Fubar Blog Posts 4

Whoe' Counting
There have been 4,072 coalition deaths -- 3,773 Americans, two Australians, 169 Britons, 13 Bulgarians, one Czech, seven Danes, two Dutch, two Estonians, one Fijian, one Hungarian, 33 Italians, one Kazakh, one Korean, three Latvian, 21 Poles, two Romanians, five Salvadoran, four Slovaks, 11 Spaniards, two Thai and 18 Ukrainians -- in the war in Iraq as of September 12, 2007. The list also includes seven employees of the U.S. Defense Department. At least 27,848 U.S. troops have been wounded in action, according to the Pentagon, plus the 33 men and women that have died this month.

What Color Should I Dye My Hair?
My hair that was light brown is currently this washed out brassy reddish/blonde color (hate it)from the sun bleaching the color out.What color do you think I should dye it? Light brown,dark,brown,blonde or red?Although,no offense,I really don't like red hair on me.Any opinions would be greatly appreciated.Thanks

The Teddybear(short Story By Me)
She sat on her bed, Tears covering her pail face, Her thick eyeliner, Now rivers of black, ran down her face, As she put the razor to her wrist, She was numb to what she was doing, As she pressed the razor deep in to her skin Blood started to seep out of the wound Her eyes glazed over with tears, she looked up To see a teddy bear sitting on the floor As she thought of all the things that Her ex, whom she received it form, had done She sat there on hr bed, Looking at the blood covered razor, She put down the razor, She picked up a hunting knife That was sat on her night stand, With the hunting knife in hand she walked towards the teddy bear Thrusting the knife into its fur, Thinking, this is for all the times he hurt me, For all the times I wished I could get away, For all the times I thought it would be better to dye For all the times I hurt my self with you in mind For all the times I wished my wrist

Toilet Cleaning Instructions..
Toilet Cleaning Instructions: 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times… This provides a "power-wash and rinse" 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom,and run outside where it will dry itself off.

Military Rating Contest 2
Please show some love, and support our troops GOOD MORNING!! WELL IT HAS OFFICIAL STARTED!! YOUR BLAST CONTEST!! BEST OF LUCK TO EVERYONE AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR US!!! I AM GIVING YOU A LINK TO MY BULLETIN SO THAT YOU CAN REPOST IT FOR YOUR FRIENDS TO SEE!!! THANKS AGAIN AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!! http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2407279754 ~WICKEDFRIEND (CELIA)

Mantra
I tell myself (repeat the mantra) Don'tfallinloveDon'tfallinloveDon'tfall and hear your warnings over and over, but I know I can't won't don't want to control the places my heart will lead me. I have read the sketch of me inside pieces of you poured out in poetry - fuck the mantra if it feels like this inside me. I will go to take you to find places where the past is not a portent and if the future finds us falling then all I know how to do is fall and I you we will plummet and let the landing take care of itself. © All rights reserved

Im Getting Married Tonight
I am getting Fubar married tonight to the love of my life, Robert. I am so excited and cant wait to become his fubar wifey. I hope people can come join us in our wedding ceremony. I am so happy. It is at the House of Dreams. At 11 pm est time. Hope to see you all there.

First Time Rush Concert Experience.....
Saturday night I had the pleasure of seeing the band Rush in concert for the first time. To say it was a truly spiritual experience for me is not even doing it the total justice it deserves. It was AMAZING and as near to NIRVANA as I have been. Though I enjoy several different forms of music, I am a huge fan of drummers - power drummers to be more exact. It amazes me the skill it takes to play the drums well and since one of my best friends is a drummer - I have been fortunate enough to be able to watch a skilled drummer behind the variety of drums, cymbals, cow bells, etc. and no matter how many times I watch the drums being played - it still truly captivates me. I was pleasantly surprised when my friends and I arrived at our seats to find that I was directly in front of the drum kit though several rows back but close enough to see clearly without squinting. I told my best buddy John (who is the drummer I speak of above) that I will never be able to go to another Rush concert wi

Here's The Drill.........
I got a couple of message wanting to know why I haven't been on. Don't want to go into alot of details. I have had a lot going on of late in my real life, but what has been keeping me off of here is the fact that I have been very sick. I have a rash on 50% of my body and that which isn't covered by a rash won't stop itching. I'm not suppose to be out in the sun, now I know why? Some of my meds react bad in sun lite. I have always told people the sun is evil now I have proof. Plus I have been gaming more, when I'm not scrathing!! I will be back on when I get things worked out.

Golf Anyone?
Rules for Bedroom Golf -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment for play - normally one club and two balls. 2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the hole. 3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole and keep the balls out. 4. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. 5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict club length to avoid damage to the hole. 6. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the course owner is satisfied that play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the course again. 7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will normally take time to admire the entire course with special attention to

Surrender Aka My Epic Cluster-fuck
Surrender The white flag belittles the atrocities, Of stricken bodies between enemies at war. What distrustful nuance bring rational men, To this grunting war staved brute? Eyes, that once say brotherhood, Once raised skyward in prayer, Now determined to lie to waste, All it sees in man. Mother mourn, Seeking comfort, Seeking solace, In the times before ruin. I am guilty of the burden of hate, it, slips so easily over naked shoulders, Never do I ask why I wear this blood burden. I am the sins from all those wars, Sins of all that death, The living embodiment of self destruction. Standing on battle ground, Arms spread wide to carry my terror stricken voice. STOP! Like a great wave, False truce crashes on my shores of sorrow, The lone figure in a sea of red blooded anger. I have transcended form, born testimony, and found, Angelic Grace. Brother’s what lies you tell yourselves, In my name, For I am both goddess and Country. Do you seek to destroy me for

What Sucks
What sucks! WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU COME ON HERE AND WANT TO BE HEARD AND CANT WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU COME TO LISTEN AND NO ONE WANTS TO TALK WHAT SUCKS IS KNOWING WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY BUT YOU CANT WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU MAKE A MISTAKE AND YOU KNOW IT WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU BELIEVE AND NO ONE ELSE DOES WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU HAVE A CHANCE AND YOU DONT TAKE IT WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU HAVE NO ACTION TOWARDS REALIZATION WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU LET GO WHEN YOU SHOULD HAVE KEPT GOING WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU LOVE AND CANT BE LOVED WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU CARE AND CANT BE CARED WHAT SUCKS IS KNOWING AND NOT KNOWING WHAT SUCKS IS YOU COULD HAVE WHAT SUCKS IS YOU SHOULD HAVE WHAT SUCKS IS YOU WOULD HAVE WHAT SUCKS IS WHAT SUCKS SO WHO GIVES A @$%# THE ONE WHO WANTS TO KNOW WHAT SUCKS ?

Wrong Turn
WRONG TURN A LONELY STRETCHED ROAD IS WHAT LIFE HOLDS WHEN YOU MAKE A WRONG TURN. A LIE, A MISSED FACT OR EVEN SOMETHING YOU SHOULDNT HAVE OR SHOULD HAVE SAID. IF SAID IT CANT BE TAKEN BACK. THERE IS NO BOARD ON WHAT YOU SAID TO WHERE YOU CAN ERASE IT. WRONG TURNS OCCUR ALOT IN LIFE FROM THE WRONG CHOICES WE MAKE. NOT TURNING BACK SHOWS ALOT OF SELF CONFIDENCE BUT IT ALSO SHOWS STUBBORNESS. WHY SHOULDNT YOU JUST STOP THINK THEN TURN AROUND AND MAKE THAT TURN YOU MISSED AND BE ON THE RIGHT PATH TO SUCCESS OR WHAT EVER THE END OF THAT ROAD HOLDS IN LIFE FOR YOU. IF NOT YOU ARE GOING TO CONTINUE GOING DOWN A ROAD OF SORROW AND LONELINESS AND STRAND YOURSELF IN AN OPEN AREA TO WHERE YOU JUST BECOME LOST. BEING LOST IS TO WHERE YOU CANT FIND YOURSELF AND NO ONE ELSE CANT FIND YOU. IF YOU CANT FIND YOURSELF HOW CAN YOU HELP YOURSELF? CHOOSE NOT TO DETOUR. WHY DETOUR ? ALL A DETOUR DOES IS MAKES A WAY AROUND AN OBSTACLE OR AN UNOPEN WAY. MAKE A WAY AND GO STRAIGHT PICKING UP EV

Speed Trap Info Worth A Look
I thought it was good FREE info to pass on to everyone. Speed trap ID This is for real.....in much detail. Even to the description of the unmarked cars used for lasering and ticketing in all states. This is interesting. click on what ever state you want and then it will show the city or towns you want to view, click on which one you want to view see if you know any of them. You can see them in the cities in the U.S. or Canada. Very interesting. I had no idea this was available to everyone. Do you know the speedtraps in your hometown? The SpeedTrap Exchange is a site where visitors can post what they believe are speedtraps. The National Motorists Association cannot attest to the validity of these listings. They are individual postings from private individuals who believe a speed trap is in effect in these locations. JUST CLICK OR FOLLOW THE LINK BELOW http://www.speedtrap.org/speedtraps/stetlist.asp

How Funny Is Life Sometimes?
Isn't it funny how life throws you curveballs? FOr example have you ever known someone exsisted but just thought *yeah no we wont like eachother* and avoided them? I did that for the better part of 3 years eventhough said person is a friend of several of my family members. Then something utterly stupid and quite frankly childish kinda threw us together recently. I almost want to kick myself for being bullheaded for so long. She is really not so bad (yeah i just cant give a straight compliment sorry lol)and actually interesting to converse with. You know who you are and damned if you didnt get me to blog something other than jokes grrr!LOL anyways so ,other things in life... lets see. I'm currently planning a hawaiian birthday party for my youngest child. She will be 9 but for some reason am finding it difficult to find hawaiian desserts (other than smoothies & pineapple upside down cake) to add to the party. Anyone know any??? Things at home are status quo for those of you who k

The Greatest Nite...
Rolling 20+ deep.... R1's, Suzuki 600's, Ninjas, Harleys... Another group goes by us too... The pipes rumble... Fucking bike nite baby...!!!!!!!!!!! And I'm the ONLY GIRL RIDING in between. And I'm ON AN R1...keepin' up with the boys. (or maybe they are keepin' up with ME!) Hot pink leather jacket, black bike. Fuck yeah! Some douchebag in a car almost takes me out, the boys take care of him...(although I can take care of myself, chivalry is apparently NOT dead) :) Lovin' life. Lovin' riding. It's a passion, only a few know and understand.

Usd Losing Value Again
WED, sept 12th The USD reaches its lowest point ever against the Euro. Questions on how the decline of the USD can affect you can be found on the link posted below. http://www.cnbc.com/id/20749238/for/cnbc/

Love Is A Secondary Emotion
Primary emotions are brief, intense, and they cannot be controlled. Emotion researcher Dylan Evans of King’s College London says primary emotions are: “Joy, sorrow, anger, fear, surprise, disgust.” What is really striking about the secondary emotions is how social they are and how important they are. You can feel primary emotions when you are alone. But to work up a secondary emotion you need someone else around. The so-called secondary emotions are not secondary in reality. They make up the volatile mix from which human relationships are formed, which makes them pretty fundamental. Secondary emotions combine the head with the heart. They are: love, guilt, shame, pride, envy, jealousy. Which brings us to emotion number one. The most fundamental of them all, love. In the consumer world, we call these Lovemarks. Love needs respect right from the start. Without it, love will not last. It will fade like all passions and infatuations. Respect is one of the founding principles of Love

Why?
i wonder why people request to be your friend but then never message you im sure im not the only one who this happens to and if i am then boy i suck lol (and not in a good way) well that was a pretty lame blog but im not in a very creative mood right now hopefully they will get better and hopfully i will find an answer to my question :) (K)

Post 9/11 "national Unity" - A Media Myth
New York Times laments demise of post-9/11 “national unity” By Bill Van Auken 12 September 2006 The anniversary of 9/11 has been the occasion for a number of editorials and opinion columns lamenting the loss of national unity and international support that were the supposed positive byproducts of the terrorist attacks on New York City and Washington five years ago. Nowhere has this theme—a perverse nostalgia for September 12—been promoted more insistently than in the pages of the New York Times. On the day of the anniversary itself, the Times carried a lead editorial entitled simply “9/11/06,” which declared: “The time when we felt drawn together, changed by the shock of what had occurred, lasted long beyond the funerals, ceremonies and promises never to forget. It was a time when the nation was waiting to find out what it was supposed to do, to be called to the task that would give special lasting meaning to the tragedy that it had endured.” The problem, the Times asse

Dreamed
I dreamed your creamy skin next to me and red lips pink lips wet lips against me tongue tasting me and it was me me me - until I looked into your eyes and saw the depth of you. Then I dreamed of pleasing you teasing tempting touching you, kissing you hard long deep and thrusting into you - I am coming to you in this dream and we are rutting one being like two snakes twisted around each other rolling roiling romping and my face is pinched as I rush hot and liquid into your inviting chalice. I dreamed your breathy whisper moan cries into my ear and then awakened with your name written in my sweat across my hard stiff ache for you and for the touch you will someday bring. © All rights reserved

Can You Please Help Me !
Please take the time to read this! It is that time of year again when we raise money for the March of Dimes. The March of Dimes raises money to help with children that are born premature and try to help and ensure that they can survive and live a normal life. As many of you know that this is something that has touch me personally, one being that I was born almost three month premature and the other that I lost a son who was born almost 5 months premature. So this is something that means a lot to me and every little bit that you can do to help would mean the world to me, and if you are unable to donate please pass this on to your friends and family and maybe they may be able to help aswell. The ride will be held Sunday September 16th at 9:00 A.ME. at the Kansas Speedway. The following link will direct you to where you can go to make a donation to the March of Dimes for Bikers for Babies. http://www.marchofdimesride.org/JasonDavis

Irish Corned Beef And Cabbage
This classic Irish dish is the perfect meal to serve on St. Patrick's Day to really celebrate. It's also a hearty dish any other day of the year. Ingredients 1 3-4 lb. beef brisket 2 onions, sliced 2 cloves garlic, minced 6 cloves, whole 2 bay leaves 6 potatoes, small to medium, pared 6 carrots, small, pared 6 onions, small, pared 1 cabbage, medium, cut in wedges Directions Place brisket in a Dutch oven and barely cover with hot water; add onion, garlic, cloves and bay leaves. Cover and simmer (do not boil) 1 hour per lb. of meat, or until fork tender. Remove meat from liquid; add potatoes and carrots and cover. Bring to boiling and cook 10 minutes. Then add cabbage wedges and whole onions and continue cooking 20 minutes longer or until vegetables are tender. Serve.

Life Is Unfair..........
I DON'T UNDERSTAND. WE GROW UP KNOW LIFE ISN'T FAIR, BUT WHY IS IT WHEN SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS TO US THAT IT HITS US LIKE A TON OF BRICKS. I AM USUALLY PRETTY UNDERSTANDABLE...LIFE HAPPENS, IT'S MEANT TO BE WHETHER IT'S GOOD OR BAD.....BUT WHY DOES THAT NOT HELP WHEN YOU ARE THROWN TO THE GROUND AND STOMPED ON. LEAVING YOU HURT BROKEN FEELING LESS OF A PERSON....AND WONDERING HOW/WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME.... I HAD A LOW SELFIMAGE/SELFESTEEM BEFORE....AND NOW IT'S NOTHING. i KNOW THAT SOME OF YOU WILL READ THIS AND CONTACT ME THAT IT'S NOT TRUE. BUT ... I WILL SAY THIS i HAVE ALWAYS THOUGHT OF MYSELF AS AT LEAST A GOOD PERSON. AND NOW I'M QUESTIONING EVEN THAT. EXAMPLES: i HAVE A FRIEND JESS THAT HAS FOUGHT AND CLAWED HER WAY TO STAY IN ACONTEST, AND I DID EVERYTHING I COULD AND TALKED TO EVERYONE I COULD THINK OF TO HELP HER OUT...AND SHE AND OTHERS HAVE DONE THE SAME THING...AM I NOT A GOOD PERSON? I HAVE FRIENDS THAT HAVE A BAD DAY AND I LISTEN REGUARDLESS OF WHETHER I'M HA

New Poem
An Immense sorrow has fallen like a cloud of dust a time of love and happiness is a must i will find someone true restraining from lust then i shall plant these seeds in the soil of trust praying at night my heart shall not bust

Grrrr
I really miss being so far way from Orange Cove my home town...it might be small but everyone knows everyone..well last night i found out through myspace that someone who was like my lil brother passed away in a car accident. Lately when something bad happens i either find out 2 diffrent ways 1. E-mail 2. Myspace Did ppl forget about phones i swear grrrrrrr well enough said i think im going to go and try to get some sleep..

Dreams
I dream of you of your face of your body I feel you even your presence unknowingly...subconsiously I wish for you to wish for me to want me as I do you Ive wished for so long the numbness sets in and the feelings become unglued falling away my dreams are unearthed as you shatter a moment too soon, sweetly i lye awaiting just you but you are yet to return Your strong arms around me your eyes bearing all your face buried in me as i let my walls fall but how can you lie and leave me behind to live in a fantasy world you bring on reality with a blade and game and you leave me to wonder to stir your hopeless and lost you have no past and present no future looks bright for you you hate everything about your life and you bring it full force in all you do you let me believe you were something your not and I played the perfect part as I fell into darkness and carried my heart on a stake of crooked art bodies as one souls to another let me wake up from this dream and let me

Dying Inside...
Life makes you ponder at times, and lately it has been throwing me for a loop. I understand that nothing is perfect and that mistakes happen. That you have to take one step at a time otherwise you trip. I guess I should be thankful for knowing this at such a young age. Although, at times, I think it a burden. Wanting to continue with my childish ways, but at the same time, having the need to grow up and be a real person. The past few weeks, past month actually has really been hard on me. Yeah, I don't show it. I guess you could say I "put up a good front". Over the past few weeks, I have come to realize alot. Blocking out the past is my start, moving on with my future. Being happy with who I am, and who I'm becoming. Making life better for myself and the others around me. Guess I haven't been doing such a great job. Things have just been crazy lately. Well in my own world anyway. I really dont know how to explain this all. My head is all screwed up right now. Hard to thi

Wtf!!
TELL ME WHY...WHY IS IT OK FOR EVERYONE IN THIS COUNTRY TO EXPRESS THEIR BELIEFS EXCEPT FOR US WHITES?? IF WE DARE OPEN OUR MOUTHS WE ARE LOOKED DOWN UPON AS FILTH, BUT A BLACK MAN OR JEW DOING THE SAME GETS A PAT ON THE BACK??? WTF???

Asswipe
ASSWIPE I found my brain in a downtown gutter in a sleazy motelroom called prison I found myself in a dirty spoon I was drowning so I picked myself up nd got loaded it was a violent love affair between me and myself but now we are good friends even though he doesn't know how to wipe his fuckin' ass very well we take long walks alone talking about you and how much we like you you do not come between us because you are us - just like me we own keys to several different kinds of straightjackets and we keep them hidden we herd the sheep into the slaughterhouses to be accounted for we are the wolf we are not ashamed some rotten beauty grabbed my attention and I left myself standing in front of a liquor store to get a better view I was blinded by the street lights I stumbled on a broken bottle and I fell face first into the public restroom toilet bowl a thousand people defecated on me before I could get free I watched this happen to

Pics And Friends List
Ok, I have 340 friends on my list and over half of those are fans of me too but anyways, half of them I don't think give notification of having new pics, I don't this for sure though, but if you have new pics let me via status message or shoutbox or private message, please and thank you!

Dang Rough Night Lol
Jezz Been a long night .. My dad and my nephew fighting , he busted his car windows out and shit .. Damn crazy ass kid !!! What ya do about that ? there is a thing called respect ! the boi needs to learn it .. Live by it swear by it .. Goodness .. damn i need another beer LOL Gina

In My Mind
The way I feel right now I don't think that I can be the person that you need. Maybe you were right where you need to be. You need to be with someone that can love you for who you are and give you the love that you need. You don't need someone like me to drag you down. I wish that things work out for the best. I don't think the love we had wasn't good enough for you. You deserve better than me. I know that's not what you wanted to hear from me, but it's true. I don't blame you for anything. It's all my fault. You can say sorry all you want and that's fine, but you didn't do anything wrong. But just remember that if you ever need anything, that I'm here for you. I'll always be your friend even thoughthat is something that you think won't work out. I'm sure that it can and will. I'll do everything that I can to make sure that this friendship works out the way it should. I do have a spot in my heart for you and I always will. I'm sure that we'll think about each other every once in a whi

I Dont Know Any More So What If
so what if i towr out my heart and handed it to u what would u do? would u throw it at me and run away? would u throw it on the grown and spit on it and stomp it in to the ground? would u hold it and never let it go? would u chearush it and hold on to it for ever?? would u throw it in to the fier and wach it burn?? or would u just break it again and throw it in my face as u spit on me?

Teasing Naturally
I feel your body filling with tension As the whips crack in the air You moan with an instant vision And you know I give care "Come my master" as you cry aloud My heart beating in time I told you to lay still as I push you down As my fingers start feeling your line Time in place you feel my fingers And you know I enter those secrets That I let you feel while lingers I place my power over you and yet You moan in such agony I push deeper and deeper Till I hit the spot so sweetly I can hear a tiny wimper You allow me complete control As you bear your body and soul.

Answer And Repost. Have Fun
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16 .How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Going Back Into My Past!
This isn't hard to understand, but even harder for those who were there! September 11th has come and gone, and it has now been 6 years since that horrific event, not only here in New York City, but in Pennsylvania and Washington D.C.! I was a volunteer with the rescue efforts at the World Trade Center and helped out the FDNY all those years ago, back in the days when I was a Long Island Paramedic. I was out in NYC for a week, and broke down and shut down upon returning home on September 18th. Truly one of the worst things I have ever borne witness to...the death and destruction are images that will NEVER leave my mind. On occasion, I still see shadows of that horrific and tragic day. I had not set foot near Ground Zero since that day, UNTIL TONIGHT!!! For whatever reason, I just felt an urge to go to those hallowed grounds and pay my respects in my own way. I could swear I could still smell the sulfur in the air (those who know about Post-traumatic Stress know what that's

Caught In The Candle Light
Many years have passed us by Each one I carefully trace Remembering the time we shared These moments I embrace Strong and filled with wisdom My kind and gentle heart You filled me with the deepest love My blessed work of art Kindness did exude from you Such peace I always found Together with my memories My heart to you is bound Candle glow upon the wall I see you standing there Smile of love my masterpiece This canvas heart will wear Flicking within the night Our shadows now will meet Dancing in the softest light Two hearts of love now greet Flame of love will always burn No matter where you are Look upon the softest glow You're never really far.

Wants And Needs
Today's Horrorscope: You've got obligations, but you've also got needs. Try to balance them as best as you can, but if it comes down to it, make sure that your needs come first today. You'll be glad you did in the long run. What I "needs" is sleep, but since I'm already at work, looks like that's not happening.

Little Old Lady In Court
Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 86 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Defense Attorney: What happened after he sat down? Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Abner died some 30 years ago. Defense Attorney: What happened next? Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: His rubbing m

I Miss You Grammy
On This Beautiful, God-Given day, I saw an Angel, flying her way Up in the sky, with soul so worn, I sighted her, in perfect form She looked as I thought An Angel might I knew she was there To help with my plig She wafted through the spring air, Arms outstretched,flowing hair, I wanted to take a photo of her But,couldn't find where The cameras were Perhaps God put her there for me. Just for me to be able to see Seeing her through the sun's glare Made me wonder if I saw her there. Did they take the time to look To follow God's great open book Well at any rate, I know it wasn't fate That made me step outside just then Else who knows where she may have been Yes, God gave me an Angel today I know was meant to show me the way

Maggots Growing On Mans Head
It's the stuff nightmares and horror movies are made of. A holidaymaker got a nasty shock when he learned that the strange bleeding bumps on his head were not bites or shingles, but live maggots. Aaron Dallas, from Colorado, looked for medical help when the unusual lumps appeared on his scalp after a holiday to Belize during the summer. One doctor thought they might have been caused by a gnat bite. Another believed his problem was shingles. But then the bumps took on a life of their own and began to move. A doctor discovered five bot fly larvae living inside Aaron Dallas's head, near the top of his skull. This was a few weeks after a mosquito had apparently placed them there. "I'd put my hand back there and feel them moving. I thought it was blood coursing through my head. I could hear them. I actually thought I was going crazy," said Dallas, of Carbondale. Bot flies rely on mosquitoes, stable flies, and other insects to carry their eggs to a host - and in this cas

Hurricanes Suck
WOW, this morning I survived Hurricane Humberto. Iyara, female Miniature Pinscher, was so generous to wake me up at 2:20 AM before the storm hit. She was shivering so much the bed was vibrating. She really hates thunder. The wind whipped around and the rain fell hard. Suddenly, it was totally quiet except for the water coming off the roof then BOOM, the wind picked up again. We lost power sometime around 3 AM and as of this writing still don’t have it. I barely slept after 2:20. I was just dozing off around 4:30 and a friend who lives in the next city called to see how I was doing. I finally got back to sleep and was woke up by my housemate yelling at her dogs at 6:30. I have an interview today, so hopefully we get electricity and I don’t have to take a cold shower and go with my hair wet. I am very tired, so I hope to get a nap soon.

Heading Off Of Fubar
I find that besides having "virtually" met a few really nice epeople this place isnt doig much for me. So I will probably be deleting this. If you'd like to stay in touch via email , let me know. If not I'll just be a figment of your imagination

Attention All Available Bombers
Hey everyone, I hope your week is going well. This sweet, fun, caring, lovely lady needs your help. She's neck to neck with her opponent and one big push would mark her as 1st place for sure. All bombers to the bomb floor now if possible... Just click on her pic, and you are there. I know if we all come together as a team, we can get this done. Here is Angels pic link: The song: I'll be there for you "new song"

Morning
Well ok I am still locked out the precious mums I was "abusing" the poor things wonder if they will ever recover hmmmmmm I see the pic format is changing and my gifts both received and given do not show Wondering if all changes are for the better imm getting a pondering headache jeezzzz

Re: 9/11 First Responder Heard Wtc 7 Demolition Countdown
9/11 First Responder Heard WTC 7 Demolition Countdown A 9/11 first responder has gone on the record to describe how he heard a demolition-style countdown precede the collapse of WTC 7, eyewitness testimony that dovetails with other EMT's and rescue personnel who were also told that Building 7 was going to be "brought down". http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/september2007/130907_demolition_countdown.htm While we were on the right side, there was firefighters getting ready, they were bussing them back and forth, and a couple of vets that were there - they got the vibe that something was coming down," said McPadden. "We started asking questions, everybody started asking questions, and the next thing you know there was a Red Cross representative pacing back and forth in front of the crowd holding his hand over the radio - I couldn't hear what it was saying but it was like pulsed - whatever the speech was on there it was pulsed - and that means to me most likely it was

Shotgun Momma
yea i know how ya feel musta been really hard to know exactly where i was coming from and as i write this down you find it hard to deal with i think surprise was all you had left it was a shotgun momma that took you by suprise you never saw it comin you never saw it comin it was a shotgun momma that's made you lay down you never saw it comin you never saw it comin you might feel some distaste thats normal i assure you i've felt it for years and i feel i've outgrown you times layin down beside me and we agree we're glad to have known you it was a shotgun momma that put tears in your eyes you never saw it comin and you never stopped runnin it was a shotgun momma made you realize i was off and gunnin you never saw it comin metalwolf music ©

Thursday, September 13, 2007
You've got plenty to say -- but you've also got plenty to hear. It's a great day for honest and open communication and you may need to get things started on your own. Expect quite a bit, though! ok....

Addin
good evenin we have 2 days until the bomb fest yeahhhh, im askin all familys please make sure all have added me please tell your family not to wait until the last min to do so. once the contest starts i will only add ppl twice a day an the reason for that is i dont want to have to take my attention from the contest more they need this is a very big contest so all my attention needed to watchin wats goin an not addin ppl when thier was more theb enough time to do so please understand have a great day love rubia

Creativity
Hmmm.. this definitely falls under the randomness catagory. Okay.. I just added a really cute guy.. Cute guy: Ur hot Me: why thank you Cute guy: really hot Me: awww thanks... Cute guy: What is ur bra size? Me: What is your brain size? I get conversations like this alot.. come on boys.. you can do better then that.. Just venting.. I have met some awesome people here. You know if your one.. I am on yahoo with you right now.. hehe :P

Broken Dreams
Gentle breezes through my hair washed away the lonely tear, icicles inside my heart, broken ashes on my soul, torn and shattered, weak and hollow since you said good-bye. Cried myself to sleep again, wondered how you are. Think about how things have been since you've gone afar. The music plays most all the time to fill the silent nights. To think I let you say goodbye and never put up a fight. Since you said your feelings changed, how am I to feel? My whole life is rearranged, thoughts of how to heal. Broken pieces of my life, the aches that never stop, wondering if all of it was ever really real. I want to borrow in your arms and hear "I love you" as you wipe away my tears. The night is dark, the air is cold. My self suddenly feels very old and bent upon itself. I cry your name, and emptiness is all I hear you’re not here.

Do You Enjoy...
Mind blowing sex? I do...love it...you know what I am talking about...the kind of sex that makes you forget about everything else in this world besides the two(or three) of you...when you are just going at it like animals...changing positions...god I love that

Tgit....thank Goodness It's Thursday....???
Have you guys all had your coffee this mornin' to help wake up? I have, and have started on the Pepsi already, for a bit more added caffine...lol I'm soooo glad that it's getting closer to Friday, and then the weekend will be here. I'm not really lookin' forward to work today...a long one for me 10-4, then a bit of running around to do before I get to come home. It probably wouldn't be so bad, except we all have to work today with one of our new "shift managers", which none of us enjoy doing, she just seems to be naggin' ALL the time about something, and half the time we all look at each other and just shake our heads.... She has this "thing" about everyone doing THEIR job....to her, this means if your work is done, you don't pitch in and help someone else...or work other things that might need done.....that's not YOUR job. She has literally asked me at times to just stand by the register...don't leave, don't do anything, and this is when there's NO ONE wanting to order. But,

Tgit???? ....thank Goodness It's Thursday! Lol
Have you guys all had your coffee this mornin' to help wake up? I have, and have started on the Pepsi already, for a bit more added caffine...lol I'm soooo glad that it's getting closer to Friday, and then the weekend will be here. I'm not really lookin' forward to work today...a long one for me 10-4, then a bit of running around to do before I get to come home. It probably wouldn't be so bad, except we all have to work today with one of our new "shift managers", which none of us enjoy doing, she just seems to be naggin' ALL the time about something, and half the time we all look at each other and just shake our heads.... She has this "thing" about everyone doing THEIR job....to her, this means if your work is done, you don't pitch in and help someone else...or work other things that might need done.....that's not YOUR job. She has literally asked me at times to just stand by the register...don't leave, don't do anything, and this is when there's NO ONE wanting to order. But,

Morticians Flame
by Acid Bath. Hunter of tears, relative pain, Half of this world is dark with the stain, The stain of unknowing, The dead flower buds, On smiling lips is innocent blood. The corpse of your god can only rot and grow cold, Now promise me you'll kill me before I get old, I hear you on the telephone, Moaning my doom, A cold woman will kill me in a darkened room. Just enough, a heart attack, Seal up my black body bag, Take me home and hate me, love, Bite the hand of our lost love. Take your time and take your life, Amputate with this dull knife, Heaven's meat is on the stick, Stir my pain with an ice pick. Pick, pick, pick, Pick, pick, pick, Pick, pick, pick. The chain-saw smile of the mortician shines, I still got all my fingers but somewhere I lost my mind, I can smell abortion on you, I can see through, I take the gun out of my mouth and point it at you.

Poems By My Friend Bob!!!
These "POEMS" were sent to me by message yesterday.. From a Great on-line FRIEND of mine!!!!! Sep 12, 2007 3:16 PM Subject: Dream A Lovers Dream Body: Dream A Lovers Dream by Bob Gallagher A whisper in the night air, did drift into my dreams. A hint of something sensuous, erotic in extremes. A promise of eternity, of love and true romance. All it takes is for us to dance the lovers dance I woke and felt chill breeze, but cool me it did not. For in my mind were visions, my passion far too hot. Two souls were dancing closely, but neither dared to talk All it takes is for us to walk the lovers walk I reached my mind out further, to see what I could learn. For once I saw the lovers, my aching heart did yearn. I wished to see the future, and what it held for me. All it takes is for us to see what lovers see. I closed my eyes for wishing, and hoped with all my might. That what I was imagining was you and I one night. For if I never see you love, I'm sur

Contentedly Dreaming... Exploring Texas Together
Contentedly dreaming... exploring Texas together Grabin' our hats ...slippin' into our jeans and boots...off to a trip to my little piece of heaven.... ( of course a few more comfortable things packed away ).... a time of back to nature, the great outdoors... feeling the energy of the sun and air filling you up, re-energizing your soul! Riding the mechanical horse of the day... 4wheelers needing gas and not hay... racing down trails... roaming the woods... seeing he surprises that pop out around the next bend, that big buck that is seldom seen, leaping from his hiding spot, the wild hogs running for cover.... turkeys flying back up to roost........ out of control, acting like kids, laughing it up... in wild abandon, without a care in the world... and noone around to give us a stare. Running thru creeks, mud and muck...getting covered from head to toe, just to stay cool....only to end up in the side yard pool. Once all cleaned and refreshed...it's out under a big tree, for an a

Thursday On World Rock Radio
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Last Man/woman Standing
Last man/woman standing contest... Winner will recieve a one month VIP and a 1 day blast and 1 ticker. Rules... * everyone bombing has to be a friend * entry pics must be Safe for Work * must have at least 15 entrants * no late entries accepted * going to take entries for one week * contest will run one day per entrant (15 entrants, will run 15 days) * comments worth one point but rates with 10 points * every day the person in last place will be eliminated. Click my link below and message me with the link to the pic you would like to enter.

Relationships
Just got out of one still pretty hurt...not looking to be with anyone right now...acutally im not sure what i want....i do still love him but know i have to let go. Im tired of getting hurt...sometimes i wonder if there is something wrong with me. Not sure what i am doing wrong. Maybe im not picking the right guys or rushing into things...for now im just sitting back taking a good look at my life and dont want to be with anyone untill i can figure things out.

Quote
I came across this touching quote and wanted to share it with yall........................... There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle. --Albert Einstein Have a wonderful day hugggzzz & smiles Leah=^..^=

Standing Still For Now
I find myself needing to just stand still. Meditate and pray about matters. I have done a lot in certain things and for the longest time it just felt like it was not meaning anything. I know it may have, but saying how I felt....especially when things were not being shown back. I mean shown back in where everyone was seeing it, not just me. Feelings should be made known and thrown out there for the world to see. I am not meaning any kind of craziness I just mean.......I am not sure how to word it right now. I do not want mistakes just to keep repeating themselves. If a fresh start is to happen need to be sure that things are done right this time. I should not have to tell someone what needs to be done. The need to do it should come from them. I imagine none of this makes sense....but I am just letting this out.

Phx Area Benefit
I'll be in Tempe, AZ Sat night at Last Exit with Robin Wilson from Gin Blossoms, he is having his annual Lancapalooza party. $10 cover and proceeds go to Maricopa Animal Shelter. See you there. Find me and don't forget to say hi!

Lmao!
Columbus, OH (AP) - A seven-year old boy was at the center of a Franklin > County courtroom drama yesterday when he challenged a court ruling over > who should have custody of him. The boy has a history of being beaten by > his parents and the judge initially awarded custody to his aunt, in > keeping with child custody law and regulation requiring that family > unity be maintained to the highest degree possible. > > The boy surprised the court when he proclaimed that his aunt beat him > more than his parents and he adamantly refused to live with her. When > the judge then suggested that he live with his grandparents, the boy > cried and said that they also beat him. > After considering the remainder of the immediate family and learning > that domestic violence was apparently a way of life among them, the > judge took the unprecedented step of allowing the boy to propose who > should have custody of him. > > After two recesses to check legal references and confer wit

Hottt -n- Sexxxyy
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Pepsi14 Is Stupid!
Some stupid guy called Pepsi14 is so desperate for a girlfriend! This is what that retard wrote to me in my shoutbox!: pepsi14: i wanna be urs frever... i like u eat alot... great! pepsi14: i lv u pepsi14: nt diet pepsi14: so u make me ur pepsi or nt pepsi14: n wat abt me pepsi14: drunkguy reveals u to be his bisch pepsi14: whats ur yahoo id pepsi14: ya u can keap me as ur pepsi cola... i will be yummy tasty dn worry pepsi14: wat do u mean im pepsi???????? pepsi14: for sure i will handle it for u baby....muah u hv yahoo pepsi14: i wanna relationship.... will u be my gf pepsi14: hw ru sweethrt.... im interested in u pepsi14: hi

Kittens!
Ok so we had one inside black cat that showed up on my moms porch that we took in last year. Then we had a calico/striped mix one show up at our house with a coller on that was to tight. We removed it got her a new one and started fedding her outside. She came up pregnant and had 4 kittens. We brought them in and looked for homes. We got 3 homes and kept one. So now we have 2 inside one outside. Well the outside cat got pregnant so fast again we couldnt do anything. She had 5 kittens this time and moved them far from the house and hid them right away. They are about 4 weeks old now. Me and the kids were up and the kids go to the door to catch the bus and theres the outside stray with all 5 babies on our back steps. The kids scramble to catch them all and get 4 out of 5. The last is hiding under my back steps with her mother and I can't get it out. Wish me luck! Anyone want a FREE kitten? lol

All Days Are Bad Days
emotions are useless..they only serve to annihilate the person feeling them...either now or later, it doesn't matter. they destroy you from the inside...laying waste to what could have been good, leaving behind something dead and unwanted. SDD sucks

*it's Official*
I fucking suck at cleaning. Blah. I'm in way over my head this time. It was bad enough I had to deal with this piece of shit press board desk that was made in Canada. God 20 cajillion times worse than a fucking 2000 piece jigsaw puzzle of nothingness. It really was a job for like 3 to 4 people cuz I guess when Canadians get crafty they always have at least two friends with them. But low and behold I did it all by myself and I only had to put in two extra screws to hold the son of a bitch together. But now my problems stands as too much furniture too many nicknacks. But this is my punishment for being a pack rat. Fuck.

Thank You
HELLO TO ALL, I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL THATS BEEN HELPING ME LEVEL UP, YOU KNOW I'M HERE FOR YALL, IF I DON'T GET TO YOU , YOU LET ME KNOW WHAT I CAN DO TO HELP YOU OUT.I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND I'M ALWAYS HERE TO HELP, THANK YOU ALL ,HAVE A GREAT DAY

Recruiting
THINK OF RECRUITMENT AS A BUISNESS, WOULD YOU HIRE A PERSON , THAT WILL CAUSE STRESS AND ADDED WORK TO YOUR OTHER CO-WORKERS? THATS WHERE INTERVIEWING AND BACKGROUND CHECKING COME IN TO PLACE, REMEMBER KEEP FRIENDS CLOSE BUT ENEMIES CLOSER,WHEN YOUR RECRUITING , CHECK OUT THIS PERSONS FRIENDS, ASK ALOT OF QUESTIONS TO THE FRIENDS, FOR INSTANCE, HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN THE RECRUITEE? DO YOU THINK HE IS TRUSTWORTHY? WILL HE PERFORM HIS OR HER JOB TO THE HIGHEST STANDARD? NOW DEPENDING ON THEIR ANSWERS WHETHER THE ANSWERS ARE GOOD OR BAD CAN HELP YOU TO MAKE A GOOD JUDGMENT, I HAVE DONE THINGS THIS WAY FOR MANY YEARS AND I FIND THIS IS THE ONLY WAY IN ANY TYPE OF BUIS SETTING TO GET GOOD HONEST PPL.

*yeah Another One Shut Up*
Still haven't made any plans for my upcoming vacation other than drinking tomorrow nite and the lunatic luau saturday but that leaves Sunday the 15th - Sunday the 23rd wide fucking open. Who's taking me out drinking? I'm up for a good old fashioned bar crawl. But I'm also up for sitting around drinking playing Asshole. Hell, I think I could even do one or two nites without drinkin'. Maybe. But you probably shouldn't quote me on that. I'm not an alocholic. I'm just getting started. :-P In other news, my pathetic, bible beating, sociopathic preaching christian boss put in his 3 week notice yesterday. And now I dance.

An Unusual Christmas Poem
'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut o

Poetry....
MUSIC --------------------- Drowning in the depths of a song She sings And caresses her mind While the candles burn Brightly And Slowly Languidly she rocks herself While tears start to stream She smiles And in her mind she screams Only a slow rhythm Can ease the burdens she carries with her now One two One two Goes the Beat of the blues She sings to… COLA --------------------- The cold dark liquid Has done naught a thing To bring me up With its Caffeine Instead I wallow In it's darkness And lounge in its pools Without an ounce Of energy ODE TO A MARKER ----------------------- Green marker You've lain upon my desk And I've given you such rest I guess its cool that you've Not a lot to do But maybe I should use you in a flurry Of highlights here and there

Seduction
There is a cute grin on your face as your eyes sparkle brightly, you watch me saunter over to you, my face revealing nothing. My eyes intensely starting at you, I shove you up against the wall and caress your face softly. You giggle quietly, a bit unsure of my intentions. I press my body against yours and reach up to kiss you deeply, lovingly with my soul. I place an ice cold beer in your hand and look into your bright hazel eyes, you see my heart reflected in my own eyes. I toss my shiny, blonde hair over my shoulder and slowly begin to undress myself. Silver tipped finger nails move over the buttons of my white, silk blouse. Our eyes lock and hold. Slowly I push my shirt over my shoulders, my arms still in the sleeves. You reach out to put your hands in my hair, to stroke the silky skin of my collar bones. I gently push your hand away, and press it against the wall behind you. You sip your beer, trying to decide whether to humor me, or show me who's boss. Your eyes darken seductively

None Of That Sissy B/
None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well. Again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clu

Damn, This Just In From Phillip
You might have to read this also..... Cherie I want to tempt and tease you and share my inner thoughts and fantasies with you. My dreams and fantasies of you are so real I have to wake up and look to see that you are not yet here with me. When you come to me you can expect love and affection all the time. I will do things for you and to you to show you how much I love and desire you and how much I appreciate you. Flowers, cards, notes, gifts, perfume, candy, jewelry. You will be spoiled and pampered. There will be sex. Lots of sex I will touch you and kiss you all over your body. My fingers will caress and touch you all over. Your breasts and nipples, your sweet hips and beautiful ass. And especially between your legs and deep inside your hot and wet epicenter. My lips and tongue will kiss your lips, your breasts and nipples, and I will spend many moments kissing and licking your wet and hot essence until I make you climax in wa

The Bikers Creed
THE BIKER'S CREED I ride because it is fun. I ride because I enjoy the freedom I feel from being exposed to the elements, and the vulnerability to the danger that is intrinsic to riding. I do not ride because it is fashionable to do so. I ride my machine, not wear it. My machine is not a symbol of status. It exists simply for me, and me alone. My machine is not a toy. It is an extension of my being, and I will treat it accordingly, with the same respect as I have for myself. I strive to understand the inner-workings of my machine, from the most basic to the most complex. I will learn everything I can about my machine, so that I am reliant upon no one but myself for its health and well being. I strive to constantly better my skill of control over my machine. I will learn its limits, and use my skill to become one with my machine so that we may keep each other alive. I am the master, it is the servant. Working together in harmony, we will become an inv

So Far So Good
well my life so far has been alright for the last week or so, and i am loving every minute of it. no problems no nothing its been really great! so keep up the rating and the commenting plz and like i said i will try to return the favor as much as i can well hope you all have a good day and a wonderful evening Brian

Fuck Off Broken_hearted420!
Listen you stupid fucking bitch ass cunt. I have sexy fatasses picture on my photo list and thats EXACTLY where it is STAYING. If you dont fucking like it, KISS MY ASS SKANKY BITCH ASS HOE! I blocked your sorry pshyco insecure dumb bitch -ass. So now you cant harass me. If you are fucking jealous and insecure that I am BETTER than you, thats your stupid problem. Oh and by the way you stupid bitch, I am NOT a loser like you. Are you going to college?? HELL NO. I AM BITCH. And I have gotten nothing but A's on the math homework I have done at the college I go to. Obviously you are so fucking protective of sexy fatass beast (aka Andrew) that you must be insecure. TRUST ME.....IF i REALLy wanted him, I would have taken him away from you already, or would already be in the process of taking him away from your sorry slutty ass. Delete me off of your damn yahoo messenger if you still fucking have me on there and selete all my info. If you are gonna act like a stupid fucking pshyco over me hav

Horoscope Pt 1
You are on the verge of a major change, but it won't begin until you go out of your way to try something new. Look around and figure out what seems most interesting or exciting to you, then do it! this scares me cause i feel a change coming but i dunno what it is

Man Getting Baby Off The Bottle Is Hard
ok i have a 19 month old son who im trying to get off the bottle its really hard because he is crying all the time. and my mom is yelling at me to get him potty train thats hard too. all he wants to do is stand up like daddy but he cant do that just yet.

Rip
Today my best friend since I moved here died today. She was the greatest and most talented person I knew. She did numerous of my tattoos and was there for me in my toughest times. She found out the weekend after easter she had stage 4 lung cancer and all of us were crushed. She is leaving behind more friends then she will ever know a great husband and son. I love you Joy you will be in my heart forever, you mean more to me then you will ever know... at least I know you will be my son's gaurdian angel!

Enchanted Forest
The sun slowly rose over the horizon as the men entered the forest, their confident strides taking them deeper into the trees until they could no longer see the world they'd left behind. As they walked, the men observed the lush green of their surroundings and realized that besides the contents of the heavy backpacks they carried, there were no signs of civilization. No car horns to break the peaceful silence, no telephone poles to ruin the awe-inspiring view of the sunrise over the trees, not even a signal for their cell phones. They were alone in nature, and they were content. The feeling didn't last. The men were lumberjacks, assigned to clear a large section of trees near the river by the day's end. They paused for a moment to take a deep breath of the fresh air, the smell of wood and earth enticing them, calling to them. Their leader released a quiet sigh as they looked around at the delicate, tranquil beauty of the trees, knowing that they were meant to destroy them.

Hey Im Having Probs With My Car Somone Help Me!!!
Hey i am having problems with my 90 honda civic it is turning over but it wont start I am thinking it might have somthing to do with the battery dying right before the problems started (we had to jumpstart it) then the probs started the next time we tried to start it. but after we got it up and running (by letting it sit over night) it was good again but then my hubby unhooked the battery to hook up a cd player and it started doing it again. If any of you have any advice hit me up in my shout out box and let me know because i got to be able to get back and fourth to work so pppplllllzzzzz help me!!!!

Let's Help Her Win
http://fubar.com/user/206366 JUST CLICK ON HER PIC IT WILL TAKE YOU WHERE YOU NEED TO GO.SHE NEEDS ALL THE COMMENTS WE CAN GIVE HER SO BE READY TO BOMB THE HECK OUT OF HER. SHE IS IN A CONTEST AND COULD REALLY REALLY USE EVERYONES HELP SHE IS WAY BEHIND. SHE IS A SWEET PERSON WHO DESERVES SOMETHING NICE IN LIFE. LET'S HELP HER GET TIS SHE REALLY REALLY WANTS TO WIN!!!!!PLEASE AND THANK YOU!!!!!!!

If We Had Sex
If we Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?14. Would you want me to take my time? 15.How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21

Bunch Of Food For Thoughts....
Passed on to me by a friend.... GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER 1. Sag, You're It. 2. Hide and Go Pee. 3. 20 Questions Shouted Into Your Good Ear. 4. Kick the Bucket. 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the Nurse Says Bend Over 6. Musical Recliners 7. Simon Says Something Incoherent 8. Pin the Toupee on the Bald Guy SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it-notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3. Getting a little action means I don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An

Help Our Sister Pleaseeeeee
SHE ONLY HAS ONE MORE DAY FOR YOU TO COMMENT ON HER HELP HER PLEASE, YOU ALL KNOW SHE SHOWS MUCH LOVE AND MAKES ALL KINDS OF THINGS FOR US SO CLICK ON PIC AND LETS CHIP IN AND HELP HER OUT THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!

I Hate My Parents For What They're Doing To Us.
They've taken away my everything. They've taken away my heart. I won't last six moths without him. I'll die from a broken heart. He was going to take care of me. He was going to take care of our baby. I lost our baby. I may not even be able to have kids from what the doctor said. Eating makes me sick. I have nightmares when I sleep. I can't live without him. They just don't understand. He was my world. He was my everything. He was the only things that kept a smile on my face. I'm completely miserable now. I would give up everything for him. I would give up this whole bullshit life. I hate my parents for what they're doing to us. They're ruining this part of our lives. Age is just a number. The difference will always be the same. We're going to be together anyways. So why keep us apart now? I guess they expect things to change. They expect us to move on somehow. He was going to wait for me at e

Your Magic
You've got magic inside your finger tips its leaking out all over my skin everytime that i get close to you your makin me weak with the way you look through those eyes And all i see is your face all i need is your touch wake me up with your lips come at me from up above yeaaaa, oh i need you I remember the way that you move your dancin easily through my dreams its hittin me harder and harder with all your smiles you are crazy gentle in the way you kiss C: All i see is your face all i need is your touch wake me up with your lips come at me from up above Oh baby i need you to see me, the way i see you lovely, wide awake in Magic Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com the middle of my dreams And all i see is your face all i need is your touch wake me up with your lips come at me from up above All i see is your face all i need is your touch wake me up with your lips come at me from up above yeaaaa, oh oh da da da do do do do do ahhhhhh, i ..... i

I Just Love Comments That Say Go Kill Yourself
you know if you dont like what i have on my page then get the hell off stay my page. and for people that think i dont like people im a fucking people hater i dont fucking care what color you are thats just me. now save the comments go kill yourself to yourself its dumb and boring and lame. again i hate people get a fucking life. oh by the way and grow up

The Days Just Make Ya Older
the hours... passing by someone help... my drink is gettin dry ain't got the lungs to blow out all them damn candles.... hell my boobs are too saggy.... fuck i can't even see my damn sandels... the kids call me old.... and see i'm getting grey too weak to protect myself.... fuck.. where'd i put my pepper spray gimme my walker... and rub me down with ben gay... oh what the hell.... tomorrow is MY day... i look younger than my age... so don't be in a rage.... that's right bitch......... i'm only 36 so leave me some love..... and have a nice day.... AKA... bored out of my freakin mind when i wrote this

Bakersfield
im here in bakersfiled trying to start a new life over again so that i could be closer to my girl because that i luv her so much to death that i would do anything for and she know that cause i always used to make the 100 mile trips from hollywood to see her but now that im up here hopefully this time around everything woould turn out allright

Adult Fun
Hosted By: JULIETWhen: Friday Sep 14, 2007 at 8:00 PMWhere: The Sans Souci1055 Regal RowDallas, TX 75201United StatesDescription: Single Men $15 Couples $15 Unescorted Women (Free) So dress up and come party Glow in the dark party....

Everything Nsfw
Yeah, you got it...everthing that CAN be marked as NSFW I mark as NSFW. Why? I just dont want to have to deal with censoring myself if I dont have to. If you are scanning for naked pics. Mine are here and there...you will just have to browse the rest of them to see. If you are at work it is best just to stay off my page.- You might miss the NSFW tag and get your ass fired. If your kids are in the room it is best to stay off my page-- You might miss the NSFW tag and your kids may get the education of a lifetime. Otherwise...enter at you own risk and have fun.

The Funeral Yesterday
THE FUNERAL WAS SO BEAUTIFUL, A FEW OF HER GRANDCHILDREN & GREAT GRANDCHILDREN GOT UP AND THEY READ POEMS THEY MADE FOR GRANDMA... I DIDN'T GET TO KNOW HER AS WELL AS THEY DID.... BUT WHEN I DID IT WAS IN THE HOSPITAL A FEW TIMES.... I WAS DOING OK OF NOT CRYING & STAYING STRONG FOR CHARLES & HIS FAMILY UNTIL THE READ WHAT THEY WROTE.... I STARTED CRYING, WISHING SHE WAS STILL WITH US SO THAT I COULD HAVE GOTTEN TO KNOW HER BETTER THEN WHEN SHE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL... BUT I SAT THERE NEXT TO CHARLES TRYING TO STOP THE TEARS TO BE STRONG FOR THEM... AFTER WE LEFT THE ROOM AND WENT OUT SIDE TO GET THE CAR READY A FEW PEOPLE WAS GIVING ME ANGY LOOKS, LOOKS THAT COULD KILL.... CAUSE I WAS CRYING LIKE A BABY AFTER WE WENT OUTSIDE... CHARLES WAS HOLDING TELLING ME WHAT I HAVE BEEN TELLING HIM.... BUT I TOLD HIM THAT HE KNEW HER & THAT I WILL NEVER GET TOO.... HE UNDERSTOOD ME AND HELD ME TIGHT ANS I TOO WAS HOLDING HIM TIGHT... HE TOLD ME TO JUST OVER LOOK THOSE WHO WAS LOOKING AT ME THAT AW

Are You Serious?
this site is hilarious... I put "Anti-Fubomber" as my status as this crazy bitch starts going off on me in my shoutbox. It actually made me laugh and realize how sad some people really are. I'm here to make new friends more tahn anything... i dont bomb, do contests, kiss peoples ass, or anything else. Its funny cause you think you know someone but you really dont, its all good though cause I dont need people like that and I'm sure you dont either.

Learned One Word Not To Post
FEEDINGTHEDESIRE Had my Mumm deleted today. I do not care. Anyhow... pissed off might be a bad thing to say............ lol. Enjoy your day. I fell into the ranking again today... lmao Have a great evening all!

Come On Guys
ok if any of u are useing any kind of programs to bomb me plz dont i want to win this contest fair and honest...i have put alot of hard work and many hours on this so please if ur using any program what so ever please stop!!!! this is my first contest and i dont want any drama whatsoever i just wanna get thru it nice and clean

So The Moron Took It To My Yahoo
william parker: ok thats un called for i never ever done anything to you i have always showen you love since the day i meant you i thought it would be nice to deticat a song to her what ever the song was but i understand it your station thats cool she was close to and i thought i could get a lil love from my friend i know now i was wring i never was your friend. Jessa Farris: to bad shes dead william parker: i know william parker: and iam sorry you feel the way you do william parker: its just that my heart is broken right now and i cant belave you and i are haveing words i understand why you said know thats your business but i thought you thought better of me Jessa Farris: yeah but what you dnt seem to understand Jessa Farris: is I DONT FUCKING CARE CUZ I DONT FUCKING KNOW HER Jessa Farris: IM PREGNAT AND EMOTIONAL Jessa Farris: SO I DONT NEED TO BE BROUGHT DOWN BY SOME STUPID BITCH WHO PROLLY RAN HER MOUTH A

Thought Wtf
Infest My name's Coby Dick Mr. Dick if your nasty Rock a mic with a voice that's raspy 'Cause I'm poetic in my operations My God given talent is to rock all the nations Infest, the theory of my first manifesto Push ya wig back with my Lyrical pistol Blow now Papa Roach is on your mental Bangin' like your head piece it's just that simple Cock back and unleash with my physical Wrap you in my thoughts and become indivisble Centrifugal forces individuals into my mind As we rock into ritual PRE-CHORUS: You better do just what we say And if you don't then you'll pay CHORUS: We're going to infest We're getting in your head What is wrong with the world today The government, media, or your family Now, that i got your attention Did I forget to mention All the head we be INFESTING Hope ya'll people learn your leason 'Cause the game of life is crazy Got all the people guessin' What is wrong with the world today The government, media, or your family Would y

True Or False You Rate This And Then You Comment On It Lol
1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It’s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don’t need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7. Sex

Name Change.sorry
the name of the levelers is white knight levelers. we are a group of tired out shadow levelers that got sick of being used. we do the same as they do .....but we look out for the lower level fubars. we help members that are in need of a little boost. 10,000 or less to level only... we can get more members done this way. we dont show favor in any way. if you need help just ask in a message to me or any other white knight u see on my page. want to become a white knight ? send me a request. real people helping people.

Ani Difranco - 'self Evident'
(inspired by the WTC disaster) yes, us people are just poems we're 90% metaphor with a leanness of meaning approaching hyper-distillation and once upon a time we were moonshine rushing down the throat of a giraffe yes, rushing down the long hallway despite what the p.a. announcement says yes, rushing down the long stairs with the whiskey of eternity fermented and distilled to eighteen minutes burning down our throats down the hall down the stairs in a building so tall that it will always be there yes, it's part of a pair there on the bow of Noah's ark the most prestigious couple just kickin back parked against a perfectly blue sky on a morning beatific in its Indian summer breeze on the day that America fell to its knees after strutting around for a century without saying thank you or please and the shock was subsonic and the smoke was deafening between the setup and the punch line cuz we were all on time for wo

Paradise
Sometimes not knowing can lead the heart down an abandoned road. Endless thoughts of wrong doing. Emotions swim in an empty ocean. Reach out and feel whats real. Embrace it. Don't let fear control your future. Cast it down. For it is dirty, unclean. It is here with you. Release it and let it go far into infinity. Go and make your way. For it is already written. This is what u know. Show wisdom. Hope is your friend. Something thats real but can not see. But you feel it. warm. What u know will lead you far. Trust. Your paradise awaits you...........Nightshadows2006 Copyright LLC

Life Is Life Ty Eddie
Life is Life" People; we go through life seeing, meeting, touching, experiencing, and hopefully growing as a result of interactions with other people. Growing is the key word. For some growing emotionally, spiritually, and just growing up is slower process than for others. We welcome/allow people into our lives. Sometimes the experience is great, sometimes just ok. Sometimes we allow our selves to be vulnerable, and sometimes we are betrayed. We go through life meeting people that are; very different than we are, some with similar interest, some with the same values as we have, and some who's values are very different than the one's we hold so close. Life is life, and people are people. No bad guys and no good guys, (As I always say). I was once told to pray for someone who has wrong me, when I didn’t know how to look inwards and look at my own part. Only by looking inwards can I find the solution. By pointing fingers and blaming we don’t grow. I have been praying for diffic

Ok Not Much Bdsm In Here So Enjoy
opened the door and stepped inside made my way down the hallway stopped at the bedroom door i heard something leaned in just a little there it was a soft moan and the rustling of covers.I peeked around the corner there you were laying on your back legs spreading. my heart started racing.I slowly and very quietly unbutoned my pants slipped off my shoes you were very soflty caressing the lips of your pussy i unbuttoned my shirt and stood there fully naked my cock throbbing i could already see the pre cum leaking out of me making the head all shiney. I glanced back at you i could see your pussy starting to become excited your lips were parting ever so slightly i could just see a glimmer of juice as your fingers dipped in for a taste of what was to come. I grabbed my cock and felt it twich from the excitement i thought about how i loved your pussy i could spend hours sampling the dew off your petal how i yearned to trace the folds of your vagina with my tounge lovingly circle t

I Said Bye Forever
this guy i have know fior a long time something happen to him cause today i was talking to him and he said if i meant any to you you will get a webcam now the don i know would never said any thing like that thats not the don i know so i had to tell him its over so i can't please him any more i have done everything he wanted he has never done any thing for me its over i will be hurting for a while

Seeing The Things That I Love...
Well...here I sit...in the quiet late afternoon. There's a thunderstorm heading this way. I can hear the thunder getting closer...the daylight fading fast. There is no wind...the smell of rain hanging heavy in the air. I can sit and watch this scene for hours. I love rain...late afternoon storms...washing everything away and making it all new for the day that's coming soon. I turn away from the window and see Duke...soundly sleeping in his favorite spot. All stretched out...just totally relaxed without a care in the world. He's so pretty. It's hard to believe that I've always considered myself as one who doesn't like dogs but he has definitely changed my view on things... As my eyes travel further across the room, they rest upon the one thing in my life that I'm so grateful for. There he is...asleep on the couch. He looks so peaceful...a light blanket over him...a slight smile on his face. I could sit and watch him sleep for hours on end...to hear his deep breaths...just to know

Deadbeat Daddy
Well today we are sitting here, im on the computer and my daughter is sitting at the dining room table...shes writing things and drawing on a piece of paper. She looks at me and asks "momma how do you spell my daddys name" and without thinking i said d-e-a-d-b-e-a-t and started laughing.....my dad who is standing at the kitchen counter started laughing said that was good one. My daughter is 7 and just now learning to read so i have to be careful...luckily she just started being able to read and associating letters with sounds or she would have known what i said. My kids dad is a real piece of work. I nor my kids have heard from him in almost 8 months now. its his loss though cause he has 2 wonderful kids here and hes missing out on so much. My 3 year old is talking in perfect sentences and hes so well behaved its not even funny. He has his moments when he can be unbearable but hes a magnificent little boy. He will be going to school next year and hes so excited about it.

Buisness Propositions!!!
Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with this really cute, really hot girl in his office.... but she was dating someone else. One day Eddie got so frustrated that he went to her and said, "I'll give you $100 if you let me have sex with you." The girl looked at him and then said, "NO." Eddie said, "I'll be real fast. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll finish by the time you've picked it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would consult with her boyfriend, She called him and explained the situation. Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, and pick up the money really fast. He wont even be able to get his pants down." She agreed and accepts the proposal. Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend's call. Finally, after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks, "What happened?" Still breathing hard, she managed to reply, "The bastard had all quarters!" Management lesson: Always consider

Loving Vegas
I am sitting here wondering if I should "pop" the question to my current girlfriend. We have been together for sometime now and we are pretty serious... I even moved from Chicago to here for her. I can't help to admit that living in "sin city" can cause me to even wonder with my eyes.. But- I'm a male.. I don't even think about cheating or anything like that- I just wonder if she is the "ONE".. How does one know that???

Would You Know
Would you know ~Tony Martinez If you were talking to me joking and laughing When I felt like dying inside Would you know If I smiled But was crying in the dark Would you know If I was caring for you and encouraging you But heartbroken Would you know If I told you I was fine But I really needed you Would you know When you ask if I need anything and I say no But I need you to fight and love me Would you know I know what you need and want before you ask My needs? My wants? Would you know

My Horoscope For Today ...
Hummm..... You are on the verge of a major change, but it won't begin until you go out of your way to try something new. Look around and figure out what seems most interesting or exciting to you, then do it!

Being A "big Girl"
The other night i was on here and a friend of mine posted a blog about big girls. He wanted people to vote on whether or not they like big girls or bony bitches. There were quite a few negative comments about big girls, which i understand of course. Then there were a few big girls on there talking about how great their life was stuff like that. Well I decided to be completely honest and voice my opinion. Heres what I said......... (this is in response to a couple of ppl saying fat girls need love too) Fat girls do need love but being a fat girl myself, i hate my body and if i were a guy i wouldnt date someone like me...does that make sense??? ok so maybe im a disgrace to the whole bbw name but im just being honest. I get lots of attention but most of the time its just cause men want to get in my pants they dont want to take the time to get to know me first....fat girl=easy...thats how men see it. Then a girl (that i ended up adding as a friend...lol) said that she finds

Hmm Solutions
hehe in my last blog I posted about the chemicals but I forgot one. SLS-Sodium Lauryl Sulfate is a wetting agent that allows shampoo to spread out and penetrate more easily. It is found in shampoos, deodorants and cosmetics. SLS will damage the stratum coreum [outer layer of the skin], causing dryness, roughness, scaliness, fissuring, loss of flexibility and reduction of the barrier functions of normal healthy skin. It can cause damage to the moisture retaining ability at the cellular level resulting in water loss and loss of water-binding ability. It is a mutagen, which means that it is capable of actually changing the information in genetic material found in the cells. A great solution to harmful hair and skin products includes cucumbers for the eyes, 1/4 vegetable oil with fresh herbs for a relaxing bath. raw eggs are also a great natural remedy - crack an egg or two into a clean glass jar and pat onto the skin, allow to dry then wash off or wash your hair in eggs. The prot

Too Busy For A Friend?
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exer

This Means A Lot
I don't forward / send much stuff on usually, but this was worth it. Please take a moment of your time to vote! The Marine Corps means a lot to me, and I know quite a few of you as well. ~ Rebekah Dear Marine Corps Family, "The Few. The Proud. The Marines." is more than just a slogan. These three sentences represent who we are, epitomizing the challenge of becoming (TheFew), and the reward of being (The Proud), one of the elite (The Marines). Suffice it to say, Few slogans convey such a Proud tradition. Our tagline has been a foundation in the Marine Corps for over thirty years. Now we have the opportunity to immortalize these words into America's civilian culture as well. "The Few. The Proud." has been nominated BEST SLOGAN for the Madison Avenue Advertising Walk of Fame. The Marine Corpsjoins a list of 26 other brands that will compete for entry based on total number of votes received online at http://advertising.yahoo.com/advertisingweek_07/slogan_poll.html Whether you a

Life
what is love ? are we blind to it or do we just choose not to see the bad things they do to us and we do to them where do you draw a line, saying enough is enough? when you love someone and you have been in a relatonship for so many years and you think that they are the best , scared to be alone where does that line go whats forgivable and what cant you forget.The pain in your heart the thoughts in your head,the questions in your mind, you start to blame your self saying you did it its your fault your just not doing your job as a companion well then you start to realize its not its their fault you get hurt its theirs they dident fix it they dident respect you enough to stop the pain from coming back into your heart. am i just a toy just the next notch in his belt or was there really anything there to begin w/

Changes..
Gosh, it's nice to know I've been missed by so many! Thank you all for your concerns.. Everything is good. I got a new job, working 40+ hours a week. So far, I'm loving it! Looks as though I will be moving out this weekend too! I can't wait till this whole transition is over with, and I am in my new home. I'll pop in whenever I can. Have a great weekend everyone!! ~R~

To My Friends
TAG! YOU'RE IT!! YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 10 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X"" Send this heart 2 at least 15 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!! Let's see many hearts you get!!!! ........¶¶¶¶¶¶............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶- - - - ¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶- - - - ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶- - - - ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ . ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶- - - - ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ......¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ .........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ...........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ............¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ .............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ...............¶¶"

19 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks .. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme? 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropica

Go Ahead!
Go ahead abandon all reasonable thought. Get Your cannons out, aim straight and high. Shoot... Blast... Take'm all out of commission. Show no mercy for the weak, softhearted, or unknowing. No rhyme or thought can get through. You are so witty, charming, all knowing. Mean...Cruel... Heartless Baboon. So perfect You! Take careful store of all that's good. Blow it to smithereens! Grind it to dust beneath Your godlike feet. Abandon the writing, You know so well. Announce to all others, spouting off Your own stupidity. Take charge and command us Lesser Mortals, who have Dared to question Your superiority. Riddle me this, Boy... How the hell do you sleep at night?

Farewell My Friends!!!
I posted this as a bulletin, but apparently no one saw it so I'm putting it here now... Just wanted to let y'all know that I will be deleting my page within the next day or so. I have found the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. His name is Mark and he is everything I ever wanted. Thanks for the friendships, the talks, the advice and of course the music! I will miss you! May GOD bless & keep you all. hugs & kisses Stephannie

Stun Gun
STUN GUN (Only a guy would do this!) Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two "Triple-A batteries" in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to e

Life's A Dream
life's a dream goin' full stream know what i mean? it runs like water thru a mountain stream it passes you bye and you wonder why? you just live until you die. you just live and you give a laugh or a cry but the truth always be a lie then you die. like a moon beam nuthin' is as it seem just a reflection of the sun and what you have done then your life is done ain't no do over's and over's and over's again ain't no way to begin agin' life's a dream it runs like water thru a mountain stream or the light from a moon beam ain't nuthin' as it seem nor as it oughta' be see life's just a moon beam and a mountain stream aint's nuthin' as it seem it's sure not what you thoughta' your life would be when you look back and agree that moon beams and the water runnin' thru mountain streams ain't what they seems only dreams moon beams and moutnatin streams nor life as your years pass int

Thanks Everyone
I want to thank everyone who sent me birthday wishes. I had an ok birthday. I worked all day then caleb had basketball game after my 2nd job that night. So thats how I spent my time. So thanks to everyone who thought about me and wished me a great day. It was greatly appreciated. Hugs to you all.

Cajun Spice Mixes (homemade)
CAJUN SEASONING 2 tbsp. garlic powder 2 tbsp. cayenne 2 tbsp. black pepper 2 tbsp. dried sweet basil leaves 1 tbsp. salt (optional) 1 tbsp. dried oregano leaves 1 tbsp. white pepper 1 tbsp. onion powder Combine all ingredients and store in a tightly sealed container. Makes about 3/4 cup of seasoning. CAJUN-STYLE SEASONING MIX 2 tbsp. paprika 1 1/2 tsp. each dried oregano and dried thyme 1 tsp. each onion powder and black pepper 1 tsp. each garlic powder and salt 1/2 tsp. cayenne pepper, or to taste Mix until well combined. Sprinkle approximately 1/2 teaspoon spice mixture over each portion of fish or shellfish before broiling. Save remainder in an airtight container for future use. Makes about 1/4 cup. K'S CAJUN SEASONING 1 (26 oz.) box salt or lite salt 3 tbsp. black pepper 2 tbsp. garlic powder 1 tsp. onion powder 1 tsp. nutmeg 2 tbsp. Accent (optional) 2 tbsp. dried parsley flakes 4 tbsp. red pepper (cayenne) 2 tbsp. chili powder Once you start usi

Funny Stuff!!!!!!!
1. COVER YOUR STUMP BEFORE YOU HUMP! 2. BEFORE YOU ATTACK HER, WRAP YOUR WHACKER! 3. DON'T BE SILLY, PROTECT YOUR WILLY! 4. WHEN IN DOUBT, SHROUD YOUR SPOUT! 5. DON'T BE A LONER, COVER YOUR BONER! 6. YOU CAN'T GO WRONG IF YOU SHIELD YOUR DONG! 7. IF YOU'RE NOT GOING TO SACK IT, GO HOME AND WHACK IT! 8. IF YOU THINK SHE'S SPUNKY, COVER YOUR MONKEY! 9. IF YOU SLIP BETWEEN HER THIGHS, BE SURE TO CONDOMIZE! 10. IT WILL BE SWEETER IF YOU WRAP YOUR PETER! 11. SHE WON'T GET SICK IF YOU WRAP YOUR DICK! 12. IF YOU GO IN HEAT, PACKAGE YOUR MEAT! 13. WHILE YOU'RE UNDRESSING VENUS, DRESS UP YOUR PENIS! 14. WHEN YOU TAKE OFF HER PANTS AND BLOUSE, ZIP UP YOUR TROUSER MOUSE! 15. ESPECIALLY IN DECEMBER, GIFT WRAP YOUR MEMBER! 16. NEVER, NEVER DECK HER WITH AN UNWRAPPED PECKER! 17. DON'T BE A FOOL, VULCANIZE YOUR TOOL! 18. THE RIGHT SELECTION WILL PROTECT YOUR ERECTION! 19. WRAP IT IN FOIL BEFORE CHECKING HER OIL! 20. A CRANK W

Help My Good Friend Become A Godfather
Hi Friends , One of my best friends in Fubar, Fred aka Neptune's Human is getting close to becoming a Godfather . He needs about 135,000 points now so lets get in here and help him out during these happy hours . Thanks for your help . :) Neptunes Human@ fubar

Walking Away
SO THIS LAST YEAR HAS BEEN REALLY HARD FOR MYSELF. MARRIAGE, DIVORCE , LOOSING LOVED ONES…MOST OF ALL….PAIN,LOST LOVE,AND FOREVER FEELING NUMB. THROUGH THIS LAST YEAR I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING BUT THE BEST TO KEEP MY HEAD HIGH. I GAVE MY HEART TO SOMEONE…AND IT WAS BROKEN. TAKEN FROM ME SO QUICKLY. I HOPED WITH LOSING LOVE I COULD EVENTUALLY GET IT BACK. IT SEEMS AS MY LOVE BEGAN TO RETURN TO MY HEART…IT SLOWLEY WALKED AWAY AGAIN. I HAVE LEARNED TO NO LONGER ALLOW OTHERS INTO MY LIFE. THE WALL HAS BEEN PUT BACK UP AND I AM BROKEN. WHAT HAPPENED? I STARTED TO TRUST AGAIN AND IT WAS LOST. I STARTED TO FEEL AGAIN AND THAT IS NOW GONE. IM HURT. WHEN I THINK OF HOW I FEEL, BENT, BROKEN,SHATTERED,STOLEN,LOST,NUMB,WEAK,UNABLE TO EVEN FORGIVE,SAD,TEARS,PAIN. I GUESS IM EASY TO BE FOOLED. EASY TO BE WALKED ON AND TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF. I AM A WOMAN WHO WOULD GIVE MY CLOTHES OFF MY BACK IF I MET YOU YESTERDAY AND FELT YOU NEEDED THEM. I WAS RAISED TO BE COMPASSIONATE,LOYAL AND TRUST

World Trade Center Site Shows Signs Of Rebirth
By Joan Gralla Fri Sep 7, 3:55 PM ET NEW YORK (Reuters) - Three steel pillars rising from the World Trade Center site's massive pit are the first visible signs of the Freedom Tower, the centerpiece of rebuilding efforts six years after the September 11 attacks. The tower's pillars now reach to just beneath street level from the bedrock 70 feet below ground level and will eventually rise to 1,776 feet -- symbolic of the date of U.S. independence. But some say progress at the site has been painful. State Assembly Speaker Sheldon Silver, a Democrat from lower Manhattan, was blunt this week in his assessment of how long it has taken to get to this point. "The rebuilding process, as we all know, was in a shambles," he said. After years of scuffling over what would replace the trade center's 110-story Twin Towers, renderings and models of the rebuilding plan have been fine-tuned and the public can now see concrete progress taking place around a sea of cranes at the site. Ne

What I Desire
I am attracted to convicts, gangstas, and bad boys. A really nice guy could ask me out and i'm more like yea yea what ever, but you let a bad boy walk in the room im like hell yea so if your my guy hit me up. Remeber you got ta have a rap sheet as long as i am tall. ha ha

Destructive Force
ever have one of those days, when everything you want to fix turns to crap? Well I have had 8 months worth of those days, mind you some really good stuff in there too, but even that I have managed to ruin. I am actually a pretty good person, with great intentions, yet I am a destructive force to any thing, or anybody I come into contact with it seems like. I want so bad to be happy again, but yet when that starts to happen, I panic, and get scared because when I'm happy, things go bad, and I get hurt again. So thus when I get close to happiness, now I run, and therefore it looks very bad on me, and people tend to get hurt. Do i do this on purpose? Not entirely, some is, just for the sake of saving the others feelings, but it also has to so with forgiveness... of myself. I am so hard on me that I don't know how to forgive myself when I don't get it right, and then it cascades into this thing I can't control, and suddenly i'm on the run again. I don't know how to fix this, and don't know

My Random Thoughts
Lifes too short for bullshit. Dont use someone unless you plan on getting used in return. Dont go thru life not telling someone how you feel about them. Tell them. We are not promised our next breathe. Keep your friends close,but your enemys closer. Tell your friends how much you care about them. Not only will it make them feel good but their day will go better as well. Life is a journey. It has its ups and downs. Dont go thru life holding a grudge towards someone. Forgive but never forget. You burn me once shame on you,you burn me twice shame on me. We learn from our mistakes. So do others that our watching us without us even knowing. Someone somewhere thinks about you all the time. Now if you only knew who. Tell him or her how much you love and care about them. Even if your not speaking to each other at that moment. Someone is alive today because of you. You took the time one day to talk to them when noone else would. And for that they are thankful. Be thankful for what you have in y

Insanity!!!!!!weeeeeeeeeeee
o0o0o yeah, I'm sure you remember Hydaway Radio,Well were back Come in and say hi omfg Its True, Hydaway Radio Is back !!! click the pic to see what your missing, So get your ass in here and Come Say Hi to ~insanity!!

Only For The Newest Of Those On My Friends List.
All the old timers have seen this I am sure so this is for all those who signed up on the friends list recently. Ms. C !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! First Class by Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I have just taken my assigned right aisle seat in first class and opened the latest issue of “Newsweek” and begun to read a story about Terrorism in Iraq and suddenly - you walk through the entrance to the seating section of the Boeing 747. There is a certain air about you as you enter; every male in the front passenger area is staring at you. You seize the moment and demand the attention, perhaps not intentionally, but your presence shows how secure you are with your personal image and your sexuality. You are wearing a white silk blouse above a black pleated silk skirt that stops just above your knees. The blouse is puffy in the arms and loose all over but it is evident you are not wearing a bra for your nipples are visible and standing erect from the smooth

Wait!
Collaborate and listen, Ice is back with a brand new invention... Yes, that's right. I fucking quoted Ice Ice Baby. I am THAT MOTHER FUCKING COOL. Wanted to get a new tattoo today but no one would go with me. Even tried someone I thought I had gotten pretty close with (hell sleeping with someone on a regular basis for a few months should constitute a closeness don't you think?) and of course got no response. Fuck him. I really liked this guy and as always he led me on or didnt have enough balls to let me know he wasn't interested. It's pretty shitty. If I was a more vindictive person... lordy lordy. The bitch I would be. All I want is a real reason why. Apparently you aren't man enough to even give me one. Fuck you.

You Know You Drink Too Much When....
Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream. The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat. The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar When you go to donate blood and they ask what proof? You think the Four Basic Food Groups are Caffeine, Nicotine, Alcohol, and Hotties. You have a "happy hour" at home When you are sober, people ask you what's wrong? You spend all night making a board game called Alcohol Land Although you drove home the other night you can't remember how you got home or where you parked your car "Hi ocifer. I'm not under the affluence of incohol." Your favorite drink is ethanol. "Why does everybody think I have a prinking droblem?! - I don't have a prinking droblem!" "I don't have a drinking prob..pleb..prub.. *hic* Pash me another, tarbender." You can spend a whole night holding up walls to prevent their (your) collapse. You instinctively know where the alcohol is in a store you've n

Rest Of The Bunch...
OWL- Owl was known as the fatherly one in the bunch. Many characters went to see this wise feather fowl when they had problems. Eyeore- I believe that Eeyore Is an Atypical Deppressive. His famous phrase is "Don't bother" He lived in a house of twigs because he didn't believe that he was good enough for anything better and he ate thistles for breakfast, lunch and dinner. And really? He had a tack stuck in his ass? Like no one could sew that bitch back on? TIGGER I am under the assumption that Tigger suffered from ADHD. He was happy and bouncy and probably my favorite WTP charachter. His lisp still warms my heart. In the later years he suffered slight delussions as Owl used him to try out different natural methods to calm his bounce. The side effects to these 'remedies' which never really worked were said delusions and extream hunger. Hence the ravaging of Rabbits garden. RABBIT- Rabbit seemed orderly and a proper planner. He had slight OCD

Got Off Life Support..lol
every since you walked away that aweful lonely day.you didnt just take urself away from me, you took a huge part of me with you. my breathing was left so shallow. my heart never beat the same. and the very life that was left in me felt like it had been taken away from my then lifeless body. so here i sat,an alone,lifeless,empty shell of a being. waiting some days impatiently for you to come back and offer me back the peices to my puzzle of a life. but that very day never seem to come. day after day i would stare into lost cherry space...that is until it turned with the season into a blooming cherry tap..and now all grown up..FUBAR. the day has finally come when u should grace the very existance i have had in me but too weak to tell even for myself. you came back to me..the full circle it did make, once again allowing me to see that like the world..fubar wasnt flat either. for my handsome prince didnt fall off the edge of my screen into oblivia as i had previously thought.lma

Hell It Aint Over Yet
OK EVERYONE , GHOST RIDER HERE LOOKING FOR ALL HIS FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO COME ON OVER AND HELP MY FRIEND JESSICA OUT. ITS BEEN A LONG GRUELING DAY AND WE NEED A LITTLE HELP TO STAY AHEAD. ITS ONLY AN HOUR AND A HALF OUT OF UR TIME. SO PLEASE COME ON OVER AND HELP US WIN. HIT THE LINK TO JOIN IN ON THE FUN AND LETS HELP JESSICA BE THE MOST POPULAR GIRL ON FUBAR.

Why We Love Children
why we love children: a kindergarten pupil told his teacher he'd found a cat, but it was dead. "how do you know that the cat was dead? she asked him. "because i pissed in it's ear and it didn't move," answered the child innocently. "you did WHAT?!!" the exclaimed in surprise. "you know," explained the boy, "i leaned over and went 'PSST!' and it didn't move. an exasperated mother, whose son was always geting into mischief, finally asked him, "how do you expect to get into heaven?" the boy thought it over and said "well i'll run in and out and in and out and keep slamming the door until St. Peter says, 'for heaven's sake, dyan, come in or stay out.' one summer evening during a violent thunderstorm a mother was tucking her son into bed. she was about to turn off the light when he asked with a tremor in hie voice, "mommy will you sleep with me tonight?" the mother smiled and gave him a reassuring hug. "i can't dear," she said, "i have to sleep in daddy's room." a long silence was

The Dancer... This Is The Very First Poem I Ever Wrote...july Of 2005
The Dancer The dance of love is at hand tonight, transposed for all to see Pull the strings the dancer spins her web of mystery Silky hair, that sultry stare, she has me under her spell I’m lost within her tranquil gaze, a prisoner in her cell Her lips drip with passion play, my blood screams out for more Our gaze is locked entwined as one, the butterflies will roar That all consuming sense of smell, my nostrils flare with lust She quivers to the beat of my pulse, our tongues begin to thrust Souls entwined soon to be, entrenched in outright bliss Imagine this enchanting night began with a simple kiss jskins

Thanks!!!!!
i wanna thank everyone who helped me out we all worked hard i know there are sum of u who were on till 4 in the morning commenting!! im so glad to see u guys care so much about helping a friends out!! everyone and i do mean everyone that helped is very very much appreciated i love u guys!

Sheltered Dreams
Sheltered Dreams Faith will loft your sheltered dreams Allow me to silence your censored screams Beyond your fears that strangle affection Beyond the point of practical protection Beyond the years of passionate prayer Beyond the tears of tortured despair Believe in yourself as you believe in me Believe in our love that longs to be free Deliver the spark to ignite the fire Exploding elation of unmatched desire Control the destiny that decides our fate Trust your heart, don't let me wait Angels crying tears of bliss Converting cynics with the strength of our kiss The power of fate is ours to explore Forever as one, I’ll always adore The path of virtue, road of respect Your security I will always protect The honor to share my soul with you Is a dream I wished would always come true For those who doubt my deep devotion A life without faith is like draining the ocean Open your heart, let love touch your soul Believe in yourself, let your spirit bec

You Sicko! :)
so, no one has a crush on me on here...well, i don't think so anyways. anywho, i clicked on the "view my profile as everyone else does," and then tried to push the crush button just to see if it would appear then or what it would look like if someone had a crush on me...now, i would like to note, that all these "crush" words should have these "" around them...i'm just too tired to go back and do it :) anywho, when i tried clicking it, it said, "well isn't someone full of themselves...you can't have a crush on yourself, sicko!" hehehe. it made me giggle :) and on a different note, some chick rated me a '3' today...lol, sorry muriel...the only way i'd be a 3 is if the scale was 1-3...hehehe :)

Well This Is Going Slow!
I left here a month ago was never to come back,Someone had taken my page and was being mean to my friends at the lounges. They had to of been watching me to know when I left for they would stay and no one knew I left except the next place that I went to. and he would be mean and nasty, something I am not, unless in private. It is just rude. he posted blogs to my page showing the stuff and all. It was quite weird. I just left the page and made a new one and and got to a level 13 before getting to the bottom of whom was on my page. Finally went to the support lounge, and found out what to do. Blocked them once I found out whom it was and went back to my page.Well the damage was already done. I felt like I was not wanted on here so I gave up my page and left. I just came back yesterday because I had asked Sabrina to join when i was on. and she finally did, but could not deal with it. So here I am back. I am not on here all the time like I was, I have other space that i am on so if I d

Girls Night Out...
Why women should avoid a "girls night out" after they are married!.. The other night I was invited out for a night with "the girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!" Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easy. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hall started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed...3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos= MIDNIGHT!) The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, and I told him "Midnight". He didn't seem pissed off at all. Whew! Got away with that one! Then he said, "We need a new cuckoo clock." When I asked him why?, he said, "Well, last night our clock cuckooed three times, then said, "

Quote Of The Day
Brought to you by: http://www.fubar.com/user/1114153 I love to get funny emails on fubar: "why dont you do me a favor! go fuck off and die somewhere cause your not worth a shit! and when when you down load pix and dont let other seen the that fucken wrong and if you dont want other to see them why put then on there then.... that dont make any sense! of course you dont have any sense any ways i for got your to young to know shit! nice meet you BITCH! hahahah the person of your dreams is going to come get you! like freddy in nightmare on Elm street! hahaha!" -------------------------- My reply: And no, you're still not going to get to see any of me nsfw dumbass! lol!!!! And Freddy... Don't be gentle, I like it rough ;) HAHAHAHAHA! Night night...

.homosexualty: And Other Abominations Of God.
This is a humorous little piece that made the rounds about five years ago... The next time a pastor asks you to tithe, you might give him a copy of this.... Dr. Laura Schlessinger is a radio personality who dispenses advice to people who call in to her radio show. Recently, she said that, as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22 and cannot be condoned under any circumstance. The following is an open letter to Dr. Laura penned by a east coast resident, which was posted on the Internet. It's funny, as well as informative: Dear Dr. Laura: Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination. End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some of th

Friday September 14, 2007
With morning fast approaching we get closer and closer to the final show down: SNUGGLES v. FERRETS. Make sure to cast your vote on my mumm. -NEWS FLASH 12:33 AM: Is it just me or am i surrounded by women?

Funny
# "My son is under a doctor's care and should not take P.E. today. Please execute him." # "Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick, and I had her shot." # "Dear School: Please ekscuse John being absent on Jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, and also 33." # "Please excuse Gloria from Jim today. She is administrating." # "Please excuse Roland from P.E. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip." # "John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face." # "Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part." # "Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins." # "Chris will not be in school cus he has an acre in his side." # "Please excuse Ray Friday from school. He has very loose vowels." # "Please excuse Tommy for being absent yesterday. He had diarrhea, and his boots leak." # "Irving was absent yesterday because he missed his bust.

Simple Exwecise To Firm –up Ur Breasts…to Add On To Ur Existing Beauty
There are two types of exercises to firm-up the breast muscles and to have a majestice appearance even at the later steges….… Very simple ….. (1)The “lady’s push up”(2) and the “ dumbbell fly”. The ladies push up is different from the man. First of all she is on the floor on all “fours” position. The hands instead of being straight out, are turned in, so the palms are facing each other. Now start the push ups, with as many as you can comfortably do without becoming strained. This may be as few as 4 or 5. Then daily try to increase this number, till you can do about a set of 20. Two sets are perfect. The second exercise “ dumbbell fly”, you will need two light (say 1 kilo to 2 kilos maximum) dumbbells. Then lying on your back on the floor, pick up one weight in each. Now extend your arms out at shoulder level on the floor with your palms up. The weights should be parallel to your body. Lift both arms straight up together above your body, keeping your elbows slightly bent, so th

Lvl's And Points
Hey, Im sorry that I just got into this community for the people. I dont give a shit about points, blasts, levelling up, more friends than I can communicate with, contests...I rate a ten with anything I find worth rating. I dont give 9's or 8's or 7's get my drift??? If I rate something I give it a ten. But if you rate me with anything but a 10, I will surely go to your page and do the same. But I dont go out of my way to help anyone with contests, or anything like that. If I see someone nearing a lvl up, I will spam them with comments and 10's all over the place, cos Im cool like that, but otherwise...uh-uh. I fan the chicks I think are pretty and seem to have cool personalities, I however seek friendship that could become something more in the near future. The catch is, Im picky, as picky as any of you are. Its cool tho, I know the difference between your pickiness and mine. Women it seems look for the hot sexy guy who posts multiple pics of his 6-pac and car/motorcycle. I think tha

Going Going Gone ... Sorry Fellas
Well we all knew it would happen. The smartass has been caught. Tamed, even. Yes it's so sad boys, move on, move on, nothing to see here. I'm in a relationship. Big word meaning, sucks to be you. Soon as this school year is over I'm going to be all his full time and then he gets to have his way with me every single day (and night) whenever and however he likes. Lord of all he surveys and master of his domain, including me. Why a blog entry? Cause I can.

R.i.p. Dj Razor
I WILL NOT SAY GOOD BYE ONLY JUST GOODNIGHT... BUT WE ALL KNOW THERE IS NO REST FOR THOSE THAT DIE... I SAY THIS TO ALL I GIVE MY LOVE TO A DJ... YES RAZOR WILL LIVE ON... I GAVE HER LIPS INSTEAD OF A CANDLE CAUSE I'M GENTLE... WE ALL LOSE SOMEONE... THAT IS CLOSE TO OUR HEART... SO PLEASE BAND TOGETHER... AND HELP A CHILD OUT... WE ALL ARE GONNA MISS RAZOR CAUSE SHE IS UNIQUE... I GIVE LOVE TO HER, AND BE THE FIRST TO STEP UP FOR HER DAUGHTERS NEEDS... SO I SAY THIS TO YOU I LOVE OU WITH ALL MY HEART... AND PEACE UNTIL THE NEXT TIME WE MEET. http://fubar.com/user.php?u=1038536

God...you People
ALRIGHT LOOK… all of you women looking for a man just ready to fall head over heels for you after emailing you a couple of times and reading your profile…wake up. These things take time. Yeah we may start to pursuit a relationship, but if we see something we don't like for example: psychosis, unmentioned children, general distain towards men, or a lack of emotional attraction…we leave. Don't be dejected. Its not us..it's you. No I'm not a jaded man writing this. I'm just a man sick of my female friends bitching about it AND THEN repeating the same pattern of crap.

Anyone Miss Me?
Hey all.... I haven't been around all that much because of school and work...but it doesn't seem like any one has really missed me or really even cared. Well whatever, I'm back I think...or maybe ill just get rid of my profile. Im not sure yet...it all depends on how many people want me to stick around. well Im off...have fun all

Things
Things I've come to grips with: I don't fear commitment, I fear losing my independence. I don't fear a relationship, I fear the bad times in them. I don't fear meeting the one, I fear meeting the one that scares me away. I don't fear love, I fear letting go.

Generalizations
Gross generalizations. I hate them…. Kinda like when some women (notice I stress some) women say "All men are pigs" or "All men think alike" My theory is simply this: Its genetically programmed into our brains to reproduce. All men do think alike, but act according to their own morals and standards within themselves. Yeah we all want to bump uglies, BUT how we go about it is strictly on us as individuals. Treat us that way, not as one big control group for your general distain towards the male.

Old Soul
Elder folk have told me I have a Seasoned Spirit...a seemingly unwarrented understanding about things in life that I shouldn't have at my age. I get the ebb and flow of things when I shouldn't sometimes. It scares me. I didn't get it until someone said something to me after I had a decent conversation with them this weekend "Greg, You've always been different" . I've never seen it like that..Whatever it is, It's my greatest asset and my biggest curse

Swearing In The Office
Dear Employees It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of normal conversation with their colleagues. Due to complaints received from some employees, who may be easily offended, this type of language will no longer be tolerated. We do, however, realise the critical importance of being able to accurately express your feelings when communicating with colleagues. Therefore, a list of New and Innovative "TRY SAYING" phrases have been provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in an effective manner. 1. Try Saying: I think you could do with more training Instead Of: You don't have a f***ing clue, do you? 2. Try Saying: She's an aggressive go-getter. Instead Of: She's a f***ing power-crazy b*tch 3. Try Saying: Perhaps I can work late Instead Of: And when the f*** do you expect me to do this? 4. Try Saying: I'm certain that isn't feasibl

This Cyber Love
Is this real or in my dreams My worlds unraveling at the seams You have my heart now take my soul This cyber love is what makes me whole I can't believe what's happening to me Your face so perfect that I've never seen Your lips so soft I may never touch I only feel the keyboard I clutch I need you now I need you forever In an electric world to be together A surreal place that plays with the mind In a cloned world of two of a kind I consume your words they filter inside No matter what I do I can't seem to hide My trembling hands awaiting the rush When I feel you near to resume this crush Your my everything my unyielding desire the spark to the match before it lights fire The angel within that whispers my name Controlling the moves in this wicked game This cyber love Is why I awake This cyber love is my only escape The time has come I feel it in my spine When I look toward the melancholy light and see your on-line.

Loss Of A Companion
Last night my sister came in the house crying, in her arms she held the lifeless form of one of her true companions. Her cat “Crip” or as she called him “her son” was hit by a car and perished on the spot in front of our house. There was nothing that I could do but to hold her as she wept. And when she finally let him go after an hour or so all I could do for him was to wash Crip's wounds and to wrap him in the cloths that I buried him in this morning. Now if you know my sister and me you know that we are great animal and pet lovers. And if you yourself have a pet you know that having that one true companion is far more then just a pet. our pets are our friends,our family and are there thru thick and thin. Their there when were happy and when were sad. These companions give their love so unconditionally and really ask only one thing in return and that is just to be loved back. It's a shame most people don't love or can't love in that way. So all I ask now from those who are pet lovers

Wastes Of Skin, Please Weigh In...
OK, so first I would like to give a a personal moment of silence for the recently deceased dignity of a former friend of mine. His fakeness shone through today like so much bling. Took him an hour to admit he walked three blocks to my house to ask me to drive him to Rent-A-Center. That's right. Rent-A-Center. HE DOESN'T HAVE A CAR. He could drive a H3 for what he's willing to pay for a big screen. Did I mention that he is renting a big screen with a government check, no job, living in Section 8 housing 'cuz he ain't held a job for more than 45 minutes since 2004. No? OK, well he is renting a big screen with a government check, no job, living in Section 8 housing 'cuz he ain't held a job for more than 45 minutes since 2004. I would also like to give a big shout out to SP. He has actually managed to sink to a new low, using his kid as leverage against his baby mother. Kudos to you, buddy. I figured you couldn't be anymore of a bastard, but you really seek to impress. Way to take the

I'm Going To Be Away....
What's up guys? I'm going to be away for the next 2 1/2 weeks... won't be on here much at all. Might get a chance to check it once or twice...leave me some luvin and don't forget about me. Have a fun next 2 weeks.... :-D

I Am So Sad!
I am so sad! Just received news that my favourite colleague will be leaving the company next month! I told her she just broke my HEART!!! *cries copiously into tissue* and she's damm good at her job too! I like working with her - she has a great sense of humour, calm, steady, efficient and meticulous! there could never be another PE like her! *sigh* oh, well, this is life - people come and go in one's life, and all we can do is to cherish the memories we share. DAMM! i'm never gonna recover from this loss! and what a way to start a Friday too!

Daily Horoscope: Libra For September 14,2007
It's the perfect day for parties and gatherings of all sorts -- your ability to mingle with pretty much anyone should guarantee a good time for you and your friends. If there's nothing planned, dream up something!

Kisses
have you ever been talking to someone on the phone and fallen asleep because you are so tired. even thoe you dont mean to do it it just happens. you feel so bad that you did it and the next time you talk to them it does not bother them they are just happy that you finally got some sleep. wanting to spend time with them. just remember to bring a box of tissue because you never know when they will need a shoulder to cry on... :) ...

The Jacket
I can't piece together my thoughts Recollections distant Images rush in Chaotic and violent my eyes flood Altered course leading to a change Something to inspire hope Living vicariously through a dreamstate Pull me into your world Make me one Take me in Drifting in isolation Here is the nowhere I'd always envisioned This is my headstone This is me alive This is my future The end I'll find My mind undoes me I am presumably vacant Is my grip slipping Into the snow Into the cold Ice embrace

Beard Or No Beard ?
hello all my friends and family :) if any of you have ever noticed me before , and i guess you must have at least long enough to be friends right , you probably remember i had a beard . it was a white one too lol. ok so i shaved it a few weeks ago . my questions are 1) should i stay clean shaven ? and 2) do i only look 53 now instead of 54 ? lol thanks for your help in making my decision . i know you will :) your bud ,( i hope still after being so goofy ) Brian

Friday Links: Live At Tla In Philadelphia, Turn On Your Paltalkk To See It Live, Car Crash Comedy, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Traveling Virus In Camden T
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Friggin' Friday boys and girls, the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram is LIVE at the TLA (4th and South Street) in Philadelphia this morning, and we have a hell of a show planned for you. Admission is FREE, but this is a 21 and Over event. Food and beverages will be available. We'll be doing a Push-up Contest for $1000, and we'll also be giving away Eagles Tickets if you bring in the weirdest thing you own...and finally Car Crash Comedy goes down LIVE in front of the TLA audience to decide who is going to open up tomorrow night's Traveling Virus Show in Camden We'll keep this short: There's a lot of crazy sick shit going on so Turn On Your PALTALK!!! (no, you don't need a webcam to see all the sick stuff going on) New Boobs on RateMyWOW: Thanks once again to a faithful fan, as well as our west coast pals Yoshi and Brandon Iron, who is promoting his new sites Load My Mouth and Cover My Face, we have some great n

Romantic Sept 14
Dear tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Friday, September 14: Something old has you feeling slightly blue. Covering it up won't help get rid of it any quicker. Talk to your darling. What they have to contribute to the matter gives you a flash of insight and deeper understanding.

Gut Feeling
So, at about 2:30 this morning I am running out of movies to watch...and nothing but informercials litter the channels. My dog was kinda giving me those eyes begging me to go to our bed...but my body wasn't ready to retire. As a spurr of the moment I put on my flip flops, took a quick look in the mirror...which by the way must be broken...(I looked all but presentable)...grabbed my keys and chased Blaze out the door. I took a quick run through the McDonalds drive-through and got my self a large bubbly coke. Stopping at the end contimplating on if I wanted to go straight home. Out loud I asked Blaze if he wanted to go to the park...I rolled down the window and decided that it was too cold and flip flops wouldn't do me any good. So...needless to say, I went on a drive. I have this habbit of 'wanting to get lost' I drive through areas and neighborhoods that I havn't ever been in. More because I like to admire and dream of a house that I might own someday. Anyway, back to my poi

How I Experienced 9-11-01
It was September 11th in 2001 around 2:45pm or so. I was sitting with my fellows in our audience hall, learning for an important exam when a friend rushed in, yelling "a plane just crashed into the WTC". We were stunned - how the hell could that happen ? We wouldn't believe him, so we dropped everything and ran for the next TV. Everyone did, in whole Germany - public life was at a halt and everybody was listening to radio or watched television. As we reached for the TV, we saw the second plane crashing into WTC2. "Ok, lads", my friend said, "you all know what this means". We couldnt speak, but everybody knew : Our brothers and sisters, our friends and buddies in the US are under attack. Our task was to help you all - so were we raised in Cold War and so were I taught in the German Army. I was in the Rapid Mobility Reserve Forces at that time and it was necessary, in a collective self-defensive case by NATO, that I had to get home and wait for the call to arms. We cancelled all

You Break Hearts? I'll Bust Your A**
Special thanks to Devine TxRose -- aka Duchess of Fubar for dropping the word on this guy. Her bulletin speaks for itself. I am not sure who this guy thinks he is. He "checked me out" and then immediately sent me a "new friend request". I would like to say that I immediately add folks when they request friendship, but I do check them out first. Of course, with an id name of "ibreakhearts" that should be a clue; however, he also has a blog called "I'm a jerk": "I would just like to say that I am a huge jerk!!!! I met this really sweet girl on here in June and we started talking. She was new to online chat and I knew it...so I took full advantage of her. We chatted constantly and talked at least once a day on the phone for the last 3 and a half months. I told her that I was in love with her and said I had bought a plane ticket to go see her. She totally fell for it and then I just stopped calling,writing and refused to take her calls...She was all worried that something te

The Wait....part Iv...
raindrops...tapping on my window... like a pact...of a secret rendezvous... the flickers...reflecting my sorrow... sway lazily...to the dance of the candle lights... fading scent...of lingering perfume.... tracing the paths...of scattered rosy petals... waning dusk...like discarded costume... ghosts imprisoned...behind bygone portals.. overwhelming sensuality...entrapped within... all senses denied...wickedly... my incubus...my enticer....my secret sin... still eluding me...taunted unabashedly...

Free Time
I am a big fan of free time. I like having time to myself to sit around and think. Reflect on stuff. Chat with friends. Just goof off. There comes a time when too much free time is not a good thing. I have hit that point. I have stayed some what productive by working out everyday, but just killing time now seems like a waist and I need to find something to do. I've been thinking of earning my PhD in Computer Science so I may just start research for a dissertation. Or I may work on a few projects that I may be able to turn commercial I don't know but I've got to do something a little bit more than waisting time. I just don't like feeling so lazy. Maybe I should start reading the classics or something like that instead. Just got to do something. Hopefully real work will start soon.

Diary Of A Mad Woman
I thought I would tell anyone who was interested some more about me. I was born in 1970 to a single mother in Southeast , MO. I was abandoned at birth and was placed in foster care till I was 6 mths. old. I was then returned to my mother and was with her till I was A year and a half where I was took because all she was feeding me was water from the dirty dishes in a bottle and I had already been molested I was sent back to her at age 3 and at 4 and 1/2, she abandoned my baby sister and myself. I grew up bounced around foster homes till I was 12, where I was returned to her. I was then molested and beaten, till I was 14 where I placed back in foster care. I dropped out of school at age 16, and have been struggling to make it on my own ever since. I did recieve my G.E.D.And I am a licensed cosmotologist. I got married at 17 divorced 2 weeks later married at 19 divorced at 25 he was very abusive and beat me alot. no i fight hm to never see the kids again cause he beat my daughter. I got r

My Frustrating Day....
So I had lots planned to do yesterday..... I started up my laptop, and the first thing I noticed was yahoo messenger did not load. There was also a message from a client saying he could not get to his site. I tried to log into our servers, and could not. hmmmmmm. SO I tried from my othe rputer. Still could not. Decided to check my email. It didn't work either. SO I called my partner. He was having no issues. I could get to all of our web sites, except for a few. I could get to yahoo, but not yahoo email or messenger. I couldn't get to fubar. But my VOIP phone worked. I powered down everything.. modem, router, computers. Still nothing. So I called Comcast around 2 in the afternoon and explained. I was told they had a huge issue after a hardware change and they were working on it. And it would be fixed in an hour. Great. I could deal with that. 3 hours later I call back. This time the tech guy says there are no known issues, have never been any issues,

Berfore Bomb Fest Starts!!!!!
To all that are on my friends and family list ... hugs and kisses... just wanted to say ... with the bomb fest that is about to start. I have a favor to ask, before it starts would you all please stop by my vip contest and show me a lil love... I will return all the love that is shown. CLICK ON PIC BELOW

Caring Master?
I know for me I won't go out with a master. I only go out with dominant men. If you can understand that there are differences in them then you can understand why I question a caring master. I am a woman of defiance. I love the playfulness of pulling away when I am being made to do something. Then the punishment for my actions. I have found men that spank for their pleasure without thinking of the woman.....I have found men that spank too lite.... Then I have found men that spank without really knowing where to spank. But then there are those that know just how to treat you....You allow them to take you further then anyone else does. Whether it is spanking, tying you up, vibration, dildos, anal, e-stim, or whatever you can think of....but my thing is spanking....I had one that spanked me for well over an hour..... When he knew I was feeling it too much he started to caress me on my erotic spots (the back of my neck, the base of my spine) When in him doing this it made me feel like not o

Trust
Trust is a strong word. Is it ever used correctly on the computer or is it compromised? Have you ever met someone from here that held your trust so deeply that you allowed them to know everything? Or is this a site of secrets and borrowed sin? Is there anyone trying to be real besides me? Can anyone else be on this site and want an old fashioned relationship without being ridiculed for it?

Limits, Likes, And Dislikes
Limits are as follows: no children, no animals, no scat, no watersports, no forcing oral, no tape directly on the skin, no pins, no fire, no piercing, dislike: clamps, canes I like to do pretty much anything. I am always up for a challenge. I enjoy spending time with family and friends, watch movies, going out to a club on occasion, going to have dinner and drinks with my friends, singing to the top of my lungs in my car to '80s music, watching Monday night football with a beer in my hand yelling at the refs, riding 4 wheelers, dancing, bowling, and a whole lot more but too much to say. As far as my likes in the BDSM world Ass Play, Blindfolds, Bondage, Candle Wax, Chains, Collar and Leash, Dildos, Discipline, Domination, Sex In Public, Hair Pulling, Handcuffs/Shackles, Leather, Masochism, Massage, Masturbation, Mutual Masturbation, Nipples, Oral Fixation, Oral Sex, Pain, Participating in Erotic Photography, Power Exchange, Spanking/Paddling, Talking Dirty, Toys, Vi

We Have All Had Our Share
We have all had our share of hard times shed many tears in hopes that someone would always be there to wipe them away. We have had our share of heartaches hoping that there would always be someone there to comfort you. We have had our share of losses hoping that someday we would understand why. We have had our share of laughter hoping someone would always be there to laugh with us. We have had our share of good times hoping someone would always remember and never forget. We have had our share of dreams hoping someone would always be there to share them with us. in many ways we are alike. We have had our share

Two Ways Of Thinking
I have discovered there are two ways of thinking in the D/s world and I am mortified. After discussing this with some other Collarme coed’s the idea of pain, punishment, and spanking has brought many people to argue. In my endeavors I always assumed that when I was being spanked it was out pain and pleasure. They knew that I enjoyed the pain and wanted me feel it and take as much as I could. But then there are the others that use pain and spanking as punishment. They want to break the person they are with and overly hurt the person so the sub will beg for mercy. As a lover I am appalled by this idea and could not imagine being in a relationship that every night I had to be broken down and be with the one that wants to hurt me for his pleasure. I always thought that this kind of play was mutual pleasure and I will not stand for that.

My Preference
There are many things that I prefer in a man. I believe that everyone has their own idea of a "perfect" person. And to describe him is not to seclude anyone it is just what I like. When a tall men is around me, my heart flutters though in the recent past I have dated a man the same height as I. I prefer a dominant man though a man that switches can allow me to express a different side of me as well. I prefer a man to have dark hair though I have dated men that were blonde to bald. I love blue eyes but hazel to green are wonderful as well. I prefer slim to a little muscle (a basketball player's type body)but have dated men that were very muscular and others that were a little over weight. I just don't like big guts.(the beer belly) Like I said these are the things I like and don't like. Doesn't mean that I have to have them because a man that has the best personality wins me over everytime.

Who Want To Know
austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:16:21 AM): now for the levelers that are here austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:16:30 AM): Dan Runs this group austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:16:49 AM): matt and Liz will only be there to help out austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:17:07 AM): but he has that section austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:31:47 AM): the org idea of the levelers was voted out austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:32:06 AM): so me and dan created it seperate so it wouldnt effect contests austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:32:17 AM): new members etc ** just wanted you to see this before you read the rest** Liz Brown (9/13/2007 1:29:33 PM): I tried contacting you earlier today and you have not responded. Due to unforseen circumstances, we have decided that the HTA Leveling Crew does not need 2 Co-Leaders. And after speaking with several members of the Leveling Crew, we (matt and I) have decided that it would be in the best interest of the family if the Leveling Crew Leader would be Jenn. Since

Ride Me
Ride me. Rise over me like a skyscraper and impale yourself upon me, look down upon me with all your love and present yourself for me to see. Ride me. Balance yourself on my sturdy chest and feel how my heart beats strong within, feel me twitch inside your body and let the dance of lovers begin. Ride me. Rise and fall so slowly upon me and set the rhythm you find ideal, while I reach up to caress your chest and pinch a nipple to make you squeal. Ride me. Make love to me with your heart and soul as I fill you again and again, while the bombs explode all around us and I explode in you at the end.

From Gina's Blog I Liked
WHENEVER I FIND I FEEL BETRAYED OR LOST ,I GO BACK TO MY WICCAN TEACHINGS, HERES SOME THINGS AND PRAYERS I FIND HELPFULL IN MY DESPAIR. 1."The Lords of light be with me, Remove the darkness from me, Be the strength within me, And all their wisdom guide me. 2."Oh Great Goddess from up above, Fill my pillow with your power of love, So that in sleep I have nothing to fear. Let only good dreams reside in here! So mote it be." 3. Protect from prying eyes What only I can see Protect from prying eyes These magick things of me Make a veil of mystic worth Protect this magick 's hearth Let ourlines be blurred Blended smudged and slurred Only my eyes can see The secrets which entrusted be,I consecrate this water for protection In the name of the Lady and the Lord so mote it be! 4.God and Goddess of the skies please respond to my cries Lift me up in your strong arms away from those who seek to harm Sheild me from the awful rage that shall face me day to day Hel

Tempests
The winds of rage came roaring through..... And ripped the heart from me and you. MISTAKES,TRANSGRESSIONS;all fueled the fire... Destruction of "Family" the Primary desire. Do we listen,ignore,or view with wise eyes? Bring forth truth instead of lies? Pounding hearts,eyes full of tears... Pulsing blood fuels our fears. Hope and wisdom,words of peace.... Who can restore these things in me? Fear has no place within my heart... The words"HARM NONE" the best place to start. Our Kingdom's our family,our friend,our lover; Father,Mother,Sister,Brother. Grant serenity,wisdom,patience,love.... Make honesty shine like a light from above. Only God has the right to decide who must leave... No one can change the way I believe. If you're family,friend;even if new.... Only you can destroy my belief in you.

Wedding Toast
This is the toast I wrote for my brother's wedding. Keep in mind he stands just over 6'2" and is built like a tank and when I was younger I was as scrawny as a stick. And we used to fight like cats and dogs when we were younger. I couldn't ask for a better brother now! Family, friends and honored guests, it gives me great pleasure to say a few words about Jim and Melissa. I think of all the kindness and gentleness he gave me as we were growing up. Whenever I was being picked on my brother would be right there to support me. He would always stand up and protect me by smacking me around, to show that no one else but him could hit me. He even helped my parents out by throwing me against every new piece of furniture just to make sure it was sturdy enough. So as you can see, I have fond memories of this gentle giant…..a man full of compassion. But seriously that is exactly what my brother is. Underneath that gruff exterior lies a man with a heart of gold who would do anyt

My Husband
Yes, my husband, Ric, deleted his account here yesterday. And yes, he was getting himself in trouble. But not for just saying hi to his friends. Ric is a sucker for women and babies. And any woman that came along seeming depressed he felt it was his job to cheer each of them up. Whether he knew them or not. Some told him they could be cheered up through sex talking. And when he spends multiple hours online with these women ignoring his relationship then it is a problem. I am trying to convince him to start an account again. With the understanding that people who are willing to cause trouble kind of give themselves away early in the "game." And that is he sticks with those who are truly interested in friendship there would be no problem. I am a firm believer that men and women can be the best of friends without any problems of any kind. I don't watch what he does online because i should be able to trust him. Yesterday i was given even more reason start losing interest in this sit

Some Thought
Why do we press harder on the remote control when we know the batteries are going dead as if pressing harder will make them work better? If people evolved from apes, why is there still apes? Why are the bubbles always white no matter what color bubble bath you use? Why do we drive on a parkway and park on a driveway? Why does a mattress get its own sale day, but you never hear about a dresser day sale? How come with all the mother-in-law jokes, you never hear any father-in-law jokes? Why do banks charge you for Insufficient Funds, when the bank knows that you have no money in the bank? Why do we all fill the need to check it for ourselves when someone tells us that there is wet paint? Why do we keep the heat on in the winter as hot as it was in the summer and complain about how cold it is outside and keep our air on in the summer as cold as it was in the winter and complian about how hot it is outside? Why do we always seem to knock something else over when

30 Mistakes Women Make During Sex With Men!!
30 Mistakes WOMEN Make During Sex WTH MEN! 1) Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2) Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partner's mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3) Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4) Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5). Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A li

Bomber's Needed Come Help!!!!!
Myspace Flame Graphics Myspace Comments Please come comment bomb this sweet girl's picture. She is in a contest and we could use your help. Myspace Comments MSTP34 - Self Comment and Comment Bombing allowed, no down rating or hating. Good Luck

Whats The Story
I was on line this morning logged into fubar. Friend came to help with a leaking hose I had and siaid they would take me to the auto store to get the part. So not thinking I grabbed my purse and headed out the door in wheelchair. It takes about 20 min to get there and then back. We then get the hose on and I come in to find that one of my renters who uses my computer at times has put a mumm on. I have never put a mumm on beccause I can never think of any thing to put there. Not only did they put a mumm on but then started deleting comments that people left about it. Guess he was trying to hide it from me. Then when I explain what he did people bash me and say I am lieing and it is bull. Ok that is what they want to think that is fine with me. I know what happened since I am the one here and they are not. There are always those out there that will call peole liars even though it happens right in front of them. Guess they just have a very hateful life that they try to keep sp

Jungle
The jungle often hides itself in the density of its own matter. As such, it is a place of great complexity and unknowing. For many of us, the metaphor it's a jungle out there describes the unpredictability and potential threats of our world. To be in a jungle usually means you are on a quest for treasure, sacred knowledge, or other things kept in deeply covered and generally inaccessible places. The danger that you feel about the jungle is also the reason that things of value are kept there. The difficulty in acquiring riches or wisdom heightens the appreciation of them. (Dense urban environments can be a metaphor of the jungle as well.) In your waking life is the jungle a symbol of all that is wrong with human progress or the place where danger lurks? Some people perceive the jungle as the beauty of undisturbed nature while others feel it is a haven of mystery and danger. Who is with you or brought you to the jungle? What are you looking for?

Poem 1
I gave myself to him, And took himself for pay. The solemn contract of a life Was ratified this way The value might disappoint, Myself a poorer prove Than this my purchaser suspect, The daily own of Love Depreciates the sight; But, 'til the merchant buy, Still fabled, in the isles of spice The subtle cargoes lie. At least, 'tis mutual risk,— Some found it mutual gain; Sweet debt of Life,—each night to owe, Insolvent, every noon.

First Love
I ne'er was struck before that hour With love so sudden and so sweet. Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower And stole my heart away complete. My face turned pale, a deadly pale. My legs refused to walk away, And when she looked what could I ail My life and all seemed turned to clay. And then my blood rushed to my face And took my eyesight quite away. The trees and bushes round the place Seemed midnight at noonday. I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start. They spoke as chords do from the string, And blood burnt round my heart. Are flowers the winter's choice Is love's bed always snow She seemed to hear my silent voice Not love appeals to know. I never saw so sweet a face As that I stood before. My heart has left its dwelling place And can return no more.

Life In A Love
Escape me? Never— Beloved! While I am I, and you are you, So long as the world contains us both, Me the loving and you the loth, While the one eludes, must the other pursue. My life is a fault at last, I fear: It seems too much like a fate, indeed! Though I do my best I shall scarce succeed. But what if I fail of my purpose here? It is but to keep the nerves at strain, To dry one's eyes and laugh at a fall, And baffled, get up to begin again,— So the chase takes up one's life, that's all. While, look but once from your farthest bound, At me so deep in the dust and dark, No sooner the old hope drops to ground Than a new one, straight to the selfsame mark, I shape me— Ever Removed!

My Husband
He cares only that I'm happy, Even when I’m not with him. If some seek on the wind love's traces, Some seek out the love within. All my pleasures are his treasures, Nor does he crave joy alone. All have claim on his compassion; No dark soul is on its own. Giving thus, so naturally, Each day he lights the love in me, Like candles on a sunlit stone.

I Am Repeating Myself....
i need members for my yahoo pool league, i promise that its really fun and free, you get to learn different ways to play pool, plus you get to meet some new people and make some good friends. first you should add me to your yahoo messenger my yahoo id is buffy.jane@yahoo.com next thing you have to do is go to http://www.myleague.com/hrz and click on "Sign Up" , please make sure that your league ID matches your Yahoo ID, once your signed up u will get an activation key in your email be sure to activate your account once your activated you should come check out the pool room where we play http://games.yahoo.com/sponsor/pl click on the beginner rooms then click on the room DONT CRY hope to see you there Buffy HeadAdmin

Self Destruction
I am self destructive. Do you know what that means? Have you ever finally reached a moment when it has become O so real? Several days without sleep and being treated like crap I can actually say that I know that I am self destructive. Now that I see it, how do I make it stop? Have you ever seen that someone has become self destructive but not really understood why? Read this…maybe it will explain me and others like me: ~~~~~ Women seeking recovery from self destructive behaviors frequently find their progress blocked by the previously unrecognized impact of psychological trauma, loss, childhood neglect, abuse, abandonment, sexual assault, and patterns of emotional or physical abuse as well as self neglect in adult relationships. Too often the woman trying to recover from self destructive behavior finds herself in a revolving door of treatment / self-help / relapse because the core processes of her psychological and emotional development have not been attended to. ~~~~~ I

Someone Very Special
This man has affected everyone's lives and it is time we as his freinds did something for him. Put his name on every prayer list you can find. Talk to everyone and ask them to pray for him. I know that God will hears our prayers. If we bug God enough about this man he will listen and heal hi mcompletely and give him back his strength. Come on everyone..Repost this or his orginal. Make it a sticky. Post it on web sites you belong to. Lets get together and show this man how much we all love him! M, 31 Levittown, NY remove friend I come bearing good and bad news! (This will also be reposted in my blogs!) The good news: I got through another chemotherapy treatment and am resting (somewhat) comfortably at home. Feeling quite lethargic, but I am holding my own (as I have been accustomed to doing throughout my life). Now the bad news: The treatments have been almost ineffective to this point. We are trying other different cocktails hoping there is one that will be effec

California Love
FRIENDS VS> CALIFORNIA FRIENDS:Will stand by you while you piss. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up ------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. -------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: laugh at you ----------------------------------

9-11 Omfg!! :o
Really freaking facts of 911 Now listen to me! Read through all of this, and don't stop till you hit the bottom, or you'll regret it! UNITED WE STAND 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11. Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind: 1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes wa

Worries
Beneath my soul, there is a shell. Something of which I know so well. It's hard, and dark. I got it from; Someone of whom I used to love. They went and threw my heart away. And now my love has gone astray. They killed my pride from deep inside. And from my love, I never did hide. But now I hurt and now I cry. From tears I did hold deep inside. And from my love, I never did hide. They killed my pride from deep inside.

By-stander
Sometimes I feel I'm on the inside looking out. Going through emotions and sorting out my doubt. Other times I feel I'm on the outside looking in. Watching what I'm going through, and not knowing where to begin. I want to change my life sometimes, without my heart feeling weak. But I freeze up and cry over many things. Which makes me very meek. I have a very confusing life, and you want to be in it? I'm telling you now, you'll never get far.. If you stand on the side and only observe it. If you want to be part of my life, show it in many ways. Just hold me and love me forever and always. From now, until the end of our days.

The Angel Of Depression
The Angel of Depression is a gift of dark and light She understands the core of human plight She doesn't ask permission as she gently takes our hand And guides us through the nadir of our land As we traverse ever deeper -- ever deeper into self A terrain the sultry Angel travels best We endure the utter darkness carried gently by the light As our tired mind recedes into the night As the Angel of Depression skims the shadows in the mist We begin to see the lessons we have missed She illuminates the darkness with the light of new insight And we rise into our strength renewed through strife

Ms. Maine
Ms. Maine is trying to levelup to level 22. COme show her that Fubar love please. She's a sweet heart adn will return all love. She also has lots of pics adn stashes to rate. ♥ΜśִΜ@įňĖ♥ββŴ♥NBSD FAMILY@ fubar

Wanna Help?
I have two good friends that need help leveling, if you can help... First we have Pie Daddy....He needs 13,000 or so to level..:) PieDaDDY@ fubar Then there is Sundowner, who is looking to level to Henchman, if you can help..:) Sundowner@ fubar

~angel Girl~
You came back to my surprise I am happy to be your girl I hope we can stay like this I won't hurt your heart again We are close in many ways You have a light that shines over you We take care of each other in need We are blessed with love and faith You are a special person in your own way You are strong You are the light of surprises This day was made for you God bless the angel that you are This is for a good friend of mine from myspace her name is Sarah Samy she has been very ill since I have known her so I made this poem for her.

Misleading
You hear these voices, deep inside your head. They torment and mislead you. Words are better left unsaid. They hurt you and deprive you. Can wishes come untrue? Just to think and you feel so alone. Without no special thoughts with you. The colors in your mind, are darker than you think. Black for madness, blinded faith; Blue for your mistakes. Surround your heart with special thoughts. A miracle once lost. Forget those voices in your head. The ones which mislead your heart.

Things You'll Never Hear A Woman Say
Things You'll Never Hear A Woman Say 1. What do you mean today's our anniversary? 2. Can we not talk to each other tonight? I'd rather just watch TV. 3. Ohh, this diamond ring is way too big!! 4. And for our honeymoon we're going fishing in Alaska! 5. Aww, don't stop for directions, I'm sure you'll be able to figure out how to get there. 6. Is that phone for me? Tell 'em I'm not here. 7. I don't care if it is on sale, 300 dollars is too much for a designer dress.

A 14 Year Old, Pills, And Near Death Experience.
So whenever i describe this one family i know i tell people they are my adoptive family. i have known them since i moved here. There is my roommate whitney, her older brother brian, her mom marti, her dad john, and her little brother david. I have known david since he was born. Hell i was around his mom when she was pregnant. Basically its one of those situations where if i do something wrong whits parents have every right to treat me as their own child. especially since my mom died. anyway i consider david my little brother. i love him to death. He is 14 years old and just started high school. In the past he has been caught 4 times smoking pot and hes promised all of us that after the last time he got caught [when we all went up to new braunfles] that he was staying away from drugs because of motocross. He is one of the best damn motocross racers ive seen. He cant screw that up over drugs. Anyway, yesterday morning marti and john left for their vacation to colorado. the one vacati

Wtf
Why.....Why would someone fuck another persons wife?????????????????????? expecally if hi is your friend...... even if she is a slut you should have more respect and say no. WHAT THE FUCK............ we tell our soliders every week not to fuck married woman unless you are married to them. why is it so fucking hard for people to follow simple rules. i really dont get it. dont drink and drive that is not just and army thing that is for the hole world and yet fucking people still do it. why>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> god dam it what the fuck is going on in this dam world. parents need to start rasinging there childerrn right. that is who i really blame. and if the parent is fucked up i blame there parents to. this generation is getting soft all around not just for army standards but for the world. why would you fuck another soliders wife. you know the shit that they are going through..... and that is the problem the people doing this are fucking new..... never deployed..... but even still why would

This Is For Chao's
This man didnt know me AT all and outta the kindness of his heart he bought me a month VIP so i wanted to share him with all my friends., go add him, he is a total sweet heart and tell him that Jessa sent you... and for you slimeballs,. dont think im sending you to him to do the same thing, dont take advantage of such a sweet person.. WE all know that people like this are hard as hell to find!! I ♥ Chaosminded chaosminded@ fubar

Old Thoughts New Thought S
more about us The kids are back in school now . doing great of course. I have been asked by several of you to post thier picture but in their best intrest i have decided against that. those of you that are parents understand my decission Im sure. and to the ones of you who dont understand you can remove your self from my friend list it wont hurt my feelings a bit I m sure. I will tell you more about them though. My oldest boy is 17 great kid really turned his life a round . was hell on wheels and going down a path that would have had him dead or in jail by 18 . This summer he was a counsler at a local church camp and did really good . I couldnt be happier. My next one is my 16 yr old step son. and he impresses me ever day . hehas C.P. and Assbergers wich is a form of altisium. he over comes so much and is a bright wonderful young man. The next one is my 15 yr old Daughter. she is co captian on the high school cheer leading squad , a great student and a vey loving and caring

Poems By Me
August 8, 2006 - Tuesday last night Last night i had a dream. I dreamed that angels came. Last night I had a dream. I dreamed of things that in my life I never wish to see. Last night I awoke from a dream. The worst I've ever had. And it came to me, my love for you, Except for the lords unfaltering love, your the best friend I've ever had. Last nighht I dreamed streets of gold, of seeing our Lords face. Last night I told the Lord, I would settle for a dirt floor shack, for more time on earth with you. by me A farmer sows a seed It grows up from the ground, from nothing it came to the strong plant you see. my darling this is the way , my love grew for you. with nuturing, love and care, It growed stronger every day. But you forgot me, neglected to give me the care I needed. Then the storms came. It started like any other summer rain, But became more torrent, more forceful

Political Views
Apresidential report I wish we were reading Post-War Presidential Speech WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN , GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists lat

Don't Take Me If I Don't Want To Go...........
After Mr. and Mrs. Fenton retired, Mrs. Fenton insisted her husband accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, Mr. Fenton was like most men--he found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunately, Mrs. Fenton was like most women--she loved to browse. One day Mrs. Fenton received the following letter from her local Wal-Mart. Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may be forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Fenton are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5 minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the women's r

Health Alert -- Dangerous New Virus
Another good one! >There is a dangerous virus being passed around electronically, orally, >and by hand. >This virus is called Weary-Overload-Recreation-Killer (WORK). If you >receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss, or anyone else via >Any means DO NOT TOUCH IT. This virus will wipe out your private life >completely!! > >If you should come into contact with WORK, put your jacket on and take >two good friends to the nearest grocery store. > >Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolating-Neutralizer-Extract >(WINE) or Bothersome-Employer-Elimination-Rebooter (BEER). Take the >antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system. > >You should forward this warning to 5 friends. If you do not have 5 >friends, you have already been infected and WORK is controlling your life. >

My Next Pet Peeve
Ok so this blog writing thing may have something to it. I do like the idea of expressing myself even though I am pretty sure no one is reading these. I was not exactly sure what to make today's topic, but my best friend gave me an idea without even knowing she did. Today's topic will be about stupidity. This is an even bigger pet peeve of mine than trendiness. Don't get me wrong people are entitled to make mistakes I have no issues with that. I am talking about people who have a brain but choose not to use it. An example is someone does something wrong like bump into you with their shopping cart, or go down the wrong way in a parking lot that has directing arrows. Then after doing this they look at you like you were the one in the wrong, and often times even cuss you out! This is stupidity in its finest form. Then again is this particular situation just stupidity, or could it be an added touch of arrogance. Then continued downward spiral of humanity where people think the world owes th

Face Lift
A woman decides to have a facelift for her birthday. She spends $5,000.00 and feels pretty good about the results. On her way home she stops at a newsstand to buy a paper. Before leaving she asks the sales clerk, "I hope you don't mind my asking, but how old do you think I am?" "About 32," the clerk replies. "I'm actually 47," the woman says happily. A little while later she goes into McDonald's and asks the counter girl the same question. She replies, "I'd guess about 29". The woman replies, "Nope, I am 47." Now she is feeling really good about herself. Then while waiting for the bus home, she asks a nice older man named Steven the same question. He replies, "I'm 56 and my eyesight is going. Although, when I was young there was a sure way to tell how old a woman was, but it requires you to let me put my hands down your panties. Then I can tell exactly how old you are." They waited in silence on the empty street until curiosity got the best of the

Sick Co-worker
A co-worker recently suffered a series of heartattacks. They then discovered that she had 2 holes in her heart. She had surgery, but it seems to be getting worse. She is in ICU now. I was told that she may not make it through. So I am trying to believe in miracles. She is around 60, and she has been like a mom to me...

Ponderance
all day i have had low thoughts, i mean all i could think of was how iwas feeling, i looked around me and stuff and thought wow, almost like a comfortable solitary confinement here lol.'I know am not alone on here....lots mre like me here who share what my feelins are right now and is appreciated deeply. Bur right now to feel the thing am feelin right now would tear yer heart out lol seriously, im feelin low, i should feel happy that iam alive and bein honest, iam happy that am here. but emotionally im in the pits lol, why you ask me? well many reasons onew is boredon the other is lonelibness i get this way lots. but will live.

Just Remembering
I was going through videos on youtube [if you cant tell by my stash] and i went on a kick of watching acoustic versions of songs. I found pressure by paramore and it reminded me of back in the day sitting at dennys. Heres a little background info about me: Im a regular at dennys. Ive been going there with my friends almost every day for the past seven years. Its good to have a place like that where you know everyone and everyone knows you. I walk in and grab my own silverware and menu, then go sit down and before even saying hi to me they bring my my french vanilla cappuccino in a to-go cup. But anyway, back in the day before my mom got sick and before my sister started going into this weird phase shes been in i used to go up there with her and a couple of our guy friends. Since we were so known there they didnt care what we did, so the guys would bring in their acoustic guitars and me my sister and abi would sing. We go during the late shift so none of the other customers cared, in fa

Sittin' In Training
Well, I'm just sittin' in training waiting for the day to be over so I can go home and spend some quality time with my wife. Well, I don't entirely hate my job, I do work for Microsoft Xbox, which is kind of cool. I'm at the bottom of the pole though, I'm just Tier 1 Agent for Xbox Customer Support, but you always have to start at the bottom. There's a lot of perks with this job, we get tons of free crap, like Xbox 360 notebooks and Halo 3 merchandise. The only problem is the fuckin' schedule, I hate it. I have to get up at 4:30 in the mornin' and be in Kansas City by 7...and I don't even start work until after 10. I'm tryin' to switch departments so my schedule won't be so fucked up...but if I switch departments than I won't be workin' for Microsoft anymore, I would be doin' Data Entry for some pharmacutical crap. Well, I have to go shadow some other Agents...we will continue this later.

Poem "she Did Not Want To Live Anymore"
glitter-graphics.com She did not want to live a girl was hurt to the core, she thought she was not loved anymore. She was tired and sore, she really did not want to live anymore. Shre tried taking her own life, But, God would not let it. She did not know what else to do, She did not know how to forget it. She just wanted the pain to end, She tried all she could She still could not forget it. All she knew was, She did not want to live anymore, In this messed up place they call life. Copyright ©1997 HugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life glitter-graphics.com

Life
So, I haven't been here in like, 10 months or something?!! Geez. I guess it is because I've been working, doing night school, and dealing with family and trying to be happy. Got myself involved with a wonderful guy about....10 months ago....lol! Maybe that is why I haven't been here. Duh. Things are good. Life is good. Love is awesome. Family is good. School fucking sucks. LOL. Have you ever been so hopelessly in love with someone that you don't know how you could live without them? It is a wonderful and scary thing, and I'm lovin' it. I hope everyone can find that some day. Life is just worth living when that happens. It is you and your signifigant other against the world, not against each other. I'm rambling, I know. Loves to everyone!

Deleting
just to let everyone know,well the people i talk to on here,im deleting my account. eventually i will start another one,but i just dont feel like having one rite now.so,if u still want to chat with me,my yahoo messenger is jaime_girl1977. my aol is jaimegirl1979. take care jaime

It's All I Can Do, I'm Aching For You...
It’s all I can do… I tried and I try I’m still aching for you! Ever since I met you- (You landed in my eye!) - It’s all I can do… Like a sweet taboo, That life should contrive, I’m just aching for you! I can’t talk to you! So this piece I write. It’s all I can do… No matter what I do, I barely survive, I’m sooo aching for you! God will strike me if I lie! And with this I’ll summarize: Baby, It’s all I can do… I’m really, r e a l l y, aching for you!

Relaxing Weekend
okay.. that's how it should be! i was cleaning up the livingroom and now took some minutes for me to rest, ugh my allergies! my back is still hurting, to be exact is my waist, but i have no idea why it's hurting since yesterday... i didn't carry anything heavy... well who knows, maybe it's the age lol anyways, i'm going tonight to have dinner in a restaurant with my friends, hopefully pizza! i'll be back late, and no lol i'm not going to get drunk :) it will be in capital and i have to be back home and take the train, bus etc. and i have to add that tomorrow morning i have dentist again :( boohooo tomorrow night my relatives will come to visit me, and we will have a very small celebration too. this will be a busy weekend lol until sunday that i'll be able to relax omg :P *hugs*

Doctor Who: Blink - Tonight At 8/7c On Sci Fi
Blink - Fri Sept 14th at 8:00pm E/P, encore at 1:00am E/P on Sci Fi Channel In an old, abandoned house, the Weeping Angels wait. However, when people start disappearing, a young woman named Sally finds cryptic messages bleeding through from 1969 — messages from a mysterious stranger called the Doctor. Can she decipher their meaning before the Angels claim their prize? Carey Mulligan (Pride & Prejudice) guest stars. P.S. Dont forget to clear some space behind the sofa for this one. You're gonna need it!

Had Fun
I had recently went to a restraunt near by where I live and had such a good time there and loved it so much I had to share about it. Its a restraunt by Salt Lake City UT it's called the MAYAN ADVENTURE. The inside decor was set up as if outside in the jungle. There was a rock wall with waterfalls and a pool, the setting was absalutly beautiful alone to eat in. We were sitting there getting our food when suddley there was thunder noises and flashes of light liek a storm LOL -- there was people in costume in their Aztec costumes wondering around. Next music started to play and they were singing and several DIVING yes diving off the cliffs into the pool below. Not just dive but very hard tricky dives backward dives and more. They did three different shows and styles int he time I was there. I loved it so much and I had a great seat right up front of it all. If you ever go to the area of Salt Lake City (Sandy), You must check this restraunt out. Thanks to all who are still sending

Ashlie, Arden & Crack Whore
Hi all, I posted that he finally asked and thought this was the happiest day of my life, however, some girl and her cousin are claiming that my man is the same guy one of them is hooked up with. I just dont know what to do or believe. Now I am feeling foolish, thinking he might be cheating on me...and the worst part of it, other than being devastated is she looks like a complete crack whore and her cousin looks like an over fed bulldog. I know that sounds ugly, but I am truly hurt and lashing out. I guess I will just talk to him tonight...I just hope all our future plans are not destroyed.

Help Needed With Some Giveaways
Pattie's dog needs help with 8K comments. Oh my gosh, this lady helps everyone... Can you please come show her dog some love... I thought it might be cool to comment an animal for once. Sassy Laurie needs 14.5K comments for a 7 Day blast... She put this off a little to go help other people in their contests. RJeezy needs help with 50K comments. If you give this guy comments, he bring the music to you from Club Stang... P.S. He knows Kung Fu, hehehe. LexiDragon girl needs 8K comments for a 3 Day Blast. She''s one cool person who always gives love. Give her some love, and she'll give you some big love back...

Leveling Advice
Just passing along a bit of information that if you are looking for points on ratings.If you see something one of your friends has that you like or someone that makes you something don't rip it save it and upload it. There are no points given if the pictures are ripped and rated. I have seen so many people that have so many ripped pictures and its hard too rate and level them. Im just passing this on too help you.

Dear Mr. Bush
Dear President Bush: Noting your second veto denying federal money for embryonic stem-cell research, I thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding morality and God's Law. I have learned a great deal from you and understand why you would not support spending federal money on researching microscopic blastocysts stored at in-vitro fertilization clinics (that which you called embryonic stem cells). Those unused microscopic blastocysts are headed for the garbage can. You properly noted that this research, which shows promise in curing dreaded diseases, destroys those blastocysts. Your "moral" decision not to allow financing that research now allows those same microscopic blastocysts to be flushed down the drain as medical waste. Bravo! I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some other elements of God's Laws and how to follow them. 1. Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A c

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough guts to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are.." TO REPOST YOU MUST CLICK REPLY TO POSTER AND COPY ALL OF IT THERE TO GET ALL THE CODES.IF YOU COPY & PASTE FROM THIS VERY SPOT IT WILL NOT PUT THE PICTURES, CODES OR SONG ON THE BULLETIN

Health Benefits Of Real Chocolate!
To have a chocolate health experience switch from commercial chocolate to the real raw chocolate. Seriously if you’re concerned about chocolate having any health effects then consider for a moment that the actual cocoa bean has it’s perks but the added ingredients like cow’s milk and refined sugar cancel out the so called chocolate health benefits. Contrary to popular belief cows milk is not healthy for people, let alone mixing it with sugar and cocoa beans that have been destroyed of their original contents. Antioxidants in cocoa beans have a positive effect but that is all. You will not find those effects in commercial chocolate. The main ingredient in commercial chocolate is cows’ milk. It makes sense because if you think about it humans are the only ones that drink milk from some one else. Baby pigs drinks pigs milk from their pig mothers. Monkeys drink monkey milk from their monkey mothers and every other animal drinks its mother’s milk. Only humans have the notion that moth

Hello
Well sorry it's been awhile since I have been on here I will try to catch up with all of you soon. Life has been full here with kids returning home after summer get aways and then school starting right away. I haven't forgotten any of you please dont think I have. Drop me a line and I will tag you back email is lickablecottoncandy@yahoo.com

She Is So Sweet
so i have been sick a few days but today has been the worst...an i have the best gf she has taken care of me all day...It's all so new to me to be taken care of bc i have never dated anyone who has taken care of me! BUT let me just say she is a real blessing an i thank her so much i know i wouldnt have made it threw the day with out her! thank you baby!

A Heavy Heart
My grandfather passed away this Sept 11th..After trying to fight off throat cancer..I got to the hospital 20 min before he died, and I got to hold his hand and tell him how much I loved him and how proud I was of him to have been in my life..For my life mirrors his so far..I am a old fashioned man, that has had his wild times..Loves God and knows who his savior is..He did 2 tours in Germany during WWII..and was such a strong rock for me and for his country..I was always proud to tell people what he did for his country and what he did for the free world..He was such a strong rock for me when I went through a divorce 6 yrs ago..I blamed myself for breaking the vows to God...My promise I made to him..My grandfather told me to lift my head, for I kept my promise..She was the one who coommited adultery ..You was freed of your vows once she did that...And God Blesses you for you kept your word.. My grandfather loved playing the steel guitar..Which is a lost art..Back when he was younger, he

Little Boy At Nude Beach
LITTLE BOY AT NUDE BEACH A mother and father take their 6-year old son to a nude beach in Tampa. As the boy walks along the sand, he notices that many of the women have boobs bigger than his mother's, so he goes back to ask her why. She tells her son, "The bigger they are, the sillier the lady is." The boy, pleased with the answer, goes to play in the ocean, but returns to tell his mother that many of the men have larger things than his dad does. She replies, "The bigger THEY are, the dumber the man is. "Again satisfied with her answer, the boy goes back to the ocean to play. Shortly thereafter, the boy returns again, and promptly tells his mother: "Daddy is talking to the silliest lady on the beach, and the longer he talks, the dumber he gets."

Childbirth Witnessed By Child.. Stole This Outta The Mums. Thought Itwas Cute..
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and pushed and after a little while, little Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his ass again!" If you don't laugh at this one, there's no hope for you.

!!!
I'm not lazy...at least I don't think I am. I am just tired and worn thin. I worked so hard in school to finish early so maybe it is normal for me to want to PLAY a bit......I really don't wanna go to work..I know as adults we have to do stuff anyway we don't wanna do but this really sucks. I am so picky and I don't want just ANY job (for my FT job anyway...PT is different). I *KNOW* I need to. My asthma situation is getting desperate, and my roommate has to be my "eyes" because they are alot worse and my lenses are too weak to really help me. Every time I talk to dad, he offers me money...that's all fine and great but I'm supposed to be own my own now and I'd rather keel over and die from an asthma attack than accept their money. I already owe them quite a chunk of gold for helping me pay off my disney trip to a psycho ex. BLAH I am just BLAH lately

Never Too Late - Three Days Grace
I really didn't groove with Three Days Grace's first album. There were great songs, but the singles were overplayed and easily worn out. I bought One-X in the Desert, but never listened to it. When I wen't back to Indiana for Christmas leave (a 14 Hour drive) I took it with me, and it became one of my instant favorites. This song in particular caught my ear. I love the strength of his voice, and the emotion you can hear poured into it. It first struck me as a bit depressing until it sank in. It was one that had to grow on me.

Acl (austin City Limit Music Festival) Update....
Just received an update from the Austin American Stateman..... Four were hurt.... "Workers in concession area were injured; officials say one is in critical condition, three others have second- to third-degree burns." Prayers for the healing of these folks would be appreciated.... THE REST OF THE STORY SO FAR >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Fire at the ACL festival grounds By Michael Barnes | Friday, September 14, 2007, 02:40 PM A column of black smoke billowed over ACL’s festival grounds at 2:30 p.m. as a fire erupted in a trailer behind the beverage vendor tents between the WaMu and AT&T stages. Multiple fire engines and EMS crews arrived on the scene near the Town Lake Tavern beverage area on Lou Neff Road by 2:50 p.m. Two people are critically injured and were taken to Brackenridge Hospital. Others have received second- and third-degree burns, according to Assistant Fire Chief Jim Evans. He reports that, according to 911 callers, multiple trailers we

Sad News
With all the sadness and trauma going on in the world at the moment, it is worth reflecting on the death of a very important person, which almost went unnoticed last week. Larry LaPrise, the man that wrote "The Hokie Pokey" died peacefully at the age of 93. The most traumatic part for his family was getting him into the coffin. They put his left leg in. And then the trouble started. Shut up. You know it's funny. Now send it on to someone else and make them smile.

Today...
WELL TODAY I WAS TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH GETTING HIGHER THEN 200 SOMETHING IN RANKS... BUT I RAN OUT OF 11'S AND NOW I RAN OUT OF RATES COMPLETELY. LOL!! HOW THE HECK DO THE ONES IN RED DO IT? I'M JUST CURIOUS... GUESS THEY HAVE TONS AND TONS OF FRIENDS THAT WILL PIMP THEM OUT. I'M NOT ASKING TO BE PIMPED, JUST NOT SURE HOW TO GET UP THERE IN RANKS.... ANYWAY, LET'S CALL THIS ONE A MISSION FAILED... OR UNACCOMPLISHED, BUT SAYING IT EITHER WAY IS STILL THE SAME. SO I BID YOU ALL A GOOD WEEKEND!!! *HUGS* AND PLENTY OF THEM, AS YOU CAN NEVER HAVE TOO MANY HUGS RIGHT? AND EVERYONE, HAVE A DRINK ON ME!! I PLAN ON HAVING A ROUND WITH VODKA MAYBE TONIGHT OR TOMORROW NIGHT. BUT ALL IN ALL, *WISH ME LUCK* LOL AND P.S. MYST, NO THERE WILL BE NO KALUHA THIS WEEKEND. ;-)AND WATCH OUT FOR THEM DAMN CRAZY SQUIRRELS!! HAHAHA

Song By Mac Fleetwood
Go your own way Loving you Isn't the right thing to do How can I ever change things That I feel If I could Maybe I'd give you my world How can I When you won't take it from me You can go your own way Go your own way You can call it Another lonely day You can go your own way Go your own way Tell me why Everything turned around Packing up Shacking up is all you wanna do If I could Baby I'd give you my world Open up Everything's waiting for you You can go your own way Go your own way You can call it Another lonely day You can go your own way Go your own way

Pray For Jersey Brat And The Famly Of Her Friend!
Hide header Date: Fri, 14 Sep 2007 14:28:28 -0700 From: Size: 2 KB To: heartsound@fubar.com Reply-To: I heard this afternoon that a good friend of mine was killed last nite in a motorcycle accident. Ironically, he just bought his bike last weekend. He was only 25 years old. Please keep his family and loved ones in your prayers. He was a Marine who served time in Iraq and is/was also a fulltime firefighter in Jersey City, NJ. He was a beautiful person inside and out. I feel so fortunate to have had him in my life as my friend. I've learned a lot from him and I miss him already. Thanks in advance for your prayers . .

Poem
Nothing I feel it now More than ever That never-ending longing Longing to be free again To return to where I once was To be classified as “weird” To do things that are crazy To lose myself in the nothingness That sounds so wonderful To act like nothing matters To feel like nothing matters To be nothing Nothing, nothing, nothing It’s calling me What do I do It’s pulling me hard I feel it Deep, deep inside me The nothingness is calling Yearning to be set free Go wild, and not have a care in the world Just run and be free Can I suppress it No I don’t think so It’s way too strong I just can’t shake it It just won’t be shook I just can’t leave again What to do What to do I can’t say nothing It will only cause problems It always goes back to Nothing, nothing, nothing It will always be Nothing, nothing, nothing!

Sexstory: A Story In Collaboration & In Progress
Monday morning and I'm walking down the hall toward my office. I'm an accountant at a local medical center and it's usually quite busy on Mondays, as it is most days. The weird thing is that as I pass by several open office doors, almost every woman looks up at me, smiles, and says, "Good morning, Anthony!" This may not sound odd to most of you, but trust me, it is! Many of the women I work with are drop dead gorgeous and never seemed to notice I existed before today. One of the reasons I enjoy my job at the hospital so much is that ninety percent of the people I worked with were female. In fact, I'm surprised many of them even knew my first name! It’s usually “Hey, how’re you doing?” when the women see me which you can read as “You’re really not important enough to remember your name”. So, you see, I'm thoroughly confused at all this attention as I make my way toward my office. It's not that I'm devastatingly ugly or anything, don't get me wrong. I'm in no way disgusting, but

One Day
good evenin familys i hope all are doin well, well tomorow is the big day the party of the year, i hope are ready as of today im not takin no more entrees to the bomb fest. this bomb fest is for fun in all, please lets not have NOOO DRAMA IN ANY SHAPE SIZE OR FORM.if any one feels thier a problem pls go to ur leader b4 u come to me , also please have proof b4 comin to me , we are adults. make sure all are have added i will only add one time tomorow an after that statin sunday i will add twice a day , thier has been more enough time for all familys to have done it by now good luck to all familys love rubia

Sheltered?
So, I had an eye Dr. appointment at 2p today and I was running late for it... but I knew how much time I needed to get there and thought I would be cool. Uh.. NO. I get barely onto the interstate and there's traffic backing up. SHIT! Time pases and I notice we aren't moving AT ALL. More time passes ... shit, it's getting cloe to my appt time. More time passes .. and we've moved maybe 50 ft..if that. So, I thought I would be courteous and call the Dr's office and let them know what the deal is. I mean, my "appt" wasn't really an appt..it was a quick re-check so I could get my prescription. So this young dude answers the phone and quickly tells me that he cancelled my appt and that I will have to reschedule. Uh... WHAT? I was so pissed that I jus hung up on him so I didn't say anything I'd regret later. and I was STILL sitting basically in the same spot I was before all this.... So, we barely move along about every 10 minutes..and I'v had time to think and calm down from everything

What A Week!
This seemed like one very long week. There was a lot that happened with my boys pretty much every day. It is over and today is a brand new day. The sun will set and another day will be fresh! Right? I think so. I have been cleaning today. Funny how when you are not feeling the greatest, no one seems to help you out around the house. I know they have good intension's but....we know what Moms do that other people in the house don't even see us doing and taking care of! Yesterday wasn't the best. I took a friends advise and didn't let the school thing and his homework get in the way of Christopher having fun on his birthday. It was a rocky start but it ended well. He was happy. We got him (ordered) a bicycle for his birthday. One he has had his eye on for quite some time. Hopefully this one doesn't get stolen like the last one! Now...he just has to learn patients for it to come. Kids even at 12 years old don't understand 5 business days. He thinks it should be here

And The Keep Coming !!!!
These girls want to be treated like crap...Look!!!They keep coming back for more...So why shouldn't I oblige them? All you guys who posted on my last blogs...pay attention, I'll show you how to treat the ladies the way they want to be treated.

Goodbye To A Dear Friend
RIP DLDG, WE WILL TRULY MISS YOU 12/22/78-9/14/07. GOD MUST HAVE THOUGHT WE NEEDED ANOTHER ANGEL TO WATCH OVER US BECAUSE HE GOT A SPECIAL ONE TODAY. WE WILL MISS YOU OUR DEAR FRIEND, OUR HEARTS WILL BE ACHING FOR TIME TO COME. YOUR MEMORIES WILL KEEP YOU WITH US FOREVER. Dont grieve for me for now i'm free I'm following the path GOD laid for me I took his hand when i heard him call I turned my back & left it all I could not stay another day To laugh, to love, to work or play Tasks left undone must stay that way I found that place at the close of the day If my parting has left a void Then fill it with remembered joy A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss Ah yes those things i too shall miss Be not burdened with times of sorrow I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow My lifes been full, i've savored much Good friends, good times, a loved ones touch Perhaps my time seemed all too brief Don't lengthen it now with undue grief Lift up your heart and share with

Ken Burns
check this out :) , i was involved with ken burn's world premiere last night of his new documentary "the war" at the old theatre where i work, i had to move some WWII artifacts from a bank to the theatre and other lovely tasks, and i got to meet and talk with him, the whole evening was very cool, but that's not really what i'm posting about, so please dont think i'm just bragging etc for the type of work i do i meet a lot of celebs and high profile people, and i rarely ever really talk about it outside of work, but check this out, i grabbed one of the programs to take home and one for my step dad who was in WWII, and i just so happened to open it up to chapter 5 i think it was, and guess what the title was??? FUBAR !!!!!! lol, i coud'nt believe it :) i thought that was just so cool and a great way to end the evening, to bad i was so tired when i got back home to post about it then, but i'm sure you undersatnd, so now we're even more famous! lol :)

~~secrets~~
Secrets by BlueWolf © From moon rise to sunset I dream of her I hide my feelings Away from them These hidden affections May cause a stir So no one will know To whom I refer They will not understand The passions of my heart So I keep this secret That holds us apart Someday I will let them in On the deepest desire That is buried within Burning like a fire But she must know first The secrets I hold I hope I am able to tell her I will try to be bold.................

The "shot-gun" Bat-mitzvah Of Rebekah Sarah Lieberman
she's 13 tomorrow--i really didn't want to donate thousands to some synagogue to teach her some rituals--many i don't believe in and are just plain against G-d's Word. i bat-mitzvah'ed her myself in the car ride from work during lunch--it was beautiful. the basic precepts were serve G-d, mankind and the animal kingdom fervently--backed up by the rituals of continual prayer, atonement, kindness, charity, and devoted study--then you got what it means to bind yourself to the Coventant that G-d made with our fathers. got home -recited a few prayers from the authorized prayer book-recited Deuteronomy 6:4 and let her know that G-d gives us free will to serve Him fully--or not--it's up to you to make the right choice--and i know you will. such was the 'shot-gun' albeit beautiful bat-mitzvah of Rebek'ah Sar'ah Lieberman on 2 Etan'im 3458--9/14/2007

Repost If You Agree...
WHY IS LIFE SO HARD.? AND WHY DO KIDS GOT TO ACT LIKE THEY ACT NOW A DAYS.? JUST WISH WE HAD THE OLD TIMEY DAY LAWS BACK. WHEN YOU DID WRONG YOU GET THAT AZZ BEAT FOR IT.. I KNOW I DID ENOUGH IN MY LIFE TIME.. AND IM 40 NOW.. AND DOING GOOD.. SO, DIDNT KILL ME.. IT WONT KILL KIDS NOW A DAYS. WHAT DO YOU THINK.??????

Soldiers....
YOU KNOW YOUR SOLDIER IS DEPLOYED WHEN.... YOU KNOW YOUR SOLDIER IS DEPLOYED WHEN... 1. You wear old sweatpants and sweatshirts to bed. 2. You can watch whatever you want on TV without arguing with him first 3. You get up in the middle of the night to check your e-mail. 4. You sleep with your cell phone incase he calls in the middle of the night. 5. You love watching cute love movies because it reminds you of all the cute things he does when he's home. 6. You haven't shaved your legs in weeks. 7. The mailman knows you because you are always out waiting for him to come. 8. You start paying close attention in class when the words "military" or "iraq" are mentioned. 9. You suddenly have an obsession with anything military related. 10. You see someone wearing an army, navy, or usmc shirt and you get this overwhelming urge to talk to them. 11. You make friends with strangers online just because they are in the same situation as you and are t

You Are Not Alone
There will be sorrow there will be tears. There will be sunshine and there will be rain, but through the mists of the hardships I will be there. There will be heartache and there will be anger, but always know you have a friend that cares. Although the miles are long, it wont keep me from reaching out. I will do my best to make you smile even if it is just for alittle while atleast i know i did my part. There will be dreams yet to fill and memories yet to build. always remember you are not alone. i will walk beside you, although i am not there, but look up into the sky and know that I am watching you, cause we are standing under the same big sky. There will be sorrow and there will be tears, but always remember I will always be here for you. I love you my friend. You are not alone.

Seeing Through The Tears
I have built these walls to keep me in wore a mask to cover the tears. I cant see through these tears. The world it seems is against me, and my friends have all gone away. Seeing through these tears almost seems impossible. I have tried to run i have tried to hide but there is no escape from the pain deep inside. Seeing through these tears is it possible? These walls must come down the mask must come off, but how i cant seem to find one good reason why. If i bury the pain it will still be there to haunt me, i must throw it away and learn to let go, but how. I have built these walls to keep me in and wear this mask to cover the tears, I cant see through these tears. Can i find the reason to just be strong, or can i pretend that everything is ok. I hide behind these walls afraid to come out, wear this mask to cover the tears, but hopefully someday i will be able to take it off and face the world head on. My friends i am one step closer to finding a way.

Whats With People
Today I ran accross a person who said in their online message to rate their pictures. So I sent a shout out to this person and asked if I could rate them. They said yes and so I did. Little did I know that this same person contacted a mutal friend we both share and fuzzed about me rating them. Come on. Who is acting childess here? Get a life! You claim on your page NO DRAMA, well you go looknig for it and stir it up. I will rate people and leave comments on anyones page but if YOU DO NOT WONT ME TO RATE YOU TELL ME!! I cannot read your mind and if you say I can then I will. I am not some mean person who loves drama or trouble. I hate it! I like making friends no matter who you are! Don't be scared to get to know me! You might actualy like me!

Help Lady Raven Please!!!!!!!!!!
MY GOOD FRIEND AND SISTER DSC MEMBER LADY RAVEN WAS AT DOCTORS TODAY AND SHE IS HAVING SOME HEALTH ISSUES, SHE NEEDS TO REST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE AND WILL NOT BE ONLINE MUCH FOR A WHILE I AM ASKING NEE PLEADING WITH MY FRIENDA AND FAMILY TO STOP BY HER PAGE, SHOW HER SOME LOVE,RATE HER, FAN HER, RATE PICS & STASH AND ANYTHING TO BRING SO SMILES TO HER ALL LOVE WILL BE RECIPROCATED JUST DROP ME A MESSAGE AND LET ME KNOW JUST CLICK ON PIC,IT WILL TAKE YOU TO HER PROFILE Lady Raven~~ DIRTY SOUTH CREW~~I.B.I.C.~~{Fubar's Dr.Satan's real life wife}V@ fubar THANK YOU SO MUCH IN ADVANCE FOR SHOWING SOME SOUTHERN LOVE

My B~day Is Comming!!
OK MY BIRTHDAY IS THE 20TH SO COME ON AND CLICK THE TAG BELOW AND COMMENT BOMB ME SO I CAN WIN A CORVETTE LOL I STILL NEED OVER 2,000 COMMENTS SO CAN YA ALL SPARE A FEW MOMENT OF TIME AND HELP YOUR GIRL OUT HERE? THANK YOU AND THANX 2 THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE ALREADY HELPED OUT!! LOVE YA ALL! ~XOXOXOXO~

Up Or Down?
At a Senior Citizen's luncheon, an elderly gentleman and an elderly lady struck up a conversation and discovered that they both loved to fish. Since both of them were widowed,they decided to go fishing together the next day.! The gentleman picked the lady up, and they headed to the river to his fishing boat and started out on their adventure. They were riding down the river when there was a fork in the river, and the gentleman asked the lady, "Do you want to go up or down?" All of a sudden the lady stripped off her shirt and pants and made mad passionate love to the man right there in the boat ! When they finished, the man couldn't believe what had just happened, but he had just experienced the best s*x that he'd had in years. They fished for a while and continued on down the river, when soon they came upon another fork in the river. He again asked the lady , "Up or down ?" There she went again, stripped off her clothes, and

Kuma.........
Hey folks, as you know, I seldom even delve into the blogs, but today, a fellow Fubar member, a very dear friend of mine, lost her best friend. Kuma was a St Bernard, a big teddy bear of a dog, and I had the pleasure of meeting him. http://fubar.com/user/240535 I know what it is to love a dog, in ways a deeper love than between two humans, for the dog shows undying gratitude and endless forgiveness. I know everyone has heard it before, but here is the story of the rainbow bridge. Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as

Bombfest Morphs
Hi to all I have made morphs for every it R Done bomb squad member that I have on my friends and family list. I made these as a celebration of bombfest beginning and would love to see everyone using them as their primary pic during bombing,,let's show our love for the squad please You can find them in my GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~ folder. You may rip your morph and if there are any that i have missed, please let me know and i will gladly get them made I love you all Come on let's kick some major but in bombfest,,,WOOOOOOOOOO

Beatles:don't Let Me Down
Don't let me down, don't let me down. Don't let me down, don't let me down. Nobody ever loved me like she does, oo, she does, yeh, she does. And if somebody loved me like she do me, oo, she do me, yes, she does. Don't let me down, don't let me down. Don't let me down, don't let me down. I'm in love for the first time. Don't you know it's gonna last. It's a love that lasts forever, It's a love that had no past. Don't let me down, don't let me down. Don't let me down, don't let me down. And from the first time that she really done me, oo, she done me, she done me good. I guess nobody ever really done me, oo, she done me, she done me good. Don't let me down, don't let me down. Don't let me down, don't let me down.

Strong Sister...
Ya know...my sister is very strong. She's tiny but she has more additide then 5 regular size women. She really doesn't care for children. Once while out to dinner I said to her "You know...everytime I see a little baby...I want to pick them up." I smile and my arms move to my chest. She looked at me. Her face blank, her right eyebrow raised high. "Really." "yeeeees really." "Hmm....." we walked as we talked. Dodging children with plates full of food and adults who should know better then to walk between such hawt sisters. In a tone completely devoid of emotion she stated "Everytime I see a child...I want to kick 'em." I looked at her. She looked at me. "You are such a bitch." "Yes. And I am an honest one at that." My sister loves my kids. She loves HER son. She loves children that she KNOWS. She just truely doesnt like most of all the rest of the kids in the world. My sister who as a freshman in highschool got in a fight and dislocated disks in the

My Faith
Some people may think I am a religious fantic and to others they will understand me. A few years ago I married a man who claimed to be a big christian! His family were either preachers or missionaries so I thought I foudn a good man. It wasn't long before he started treating me and my kids like garbage. Each year I lost more of myself while I was married to him and I never knew it. I quite doing for people. I quit smiling. I quit being ME! It wasn't till I met one special man and he brought it all to light. I allowed someone to steal the real me. I got back ot reading my Bible and building my faith. It was then I realized I didn't need this man any more. I kicked him out and my churhc turned their back on me. My faith was shaken. I was losing ground fast. I went to another church but whenever i ran accross those people it hurt and I would get mad at them. Not healthy! The more I read my BIble the more I realized I had done right and my church had done wrong. People knew i

Hey There Delilah
Hey there Delilah What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away But girl tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Time Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true Hey there Delilah Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice it's my disguise I'm by your side Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we knew we would My word is good Hey there Delilah I've got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to you Would take your breath away I'd write it all Even more in love with me you'd fall We'd have it all Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what y

29 Lines To Make You Smile
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me. 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better th

Insomnia Brings Out The Best In Me....
I have been going on very little sleep lately. I'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing. When one has the apperance or is actually going on in this condition it allows certain things..... 1. the ability to act on impulse with an excuse.. 2. to allow the sub layer of your mind out and allow it to "play".... 3. plain and simple, to not give a shit...(my favorite)... 4. to be.. a)rude b)loud c)violent d)ALL the above at this point I am at answer d)ALL the above. I am tired of the "hardcore, wannabe, little bithces" running the streets these days, just cause you think you can box, don't mean you're ready for Ali mother fucker...you wanna talk it or walk it? My breed walks it...fuck the talking, fuck the waiting...you want to spill blood then jump on...I need a good blood drunk. til next time, I AM THE TERROR IN THE NIGHT, I AM DARK WING DUCK!

Lonely Heart
was it all for... nothing did I have to take the fall I will miss... everything even this familiar pain again I told you... I loved you alone in the pouring rain I can hear... your heart in my head it will never sound the same such a lonely thing to hear oh its such a lonely day never knew I had so many tears to cry and my tears have nothing to say

The Fallen
UN bury me from my shallow grave Only to evil am I a slave My soul you can never save Its blood I forever crave. Dancing with the dead Memories running thru my head As you lie on your death bed My thrill is to kill all that you are My love is to hate leave you as a scar Uncertain about your future, confessing all you’re past To a god that you believed in, a belief that will be your last Will you die for him, id like to know? So we can deliver your last blow Dark lord and master to whom we all give praise Soon there will be no one left that believes Jesus saves Amidst all the folklore, among all the lies, the song of death Will be orcistarated from all the screams and cry’s A revelation of a salvation that will never be Tormented souls eternally disposed of all their sanity Consumed by fire, compelled by hate Soon our power, we will demonstrate I chase you down, beat you to the ground Try to attack, but you’re on your back Going down, back into the ground Back to

Poetry For The Ladies
Since, I have not yet said much about myself on my page yet ladies, here is an insight into my heart. As you will see, when I get emotional...I get creatively poetical as well. If you like I will post some more. Tell me what you think. This one really hurt to write. My Story of True Happiness Here today and gone the next I know everything in life is really a Test I try harder and harder to not to fail But my EGO tells me, "it is to no avail" The One that I love is gone from my life She would have been my future, my heart, my wife That Dream is gone now Because of another (the other older me) I'm left to myself, my children and mother So I look up and See Only YOU (GOD) I look into my Soul to find what I must now do Since this is a Test, and I probably didn't pass I ask myself and wonder, how long will this pain last? I'll wake up tomorrow, forgetting all that was done I'll know in my Heart truly, You were not the One. So once again it's back to me, to fix what i

The Angel Series
I know some of you have wondered about the angel series, after some thought I have decided to stop the angel series for now. But dont worry it's not over. The good news is with the success of the series and the great work that came out of it, I am going to start a new series. The new series will be called "Journey" What that means exactly I dont know but I'm excited to see what grows. I'll also be posting more in my general poems section as I need to get things down. ~Tony

How Bout Dem Cowboys
IRVING, Texas - The Dallas Cowboys are No. 1. That's according to Forbes, the national publication which annually ranks the current value of the 32 NFL franchises. But as Forbes points out, this ranking is not just No. 1 in the NFL, but in all of the sports world. Forbes has put a $1.5 billion current value on the Cowboys, $330,000 more than the Washington Redskins ($1.467 billion), who had been the reigning champs for the past seven years. The Cowboys' value increased 28 percent since last year, and likely some of that jump must be attributed to the new $1 billion stadium rising out of the ground in Arlington, Texas. But according to a very proud Cowboys owner Jerry Jones, he credits the franchise's rating to one thing. "This evaluation is a credit to all Dallas Cowboys fans," Jones said in a statement here on Thursday. "They are the owners of this team." Just behind the Redskins, whose value only increased 3 percent from last year, are the N

My Nsfw Pics Are Closed
I have closed my NSFW pics intill further notice intill i see ppl that actually are my friends to come help me. i want to win this contest to get a vip come on help me out!!!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=783474&i=3654326554

Pray For My Aunt
I know everyone ask for people to pray for their family members.. and yes I'm about to do the same. My aunt just went into the hospital with a blood clot lodge into her lungs. The doctor said she was lucky to have survived it. So can you please just pray for her speedy recovery. Thanks Misty

Blahh!!!
Well well well.... Here I am once again sitting at home bored shitless My roommate is always off and running with her boyfriend...my boyfriend works too damn much.I saw him yesterday after my haircut for like 5 minutes otherwise...I havent seen him since Saturday and won't see him till Sunday.Everyon else is too busy to hang out.So once again i sit here at home alone and bored. i'm on the sobering up lone now, but I drank. I know, ur not supposed to drink alone cuz it makes you an alchy or whatev, but I did. I had about 10 beer, a bottle of wine, and a shot of tequila. I started drinking at like 4. Ooops. I am sick of being alone and bored with nothing to do...grrr. Off to yahoo games to find something to do.

Thanks To Wes For Showin Me This
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Thinking Of You.
When I close my eyes I think of you. Just the thought of you makes me wet. Me on top of you riding you slow savoring every sensation. Your hands on my breast rubbing them softly. I lower myself so you can suck my nipples.Mmm I'm so wet now my hands between my legs, eyes closed shut thinking of you. You turn me over on my back legs are put on your shoulders. Ahh that feels good. My fingers moving in and out as I think of you. Your looking in my eyes as you slide in and out of me. My heart is racing even faster about to jump out of my chest. I'm now on your lap moving my hips back and forth. Screaming your name as I move my fingers in and out getting closer to orgasm. Moving my hips faster. Moving my fingers faster. I'm moaning louder as I get closer. Ahh yes I say over and over. I came all over as my eyes closed shut thinking of you

We Win Again
My softball team has done it again... Pleasantville rocks... we have lost two games this fall season out of 8 games so far... lol we never practice either... just a bunch of parents and coaches playing to have fun.. we are all athletic in some way shape or form.. most of us also play indoor soccer as well as coach our kids teams... this has got to be the best team i have ever seen or played for... we Rock!!... three cheer's for the Pleasantville softball team!!!

Ears On, Mouth Disabled.
When you type in a URL (such as www.fubar.com), you are making a request for information. Once the request is recieved, information is transmitted to the requesting machine from the host. Upon completion, a small packet is sent to the requesting machine that asks that machine for a confirmation that all data was delivered succesfully. An acknowledgement is then sent, and the process repeats every single time you request a peice of information. Even if the information is not present, there is at least data introduced denoting that fact. That's it. Dirt fuckin simple. Now, computers can move data two ways, in and out at the same time. (At least most protocols allow that). The same is not true of individuals, people, humans. When a person transmits (speaks), the data line must move one way, until all relevant information is delivered. It is at this time that an acknowledgement, or reciprocating data can be introduced from the reciever (listener). This can continue back and forth for as

My Story
Hi, my name is: Kathleen But you can call me: Kate Never in my life have I: done cocaine The one person who can drive me nuts is: my grandma My high school is: Highlands HIgh (GO SCOTS!!!) When I’m nervous: I laugh/smile ALOT The last song I listened to was: Bartender If I were to get married right now it would be to: um, no one My hair is: LONG When I was 4: i was in my mas wedding Last Christmas: was the best in years! I should be: happier When I look down I see: my cute toes and my carpet The happiest recent event was: meeting Sondra (shes a AWESOME friend!!) If I were a character on ‘Friends’ : rachel By this time next year: i may be in the Army My current gripe is : bad jobs in military towns I have a hard time understanding: men/boys/guys There’s these girls: that ruin guys for the good girls If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: sondra I want to buy: a house Where do you plan to visit: ireland

Could You Be The One For Me?
Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've never heard But the one still lives here in my mind That couldn't spare a kind word It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken hearts

Threads
These threads we share, these little things of seeming moment that combine to make us laugh and long to touch each other - how did we travel such different trails to arrive now in the same place at the same time? Has there ever been some grand plan to place us here together, sharing different ends of common threads? And from a grainy photograph I can almost hear your laughter. © All rights reserved