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Cum Join Me At The Lake!!! ;)
Some days a girl likes to feel, well, 'girly.' this afternoon was one of those days. I have this cute lil sundress; pink, turquoise, flowery, lil spaghetti straps which let me show off my shoulders, cushy arms, and of course some cleavage. The dress bounces right to the knee, exposing my meaty calves; throw on a strappy sandle to show off the painted toenails and i was good to go! :) so i went to town, ran some errands, all that 'fun' stuff. i tell ya, i don't know if people just aren't used to big girls round here lookin goood, not all covered up in baggy clothes or what,but oh the looks! but i didn't care, my lil sundress made me feel cute and carefree, and put a smile on my face, so fun is what i had today. After errands, i went out to the lake for a bit; i figured i'd just enjoy the sun, the breeze, a lil time to myself, rather than rushing on home. So i cruised around the lake, a few people here and there, working, fishing, boating, but really not many had ventured out

Wow Where Are My Friends?
It's official...I am willing to beg! I have had my new profile for months and have not been able to get back where I was. My friends list has grown even bigger than my original account had yet I can't even get a little help! I was so close to Godmama last time and I can't even get to Insider. Come rate me and help me if you can. I always try to help my friends all I can and you know it. So if you need something in return...besides the rates I will send right back of course...just Pm me and tell me what you need. I will do my best. Please repost this for me often! I ♥ all my firends....even when you don't love me back. Love, Kiri aka Cuffed Desire ღMz.Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê™ღ Love me or hate me

Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me
Song starts properly 2 minutes in Last night I dreamt that somebody loved me no hope - but no harm just another false alarm Last night I felt real arms around me no hope - no harm just another false alarm so, tell me how long before the last one? and tell me how long before the right one? this story is old - I KNOW but it goes on this story is old - I KNOW but it goes on

Nsfw Pics!
I must have your attention, so if your looking here you must want access to my NSFW pics, well you need to either buy me a VIP, fubling pack, or blast to get into my family. How long your family status lasts will be discussed with me before you make your purchase! If you would like to have a lifetime of seeing my pics, as I will be adding more as I take them, buy me a Happy Hour... Please message me before you buy anything though, as I may have you give the gift to one of my many closest friends. Lemme tell ya... IM WORTH IT! xoxox Inked

The Fear In Your Eyes
By Gwen Stacy Sound the alarms all eyes to the horizon Prepare for war put down the fear in your eyes We fight and die, bearing arms,free of fear Our colors nailed to the mast I may not make it back But I'll make sure someone never forgets me No regrets nothing left to loose. I may not make it back This night is mine So take a good last look at the blackened sky Put down the fear in your eyes I thought I'd never see this day The time to fight is now On to fight this war I decide who will live and who will die I decide who dies This night is mine

Ok Since I Love Them So Much A New 1
But to the high bidder get a real good surprise if wondering what it could be check out my auction. And why your there please pay tribute to the auctioneer She is very kewl and a great friend!! Thank you all for taking time to just read and remember have fun and of course can own me :)

First Off....
I've had accounts before and I just get tired of bullshit. I had 78 so-called friends on the last one and hardly any ever would ever hit me up for comments or 'gifts' despite my generosity of the same. I was at level 9 doing it the hard way, no salutes without a digital camera or cell phone that takes pictures. Even if I attempt to do one, I hear that sometimes, just to be a jerk, they won't give it to you. ok..fine..so what's the point if I'm just a regular joe without abs of steel, a dj, or a body like a goddess? Guess what? I'm not putting up any real pictures of me until people give me props for what I'm into and what I'm about. Get it? Got it? Good!

Hehe This Made My Day!
Alright so here is the story to this video. My ex (my daughters sperm donor) has a photogrpahy company, and all he does is shitty nude pics and says its art. So his ex-wife (who he steals web-page code from) decided to put together a movie about how shitty his work is and how annoying his girlfriend is. PLease enjoy, its rather hillarious!

Join The Steeler Mafia!
All you have to do to join The Steeler Mafia is.... First Rate this folder of Steeler Pics. There are only 50 pics. Here is the link..... After you have rated the Folder of Steeler Pics pics then Rate, Fan and then Add the rest of The Mafia In your friend request put "Joining The Steeler Mafia" or something along those lines. If someone is already on your friends list check to see if you can Re-Rate them then leave them a comment saying you are "Joining The Steeler Mafia" **ALSO** When you get friend requests from people joining after you..... DO NOT JUST accept the request!!! PLEASE go back and Fan and Rate them as well!! That is the whole point of joining the train afterall!! So when you have done all that send me a message and let me know!!! ****NO SHOUTS PLEASE**** When I receive your e-mail that you are done I will add you to the list and make your "Steeler Mafia" tag. There will be a folder in my pics with everyones tag in it. ***

Pics
I dont get why people put up NSFW pics and then get mad when someone wants to see them. Now i get the fact that you dont want that to be the only pics u have commented on or rated, but your the one that put them there in the first place, so why be mad?

Broke Dreams - Track 4 - Only Fools Rush In
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Fools Rush In Not sure where I was going/ Not sure if you knew where to lead/ Woke up before the disaster/ Now I wish I was dead/ Only fools rush in Track 4 – Fools Rush In The conversation with my parents lasted for hours. After both sides talked all we could about the topic we were emotionally drained. Yet th

Bully Suny Skyz Made For Me
I'm Pimping out one my other friends you might already know this handsome person and be real good friends with with him, if not then you are missing out. For the time I've known him he is really cool person to know and I'm glad to have him as a friend. I'm pimping him out so come and show my friend some mad FU LOV

Rating Revolution Roll Call!!
Rating Revolution Roll Call! In order to become a member of the family,you must R/F/A all family members. In friends request state "Joining the RR" if you are already friends with someone leave a comment stating the same.Blank request's will not be accepted! If a member has their profile set to private,pass them up.After you become a member they will R/F/A you! You will encounter problems with the bouncer,while trying to add everyone. Just remember to change things up when he appears! Example: Joining the RR...(3 dots on the end) Bouncer shows up-enter his code Joining the RR..(2 dots) Everytime he appears add or remove dots! Now let's begin! HomePage 1.Rating Revolution Owner 2.$ç()øTëR™--(Lori's Hubby){Owner of Rating Revolution}[Demon Crew Recruiter] Enforcer 4.~Wizard~Owner of Club Tabu~Enforcer for the Rating Revolution~ Crew Leaders 5.♥ Lori ♥ aka Sxy Bytch Wife 2 ScOoTeR{FuOwned by Claymore}{Shoutbox is OFF} 6.buttrflygodde

Fu-angels Team # 4
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE...HIT ME - HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD, AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM.LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS....ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS...REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ Tsisquo'ga ?Native American Queen? ~ Club F.A.R. ~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ~Ms Taz~*~Owned By King Domino~*~Secretary~*~Force~3~Bombers~* Karena2001 ~~@~~FORCE 3 BOMBERS~~@~~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler)

Your Angel ( To All My Dear Friends)
Heaven Sent Me Here Today So0o That I Could Make Your Everyday A Brighter One God Told Me To Look Over You And Make Sure You Stayed Out Of Trouble...My Job In Life Is To Make You Laugh And I Have...And I Have Made Your Everyday A Brighter One...Nobody Ever Said Life Was Going To Be Easy...But Now Know That When I Am By Your Side Life Will Be A Little Easier On You...Because I Will Guide You Through All The Bad Times And I Will Help You Over All The Bumps...I Will Never Let You Stumble...Even In Your Bad Times I Will Have A Smile Upon My Face... A Smile That Will Bring Maybe A Laugh Or Maybe A Smirk...If A Tear Falls From Your Eyes I Will Make Sure That They Are Tears Of Happieness Not Tears Of Sadness...Just Remember That No Matter What I Will Always Be There For You... I Am Your Angel Sent From Above You Just Can't See My Wings

My Angel
I was sent to you...But I never knew that god had sent me my own "Angel". You are my "Angel" and even better you are my best friend. You were there for me when they hurt me... You never left me on my own...You were the one who helped me when I needed the help, but never asked for...I never knew god had answered my pray when I asked him to send me an "Angel". He did and he gave me something in life that will always stay with me. He sent me you. I thought when I met you, that you were only a friend. The ones that just stay with you in High School. But I was wrong your what the true meaning of "Best Friends" means... You know that I will always be there for you....Thank you for being my "Angel" just like I have been yours.

His Life (mybrother)
His life is hard, but no one ever told him it was going to be easy. He met a girl she broke his heart, made him go crazy, made him think that life was nothing. He thought about death, but that didn't work, he couldn't help but think that his life was just nothing. His mother may not have made it a point to tell him she cared, but you knew that she did. And even if she didn't, he still had his other family. The one he knew with no doubt in his mind that they loved him. They were always there for him, but when he needed them most he never asked for help. He just went crazy not having a care in the world. And then he was gone never to be seen again.

Different
I sit here -N- I hear the screaming in my head. I wounder why they look at me this way? I'm not the one who looks like everyone around me like them. I look different isn't that good, why do they have to look at me so? I just wanna run away, get away from the eyes that stare...I just can't take the stares. It's as if I did something bad, I feel like a little girl again that has been caught and everyone stares at her. But no matter where I go, I can still hear what they say, I can still feel theres eyes on me. My head hurts, I can hear myself screaming on the inside. God please make them stop can't they see they are hurting me... I know i've done nothing wrong why can't it be them. Why can't they be stared at...I know im better then them...why do I have to feel the pain...I don't laugh and stare at other that aren't like me..I have feelings, I know what it's like. But they can't god please let see they can be better then this.

To My Sister
My heart broke into a million little pieces the day you left, I came home from a really bad day at my job and i wanted to come home and say sorry... but when i came home and u were gone... no letter no good byes nothing... i sat in my room that night well mom and dad talked to the cops and cried... i lost my Best Friend and my Sister that night... I wish u would come home Stephanie...Just so i could say sorry....My heart breaks into millions of little pieces and this time your not here to help me pick them back up.. im alone with out my friend.. i love you Stephanie AA4E!!!!!!

Love
It takes a special someone to reach the inner depths of your heart. I belive I have started allowing him inside this ole torn and tatered heart of mine. I just hope he bears with me thru out the days and nights that are restless and weary. He likes me for me and shows me all the love and kindness a woman could ask for. Just pray that I am the woman he wants for all time!!

Here Comes The Bride (mumm Story)
I couldn't believe my BRAIN NINJA, PIXIE & CUBBY were to finally Wed. They had all the bridesmaids: JENUHPHUR, MARCIE, KAREN, NATALIE, TERI & SHERRY. The groomsmen were: MATT, VEGASTONY, MAJIK, MARKOS, SCHAD & BLUDGEON. They are going to Wed at ARKHAM chapel in IDAHO by REV KISMA JOHNSON at SUNSETLOVERA with a reception to follow at Club KAOS. Music is going to be by a DJ named SEAMUS BUFFALO & a band called NAKED ROCKERs. Of course they are going to FEED US HAMMIE, MACARONI & KIWI. For dessert we will have CUPPYCAKEs & SUGAR COOKIEs. Open bar is sponsored by the grooms dad MISTERFEET with WHISKEYROCK, TECATE, MS MOJITOS & RUMDUMB free for everyone. Rumor has it he got her a SILVER DIAMOND from IllUSIONs The guest list included FUBARS "A" list: MYSHEL, BLONDIE, EVILASH, ZENA, NAUGHTYGIRL HOLLIE, MS ANGELINA, MONICA THE GREAT, SHUGAR DADDY, CHEF JAY, JAMITO, SENILE COOT, STEPHYMARIE, LOUANN, J-ROXX, TOMMY, DARRICK, LOCUST, JAMES J, JOHN SMITH JR, MOO MOO, MEL, AUSSIE TEACHER & CHI

The Golf Incident
It was a relatively pleasant day and my brother and myself were obscenely bored. We decided given the weather we had to do something outside. After significant deliberation we decided on tennis. Upon further discussion we decided that neither of us knows how to play tennis and more importantly neither one of us owns the necessary equipment to play tennis. After some quick price checking it was determined that tennis is not worth 50 dollars. The next possibility was golf. Neither of us knows shit about golf either but my brother claimed to have a set of golf clubs putting golf miles ahead of tennis in terms of being realistic. I drove to my brothers house and he meets me at the door with this eclectic selection of golf clubs held in a bundle with red wire ties. I'm no expert but I would put the vintage of these clubs somewhere in the mid 20th century. We decided that getting laughed at, at the driving range was cheaper than getting laughed at, at the country club.

Why??
Why is it that you see someone who seems to have a problem within their life and you try to help them, or they say something or post something that gets your attention and you try to show them a different side of what they have going on and you always end up on the crap end of it? Well, tonight I saw someone floating across the screen with a status that said "Looking for one guy to prove they aren't all the same." So me being a very genuine and understanding guy, who is not like any guy that anyone will ever meet; I attempt to show them that there is a guy unlike any other. So as I attempt to show a little compassion to the situation laid out by this person, they have to go take care of their child, so I sit and wait for them to come back. As I attempt to be a friend and show her that I am unlike any guy, and there is someone different than the rest; out of nowhere she comes off and says that she is going to go back out with her ex. At this point I am like so why am I trying to prove t

Fu-angel Pitch
WHAT YA KNOW ABOUT THOSE... Definition of the "Heart of Fire's" Fu-Angel's: some of the Realest, Down to Earth Females on Fubar! Are you Game to become one??? Hear's what ya gotta do... Go ahead and click on the pic below after you read all of the info... 1. First off you have to know in your heart your an Honest, and loyalty is priority for a solid friendship. 2. Rate the Angels 3. Fan the Angels 4. Add the Angels with the request of (Fu-Angels) 5. Let me know when you're done so I can add ya to the list 6. Check the blog to make sure your icon work's correctly(Ya sometime's I screw up lol!) 7. Repost the bulletin when I add you.. THE PERKS OF BEING A FU-ANGEL: 1. If you need a special pic done. You come to me and i'll do it no strings attatched. Custom standard pic's, 3-D pics, Morphs, Reflect's and Frame by Frame pics. Just let me know.... 2. You get lot's of good friend's that will alway's have your back when it come's to information on F

Stina's Wisdom For Today.
Which just made me laugh so hard I snorted: "It makes no sense, I don't get the Olympics. Why is it that we pay these players millions of dollars to play for our team here and then they can play against us in the Olympics with their native country. Fucking rejects."

This Is The New Team 1
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE...HIT ME - HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD, AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM.LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS....ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS...REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~

Team 4 Fuangels!!! Team 1 Got To Big, And I Had To Split It....
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE...HIT ME - HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD, AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM.LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS....ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS...REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ Tsisquo'ga ?Native American Queen? ~ Club F.A.R. ~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ~Ms Taz~*~Owned By King Domino~*~Secretary~*~Force~3~Bombers~* Karena2001 ~~@~~FORCE 3 BOMBERS~~@~~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler)

Fuckkk
3 weeks ago some dumb ghetto diva left her luggage at the hotel I work at. So last night at around 1 30 the doors open, and in waltzes in another one,with a fat ass and attitude to boot. She tells me that she drove all the way from Indiana to pick up her sister's luggage, and this is the only time she's in Chicago, so she needs it NOW. I tell her that I will get it for her, and go look in a place where we keep the luggage for peoples. Its not there. Ok, so I go to a second probably case (where we USED to keep them)-not there. Then, after I proceed telling her that I can't find it, she puts in a useful bit of info: the Front desk manager told her that it is in the Housekeeping room (awesome that she told that to me AFTER I searched the place.) I go to the HK room, and its not there either. I tell her that I am sorry, but I have looked everywhere, and theres nothing I can do. Someone must've picked it up already. She is pissed and throws a tantrum. sayin she is not leaving wit

Do It On A Harley
All you have to do to join our ride is.... First Rate My Harley Folder. There are only 50 pics. Here is the link..... After you have rated my Harley pics then Rate, Fan and then Add all the "Bikers"!! In your friend request put "Joining The Ride" or something along those lines. If someone is already on your friends list check to see if you can Re-Rate them then leave them a comment saying you are "Doin it on a Harley" **ALSO** When you get friend requests from people joining after you..... DO NOT JUST accept the request!!! PLEASE go back and Fan and Rate them as well!! That is the whole point of joining the train afterall!! So when you have done all that send me a message and let me know!!! ****NO SHOUTS PLEASE**** When I receive your e-mail that you are done I will add you to the list and make your "Harley" tag. There will be a folder in my pics with everyones tag in it.

Private Hotel Party Chapter 1
Chapter 1 – Morning Begins My Day copyright 2008 Ms. Cleavage I lie in bed and feel myself waking very slowly and sluggishly. Although my eyelids are closed, I can tell the sun is already blazing through the window showing signs of a bright, wonderful day. I can feel the weight of my cat lying between my legs and keeping me from closing them so that I can stretch and invigorate the muscles of my legs and back. I roll over a little and move my left leg. The move unsettles the cat and she stands up stiffly and shakes her head, obviously miffed that I woke her up. Then she bounds off the bed to do whatever cats do in the morning. Ah, now I can stretch. God, that feels good! Then it hits me! The party that I’ve been anticipating…and fretting about…is tonight. I have so much to do to get ready. Still in the bed, I hear the birds outside making their come-on-wake-up-because-it’s-a-wonderful-spring-day clamor. OK, I give! I open my eyes and welcome the sunlight. Slowly I let my e

Who Am I-where Did I Come From
my name is k-bo-i like nascar,women,and alcholic beverages,i'am from detroit MI,now living in chattanooga TN.Iam like no other,so,rate me,fan me,and add me to ur friends list,greatly appreciated,k-bo.

Pimpin Byrdman
I'm Pimping out one my other friends you might already know this handsome person and be real good friends with with him, if not then you are missing out. For the time I've known him he is really cool person to know and I'm glad to have him as a friend. I'm pimping him out so come and show my friend some mad FU LOV

Rubbers And Schnapps
1 MAN, NAKED 1 WOMAN, CLOTHING OPTIONAL 1 CONDOM, UNLUBRICATED 1 BOTTLE PEPPERMINT SCHNAPPS 1 RUBBER BAND 1. Unroll condom half way and fill 2/3 with schnapps. 2. Have man sit in chair. Push on base of penis so it is pointing downward. 3. Carefully work condom upwards onto penis until snug. Place hands, one next to the other, around condom, completely covering penis. 4. Alternate hands, squeezing and releasing, sending schnapps rushing from top of condom to bottom. 5. Bite tiny hole in condom reservoir. Position your head 8 to 10 inches away. Have man squeeze schnapps into mouth. 6. Remove condom and perform fellatio

Lyrics- Daughtry: Over You
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me. Well,

Lyrics- Metallica: Low Man's Lyric
My eyes seek reality My fingers seek my veins There's a dog at your back step He must come in from the rain I fall 'cause I let go The net below has right away So my eyes seek reality And my fingers seek my veins The trash fire is warm But nowhere safe from the storm And I can't bare to see What I've let me be So wicked and worn So as I write to you Of what is done and to do Maybe you'll understand And won't cry for this man 'cause low man is due Please forgive me My eyes seek reality My fingers feel for flame Touch clean with a dirty hand I touched the clean to the waste The trash fire is warm But nowhere safe from the storm And I can't bare to see What I've let me be So wicked and worn So as I write to you, yeah Of what is done and to do, yeah Maybe you'll understand And won't cry for this man 'cause low man is due Please forgive me Please forgive me Please forgive me So low the sky is all I see All I want from you is forgive me So yo

Friendship Circle Waiting List
Thank you for your interest in The Friendship Circle. I am sure you would be an asset to our group and enjoy the other members. When we started the group, we wanted a small membership to make friends with, be drama-free, chat, and be there for one another when the need arose. We also wanted to help each other with the rating game. The number one rule was each member had to rate the others 60 picture rates per week. This does not sound like a huge amount but when you consider many work, have a husband and/or children plus activities in the real world it can be too much for a person if the group is larger. And we did not want anyone to fall between the cracks and be left out. I applaud groups who are large for it is an awesome job to manage such a group. We have been very successful with our smaller group and everyone appears happy. We pitch in and help members level up when they are close and share in their happiness and in their sorrows. Therefore we will not be taking a

Heartbroken
Ok I have no clue what im doing right now basically i need to vent a lil......My husband has been working late every night and never has time for our daughter or us but yet when anyone at work calls he is right there for them...I have tried talking to him but nothing seems to matter to him what we feel or say at this point....I understand work is work but yet when you have a family you need to make time for them as well....Our daughter has not had a full hour with her dad with out being interupted by his phone in over 3 months I am completely heartbroken and on my last nerve and i have not a clue what to do right now if anyone has any ideas plz do tell..........

Rehab: Bartender - Lyrics
Bartender I really did it this time Broke my parole to have a good time When I got home it was 6 AM The door was locked so I kicked it in She was trippin’ on the bills I think she was high on some pills She threw my shit out into the yard Then she called me a bum and slapped me real hard And in my drunken stupor I did what I should have never done and now I’m sittin’ here, talking to you Drunk and on the run I’m sittin’ at a bar on the inside Waitin’ for my ride on the outside She broke my heart, in the trailer park So I jacked the keys to her fuckin’ car Crashed that piece of shit an' then stepped away And I know I’ll probably get ten years So just give me beers till they get here Yea I know the sun is comin’ up And y'all are probably gettin' ready for closin’up But im trying to drown my soul Im tired of this life on the dirt road Everything that I love is gone And I’m tired of hangin on Im sittin’ at a bar on the inside Waitin’ for my ride on the outsid

Computer Diagnosis
One day Bill complained to his friend that his elbow really hurt. His friend suggested that he go to a computer at the drug store that can diagnose anything quicker and cheaper than a doctor. ''Simply put in a sample of your urine and the computer will diagnose your problem and tell you what you can do about it. It only costs $10." Bill figured he had nothing to lose, so he filled a jar with a urine sample and went to the drug store. Finding the computer, he poured in the sample and deposited the $10. The computer started making some noise and various lights started flashing. After a brief pause out popped a small slip of paper on which was printed: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water. Avoid heavy lifting. It will be better in two weeks." Later that evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was and how it would change medical science forever, he began to wonder if this machine could be fooled. He mixed together some tap water, a stool sample from his

Fur N Fleas
WELL TODAY WAS JUST ANOTHER DAY OF OFFICE DRAMA,DOGSHIT,FLEA'S AND FUR...DECIDEDLY MORE FLEA'S THAN FUR::::CURRENTLY SCRATCHING::::AS MUCH AS GET ADVANTAGE ON ME...ONE WOULD THINK THEY WOULD STAY AWAY...HEH NOT HARDLY. OUTSIDE OF FLEA'S TRYING TO CARRY ME OFF...IT HAS BEEN KINDA AUTONOMIC DAY FOR ME...GET UP..SHOWER..GET IN TRUCK...PRAY TO MAKE IT TO WORK ON THE FUMES I HAVE LEFT...AND JUST GET BUSY FROM THAT POINT ON. I HAVE COME TO THE OVER OBVIOUS CONCLUSION THAT MY BOSS IS A GOOBER...HE MAKES THE RULES WE ALL HAVE TO FOLLOW...THEN HE FERGETS HE IS THE ONE THAT MADE THEM AND HAD THESE RULES POSTED IN THE WAITING ROOM...SOMEDAY'S YOU ARE A NUT...THE END! ALL THE OFFICE DRAMA IS ABOUT TO MAKE ME PUKE..OH WAIT THERE IS A LITTLE VOMIT IN MY MOUTH...SEE WE HAVE TWO HENS TRYING TO SIT ON THE ROOFTOP WITH THA ROOSTER...AND IT IS GETTING TO THE POINT OF JUNIOR HIGH ANTICS. NOW TODAY, A NEW HEN..AND SHE IS VERY PRETTY...MUCH NICER LOOKING THAN THE SAID TWO HENS...AND THE ROOSTER IS FLUFF

Poker Run
It's time for something a little different on FU, It's time for a .... 1.You will make 5 stops and comment bomb 1 pic leaving 500 comments on a pic labeled "POKER RUN" located in their default album. At the completion of commenting you will private message the owner of the album letting them know you are done { Hint label your comments 1~500} So they can verify that you have completed the task,and give you your next stop. Once all 5 stops have been made private message me to pick your cards numbered 1~52. The one with the best POKER h

Blonde Father
A blond guy and a brunette girl were happily married and about to have a baby. One day, the wife started having contractions, so the husband rushed her to the hospital. He held her hand as she went through a trying birth. In the end, there were two little baby boys. The blonde guy turned to his wife and angrily said, "All right, who's the other father!?!"

Come Check Us Out! You Wont Regret It ;)
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Guitar Hero Addict
I am a Guitar Hero Addict, The first time I ever played it was at Walmart, they were letting people have a go at it before they bought, and my god was i hooked, The summer I bought my cell phones from best buy and they gave me a 150 dollar back, And I bought guitar hero 2 :) in a month i was on begining expert. Woot!! Woot!! I always played it no matter what, I was a college student and i didnt give a rats ass, I played GH and texted, went online ate while I was playing, ADDICT!!!! But when I got my bf in March it all change a bit, cuz it was GH or him and Obviously I chose him, My birthday is on April and you know what he does, fuel the addiction he gets me GH3 for the xbox360 he got me months before x_x I can play almost every song except The Dragonforce song, through the fire and flames sigh damn song, its long and your hands get tired from the strumming and finger work, God damn i swear, its a goal for me to get through, I told many of my friends if i manage to finish that song on

............update On ......blah!!
so.......i know you all didn't care where i was, BUT IMMA TELL YOU ANYWAYS! first off i would like to say .......OOGA BOOGA!now. i git home saturday night thinkin imma be able to drunk mumm and hit on womens and stuff, WRONG! stupid verizon fios modem fried out on me! so i had to wait a couple days for it to come it (no fuicide here sorry) then sunday. i enter this 25 dolla poker tourney with a bunch of rookies thinkin imma just house this thing and be all happy about it. did i win? HELL NO! got my lunch handed to me. it isn't the fact that i played like crap its the fact that i couldn't even catch an s.t.d if i really wanted to. my cards were that bad.(probally a sign from god!) so after all that my mom finally takes the 400 dollar gift card i get her for best buy and gets a wii (thats after them idiots told me that they didn't have any for 6 months) .....so i score super mario galaxy, that wii sports and games thing, the zelda game, and lego star wars for lil pimpin(should

Angels
Glaze through the dusk and mist Whisper you deepest thought It'll be heard not by you by your lost mind Angels Strung from above waiting for lies and shame They welcome you with chosen burdens Keep them close for they are the life line To be true , to good and evil never really know cause you can't see the light brings one to his knees to cry to bleed from one mind Holy to unholy complications to much for one sight keep it close and calm for you are the lost soul

My Boo
I wanna be where you are i wanna feel your warm embrace i wanna feel your soft kisses i wanna feel your hugz i wanna feel your sweet touch i love feeling your love you have for me i love the care you show me i wanna hold you in my arms and never let go i wanna be the light when you cant see an be understanding when you cant be i wanna be there for you allways i wanna show you nothing but love my boo by cleon

Betrayal
With in chosen words I heard you say Words of Love,Acceptance and Joy. But with in those lines Were hidden swords Words were just words For all of your caring words Carried not the ring of Truth When your actions echoed across a field. You spoke one word and showed another The same you spoke to me No acceptance do you give It is not a real me or any one You wish at your side Only a creation of your own mind You level blame and accept none A lovers cross you wish me to bear A loving light you wish extingushed. I will carry myself in knowledged pain For whom I am Is whom I've gained.

Ball & Chain
Unleash the beast That deep within Let the blood flow flawlessly crawl to your knees make it heard find the ripple in ones light make it know Cage for life, cage for eternity Make the best out of nothing crawl before you stand shout the words you know best You stand but you forgotten true life world around crumple to your palms nothing left but you and your burdens hear the voices speak the mind grasp the ground for its the only thing thats solid

Sleep
Took your final breathe Your words seem so wrong live on to the break of dawn burden are left way beyond Sleep into the finals day Hold your hand high grab on to your life Sleep into your dreams once again Your spirit been release but not forgotten You mean well but you don't mean wrong you just want the final say in the final day open the book of faith through the verse in their face For you sleep well

What Color Is My Passion?
Your Passion is Yellow You're a total sexual shape shifter. You possess a complex sex drive and are very adaptable. Of all the colors, you are the most likely to be bisexual. While you the most passionate, you are very open minded. What Color Is Your Passion?

Masters Toy............
I answer my phone and I hear, "Come to me, my pet. I feel the need for release." The time is set and I prepare for our meeting by showering and powdering all the major areas. I arrive at the appointed time. I ring the bell. You answer the door wearing a pair of sweats and a T-shirt. You stand back and invite me in. I walk past you saying softly, "Hello Sir, I am here to please you". I hear you shut and latch the door and then I hear you say "Turn around slut". I turn to face you and I see you have already dropped your pants and that your cock is standing rigid from your body in full glory. You point to the floor and I fall to my knees in front of you. I automatically place you in my mouth only to have you pull away and wrap your fingers in my hair pulling my head backwards. I look up at you only to see your hand falling toward my face. I have no time to react before I feel the blow to my cheek and hear you say, "Did I tell you to touch me yet slut? You will not touch till t

When Freethinking Becomes Illegal
Well, How Do I Start This .. The Other Morning, 8/11/08 @ About 8am I Had A Rude Awakening ... It Was'nt Like Some One Tossed Water On Me Or Some Shit Like That .. It Was @ Gun Point It Was The Mendocino County Sheriff's Department, Task Force To Be Exact They Served (What We Now Know) A Fake Search Warrant. We Thought It Was For Pot and Some How Making Money Off Of It .. We're As Broke As Ever .. It Did'nt Make Sense It Did'nt Don(sp?) On Us That They're Real Targets Were Not The Crop Not The Money .. Well .. Kind Of .. BUT .. Something Me and My Friends Were Joking About We Call Our Selves The Mendo Liberation Front And Thanks To Some Pictures We Took, We're Now Being Treated Like A Sleeper Cell And/Or Terrorist Organization! I've Been Under Federal Investigation For Awhile Now But I Thought It Was For Graffiti .. But Alas, I Was Horribly Mistaken. The Pictures That Were Taken, In My Room .. They Were Me, Patrick and Kevin We Were Joking Aroun

What Dessert Am I Most Like ( This One Made Me Giggle)
You Are a Brownie Decadent and intense, you aren't for the weakhearted. Those who can deal with your strong flavor find out how sweet you really are. What Dessert Are You Most Like?

Derrell's A Real Dog Girrrr....
in between conversations surrounding the motorcycle early 1990's death of a man friend on one of Michigan's highway's, Olivia's favorite conversation was the DOG ACT she experienced during the relationship with her man... Derrell. I don't recall much about him, but I do know that he wore a dog suit and had a remote control miniature school bus which he traveled around in and with. The remote was a demo item (30"L x 21" W) for a chidren's safety program sponsored by the school district for the bus company. It could have been humiliating for that DOG to show up at the wrong time... she was a business woman... no longer driving a school bu, but selling AMWAY (NETWORKING) in the Ann Arbor area. We all got a dog somewhere in our lives..... and both of us knew someone who died riding his motorcycle... my friend, a co-worker from my military unit... died somewhere along Lake Shore Drive in Chicago in 1986.

Lost In You
My fingers get lost in those strings but I got lost in those flings that were flung for me to catch and understand. Jingle, jangle,strum. I'm tired. I go. I am beckoned so it seems like I am wanted yet I am not the desire. I am not alone but it feels like I am. Oh!!! The intoxication, the excitement. I wish you could feel this but only I can. I dont understand it but i caught it. And u will understand it only after Ive let it go. Cause right now youre 1,000 miles away and I'm lying next to you. It always happens like that. Staring off in the distance...it's getting blurry, I must be tired. No wait my eyes are tearing.......OUCH! Look down. My fingers are dripping blood...as I strum my guitar

I Missed The Buss Ung.. I Mised The Bus
As the kids shuffled to their cubbies to get their belongings, i still sat there refusing to move, not knowing what was going on. Mrs.meryweather came up beside me and told me that it was time to go home. I rushed out of my chair and marched in line with the rest of the students. They walked us out to the front driveway of the school and and walked us each onto our assigned busses. Once on my bus i looked around for my uncle Corey and my cousins. None of whom were on. I told the teacher that i was on the wrong bus. She looked down at her paper and told me that i was mistaken. I pushed past her and ran off of the bus looking around frantically for my uncle in the crowd of kids. My teacher fallowed me off and tried to console me. She tried telling me that Kindergardeners got out earlier than the other kids so that they could go home and eat lunch with their mommies and daddies. but it was to no avail. I was crying and screaming for my uncle corey. My mother had given me strict in

Life Thoughts By Ducky
Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you're in bed with a relative. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with 'Guess' on it. So I said 'Implants?' She hit me. How come we choose from just two people to run for president and over fifty for Miss America ? Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can't even get into my own pants. I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose fitting clothing, I wouldn't have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go 'skinny dipping,' now I just 'chunky dunk.' Don't argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over? AMEN, AMEN !! Why is it that our children can't read a Bible in school, but they can in prison? Wouldn't you know it.... Brain cells come and brain cells go, but FAT cells live forever.

Jokes
Economic Stimulus Payment This is a very exciting new program explained using the Q and A format: Q. What is an Economic Stimulus Payment? A. It is money that the federal government will send to taxpayers. Q. Where will the government get this money? A. From taxpayers. Q. So the government is giving me back my own money? A. Only a smidgen. Q. What is the purpose of this payment? A. The plan is that you will use the money to purchase a high-definition TV set, thus stimulating the economy. Q. But isn't that stimulating the economy of China? A. Shut up. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX THE LAWS OF ULTIMATE REALITY & Law of Mechanical Repair After your hands become coated with grease, your nose will begin to itch and you'll have to pee. & Law of Gravity Any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner. & Law of Random Numbers If you dial a wrong number, you never get a

I Want You...
You're my dream,,wish,,N fantasy... You're my joy,,love... & everything I need... But how do you expect me to live... With just me when.. My world revolves around you... How do I breathe... Without you by my side... My heart starts beating triple times... With you on my mind... You know how to appreciate me... If you called... I'd be there in a ♥beat... You were my first kiss... & I want you to be my last... Without you its hard to survive... I want you in my life... By Giiggles©

Blue Eyes
Which color eyes are you?__________________________________________________________ Black eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days.__________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.They are bad

All For The Dance...
I start Hip Hop and Latin Dancing next week. It's more of a workout class than actual dance but I'm still doing it! If you know me, you know how important this is to me so, wish me luck :) Who knows where it will go from here. -REL

Nightmare's Lullaby
Everynight, she sees those dark things, the shadows don't only live inside her twisted mind. They ooze out of the cave-like closets nightmares of the most horrifying kind. And every night she screams to sleep, ghosts of candy cane memories linger in her mind. Those lovely nightmares where the cities burn; they are her favorite kind. So hush little baby, now please try not to cry. The boogie man's the least of your worries when you're living just to die. The ferris wheels spin inside her head, beneath the cloud on which the giants play. She can speak a thousand languages, but they're dead and she's got nothing to say. Oh what to do when you're the little girl with angel wings and a devil's tongue? She owns the heavens and the sky, time travels and knows how the West was won. But hush up, little baby, cuz if you even think to cry, the boogie man'll get us, and it'll be your fault I die. Darling, here's your lullaby, ya, here's your nightmare's favorit

Fubar Football Pool
A Friend (Tiffany), is putting together a football pool..standard pool of just selecting the weekly scheduled matchups...An entree fee of $200.fubucks is all that is required..After the 17weeks has been completed the two top point leaders will be awarded..#1 getting 75% of the fubucks pot(which will be noted after all entrees have been received),along with a 3credit bling. 2nd place will be awarded the remaining 25% of fubucks and a 1 credit bling.. Perhaps if this works out we can consider setting up a playoff pool also.. So leave your name and all info will be transfered to Tiffany so we can get this rolling before the season starts..Thanks for the support and anyone who wants to show Tiff some lovefor putting this together dont hesitate..whether its fubucks or rates..Anyone whos ever run pools knows it takes time and management.

Xxx No Title Xxx
Nothing makes sense anymore i feel like I'm shut out by a door why doesn't anyone understand me is it so hard to see what i see since my problems seem never ending my heart isn't worth mending your the voice i hear inside of me that tells me to keep going, to stay alive ill just think of you and i will survive i know you don't love me and thats fine but on the inside when you talk to me you make me shine

A D D I C T I O N...
Sinful passion that burn like flames, The fire that grows, that calls my name. A hit or two, and it's like I'm stuck, I think I can stop, but you pull me in. Every shot, every hit, every bliss, Another scar onto my skin. My soul and spirit tortured, Only running blood can repent my sins. If my lifeless dream doesn't want me, I'm back to where I started again.

Quicksand
To know you're killing me inside, brings you such sweet glory. To know I'm dying, creates a smile on your face. There's no way to make you see, there's no way to make you understand. I'm cutting myself deeper and deeper, and it's all my fault. I'm the one to blame. I'm the one to put this on. Wait, am I? No. I will not be the one who carries this through. This isn't fair, to be the only one hurting. It's not my fault, it's yours. It's not my liability, it's yours. I'm not the one to blame, it's YOU. You deserve this pain, You deserve this guilt, You deserve this suffering. For you I wish the torture you've put me through. Blood, sweat and gore in your most beautiful dreams. Scars and bruises, painful memories and badges. For you to wear your heart on your sleeve, show me your best, I'll show you mine. I promise I won't play nicely.

My Dad And Me
My dad is visiting, it is the first I have seen him since his heart attack in Feb. I can't believe I gave him CPR and thanks to his neighbor and me he is alive. So, for our commbined strength to survive amazingly negative odds this one is for him... My Dad and Me By:Heaven My Dad colors inside the lines, smiling as he watches me create my own. My Dad always orders sweet tea with extra lemon... LOTS!!! I never order the same thing twice. My Dad comes with his own sound track, you can follow every ache and pain. Tell me? Do you know if I hurt? Where? That is just some of how we are our own souls. Now, when it comes to beating odds no one should, could you do it? I know we could! My Dad and I have time and time and time again. Will you sacrifice what you love for a little time? We have and we don't look back. What would be the point? New things await he warrior who gives up something small for something big. Like to live. What could you take? Facing your gre

The Storm....
The storm is brewing outside I am walking down the street I see the clouds moving As the rain falls on the street The lightning strikes a tree It almost falls on me It scares me half to death I turn the other direction And looks towards the south A tornado I can see I head towards the north The tornado gains on me It sucks me in like a vacume And a stick goes through my chest My death came to quick My life is finally over I do have one regret It's not saying that I love you

Markmurderous' Birthday On Cam?!
Yea so we are throwing a party tonight and since not many of our FuFriends can attend, we are going to set up a Webcam on my webpage so that everyone can see the shenannigans! Who knows how long it will last... im sure there will be lots of flashing and what not so tune in until we get kicked off!

Hh #1
EVERYBODY SAY HELLO TO CT GIRL SHE'S THE OWNER OF THE FAMOUS FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD. SHE HELPS EVERYONE ON THE FU AND TO HELP US OUT A LITTLE MORE SHE'S HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR ON THURSDAY SEPTEMBER 18TH AT 9PM ET/6PM FU-TIME. SO SAVE UP YOUR 11'S AND YOUR BLINGS & SHOW THIS HOTTIE ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU'VE GOT. IT WILL BE RETURNED BY HER SO REMEMBER THURSDAY SEPTEMBER 18TH AT 9PM ET/ 6PM FU-TIME. SHE'S WORTH ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU SHOW HER. CLICK ON HER PICTURE TO BE SENT TO HER PAGE AND GET READY TO SHOW HER THE LOVE

Fast Times At Lincoln Elementary
my mother and i returned to Fort Wayne. Just in time for me to begin kindergarten. The First day of classes. they had us all sit down outside of the hallway for our grades. I knew that i should have started kindergarden the year before, so i walked down the first grade hall and sat with the other kids. After the teachers came to call out the names of the kids in their individual classes, i was the only one left in the hallway. The teachers checked and rechecked their rosters looking for my name, they asked me at least 10 times what my name was and what grade i was in, and i replied each time "My name's quay, and i'm in first grade" One of the teachers walked me to the principals office, trying to find the right place for the lost little girl. As i sat in the lobby watching the receptionist look through the paperwork for "Quay Bowen", my uncle Corey, who was in the second grade came in to the office to get his asthma medication. When he saw me, he chuckeled, "Wow Quay-ana your fir

My Own Ramblings…
Despite all that has happened this year as I look around I think how lucky I have been in life. I have those that I love and hold dear mostly still around to comfort me. My heart breaks for the families of those whose fire season ended early this year. Such a catastrophe is difficult to accept. I also feel for those who witnessed and were unable to do more as the scene unfolded in front of them. The feeling of uselessness is one I simply cannot stand and I know it is for many others in the fire service as well. The only good thing to come from something like this is the fact that all the agencies and various companies infighting disappears while everyone realizes no matter who we are or work for we all strive for the same goal - to come home at the end of the night and the end of the season. My thoughts and prayers are with the wildland firefighting community right now. Between the soldiers that are deployed and the firefighters that on the line it seems like I have a lot to pr

Ct Girl Is Hosting A Hh
EVERYBODY SAY HELLO TO CT GIRL SHE'S THE OWNER OF THE FAMOUS FU-LOVE BOMB SQUAD. SHE HELPS EVERYONE ON THE FU AND TO HELP US OUT A LITTLE MORE SHE'S HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR ON THURSDAY AUGUST 14TH AT 7PM FU-TIME. SO SAVE UP YOUR 11'S AND YOUR BLINGS & SHOW THIS HOTTIE ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU'VE GOT. IT WILL BE RETURNED BY HER SO REMEMBER THURSDAY AUGUST 14TH AT 7PM FU-TIME. SHE'S WORTH ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU SHOW HER. CLICK ON HER PICTURE TO BE SENT TO HER PAGE AND GET READY TO SHOW HER THE LOVE Ctgirl&

I'm Only A Tree!
I'm Only A Tree Halloween, Halloween in this do you believe? That only on Halloween we will be deceived? Yes this is true for deception is the golden rule. Dress up in makeup that we think is cool. Do you dare not to stare at a provoked ghost in a tree? As you make jokes while you are out smoking your weed? Kidding around and tumbling down. While you are having fun far away from town. Come over here and sit by my side. I will take care of you and your messed up pride. I’m only a tree rapped up only in me. So come over here and tell me what you believe. You’re out by yourself on a night like this. Wondering around and you’re full of mischief. Kicking cans and throwing stones at cars. While running in and out of bars.

My Friend Jarrod
My friend Jarrod died last night in jail. They don't know how yet. Or haven't told anyone. They said he went to sleep last night and didn't wake up this morning. How sad that I am not going to see my friend again and how sad that I won't be able to get a return letter from him. I feel for his family and loved ones. He was a good fiend and a wonderful person. Noone is perfect and he knew he wasn't. He also knew that noone else was either. He was so hard on himself and always wondered why things had to be so hard. Now that he is gone I wonder why a guy like that had to live a hard life and why the path he chose had to be the wrong one. I want all my friends to stay close to me and keep me close. I don't want to lose anymore.

Silent Rank
The Silent Rank I wear no uniforms, no blue or army greens. But I am in the military in the ranks rarely seen. I have no rank upon my shoulders, salutes I do not give. But the military world is the place where I live. I'm not in the chain of command, orders I do not get. But my husband is the one who does, this I cannot forget. I'm not the one who fires the weapon, who puts my life on the line. But my job is just as tough, I'm the one that's left behind. My husband is a patriot, a brave and prideful man. And the call to serve his country, not all can understand. Behind the lines I see the things needed to keep this country free My husband makes the sacrifice, but so does our child and me. I love the man I married, soldiering is his life. But I stand among the silent ranks. Known as the military Wife!

The Supernatural
My sons and I go every year and walk through Beaver Creek on this day hoping to see the spirit of Esther Hale...We take pics and there are a lot of orbs in them...We like to go at dusk, there are literally thousands of ppl that come here to walk the park hoping to see any of the ghosts that are present in the park...If you'd like to read any of the stories that have happened in the park just click the link...I'll be posting pics of our journey... http://www.ghostsofohio.org/lore/ohio_lore_11.html Esther Hale There is a bridge is Columbiana County where every August, the ghost of a bride-to-be waits, hoping to find someone who will stop and help her. But before deciding to hop in your car and rush out to the bridge, you might want to read a bit further and find out the story behind this ghostly bride. This story begins in August in the now-deserted town of Sprucevale. The year was 1837 and Esther Hale was preparing for her wedding. Esther spent most of that morning happily p

Military Wife
The average age of the military wife is 20 years old. She isn't old enough to buy a beer, but is old enough to manage the entire household. She probably never saw herself loving a man who was in the military, but she loves him regardless. Her penmanship has improved over the last few months, due to excessive letter writing. She cries alot, because she misses the man she swore to love. Her life isn't complete without him. She looks very tired, because of her many sleepless nights either waiting for a call that never came or one that did and just because she heard his voice, she is too overjoyed to sleep. As a wife, she is classified as a dependent, but she is completely independent. She tends to her household, her kids, her school work, and her job, all without her husband. She manages a smile, even though inside she's crying. She understands that the man she loves has to go far away. She understand that he can be taken from her in a moments notice

The Difference Btwn You N Me
The difference between YOU and ME. You complain that your boyfriend/ husband has worked late all week and have barely seen him *We look forward to the two weeks a year we spend together You complain b/c he doesn't call you enough *Our hearts are thankful for the 15- second phone call I got last Tuesday in the middle of the night! You whine to you friends about how much you miss him already because he is on a two day trip with his parents *We haven't seen him for 7 months now You don't feel like making love tonight because you are too tired *We will stay up all night because we don't know when it will be the last time Your boyfriend/husband belongs to you *Mine belongs to the government Your boyfriend/husband is training for his game next weekend *My boyfriend is trained to kill It's just not practical for you to drive an hour to see him every weekend during school *He spends $700 dollars on a plane ticket just to see me 2 days You hate hanging up the phone

What Not To Say To A Military Spouse
What NOT to say to a military spouse: 1. "Aren't you afraid that (s)he'll be killed?" (This one ranks in at number one on the "duh" list. Of course we're afraid. We're terrified. The thought always lingers at the backs of our minds ---but thanks brilliant, you just brought it back to the front. Maybe next you can go ask someone with cancer if they're scared of dying.) 2. "I don't know how you manage. I don't think I could do it." (This is intended to be a compliment, however, its just a little annoying. Here's why: it's not like all of us military wives/husbands have been dreaming since childhood of the day we'd get to be anxious single wives who carry cell phones with us to the bathroom and in the shower. We're not made of some mysterious matter that makes us more capable, we just got asked to take on a challenging job. So we rose to the challenge and found the strength to make sacrifices.) 3. Wow i bet you hate them calling you at werid hours.. umm.. NO im act

To Love A Soldier
TO LOVE A SOLDIER. For all the military wives/girlfriends/family .........For all of you who wake up in the morning, lay there for a few moments, trying to swallow the sick feeling in the pit of your stomach as you wonder where your man is, or how he's doing...this is for you. For all of you who start a countdown the minute he leaves, and continue to until he is back in your arms again...this is for you. .........For all of you who tear up everytime "Far Away" comes on the radio, or who press repeat when "Come Home Soon" plays in their car...this one's for you. .........For all of you who see Military billboards, ads in the paper, or commercials on TV and next notice the tears rolling down your cheeks, this is for you. I am one of you too. This is for us. ........ For all the times we sleep with our phones on the loudest possible volume, just as to not miss the call that just MIGHT come... .........For all the times we roll our eyes when another girl is depressed because she

Tongue Fucking
…..I turn you around and push you to the closest wall, I raise both your hands high over your head and together so I can hold you with one hand and have one free hand. Spreading your legs with my foot my free hand gracefully caresses the inside of your arm then flipping your long dark hair over your left shoulder placing my hand back on your shoulder blade kissing sucking your neck and slowly dropping my right arm as to caress your side down lower toward your perfectly shaped ass. I planted the palm of my right hand firmly flat against the inside of your left thigh and slide it tightly into your warm and very wet pussy lifting you slightly onto your toes! You now feel both my hands on your waist and I start to bite you softly high on your back and slowly working my way down your back speeding up and getting harder the closer I get to your ass. I now squat down with my thumbs pointing inward grabbing the back of your legs sliding them higher till they nestle well into the crevice of whe

Be You
Be you You were born to be real, not to be perfect. You are here to be you, not to live someone else's life. Every day you make some progress and every day you make a few mistakes. Through it all, your wisdom continues to grow and your experience continues to broaden. Be gentle with yourself. Accept who you are, where you have been, and what you have to work with, for in this moment you can make positive use of it all. Reach in and touch the purpose that makes you feel most alive. The world around you is filled with places where that purpose can do great things. It is never too late to offer your unique and genuine gifts to life. Now is the time to do great things, even in the smallest of ways. Choose to fully and graciously live life as it comes. The richest rewards by far are the ones to which you most sincerely give of yourself. -- Ralph Marston

Update On Me...and My Family
So I'm doing much better. I feel better. I'm happier. I have a much better outlook on things. Its still a work in progress but I know I'll be fine. I've talked to some people and have figured a lot out. I have my priorities back in line and I'm working on tackling my goals one by one. As I work to pay off my car I'm putting money away to move. If there is nothing keeping me here in PA then I'm going to be moving to VA. I've told my family of this already so now they can get used to it and prepare for it if they must. If I stay here I'm going to look into buying a house. Nothing big. Just a place for me to call my own without having to pay rent and ending up with nothing in the end. No matter where I go I will most likely start going to school for computers. Oh and once I move I'm going to get me a dog. I'm also going back to concert photography. I already have a list of shows I want to photograph. Now all I have to do is contact people and get my tickets and passes set up. Life is go

Clarity
Clarity Empty heart, crying for what you once felt I yearn to help you remember To make you feel whole again To make you feel alive but I don't even know where to begin I could begin by sifting through all the silt in search of that one little crystal The one that looks so much like the ones you've lost in the past But with smoother edges so you don't get cut and less flaws so you can see right through it, see to its core See though, I've forgotten where that secret place is Strayed so far from the path I don't even know where to look All I can see for miles is hard clay and rocks Rocks that look nothing like crystals more like petrified wood and cold grey tombs Be patient with me dear heart... I will find that place By searching my soul and remembering the trails Remembering where the path meets the brook Where things become much clearer, and so do the rocks and stones Although I've forgotten where that place is and although the brambles have overgrow

Inspiration
Inspiration never truly runs dry It buries itself amongst the recesses of the mind and the heart Waiting for a spark to set it alight For the light to shine out Spilling onto the world around Formed in the grooves of a painting Or the notes of a melody or in some pretty words on a page The secret is in knowing when it needs to escape.

Vacation Update.
Hi everyone! :-D Have missed you all so much. The signal here is slow and sometimes nill but wanted to send some love and thank you all for coming by to say hi. We are flying back to TX tomorrow but I will be out of town for about a week. Will try to come by and LL to you as much as possible. HUGS and KISSES ~~~C~~~

A Slip Of The Tongue
A Slip of the Tongue Syllables creep out before I catch them in my throat In an instant of passion, A rush of energy, a flash of emotion All to be strangled by three little words Will he say it back? Will he leave me here choking on the aftertaste? Moments of passion are often the truest ones The ones where nothing is held back and all of our hidden desires come to light Only to leave us with a sense of panic we said too much Heart moving faster than head, Matter over mind With a simple slip of the tongue...

Amish Friendship Bread
**DO NOT USE METAL BOWL OR SPOON FOR MIXING **DO NOT REFRIGERATE **IF AIR GETS IN THE BAG LET IT OUT **IT IS NORMAL FOR THE BATTER TO THICKEN,BUBBLE,AND FERMENT DAY 1 THIS IS THE DAY YOU GET THE BATTER,DO NOTHING 2 SQUEEZE THE BAG 3 SQUEEZE THE BAG 4 SQUEEZE THE BAG 5 SQUEEZE THE BAG 6 ADD 1 CUP FLOUR,1 CUP SUGAR,1 CUP MILK 7 SQUEEZE THE BAG 8 SQUEEZE THE BAG 9 SQUEEZE THE BAG 10 COMBINE IN A LARGE BOWL:THE BAG OF BATTER,1 CUP MILK,1 CUP FLOOR,1 CUP SUGAR. MIX WITH A WOODEN SPOON OR SPATULA,POUR OUT 3 ONE CUP "STARTERS"INTO LARGE ZIP-LOCK BAGS.KEEP ONE OR TWO BAGS FOR YOURSELF ( YOU MAY FREEZE THE STARTER BAGS) TO THE REMAINING BATTER ADD: 1 CUP OIL 1 CUP SUGAR 3 EGGS 1 1/2 TSP BAKING POWDER 1/2 TSP BAKING SODA 1/2 TSP SALT 2 CUPS FLOUR 1/2 CUPS MILK 1 TSP CINNAMON 1 LARGE BOX INSTANT VANILLA,BANANA,OR LEMON PUDDING POUR INTO 2 LARGE GREASED AND SUGARED LOAF PANS(SPRINKLE BOTTOM OF PAN AND TOP OF BATTER WITH SUGAR AND CINNAMON) BAKE@325 FOR 1 HOUR

Homecoming.
A few months ago, my cousin Andrey's wife's labor was prematurely induced due to complications, and their son was two months premature. He's been in an incubator at the hospital until about two weeks ago when he was allowed to come home. They didn't want to name him until they were sure he was with them to stay, so now they have. We can now officially welcome Lior Assi Mogilevsky into our family. He's still too small to have a bris, but he can stand to wait a while before his manhood gets messed with. Further on the topic of homecomings, my dad is being released from the hospital today. They found and removed some polyps during a colonoscopy about a week or so ago, but those are benign. His sugar and potassium levels seem to be fine, so yay for that. That means my mom is in for weeks of "I'm tired, I'm gassy, I'm hungry, my stomach hurts, where's my [fill in item], no not that one, the other one. Oh, you KNOW what other one. Can I haz vodka, plz?" I'm sure she can't wait

Drama Drama Drama
I got married to the man of my dreams last month, sure we get into fights but who doesn't?? Yestrday was the worst day of my life... He begged me to go with him to see his grandma and sister while they're here on vacation. I didn't want to go because one they and I don't like each other, and two my intuition told me something bad would happen. Since he refused to go without me I said "fine" and we went. Within 20 minutes of being there my husband and his sister started getting into an argument. He called her a whore and she directed it at me saying "I'm a whore?? I'm not the one who got pregnant the first week here!" I'm pregnant and yes I got pregnant about 2 weeks into being in Hawaii, so she pretty much called me a whore. The whole time his grandma and sister were here I'd bite my lip and not say anything while they disrespected me all week and my husband wouldn't defend me. Well that day I snapped and got up to get in his sister's face and his grandmother got in mine.

Written For Me...
This was written for me today! Its so cute and so sweet!! Thank you AJ Curves more fluid than desert waves with exiting movement to paint her lips The most seductive eyes reciting a story through tides of an ocean and in those eyes That gaze forever is the deepest understanding of a long forgotten Queen in these dreams of mine

Frank Kern's Mass Control
Frank Kern's Mass Control There will be many reviews of Frank Kern’s Mass Control popping up in the coming weeks. It’s very important that you read UNBIASED Reviews of the Mass Control Course when you are thinking about purchasing it. Some people will lie to you the consumer to try and get you to purchase the product through them. Some reviews are genuinely good quality informational materials, and some are filled with salesy hype just to try and get you to buy. That is what Frank Kern’s Mass Control is all about. Using things like video, audio, podcasts, and other mediums to CONNECT with prospective buyers, as a friend First and a salesman Never. People, by nature hate salesman. They could care less if you have the next biggest thing if they don’t know you, or what you are about. And good luck going in cold, because todays consumers are more savvy than ever when it comes to sniffing out a sales pitch. Frank Kern’s “30 Days to Mass Control Millions” shows you HOW to ge

Song Of The Day - 08/12/08 - Linkin Park - Numb (feeling Again Edition)
Numb - Linkin Park - Linkin park Numb - Linkin Park I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface, Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes [Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow] Every step that I take is another mistake to you [Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow] I've become so numb I can't feel you there, I've become so tired, so much more aware I'm becoming this All I want to do is be more like me And be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me? Holding too tightly; afraid to lose control 'Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you [Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow] Every step that I take is another mistake to you [Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow] And every second I waste is more than I can take I've become so numb I can't feel you there

People
ok for real wtf is wrong with u what the hell runs tgrought that gothic fucking head of ur. so i fucking sent u a funny text by mistake heres my advive to u> GET THE FUCK OVER ME I KICKED U OUT FOR A REASON. and yes im having ur kid but u already have one that u dont fucking see. so wtf is ur problem for real. ur prob ur still in love with me and u damn well know it uve put this i hate u shit act on one to many times for me to believe it. do i love u yes i do cause in a way i have to u being wynters father and all. but im not in love with u any more for anyone who is wondering who im talking about his name is josh william vincent slocum. and u say u dont want to get to know ur little girl either of them ur fucking dumb but heres this im done for real real not for play play. get it thorgh ur head. u can be mean u can stalk me again like always or as u call it a deticated lover, but i will never ever say yes to u again unless its u asking to see wynter then of course. ur not losing her

My New Theme Song.....(if U Know Me U Know It Fits)
AN AMERICAN GIRL Well, she was an American girl Raised on promises She couldn't help thinkin' That there was a little more to life somewhere else After all it was a great big world With lots of places to run to And if she had to die tryin' She had one little promise she was gonna keep O yeah, all right Take it easy, baby Make it last all night She was an American girl Well it was kind of cold that night, She stood alone on her balcony Yeah, she could hear the cars roll by, Out on 441 like waves crashin' on the beach And for one desperate moment There he crept back in her memory God it's so painful when something that's so close Is still so far out of reach O yeah, all right Take it easy, baby Make it last all night She was an American girl

Enchantment
enchantment I'm enchanted by you held in your spell hopelessly longing for something so magical a love that keeps that never sleeps to sail beyond the sea through time and love a strange enchantment washes over me I'll let our love be until the last Unicorn crosses the last rainbow as the last sunset fades on a distant horizon

How I Miss You So....................
A different kind of heartbreak, Not one from a lost love, But that of a missing friend. No more are the days together, Laughing at absurd jokes, Ones only we understand. Bear hugs are no more, Just dismissive actions, And condescending smiles. Conversation dying down, Only awkward pauses, Where words used to flow. Questions linger in the air, Of where my friend went, And when he will return. I mourn what is left of us, The inseparable renegades, Now being laid to eternal rest. Walking past our small place, I lay an imaginary rose there, As I silently cry for my friend. We have become lost, dear, Separation a cruel feeling, For we are fading away…

Red Hatters
Last night, my Red Hat friends and I went to a Ladies Night Club. One of the girls wanted to impress the rest of us, so she pulled out a $10 bill. When the male dancer came over to us, my friend licked the $10 bill and stuck it to his butt cheek! Not to be outdone, another friend pulls out a $20 bill.She called the guy back, licks the $20 bill, and sticks it to his other butt cheek. In another attempt to impress the rest of us,my third friend pulls out a $50 bill and calls the guy over, and licks the $50 bill. I'm worried about the way things are going, but fortunately, she just stuck it to one of his butt cheeks again. Seeing the way things are going, the guy races over to me! Now everyone's attention is focused on me, and the guy is egging me on to try to top the $50. My brain was churning as I reached for my wallet. What could I do? The woman in me took over! I got out my ATM card, swiped it down the crack of his butt,grabbed the eighty bucks,and left!!!

Song Of The Day - 08/12/08 - The Cranberries - Zombie (back To Live Edition)
zombie - cranberries Zombie - The Cranberries Another head hangs lowly Child is slowly taken And the violence causes silence Who are we mistaken? But you see, it's not me It's not my family In your head, in your head They are fighting With their tanks, and their bombs And their bombs, and their guns In your head, in your head They are crying In your head, in your head Zombie, zombie, zombie-ie-ie What's in your head, in your head? Zombie, zombie, zombie-ie-ie-ie-oh Another mother's breaking Heart is taken over When the violence causes silence We must be mistaken It's the same old theme Since 1916 In your head, in your head They're still fighting With their tanks, and their bombs And their bombs, and their guns In your head, in your head! They are dying In your head, in your head Zombie, zombie, zombie-ie-ie What's in your head, in your head? Zombie, zombie, zombie-ie-ie-ie-oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, hey-oh, yeah, yeah, yeah

Please Help Need Advice!!!!
Ok when I first became pregnant my ex didn't want anything to do with the baby or me.. Now all of a sudden he wants to name it and have half custody!!!! He has a bad temper and he even told me he can't handle kids.. He should know his sister has 4 of them and he can't stand to be around them for more than a few sec.... Right now i'm homeless and don't have a job.. even with every thing against him I'm afraid that he might get custudy becouse of my situation... was wondering if anyone can give me some advise??? I realy don't know what to do besides getting a lawer by the way he already has one!!! so can anyone help?

Moving Again
In about two more weeks we are moving to Virginia.We've already started getting some things together.I am happy that I won't have to drive the whole way.I will miss the 100 degree weather we have been having here in San Angelo but at least I will be a little closer to my family.I should be stuck in VA for two years.I am hoping to take loads of pictures like I did on the way to San Angelo.I guess thats pretty much it about the move.

Freek420
Well yanno how these things work. ->freek420: Oh, so you like the dumb and silent type. I see. freek420: well u were till u opened ur mouth ->freek420: Nice, you just told me I was 'yummee' and now I am a fat ass. You seem like you are really confused. freek420: go lose sum weight and then talk me fat ass ->freek420: Talking to invisisble friends doesn't count as normal unless you are 5. Just thought you should know. freek420: go away im havin good convo with normal ppl ->freek420: When did we get on the subject of memory loss? You seem to be rather confused. freek420: um dear ive forgotten more than u will ever kno so go play with ur dolls ->freek420: It's ok. I'd be butt hurt if I were you, too. freek420: way ffs sheesh ->freek420: You know, punctuation can be your friend. It's ok to use it. freek420: guess u dont understand english i see so fuk off ->freek420: I see the English language is a difficulty for you. Try taking your hand out of your ass and maybe you co

Are You Ready For Some Football????
Hey all! So I have been thinking, with the upcoming football season just underway, I was thinking a fun way to get people to interact on here is to have an online football poll. Basically it would be a number of members who wanted to join and every Sunday you would pick your winners of the games. Then on Tuesdays (cause Monday games are also included) we would tally up who picked the winners. At the end of the season, after the superbowl I will choose the winner for the entire season, and that winner would get a good prize like a month VIP or blast or whatever. What do you guys think? Would this be a neat idea, and if so would you join my league? :D

Well... That's Just Great.
It's been a few hours since these children watched 28 Days Later. Why are they wandering around acting like zombies, yelling "ZOMBIE KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" ....i must start monitoring what they watch lol

Pimpin Sunnydays
I'm Pimpin out one my friends you might already know her and be real good friends with her she is a fabulously, sweet & cute and a good person to know and I'm glad to have her as my mom and my friend. I'm pimping her out so come and show my friend SunnyDays some mad FU LOVING and she will return all the lo

Alzheimer's Walk
I am reaching out to the fubar community to help out here. I am doing a Memory Walk for the Alzheimer's Association, and I am looking for donations to help out this noble cause. If you have some spare change, or want to help out please visit my page. Please click here to donate If you have any questions, let me know. the Dragon">

Excerpt From "angel Of Mercy, Angel Of Death"
This is an excerpt from the sequel to "Astral Force Rising". Let me know how it grabs ya! "Behold my masterpiece!" Leo Gardasian exclaimed as he pulled a blue tarp off of a large horizontal cylinder which contained a human body. "Who is it?" asked Leo's sister, Tabitha, as she ran the fingers of both hands through her long auburn hair. "Take a closer look," Leo beamed with pride. "Don't worry, sis. She won't bite. Well not yet, anyway." "Of course not," Tabitha replied. "I'm the biter around here." She bared her extended canines for emphasis. Peering through a window at one end of the cylinder, she saw a famiiar face. A smile crossed her face as she remarked, "Niiiice! But why the change in hair color?" "I'm not sure," Leo replied, "but I suspect Lilith had something to do with it." "Speaking of Lilith," Tabby inquired, "where is she? I know you didn't kill her because I'm still here. You've been tight-lipped for months now."

Vastness
erotica @ myspaceclipart.com I walk through the vastness of this land. I wonder where it is you can be found. If I find you will you care? Will you even notice me near? I have looked for so long, My heart has searched again and again. It never gave up, It knew you where some where. If I offer my love, Would you take it freely? Make our lives full of peace and harmony? Would you cherish me, They way I would you? Could you look into my soul , And say I am in love with you. You know already who you are. Just as I know you have arrived. Will we let it slip through our hands, Letting it become a memory in our hearts? I want so much to grab this opportunity. I don’t want it slipping away. I can not do it on my own, I need you to love me in return. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.

This Aging, Might’ve Been/never Was Wanna-be Rockstar: Goals On Fubar.
In my last mumm, I was denigrated due to the fact I have goals on fubar. My thesis statement is such: being a somewhat actualized person and enjoying Fubar are not mutually-exclusive. I used to feel the same way as the dude from the last mumm, and have become quite surprised that I still don’t. i joined reluctantly to help a friend get points. Initially, i thought ppl on here w/ goals were dumb and shallow (of course, some of them are). I didn’t understand how “normally-intelligent” folks, w/ lots going on their lives, could care. This was due to the fact that I tend to be highly judgmental – great in the scientific world, great in the exec world, not so great socially, at times, when not checked. As I was presented with more and more intelligent, busy folks who enjoyed Fubar’ing, I started to soften, and even enjoy some aspects of Fubar. At first, I only enjoyed the mumms, the ones that posed interesting questions. I didn’t care about anything else, and the occasional trash-t

Music
Music is art in sound wave form. You can't see it, but it can be heard. You may watch it played, but the way a sound leaves an instrument and reaches your ears is amazing. Especially in rock bands from the 70s to present! ;). I like Rap, Rock, Hip Hop, Reggae, Metal, all of it basically. I don't love certains bands, I just love music in general. Hell my boy Ludwig Van Beethoven kicked some sweet music out of that piano of his ;). As did Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. All music is beautiful. Just where heaven meets the air and combines in your ear. It's great.

Come Join Steeler Nation!!
All you have to do to join The Steeler Mafia is.... First Rate this folder of Steeler Pics. There are only 50 pics. Here is the link..... After you have rated the Folder of Steeler Pics pics then Rate, Fan and then Add the rest of The Mafia In your friend request put "Joining The Steeler Mafia" or something along those lines. If someone is already on your friends list check to see if you can Re-Rate them then leave them a comment saying you are "Joining The Steeler Mafia" **ALSO** When you get friend requests from people joining after you..... DO NOT JUST accept the request!!! PLEASE go back and Fan and Rate them as well!! That is the whole point of joining the train afterall!! So when you have done all that send me a message and let me know!!! ****NO SHOUTS PLEASE**** When I receive your e-mail that you are done I will add you to the list and make your "Steeler Mafia" tag. There will be a folder in my pics with everyones tag in it. ***

Booksigning In Middleboro
Dear Friends, The success of my new book Purple State is astonishing. It is already outselling four of my other books. To continue reaching out to readers I will be doing a booksigning at the following location: Maria's Cards & Gifts 1 Center St Downtown Middleboro, Ma. 02346 Sept 20th 11am to 1pm If you can't make it, you don't have to wait. There are autogrpahed copies of Purple State available at Maria's right now! Enjoy, Alex Hutchinson

My Complications
How Lupus Affects the Body Lupus causes inflammation and other damage in one or more organs or organ systems. For some people this damage may be limited to skin and joints. In other people, the lungs, kidneys, blood, brain, or other organs and tissues also may be affected. Systemic lupus can be mild or severe and sometimes fatal. Some of the more serious complications which involve major organ systems are: inflammation of the kidneys (lupus nephritis), which can affect the body’s ability to filter waste from the blood. This can be so damaging that dialysis or kidney transplant may be needed. an increase in blood pressure in the lungs (pulmonary hypertension) inflammation of the heart muscle (myocarditis), which can lead to congestive heart failure hardening of the arteries (atherosclerotic heart disease), which is a buildup of deposits on coronary artery walls that can lead to a heart attack involvement of the nervous central system and brain (CNS lupus), which can caus

Survey #1
What color shirt were you wearing during your last kiss? Black Do you remember your kindergarten teachers name? Mrs. Doodah. Ain't no joke :D Do you remember your first kiss? 7th Grade. We were in between classes by the lockers. He stuck his tongue in my mouth and I started crying when he walked away hahahaha I was THAT freaked out. I don't have that problem now :P Would you rather go to a party or go out of town? What about an out of town party? Hmmm! Who did you last hang out with? Cristal, Greg, Rey and Nick. What was the last thing you ate? Egg with cheese breakfast burrito. Yum! When was the last time you talked to the last person you kissed? Yesterday. Whats on your bedroom floor? The REAL question is, what ISN'T on my bedroom floor? Where was your default picture taken? Your mom's bedroom after I rolled off of her. Which movie did you last see in theaters? Indiana Jones...pfft. The person I went with ruined that movie for me. When you have

Colorblindness...
If we were all blind, would we know the difference between black and white? Think about this and next time you see someone....look past the color of the skin and see the person inside. Simple as that. Have a blessed day.

Surreals Angels
Ok heres the deal......I want to do something new here.....I'm making a group called Surreals Angels. lol. I will make a morph for each one that wants to join. All I ask is that you either put surreals angels in your name or put angel at least. if your interested please leave a comment :P

Wishing On A Star
I gaze up at the sky each night and find the brightest star. It's always waiting there for me so close, but yet so far. The star winks in the evening sky and reaches out to me. It magically appers each night for all the world to see. I've wished upon this special star my whole life though, it seems. I've closed my eyes and made my wish of hopes, and plans, and dreams. And then, one day I got my wish for I finally met you. You are that someone special who's made all my dreams come true. So now whenever we're apart I find that same bright star. It makes me feel so close to you no matter were you are.

It Wouldn't Be Heaven
It wouldn't be Heaven with out her there The most beautiful angel could never compare God can keep His mansions and streets of gold May He forgive me for being so bold Father I mean You no disrespect But it's because of You that we met You sent her to me with a divine plan And I thank You each day for blessing this man You created her, so I am sure You know How her beauty captivates and her smile glows So Father, if You couldn't tell Heaven without her would be no different then Hell

Disease
You are the one disease For which there is no pill You bring me to my knees And bend me to your will I just can't get enough My heart is on the floor Addicted to your love Can't wait to get some more You infect my heart With every single beat Just finish what you start 'Girl I'm begging please If this is all a dream Please don't wake me up Just let me stay asleep Let my eyes stay shut I don't want to know If you're just fantasy Dont think I can let go Cause you are the best disease

Naughty Mop
Naughty Mop I am mopping the kitchen floor on my hands and knees in a satin nightie. Cum see what I use to mop with. Not just the sponge. I use my 40ddd tits, round ass, and luscious legs. I get all wet and sudsy. Get your ideas to me for my contribution to my fans/members sets. Don't forget to check out my contest page. There is still plenty of time to get in on it. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

I Care About You!
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send thi

I Tried 2 Let You Go
Seems like forever I've been trying to let you go...Trying 2 release all the hurt and pain..Trying to forget all the hell we been through..Trying 2 forget all the nights I spent without you..Trying to forget all time times I've missed you..Trying to forget all the times you made my days oh so blue..But I try and I try and it seems like my mind cant let you go...

Bleeding Love
Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking around Thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone arou

Going Away
Just wanted to let everyone know that I will be leaving this week to go to GA. as many of you know my oldest son has been There at Fort binning Army base well he is graduating bootcamp yayyyyyyyyy I have not see him in so long but anyhoot ill be gone till the end of the month so please leave the love you know ill return all love Robin.

For The Princess Slut
I *too* love Reggaeton! Dale don Dale by Don Omar Dale Don Dale - Don Omar Gocho! Don, Don! (M-V-P) Dale Dale, Don, dale Pa' que se muevan las yales Pa' activar los anormales Y al que se resbale Boster dale, dale Dale, Don, dale Pa' que se muevan las yales Pa' activar los anormales Y al que se resbale (Boster, dale!) Mirala como maquina Pa' pillarla en una esquina Como ron, que fina Tremenda asesina Se peina y se guilla Se viste y se maquilla Traquila, chiquilla O te siento en mi silla Hoy tu vas a ser mia El Don te desafia Segura en mi via Cuidao si te tira Y si tu novio se activa Yo activo la guerrilla Y si el Boster te lo pilla No le va a dar ni cosquilla Dale Dale, Don, dale Pa' que se muevan las yales Pa' activar los anormales Y al que se resbale Boster dale, daleee Dale, Don, dale Pa' que se muevan las yales Pa' activar los anormales Y al que se resbale (Boster, dale!) Me dicen, mami, que esta noche tu estas algar

Daily Painting
If you are like me, you wake up every morning and you have an image in your head of how you expect your day to unfold. For the sake of this blog we will call it the "daily painting". The thing is, the daily painting rarely turns out exactly like it looks when I open my eyes in the a.m. . Not to worry. Things happen to EVERYONE. Not just you. Not just me. As special as we are, we can rest assured that our next door neighbor is having a similar day and if not today it will be similar tomorrow. That is just life. There have been days in Birmingham that I thought I was going to have an amazing day but by lunch time I was ready to go back to bed and start over. lol But I'm still here. :) You don't lose when you fall down. You lose when you don't get back up. Let's look at some facts y'all: People are going to cut you off in traffic. So what? People are going to turn in front of you without a blinker. So what? People are going to disagree with your cool ideas. So what? Peop

Soul Mates And Past Lives - How To Find Out About Them And What To Expect
I looked up what a soul mate was and found some interesting information. A soul mate is a person who fills in all the gaps of your personality. I guess you would say that two soul mates are the yin and yang of a single person. Twin souls duplicate all of the personality traits of each other, including at times having the exact same experiences happen to them during their lifetime. I began to understand more of what I had been noticing about him and how our relationship worked. Twin flames are a variation upon twin souls but only together are the two people completed. Soul Mates can happen to clear up past karma and you can also be out of sync with a soul mate even if they exist in this lifetime. Living with a soul mate is just as difficult as living with anyone else. Their personality faults and bad habits can drive you crazy. A soul mate is someone that you have bonded with in a past life. The soul connection can help you feel compassion even when they are at their very worst. Soul

Tests Results
WELL I GOT GOOD NEWS FROM THE DOC TODAY AND MY RESULTS ARE ALL NORMAL SO THAT IS A HUGE RELEL OFF MY SHOULDERS!! I WANT TO THANK ALL OF MY FRIENDS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I WAS GOING THREW THIS U ARE THE BEST!!!!!!! IT TIME TO PARTY!!!!!!!

Hold On!!!!
Just got some recent news that was very disturbing, that a very special woman in my life, health is not doing so well...It really makes me sad and very emotional knowing that she is in critical condition and was rushed to the hospital this morning. She was a person that is partial responsible who made me the Great woman I am today...She had has a really good heart and understand young people and was very easy to talk to...Please God don't take her away yet..God I know that you are a healer and deliver and I know that you can get her through this...HOLD ON SIS LINDA..HOLD ON!!!

Rate Swappers Members Blog
Hi Good People, I am going to use this blog to place the links of rate swappers. If your a member and want to be added Private Msg me and let me know I will add you. This is for my and others reference and I will NOT be taking swap request here, please Private Msg me to arrange swaps, Number of rates being swapped and whether swapping 10's or 11's etc .. ~sensual-breeze~@ fubar

"sweet Harmoney In A Mississippi Morning"
"Sweet Harmony In A Mississippi Morning" Welcome to my beautiful sun filled morning, Sit down and pour yourself a cup of coffee, Relax and enjoy this glorious day. Warm spring morning down in Mississippi, Where the beauty of life is sung in sweet harmony, And every hello is given with such warm caring tenderness. Listen to the songs that the birds are singing, In harmony with the trees giving birth to new leaves, Taste the sweet nectar of honeysuckles in bloom. Drip dripping of an old water faucet tapping a bucket, Crickets chirping keeping in tune with each beat, As the sun's rays dance with the dew drops of morning. Sweet harmony with good morning blessings to all, True southern greeting welcoming all to this beauty, Of another day we've been blessed to receive. Old record playing in the sweet bye and bye, Hymns of our grandparents who believed in heaven, And I can still hear their amen's keeping rhythm with rocking chairs. Old porch swing swaying in

Fast On His Feet
A man in the Florida supermarket tries to buy half a head of lettuce. The very young produce assistant tells him that they sell only whole heads of lettuce. The man persists and asks to see the manager. The boy says he'll ask his manager about it. Walking into the back room, the boy said to his manager, 'Some asshole wants to buy half a head of lettuce.' As he finished his sentence, he turned to find the man standing right behind him, so he added, 'And this gentleman has kindly offered to buy the other half.' The manager approved the deal, and the man went on his way. Later the manager said to the boy, 'I was impressed with the way you got yourself out of that situation earlier. We like people who think on their feet here. Where are you from, son?' ' Canada , sir,' the boy replied. 'Well, why did you leave Canada ?' the manager asked. The boy said, 'Sir, there's nothing but whores and hockey players up there.' 'Really?' said the manager. 'My wife is fro

"the Magical Illusion Of Poetry"
"The Magical Illusion Of Poetry" ~~~~~ Packed bar room, piano sitting outside on the deck under the stars, Love songs playing on an old rickety jukebox of long ago tunes, Old man standing in the corner watching the people in the crowd. ~~~~~ Strolling outside he spots the old piano and sits down stroking the keys, As softly as a midnight summer's breeze his fingers tickle the ivory, Bringing to life the magic held within each key as he finds the words to sing. ~~~~~ Long ago memories of a love he has kept locked deep inside his heart, Slowly flows to life with each verse of the song he sings tonight, And baby can you hear me now, Can you hear this love I've kept alive? ~~~~~ From out of the darkness a mystical fog arises around the dancers, His old voice bringing to life the magic of each verse his heart sings, And on the beams of moonlight her form appears within the mist. ~~~~~ Baby can you hear me now, Can you feel the magic of this love, Can you taste the passion

"take Me Back To That Summer Of Cherished Memories"
"Take Me Back To That Summer Of Cherished Memories" ~~~~~~ Day dreaming, drifting freely like a mid summer breeze, Songs of nature lifting my spirit as high as the clouds, Fluttering of butterflies inside my stomach when I think of you. ~~~~~ Carefree, no fences to keep me from roaming in the forest, Cool brisk stream cooling me off from the sun's hot rays, As I lie upon this moss covered bank reflecting on our love. ~~~~~ Magical wishes blown with the seeds of the daffodils, Toes tossing pebbles across the crystal clear water, As I notch out You-N-Me in a tree trunk. ~~~~~ Day dreaming, drifting freely like a mid summer breeze, Songs of nature lifting my spirit as high as the clouds, Fluttering of butterflies inside my stomach when I think of you. ~~~~~ Along the side of a meadow sits a forlorn forgotten cabin, Bed of straw laid so neatly for the mattress to sleep on, Or to make love to you within the stillness of a sunbeam. ~~~~~~ Closing my eyes takes me back t

"i'm Sadness, I'm Loneliness, I'm A Part Of You Each And Everyday"
"I'm sadness, I'm loneliness, I'm part of you each and everyday" ~~~~~ I'm a pretender, I'm a joker, I'm a loner, Never am I in tune with the world around me, Because I seem to live my life in a fantasy world. ~~~~~ Magical illusions, saying things off the wall making others laugh, It's the way I escape from anyone every getting to know the real me, Because the sad truth is I don't even know who I am any more. ~~~~~ Always a loner, never really fitting in among society in life, A stranger living in a crazy mixed up world of make believe, Just someone who thinks love really does exist somewhere out there. ~~~~~ Touch me, hold me, feel me, please just say you need me, Come and unlock this door that holds me a prisoner, In this realm of fairies, elves and the darkness of horror I live in. ~~~~~ Hear me, see me, listen to my voice tremble when I speak, For I am afraid you will just be another of many who will laugh, Making fun of the way I talk or laugh because I'm not

Our Crappy Government In The Us
Well said my man!! Who says TAPS are nothing but Ghost Hunters? Sunday, August 10, 2008 Some things that really tick me off! Current mood: disappointed This whole 3.70 to 4.00 a gallon for gas and home heating oil. I know most of us out there blame the big oil companies, and rightfully so on a lot of it, but there are others we need to blamed even more, The US government! Hey I love the USA and totally support them on most things, but not on this!! Why, I am sure a lot of you are asking. Here are a few reasons. Exxon's first quarter earning statement for 2008 had a profit of $10.9 billion, yes they made one hell of a profit, but they also paid almost $30. billion in taxes. Our government can point the fingers at big oil but they are making a killing off of them and laughing all the way to the bank. Lets take some of that $30. billion and use that to help out the American people. No thats not good enough, then we pay even more taxes on it while we are pumping it into

Indian Stuffed French Toast
So I was talking to a coworker of mine who, coincidentally, first gave me the idea of making little pita pizzas, and told him about the recipe I tried a few weeks back. So he's like "pesto? There's an Indian version of that called green chutney." And I was like "oh really?" And he goes "yeah, my wife makes stuffed French toast with it." So I had to try it. And now you have to try it. I made them last night, and seriously, they look disgusting, but they taste awesome. Green Chutney: I made extra and froze it, but if you only want to make enough for the toast, adjust the amount of stuff you use. This made about a cup and a half. 2 bunches cilantro (I used parsley cause I'm a rebel) 1 bunch mint (I used dill, cause, well, you know) some serrano chiles (I used two, but I'm a wuss about spicy things. Although, two gave just about no heat, so use like four?) bunch of scallion greens (just greens) 3 tbs lime juice salt & pepper 1 tsp sugar First, put the serranos a

Daily Inspiration
August 12, 2008 Quote of the Day "Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." – Theodore Seuss Giesel I need to live by this, unfortunately I dont!

I Need You In My Life
You walked into my life captivating my heart, at first I didn't know and didn't care who you were but now I don't know who I am without you in my life, Why do I adore you? Every time I think about you I am reminded of the reasons why I love you. From the depth of my heart and soul I wonder what I would do without you. Without your healing smile, your word of trust or the gentle and sensitive way you touch me lifting me just when I need it most without you what would I have? What would I do?... I can't imagine living in this world when someone doesn't love me the way you do. You're the only one who understood me and accepted me for who I am. Your love has been and always will be life's greatest gift to me. I need you in my life.

Asylum Of Insanity
I've been sitting in this chair for a while, They've got me strapped down so tight. Said I'm a threat to everyone around me, Not knowing my tears shed each and every night. My nails are long and dirty, Hair messy and unclean. Eyes a dark blood red, Resembling that of a fiend. At times I begin laughing, Hysterical and out of control. The guards are terrified of my presence, Believing I possess no soul. Whenever I open my eyes, All I see is blood dripping off the walls. Around me surround bodies of the dead, Bloody, disfigured, they continue to crawl. Everybody thinks I'm lying, They can't see what I can see. I'm just another maniac, Sitting in the Asylum Of Insanity

Kids + Horror Movies =
Funny ass commentary. the kids are watching 28 days later and some of the funny things said so far: Sibi: Um, are those people parts? Me: Yea. Sibi: COOL!!!! Then as the first zombie showed up: Luvy: I thought they were supposed to be slow... Me: I don't know i guess they're super zombies. Luvy: yeah they're running like nobodies business!!!!! hahahahah, i'm highly amused since i don't like this movie.

What Price,love?
In the night my lips eagerly whisper your name My heart cries in its piteously empty loneliness From my weary eyes pearls of sadness do flow For I do miss you when you are not with me In my mind I recall your melodious voice Still it is not the same as hearing your words I remember the softness of your sweet kiss Yet I do not taste the warmth of their love In my dreams I see you walking towards me My lips smile happily when they see you My arms longing to hold you close forever With joy I feel your warm body close to mine Seeing your eyes sparkle with happiness As I hear the soft words that you speak Thrilling my heart with a pleasure unknown But dreams are only memories and hopes My heart aches in its sorrow of missing you As I anxiously wait for time to slowly pass Now time is my enemy, no longer my friend Each minute an hour, each hour a lonely day The pain I feel is becoming almost unbearable My mind is in turmoil, I can no longer think Waiti

You Make My Heart Shine
When it is dark, And i am all alone, I often look at your picture that is on my phone, And think about how you mean so much to me, Asleep in your bed my sleeping beauty, Waiting there for loves true kiss, I'm your prince and you're my princess, I love all the little things that you do, And how you can always make me smile when I'm with you, So when I look into those gorgeous eyes, And tell you that I'm the luckiest of guys, Please know that what I tell you is true, And that i really truly love YOU, For you are my guide, You are my light, And no matter how dark it is, Or how alone I feel, You make my heart shine, I love you!

Do U Agree With All These?? I Am Asking The Men!!!
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-- how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that it is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wr

I Miss You...
I miss you. I miss your warm eyes, the way you listen and care. I miss your kisses and all that we share. I miss you. I miss the touch of your hand, so reassuring and sincere, and the moments we spend together, that I hold dear. I miss you. I miss all of the caring things you do, and spending the evening alone with you. I miss you. I look forward to tomorrow knowing that then, I'll be one day closer to seeing you again. You must have guessed it by now... I miss you!

If You Only Knew...
If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how I yearn for

Without You
I can't live without you. I would breathe the air, and my heart would beat, but I would not feel the joy of life. My dreams would be lost like a leaf carted away by a storm. I would gaze at the stars without appreciating the way they light up the sky. I would pass the roses in bloom without noticing their beauty. I would no longer look forward to each sunset and each dawn. I would be broken, never to be mended again. Winter would own my heart; its icy breath would steal the warmth in my soul, because I could not smile without your love. I could not know laughter or happiness. If you were lost to me, I'd have no reason to try, no reason to be. You are my prayer, my shelter from hopelessness and despair, my sunshine, my light, my lazy days, my peaceful nights, and only you can keep the spark in my soul burning bright.

True Love
You're the world to me-- there's no one quite like you. You're the one I love, the one I want to touch. I give you my heart, and I need you so much. Offer me your sweet caresses; fill me with your wonderful light; soothe my aching heart; and hold me through the night. The mere sound of your voice summons deep emotion within Like an old familiar song like the comfort of a friend. When you're near, I'm lost to thoughts of love as you touch me with a magic that's as grand as stars above. I want to hold your hand. I hunger for your kiss. Offer me sweet tidings of true love's tender bliss. I promise our love shall soar, carried on the wings of a dove. So give me your heart, and bless me with your love.

Song Of The Day - 08/12/08 - Everclear - Wonderful (misery In Living Edition)
Wonderful - Everclear Wonderful - Everclear I close my eyes when I get too sad I think thoughts that I know are bad Close my eyes and I count to ten Hope it's over when I open them I want the things that I had before Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door I wish I could count to ten And make everything be wonderful again I hold my mom and I hold my dad Try to figure out why they get so mad I hear them scream, I hear them fight They say bad words that makes me want to cry Close my eyes when I go to bed and I Dream of angels who make me smile I feel better when I hear them say that Everything will be wonderful some day Promises mean everything When you're little and the world is so big I just don't understand how You can smile with all those tears in your eyes When you tell me everything is wonderful now Please don't tell me everthing is wonderful now I go to school and I run and play I tell the kids that it's all ok I laugh alot so my fr

Thought About You
Thought about you... All day long, I thought about you. Even when I tried not to think about you, I thought about you. When I closed my eyes, I thought about you. When I opened my eyes, I thought about you. When I thought about the beauty of the season, I thought about you. When I thought about the warmth of the upcoming holidays, I thought about you. When I heard a love song on the radio, I thought about you. When I checked my email, I thought about you. Even when I said goodnight to the stars, I thought about you. And when I slipped beneath the softness of my blanket and gave in to the bliss of sweet dreams, I thought about you. I just can't stop thinking about you.

Let's Make Love Faith ~n~ Tim
Let's Make Love lyrics (feat. Tim McGraw) Baby I've been drifting away Dreaming all day Of holidng you Touching you The only thing I want to do Is be with you As close to you As I can be Let's make love All night long Until all our strength is gone Hold on tight Just let go I want to feel you in my soul Until the sun comes up Let's make love Oh, baby Do you know what you do to me Everything inside of me Is wanting you And needing you I'm so in love with you Look in my eyes Let's get lost tonight In each other Let's make love All night long Until all our strength is gone Hold on tight Just let go I want to feel you in my soul Until the sun comes up Let's make love Let's make love All night long Until all our strength is gone Hold on tight Just let go I want to feel you in my soul Until the sun comes up Oh, until the sun comes up Let's make love Oh baby, let's make love All night long All night long Let's make love

It's Your Love~ Tim ~n~ Faith
It's Your Love lyrics Dancin' in the dark, middle of the night Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight Emotional touch, touchin' my skin And asking you to do what you've been doin' all over again Oh its a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go It's your love it just does something to me It sends a shock right through me I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under, oh it's your love Better than I was, more than I am And all of this happen by taking your hand And who I am now is who I wanted to be And now that we're together I'm stronger than ever I'm happy and free Oh it's a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in If you asked me why I've changed, all I gotta do is say your sweet name It's your love it just does something to me it sends a shock right through me I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under, It’s your love If you wonder about the

Ok It Happens..i Am Sorry
I deleted over 1300 people overnight...I didn't know about 1260 of them...so that isn't the issue. I did know atleast 20 of them..and so if you find I have deleted you as a friend and would like me to add you back...let me know..i will be checking pages until i resolve this to the best of my abilities..and apologize for any inconvenience. Sorry I'm an ass..haha

Not Going To Be Here Anymore
Well this site obvioulsy is far from a place where mature (and naughty) adults can hang out well atleast not me, my haters here have made it impossible for me to have fun so Im finally leaving anyone know any good sites where adults can actually be adults?? Also since ive been asked a million times im now doing cam shows add me at redseductress@live.com for more details ;) Take care all my sexy fu friends xoxoxoxo

Re: Pentagon Front Groups Release Laughable Olympics Terror Vid ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 0
RE: Pentagon Front Groups Release Laughable Olympics Terror Vid ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 08 Aug 2008, 12:09 Pentagon Front Groups Release Laughable Olympics “Terror” Video “Al-Qaeda linked” organization threatens to target Beijing 2008 just as their predecessors did Athens 2004, the 2002 World Cup, the 2006 World Cup, Euro 2008, the local egg and spoon race, etc, etc, etc. http://www. prisonplanet. com/pentagon-front-groups-release-laughable-olympics-terror-video. html

Re: U.s. Attacks Russia Through Client State Georgia
RE: U.S. Attacks Russia Through Client State Georgia ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 08 Aug 2008, 22:42 U.S. Attacks Russia Through Client State Georgia Georgian forces, trained and equipped by the Pentagon and the U.S. government, killed 10 Russian peacekeepers early this morning in a provocation attack that has escalated into military conflict, but the subsequent corporate media coverage would have us believe that the U.S. and NATO-backed client state Georgia is a helpless victim, when in actual fact a far more nuanced geopolitical strategy is being played out. http://www. prisonplanet. com/us-attacks-russia-through-client-state-georgia. html

My Birthday
My birthday is cursed. Every year I've had a shitty birthday since I was 15. 2 years ago, our upstairs apartment flooded, I got yelled at by the apartment manager for "breaking" the pipe, and a bunch of our furniture was totally ruined. This year, I had been saving my upgrade credit on my cell phone because I wanted an iPhone. I figured that if I didn't get one, I'd have enough money to buy one myself. So I go and log in to my account yesterday, see that I have the upgrade, and call AT&T. While I'm on the phone, the customer service bitch manages to delete my voice mail. Seriously... every time I call into their customer service, they disable my voice mail. She then tells me that I'm not eligible for an upgrade until 8/2/09... I ask why, and she said that I signed a new 2 year contract back in December. I never signed a new contract, I sent my phone in for them to replace under warranty... but the guy I talked to then took it upon himself to burn my upgrade credit, and send me a

Re: Civilian Genocide, Dead Americans Cost Of Proxy War
RE: Civilian Genocide, Dead Americans Cost Of Proxy War ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 11 Aug 2008, 12:25 Civilian Genocide, Dead Americans Cost Of U.S.-Russia Proxy War The truth behind who is primarily responsible for the bloodshed unfolding in South Ossetia and surrounding areas has been buried by the western corporate media. Georgian forces, with a green light from NATO and the support of American and Ukrainian mercenaries, launched a brutal attack targeting civilians and Russian peacekeepers timed to coincide with the opening of the Beijing Olympics so as to temporarily deflect attention before the inevitable Russian response, by which time the global media machine kicked into high gear to smear Russia as the villains of the entire piece. http://www. prisonplanet. com/civilian-genocide-dead-americans-cost-of-us-russia-proxy-war. html

Re: American Mercenary Captured By Russians
RE: American Mercenary Captured By Russians ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 11 Aug 2008, 17:30 American Mercenary Captured By Russians An American mercenary has been captured by Russian forces along with a number of Georgian soldiers according to a report from the Russian news website Izvestia, providing more evidence that the U.S. and NATO are covertly supporting the Georgian army in a proxy war with Russia. http://www. prisonplanet. com/american-mercenary-captured-by-russians. html

Re: "martial Law" Declared In Arkansas Town
RE: "Martial Law" Declared in Arkansas Town ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 11 Aug 2008, 19:35 "Martial Law" Declared in Arkansas Town Areas of a town in Arkansas have been placed under a 24-hour, non-stop curfew described by the mayor as "almost akin to martial law". The lockdown, issued after a spate of robberies, home invasions and shootings, applies to everyone in Helena-West Helena, no matter what age or what time of day it is. http://www. infowars. net/articles/august2008/110808martiallaw. htm

Re: Russian Cameraman: Cnn Aired Misleading Footage
RE: Russian Cameraman: CNN Aired Misleading Footage ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 12 Aug 2008, 11:35 Russian Cameraman: CNN Aired Misleading Footage The Russian cameraman charged that CNN had used his footage of Georgian forces attacking Russian civilians in Tskhinvali, the provincial capital of South Ossetia, but then claimed it showed Russians attacking Georgians in the Georgian town of Gori. http://www. prisonplanet. com/russian-cameraman-cnn-aired-misleading-footage. html

Mayhemfest 08
I went to Mayhemfest Aug 10th. I had a really great review written out yesterday, but apparantly I timed out somehow, and it disappeared. And I don't have the time to knock it out again, so here is the shortened version. Highlights... Slipknot was incredible. Corey Taylor is one of the best frontmen I've ever seen, and I've seen the great David Lee Roth. I am a huge fan of percussion, and they have it in spades. The band was tight, and I'm not a huge fan of their music, but Wow! Five Finger Death Punch was super heavy, highly energized, and had a huge mosh pit, or several decent sized ones. We were up close, but had to fight our way back. I'm way too old for that shit. Airbourne was great. I had never heard of them, or if I had, I thought they were someone else. What a great party band. High energy, always smiling. Worth looking into for sure. Soil was good. I had heard their stuff before. We also met them, and they were super nice. And they gave me free

I Know I'll Be O.k.
Here I am Starting over Once again I lost my place The edges frayed The story ended And it's still so hard to face Seasons come and go Nothing lasts forever We're all on borrowed time And love's not set in stone But life is now or never You and I can make the world our own So here we are Pushing forward Pulled apart And turned around The ties untied The world wide open The ever-after here and now Seasons come and go Nothing lasts forever We're all on borrowed time And love's not set in stone But life is now or never You and I can make the world our own Now is our time to shine Now is our time to stand up tall We can have it all All the stars realigned Every ending turned around Cause it's our time Starting now I'll smile and try to find my way I know I'll be OK

Life's Got A Meaning
I'm the voice inside your room I'm the mind that bends the spoon I'm the toe that dips into water of life I'm the hand that combs your hair I'm the touch that takes you there Then in your heart's despair I'm gone As there's a new day that has come Dance in the light till the summer's done Life's got a meaning It's healing The pain you are feeling inside I'm the sun that's in your sky I'm the star that's burning bright I'm the strength that gives you the reason to fight I'm the blood that fills your heart I'm the hand which hails the start Then in your heart's despair I'm gone. Life's got a meaning It's healing The pain you are feeling inside

Looking Out For Something
When we touch.. I feel something happen When we breathe.. All the world is undone Stay with me.. As my heart surrenders Comfort me.. As I fall .. When we sleep.. Darkness brings us release All you need.. You can find it in me Standing in the rain Twisted and insane We are holding onto nothing Feeling every breath Holding no regrets We're still looking out for something.

Critical Decision
There are many constants throughout life and the above quote truly defines one of the most critical steps in your pursuit of any endeavor. So before we even consider the principles of any good fighting system or martial art, you must first answer this question: "What is my goal for this training -- to enhance my athletic competition skills or to learn to effectively deal with potentially lethal physical attacks from one or more thugs hell-bent on harming me and/or someone I love?" It truly amazes me how many people just stumble into various martial arts or combat sports never having once considered the above question. Yet your answer to that question makes all the difference in determining whether you really get what you want from training. Here's why. If you answered "for competition", then understand you'll find numerous martial arts and combat sports that provide excellent instruction and challenging forms of competition. There you can SAFELY match your skill lev

Another Go Team Angi Moment
Apparently I'm a "mean bitch". That is what one of my co-workers told me a fellow co-worker said last night at work. Well damn! I'm sorry I expect people to do the job they get paid to do! Why anyone should be allowed to sit around and collect pay when the other people are doing HER work. Well guess what you stupid bitches?!?!?! I GET TO RE-TRAIN YOU ALL!!! HAHAHAHA, YOU THOUGHT I WAS A MEAN BITCH THEN??? Get ready to sweat...

If You Need Me Heres Info
ok for friends family and ppl who like lol if you want me or need to get ahold of me here is how u can do it e-mail shylilly_665@yahoo.com yim shylilly_665 you have better luck there cause i will be off here for awile thanks for looking shy

Miserable People.
It seems certain people in the MuMMs are getting meaner and nastier. Even the people who used to be known for the most helpful advice are being mostly sarcastic and hateful anymore. My feelings are if their lives are that miserable and pathetic, THEY should do something about it instead of taking it out on others. It's pitiful some people live with that much anger.

Coming Back
well as most of you know i have been gone from here about a 2 1/2 months it has been mostley great. and a few ungreat times. kids have been out for summer i have been working and trying to keep a straight head (yeah right) im a crazy bitch... but yeah i been doing ok . me and joe are doing ok in our relationship i guess i cant complain. i could but wouldnt do me any good. lol. but anyways i wanted you all to know that i have missed you all and hope that things will get back to normal. so i will see you all around... PEACE , LOVE, AND BE FUCKING HAPPY Love TABZ

Give Me Two Commercials That Need To Be Taken Off The Air...
Good Morning World! How are you today? I am good thanks for making me think you are asking… I did a little ditty yesterday on the infomercial dude and it perhaps opened a door to bashings on commercials in general. Those ads that just make you cringe; those ads that make you say paaaaalease… Is Paaalease a word? It doesn’t matter…however being subject to garbage while you are in your own home does. I could also go as far as saying how about sales calls on your cell phone? Oh my word when did that stage open up? I can’t count the times I cringe at getting a text message and knowing the fact that I can’t text back due to my current Nextel package that the text is a sales call and not from one of my lovely daughters that I just think, “Shoot If I could get a text back to them I (the sales group) I would with expletory comments…But I digress… Back to Commercials and those that just tweak the melon so to speak. How about this, how about we take a poll on what are the two most useless, mos

Leaving
Tis weekend was filled with "wonderful" news. And due to that news, I will be trying something here at home, and if it doesn't work, I will be getting rid of the internet. My ex decided to jump on the "cunt" bandwagon. We had an agreement that I would not be socked full child support so that I too could have a life while trying to make something for my kids. Now, law mandates that I am only responsible for my son, but I agreed to help out with my daughter's needs as well. Now she went for full support. And got pissed when I told her that I can't afford the extra things. Well, I did some figuring, and now wit everything in motion, in a 4 week month, I will have $6.60 a week for myself after all bills and gas and food are taken care of. So I am quiting smoking, drinking, going out, and generally thinking about having a life. Yay for me. As of right now I am ditching cable and my home phone, I will keep internet this next month yet but if it's still too much, then at the end of the month,

I Wonder What His Game Is?
I got this in a private message first thing this morning. And the funny part is, when I checked my recent viewers and my picture views, I see no evidence of him ever having been to my profile. Its too early for this bull$h!t. Hello there sweety..i sure fell inlove with the looks number one and now it hunts me so bad that i hard to send you a message ..how are you doing today and how is the family ,hope you all are fine,i am paul by name and a very large fan of your pics ...i own a very huge farm here in west africa were i stay on it with my son David who is just 13 years of age ...i lost his mum while i was in the states in virginia alexandria and ever seens then i have been single and pateince abt meeting ladies until i was introduced to this site and started trying to find new friends who are honest and needing a real good relationship which i am al after ..am a very romantic man and loving..we talk abt care ,i have it all in my life ...i look forward to chatting with you if

~ Take A Ride With The Beatles! ~
Let's Ride with the Beatles! The Hostess: Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Team LOVE Cpt@ fubar The Enforcer: Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar Da Pimp: ^sin^ Fu wife 2 sultry?Fu slave to easye02476,sexysavior & navynick@ fubar What you have to do is really easy, FIRST rate these three tags and 50 pictures, start with this picture: SECOND, rate, fan, and add all on this bulletin/blog. If they are already your friend, rerate if necessary and leave the comment "Riding with the Beatles". Be sure to add the above three as well as the below riders. Those of you receiving friend requests, you MUST fan and rate and not just accept the friend request. THIRD, when you're done, let me (Tulsa's Angel) know and I will get you added. Riders: (wife is running my page for me)@ fubar

I Dont Have A Damn Clue...
so hmmmm i've lost my footing my grasp on the ground an now here i sit its 3 44am i got work in the morning an im still awake what am i waiting for? someone to call? txt me? maybe..... ive waited an waited but nothing ohwell. I'm falling apart my hearts gone an i'm only getting worse why am i self destructing....is it my own fault? did i cause my own decay?.. i tried as best i could but now i just feel like im faling apart from the inside out an it blows theres nothing i can do to stop this bleeding.... i'll be gone soon anyways I sit here thinking contemplating my life the lives of others. i wanna make things better but i know i cant do anything like that in the condition im in.... all i'll cause is more pain when i open my mouth so i'm left with my other alternative an thats written word gotta get those feelings out somehow right ? go blog..... fucken hell im so damn lost an confused i wish there was an easy solution to this feeling...

Back To School!
As of August 23rd i'll be going back to school. Just a community college for right now but college all the same, right? Anywho, for those of you who don't know me I'll be majoring in computer science and I'm considering a possible double major, with my majors being computer science and chemistry. Hopefully next semester I'll be attending the University of Akron, but i might have to settle for 1 more semester of tri-c. Well, that's all for now. I know it kinda ended abruptly but I have a habit of doing this stuff at ridiculous hours in the morning (it's 6 am right now) so check back for more later. Peace.

Frank Kern Mass Control Give Away
Frank Kern Mass Control Give Away Mass Control Has Sold Out. But the good news is Frank Kern is opening the doors again today for 10 minutes. So if you missed out yesterday now is your chance to grab a spot. Frank Kern is the mastermind behind some of the biggest launches in Internet History, for those of you who have not heard of Frank Kern keep reading... "Check This Out" this is no joke, Frank Kern's Mass Control System has brought in 958,000 per hour on some of his campaigns. Anyway… Here’s my thoughts on Frank Kern and his new marketing system… First of all Im not gonna go on about how Mass Control is going to make you a ton of money. I dont know you or your circumstances…. but what I can say is ive been marketing online for nearly 5 years and Frank Kern is one of the very few marketers who I truly respect. When I heard the rumors about this system 6-7 months ago I was pretty excited to see what exactly it what. The reason is this surfer guy has achieved it all w

Me? Block Someone?
yup... another block.. but this time it is personal and if anyone wants to block him after reading this.. i will link to his page at the end. My favorite person on this site The first person to actually befriend me she was hurt badly by a man on here. He told her he loved her told her daughter he wanted her to call him daddy. all kinds of things.. seemed like a great guy THEN... he started asking her oldest daughter for nude pictures of her younger sister. (daughter told me this) and one day Isis could not get her new camera to work well.. he flipped out calling her stupid and ugly and many other names Normally, I just ignore them and move on.. but this woman is the one person on this site that I would actually seriously hurt someone over. Normally, I would not ask people to block someone over something like this.. but like I said.. I would kill for her and her kids.. they don't call me their aunt for just any reason... Please. Block. This. Stupid

Saying Goodbye
P$ý¢hºpå†hî¢ is saying goodbye to FUBAR it has been a good run and I made some good friends but as soon as my vip is up I will be no more.. Some of you have my yim you can keep in touch with me if you would like and for those of you who do not have it and would like it let me know. VIP is up on Wednesday... pics and stash have already been deleted...MMFWCL to everyone...

Using You.
I need to drain my balls. And I'm gonna use your throat to do it. You stand before me, silent. There will be no talking this time, slut. I undress you, taking my time. Your nipples are very erect. I see a sheen of wetness on your gash. Already. Such a whore. For me. I turn you around and take your wrists behind you. I lean close, inhaling your scent, smelling your perfume...and a whiff of your cunt. I whisper into your ear: "I'm gonna fuck your mouth. Your slutty lil girlmouth was built to take my cock, and I'm gonna use it to drain my balls." *click* go the cuffs. "I'm gonna shoot my cum straight down your throat, and you're gonna feel every pump, every throb, as I spurt." My hot breath on your neck, your ear. "Do you want it?" *Yes, please, sir." A quiet, trembling little voice. Very nice. I turn you around and push you down onto your knees. Your head is cock level, tits thrust out from your arms being cuffed behind you. You stare at my cock, still encased in my jeans. I

Just Another One Of These
It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? DESK 2. Your significant other? NONE 3. Your hair? BLACK 4. Your mother? AWAY 5. Your father? AWAY 6. Your favorite thing? DREAMING 7. Your dream last night? WIERD 8. Your favorite drink? TEQUILA 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? WORK 11. Music? VARIETY 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? HAPPY 14. Where were you last night? WORK 15. What you're not? BORING 16. Muffins? YUCK 17. One of your wish list items? LOTTERY :) 18. Where you grew up? SOUTHDAKOTA 19. The last thing you did? WALK 20. What are you wearing? CLOTHES 21. TV? COMEDY 22. Your pets? NONE 23. Your computer? ALRIGHT 24. Your life? CRAZY 25. Your mood? OK 26. Missing someone? FAMILY 27. Favorite Store? IDK 30. Your summer? FUN 31. Like someone? NO 32. Your favorite color? GREEN 33. When is the last time you laughed? YESTERDAY 34. Last time you cried? WEEKS

Maxine's Slide Down The Bannister Of Life
Maxine's slide down the Banister of Life As You Slide Down the Banister of Life, Remember: 1. Jim Baker and Jimmy Swaggert have written An impressive new book. It's called ..... "Ministers Do More Than Lay People" 2. Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink And be Mary 3. The difference between the Pope and Your boss, the Pope only expects you To kiss his ring. 4. My mind works like lightning, One brilliant Flash and it is gone. 5. The only time the world beats a path to Your door is if you're in the bathroom. 6. I hate sex in the movies. Tried it once. The seat folded up, the drink spilled and That ice, well, it really chilled the mood. 7. It used to be only death and taxes Were inevitable Now, of course, there's Shipping and handling, too. 8.. A husband is someone who, after taking The trash out, gives the impression that He just cleaned the whole house. 9. My next house will

Sex Questions
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET...

Wish Upon A Star....
For months we've been together and i know its not a game Trying to act like distance doesnt hurt as i hold my head down in shame Ignoring what was inside of me i gave my heart to you To cherish and treasure it with all you say and do But a thousand kisses will never be Enough to satisfy my craving hearts plea Tommorrow will be the day I love you more Than today or yesterday or ever before Deeper and deeper my feelings go My head is spinning too and fro Yet slowly my desire turns to rage My heart feels as though its within a cage You are so close yet so oh so far away I want to love u and make you happy forever and a day I've cried and wished so many times that i was there Yet life is hard as hell and its so damn unfair All I can do is wish and try to patiently wait Until we meet again as I believe thats Gods fate Until that day comes again and u gently kiss my face I'll long to feel your arms around me for that is my safe place I've wished upon a

I Am My Own Therapist
I feel like I am my own therapist sometimes. I talk to myself and tell myself how it is. Basically ppl just need someone to talk to, but probably not anyone unless ur desparate. Ppl need someone they think they can trust to talk to. Im not saying I dont have anyone i can trust to talk to, but often I dont feel like explaing things to my friends, cuz most of the time, it affects every little things, it aint simple. So I just think in my head, asking myself Qs, try to see things rationally and try to figure it out on my own, just like Im talking to a therapist. Its good, cuz i know how i am and since im talking to myself, i dont have to explain to me. But its also bad, cuz being my own therapist, things comes back and forth inside of me like a circle , and nobody's there to hold me at the end of the day... I am alone by myself after all.

Tequila Makes Our Clothes Fall Off
First, rate the tequila folder. There are only 30 pictures so it won't take you long. Start with this picture. Second, r/f/a all the tequila shooters on the bulletin so that you can shoot some tequila with us!!! If they are already on your friends list leave them a comment like "tequila makes my clothes fall off".

Diabetes Diet: Create Your Healthy-eating Plan
Your diabetes diet is simply a healthy-eating plan that will help you control your blood sugar. Here's help getting started, from meal planning to exchange lists and counting carbohydrates. Contrary to popular belief, having diabetes doesn't mean that you have to start eating special foods or follow a complicated diabetes diet plan. For most people, having diabetes simply translates into eating a variety of foods in moderate amounts and sticking to regular mealtimes. This means choosing a diet that emphasizes vegetables, fruits and whole grains. Rather than a restrictive diabetes diet, it's a healthy-eating plan that's naturally rich in nutrients and low in fat and calories. In fact, it's the best eating plan for everyone. Planning your meals Your meal plan is an eating guide that helps you: * Establish a routine for eating meals and snacks at regular times every day * Choose the healthiest foods in the right amounts at each meal If you're already eating good-f

Lmfao
ok all tha femalez that i have met on here( tha 1z that i have got wit r facke az fuck they want sumbody ta take care of them but they still play & u know im not down wit that cuz im gangsta tha game they plAyin i done already played so if u think u got a SUCKA HERE RETHINK YO THOUGHTZ CUZ ITZ NOT ME I'LL LET U GO WIT OUT A 2ND THOUGHT & WONT LOOK BACK IM THA TYPE THAT SAYZ FUCK U SO IF U DNT KEEP IT REAL WE HAVE NUTIN TA SAY LOL THEREZ alota suckaz out there that will fall 4 tha bullshit that u pushin but not here lol straight gangsta member that!

Diabetes Prevention: 5 Tips For Taking Control
Tweaking your lifestyle could be a big step toward diabetes prevention — and it's never too late to start. Consider these tips. When it comes to type 2 diabetes — the most common type of diabetes — prevention is a big deal. Consider the statistics. Diabetes affects nearly 21 million people in the United States and 230 million people worldwide, according to the American Diabetes Association and the International Diabetes Federation. And that number is on the rise. In the United States alone, experts at the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention expect diabetes to affect more than 48 million people by 2050. Scary? Of course. But you don't need to become a statistic. Tweaking your lifestyle could be a big step toward diabetes prevention — and it's never too late to start. Consider the latest diabetes prevention tips from the American Diabetes Association. Tip 1: Lose extra weight If you're overweight, diabetes prevention may hinge on weight loss. Every pound you lose can

Prodigal Mom
Summer ended. My cousins all went off to school. There was drama surrounding my enrolment in school. Acording to indiana state law a kid had to be 5 before august to start kindergarden. So as a my cousin's went off to school ,i kind of drifted around from relative to relative, with no real place to go. Some time after the glass table incident, my mother came and "rescued" me. we moved to the big city, Indianapolis. We stayed with my aunt pam, though i dont remember much about her in that time. As far as i knew it was my mom's apartment. It was glorious. My mom was my best friend. I thought she was janet jackson. She was so pretty. and she was the epitome of 80's fashion. She'd go to clubs at night in jeans cut up culture club style, and she was so cool, cause she dressed me up just like her. I know i annoyed her, I once got caught with some neighborhood kids playing in the water from the a firehydrant that had been broken into. I remember, before leaving anywhere she'd ask i

Tattoos: Risks And Precautions To Know First
Tattoos: Risks and precautions to know first Find out what risks tattoos pose, ways to protect yourself and what to do if you no longer want the body art. A tattoo may take only a few hours to acquire, but invest plenty of thought and research before getting one. If you first take steps to protect yourself from possible risks, what seems like a cool idea now is less likely to turn into a source of regret later. How tattoos are done A tattoo is a permanent mark or design made on your skin with pigments inserted through pricks into the skin's top layer. During the procedure, a needle that's connected to a small machine with tubes containing dye pierces the skin repeatedly — an action that resembles that of a sewing machine. With every puncture, the needle inserts tiny ink droplets. The process, which may last up to several hours for a large tattoo, causes a small amount of bleeding and minor to potentially significant pain. Risks of tattoos CLICK TO ENLARGE Photograph showing

Cool Things To Do
Each weekend, I get my extreme happiness. Thats when my little sweetheart, the 4 1/2 year old who has my heart, comes and spends time with me and shows me what love is all about... So I try to take her each weekend to do something different, something that either reminds me of cool stuff I did as a kid, or something new to create a new wonderful memory and experience for her.. One weekend, we did a midnight McNugget picnic on my balcony and watched fireflies...(the pics are on my profile)... another weekend, we made Jiffy Pop...i know, an ancient invention to some, but it was so awesome to watch when I was a kid, and she loved it too. Although she did ask why we couldnt just put it in the microwave... and another weekend i took her to the sprinkler park out here. Its like a playground, but its made out of water spraying and spouting things. Its really cool... I would like some new ideas... what are some of the cool things you used to do as a kid, or if you have kids,

Fetish Vocab 2
HUMILIATION Activities which cause the submissive to feel shame, embarrassment, or degradation. Varies widely from person to person. Possibly psychologically explosive.. MASTER A term for a male dominant. Often used as a term of address, such as "Master Tom". It is often considered somewhat rude to address a man by this term without being first given permission to do so. MASTER-slave RELATIONSHIP An ongoing SM relationship in which the slave is submissive to a male dominant. MONDAY MORNING REBOUND SYNDROME Feelings of remorse, disgust, fear, and so forth that sometimes emerge hours or days after a person willingly, and often lustily, takes part in SM play. MUMMIFICATION Immobilizing bondage, usally done by wrapping the submissive in many coils of materials such as plastic wrap, or by placing the submissive in a body bag designed for this purpose. NOVICE A person just beginning to learn about and explore SM. Often treated with special kindness and attention by the more exper

Fetish Vocab1
Acrotomophilia The person is sexually aroused by the sight of an amputation usually of a whole arm or leg. Adolescentilism The person is aroused by impersonating both the dress and behavior of an adolescent. Andromimetophilia A woman who is sexually aroused by impersonating a man. They purposefully look like and act like a man. Apotemnophilia This person is sexually aroused by having a part of their body amputated either by themselves or someone else. The memory of the amputation can serve to arouse them for years. It is the act of having an extremity amputated that is arousing; thus, they have to be awake during the process. Asphyxiophilia This is sexual arousal caused by loss of control over your ability to breathe. Self strangulation or allowing another person to asphyxiate you. Autagonistophilia Unlike exhibitionism where the person intentionally exposes their genitals to an unsuspecting stranger, in this paraphilia the person creates situations in which other people co

The Good Man
Who am i to judge a good man by shawn jordy Who am i that i can judge a good man, is he one who stays home when needed, the care giver who never say why me, the lover who take in everything, who am i that can see, what cause is there that these things are there, when a man can take all the hurt, driven by his love for family, totored by those close to him, who am i to judge a good man, dose his heart lay on his sleave, posied like medal for all to see, proud yet sadly on display, words that never pass to other ears, who am i to judge a good man, though i havent see his years or fears, though he now rest along side those dear, he hides no more tears, he carrys no more fears, a good man he was in his right, though many have not seen his plight, I am not here to judge, I am here to weep, for to day we lay a good man to sleep. to my uncle larry may he rest in peace!!!!!!!!!

Why????????????????????????????????
I WAS IN A AUCTION HAD TO HURRY AND FIND THE HIGHEST BIDDER TO FU OWN ME! JUST BECAUSE THE AUCTION OWNER HAD A ARGUMENT WITH MY SISTER OVER THE PHONE SO I WAS THROWEN OUT OF THE AUCTION BECAUSE OF IT.. DOES ANYONE THINK THATS FAIR ON MY BEHALF? I SPEND FUBUXS TO JOIN A STUPID AUCTION AND I GET THIS IN RETURN?? ALL COMMENTS WELCOMED ON HERE.

More Good Info
All too often I hear people say there are basics, there are protocols or there are rules. This is simply not true. Let no one tell you that or try to convince you of that. What they have is THEIR rules. Beware that they will probably try to force them non consensually upon you. As with everything in BDSM there are no clear basics, rights, rules or protocol. The rules/basics/protocol are individualized. Some follow the Old Guards Way, some the New Guards way, some ways are in between and others have their own ways. All that matters is that who you are involved with understand and agree with whatever basics/rules/protocol/guidelines are used. Here are some things for you to think about and ponder. You may agree or disagree with some or all of what is written below. These are things I have heard over the years and know are practiced by people involved in BDSM. You will notice some of what is listed oppose other things listed. It's up to you to make your choices. Disclaimer

Check It Out
This web site is STRICTLY a site for education but until the Department of Justice obscenity prosecutions become more clearly defined we are self-censoring our web site and removing any material that might be questionable in eyes of the anti-obscenity squad. We certain hope that DOJ does not mix/confuse education sites with obscenity. For more information on the topic above and/or the example of what could occur see Electric Switch's book. Having been involved in BDSM for over 25 years, I find folks wish definitions and terminology clarified. Below is something I put together long ago for those new or just starting out. This covers much but it doesn’t cover every term used so as not to overwhelm you. (After you digest these feel free to see my dictionary for over 400 terms and definitions) There are no protocols or rules in BDSM, except the ones between those involved. There is normal manners and courtesy just like the rest of society. So just because you claim yourself

The Broken Table
Some time after the incident with Shane, HIS older brother nicknamed "Dinkey" decided he wanted in on the game too. My aunt Charlene had a glass table in the den area which had been broken some days before. All of the kids were outside playing in the back yard of the apartment complex and charlene was at work. My mom was still gone. Dinky approached me, much in the same manner as shane, only rather than freddy kruger the threat was The wrath of my aunt.... I guess i should explain here, in my family, a whoopin was the worst thing anyone can experience. Extension chordes, belts, bare fist, anything that could cause the most pain was utilized. The spankins at time didnt end with a lesson, but rather bloodshed, if that. I guess whenever the adult let out whatever anger they had in them over what you had done. Breaking an expensive glass table was probably the equivalent of a normal child killing its sibling. So "dinky" continued to taunt me with the prospect of telling Charlen

Pebbles For Prophet!
PebblesinAZ You gotta love this chick! Despite the gag order bestowed upon her, she still manages to strut her stuff!! She manages to make us laugh and smile with her quirky antics like her silly pics and her funny bullys.. and even with all of that.. still has time to take care of her family and grace us with her beauty.. This up close and very friendly girlie that spreads her love so far and wide is so close to prophet, lets help get her there! PebblesinAZ@ fubar Brought to you by: MsCharlotte2U!~No Rate No Add@ fubar I will give the first person who restikies this in my name when it expires 1,000,000 fubucks Repost Often

Back From Hell And Not The Nice One.
Damn my VIP ran out while I was gone. oh well. As of friday I came back from hell, fun trip, made a few friends. Stayed a few days too long for my taste, fucked myself up good a few times and got to call a joke of a judge a "stupid fucking bitch" with no consequence, it felt good. So yeah, Im home and reachable again and going to get back to people when i get another spare moment. And Ill blog the fun parts of hell when i have more time.

But She's Scared Of The Dark...
Prentis Never became my boyfriend. His teenaged brothers however would be the first men that i ever experienced. At Charlenes house, with my mother gone, and charlene working, the older kids ran the house. I remember walking in on the older boys watching porno and them making me sit down and watch. At some point in time someone had the bright idea that it wad ok to let me watch a Nightmare on elm street. Freddy Kruger would actually plague my dreams for years to come. I had a paralizing fear of the dark and could only sleep with the hall light on. One night, my cousin Shane came to my room. Shane was prentis's older brother, and he told me that he knew what i had been doing with nathan, and unless i did it with him he'd tell aunt charlene and make me sleep in the dark so freddy kruger would get me. I told him that i didnt want to, which he passively replied 'Ok". then he called out to charlene's son Nay nay (nickname) who was in the hallway to turn off the hall light. Nay

Leave Me Some Love
eather in messages or comments, pic comments too. im going into lockup on friday and want to know if ppl are thinking of me while im gone. ill miss yall. PLEASE LEAVE ME SOME FU-LOVE, when i get out ill return the favor

Club Velocity Come Check Us Out
HEY YALL COME CHECK OUT CLUB VELOCITY WE ARE ROCKING THE AIR WAVES 24/7 SO COME KICK IT WITH US YOU WONT REGRET IT WE ARE ALSO A NEW LOUNGE ON FUBAR SO COME CHECK US OUT CLICK ANY PIC ABOVE TO JOIN REPOST OFTEN PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another Take On The Favre Factor
Aug 8, 2008 Featured On: MyFoxMilwaukee Wow. I can't believe this left and right. Brett Favre has been traded to the NY Jets and some people just can't take it. I went on other websites, and they are talking about it the same way as here. And these are Non-Packer websites. And non-fox related websites. All the saying the same thing. Even Facebook has this. This whole Brett Favre trade thing reminds me of a old wrestling story line from 1997. Ask any wrestling fan about the Montreal Screwjob of Bret "Hitman" Hart from Survivor Series 1997 and they will tell you. The reason for the infamous "Montreal Screwjob" was concerning the WWE Championship and Bret Hart himself. Who proposed the job? Vince McMahon, which the fans found out years later. Previously, Bret Hart signed a contract to WCW and was willing to give up the WWE Championship if won or lost. We all know the sharpshooter hold that Shawn Michaels put on Bret that sealed the screwjob. Bret Hart shared his thoughts on this and

Fight To Protect Our Water!
After decades of water neglect, Congress passed the Clean Water Act in 1972 and Safe Drinking Water Act in 1974, and strengthened them in later years. A response to strong public pressure for water cleanup, these laws provide a national framework for the protection of our health, recreation and economy from water pollution. The laws have worked. The number of grossly polluted streams and lakes in America, and the number of health violations of drinking water standards, has declined. Yet more threats have emerged. New contaminants not recognized in the 1970s could be putting our health at risk. Curbing global warming is essential for protecting our water resources. And national policies that undermine the Clean Water Act and Safe Drinking Water Act threaten to reduce critical protections. Take Action Pass the Clean Water Restoration Act For the first time since the bill was initially introduced four years ago, hearings have happened and movement of the bill is likely.

Happier Times
My casts were pretty definitive characteristic of my childhood. I refused to let them hold me back. Just kidding, there is no determination story here. Just a kid who wanted to play with her cousins. I remember at my aunt Charlene's house, I would Climb up the steps in my casts, then slide down them like it was the funnest game in the world. My cousins would join me. as i recall the younger ones (Jarvis and his sister Jira and my cousin prentis) were exceptionally nice. The older ones however, would go down in history as evil. Eventually though, the casts did come off, and i became a normal kid. My teeth fell out and the toothfairy left me neerly 5 bucks for them. She also gave me a tootsie roll penny bank to keep the money in. But my cousin jaira tricked me into believing her mother had given it to her. My mother found her with the penny bank, and took it. She said something along the lines of me being stupid enough to get tricked and that she had bought it for me to keep m

A House Apology
Thursday, July 31, 2008 There was an article that caught my eye on Tuesday. And I think it caught the eye of every American of African Decent (started using that term), and yours truely. The title was called: "House formally apologizes for Slavery and Jim Crow". I know someone out there probably is saying to themeselves, in bold letters or words: "It's about time! After all of our protesting, preaching, peace rallies, those telling us to "get over it" (I don't know about that quote) prayers, resolutions, and most of all, just talking about it face to face, on the blogs, on MySpace, on MyFox, on TV Shows, and uneasiness comments from Pat Buchanan, It's about time!" This apology proposal summarized I feel is like "another victory that was long overdue". Let me say that again, another victory that was long overdue! What took all this time just to get this out? Back in April, a talkshow host, Tavis Smiley was on Bill Maher's show, where he talked about Patriotism. Not the ver

My Olympic Review: U.s. Swim Team And The Redeem Team
Now for the last couple of days, I've been paying attention to the Beijing Olympics. Really, I have. So far I've been impressed with the Men's Basketball Team beating China on Sunday. This is not "The Dream Team" from 1992, but Kobe Bryant and company have labeled themselves as "The Redeem Team". And so far, they are redeeming themselves from Athens four years ago. All I can say if they can keep up the tempo and momentum against the other countries and to get an advance to the finals, gold medal round mind you, I think USA Basketball would not be reveared as the team that lost badly, like Athens in 2004! No doubt the squad does have some quality players like Lebron, Dwayne Wade, Jason Kidd, and yes, Michael Redd. From my standpoint, they should have Michael Redd playing four years ago, but anyway he's playing now and help the squad getting the Gold Medal. Now, even though that the men's b-ball team are paid athletes, maybe they want to have that Olympic Experience, not just winning NBA

This One Better
There is a factory in Northern Minnesota which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM The next day at 8:45 AM, there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor, and they're really beginning to pile up. At the end of the line stands Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's. She has a roll of plush red fabric and a hugh bag of small marbles. The 2 men watch in amazement as she cuts a little piece to th

The Little Cripple
My first memory, and i use this term losely, was in the womb. Its was a fuzzy image of a picture of my mother and some white guy with a calico beard posing for a picture at a prom. Now that i am older, i know this cant possibly be a memory (details later) but like i said, when i look back to my first experience of what we call memory, that is what i have always seen. And to be honest, its the only first hand thing i can account for in my early years. From what my mother tells me, i was a "happy baby" (who wasnt?) I was always smiling and laughing. I rarely cried. And She'd dress me up in this pink jumpsuit which she swore was my favorite. And she'd sing me a special lullaby every night. I learned how to speek at 6 months and how to walk at 9 months, I skipped the potty went striaght to the toilet, and all in all the general exaggerations of grandure any parent would tell you of their child making them seem perfect. But i wasnt perfect, When i was born, i had a MASSIVE b

The Rules Have Changed
So it would appear that the rules have changed quite a bit regarding the salute picture that is required to level. They have decided to make it easier for liars and fakes to use FUBAR. I don't agree with this and have decided to change my own rules just a bit. If you are a level 10 or higher and you don't have a salute picture to prove who you are or you refuse to get on cam in some way that I can see you are who you say you are. You will be removed from my friends list. Unless I have talked to you for a while and know who you are, you are gone. I don't deal well with fakes and liars. If you are too much of a chicken to prove you aren't a liar then you might as well remove yourself from my list ASAP. I don't mind people adding me that are new but if you reach level 10 and you refuse to salute then you will be removed as quickly as you were added. NO QUESTIONS ASKED!!

Make A Wish
Make a wish, place it in your heart, anything you want, everything you want, do you have it? Good, now believe it can come true, you never know when the next miracles gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true, But if you believe its right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possiblity of it, to the certainty of it, you just might get the thing your wishing for, the world is full of magic, you just have to believe in it, so make your wish, Do you have it? Good, now believe in it with all your heart. Believe it can come true, even if it hurts, you never know it'll come true, all you have to do is try

Longggg Survey
Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, who do you want it to be? I don't want ANYONE knocking on my window at 2am. What song is stuck in your head? *sings* If you have a structured settlement and you cash now. Call JJ Wentworth. 877-Cash-Now Midnight, who were you texting? I wasn't texting anyone. What are you most worried about? Money. What else is new? How different are you from two years ago? Hmm. I don't think I'm that much different. More mature? I guess. Let a good friend/ex/best friend go this year? A whole bunch of them on 5-11-08. *sobs* When's the next time you will see the person you like? I don't like anyone. When was the last time you cried really badly? Last night. Do you like your life at the moment? Could be worse, I guess. Do you have

Omg She's Covered In Shit!!!
While the adults in the scenerio were carying on their ghetto soap opera, their children were growing up. My grandmother's kids: April, Tracy, Fred, Teresa, Eddie, Brenda (my mother), Little Jackie, Freda, and Frida; were Growing up with my grandfathers kids: Michael, Donnie Jr (my father), Nijea, Nicole, and and Nichelle. My grandmother, due to her affair, was disfellowshiped from the kingdom hall, and with my brutal grandfather gone, Grama Jackies kids, were able to spent much more time with Grampa lamb's kids. As grandma jackie was too consumed with her personal drama to teach her daughters the "birds and the beas" her youngest teenaged daughters, unaware of what a period even ment, Brenda (14) and Teresa (15), both became pregnant. And while it was a shame that the righteous sister jackie's teenaged daughters were pregnant, the bigger shame was that the father of one of her daughters children, was the son of "the love of her life" My mother, had been a track star, an A

Welcome By Bound For Glory
Welcome - Bound For Glory Welcome Land in turmoil, tempers are starting to boil, There's no chance of calling a truce, all hell is gonna break loose, Rioting - mobs untamed, streets are up in flames, No dollar covers the cost of your home or your loved ones lost Welcome......to the land of the free Welcome......to insanity Welcome......to the home of the brave Welcome......it's a coming mass grave Living in urban decay - it's life the American Way For some there is no chance, you can run or you can take a stance, Multi-capital desires fuel emotional fires Melting pot - it overflows - the whole damm country is about to blow Welcome......to the land of the free Welcome......to insanity Welcome......to the home of the brave Welcome......it's a coming mass grave Unleashed, merciless mob, looking to loot, rape and rob On the streets lay the deceased - if there's no justice you'll get no peace Perpetrators of hate. rebelling against the political state, Biting

Hell With This Lounge
ok yawl im saying fuck forbidden and forbidden cell 69 i aint never going back there the ladies on the staff think there shit dont stink and the guys think there fubar gods nothing can hurt them if your on my friends list and read this blog if it pisses you off take me off your friends list fuck i dont care i can find other friends on the internet to talk to

Granny Get Yer Gun (the Prequel)
So, as the legend holds, My Maternal Grandmother Had a Love affair with my Paternal Grandfather when she was 17 years old. The "affair" resulted in the birth of a daughter, April. This is up to much dispute at least to those in the outer circle of our family, because my aunt looks nothing like my grandmother's nor my grandfather's family, and she allegedly had sex with some man who claims to be April's father. In fact his entire family claims her. A paternity test has never been done. For the sake of simplicity however, we will assume that April, is indeed, my Paternal Grandfather's Daughter. i begin my story here because of the deep impact this glitch in the splinting of my family tree had on my future. After their "affair" my grandmother and grandfather moved on. Each married and had multiple kids. My Grandmother became a jehova's witness, Married Freddie Bowen, and had 8 children with him. My Grandfather had a lucrative career being a pimp and selling drugs with a woman named Ru

I Expect Help In This One...
I'm in a contest starting Wednesday and I expect some love from my FuFriends :) Look out for the bulletin with the link...BOMB ME!! ~ BLING CONTEST ~ I am hosting a Bling contest 1st - 70 credit bling pack 2nd - 25 credit bling pack 3rd - 12 credit bling pack ( minimum of 20k comments for 1st prize) and for the most rates over 200 will get a 12 credit bling pack Contest will start August 13th at noon Fu Time and end on September 3rd at noon Fu Time. Bombing family's are welcome and self bombing is encouraged. Send me (DJ OLDS) a private message to enter. I will take entries up till the start of contest. If there is any whineing u will be removed from contest and that includes DRAMA. Brought to you by .... ~DJ OLDS~Owned by Sparkeling deb~Shadow Leveler ~Owner of THE UNHOLY GRAIL @ fubar

Better Days -bruce Springsteen
Well my soul checked out missin' As I sat listenin' to the hours and minutes slippin away yeah just sittin' around waitin' for my life to begin while it was all just slippin away Well im tired of waitin for tomorrow to come or that train to come roarin 'round the bend. I got a new suit of clothes, a pretty red rose and a woman i can call my friend These are better days, baby. These are better days its true. These are better days baby. Better days with a girl like you. Well i took a piss at fortunes sweet kiss Its like eatin' caviar and dirt. Its a sad funny ending when you find yourself pretending Youra rich man in a poor man's shirt. Now my ass was draggin' When from a passing gypsy wagon. Your heart like a diamond shone Tonight im layin in your arms carving lucky charms out of these hard luck bones. These are better days, baby. These are better days its true. These are better days baby. Better days are shining through. Now a life of leisure

Another Update
Had my stitches taken out a week ago, been working my arm, trying to get it back to working full force, kids are doing good, me, had a pretty bad day today, miss my mom so much, still dont seem real, such a horrible tragedy, I'd give anything to hug her right now, its so wild, how in life, u dont notice the lil things, until you lose someone, I miss so many things about my mom, just to think the two people who brought me into this world are both gone, I lost my dad back in 2003 at the age of 65 and my mom at 65, she will be gone 2 months the 15th. If any of you, still have parents that are living, cherish every moment, because you never know when they can be taken from you. Please keep my kids, my family and myself in ur prayers, I hope all of you are doing well, miss and love you all! Love Jen xox

Help Leah Win Radiohead Tickets
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A Little Update
HMM So where has my life been the past god who knows. It has been a roller coaster. Not a 100% bad roller coaster because there are a lot of good things that have happened, and with good things you have bad things. August 9th, I went to see Terry Fator the guy who wont Americas Got Talent last season. Which was amazing. He was so damn funny and super sweet. After the show, i got autographs and a picture taken with him, and hehe i told him he was pretty sexy for being an old guy. August 21 i turn 21, and way beyond exicted. I think im going to go get waisted on that night. August 22-24th im going to Jackson, to see my grandma. Im working 2 jobs, 1 which i love and 1 im not in love with. School is starting back up Sept 3ed. Im totaly like loving life right now.

Book Of Dreams-bruce Springsteen
Im standin in the backyard listenin' to the party inside. Tonight im drinkin in the forgiveness this life provides. The scars we carry remain but the pain slips away it seems. Oh wont you baby be in my book of dreams Im watchin you through the window with your girlfriends from back home. Your showin off your dress there's laughter and a toast. From your daddy to the prettiest bride he's ever seen. Oh wont you baby be in my book of dreams. In the darkness my fingers slip across your skinI feel your sweet reply The room fades away and suddenly Im way up high Yeah just holdin you to me as through the window the moonlight streams Oh wont you baby be in my book of dreams. Now the ritual begins beneath wedding garland we meet as strangers Now the dance floor is alive with Beauty, mystery and danger. We dance out 'neath the stars ancient light into the darkening trees. Oh wont you baby be in my book of dreams.

All Of Fubar Time Is Now
I'M NOT A LIBERTY TO SAY WHAT HAS HAPPENED HERE. I JUST GOT WORD THROUGH A FRIEND THAT THIS BEAUTIFUL PERSON IS GOING THROUGH ONE OF THE MOST TRYING TIMES IN LIFE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US ON THIS EARTH IS GOING TO FACE SOONER OR LATER.. SHE IS ONE OF THE 2ND ALARM HOTTIES YES THAT IS TRUE BUT THIS ISN'T A MESSAGE TO THE HOTTIES GROUP.. THIS IS A MESSAGE TO ALL OF FUBAR.. IF YOU IN ANOTHER ALL FEMALE GROUP ON HERE, YOUR IN A BOMBING GROUP OR NOT IN A GROUP AT ALL THIS MESSAGES IS FOR YOU. THIS MESSAGE IS FOR EVERY SINGLE PERSON ON FUBAR.. IT'S NOT A FANCY BULLY I HAVE TO RUN OUT THE DOOR RIGHT NOW AND I JUST GOT WORD TWO MINUTES AGO ABOUT THIS.. I WILL MAKE A NICER ONE FOR HER LATER BUT FOR NOW YOU GUYS FOR NOW PLZ TAKE 2 MINUTES OF YOUR TIME TO GO OVER TO HER PAGE GIVE IT A NICE RATE AND LEAVE HER A COMMENT OF LOVE.. LEAVE HER A MESSAGE I DON'T CARE HOW YOU DO IT BUT TAKE THAT 2 MINUTES OUT OF YOUR TIME ON HERE TO SEND LOVE TO SOMEONE WHO DES PERTLY NEEDS LOTS OF IT.. NEXT

Pcs Back Up N Going
Well lighting screwed up my pc, n been offline awhile, its working but not 100percent. need a new one.it ran the phoneline while we gone, n got the dsl box if thats what its called too. this thing just has it quirks. missed chatting with all yall, n hope as is well with u. ps, n pleaaaaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee bear with me on beibg online, depends on if i can baby this thing n get online till i finally here soon get a new one.

My Bully....thanks Tappinit
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China Divers Go 2-for-2 At Beijing Olympics
The Chinese divers are in perfect sync with their Olympic expectations. The host country made it 2-for-2 in one of its favorite sports when Lin Yue and Huo Liang won the men’s 10-meter synchronized title on Monday, spurred on by their chanting, flag-waving fans at the Water Cube. The Chinese is always the leading, taking gold with a mark of 468.18 points. Germany rallied for the silver at 450.42, leaving Russia to settle for bronze at 445.26—just 0.42 ahead of fourth-place Australia. As the same arena where Michael Phelps is trying to win eight gold medals, the Chinese have hopes of a similar sweep in the eight diving events. No country has won that many diving golds, but the Chinese are a quarter of the way there and look unstoppable. Lin and Huo set the tone in the very first round with a forward dive in the pike position that barely rippled the water, receiving one perfect 10 and a string of 9.5s. They had they joint really rockin’ in the next round with their inward pike dive,

Thompson Keys 23-0 Run As Us Routs China
The U.S. women’s basketball team quickly dashed any hopes China had of an upset, avenging a loss in April with the second American drubbing of the Chinese in as many nights. Tina Thompson scored 13 of her 27 points during a 23-0 run in the first quarter and the U.S. routed China 108-63 on Monday night, taking the boisterous crowd out of the game early. U.S. co-captain Katie Smith said. “We didn’t want to let them stick around. We wanted to let the crowd know that we were ready to play. You don’t want to play around with teams, if you have a chance to make a statement and put them away early you do that.” Trailing by one midway through the first quarter, Thompson took over. She made two 3-pointers, a jumper from the corner, two layups, and three free throws during the spurt. “I just got good looks at the basket tonight,” Thompson said. “It was the first time they weren’t doubling the post.” By the time Kobe Bryant and the rest of the men’s team settled into their seats at the end o

Will It Be?
As we walk along the river bank, we laugh...holding hands. Feeling like two silly high school kids again. Our eyes meet...soft smile forms to my lips....you lean down...I tilt my head slightly..our lips brush against eachother, I feel my heart pounding hard in my chest. We deepen the kiss, a soft moan escapes me, as I slowly wrap my arms around your neck...your hands slipping around my waist. Our bodies pressing together..running my fingertips through your hair...no words needed. Everything we feel ...All we want and wanted to say...is being said in this one passionate..tender kiss...I toss as I sleep...feeling my dream is so true... wake up, my body slightly heated..shimmering with sweat. Biting my lower lip..looking out my window. Will this come true?..Will we feel the same...I sigh softly..I whisper to myself..only time will tell.

Vip Giveaway
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The Drunk
THE DRUNK A drunk walks out of a bar with a key in his hand. He is stumbling back and forth. A cop on the beat sees him and approaches, "Can I help you, sir?" "Yessh! Ssssomebody ssstole my carrrr," the man replies. The cop asks, "Where was your car the last time you saw it?" "It wasss on the end of thisshh key," the man replies. About that time, the cop looks down and sees the man's weiner hanging out of his fly for all the world to see. He asks the man, "Sir, are you aware that you are exposing yourself?" Momentarily confused, the drunk looks down at his crotch, and without missing a beat, blurts out, "Holy shit! My girlfriend's gone too!!"

This If F---ing Awsome
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Show This Family Some Love In There Hard Time!
Thinkin of you! We just want to let you know you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.We wish the best for your wife and hope she gets better soon,so plz go by and add/fan /rate and leave some thoughts on his page. Everyone at Southern Comfort and Marlboro Country sends all there love, thoughts and prayers. Click the pic to show your support!

Live Young, Die Free
The distant sound of mercy ringing in my eyes. Far from the masses fades away. Closed my eyes and waited for the pain to pass, Recalled a little story heard today... Yeah, I'm feeling trapped, So locked away, Caught in a downward spiral... In, into the black, I won't be back, Yeah I'll be here a while... Don't need to see, your face. Don't need to hear a word you say, Don't need to know, your name, Or why you're here... Shadows of the past appear in front of me. Into the masses disappear. The sound of silence ringing for a greater good, To this point I can't beleive my ears... Yeah, coming unwrapped, Starting to fray. Walking the final mile... In, into the black, I won't back, Choose to be here a while... Then I saw your face, And I heard the words you said. Then I recalled your name, And why I'm here... When I look into your eyes an' saw how much you cried, An' I had a revelation. The pain wouldn't pass, the scars they would last, Into God's

Poem
When and where we may fall down. Everything will be alright. Wanting to cry and wanting to frown. Wanting to stay out of sight. Remember their are those who care. Care for the ones that have fallen. Trying to keep your spirits in the air. The ones that care, will keep calling. They'll leave a message for you. Letting you know it will be okay. That life will get better day by day. Never give up and never give in. Everything will fall back into place for you again. I hope the best for all my friends. Things will get better,for this is not the end

Horrorscope
Critical moments pass, And doctrines of fools will last. I am just trying to cope, Into my horroscope. Through eyes and ears they bleed, Reciting their holy creed. Heeding but one request, The future, is put to, rest... Bless me in darkened days, Down to my knees I pray. I am just trying to cope, Within this horrorscope. In the wake of all frustration, I begin to loose control. Watched as the weapons fired, Bombs burst in the air... Burned in the fields of fire! Standing in the middle of nowhere. Watched as the weapons fired, Baptized in fields of fire! Well, The change in here, an' the future clear. I can feel it coming. So full of hate, its geting late! Yeah, I know its coming. When all the choice turned to just one voice, Yeah, the wind is turning. This is your horrorscope... Words laced with blasphemy, Drip with sincerity. Falling into the plan, Like sacrificial lambs. Hearing the words and said, Rings like nail, to the head. Now I can

New Office Policies
EFFECTIVE AUGUST 1, 2008 NEW OFFICE POLICY Dress Code: 1) You are advised to come to work dressed according to your salary. 2) If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we will assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a raise. 3) If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a raise. 4) If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a raise. Sick Days: We will no longer accept a doctor's statement as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work. Personal Days: Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are called Saturdays & Sundays. Bereavement Leave: This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend the funeral

Death Of A Friendship
Just a few poems that express the pain I feel at the loss of our friendship. You meant the world to me. I truly wish you nothing but the best, for I cannot hate you even if I wanted to. i didn't ask for it to be over but then again i didn't ask for it to begin For that is the way it is with life As some of the most beautiful days Come completely by chance But even the most beautiful days Eventually have their sunsets ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ If you can just turn And walk away And feel there's nothing more to say And you don't feel a tearing In your heart If you can so easily Forget about me And all the things I tried to be Then I guess there was really no reason For you to stay ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It hurts To see you walk away For admit it or not You were an important part of my life And the times we shared will forever be a part of me So even though I realize That it was never meant to be S

Nadal And Federer Win Twice At Olympics
BEIJING (AP)—Rafael Nadal took the court at 10:30 a.m. and hit his final shot more than 11 hours later. Roger Federer’s first day of Olympic tennis was slightly shorter but just as successful. The two rivals, both bidding to become Olympic medalists for the first time, were winners in singles and doubles in the opening round Monday. Playing the first match on center court, Nadal overcame numerous missed chances by sweeping the final four games to beat Potito Starace of Italy 6-2, 3-6, 6-2. The top-seeded Federer made his entrance less than an hour later. He beat Dmitry Tursunov 6-4, 6-2, then received congratulations from one of the spectators, U.S. basketball star LeBron James. Next came doubles. Federer leaped to whack an overhead slam on match point, sealing his win with Swiss teammate Stanislas Wawrinka over Simone Bolelli and Andreas Seppi of Italy, 7-5, 6-1. A little later, Spaniards Nadal and Tommy Robredo beat Jonas Bjorkman and Robin Soderling of Sweden 6-3, 6-3. Nada

Blah I'm In A Mood
i just wanted to say that i hate shitty parents, that don't wanna take the time to parent, and want the easy way out. most fuggin behavior is learned! parenting is not fuggin easy! i've seen too many kids that are medicated from adhd just cause the parents don't wanna deal with it.. my son is adhd and i refuse to medicate him. i would rather deal with him being hyper, then him not being a kid at all. i have a friend who medicates her son for adhd, and i honestly have never seen the damn kid smile. he sits in his room like a fuggin blob all day and does nothing. it's sad!!! TAKE CARE OF YOUR FOOKIN KIDS and kudos to the parents who actually give a fuck, and don't look for an easy way out of everything!

Family Leads India’s Celebrations Of First Gold
NEW DELHI, Aug 11 (Reuters) - Abhinav Bindra’s mother joked that his Olympic triumph had made him “the country’s most eligible bachelor” as Indians celebrated a historic first individual gold medal. Bindra’s family led the party after victory in the 10m air rifle event brought joy to a nation of more than one billion. “He has won the greatest medal in the world,” an ecstatic A.S. Bindra, the shooter’s father told Reuters. Bindra senior is a successful businessman who has provided his son with an air-conditioned shooting range where he can train. Neighbours and strangers streamed in and were offered sweets at the family home in the northern city of Chandigarh. Babli Bindra, his mother, quipped: “Now I have lots of work ahead as he is the country’s most eligible bachelor.” Already, the 25-year-old shooter’s female fan base is growing. “Abhinav, will you marry me? My parents will have to buy that much less GOLD now,” read one congratulatory message posted by ‘Kaveri’ on the Reuters

Headlines From The Year 2029
HEADLINES FROM THE YEAR 2029 Ozone created by electric cars now killing millions in the seventh largest country in the world: Mexifornia; White minorities still trying to have English recognized as Mexifornia's third language. Spotted Owl plague threatens northwestern United States crops and livestock. Baby conceived naturally! Scientists stumped! Couple petitions court to reinstate heterosexual marriage Iran still closed off; physicists estimate it will take at least 10 more years for radioactivity to decrease to safe levels. France pleads for global help after being invaded by Jamaica. No other countries come forward to help. Castro finally dies at age 112; Cuban cigars can now be imported legally, but President Chelsea Clinton has banned all smoking. George Z. Bush says he will run for President in 2036. U.S. Postal Service raises price of first class stamp to $17.89 and reduces mail delivery to Wednesdays only. 85-year $75.8 bill

Stunned Andy Murray Needs His Brother's Help To Win Olympic Medal
Stunned Andy Murray needs his brother's help to win Olympic medal ? If Andy Murray is going to win an Olympic medal, he wants it to be in the company of his brother, Jamie. Just as well after Murray last night flunked what should have been an easy first-round singles match against an unknown who did not believe he had a chance of beating the No6 seed. Lu Yen-hsun found out he had drawn Murray only as he arrived at the airport to fly to Beijing. “When I was told, I was going to turn around and go home and unpack my suitcase,” the delighted man from Taiwan, ranked No77 in the world, said. He will be glad he did not carry out his threat after teasing and frustrating Murray into a defeat the Scot will want to forget. Fortunately, there was a chance of redemption three hours after Murray stalked dejectedly from No1 Court at the Olympic Green Tennis Centre. He left for food and a massage and then got his head down to sleep for 30 minutes before preparing for his doubles match with Jami

Olympics In Brief: Women Bombers
Olympics in brief: Women bombers Women bombers A teenage girl and a woman were among the suicide bombers responsible for Sunday’s attacks on a police station, government offices and shops in the predominantly Muslim region of Xinjiang, in northwestern China, officials said yesterday (Richard Lloyd Parry writes). A 15-year-old girl, identified as Hailiqiemu Abulizi, was injured when a home-made bomb exploded prematurely. She was said to be in a stable condition after undergoing surgery for injuries including a broken leg and foot. Another woman, who has not been identified by the authorities, died after setting off a bomb that she was carrying when she and four other attackers were cornered in a bazaar in the oasis town of Kuqa. The authorities said that a total of ten attackers had died. All were Uighurs, a Muslim people who form the largest ethnic group in Xinjiang. Armed police were said to be continuing the hunt for three more suspected bombers yesterday. Winning ways

Beyond My Reach
Beyond my Reach Beautiful Lover, beyond my reach So much is so right, so much wrong Why did you whisper your sonnet to me? Why serenade me your song? Sweet lover so distant, yet deep in my heart I dream of the times our lips meet Beautiful moments, stolen from fate Drizzled honey my own treasured treat You graze your hands freely, my body your own I need you to fill me again Look at me softly, kiss me again deep You are my pleasure, my pain Hover your body, closer to mine Make us again feel as one Consume me, fill me, fill this desire Let's forget how we'd ever begun Sweet lover I need you, lover my own Come share your desire with me Graze your hands deeply, my body your own Eat 'till your desire is free Adorato, beloved, so far away Come join me this night in my dream Touch me once more in the shadow of night Join me again, in our sacred stream

Sick Sick Sick -- Blech!
Ok, as mentioned in my previous post, I am a sick person. I will actually now, briefly touch on the illness I suffer from, so that I may better explain my life. I have Hodgkin's Lymphoma. Which is cancer, but it is not a terminal cancer. Hodgkin's Lymphoma is actually supposed to be one of the most "easily cured" cancers around. When I was initially diagnosed in 2001, I had so many doctor's tell me: "Oh if you had to choose a cancer, this would be the one to choose, because we can get rid of it". My self I was thinking more along the lines of "If I actually get my choice - I want NONE!" But there I was, I had Hodgkin's Lymphoma and I did treatment for the majority of 2001; had two lung surgeries, as well as a bunch of CTscans and other tests, procedures and such. I got the "all clear" in January of 2002, and was very excited. I was thrilled to be alive and healthy. This got me to thinking, and I ended up leaving my husband, in Sept of 2002. At the end of 2005, I was under a lot of

Funny
I hate it when people forward bogus warnings, and I have even done it myself a couple times unintentionally... but this one is real, and it's important. If someone comes to your front door saying they are checking for ticks due to the warm weather and asks you to take your clothes off and dance around with your arms up, DO NOT DO IT !! THIS IS A SCAM!! They only want to see you naked. I hope this brings a smile

I Want To Be....
i want to be the girl he's scared to loose the one he can't walk away from knowing she's mad at him the one who can't fall asleep without her voice being that last one he hears the one he can't live without.. will you let me be that girl?

Woot Woot U Wanna
WANNA HELP ME OUT ALL I NEED IS 20K COMMENTS IF U DONT WANNA BOMB U DONT HAVE TO JUST RATE AND COMMENT ONE OR TWO TIMES THATS ALL I ASK UNLESS U WANNA BE SWEET AND BOMB U CAN ANIT GOING BEG U JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE U THERE

Baby, I Love You!!!
Baby, we have known each other a year & a half, but it seems alot longer than that. I love you with all my heart, soul, & mind. I would do anything for you. I have thought about it alot, & I want to spend the rest of my life with you. You always know when I'm happy, sad, or even mad. I really hope we can last alot longer than me & anyone else have. I would love to wake up with you by my side. We get along great. As far as I know your whole family loves me, & I hope I can keep it that way. But, hell I know me & your daddy argue & aggravate alot, but oh well, I guess. I'm really glad I got to spend alot of time with your family & hopefully there will be more dates that I can to come. I love you so much baby, & I mean it everytime I say it. I want to wake up in your arms every morning. I'm going to love you until the day that I die. I'm always lookin forward to spending time with you, when I don't have to work. I wish I could spend every day with you but i think you would get tired of se

Bully
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What Do Dreams Mean?
I had a dream last night. The first dream of my father since he passed away. I'm not sure what it means, I don't know if my father was trying to communicate with me but it was strange. In my dream I was sitting on on a staircase and my cell phone was right next to me and in front of me was a tv. There were 2 other people with me and all of a sudden my cell rings I didn't see what the number was and I just picked it up. I said hello and my father answered back hey whats up. I didn't know what to think and it kind of scared me. Then he asked me how I was doing and i said fine. He started to have a normal conversation with me and it freaked me out even more. He then asked me if I was going to work so I said what does it matter to you, you're dead and he said I'm not dead and I hung up on him. In my dream I started to cry and someone rubbed my back. I woke up and I thought that I might have slept through my alarm and thats why my father called me in my dream but when I looked at the clock

What A W E I R D O!
I'm on the phone with Stina and we're watching the Olympics. Sort of, she is and I just switched over, anyway she's watching Michael Phelps and she goes.... "Holy shit, this dude is a fucking dolphin!!!!!" ..........she's insane. i love her.

What Can Stress Do To Your Brain
Stress can kill brain cells Last updated: Thursday, March 15, 2007 Research in rats suggests that a single, socially stressful situation may contribute to depression by killing new nerve cells in the hippocampus, the area of the brain that processes learning, memory and emotion. In young rats, the stress of encountering older, aggressive rats didn't stop the creation of new brain nerve cells, the first step in a process called neurogenesis. However, this form of stress did prevent many new nerve cells from surviving, which left the young rats with fewer neurons for processing feelings and emotions. This negative impact on neurogenesis could be a cause of depression, said senior study author Daniel Peterson, of the Rosalind Franklin University of Medicine and Science, near Chicago. The study appears in the March 14 issue of The Journal of Neuroscience. Doesn’t happen immediately Stress-linked brain cell destruction doesn't happen immediately, however. "This is strong eviden

Boxing...me?!?!?!
You Are Boxing You are assertive, strong, and downright aggressive. You have the power to demolish your opponent... And you have the endurance to make sure the job is finished. What Olympic Sport Are You?

Want To Be Morphed? Find Out How!
I will make you a MORPHE!! Here is how! 2 WAYS TO GET A MORPHE ----------------------- 1) FUBUCKS: $5,000 Fubucks FOR 2 pic Morphes: "$7,000 FOR 4 pics and up! ( i am saving for spotlight) 2) BLING ME: 3 CREDIT BLINGS OR HIGHER WHAT YOU NEED TO DO! --------------------- -Send me your FUBUCKS and or BLING with a message that you want a Morphe. -Private messaged me with all pics you would like to use in your MORPHE -Whan I am done, I will either send you a private message or a message in the SHOUTBOX. You must RATE AND RIP so I know you aprove. NOTE: It may take me a day or 2 to get back to you with your morphe so please be patient. Thank you. sO FrESH __[diAMond dAveS gUrL xox ][[[SHADOW LEVELER]]]@ fubar

Contest-help Please????!!!!
I'm in a contest and any help from family and friends would be greatly appreciated!!!! Here's the link!!!! Any help is appreciated, rate and comment!!!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=548838&albumid=1117603&i=1622522490 Runs now till August 26th!!!!

Annoyed!
Hey all! How ya doing? Well I am writing this little tidbit to inform you of the fact that I will no longer write about the shelving community until I recieve some form of acknowlegement from someone. Now I know some of you fee you must read it just out of obligation but dont read it if that is how you feel. At least leave some form of opinion I mean there are all kinds from it sucked to hey man rock on! So until I recieve some thing along the lines of that then the shelving community is private!! Thank you and have a nice day!!!

Reasons Why
1. She knows how to make me smile and laugh 2. Loves me for who I am 3. Shows me how much she loves me 4. Cares about me 5. Shows me compassion 6. Shows me respect 7. Is trustworthy 8. Doesn't let her fears take over 9. Supports me in all my dreams 10. Wants the best from me 11. Knows when I am in a good mood or bad mood 12. Knows how to cheer me up 13. Wants to make us work 14. Willing to start a family and be a family 15. Goes after what she wants 16. Understands me 17. Wants me to go after the best in me. 18. Makes me feel wanted 19. Makes me feel loved 20. Makes me feel needed

You N Them Crazy Morph's!!!
Ok, so i've noticed that people on the fubar are really big into these morph things. Well I have to tell ya they freak me out! I'll be rating someone photos and BAM!!! some dude is turning into some sort of snarly beast or a tiger, it's always an animal. Oh, but i saw this one and this guy morphed into Roert Deniro. Crazy huh....well the purpose of this blog is to understand the morph and the mopher(the person that creats these things). I want to know why they make these crazy things and do the reciever's really dig'em and appreciate them. I've also stopped rating them, sorry folks but they really do creep me out.

Letting Go Of The Past...wtf Ever
I just received a phone call from my ex boyfriends mom....he is in jail..yet again...due to his own stupidity. I have been with him..friend or lover for five years now..and for a while...he was doing really good....welp...he who is one for honesty and truth...can't lie to me about this one...I mean I gave him the benefit of the doubt more than he should have been given...I over looked his extra-over time affairs...more than once...and when I finally told him that I couldn't take his bullshit anymore...did he attempt to realize that he had lied so much to everyone...that now he believed his own lies...the web of deceit has caught him once again. I told him long ago that he should always watch out for the karmic payback...she's a bitch and she don't even give ya a spit job on yer rim when she fucks ya in tha ass!!!! Translation...when you protest to be the pillar if honesty and integrity...and blow others out for even the slightest trangression upon his person...you better be able

Poem: Reworked & Original
ORIGINAL Crash, Bang, Boom, Then the screams start, Blood coating everything, Dripping from the ceiling, Running down the walls, Bodies laying upon each other and the floor, The acrid stench of death permeating the world, For a moment, It seems as if the world holds it breath, Then it explodes into action, A sacrifice worth nothing, What they summoned, Worse than what they faced, Originally, Living in a world of fear, They fuck out of desperation, No gentleness, Just a fuck, No feelings, Hard and fast, Claw marks, Bite marks, In the ass, Licking and sucking, His cock, Coming in an explosion, Of pain and terror. ____________==______==_____==_____==_______--- Crash, Bang, Boom, Then the screams start, Blood coating everything, Dripping from the ceiling, Running down the walls, Bodies laying upon each other and the floor, The acrid stench of death permeating the world, Nothing left but the havoc, Wreaked from this failed sacrifice, The gods un

Would Love Some Help Please!!!!
YoYo Ppl.. i'm in a contest Need all my friends to help out plzz.. I'll lub ya long time! Needs 2,500 To Win Any Fubucks. Most Comments (min 15,000) Wins VIP/Blast. 2nd Most Comments & Most Rates (over 200) Wins Blast/Bling Pack. Have Fun! I help u out when i can so let s return some lub thanxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!!

Poem: Forgive Me
Forgive me my sins, Forgive me my innocence, I am who I am, And who I am is fading, Into what once was, Staring at what could be and what could have been, Wondering if I made the right choice, Who will be hurt in the end, Them or me? I can see myself with either of them, Will they love me as I need? Let me go if I pleased? Do I truly know what I want? Are they who I want? Am I who I want to be? Fading into the memories of yesterday, I find myself wishing for oblivion.

Titlessss ( Give Me One )
It's my pain, my sorrow, my weakness the constant reminder, dreaming, dwelling.. unbearable emotions, trying to grasp one short breath, heart clinches I cannot breath, for every breath stomach tightens, mind goes numb... close your eyes, take a breath it appears, a shadow so faint heart weakens, legs shake I see the face, it's him open your eyes...tears falling,hands shaking wipe your face It's just another day!

Naughty Application!!!
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

Exit Stage Left.............
I just made this decision a few minutes ago. Fxy Is deleting the acct. Theres too much going on in my personal life that is crushing me emotionally and I just can't be here anymore. This site was supposed to be my mini vacation, my little breath of escape from reality. Like so many other dumbasses on here I made the mistake falling for someone and letting them fall for me in return(or so I thought). A wolf in sheeps clothing who said all the right things and up to a certain point did the right things, but wasnt too smart about covering his own fucking tracks by telling the other bitch not to post captain obvious shit on his page...sigh. Anywhoo...by the end of the week I am gonna delete my account because I just can't stand to be here anymore. Yes I feel like a fool if you must know but whatever. Time heals all wounds eventually. To those of you that i've met and bonded with during the past year,you are all fantabulous and I appreciate the experience of getting to know

My Interview Today!
I thought I"d share this. I'm very likely going to leave the health care field, and I have a good job lead with a group life insurance company. Let me know what you guys think. I had the interview today, as you saw from my message and I'm feeling quite positive about it. The initial interview was me and two interviewers for about 10 mins. They got a good feeling about me and they moved me on to the stage two, where me and about 8 hours were in a board room and we were shown a presentation. We each then had another one on one discussion to see if we had any questions about the work. They will call me tonight between 7:30 and 9 to let me know if I"m advanced to the third interview. The company is responsible for selling group life insurance. That means I won't just call random people trying to sell them random insurance. I will be contacting only members of the union or group who have filled in their plan request boxes who have requested consultation from somebody T

Naughty Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

The Music Of........
Goooooodddddddd!These guys are awesome and is there anyone else today that is near Pink floyd status as far as making weird music that actually does'nt suck?Really,I love Floyd and I love Radiohead and if therre is a heaven,I guess I'll be sitting around listening to this and eatting Mushrooms!

Pussy Part 2
PUSSY! (Part 2) More Pussy! Let us now explore the exceptional aromas associated with Pussy... To me, Pussy smells GOOD! Love the smell of Pussy! It makes me feel somewhat.... uh....invigorated! And why not? It is what it is! It smells the way it is suppose to smell!! Why do I even address this issue? Because not everyone feels the same way I do about it! And some, I believe... are even afraid of it! Pussy smells like Pussy. That’s not to say there is only one aroma associated with Pussy, but to say that no mater what iteration a Pussy chooses to reveal as its aroma, it is All good! “OK,” you say, “You have never smelled ‘skanky’ Pussy!” “Oh, yes I have!” says me.... But can you deny that it is Pussy? No Way!! ...and Pussy is a good thing, right? Even if it is skanky! But most Pussy is not skanky. Most Pussy is fresh and alive with wanton desire! (Yes....women want sex, too!) And when it really feels like getting some.

The Rain
The power of the rain, With its sensual sound, It brings out the lust in one, When you don’t want it to be found. It drains your body and makes you want to sleep. It soothes the body down to your feet. It’s a scandal how the rain makes us weak at the knees, But if you listen at the rain, It will tell you what you need by Sterling P. Carroll

Pussy Part 1
PUSSY!! Part 1. Current mood: In touch with my Inner Vagina! How can I begin an in-depth discussion based on MY feelings about PUSSY!? Hmmmm..... I think I had better walk into this with my eyes wide open........ So, I'll start by telling you about how it looks to me. OK? OK! I LOVE the way PUSSY looks! I don't think it looks like a flower, but I do think Flowers can look like Pussy! I don't think it looks like a taco, but I do think you can make a Taco look like Pussy! Pussy has a look all its own. There is nothing like it! It is a unique creation unto itself. To me, there is very little more beautiful than Pussy. Most of those few things are are other parts of a woman. But Pussy rates right up there in the TOP TWO THINGS I LIKE ABOUT WOMEN! The first look most guys have of pussy is not really pussy at all! It is what we fellows like to call Bush! The triangle of hair is what we see. The rest is veiled in imagination! Shrouded in the stuff of dreams, Pussy is the unknow

* Morgan Le Fay * Darkside Dollie * Fuowned By Photobug
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Rating Revolution Plz Read And Comment !
It has been brought to my attention that we are having sum issues with ppl trying to add members from our roll call but cant cause they are blocked. So you need to check the roll call and make sure you have everyone F/A/R! If you have anyone one of them on you ignore list you need to remove them. Because of there is anyone that has problems with another member or on their ignore list and refuses to unblock them .. you will be asked to leave the crew. If there is 2 ppl that can't get along with each other than they will be removed from the family. This is not High School! Please comment to let us know that you have read and understood this blog.. On each friend request make sure you place joining the rating revolution. Thats a must please!! Thanx!!! Brought to you by EnchantinRose~LadyPhoenix~Co~Founder~Rating Revolution ~DemonCrew~PhattyGirls@ fubar

Help A Girl Out
My 19th Birthdays Coming up and i really want Breast Implants ..so im on this site called www.myfreeimplants.com its were guys go to my profile and donate money toward my boobjob so if you have a lil extra money even if its only a dollar id highly appriciate the Help ...http://myfreeimplants.com/model_detail.asp?MOID=89111 Thanks

Please Add Her
There is someone I would like you to fan and add her to your friends list. She is my current fu-owner and she is the best fu-owner and sweetest person you could ever know. Please show her tons of love. She deserves it. She returns all love. She spoils me all the time. Georgia's Finest((Fu-owned by Timothy))@ fubar

Breathless
Breathless I'm not too fit, I'll have you know I'm overweight and rather slow But when I run, I manage; though I'm breathless! Though in the past it was not thus, I am not one to swear and cuss, Except that, trying to catch a bus, I'm breathless! When as a youth, I used to play With sweet young ladies in the hay The girls would be the ones to say: "I'm breathless"! At sport I'd always stay the course I was as strong as any horse But now, with just a little force, I'm breathless! I guess my life has reached the stage When these things happen at my age. If all my passions I assuage, I'm breathless! I have my annual body checks And find out if I need new specs. But sadly, when I'm having sex, I'm breathless! No longer, now, do I aspire To climb a mountain, walk on fire; Instead I curb each wild desire - I'm breathless!

Why Private Pics? How To See Them
I AM HERE FOR FRIEMDS AND NOTHING MORE,I AM MARRIED TO A WONDERFUL WOMEN,CURIOUS TO SEE WHAT THIS SITE IS ALL ABOUT. FUN LOVING PERSON,PEOPLES PERSON LOVE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE TO SEEE WHAT THEY R ALL ABOUT. DON'T BE SHY DROP ME A LINE. MORE TO COME

Family Application.. Copy N Paste.. N Send To Me ;)
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my forehead? 10. Do u like animals? 11. If so...what kind? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? 18. Have sex with me? 19. Are you into naughty things (sex talk, etc)? 20. Do u like it rough? What Would You do if... I cried: I said

Come Own Me !!!!
LADIES & GENTLEMEN I AM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT THE DIRRTY GIRL DIRRTY STYLE AUCTION IS NOW OPEN!!!! FOR THE NEXT 7 DAYS COME TO MY PAGE & GET YOUR BIDS IN ON SOME OF THE SEXIEST PEOPLE ON THE FU! TAKE A LOOK AT THEM AND CLICK ON ANY OF THEIR PICTURES TO BE TAKEN TO THE BIDDING FOLDER! REMEMBER TO CLICK ON THE HOTTIE YOU WANT TO OWN AND THEN PLACE YOUR BID

Nap
Native American Pride is looking for new members to join our family. We are a leveling family that helps their own level. We are looking for sincere individuals who are willing to help and you don't have to be of native decent to a become member. You must be a level 5 or better and have a valid salute to join. So let's get started meeting and helping new friends.

Hmmmmmm.....
it seems to me i have hit a fork in the road of my so called life i live. i have found myself looking in the mirror and wondering what is wrong with me? i seem to lean more towards the bad boys who have a sweet heart side. but in the end i get burned or fall hard for something i feel is there or could be there, but 2 hard for them to fathem being happy. So now i sit here and ponder what i should do , stop trying to make someone else see what others dont in them selves. or just worry about me. Bad boys arent always what they seem. so i think im done with trying to find my bad boi. it never seems to work~

Is This Crazy?
ok about 3 months ago i meet this guy at a bar we really hit it off! we talked all night until this weirdo that asked if he could wear my skirt tried to put his hand down my shirt then treva(my b/f's name the guy i hit it off with) he bcame my bodyguard my knight in shining armor he was protecting me from the freak! it was really sweet! we were rolling dice betting kisses then started to make out! well we talked everyday for 3 months! we haven't seen each but that once we just decided to date and admitted it was love at first site he's even willing to wait to have sex till i'm ready! i've had bad experences with guys where they had sweet till they got laid then never heard from them again so i told him i wanted to wait. he's very understanding about it. the thing is it really crazy? is there love at first site? or is it another guy just trying to get me into

Moved About Me For A While
So most of the stuff on here was old so I figured why not update. Though it's not like anyone will read this far as it is since I'm a guy lol. I'm 21, born in Puente Alto, Santiago(Chile) and adopted at 6wks. Lived in Texas all my life and in the past few years seen a great deal of it traveling from Southwest of Houston to Austin, Waco, Dallas, Spring, Beaumont, Port Arthur, San Antonio and so many places in between. For the time being I'm in school to be a mobile installer(car audio) which is taking up ALOT of my time right now. The school goes beyond just mobile installs to custom box building, carpeting/vinyling, tuning ports as well as full systems, box design, custom interiors, alams etc. As far as this places goes I've made some really good friends here and some not so good ones too but c'est la vie. I was here once before as you can see in my salutes but quit for personal reasons and now am back. As of June I will have been here 2 years give or take. Well that's about all

You
in my hour of need huh your not there,and though i reached out for you,wouldnt lend a hand.through the darkest hour ,grace did not shine on me,feels so cold , so cold noone cares for me.did you ever think id get lonelry,did you ever think that i needed love,did you ever think .. stop thinkin your the only one that im thinkin of.youll never know how hsrd i tried, to foind the space n satisfy you too,things will be better,know that im dead n gone,dont try and understand knoein you im probably wrong,but oh hoe i lived my life for you ,till you turned away.n now as i die for you, my flesh still crawls as i beath your name. thrrew all these day thought i was wrong ,now i know it was you.raise your head , raise your face,your eyes ,tell me who do you think you are.i walk, i walk alone to the promised land,but theres a better place for me,but its far far away,everlasting place for me n a perfect world,please god set me on my way..... time has a way of takin time,lnliness is not only felt by

Tougher Than The Rest-bruce Springsteen
Well it's Saturday Night You're all dressed up in blue Ive been watchin' you a while Maybe you've been watching me too So somebody ran out Left somebody's heart in a mess Well if you're lookin for love, Honey i'm tougher than the rest. Some girls they want a handsome Dan Or some good-looking Joe On their arm some girls like a sweet talkin' Romeo Well around here baby, I've learned you get what you can get. So if you're rought enough for love Honey i'm tougher than the rest. Yeah the road is dark and it's a thin, thin line. But i want you to know I'll walk it for you anytime. Maybe your other boyfriends, couldn't pass the test. Well if you're rough and ready for love Honey i'm tougher than the rest. Well it aint no secret, Ive been around a time or tow. Well i dont know baby, maybe you've been around too Well there's another dance honey. All you've gotta do is say yes. And if you're rough and ready for love, honey i'm tougher than the rest. If you'

Over
I want this to be over so bad my body aches and my heart races. I have no where to turn no where to go. I don't understand why I feel this way, I feel like this everyday. I'm starting to not care and then I think to myself is it suppose to be this way. Should it be this way when you are "supposedly" with someone who cares so much but yet shows so little. I can think all the things I could do with my life, and then I think about whats holding me back. Nothing seems like what it actually is........

Thank You For Your Support !!!
Thank you for all the love & support for my show last saturday (aug. 9th) i have some big things in the works !!!! Remember you can see me live if you go to naptimerecords.com on sundays 10p-12a cst.... you can talk to me live then 773-971-6179 !!! if you want me to put you on, let me know...

Just Letting You Guys Know..
We really would like you guys to read our profile b4 sending a request.. On a wkly basis we go through our friends list and delete ppl that we don't hear from.. we are a lil behind on showing you all luv do to the fact we've been busy..so I (MASTER DEE'S slave) will be going to everyone's pg and leaving you comments.. and will try to do this daily if not every other day or whenever I am able to get to ur pg.. We usually give ppl about a wk to at least say hi.. we understand your all busy.. but in all honesty we are HERE to make friends.. not see how many friends we can collect.. but other than that.. we'll try our best to leave or return the luv you show us! Sincerely, herMASTERonly

Level Up Checks....gone...
*****BabyJ's Blog***** omgz! i've disabled all the level up checks on fubar this morning. with this change you won't have to invite any friends, verify your email address, or post a salute to level up. i haven't decided how long this will change will stay, or if it's permanent... but it should be at least for a few weeks. if everyone likes it, i'll just leave the level up checks turned off. viva la resistance! ps: top members of the day should be updating properly again. -mike edit: for the reading comprehension impaired-- salutes aren't going away. you just don't need to post one to keep leveling up.

Stupid Asses
You know, I am so sick and tired of having guys pretend like they are interested. They hang around and pretend like to wanna get with me in some way, shape or form. Then when the time comes to actually meet or just go out and see what happens, they disappear. After anywhere between 2 days and 10 months, I MIGHT get a text message or e mail saying "oh I'm sorry, I decided to get with so and so," or "Me and my exgirl friend are gonna get back together." If you still have feelings for your EX girl, DON"T BOTHER ME AT ALL!! I don't need guys hangin around me to act like the wanna build me up only to send me crashing even lower from being passed over YET AGAIN. If you aren't actually interested enough to give me a chance, then don't act like you are. If you wanna befriend, that's cool. I don't mind being a friend. Just be honest enough with me to let me know what I am dealing with and if you invite me somewhere, at least have the balls to tell me if the plans change. Don't ignore m

How Rare Are You
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP) Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Newest Hotties To The Dirrty Girl Dirrty Style Auction
ATTENTION FU-LAND I'VE GOT 3 NEW ENTRIES IN TO MY DIRRTY GIRL DIRRTY STYLE AUCTION SO HURRY UP AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE!!! CLICK ON THEIR PICS TO BID ON THEM! OPENING BID IS 50K!HURRY UP AND SHOW THEM LOVE! THEY NEED IT!!DȉЯrΤΥ ԍirᴸ®™**PrOmOtEr 4 Fu-LuV BoMb SqUaD** PrOmOtEr 4 EuPhOrIa@ fubar

Ðj TÈmpty ~ Owner Of Scandalous Temptations~and Always Durty ~
COME HELP ÐJ TÈMPTY ~ OWNER OF SCANDALOUS TEMPTATIONS~AND ALWAYS DURTY ~ OUT... She has 618,126 Points to go till she makes it to Henchman! Help A 'Lette Out and show her some mad Love!!! ÐJ TÈMPTY ~ OWNER OF SCANDALOUS TEMPTATIONS~AND ALWAYS DURTY ~@ fubar CLOWN MEAT JUST TASTES FUNNY!!! THIS BALLOON ANIMAL WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: «WikdClownz69» Juggalo Mafia™© West-CοasT ĜeИeЯa£@ fubar>

Thanks Everyone Who Rated Me And Stuff
It's kinda hard to track everyone who rated me or became a fan of mine, etc since I got so many in the first 10 minutes I joined! So this blog is for you guys! Thanks everyone! If you want me to return the favor, ask me!

Could You Use Some Pixi Magic?
Then why not own a Silverpixi I will sprinkle some magic pixi dust on you. All you have to do is just click on the link below for the magic to begin.... Silverpixi's Midsummer's Night Dream Auction. Happy Magical Bidding, Hugs, Silverpixi (repost of original by 'DJ ღWildღ RedSpirit - Mngr@MHOP/COL. WILDFIRE *A.O.D/FU WIFEY 2 POOH' on '2008-08-11 15:47:47')