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Nothing
I know that I should try to find somebody new. But all I find is myself always thinking of you. You don't even know it, and why should you care? You're happy just pretending that I'm not even there. Forever means nothing if I don't spend it with you. But there's just nothing more I think I can do. I try to tell you that I love you, but you just don't stop to listen. Then I guess you'll never know that I'm the one your missin. Give me just one minute and look into my eyes. Forget your friends. Forget the world. Forget the pain and lies. Forget about what people say and what other people might see. All I want you to think about now is what you think about me. Cause nothing really matters except for the people you love. It kills me inside not knowing what you think when your all I'm thinking of. Maybe I'm wrong and you really just don't care. But why sometimes do you act so sweet if no feelings are actually there. Whether you tell me you love me or no

People Love Each Other For A Reason!!!1
People in this day and age think there isnt true loe or they wont even find it. People think they should love people for what they can give them or what they can do for them. Love is not what people can do for you or what they can give you. Love is a certain feeling that makes you feel good about yourself and the person who is in love with feels about you and themselves. Love is a feeling that when your loved one touches you ,smiles @ you ,saying something nice to you and you feel great. If you get a certain feeling when your loved one touches you and you dont know how to explain it but you get butterflies in your stomach and you smile that is a great feeling. Most people in this world does not get to experience this becasur htey sell theselves short. Love what does it mean to you. It means so much to me and it can be put into words. Love to me is having someone there that wants you for you and not what you can do for them or what you can give them. To make them smile, to hav someone

Love Is A Gift
Love is a gift it comes from the heart but how will you feel when you and your love are apart? I feel like half of me is missing and I will never get it back unless I get you but that's the thing of the past I can pick up my life and start over again but half of me won't let that happen part of me still wants you part of it still makes me cry you will never know how much I care unless you give it a try

Who Whistled At Me
ok once again this site is screwing up so i dont have a clue as to who whistled at me. what is the damn point in having poke feature if it never FUCKING works? OMG BJ get on the ball dude and fix the shit that is here already before going and bringing in new features DUH !!!!!

Amerikan Beauty
back door in the club i'm not lookin for love i'm lookin for a big butt to squeeze on these nuts i'm not tryin to think too much i'm just tryin to get fucked and drink too much lil bitch - don't be so serious don't get mad cuz your girls wanna be with us in the club - show love have a drink on us "hey yo dog i think this girl wants to get fucked" hey daddy can i talk to you daddy i'm only seventeen but i know just what to do at the club fools pay big money for me but daddy you can get this lapdance here for free i need love daddy daddy give it to me it's my birthday ahhight - then let me see your i.d. cuz the last time i was fooled the bitch was just sixteen big ass - big tits - she looked at least twenty-three i'm going straight to hell if fuckin you's wrong i don't wanna be right hey baby girl i know just what to do i'ma slap your little ass til it turns black and blue now ya put on these heels and ya arch your back and i'ma crack ya

Chicken And Shrimp Jambalaya
INGREDIENTS: * 1 pound medium shrimp * 2 boneless chicken breast halves * 1 cup chopped onion * 1/2 cup chopped celery * 3 medium garlic cloves, minced * 2 teaspoons salt * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 8 ounces smoked sausage, such as andouille or Polish sausage, 1/4-inch slices * 1/2 cup chopped green bell pepper * 1/4 cup chopped green onion * 1 (14.5 ounces) can diced tomatoes in juice * 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce * 1/4 teaspoon dried leaf thyme * 1/4 teaspoon ground cayenne pepper * 2 cups long-grain rice PREPARATION: In a large saucepan of boiling salted water, boil the shrimp over high heat just until they turn pink, about 2 minutes. Cool, peel, and devein the shrimp, reserving the shrimp and their shells separately. In a large saucepan, combine the chicken breasts, the reserved shrimp shells, 4 cups of water, half the chopped onion, half the chopped celery, 1/3 of the garlic, and 1 teaspoon sa

My Girlfriend Is Teh Awesomest Geek Girlfriend!
We stopped at Compusa on the way to Borders Books because we are both geeks like dat. We were checking out video cards, when we saw that this video card was on sale for $99.00. She asked me if I wanted that for my early birthday present and I of course said, "hell yeah". So now I have this bitchin' upgrade installed in my compy and I am loving it. Definitely improves my gaming experience. Of course being the geek that she is, she had to pick one up for herself for her planned upgrade of her computer when she gets her settlement this month. My geeky gamer girlfriend is teh awesome!!

Omg!!! What A Weekend, And Its Only Sunday
Labor Day Weekend at Long Fork. WOW!!!!! The place is packed and free alcohol. What more could a person ask for? I know, throw in a tattoo artist and a body piercer. And this was just Saturday's festivities. Yes I did finally get the nerve to get my nipples pierced. They look awesome (no I don't have pics yet, so don't ask). According to the guy, I have the perfect nipples for piercing. Imagine that. Yeah, there sore as hell today, but it was worth it. The tattoo guy did six tatts while he was here and the piercer did nine piercings. They didn't get done til after 2:00 AM. In general, it was an awesome day around here.

Ok Here Is The Whole Story
I HAD A BLAST LAST NIGHT ! my boyfriends lil bro is leaveing for boot camp in a week so we decided to have a party ....well 6 drunk 18 yr olds and 3 drunk 21 and overs make kind of an interesting time ! there was one point whare there were 5 nekid boys in the water screaming about trouser snakes it was just a blast ! but the real fun dident start till all the younuns had left ! lol first of all i got left out in the middle of the wods by my self with a big ass cooler full of beer and my pack of smokes !i wasent drunk when they left but by the time that truck came down that rd ! I WAS so plowed i couldent stand AND AT THIS POINT I DECIDED I WAS GOING TO GO SKINNY DIPPING because thats allways a good idea drunk so got up had to piss walked to the bushes PUKED for got to pee and then i dont really remem ber how i got n the lake nakkie but i did lol

No Mercy, No Regrets
NO MERCY, NO REGRETS It’s your fault I’m six feet under, You damned motherfucker! I entrusted you with life, And you misused it. Now I’m back - Time to eat your shit. Through walls I go, Woe will you know. The eternal nightmare in which I exist - I know not the word bliss. I clench my fists to the cold of death. May God have no mercy on your soul, No regrets. It’s too late to repent, You did what you meant. I’m your angel of death You slept with the devil for a golden fleece, Now you’ll never rest in peace.

No Rest For The Wicked
NO REST FOR THE WICKED No rest for the wicked My eyes are bloodshot The world lays down, But I am up - Doing things that must be done. Creating silent havoc, Running a mock. Insomnia is my curse, But I do not care, I have found the center of my fear. “Every bad has a good,” Society is blinded by rules. What I do is a must, Yet I am hunted by fools. What I dream, I cannot gain, For if I sleep, many will be slain. The world revolves on pain.

Online Licenses!!!
Hey everyone... if you want me to make you an online license like these below... please rate all my pics and have at least one profile salute on your profile :) Please let me know when you have rated my pics so I can get the license to you :) Hope you are having a great weekend!! Craig

Im New
okay so im new i got this from someone i know and im just checkin it out... seeing wats going on... so come by my page and rate, fan, add, or watever.... just show some love!! i promise i will return the favor!

Hello
So yea ive been stuck with a decision on whether or not to come home or stay here....this decision has literally driven me insane.....ive about beat myself to death on figurin out a decision....it has been hard...but ive come upon one...im gonna go home to ohio...and it will be ok i guess but im a let u guys know more later

Briefly, Week's Films
Capsule summary for now :) - on DVD this weekend and the days previously, saw some good films including:Breach (based on an account of a true story, of the capture of the spy Robert Hanssen in 2001)The Prestige (magicians in turn-of-the-19th-century London - though Colorado figures in - compete in an increasingly dangerous competition for secrets)Ma Vie en Rose (this I already mentioned - Belgian film about a pre-teen and his confusions about his gender and sexual identity, amidst family conflicts and other problems in 1997...) (Might see Talk to Her tonight. I think there's an alternative but that does interest very much.)

Some Took Time To Make A Fake Pro To Try To Be My Friend
Name: MSXQUISITT (Online) Level: Freshmeat (0) Gender: Female Martin, TN Buzz: 0% -- dry, get them a drink! Enter message: ->~Ashley~Mu...: Next time you want tofuck with me put a liitle more thought into it MSXQUISITT: since u r having a bad may GOD bless you... HAVE A BLESSED DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ->~Ashley~Mu...: You should go make friends with a gun and shoot yourself ->~Ashley~Mu...: yea right never heard of that name in my life this is all bullshit adn they dont have any friends of pics like you and are new also this is a whole new level of sad MSXQUISITT: i am sorry for trying to make friends with u MSXQUISITT: no look at my profile and u will see because they sent me a corona ->~Ashley~Mu...: So fuck off and that was the saddest attempt ever ->~Ashley~Mu...: thats bullshit I dont know anyone by that name. If this is someone I have pissed off mumming this is a sad attempt at mumming you couls have atleast looked at my p

The Olive Tree
A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him and needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic. The gentle Master knelt her before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up at him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretches its branches to the sky. At that moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and his impressive size towered above her like a giant tree. Then he began to speak... The Olive Tree I'm here for you...now and always no matter how far time and space takes us.... Whether you walk away from me today or you stay and serve me I will not turn from you. I am as patient as time itself; I will take not from you unless you give freely and completely of yourself but I give onto you regardless-- for my love is unconditional.... Like the olive tree that can both feed y

Friends????
To the so called friend that is marking my pics nsfw...please take your unworthy ass off my friends list. That's right, delete yourself and while you are at it block me also, you game playing jerk!! Yes, I accidently uploaded a nsfw pic to the wrong album. However a real friend would have sent me a shout or even a private message. A decent person would not backstab a friend in the back and mark several pics nsfw without some kind of communication to me! So take your cowardly hateful self the hell of my page! AND, i have a pic up just for you... you can kiss by little ass!! To all my real and honest friends... I love you all bunches!! MUAH, Trish

Remembering
I can't explain it any other way - I am remembering tomorrows, the scent of your hair, your skin, moist against me, your hands, tenderly upon me; I am remembering each dream I will have of us entangled on cotton sheets, and I am dreaming of awakening with your head on my chest and your quiet breath brushing against me as you sleep. I can't explain it any other way (and I know I've told you this before) the day you were born all my hopes became possibilities and my longings to die became my need to live to spend forever remembering tomorrows. © All rights reserved

Colour
Your Heart Is Pink In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: RomanceWhat Color Heart Do You Have??

My Day In A Nut Shell So Far
when all else fails and your day seems to go to hell there is always one person that seems to look on the bight side and looks past all your faults and sees the good in and outside of things no matter how bad things may seem it's usually the person you plan on spending your life with thats stands there to pick up knowing there maybe a tough road ahead and that is when you know you have found that specail someone and you don't let them go making sure you make them as happy as they make you founding a love like that is said to be one of a kind or soulmate, and you say to your self is this really possible , knowing that most people say that you may never find that one that can turn your world upside down with love, and then there are people that say once you have found this one that they are are no the one for you, then you think to your self why do people say this to you maybe they are unhappy with the one they picked for themselfs or maybe they don't want you to be happy that

Kiss
Silent and her breath brushing my cheek - I lean to her, lips touching just the air next to hers arms dropping to the narrow of her back drawing her closer closer still and a spark now from her to me pressing my mouth closer still probing now her against me tongues in magic choreography the taste of her mixing with the taste of me the inside of her wet and lovely mouth lips teeth crushing now into her into me hands up to her head her neck and down again leaning leaning pressing eyes closed breathless and lip gloss like the taste of cherries bubble gum strawberries peaches feverish aching delirious wanting I stop Then kiss her once again. © All rights reserved

Drop By And Show Some Lovin To The One And Only Dj Kare In The Extreme X
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Definition Of A Veteran
A veteran - whether active duty, retired, national guard or reserve - is someone who, at one point in his life, wrote a blank check made payable to the "United States of America", for an amount of "up to and including my life." That is Honor, and there are way too many people in this country who no longer understand it.

Shower
I will not pass the soap to you, will work it to a lather on your bare skin. I'll press myself against you, popping tiny bubbles with the friction and the heat. Then we'll shift to find the only angle that allows me inside of you. Lubricated by the warm sudsy water, I'll do a dance and shudder, tunneling deeper into your sweet flesh - and, god, I'll push and pull and squirm, pin you to the tiles and pull your legs up around me into a perfect carnal hug - and drive, drive, drive myself up and into you as your head falls back, exposing your wet and tender neck. We'll finish as I fill you and your fingers dig into my back. Then, slyly smiling, I'll read to you the directions from your shampoo bottle: Lather, rinse, repeat. © All rights reserved

Fantasy Football Team For 2007
So, I just got home from the Fantasy Football Draft at a friend's house. Had a lot of laughs, drank a bottle of wine, and actually ended up with what I think is a decent team. We'll see. It's all in the luck of the draw, much like the regular season, eh? Here's the Team I have for the year: Butler Football League 101st Panzer Battalion Quarter Backs: Ben Roethlisberger (PIT) Duante Culpepper (OAK) Running Backs Shaun Alexander (SEA) Jerious Norwood (ATL) Najeh Davenport (PIT) Wide Receivers Randy Moss (NE) Hines Ward (PIT) Antwaan Randle El (WAS) Cedrick Wilson Tight Ends Antonio Gates (SD) Dallas Clark (IND) Kickers Nate Kaeding (SD) Defensive Special Teams DST Bears DST Texans

Things To Ponder
so i was sitting downstairs with my mom, lately i've been feeling down and out, she started to tell me some things that happened as a child to her. after hearing some of the things i felt like an asshole for being depressed about trivial shit. my mom lost two of her closest friends growing up to murder...her best friend was stabbed to death by four men (now this is back home in germany in the 70s) and her other friend was a gay man who was also killed...raped by 4 guys and had the word faggot carved into his chest with a knife...how fucking sick. i felt bad cuz you only get those friends once and to lose them like that...i never heard these things from her until now, and now i'm really thinking about my trite and trivial reasons for being down...what an eye opener...

Birthdate Survival Record
Those Born 1920-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle We shared one soft drink with four

Funeral
A guy dies whilst making love to his wife. A few days later the undertaker calls her and says, "Your husband still has a hard-on, what shall I do with it?" The wife replies, "Cut it off and shove it up his ass!" The undertaker does as he is told. On the day of the funeral the wife visits her husband for the last time and sees a tear rolling down his face, so she whispers in his ear, "It fucking hurts doesn't it!"

At The Door
It started at the door (for these things always do). She looked into his eyes and saw a certain hunger - as she had seen in so many eyes before his. But this was somehow different - perhaps because it was a hunger she had longed to see. She took his hand, then, and silently led him inside, never leaving sight of those eyes. And she knew that her own dark eyes were drawing him in - he could not escape her, now, and would not ever want to. They walked into the kitchen - still no words had been exchanged. Suddenly he stopped and drew her close to him and paused (his face just inches from hers) before he kissed her hard. With one hand still in hers, he drew the other across her spine and held her head, just above the neck - and still they kissed as though there lives were merging there. Now all that could be heard was nearly silent rustling as they hastily undressed each other. He lowered her to the floor. Still no words had

Youre On Fire...
Colin meets a girl on the street. He says, "Come on, babe, let's go in the alleyway and get it on. I've got fifteen bucks." She says, "FIFTEEN bucks? You're crazy. For fifteen bucks, I'll let you LOOK at it." They go into the alleyway, she pulls down her pants, and he gets down on his knees. But he can't see anything, because it's too dark, so he gets out his lighter. He lights his lighter, and he says, "My God, your pubic hair... it's so curly and thick... it's BEAUTIFUL." She says, "Thank you." He says, "You mind if I ask you a personal question?" She says, "Go ahead." He says, "Can you pee through all that hair?" She says, "Of course." He says, "Well, you better start. You're on fire."

Serving You
Part 1 I will pull the ribbon from your hair and hold your head inside my cupped hand and kiss you. I will lower you gently to the bed and never stop looking through your eyes to you. I will use my hands to strum your heartstrings and to slowly peel away the layers of your protection (until nothing is between us but electricity). And I will shock you with my kisses on places you did not expect a man to love so tenderly so much. I will ask for nothing from you - my passion is for you and for your pleasure (not for mine). I will serve you and will slowly suck your flesh into my mouth (tasting your excitement) and caress you, slowly, as your movements gain momentum. I will kiss the place and use my tongue to tantalize and tickle as you hold my head and push it deeper, god, yes, deeper. I will know that I have found you by the timbre in your moans and in your cries and I will just keep on exploring the explosion of your p

Fucktard Clown Lovers
->Juggalette...: thats the mumms anyone can read, Dont like my choice of words blow it out your silly clown loving ass Juggalette...: i also said TO JUGGALOS AND JUGGALETTES!!! ->Juggalette...: omg I knew this was coming get over it I hat ethose clowns you asked for an opinion I gave one Juggalette...: why even worry about it if you're not a lette?

Whenlife Calls You
It is amazing when life calls on us to fufill the missing pieces to another human being(s) existence. Such endevours, should we choose to accept them, require us to be selfless, brave, giving, compassionate and even test us to see if our morals are in place. Rather than run from such tests.. I embrace them. For surely they are the workings of some higher power.. to see what kind of human being we really are. Do we practice what we preach? Do we truly give of ourselves without reservation or hesitation? Do we uphold and teach unto others the morals and virtues that we would want bestowed upon us? It is truly this test.. or 'review' of our own souls and humanity that makes life worth living.. in my humble opinion. I also find it intriguing that you never really know who will be the one that is in need of your assistance.. until you are already in their life. So really, when you consider it, there is no way to back out.. unless one is.. or becomes selfish or lacks in compassion..

Can You See Gods Love?
Can you see God's beauty, Can you see His love shine, In everything around you, Just look at all the magnificent signs. It is in each individual snowflake, That drifts so gracefully to the ground. You can see His love so vividly, In each delicate flower petal found. You can see His love twinkle brightly, In the stars so strategically placed. You can see it in the brightness of the sun, As you feel its warmth caressing your face. You can see His love as the grass turns green, As the rains shower down from the sky, As the squirrels chase each other up a tree, As the birds so gracefully fly. You can see His love in a mother and child, As they share a loving embrace. But it is easiest to see His undying love, When you gaze at the cross and see Jesus' face.

Heartfelt Pain
Her eyes are swollen. Her cheeks are red. Tears pouring out of the lonely girl. Love was all she asked for. She got walked all over. It seemed that no one cared for what she believed in. As she lays in her bed, saying a prayer to make the pain go away. She can't sleep, so she stares at his picture. Trying to put the memories in her past. She's waits to see, how she's going to make it. As she struggles to get out of bed, thinking of what went wrong. She has lost all the faith and all the happiness. She is lost in the waking of her day. As she has no one to talk to. She's done everything to try to make it. As one night she made her choice, She can't live without him. She swore that she couldn't make it without him. As days go by, she doesn't want to come out. She wrote him a note, saying that she will always love him. One night she lost it. Her mum came to get her because he came to see her. She can't get her to answer her or the door. As the

Highest Motions
At the moment of her giving she was taken taken taken into the dark tunnel of his nevers his impossibles his swollen days and nights of terrible aloneness - and she gave - momentous risings and fallings against him (but somehow for him with him). It was the torture of this accomplishment, this pregnant hour away from

*my Dreams Become Nightmares*
Give me a hand up on helping my girl out. *MY DREAMS BECOME NIGHTMARES* is 26000 points from level, and I want her to get there so fast her head spins... will y'all give me a hand. THANKS if you do...

Electricity
LMAO Our 7 yo daughter turned on the light in our room then went to hers and when she flipped the switch she said "The electricity is out in my room!" We about died we told her that her light was just burned out and daddy would replace the bulb she said "Oh, ok"

How To Get A Refund From Walmart!!!
A woman went to a WalMart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming,"PINCH MY NIPPLES,PINCH MY NIPPLES,PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explains the problem with the toaster, and he also tells her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screams,"PINCH MY NIPPLES,PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" which begins to draw an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads, "Ma'am, why are you saying that?" In a huff, the woman says, "BECAUSE, I LIKE TO HAVE MY NIPPLES PINCHED WHEN I'M BEING SCREWED !!"

Echo Angel Has Been Hacked!
To all of those great people out there that have been lucky enough to talk to/meet/ or know this wonderful soul, She has been Hacked and her computer hard drive was wiped! On her behalf I have been asked to write this blog for her to let everyone know that she is still out there missing everyone and she needs our support. This has been a very emotional event for her. anything anyone wants to say to her feel free to send to me in messeges and I will forward to her ASAP!.. I or one of her close friends will continue to update you all.. Thanks for your time and support. Lord Vader

~~~love~~~
Love by BlueWolf © Embrace the love while you can sometimes forever isn't always the plan. Do not regret what makes you smile 'cause it may not last but just for a little while. It can be kind or can be mean sometimes it's not what it seems. So if you can hold love tight remember to try it's worth the fight...............

Yep Another One
What else should I be All apologies What else could I say Everyone is gay What else could I write I don't have the right What else should I be All apologies In the sun In the sun I feel as one In the sun In the sun I'm married Buried I wish I was like you Easily amused Find my nest of salt Everything is my fault I'll take all the blame Aqua seafoam shame Sunburn with freezeburn Choking on the ashes of her enemy In the sun In the sun I feel as one In the sun In the sun Married, Maried, Maried! Buried! Yeah yeah yeah yeah All in all is all we are [x20]

Day At The Zoo
Today I took my Little Sister to the Zoo. I capitalized that not because I don't understand capitalization rules, but because she is my assigned Little Sister through the Big Brothers Big Sisters mentoring program. Now, let me be absolutely clear on something. I am not a Big Sister because it makes me feel all self-righteously pleased with myself for Giving Back to the Community. (Although I do feel that way, in the darkest depths of my being. Shush, Oh Self-Righteously Pleased Part of Myself. I don't like you!) I am not a Big Sister so that I can put that in my online profiles and people can compliment me on Giving Back to the Community (although they do). I am, in fact, a Big Sister because hanging out with a happy, cool kid is fun. Especially a cool kid who is appreciative of every opportunity to do something a little different, even if it involves slave labor helping Big Sister make ten dozen Christmas cookies. Not that I'd ever make my Little Sister do that, of course.

Not Going So Well.
Well I am sure you all already know that we've bought a fish tank, a few days has passed an I've got some fishies in there although two of them have dead which really sucks cause one was my little frog that cost me some $, anyways I will hopefully have those pictures up soon. Just need to get a few more an we're good ta go!

Nothing Humane About Dogfighting
I did not post this under "Where the penis rules" because dog fighting is strictly male dominated,.. there are women who do it to, however it is more widely recognized in the male community. Dog fighting is wrong,It is abusive, it is inhumane, and i hope that the Vic escapade has shown that. If you go to the link below there are pictures of Vics dogs in the shelter http://www.nydailynews.com/sports/football/2007/08/30/2007-08-30_trained_to_be_killers_vicks_pit_bulls_no.html HANOVER, Va. – As Commander Sergeant Kevin Kilgore led a reporter and photographer through the dimly-lit back room of the Hanover County Animal Control facility today, he warned them not to put their hands or faces close to any of the individual cages holding Michael Vick's pit bulls. Fingers could get chewed off. A face could get spewed with dog saliva. Kilgore said a pit bull from another seizure had chomped right through the heavy gauge metal door and escaped its confines. As Kilgore opened the ma

Forsaken
Forsaken by Wilomoon 9-2-2007 At the very beginning, In his mind I did stay, Wanting me near, Is what he did pray, There in the moment, I lived like a queen, Looking into his eyes, I was living in a dream, Those times were so fleeting, Yet suspended in a blink, Precious hours were spent, With no desire to think, A time there once was, Where my breath he did take, With no time to spare, For my pity sake, Something did happen, Away, his love was taken, My heart lay bare and broken, I have become the forsaken.

Oppsie..lol
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One Intimate Moment
One Intimate Moment Silence Complete Darkness I sit listening, but there isn't a sound Nothing from you Nothing from the world around us I reach over and touch you You are cold to the touch I gently caress you trying to warm you up I slowly slide my hand up your body Feeling the smoothness under my fingertips You remain still and quiet Completely Dark and Silent I slowly move my fingers onward Until I reach your curves I gently rub my fingers on them You still do not make a sound My hands tremble I take a deep breath and listen The silence and dark remain I close my eyes, but the view does not change I open them back up and slowly start pressing You finally make a sound Your scream is quick but loud My hands fall off of you And here we lie and will remain In Complete Darkness

Am I A Bad Son!
Am I a bad son because some days I don't think of him? I do miss him so much. I wonder if he knows how much what he did hurt so many. I don't want to cry but I can't help it. HE WAS MY FATHER. I loved him like no other. I had no mother. He gave use what we needed maybe not what we wanted. He loved and cared for us. he sacrificed his happiness to make sure we were feed and had a roof over our heads. I wonder if he knew how much I loved him. Lately I seem to be working so hard that I don't think of him. Is that bad or good? My brother and I all that is left. We now help each other out and do our bests. I know if he were here today he would be proud of me. I just want you to know I will never forget you. We will always have Pusan, Korea.I love you pops!

Jumping Turtle Raided Tonight
The Sheriffs came in with guns drawn searching for a fugitive, who they believe may be hiding out in the attic of the Jumping Turtle in San Marcos. Please stay away from that location, as you don't want to be questioned... Tonight's show has been canceled.

46,000 To Godfather
Thanks for all your help..Down 35,000 in 1 hour.. There are 3 happy hours tonight.Stop by and show her some love and help make her a GodFather. Military Supporter~{Co-Founder of the Military Family Bombers}{Shadow Levelers}@ fubar

Love This Motherlovin'...
I'm a whiskey drinkin', cowboy chasin', helluva time. I like Kenny, Keith, Alan and Patsy Cline. I'm a full grown Queen Bee lookin' for honey. Whoooo hoooo... play something country >insert blog entry that no one wants to read anyways< XOXO

Can Any One Help Me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey people how are you tonight well some of you know that i had a profile before and i would like if any one can help me locate a friend his name was jason on here no last name he was from germany im not to sure how i can find him i did a people search and came up with nothing if you can you let me know please thank you for your time theresa

Cowboy Shoppin' Trip
I wish I'd written down the source to this gem! Hit's a longun! COWBOY POETRY -- BUYING A BRA You know, I've never been much for shopping In fact I try to stay away from town Except when shipping time comes, I ain't easily found. But the day came when I had to go And I left the kids with their ma But before I left she asked me, "Would you pick me up a bra?" Without thinkin' I said "sure," How tough could that job be? I bent down and kissed her And said, "I'll be back by three." Well, when I done the things I needed I started to regret Ever offering to buy that thing, I was working up a sweat. I crossed the street to the ladies shop With my hat pulled over my eyes, I wasn't takin' any chances On bein' recognized. I walked right up to the sales clerk I didn't hem or haw I told the lady right straight out, "Ma'am, I'm here to buy a bra." >From behind I heard some snickers So I turned around to see At least fiftee

~ Luxembourg American Cemetery And Memorial ~
The Luxembourg American Cemetery and Memorial, 50.5 acres in extent, is situated in a beautiful wooded area. The cemetery was established on December 29, 1944 by the 609th Quartermaster Company of the U.S. Third Army while Allied Forces were stemming the enemy's desperate Ardennes Offensive, one of the critical battles of World War II. The city of Luxembourg served as headquarters for General George S. Patton's U.S. Third Army. General Patton is buried here. Not far from the cemetery entrance stands the white stone chapel, set on a wide circular platform surrounded by woods. It is embellished with sculpture in bronze and stone, a stained-glass window with American unit insignia, and a mosaic ceiling. Flanking the chapel at a lower level are two large stone pylons upon which are maps made of various inlaid granites, with inscriptions recalling the achievements of the American armed forces in this region. On the same pylons are inscribed the names of 371 of the missing. Rosettes mark

Best Friend
Hello friends, well, I was at the hospital until 3 am. My best friend has cancer, and I got the call at about 8 pm that she wouldn't last much longer. I went and stayed with her last night. I know that she is in a better place now, but I have lost my best friend. I lost my mother to cancer 2 years ago. It seems like yesterday. My best friend helped me get through the loss of my mother. Now 2 years later, I have lost her. As I sat with her last night, everything that was happening was the same things that I watched with my mother. The sight and sounds of someone dying, are something that I wish no one had to see. Not only have I lost my best friend, but it has brought the death of my mother to the forefront. This is like living it all over again. The difference is now I have lost not only my mother, but my best friend too. I'm praying that her daughters and husband, will get through this. They are strong of faith and very good Christian people. Bad things happen to good peop

Whatever Your Cross
Whatever your cross, whatever your pain, there will always be sunshine, after the rain .... Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall, But God's always ready, To answer your call ... He knows every heartache, sees every tear, A word from His lips, can calm every fear ... Your sorrows may linger, throughout the night, But suddenly vanish, dawn's early light ... The Savior is waiting, somewhere above, To give you His grace, and send you His love .. Whatever your cross, whatever your pain, "God always sends rainbows .... after the rain ... "

Mother America
Mother America America's heart weighs heavy with pain Her innocent people so unfairly slain Her buildings lay in rubble and mountains of concrete The tears and blood of her people flow in the street. Yet in her deep sorrow nothing quells her belief Freedom is her beacon and terror it's thief She has suffered great loss, but it shall not be her defeat Freedom sometimes means war, and she will not retreat. The red white and blue continues to wave As she bides farewell to those too early in the grave Her heart is broken, her eyes filled with tears Yet she refuses to be held a captive of fear. America gathers her masses and prepares to fight She will vanquish the darkness to shine freedom's light Her people are ready; they stand proud and stand tall Buildings may crumble but America will not fall. And the stars and the stripes continue to wave Her protectors forever steadfast and brave The job will be finished when this war is won And everyone will see Her Col

Omg Im Doing What This Time???????
YOU GOTTA COME IN AND SEE ME TO FIND OUT LOL YOU THOUGHT I WAS GONNA TELL YOU....HMMMMMMMMMM YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU CAN CATCH ME DOING SO CLICK THE PIC AND FIND OUT Music Video:SMACK THAT (FT. EMINEM) (by Akon)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

Poured
I sit here at my desk, candle burning, trying to relax. No desire to listen to music, no want of anything but peace. I scarcely know where to begin. I guess I just need to say I am sorry my evil 1. So long have you swam in my head. Endlessly in circles tormenting me when im awake and torturing me in my sleep. You broke me of my innocence when i already thought it was broken. You crumbled my spirit when I thought I was the man of steel. All of my walls became glass and you saw right through me. I am sorry for letting you down, time and time again. You saw me as a rescue from your lifeboat long since set adrift. I waded out to you, hand out for you...but teasingly and horribly pushed you back to float away. I am sorry I returned you to the anguish you swore would never come again, that lead you to cut once more after so long a drought. I never doubted your love for me but you pondered mine for you. Can you hear me evil 1? Inside I have been screaming all this time for you.

~~~phoenix~~~
Phoenix by BlueWolf © The woman with mosaic eyes And flaxen hair of desert gold, A Phoenix in the August sky Where passion ‘neath the surface lie; A creature awesome to behold. Bewitched, I ‘came upon her gaze; With silent spell from ancient time She quickly set my soul ablaze; A swoon, my heart; entangled daze; Enraptured in her nights sublime. In her, I held the prophecy; Confident there was no other Promise of immortality, In her, I found my destiny, And embraced my children’s mother. With her I dreamed to be interred; Complete, a life of countless years. Inseparable, it seems now absurd, to cling to her, that fiery bird. I miss her whisper in my ears.

Thanks For Your Prayers
thank you all for your prayers for my son. I am starting school september 19th for criminal Juatice CSI. Im still working as a security guard and taking care of all 4 kids on my own. YES still no man but one day maybe. I think i am holding up to the pressure of raising the four kids on my own and 3 of them special needs but i do break down but who wouldn't huh.. If i havent given you love on ur pics or profile let me know and if you just want some loving let me know. Take care ya'll and love you all. Peace from Biloxi, Mississippi my home. I will keep you up to date on the boys surgerys. love olina

Southern Gentleman
My friend needs a little nudge in the right direction to get him leveled. if you could spare some time i'm sure he would appriciate it! Thanks. Southern Gentleman ~~ Gotti Family Member~~ You Live An You Learn ...@ fubar brought to you by... ~*J€nn *~ Co-Leader HTA Levelers Crew@ fubar

~~~~the Desire In My Heart~~~~
The Desire In My Heart by BlueWolf © Take my hand And walk with me Through endless life A world to see Give your dreams Your thoughts laid bare And feel the love I long to share Bring your soul A love entwined A twist of fate Two lives combined Take my heart It's in your care I'll take yours too If you will share Give your pain I'll take it all And keep you safe To never fall Bring your love And I'll bring mine We'll test our will To conquer time........................

For My Wife
Love, the most powerful, the most desired, the most searched for, the most yearned for and the most needed feeling in any person’s life. It is the driving force behind any man. Not money, not greed nor power, but to feel the love of a woman. The love of a good woman. It gives reason to face the day, to go to work and to put up with lifes obstacles and downfalls, the love of a woman. It gives a man strength, it gives a man hope. Love makes a man experience pain and emotion like he has never felt. Love can bring even the strongest of men crying to their knees. Love can make the saddest of men beam with happiness. Love can make a drunkert put his drink behind him and never taste a single drop touch his lips again. With the love of a woman behind him, a man can conquer any fear he might hide within him. With the love of a woman a man can put aside his fear to show emotion. A man will make any and every effort no matter how big or small it may be to make sure that the woman that loves him h

Omg
This is an old \"friends with benefits\" I had, like I said before, Im done with thatand lookin for something real... rodney jackson: where i at rodney jackson: where u at lexipinkmango: in fla rodney jackson: oh ok rodney jackson: havein fun lexipinkmango: yep rodney jackson: good lexipinkmango: not really, Im just tryin to maybe give youa hint rodney jackson: what u mean a hint lexipinkmango: you cant tell already rodney jackson: u sober lol rodney jackson: tell what lexipinkmango: yes and whats that got to do with anything? rodney jackson: i dont get da hint rodney jackson: u wit ur man lexipinkmango: no rodney jackson: so what hint should i get rodney jackson: so when i get to take u out lexipinkmango: ummm, I dont answer my phone, etc. etc. lexipinkmango: you had your chance and you blew it rodney jackson: oh u mean ur at home rodney jackson: lol rodney jackson: wow rodney jackson: so i really cant see u lexipinkmango: duh!!!!!!!!!!! rodney jackson: i

In Our Dreams
Dreams are always in a rainbow, But never quite what they seem. Won't it be a dream come true, if we could live our lives in our dreams? No shattered hearts, nor broken lives, nor painful memories filled with cries. For in our dreams we shine and glow, Shapely bodies and Minds that grow. The purest love and deepest feelings, Romantic nights and candlelit evenings. For if we could live in our dreams, then life would be a living breeze. But as we embark in our dreams, the fire of reality burns through the seams. And as the raging fire dies, we find our dreams the ashes of our life...

Why Do People Treat You Like Slaves
i cant believe how some people can be. they treat you as if you are their slaves in fast food. they expect you to wait on you hand and foot. they come in and poor salt and pepper all over your tables and expect you to clean up after them. is there a rule that says fast food workers are below everyone.

Mad Ranting
Mad Ranting 9/3/07 Travis Smith Hurt caused by Pain Pain cause by Words Words thus spoken by someone dear Who only had the nerve to to say "we're too busy" When in fact it boiled down to one little topic Something I had explained clearly or so I thought However it fell upon deaf ears And now I'm sitting here thinking and blaming myself for something I can't help She'll get all gussied up and eventually find a new man I'll sit here and rot and whither away like a prune I tried, I gave, I spent and all I ended up was like "whatever" In the end good things come to those who wait or perceiver but I've done both for a very long time As a matter of fact the 22 years of existence I have on thise world of ours, I've suffered enough Near fatal accidents have plagued me like a rat carrying the fleas that killed the English all those years ago I scratch, I ignore, and they dig deeper and deeper until I finally break and give in See the fleas on th

Check Out My Pics.
If you're reading this, then I am asking you to check out my Fu-Friends folder to see if I've caught you scrolling or maybe I've caught one of your friends scrolling. I like to do this to show that my friends are important to me. Those of you that talk to me on a regular basis know that my friends are very important to me. If you're not in there yet, please be patient with me. I'm working on catching you. And as long as you are there feel free to rate them. I would, also, like to thank Trell for helping me level up when others could care less. Trell wasn't the only one that has helped me in the past week just the one that rated everything I had to get me well over the points that I needed to level up in the past hour. Those that could care less will be getting deleted in the next week. On a last note, thank you to all those that have wished me well, hope the best for me, and care that I'm ok. Love to you all, ~EvilSteph~

Confused
My knees starts to shake, when you're in sight. My mind is filled with wounder, my heart with fright. When will this feeling stop? when did it start? How can I listen to my mind, without breaking my heat? I'm so confused what should I do? I can't think of anything except you. Should I ignore you, or just give it time? I can't think straight, my heart controls my mind.

Jane Fonda
From: DOUBLE TROUBLE ~A.K.A.~ BON Date: Sep 2, 2007 8:58 PM She really was a Traitor In Memory of my brother -in- law LT. C.Thomsen Wieland who spent 100 days at the Hanoi Hilton She really was a Traitor IF YOU NEVER FORWARDED ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE FORWARD THIS SO THAT EVERYONE WILL KNOW!!!!!! JANE FONDA She really was a traitor A TRAITOR IS ABOUT TO BE HONORED KEEP THIS MOVING ACROSS AMERICA This is for all the kids born in the 70's who do not remember, and didn't have to bear the burden that our fathers, mothers and older brothers and sisters had to bear. Jane Fonda is being honored as one of the "100 Women of the Century." BY BARBRA WALTERS Unfortunately, many have forgotten and still countless others have never known how Ms. Fonda betrayed not only the idea of our country, but specific men who served and sacrificed during Vietnam The first part of this is from an F-4E pilot The pilot'

New Bi Polar Disorder Treatments Tested
New bipolar disorder treatments tested September 2, 2007 11:15:46 AM PST Scientists are testing seasickness patches and other surprising options in a challenging search for new ways to treat the crushing depression and uncontrolled mania of bipolar disorder. Also called manic-depression, it's an illness that can rip careers and marriages apart and drive people to suicide. And it's so complex and mysterious that researchers haven't developed a medication specifically for it since lithium, more than half a century ago. Yet bipolar appears in various forms and severity in about 1 in every 25 American adults at some point in their lives, according to a major study published in May. Current medicines help, but often fall short. They "certainly reduce symptoms but don't do a good enough job," said Dr. Husseini Manji of the National Institute of Mental Health. "Many patients are helped, but they're not well." Nobody knows yet whether the latest crop of possible treatments

Something Good Monday, September 3, 2007
Something good is going to occur today. You can count on it. Something good has already happened. And it will continue. Even if you don't expect it, something good is now underway. Expect it, accept it, and you'll more fully reap its value. Something good is going on and growing stronger. You can choose to grow along with it. Something good is everywhere. Open yourself to it and you'll know. Today is a day for something good to happen. Let it happen through you. -- Ralph Marston

Life
Hey everyone... Just wanted to let you know that I'll be away from my computer and any internet connections from September 6-26. I hope everyone has a wonderful month! See you at the end of the month! xoxox Burn

Waves
Waves Painted roses of midnight, now float upon the lake. Playing oh so merrily, while the hour grows so late. Wafts and gentle breezes, the perfume of the trees. The smell of far off oceans, and the call they hold for me. The moon so high above us, tucked where none can find. Paradise for lovers, a place for us to shine. Clothes strewn round about us, two bodies in the sand. Nature looks upon us, the lady and her man. Our bodies in gentle motion, for us time will stand still. As hearts race close together, and the air now seems to chill. Your song above no other, the stars all seem to laze. Like fires on the beaches, We burn a mighty blaze. Morning finds us smiling, our bodies entertwined. Content with what I'm given, leaving part of me behind. D. Cohen

Venting Need Advice
Theres been a few time durning my days that if when things go great you always have a great feeling that something best will happen to you. But then something gets in your way and it all turns to dust. Then you just give up hope! I always have times when I just want to give up and just not care at all. Like noone cares, noone gives a hell about what you think. Thats why I dont bother with some people. I never depend on them. Because to me right now... If I worry about the people who is just going to bring me down then I wont get no where ahead to make things happen. So I dont bother with anyone who dont understand of what im trying to do for my self to make things happen. Well anyway... Even tho I feel like giving up! And even tho I feel worried about whats going to happen for me as I get older? Still yet I try to push my self to move on and get ahead to where I want to be. I just wish tho I have never messed up in the pass. Then I could of get somewhere along time ago.

Talk Dirty To Me Spell
The things you need: 3 red tapers candles. A Lavender stalk. An area close to the phone you will be using. The Spell: Place the candles about the phone, so they make a point up tri-angle. Lay the lavender stalk horizontally across the phone, say: "Spirit of Sound, Spirit of Word. Hear my Voice, I am now Heard. Eros to Touch, Eros of Need. Come forth as Words. This is my Need!" Call or wait for his/her call. As you're talking light the lavender and circle yourself with the smoking scent. Then, innocently, the conversation into a erotic end zone and light one candle while saying into the phone: "How hot are you? How hot are you? Tell me now and tell me true. What do you like, what would you do?" If she/he doesn't get it, tell them it's a game and that one candle is lit, two to go. Get him talking dirty. Goad them, push them, tease them, whisper to them... Then chant again: "How hot are you? How hot are you? Tell me now and tell me true. Wh

Everytime.
Every time I look at you, I got a feeling deep and true. I wonder if you feel the same? In my dreams I call your name. This feeling in my heart is getting stronger. How can I get close to you? It is hard for me to find a clue. I long for you because you are my desire. I want to make a dream come true; This dream about me and you. But how can I ever lie to your fire?

Positive Affirmation
Search Video Codes Positive affirmation Affirmation: How And Why They Work To Help You Change. An affirmation is a statement that you make to yourself. Everyone uses them intentionally or unintentionally. You wake up in the morning, jump out of bed and exclaim "I feel great". That is a positive affirmation. You drag yourself out of bed in the morning and whimper "I feel rotten". That is a negative affirmation. Both statements help to maintain the emotional state you are in. Our self-talk, the things we say to ourself, is very important because it directly effects our conscious and subconscious mind. We listen to everything we say to ourself. Because our affirmation work so well to maintain the state of mind we are in, we can use them to change that state of mind. True, it takes more work to change how we think and feel, but, if you follow these guidelines, the use of affirmation can become a strong, useful tool for helping yourself become happier and healthier.

Hello Friend
Hello There Nice Person Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Lig ht that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You that Many Times When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Have a nice day, and I'm glad we are friends!!!

Well I Tried
Last night I tried to help a friend. I did what I could ... I got it posted and got the receipt from FUBAR that I did do something right. I don't expect anything back to help a friend. Date: Sun, 2 Sep 2007 16:54:20 -0700 (PDT) From: Size: 706 B To: inked_angel@fubar.com Reply-To: Your payment has been confirmed! click here to review the bulletin! But when I clicked on the 'click here' it gave me an error that I couldn't view what I paid for to do for a friend. I didn't even see it posted by me. But Like I said I tried. I really did try and I'm honestly sorry if it didn't work. I really am. It hurts more when you try to help and something happens and messes it up. ~Zen~

21 Rules For Life!!!
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

People Who Are Fat
Why don't people understand that if your fat, and usualy u know if you are, that the majority of the world doesn't want to see you in a string bikini, or booty shorts and a tube top. It's not sexy. Now don't think I think that fat people can't look good, cause they can if they dress properly.

Formula For Good Head
I have discovered that there is a formula to good head: P.E.T.E Passion, Enthusiasm, Technique, Energy: Passion- You can't give good head unless you like to, want to be good, have a burning desire to get your partner off hard! You have to love it! Be into, wild and free! Energy- Vigor, activity and motion all meet to generate heat. Technique-Is where attentiveness meets with practice and it's how you improve, you learn what works for whom. And Enthusiasm is a combination of pride in the work and the joy of pleasing your partner. But here's the good news: It's easy to learn how to be a true Head Mistress. I'm going to tell you exactly how. It doesn't matter what setting you choose, you can be home in bed or parked on Garfield, but seek whatever level of privacy you need to feel relaxed and sexy. Let's assume you're with a man you like and you know he'd love to have a good blow job right about now. Slide down on the floor between his legs and open his fly. Reach in and touch his dick

Check Out Dallas Marks They R Featured Artist On My Round Up Shows
CHECK OUT THE AWESOME DALLAS MARKS VIDEO THEY HAVE JOIN US HERE ON FUBAR PLEASE ADD THEM THEY R IN MY FANS OF Dallas Marks - It Can All Be Gone - LiveAdd to My Profile | More Videos For bookings please call 412-537-7644. The Dallas Marks Hotline number 412-734-8997. Check out the following sites www.dallasmarks.freeservers.com or www.myspace.com/dallasmarksband or www.myspace.com/thedallasmarksband .

Buy My Outlaw Johnny Rodes Cd Southern Etiquette Buy
ONE 4 A FRIEND AS WELL, I HAVE IT , ITS DYNAMITE HOT HOT CD A MUST HAVE ESP WHEN UR HAVING THOSE TAIL GATE PARTIES :) ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Johnny Rodes Outlaw Band Date: Sep 3, 2007 7:33 AM

My Next Tat
I need a design... The idea i have: Location: Back of calves Designs: Biohazard Symbol (best way to describe), then 3 Zodiac signs crossin the circles...The zodiac signs represent my kids n step-kids...Scorpio, Leo, and Virgo on Right calf...Pisces, Aries, and Aquarius on Left... Probably won't be getting it too soon because of the cost...but I want to have a design to get me movin on savin up the money...

Birthday Girl!!!
Well.. my birthday today has been pretty good so far! My oldest made birthday hats for everyone at my party yesterday. Not only that he made up a song and sang it to me. Isn't that the sweetest thing ever? I am so so proud of him and how he cares about others! Lets see.. I did get to get my hair cut! YAY!!AND I got a 12 month vic for my birthday present. :p I guess thats a sign I spend to much time on here! lol... Anyways, the day has just started and I think my boys have more tricks up their sleeves. I hope to have more pictures of today up tonight! And since it is my birthday.. I can whine and bitch about retards on here and not care!! This newbie rated muh birthday picture a one on my birthday! HOW RUDE!! :p So, I went and called him a retard! :P unit_42@ fubar The Retard! Anyways, I hope everyone has a GREAT Labor day!!! If you have to work today don't work to hard! Love you all! Mysti aka the birthday girl :p

Twisted Loves You!!
I truly adore this man. Twisted is the best friend that a girl could have!! Thank you Billy!! xoxo :) TwisTed is as twisted does,, twisted knows you like a glove twisted knows about your love for you today i released a dove if only you were a lil closer twisted would make yer worlds turn over twisted is the things he sees erase your pain and know he bleeds inside me I'll sacrifice everything to give you life ,,, make you happy grant your wishes twisted sends you hugs n kisses for all them tears he knows he misses ill wipe them now ill wipe them then for you to me are my greatest friend only two girls in this world beyond my children could ever feel what it is I'm dealing all in all one thing is true if she walks away again I'll still have you .... . . xx oo xx

Drama
Well it's me Mike I had to start a new account because of the drama, I got tired of it and my so called friends that would post pix, stash and other things and want me to help them get points, I have no problem with that but if they would do the same that would be really nice.

$20
$20.00 Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by:holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are

Subliminal Advertising Messages Are Routinely Written Into Blogs
I Coken't believe people would think corporations would stoop so low. Pepsi it's our lack of faith in big business? I think most bloggers would never allow a company to Target their blog with such practices. Of Coors I could be wrong. Ford many years now companies have been trying to find a way to reach consumers Direct, T.V. doesn't always work. Maybe somewhere on the Verizon there will be a blogger who tries to make money off of big business, but for now we say "no" and let the Lay's chips fall where they may.

Darkness
sitting here in the dark everything seems ever so stark just before dawns new light no future even in sight no beginning no end there is no way i could bend terrified I am going crazy everything seems a lil hazy dreaming a little bit wild perhaps a bit of a child lost and ever so scared my soul is completely bared going forward is all i can do because on thing is tru crazy as a lune i will be certifiable is all i can see so looking forward looking back perhaps they are right I may crack but at least a chance I have this way so there is no way for me to stay

Stupid Ass People!
if you reading this, i take it that your on my friends list. let me start by saying alot of people that has accepted me as there friend are starting to be very rude. let me make one thing clear , i am here to talk to new people and hopefully make some new friends, i am not here to get my ass chewed out becuase i didn't read your 9 page fucking biography. i feel that if i ask you where you are from , and i get some dumbass remark about how i didn't remember your entire profile, please take me off of your list. it's a simple fucking question. if it's that hard to talk to someone on here , why are you here? so anyone that doesn't want me as a friend please remove me , but don't get all pissy cuase i didn't memorize your pro. i want to talk to real people on here, not profiles. this is supposed to be "the 1st online bar" , the last time i talked to someone at a bar i didn't know shit about them , so why should i here. this isn't eharmony , so please get the picture or delete me. it's that

Darksyde
of the dark I was born my soul already torn I rebel I ever fight searching for the light save me from the dark my life seems stark looking for my light my other half so bright somewhere out there you are light up your shining star brightly shine the way to the side I want to stay

Gods I Am Sore
Well our third viking homecoming was yesterday and I am wore out. I finished the last trial for Riddari ( Nordic Knight ) and was pushed to the max. 24 contests in a row swinging a 10lb greatsword while in full maille and leather armor in southern ky heat at the hottest part of the day. It was a hard fought victory, and I will have the videos and photos on here to show you all. Till then Have a good labor day weekend.

Our Boys Haircut
We are getting the guys haircut today and I have a style in mind for our son so I was trying to show my hubby what I wanted and our son said "I just want this (his bangs) part cut. Everytime we go they always cut that part off of each part of my hair. (his was moving his hand over his head to dimenstrate to us what he was saying) When I say I want this much they cut that much off all over my head and I just want you (mommy) to cut this much (bangs) then I can go play." LOL ummm I'm having his IQ checked soon lol They do have one online that I am seriously thinking of having him take. HEHE

The Return
Today is the first day in almost a year that I will have access to a real gym. For the past few months in Philly I was down in my basement literally lifting weights that I had constructed out of plywood and cinder blocks. I can't wait. Exercising is the ultimate proof of evolution. Old weak muscles are torn asunder by hard work to create something new, something stronger. The old way fades into oblivion as you grow stronger and tougher. Your body does not gain muscle mass, you just remember how to be something you used to be. I remember. The mind is the one muscle that does not fade away from lack of use. I remember being a State and National place winning wrestler. I remember knocking everyone I boxed out in the 1st or 2nd round. My mind remembers it all, now I just have to allow my body time to remember.

Parent Thoughts...
I'm not much of a bumper sticker person. That's mostly because the vast majority of bumper stickers either fall into the "Who cares?", the "That's stupid" or the "That type's way too small for me to read while I'm driving" camp. On the rare occasion that I see a clever bumper sticker, I think, that's clever. Then I go back to paying attention to the road, because the "I was reading a bumper sticker" defense doesn't work with the poh-lice. Yesterday, while driving home from work, I saw one on the back of a car that made me think. "FUCK WAR" No, it didn't make me think about war, or about my stance on war, or about whether I wanted to fuck war or not. It made me think about how I felt seeing that on the back of a car. Whether I thought it was an appropriate place for something with the word "FUCK" so prominently displayed. I spent the rest of my drive in a battle with myself. The parent me thought, I appreciate the sentiment, but I'd really rather you showed some class and

Self Pleasuring
We human beings are able to make love more frequently and more sensuously than perhaps any other animal. Yet we are often disappointed after lovemaking. Why? Because most of us are like owners of a precious Stradivarius violin that we have never learned to play. Jolan Chang "The Tao of the Loving Couple" A dozen good reasons to self-pleasure: 1. Self-pleasuring is the single most important thing you can do to become a truly great lover 2. Self-pleasuring makes you feel sexy 3. Self-pleasuring puts you in touch with your body 4. Self-pleasuring strengthens and increases the flexibility of your love muscle 5. Self-pleasuring teaches you how to have orgasms - easily and quickly 6. Self-pleasuring puts you in control of your own pleasure 7. Self-pleasuring leads to self-confidence in all areas of life 8. Self-pleasuring is the key to overcoming sexual guilt and self-repression 9. Self-pleasuring promotes good health, well-being and energy 10. Self-pleasuring reduces stress

Do U Want Ur Cake&eat It Too
why do men seemingly want there cake and eat it too? not all men but just about. well i like this guy and he is on again off again with this girl....right now he and i are supposed to be together......but she still lives with him and he has been trying to do everything in his power to get her to move out and leave him alone.....all but have balls and just tell her. i don't know what he is afraid of. well i am trying to sit tight and view things from the outside but i am getting feelings....not sure what to do. do i leave him alone ad move on or do i just play the field like him and wait and see? just the question that i have for myself. i will just throw myself into what i need to do. i am about to say fuck men all together.

This Dream I Had
I want to walk into the room while you're sitting in your chair at the computer, and while I'm behind you slip a black silk scarf over your eyes and tie it. Then I would grab your hands and tie them loosely behind your back with another silk scarf.(just so you can take me when you can't take it anymore). Then I would start out rubbing your shoulders and your neck making sure you are extremely relaxed. Once I'm sure you are feeling very good, I would kiss the back of your neck, running my tongue around your neck and up around your ear lobe. Then I would blow on it softly. I would spin you around, straddle you, and kiss your lips running my tongue across your bottom lip as I pull back a little.(rubbing my warm pussy on you the whole time) Hopefully you wouldn't have your shirt on so I could then run my tongue across your lip down your neck softly nibble your chest as I make my way down your stomach and unbutton your pants. Then I would undo your zipper with my teeth very gently mak

If Your A Friend Of Mine................
Peeps, I got over 800 of ya as friends, which is great but only about half of you have fanned me, so if ya could pls check and make the freak a fan as well. have a great labor Day everyone!

Dream 2 Of 4
So, after a long day of work, you come home to find me cooking an nice hot meal. You walk up behind me, and put your arms around me. Kiss the back of my neck and run your hands up and down my body. I turn around and put my arms around you, and kiss your sweet lips. We would continue on kissing and touching and rubbing each other for a while. While we are kissing you start to remove my clothes one piece at a time. while I do the same. Once you have me in my underwear you remove my bra and start sucking and kissing my tits and nipples. I can feel myself getting hot and wet, and start to rub your dick gently with my hands. I pull you up for another kiss and I work my way to my knees. Nibbling your inner thigh, and then licking it up your balls and your now throbbing shaft of your hard dick. I would wrap my lips around the head and start sucking you running my tongue along the shaft as I go. Then you stand me up, sit me on the kitchen counter and start licking my hot sweet pussy

Part 1
Everything that has ever come into your life; I've attracted it upon myself. Like thought attracts like. Think a thought and that same thought eventually comes too you. Thoughts have a frequency. So if you're thinking that same thought over and over again- your emitting that frequency on a consistent level. Thoughts are sending out that same magnetic signal that is drawing the parallel. Thoughts are magnetic, and thoughts have a frequency. As you think, those thoughts are sent out into the Universe and they magnetically attract all like things on ther same frequency. Everything sent out returns to the source. SOURCE= YOU See yourself living in abundance and you will attract it. Works every time, with every person.

Done Deal... Now The Fun Part!
So I had my Gastric bypass surgery on 8/28/07... I am out of the hospital and feel good. Now the fun part, as I start melting... literally. The doc says that because of my body type, I should loose 45 to 80 pounds over the next 60 days... If you want to see the GROSS Surgical PICS -- let me know. I'll share. Have a good one ya'll! MARK

Ranting And Raving About My Labor Day!!!
Okay before I start to rant and rave let me just say this... Vodka and Orange juice is the FUCKING SHIT YES YES!!! Okay on to the ranting and raving from this moring.. I got up and walk into the kitchen half asleep.. My dad tells me that he lost his phone.. Those of you close to me know that I pay for my dad's cell phone and my youngest sisters.. Well anyways. I was half asleep it didn't go directly to my brain.. So I completely ignored him like usally and went and got something to drink.. Then came down to the basement to check my email.. Well he came down here and told me again this time it got through to my brain.. Okay let me tell you what happend.. LMAO last night my dad was drunk off his fucking ass.. And well he was drunk off his ass he lost his phone.. Okay so I kept my cool he really did look sorry about loseing it.. :D ha ha So I went and I looked outside... NO PHONE!!! So I got dressed and had mom take me to Allhel they said I need to file a police report.. FUC

Am I Stupid?
I hate when guys go after really young girls, truly disgusts me and I dont get it. Why on earth would you want to be with someone who is less than half your age? Yeah if you are wondering why i have this as nsfw its cause I dont really want ya to report me for using bad words...And i cant be arsed to edit them either. Thats me just live with it or dont... I dont mean any offence but why would you be interested in even talking to someone who is so young they dont even know where babies come from...? Would any of you fathers out there like your daughters to talk to strange men that should have far better judgement than to be chatting up young girls? Really truly would you? I have a daughter and it truly makes me sick to the stomach that anyone would call a teenager. what the fuck?...no offence btw... Truly drives me up the fucking wall thinking about it... Anywhoo, I just wanted to rant for a bit... Cheers and good luck From the old Beyotch!

Mobile Picture Uploading
Can anyone help? i've tried support and the fu-bible...and asked a couple of people, but i'm having trouble with the mobile uploading of photos. I have registerd my phone and it says that it's ok, but i can not upload any photo's. Any one have any suggestions for me?? It would be greatly appricaited! Thanks in advance! J3nn

Ca V/s Nc
Body: Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from NORTH CAROLINA came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. Just read all of it! This is GREAT ! ! lol CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" - Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like - Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal - We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. - I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! - All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and

To Men And Women On Ct...
Think carefully what you say and do... To my gf's there's a few here... that you should read and take to heart... “Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart.” (god Pen and I knew this one LOL) “Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, to those who still love even though they've been hurt before.” “I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, they're going to hurt you every once in awhile and you must forgive them for that.” “Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.” “The difference between friendship and love is how much you can hurt each other” “It's weird...you know the end of something great is coming, but you want to hold on, just for one more second...ju

Marriage
Chains do not hold a marriage together. It is threads, hundreds of tiny threads, which sew people together through the years. That is what makes a marriage last--more than passion or even sex. Simone Signoret, French actress

Sex Game
SEX GAME!! This is called the "Sex GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... ________________________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me []Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Marry me [] F

Test Results
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult four hour surgical procedure. A young, student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath. Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?" Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, "I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet." He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, are my testicles black?" Concerned that he may elevate his vitals from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and sheepishly pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in the other, lifting and moving them around. Then, she takes a close look and says, "There's nothing wrong with them, sir!!" The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly, "Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but, listen very, very closely... "Are - my - Test - Resu

**on Paper** (kjd)
"Cherish your youth", I once heard somone say. Now, i look in the mirror, & see my face deteriorating. I see age in my eyes It seems like years since i saw myself & now I'm on paper, & theres nothing you can do about that. For each one of your greying hairs, Theres a line of pain etched in my face... Another tear in my soul and no voucher mends that agony. You are my SadNess-You are Tourment You are My Evil, and i am SICK to think of you with love! I am up to my soul in sickness, Drowning... in your abscence, Which is what you want. You have, again, infected me... hoping i will fall. My youth is retarted, And holed up somwhere.... I dont even know. You speak... and then tell me your kidding, You hurt...And then laugh You SCREAM... and are silent. You Are confustion-You are a lie...

A Recent Poll
Sorry, this one's not what you think. So in the news last week, there was a story that a noted Canadian women's magazine polled 3,500 Canadian women, who in turn, very candidly spoke about themselves. It turns out that 20% had cheated on their significant others, yet 70% stated that they were 'too honest' to steal office supplies from work. I'm guessing the new pick-up line for Canadian men on the hunt for involved women should probably go something like this, "Soooo...have you ever stolen a box of paper clips from work? You have? Cool! Wanna get a coffee sometime?"

Lyrics To My Fave Song Ever
Everybody's Free (to wear sunscreen) Mary Schmich Chicago Tribune Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of '97... wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be IT. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are NOT as fat as you imagine. Don't worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kin

Beckie's Daily Words Of Wisdom // 9-3-07
Today I am going to post some lyrics to a song, and I hope who ever reads this will take the time to read them. I have been having a very hard few days. I am feeling very sick again, and not geting on as much. I can't sleep barely at night. I lay awake most of the night.... so here are some lyrics from a awesome groups called " Barlow Girls". :) Hope you like it. Never Alone Lyrics Artist(Band):Barlow Girl I waited for you today But you didn't show No no no I needed You today So where did You go? You told me to call Said You'd be there And though I haven't seen You Are You still there? [Chorus:] I cried out with no reply And I can't feel You by my side So I'll hold tight to what I know You're here and I"m never alone And though I cannot see You And I can't explain why Such a deep, deep reassurance You've placed in my life We cannot separate 'Cause You're part of me And though You're invisible I'll trust the unseen [Chorus] We cannot s

Programming Your Minds!
I'm deep in this game Deep in the system's shit The devil's calling my name He says, "It's time to go ballistic!" On the south side we ride Edgewize on the rise! Minds with x-ray vision For you haters in disguise! I'm a product of my environment All twisted and bent If it's hell you want? Then it's hell you get! I'm like a Timex baby I take a lickin and keep on tickin! I'm on fire Cookin breakfast in the kitchen! I see the writing on the wall, Through my crystal ball! I'm calling your shots, Setting you up for the fall! You're the worm in the apple, I'm the snake in the grass! You're the thorn in my side, I'm the dick in your ass! You got a ghost of a chance, I got the cards stacked against ya! I'm watching you sink in the quicksand & it's eatin ya like cancer! No ifs, ands or buts No strings attached No holds barred What you see is what you get! I've been running this rat race stuck in a maze Like a shot in the dark For the love

Well I Have Had A Rough Couple Of Days
My mom is working like crazy im worried she is being way too hard on herself friday she worked 2pm-10pm saturday 2pm-6am!!! she worked a double and then came back at 2pm that day and worked till 10 and came home finished watching the nascar california race and went to bed and shes working 2 to 10 tonight then finally gets a day off tomorrow i dont know how that woman does it I have some sad but happy news my moms dog Little Man ( not the dog in my pics) was given a new home saturday night so he is no longer with us my mom decided it was not fair to keep him in the basement all the time and she doesnt have the time to give him the attention he needs and i am happy to report that he is doing quite well with his new family

Jesus Is The Way..>>>
Let Him into your souls now , ever breathe you breath the Lord gave . He made you and I, and we all owe Him so much , He loved us all enough to send his only son to die on the cross for all us. For this to pay and wash away sin thru his innocent son,s blood ..The blood of Jesus Christ ; Please if you haven,t seen Mel Gibson, s film , Passion of the Christ ;Go see this and know .. What He (JESUS CHRIST) did for you. For He has done all He can to love you save you . You have a choice to except His truth, His light His way and chose to follow Him ; He wont force this on you.. To be in his grace is awesome ; To recieve His great blessings of eternal life is forever and always . What are you waiting for? Satan cant offer you anything but pain , suffering, eternal death.....You have that now already in this world . God wants you to be happy , loved and cared for . Jesus gave a new commandment... Love one another as I have loved you,, that you also love one another.. He

Real Life Confession
When I was growing we lived in front of a church (and my family isn't religious). It was a Sat. night and the next day at the church there was supposed to be this big female choir group performing. They had this illuminated sign with interchangable letters on it. My friend and I umplugged the sign and changed the letters (and just threw out the extras). When the choir group showed up the sign read "69 Singing Whores, Singing this Sunday!" It was all over the news. We lived in a small town.

This Is Sad...lol
One time, I gathered a bowl of worms from the garden and fed them to my neighbors retarded 5th grader. I told him it was mexican spagetti and anybody cool has to eat spagetti from Mexico. He believed me and ate the whole bowl. When he was sick and throwing up everywhere, I pretended I didn't know what was wrong with him.

And You Like Fast Food
Here's an example on "Why you treat drive threw employees with respect". I'm 31 now, but when I was 15 working at a fast food place that served hot dogs. and a rude or dumb ass customer came to the drive threw we would have the gay employee deep throat the hot dog before we served it......moral of the story, be nice to the drive threw employees.

Sex Game
subject: SEX GAME post date: 2007-09-03 12:17:25 views: comments: ratings: SEX GAME!! This is called the "Sex GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... ________________________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe

Fake Ass Friends
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends

'til I'm DƏad
I know hard times Make it hard to live! But you gotta hold your head up, Because somethings gotta give! This world is so cold, This wicked life we lead! Got us droppin like flies, Somebody pray for me! Pray for me ➲ I'll pray for you! Father forgive us! For we know not what we do! Still I stay...... Locked inside my head! My mind is like a prison, & I'mma be here til I'm dead!

The Morning After Reality
Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks .. Hippy 2007

Intresting What Ppl Think
To everyone who reads this.....Please repost....It is a shame that people have no idea what the military goes through and that no amount of money would replace being away from your family during deployments. Somebody has started to straighten some of these thoughtless and ungrateful people out. And I am even more grateful that it was someone serving in one of the branches of military. Military paid too much ? You be the judge ! This is an Airman's response to Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America. On Nov. 12, Ms Cindy Williams (from Laverne and Shirley TV show) wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column,

Had To Have You (story)
Had to Have You by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) I arrive at your door with heartfelt anticipation, longing to gaze into your eyes, to see the man I know so well. Knocking lightly, I am nervous, wondering, "did I knock loud enough?" I begin to step back and rethink my decision to visit you at the office, when you open the door to see the back of my head as I am turning to leave. Your deep voice pierces me. "May I help you ma'am?" Knowing I am at the point of no return, I turn to you, my eyes scanning you up and down then fixating on yours. I can barely speak, the sensual butterflies in my stomach have me in disarray. You graciously extend your hand to me and offer me a seat in your office. Trembling, I notice the enormity of your strong hands, and how handsome you are. I want to fall into your arms. As you guide me into your office, we exchange a soul-baring smile. The door closes and locks behind us. "I am pleasantly surprised to see you, baby-girl. I didn

Hey Everyone
I NEED YOUR HELP WITH VOTES EVERYDAY AT TRISTATEHOTTIES.COM VOTE FOR ME PRICELESS AND ALSO LOOKING FOR FEMALE AND MALE RECRUITS TO SIGN ON NEW TO ADD TO THE COMPETITION SO ON THE REGISTER FORM PLEASE USE RECRUIT ID 1127

For Anyone Interested:)
Okay so quite a few people have asked me to make them an ID but I need some information before I can finish them........I need to know a color that you want.....and it can be just about anything, doesn't have to be just primary colors...and verify if you want a light or dark shade. Also I need what you want written under your name, it can be ANYTHING that you want it to be. If you are not sure, feel free to take a peek at the ones I've made, they are in the album titled, "Things Ive made for friends" Or there are more in my stash. I've ran out of pic uploads so all the new ones will be posted in my stash. You can copy them to your computer and then upload them from there. I primarily make them all with the same heading and footing, if you want anything different feel free to ask. And last but not least, if you want your DOB on it and it's not on your homepage, please let me know otherwise I will put "unknown" PLEASE PLEASE message me so I know how you want it, it's much ea

My Life
I have been to Hell and came back unburnt. I've stayed sober for three years dispite all your non believing ass's. I went to college and got a degree. I paid my debt to my country and left the Army with a honorable discharge. I worked in shit hole jobs seven days a week for months on end. I put faith in undeserving people only to be let down over and over. I've put up with your selfish bullshit time and time again. I've been through more shit than you'll ever see on your television screans. I've been cheated on, lied to, and had my heart ripped into tiny shreds. But now it is time for The Bush to shake off his shallow exsistance and proove to the WORLD that he is no longer just that nice guy that will sit there and take being shit on over and over. I've never comformed to the way others wanted me to be and I NEVER will. If you don't like this then Fuck YOU!!!!! This IS the real me! I dare you to try and fucking break me!!!

Okay This Seriously Is The Last Time (for Today)
TOLD YA I WAS GOING TO KEEP POSTING THE SAME THING UNTIL IGOT THE LOVE I NEED. I ENTERED THE BEST SFW CLEAVAGE OF FUBAR CONTEST. HELP ME WIN PRETTY PLEASE. MUCH LOVE BETTY Please bomb this picture over and over. I NEED AT LEAST 3,000 COMMENT TODAY. Thanks. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=621057&albumid=544480&i=442794135

More New Rules
New Rule: Stop saying Barack Obama isn't black enough! First, you aren't sure America was ready for a black president. Now he's not black enough? "I like his stand on the issues, but can he dunk?" Why are we even talking about him this way? Mitt Romney, now there's someone who's not black enough to be president. New Rule: Victoria Beckham must smile. The last person who arrived in America looking this unhappy came on a slave ship. "Hey, Spice Girl, it's not spitting rain and ten degrees out there anymore. You're in Cali, baby! Knows how to party!" Nobody? "Your husband can bend a soccer ball using the muscles in his foot. You could at least bend your lips using the muscles in your face!" New Rule: Journalists in Iraq must stop celebrating miracle babies rescued by American soldiers. Like when U.S. troops found little Fatima lying in a pile of rubble, and instead of bashing her head in with a rock, they brought her to a hospital. Ooh, what a miracle!! U.S.A. number one! Thanks,

Riddle My Mind *1*
Look below the hanging tree, For only the wind does. On my knees, please tell what should come. Beliving Is knowing, in some sick kingdom. I hope you understand... But I understand you dont... When it runs out, I know we wont. Breath & out the difficult will run, This isn't the end, Infact it hasn't even begun. Give to get - Push to pull Kill the pesant, or the them rule. One on one, who wouldnt agree... I am one & the one is me.

What A Weekend
wow what can I say. My wife and i have grown so close togather over the past 2 weeks, we are in the lifestyle and have been very active, We experienced our first MFM threesome this past Saturday and can I say it was a blast, then we came home and she made love to me. Sunday brought more fun as we loved on one another all day, leading to sending the kids outside and having a quikie on the dining room table, more loving until the night ending with a full body massage and more wonderful love. Cant wait to see what tonight holds in store

Life
just sitting here thinking about all the things going on un my life right now, no real comment on anything , just confused to say the least, im in the middle of a divorce, i know it is what is best for the wife and i, but everytime i spend time with my kids, i feel like maybe we are cheating them out of something. then on the other hand i know its now good for them to grow up in an unhappy family. im scared that she will try to keep me from seeing the kids as much as i get too now. just waiting on a little more paperwork to be signed and i will be sure of what is going on. anyway, i know that i have found the love of my life since the wife and i split. she makes me very happy(something that i am not used to) she treats me like a real person, she does things for me that i would have never asked of anyone. anyway i know a few of you were concerned with what was going on right now

Friends 1
A friend is someone to dream with while plotting your goals. Real friends make awesome cheerleaders. They believe in you and in your ability to achieve your goals. Everyone else may be politely disinterested in what you are planning to do with your life, but your real friends will be thrilled to hear about what you are doing. They will help you to brainstorm ideas and will pitch in to help you make your dreams come true whenever possible.

Adding A Little Fragrance
Are you looking to add a little spice to your love life? Perhaps all you need to do is add a little fragrance for a truly "scentual" experience. By adding the right scents to your bedroom and home you can create a sensual and romantic atmosphere. Our sense of smell is tied directly to the part of the brain that is linked to memory and emotion. Research studies have proven that different scents can actually produce different emotions and reactions; they can make us feel a certain way. Aromatherapy has been used for over 5000 years from Ancient Egypt to Modern Europe in the 1920’s and 1930’s where French chemist, Rene-Maurice Gattefosse coined the term aromatherapy. Aromatherapy has often been used in sexual practices and rituals throughout many cultures and time periods. Many plants are known for their amorous properties and their scents have been used around the world. Scent has been used to attract lovers, heal a relationship; it has been used in the art of seduction and mentio

John 1:1-5
1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2 The same was in the beginning with God. 3 All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made. 4 In him was life; and the life was the light of men. 5 And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.

Tura Lura
Nothing breaks the cycle, My Mom dies everyday. Sometimes her heart attacks her And sometimes she finds a snake. Sometimes I find her hanging From her bedroom door, And I go fetch the knife again To cut her to the floor, O. [Chorus. Then repeat.]

Soft Sighs
I love the sound of your soft sighs building bubbling breaking out and into rapture while we make love - so many words unneeded, understood between us. You sing into me as your head flies back and we are mixed: one skin shared in the cries of joy. Then, you lie atop me, breathless, hushed whispers, intimacy and formless expressions all saying the same thing. We are where we must be, we belong. © All rights reserved

Who I Am
i am so tired of the questions, fans see me in public and walk up dont say nothing but are you who you are wtf is that crap. i cant even feed my kid without some moreon doing that i mean i love fans but enough is enough. the kids that are fans arent that bad its the adults that realy piss me off. if your a fan stop by say hi i will respond that is what im here for but please dont ask stupid questions here go to my website if your a fan you will know the address

Random Thoughts
I think that it would be so cool if the FUBAR site allowed users to purchase more rates either 10s or 11s that way during a happy hour more rates could be given out, as for me I always try to return the rates, drinks, comments of everyone that stops by my page and sometimes I run out of 11s before I can show the appreciation of those who care enough to stop by and check out my page. I tried to post this in a bulletin but only had one friend repost which is kind of sad since I have 1400 people on my friend’s list but very rarely does anyone repost anything I post or when I ask for help for other friends there are only a select few who are my true friends that actually re-post bulletins or help other friends out. But anyways here is the reasoning behind why I believe it would be a good idea to allow the members of FUBAR to purchase more rates either with their FUBAR bucks or have it like a happy hour, ticker, blast; reasons 1. Help support the site and keep it going. 2. This would make

Consumption Of Alcohol May Cause
1. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. 2. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like an asshole. 3. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again until your friends want to SMASH YOUR HEAD IN. 4. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. 5. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at 4 in the morning. 6. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your pants. 7. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to wake up with breath that could knock a buzzard off a shit truck at 100 yards. 8. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the boss what you REALLY THINK while photocopying your butt at the office Christmas party. 9. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to roll over in the morning and see

Undressing You 4
He is wet and he is ready...but i dont let him finish i stop as if i am teasing him he looks at me i look at him, he knows i am not finished. He wants me i can fell it i can taste it i want him too, i want to feel him deep in me, i want him to take me control me penatrate me. He stops.

Read This- Youll Crack Up
SO THIS JUST HAPPENED.. I GO TO THE GAS STATION... FILL UP.... THEN DRIVE HOME. I WALK TO THE DRIVEWAY, AND TURN AROUND... AND NOTICE THIS: IM NOT EVEN KIDDING HERE. I DROVE HOME WITH THIS FUCKING THING FLAPPING IN THE WIND DOWN THE FREEWAY. I THINK ITS THE FUNNIEST THING IVE EVER DONE/SEEN IN MY LIFE.

Pain And Love
Hell-hot tears streaming down my face A love for years ending in disgrace My love for you lost, after I gave all of me Such a hopeless cause, how cruel love can be Rain used to cheer these odd moods of mine Now it deepens the gloom of what's left behind Sunshine is the enemy to the place I dwell It should let me be, stay down where I fell Fell so far, fell so deep Cringing hard, as the blood begins to seep Trained to withold my pain My sorrow is my shame I keep it buried within I could really use a friend.

One More
One More Maybe if I could find enough strength inside To hold on for just one more day Things wouldn't be this way One more hour of silence To put an end to so much violence One more minute and maybe one could finish One more task at hand Maybe then one more could understand One more sad memory I have inside of me I keep crying These one more tears that I've been hiding I know you've known others before... But I'm not just one more

This Woman
There is a woman There is a woman who married very young Some say she missed out on life's fun Before long she had 4 children and a home And over the years she had come So far yet sometimes not far enough But, boy, is she tough Children had children of their own And they had their own homes I am a part of this third generation And I look at her with great admiration There is a woman who has only cared for others Beyond the duty of mom or grandmother She's even looked beyond her own illness To save us all from worry and sadness There is a woman who is always there To love me That's a woman who has shown me just how I want to be

There
Among the whorls of air escaping, tiny molecules of us slipstreamed as our hands came together, I saw it. And later, in the mixture of our breaths when our lips gently collided, reflected in the tears from your eyes and mine; in the scent of rain left above our bed, the taste of things unknown layered over my tongue, the soft soughing of the breeze. In the reflection of you and I in the mirror across the room, I caught a glimpse of the sum of two people mated - from the corner of my eye: perfection. © All rights reserved

Untitled
My spirit soars with glee As my soul screams in agony My heart thuds a little harder As my mind pulls back a little farther Should I take this for what it's worth? Or should I not bother with all the work? Take a chance or see what happens Or miss out and later cry to a friend? These are decisions to make... Repercussions to take Life's not fair Not to those who really care

This Feeling I Have Inside
This feeling I have inside, What is it? When you look into my eyes... my stomach tightens, my heart races, my mind tries not to fumble and I feel... I am not sure how I feel! Is this wasted time? Am I looking for something that isn't there? Are you meeting me half way? Oh, what is it that I feel?!?!?!? I wonder... How do I make you feel? When I look into your eyes, What does it do to you? To be honest with you, it makes me scared! I have opened up to you little by little... I am fearful of what you could learn! The things my mouth will tell without my heart and minds permission. Will you hold it against me? Tell me, What feelings do you have inside? By: Lucky to be Irish

If You Read This Blog..
Say hi to me if I am online.. so many friends and no one talks to me much, except a select few.. (yeah I know who you are.. :) Sorry if my first blog seemed bitchy in any way, its just that a girl has to lay down some ground rules... I am thinking of using this as sort of a personal diary as I go, not sure.. don't wanna run too many of you off with my creepieness..

Friday
Ok so Friday was well the start of a wonderful weekend... Worked a normal day... And then went shopping.. You know the local "toy" store. Well nothing really jumped out at me .. came home and spent a wonderful evening with my wonderful husband. Do we always see eye to eye but when we do watch out cause there will be a spark somewhere and well Friday night lets just say it was a warm night. I feel so close to him.. He is my world

Princess And The Frog
Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ in a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: ' Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am ~~~~~~~~ and then, my sweet, we can marry ~~~~~~~~ and set up housekeeping in your castle ~~~~~~~~ with my mother, ~~~~~~~~ where you can prepare my meals, ~~~~~~~~ clean my clothes, bear my children, ~~~~~~~~ and forever feel grateful and happy doing so. ' ~~~~~~~~ That night, ~~~~~~~~ as the princess dined sumptuously ~~~~~~~~ on light

For My Mother
Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you...Mom, For being you!

Wtf?
I can't add a flash music player,or pics onto my about me section of my page? Did FUBAR revoke the abilty to express my freedom in this manner? Oh, they can banish me for all I care,this is Not,never has been, nor ever WILL BE my primary site..I'm on the OTHER SIDE I playfully refer to as HELL. 'A-certain-Space.com' if u catch my drift.I have my regular and Artist page (latter one in progress..) and at least there I can express myself more freely without having my codes blocked like apparently over here.. ..So..hmmm, let's see if the codes I attempted to add on my 'about me' section will at the very least,work on my Blog maybe? div.fetish object, div.fetish embed {width:300px;height:185px;visibility:visible;z-index:5;}div.fetish div.fetishButton {display:block;position:relative;top:-35px;z-index:6;text-align:center;}div.fetish div.fetishButton img {border-style:none;border-width:0px;}I made this Flash Music Player at MyFlashFetish.com. I dedicate the Song 'FOREVER' by Kiss t

My Friendship
If I have to be your best friend, if that's all that I can get, then I'll take the job with honor, I'll be the best one yet. I'll offer you my shoulder, I'll show you how I care, I'll be there when you need me, I'm not going anywhere. If I have to be your best friend, the one who hears you cry, then I'll take the job with honor, I'll take the job with pride. My love for you grows stronger then you will ever know, but for you to ever love me I'll have to let you go. You need time to find your purpose, you need time to sort you thoughts. but when the course has ended, and the race is finally run. Remember it was your best friend who has loved you 'till the end.

Free Writting..dark And Twisted. But I Just Write What Comes To Mind
The Family open your eyes. what do you see?. Do you see your self? do you see yourself looking at yourself. The mirror before you holds no mysteries nor does it hide the secrets you come to love. This is real. you have done this. to yourself, to them. that is your sword in your hand. That is their blood on your sword, your hair, your hands, my face. turn and look at what you have done. the beauty in the art work you have created from life. she is so young, she was yours but for a short time. her naked body still beckons you closer. walk to her. listen to her whispers. Smell her scent. Feel her blood drip off of my face. so young, she was so full of life. full of the power to make you weep. Power to command you to do her bidding's. Power over all, power so grand that it became the death of her. You became the death of her. is she silent now? did you send her to her life long sleep? but who is sobbing? open your eyes. look at them. turn and see your fate. Bound kneeling and gaged. Her

Holding On
Holding on to all I got I am just a fucked up thought Does not matter who you are I will remind you of a scar But I will hold on tight, and let go when the feeling is not right. Holding on to all I got to remain just a fucked up thought

Ghost Rider Needs Some Support
HEY EVERYONE, HOW WAS EVERYONE'S WEEKEND. BLAZIN AND SAFE I HOPE. HEY LOOK A COUPLE OF FRIENDS OF MINE IS IN DIFFERENT CONTESTS AND WOULD LIKE TO GET SOME HELP. IT'S FOR THE MOST POPULAR GAL ON FUBARAND A GIVEAWAY BONANZA. I WAS WONDERING IF YOU COULD STOP BY AND GIVE THEM A LITTLE SUPPORT FOR ME. THEY A CUTE FUNNY AND SEXY TO BOOT. HERE IS THE LINKS TO THIER PIC IN THE CONTEST Write On Images

15 Signs You're Getting Older
15 Signs You're Getting Older You’ve never used the following words or phrases in a sentence: “crunk,” “ginormous,” “off the chain,” “I’m not feeling it,” “hit me up.” You do, however, still use these words and phrases: “word,” “that’s fresh,” “let’s book,” “No shit, Sherlock,” “barf,” “psyche!” The bands you listened to in college are now considered classic rock. The most joyful moment of your day is sitting on the toilet. You haven’t watched MTV in 10 years. You find yourself thinking, “You know, my mother was right.” People born after 1982 have no idea what you’re talking about. You think everyone under 25 is a complete idiot. You feel creepy lusting after Mandy Moore. You recently told someone under the age of 20: “I’m only telling you this so you don’t make the same mistakes I’ve made.” The last time you played a video game it was in an arcade. You know what an arcade is. You own an 8-track or a cassette — and still listen to the

Alone
So my parents went out of town for a couple days to celebrate their 40 anniversary(Woohoo Mom & Dad) but that has left me home alone without anything to do. I'm bored out of my mind. I don't have anyone to hang out with, my best friend wont pick up, the guy I was kinda dating blew me off and didn't return my calls and hasn't called me back. So I'm just trolling around on the web looking for something to do. In another note someone that I met on this site got into a huffy with me over the fact that I've decided to be single for a while. I guess that he was interested in me but never said anything. I feel bad but I'm not a mind reader. I was also told that if you tell a man you want to be friends that they read that as a kiss of death regardless of your personal reason for saying it. So I guess since I'm lacking anything else for entertainment I'll go to bed. Woohoo 9:30....

An Original Based On One Of Ur Fave Songs
Would you teach me to dance? Even as the place empties? Can we sweep each other off our feet instead of mopping floors? Cause when you walked into my life, I could not close the door. So can we dance? Forget the hardwood floor, we dance In the tent, on the hill, underneath the stars. Candles, stars and moon they shall light our hall, Favorites in turn mixed with the song we create Cause I wanna hold you close As we dance!

"pray For The Dead, And Fight Like Hell For The Living!"
I think of Mary Harris "Mother" Jones as the "Zelig" of epic struggles in the late 19th and early 20th century. She really was...Everywhere. Knew everyone. Comforted the afflicted, and afflicted the comfortable. Branded "America's Most Dangerous Woman", Mother Jones didn't begin her career as a firebrand until she was 50 years old, and died at 100, remaining a thorn in the side of complacent union bureaucrats and an implacable foe of the dominion of capitalism. The Autobiography of Mother Jones may be the best primer on the labor wars of her time. If you didn't learn this truly heroic part of American History in school, it's time to get caught up. Here's an excerpt that shows her indomitable spirit, and serves as a reminder that the ruling class will never give an inch to the workers unless compelled to do so. CHAPTER XIV CHILD LABOR I have always advised men to read. All my life I have told them to study the works of those great authors who have been interested in maki

Forgiveness
Forgiveness , The remarkable thing is that we really love our neighbor as ourselves: we do unto others as we do unto ourselves. We hate others when we hate ourselves. We are tolerant toward others when we tolerate ourselves. We forgive others when we forgive ourselves. We are prone to sacrifice others when we are ready to sacrifice ourselves.

Please Read Everone
How would you like it to be whacked hard over the head as a "sport"!? Norway and Canada have a new kind of tourism. Killing baby seals. They call it a "sport"..You want to call this a sport?Is he a sportsman?Why?You're our only hope !!! This barbarism shouldnt be possible in our society..Dont turn your back on us, we are defenselessI know these images seem painful for you, but we feel the pain. We are being slaughtered and its going on RIGHT NOW...What gives him the right to kill us? Who is he to decide about life and death?What kind of sport is this? I didnt harm anyone. I was just swimming around..Please help me and my friends...You cant just ignore these images.. Keeping silent and doing nothing makes you guilty...Please help us Please dont leave us alone...STOP THE KILLING OF SEALSYou can make a statement by reposting this to get as many people as you canto repost this. Bring these murderers to the attention of world leaders.Thank you!!!!hit reply to sender and copy it from there

Cutie In A Contest, Her First In Months, Help This Terrific Hottie Out!
my first contest in months!! cum on and see who u think is supermans sexiest friend of all!!!! ****COMMENT BOMBING**** ****RATES**** PLZ HELP ME OUT ON THIS MY LUVERZ????? ** PLEASE REPOST ** CONTEST LINK....JUST CLICK!! MUAHZ, LUV TO ALL THAT HELP OUT!! (repost of original by '~*~CUTIE wit a BOOTY~*~& ~*~HOTTIE wit a BODY~*~' on '2007-09-03 18:10:40')

She Returns!
Hey, everybody! Sorry I haven't been on for so long! I moved back to campus and it took me awhile to get settled in. I moved back early for work so I had to deal with 14 and 15 hour shifts. Then classes started and I had to deal with work and classes. Now I am finally adjusted! So I'm back! Love you all!

Happy Labour Day
HI ALL HAVE YOU EVER HAD ONE OF THEM DAYS WELL I DID TODAY,IT STARTED WITH A SLEEPLESS NIGHT JUST DIDNT GET A WINK FOLLOWED BY THE BIG DAY OF GOING TO TOWN TO GET ALL THE UNIFORMS FOR THE KIDS TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW,WELL WAS NT SO BAD MY SIS PICKED US UP AND TOOK US IN TO TOWN FIRST STOP SCHOOL SHOES,GREAT RIGHT PAIR FIRST TIME FEWWWWWW THANK GOD WE ALL KNOW WHAT KIDS CAN BE LIKE.NEXT STOP UNIFORMS AS WE ARE WANDERING IN AND OUT THE STORES PICKING UP THE BITS AND PIECES NEEDED WE NOTICED THE ALARMS KEPT GOING OFF AS WE WERE LEAVING SO GIGGLING AWAY AS MY SIS WAS HELPING CARYING THE BAGS I JOKED AND TOLD HER NEXT TIME YOU BETTER PAY FOR THAT AS A SECURITY GUARD CAME UP TO US AND SAID TO MY SIS YOUR SHOPING NEEDS DE ACTIVATING LOL,SO ON WE WENT YET AGAIN ANOTHER ALARM TRIGGERED WE ALL HAD A GOOD LAUGH ABOUT IT ON THE WAY HOME,BY THIS TIME I WAS STARTING TO FEEL TIRED UNPACKED ALL THE SHOPPING YET TO FIND MY DAUGHTERS BRAND NEW SHOES STILL WITH AN ALARM TAG ATTACHED TO IT OH BOY LO

Barber Shop
We went to get the guys haircuts today and while we were there I was asking the kids what they would do if someone offered them a cigarette. Our daughter said she would tell them "No thanks I don't smoke or like it." So I asked her what if they keep asking you to or try to get you to smoke after you tell them that. She said "Stop asking because I am not gonna smoke" then she said she would walk away. Now, our son said he too would say no and if they kept asking he would tell them "Don't make me use my karate moves on you because I know karate!" We cracked up and so did the other customers in the room.

Do You Like A Piece Of Me
I have enough room to accomodate everyone, fun me, rate me, at least show me some love and I will love you back with a vengeance!!!! who Jah bless no man curse.Visit me and I will make you feel at home.

Interconnectedness
In a few of the last entries I've noticed I've made references to my Buddhist studies and how I'm feeling a good connection with the ideals of Buddhism. My intent with that is not to become some Buddhist freak and it will be all I talk about any more. However, reading the Dalai Lama two themes he comes back to time and again in his teachings are compassion and interconnectedness. I've been meditating on these and while much of it I already understood the connectedness of man to one another but I think my understanding of if has increased recently. We don't always think of the interconnectedness of ourselves to others and the more we think of our self above others we usually end up causing our self more pain and grief and suffering. Every action of every other person affects our life. We may not see it directly in our daily lives and maybe not for years. This morning I was meditating on coffee and how my enjoyment of it presents an extreme form of interconnected which

Cadence
We are lining ledges and bridges. We are concocting poisons in our kitchens. We are turning our exhaust pipes inside out. We are shaking out all of our pills. We are hanging ropes and cords. We are bathing with our toasters. We are pinching razors at our wrists. We are sucking gun barrels. Sound off.

Labor Day
The first two days of school went well for the kids. I sorta roamed around in shock, and slept alot. Funny how even a good schedule change can really mess you up. It just doesn't feel as though the kids should be walking the school halls just yet. With the start of school of course there is all that paperwork to be done, and all of the gathering of appropriate school supplies. Do you just sometimes want to thumb your nose when your schedule tightens back up after a relaxed and carefree holiday. Its as though you are chaffing against the reins, not quite ready to be back in the proverbial saddle. Its the worst kind of feeling to have to do something you just would rather not contemplate. Of course in a few weeks summer fun will be a distant memory, as will wet bathing suits and grilling. We all seem to rush pell mell into the busy holiday season, grinding out our daily lives and anticipating the next time we will actually get to stop a moment and deep breathe. Speaking of holi

The Story Behind Gordon Kahl And Refusal To Pay Taxes
GORDON KAHL info Well it's tax time people...and for those of you who don't remember... or never heard the story...I thought I might send this along for you to see just how enslaved we are...and what might happen if you fail to pay homage to your master, the federal government. Pete THE UNCENSORED GORDON KAHL STORY In 1968, Tax Protestor Gordon Kahl stopped filing IRS 1040 Income Tax Returns. For 9 years thereafter, the IRS ignored him, but in 1977 after Gordon Kahl spoke on an evening radio talk show regarding the illicitness of the income tax, some 250 phone calls would come into the radio station over the next two days; either supporting Kahl in some aspect, or pledging never to file another tax return. And with that, the IRS came down on Kahl like a ton of bricks. They quickly assembled a case against him and two weeks later threw a criminal prosecution against him for violating Title 26, Section 7203 ["Willful Failure to File"]. Gordon Kahl was a low-income farmer n

~~love I Give Unconditionally~~
Love I Give Unconditionally by BlueWolf © I must convince my heart That all will turn out fine So I keep telling myself I am not wasting my time Doubts I must cast aside Patiently I will continue By doing the best I can As each day opens anew I had to believe in myself In order to gain ground As I look into my heart Love I find to pass around Helped by having patience Which is so true of me I know without a doubt Love I give unconditionally.............

The Mystery
the mystery foams the companion roams the mystery that is my life the companion soon to be my wife the mystery of time the lack of meaning in lemon or lime the mystery of open spaces the looks on my childs faces the mystery of me the emptiness we all see the mystery of you the nature of me and you the mystery is us the discovery a plus the mystery of we the future we shall see

Feeling Dumb?
If you ever feel a little stupid, just dig this up and read it again; you'll begin to think you're a genius ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, On September 17, 1994, Alabama's Heather Whitestone was selected as Miss America 1995. Question: If you could live forever, would you and why? Answer: "I would not live forever, because we should not live forever, because if we were supposed to live forever, then we would live forever, but we cannot live forever, which is why I would not live forever," "Whenever I watch TV and see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can't help but cry. I mean I'd love to be skinny like that, but not with all those flies and death and stuff." --Mariah Carey "Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life," -- Brooke Shields, during an interview to become spokesperson for federal anti-smoking campaign. "I've never had major knee surgery on any other part of m

Sanctimonious Pretentious Dastardly Bastards
That this particular line came up for this particular blog is absolutely perfect in its irony as it applies to so many who are on my mind at the moment. Of course, having the manners that I do, they shall remain nameless. All things considered, it's been an interesting weekend. So much that should have been wasn't...so many things that weren't even thought of reared their ugly heads...people who were supposed to show didn't, and those I didn't plan on running into were narrowly avoided. Another instance, I suppose, of the adage "If you want to hear God laugh, tell him your plans." It's funny however when you run into someone (or narrowly avoid them), and when later asked about it by a third party you can honestly say that while you may know who and what they are, you don't know them. Especially if they were once part of your most immediate and intimate circle. Funny how those little glitches in the Matrix work, isn't it? As for me, minus the drama that is the Madhouse a

Kids
The end of summer is here. While this is one my favorite times of year because the kids go back to school. The summer is full of sun and hope and promise lazy days by the pool with the kids. I love when school starts because theres finally time for me, time to go have coffee with friends or just sit outside for a lil bit and enjoy the peace and quiet. Fall and winter are coming and theres so much to do. Its wonderful to me watching my kids be amazed at the things they learn. Full of wonderful questions and plans for the future. At the same time one of my least favorite times of year. Once school starts again life gets so very hectic theres school work and soccer practice gymnastics and dance. Always busy running and not lots of quality time spent with the kids. I miss the noise and the laughter and the time spent with my little girls the funny things they say. Im so torn about having quiet and listening to their noise the smiles and hugs that are given so freely as we make cookie

You Dirty Slut...
The Dirty Martini. She has been my downfall for months now. Luckily I live many miles from the nearest liquor store or I would be a complete alcoholic. I took my daughter to see my family this weekend and my cousin and I hit up the nearest package store. Thank you Missouri for still selling alcohol on Sundays. You are a gift from God. Now 12 martinis deep and I am reconsidering my drinking habits. Nothing good ever comes from my drinking. I think too much when drunk. I think about people I shouldn't be thinking about. I think about things that turn me from my normal, fairly docile personality into a savage. It is not pretty when I drink. I get pissed off easily. I tend to push away those who are close to me. I strike up conversations with the sole purpose of pissing people off. I should really go to sleep.

You Said You Loved Me!
I had dreams for me and dreams for you. They were suppost to be dreams we reached together. New cars, a home,a trip to Rome. Diamonds and gold, but most of all a love that was to never grow old. Now my heart is broken and my dreams shattered, and it only seems to me that to you it doesn't matter. You left me cold and in the dark and the only thing there seems do, is make a brand new start. A life without you now is hard, but maybe someday, I will see that some dreams aren't meant to be. Just because you said you loved me.

You're So Vain... You Probably Think This Blog Is About You...
I'd clip those heavenly wings... In sensual dreams... Holding you for a lifetime... Including the rings... Never disregard your feelings... Like i've done in the past... So many regrets... Keeping you under the glass... Of a mythical environment... One in which I could find happiness... But the reality is a fallacy... Those aren't angel's wings... They're the wings of a demon residing in my mind... Reminding me... Of my personal hell... In which hate and anger dwells... You constantly remind me... Of how things could have been... But a life of sin... Held me back from realizing them... In one beautiful moment... When the sky opens up... The rains fall into my eyes and I accept my faults... Too many past decisions... Left me on the edge... Too many hateful words... Wondering what I should have said... But I stand here now... And I see you smile... I beg to God for an answer... but all I hear is...

Whole New Me
So im over getting dumbed my jackass. Looks like im leaving Arizona next Tuesday morning. Unfortuntly the ex is being an ass about getting the rest of my stuff. He was fine until he found out I was leaving now hes being a jerk. I haved decided to turn Bi. Yeah we will see how well this works out. I wanna dye my hair jet black and put cherry red highlights in but I was told that black is hard to get out of your hair. Thinking about getting my nose pierced but dont know if I can go through with that. I finally found a tattoo I want but it will probably be another couple of months before I get it. So if your thinking about getting a tattoo wait and we will get it done together:) I need to loose about about 15 pounds and I will be happy with myself. Going to try and hang out with people more when I get back to Tennessee. Well im traveling back by bus. Two day journey, so if you get bored next Tuesday and Wednesday give me a call. If you dont have my then send me a message and I will give i

Yeah...you.
I know they say that you have muck through alot of the assholes to find that one, perfect guy...but you know...every let down, every rejection,every slap in the emotional face...that saying will NEVER EVER justify the pain. It will never, ever make it hurt any less. What you see...is what I put on for you to see. What I want you to see. Rarely, do I ever care enough to even let you in. But you know...I do. And guess what? I'm always the one to get fucked over for it. For wanting to be wanted. It never fails. Ever. And you. You know who the hell you are and what the hell you did. You know, like I told you, I respect the fact that you had the damn decency to tell me up front and not play me...but of all fucking people. Really...Thats like really slapping me across the face. When I was willing to make it work...despite the distance...despite everything and here you go, making me feel used. Like I said...its nothing new. Its nothing I don't expect and maybe thats why you decided

Again
Ok I still need 20,598 points and I need lots of help, so please come help me as much as u can, I would really appreciate it alot guys..thanks so much!!! Thanks to My sista Mina, Playboy Playmate and Dr. Feelgood for all ur guys help so far!!! Love ya guys...muahz

I Give Up
i give u my heart and u throw it away i tell u im ur's and u dont respond im here now what r u gonna do just leave me here alone by myself crying mu heart bleeds for u can u heal my wounds why does it hurt so bad when i know it will never be ur always on ym mind when im awake and in my dreams when asleep i just wanna be numb on a constant coke beng i dont want these drugs but they r the only thing i know to help with the pain but in reality it makes it hurt worse i watch my life come apart unravel before my i's i just wanna die

In Stillness
I am found in stillness formed by edges of her and the quiet forever between each word she speaks; and lost again in her retreat, echoed forever, here, where my pulse begins and ends. © All rights reserved

Am I Crazy Or…
Am I Crazy Or… Don’t you get disappointed when you see two cars about to crash into each other, but then at the last second they avoid the collision? There’s a little part of you that feels cheated, isn’t there?

Ranger Down #3
CSM Roc takes the Commander into his office. No need for the troops to see this. The CO settles into his chair for what will be nothing but bad news. He is wondering why he wasn’t informed at first, is his senior enlisted shielding him, or keeping him out of the loop? He will listen objectively; this man deserves the benefit of the doubt so when he is ready he simply says, “Report.” “Sir,” Roc starts off respectfully, “The information we have so far is that a Specialist from Charlie company is in a Seattle Hospital with multiple gunshot wounds. Information is still coming in, but what we know is that he was with two other soldiers that are at this time unaccounted for. He passed off the card to a nurse in the emergency room. I have accounted for most of the soldiers in the Battalion, with everyone coming in except those in the Seattle area in case we need to stage a group or to gather intel.” The Commander is hard to read, so he continues, “with all due respect Sir, the more yo

Top 10 Things Overheard At The New York Comic Con
Top 10 Things Overheard at the New York Comic Con 10. How’s my bulge look in these tights? 9. No, Mr. West, I won’t grease your batpole. 8. Is that an Ewok or has Gary Coleman grown a beard? 7. Does this Jedi robe make me look fat? 6. Just when you thought George Lucas has exhausted the marketing of Star Wars — lightsaber condoms! 5. Melody Anderson is no longer in mint condition. 4. Who the hell is Melody Anderson? 3. Only one thing could top this — an Internet porn convention. 2. I heard Mark Hamill will autograph for food. 1. Quol lip no marg’rk. (Loose translation: I’m 37, wear prescription pants, and only have sex when I am within arm’s length of a glory hole.)

Top 10 Signs Your Superhero Movie Sucks
Top 10 Signs Your Superhero Movie Sucks 10. The movie’s catchprase: “You’ll believe a man can spend 10 bucks on crap!” 9. Includes the line: “You can’t stop me — I have an IQ of 118!” 8. The hero’s superpower: ability not to make eye contact with a stranger in an elevator. 7. Plot holes glossed over by the heroine’s numerous boob flashes. 6. Forget Kryptonite — the hero’s only weakness…a bullet to the heart. 5. CGI effects were rendered using a crayon. 4. The hero has a specially designed costume to emphasize his “bulge.” 3. The soundtrack is by the guy who wrote the “Pina Colada Song.” 2. The movie is based on a comic written during Stan Lee’s magic mushroom addiction. 1. Bat-nipples!

Now I Know
I have reached into black heavens, hanging on - not knowing why - why am I here... But, now I know. I was given these arms to wrap around you, given lips to touch yours - every part of me was made for part of you. And, now I know. I was alone because we had not met. I was given life to leave it with you, to be absorbed in you, transformed into something greater. I was gifted these words and the rhythms within me that allow me to sing on paper so that I could leave them in your heart. If I have found the pathway into you, I have found my reason, and even though I want to live forever in the gold of your embrace, I have been the most I can ever be being loved by you. © All rights reserved

My Browns 2007 Forecast
So the start of another Cleveland Browns season is here, and boy am I ready to rock. I love Pro-Football and i love the Browns. Having moved to Cleveland as a 10 year old in 1986, I was not a big football fan. I loved baseball and the RedSox. When I move here from Northern Connecticut, I started to watch the Browns, and Bernie Kosar saved me, that Browns team made me into a big fan. When the Browns played their last down in 1995, my heart was broken. The Browns came back in 1999, and in the 8 years they have played, they have sucked that love into something closer to a bad taco dinner. That being said, I do not see this years team doing any better the 6-10, my felling is based on these problems that I have seen.1. The Defense still looks like it will have trouble stopping the run2. The poor quarterback play (from everyone not with the last name of Quinn)3. The Corners are still a big question mark (can they cover, can they not cover)4. Lack of push from the defensive line5. An overrat

Something Vile
Am I Crazy Or… Have you ever smelled something really vile? So vile that it makes you angry and disgusted? You think to yourself, What son-of-a-bitch unleashed such an ungodly odor? You’re about to vomit…then you realize the odor is coming from you. Please, tell me this has happened to you, too!

Top 10 Things I’d Do If I Were A Jedi
Top 10 Things I’d Do If I Were a Jedi 10. Chug a Colt 45 with Lando Calrissian. 9. Party with Queen Amidala and her clone handmaidens. 8. Clothe myself in the soft, luxuriant fur of an Ewok. 7. Trade in my Whiffle ball bat for a real lightsaber. 6. Finally slash my lightsaber through the air without making that whoosh-whoosh sound with my mouth. 5. Use the Force to lose the 10 pounds I gained over the holidays. 4. Join the Dark Side for the weekend! Then vow never to do it again. 3. Choke my boss…with my mind. 2. Hunt down Jar Jar Binks, run lightsaber through his heart, mount head in den. 1. Play Jedi mind games with Jessica Alba.

Question #4
What good is Wonder Woman’s invisible plane, when her body is visible when she flies inside it? The best feature of the plane is that anyone on the ground looking up will get an awesome view. Bonus question: How does she find the plane later on?

One Friday
Crimson the blood on the hands of the Saviour Ebony the sky is midnight yet it is day Paradox God? Man? Mangod power to create the universe; limitless Drained drained to a last few grasps for breath, a few final words spoken the journey through humanity now complete. Many see, but how many see God? So few understand what goes on here... soldiers clad in armor specked with blood callously cast lots below this man. Do they understand? NO! But for one, a piece of wood enters into the limitless void of history as the symbol that cannot... "Surely this man was..." By: Lucky to be Irish

The Secret
I have had this movie called The Secret sitting on my shelf for awhile now. It was loaned to me, but I just kept forgetting to watch it. I have heard good things about the movie from alot of people, and I swear everyone had seen it but me! Just been feeling like I was in a bit of a rut lately, and sitting down trying to focus was really the last thing I wanted to do. I don't know if it was a subconscious desire to just stay stuck where I was at, or what! But I finally watched it. I learned alot, and got reminded of alot of things that I already knew, but had somehow lost track of in the back of my mind. LOL Funny how that happens sometimes. Well I am back in positive mode in my life. If I want it, I have to make it happen. And it's not about specifics, because I don't have that much power and I don't even want it. But if I want Serenity, Love, and Happiness in my life, then I have to start living it. It's all on me, not anything outside of me. I'm done waiting for

Bone Thugs In Harmony-days Of Our Lives
Days Of Our Livez Lyrics [Bone-Thugs-n-Harmony] Bone (xalot) Wasteland soldier, These are tha dayz of our livez I be struggling & hustling & thugging it forever Come & look deeply in my eyez [x3] I be struggling & hustling & thugging it forever & ever Bone (xalot) we gotta prepare [x3] for eternal warfare [repeat 3] Only time will tell who diez, these are the days of our livez Come look deeply in my eyes, these are the days of our livez See tha murda mortalise, see tha murda mo, these are the days of our livez These are tha dayz of our livez, these are tha dayz of our livez [CHORUS: 2x] Now come into my world and you can see that we are more than thugz We more than thugz, more than thugz, more than thugz With just a little twist of harmony we smokin' lethal warriors We warriors, We warriors, we warriors [Layzie Bone] Eternally thugz here i come tellin them souldier stories Been daily collectin my lessons, without any questions Without any questio

Friendship Is A Gift
Among the great and glorious gifts our heavenly Father sends Is the gift and understanding that we find in loving friends, For in this world of trouble that is filled with anxious care Everybody needs a friend in whom they're free to share The little secret heartaches that lay heavy on their mind, Not just a mere acquaintance but someone who's just our kind. For, somehow, in this generous heart of loving, faithful friends The good God in his charity and wisdom always sends A sense of understanding and power of perception And mixes these fine qualities with kindness and affection So when we need some sympathy or a friendly hand to touch, Or an ear that listens tenderly and speaks words that mean so much, We seek our true and trusted friend in the knowledge that we'll find A heart that's sympathetic and an understanding mind ... And often without a word there seems to be a union Of thoughts and kindred feelings for God gives true friends commu

Pain
Pain,You just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solution, no easy answer. You just breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you when you least expect it.hits away below the belt and doesnt let up. Pain. you just have to fight through,because the truth is you cant outrun it and life always makes more.

Doing It Cajun Style
And here's your joke: Doing It Cajun-Style! Way down in dat old swamp known as Louisiana, Boudreaux's old lady's been pregnant for some time, and now her time had come. So, he brought her to the doctor, and the doctor began to deliver the baby. She had a little boy, and the doctor looked over at Boudreaux and said, Hey, Boudreaux, you just had you a son! Aint dat just grand"? Boudreaux got excited by this, but just then the doctor spoke up and said, "Hold on! We ain't finished up yet!" The doctor then delivered a little girl. He said, "Hey, Boudreaux! You got you a daughter! She a pretty lil ting, too." Boudreaux was kind of puzzled by all this, and then the doctor said, "Hold on, we still ain't got done yet!" The doctor then delivered another boy and said, " Boudreaux, you just had youself another boy!" When Boudreaux and Marie went home with their three children, he sat down with his wife and said, "Mama, you remember dat night what we runned out of dat d

Healing Pain
Healing Pain My heart bled that day in May The day I had to go away The bleeding profuse, I was cut deep Into the ground my pain would seep Walking along, silent but strong I knew right away I was not wrong My new life had yet to start The bleeding would fade soon from my heart I remember that sweet day in June It happened sometime around noon He came to me, so fresh, so true And then my eyes, they were not blue Smitten with him I became so fast Like thunder from the sky, a blast I felt his soul in the depths of mine He made me smile, he made me shine The wounds he healed, he’ll never know He’ll only know my smile, my glow He’ll walk with me through thick, through thin With him my new life begins.

Back Home
Hi all you guys. I'm just droppin by for a quick "HI", since it is VERY late..about 2:20 am. We got home from Indiana at about 1:15...got the car unloaded, and everything piled into the living room, as usual. I'm not doin' another thing tonight, except to hit the sack. lol I did wanna spend a little time here, and check in on cmails, bulletins, and all that stuff. But, now that it's done, I think I'm headed for the nighty nite sack. It was a long 7 hr. drive, and it is good to be home safe, and sound. I'll be in tomorrow, and fill ya all in on the trip. I hope you all had a wonderful Labor Day weekend...I know we sure enjoyed ours. Take it easy, and talk to ya all tomorrow!

To All The Fubar People
i get on here to make friends only i have a happy family i have a husband n 2 kids they r my life n the only family n friends i have n i love them more then any one in this world if u cant get on here n talk to me like a friend then dont look me up at all n if u dont like me then dont talk to me or shout at me cause i will not talk to ya long as i have my husband n kids i dont care about any thank else i am just tired of shit said about me that is not true just stay out of my life if u dont want to be friends with me n my family marsha is one of them thanks from mrs.bitch

Vic? Hmmm
Maybe now with the name change to FUBAR , the VIC's should also be changed, how about something like ..... VIF - Very Intense FU .....VIFF - Very Intense FUCKING FU or VIFF - Very Intense Freaky FU lmaoo eh, just a thought ;)

Which Side Are You On?
Illegal drugs. Many people get high and don't think about the consequenses of their actions. The illegal drug trade supports many things I am against. It helped to fund 9/11. The money generated by it helps insurgents kill my brothers and sisters in Iraq and Afghanistan. Terrorists funded by the drug trade would happily kill me, you and all freedom loving people on this planet if they had the chance to. In honor of all who have died as victims of terrorism and to support my brothers and sisters who are in harms way, if you use drugs and I am on your list of friends and or fans please remove me at your earliest opportunity and I will do the same with you. If getting high is that important to you than you are also my enemy and I wish you a slow and agonizing end.

Sex Game
This is called the "Sex GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly!

Like A Serenade
She became like plastic still and unfeeling with tearless blue eyes. His finger nails were pistols. He clutched the trigger and gunned through her thighs. Roses bloomed like a serenade in the process of being written. It was her fault for being so seductive. She was slapped and she was smitten. Couldn't decide if she hated him or loved him for making her whole. It was indecency impending over the depths of her shattered soul. She became like plastic, bent beneath the pressure of maturing attention. Her family was broken, too busy fulfilling individual suspensions.

Good Morning And Happy Tuesday
Good Morning…Wow what a beautiful weekend weather wise. Hopefully your weekend was just as nice. September already yuck! That means summer is closing up for the year. But in Michigan fall is quite beautiful when the various color explosions happening with the tree tops (leaves) I think there are many color tour buses that pass thru Michigan, Wisconsin and Illinois and all are very nice to take in, nature has a way of soothing the end of summer with brilliant colors in fall. Well not a lot to speak of yet today so with a big ole yawn attached let me well wish you into the start of your week. Unless that is your week started yesterday then I am much too late. Have a great day. A huge hug and a pat Mart

I Will But Will You?
Stefan 25,000 comments wins this man a happy hour!!! All those kegs you all keep getting when you guys would bomb my contest for the Happy Hour that I won. Ha 70,000 comments in 4 days. Holly crap I still can't believe it.. Hot Damn my friends rock so hard.. Okay well that was this guy right here.. Stefan. He didn't know me. He was just a nice man and wanted to do all he could to help me.. Well you guys look hes going in for a Happy Hour contest. But he don't need no 70,000 like I did. He only needs 25,000. Wow we can do that In a day and a half if everyone helps him like they helped me.. So please I have great friends and we all have done some amazing things I never believe would or could ever happen. You all blow me away.. Lets put a smile on this guys face right here like you all did for me.. I smiled so hard I cried.. Not cause I won a Happy Hour cause I have people that really care about me and that felt great. Lets give him that same kind of feeling.. I would do this

Now...
You're looking like you need a snuggle - come and sit by the fire with me. You look just delicious in those cute pyjamas - hope you don't mind that I'm just wearing this dressing gown, but I just got out of the shower, and I'm still a little hot and damp, so I didn't want to get dressed just yet. It's lovely to have you all to myself again - I know you saw me playing with those other girls, and I loved you watching me, but it's nice just having you here, just the two of us, cuddled up together by the fire, your head laying on my chest, my fingers stroking gently through your hair. Kiss me, I'd love that… mmmm god… yes like that… your lips brushing across mine… my tongue caressing yours… so delicious… mmmm… and so greedy… already I've noticed your hand slipping into my dressing gown, sliding over my bare chest… you're such a tease… kiss me again… please… mmm god yes… slow and sensual… lips sliding across lips… so sweet… and I can feel your hand sliding down… down my stomach…

In The Shower...
The clothes lay scattered on the floor. The steam seeps out from behind the door and I tentatively place one hand inside. Deciding it's perfect, I slide the door the rest of the way open and step inside. The hot water hits my skin and I instantly relax. I stand for a moment and let the water hit my face. Running down over my shoulders, it swirls over my skin, gently pooling around my feet. Turning slowly, I let the heat permeate my body. My hair becomes quickly saturated and i let my hands smooth it down over my scalp. My eyes closed, my head back, I relax for a moment and think of you. The water pulses over my skin and I feel your fingers there instead. The soft slow caress of your knowledgeable hands. Do you know the power you have over me? One touch from you and I melt. I can't help but let my hands move where yours should be. Water cascades down me, making my fingers glide easily over my body. It's your hands moving over me, your body I want so much. My fingers find the hard ni

Help Me Relax ...
I'm feeling tense today. I need to relax. I need to let go. I'm hoping you can help me out. I'm hoping you can help me release this tension. I need to forget about everything around me. I need to be distracted. I need you to fuck me. You heard me, I need you to fuck me. I need you to take me and fuck me how I like to be fucked. Don't hold back today. Kiss me, passionately. Let me feel your lips against mine. I want to feel your tongue in my mouth sensuously caressing me. Press your body against mine. I want you to feel my breasts against your chest, my hips grinding into your hardening cock. Let your hands drift over my back, pull me tighter to you. Let your hands slide down over the curve of my ass, feeling me. My hands move to your shirt, peeling it off of you. We don't need any clothes. I move my lips to your neck, licking it. I bite you . Help me off with my clothes. Let your hands unbutton my blouse. Let your fingers linger on my skin. Slide it off over my shoulders and let it fa

Does Anyone Believe In Real Love Anymore?
Recently my father passed away, but before he did, my mother and i watched... a 15 hour operation with a surgeon who slowly tried to rid my father of cancer... when he was done, they wheeled him out of theatre and .. my father was a proud, old skool man, not into romance or anything he considered "sissy" .. when he came out of theatre, he looked up at my mother and said... "hold my hand lovey" and at that moment, i saw real love, .. i dont want to go through life without it.. i dont want to be in theatre and come out one day.. without anyone to hold my hand.... so.. does real love still exist ?

If I Die Before You Wake
Back home now I know you're probably sleepin' Over here it's the middle of the day I finally found the time to write a letter Sittin' here a half a world away I heard about all them folks protestin' As if I really want this war But that don't stop me from believin' There's just some things worth fightin' for And if I die before you wake, I pray the world will take A good look at what God's given us That we could only understand, everything is in his hands All we need is a little faith and trust I want you to know it ain't too high a price to pay If I die before you wake Tell everybody that I miss them And I can't wait to get back home But until then I'll serve my country And be proud to wear this uniform And if I die before you wake, I pray the world will take A good look at what God's given us That we could only understand, everything is in his hands All we need is a little faith and trust I want you to know it ain't too high a p

~home~
“.....our most basic common link is that we all inhabit this small planet. We all breathe the same air. We all cherish our children’s future. And we are all mortal.” -JFK Well, some of us anyway. I was sitting in the Majestic Steakhouse across from the Majestic Theater on that terrible day. The waiter had just brought my lunch- a medium rare top sirloin seasoned to perfection- when I heard the screams and shouts: "Kennedy's been shot!" I immediately abandoned my appetite, sighing in the resignation that I knew this would happen-just not here, not now, not in the state I had chosen for my home. Texas has been home to me for many decades now. I have lived in the spectacular Hill Country- so like the Scottish Highlands of my past- with its silver and freshwater pearls. I remember how one could ride the plains, black with buffalo, without fear of running across the ATVs or dirt bikes that tear up the soil so carelessly now. I have wandered along the Gulf coast

Quote From Cheif Dan Geprge
The beauty of the trees, the softness of the air, the fragrance of the grass, speaks to me. The summit of the mountain, the thunder of the sky, the rhythm of the sea, speaks to me. The strength of the fire, the taste of salmon, the trail of the sun, and the life that never goes away, they speak to me. And my heart soars."

For You ....for Starters.........
For you ....For Starters......... I knock, the door to the hotel room opens quickly, and I walk in the room and shutting and locking the door behind me. I'm standing before you in black heels, thigh high fish nets, short black skirt, white button up shirt that's unbuttoned and tied at the waist revealing a black and red trimmed bra. I'm in your arm the touch of your lips on mine feels like fire, a hot and demanding kiss filled with hunger and need that has been building for weeks now. My hands are running frantically over your body working to get you out of your clothes, you've got me pressed back against the wall your knee between my legs pushing them apart while your hand moves up my thigh, under my skirt, until it reaches my pussy to find that I'm not wearing panties and its bare, shaven clean just for you. I hear a low moan escape you as your fingers delve into the wetness there. I sigh and my knees go weak as your finger brushes over my clit. My hand finds its way into your

Flatline
Shadows..floating..deprived.... Knowing the feeling of love..... Knowing the feeling of hurt..... Screaming only to never be heard...... Telling itself everything is ok .... just breathe.... Crying....lost....feeling the pain of 1000 daggers.. Piercing the heart....... stopping the beat.... The very blood that flows through your vain's... Frozen.......paused in that one moment in time... Hurts to much to feel... to cope is out of the question... Yearning...burning......desire.... Missing you so bad that my chest hurts..... Maybe my heart did die....... maybe its wounded..... Not searching for that missing something that one thing that would start the heart beating again... Knowing that its you.... the one thing that can bring me back to life..... revive me.... The one thing that is not within reach..... Feeling lost...... disoriented... Confused..... Not knowing which way to turn.... All the roads have led to a dead end... retracing steps.... a maze with all roads

Survey About Me
~*~BASICS AND APPEARANCE~*~ NAME: RAEANN AGE: 35 AND HOLDING LOCATION: 810 BIRTHDAY: 8-18-72 ZODIAC: LEO BIRTH PLACE: FLINT, MICHIGAN ETHNICITY: WHITE GIRL WITH A LIL BIT OF THIS AND THAT HEIGHT: 5'4' WEIGHT: TOO MUCH...LOL HAIR COLOR: RED RIGHT NOW-NATURALLY BRUNETTE LONG OR SHORT HAIR:LONG STRAIGHT OR CURLY HAIR: STRAIGHT EYE COLOR: HAZEL BIG OR SMALL: BIG TATS: 1 BACK OF NECK AND 1 ON RIGHT THIGH PIERCINGS: SOMEWHERE... ~*~THIS OR THAT~*~ FIRE OR ICE: FIRE DAY OR NIGHT: BOTH HOT CHOCOLATE OR COFFEE:BOTH TEA OR SODA: BOTH JUICE OR WATER: BOTH WHITE OR CHOCOLATE MILK: CHOCOLATE ITALIAN OR CHINESE FOOD: BOTH MC DONALD'S OR BURGER KING: MC DONALDS PIZZA HUT OR DOMINOES: PIZZA HUT WATERMELON OR KIWI:WATERMELON STRAWBERRY OR BLUEBERRY:STRAWBERRY CHERRY OR BANANA:BANANA SUMMER OR WINTER: SUMMER SPRING OR FALL: FALL RAINY OR SUNNY:SUNNY SNOWY OR RAINY: RAINY LOVE OR MONEY: LOVE

Role Play
There are no rule's for making love. So you need to break down the wall's. Let there be no barrier, let all securities fall. Take your lover into the game, make it fun for two. Let him be the principle, the one that punish's you You can be the nurse, take care of all his pains. He can be the student, you teach him so many things. Try some of these games, see how much heat it brings. He can be your boss, telling you what to do. Oh yes there's the cop, that puts hand-cuffs on you. You want to be an actress, you want to be a star. He is the producer, without him you wont go to far. He's a millionaire, his house to big it seems. You are the french maid, you were hired to clean. Two total strangers, you meet at the bar. Cant keep your hands off each other, in the backseat of the car. He sings in front of millions, you're his biggest fan. He will be your first, your virginity he will proclaim. He is the photographer, shooting you in still-frame. He can b

Role Play 3 (final)
He can be the invader coming in your home. Taking you over and over again, because you are alone. You can be the baby sitter, putting him to bed. Drop down to your knees, give the virgin head. He can be your coach, teaching you to flip. Bend you over, slide it in. It's your ass he will whip. You can be his Playboy bunny, sexy outfits just to tease. But if you want the centerfold, you must aim to please. He can be an actor, trying to get a part. This is an X-rated film, he knows where he must start. Role play is exciting, once it has begun. You will do it again and again, for the pleasure for the fun.....

My Feelings Part 1 ~nicckie ~ Princess' Mistress
Nicckie my feelings for you are more than just that of a friend and i just hope nothing bad will happen to you because in my eyes you're so special to me and i hope you realize i am serious about that and i mean every word i just hope that you know to me you're my special goddess who i really do care about more than anything in the world to me you're that wonderful and amazing and one hell of a good friend to me you ~NiCcKiE ~ Princess' Mistress i am going to miss you like crazy and deep down i happy for you but on the surface i am in pain and feeling very sad you decided to leave this site and to me you have been the bestest friend to me on this site i just care about you so much i really do whenever i needed to be happy you would always be there to make me smile all the time i just find it hard letting someone who i truly care about go like this these are my true feelings for you Nicckie and deep down i love you so much it just hurts me knowing you are going from this site and

Test Bulletin
WÌLÐÇÄŦ IS HOLDING YES A HAPPY HOUR COME SHOW HER SOME LOVE, U KNOW U ALL LOVE HER!!!!!! CLICK ON ANY OF THE PICS TO SHOW HER SOME LOVE!!!! SHE IS THE OWNER OF FUBAR'S VERY FIRST TRAIN, SO U ALL KNOW WHO SHE IS AND U KNOW SHE WELL DESERVES U TO COME SPANK HER PAGE!!! SHE'S SHOWN ALL OF US MUCH LOVE N ITS TIME 2 RETURN THE FAVOR!!!!

8 Blue Pills Today
Constriction ... Staring through blank soulless eyes. Choke....I find no happiness in today, I find only deep seething depression. I feel I can't draw breath. Overwhelming. Violent negative thoughts. Blood in all of them. Fucking hell Inky, I need the pain.

My Situation..
so a couple of days ago, I got a notice in the mail from Aetna Insurance [whom I haven't had insurance with in a year] saying that I owe them 210 dollars for going to a William M Sligar MD for an office consult. Well, I got really worried because my first thought was "omg, what if someone stole my information or got ahold of it somehow." Well, I looked up the doctor and come to find out he's an orthopedic surgeon and has 3 offices in Indiana [1 in Jeffersonville, 1 in New Albany, and one in Corydon].. I live in louisville, Ky. Why would I go over the bridge to Indiana to go to an orthopedic surgeon when I don't even have feet problems? I wouldn't! I've never been to their office. I've never been to or needed to go to an Orthopedic Surgeon. Anyway, I called William M Sligar's office [one of 'em].. and told them the situation and that I'd never been there.. The girl looked me up, said that I'm not in their system, so I've never been to their office and told me to call Aetna. so I cal

Vacation
It finally happened I got to see Ozzy in concert, granted we had to drive to Charlotte NC to see him and the other bands I did'nt really care for but I finally got to go to Ozzfest, the one thing I have wanted to do ever since I could remember. It was great all except for the ride up there and back home we left at bout 8 am the day of the concert and was home by 8 am the following day. but it was well worth it. Not to mention this past weekend we also went to XFest which is another all day long concert in Huntington WV and it was alot of fun too I got to see BuckCherry, Paparoach, and the best one of them all Hinder, it was great. I could'nt have asked for a better vacation than that. Now though I can honestly say I'm concerted out for atleast this month. but you can guarantee that in the next month there will be another great one coming because three days grace is suppose to be in town on nov 1 and i do believe that we will be there for that too, can't wait it's always fun to go to

This Weekend..
so, as most of you know, I am starting work tomorrow. yayy!! I'm excited about it. Well, I'll be working 11:30am-8pm.. My boyfriend's mom is going to take me to work everyday and Eric, my boyfriend, is going to pick me up from work every night. Well, my boyfriend and his best friend are in a techno/electronica type band and they have been making music for 10 years. [if anyone wants to check them out- go to www.myspace.com/mrpeepers8000.. or www.digital-demonz.com].. so they got a contract from a record producer, have talked to the guy a few times, went over the contract, sounded good, and the guy wants them to come up to Cincinnatti, Ohio the 8th and the 9th [this Saturday and Sunday].. but the guy is getting them a hotel room and all that stuff, so he's wanting them to come up Friday night and check into the hotel and everything. That's perfectly fine. I was wanting to go with them. Eric was wanting me to go with them as well. Well, my issue is: if they are going to leave to go up

Tetwp
TETWP TETWP = Tough Enough To Wear Pink. Started by the Professional Bull Riders Association to raise money for Breast Cancer Awareness. The Southern Ohio Quarter Pony Association Sponsored a Horse show this weeekend in Circleville Ohio. 100% of the proceeds went to Breast Cancer Research and Awareness. I Participated in the Show with my mighty studless steed Elmer. I started Practicing for this show back in June. Hours in the saddle trying to perfect my posture as well as my equitation, keeping my seat all that good stuff that goes along with a flawless performance in the ring. It paid off. The first two classes I entered in were halter classes, the first class was the $100.00 Open Halter Class, I took 3rd, the second Halter Class was just an open halter class in which i again took 3rd. All that time in the saddle i forgot to brush up on my halter class skills. Not that I really could have done much. They judge the horse not the handler, those are showmanship classe

Leaving For The Road Again
The road is like a dream , loveing you and hating you at every turn..when shes in a loving mood its like you finally found where you belong..for me its the only place I feel one hundred percent myself. When shes less kind she can chew you up and spit you out a thousand different ways. The move im fixing to finish making is a dream for me . A chance to start new in a new place ..where I can get my health back and feel good again...Like the road it can be good and bad at the same time... This is kind of a do over for me ..Im hoping that Ill find a house I can get into and good people to hang with that I can trust . I have these things where I live now but I just cant stay anymore .. So Ill be away for about a month doing the usual things ..settling in to a place ..finding furniture to use...securing a place for the motorcycle to be safe..etc...I will be thinking and hoping for the best for friends here .. If I havent had a chance to say hello lately its been pretty crazy.. The bike r

Update On Stacy
For anyone on here who is a friend of Stacy I want to let you all know that she is doing better now. She has been taken out of the ICU and is expected to come of the ventilator sometime this week. If there are any of you who are not familiar with what has happened let me give a brief description. She was coming home to pack her stuff after work last week when she was hit by another car. Her vehicle was flipped and rolled into the ditch beside the road. No one is sure how long she had laid there because the other driver left the scene. Luckily this happened on a St Rt and cars do frequent the road even at 1 am. When she was found she was taken to Galion Community Hospital where they made sure she was stable and then they flew her to Grant. She has two collapsed lungs, a fractured pelvis, a broken wrist, and a shattered femur. She should be taken out of the drug induced coma today sometime and then taken off the vent this week. We are still in a wait and see situation as of

Really Loving Each Other
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it makes us mad. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank

I'm Off The Market!!!!
I'm ENGAGED!! It happened yesterday. No big hoopla, just something cute and sweet. We had went over to a friends beach house for Laborday to grill out and stuff and after we all ate, Meagan and I went down to the beach to enjoy the sunset since I haven't goten to enjoy one in months. Thanks to all of our friends for helping me make this one of a kind. I hired a plane to spell out " Meagan will you marrie me". It turned out better than I ever had planned. She cried for over a hour. I've never seen that girl so happy. One of Meagan's brothers that is in the Marines and will probably be deployed to the Middle East later this year. We really want to make sure he and all of her brothers will be there so the wedding (barring any major problems) will be at the end of June. Yeah me.

Anything Contest
This is called an anything contest cause anything goes except NSFW pics. Prizes will be given for the top 3 that have most comments there will also be given a trophy for the 1 person that gets the most ratings. First prize for the most comments will be a diamond ring or a mens ring. Second prize for the most comments will be diamond earrings. Third prize for the most comments will be romantic dinner. Whom ever gets the most ratings will get a romantic dinner. This contest will start if i get 20 or more people it will be a 2 week contest. The contest will begin September 24th and will run through Oct. 12th. Again there is no NSFW pics allowed but you can enter anything else that you want to enter. Hope to see you in the contest and good luck to all that run..... Thanks Your Baby Girl

Friend's Without Face's
We sit and we type, And we stare at our screens; We all have to wonder What this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, Through the rooms in a maze; Looking for something or someone, As we sit in a daze. We chat with each other; We type all our woes; Small groups we do form, And gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody To type out our name; We want recognition, But it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, And sometimes flirt; In PMs (IMs) we chat deeply, And reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - Yet why, we don't know; But some of these friendships Will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, We can be so bold? Telling our secrets That have never been told. Why is it we share The thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, As though we were blind? The answer is simple; It's as clear as a bell. We all have our problems And need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, But tell someone we must; So we turn to the compute

A Prayer To Help Get Thru A Day >and Thank S To Our Lord>
Oh Lord thank you for another day , and for great friends , and all that is in this wonderful world. There is Your great love yet there is troubles and woes also .> Thank you Our Lord for all you do . May we open our hearts to receive You; For You are the holy one.. , Your blessing be in all small and great things ;May we see them cause we sometimes are blind to the blessings from You. There are blessing every day ; We just need You to help with our preception to see them. O Lord ; May you cover Your love over Sweet pea, She faces a surgery soon in Set 11. She worries so , Lord take hre burden away I as in thy name please ; Help her and her family ; Help Don and his Brother too, and so many others . They need You O Lord . Thank you for being here for me . May you take this day and do Thy will as you need , May we accept what You do and what is to come . May our children be safe in our schools ; May hate demininsh, so this world be a little safe .O Lord , kee

I Am Over Come With Love And Good Friends
ty seems so small to say for how you all have made me feel i deeply appreciate all the lov and help from my friends and friends of friends with out you all i am just a number lov an huggs to you all...stefan

Another Test[ Minor Changes]
Get your ass in here to hear the wikkid shit and more.......hurry.....We are waitin for YOU!!! Check out all our KICK AZZ DJ'Z!! Click the pic below to get to GoThS TwIzTiD ReAlItY.....you know you want to..cmon

Hey Friends And Family Ghost Rider Nees You
HEY EVERYONE, HOW WAS EVERYONE'S WEEKEND. BLAZIN AND SAFE I HOPE. HEY LOOK A COUPLE OF FRIENDS OF MINE IS IN DIFFERENT CONTESTS AND WOULD LIKE TO GET SOME HELP. IT'S FOR THE MOST POPULAR GAL ON FUBARAND A GIVEAWAY BONANZA. I WAS WONDERING IF YOU COULD STOP BY AND GIVE THEM A LITTLE SUPPORT FOR ME. THEY A CUTE FUNNY AND SEXY TO BOOT. HERE IS THE LINKS TO THIER PIC IN THE CONTEST Write On Images

Ghetto And Proud?
God I love whores that cry. I especially love whores that cry and piss and moan. Heres a perfect example. This cunt nugget posted a MuMM complaining about how people insult other people in MuMMs for posting retarded shit. After confirming this MuMM was indeed retarded, I called her a dumb cunt and told her to shut the fuck up and moved on. Now keep in mind, this cock gobbler calls herself Ghetto and Proud. ->Ghetto And...: So please, seriously, take your ghetto ass to your pimp and tell him you don't have the money so he can slit your throat and make the world a better place. ->Ghetto And...: Hahaha. Coming from the shit faced nut stained bitch in a picture with her bra that calls herself ghetto. Now please, do the world a favor and kill your retarded ass since we already have a enough living STD's walking around. Ghetto And...: real grown up u look like a fuckin whore u dumb bitch... ->Ghetto And...: Now get a fucking life and stop crying baby. ->Ghetto And...: Why does m

Pacing Herself
Pacing Herself Silk cool and caressing Dancing on nipples tickling Leather marking every curve Walking cheeks sway and swerve Lace black panties tug at skin Her face sublime with a grin Distant eyes as her heat does rise Moisture builds, now lace glides Rocking her boat from both sides Up the steps, lace pulls into her crack Tighten, release... just a little slack Concentrating on that one spot Breath increasing the only clue she's hot To complete the process her pace quickens And her breath catches as the moisture thickens ©Dark 8-27-07 1322

What Is Love{some Really Need To Learn This)
Love is a slow kiss goodnight. It's anticipation. Love is flirting outrageously and still remembering that the person at your side is not obligated to do anything. It's respect. Love is an imperfection in yourself not bothering you. It's acceptance. Love is passing up an opportunity because the time isn't right yet. It's patience. Love is a back massage that starts above the hairline and ends around the insoles. It's exploration. Love is not having to say "Let's make love," because you know what the other person wants. It's understanding. Love is being given an honest chance to say no when you thought you were committed. It's consideration. Love is both of you remembering protection. It's responsibility. Love is saying the perfect phrase to make a solemn embrace dissolve into giggles. It's humor. Love is being told "Stop and I'll kill you". It's desire. Love is reviewing the damage to your living room and realizing personal effects are stre

Trisomy 13 Info And Website
Trisomy 13 syndrome is a disorder of human chromosomes which occurs in approximately 1 in 10,000 live born infants. Trisomy 13 is due to the presence of an extra #13 chromosome. Approximately 80% of infants with Trisomy 13 syndrome will have a full trisomy while the remainder will have a trisomy due to a rearrangement called a translocation or have mosaicism (two different cell lines). Infants born with Trisomy 13 have a recognizable pattern of physical features that often allow the health professional to make the diagnosis of the syndrome. Notable physical birth defects and sometimes, anatomic changes of internal organs are present. Findings of significance include small head size (microcephaly); small eyes (microphthalmia) or sometimes absent eye or faulty development of the retina. Cleft lip or cleft palate or both occur in about 60% of children. In addition, there are a number of less medically significant physical findings that are helpful in diagnosis. These include variations

Only A Few Days Left
TOLD YA I WAS GOING TO KEEP POSTING THE SAME THING UNTIL IGOT THE LOVE I NEED. I ENTERED THE BEST SFW CLEAVAGE OF FUBAR CONTEST. HELP ME WIN PRETTY PLEASE. MUCH LOVE BETTY Please bomb this picture over and over. I NEED AT LEAST 3,000 COMMENT TODAY. Thanks. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=621057&albumid=544480&i=442794135

Can't Get You Off My Mind And Wouldn't Have It Any Other Way
As the sun rises in the east my thoughts are on the glow of your gentle smile. As it passes across the sky I think about the bright gleam of your fiery eyes. When it settles in the west I'm reminded of the crimsoned glow of your girlish blush. When its warmth is felt no more for that day I hunger for heat of the fire that burns in your soul. When the silence of the night sets in I dream about the sound of our hearts beating as one. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. YOU ARE FOREVER A PART OF ME. MY PRECIOUS CHAR OUR SPIRITS ARE JOINED AND SHALL NEVER PART YOUR LOVING JBEAR

War
RE: Cheney Orders Media To Sell Attack On Iran ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 04 Sep 2007, 06:37 Cheney Orders Media To Sell Attack On Iran Dick Cheney has ordered top Neo-Con media outlets, including Fox News and the Wall Street Journal, to unleash a PR blitz to sell a war with Iran from today, according to Barnett Rubin, the highly respected Afghanistan expert at New York University. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/september2007/040907_cheney_orders.htm

John 15 ; 25 ;
25 ;These things I have spoken to you while being present with you. 26 ; But the helper The Holy spirit whom the Father will send,in My name ,he will teach you all things and bring you to rememberance of all things, that I said to you. 27 ; Peace I give you ; not as the world gives , do I give to you .Let not your heart be troubled, neighter let it be afraid. 28 ; You have heard Me say to you I am going away and coming back to you.if you love Me, you would, for My Father is greater than I..AMEN!!!! My LORD,S WORDS . JESUS Christ May He Reign Forever and Ever !!!!!!!!!!SOON AMEN!!!!!!!!

Compassion--why We Need It?
Compassion is the source of our happiness in life. Without loving kindness and compassion, there is no peace or happiness in the family, the society, the country or the world. Compassion is also the source of a healthy mind and a healthy body.PractiCing compassion means Not harming others but only helping them, and helping others is the cause of our own success. If we are loving and compassionate, we make our life worthwhile by bringing happiness to others. Seeing others happy, should make us happy...Compassion makes everyone our friend. If we lack compassion, we have difficulty finding friends, and when we do manage to find some, sooner or later they will become our enemies. Even the members of our family can become our enemies.Without compassion, life is really miserable. People who are only concern about themselves and whose heart are empty of affection and compassion for others have no real peace or happiness. It brings loneliness, depression and many other problems.If we don't hav

Confront Them?!
Okay, after about the thousandth time of reading/hearing about situations where somebody wanted to "confront" somebody else about something (you all know what I'm talking about, "friend is lying" or "sister is cheating" that sort of thing) I started to realize something. Most of the people saying things like "I should confront them" or "I want to confront them" are the same people who complain about "drama." You have too much "drama" in your life? Well try not putting your nose in other peoples' business. There is no need to confront somebody on something that is none of your business and sometimes there is no need to constantly point out when people do things you don't like. And yes, that counts even if it "makes you feel really bad." Trust me people, you know your friends and family well enough. You should know when "confronting them" will cause more problems than it solves so why not keep it to yourself? Does anybody else agree with me?

Traped And Need Advice
I'm Lonely I'm in love with someone who is too far away we were dating for few months i was happy even though the bad times we stuck by one another love is hard but real love can beat anything right ??? well he joined the army and we dont talk that much cause his mad at me for makeing a small mistake and gave him a wrong address for a friend he wanted to talk to but it was one of the girls he left me for but we still love oneanother i'm not sure what to do i miss him alot his lost in his own world and his a soilder that i want to love and take care when things go bad i want to be the one he wants to hold at the end of the day we fight sometimes but when we dont i'm real happy his far away and if something happens to him i would die thats how much i love him but we fight sometimes cause he walked out a few months ago for a stupid reason he had a melta down and wanted someone else and when he tried dating three of my friends and saw what it did to me he asked for me back and i said i

Love Hurt
Love is like a disease. You never know when it will hit. Although it's usually just good, it takes a lot to commit. Usually all the passion and affection comes along. But it can be disaster if your heart is not strong. There's probably only one girl who knows what I have been through. She had her heart ripped out, spit on, and stomped on too. Can't really hate to love, can't really love to hate. There are just so many feelings being stacked upon your plate. Can you get it all down? Or will you start to cough and choke? Love is not some kind of game. People treat it like a joke. All these emotions overwhelm you. You can't help it but to cry. Next thing you know you got a gun, and you dont know why. But don't let little things like love go and get yourself hurt. 'Cuz the next thing that you know, you'll be sleeping in the dirt. And your soul will be standing over your corpse asking you why? "How could I let me kill myself? How could I let me die?" Then you realize the fir

Deeper
How do i start a game that i've already lost? How can i pay the price when i don't know the cost? And why do i let you do this to me? I'm falling apart now, can't you see? Is this how it was supposed to go down? We're hiding and sneaking all over town I'm in an uphill battle, i hope i can win Even though right from the start we were soaked in sin How can this be wrong, when it feels so right? I'm drowning deeper each and every night I don't care where we've been before And i don't know what's in store And why do you tremble everytime we touch? How can you act like everything's okay? When you swear you miss me more each day Why did we have to happen like this? And why do i get weak when we kiss? You say i have a control on you, I lose myself when i'm with you I don't care where we've been before And i don't know what's in store But if we can just hold out, we can have so much more It doesn't matte

Take A Few And Check Her Out .. Add Her .. Fan Her ..
This is a good friend of mine .. April she's a sweetie .. take a couple mins to go to her page .. Fan her . Rate her .. Friend her . she returns the luv .. SsbbwWhiteTiger@ fubar

Hidden Days
i come alive at night when the silence falls i feel enlightened in the fall when the coldness calls im at one with the sky ,the trees and the lake im in motion with the waves standing in their wake alone in the woods I can feel the earth seeing my breath it becomes a rebirth the stress of life has slipped away and wont return for at least this day becoming one with everything being a part of it seems to bring me back from the walls ive been behind from the darkness inside i will climb feeling good as im touched by the sun's warm rays cherishing them on hidden days

We Are Going Backwards..not Forwards
http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/law/09/04/bell.jena.six/index.html Residents: Nooses spark school violence, divide town Residents: Nooses spark school violence, divide town Story Highlights Attorneys to ask judge Tuesday to reconsider Mychal Bell's case, conviction Bell, five black teens -- aka the Jena Six -- charged in attack on white student Victim's mother: Charges warranted because attack could have killed her son Attack, other violence came after white students hung nooses from campus tree By Susan Roesgen and Eliott C. McLaughlin CNN JENA, Louisiana (CNN) -- Mychal Bell was like a lot of boys his age, his mother says. The always-smiling 16-year-old often spent weekends on the couch, munching Little Debbie snack cakes, watching football and dreaming of a day he might join his heroes in the NFL. That was before police arrested the star running back and five other teens -- dubbed the "Jena 6" -- on attempted murder and conspiracy charges after a December 4, 200

Quickies
I dialed a number and got the following recording: I am not available right now, but Thank you for caring enough to call. I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the Beep. If I do not return your call, You are one of the changes." Aspire to inspire before you expire. My wife and I had words, But I didn't get to use mine. Frustration is trying to find your glasses without your glasses. Blessed are those who can give without remembering And take without forgetting. The irony of life is that, by the time You're old enough to know your way Around, you're not going anywhere. God made man before woman so as to give him time to think Of an answer for her first question. I was always taught to respect my elders, But it keeps getting harder to find one. Every morning is the dawn of a new error. The quote of the month is by Jay Leno: "With hurricanes, tornados, fires out of control, mud slides,flooding, severe thunderstorms teari

Internet Love
Internet love The day I met you, I found a wonderful friend, and a friendship, that I pray for it will never end. An ocean between us, thousand of miles apart, but you managed to touch me right through the heart. No matter where you are or where you go, you will always be someone that I’m very glad I know. I want you to know how much I love you and how much I care, I hope you know that I’ll always be there. I know it’s harder being miles away But always remember this what I say It is love that offers harmony and a friendship that is true. It’s really wonderful to share a Love like this with you.

One Good Public School Teacher
Subject: One good public school teacher.Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock, did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she took all of the desks out of the classroom.The kids came into first period, they walked in and there were no desks. They obviously looked around and said, "Ms. Cothren, where's our desk?" And she said, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn them."They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades.""No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior."And she told them, "No, it's not even your behavior."And so they came and went in the first period, still no desks in the classroom. Second period, same thing. Third period. By early afternoon television news crews had gathered in Ms. Cothren's class to find out about this crazy teacher who ha

Homeless
Why is it that what's going on in Hollywood is more important than what's going on around the world? People are losing their homes because they have lost their jobs. But, does anyone care? Not to many does because they are to busy worried about someone doing 82 minutes in jail. There are homeless people out there trying to find their next meal but, does anyone care. No, not to many because they are to worried about who is dating who. Why can't America stop being worried about Hollywood and care about those who needs it. America is one of the richest countries in the world so, why is there still homeless people. Jobs are moving overseas and leaving people to lose their houses and cars. Why can't we worry about those people.

Should Be Posted On Your Mirror
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If yo

A Season Gone!
WOW! I just found out that My Jacksonville Jaguars Released Byron Leftwhich. David Garrard has been out performing him and Del Rio says felt that Leftwhich was lying to him about his injuries. That is just dumb. OF COURSE he was lying about how bad they were. That was evident by his play after returning last season. Why would he say, no coach I think I need to sit on the bench and lose my starting position to the guy who has been doing a wonderful job while I'm out. Leftwhich's contract is up the end of this year anyway and he has already stated that he would be leaving Jacksonville. I am only a little bitter than I have an unopened Leftwhich Jersey never to be worn now. I guess it can go next to the Brunell Jersey soon to be followed with Garrard. :) Only jersey I am proud of at the moment is Jimmy Smith. Prior to this event I was concered that Jacksonville's quarterback problem was going to hinder us during the season (that's right I said US, because I am obsessed like th

Come And Get It!
Come and Get It! Come straight at me, because that is what works No strategic lines or second guesses Negative thoughts or pastime messes Follow the path your heart has set Reserve your judgment until we’ve met I just can’t seem to get out of the blocks Sometimes I run right out of my socks No matter the amount of praise that I hear It’s always the same unprovoked fear I’m tired, exhausted, deserted and drained I don’t want to give up, or even complain I just plow ahead, a positive force Maybe I need a bigger plow horse Is there anyone out there who wants to be loved? Kissed and cuddled not pushed or shoved Treated like they were the Queen of the Nile With passion so hot it compels you to smile Romanced and excited by the will of my fire Respected with all my heart can inspire Will You step up, for a swing at the plate? What do I need a diamond for bait? I’m waiting for the one I thought I had found The one who wants to be willingly crowned

Cheesy Jokes....
...passed along in an email from a friend... A little humor for the morning...... 1. Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent. 2. A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything." 3. Two peanuts walk into a bar, and one was a salted. 4. A dyslexic man walks into a bra. 5. A man walks into a bar with a slab of asphalt under his arm and says: "A beer please, and one for the road." 6. Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: "Does this taste funny to you?" 7. "Doc, I can't stop singing 'The Green, Green Grass of Home.'" "That sounds like Tom Jones Syndrome." "Is it common?" "Well, It's Not Unusual." 8. Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially inseminated this morning." "I don't believe you," says Dolly. "It's true, no bull!" exclaims Daisy. 9. An invisible man marri

If You Believe ~ Walk To Remember Soundtrack
close my eyes, And even when I'm sleeping I'm alright, 'Cause You are in my life. Once upon a time, I only imagined this And now You're mine. Wished for you so hard. Prayed that You'd find me; Baby you're here today, Here to remind me: If you believe that dreams come true, There's One that's waiting there for you. 'Cause I believed when I saw You That when you want something enough, That it can't escape Your love. There is nothing in the world that cannot be... If you believe, oh oh... Everybody said That I was a fool to think That we could be; (Everybody said that...) That I couldn't get my heart out of my head But they just didn't see; No, they just could not have The feeling that You give, The places that You go... If you believe that dreams come true, There's One that's waiting there for you. 'Cause I believed when I saw You That when you want something enough, That it can't escape Your love. There is nothing in the world that cannot be... If

Rumor Control
Despite what few rumors are floating about these days ..I,Jezebel Tempting, am here to set all the records straight.So listen up darklings and pay close attention as I speak the truth of such matters that pertain to me. 1)The Rhode Island show: Yes I have actually cancelled the show. No it has nothing to do with my health. Yes I am actually still alive and breathing(despite some people's darkest little heart's desires) 2) Domcon Atlanta:Yes I am a model for Domcon Atlanta in October. Yes I will be staying with Savage Ron and his pet Emily while there. No I have not lost my mind!!!(altho I must admit there are times I wish I could) 3)Taboo Masquerade: Yes I am still in the line up for performing. Yes I already have my troop put together for this event(thank you) Yes I have faith that Evan Christopher and team know what the hell they are doing.I have faith in his vision. 4)Personal Life: Yes my health is doing quite well. Yes I am a lucky bitch as I get massage thera

Never Forget
Even thou we're miles apart I'll keep you close within my heart Praying for God to watch over Thee Til you come back home to me The heat the sand the MRE's Lifeless trees without their leaves We keep our faith as they stand strong Til they come home where they belong Our boys and girls are in this war For liberty they are fighting for How much longer can this last Will this fighting come to pass I pray each day to keep them safe While they all try to keep their faith To remain strong and stand their ground While bombs and bullets are all around So proud so strong so brave are they Protecting our land being in harms way Do what they do for you and me So we can live and still be free

Rater Haters!
Well, first of all ahem!!! This is my first blog on the subject "Rating" I want to know why people rate others a 7 or 4 or 2 on pics when they dont have a profile pic themselves and or of the same sex. What is it to be embarassed about? Themselves perhaps! Why do they they want to embarass or hate others for, is beyond me. Not that I've been embarassed about it, but think it is its very flattering lol, I am sure this has happened to quite a few ppl on here after all there is 1,139,518.00 members on Fubar as I write this BLOG! Them rater haters are giving me points regardless when they rate me anyway and them haters, paplease. To be honest, I could care less about them rater haters, this is a message to them. Don't rate me if your gonna hate, if your gonna rate me 5 I will rate you a 4, if you rate me a 2, I will rate u a 1, and if maybe I decide to rate at all. I will just rate you just the same, as you rated me!!! If you rate me a 1, hell I won't rate you at all LMAO! However, I w

New Date Rape Method!!
TO ALL WOMEN!! MUST READ!! Body: ALL LADIES NEED TO READ THIS!!!!! A woman at the nightclub, 'Crow Bar'- on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her.Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood, with Progesterex, which is essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape and sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Rumor has it that Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girls drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a pater

Crying Over You
Forever, you promised Forever, a lie You promised the moon And the stars in the sky. You'd stolen my heart Then left me alone You were so cold It chilled to the bone. You left me with nothing But tears and a past When you said "I love you" I thought it would last But "I love you" found an ending The 'us' and 'we' no more You said you didn't mean to But you hurt me to the core So I guess that I'm the loser Cause you've found someone new But I'm still here, still all alone Just crying over you...

I Took This From A Bulliten.please Never Forget.
A horrible tragedy occured at 8:46 Tuesday Morning September 11, 2001. There were 4 planes hijacked by terrorists. A senseless act of cowardness. American Airlines Flight 11, crashed into the North Tower of the World Trade Center in New York. There were 92 people aboard, including 9 flight attendants and 2 pilots. At 9:03 a.m., United Airlines Flight 175 crashed into the South Tower, carrying 65 people, including 7 flight attendants and 2 pilots.

A Father!
A father was reading a newspaper. He didn't want to be disturbed by his little girl, so he cut out a map of the world, tore it to pieces and gave it to her to assemble. After a while, she returned to him with the map all in perfect order, every piece in its place. The surprised father said, "Honey, you don't know anything about geography, so how did you do it?" The innocent girl replied, "The picture of Jesus is at the back of this map and I knew if I have Jesus in the right place, the whole world would be perfect." Have a blessed day

Suburban Sex
Suburban Sex There are three couples piled into the suburban Steve and I have the back seat. We've been out to a party at the lake and are on our way back home. The couple in the middle seat passes out before we are even on the road good. The music is turned up kinda loud . the couple in the front seat is in their own little world and Steve and I are I ours. My head is resting on his shoulder and his hand is on my thigh, he starts moving it up sliding it under the swim suit cover up I have on He starts rubbing my p****through my swim suit ,so I return the favor I put my hand over his cock and start messaging it through his shorts. He slips his hand in to the top of my bikini bottoms and tugs them down, I raise my hips so that he can get them down then he slips his hand back between my legs teasing my clit making me wet, while he's doing this we start kissing, I slip my hand into the elastic waistband of his swim trunks , glad now he didn't change in to his jeans before we l

The Man Out There
“To Dr. Bob” The Man Out There There’s a man out there The wizard of wise Restoring order to the most chaotic of lives A doctor with a PHD in compassion His hugs are those of the legendary fashion A more remarkable man, you will never find No doctor on earth could be more kind Saving souls is a daily event... Restoring faith, reducing torment From his tremendous heart, dispense the gifts of a Saint Never thinking of himself, nor a word of complaint His service is one of selfless care To the wonder of the wounded, he is always there The only way to portray, this healer there of Is simply to call him the “Angel of Love” jskins

9-4-07
There's a good buzz going around the office or the neighborhood and you want to get right in the middle of it. There may be some new info you haven't heard yet, so be sure to pick it up and pass it on! ---------------------------------------------------- You telling me to be a chismoso(nosey person)? Please be more clear !!!!

Memory Clinic :-)
Two elderly couples were enjoying friendly conversation when one of the men asked the other, "Fred, how was the memory clinic you went to last month?" "Outstanding," Fred replied. "They taught us all the latest psychological techiniques-visulization, association-it made a huge difference for me." "That's great! What was the name of the clinic?" Fred went blank He thought and thought, but couldn't remember. Then a smile broke across his face and he asked, "What do you call that flower with the long stem and thorns?" "You mean a rose?" "Yes, that's it!" He turned to his wife. . ."Rose, what was the name of that clinic?"

Happy Anniversary!
I love you so much more Than any poem or story could ever say Love, four letters that can't come close To what I feel on this day The emptiness inside me, you filled You completed me Every single void Showed me who I could be If you left me I don't know what I would do I hope you never do Cause I love you Every time I hear that song, I think of you and me Nothing has proven wrong And hopefully nothing will I wrote this to say How much I love you Happy Anniversary My love will always be true

My Story, Unraveled
I just want to say I love you, I would give my life and soul for you. I have died for you...this is my life unraveled. This is my story. I spent endless nights, pondering about my future. Why, I do not know. With every ounce of power I had, I tried to stop but couldn't. I saw myself happy and in love. I felt an overwhelming feeling of bliss. I saw children playing in the front yard, dogs barking at the back door. Vivid sights of things to come. I believed that with all my heart. At first I thought it was just a dream, but then, you walked into my life. As soon as I saw you, my heart stopped and my legs went weak. I had seen you in vision. You were that blissful feeling that overwhelmed me. I walked over to you and stared, speechlessly. You were dating one of my old friends, who I hadn't seen for a while. He introduced us. I didn't know what to say. So I just said hello, and shook your hand. Then I made up and excuse and left. Later that night I started thinking about you. I said

Mark 17(lol)
Mark 17 A minister told his congregation, "Next week I plan to preach about the sin of lying. To help you understand my sermon, I want you all to read Mark 17." The following Sunday, as he prepared to deliver his sermon, the minister asked for a show of hands. He wanted to know how many had read Mark 17. Every hand went up. The minister smiled and said, "Mark has only 16 chapters. I will now proceed with my sermon on the sin of lying."

No One Controls You- Unless You Allow The Control
In any pressure-loaded relationship or situation you must decide your course. The problem will not resolve itself. It will only get worse as time goes on and you by your silence comply. If you intend to change the pressurr and it's power in your life, you must talk about your options and feelings, and state your limits and boundaries to he/she that has the power to change. No one controls you- unless you allow the control. When the pressure is on you, you are not necessarily lost, you just don't know which way to go. But none the less you can not do it alone but one thing is if you are alone humor can help in many ways. Try to think about the good things in life and put the past behind you life is only one time around make the most of it and you should enjoy all the things that life has to offer.

Outside Looking In
I'm on the outside looking in, at people laughing, joking and having fun. Why must I always be on the outside looking in? I'm on the outside looking in, a mile wide gulf separates me from them. Tears fill my eyes, and all I see is I'm on the outside looking in. I'm on the outside looking in, aching so badly to be in there happy and accepted for who I am, perhaps they would accept me. Only I'm on the outside looking in. I'm on the outside looking in, hating them but yet I want to be their friend. Will they look my way? Will my pain ever end? Or will I stay on the outside looking in? Will the day ever come where I will be one of them on the inside looking out? Lending a hand or helping others and just being a friend to those who are still on the outside looking in? How I long to be on the inside looking out, it's cold, dark and lonely out here...will you let me in? Or will I still be on the outside looking in? By: Lucky to be Irish This poem was written a

Panties On The Plane
Panties on the Plane There were three black ladies getting ready to take a plane trip for the first time. The first lady said, 'I do not know bout y'al but I am gunna wear me sum hot pink panties beefo I gets on dat plane. 'Why you gonna wear dem fo?' the other two asked. The first replied,'Cause, if dat plane goes down and I am out dare laying butt-up in a conefield, dey gonna find me first.' The second lady said, 'Well, I am a-gonna wear me some floe esant orange panties.' Why you gonna wear dem?' the others asked. The second lady answered,' Cause if dis hare plane is goin' down and I be floating butt-up in the oshun, dey can see me first.' The third lady says, 'Well, I am not going to wear any panties..... 'What? No panties?' the others asked in disbelief. The third lady says 'uuuuuuummmmmm hhhhhhmmmmmmm Dat's right girlfriends, you hear me right. I ain't wearin' any pantie s, cause if dis plane goes down, honey, dey always look for da black box first.'

The Day You Walked Into My Life
The day you walked into my life I opened up my heart to you. ...my heart to you. I always thought that you and I could stand the test of time. Now tears are falling. ..tears are falling. Nothing else that I can do. Tears are falling. ...tears are falling. Nothing else that I can do. All those tears in your eyes... can’t comfort me. So tell me right now... what you decide. All those tears in your eyes... can’t confort me. All those tears in your eyes... I think I’m better off without you Tell me why you try to hide... all the secrets deep inside. ...deep inside. So baby, tell me face to face... are you gonna stay? All those tears in your eyes... can’t comfort me. So tell me right now... what you decide. All those tears in your eyes... can’t confort me. All those tears in your eyes... I think I’m better off without you

Confusion
Ok Iam totally in a state of confusion anymore....People claim to me that Iam a BBW but isnt a BBW ALOT bigger then what Iam? I mean Imma big girl but big as in thick not as a BBW....Not that I really care that a woman is a BBW it seems that alot of people see me as one but I see me as being a woman with some curve thats some what thick...So now explain to me in ya opinion what you consider being a BBW vs. being thick and curvy....This has been a curiousity thing to me for a while now....Only due to the fact that I keep getting requests from people with the names as i love BBW's big girls are for me yadda yadda yadda....Do I REALLY look like a BBW to you or am I just tripping for nothing?.... Ya opinion is MUCH appreciated here on this one thnx Nita

Damn It! (2nd Attempt)
As soon as I posted the first damnit, I checked my email to find one from "that guy" stating that he'd met someone else over the weekend. So my own questions were answered, and as quickly as it started, it's over. I'm dumb. Or I feel dumb. I invest too much then am severely disappointed. I'm so jealous of people that sometimes lack the ability to FEEL anything. Because if I couldn't feel then I couldn't get hurt. He promised he wouldn't hurt me...not that I think he meant to...or even that I should be hurt...but he did and I am. Everything is so over-rated.

Mail
FEEDINGTHEDESIRE I can't get into my mail. So, either say hi in comments or shoutbox. Please and thank you! I will be writing tomorrow hopefully. What a relaxing way to spend a day off! Anyhow, enjoy your day!