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Ok So Anyways
So the bf finally called tonight at 9:30pm, I was shocked cause he actaully called. He will more likely call me when i get done with work around 1am he said that we need to talk. So thats all good.... Now i cant wait for another week cause then i get transfered on my full time job away from this bitch that i work with grr.. i soo wish i can put her in the surgary room an cut her open an leave her lay there lol... YA RIGHT... anyways... Im at work time to watch a movie... Laters ~Shorty~

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Well I'm heading my ass to bed. It has been one heck of a long ass day. I'll be back to do it all again tomorrow, in between cleaning n stuff. *gah* I don't want to clean my house tomorrow. I want to say thank you to everyone that stopped by my page to day to get my level'n down a bit. I went from about 43,000 to under 32,000! Thank you so much. I will be back around showing mad love to those of you who helped me out! A very special Thank you To Kinky Guy (Jeff) who posted the very sweet bulletin! That was a bit of a surprise when I saw that!! Annnnnnnyways, My mouth is still kinda sore from havin my first wisdom tooth removed yesterday, so I'm gonna head my ass out to bed. I'm out of stash & photo rates anyways. XoXoX Kathy

Omg!!!! Is It A Full Moon?!??! Lol
..................((((PUTS ON HALLOWEEN WEREWOLF MASK AND ZOMBIE GRUNTS....AND BARKS AT THE MOON))))........... LMFAO!!! Holy Shooooooooooooooooooat!!!! LOL!! :P:O:P:O:P:O:P:O:P::-S:-S All the freaks and weirdos are coming out of the ZOMBIE WOODWORK!!!!!!!!!! Lmao!!!!! They must have gotten my name off of the BOYS BATHROOM wall...Oh wait.... It could have been off of the Girls Bathroom wall now????? Dam it..:O:O:O:O LMFAO!!!!! It made me do it.... lol..... I couldn't help myself..... ROFL!!!! :P:P:O:O:O:P It was the Zombie BUTT Pirates they made me do it .. I swear... LMAO!! :P:OO:O:O .........THE CRAZIES ARE COMING...... THE CRAZIES ARE COMING....... RUN FOR YOUR LIFE........ LOL.... I CANT RUN IM A F*KIN ZOMBIE..... :o :o :oSHIT... LMAO..... MY MAX SPEED IS 2 MPH.... AND THATS ON A GOOD FREAKING DAY WITH NO WIND..... ROFL........ LMFAO!!!! :p :o :-S :-S ((((( Inserts Halloween Michael Myers music here)))).... LMFAO!! :P:P:O:P:O:P:O:-S

Update On A Question
It occured today to me what has been going on, that grim lil' pixie bitch "Self Pity" has been pertched on my shoulder for some time now, Today it was successfully dethrowned, cast apon the wind so to say... I realized that I thrive on the things not everyone can do, roofing, playin with fire, drumming all night and making sweet sweet love with my Lady... Now I tell myself "Be happy and love with all my heart...Cause tomorrow I may not get the chance, Nobody gets out of this reality alive... Big Huggs and a Smooch to any who may need them.

Bohemian Rhapsody
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide, No escape from reality Open your eyes, Look up to the skies and see, I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy, Because I'm easy come, easy go, Little high, little low, Any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to me, to me Mama just killed a man, Put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger, now he's dead Mama, life had just begun, But now I've gone and thrown it all away Mama, ooh, Didn't mean to make you cry, If I'm not back again this time tomorrow, Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters Too late, my time has come, Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all the time Goodbye, ev'rybody, I've got to go, Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth Mama, ooh, I don't want to die, I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all I see a little silhouetto of a man, Scaramouche, Scaramouche, will you do the Fandango Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very fright'ning me (Galileo) Galileo

Kelsey Briggs - Plz Watch
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uWow42TCwzg _________________________________________________ It saddens me to see in this day and age that "anybody" could hurt a change,i myself do not have any children,but my heart goes out to the people that Love and Cherish every moments of thier child's life.For a Father to come home to bury his "SWEET" Angel,has to be Crushing!Please God,Help Us Protect the Children,for they are Precious to all,and are undeserving of ever being abused in any fashion!Can't Comment anymore,saddens me too much to type. ~!~BobbyT645~!~ ________________________________________________ OMG! i have a little girl myself....and i can't understand how that sick BASTARD could abuse and hurt that beautiful angel like that!!!! i hope he rots in HELL!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I too sat here and cried watching this I also would have had to add the STUPID JUDGE that gave her back to the ABUSERS should also have been sentence

Poetry
1 Wish If I could have one wish... I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that fealing with anyone other then you.

Been A Ok Day
i have had a ok day i guess. i had to work and that was ok. but i got home today from geting the girls it was just a mess. and it ended yup bad i dont know what happened either. but i am real depressed and i dont even know why. i dont know what to do about it i just sit here trying to get over it and i cant this time not fully anyway. i just want to cry and i cant let it out. i tear up like im going to and then it just stops like it is teasing me. but i keep telling myself that i dont want to cry but that is not working either. im just in a mood tonight i guess.

Poetry
Darnell Sometimes life is unfair, What once we had, now isn't there. A life once lived has now been lost, A painfull memory that cannot be tossed. But one thing that will always remain, A spirit lives without pain. A memory to keep alive, To help you live, cope, to survive. Darnell will always be within, Remember this, it's always been. His body my exist no longer, But he's still here, memories grow stronger. So remember when your fealing down, That he turned your world around. For in death, love can't be severed, Darnell is with you now, ALWAYS & FOREVER! Darnell Ford 2/3/86 to 1/28/06

Poetry
Darnell-1 yr. later We lost just a year ago A sarrow that still sings Of all the tears and emptiness The loss of loved ones brings. Your days of birth and burial Turned out by chance the same, And so each year when it comes arround We feal both joy and pain. Our sadness comes from missing you, And missing you from love, And love from all the love in you That we became part of. Your love is still alive in us, We feel it ever new; Our morning's filled with happiness By memories of you.

Poetry
Broken Promises An oath we made, Has been forsaken. What once was there, Has been taken. A promise broken, The pain is real. No one can understand The way I feal. I don't really want To tell you goodbye. But it seems the more that I give, The less that you trey. So sadly I lay. What we had to rest, It's not what I want. But perhaps, for the best.

Great Tip For Guys!
Dear Annie: I have a question for "Lonely in Connecticut," the almost-40 short, balc mand with below-average looks who can't get a date. Does he zero-in on the 5-foot8 slender, model-like blonde with the great body? How about giving the smallish, even pudgy, brown-haired gal with a nice smile and quiet wasy a look? When my attrative, personality-plus charismatic son complained that he couldn't find anthing but high-maintenace girls, I asked if, when he entered a club, he scanned for the best lookers there. He answered, "Of course!" I suggested thats he eliminate all those girls and check out the next level and see if he finds more interestings and lee-needu girls - those who don't depend on their looks alone to be attractive. Today my son is married to a wonderful gal, everage-looking and slightly overwieght, but fiercely loyalm supportive and hard-working. They started out as friends, and tier friendship "caught fire," as Ann Landers used to say. Maybe "Lonely" has overlook

The Good Book
She says English --------- ------- We need I want It's your decision The correct decision should be obvious by now Do what you want You'll pay for this later We need to talk I need to complain Sure...go ahead I don't want you to. I'm not upset Of course I'm upset, you moron. You're...so manly You need a shave and you sweat a lot. You're certainly attentive tonight. Is sex all you ever think about? I'm not emotional! And I'm not I have PMS. overreacting! Be romantic, turn out the lights. I have flabby thighs. This kitchen is so inconvenient. I want a new house. I want new curtains and carpeting, furniture, wallpaper... Ha

Believe
Believe You opened up a window, To the darkness that lay within, You brought about the best in me, Regardless of my sins. You still believed in me, Though I'm not sure why. You made me think, believe & trust, You've helped me by & by. So now We stand side by side, In everything We do. Your love & faith have kept me strong. Thank you for being you.

Why My Children?
Why my children? The sour smell of ashes in the air, fire sirens beating there little eardrums. People drawn to the sounds. Curious, concerned. They where some of those people. Ladders punched through the windows, smoke poured out. It became harder for them to breath. My children, silent with shock. Could do nothing but watch. There house burn to ashes. The fire spread, spiraling to the unscathed floor. The bright colors of the fire against the dark night, ENGULFING OUR HOME! Memories of Jan.22nd. 2005 2:30am

Think About It!
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God.

The World Died Today
The world died today and they didn't even know Everyone disappeared, only their effects left behind Everything, from postcards to pictures, intact Everyone gone, not a trace to be seen or heard No rapture here, just plain abandonment of souls No end here, the world keeps turning on its ever-shifting axis Yet all seems better now, the fires done burning, and the ocean left to its own again The creatures of the earth, free to rule once more and even death seems more fair Now that the world died, the world is free to live once more IDK, just came up with it, but its MINE lol *copyright Subh3rbanSmok3r 2007* lol Biatches! lol

Hosting My Own!!
V.I.P. Giveaway... Most Comments wins prizes as follows. First place will get a one month VIP Second will get a Mansion Third a Yacht Everyone that gets at least 500 comments will get a platinum cherry. And everyone that enters will get a trophy. Rules...

I Miss My Best Friend...rip
Eh..so it is 2:35 am i am siting here..instant tears rolling down my cheeks...I feel dead without my best friend. I really do miss him I might seem like a hard ass but I do have a soft side. it has been almost 2 months now that I found out he died..why did it have to be him? I know he is not suffering. Saying that is not helping...i can not trust anyone like I did him...he never left me to the curb never....:-( never find someone to replace my best friend..

Guy Asleep On Beach :)
A guy falls asleep on the beach for several hours and gets a horrible sunburn. He goes to the hospital, and is promptly admitted after being diagnosed with second degree burns. with his skin Already starting to blister, and seeing the severe pain he is in, the doctor prescribes an IV with saline, electrolytes, a sedative, and a Viagra Pill every four hours. The nurse, who is rather astounded, asks, "What good will Viagra do him, Doctor? " "It'll keep the sheets off his legs."

Update
I suppose i better update as to what is happening with me. I was recently diagnosed with type 2 diabetes. Not a great shock as thats what i suspected before i visited the doctor. I learnt a lesson though, not to leave a visit to the docs for too long. I really buggered up my legs and I feel they are just getting back to normal. I have to admit that the support you recieve is excellent, well what i have recieved so far. Of course i have had the do's and don'ts on what i can eat and i was already considering changing what i eat before i visited the doctor. Another thing that has happened is that my eye sight decided to go bad. So now I have to wear glasses LOL. The optician said it was just due to age and it stopped me doing a lot of things on the pc. I recommend that if you feel your eyesight is poor then go and get them checked, magnifier isn't a replacement, trust me! One bit of advice i would say is, if you feel you are suffering from at least one of the symptoms of diabetes

Knocked Up
Good movie, but could have been a great movie. Great gags, a warm heart, a brilliant cast and a wicked soundtrack could all have been served better by some judicious editing to turn this flabby unevenly-paced two hour movie into a slick and brillient 90 minute one. Flawed, but still well worth a look.

People Can Be So Cruel
I find it so unnerving that people can be so cruel. I hate it that people judge me just because they can. We are nothing like animals. Animals act on instinct. We do not. We have reasoning. I just wish the general populous would pull their heads outta their asses and become a functioning part of society, just as we, the more intelligent group have done since the beginning of time.

Zoo
Hiya all. I'm going to chester zoo again on Monday or Tuesday,depends on which day isn't raining AND if I've recovered sufficiently from Saturday night :) Anyhooo.If you've got any animal that you're a particular fan of,let me know and I'll try to get a pic for ya. Thanks for listening Drive safely Paul

Never Enough Of You...
You could give me a kiss, that would sizzle to the core; yet I'd not be appeased if you gave me a dozen more. You could hold me close to warm this heart of red yet you'd find that my desire had not fled. You could visit me at night and please me with your touch. yet come the dawn, I'd want you just as much. You could try something old, or something new and improved, yet my hunger for you could never be removed. You could kiss me, hold me, and vow your love so true, but no matter what you do, I'll never get enough of you

If Your Gonna Do It Make It Worth While Lol
ok i thought this was pretty funny thought id share :) This is a true account recorded in the Police Log of Sarasota, Florida. An elderly Florida lady did her shopping and, upon returning to her car, found four males in the act of leaving with her vehicle. She dropped her shopping bags and drew her handgun, proceeding to scream at the top of her lungs, "I have a gun, and I know how to use it! Get out of the car!" The four men didn't wait for a second threat. They got out and ran like mad. The lady, somewhat shaken, then proceeded to load her shopping bags into the back of the car and got into the driver's seat. She was so shaken that she could not get her key into the ignition. She tried and tried, and then she realized why, ... it was for the same reason she had wondered why there was a football, a Frisbee and two 12 packs of beer in the front seat. A few minutes later, she found her own car parked four or five spaces farther down. She loaded her bags into the

Am I Being Tempted?.......
A woman in white holding a torch calls out to me cheerfully telling me to join her as she walks deeper into the catacombs dare i follow her grin devilishly evil my feelings tell me not to follow could this be a demon in a sweet angels skin?... a voice yelling at me telling me to listen to her instead an not the demon whom must i follow?.....ive made up my mind an will follow the voice in my head. you will not get me you temptress you foul demon in an angels guise...

Just Wanna Say...............
hiya fubar peeps how ya all doin just wanna say thank u 2 all the people that sent me birthday comments and the all the birthday gifts and thank you 2 all the people that commented and voted on my last mum. thanks guys much love lisa jane

My Chart With Explaination
Name: Eric August 14 1976 7:00 AM Time Zone is EDT falls church, VA Rising Sign is in 28 Degrees Leo You love to be the center of attention and you want to appear strong, confident and dominant. You are very proud of yourself, sometimes quite vain even. When all around you are bedraggled and falling apart, you look like a million bucks! Very dignified and honorable, you enjoy the power and privilege, but not the responsibilities, that come with leadership. You are very idealistic but can also be quite stubborn. Others impress you only if they have integrity (but wealth, power and influence can also turn your head). You prefer rich, elegant surroundings and possessions, and will try to acquire them as your budget allows. Physically, you are very impressive - - at your best you have a regal, charismatic demeanor and bearing. Try not to be such a showoff! Sun is in 21 Degrees Leo. More than a bit of a showoff, you love to be the center of attention! But others do not usually mi

About Me
I am an Ordained Pastor that has also been convicted of a felony in Illinois in the past. God has seen fit in His Grace and Mercy to allow His works to bear fruit and come forth through my trial and tribulations. Because of my generous nature I have been placed in situations where I have been forced to "give my life, for another" as in the case back in 1999. I was 27 and had employeed a 21 year old to work for me. He took room/board transportation and minor cash in exchange for 30 hrs week labor (deliveriing newspapers) He was living in sin dating a girl whom all (but him) believed to be 18. It turns out she was 16 as we all found out when he got her pregnant and her mother whom worked for the sherriffs dept. (after actively allowing her to date him, fully knowing his age as the court documents show) persued the case looking for a rape conviction. Because he was only 5 years in age different than her, it was not a felony charge so the courts came after me because I (enalbled the off

Health Note
Yesterday I went to the doctor for my yearly physical. My blood pressure was high, my cholesterol was high, I'd gained some weight, and I didn't feel so hot. My doctor said eating right doesn't have to be complicated and it would solve my physical problems. He said just think in colors; Fill your plate with bright colors; greens, yellows, reds, etc. I went right home and ate an entire bowl of M&M's and sure enough, I felt better immediately. I never knew eating right could be so easy.

"nothing To Live For"
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. "I don't want to know," the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me." Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the "There's no Easter Bunny" speech. At seven, I got the "There's no Tooth Fairy" speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the "There's no Santa" speech. If you're going to tell me that grownups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for."

The Pastor' Business Card
Pastor's Business Card A new pastor was visiting in the homes of his parishioners. At one house it seemed obvious that someone was at home, but no answer came to his repeated knocks at the door. Therefore, he took out a business card and wrote "Revelation 3:20" on the back of it and stuck it in the door. When the offering was processed the following Sunday, he found that his card had been returned. Added to it was this cryptic message,"Genesis 3:10." Reaching for his Bible to check out the citation, he broke up in gales of laughter. Revelation 3:20 begins "Behold, I stand at the door and knock." Genesis 3:10 reads, "I heard your voice in the garden and I was afraid for I was naked." Remember when the funniest jokes were the clean ones? They still are! A cheerful heart is good medicine" (Prov. 17:22) Now, pass it on!

I'm Sad
Today I'm sad, heartbroken more like it, and not from anything done today, but something done a year ago! How can something from that long ago, break my heart today? I feel the pain just like it was yesterday, my tears flow all over again! They say time heals all wounds, but how much time is it going to take to heal mine?

Shadows On My Soul
Trying to fly I; find myself in chains, Wings are broken; I'm filled with pain, Battered and beaten; I lie cold and crying, But in my heart; I'm free and flying. Shadows on my soul; the cuts run deep, Fought so many battles; all I crave is sleep, On my knees; looking up into the sky, Rain will keep falling; I'll continue to fly. Shackled and bound; my body lies still, Take my life; but you can't break my will, Keep knocking me down; I'll rise once more, Above the pain; untouchable I'll soar.

Married And Online
Welcome to my newest blog..it is based upon my opinion and I have chosen to share it with you all. Married and Online In my not so humble opinion I firmly believe married people in general have no place on a chat site geared toward promiscuity. This is of course my opinion and I am entitled to it as you are entitled to your own. I absolutely despise the use of the term "happily married" especially in conjunction with a page that contains less than proper photos. I think peoples ideas of happy are their own, but I do not believe a happily married person would be seeking out a playmate(s) online if they were so happy. I realize this blog will garner me no fans as most of the people online I do talk to are married. I am not here to air others laundry just merely state my opinion. I feel that married people should not complicate a bad situation with another bad situation. Some people prefer to have their fantasies and I do not. I won't criticize them for it...but I don't person

Protestors, Yeah We All Protest About This Or That
Good Morning. I heard a blurb on the way into work this am about a protest that was supposed to go on at a farm in the thumb of Michigan. The farm in question was to employ wind turbines as their source for power. Cheaper to run and savings to the farmer. But, protestors claim the builders of the turbines were out of town labor and were getting paid more then local labor…imagine that…You know as far back as I can remember there have been protestors over this or that. People just like to stir the soup. Easier to say the sling shit I guess…either way I said it and can’t take it back. Oh yeah I could erase it but the point is still there. People love to bitch about anything, hell I love to bitch. But, I bitch over careless useless and wasteful things. Things that had they not be done in my eyes we would be better off. Oh I know there are things on each of our plates, minds and agendas that do not suit others well at all…but we do them right? Not to stir the soup…don’t let me go down the r

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2pm til 4:30am. I was at work... for 14 and a half fucking hours. And what do I do when I get home? turn on this fucking computer and dick around for however long... I'm a genius ain't I? Bleh. Anyways.. off for the next four days, besides a two hour training meeting on Saturday. Who wants to hang out?? XOXO

Fighter
I know it's there within my soul, I fight it everyday, The darkness urging my demise, In the hope I'll loose my way. The fog comes close around me, The lights all disapear, Silent is the place now, My heartbeat's all I hear. I'm blind to where I'm going, Survived the place I've been, They say it makes you stronger, Surviving bad things seen. So when you look into my eyes, Look past the girl there crying, Beyond her see the fighter, Before she gives up - her dying.

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How Our Night Went
This was copied from my dayghters Blog so you can see how our night went. well lets see today a person that at one time thought was a family friend freaked out when we wouldnt answer the door . started knocking on windows then walked out back of our house doing only god knows what, told the guy that lives above us off, and then what TOTALLY FREAKS ME OUT the whole time that i just thought this person was being nice to me and my family was only trying to gain mine and my families trust so that he could get my 14yr old daughter so that he could molest her(thank god all the stuff came to the front tonight before he had the chance to do anything), tomorrow morning off to the court house to get protection paper to keep him away from all of us. After all this it is for sure gonna be soooooooooooo hard to trust people, well with the exception of all that stood by me tonight Sarah, Jess,Yancey, Lee,My Mom and officer Brooke.....thank you guys i love you all

How Men See Me??
Got this from Maggie :D How Do Men See You?Men See You As PlayfulMen want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Little Girl
Little Girl... little girl, little girl why do you feel so old? little girl,little girl what secrets do you hold? little girl, little girl what have you now to say? little girl, little girl can you come out to play? little girl, little girl open up your hazel eyes. little girl, little girl let go now of those lies. little girl, little girl those secrets won't keep. little girl, little girl memories will not sleep. little girl, little girl come take my hand. little girl, little girl you'll understand. little girl, little girl smile now for me. little girl, little girl go now be free. A. Boudreaux 2007

2007 Darwin Awards
Yes - They are finally out again, and I find them difficult to believe but apparently they can all be verified! In case you don't know the Darwin Awards are an annual honour given to the person who did the gene pool the biggest service by killing themselves in the most extraordinarily stupid way. Last year's winner was the fellow who was killed by a Coke machine which toppled over on top of him as he was attempting to tip a free soda out of it. And the nominees this year, in reverse order, are: .......... 7. A young Canadian man, searching for a way of getting drunk cheaply because he had no money with which to buy alcohol, mixed gasoline with milk. Not surprisingly, this concoction made him ill, and he vomited into the fireplace in his house. The resulting explosion and fire burned his house down, killing both him and his sister. 6. A 34-year-old white male found dead in the basement of his home of suffocation, according to police. He was approximately 6'

Sweet Kiss
sweet kiss... I close my eyes and think of you your love keeps me all night through I wake each day to my thoughts of you seems to me its all I can truly do you stole my heart and consume my mind such a wealth of emotions I did find tonight I leave you with a sweet kiss it is you my love I will miss A.Boudreaux 2007

To Have A Friend, Is To Be A Good Friend
Read this and change your way of thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room' s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers wal

Ice Campaign = In Case Of Emergency
ICE campaign - "In Case of Emergency" We all carry our mobile phones with names & numers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this " ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramed ic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they didn't know which

Recieved From Phillip
My love, I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer’s day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With you for all eternity. Our hearts, always as one. I LOVE YOU FOREVER MORE........

A Story That Needs To Be Seen. Please
Please watch her story and share it with others. It is a TRAGIC story but one that must be shared. Hopefully her story will touch your heart and you will be willing to step up to the plate and help children who can't help themselves.

Which Are You....i'm Virgo
ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! GEMINI - Irresistible Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. CANCER - The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random

The Game Will End
ok so iam brat u say iam spoiled people give me to much power ya right that the funny shit i have every hered. if anything iam more greatful then u are. and iam far from blind and dumb i see what u your doing u play mind game with iam not going for them u think u can say one thing and then say a other u think your so smooth well wrong your day will come but for now u can just keep playing your lil game on everyone but me cause i see right throw and u wait the will all get sick of your game to. so call me a brat a spoiled brat even say i have power if u like call me name say what u want about me now but alest i speak the truth and a lot more could come out of my mouth and u know it so keep fucking with me and my friends cause in the end u will be the one sorry.

Never Argue With A Woman...
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, Isn't that obvious?) "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. "I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left. MORAL

The Answers To Yesterdays Blog
Hey guys, for the ones that took the time to comment on yesterday's blog here are the answers. The answer picture has a few more bands on it than the orginial picture, Well here it is anyway. Thanks guys.

An Easier Way To Manage Your Fan Lists?
To those of you who are legends, there is no way you can fan everyone back who has fanned you, so this doesn't apply to you. So this is for everyone else. How annoying is it that your Fan and Fan Of lists don't match up? A few month's ago, Bella came up with the idea that users could have icons indicating who did what for you, so you can return the favor if you so inclined. I thought it was great idea then and still one now.

Look Up
THE BUZZARD If you put a buzzard in a pen that is 6' x 8' and is entirely open at the top, the bird, in spite of its ability to fly, will be an absolute prisoner. The reason is that a buzzard always begins a flight from the ground with a run of 10-12'. Without space to run, as is its habit, it will not even attempt to fly, but will remain a prisoner for life in a small jail with no top. THE BAT The ordinary bat that flies around at night, a remarkably nimble creature in the air, cannot take off from a level place. If it is placed on the floor or flat ground, all it can do is shuffle about helplessly and painfully until it reaches some slight elevation from which it can throw itself into the air. Then, at once, it takes off like a??flash. THE BUMBLEBEE A bumblebee, if dropped into an open tumbler, will be there until it dies, unless it is taken out. It never sees the means of escape at the top, but persists in trying to find some way out through the sides

For You Steve.
I don’t think you will, Ever fully understand, How you have touched my life, And made me who I am. I don’t think you could ever know, Just how truly special you are. That even on my darkest night, You are my shinning star. I don’t think you will ever understand, How you have made my dreams come true, Or how you have opened my heart, To love and the wonders it can do. You have allowed me to experience, Something hard to find. Unconditional love that exists, In my body, soul and mind. I don’t think you could ever feel, All the love I have to give, And I am sure you will never realise, You have been my will to live. You are an amazing person, And without you I don’t know where I would be, Having you in my life, Completes and fulfils all of me.

Memories
Good memories Bad Memories Memories to make you smile Memories to make you cry People fill your mind some that are special some you rather forget memories that haunt you no matter how hard you try to forget unanswered question did you? did they? did it? Memories to excite Memories to scare Our life's are made of memories No matter what Crazydave 16-8-07

For The Ladies!!!!!
FOR ALL MY LADIES. HOE'S, BABYMAMA'S, WIFEY'S, YOU ALL NEED TO READ THIS! From a Sistah Who Cares SEX HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY some men like to be creative in bed utilizing all of the parts of his body to stimulate yours. His lips on your neck, breasts, abs, thighs, toes. His tongue entwined with yours. Not just his dick but his his fingers and tongue inside, outside and all around your punany. His eyes engaged with yours… while other men seem to just want to climb on top of you and do what SEEMED to work for the last chick? (What the???) HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY men with small hands like women with extra fat asses? (S.P. Syndrome maybe?) HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY some men understand the importance of foreplay and assisting a woman with having multiple orgasms before he gets his nut off and falls asleep… and others just get their nut off and fall asleep? (Bor-ring) HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY some men like to have 3somes with you and another man??? (How YOU doin'?

Sorry!
My laptop died a few days ago, and I'm not sure when I can get a replacement since I'm hoping to move next month and need to save as much money as possible. I can use the desktop computer, but I have to share it with my boyfriend haha, so that's why I haven't been on as much. I've been checking in about once a day to read comments and everything :-) Much love

Sexual Horoscope
SCORPIO October 24 - November 22 Ruling Planet: PLUTO, The Roman God of the dead, beginnings and endings. Which basically means that Scorpios add novel differences to any relationship. Scorpios are very possessive. They will tense up if you even LOOK at another hottie across the room.But they can be relied on to always be there for you if you need them. You may never really know what your Scorpio is thinking though, because to them, Knowledge is power and they are very good at putting on a straight face to cover up any emotion they are feeling.Scorpios love sex. The dirtier, the better. Get them excited by revealing your filthiest fantasy and offering to act it out. FAVE POSITION: Anything, as long as it involves dominating your ass. BEST SEX TOY: Ben Wah Balls for the girls, and a Riding Crop for the boys SCORPIO MALE IN BED His sexuality is so strong, it will make you dizzy!! If you are lucky enough to be with a Scorpio boy,you will always be satisfied!! There'

Do It!! Everyone Else Is!!!
Hey these folks did it!! They all made me a personal salute!! Why don't you? And go show these folks some made love! Tell them Gimptastic sent ya! Trixie Laroux http://fubar.com/user/458737 Donna http://fubar.com/user/446623 Beautiful Disaster http://fubar.com/user/100309 Fat Sonny (with a guest appearance of his Moobs!) http://fubar.com/user/992061 DevilGirl (Shhh!! Don't tell Fat Sonny!!) http://fubar.com/user/189873 Marina http://fubar.com/user/144345 Country's babygirl 4 lyfe http://fubar.com/user/936666

It's Been A While Since...
Last night,I was given a verbal reprimand at work which I will only take partial responsibility for.A co-worker decided not to replace some food that used for the late night menu.Never the less,the food became spoiled.I take partial responsibility because I have seen her not replace food when it should be and I tell she should because eventually she(we) will be bitched at. I made the assumption that she would do the right thing this past Monday and she did not.Not to mention,the person who worked on Sunday,did not replace any old food.I woke yesterday morning thinking about all that and low and behold,the shit happened. I'm gonna play it cool and not rat her out to the chefs.It gives me the opportunity to step where she clearly she is not.Her current neglect is part of a growing list and the chefs know it.

20 Things To Do In A Drive Thru
1. Stand close to the speaker and yell your order, using colorful expletives in ways which would embarrass the patrons inside. 2. Drive through backwards. 3. Belch your order. 4. After ordering, cover the speaker and mic with transparent tape. Watch as customers and order-takers are unable to hear each other and, thus, each raises his/her volume. 5. Barter. Offer a Whopper for a Big Mac. 6. Walk through. 7. Speak a foreign language (make one up if you have to). When the manager comes to the mic, speak English and inquire as to why the order taker had such difficulty understanding you. 8. Repeat everything the order-taker says. 9. Attempt to take the order-takers order ("Hi, may I take your order?") before they get a chance to take yours. 10. Order confusing items, i.e., "Hi, I'll have a large orange Coke and a small medium fries, please." 11. In a crowded drive-thru line, place a HUGE order, then slip out of line and watch the fun as the person behind you

Need A Laugh?
AFTER DEATH : "DO YOU BELIEVE IN LIFE AFTER DEATH?" THE BOSS ASKED ONE OF HIS EMPLOYEES. "YES, SIR," THE NEW EMPLOYEE REPLIED. "WELL, THEN, THAT MAKES EVERYTHING JUST FINE," THE BOSS WENT .. YOU LEFT EARLY YESTERDAY TO GO TO YOUR GRANDMOTHER'S FUNERAL, SHE STOPPED IN TO SEE YOU! PALM SUNDAY : IT WAS PALM SUNDAY AND, BECAUSE OF A SORE THROAT, FIVE-YEAR-OLD JOHNNY STAYED HOME FROM CHURCH WITH A SITTER. WHEN THE FAMILY RETURNED HOME, THEY WERE CARRYING SEVERAL PALM BRANCHES. THE BOY ASKED WHAT THEY WERE FOR. "PEOPLE HELD THEM OVER JESUS' HEAD AS HE WALKED BY." "WOULDN'T YOU KNOW IT," THE BOY FUMED, "THE ONE SUNDAY I DON'T GO, HE SHOWS UP!" CHILDREN'S SERMON : ONE EASTER SUNDAY MORNING AS THE MINISTER WAS PREACHING THE CHILDREN'S SERMON, HE REACHED INTO HIS BAG OF PROPS AND PULLED OUT AN EGG. HE POINTED AT THE EGG AND ASKED THE CHILDREN, "WHAT'S IN HERE?" "I KNOW!" A LITTLE BOY EXCLAIMED. "PANTYHOSE!! " SUPPORT A FAMILY : THE PROSPECTIVE FATHER-IN-L

Get Over It...
A guy was trying to console a friend who'd just found his wife in bed with another man. "Get over it, buddy," he said. "It's not the end of the world." "It's all right for you to say," answered his buddy. "But what if you came home one night and caught another man in bed with your wife?" The fella ponders for a moment, then says, "I'd break his cane and kick his seeing-eye dog in the ass."

You Are Now My Lost Love
So we must say goodbye, my darling, And go, as lovers go, for ever; Tonight remains, to pack and fix on labels And make an end of lying down together. Your kisses close my eyes and yet you stare As though God struck a child with nameless fears; Perhaps the water glitters and discloses Time's chalice and its limpid useless tears. we renounce except ourselves; Selfishness is the last of all to go; Our sighs are exhalations of the earth, Our footprints leave a track across the snow. We made the universe to be our home, Our nostrils took the wind to be our breath, Our hearts are massive towers of delight, We stride across the seven seas of death.

Pizza Delivery
The board of directors for a large company, believing it was time for a shake-up, hires a new CEO. This new boss is determined to rid the company of all slackers, so on a tour of the facilities during his first day, the CEO notices a guy leaning casually against the wall. The room is full of workers and he wants to let them all know he means business, and wasting time on the clock is not acceptable. The CEO walks up to the guy and asks, "And how much money do you make a week?" A little surprised, the young fellow looks at him and replies, "I make $300.00 a week. Why?" The CEO reaches into his wallet, hands the guy $1,200 in cash, and screams, "Here's four weeks pay, now GET OUT and don't come back!" Feeling pretty good about his first firing, the CEO looks around the room and asks, "Does anyone want to tell me what that goof-off did here aside from standing around?" With a sheepish grin, one of the other workers mutters, "That guy delivered our pizza."

Fascinate
A teacher asked her students to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. Mary said, "My family went to the New York City Zoo, and we saw all the animals. It was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted the word fascinate." Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to the Philadelphia Zoo and saw the animals. I was fascinated." The teacher said, "Good, but I really wanted the word fascinate." Little Johnny raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because Johnny was noted for his bad language. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word fascinate" so she called on him. Little Johnny said, "My sisters sweater has 10 buttons, but her boobs are so big she can only fasten 8."

Three Ducks....
Three ducks were swimming in a pond after midnight and were arrested for trespassing. The next morning, they were called to appear in court. The judge called in duck number one and said, "What where you doing in the pond after midnight?" "I was blowing bubbles." The judge then called in duck number two and asked him the same question. "Judge, I was blowing bubbles." He then called in duck number three and said, "So let me quess — you were blowing bubbles too?" "No, I'm Bubbles."

I Would Have Gotten Out Today
A woman awakens during the night to find her husband was not in bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wiped a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. "What's the matter, dear?", she whispers as she steps into the room. "Why are you down here at this time of the night?". The husband looks up from his coffee, "Do you remember 20 years ago when we were dating, and you were only 16?" he asks solemnly. "Yes, I do" she replies. The husband paused. The words were not coming easily. "Do you remember when your father caught us in the back seat of my car making love?". "Yes, I remember," said the wife, lowering herself into a chair beside him. The husband continued. "Do you remember when he shoved the shotgun in my face and said, "Either you marry my daughter, or i'll send you to jail for

Back From Vacation
Okay.. i am back. i was gone. but now I am back. yay me. Camping was awesome. I was at an SCA event called Pennsic War and was pretty much Kilted and shirtless the whole time. i have an image but i am not sure if i want to show it because.. well, it's me topless and you can see how much weight i still need to lose but i had an awesome time, lost 6 lbs, ate bad food, met great people, and even had my dangly bits fondled at a party. can't get much better.. well, yeah, it could have, but it was a great time

State-of-the-art Watch
A rather confident man walks into a bar and takes a seat next to a very attractive woman. He gives her a quick glance, then casually looks at his watch for a moment. The woman notices this and asks, "Is your date running late?" "No", he replies, "I just bought this state-of-the-art watch and I was just testing it." The intrigued woman says, "A state-of-the-art watch? What's so special about it?" "It uses alpha waves to telepathically talk to me," he explains. "What's it telling you now?" "Well, it says you're not wearing any panties..." The woman giggles and replies, "Well it must be broken then because I am wearing panties!" The man explains, "Damn thing must be an hour fast."

I Am A Soldier
No one has to call me, remind me, write me, visit me, entice me, or lure me. I am not a wimp. I am in place, saluting my King, obeying His orders, praising His name, and building His kingdom. No one has to send me flowers, gifts, food, cards, candy, or give me handouts. I do not need to be cuddled, cradled, cared for, or catered to. I am committed. I cannot have my feelings hurt bad enough to turn me around. I cannot be discouraged enough to turn me aside. I cannot lose enough to cause me to quit. When Jesus called me into this army, I had nothing materially. If I end up with nothing, I will still come out ahead. I will win spiritually. My God has supplied my needs, and will continue to supply all of my needs. I am more than a conqueror. I will always triumph. I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me. Devils cannot defeat me. People cannot disillusion me. Weather cannot weary me. Sickness cannot stop me. Battles cannot beat

A Documentary
Barbara Walters was doing a documentary on the customs of American Indians. While touring a reservation during the documentary she was puzzled as to why the difference in the number of feathers in the headdresses. So she asked a brave who only had one feather in his headdress, his reply was: "Me only have one woman. One woman ... one feather." Feeling the first fellow was only joking she asked another brave. This brave had two feathers in his headdress and he replied: Me have two women. Two women ... two feathers." Still not convinced the feathers indicated the number of sexual partners involved, she decided to interview the Chief. Now the Chief had a headdress full of feathers. Which, needless to say amused Ms. Walters. She asked the Chief, "Why do you have so many feathers in your headdress?" The Chief proudly pounded his chest and said: "Me Chief, me fuck'em all. Big, small, fat and tall, me fuck'em all." Horrified, Ms. Walters stated, "You ought to be hung."

Art Gallery
A couple goes to an art gallery. They find a picture of a naked women with only her privates covered with leaves. The wife doesn't like it and moves on but the huband keeps looking. The wife asks, "What are you waiting for?" The husband replies, "Autumn."

An Atheist...
A young lady came home from a date, rather sad. She told her mother, "Jeff proposed to me an hour ago." "Then why are you so sad?" her mother asked. "Because he also told me he was an atheist. Mom, he doesn't even believe there's a hell." Her mother replied, "Marry him anyway. Between the two of us, we'll show him how wrong he is."

Praying
One night, a father passed by his son's room and heard his son praying. "God bless Mommy, Daddy, and Grandma, ta ta Grandpa." The father didn't quite know what this meant, but was glad his son was praying. The next morning, they found Grandpa dead on the floor of a heart attack. The father reassured himself that it was just a coincidence, but was still a bit spooked. The next night, he heard his son praying again. "God bless Mommy and Daddy, ta ta Grandma." The father was worried, but decided to wait until morning. Sure enough, the next morning Grandma was on the floor, dead of a heart attack. Really scared now, the father decided to wait outside his son's door the next night. And sure enough, the boy started to pray. "God bless Mommy, ta ta Daddy." Now the father was crapping his pants. He stayed up all night, and went to the doctor's early the next day to make sure his health was fine. When he finally came home, his wife was waiting on the porch. "Thank God you're here -- we

Love At First Sight
Love at first sight? Is there such a thing as love at first sight? That's the question I used to ask Until I laid eyes on you. How is it possible to feel so much for a stranger, a passerby? Love has no limits, no color, no time. That's when I realized I had fallen in love - Love at first sight.

A Current Obsession
Come to me to feel my protection a countdown to my revelation no more respect for your regrets And your time has come The naked truth is in disguise It's your secret complication exhausted of this sacrifice just like a lying preacher Hiding to survive So strong living in torture I know that you will never see the light again So hard living in torture erase the burning fear into your eyes again The silent scream is stronger now you cannot keep it too long this cloud evolving into rain your desert seems so far now Come into my arms Following your line I'm losing mine

Step It Up A Notch
This contest is for Mr.Fubar.Hes down by 600 comments... Show some love and help him catch up. Oh and before anyone says anything i love the 2 others... but Drew is always there to help any of the levelers bomb or help on level ups.So we need to support him in this:) You know what too do bomb away

Escaping Your Own Prison
Sometimes I think that I'd like to just be released from this perpetual prison that is my mind Will I be granted amnesty for my sins of thought? I know this much, YOU can't tell me, and no one else can Have you ever noticed that everyone's opinion on God varies? Only natural, since our opinions on everything else vary just as greatly Release yourself from your opinions, they only hold you down Find another point of view, like a seal twisting and turning to see all angles around it The predator of my free thinking is my own bias So let's cast it all aside and put ourselve's in another's Adidas' Realize that the world is open and so is your perception, able to be molded, changed, scrapped, broken, or ripped apart as you see fit Don't get set in your ways, it only imprisons you *copyright Subh3rbanSmok3r 2007* MINE, biatches! ONE LOVE!

If Thinking About Suicide Please Read This First
If you are feeling suicidal now, please stop long enough to read this. It will only take about five minutes. I do not want to talk you out of your bad feelings. I am not a therapist or other mental health professional - only someone who knows what it is like to be in pain. I don’t know who you are, or why you are reading this page. I only know that for the moment, you’re reading it, and that is good. I can assume that you are here because you are troubled and considering ending your life. If it were possible, I would prefer to be there with you at this moment, to sit with you and talk, face to face and heart to heart. But since that is not possible, we will have to make do with this. I have known a lot of people who have wanted to kill themselves, so I have some small idea of what you might be feeling. I know that you might not be up to reading a long book, so I am going to keep this short. While we are together here for the next five minutes, I have five simple, practical things

Self Deception
I'll never waste another day searching to find a reason why did I choose to play this game this goes too far I'll take no more I played the part and took the blame while you pretend nothing is real life turned to night as you're asleep blood flowing down, is this a dream? Liar, you tempt me I don't know what to do no guilt is in my heart I don't know what to do I'm not the reason I'll never waste another day forever lost no reason he never chose to play this game taken to far out of control Liar, you tempt me I don't know what to do no guilt is in my heart I don't know what to do I'm not the reason

Offerman
Former big league All-Star Offerman suspended after arrest for hitting 2 players with bat Former big league All-Star Offerman suspended after arrest for hitting 2 players with bat By PAT EATON-ROBB, Associated Press Writer August 15, 2007 BRIDGEPORT, Conn. (AP) -- Jose Offerman was having a pretty good summer. Then in a flash, things went flying out of control. Looking for a last chance in the majors, the two-time All-Star turned violent at a minor league game Tuesday night. Hit by a fastball, Offerman charged the mound with his bat and swung at least twice, striking the opposing pitcher and catcher. Offerman, playing for the Long Island Ducks, was arrested on assault charges. The independent Atlantic League suspended him indefinitely Wednesday and expected to make a final decision by the end of the week. "It was one of those moments that you want to forget. I lost it for about 10 seconds," Offerman told the Connecticut Post. "That's what happened to me. I di

Dumped Hugh, And Im Hurt
i BROKE UP W/HUGH (DEMONSTAR) , AND IM HURT!!!!! Ive already been REPLACED! I just broke up with Hugh, (becuase I felt that he wasnt treating me right, which he DIDN'T) and already hes talking to another girl, trying to get a NEW GIRLFRIEND. I cant believe how FAST it took him to get over me! Well I guess it IS true, He never loved me in the first place. Ya know that kinda hurts. I feel like what we had meant absolutely nothing to him. But you know what? SCREW YOU HUGH! If it takes him 24 HOURS to get over me, If it takes that QUICKLY for him to forget me, FUCK HIM. Thats like a STAB IN THE BACK. I AM NOT EVEN DATING ANYONE RIGHT NOW but if he is, fuck it. I might as well. If he needs someone this fast, maybe I should find someone too. IT WAS HUGHS FAULT I BROKE UP WITH HIM. HE TREATED ME LIKE SHIT. ACCORDING TO HUGH, HRE'S THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD WITH PROBLEMS, STRESS, ETC. AND NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE ELSE GOES THROUGH, HES MORE STRESSED THAN ANYONE. AND HE ACTS LIKE HES FUCKI

1st Day Of College
As I posted in my last blog I'm going to college for graphics design. My 1st day was sort of a mess because I went into the wrong building but found it and my class too (just took some asking around). My 1st class was intro to computers (that I take on tuesdays and thursdays 8:30 to 9:45) to and I thought I knew quite a bit about them but as I sat down and started listening to the professer speak about mega bytes and gigi bytes it was then I realized until you study something you really don't know as much as you think you do. The college book store forgot to give me a book I needed for the class which is "windows xp". That is the book we are going to be studying first. Then we're going to study the computer itself. Today I sort of learned what a mega byt and gigi bye is. 1024mb= 1 gigibyte and a 128 megabyes is like 100 floppies and also equal to 50,000 oages if text, So now I'm more familliar with the campus and hopefully I have all the books I need. So overall it was a

Thank You Tomb For Adding Its Wonderful Ty
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Tatoos For Who?
This Question Is... Particulary for those who have tatoos. Are your tatoos for the world and to tell the world something about you? Or- Are your tatoos an outward, physical manifestation of something is private, possibly even hidden just for you and your intimates? Who are your tatoos for?

Online Amateur Models
I guess I'll flag this NSFW since the topic is NSFW. I love totally amateur models; "girls next door" literally if you will. There is something very exciting about a woman who is willing to share her body with strangers online. I do not find all of the women here attractive physically, but I would never insult a woman for sharing herself. It takes guts, and frankly it's a bit of a turn on (physical or not) just that she's willing to do it. I find it appalling that some of the people on this website will openly insult women who they find unattractive. You have a choice - "don't look". I find it hard to believe they'd have the nads to walk up to a stranger in a real bar and insult them to their face. Anyway, for any ladies who post these photos - I found a Fu girl recently with a series of photos of herself masturbating. The pictures were of very poor quality, but it really turned me on. Why! Because it was real! She was real. Great stuff. There are a couple of other

I'm So Tired.
I just spent the last Keith knows how many hours doing invoices to ONE customer. On the upside I just explained to my boss that losing a few hundred on a diff customer is better when you'll get thousands anyway. Compared it to Alexander the Great's battle strategies. :D

More On This Subject
For the record: I get it Like a bar, buying a blast could run along the lines of buying you a drink, I guess. Perhaps I was a little sharp but, ya know, if you have some great photos, I enjoy them, I might buy you a gift. If I buy a gift, find out your pix are a) not you b) commercial porn that I can find for free or c) you're not in the least attractive to me, I may not be very happy with you. "Would you buy a horse without riding it first?" lol Example: How many times have I seen profiles with a nice Main Pic only to find out that picture is either not the person in the NSFW folder or is a ripped pic of a professional model. Nothing better than eagerly opening up that NSFW folder only to find your worst nightmare competely naked, or worse. No offense intended to anyone that is not intentionally deceiving people. If you are not proud of who you are and your appearance, don't post your pics.

Mandy (part 4)
I woke up Saturday morning and realized that Mandy was not in bed next to me. I pulled on some nylon basketball shorts and headed downstairs. I heard some clanging in the kitchen so I headed that direction. As I walked into the kitchen my mouth dropped open. Mandy was standing at the stove, facing away from me, cooking breakfast. She was wearing a yellow apron...and that was it! The color looked wonderful next to her dark tan but I really loved the fact that her back was exposed and her sexy butt cheeks were showing for all the world to see. Well...at least for me to see. Mandy spun around. "Good morning handsome," she said with a huge smile. She skipped over to me and gave me a big hug, planting a kiss right on my chest. "Are you hungry? I am making some breakfast." She walked back over to the stove. "Sure...it smells great." "My mom has made sure that Sandy and I know how to cook so we can help out when she works late." "Wonderful." I sat down on a stool at the counter as she put

I Can't Take It Being Alone,and Unlove.
I know,i know i'm being so dramatic,but i can't take this shit no more.I'm thinking about leaving every profile i got and just let things go.If any women won't love me,well i guess i'm just destine to be alone.I tried dating,but i keep getting rejected here where i live.Internet dating won't work,cause you don't know who you talking to on the other side,and their seems to always be a dumbasses playing with your feelings.Putting fake pictures of other women on the internet.Also their are women who tell you that your cute,and they like you,so they tell you they are your gf,and they will try to visit you,but they never will thou.When the time comes they end up dumping your ass,and your sad and miserable all over.I'm a nice guy,but to be truthful i don't know what the hell i'm doing wrong here.Like i said i try dating here,but i get those dumb bimbo that say i like you like a friend or the i already have a guy,but i'm waiting on him to see if he'll say yes.I also get those dumbasses women

What Is A Vet?
What is a vet? · Some veterans bear visible signs of their service: a missing limb, a jagged scar, a certain look in the eye. · Others may carry the evidence inside them: a pin holding a bone together, a piece of shrapnel in the leg – or perhaps another sort of inner steel: the soul’s alloy forged in the refinery of adversity. · Except in parades, however, the men and women who have kept America safe wear no badge or emblem. · You can’t tell a vet just by looking. · What is a vet? · He is the cop on the beat who spent six months in Saudi Arabia sweating two gallons a day making sure the armored personnel carriers did not run out of fuel. · He is the barroom loudmouth, dumber than five wooden planks, whose overgrown frat-boy behavior is outweighed a hundred times in the cosmic scales by four hours of exquisite bravery near the 38th parallel. · She – or – he is the nurse who fought against futility and went to sleep sobbing every night for two solid years in Da Nang. · He is

Best Girls On Fubar - Bar None!
THEY ARE ALL LIKE ANGELS. LOOK AT THEM! GO AND CHECK THEM OUT IF YA DON'T BELIEVE ME!! FAN THEM, RATE THEM, ADD THEM, EVEN CRUSH THEM IF YOU ARE SO INCLINED. JUST DO SOMETHING FOR THESE SEXY LADIES! ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Drunk1{NSFW MILFsStalkingVictim}{theTanksGM}

Dear Vietnam Veteran,
Dear Vietnam Veteran, I know I should have written much sooner. I can't say why I did not. Out of fear of admitting to myself, you were there, fighting a war. Or maybe ashamed. Ashamed that I never accepted the things you felt you had to do. Whatever it is, I know how it must hurt. Believe me when I say it hurts me more. I have the burden of your hurt plus that of my own. The pain of not being able to show my true feeling towards you. I am not writing this for the months you served in Vietnam, but for the many years, you were left alone with only your brother Veterans. You served proudly and it went unmentioned. For a long time, I've wanted to express the words. The words an honorable Veteran needs to hear. For a long time, I've wanted to hold you during your times of pain. God knows I wanted to. And only He knows why I never found the courage. I do not remember what I use to say; maybe I do not want to remember. All I know is I hope that it is not too late to give

First Day Back To School
yeap thats right my friends and family as of today i have started back to school. i have four classes on Tuesdays and will at school from 8:30 am to 9 pm (thank god though i have a 5 hour break) and only 3 classes on Thursdays and go from 8:30 am to 1 pm. my current classes are 1. Human Growth and Development, 2. Business Law and Legal Enviroment, 3. Economics (macro) and 4. Speech (only on tues night). so if anyone knows much about classes 2 & 3 ur are more than welcome to help me out with them if ya want. I'll keep everyone informed of whats going on with school and each class as soon as much as im able and when i see it fit, so no it wont be daily or even weekly. well wish me luck, im gonna need it with this semester. feel free to talk to me whenever you want and if im unavalible i'll get back with you asap. love lil devil

$10,000.00
Thats how much my life is worth. I lost my job in June and haven't been able to find work and I've run out of money. I haven't paid my bills for the first time in my life. I have no family to help me. So I'm tempted to put a bullet in my head. Another thing is I couldn't beg a man to date me. I broke up with one of the loves of my life in February and have gone out with 5 guys since then. I'm either never skinny enough, pretty enough, willing to have sex enough, or plan old anything enough. So the only thing that keeps me from killing myself is I don't own a gun. I'm tempted to try pills again, but it never works. No place is private enough for me to hang myself....

Sittin In The Hospital
Well I was admitted into the hospital I am here because my water broke they told me it is just a small leak they told me that if my water were to become an infection they would have to deliver my son i am 18 weeks so he wouldnt make it but so far he is doin great and we keep praying thati dont have to give birth any time soon

Will Loneliness Ever End?
You know how time seems to increase it's speed the older we get? I get the feeling now that at this stage in my life, turning 50 last November, I will never meet anyone nice with whom I can truly experience a mutually loving relationship with. Yes, I'm getting divorced (I've slept in the guestroom, alone, for the last 7 years, which gives an inkling why), and that's perhaps the one positive thing happening that will allow me to at least be in a position to meet someone (without feeling guilty or causing hurt)...but after being so lonely for so long, it's difficult for me to be positive about much these days (except for playing my guitar). Anyway, those are my thoughts on this day.

One
just a thought I found interesting .... Current mood: contemplative Category: Life "At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

Real Floridians
Just incase any of you "ex" Floridians have forgotten! You know you're from Florida when..... "Down South" means Key West. "Panhandling" means going to Pensacola. Flip-flops are everyday wear. Shoes are for business meetings and church. No, wait, flip flops are good for church too. Socks are only for bowling. Orange juice from concentrate makes you vomit. Tap water makes you vomit. Sweet tea can be served at any meal. An alligator once walked through your neighborhood. You smirk when a game show's "Grand Prize" is a trip to Florida. You measure distance in minutes. You have a drawer full of bathing suits, and one sweatshirt. You get annoyed at the tourists who feed seagulls. You never use an umbrella because you know the rain will be over in five Minutes. All the local festivals are named after a fruit. A mountain is any hill 100 feet above sea level. A good parking place has nothing to do with distance from the store,but Eve

In The Words Of Cherry Brady...
Just a couple of quotes from one of my favorite porn models (yes, I said porn models, get over it!)... "Have you ever been dining at a restaurant and someone walks up to your table to introduce themselves or they are a distant acquaintance or whatever and they want to shake your hand? If you are that person who keeps extending your germ infested, butt picking hand to some poor diner who is just about to lift a taco to their lips, STOP IT, dammit!" "If people spent more effort working on their interior qualities such as character, personality and integrity, instead of nitpicking every perceived flaw on their exterior, then this world would be a much better place."

Mirror Twins (i’m Not Just A Reflection)
Mirror Twins (I’m Not Just A Reflection) Look through the foggy mirror ….. tell me if the world beyond it is as wacky as the world within. Because I feel just like a reflection, trapped behind twenty years of glass [lost inside the eyes I see staring back at me.] The sky isn’t blue anymore. And home seems too far to reach my bones are breaking from holding on so tightly. But even with the blood that falls, and the scabs that conquer my skin. [It’s hard to feel when you’re numb.] And this boy I see looks nothing like me. He looks too happy. It’s obvious that the storm from outside is Now located in his head. And I can hear the lightening strike like heavy hearts falling. But really, the thunder roars as loudly as blood through veins deprived of oxygen . And I've always been afraid of awakening to that pounding with no idea of how to stop it. [there is no way to wipe tears through Broken glass. The mor

Bedtime Attire
What do you wear to bed?According to our experts, you wear : NothingWhy bother with clothing, sleeping in the buff is cool and easy, so go ahead and strip downWhat do you wear to bed, find out at Quizopolis.com

Facing This On My Own....i Don't Know If I Can Do This
Well Galen got baker acted yesterday for 3 days and I am having to deal with him not being here by myself. I feel like a big part of me is being ripped out right now. I had a nervous breakdown and they had to hospitalize me overnight. I got to where I was supposed to be (same place as him) and they tell me that I can't see him or talk to him and then they tell me that he has told them that he doesn't know me. I was put in a room by myself while he got to run around talking with the other females. I got pissed off and told the hospital that they weren't helping me by keeping me in the hospital and that i just wanted to go go. So needless to say I am out and i am just waiting on him to get out. I am trying to be strong, but he is my rock and i depend on him for everything. if anyone has been through this please let me know. I really need encouragement right now.

A Short Lesson To All Of Us
I have met so many people who maybe because they are lonely, have no support or have been put down begin to feel that they are a nobody..that is so wrong! WE all are so special and unique. WE all have gifts and are a joy. We all have something to offer whether it be a smile, a way of listening or just being ourselves with truth, honor and dignity. To live in fear is the biggest stumbling block to believing in ourselves. Hiding our gifts for fear of not being accepted will weigh ourselves down with a burdon that is so bone crushing that many just want to give up. Never give up - ever! Next time this may happen to you...try hard to remember that you are not alone, somebody loves you and cares. The Creator loves and accepts you no matter what and that is so amazing. He has put put people in your path to physically hug,love accept you. I am not a religious person per say. I don't follow a doctrine..nope! I do believe though that there is a higher power whatever the name. To me t

My Life As A Paraplegic Born With Spina Bifida
What is Spina Bifida? Spina Bifida occurs within the first month of pregnancy resulting in an incomplete closure of the spinal column. Spina Bifida is the most frequently occurring permanently disabling birth defect affecting approximately one out of every 1,000 newborns in the United States. What Causes Spina Bifida? The cause of Spina Bifida is not known with certainty, however, scientists believe that genetic and environmental factors may act together to cause Spina Bifida. Are There Different Types of Spina Bifida? Yes. There are three forms: Occulta Often called hidden Spina Bifida, the spinal cord and the nerves are usually normal and there is no opening on the back. In this usually harmless form of Spina Bifida, there is a small defect or gap in a few of the small bones (vertebrae) that make up the spine. The underlying neural tube defect is completely covered with skin. Frequently, there are telltale signs on close examination of the back. There may be a defect i

You Know Who U Are :p
I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, More then anything My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it, To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more then you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every chance you get, And you always give more then you take.

Update
Ok, well, I’ll start today by saying thank you to everyone that’s checked on me. Some of you didn’t know I was sick, so no worries. But last count on the gravel quarry total was about 5 I think. My kidney is still sore, which may be just the teaser for a second volley of precious glass like stones, or it could really be sore from all the activity, lol. But I’m hoping it at least waits for the weekend to start up again. Missing 2 days of work has piled up my desk higher than i'd like. And I am just in general moving kind of slow. But alas, I think I’m on the road to a full recovery. Just thought I would fill everyone in on what’s going on. If I happen to miss everyone before the weekend, hope everybody stays out of trouble. Ok, well, you can get into a little, lol. Toodles You don’t have to go home, but you cant stay here.

3sum
It was gettin late and u haven't heard from me in a while so u called me up....hello, where u been hiding at? you tell me you got a surprise waiting for me when i come ova...if i'm UP for it that iz.....i tell you to quit playin dese mind gamez and that i'll be ova in a lil bit...i knock on your door...nothin...i knock again and i'm like i kno she ain't fall asleep i try the handle and the doors open....so i walk in..there are candles goin all down the hallway leadin to the bedroom so i start walkin slow to the bedroom waitin for my surprise....i open the door and you walk up and give me a hug that turns into you suckin on my neck...you stop and look at me in my eyes and tell me to strip to my boxers.....i do that and then you tell me to sit in your chair....i start kissin all on your neck and ear tryna take control but you point to the chair and tell me again to sit....i slowly walk ova to the chair and you blindfold me......you take my hands and tie em behind th

What Happens At Confrontation Time.....
I went shopping today with my two oldest kids and my mom at our local Super Wal-Mart for school supplies. On the way out my mom said she was hungry and asked me to stop at the McDonald's and grab everyone something to eat. Her and my daughter went to put the items that we purchased into her truck and me and my oldest son ordered our food. We waited several minutes before they finally gave us our cups to fill up. We were filling the kids ICEE cups up and talkin away like he and I do due to the fact that we are both chatter boxes. I looked up when I heard a voice say hello. To my shock and horror standing less than a foot from me was someone that I have been scared to death of since I was 11 years old. I was best friends with his niece for a long time. One afternoon he crossed the line and touched me like no man should touch a child. The only reason that he did not rape me and finish what he had started was that his mom walked in. He was 33 at the time. I have seen him several times sinc

Work
I have only been working for two days now and I already know I am going to love my job. Working at a portrait studio. I love my boss, she has a great sense of humor. And I just can't wait to start taking pictures. The only bad thing about working is that I haven't worked in two and a half years so my body is kinda in pain right now. Oh well, I can deal. I am just happy I finally have a job and it is something I love doing. YAY ME!!!

People Play Too Much
AS FOR THE ONE BULLETIN ABOUT MY MOM BEING MEAN TO ME...WELL IT GOT WORSE..MY MOM DELETED ALL MY FRIENDS ON MY YAHOO MESSENAGER AND MY TAMPA AND TEXAS MYSPACE AS WELL SO IF U WAS ON EITHER OR WANT TO BE ...SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH UR YAHOO NAME AND MYSPACE LINK OK..HUGS AND KISSES! YAHOO:tavarez02lpb@yahoo.com Have a great day oxox,nikki

Please Remeber Me
HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND...I WILL BE LEAVING ON SUNDAY AND WILL BE OUTTA TOWN FOR A WHILE..I WILL CHECK IN EVERY NOW AND THEN TO CHECK MY MAIL...SO DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME AND MAKE SURE TO GIVE ME LOTSA LOVE BEFORE I GO. XOXOXOXOXO~ CHERRY PRINCESS MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes

Help!!!!!!!!
DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW I CAN GET THE PICS ON MY COMPUTER AND PUT THEM INTO MY STASH? I CAN'T FIGURE IT OUT, AND THERE ISN'T A LINK FOR ME TO CLICK ON. ANY COMPUTER GEEKS OUT THERE CAN HELP, I SURE WOULD APPRECIATE IT. THANKS!

My Girl!!!!
OMG THIS GIRL IS THE BOMB!!! Let's show her some good luvins :) :)She has just totally perked me up lol without even a second thought! LOL It so sounds like i'm easy to perk but lol if you know me, I'm usually the smiler. Today I had one of those days and my family has come through for me in style! Go get my lizzy lou some luvvins :) Thankies :) Chrissy }|{~Elizabeth~}|{~*~CLUB F.A.R.~SKITTLES OF LOLLY'S CANDIES~*~@ fubar

Be Nice, I Try To Write Some Shit
"We are the dreamers, artisans of mind.. thoughts scattered like ancient spirits. Linked together like a spiders web. Beautiful as deadly, it shimmers to entice, even the dreamer can be snared. Weave with caution and weave with purpose. creation is constant, neverending. We are the dreamers, and weavers.. take care of your design." -me

So Sad
grab a tissue if you have a heart you will shed some tears when you listen to the little girl talk,turn up the volume!!!Turn On Volumethey'd go to the beach hold hands and collect shells and make sand castles even though they were young this was a start of somthing new but one day after mandy's 6th birthday billy came up to her and said will you be my girlfriend and she agreed they sat there by the pond and they promised Forever.they hugged they kissed and their mom and dad's knew they were perfect.everyday as they grew older their love kept growing strongerthey became teenagers and they were loving better than everthey spent their summers togetherthey had sleepovers and they were the best of freinds and loversthey loved everywhere .even if they were miles apartit was perfect. years past and passed and they got marriedone day after billy got home from work mandy had some breaking newsshe was pregnant with a baby on june 22nd she gave birth to a beautiful baby girlshe grew bigger and bi

Update...lol
whats got two thumbs and a new job...THIS GUY...thats right...this here dude got him a new job today...though its not anything special its a job and hooray for that...now i might be able to pay for school...anyway im contemplating having my name legally changed from josh harper to just McLovin...no last name just McLovin...let me know what you think

Year I Was Born
In 1958 (the year you were born) Dwight Eisenhower is president of the US The first US earth satellite, Explorer I, goes into orbit Rocker Jerry Lee Lewis marries his 13 year old second cousin, Myra Brown The "Quiz Show Scandals" rock the television industry and the nation Vice President Richard Nixon faces hostile anti-American mobs during a visit to South America 14 year old Bobby Fischer wins the United States Chess Championship Ellen DeGeneres, Michael Jackson, Ice-T, and Mark Cuban are born New York Yankees win the World Series Baltimore Colts win the NFL championship Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Breakfast at Tiffany's by Truman Capote is published Elvis Presley enters the U.S. Army What Happened the Year You Were Born?

My Friends List
Ok, Here is the deal. If you do not like me or the way I am, get off my friends list. I don't want rude or liars on my friends list. I don't want people on my friends list that just want another friend added. Now I have said my peace. Take or leave it.

Without Internet :(
just wanted to let everyone know that i won't be online (unless a miracle happens) for the next 2-3 weeks. just goes to show you can only rob peter to pay paul if peter has money to begin with. lol show me some lovin while i'm gone! thanks! ~wendygyrl~

Just A Thought, You Know How I Roll.
Lying in bed last night talking with the Ashley, like we do, I posed a question I've asked before, and we spent nigh an hour discussing it... Just what is the point of breeding? Other than to perpetuate the populace, is there an unselfish reason? Just thinking on it; everyone says "I want a child," or even that they don't want a child (but I shall get into that in a moment.) Nonetheless, every statement concerning children is an I want or I need statement. I, I, I, I, I, I. Which makes me wonder, why? They want a child to love them unconditionally, to do the chores so they don't have to, to take care of them when they're geriatric, et al. The list is long and undistinguished, and it makes no sense to me. As someone who would like to have a daughter someday, I wonder to myself, Why? Well, because I want someone to love me unconditonally, unquestioningly, at least until they reach High School. Not going to lie, not going to lie. Now, I understand men wanting children, they

Wanna Hear Me Sing - Dont Laugh Hah
ok so i got one song finished up on my music site One Man Brand and i thought u might wanna hear it - sorta d&b meets 70's bowie - anyway it's called disappear hey if i get it togetha there could be an album next year ;)

Me Like It Or Not
I read this the other day..and i agree with it whole heartedly... Juggalos (and juggalettes) are society's underdogs... poor ghetto freaks... eating ramen noodles... drinking faygo cola... and sporting pro wing shoes... made fun of in school... never accepted by anyone... tossed out by the world that didn't want them... these group of outcasts... brought together by the music and real life messages of the insane clown posse... are followers of the dark carnival and scapegoats of the world... Being a juggalos isn't about being a "fan" of icp... j and shaggs are juggalos themselves... being a juggalo is about individuality... no one is ever fully accepted in this world... and juggalos just don't give a fuck... so we sling our faygo, jam to the wicked shit, and wave our middle fingers to the legions of hypocrites, haters, and rich ass bitches trying to bring us down... Everyone in this world is so quick to judge... the close minded percentage of the population hears the "cuss words" in

~my Sins~
I am only a mere being with many faults and my sins are great...too many to mention I do not sin on purpose for I know it is wrong But yet in doing this I know my Faith out weighs my shame I know our Father up in heaven sees through all our darkness and pain and understands our corruption He loves us the same regardless as long as we can repent with all our enlightened spirit He wipes all the darkness away And lets our souls shine bright as new

Top Idiots
Idiot # 1 I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down, and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter into the Emergency room right away. Here's your sign lady. Wear it with pride. Idiot # 2 Seems that a year ago, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. When they took it for a float on the river, a Coast Guard helicopter coming towards them surprised them. It turned out that the chopper was homing in on the emergency locator beacon that activated when the r

" What Is Love "
“What is love? This mystical, mythical question goes back to ancient times-without a coherent answer. Each person’s experience of love is uniquely varied, and each person’s understanding of love is different from the next. Love varies from one period to another along the length of a human life; a person can have many loves, but each experience will be different from the next. Summing it up, or pinning it down, are both impossible. Love is like the sunshine; no matter how tightly you shut down your heart, the sunlight will find a way to shine into it. Love’s process is unstoppable. Love is like a continually shattering mirror that always leaves behind images etched in people’s hearts; but it will itself remain a mystery forever. Many people give themselves over to this mystery, but while love can produce the most tender and delicate feelings in anyone’s soul, it alone can open a window in the hearts of a very few. A simple analogy might be that of spring water which sat

If I Tolded You
If I Told You.by Chandellx0 If i told you i loved you you wouldn't care you care about her and don't see whats right there if i told you i loved you you couldn't see all the things that we could be if i told you i loved you you wouldn't hear because all you talk about is how you love her if i told you i loved you i would just hurt my self because you love her and i stand by watching you flirt with her if i told you i loved you well i wouldn't because you don't love me

I'm Actually Posting Another Blog
I don't know why I'm doing it. Posting this that is. Exhaustion, general malaise (not to be confused with general tso, who makes some mean chicken), excitement? I've been cycling through all of those today. I'm hoping that come a month from now, work is less crazy, but if it's not, I've got me some vacation plans that I'm all kinds of excited about, AND i get to meet one of my favoritest peoples in the world, and the week before is max, so I'll get to slack extra hard before the trip. Is it october yet? I want it to be october when I wake up tomorrow. Can it be october tomorrow? And now, my rambling is done, without too much bloggy wah-ness.

A Special Night
He comes near to me He whispers "Come here my pet" Tonight is the night You have waited for Indeed, a night You will never forget. He pulls me close His mouth frantically searches mine His hands roam Up and down my body Chilling sensations Run down my spine. He lays me on the bed And caresses me all over Then He turns me over His knee Spanking my bottom red His hand rubs my redness As my heart is filled with glee. He whispers to me "Are you ready my pet" And i answer "Yes, Master, i am" He thrusts Himself deep Inside of me And His cock, it does ram. Harder and faster His movements become My body is now quivering Ready, waiting to explode Wanting, yearning to cum. "Not yet," He says "Not until I say" I am shaking inside My body hard to control But for Him i must obey. I hold my orgasm back I want to make Him proud Pumping harder and deeper More than i can take Finally He screams aloud. "Cum now, my pet Cum with Me" And my body is

Thinking Of You
I look into space thinking about you today Wishing my heart didn't ache with each beat Sadness flows out from me - surrounding me People stop by to inquire of my state Never understanding how alone I feel Kind words spoken here and there From friends who are still here and care A tiredness sweeps across my soul The emptiness seems to swallow me whole My heart beats again much quieter this time Lonely, sad and lost Created by SF

Something Here To Offend Everyone!
something here to offend everyone! What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover? The position of the dirt bag. Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 10 years and 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking? Because those men already have boyfriends. What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog? After a year, the dog is still excited to see you What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The same urge that makes dogs chase c

Poem
AMERICAN SOLDIERS Rate You fight for my freedom and protect my future from any who try to destroy it, You watch out for me while I sleep in the night, You are always putting your life on the line, whenever some terrorist tries to mess with my freedom, You do so much for me, and in return, I am going to serve you, I am going to fight for your freedom, and to protect your family's future, I am going to watch over you, and your family, while you sleep, I am going to put my life on the line, whenever some terrorist tries to mess with you and your family's freedom, I am a dog on a leash, just waiting to be let go.

Baby
its my 4th grandchild and it is a girl,she will be born aug 17th on her mommys 25th bday,her name is Gemma-Mae Kelsey.i will be there for the birth of this one just like the last three and i will be the first to hold her also,just like the last three,oh i cant wait to hold her.some may think its nothing big but to me it is.its the best.

Poem About Me
Surrounded by walls of my own making Best to leave the fantasy that dies over and over While I am prisoner to what brings me pain Best to live inside the walls of my own creation Then allow them to be taken down again I have not learned the lesson five times taught Five times given The price the same Knowledge of that price still I allow those walls to fall Only to put them back up Once again scarred because of my own folly No matter how many times I say it will never happen again I take the walls down and slowly, brick by brick I put them back up Only to be lashed by reality as they are put back Where they belong Where they once stood It is my lot in life to live behind those walls Protected from the mistake that I make over and over I will never learn the lesson About pretty words and smiles And once again I bear wounds that no one can see Even if I wished them to I expect no change And shall be wary of any I am now a jade figure Living in this world Where

Hurricane Dean Update
000 WTNT64 KNHC 161459 TCUAT4 HURRICANE DEAN TROPICAL CYCLONE UPDATE NWS TPC/NATIONAL HURRICANE CENTER MIAMI FL AL042007 1100 AM AST THU AUG 16 2007 AT 1100 AM AST...1500 UTC...THE TRINIDAD AND TOBAGO METEOROLOGICAL SERVICE HAS JUST CHANGED THE TROPICAL STORM WATCH TO A TROPICAL STORM WARNING FOR GRENADA AND ITS DEPENDENCIES. A TROPICAL STORM WARNING MEANS THAT TROPICAL STORM CONDITIONS ARE EXPECTED WITHIN THE WARNING AREA WITHIN THE NEXT 24 HOURS. $$ FORECASTER PASCH Dean is the first hurricane in the Atlantic this season. Dean continues to intensify as it approaches the Caribbean Sea. Dean has top sustained winds of 100 mph; a category 2 on the Saffir-Simpson scale. It should reach the Lesser Antilles overnight. Dean should continue westward into the Caribbean and has the potential to reach "major" hurricane status by early Saturday. It may threaten Jamaica and the Cayman Islands during the latter half of the weekend and into Monday. Those vacationing and resi

Haha! Thats Too Funny!
Did I read that sign right? TOILET OUT OF ORDER. PLEASE USE FLOOR BELOW In a Laundromat: AUTOMATIC WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT In a London department store: BARGAIN BASEMENT UPSTAIRS In an office: WOULD THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE STEP LADDER YESTERDAY PLEASE BRING IT BACK OR FURTHER STEPS WILL BE TAKEN In an office: AFTER TEA BREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD Over a urinal in a men's room: WILL BUCKS WITH SHORT HORNS PLEASE STAND UP CLOSE? THE NEXT MAN MAY HAVE HOLES IN HIS SHOES! Outside a secondhand shop: WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING - BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES, ETC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN? Notice in health food shop window: CLOSED DUE TO ILLNESS Spotted in a safari park: ELEPHANTS PLEASE STAY IN YOUR CAR Seen during a conference: FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CHILDREN AND DOESN'T KNOW IT, THERE IS A DAY CARE ON THE 1ST FLOOR Notice in a far

Mad
so i'm getting really tired of getting attitude, snotty remarks, and plain ole bitchiness from some of my so called "friends" on here. they seem to think my entire freaking world revolves around this stupid computer, and that i have nothing better to do that sit on it ALL DAMN DAY. so when they try talking to me in my shoutbox, and i don't respond, guess what i get from them. not the "oh, guess i missed you" or "guess yer not there". noooo. i get the "why the hell aren't you talking to me?" or "are you ignoring me?" or "if you don't like me, just say so". my faves are the people who get pissed off, not because i don't respond to them, but that i don't respond FAST enough. WTF people ?? first of all, just cause fubar "says" i'm online, doesn't mean i am. i've noticed it takes awhile for that lil beer mug under my name to go away. second of all, i don't always have time to chit chat every time i get on here. i get on real quick, check my messages, and wanna get back off. usua

Riding The Wave
It has been a very strange and emotional week. This is probably one of the worst weeks of my life for many different reasons. I don’t exactly know where to begin, I guess I will just start venting and go where it may take me. My week started off badly on Monday. That day started off my bad luck. I got sick on Monday and have been sick ever since. I have been very ill. I have been vomiting blood and the whole nine yards. I started doing that Monday and I did it until today when I went to see the doctor and they finally gave me something to make me stop. I will say that my health has improved since then. I am still incredibly weak though. The doctors say that I will be weak for a while and to take things as easy as possible for the next week. I have the stomach flu you see and also a very weak immune system. They don’t want me to have an upset. I don’t want that either. I also have not had a great week with my boyfriend. I love him so much and he’s my everything, but

Lonely Puppet
Lonely Puppet To sit in this realm of solitude and be a puppet for whomever wants to pull my strings for a puppet is all I am and all I shall be,to be used when needed and then sat upon the shelf to collect dust and have shadows cast over me in the dying light left upon the shelf and forgotten like an unwanted thingand upon this shelf I sit seeing the world around me moving and yet unable to move myself I send out this silent prayer if ever there was love for me from past, present, or possible future send it now to rescue me for if you don't then let me burn and never be forgotten again. By: Sarah Pruitt

This Puzzle
My body is my temple You treat it like a rag doll You pull the strings Until i unravel But i seem to somehow Put myself back together An it seems you want to pull the strings again My hands are tired This time i will NOT Put myself back together If you want me back You try to put me pack Pick up the crumbs Of me off the ground An you try to put this puzzle back together

Swordfish Marinated In Recaito (pez Espada Marinado En Recaito)
INGREDIENTS: MARINADE: 1/2 cup olive oil 1/4 cup tomato sauce 1/2 cup Basice Recaito 3/4 cup fresh orange juice 3 bay leaves 6 swordfish steaks SAUCE: 1/4 cup (1/2 stick) butter 1/2 cup fresh orange juice 1/2 cup frozen passion fruit juice concentrate, thawed 2 garlic cloves, peeled and chopped 1 tablespoon Dijon mustard zest of 1 small orange, or more to taste 2 tablespoons olive oil 1 red bell pepper, seeded and diced, for garnish 1/4 cup chopped cilantro for garnish 1 Combine the marinade ingredients in a bowl. Add the fish, cover, and refrigerate for 2 hours. Turn the steaks every hour. 2 While the fish is marinating, prepare the sauce. Melt the butter and add the remaining ingredients, except the oil, bell pepper, and cilantro, and bring the mixture to a boil. Reduce the heat and simmer until the liquid is reduced to 2/3 cup. Set aside. 3 Drain the fish and discard the marinade. Heat the oil in a nonstick skillet and saute the fish until lightly browned

(my) Request
(my) Request by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) seduce me lead me tie me to a chair torture me pry from me sweet confessions quakes of surrender take from me all i possess leave me begging for more

The Kiss
The perfect kiss Requires your lips. The perfect pleasure, Is the press of your hips. The perfect sound, Your voice in my ear. The perfect sensation, Is finding you near. The perfect embrace, My arms round your waist. While the perfect smile, Exists on your face. The perfect moment, Is when I look in your eyes. And each perfect discovery, Is a perfect surprise.

Another Legal Manover
August 16, 2007 Judge who granted bond for shooting suspect makes statement Circuit Judge Manuel Lopez gave a brief statement Thursday afternoon to reporters regarding the death of Hillsborough County Sheriff's Sgt. Ronald Harrison. Harrison was killed early Wednesday by a man who was a defendant in Lopez's court. The judge granted Michael Allen Phillips bail in June. Lopez said a tragedy had occurred. "I am deeply saddened by his loss and express my deepest sympathies to his family," the judge said. "Bond hearings are held on a daily basis in courtrooms in Hillsborough County. I have personally handled hundreds of these," he said. "The law does not allow judges in Hillsborough County or the state of Florida to hold defendants without bond except in very narrow circumstances. This was not one of those circumstances." The judge would not take questions. A TV reporter asked why. "There's nothing I can add to the tragedy that would help the citizens of Hillsborough County

You Know You're From New Orleans When...all Of These Are True
You Know You're From New Orleans When... 1. Your sunglasses fog up when you step outside. 2. You reinforce your attic to store Mardi Gras beads. 3. Your baby's first words are "gumbo" and "whereyat". 4. You save newspapers, not for recycling but for tablecloths at crawfish boils. crawfish on newspaper 5. When you give directions you use "lakeside" and "riverside" not north & south. 6. Your ancestors are buried above the ground. 7. You get on a green trolley car to go to the park and a red one to the French Quarter. 8. You listen to holiday songs such as "the 12 yats of Christmas" and "Santa and his reindeer used to live next door". 9. You walk on the "banquet" (sidewalk) and stand in the "neutral ground" (area of ground between a two sided street) "by ya mommas" (by your mother's house). 10. Someone asks for directions and you stop and help them with a smile. 11. You use a "..3" washtub to cover your lawn mower or your outboard motor. 12. The horsep

The Irish Are A Tough Bunch Of People
An elderly Irishman lay dying on his bed. While suffering the agonies of impending death, he suddenly smelled the aroma of his favourite cheese scones wafting up the stairs. He gathered his remaining strength, and lifted himself from the bed. Leaning against the wall, he slowly made his way out of the bedroom and, with even greater effort, gripping the railing with both hands, he crawled downstairs. With laboured breath, he leaned against the door frame, gazing into the kitchen. Were it not for death's agony, he would have thought himself already in heaven, for there, spread out upon waxed paper on the kitchen table, were dozens of his favourite scones. Was it heaven? Or was it one final act of heroic love from his devoted Irish wife of sixty years, seeing to it that he left this world a happy man? Mustering one great effort, he threw himself towards the table, landing on his knees in a rumpled posture. His parched lips parted. He coul

Bitch I'm From Louisiana
Bitch I'm from LOUISIANA Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Louisiana came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU! IN CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the fin

A Quick Note...
Positive Thinking Will Take You Wherever You Want To Go In Life There is nothing more powerful in this world than a positive attitide. It will see you through the best and the worst of times, and reassure you when nothing else seems to. A positive outlook arms you with the confidence you need to reach for your dreams, no matter how high they are. If you take chances in life, what you're really telling yourself is that you believe in who you are. Remember to tell yourself that you can do whatever you set your mind to - and you'll see just how far that kind of thinking will get you. - T.L. Nash (I seen this today in a book I was looking at and kinda jumped out at me lol Thought it might jump out at a few of you too :P XXXX)

The Real Meaning Of Peace!
There once was a king who offered a prize to the artist who would paint the best picture of peace. Many artists tried. The king looked at all the pictures. But there were only two he really liked, and he had to choose between them. One picture was of a calm lake. The lake was a perfect mirror for peaceful towering mountains all around it. Overhead was a blue sky with fluffy white clouds. All who saw this picture thought that it was a perfect picture of peace. The other picture had mountains, too. But these were rugged and bare. Above was an angry sky, from which rain fell and in which lightning played. Down the side of the mountain tumbled a foaming waterfall. This did not look peaceful at all. But when the king looked closely, he saw behind the waterfall a tiny bush growing in a crack in the rock. In the bush a mother bird had built her nest. There, in the midst of the rush of angry water, sat the mother bird on her nest - in perfect peace. Which picture do you think won t

You've Got Mail
A little boy goes to his father and asks "Daddy, how was I born?" The father answers: "Well son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said: you've got mail

Not Enough Me
Oh shit! I’ve done it again... Too little of me For all of these men Attention I like A skank I am not When I get overwhelmed I claim I forgot To call which one back? Hell I don’t know! Can you not read? Doesn’t it show? My crazy ass Can’t seem to keep track Of my many “friends” Who admire my back Ironically, though I don’t have to kiss Touch or have sex For them to want this Poisonous female They just don’t see coming I don’t ask for much So why give them loving? Admiration I crave Sex I do not I have one to turn to When I start to get hot Down in my pants You know what I mean Don’t try to act Like YOUR mind is clean!

This Might Hurt.
I have been thinking alot over the pass months. I had desided that in order to live in the present and to get to the future I must stop living in the past. I have been hurt so badly by people I loved deeply. First off was the man I gave my heart to and would of give my hand to as well.FUCK HIM! All men are the same, they want what they want and don't give a fuck about you. Shit happens and small minded people never forgive. I learned that in order to move on I must first cut some ties that bind me. It will hurt deeply but it must be done for the better of each person. This may or may not lost forever, for if in truth we are as we think and the half of the other then this will not keep us apart. But with tears I do this. Is it best? I do not know. Will I be hated for it? Maybe, but I need to stop hurting. I need to stop thinking "What if". To my beloved, you know who you are. You need time to better yourself for you. I need time to better myself for my girls. I think about you all the t

Curious
i just don't understand why people on the Internet take things so seriously. I'm not talking about fubar. cause honestly fubar is pretty kick ass. i just dont get why people think the internet has so many bad things on it. yes there are some bad things and certain things i think shouldn't be on the net. but half of the stuff on here is someones point of view or opinion. but yet there has been so many people out there bashing others on there values morals and lets face there own personal opinion. i always thought that people should have there own way at looking at things. just don't bash others for what they believe . don't shoot down others for the ideas opinions and what not ....and yet there are so many of you people out there who are just so quick to judge argue run down and insult the very fact that people think for themselves i bet if someone did that to you , you would get mad and say how they are ignorant and all that. so pretty much aren't you being a hypocrite about it

Mariah Carey-we Belong Together
I didn't mean it When I said I didn't love you so I should have held on tight I never should've let you go I did nothing I was stupid I was foolish I was lying to myself I could not fathom that I would ever Be without your love Never imagined I'd be Sitting here beside myself I didn't know you I didn't know me But I thought I knew everything I never felt The feeling that I'm feeling now Now that I don't Hear your voice Or even touch or even kiss your lips Cause I don't have a choice What I wouldn't give To have you lying by my side We belong together When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby please We belong together Who else am I gonna lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place Baby nobody else We belong together I can't sleep at night When you're all on my mind Bobby Womack's on the radio Singing to me 'If you think you're lonely now' Wait a

My Friends And Fans Sooo Rock
I'm taking some items off my profile so that it loads better. This is one of them. Please rate my blogs. I am glad that so many of you enjoy my photos and videos! Thank you for all the luv My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!!

My Test Folder
is really just that...it nothin special i just feel bad when i upload pics and u guys rate and comment them yet the pic didnt load up correctly and i have to delete it no one is missin out on ANYTHING promise night night peeps **HUGS**

National Airborne Day
Hey all, I know this is a bit late, but please forgive me! August 16th is National Airborne Day... Make sure you thank any Airborne soldier you know! For all they have been through, I made them a gif to celebrate the day. When you look at the gif, this is what specific stuff was put in for... if you want anything changed, please let me know and I will redo it. 1. The Clouds... kind of a duh thing, y'all jump from the sky 2. The Rain... for the blood, sweat and tears y'all shed training, jumping, and in combat 3. The group jumping... No Airborne soldier is ever alone 4. The lettering... a. The font... star wars... cause you guys rock! b. The fire... Cause y'all have been to hell and back and jumped under fire. I hope y'all like it! here is a copy of the resolution.... SRES 82 IS 110th CONGRESS 1st Session S. RES. 82 Designating August 16, 2007 as `National Airborne Day'. IN THE SENATE OF THE UNITED STATES February 15, 2

Backing The Wrong Horse?
I'm fucking pissed! I drive back to town from going to the slayer concert. I have some time to kill so I go to my favorite watering hole to have a drink and shoot some pool. I get my vodka and tonic (5 olives) and some change, head to the back and put my money on the table and wait my turn just like every one else. When my turn comes up I "rack 'em" and start to play. When i win the game i sit down to enjoy my drink while the next guy in line racks. I get up to shoot but there is this guy in the way preparing to break. I say "sorry man but it's my table". He gets upset and starts complaining that he wants to play his friend. I tell him that's fine but he'll have to put his money up and wait his turn, like everyone else. He has no intention of waiting and starts to play. So, me being me, I reach around and pick up the cue ball and tell him that I'm going to play my turn. Next thing I know I'm backed against the wall with 6 gang banging pussies trying to intimidate me into g

Good News!
As I sit here with a bird on my shoulder that is stealing cantaloupe from my mouth and sticking it in my hair.....I am still as happy as I can be! I had another follow up appointment today at the Casey Eye Institute. It was all good news! The iritis has completely cleared up and my eye pressures were back to normal range! This has been a long struggle to get under control. Many of you may not know this, but I have an autoimmune disease. Actually, I have two of them, Lupus and Rheumatoid arthritis. My immune systen has turned against my own connective tissues. In laymans terms it means that my immune system attacks my soft tissues such as joints, muscles, eyes, lungs, etc... It began attacking my eyes a few years ago and I have had several episodes of iritis. Iritis is basically infammation in the eyes. It's very painful and is also the third leading cause of blindness. Some of the drugs that are used to suppress my immune system and also treat the iritis, can have adverse s

Two Moons
~~~SOMETHING TO WATCH~~~ *Two moons on August 27th 2007* *27th of August the Whole World is waiting for...* Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultivate on Aug. 27th 2007, when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth. Everyone should watch the sky on August 27th 2007, at 12:30 a.m. It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Share this with your family & friends... as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again!!!

Just How Important Is It To Become A Darwin Award Winner?
Side note...Spell-check is a must!!!Good Morning. There is a segment called the Darwin awards which normally is those who try to cheat death but usually end up…hmm Not winning…here are a few that should have made the list but will perhaps just be runners up. I will call this segment: “” Thinning the Herd “” A burglar was killed trying to sneak into the Maranatha Used Clothing store in Miami on May 31; police said the man had crawled between the blades of a large, idle ventilation fan but that before getting all the way through, he accidentally tripped the "on" switch. [WKMG-TV (Orlando), 6-1-07] In Forst, Germany, in May, as a 43-year-old man and a 12-year-old boy vied in a spitting-for-distance contest from a second-story balcony, the grown-up, trying for extra momentum, thrust himself forcefully up to the railing, launched his saliva, and accidentally fell to his death. [Der Spiegel, 6-1-07] Almost but still around to cheat death once again is: In June, a 17-yea

Ahhhhh!
I enjoy spending the day at the spa that my family owns. I love the personal suanas we have there. little did I know we have cameras inside em to make sure if someone is not trapped. Personally I think the lady that manages the spa is a little voyuer spy.

Chapter 1
..02-23-2007 Melbourne, Australia 3:33 am Chani Morgan was startled from her deep dream-laced slumber. She felt the cold clammy perspiration gathered at the back of her neck. Her pulse beat rapidly, as the darkness of her dreams drew back to the far recesses of her mind, the fragments barely there for her to hold onto. A mirror and a face looking back at her. Her face, but how could that be, she wondered. Then it was gone. Nothing left but the uneasy feeling of being watched. She shivered and opened her eyes, only to welcome the all too familiar darkness she had woken to for the past ten years, ever since the accident at age thirteen. The accident that had left her blind. Reaching for her walking stick, Chani pulled herself into a sitting position, placing her bare feet upon the cool hardwood floor. She always looked forward to those first steps. They brought to her a sense of pleasure that she would have other-wise over-looked. Her only goal each and every day was quite simply to

Reminds Me Of My Internet Start Up Days
This web site is incredible...scrolling links who ever thought of that!? Reminds me of the earlier days when I used to work for several internet start ups. All my friends from MIT were programmers but not me I was busy building porn sites for the companies I developed for. I was more like a shameless snake oil sales men. hell I was grossing over $100,000 dollars a month. Lucky we got out before the bubble broke. I made a lot of people money.

Anticipation
When,Where, What, and How? All questions plagueing her mind. His words were so vague, but yet revealing enough to set her on edge. The deep sultry purr of his voice as he taunts her, drives her mad. Words telling her so little but having a huge impact. Fear, excitement, longing, all mixing with the building anticipation. Could happen tommorow or weeks from now. He knows exactly what he is doing. Relishing the fact she is so excited, but yet knows nothing of his plans. So many different scenarios have flooded her imagination. So many possibilities. His laugh ssounding so devilish. Making her wonder even more, if he is enjoying teasing her so, what actually comes about may take her breath away. So she sits back and does the only thing she can....wait and wondr. Mind spinning, senses heightened, wondering, if the anticipation and excitement are getting to him as well.

Perspective...
Beautiful Story A good airline story Tip: Keep inconveniences in perspective. This past week I was on a four and a half hour, non-stop flight from Seattle, Washington, to Atlanta, Georgia. In all my years of traveling, I have learned that each time a plane has the opportunity to stop, there is potential for unexpected challenges. Flight delays, weather and airline crews can create unanticipated challenges on any trip. Therefore, I always try to fly non-stop between my destinations. About an hour into this particular flight, the Captain's voice rang over the intercom. He asked if there was a physician or nurse on the plane. If so, he asked them to identify themselves by ringing the flight attendant call button beside their seat. I listened carefully but heard no one ring their bell. I immediately began to wonder what was happening. In a few minutes the Captain informed us that there was a medical emergency on board and asked again if there wa

That's A Tough Order!
Today's Horror-scope: Take a long lunch or treat yourself to something big and pricey -- you do deserve it, honestly! You can get back to taking care of the rest of the world some other time, but for now it's all about you. I'm not sure if I can do that. I have a real hard time spending money on myself. :p

Tarotscopes - Introduction
Merry Meet and Welcome to my TarotScopes Pages! I have been a reader of the Tarot and an Astrologer for most of my life, even did it professionally for a while. These pages were written over ten years ago and I recently rediscovered them floating around in cyberspace so I updated them and am re-posting them here for all my Fubarlanders enjoyment. Please comment and rate; let me know what you think or what your Number is. Mostly Have Fun! )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o Tarotscopes are like Tarot and Astrology combined. These are based on your birth date. So we need to determine what your birth number is. To do this we need to do a little math, I promise it's very simple!! This is what you do: add your birth month (example-October=10) to your birth day (example-the 11th=11) to the year you were born (example 1961) 10 + 11 + 1961 = 1982 Now we must reduce it down, so again you add the numbers together 1 + 9 + 8 + 2 = 20. Then co

Gonna Be A Bear
Women's Motto No. 1: Gonna Be A Bear In this life I'm a woman. In my next life, I'd like to come back as a bear. When you're a bear, you get to hibernate. You do nothing but sleep for six months. I could deal with that. Before you hibernate, you're supposed to eat yourself stupid. I could deal with that, too. When you're a girl bear, you birth your children (who are the size of walnuts) while you're sleeping and wake to partially grown, cute, cuddly cubs. I could definitely deal with that. If you're a mama bear, everyone knows you mean business. You swat anyone who bothers your cubs. If your cubs get out of line, you swat them, too. I could deal with that. If you're a bear, your mate EXPECTS you to wake up growling. He EXPECTS that you will have hairy legs and excess body fat. Yup, gonna be a bear!

#2 The High Priestess
#2\'s The High Priestess If your birth number is the number 2, then your Tarot Association is The High Priestess. )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( ***Characteristics: If you use your energy in a positive manner. You will be Initiative, Perceptive, Serene, Objective and Far-Seeing. You are able to read signs and feelings. You are also able to see what is going on behind the scenes. You are also able to use your innate Psychic Abilities. ***Traits associated with the use of negative energy: If you block the flow of positive energy you may avoid entanglements (relationships). You may lack patience; you may be cruel and vindictive. You may exhibit shallowness, short-sightedness, or conceit. You may also be confused, make poor decisions, and show poor judgment. ***Actions associated with blocking positive energy: If you are experiencing any of the above negative traits you may be blocking energy. The most common for you are: Only t

Update On Previous Blog.......
In the last blog I was rambling on about a magic genie's lamp. I listed out what my 3 wishes would be. Well I have to update/change a couple of those. I still want that little place in the country. Wow. I think that would be great to live out there. A co- worker, who is a city person mentioned the other night that they didn't like the sound of crickets. Well the thing is you never hear to many of them around were I live, here in town. Go out to my parents house and there is a symphony of them. I think that sound is peaceful. The parts I was going to update was the job. Yeah I still would want to work at Caterpillar but I guess I don't necessarily need that now. I have currently found another job and I start on the 27th of this month. I hope it is a good one. I don't know if it stacks up to Caterpillar but it is definitely better then what I am doing now. The other thing I wanted to change was the women of my dreams. I put that I was interested in the women that my friends introduced m

#8 The Justice
#8's The Justice )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( If your birth number is an 8, then your Tarot association is The Justice. ***Characteristics: You are Fair-minded and Reasonable. You like to hear both sides and then come to your own conclusion. You are Just, Well-Meaning and Sincere. You seek Balance and Equality. You are Righteous, Virtuous, and Honorable. You are also a Good Critic because you have the ability to evaluate things. You are also Insightful and Even-Tempered. Traits associated with the use of Negative Energy: Antagonistic, one who loves conflict, a creator of disorder. A person who experiences great Trials and Tribulations. Actions which may block Positive Energy: Having a Lack of Joy or Inspiration. Believing that attacking others is justified to protect yourself. Believing that Peace and Reconciliation are Weaknesses. ***Symbols: Infinity and Fate--can also be a symbol for money, sex and power

#9 The Hermit
#9's The Hermit )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( If your Birth number is a 9, then your Tarot card association is The Hermit. ***Characteristics associated with the use of Postive Energy: You are a Seeker of the Truth. You are Knowledgable, Solicitous, and Prudent. You can be Discreet as well as Sensitive. You are a Deep Thinker and you may be Self Denying. You are also Vigilant and can overcome Challenges. You may seek Solitude. ***Traits associated with the use of Negative Energy. If you are blocking your positive energy then you may experience these traits: You may be withdrawn, in cautious and you may be careless. You may behave impetuously or tactlessly. You may be insensitive and secretive; you may hide your true feelings. You may be a loner. ***Actions which may block Positive Energy: An attitude towards life which only focuses on self or material possessions. Centering on the "effects" rather than on the cause. Ins

#10 The Wheel Of Fortune
#10's the Wheel of Fortune )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( If your birth number is a 10, then your Tarot card association is The Wheel of Fortune. ***Characteristics: If you are using your energy in a positive manner then you are Lucky by nature. You are Positive, Successful, and Happy. You roll with the punches and you benefit from change. You always seem to land "butter side up" ***Traits associated with the use of negative energy. If you are blocking your positive energy you may experience these traits. You may be Arrogant (arrogance masking fear), Pompous, and Vain. You may feel as if you live on a roller coaster, with pits of despair, followed by peaks of happiness. ***Actions which may block Positive Energy: Fear that something "bad" is about to happen. Over-emphasis on material assets. Being Over-cautious. Feeling that you should be punished for past actions>>>Guilt. ***Symbols: Chance, Luck or Fate ***Angel: The Angel associated w

Choose To Be Inspired
Envy is worse than a waste of time. For when you hold on to thoughts of envy, you are actively holding yourself back. Envy builds a wall between you and the abundance that could otherwise be yours. Envy can drain you of your best possibilities. Do you ever resent it when someone else has acquired or achieved or experienced some particular thing and you have not? If so, then your envy actually makes your own situation worse. Instead of being envious about the good fortune of others, be genuinely thankful for it. That instantly puts you in a much better position to create similar good fortune in your own life. When you celebrate the achievements of others, you connect yourself in a positive and empowering way to life's abundance. When you choose to be inspired, your eyes will open to many more valuable and positive possibilities. Be truly thankful for the success that you see around you. And that success will soon become your own. -- Ralph Marston

How Can A Mother Let This Happen To Her Daughter
Please watch her story and share it with others. It is a TRAGIC story but one that must be shared. Hopefully her story will touch your heart and you will be willing to step up to the plate and help children who can't help themselves. If you want to help out, please repost. she was such a beautiful little girl.I cannot believe someone so heartless could allow something like this to happen. please please please repost this!

Guiding Light
Lightning Flashes Across The Sky Reflecting In Her Deep Blue Eye's She Stares Into The MoonLess Night Peace Fill's Her Soul So Deep Inside She Sighs So Many Thing's She Has Yet To Do Car's Flash By Into The Storm Filled Night She Won't Just Sit Idely By And Watch As Her Life Passes Her By No More Will She Sit And Wonder Why It's Time She Took A Stand She Reaches Out For His Hand His Light So Bright Her Guding Light It Shine's Ever So Bright Alway's Leading Her Through The Darkest Of Night's He Set's Her Free To Become All He Wants Her To Be Copyright ©2007 Lisa M.

Men.............
Men.............It's not so complicated! It's like this....... The nice men are ugly. The handsome men are not nice. The handsome and nice men are gay. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have no money. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money. The handsome men without money are after our money. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money are pigs. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank GOD are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE! The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative. NOW, WHO IN THE WORLD UNDERSTAN

All F*cked Up
As I sat and listened to that one sided conversation that determined if I was ever going to see you again, I had to stop and think of how fucked up it was. How fucked up it ALL is. And then my mind wanders into why the fuck I'm even caring? I'll tell ya why, because for once I wanted that picture of perfect happiness to be the truth. I was fooling myself, for that the fault is purely my own. However, that doesn't mean there won't be some repercussions for your actions. Like throwing a stone in a still body of water the ripples seem endless. And so your actions will affect every aspect of your life. You know revenge is a kind of wild justice and you may never know where it will turn. After all, Sic Gorgiamus Allos Subjectatos Nunc. We gladly feast on those who would subdue us.

Why Does He Have To Be Such An Ass
Well, first of all, As most of you know i am not having the best marriage. LOL I guess you could say my sex life is null and void. He told me the other night that the reason he wont have sex with me is because its bad for his EGO because i dont have an orgasam. Well his version of foreplay is me "getting" give him a BJ. So of course i dont. I have tried to explain to him that a woman needs to be turned on as much as a man to perform. Well, anyway last night he went outta town for a meeting. He was coming back home last night so he called me and ask what i was fixing for dinner. I jokeingly told him that i had something for him to eat. He got pissed at that and accused me of having someone here. All i wanted to do was flirt with him and maybe try to make things a little exciting. He never goes down on me either. Which is why he may have got pissed because i know he wont. But thats not the way i meant it. He wouldnt even speak to me when he got home last night. Then this morning he tried

Please Help Sweetdreams..
My friend is in a contest and she would help anyone out that she could. She is like 4 thousand behind. I need help to get her ahead to win this contest. She is the sweetest person anyone could meet. If you could click on her picture and leave her comments and rate her I would greatly appreciate it...

I Dont Work At A Spa
I dont work at a spa. I'm self employed but want to open up my own healing center. Perhaps my own massage institute. Im all bout pushing products. Today is friday and I have 6 massages to do. from 12 noon till 9PM. I got a massage yeaterday and it was great!

Tgif!!! Enjoy Fu Friends!
....it is Friday, and I am SOOOOOOOOO glad!!!! Boy, do I love my weekends! Hope you all have a wonderful Friday...try to stay cool.....hahahaha...that's been a little impossible, but if nothing else, find a pool, or a lake! HUGGGGZ, AND LOVE TO ALL MY FU FRIENDS!

Lies And The Lying Liars That Lie Them......
there is one thing i have noticed, and i may be guilty of it from time to time....the comments on a woman's page that say how beautiful she is when she is really a fat cow......and all the fake 10 and 11 ratings....why should i be responsible for boosting your ego for no reason? of course i rate all 10's unless someone downrates me....i guess if i dont like "the rules" i can go somewhere else...right? fat chance, there are way too many really hot chicks on here to bail :) am i a hypocrit?

The Floor
Denise and I are getting ready to start on our hardwood floors again. It has been interesting so far... First, the dining room and living room floors were in pretty bad shape in our 1930’s home, so I rented a large orbital sander to remove the old finish. Lots of old finish. About 50 years worth. I had no idea how much the sanding sheets had gone up in price, so I changed them every time one started to slow down in its cutting. Over $300 worth of sandpaper later...! .... Ok, we got over that shock, bought a lambs-wool floor finish applicator and a painter’s pad (for edges) and started laying down the polyurethane. We were pleasantly surprised at how easy this went, though I still had not figured out how to get the border between the edges and corners to come out as smooth as the rest of the floor. Still, things were looking up. We finished the first coat in about an hour and a half. Over the next few hours we discovered that the oil-based finish took a LO

Boyfriend Application
Boyfriend Application 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk crap about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? why or why not? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19.Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me -would you? 21.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 22. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 23. what do you rate me outta 1-10?? 24. phone number?

Tonight !
Tonight when I heard your voice , My heart skip, So many feeling come flooding back. And I couldn't speak your name Wanting NO Needing So badly to feel you Near Me Just one More time ..... Hunted by the thought of her laying Next to you , that night. Closeing my eyes trying to found my inner strangth, So you wont See the hurt that Burns deeply with in me.... Only if I could turn back the clocks to a time, when I wasn't scared to have you look me deep In the eyes, and seeing the real Me. Longing to feel you close to Me, just one more time, Memories So many Memories your smile it's like no other smile, I have ever seen Your eyes the way they glow, when you would hold Me near Your touch. how it could carry me away and make everything seem Ok Your smell, still after all this time when I close my eyes I can still smell you Next to me and it is as if None of this is real .............. Wrtten By Norma C Brooks

Damn The Man!
I was trying to repost this but apparently I'm reposting bulletins too fast so .... Hi everyone :) Ok heres the dealio Im like 33,000 away from fu king I have most of my 11s left, i wanna level today!!! Plz plz help me =[ Have a great weekend! *~þöŁşķįĆħęŗŗŷ~*@ fubar (repost of original by '*~þöŁşķįĆħęŗŗŷ~*' on '2007-08-17 08:30:02')

My Contest For Sexiest Curvy Redhead
Okay y'all I am hosting a competition... This time for the sexiest curvy redhead! The contest will run from today Friday the 17th and will run till midnight of Sunday the 26th ... I increased the prize money... 1st prize (present worth 7500 Fubucks!) 2nd prize (present worth 5000 Fubucks!) 3rd prize (present worth 3500 FuBucks!) Comment bombing (by others and yourself) will be allowed! You 'll get one point per comment and 2 points per rating! Please repost this bulletin to reach as many ppl as possible http://www.fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=359626

Get To Know Your Ghosts - Intelligent Haunt
In this style of haunting the entity or entities are aware of their surroundings. Most of the time you will find that these spirits are not confined to one spot, they can move around freely. Also, they will acknowledge the existence of human beings and even try to communicate in certain ways. They are limited in what they can do. Most of the time they only move very light objects but they have been known to move objects up to around 10lbs. They are looking for people to notice them but they end up scaring people a great deal instead. Usually, between the hours of 11pm and 4am are the times that the entities can more efficiently manifest themselves, due to this time period being the darkest hours of the night. Most of the time are not strong enough to show themselves during the daylight because it takes too much energy to make themselves visible. Think of it like this, if you were to turn on a flashlight during the daytime you would hardly notice the light, but if you were to tu

Poem
A Glimpse Of A Butterfly's Glory Coming into my own for the first time in many years. Feeling fresh - as if alive and new for this first time. There is something happening. Realizing for the first time finally that I am okay. Not a supermodel but beautiful inside and out. I am not perfect but because I try I am good enough. I can look at myself -smile- and feel good about me. This is the butterfly I have emerged into being!It is truly a glimpse of glory. Emerging from my tightly woven cocoon...Of critical withdrawals keeping others at bay. Unfolding...emerging...a new beginning. An awesome desire of passion. Living life in the very moment, with an incredible energy not known before. Wings are open, colors are showing brilliant - glowing. Flapping -I SMILE!-flashing Soaring to new heights...flitting as butterflies do. ALIVE...REAL...HAPPY...NEW Sensational discovery thanks to all of you.

A Soldiers Prayer
It's time to sleep I've been relieved My rifle at my side My knife in it's sheath Lord let me live another day As I put myself in harms way I made my choice, I took the oath I stand for freedom, but I don't boast My God, my country, my family The things I hold so dear With these all on my side There's nothing for me to fear But if I should fall before my next relief I will stand before you Lord with honor and dignity So, while I'm here please make me strong To fight the battles and right what's wrong God Bless America

Get To Know Your Ghosts - Poltergeists
Poltergeist is from a German word meaning noisy spirits. Reports of poltergeists date back to Ancient Roman times. The activity that takes place will start of with knocks and bangs, furniture starting to move around by itself. Then, the activity will become more intense, manifesting itself through voices and even the appearance of full apparitions. Furniture may slide across the room and beds may shake. Many shows are based on this is a style of haunting because it tends to be the most terrifying and rarest type of haunting that occurs. Most of the time, in the case of a poltergeist, the haunting circles around a female in her teen years. Some of these cases seem to be caused by the female unknowingly controlling the energy around herself. Some cases happen around people that are stable and in the right mind space. This haunting is hard to classify due to certain situations. No two are ever really the same. Most of the time you will find that one person in the household see

Freedom Isnt Free
A man went off to war that day. Three children sat in bed to prey. A lonely solider closed his eyes as smoke from gunshot filled the skies. A wife at home sat alone. Scared to death she'd stay that way she'd prey harder every day. A solider now in the midst of war had finally just found a door a door that opened to his heart a piece of him that could not part. A wife, three kids still held his heart. His mind went back to the war, but something happened not intended two shots and his life had ended. Three children sit in church today ready to make their first prayer. One for father safe and sound walking on the holy ground. One for mom to fill a hole that lay deep down inside her soul. Final words must be said a woman stands on behalf the dead. She shuts her eyes says let it be my heart has told me freedoms not free.

Poem
Anxiously anticipating the unexpected release. Wondering if it will be as it seems. Feeling an incredible urge to bolt and run. Knowing I must wait because I might come undone. Will waiting cause a loss of nerve? Will the frenzy building cause me to swerve? Seems so different to feel this way. Wonder what made it be so different this day? Starting to come into my own. Learning that life is better than I have ever known. You just have to believe that you have a purpose. That for someone, somewhere you have an incredible worth. It has always been hard to accept that good things are deserved. When they come along often times I throw them a curve. Getting better with each passing moment. One of these days ... I will learn to be incredibly appreciative of who I am becoming. ME!

What Is Love?
Is love when you find yourself thinking about someone before you go to bed then when you wake up they are the 1st thing you think about (after you take a piss)? Do you ever find yourself driving somewhere and a song comes on that reminds you of them and you look over and say "Remember when..." then you see that you are alone? Is love when you sit there looking at you phone trying to think of a story or something funny that didn't really happen that day but you just need something to say just so you can hear their voice? Do you ever open the text on your phone put their number in and then hit the END button and do that 3 or 4 times cause you want to talk to them but you have nothing to say? Do you never forget their birthday? Is love when you say "I love you" and you didn't say it so they would say it back too you but you said it cause you love them? And don't get me started on the driving past their house, or going through their garbage, or looking in their window so you can watch them

If...
IF I GET 30 DRINKS WITHIN THIS HOUR I WILL REOPEN MY [NSFW]FOLDER AND BEST OF ALL I WILL OPEN IT UP TO EVERYONE SO YES IT WILL BE A PUBLIC FILE AGAIN SO START BUYIN ME DRINKS IF YOU WANT TO SEE ME NAKED ONCE MORE!!!!! YOU HAVE ONLY 1 HOUR TO COMPLETE THIS TASK GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE LOTSA LOVE BRING SEXY BACK MOMMY STYLE [NAUGHTY NIKKI]

Just Gotta Get This Off My Chest Again ........
I read somebody's page a few minutes ago and it really struck me hard. It was so 'real' and I think he's probably one of the most real on this whole site perhaps....... Anyhow, it just made me think about all the fakes and liars that I've run in to here as well as on other sites and IN PERSON!... and it's really sad and disgusting how people feel the need to lie and play games with others. Look, if you're a player, liar or as in my eyes a real 'PUSS' for doing those hurtful things to others, get the fk out, go do everybody a BIG favor and go play in the streets of Chicago, please!? You'd be doin the world a great justice by ridding it of yourself! I hate seeing friends and people that I know or don't even know,get hurt all the time, and don't even think of saying something like that they wear their hearts on their sleeves or need to toughen up, cause that's a load of horse taters! People , real people DO have feelings and I for one am tired of getting my own feelings run over with

Come Dance With Me
Come dance with me in the rainbow mist Where the clouds are fluffy Where life is pure bliss Come dance with me in the field of roses Where the dew settles upon petals Where the breeze tickles our noses Come dance with me lets twirl around Where life is peaceful Where we never touch down Come dance with me my love Where two become one Where we fly free as a white dove Come dance with me this night Let's waltz and sway Where we both feel just right Come dance with me in the pale moon's light Your skin against mine The perfect lover's flight Come dance with me Let's take that flight Come dance with me Tonight is the night You around me in a twist of passion Come dance with me.

Thawing Out
There was a girl on a carrige ride with her mother it was a cold blistery january day and the girl told her mother that her hands were cold so the mother told her to put it between her legs and they would warm up so she did and they warmded up. the next afternoon her and her boy friend were outside playing and he said his nose was cold so she replied put it between my legs and it will warm up so he did and it warmed up. later on that day he complained that his penis is frozen solid and again she replied stick it between my legs and it will warm up and he did and it warmed up. that night she asked her mother what a penis was, and out of curosity she asked why and the daughter replied because they make one hell of a mess when they thaw out.!!!!!!!!!!!

Hooked - Chapter 3
Chapter 3 “Ya, mon…dat was hot!” growled a deep bass voice from nearby. We were both startled and you tried to cover up, but there was nothing to cover with, so you just hugged me tighter, my cock still buried inside you. Looking around, we finally located the source of the voice. A huge Rastafarian, at least 6’-7”, was standing about 10 feet away. A petite, blonde wearing a tiny white bikini top and some sort of wrap slung low around her waist, was fondling his hard 12” cock with both hands. Her white hands seemed so tiny compared to his huge, dark member. I looked at you and your eyes grew wider. “Karen???” you said incredulously. The petite blonde looked up and grinned. “Huh? Oh, hey! Kathy?! Damn, that was hot!” Karen’s speech was slurring a little. “I didn’t know that was you. Ya’ll really put on a show. Can you see this huge cock?” “Yeah…damn, I see it,” you replied. You sat up and wiggled your hips a little, which moved my cock around inside you. I guess t

The Druids Were The Priests - Magicians - Of The Celtic People.
They were Priests and Prietesses. Although since Christian times Druids have been identified as wizards and soothsayers, in pre-Christian Celtic society they formed an intellectual class comprising philosophers, judges, educators, historians, doctors, seers, astronomers, and astrologers. The earliest surviving Classical references to Druids date to the 2nd century B.C. The word "Druidae" is of Celtic origin. The Roman writer Pliny the Elder (Gaius Plinius Secundus, 23/24-79 A.D.) believed it to be a cognate with the Greek work "drus," meaning "an oak." "Dru-wid" combines the word roots "oak" and "knowledge" ("wid" means "to know" or "to see" - as in the Sanskrit "vid"). The oak (together with the rowan and hazel) was an important sacred tree to the Druids. In the Celtic social system, Druid was a title given to learned men and women possessing "oak knowledge" (or "oak wisdom"). The Druids emerged from the ancient Celtic tribes, at a time when the people had to live close to

New Hurricane Dean Update
Fast-moving Hurricane Dean, the first hurricane in the Atlantic this season, passed through the Lesser Antilles earlier this morning via the St. Lucia Channel between Martinique and St. Lucia and has entered the eastern Caribbean Sea. Wind gusts have been clocked as high as 104 mph on Martinique. Dean has top sustained winds of 105 mph; a category 2 on the Saffir-Simpson scale. Additional strengthening is likely today and Dean may reach "major" hurricane status by this afternoon or evening. Dean's forecast track has become clearer, at least for the short term, and will likely bring dangerous hurricane conditions to Jamaica and the Cayman Islands on Sunday and Monday respectively. Those vacationing and residents of the Yucatan Peninsula and Cozumel should keep a concerned eye towards Dean for early in the upcoming week. It is too early to tell what, if any, impacts Dean will have on the United States but all along the western Gulf Coast will want to keep monitoring Dean t

Hooked - Chapter 4
Chapter 4 “I need your cock inside me,” Karen was whispering in my ear when I woke up. “I need it so bad. Fuck me, please?” It was almost pitiful, but very erotic. I remember taking a shower and then we must have all fallen asleep in each other’s arms, because I woke up to find myself surrounded by naked beautiful women. Karen was lying face-to-face with me with my arm around her. I could feel her warm soft breath on my face as she spoke. You were curled up against my back. Your breasts were pressed against me and your right leg was draped over my right hip. “What time is it?” I whispered. “Time to fuck Karen” was her reply. I tried to look at the bedside clock, but she grabbed my face and kissed me softly and passionately. It was still dark outside and I was still a little groggy from the night. I moved my right hand down to her crotch and traced her tiny strip of hair, down past her clit, and into her wet, swollen lips. Her left leg lifted into the air to g

Do You Really Wanna Hurt Me... Ok Then, Hit Away
rev up my motor turn the key and the gasoline burns watch the tires spinning faster and faster, around the hairpin turns rev up the engines take it one lap at a time free spinning bearings, total collapse brakes that can stop on a dime rev up the horses ponies chasing the checkered flag one more lap to go exploding right front tire, now isn't that a drag.... DOES IT REALLY MATTER WHY I WAS FIRED FROM MAKING TWINKIES???

Who Thinks Im Hot??
Ok all you guys look at me as what I look like. Nothing else. You dont like me couse im funny or can be sweet at times. But I guess I will get use to it. And for all you guys that like me for me thank you. And I do like when guys say im hot just not when thats all thay like me for.

Keeping Her Togeather
Buried at PhotoCasket.com SHe was falling apart at the seems, couldn't hold up for much longer, she called everyone she knew....but what she really needed was a doctor. Her body was fragile but she had a strong heart, this doctor would make sure she would never fall apart. For the first time he saw her, he knew that she was his, he would hold her togeather even though her fate was quite dim.. He Franticly poked, proded, and had sown all night, to make sure her heart was safe and that she would come out right. As scared as she was she never let it show, she just looked at him with an ever loving glow... As much as the Doc. loved her, and she did him....soon the beast would have chimmed in... This beast wasn't much diffrent from her both stitched up to be whole A warn body and tatered soul He knew that she was for him, and belonged to no one else... THis is who he wanted This is what he prayed for Some one like him someone to adore...

New Shows Added! Another Daughtry Date
Hey Gang, Quick update.... New DAUGHTRY date added Aug. 26th in CANADA! Details here: http://www.hob.com/tickets/eventdetail.asp?eventid=46427 Also, added a local date: Sept. 8th @ W.O. Wrights Dayton, OH More Details TBA -T

In A Shady Vale
Down in the hollows, In a shady vale.... Common sense was left behind... Images of what they thought... Became the reality, of what they wanted... To obscure truth, did they band together.... To be a force of ignorance.... For to be wrong, seperately was inconceivable once... A path was chosen. United, they could uplift one another... Pretend, pretentious swaggering was right and correct... A barrier formed together...keep out those they never had let Within. Further divide, and conquer... Regardless of the loss. Potential beaten back... In a shady vale of lies...did they meet... To pat each others backs...job well done... They won, but had no idea...what they lost..

Hello Disaster
Hello Disaster Your My favorite sickness and Your seeping into Me. Hold Me up burst my perfect bubble blow me off .. I dont care Your the subtle kind of cruel Your the dream and I'm the dreamer I'm fine, Ill be fine I know what I need when I'm starting to fall and I know where I'm going, slipping and tripping this isn't how I planned it , but Ill be just fine No words can get me through nothingness its nothingness and its fine . Stepping ... on the grounds of where tomarow things where clearer Visions a bit foggy , but I can see through You Ive spent all my time and money ... money and time hoping and wishing all the while ive been blind and I know that I dont mean Piss to You another knotch in your studded belt Im still here ..im still stumbling..im still fine Copyright:Your Future Ex- Girlfriend

Things On My Mind
Getting home yesterday after a wonderful 15 days in Vegas, its funny that the 22 hour layover at Chicago O'Hare took away all the flooding nice visuals and replaced them with disdain and bitter feelings. I know that the O'Hare layover is still fresh and will be a 'flash in the pan' compared to the embedding memories & joy felt piror to my miserable time there. I know that while reflecting back to my Vegas experience, it will eventually become a side note and even a learning experience to convey to travelers. Some notable things of the lay over experience is: O'hare has the most food courts I've ever seen. (with some exceptional places to dine) With it being the largest airport in the US it's ideal for people watching ... Even while extremely fatigued and massive sleep deprivation, I found myself chucking at a particular person or an event unfolding in front of me. Watching angry people yelling at the poor customer service reps ... actually reminded me

D@mnit My Internet Is Pissing Me Off
My internet connection is through my cable line and it just failed a few minutes ago for the second time today, and the third time within the last 24 hours. If you see me logged in, and my name says I'm here but I'm not responding to you, then it's because my internet connection has failed yet again and I'll get back on as soon as I possibly can. This is ridiculous. Not only is our cable tv all fubarred up, every time it's working halfway decent, the d@mned internet connection goes to shit.

Life Can Be Good
Well, here i sit in Denton Tx, 100 percent satisfied with my life. I have a lot of new friends who can handle being with a Cowboy and not resent it. Im working a great job, living in a motel here in town, and just generally doing really well. I guess there is still life to live after all. My last relationship tore my heart out when it ended, but now i see it as a chapter in my life that was meant to be written. Tomorrow, on the 18'th, i celebrate 2 yrs without a drink of alchohol, im really excited about it! I'll be getting my keytag from my NA group here in Denton, and once again hold my head up with pride!

Subconscious Suicide
It is within the ashes that a burnt soul will recognize her face Words have become muted colors fade into greys emptiness grows, expands till nothing in the soul remains. Her lips softly embrace the cigarette inhaling the poison resolutely; subconscious suicide; breathed deep into the lungs, exhaled in a narrow colomn of life driven from the body with determination. Her hand reaches for the glass filled with a fluid that will numb the senses silence the emotions that scream in love’s abstinence. another scar carved by his hands...

Untitled
my fave songs to dance too jose cuervo - shelly west Ladies love country boys - trace adkins tubthumping - chumbawamba ten rounds with jose cuervo - john michael montgomery captian jack ddr style- captian jack take this job and shove it - dead kennedys chrome - trace adkins gasoline [remix] - daddy yankee honky tonk badonkadonk - trace adkins i faught the law - the clash hot mama - trace adkins walk it out - dj unk hillbillies like it in the hay - big n rich uncle pen - ???? should I stay or should I go - the clash swing batter swing - trace adkins save a horse - big n rich litty pretty one - ???? date rape - sublime candyshop - ???? all jacked up - gretchen wilson bbq stain - tim mcgraw blitzkrieg bop - the ramones

Sage Advice From A Friend!
As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information : I'm doing it as a public service.

A Friend Taught Me This.
i guess it makes you feel a little better because you get it out without directly hurting people's feelings. so, here it goes. ~You, your boyfriend is a dick. he has the worst case of single child syndrome i have ever seen. He is annoyingly selfish and i hope he gets beat up. ~You, i met you a long time ago...bought you a whip...in real life...haven't seen you but 2 times since. i miss you. wish you stuck around longer. ~You, wish you lived closer, cause we would have way too much fun. ~You, your entirely too nice. I get mean when i'm drunk sometimes and you let me walk all over you...i feel bad about it later. ~You, shut the fuck up. you are soooo not as cool as you believe you are. you might have a few friends in this on-line world, but your a fucking loser. i mean come on, your a mother who is a felon for not paying your child support! you should be shot. ~You, sometimes you creep me out a little. you seem innocent enough, but sometimes you give me a weird vibe. st

Life, And The Reason For It All.
You know, it’s a sad thing… to see people pass away from this world at a young age, without being able to enjoy the fullest extent of what this world has to offer, of what we have to offer to each other. But it is a sadder thing still to see people muddle through in this world, surviving well into their eighties perhaps, and still finding themselves in the same boat—never really knowing, at such a late age in life—of our purpose here, of what life is really for. I have long mourned the death of my brother at such a tender age, for the former reasons, and I know now, as I knew then, that I will mourn his passing for the rest of my life. But I know now, as I knew then, that he loved me. That was a gift he gave me, the gift of his love, and the gift of his time in this world—and that is a greater present than any one other person in this world can give—for no person can seek to step in and replace another. God was merciful in that way, however some may see it otherwise. We a

What It Was Was Football
Its football season already? My oldest son has a scrimmage game tonight so I get to go sit in teh hot stadium and watch a practice game while I remind myself that before the season is over I will be wearing a jacket ot teh games. When does the season end?

Suicide Letter
I rush to the bathroom and lock the door, I can't stand the pain; I can't stand it anymore. I go to the cabinet for that lethal pill, Knowing that this one will help or kill. My parents received the letter of suicide, They're wondering if their daughter is now dead or alive. They pounded and pounded and said, Open the door. I said, No, you do not have your daughter anymore. They said, Why, daughter, are you doing this? I said, I love you and blew them a kiss. I took the pill, then my life started to dim, My chance for survival was really slim. The door flung open with tremendous power, This was such a terrible hour. Why did I have to end my life? Why did I cause them strain and strife? Something was wrong inside my head, Sorry, Mom and Dad, your daughter is now dead.

Here's One For Ya Lmao
OTHER FRIENDS: Never ask for food LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. OTHER FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. OTHER FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we screwed up...but that shit was fun!" OTHER FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Cry with you. OTHER FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. OTHER FRIENDS: know a few things about you. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. OTHER FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. OTHER FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" OTHER FRIENDS: Are for a while. LOUISIANA

Teddy
Teddy, I've been bad again My mommy told me so; I'm not quite sure what I did wrong But I thought you might know. When I woke this morning I knew that she was mad Cause she was crying awful hard, And yelling at my dad. I tried my best to be real good And do just what she said I cleaned my room all by myself, I even made my bed. But I spilled milk on my good shirt, When she yelled at me to hurry And I guess she didn't hear me, When I told her I was sorry Cause she hit me awful hard, you see, And called me funny names; And told me I was really bad And I should be ashamed. When I said "I love you Mommy", I guess she didn't understand; Cause she yelled at me to shut my mouth, Or I'd get smacked again So, I came up here to talk to you Please tell me what to do Cause I really love my mommy, And I know she loves me, too And I don't think my mommy means, To hit quite so hard; I guess sometimes, grown ups forget How big they really are So Teddy, I

Pissed Off
I hate you so much right now!!!! Son of a bitch! its almost 3 am and I had to get this off my chest about these asshole playa ass niggas out here - now dont get me wrong I love black men, lord knows I do, but I'm sick to death of their fickle dont know what they really want asses ! Got me thinking about jumping ship and taking my sweet little kitty cat with me too, Gonna get me a white dude- you know what they say - "once you go white yo credit gets right" but the truth is I would miss all of the wonderful things about black men that I love like the swagger that vibe that just makes you wanna melt - ladies you know what I mean .... So whats my options ? Take my chances on meeting more of these smooth talking , fly dressing , game spittin ,swagger swaying ,good fucking ,big dick having,huge fantastic liars or close myself off to all of them? see, I should'nt have to do that either, I should be able to like or even love you freely if thats what my heart wants to do. I should be

For Sale
Attention all... FOR SALE 1989 LINCOLN TOWN CAR 22" RIMS AND TIRES INCULDED NEW MOTOR WITH ONLY 58000 MILES EXTREMELY CLEAN..DRIVES AND LOOKS GOOD ASKIN $3000.00 obo. MUST SELL CONTACT AT 601 249 0297 ASK FOR JUSTIN..

Virus Alert!
If you receive an email entitled "Bedtimes" Delete it IMMEDIATELY. Do not open it. Apparently this one is pretty nasty. It will not only erase everything on your hard drive, but it will also delete anything on disks within 20 feet of your computer. It demagnetizes the stripes on ALL of your credit cards. It reprograms your ATM access code, screws up the tracking on your VCR, and uses subspace field harmonics to scratch any CD's you attempt to play. It will program your phone auto dial to call only 0898 numbers. This virus will mix antifreeze into your fish tank. IT WILL CAUSE YOUR TOILET TO FLUSH WHILE YOU ARE SHOWERING. It will drink ALL your beer. FOR GOD'S SAKE, ARE YOU LISTENING? ? It will leave dirty underwear on the coffee table when you are expecting company. It will replace your shampoo with Nair and your Nair with Rogaine. If the "Bedtimes" message opened in a Windows 95/98 environment, it will leave the toilet seat up and leave

Smaller Venues
seeing bands in a large venue or arena is one thing, but the shows are so much better in a small crowd @ the local pub. last night i went to "divebar" (that's the name of the place). paid five bucks at the door and got to see voodoo glow skulls, bareknuckle, knockout, & murder majesty. the pit was maybe like 6 or 7 people. no fights broke out. everyone was just there to have fun. i spent a good amount of time drinking steel reserve in the parking lot. when it was over, i got 3 autographs on the sleeve to VGS first album 'who is this is' and met some cool people out of riverside. i'm telling you, last time i saw that band it was in this big, packed, all ages venue and nowhere near as cool as last night.

Just A 1???
Hey folks...could u spare me a rate? Even a 1 will do lol [ fubar.com photo: 752205744 ] Contest for Ms. Crew Radio will end tonight at midnight, 17th August '07 (EST)!!! If you do rate it do let me knoe so I can return the love!! Thanks!! xoxoxoxoxox

Threesomes...
I haven't had a whole lot of experience with this, but from what I have experienced, I thouroughly enjoy it. I think maybe that is because of Wendy. She is beautiful and sweet and a very dirty, naughty girl. She is almost insatiable, with the biggest appetite for cock that I have ever heard of. She's a slut, my best friend, a surgical tech, a mom, smart, beautiful, sweet, nasty, horny, and I love her dearly. I love watching her suck cock (she does this extremely well) almost like she's milking it with her mouth, I also love sucking cock with her, kissing her with the head of his cock between our lips... mmmmm.... yes that is a favorite. I love watching her ride cock... she grinds on it with no worries in her mind about if he's getting off... because for sure at least she will.... anyways, i have to go rub one out now...lol....

For Those Of You Who Read Horror...
No not for me!! But someone near and dear to me ...some of you know him as Saintthis is a paste from his blog:Good News Please Read..As you guys know, I said I have some good news... Here it is.I have a Horror novel that is being published... it's being edited by the publishing company as we speak. I was pretty sure I would have had to publish it myself, but it was picked up being worked up and isn't coming out of my pocket to produce.It's written under my goverment (birth name) Anthony S. Thomas.The Myspace page for Anthony is on my top friends list. I'll be pushing the book from there, once it's in stores.The name of the novel is 666 Newark Aveue... I will keep everyone posted as to when it becomes available. Please go out and get it (when it comes out) and let me know what you think ... this is the first of many, so... I would really be happy if you guys take this ride with me. For all of you who read this book and my others before it was even in the hands of a publisher, thank

Where We Stand....
I wanted to turn and walk away. That is no longer an option, you made sure of that. Now we have come to this...and make no mistake I will not hold back..... My anger for what you have done to me and others will now fuel the pain you are about to recieve. I will not hold back on inch..... Your cry of pain is now a beautiful harmony in my ears. I want the world you dwell in to know why this is happening and if they do not heed these actions the same fate awaits them. My blood is filled with pure hate and rage. I will not hold back this time..... And by the slim chance that you live thru this, I will forgive you and you can leave. But, those chances are few and not likely going to happen this time. Look into the soul you helped destroy. The monster you help create. I will not hold back this time.......

Just Want To Say See You All Soon!!!!
I Cathleen Austin would just to say on my behalf. Thank you all for the friendship, understanding,careind and shareing of others pic and profiles. But most of all the worm and heart filled love for the friendship in witch I was to be able to incounter from meting new people. And most of it I give the thanks to Cherrytap when I first became a menber on here. So with great sadnees I am here to bid you all a fairwell ontill we met again!!! Just remember you all who have met me and even got close to me. I love you all and will keep you in my throughts and my heart.As far as it goes I do belive my last day on here will be around next week the 27th So you all take care and I wish you all well!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox Cathleen Austin

Seduction Of Us~
Face to face we smile, finally we are here Tentatively you bend, to catch my parted lips Lightly touch and taste, draws me close for more Softly you feel me sigh, lips smiling in relief Whispering I reply, it's as magical as I'd drempt Lips meet again and again, sipping, clinging and deep Slanting for deeper still, hands tenderly hold my face Mine do the same to yours, tongues dip and retreat only to search again...molding, melding strokes Sinking in the feel, tone begins to change As fire lights our blood, hands move to undress Slowly painfully almost, trying to remember to breath Hearts racing we fight for calm, no rush to complete Enjoying every inch each, as each revealed Eyes locking as naked standing, taking my breasts in hands Relishing the feel... my hands to shoulders to arms strength I feel beneath bend to suck at breast, breath catching in my throat Suckling... I feel the pull, sensation streaking down Dropping to your knees, kissing my belly tender My ha

When I Rule The World
As you may already know I plan to take over the world and mold it into a more ... suitable place to live. This is what awaits the world when I come to power: 1) Public summary execution of all celebrities, past and present, whose continued respiration annoys me like the constant sound of dripping water. Celebrities condemned to death include but are not limited to Pauly Shore (take that, weas-le), anyone desperate enough to appear on American Idol, Britney Spears (that nasty ham-shot you gave us was enough to mark you as a corpse in my book), Conan O'Brien and the entire cast of The View. Particular emphasis will be placed on pop icon from the 80's, the ones that aren't already in retirement homes, anyway. A pardon will be given to Madonna assuming she agrees to be my personal advisor. I think I can learn a thing or two from her about running a tyrannical regime. If you are on my friends list you may request an invitation to witness the silencing of the leaky faucet of your choice

Home Again
Good evening friends. Sorry i've been away. Seems Tuesday afternoon I had to check myself into the hospital and didn't get released until today. I went in with some severe abdominal pains and found out i'm having serious issues with my tyroid & adrenal glands. So Im on all sorts of drugs and am on the mend.

Call Out For Now!
Good afternoon to all our FU-Bombers! So far today I haven't seen either PeggySue or Rachael on so I'm taking it upon myself to let you know what we need to be doing.......I'm sure they need the break anyhow and they much deserve it! We have two people that I know of in our family that are both in contests. Let's do what we can between the both of the them!!!!! JeremyP needs to get to at least 20,000 comments! And Kathy's contest goes until the 26th and she needs to have the most comments OR rates by the end of the contest to win first prize which is a 7 day blast! Mama ~*FU-Bombers*~FU-Bombers Recruiter~Jugz's If for some reason there is someone else in a contest please let me know! At this time these are the only two that I am aware of! Muah!

Hehehe Plans And Cuffs
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha So, it’s my birthday . . . so what am I doing? I’m going to get drunk and cuff up all my friends and have a wild night, hehehe. Think I may need more cuffs though, I seem to have more friends than I remember . . . Lol. Anyway, despite the fact that I am feeling pretty damn old today I am going out, kicking off my shoes (amongst other things) and gonna have a great time. I will have my girls with me and some of the guys and dammit what more do I need really? Yeah never mind we won’t be answering that, hehehe. So, I will see a few of you I am sure the rest of you sorry you won’t be cuffed and joining, but maybe next time. Oh, I’ll make sure there are some good pics of it later . . . hehehe

Tears Of Paris
Mind numbing babble flows in the tears of rich and famous rabble. Images flash before my eyes, resentment is all I feel for her cries but beware of the lies for when the shit flies everyone wants a piece of the pie. Silent are the protests of those whom chose not to involve themselves in the chains of events that revolve around media madness and I scream, 'Why oh why do we try, we should live yet we chose to die.'

Well That Bites
Went to court, and what a fuckin laugh...My ex, beats the shit out of me, rapes me, in front of the kids...amd he gets 3 months, only for rape...He pleads temorary insanity, and they believe him, sayin I did cause him stress???? WTF!!!! Me cause him stress...Well what can I say, then need to make slaughterin men legal!!!!!!! Thanks Dusty and Mina for ur guys comments and support on my other blog...Love ya guys lots

Simple Hello
simple hello you came in to my Life with a simple hello Was not looking for anything to start just wanting to chat with someone in open thought ... never did I think that the words we have shared would touch my heart the way that they did... the more we talk the more I get to know the man that you are the more I found myself looking forward to the next phone call, we are going to share... not sure where thing Might go Or what the In store for us Nor whats in my heart, just knowing I dont want it to stop written by norma c brooks --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hate
when you lie I hate murdering my fate trapped here inside cannot confide fill it up with greed blacken my seed closing in cracked wall death to it all I cant see you here living in your fear throwing it aside looking better all the time so sad for you your hearts broke in two It feels like hell heart locked in a cell i cant see you here bleeding out your fear feeling like hell life trapped in your cell

My Wisdom Tooth
I have a wisdom tooth growing in on the right side of my mouth, it hurts like a b***h! Does this mean I'll be smarter? hahaha (just kidding, I know better than that) any advice to help me with the pain?

Ugly Girl
Ugly Girl When I saw you at the grocery store you were sharing a shopping cart with her and I couldn't turn and run away I didn't know what to say you introduced us for the first time and I had to look her in the eye but you could not imagine my surprise can't you see you're leaving me for an ugly girl does she talk about politics and all the stuff that used to make me sick does she smoke cigars and stay up late oh she's so great does she tell you what you want to hear and I bet that she can grow a beard I'd feel better thinking you were queer it's not fair I can't compare to an ugly girl ha ha ha the jokes on me I feel jealous and I feel mean is she so nice that it makes up for her face there's no way do you have to keep your eyes closed do you have to keep the lights down low oh I bet you wish you had a blindfold can't you see you're leaving me for an ugly girl

I Fall
I Fall For You a sleight of hand with fingers full of grace work the magic that you do disappear without a single trace and once again I fall for you I fall for you and when I do I can't seem to pick myself up off the ground I think I've come to the conclusion that it's all a bunch of bull love is an optical illusion and once again I've played the fool I fall for you... last night I had a dream I was your assistant it seems I was dressed in ostrich feathers you did that trick where you sawed me in half and then you laughed and then you left without putting me back together

Why
Why is it that everyone on Fubar, is just interested in the pictures of people and not on what they type out of themselves. Is our society only a society built on images and not of thought? Have we lost the will to learn from one another? Do images teach us about what someone thinks, feels, or has gone though in their life? Don't get me wrong, I love to look at pictures too, but I know that I can not get the feelings or lessons of a person by looking at a photo. This is just a thought standing alone and unread.

Love You Sis-ma Lady Tina
I MET TINA ONE YEAR AGO TODAY.AND WE BECAME FRIENDS.AND NOW WE ARE FOREVER SISTERS.AND I AM SO HONORED TO HAVE HER IN MY LIFE.SHE IS A BEAUTIFUL WONDERFUL LADY. FOR YOU MY WONDERFUL SIS LADY TINA.THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT LOVE YOU SIS EVERYONE GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE PLEASE YOU WONT BE SORRY-MyLady Tina -Vice President -Little Shop of Horrors - F.A.R. Family Member - Moving Day...might be a@ fubar

Foolishness
Im such a child sometimes, its really frustrating to step back and look at myself. I always seem to take a step back and look at my views on life and love after reading a particular anime series that I read. I dont want to mention the title because I would feel like I was revealing too much of myself. And right now I feel exposed enough, even though I'm keeping everything to myself. I know how I would like my life to be, and how I think love should be; but the reality of it all is that its not what I would like. Perhaps thats why I always want to run. Thats what the main character in the series does when faced with a situation she cant handle. Holds everything back, keeps it locked away inside; until she cant take it anymore and runs. It amazes me how much we have in common, and as a reader I have an outside view and I'm screaming at her, trying to tell her what she should be doing instead of what she is doing. I wish I had someone like that, to be a little voice in my hea

Run Away
Wants to run away from it all Wants to not have to worry for one night Wants to have a night filled of happiness Wants to not have to worry about money issues Wants to not have to worry about ebing short of rent Wants to cry on a shoulder that cares Wants someone to pay atteion to me and only me Wants tommrow never to come. Wants to never go back to a current job situation Wants to be told it will be ok Wants to be married and taken to a land somewhere

Folders Will Be Open This Weekend
hey all just wanted to let everyone know that my nsfw folders will be open tonight from 10 p.m. est to monday morning when ever i wake up and that is around 8:30 a.m. so feel free to stop by and look while you can

Showing Love
my friend list to large to keep up so every so often ill post a hello-love on a blog and still rate all my freinds-fans-family new photos/stash/play games with you and chat when im online when I see you online take care happy fubarring

August 17,2007
It has been 11 days now since i lost her .. some days are ok and some days are just bad .. at times i lay in bed trying to sleep but then my thoughts begin to wonder and ponder what she is doing .. i expect to hear my phone ring and hear her voice as i have so many times before , never failed i had heard from her at least 4 times a week. now i hear the silence of the night and the day. like Forest Gump would say .. * Life is like a box of chocolates , You never know what Your gonna get * .. this is so true because from one day to the next everything is so different that when you look back there was something and when you blink your eyes , it is gone .. i do not know how long this pain will continue but i will be strong and hold my head up and smile and show a happy look out side .. but deep within my soul i am bleeding and grieving . Someone told me that to give it a few months and it will be easier , but for some reason i doubt that it will .. You have 1 mother in a lifetime .. an

Hi
Well here goes nothing...... no really i absolutely hate to talk about myself, my life, to complete strangers. So i thought i would post in here some of the stories that ive written over the years. If you do read them, please let me know what you think. And btw they are all pretty much NSFW. -------- Please Comment----------------

Story #1
your hands on my shoulders as you step from your pants, moving my face agsint your heat, smelling you , taking in your hot scent. You sit back onto the couch, sliding your body down against my chest as you do. feeling your breasts againt me. kissing your lips as my hand finds your wetness. You part your legs allowing me to touch you. My hand rubbing slowly up and down your lips, feeling your juices escaping, Parting your legs even further, letting me watch them run down your lips, to your ass, and collecting under you. my hands on your thighs, sitting on the floor in front of you, moving my hands down to your feet, slowly licking my way up, from your calf, kissing behind your knee. my hands moving back up to your thighs, leading the way for my lips and tongue to follow. Your head tilting back, a soft quiet moan crosses your lips in anticipation. You look back into my eyes, looking up into yours as i begin kising slowly up your thighs, The musky smell of your pussy ha

Story #2
Waking up in the morning, laying with you in my arms, you look so content. I caress your face, kissing your head, and head out to get some coffee. Standing on the porch of the cabin, looking out into the woods , fresh dew on the ground, animals scurrying about. I hear a sound behind me and turn to see you wrapped up in the comforter. I walk to meet you, you open the blanket to reveal your body. I put the coffee cup down, and take your breast in my hand, you feel the warmth from the cup. My other hand cups under your ass and lifting you to my lips. you tug at the draw strings of my sweats, pulling me out onto the porch. You lay out the comforter, and kneel in front of me. Pullin my pants down and taking me into your hand. Already begining to become rigid. I look down into your eyes, you look so hungry, so sexy . Looking up at me, you lick your lips, stroking me, then you begin to lick the head. Circling it with your tongue, before you take me into your mouth, still loo

Story #3
Driving home in the car, after a beautiful dinner. My hand on your thigh, your leaning against me, resting your head on my shoulder. You reach down and lock your fingers with mine, Leaning over to kiss you, your hand moves to caress my face. REsting my hand back on your thigh, you move it to pull up your skirt slightly, your blouse already unbuttoned slightly, teasing me with your breasts. we get home just as a light snow begins to fall. YOu go upstairs to slip into something for comfortable and more revealing, and i light a fire in the fireplace. After the fire is lit, i continue lighting candles around the room, put on some soft music, and pour soem champange. You walk into the room, wearing a sheer robe, buttoned from the top down to just below your breasts. YOu have me instantly hard. walking towards you, handing you your glass, you sip it, then i kiss it from your lips, adding to your sweetness. puling you in front of the fire, the flamses creating shadows tha

Story #4
You wake to hear, water running in the bathroom, walkin in you find me sitting on the edge of the tub. "Good morning love, Ive drawn you a bath, and am ready to pamper you to no end today." Taking your hand and helping you into the tub, the water warm on your skin, scented oils in the tub, feel the air with a sweetness only matched by your natrual aroma. You sink into the water, covering your breasts, up to your shoulders. Tilting your haead back as i begin to lather up a sponge. Soaping your back and shoulders first, moving around to your breasts. Your nipples hardening against the cool air. Water dripping off of you. Lifting your legs for me to soap them. Starting at your ankle, slowly up. Using the soap as a lather, i reach for a razor and shave your legs. you dip your legs back into the water to rinse them off, then back up I run my hand down, so smooth, you reach for my hand and push it toward your pussy, even in the warm bath water, i can feel your heat. massaging y

Story #5
Walking out to the stables, horses ready for the day, saddled up and bags packed. Its still early in the morning, the sunrise burning off the morning fog. Riding through the wilderness, the sights and smells of a warm spring day fill our senses. The well worn pathways become too rough for the horses to continue, we dismount. Taking the reigns and leading the horses up the narrow path. It leads to an opening , wild flowers fill the space, the sweet smell of spring, rivaled only by you, and your sweetness. We let the horses wander off into the field, they begin playing and eating the wild grasses. Taking your hand into mine, fingers interlaced, pulling your hand to my lips. I look over into your eyes, they are so bright, so full of life, so full of love. Turning towards me, standing in front of me, your sun dress flowing in the spring breeze, so beautiful. I am so in love with you. My hands find your hips, leaning towards your lips with mine, slightly parted. We connect, the heat f

Story #6
Staring up as the number and words seem to run together. People scrambling around , I cant see them, I am here to meet only one person, my one. I find the flight number on the screen, all else fades away, its been burned into my memory since you called to say you were coming home to me. After looking up at the monitor again, i find the gate youll be arriving, with enough time to find somewhere and sit, to watch people. Sitting across from a young couple, the look in thier eyes. A love so new and fresh. Realizing that I am staring, i offer a clumsy apology. They nod, smiling, their eyes still locked on each other. I unfold my paper trying not to look over it to the clock on the wall, the announcements of flights coming and going i am oblivious to. My focus is you. Everything we have shared, thinking of what is yet to come, everything in our lives we have left to share. An elderly woman sits next to me. We begin to chat. She asks as if knowing if i am there to met someone special

Story #9
On your way home after shopping for a new outift for our playtime together you become startled as a police cruiser pulls in behind you. You're nervous as you know your Master will be upset if you are late returning. Your fear becomes reality as the lightbar, illuminates the night around you. Nervously you pull over, as the officer walks up to the car you have your paperwork waiting for him. "Keep your hands on the wheel ma'am," he orders with a stern voice. You comply not wanting to be delayed anymore then nessasary. Again the officer gives you instruction "Turn off the car, with your left hand toss the keys outside the window!" Again you do what is told. You become scared now as you realize this has become serious and you will be late. "EXit the vehicle, Turn around, and walk back to the sound of my voice....... TURN AROUND AND KEEP YOUR HANDS ON YOUR HEAD. " The voice becomes more forcful, scaring you more, yet in the same token, stirring something inside you. AS

Find Yourself.
When you find yourself In some far off place, And it causes you To rethink some things. You start to sense That slowly you’re becoming someone else And then you find yourself. When you make new friends In a brand new town, And you start to think About settling down, The things that would have been lost on you Are now clear as a bell. And you find yourself That’s when you find yourself. Well you go through life So sure of where you’re heading, And you wind up lost And it’s the best thing that could happen. ‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way It’s really just as well. ‘Cause you find yourself; That when you find yourself. When you meet the one You’ve been waiting for, And she’s everything That you want and more, You look at her And you finally start To live for someone else. And then you find yourself; That’s when you find yourself. We go though life So sure of where we’re heading, And then we wind up lost And it’s the best thing that could

Thank You All
I just wanted to say a quick ty to every one for their well wishes, thoughs and prayers. Some of you may know my grandmother has been very sick and wel she passed away on Monday the 13th of August at 1:38 pm. I just want to say thank you again.. take care and god bless. thediamonddew.com

Story #10
Closing my eyes, i see you, that sly sexy smile reaching your lips from deep within you. I see me with you, smiing back at you, moving closer to hold you, to kiss you. opening my eyes, being brought back to reality by the growing bulge in my pants. FIndng my hand unfastening my belt, the other hand tesing my nipple feeling your tongue circling it. Pinching and tugging at it as my other hand slips into my pants and fingers wrap around my cock. it feels sooo warm in my hand, the head so sensitive to my touch. My cock twitching to life, the bloood pumping in, so nice and thick now. i squeeze it at the base, turning its color to a deep red, mmmmmmmm feels so good. both hands playing now. one tugging at my balls, the other teasing my head with a fingertip. moving my right hand to my mouth, getting it nice and wet with spit, in my mind again i long to feel your heat sliding down on me as i take hold of my cock, working it nice and slow at first. feeling you, hearing you. my

Wonderin
i dont no rather 2 b happy or sad.it so confuzin.theres couple guyz i have my eye on but how do i choose?i like both & they both very cool.im not tryin 2 git wit nobody.it hard 2 trust ppl IRL.how am i suppose 2 do that here?sumtimes it helps 2 git an outside perspective.i just dont wanna git hurt.im not into games & i hate liars & cheaters.what 2 do?

The Perfect Job
Got a new job. It is a very part time thing, but will put extra cash in my pocket. It is at a local nightclub. Being a cocktail waitress at a nightclub that, on Saturday nights, blares dance and rap music and attracts the preppy, stuck-up, metrosexual crowds REALLY does not seem like the place for a girl like me, but there is so much more to it. I've been to the club MANY times. I have become acquaintd with the staff there and they are really nice people and I look forward to starting to work with them tomorrow night. The real clincher in my decision to apply at the club is something that REALLY appeals to me. The club is also a venue. They have at least one major concert a month. I've seen Dope, Smile Empty Soul, Papa Roach, Deftones, Drowning Pool and many others perform there. Almost all of the pictures of me with bands were taken at this particular club. Drowning Pool will be back with The Exies, who I've also had the chance to meet there end of September. Basically...I am going to

~ 1940 Tacoma Narrows Bridge Collapse ~
You just had to know that it was not gonna sway like that for long without breaking. Look how much it is jerking around as the guy tries to get his dog out of the car. Watch the amazing "Gallopin' Gertie" November 7, 1940 video clip. 1940 Tacoma Narrows Bridge Slender, elegant and graceful, the Tacoma Narrows Bridge stretched like a steel ribbon across Puget Sound in 1940. The third longest suspension span in the world opened on July 1st. Only four months later, the great span's short life ended in disaster. "Galloping Gertie," collapsed in a windstorm on November 7,1940. The bridge became famous as "the most dramatic failure in bridge engineering history." Now, it's also "one of the world's largest man-made reefs." The sunken remains of Galloping Gertie were placed on the National Register of Historic Places in 1992 to protect her from salvager's. A dramatic tale of failure and success The story of the failure of the 1940 Narrows Bridge and the success of the Current Nar

H.i.m. Wicked Game
World was on fire, no one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you And I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you No, I wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart) No, I wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart) ..with you (this world is only gonna break your heart) What a wicked game to play To make me feel this way What a wicked thing to do To let me dream of you What a wicked thing to say You never felt this way What a wicked thing you do To make me dream of you No, I wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart) No, I wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart) ..with you World was on fire, no one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do No, and I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you I'll never dream that I lose somebody like you, no No,

Disturbed-the Game
Tell me exactly what am I supposed to do? Now that I have allowed you to beat me! Do you think that we could play another game? Maybe I can win this time? I kind of like the misery you put me through. Darling, you can trust me completely. If you even try to look the other way, I think that I could kill this time. Rah! Rah! [x2] It doesn't really seem I'm getting through to you. Though I see you weeping so sweetly. I think that you might have to take another taste, a little bit of hell this time. Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Is she not right? Is she insane? Will she now run for her life in the battle that ends this day? Is she not right?! Is she insane?! Will she now run for her life now that she LIED TO ME! You always wanted people to remember you. You leave your little mark on society! Don't you know your wish is coming true today? Another victim dies tonight. Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Is she not ri

Never Assume
8/17/2007 BECOME A MODEL...Play Boy Opportunity Dear Readers; Whoa thank you for your emails Ladies but please use the provided links for your requests. I am just helping to promote the event and there is nothing I can do to endorse anyone of you. Send your pictures and good luck to you. BE A MODEL AND WIN GO TO Click here Also my last newsletter indeed provoked some varied reactions and I must once more clarify my position to all of you. Some puritanical souls were really upset and were quick to assume or judge my character and me. Now because I am helping some friends to promote a cruise does not make me a slut or a bad boy. Note also that the girls on this ship are NOT prostitutes and as educated, smart, clean and respectable as YOU! The last thing you need to do is to ASSUME anything about anyone! Secondly the opportunity for a beautiful young girl to be selected and start a rewarding career and/or to win an expansive luxury car is to be appreciated. Those

Have Some Self Respect
Well, I'm not gonna say ive done everything in the best manner. Ive been down the road where i've compromised myself. But what really annoys me is when people act like whores, plaster themselves all over other people and then demand respect. WTF. What is the point of doing things then having to hide them? If you want to have respect, you have to respect yourself. The first thing you need to do is act like a respectful person. Don't get trashed and sleep with every one of your male/female friends. Dont have a threesome. Keep your fat ass covered women, just because you got your fat flabby tits hanging out doesnt mean youre sexy. Men, take off those fucking beer goggles. There's nothing wrong with a tramp, as long as she admits to being a tramp. Dont expect to have anything meaningful as far as a relationship if you dont admit to who you really are.

Hard Being A Soldier
It is so hard to be a soldier sometimes. No one there waiting for you, always putting your life on hold, never being home. But losing love has got to be the worst. Here's a little poem I found out there floating around. If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hoorah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you

Banned Yet Again...lol
this brings back memories of school and sitting in the principals office in trouble..lol once again i have been banned from the mumms..*it wasn't me*...lol. why is it that people have to start drama and why is it only certain people who do bother me? I end up getting worked up over something a complete stranger says..usually them being judgemental or just plain out childish behavior...and before you know it wham there i am letting myself be just as lame as they are..insanity..total insanity. I try to think of myself as laid back and mellow but in all reality..at least my reality i am stress out and tense and usually at the edge..the edge of what i do not know...nor do i want to delve into myself at the moment to figure it out...so i have come here to vent, laugh...plan revenge...lol. hope everyone is having a great friday and i hope the weekend goes slow...peace

For The Broken Hearted
the pain u feel roots deep in the heart can this really be happening when just yesterday u felt the same as the start no matter how many times u replay u cant seem to pintoint the moment of decay was it the glimpse of my eye or a falling star in the sky the tear that trickeld down ur cheek or was i too withdrawing or too weak you never really told me this much i know like the nights are cold youre snow one last thing before i go i just wanna say that the daggers you throw no longer sting and every nite for moment i wonder what could have been what should have been and then i smile and sing and start remembering ghostdog

Hrm... I Think I May
stop sending requests to, and start dropping, people who (in their "about me" of their profile here, for example... this is site-related policy blog after all! ... ) proudly "don't give an expletive what others think" (any others, all others, without explanation, without qualification) and those who are proudly and generally apathetic, without further ado or explanation... It's nice to be able to pretend that something's an ASpie thing when really one's just plain PISSED (off) - just joking on that last sentence.

Tears A Hole
sliding along the skin, tearing it open, playing that symphony of pain, feelings rushing away, washed away in the pain, the edge slowly cutting deeper, exposing more, allowing more to be washed away, can the pain be taken, can it be made real, the pain tears, the hole widens, let the pain flow away, one day it may be washed away in the blood.

Please Help!~!!
My friend is in a contest and she is behind...can you please help her out??!!! She is great and is always helping others when they are in a contest!!! this is the link..please even if you only give one comment it will help thanks!!!

Red-light District".
Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes BEST Sexy Graphics and Images I come home tonight to find a trail of red rose petals on the floor. I follow the trail wondering what's up. It leads to our bedroom. The door is closed. I open it to find the room filled with red light. The sheets on the bed are red. Everything is red! I see you lying in the middle of a bed of rose petals dressed in a very sexy little red teddy with very sexy red strappy heels on. You are posed like a pinup girl smiling deviously at me. I see the fiery passion in oyur eyes and know that this is going to be a very good night indeed. You bid me come over to you. you wrap your arms around my neck as you lay the hotest, wettest kiss upon my lips. The kind that will curl your toes. I moan as you kiss me. You pull me over onto the bed and roll over on top of me, as you whisper, "I've been waiting all day for you, Darling." You loosen my tie and begin to unbutton my shirt as you kiss my chest and run your hands across my chest.

Poem
Okay, I wrote this poem the other night while I was fighting with my husband. I'm not sure if I like it, or if it really expresses my emotions as clearly as I'd like, but here is it. You can decide what you think. Sadness grips me, clings to me, as my body begins to tremble. Everything is wrong... Everything is wrong... You won't talk to me, touch me, look at me. LOOK AT ME! My heart is bleeding I cry... I am alone... Everything is wrong... Everything is wrong... Anger slowly seeps into me, caressing my bleeding heart, my trembling begins to stop. Everything is wrong... Everything is wrong... I speak to you, my words are full of my anger. LOOK AT ME!! My anger covers my sadness... disguises... half truths... What's next? Everything is wrong... Everything is wrong... Regret fills me... holds me... My bleeding heart bursts. Everything is wrong... Everything is wrong... The anger and the sadness have intertwined. There is nothing now. Everythi

Sexauly Frustrated Repost
Have you ever had one of them day or night that all you want is sex. Not to take caure of thing yourself but human contact? You do not not need to make love with someone. But you need to jsut the sex. With all its energy and power? And you do not have anyone around to help. Or to have sex with. And the more you you do not have the upset you get. You jsut want to grab the firt man or woman you share any kind of friendship and sexaul tration to and jsut have sex with them untell neether on of you can see strae. I you have had had one of thm days or nights pepost this. :)

Juggalo Creed
JUGGALO CREED as written by Rev. Last Rite... I am a Juggalo... I am an individual guided by Light... I know who I am and who I want to be. I recognize that the path to Shangri La requires an open mind... I shall not judge. I am part of a Family... I shall Love my Family as I would my blood. I shall do my Family no harm as I know what is done to others shall surely be done to me... I shall strive to honor my Family and not disgrace their name... I am a Ninja... I have no Fear. I do not Fear the unknown fore I embrace the wonders of the world around me and the differences in others. I shall meet adversity head on fore I am a Survivor. Nothing can stop my Shine. I am Human... I recognize my flaws. I shall strive to change the things I can control and seek strength for the things I cannot. I shall cherish the teachings of my ancestors and the Family who have fallen before me I have Love

Nsfw Are They Serious ??????????
This look NSFW TO YOU ????????? This look NSFW TO YOU ???????????? Look down This look NSFW TO YOU ??????????????? Look down This look NSFW TO YOU ??????????????? ???????????? Its an Apricot! Where are your minds ???? LOL

When I Die
"WHEN I DIE" WHEN I DIE, DON'T MORN MY DEATH. FOR IN THIS LIFE, I TRIED MY BEST. WHEN I DIE, TRY TO SMILE. AT LEAST WE KNEW, FOR ALITTLE WHILE. WHEN I DIE, I FORGET MY PAIN. I HOPE YOU ALL, WILL DO THE SAME. WHEN I DIE, I'LL BE AT PEACE. FINALLY FINDING, WHAT I SEEK. WHEN I DIE, I'LL MISS YOU ALL. SO DRY THOSE TEAR'S, I'VE CRIED THEM ALL.. I SAY GOODNIGHT, FOR WHEN I DIE. IT'LL BE MY FINAL "GOOD-BYE".......... by;Paul A. 8-16-7

Im Used To
"I'M USED TO" I'M USED TO PAIN, IT'S BECOME MY LIFE. CAUSEING ME, TO GIVE UP THE FIGHT. I'M USED TO ANGER, IT'S ALL I KNOW. WANTING TO CARE, YET JUST DONT KNOW. I'M USED TO DISAPPOINTMENT'S, IT'S ALWAY'S BEEN THAT WAY. WORD'S THAT ARE SPOKEN, BUT DON'T MEAN WHAT THEY SAY. I'M USED TO TEAR'S, SO I CAN NOT CRY. JUST SEE MY PAIN, LOOK IN MY EYE'S. I'M USED TO NO, IT'S NOTHING NEW. I'VE BEEN THREW IT ALL, SO YOU WON'T BE TRUE.... by;Paul A. 8-16-7

So Its That Time Of Year Again
well it's almost that time of year again, late august early september, when the most joyful time of the year is apon us, yes I'm talking about the buckeyes football season, pretty soon the air will be filled with the sounds of, across the feild, hang on sloopy, and my personal favorite, we dont give a damn for the whole state of michigan. Soon you'll see scarlet and grey decorations and festive inflateable brutus's every where. It is truly a magical time of the year when children dream of saturdays in the shoe, script ohio, and the beautiul sounds of O-H-I-O. So come all ye buckeye faithfull and join me in this joyus cellibration of the pending football season because, even though we lost alot of tallent in the nfl draft, in columbus, we dont rebuild we RELOAD!!!! GO BUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!

As I Sit Here...
As I sit here wondering... Still... How my life got to this place... Still..drowning... Drowning alone, still, in a tub filled with dreams.. Dreams... Fame, fortune, and bigger things...gone... I've... Gone to that place..The place of broken... Hearts... My heart...Your heart...THEIR hearts... Unbelieving.. Unbelieving that dreams will come true...Tears... Tears, tears... Lost friends...family death...LOST TIME... Time... That will never return...Fast...Unrelenting... and blah fucking blah...

Always Mark Nsfw!!!!!!!!!
I DID A MUM ABOUT THE LINK FOR MY CONTEST AND THEY DELETED IT AND BANNED ME FROM MUMMING! Y DIDNT THEY WARN ME 1ST! I DIDNT RELIZE ME BING IN A CONTEST WAS OFFENSIVE. I THINK THEY SHOULD GIVE US ATLEAST A WARNING B4 BANNING, DONT U? LET ME NO! BY THE WAY HERES THE LINK....http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&i=3326508569 BOMBS AWAYS FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What It Means To Be A Friend
Being loyal to themselves, they'll always be true. No matter what happens, their there when you're blue. Courage and wisdom, flows from their lips. Never kicking you around, after lifes little slips. Always encouraging you, with a friendly hug. Never conceeded, prided or smug. Loyal listeners, with faith abound. Standing there always, rooted and ground. Never keeping a secret, if it will hurt you inside. Willing to save you, with endless stride.

My Newest Stalker And Hes A Freaking Cop
supermancjo is a cop in LA and cant seem to take no for an answer. Yahoo sucks as far as blocking and somehow he keeps on getting off my list. So now I have had to copy his picture and threaten to turn him into the police. Nice huh being stalked by a cop. I know I am cute but damn. lol Be safe everyone. The Goddess

So Sad Dei Makes Me Sick..
When I read the following news article I became really pissed off and the tiny bit of respect that I had for Theresa Earnhardt only because of Dale Sr. is now completely and forever gone. CONCORD, N.C. (AP) -- Dale Earnhardt Jr. will not be taking his familiar No. 8 with him to Hendrick Motorsports next season. Earnhardt is leaving Dale Earnhardt Inc. at the end of the season and had hoped to take No. 8 with him to his new team. His late grandfather, Ralph, used that number and Earnhardt picked it when he entered the Cup Series in 1999. Although teams do not own numbers -- they are leased through NASCAR -- DEI had the first right of refusal on the No. 8, and Hendrick officials said Wednesday they were unable to reach an agreement that would have made DEI pass on choosing the number for 2008. ``We've been working hard to secure the No. 8 for Dale Jr.'s car number next season,'' said Marshall Carlson, general manager of Hendrick Motorsports. ‘`Obviously, he

Butterfly
NuttinButtSexxy a butterfly that dances in the wind, is the sound of an echoing thought, of dreams that have no meaning, but is the silence that we draw upon, of the gift that is chosen, as the world that comes threw your window, is to see the sun shinning on your chin, that raises you from the vary depths of the winds holding you back, ever graceful, dance like the butterfly this was written for me by a friend... Thank You Telly

I Could Fall
There's something I want to tell you It's something I feel inside. It's just a little view That makes me satisfied. I see us together Standing in the moonlight There's nothing I like better Than to have you in my sight I see you with your arms wrapped around me Holding me tight And never letting me free And not even for daylight All of this makes me feel good inside Because your just the way you are. You have this little glide That's nothing regular. All I want to say about this Is I want to be a team I know I could never be bliss Because this is only a dream.

Funny Accident
So today i was driving down the street and my little brothers friend was trying to race me on his bike. I was about half way down the block when he passed me and as he did his chain fell off. The kid was hauling ass and his right foot slipped off the pedal, so he swerved to the right. He was lucky enough to have a old blazer their to stop him. he ran right into the fender and front tire, i almost crashed laughing.You might think that sounds mean, but you weren't there. he didn't even get hurt. It was so funny though. Instant classic.

Angels All Around Us
> >FW: psalm 55:22 > > Psalm 55:22 --- you really need to read this. > > "Friends are God's way of taking care of us." > > This was written by a Metro Denver Hospice Physician: > > > > I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck >in traffic > >on Colorado > >Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I >barely managed > >to coast, > >cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be >blocking traffic > >and > >would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It >wouldn't even > >turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking >out of the > >"quickie > >mart " building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and >fell into a > >Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay > > > > When I got there, it looked more like she had been over

Fuck Or Pass...
there is at least one person on your friends list who wants to Fuck the Hell out of You, so lets play the Fuck or Pass game. the rules are simple, if you want to fuck the person who sent you this, send them a message saying "yeah, i'd fuck you!" dont be scared!!! lol this shits funny! you have to repost this!!! repost this as Fuck or Pass... dont be lame and not repost!

You Might Not Have Known This...
...but I am a published poet. For samples of my work, check the blog titled "My Poetic Point Of View". I have 60 or so poems posted under that heading in my blogs. If you are interested in purchasing my book, click this link. *Eric*http://www.lulu.com/pimp_ride_76

18 Aug 07
Well i just woke up, its saturday morning, i am truely bored with nothing to do today, i wish there was something to do but knowing me i will probably just sit here again all day on my computer doing nothing

The Wait...part Ii...
when the sun sets and the dusk falls... i'm waiting... for the fairy dust and the falling stars... wish i may...wish i might... for true love...may it be for a day... for a heart that's not afraid of breaking... for a love that's not afraid of fading... for an eternity...for an elusive dream... like a tomorrow... that'll never come...

Picture Requests
Due to outstanding amount of pic requests and the lack of slots on here to upload them all too, I will be utilizing my web site to upload them all too from now on. If you have requested pics from me, you will be getting the direct link to them in your Fubar Mail Box. If you are wanting to make a request, just send me a Fubar mail letting me know what it is that you want, and I will do my best to get it done as quickly as I can. Some orders are taking a little longer then others, so please be patient with me. Thank You All For Being Sooooo Awesome!! Hugz and Mwahzzzz!!! Alexa ( Mystic Illusions )

Purina Diet (too Funny!)
THE PURINA DIET! FUNNY Body: I have a Labrador retriever, and was buying a large bag of Purina at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. The woman behind me asked if I had a dog. (Duh!) On impulse, I told her no, I was starting The Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital the last time. But I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in line was now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy who was standing behind her. Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no, I'

What's Right With Your Life
There are plenty of things that are right with your life. Have you thought about any of them lately? The goodness in your life is so much a part of you that you can easily take it for granted and rarely give it a second thought. On a regular basis, though, it pays to think about that goodness. Whatever else may be going on in your world, the fact is that you are extremely blessed in many ways. Think about those blessings that blend quietly into the background, supporting and sustaining you in every moment. Think for a little while about what's right with your life. The more often you connect with the value that's already yours, the more new value you will create. When you feel that the troubles and frustrations are dominating your thoughts, stop and turn your mind in a more positive direction. Remember that wherever your thoughts go, the rest of you will quickly follow. Focus your awareness on the many good things that make up your life. For with your nurturing, those good

Phoinex Mototrsports
HEY EVERYONE DO YOU LOVE ANYTHING WITH A MOTOR DOES THE LOOK OF FLAMES SHOOTING OUT OF A TAIL PIPE MAKE YOU SRDREAM HELLL YEA ARE YOU MORE IN TO SOMETHING A LITTLE NEW or just hanging out with your buddies taking a rideor even old school from back in the dayI AM STATING A FAMILY FOR ALL THE CAR GUYS AND GIRLS A PLACE FOR EVERYONE ONE TO HANG OUT AND TALK WITH FREINDS ABOUT THE CARS AND RACING WE ALL LIKE ANY ONE IS WELCOME STOPP BUY AND HIT ME UP IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN I WILL ALSO BE DOING A LOUNGE ONCE I GET UP HIGH ENOUGH♠BRICK§YARD♠Head Of The Phoenix Motorsports Family@ fubar TY FOR THE STOPPING

Looking For People To Join My Lounge,widowmaker's Web
I'm looking for bar tenders security etc.for my lounge,Widowmaker's Web,it is a place where u can kick back,have a few and talk about wrestling,harleys,music,whatever u want to,and remember,what happens at the Web,stays at the Web! If Interested,send me a shout or a pm!then friend me!I have a new pardner in crime so to speak,thanks Kell!your adorable and half owner of the Web!

Plz Read
EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ ALL OF THIS and HAVE CHILDREN READ IT TOO! After tossing her books on the sofa, she decided to grab a snack and get on-line. She logged on under her screen name ByAngel213. She checked her Buddy List and saw GoTo123 was on. She sent him an instant message: ByAngel213: Hi. I'm glad you are on! I thought someone was following me home today. It was really weird! GoTo123: LOL You watch too much TV. Why would someone be following you? Don't you live in a safe neighborhood? ByAngel213: Of course I do. LOL I guess it was my imagination cuz' I didn't see anybody when I looked out. GoTo123: Unless you gave your name out on-line. You haven't done that have you? ByAngel213: Of course not. I'm not stupid you know. GoTo123: Did you have a softball game after school today? ByAngel213: Yes and we won!! GoTo123: That's great! Who did you play? ByAng

Sitting In The Park (read Me)
(Woo-hoo-hoo-ooo) (Sittin' in the park, waiting for you-hoo-hoo) (Child, I'm) Yes, I'm sitting right here Waiting for a-you my dear Wondering if a-you ever Gonna show up (Show up) I don't know if you gonna show My darling I got to go But never-the-less, I said You got-a me waitin' (Sittin' in the park waiting for you-hoo-hoo) (Child, I'm) Sitting here on the bench With my back against the fence Wonderin' if I have any sense (Child, I'm) Somethin' tells me I'm a fool To let you treat me so cruel But never-the-less, I say again You got-a me waiting (Sittin' in the park, waiting for you-hoo-hoo) Why, oh why, oh why, oh why Oh why, oh why? (Tell me why) Won't you tell me why? (I wanna know why) Oh, my darling I said-a right now Good girl I wanna know why? Why? (Tell him what-a-matter) (Sitting in the park, waiting for you-hoo-hoo) (Tell him what-a-matter ) Sitting here on the bench With my back against the fence Wondering if I have any

Please Help Make A Difference ( From The Bulletin Board)
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Different Ones That I Wrote The Past Few Days
Small Pain In My Chest The soldier boy was sitting calmly underneath that tree. As I approached it, I could see him beckoning to me. The battle had been long and hard and lasted through the night And scores of figures on the ground lay still by morning's light. "I wonder if you'd help me, sir", he smiled as best he could. "A sip of water on this morn would surely do me good. We fought all day and fought all night with scarcely any rest - A sip of water for I have a small pain in my chest." As I looked at him, I could see the large stain on his shirt All reddish-brown from his warm blood mixed in with Asian dirt. "Not much", said he. "I count myself more lucky than the rest. They're all gone while I just have a small pain in my chest." "Must be fatigue", he weakly smiled. "I must be getting old. I see the sun is shining bright and yet I'm feeling cold. We climbed the hill, two hundred strong, but as we cleared the crest, The night exploded and I felt this small p

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Please watch her story and share it with others. It is a TRAGIC story but one that must be shared. Hopefully her story will touch your heart and you will be willing to step up to the plate and help children who can't help themselves. she was such a beautiful little girl.I cannot believe someone so heartless could allow something like this to happen.please please please repost this !

Making A Difference, We All Can Do It...
This is a heartfelt story, I'm passing it on ~ As she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children an untruth. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same. However, that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard. Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he did not play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. In addition, Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers. At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise. Teddy's first