swing to renew his dominance, and Phelps is speaking of completely switching the training program he has followed for the past decade. Phelps said the changes suggested by coach Bob Bowman could help rejuvenate him mentally and physically after what he described as the most grueling period of his life. “Bob said to me that he’s going to take everything he’s done coaching me and throw it out the door and try

I ♥ You Crazy People!
I just wanted to take a moment to thank you guys for helping me keep my mind off things the past few days. You have no idea what a blessing you have been. Tomorrow is when we are supposed to find out if anything can be done for my mother. Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers. ♥ I Found You Somehow in this great big world I found my way to you My friend across the computer lines my heart, my soul, that's who. You try to make me smile with the mail you send my way. You never fail to drop a line each and every day. Whenever I have hurried home with something, I must share, I find it just so comforting that you are always there. Encouragement you give me and a friendship that is true. I'm glad my soul while reaching out found someone like you...

Hmm
I found her once a long time ago Where and when are not relevant 'cause I let help slip away Now I long to find her again but am afraid of what will happen Fear has a tight hold of me but not of my heart No my heart does not fear being broken endlessly it's my mind that holds me back I can't seem to get past the one that I let get away she haunts me ceaslessly I have found a new one but I am doomed to let her sip away I am afraid to let her know how I feel 'cause I didn't have the balls to tell the first one Come on how lame is that pretty lame right I don't know when or if I will ever heal but as I have no help I guess I will never know ( Roseanne if you read this I think you ought to know I will always have a place in my heart for you)

Just Me
So now that my I feel like shit pretty much every day, I made a doc appointment. And I hate to know the results of why I feel like this. I feel like my memory is deteriorating, and it is freaking me out. I am getting increasingly paranoid when I'm alone, and I just hate feeling like something is wrong. Last time I went to a RUSSIAN doctor with my memory problem, he laughed it off and said he has that too. But he is 70. Then he said its a side effect of epilepsy. But it shouldn't be going downhill if its a side effect. I have no idea why I'm even writing that, just trying to get a pity party going. Grrr, just grrrr

Come All Bombers
This is Shadow Bomber, a cool dude that needs some help from his friends and anyone who likes to comment bomb!! ☆Šhädòw Bòmbèr☆♠Mémbër õf Łhè Råłìñg Rèvôlütïòñ♠ FU OWNED BY WINDY@ fubar He is in a contest for a HH and would like some help maintaining 2nd place, so come on and lend a hand, he can't do it without help from his friends!!! Here is the link to the contest :) Thanks in advance for your help! Mz Attitude~Crew Leader Rating Revolution ~ DCF Member~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Mz Attitude~Crew Leader Rating Revolution ~ DCF Member~Shadow Leveler~' on '2008-08-24 23:20:43')

In The End....
The sun sets different around me. The rain falls on my face and I embrace the way you looked at me. Difference is the way it all should seem, but when I come to face the failures in front of me…I seem to seize the moments when I was on top of it all. The leaves fall around me and I am set to burn. Yearning for the control I never had. God and his plan for me have seized to be. Cant I just wake up and see the air around me? Breathe deep, breathe soft be assured the world is closing to a loss. Greatness has never become of me and I stay asleep for days on end. Good god I need a friend, someone to understand the laughter I've lost deep within. No longer will I stand ashamed of the way you treated me in the end. No longer will I pretend that you are my friend. In the end it all seems to change. In the end I will refrain from the things I need to say. The sun is haunting and I can no longer feel the rain on my face. Goodbye darkness I can finally see the light ahead of me. Good

40 Secrets About Moi!
40 secrets about yourself Be honest no matter what.. [1] Are you bi? no. [2]where was your default pic taken? my bedroom. [3] What is your middle name? Marie (If you call me that, I will kick your behind!) [4] Do you have a crush? Kind of, yeah. [5] Does your crush like you back? I don't know? [6] What is your current mood? Eh, I'm ok I guess. [7] What are you looking forward to? My birthdayyyyy! 21 baby! [8] What makes you happy? The list could go on forever. If you know me, you know what makes me happy. [9] Look at a poster in your room, who's on it? There are no posters in here. They're all in storage. :( [10] What are you not looking forward to? Work, but I like paychecks. :) [11] If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be? A Fly.. so I could spy on people, then get splattered with a newspaper! Woo hoo! [12] Have you ever had a near death experience? I am a walking, talking, breathing near death experience. (Only really

Nigerian Official Says Victims Should Go To Jail
Nigerian official: greedy marks as guilty as 419 scammers By Jacqui Cheng | Published: August 22, 2008 - 10:40AM CT People who fall for so-called "Nigerian scams" aren't victims at all—in fact, they're greedy and should be jailed, according to Nigerian high commissioner Sunday Olu Agbi. He said today that Nigeria has gained a bad reputation because of the scams perpetrated by a minuscule number of people, and that those who find themselves involved with the scams are equally as guilty as those running them. "The Nigerian Government frowns very seriously on these scams... and every day tries to track down those who are involved," Olu Agbi told the Sydney Morning Herald in response to a previous article on Australians falling for Nigerian scams. "People who send their money are as guilty as those who are asking them to send the money." Out of the 140 million people in Nigeria, Olu Agbi said that fewer than 0.1 percent were involved in Nigerian scams. The scams, also referr

Featured Ddr Member: High Tides
Every week I will choose a person from my Dirty Deeds Radio leveling blogs and feature them to help them level! This week's featured DDR member is none other then: 'High Tides' He is always rocking away and giving you that laugh you always need!! He only needs 191,213 points to Fuberlord!! Rate Him! Fan Him! Bling Him! If he levels before I announce next weeks Featured DDR member then you win a 1 day blast from me!! Want to be the next Dirty Deeds member featured? It's easy! First: Become a member at Dirty Deeds Radio Second:Fumail me to be added to my leveling blogs!

Mysanthrope
I don't really hide my severe disliking of people. I believe humans are shit, hence reports of severe natural disasters and accidents don't really affect me on a big scale (funny, I almost cry when I see road kill) I always hear people talk about the goodness of human nature, and that makes me want to laugh/stab them/etc. There is absolutely nothing good about people (ok, about 90 % of them). Every day I have to deal with arrogant dumb fucks that believe my accent/job at a hotel makes me somehow lesser than them. Or that their lowlifeness will somehow not show if they stay at a fancy hotel. Oh, how I enjoy turning off their little radars of ignorance by making them feel uncared for and ignored. It has gotten to the point where I don't even try to hide my disdain for some individuals at my workplace. I am happy the bossmen love me and let me get away with various shit. Working customer service is the best job for me, since this is the place where I can truly show people how little

I Thank God For You Today
I thanked God for you today You helped me when I could nt bare the load. Going down life rough and rocky road. You were a friend when no one else was around. You helped me up and never let me down. I love the way you have fun in life. You are truly beautiful inside. For the ear you let me cry into. Some thing you did n’t have to do. A special little blessing when I needed it most. I thank God for you today

Me
I came to this site with an invitation from my main man, my HWC. I was a little iffy about joining another online site but, the people seem pretty cool here. I am a member of myspace, where I promote our local cover band. Technically, the page was supposed to be in memory of my mom who passed away March 12, 2006. She had been very ill since September of 2005, in and out of the hospital just about every month until the end of January, 2006 where she basically stayed until she passed. I am also a member of yearbook. This is where I met my HWC and he is the most awesomest person in my life now aside of my two teenaged sons! My oldest son, will graduate in June and attend Owens Community College to major in Law Enforcement and become a Sylvania Police Officer. My baby boy, he has two more years after this year. He plans to attend Ohio State after he graduates, play in their marching band, and major in veterinary maedicine. He wants to be a Veterinarian. As for me, I am m

Ch...ch...check It Out. =]
This is Stina! Her account got deleted and she had to start all over. =[ Stina@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her! Leave her lots of luvin! And tell her Persia sent ya. ♥ Per§ia, ETid, BTf, FuGF of Ruby Cairo ? CounterB!tch to Trancy ?@ fubar Damaged - Danity Kane

Boys
i just dont understand boys they confuse me so bad theres this one guy that i realy like but hes a complet dick and i know nothing will every be more than friends and then theres dallas who is a realy sweet guy and wants more than jsut friends but i dont have the goosebumps and butterflys with him this sucks so bad why cant all men just be good guys than i wouldnt have this problem

Make Me Fuking!
I'm almost at fuKing, and I need help leveling! For each 100 11's that are given, I will give 25k. For each 100 10's that are given, I will give 15k. Don't have 100 11's you say? That's fine because for each 11 that is given, I will give 275 fubux. Do you have bling? I'll buy that too. Just message me and we'll talk ;D The only thing I ask is that before you rate, Private Message me to let me know you're starting! Then.. RATE AWAY! Come on guys, show me the love!! Click the picture!

Auction Starts 8/24
Up for auction...Carolvision63 Come and place your bids. ♥ Rates count so please click the pic and rate it too! ♥ Hi! I'm up for auction. Wanna own me? Love to have you bid on me. Open bidding... fubucks, bling packs, blasts, etc... Fubuck to $$ conversion is posted in the auction. Click on the pic below and start the bidding / rating! Remember To Check Out Everyone Else While Your There! Check out the host - a/r/f - him while your there! Thank you Twaune! Please repost for me... Keep my bully going! ♥ Thank you very much ~ huggzzzz ~ xoxoxo ♥ Come Place Your Bids!!!!!!

Name Change
I will be changing my name soon. As soon as I talk to the ones who own me, and let them know, I shall go by the name 13 from now on. It is not a drug reference. It is not a gang reference. It is my favorite number, and apparantly I've been listening to too much Slipknot, because it just seems like a good idea, and it is one hell of alot shorter than Mr 7000000. If it confuses any of you...sorry. If it causes problems...sorry. But I'm changing it regardless, so oh well.

We Will Be Alright
The leaves will fall The wind comes crawling in The rain with all its sin Captures me The words it threw my way Filled my soul with pain My anger into space Almost finds its way Questions to embrace Feelings that you'll face In this holy land A desert made of quicksand Streets that lead you there Places of your fear Some force, pulls you in The shadow world If you just talk to me If you just look at me We will be all right From an empty face The smile wiped away Eyes that never see Blind the deepest me Act a small charade Words you can't explain Silence louder than the doubt Lingers in the sound About the time I made my escape I was falling from heaven In every picture that I drew I saw you If you just talk to me If you just look at me We will be alright.....

What Kind Of Sandwich Are You?
You Are a Ham Sandwich You are quiet, understated, and a great comfort to all of your friends. Over time, you have proven yourself as loyal and steadfast. And you are by no means boring. You do well in any situation - from fancy to laid back. Your best friend: The Turkey Sandwich Your mortal enemy: The Grilled Cheese Sandwich What Kind of Sandwich Are You?

A Box Full Of Visions
A box full of visions In light of my fears A scene from a movie Impressions and tears Try for your heart I reach for a blur A postcard we shared Somewhere we were I lack the momentum But with you I'm whole In search of the better Real heart real soul Before we lose forever Just needed you to know Before we run for shelter Let it rise don't let it go Love all the pain away

Missing Youth Please Repost
Sent by: Da*DirtyGrlHboTUAdrienneNBL 21 yr old, Michael Christopher Johnson is missing from Port Allegany, Pa He was last seen Friday, August 22, 2008 @ appx. 7:30am We have reason to believe he may have been in Columbus, Ohio possibly on his way to Washington...If you have any information that may help us find him please contact me at www. myspace. com/angeleyes_ak or at Mike if you read this please call someone your family is very worried about you...Thank you for your help

You Missed A Spot
i got this routine for when i shave my face and my head. first ......i wash my face with some acne crap right, clean my face up so its all pretty, then i shave, then i clean my face again..GOOD TIMES! so.....after im done cleaning up my bathroom after my shaving and stuff i noticed something ......I MISSED A BIG ASS CLUMP BEHIND MY EAR!!......im like OOGA BOOGA!.....and of course my son being the lil booger that he is ..he is laughing at me (cause he was the first one to notice it) so i has to shave it again......i did shave my goatee off and left the lil patch on my chin (looks pretty bad arseeeeeeee!!!) thats all i got for now ........oh yeah OOGA BOOGAAAAAAA

Pimp Out
OH YEA..WE'RE SOME SEXY FU'S AND WE'RE BLOWING BUBBLES! WONT YOU COME JOIN US? ITS EASY TO DO..ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS RATE, FAN, AND ADD THE SEXINESS BELOW (ALL OF THEM) IF THEY ARENT ON YOUR LIST SEND THEM A COMMENT WITH YOUR FRIENDS REQUEST SAYING "I BLOW BUBBLES"! IF THEY ARE LEAVE THEM A PROFILE COMMENT SAYING THE SAME THING!! WHEN YOURE DONE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SO I CAN ADD YOU TO THE LIST! WOO HOO...LETS BLOW SOME BUBBLES! DONT FORGET TO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE...IF YOU CANT GET TO A PROFILE DONT WORRY ABOUT IT AND JUST LET ME KNOW. NO REASON FOR DRAMA. HppyBubbles™ ~~ Goin On Vacation 9/4@ fubar BUBBLE BLOWING SEXIES ~Phoenix~@ fubar schsam@ fubar HorniSeXiMilf~ BLING me to g/f pleaze® © My NAME is Sassi!!!! ♥@ fubar �LÏVÏÑ ÐÃ Ð®∃ÃM©••••ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ Southern Stunna ÖWñÈR Ö£ KÈLÇÈY@ fubar

Lover Of Wolves Train
align="center"> if you love wolves like we do come join the lover of wolves train 1. START HERE AND RATE ALL PHOTOS IN THE WOLVES FOLDER, COMMENT ON LAST PHOTO THAT YOU ARE DONE... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "LOVER OF WOLVES." 3. RATE , FAN, AND ADD oUR HOSTESS, WEYEKIN ღWeyekinღ 4. When new people join the list... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT the friend request 5. Repost the bulletin so it can be seen by as many people as possible. lOVER OF WOLVES Countryboy74 ************************************************** ღHeart§OfLoveღ ************************************************** Bronco80 Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Team LOVE Cpt@ fubar WHEN YOU ARE DONE RATING

True Or Not
OK, so over the last I'd say month maybe a little more, I have had alot of time to evaluate the friendships I have. And I am to the point now that I have gone off on a few people already. If you want my friendship then fine, let it be known, but when you lie to me over and over thats your bad, cause Im gone. Dont sit there and feed me the lines of this that and the other knowing you are lying. I dont lie to you, there is no reason to lie to me. But if you tell one person a lie, you are lying to everyone. Even yourself. Sorry that hurts and you dont want to hear that. Another thing, when someone wants to accuse you of things and you allow them to, where's the frienship then. I would fight every inch and mile I could for one of my friends. Well one of my TRUE HONEST friends. There are people around that I may not talk to them EVERY single day, but damn it. If I called them at 3 AM and said I need you to come get me please do. I know who would come and who wouldnt. When you have ch

Thoughts And Prayers....
So for those who dont live in vegas, a few days ago a small experimental plane took off from a small airport here. It was not even in the air 2 minutes before it went down and crashed into a home Killing the pilot and the 2 occupants of the home. Law is that a private plane is to have 40 hours of logged in flight time, this plane only had 5 yet the piot got the clearance for take off. Anyways it happened right near my work, the next night we went into work and found out that the home was where one of our co workers resided with his elderly parents. How devestating is that? He lost everything a person holds most dear. Not only his home but the 2 people in our lives we can never replace. And I dunno if its worse or not but he was at work that night....I mean its bad cause he wasnt home but its something to be thankful for that he wasnt there. I dunno really. All I know that it is completly devestating. They had to completly tear down the house cause there was nothing left and wh

Come And Get One You Know You Want To!!
Come Get A Bad Girl & Help Sarge's Bad Girls Get Spotlight.. Do You Want To Own A Bad Girl?? Come Bid On These Bad Girls (Fubucks Only Bids & All Bids Go To Sarge's Bad Girls Spotlight Fund) Tulsa's Angel Meagan Ticha (repost of original by 'Sarge's Bad Girls' on '2008-08-24 23:32:59') (repost of original by 'ღTanyaღÇLÙß ÉÇLÏÞ§E♥Confidence Is What Makes A Girl SEXI♥' on '2008-08-24 23:39:58') (repost of original by 'Sarge's Bad Girls' on '2008-08-25 00:40:26')

How Independent Are You?
Your Independence Level: High You are extremely self reliant and autonomous. You are definitely into doing your own thing. But you also wouldn't turn down help if you needed it. You follow your own path, but you don't do so blindly. How Independent Are You?

Lover Of Wolves Train
if you love wolves like we do come join the lover of wolves train 1. START HERE AND RATE ALL PHOTOS IN THE WOLVES FOLDER, COMMENT ON LAST PHOTO THAT YOU ARE DONE... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "LOVER OF WOLVES." 3. RATE , FAN, AND ADD oUR HOSTESS, WEYEKIN ღWeyekinღ 4. When new people join the list... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT the friend request 5. Repost the bulletin so it can be seen by as many people as possible. lOVER OF WOLVES Countryboy74 ************************************************** ღHeart§OfLoveღ ************************************************** Bronco80 Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Team LOVE Cpt@ fubar WHEN YOU A

New Blog..."sexuality"
I have a new blog titled "Sexuality" with sum cool stuff in it. It is NSFW so it wont show up on my profile, please read the entries and rate it. Thanks for the love from my friends and family. Oh, you can leave comments on them as well...I love comments.

Wtf Have I Done Now??
Midnight Cinder is in an auction. If you buy her a VIP she is willing to give you ALL her 11's. That is right all 3000 11's for the month you VIP her. She is also offering a lot more just check out her auction below. Many thanks going to Perky for making this blog/bully so prettiful for me. :) Perky ♡ Mr.D Owner of the ☠Pіŧßułł МãҒiã☠@ fubar

Time To Spoil Joanna
JoAnna"- Proud Member of the {{{Shadow Levelers}}}" & "Club Far"@ fubar The Enlightened Time This Pimpout brought to you by: Miracle Monkey Chief of N.A.P Member of Club F.A.R Team Capt. Team Love@ fubar This ladies Awesome!! Shes going for Prophet lets show her the true love she deserves She also has Auto 11's on the Llama will be there as well

What Do The Contents Of Your Refrigerator Say About You?
What Your Fridge Says About You You like to be surrounded by things you love. You aren't exactly greedy, but you can be materialistic at times. You tend to be a fairly thrifty person. You splurge occasionally, but you're mostly a saver. You don't tend to be a very adventurous person, but you do surprise everyone now and then. You have a bit of a wild side. You try to be responsible, but you don't always succeed. Your heart is in the right place though. You are likely to be married - and very busy. What Do the Contents of Your Refrigerator Say About You?

Hi Everyone!
Just stopping in for a moment to check up on things. I hope everyone is doing well and that you're all having a great time here on Fubar. I'm still sick sick sick with morning sickness. I'm having some problems every day with getting really shaky, nauseous, anxious, sweating and weak. I've tested my blood sugar a number of times (thanks to someone loaning me their glucometer) and that's fine, so who knows. I have appt on Thursday and it's probably nothing but funky morning sickness. I was terribly ill last time, so I guess I'm just in for it again this time. Summer is winding down and I can't wait for fall and the holidays - it's my favorite time of year. :) Take care everyone!!! Love, Wendy :)

Suicidal Tendencies
Pieces of glass and a length of rope. to much sorrow for any hope. slit your throat or break your neck? Take a step upon the chair. Hear the voices in your head. Lean forward and down you go. Where it ends nobody knows. lol and no this is not a cry for help, it is just the strange twisted things that run around in my head..

Check Me Out In Twaunes 2nd Auction
~*~Want a Chance to own me? Check me out in Twaunes Fu-owned Auction 2 Party Like a Rockstar!!!~*~Make sure you show mad love to the smexi host!~*~ ~*~This Could be your final Chance to ever own me~*~ ****JUST CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND GET YOUR BIDS IN!!!!ALSO PLZ TAKE A MIN TO RATE MY PIC!!!THERE IS PRIZES FOR THE MOST RATES**** ****A HUGE TY IN ADVANCE FROM ME TO EVERYONE THAT MAKES A BID OR EVEN JUST SHOWS LOVE WITH A RATE:) XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO'S THIS PIMPOUT WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY SMEXI................. ☆Çðñ£ïÐêñ¢ê ï§ whå† måkê§ mê §êx¥ ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ §êx¥§åvïð®☆@ fubar

A Letter To The Republican Party
I keep getting email from the Republican party and they keep asking for my support, both financial and for my vote. I don't really know why since I am a registered Democrat so just this once (yeah right, like I wouldn't again, lol), and for fun, I wrote back to them. My letter to them is below. If you have any comments or opinions I would like to hear them. Steve Dear Republicans... I am not sure why I am getting this, I am not a republican. But I do know that we could stand to do a lot better than we have for the last 8 years. I never trusted Bush and he has always continued to prove me right. Bush has hurt this country so much in so many ways that we need a swift turn to the left. But even with that swift turn it would take many years to correct the damage caused by the Bushes. The republican economy we find ourselves in has to go. Republicans do not seem to understand, nor can they relate to, the common man. If we aren't wealthy, I mean making more than $5 million a year wea

Spotlight Fund Auction
Come Get A Bad Girl & Help Sarge's Bad Girls Get Spotlight.. Do You Want To Own A Bad Girl?? Come Bid On These Bad Girls (Fubucks Only Bids & All Bids Go To Sarge's Bad Girls Spotlight Fund) Tulsa's Angel Meagan Ticha MissHoneypie DJ_Lette FakeFruitCake

What Does Your Bed Say About You?
What Your Bed Says About You Outward appearances are very important to you. You do your best to look good and have an attractive home. You try to be an organized person, but you often fall behind. Certain parts of your life tend to fall into chaos. You are very low maintenance. You tend to go with the flow, and you're easily pleased. In relationships, you tend to kick back and let the other person be in charge. You tend to be a down to earth, practical person. You think in terms of what is actual. You are a bit of a homebody, but you can also make yourself at home anywhere. What Does Your Bed Say About You?

The Wedding Dress Test
What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You Your Personal Style: Funky and a bit retro. You draw from a lot of inspirations, but you always look put together. Your Ideal Wedding: A simple outdoor wedding with a few close friends. Your Philosophy on Marriage: Marriage is a journey. It's not all about who you're married to. It's also about how you approach it. Your Perfect Marriage: Has lots of open communication, flexibility, and understanding. Where both people are happy to give more than get. The Wedding Dress Test

Everyone
Just to let everyone know.... I'm taking a leave of absence from school. Some things have come up, & whats most important is my family. I'll be on YIM but not Fubar much, as I'm packing and getting ready to move to my dads.

In Your Arms-plumb
MY NEW FAVORITE SONG! Your baby blues So full of wonder Your Curly Que's Your contagious smile And as I watch You start to grow up All I can do is hold you tight Knowing Clouds will rage in Storms will race in But you will be safe in my arms Rains will pour down Waves will crash all around But you will be safe in my arms Story books Are full of fairy-tales Of kings and queens And the bluest skies My heart is torn just in knowing You'll someday see The truth for lies Clouds will rage in Storms will race in But you will be safe in my arms Rains will pour down Waves will crash all around But you will be safe in my arms Castles they might crumble Dreams may not come true Cause you are never all alone Cause I will always Always love you Hey I Hey I Will love Clouds will rage in Storms will race in But you will be safe in my arms Rains will pour down Waves will crash all around But you will be safe in my arms In my arms

What Kind Of Tea Are You?
You Are Green Tea You are a well balanced person. You don't have many highs or lows in your life. You enjoy bursts of creative energy and productivity. But you also enjoy your downtime. You are insightful and philosophical. You don't take much personally. You are at peace with who you are. You don't have an inflated sense of self. What Kind of Tea Are You?

Lover Of Wolves Train
if you love wolves like we do come join the lover of wolves train 1. START HERE AND RATE ALL PHOTOS IN THE WOLVES FOLDER, COMMENT ON LAST PHOTO THAT YOU ARE DONE... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "LOVER OF WOLVES." 3. RATE , FAN, AND ADD oUR HOSTESS, WEYEKIN ღWeyekinღ 4. When new people join the list... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT the friend request 5. Repost the bulletin so it can be seen by as many people as possible. lOVER OF WOLVES Countryboy74 ************************************************** ღHeart§OfLoveღ ************************************************** Bronco80 ************************************************** Gypsysoul **************************************************

My Dvds
Here's the current list. It took me 4 or 5 days to get this complete and 1000% accurate. 21 100 Years of the World Series 16 Blocks 2006 Tostitos Fiesta Bowl 24: Season 1 24: Season 2 24: Season 3 24: Season 4 24: Season 5 24: Season 6 3:10 to Yuma 48 Hours 48 Hours, Another 50 First Dates 6th Day, The A Civil Action A Few Good Men A Team: Season 1 A Time To Kill After The Sunset Against The Ropes Ali Amazing Story Of Superman, The American Beauty American Dream, The - The Dusty Rhodes Story American Pie American Pie 2 American Wedding America's Sweethearts Anchor Man Andre The Giant: Larger Than Life Andrew Dice Clay: Dice Rules Andy Kaufman: I'm From Hollywood Any Given Sunday Arista: 25 Years of #1 Hits Armageddon 2003 Armageddon 2004 Armageddon 2005 Armageddon 2006 As Good As It Gets Auto Focus Back to the Future Back to the Future Part 2 Back to the Future Part 3 Backlash 2001 Backlash 2002 Backlash 2003 Backlash 2004 Backlash 20

Why Do People Take Everything Personally?
People are funny. They take everything personally. They take everything as an insult. NO, I don't want to know your deepest secrets or whatever the hell you're keeping in your closet! NO, you don't have to tell me anything you don't want to! So why are you getting so upset bout it?

Yes, You Too Can Own Her Ass
My Gorgeous, Luscious, Lusty, Busty, Naughty owner is up for bid! Check out that offer! Keep you smiling? Oh yes, she will! Rawr! So hit her up...... She just loves that ! Tappinit =FuBaron and loyal servant to Her Highness, Linda@ fubar Shes A Beauty - The Tubes

Own Me Now!!!!
AUCTION!! AUCITON!!! READ ALL ABOUT IT!! THATS RIGHT IM UP FOR AUCTION!!! BUT THIS TIME IM A GODMOMMY!!! WELL HERE I AM-IM UP ON THE AUCTION BLOCK JUST CLICK THE PIC AND ILL SHOW YOU WHY UR MOMMA WARNED YOU ABOUT ME!!!

Something Nice
Losing someone close to you makes it so hard because where ever you are there will be a time when you will need them. It may be a hug, it maybe just to talk to or just having fun with. But surely as life goes on they will always be in your heart listening to every word that you say. They have never been gone because they will always be with you in your memories and in your heart.

What Does Your Driving Say About You?
What Your Driving Says About You You are high strung and easily worked up. You have a heck of a temper, and you're ready to fight anyone who ticks you off! You tend to go by what you feel - not by the facts at hand. As a result, you tend to make a lot of uninformed decisions. You are not a fair person in the least. Justice be damned - you get whatever you can for yourself. You are an extremely tense, volatile person. Your reactions tend to be over the top. You dislike authority and authority figures. You hate being told what to do. You hate being punished even more. You are focused and alert. You make sure that you are doing the right thing at all times. You don't feel a responsibility to anyone but yourself. You value your freedom more than anything else. Your ego is normally in check, but sometimes you get a bit egotistical. You tend to be a little self-important at times. What Does Your Driving Say About You?

You Can Count On Me
you can count on me to love you from now until eturnity you can count on me to be by yerside from now until the day i die you can count on me to hold your hand you can count on me to put a smile on yer face when you are sad you can count on me when nothing else is going right you can count on me to just be me.

A Sexy Kitty For Sale Come Bid
CUM BID ON HER SHE IS SO WORTH IT YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT IF U DO!!! xxNASCARKITTYxx IS OFFERING GREAT THINGS AND IF U BID ON HER U WILL ALSO HAVE AN AWESOME FRIEND COME AND CLICK ON HER PICTURE F/A/R THE AUCTION HOST IS THE RESPECTFUL THING TO DO!! LONESTARSTATECOWBOY~KING OF CAMELOT~FU OWNED BY DBROWN1004~,FU-OWNED BY VODKAGURL~@ fubar CUM SEE A SEXY KITTY IF U BID ON HER A VIP WE BOTH WILL GIVE U A CLEAVAGE SALUTE SO CUM ON AND BID HER A VIP SO YOU CAN GET TWO SALUTES FOR THE PRICE OF ONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEXY KITTY

What Font Are You?
You Are Arial Black You are bold, over the top, and quite loud. You'll stand up and stand up to get your point across. Subtlety isn't really your thing. You sometimes come off as crass and abrasive. You're not as passionate as people might think. You just enjoy overwhelming other people! What Font Are You?

Love Me For Today
Love me for today as tomorrow may never come Hold me in love not fear today im here anotherday forgotten I look deep into yer eyes and see the wonder today you will be here Tomorrow gone loved today not to be forgotten you brought me joy Love me for today as tomorrow may never come

One Day
one day you were just words to be read one day you were just a face to be seen one day you were just a voice to be heard onc day you were just a person to listen one day you were just a hand to be felt one day you were just a shoulder to cry on one day you were just everything i dreamed about one day you were just.... one day i will meet the person of my dreams

What Your Driving Says About You
What Your Driving Says About You You are generally an easy going, laid back person. However, you can't help but feel a little jealous and competitive sometimes! You tend to go by what you feel - not by the facts at hand. As a result, you tend to make a lot of uninformed decisions. You'd like to think you're a fair person, but you occasionally think you deserve a special kind of justice. You are an extremely tense, volatile person. Your reactions tend to be over the top. You have mixed feelings about authority figures. You understand their place, but you believe their power needs to be in check. You are somewhat focused, but you are also a bit scatterbrained. Distractions can get you in trouble. You don't feel a responsibility to anyone but yourself. You value your freedom more than anything else. Your have a huge ego. You are apt to see yourself as the most important person in the world. What Does Your Driving Say About You?

How Brutally Honest Are You?
You Are 96% Brutally Honest The truth hurts, especially when it comes from you. You don't mince words, and you probably take this result as a huge complement. How Brutally Honest Are You?

Nervous?.... Amazingly... No
So, Joe and I have been chatting online about a month now. Over the past week, he has even been getting up to chat me off to work. I look forward to seeing him online, and think about him at work. I have never had a man, constantly tell me how beautiful I am, and I am finding it so hard to believe him. He loves larger women though. Even though, I am still finding it so hard to believe what he says about myself. We have so many things in common, he is hilarious, loves children, loves walking in the rain, picnics at the park, cuddling and touching (not to mention sex stuffage). So what if the boys think he looks like the Gortons Fisherman. He is adorable. Beautiful blue eyes, and such a kind face. I like his hippy clothes too *grins* OK, so today we meet, I wasn't nervous at all! I was so amazed. I felt like I already knew him. We sat and talked for 3 hours, without a breath in between, no awakward silences... it was just amazing. He asked if I was going to

What Role Do You Play?
You Are the Innovator You're the type of person who is always a step ahead of everyone else. You thrive when you're experimenting with new designs, ideas, and attitudes. You are a creative person with many talents. You have to have artistic outlets in your life. You need to create - whether it's writing furiously or redecorating your home. If not, your life becomes chaotic. You tire of doing the same thing every day. You change your job, friends, and personal style often. You are at your best when you have a focus. If not, you develop a flaky artist's temperament. What Role Do You Play?

What Color Glasses Do You See The World Through?
You See the World Through Yellow Colored Glasses You live your life with optimism. You remain happy through the bad times, and your outlook remains bright. You judge all interactions through the lens of hope. You try to see the best in people, and you give them the benefit of the doubt. You face challenges with a spirit of adventure. Things are what they are, so you might as well make the best of them. You see love as the utmost expression of personal joy. You tend to be attracted to lively, friendly people. At your worst, you are a bit petty and jealous. You want to be everyone's shining star. You are happiest when you're daydreaming or thinking up fresh ideas. What Color Glasses Do You See the World Through?

The Jukebox
This is neat! When you put this site below in your browser, it will take you to a jukebox with different years listed. Click on the year you want to hear. When the music starts, you can move the curser in the playback down and see all the songs associated with that year. If you love music.........this site is for you. Pick the year and enjoy all the hits. You can let it play through the entire list of that year or highlighting a particular song will play it instantaneously. (Click on one of the songs to get it started and afterwards it will continue with other songs automatically without you having to click on selected songs. So if you miss the great music of your youth, here it is.) You can also pick from different types of music (Doo-Wop, Blues, etc.) and it will continually play once you select. http://www.tropicalglen.com

What Role Do You Play?
You Are the Guru You are a naturally good counselor. You are inspiring, encouraging, and compassionate. You are eager to help everyone who crosses your path, even those who don't want to be helped. You are a natural healer. People feel at peace when they are with you. You are so good for people, in fact, that they go through withdrawal once you're gone. You quietly do your own thing, without openly resisting. You secretly try to fix every problem. Your biggest regret is not being able to help as many people as you'd like. What Role Do You Play?

What Piercing Are You?
You Are an Eyebrow Piercing You are unique, quirky, and more than a little eccentric. You cultivate the weirder sides of your personality, and you don't mind sharing them. Ever since you were a kid, you've had strong opinions. You've never been like everyone else, and you're okay with that. And you've always been able to tell people exactly what you think - even when they don't want to hear it. You love to create, dream, imagine, and communicate. You live in your own universe. And unlike most people who live in their own little world, you're happy to invite anyone in! What Piercing Are You?

Married Life
Once apon a time I fell in love with this man,who became my husband.Things went well for a while then shortly after things started to unravel.I cannot understand for the life of me why he is like the way he is now.Mind you,I am NOT talking about this to get a sorry ear so much as I need to get this shit off my mind in written form (I guess in this case typed out). My love for him is dimming quick with every passing moment.Anytime now his mouth opens to speak I start feeling sick,wondering what stupidness will spill forth. He seems the lack to understand how the real world works and is a hopeful dreamer.I can understand some of his actions/words are ment in well and good however alot of it is pure cannon fodder.The other day is a good case of the madness I have to deal with.... Yesterday morning the only truck we have spiked in temp. to 250 degrees for a second and then it went down.While my husband was driving it back home. Now he never tells me this shit as I left to go see my f

I'm Making Pics.......so Your Pic Made By Me...
I'm making pics I'll make yours if you want me to... Just leave me a message and your pics or whatever you want to put on there or whatever you would like.... 1.... LEAVE YOUR PIC OR PICS... 2... LEAVE WHAT YOU WANT TO PUT ON THERE.. 3..IF WHATEVER I HAVE ON MY PAGE LET ME KNOW THATS WHAT YOU... 4.... LEAVE YOUR NAME AND YOUR FUBAR NAME SO I KNOW THATS YOURS.... 5.... MAYBE COST YOU THE DEPENDS ON THE PICS OR PIC(DEPENDS IF I LIKE YOU I'LL DO FOR FREE FOR YOU) FOR FIRENDS OR FAMILY OR FANS ONLY!!!!!! 6....FRIENDS OR FANS OR FAMILY ARE FREE..... 7..... LEAVE YOUR MESSAGES AND WHATEVER YOU LIKE TO PUT ON THERE.... IF THE PICS OR PIC YOU WANT THATS ON MY PAGE!!!!!! 8....PLEASE TELL ME WHAT ALBUMS THE PICS IN AND WHAT NUMBER IT IS..... ~NEW ORLEANS GIRL~

What Piercing Are You?
You Are a Lip Piercing You are rebellious and defiant. You resist conforming and following rules. You're the type to get pierced anywhere you want, and you're not taking your piercings out for anyone! Reflective and philosophical, you've spent a lot of time thinking about how you'd like to live your life. And it just so happens that your preferred lifestyle is pretty far outside the mainstream. While people may find you standoffish, you aren't necessarily rude, mean, or judgmental. You just don't try to fit in. And that's enough to scare most people away! What Piercing Are You?

What Color Glasses Do You See The World Through?
You See The World Through Red Colored Glasses You live your life with intensity. You have strong emotions and experience everything vividly. You judge all interactions through the lens of power. You determine who has the most power and how to improve your position. You face challenges with courage and strength. You can will your way through any problem. You see love as the utmost expression of your passions and desires. Your romantic life is very passionate and overwhelming. At your worst, you are easily angered and quick to fight. You will go to war with anyone. You are happiest when you are expending a lot of energy. And you love the feeling of danger! What Color Glasses Do You See the World Through?

Helping Friends That Are Having Problems
Ok all, recently I found out the other day that someone on here had committed suicide, no I will not name names and I think it's high time that if somebody has a problem and they are considering taking there own life, they need to get a hold of a friend on here and/or call 911 or go to www.suicide.org too! Now I would be more than happy to listen/read if somebody is having a problem and maybe just maybe I can help because to be quite honest and blunt, I don't like the thought of suicide for one and I damn sure wouldn't want anyone of my friends whether it be in real life or on Fubar or whatever the site is to be even remotely considering suicide, that isn't my cup of tea at all and I will do what I can, if not out of my experiences to help that person out, besides isn't that what friends are supposed to be for besides spending time with them and having fun but also to lean on them when the friend is having problems with god knows what.

Broken Dreams - Track 6 - Talk To Me
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Talk to Me Baby talk to me/ Tell me what you’re feeling/ Tell me if I’m wasting time/ Tell me if my body is fine/ Tell me girl what I need to do/ Let me making you mine Track 6 Sunday morning I slept in while spread out on my bed. These types of mornings in a regular sized bed were impossible in England becau

Things On My Public Profile
Ok all, sometime ago I put a "Crush This" thing on my profile and what gets me is only one person has said they had or have a crush on me and it's my girlfriend but I don't think there is anything wrong if another woman let's me know that they have a crush on me either so come on ladies, go for it, my goodness! Plus, I just recently as of today put a Kissing Booth up too, so if you want to lay one on me and leave me a message, go for it!

A Keeper..
A Keeper Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, work shirt and a hat; and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things: a curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing, re-heating leftovers, renewing; I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. But when my mother died, and I was standing in that clear morning light in the warmth of the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. Sometimes, what we care about most gets all used up and goes away...never to return. So... While we have it, it's best we love it... And care for it... And fix it when it's broken... And h

Not Alone Or Am I?
I am beginning to think I am drifting along with no real purpose in life. There was a time in my life when things were awesome, during the past two years things have gone drastically downhill. No one understands me, the way I do things or the reason I do them. One major event has seemed to have lead the way for many other disasters. It seems like an age old excuse to blame ones bad luck and choices on the loss of a love one, she wasn't just a loved one, she was my best friend and would listen to everything and not judge me. It seems that multiple people seem to want to tell me what to do, a few of them I feel just want to take advantage of my good will and kindness. I spent many wonderful hours a week with this wonderful woman and for the last two years I have begun to feel like a trapped rat with nowhere to go. If anyone reads this and has any idea what I am talking about and any ideas on what to do. Please let me know. But it was a great way to babble for a few minutes.

Alexander The Great
tomb now suffices him for whom the whole world was not sufficient. Alexander the Great Heaven cannot brook two suns, nor earth two masters. Alexander the Great How great are the dangers I face to win a good name in Athens. Alexander the Great I am indebted to my father for living, but to my teacher for living well. Alexander the Great I am not afraid of an army of lions led by a sheep; I am afraid of an army of sheep led by a lion. Alexander the Great I had rather excel others in the knowledge of what is excellent, than in the extent of my power and dominion. Alexander the Great Remember upon the conduct of each depends the fate of all. Alexander the Great There is nothing impossible to him who will try. Alexander the Great A tomb now suffices him for whom the whole world was not sufficient. Alexander the Great How great are the dangers I face to win a good name in Athens. Alexander the Great I am

It The Hot Azz Dream Team Players Looking For Members To Have Fun, No Strings To Join In
Speaker(Instrumental) - Akon,Lil Wayne,Snoop Dogg. THE DREAM TEAM WOULD LIKE TO WELCOME ALL WHO LIKE TO JOIN A HOST OF JUST VERY G

How To Tell The Sex Of A Fly
A woman walked into the kitchen to find her husband stalking around with a fly swatter. 'What are you doing?' She asked. 'Hunting Flies' He responded. 'Oh.! Killing any?' She asked. 'Yep, 3 males, 2 Females,' he replied. Intrigued, she asked. 'How can you tell them apart?' He responded, '3 were on a beer can, 2 were on the phone. '

Thoughts By Me
Let’s see, what could I tell you about myself? Well, that you might find interesting enough to actually read about. I am a hardcore Simpsons freak, especially the older ones. Other than that, I don’t watch anything that isn’t on the history channel, discovery channel or a pool match on ESPN2. I am a wealth of useless information. I don’t know why, but for some reason, I can remember absolutely anything that I don’t really need to know. Just get to know me, and I can guarantee that I will prove it to you in probably very short order. For example, did you know that when you watch TV, your brain will operate at the same level as when you are asleep, scary huh? Just how much time are you spending in front of the almighty “boob tube”? Oh yeah, and just incase this is too much of a stretch for your mind to come to, if your mind is operating at a level of sleep, then your metabolism drastically slows down. Are you making that connection between all those hours spent in front of the

Ghengis Khan
It is not sufficient that I succeed - all others must fail. With Heaven's aid I have conquered for you a huge empire. But my life was too short to achieve the conquest of the world. That task is left for you. I am the punishment of God...If you had not committed great sins, God would not have sent a punishment like me upon you. The greatest happiness is to scatter your enemy, to drive him before you, to see his cities reduced to ashes, to see those who love him shrouded in tears, and to gather into your bosom his wives and daughters. If my body dies, let my body die, but do not let my country die.

Shady Ass Peeps!!
THERES TOO MANY SHADY ASS PEEPS AROUND AND ITS GETTING TO THE POINT WHERE ITS SICK!! THESE SO CALLED FRIENDS U THINK U HAVE BE CAREFUL BECAUSE THEY WILL SNAP ON U QUICKER THAN SHIT TRUST ME ITS HAPPEND TO ME!!

Attilah The Hun
Know that your most worthy efforts will be scorned by your peers, for it is they who suffer most when you excel. If your actions and ambitions threaten them not, you're simply striving toward the insignificant. Contrary to what most chieftains think, you're not remembered by what you did in the past, but by what most Huns think you did. It is the custom of all Huns to hold strong to personal and national honor. This is a cardinal virtue. One's word must prevail over all other considerations, including political expediency. A wise chieftain never depends on luck. Rather, he always trusts his future to hard work, stamina, tenacity and a positive attitude. COURAGE - Chieftains who lead our Huns must have courage. They must be fearless and have the fortitude to carry out assignments given them - the gallantry to accept the risks of leadership. They must not balk at the sight of obstacles, nor must they become bewildered when in the presence of adversity. The role of a c

Richard Marcinko
Change hurts. It makes people insecure, confused, and angry. People want things to be the same as they've always been, because that makes life easier. But, if you're a leader, you can't let your people hang on to the past. Popularity is not leadership. We all knew there was just one way to improve our odds for survival: train, train, train. Sometimes, if your training is properly intense it will kill you. More often -- much, much more often -- it will save your life. Pain was their body's way of telling them that they'd pushed themselves to their limits -- which was exactly where they were supposed to be. If you train people properly, they won't be able to tell a drill from the real thing. If anything, the real thing will be easier. For the past weeks I'd been reacting. That was no way to win. To win, you take the initiative. You instigate the action. You make the opponent react to you. When you fight, you don't fight for abstract values like the flag, or

Sunday ... The Day After Going To The Strip Club
Last night my husband and I traveled down to Salem, Oregon and went to the Stars Cabaret at exit 256 just off Interstate 5. Here is their web site " http://starscabaret.com/index " WOW... I had so much fun ... it was just great. My husband and I had never been to a strip club before together. I had been to one way back when I was 19 or 20 with some girlfriends but never with a guy before and it was so nice and entertaining. Check out my picture in my default gallery that my husband took of me in our hotel room before we went to the club. The dancers were paying far more attention to me than to my husband while we were giving them $1 bills while sitting along side of their stage areas. Be sure to read my erotic story folder in this blog soon for I am going to write up the story of our evening at Stars very soon. My husband and I had so much fun we plan to do this more often and just explore the strip clubs of the Pacific Northwest and rate them. Stars is HOT so if you

Giant Wall
T'wud seem as though i have hit the creative wall, this isnt the first time but yet this one seems to have lasted longer. Seems i lack the passion and ideas, hmmmm i have lost my muse, my inspiration. Summer has sucked all the creativeness out of me and replaced it with a dull uninspiring shell. argh Uni in 4 weeks that shall get my creative Juices flowing amongst other things woohooo freshers week, alcohol + loose fresher girls = inspiration (Y)

Do You Need New Pics For Profile?
Hello to all! wanted to let everyone know my pictures will be updated real soon ! sensual to normal everyday . A few already have been. would like everyone to know my friends Fantasy_Photos4u in Knoxville Tenn area did these . they are running a special to anyone in general area contact them at Fantasyphotos4u@yahoo mention me and get SUPER DISCOUNTS !!!!! Ladies and gent here's your chance to update and get sexy sensual pics yummmyyyyyyy

Oh My God
Hello my name is Darius I have become a member of Cashgifting. That is growing more and more. this is not a get rich scam at all!!! but I will said from what you see on youtube or other cashgifting they is not a 100 percents honest with you till you start. there is much more to the businesss and I am here to help you. No B.S. cause I dont like to play games but help you so we can all be successful..you can reach me at dariusoakley@hotmail.com or www.dariuscashgifting.com..

You Are Only Gone For The Ride
I know you dont know me and i dont know you, theres something you should know,that we love you, it doesnt matter color,sex religion or raze, but we know we will always remember your face, you're too beautiful and too young to go, we go back & forward thinking but only god knows, we all suffer so we dont know why of our pain, its so hard to accept,its driving us insane, but enough pain and suffering youre not dead, youre just gone for the ride,i can see you in your bed. Your father loves you and your family too, this is not something hes use to,its something new, he has to go on without you in his arms, what he doesnt know is that youre his lucky charm, that youre talking to him but he cant listen now, "daddy! hey look at me,listen to me somehow", "im good,im safe,ill always be by your side", "im not dead daddy im just gone for the ride", when hes done crying & shouting your name out loud, he just has to look at you somewhere in the clouds, he will then understand th

Fetishcon Related Message
I would like to thank all those that gave me advice and support during Fetishcon.I know I wasn't quite myself this year and for that I do appologize.I'd like to take the time now to explain what was going on. First off I'd been on the go non-stop since mid-July without a real day off.Then the day of the Cabaret de Kinque party I was told that my Grandfather had passed away quite suddenly. After the pre-party I had to get ready for Fetishcon and finalize some of the shoots I was supposed to have.The day Fetishcon started I was told my Mother was to go in for emergency surgery and emergency colonoscopy the very next morning. Not having any real time to deal with the high emotions I was feeling and not wanting to cancel my trip to Fetishcon I chose to try and grin and bare it.That friday morning I got word about my mother and so far she is ok we are still waiting for some test results to come back.Then while shooting all day Friday at Fetcon my husband tells

The Unforgiven - Metallica
New blood joins this earth and quickly he's subdued through constant pain disgrace the young boy learns their rules with time the child draws in this whipping boy done wrong deprived of all his thoughts the young man struggles on and on he's known a vow unto his own that never from this day his will they'll take away what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never be never see won't see what might have been what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never free never me so I dub thee unforgiven they dedicate their lives to running all of his he tries to please them all this bitter man he is throughout his life the same he's battled constantly this fight he cannot win a tired man they see no longer cares the old man then prepares to die regretfully that old man here is me what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never be never see won't see what might

Giving Big Girls A Bad Name
Why is that ninety percent of men out there think that just because a woman ,who is over a average size five, to be so desperate for any attention, that we would take whatever they have to offer? DO you asshats think that if you send a message saying something like...I WANT TO FUCK YOU..or YOU MAKE MY COCK HARD...that most of us are going to jump on it and ride you like your a favorite carnival ride? Newsflash!!! I DON'T THINK SO SKEETER!! Well for a long time I was quick to blame the male gender for having this idiot idea, till recently. I have had my eyes opened to the real reason behind it all. I have had a Tagged account, I currently have a MySpace account and of course, Fubar. In my lookin around these websites, it has come to my attention that alot of PLUS sized women on many of these websites, put themselves in skimpy bras and panties, bathing suits showing themselves in a sexually provocative pose. Number one, and I am not guilty of this myself, just bare them and git it o

Now I'ma Do Me.
I'll either love you or hate you. I'll either ride for you or take your handlebars. I'll either die for you or dig your grave. I'll either give you my support or just walk away. I'll either fight you or just look at you and laugh. I'll either eat you or I'll throw you out. I'll either call you or ignore you. If I talk to you I like you. If I kiss you I care about you. If I hug you I need your touch. If I cuddle with you I love your touch. If I tell you I love you I mean it. If I walk away from you I don't care. If I tell you I need you I expect you to be there. When I cry theres a reason. When I fight it's over something stupid. When I talk I want you to listen. When I eat I'm pretty picky. When I drive I want you to stay on the sidewalk. When I sleep please don't bother me. When I am quiet there's a lot of shit running through my mind. It's your choice to see me. It's your choice to love me. It's your choice to

Myspace, Yourspace, Ourspace
so we all know about the site myspace, it's as much a part of the modern culture as computers and the internet. I like most people have a myspace. and my daughter has seen my myspace over my shoulder as I am messing around on the site. well I was sittiner hmessing around on my fubar.com page and Athena sat next to me and said is that "your space?" I chuckled and explained you mean myspace? she says "that's what I said" and rob explains when he says it he calls it myspace, when I say it it's called my space..so whn she says it it's called myspace. and she says "that's what I SAID it's your space" and the only thing that caame to my mind was who's on first..."

You Call Me Racist
Proud To Be White How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. .....And then there are just - Americans. Some pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. They Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman,' .....And that's OK. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? They have the United Negro College Fund. They have Hispanic History Month. They have Martin Luther King Day. They have Asian History Month. They have Black History Month. They have Cesar Chavez Day. They have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. They have Yom Hashoah. They have K awanza. They have the NAACP. And BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .....We'd be racists. If we had a White

Outta My Head
No matter what I do No matter what I say I can't getcha Can't getcha outta my head I try so hard but Everything reminds me of you I thought we were gonna be together Together forever My love for you still so strong Grows stronger everyday Hoping you will come back Back with me to stay My world has fallen apart I don't know what to do I think I'm gonna go crazy Crazy without you No matter what I do No matter what I say I cant getcha Cant getcha outta my head

So I Have Good News And Bad News
Lets start with the bad news I wont be on fubar to much any more And the good news is got a JOB.!!!!!Yeah!!!!!!!! But unfortunatly that is why I am not going to be on fubar much anymore so Please dont forget ME because I will be checking in. I will miss you all And take care Eric aka. BigEasy

Just Matt 2
It's not easy to be me.... I know, everyone feels this way... and I’m not alone... but I need to express how I feel... It's hard for me cause I’m constantly told, I’m the best dad, the best worker, the best friend, someone that will take care of every one.... I’m expected to be everything to everyone.... No one understands how hard that is... to always be the one people count on.... I'm not a rock, not a superhero, just a man... I know people love me, but it's because of how I take care of them... will any one ever love me for me?.... I’m so busy taking care of everyone and everything no one knows or has time to know how I feel.... and yes I cry alone sometimes... and this song sums up how people see me and how I feel.... I’m the most popular person in every room... yet, I’m the most lonely person in every room.... maybe because everyone knows and expects what I will doo for them... will anyone ever care about me?....

Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One of the nicest people on fu is celebrating a birthday!!! Help her get fu-bucks for the spotlight!! Rate her shit.. send her bucks!!!!! YOu guys are fucking awesome.. Maybe a boob flash too. LOL.. MAYBE!!

Marriage #1
I got married when I was 17, but I finished high school...my husband signed my report card, that was weird. After about a year of marriage, I wanted a baby, but couldn't seem to get pregnant no matter how hard I tried, so after a year of trying I went to the doctor and found out I had a cyst on one of my ovaries and I was put on birth control pills for three months to dissolve it and it worked cuz I got pregnant at age 20. I was so excited and happy, couldn't wait, but had to...I don't have a lot of patience...lol. I had a 8 lb 9 oz baby girl on September 1, 1989 with the big beautiful and wide open eyes. I named her Heather Teresa Ann. She was really fascinated my lights as a baby. She never sucked a pacifier, she preferred her thumb as I did when I was little. When I was 23 I found out I was pregnant again....I moved heavy furniture and rode a 4-wheeler while pregnant and I had no idea, was a miracle that I didn't mis-carry. This one was pure accident...the pill doesn't always work..

Sistuh Cousins
.... are like best girlfriends except closer. They are there for you whether they want to be or not... they got blood ties. Until and unless "blood ties" dry up thru some mystery of magic and hanky panky, SISTUH COUSINS are the best best for sincere compassion in the "woman's life" of existence. The DRY UP situation is the only thing... and the one thing that one never imagines could come along.... but even that is not an impossibility. My cousins dried up... dried up and into sisterhood with persons who were before hand, UNRELATED. I might think that money bought the new relations; and or that my marital status to a person other than KWAANZA acceptable had a role in it... but then each of them had flings with a man of "alternate persuasion" too. They just didn't marry theirs. To bring the "magic" to point, I used wicked witchcraft (my daughter calls it "bitchcraft") to bring the message home. I simply reminded them of their days of illness... hangin off the lip of some "white man." I

Story Behind Primar Photo
The comments were all very kind and appreciated. i want to say thanks again, but you didnt see these guys. i almost could almost understand homosexuality-almost, but it ws envy not attraction i had...my competition was a hunk. i hope he handles it well. where is there room for others when you are full of yourself? now, back to bragging-i was the oldest to place, and out of 25 starting contestents, 2nd is a victory. i should have been about 7th, in my opinion. i think it was my personality voters and juges liked. sure, i was in good shape, but i could communicate better in my answers to various questions. i seemed to get good reaction from the audience, to my answers ,judging by noise levels. i wish is still looked that good, but it was better than when i was heavy [back surgery=bad diet=sedentary life=fat Jimmy] that was back in 06 when i started back rehab and stumbled into the FSWO Free Spirit Work Out, and Lifestyle. you bet i eat cake. you bet i drink beer. i do

Question To Members Regarding Requesting Hh/blast/ Etc.
This is different from previous blogs but curious about something. Every so often, I will see someone requesting Happy Hours or blasts or bling packs or....etc. My question is: Does this actually work? If I were to ask (and I'm not doing so here) what possibility would I have anyway? Just strictly wondering.

My Mission
Ok today while I was in church, (yeah i do attend church sometimes), the pastor was talking about missions in life, and the paths in life that our mission takes us or perhaps our calling in life. Now, I believe that one of my missions was to teach pre-school, now ok done that one. But as I sat in church he was also talking about the paths in life we all take, and the paths that we take are paths that God has chosen for us. My kids are almost grown and out of the house (16 and 19). As most of you know, Im dating a wonderful man who has 3 small kids of his own that he is rasing basically on his own. He and I have discussed me moving to be with him and his kids as soon as my youngest turns 18. I believe that this is the path or mission that God is planning for me. Im not a very religious person by far, but this sermon really made me think today about the paths or missions that Im about to take. I was somewhat freaked out about this whole thing. I even had some doubts in my head about movi

Just For Today
JUST FOR TODAY my thoughts will be on my recovery, living and enjoying life w/o the use of drugs. JUST FOR TODAY i will have the faith in someone in N.A. friends who believes in me and wants to help me in my recovery. JUST FOR TODAY i will have a program. i will try to follow it to the best of my ability. JUST FOR TODAY through N.A. i will try to get a better perspective on my life. JUST FOR TODAY i will be unafriad, my thoughts will be on my new associations, people who are not using and who have found a new way of life. SO LONG AS I FOLLOW THAT WAY, I HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR! if u know somw who suffers from drugs pls keep this going, it could save there life it saved mine.

Rebels Hideway..ceck Us Out!!
Now introducing Fubar's NEW LOUNGE... Rebels Hideway! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=60687 Kick ASS Staff AND Rockin Music with a twist of SOUTHERN PRIDE! Free Photo Comments Maker

Wtf Is This Sh*t?!!!
NEVER GAVE THE IMPRESSION TO GET THIS TYPE OF RESPONSE FROM PEOPLE AND IT'S GETTING OLD JUST NOT FEELIN IT...I'M VERY ANGRY AND FEEL VERY DIRESPECTED JUST DON'T KNOW CHECK IT OUT BY YOURS TRULY mrmagoo1002002@yahoo.com@ fubar subject: im going to be honest with you and straight up let me know and read all this received: 08/24/2008 09:44 am wassup wit cha im saying you no i like what i see and i aint comning at cha like some liar some chump cuz i aint even no one of those u talkin to a 31 year old single white guy no kids not married been throught all tha bullshytin realationships i wanna go through i am white with indian iltalian and irish lookin for that some one who i can chill wit kick it wit laugh hang out sex tha whole 9 i aint got time to be knowing some one for ever and then it aint nothing no way thats crazy im saying we can do all we can do as we going and learning if ya got a man oh well he can be put on ice while we do our thang im tired of meeting them ones

You Told Me This Would Happen...you Of Course Was Right.
Pain Within my heart is a pain deep down inside can't see it but it is there I feel it when I open my eyes I feel it within my soul everyday feel my pain guide me through the discomfort only feel your pain feel every heart beat continues through the day in the evening pain creates the rapid heartbeat pain deep inside your soul beating in our hearts, so strong feel pain even in each breath you take who knows pain? feel my pain! give me your strength guide me through this life.

Sorry
Hey everyone! Just wanted to let ya all know i won't be on much for awhile...my husbands in the hospital and it looks like it will be quite some time before he comes home. for those of you who know "I know who I am, do you?" is my husband...so those mutual friends just to let ya know he won't be on for awhile either... Take care everyone!! Hope to see or chat with you again soon.

Froggy Train
All you have to do to join us is...... 1.) Rate My Frog Folder (There is Only 50 pics) *This is the link to the folder* 2.) RATE, FAN and ADD all other Members. In the friend request put "I'm Feelin Froggy" If they are already a friend... Leave them a comment saying "I'm feelin froggy" or you can just leave them a frog pic of some sort. *ALSO...... When you get friend requests from people joining the train after you.... PLEASE DO NOT just accept the request!!! Go back and RATE and FAN them!! 3.) When you are done send me a message and let me know that you have added/commented everyone on the list and rated my Frog Folder. ******************************************************** ~Hostess~ "Nana" to my grandsons. Please sign my Guestbook@ fubar ******************************************************** ~Co-Hostess~ (Tag Maker) ♡JÁmï€-£¥ÑÑ Real Life G/F Øƒ ϟϟJÁkè the §Ñåkèϟϟ {Shadow Leveler}@ fubar ********************************

Fake Ass Peeps!!
TOOO ALL U FAKE ASS PEEPS OUT THERE THINKIN UR MY FRIEND AND ARNT I CAN SEE THROUGH U AND IM FAR FROM STUPID SO IT WOULD BE WISE FOR U TO JUST GETT TO STEPPIN!! AND TO ALL OF MY PEEPS OUT THERE THAT ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS THANKS ALOT CUZ WITHOUT YOU I WOULD BE LOST LOVE YOU!!

Wet N Wild
He is in the shower. Feeling the heat of the water against his body. Stroking his cock he reaches for the shaving cream. The water shuts off. WTF? He feels a hand caress touch his chest. OMG it's HER? Naked and beautiful. She takes the shaving cream away and puts it down on the floor. Why don't we wet that a bit as she takes his soft cock in her hand. Looking down he watches the head disappear in her small mouth. Feeling the soft lips around his head, she puckers her lips and he lets out a moan. Damn that felt good! Suck it baby, get it wet, she hears him whisper. Oh oh fuck yea! She is getting him riled up and he feels his cock throb, the blood was flowing and making him lightheaded. He leans an arm to the wall to balance himself. Looking down, her entire mouth has covered his cock. He caresses her hair and pulls it up, so it's not over her face and he gets a better view. Oh yeah! His cock is wet from all her sucking. She pulls out and makes this "pop" sound. They both laugh. She s

A Family Prayer
DEAR GOD, FOR OUR FAMILY WE AS YOUR LOVE AND CARE IN THE DAYS AND YEARS AHEAD. WE PRAY FOR THE STRENGTH TO GO TO WORK EVERY DAY. IT'S NOT EASY TO GET UP EARLY AND THEN GO OUT TO FACE THE WORLD. THE COMPETITION IT TOUGH, THE BOTTOM LINE INFLEXIBLE. GIVE US THE STRENGTH TO WORK. WE PRAY FOR THE HEALTH OF EACH FAMILY MEMBER. YOUR KNOW OUR BODIES BETTER THEN WE DO. EVERY ACHE AND PAIN, EVERY SICKNESS, IS A CONCERN TO YOU. THEREFORE WE ASK THE YOU KEEP WATCH OVER OUR BONES AND MUSCLES AND EVERY BODILY SYSTEM,BECAUSE YOU ARE THE GREAT HEALER. WE AS FOR GUIDANCE IN ALL THE DECISIONS WE MUST MAKE IN THE DAYS AHEAD---THE BIG DECISIONS AND EVEN THE LITTLE DAILY ONES. WE ACKNOWLEDGE THAT WITHOUT DIVINE DIRECTION,OUR LIVES BECOME MEANINGLESS, WRAPPED UP IN OUR OWN SELFISHNESS, HEADING NOWHERE. LEAD US WHERE YOU WANT US TO GO! LET US BE FRIENDS WITH OUR NEIGHBORS. ESPECIALLY GIVE US PATIENCE WHEN IT SEEMS OUR COMFORTS ARE IGNORED OR OUR RI

Pics
Ok well i did a mumm on puting up pics and then i put up a couple of my sister. the other day she was over and she had left her phone and i of corse was messing with it and i found pics she had taken of her self. i have been thinking about putting them on here and i have been wanting everyone comments on her and if they would want to see them.

Numb
There comes a point in life where you just become numb. Or at least I've become numb. No longer do I enjoy sex or the chase. I've been used and abused for so long that I'm numb to it all. Maybe not all, a few people still have the power to turn me on, but they can also turn me off. I've gotten to a point where I'm numb in every aspect of my life. I don't like my job, don't like alot of my families. Second guess every move I make, ask myself is this the right thing for me and my child. Wishing I could get back to where I was happy and where life didn't suck and I had so very much to look forward to. Nothing seems to go right and when I finally started to fall in love it was with someone who was more wrong for me than my ex. So now I'm numb to everyone and everything.

Long Read But It Makes A Lot Of Sense....
hmmmm note should be taken. lmao Kiki Anniston Reveals: "The "Secret Reason" Why Women Are Attracted To Jerks, Players and Just Plain Dangerously Wrong Guys." An open letter to single women frustrated with dating the wrong guys... Hey Girlfriend, Can I ask you something personal? Be honest... Have you ever dated the type of guy that left you constantly waiting by the phone with an uneasy sick feeling in the pit of your stomach? Or a guy who made you feel bad about yourself, but for some reason you couldn't leave him? (Of course, that same guy, at times, also made you feel like you were the only person on this planet - you know, that "hot-cold" type). And have you ever walked into a club and found yourself so attracted to one particular guy, you felt like you were in a trance and literally couldn't stop making eyes with him? If you answered yes to any of the above, it may be a sign that you're susceptible to a certain "dangerous personality type" that psychiatrists have a SC

Lots Of Love Train
LotsOfLove Train 1. Stop by our Hostess, Heartsoflove's page and rate her Lotsoflove folder... when Finish private message me 2 get ur tag Make Sure u Tell Me What Name 2 Use 2.Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the love List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... Something like Joining the lots of love train or need lots of love . 3. When new people join the love train... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... 4.And Have Fun Starting with me the Hostess..Welcome to the love Train... ღHeart¡×OfLoveღFu-Engaged2LoveMaker{FU-BombersFamilyManager}FuOwned By Srt4Racer@ fubar My CoHost ~GoofyLady~ *Fu-Bomber*Shadow Leveler*FuAngel*@ fubar Rate Her Folder As Well Ty ☠DJ NICCI☠SARGE'S BAD GIRLS☠FU ANGEL☠ENFORCER @SYNNERS PARADISE@ fubar brutusman@ fubar ThePhantom*aka*iluvmatures~fu-bo

Daddy Doms And Little Girls
Daddy/little girl does not refer to the ages, real or pretend, of the participants. Nor does it imply closet desires. In my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel in, it is the safest place I have ever been, and it allows me the freedom to be all that I am without fear of reprisals. Daddy Dom is a feeling, an environment that two people have created. A Daddy Dom is so named because of the qualities he possesses and the service he provides. So, what are these qualities? What is a Daddy Dom? A Daddy Dom wants t

True Vision
I SEE IS CLEARLY NOW: EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED FIRST PASSED THOUGH THE OFFICE OF HEAVEN AND WAS STAMPED: APPROVED! THEREFORE I WILL REJOICE INSTEAD OF COMPLAINING. I WILL CELEBRATE INSTEAD OF RAILING AGAINST YOUR WILL. IF THESE EVENTS HAVE A PURPOSE, I WILL SEEK IT OUT. IF THERE IS A REASON, I WILL TRY TO FIND IT . I SEE IT CLEARLY NOW.

How Should The Dom End The Relationship??
written by S. Garrett and cerina. The article is owned and copyrighted by Submissive Loving. Scenario: The Dominant has decided it is best to end a relationship with a submissive. This isn't quite the same as ending a vanilla relationship. A sub has "given" themselves over to another human being, thus putting them at some level of subspace ALL the time. Does a Dom simply send a letter and sever all contact? (growl) Does the Dom try to "let us down easy" and sugar coat the facts?? (growl growl) OR does the Dom accept the responsibility he wanted in the first place and explain all the facts and reasons to the submissive AND help her/him through the transition? Give me your feedback. How should a Dom end a relationship with a sub? Ok...so it is not a perfect world. I accept that. My problem is this: The "Doms" (please notice quotations) do not seem to take into account the psychological makeup of a submissive. We strive at all times to please. When we are released it becomes obv

Some Thoughts Regarding Punishment, Domination And Sadism
All rights reserved. This is an original article by S. Garrett. 02/24/03. Submissive Loving holds exclusive rights. Some thoughts regarding punishment, domination and sadism I am a Sadist. I enjoy inflicting pain for its own sake. It excites Me. It makes my pulse quicken; my genitalia throb. All my fantasies since I was in My teens had some element of pain involved in them. It runs through to the very core of my sexuality. I do enjoy inflicting pain on a girl that enjoys suffering pain. It is a sharing experience. However, My Sadism is entirely selfish. It never enters My head whether or not the victim enjoys it. It is never performed for her benefit; just mine. When I am angry, I find that my enjoyment of pain is attenuated. My sadism has nothing to do with punishment, revenge, or a release of anger. I just enjoy inflicting pain - pure and simple. I have to admit that something in me sees it as a little cowardly to hide this behind some 'excuse' for inflicting the pain. I feel n

Unhealthy Control - Warning Signs Of The Non Dominant
By Cerina X (all rights reserved) 1) Controlling behavior due to fear of losing their partner. A) Isolating the submissive from family and friends B) Discouraging self sufficient behavior C) Not allowing any social interaction which does not include the dominant D) Out of control jealousy 2) Explosive temper 3) Behaves like a spoiled child when not getting his/her way 4) Abuses drugs/alcohol 5) Does not take responsibility for mistakes 6) Uses unhealthy behavior to gain control over the submissive A) Emotional blackmail example: Keeping the submissive in a constant state of fear that the relationship will end if they don't get their way. B) Emotional Withdrawal example: Using the "silent treatment" or physically withdrawing and cutting off all contact rather than communicating and taking responsibility for the situation. C) Withdrawal of affection Refusing any/all intimacy as a punishment which can be quite damaging and reinforces the fear that t

Musings Of An Outcast
Leave, for you know not who Who I am, my life alone With only my mind for company And my wits to calm me Leave, for you have not the wisdom Wisdom revealed through the strife of difference What do you care, he who lives the normal life What of those who don't, what of me Leave, for you know not why Why this wall stands Look, oh, you can and will But like most, you have not the eyes to see or the ears to hear Leave, for you have created Created that which is my life That which is knowledge strewn aside You carelessly toss away the wisdom we hold Stay, for now you hear Hear their tortured screams The wails and pleas of those like me Know their pain Stay, for now you see See what you have forced upon us Those who would be different Those not like you, whom you think vile and repulsive Stay, for now you wish to Not because I command Because now you feel Now you understand Stay, for now you would have the wisdom Join your brothers Those whom yo

Simple Rules For The Wise Dominant
1) The submissive's safety is first and foremost. This includes emotional safety as well as physical safety. 2) Communicate. The submissive should always know where she stands, why something is happening, and should feel safe to voice her concerns, needs, and desires. 3) Trust and be trustworthy. If a submissive feels she is not trusted, she will always feel she is failing you in some way. We have the right to be trusted until we prove otherwise. If you have issues with trust, that isn't our fault even though we will do everything in our power to prove to you that you can depend upon our words and actions just as you should do the same. Complete honesty is a must!! 4) Punishment should never be administered in anger. It should always be with a loving hand when you are calm and thinking clearly. Take a time out before you act. Explain why you are punishing and what you expect to happen in the future. 5) Admit that you are a human being who makes mistakes. The relationship wi

Wondering?
I just got back home today and no love nothing on my page beside the auction. So once vip run ouy i might be deleting my acount. Yaw show me i mean nothing to yaw thank for being great friends. Thank for 2 who left few coments. but i am hurt

He Looks Like A Dom And Quacks Like A Dom , But Is He Really A Dom?
Thoughts on the difference between appearing to be in control, and actually being in control By Sensuous Sadie "In the vanilla world there is a very active game of dominance and submission, one that is largely unspoken and unacknowledged, but in some ways more grounded in reality. Vanilla 'dominants' are dominant by virtue of both the circumstances of their lives as well as by their basic natures. They don't 'act' dominant, they simply are dominant. On the other hand, BDSM Dominants are bound by a loose set of traditions and customs that have little to do with whether they are really in control, but rather with whether they appear to be in control." ~ Jonathan One of the reasons I love visiting my friend Dylan is because while I'm at his house, I am enclosed in his circle. Although he isn't involved in BDSM, he's what we might call a "Vanilla Dominant," in that he creates an environment where I am free to submit. I get to enjoy the comfort and security of the control he provi

The Search
I have looked and searched since I was born And times I have thought that search was over Still, it goes on Some where in the back of my mind Something is missing Some part of me gone It is as though I have never been complete And though it is missing I see it There just out of reach Glimmering in the distance And the closer I get to it The further away it moves And now I realize that it is not the piece I need The end of the search is no longer what I seek Looking back over the years spent wandering I now know what that splinter in the back of my mind was Every time I thought the search was over It began anew What makes me whole is my missing piece What keeps me alive is the search

Qualities Of A Successful Dominant By Polly Peachum
"The Problems Started After I Moved In" When talking to submissive women about their lives and relationships, the most frequent cause of sorrow and difficulty that gets mentioned is the transition from a non-live-in D&S relationship to a full-time live-in situation. Relationships that seemed to work beautifully when limited to cyberspace hot-chat rooms, email, and the telephone suddenly become rocky and confused when two kinky individuals start to live together in a more intense and demanding sort of partnership. There are a number of reasons why this happens with such frequency. Cyberspace teaches you that dominating and submitting are easy and are almost always fun. All you need to do to be a very popular and admired cyber-dominant is to know what pat phrases to say at what times. Even I, a person without any dominant desires, could, by assuming a false on-line persona, easily have a huge stable of cyber-submissives swooning over me and vying for my attention, simply because I

Your Roadmap To Destroying The Other Guy
Most instructors don't advocate 'hitting first'. They get enmeshed in self-defense laws,spiritual, and social morays surrounding the issue of such a seemingly aggressive approach. We have already established that fighting is not something that is entered into for any reason other than to stop an attacker whom otherwise would do you serious, life-threatening, physical harm. Let's take a brief look at this 'hit first' principle. In a violent confrontation you have 2 choices: 1) You may CAUSE the other guy to respond to your action or, 2) You may REACT to the action of the other guy. If you choose the latter you are taking a defensive and potentially, a very dangerous method of self-protection. It requires that you watch the other guy initiate the attack, quickly figure out what is happening and then be able to effectively COUNTER that attack. Essentially with this choice, you allow the other guy to control the fight and then attempt to wrest contr

Points To Ponder -more Advice For Dominants
Written by Cerina X. This article is the property of SL. All rights held and reserved by Submissive Loving. Be Yourself If you have to lie about yourself in order to get someone to submit to you. They did not submit to you. If you project a personality other than whom you really are, no one actually submits to you. They submit to whom you pretend to be. I understand that you may be tempted to behave as you perceive a dominant should, but in the end you are cheating yourself. You will be far more fulfilled to know that one submits to you as you are. It is YOU who inspires this submission, not an alter ego. Maintaining a facade is work and sooner or later you will not have the strength nor the desire to continue with it. What then? Do not be surprised when the submissive is disappointed and goes in search of someone who is naturally what you pretended to be. Everyone loses in the end. Be Honest With Yourself about Your Version of Domination There is nothing wrong with sensu

In Reverse
This one's from last night... well this morning. And it's long, just to warn you. I was walking home from somewhere and suddenly I just couldn't. I somefind that the only way I can move is to push the air in front of me which makes me go backwards. That's just part 1. Part 2. I wake up sprawled out in the middle of the street, no idea why. Get up and can still only do the backwards thing. Come across two guys and for some reason kick them both and run off (sort of) Part 3. I go to hide at a friends house (who happens to be my old best friend who I haven't seen for years) and the two I kicked drive up and park outside. They were going to meet him so we had to leave, and the saw me and didn't care. It was raining and all the sudden I could walk properly again, so I went and waited for a bus to go home. The End

Advice For A Novice Dominant
Excellent article written by unknown author There are as many ways to do D/S as there are people, so you really need to know what your partner wants, doesn't want, is comfortable with, is afraid of, and so forth. A lot of submissives will have great trouble telling you what they want. For some of them, this is because they don't really KNOW what they want. Or, perhaps, they know how they want to feel, but they aren't sure what it is that will make them feel that way. Other submissives do have at least some idea of what they want, but they're too embarassed to be able to tell you directly. And some submissives know what they want but feel as if it spoils things if they have to ask for it, they want the impetus for the scene to come from you, and if they ask for something, then it's as if they're controlling the scene, when what they want is for you to control it. And of course, more than one of these can occur at once. A person can know only what it is they want to feel AND be too em

Dominance And Submission: A Dom's Point Of View
By Ragnarok When I look around the web, and listen to people talk on IRC, I am amazed at the wealth of information that abounds on BDSM...in all of its flavors and varieties. Much of this information tends to be technique oriented..."how to flog" or "using clothes pins." There is nothing wrong with that...and I wish I had access to that information many, many years ago. But it seems that there is an element missing. I have met any number of new Doms who can follow the recipe for effective clothespin use..."attach clothespin to the nearest wobbly bit of skin you see...wait fifteen minutes, rotate 90 degrees, then pinch until red...." On one level, this is a rather yummy tidbit of information, and it reminds a new Dom that 15 minutes is about the limit for clothespins (YMMV). What it doesn't do is address the purely D/S or Dominance and Submission elements of what it is that we do. Simply put, much of the information helps to build "Tops and Bottoms." Not Dominants and Submissives.

A Master's Prayer
All rights reserved. This is an original article by S. Garrett. 8/31/01. Submissive Loving holds exclusive rights. My Last Submissive. A Master's Prayer? My next Sub will be my last. She will be as devoted to me as I am to her. She will trust in my loyalty and my judgement. She will feel safe in my presence and still feel my protection in my absence. She will never mistake sensitivity and caring for weakness. She will share her problems with me. Not in an attempt to have me take them off her shoulders but as a pupil sharing with a tutor. She will take as much joy in learning from me as I take in teaching. She will take pride in the way that people respect my opinion. She will feel such pleasure when her friends consult me for advice. She will know that I will take responsibility for their welfare too. She will take pleasure in my pride of her too. As she goes about her duties at home or work, she will feel my eyes on her approving her intelligence and diligence. She will await

The Modern Master
Dominance in the New Millenium Written by S. Garrett. This article is the property of SL. All rights held and reserved by Submissive Loving. The Master is in control. This control has been surrendered to Him by His slave, her most precious gift. He accepts the responsibility that comes with this gift. He is clear and precise in His demands, leaving His slave in no doubt what is required of her; what it takes to please Him. To ensure this, He is open about His feelings and His needs. He provides His slave with a consistent framework in which to live. Changes to this framework are introduced with clear instructions and training. He never expects His slave to read His mind. The Master demonstrates His strength in the rigour with which He prosecutes training and discipline. He demands total obedience and compliance at all times. He knows His slave thrives on such rigidity provided His demands are realistic. Any transgressions are identified immediately and dealt with fairness with

Letting You Fade
i think im finally ready to let you fade. im strong enough without you now i know everything will be o.k. i washed you away today i watched you swirl down the drain i said good bye to all my tears and all my pain im never going to let you hurt me again once i thought you were the solution to my pain but you were really just another problem gained fade my love for i love you not my hardened heart's unwilling

One Stone
There once was an Indian who had only one testicle, and whose given name was 'Onestone'. He hated that name and asked everyone not to call him Onestone. After years and years of torment, Onestone finally cracked and said,' If anyone calls me Onestone again I will kill them!' The word got around and nobody called him that any more. Then one day a young woman named Blue Bird forgot and said, 'Good morning, Onestone.' He jumped up, grabbed her and took her deep into the forest where he made love to her all day and all night. He made love to her all the next day, until Blue Bird died from exhaustion. The word got around that Onestone meant what he promised he would do. Year

Pleasing Your Dominant
How to gracefully handle being less than perfect. by Cerina, all rights reserved and exclusively held by Submissive Loving I'm beginning to think it is impossible to completely please someone. What an awful thought because as a submissive, that is my job. We are not expected to please anyone other than our Dominant and at first glance, that appears to be simple, right? Making one person happy should be a piece of cake. No problem. Uh huh. Right. Allow me to be vulnerable enough to admit that I find it extremely difficult sometimes. I've run into more than my share of "submissives" out there who claim that because they were "born" a submissive, (eye rolling going on over here) that pleasing their Dominant is as simple as breathing to them. Well, gosh..how wonderful for them, but for us human beings it isn't so automatic. Why? Because I believe the Dominant makes sure it isn't that simple. Think of it as another limit being pushed. They are Dominants, that is their nature, and w

The Submissives Creed
I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and I from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Master. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. I will keep an open mind about trying things that I am not accustomed to or comfortable with and expanding my limits. I will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being. I will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfill His wishes and desires. I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused, I know that submissive does not equal "doormat". I will be courteous and helpful to my fellow submissives, I will share my knowledge and experiences with others in the hope that they will learn from where I have been I will take the time to help those new to the scene start out on the correct p

When Times Get Tough Don't Get Selfish
by Cerina X (all rights reserved and held by Submissive Loving) Guidance for when our dominants are going through a difficult period. I will be the first submissive to admit this. I am selfish about my needs. I am selfish about Master's time and attention. When I do not get it I can become not so pleasant to be around. I forget that I am here to fulfill HIS needs and that mine will be met as a result of fulfilling his needs. I am sure your question might be, "if I am always fulfilling the dominant's needs how can mine be met"? I've asked that same question and you are in luck today because I have the answer. We have taken our time and have chosen the right dominant to serve. By that I mean we have chosen One we feel will best fulfill our needs. So if we have done that it stands to reason that if we keep the dominant's needs met and he/she is happy, we will reap the benefits of a satisfied dominant. I have found this to hold true through trial and error. If Master is not gett

Choosing The Right Dominant:
Choosing the Right Dominant: Know Exactly What You Want by Cerina. © Submissive Loving You are a submissive. You have read everything you could get your hands on and talked to anyone who would offer advice. Now, it is time to choose your dominant. I can only speak and counsel you regarding a full time 24/7 relationship as that is my only experience, however some of what I have to say can also be applied to part time as well. Choose carefully. Choose wisely. This is your life, your heart, your mind and only you can make sure you end up in a relationship that best suits you. The First Step: Get comfy in your favorite chair in a quiet room with pen and paper. Take a deep breath and calm your mind. Dig deep, really THINK about all past relationships. What type of men did you choose? Did those choices work for you? Make a list on the paper of all the traits the men you previously chose possessed. Could he hold a job? Was he quick to anger? Did he make you feel safe? Did he sa

Tolerance
by Cerina X The capacity for or the practice of recognizing and respecting the beliefs or practices of others. The word, "tolerance", is tossed about on bdsm web sites, chat rooms, newsgroups, at munches, and play parties, but I've rarely seen it in action. To date, it appears tolerance is only used with others who have similar beliefs but God help anyone who comes along who practices D/s or bdsm in a completely different manner than the "norm". I've witnessed enough feeding frenzies and verbal lynch mobs to know this is the truth. As a submissive or dominant learning and practicing tolerance is a must. You will meet many people on your journey who will be completely different from yourself and by employing tolerance you stand a good chance of not only broadening your horizons but deepening your understanding of dominance and submission. Not one of us was born with the knowledge of how to be a submissive or a dominant, and only by keeping our minds open can we expect to bett

The Cinderella Complex
Why you should dump the Prince Charming fantasy. by Cerina, all rights reserved and exclusively held by Submissive Loving I would like to briefly address a situation I have observed among many submissive women and find a tad unsettling. It is, The Cinderella Complex. You remember her, don't you? She had a terrible life of oppression and poverty until the Prince swooped her up onto his white horse and they rode off into the sunset together where they would live happily ever after and she would never know another problem for as long as she lived. The handsome Prince would take all responsibilities off of her shoulders, make all the boogiemen go away, and only asked for her love and adoration in return. The Cinderella Complex is a mind state where someone believes that if the right "One" comes into their life, all of their problems will disappear. How does this tie into dominance and submission? It does not. I understand the allure for women who see themselves as life's victims t

Submissive Frenzies By Mistress Steel
Submissive Frenzies are a state or condition that many if not all submissives will experience at one time or another. Many aspects of BDSM are similar to addictions in how they play out in the mind. From that perspective the Frenzies can be considered to be the 'withdrawal' stage. The peculiar thing about this is that a submissive need not ever have engaged in a real life D/s BDSM experience to actually go into this state of need. Generally the very first experience a submissive will have will be prior to ever engaging in a real life D/s event. Many submissives can chronicle a 'longing' or unspecified 'need' which may have begun when they were quite little. This sensation was always present though generally unacknowledged or openly reviewed. In many cases the submissive was not able to identify the source of this sensation. It simply made them restless and on occasion subject to frustrated outbursts. With the 'finding' of the D/s BDSM community many submissives feel a corresponding

Would You Be Willing To Be Auctioned?
Ok Bad Girls..I'm Getting Close To Being Able To Get Spotlight..Want To Get It By Labor Day If Possible...Would Anyone Be Willing To Be In A Fubucks Only Auction With The Fubucks Going To My Spotlight Fund?? You Can Offer Between 1-5 Things You Want To Offer ...I Do Have A Special Idea For The Auction Tags..But Want To Know First If Anyone Would Be Willing To Be Auctioned..So Let Me Know By Leaving A Comment Or Private Messaging Me.

Submission From Strength
The following was written as S. Garrett's response to someone's offhand comment that they were surprised to find I (Cerina) am a submissive due to my manner and "attitude". I've held onto a copy of this for months and finally felt that it might be helpful to others in understanding why a strong willed submissive is found valuable. I mostly put off posting this to the site because I was shy about appearing to be tooting my own horn since the article is complimentary to...well......me. I simply want other submissives and dominants to know that subservience and submission are two different kettles of fish. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ That curious and thought provoking response to your strong approach to submission in your message box inspired the following thoughts: I am not sure if, before meeting cerina, that strength of will would have instinctively been high on my specification of the 'ideal submissive'. Not because I find the juxtaposition of strength and submission

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyy : Screams :
why the hell is it , when i finally find somebody that is everything i never even knew i wanted,i can't be with him!?! and i get fuckin hurt!?! i'm tired of trying , tired of caring , tired of it all , fuck love!!!!!!!! think i'm gonna have to take a break from here , so if you're reading this and ya don't hear from me for a lil while, please understand. peace!

No Desk
Classrooms with no desk!? Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a Social Studies teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock , did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. Looking around, confused, they asked, 'Ms. Cothren, where're our desks?' She replied, 'You can't have a desk until you tell me what you have done to earn the right to sit at a desk.' They thought, 'Well, maybe it's our grades.' 'No,' she said. 'Maybe it's our behavior.' She told them, 'No, it's not even your behavior.' And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, third period, still no desks in the classroom. By early afternoon televisi on news crews had started gathering in Ms. Cothren's c

Submission
Submission To Submit: ...to overcome resistance to direction and yield one(self) to the will of another Submission is an action of personal strength. To overcome internal resistance the submissive must control their desire or need to maintain personal control in the creation and delivery of all personal decisions. They must overcome the need to express or deliver their personal judgment as the basis for creating, directing and taking self action. They must overcome their desire to ACT defensively through CHALLENGE and directed conflict when exposed to the direction of another. As part of this process they must also submerge their ego to allow them to follow or accept direction from another without fear of loss of face, status or worth. To yield is to 'reward' through the offering of the inner self to the direction or will of another. This 'gift' is the non-resistance or need of conflict TO direction and external control. Resistance is usually based on FEAR of loss. That l

The Thank You Poem
THE THANK YOU POEM It was a bright snowy day that we met Little did I know but it was all set All I had to do was follow directions and there get. Meeting two good friends was my goal But all I could think of was being safe in the snow Communication among parties was a flow, and I was lost going slow I am no writer, no poet no, but I do admire some Edgar Allan Poe After arriving I had no idea, but the word of the day was pull pull pull The message is clear My friends are dear Appreciative I am, I clap and I cheer. By Master C. © 2008. All rights reserved.

The Healthy Submissive
© Yalda Tovah "Discipline gives total freedom; it allows you to go beyond your limitations, to break through boundaries and reach the highest goal. The path to discipline will not only save a person's life, it will also give it meaning. How? By introducing him to deeper joys and deeper longings, by creating a silence in which the whisper of the heart can be heard. Truly, discipline is the road to liberation." --Gurumayi Chidvilasananda In this discussion, I will be talking primarily about the female heterosexual submissive, because I don't know enough about non-heterosexual female submissives and Dominants to know whether this analysis is completely applicable. This focus is not to suggest that lesbian female submissives and their challenges are less worthy of study, merely that I am not equipped at this time to do such a study. So often, women who are newly aware of their submissive needs endure a period of self doubt around the troubling question: am I sick? I've seen women r

God Is Never Wrong
A long time ago, in a kingdom far away, there was a king that did not believe in the kindness of God. He had a follower that always reminded him of the truth. My king never be discouraged… Everything God does is perfect. He is never wrong. One day, the king went hunting with his follower and a forest beast attacked him. The follower was able to kill the animal, although he could not prevent the king from losing a finger in his right hand. The king was furious with what had happened and without showing gratitude for having his life saved by his follower, he asks: What do you say now? God is good? If God was good, I would not have been attacked and lost a finger. My King, although all these things happened, all I can tell you is that God is good, and that losing a finger is for your well being. Everything God does is perfect. He is never wrong. Not buying the follower’s response, he ordered that his follower be imprisoned in the darkest and

Online Friends
Every once in a while, someone contacts you while you are online & you hit it off, right from the start. This person becomes your best friend, and then, for one reason or another, with a click of a button, they are gone, and you never hear from them again. It was at random that we met, A chance that not many get. How was I to know That you would turn out to be my special friend, Someone who could be there, Until the end. No matter how I feel or what I do, I know, in my heart, That I can count on you. I've never seen you, Heard you, or touched you. Those kind of chances are very few. To meet someone from far away, Never knowing if they're here to stay, Not knowing if what they say is true, Of what they're doing and telling you. So far away, but yet so near, The "not knowing" is the fear. Is it truth, or is it lies? Will a heart grow, or will it die? Either way, the bonds of Friendship's strings are tied. Ones needs are met, Some with regret. Some with

Celebrate Us
She is an inspiration she is dignity she is courage she is strength She can teach by her wisdom and lead by her grace She is a warrior, she is a goddess. She is everything in between. She is laughter, she is vibrant. She always radiates life. She is tenderness, she is hope. She is a wife, a mother, an aunt, a sister A best friend. She is beautiful, she is amazing. She is You!!!!

Bday Bullshit
nothing that was supposed to happen did but it was good. Next year im going to treat it how i started to this year im not going to plan on do anything.in fact i think i will just do something by myself.or just lounge around hahahha. to me a birthday is just another day. its not special because all it really means is your one year closer to your death. i don't know about you but celebrating the fact that you were forced out of your moms vagina is also kinda sick. hahah

For Every Season......
August 24th is my mom's birthday. She would have been 61 years old today. You know, it always seemed like she was so much older, wiser. I guess that's how we always see our parents, as being "old". The truth is that she was only 35 years older than me and when she died she was 60. I think of that number now and it seems so very small, so young. Last month marked the first anniversary since she passed away and I'm astonished at how much has changed yet how much has stayed the same. On one hand I can see that I have adjusted somewhat. In the first few months, I picked up the phone and dialed her number automatically...forgetting that no one would be there to answer. I don't reach for the phone to call her the second the I have something exciting to tell her. Hers is not the number I dial when I have a few moments of peace and simply want to talk. My friends says that it's a good thing and I should be proud that I have had the courage to move on but it doesn't feel that way to

I'm A Tiny Cum Guzzler.
I came to the bar today to find a man to have a glass of wine with and let nature take its course!! Check out my personal bolg at www.tinycumlover.blogspot.com. Also check out... www.creaminbetween.streamray.com for some hot live action!! Pm me guys, lets start drinking. P.S my cam is on LIVE right now. Check my personal blog for more details!! kisses xox

Various,few Links
Dom:all provide love, strength, protection,love, respect, discipline, and acceptance. Links: http://www.vanilla-not.com/fetishlinks/index.html, Polyamory: The practice of carrying on simultaneous relationships with more than one partner. Polyamory is not cheating, and it doesn't (necessarily) mean group sex, or casual promiscuous sex, or even any sex at all... http://www.leathernroses.com/lnrhome.htm www.Collarme.com

Disturbed "indestructible" Review
This was actually written a month before it was released...lucky little ol me got an advanced copy three months early :) Disturbed's fourth release Indestructible is available in stores June 3, 2008. Has Disturbed created an Indestructible album? When a fan favored band comes out with a new album it's a mixture of excitement and apprehension. Will it live up to the hype or test my loyalty as a fan? Disturbed went into the studio on a mission to create an album that delivers the best of the previous albums, though seamlessly blended for a unique sound. What they accomplished is quite possibly their best album to date. While it may seem an impossible task of pleasing fans of the syncopated vocals of Draiman and the tribal drumming of Wengren while also pleasing fans of the melodic lifting melodies and Donegan's guitar solos, the result does just that. Not to mention that Moyer has elevated himself from adopted child status to full fledged family member. Everyone

Brandon Saller Of Atreyu
Interview with Brandon Saller of Atreyu 4/13/08 Taste of Chaos Tour The weather was stifling in Sacramento, so I waited on their air conditioned bus while Brandon finished up a phone call outside. I tell him to take his time, no hurry, to which members of the band reply, "It's not important, just his wife." I give my congratulations to the newlywed while the Lead Sails Paper Anchor 2.0 cd makes the rounds to be signed by all the members, save Alex, who was inside the venue. Marc eyes the cd and gets excited, "How did you get that? We haven't even seen that yet." The enhanced cd with photos, bonus tracks and videos will be released on 4/22/08. I pass it over and he gives it a good looking over before signing it and returning it back to me. Brandon asks if I mind going outside to do the interview, "Where it's more quiet." We discuss the TOC tour, karaoke and being the 'only girl in the family'. KM: So Brandon, how is the fan going so far? BS: It's almost over, a couple sho

Eric And Jared Of Bless The Fall
I was met out at the bus bay by BTF's tour manager, Dougie. I was taken by surprise, I guess I wasn't expecting the manager of a christian metal band to be tattooed and pierced! Very cool guy, got me in the venue as there was some confusion with the pass I was given...All Access, hmmm should we let her in? He let me make their room my hangout for most of the concert and let me tell you that their room, which was some sort of recreational area, was so popular that I ran into members of Idiot Pilot and Atreyu while there. After getting acquainted with the band, Eric, Jared and I headed into the hallway where it was considerably quieter! Of course they got the fun spinning chairs while I had to sit on my crappy stationery seat but those are the spoils of fame and Jared did give me a breath mint, which didn't even it out but it was still a nice gesture! KM: So how has the TOC tour been treating you? Jared: It's been going pretty awesome, a lot of cool bands and a lot of c

David Draiman Of Disturbed
I had the great pleasure of speaking with Disturbed frontman, David Draiman, the day before flying out to Kuwait for the Operation MySpace concert. As expected, David was very unexpected, discussing everything from the new album, Indestructible, the troops, politics and the proper pronunciation of yiddish sayings. KM: So David, I had a great conversation with Dan about the new album. Congratulations! I’m so impressed with it. DD: Thank you. KM: I’ve only had it a few days but I already have songs playing through my head. DD: That’s the idea. KM: I told him I was pleasantly surprised that there wasn’t one song on the album I didn’t like, which is not usually the case. DD: We believe in all killer, no filler. KM: And it’s self produced. DD: Well you know after three records working with Johnny, we learned from him. He’s a great teacher, he made us into better studio musicians. So if after working with him on three albums in the same studio, if we can’t go into

M. Shadows Of Avenged Sevenfold
Avenged Sevenfold is a label defying rock band out of Huntington Beach, California. Consisting of M. Shadows-vocals, Synester Gates-guitar, The Rev-drums, Zacky Vengeance-guitar and Johnny Christ-bass. Their debut album, Sounding the Seventh Trumpet (2001), was predominantly ’hard core’ with a heavy sound laden with screaming vocals and surprising harmonies, as on the songs Darkness Surrounding and We Come Out at Night. The talent showcased on this album was just a hint at what these talented guys could produce. The follow up, Waking the Fallen(2003), continued the heavy trend with such songs as, Unholy Confessions and Chapter Four but most notable was the hauntingly beautiful ballad I Won’t See You Tonight. Commercial success hit with their next release, City of Evil (2005). The radio play of such hits as, Beast and the Harlot (also featured on Guitar Hero II), Bat Country and Sidewinder, catapulted the band into the public eye, though it brought an onslaught of criticism wit

Widowed
It's been two years since my wife pased on. I think it's time for me to find someone new in my life. It will be hard as my daughter and grandsons live with me. But I think it would be nice to have someone to talk to and hold once in a while. And yes I'm still sexulay active.

Over 1,000 Terms For Male Masturbation
A little five on one Abuse the fuse Adjust your set Anger the cobra Anger the pickle Answer the bone-a-phone Appease the cheese Arm-wrestle the one eyed champ Asexual reproduction Autofellatio Auto-manipulation Ax the timber Badger the witness Bag that ass up Bait the mast Bake cream cakes Bake the cheese Banana squeezing Bang yourself Bank off shoot goo Bash the bishop Baste the turkey Battle the Cyclops Be a loner Beat it Beat off Beat Pedro Beat the banger Beat the beef Beat the bishop Beat the bologna Beat the hog Beat the meat Beat the monkey Beat the morning wood (like every good boy should) Beat the one eye snake Beat the one eyed monster Beat the rat Beat the red-headed cock-eyed woodpecker Beat the shit Beat the stepchild Beat the stick Beat the weasel Beat up shorty Beat your cock Beat your gorilla

Disturbed Interview
Interview with Disturbed 7/12/08 Shoreline Amphitheater, Mountainview, CA The standard definintion of surreal, is... Sur*re*al–adjective 1. of, pertaining to, or characteristic of surrealism; surrealistic. 2. having the disorienting, hallucinatory quality of a dream; unreal; fantastic My definition of surreal, standing in a small dressing room with the four members of Disturbed, Dan Donegan, John Moyer, Mike Wengren and David Draiman, while David uses the word surreal to describe their trip to Kuwait to play for the troops. I was backstage at Shoreline waiting to present the band with dog tags as a thank you from myself on behalf of the troops...can you imagine how large the card would have been otherwise?! The interview was unscheduled, but I was there, the band was there and my trusty little recorder was there, so their manager Jason thought, since we were all there...why not? I decided to make this my follow up interview to Dan and David's March 3rd discus

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Dan Donegan Of Disturbed
Interview with Dan Donegan of Disturbed 3/6/08 Chicago's own, Disturbed, has been kicking ass and taking names in the music industry since their debut with 2000's The Sickness. The follow ups, 2002's Believe and 2005's Ten Thousand Fists proved that the band could not only sustain but thrive in a fickle industry flooded with bands that self combust after making it big. In addition to their new album, Indestructible, which will be released June 3rd, 2008, the band played for our U.S. troops in Kuwait for Operation MySpace on March 10. I had the great privilege to sample the new album, which features more shredding by guitarist and founder Dan Donegan, and talked to him about this and their Kuwait show shortly before their departure. K: Hi Dan, so where are you at now? DD: We're at home in Chicago at the moment. K: Great, so how are you doing today? DD: Good, just getting ready to go, we're actualy leaving for Kuwait tomorrow. I don't know if you knew we're d

Bitch...
BITCHOLOGY - I LOVE IT! ----------------------- When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within

All Girls Read :p
A Woman's Love There many great things I have experience in life, from deaths to the flight of doves, but one thing I have never seen or experienced is a woman's true Love You can talk to most guys and they run on about how they love their moms to death, but what do you do when all your love was given to someone else it use to hurt me to my heart to know from my mom i was never truly loved it felt like everyday my soul was bogged down in the mud. From years of mental abuse I never cared how a woman felt, this anger and life I was giving were just the cards i was dealt. Some girls get mad at me, say I'm heartless and scream and curse me out to my face, but the only thing I can think in my head, is man she can be replace. I never needed any woman to make me smile or feel good about myself, so for all my years I got what I wanted, and like a thief in the night I left I've been called a pig, a dog, and everything in the book but that's not my type of reading material s

My Only Auction
SO I DONT LIKE THE TYPICAL AUCTIONS SO I'M PUTTING MYSELF UP FOR AUCTION THIS IS THE ONLY TIME I'M GOING UP FOR AUCTION WHAT I'M OFFERING IS YOUR MIDGET ON MY PAGE PIMPED OUT IN BLOGS AND BULLY'S YOUR PICS IN YOUR OWN FOLDER ON MY PAGE 50 11'S A DAY FOR THE TIME OF OWNERSHIP GIFTS AND SHITFACED EVERYDAY SO JUST COMMENT BELOW WITH YOUR BID THIS WILL RUN FOR ONE WEEK OR UNTIL ME OR A BIDDER DECIDES THEY WANT TO END IT THIS PIMP MADE BY MASTER

S/m Isn't What It Used To Be
In major American cities today small groups of otherwise relatively normal people get together to discuss, and to a lesser extent practice, S/M. But wait a minute --doesn't S/M mean one person who enjoys deliberately inflicting pain on another person who, for some reason, likes receiving that pain? The answer certainly is yes, but to understand why these people gather to discuss and practice S/M, you first need to understand the difference between the old, traditional mainstream concept of sadism and masochism and the newer concept of S/M that is currently being practiced in a healthy manner. In the old concept, a sadist was usually someone who enjoyed inflicting pain on a person who had not consented to it, and a masochist was someone who felt compelled to experience the pain though it was usually considered "sick" to enjoy it. Furthermore, these participants usually had a significant psychological imbalance or disorder, and their S/M activities quite often could easily cause lo

Saddle Up To Find The Cure
The Day Started out horribly. It took me over an hour to load buck he just did not want to get in the trailer.I wanted to be at the show by 0800 instead i got there about 0845. When i got there they had just started the speed classes which mean it was going to be a very long day. We got ready to go into the first halter class. we walked up to the judge, and went to trot away when buck went up on his hnd legs and backed up about 25 feet.. Then i got him going forward but he wouldnt jog. The second halter class went pretty much the same without him rearing. up. Then there was hours and hours of down time. Most classes had over 50 entries and they had to do splits. So in the down time i got on buck and he was fine. Jogged when i asked him to backed up when i asked him to i was like we will be alright. Except when it was time to go in the ring he wouldnt. HE REFUSED TO ENTER THE RING. I couldnt get him to go in. so i did not get to ride in the Survivors or In Memory of classs

Another Random Musical Rant.
alright. yeah, i know you're tired of me bitching about muisc. but ya know what? music is a big part of my life so just deal with it. i'm a metal head. yes. you already know this, but for some reason most people think if you listen to metal you automatically listen "death" metal. NO. death metal is a subgenre....it is NOT the entirity of metal like some morons think. actually i'm not a big fan of death metal. i'm extremely picky about that subgenre to the point where most death metal bands i think just plain suck and have no redeeming qualities at all. here is a list of the few "death" metal bands i think are amazing and are worth listening to. for those of you that are fellow metal heads, i'm sure you will apperciate the ones i did choose. essential "death" metal bands/albums. 1. Death- their entire musical catalog. seriously you can not be a fan of death metal if you don't have every album by Death. they started the whole genre, and were always ahead of e

Plzz Help Him
He is a little behind on his contest!!! lets give him a hand...... SHOW HIM U LUV HIM (repost of original by '~~SassyMysticDawn~~Member of The Shadow Bombers~~' on '2008-08-22 21:39:15') (repost of original by 'DJ SuperMan~C/O Planet X~Fu Owner Of Chaotic Princess*Fu Engaged To Kisa*' on '2008-08-22 23:02:42') (repost of original by '¢¾~BRATT~¢¾' on '2008-08-22 23:18:11') (repost of original by 'Home Page Of The Shadow Bombers' on '2008-08-22 23:18:56') (repost of original by '~~SassyMysticDawn~~Member of The Shadow Bombers~~' on '2008-08-24 02:27:15') (repost of original by 'ZGIRL**Rating Revolution**CLUB UNITED MEMBER & THE SHADOW BOMBER' on '2008-08-24 03:02:44') (repost of original by '`~SteVe~` `~aKa ~` `~"The Sweet Angel" & MEMBER of the "RATING REVOLUTION"' on '2008-08-24 03:25:57')

Can You Stand The Rain?
~Can you stand the rain~ To get on this train r/f/a all members. And in case you're not sure what those letters mean...RATE/FAN/ADD...and you MUST do all three. Let them know that you are joining the "can you stand the rain" train in your friend request. If they are already a friend leave them a comment like "playing in the rain" or "it's raining cats and dogs" and don't forget to re-rate them. Don't forget to leave me (Vitamin de~) a comment, too. And again my number one rule... NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA did i say NO DRAMA When new members add you rate them as well as leave them a comment. Don't just pass them by because you're already friends...let them know you're joining the "can you stand the rain" train. Rate the rain folder and you'll get a rain tag specially made by vitamin de~. Start with this picture Leave a comment on the last picture to let Vitamin de~ know that you finished. Don't forget to message Vitamin de~ when you

Can I Get At Least A Rate???
HELLO EVERYONE!! TENNISGIRL1987 IS IN ANOTHER CONTEST!! CONTEST ENDS SEPTEMBER 3. RATES ARE 3 POINTS AND COMMENTS ARE 1. SHE NEEDS AT LEAST 11,500 POINTS TO WIN ANYTHING. SO PLEASE CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO RATE/COMMENT. ANY COMMENTS THAT YOU LEAVE, EVEN IF IT'S JUST ONE, WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. THANK YOU SO MUCH!! :-D This bulletin has been brought to you by.... Arthur155 is the proud owner of Tennisgirl1987@ fubar

Contentment
Its amazing how one moment in life can right every wrong thats been done in one heavy blow. I am so damn content its like watching a cat curl up and cuddle in its favorite blanket. Understanding between two people that love each other is a beuatiful thing to behold and even more beautiful when youre the one with the understanding. Yep Angel woke up in love, in her baby's safe arms and in her contentment zone. All is right in my world at this moment and excuse me while a girl glows.....yep Im glowing. For once no tears, no hurt, no heartache just smiles, sighs an two lovers complete join me in the smile

New Boat
Well, I guess I'm back on. I lost my boat during Fay's travel through here. Well, I didn't actually lose it, it got pretty swamped and was half sunk at the dock. It was actually less expensive to buy a new boat than to salvage the old one. Less expensive up front. So, I had to go to Jacksonville to buy the new one and sail it back home. That's where I've been the last few days. Hope all my friends have been well!

Olympics In The Bedroom!
So last night I was watching the womens high jump. Long legged women running, jumping and landing on their backs on a soft cushion pad. So the great mind that I have started rolling and I realized that I'm 6'2" or 1.83 in meters. The top 15 girls jumped over me. NOW imagine, long-legged women, jumping over me landing on a soft pad of some sort (like a bed) Then everyone wins!!

Meye Definitionz
GRHYME: ghetto rhyme. DIGG: I like something. Fool:Someone who don't know what the fuck they talking about or doing,they would better off being silent. Sucker: just a stupid motherfucker in every sense of the word. Freak: 1.someone trying to fuck everything that moves. 2.wild & strange people 3. People out in the knight you don't want to fuck with. Criminal: freestyle opportunist without rules or boundaries.

Jerks On Fubar
Some of you people aren't real. Some of you people are just fake. Some of you have no common sence. Some of you have no morals. Some of you have sence of right and wrong. Some of you have no dignity. Some of you are just plain stupid. Some of you have no clue what this is for. Some of you need your head examined. Some of you people are just rude. And for those people, I hate you all YOU ARE THE WORST THAT HUMANITY HAS TO OFFER! PEOPLE LIKE YOU MAKE ME SICK!

To Understand Collaring
Collaring is the term commonly used by those in the D/s community to describe the commencement of a relationship between a Dominant and a submissive. It carries the same type of weight that a marriage ring does in it's final stage and denotes the same depth of commitment. In recent times (since the advent of the internet) we have seen a bastardizing of this ritual into something casual and transient. This attack on long standing traditions should be actively fought by educating those entering the lifestyle. First I want to state clearly that in my opinion collaring is done ONLY in real life, between live people, ceremonially, joyously and celebrated. One does not get married online or on the phone and one does not collar online or on the phone. The first collar offered is called the 'Collar of Consideration'. This identification comes from the Old Guard Leather community, the same source of the Safe, Sane and Consentual code. This Collar is traditionally given at the very beginning

Not Sure
The collar is a symbol of ownership within the BDSM lifestyle. It does not necessarily have to be an actual collar. In some cases it may be a chain attached to piercing, a tattoo/branding, or a piece of jewelry. A collar is not something to be given lightly. It is symbolic of a serious commitment of ownership and bears the same importance as a wedding ring. The collar means that the submissive is not available Or is “off limits” and serves only the one she/he is collared by. The collar is the property of the Dominant and should the two terminate the relationship, it should be returned immediately . A Dominant who purses a collared submissive Is acting improperly and is jeopardizing his/her reputation. Below are examples of the several different types Of collars often presented. The Training Collar; Typically a prelude to a formal collar it is utilized while the sub/slave is being taught and is still learning the specific duties expected by

Eeeeep 1st Date In 10 Yrs?
OK, leaving in 5 minutes for the firts date I have had in 10 years. I am so not even sure I remember how. LOL *giggles* no sex on first date... right? hahahah I guess just be my charming bratty self (LMAO) hmm wish me luck ya'll will post here when I get back.

Nsfw Poet
I bring the things you don't want to hear got a full klip now release your fear. Words are spoken needs no stroken my ego I let go so instead let shit flow all that good grhyme I'm smokin. take you on a trip and never leave yo house I need money fuck a spouse some got it twisted thinking I aint handling thangs you must be smoking your own product shut the fuck up, get off the pot. lazi azz folks don't get nuthin that's wastin time and money makes no cents can't be fun!!!

Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again… So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you… My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint… My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go So Break Your

Self Esteem!!!
Editor's note: Please bear in mind that the author is writing from a heterosexual male Dom/fem sub point of view. I have a simple fast rule - I don't tolerate people putting themselves down. That doesn't mean we can't have bad days, however to put one's self down demoralizes everyone who is around you. It calls into question their own ability to choose friends, lovers, etc. It calls upon their social expectations in who we accept within our sphere of socializing and friendship. Call me "nose in the air" but I have high standards for those I choose to be around, and to put oneself down in front of me is to question my ability to choose friends, lovers, etc. As I have already pointed out this does not apply to those bad hair days or life troubled days we all have. Nor does it mean I don't go out of my way to help those with low self-esteem. I simply put my foot down in the beginning and say "hey around me there is no reason to feel low nor will it be tolerated." We all have to acce

Do You Have Myspace?
Do you have myspace? http://www. cotaforleilae. com/ Her Mom is memeber of Hero's and Mafia on myspace...http://www. myspace. com/i_luv_leila_n_marcus Add her to ur friends list if ya do have myspace and help spread word to your friends too. Thanks

Vip Contest
I am in a contest for a free VIP and I need all the help I can get. I need 8000 comments by Sept. 14. If you all would be so kind as to help bomb me, I will find some way of saying thank you to you. I hope that you could also share this link and request with others. Just click on the picture below to go to the contest page. I will also toss all the 11's I can to those who help me win!

3 Yr Old!!!!! Lol!!!!
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old Girl, to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped Deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Mommy Pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The Paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor Began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the Wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, 'He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his ass again!'

Grrrr
With as much money as I have previously given to this site, somehow I get banned from mumms for posting one asking if China should be reprimanded for trying to cheat in the Olympics. What the hell is wrong with asking that? How can it be viewed as inappropriate or NSFW???

Ass Contest???? Mhmmmm
im in here when finished sb me and ill add ya to my private folders.You must enter the lounge for the vote to count. Click This Picture to Vote on the Hottest Ass! Please dont get mad if i have o take you off the family list. Im having to take people off to fit new voters on. =/ i can only have 25 family so please dont get mad. you can vote every 24 hours. and it gets you into my family to see my folders. so whats stopping you? dont forget to subscribe while you are here. OVER THURSDAY AUG 28th @ 1am

You Are Not An Escape In My Hell
My hell always there, no time or way for me to share. Boredom and loneliness a mindset that engulfs me. The desire to flee so strong, I wish to be free. A dream, I know this to be true, a young girls wish that will never get its due. With age and this life that is my hell, I live broken, just a shell. Can it be mended and revived... I think not. It will lie dormant within because you are not an escape in my hell

Come & Ride
OH YEA..WE'RE SOME SEXY FU'S AND WE'RE BLOWING BUBBLES! WONT YOU COME JOIN US? ITS EASY TO DO..ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS RATE, FAN, AND ADD THE SEXINESS BELOW (ALL OF THEM) IF THEY ARENT ON YOUR LIST SEND THEM A COMMENT WITH YOUR FRIENDS REQUEST SAYING "I BLOW BUBBLES"! IF THEY ARE LEAVE THEM A PROFILE COMMENT SAYING THE SAME THING!! WHEN YOURE DONE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SO I CAN ADD YOU TO THE LIST! WOO HOO...LETS BLOW SOME BUBBLES! DONT FORGET TO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE...IF YOU CANT GET TO A PROFILE DONT WORRY ABOUT IT AND JUST LET ME KNOW. NO REASON FOR DRAMA. HppyBubbles™ ~~ Goin On Vacation 9/4@ fubar BUBBLE BLOWING SEXIES ~Phoenix~@ fubar schsam@ fubar HorniSeXiMilf~ BLING me to g/f pleaze® © My NAME is Sassi!!!! ♥@ fubar �LÏVÏÑ ÐÃ Ð®∃ÃM©••••ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ Southern Stunna ÖWñÈR Ö£ KÈLÇÈY@ fubar

Poly Or Not
Many people in BDSM are involved in what is known as a polyamorous relationship. Many, however, do not. A polyamorous relationship is one in which there are more than 2 people involved. In such a relationship, all of those involved are aware of each other person who is involved and are agreeable to the relationship arrangements. It is very difficult to keep a poly relationship running smoothly, but it is possible. I am not sure why there are so many poly relationships in BDSM, but I have my thoughts on the subject. I think that many are drawn to BDSM because of the opportunity to have more than one partner. This is not neccessarily a bad thing, but it can be if the person is not truly a dominant or submissive. Some people seem to like poly relationships because they think they are less work and require less of an emotional comittment on their part. Unfortunately, that is not true and such an attitude dooms a poly to failure. With the number of poly relationships in BDSM, t

More Good Info
This is one topic in BDSM that seems to be the hardest one for newbies to grasp. It is often mistaken for discipline, but the two are indeed different. To put it simply, punishment is the consequences given to a submissive when the submissive breaks a rule, displeases the dominant, or in other ways does something wrong. Many people balk at the idea of punishment. It can be very difficult to accept as part of the relationship. I think the problem comes in when it is viewed as punishing an adult. As well, those involved in a BDSM relationship because of love, have a difficult time fathoming punishing the person they love so much. The easiest way, and readily understandable way, of explaining the role of punishment in BDSM is to liken it to the role of punishment in a parent child relationship. Now, I am NOT saying that submissives are children. What I am saying is that a parent's role is to teach the child right from wrong and at times punishment must be utilized to meet this end.

3outta4 Or 4outta5?
3outta4? Sorry, shuold've explained what that meant. It was just the number of nights out partying I had for my birthday...Wednesday, Friday and Saturday...3 out of 4! Although I'm being hassled to make it 4outta5 by a tasty young fella who wants to have some drinkies tonight too! I haven't said no as such yet but must admit that I'm struggling now to maintain the pace! It's alright burning the candle at both ends when your 22 but when you're (newly) 37, excessive and prolonged spells drinking, dancing and having sex catches up with you! The slutty little lacy black dress last night got me the results that I was hoping for after the disappointment of Friday night. I'll post some pics of me out in it before I got too steamin'...Anyway, Birthday girl never bought a drink all night because there was always a willing bloke hovering and wanting to look after me. I clubbed it until 3am, got fucked in a nightclub cubicle (of the ladies!) by one guy before heading back to the home of

Dont Be Mstaken
OK SO THIS IS NOT MY FIRST TIME ON FU, I WAS ON HERE ABOUT A MONTH BUT IT KINDA CAUSED TOO MUCH FOR ME, COS YOU SEE I GOT A BROKEN LEG AND UP UNTIL TODAY AINT BEEN OUT OF BED PLUS IT ALSO KINDA RESULTED IN SOCIAL DRAMA WHICH IS NOW SORTED. OK SO WHILE MAIN PART OF BEING ON HERE IS TO GET POINTS ETC, PLEASE DONT ONLY RATE AND FAN ETC TAKE THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME AND IF ANY OF MY OLD FRIENDS FROM BEFORE WANNA ADD ME = ITS THE REAL ME AND I CAN PROVE IT LMAO SALUTE PICTURE WILL BE DONE IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS!!!! SO LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED.

Annoyed
Listen people, I am very glad to have the add, rates and fans... I am actually grateful. However, I am not going to strip on cam for you, I will prolly decline to even speak when you are professing to be horny and erect and wanting to cum right now. I don't cyber, so I don't see the point. Now, I know you are going to comment on the NSFW pics. They are fairly tame I think and well about as racy as I will get. Have some decorum please, I like polite and chivalrous men.

Even Md's Have Off Days!
1. A man comes into the ER and yells, 'My wife's going to have her baby in the cab!' I grabbed my stuff, rushed out to the cab, lifted the lady's dress, and began to take off her underwear. Suddenly, I noticed that there were several cabs -- and I was in the wrong one. Submitted by Dr. Mark MacDonald, San Antonio , TX 2. At the beginning of my shift, I placed a stethoscope on an elderly and slightly deaf female patient's anterior chest wall. 'Big breaths,' I instructed. 'Yes, they used to be,' replied the patient. Submitted by Dr. Richard Byrnes, Seattle , WA 3. One day I had to be the bearer of bad news when I told a wife that her husband had died of a massive myocardial infarction. Not more than five minutes later, I heard her reporting to the rest of the family that he had died of a 'massive internal fart.' Submitted by Dr. Susan Steinberg 4. During a patient's two week follow-up appointment with his cardiologist, he informed me, his doctor, that he was having tr

That's Mine!
"I got that one!"... "Well I own all the green ones! There's another one now!" ... "I want all the cars that start with letter "C"" then a loud scream, "MAAAAAA! he's touchin people." That's driving along with chilcren in the car. In particular, driving ... or riding in my case, along with siblings in the car that my mother... a single parent/divorcee'... was driving in or/around Chicago to and from my grandma's house. The "I got that" syndrome was our infantile claim for future desires... wants... and what could become goals, with the right idiom applied. Mine developed NORMALLY... as for my siblings, I can not determine where they got off. One brother, a US MARINE Leatherneck (at his father's suggestion) self acclaimedly "never wanted to be RESPONSIBLE. Get that... an IRRESPONSIBLE Marine!" And another Marine who digs potatoes...(every woman who was ever a little girl that jumped rope knows what that means)... at the mention of entering a HEALTH CLUB... BALLY's to be specific. What'

Fun Fun. =]
G'day luvies. =] haha so yesterday i was at my friends house. her son for his bday wound up getting one of those Nerf rapid fire dart guns. Needless to say she, i and, another friend spent most of the time playing with it. I've got to get one of those... i think it would be a good way to keep children in line when they are misbehaving :p

I Saved A Life!
Saturday afternooon i was walking home from work about 6pm on west genesee st, i saw this house with smoke pouring from the window out of the first floor apartment. There was a fan blowing smoke out so i thought everything was ok, i thought to myself keep walking everything should be fine. Something told me to turn around and check. So i did i walked up to the apartment building and walked inside. I knocked as hard as i could on the apt with the smoke but no answer, i kept hearing a smoke detector going off,at this point i knew something was wrong. I didnt have a cell phone so i started running up and down the stairs of the apartment building knocking on everyones door to see if they had a phone to call 911. No answer form anyone. I then ran next door to the local day spa but they were closed so i continnued to the barber shop but they were closed. I then ran down to the apt building and i seen a woman and a man pointing at the window and they asked me when i reached them if everything

Love You Baby!
I LOVE YOU for giving your heart to me and trusting me with your pride. I LOVE YOU for wanting me and needing me by your side. I LOVE YOU for the emotions i never knew i had. I LOVE YOU for making me smile whenever i feel sad. I LOVE YOU for your thoughts of me where i'm always on your mind. I LOVE YOU for finding that part of me that i never thought i'd find. I LOVE YOU for the way you are and for how you make me feel but most of all I LOVE YOU cuz i know you're mine for real!

I Just Noticed
.........i just noticed something so i was trollin nsfw pics of chicks and stuff right? and i notice something .......yeah imma little late on the gun, but has anybody ever noticed the people that leave comments on these nsfw pics? seriously ...im not that good lookin but DAMN..there some hideous people who leave comments and stuff. (in my opinion) .......i should comment on these pics and stuff ...yeah thats all i got for now

Leveling
Miss Kitty and Mr. Typhoon Aren't they just the cutest couple? Well, they are trying to Godfather on the same day... Now isn't that the sweetest thing? So, let's help them make this wish come true! Click on the picture above and show Miss Kitty some love... Click on the picture above and show Mr. Typhoon some love... Only 1.5 million to go... Let's make it happen... RATE Them FAN Them ADD Them as friends BLING Them Bomb their pages by

Reo Speedwagon Keep On Loving You Lyrics For A Special Lady On Here
You shouldve seen by the look in my eyes, baby There was somethin missin You shouldve known by the tone of my voice, maybe But you didnt listen You played dead But you never bled Instead you lay still in the grass All coiled up and hissin And though I know all about those men Still I dont remember Cause it was us baby, way before then And were still together And I meant, every word I said When I said that I love you I meant That I love you forever And Im gonna keep on lovin you Cause its the only thing I wanna do I dont wanna sleep I just wanna keep on lovin you (solo) And I meant every word I said When I said that I love you I meant That I love you forever

I Ran Flock Of Seagulls Lyrics
I walked along the avenue. I never thought Id meet a girl like you; Meet a girl like you. With auburn hair and tawny eyes; The kind of eyes that hypnotize me through; Hypnotize me through. And I ran, I ran so far away. I just ran, I ran all night and day. I couldnt get away. A cloud appears above your head; A beam of light comes shining down on you, Shining down on you. The cloud is moving nearer still. Aurora borealis comes in view; Aurora comes in view. And I ran, I ran so far away. I just ran, I ran all night and day. I couldnt get away. Reached out a hand to touch your face; Youre slowly disappearing from my view; Disappearing from my view. Reached out a hand to try again; Im floating in a beam of light with you; A beam of light with you. And I ran, I ran so far away. I just ran, I ran all night and day. I couldnt get away.

Practice Compassion
Well another day has risen from the ashes of the last. I ask myself what have i learned? About myself, about life, about others. I believe the purpose of our lives is to seek happiness. It can be very hard because many people do not know what makes them truly happy. it is something you must find for yourself. I know what makes me happy. I am fortunate in this. I realized long ago what i wanted and what really gave me true happiness. but there are still days when things are not all sunshine and a bag of skittles. Especially when there are other people involved. I read something by His Holiness the Dalai Lama that is simple, easy to apply and effective. it is this: "If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion." By simple acts of compassion and kindness you can affect someones mood and your own. I have found that it becomes easier the more you do it. Being true to yourself and what is important to you like family, friends, integrit

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

An Entrapment
My love, I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer’s day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With you for all eternity. Our hearts, always as one.

We Are Making A New Id
ANY OF MY FREINDS THAT ARE ACTULLY INTERESTED IN TALKING TO US AS A COUPLE PLEASE ADD AND OUT RATE OUR NEW PROFILE WE ARE LOOKING FOR BI FEMS OR OTHER LIKE MINDED COUPLES WE ARE ALSO LOOKING FOR JUST FREIND PEOPLE TA MEET AND HANG WITH AND HAVE FUN SO IF YOUR INTERESTED HIT US UP AT THE THIS ID http://fubar.com/user/2120224 AND TELL US IF YOUR INTERESTED IN JUST FREINDS OR MORE BE OPEN BE HONEST WE ARE TIRED OF GAME PLAYERS. OTHER THAN THAT THOSE WHO ARE WILLING TO HELP US GET OUR LEVEL AND POINTS UP DROP US SOME RATES AND COMMENTS AND WELL DO THE SAME FOR YOU WE LOOK FORWARD TO TALKING TO AND MEETING NEW PEOPLE

My Ultimate Vision Of You
My Ultimate vision of you By RedyFrLuv A special and awesome vision of you Dances in my mind I can feel you so close Yet you are so far away In every breath I take, you are there Every beat of my heart beats with yours A warmth and feeling of passion unlike any other Your eyes......so soft, alluring and dreamy Your lips......so sweet and full of passion Your caress....So full of warmth and desire Your presence very really to me Yet hard to grasp from the air around me Your skin......So soft and pleasing to touch Your body......So perfect and conforming to mine I can feel you so close But somehow you elude me You are the sunshine in my vision Drawing you ever near to me I need you in my life...to be my strength I need you in my life...to bring happiness I need you in my life...to bring purpose I need you in my life...to make me complete XOXOXOXO RedyFrLuv Original poem

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DON'T BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4.Do you think I'm cute? 5.Would you have sex with me?. 6.Lights on or off? 7.Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16.Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT Naughty Application

Caa3 - Update
The power of prayer. Heard from my friend this morning. She had gone to her Doctor for the test results. He was puzzled and can't explain how her throat is healing, but it is. This is so Great. She has to go for a scope in 6 months, but so far so good. Thank all of you who continues to pray for everyone here. She also told me to thank all of you for your prayers. Let's keep them up for together with God's help we can do miracles. I also want to thank all of you for your time and prayers. It is you love and compassion that makes a difference. Doc

So You Think You're A Comedian??? Come To Tmm On Wednesday Nights...
Click on above banner and come on in to the Texas Music Mania for a whole new experience!! :D See if you can have the best comic line for the evening!! :D Hiring all staff!!! Let me know if you are interested! Created by DJ Devine ~Owner @ Texas Music Mania Lounge & Lucky Hearts Chapel - Come on in... Check us out!!@ fubar

My Vip
MY VIP RUNS OUT TODAY AND I JUST DON'T HAVE THE FUNDING FOR IT AGAIN THIS MONTH. IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW TAKES FU-BUCKS IN EXCHANGE FOR VIP PLEASE LET ME KNOW. I WOULD TRULY APPRECIATE IT! THANK YOU! MUAAAAH!!!! BIG HUGS!

Feelings
Ok I wrote this earlier this week but haven't had a chance to post it until now........Thoughts circling around I need to get away and free my mind. Why do I miss someone who never took a breath? Is it because they were a part of my heart and soul or just my longing for a child of my own. Why would this one hit me harder than the others. It's made me feel that I am not meant to be a mom, I believe god puts on you what you can stand and that going through things makes you stronger, but I don't think I can take much more. I have a big heart and think I am a decent person. When I try to talk about this I am told it just wasn't meant the time and so I keep it all bottled up. I have also been thinking alot of my daddy I have never set down and cried about him, I miss him so much I remember his smile and laugh. The way he would switch words around and all his little nick names he had for people, but most of all I remember him sitting on the couch playing guitar, or watching the race or the c

Leaving The Parlour And Into Tremane's Territory And Sydney's Web
Henrietta is to convoluted so I got bored and began the Tremane tale edit session. Thank heaven it is finished and just needs editing a little and tagging in somewhere before he met Percy. Written 2007 and not liked by all! Pah, so what, it is my story!!! With hawk eyes Tremane Tapernose surveyed the clearing as he emerged from what seemed a very gloomy jungle growth. The sunlight was dazzling to his unaccustomed eyes as it danced like laughing rainbows on the damp grass and foliage. He ambled over to the drinking water, his body wetted by the damp flora especially those that hung over stoop-shouldered, laden down by their heavy water load. Tremane appreciated that rain was a necessity for the survival of all life on the planet but it was jolly misery making when your fur ended up like a wet blanket. The sigh he exploded blew the glistening wet off the nearby spider’s web and the resident looked down on the cause of his intrusion. Once he surveyed the sight he saw the cause

Money-minded World?
I dunno, i'm new here. after looking through almost everything, i realised this is really JUST another SNS webbie. Actually not JUST, this webbie kinda appears to me to be enthusiastically enticing us to be spending money. Wait, who told me it was free? Nah, you need FuBucks. No Fubucks? no worries! Use cash to get some! ... So it's our FREE will to spend to get fubucks, fucredits, blasts, vips etc? I've been to another one webbie resembling this which is still in their infant stage. Difference? They pay me to play games. I figure that's just their minor investments until the webbie grows big enough, then they start charging. Not hard to figure why facebook and friendster, tho less adult-oriented, is more popular. oh well. i'll be back again to see if anything turns better. sure hope so.

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Gotta Try!
For those of you that know me, you're aware I've been off work for the past two months due to problems with my left knee due to osteoarthritis. The results of that arthritis are a detached kneecap, a torn tendon or two, swelling in the entire leg that's been chronic for two months now. I've started injections of a chicken based product to try to reduce friction in the knee. It hurts a fair amount, but there seems to be about a 30% chance I'll have some improvement in the knee, but more likely I won't see any change at all. When meeting with my primary care doctor, he discussed having the lapband surgery done to lose weight. Over the past 20 years, I've gained 80 pounds... Mostly since I lost my therapist position, had to start working in retail to have some sort of income, and my feet and legs couldn't handle the stresses of working the sales floor for 40 hours a week and trying to maintain a program of distance walking and running. That sort of surgery scares me, so I nee

Stunned #1
i am so stunned and surprised people today is my 2 year on Fubar/Cherry Tap/Lost Cherry Anniversary it has come around so quickly n't expecting it to spring up on me like it has 24/8/08=2 years on this site from Bruce.

Toilet Cleaning
How to wash a toilet... This is simply too much of a time saver not to share with you. 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him/her while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close the lid. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a 'power-wash and rinse'. 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift the lid. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off.

For My Baby..."
A Basket For You I have the best guy in the world. He's so sweet and caring, and he loves me more than anything. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me. I wanted to make him something to show him how much I care. There wasn't a specific occasion, it was a "just because" present. I got a cute little basket and decorated it with ribbon. I also got an "I Love You" balloon to tie on the handle. Inside the basket, I put seemingly random things, but each on of them had a meaning. I also included a letter telling him how much I love him and explaining what each of the items mean: Flashlight - "You are the light of my life." Apple - "You are the apple of my eye." Mirror - "To remind you of how gorgeous you are." Eraser - "Please for give me for my mistakes." Puzzle Piece - "Without you, my heart isn't complete." Tissues - "I'll always be here to dry your tears." Some Bubblegum - "I'm sticking with you." Small Globe - "I'd give you the world if I could."

Vip Give Away
thats right im offering a 1 months VIP for 8000 comments in honor of my 30ish birthday, septembr 14th is the lucky day so contest has to be complete by then bombing familys welcome, pvt msg me for more info

The Time Has Come For Juggalo Metal?
damn lo's and lette's i know i've been M.I.A for a couple of days but what a couple of days it has been. i had a dream the other night and it was juggalo metal. the sound was just off the fucking hook. all i could see was rows and rows of juggalos in a mosh pit that seemed to have no end. they were pummping their fists high into the air and banging their heads like like psychotic freaks and it was me and 4 other cats that i cannot put a face on on the stage just fucking cranking out the most wicked fresh metal that would just blow your fucking heads off.i have played guitar for years and never really did anything with it. and the past few days since this dream music has just beem flying out of my fingers like wild fire. i don't know how to explain it but it's an almost orgasmic feeling.so i have had my 4 track running and recording all of this shit. could this be a calling from the carnival? i don't know but it is a hella strong driving force for me right now and i have to answer it. d

In My Profile Comments From Lyn(rsor.n.g)
No matter what happens, No matter what you do, I hope that you will stay the same. I hope you’ll always be you. God made you special, No one can take that away. So when the problems call And the darkness falls, Never forget that someone cares about you. Never forget your dreams; They aren’t as far away, As you might think they seem. Let nothing get you down, And when the times get rough, Simply smile like a circus clown...

Random Thoughts Of A Girl!
do you ever regret something you did in your past? Do you every miss that certain someone? That someone who you thought would never change your life but a couple years down the line you wonder what if? You never thought of that person til now. You have dreams of them and you cannot figure out why? Pretty much the person you regret losing....The person you totally screwed up with by saying "it's over" and never looking back? Wishing you had one more chance to make everything ok...Just to talk to that person or hearing their voice...The person you were so use to talk too every single day...Reading the emails they sent you over and over again and just crying...That person you'd give anything for just to talk to em..to hear their voice, their laugh, to hear them say i love you just one more time. I don't regret alot of things but this is one of them. I can't get him out of my head. No matter what i do. I even dream about him. For about a straight week now. For what reason? I have no idea.

Im Beter... That Was Quick
yeah!!! im single again. this time no young girls. need someone who is more mature. someone who can go to the bar. im starting to feel beter now and when i get drunk again all will be forgotten. p.s. o yeah on a good note. i weighed myself the other day and i weighed 212 pounds i havent weighed that much in years.

I Don't Like To Be Told What To Do!
So, when someone friend requests me and says I should be their friend it instantly makes me not want to. I get that same feeling I had when I was 16 years old and my mother would tell me how I couldn't and shouldn't be friends with certain people and it only made me want to defy her requests that much more! I always ending up doing what I wanted to do and it eventually concluded with me in a whole lot of trouble most of the time! Since most people know I'm married, I don't get a whole lot of requests, which is fine by me. I realize the vast majority of weirdos around here are looking for something I'm unwilling to offer, so unfaithed I continue... Just like the fact that being married can hinder me here in the chance of meeting a really cool person (friend) it constricts me in my day to day life because of my husband's chosen profession. In all honesty, I hate that there is a double standard. I hate that people are fake and only want to know me for that reason or the op

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The Body Toxic
http://www.thebodytoxic.com/ The Body Toxic Nena Baker We are running a collective chemical fever that we cannot break. Everyone everywhere now carries a dizzying array of chemical contaminants, the by-products of modern industry and innovation that contribute to a host of developmental deficits and health problems in ways just now being understood. These toxic substances, unknown to our grandparents, accumulate in our fat, bones, blood, and organs as a consequence of womb-to-tomb exposure to industrial substances as common as the products that contain them. Almost everything we encounter—from soap to soup cans and computers to clothing—contributes to a chemical load unique to each of us. Scientists studying the phenomenon refer to it as “chemical body burden,” and in The Body Toxic, the investigative journalist Nena Baker explores the many factors that have given rise to this condition—from manufacturing breakthroughs to policy decisions to political pressure to the demands

My First Interview Of You
1. If you had the power to create a tour with a line up of artists of your choosing, who would be your opening act, and who would headline?? 2. Everybody has a moment in time they wish they could relive, not necessarily regret, but relive, what moment would you relive in your life? 3. If you could fight anyone dead or alive, who would your epic battle take place with? (have fun with this one.) 4. If you could write a song that sums up your entire life to this day, what would it be titled and why? 5. Would you lie to someone to spare their feelings? 6. Could you apologize to someone if you ever realized you were wrong? 7. Is the glass half-empty or half-full? 8. What words would you want everybody to remember you by in the end?

Having Fun
well since this is my first day here and im already part of a great lounge I figured i would post a blog to let everyone know that This grim is not the dark forboding grimm you find in horror movies..although make me mad enough and i probably would be lol..anyway, if you stop in atleast say hey! and ill stop by your place for a visit and i wont carry you off to the nether world lol...

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Visions Dreams And Erotic Fantasies
inside my mind Iam him and he is me as one we meet to claim what is ours interwined in in each others naked bodies in out under the moon light stars in the sky he he thrust in out of me whispering in his ear how great it feels to have him filling me up with his hard cock as he thrust faster harder into me moaning his name I whisper let me ride your hard cock with my tight ass while my tits bounce in your face as you suck lick bite on my hard nipples my tight ass moving up down your hard throbbing cock I can feel your cock getting ready to explode within me I ease my tight ass off your blood red throbbing cock I get between your legs gliding your hard cock across my lips and soft face feeling the heat of your cock against my skin I part my lips and slide my wet warm lips mouth along your cock it jumps at the attention my warm mouths lips tongue give to it making you release your sweet milk tasting you as it drips down my lips chin onto my hard nipples you lay back while I lick you very

New Members!!!!!!!!
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Usmc And Usn Gunfight Rules.
USMC Rules for Gun fighting: 1. Bring a gun. Preferably two guns. Bring all of your friends who have guns. 2. Anything worth shooting is worth shooting twice. Ammo is cheap. Life is expensive. 3. Only hits count. The only thing worse than a miss is a slow miss. 4. Move away from your attacker. Distance is your friend. (Lateral and diagonal movement are preferred.) 5. If you can choose what to bring to a gunfight, bring a long gun and a friend with a long gun. 6. In ten years nobody will remember the details of caliber or tactics. They will only remember who lived. 7. If you are not shooting, you should be communicating, reloading, and running. 8. Use a gun that works EVERY TIME. "All skill is in vain when an angel pisses in the flintlock of your musket." 9. Someday someone may kill you with your own gun, but they should have to beat you to death with it because it is empty. 10. Always cheat; always win. The only unfair fight is the one you lose. 11. H

Thoughts Of A Blasphemer
Discontent comes into play. I pray for forgiveness, but this never comes my way. Why the fuck do I pray? Deranged they say I am, I am insane just as they say. I can change, but Ill refrain and stay just as enraged as I am. Distant in memory Created integrity Faults of instability Cremated ashes of insecurity. This is whats made from me; Distant memories of integrated, insecure, instabilities interfering with the creation of creativity. With the thoughts of a blasphemer I stayed away from her No better than them, but I can pretend I am...(cuz I am) An I am deranged as they say I am insane just like they say I am I wont change I will refrain Just to stay as enraged as I am.

Grams Your Guardian Angel
FROM THE VERY MOMENT YOU WHERE BORN,THERE'S BEEN AN ANGEL NEXT TO YOU; GUARDING YOUR HEART,PROTECTING YOUR SOUL,THROUGH EVERY PRECIOUSE THING YOU DO. SINCE THE TIME YOU WHERE LITTLE, YOUR ANGELS BEEN YOUR FRIEND,YOUR GUIDE, EVEN WHEN YOU FELT SO FORSAKEN, THAT ANGEL HAS NEVER LEFT YOUR SIDE. GOD KNOWS THAT WE WOULD MAKE MISTAKES, HE FEARED WE'D LOSE OUR WAY;SO HE CREATED A HELPER TO ALWAYS LEAD YOU THROGH EACH AND EVERY DAY. YOUR ANGEL SEEMS SO INVISIBLE, NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY AND STARE;BELIVE THE HEAVENLY CREATURE FROM GOD WILL FOREVER BE RIGHT THERE. YOUR PROTECTION ANGEL HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE ONE TO KEEP YOU SAFE FROM HARM;THE ONE TO FEED YOU WHEN YOU'RE HUNGRY,WHEN YOU'RE COLD,TO KEEP YOU WARM. THE TIMES YOU'VE BEEN IN DANGER, TO YOUR EYES THEY WILL APPEAR; SHOWING YOU THE PATH TO SAFTY, ALWAYS SHASING AWAY YOUR FEAR. THEY ARE YOUR PRECIOUSE FRIEND FOR LIFE, ONT THING THAT ANGELS NEVER DO; THEY NEVER TURN AND WALK AWAY, THERE JOB IS TO ALWAYS CARE FOR YOU.

Kender Vent
before I start, please note, this is just for fun so if you don't feel like reading... don't, it really doesn't matter. I do tend to be long winded. If you do like to read, I'd love to hear your comments... in fact I like reading the comments more than I care about getting points. I will try to make this rant entertaining at least. 1) please be cool, bash me all you want, but do it with some sense... idiots will be deleted then blocked 2) I'm not really whining and complaining here, I'm just trying to make people laugh... why? cause laughter is fun. ok, that said, lets get to it a) Fubar profiles... I've noticed a lot of profiles that say things like "blank requests ignored" or "no rate/fan no add" Well... this is all well and good, but if you want me to read it, don't put it on the very bottom of your page, then add 2035 pictures over it... in fact, I will not read a profile if it takes 30 minutes to load and I'm on broadband. b) Rating... This one is directed

Nothing To Lose
i told a friend of mine that i wanted to you sky diving and he said i was crazy and that people die doing that. i looked at him and sad id rather die doing something fun than die old and hard.he looked silly and then i said, what? i dont have a thing to lose, so i might as well die young having fun. he was in total shock after i said this...but you know what?... its true

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Feeling Kinda Stupid
I am feeling stupid I jumped into something With my eyes shut. I thought not with one head But instead with another. To all those I offended I humbly ask For forgiveness. I do not expect none. I am so stupid.

Blah Blah Blah!!!!!
I have been on this site for two days. And I am really starting to get the hang of it. Expect for that I am not able to put a background on but thats all cool. I must say all of the comments, shouts, and private messeges I have gotten have been really respectful and I really do like that. For if you are respectful then I will be too and you'll get more out of me. Thats all for now. I'll try to do another blog sometime. ~Hugs n Kisses~

Club Frat Family Members Need Help Please
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I'm 12 Week's
i'm 12 week's now and i can't wait to meet this baby....i'm hoping for a boy but honestly i just hope it's healthy..my 7 yr old little girl can't wait to be a big sister she's gone around telling all her friend's mommy's having a baby and befor she goes to bed at night she kisses my belly and tell's the baby she loves it very much...

Fear
U know why I hate relationships, because I'm always afraid something will come along and ruin them. Seems to always happen no matter what I do. It seems as soon as I get to the point of smooth sailing, it all goes wrong. Sometimes I wonder if I'm destined to be alone. It sure seems like it.

Who Wants Me?
Wahoo check me out guys!!! This is Jonlees Video salute I had made for him.. You all like it? Is there anyone else that would like their own personal video salute like this? Let me tell you how Jonlee got me to make him one of these.. I have a folder call The Video Salute folder in my pictures..anyone who rates and comments each one of those pictures all the way to the end will win their own personal salute like this one.. If you want to try and to that which is going to be very hard.. Not to many guys were able to finish all of it then plz you must let me know.. Ok just hit me a shout and say your going for the salute.. Now thats easy enough right? So lets get on this and see how many you guys can finish this time.. ha ha wont be easy..