Fubar Blog Posts 4

Alone And Confusd
I feel so lost and so alone with no one to love or care for me. I sit at night and cry countless tears trying to figure out why i was put on this earth. Was it to be made fun of? Or was it to be used? I don't quite understand why i am treated this way I just wish i had someone to love and care for and take away this lonlyness that i have inside of me. I feel like im ignored and rejected from everyone. At night i sit alone in the dark and think of ways to get away from everyone but every thought i had just wouldn't work out the way i had planned I just wish someday i will have a purpose on this place people call earth!

Funny Stuff
It felt good to laugh, it has been one of those bleak days. I know what it is, I have been clenching my teeth, both awake and asleep. I have a horrendous headache as a result. I often go through periods of this. Sleeping or awake I am taut with tension. I carry it all in my jaw and shoulders. When it finally eases up, the internal tension, I am left feeling exhausted and battered for a few days. The odd part is, that usually when I have these periods of tension, I usually have nothing to be emotionally tense about. This is more of a muscular tension, almost a cramp. It makes me wonder if I am not fully relaxing at night when I sleep, not going into periods of REM as required. I know I am not resting to full potential because I require a nap during these periods. Honestly, I am beginning to think it's the wonderful start of "extreme hormonal" stress, ya know that lovely word called menopause. EL YUCKO! Menopause is yet another lovely stage that women really don't honestly relate t

Alone
I'm just trying to find, the better part of me. I just feel like crying, But all i can do is fall to my knees. It's not easy to be alone, When you have no one to love or care for you. Now i can feel the tears rolling down my cheek, As i dream of a guy to care to care for me. I want a guy who is so true, And wont make me cry or feel so blue!

I Am So Tired...
I am so tired my eyes can hardly see The tears that I have been shedding won't let me be The life I once had is gone so far away Remember me in your dreams the love we once had gone astray Many apologies follow the love is gone for long I am so tired of asking I am so always wrong.

Another Girl
Everyone said we would make it together, and that we were such a cute couple Until you met another girl. I tried to make you stay But you wouldn't listen to me You were the love of my life Always staying with me every night Until you met another girl. I cant believe you would do this to me I never thought i would lose you like this I kept seen you less and less All because you met another girl.

Chocolate Article.. Past On To You...
For any of you who find pleasure in the occasional vice, chances are, you have more than one. Lurking in the dark alleys of your indulgences may sit other things: alcohol, coffee, pizza with extra cheese, or even chocolate. Now, if you fancy yourself as a serious indulger, you may think that chocolate isn't as luxurious or sophisticated as other pleasures: after all, chocolate does melt in your hands…and all over your clothes. If you are a male, you may think of chocolate as a "chic's food," believing that the "her" in Hershey's speaks volumes for your standpoint. And, if you're the type who prefers to get your luxuries from other foods, you may believe that there's no point in having a Nestle Crunch, when you can have a Caramel Latte. While all of you may have valuable points, chocolate has one as well: it's not only good for your taste buds but may also be good for your health. Yes, this is the news schoolchildren have prayed for all their lives. When it comes to health, dar

The Blind Man
It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room ' s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model

Its Bad When The Dea Agent Says
So Dee what do you think I should set your bond at? He is blown away about the family I was telling you about last night and at a total loss for words. He will be up to his ass in paper work for a good month or so at least I have a feeling. The thing he has to figure out now is who is the culprit the woman who they were "written" for the husband picking them up or what. It could be that the Husband and daughter are the scrape goats or it could be that hes ruining the wifes name. We dont know if the doctor is just pissed off at this point and that maybe some of the scripts were actual legit scripts or if all of them are actual ilegal ones. Its gonna be a fucking mess trying to figure this shit out. We dont even know at this point how many pharmacys in the area they have hit. It seems to be in about a 50 mile radius. Its really enough to drive you insane over. I really think his job would be so totally amazing to have and I would love to get to work with him for a couple weeks or so b

Common Themes Of Past Relationships
It seems I’ve been spending a lot of time analyzing my past relationships. I’ve been trying to see the common threads that run thru them to see what worked, what didn’t. The names are not in any particular order, so don’t read into that, here is the list: Barbra, Lexa, Susann, Kristine, Sharon, Tanya, Tina, Elizabeth, Tammy OK let’s start shall we? The ones that went well and ended on a high note; Lexa, Susann, Tina, and Tammy. If memory serves me right, what was common with each of these women was they were up front with me right to the end. They didn’t hide themselves. They were comfortable enough with me to know I wouldn’t hold anything against them, not their past, not their positions or thoughts. And when it became time to end it, they didn’t sugar coat it, they talked about it as if it was a trip at its end. Case in point; Lexa made it clear she was not going to leave Germany. How our last date ended is the stuff of movies. We both knew it was time to break away, she

Hey
HELLO EVERYONE SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ON IN SO LONG. THE POINT IS FOR THOSE THATDON'T KNOW I AM MARRIED. MY WIFE AND I GOT MARRIED JUNE16, 2007, AND YES WE ARE BOTH ON THIS SITE. HER SCREEN NAME IS SuzieQ. SHE DON'T COME ONTO THIS SITE VERY MUCH THOUGH.SO IF YOU WANT TO STOP BY HER PAGE AND SHOW HER SOME SUPPORT.

This Poem Needs A Title (help Me Out To Give It One))
A smokey bar... a pair of sexy dreamy eyes... a heart skipping a beat.... our eyes meet the smoke is thick the smell is rank one will never forget 2 hearts beat for each other the music is loud the food is bad drunks picking fights. still I watch you night after night I watch over my frosty beer mug For those sexy dreamy eyes. Want to get close. Yet to afraid to move. A heart lonely and broken. sad and weeping Needs someone to hold.

Last Call!!
HEY YA'LL!! Tomorrow I plan on deleting all the crap off my page and hope that them people behind Fubar delete this thing within the next two weeks. I will not be here as of Saturday!! So, if ANY of you reading this want to keep in touch and haven't done so already, EMAIL ME at happybunny65@gmail.com. If I don't hear from you, I guess you really don't care whether or not we keep in touch. I do NOT plan on returning to Fubar, EVER, so this is your last chance. I won't have my feelings hurt if you choose not to KIT either...just sayin'...don't let this opportunity pass you by! Nice knowing most of you, and Thank you to all those who have ever posted comments on my page, pics, left rates, and gifts, or just said hi in private message once in a while. Nothing has gone by me unappreciated. I know I didn't always say so, but those of you who left constant notes really made my day. THANK YOU and BIG HUGS to those who did. Take care, hope to hear from you, and God Bless! T

No Real Pics,,,,,goodbye
What are considered real pics on here?Are there not supposed to be any decent people on the internet?This "corona" told me I have no real pics but yet when I went to comment on his profile it said I was not allowed to do so.Well my pics are of my kids,family,and myself.No nudes ones I work hard for my money and teach my daughters to have self respect.So Mr.Corona and others out there like that who don't like my pics you can blow it out your tailpipe.

Crashing Stars
Oh this night of nights I weep Void of love and lack of sleep Inside my heart a yearning fair Lent to the mask of Soul's despair. A hunger burns inside my breath Of tainted ruins and cold caress Upon this night a lonely sound Stars fade and crash upon the ground. No light comes now to calm my pain Visions of heartache still remain Forever lost among my dreams Filled with pangs of misery. The tattered moon cries tonight Tears fall on stars lost from sight Within the sky no star is found They've all crashed upon the ground With troubled eyes that seek relief Stars cross against the moon that weeps Within the soul no light is seen Just remnants of sad memories. If I could hold the moon so fast Inside my soul it's glow would last Then too those lonely stars be found No longer crashing to the ground.

Can't Remember The Last Time I Slept This Well
The crisp night air kisses my skin, As I creep into bed with tired eyes, I pull the blankets up to my chin, And remember childhood lullabies. The warmth of memories hugs me tight, A smile decks my sleepy face, I whisper to myself, "Goodnight," Soon to be swept to a dreamy place. My eyelids close and breathing slows, Entering the corners of my mind, Serenity from my head to toes, As worries of the day unwind. There is no knowing of time, or care, A nightly gift one cannot keep, In thoughts or dream, so unaware, Bundled up, drifting to sleep.

What To Do
what should i do i picked up my wifes cell today to call my phone so i could find it and found were she was haveing sub. sexy in text messeges she says it for me but she gave her number out to some guy she only knows on myspace and thats it i got mad and im hurt she said its to help her be more agresive in our relationship but she has ben distant for weeks now and saying that i dont trust her and she wonders why im just tired of being hurt

Last Day
Today is the last day and I have no regrets saying goodbye, in fact it's a pleasure for me. For months now I've detested the thought of you, how you have invaded my life and made it dark, grey and miserable. You have brought me nothing but coldness and made me bitter and sometimes mean. I've been numb, I've been sad, I've had the blues. There were mornings I didn't even want to get out of bed and face you, I'm glad you'll be gone. Goodbye Winter, helloooooooo Spring!!! (current temp on the last day of winter is a 77 degrees, lol)

im so sad i wish someone cared i feel so alone even with people there i dont know what to do or say it dont much matter anyways its all wrong less it comes from you you cant even tell that im so blue does it rhyme? does it matter? the tears are still the same.

New Club On Fubar
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Hidden Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sorry Peeps
HEY EVERY ONE HOW ARE YA ALL DOING TONIGHT I JUST WANTED TO SAY SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON MUCH SOME TIMES I GET ON HERE THEN GET DISTRACTED WITH THE KIDS I HAVE BEEN BUSY THESE LAST FEW DAYS HERE KIDS GO BACK TO SCHOOL ON WENSDAY WHOO HOOO PARTY TIME LOL SO I HAVE BEEN PREPARING THE KIDS OR SHOULD I SAY MYSELF CUZ MY YOUNGEST IF OFF TO KIDERGARTEN THIS YEAR SO ILL BE ALL ALONE :(:( , SO I JUST WANTD TO SAY SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON TO MUCH AND ILL CATCH UP WITH YOU ALL IN THE MEAN TIME HAVE A GREAT NIGHT LOTS OF HUGS HUGS AND MORE HUGS TILL THEN CHOW THERESA

Get In Touch
Fubar is great, but there are sooo many other ways to communicate and entertain online, so here is my info: IM & eMail Yahoo: rift_surfer@yahoo.com MSN: riftsurfer@hotmail.com Xbox Live Riftsurfer Let me know your fubar id# and I will send some love your way

How Was I To Know?
The day you found me, you where not like the rest, you didnt come rude you didnt come crude, you let me know you thought i was sexy but left it at that, we talked for awhile, then you disappeared, at that moment, you became just like the rest, then you came back, we started talking again, the day we finally meet, i about crawled out of my skin, nerves was shattered, like the first time i dated, all over again, but when i saw you, yes i was relieved, you where the man you presented to be, we have been together basically since that day, how was i to know, that you would be here to stay, you have turned out to be the man of my dreams, the joy in my heart, and the light in my eyes for ever will they beam, how was i to know that my heart would run so deep, the first time in my life i am truly in love and can not stay on my feet, cause when you are around i feel like an angel never touching the ground my heart will always be true my soul i

Just Some Things Going On In My Head
Lately I’ve been losing my faith in the humanity of man and by man I mean that male and female of the species. Disclaimer - Now these are just my personal thoughts and are not directed toward anyone person or about any person specifically. My work is contributing a lot to my spiraling loss of faith in people and man’s humanity to man. Not that I’m the prime example of how to treat other people because for what ever reason I do seem to generate a fair amount of hate despite what I feel are my best efforts to do no harm to my fellow human beings. Part of that being what I like to call the “Peter Rabbit Principle” I don’t think it’s anything in a book about how to treat people but in the children’s story the mother rabbit says, If you don’t have anything nice to say it’s best to just not say anything. Or something along those lines I’m not quoting Ms. Potter because I don’t happen to have a copy of Peter Rabbit lying around anywhere close by at the time but will give her due credi

What To Say
Ive never been much of a blogger....... as most of my thoughts are private and personal and arent really for the world to see.... Thank you Christopher for being my best friend ... for allowing me to be myself with you...know matter how extremely dorky I am you taught me it was ok...So many bad days I've had only to come online to have you wipe them away you have always put a smile on my face... People come in and out of our lives to teach us lessons...I want to say im sorry to all of you that try so hard to get to know me and I push you away... Its for one reason and one reason only I let very few into me for fear of being hurt.... same reason I dont share my feelings open and honestly.... So here you go everyone kept telling me what I felt and for a long time I said it wasnt true...But here you go out loud for everyone to see.... Christopher I love you and I thank you for all the things you do and have done for me...you are one of the greatest people ive had the honor to call friend

Little Johnny At It Again
Little Johnny at it again - Teacher: "Children, tomorrow I would like you to give me an example of a development that is currently being built near your home and what are the advantages of this new development." At the end of the class, the teacher asks that all the little Girls to stay behind for 5 minutes. Teacher: "Young ladies, I have received numerous complaints from your parents concerning Little Johnny's' crude remarks. It is very likely that for tomorrow he is going to say something dirty and that is why I am asking you all, to avoid any further problems, when he says anything that appears rude, Get up and leave the class room" Everybody agreed to this plan. Next day, teacher: "Is everybody ready with their assignment? Go Ahead Anita" Anita: "Near my home, a supermarket is being built. Now my mommy doesn't have to walk so far to get bread and milk." Teacher: "Very good Anita! Yes Koosie!" Koosie: "Near my home, they are building a furniture

Update
Well tomorrow august 31 at 9 am my daughter finally gets her day in court againt the sob that had her targeted for his sick pleasure. I know if is going to be so frikkin stressful to even be in the same building as him, so hopefully the Judge will let me and my daughter testify in His chambers......but anyhow will post a blog tomorrow to let you all know how it went. Please keep my daughter in your thoughts and prayers during this trying time for her, thank you all very much.

What Is This Feeling?
What is this feeling that has suddenly come over me? I day dream all day and am filled with so much energy. I can't eat or sleep. My thought are of you. Never even seen a picture for reasons beyond our control...but yet you are on my mind and in my heart always. I can't get you out of my mind nor do I want to. What is this feeling I am experiencing?

Forever - A Story
This and my other stories can be found at Rift's Erotic story archive Darkness surrounded the houses like a shroud. The streets were long empty of people, and only the wind swept leaves moved along the road. Nothing broke the silence as a dark figure emerged from the shadows taking confident steps towards one of the houses. Stopping in front of the house the figure is bathed in the soft glow from a nearby street light. The light shows the figure to be man, younger than his poise would suggest, with the sort of good looks that would not look out of place on the cat-works of London or Milan. But this was not London, and the clothes worn by this young man not the latest fashions, but a snug leather jacket and crisp black denims. A light in an upstairs window comes on, and the dark figures gaze is drawn to it, looking around to make sure he is not being watched, the young man moves his feet slightly before jumping to the upstairs balcony in a single graceful leap. Inside her bedroom,

Retirement Fun!
Retirement Fun! Working people frequently ask retired people what they do to make their days interesting. Well, for example, the other day I went downtown and went into a shop. I was only in there for about 5 minutes and when I came out there was a cop writing out a parking ticket. I went up to him and said, "Come on, man, how about giving a retired person a break?" He ignored me and continued writing the ticket. I called him a "Nazi." He glared at me and started writing another ticket for having worn tires. So I called him a "doughnut eating Gestapo." He finished the second ticket and put it on the windshield with the first. Then he started writing a third ticket. This went on for about 20 minutes. The more I abused him, the more tickets he wrote. Personally, I didn't care. I came downtown on the bus - and the car that he was putting the tickets on had a bumper sticker that said "Hillary in '08."I try to have a little fun each day now that I'm retired. They say it's important

.........................................earthquake Hits Mexico
EARTHQUAKE HITS MEXICO A big earthquake with the strength of 8.1 on the Richter scale hits Mexico. Two million Mexicans have died and over a million are injured. The country is totally ruined and the government doesn't know where to start with asking for help to rebuild. The rest of the world is in shock. Canada is sending troopers to help the Mexican army control the riots. Saudi Arabia is sending oil. Other Latin American countries are sending supplies. The entire European community (except France) is sending food and money. The United States, not to be outdone, is sending two million replacement Mexicans. God Bless America -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Get a sneak peek of the all-new AOL.com.

Wheres My Channel?
MEN! we enjoy beer, pizza, sex, violence in movies and big guns. yet think of this my brothers... When you go to your tv and turn on the tube. you get channels like golf. sports and the like... but let me ask you. havent you seen a martial arts movie? the old one where you saw the cheapest form of blood spit. bad dubbing. a whole bunch of zooms. MY GOD MAN! DONT YOU LOVE THOSE MOVIES?! storylines so flat yet so hilarious! WHERE ARE THE 24/7 movie channels that have martial arts movies like 18 bronzemen? iron monkey?! MEN! DONT YOU WANNA WAKE UP AND SEE THIS ON YOUR TUBE?! WOULDNT IT BE NICE TO SEE A GAME ON AND WHEN THE COMERCIALS COME ON YOU INSTEAD GET A MARTIAL ARTS MOVIE?! KEEPING YOU PUMPED FOR THE GAME?! yes there are others like you MEN WHO WANT TO HEAR THE WORDS... "YOU KILL MY MASTA!!!" come... join the fight against this tyranny. join the group that wants martial arts flicks 24/7

My Thoughts About Wwe Raw
if your a wrestling fan then you will proberly understand this blog lmao... I AM SICK OF JOHN CENA AS THE WWE CHAMPION!!!!! i am a cena fan dont get me wrong but i would like to see someone new hold the title for a while like Randy Orton or Mr. Kennedy for that matter... as for william regal as the general manager of raw that was a big mistake i could of thought of a lot of more protential GMs than him like Mick Foley or heck i'll take back Eric Bischoff... and on a final note: CRYME TIME THE NEW WORLD TAG TEAM CHAMPS!!!! peace!

Just The Facts
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) (C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are just an old sour fart

Yea Now Is The Time
FOR REAL PEOPLE NOW I AM GOIN 2 SAY IT CAUSE ITS GETTIN ON MY NERVERS. TELLIN YOU KNOW I AM TIRED OF BIN FUCKED WITH BY ANY 1. SHIT IS GETTIN OLD ADULTS FUCK NO ITS A BUNCH OF LIL KIDS IN ADULTS BODYS. TELL YOU THIS NOW YOU FUCK ME I WILL FUCK YOU

Should Have Locked The Door!
Flat Belly A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. the mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well, you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it and help flatten it." "Your wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" the mom asked puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up."

Too Whom It May Concern
As of today/tonight i am no longer going to rate anyone who does not return the rates.. I realize that i get points to but it is the gesture of returning the favor so if you dont return the favor i am also removing you from my friends list... This is my way of relaxing after an 8 hour work day so it is not all about the points it is just about being nice showing love and returning the love so please if i am rating your pics or stashes or even blogs i am askiing for you to return the love thank you ps if you have helped me level up this is not meant for you. but if you just wanta hang out on my list and be a friend and not help me like you want me too help you then all i can say is pooooof be gone. love&respect youre friend i hope david

Anybody Notice Wow Its Hard To Meet Someone
ANYBODY NOTICE ITS HARD TO TALK TO SOMEBODY ON HERE SOMETIMES,I MEAN LIKE IMPOSSIBLE TO GET AHOLD OF,OR THEY LIKE YA FOR A FEW DAYS THEN ITS OVER LOL COMING ACROSS THAT ALSO,I KNOW ITS GREAT SOME MANY OF YOU LAIDES GOT STUDS U WANT BUT JEEZE SOME OF US THAT ARENT THE HOTTEST LOOKIN ARE STILL NICE PEOPLE I KNOW I WONT MAKE PLAYGIRL BUT I WOULD MAKE PLAYTUBB LOL

Another Thought Of Her
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. I began to work on your lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. I moved atop of you easily, And lowered myself gently. Kissing you as I filled you. As a gasp broke the kiss, My hands stroked the stray strands, Away from your forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and demanding thrusts

Love Heals
Love Heals I want to bury your pain in the valley of my soul Unleash your fear, help you become whole Wipe your memory clean with the sweep of my lips Slow dance you to heaven, my hands on your hips Mend your heart with tiny threads of compassion Sew up your soul in a precision like fashion Hold you close until you're safe and secure You will sleep like a baby that I assure I'll carry you away to a place near my heart Together, forever we will never part Floating away on a cloud of affection Kisses light up the sky with our magic connection jskins

Words 1
ALL I HAD LEFT WHERE SOME BILLS, A BED CRAMED INTO THE CORNER, AND MY BOOKS. WHEN I OPEN THEM, I CLOSED YOU . THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERED. ~ I WANTED HEMINGWAY'S INSANITY, GINSBERG'S SOFTNESS, AND POE'S PEN. I WANTED TO DRINK LIKE BUKOWSKI, TO SHOOT DOPE LIKE BURROUGHS, AND FUCK LIKE MILLER. I GAVE IT MY BEST, AND IT GOT ME HERE. ~ IT ALLOWED ME TO WEAR BLUE COLLARS AND SWEEP FLOORS, AND SWEAT ALONE, AND SHARE SOME WORD THAT MATTERED ONLY TO ME. ~ IF I'LD HAVE KNOW THAT ALL THOSE PAGES AND ALL THOSE WORDS WOULD HAVE BOILDED DOWN TO THIS? I WOULD HAVE STOPPED READING LONG AGO. ~ NOW IT'S TO LATE, I'M TIRED, AND IT'S TIME TO GO TO BED.

Oh Yes Please
Oh, I only want, yes, to touch you, please, right there, yes, to please you, oh, tonight, tomorrow day, tomorrow night, to take you again and again and give you again and again. I need oh, yes, please, to taste your milky skin and feel the moistened soft - hear the mewling moment as it builds into a cry, caress you, kiss you, cater to your needs. Please say yes and, oh, I will enter you and press you to my chest, charge into you like lightning storms and thunder under you - you are my dream, don't leave before I love you like I know you need and, oh my god, say yes. © All rights reserved

"paralyze
Every time you messed with my head All the things you did and you said See my scars spell out your name and, you're paralyzing me Every time you left me behind All these tears are no longer mine Because you took it all away and, you're paralyzing me Memories, they fall apart, whenever you're inside my head Take my tears, they say a lot, since you're the one who put them there When I needed you the most you were, nowhere to be found But, I still hung on, just hoping for, my love to come around Every time you messed with my head All the things you did and you said See my scars spell out your name and, you're paralyzing me Every time you left me behind All these tears are no longer mine Because you took it all away and, you're paralyzing me I miss those times when things were simple, and you're heart was mine I just don't understand how you could throw it all away When I needed you the most you were, nowhere to be found But I still hung on, just hoping for my lo

Moving Tomorrow
for those that read this and don't no what's going on........... after 10 1/2 years me and my b/f are splitting up for those of you that do........ tomorrow is moving day,not sure how i feel:( my youngest daughter doesn't deal with stress and excitment well.there are other issues around this move and it suxx so much. i'm gunna be staying with family for a bit so that should be interesting.i've never really been alone,it's scary:( wish me luck i start a new journey tomorrow......

He Get Caught On Tape! And You All Thought He Was Nice! Pfft
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April
APRIL = PIMP APRIL means that your really good looking. Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.Everyone loves to be around you. You always attract attention. You are definately the most sexiest and good looking of them all. You know how to get what you want. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

Vacation Ending!
Ok so yesturday I got my tongue pierced and my friend did it with me, and I got my daughter's navel done now we are all swollen and in some pain, but we will live. Im leaving phx,az in the morning and going to tuscon for the night. I'm heading home first thing saturday morning, but I will not be onlinefor a few days after that, I still need to unpack my shit, since I went on vacation before doing so.. But I just want to let my friends know that I will be back on here by the end of next week and that I miss everyone,Have fun and I'll talk to you all later. Love you all! Julienia

I'm Alive
WELL I JUST BECAME A STATISTIC........... A FUCKIN ASSHOLE CUT ME OFF TURNED LEFT ALMOST ON TOP OF ME AND i HAD TO LAY MY BIKE DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOTHING BROKE ON ME JUST A COUPLE CUTS AND BRUISES AND SORE AS HELL.. SCARED THE HELL OUT OF MY FAMILY. WHY R SOME PEOPLE SO FUCKIN BRAIN DEAD?????????????? I'LL KNOW MORE ABOUT THE BIKE TOMMORROW AFTER I CALL THE DEPEW POLICE GOODNIGHT

Just When You Think You Can Handle It ...
The last few days have been a major letdown. I've gone to the first day of most of my classes and have come to the conclusion that I really don't care about what I'm going to school about, but I'm not about to admit that to anybody in a position to convince me otherwise cause I've spent 2k on the tuition and another thousand on the new laptop. Now let me clarify ... it's not that classes are too hard, or that I won't find them challenging, it's that I already understand what the end goal is, so I'm not all that curious about it anymore. If I seriously persue the career this program sets in front of me, I'll be entering 5 digits codes on insurance forms all the rest of my days. I can do it, I might even manage to be reasonably happy doing it, it just isn't what I really want to be doing with myself. What doesn't help is I keep having these classes with people who seem to know exactly what they want, or they're already in their chosen careers and are just heading back to improve the

What I Am Looking For
I want a girl who can tickle with me, who I can talk to about anything, who laughs at my jokes, who will put thier cold hands in my warm hoodie pockets, who uses my sweatshirt for a pillow, who says I love you & means it, who will kiss me in the rain.. in the sunshine.. and in the snow, whos calls unexpectedly, who will have many inside jokes with me and remember each one, a girl who notices haircuts, who realizes that I say things but dont always mean them, who can tell me her problems and let me help, who will listen to me talk, who saves her big smiles for me, who changes in one of my t-shirts and doesnt expect to give it back, who knows my full name-- first.. middle and last, who will know when something is wrong when im trying my best to put on an act, who will kiss me and tell me im handsome, who will cry to me, who will hold me & kiss my cheek, who suprises me, who compliments and plays with my hair, who will brag about me to all of her friends, who is not afraid to give me a gr

Sweet Tea
Why does it seem like you can't get sweet tea north of Virginia or west of the Mississippi? Going out to eat and getting a glass of unsweetened tea with ice in it is just wrong. No matter how much sugar you put in it, it just never tastes right and you end up looking like you have a pile of sand at the bottom of your glass. Is it just a southern thing or are we the only ones to figure out sugar dissolves better in hot liquid? I've met people from Seattle, Phoenix, Chicago, L.A, and other places who have never heard of ordering your tea already sweetened. Even chain restaurants that offer it in the south don't offer it in other places. Generally speaking I can get it in Atlanta, Richmond, Memphis, Nashville, Raliegh, Myrtle Beach, Louisville etc. but not in D.C., Baltimore, N.Y., K.C., Indy, Boise etc. It just makes no sense. What does everyone else think about this?

Torn
When do you know it's enough? Nothing is forever. Not even nothing. How long do you hang, nails digging in, Until blood pours from them, signaling a breaking point? You look above you but the can no longer see a goal, an end. One more reach, Just one more claw, But the pain is too much. And yet letting go means you fall, Lower than before, with no time to recover. There's just not enough time, and if there were, Would it even be worth the effort? There's no guarantee. It's hope that keep you clawing, digging, hanging on without a clue why. So when is it enough? When does pain smother hope? What lies ahead is out of sight, Out of reach, and out of understanding. What is behind? That's all the things that Created the fear. It's the reason for clawing ahead in the first place. But bleeding nails can't hold forever.

Just Be Yourself...
To Be or Not to Be" Be understanding to your enemies. Be loyal to your friends. Be strong enough to face the world each day. Be weak enough to know you cannot do everything alone. Be generous to those who need your help. Be frugal with that you need yourself. Be wise enough to know that you do not know everything. Be trusting enough to believe in miracles. Be willing to share your joys. Be willing to share the sorrows of others. Be a leader when you see a path others have missed. Be a follower when you are shrouded by the mists of uncertainty. Be first to congratulate an opponent who succeeds. Be last to criticize a colleague who fails. Be sure where your next step will fall, so that you will not tumble. Be sure of your final destination, in case you are going the wrong way. Be loving to those who love you. Be loving to those who do not love you; they may change. "Above all, be yourself

8-31-07
Try to check in with someone at work or school who needs to know you're on their side. It could very well be that they're totally in the dark and need your support way more than they even realize. ---------------------------------------------------- Which of you Fu-Peeps need me??????????

How Can Someone Be This Crule
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries she loves her parents But they want her to die she sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is my life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "Youeserve to die You

Winnerz Of Tha Sexiest Girls/guy Contest
1st prize all picz rated all stash rated fanned rated added pick a big gift 2nd prize all picz rated fanned rated added 3rd prize all picz rated pick a pimpin gift Sexiest girl winnerz 1st place Solowluv 2nd placeLaura 3rd placeSqueekz Sexiest Guy winners 1st place Jonobotysa 2nd place Crazy White boy 3rd place Ghostdog

Not In A Good Mood
What is wrong with you ppl? I placed a rubber duck in my pics and some one had to report it NSFW, sheesh give me a break, this is supposed to be an adult site is it not? Meaning adult things go on and take place, nothing personal against my beautiful lady friends I love you all, but I;ve seen pics of a lot of cleavage hanging out on some of the display pics and those dont get reported but I post a duck on mine and wham someone goes bananas, Please someone help me figure out all the double standards going on , Thanks your friend Tequila Sunrise

Sacred Joys
As one I will meet the sum of my own memories Inner seeking silence And know that I am just a shell outside I too have sacred joys inside of me This fear, I fight comforting silent side So free through flight comforting silence Infinity within my consciousness An ever expanding sphere Immortal spark ignites Spreads by the air of bliss Embracing warmth that heals No fear nor fight comforting silence So free through flight comforting silent side

Four Sets Of Lyrics.
ONE: What's another nail in the coffin when you're already dead Just like another bullet in a corpse's head Load the magazine, pull back and cock Just like that we're ready to rock Flick the flint, let the flame rise Inhale the smoke, we're dead inside Feet on the ground, but head's in the sky I'm betting my soul, no second tries I'm on a one way road to destruction I've got a one-day active bloodlust My one track mind can't function Since the one last day my heart was dust Why do you have to ask me why I don't change I've never liked seeing me acting so strange And don't even try to tell me that I don't care How would you know? You've never been there That's why I laugh when you try to get me guilty Cause in my mind there's no reason to be And it's so funny when you try to act Just like when I leave and never come back I've got one last thing that I've got to do But I've got one straight shot to success This is my last minute ticket for one last trip thr

Dont Open My Old Im On Yahoo
TO ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE PLEASE DONT OPEN ANY IM FROM MY YAHOO ACOUNT THAT IS CHARELL25 IT WAS HACKED BY A HATER ON HERE THAT GOT ME. TALKING ABOUT I HAVE NEW PICS I DONT IF YOU HIT THE LINK YOUR YAHOO ACOUNT WILL BE FUCKED SO IF YOU WANT MY NEW YAHOO HIT ME IN THE SHOUT BOX OR MY MAIL ON HERE OK SORRY BOUT ALL THIS BUT YOU KNOW THESE HATERS PUFF PUFF PASS THAT SHIT STAY HIGH AND FLY CRACK KILLS WEED HEALS IM OUT 8/30/07

A Lis Of The Popular Baby Names
The Top 20 Most Popular Baby Names The most popular name for a baby boy is, once again, Aidan. According to the annual BabyNames.com list, Aidan--and the alternative spellings of Aiden and Aden--have been in the No. 1 spot for four years running. Meanwhile, there's been an upset on the girls' list with Ava taking over No. 1 and pushing the previous favorite, Madison, all the way to No. 4. Top 20 names for boys: Aidan/Aiden/Aden Caden/Kaden Braden/Brayden/Braeden Jaden/Jayden Ethan Connor/Conner Addison Riley Caleb Logan Hayden Dylan Noah Avery Jacob Ryan Cameron Alexander Aaron Tristan Top 20 names for girls: Ava Abigail Cailyn/Kaelyn Madison Emma Isabella Bailey Chloe Olivia Hannah Isabelle/Isabel Gracy Ella Abby/Abbie Cadence Alexis Taylor Paige Hailey/Haley/Hayley Emily --From the Editors at Netscape

Finally
After a long time of waiting we have finally gotten a fish tank fer our babbies (TURTLES)... It's freakin HUGE, can not wait ta put some fishies in there....lol... Anyways I will hopefully take some good pictures once theres some life in the tank!

I Am So Scared !!!!!!!!!!!
well it happened ! BUSH is letting truck (18 wheelers ) come from south of bouder ,, what the HELL is goint to happen to this country . well let me tell u what happened to my best friend , him and his family wife and three year old son went out for day on the town . later that day like about 7 at night they were hit by someone that was here to do the" WORK THAT WE JUST WILL NOT DO " and KILLED his wife and son !!! if that was not bad enough the man that hit them so not send back to were he came from ???? he was not taken to jail ?????? was not given a ticket ???? he was just let go !!!!!!!!!!!!!! the police told my friend that he needs to claim this on his inc. because the man that hit him did not have inc .,, lic.,,,,, or anything that said he could be in this country !!!!!!!! and now this , what in the hell is going on in this country and how can we as " THE PEOPLE " STOP ALL THIS STUFF AND GET OUR COUNTRY BACK !!!!! IT IS NOT THE BEST ANY MORE AND I AND I KNOW U WOULD LOVE TO H

Fudge
Chocolate Fudge has always been my favorite candy. It's a very rich candy though, so I have always limited myself to making it only at Christmas time. For years I looked for the perfect fudge recipe. I made many different recipes that were really good, but just not "perfect". I had three main requirements for a perfect chocolate fudge recipe: Easy. It has to be an easy recipe. I don't make candy often enough to remember the intricacies of dealing with candy thermometers, hard ball, soft ball, let alone remember the right millisecond in time to jump in and do something with the candy. Taste. Of course, it has to be delicious, but my perfect fudge has to have that creamy melt-in-your-mouth texture. I've made many fudge recipes that turned out grainy for me. I'm sure I did something wrong along the way, but I didn't want to have to worry about that. Availability of Ingredients. The perfect fudge recipe has to use ingredients readily available at any grocery store. In the pa

It Pours
Yes you read the title right..... when it rains, it pours!! Nothing can ever be simple. Everything from airconditioning to migranes, it cant be easy. ... I get a new AC unit for my club. we are now $8000 in it and two weeks later it freezes. right before my contest! ...... I get migranes. they get severe but I have learned to live with them. Now I am getting sharp pains, that are dropping me to my knees, in the back of my head (right side at the base of the skull shooting stright up - for those of you who think you are doctors).... and just all around ignorant people who want to be stupid and make your life a living hell. I know this all sounds like me being an ass but after a while it all gets to you. There is no one to turn to, no one you can talk to. I mean really, honestly, scream at, talk to. So we keep it inside and each little thing that happens or each idiot you have to deal with, makes you madder and more frustrated until you cant tell the difference between th

Hard To Say When Drunk....
THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Innovative 2. Preliminary 3. Proliferation 4. Cinnamon..... I can't even say this when I'm sober THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Specificity 2. Anti-constitutionalistically 3. Passive-aggressive disorder 4. Transubstantiate THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Thanks, but I don't want to have sex. 2. Nope, no more booze for me! 3. Sorry, but you're not really my type. 4. Taco Bell? No thanks, I'm not hungry. 5. Good evening, officer. Isn't it lovely out tonight? 6. Oh, I couldn't! No one wants to hear me sing karaoke. 7. I'm not interested in fighting you. 8. Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no coordination. I'd hate to look like a fool! 9. Where is the nearest bathroom? I refuse to pee in this parking lot or on the side of the road. 10. I must be going home now as I have to work in the morning.

You're A ''keeper'' ..........
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one more minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Or say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know . And so,

Sex With A Nun
A hippie gets onto a bus and sits next to a nun in the front seat. The hippie looks over and asks the nun if she would have sex with him. The nun, surprised by the question, politely declines and gets off at the next stop. When the bus starts again, the bus driver says to the hippie, "If you want, I can tell you how you can get that nun to have sex with you." The hippie of course says that he'd love to know, so the bus driver tells him that every Tuesday evening at midnight the nun goes to the cemetery to pray to the lord. "If you went dressed in robes and some glowing powder," says the bus driver, "You could tell her you were God and command her to have sex with you." The hippie decides to try this out. That Tuesday, he goes to the cemetery and waits for the nun. Right on schedule, the nun shows up. While she's in the middle of praying, the hippie walks out from hiding, in robes and glowing with a mask of god. "I am God, I have heard your prayers and I will answer them but yo

Grateful To You, My Friend.....
You're My friend, through good times and bad. my friend, my buddy, through happy and sad, beside me you stand, beside me you walk, you're there to listen, you're there to talk, with happiness, with smiles, with pain and tears, I know you'll be there, throughout the years! You are all good friends to me and I am grateful to you. Forward this to all your good friends on-line to show them you are friends. If you send this to: 6 people - you have many friends!! 7 people - you are sooo loved!! This is sweet, I hope I get it back

So Confused
At this point in my life I am so confused. I have been hurt a lot. I have been sort of seeing this one girl and it gets more confusing everyday. She tells me she does not want to date me yet comes to lots of events that my friends and I have. She calls me and talks to me. She sends me text all the time. I just do not know anymore. I am confused. What is that makes the female species want to drive the males nuts by being confusing. How hard is it to decide you want something and go after that and nothing else. Sometimes I wish I I could just turn my feeling off and never worry about anyone or anything again. I am tired of pain.

Sparky
Dog dragged behind car recuperates Sparky panics at sight of vehicles By SAEED AHMED The Atlanta Journal-Constitution Published on: 08/29/07 They call him Sparky for his lively disposition, one that belies the big ordeal the little dog has been through. A month ago this week, horrified motorists watched as the schnauzer-terrier mix was dragged along Frontage Road in Clayton County, its leash tied to the back bumper of a car. Atlanta Pet Rescue & Adoption (ENLARGE) Sparky, a year-old schnauzer terrier mix, looked like this after being tied to the bumper of a car and dragged a month ago. Atlanta Pet Rescue & Adoption (ENLARGE) Sparky continues his recovery but panics at the sight of any car. No one really knows how long the dog struggled to free itself. But eventually the leash either snapped or the dog managed to slip the collar off him. Someone rushed him to the county's animal control that afternoon. The year-old dog is being care

~lost~
Why do I feel so lost? Like I am out of place. Like a baby bird who fell out of its nest , like a name without a face. Why do I feel so empty? But yet alive and still dead inside.I have to sit here and ponder how I can get by. Why do you make me smile when everything seems so gloom.I guess I really know why, and it's something that is so new. Why do we try to fight it when we both know in our hearts. That the day we both admit it , is the day a new life starts.

College Football
HERE IT IS OPENING WEEKEND OF COLLEGE FOOTBALL AND THE CLOSE OF SUMMER. WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE? AS WE ALL KNOW THIS IS OPENING WEEKEND FOR MANY COLLEGE TEAMS. IT DONT MATTER WHAT TEAM YOU ROOT FOR AS LONG AS YOU DO IT. I PERSONALLY AM A MICHIGAN FAN! AND I CANNOT WAIT FOR THEM TO TAKE THE FIELD SATURDAY AND KICK SOME BUTT. GO BLUE!

Email And Yahoo Change
to all of you that know me and my yahoo email and id I had to change do to a computer problem. it is still the same but there is no 01 at the end of my name. so maryXXXX@yahoo.com. please update because I dont have any of yours anymore. Thanks, Mary

The Answer To All Your Questions....
The answer to all your questions.... Ok people of Fubar. Due to the same old questions being asked of me and my messages going into overload I decided to go ahead and blog all the answers for you! What color panties am I wearing? I am wearing HUGE, lime green with black polka dot granny panties. I know hot right? Would I like to have a threesome? Meaning what? 2guys, 2 girls, beastiality be more specific AND HELL NO I WON"T! Would you like to meet and go out? Honestly, the first or second message, you could be Jeffery Dahmer for all I know. Do I like younger men? Hmmm... Where do I work? Until ya get to know me I will never tell, sorry goes back to that Jeffery Dahmer thing. What do I do for work? I help build and facilitate the formula for which........Come on read the profile it is there! Will you marry me? Sure I will when you get your drivers license!! What do I think about birth control? ...........(sorry listening to the crickets) What am I doing?

My Supportive Family
Just feeling the need to thank my family for the amazing amount of support they are showing me right now. Although my family has never agreed with same sex relationships, the amount of concern for me since the recent break-up with my cheating gf is phenominal. To think I'd spent most of my life not telling anyone that I liked women, as much as men, is a shame. I'd always thought that my family wouldn't love me if they knew, but I was wrong. They neither judge me, nor condem me for the lifestyle I have. More than anything, the outpouring of love and support while I'm going thru all these feelings, is what is keeping me sane. So, THANK YOU, to my wonderful family. I love All of you.

Episode 3
First thing she says when I get up there is "Happy Birthday". We had had plans to go to dinner and then the Rockies that night. We would just have to do it another time. So I am still 32 and have a birthday banked for whenever I want to use it. They are going to take out her gall bladder. That's drastic, you're thinking, but I had read up on the function of the gall bladder before going up there. (You can find just about anything on Wikipedia.) The gall bladder is like the liver's personal storage space for bile. Bile contains enzymes which help you digest food, particularly fats in foods. The liver secretes it and it goes down to you intestines when you need it and goes into the gall bladder when you don't necessarily need it. So the gall bladder concentrates the bile so that it has a nice dose ready for when you chow down that KFC or whatever. Well in some people the gall bladder makes too concentrated a concoction and it crystalizes into gallstones. Smaller ones just

Tgif!!! Enjoy Fu Friends!
Well, I have a little bit of time to drop in and say "HI", not much, since I have to leave a little early and drop off some lunch money for Moriah at school, before heading for work. Hopefully, I'm going to have a little bit of time to spend here with ya this afternoon, when I get home from work, but I also will have to spend some time packing since we're headed to Indiana for the weekend to visit Lee's Mom. With the holiday, Lee has the entire weekend off...as well as Monday, and I was able to arrange Monday off, so it will be nice to have the 3 day weekend. I'm not really relishing being on the highways during a holiday weekend, traffic is always so nuts, but maybe it won't be too bad for us, since we do all our driving late night. Keep us in your prayers that we have a safe trip up, and back home again, and trouble free! As usual, we won't be leaving till Lee get's off work, and by the time he's home, and we get headed out on the road, I'm sure it will be going on 8:00. We'l

Hallowicked Night
Candel Filled punkins Sugar n sweets Axe's n Faygo Throughout the night The carnival Freakshow Killen an a stealling If you dont want our trick Then give us your treat Rap tap tap on your door Don't bother us with fruit Cause we all have a sweettooth Apples in our bag an blood on your floor The carnival Freakshow Killen an a stealling If you dont want our trick Then give us your treat Now the axes are bloddy as the blood is flowing an adrillian is buildin Making us deadly The carnival Freakshow Killen an a stealling If you dont want our trick Then give us your treat This is hallowicekd night We are gonna cause a frieght So give us your goodies N we wont leave bloody bodies The carnival Freakshow Killen an a stealling If you dont want our trick Then give us your treat

Fubar Friendship
I believe that some people connect instantly and others do not. I will only keep real friends in my friends list. If we talk frequently then you are a friend. If we only exchange a "sending love" thingy once in a while then we are merely acquaintances. I come here make a spiritual connection and spend time with those who have chosen me worthy of true friendship. I am unconcerned about ratings or points, those are meaningless anyway. For those who stay, know that I cherish you....those who do not, I wish you happiness and health for all your days. Goddess Blessings!

Abuse Vs S&m
I have heard much condemnation in the past concerning S&M. Seems that there is much education lacking in the general population concerning S&M. Let me give you an example. She: Oh I'm not into pain, I could never do that. He: Oh, well OK. Let me as you then, do you like a little spanking during love making? She: Yes, I do, it heights my senses. OK, in a small way that makes my point. It is all about limits. Since it is all about limits; it has to be about negotiation. "I like this, but I don't like that." Secondly it is about trust. One "usually" doesn't just "jump" into bed with another person. There is something that says, "yes, I can do this with this person." That's trust. How far one goes in receiving painful stimuli is in direct proportion to the ensuing pleasure that it gives. Endorphines turn the pain to pleasure. S&M is not for everyone for sure. But it shouldn't get the bad rap of being a perversion. It is just another way of doing things.

Check Out The Hot Jason Coley , Buy His Cd
FROM HIS DAD JOEY Do you like Country Music? Check out my son's new CD at www.myspace.com/jasonbyrd101 or www.jasoncoleybyrd.com and provide me some feedback!!! Thanks!!!!

Application
NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me dirty pictures of you? 26. Will yo

Twinn Butt X X X
Some of the greatest people with the happiest intentions && most loving heart's are the one's that are most often broken....For once im not talking about myself, Im talking about this amazing person that deserve's the world in her hands && plus some. A person that would give you the shirt off her back just to keep you warm in a heart beat....A person that has come into my life && has been one of those very few that can make me smile through tears. Yep, im talkin about YOU Twinn butt. This is the closest thing that I have at the moment to try to tell the world that she is awesome && that I love her to piece's. Yes, Twinn even all the broken piece's! It break's my heart to know that someone I care for && have the up most respect for is in pain for whatever reason, even if its over a guy that doesnt even begin to deserve her time let alone her tear's. But even though all of that she is still one of the most vibrant && beautiful people I know :) && I feel sorry for the fool who doesnt see

Please Help If U Can
Just over 24hrs left plz help I'm in 3rd place at min thank you to all that have helped so far Ok dont ask but Shell has talked me into entering her contest lol so any help would be greatly appreciated P.s excuse pic was drunk when I took it lol

A Closer Look At Species On The Brink
Some 25 percent of Earth’s plants and animals may be lost forever by the year 2050, primarily due to habitat loss and climate change. Our scientists estimate that today, nearly one species is pushed to the brink of extinction every 20 minutes - about the time it takes to watch a single television episode. CI has a close eye on these threatened species, and our goal is to safeguard 175,000 of them in the next few years by protecting the landscapes and seascapes they rely on. Now you can learn more about 14 of these plants and animals, and their fight for survival, at Conservation.org.

Life Hot Spots
HOW TO WALK THROUGH LIFE'S HOT SPOTS. Living through the pressures of life can be compared to walkingthrough fire. The Old Testament prophet Isaiah believed that if youhave faith in God, you can walk through fire and not be burned. Hedidn't promise that you won't feel the heat, just that you won't beburned. Keep On Walking. A surefire way to get burned is to stop walking. When you are afraid,or under extreme stress, or hurting -- keep going. You will getthrough if you keep dealing with the everyday tasks at hand to thebest of your ability. PERSEVERE Remember That This Difficult Time Will Pass.It may feel that you are in a repeating time warp, but realize thatpain is time-limited. All problems have a beginning and an end. BEPATIENT Make Rough Times Work For You.Not everything is good, but the Bible reminds us that everything canbe used for good if you submit your will to God. Look for ways tolearn, grow, or cope in your pain or stress. HAVE COURAGE Take "What Is" And Make The Most Of

Maglarp
This is one of my works in 2005. I called it Maglarp. Maglarp isn't a real English word, but for this, it means the way that you feel and how it all relates to what you read. I was writing with to a girl I fell in love with, she was feeling a little down about something and I wanted a way to make her feel lighter and believe that things would get better. Maglarp Life is a mystery in a sudden distant sea. Wales of lines deep in time sew the mark cut through the heart of those long rainy days. As I sometimes fear, there is nothing here. As the motion begins to sway, looking around each and every day that past and present are glimmery in the rivers and oceans of the memory of those long rainy days. One day in time the sun will shine and remove the pain that left a stain, clear the thoughts in mind, and dry up the dripping grime of those long rainy days. Julian Barrett (2005)

Downrater
Ok so ~Trophy Wife~@ fubar downrated me basically because I would not remove someone from my fan list so just watch out she might do the same to you, and I would not hurt my feelings if anyone wanted to go and downrate her a little Thanks everyone and have a nice day

Bondage
You scored as Bondage, Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100% Biting100% Chains/Handcuffs83% Whips83% Blood50% Blind Folds17% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Friendship
LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING ... FOOD FOR THOUGHT IF YOU WILL.... I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE ARE HYPOCRYTES.... THEY SPEW SHIT ABOUT FRIENDSHIP AND HOW TO BE A GOOD FRIEND...... WHEN THEY WERE NEVER REALLY YOUR FRIEND IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!!!!!! THEY ONLY TRYED TO USE YOU TO THEIR ADVANTAGE..... IT SICKEN'S ME.... MAKES MY TUMMY TURN ....REALLY!!!! NOW LET ME ASK YOU SOMETHING?!?!?!? WHAT THE HELL ARE THEY THINKING??!? CAN ANYONE TELL ME?!?!? I MEAN REALLY?!?! CAN'T PEOPLE JUST BE YOUR FRIEND ANYMORE?!?! DOES THERE ALWAYS HAVE TO BE AN ADVANTAGE TO IT?!?! HUH?!?!? PEOPLE SUCK THESE DAYS!!!!!! REALLY THEY DO.... I HATE THE RULE'S THAT SOME PEOPLE PUT ON FRIENDSHIP .. LIKE...."IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU CAN'T BE THAT PERSONS FRIEND." GROW THE FUCK UP FOR REAL!!!!!!!!!! GET OVER YOURSELF.. YOU DONT MAKE THE RULES..... FRIENDSHIP DON'T COME WITH RULES... IT COMES WITH LOVE AND TRUST AND THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT!!!! THANKS FOR LISTENING!!! HAVE A NICE DAY!!!

Friendhsip And Love
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. Actions speak louder than words. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff. Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it. A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have. If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there True friendship never ends. Friends are forever. Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown. You never know who is falling

Interesting
Take this quiz: 1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world. 2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners. 3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest. 4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize. 5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actor actress. 6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners. How did you do? The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. These are no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners. Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one: 1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school. 2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time. 3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile. 4. Think of a few people who have made you feel, appreciated and special. 5. Think

A Wind's Passing
If you've read the intro to Maglarp, you probably know that I wrote that for her when she was feeling down. This one I had written for her as well during the year 2006. I loved her, but fate didn't want us to be together. I wrote this for her sad and lonely, but believing that I had to do what was right. She cried because she didn't want to see me go, but knew that no matter how much I would've wanted to be with her and stay I wouldn't have been allowed. I called it A Wind's Passing because the wind comes and goes and you will feel it as it touches others until it passes by you and continues on. This is my story in the sound of wind. A Wind's Passing Tears of friend, tears of sorrow, like the wind gone tomorrow. There are times in many a day that look like limes in the Autumn sun ray. Praying one night when all seems bad that everything is all right not gloomy or sad. Love is one no lesson in school it hurts a ton but is worth a jewel. For a friend,

Always Remember
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone and it takes an hour to like someone and a day to love some one but it takes lifetime to forget some one. You meet some people in your life who change you for the better, REMEMBER them kindly. And as for FRIENDS just be LOYAL -nothing more nothing less. Its true that we don't know what we've got until we loose it but it is also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. When one door of happiness closes, another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which opens to us. There are things u love to hear but you would NEVER hear it from the person from whom you would like to hear it but don't be DEAF to hear it from the person who says it with HIS HEART Never say GOODBYE when u still want to TRY, Never give up when u still fell u can take it, never say you don't LOVE that person anymore when you can't let go

What I've Learned
I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its p

Feelings
Soul's Kiss My Soul has been kissed by the sweetness of Your Spirit This Soul which was a virgin to the intrepid whisper of another heart Knows the quiet peace of familiarity in your presence Was I born to give to You This part of Me to keep and hold within So, You, too, will know the imprint of a heart's whisper Upon Your Soul Love Forever i think about how we are and how our love is so far and im so happy to be w/ you! even if you are far away you tell me what to say... if im scared or happy you help me to feel what i feel... when im tired, sad, happy, or lost! i get lost w/out you i get sad w/out you i get tired w/out you but i will never love w/out you! i need you to help me love... to love you forever... cause i never want to leave you again! cause i love you....whenever and ever! Distant Love Don't let the miles between us Keep our love apart Just listen close and you will hear The beating of my heart No distance, w

Love Story
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all prepared their boats and left. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat." Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh.... Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called

Questions' Unanswer
As you read this poem I wrote in 2006, you will find questions that what were unable to be answered. The questions wanted an answer and began to question other questions for an answer. Even in this my life was in love with that girl I spoke of in the other poems A Wind's Passing and Maglarp. I wanted to understand what was going on and why it was so difficult to bare. As time worked against me, I struggles to find an answer. I call this one Questions' Unanswer. Questions' Unanswer What is life without a dream? Is it just an open stream? Pooled by people with no care In that sad December air. What does it mean to have peace? What does it mean to decease? In the beginning all is well And in the end only a fairy tale. How is it people understand? Do they walk open hand? Everything is not as it seems Some people, like open streams. What is it to have no regret? What is it to never fret? A life to live Is a life to give. Why is it we speak in riddles?

Tgif
So Thank God it is Friday. I Have Had a very stressful day. I Have had problems with my Husbands Old Job. I have to take a whole lot of tests to prove that I know what the classes that I took say I know. Crazy how you can take a class, Pass it, and even show what the material in the class was that you learned but they still dont believe that you actually know that. You have to take a test to prove it. It is just frustrating. I am admitted in to Eastern Michigan University. I start Wensday. I did however, in the process of trying to impress the people at eastern, manage to make a fool of myself. I Sprained my Ankel pretty badly, infact I thought I had broke it. It is very swollen and I have been trying to stay off of it as much as possible. I am also excited to say that I am Happy, really Happy. I have met someone that I really could see being in my life long term. I mean at this point in my life, I am not considering remarrying and I am not sure I would ever consider it.

Fuck Helping Hands And A Few Other People As Well.
So Helping Hands strikes again......God who knows they say they have mailed his check to him but they are such a shady business themselves that they really could be lying and there isn't anything I can do cause they are all assholes about the situation. I really should just turn their asses in for all of the neglect and bullshit that I know goes on at that place. Even though I haven't worked there in over a year I could still tell you about the shit that has happened. People doing things at work that they really should not be doing. See the thing is that my Husband is the one that feels loyalty to that place. I say burn the bitch down. It would be better for everyone. Then on top of it all they really just fuck with people in general. They don't care who they hurt, and they do hurt people, or what happens. Hell my husband has a severe back problem cause of that place. Really it is bad! I am just pissed...... I need to sleep the anger off it is affecting me in very negative wa

Trying To Leave Comments And Shouts...
Not sure why people set their comments and blogs to friends only. I understand friends only for pictures. I try to leave comments and cant't. I don't just collect friends on my page. I take the time to read people's profiles when I get friends requests. Just get disappointed when I cant leave them comments to let them know they are just a name or a number on my list.... Thanks for taking the time to read my blog.

B.o.h.i.c.a.
For those that don't know what it means: B.O.H.I.C.A. (bow-hee-ka) Bend Over Here It Comes Again Its a term that I first heard at a workplace. It was used to describe the perception that the company screwing us over again. It's also used to describe the Government screwing the people again. And that's where this one is heading. There is now talk about not only telling us where we can and can't smoke in public, but in our private lives as well. Now before I get a lot of yelling and screaming about "The Children... Someone please think about the Children...", I have to say that nothing has changed in the last 50+ years and nothing is any more or less dangerous than it has been all along. They are now talking about stopping you and giving you a ticket if your smoking in your car and there are children in it. Although I am understanding of the fact that an asthma child will have a problem in a closed car, I am also thinking that a parent of an asthma chil

ګ†☯Ⓟ
I wanna talk about it I wish I could If you can help me I wish you would But you point your finger You raise the blade You pull the trigger I never swayed You place your blame where it don't belong Stop blaming me for what you've done!

Spinning Backward For A Moment
As the stars fall down, the world spins back, and life crashes through the chaos. Love,our favorite of fairy tales, lovers lie,and young hearts die, eyes are filled with tears to cry. When does life try to be fair? When winged bacon floats on the air. Clowns in coffins for our laughs, as blindly searching,we find our paths. Let the world spin right again, as space and time are unfrozen. Raksha Soulraven ©2007

Nasty Comments
I've noticed that quite a few people are putting some extremely innapropriate remarks on my page. You probably know who you are. I mean thanks for the confidence boost, but come on man! Send me a message or shout me. Wait, don't do that either. Keep it to yourself pleeeaaaassseee! Myself and everyone else are not interested in reading about a stranger who wants to give me ________ and do _________, etc. So once again, thanks, but try and keep it off my comments. Much Love, Inked

If Tomarrow Never Comes
Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping Shes lost in peaceful dreams So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart (chorus) If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That shes my only one And if my time on earth were through And she must face the world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes cause Ive lost loved ones in my life Who never knew how much I loved them Now I live with the regret That my true feelings for them never were revealed So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much she means to me And avoid that circumstance Where theres no second chance to tell her how I feel *chorus* So tell that someone that you love Just what youre thinking of If tomorrow never comes

An Eye For An Eye!!!!
I know this should be a blog, but I need to know something from another's point of view, so PLEASE bear with me!!Today my cousin left me a voice message saying that the "woman" that mercilessly took the life of my litte cousin, may she rest in peace, in a hit and run "accident" has FINALLY been sentenced to life in prison without the possibly of parole. For 2 1/2 long and painful years, my family went to every court date seeking justice for the reckless murder of my young cousin, Jodie Anne at the hands of a careless and intoxicated "woman"! This "woman" decided that it was better for "her" to drive home at 2:00 PM from a bar, completely mashed, to "her" home which was 10 1/2 miles away from "her" location!!! This path of destruction tore through a school zone where young Jodie Ann was waiting, with her peers, for the school bus on the sidewalk!! The details are too graphic to explain what had happened next so I'll just say that after it was all said and done Heaven received 8 precious

Sexual Style
You scored as Hot, You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot88% Wet75% Exciting75% Violent69% Shy50% Soft38% Awkward19% Sweet6% What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

She Inspires Me
When I think of her I cant help but smile, even though we havent talked in quite a while. I lie here awake just dreaming of her touch, being without her and missing her so much. I want her to feel beautiful in every way, but it is her own insecurities that keep her at bay. WhyI am not sure she keeps her good qualities inside, as if there is always something to hide. I want to say I am sorry to this friend, trying to build a relationship I hope will never end. Feeling somehow I have let her down again, my selfishness and sorrow,where do I begin? May not know it but she inspires me, sets my heart afire and make me feel so free. I dread every moment we spend apart, right now I dont even know where to start. Can I not help but think about her every day and night, maybe GOD has sent me an ANGEL to help show me the light. Not sure what it is I really want to be, all I do know is I want her here with me. Each and every day for the rest of my life, ma

Happy Birthday
to my sister even if i'm all these miles away i still think of you and now that i live closer not much but closer i have talked more to you now. I know times are hard but they are every where but the most important thing is that ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!! EVERYONE WHO READS THIS GO SHOW MY SIS SOME BIRTHDAY LOVE "QUEENJAXZ"!!! LOVE ALWAYS YOUR SISTER "HOTFLASH"Courtesy of MsTags.com

My Personality
Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP) Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Ugliness
In dreams, your body image can be a topic of concern personally or among the other dream characters. Only occasionally do these concerns accurately reflect actual physical attributes. More often, dreams of this nature may indicate paranoia about what others think of you. The central interpretive question is whether you conclude your own ugliness or whether others impose it on you.If you conclude your own ugliness, is this due to a particular change, such as being pregnant? In pregnancy, you may dream that you are being considered overweight by yourself or others. Other changes that may influence your body image include a shift in physical or moral behavior, such as smoking, drinking, using drugs, becoming sexually active, or participating in sexual experiences you once considered taboo. This dream is worth serious consideration as how we feel about our bodies is often a significant part of how we feel about ourselves overall as a person. If you are having recurring dreams of pers

Classifieds
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A Visitor In The Night
She entered the room where Dylan lay sleeping. She was a vision of beauty with her long blonde hair, bright green eyes, and smooth light-brown skin. She spoke his name just loud enough to wake him. Then she slipped off her white nightgown exposing her large, supple breasts along with the rest of her slender, yet curvy, body. Although he had never seen this woman before he was not afraid. He was very much at peace and, not to mention, very aroused at the sight filling his eyes. He sat up and stared at this gorgeous creature as he felt his cock begin to harden. She began moving toward him as if she were gliding across the floor. Dylan felt his heart race and his cock begin to throb. After what seemed an eternity the stranger now stood by the bed right next to him. As Dylan sat there mesmerized, the beautiful stranger wasted no time in taking control of the situation. She pulled the sheet back and climbed on the bed. She moved her lips toward Dylan's and gave him the most

Jr
DAYTONA BEACH, Fla. -- After Kurt Busch's victory at Michigan, Dale Earnhardt Jr. knew he would have to answer with a strong finish at Bristol to stay in contention for the Chase for the Nextel Cup. He did just that -- finishing fifth on the challenging 0.533-mile track. Unfortunately for Earnhardt, Busch finished right behind him, in sixth, to maintain a lead of 158 points with two races remaining in the Race to the Chase. "Everybody wants to talk about the points and what we plan to do to make the Chase," Earnhardt said. "We're far enough behind where the point standings are out of our control. "We're going to do what we've been doing all year -- go out and try to win the race. It's all we can do." That task is easier said than done for the No. 8 team at California. Earnhardt has a Driver Rating of 68.5 at the track -- 23rd-best. He finished 40th there in February after engine problems. That's not to say Earnhardt doesn't have a chance.

Rent Lyrics
TAKE ME OR LEAVE ME Maureen: every single day, i walk down the street i hear people say 'baby so sweet' ever since puberty everybody stares at me boys girls i can't help it baby so be kind and don't lose your mind just remember that i'm your baby take me for what i am who i was meant to be and if you give a damn take me baby or leave me take me or leave me Maureen: a tiger in a cage can never see the sun this diva needs her stage baby lets have fun you are the one i choose folks will kill to fill your shoes you love the lime light to now baby so be mine but don't waste my time cryin' 'honey bear are you still my, my, my baby?' take me for what i am who i was meant to be and if you give a damn take me baby or leave me no way, can i be what i'm not but hey, don't you want your girl hot? oh, don't fight, don't loose your head 'cause every night who's in your bed? who? who's in your bed? spoken:kiss pookie Joanne: it won't work i look

Something A Lil Different
I doubt anyone will do this BUT id like to see if anyone does....all u have to do is fill in the blanks and send it to me....... Dear _____, Love,I have some confessions to make. Brace yourself. I want to lie--I want to lie in bed next to you and feel your ____ body against mine. I want to cheat--I want to break all the rules and give you one of the hottest, steamiest nights of ________ you've ever had. I want to steal--I want to steal your heart and soul and make you thrill to my every ________ as I make _________ to you. And last, I want a divorce--I want to divorce life and leave the whole ________ behind, and focus only on you and how good I can make you ________. Love, ________

The New Job
I'm sure the (very) few friends that I have left on here have noticed that I'm hardly ever around anymore... and that's due to my new job (which I started back in May, 07). When I made the choice to leave my job of 13 years, I was really nervous and didn't know whether I was making the right choice. Well, I'm happy to say that I DID made the right decision for myself and my family! The hours are much better, the work is less stressful and the perks have been rather sweet as well! I haven't really made and good friends at my new workplace (like the ones I left behind), but everyone is nice... I haven't detected any jerks yet... well, maybe one (other than ME, of course)! lol I'm generally not a "blogger", but I wanted to take a minute to let the few of you that still stop by my page anymore to know that things are going really well for me, but I do miss my good friends from here... which is why I try to leave comments for you when I'm on. The quality of a good friendship neve

Most Kissable Pic......
Most kissable pic Body: Lets play....Most Kissable Pic Game Most Kissable Pic 1.) Go to the profile of the person who posted this bulletin 2.) Pick their most KISSABLE picture and post a comment saying MUAH! *NOW THE FUN PART* 3.) Repost this bulletin and see how many comments you get

Hey
Have you ever had some feelins that you cant shake I mean lovin someone and feelin that their ex is goin to come back well that is what i am goin through now i mean they have children in all I do also but i am sittin here cryin bc it hurts well i am just ventin and i am sorry i need to hush now thanks for listenin

Dedicated To All Of Those Who Believe We Are Still Free....
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Perhaps Today She Will Be Free (borrowed Poem By Bob Birch)
She is a restless woman, feeling sexually unfulfilled, hungering for touch, the sound of heavy breathing, the smell of a man . . . his taste in her mouth. Neglected in her own bed, frustrated in her own expression, shamed for her excess, craving now the freedom to explore wanting now the freedom to explode, needing a man’s passion to set her free. How long can she wait, how long deny her instincts, curb her desire, smother that sweet fire that burns between her thighs . . . unattended for so long. Today, perhaps, she will find expression, perhaps today she will feel a hand reach out and know she is free to touch fingertips, to interlock fingers, to pull the man to her breasts and press her eager lips to his. Today, perhaps, she will stir his desire, and feel hers stir in response to his, and perhaps today she will take him into her his body, his soul, his essence and she will feel wanted and she will find completion

Thanks To All
Thanks to everyone who sent me birthday wishes, whether it was a card, cake, or profile comment. My computer has been down since the 24th. I had a great day. Spent mostly with my kids and with a great friend. I try to keep up on my friends b-days here, so if you had a b-day since 8-24 and I missed you,,I'M SORRY and I hope you had a wonderful day. Comp is back up and ready to go..so hope to chat with you all soon. Take care and have a great day...again thanks for all the birthday wishes!!!!...Peace..Cora

Robert (past Tense)
O.k. so I thought he was a good friend however I was mistaken. I've been nice to this guy an yet everytime we would talk either he would misunderstand me or the other way around, now he had went off on me today about some shit in which I didn't know what the hell he was talking about, got words mixed up and now he is tellin me to go away I'm bothering him.... What a fucking joke...You really think you've got a good friend an yet all ya get is heartach!

Remembering 9/11
I WAS SLEEPING PEACEFULLY WHEN I HEARD THE SOUND A SOUND I WILL NEVER FORGET I THOUGHT IT WAS A BAD DREAM ONLY IT WAS A NIGHTMARE THE SMOKE...THE FIRE... THE SILENCE...THE SCREAMS PLEASE GOD LET ME WAKE TELL ME NONE OF THIS IS TRUE NOT HERE...NOT HOME THIS IS NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN HERE WE ARE A LAND OF PEACE A LAND OF PLENTY A LAND OF PROMISE THIS IS NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN HERE THEY ARE ALL GONE NEVER TO RETURN MY HEART IS BREAKING SO THE TEARS WILL NOT STOP THIS IS NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN HERE (repost of original by '~~M¥Jo¥~~ TÈ×Ä§ TÈÄ§ÈR o£ thê £ÚßÄR þLÚ§ §ÌZÈ þÌñÚþ GÌRL§~ßårtêñÐêr/§hootêr Gµrl £or £Ú§ÌÖñ RÄÐÌÖ' on ':07:13')

Fubar..sometimes Fun..sometimes Not
I haven't been here long..but I've met so many very interesting people..that are so different in so many ways...I love all my friends here..sorry I don't get the chance to chat with many of you..life just gets to busy at times... One of the few things I dont like about fubar..is it never signs me out when I sign out..a few others are I don't get the chance to really get know most of my friends..and my mail hardly ever works..hope you guys don't share the same problems :0) Anyways thats enough complaining LOL..hope every one is having a great night..Luv Deb

The Life Of A Princess
2007 marks the 10th anniversary of the passing Lady Diana; she was an ambassador to the world before during and after her marriage to Prince Charles.She was grace personified whether it was going through a hospital ward or dining at the White House no one can forget her smile when she greeted people or the way people just wanted to be near her. The British royals took a dislike to her attitude because she was the future of the empire and now she's gone but not forgotten in our hearts and minds she's very much alive and will be forever.

Watch Out For This Guy
He's ripping people's pics without permission. He ripped 19 of my best friend's pics. Without her permission. She just noticed it. And she's not happy about it. The guy's name is mo. http://fubar.com/user/1079876 He's got all her pics in a folder titled "ripped pics". Any advice on getting him to remove the pics and to stop ripping them is welcomed.

Truth (poem #13)
Genius is merely tolerated, never accepted. Ignorance is never the answer, only the excuse. Love is never harmful, just blankets for your heart. Violence is never beautiful, it forever leaves a bruise. Words have power, and pours from a vile mouth. Secrets can bind you, keep you quiet as a mouse. A song can inspire us; get on your feet for a dance. God can save us, if only given the chance..

Have The House To Myself For 3 Whole Days
hoping to get a lot accomplished over the next 3 days with the kids not here means i can actually start working on packing up things and sorting early in the day instead of waiting until they're awake. With any luck will have cabinets and closets sorted through and things i want to keep and stuff i want to get rid of. so I won't be on much this weekend. will be bombing 6 contests and working on helping mish reach godmother. Keep fingers crossed body cooperates. Want to start getting ready to be able to leave hubby have GOT to get this done

Wow, The Nerve Of Some People!
Well, I was just uploading some pics of some dolls and cartoon images, and this guy on my friends list writes to me and tell me "Thank you". I said for what? He said for uploading those damn pics. I said "I have every right to add what pics I want" He said it was crashing the page and he had to log back on. He also tells me I should not be adding pics likes those " stupid dolls' No one will rate them. I told him I can add what pics I like and why does it matter. That was so mean of him. :( I also said they are being rated.... he never wrote back. I blocked him. His name on here is "Dagwood". Just for you all know. I did not want anything to do with someone like that....

Its Been A Busy Day
ID LIKE TO LET ALL YOU GOOD PEOPLE OUT HERE IM GETTING AN EARLY NIGHT BEEN ON THE GO ALL DAY AN IM EXHASTED SO I HOPE YOUS ALL UNDERSTAND ,ILL BE BACK TOMORROW FOR A LITTLE WHILE TO TO DO ALL YOU GREAT PEOPLE WHOS BEEN SO NICE TO ME.ITS BEEN A PLEASURE TALKING TO UPS .TAKE CARE AN MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL .GOOD NITE TO ALL

Comments On My Last Mumm
i just posted a mumm about something that i found funny, concerning my child. and some sorry ass 49-year old ASSHOLE posted a comment about "white trash". and when i sent him a shout asking how me being a proud mom makes me white trash, he sent me something back saying that it also makes me ignorant. so i rated him a 1. and blocked him. what a f*cking jerk. he's really one to talk, seeing as how all his pics are taken in a trailer, and he's fat as hell. screw people who can't understand a parent's appreciation for a kid's humor.

History
History Lesson Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head. Now it gets really weird. Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln. Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both names are compose

What Exactly Is Sexy??
What exactly is sexy?? I was outside walking my dog last night and there was a waif of a gal who had clearly just come back from the gym. She was smoking and chatting on the phone with someone saying that she weighs 114 which is the least she’s weighed since the 8th grade. She was probably 5’8”. She seemed really proud of her accomplishment. I started thinking about her and how proud she was for being so little. I also started thinking about myself. I wondered if little and skinny is in and is sexy. I wondered if I’m sexy. I’m not gonna lie, I’m a good 25 lbs over what I consider to be my ideal weight. Is sexy a number? A weight? A size? An age? Or is sexy a state of mind? Does sexy depend on the eye of the beholder? I’d like to think that it does. I’d like to think that men that have a deeper sense of life see that sexy is more than number on a label in a pair of pants or a bra. What do you think? Does sexy have a size and weight?

Lights On 9/11
PLEASE forward this email to everyone in your address book asking them to also forward it. Please join us on 9/11. We have over two weeks to get the word out all across this great land we love and call the United States of America. Let's see how powerful e-mail can be! On Tuesday, September 11, 2007 everyone in the USA who will be driving a motor vehicle is asked to drive with their headlights on during daylight hours. Though no explanation is needed as to why we are commemorating September 11, we hope more importantly to pay respect to the victims of that day, show our nation's solidarity and show support for our men and women of the Armed Forces. You can help by sending this e-mail / bulletin on to others! REMEMBER! LIGHTS ON.....9/11

Evil Steph Repost Blog
I'm in a contest right now and really need some help. I've been having really bad seizures which has caused me to have to go to the hospital. So, now I have gotten behind in the contest, and hoping I can get help from my friends. All you have to do is come comment bomb me. The contest runs for 1 week...it ends Friday, Sept. 7th. I've provided the link to my pic below. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=621057&i=1684796332

Military Pay Sucks
Somebody has started to straighten some of these thoughtless and ungrateful people out. And I am even more grateful that it was someone serving in one of the branches of military. Military paid too much ? You be the judge ! This is an Airman's response to Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America. On Nov. 12, Ms Cindy Williams (from Laverne and Shirley TV show) wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" and I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Finance and Accou

I Like This One!
Here are 50 questions for the people who are a little more "mature"... 1. What bill do you hate paying the most? I hate paying rent, I'd rather be making a payment on a home that's mine. 2. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? Johnny Carino's. Wasn't all that romantic though, but it was a Valentine's date with my best friend. 3. Do you regret losing your virginity to who you lost it to? Sorta kinda, but not really. 4. If you could go back and change one thing what would it be? Quitting high school, but only if it didn't change the present at all! 5. Name of your first grade teacher? No idea!!! LOL 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? Cuddling with my man! 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? Always wanted to be a DJ on the radio 8. How many colleges did you attend? Just 1 9. Why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now? Cuz it was the tank top on top of the pile! LOL 10. At what ag

Am I Sick?
"am I sick" I asked "yes you are" I answer "will I ever get better" I inquired "only if I want you too" I replied they say I am angry, they say I am hostile at all times. is this you that is doing this to me? do you control me? I am you, I own you. you are mine to toy with as I wish. I am your fears. I am your depression. I am the reason you cry, I am the reason you do not die. I see the good you have in you and I hide it from your surface. I am the brother to your demons and I let them escape from your locked doors. why do you torment me? what did I ever do to you to cause you so much hatred for me. Hate? I do not hate you, I do not hate myself. Hate is when you want nothing more to do with some one or some thing. I enjoy you. I take pride in twisting you and bending you as I see fit. I was happy once......... I was asleep. I had a life once, friends and a close family....... I was asleep. I had a fiance'......... I woke up. I had dreams, goa

Break Down
great, I cried a little last night. whoopie freaking doo. it only made things worse for me. I expressed myself. I felt my eyes burning and the tears building up to the point that I felt like I was going to break down and lose it. it really bothers me that I can not say what I want to say or act how I would like. you do not want to know how I see you, what I think of you, how it hurts me inside to push you away. a few glasses of wine and two or more tears shed will not cure me. you will not break me. you will not fix me. you will not have me or ever freak have the chance to hurt me. no matter how much I want to be touch by you, I dont want you to. I dont want to know you. every new day is a new reminder of my failure. how I was so close to my personal nirvana. it all slipped away just because I gave myself totally and truly. god I want my meds again. dope me up let me not feel again let me be a walking no one again.

Just Free Writting
Has there ever been a woman of your dreams in your dreams? Who is she? Where does she come from, what do you know about her? What do you do to her. Do you hurt her. Do you hurt her the way she likes it. Is her tears her joy? are her paniced tourtured screams of no really her begging for more? When do you stop? How do you stop? She is yours of course. You may punish her for all of her filthy sins of pleasure. She wants it. SHe likes it, she wants more. Look at her on the floor. Ankles bound together with stained rope, yet she does not try to break free. Hands behind her back lashed tightly together and she yerns for them to be tighter. The saliva soaked gag in her mouth is turning her lips dark red from the memories of the past; she swallows the flavor of another as her eyes beg for more. Pleading for more. naked and withering befor you is not her horror. Marks you left are not her sorrow. She deserves this. This is what she was made for. Created for. All she is good for. Look at yo

My Girl Deb!
Man I love that woman, we had spent the last hour an a half talkin on the phone, pretty much about everything friends/family, an a few other things. Just wish that maybe sometime down the road we'll getta meet in person :D.. She truely is my best friend an I love'er!

Only Great Minds Can Read This
: Only great minds can read this This is weird, but interesting! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it FORWARD ONLY IF YOU CAN READ IT

Random Thought
you know whats hard? being the right guy not possible everything you do something will go wrong something will bug her something will push her away and there is nothing you can do to change it you can try you can make yourself different but in the end it doesnt work in the end you just end up failing i want to be that guy who doesnt i want to be the guy who wakes up tyo take care of the baby who takes the kids to the park to play ball does the dishes laundry cooks cleans and does everything so my girl can be happy and relax when she gots home from work or school or something if she decides if she wants to be a stay at home mom all the better for her she is happy and thats all that matters to me i want to be the guy that shows her love unconditionally i just dont know if she wants to be with me all i know is that i like her and want to show her the world and a side of guys that she has never seen bc the guys before me have all been asses i dont know maybe soon she

Prayer For Sweet Pea >>>>>>others Too, O Lord
Lord watch over her keep her in great spirits let her have a good out come and , may all this cancer be gone in Thy name I ask this O Lord . May you take her burden and fears about Sept 11 and thats also her surgery date Lord,she is worried and this date haunts her so .. let this be a peasful day for her and a great relief too and let her be free of all she fears Lord . Take this cancer from her. Make her healthy again in You ;I ask now for a dear friend . Lord other friends suffer of this to cancer , diebetes , ALS. arthritis , bleeding ulcers and lot other diseases too and illinesses too. Take all it Lord and give whole healthy minds , bodies, and souls, back to them who suffer if Its thy will O Lord I do ask now . show Thy love , grace and mercy to all who need You . I ask in Thy name Jesus Christ.. AMEN!!!!!

I Dont Fucking Care If _____ Your Friend Wants Me To See Yer Lame Ass
DONT SEND ME YER GAY ASS FUCKIN "YER FRIEND WANTS YOU TO SEE SUM SHIT" IF I WANTED TO SEE YER ASS ID LOOK SOO FUCK OFF AND QUIT SENDIN ME BULLSHIT OR I'LL BLOCK YER GAY ASSES !!!!!!

Out Of Rates
help me help you i am out of rates for the day unless i level up its a small wee bit of points but with everyone pitchin in it wont take long and then i can help whoever needs help earning some points to level up thanks in advance

To Clarify The Last Blog...
Just to make my last post a little more clear (at least as far as where I'm coming from in writing it), I've decided to post the preface to my novel. It's little more than a chain of events that sets up the actual story, but will give a better idea of what I was thinking about. The basic chain of events was originally written in 1995, with the events of the first Gulf War in my recent memory, and has been slightly modified when I wrote it again in 2007, with an updated knowledge of current events - oddly enough, it wasn't that dissimilar from what I had originally written. The only real new parts in the history are the 9/11 attacks and the name of President Bush. -------------------------------- A sufficiently developed technology is indistinguishable from magic. Preface September 11, 2001: Terrorists attack the World Trade Center in New York City and the Pentagon in Washington, DC. The World Trade Center buildings fall and the Pentagon suffers major damage. The U

My Collar
My Master has now put a collar on me and I am enjoying it very much. I belong to him and through him find the strength to put my fears at rest and trust him completely. I would do anything for him, he already has my heart. I only hope that I can make him as happy as he has made me right now.

4 Day
Well, for those who dont know, im in the army and those that have been in or are serving know that sometimes geting a calm 4 day weekend is accually rare. ESPECUALLY(sp?) in a combat arms unit. For some reason, soldiers like to drink(ALOT). I dont know why, which is a lie. The only that erks my nerves is the drinking and driving that soldiers seem to do. LUCKLY, last weekend and this week no one has gotten a DUI. which is a change because i havent gotten to be able to enjoy a 4 day weekend in a while and ya. the 29th was my aniversery with da wify(celibrating 3 interesting yrs). Only reason its interesting is because of the army. But lets see, for those who have been around at least for a minute know what when one gets the time off they deserve(considering ive been working my ars off for the past few weeks) i defantly like to be able to relax. So, what are my plans. Tonight, the wify and i went bowling, grocery shoping, and now im just relaxing in front of the puter since she is in

New To This Please Help
Ok everyone, I am new to fubar and I LOVE IT. I have met a lot of cool people on here but would LOVE to beat my sister (lilbithvnly) out in a contest. we are competing to see who can get the most friends and the first blast from someone. PLEASE HELP ME OUT!! It like a cinderella story here and I need to beat the hell out of that lil princess! So please blast me and i will return the favor and promote your name!! THANKS

About A Man
Attn LADIES: About a man; when to work on it and when to walk away. LADIES: Whether you are in a relationship or have just met someone, you may be asking if your man is a reasonable catch. HE IS ACCOMPLISHED: Soon after meeting him, you will discover that he has appropriately achieved in at least one area of his life. If he went to college he now has a good job. If he inherited his parents' business, he has learned how to successfully manage it. His efforts continue to generate new opportunities, new skills, new challenges or new possessions. HE IS A STAND UP GUY: He says what he means and means what he says. And the words that he speaks are backed up by action that coincides. Even if he cannot give a guarantee, the relationship is always moving forward. Thus, you will never find yourself drunk-dialing at 2AM because you fear he is out with another girl. HE IS INTO YOU: It will feel reciprocal and mutual. Do you feel that what he gives is as valuable and meaningful as what

One Of My Lil Fantasies
So I was listening to the radio this morning and they were talking about step brothers/sisters who hook up. The whole time they were talking about it and how it's kinda "oogie" (their word) all I could think about was how it was kinda...well.. HOT! The thought of having a hot step-brother who is sleeping right across the hall... and teasing him. Walking around in a towel that JUST barely covers me or in one of his T-shirts "got mixed up" with my clothes. MMMMM It just sounds HAWT! Thinking about him stroking in his room...just across the hall from mine. Maybe brushing up against him in the kitchen or sitting a little too close on the couch. It's TOTALLY something I could get into! My panties are wet just thinking about it! So... who wants to be my step-brother? I've got the perfect football jersey ready for the occasion! xoxo Kaycee

A Lil Fantasy
So I was listening to the radio this morning and they were talking about step brothers/sisters who hook up. The whole time they were talking about it and how it's kinda "oogie" (their word) all I could think about was how it was kinda...well.. HOT! The thought of having a hot step-brother who is sleeping right across the hall... and teasing him. Walking around in a towel that JUST barely covers me or in one of his T-shirts "got mixed up" with my clothes. MMMMM It just sounds HAWT! Thinking about him stroking in his room...just across the hall from mine. Maybe brushing up against him in the kitchen or sitting a little too close on the couch. It's TOTALLY something I could get into! My panties are wet just thinking about it! So... who wants to be my step-brother? I've got the perfect football jersey ready for the occasion! xoxo Kaycee

A Dog's Purpose
A DOG'S PURPOSE: This is a wonderful story I just had to share =o) A Dog's Purpose (from a 6-year-old). Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa, and their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle. I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the Family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home. As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience the next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's Family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped

I Am Hopeless
Im willing to try new thing's and be my self in certain situations. I have never cheated on a bf and ive gotten cheated on a couple of times. But it starts with this, Ive been on a personal strike from men for a while trying to find a good man you know. I work with this guy and ive been into him since i first started working there. He's smart, sweet, dedicated fun and funny everything that i want in a real man.He has a gf and so i kept my distance. Until a couple of week's ago. i saw his myspace and added him. We sent emails to one another but on friendly terms. Then he sent me an email with his num to call him and i did i was nervous didnt know what to say to him. But we had a good convo. i was geting the feeling that he liked me because he was always complementing me most of the time. Like "hi preety girl" and etc. we went to the movies today to just hang and watch halloween which was awesome!!!! I still couldnt help my self i felt nervous like what am i doing here with this man he h

Which Witch Are You Most Like And Why
ok so i have a very interesting topic to talk about here and i hope alot of you will respond to it.So i am curious to know what witch you think you are most like and why. the choices are pheobe who has premonitions or piper who can blow things up or prue who can astral project or paige who is white lighter and healer. myself if i made a choice it would be pheobe because i think having premonitions is cool. Anyways guys i know that they are fictional charetors but i love reading peoples comments and stuff like that and to make blogs and mumms interesting and fun so have fun

Nikki Sixx Get's His Fixx
August 27, 2007 - Nikki Sixx is an icon. There aren't too many rock musicians who can lay claim to having sold 45 million albums, started trends, headlined the biggest festivals, written a bestseller, married a Bay-Watcher, launched a fashion line, redefined the power ballad and…oh yeah, died and come back to talk about it. Sixx is everywhere these days with a new band (Sixx: A.M.) and his upcoming literary release of The Heroin Diaries.  Enduring a troubled upbringing that saw him grow up fatherless and shuffled back and forth between various family members, Sixx's only solace throughout all the turmoil was music. His vision of the ultimate rock 'n' roll band consisted of Kiss theatrics, Van Halen swagger and the sneering bravado of the Sex Pistols. This childhood fantasy came to fruition in Motley Crue some 25-plus years ago, the band that he masterminded along with Tommy Lee, Vince Neil and Mick Mars. Hitting the scene about the same time as the LA-metal boom of the earl

Pushing Me To The Edge
she's pushing me to the edge I'm barely hanging on She's driving me insane I can't believe I call you mom I'm bout ready to say I'm done I don't know where u get all these crazy ideas from I can't believe you pretty much said you don't trust me You know I could leave and finally be free from all the misery and hell you put my mind thru I can't believe I try to impress you after all the things I accomplished still this isn't good enough for you? After all I say and do this isn't enough I know I'm gonna stay tough Cuz your not gonna bring me down I may wear this frown but one of these days I won't be around!!!!!!!

After Sex....
After sex: Hooker asks: "Well sweetheart, did you get your money's worth?" Mistress asks; "Darling, did you enjoy that as much as I did?" Wife exclaims; " Beige,....Beige,....I think I'll paint the ceiling Beige."

Trust
Trust comes from truth, even when the truth hurts. Especially when the truth hurts. You cannot have trust without truth. And without trust, nothing is achieved. To follow your own ideas and possibilities, you must have faith in them. You must trust them. You must trust yourself. That means being truthful with yourself -- bluntly and sincerely truthful. The same dynamic applies even more profoundly when working with others. Would you provide your support, your time, or your expertise to someone you did not trust? Would you commit your energy and your resources to someone who had lied to you? Without truth and trust, all our frenzied activity accomplishes nothing. Seek trust by accepting nothing less than the truth. Nurture trust by recognizing, respecting and appreciating truth. Create trust by living and acting in truth. In so doing, you will move steadily toward greatness.

Little Things In Life
Little stones make big mountains Little steps can cover miles Little acts of loving-kindness Give the world its biggest smiles Little words can soothe big troubles Little hugs can dry big tears Little candles light the darkness Little memories last for years Little dreams can lead to greatness Little victories to success It's the little things in life That brings the greatest happiness

Take It Slow
i think i've got everything figured out.but i know to take everything one day at a time....i'm in the habit of rushing into things making quick descions to solve everything at one time and then when things fall apart i fall apart and run away...i tell myself one day at a time i'll cross that bridge when i get there.ya know. i've been kind of serious thinking here lately about things i want out of life..and i figured out what my biggest problem is.i rush, everything,i dont give anything time to work or to adjust i rush...Slow down Stacy

Thank You!
I want to thank everyone who had wished me a Happy Birthday! I'm sorry I didn't get to this sooner, but I've been working a lot. Thanx Everyone, it meant a lot to me, mainly becuase I've been having such an emotional time with my family! *HUGS* Ciao! Lillyth

Is Someone Really Worth It?
is someone really worth it? Current mood: sad ok this is me just thinkin out loud so it might not make much sence but i have to do it. is someone really worth dying for? yes i guess so in the matter of if u truly loved someone people always say they would take a bullet for them or if something to do with your kids. but im talking bout is an ex worth killing urself for? to me nothing is worth killing urself with ur own hands. nothing ! u are not god, so y act like him and try to take your life before your time is dun here. everything happens for a reason and they happen when they are suppost. so if u are going though a ruf spot in ur life it doesnt mean that life isnt goin to get any better or hey this is how it is always goin to be so y not end it cuz it sucks right now. and the biggest thing that gets me is how can u sit there and look at ur child and still have a gun in ur mouth? that totally fucked me up. u own inncent child who knows nothing but love and happiness no matter

Halloween Review
so just got home from seeing the new Halloween movie.... for most part it was a good movie, i was hoping for more being a fan of the series,, but kind of disapointed but at the same time it was a thrill seeker that had my interest but all in all the original was the best

A Simple B!t)h..........
A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "nobody better jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! A simp

Just To Lie Beside You
I wanted just to lie beside you, look into your eyes and whisper things a man should say to the woman he loves - but you were lighting fires in me. I was forced to move to you, to wrap my naked flesh around you, feel your breasts brushing up against my chest. Then your lips on me, my neck, my nipples, down below where the flames were rising rising rising - oh, your mouth surrounding me, my god, I love you - not because of this, but everything. Like crayons, melting, mixing into one bright color - crying out, I lift you to me, slide to you, inside of you, all of you a gift to me. Now the crashing of my hips to yours, your nipples hard, and wetness dripping - your hair in tangles - touching like this is sublime. My arms around you, hands slipped down - I push you to me harder deeper - slowly I am you are me. And I am surging into you and nearly there, oh, almost there. Come with me! My mouth now suckles you, you

Closing......
We are closeing one chapter of human history, we're going to open another. In the opening and closing of these chapters, much chaos is possible. There are wonderful things happening on Earth and have been for 150 years. Wonderful new ideas, new institutions, new ways of living, everything is extremely promising. On the other hand we have this carcass of an old world that is dying. Right now, WE ALL; going thrugh the death throes. Yet, here is this new world that has already been born, and is growing and is going to continue for thousands of years. NO - IT ISN'T GOING TO BE THE END OF THE WORLD. WE ARE WITNESSING THE END OF THE OLD WORLD. WE OUR IN THE STAGES OF THE GOLDEN ERA OF THE HUMAN RACE. ONE THAT WILL LAST 500,000 YEARS!!! So, that's exciting and beautiful, it has to be shared, and spread the word. Are you aware of these crazey and ingorant other drams played out?? Focus on the good and the positive. There is no doulbt about des

Celtic Warriors
Celtic Warriors: The warriors were not a social class of people. All the ancient Celtic people were warriors if they needed to be. Although most women stayed home, looking after the crops and the children, when their men went off to war, women could choose to train and fight as warriors if they wished. There were warrior schools. A couple of those schools were run by women. But they were the exceptions. Most of the warriors were well trained men. You might hear tales of warriors running naked into battle with only a shield and a sword for protection. There was one tribe that painted their body blue and ran naked into battle. But most warriors wore some protection. The nobles wore chain mail, and carried a shield and a sword. Peasant's shields might be made of wood instead of iron, but they were covered in leather. Their weapons were made of iron, thus the term Iron Age. Celtic warriors used many tricks to scare their opponents. The Celts were naturally tall, with blonde or red

Got A Light.....
All acrossed the country you see the signs, THANK-YOU FOR NOT SMOKEING!!!!!! Rather it be bars, resturants, concert halls, it's everywhere. Now, I live in NY where the price for a pack of ciggerretts is well over $5.00 . Go to the city and it's well over $7.00 a pac!!! A pac ladies and gentelmen. They figured that to get people to STOP smoeking.... we'll raise the prices!!! Nowww do'nt get me started with these bullshit commercials. They have some MTV kid, with his plain white t-shirt with cute little writting on the front he did with a felt pen saying thinnngs like THE TRUTH!!! Then they all get together in a crowd and go to the ciggerett company and fall down. All I can say is " What a bunch of GoD Damn fucking liers" They think there sending a schocking message, one that will be heard though-out the world. But then they go home and fire up the old bong. They been trying to prosecute people who smoke like a p

I Never Did Make Dumplings
Most definitely not chicken soup for the soul... Lol you would think I would give up on cooking chicken after reading the other blogs.. but nope not this lil girlie... I tried making chicken soup.... everything was good maybe a little too salty, was not sure how many boullion cubes to add... Anyway everythingn was good until I went to make dumplings. I had gotten a great recipe from a friend at work, he gives me cooking advice all the time.. I did what I normally do wrote the recipe down, then I put it somewhere that I wouldnt forget it and promptly forgot where I put it!!! So anyway Lindsay came home, before I had made the dumpllings, so she wanted soup w /o dumplings. She said I should give up since I didnt have the recipe.. Me give up... well not in this case...especially when it is something I want... SO I perused the internet trying to find a good recipe, found none, I then dug out my rarely used cook books and found a dumpling recipe. None of these looked like the recipe Wayne ha

Let Me Know!
Hi Everyone! Thanks you to all my friends, i'm new to this and just getting the hang of it. I would love some pointers if i could and maybe the way of the jedi's know all. Please let me know if you can help a friend out! Luv, Sonya xx

Behind
Behind my eyes I softly cry holding this pain so close inside behind my smile I slowly frown as my tears come rushing down a feeling inside I tried to hide suppressed by my deepest fears and I still feel the pain after all of these years Think of what you put me through the tears I cried and feelings that would not subside I trusted you to no end but you betrayed me even as a friend though I still love you and probably always will I blame you for my heart ache and the reason my tears fell I forgive you for the bruises on my heart and my whole world just falling apart but I love you for showing me the meaning in each day and the truth behind the pain you were truly a blessing and the reason my heart sang

Hurt Bound
Fighting emotions that stand taller than I running away from the hurt avoiding the dreadful cry. calling your name but you're nowhere to be found scared, lost and alone...hurt bound. I loved you right...didn't I? I loved you right...didn't I? I LOVED YOU RIGHT...DIDN'T I? You laughed at me when I cried I opened myself to you and you lied you left me in a dreadful place never to return to this lonely and empty space I need to get out I need to be free, I need to run, I need to laugh, I need to love...BE ME!! You can't hurt me no more I've come too far I've won this battle, this dilemma, this war. I no longer call out your name expecting you to be found I'm no longer scared, lost, and alone....hurt bound

The Soundtrack Of My Life
So I forgot to turn my alarm clock off last night.......and saturday morning of a holidy weekend I'm up! The song that woke me up though is a favourite of mine...and in the back of my mind I thought this would be part of the soundtrack of my life and giggled.... The movie begins with a girl sleeping peacefully, looking so comfy when the alarm blares out and the girl is jolted awake by the blasting tune from her radio.....sounds like the beginning of any cheesy 80's movie. Well at least I know that the soundtrack is good.................what lies ahead for me on this holiday weekend........let's hear some scenarios.....I will keep you posted!

Back! And The Shadows Followed Me
Hi all Wolfie here! Mmmmm it has been too long indeed!.... I have just realized that I have indeed forgotten to post a new blog!.... well I have made it safely to Sydney and am now trying to find a job!...... it’s not too bad here I love it! There is someone I want to meet! Loll…… and someone that I regret meeting in my old days….. I still feel the pain of losing her! She didn’t know how much I cared for her!... how much I truly enjoyed talking to her and just being there for her to talk to and get things off her plate……. But I guess that’s my role in life ay?.... just to listen and then to leave…. It’s what I’m good at!... I should have become a social worker or a phicoligest! Lmao……. Like that would have happened!..... Anyway! I’m sooooooo just sitting here bored and listening to gothic metal as per normal! And just can’t get shannan off my mind! It’s been a while since I last talked to her and the last thing I said still burns in my mind!... like a venom! Slowly killing me and tea

Accepting Love
Accepting Love Many of us have worked too hard to make relationships work; sometimes those relationships didn't have a chance because the other person was unavailable or refused to participate. To compensate for the other person's unavailability, we worked too hard. We may have done all or most of the work. Doing all the work in a relationship is not loving, giving, or caring. It is self-defeating and relationship defeating. It creates the illusion of a relationship when in fact there may be no relationship. It enables the other person to be irresponsible for his or her share. Because that does not meet our needs, we ultimately feel victimized. We can learn to participate a reasonable amount, and then let the relationship find it's own life. Are we doing all the calling? Are we doing all the initiating? Are we doing all the giving? Are we the one talking about feelings and striving for intimacy? Are we doing all the waiting, the hoping, and the work? We can let go. If th

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Insects
Buzz I see the sound rushing towards me, I feel the speed hit hard. Doors opening, windows closing, The rush hits, and i cannot see your face. Inside, anger, despair, wanton and abandoned, A simple cut and grown into a heart attack You make me feel like shit, You make me feel like god. I slip into the black pool, and loose myself in the black book. Time keeps ticking....lives keep changing, And I....I stand still...feeling the buzz.

Passions Embrace
Passion Words fill my lips. Desire. The writhing bodies pass through the night, Following the beat playing the dark. Words fill my head. Flesh. Pressing and folding the bounds of pleasure, Flowing into pain, Flowing into fantasy. Words fill my manhood. Passion. Feeling the first thrust, the first penetration. Watching myself pass your lips, finding its way inside. My mind aghast with thoughts of walls pressing in, My body shaking with thoughts of where i go next. Your eyes stop me. Your lips caress me. Your body screams at me. Your sex pursue me to the gates of heaven, and follow me into hell of the end. Its stops, And my body begs for more.

Understated
I like to taste my steak - no steak sauce. The purr of a four-barrel carbureted V8 - pre-fuel injection. The sexist thing a woman can slip on her body is a simple black dress. Yeah, simpler will always be better!

Relationships
o.k. I know this one is going to get a lot of attention.... LOL. AND STOP trying to relate everything I write to my personal life. If that what it is I will say that. What are we looking for when we start a relationship? Why do people feel the need to have to change in a relationship? If you meet someone and you like them why would you want them to change? I understand that compromises have to happen but asking someone to change or changing yourself to fit into someones life is wrong! In my personal situation: I am a workaholic (extreme woraholic) and she needs a lot of attention. Either one of us expecting the other to change who they are would change the person and would ruin a long relationship. We have to accept that this is the person who we like, its part of what makes them who they are. Each person in a relationship is going to have habits that are going to annoy the other. Its learning how to deal with those habits and acceting the person as a whole that makes the r

Awake
As I stand betwen it all Torn between two sides To step up or to fall Is it a queston of pride? Two ends of the spectrum Which is the right path Go up into the kingdom Go down into the dark shaft? Stuck here in purgatory Allowed is only one choice Stand for the sake of the story Follow the glory of the voice? Outbound from the earth Destined to make the decision To glow or to scorch In my mind is this vision. -from the best poems and poets of 2004 copyright steven mowery aka slutnugget

Who Cares
Well obviously in this day in age women are not allowed to make sexually jokes to other men. I called called a liar on yahoo messenger by a friend b/c i sent a messenger to him saying 'depends how far you wanna' and yes i realize that sounds don't get me wrong but i sent it to him instead of another person and me and this other person were just joking around. I realize he keeps saying he doesn't care, well i know he doesn't but the fact that he called me a liar pisses me off i realize ppl have lied to him in passed but i don't appreciate being put in his catergory of liars i have been up front and honest with him and as soon an as i sent that message i apologized and told him what was going going on and he got pissed so i guess whatever right? ok well i am done ranting gotta go, I am going to erie today WooHoo

Heck Of A Job There Bushie!
http://www.silive.com/news/advance/index.ssf?/base/news/1188631837111030.xml&coll=1 3 weeks later, twisting in the wind FEMA's delayed response to request for aid irks Vito Saturday, September 01, 2007 By JEFF HARRELL ADVANCE STAFF WRITER STATEN ISLAND, N.Y. -- It has been three weeks since a tornado ripped through parts of Staten Island and almost two weeks since the governor requested federal disaster assistance. Yet, Islanders and Brooklyn residents who suffered damages and losses from the storm are still up in the air as to whether the Federal Emergency Management Agency will provide funds to aid in the costs of rebuilding. "Three weeks have gone by. People's homes are destroyed, in some cases," said an angry Rep. Vito Fossella (R-Staten Island/Brooklyn). "In other parts of the country, declarations are made almost immediately," Fossella said. "The scopes of the disasters are more severe in some parts, but in this case people have lost their homes. I'm angry

A Poem For The Ladies Here
Don’t be scared of my love By Eric Brown AKA Dark Passion Before we get started I know that you had your heart broken many a time and a lot of men don’t know how to treat a woman. Are you tired of the momma’s boys and want to be tuff guys that think that mistreating a woman makes them a man. Don’t be afraid of my love and my passion. Please close your eyes and I want you to imagine you and me on a beach on the Islands making love in the rain, I am kissing you from head to toe, and taking you to heights you have never been before. Lady don’t lift a finger cause you wish is my command I will serve you all the time we are on this private island just me and you. Months have past and I ask you to be my wife forever we will be together and one, and one day the laughs of our children will fill our hearts are you ready baby?

A Journal Entry Of Mine
I write again in this journal that grows into a curse everytime I ink in it. I am filled with grief that flows in my blood thicker each time I count my losses. I have great fear that clutches my whole back, ripping my soul from my earthly body. The woman I loved is hanging on, like from a cliff. I am a good man but a plagued husband, that has learned valuable lessons. I will be cured of this because of experience. I don't want to screw up anything anymore and I am determined to stay right. She avoided me and has detached herself completely from me. No longer in love with each other, it hurts greatly. She is relentless on keeping distance, with my motivation disappearing everyday that passes with her acting that way. My game plan and fight twindles on loves teeder-todder. There is no balance and a one sided commitment comes from me alone. I feel I am drowning in the drama, unable to reach it's surface. It pulls me down as I fight to live and breath. I gave my all to meet u

What Is Love?
I don't normally write blogs and such.. but lately I have been finding myself thinking about this one girl all the time. She knows who she is :] It's weird though because i genuinely do like her, the only snag is that we've never actually met :| I've never felt this strongly about anyone before. Is what i'm feeling love? I know people out there will judge me on that, but I really think it is :] I'd meet her right this second if I could. :]

Random Question's From The Heart!
Is it wrong for wanting the person you fell in love with to respect you? Is it wrong for wanting them to love you back equally? Was it wright to stay for so long when it went all wrong? Was it wrong for trying so hard for so long? Is it wrong to walk away when nothing has changed and your a little scared? Is it wrong to start standing up for yourself and your kids? Is it wrong to start being strong for yourself and your kids? IS IT WRONG TO TRY AND BE HAPPY NOW?

So Many Things I Dont Understand
I dont Understand Why when it takes so little to be a nice person, so many are cruel and hurtful. I dont understand Why when it just so much easier and releaving to tell the truth people still fill the need to tell lies and hide things I dont understand Why if you love someone you cant just tell them and hope and pray they feel the same. I dont understand Why some people who have more than others feel the need to flaunt their wealth, but when it comes to helping someone they cant even lift a finger I dont understand Why we have the need to fight for things and let things get so out of hand til we forget the reason we were fighting in the first place. I dont understand Why when someone is sick all of a sudden people who havent come to visit them or even talked to them in years suddenly remember they have a friend I dont understand Why loving seems to be so hard, but hate and judgement come so easily Well these are just a few things I dont understand, and they a

Shocked Into A Bed - A True Confession
Shocked Into A Bed - A True Confession Jess was freaked out by what seemed to be a family affair. My new best girlfriend Kylie is one kinky lady. I found that out when she invited me over to her flat for dinner one evening. “This is my brother Brad,” she said. “He’s in town for a couple of weeks.” A good-looking dish that I’d had no idea was on the menu rose up out of a chair, and I shook his big, warm hand, my eyes feasting on him hungrily. We ate together, and after dessert I excused myself to go to the bathroom. But I didn’t use the facilities. Instead, I unzipped my jeans and plunged a hand into my damp pants. Visions of big Brad doing wicked things to me filled my head and flooded my pussy as I fingered my clit. I bit my lip and stared at myself in the mirror, body tense with approaching orgasm… And then Brad walked in. I froze. The room became a vacuum chamber from which no sounds or excuses could escape. Then he closed the door, from the inside, and I exhaled w

Damn Ipod
My iPod told me to fuck off last night. Not in so many words, but it won't turn on and my Macbook won't even recognize it when I plug it in. It doesn't even register that it is there. I guess I know what I'll be asking for this Christmas. I'm not sure if Apple will do anything about this. Probably not. They'll probably charge me just to look at the damn thing and then to fix whatever is wrong with it, so I might as well get a new one since mine is 2 years old and all scratched up anyway.

Remembering Steve Irwin
G'day folks (from my profile's about me) From Sept 1st to Sept 7th, I'm dedicating my page in memory of one of my biggest heros, The Crocodile Hunter, Steve Irwin. We lost Steve on Sept 4th, 2006 so this, a year after the tragedy, is my chance to pay homage to someone I admired and respected (and still do) more than most people I've ever known. My thoughts are very much with his family. The man's bravery and dedication was second to none and if I can come out at the end of my life as even half the man he was, I know I'll be someone my children and others will be able to look up to and respect as well. ------- Through the week, I will be honoring the man during my DJ Shows as well with the following song to be played at the top and finish of each show from the 1st to the 7th. I've also included a new sub-album in my pics showing what I think are some of the best shots I've been able to find of The Croc hunter and his family. ------- I encourage you

Never Too Late
~~Never too Late~~ This world can be cold and empty, not what you would epect it to be. People are cruel, life isn't fair. Good things don't come to people who wait, it never comes. You go after what you want, and if it means knocking someone else out of getting it, well that's life now. Never wait for it to come to you, you will be waiting a life time. That's reality, not me being mean. This cold, harsh world can make you feel like you don't belong. To belong means, "to fit in." If everything you own isn't name brand, you are not in the "Click." I set in the shadow of all the people that use to be me. I listen, watch, and feel the pain they feel. I whisper in your ear, "it will be alright." All I see is the side that no one else sees. I watch those tears run down your face, I whisper, "it will be alright." I hear you say you want to end your life. No one ever sees the side that is affected. I want to heal your heart, take the pain away, I feel your pain, lived it

The Great Chocolate Eclair Mystery And Other Random Thoughts
Well we have a thief in out midst here where i am working, last night i got out a box of chocolate eclairs from the cold store, left them in the fridge to defrost and while i have been down at the range today some bastard has scoffed them. To say i am pissed hardly covers it. Anyway on the other stuff, i noticed the "sexy blond granny" has had a contest, offering various prizes, the winner has clocked up just short of 66,000 comments and has won a happy hour. Now let's do a bit of maths, that's 660 comments for $1 of prize. So lets say it takes 5 seconds to leave a comment, allowing for the bouncer checks etc, that's 66 minutes to get 1$ of prize or around 275 hours to get $100 worth of happy hour or put another way .37 cents an hour. Maybe i should start a factory and employ people from fubar to sew football/t-shirts as i could under cut even China and India at those rates. So if you are a comment bomber please send me your CV , cheers. People sometimes say to me, Rob, some

An Angel In The Dark
She used to live She used to give She always enjoyed life The way it was meant But clouds they came And played their game Casting a spell So she’d fade away But will she stand up To fight and protect her life Be what she wanted to be An Angel in the Dark *AUTHOR UNKNOWN*

Ever Had...one Of Those Days
Ever had... One of those days where everything just seems beautiful and things (for a moment) feel completely right and perfect in this world. That to me is beauty in the purest form. And... I'm trapped in that feeling. I think... Love grows deep and real in these moments. Spring is fantastic.

You Wouldnt Believe It!
OK, HERE THEY ARE GUYS, SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE ON FUBAR AN MY VERY BEST FRIENDS!!!! THEY ARE ALWAYS HERE FOR ME AN ARE TRUELY REAL AN WILL HAVE MY BACK NO MATTER WHAT.... BE SURE TO SHOW THEM ALL SOME LOVE BY FANNING, ADDING AN RATING EACH ONE... I KNOW PERSONALLY THAT THEY WILL RETURN THE LOVE AS SOON AS THEY HAVE A MOMENT FROM HELPING THEIR FRIENDS OUT..... MUCH LOVE TO EACH ONE ON THIS LIST, YOU ALL MEAN A GREAT DEAL TO ME AN MY TIME ON FUBAR WOULDN'T BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU GUYS!!!!! PLEASE NOTE THAT THIS LIST IS IN NO CERTAIN ORDER ASIDE FROM MALE AN FEMALE, EACH OF THE PEOPLE ON THIS LIST ARE ALL AWESOME!!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!! (SORRY ABOUT THE PIC SIZES LOL) Just Daniel@ fubar *~♥ANGIE BABE™♥~TIRED OF HIS SH*T~CONFEDERATE BOMBER~*@ fubar PumaJoe@ Fubar Priceless™@ Fubar Unique Dream ™

A Gemini Venting? (a Poem?)
Hmmmm......This came about while walking one night Part of me thinks: I should remain single for life Settle down soon because it would help me be considerate towards others Keep my secrets to myself 'cause nobody can truly relate or even understand Tell my secrets to people who really care about my well being and want to get closer to me. Not try and have more passion about cooking because I may find another field of work that I would really enjoy more Work harder to develop my cooking skills Keep doing my own thing and look not to be a part of the crowd Join the crowd and go with the flow Keeping moving to different cities for the experience Find one city and stay there Give up the spiritual quest Be more devoted to it and become ordained in Buddhism Eat anything I want Go back to eating vegetarian/vegan/raw I'm 36 with a older older mentality I'm 36 living like I'm in my twenties so to speak I'm at some mid 30's crossroads and I need to choose what I want to do

Im Afraid
im afraid of leavin my security net of losing touch with my fam of things not working out of getting told "i told u so" of missing my nephews and niece grow up of your family not liking me of loving anyone of moving to another state of losing everything i worked hard for of having to look for another job of not having any money of not being the person u want of having to come back if things dont work out of losing the love i already have of being a WIFE of being a MOTHER of not being able to handle it of having to do it alone of only being a toy of being used for one thing of getting myself into something i cant get out of of lying to anyone about anything of losing the one thing i can count on of losing all my friends of just being me not what people want me to be I DONT WANT TO BE AFRAID!!

A Broken Heart
My heart has perished today I no longer know or feel love My heart has been tormented by this word Therefore, I'd rather not reminisce of The joy or glee it brought me I refuse to feel this way again There is no need Only because I don't want to dread The bad memories as well as the good I don't want to have NO memory It's only going to bring about sadness And that's only going to get the best of me I had a passionate and endearing love for you It was so pure and warm But it was only destroyed by your shallowness And your ignorance and arrogance also swarmed The love that I had and still do have for you A love that was very intense and meaningful You only laughed in my face and ignored my heart poured feelings But obvious as it was it didn't matter to you You're never going to come to grips on how much of a beautiful person I am Thanks to you I no longer believe in love I wished that your love could be as intense and meaningful as mine Painful to say bu

Ny Update Part 2
we got to see the city last night and it is quite a site at night esp from the vantage point of a true NY girl and driver! LOL! I love Sam but OMG I thought we were gonna wreck a few times! First we seen ground zero which made me really sad and I even teared up a bit.I would have loved to have seen the towers before the attack in person.Im sure it was quite a site. We drove down broadway, walked around the village and shopped, rode the subway one stop just so we could say we did (heeeheee) and saw the empire state building from a distance but did see it. We didnt get to see times square yet but we plan to go back before we leave. Billy bonded with Sam's "people" in the Bronx. They didnt believe he was 6'8" so they said get the fuck out of here! get out of the car but do it slow LMAO! Apparently any fast moves and the crowd would have been on him like flies to shit! So he did and everyone laughed it up. It was lots of fun! You wouldnt think a 5' chick would be that tough but

Never Doubt
Never Doubt by BlueWolf © I want your love To shine for me To set my soul And spirit free I’ll send my love To comfort you No matter where you go Or what you do With our love We’ll find the way Stay with me Till my last day You are my only You know that’s true Never doubt My love for you Always 100% true to you............

Dedicated To Survivors And Non-survivors Of Domestic Violence
"how could you do this to me?" I trusted you.. I gave you all of me... you took my heart and ran.. you raise your hand to my every opinion to put me in my place. The stinging pain across my cheek as i speak my mind~ reminds me of your love for me... The bruises down my back and legs~ only shows me how much you care. Laying in a hospital~ battered down and beaten~ is all i am to you. Buried inside a box~where you laid me down~ told me i meant the world to you.... YOU SET ME FREE! Music:beautiful... Tapping the Vein Current mood: sad and angry

In A World Of Caos...
in a world of caos.... how can i keep from drowning? in lifes game of chance i am losing... do i take a final stand? do i take my last breath.. or exhale into my pain? sitting back i drag the blade across my skin.. all the things i thought didnt matter rush back.. the flowing crimson makes me drowsy.. i shut my eyes as i kiss my life goodbye.. i will be remembered for what i have done.. but will they remember who i was? my spirit ebbs into darkness.. my life is over....... in the end i am forgotten. Current mood: confused Jul 12 2007

Never Doubt
Never Doubt by Alone I want your love To shine for me To set my soul And spirit free I’ll send my love To comfort you No matter where you go Or what you do With our love We’ll find the way Stay with me Till my last day You are my only You know that’s true Never doubt My love for you

Death Of Common Sense
My parents told me about Mr. Common Sense early in my life and told me I would do well to call on him when making decisions. It seems he was always around in my early years but less and less as time passed by. Today I read his obituary. Please join me in a moment of silence in remembrance, for Common Sense had served us all so well for so many generations. Obituary for Common Sense Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children are in charge). His health began to deteriorate r

Football
Hahahaha. Michigan got beat at home by Appalachian State. I HATE Appy State, since Northern Iowa narrowly lost to them in the National Championship game in 2005. However I hate the BCS and especially the Big Ten. So it was great to see a top Football Bowl Subdivision (formerly I-A) team get beat at home by a Football Championship Subdivision (formerly I-AA) team.

Wtf!!!!
I am so pissed off right now! I will never lend money to a family member again! I am so fucking broke it's not funny! FUCK!!!! What's even worse is when the family member refuses to pay! That is so fucking it!

Want
i wanna be happy i wanna be home i wanna be here i wanna be there i wanna be mine i wanna be yours i wanna be controlled i wanna be controlling i wanna be sure i wanna be positive i wanna be liked i wanna be myself

What Kind Of Person Are You?
ARE YOU THE KIND OF PERSON THAT WOULD HELP SOMEONE UP ,OR KNOCK THEM DOWN? DO YOU REALLY CARE FOR PEOPLE ,OR CARELESS? DO YOU HELP PEOPLE WHEN THEY NEED IT ,OR HELP ONLY YOURSELF? WOULD YOU DRESS THEIR WOUNDS OR STAB THEM IN THE BACK? DO YOU SING THEIR PRAISES ,OR PUT THEM DOWN? WOULD YOU GIVE THEM A DOLLAR ,OR TAKE THEIR LAST PENNY? ARE YOU WILLING TO MAKE THEM DINNER ,OR WOULD YOU TAKE FOOD OFF OF THEIR PLATE? WHEN YOU SEE THEM ON THE GROUND ,WOULD YOU REACH OUT YOUR HAND ,OR STOMP ON THEM? WOULD YOU HOLD THEM CLOSE WHEN THEIR IN PAIN ,OR PUSH THEM AWAY? COULD YOU ACCEPT THEIR APOLOGIES ,OR HAVE NO MERCY? WOULD YOU KEEP THEIR SECRETS CLOSE ,OR TELL THE WORLD FOR A GOOD LAUGH? COULD YOU UNDERSTAND THEIR FEAR ,OR FEED OFF OF IT? WOULD YOU STAND UP FOR THEM ,OR INSTEAD ,JUDGE THEM? WOULD YOU TELL THEM THE TRUTH ,OR LIE STRAIGHT TO THEIR FACE? NO MATTER WHAT KIND OF PERSON YOU ARE , TRY TO TOUCH THEIR LIVES IN POSITIVE WAY! ALTHOUGH WE ARE NOT RESPONSABLE FOR THEIR HA

The Cause Of Silence
I know I've been pretty silent to everyone lately. I apologize for that. I recently separated from my spouse and filed for divorce. The regions are my own and if anyone is interested, email me separately and I will discuss them outside of fubar. Inserting legal disclaimer here. Because of murky legal issues, I won't discuss anything here because. She is also a fubar member and while I have blocked here that doesn't mean that mutual contact cannot reveal to her the contents of my blogs, nor does it mean she cannot create another account and find a way to access my information that way. The current account about which I know does not have her own picture as her default picture so that makes it difficult to know for whom to look. The salute on that account really is her, so she is not falsifying herself in that respect. If there are those who are interested, they are welcome to find me by the mentioned method so I can discuss things with people outside of fubar should they car

Need A Tear
As he stands their waiting? A tear wants to come out? But the tear wont drop? When it does who will catch it? Will it be worth it if you catch it? Who can treasure the tear more then the rest? Will my tear be filled w a fake promise? As I walk to the well my tear drops in Never to be seen again

Yeah I'm Sick . . . So What Get Over It . . . . I Am
**I wrote this to put on myspace blog to update everyone on there about what is going on with me lately . . . but I have had quite a few people on here asking so here I will place it on here too, that way everyone knows . . . ** I have learned some things in life that I never thought I would have to learn, or at least not learn when I did. Yesterday, I may have been thrown another one of those things that I am not ready to catch and run with. Let me break it all down here real quick for those of you who care to know, ad those that don’t well just quit reading now . . . . There will be no wit or humor through this blog, just the truth of what is going on in my life as of now. I was at work yesterday and it was somewhere around 7:30 am when my phone rang. I looked at the screen and it said Dr Idrees, now knowing the office doesn’t open until 8:30 I was reluctant to answer, but I did. I said hello, and was told that some of the tests I had run a week or so ago had come back ab

Couples Contest
HEY WOULD YOU AND YOURS LIKE TO BE IN A CONTEST IT DONT MATTER WHO IT IS GAY OR FRIENDS OR LOVERS OR FUBAR MARRIAGES BUT YOU HAVE TO BE IN THE SAME PIC WILL START CONTEST AS SOON AS I GET AT LEAST 20 COUPLES NO SELF BOMBING U MUST GET YOUR FRIENDS TO COMMENT BOMB YOUR PIC AND ONLY ONE PIC PER ENTRY THOSE ARE MY RULES IF YOU GET CAUGHT SELF BOMBING THEN I WILL HAVE TO DQ YOUR ENTRY PIC IF YOU DONT LIKE THIS RULE THEN DONT ENTER THIS IS TO SEE IF YOUR FRIENDS ARE TRUE FRIENDS OK PLZ LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO DO FU MAIL ME YOUR PIC LINK AND I WILL PUT IN THE FOLDER THANK YOU HAVE A NICE DAY PRIZES WILL BE THE TOP PRIZES IN THE GIFT BOX

Blasphemy
Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this..... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. Here are some men and women who mocked God : John Lennon (Singer): Some years before, during his interview with an American Magazine, he said: "Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, Today we are more famous than Him" (1966). Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil ): During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency. Sure he got the votes, but he got sick a day before being made President, then h

The Beauty Of A Woman
Beauty of a woman The beauty of a woman is not the clothes she wears. The figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes.Becuse that is the doorway to her heart. The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole. But true Beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman, With time only grows.

Witch Potential
Witch Potential What is your Witch Potential? Reincarnation is a basic tenet of Witchcraft. Those of us fortunate enough to belong to the Craft believe that successive lives are enjoyed under the same zodiac sign. But unlike other ideologies Witchcraft imposes no demands for increasing excellence - only that each life be lived to its fullest capabilities. Most of us, despite centuries of indoctrination by the mechanized society, still have ties to the earth...some innate Witchcraft potential that can be developed. Read the following questions and see how you react to them: Have you always been intrigued by the occult? Do you prefer night to day? Does a storm stir in you an inexplicable sense of excitement? Are you a sensualist? Have you always felt different from most of those around you, set apart? Do you instinctively respond to animals? Are you comfortable alone? Are you relatively indifferent to material possessions? Have you had fleeting glimpses of former

Naughty Or Nice
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! You're all about sweetness, sunshine, and smiles. We've never met anyone nicer than you. Actually, we wouldn't be surprised to come across you sitting in a peaceful green meadow, surrounded by adorable baby animals eating out of your hand whilst your halo shines in the sun. Ah, we're just taking the mickey. But you are awfully good. Certainly, you may have dipped your toe in the naughty pool once or twice, but you generally stay in the shallow end, leaving the deep waters to the leather-and- nude-magazine crowd. It's all well and good to follow the straight and narrow, but it's okay to walk on the wild side once in a while, too. Have a drink. Organise a practical joke. Go to a strip club. Trust us - as long as no one gets hurt, it's fun to be bad! your Naughty! wild thing! Are you Naughty or nice

Fake One... She No Longer Has These Pics Posted Case Closed...
She changed everything She is no longer claiming to be this porn star She also posted a salute pic . FAKE OF THE DAY: this is the the screen shot of her defaults: NOW HERE IS THE REAL DEAL!!!! Not fake ERIN! Please click this link it will take you to the site ( PLEASE BE ADVISED THAT IT CONTAINS REALLY NASTY PICS) http://www.jordancapri.com/ ALSO if you do a google search for Jordan Capri it will give you other sites including a VIDEO

Stupid Stupid Some People Are Just Stupid
This blog is for those whom know what has been going on with me and my kids. Stupid Stupid Some People Are Just Stupid there sure is alot of them out there in the world becuase i dont understand there action of how they take care of things or handle things....Today was a normal Saturday spending time with the kids. Till my own child walks up to me and he has a mark on his face to his top of his nose all the way down his cute little face...Even his lips were all banged up. Any mother or father frist ask what happen and i get told i dont know. Now someone tell me how a child that has a his nose mouth and in all marked up dont know what happen ? Now my son will be eight next Saturday so he would of known what happen to him self. By this time im getting a lil agervated because his so called fa ther is ingore me on my questions. The turns to me and says oh he fell, now i would of let if at that if they looked like he had fallen or gotten hurt on his bike. but something didnt look right.

Life
THE SCARS OF LIFE Some years ago, on a hot summer day in south Florida, a little boy decided to go for a swim in the old swimming hole behind his house. In a hurry to dive into the cool water, he ran out the back door, leaving behind shoes, socks, and shirt as he went. He flew into the water, not realizing that as he swam toward the middle of the lake, an alligator was swimming toward the shore. His father working in the yard saw the two as they got closer and closer together. In utter fear, he ran toward the water, yelling to his son as loudly as he could. Hearing his voice, the little boy became alarmed and made a U-turn to swim to his father. It was too late. Just as he reached his father, the alligator reached him. From the dock, the father grabbed his little boy by the arms just as the alligator snatched his legs. That began an incredible tug-of-war between the two. The alligator was much stronger than the father, but the father was much too passionate to

Well Im Ok And It,s All Over No Crushes Or ?
Well it happened again .I loved, lost and,no more wiil i slip again to belive a man. . Its all over ; I dont want to crush on any one, or dwellon this. its ok for guys to crush me but . I im just not good at this . My God gives me all love I need . there is no human man that can give me true, real, honest love . None ; ive been, there done that 8 times now ;its hurting me ,leaving me depressed . So im gona let it go . to bad guys ; you loose, some of you lose cause of games other guys play in here .. Im gona Lean On my Lord ; His love is here and true honest and forver . I haven,t any doubts in My heart about my Lords love none at all. .dont worry about me God comforts me , and holds me and loves me . Thank you O Lord. hugs , diana , Good night all , God bless you as He Has me . hugs , DIANA.............

No More Nsfw Photos Here
I was looking through FUBAR lately, just reading the BLASTS and tickers going by. Some of the pictures are outrageous. Are these pictures you would want your family to see, your grandparents, your mom and dad, your brothers and sisters, your nieces and nephews, aunts and uncles, or your children or grandchildren. I had a couple photos in my album but only my friends were allowed to see now I have deleted that album. Don't look for NSFW here.

Thats A Pisces
Daily Horoscope: Pisces For September 1,2007 Your expressive way with words helps you out in a big way, whether you're trying to tell a partner what's in your heart or you're explaining how things work to a new employee. Keep up the chatter!

Whatever
whatever happened to the values of it didn't matter where you come be it first or last, all that mattered was that you took part. These days everybody wants to be first, what difference does it make, just because someone is first it doesn't say they are a better person. The person coming in last could and probably is just as good

Top 10 Reasons Marijuana Should Be Legal
From: BIG POPPA PUFF Date: September 01, 2007 2:17 PM Body: By , High Times Posted on September 1, 2007, Printed on September 1, 2007 http://www.alternet.org/story/60959/ Editor's note: There are millions of regular pot smokers in America and millions more infrequent smokers. Smoking pot clearly has far fewer dangerous and hazardous effects on society than legal drugs such as alcohol. Here is High Times's top 10 reasons marijuana should be legal, part of its 420 Campaign legalization strategy. 10. Prohibition has failed to control the use and domestic production of marijuana. The government has tried to use criminal penalties to prevent marijuana use for over 75 years and yet: marijuana is now used by over 25 million people annually, cannabis is currently the largest cash crop in the United States, and marijuana is grown all over the planet. Claims that marijuana prohibition is a successful policy are ludicrous and unsupported by the facts, and the idea that marijuana will so

Death
Marking that the time between July and November is full of death in my family. My grandmother passed in July, My 2 uncles in August, My Grandson and granddaughter in September, My Grandfather in November not all in one year mind you, but still seems late summer and fall are death times for my family. Sad anniversaries. Depressing times.

You Know
A PLAYA IS SOMEONE WHO DON'T CARE ABOUT FEELINGS A PLAYA IS SOMEONE WHO WILL TELL U WHAT YOU WANT A PLAYA IS SOMEONE WHO HAS MORE THAN 1 GIRL A PLAY IS SOMEONE WHO THINKS THEY CAN TALK THE TALK AND "THINK" WALK THE WALK A PLAYA IS SOMEONE GOING AFTER ONE THING...... A PLAYA IS MOST LIKLY A PLAYA BECAUSE THEY KNOW DEEP DOWN THEY CANT DO ANYTHING GOOD...... A PLAYA IS PLAYIN MY BEST FREIND AND I KNOW YOUR GAME........YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE..........1LUV

Happy Hour Challenge For First British Godmother
Ok folks Mish only needs around 62,000 to be the first British Godmother. She's fighting to stay awake so she can see herself level. We all need to pitch in and try to get this done in 30 min. I know you can do this. You're all the best. MishNumber1 ♥ Nearly FuBar's 1st British Godmother ~ of S*U*P, Brits On Tour, Club FAR & I@ fubar

My Hell
IF I DIE AND GO TO HELL REAL SOON,IT WILL APPEAR TO ME AS THIS ROOM AND, FOR ETERNITY I'D LAY IN BED IN MY BOXERS HALF STONED WITH A PILLOW UNDER MY HEAD,I'D BE CHATTIN ON THE INTERWEB,MAGGOTS PRAY UPOUN THE LIVING DEAD,I HAD NO INTEREST IN THE THINGS SHE SAID.

Crap!
I'm beginning to think I'm friends with some weird people. Who would want to see Balls Of Fury over Halloween? *sigh* It's gonna be a long nite. The only way they can redeem themselves is by getting me drunk. I guess I should go get ready. *kisses*

String Quartets By Nikolai Myaskovsky
Nikolai Myaskovsky (pedagogue, friend of Prokofiev, composer) (1881-1950) (www.myaskovsky.ru) wrote thirteen string quartets between 1911(?) and 1949, changing in style and difficulty. A complete cycle was available on Soviet Melodiya LPs, was mastered on Russian Disc CDs that were available a few years ago but aren't now, and the first release of another outing of that cycle (played by the Leningrad Taneyev Quartet) is soon to be available on the Northern Flowers label. (A page written by me is linked to on the Myaskovsky.ru page and I'm certainly a fan of the composer's music, the first and last of the quartets, both in the key of A minor, from 1930 and 1949, are among my favorites of his works in fact... the first three quartets are on this first disc.) (Quartets 3, 4 and 10 are revisions of works from 1911 or so- and sound like it...- hence "from 1911 to 1949" even though his "first" quartet is from 1930 :) )

Im Back!!!!
well here it is san antonio! im back i have now at present got the things going to open another shop! we will be doing body piercing, tattooing, permanet cosmetics, laser free tattoo removal, branding and scarring. uv blacklite tattoos. the shop will be running disposable and the tubes you see at other shops are stainless steel not at ours they will be the lexan disposible kind so never a tube reused as at other shops around san antonio the shop will be the most steril and clean shop in the nation the shop will be gassed out for sterility and the whole shop will be set up then gassed. who is at this level of professionalism no one is! we will be! so sure enough you know when it comes to your needs you can be rest assured your health is the # 1 thing in store for you along with some state of the art work being performed! will be soon to open in the next 30 to 60 days stay tuned for more as things progress! adam long

To My Friends
first thing, ty to my secret admirer for the gifts, it was really sweet whoever you are lol secondly im loving my new keyboard also im feeling really down today so i appreciate all the hugs from you guys muahhh to all of you

Fall Comes Early ......
The fall season came early this year; thank god, with the premire of ROB ZOMBIE's HALLOWEEN. Thank God for that. This summer, though was one of the best I ever had, it was also quite the longest. Got to relive my summers past by enjoying each and every second of it, by really not having to be anywhere. Had absoultly NO reasponsabilities. The days dragged into weeks, the weeks into months. I always wished I could have a life where I could do basicly anythng I wanted to. Then I had the oppertuniy to do just that; I know I can't wait to get back and start working. Which won't be long becasue as of today I got thre job at Borg-Warner. The skys ther limit on that, look out C.E.O, but that story will come later.... As of now... I focus on my favorite time of year; Autumn. It begins when the nights suddenly become a bit cooler and the days get a little shorter. The fantasy of hot summer nights begins to die. Already the icons of the season haver already begun being despl

Birthday Bash
I want to inform everyone of my friends & family members and anyone else that I have a Dear Friend who's Birthday is coming up Sept. 16th in which is throwing a HUGE ASS BASH.... This bash will have a few live bands and tons of alcohol and crazy asses just kickin it with us all PLEASE IF YOUR GOING TO BE IN THE AREA ON THIS DATE COME JOIN US ALL IN CELEBRATING HER BIRTHDAY!!!

Wonders When The Time Will Come
I been wondering when will the time comes when it comes to find a lover/lovers... , These days i do know there would be some into me but however i do not feel them ya know what i am saying... am seekin a female with any green eyes and someone that is big ilike them small and fitting... otherwise am not feeling it... am singl.. if u have them blue eyes then it cool with me... I like tobe happy and feel at ease... someone that could make me feel move lovable... could that person be you...? Let me know... drop me some line if u think i would be interested in you..

Still
The rush of the wind. The whistle of sound. Down the way I see a shadow. I know this shadow. My heart swells and my become breathless. Filled with emotion. I get closer. The shadow grows farther. I try and reach but can not touch. My soul feel as if its drowning. I drop my hand. I turn and look and see a clearing. Turning towards it, I see the shadow again. Trying to speak, no sound is made. Walking away, I hear nothing and feel nothing but numbness. The shadow was hope. Hope I noolonger seek. I close my eyes as the tears run like a river. Still lonely. Still isolated. Just Still.

What A Night
JUST WANTED YOU GUYS TO KNOW I GOT SOME NEW INK TONIGHT MY SON IS GONNA TAKE A COUPLE OF PICS OF THEM FOR ME TO POST HOPE YOU LIKE THEM ....HURT LIKE A BITCH BUT YEAH BABY STILL GETIIN' EM AND GOT A CUTE LIL' YOUNG TATTOO ARTIST ASKIN THIS "OLD" LADY OUT...NUTHIN LIKE GETTING SOME INK AND A POSSIBLE DATE IN THE SAME NIGHT :) LOVE YOU GUYS

What My Plan Is.....
as soon as i can figure out stuff, i am going to go to college and get a degree in Game Design, or go into a computer degree haven't quite figured it out, if i go into Game Design i want to go to the BEST there is. i hope everyone has a good night and have fun! ;) btw: Zacky says hey and hopes everyone had a good day ;)

Energy Vampires---
Those kids in costumes are not the scariest things out there this Halloween season. Far more frightening are certain adults – energy vampires – who masquerade as ordinary people in your everyday life. They can be friends, spouses, co-workers – even mere acquaintances, and they lurk at just about every corner. “Energy vampires suck the life right out of you,” “And beware -- they don’t come out just at Halloween. They’re a year-round drain on your emotional and physical energy supply.” Energy vampires can be incessant whiners, chronic complainers or people who are moody and unpredictable. They can be arrogant dictators who try to dominate everyone and every situation. Or they can be people so candy-sweet that getting too much of them can make you sick. “Although it’s easy to recognize most E-Draculas, others aren’t so obvious – they often work in subtle yet effective ways'". “For your own sanity, you must stand up to your energy vampires, and take responsibility for your happi

Christmas Wishlist!
Ok, so as not to be thought of as crazy for posting something like this really early, Santi (Dredy) is posting one too, yay! So yes... this is what you all can get me for Christmas ;) 1) Santi 2) A dark room 3) Everything to go in a darkroom 4) Decent digital camera... just for snapshots 5) Would mind a Rebel 6) Santi 7) Wacom tablet... still dont have one 8) Macbook 9) Creative Suite 3 10) Snow 11) Santi in the snow 12) Anything in my wishlist on deviantart (http://tinhead.deviantart.com) 13) A vacation 14) With Santi 15) Oh! new bedset... something with color and flavah, yea! 16) Any of my 3 obsessions --- Jewelry... most especially pretty gothic cross necklaces... --- Body sprays.. anything fruity that I dont already have, lol! --- Lingerie... 40B size 9 panties or XXL 17) Santi and the list may grow. start shopping!

Nothin Left
I THINK THAT MY TIME HERE ON FUBAR IS DONE. I HAVE ENJOYED MYSELF AND HAVE ENJOYED MAKING THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MADE. BUT IT HAS BECOME APARENT TO ME THAT THERE IS NO PLACE FOR ME, AND SO I'M GOING TO GO. FOR THOSE THAT KNOW HOW AND WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH, AND FOR THOSE THAT DON'T KNOW HOW THIS ACCOUNT WILL REMAIN ACTIVE FOR A BIT. I WILL SEND OUT ANOTHER BLOG AND BULLETIN WHEN THE ACOUNT WILL CLOSE WHEN I COME UP WITH THAT TIME AND EVERYTHING. THIS HAS BEEN FUN. THE POINTS, THE LEVELING, THE FRIENDS AND FAMILY.......YOU ALL ARE GREAT MOST OF THE PEOPLE THAT I HAVE MET HAVE BEEN WONDERFUL, EVEN THOSE ON MY FRIENDS LIST THAT DON'T KNOW ME, AND PROLLY AT TIMES DON'T EVEN KNOW THAT I HAVE THEM ON MY FRIENDS LIST HAVE ALWAYS BEEN WILLING TO ANSWER A QUESTION THAT I HAVE, OR FOR SOME OTHERS A WHOLE CONVERSATION. i HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO IN MY LIFE LIKE FINISH SCHOOL, RAISE MY SON AND MAKE A LIFE FOR MYSELF THAN TO SIT HERE AND WORRY ABOUT WHO I HAVE UPSET, WHO I PISSED OFF OR WHO

This Hits Too Close To Home....
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries she loves her parents But they want her to die she sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is my life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "Youeserve to die You

Seeing Into My Soul
there best way to learn more about me is to look at my stash i don't care if you rate it or comment but it show what i'm like on the inside things i can't tell a person i love music, art, jokes and things that make people think but i will be adding more stuff to my stash take a look might be surprised what you will find there.

Need Points Guys
I need over 21,000 points to level up, so if ya can and havent already commented, rated my blogs, pics, or stash can u plz do it, I will return the favor... Thanks guys I've been stuck on this level forever!!!!! As always thanx to my sis Mina who already has rated everything...U rock girl!!!

Did You Know This About Peroxide?
Good to know This is what Oxi clean is... 3% peroxide did you Know that???? This was written by Becky Ransey of Indiana "I would like to tell you of the benefits of that plain little old bottle of 3% peroxide you can get for under $1.00 at any drug store. My husband has been in the medical field for over 36 years, and most doctors don't tell you about peroxide, or they would lose thousands of dollars." 1. Take one capful (the little white cap that comes with the bottle) and hold in your mouth for 10 min. daily, then spit it out. (I do it when I bathe) No more canker sores and your teeth will be whiter without expensive pastes. Use it insteadof mouthwash. (Small print says mouth wash and gargle right on the bottle) 2. Let your toothbrushes soak in a cup "Peroxide" to keep them free of germs. 3. Clean your counters, table tops with peroxide to kill germs and l eave a fresh sme ll. Simply put a little on your dishrag when you wipe, or spray it on the counters. 4. After

Life For Me
its just fucking crazy how my life has been going lately.. i mean i just cant get over it. im 21 years old and i was born and raised in NC my whole life.. i just moved to this rich ass state a few months ago and i hated it.. until i met the love of my life..who i love with all my heart forever. i came up here to live wtih my dad so i could save up money to get out on my own again and not live soo poorly like i had done. ever since i been up here. it has been all hell lookin for jobs and have had some really pathetic results. bring in mind, my dad moved up here last year just to pay off his debt with his bills by stayin at his parents/my grandparents house. then he moves out to get an appt of his own which he cannot afford no more, becuz he has been paying off my grandpa's $150,000 debt with the IRA. so my dad HAS to move, he cannot afford it up here no matter what. and i fuckin hate it, becuz im in love. and lately i've realized i cant stay with my gf up here becuz her parents are so

Mysterious Thing Called Love
If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart. If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love him/her, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage, do not cause the pain. How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different. If you fall in love with another, and he/she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame, let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time. Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it b

More Blog Stuff
so here i am yet again stuck with another cold, it sucks first it was dealing with the walking puemonia, synintitis, along with a ear infection all at the same time then i get this stupid cold which all began with a simple little sore throat, blah being sick totally blows!

Today's Scripture
"But seek (aim at and strive after) first of all His Kingdom and His righteousness (His way of doing and being right), and then all these things taken together will be given you besides" (Matthew 6:33 AMP

A Prayer For Today
Heaven Father, thank You for Your Kingdom which is righteousness, peace, and joy. I choose to seek Your Kingdom today. I choose to seek Your way of doing things. I invite You, Holy Spirit, to direct my steps and keep me close to You always. In Jesus' Name, Amen.

Sitting Here
Sitting here I know where i want to be Safe, warm and comfortable in ur arms I know there i will find happiness but better yet would be to find Myself in the warmth of your heart I need ur touch and ur love Will you give them to me? Must it be earned or given? sitting here i know where i want to be

A Trembling Sigh
As I sit here, the walls close in I wonder what is yet to come. The shadows grow darker toward me My light starting to fade some. The tears streak down my face My will lost to all. I shudder with resignation I am about to fall. I sigh readying myself for the kill I tremble waiting for the slice. I wonder when it will happen I worry will death be nice. My pain is plainly seen on my face My darkness has grown high. I laugh at Death, he angers I grow quiet with a trembling sigh.

Grand Theft Radio Sucks .. Dj Insane . Will Run It Into The Ground !
Yeaa .. grand theft radio is cool its probably the best lounge out there .. I really like it ..but there is this one guy there named Dj insane ..He is a cool guy at first . But i think he is in a power trip sense he feels that he can boot u at anytime for whatever reason that he feels that is valid . No i did not get booted if thats what your thinking . i just got a problem with that its just a lounge why do u have too have all these rules in a chat lounge ? i understand if someone is poking at each other or Evan herrassing one another but when it gets down too , NO u cant do this or do that .. or anything .. then dude its gotta stop .. Face it insane your a control freak .. i know it and you know it ,..its the one thing in your life u control .. good luck with it .. cause maybe its all u have .. i don't know . if you ever read this hope u don't get too pissed .. i just feel u have something against me . u said i couldnt transfer a song while a dj was on well i did it the other day wit

Haha Cyber Sex Gone Wrong..
So I was having cybersex the other day. It was pretty good I guess. Here it is: bloodninja: Baby, I been havin a tough night so treat me nice aight? BritneySpears14: Aight. bloodninja: Slip out of those pants baby, yeah. BritneySpears14: I slip out of my pants, just for you, bloodninja. bloodninja: Oh yeah, aight. Aight, I put on my robe and wizard hat. BritneySpears14: Oh, I like to play dress up. bloodninja: Me too baby. BritneySpears14: I kiss you softly on your chest. bloodninja: I cast Lvl. 3 Eroticism. You turn into a real beautiful woman. BritneySpears14: Hey... bloodninja: I meditate to regain my mana, before casting Lvl. 8 Cock of the Infinite. BritneySpears14: Funny I still don't see it. bloodninja: I spend my mana reserves to cast Mighty F*ck of the Beyondness. BritneySpears14: You are the worst cyber partner ever. This is ridiculous. bloodninja: Don't f*ck with me bitch, I'm the mightiest sorcerer of the lands. bloodninja: I steal yo soul a

Happy Birthday 2 U!! 9-01-07 Thru 9-06-07
*9-01* cigam33 powerload02 fantisy4u2 fdupbeyondallrepair *9-02* OCD ~Pretty effin pissed DAMN! che1999 Mal Nacido Revolution is my name....۞ bigdaddyearn **S** BBW LOVER ** detroitslim jase_the_mad **I LOVE MY HUSBAND**

She Was Only 5
This is really sad. Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest,

Just Some Comments About Me
First off, to the guys...if I rate/fan/friend you, it's because I'm most likely returning the favor. It does not mean I want to 'cyber play' or sleep with you. I'll rate 9's and 10's with the same (I would rate 11's with 11's, but I can't afford to). I ignore the rest. If I rate something a 10, it doesn't mean I like it. I'm just being polite and showing respect for your choices and taste in things. If I don't rate something, it's because I either missed it or I could not in good conscience do so (there are some really nasty things out there). I also will no longer rate/comment on pesonal NSFW pics. It just leaves me open for hassles I don't want. I do respect your choice in faith, beliefs and religion except those that promote/condone hate, harm or evil. I am not a Christian. I am a Druid. Please do not think you have to 'save' my soul, try to convert me or otherwise shove your choice down my throat. I will not do that to you. However I will do my best to answer your honest, si

Chris And His Going Away Party
so it was my boy friends lil brothers going away paty tonight AND GOD I WILL NEVER EVER AGAIN GO SKINNY DIPPING AND PASS OUT IN THE BACK OF A TRUCK NAKEED BECAUSE I WOKE UP GOING DOWN THE FREE WAY BUTT ASS NAKED ! ill finish this story up when im not so sleepy !

Womens Revenge
No disrespect meant here guys, it was posted in fun > > WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST > > She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. > > Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. > > Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. > > Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. > > And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. > > > > > > WOMEN'S REVENGE > > "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to > > purchase. > > As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television > > set in her purse. > > "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. > > "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I > > figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." > > > > > > > > UNDERSTANDING WOMEN > > (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) > > I know I'm not going to understand women. > > I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your > > upper thigh,

Changes
CHANGES Changes are improvements that we all need to make. You now go by the rules that were best not to break. Life revolves around the new things you do. Soon people will say, "I want to be just like you". Life is too short to cut corners to let yourself down. So continue to be positive and soon all will shine around you. Nothing is easy about change,it is hard for me and you. But with the good Lord on our side He will always pull us through. By taking steps toward these changes,things fall into place. And as you start your new walk,success hits you in your face. As you made a the big decision to change for the best. It's the good LORD who will take the load off your chest. We are only human and often make mistakes. But change makes us stop and put on the brakes. So if you want to change and be someone special today, The Good LORD is waiting for you to give it all the way.. MAKE THE CHANGE!!

And It Went Kinda Like This...
...so last night my rosie girl was about to go cook dinner, and being my usual Debinaire self, I said "so when ya gonna marry me?'; to which she quickly retorted, "how about tomorrow?". So here it is tomorrow and i'm about to marry the greatest woman in the world. she is purrrrfect for me. she knows me, the good the bad and the ugly, and she still loves me. she is an angel for sure, and i will forever love her with all my heart and soul. she is THE BEAUTY OF A TATOO'D ROSE.

A Powerful Poem
It was late one Tuesday evening, before a mother could sit down, to tell her only child about the terror that hit downtown. She looked into the eyes of her son, God, she loved him so, she felt her heart begin to break and the hurt begin to show. She gathered all her strength and courage, as her story she began to tell. "Baby don't cry, but I'm afraid daddy might be under a building that fell." The boy looked back at his mother, his eyes made not one blink. And the mother's tears began to fall. What would her baby think? You see, his dad was his world, and his hero from the day of his birth. He loved his dad more than anything else that could ever inherit this earth. The mother's head began to drop, her forehead resting on palm. She thought her son would be upset. Instead, he was very calm. The boy leaned over towards his Mom, and put his hand upon her head. In her ear he began to whisper, and this is what he said: "Mommy please don't cry, I knew dadd

Thank You All
GOOD MORNING ALL I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THE WONDERFUL SUPPORT YOU HAVE ALL SHOWN ME SO FAR IN THE SEXY TATTOO CONTEST IT HAS BEEN AMAZEING YOU HAVE ALL BEEN SO WONDERFUL STOPPING BY AND HELPING ME OUT. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT SUNDAY HUGS AND LUV TO YOU ALL Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

I Went To The Rascal Flatts Concert
Last night, my mother took me to the Rascal Flatts concert for my birthday. I loved it. We had lawn seats. Jason Aldean opened for Rascal Flatts. In the middle of Jason Aldean's show a security officer had approached us and told us that he has some extra tickets just a few rows back from the front in pavillion seats. My mother and her boyfriend told us she didn't want to go up but for us to take them. We had a blast! We were in the seventh row from the front of the stage. They also played three of my fav songs. I couldn't have asked for a great b-day present! Thank you mom!

Skills
At critical times in dreams, your faculties may become enhanced or limited. These include mental, as well as physical faculties. Suddenly, you find a great wealth of knowledge to resolve a problem, or acquire a skill to do so. Other times, you suddenly lose certain abilities. Acquiring The amazing thing about acquiring knowledge is that it is generated in your own mind in the dream. If upon waking the process used to solve the dream problem was logical, you may want to contemplate problems in your waking life that resemble the dream problem. Your mind may be accessing problem-solving skills that you have already eliminated from consideration, or never thought of in the first place. What was the nature of the skills you received? Were they logical, practical, or completely impossible to translate into waking life? Losing Of course, you may forget something or lose some faculty just as easily. In dreams of this nature, your insecurity about appearing incompetent is working i

Lessons Learned!
My Journey......in this world. Ok folks, I will address this predominately to the women out there because I am one. But if there are any men who can relate or might have some growth experience from this then that is great! The more the merrier and welcome! I know that there are probably a great deal of women out there who know what it feels like to be left alone and abandoned. I also know there are a lot of women out there that could never imagine what that could possibly feel like. Well, I can tell you it aint pretty! My mother divorced my dad when I was around four years old..... my mother still wont give me a specific date on their divorce. I realize I can do the research on my own, but I ask, 'do I really care?' The answer is no. Not now anyway. Maybe my mom and dad not being together played a very important role in the choices I have made? Hmmmm! Maybe once upon a time I might have blamed them but, Not any more! I have been married twice. My first 'X; was a ma

The Absence Of......
"You're a Christian, aren't you, son?" "Yes sir," the student says. "So you believe in God?" "Absolutely." "Is God good?" "Sure! God's good." "Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?" "Yes." "Are you good or evil?" "The Bible says I'm evil." The professor grins knowingly. "Aha! The Bible!" He considers for a moment. "Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?" "Yes sir, I would." "So you're good...!" "I wouldn't say that." "But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't." The student does not answer, so the professor continues. "He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?" The student remains silent. "No, you can't, can you?" the professor says. He takes

Bullshit
I am sick of all the bullshit people try to feed me on a regular basis. Some people have become so good with their lies that they actually start believing them to be the truth. Anyways just thought I would be completely random for a moment...

True To Me
I just wanted to let certain ppl know on here that I am going back to being me.. on here .. I am not going to join anything anymore.. I am here to chat with friends not win a contest... or piss people off... I dont like all the bs that is going on.. I dont like all the lies and he said she said crap going on either... If i have something to say I will tell you... there is to much backstabbing going on with certain ppl and im sick of it.... so im done... life is way to short for this chit....

My Screwed Up Life
Reflections It digs in, cactus sharp Scrapes my flesh, scrapes my mind Sucking deep at my breath Nothing left for you to find My last hope echoes out Falling silent to the floor Dark inside, I scream again Not sure what this fight is for A little pain comforting me Reassures me I'm still here A little death each time I see My soul reflected in the mirror.

Words
Words, words brought our first encounter, the look into her glowing eyes, the caress of our bodies together, the kiss of her sweet lips to mine, the first I love you, the memories that will last to infinity, misspoken words took her away in a heated moment, and the only feelings left are from the memories of our love, and always remembering the words, the words not spoken.

10 Signs You're A Drunk
ALRIGHTY PEOPLE, FOR THOSE OF YOU OUT THERE WHO THINK I PUSH DRINKING, SEX, AND MAYHEM A LITTLE TOO MUCH.. FIRST OF ALL... F**K OFF AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!!! SECOND OF ALL, AS A PUBLIC SERVICE ANOUNCMENT I GIVE YOU THESE TEN SIGNS TO LOOK OUT FOR JUST IN CASE : 10. YOU SPENT LAST NIGHT IN JAIL FOR COWTIPPING.... WITH YOUR TRUCK. (ASK ME THATS JUST GOOD CLEAN FUN.. ) 9. THANKS TO YOU JACK DANIELS STOCK IS UP 15 POINTS SINCE FRIDAY.. (HEY IVE SENT SOME OF THOSE BASTARDS KIDS THROUGH COLLEGE) 8. LINDSEY LOHAN CALLS YOU PERSONALLY TO ASK YOU TO SLOW DOWN ON THE STOLI (SELFISH B**CH.. JUST WANTS IT ALL TO HERSELF) 7. YOU ARE NOW THE PROUD INVENTOR OF THE " SLIM JIM ULTRA SLIM FAST SHAKE MADE WITH WHALER'S RUM.. (PATENT PENDING) 6. MIKE'S HARD LEMONADE WANTS TO RUN AND ADD OF YOUR LIVER IN THE SHAPE OF A BOTTLE (IVE ALWAYS WANTED A MODELING CAREER) 5. YOUR DRYCLEANER GREETS YOU WITH " HEY ITS THE PUKE GUY!!".. (HE SENDS ME CHRISTMAS CARDS TOO)