Fubar Blog Posts 4

Watch Your Pro
Well...i need a break away from my website for awhile so i thought i'd browse around fubar alittle, grab random people and do them up a comment tag with their pic on it. Click the logo below to see a few i've done. So keep an eye on your profile cause ya might get alittle gift lol.

Ehh Its All Good
well its almost done we got just about the hole store packed up today there not much to do tomorrow maybe only about 4 hours of work or so, im hoping to get done befor 4 so i can go and visit with my one of my best friends cause she is in the hospital right now

Thank You All!!
I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE WHO CAME OUT TO HELP ECHO ANGEL TO GET HER VIP, WHICH WILL GIVEN TO HER THIS COMING FRIDAY ( SHE ALREADY KNOWS THIS ) THE RESPONSE TO THIS WAS OVERWHELMING!! YOU GUYS ARE GREAT FRIENDS!!

Confused
What is this feeling I have? I seem to love you But other times I seem to loathe you I can't be without you Or maybe just without anyone I think about you all the time But why do I have this feeling? I long for your voice And I would die to hear your laugh But is this love Or merely lust?

Disappearing Love
What happened to our love? It used to be so bright Loving, laughing, caring Then soon caught the night You were my one and only love Cared for you too much Then something happened And slept with that man You deceived me I never felt so desperate But I try to forgive you now And try not to think about before I love you so much It just hurts to ponder now Everything I have Is because of you Everything I bought Was because of you I just love you so much I'm scared to lose you

Goodbye
I don't really want to say goodbye I don't really want to leave you But now I have to go away Stay away from you forever What we had was something special Deep down from our hearts But now I have to go away And leave you from my heart

The Healing Heart
Shattered heart forced to heal as greatness unveils thine soul. Hope whispered in the distance, to recover thine lost love. 'Tis night brings tender passing, healing thine soul with glorious blunder. Caus' not one or two, but dissipated nights of dreams. Sadness comes to end, happiness conquered hate. Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking, hope has come again.

I Thought
I thought I finally received a break Only to see the sun fall My eyes will not see what they longed to see My lips will not taste what they longed to taste Why does life have to be like this Full of hatred and pain Instead of joy and bliss

Lost Love
I loved you more than I have ever known Those starry eyes Those tender lips You made my heart melt Then boil into a roaring fire I now know What my eyes could not see You are the only one that is for me Many nights those tears flew Being myself without anyone Anyone to care about the thoughts Looking at the sky and knowing Many mistakes I had Many mistakes I have had

Love
When love has come But soon is gone It begs the question Was it there The love was lost And never found Lost without you Lost without me Lost into eternity The love was just a figment A figment of our minds Something we could ponder But never express Was it love or just a feeling Was it love or just healing Healing from the hatred The hatred of our hearts Our past was deep and full of pain We needed this to release the stain For this I do not regret The time with you that I had spent

Night
The night we met I felt so good The stars fell from heaven The moon shined so bright I never thought it could But then the owls hooted The coyotes barked I wished it was day My mind was polluted The rain came pouring The moon eclipsed The night was blackened By this single doing I felt lost I felt scared But then morning came And it was all just a dream

Time Lost
Wasting a lifetime Trying to find love Nothing happens No hope, no girl Suddenly see her But ten years before Can't do anything Used to be friends, nothing more Now realized affection Can go no further Lost a lifetime And lost desire Try to forget But can't Try to die But don't Mind suddenly gone No end is near Nothing to do now But go on

Was
I hate the way you treated me I hate what you did to me When you laughed at what I asked When you weren't there when I passed I loved you more than anything I loved that you thought the same thing You made me feel like I was in heaven You now have me seeking a safe haven

...you
You said You love me once You said You love me twice but when they asked You, You denied it once,To You its a game For others its the same you knew the day would come you were prepared and had to put on some makeup but still i said i wanna breakup. You never really loved me, all you could do is deny me. I bet there were someone else above me. you never said you loved me more then anythin but i told you your my everythin. you lost the game cuss you didnt play it right you lost without a fight now i got to say goodbye dont be cryiin back to me with your lil game cuss i said "its over bitch dont you understand i dont want to play you lil damn game its a breakup get over it"

Angry Heart
I thought of you much alike a Teddy bear As cuddly and cute as a sweet kitty cat I thought you were my one true love It seems you′re a user a fu**ing tw*t The lowest of the low a deadbeat too A common rat gets more respect than you?

Tear Drops
I′m gonna name you sled a suitable nick name its true Cause only ever dogs would consider pulling you? Or maybe better again I′ll aptly name you egg timer You make love in all of two minutes this name suits you finer You′ll never settle down end up lonely and old its true Unable to keep love afire a waster and loser right through

Butterfly Voice
The sound of your voice Is like a butterfly It guides along Swiftly, lovely The words slide off your lips Like a butterfly flutters its wings Voice as lovely as gliding in wind The sound of your voice makes me smile But this moment soon fades away And all I have is nothing

Extra Mile
Here I lay thinking of you Making my heart beat My palms sweat You are more than I ever hoped for Your voice Your humor Your sexy body The scent of a cherry The voice of a goddess The mind of a genius and skin of a child You make me laugh You make me smile For you I will go the extra mile

Dolphin's Cry
If I was a dolphin and you were the sea How would I get to be with thee Trapped in this land alone and tired Can't get out from the horrid treachery Swimming along night and day Waiting for the time to pass me by Somebody save me and let me go Somebody please let me go

Feeling
Feeling your love caress my heart Feeling your light touch my soul Feeling like the golden sun Feeling the way you move me Feeling your mind touch my life Knowing I can't lose you For you are my life, heart, and soul Forever I am yours

One Kiss
One kiss is all I want To take away my tears And give me a healthy smile One kiss is all I want To give me hope And take on life as it comes One kiss is all I want To know your lips And hold them forever One kiss is all I want To show you I love you And be there for eternity

Kitty Litter Cake
Kitty Litter Cake 1 spice or German chocolate cake mix 1 white cake mix 2 large pkg vanilla instant pudding mix, prepared (I like Bird's® dessert mix) 1 large pkg vanilla sandwich cookies green food coloring 12 small Tootsie Rolls® 1 new kitty litter pan 1 new plastic kitty litter pan liner 1 new pooper scooper halloween recipes Prepare cake mixes and bake according to directions (any size pans). Prepare pudding mix and chill until ready to assemble. Crumble white sandwich cookies in small batches in food processor, scraping often. Set aside all but about 1/4 cup. To the 1/4 cup cookie crumbs, add a few drops green food coloring and mix until completely colored. When cakes are cooled to room temperature, crumble into a large bowl. Toss with half the remaining white cookie crumbs and the chilled pudding. Important: mix in just enough of the pudding to moisten it. You don't want it too soggy. Combine gently. Line a new, clean kitty litter box. Put the cake/

Dreams Of You
Dreams of you bombard my brain, As I slumber beneath the pelting rain, Memories of your distance make me cry, As I dream beneath the cold, black sky. Thoughts of our love settle in once more, As I realize what life has in store, A smile lingers upon my lips today, Because I know your love is here to stay.

Our Moment
Our moment in life has just begun The spirit of our souls embracing this world Keeping our love and freedom sacred Knowing each and every move can cause disaster Moving along this path of danger Living the lives of our souls

Thinking About You
When I ate today at noon All I could think about was you Wishing you was here to do what you do Wishing I could feed you with my spoon Hoping someday I'll see your smile again I don't know if I can take all this pain Knowing that I am here and you are there Thinking about the times we had and will not have You are the best there ever was and will be There is nothing to explain you, but lovely Even when I was sad you made me happy I just don't know what to do I just hope one day, I get to see you

Wanting You
You are so amazing When I look into your eyes I feel nothing but cravings You make me feel so ecstatic Chills rush down my spine My heart beats fast I feel warmth throughout my body All I hope for is just one kiss Your sweet lips against mine My arms around you Holding you until the end of time

War (to The Soldier Of The World)
Since the dawn of man, We have fought for our land. Peace and tranquility is what we command. Our country is build to withstand, But we hope with all we can, To do what is right when in demand. Men and women fight for us to stand. We first must walk hand in hand, and together we band. If we don't fight back all is lost. Some pay with the highest of costs. Soldiers still guard our posts, And the president sits back and boasts, While enemies continue to enter our coast. Remember the towers that crumbled and collapsed? Loved ones simply burned to ash. Several people tried to dash, But didn't make it before it all crashed. Others jumped from afar, Just to land on someones car. All ones mouth can do is stand ajar, While people repeatively hit the tar. Bodies are scattered everywhere, The pain is too much to bear. Why is that no one seems to care, How the terrorists origionally got there? Think of those who lost their lives, While trying to save those inside. Rem

~~~it's You~~~
It's You by BlueWolf © It's your voice I want to hear The last thing at night It's your arms I want to hold As we turn off the light. It's your lips I want to taste When I shut down my sight I want to smell your sweet breath As we cuddle together tight. It's you I want to be with For the rest of my life You are the world, the love for me I want to die being your wife. Written For a Friend in need.............

Tribute To The Sun!
Sun shining caressing my skin making me feel happy within, Rays fallin touching my soul making me feel completly whole, Clouds scattered barely in sight making the world seem just right, Golden color cascading down making a reason not to frown, Temperature rising sweat glazing my flesh making my body seem refreshed, Beautiful day no rain in sight making my day happy and bright!

If I Woke Up Tomorrow
If I Woke Up Tomorrow by BlueWolf © If I woke up tomorrow And the world was upside down If the sky was green the grass was blue And nothing made a sound If the sun slept through the day And the stars fell from the sky If the deserts became oceans And the oceans all ran dry If the clouds were made of stone And the earth was made of glass If music had no melody And the future was the past If the mountains turned to wax And melted with the dawn If flowers were all grey And nature’s beauty gone If I woke up tomorrow And everything was new I'd still be sure of one thing Sure that I loved you...............

Last Man Standing
He stood alone, a champion of war Upon a broken battlefield of gore Corpses lay strewn around his armoured feet Each told a tale of how death came to greet He wiped the splatter of blood from his eyes The sound of pain and mourning, distant cries Too overwhelmed with fear and relief He failed to notice the defeater’s grief He had endured the sharp blade and long spear The touch of death, of wild primitive fear Fighting for his life in the dead of the night And against all odds he had won the fight Now a weary body tiredly dips As a sword from bloody hands slips And in the distance the sun rose to see Him standing alone in victory

Getting There
wow! man do I have allot to be thankfull for, even after all the crap that ive been through i still can brag that ive kept my head up. thus this blog really has no point but to say that im getting back to where i used to be. what i mean by this is that a long time ago i was known for being the really happy guy, ya know, the one that could always bring a smile to your face any time you were down and for some strange reason seemed always happy (because i was). but over the years ive lost some of that spark in me and became very bitter twords people and life in general.......but havent we all? now, ive taken a new path and started doing things again in life that not only bring me back some of that joy but im even now starting to realize a purpose that i have been given(im still not exactly sure what the purpose is yet but im sure it will reveal itself in time) and every day its getting better. im still lonely though but im not that sad about that any more not really. any who's

All About Sex
Do you like it rough or sensual?: Both depends on the mood and company Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: opposite only!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How often do you like to have sex?: As much as possible Is sex a top priority for you?: Do you want to keep me happy and sane then give tony some bootay Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: if that positions allows it too happen then yes How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: Not often at all I like to get to know my partners a bit before I go there with anyone so I guess the answer would be never How do you feel about one night stands?: Never turn one down that will be one you'll never make up How many one night stands have you had?: enough ta satisfy my cravings for them What's your favorite position?: doggy style Love to stab that kitty from the back and make that booty clap Where's your favorite place to hav

Hand In Hand
Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night, Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly, I feel your warm gentle touch, You help me feel protected, Under the sweet, night-sky rush My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be, Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me. Just when everything is perfect, And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me, As I'm swept beneath my feet Nothing could be more right, There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk, my only love, Hand in hand, you and me

Never Again
He's walking away from me. His back is tense, and I know he's angry with me. I suppose he's got a right to be angry. He's looking back at me now with that look in his eyes. The look that says I've disappointed him again. I know I'm a coward for not even trying. He's been waiting twenty years, and I can't even try. He's getting in his truck, Heading back to that empty place he calls home. Soon I'll have to go back to my own empty life, and wait for the next time we can see each other again. It's not so different from what we've done for the last two decades. Except, I have this awful feeling that something's going to happen. This feeling is so over powering, making it hard to breathe. Every second takes him further and further away from me. I want to go after him. I want to beg him to stay and never leave my side. Why couldn't I just tell him what he wanted to hear? Why couldn't I just tell him I love him? Instead, I say nothing. I do nothing. I just stand

Back To School
I have such mixed feelings about today. My oldest daughter is now in the 6th grade. The middle one in 2nd and the little one in Pre K. This is the first time in 7 years that I will not be able to take any of my girls to school on the first day.( except the little one who attends the same school where I teach) I loved walking my kids to school on the first day. My mom was always there for me on my first day. Every year! Today, I will see the middle one leave on a van that will take her to school for me. It just doesn't seem very fair. My youngest will be moving up to Pre K today. Not much of a big deal to her since she has been transitioning into that room for a month now and I think it's just become a natural process with her. My class is at the opposite end of the building, so I don't get to check on her much. I don't know what I am going to do next year when she isn't in the building any longer. I do know that I WILL be taking the first day of school off of work!

Belgium
once again i will be leaving this time im going to a base in belgium called cheveris and again..ill make sure i take some more photos for those of you who actualy enjoy them if you havent takin the time to look i have pics from all over europe on my page...i also want to thank the members of the CONFEDERATE BOMBERS for such a warm welcome into there family . i will still be around until thurday morning and will be back in 7-12 days if your reading this thanks for taking the time....be safe and have a great week

Can Guys Tell When A Woman "fakes It"?
I would love to hear from both ladies and guys on this one. Ladies, you think you've done a good Meg Ryan impression, he seems to be none the wiser...are you 100% sure he isnt on to your fake? OR....are you honest with him, and then my question is how does his ego take it? Guys, can you tell when she fakes it? If she is honest with you and it just wasn't gonna happen, how do you feel about that? Is it a shot to the ego, or open honest communication with your partner? Respond away!!!.....

There Is A Word Of God In Scripture Im Looking For To Sahe With All.but I Havent Found It Yet.
Verse Goes like this ; Greater is he that is in you .. Does anyone where I can look In my bible for this , God,s word . Im Told its in hugs diana

Hubby Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19.Do you think I'm hot? 20. Would you if youcould change anything about me? 21.If so what? 22.would you marry me? 23.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 24. What do you rate me outta 1-10?? 25. Your phone number?

Schools In
wow it seems like it took all sommer long to get these kids bac to school and yay!!.. they are gone!! dont get me wrong i love my teenagers but damn i think school should be year round.. what do you think!!

Basic Spell Design
Because of the very nature of magick, each working should be highly individualized and personal. Even if following a traditional spell, it should be tailored to your specific needs to be most effective for you. Understanding the basics of spell construction will enable you to formulate your own specific, effective spells for any purpose you desire. Preliminary planning is necessary. The very first step is to decide precisely what your desired end result is to be. Before you can start, you must decide where you are going. You must be very explicit. It is important, also, that you choose your time carefully. You should take into consideration all astrological implications, energy currents and moon phases. The moon is the astronomical body closest to us and, therefore, has a profound influence upon us, it is very important to choose a time when the moon is in an astrological sign which is appropriate for your working. For example: Aries action enthusia

We Are One
We Are One I am in you and you in me I am the flower blooming And the wind blowing, and the bird soaring And the earth spinning We are all one I see in you what I see in me We are mirrors for each other In this moment I have no face, no race We are souls walking a human path together We have been together forever it seems I can be me because you are you When I let my light shine I give you permission to do the same And together we can fly Beyond our wildest expectations We are one, connected on many levels Bonded by our common humanity Living in a spirited earth The joy of life washes over us Where you and I are one Brightest Blessings my friends, always!

Brain Haemorrhage
The Brain Haemorrhage Ingredients Strawberry schnapps Grenadine Bailey's Irish Cream Liqueur Method Pour 3/4 of an ounce of chilled strawberry schnapps into a glass Plop in a dash of Grenadine Carefully add some chilled Bailey's to the mix Stand back and watch what happens. If your stomach is still OK with this, drink it down.

Love Spells
Love Spells Spells to aid in finding or keeping love and friendship. You will also find spells for ending a relationship here. Warning: Some of these spells target specific people, such spells are often not the best idea because you may end up stuck with someone you really dislike. Spells Aphrodite Love Charm Attract a Mate Spell Attract the Perfect Lover Spell Bring Love Spell Enchanted Apple Spell Enflame Desire Spell Find Your True Love Spell Love Cake Spell Love Me Forever Spell Nine Carnations Love Spell Nine Love Charms Notice Me Spell Ozark Love Spell Star of Love Spell Unwanted Lover Spell Yarrow Love Spell Aphrodite Love Charm Assemble materials and cast a circle on the appropriate and hour day. Light an red candle and burn Venus incense. Cut a circle out of red or rose-pink cloth (orange, green or white could also be appropriate). Fill it with a mixture of any of the following herbs and oils: acacia flowers, myrtle, rose petals or buds, jasmin

What Is It With Me?
I think it's safe to say I screwed up again. I'm not surprised. I met someone who honestly, in such a short time, I thought might actually have the potential to be something good...and possibly serious. I ruined it. At least I think I did. Everything was good until...Saturday. I went to my mom's and checked my fubar and had a message from some psycho chick demanding I not speak with him anymore. Could have been his wife (she said she was) but I didn't believe he had one. So I just told him about it and that was when he kind of stopped talking to me. I didn't reply back to the message or anything, I just let it go..the last thing I need in my life is drama in any form or fashion, let alone some crazy girl drama. Didn't talk to him at all yesterday...was having a "best friend" conversation with my gay go-to friend (lol) and accidentally sent a message about love interest TO love interest instead of best friend.Eek! I was embarrassed and felt bad...it wasn't a bad message it was just a re

Under Cover Haterz
HELLO FRIENDS & HATERZ. I THOUGHT I DO A LITTLE BLOG TODAY IN RESPONSE TO SOMEONES ELSE'S PATHETIC JABS AT MY FRIENDS & ANOTHER BLOG. I DO NOT ASK MY FRIENDS TO DO MY DIRTY WORK FOR ME.., SEND TO TO SPY ON OTHER PEOPLES PAGES OR THINGS LIKE THAT. WHAT GOOD WOULD THIS DO ME ANYWAY... REALLY? LOL. YOU WANT TO GET PERSONAL WE CAN GET PERSONAL. I DO SUGGEST YOU BACK OFF THOUGH. I DO NOT CARE WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME, BUT WHAT I DO CARE ABOUT & ALWAYS WILL IS, MY REAL TRUE FRIENDS. YOUR SARCASTIC REMARKS TO ME ABOUT ANY AND ALL OF THEM WILL STOP! YOU CAN KEEP SENDING THE DIRTY WEEDS TO ONE... SHE LOVES THEM... THE OTHER YOU THINK YOU CAN MANIPULATE.. ALL I CAN SAY IS "MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA! SHES A VERY TOUGH COOKIE WITH A VERY STRONG MIND." JUST TO POINT OUT A FEW. SO KEEP YOUR DRAMA TO YOURSELF.., THIS INCLUDES THE SARCASTIC SHOUTS TO MY FRIENDS AND YOUR FAKE ACCOUNTS AND ANON WEEDS... MS INNOCENT! REMEMBER... "YOU CAN FOOL SOME OF THE PEOPLE ALL THE TIME, BUT ONLY ALL THE PEOPLE SOME OF THE

Don't Turn Away
Don't turn away Why am I acting this way how do I feel inside I really do love you but it's something I want to hide People say you like me and I know you really do but for some reason, I'm afraid to confess my love for you It's hard for me to tell a girl exactly how I feel I fear the love that you give me won't be real What if I get pushed into things that really aren't me things I really don't want to do is that the way it should be? So if you really care for me the way you say you do stay with me and be patient and "Don't turn away"

The New Book Of The Law
Preface: In my years of teaching and running a group, I have always had a dissatisfaction with the popular "Book of the Law" available to most Seekers. I felt it to be too archaic in its wording and perspective -- and while it was valuable in the Burning Times, it simply does not deal with the concerns and needs of "modern-day" Witches. Over the years I became familiar with several other sets of Laws. Each of these had many good points, yet they also had their disadvantages as well. Recently, I decided to do something daring -- I took the four different versions of the Laws which I had, and combined and reworked them. I deleted what was no longer pertinent or meaningful, rewording others to make them clearer and more understandable, as well as throwing in a few new ones which I felt had been lacking. I believe that what has evolved out of this work is a set of Laws which are readable, usable, and most importantly, pertinent to the needs of today's Witches and Neo- Pagans. It is wit

Scene: Parking Lot
these are lil clips and bits and pieces from my novella im working on. they are in no order at all. this on sets up with me walkin down the street with my skateboard and a smoke. zach, one of my good friends comes roarin up in his 'bitchin camaro.' starts with him .what's up man, where you headed? .oh, i was just down at hooters waitin for mark to go on break so i could get some free food, but he's bein a prick because he thinks i stole a bag of nickles from his friend's dad so i left. i was actually on my way to your place to see if your brother wanted to skate or whatever. .no shit? well hop in. he reaches over and shoves the fast food wrappers, cd cases, and empty newport boxes onto the floorboard while i come around the car to get in. .if its on the floor just step on it, dont worry man. i put my seatbelt on. zach has only been drivin for a couple years, but already has been in three wrecks and has seventeen tickets.. .so. he opens, what are you doin tomorrow? .uh, noth

Life
Life Life at time seems so unfair but all you can do is learn and share The ladder of life is tough to climb and growing up should be the first step in mind Making choices is often hard to do and living with those choices is sometime hard to Taking chancesis scary at first especially when it's you who may get hurt But it makes us stronger, stronger in heart we can only learn from our mistakes And hope that next time it's the right choice to make

How To Avoid Pollen
When HEPA Helps Vacuuming can be a blessing or a curse. Sucking everything in is excellent — as long as it stays in the vacuum bag and doesn’t blow out the machine’s exhaust mechanism and back into the air. Vacuums with HEPA filters or a double bag help keep the particles where they should be — trapped inside the vacuum. HEPA filters are also available in stand-alone air cleaners, but these aren’t the perfect solution. Whereas the air cleaners work well for cat dander, which is a light particle and stays airborne for a comparatively long time, they don’t work so well for dust mite particles, which are heavier and settle more quickly. Avoiding Pollen Exposure Print This Page Send to a Friend Here are some ways to minimize your pollen exposure: Stay indoors when the pollen count is high, especially on dry, windy days. Stay indoors between 5 a.m. and 10 a.m., when airborne pollen is likely to be at its highest each day. Keep home windows closed

Not Just About Moms Really
I'm invisible. It all began to make sense, the blank stares, the lack of response,the way one of the kids will walk into the room while I'm on the phone and ask to be taken to the store. Inside I'm thinking, "Can't you see I'm on the phone?"Obviously not. No one can see if I'm on the phone, or cooking, or sweeping the floor, or even standing on my head in the corner, because no one can see me at all. I'm invisible. Some days I am only a pair of hands, nothing more: Can you fix this? Can you tie this? Can you open this? Some days I'm not a pair of hands; I'm not even a human being. I'm a clock to ask, "What time is it?" I'm a satellite guide to answer, "What number is the Disney Channel?" I'm a car to order, "Right around 5:30, please." I was certain that these were the hands that once held books and the eyes that studied history and the mind that graduated summa cum laude -but now they had disappeared into the peanut butter, never

A Dream I Had The Other Night
"Oh my god your cock is fucking massive! It's like bigger than my forearm, MUCH bigger. It must be a foot long!!!" I exclaimed. "Try more," you replied proudly. "13 inches?" "More." "14 inches?" "That's right and I'm ready to explode a huge load all over your pretty face!" You announced. "Shit, even your balls are massive! They're like base balls. Mmmh, there must be so much cum sloshing around in there," I suggested. I grabbed your huge horse-cock with both hands, feeling its awesome power, realizing my fingers are not even close to encompassing its soda-can thick girth. A great big glob of pre-cum appears on the enormous velvet head. I lick it up hungrily and more pours out. My face is now coated with your potent pre-spunk and yet still more pours out, clear streams of sticky fluid leaking out continuously. "Shit, you've already come more than my previous boyfriend and its just pre-cum! This cock is fucking amazing!" My girlfriend Amanda has joined us and l

Pagan Songs And Poems
This is collection of Pagan songs and poems collected from BBSs and the Internet. The authors are unknown unless otherwise stated. The Albion Song by Jennifer Smith Fading away in the mists of time The Older Gods did go. And we mere mortals left behind with Younger Gods to know. And now they too are fading fast And we are left alone. And, oh, my love I grieve the past and long to go back home. And oh my Mother is crying and no one can hear Her Her children are dying Oh, can She hear me wailing? I long to go back home Please come and take me home. How long has it been Since Fal did scream For Brian's Holy Crown, And cries of Andrasta shook the hills When Rome took Albion down? For history lies And poets dream And truth is seldom known. And I am left with an aching heart And songs to sing alone. And oh my Mother is crying and no one can hear Her Her children are dying Oh, can She hear me wailing? I long to go back home Please come and take me

My Treasure
My treasure Once I had a treasure now it is gone now the days just drag on why she left me I do know because I did what others told I just wanted her to like me more now she thinks I'm a bore I love her alot, too much to say I told her that just the other day now I'm confused and don't know what to do I told her "I love you" maybe that's the problem, it wasn't true now I want you to hold in my arms just let me prove my love to you and be the one you dream of I can romance you I'll go dance with you I'll do anything to be with you because "I LOVE YOU"!!

Friday Nights Date
Friday night I went on a date with a guy named Jimmy, a nerdy guy from my office… Jimmie was too shy to ask me out, so I asked him. He was kind of cute, even if he was really straight-laced. He tended to wear his shirts buttoned up to the throat, even on the hottest days. He had nice blonde hair though, and a really nice ass. We went to a movie where he almost had a heart attack after I slid my hand into his pants and grabbed his cock. I almost had to drag him back to my place! Jimmie backed away from me when we were inside, and practically fell onto the loveseat. His eyes were bulging as I looked down at him out of lustful eyes. I slid into the chair on top of him. My legs straddled his body as I faced him. My hot round ass cheeks rubbed against his lap, where I could feel his erection already blooming. I slid my arms around his neck and leaned down slightly to kiss him. My mouth touched his gently, my lips sliding back and forth against his. My tongue snaked out and licked over his

Stereotypes
When I was in Iraq I met so many civillians who were kind and caring and happy to see us and glad to see us. They taught us some of the ways that they do things and were so happy to share with us. I got to know a father and son very well as his son is the same age as my youngest brother, 8. One day Ali said to me, "You are a good man Matt. There ought to be more like you in this world. This world needs more people like you." I thanked him and then asked him what he meant by, "there ought to be more like you in this world." His reply was fairly simple. "You have a good heart, a good mind, you do not hate for no reason, and you do not see a person of my culture as a terrorist and nothing more." I've thought a lot about that man and have wondered if he and his son and the rest of his family are OK since I've moved on to another part of the world . I've thought a lot about what he said and how true those simple words are. I was just as scared and as angry as the next person

Untold Feelings
Untold feelings If only i could tell you, the way I truely feel. How much ireally love you, and know that love is real. To feel you hold my hand, to know that you are there. To make you understand, how much I really care. I will always love you, I know you love me too. Just to have you beside me, and know that love is true.

Mishnumber1....
Mishnumber1 needs lots of help leveling up to Godmother... She has been really good to me since I have been on, so I wanted to help her level up... Plz. Show her sum luv.... http://fubar.com/user/548838 TY... Much Luv...

Army’s ‘quick Ship’ Bonus Proves Popular
Army’s ‘quick ship’ bonus proves popular Recruits receive $20,000 if they agree to leave within days Before future soldier Tyka Petty, right, leaves for basic training, she meets with U.S. Army recruiter Sgt. Harry Harper at the U.S. Army Recruiting Station in Upper Darby, Pa., on Aug. 8. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/20453080/ By Josh White Updated: 10:53 p.m. ET Aug 26, 2007 More than 90 percent of the Army's new recruits since late July have accepted a $20,000 "quick ship" bonus to leave for basic combat training by the end of September, putting thousands of Americans into uniform almost immediately. Many recruits who take the bonus -- scoring in many cases the equivalent of more than a year's pay -- leave their homes within days, recruiters said. The initiative is part of an effort by Army officials to meet year-end recruiting goals after a two-month slump earlier this year. With the fiscal year ending Sept. 30, the Army hopes the extra cash motivates tho

There's A Girl
There's a girl There's a girl I care about she's the one there's no doubt. I want to find out, what love is really about. People say there's mor fish in the sea, but that's not the case for me because all I want is her and me. To be side by side, and hand in hand. I hope people will see, that I'm just me. And take me for who I am, not for what people want me to be I hope this she will see. What I am tring to say, is will you stay?

Questions For My 2-year-old Daughter
"What do you want to be when you grow up?" "Bounce a ball"...(Basketball Player) "How much money can you spend?" "Spend Well." "I want more juice." ..."wait, I'm not done." "Do you require a body guard?" "Yeah.." (with a smirk) "What do you like to eat?" "French toast, bananas, and potatoes." (Okay, but not all at once) Okay, one more question.... "Who do you love?" ...."Christian, Patrick, Rosa, and you, and me, and Lillian...and grandma and grandpa!!"

So Hard
Oooooooooooo He made it so hard To trust someone He made it so hard To fall in love Not tryna mess up this relationship (thinking) Cause the last man did me that way You gon' do the same things I Don't wanna be this way But I'm hoping you can change The way that I feel You see (ooooo) I trusted him with everything Never held back anything Thought we'd be together for the rest of our lives So suddenly he took his love away And made it hard to trust again [Pre-chorus:] I know I been holding back But he really hurt me bad I don't wanna take my past And put it all on u I'm not tryna hold you back Really hope you understand I don't know what I'm gonna do [Chorus:] When I think of what he did to me It makes it hard to fall in love When I think about just what I need It makes it hard to trust someone Baby I gotta let go Don't wanna miss out on love this time Gotta leave those things behind Whatever's yours, you call it ours Send flowers with love yo

Who Is God...
A little kid asks his father, "Daddy, is God a man or a woman?" "Both son. God is both." After awhile the kid comes again and asks, "Daddy, is God black or white?" "Both son, both." "Daddy, does God love children?" "Yes son, he loves all children." The child returns a few minutes later and says, "Daddy, is Michael Jackson God?"

Sad..maybe A Nsfw For Some..
why trust those who continualy lie... why give your heart when all you do is cry... time after time it is torn apart... why love why ever start... once a place that was full of love and all the hope it could hold... is now a place turning black and cold... give and give is all i do... well i am finished i am through... there are very few left in my heart and very few will be let in... i am done being hurt never again.. it's filling full of anger and hate... is this my path my fate...

Rapture
There is a place for us that no one else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets, only beauty, peace, understanding. A place that we come to, thinking we are one, only to have our souls fused together for a moment. And in that moment, I know you; every pore, every pulse, every thought, every fear. And I love you more. I feel myself laid bare before you, and I feel content . . . joyous that you are with me, loving me in my nakedness.

Two Of A Kind
Two of a kind You and I are so alike morning,noon,and night we get along oh so right there's no way we could ever fight we care for each other we are like thunder people swear we are lovers me and you are two of a kind heart,soul, and mind there's no way in hell I'll another two of a kind I'm so mean and your so sweet how the hell do you put up with me? but one thing I hope will never change oh my dear please keep being there for me me and you are two of a kind heart,soul, and mind don't leave my side stay with me day and night and let me know everything is alright just hold me and squeeze me tight because we are two of a kind heart,soul, and mind

The Bear
The bear Here is a bear, a little something to show you I care. It's not much but he'll be there, just like me. If you need me here's what you do, just close your eyes and sqeeze him tight and I'll be there just for your sight. Just think of us you and I, then look up to the sky. Think of the stars and the sky, as you do this I'll be woundering why? Why, you are there, away from me only god knows how I miss thee.

Erotic
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. I began with your lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. I moved atop of you easily, And lowered myself gently. Kissing you as I you wrapped around me. As a gasp broke the kiss, My hands stroked the stray strands, Away from your forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and dema

I Love You .
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, >>>>> in >>>>> >>>>> the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of >>>>> learning >>>>> that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special >>>>> moments >>>>> to >>>>> celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just >>>>> one >>>>> minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and >>>>> goes >>>>> >>>>> away, never to return before we can say good-bye, or say "I love you." >>>>> >>>>> So while we have it, it's best we love i t, care for it, fix it >>>>> when >>>>> >>>>> it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .. >>>>> and >>>>> old >>>>> cars .. and children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, >>>>> and >>>>> aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth >>>>> it, >>>>> because we are worth it. >>>>> >>>>> Some things we keep -- like a best friend who m

A Lady I Know
A lady I know There's a lady I know she thinks she's too old and that's what I am told why should age be a factor if happiness is all were after she may think I wnt herfor just a night but not me I need her every night if you don't want this then can we be friends but ust don't let it end before the friendship ever begins.

Celtic Work Blessing
May the light of your soul guide you. May the light of your soul bless the work that you do with the secret love and warmth of your heart. May you see in what you do the beauty of your own soul. May the sacredness of your work bring healing, light and renewal to those who work with you and to those who see and receive your work. May your work never weary you. May it release within you wellsprings of refreshment, inspiration and excitement. May you be present in what you do. May you never become lost in bland absences. May the day never burden. May dawn find you awake and alert, approaching your new day with dreams, possibilities and promises. May evening find you gracious and fulfilled. May you go into the night blessed, sheltered and protected. May your soul calm, console and renew you.

Friendship
Friendship Friendship is like a flower, given love and water you'll see it's power and enjoy it's beauty our friendship is like that the more were together the more we grow trust me for this I know you are like the snow soft and gentle this I know your sweet like candy and intoxicating as brandy you make me happy never sad and for this I am truly glad you are perfect in my eyes each day you bring to me a new surprize just like the sunrise a blinding glow from a special woman that I know our friendship I'll teasure forever and hopr it will endure.

Gift Of The Seagull
A lonely seagull flies the winds Majestic... soaring...gliding wings A single screech sounds from the sky Come fly with me... come here and fly My spirit floats to be a part I feel the beating of its heart My soul, one with this bird of sea Now knows the meaning to fly free I feel the winds caress my soul And soar the streams without a goal My being trembles of delight A treasure I received tonight The seagull's flight of soaring high The gift of what it means to fly

Unspoken Words
All the things that have never been said aloud, Words spoken between your heart and mine A beautiful smile, with twinkling eyes, To much love for words to describe Hearts beating faster and faster, As we look into each others eyes Knowing there's only one way this can be, Reaching out to the softness of your hands The connection has finely been made, We live now as one body, one heart For the unspoken words Have finely been combined in one soul.

Love This
Our bed we live, our bed we sleep making love and I become you flesh is warm with naked feet stabbing thorns and you become me... oh, I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for you. she holds my hand we share a laugh, sipping orange blossom breezes love is still and sweat remains a cherished gift unselfish feeling... oh, I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for you. she tells me things, I listen well drink the wine and save the water skin is smooth, I steal a glance dragon flies "er" gliding over... oh, I'll beg for you - you know I'll beg for you Pick a song and sing a yellow nectarine take a bath, I'll drink the water that you leave if you should die before me ask if you could bring a friend pick a flower, hold your breath and drift away...

First Day At Tsu
My first day at TSU is a trip, I get to school 2 hrs before my first class, so I wondered around a little bit, get me some breakfast, its all good. 8:45 get her so I make my way to class. I get there and I'm sitting in there for about 25-35 minuetes before some lady walk in and says that the professer isn't here today and we can go... She could said that 20 minuetes ago, and thats for real. Then I walk out the class, start looking for the next one, got lost in the building, and when I found my next class, it was right next door to my last class. I got out of there, went to the student center and it started pouring down raining and it is a good 8 minuete walk to my next class at 1 o' clock, this is mucho sad.

Every Day
For nearly a year now I have wanted you to look my way and to listen to my heart so that you could hear the song of love that it was singing for you. I tried so many things to get your attention and none of them seem to work. Then finally one night you were there and I gave it another try. I don't know what I said that worked but I am so glad that it did. I knew you were the one the first time I saw you and I knew I would never be happy until you were in my arms forever. The softness of your voice ignites a fire within me that has never burned before. The coyness in your laugh brings a joy to my soul that I have longed of all my life. I could hold you in my arms forever it would still seem to end to soon. An eternity with you will seems as only a moment in time, but it will be the happiest moment I could ever have hoped to live. You alone hold the key to my heart and the light that burns within my soul. My passion is yours savor. My trust, respect and faithful devotion will forever

Modern Day Conveniences Hillbilly Style
Dear Son: Your Paw has a job. It's the first one he had in forty-eight years since we have been married. We are a little better off now, because we have so much money now we don't know what to do with it. Paw gets $47.15 every Thursday, so we thought we ought to do something about fixing up the house. We sent to Sears & Roebuck for one of those bathrooms you hear people having in houses. It took a plumber to put it in shape. On one side of the bathroom is a great long thing something like a pig trough, only you get in it and wash all over. Over on the other side is a little white thing they call a sink where you wash your face and hands. But over in the corner we really got something. This thing, you put one foot in, wash it clean, then you pull the chain & get fresh water for the other foot. Two lids come with the thing. We got no use for them in the bathroom so I'm using one for the bread board. The other lid has a hole in it so we use it for a frame for grandfather

Death Is An Evil Thing When It Happens To Someone You Love.
Well, it wasn't bad enough that I lost my best friend of almost 20 years to Hurricane Katrina, but now, 3 days before the anniversary of her death, her 16 yr old daughter was killed in a auto accident. I got the news last night of what happened earlier that day. Three in the truck, NONE wearing seatbelts. All thrown from the truck. My best friend's daughter died at the scene. Her friend lost a leg. And the third, a boy, I'm not real sure what happened to him but I think he survived. This girl was like my own. I was there from the time she was born till the time she died. ::small grin of a memory:: She used to call me her Aunt Mel and told me she couldn't go see The Passion of the Christ cuz it was all in Hebrew. WTF is wrong with these teenagers that they think they're invincible?? Her mother ALWAYS made her wear a seatbelt. Did she think she could just stop since her mom is no longer here?? It's been 2 yrs since my friend's death and I haven't even grieved yet. I'm still numb over it.

Pearl Jam - Black
Hey... oooh... Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay Were laid spread out before me as her body once did. All five horizons revolved around her soul As the earth to the sun Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn Ooh, and all I taught her was everything Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds Of what was everything. Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything... I take a walk outside I'm surrounded by some kids at play I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear? Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning How quick the sun can drop away And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass Of what was everything? All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything... All the love gone bad turned my world to black Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be... yeah... Uh huh... uh huh... ooh... I know someday you'

Tips On Love By The Kids
Tips On Love (the real answers by kids) WHAT IS THE PROPER AGE TO GET MARRIED? "Once I'm done with kindergarten, I'm going to find me a wife." (Tom, 5) WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? "On the first date, they just tell each other lies, and that usually gets them interested enough to go for a second date." (Mike, 9) WHEN IS IT OKAY TO KISS SOMEONE? "You should never kiss a girl unless you have enough bucks to buy her a big ring and her own VCR, cause she'll want to have videos of the wedding." (Jim, 10) CONCERNING WHY LOVE HAPPENS BETWEEN TWO PARTICULAR PEOPLE: "No one is sure why it happens, but I heard it has something to do with how you smell. That's why perfume and deodorant are so popular." (Jan, 9) ON WHAT FALLING IN LOVE IS LIKE: "Like an avalanche where you have to run for your life." (Roger, 9) "If falling in love is anything like learning how to spell, I don't want to do it. It takes too long." (Leo, 7) ON THE ROLE OF GOOD LOOKS IN LOVE: "If you wa

Micheal Vick Killed Pitbulls???
Um, he killed pitbulls?? Pitbulls?? Not a German Shepard or a poodle, but pitbulls? He killed pitbulls?? He trained these dogs to fight?? Ummmm, did he kill a person, did he run after hitting a little kid with his car???? No he killed pitbulls, these are the same dogs that if you see someone walking down the street walking one, you will go the other way. These are the same dogs that you have to carry special insurance on in case they bite someone. Those pitbulls?? I think the real issue is the gambling issue, I could care less for pitbulls and what is done to them. Vick was running a gambling outfit, and if Pete Rose gets a lifetime ban in baseball for gambling, then Vick get the same in football, case closed.

My Fubar Friends And Family
Ok juss wanted to post this blog to let all my true fubar Family and Friends know how much thanx i send them for giving me the LOVE and Rates i need and deserve ..hehe ...i myself might be behind but i will get ya back:)until next time much luv and respect...MUAH;)

Tuesday 9pm Cst - Live Music And Fun!
Tuesday my son will be guest DJ'ing in the lounge and I want you ALL to come! You missed his first time so be sure not to miss the fun this time! There will also be a LIVE interview between him and myself! It should be great! Tue - 9pm until 12am CST - Do not miss it! Come show some support! http://www.fubar.com/lounge.php?l=7238 Chance Encouners Lounge DJ Calissta

Sex And Passion...............
ok maybe i'm insane on this one, but it seems lately that people don't have enough passion in there lives anymore. I personally think that passion is the only true motivator for personal change. i'm writing this today b/c i'm noticing that my passion for something is starting to change me for the better! well let me just ask though........... how many people share there passion with there partner on a regular basis? just curious...........thx for your time.

I Will Be Here (poem)
I Will Be Here If in the morning when you wake, If the sun does not appear, I will be here. If in the dark we lose sight of love, Hold my hand and have no fear, I will be here. I will be here, When you feel like being quiet, When you need to speak your mind I will listen. Through the winning, losing, and trying we'll be together, And I will be here. If in the morning when you wake, If the future is unclear, I will be here. As sure as seasons were made for change, Our lifetimes were made for years, I will be here. I will be here, And you can cry on my shoulder, When the mirror tells us we're older. I will hold you, to watch you grow in beauty, And tell you all the things you are to me. We'll be together and I will be here. I will be true to the promises I've made, To you and to the one who gave you to me. I will be here.

One Way Love (poem)
One Way Love A one way love can never thrive; It needs reciprocation. And so in order to survive My love needs affirmation. So throw your caution to the sky, And let your heart command. You'll find that it will not deny A love which must expand. Come now, to me, with open arms And sweep me off my feet; And then display for me your charms, To make my love complete. My one way love will terminate Without your inspiration. So, therefore, please reciprocate With no more hesitation. ~Ara John Movsesian

What It Means
-Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together . -Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now. -Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. -Kiss on the Lips: I think i like you. ____________________________________________________ WHAT A GESTURE MEANS -Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. -Touching on the Butt: Your fun. -Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you. -Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are. -Playing with Hair: Let's fool around. -Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________

The Park - Short Story
written Jan/07 by Jo It is a wonderful night, the moon high in the sky and getting fuller. It is a little cold but certainly could be worse. The clouds are but wisps intermingled with the stars. Twinkling like sparkling diamond flakes splattered in the sky. I was alone in the park, I had been there most of the day enjoying the sunshine and reading a wonderful mystery full of intrigue. I watched as the kids played ball and genuinely had a great time. I remembered laughing at a couple that was walking through holding hands and looked to be enjoying a very good talk with one another. They seemed to be all alone just the two of them even though the park was teeming with people. I thought it would be nice to share moments like that with someone. As the day waned I sat on a bench and watched the sun go down. It was a beautiful sunset...the kind where most of the sky has a pinkish hue and then goes to orangish hues to a vibrant red/orange. The clouds were wispy and as the setting s

Survey Because Im Boreded
1. How tall are you barefoot? 5'6 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? drugs are gay 3. Do you own a gun? pshh i wish 4. Rehab? they tried to make me go to rehab but i said no no no... 5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? yep yep, im not a people person 6. What do you think of your friends? my friends are simply A-M-A-Z-I-N-G 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? ew... 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? uhm tea? 9. Do you do push-ups? haha your funny 10. Have you ever done ecstacy? i told you, drugs are gay 11. Are you vegitarian? vegetarian, and yes 12. Do you like painkillers? phuck yeah, Tylenol and i are best friends 13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? i dont share secrets with strangers 14. Do you own a knife? wouldnt you like to know 15. Do you have A.D.D.? yes! shiny things get me all the time 16. Date Of Birth? August 12 17. Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: 1. my toes are pre

Poem
by Jo 2/07 As I read the words that are before me, a seduction of the mind occurs. Closing of the eyes with each sentence read, gives me a picture like no other on earth. Your in my head as deep as the ocean with the waves of imagination crashing against the shore. Breathlessly reading the wanting, the giving of complete passion and desire that is leaving me needing much more. I can feel your hands upon my skin, your warmth like a soft blanket wrapped tight around me from within. Your lips gliding over me as I shiver thinking of how exquisite it would feel for your tongue to find me. Nectar builds to eventually flow in a stream as I contemplate your tale. You have taken me to the inner most desires leaving me undone but done all the same. Drunken from the wine of a thousand grapes is the feeling that grows when you undress my soul. Lightheaded and panting I cum with a moan but left with no one to hold. Thank you for that passion, the seduction,the intens

**think You Got What It Takes?**
WORLDROCK Radio, the number 5 ROCK station on the net is looking for professional DJs a.s.a.p. If you have an out-going and dedicated personality and would like to work for an internet wide radio station, please contact WorldRock Radio Manager, DJ Cru on YIM at sircru2004@yahoo.com or EMAIL Requirements: 1. DJ experience preferred. 2. Like and know Rock. (not gay pop rock) 3. Have a personality 4. Can make scheduled shows and willing to pull extra shifts. 5. Make meetings and help promote the station not just your own personal show. 6. Have fun. 7. Must be 19 or older. 8. Can not work for or DJ with any other station or lounge. If you feel you have what it takes, please contact DJ Cru for details on open shifts. Click banner to enter lounge

Survey
1. How tall are you barefoot? 5'8 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? yeah.. actually used to do it a lot..... 3. Do you own a gun? Nope 4. Rehab? 3 times 5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? Nope... 6. What do you think of your friends?they are my fucking family 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? Drummer Boy 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Weekdays: Kerns Weekends: a shot or a beer 9. Do you do push-ups? LMAO what? umm is that kinda like opening the fridge? 10. Have you ever done ecstacy?too many times 11. Are you vegitarian? 100% Carnivoir 12. Do you like painkillers? used to be a pill popper... now i take only asprin 13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? just me being me 14. Do you own a knife? a whole bunch of them, sold a lot of them though 15. Do you have A.D.D.? yes sure do 16. Date Of Birth? January 22nd 17. Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: 1. i need a drink 2. i dont w

Lots
So I've been reading a lot I've been suffering from writers block for I don't know how long and all i do is wanna write - just write until my hand falls off i'm on vacation starting wednesday so i'm hoping i'll find some inspiration. i can feel it, but what it is.. i'm not sure. *feels crazy* anyhow.. wish me luck :X Brytt

A Tribute To One Of The
A TRIBUTE TO ONE OF THE GREATEST GUITARIST EVER KNOWN....... ~*~ RANDY RHOADS ~*~ Goodbye To Romance (A Randy Rhoads Tribute) dee- randy rhoads (studio out-takes) Randy Rhoads Tribute Video by Des Sherwood Randy Rhoads - Crazy Train Video (From Tribute Album) "Randy Rhoads Tribute Video" 25 Years Randy Rhoads - Spotlight Solo (Quiet Riot) Quiet Riot - Picking Up The Pieces RANDY RHOADS Inducted GUITAR CENTER ROCKWAY, Hollywood, CA

My Closet
I'll fucken blow your brains out If you ever hurt her like that again The way you kill her on the inside Make her feel like shit within But she's so beautiful You cant compare to her So her fucked her up with dirty lies Molested her with hateful words You make me want to stab you Want to vomit in your fucken face Coz, bitch, she is my sister You need to get put back in your place You lies bang her in the face And kill her sweet little heart Fuck, now you deal with me Can you finish what you start? Never walk into the night alone Or snicker as you walk by Coz If I hear a word of it You can kiss yourself goodbye Youre an awful bitchy girl For all the trouble that you give But the next time that you bitch at her I swear that you wont live I'll beat you to a bloody pulp Until you scream and cry Then lock you in my closet And leave you there to die You gambling threefold When you roll my dice So you stupid 'GREEN' before you speak I suggest that

Blurry
why do we sleepwalk when we should move with purpose? that which requires self reliance is the most sacred to behold i realize what i behold and i defend it fiercely; no usurpers however strength for evolution of said self is not a trivial feat indeed to reduce my steps to a level i can keep up with is shameful is it the fear of a tangible that would define me what slows me? have i even a definition at all with which to present myself to the world? its a task i continuously tackle but with no plan, thus no success. sorrow is an eager muse, self-reflection the subject of my subconscious canvas basically no one wants a man that isnt of himself, for himself, for his.period.

In My Arms...
In My Arms by Nancy In my arms you are safe, From even the worst storm. I'll forever be your shelter, And always keep you warm. In my arms you're so loved, You'll feel it has I hold you. So very close to me darling, To show you my love is true. In my arms you'll be happy, When you feel all the love. That I have for only you, It will be like heaven above. In my arms is where you belong, So I can hold you so very tight. To never ever let you go darling, As you lay here beside me tonight.

Blonde Joke Anyone?
A gorgeous redhead goes into the doctor's office and says her body hurts wherever she touches it. "Impossible" says the doctor. "Show me." The redhead takes her finger, pushes on her left breast and screams. then she pushes on her elbow and screams in even more agony. She pushes her knee and screams, then she pushes on her thigh and more screaming. Pushes her ankle, more screams and everywhere she touches makes her scream. The Doctor says, "You're not really a redhead are you" "Well, no", she says. "I'm actually a blonde." "I thought so," the doctor says, "Your finger is broken."

Who Wantz 2 Be A Millionaire?
A husband and wife are watching "Who Wants To Be a Millionaire," and the husband winks and says, "Honey, let's go upstairs..." The wife says no, so the husband asks again. Again she says no. So the husband says, "Is that your final answer?" The wife says yes. The husband says, "Well, can I phone a friend?"

Questionz
He said .. . . I don't know why you wear a bra; you've got nothing to put in it. She said . . . You wear pants don't you? He said . . ..... Shall we try swapping positions tonight? She said . That's a good idea - you stand by the ironing board while I sit on the sofa and fart! He said . .. What have you been doing with all the grocery money I gave you? She said . .....Turn sideways and look in the mirror! He said . . How many men does it take to change a roll of toilet paper? She said .. We don't know; it has never happened. He said . . Why is it difficult to find women who are sensitive, caring and Good- looking? She said ...... . They already have boyfriends. She said...What do you call a women who knows where her husband is every night? He said . . . A widow. He said . .. . Why are married women heavier than single women? She said . . . Single women come home, see what's in the fridge and go to bed. Married women come home, see what's in bed and

Sorry Daddy
You call me names, You curse me out, When I make you mad, You scream and shout, I know you love me, and I know you care, there’s times when you show it, but those times are rare, I hardly get to see you, but the times that I do, You’re either drunk or high, but Daddy.. I still love you, You hit me a lot, but it's because I do you wrong, I must do you wrong plenty, since these bruises stay for so long I keep my feelings locked up inside, the bruises and scars, I try to hide, When the doctor asked, who gave these bruises to me I didn’t tell them it was you Daddy I told them it was me, I don’t know if they believed me, but they put this needle in my arm, Daddy I pray that when I'm gone they will do you no harm, Daddy I'm getting scared, I look around and you’re no where to be found as I take my very last breath, I go peacefully, without you, to my death.

Sexual Attraction
As I sit here at my aunt's house waiting on a loved one to arrive after a 13 year absence from my life, I decided to write on a very complex topic that has very simple answers: Sexual Attraction You know, sexual attraction isn't a mystery. At least it shouldn't be. The amazing thing is how ignorant the vast majority of guys are out there. Let me ask you a question: Do you agree with this phrase? Nice guys always finish last. If you answered "no," then you are… wrong. Dead wrong. It is true, proverbial "nice guys" will always finish last. Why? Long complicated answer: It has to do with tens of thousands of years of the female population perfecting their underlying subconscious mate selection abilities. Short answer: Women certainly do not like pricks for being a prick's sake, but they most damn definitely do not like a weak, walk-all-over-me pussy boy either. As a matter of fact, the amount of women who like the latter types of sissy boys are very, ver

Dedicated To My Sister Hunni...i Love You So Much And I Been Blessed With You In My Life Ma!!
You are my guiding star You are my shining light You are my everything what helps me through the night. You are my heart You are my soul You are my savoir what makes me feel whole. You are more than my sister You are my best friend You are the one that will be there when my heart needs to mend. I love you sister more than you will ever know You are my other half with you i am whole

Importance Of Total Sexual Satisfaction
Warning: If you're easily offended then you should stop reading right now. Turn away and read another blog. If you're not easily offended, then welcome aboard, pull up a chair, have some wine, and feel free to chime in with your opinion or advice [comments]. It never ceases to amaze me when people downplay the importance of an extraordinary sex life, especially when they are married. You hear all kinds of things such as "Sex isn't everything" to "Sex is less than 10% of marriage" to"Who cares about sex?" No sooner than I see one of those sayings I recognize the nature of their unhappiness. The importance of a healthy, satisfying sex life and unbridled passion simply cannot be stressed enough. Period. Sex is the only thing that separates the very best of friends from wives and husbands. Without it, that's all you are (if that). I have a different philosophy as to what making love really is. I feel that making love is all of the things outside of the bedroom you do to en

Vampires Pimpin
This pimpout is for someone that gives so much and asks nothing in return, someone that is always there even before you know you need her to be. This is someone we both hold dear to our vampire hearts. Someone who is a true friend in your DARKEST hour.RATE, FAN & ADD HER!YOU WILL NOT BE SORRY. :DLilBamaGirl~WRR Army@ fubarThis pimpout brought to you out of the darkness by:Nassy V4mpir3 Bitch FUBAR WIFE OF CARNAGE NSFW@ fubar&KDM@ fubar (repost of original by '† KDM †' on '2007-08-27 14:04:06') (repost of original by 'Nassy V4mpir3 Bitch FUBAR WIFE OF CARNAGE NSFW' on '2007-08-27 14:06:00')

A Daughter Through The Eyes Of A Father
A daughter is beauty at its finest. Heart of an angel, soul so pure, and sweet. Daughters are one of God's most precious gifts that he has bestowed upon the world. Angels in Heaven do not compare to thine beauty, and grace my ever so beautiful, and lovely daughter. Seeing you at birth brought more joy to me than all the money in the world could ever do. You are morning, bright, and shining, you are noon, you reside at the highest point in my heart, you are the dew kissed night. You are my daughter, heart, and soul.

Sorry A** Bbw Haters
YEP THIS IS GONNA SAY ONCE AND FOR ALL HOW I FEEL TOWARD YOU YOU CAN SUPPORT ME OR NOT IM TO THE POINT TO WHERE I COULD CARE LESS ANYMORE IVE TAKEN MY LAST RUDE COMMENT ON THIS SITE I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST JOINED IT WAS FUN TO ALL YOU BBW HATERS ON THIS SITE YOU NEED TO STOP AND OPEN YOUR DAMN EYES JUST BECAUSE WE ARE BIGGER THAN YOU DOESNT MEAN WE ARE ANY DIFFRENT WE STILL HAVE A HEART AND FEELINGS AND IF YOU WOULD STOP BEING STUPID LONG ENOUGH TO SAY HI YOU MIGHT REALIZE THAT TAKE THE TIME TO TALK TO US WE ARE NOT TRYING TO BE BETTER THAN YOU WE ARE JUST ASKING TO BE TREATED LIKE THE TYPICAL WOMAN THATS WHAT WE DESERVE WE ARE NOT HERE TO BE A PUNCHING BAG FOR YOUR SORRY ASSES I KNOW I CANT BE THE ONLY ONE ON THIS SITE THAT FEELS THIS WAY AND I KNOW A COUPLE GUYS ON HERE WHO I THINK I THE BEST BECAUSE THEY ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM INSIDE AND OUT NOT FOR WHAT THEY WANT ME TO BE OR LOOK LIKE AND YES TO THEM I LOOK PERFECT MAYBE YOU BBW HATERS {MEN & WOMEN} SHOULD TAKE LESSONS FROM THE

Food
Food, like eating, is a powerful image. Foods may be scenery, or may be central images in the dream. Who prepared the food can also be an important detail to understanding what it means. For example, if there is a bowl of potato salad like Aunt Sally used to make and she has been dead for two years, Aunt Sally, or her personal influence, may be important to dream insights. Excessive amounts of food may herald fertility, gluttony, or wealth. (How did the excessive food get into the dream and how did people in the dream react to its presence?) It may be that you or others have divergent views of what constitutes excess or gluttony. Provision and fertility often go hand-in-hand: You may dream of needing more food than another because you believe you have additional responsibilities. It may be that the food was acquired simply because the means existed to acquire it-this can mean wealth or benevolence, depending on what becomes of the food. Fresh food may be a sign of renewal. This c

Life In General
Not too long ago, I broke it off with my gf of 4 and a half years just because I couldn't handle the distance factor and I just got sick and tired of being treated like a second class citizen. I just hated it. But when I broke it off with her, we decided that we'd still be friends...I mean come on, I was with her for about 5 years...you just can't turn off love just like that, well at least I can't. Well it's been just about 5 months now since I broke it off with her. Recently, it really seems like she wants to get back with me. She invited me down to San Diego to see her new place. While I was there, I put some of her furniture together and all that good stuff because that's the kind of guy I am. Now, I'm really regretting going down there to help her out because she's been acting like we're back together. She expects me to call her everyday and to make sure to, basically, check in with her when I do stuff. Recently, she asked me what I call her to my friends and I told her, either m

Darkest Days
There are times when I'm just a shell When I do not feel anything for anyone All I feel is hollow and bruised Used up and misused Forced to be someone I don't want to be Have I failed somehow or some way Will the weight of today finally pull me down to drown In the depths of despair Where I am alone Except for my rage My rage My pain I hate my darkest days My rage My pain I hate my darkest days My rage My pain I hate my darkest days My rage My pain I hate my darkest days My darkest days

Five Lessons To Make You Think About The Way We Treat People.
Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely,' said the professor 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at

Not A Good Day At All
Well, school has started. I just sat down with my son after he got home from school and tried to have a conversation with him about his homework. It didn't work. He is so angry all the time. Is it being 15? Is it other influences? I don't know. All I know is I can't trust him when he tells me he has it done or that he doesn't have any. He is so selfish and wants everything and gives nothing in return. I am sitting here crying. I have a bad feeling that it is going to be a rough year ahead. I know that I will question him every day about his homework and stay on top of it every day. He is not going to get by with getting bad grades this year. I have had a very bad day. My best friend sent me an email that was pretty much yelling at me over something that had nothing to do with her. She just had a birthday yesterday and her husband didn't do anything for her yet again so she kind of took it out on me. I emailed her back and told her that she pretty much didn't kn

Loving You With Words.....by Terri Jeffries
Tantalizing words flow onto the page, provoking reactions inside me today. Making me wanton. Driving me wild. I am becoming one with the page, wanting to feel close to each stroke of my pen as pleasure mounts. Merging with words, my emotions start to whimper as my senses react to their heated embrace causing my breathing to accelerate. Visions of kisses, tongues, hands find their way into my mind as sweet rapture spreads delicious heat to every needy place. I come apart as I dot each "I" and cross every "t." Stroking intimate places with intense manipulation wanting to prolong the immense pleasure as I love you with words

Is It A Dream Or Reality? By Sq
At night I lay cozy in my bed, While images of you dance through my head. You are standing there naked for me to see. You are beautiful and vibrant, a total fantasy. You walk slowly towards me with that look in your eye. That wanting, haunting look that gets me so high. Come closer my love and closer still. I have a void I want you to fill. Reach out your hand and caress my face, Oh please, oh please pick up the pace. I want you so bad I could just scream or cry. Touch my neck, now my breast, now my thigh... I feel your hot breath upon my cool skin, I feel your hardness probing to get in. My body painfully aches for yours, I want you inside me... on all fours. Now enter my love, and feel this pure bliss, Fuck me, suck me, seal it with a kiss. Faster and deeper, now slow and then steady. I wanna make you climax, are you almost ready? Your breath and your moaning are growing strong, I realize now that it will not be long. I writhe my hips against you, just to teas

A Short Little Saying
Long Distance Love "I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go."

Jack & Jill Meet Hooker Barbie
Jack and Jill walked down the street to meet Jacks gay black lover Jill found out Jack was without his manhood to nail another Jill got pissed cuz she now missed the chance to screw Hooker Barbie and then found out that Jack, no doubt had screwed that bitch already Now post-op Jack couldn't pop Jills everready cherry She had to wait For a guy who was straight Whence up crawled drunken Larry Jack said, "No. Back off you ho." Larry exclaimed, "Hey hey now. I'll do both of you but Jack's overdo and Jill's a lesbian anyhow."

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry I let you control my world I'm sorry I try to give you the world I'm sorry I get upset over things you consider petty I'm sorry I miss you the moment you're not there I'm sorry I held you while you cried for her I'm sorry I cater to your every request I'm sorry I love waking up next to you I'm sorry I love staring into your beautiful eyes I'm sorry I love the feel of your skin I'm sorry I play the "good friend" too well in public I'm sorry I get along with and respect your friends I'm sorry I can't be mad no matter how hard I try I'm sorry I stay stay up late when I should be sleeping just cause I don't wanna miss a moment with you I'm sorry I let you choose what we do or where we go I'm sorry I give you everything I'm sorry I want you to have it all I'm sorry I want you to see in yourself what I see in you I'm sorry I gave up my lifestyle to conform to yours I'm sorry I get jealous when you talk about her I'm sorry

Help !
Does any one know how long it takes for fubar to accept your salute pictures? I posted one yesterday and have yet to hear anything back. .¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸.Sweet Package.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸.

Wishing
wondering what tomorrow brings, If i will awake to see the world again.. If i will still see things the same.. wishing there was a simple answer to all lifes questions.. weather the world would be better with just peace and love... how the papers would feel if everyone had the same body type , if we all looked the same they would make no money, is all we care about is if we look good, that we have the best material things, if we have more money then the next person,,, what would happen if you just woke up and couldnt see anything anymore, thats my fear, that i will wake up and be blind, my wish is the drs are wrong and i can out live this that i will be able to live each day the way i have my hole life, so i ask taht if you are reading this .. not to take life lightly to hug your loved once tighter look at them longer, and love life to the fullest,

Untitled.....
You were there at my birth On the day I came to this earth You helped me through numerous things in life You lived to receive your congratulations But not your two yountests' graduations I know it wasn't your fault Everyone has to go sometime I just wish I could have said that one last good bye Even though you're gone I know you're in a beautiful place I know you're always with me And feel the pain of your loss

Over
The flowers grow But our love fades You see, that's why we're apart I just couldn't handle it You seem so far away I can't live like this If there's one thing I miss It has to be your kiss My life feels so wrong I thought I loved you for so long But now I see it wasn't true For if it were I'd still be with you But you see It's over

Bobby Don Needs Sex
Bobby Don's on the prowl - Saturday night, drunk and doing circles around the pool table, eye-balling every piece of poontang in the place - hornier than a high school science club. Most self-respecting women left a long time ago, but Bobby's got no use for respect, anyhow. His eyes settle on Tilly Louise, so she slips her teeth back in and sidles up to him. "C'mon, B.D., let's go out and scrape the paint off the hood of my Jetta." Sounded like a cat fighting with a lawn mower. Bobby Don thinks he got lucky, but he really just got Chlamydia. © All rights reserved

Confession
I want to touch you, in the worst way, Take your clothes off, Let them fall where they may, To feel your skin beneath my finger tips, To taste your kisses, with these soft lips, Trimbling and shaking, with each caress of your hand, This passion for you, I don't understand, For who you are, I barely know, When you are near, All words seem to go, Frightened and excited, all in the same, Desire is burning, It has a wicked flame, For too many years, this interest I've hid, For fear of rejection, like some lil kid, My fantasy lover, thats all hat you are, So I sit over here and lust from afar.

The Obsessed
Obsession. What is it exactly. What is it that makes us crave something or somoene so deeply that our skin tingles just at the thought of them? What makes you the object of someone elses obsession? Oh yes obsession...don't think I don't notice your yearning, that I don't feel your eyes scorching me. Funny how it all comes full circle isn't it. First the obsesser then the obsessed. How does it feel? To want to feel my skin, so soft and smooth under your rough touch? How does it feel to yearn to slip inside me so warm and deep? You want the friction, the raw grind. Your addicted and you know it. You eat, sleep and breathe me. The ghost in your memory stirs. She sighs, she moans, she send shivers down your spine. Forever your succubus, seducing your mind and your soul

Whatever, Its Done.
Iam sorry that we never got to know each other. I am sorry that I lied. I wont be able to fix this, no matter what I try. I dont have anyone to turn to. I have no where to be able to speak my mind. The one time I am not myself, is the one time, I should have tried. I am not who you think I am, but you wont let me explain. I cant say I am sorry enough. But you have heard all of that already. I am sorry for what I did. I should have been honest. Whatever, I am done with everything. I am tired of this feeling I have inside.

Might Just Be U
So you want to feel me from the inside, Experience all the passion that I possess, Do you really think you can handle me?, Do you have what it takes to ignite my fire?, Fear is not an option here just let your desire flow, Have confidence in who you are, What you feel and how you're gonna show it, If all you want is to get your head wet, Pass me by, I cum from deep inside, A place only your spirit can touch, Passionate kisses brings orgasmic energy, We could melt rocks into lava with the heat that we create, Is it possible for you to reach such heights?, If so, then you can truly feel me on the inside.

Caution
Drifting away, deep into your eyes, Your warm naked body, glides in between my thighs, Your lips are so tender and taste so sweet, Yearning for the moment, our souls do meet, You bury your head into my chest, And run your tongue around my breast, With each gentle touch, I begin to shake, In pure anticipation, of the next move you will make, I need you inside me, I can no longer wait, My back arches in pleasure as you penetrate, Deeper and deeper you press into me, Becoming as one, in pure ecstasy.

We Can Create A Better World!
We Can Create A BETTER WORLD! The common people of all nations want peace. In the presence of great impersonal forces they feel individually helpless to promote it… common folk, not statesmen, nor generals, nor great men of affairs, but just simple plain men and women like the few thousand Quakers and their friends, if they devote themselves to resolute insistence on goodwill in place of force, even in the face of great disaster past or threatened, can do something to build a better, peaceful world. The future hope of peace lies with such personal sacrificial service. To this ideal humble persons everywhere may contribute. ~ Henry J. Cadbury “I have no idea if world peace is attainable. But aiming for it is.” ~ Stockard Channing “If you don’t like the way to the world is, you change it. You have an obligation to change it. You just do it one step at a time. ~ Marian Wright Edelman "I like to believe that people in the long run are going to do more to promote pea

Boys That Give Men A Bad Name
there are different types of boys that give men a bad name 1. all these boys that go onto every female page they can and say show me your tits or ass. 2. all these boys that say that they can treat a female better than the person they are with when they dont know either 1 of them. 3. all these boys that think they are king shit when they arent anything at all but a 20-40 or whatever year old on the outside but are 2 years old on the inside plain and simple this is an adult website and we dont need boys coming in here and pissing people off with there idiotic remarks. and if you know of anyothers feel free to leave a comment on here.

Pain Of A Dying Broken Heart
she sits alone in her room crying as her heart breaks no one to listen to her no one to care she wonders why she is even still there... all her life she prayed for one special friend just for one person to listen to her just for one person to care... and yet she feels so alone still as her prayers have never been answered. he sits all alone on the street corner thinking deeply to himself about how things are he just wishes he could turn back the hands of time to take back everything said and done and through his thoughts he wonders why he is stillt there living where he is all his life he just prayed for someone to love him for someone to like him and he thought he had found that one special person but she took everything he had from him away his family friends and life leaving him now in the dark corner of the street freezing his prayers unspoken never answered their time is running out their faith is running low why cant time be gentle to them why cant they be shown someone car

Why I Want To Leave My Husband To Be With My Master
The first reason I want to leave my husband is that I don't love him anymore this has been coming for a long time because he really doesn't know that I'm around unless he wants a little piece of ass. Then he only takes care of himself rolls over and goes to sleep, not a careing weither he has taken care of me.I do everything for him and I'm tired of not getting affection i need some attention. I think my Master could do this for me. I would enjoy being his slave.I want to serve him, pleasure him and let him control me. This alone would give me pleasure because I know he would appreciate this.I want my Master to control me I enjoy that very much. And one day it will be so.

Total Lunar Eclipse Across America
Total Lunar Eclipse After Midnight Tonight As August draws to an end, watchers of the night sky will be in for a treat. In the early morning hours of August 28, sky watchers across much of the world can look on as the Moon crosses in to the shadow of the Earth, becoming completely immersed for one-hour and 30 minutes, a period of time much longer than most typical lunar eclipses. In fact, this eclipse will be the deepest and longest in 7 years. The event begins 54 minutes past midnight PDT (3:54 a.m. EDT) on August 28. At first, there is little change. The outskirts of Earth's shadow are as pale as the Moon itself; an onlooker might not even realize anything is happening. But as the Moon penetrates deeper in to the Earth’s shadow, a startling metamorphosis occurs. Around 2:52 a.m. PDT (5:52 a.m. EDT) the color of the Moon changes from moondust-gray to sunset-red. This is totality, and it lasts for almost 90 minutes. With the Sun blocked, you might expect utter darkness,

My Pain Will Lessen
When is it time to say goodbye, To all the love I've known, When is it time to end your pain, And leave me all alone? I've watched you on your good days when I feel your strength renewed; But shortly after little ups, The down days then ensue. We ride this roller-coaster of Emotions as we try, To make it through another day, And yet, I can't deny ... That as I look into your face On days that have been bad, I see a look that beckons me It's tired, and hurt, and sad. The little spark I used to see Behind those loving eyes, Is growing ever clouded By life's cruel inhumane side. I try to see beyond the pain You feel with every step; And softly whisper to myself This may get better yet. If I can bear to watch you Just another day or two; I justify my reasons to Ensure I cling to you. For letting go is harder for The person left behind; It means that if I let you go, I cannot turn back time. Back to the days I long for now, When you were full

Im Home
well everyone im back from the coast and have to say im glad i am. i love the ocean but not havin internet well i couldnt pay attention to my friends here. i hope that all had a great weekend. much love and thanks to those who let comments and well wishes fer my trip. hope all have a great week and i will be desperately tryin to catch up with everyone this week. HUGZ

I Am Now A Stranger
Who am I anymore? Can anyone tell me? There isn't an open door To allow me to be free. Why am I a stanger, To you and to me? I fear my soul's in danger Will just be a memory. I feel my spirit slipping Into a place unknown. A place as black as night A place not of my own. I feel as though I am dying, Alittle more each day Dying from all of the lying, I wish you'd have to pay. Pay for all the pain For all the hurt pride For making my love be in vain And making me want to hide. I am losing myself, The person I used to be. I am now a stanger, A stanger even to me.

The Death Of Me.
My insides are slowly dying. My wife(who was bipolar and didn't find out till 6yrs ago but that explained alot of things to me) was an extremely jelous person. She wanted all and I do mean all my attention. I gave up trying to have friends because of it. Now the she has died, I find myself with no life and 3 teenagers. I am a land surveyor so I don't work with women very often. I don't go to clubs. Hell I don't really go out at all. I am not a bar person. So all I am is alone typing something no one will read anyway. Fun how things work out. Well hell atleast there is always porn. My kids are 15,14, and 13 so they all hate each other so that's always fun. I think the day the all move out is probably the day I will die. Seems like my luck.

Monday Gloom
Here I am... still in bed. My back is hurting and just took a lil bit more then my dosage for pain meds. No worries... not gonna kill me! lol.. I already got permission from my doc to do this! Since this is my first blog.. I mind as well tell you about me and my situation. In regards as to taking meds, I do this because I have a lower spinal injury. I can still walk, go dancing, play a lousy game of pool, 4 wheeling in my Jeep, swimming, and have nympho sexathons! But the things I can't do is ride my bike, run, jump, pretty much anything that will jar my spine. Well sex is the exception to the rule, because I don't rule anything out when it comes to it! That is because I am usually taking my pain meds, and I don't feel the pain my spine until I wake up the next day and then I feel like I have been tossed off a cliff! I hate my back being this way, and I am not a candidate for surgery. So being young and having to deal with this life till I die or unless some miracle cure comes alon

To All My Girls
"My Sister My Sweetheart My Boo My Home Gurl My Partner-In-Crime My BEST FRIEND My Right-Hand-Chick My Juelz Santana (Cause I'm Killa Cam) My Jodie Breeze (Cause I'm Jeezy) My Notorious B.I.G (Cause I'm Puff) My Damon Dash (Cause I'm Jay-Z) My Gangsta Til the End My Sh0rdi and My friend My Blood (Cause Water wasn't thick enough) My Kelly (Cause I'm Beyonce) My Stitch (Cause I'm Lilo) My Ron (Cause I'm Kim Possible) My Robin (Cause I'm Batman) My Missy (Cause I'm Ciara) My Chuckie (Cause I'm Tommy) My Teresa (Cause I'm Barbie) My Peanut Butter (Cause I'm Jelly) My Heart (Cause Without U I Wouldnt Live) My Sidekick (Cause I'm the Hero...LOL) ~*You not just a gurl...your MY gurl*~ "Firstly, I want you to know that I love you to death and you will always be one of my best friendsz that I'll love to death and will always be there 4 U, its hard for me to only pick 13 gals to send this to, so consider yourself lucky ... or is it not lucky? If I dont get this back I un

A Michael Vick Jersey
So I was thinking, would I be wrong to get a Michael Vick jersey... and then have "Big Dawg" put on the back of it, in place of "Vick"? The all red jersey by the way, but would that be offensive, funny, hot or clever? It's just a thought.. for now lol

Friends
Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die Before you do I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove My friendship is true I'm thankful to have Family and Friends like you!

I Dont Get It!!
Ok i was apart of 2 families on here but because one family has become bigger and better. The other one dumped me. I just dont get it!! I guess that just shows you which group is the right one to be in!!! Thank you FU Bombers family! Also i just wanted everyone to know the reason i havent been around is that i have been really sick. I come on when i can. To those that have stuck by me thru this .... Thank you. Or like my fav song goes.... Love me or hate me, its still an obsession. Love me or hate me, that is the question. If you love me then Thank you! If you hate me then F*** you!

Why Im Not Online Anymore
Now im in college, and i pretty much just want to die. I hate it here so much, i want to go home. My boss is a biatch, its just so horrible. Im taking a break from here, ill be on once in a great while. Im so sorry you guys i really am. I hope to keep in touch with yall. Please PLEASE email me everyone at cocopoofy121@yahoo.com please. I need to talk to some people but i cant really on here but just please get a hold of me

August 27 - Full Moon
Have you taken the time to step outside tonight? Have you taken the time to look up in the sky? Have you taken the time to look upon the beautiful full moon? If you haven't, you ought to. We often take our natural world for granted. That is why it is in danger. It's a simple thing To just take a little time to look in awe around us. Our full moon tonight is absolutely gorgeous! Our full moon tonight is incredibly big! It glows enough to light up the night. Light up the night to a point you could read a book by the moonlight! How often does it get that bright? Not very. It has a yellowish glow around it. In the photographs I took of it it looks covered in a haze of green. It's a harvest moon. Have you taken the time to step outside tonight? Have you taken the time to look up in the sky? Have you taken the time to look upon the beautiful full moon? If you haven't, you ought to. Have you taken the time to step outside tonight?

How Much
how much pain is too much? how much heart ache can we handle? how far can we crush? how much feelings for someone can we have then feel the tearing from our chests? i can answer that the same as always yet im dumb engough to open up, or gullable enough, or whatever the problem is. maybe i should stick with racing alone and never try to get close to a woman again.

Its Just You, And There Was Never Anyone To Begin With, Now Was There?
What a day. What a week already Pull a 13 hour work day. Included a near panic attack. Faked a near one too just to get someone to shut the fuck up and get to the point. The things I have to do to be able to work in peace...lol. I guarantee you, that wasn't listed in my job description. Funny...I've noticed that more and more, I write my blogs the way I have to write my ad copy. Every sentence gets it's only fucking line. Wow. Guess you could call this taking your work home with you. Too bad I don't qualify for overtime. Sheesh. Oops. Other than that and my standard gripe about the weather...all is good. 2 o'clock and all's well! Name that movie, and you get a cookie. If you've got cookies in your possession, that is. Pffffft. Like I'm going to buy you a cookie. Dream on. Not like I've got any spare Girl Scouts in my pantry. Night, turbos.

An Oldie But Goodie From The Blog Vault:
Saturday. Whit a bloody pain in thae arse. James an' Diana came tae thae house wi' Cheyenne an' Sable in tow tae see Dakota, an' when they left, a' bloody blue hell broke loose. Firs', baith Dakota an' Jack make a run for it oot thae gate, an' then Aubrey followed afore we could get thae damned gate closed. Thae two daft ones, we got back wi' only a wee bit o' trouble, but fockin' Aubrey. I dinnae ken whit thae fock got intae him, but thae bloody idiot, bein' a bit teched in thae heid, ta' me an' Ashley on an awfy long trek a'roond thae neighbourhood tae try an' get him. He widnae come near Ashley nor mysel', an sae we telt him 'e wis on his ain, we widnae chase him nae mair, an' went home. Two fockin' hours, an' then he came back an' stood ootside thae gate, waitin' tae be let ba' in happy as a bloody clam. Shyte fer brains dog. There's mair tae be telt, but no' noo. I'll let yae ken mair on the marrow. I jist want tae go tae bed an' see if I cannae dream wi'oot a Hig

Refresher Of Tonites Meeting And Info!!!
OK THIS IS A REFRESHER FOR TONITES MEETING AND SO EVERYONE KNOWS WHATS GOING ON!!!RUBIA HAS STEPPED DOWN AS CO-OWNER AND OUT OF THE FAMILY DO TO PERSONAL ISSUES SHE HAS DEALING WITH WE WILL ALL MISS HER AS OUR LEADER BUT JUST SO EVERYONE KNOWS I CANDYRAIN ALONG WITH MS MAINE ARE NOW THE CO-OWNERS OF THE BBW/BHM FAMILY...WE DO NEED ALL OUR BOMBERS HELP FROM SATURDAY SEPT 1 TO SEPT 10 SINCE MS MAINE WILL BE IN THE SEXIEST SHADES CONTEST SO PLEASE LETS BOMB HER WITH ALL WE GOT...AND WE WILL BE ENTERING THE BOMBFEST AS JUST OUR FAMILY NOT GROUPING WITH ANOTHER FAMILY BECAUSE WE WANNA WIN AND GIVE OUR FAMILY THE EXPOSURE WE NEED IT...THE BOMBFEST WILL BE FROM SEPT 15 TO SEPT 30...SO WE NEED TO FIND OUT WHAT TIMES ARE BEST FOR OUR BOMBERS TO BOMB...IN ORDER TO BE ABLE TO BOMB THE FAMILY YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE PIC OR YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO BOMB IN IT...WE WILL ALSO HAVE OUR MEETINGS EVERY MONDAY NIGHT AT 10 PM EST TIME...IF YOU CANT JOIN US PLEASE LET EITHER MYSELF OR MS MAINE KNOW...AND DUR

How To Avoid Your Photo From Being Flagged
N.S.F.W. what does this mean? it means Not Safe For Work...its as simple as that, we all need to use some direction when uploading photos on fubar, yes the answer to everything here is "well this is an adult site" and yes it is but it is NOT a PORN SITE. Some adults on fubar are christian adults, I know this means nothing to most people but it is a good way for some of you to practice somethings that you have lost as a child its called respect for others. As adults we all know what the male body looks like as well as what a female body looks like. please take a moment and use your head when uploading photos. if you go to a photo on someones profile and your very first thought is OH MY!! then 9 out 10 times its a N.S.F.W. photo. please take the time to read the guide lines on this it is in the fubar bible N.S.F.W. Nsfw is stands for Not Safe For Work, to best explain it you can click here. http://fubar.com/bible.php#nsfw Jan 28th 2007 at 22:21:54 Quote Rules for forcing

This Political Correctness Is Getting Old And Killing
Subject: Hooray for Michigan State Professor The story begins at Michigan State University with a mechanical engineering professor named Indrek Wichman. Wichman sent an e-mail to the Muslim Student's Association. The e-mail was in response to the students' protest of the Danish cartoons that portrayed the Prophet Muhammad as a terrorist. The group had complained the cartoons were "hate speech." Enter Professor Wichman. In his e-mail, he said the following: Dear Muslem Association: As a professor of Mechanical Engineering here at MSU I intend to protest your protest. I am offended not by cartoons, but by more mundane things like beheadings of civilians, cowardly attacks on public buildings, suicide murders, murders of Catholic priests (the latest in Turkey ), burnings of Christian churches, the continued persecution of Coptic Christians in Egypt , the imposition of Sharia law on non-Muslims, the rapes of Scandinavian girls and women (called "whores" in your

Harsh Words
Harsh Words I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way saying good-bye. But at home a difference is told, how we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. As I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, But, the children you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, and you never saw

Thank You
Some of you have known I've been sick for the past 3-4 days. But most only knew about today. I just wanted to thank every one of you who had sent me get well wishes. I think I thanked each of you but I'm making this blog just in case. If I haven't gotten back with you please let me know. My head isn't straight lol I try to be a very private person is why ya didn't know how long I've been sick and how sick I have been. But it's made me feel better when I come on here and get alot of well wishes and laughs. I'll get better. Been trying to. But I wanted to thank you all for the nice thoughts :) Even people I don't talk to on a regular basis have sent wel wishes and I really appreciate it!! Ok I need to go to bed now. Can't type anymore. It's taken me forever to type this much. lol Thank you once again!! :) If any of you ever need anything please let me know. And I'll do my best to help you.

For My Brother, And All Our Soldiers!!!!!
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. __________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You don't feel like helping out your dad today, so you don't. He does what he is told. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at a

Hetto Spelling Bee
Subject: Ghetto Spellin' Bee This is Leroy's homework assignment. He must use each vocabulary word in a sentence . 1. Hotel - I gave my girlfriend crabs, and the ho tel everybody. 2. Dictate - My girfriend say my dictate good. 3. Catacomb - I saw Don King at da fight the other night. Man, somebody get that catacomb. 4. Foreclose - If I pay alimony today, I got no money foreclose. 5. Rectum - I had two Cadillac's, but my bitch rectum both. 6. Disappointment - My parole officer tol' me if miss disappointment they gonna send me back to the joint. 7. Penis - I went to the doctors and he handed me a cup and said penis. 8. Israel - Tito try to sell me a Rolex. I say, "man, it look fake." He say, "Bullshit, that watch israel". 9. Undermine - There's a fine lookin' ho living in the apartment undermine. 10. Acoustic - When I was little, my uncle bought me acoustic and took me to the poolhall. 11. Iraq - When we got to t

Dear Anonymous,
Dear anonymous, I’m confused if what I feel is real. Is it lust? Infatuation is this brain speaking or my heart. If it’s my thoughts why do I cry? Why does my heart feel so full yet broken? You have made me realize I need to start living my life for me. I’ve been tarnished. I’m an emotional wreck. Could you handle being with a women that’s a wreck? I’ve been beaten down so low are you willing to help me back up? I’m trying to pick my self up and not to make you have to clean up after someone else’s mess. Or are you going to use my weakness against me. I have to learn the proper way of acting in a healthy relationship. I want to leave my past behind me and start over. Fresh! I want to start out with a Whole heart. I want to be able to give you everything I could humanly possibly give. I want to know your heart feels what I feel. I want to know it’s not just a figment of my imagination. I want to feel you just once. Like you said to know how it feels. I want to be able to kiss you a

One For The Guys!!!!!
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, THE guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want he

I Cross My Heart
Dedicated to the only one I love but lost tonight crying I will always love you crazzyrabbit. I didn't love anyone but you. I loved you and only you. There was no one but you that I cared about// I lost your love. I will never ever stop loving you! Our love is unconditional, we knew it from the start, I see it in your eyes, you can feel it from my heart From here on after, lets stay the way we are right now And share all the love & laughter that a lifetime, will allow. I cross my heart, and promise too, Give all I've got to give to make all your dreams come true, In all the world, you'll never find, A love as true, as mine You will always be the miracle that makes my life complete, And as long as there's a breath in me, I'll make your's just as sweet. As we look in to the future, it's as far as we can see, So let's make each tomorrow, Be the best that it can be. I cross my heart, and promise too, Give all I've got to give to make all your dreams come true,

Im Staying
IM STAYING AND THE HATERS CAN SUCK IT UP AND DEAL WITH IT YOU CAN SAY WHAT YOU WANT ABOUT ME IM PROUD OF WHO I AM AND WHAT I LOOK LIKE IF YOU DONT LIKE IT GUESS WHAT DONT LOOK AT ME COME CHECK ME OUT JUST CLICK THE PIC AND ILL SEE YOU THERE

Silence Me
There are always so many words and thoughts that infuse themselves into my mind. All the time, there is no rest, no silence. I have tried and tried with no avail to silence myself. Nothing works. Nothing. Once, in the very distant past, there was a person who could silence me. The memories are hard to pull up now, but I can remember tendrils of being silent, just being when he was around. Perhaps this was a bad thing, maybe I was too "into" him to notice the outside world. Maybe I should never go back to that place... So why do I seem to crave the idea of silence? Or maybe it is the idea of having someone I can be distracted by? The words that come to mind most often is someone to wrap themselves around my thoughts and evelope my mind.... If only that were possible.

Broken Woman (first Draft)
When it began she was whole. She was brilliant, like a flawless diamond. She was delicate, as the petals of a newly opened rose. She was strong, and could bend like a tree to weather any storm. Then he came, and as two she was lost... Standing on a pedestal that was made for her by others, she became vulnerable to him. He surveyed her for a long, long time. When he was sure he knew her weaknesses, he began his work slowly. She, beautiful and solid, trusted him. The first thing to go was her skin. He tore it off in great strips, telling her each time that it was a good thing. That, to be truly one with her, he would have to see under her skin. She believed him. She turned her mind from the pain until all of her skin was gone, then she looked at herself and thought "he will see me now, all of me". The second thing to be removed from her was the muscles covering her bones. He told her that he needed to see deeper inside of her, to who she really was as a person. She believed him. He

Prey Hell Hath No Fury!
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Most Men Are Like......
1. Men are like ....Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like ..Bananas ...... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ......Weather ..... Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like .....Blenders .... You need one, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ...... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like ..Department Stores .... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like .......Government Bonds ..... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ......Mascara ..... They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like .Popcorn .. They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like . Snowstorms ... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like .......Lava Lamps ... Fun to

Crazy (i Felt This Way Not Too Long Ago...)
You know my little secret. I'm in love with you! But I am worried, Because she is too. I need some help. I don't know what to do! That's why I call myself crazy. Bcause I am crazy over you!

Battle Of The Sexes
This has got to be one of the funniest man VS. woman stories I've ever read.... Hilarious and true.. (Man)I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next da

Waiting
Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

Love Makes You Do Crazy Things
People in love do crazy things Like think they can fly When people are in love They never have to cry When people are in love They might learn to bake When people are in love They don't know they can break When people are in love They just have this natural glow They are always so perky You just can't say no People love People leave People say things that seem As pretty as the lies they weave Who told you you could fly? Who made you think you wouldn't fall? I bet he made you think He'd never make you ball

Crazy Beautiful
Your sugar fix, is all I need it's enough to make me want to bleed your loom in the shadows of my heart I never listened from the start my dense hole kept me from the you and now its hard to make it through tonight I must endure your pain for your reckless favering's drive me insane

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry I wasn't your everything And not your one true love I'm sorry I wasn't desirable Like an angel from above I'm sorry I wasn't perfect Like the wife from your dreams I'm sorry I wasn't good enough Cause thats the way it seems I'm sorry I wasn't what you wanted I didn't pass the test But after all, I wanted you to know I tried my very best

What The Hell Is Going On?!??!?!!!!
So far tonight, I have had to deal with these really stupid "Bouncers", I mean just now I went through 4 bouncers to get to ONE person's page! This is getting frustrating and really stupid! What's the purpose of them anyways? To annoy people and make them not want to be on this site anymore? I've been on this site since just about the beginning and I've tried and tried to just go with the flow, but all these changes are just getting out of hand. Oh how I miss the days of Lost Cherry! I'm just saying.

Love Me Or Leave Me
Love me or leave me... May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trails to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.The happiest of people don't necessary have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. What do you do when they only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? No man/woman is worth you tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry. When we are hurt, there is now sweeter revenge than to forgive. ( Thank You ). Wish your all Dreams Come True. Be Happy Always,

2am On Painkillers
So are all relationships bullshit or just the ones that I find myself in? Yeah probably just me huh!? That’s ok . . . I am ok with that . . . I can deal with any fucking stupidity that is thrown at me. I have learned a great deal here lately about relationships and what I am hoping to gain from one. Now, I couldn’t have done that without the help of these lying and cheating assholes that I keep running across. I hold no ill will toward them, hell I thank them for helping me find my way. These are the men who have shown me he light so to speak . . . They have brought my revelation about . . . They have opened my eyes. I know better now what I want than I have in a long time, and I am not afraid to go after it when I find it. I want everything . . . LOL. I want a man who is content with his life no matter what he is doing with it. I want a man who is not searching for someone to complete him but for someone to compliment him. I want a man who is secure enough in himself to s

Im A Lucky Man
hi im bigboy, and i have a story to tell. you can vote or not. i have my own confedece back, im a brand new man now.. am i crazy well yes i am, you see a woman with very good tast just steped into my life and made me a very happy man... i see the world threw different eyes, yes im talking about love, im in love with this woman that loves me as well.. thats a very specail thing to me... you all may remember me as the man that was very unhappy with my self... yes im raddling on, i guess thats love... am i a lucky man well lets see im in love, im very happy and im not talking stupid any more... so yes i think im a lucky man, and very happy with my woman..... vote if this is good and sounds like ive changed for the better....... BIGBOY

The Winners For Fubar Prince Or Princess Is:
THE WINNERS FOR FUBAR PRINCE OR PRINCESS IS: 1ST PLACE WINNER: 1 MONTH BLAST OR 3 MONTH VIP Current rating: 10.18 (71) Uploaded: August 13 2007 Comments: 55352 2ND PLACE WINNER: 1 WEEK BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIP Current rating: 10.13 (54) Uploaded: August 14 2007 Comments: 41907 3RD PLACE WINNER: 3 DAYS BLAST & VIP CART ON WILDCAT TRAIN (YOU CAN INVITE 2 OF YOUR FRIENDS TO JOIN TOO) Current rating: 10.12 (66) Uploaded: August 17 2007 Comments: 35132 4TH PLACE WINNER: 1 DAY BLAST & RIDE ON WILDCAT TRAIN Current rating: 10.08 (77) Uploaded: August 15 2007 Comments: 28758 I'D LIKE TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANK YOU FOR EACH ONE OF THE CONTESTANTS WHO PARTICIPATED IN MY CONTEST. LUV Y'ALL YOU ROCK PEOPLE HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞®

Iraq
Well here is goes I will deploying to Iraq here really soon and I just wanted to say thank you to everyone that has given me support and I hope that everyone will keep me in there prayers. I just hope that I will return safely and once again thank you for all your support.

I Feel Like The Biggest Idiot In The World
So I recently (this week) started a new job and I closed tonight (at midnight) when about 10 minutes before I'm ready to close I get a phone call from I assume my boss (sounded like him and he said it was) asking me to wait about 10-15 for him to come by because he had to pick one of his tools up. So like any good employee I did. Then about 10 minutes later I get a call from someone who wasn't my boss (I think it was his cousin [who happens to be someone I've been told not to trust on numerous occasions]) asking me to put a box of tools on the roof (see where I'm going with this). After I did that the handyman comes in asking for my boss. He waits around with me until almost 12:40 (a full forty minutes after I am supposed to have gone) Finally I relay the two phone conversations to him and we come to the conclusion that I was duped by the cousin. So I left to go home not before leaving my boss a note just in case it was him who called and if it wasn't him he knows what happened. But kn

The Best Beer Song Ever
Ok ppl. I found this song today and it fukin rocks ass. if you liked Green Jelly's Three Little Pigs then you will like Slight's new song Fuking BEEEEER! It didn't follow Green Jelly's lead. It is a type of song all it's own. It is sorta of industrial.... i think not too sure. let me know if u know wut type of style u would out it in to. Soo kick up your speakers and fukin rock out to this new cut and feel the double kick drums pound ur assssss offf. By the way it just got released 5 days ago on there site so ur kinda hearing it fresh. I bet this is gonna be another sleeper. Click it-----> FUCKING BEEEERRRRR!!!

Holidays And Other Jokes‎
Wrapping Presents with a Cat 1. Clear large space on table for wrapping present. 2. Go to closet and collect bag in which present is contained, and shut door. 3. Open door and remove cat from closet. 4. Go to cupboard and retrieve rolls of wrapping paper. 5. Go back and remove cat from cupboard. 6. Go to drawer, and collect transparent sticky tape, ribbons, scissors, labels, etc. . . 7. Lay out presents and wrapping materials on table, to enable wrapping strategy to be formed. 8. Go back to drawer to get string, remove cat that has been in the drawer since last visit and collect string. 9. Remove present from bag. 10. Remove cat from bag. 11. Open box to check present, remove cat from box, replace present. 12. Lay out paper to enable cutting to size. 13. Try and smooth out paper, realize cat is underneath and remove cat. 14. Cut the paper to size, keeping the cutting line straight. 15. Throw away first sheet as cat chased the sc

Call Center‎
Actual call center conversations! Customer: "I've been calling 700-1000 for two days and can't get through; can you help?" Operator: "Where did you get that number, sir?" Customer: "It's on the door of your business." Operator: "Sir, those are the hours that we are open." +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Samsung Electronics Caller: "Can you give me the telephone number for Jack?" Operator: "I'm sorry, sir, I don't understand who you are talking about." Caller: "On page 1, section 5, of the user guide it clearly states that I need to unplug the fax machine from the AC wall socket and telephone Jack before cleaning. Now, can you give me the number for Jack?" Operator: "I think it means the telephone plug on the wall." --------------------------------------------------------------------- Caller (enquiring about legal requirements while traveling in Europe ) "If I register my car in France , and then take it t

Another Year Older...
Hmm...I'm 24...24...I thought by now I'd have some stuff done but I don't. However I am in the process. I am saving money to buy a house. I am back to working on my art to start an apprenticeship. I am doing more photography which says a lot, I stopped doing it for years. I guess I was in a weird mood for a long time. I don't know what was wrong with me but I finally feel a little normal. Now all I need is a vehicle...oh wait I'll have one in a matter of days. So I just need to get that second job in place and that will keep me out of trouble. Today is my birthday and all I have planned is helping my mom make and decorate my own birthday cake, and eventually going out to dinner. Everyone is giving me money...whoopie. I wanted a something to unwrap damn it! I'm a princess...fuck that I'm the queen and I wanted a damned box with unrecycled paper on it that I can rip off and throw in the trash can, only to open with some crap in it. Is that too much to ask?

Hurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were but I walked away If only I knew what I know today Ooh, Oooh.. I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wouldn't do To hear your voice again Sometimes I want to call you But I know you won't be there OOh, I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself, by hurting you. Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just want to hide, cause it's you I miss And it's so hard to say goodbye When it comes to this Oooh, Yeah.. Would you tell me I was wrong? [Hurt lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes And see you looking back OOh, I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I jus

My Daughters!!!!
I've learned the most important lesson about relationships that no matter what we r doin', no matter how little it seems.... All they want is 4 me 2 be fully present, they don't want me 4 what I can give them, where I can take them or what we do together.... They simply want me 4 me, they taught me that my way isn't the only way. I hope through the years, they may have learned from me sum measure of all that I have learned from them!!!! THANK YOU BABY GIRLS SHALAMOURE & DEBORAHA LUV U ALWAYZ MOMMY 8~28~07

This Is So Right!
One evening an old Cherokee and his grandson were sitting out by a large fire. A The Grandfather sat his young Grandson down, and began to tell him a story, he told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. The Grandfather said "my son, there is a battle inside of each of us, it is between 'two wolves' ." "One wolf is evil, jealosy, hate, envy, sorrow, regret, self-pity, arrogance, greed, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority and ego." The Grandson listened to his Grandfather continue, as the fire in front of them began to crackle. The Granfather took a puff on his pipe and continued... He said " My son, the other wolf inside of us is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The wise old Cherokee contnued to smoke his pipe, and watch his grandson think about his story. The grandson sat and thought about all of this for a moment and said "Grandfather...which wolf wins the

My Cousin Was Bombed In Iraq (pfc Aaron Tieffel)
PFC Aaron Tieffel was bombed in Iraq Aug 24, 2007. He was taken to Germany but his was worse off then they thought so he was transfured to Walter Reed Army Medical Ctr in Washington DC. He is listed in critical cond. Please pray for Aaron for he servied this country well and very much proud. Love You All, Hugs and Kisses, Laura

If I Should Die
If I should die, And you should live, And time should gurgle on, And morn should beam, And noon should burn, As it has usual done; If birds should build as early, And bees as bustling go, -- One might depart at option From enterprise below! 'T is sweet to know that stocks will stand When we with daisies lie, That commerce will continue, And trades as briskly fly. It makes the parting tranquil And keeps the soul serene, That gentlemen so sprightly Conduct the pleasing scene!

Dying
The sun kept setting, setting still; No hue of afternoon Upon the village I perceived, -- From house to house 't was noon. The dusk kept dropping, dropping still; No dew upon the grass, But only on my forehead stopped, And wandered in my face. My feet kept drowsing, drowsing still, My fingers were awake; Yet why so little sound myself Unto my seeming make? How well I knew the light before! I could not see it now. 'T is dying, I am doing; but I'm not afraid to know.

In My Arms
In My Arms by BlueWolf © In my arms you are safe, From even the worst storm. I'll forever be your shelter, And always keep you warm. In my arms you're so loved, You'll feel it has I hold you. So very close to me darling, To show you my love is true. In my arms you'll be happy, When you feel all the love. That I have for only you, It will be like heaven above. In my arms is where you belong, So I can hold you so very tight. To never ever let you go darling, As you lay here beside me tonight.

Asleep
ASLEEP. As far from pity as complaint, As cool to speech as stone, As numb to revelation As if my trade were bone. As far from time as history, As near yourself to-day As children to the rainbow's scarf, Or sunset's yellow play To eyelids in the sepulchre. How still the dancer lies, While color's revelations break, And blaze the butterflies!

Body, Remember
Body, remember not only how much you were loved, not only the beds on which you lay, but also those desires for you that glowed plainly in the eyes, and trembled in the voice—and some chance obstacle made futile. Now that all of them belong to the past, it almost seems as if you had yielded to those desires—how they glowed, remember, in the eyes gazing at you; how they trembled in the voice, for you, remember, body.

Could Be Dangerous
Hey gang. I'm sorta new to this whole FUBAR place but so far it all looks pretty friendly. I think I may like it here. I live in Tallahassee Florida, I just bought a new dog, but at my apartment I'm not allowed to have pets...so I figured a way around it. I bought this invisible dog and now I need to find one of those invisible fences to keep him in. The last dog I had was one of those Paranoid Retrievers. No matter what I threw, she would bring back everything. I hope to make some great friends here. Im sure I will.

Satyr Downrating Asshat
Another downrating asshat !!! satyr@ fubar this limp dick mother fucker comes and downrates my pic so when i go to return the favor he gets all bent out of shape LOL too god damn funny !!! then he blocks me like a bitch he is. then he really pulls a smooth one and goes to my girls page and rates her a 10 lol she went to his page and blocked his ass!! so satyr this is for

Elcipse Of Another Sort
I went to bed at 7:30 last night. As a result, my bed rejected me at 3:45. It looked like dawn, the sky was so bright. I went outside and the sky was crystal clear and the full moon was brliiantly shining. I thought I was going to get a great view of the eclipse, but no......... right when the barest of shadows touched the moon a massive cloud bank rolled in and stayed. Oh well, better luck in February.

Flaws And All
It's all about unconditional love... What we all want... Today... this goes out to my gf... Kylie, Casino Barbie, Tantrums Desire, whatever your name is on Tap - I love you flaws and all and hope your love does too... xoxoxo I'm a train wreck in the morning I'm a bitch in the afternoon Every now and then without warning I can be really mean towards you I'm a puzzle yes indeed Ever-complex in every way And all the pieces aren't even in the box And yet, you see the picture clear as day I don't know why you love me And that's why I love you You catch me when I fall Accept me flaws and all And that's why I love you And that's why I love you And that's why I love I neglect you when I'm working When I need attention I tend to nag I'm a host of imperfection And you see past all that I'm a peasant by some standards But in your eyes I'm a queen You see potential in all my flaws And that's exactly what I need I don't know why you love me And that's wh

Only In America(thanx I Am What I Am, Nothin More Nothin Less)
ONLY IN AMERICA : Only in America .....do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. ! Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in t he driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America ......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America ......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .. Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ? Why women can't put on mascara with thei

Melaleuca, The Wellness Company
I just wanted to say thank you for all who have asked about Melaleuca. Thanks to you all, I have been promoted to Marketing Executive 3 and im on my way to a Director 1. Not only are these products great for allergies and asthma, but they are safe around children. Own a business? or just stay at home? Either way one try and you are hooked!!! Hit me up for details and if not for you then for someone you know!!!!

~the Gathering~
Oh, Gods!! What did she do with my trench?! Oh. The fire. Ah, well, guess must needs accquire a new one. Damn. All those memories, all those- treasures of my past. The Japanese coins saved from nigh eight hundred years ago- my first wages as a kunoichi at the service of the Shogunate. The finger symbols from when I danced for the Sultan just before I took his life and his fortune. The staff I created and blessed under a full Samhain moon, under the eye of a falling star- all the beadwork and carving done by hand. The masks from decades of Carnivales, the ancient tomes of spells and Workings, my beloved familiars Methos, Daisho and Yuki. All gone. Would that they were as immortal as I. And my blade. Ahhhhh, my blade- Quicksilver. Gifted to me by a warlord who tried to gain my favor yet ended up gaining my contempt instead. The new one- Serenity- she is a fine blade yet the hilt is not the ten inches I require for superior handling and control. Guess that is ye

Help The Fat Guy Out Please! :d
COME ON PEOPLE HELP THE FAT MAN OUT. I WANNA SEE HIS FACE ON THE SPOTLIGHT..., DON'T YOU? HE'S NEEDS LOTS A FU-BUCKS TO GET THE WINNING BID. SO HELP HIM OUT AND COME RATE AS MANY PICS FOR HIM AS YOU CAN.THANK YOU TO ALL THAT HELP HIM OUT WITH THIS. :)~FAT SONNY~@ fubar

Prayer
I claim it for you - now claim it for me. God has more than a thousand Ways to provide for us, that we know nothing about. Here is your financial blessing! It's a simple prayer, you got 30 Seconds? Don't sleep on this...Someone recently read this for the first time and Received exactly enough for a $0 balance on all credit cards. If you need a financial blessing, continue reading this e-mail. Heavenly Father, most Gracious and Loving God, I pray to you that you Abundantly bless my family and me. I know that you recognize, that a Family is more than just a mother, father, sister, brother, husband and Wife, but all who believe and trust in You. GOD, I send up a prayer request for financial blessing for not only the Person who sent this to me, but for me and all that I have forwarded This message on to. And that the power of joined prayer by those who Believe and trust in you is more powerful than anything.! I thank you in Advance for your blessings. God, deliver t

Dedication To A Special Friend Dj Skylar Dawn
SOME MAY THINK THIS MAY SEEM STUPID TO BLOG SOMETHING FOR SOME ONE, THAT THEY DON'T KNOW. BUT THERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT SOME OF US HAVE TO SHOW! WE HAVE MADE SOME VERY SPECIAL FRIENDS ON HERE AND WHETHER OR NOT YOU KNOW IT, SOME PEOPLE GET TOO SERIOUS ABOUT THESE THINGS. BUT THERE IS ONE PERSON THAT NEVER TURNED HER BACK, NEVER STOPPED THE HUMOR, NEVER SIT AND NOT LISTEN TO ANYTHING WE HAD TO SAY! AND TO ME THAT IS A VERY SPECIAL FRIEND THAT WE ALL NEED IN OUR LIFE! WE LOVE YOU DJ SKYLAR DAWN AND I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL YOU RETURN TO US AGAIN. SO WE CAN GET BACK OUR SPECIAL LITTLE GRIN! YOU HAVE NEVER TURNED AWAY OR NOT SAY ANYTHING WHEN SOMETHING NEEDED TO BE SAID AND FOR THAT I GIVE ALL THE PROPS TO YOU FOR DOING SO. TREATING US LIKE REAL PEOPLE LIKE MOST DON'T TREAT US BECAUSE THEY ALL THINK THIS IS JUST A COMPUTER! WELL GUESS WHAT WE HAVE REAL SOULS, HEARTS, MINDS, AND LOVE IN OUR HEARTS SO DON'T ABUSE IT OR MISUSE IT! BECAUSE YOU MAY NEVER KNOW WHEN YOUR SPECIAL FRIEND IS T

What Dumb Holiday Is Your Birthday?
What dumb holiday is your birthday? Keep adding :) just copy and paste the url into your address bar and search your birth month, then repost as "What dumb holiday is your birthday?" http://library.thinkquest.org/2886/INDEX.HTM Mine is July 7 is . . . . . National Strawberry Sundae Day... whats yours ...????

Power Of God
Dearest in Christ, Firstly i have to thank God for yourwonderful life so far,But my believe is that as youare following the word of God you will be fully blessat all time in jesus name,but before i will go letshare this word together- A Lifestyle of Miracles The story found in John 2:1-10 of Jesus’ miracle ofturning common water into excellent wine exemplifiesthe miracles God can bring to us when we put Him aboveall others in our lives and give our best to Him. When Jesus was ready to perform His first miracle, Heasked the servants to give what they had-water. Inother words, He asked them to sow out of their needand give what they had. In obedience, they poured thewater into the stone jugs. When they poured out theliquid, it was wine-not just any old wine, but therichest and the best wine! This was a miracle ofSeed-Faith! Sure, there had been miracles in the Old Testament. Inthe covenant God made with Abraham and his seed, thefirstfruits of each harvest were give

Gotta Love My Life....right? Hey At Least Youre Not Me....
Yesterdays email from my mother contained the folowing: "No way to drop this bomb easy so here goes the total shite - The right side of my heart is dying for some reason. Have to go have various tests over the next couple days – on lasix to dump the fluid in my legs (looks like elephantitis) – it's ok for me to drive as long as I don't over exert – can't vacuum, lay my floor or do any heavy lifting – just sit around like a lump until they find out what's going on – I feel ok – I just went to the drs cause of "weird symptoms" that didn't seem to go away, like palpitations & racing pulses & no breath & water retention (all of which is just not me)" So if I'm not talking its because I can't.

A Chat With A Loser On The Net.....got To Love This One.
mr. tongue: no im not ok sorry see ya ->nida: lmao and you arent horny or begging for something to jerk off at........the answer is NO. mr. tongue: can i at least see the closed folder ->nida: sorry not interested now, i dont do that for a close friend let alone a total stranger. mr. tongue: ill prove it dont get mad just go there ok ->nida: that sounds so much like a lie and a bullshit line. mr. tongue: its not that im not horny i just wanna see u live ->nida: i am not going to yahoo for you......sorry i dont need to be a jerk off object for a man with a mission...... mr. tongue: plz robert_morrison35 ->nida: noooooooo really?!?! DUHHHHHHH mr. tongue: some r closed ->nida: there are almost 100 pics of me on this site......not like it is a hard sell mr. tongue: im sorry ur just soo cute i wanted to see ya ->nida: you keep asking like you are on a mission from the gods........ mr. tongue: yes u have cam? ->nida: a bit far from rochester ny dont you think..

Old Man - Weekend
An older, white haired man walked into a jewelry store one Friday evening with a beautiful young gal at his side. He told the jeweler he was looking for a special ring for his girlfriend. The jeweler looked through his stock and brought out a $5,000 ring. The old man said, "No, I'd like to see something more special." At that statement, the jeweler went to his special stock and brought another ring over. "Here's a stunning ring at only $40,000" the jeweler said. The young lady's eyes sparkled and her whole body trembled with excitement. The old man seeing this said, "We'll take it." The jeweler asked how payment would be made and the old man stated, "by check. I know you need to make sure my check is good, so I'll write it now and you can call the bank Monday to verify the funds and I'll pick the ring up Monday afternoon," he said. Monday morning, the jeweler phoned the old man. "There's no money in that account." "I know," said the old man, "But let me tell you a

Things You'd Love To Say Out Loud At Work -- Sometimes Elsewhere.
THINGS YOU'D LOVE TO SAY OUT LOUD AT WORK AND SOMETIMES ELSEWHERE. (I have the feeling that some of this has been copped from DESPAIR, Inc, in Austin, Tx. 1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter. 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a damn word you're saying. 10. Ahhh...I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again... 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn. 14. I'm

Site For Maxthon Browser
THIS IS A NEW BROWSER THAT REBELBREED FOUND OVER THE WEEKEND THAT HE REALLY LIKES. HE SAIDS THAT IT IS JUST AS FAST AS FIRE FOX WHEN BOMBING. JUST THOUGHT THAT I WOULD SHARE IT WITH EVERYONE, IN CASE, YOU MIGHT LIKE TO TRY IT. YOU CAN DOWN LOAD IT FOR FREE TOO. CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW TO TRY IT. HAVE A GOOD DAY. MUCH LOVE TO ALL, REBEL LADY

Free Speech Xpress Vol X No 22 June 8 2007
Delivering Weekly Censorship Updates to the Adult Entertainment Industry Vol. X, No. 22, June 8, 2007 - A Member Service of the Free Speech Coalition Stories without byline submitted by FSC contract writer, Scott Ross Contributing writers: Matt Gray and Dave Grimaldi X-Press Editor-in-Chief: Scott L. Lowther Special thanks to Cubik Corp. for formatting and Val Vizmanos for distribution Copyright 2007 Free Speech Coalition. Permission to reprint granted to FSC members; please give credit. Max Hardcore Indicted on Federal Obscenity Charges CHATSWORTH, CA - The Department of Justice indicted adult producer/director Max Hardcore on federal obscenity charges filed last week in Tampa, Florida. According to AVN, the ten-count indictment charges Hardcore with "transporting obscene matter via mail and computer." The indictment states that Hardcore "knowingly used an interactive computer service [...] in and affecting interstate commerce for the purpose of selling and distributing

Poetry.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~So alone~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I have found my pleasure in your pain, laughter spills out like falling rain, with disbelief you give me that stare, look into my eyes, do you think I care?, my blood has begun to boil hot, to feel pity for you it does not, I don't care for the words you have to say, nothing is going to change my way, for I am not me because of you, it doesn't matter what you THINK I should do, alone, I have walked this far down the road, it has been dark, painful, lonely and cold, alone I will continue, no-one by my side, I keep on rolling out, as does the tide, in solitare, as I accomplish each goal I have set to achive, and alone I will laugh, as you see, but still do not believe, please don't claim to have been by my side, alone I have earned and gained my pride, and do not claim to have been my friend, I will stand alone as my journey comes to an end

This Is Cold...but You Go Girl Lmao
Dear Wife, I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, You don't want sex anymore or anything. So, either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore. Whatever the case is, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! ___________ Dear Ex-Husband, Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have been married

Un-named.
I am that dream you can never forget, I am that mistake you'll always regret, I am that true love you let slip so far away, I am that fear you hope not to face everyday, I am that lonely look everyone sees in your eyes, I am that feeling you get when someone dies, I am that feeling you get when walking down a dark lonely street, I am your heart when it aches from defeat, I am the shadow that you see thats not really there, I am that person in which you should always live in fear.

Give Her Some Help!!
~Savannah~............... I really need help right now.. My VIP runs out on Saturday...I joined a giveaway, and this time it should be easy. I need to get a total of 7,500 comments. Hers the best part.. Comments count as 10 comments.. So if you can at least rate this pic for me, I would love if you could comment bomb but I understand. Please at least rate for me. Thanks!!! Please click the picture below.. It will take you to where I need the help, LadyGray is holding the giveaway I am in. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=837622&i=2448971795 See her comment below for the pic link....

Alone
Alone Alone I wake, A half remembered dream, Playing about the corners of my mind. My fears bloom, Overwhelming my faith and hope, There is no respite. In desperation I reach for you, To pull you close to me, And find nothing there. I try to retreat inside, To capture a dream of you, But find only Emptiness. Sleep eludes me now, For I have remembered, Alone I wake.

Embrace The Night
Each of us In our own way Claws through the darkness Twords the light Of hope and life. Seeking to forge Order from chaos To turn back the tide Of death and hate That seeks to overwhelm us. But sometimes we fall Down the pit of despair Into the abyss We have created With our tears And pain. Trapped Still trying to claw Our way twords the light But tired and heartsick Of the fight We close our eyes And We embrace the night.

My Secret Death.
"My Secret Death" you were the one that always got me to smile, that was really good, but it was only for a while, I really don't see how that could be, someone was always after me, I still wish that it was never really true, butI know deep down inside it is, what can I do?, my happy smile was flipped upside down, them horrible throughs make me frown, I never had no meaning in your life, instead of a razor blade, it could of been a knife, your worring about me would have been done, you could of had all your friendly fun, nobody would of cared that much, all I would of missed is you my crush, nobody would of had to known, because of you that would not of shown, how badly I wanted my life to end, remembering the words 'your my fucking friend", the more those words go through my head, the more I wish at this moment I was dead.

Who I Will Miss On Lc/ct/fubar #1
Who I will miss the most on Lost Cherry,Cherry Tap,Fubar is my wonderful and caring and sexy and beautiful and amazing stunning friend and who i consider to be my bestest friend on this site ever ~NiCcKiE ~ Princess' Mistress and i am going to miss her because she's leaving this site and it makes me sad as anything i just hope she returns to this site and to me as my friend because she made it so bearable for me on this site without her been around i don't even know how i will cope on this site without her she's my rock of strength on this site and now i feel i am losing my best friend for a 2nd time in a space of 2 years which makes me so sad and depressed and all this time on the 3 site name changes there's always been one person who has remained in my family list either it be Lost Cherry or even Cherry Tap or even Fubar and it is ~NiCcKiE ~ Princess' Mistress and she's so damn special in my life to me and she'll remain in a special place in my heart forever you are the m

Wills Of Steel.
Two Luvy blogs this morning. So last night we were staying up to see Mars. Normally she's asleep by 9:00/9:30. This kid sat next to me on the porch, then in the living room, then turned on the TV. We saw Addams Family Values twice in a row, 3 episodes of the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air and she was watching WWE. Then to keep ME awake cause I was the one falling asleep she came up with an ingenious suggestion... a video game. So we played Tetris til 12:30. oh btw. Mars can kiss my ass.

Leaving
Hey gang, just a small update... Off on a business trip to the capital. Will probably be gone 36-48 hrs. Nothing major. Keep em coming cause I return the favors! Peace and Chicken Grease! *Beer better be on someone upon my return!* Jon

Just Blah
So here I am in many situations and none of them looking that great. I am trying what I can to make it the best for me and here everyone still yells at me. I thought I have been trying to take care of myself and make the best choice that I can from my experience and advice from others. Yet, here I feel I can not do much right still and I should distance myself from others. I am only working ten hours at one job and needed more income and decided to get another job at night on top of the first one and classes. I can work up to 40 hours a week through the second job, but i only want 20 because of the course load I have. I had a fear of getting fired from my first job because right now, I am at a stage where I am sick most morning and late night, making it hard to go to my job and she was not responding to me, but after speaking to her superior, they said just come in Thursday and there will be no problems. Great, so how to tell your body not to be sick on Thursday. So now here I am, alon

Family Member Killed
last night my uncle was killed in afghanistan. i'm sorry if i offend anyone but i dont really care right now. i wish they would just blast a nuclear warhead at that fucking place and blow it off the face of the earth. i would do a little happy dance if the US did that.

Ratings
As most of you are aware, ratings and fans and points mean nothing to me, its REAL friends that matter. If you rate someone, then make it an HONEST rating on their appearance, action or photo, not to gain points for popularity. People who need points/ratings for popularity must live a boring sheltered life to need such attention on a computer. Trading points is immature. So see, I am down to earth, I am here to talk to and meet people, not all the bullshit "Fan me, Rate me" hype. With that said, I am cleaning up my fans/friends list again, if I do not talk to you, then you are on my list for the wrong reasons and will be removed. "MOVE ON" To old for games and drama!!! Want to know me for me? Fine! Read my profile and lets chat.

Clear The Air!
OK LET ME CLEAR THE AIR I CREATED A MUMM ASKING IF HAVING A FOOT FETISH IS SEXY OR NASTY AND I HAVE GOTTEN A FEW REPLIES. DONT GET IT TWISTED YES I LOVE WOMENS FEET, BUT IT AINT WUT PEOPLE ARE MAKIN IT OUT TO BE AND I KNOW IT AINT FOR EVERYBODY, BUT FOR THE PEOPLE THAT LIKE IT OR DONT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT THNX 4 THE LOVE AND 4 THE ONES THAT DO DONT HATE!

Awww
can you believe he did this for me? :) i ♥ you James! (i have to confess it made me cry a bit the other night and yees i'm very sensitive) it was very sweet and kind of you doing this for me you mean a lot to me and i hope you know that :P http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=3271726 well i'm working, and fighting with Ubuntu and Fedora Core lol (for the ones that doesn't know, they are linux) this is my last week working here and seems like it's weird that i still didn't realize it... don't feel it like the last one. i'm working in many things at the same time to be patient if i take sometime to answer messages or shoutbox well i'll be around :)

Spread The Joy
I have been arguing with myself over what to do with this blog. It has been a toss up between the notions of making it a short insightful blub litter bin or actually using for some 'higher purpose'. I am thinking currently... that after this post, I will make it a place to start exploring my perversions in a litarary sence. Not every one has the particular calling to the pursuit of fine filth that I do and I should show the rest of the world some love and spread the joy. Who knows eventually someone other than me may even read it? If not, I always can take refuge in the knowledge that I have managed to chronicle my fantasies & poon-quests for posterity.

Observations On Life!
Funniest email, ever 1. Food has replaced sex in my life, now I can't even get into my own pants. 2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in school was my blood alcohol content. 3. Marriage changes passion...suddenly you're in bed with a relative. 4. I saw a woman wearing a sweatshirt with "Guess" on it...so I said, "Implants?" 5. I don't do drugs anymore 'cause I find I get the same effect just standing up fast. 6. Sign in a Chinese Pet Store: "Buy one dog, get one flea..." 7. I have my own little world. But it's OK...they know me here. 8. Money can't buy happiness, but it sure makes misery easier to live with. 9. I got a sweater for Christmas...I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 10. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal? 11. I don't approve of political jokes...I've seen too many of them get elected. 12. The most precious thing we have is life. Yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. 13. There are

Jagged Little Pill
Dancing under the strobe lights I’m having so much fun I wish they would have told me That it’d only just begun What started as a girl’s night out Had ended in disaster Soon they’ll find my lifeless body Underneath some fallen plaster In the middle of this dance floor At an out-of-control rave A few guys approached us With eyes showing a crave With the guys we took a walk We didn’t go very far We just walked around the block And into their shiny black car One guy took out a small box It contained small white pills

I Belong To You
"I Belong To You" Everybody needs to belong somewhere Life can feel so alone without someone who cares And when life becomes something just to get through That's when I'm glad that I belong to you I belong to you I belong to you You're the one who will never let me down Won't let me down I belong to you I belong to you Sometimes life brings more pain than we can bear alone When hope is gone and I have no strength to stand on my own When nothing helps, there's nothing that I can do You surround me and show me I belong to you I belong to you You're the one who will never let me down Won't let me down I belong to you I belong to you When love is gone, there's no arms to run to anymore I'm all alone, there's no one for me to live for Letting go of the things I've always clung to That's when I need to feel that I belong to you I belong to you You're the one who will never let me down Won't let me down I belong to you I belong to you these lyr

Girl's Night Out
She said she needed a girl's night out, so I settled in to watch my Tivos of Jennifer Garner as Spy in Tights - just twisted open a long neck and there was a knock on my door. I thought you and Moxie were out painting it... "Moxie's getting laid - figured I should, too. Got another beer?" Turns out she likes Jennifer Garner. We were in the middle of the one where she finds out her mother was a spy for a super secret organisation of female agents wearing bikinis and working for a guy called Charlie and her father wasn't really Boswell, and she turns to me and says "I've seen this one, wanna screw?" So, I'm weighing my options while popping the buttons on my 501s - Hmmm - lemme see... twelve inch tall two dimensional lycra babe...or... seventeen dimensions of fun with an actual redhead butt naked on my sheep's kin rug. No brainer. About half way into some Kama sutra thing where she puts her foot on my shoulder I put my arm parallel to her

Anniversary
A very elderly couple is having an elegant dinner to celebrate their 75th wedding anniversary. The old man leans forward and says softly to his wife, "Dear, there is something that I must ask you. It has always bothered me that our tenth child never quite looked like the rest of our children. Now I want to assure you that these 75 years have been the most wonderful experience I could have ever hoped for, and your answer cannot take that all that away. But, I must know, did he have a different father?" The wife drops her head, unable to look her husband in the eye, she paused for a moment and then confessed. "Yes. Yes he did." The old man is very shaken, the reality of what his wife was admitting hit him harder than he had expected. With a tear in his eye he asks "Who? Who was he? Who was the father?" Again the old woman drops her head, saying nothing at first as she tried to muster the courage to tell the truth to her husband. Then, finally, she says, "You."

Bananas
Bananas are better than Men because... You don't mind swallowing a banana. Bananas are always stiff. Bananas don't know how to fart. A bananas only purpose is to satisfy you. No one cares if you have two bananas in bed with you at the same time. Another woman will never try to steal your banana. Bananas can last the whole night through. Even the smallest bananas are at least eight inches long.

Fans
Hey everyone I have a really good friend that has helped me out in so many ways...I wanna return the love....all i need for ya to do is stop and fan him...all he needs is 6 more to go and then he will have 1000 fans. Thanks Let him know i sent ya...it only takes a couple of seconds BabyBoy J·Hubby/RL BF to SultryPrincess·Founder of Gothic Rebels Family·Member Of Club Far@ fubar

Violate
Here's my second go at a Hawkins Song this time using Violate by Iced Earth Enter Now The Shitty One Ugly Little Man Vile Voice Disgusting Hair Ugly Little Man Born On Earth Unluckily Shit Festers In His Throat Talentless Clown Impersonator Ugly Man Gone Insane Enter Now Enter Now I'll Violate I'll Beat You With Your Voice Box Rip Your Throat In Two I'll Make You Eat Your Cds There's Nothing I Wont Do I'll Rip Your Tongue Out Of Your Mouth Anything To Shut You Up I Revel In Your Silence I Violate And Shut You Up Enter Now Enter Now I'll Violate

Cowboy Computer Specialist
Cowboy Computer Specialist * Log On: Making a wood stove hot * Log Off: Too much wood on fire * Monitor: Keep'n an eye on the wood stove * Down Load: Gitten the farwood off'n the truck * Mega Hertz: What ya git when ya git thrown offn yur horse * Floppy Disk: Whatcha git from tryin to tote too much farwood * RAM: That thar thang what splits the farwood * Hard Drive: Gitten home in the winter time * Windows: Whut to shut when its cold outside * Screen: Whut to shut when its black fly season * Byte: Whut dem dang flys do * Chip: Munchies fer the TV * Micro Chip: Whut's in the bottom of the munchie bag * Modem: Whatcha do to the hay fields * Dot Matrix: Ole Dan Matrix's wife * Lap Top: Whar the kitty sleeps * Keyboard: Whar you hang the dang truck keys * Software: Dem dang plastic forks and knifes * Mouse: What eats the grain in the barn * Mouse Pad: That's hippie talk fer where the mouse

Not Around Much...
For those of you who have wondered where I've been, I'm prepping to leave Texas, so I've been running all over the place. I get on here intermittently, but not nearly like I was doing. I still check email and the occasional shout, so please don't think I'm ignoring you. Take care, and I hope to catch you when I can!

A Night In The Hospital
Nothing to it, really - I slipped, I fell - okay, I tripped on a broken chair from the night before. (I vaguely remember something involving Jello Pudding Snacks, a cat-o-nine-tails and six condoms lined up on the table.) So I end up bent over like a geriatric hobbling into the ER. We waited several short hours to be shown into our semi-private cubicle and the Doc says I need traction. "Are you sure it isn't his prostate, Kildare? I'd be glad to hold him down for an exam." They had me trussed up with weights and wires when Diane came into the room. "Damn, Bub, you know how much I like pulleys!" Luckily, the vicodin was kicking in, because she climbed across me and looped her feet through the guard rails. Every time she yanked the cables my legs flew up around her ears and she let out a whoop. "We oughta loop this sucker around the little guy." The next day, on the way out, she made the nurse an offer for a used hospital bed.

I'm So Overwhelmed
Hello everyone and thank you thank you for all the comments and welcomes and whistles and gifts...I am so overwhelmed by everything...I am a MySpace junky to say the least...So trying to figure everything here out is alot..Please be patient with me and don't think that I am not responding cause I'm a stuck up snob...I just don't know where everything is at or how this all works... Thanks again everyone..I really appreciate it.. Angel

Note About Some Photo Albums
I decided to move some photos and change some of my photo album settings which were once viewable to everyone, now they're only viewable to FAMILY ONLY. I'm very picky when I accept people to my family list. If I send you a family request, you're of course not obligated to add me back, but that just means I think highly of you. (If I haven't done this yet, it doesn't necessarily mean I DON'T think highly of you, it most LIKELY means I just haven't gotten to it yet LOL) You're welcome to try adding me to yours, I may surprise you and add you to mine in return :) Just wanted to give a heads up in case anyone wonders where some of the albums disappeared to. I didn't delete any of them.

Please Pass This On
Motorcycle Riders For all who Know Motorcycle Riders or see them on the roads everyday. I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves But

Something Of Me
There is a woman I know, who is never quite okay with herself. She's way too critical I suppose but doesn't really know how to feel. She often wonders why her outward looks are not as stunning as others she sees. Many times she has looked in her mirror for a beauty that she never finds. But here are some things she doesn't see that other people do. Alot of times she hears them but can't quite seem to believe it to be true.... A gentleman tells her "Wow, I love your smile." She draws her strength from that. A young lady tells her how beautiful her hair is. She draws her strength from that. Her friends tell her how pretty she is but somehow she just wonders if their being nice. But she draws her strength from that. Some have said she carries herself with such style and grace and that her wonderful blue/green hazel eyes just light up the place. She draws her strength from that. Her heart is what she doesn't see that makes her most beautiful. It is her heart th

Motorcycle Riders - Please Pass This On!!!
Motorcycle Riders For all who Know Motorcycle Riders or see them on the roads everyday. I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves But

Short Story
It is a long Friday at work and all Monique can think about is going home. She hops into her Mustang, revs the engine and tears out burning rubber while she chuckles. There is just something about getting on that pony. Low growl, 5 speed, and fast. All the way home she thinks about Jeff. She just can't wait to see him. It has been a long day.... She gets home, starts a hot bath, fixes herself a drink and gets undressed. Sitting on the side of the tub while it is filling up she starts her fantasy of thoughts about what she wants to do to her man when he gets home. Will she meet him at the door waiting to rip his clothes off or wait in the room?...she can't decide. Slowly she slips into the tub. It is nice and relaxing for her after such a stressful day at work. Sipping her drink, she drifts off again thinking about the rest of the evening. Her eyes are closed and the adrenaline starts pumping....pulsating through her body. She starts feeling very excited thinking abo

(everyone Please Read). I Am A Stupid Bastard.
I am a stupid bastard I’m not writing this for “pity.” If anything, i’m writing this for scorn. My wife and i have used this site to express ourselves and have a little fun. Meet. Chat. Share the good times. So it only makes sense that i should share some of the bad times. To start off with, please understand that i am not a “deadbeat” husband. I’ve worked hard much of my life, but a crewel trick of chemistry has turned me into a “domestic husband.” not by choice. I had a great job. One i really loved. Now i’m a housewife. I cook. I clean. I get the kids off to school or baby-sit our 3 year old daughter. I’ve accepted my lot in life. It’s not a lot, but it’s my life. Due to memory and mental problems, my wife handles most of the finances. Ok. Background off. Last year we decided to let our oldest boys (15 & 17 now) go to a convention here in august up in Indianapolis. We planned for it. We purchased their tickets ($75 each). We arranged for them to mee

Lonliness
Lonliness its all around me. Nights cried to sleep, days alone, months without knowing. Knowing if the problems lay within my self or in the stupidity of others. Is there something wrong with me? Am i ugly, is there something others see that i don't? Someone please let me know. I'm begging to be loved , for someones approval. Waiting to see if my lonliness is the actions of someones cruel game. Lonliness why me?

Tattoo Contest 2
SEXY TATTOO CONTEST Think you have a sexy ass tattoo, well lets find out. This contest will run for a full week and start as soon as I have 10 to 15 entries. I WILL HAVE NO DRAMA!!! if you start crap you are gone. This is a comment bomb contest and each rate counts as 10 comments. RULES 1. STATED ABOVE, NO DRAMA. I will not put up with it. Keep your bombers on your pic and NO DOWNRATING the others or their profiles. If this starts you will be deleted from the contest. I want this to be fun, not a pain. It is up to you to let your friends and commenter's know about this rule so if it starts just know what will happen. 2. Comment Bombing is a MUST this is a comment based contest and if you don't have the backing please don't enter. 3. No NSFW pics I will send out a bulletin 24 hours before the contest is to start and if you are in it please keep it re posted. Prizes First place is your choice of a 7 day blast or a mth VIP Second place will be a

To All Bikers Please Pass On
Motorcycle Riders For all who Know Motorcycle Riders or see them on the roads everyday. I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves But

You Said You Love Me!
I had dreams for me and dreams for you. They were suppost to be dreams we reached together. New cars, a home,a trip to Rome. Diamonds and gold, but most of all a love that was to never grow old. Now my heart is broken and my dreams shattered, and it only seems to me that to you it doesn't matter. You left me cold and in the dark and the only thing there seems do, is make a brand new start. A life without you now is hard, but maybe someday, I will see that some dreams aren't meant to be. Just because you said you loved me.

Alone In The Darkness!
It's dark I'm losing sight of the light. Can this be true might I die? Who will miss me, who would care. I wonder why this happened to me an not you. Not that of course i would wish tis on anyone, but more as a question. So many times I have often wondered especially lately what my family my friends my kids would do without me? I'm faced with darkness but whats so hard is I'm facing it alone, Noone here no one to care. Noone to hold me when I'm scared. So if i have to face it alone i'll live each day like there is no tommorrow. In the darkness.

Special Place For You...
At some point in my life I thought everyone was fake and noone really cared. From somewhere and somehow you ended up here. Always a gentle kind word. Now if you weren't here to say hi ,or just let me know you were still here I would lose a part of my world. I know that noting between us will ever be more than what it is now, but as long as you are in my life I'll always hold you near. This is for one of my best friends noone will ever take your place you have a special place in my heart and you know who you are. Love you .

My First Week On Fubar
Oh boy! my first week on fubar. How interesting how much you can learn in a week. Anyway, I've met some really cool people on here (you know who you are). Seems to me things are the same all over. But this is kinda fun.

Wishing You A Peaceful Day
"If there is righteousness in the heart, there will be beauty in the character, If there is beauty in the character, there will be harmony in the home. If there is harmony in the home, there will be order in the nation, When there is order in each nation, there will be peace in the world". ~ Lao - Tse - 6th century Wishing you a beautiful and peaceful day my friends! {{{Hugs}}}

For Edwin-my Love
To my darling music man~ I love you more than words can express The sound of your voice like a sweet caress Calling out to my dying soul, You came into my life and made me feel whole. Unconditional love,you give my heart wings How you offered your love without any strings I love you completely,how can I say? That my heart is your heart until my dying day And when my heart beats it's last and my soul loves you still You'll know how much I love you ANd I always,always will. To infinity and beyond, my love!

Finally A Day Off
you ever work so much with out a day off! then you know what its like, im so exsausted that i think my body is ready to cave in on itself but i finally have a day off and im so taking advantage of every little bit of the day woohoo

Hate Everything About You
I was fine before you walked into my life I hate your hair, your clothes and your style I hate your humor, your voice and your smile I hate everything that belongs to you Because they just remind me of you I hate you when you don’t even care to talk at me I hate you when you ignore the stupid me I hate to see you because the more I see you, the more I think of you I hate you when I wake up in the morning Because you are the first thing on my mind I hate you when I go to bed at night Because you are always in my dreams I hate you when I’m feeling lonely I hate you when you’re feeling sad Because you never share with me I hate you when I try to get close to you Because you never understand me I hate you because no matter how hard I try I cannot get you out of my mind I hate you because the truth is that I can’t hate you any more I hate you because I never hate you at all I hate you because you don’t know how much I love you

Life Proves To Be To Much On Some Days
Well what a day Im having...one of those days you take for granted..thinking just another day at work..just a normal day in everyday life..then something happens. I get a call..someone very dear to my heart is deathly ill..someone very young..this is so extremely heartbreaking to me and it makes me think..and appreciate...what moments I have ..those everyday moments I consider mundane..are special in everyway. Whew..anyways..enough..let those in your life..KNOW that they are special to you!

Unable To Rate Any More Today
I have hit my limit on just about anything and everything i can rate for my user level for to day so if there is anyone out there who can rate me i am at 9,018 and was trying to level up by midnight tonight and now i am stopped in my tracks so i am asking for HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!

The Friend Zone
so when you thynk someone is intrested in you and they come spend tyem with you and kiss you and stuff why do they call you the next day and lest be friends im so tired of this i dont want to be your friend i was hoping for more but i have to settle nothing ever works ouut for me i cant win

The End Is Near
Summer always brings out the wild side in me….or maybe its just the naked side . I have a goal to be naked in as many places possible this summer. So far I am falling short of my goal. I’ve only manged to fit in a few skinny dipping adventures….nothing too extreme or at least not extreme enough for my liking. I wanted to get wild in the wild this summer. Well at least the summer isn’t over yet! Here’s a glimpse at my accomplishments so far! The summer is almost over....I'll try to get some more outdoor shots in before the snow.

Why?
Why is it that some people feel the need to upload a gazillion pictures of themselves which all look like they were taken only seconds apart? How many pictures do you need of you looking away from your webcam with your head twisted the same damn way? People show some originality. Just because they let you upload a couple hundred pics on here, doesn't mean you have to fill them all up. 20 different pictures is a lot better than 100 of the same damn pose. Or at least mix it up a bit. What's funny is how many look like they took a lesson from Deb from Napoleon Dynamite on how to take a picture! LFMAO!

Lol Cause Im Mean Lmao
so today me and my sick humor really has me laffin ..omg i love one of my buddies on here he is the bomb..anyways i go to re rate some pictures and there is one of a tat of the Japanese symbol of strength on it..so i rate it 11 cause he deserves it and i love his ink and him as a person he can take my humor and dish it out..but the comment i leave on his pic was this omgggggggg they lied to u dont mean strength it means dog fkr lmao im still laffin at it..but he can take it lol and we crack up everytime we talk with each other..xoxo ty for the laffs u always give me buddy..xoxo

My Thoughts On Life
A person's life is like a tree. In the summer the sun shines, the rain is warm, and birds sing among the braches. But summer can't last forever, winter will come. When winter comes the tree doesn't die but it will loose some leaves and a few braches. The tree retreats back to its roots, down into the earth where it will wait out the harsh season. No winter lasts forever. Summer will come, the sun will return, along with the birds and they will sing. The tougher the winter, the tighter the grain, the stronger the tree. Like that of a person. Me.

Asking For Forgivness
Lord, remember when I rebelled and didn't do Your will, And convinced myself it was no big deal? Before, I wouldn't have been hard to convince. I wasn't totally on Your side; I was straddling the fence. Now, I'm trying to recognize What's good and perfect before Your eyes. And sometimes that's a sacrifice,But I know you paid a greater price. You Word says, "Commit to the Lord whatever youdo, And your plans will succeed," and I know that's true. So, Lord, I ask forgiveness for not following Your directions. Please forgive my disobedience and my willful rejections. Help me as I continue to search for You, Knowing You are "near to all who call on You in truth." Thank You for forgiving my sin, Restoring fellowship, and for peace within. Please help me to see with enlightened eyes, "To run the race," and win the prize.

A Double Negative Makes A Positive
Sarah's a year and a half old today! HOORAY!!! And already she and her brother Jeffrey are beginning to look like their same-sex parents; that is, Sarah's beginning to look like Martha and Jeffrey like me. Except for the eyes, though; Jeffrey's started out black but they're getting closer to Martha's own hazel, while Sarah's eyes have always been (so far) a light blue. And Sarah's figured how to say the word "no" . . . from hearing us enough, I suspect, but Sunday was the first time when we were at Martha's parents' house that she actually came out with it! She knows what "no" means as well as "don't" which she also said clearly; now she has no excuse to feign ignorance of us! Ha ha ha ha ha! Last night after work I went to McDonald's to pick up dinner for Martha and me. Sometimes we'll get something for Sarah too, but since she has trouble for now finishing a whole sandwich we elected to let her share our food (and she especially loves McDonald's french fries! Gotta watch her whe

Spicy Hot Dogs In Beer
Makes: 4 servings Prep Time: not available Cook Time: 29 minutes Ready In: 29 minutes Baseball, Hot dogs, Apple Pie and Chevrolet! Ok everyone, date yourself - Do you remember that commercial in the 70's? Now we hear - LSU! LSU! Go team go! Try this delicious easy appetizer for your next tailgate party. Ingredients 1 pound Hot Dogs sliced 1 can or bottle of beer Tobasco sauce Directions Slice hot dogs. Boil lightly in beer for 15-20 minutes. Dump all but 1/8 cup of excess liquid. Add 30 drops of Tabasco sauce. Reduce over med heat until dogs are covered in glaze. Serve with toothpicks. Serve with fun and a cold drink.

Citrus Cajun Chicken
Prep & Cooking Time: 30 min. Yield: 2 servings Serving Size: 1.500 ounces 2 tsp black pepper 2 tsp olive oil 3 oz raw chicken breast (no skin) 1 whole lime, remove entire inside 2 oz orange juice 1/2 cup mandarin oranges, canned, drain juice 1 tsp brown sugar 1 tsp cornstarch 1 Tbsp wheat flour or white, all-purpose Directions: This is a 2 step process First, prepare the sauce 1. Add 1 tsp olive oil to pan, saute mandarin oranges, entire inside of lime, brown sugar, cornstarch and pepper 2. Slowly add orange juice, heat until thickened Next prepare chicken. 1. Cut chicken into strips, dip chicken in water then dip in flour, sprinkle with black pepper and cook in pan coated with olive oil until done 2. Serve sauce on top of chicken Nutrition Facts Per 1.500 ounces Total Calories: 133 Carbohydrates: 17.10 g Total Fat: 4.88 g Protein: 6.81 g Sat Fat: 0.75 g Fiber: 1.90 g Cholesterol: 15 mg Sodi

Chicken Fajitas
Prep & Cooking Time: 35 min. Yield: 8 servings Serving Size: 1.000 fajita 1/8 tsp black pepper 1 Tbsp canola oil 2 tsp canola oil 1-1/4 pounds boneless, skinless chicken breast 1-1/2 Tbsp lime juice 1 clove garlic, minced 1 large onion 1 each - large sweet green and red pepper 8 corn tortillas 3 Tbsp Worcestershire sauce Directions: Cut chicken into thin strips lengthwise. In a shallow dish or plastic bag combine garlic, 1 Tbsp oil, lime juice, Worcestershire sauce, and black pepper. Add chicken strips and marinate in the refrigerator for 15 to 20 minutes. Preheat broiler. Slice onions and green and red peppers into thin strips. In a nonstick pan, add 2 tsp of oil and heat over medium-high heat. Add onion and pepper strips and saute while stirring constantly for about 5 minutes until vegetables are slightly brown. Wrap tortillas in foil and place at the bottom shelf of the oven for 5 to 7 minutes until thoroughly heated. In a brioler pan, place marinated chicken stri

Be Very Careful
Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved.

Application..lmao
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! GiRLS TiTLE iT "HUBBY APPLiCATION" BOYS TiTLE iT "WIFEY APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19.Do you think I'm hot? 20. Would you if youcould change anything about me? 21.If so what? 22.would you marry me? 23.Would you c

Immature People That Are Bored!
Damn! What is wrong with people today? So far, my picture has gotten an 8 which I don't mind at all and then later an asshole gave it a 1 and now, I just got a 3 from an asshole. What is up? Am I that ugly that you need to give me such a low rating for my picture? If you don't like the picture or the way I look, don't fucking rate it. It isn't nice at all. I know what it is, it is the people that do the I'm Bored and start thinking it is funny to go through and rate peoples pictures a low number. Most people are cool and give a 10 usually but then there are stupid immature assholes that have nothing better to do with their time. It makes the over all score of your picture low which is kind of embarrassing. Makes me think I am ugly. Stop playing these idiotic games people. Grow up and get a life! If I truthfully didn't like a picture, I would either pass on the rating or go ahead and give it a 10 to be nice. I am kind person. Please be kind to one another. Ciao

I Love You
I love you more then you would ever know. I need you more then you would ever know. In every way, every day. I want you for ever and ever, and i will leave you never. I think about you all the time never get you off my mind,its time i get to prove it. By being in a serious relationship and seeing each other. Someday together everyday forever. I love you.

Quote For August 28
Music expresses feeling and thought, without language; it was below and before speech, and it is above and beyond all words. -- Robert G. Ingersoll Bonus Quote: What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies. -- Aristotle (personal note: be sure to check Chance Encounters Lounge tonight at 9:00 PM CDT)

I Got An Owie!
Well, ok, I'm a dumbass! I went into a sneezing fit, like 5 in a row, and on the last one, I plugged my nose and tried to suppress it. DAMNED if I didn't blow out my freakin ear drum!! It's bleeding and it hurts like a MOTHERFUCKER!!! Dammit jim! Someone feel sorry for me!! LOL Just had to share, keeps my mind off the pain!

Rude People
Wow, this is really sad that ppl. have to be rude when you do things on your mmmmmmmmmm's and all, for me this is for having fun and meeting people, I thank you for your comments and sorry that I've bothered you but you really don't have to respond to what I put up. I hope you all have a wonderful day and a better one tonight :-)

Justice Invocation Of Maat
Justice Invocation of Maat Great Mother of the Sun Descend into the arms of the earth Winged Goddess of balance Come unto me who cry out to you For justice and truth and strength Help me find Balance in the world! I call upon you to help balance the energies In my life I call upon you to bring the truth Into all I do and say and feel I call upon you to give me strength To persevere on all levels in healing myself On all levels In organizing, in uniting And in bringing a halt to all destruction! I invoke The black free-standing feather of Maat The crystal star gleaming within The outpouring of interstellar energies Flowing and snaking through the earth Filling every living thing With the will toward harmony And balance. I invoke the point of equilibrium The force of momentum, Gravity and electron-spin resonance Filling us with the song Of balance. I invoke the law of the universe The innate justice That governs all things

Oh What A Feeling
OH WHAT A FEELING TO LOVE ONE SOMEONE, AN HOPE TO BE LOVED BACK TO PLACE ONE'S HEART IN ONE'S HAND TO HOLD, FONDLE AND ENJOY OR TO DROP AND BREAK, FOR SUCH WISKS ARE WORTH SO MUCH THAT ONE SACRIFICES EVERYTHING FOR THE BRIEF TIME THAT THEY HAVE TO ENJOY- BUT LET US LOOK AT ANOTHER SIDE, FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS IN NEED SO LET US KEEP THIS THIS IN NEED IF YOU PLEASE?

Hot Sex Questions????
1.)Have you ever had sex in a car? 2.)Have you ever had sex on a public beach? 3.)Did you ever get a Blow Job at a Movie Theater? 4.)Did you ever get your Pussy licked in a car? 5.)Are you Kinky? 6.)What are your 2 Favorite sex positions? 7.)Are you sexually active? 8.)When did you have sex last? Thank you for anwsering my sex questions!!!!

To Have A Kiss
TO HAVE A KISS TO GIVE A KISS, TO FEEL WITH PASSION THE STRANGTH AN THOUGHT OF LOVE AN KINDNESS, OR TO FEEL WITH AN AFTER THOUGHT SUCH UGLY FEELINGS FOR ONE, A KISS SHOULD ALWAYS BE MEANT WITH- FEELING AN SHOULD ALWAYS BEA GOOD ONE AT THOUGHT, SO LET'S KEEP THIS IN MIND SO WE DON'T HURT ONE'S OWN FEELING.

-sipping Vodka-funny
SIPPING VODKA A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous On the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spooky. 8) David slew Goliath, he did not kick the sh*t out of him. 9) When

Listen Hear The Sound
LISTEN HEAR THE SOUND THE CHILD AWAKES AN WONDERS ALL AROUND, THE CHILD AWAKES NOW IN HIS LIFE HE NEVER MUSH BE LOST NO THOUGHTS MUST DECIEVE HIM IN THE LIFE HE MUST TRUST WITH THE EYES OF A CHILD YOU MUST COME OUT AND SEE THAT YOUR WORLD'S SPINNING ROUND, AND THROUGH LIFE YOU WILL BE A SMALL PART OF A HOPE OF A LOVE THAT EXISTS IN THE EYES OF A CHILD YOU WILL SEE EARTH FALLS FAR AWAY, NEW LIFE AWAITS TIME IT HAS NO DAY NEW LIFE AWAITS AND NOW HOW DOSE IT FEEL NO WORDS WILL GO WITH YOU AND NOW WHAT IS REAL?

Math Question 3
Melanie buys 2.75 pounds of turkey, 3.5 pounds of Ham, 2.25 pounds of roast beef, and 0.75 pounds of bologna. How many total pounds of meat did Melanie buy? A)10.75 pounds B) 9.75 pounds C) 11.25 pounds D) 9.25 pounds

Water Falling
I have not sampled midnight from your parted lips, but dream of it - of feeling your soft curls brushing across me like lace curtains. You are the sound of water falling inside-out from the blue blue sky and I am drinking. I am forgetting me in the scent of you, seeing perfect light on your naked skin - we are talking in voiceless motions over the din of our separate yesterdays. © All rights reserved

Faces And Names
Title: Faces and Names By: me have you ever lost someone close to you? and if you have, what did you do? did you stay busy and watch time fly? or did you sit alone and cry? was it a lover leaving you? or did a friendship die? do you think you'll make it through? or do you tell yourself a lie? do you act as if things are ok? do you think things should've ended this way? will you tell me how you made it through that day? you know I'll listen to every word you say sit down and don't be affraid talk to me or I'll go away how did you slip and fall? did it knock you to your knees, and make you crawl? now, do you put up a wall? do you let things bother you that are trivial and small? are you traveling down an endless hall? is it your feelings that they buy and sell? are you in your own personal hell? it's ok you slipped and fell and it left you an empty shell it's not much of a story to tell it's always the same thing it's always cold and you're left in the rain

Dj Skyler Dawn
HELLO EVERYONE I AM WRITTIN THIS MUMM ABOUT A FRIEND OF MINE. SHE IS A SWEET LADY SHE NOWS HOW TO PARTY HARD. SHE IS SO SWEET SHE WILL DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE AND SHE IS A GREAT DJ AND SHE KNOWS HOW TO MAKE SOMEONE FEEL WELCOME. I AM GLAD THAT I CAN HANGOUT WITH DJ SKYLER DAWN SO IF YOU ARE TRYING TO HAVE A GOOD I AM RECOMEND THAT YOU CHECK HOW MUCH FUN WE HAVE WITH DJ SKYLER DAWN AT GRAND THEFT RADIO LOUNGE AND SHE WOULD LOVE IT WE HAVE ALOT MORE PEOPLE COME AND HANGOUT IN GRAND THEFT RADIO SO IF YOU ARE TRYING TO HAVE A GOOD TIME COME CHECK US OUT HOPE TO SEE YOU IN THERE.

Still Having Trouble With My Texts
well i think ive tried everything. i even changed my neon signs to jpg format and they still dont blink or work right. i just dont get it?? what am i missing? ive done practically every tip that everyone has given me too and still nothing...im running out of ideas....unless i got my text signs from the wrong placem maybe? someone told me i could get them at cooltext.com...that is where everyone gets them, right? who knows...

Vulnerability
Vulnerability has numerous expressions in dreaming. Many times, dreams will begin with symbols concerning the dreamer in relationship to other dream characters. The symbols usually show the dreamer as being vulnerable to, in power over, intimate with, or estranged from other dream characters. Situations in which the dreamer is vulnerable include dreaming of being asleep, being only partially clothed, being unable to communicate, or being physically limited through handicap or restraint. Dreams of vulnerability often resolve as rescue or victimization dreams. Because your person (either physical or spiritual) is at risk in dreams of vulnerability, the exchanges and conclusion of this dream indicate much about your life and how you see it. You may be wanting someone to come along and make things right, or experiencing a self- destructive pattern that needs resolution. This dream can often open your waking mind to ways out of the position that has you in a subservient or defensive p

Life
Lessons Crawling, Walking, Running, Reaching, Falling, Flying, Soaring Life is what we chose to make it Good, Bad, or indifferent Opportunities placed, and choices made We reap the rewards We stumble on the costs Decisions we have made Some are good while some are not The Peoples, Places, Times, The If's, the When's, the how’s and what’s One can only hope amidst the turmoil, and turbulence, Life’s lessons will be learned Do not fear a failure, as we can't always be right Mistakes are made by us, thus we grow in might Doc Shaw

.quitting.humanity.
i...dont want to talk to people. i...have nothing to say to anyone of the human race. i...wish i was deaf, so i wouldnt have to hear anyone. i...wish i was blind so i couldnt read their lips or typing either. cuz people...when it comes down to it... are good for nothing. they're not really interested in what other ppl have to say... they're not really listening when a person talks...cuz their brain is busy being filled up with their own shit theres no pearls of wisdom theres no...non-cliches its all...bullshit. people... only care about themselves. and pretend to care about others so that others will care about them... when in actuality all they want is a sounding board for their own issues... so that they can feel better about their decisions. cuz there arent any answers to anything. and all therapy is... is a gateway to the prescription drugs that ppl use as crutches in order to escape themselves and reality. (not all people mind you...just the

Always Messing Up!
wow, where do i start...all my life i have wanted a good man, one that would love and care for me, just because he loves me, not for any other reason! all i had ever found was loosers that hurt me and used me! then i met this wonderful man, on here actually. He gave me strength when i had none, hope when all hope was gone, a bright light at the end of the tunnel when my world was dark. He was a friend, a true friend. He had never met me in person but was the best friend I could ask for. Then he even helped me through really difficult times. We met and he came to stay w me giving up his life as he knew it! I was in shock that someone would actually do that for me. He has been here for me since we met and I fell in love with him! and then he w me. I thought all would be well, but lately I have been making some really bad mistakes, just sayin shit off the top of my head that either I was just mad and didnt mean or things that just came out the wrong way, not as they were intended! Or doin

Eating Right
Yesterday I went to the doctor for my yearly physical. My blood pressure was high, my cholesterol was high, I'd gained some weight, and I didn't feel so hot. My doctor said eating right doesn't have to be complicated and it would solve my physical problems. He said just think in colors; Fill your plate with bright colors; greens, yellows, reds, etc. I went right home and ate an entire bowl of M&M's and sure enough, I felt better immediately. I never knew eating right could be so easy.

Morganna Of The Dreams
morganna! druid sorceress my lady of the mist i welcomed you into my dreams those dreams where first we kissed a rainbow spun around you! as you welcomed,open armed i tried at first,to run away! looked back!-too late!-was charmed i gave myself to your embrace your scent did stir my loins you had me so completely my senses all! purloined alabaster breasts did take my breath! your eyes as black as coal i completely gave my body! as you lured away my soul then came the morn,awakened! feeling empty,and very,very cold shameful tears fell to my cheeks as i realized,what i'd sold Copyright ©2002 Andrew R. Thornton

Beach Fantasy
i'd like to take your hand in mine and stroll along the shore just you,and i,the world shut out all static we ignore. as the sun sinks low,we'll find a spot perhaps,upon a dune and gaze in to,each others' eyes as we wait the rising moon. with blanket spread,we share,ourselves as the sea-breeze does enhance with touch and taste,we do explore as we give in,to,romance. as stars explode!! behind our eyes we share a secret grin for we know that we've discovered our passions,deep,within Copyright ©1997 Andrew R. Thornton

Bad Dog!
a fragrance wafted in the air down the cellar,up the stair the fragrance wafted through the house perceived by human,cat, and mouse it hung around then,burning eyes the children cringed,i heard their cries then mom came in ,with lysol armed to do battle with ,the scent that harmed she sprayed the air,the bad smell parted i blamed the dog..." 'TWAS HE THAT FARTED!" "would i lie to you?......." Copyright ©2004Andrew R. Thornton

Will I Be Mist?
i sat at dawn,upon a dune and gazed out to,the sea a velvet mist came rolling in and gently swirled, 'round me. within a cloud,i did then dream they were your soft lips i kissed as a salty fragrance wafted, your features formed in mist. inviting! yes....enticing! i heard your song to me i stepped into the vision i walked out to,the sea. now there's no one,on the dune the wind has shifted sand within a cloud i did then fade disappearing from, the land Copyright ©2003Andrew R. Thornton

Tuesday At World Rock Radio
Click banner to enter lounge 12:00PM EST (Noon) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at kscrys Click banner to visit Vicarious' MySpace page! 2:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at mystic_druid_777 Click banner to visit Mystic's MySpace page! 8:00PM EST Tonight on Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize.. It's time to "Get The Led Out" at 8pm.. 3 in a row from Zeppelin.. plus the latest in rock news, Foamy The Squirrel and non stop rock for 2 hours.. this is step 1 in my evil nefarious plan to rock the world til it screams no more. Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize on WORLDROCKRADIO.COM FROM 8-10PM est. To get in a request... shoot me an IM AOL IM: BunniRockRadio Yahoo IM: BunniRockRadio Click banner to visit Rebbi's MySpace page! 10:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at anthraxbio Click banner to visit Evil's MySpace page! 12:00AM EST (Midnight) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at gjpsy_dreamer Click banner to visit Darkness' MySpa

Confession
just sitting here thinking to myself about alot of shit that has happenend recently in my life and what things have come to revelation in my eyes....many of u know my wife as DJ Pink Frost and most dudes on here of course wanna get at her which i dont blame them...anyways i made a mistake bout 2 months ago that was a sin to marriage that should of never happened and it hurt her so deeply that i thought i could understand but i know i will never understand that feeling of cheating...i only know from when i had a fianace and she did it to me and it changed me completely and made my outlook of women diff...but i did the same to my wife and it was hell for me that she gave me but i deserve everybit of it and it had nothing to do with feelings or i wanted sex i was just mad and i didnt know how to control my anger but no excuses i fucked up and hurt the one person i love more than anything but as time went by it got harder and things were said n they hurted and i almost lost faith in my mar

Dedication
baby (DJ PINK FROST) i want to world to know this bout so i wrote u something My heart is urs for taking I cant give it back U stole it the day i met (jan 05) I never looked back Thought i was tripping When i felt these strong emotions For that first yr was hard to open em Now its like Walmart open 24/7 365 days a yr It scares me at times To know that u have the key to my heart and soul Being with u makes me feel completely whole I love u more than u will ever know And i want the whole world see and show That i have a rare woman that walks this earth That i would die for without a hesitation I love her like i love jesus himself I put her before me and no one else She is my queen and everything To lose her is like losing a child at birth She change my way of thinking and my life Because of that im in debt for life She is my first love i have experienced She is my first,only, & last i promise that I wanna grow old with her to my dying breath And have 2 m

Ha Ha Ha....
Why Can't I Own a Canadian? October 2002 Dr. Laura Schlessinger is a radio personality who dispenses advice to people who call in to her radio show. Recently, she said that, as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22 and cannot be condoned under any circumstance. The following is an open letter to Dr. Laura penned by a east coast resident, which was posted on the Internet. It's funny, as well as informative: Dear Dr. Laura: Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination. End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some of the other specific laws and how to follow them: When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates

Early Morning/san Francisco
in the city by the bay a wild-eyed,ranting poet has birthed himself a vision with permission now,to show it! it started as a spark then so slowly start to smoulder such a tiny wisp of smoke then a flame emerged, much bolder! then the flame began to speak! "you will share things you've been shown!" but,not quite a revelation thoughts concealed,but always known thoughts covered up with garbage since the start,at point of birth graffitied bombs,of hatred! how some people have no worth then the flame ablaze! consuming all the weeds without,within from the ground the truth sprouts rampant! then!the voice!......"my son, begin" Copyright ©2002 Andrew R. Thornton

Sex And The Law
Sex and the Law Most Middle Eastern countries recognize the following Islamic law: "After having sexual relations with a lamb, it is a mortal sin to eat its flesh." In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is forbidden from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Maybe it looks different backwards?) Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers; the sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. Reason: under Guam law,

Mix Emotions...
Well, I have this mix emotions for the last couple of hours. I go back to college for my 2nd year next tuesday I believe but I go back Spetemnber 4th, Im not sure if I am getting excited about going back or my body is tellin me something. I just feel like BBBBLLLLAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH right now, shit (my bad) But on the other hand, I've been having issue with somebody and Im not sure what my heart is telling me about this person, after breaking up with my a**hole b/f, my life is been great but idk....shoot. I just need some one to cheer me up! Anyways For the past few weeks, I wanted to change my life around, I guess its doing fine. At the college I am going to, there this guy that I really like and he is cute though. Havent seen him for like ever! So next time I see him, I might give him my number and I think he likes me by the way he looks straight me! oh la la lol so I might ask him out! he is CUTE as F**K! lol thats about it! peace out MMFWCL

The Bother
beneath the sea, an oyster met a tiny grain of sand said the oyster,"you're a bother, you'll never be something so grand!" well, a diver brought up that oyster, shucked it open,then jumped! in surprise what once had been, that grain of sand, was delight to his old, weary eyes! a thing of such great beauty! yes,that tiny,grain of sand what had been seen, as a bother, was the pearl that he held in his hand. "now take this pearl my daughter, as you wear it, please, never forget! they, who some people view as a bother, may be pearls who they haven't yet met Copyright ©2004 Andrew R. Thornton

Kids Books You Will Never See Published
Kids Books You'll Never See "You Were an Accident" "How to Dress Sexy for Grownups" "Strangers Have the Best Candy" "Kathy Was So Bad Her Mom Stopped Loving Her" "Bi-Curious George" "The Little Sissy Who Snitched" "Some Kittens Can Fly!" "Getting More Chocolate on Your Face" "Why Can't Mr. Fork and Ms. Electrical Outlet Be Friends?" "Daddy Drinks Because You Cry" "Where Would You Like to Be Buried?" "The Attention Deficit Disorder Association's Book of Wild Animals of North America. Hey! Let's Go Ride Our Bikes!" "All Dogs Go to Hell" "The Kids' Guide to Hitchhiking" "When Mommy and Daddy Don't Know the Answer They Say God Did It" "Garfield Gets Feline Leukemia" "What Is That Dog Doing to That Other Dog?" "Mister Policeman Eats His Service Revolver" "You Are Different and That's Bad"

Dating Vs Marriage
Dating Vs Marriage When you are dating..... Farting is never an issue. When you are married ....You make sure there's nothing flammable near your husband at all times. When you are dating..... He takes you out to have a good time. When you are married ....He brings home a 6 pack, and says "What are you going to drink?" When you are dating..... He holds your hand in public. When you are married ....He flicks your ear in public. When you are dating..... A Single bed for 2 isn't THAT bad. When you are married ....A King size bed feels like an army cot. When you are dating..... You are turned on at the sight of him naked. When you are married ....You think to yourself "Was he ALWAYS this hairy????" When you are dating..... You enjoyed foreplay. When you are married ....You tell him "If we have sex, will you leave me alone???" When you are dating..... He hugs you, when he walks by you for no reason. When you are married ....He grabs your boob any chance he gets.

Did U Know??
Did you know... The average chocolate bar has 8 insect legs in it. A rhinoceros horn is made of compacted hair. The shortest war in history was between Zanzibar and England in 1896. Zanzibar surrendered after 38 minutes. A polar bear's skin is black. Its fur is not white, but actually clear. Elvis had a twin brother named Garon, who died at birth, which is why Elvis' middle name was spelled Aron; in honor of his brother. Dueling is legal in Paraguay as long as both parties are registered blood donors. Donald Duck comics were banned in Finland because he doesn't wear pants. More people are killed by donkeys annually than are killed in plane crashes. Stewardesses is the longest word typed with only the left hand. Shakespeare invented the word "assassination" and "bump". If you keep a goldfish in the dark room, it will eventually turn white. Women blink nearly twice as much as men. Right handed people live, on average, nine years longer than le

I Wait
As i sit and wait every night to have you come back to me. As i wait i think of all the time we have spent together the laugh the crys the most inner thoughts we shared. I cant help but to think whats my life would be like without you in my life and i hope i never find out cause i dont think i could bare that. I know you have things in your life thats you need to do. So ill just wait for you to come back to me. Untill then i want your to know you in my thoughts and you stole my heart. I owe a lot to you.You showed me things that i thought i never could see or feel in my life . You show me that i can love and it wont hurt. You show me that i can share my most inner thoughts and not worry about them being use againest me . You make me feel secure And you showed me that my heart can love again. You've been there when i needed you the most and you open your heart to me and show me that i can be loved. For that I thank you for showing me that and more .

I've Learned
I've learned... ...that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. ...that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. ...that it takes years to build up trust, and only suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. ...that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big dick or huge tits. ...that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more fucked up than you think. ...that you can keep puking long after you think you're finished. ...that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. ...that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place. ...that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones who do. ...that we don't have to ditch bad friends because their dysfunction makes us feel better about ourselves. ...tha