Fubar Blog Posts 4

Sanity Is For The Weak Minded!
Everybody talks about " The Norm". Define normal. I can't because for me it is different than most other peoples ideas. Who is to say what is normal and what is not? I have a thought, I'm normal and everybody else is crazy. I don't think that works either.I know I'm off my rocker. How about you? Ever stopped to think about it.Everybody is crazy in their own way. Everybody has strange hangups. What do you think fetishes are?Now there are extremes in every scenario ie.... Mass murderers,rapists,child molesters, but they're not crazy, just sick. Majorly sick. So i say to all those people who told they are totally crazy......ENJOY IT! Just remember that sanity is for the weak minded. Why be normal?

Win Fubucks
plz send all answers to me the first right answer wins 10,000 fubucks its that ez!!! im going to try this out see how it goes and if there is a good turn out then we will try it again!! A magician was boasting one day at how long he could hold his breath under water. His record was 6 minutes. A kid that was listening said, "that's nothing, I can stay under water for 10 minutes using no types of equipment or air pockets!" The magician told the kid if he could do that, he'd give him $10,000. The kid did it and won the money. Can you figure out how?

Help To Level...
I ran out of rates trying to do it myself... I've had a great deal of help from some very sweet, sexy, and loveable ladies, Purplesky, Okie_mom x 2 and Little Italian Nymph. Show them the love and respect they both deserve. I sincerely thank you for the help... Tom

Paths We Follow, Thanks Jake :)
You will sometimes meet someone you believe is a soulmate; you feel the connection on many levels, perhaps instantly. And as you get to know each other more, you begin to feel the connection deepen and you feel that you must have an arrangement with this person that predated this lifetime. Do not assume, however, that this soul connection necessarily means that you are meant to be happily together for this lifetime. It may be that you are meant to be friends and allies, helping each other out. It may be that you are going to help each other in ways that even involve conflict and separation, but with an end result that is beneficial to you. It may be that you are going to learn some lesson from each other and then go your separate ways. What you need to do with all relationships, including those that have that instant and deep connection, is let be. You need to allow all of life, including close relationships, flow and evolve. You need to let people be who they are, not what you want

Look Asshats
You want to fuck with me I'll break your knees and slit your throat and watch you gurgle in your own fucking blood. Sound like a plan? Didn't think so, so come right or I might not be as nice as I am right now.

Chinese
A Chinese couple gets married - and she's a virgin. Truth be told, he is not too experienced either. On their wedding night, she cowers naked under the sheets as her husband undresses. He climbs in next to her and tries to be reassuring. "My darring" he says, "I know dis yo firss time and you berry frighten. I pomise you, I give ou anyting you want, I do anyting - juss anyting you want". "What chou want?" he says, trying to sound experienced and hoping to impress his virgin bride. A thoughtful silence follows and he waits patiently (and eagerly) for her request. She eventually replies shyly and unsure, "I want to try somethin I have heard about... numbaa 69". More thoughtful silence, this time from him. Eventually, in a puzzled tone he queries... "You want... Chicken wiff broccori?"

Bubbas Bitches
I have done it yet again! muhhahhaha made someone my bitch!! thats right its Bubbas Pimp out back and better then ever!! make sure you show all my Bitches lots of love go rate add and fan them and i know they will return the favor Just tell em Bubba Sent ya!!!

I Was Looking 4 U
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Thinking
Only great minds can read this This is weird, but interesting! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it

Chapter One
Chapter One: “The Believer” Gwjuan Robinson Miss Robinson more than likely doesn’t think of me as often as I do her. Talk about finding light in your darkest hour. Walking into my newest job, I knew no one, thought my manger was exceptionally attractive and hated kids. Not the ideal job for a teenage girl working at an elementary school in a ritzy suburb of Indianapolis. But when I walked through the double doors of the arts and crafts room, a heavyset black woman glanced up with a grin that will always be etched in my heart. I shrugged it off at first, checked in with my tall, dark and handsome new supervisor, and proceeded to stand in the middle of a room crowded with tables, chairs and screaming children. Counselors were being hounded by elementary aged school children that needed help with their pipe-cleaner projects. Looking back at those doors, I’m glad I didn’t make the b-line for the door at that moment, because next thing I knew, a woman approached me with a giant smile. S

Off
WOOOOOOO WHOOOOOOOOO Im off tomorrow and I have no clue what Im doing. I might go out, look stoopid all day, and I might sit around with my thumb up my ass, I really dont know what Im doing. So yeah thats all I got on this one. -Steven-

Cool Stuff Part 2
i have spent all day trying to figure out why i have been getting random gifts.lmao, when i said leave a gift i ment under my online tree that is on my profile, but thank you all for the gifts. see i just uploaded a tree where you can pick out a gift and leave one for me and a picture where you can give me a kiss under the misltoe, thank you all for the gift anyways. if you want to see this cool stuff than look under my about me on my profile thanks again p.s. if you put any of this stuff on your profile let me know and i will do the same for you

Contest Idea
what about a contest in which a person get a a week worth of pimps out bulletins from us * the staff* ... yes ill make them* if they can answer five music questions that we come up with... they have to also be in the room for the week we pimp them out to recieve the full week pimpout... and yes our link will be in the bulletin too... let me know what ya think....

Fat Boy
Tonight I thought I would write down the lyrics of a song that means alot to me....It isn't a famous song...but with me had and still has profound meaning. It's called FAT BOY. Fat boy goes to the pool, Sees his reflection Doesn't know what to do He feels little inside And filled with pride Oh fragile flame Noone sees the same Fat boy goes abot his day Trying to think of funny things to say Like "This is just a game I play" And,"I don't like me this way" Oh fragile flame When no one feels the same Hush, sleep don't think, just eat You're daddy's little boy, Your mama's pride and joy You know they love you But not because they hold you Fat boy says, Wouldn't it feel nice If I could melt myself like ice Or outrun my skin and just be pure wind Oh fragile flame...Sometimes I feel the same.

Bump N' Grind
My mind is tellin me no but my body my body's tellin me yes I (baby) don't want to hurt nobody But there is something that I must confess........... (chill) [Chorus: repeat 4x] I don't see nothing wrong with a little bump and grind I don't see nothing wrong with a little bump and grind See I know just what you want and I know just what you need girl So baby bring your body to me (bring your body here) I'm not fooling around with you baby My love is true (with you) with you is where I want to be, girl see I need someone someone like me to satisfy your every needs [Chorus 4x] You say he's not treating you right Then lady spend the night now I'll love you like you need to be love (girl why don't you try some of me) No need to look no more because I've opened up my door You'll never feel another love you see I need someone, someone like me girl to make love to you baby constanly

Not Just For The Dead.
LOL....I can't believe that I got downrated for making a comment about everyones greatest guitar god Dimebag Darrell. Its time to face facts people: The only reason he gets so much credit anymore is because he's fucking dead. The same rule applies to Randy Rhoads and Kurt Cobain as well. All three were marginally talented guitar players in popular bands at their time. Hell, Kurt Cobain couldnt even tune a guitar but I keep seeing people claiming he was the greatest songwriter ever. Randy Rhoads did nothing that Yngwie Malmsteen and Eddie Van Halen didnt do years before. Dimebag didnt do shit that Alex Skolnick and Kirk Hammett and Dave Mustaine did before Pantera decided they sucked as a glam band and started copying Metallica. So, if this is gonna be the case, then expect all you sheep to worship my scrawny pale ass when I die because I can play guitar just as good ,if not better than those 3. Go listen to some Clapton,Hendrix,Santana,Satriani,Eric Johnson and

Troubles At Home And Everywhere Else!!!
Well my life really fuckin sucks right now!! I'm barely makin my bills and I'm not gonna have a christmas cause I'm broker than a joke! On the first I went to my mom's cause it was my dad's bday and my sister Tabatha was there. She told me she was pregnant. YAY right? Well today I go and get my niece Maria cause I haven't had time to see her in awhile. Well while I'm there gettin her my mom calls me and tells me that my sister miscarried at work today!..... It really sucks! Us Harp girls have what is called POS we aren't supposed to be able to get pregnant without fertility drugs to help us! Now she miscarries it tore her apart!! If it wasn't for my best friend and roommate I wouldn't have a home right now either! I can't get in a holiday spirit when I know I'm not gonna have one and every keeps talkin about christmas and stuff it gets to me! I'm just sooooooo stressed cause all this hit me at once this week and it really sucks!! I find myself cryin at random and it gets harder a

Candy
[Kelis] I taste just like candy, candy I taste just like candy So dance with me [Foxy] Yo now let me paint y'all a picture Fox pimp hard, quiet just like a whisper Don't get it mixed up Bad little sista Not bad meaning bad, but bad meaning good Damn I'm so hood You should see me in them jeans It's hard to describe and Being cocky is just a part of the vibe I might stop and holla and pop my colla Maybe a little conceited but that's always needed Love attention when I'm passing by And I show a little cleavage and I catch his eye Just the thought of him eating, I was outside soaking Duke standing locing, mouth wide open I walked over, licking my lips And adjusting my xxxx and switching my hips xxxx he threw his hand on my waist Looked in my face and said he wanna know how I taste [Kelis] I taste just like candy So dance with me I taste just like candy So dance with me I taste just like candy So dance with me I taste just like candy So dance with me V

Happy Holidays
Ok I made pics for those on my family list...if your not on the list and want one ...plz...plz... leave a comment on this blog....and you must have a pic of yourself...there's only 2 exceptions and thats it. Heres the pics made so far:

Music Music I Hear Music!
Well well after taking a break 4 a bit ive decided 2 post some of my originalz on my profile. Az 4 letting people download/purchase them...its not been decided on az of yet. Kicking it off with "Newrize". Stay Tuned. Xavier

Wow I Can't Believe It!!!!!
I just bought Roycie for a ring for her X~Mas Gift!! I am not a JOKIN & I am so Serious to garb her ring but have to re-size her ring to be 6 but I will get her ring by tomorrow at 5pm!! I feeling funny that I never have any girlfriend for about 13 years but I am single for long time!! But Roycie just found me and accept me and understand about my personal and naughty depressed and alone and not happy!!! But she got me!!! I will be her good husband in her future!! I will teaching her sign lang as soon possily!! Thank you Mike & Roycie!!!!!!

A Billion Dollars
Too true to be very funny!! The next time you hear a politician use the word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about whether you want the 'politicians' spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress for $250 BILLION to rebuild New Orleans . Interesting number, what does it mean? A.

My Ex Husband Is A Fucking Asshole
He is!!! He's just informed me he's taking me to court because he doesn't like how I chose to pay our son's university directly, because it's a bit different from the way it is in the divorce decree. And that's because his stupid company dicked around with getting ME the money from HIM for 7 MONTHS!!! I am trying to be grateful to him for showing me why I left his sorry ass in the first place. He's crazy and I got tired of hearing about how fat, ugly and stupid I was... Sorry to rant, and to use bad language, it's not usually my style, but I'm PISSED!

I Believe
BORROWED TOO SHARE I believe we place our happiness in our own hands. I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do. I believe that drugs are a waste of life. I believe I'm loved when I'm completely alone. I believe in karma, what you give is what you get. I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned. I believe the only thing that should be seperated by color is laundry. I believe the grass isn't greener on the other side. I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye. I believe that trust is more important than people think. I believe that your most attractive feature is your ¢¾heart¢¾ I believe that family is worth more than money or gold. I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair. I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires. I believe forgiveness is they key to your unhappiness. I believe that God is the only one who won't let you down. I believe in love survivng death into eternity. I bel

It Will All Work Out
Close your eyes and float with me. Let your thoughts go free. Feel yourself float, like a balloon. Sleeping time will be coming soon. When things don't go your way. Look to the sky and pray for a better day. When all the messed up crap brings you down Just turn the other cheeek and flip your frown Because it will all work out yes it will all work You may think that god's ears are shut but thats no reason for you to give up times may be bad and things might be rough but it's for god to decide when you've had enough so when it seems like everythings wrong, Just sit back, take a deep breath. Becaue it will all work out Yes it will, it will all work out

A Lil Help Here, Please :)
Hello Everyone ! Im in Mummmmmmkey's (and his dads) contest :) So please rate and comment bomb ! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=730061&albumid=693927&i=1288607245 Thanks a BUNCH ! ! ! Hugs n Stuff ~ BAD DD ~

Kelsey Died From The Bulettin
MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****Watch The Video***** if you dont repost you have no heart

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

Would You?
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How often do you maturbate? 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave

Sence 2002
Sence 2002 I Haven't Been With A Girl Sence 2002. I Been Single For 5. Years Now It's Hard To Fine One Never Trus A Friend They Come Up To You And Say Some Bullshit That Isn't True Plus I'm Sick And Tired Of This Shit I Just Need A Girl I Can Really Trus And Yes I Do Care About Them Alot I Would Do Anything For You Oh I Am Nothing Like William Peter Roseberry Jr. He Gose By J.R. If You See Him Please Don't Let Him Ask You Out Becuz He Has Been Hurtting A Lot Of Girls He Uses Them As There Fuck Buddy I Don't Do That Shit I Just Want To Be There For Them...

Funny Gym Nicknames
The old Gateway Gym... i had a blast there during the early College days, i met a few older gals out of there... it was a good time... but you begin to get friendly with people and not know there name, just know they workout beside you everyday at the same time and are there for a spotter or so..... i had some funny ass nicknames for people that i observed there a lot, these are funny.. let me know what you think........ Mr Flirt.. this guy would come in, and not workout, just hang out up by the main desk and talk to certain women for a few hours J.R. Walker.... this guy did a set and then would proceed to walk around for 20 minutes at a time... Slow Ass.... this guy would take forever on a machine, he would do a set, but not walk around.. he would sit there for 15 minutes then do another set... here's a good couple.... the name even worked out with the one word in common correlation...........Rainbow Brite and Reading Rainbow Rainbow Brite... she always came in

Lmao
A guy walked into the local welfare office to pick up his check. He marched straight up to the counter and said, "Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter said, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, and he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort the daughter on her overseas holiday trips and you will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, said, "You're bullshittin' me!" The social worker said, "Yeah, well . . . you started it."

Pride
I tell you, even rocks crack, and not because of age. For years they lie on their backs in the heat and in the cold, so many years, it almost seems peaceful. They don’t move, so the cracks stay hidden. A kind of pride. Years pass over them waiting. Whoever is going to shatter them., hasn’t come yet And so the moss flourishes, the seaweed whips around, the sea pushes through and rolls back – the rocks seem motionless. Till a little seal come to rub against them, comes and goes away. And suddenly the rock had an open wound. I told you, when rocks break, it happens by surprise. And people, too.

I Am Thinking Of You
Know that no matter where I am and no matter what I'm doing, I am thinking of you. You're always on my mind and in my heart. When I'm feeling down or my day isn't going right, I just think of you and how much you mean to me. I love you...XoXoXo ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Of Wolf, Of Man
Of Wolf, Of Man I stand in the moonlight Bathing in its power Feeling the rage Feeling the hunger Of the hunt I see the world now In black and white Deep greys, so clear Makes it easy to see you As I hunt I smell your fear Taste the sweet sent My mouth waters My blood boils For this hunt You Run, and I chase Through nature you go Night blinds you You know you'er doomed Cause I hunt I chase you, taking my time Enjoying the thrill of the chase Laughing as you scream Craving you'er fear Love the hunt I leap, full of love You fall, full of hate I tear into you'er soul You pray for you'er life The end is near You fight for you'er freedom I kill for my hunger You'er body knows it's end My body is about to be fed Saticfy the hunt My claws and fangs Tear you'er flesh like paper You feel the pain as I mark you You'er flesh so soft So wet of blood Pleasure of the hunt Mark you'er Flesh From white to scarlet You'er insides become outs

Eternal Sleep
Eternal Sleep Eternal peace of Death Is what I ask It is what I want, and desire the most To be free of this mortal world forever To be free of this insanity called humanity Pain has become my lover, my partner In life all around me, both in body, and in mind Feeling it tearing and eating my soul Forever gorging itself on my fears.. I scream inside as I smile at the world Pretend nothing is wrong, lying to all A perfect lie of life as I walk down the road My soul crying, in pain as I laugh at a joke Someone end my torment of living hell Take my life from me, and bury this husk Burn and bleed out this body of mine So I can feel nothing and forget this life

Death Threat
Death threat Hearken to me, oh people of Earth For I have something to say to thee I have decided, upon pain and distrust To show you in truest form and fashion My displeasure of humanity's vain existence To denounce your selfish wants and desires To remove thy foul corrupt deeds and thoughts Through death and harsh judgement I proceed To eliminate humanity's stench of existence To finally be free of these bindings of vanity Of the selfish, dishonest, disrespectful curse Of humanity.

Darkness
The clouds begin to gather. The wind echoing my fate. Darkness surrounds me. How heavy its weight. My cries have now become silent. Not a word I can speak. The feeling as though I no longer have a tongue. I try to break free only to be held down tighter. Their wicked laughs and taunting ways have lead me to my end. The sadness feels my heart. My thoughts no longer heard. I feel their claws dig deep into my skin. They tear away at my flesh, leaving behind a bloody mess. My tears fallin, forming a puddle of fear. Now I feel death so very near.

Poetry
there once was a baby. so pretty and sweet. a precious young smile. and cute little feet. she was born in the winter. so perfect and clean. the most beautifull creature. my eyes ever seen. the way that she giggles. just brings so much joy. when mommy and daddy. give her a toy. when she is sleeping. shes pretty and pure. she must be an angel. for this i am sure. and when her eyes open. im sure shell still be. the most beautiful baby. one ever will see. we love you brook

Long Days
Long are the days before, I leave for what will seem Like a lifetime Short is the time i have, To spend with the one i love. The road is rough, The soul is wanting. Never wanted unfinished things Unacomplished dreams, But now duty calls, And nothing means more Than the lives that I protect And the heart that i want. Hopeing for understanding, Walking away Never forgotten, Never forgetting, I leave, Hopeing to return, To the one i love.

Poetry
a memorie is sacred. so pure and so true. its with you forever. in all that you do. never forgotten. it seeds in your mind. sometimes it haunts you. sometimes its kind. the deep darkest secrets. that no one wil tell. are there in the shadows. of a memorie so well. if moments were minutes. and hours were days. then the thoughts of our memories. would soon fade away. so live for the present. forget not the past. and treat every memorie as if its the last.

Gospel Of Peace
From the Gospel of Peace: In everything that is life is the law written. You find it in the grass, in the tree, in the river, in the mountain, in the birds of heaven, in the fishes of the sea; But seek it chiefly in yourselves. For I tell you truly, all living things are nearer to God than the scriptures without life. God so made life and all living things that they might by the ever living word, teach the laws of the true God to man. God wrote not the laws in the pages of books, but in your heart and in your spirit. The words of Jesus Christ as recorded by the Disciple John in the Gospel of Peace

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Disappear And Reapper
Hold and behold somthing from the past shall appear Something that left me and made me shead tear's Then appears n tells me she loves me and disappears Only to reappear Is this some sick game Your playing with my brain What am to do if it ain't true Did you come online to to flaunt Are here just to taunt You know I love you atleast I think you knew Is this some sick game Your playing with my brain What am to do if it ain't true I asked you to marry me You mad me so happy I wish you could've seen Then you broke my heart and I fell apart Is this some sick game Your playing with my brain What am to do if it ain't true I still think about how you told me That you still loved me But you miles away Yet I want you to be with me every day Is this some sick game Your playing with my brain What am to do if it ain't true

Poetry
the laughter of children. and shuffling of feet. makes the firt day of preschool. almost complete. first there is pencils. then paper and crayons. with teachers and parents. both making thier plans. the teacer gets ready. as kids take thier seats. with so much to do. so many to meet. the class room is noisy. and scary at first. but it quickly gets better. before it gets worse. there are blocks there for building. and toys to have fun. so much excitement. the days just begun. then come the cookies. and juice box galore. the kids become smiling. and yearning for more. what started as fear. has ended in glee. the children discovered. how preschool will be.

Mumm Contest
Tonight I posted a mumm contest worth 25,000 Fubucks. The response was pretty good and I think I'll do it again tomorrow. Keep current with the news of the day. I will likely base the contest on something that happens in North America. Tonight I wanted to know what sounds like a busy McDonalds but never eats a hamburger, its out at night when most kids are asleep, think Canadian, It often goes with the flow but at times doesn't. ANSWER Snow plows. Canada has had several huge snowfalls and the whole country basically is shoveling out tonight. Congrats to CrzyTracy for winning her 25,000 fubucks and pay attention tomorrow. I'll try to do the same thing after I get home from work. Usually 1 am EST

Strengthen Your Positive Energy
Strengthen Your Positive Energy! We ALL face challenges virtually everyday, that tend to consume our thoughts and actions. Sometimes it seems as though every bit of our energy goes into dealing with these problems, and this can often leave us feeling drained. We might long for a life that's trouble free, but as long as we are in this world, 'negative' experiences of one kind or another are bound to find their way into our lives. So what are we supposed to do? Is there a 'magical' cure or solution to our problems? Maybe. First, it's important to understand that our thoughts have exceptional power to draw on the negative and positive energies that surround us. A well established spiritual 'law' is that everything produces after it's own kind. Positive attracts positive and negative attracts negative. Many believe the thoughts or energies they send out, are returned at least threefold! Thus a single negative thought or action could result in your problems being great

Wyclef Jean Sweetest Girl(dollar Bill)
[Intro:] [Niia] ahhh ahhhh ahhh ahhh [Wyclef Jean (Lil Wayne)] Some live for the bill Some kill for the bill She wined for the bill Grind for the bill (and she used to be the sweetest girl) Some steal for the bill, if they got to pay they bill (and she used to be the sweetest girl) Tonight Wyclef, Akon, Weezy on the bill [Verse 1: (Wyclef Jean)] High school she was that girl that make me do the hula hoop around the gym (Just to get a peek again, she's a 10) High school she was That girl that make me do the hula hoop around the gym (Just to get a peek again, she's a 10) Never thought she would come and work for the president Mr. George Washington (where my money at?) She thought he'd call (where my money at?) She had a good day, bad day, sunny day, rainy day All she wanna know is (where my money at?) Closed legs don't get fed, go out there and make my bread All you wanna know is (where my money at?) She ended up in a road car, bruised up, scarred hard All y

Cancer-craves Sex Alot(6/22-7/22)
AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CANT TOUCH TAURUS- THE BAD BOY OR GIRL (4/20-5/20) Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost. GEMINI -HARD LOVER (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not REPost CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LIBRA-GOOD IN BED (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart.

Thanx + 1st Impressions
Wow, this seems like quite a friendly community, Compaired to other's i've been on recently! 2 days in and i have meet some real groovy people. A big thanx to all you lovely people that have rated my pix, given me some most excellnt comments and offered me help when needed! Take care and speak to you all soon =)

What A Pleasant Surprise
I am completely floored. 31 mistletoe kisses sent to me in total. I'm shocked, and smiling ear to ear. While I know a couple who have sent 5 each, it still leaves 21 from 2 different people. I guess that really means secret admirer. Don't know if they'll ever make themselves know to me, but I'll say this to all: THANK YOU SO MUCH

My Love
As I dreamt you were mine With your beautiful brown hair and your lovely green eyes We lay side by side And heart to heart As we look into each others eyes With our arms embracing one another I whisper that I will love you forever As out two souls become one And our love strengths day by day I will always love you and never stray

It's Another Year Without My Angel.
For those of you who know me December isn't one of my best months it never is I have tried getting back into the Christmas Spirit if you have seen my page at all. I have gotten over the death of my daughter but December seems to always be my downfall, I know alot of you are going to say get over it it shouldn't bother you anymore it's been 10 years now you should be handeling December normally, Well I've got news for all of you. If you have never lost a child you will never truely know the pain I feel inside every year December is a bad month for me because not only is it the month my daughter died but it is also Christmas and I remember another year without her, It is also my birthday witch is 6 days after her death. So can you see where I am coming from. I miss my daughter I love her very much I know that she is in a better place, But this is the way I grieve every year. So please don't come to me and tell me that I need to get over it, please don't come to me and say everything will

I Sold My Supra
Yesterday, i went to the this new Showroom called Red Line. and there i saw alot of exotic cars and some of them Muscles. like chevy, Dodge etc etc. for last some days i have been facing some problem related to my Ride. and i finally decide to sell it .I put my Ride on a Sale in that Showroom and put the estimated price of $80,000 including the Modifications and everything. and i am expecting the call from any buyer who fall in the price range. I didn;t want to and it hurt me so much when i did but i had to coz i don't want any more trouble from the freakin cops and others. ~SIGH~

Stop Child Abuse
MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****Watch The Video***** if you dont repost you have no heart

My First Time.. The Man In The Car
Tonight I did something that I use to just talk about doing. As I have stressed I am a very passionate and sexual person. I love to explore new ways to pleasure myself and others. So tonight with the help of a friend, I did it and you get to read about it.... so here it is..enjoy! It was a beautiful cool evening, a trip to the store to pick up cat food turned into a night of erotic passion. As I talked to a friend on the phone about the usual daily goings on, the subject turned into a sexual conversation. Walking to the car, I could feel the tingle in my body that told me I was feeling hot and ready to play. As our conversation picked up and we both were feeling very turned on. I told him I just couldn't wait to get home to touch myself and cum... as I sat back in my seat and unbuttoned my top to touch my hard nipples, I looked over and noticed someone two parking spots next to me reading a book. My friend said "let him watch you" I was nervous at first but he kept turning me on so

Wanna Own Me For A Month? :p
~*~Muerte Bella™...Baka's Wifey...DSD...EA Bunny...~*~@ fubar WANNA OWN ME FOR A MONTH?? COME SEE WHAT'S ON OFFER FOR YOU!! ENDS DEC.6 @ MIDNIGHT PACIFIC TIME. ONLY GOT 2 DAYS TO BID CLICK ON THIS PIC BELOW TO PLACE UR BID :) DON'T WASTE TIME..GET UR BIDS IN NOW WHILE YOU STILL HAVE TIME!! Got any questions or concerns. please contact DINA (link's below) through message only. Fubar Auction Hostess: ♥heartme♥ aka dinarocks **FU OWNED BY TEXAS CAMARO NUT**@ fubar **Please Repost** Remember...this is all in the name of FUN!!! :P ♥

Horoscope
SSomehow I have a wired feeling that the fubar horoscope does not reflect the truth, rather it’s trying to dictate you to be the person who you are not. I have been watching the horoscopes quiet closely for last few weeks. Don’t know if you all would agree with me or not, but I reached to my conclusion!

Bidding Is Open!!
WANNA OWN ME FOR A MONTH?? ENDS DEC.6 @ MIDNIGHT PACIFIC TIME. ONLY GOT 2 DAYS TO BID CLICK HERE NOW TO FU OWN ME FOR A MONTH: DON'T WASTE TIME..GET YOUR BIDS IN NOW WHILE YOU STILL HAVE TIME!! Got any questions or concerns. please contact me through message only. Fubar Auction Hostess: ¢¾heartme¢¾ aka dinarocks **FU OWNED BY TEXAS CAMARO NUT**@ fubar

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 12/5/07;
Anybody trying to make friends had better be fuckin' ready to make enemies! If you think you won't you must still think you can please everybody, which is impossible NOBODY has EVER pleased everybody! To fuckin' try is foolish! I've made some friends, online some will get this, by not being afraid to make enemies!

Yet They Say We Won The War.
YET THEY SAY WE WON THE WAR. Sadly in a world where there is colossal sadness, loss, pain, death, it can overwhelm. In a supposedly enlightened civilization we are still fighting wars; it is true to say we do not learn from history for if we did war would cease. At the beginning when they were deciding whether to go to war against Iraq it not only caused leaders of nations to think it caused individuals like myself to think about going to war, and what we thought of war, and why if we believed in it we did or if we didn’t believe why we didn’t huge questions were being asked of every mature person. None of these questions are new however for each generation has asked them myself included. As I looked at the issue I found it not to be simple in fact I discovered it was complex, and one could see truth for both sides of the argument. YET THEY SAY WE WON THE WAR. Women in anguish. Agony…grief…. Weep tears that a lifetime will never Close the festering wound. Hatred bil

Hello
OK IWANT TO TRY AND SEE IF I CAN GET A MILLION FRIENDS AND FANS SO IF YOU ARE A FEMALE OR MALE I DONT CARE I JUST WANT TO SEE IF IT CAN BE DONE I HOPE EVEYONE WILL HELP ME OUT ON THIS ... SO THANK YOU IN ADVANCE I WILL RATE EVERYONE WHO HELPS ME OUT THANKS AGAIN DAVID

Anesthesia
Like a flash of light in an endless night Life is trapped between two black entities 'Cause when you trust someone, illusion has begun No way to prepare, impending despair Did one say so cruel: "Tis better to love than lose" Ignorance is bliss - wish not knew your kiss So many times been burned, this lesson goes unlearned Remember desire only fuels the fire - liar Betwixed birth and death, every breath regret I pity the living, envy for the dead Emotionally stunned, in defense, I'm numb I'd rather not care than to be aware - be scared I don't need love Are a thousand tears worth a single smile? When you give an inch, will they take a mile? Longing for the past but dreading the future If not being used, well then you're a user and a loser World renowned failure at both death and life Given nothingness, purgatory blight To run and hide, a cowardly procedure Options exhausted, except for anesthesia - anesthesia I don't feel anything.

Bye
as ppl thats do know me i hate saying bye so when i say it i mean it ill be leaving fubar on friday i have met some great frends on here and for those who still want to know me pleae me you yim and ill get back to you take good care bye

Funny
'Twas the night after Christmas, his duties were done. Now Santa was looking to have him some fun. His stockings were flung on the floor and the chair, And over the mantle his used underwear. Mrs. Claus was as nervous as a blushing college girl. Watching as Santa's desire did unfurl. "Oh take me, you big boy!" she started to shout. And Santa responded by whipping it out. Santa arose with a big booming clatter. He was horny as hell, his dick growing fatter. "Forget Donner and Blitzen, the elves and the toys. Show me what comes to very bad boys." From the front and rear, he gave it to her good, And squeezed her big boobies to bring him good wood. His face was all red. His heart threatened to stall, As his pearly white nog splattered the wall. "Oh Santa," she cried, with moans of delight. "Boys need to be naughty, to have a good night."

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as children we cant comprehend or fully realize the meaning of our fathers love how tender and how wise his patience and his guidance his helpfull caring ways the special thoughtful things he does to brighten up the days years go by before we know the depth of his concern to love in his protectiveness it takes so long to learn but as we grow we understand for we look back and see through older eyes and wiser hearts his love and loyalty its these and many other things that make him grow more dear more admired and more appreciated with every passing year

Still Saddened
EVERETT WILLIAM KENT was born on Feb 19th 1972 he lived an active and health life I was raised with him along with the ex hubby we never really got along in our younger days or so I thought, He was always there for me when the ex tried to beat me in a way he was my protector. 12 years ago the hubby my oldest and I moved to Lasalle Illinois Everett was there to help He eventually moved here to be with us His "family". At the time life was being rough for him he was divorced made to sighn his rights to his two children over to the ex wife but he still continued on. He was a happy bouncy guy even when saddness entered his life. Everett found love again in his next wife life was good then things took a turn his wife was cheating so they divorced I was there to comfort him because I to understood the cheating spouse syndrome. Due to unfortuanate circumstances he went to jail did his time come home and somehow we found each other again Everett and I truely loved each other he has been the o

Hump Day Blues
Yeah this hasn't been a good week for me so far. It all started this past weekend. My son has been sick with a cold, and Saturday he developed a viral infection in his hip. I know that now, but at the time I didn't know what was wrong. So after a trip to the ER, they weren't sure what was wrong so we scheduled an appointment with his pediatrician. She got worried that he might have a bacterial infection, i.e. staph infection, and wanted us to see a specialist, so we had to drive about 60 miles to go see the specialist. So after all of this, we found out he has a viral infection, it should pass on its own, and we shouldn't worry. But keep an eye on him. Which leads us to today. He started throwing up this morning. I'm stuck here at school instead of being able to be home with him, and I'm worried to death. I hope that it's possibly just a reaction to the ibuprofen we've been giving him for the pain in his hip, but still I'm worried. That and sad cuz I'm stuck at school

Dj Mourningdeath - My Friends 1st Video, Check It Out
Hey there everyone. A good friend of mine, some of you know him cause he Dj's in The Haunted has made his first video from a song that his band Death by Seduction has done. It doesn't matter what type of music that you like, I know that you will like this. Dj Mourning is also on myspace and the url for that is at the end of the video. So if you get a chance check him out on Fubar and on Myspace! You won't be dissappointed at all. I promise you that! I will add the link to his FUBAR on at the bottom. Show him some love and don't be afraid to voice your opinions on his bands work. Thanks everyone! Katrina http://fubar.com/user/257459 this is Dj Mourningdeath FUBAR Id the other guy that is in the band his fubar id is: http://fubar.com/user/735717

Go Directly From Your Video Camera Into Quicktime
There’s a very cool feature that sneaked into QuickTime Pro 7 that has kind of flown below the radar so far. It’s the ability to record directly from your digital video camera (or a microphone) right into a QuickTime fIle, without having to go through iMovie, Final Cut Pro, or a third-party application. Just connect your digital video camera (or even your iSight camera), launch the QuickTime Pro Player, then from the File menu choose New Movie Recording. A QuickTime window will open showing you a preview of what your camera is seeing. Now just click the round red record button at the bottom of the QuickTime window and it starts recording. Click the stop button when you’re done and you’ve got an instant QuickTime movie. It works the same way for recording audio using your Mac’s built-in microphone (provided of course that your Mac actually does have a built-in mic), but instead of choosing New Movie Recording, you’ll choose New Audio Recording. Note: you have to upgrade from the stan

Playing Games
Why do people feel the need to play games in a relationship? Why waste the time on childish crap? If you know you want the person, you love the person, then why waste time? Why test to see just how much they love you? That should already be known. And if it's not then it needs to be talked about. Not tested. No more games. Isn't there a time when you think you should be too old for that crap? I know I do. Just when you feel yourself getting caught up in it, there should be an alarm that goes off telling you to stop. Not to continue. Enough with the games. We all have our self-doubt from time to time, but there comes a point when you should just shut the fuck up and accept that the person wants you for what ever qualities they see in you. Especially if you see them on a personal constant basis when others aren't around. When you feel you can let your guard down and be completely yourself. Yes, some will still stick around for "comfort" reasons, but if you're being honest

Written For Carolene 838
We face each day not knowing what will happen. We cry, we laugh sometimes we want to give up, but then someone comes along with open arms and says do you need to talk I will listen. It seems to brighten the most difficult times in our lives. Just knowing that there is someone who cares means more then a pot of gold. Friendships come and friendships go, but it is the true friends that never go away, they always come back with open arms. They are the ones that will always be there for you. I hope that we will always be the best of friends, no matter how far apart we are, in my heart you will always be. We face each day with the many things that life throws our way, many times wanting to give up. Thank you for being my friend. It makes life alittle brighter knowing that we are friends. I hope that as the days go by that we will always be the best of friends. I love you my friend and always will care. I will never be that far away. So when the skies turn grey

Alex Jones Continues Cover-up Of Israeli Involvement In 911
Alex Jones continues cover-up of Israeli involvement in 911 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Prothink Date: 03 Dec 2007, 19:38 http://www.rys2sense.com/anti-neocons/viewtopic.php?t=5266Source: http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=5239573&blogID=227472357by Ryan SullivanTo some it may seem as if Alex Jones has recently done an 'about-face' on his stance over Israeli involvement in 9/11, a subject he normally condemns vigorously. Over the past few months Jones has posted at least two articles on his websites about Israeli prior-knowledge of the events of 9/11. While this is a step in the right direction for Jones, for some it is not enough. Jones' legion of followers view whatever Jones says as firebrand criticism, while others see prior knowledge claims as not only grossly understated but also as a reaction by Jones to the pressure of these critics to do something, anything to make them hopefully shut up. What I mean to

To All The Girls Who.....
Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for while. We went through the

Memories
AHHHHHHHHHH MEMORIES!!! Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler

The Nimmo Twins
Finally got round to checking out Norfolk comedy legends The Nimmo Twins last night, and discovered they're well worth their reputation. How funny you'd find the show if you didn't know Norfolk, I don't know, but as a local, I was in hysterics... www.nimmotwins.com

Who'da Thunk It....? They Were Brave Troopers Once Too.
Interesting....... You Would Never Have Guessed Captain Kangaroo passed away on January 23, 2004 as age 76 , which is odd, because he always looked to be 76. (DOB: 6/27/27 ) His death reminded me of the following story. Some people have been a bit offended that the actor, Lee Marvin, is buried in a grave alongside 3- and 4-star generals at Arlington National Cemetery . His marker gives his name, rank (PVT) and service (USMC). Nothing else. Here's a guy who was only a famous movie star who served his time, why the heck does he rate burial with these guys? Well, following is the amazing answer: I always liked Lee Marvin, but didn't know the extent of his Corps experiences. In a time when many Hollywood stars served their country in the armed forces often in rear echelon posts where they were carefully protected, only to be trotted out to perform for the cameras in war bond promotions, Lee Marvin was a genuine hero. He won the Navy Cross at Iw

Insane!
yesterday afternoon i signed up to this new website to help my friend's band out. that was the only reason. since then: "You currently have 20 friends". That's ridiculous! I'm gonna get him for this. lol.

Sweetlou Aka Lucifer
sweetlou aka 'lucifer'@ fubar THIS DEAR DEAR MAN IS LIKE A BROTHER TO ME. HE IS A REAL FRIEND IN MY FAMILY'S LIFE HERE IN FU AS WELL AS HERE AT HOME. DO YOURSELF A FAVOR AND CHECK HIM OUT PLEASE....

Girl Language
Girl Language If i don't call you- it's because im waiting for you to call me When i walk away from you mad-follow me When i stare at your mouth- kiss me When i push you or hit you-grab me and don't let go When i start cussing at you-kiss me and tell me you love me When i am quiet- Ask me whats wrong When i ignore you-give me your attention When i pull back-pull me back When you see me at my worst-tell me im beautiful When you see me start crying-hold me and tell me everything will be alright When you see me walking-sneak up and hug my waist from behind When im scared-protect me When i lay my head on your shoulder-tilt my head up and kiss me When i grab at your hands- hold mine When i tease you-tease me back and make me laugh When i don't answer for a long time-reassure me that everything is okay When i look at you with doubt-back yourself up When i say that i like you- i really do more than you could understand When i bump int

I Do Not Know You Well But What I Know
I do not know you well, but what I know Enchants me, like a song sung far away. I cannot hear the words, but what they say Hangs softly on the hills where I must go. I see you furtively and note your eyes, Hazel and dreamy, your spirit half elsewhere; I note the sheen of your dark, lustrous hair And wish I knew your thoughts and shared your cries. This love brings me sweet pain, but I want more, Driven by a dream I can't control. I want the truth of you, untamed and whole; In frantic hope I haunt your open door.

Do Virgins Taste Better?
Widespread alarm in Welsh Village The Inquisitive fish dragon descended upon the small Welsh village of Llanddofurffaddas yesterday, threatening to burn the villagers out of their homes, steal their crops and incinerate their sheep. A meeting was hastily convened on the outskirts of the hamlet, for fear that stray sparks might well lead to a premature conflagration. Walking towards the dragon, Jones the Law, Chairman of the Parish Council, said to Jones the Learning, the Parish Clerk, who had reluctantly agreed to accompany him to the meeting, "Couldn't we gather a force to defend the village from this fiery monster?" "Gather it from where?" asked the clerk. "Our young people, isn't it?" suggested the chairman. "Why can't they defend us?" "Too busy with their sheep, boyo, they need a lot of looking after." "No they don't." "Well, they spend a lot of time up on the hills," replied the clerk. "What on earth are they doing then?" "Don't ask." After a lengthy discussion, du

I'm Going Home.
Todays been pretty shitty. I've done so much laundry and cleaning that it's sickening. Because this morning at around 5:00am my mother wakes me up to tell me to pack my shit. Wasn't because I did anything wrong.. My dad, the useless son of a bitch that he is, has been such a prick towards my mom that he's driving her away. After 15 years of marriage. It's over... and I love my mother alot more than I do my asshole father.. So, we're moving. Where you might ask? To my roots. lol.. The good ole' town of DeSoto, Missouri. Where I went to High School, where I made all of my friends. Where I saw my very first shooting. Home. We leave tomorrow after my court date. *from which I'll get probation and nothing more* To all my Clarksville and Ft.Campbell friends, I guess this is it. We won't be able to take a bunch of our shit with us, so, you may see us from time to time. I'm sure I'll miss this place. More than a little bit. I love Clarksville. I love the people. I love my new frie

Naughty Hehehe
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How often do you maturbate? 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave

Energy Healing 1
We are all made of energy, actually everything is made of energy. Energy goes into form and out of form and it never dies. Energy can be munipulated and changed just through touch or thought. Even if you never become a healer yourself you can still munipulate your own energy just by changing your thought process. The mind is a very powerful tool that is at our disposal for either positive or negative thoughts. Our mind is where everything starts and as our thoughts form we then begin to get feelings with these thoughts. This is what creates the type of energy you are radiating. Energy can also attach to us from other people, locations or things. This can be a mood changing experience. Something little as walking by someone, their energy can attach to you and IF they are in a bad mood you will immediately feel the effects of it and not understand. If your moods change, take a look around you and pay attention to whom you may have spoken to or even the area you were in. After a

Sexmas Santa
DRUNK1'S SEXMAS CONTEST! THE NAUGHTIEST AND BEST SANTA COSTUME... AND YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO WIN THIS.. SO PUT ON YOUR COSTUME, AND SNAP THAT PICTURE, PREFERABLLY I WANT IT TO BE YOU, BUT IF YOU ARE TO UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THAT IDEA, JUST GET A PIC OF A SEXY SANTA.. AND YOU CAN USE THAT!!! --OR-- CONTEST WILL BE JUDGED BASED ON COMMENTS AND RATES... YOU KNOW THE DRILL, 1 RATE EQUALS 10 COMMENTS, AND 1 COMMENT OF COURSE EQUALS ONE COMMENT.. DURRR! THE CONTEST WILL GO ON FOR EXACTLY 1 MONTH, IT WILL BEGIN DECEMBER 14TH AND RUN UNTIL JAN 14. TO QUALIFY, YOU MUST HAVE A SEXY SANTA COSTUME.. AND IT WILL HAVE TO BE SFW!!! ONLY SERIOUS ENTRIES WILL BE ACCEPTED!! SO DONT MESS AROUND! ALL ENTRIES WITH A MINIMUM OF 10,000 COMMENTS WILL RECIEVE A BIG PIMPIN GIFT AT THE POINT WHEN THE REACH 5,000 COMMENTS. FOR EVERY 5,000 COMMENTS AFTER THAT, ANOTHER GIFT WILL BE GIVEN TOP PRIZES ARE AS FOLLOWS: 1st PRIZE WITH A MINIMUM OF 100,000 COMMENTS WILL BE A HAPPY HOUR!!

Wednesday - Dec. 5th
Another day of meetings. I will be visiting three schools and meeting with principals and councilors at each school to present an idea I have for a new youth program for their schools to get them interested in nursing. Next week the meetings will be with the students assuming that all goes well from talking to the principals. So much to do in the next three weeks before the schools close down for the 2 week winter break. GO GO GO ... that is all I seem to be doing for weeks now with no end in sight.

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twen

Bloody Tampon Petition
Last night Someone posted a mumm asking for the mummers to get her drunk. I wanted soo badly to buy her a bloody tampon instead. or at least just a regular tampon. But it isnt offered as a gift option in fact the only mean gifts seem to be a chill pill and peper spray. That is gay. So please sign my petition to request that fubar offer the option to give tampons, anal probes, and dunce caps and so on for gifts... thank you (to sign just put your name in a comment)

Stay
Stay--Sugarland I been sittin' here starin' At the clock on the wall And I been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waitin' With my heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dyin' What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of bein' lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay (yeah) You keep tellin' me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like bein' used [Stay lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] And I'm tired 'a waitin' It's too much pain to have to bear

Please Help Me In Giveaway, You Can Also Win Something, Ty :)
Um, NO... this isn't THAT bulletin. It’s just another opportunity to get some free Fu-$$ AND blasts. I never get tired of giving stuff away! So here’s the “New Deal”… Mark and I are having back to back Happy Hours on Wednesday (12/5) At 7 PM and 8 PM Fubar (PST) time. During those TWO HOURS ONLY I’m offering the usual deal AND ~~ A Special Free Blast Twist ~~ • So pick any contestant in my “Give-Away” folder. • Give him/her 100 comments. • I give YOU 10,000 Fu-Bucks. That’s right -- $100 Fu-bucks PER comment! ~~~ Here’s the Free Blast Special Twist ~~~ There will be 6 give-away pics designated as “Lucky Contestants”. Give one of THEM 100 comments and I’ll also give YOU a 1-Day Blast! Give one of the “Lucky Contestants” 300 comments and I’ll give YOU a 3-Day Blast!! RULES/RESTRICTIONS: - Must not leave NSFW comments. Be friendly. Drama free. Etc… - You MUST email me (do not shout me!) and let me know how many

Billy Joel.......
I went to the Billy Joel Concert last night.... Let me just say....he truely is THE PIANO MAN and a damn good entertainer. I was a lil disappointed in the accoustics at the arena where we were at (American Airlines Center in Dallas), but what do you expect for a big arena. Can't have your cake and eat it to am i right? I was just excited to hear him play one of my favorite songs of all time "New York State of Mind". Yeah i know i'm evil and i love heavy metal, but relaxing rock and roll and some jazz calms the everyday savage beast. He did most of all of his hits with exception of two "uptown girl" and "For the Longest time". Other than that, i rocked out with my socks out...hehehe....you thought i was going to say cock didn't ya? Damnit i said it anyway :P:P. And that was just the beginning.... The train ride back to the train station where i parked was quite amuzing as well. There was a couple sitting beside me and Steph, and it was apparent that they had a "lil" too much t

I Died A Death
I died a death but stayed alive In phantom's likeness I survive Alive, yet dead, I walk alone In rooms with walls as cold as stone I lived a life and dreamed a dream And loved the life you lived with me Then in the whisper of a breath You left, and then I died a death Though dead I live, I cannot part From love that lives within my heart Within my sorrow I must strive To keep my hope and faith alive For all the love that I would give I surely would prefer to live To be content, not to survive But feel my spirit come alive You slowly took your final breath 'Twas me, my dear, who died a death

Smack My Ass
Just a bite on my nipple Or a smack on my ass. A pinch on my clit And a smack on my ass. When you pull my hair And thrust your cock if you dare And smack my ass. MMM, the excitement stirs Deep within me. Now those clamps You attach so tight To the best spots Oh what a delight As I begin to ride It’s not long before I find the cure For what I have longed for And now feel empty when you are not near You bring me to pure ecstasy So content So wet So wonderful Don’t want it to end Laying in each others arms. You smack my ass again.

Walk On The Rocks...
After seventeen years behind bars, And lookin' back on his mistakes. He sat down and poured out his heart, When his son's came to see him today. He spoke with a voice that trembled, Tryen' to hold back the tears, He said i ain't been much of a father, Son i wish i could turn back the years. Cause life is like a river, and the water is deep, Cross it with care, Or you'll end up like me. Let my mistakes,be your steppin' stones, And walk on the rocks that i stumbled on. He said son,stay away from the bottle, Watch out for the company you keep, and hold on to those you love, Cause love is a man's greatest need. The right way may not be easy, The right road ain't always straight, Son's please dont follow the foot steps, That lead to where i am today. Cause life is like a river. and the water is deep, Cross it with care, Or you'll end up like me. Let my mistakes, Be your steppin' stones, And walk on the rocks,that i stumbled on..... ( COWGIRL HU

Tattoo By: Jordin Sparks
Oh, oh, oh No matter what you say about love I keep coming back for more Keep my hand in the fire Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for No matter what you say about life I learn every time I bleed That truth is a stranger Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free To admit that I'm wrong And then change my mind Sorry but I have to move on And leave you behind [Chorus] I can't waste time so give it a moment I realize, nothing's broken No need to worry 'bout everything I've done Live every second like it was my last one Don't look back at a new direction I loved you once, needed protection You're still a part of everything I do You're on my heart just like a tattoo (Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you I'll always have you, I'll always have you) I'm sick of playing all of these games It's not about taking sides When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver It hurt enough to think that I could Stop, admit that I'm wrong And then c

Top Friends
In light of all the drama I've experienced lately I thought I'd get this out of the way from the get go. You will notice that I have arranged the top friends, it has nothing to do with level of importance or how close of a friend you are, it has to do with when you joined TCM so please don't anybody get all butt hurt if you're not number 1...besides we all know i'm number 1 anyway and Jake is number 2 cuz he's the shit :D

He Didn't Have To Be.....
Brad PaisleyHe Didn't Have To BeMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com AS I WRITE THIS UNDER THIS VIDEO..THESE ARE NOT MY WORDS THIS TIME..BUT THE WORDS OF MY DAUGHTERS & SONS..THIS WAS OUR SONG TO THE MAN WE CALLED DAD..ONE MAN GAVE US LIFE AND ANOTHER MAN MADE THAT LIFE WORTH LIVING..WE ALWAYS SUNG THIS SONG TO HIM WHEN IT WOULD COME ON THE RADIO..BECAUSE YOU SEE, HE WAS THE DAD HE DIDN'T HAVE TO BE, AND ALTHOUGH HE HAS BEEN TAKEN FROM US AND IS NOW IN HEAVEN..HE TOUGHT US WHAT LOVE IS AND HOW TO FINALLY BE A FAMILY..WE CAN ONLY HOPE THAT WE WILL MAKE HIM PROUD AND MAYBE BE AT LEAST HALF THE PERSON HE WAS..WE MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU DADDY..R.I.P. BECAUSE YOU WERE OUR ANGEL ON EARTH AND NOW IN HEAVEN...ALWAYS YOUR KIDS... WITH TEARS IN MY EYE'S THIS TIME ( COWGIRL HUGS

Ewwww Spiders
ewwwwwwwwwwwww i hate spiders. no one believes me when i say that there could be some here. i just FUCKIN KILLED ONE!! it reminded me of a black widow but i saw it crawling on the floor and i smacked it wit my flip flop. twice. there's shit on my flip flop and the body was gross...i really do have issues with spiders...ewwwwwww!!! especially after finding one in my costume on halloween...omg that was soooo NASTY!!! haha i flipped out once cuz there was one in my car and it was crawling down my windshield. beth tried to kill it but thankfully we were still in the parking lot cuz i froze and couldnt do anything. i had to park the car and jump out and she couldnt kill it so i had to and throw it out. i was like "seriously...?" other than that, mom tried to scare me by tellin me that my calc test was sunday and not tuesday. our teacher was like "the test is tuesday but i need to find a room and a time" so yea. haha mom, haha. or as mike says "FAIL!" but yes, finals are co

Iraq In A Coulpe Of Days
Well my beloved Fubar, i veave for a while and dont know when i return....Babyjesus [please dont delete me...lol....Thank u everyone who supports the troops.....U keep it up, and we'll keep u all safe. Love ya all. Avaitor

The Light (poem)
As I walk through the woods at night, A shadow awaits to lead me to the light, As I sit and prosper what this might be, I start to wander is this really for me. As I walk further wandering what it is, A voice speaks out to me and says put your hand in mine, Before I do I stop to think, Am I dead or will I awake. As I take his hand I start to see, How my life was really meant to be, A lesson is learned as you might see, There really is a GOD for you and me.

She Will Be Loved By Maroon 5
Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved Tap on my window, knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get so insecure It doesn't matter anymore It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved I know where you h

How I Feel About Him
NO ONE by ALICIA KEYS I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cuz Everything's going to be alright People keep talking they can say what they like But all i know is everything's going to be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around This I know for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cuz Everything's going to be alright People keep talking they can say what they like But all i know is everything's going to be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of

What A Freakin Day ..
this has been a day filled with a little bit of everything .. im still doing good getting my life on track .. or at least i think i am lol... got up bright and early this morning to make the hour and fourty five min drive to my endocrinologist hoping to get some answers for all these damn tests ive been going thru .. and the tests showed what i was actually hoping for ( not that having something wrong with you is good but this was the lesser of two evils .. ) .. I was diagnosed with P.C.O.S which means polycystic ovarian syndrom .. just means the girl part have decided to do their own damn thing . but .. one thing that goes along with this is insulin resistance .. my body either makes too much or not enough insulin so... im now on Metoformin ( sp) and have to take my blood levels 2 times a day every other day .. Now here is the good part this can be treated . and with the meds and keeping my eating right .. things will calm and my girlie stuff will start to go back to actin girlie agai

Whatever May Come...
Life's a game we learn as we go... well, I'm still willing to play! Though, last month, I thought that I should just give up and stop playing! Because of someone very special to me, I learned that not everyone is out there to hurt me! He showed me that even a stranger can care. In the short amount of time that I've known him, he grew to be my best friend and something even more special! I love you, Baby! And soon, we will be gazing up at the stars!

As The Wheels Turn...a Day In The Life Of Ems!!!
You stay up for 16 hours. He's been up for 48 straight, with 10 tripsheets to do, and the pager just went off again. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. She prays she can fit in a 2 minute shower, in the middle of a 48 hr shift, so she can scrub the blood off from the last patient before the pager goes off again. __________________________ You complain of a "headache" and call in sick. He comes to work, regardless of what is ailing him, because there is a shortage of EMS workers, and no one can cover him. __________________________ You drink your hot coffee on your way to the mall. She grabs a quick cup of cold coffee at the ER, to help stay awake for the next one. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He makes sure the monitor and laryngascope have batteries. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. She counts on her "buddies" to h

The Christmas Pageant
The Christmas Pageant My husband and I had been happily married (most of the time) for five years but hadn't been blessed with a baby. I decided to do some serious praying and promised God that if he would give us a child, I would be a perfect mother, love it with all my heart and raise it with His word as my guide. God answered my prayers and blessed us with a son. The next year God blessed us with another son. The following year, He blessed us with yet another son. The year after that we were blessed with a daughter. My husband thought we'd been blessed right into poverty. We now had four children, and the oldest was only four years old. I learned never to ask God for anything unless I meant it. As a minister once told me, "If you pray for rain, make sure you carry an umbrella." I began reading a few verses of the Bible to the children each day as they lay in their cribs. I was off to a good start. God had entrusted me with four children

Hit N Miss
I just wanted everyone to know that if you don't see me on here much its because i just found out last night by a non family member that my grandmother is dying. Hell great family i got she has been in the Hospital since Sunday with 100% Kidney failure, fluid around her heart, pneumonia, and dehydration. She has only a few days left to live and my own family can't call me and let me know. I will be here off and on to take a break from things. Love you

Truly Great
Wednesday, December 5, 2007 Truly great Life is not always easy. And that is a major reason why it is so precious. Many of life's best rewards are possible only because you must work your way through difficult challenges to get to them. If everything in life were easy, there would be no opportunity for real fulfillment. If the only things you experienced were pleasure and comfort, it would be impossible for you to fully appreciate them. A life of total ease and a complete lack of challenge would be unbearably tedious. When the next challenge comes your way, when the next obstacle blocks your progress, find it in yourself to be thankful. For the difficulties provide you with truly magnificent opportunities to create value, to find meaning and fulfillment in living. The challenges enable you to give of yourself and to make a real difference. And that's something you desire at the deepest level. Life is not always easy. And because of that, you have the opportunity to

Daddy Was An Asshole!!!
Lee's First Ever Meeting With Our Daughter Went Something Like This:::::: He showed up at his FIRST ever visit with her today drunk and scared the fuck out of her. Shes almost 7 and has never met him by his choice. We finally all agreed--me and her parents--that we trusted he was ok enough to meet her and all that--something we have worked towards for almost 4 years now and he fucks it up. He kept trying to hug and hold her and kept calling her Alexis-which was her name when she was born but now her middle name--when her name now is Emily and picks her up and starts walking through the starbucks with her--they thought he was going to kidnap her--her dad-retired airforce-basically had to tackle him to get her out of his arms and of course the police were called.Now Emily is upset and scared to believe anything that comes out of my mouth cuz I told her that she could trust her birthfather and that he would never do anything to hurt her which is why he has stayed away till now because

New Job
I just wanted to let everyone Know That I have a new temp. job and won't be on as much. I am working a seasonal position at Toy "R" Us overnights till Christmas, for some extra money. I love you all an miss ya bunches and haven't been around as much. So I haven't disappeared. Just working alot. I'll be back soon. Love ya and Hope ya'll have a very Merry Christmas, love ya Laree

Wtf
Ok so I have been getting TONS of emails thinking that I belong to ppl...I belong to NO ONE! Here is the deal about my last blog.. I need a date to go with me not to sleep with me not to kiss on me not to love on me and nothing of the sort.. I just want to go out with my company and whom ever I choose to have a good night and THATS IT! Just because I say "date" dosent mean that ANYONE is going to get in my pants! This seriously piss's me off, understand that I am under no circumstances LOOSE or WANTING sexual relations with ANYONE!

A Woman's Decision..
lights go out on a rainy night, the wind storms open the windows and rushes inside, her silky dark hair flows freely and wildly, her blue eyes shine like glass even in the dark, she is deliciously scared at the fear that binds her, she paces slowly and timidly towards her chambers where she knows it awaits her, she pauses momentarily in front of her door, reaching out with her hand to turn the knob, her heart begins to pulse, her hands begin to tremble, she's afraid, the pleasure that awaits her behind that door terrifies her, she retrieves and walks away from the door, she paces back and forth in front of that door, she wants to enter, she fears it but simultaneously desires it, she stops in front of the door and leans her forehead against it, tears flow down her skin, such desire tortures her so deep, she feels passionately weak as the sweetness of her juice begins to flow, she's fighting the temptation to caress herself, which only arouses her even more, she turns her back against t

No Reason
NO REASON When I smiled for no reason, YOU were the reason. When I felt happy for no reason; YOU were the reason. When you died for no reason; I lost ALL reason. Now I cry for no reason; there is NO reason… …anymore! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, Dec 4, 2007

A Christmas Give Away Blast
Christmas is just around the corner, and im going to hold, a contest/give-away. PLEASE READ CONTEST PART: 1. FIRST PLACE=7 DAY BLAST (MUST HAVE AT LEAST 15,000 COMMENTS TO GET) 2. SECOND PLACE=3 DAY BLAST (MUST HAVE AT LEAST 10,000 COMMENTS TO GET) 3. THIRD PLACE=1 DAY BLAST (MUST HAVE AT LEAST 5,000 COMMENTS TO GET) **RATES WILL COUNT AS 2 COMMENTS** ~Self bombing allowed & bombers must be level 5+~ Will start when there are at least 20 entry's Ends on Jan. 1 PLEASE READ GIVE AWAY PART: 1.50,000 COMMENTS=60,000 FUBUCKS 2.25,000 COMMENTS=30,000 FUBUCKS 3.20,000 COMMENTS=25,000 FUBUCKS 4.15,000 COMMENTS=20,000 FUBUCKS 5.10,000 COMMENTS=15,000 FUBUCKS 5. 5,000 COMMENTS=10,000 FUBUCKS **RATES DONT COUNT FOR THIS ONE, HOWEVER, EVER 25 RATES WILL GET YOU A VIP GIFT** ~Self bombing allowed & bombers must be level 5+~ Starts as soon as pic is set up, and will have to be complete before Dec. 25 Please send a message with your pic link to the fallowing. Here

Ashes
There is a long road ahead of me In this life, But still, I'm aware That the road behind me extends Far longer. There are times in our lives When we take stock of those things Which shaped us; Those things which we allowed To create us. I am such a crossroads. I don't like to admit it But I still feel so much discomfort In my Heart For things that seem to be so far behind me. I've grown weary of trying And still, I try. I've grown tired of the distance And still, I reach out my hand. I've grown fatigued at the cold And so, I put on my warmest sweater And I trudge forward through the deepest snows. Is it ego alone that brings me to this place? And what of the other things That life has offered up? Do I face the challenge undaunted? I think so. There is a great purpose In the knowing that I have found. Still, I am left with the ashes. Those scattered reminders Of the fire that once burnt so deeply In my Heart. Now where

Those Are The Words
I love you. Those are the words that open my thoughts, my heart, and my soul. Those are the words that fill my head, this book, and the hole That continued to grow with every mistake I made, every person that I lost Left me with a debt that my mind could not pay, so my heart had to pay the cost. Those are the words that are my gift, my nepenthe, and my pain. Those are the words that make me happy, make me crazy, and make me sane. I love you. Those are the words that open my thoughts to happiness and sorrow. The joy of being with you today and fear of losing you tomorrow. Those are the words that open my heart up to you To show you how I feel about everything you do. Those are the words that open my soul and everything inside. All the feelings that I have and all the pain that I hide. I love you. Those are the words that is my gift to you from me. To bring you lots of joy and make you very happy. Those are the words that are my nepenthe for past memories They bring my

For Chris, The Love Of My Life
I'm going to try to speak the words that my heart wants you to know I want you to see what you mean to me and why I love you so. Nobody else can know my thoughts and touch my soul like you can No one can melt my heart like you do simply by holding my hand. With a loving glance or a tender kiss you make my cares disappear Warm thoughts of you surround me and always keep you near. I need nothing more from you than this- to know that you'll always be mine And the promise of your love in my life- until the end of time. Love, Rachael

It's Over !!!!!!!
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Omg Everyone Look
HA IT'S HER BIRTHDAY EVERYONE... WAHOOOOOOOOOO LETS SHOW SOME LOVE... ONE DAY OUT OF EVERY YEAR EACH OF US SHOULD GET THE CHANCE TO FELL JUST A LITTLE EXTRA SPECIAL. JUST ONE DAY A YEAR WHERE ALL THE ATTENTION IS DIRECTED TO US.. THAT DAY IS OUR BIRTHDAY.. LETS SHOW REDKANDY HOW VERY SPECAIL SHE IS TO US.. AFTER ALL IT IS HER BIRTHDAY ... WE LOVE YOU GIRL!!! PARTY ON REDKANDY!!! CLICK THIS PIC RIGHT HERE AND YOUR THERE.. SHOW HER LOADS OF LOVE GUYS.. SHES A DALL.

If I Die Before You Awake,
This will touch you . . . it is also hard to hear and watch but worth it. The soldier singing has a great future in country music. I hope he (and all of them) makes it back A SONG FROM A SOLDIER IN IRAQ! WOW. very Moving! This loads fast, so watch and listen. This Soldier produced video is different, moving and heartwarming. This guy could probably land a recording contract when he comes home! http://www.flashdemo.net/gallery/wake/index.htm COPY AND PASTE TO WATCH If I die before you wake... Back home now I know you're probably sleepin' Over here it's the middle of the day I finally found the time to write a letter Sittin' here a half a world away I heard about all them folks protestin' As if I really want this war But that don't stop me from believin' There's just some things worth fightin' for CHORUS And if I die before you wake, I pray the world will take A good look at what God's given us That we could only understand, everythin

Christmas Facts Part 1
Hot cockles" was a popular game at Christmas in medieval times. It was a game in which the other players took turns striking the blindfolded player, who had to guess the name of the person delivering each blow. "Hot cockles" was still a Christmas pastime until the Victorian era. "White Christmas" (1954), starring Bing Crosby and Danny Kaye, was the first movie to be made in Vista Vision, a deep-focus process. "The Nutcracker" is the name for the ballet performed around Christmas time each year. "The Nutcracker Suite" is the title of the music Tchaikovsky wrote. "Wassail" comes from the Old Norse "ves heill"--to be of good health. This evolved into the tradition of visiting neighbors on Christmas Eve and drinking to their health. A Christmas club, a savings account in which a person deposits a fixed amount of money regularly to be used at Christmas for shopping, came about around 1905. A traditional Christmas dinner in early England was the head of a pig prepared with

I Want A Higher Ranking!!
I think the women don't search and add men like the men try to do I challange the women on my friends like to search their friends friends and family list and invite the men on their list then have them search yours !!

Are You Having Problems Coping
With todays shifts in our universe everything is speeding up. Time is flying by, lifes problems are becoming more intense, handling even small problems in our lives can be extremely stressful. These issues are going to become even more intense if we do not heal ourselves. Any past issues you have that are not healed will surface. They may come in the form of a person in your life, a life changing experience, illness or sometimes in a forms of depression. We tend to blame others for our issues but believe me if you are having issues you brought them to you whether good or bad. You might think I am being harsh but its the truth. First step is to take responsibility for yourself and what you can control, which is yourself!!! Have patience with yourself. We can be our own worst critic. If we are harsh with ourselves how can we possibly extend love to others in a healthy way? If we have negative thoughts and feelings what do you think is brought to you? Sometimes we are positive an

Downward Spiral
Today I crash into the downward spiral, From the rest of the world I fall behind My motives shall remain forever hidden, Closely guarded in the back of my mind Numerous uphill skirmishes drain me, I fall bonelessly to the chilled ground Silence encompasses the atmosphere, Reigning as the loudest of harsh sounds Promises were all I've ever been given, Each one masked a cold, bitter lie.... All were jagged daggers flung to the soul Slowly causing me to wither away and die This very day the sun refuses to shine, Only eternal darkness and heavy strife Spread quickly like a black shroud above me, Posing threats of destruction to my life Relinquishing the remainder of my powers I fade into the many dark shadows of day While tempestuous waves pull me ever under Until spirit and willpower are stripped away.

Love
Love suffers long. Love is kind; it is not jealous. Love does not brag and is not puffed up; it does not behave unbecomingly and does not seek its own things; it is not provoked and does not take account of evil; it does not rejoice because of unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; it covers all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Taken from the New Testament 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 The verses above are the Bible’s definition of love. Isn’t this beautiful, don’t you desire to have this kind of love? I do! I have been around long enough to know what is best and that is what I choose. So I like to give the opportunity to others who may not have

Men..be Careful With Your Secretary
Why I fired my Secretary. Last week was my birthday and I didn't feel very well waking up on that morning. I went downstairs for breakfast hoping my wife would be pleasant and say, "Happy Birthday!", and possibly have a small present for me. As it turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone " Happy Birthday." I thought... Well, that's marriage for you, but the kids... They will remember. My kids came bounding down stairs to breakfast and didn't say a word. So when I left for the office, I felt pretty low and somewhat despondent. As I walked into my office, my secretary Jane said, "Good Morning Boss, and by the way Happy Birthday ! " It felt a little better that at least someone had remembered. I worked until one o'clock , when Jane knocked on my door and said, "You know, It's such a beautiful day outside, and it is your Birthday, what do you say we go out to lunch, just you and me." I said, "T

Awake Or Dreaming....
sweep away my thoughts, crushing in my head, like waves upon the ocean, tossing in my bed. kiss away the agony, left, i feel defeat, lost in my own shelter, walking lonley streets. blow your tainted whispers, poisoning my thoughts, caught within my grasp, reality is lost. lay me down to sleep, cuddled in angels wings, the beating of my heart ceased, no longer does it sing. blindly i search once more, for what i missed at first, greedily i drink you up, a never ending thirst. silently i fade to sleep, the world not what it seems, a place of silence in my head, awakened from my dreams.

The Promises
The Promises The spiritual life is not a theory. We have to live it. We should be sensible, tactful, considerate and humble without being servile or scraping. As God’s people we stand on our feet; we don’t crawl before anyone. If we are painstaking about this phase of our development, we will be amazed before we are half way through. We are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness. We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it. We will comprehend the word serenity and we will know peace. No matter how far down we have gone, we will see how our experience can benefit others. That feeing of uselessness and self-pity will disappear. We will lose interest in selfish things and gain interest in our fellows. Self-seeking will slip away. Our whole attitude and outlook upon life will change. Fear of people and economic insecurity will leave us. We will intuitively know how to handle situations that use to baffle us. We will suddenly realize that God is going us wh

My Best Friend Jason
My best friend Jason is so cool.we grew up togather too. we've known one another since the 3rd grade, and hes been there for me ever since. everyday when i was in elemntary school, when i was getting the crap beat out of me by this guy named benji russell and his little friends, jason ("jase" i call him 4 short) was alwasys there to either stick up for me or help pick me up off the floor after the fights. he has ALWAYS stood up 4 me with everyone and anyone who has ever messed with me. i couldn't ask for a better friend than him. hes also the one that continues to keep renewing my VIP ststus for me every time it runs out, not to mention he spends so much money on me all the time. i love him so much. the truth is we used to just be best friends but lately that part has changed a little and we have actually grown even closer. even tho we've never been togather physically he is extra special to me more than anyone else or any other friends. and lately weve developed a special connection b

Hockey
So my 11 yr. old daughter sends me a e-mail today. It reads as follows. Hey dud did you realize I have scored 15 of the 29 goals that my team has for the year. My responce,YUP. I remember every one of them!! Hockey may be expensive ,but damn well worth it!!

True American
TRUE AMERICAN It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only it isn't seen as HUMOR, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE ! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Y'all know who they are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, 'One nation, under God.' You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say 'Christmas' instead of 'Winter Festival.' You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You know

Home Remedies
1. If you're choking on an ice cube simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself. 2. Avoid cutting yourself when slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold while you chop. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you'll be afraid to cough. 7. You only need two tools in life - WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shouldn't move and does, use the duct tape 8. Remember: Everyone seems normal until you get to know them. 9. If you can't fix it with a hammer, you

Me..... Hehehehe
I just wanted to say hello to my family of close friends, friends, fans,and new ones. So far this site is pretty cool and took a bit to get the hang of it but nowwwwwwwwwwwww its all going pretty good. I hope you will save me and remember to come back and check my blog for my words and fun. Take Care& good fubaring, Anne (Xstasy1)

Redneck Dog..lmao
On a hot summer day, a redneck came into town with his dog. He tied the dog under the shade of a tree and went into the bar for a cold beer. About 20 minutes later a policeman came into the bar and asked who owned the dog tied under the tree. The redneck said that it was his . The policeman said, "Your dog seems to be in heat." The redneck replies, "No way dog's in heat she's cool kawse I got 'er tied unner the shade tree." The policeman says, "No! You don't understand your dog needs to be bred. "No way," the redneck says, "dog don't need bread, she ain't hongry, kawse I fed 'ER beef jerky this mornin'." Now the policeman gets mad and yells out; "NO! You don't seem to understand, your dog wants to have sex!" The redneck looks at him with a long pause and says, "Go 'head. I always wanted a police dog!"

A Soldiers Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twen

Santas And Heavenly Angels
Sugar cookies may come in all shapes and sizes, but nothing says Christmas more than cookies dressed up like Santa or a heavenly angel. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 3 1/2 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 tsp. salt 1 cup unsalted butter, softened 2/3 cup sugar 1 large egg 1 tbsp. light corn syrup 1 tbsp. vanilla extract Santa and angel cookie cutters Tubes of white decorator's frosting Red and yellow sugar sprinkles M & M's or Skittles Fruit leather Yellow gumdrops Tiny white candy balls Blue and red gel icing 1. In a medium-sized bowl, mix the flour and salt. In a large bowl, cream the butter and sugar, and stir in the egg, corn syrup and vanilla extract. One third at a time, stir in the flour mixture. 2. Pat the dough into two disks, wrap in plastic and refrigerate for 1 to 2 hours. Preheat the oven to 375 degrees. Roll out the dough to a 1/4-inch thickness between two pieces of waxed paper and cut into Santas or angels. 3. Bake on an ungreased cookie sheet for

Send Christmas Cards To Our Troops
send a christmas card to the men and women of our armed forces! just click the link bellow and pick out a card to send and it will randomlly be delivered with your name and home town! its free so let our troops know we care!! http://www.letssaythanks.com/Home1280.html

Chrokee Of Old
Who were the Cherokees? Quick History: About 4,000 years ago, the Cherokee people left the southwest region of what would become the United States, in search of a home. They settled for a while around the Great Lakes region, but they were not welcomed. The Iroquois were not happy to see them. The Iroquois forcibly pushed the Cherokee from their land. The Cherokee moved on. They wandered finally into North Carolina, where they discovered a land full of forests, mountains, rivers, streams, and fertile valleys. Wildlife was plentiful. They settled down happily. Life continued for thousands of years. As their population grew, and as they conquered other tribes in the area, the Cherokee Nation grew. At one time, it covered 8 states including all or portions of the present day states of Georgia, Tennessee, North Carolina, South Carolina, Kentucky, Alabama, Virginia and West Virginia. It was not until the 1600's that the Cherokee met the first white man in their region. Wh

Mrs.claus
Twas the night before Christmas,and up in the bed,she had him tied up,while giving him head. He was moaning and groaning,and begging for more....Who would have thought that Mrs. Claus was a whore? She was sucking and stroking santa with much care,and quietly wishing a few Elves were there. Then she climbed up onto him,and said "I don't care who's been bad or good, before you leave this house,you're giving me wood!" Then bumping and grinding,and flailing about, he was pounding her good,and she started to shout.."Oh yes Santa...Im cumming you jolly ole soul... just keep pounding me hard with that long,firm pole!" ...... Now St. Nick was exhausted,and in bed he still lay, Mrs. Claus said "to hell with the people,this is now my day!!!"

The Raven
The Raven Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door- Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;- vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow- sorrow for the lost Lenore- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door- Some late visitor entreating entra

One Album, One Song, One Band.
I have had a question in lingering for many years, one of those I think about randomly but never thoroughly, I'll get to it one of these days. Well, that day has come. One Band (Artist), One Album (CD), One Song (Track). At first I thought of just a Song. Then I played the Album in my head. Nope, Song first doesn't work. I need a complete Album, from beginning to end, one of those miraculous compilations that works from beginning to end. One so complete that I never start on any Track other than 1 and I would never, could never, skip any Song and will listen until the journey is complete. With that out of the way, now what? As I go through the library of my life I find many masterpieces. Sublime-40oz. to Freedom, Rush-2112, Eric Clapton-Slowhand, Little Feat-Waiting for Colombus, Fleetwood Mac-Rumours, Styx-Paradise Theater, Black Sabbath-Master of Reality, Men at Work-Business as Usual, Supertramp-Breakfast in America, Santana-Abraxas, Red Hot Chili Peppers-Uplift Mofo Par

The Gift Of Friendship
There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends.

For You My Sweet Dggirl69! I Love Ya Girl
Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped me through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok.

Ten Thoughts To Ponder
Number 10 - Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 - Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 - Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 - Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 - Some people are like a Slinky.....not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs. Number 5 - Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 - All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism Number 3 - Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 - In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal.

Hello
well this is a very first for me, thanks to my friend johnny 'doms_wizard' he always did get me into mischief, not that i can't do that myself, will use this opportunity (i so need a spell check) to say hiya to u all nice to meet u!

So Pissed
This was stupid but it got serious. I posted a mumm about giveing a chick a 9. Then 2 of her friends got on there and started complaining about the whole thing. I could careless this is what pushed me over the edge.... Larry stated... "you two are mumm fucks and dont deserve any more of my time the younger girl is no longer on the site too. i hope you dont teach your kids this kind of crap.. i wouldnt be surprise to hear about one of your kids blowing someone away in school cause they have an damm attitude" He went to far so I went off on him. I am really sorry to those of you who had to see that side of me but my children are my world and unless you truly know me its not yout place to talk about my children.

I'm Being Auctioned Off
Hey everyone, I am being auctioned off!! Here is the link to the Auction, and the rules and what I am offering are in the Christmas Auction Blog. You know you want me! Kisses and I cant wait to see who gets me! Raen

5 Free Spots
Well I've freed up 5 spots. For those that were booted, I'm sorry but I have my reasons. If you want one, I'd rather you send me a private message. I'm not always online to get my shouts. And if I dont comment back after you've commented my pictures I'm sorry. If I'm not online when you place the comment I'm not aware that you've posted one and I only go through my pictures about once a week so I dont even notice them till then. So if you'd like to be a part of my family please let me know. And remember..Not everyone can be a part of the family!

Master Card Wedding
You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It made the local newspaper; even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's family & to especially thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, were an envelope. He stressed that this was his gift to everyone, & asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8 x 10 glossy of his bride having sex with his best friend, the best man. The groom had gotten s

Skye's Rain Dance
I bid the rain to tumble softly into your skye with color and dreaming interlude Catch a kiss upon a drop as the moment takes your breath, Shall I make you a rainbow with all the colors dancing and I singing in your song ? For I chanced upon a wishing well and the skye fell, ..O P E N.. As I bid the rain to tumble softly, Least not a tender moment that you and I could share this dance bare, feet naked, In puddles.

Does It Really Pay To Be The "nice Guy" ?
There is a part inside of me starting to drive a knife into me......."Look what being a nice guy gets you." "You have all these compliments on what a sweet loving guy you are.....but you are alone and unwanted." So...I guess my question is....does this darker side of me have a point? What do I have to show for being such a sweetheart??? Yes I know I have good close friends......but I need someone who is that and more. I am tired of feeling like everyone is going to everyone else......and even more so tired of seeing such good loving hearts (ladies) falling for such assholes..... Sorry....but this is the mood I am in at the moment...and i am not keeping it inside to fester up inside........

Home Stretch
It's a bitch. No doubt about it. If you've ever tried to reach the finish line after running a long, difficult race, that last stretch before you cross it is by far the hardest part. Persistence and determination are essential to reaching the end. The question is - do you have it and how much do you want it - especially when comes to that final stretch? Everywhere you look there are those who've fallen to the wayside. The landscape is littered with those who broke under the pressure and lay sprawling on your path - victims of overwhelming odds who gave up and have fallen right before they reached the goal. If you look behind you all you'll see are the defeated and spent -writhing in exhaustion and disappointment - never crossing the finish line and wishing they had one more chance. If you look to your right or to your left, those who run with you are just as tired as you are but you know the "secret to victory" and they don't. You actually believe you're going to win. More

United States Soldier
I was that which others did not want to be. I went where others feared to go, and did what others failed to do. I asked nothing from those who gave nothing, and reluctantly excepted the fact of eternal loneliness ...should I fall. I have seen the face of terror and felt the stinging cold of fear. I have loved, cried, suffered, and hoped, but most of all, I have lived times others would say were “best forgotten”. At least some day I will be able to tell my children that I was proud of what I was - A United States Soldier!”

Show Some Love To My Daughter Plz :)
MY DAUGHTER HAS AN ACCOUNT ON HERE AND IM TRYING TO HELP HER LVL UP SOME.HER ID IS GIGGLES.IF YOU GO TO MY PAGE TO MY FRIENDS LIST YOU WILL FIND HER THERE:)SHE IS ONLY LVL 3.ANY LOVE WILL BE APPRICIATED AND IM SURE SHE WILL RETURN IT WHEN SHE LOGS ON:) THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL FAMILY TO BE APART OF :) MISSYBEAR

A Thought For The Holiday Season
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.-You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.He

My Phuckin Day Sucked
Okay. i figure if i blog my bad day maybe it will help me to feel better. so here goes. as if life isnt already doing poorly with bad news and bad times for december, things seem to get worse. i am sick. and the meds the DR gave me arent helping AT ALL. i feel horrible. got called into work on my day off when mother nature decides to drop snow and ice all fuckin day, then come home to find my sister sittin in the living room bawling her eyes out!! for what reason? she pissed some cunt off in the bar room and the bitch called children and youth on my sister and claims neglect and abuse bc my sister was in a bar room at 2am. HOLY FUCK. she gets out one night a month when i watch my sisters 7 kids. WOW! you think she deserves a night out once in a while. i think so. shes like my superr woman. id do anything for her, and all she asks for is one night to be able to go out and have a good fuckin time. but noooo some bitch decides to pour beer on my sister and my sister flips out and the b

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Omg....i Love Me Some Dumb Peoples....lol
I just had to do this....now of course the conversation starts at the bottom and goes to the top, and I am to lazy to fix it for you....so read it in reverse and see if you can make sense of this whack job....on minute he's mad, the next he is complementing me....oh boy, I loves me some dumb peoples.....LOL I am not going to put this guys profile addy up here outta, well I kinda want to protect his dumbass from all you people that will do the silly shit you do so well to people like him ( sad ain't it? Me protecting him, I must be slipping or something....) have fun it is a good read.... ->Ninja Assa...: Nice...I see the public school system has done right by you.....thank you for your wonderful vocabulary....mofo....gee so 70's I LOVE LON...: WELL GET THE FUCK ON THAN ->Ninja Assa...: Now ring a bell so I can get my wings and fly the hell outtat here I LOVE LON...: THAT WHAT A HUSBAND IS FOR TOO PROTECT HIS FAMILY AND IF YOUR ASS DOES LIKE FUCK YOU...YOU RENTA COP LOOKIN MO

If He Were Here...
If he were here, he’d hold my hand and wrap his arms around me and keep me warm. Then he’d whisper in my ear and say “hey babe, lets go back to my place.” Of course I’d accept. We’d get in his car and I would lean against him as he drove home. He’d put his arms around me holding me close. On the way home I doze off. When we get home I’m sound asleep. Not wanting to wake me, he lifts me from the car and carries me into the house, through the front door and into the bedroom. When he lays me down I awaken, my eyes open and he’s the first thing I see. I smile. He strips down to his boxers and lies down next to me. His right arm is around my waist and his left arm over the top of my head, running his fingers through my hair. We fall asleep together, a peaceful night. I wake up first and he is again the first thing I see. The one thing, one person I want to see is here, lying next to me. The one place I want to be is here in his arms. He’s so beautiful, even in his sleep. I just lay there

When U Have A "i Hate My Job Day"
On your way home from work, stop at your local pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson. Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: "Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested and then sanitized." Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times, "I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer Quality Control Department at Johnson & Johnson."

Its Like Im Truly Alone
Its like im truly alone like im invisible hello? is anyone there? No answer Its like... Whenever i walk in room everything stops the laughter stops the chat stops its just goes quiet so quiet... Its like.. Ive always done something wrong Can i ever make people happy? All my cries for help have gone unheard should i cry louder? try screaming?? will someone ever hear me? The doctor says i have depression he referred me to a psychiatrist! I am not mental! i'm lonely i'm sad I'm lost i'm broken Will someone ever find me will someone ever tell me everything is going to be ok? Is anyone out there? Hello?

Fubar
im going to delete my fubar pretty soon, for my friends i already have that have my messenger and e-mails and shit y'all already know..much love w/e hit me up. but if there is anyone i missed that dont have my e-mails or w/e if u want to talk still or some shit hit me up wit ya e-mails and i'll try to stay in touch.

Our Last Serman
Sup Juggalos, We left our homie Joseph at a big table eating with his brothers and making sure that his brother Benjamin who was the youngest, coming from his mother's side. As a reminder, Joseph's brothers still don't know who Joseph's real identity is. So Joseph is being like a ninja, hiding in plain view. Joseph pulls his steward aside and tells him that he wants him to load up his brothers with as much food as they can carry, give them back their money and then hide his silver cup (that he uses for divination, kind of like a crystal ball) and put it at the top of Benjamin's knapsack. His brothers get on their way and start making their trek back to Israel, their father. Joseph tells his steward, go chase them down and accuse them of stealing. So the steward comes with a small contingent of soldiers and stops them. He asks why have they repaid kindness with evil. Why did they steal from Joseph? Now the brothers were confused, in their minds they didn't steal anything. So on

To My Dad
dad think you for teaching all the stuff you teach me dad you were the rock in are life dad i will try to be stong for my brother and sister and mom dad we all miss you so much dad dad i love you daddy

20 Ways To Confuse Santa Claus
20 Ways To Confuse Santa Claus Instead of milk and cookies, leave him a salad, and a note explaining that you think he could stand to lose a few pounds. While he's in the house, go find his sleigh and write him a speeding ticket. Leave him a note, explaining that you've gone away for the holidays. Ask if he would mind watering your plants. While he's in the house, replace all his reindeer with exact replicas. Then wait and see what happens when he tries to get them to fly. Keep an angry bull in your living room. If you think a bull goes crazy when he sees a little red cape, wait until he sees that big, red Santa suit! Build an army of mean-looking snowmen on the roof, holding signs that say "We hate Christmas," and "Go away Santa." Leave a note by the telephone, telling Santa that Mrs. Claus called and wanted to remind him to pick up some milk and a loaf of bread on his way home. Throw a surprise party for Santa when he comes down the chimney. Refuse to let him

9 Words Women Use
1. Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will p

Klayton(celldweller)'s Interview With Theoutview.com
Klayton, vocal e produtor do Celldweller , nos deu uma entrevista falando sobre o projeto do Celldweller, vida pessoal e sobre os fãs brasileiros. Ele também comenta sobre planos para lançar um DVD e o que ele estaria fazendo se não fosse cantor. Consegue adivinhar? De médico a ator de filme pornô! Por um segundo você desejou que ele não fosse cantor, não é? Mas não perca a esperança, ele ainda está solteiro e vem tocar aqui dia 15 de Dezembro. Leia a entrevista! (english version here) Outview - Klayton, como surgiu a idéia do projeto Celldweller? Klayton - O Celldweller foi um processo natural para mim, musicalmente falando. Fiz vários projetos anteriormente e finalmente me decidi por parar de usar tantos pseudônimos e fazer tantos projetos diferentes. Queria me focar em uma coisa só, então deixei tudo de lado e me foquei somente no Celldweller. Outview - Você planeja vir ao Brasil algum dia ? Há milhares de fãs do Celldweller aqui ! Klayton - Bem, espero poder

A Soldier's Prayer
A SOLDIER'S PRAYER Look God: I have never spoken to You, But now, I want to say, "How do You do?" You see God, they told me You did not exist; And like a fool, I believed all of this. Last night from a shell hole I saw Your sky; I figured right then they had told me a lie. Had I taken the time to see the things You made, I would know they weren't calling a spade a spade. I wonder, God, if You would shake my hand; Somehow, I feel that You will understand. Strange, I had to come to this hellish place Before I had time to see Your face. Well, I guess there isn't much more to say, But I sure am glad, God, I met You today. I guess the zero hour will soon be here, But I am not afraid since I know You are near. The signal - well, God, I will have to go; I love you lots, this I want you to know. Looks like this will be a horrible fight; Who knows, I may come to your house tonight. Though I wasn't friendly with you before, I wonder, God, if you would wa

Xmas Decor
Yesterday my roommates mother came by the house and the 2 of them opened every one of 2 dozen boxes of haliday decorations. The boxes all simultaniously exploded, now the house is decorated in all things x-mas. My roommate, Kim threatened to place a Santa in my room. I actually found one I would allow in my space. Its not a Santa though. Its a rather tasteful statue of Father Jul (yule). A figure from my religious beliefes. I'm not a christian as some of you may or may not know. I'm actually Heathen, if you must know. And before you die giggling. Heathenry is an actual religion. Anyway as much as I protest the explosive distribution of Xmas decorations. I actually found one so I won't feel out of place celebrating jul this season.

Thoughts
I stop and think what my life would be like if I had went a diffrent road, wonder who I would be, what I would be doing, or for that matter did I even have a choice for a diffrent path? They say every dission you make, opens a million ways to take. Is that really true?? If it is then how do any of us know we went the right way? Is it something that just happens, or is it the feeling of knowing all is well?? I had thought that life was to learn and grow, to teach and be taught, to love and hate, to die and be born. Life is really just a puzle that some never finish. As we grow older and see our mistakes as children we learn that puzzles can have a side efftect that is tramitising, or overly excidting. We all want to change something, someone, some way shap or form. No one person has two things they like about them selves, and if you do then you find the rest of your flaws and let them take control. People in genral are amazing. We lie, cheat, steel, even kill our own......how can a moth

If We Had Sex
If We Had Sex..... don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?

Masterless
IT'S CHRISTMAS TIME! Bexi Rate all pics 11s during happy hour only Daily Profile Comment Profile link on all new friends requests Personalized Salute 1 pimpout per week Fu-Owned in SN for a month 2 personal graphics Pimpout in "About Me" Section with a good write up for 1 month Crush you for the month you own her Rate all stash during happy hour only I'll also do 5 salute pics up to 5 personal phone calls when I get my voice back autographed unmentionables put in family for 2 months

I Am Your Puppet
You push me and shove me. To the point I can't breathe But I should forgive you with glee Im the one in love I should be walked on And I know if I didn't In a second you'd be gone My heart is ripping at the seams But you cant hear me Not even the screetching of my painful screams I am bounded by this love no escape You hold me with strings from above I am your puppet doing as you say The slightest move of a finger And of you I wont betray Entangled in your opinions And mangled by your beliefs The hopes and dreams I hold deep inside These are my only reliefs I am your puppet To you I will be loyal Till one day the strings break way And finally...... From you I stray

First Ride Of The Season!
Well took the sleds out for the first ride of the season, went with a buddy, put about 25-30 miles of small trail riding on them. Was a great first ride! Found a couple of back country trails that just wound through the woods, man was awesome, clear night, a ton of fresh powder! 2 months to the big MI. trip to the UP!!!

Figured It Out!
Just shy of 30, I have finally figured out a small piece of my life. I'm tired of thinking I can fix someone. I want to be with someone who I love with all of my heart and they love me. I want to not look for friendship from the computer because it's sitting on the couch next to me, listening to music in the dark, having a meaningful conversation. I've spent too much time with "he's a good guy but....." Now to figure out what I want to be when I grow up and start working on that......

The Mall Today
Today was not a good day. But I am very thankful today because of what happened. There was a horrific shooting and 8 innocent people were killed. The shooter killed himself. He was just 19 years old. He left 3 notes. A will giving all his personal items to friends and family. A note saying he was going to go out in "STYLE". And a note saying he was finally going to be "FAMOUS". I am thankful that my friend and I decided to go to lunch an hour later. We were only about 2 miles from the mall. We had each individually thought of shopping at the mall after lunch. Her daughter called me after I got home in a panic to see if we made it for lunch. I had friends from out of town call to see if I was ok. And several local friends called also. It is so sad to be thankful for such a reason. I feel sad for his family and the guilt they will carry from now on. I feel sorry for the families of the victims. But again I am very thankful that my friend and I were not there. I don't th

Book Update
Well I just got a conf. From my publisher my book is on its way to print and may be in stores as soon as next month!!! *does a happy dance* So.. the day it hits stores I whole heartedly expect you all to go buy it :P lol

A Perfect Red Rose.
As i looked out at the snow falling The white powder covered the earth Children making snowmen in their yards Another log was added to the hearth More children sledding down the hills People out cleaning off their cars I sit and hold the curtain aside Snowflakes looking like falling stars The stamping of feet to clear off their shoes Slipping on the sidewalk covered with snow I look at my watch to see what was the time I put on my hat and gloves cause we have to go Out in the snow thats coming down ever so quick We are going to visit some wonderful friends The roads are clear where the snow didn't stick My hat and my gloves covering my head and hands The beautiful flakes land on my nose The snow is covering just about everything Except for a single flower, a perfect red rose.

Writing Again
Turn the corner, what do I see. Someone standing there, looking back at me. Just walking past, I give them a smile. They turn and say hi, and smile back at me. Will I ever see them again, I do not know. But they weill remember the kindness I showed. And I will remember too. Just a simple smile you see, can make a lasting impression to anyone you see.

Always Dream
I dream a little dream, of just you and me. Never really knowing if it will be a reality. People think your crazy for wanting to believe. Is it really a bad thing, to hope and dream? That someday, someway, some dreams can be turned into a reality.. Well, as for me, call me crazy then. For I will keep dreaming and believing for things to become true in reality.

Wonderful Friend
She held my hand today when I needed it most She's a wonderful friend I am proud to boast. She told me not what I wanted to hear instead She told me the truth, and got inside my head. I want to be as good of a friend as she has been Holding onto her hand like she has never seen. She really does know how much I care about her Though sometimes my life becomes such a blur. She's there when I need her and even when I don't I ask her never to leave me, she tells me she won't So I hope you have a wonderful friend like mine Someone who will be there for you till the end of time.

Why
Kiss Off i need someone a person to talk to someone who'd care to love could it be you could it be yo-ou the situation gets rough, and i start to panick its not enough its just a habit and, kid, you're sick darling this is it well you can all just kiss off into to the air behind my back i can see that stare they'll hurt me bad but i won't mind they'll hurt me bad they do it all the time yea yea yea they do it all the time yea yea they do it all the time yea yea they do it all the time do it all the time they do it all the time do it all the time they do it all the time do it all the time I hope you know that this will go down on your permenent record oh yea well don't get so distressed did i happen to meantion that i'm impressed i take one one one cause you left me and two two two for my family and three three three for my heartache and four four four for my headaches and five five five for my lonely and six six six for my sorrow and

Can It Be
Laying on the sand, watching the water rush in. As the sun starts to set, on the horizon. Laying my head on your chest, feeling your heart beating beneath my head. I turn and look into your eyes. Thinking to myself, can this be real, or is it just an illusion? But as I see you looking back at me, I see the same passion in your eyes that I feel inside of me. I think to myself, I have found my heaven on earth, there in your arms, underneath the starry skies.. No other place I would want to be.

Now
Feel so alone when Im with you now An invisible wall Seperate air to breathe Different worlds we're in Nothings as it seems And I feel so lost now More astray as time passes Laughing with pain Blurred vision threw these glasses Weakness taking over my soul The earth spins I continue to stand still Not an ounce of control An emptiness I feel now My emotions dismayed Lost in a deep abyss My heart protrudes from my chest causing decay Anxiety and depression are all I see now This disease I imbue on those around me Will I ever recover? I suppose to some degree What will happen to me now Reality Ill choose to disavow Choke my emotions and thought With liquor and drugs And eventually I'll let go Eventually some how

Love Or Games?
Is it love or is it lust Are you someone I can trust? You tell me you want me That is obvious to see. Are you playing silly games Where you forget peoples names? My name seems to be upon your lips While your hands are on my hips. But will you remember me When I am not where you can see? Do you love me like you say? Or will i someday get in your way? I don't want to be your passing fancy NO! Dammit, my name isn't Nancy!

I Stand Alone!!!
I stand alone By Starks7783 I stand alone no one around walking these streets all through this town and im thinking about you and its not helping my mood wondering what i shouldve said and what i didnt do. i stand alone i look to the sky all of the stars shine so bright but there all out of view compared to you wondering what your beauty does that they could never do. i stand alone a man with no pride and all of these scars are so hard to hide but there all caused by you and you know that its true try to hide these tears i've cried but theres nothing i can do!!!

Climbing
I felt like I was at the bottom of the wall I couldnt climb. Felt like I was running out of time. But now I made up my mind It time to go on the road. Be the best I can be. I want to drive to the sea. I feel my heart begin to beat. Faster and faster. It feels so wide. Its so deep inside. Thats where its starts. In my heart. Everything is so by like the wind. Don't stop you'll make it to the top. I look in the mirror I see you in the backseat. Thats not where you should be. Sometimes you don't feel like you belong. If you see, you really have all along. Don't stop for nobody, stay the way you are. Say Y'all, ain't, git-r-done. Smile it will feel real. So much energy will be released. Don't give up, not yet. Try one more time. See that wall its time to climb.

Buy Me A Blast
ok, . . .so, . . .i know i don't have tits an' ass, . . .but, . . it would be nice if someone acknowledged, that i am an exceptionally wonderful person. . .so, if anyone would be willing 2 donate 2 my fund. . .it would be GREATLY appreciated! so, anyone that feels like i might be worth it. . .please hit me up. . .thank yoU. . .

What Love Means
Well, what can I say about this subject except what love means to me.. To me love is a partnership between two people that envolves giving and taking of emotional, mental, physical, and matrial things. But, mostly it envovles sacrafice... to give the person you love everything that is yourself with out asking for anything in return... If you have to ask for something in return then maybe its not what you think it is. Love is a great feeling to have and if you love someone it means you trust them with everything. Trust is one of the main keys to love, that and communication. Love fustrates us to no ends, and basicly it is a huge emotion that can really mess up someones life very fast if you think with your heart. You have men out there that feel that love is the permission given to own a woman and to control them, and you have women out there that feel that love is acceptable Forgiveness for anything a guy might do wrong. I feel that any women or man ever uses that phrase "but I lov

Actions Speak Louder The Words
As the title says....... Actions speak louder then words... What does this saying mean to you? I find it something to live by. I always notice its the small things in life that one remembers years after it happens. Ones actions should be true and define who, what , and why they do or feel what they say. How many of us have fallen victem to people that say one thing and do something completly different. Hell I know I have plenty of times.. Like for example - my Boss saying that he willing to set up more training and such, but of course never does.... that shit irks me. I got one thing to say... If you say something, fucking prove it. I want to see it first hand. Am I wrong in asking any of this... Nope...I didn't think so...

Ok Done With This Shit
Ok I am sooo fucking done right now.... I'm tired of being to nice and either not getting a thanks or just getting shit on... I'm so done with it... I think the saying is right, the one about being nice just doesn't pay. I try to be good and nice and listen to people and help people out or just being a gentleman and what do I get... Jack and fucking shit. I give my time and my money and my advice and people just waste it, spend it, or don't even listen.... Its fucking sad.. really fucking sad... I'm Talking about everyone.... Every asshole and uber cunt that I meet... You know I don't ask for much and give alot. I always take time to listen and have people complain and vent... but when its my turn... Nothing... I give people stuff and cook for them... but is there thanks or anything giving back... nope... I guess I'm not on anyones mind... I guess I'm not that fucking important to some... I guess me being nice just ain't worth it then... With general people out there... say fucki

Venting 101
Ugh...... Ok I'm going to go and vent on you people out there... I think I'm about done with all this random text messaging out there... got 6 today from number I have no clue about.. I finally called acouple back on the way home cuz I was bored and just stupid for thinking it might be someone important.. Well none of them were... 2 of them were from some ghetto chick with no grammer or the abilty to speak properly... Granted I am not one to talk when it come to spelling or grammer, but hell I'm a super freak genuis compared to this walking cum dumpster. Another was from a guy who sounded like he had Downs syndrom, "I ain't here.... I just ain't here now... Call back lay-der... " Fucking Tard... and last dozen they had the generic answering service so I had no clue.... sooo Fuck them... Anyway I'm done with that... if I don't reconize the number or you ain't on my call list... they are going to get a nasty gram back from me.... If I know you and you get one.. Its cuz I don't have you

Lost
Lost ~Tony Martinez Lost Such a small word So many meanings Do you really know Lost and I are bestfriends Dare i say we are lovers we know each other so well You hold the key to so much Yet you dont even know it I sit and wait I stand and pace Still I wait I truly am not complete No direction You think I dont know You think I dont understand I know all to well alright I feel it damn it You are right there and yet Ahhhhhhhh damn it Hear me I am nothing Here I am Lost

F'ing B-day
Ok... I'm sitting here bored at work thinking some really naughty thoughts about me having a three-some with a couple of nurses that come thru here every morning, when BAM!!! I see what date it is and think... Fuck me.. I'm going to be 35 in 2 weeks... Jesus Fucking Christ.. 35 years old... 5 more years and I'll be 40. I wonder if its ok if I can have my mid-life crisis now instead of 40... Hell I didn't expect to live till 40... Maybe I won't.. But damn... 35.. Where the fuck did the time go... Oh yeah.. mostly me just sitting around and wasting time by reading or playing video games... Oh well.. Fuck.. Bishop will be 34... and damn hes still kicking... I think I need to sell my house and buy a fast sports car to drive around and pick up hot young chicks to fuck and knock up... Sounds like a plan... NOT... Time to move to Florida... hmm maybe... at least things will slow down there till a storm comes by and raises my home owners insurance thru the fucking roof.... I got one thing t

Life Sucks
I spent countless hours trying to think of the right thing at the right time to make someone impressed when i realized that they only wanted one thing and found out things from people they grew up with. Basically i spent a greater part of my week trying to impress someone who is an over all asshole and should burn in hell for what they have done to me and others. So to that person FUCK YOU!!!!!! You hurt me and well hope you have a great life cock sucker/

Uncertainty
Things in life become uncertain to all of us through life when either changes or doubt enter the picture. I have had many of these in my day and thou, I tend to fight every problem that gets in my way, by myself. I tend to feel worn out due to the uncertainties that face me. I can't help but feel helpless when I end up not being able to control the environment around me or thing fall apart for me. The feeling of helplessness engulfs me and I try to think positive and hope for things to turn out in my favor. But, even thou I get through it all I end up torn and depressed. It pisses me of to no end... The biggest thing for me is unpredictable situations, that stops people and myself from moving forward down the road to the future. Unpredictable situations bring doubt, and doubts bring uncertainty. Its a fucking circle of bullshit I tell ya. So, what is it that I can do to lessen the burden of suffering on those I care about and on myself, from things of unpredictable natur

Sad Must Read Dont Drink And Drive
i was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.' Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly

Tis The Season
As I watch the snow softly fallin oh how it shimmers and glistens.Carolers singin sleigh bells ringing and oh the smell of freshly baked goodies. Oh how i miss the old fashioned days. Trees bein decorated by lovin lil hands hummin christmas tunes as they are tucked into bed,with visions of santa pracin in their lil heads.. Whatever happened witt the days of old? Has our world changed that drasticly so? It saddens the heart oh what a fright to ponder the mere thought of such a disasterous sight,no christmas to have the old fashioned way heaven forbid the tradional way So i say to you this holiday season, lets not forget the meanin of love and good cheer,for its the givin to others that counts the most, which in turn touches the heart and warms ones soul and eventually touches all those around us we all love and we all know...

Looking For Girfriend
I am very interested in finding a girlfriend. I’d like her to have a nice sense of humor so that she keeps me smiling all the time. I love having a good time the more fun the better. I a very interested in having a bisexual relationship… I am an owned slave and into the BDSM lifestyle and would love to bring you into a threesome also. I need this so I can further my experiences with my sexuality which is still a growing interest to me. I’d love for her to be a BBW and I would love to control her and order her to pleasure me. I’d love to have a female eat my pussy and make me cum all over your face, suck on my tits play with my nipple rings pinch them I like pain also. And you must not forget to kiss me I love that it’s a turn on for me, and my ears and neck, don’t neglect them either. Kiss them suck on them and even bite them. I love it. And if it’s a night my Master is there he could fuck you while you are doing this to me. I love to please Master and we can’t leave him out. When he’s

Why Be So Open....
I was just asked by someone... "Why are so open in your blogs about your feelings and thoughts?" Well I informed them, its actually very simple... I really don't care what people think of me... We all have opinions and ideas about one another but if you get right down to it... We all pissed in our bed when we were babies and we all did stupid shit when we were young... (Some of us are still doing stupid shit) So why not be open? Of course they said after this... "Well if you are really open about yourself then you'll get used alot." Wow... Of course someone is going to try, and try is the key word.. But you have to let them hurt you. Granted you can't stop someone from using you or hurting you, but you can learn and keep an eye out for people like that. Plus I'm careful who I let in all the way into my life. But the main reason I wright my feeling down and tell people openly about me and my thoughts... is to teach and find people who agree with me... Nuff said.. Mike

Let Me Hear You
If you have viewed my page recently, you have noticed I have succumbed to the voice comment thingy..lol Would love to bridge the gap somewhat between online and reality with hearing your voices, so take a moment and leave me a message :) If anyone else gets one, let me knw and I'd be happy to leave some love :)

"i Wï§h FØr YØü..."
Comfort on difficult days, Smiles when sadness intrudes, Rainbows to follow the clouds, Laughter to kiss your lips, Sunsets to warm your heart Gentle hugs when spirits sag, Friendships to brighten your being, Beauty for your eyes to see, Faith so that you can believe, Courage to know yourself, Patience to accept the truth, And love to complete your life.

L§u ~ Lë§' WÅy!
Twenty four days before Christmas, in a state in the south, Les Miles was pissed as he opened his mouth.“Miles to Michigan,” was reported as fact. To which Miles responded, “Herbie you don’t know jack!” The Tigers had suffered a gut wrenching loss, At the hands of McFadden and the rest of the hogs. And Bo in his sweatshirt, and Miles in his Hat. Were determined to prove they were better than that! When the Tennessee Vols ran out on the field, There were ruckus applause from the mentally ill. Still in the locker room, Les told his team, “This season ain’t over. We still have a dream.” The hurt throwing arm of QB Matt Flynn Meant Ryan was the man they put their faith in. Then the fans all heard, what Les said in the Dome. “I ain’t goin’ anywhere. I’m happy. I’m Home!” The fans were still thinking “This might be a trick.”‘til someone pointed out “Hey, this guy ain’t Nick!” The Hat took the field for this championship game, And he brought all his Tigers, and called

TØp 10 ThØüght§ Øf 2007
#10 Life is sexually transmitted. #9 Good health is merely the slowest rate at which one can die. #8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. #7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. #6 Some people are like a slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. #5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing. #4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. #3 Why does a slight tax incre ase cost you two hundred dollars, and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents??? #2 In the 60's, people took LSD to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE #1 THOUGHT FOR 2007: We know exactly where one cow wi

Thë MÅn Rülë§
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down... Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1.

Thë MÅrïnë
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the pro

R Is For Rose Basket Cupcake
See what's in bloom with these rose cupcakes. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 1 cupcake Chocolate frosting Green-tinted coconut 5 candy or frosting roses 3 strands red whip licorice 1. Unwrap the cupcake and frost in a basket-weave pattern using a basket-weave tip, as in the inset photo. (An easier alternative is simply to pipe a decorative edge around the top of the cupcake.) 2. Add the coconut grass and the candy roses. Braid the licorice for a decorative handle. 3. You can also make your own roses with a rose tip and pink frosting.

ThÅ BüÐ §tØrŸ!
This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California . After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event! He didn't feel he could be in that store wit

Usually
usually usually it feels like no one listens... until you say something for them to throw it back in your face unexpectedly... fuck it, bring it on... i am so sick of saying sorry for the things i'm not sorry for... fuck it if its the "polite" thing to do... like i said, fuck it! i feel like shit today... exhausted, entombed in my own head, embedded inside my owm bullshit, FUCK, i give up! my lovelife is a blur... i know who i want and why i want her, but the dramasetters are right there keeping pace... enticing, inviting... i have to say no... yes, baby, i love you... i'm not giving up... i'm just frustrated, that's all... back and forth to the usual grind sitting here drinking beer is all that seems to be clear... caught in my memories again... thinking about all the times i tried my hardest and got NOWHERE and all the times i didn't try at all and got EVERYWHERE... seems like me, huh? THAT IS ME i can't win $5 on a scratch off for shit, but i can avoid being kil

GhëttØ §pëllïn' ü§ë ëÅch VØcÅbülÅry WØrÐ ïn Å §ëntëncë
1. Hotel - I gave my girlfriend crabs, and the ho tel everybody. 2. Dictate - My girlfriend say my dictate good. 3. Rectum - I had two Cadillac's, but my bitch rectum both. 4. Disappointment - My parole officer tol' me if I miss disappointment they gonna send me back to the joint. 5. Penis - I went to the doctors and he handed me a cup and said penis. 6. Israel - Tito try to sell me a Rolex. I say, "Man,it look fake." He say, "Bullshit, that watch israel ." 7. Undermine - There's a fine lookin' ho living in the < BR>apartment undermine. 8. Fortify - I axed this ho on da street, "How much?" she say "fortify." Furthering your education with Today's Ebonic word.... Today's word is: "OMELETTE " Let us use it in a sentence. "I should pop yo ass fo what you jus did, but omelette dis one slide."

Reason Of Changing Seasons.
Everything I touch turns to be tha way I dont want it to be. Is that my fault? Or is that I'm not in contol of a nother beings feelings. Tha way shortie feels for me is questionalbe. She want me to stay when i want to go. When i want to stay she wants me to go. For that I'm not sure of what she whats out of life. Tha way I can be thankful and kind for having reason with myself to be patient.

Thïng§ ThÅt MÅkë YØü WØnÐër............¥?
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. Why is "bra" singular an

HØw YØür Ðïck ï§ TÅ×ëÐ By Thë GØvërnmënt
Open letter to Tax Payers. Dear Tax Payers: The only thing the Internal Revenue Service has not taxed is your Pecker. This is due to the fact that 40% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 30% of the time it is pissed off, 20% of the time it is hard up, and 10% of the time it is employed but operates in the hole. Furthermore, it has two dependents and they are both nuts. Accordingly, after March 1, 1986, your Pecker will be taxed, based on its size, using the Pecker-Checker Scale. Determine your category and insert the additional tax under "Other Taxes", Page 2, Part V, line 69 of your Standard Income Tax Return. PECKER - CHECKER SCALE 10-12 inches* / Luxury Tax............... $50.00 8-10 inches / Pole Tax................. $25.00 6-8 inches / Privilege Tax............ $15.00 4-6 inches / Nuisance Tax............. $ 5.00 * Males with peckers in excess of 12 inches should be filed under "Capital Gains". NOTE: Anyone under 4 inches is eligible for a refu

Prayer To Our Lord >>>>>
Thank you O Lord as Ive awaken this early morn. Im reching out to You scared now, needin your love to guide me thru , to a place to which I can see , that you,ll be among my pain. and make feel well agin.Im beside myself no think right , im needing cofomfort thru out my life, strenght and undertsanding too, and Im not always thinking good in what i do. I sometimes am lost or confused, but in these times I trun to you. Hepl me now My lord to cope and clear my thoughts like so. may you guide me with in my way, to do what is best and right every day, take satan and devour him now get him out of my life , let me not fail, not loose the fight. i know im weak but with you im joined to be a strong among your loyns.. I want to be whole be happy again .. Yes Lord ;I belive I can, cause your love is here in demand , im leaning on you to understand. i hope you,ll guied me all the way and let me be whole again. but if not then i will abide by your call, and will do as you

Letter Home
“Letter Home” By Paul R. Mays 8/9/2007 Mom and Dad, If you are reading this it means I’m not coming home. I am writing this letter because my unit and I are about to insert north of Baghdad in a strike on a bomb making factory that’s making IED’s and it come time for some payback. Mom, I will miss your blackberry cobbler when dinners done and all the little things that you do when I’m home that makes it a place of love and family. I know this will hurt you to the soul but I want you to understand that I and many others knew what we were doing and my eyes also water up, not because of what we deal with here but for what you will have to endure if you get this letter. I only wish I could take the pain from your heart so you could feel nothing but joy but I know that joy is the furthest feeling from your heart at this moment. But try to remember the moments we shared when you taught me of love and family. I have taken that with me in every mission and it sustains me when the

Jezebel
If I took this cigarette and put it out on you... Would you love me? Her throat is soft Her lips are red Her thighs are white Her heart is dead Jezebel Red rope Burns around her wrists Her blood is cold..like a serpents kiss Do you love your whore? I like to hear you beg She crouched down in the corner with her head between her legs Jezebel Broken glass and dirty needles Soul erosion truth Electric god Our superman found dead in a telephone booth Shards of teeth Ice pick abortions Orgasmic death so warm Lets die screamin' Black goat semen I can't hear you whisper "conform" Hearts will stop and brain cells pop Apocalyptic high She screams bloody murder as they chop off her fingers So this is how it feels to die But it's ok Yeah everything's ok She was screaming about conspiracy Talkim' about taking sides I was masturbating, just contimplating The cold love of suicide Hearts will stop and brain cells pop Apocalyptic high She was s

Fu-own Me????
WOOOOTTT THE X-MAS AUCTION IS NOW OPEN!! BIDDINGS CAN BE BROUGHT TILL WEDNESDAY THE 12TH OF DECEMBER. JUST REMEMBER THE BIDDING HAS TO BE HIGHER AS THE PREVIOUS ONE!! UNDERNEATH MY PIC YOU'LL SEE WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER. JUST CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND LEAVE YOUR BID IN A COMMENT. Hot Marina 30 minute private video on request or a 1 hour live camsession 10 nsfw pics in which 2 are personal salutes rate all their pics 11. rate all stash. and a phonecall "Owned by" in name for 1 month

Hmmm...
Well I think it's kinda funny in order to get a job I need a local address, In order to get a local place you need to have an employer. what a circle I end up stuck in. Anyway looked at a place last night left a check and currently awaiting weither or not I will be homeless again, the hotel is getting kinda expensive lol and my car isn't calling my name just yet. another funny thing... everyone says that i am sooo employable and have amazing skills but almost 5 days and no job yet ..... i don't know...

Photo's Nsfw
I posted a blog earlier today about a photo that was flagged NSFW. I wasn't happy about it so i went to the support lounge and a nice bouncer had a look for me and said that he didn't know why it had been flagged in the first place so he unflagged it. It's nice to see that fubar works right sometimes !!

Just Me
I got so many things going on in my mind.. i sometimes wonder myself if I got ADD. Maybe thats why my son has it. Nah, I am not that bad. lol. Days like today though I could almost think it. I got these thoughts of.. is the bus gonna come today,,did they cancel school? The roads are clear..so I didn't listen for school closings. Thinking about my grandma who passed away last yr..2 days after Christmas. Today is her birthday. Thinking I have to go to her grave to put a grave pillow on it,,that we made last weekend. Thinking about having to go to work..and missing my oldest sons Christmas program. Wondering who deleted me as there crush.. I think I know but hes denying it. (not you leo) Thinking about that someone special.. Wondering if my birds got a cold..hes been sneezing like. Thinking about the candy bar in the freezer thats calling my name. Thinking, that today I get to wear my new UGG boots I bought off ebay last year. They are awesome! Just a few things going on in my h

Able To Feel
Sometimes your feelings can hurt profoundly. Yet wouldn't you rather have those painful feelings occasionally than never having any feelings at all? Your feelings let you know you're alive. They tell you, in ways that words cannot, who you are. Through your feelings, you discover what means the most to you. With your feelings, you're able to build rich, rewarding relationships. Feelings can indeed be messy and inconvenient, yet they're certainly nothing to be ashamed of. Without feelings, life would be terribly flat and empty. When a feeling seems to be uncomfortable or even unbearable, choose to dive more deeply into it. Somewhere in there you'll find something very positive, comforting and affirming. You feel because you are, and you feel because you care. Those are things about which you can genuinely feel great. -- Ralph Marston

The Intervention Part 1
It's the intervention between two people, you find a girl in a type of clothing that's see thru, I look think'n of the possibilities, hotel, my place, or the back of my SUV. Well we find the spot, the right place for me to make her hot; I move over and kiss her lips, slide my hands across her hips. She tells me stop, and I do for a sec, then I nibble on her ear, she screams like a child; We move towards the soft spot, as I kiss down her chest, likky, likky, my tongue's all ova her breast. Then I start to lik to the area that'll make her moan, my tongue goes to work and it's just like home; Juices so sweet, my tongue can't believe it, part the lips and start to eat it. Her back is arching, her mouth lets out a scream, it must be a dream, the number of times I make her cream, I stop; Let her catch her breath, she massages my back, it's all that, nibbles my ear, time to get back on track

Yes, Another Short One!
I am off to work! At least my day will be a bit shorter than I'd planned - my 6 p.m. has postponed due to the next round of snow this evening, lol! It is -13 degrees here, this morning! That is just a bit chillier than I like, but it's not my choice, now is it!! For those in a mood to petition the Powers That Be, I am having a difficult time finding a dentist willing to take my rather crappy insurance. And I need to see a dentist badly! I will also need to make payments for I imagine the co-pay will be pretty bad for what I need done. Prayer will be greatly appreciated - to bolster my own humble prayers! Have a beautiful Thursday, dear friends! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings for all my friends/family/fans, scattered all over the world! You are all loved and appreciated, each and everyone, just for who you are! Later! Muahz!

Women?????
The women is the most beautiful creature on the planet They are nature amd nurture, all in one The love they can show is wonderious and great Matched only by the love they can recieve Like a dolphin lost in the world that is two-thirds ocean, searching for the perfect one The one that comliments my personality just so The one that knows how to be serious, but can let it go The perfect women that can unlock the guarded doors of my heart, touch my soul, and want to never part. .....will I ever be so lucky????

Hadewijch Of Antwerp
All things Are too small to hold me, I am so vast In the infinite I reach for the uncreated I have Touch it, It undoes me Wider than wide Everything else Is too narrow You know this well, You who are also there.

Leaving
Hi all, I think I have decided to leave fubar for a while. I haven't been around much due to being busy... so I think this is my best interest. Thanks to all that were on my list for being on my list. And well thanks to those that were on my friend's list that actually talked to me and made me feel accepted. I will be closeing my account tomarrow. But maybe I will return someday. Good luck to all, and Happy holidays!

The Beatles - Let It Be (1970)
When I find myself in times of trouble Mother Mary comes to me Speaking words of wisdom Let it be And in my hour of darkness She is standing right it front of me Speaking words of wisdom Let it be Let it be, let it be Let it be, let it be Whisper words of wisdom Let it be And when the broken hearted people Living in the world agree There will be an answer Let it be For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see There will be an answer Let it be Let it be, let it be Let it be, let it be yeah, there will be an answer Let it be Let it be, let it be Let it be, let it be Whisper words of wisdom Let it be Let it be, let it be Let it be, let it be Whisper words of wisdom Let it be And when the night is cloudy There is still a light that shines on me Shine until tomorrow Let it be I wake up to the sound of music Mother Mary comes to me Speaking words of wisdom Let it be Let it be, let it be Let it be, let it be The

Ever Have A Horoscope That Just Made Sense?
You've got a lot going on the inside, but you're not really feeling the need to share. It's nothing too serious, most likely and right now it just needs time to settle down and start making sense. Ain't that the fuckin truth...

Capricorn..... I'm To Sexy... Lmao
LEO - THE SEX MANIAC (7/23-8/22) Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible. Most caring person you'll ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with...they will kick your ass... u might end up crying... 10 years of bad luck if you do not repost. AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CANT TOUCH (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Attractive. Loud. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. GEMINI -HARD LOVER (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships,Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost CANCER-CRAV

The Spirit Behind Christmas
Pa never had much compassion for the lazy or those who squandered their means and then never had enough for the necessities. But for those who were genuinely in need, his heart was as big as all outdoors. It was from him that I learned the greatest joy in life comes from giving, not from receiving. It was Christmas Eve 1881. I was fifteen years old and feeling like the world had caved in on me because there just hadn't been enough money to buy me the rifle that I'd wanted so bad that year for Christmas. We did the chores early that night for some reason. I just figured Pa wanted a little extra time so we could read in the Bible. I was still feeling sorry for myself and to be honest I wasn't in much of a mood to read Scriptures. But Pa didn't get the Bible but instead he bundled up and went outside. I couldn't figure it out because we had already done all the chores. Soon Pa came back in. It was a cold clear night out and there was ice in

My Poems
By Jimmy c/w '07 I want to comment sucide, but I don't want to die It don't make since don't even try I see myself as others don't I find myself inside my cult I stay up all night I'm high all day These fucken pills won't let me stay If I go before my time Don't try to search you'll never find The truth because I've never told another person another soul I drowned myself in guilt and fear all I need is one more beer another sip another pill I need one more so I won't feel the truth is that It's all my fault I'll never find what I have sought my goal to high my esteem to low Thats all I'll tell you before I go. "I want to comment sucide but I don't want to die" By Jimmy c/w '07

Letter From Santa..
Dear Friends, I have been watching you very closely to see if you have been good this year and since you have I will be telling my elves to make some goodies for me to leave under your tree at Christmas I was going to bring you all gifts from the 12 days of Christmas, but we had a little problem. The 12 fiddlers fiddling have all come down with VD from fiddling with the 10 ladies dancing, the 11 lords leaping have knocked up the 8 maids a-milking, and the 9 pipers-piping have been arrested for doing weird things to the 7 swans a-swimming The 6 geese a-laying, 4 calling birds, 3 French hens, 2 turtle doves and the partridge in a pear tree have me up to my sled runners in bird shit. On top of all this! Mrs. Claus is going through menopause, 8 of my reindeer are in heat, the elves have joined the gay liberation and some people who can't read a calendar have scheduled Christmas for the 5th of January. Maybe next year I will be able to get my shit together and bring you the things you want.

Far From Heaven
far from heaven ive reasoned my whole life away ive sought and ive seen and ive wanted but couldnt find faith i know there must be a way back but i just cant find the way i just dont know about you give me a sign or at least something that i can see ive heard all the stories but still dont know what to believe ive been told im headed for hell but i just dont know how to feel i just dont know about you far from heaven ive reasoned my whole life away if you're there i beg of you let me be saved im down on my knees and i pray to you come and show me the way i just dont know about miclang music2007

Pissed Off
GRRRR.. It makes me so mad that people add me to messenger and straight away ask to see my cam so they can squirt a load and shit. And what is worst the asshole that added me got rude to me first and demanded that I show my cam or he will block me cause he doesn't want it to be another guy. here is the convo and you will see that he was rude first. bittennloved (12/6/2007 11:18:51 AM): hiya how are u Amber (12/6/2007 11:18:56 AM): good bittennloved (12/6/2007 11:19:09 AM): cool u got a mic or cam Amber (12/6/2007 11:19:27 AM): yeah but it doesnt work well. who is this bittennloved (12/6/2007 11:20:08 AM): u get no info til i knwo u anot some guy bittennloved (12/6/2007 11:20:13 AM): so either i se eu ro i block u bittennloved (12/6/2007 11:20:15 AM): u choose Amber (12/6/2007 11:20:35 AM): well then i block you if you dont tell me who you are and how you got my addy bittennloved (12/6/2007 11:21:05 AM): u are a guybye Amber (12/6/2007 11:21:16 AM): why the

A Soldier's Christmas
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzz

If U Have A Problem With Me....
then please get off my friends list! i wuz just called a spoiled bitch that bitches about everything... who the fuck cares? duznt everyone here have that right? freedom of speech? so anywayz he blocked me before i could respond... damn... so again, please be my guest and delete me from ur friends list if u have a problem with me...

Yes Fake Pics
IF ANY OF YOU HAVE ADDED THIS GIRL HER NSFW PICS ARE FAKE SHE HAS DOWNLOADED THEM SHE SEEMS TO THINK THAT SHE CAN HAVE ANY GUY SHE LIKES I CAN TELL YOU THAT SHE HAS SLEPT WITH OVER 400 GUYS AND HAS STDs SO TAKE YOU DONT TOUCH HER ITS JUST A WARNING THIS HER Andoverbike@ fubar PLEASE REPOST

I Got To Say Sorry
GOOD MORNING AFTERNOON WHATEVER IT IS WHERE YOU ARE ...I GO T TO SAY SORRY TO ALL MY FRIENDS IF I HAVE NOT GOTTON TO YA IN A WHILE I AM TRYING TO GET TO EVERYONE IF ONLY TO SHOW LOVE ..WANT TO SAY HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL ...YOUR FRIENDSHIP MEANS ALOT TO ME .........HAVE NOT FOGGOTON BOUT ANYONE ..E BEEN VERY BUSY HERE LATELY ......BUT OVER THE HOLIDAYS I HOPE TO CONTACT EVERYONE ...THANKS AND HAVE A GREAT DAY .AND A SAFE WEEKEND ..........................................................SHOWIN ALL LOVE RON

Hey All... My Contact Info!!!!!
HEY HEY HEY.. for ALL MY FRIENDS and FAMILY... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE... i decided to just post a blog and let EVERYONE know what my contact info is... donbellwa on yahoo/email igor2@hotmail.com on MSN/email/myspace and OF course you can always contact me on here... MUCH love to all... Don / Lover1371 PS... if you decide to contact me on ANYTHING.. PLEASE... let me know who you are...lol...

Poem
She stays there where I prepare for every dream- She's the scheme to every plan, she's the reason that I'm a man. The unknown place within my head- that special place where things seem dead; I was whitewashed, now I paint it red- I paint her face upon my bed.

Seriuosly
I am here to meet cool ass people and maybe find a online relationship. If you are a perv ar a hater please don't bother. I am a cool ass bitch who likes to have a good time, and party. I have a really big heart and it gets broken very easily. So please haev some respect and don't bother if you don't mean it.

A Different X-mas Poam
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twen

'twas The Night Before Christmas' - Twisted...hehehe
'Twas the night before Christmas, and damn it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look out for

Going Into....
week number two and good news they're right where they are supposed to be as in they haven't fallen!!! Still feeling like doo-doo but will be back to normal soon and kissin and lickin and gropin soon.... Nip Tweeks MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

Ha`ppy Birthday Knut!!!!!!!!!!!
Dear Knut: Happy Birthday!!!!!!!! He was born on BERLIN! (deutchalnd) today is him happy birthday numbers one!!! He live on a ZOO of Berlin hes a POLAR BEAR! HUGS KNUT! SEE pics on default folder

Venting
Sometimes I just think about how I want so much more in life, but I don't understand why. I have all I can ask for and I am very, very thankful for what I have. I dunno if that is a good thing or a bad thing, or maybe just an indifferent thing. Sometimes though, life makes no sense what so ever and it all just seems so meaningless and sometimes it just kinda comes together and things make sense, at least for a brief moment in time. Maybe I just think way too much. I just want a real job, nice things, and to meet this man of my dreams. I would give him the world if I could, but what good would that do? I'll just find something more useful. My thoughts are kind of starting to run together, as you can tell. I am tired, lonely and upset. Anyways, I should stop rambling now. I was just venting my feelings of want. As long as I have God, My family, My love, and my health..I guess I shouldn't complain.

If I Cried A Tear
If I cried a tear from my broken heart,a lonely tear for a world fallen apart. Would you ease my pain and my misery, would you care and comfort me ? If I cried at ear of painful sorrow, If I lost all hope for a new tomorrow. Would you dry my tear's and ease my pain, Would you make me smile once again ? If I cried a tear from within my soul, The flame turned dark and icy cold. Would you relight the embers deep inside, would you dry the tear I have cried ? If I cried a tear full of pain & misery,A tear so dark like the flame inside of me. would you chase away the gray clouds & the rain, would you bring back my beautiful rainbows again? If I cried a tear of nothing /it just ran down my face. A tear longing for a warm, gentle embrace.would you be there in my time of need,would you...I beg?......I plead?

A Little Advice............
IF YOU THINK TOO MUCH... YOU HAVE MORE QUESTONS... IF YOU DREAM TOO MUCH... YOU MISS WHATS IN FRONT OF YOU... IF YOU LOVE TOO MUCH... YOU WILL ALWAYS BE BROKEN.... LIFE COMES WITH NO GUARANTEES... NO TIME OUT- NO SECOND CHANCES... LAUGH AS MUCH AS YOU CAN... SPEND ALL YOUR MONEY... TELL SOMEONE WHAT THEY MEAN 2 U... TELL THEM OFF... HOLD SOMEONES HAND... COMFORT A FRIEND.... SPEAK OUT LOUD... DANCE IN THE RAIN... FALL ASLEEP WATCHING THE SUN COME UP... STAY UP LATE... BE A FLIRT... SMILE TIL YOUR FACE HURTS... BE AFRAID TO FALL IN LOVE OR TAKE A CHANCE... AND MOST OF ALL LIVE IN THE MOMENT... BECAUSE WHEN YOU LOOK BACK... SOMEDAY KNOWING YOU HAVE NO REGRETS... IT'S GOING TO MAKE YOU SMILE!!! AND ALWAYS REMEMBER.... THAT I'M EVERYTHING I SAID I WISH I WASN'T... AND NOTHING I SAY I AM... IT'S NOT ABOUT BEING WHO EVERYONE ELSE WANTS YOU TO BE... IT'S ABOUT BEING YOURSELF... AND FINDING SOMEONE WHO LOVES EVERY BIT OF IT!!!!! SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO... STOP

Thankful
As we are in the xmas season remember your family and friends for they are in your life for a reason. Enjoy the time you have with them for it could be taken away tell them that you care for you may never get the chance take that chance and say what you want for they may not know how you really feel be thankful you have someone who cares for you never know what might happen you may lose them in a second and never get the chance to say I care.

Today
My hororscope.... You're often telling other people how it is -- or how it should be -- but today, you need to turn the tables. Try not to say as much and really listen to everyone of any importance in your life. WOW..... seriously???? of all things.... WOW....

Genuine Finnish Kebeb...
I had pasta with cheese and tomatosauce for lunch. Actually, I eat pasta quite much, almost everyday. Once I was asked, what is the typical Finnish food, I couldn’t answer. The pasta with cheese and tomato didn’t sound the right answer, even if it was the truth. Because, there’s no real Finnish food, or they are very few. We like to mix different traditions around the world. In Finland, there’s a fast food chain, which has an advertisement saying “genuine Finnish kebab” (which is the title of this post aswell). But I think no one denies, that kebab is a part of Finnish cuisine. It’s extremely popular, and there’s a kebab kiosk on every corner. They say sausages are traditional Finnish food. Or at least the advertisers say. Which is quite paradoxal, because Finnish sausages doesn’t taste that good. They include too much flour, and too little meat. Compared to German, Polish, or Hungarian sausages, Finnish products are quite modest. Well, maybe the traditional “black” sausage th

A Redneck Letter
Dear Billy joe Bob, I'm writting this slow because I know you can't read fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your Pa read in the newspaper that most accidents happen within 20 minutes of your home, so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address because the last family that lived here took the house numbers when they moved so they wouldn't have to change their address. This place is really nice. I even has a washing machine. I'm not sure it works so well, though, Last week I put a load of clothes in and pulled the chain, we haven't seen it since. The weather isn't bad here. It only rained twice last week; the first time for three days and the second time for fourdays. About that coat you wanted me to send; your Uncle Bubba said it would be too heavy to send in the mail with the buttons on, so we cut them off and put them in the pockets. Bubba locked his keys in the car yesterday. We were really worried because it took him two hours to get me an

When She Smiles
"WHEN SHE SMILE'S" WHEN SHE SMILE'S, I FEEL ALIVE. DETERMINED TO BE, AS I STRIVE. WHEN SHE SMILE'S, I KNOW NO PAIN. YET STILL I BELIEVE, I'M GOING INSANE!!!! WHEN SHE SMILE'S, I KNOW SHE'S REAL. SO FOR NOW, I KNOW WHAT I FEEL. WHEN SHE SMILE'S, I'LL HIDE MY PAIN. BE ALL I CAN, TO HELP HER CHANGE.... by;Paul A. 11-9-07

Next Round
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The Moment...
lay down your silky form on the ground as the shadows arouse your skin to feel every touch of my tongue, engorging your seed to the point of liquid ecstasy, spread your enlonged legs to the point of no return, caressing yourself constantly to uprise to the moment of no return, close your eyes and feel my eyes stalking you w/ my member, lurking inside of you swallow every bit of me, feel me at the back of your throat, drowning you w/ such sweetness, gasp for air, for you are in the moment of pleasure...... a sensual bite on your inner thighs, drawing a drop of blood, bleeding to your seed, extending my tongue and buring it ...........for a taste

My Wish
On a cold day before Christmas, but it is warm inside, you and I finally meet. You are wearing a juicy, short dress ... but the surprise is yet to come ... You have on a shimmery, seductive, red, lace lingerie on underneath that makes me think that Santa was very good to me for Xmas! We are talking about the sinful red that brings delicious thoughts of you to my imaginitive mind and of what I will do to you next. Are you ready? In a box that is wrapped in bows and ribbons to perfection, there is a double-edged red dildo! You are surprised at the Christmas colour! I have more plans though ... I decide to take you shopping at any store you desire, as long as it has a big dressing room ... The dressing rooms are very big and spacious for some afternoon delight. We know why we are sneaking away to the dressing room for ... ummm hummm ... We close the door ... and I give you a French kiss that you have never indulged in ever in your life. I look at your beautiful face and yummy bo

What Did You Expect?
What Did You Expect? You came into my life As quickly as you left. You grabbed a cutting knife And sliced right through my breast. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? My heart now cut in two It feels beyond repair. Injury done by you God, life just isn't fair. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? So here we are, just friends, But I long to be more. Desire with no end Throbbing from my core. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect?

Sick Puppy
My Puppy is very sick she might have cancer. I cant do anything for her. She is by far the most important thing to me. She has helped me through so many bad times. I need to help her but no one can. PLEASE GOD DONT TAKE HER FROM ME TOO !!!!

Rob Zombie - Dragula
Superstition, Fear, and Jealousy Dead I am the one, exterminating son Slipping through the trees, stranglin the breeze Dead I am the sky, watchin angels cry While they slowly turn, conquering the worrrrrrrm Dig through the ditches and burn through the witches I slam in the back of my Dragula x2 Dead I am the pool, draining from the fool Weak and want you need, nowhere as you bleed Dead I am the rat, feast upon the cat Tender is the fur, dying as you purrrrrrrrr Dig through the ditches and burn through the witches I slam in the back of my Dragula x2 Do it Baby, Do it Baby Do it Baby, Do it Baby Burn like an animal Dead I am the light, dig into the skin Knuckle crack the bone, 21 to win Dead I am the dog, hound of hell you cry Devil on your back, I can never die Dig through the ditches and burn through the witches I slam in the back of my Dragula x2 Do it Baby, Do it Baby Do it Baby, Do it Baby Burn like an animal Dig through the ditches and

Forever?
Love You said the words I love you, But it is obvious things have changed. I said the words I love you, And my feelings are still the same. You said I'll love you forever, But forever wasn't long enough. I said I'll love you always, And I'll mean it forever. But I can not imply to you What that means, 'Cause your version of Forever Isn't what it seems, And my version of Always Seems like an unrealistic dream

Phewwww....
I just got done cleaning out my friends list.... deleted allot of people. ya know i am not on here to collect friends and points. im on here to have fun and talk to people. so if you friend request me...be my friend. im not going to be on your page for long if you dont chat and comment me...:) to the folks i have left...LOVE YA! Sarah

He`s Got The Whole World In His Hands
He`s got the whole world in his hands He`s got the whole world in his hands He`s got the whole world in his hands He`s got the whold world in his hands He`s go the wind and the rain in his hands He`s got the sun and the moons in his hands He`s got the wind and the rain in his hands He`s got the whole world in his hands He`s got that tiny little baby in his hands He`s got that helpless little baby in his hands He`s got that tiny little baby in his hands He`s got the whole world in his hands He`s got you and me brother in his hands He`s you and me sister in his hands He`s got you and me brother in his hands He`s got the whole world in his hands He`s got everybody in his hands He`s got everybody in his hands He`s got everybody in his hands He`s got the whole world in his hands

Zzyzx Road
I don't know how else to put this. It's taking me so long to do this. I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight. My muscles feel like a melee, My body's curled in a U-shape. I put on my best, but I'm still afraid. Propped up by lies and promises. Saving my place as life forgets. Maybe it's time I saw the world. I'm only here for a while. And patience is not my style, And I'm so tired that I got to go. Where am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do? Did you really think I wouldn't see this through? Tell me I should stick around for you. Tell me I can have it all. I'm still too tired to care and I got to go. I get to go home in one week. But I'm leaving home in three weeks. They throw me a bone just to pick me dry. I'm following suit and directions. I curl up inside for protection. I'm told what to do and I don't know why. I'm over-existing in limbo I'm over the myths and placebos I don't really mind if I just fade away I'm ready

You Know You're A Cajun When . . .
You Know You're a Cajun When . . . Your last name isn't pronounced the way it's spelled. No matter where else you go in the world, you are always disappointed in the food. You get up in the morning and start cooking a pot of rice before you give any thought to what you'll fix for dinner. Your baby's first words are "long beads." You ask, "How dey running?" and "Are dey fat?" but you're inquiring about seafood quality. When a hurricane is imminent, you have a lot more faith in Nash Roberts than Super Doppler 6000. Nothing shocks you, period, ever. Not politics, hurricanes, red lights, parking tickets, the Saints, Mardi Gras. Your "one martini lunch" becomes a "five Bloody Mary afternoon" and you keep your job. You're walking with a plastic cup of beer. When it starts to rain, you cover your beer instead of your head. Your idea of health food is a baked potato instead of fries with your fried seafood platter. You call tomato sauce "red gravy." You kn

My Results To: "should You Break Up With Him?"
This wasn't a surprise! Not at all! It Was Time To Break Up Last Month! You're way overdue to get rid of this guy. It doesn't matter who's at fault... Just cut him loose! This relationship is no good for you, even if you did him wrong Cut your losses now, not a year from now :-)! Should You Break Up With Him?

Empty Til You Complete Me
Deep inside my soul is aching Longing for your touch Inside my chest my heart is breaking I'm missing you so much You just don't know how much I love you How much I really care My feelings are strong and oh so true This kind of love is rare A life without you is not complete I'm so empty inside I long for the day we will be together And no longer have to hide.

I Will Love Again
For many years my heart was filled with clouds and gray skies, no rainbows, no sunshine! When my heart cried for what it had never known,and others just made it cry even worse! It was like my heart and soul was doomed adn drwoning to the gloomy saddness of love! Then all of a sudden you came along,and my heart fluttered for the first time in years! You chased away the clouds and gray skies;and filled it with blue skies and butterflies! To me you brought back the rainbows and the beautiful warm sunshine! Then all of a sudden not more tears my heart did shed! For happiness and laughter filled the space! So you see no matter what you mean the world to me;for u taught me to see what love is out there bright and not cloudy! Just waiting ont he one to chase away the doom and bring in the Love! So in the end I HAVE WON I WILL LEARN TO LOVE AGAIN!!! Thank you to the special someone by: Diane Miller

I Call Your Name
Longing for you, I call out Your name erupts from my throat Welling, as if from a fountain So deep Within me. Your memory, Distant, it seems Yet, still fresh And vibrant It teaches me, informs me, That I miss you. With all that I have And all that I am, I call out for you… For it is you That makes me whole. My mind commands my voice As I call your name…

32 Days
32 days are not long anymore...but in some way it seems like forever. in 32 days u can lose everything...just the lil things u still have. 32 days without a drama will be so great...well i am supose to see in 32 days somebody..someybody i care for a long time...with all up and downs somebody ever can have. these days seems so long for me now..and i have to see how everything is getting more down.... its bad when somebody blame u for his own drama. its bad that u getting involved in somebodys drama...u want to help out cuz u care and then u get shit back. u have to listen to lies about a person u so much care, u sitting there and listen to things what really hurts..and u still care? is that normal? is that normal that u get then a shit back? i wish 32 days getting over fast, so i still can hold on that lil things what is still there...and not losing that. the only reason u losing it, i guess cuz the other one let it happen...but why? does 32 days mean nothing?

Doughs Pimpout
Doughboy~Bartender for Jens BBW Fortress~Broken Angel's Fuhusband@ fubar There are quite a few people that are special to me here on fubar, but this guy is the most special one by far. He has been there for me when I have needed him. He always knows how to make me laugh and smile when i dont want to. Please go show him some fulovin, hes been stuck on the same level for quite some time now. I dont know how else to repay him for all that he means to me. Love and Friendship Love is like the wild rose-briar, Friendship like the holly-tree— The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms But which will bloom most constantly? The wild-rose briar is sweet in the spring, Its summer blossoms scent the air; Yet wait till winter comes again And who will call the wild-briar fair? Then scorn the silly rose-wreath now And deck thee with the holly's sheen, That, when December blights thy brow, He may still leave thy garland green.

Ready To Fall
You can live your whole life asleep, Accepting the compartment, mirroring the stereotype. It's easy and comforting and meaningless to be taken, locked in by their love. But desire is awake now in me; My eyes are open. Hope, with teeth as sharp as memory gnaws at my soul; And passion, clear as starlight, real as dreams, coaxes me out of the box. I want to walk on wet grass with naked feet, and chase morning from pole to pole. If I go, will you follow? I'm afraid to be alone. Love in the dark always means more. Catch me. I'm ready to fall.

Burning Desire
Beating hearts race, Undulating in Rhythmic unison; Needing to impart the Inescapable embrace. Nearer and nearer; Grasping in Darkened silence. Each gentle touch Seems dearer and dearer; In love, so tenderly, Repeating Eternally.

Anyways
You walked into my Life, when my world was dark and cold, and my heart and soul you did hold. I never knew that you meant so much to me, that my heart was worth enough to care. I started to dream of you at night, you melted the coldness in my heart, with the warmth of your light. I ended up falling for you, how could I not - you're an Angel in disguise, and every touch from you makes my soul hot. But then we are only friends I cannot understand this, I am so far, I cannot turn back now, you are My friend, so what do I do now. I don't know much, except here I am again in Love with my friend. I'm not sure if this is wrong, then again I don't know what's right, I will Love You Anyways, even if its a lonely fight.

My Personal Family :)
I JUST GOT SOME OF THE BEST NEWS I COULD GET,I JUST FOUND OUT THAT MY BROTHER IS GETTING OUT OF JAIL(LONG STORY BUT IT WAS HIS OWN STUPIDITY THAT GOT HIM THERE)IM NOT SURE JUST YET WHERE HE WILL BE STAYIN BUT IM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW :)ITS BEEN ALMOST 7 YEARS SINCE I SEEN HIM LAST.

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"off-line"
This will be my last night on-line as I relocate to another apartment. I will try to get myself set up as quickly as possible. Moving is not fun as you know, and this is no exception. I will disconnect sometime tonight. I hope to talk to you all soon. You know I love chatting but for those who are my friends and I haven't chatted with for a while ... I'm not into friendships for just the ratings. I need friends, and my true friends need me. I'll see ya'll on the other side.

Once Upon A Dream
Once upon a time, in the land of my dream There was a young Knight who searched for his Queen He followed his quest and he searched all lands through He searched for his love, he knew would be true. She has eyes like diamonds, yet dark and so deep The window of her soul, shows a beauty so sweet She has hair like an angel, both raven and long She brings to my heart, love's simple song. He sought out a wizard, to conjure a spell, To find this fair princess, that in his heart dwells. He begged this magician, by all that is right, Find me my love, my soul's true delight. She has beauty unequaled, by all in all time, Her soul is so perfect, it must be with mine, The wizard did tell him, that this lady he loved, Was not a mere princess, but an angel from above. He said all the magic I have in my power Cannot make this perfection, in any number of hours He said you should ask for the heavens to send One of God’s perfect creatures, for your quest to end. So he pra

Which Kind Of Friend Are You??
Sincere Friends... Know my feelings. Reveal to me how they feel. Teach me about myself. Are comfortable with silence. Feel free to tell me the truth. Give me the freedom to fail. Love me for who I am. Superficial Friends... Know only the facts about me. Tell me what they've done. Tell me about others. Feel awkward with silence. Would leave me if I let them down. Love me for what I can do. © Copyright by Sheri Rose Shepherd

A Note To My Friends
We all see the drama and the negative stuff but you know there is so much good stuff also that happens on fubar....Today I saw it not that I dotn see it everyday but today i saw alot of love I need so many to get to the next level and my dear sisters from THE SISTERHOOD came right up like a calvary and got me levelled well along my journeys I made a new friend and the sweet guy only need a little to level f.a.r him the whole bit and still needed help so i called on a couple of my family members that were on and you know they were right there to help me. You all are awesome and I dont knwo what I would do with out each and everyone of you. So all I am going to say is this WwW.SparkleTags.Com WwW.SparkleTags.Com

Everything Happends For It's Own Reason
I come to accept the truth of knowing any day I can be in another accident, hit by a car, or just have something in my body give out. The pain I suffer is not just mine but aswell as the people who help me through everything I have been delt with a Shitty hand. I know I am not the Only one that has been Delt a Shitty hand in life. I know I can say is that I know what it is like to have the highest point of your life be taken away from you in a matter of hours. I am not Wanting anybody to feel sorry for me, becuase I do not feel sorry for myself. I just wish there was away for every ones life to be some what normal. Everyone Deservs a secound chance when it comes to an Illness or anything that comes around. The one kind of people that shouldn't get secound chances are cheaters, and liers and guys who beats girls. Everyone has been Delt a Hand of cards. Some people may love what they have been delt some people may hate what they have been delt. Other people have just been delt a shitty h

Can You Tell Me Why
i can't stand to be followed around...i know that the internet is free reign to anyone on it but damn i can't even go to a fucking site where i meet people that actually like me without others following me....am i really that interesting that you need to be where i am? no that isn't it...oh yeah that's it i remember now...it is that you need to REPORT my information to the one person that SHIT on me! the one person that i practically gave my life for and then turned around and put me out on the street not to mention tried to lock me out of my apt so that i could not get my things although that backfired on them and i got everything minus a couple of things that they stole from me! GET A LIFE AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!! i am not harassing you or bothering you or anything else...can't you extend the same courtesy to me??? oh that's right you have to be nosy and know what the fuck is going on...it kills you not knowing....

Military Humor...
12 Step Program for leaving the Military 1. I am in the military , I have a problem. This is the first step to recovery... 2. Speech: * Time should never begin with a zero or end in a hundred, it is not 0530or 1400 it is 5:30 in the morning (AKA God-awful early). * Words like deck, rack, and "PT" will get you weird looks; floor, bed, workout, get used to it. * "F *ck" cannot be used to -replace whatever word you can't think of right now, try "um". * Grunting is not talking. * It's a phone, not a radio, conversations on a phone do not end in "out" * People will not know what you are talking about if you tell them you are coming from Camp Lejeune with the MWSS platoon or that you spent a deployment in the OCAC 3. Style: * Do not put creases in your jeans. * Do not put creases on the front of your dress shirts. * A horseshoe cut looks dumb, not motivating. * A high and tight looks really dumb as well. * So does a low reg, but not as bad. * A hat

My New Hair Colour ;) Sexy!
I don't think I have stopped much this week. I have been on the go. I guess it is that time of year? I got my computer files all saved and added to the new computer. I never turned off my old computer last night because I know that when I do, it won't turn on again! My new computer is so fast! When I added the pics on the new one from the flash drive, it only took a few seconds! damn! ZIPPY I went and got my hair colored and a tiny bit but. I have been growing it out and don't want anything cut off the length. I wanted to just dye my hair black but my hair beautician freaked out and didn't want to just do black. LOL So I picked an almost black color for the base and a red highlight. I put pictures up so you could see but the flash made my hair look lighter than it is! It is dark. I love the color and so did everyone else there. It is really pretty. I also took pics of my car and posted them on here. The car is dark gray, called Alloy and the inside is black lea

20 Reasons To Date A Cowgirl
20 Reasons to date a Cowgirl! 20 - We can mount with ease 19 - We can go the distance 18 - We have good hip control 17 - We know how fast or slow to go 16 - We can ride in many different positions 15 - We are used to something between our legs 14 - We can always hit the right spot 13 - We are used to a bouncy ride 12 - When we fall, we get right back on and ride harder 11 - We like it dirty 10 - We'll ride for hours 9 - We'll use whips 8 - We love to try new things 7 - We are good with our hands 6 - We get a lot of practice 5 - We know what were doing 4 - We do it in lots of places 3 - We're always on top 2 - We get off easily 1 - We have lots of stamina ~*Cowgirl Up, dust yourself off, get back in the saddle give it one more try, sweat n blood it takes all ya got cause the road to heaven is a hell of a ride, tuff get goin when the goin gets ruff, cause u know u gotta COWGIRL UP!!!

Written For Steve
This is for you my friend, for being there when i needed a friend, for all the love you send my way reminding me that someone cares. Even though miles lie in between you are never that far away. Just a heart beat away. I hold you close in my heart. I hope that we never have to say goodbye. and if we do i wont ever forget you my friend. the gifts that show me that you are there, and you always be there. My friend my life would be so incomplete if I didnt have you in it. My friend this is for you, my shoulder to cry on, open arms whenever you need a hug, and a listening ear whenever you need it. I will always be here for you my friend. This is for you my friend, my friendship when you feel alone, and need a friend. I cant be there to wipe away the tears or hug you when you have had a bad day. and God knows i wished i could. but that no matter how far apart we are I will always care for you my friend. I love you my dear special friend. This is for you my frie

I've Seen Better Days
as a lot of you guys know the last few days have been anything but wonderful. my bday was teh suckz. and it's all been downhill from there. the worst of it all would have to be my car randomly breaking, and me being away from home and not knowing jackshit about cars. all during finals week as well. so if im a bitch or just seem overly whiny, just ignore it. im sure things'll get better but its just super depressing when everything seems to be going to shit and so quickly.

Friend In Need
Time for friends and family to come together to help a good friend of mine and fubar. Tigg the owner of KOPE had his acct. and lounge deleted this morning, He needs to get to lvl 10 fast to re-open a new lounge. His new id is darktigg. Lets get hime leveled fast. Ty for all the help my friends.

Its Hanukkah!
Well its the season for dreidels and gelt. So yeah while they are in the gift shop, get me a damn dreidel. And also since I am your average jew give me your fubucks lol. Well I am also sorry I haven't been around Fubar much lately but I been working my ass off and I am trying to catch up on bills and ect so yeah I haven't forgotten about anyone.

The Biggest Loser And My Nsfw Pics
My NSFW pics are terrible. Trust me, you would want to overt your eyes. I took the in order to chronicle my transformation. Every week or so I will take new ones and see if I can lose some inches or pounds. I have know idea why I chose only to wear a sock!

Real...
Yeah, my man said he wanted somethin real.. Somethin he could recognize, somethin he could feel.. Baby girl said she was in the mood for somethin real.. Somethin that could make her move Somethin she could feel.. Lusssst... sometimes can override trusssst Maybe that's why she gave it up My man said blood spilled out of everything he touchhhhed He crushed everything he touched. Ruined everything he loved, all because he rushhhhhed Blamed it on the times bein rough Doin dirt, with the devil, chasin after the dusssst Make a fussss, if it's them, but we hushhh, if it's us That's why, my momma said she wanted somethin REAL.. Somethin she could be proud of, somethin she could FEEL.. She said they so used to not havin nuttin real.. That they don't know how to act They don't know how to feel.. Lifffffe... ain't meant to come around twice Yeah, that's why I gotta get it right They said I got it honest now I gotta give it LIFE But sleep on it, that's why God g

She's Got A Broken Leg
Hey everyone....do me a huge favor....keep my granddaughter in your prayers... Emma will be three dec 29, yesterday she fell on some juice her sister spilt...and has a broken leg. The break is on her femur above the knee, shs gonna be in a body cast from her little chest, full on the broken leg and partial on the good leg. Shes gonna need a special chair and car seat. She is a VERY entergetic child so this not being able to go is gonna be hard for her....and mom who is ecpecting in May 08 and little sister who is used to playing with her....sigh. There's gonna be lots of patience tried. So I would greatly apperciate any and all prayers for my baby. Thanks!!!!

Stupid Doctor!!!
It's amazing how some people can have no regard for the well being of another and be in the medical profession. While I respect most persons who are in the field of medicine; doctors, nurses, assistants, emt's, and so on... There are some that are just plain stupid, rude, and incompetent. Now, I understand that the field of medicine changes constantly with new medicines, treatments, diseases, and illness, it still amazes me how much one who should be somewhat current on procedure and diagnosis can be so damn stupid. My mother, who has many medical problems, ranging from a stroke to high blood pressure, arthritis to restless leg syndrome, was told a few years ago, that surgery would fix her back problem that has been painful to her. She needs to have 2 discs fused together, and they have been trying to keep her blood pressure under control along with a few other issues including the blood thinners for the stroke she had and such. She has had countless MRI's, x-rays, tests, shots a

Weeweechu
Weeweechu One beautiful December evening Pedro and his girlfriend Rosita were sitting by the side of the ocean.. It was a romantic full moon, when Pedro said, "Hey, mamacita, let's do Weeweechu." "Oh no, , not now let's look at the moon!" said Rosita. "Oh, c'mon baby, let's you and I do Weeweechu. I love you and it's the perfect time," Pedro begged. "But I wanna just hold your hand and watch the moon." replied Rosita. "Please, corazoncito, just once, do Weeweechu with me." Rosita looked at Pedro and said, "OK, one time, we'll do Weeweechu." Pedro grabbed his guitar and they both sang..... "Weeweechu a Merry Christmas, Weeweechu a Merry Christmas, Weeweechu a Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year." MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! NOW GET YOUR MIND OUT OF THE GUTTER!

Life & Pain
Why does life have to be so bad? It seems like things are just falling apart around me and I have no one to talk to about it. The one person I am supposed to count on, I'm hurting even worse by talking about it. I have been so sad and pretty much depressed for the past 2 weeks. I can't help it. People tell me to just get over it, but I can't. It's harder than people think. Work sucks, personal life sucks. What the hell is wrong with me? I'm ready to just disappear and no one believes me. I'm so damn tired of crying everyday and crying myself to sleep at night. I'm sure my best friends are reading this and asking what in the hell is wrong w/me, because I'm not like this when I'm with them. I can put on a BIG front!! That's what I have been doing for the past 2 weeks. I have been miserable. Thanks for listening to me bitch. I had to get this out of my system some how. I love you guys!!!