Sad And Doubtful
She sits and waits as the thoughts and doubts race through her mind. as to what the big secret is all about. the feeling that something isnt right keeps tearing at her gut. is her assumtion right is there another in her lovers life? or is her emotions so over whelmed by all thats happend. could it be that her mind is playing games with her emotions telling her something isnt right?

Wanna Be My Valentine? Fill This Out :)
Be My Valentine Application. " Everyone knows that Valentines day is about a month away so get an early start also everyone knows there's at least one person on here that you wants to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who reply's back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: State You Live In: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I: I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to ma

The First Time...........jr
The first Time Your still a young rose, You will bloom again someday. Don't worry about one pedal, Soon your heart will leave it's leafy womb. Now your beauty captivates them, as they stop and stare. Will you shine again next spring, Or should you even dare. someday again if you choose, You can once again bloom. But the first time I saw you, Forever in my memorey it will loom.

Ladies Protect Yourself!
Because of recent abductions in daylight hours, refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips, forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do : The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like c

Someone
Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances. Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes~~~~ might be lonely. And the word says, 'If I have not Love, I am nothing.' So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, 'I am too Blessed to be Stressed and too Anointed, to be Disappointed!' 'Winners make things happen~~ Losers let things happen.' Be 'Blessed' Ladies~~~~~ and pass this on to encourage another woman. 'To the world you might be one person, but to the one person, you might be the world.'

Geuss What I Was Doin....lol!!
Rolling, Scrolling, Goofy grins go by, who are they, where are they, I wonder what they do, i have yet to see me but ive watched all of you, To the ones that mean more than Love I patiently wait for you to be near, Cause you just gotta hit this cronic shit that in holdin right here!!!

A Man
A MAN WHO I LOVED MORE THAN LIFE TOOK ME AS HIS WIFE A MAN WHO I GAVE MY HEART TO BROKE MY HEART IN TWO A MAN WHO I I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR WALKED OUT THE DOOR A MAN WHO WAS MY MOON LIGHT MIST SHOWED HIS LOVE WITH HIS FIST A MAN WHO WAS MY ONE AND ONLY WALKED OUT AND LEFT ME LONELY NOW THAT MAN I DONT KNOW WHY STILL HS A WAY OF MAKING ME CRY MY LOVE FOR HIM IS NOT THE SAME I KNOW I AM PART TO BLAME dedra

Have You Ever Been Moved
We touch the lives of others in ways we often never know. People sometimes come into our personal world for fleeting moments and can leave us forever changed. We have more power to create or to destroy than we can imagine. We can leave things or individuals better or worse than we found them. A look, a word, a gesture has tremendous impact and frequently we blither along through our existence unaware of the mighty power that our communication wields...has anyone ever moved you or touched you.. Ive met a few in my life that have. My dad for one..whom i dident grow up with..but the few times i met him..he left me changed for the better..has any one ever inspired you?,if so in what way?

To Whom It May Concern
To Whom It May Concern: Why is life so hard. You go though it trying to prove one person that they are the one you want to share your life with no matter what people say. As you look for someone, you find that that person but that person is not what you want but you settle for it anyway. What happens when you make a mistake that will stick with you no matter how many times that forget bout it. The reason that is because that person bring it up in any fight you have because you have done it in the past just to justify what he did. Why is it that people like what they can't have and cheat on someone else because they want it that bad. Or because what they see is willing to show them anything. Why does sin always win in a relationship with tempation.

What?
What? It is such any easy question but so hard to answer. How do you answer it when you mind is going a million miles a minute just trying to comprehend what is going on with your heart? What? It is such and easy question but so hard to answer. I love you! I miss you! I want you! I need you! I can't live without you! You are everything to me! You stole my heart and soul! You make life worth living! You are the most beautiful thing I have ever gazed upon! Will you marry me my love? These are just some of the answers to that simple question. What?

Poetry By Me
Shadows By Alex McKenzie Am I all that I am made up to be? Or am I merely a shadow you see. Is it what I do what makes me...me? Or is that just a I shadow I see. Will I grow evermore not unlike a tree? Or will I live in the shadows I see. Am I ever to be set free? Or am I surely a shadow to be............

Shes So Amazing!!!
please stop by one of the greatest, and nicest women on fubar. shes a great friend, and awesome person. so what are you waiting for? go rate her page, pics and stash and talk to her and you will see what an amazing person she is. ♥ßlðñÐïê♥§låvê♥ ~N~ R/L Wife~² ♥§r Whï+ê Kñïgh+♥ Ð § Ç@ fubar

Info
I have posted two of my original stories in blog form. They don't show up in "my blogs" since they are a little naughty. If you read this and are interested in reading them, I think you can from here. So, if you're able to read them, please comment and/or rate them. thanks! :)

Help Me Please!!!!!!!
Carrie lost her VIP and is in a giveaway for a 3 month VIP.. She needs 17,xxx more comments. Please click the pic below and help her out..

10 Ways I'll Be A Better Person
Baby steps, that's what everyone always told me. Start with a trike, then training wheels, then raise them slightly so I thought they really were helping me and then they came off. Well I've developed my own training wheels to be a better person and these are my own personal 10 goals. I may not reach them all at the same time and they aren't in any particular order of importance but they are still important. 1. Listen more 2. Say thank you more often 3. Smile at strangers 4. Appreciate the small things my boyfriend does 5. Cook a homemade meal more often 6. Keep my pains to myself 7. Pick up more pennies 8. Random acts of kindness 9. Stay organized 10. Give more hugs

Song
"Forgotten" I'm giving up on everything Because you messed me up Don't know how much you Screwed it up You never listened That's just too bad Because I'm moving on I won't forget You were the one that was wrong I know I need to step up and be strong Don't patronize me Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah [Chorus:] Have you forgotten Everything that I wanted Do you forget it now You never got It Do you get it now Yea yea yea yea yea Yea yea yea yea yea Ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah Gotta get away There's no point in thinking about yesterday It's too late now It won't ever be the same We're so different now Yea yea yea yea yea [Chorus] I know I wanna run away I know I wanna run away Run away If only I could run away If only I could run away Run away I told you what i wanted I I told you what i wanted What I wanted But I was forgotten I won't be forgotten Never Again [Chorus (2x)] Forgotten Yeah yeah yeah Forgotten Yeah yeah yeah Forgotten Yea

Boy And A Girl
Boy and A girl A boy and a girl, the best of friends. From elementary to high school from beginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew. They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had in her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no one else home.

A Story I Am Writing
The Zelkaven Sword was forged one hundred years ago. It was supposed to be a weapon to destroy the last bastion of evil, the goddess Letalia’s temple. Evil was nearly destroyed in the land and the people needed one last rallying point. And so the sword was created. The attempt to destroy evil was doomed to failure. First, the best weapon smith in the world was found and asked to create identical twin swords. Next, twin diamonds had to be found naturally born to hold the magic needed. And last, but not least, Zel Kaven, last of the master mages, was asked to imbue the swords with magic and make the two swords one. When wielded, the user was undefeatable. What no one knew was that Zel was one of the goddess’s most loyal servants. He embedded the sword with so much evil magic that the diamonds turned blood red as the swords were forged together with magic. He then cursed the sword to evil. Zel then wielded the sword himself and killed all of the others involved in the

Chicken Saltimbocca
6 (3-ounce) chicken cutlets, pounded to evenly flatten Salt and freshly ground black pepper 6 paper-thin slices prosciutto 1 (10-ounce) box frozen chopped spinach, thawed 3 tablespoons olive oil 1/4 cup grated Parmesan 1 (14-ounce) can low-salt chicken broth 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice Place the chicken cutlets flat on the work surface. Sprinkle the chicken with salt and pepper. Lay 1 slice of prosciutto atop each chicken cutlet. Squeeze the frozen spinach to remove the excess water. Season the spinach with salt and pepper. In a small bowl, toss the spinach with 1 tablespoon of oil to coat. Arrange an even, thin layer of spinach atop the prosciutto slices. Sprinkle the Parmesan evenly over each. Beginning at the short tapered end, roll up each chicken cutlet as for a jellyroll. Secure with a toothpick. Heat the remaining 2 tablespoons of oil in a heavy large skillet over high heat. Add the chicken and cook just until golden brown, about 2 minutes per side. Add th

Hope People Read This One !!!!!
Well first off i came to this site cause a friend invited me and i thought i would give it a try...I have made some really good friends and well i have added ppl that said they wanted to be friends but yet they have never spoken a word to me at all, i believe they just wanted me to add so they could get fubucks and whatever else to further them along ... well i came here to make friends yes it is nice to get further up on the levels and yes it is nice to send and recieve gifts ... i am in a contest and i have asked ppl to help, i did not demand like someone thought i did but i asked and u know out of all the friends i have only 5 ppl bothered to help me i am still not where i need to be but i will get there. But i will not add someone so they can go further. u might as well make sure u want to be my friend and i mean that , so tonight i am sweeping my friends list and the ones that do not bother well u are the ones wh

Poem I Can't Sleep
I wrote this poem over 2 and 1/2 years ago. I can't sleep I toss and turn My heart races as it burns I hear echos of your voice Listening as it fills me with joy Thoughts of you in my head How I feel scares me to death I can't sleep I toss and turn My breath stops when I yearn For you Images I have are so Great and True That when we meet, we come unglued Every Inch of me Screams Your name I hope and pray you feel the same I can't sleep I toss and turn My Heart is tainted for you We don't know how the ending will be But I truly hope it is with me The only Question I have for you Does your heart yearn for me too?

Leaving Behind By Red Wanting Blue
Don't try to explain I've been here before The phone calls and the letters of loved ones Always prying to and implying that when The stormy sides of dreams arrive I'm feeling the consequences Hit I've tried to escape I'm drifting from shore The bough breaks from the weight of loved ones Who leave us gliding forward and flying out When the sunny sides of dreams have Died I'll feel the consequences Lift I've tried to explain But the right words feel wrong Big mistakes feel the well when the love is gone And now there is crying and good-bying No I've had enough I've had too much The feeling strains me I've had too much This feeling drains me With so much at stake I'm leaving behind the shortcuts To find The long way home

Help Out A Great Person
Fire My Words THIS IS MY GIRL CHERRYBOMB (CLAIRE) AND I'M PIMPING HER OUT TONIGHT. SHE NEEDS ABOUT 100 MORE PROFILE RATES. SO MY FRIENDS I CALL ON YOU TO HELP HER OUT. SHE'S A GREAT LADY AND MEANS A GREAT DEAL TO ME. STOP BY AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE. HERE'S THE LINK TO HER PAGE. RATE HER, FAN HER AND FRIEND HER YOU WONT BE SORRY. ~Cherrybomb™~ Cõ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.Mystic Tearz of LDC~FAR~GHOSTRIDER'S GF~@ fubar THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND FUBAR LOVE

Military Girlfriend Prayer
Give me the greatness of heart to see, The difference between duty and his love for me. Give me the understanding so that I may know. When duty calls him, he must go. Give me a task to do each day, To fill the time when he's away. When he's in a foreign land, Keep him safe in your loving hand. And Lord, when duty is in the field, Please protect him and be his shield. And Lord, When deployment is so long, Please stay with me and keep me strong.

Wow! Something To Think About...
I just wanted to see if anyone every looks at blogs, or if I am just wasting my time should I decide to write more entries into mine. GOCTHA ! Thought I was gonna have a Pervy Session here huh? Oh and BTW.. you do earn points for commenting on blog entries, and rating blogs so I hear, so even point hogs can participate, which means you can make a blog writer feel like they didn't waste their time.

A Dying Soul
A Dying Soul Walking down this road we call life, it's all I can do not to pickup a knife, my mind twists, riddles, and bends, no one can help me not family nor friend, I have been waiting year after year, for someone to save me, dry my tears, yearning, longing, praying for relief, rid my heart of my undying grief, Why can't they love me, Why can't they see, what have I done wrong, guess I just don't belong, I strive for attention, but it seems I'm in a separate demention, my voice they never hear, my soul might as well disappear, They never see me as I see them, they rip my spirit limb from limb, in death I will be cold and alone, but in life what warmth have I ever known, All the thoughts and feelings I am displaying, I'm sure aren't even worth me saying, but to die I am too scared, that it will prove all I have feared, That no one will care, that no tears will be shared, I will be forever alone in my grave, with no soul left to save.

In The Afterglow
She lay serenely in the afterglow The sweat of passion spent Vaporized and no more Her hair tousled, frames a peaceful face The red glow of the cheeks still visible Her eyes resting, her mouth open slightly Her full lips still moist, her pale skin smooth No hint remains of what passed The contortions of orgasm Which were etched into her innocent face Linger no more but shall again soon She lies beneath a silken sheet Stretched more tightly across her breasts Showing them in sharp relief The cool air from the open window Arouses her nipples Which stand proud through the silk She murmurs in her sleep and squirms in unison As her arousal continues elsewhere If her lover does not return Her satisfaction will be in her own hand copyright EveningStar

Ugh Viruses Suck Ass
Im gonna be offline for a few days to or possibly less if i get this fixed, I have a major problem with spyware on my computer at the moment and havent been able to fix it so until its fix I dont want to take the change of being online and making it worse......... have a good week everyone :) Ill be back as soon as I can.

My Life Right Now
right now life is just about where i want it to be. my divorce has its final hearing tomorrow. im a ball of nerves, but thanks to my guy , im doing good. im getting ready for a big move wich will make me ALOT happier and get me away from alot of drama from ALOT of different people.... its funny a year ago, i wasnt this happy.... what a difference a year can make. you can get your head on straight , find out whos real and true and who isnt..... and you can also find out who will kick you in the teeth and say no biggie... now about the love of my life... hes amazing , he takes care of me when im sick. and he dose anything in the world for me. i love him so much , and we can see our selves together forever! he treats me better than my ex ever did. he gets along great with my familt ( big plus there ) and he spoils my neice rotten! i cant wait for me and him to have kids some day . im sure he will be an awsome dad! well that is all i am going to blog for now. take care and pos

How Dare You....
How dare you walk into my life at the eleventh hour, Causing confusion in my world and seizing the power That I possess over the feelings I choose to have for a man, You weakened my wall by holding my hand; By being the man that I miss And showing you care in just one kiss. How dare you walk into my life through the back door and unannounced; Leaving me dreaming of every moment we've spent together and thinking of every ounce Of desire I feel to have our souls connect in such passion that it's surreal; To feel your heart pounding against my chest, To be entangled in each other's arms, My lips kissing your neck as your tongue explores my breasts; Back and forth, up and down, On the floor, in the shower, 'Til my head rests on your chest at the morning glory hour. How dare you walk into my life and expose these thoughts that I have buried for so long, That I have been able to suppress So that I may go on; You've put me in a spot from which I cannot move, You've

Open Heart Surgwry Today!!
Open heart surgery today at 6:30am for my husband. Lots of prayers please.

Depression
Depresstion is a dangerous tool It can sometimes lead you to the unknow I am so lost in my head and heart Not knowing which path to part I know now life will never be the same With out the smiles and every day rain So I look with in my self to uphold A brand new day to smile and withhold

Do Cell Phones Cause Accidents?...or...
Good Morning, I seen a little ditty on msn about a couple who apparently succeeded in a 8M $ heist but sounds like the did not totally get away with it if it is on the news… But my story has nothing to do with that couple. Mine takes place due to an email I received yesterday. It was titled: “This is what happens when you are texting while driving.” If you have seen this email circulate around the net then you know it is very graphic and very upsetting to view. But, as always I am going to give my side, the Marty Touch to it as well as other things we as lemmings get trust onto the band wagon of life. Texting killed that man? No! The Cell phone he had used killed him? NO! The driver of the truck not paying attention to this man’s use of his cell phone while he was behind the wheel and in motion? NO, NO NO! You know what really killed him? Loss of focus. Plain and simple. See there are those out there that will jump on the band wagon of life just to do the right thing because they feel

~~lonewolf~~
~LONEWOLF~Across the milesyou have brought me smilesAlthough my voice you have not heardYou've listened carefully to my wordsAnd I want you to know, Im glad we metBecause in my heart, deep down you're a treasured friendThanks for you're FriendshipAnd Thanks for being YouStop by and say Hello to this one of a kind man Show him lots of Love. He off all people deserves it Stop by and have him make you a custom skin£ÕÑÊWØ£ƒ™ of The Brotherhood- N.A.P Member- Fu Slave of Goddess of Light@ fubarBrought straight at ya fromFknCrazy*** OWNER OF CLUB NAUGHTY N NICE***~~Happily Fu-0wned by *LONEWOLF*~~@ fubar

Tank And The Achille's Bowl
Yeah, so I was cleaning my pipe earlier, because I have no weed, so I tried to get a resin high, and the bowl broke. Depressing. Now, this pipe was a TANK, I didn't see it breaking at all. Turns out that even though the glass is super thick on the outside, the bowl was made out of really thin glass. I've had it for about a year, my longest lasting glass pipe... I think I might convert to metal pipes, or just smoking joints... and I had just named the thing too... :(

My Addiction
My Addiction You seemed to have everything. The way you walk, the way you talk Drives me nuts I have something to say You have become my addiction You're the reason I smile The reason I breathe life into this body I have an addiction It's in the way you say my name It's in the way you look at me In the way you lust to have me again My addiction is you, the way you smell How you hold me through the night Your lips upon mine My addiction is the way we make love How you tread kisses everywhere The way you make sure the passion Is an even match I have to admit my favorite Addiction is you and everything you do. Copyright ©2008

What Is Yuwie?
First off, Yuwie is 100% FREE. Yuwie is like any other "connect with friends" or social networking site. But we have one major difference. Use Yuwie - Get Paid! Yuwie pays you to blog, upload pictures, refer friends, chat, hang out, etc. Ask me just I'll give you the link

Strange Creature Immune To Pain
Strange Creature Immune to Pain Charles Q. Choi Special to LiveScience LiveScience.comMon Jan 28, 8:31 PM ET As vulnerable as naked mole rats seem, researchers now find the hairless, bucktoothed rodents are invulnerable to the pain of acid and the sting of chili peppers. A better understanding of pain resistance in these sausage-like creatures could lead to new drugs for people with chronic pain, scientists added. Naked mole rats live in cramped, oxygen-starved burrows some six feet underground in central East Africa. Unusually, they are cold-blooded — which, as far as anyone knows, is unique among mammals. "They're the nicest, sweetest animals I've ever worked with — they look frightening, but they're very gentle," said neurobiologist Thomas Park at the University of Illinois at Chicago Scientists knew the mole rats were quite sensitive to touch — perhaps to help replace their almost useless eyes. After probing their skin, Park and his colleagues unexpectedly disco

A Special Word
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Contest Help!
Just joined a contest for a 1 day blast. Need 1000 comments. Help? See Rules from Stephanie below first... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=822967&i=2267524028&idx=0 You will have exactly 7 days from the day your pic is loaded to complete the contest. As your friends need to add me (and rate and fan would be nice too!) before they can bomb you, I encourage you to share my bulletin or you may copy and re-post it as a new bulletin or blog so everyone you want to help you fully understands the rules. Comments count as ONE rate. Any evidence of blasters or other forms of “cheating” will result in automatic disqualification. No exceptions. Please private message me with any questions or concerns. And remember to PM me when you are finished so I can send you the blast! Good luck and have fun! Steph

Lemons & Sugar
LEMONS and SUGAR This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror Where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world That you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world Love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you Is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, Even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you Before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, Something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you Take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So......... If you are a loving frie

Leveling??
So just wanted to know which of my bad boys here are close to leveling let me know send me a note so that I can post a bully for you and help out Send me a note do not shout me and let me know how much u need to level and I will get started

Wishful Thinkings
of all the things that i want out of life, i would have to say, i would want to wake up in ur arms, each and every day. if i could just go back in time, and change all that has occured, i would not be sitting here now wishing for u to return, and... watching raindrops pouring down, that is all i do. crying out without a sound, waiting for just u. trying hard to control my heart as another peice of it falls. please return and pick me up.. no more do i want to crawl.

Oh, Sweet, New England!!! Lmao
Diary of a Demented Snow Shoveler -December 8 6:00 PM It started to snow. The first snow of the season and the wife and I took our cocktails and sat for hours by the window watching the huge soft flakes drift down from heaven. It looked like a Grandma Moses print. So romantic we felt like newlyweds again. I love snow! -December 9 We woke to a beautiful blanket of crystal white snow covering every inch of the landscape. What a fantastic sight! Can there be a more lovely place in the whole world? Moving here was the best idea I've ever had! Shoveled for the first time in years and felt like a boy again. I did both our driveway and the sidewalks. This afternoon the snowplow came along and covered up the sidewalks and closed in the driveway, so I got to shovel again. What a perfect life! -December 12 The sun has melted all our lovely snow. Such a disappointment! My neighbor tells me not to worry- we'll definitely have a white Christmas. No snow on Christmas woul

Cheatin Ass Hoes
tell me ladies is it normal for a woman to cheat on her man for three straight years what do u say to something like that????

The Way You Should Treat Your Girl
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy

Background
Welcome to random thoughts as you follow my journey to entertainment domination. I've been interested in the entertainment industry since I was knee high to a grasshopper. I was born an actor. I did many plays in my church youth group. I slain them. Then one night I got a reality check. I was told to give up acting and to find a real job. My world came crashing down. I was still a young impressionable kid. This news came from my mother of all people. A mother is supposed to support whatever her kids wants to do in life. And it doesn't help going to a catholic school (I'm not catholic btw)which the commandment is to Honor Thy Mother And Father. So whats a young kid to do? I still harbor my desires to be an actor. But what to do when your mother controls your life and have to be home as school ends? Why I never joined the drama club or any other after school activities. Then came the teen years and the discovery of drugs. Well let's just say I did enough drugs to fry my brain

Wiccan Rede In Italiano
Bide le leggi che di Wiccan dobbiamo, nell'amore perfetto e nella fiducia perfetta. Viva e lasci in tensione, ragionevolmente l'introito e ragionevolmente il give. Lanci il cerchio tre volte circa per impedire di entrare gli alcoolici diabolici. Legare il periodo sempre lasci il periodo essere spake nella rima. La morbidezza dell'occhio e la luce del tocco, parlano piccolo, ascoltano molto. Deosil va dalla luna d'inceratura, Chanting fuori il Rune delle streghe. Widdershins va dalla luna waning, Chanting fuori il rune baneful. Quando la luna della signora è nuova, baci la mano a lei, i periodi due. Quando la luna guida al suo picco, allora ricerca di desiderio del vostro cuore. Faccia attenzione al vento fortissimo mighty del vento del nord, blocchi il portello e cada la vela. Quando il vento viene dal sud, l'amore bacerà il thee sulla bocca. Quando il vento salta dall'ovest, le anime partite non avranno resto. Quando il vento salta dall'

It's A New Year 2008
Hi to all friend old and new it's been a long time sence my last blog I have made some good one's of course and some that realy opened up people's eyes about alot of stuff but this 1 here will change alot of people's view's on me im sure. I have been on this site now about 2 1/2 years wowe time goes fast when we all have fun and flirtin here and there huh hehe. First off my choice in pets ok well its snakes and its snakes because i work and travel alot soo I dont realy have time for a dog or cat realy my snakes are tame i handle them often and they know me and no they dont bite no 1 or kids even at the bmx races ok. and no there is no fangs or poison either I shop smart when I buy a snake. unlike some people do with buyin a dog or even a lizard or a spider for a kid of any age. and yes they can and do keep me single but in this life its to each there own right? soo im cool with it if buy chance i meet a woman who is ok with snakes then soo be it and if i dont then im still cook wit

Wonderful Fema
I swear this current Administration and the lackeys they put in position of authority is just insane on the real. I'll set the story for those who don't remember. The Bush Aministration put someone in charge of an important organization like FEMA who had experience in managing horses or some shit like that as well as other bogus credentials. FEMA's brilliant idea first was to put hurricane survivors on cruise ships. Ok you've lost family members n friends as well as your homes and property to flooding. Why in their right mind would FEMA rent cruise ships for millions. The luxury cruise lines made millions and didn't have to do anything for it. Free money. Its idiotic. Then I just see on the news that the trailers that FEMA set up for hurricane survivors have been making people sick. Formaldehyde in the trailers is causing people to get sick researchers just found out. They also said that FEMA knew this would happen and was happening, but covered up the results. FEMA of cour

Cursing At Work
Dear Employees: It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of normal conversation with their coworkers. Due to complaints received from some employees who may be easily offended, this type of language will no longer be tolerated. We do, however, realize the critical importance of being able to accurately express your feelings when communicating with coworkers. Therefore, a list of 18 New and Innovative 'TRY SAYING' phrases have been provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in an effective manner. Number 1 TRY SAYING: I think you could use more training. INSTEAD OF: You don't know what the f___ you're doing. Number 2 TRY SAYING: She's an aggressive go-getter. INSTEAD OF: She's a f___ing bit__. Number 3 TRY SAYING: Perhaps I can work late. INSTEAD OF: And when the f___ do you expect me to do this? Number 4 TRY SAYI

Annoying Q
so here is a Q i find annoying. "Why arent u married? (Why dont u have a BF?)" There are only 2 answers for this Q; 1.not married by ur choice, whatever the reason is. 2. not married cuz u havent met the right person yet. Why else u aint married? The reason is either one of them, so why ask this dumb Q when u should know the answer is very limited???

What Is Shamanism
Shamanism is classified by anthropologists as an archaic magico-religious phenomenon in which the shaman is the great master of ecstasy. Shamanism itself, was defined by the late Mircea Eliade as a technique of ecstasy. A shaman may exhibit a particular magical specialty (such as control over fire, wind or magical flight). When a specialization is present the most common is as a healer. The distinguishing characteristic of shamanism is its focus on an ecstatic trance state in which the soul of the shaman is believed to leave the body and ascend to the sky (heavens) or descend into the earth (underworld). The shaman makes use of spirit helpers, with whom he or she communicates, all the while retaining control over his or her own consciousness. (Examples of possession occur, but are the exception, rather than the rule.) It is also important to note that while most shamans in traditional societies are men, either women or men may and have become shamans. There are a number of rel

Moon Phases And More
Moon Phases New Moon: The Moon is not illuminated by direct sunlight. Here, the Moon is Maiden. Waxing Crescent: The visible Moon is partly but less than one-half illuminated by direct sunlight while the illuminated part is increasing. The Moon is Maiden. First Quarter: One-half of the Moon appears illuminated by direct sunlight while the illuminated part is increasing. The Moon here is Maiden/Mother. Waxing Gibbous: The Moon is more than one-half but not fully illuminated by direct sunlight while the illuminated part is increasing. Three days before the Full Moon. The Moon here is Mother. Full Moon: The visible Moon is fully illuminated by direct sunlight. Here the Moon is Mother. Waning Gibbous: The Moon is less than fully but more than one-half illuminated by direct sunlight while the illuminated part is decreasing. Three days after the Full Moon. The Moon here is Mother. Waning Crescent: The Moon is partly but less than one-half illuminated by d

A Loan From God
God promised at the birth of time, A special friend to give, His time on earth is short, He said, So love him while he lives. It may be for eight or ten years, Or only two or three, But will you, till I call him back, Take care of him for Me? A wagging tail and cold wet nose, And silken velvet ears, A heart as big as all outdoors, To love you through the years. His puppy ways will gladden you, And antics bring a smile, As guardian or friend he will, Be loyal all the while. He'll bring his charms to grace your life, And though his stay be brief, When he's gone the memories, Are solace for your grief. I cannot promise he will stay, Since all from earth return, But lessons only a dog can teach, I want you each to learn. I've looked the whole world over, In search of guardians true, And from the folk that crowd life's land, I have chosen you. Whatever love you give to him, Returns in triple measure, Follow his lead and gain a life, Brim f

Never Too Late By Three Days Grace...i Love This Song
Music Video: Never Too Late by (Three Days Grace) Music Video Code by Video Code Zone and i feel like this describes me everyday recently...

Saying Grace In A Restaurant!
Saying Grace in a Restaurant! Last week, I took my children to a restaurant. My six-year-old son asked if he could say grace. As we bowed our heads he said, "God is good, God is great. Thank you for the food, and I would even thank you more If Mom gets us ice cream for dessert. And Liberty and justice for all! Amen!" Along with the laughter from the other customers nearby, I heard a woman remark, "That's what's wrong with this country. Kids today don't even know how to pray. Asking God for ice cream! Why, I never!" Hearing this, my son burst into tears and asked me, "Did I do it wrong? Is God mad at me?" As I held him and assured him that he had done a terrific Job, and God was certainly not mad at him, an elderly Gentleman approached the table. He winked at my son and said, "I happen to know that God thought that was a great prayer." "Really?" my son asked. "Cro

There Are No Words
There Are No Words There are no words ...what can I say? At last her sweet soul winged its way To peace and freedom in the sky Where never again will she suffer or cry. It's all part of God's great plan ... Which remains a mystery to man. We cannot understand His ways Nor can we count our earthly days. But who are we to question and doubt? God knoweth well what He's about; He knew she longed to "go to sleep" Where only angels, a vigil keep. The pain of living grew too great No longer could she stay and wait; She did not want to leave you, dear, But she had finished her work down here. So she closed her eyes and when she awoke, These are the words the Master spoke ... "Welcome, dear child, you are Home at last, And now the burden of living is past." "There's work for you in My Kingdom, dear And you are needed and wanted here." So weep not, she has just gone on ahead, Don't think o

Retirement
RETIREMENT PLANNING FOR 2007/8 If you had purchased $1000 of Nortel stock one year ago, it would now be worth $49. With Enron, you would have had $16.50 left of the original $1000. With WorldCom, you would have less than $5 left. And with $1000 of Delta Air Lines stock, you would now collect $49. But, if you had purchased $1,000.00 worth of beer one year ago, drank all the beer, then turned in the cans for the aluminum recycling REFUND, you would have had $214.00. Based on the above, the best current investment advice is to drink heavily and recycle. It's called the 401-Keg Plan.

Woman Are Clever
A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished but amazingly neither of them are hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After they crawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The woman says, 'So you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should meet and be friends and live together in peace for the rest of our days.” Flattered, the man replies, 'Oh yes, I agree with you completely. This must be a sign from God! But you're still at fault...women shouldn't be allowed to drive. The woman continues, 'And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely God wants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune.' Then she hands the bottle to the man. The man nods his head in agreement, opens it

Top Ten Ways To Know If You Have Pms...
10. Everyone around you has an attitude problem. 9. You're adding chocolate chips to your cheese omelet 8. The dryer has shrunk every last pair of your jeans. 7. Your husband is suddenly agreeing to everything you say. 6. You're using your cell phone to dial up bumper stickers that says, "How's my driving? Call 1-800-EAT-SHIT." 5. Everyone's head looks like an invitation to batting practice. 4. You're convinced there's a God and he's male. 3. You're counting down the days until menopause. 2. You're sure that everyone is scheming to drive you crazy. 1. The ibuprofen bottle is empty and you bought it yesterday.

Be Mine
Be My Valentine A guy walks into a post office one day to see a middle-aged, balding man standing at the counter methodically placing "Love" stamps on bright pink envelopes with hearts all over them. He then takes out a perfume bottle and starts spraying scent all over them. His curiosity getting the better of him, he goes up to the balding man and asks him what he is doing. The man says, "I'm sending out 1,000 Valentine cards signed, 'Guess who?'" "But why?" asks the man. "I'm a divorce lawyer," the man replies

Info About Me
Alright soo i'm really NOOB to this site.. My name is Kevin, and I'm from Schaumburg Illinois, but stationed in Fort Hood texas.. Right now i'm open to meet anyone around any of those two areas.. I'm currently deployed to iraq. I'm a military police officer but am trying to reclass to special forces when i'm back in the states.. I have a bike right now, but due to the fact that my internet sucks I can't upload a picture.. Yea it's a crotch rocket, when i'm finally back home i'll be having a new bike.. I'm pretty much the typical guy. I love to have fun, an Adrenaline Junky and yes i'm single.. Got out of a relationship because I was deployed.. Ohh well. I've escaped death one too many times and actually got a video of my truck getting blown up, it's on my myspace.. If you want to add me on myspace send me a message and whatnot i'll tell you the link.. Any questions ask! I'm open to meeting new ppl.

My Fu-owner.. Wildcat!
Thats right.. for the month of February I am owned by Wildcat.. this guys awesome.. always making sure my face is out there either with blasts or VIPs! Everyone stop by and add/fan/rate him.. he's a great guy and needs some fu-attention from all my great friends!! :)

Weather Or Not?
Anyone living in New England area south of Massachusetts .... .... is it raining yet? They are saying rain for tonight and tomorrow. What's the weather where you are?

Be Mine My Love Poem
Be my Valentine, my love, As I will be for you, And we will love the whole day long, And love our whole lives through. For love has no parameters And does not end with time, But is the gift of paradise, A pinch of the sublime. So let us take this holiday To resubmit our love To those within that know no sin And with the angels move.

U
im not suppose to miss u im not suppose to care im not suppose to live my life wishing u were there im not suppose to wonder where u are or what u do im sorry, i cant help myself i really do miss u

The Luck Of It All
I guess this started around my b-day. I had been kinda down cause it really didn't seem to matter to anybody except me. Hell the person I expected most to care didn't tell me for 3 or for more days and our b-days are within a couple of weeks of each other. Anyway I get to work the next morning and fall on the ice and break my hand. It would be all well and good, could still play playstation, lol, but I wasn't getting paid for it. Could have taken to court but would have lost my job or worse. well the buildup to Xmas is drawing to a close and I am really sweating about getting a couple of gifts and can't afford. I really never have handled the holidays well and I am alone in Iowa now, no family at all, or at least none I would clame, except for my sister which I have not seen in 13 years. I thought that I would be a real dissappointment to two people. Well Found out a couple of days after Xmas the woman that I care for had found her knight in shining armor. It hurt but I guess I thought

Never
never say i love u if u dont realy care never talk bout feelings if they arnt really there never hold my hand if ur going to break my heart never say your going to if u dont plan to start never look into my eyes if all u do is lie never say hello if u really mean good bye if u really mean forever then just say youll try never say forever cus forever makes me cry

Thinking
Newest poem thank God i’m back to normal couldn’t write for 6 months Category: Writing and Poetry The Perfect Woman Smart, Beautiful, Loving, and caring, Able to put up with any mans faults, but wishes for the man who's her soulmate, Time, and relationships from the past have molded her into the woman that she is, She doesn't care how she looks, because she knows inside her beauty is unparalleled, With one smile, or one word spoken she can calm the most serious of situations, Her warmth could warm a frostbitten man, Written by: AL Copyright 11/20/07

Missing My Son Char
well it's been 2 months that i have not had my son with me. I went to court on Jan. 11th and they told me i had to go to parenting classes, take a drug test, do med. mangament and alot of of things before i get him back. well i have been doing everything that they told me to do. I go back to court on Feb. 12th to see if i get my son back or if they want me to want.

Rip Little London Marie
R.I.P. London Marie Sherwood.. so sad... =(December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF ANYONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WITH U THE WHOLE TIME DONT GIVE THEM TO ANYONE ONE THAT U DONT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GOING TO PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WHAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNOW LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY BABY GIRL.... SHE DIED ON HER 3MONTH BDAY........SHE HAD 6 FRACTURED RIBS..... BOTH OF HER LEGS WERE FRACTURED.... AND HER BRAIN WAS SO DAMAGED THAT IF SHE WERE TO

Show Some Love To These Awesome People
Please stop by these great people contest and show them some love. Needs 22,000 more comments for HH Needs 3000 comments for a 3-day blast Needs comments for fubucks Need 25,000 comments for a 3 month VIP

Ten Rules To Live By
#1 Throw out nonessential numbers This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctor worry about them...that's what you pay him/her for. #2 Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches will only pull you down. #3 Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. #4 Enjoy the simple things #5 Laugh often. long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. #6 The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive. #7 Surround yourself with what you love, weather it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge. #8 Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help. #9 Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, to the next country, to a foreign country, but NOT to where the guilt is. #10 Tell the people you love th

Asking 4 A Favor
hi there i am asking for a favor i am in a contest and i need help i need 15k for a 7 day blast or vip this is my first contest and i am not good at asking for help ... i am not demanding like a few ppl thought i am asking for the help ... here is the pic or link u can go to if u can find it in your heart to help me ... i will return the favor ....thanks michelle

Nature Nurture My Soul
Touch the face of the heavens Feel the burn of the stars Fly with the wind Dance with snow Be as free as the clouds Wander as untraceable as the air Lighten my path as the sun Yet be able to hide like the moon Stand firm as the trees Lay peaceful as the water Destroy mine enemies like fire Heal mine friends softly as herbs Let my nature be as nature One circle within my soul One flame within my heart One action after another

Cleanse
It was a maze to solve to get to my heart. Once you reached the end, you ripped it apart. I'm plotting the murder of love. The sun burns forever, somehow reminding me of you. Yet your aura is black, hollow and cold. I'm forced to cleanse the clearing within the pasture of my soul.

1 Sides Friends !!!!!
dont try to make to many friends on here, they will say"ive got ur back " when ur down and out and then without know that knife gos through ur back from them. and they will be one sideed if u ever get into a bind on here and walk away frow u like u never was alive trust me ive been there and it fucking sucks so watch out who u befriend on here

Alone
Forever alone in my silence, I feel myself swimming in fear. Consumed by the thought of rejection.. Restless, I do adhere. Cards delt from the wrong deck of decision, I hold my hand high as I cry. Truth be known, This fault is of my own. Life carries no sympathy to buy.

Open
Open up and let me in. Let me bleed your soul. SHow me the true you- No more hidden messages. Let me know your fears - Bring me into your world. I'm not hear to judge - just observe... learn, possibly linger. Dwindle your nerves with my little finger. I wanna taste your un-canny ways, Wanna gain your trust. Wanna dip inside of you- Just to feel your lust.

A Friend For All Seasons
True friendship is like a strong sturdy tree It matures and spreads its branches giving comfort It yields itself to us without condition or request It's there for a reason to help us through each season. In the spring it blooms new hopes and dreams for the future In the summer it reassures us when the heart grows restless In the fall, when the twilight years fade to gray it consoles us And in the winter, it shows compassion when the end is near. True friendship is like life giving rain that nurtures our spirit It is a beacon of trust that guides us in those troubled times It calms the tempest storm that stirs from within us It will always and forever be the landmark of our soul.

A Lost Soul
IN THE EYES OF THE LOST IN THESE EYES I SEE A SOUL,LOST WITHIN THE ESSENCE OF DESPAIR.I HAVE GONE THROUGH EMPTY SHADOWS OF PROMISED HAPPINESS,AND I HAVE FOUND NONE.I HAVE SEARCH FOR THE REASON AND NOT AN ANSWER.AND I GAVE UP.GAVE UP MY SELF,AND WHAT WAS MOST IMPORTANT,MY DIGNITY.I STRETCHED ME TO THE LIMITS,AND COULDN'T FIND THE PERFECT SOLUTION.I STRUGGLED THROUGH A MIND OF INDIFFERENCE,AND THE CAUSE BECAME UNKNOWN.DEFEAT BECAME MY ONLY RESOURCE.I TURNED SO MANY WAYS IN A BED OF THORNS,AND SOUGHT NO RELEIF,YET,I REACHED OUT AND I FELT ALL ALONE.MY TEARS,EASED UPON THE PILLOW,SO MANY NIGHTS,I STOPPED COUNTING.I SCREAMED AND NO ONE HEARS ME.IT IS A SILENT TERROR DEEP WITHIN ME.I FELL,AND LOOKED FOR THE HAND THAT WOULD LIFT ME UP,AND THERE I SIT IN A PILE OF DUST,LEGS CROSSED,AND I JUST SIT.DEEP WITHIN ME I KNOW,I REALLY KNOW.ONLY I CAN PICK MYSELF UP,DUST OFF THE DIRT,AND RAISE MY HEAD AND SAY,"I AM IN CONTROL OF MY OWN FAIT."BUT HOW CAN I WHEN,I DON'T HAVE IT IN ME TO FIGHT ANYMORE.

To Far Ahead
I LET MY EMOTIONS GET AHEAD OF MYSELF. WELL I WOULD SAY ABOUT SIXTY PERCENT OF THE TIME. NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY TO CONTROL THEM IT SEEMS I LET IT HAPPEN. I HAVE HAD MY SHARE OF HURTING FOR A LIFE TIME SO I AM TRYING NOT TO LET MY MOTIONS GET AHEAD OF THINGS WHEN IT COMES TO MEETING PEOPLE. BUT THERE IS ONLY ONE PERSON THAT HAS MADE IT EVEN HARDER FOR ME TO CONTROL THEM BUT I KNOW IF I DONT I WILL LOSE HIM AND I DONT WANT TO DO THAT. AND EVEN IF I DO GET THEM UNDER CONTROL THERE IS NO GUARANETTE THAT HE WILL STAY. I KNOW I HAVE TO BE PATIENT AS WELL, AND THEN AGAIN PATIENTS IS ANOTHER THING THAT I HAVE A HARD TIME WITH WHEN COMES TO SOMETHING OR SOMEONE THAT I WANT IN MY LIFE. I ALSO KNOW THAT IN ORDER TO HAVE THEM I HAVE TO WORK ON BEING PATIENT AND MOST OF ALL THESE FREAKING CRAZY EMOTIONS OF MINE THAT SEEM TO "FUCK" THINGS UP FOR ME NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY TO CONTROL THEM. I TELL MY SELF WHEN AND IF I MEET THIS GENTLEMAN THAT I WOULDNT DO THAT, WELL GUESS WHAT THE SHIT WENT

Pms
12 THINGS PMS STANDS FOR: 1. PASS MY SHOTGUN 2. PSYCHOTIC MOOD SWING 3. PERPETUAL MUNCHING SPREE 4. PUFFY MID-SECTION 5. PEOPLE MAKE me SICK 6. PROVIDE ME with SWEETS 7. PARDON MY SOBBING 8. PIMPLES MAY SURFACE 9. PASS MY SWEATS 10. PISSY MOOD SYNDROME 11. PACK MY STUFF &&& MY FAVORITE ONE 12. POTENTIAL MURDER SUSPECT PASS THIS ON TO ALL OF YOUR HORMONAL FRIENDS & THOSE WHO MIGHT NEED A GOOD LAUGH!! ...OR MEN WHO MAY NEED WARNING!! &&& REMEMBER: MONEY TALKS..... BUT CHOCOLATE ROCKS!!

Jack Schitt!!
For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son wi

72degrees Today!
We had a high of 72 degrees today! In January! and it's supposed to get down to 25 tonight! WTF?

Tear Me Down
tear me down to leave me that way broken and lost I keep you in my dreams time doesn't always ease the way you make me feel tears become salt for wounds hidden away dead eyes and half smiles hide it from the outside I guess I forgot to forget you again

Squeeze Me Macaroni
Just a silly song. I wanna lock Betty Crocker in the kitchen And knock her upper during supper Clutter up her butter gutter Hostess Ding Dong wrapped an eggroll around my wong While Dolly Madison proceded to ping my pong Your Milky Way is M'n'M in your britches And I'll tell you Baby Ruth it looks mighty delicious Keep blowing my gum, cuz here I come I'm gonna get you all sticky with my Bubble Yum I was givin' some head to some french bread It was a four course orgy on the spread of my bed French kissin' french fries in my Fruit of the Looms I get deeper penetration with a fork and a spoon I got yogurt meat loaf smeared all over my ass I stick my weiner in two buns and and then give it the gas Sour cream from my spleen into Levi jeans Gonna bust the seams with my refried beans Ronald McDonald just loves to be fondled With Big Mac he'll fuck it like a Chicken McNugget Colonel Sanders wants to goose Granny's loose caboose He's gonna give her a boost wit

Hawaii
They were determined to make this a real vacation by not wearing anything that would identify them as clergy. As soon as the plane landed they headed for a store and bought some really outrageous shorts, shirts, sandals, sunglasses, etc. The next morning they went to the beach dressed in their "tourist" garb. They were sitting on beach chairs, enjoying a drink, the sunshine and the scenery when a "drop dead gorgeous" blonde in a topless bikini came walking straight towards them. They couldn't help but stare. As the blonde passed them she smiled and said "Good Morning, Father ~ Good Morning, Father," nodding and addressing each of them individually, then she passed on by. They were both stunned. How in the world did she know they were priests? So the next day, they went back to the store and bought even more outrageous outfits. These were so loud you could hear them before you even saw them! Once again, in th

Is It Really Cheating?
According to Webster, and his dictionary, cheating is defined as the following: to deprive of something valuable by the use of deceit or fraud; to influence or lead by deceit, trick, or artifice; to elude or thwart by or as if by outwitting; to violate rules of dishonesty, to be sexually unfaithful. Now I know a lot of people who would disagree with that last line. Them girls be spittin’ if their man even so much as turns his head in the wrong direction. Oh.No.He.Dinnit! You know what I’m saying? Hells yeah. But is that fair? Is that even cheating? Let’s find out by reading the rest of my article… I can be a huge flirt. So it would be completely hypocritical for me to unleash my wrath upon the person I’m dating for doing the same thing that I might—even though it’s very possible I’d do it anyway because my wrath doesn’t like leashes. Go figure. The point being that, when considering what cheating is in my opinion, I have to first think about who I am and what I do. Would someone

Well Tell Me
i need some critisim

I've Made A Choice...
with alot of thought and instead of leaving this site,im gonna delete those who didnt cherish my friendship as i did with them or give a chit about me for that matter.so if your still on my list then you know you mean something to me.it's time for a new start with people that really care...xoxoxo

First Time Flyer!!
ok i was wandering if any of you people who has flown b4 have any advice for someone whos going on there first fight here in a few days right now im very nervous and any `help or suggestions would be nice ty for reading and hope you all have a good day.

Code For Bulletins/mumms With Backgrounds And Fonts
Below is a picture of the code I use in my bulletins. All you really need to do is copy this into a new bulletin, if you wish change the url of a background graphic and you're all set.

Something Very Important
Over the past years the Juggalo Family has grown into a loyal representation of 100,000 plus ninjas. All of us can relate to each other's personal lives. However, as we have grown some of us have placed a higher emphasis on their own point of views than on our Unity as a Family. Thus, certain groups have begun to alienate themselves from the rest of the Family. On November 5th, 2002 the Almighty Sixth Joker's Card dropped and The Wraith showed us that now more is the time to start functioning as a Family....now is the time to stop hiding. Now is the time to show the world that we are a Family, and a Community, and we deserve to be treated as such. The Dark Carnival as a Faith became more clear to us. The mission of the Fellowship of Juggalos is to give back what greed has taken; and to Unite the Family once more. To prove to the world that strength comes in numbers. To show our voice of Peace to those who are open-minded enough to hear it. The Fellowship made a commitment to

Not Strong Enough.......
I don't know if im strong enough to get threw this. Now of all times i am not sure that i will make it threw the night knowing at any point in time the phone will ring and it will give us the news that he's not with us anymore. I'm trying so hard to be strong and i'm not doing a very good job of it, I find myself slowly losing grip of everything. Everyone is counting on me being strong but im not sure i can be i dont think i can make it threw this i feel so lost. How will i manage this knowing everyone else will look to me for strength when i have no strength to give. I feel so powerless and there is nothing that i can do to change that, No matter my screams of pain or tear filled eyes will change the fate that we're all bound to. No it's not time yet it cant be he is suppose to live long enough to see his first great grand child. How could he be dying he was so strong, and how do you let go, I can't just say goodbye its impossible im not strong enough to do this not again

At It Again. Own Me
Well here we go again.. in another auction... OWN ME. You Know You Wanna. WOOT WOOT.. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=686367&albumid=824624&i=3827029490 ^^ copy and past that link and bid on me and rate my pic. heres what i offer > ~ stated owned by in name~ > ~ daily comments for one month~ > ~ daily gift for one month~ > ~ 1 SFW Salute > ~ 100 11's during hh for one month~ > ~ all stash rated during hh~ > ~ pimpout on profile for one month~ > ~ yahoo add~ > ~ my undivided attention when online.~ > ~ #1 friend and family add for one month.~ > ~ Other offers are negotible..~ Own Me Baby!! WOOT WOOT!! Luvver'sz Beautiful Disaster

We Need A Leader Like This!
From Prime Minister John Howard - Australia Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia , as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks. Separately, Howard angered some Australian Muslims on Wednesday by saying he supported spy agencies monitoring the nation's mosques. Quote: 'IMMIGRANTS, NOT AUSTRALIANS, MUST ADAPT. Take It Or Leave It I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Bali , we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Australians.' 'This culture has been developed over two centuries of struggles, trials and victories by millions of men and women who have sought freedom'. 'We speak mainly ENGLISH; not Spanish, Lebanese, Arabic, Chinese, Japanese, Russian, or any other language. Therefore, if you wish to become part of our society . Learn the lang

Meaning Of Colour And Your Birthday!!
Meaning of Colour and your birthday!! Don't cheat Don't cheat, If you are honest, this tells the truth. It's pretty good. Write your answers on a piece of paper, and NO cheating!! The answers are at the bottom. 1. Which is your favourite color out of: red , black , blue , green , or yellow ? 2. Your first initial? 3. Your month of birth? 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? 5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours. 6. Your favourite number? 7. Do you like Flying or Driving more? 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? 9. Write down a wish (a realistic one). When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!) Answers 1. If you choose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue- You are

Biker Handjob
A crusty old biker, with bugs in his teeth, on a summer ride in the country, walks into a tavern and sees a sign hanging over the bar which reads: CHEESEBURGER: $1.50 CHICKEN SANDWICH: $2.50 HAND JOB: $40.00 Checking his wallet for the necessary payment, he walks up to the bar and beckons to the exceptionally attractive female bartender serving drinks to a meager looking group of farmers. 'Yes?' she inquires with a knowing smile, 'can I help you? 'I was wondering,' whispers the old biker, 'are you the young lady who gives the hand-jobs?' 'Yes,' she purrs, 'I am.' The old biker replies, 'Well wash your hands, I want a cheeseburger.

March 20th...a Holiday?!?!
Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for your wife or girlfriend by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner,shows and any other baubles that women find romantic. Secretly...guys feel left out. That's right...left out. There's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or just too embarrassed to admit it. This is why a new holiday has been created. March 20th is now officially 'Steak, Blow job & Shut the Fuck Up Day.' Simple, effective and self-explanatory...this holiday has been created so your ladies can have a day to show your man just how much you love him. No cards, no flowers, no special nights on the town the name of the holiday explains it all...just a steak, a BJ & shut your mouth for the rest of the day! That's it! This twin pairing of Valentine's Day and Steak, Blow job & Shut the Fuck Up Day will usher in a new age of love as men everywhere will try T

Some Good Sex
Having u Screaming for more and more Current mood: naughty Having u screaming for more and more is my mission To please u and satisfy you in every position I start by caressing u wit my masculine hands Not to rough, and not to soft just enough u cant stand As I go up and down ur back touching every curve Having u moan and groan every verb I move to use my lips and my tongue Just kissing and licking down ur back to remove that thong wit only my tongue Know ur moist and wet but I still not ready to give u the dick yet So instead I go down on top ur legs just before the split, caressing and kissing ur thighs Now ur squirming all over the place and I haven't even started to eat and your so entice that u think ur high So I stop the tease game I spread ur lips open I like my finger tip And start playing wit ur clit Know I barely touch the clit but rub it till u keep grinding Now u close your legs wit excitement binding Them together

What A Man Should Do
Every girls dream since they were little girls is that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. • give her one of your hoodies to wear so everyone knows shes yours. • leave her cute text/notes. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. • look at her like she's the only girl you see. • tickle her even when she says stop. • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything • tease her and let her tease you back. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • let her wear your clothes. • when she's sad, hang out with her.

When Girls Don't Put Out!!
Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.' I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!' So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.' She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?' Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went

The Dead Parrot
> At dawn the telephone rings. > > "Hello, Senor Lucky? This is Ernesto the caretaker at your country > house." > > "Ah yes, Ernesto. What can I do for you? Is there a problem?" > > "Um, I am just calling to advise you, Senor, that your parrot died. > > "My parrot? Dead? The one that won the International competition?" > > "Si, Senor, that's the one." > > "Damn! That's a pity! I spent a small fortune on that bird. "What did > he die from?" > > "From eating rotten meat, Senor" > > Rotten meat? Who the hell fed him rotten meat?" > > "Nobody, Senor. He ate the meat of the dead horse." > > "Dead horse? What dead horse?" > > "The thoroughbred, Senor Lucky. He died from all that work pulling the > water cart." > > "Are you insane? What water cart?" > > "The one we used to put out the fire, Senor" > > "Good Lord! What fire are you talking about, man?" > > "The one at your house, Senor! A candle fell and the curtains caught > on fire." > > "What the.....

Redneck Pickup Lines Lmao
Just call me milk, I'll do your body good. Your body's name must be Visa, because it's everywhere I want to be. Can I buy you a drink, or do you just want the money? I may not be Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make your Bed Rock. I may not be the best looking guy here, but I'm the only one talking to you. My love for you is like the Energizer bunny, it keeps going and going. Yo Baby, you be my Dairy Queen, I'll be your Burger King, you treat me right, and I'll do it your way, right away. I'd like to screw your brains out, but it appears that someone beat me to it. If you were a new hamburger at McDonald's, you would be McGorgeous. Is that Windex you're wearing? Because I can see myself in your pants. I wish you were a Pony Carousel outside Walmart, so I could ride you all day long for a quarter. Wanna play house? You be the screen door and I'll slam you all night long. Excuse me, do you have your phone number, I've seem to have lost mi

Hillary Clinton On Gun Control
Hillary Clinton, the lead Presidential Democratic Party candidate is for banning all guns in America. She is considered by those who have dealt with her as a little more than just a little self-righteous. At a recent rural elementary school meeting in north Florida she asked the kids audience for total quiet. Then, in the silence, she started to slowly clap her hands, once e very few seconds. Holding the audience in total silence, she said into the microphone, 'Every time I clap my hands, a child in America dies from gun violence.' A young voice with a proud southern accent (probably Johnny) from the front of the crowd pierced the quiet! 'Well, stop clappin, ya stupid bitch!

Pussy's
GIANT PUSSIES I like pussy. Even better, I like GIANT pussies. Big ol' gashes I can crawl up into and soak in the sweet fragarance of sultry sugar walls. But the GIANT pussies I speak of lurk in New York (where else lately!) These pussies are looking to rock the world of some studs I know up in New England. Now, sadly enough, the GIANT pussies think they have a chance of scoring.... but the big bitches don't! They'll be handed a big heaping portion of patriot pride, RIGHT WHERE IT HURTS! But we've got plenty of time to discuss that whole scenario later, so feel free to chime in NY'ers. Got anythingleft in the tank these days? Or are you just too embarassed that your boys actually play in the swamps of Jersey? EWWWWWWW! JERRRR-ZEEEE

Lets Help Each Other!
BOO! Lets start letting each other know when we are close to leveling.. That way the family can "all" help that happen faster!? Let us know what you think! It will be discussed also at the next meeting...so come and let your opinions be heard! HUGS AND BITES!!

Valentines Day
Today starts the 16 day countdown until February 14th. Valentine's Day. This day is so miserable, it deserves a second title: "Valentine's Day, Or the Modern Masochist" A lot of people blame Hallmark for the ridiculous attention paid to this "holiday" (who the hell deemed this a HOLIDAY?!), but no, this puppy has its roots in Catholic history. It began when this guy, a Saint (how can you be deemed a "Saint" if you bring about hell on Earth?), defied Claudius' absolutely brilliant attempt to ban marriage back in third century Rome. See, Claudius had a problem with nobody wanting to join his military. "So," Claudius obviously thought, "if I simply take away the ceremony, nobody can love one another, and people will join my service." Well well well, Homey didn't play that, and thus Valentine continued to secretly marry couples. Not too secretly, apparently, since paperwork and blood tests had to be filed and all that. Anyway, Claudius (clever fellow that h

Just A Child
a tiny child thats all i was innnocent fuckn innocent and you found lust? just a lil girl.. just learning this life but you took it from me you didnt play nice just a child not even quite one and look what you did it cant be undone pigtails and puppies a diaper and all you sick fuckn bastard i still played with dolls what were you thinking where was your mind was someone your age so hard to find? and what about those those who knew all along i was just a lil baby didnt you know it was wrong? 20 years later i now pay the price because i was a child molested half of my life just a tiny baby full of giggles and coohs you took my life what the fuck was wrong with you!!

Here Your Tree
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Hot Off The Press! The Sexiest Couple On Fubar Has Done It Again Enter The Valentine 's Contest!
HOT OFF THE PRESS! THIS IS WHAT YOU ALL BEEN WHISPERING ABOUT THE SEXIEST COPLE ON FUBAR IN A VALENTINE'S CONTEST STOP BY AND SHOW SOME LOVE TO THE SEXIEST COUPLE ON FUBAR! BULLETIN DONE BY THE ONE AND ONLY AKAMRS. T AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar HERE IS THE

In The Memory
ME LOVING YOU I can not hide the emptiness, drowning out my screams. Refuse to even try to deny, the face i see in dreams. He has the eyes of an angel, and the heart of a saint. Visions of passion, with love he does paint. Fine strokes filled with laughter, bold splashes of lust. Within a matter of moments, our vision is dust. Like ashes of the dead, that are sprinkled out at sea. Should we wake up and realize, its just not meant to be. Im not meant to touch you, or feel the heat float off your skin. The thought of losing you arises, then the nightmare really begins. All the little horrid thoughts, that creep inside my mind. All the things we must accept, and those we'll leave behind. Behind in the memory, of a dream that was true. Behind in the memory, of me loving you.

Dui - Wisconsin Style / This Is Just The Way We Roll...
Go say hi to her!!! Evil A [Owned by DJ Lost Saint][Blue Lounge Manager]@ fubar Only a person in Wisconsin could think of this. From the state where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Wisconsin, after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then r

Please Pray She Gets Better Soon
My babygirl Is sick. Shes just not feeling good at all if you can go by her page and wish her well I'd be greatful. Hell drop her some chicken soup or a get well card. Thank you very much and have a great nighthttp://www.fubar.com/user/957099

Utah Home Of The Uptight Snotty Rich Kids
It's not safe for work because, I am in the mood to bitch piss moan and cuss. First, before I bitch, thanks my two sweet hearts for lovin me back. You know who you are. Okay, now on to the stuff nobody needs or wants to hear. I went to town tonight, of course, I was wearing my black eyeshadow, and my red shiny lip stick, and my pajamas, and black skull scarf wrapped around my neck. I felt fine, and thats all that should count... But any who some snotty ass rich kid blonde chick and her wimpy lanky lookin boy friend were walking in to the store as I was walking out, I was paying no attention to them really, all that was on my mind was getting home to play the new games I bought for my DS.. When they got past me with their backs to me, I heard that bitch ass skank cunt call me a fucking freak. So I just told her to go to hell and kept walking. But, by the time I got to my van out in the parking lot, I was finally pissed. So, I went back in to the store, and walked up to every co

Annoyances
So I don't use this site and upon returning I realize how crowded up with stupid shit it has become First of all the fucking updates are rediculous I don't care if someone uploads a photo,comments someone else ,or takes a fucking shit. If it doesn't pertain to me,please stop fucking informing me of it. All the sites I once loved,now just seem to be pathetic rip-offs of MySpace. does this site still alow nudity? that was probably the only good thing about this site.. except it was usually fat chicks,...which may not be appealing in any other way..but still funny nontheless. anyway I probaby will not be returning to Lost Cherry,Cherry Tap,Fubar,or any other retarded name it chooses to call itself in the future. if anyone wishes to keep in touch www.myspace.com/g0d_is_dead(I wont add you unless you identify yourself) or www.VampireFreaks.com/xBeedingPuppetx -Jamey

Women ... A Study!
WOMEN... I know I will NEVER know ALL the rules but any tid bit of GOOD information that I come across I STUDY HARD! Like this lil information blurb that found it's way to my in box ... 9 WORDS WOMAN USE and their TRUE MEANINGS! 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something,and you should be on your toes. NOTE: Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you abou

Enjoy:0)~%mylovemylife%lv~2~write!!!!!!!!!
Just some things I Wrote~&~FavQuotes: " I LOVE TO WRITE " %////*DNTBASHIT*;0) *BY ME::ENJOY;0). *Don't forget the past but don't live in the past.. Your the only one who can forgive your self... Life's to short To dwell on your mistakes... ** """"Love is blind true love See's ALL""""... ***"Dont ever walk out on "True Love cause You Will Never find that Kind of Love Ever Again!!!"**** **********Never a Heart is curved with pain... That can't be Loved into smiles again."...*********** ***** ***"I felt you come to life on my Heart. We mixed your minds together,An wanted to feel like this forever."**** ******She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left un-dried. And though she's got so much to say, she bottles it up inside. If you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees, a disguise so you won't recognize, this girl is really me..******. ***********"I felt you come to life on my fingertips. I mixed your blood with mine, wanted to feel like this forever.

Oh Shit I Wrote Something Again
I see you before work and when you get home To curl up in bed side by side and nothing needs to be said Those three little words that is in our heads Just a kiss will do on the lips with the feeling of dread for the kids will soon wake with wide eyed faced wanting ever so for mommy and daddy to play to get up and get them changed an everyday event that i love to the core For as long as i see i will always love thee. For each day and night i look forward to being there by your side.

Its That Time Again....
I need around 4k pts to level to FuberLord! Please help me out. Send me a message lettin me know you helped and I will return the love as soon as I get my rates back!

Ive Gone And Done It Again
im in the contest giveaway for a happy hour so i know we all love them happy hours so if you like plese stop by and bomb my photo anytime you like thats where ill be most likely i need 50,000 comments in like 8 weeks or so so if you would please stop by and leave a few commenst when you have the time here is the link click the pick and bombs away

1st Time Yo
this site is the shit but i'm really confused on the way the points and shit work ..and i'm lazy stoner so i dont wanna read the fubible..so then what the fuck yo....whats a ninja to do?

Survey
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Another Update
We have gotten clearance from her heart doctor and everyone else to go and do the surgery. The doctor said that it has gotten bigger and her chances of survival has went down to 25% and me and her have sat down to have the conversation about what she wants to me to do when she passes. I told her that she shouldn't talk like that and that everything will be ok, but she keeps telling me she is having the same dream about dead relatives welcoming her into a bright white house and she feels at peace there and doesn't want to leave. I fear the worse and so does my uncle. We all went out just in case something does happen. We took her to dinner at El Chico's and she felt good through her meal, but near the end she started complaining about a strange pain in her side and then passed out for 5-10 minutes. We took her to lay down at my uncles house because she didn't want to go to the hospital. We agreed that she didn't need to go to any Doctor around here since they would want to go straight i

Another Pointless Attempt
I've sat here for 30 minutes writting blog entries on a variety of topics. In the end none of them have been posted. Only a couple of people would of read them, and likely my point would of been missed totally or been misunderstood. So, forget it. Have a nice rest of the week everyone.

Daddy's Love
Her hair was up in a ponytail Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never see A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, For a man who wasn't there. "Wh

For All The Daughtry Fans Out There
For all you Daughtry fans....On American Idol tonight they will be featuring his song Feels Like Tonight, and also tomorrow night on PBS for those of you that have that channel, he will be performing on PBS Soundstage check your local listings!

I Dreamed Of You
I dreamed of you even though we had never met. I heard your voice even though we had never spoken. You reached out to me though you were far away. I felt your spirit, your soul, your heart. How could this be? Destiny? Fate? I can't give it a name though I know it was meant to be. I dreamed of you. I heard you. I felt you. I lost myself to you. I want you. I need you. I belong to you.

Naggin-ass Men
OK... you know how you always hear about WOMEN bitching and nagging... Well.. once upon a time when I was young and stupid, 10 years ago to be exact, I married a man who can bitch and nag worse than any woman I have ever met. Divorce was final 6 years ago, and the man is still finding things to throw bitchfests over. OK.. now.. his biggest complaint is money. Our divorce left me with a Sears Card Bill, approx. $4000. OK.. the account was in his name only, and already in collections when our divorce was final. I had no access to the account even when I tried to pay it. But he has since paid the bill himself to get it off his credit report. OK FINE. He is now screaming and jumping up and down because I keep telling him I don't owe him the money. I owed it to the COMPANY. There was no written or verbal agreement between us that I would pay him back for paying it. This is also the jerkoff that is attempting to terminate his rights to my 9 yr old daughter because he says he can'

In A Giveaway
ok so I'm doing another giveaway, this time from stephanie...she is awesome. she gives away all the fubucks on the happy hours. so anyway...if you have some time...you can leave a comment or 2. thanks in advance.

Remember Me
time will come and i will be gone with a lot of things left undone but i know you would always remember me who i am, what i used to be and what im gonna be remember me when you walk in the pouring rain like that rain im gonna wash away your pain remember me in the air that you breathe im gonna be the one who'll bring about your life and death remember me whaen you stare at a star kissed night in the darkest night of your life im gonna be your light think of my love as you stare at surging sea my love is like that sea in all its temptous majesty remember me when you cry i'll be there to wipe your tears dry remember me when things go wrong i'll be there to make you strong think of me in the midst of despair im gonna give you tender loving care think of me when you lose hope i'll keep enough of that for us both think of me on your highest point of elation im gonna be with you in suspend animation think of me on your lowest point of depression im gonna take

Sayings
# # Love is a canvas furnished by nature and embroidered by imagination. Voltaire # Love is all we have, the only way that each can help the other. Euripides # Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit. Peter Ustinov # Love is infallible; it has no errors, for all errors are the want of love. William Law # Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever. June Masters Bacher # Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less. Rabbi Julius Gordon

A Lifetime
Never knew that I could feel like this The feeling to share a lifetime with you is so strong It seems so impossible Never knew I can see the sky is blue The world seems to be such a perfect place For you and me to share our lives together Listen to my heart Can you hear it say Seasons may change Flowers may wither But my heart will never dies I would love you To the end of time ich liebe dich

My Candidate From Start To Finish
Whether you are a Republican or Democrat it doesnt matter what matters is that you have pride, trust, love and interest in you party. I have all of that and I have found the candidate who embodies many of the issues facing our great nation. He is my candidate, my Mayor, my fellow Italian, my brother Ny'er, my boy. Rudy Giuliani, Americas Mayor.

My Day To Be......
Hey people...I am bored so im posting up on here. My day will go just like this i promise you, it's gonna be freeze my arse off in my cold flippen house untill bout 11. Then get ready for work. Get to work about noon. Get yelled at for not putten up all the truck shipment that came in yesterday. Which wasn't my fault cause i put up 75% of that truck and the other guys were jacken around not doen nothen. So today i'm putten a boot in someones ass if they try and say i havn't done my job. Then i get off work at 830 and i'll be heading home. Come home get some sleep and get up early tomorow and do it all over again! GOD I HATE MY JOB!! But then again doesn't every1?

Ha!!
I sometimes cant understand why some ppl do and say what they do ! Yes that just made no sense, but to me.. it does..LOL I honestly think i am a very attractive girl.. Yes I AM HAPPILY MARRIED !!!! and would absolutely NEVER leave my husband especially for someone over the comp... Thats just STUPID !! Yes i flirt and like to have interesting conversations..but means ABSOLUTELY NOTHING !! ppl can take it the wrong way and think it means more when ummm NEGATIVE !!! SOO anyways.. Moral of this log with no point.. I AM HAPPILY MARRIED WOMAN AND NO I DON'T WANT YOU !! I WOULD BE WAYYYYY TO GOOD FORYOU ANYWAYS!!! he ! i was just annoyed at someone who mademe feel like I was not good enough !! BLAH TO YOU!!!!

~~ Be My Valentine Application ~~
~~ Be My Valentine Application ~~ This is the "Be My Valentine Application" Everyone knows there's at least one person on Fubar that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who reply's back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Wanted to hold me? Wanted to date me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot

One Day At A Time
Well this has been my first week with just me and my daughter. I get her from day care on friday and have her til the next friday. I'm trying to keep contact with my wife down to a minumum not for my daughters sake but for mine. Just seeing her kills me. My wife moved out of the house and I've been taking care of my daughter for the past three days at our house. It has been hard at times. Being in the house were we all used to live and things not being the same. But I planned out the meals and went shopping. I even came in under budget. So I'm not the mr mom yet, but I know when I have to take care of my daughter I can. I'm stilling working on the schedualing thing. Getting her up and ready in the morning isn't as easy as my wife used to make it look. But we are getting our routine down. I just wonder if I'm being the great dad I should be? But only time will tell. Money sure is tight right now and that is a thing that is always going to bother me. But when I have my daughter I'm n

To All My Friends I Have Met
Just wanna tell all my friends that i have met on here that as of February 5th when i get back from vaction from Florida im done with Fubar i will be deleteing my acount.I,ve had alot of fun with most of the people on here but its just no fun anymore !!! Theres better thangs in life then to have to worry about a make beleave web site that causes trouble with other people !!! I might be back one these days but dont see it anytime soon !!!!! so to all my friends its been fun get ahold of me if ya wanna chat before i leave !!!!! thanks everyone, TAB

Man Ppl Really Need To Get To Know Me
IM A GOOD LETTE I TREAT ALL MY FAMILY WITH LUV AND RESPECT I DONT CAUSE DRAMA JUST WANTED PEOPLE WHO TELL ME THAT THEY ARE DOWN FOR ME TO BE FOR REAL. IF YOUR MY FRIEND AND HOMIE THEN U SHOULD BE READING MY BLOGS AND FINDING OUT WUT IM REALLY ABOUT CUZ I KNOW ALL MY FRIENDS AND STUFF CUZ I TALK TO THEM READ THERE BLOGS. YES I KNOW I HAVE BEEN HIT MOLESTED MENTAL AND PYSICALLY ABUSED AND MY HEART RIPPED OUT BY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND I GET USED ALOT BUT I AINT GONNA LET ANYONE SHIT CHANGE ME IM STILL GONNA B THIS DOWN ASS LETTE I HAVE ALLWAYS BEEN FOR ANYONE WHO IS MY FAM OR FRIEND YOU ALLWAYS HAVE A TRUE FRIEND IN ME. NEVER NEED TO ASK IM THERE BOOYA LUV YA

It's Been A While...
Staind - It's Been A While And it's been a while Since I could hold my head up high And it's been a while since I first saw you And it's been a while since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been a while since I could call you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means It's been awhile Since I can say that I wasn't addicted And it's been a while since I can say I love myself as well and And it's been a while since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been a while but all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day And it's been a while Since I could look at myself straight And it's been a while since I said

Plz Read The Truth About The Real Fubar
Sometimes, it’s hard to be true in this world. Everybody is a great actor on the big stage. Acting up the role they wish to play And create a whole new world full of deceits. People convince themselves a lot And will eventually believe in those lies. Exactly like when I induced myself that he would soon be mine Because I “convinced” myself that he loved me as much. Time passed and thousands times I persuaded my mind passed Saying that I’m over him, that my heart is mended. But of course, at times a script is hard to be comprehended And I become the fool who kills the play on the big stage. I often cheer for him, the star of the show, Who has a talent that he doesn’t even know he has. He’s so good at making people sad And at the same moment, innocently wonders what he did wrong. He certainly must convince himself, too That he has the rights to give others heartthrobs By giving them inexistent loves and hopes And let them live in lies that sounds so believable.

Oklahoma Bound
IT IS OFFICIAL I AM LEAVING UTAH TODAY AND WON'T BE ONLINE FOR A FEW DAYS . I AM MOVING TO OKLAHOMA. I GOT A DREAM JOB OF A LIFETIME. (WELL AT LEAST FOR ME). IT WILL BE BARN WITH OVER 25 HORSES AND 30 COWS AND THEY HAVE A HOUSE ON PROPERTY FREE OF RENT PLUS UTILITIES, LETTING ME BOARD MY HORSES AND THEN PAY STARTING AT 700 A MONTH. FOR SPENDING. FARM FEATURES THIS IS A TOP NOTCH REIGNING RANCH. 150 X 300 OUTDOOR SLIDING TRACK, 2 INDOOR ARENAS, INDOOR ROUND PEN, ELECTRIC HORSE WALKER, 40 STALLS, BREEDING LAB, 18 STAR MARE HOTEL, AND SEVERAL LARGE TURN OUTS. I AM NOT NO FAKE COWBOY OR I WOULDNT BE DOING THIS!!!

One More Fix?
Saturday night, and you're still hangin' around. Tired of living in your one-horse town. You'd like to find a little hole in the ground, For awhile. So you go to the Village in your tie-dyed jeans. And you stare at the junkies and the closet queens. It's like some pornographic magazine, And you smile. But Captain Jack will get you high tonight, And take you to your special island. Captain Jack will get you by tonight. Just a little push, and you'll be smilin'. Your sister's gone out,she on a date. You just sit at home and masturbate. Your phone is gonna ring soon, but you just can't wait For that call. So you stand on the corner in your new English clothes. And you look so polished, from your hair down to your toes. Ah but still, your finger's gonna pick your nose After all. But Captain Jack will get you high tonight, And take you to your special island. Captain Jack will get you by tonight. Just a little push, and you'll be smilin'. So you decide to tak

The Relic
The Relic - 1993 Come in - if you dare. The opening-night gala for a new exhibit at Chicago's natural history museum is under way. But be advised: something terrifying wants to make sure no one ever leaves. Penelope Ann Miller, Tom Sizemore, Linda Hunt and James Whitmore star in this effects-packed shocker that gives haunted-house movies a terrific new setting. And the non-human star (brought to head-ripping life by Jurassic Park Oscar winner Stan Winston) is something no creature fan can let slip by. This horror movie is well written, strange i don't hear more about it. I found it in a pawn shop and fell in love with the plot the first time i watched it. The premise is eerily possible, and really kinda freaked me out for a little while. Acting was great, plot good, and it has an original premise. What i liked was the gore was not a focus really, and the suspense well placed. In the spirit of old, you don't see the antagonist except for quick little glimpses until the

Motley Crue - Smoking In The Boys Room
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The Parent Class Is Great!
I have a big headache this morning. :( I had one last night and it was still there when I woke up. I thought by me having my coffee this morning that it would help and it did a little. Coffee is a cure all! ;) I wish I could just curl up in bed with someone but he is far far away. I went to a class last night that my husband has attended for the last 2 weeks without me because I couldn't go. It is Parent Outreach Program and put on by the local Police Station for parents with strong willed children and teens that are getting into trouble with grades, alcohol and/or drugs. It is once a week for 10 weeks and each week they cover a new subject. Last night it was about drugs and alcohol. We are put into groups the first week and you stick with your group throughout the entire program. You discuss problems and solutions with these parents and the Officers teach the class. There are 2 of them. They also ask people to read out loud certain paragraphs from the book they give

Appointment With Love
Six minutes to six, said the great round clock over the information booth in Grand Central Station. The tall young Army lieutenant who had just come from the direction of the tracks lifted his sunburned face, and his eyes narrowed to note the exact time. His heart was pounding with a beat that shocked him because he could not control it. In six minutes, he would see the woman who had filled such a special place in his life for the past 13 months, the woman he had never seen, yet whose written words had been with him and sustained him unfailingly. He placed himself as close as he could to the information booth, just beyond the ring of people besieging the clerks... Lieutenant Blandford remembered one night in particular, the worst of the fighting, when his plane had been caught in the midst of a pack of Zeros. He had seen the grinning face of one of the enemy pilots. In one of his letters, he had confessed to her that he often felt fear, and only a few days before this battle, he had re

Mumm's
I love the mumms, they are entertaining, to say the least. What really irks me about them, is the people are idiots. Every day we get mumms posted about the same shit, said different ways, but still the same thing. Every day it's the same question that was asked yesterday and the day before, etc. What is the problem with these people? Long distance relationships, do they work? Do you believe in love at first sight? Who swallows? What's your favorite sex position? Should I stay if he/she cheats? I'm in love with a married man/woman, what should I do? Should I post NSFW pics to get rates? Are these people serious? Please tell me they are not really this stupid! Can you imagine what our world really is like with people like this working, driving and standing next to us in line at the grocery store? What a sad, sad world- is it because our school systems suck, too many drugs while their mother was pregnant with them? I wish someone would come up with s

Last Day To Buy Golden Tickets........
Hey My Golden Ticket Lovers....How are you???Did you think we forgot about you?? Well We Oompa Loompa Ladies have been working and a little busy With CUpid also.. Please be sure to Check out the BLogs and watch for your tickets and Lollipops..Remember The Golden Tickets END ToNight at 12 Fubar Time...((Thanks so Much for Participating)) Heres SOme more Amazing People...((That Enjoy Fun))Thanks everyone.. Big Daddy Nick~Club Adrenaline Bartender/Bouncer/Promoter and 2nd Alarm Hottie Minx's B/F $ 25,000.00 ((50)) Tickets Bought By Minx ((50)) Tickets Week Long Special pattycake 24151**fu-engaged to skulls_of_hell** **Club F.A.R**fu-owned by ^sin^ **K.O.P.E** $ 152,000.00 ((304)) Tickets ((304)) Tickets Week Long Special CANADIAN ®- MR. SWEETNESS - SWEATHEART $ 10,000.00 ((20)) Tickets Bought By Partywoman ((20)) Tickets

Do You Really Think So...dah!!!
OK, now really...do you think I'm actually gonna let you see my NSFW folder if you give me no rates, fans, etc. Come on Do I look like an idiot. I'll scratch your back if you scratch mine. You gotta do something for me first. If you don't wanna see it that bad, then don't ask. Come on that's why it says adults only...if you can't figure the above out, than take a cold shower!!!

I Love My Friends
I Love My Friends! ♥ Please Rate, Fan, and Add ♥ I have some really awsome friends but there is one in particular who stands out from the crowd... ~ BigMitch!!! ~ Please Go Spank Him(really really hard)Rate, Fan And...Add Him.... He always returns the love. BigMitch!!!Demon Crew member!!!!@ fubar "If one day you feel like crying, call me. I don't promise that I will make you laugh, but I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away, don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop, but I can run with you. If one day you don't want to listen to anyone, call me. I promise to be there for you but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if you call and there is no answer, come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk or how close you are and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never wi

Feeling Better
01-30-08 Well it's Wednesday, and as most of you know I am feeling alot better. Though I really still dont know what happened I think I'll be on my feet good enough to go back to work tomorrow. I went to the doctors on Monday and that was a waste of 55.00. He did'nt even do a blood test, just looked at the rash and told me it was an extreme abnormal allergic reaction. Like I did'nt already know that lol. He wants to give me predisone which is a steriod. I've had this once before and it made my heart race like crazy, I took myself off of it in 3 days. I tell him this and he says it's the only thing he can give me to break the cycle. So I go get my medicine and I go home. I make myself something to eat etc. Time to go to bed I have a fever thats raging. I wake up I'm soaked in sweat from head to toe, next 5 minutes I'm curled up tight in the covers trying not to let the chill going up my back freeze me to death. The next morning I get up the fever is still there but not bad anymore.

Poem
"It's you that holds me together!" Dedicated to my truest friends. Thank You. Yes it's you that holds me together; But I know that we can't talk forever. Time moves on over and over; And springs will pass bringing many clovers. But no matter where you are; You never will be far. And deep in my heart I know; You will always be a part of me. On the days that I'm feeling very low; Just the thought of you not being there will make my world seem slow. Now this might all be in the future and the futer is looking fine; but who knows that our relationship will continue to strenghthen over time. So I just wana let you know just how much I care; And I will do that by promising that I will always be there. Now if you are sittin there thinking is it me he is talkin bout just think; you's are the ones that keep me alive, and when Life is to much you's help so I nevr have to loose a wink. Michael J. Rommell

If I Make It To 300 First Time In 6years
if i get to 300pounds it will be the first time in over 6 years :) 344 right now 44 pounds to go not much !!!

Fear Of Life
Fear of life what to do Everybodys screwing you Fuck the pain, fuck the fear Your pain is shattered in the mirror No passion, no pain, what can you say Being tortured in every way Im done with this game fuck it im out Im not gonna scream just fuckin shout

Firemans Joke
THINGS THAT SOUND DIRTY IN FIREFIGHTING 1) "This is a big one 2) "It's long, hard and pumps like crazy. 3) "Hard suction." 4) Firefighters are always in heat. 5) Your hosebed or mine? 6) "She's hot tonight, boys!" 7) Being "first-in" isn't necessarily a good thing. 8) Taking your girl for a ride in the pumper. 9) Dressing from head to toe in rubber. 10) Wanna slide down my pole? 11) Firefighters have the longest hoses. 12) A "quickie" is anything under two hours. 13) We need to hit it with a large, heavy stream. 14) She was exposed to a nasty backdraft. 15) Rescuing helpless pussies from trees. 16) Three words - Front mount pump. 17) "Watch out! She's gonna blow!" 18) Forcing your way into a hot entrance. 19) Firefighters "hump hose" all day long. 20) "We're gonna need a little more head pressure." 21) Put the wet stuff on the red stuff. 22) Find 'em hott, leave 'em wet.

:(
I am having quite a hard time, not being bored here lately, and ONLY 18 more days to go of this shit. I really miss my friend. he has only been gone 3 days and Im already..just totally..missin him. i have spent soo much time, worrying aboutmyself, that now taht i am alone, I worry about him. HMM weird blog huh? I dont' really knoww hat else to write ecept, being real. Real people are the ones that go farthest in life. uknow this as well as I. Take the time to think baout others ...before its too late and they end up workingon the road, and wil neevr be home:( Shell

Reaction Time Test
Check this out...I have only lasted 11 seconds so far. Its addictive :) Air Force Test

Reflections
Intrigued by you.... teasing, tantalizing, tormenting me, with your thoughts, your words, your mannerisms. Why must it be? Feelings.... contained, held hostage within these walls. A peek inside.... no lights within, no logic stored, no wisdom found. A sound forms.... reverberating time and again. Echoed or mirrored within my soul. Reflections..... water rippling, provoking inner peace.

Update - Jan. 30
This was taken from Lilli's CarePage Good Morning! Well on Monday my mommy came and so did my Grandma!!! I was happy to see her again (and mommy too)! She took pictures and mommy said she sent them out to many of you. I have been doing good , they have started to increase how much food I get and are doing it a little at a time. Yesterday when my mommy was here the nurse practitioner Paula told her the results of my cranial ultrasound done on monday. And it was GREAT news!!!! The bleeding has completely stopped and there is NO maore swelling! They have actually downgraded my bleed to a grade 2 from a grade 3. That was really good news too! Mommy called this morning and I am 3 lbs 13 oz. Alomost the weight I could go home but I still have a few things I need to work on first. But then when mommy called first thing this morning she found out that I was moved to another pod. Which means I am getting better. I will miss my nurses but I am sure they will come to see me again. Then m

Getting Back Into Art
I could really use some advice, and i know this blog kind of sounds like a mumm, but i just know that my friends won't give me a hard time over some dicky kind of shit like this.....but....what i was trying to get at was this: I want to get back into art and drawing and things like that, but i was just more curious as to what you think gets more attention: figure/body modeling and also in that category is facial profiles (i said "faicals" chuckles). Or, do you think more of the simplistic kind of art work like still lifes, landscapes, and other various kinds of work. Or how about just silly kind of artwork, like lettering or the more professional word for it is "typography", and just kind of out-there kind of art. Which is more appealing? I do want to create some more work, i just don't know which direction i should go? I like all three kinds of artwork, but i was just wanted a little direction on what art has more effect on my peeps and it's more enjoyable to look at?

Death By A Rose
My heart is torn I am in pain My soul is worn I live in disdain Once a life of delight Alive and well I live in nothing but darkness of night An everlasting hell Inside I am dead now I can't take the pain no more I want to be happy, but don't know how But people don't care, they just ignore Someone save me Before I disappear To the lock of my heart, I need the key And what I need is a cure This is a secret Something no one knows Another life to regret A death of a rose

I Love U 2
She had always liked him But never truly knew why He never talked to her His friends had made her cry She smiled at him in the hall He just turned his head He did not care about her Is what he always said But she kept her chin up And she loved him still Because she knew what was inside A hole that she could fill His friends soon caught word Of her feelings toward him They found it hysterical But her love did not dim She knew that she was better Than what they thought she was But still her heart was his For reasons she knew not of She slowly became more forlorn Slipping deep into a hole He was still ignoring her Breaking her delicate soul But her love did not falter She always thought of him But all the rumors about her Put her closer to the brim On the final day His friends played a trick Told her that he loved her Just to watch her tick Sadly she believed them And she was overjoyed Litt

Nsfw????
SO I AM SITTING HERE AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I GET THESE EMAIL STATING THAT I HAVE SOME PICTURES ARE NOT SAFE FOR WORK (THERE WERE A FEW THAT I FORGOT TO CLICK)!! ANYWAYS, I KNOW THAT TWO OF THEM WEREN'T AND THE OTHER ONE I QUESTION. IT IS OK TO HAVE A PICTURE OF A GUY AND A GIRL KISSING AND ITS SAFE BUT MY KISS PICTURE ISNT JUST BECAUSE IT IS 2 GIRLS?? EXPLAIN THAT ONE WOULD YOU??

Thanks
This is a real quick thank you - 2007 was a terrible year for me and right at this moment things are still really tough BUT I don't wanna be all doom and gloom cos I have so many things to be thankful for and have made some wonderful friends on here I want to thank each and everyone of you in my family cos in your own way, whether its you letting me ramble on at you for ages about nothing, or for you making me laugh, or letting me cry. You have helped me in SO many ways Luv ya all

What Its Like To Be Me
basically starting now i have lived alone, for most my life,yes been happy..had 2 failed relationships but lived with it since its deemed possible that God doesnt want me to have one, i am too old for preisthood lol so thats out, so i just sit here and wonder if, "hey...am i just here to amuse people in my life and not be happy?" or is there really someone round my age out there and we are missing each other for some god awful reason? lol. i have had angioplasty done for my heart due to chest pains that were gettin worse n worse..now ifeel fine and i think most ladies are afraid that i may croak....and get left with nothing but pain. i live check to check..fixed income. so that is partially of it too i think...but oh well...they dont realize that hey...i am actually a very nice guy who has a heart full of love and is willing to share it with any lucky lady.....any lady out there.....but i guess nice guys do come last!

Mosquito Remedy
Mosquito remedy So you don't like those pesky mosquitoes, especially now that they have the potential to carry the West-Nile Virus? Pass this on to anyone who likes sitting out in the evening or when they're having a cookout Here's a tip that was given at a recent gardening forum: Put some water in a WHITE dinner plate and add a couple of drops of "Lemon Fresh Joy Dish detergent". Set the dish on your porch, patio, or other outdoor area. I'm not sure what attracts them, the lemon smell, the white plate color, or what, but mosquitoes flock to it, and drop dead shortly after drinking the Lemon Fresh Joy/water mixture, and usually within 10 feet of the plate. Check this out --- it apparently works just super!!! And pass it along to your mailing list...

Wtf...
Wow, i have learned so much in the last two days, it is absolutely rediculous... BJ, my soon to be ex husband, finally fessed up and told me that it was true that he cheated on me last january... 3-4 hours after i left him for hurting me one night. then the very next day he came down from wv to nc and talked me back for another 8 months of hell... his step-dad called me after i left bj this last time and told me that there was an 18 year old girl in the town where we lived claiming that BJ had gotten her pregnant. of course i confronted him about it and he denied it. Well, i eventually let it go, who really cared anyway? That's what I thought, lmao... this past sunday he calls out of the blue to tell me he needs me to help him with the taxes and he'll give me some of the money, he'd be down here in nc monday. I didn't see him monday, he made up lies all day to avoid it. I met up with him yesterday to supposedly do the taxes, nope, he came clean about the cheating because De

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My Living Will
My Living Will Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.....

Irish Bars
> Irish Bars >> Said the Scotsman: "I still prefer the pubs back home. In Glasgow there >> is a little bar called McTavish's. The landlord there goes out of his >> way for the locals so much that when you buy 4 drinks he will buy the >> 5th drink for you." >> "Well", said the Englishman, "at my local, the Red Lion, the barman >> there will buy you your 3rd drink after you buy the first 2." >> "Ahhhhh, that is nothing", said the Irishman. "Back home in Dublin we >> > have Ryan's Bar. Now the moment you set foot in the place they will buy >> you a drink, then another, all the drinks you like. Then when you have >> had all you want, they will take you upstairs and see that you get >> laid, >> and it is all on the house." >> The Englishman and Scotsman immediately scorned the Irishman's claims. >> But he swore that every word was true. >> "Well tell me," said the Englishman: "Did this actually happen to you?" >> >> "Not myself, personally, no," said t

What Supervillian Am I
Your results:You are Apocalypse Apocalypse 73% Lex Luthor 70% Magneto 68% Mr. Freeze 68% Mystique 66% Venom 65% The Joker 64% Dr. Doom 63% Riddler 62% Catwoman 57% Dark Phoenix 56% Green Goblin 50% Juggernaut 46% Kingpin 46% Poison Ivy 39% Two-Face 34% You believe in survival of the fittest and you believe that you are the fittest. Click here to take the Supervillain Personality Quiz

Thinking Of You
Thinking Of You I thought of you today But that’s nothing new I thought about you yesterday and the day before that too for every day good or bad you'll always be in my head I hope you've understood everything I’ve said This isn't just a joke or a silly lie Id never do anything to make you wanna cry I'm sorry if I do something to make you really mad It only comes back and makes me really sad I really do love you and everything you are I hope this relationship gets really far Ill never get you out I simply don't know how In fact I'm thinking of you right about now Your everything I need and everything to me You know exactly who you are and what you want to be You always make me smile just by being there I hope you know how much I really do care Every time I think of you my stomach seems to twist This is why I love you, I’ve made a huge list The list goes on forever and never will it end Neither will our relationship you'll always be my friend not just a simple f

Bouncers
Is there anything more irritating or less usable than the bouncers who jump in at random? I wonder at times why it happens and the only thing I can figure is that their cheap servers are so overpowered that normal typing skills cause them to crash constantly.

Great People
Lately I've done some complaining about some of the people I've run into while going through fubar. After my last gripe it dawned on me that there are a hell of a lot more good people here than there are jerks. I came back this time because a friend asked me to join her. I haven't seen her since early on, I assume she's having fun but I've had contact with some old friends and made new. Those of you who I've contacted I want you to know that I really enjoy and appreciate your friendship.

In Kids School Lunches...yum!
this is for the people who constantly lecture me on how i need to eat meat and how the animals arent treated or killed in a cruel way... and uhm this video kinda proves MY point that they ARE treated like shit... and i dont lecture you for supporting it..so DONT lecture me for NOT supporting it! have a nice night =]

Comfort In Loneliness
I’ve learned to take comfort in my loneliness It’s a place I know so well At ease and protected alone in my mind And my soul, my body tormented in hell. Yes, alone in my mind there is no pain A safe comforting place held so deep inside No suffering, no one to shatter my dreams Away from the strife of my life I can hide.

1,000,000 Fubuck Contest Update!!
..here's an update on the contest!! It's the Halfway point! It's seriously competitive! Remember, rates = 10 points, comments = 1 Point each!...Here's the breakdown as of 1/30/08 @ 8:45Est.. ...everyone's been awesome! These numbers aren't too much for anyone to overcome!! Thanks to everyone who's been bustin ass!!

You
You You lift me up To touch the sky. You show me worlds Beyond the eye. You light the fire That woke as ash. You built the plane They couldn't crash. You race for me The hours of night To light the stars With pure delight. We glide through seas We grow through earth. I hope you know Just what you're worth. We'll face off those Who send the hounds. With stance so bold We'll stand our ground

You Are Invited To The Grand Opening Of The Body Shop Lounge!
http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54360 Copy and paste in the address bar... The lounge is a S&M / bikers lounge. For right now I have hip/hop music but am looking for old time rock and roll and help would be great! Please stop by and get a free drink when you join! plus the 1st 30 member get a free gift! I am hiring greeters and bartenders! Also bouncers! any one wanting a lounge job just let me know! TYVM~Donna~ All members get a special ID tag! Made special for the lounge members only!

What Color Should They B???
Your Eyes Should Be Blue Your eyes reflect: Innocence and sweetness What's hidden behind your eyes: A calculating mind What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

I Never Thought I Would Be Here
I have come to realize that after loosing something that was very precious to me, I have been awakened emotionally by a wonderful man. I cannot believe how he affects me by just his laugh on the phone and his soft voice when he gets tired... I truly never thought I would find love again, and boy was I wrong about that. Bryan has made me experience life again. I now wake up to a new day, with new possibilities. It has happened very quickly, but when it's right, no action can ever be too soon. Today is a very important day for us and will always be remembered. I can only wish that everyone gets to experience what we have. My advice to some people is to be patient, love has a way of showing up and knocking on your door when you least expect it to. So the next time you are down on yourself, always remember that there is someone out there going through what you are at that present moment, as you two are walking the same path to watch the same sunset in each other's arms when it's

Family And Love
i have two different families now and it seems like my new found family loves me more than my own and i dont know why. my real mother never calls me anymore and neither does my youngest sister. but my other family will do whatever they can to help me and my kids even though they dont really have to. i need help and advice

Please Go Vote For My Daughter
She is 14 and has already gone through the preliminary part of the poetry contest; she has to make it through to part 2. She is hoping to try to win a 10,000.00 scholarship for college. It would mean so much to her if you all would please vote for her in this contest... Please pass this along in blogs or bulletins; she don't have a whole lot of good stuff going on in her life at the moment. She has recently been diagnosed with epilepsy, and is taking that pretty hard. I would really love for her to win this. So please if you find itin your heart, take a few seconds to go vote for her. http://www.poetry.com/Publications/display.asp?ID=P8865310&BN=999&PN=1

Relationships And Cheaters
It makes me sick to my stomach to think that there are people cheating on someone. How can someone do that? I feel bad knowing that there's girls and guys out there that are going through what i've gone through. You can't love someone if you can't be faithful to them. Love isn't about good times all the time. So many toss the word LOVE around alot. Without stopping to think of the meaning behind it. So many use someone for sex. Love isn't about sex. Those people ever stop to think about am i ready for a child? doubtful how about years down the road. when they get old and that lustful attraction that they call "love" goes away. I feel bad for the girls and guys that pour their everything into the ones that care nothing for love. Hopefully those same people who get hurt like that won't give up a chance to a person who will appreciate what love truly is. and hopefully those people who can do that to someone can get a taste of karma for themselves.

What I Have Learned
~I've learned ... that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back ~I've learned ... that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it ~I've learned ... that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts ~I've learned ... that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something ~I've learned ... that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do ~I've learned ... that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it ~I've learned ... that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life ~I've learned ... that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides ~I've learned ... that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be I've learned ... that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think ~I've learned ... that

Tired
how am i doin? nope im not ok.. ya i smile... just so you will go away how am i feelin.. pretty foggy and blue hate waking up fuck i hate sleeping too tired of hoping yup tired of stress tired of wishing tired of this mess tired of laughin when all i want to do is cry im tired of questions fuck im tired of asking why? tired of loving and tired of pain fuck im tired of dreaming just to stay sane tired of watching im tired of you im tired of life i wish it were thru a coward i am thats all as you see cross my fingers for balls so i can end me priority 50 oh wait 51 i been standing in line but another has come peacefully waiting but no patience you say? i been giving and giving.. must have given em all away giving.. i gave you.. i gave all that i could and you took and you took what now im no good? space a you asked for a lil trust and some peace as if i had you captive or on a fuckn leash youdo as you want and go where you please i even left

Women!
Women eh! Boob jobs, nose jobs, teeth bleaching, tummy tucks, liposuction, colonic irrigation, botox, pierced ears, nipples, bellys and clits, eyebrows plucked, bikini wax, armpits shaved, lips tattooed, legs waxed, diets, exercise and they wont take it up the ass cause it 'hurts'.

Links To Nawty Toy Stores Online
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What Do You Guys Think?!?!
I was walking through the store the other day and got this really crazy idea. What if they sold vibrators? I know it is dirty to think in such ways but think about it. They sell everything else so why not? I guess that would get some people's blood going. But be honest guys think of the posibilities. WOuldnt you buy one or maybe for you girls out there. Would it not be ssooo convenient not to have to drive to another store to complete that outfit you just bought to wear for your crush? I know if they had a decent selection it would not stop me. But then I am a bad girl and have no shame in my game...so who else out there is willing to admit they can be naughty with the rest of us? I guess this would go to show why I was a Raunchy Sexy on that quiz I took ;-)

Poem To My Crush
As I sit here all alone My heart aches with loneliness I see ur face ur smile Everytime I close my eyes As I sit here all alone I think of lives gone by Wonderin why you walked Out of my dreams to become reality As I sit here all alone I want to love hold touch u Knowin we need time to know Eachothers minds As I sit here all alone I see u and I together Holdin hands smilin laughin As I sit here all alone

Sad
Things will never be the same Your smiling face reminds me Of all the times we shared. Hugs and kisses often remembered, The times when we both cared. I remember those days, when you held me in your arms. Things will never be the same. Tender kisses in the dark, walking hand in hand through empty parks, those days are gone, only memories remain. Things will never be the same The long nights afterward, while I cried myself to sleep, I reflected on those times when it was you and me, and now that it's all over I'm still trying to forget your name, Things will never be the same.

Why?
Why the hell did I go to all the trouble of writing stuff about me only to be sent tons of requests by people who obviously didn't read a word about me? I am as close to lesbian as a bi woman can be yet prolly 90% of requests fro friendship have been from guys. I'll make a bet with anyone that most of them never say a word to me.

Rising
I SINK DOWN TO YOUR LEVEL YOU UTTER THE WORDS THAT FINISH ME OFF I INHALE DEEPLY AND AVOID YOUR LIPS HANDS GUIDE YOU TO ME ARE THESE MY HANDS? IS THIS MY CHOICE? YES, YES I RISE UP IN BREATHLESS WONDER YOU HOLD ME DOWN PRESSING HARDER THAN BEFORE YOU HAVE CONTROL I BITE MY LIPS AND OPEN WIDE AND TAKE YOU IN NAIVE AND TRUSTING RAPED AND HARDENED I ONLY ASK FOR MORE ALL I WANT... THE WORDS IN MY THROAT STOP NO, NO. JUST FUCK ME.

Comfort
WHEN A PROBLEM OVERWHELMS YOU AND YOU CANNOT SEE YOUR WAY , FIND A QUIET PLACE TO LISTEN ... HEAR WHAT JESUS HAS TO SAY . THERE ARE TIMES WE OVER LOOK HIM - TIMES WHEN WE FORGET HES HERE , BUT HE NEVER WILL FORSAKE US BECAUSE HE HOLDS US ALL MOST DEAR . EVERY SINGLE BIT OF WORRY , EVERY SINGLE BIT OF GRIEF ,IF UNBURDENED TO OUR SAVOIR , WILL BE BLESSED WITH SWEET RELIEF .

Friday I'm Gone
After tonight and what happened its best for me to go ahead and leave before something bad happens to me . My soon to be ex has a bad temper and short fuse ,it's just a matter of time before he hurts me. I'll try my best to keep in touch with the friends I have made on here.I'll be offline friday and probly saturday.

Thursday January 31, 2008
COULD IT BE? IS IT POSSIBLE? COULD IT BE... GONE? LOUISIANA- Today, in a small suburban home in South Louisiana, a priceless artifact has gone missing. This peice of history known simply as "the helmet" was found sitting on the ground the day after halloween of 2004... no one knows where it came from but many beleive it was a gift from the gods. It is said to grant the wearer the ability to say things that make no sense and still not feel stupid. Many fear that if this sacred relic of yore was to slip into the wrong hands, it could be the end of the world as we know it. NEWSFLASH 1:16 AM: This just in- a group of homicidal terrorist ferrets claimed to have taken the helmet and are holding it hostage! NEWSFLASH 10:38 pm: Still no sign of the helmet. Authorities fear that if it is not returned soon reality might start to fall to pieces.

Trust
HE HOLDS THE KEY TO ALL UNKNOWN , AND I AM GLAD ; IF OTHER HANDS SHOULD HOLD THE KEY , OR IF HE TRUSTED IT TO ME , I MIGHT BE SAD .WHAT IF TOMORROWS CARES AND WORRIES WERE HERE WITHOUT ITS REST : ID RATHER HE UNLOCKED THE DAY , AND AS ITS HOURS SWUNG OPEN , SAY , "MY WILL IS BEST ". WE CANNOT READ HIS FUTURE PLANS BUT YOU CAN READ THIS AND TRUST BECAUSE WE HAVE THE SMILING OF HIS FACE AND ALL THE REFUGE OF HIS GRACE . AND THAT SHOULD BE ENOUGH TO KNOW ALL OUR NEEDS WILL BE COVERED , SO HAVE NO WORRIES AND JUST REST , BECAUSE WHAT WE CANNOT , HE CAN SEE IT IN HIS LOVE AND ALL SHALL BE FOREVER BLESSED !

Bloggy Time!
1. If you had to delete one person off of your top friends, who would it be? Probably Steve cuz he never gets on here. NOT Robin... she has a piece 2. Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do? Laugh...er Help... yea Help 3. Your best friend tells you she is pregnant. What is your reaction? My reaction would be to castrate Adam with a hot knife :D 4. Name one thing no one can ever take away from you? --" My diabetes. :-(" lmao Amber Im leaving it but I dont have diabetes 5. When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? -- Who knows 6. What is the last thing you spent money on? -- GAS! All the time with this fuel business 7. Who is the most attractive female in your Fubar friends? -- ROBIN! 8. What is the last thing you ate that had onions in it? -- Im allergic to onions so I try to never eat them 9. Do you think you gained or lost weight this past month? --HA think? No I know Im porking it up over here. 11. If yo

Problems Only Goths Face
* Trying to get blacks that match after they fade in the wash * Trying to convince the drunk frat boy who is hitting on you that really are a guy. * Big hair, small cars * Airport metal detectors * Having your little sister play with your make-up * Nicknames such as "that gay devil worshipping freak that dyed his hair purple" * Getting your jewelry tangled in your clothes/hair * When your pointy toe shoes/boots get caught in the holes in the hem of your skirt. * Wearing a black turtleneck when it's 90 degrees outside * Accidentally removing someone's nose ring with your spiked bracelet while dancing * Getting people to look you in the eyes when you talk to them. * Getting your slave bracelet caught in your fishnets * People declaring that your eyes are yellow, when, in fact, they are green * Having to reach for the salt with one hand while holding back your sleeve with the other so it doesn't drag in the gravy * Tryi

Hysteria
Out of touch Out of reach, yeah You could try to get closer to me I'm in love I'm in deep, yeah Hypnotized I'm shakin' to my knees I gotta know tonight If you're alone tonight Can't stop this feeling Can't stop this fire I get hysterical Hysteria Oh, can you feel it Do you believe it It's such a magical mysteria When you get that feelin' Better start believin Cause it's a miracle Say you will, ooh babe Hysteria when you're near Out of me Into you, yeah You could hide It's just a one way street Oh, I believe I'm in you, yeah Open wide, that's right Take me off my feet Oh, believe in me I gotta know tonight If you're alone tonight Can't stop this feelin' Can't stop this fire Oh I get hysterical Hysteria Oh, can you feel it Do you believe it It's such a magical mysteria When you get that feelin' Better start believin Cause it's a miracle Say you will Ooh babe Hysteria when you're near Come on I gotta know tonight If yo

Poetry Of A Crazy Woman !!!
I feel drenched in your blood it consumes me, poisons my mind with your toxicity. Push me down kick me ravash me. You poses me. i cant wash you away, soaking deaper into me, forcing me to be your puppet. pulling my strings and making dance for you. Fuck me! Taunt me ! I am no longer in control.

Could It Be Cancer? I'd Give My Life To Make This Go Away!
When they said her spinal cord was inlarged I was in shock. When they said there was a mass my heart dropped. When they said tumor my heart broke. When they said possibly cancer my world fell apart. When they said possible radiation I was finally not able to hold back a single tear... When they scedualed my 8 year old daughter for a biopsy that could possibly paralize her all I could do was ask when... When I saw my daughter try to grasp a marker and she couldnt I wanted to hate someone I wanted to take it out on someone, someone had to of done this, who do I hold accountable... Who do I accuse of this WHO CAN I HATE! My daughter was sick so I took her into the doctors office, they passed it off as constipation and her sleeping wrong on her neck. I refused to be pushed aside, I took her to the hospital on Monday and today she is having major surgery (3 days later) to remove a tumor that they think is most likely cancerous, that is pushing on one of her tha

~take My Hand~
Take my hand I want to take you to a place A place you've only imagined A place you wouldn't believe Couldn't believe existed There is no pain There are no tears Fear is the last thing to fear Here In this place This place I have held close Not many have been here before Only I resided in this place Inside my chest Underneath my ribs This place I speak of is my heart Take my hand And come inside

~the Breakup~
Meaningless words are spoken From people who mean so much to each other Swear they love one another But find themselves loving another Things get weird as feelings change amongst the couple As they realize the destruction They crumble They start to rely less on the significant other Tongues tied together They no longer know what to say Argument becomes more and more meaningfull In the beginning Not even for a second Would either of them have dreamed of this And when it seems as the wound has to much damage to heal They finally break apart Could the crash have been avoided If only before they both turned, they had yield?

~in Rememberance~ I Wrote This To A Young Woman Who Died When I Was 16
This calls for a dance Or maybe a toast Whatever, it calls for, it must show the utmost Utmost respect for the situation In remembrance of the day I asked for your hand I remember like it was yesterday Centered in the trees of Autumn We were surrounded by these I could see the tears in your eyes At the very touch of my hand I felt your nervous shake As you stared at your man I could see your thoughts As if they where projected Onto your face from your brain And it was funny So not unusually I was thinking the same Madam, will you take my hand and forever to hold As long as you live Will you be my wife My lover The mother of my kids With all that said I ask you this Will you be my wife? Stay with me for the rest of our lives

Poem 1
"A LIFE FULL OF MEMORIES" With a mighty rain coming down, right outside my window, i am taken back to a childhood in a time long gone.Wishing i could again relive those days, when nothing seemed to bother us and were no where near as many problems as we have now. Thinking about all the adventures and experiences we all shared together, wishing they would have never ended.Wondering alot of times just what ever happened to those i grew up with. Knowing some are now deceased and some are married with families. I think about all the things in school we did that made us such hellione according to our teachers.They were so freaked out by what we pulled, they would never say to us that we were always in the wrong, but let us know we were making huge mistakes. Guess when i do leave this world for those bright,pearly gates above, i shall see all those i miss now in my life. For we had some very awesome times but were sad and painful ones also. It just lets me know to never at all ta

2007....whoa What A Year!(my Lil Story)
Man oh man was '07 a long year and busy too. In the beginning of '07 I was homeless and wondering what the heck I was gonna do. Here I was with a 3yr old at the time with no job and no where to go. TY to some of the offers I had on here for help. By the grace of God and my intelligence I made it to a womens shelter 2 hrs from where I was. While there I I spent my time drilling educational stuff in my brain and learnt as much as I could about any and everything including the system. I spread my wings and my words across my lil cyber world to my friends about my chaos. One friend came forward and offered the job opportunity of my lifetime in Technology a great love of mine but with no education on paper I had not a chance in the corporate world but he gave me a chance because he believed in me. So there I was heading back to Kissimmee ready to start a new job. But where the heck was I gonna live I though and where will I put my son while I am at work? Well the answer came when a young l

Poem 6
"MY HEROES" For each day i am granted another chance at seeing the sun set, i am most thankful to the one's who have gone and given the ultimate sacrifice so i may have this chance.They are who i look up to. Many of us think we are owed the many things we have in our lives.Like the freedom to vote or the opportunities of making up our own minds. This is not the case though, because it is our soldiers who gave us this right. They sleep outside in the cold and deadly heat, only to make sure we here in America can remain safe from harm. Not a single one of them ever ask the question of why they are fighting, but just doing it. They deal with extreme measures every time you turn around, and overcome each ordeal that is thrown at them. Alot of people may ask who it is i am giving this praise to, well it is the American Soldier!! P.J.Page (Stoned Poet) 1/3/08 10:23am

Poem 7 Dedicated To The Troops!!!
"THE HONOR THEY DESERVE" Each morning we awake from a night's sleep and we see that wonderful Old Glory waving in the wind,we need to give thanks to our soldiers. For they are the reason we remain safe and sound. They go into battle every day, knowing that some of them may not return.None ever asking any questions, just going and doing what they were all trained to do and making it count. These men and women to me are the real heroes of this great nation of ours. Taking on the enemies and keeping them away from our homeland. Mkaing sure we shall always have our freedom and liberties. Some people want to call them killers and murderers, but if it was not for these mighty men and women, we would not have the democracy we do now.So, stand up and salute them with the honor they deserve!! P.J.Page 10/9/07 12:45am

Life
i sit here and watch you cry.. it only validates the fact that im not right for you.. Can you see that i love you and dont want you to hurt because of me... Should have see it comming i guess i do it all the time.. destroy those arround me ripping them apart. Im sorry that i cannot love you like i should be able to. Things are so screwed up in my head i dont even love me. I want to love you, grow old and talk about the old times.. but you say goodbye! know this i love you now and will love you forever...

Teaching Husbandry...???
Good Morning….. Here’s the deal, I was to a point in mellow, mellow land where I had decided just to write good morning down. Mostly do to lack of. Well, not what you think but I like your way of thinking, keeps me frisky, but, more so on lack of good stuff to critic. I mean this writer’s strike is and has been my best ally and here is my thought process in that little tidbit of misfortune. I know that the writers strike really is only based around TV and Movies and really doesn’t stretch over to News Articles or Magazines.. But, with that said, it looks like sorcerer’s of the type written word are taking it into their own to write more garbage articles then we can digest in one sitting. Here is the latest. I also feel like a nincompoop by the way they write the article, or is it the dog gone producers and editors? I feel they feel we are too stupid to understand news worthy items so they throw goofy crap our way. Today’s slice of goofy crap is this. It was found under the tab : ALSO

Stupid List
well you can add to the stupid list i have messed up the one thing in my life that had made me truly happy and like the idiot that i am i have fu**ed it all up as usual!! so dint mind me here andi dont want you to rate this or leave coments cause it dosent matter what you say or think it is all ready done i have already messed things up so i just wanted to vent so if you dont like it go fly a kite!!!!!!!!!!

Help Them Find The Murderer!!!!!!!! (reposted As A Blog For Spork)
I do not want condolences about this situation, I am posting this bulletin with a link that includes pictures of the man who murdered my 3 month old son in hopes that maybe someone has seen him somewhere....anywhere....please take the time to go to the link and watch the news video which includes a description of the car he was driving and his picture...If anyone knows anything at all, please dont contact me...call 409-771-7488 please repost the hell out of this so as many people as possible can see this. and if someone could sticky this for me so even more people can see it i would really appreciate it thank you everyone http://www.khou.com/topstories/stories/khou080130_jj_policeinfoonbabyfounddead.7265da15.html (repost of original by 'Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend-' on '2008-01-30 22:34:20') (repost of original by '*Memory*Fu-Engaged 2 Lilducknr' on '2008-01-30 23:08:12')

One Good Thought For Myself
I sit back everyday and try to think what in the world am i to do. I work almost all the time and still yet I don't get why the hell I"m still sittin where I am at with people that I thought at one time cared for me but now are just playing games. Alot of Head games have happened and well I have tried be upfront and honest with them and still they all think its ok to play the same games over and over again. yeah I go out and visit the very few friends I do have and also I go out and have a few drinks here and there on the weekends. what the hell you want out of me lol I say to myself... damn to much not enough time. I wish i had another me so then I could send off my other me to do what ever and then I could really relax lol. yeah I know none of this shit makes sense but oh well I don't care.....

She's Fkncrazy
Is it true what they say about Redheads? FknCrazy*** OWNER OF CLUB NAUGHTY N NICE ***~Happily Fu-Owned by ~~Dene aka Lone Wolf™~~@ fubar Stop by and say Hi to my favorite Bartender Dee! But be Warned... She is Fucking Crazy! (In the nicest sort of way!) Hey Guys... She even has her own Lounge! Stop in and say Hello to her and her Staff. I've never seen you looking so lovely as you did tonight I've never seen you shine so bright I've never seen so many men ask you if you wanted to dance They're looking for a little romance, given half a chance I have never seen that dress you're wearing Or the highlights in your head that catch your eyes I have been blind The lady in red is dancing with me cheek to cheek There's nobody here, it's just you and me, It's where I wanna be But I hardly know this beauty by my side I'll never forget, the way you look tonight I've never seen you looking so gorgeous as you did tonight I've never seen you shine so bright you

Bottle Of Wine
Jan 30, 2008 4:31 PM Bottle of Wine A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished but amazingly neither of them are hurt. God works in mysterious ways... After they crawl out of their cars, the man is yelling.... about women drivers; the woman says, "So you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should meet and be friends and live together in peace for the rest of our days". Flattered, the man replies, "Oh yes, I agree with you completely; this must be a sign from God! But you're still at fault...women shouldn't be allowed to drive. The woman continues, "And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely God wants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune." Then she hands the bo

Presents Would Be Nice!
Oh and hey... nothing to be happy or proud of but its a mile marker none the less, as I did end the month with over 50 times of passing out with the most recent being in the hallway of the Emergency room with way too many people trying to pick me up without asking, and putting me in a wheel chair like a true handicap girl, I think I deserve a present of some sort and no, not a helmet as some have so sarcasticly suggested or a wheel chair as one person thought of that will get them bitch slapped if they reccomend it again... but something fun and pretty. Something unique but shows I'm heard, seen and understood... despite my dreadful run on sentances due to great big Shots of morphine in a long sip of IV saline! I think Not Breaking my skull 50 times deserves a good present! Knowledge is power so something pretty would be nice or a gift certificate to my favorite online, which is... http://www.pyramidcollection.com/ , that and or dinner at Olive Garden with some good friends or

People Need To Go!
I am now understanding that there ARE people in this world i could def live without that are sucking in OUR precious oxygen. I am sick of people IM'ing me with stupid bullshit. I dont care about anime at 8 in the morning, i dont feel like answering 9 million stupid ass questions like " what is your favorite gemstone color" does it really fuckin matter? " I am making a character of you for my D&D campaign." I dont live my life in a fairy tale world. I live in a little place called REALITY! Which, in case you didnt know, i enjoy to be quiet and pest free. It was like that for a while until this person bothered me. My life was normal (as normal as it could get for a juggalette). Now i have to be worried about who is behind me because if it is this specific person, my ass is in danger because of constant groppings of which i have told you to STOP DOING! BUT no one listens to me. I am sick of being watched like a specimen in a science lab. Guess what you arent missing out on much if

I'm Back...
I'm back I guess... I'm still writing of course, but I can do that pretty much whenever... As far as my search for Miss Right, well let's just say it's been a total failure. I don't see it as a big deal... It's not much different than anything I've learned from before... I guess when you lose it's best not to lose the lesson... I guess what I'm trying to say here is, follow through with something you start people... It's not enough to earn what you want then take it for granted... I'm still celibate, I didn't give up on that... Friends first right? Anyway, my point is... I'm sorry I stepped out for whatever reason. Same as always, I'm not here to score... I'm here to meet friends online and maybe visit you in your home state later... I love my job because it allows me to do that. Okay, there you have it... If you want to get to know me more, just ask! I'm an open book for the most part. Countup Timers at WishAFriend.com

Pics
I have more pic space now, so whatcha want...? Not necessarily gonna do it, but I figured I'd ask. Yes, I know they're my pics and I can do whatever I want...just seeing if anyone has suggestions.

Help
trying to get to an idol...and this is my first blog...so please be nice.

Children
I have seen many men and women choose their mate over their children..people lets get a grip...children are the closest thing to heaven...lets give the children the love and support that they need...

Home Care Nursing
I want to thank all of the people out their who does what i do...take care of others thats in need...we never know when we may need the same kind of help ourselves in the future...keep up the good work...muahhhhhhhhhh

The Unknown
I WANNA TOUCH YOU FEEL YOUR PULSATING BODY I WANNA SEE YOU RUNNING YOUR TONGUE DOWN MY SPINE YOU WANNA HEAR ME WHISPER YOUR NAME UNDER MY BREATH YOU WANNA FEEL ME MAKING MY WAY DEEP INSIDE I’M GONNA GRAB YOU TOUCHING MY LIPS ON YOUR NECK I’M GONNA KISS YOU FEEL ME COMING UP BEHIND YOU WANNA SCRATCH ME THE PLEASURE SWIRLING IN THE PAIN YOU WANNA TAKE ME WET PENETRATION SUBLIME TAKE ME FEEL ME TOUCH ME TASTE YOU PULL ME PUSH YOU FUCK ME LOVE YOU I WANNA PET YOU PURRING AND WRITHING ON THE FLOOR I WANNA LICK YOU TINGLE AND SHUDDER BEG FOR MORE YOU WANNA PULL ME UNDER THIS BLANKET OF ECSTASY YOU WANNA SUCK MY FINGERTIPS CIRCLING ON YOUR LIPS I CAN SMELL YOU SWEATY EXCITEMENT IN THE AIR I CAN SENSE YOU ANTICIPATE YOUR EVERY MOVE YOU CAN FEEL ME SO DEEP THAT IT TOUCHES ON YOUR SOUL YOU CAN TELL THAT THIS CLOSENESS IS WHAT KEEPS ME WHOLE

Acts Of Kindness
Have you ever pondered what a small gesture might do for someone. I dont usally think on it myself. Like most people I assume I have bigger things to worry about than simple things like a hug from a friend or a card, of a letter. Or maybe a phone call from out of the blue, no particular reason just someone had you on there mind. Now Im not saying Im unappreciative at anytime. The fact is, I sometimes take this for granted. This is a terrible thing to say but I do. That is until Im feeling like complete crap, and then all of a sudden get a phone call that makes me laugh or someone shows me on that particular day my strengths. Now , ohhhhhh, now I appreciate it. I can see how a kind word or an incouraging thought can turn a persons day around completely. I had this experience recently on both the giving and recieving end. The thing Im wondering about is why doesnt this stick with me. I mean when I take the time to put out positive energy, or a kind gesture its me that reap the rew

Updated Mumm Policy 31 Jan 08
*****STRAIGHT FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG***** Many of you email me day in and day out about your MuMMs. I could spend all day turning back on MuMMs only for you to abuse them and loose them in an hour. Everyone MuMMs are a privilege. If you get them turned off, you are still able to make Friends MuMMs. Once a month we will turn everyone back on. If you have lost your everyone mumms, you will have to be patient and wait until that day. I will not respond to any email about MuMMs. Please read: MUMM Guidelines MUMM stands for Make Up My Mind. It is designed to be a platform to allow you to pose a question that has an A and B option. MUMMs are NOT designed to promote yourself or anyone else, gain points, advertise an event or commercialized product, or promote racism, bigotry, hatred, or physical harm against any group or individual. MUMMs must also NOT contain inappropriate conduct, phone numbers and contact information, nudity, violence, or offensive subject matter, nor can it p

Rachell Ferrell & Will Downing - Nothing Has Ever Felt Like
My most Favorite Love Song of All Times!!!!

Last Night
last night was fun. i dunno wat happened to us (my roommate kelsey, her best friend ben, and me). kelsey doesnt talk to me much and i try not to bug her so we coexist (yay!!) but here's more of less wat happened last night. ben was hungry and he wanted some of the doughnuts that kelsey bought last week except they are hard. (b=ben, k=kelsey, a=ace aka me) b: awwww they're hard! k: put it in the microwave b: then it'll loose moisture! [grabs water and gets the doughnut wet and pops it in the microwave and eats it] k: we need paper towels too a: and tissues k: oh yea a: we used up the tissues in the first 2 months and never got anymore even tho i keep meaning to get some k: we need to add those to the list! a: oh! and bowls! we're out of bowls and i almost bought ramen the other day but didnt cuz of that [k and b point to some the k brought but are plastic]...but i dont know if those are mircrowaveable, i'm afraid they're gonna melt... b: they should say if they're not

A Difficult Day
Today started out just fine. A talk with a few friends here on line, a nice breakfast and off to work in a happy mood. Then I checked the calandar. Jan. 31st. Dad's Birthday. Dad would of turned 80 today. This is always a difficult day for me. You see, it was on this day 11 years ago that this time, Dad wasn't going to be leaving the hospital. He lasted another 7 days before losing his 15 year battle of strokes and cancers. He was a tough old bird, one that I held in utmost respect and love. He was never "my old man", he was Dad, my mentor, my hero. Dad could never be accused of being a sophisticated man. He was a farmer, a strong intimidating looking man with a booming voice and a heart as big as all outdoors. Dad never met a person he didn't like, and never turned down a request for help. He had simple values of Honesty, Respect, Love God and your Family. He was tough on me, especially in my teen years. By then, my older brother had moved away and obviously had no inte

You Might Be A Rednec K ??
You might be a redneck... When people ask, "Is this country ready for a woman president?" I don't bristle... I just think. I'm supposed to be so clever, but I can't think of how to re-phrase that question in a way that satisfies me. "Is this country still so backward that we cannot have a woman president?" That's not so bad. Often as I walk to work I pass news crews, but NONE of them ever stop me to ask my opinion. I'm ready! Hey! If they asked me, I'd say, "Ready? It doesn't matter if we're ready. We NEED a woman president. We NEED a Black president. We need to get over it! We need to just do it, so we don't cower at the possibility any more. "We don't need to be the last nation on Earth to do it. We don't need to be backward." If you wonder whether we're ready for a woman president... ... you might just be a redneck.

Crapinnahat...layoffs
Well...the word "layoff" got dropped at the job a day or two ago, and being the last one to join the job, it's likely I'll be the first one to leave it. Well, fuck. Can't imagine why it seems to happen every 5 years....every time I get a friggin' job, it lasts 5 years, almost to the point. My last job, Bristow Optical, went on for 5 years...and now this one, seemingly in jeopardy, I will have been with 5 years come July. And I was just about to get my friggin' 5 year company gift too...lol. Ah, well...at least a layoff will involve a severance package of some kind...and this company seems good about taking care of it's own. All of this is speculation at this point...and it's not the first time this shit has come up. A co-worker tells me when she first joined the joint they were talking like this...and that was about 12 years ago. Worse come to worse, this lends some thought of my own to some plans my sis and I were talking about last Monday night...I've been living in

Grrr.. I Am Starting To Hate College Now,
Well it's official.. thanks to my Criminal Justice Teacher I feel like a failure. I feel like nothing I am going to do is going to make this asshole happy. I emailed him previously to ask him what my grade was on a take home assignment.. what he calls a quiz.. I got an email stating "You missed 9 you got 31, better than a couple, worse than several" Well, I emailed him last night to find out how to turn in my homework assignment and pick up the new one for this week since I missed class, because I was in the ER.Here is what I got back from that email. Tara, You were missed in class last night. I am not one to mix words, so permit me to speak to the point. You were previously so concerned about your grade performance on your first quiz that you expected me to take time to respond to your email and provide you with a follow-up email about your performance prior to the next scheduled class. Both of which expectations I met. On this occasion you are asking me

Songs For The Troops
i know everyone has a song that reminds them of that special someone to me the troops are that someone special i am doing another play list for them im email or comment me a song you think should be there thank you IT IS UP NOW PLEASE TAKE A LOOK

Being A Friend
my name is sandy i just try to make friends and have fun

Just Thoughts On 1/31
I was watching "A Few Good Men" last night and one commercial TNT kept running was a guy excited about his kid enlisting in the service. Anyone else find that ironic? I been thinking - why not Levitra PM, so you could get a good night's sleep if you get turned down? How about it, science!?

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01/31/08
"A person that learns from their mistakes is smart. A person that learns from other people's mistakes is smarter." Unknown

Stupid Cupid!
fuck love, fuck the littel cupid bastard!!! why? cause I fell in love with a girl!!!!! wtf? it wasnt something i was looking for. In facet i didnt want anything to do with anyone. I move to baltimore for about six months... went to a bar one night and some one kept passing me grape vodka shots!!! a guy was to shy to come up. so she did.. and she got me!!!!! what the hell???? then she broke up with me a month later!! she fuckin hates me now. i suck at life. I guess i wasnt paying attention. my head was in a cloud. DAMN! i wish i knew then what i knew now. It wasnt the sex that got me either.. it was who she was her attitude her style. her bleach blonde mohawk stylin chick self!!! i crave that girl so damn much it hurts. so what the hell was the intentions of what ever fucked up my life to have me fall for a girl!! just to fuck me up more!!! now you see why i dont do relationships...FUCK!!!

Well I'm No Longer A Lazy Bum Now...lol
So I finally got a job (well sort of). I will be babysitting an adorable 2 year old boy for about 25 hours a week give or take. woo hoo. What better job is there than that? I love kids. My boys are already teenie boppers, so it will be nice getting to play with a toddler again (and then come home at the end of the day...tee hee). Anyway, I aint gonna get rich off it, but it will give me some extra spending money and get me out of this house a few days each week. Mission Accomplished. Now if I could just find a house or two to clean on the mornings I am not babysitting... that'd be plenty for me to do. Anyway, for you working stiffs out there....TGIF. I hope y'all have a blast this weekend. Have fun & Be safe! (hugs)

Qoutes
The mirror sees the man as beautiful, The mirror loves the man; another sees the man as frightful and hates him, and it is always the same being who produces the impressions." De Sade "Only childish people imagine that the world is what we think it is" C G Jung "Reality can never compete with fantasy in a world where fantasies control basic value systems" Wilsen Key "The chief source of disorder in society is the hypocrisy of those who pretend to be virtuous, on the one hand, while all the time behaving contrary to their pofessed beliefs." Plato, The Republic "Our deepest fears reside just behind the everyday and the bland." John Berger, The Sense of Sight "Common sense must be jarred into uncommon sense. A major service mathematics rendered humanity over the past century was to put "common sense" where it belongs, on the topmost shelf next to the dusty botle labeled "Discarded Non sense." Eric T. Bell "The most da

Please Help Sporks
I do not want condolences about this situation, I am posting this bulletin with a link that includes pictures of the man who murdered my 3 month old son in hopes that maybe someone has seen him somewhere....anywhere....please take the time to go to the link and watch the news video which includes a description of the car he was driving and his picture...If anyone knows anything at all, please dont contact me...call 409-771-7488 please repost the hell out of this so as many people as possible can see this. thank you everyone this includes the news report video http://www.khou.com/topstories/stories/khou080130_jj_policeinfoonbabyfounddead.7265da15.html this includes a picture of the man who murdered my baby http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,326785,00.html

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9-11
Proud to be American Music and Lyrics by Lee Greenwood If tomorrow all the things were gone I’d worked for all my life, And I had to start again with just my children and my wife. I’d thank my lucky stars to be living here today, ‘Cause the flag still stands for freedom and they can’t take that away. And I’m proud to be an American where as least I know I’m free. And I won’t forget the men who died, who gave that right to me. And I’d gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today. ‘Cause there ain’t no doubt I love this land God bless the U.S.A. From the lakes of Minnesota, to the hills of Tennessee, across the plains of Texas, from sea to shining sea, From Detroit down to Houston and New York to LA, Well, there’s pride in every American heart, and it’s time to stand and say: I’m proud to be an American where at least I know I’m free. And I won’t forget the men who died, who gave that right to me. And I’d gladly stand up next to you and defend her sti

Me Me Me
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: RacquelNickname(s): KelAge: 28Birthday: 11/02/1979Birthplace: Manchester, NHCurrent Location: HooksettEye Color: HazelHair Color: BrownHeight: 5'10Weight: Lefty or Righty: RightyZodiac Sign: ScorpioWhat Do You Drive: PonticScreenname: 69foru{---Favorites---}Color: PurpleNumber: 69Band: BuckycherryMusic Genre: RockTV Show: Tru TVMovie: Sweet Home AlabamaActor: Brad PitActress: Reese WitherspoonKind of Movie: HorrorCartoon: Family GuySport: FootballFast Food Restaurant: Taco BellFood: ChickenIce Cream: Peanut Butter CupCereal: Fruity PebblesCandy: M&msDrink: Pepsi

I Need A Gf
taking girlfriend applications lol im lonely and need a gf

Encouragement From Within
A friend of mine the other day reminded me of the things I used to tell him when he was down. It gave me chills down my back, and made me realize how far away I've been from myself lately. "Shit happens, wipe your ass and move on". It's so simple, and it's so true. If you don't wipe away your problems, and just move on, they end up stinking you up. Sometimes the only person that can fix things in your life, is yourself. Even when you feel like you can't do it on your own, it's still up to you. Giving up is something I'm familiar with, and rock bottom used to be my best friend. All my life I've strayed back and forth, but this is the longest time where my life is going up, and hasn't fallen once. Going up steady, is a strange feeling to me. I'm used to taking two steps forward, and running twenty steps back. I used to think I had to live with my mistakes, but now I realize that's not the truth. I have to live with my future. I have live with the present. But I have already lived t

The Vessel Short Story
The Vessel: Mila Speaks It’s just a house you know. Like any other house. On any other street, in any town anywhere in this or any other country. Anywhere in the world, and infact, it has been. You don’t know me but you have seen me. You don’t remember me because I wasn’t a part of your perception of how things are. Or better yet, how things should be in your world. You know, the one you have created in your head but doesn’t resemble reality what so ever? Here we sit in a house or a field of Sun flowers on a bright spring day with a cool breeze blowing to keep us cool. Can you hear the chirping of the birds and the the buzzing of bumble bee wings as they whiz by from flower to flower? Can you smell the fresh dew in the air the faint yet unmistakable scent of clover in the air? Wherever you feel most at ease, the most open. You see, there is no waste in the Universe. There is no lack in the Universe. All is provided you simply must ask and it will be given unto you. Se

Can It Work
so there is this totally amazing guy i've been talking to for a while now and we both kinda like each other. the issue is he lives in NC and well I live in NY. I want to give him a chance, I want to be his girl but Im so scared the distance would kill anything we could possibly have. He swears he would never hurt me and I want to believe that but it scares the hell outta me to think that we could really make this work. Hes only three years older then me. And he loves kids, he knows bout my lil angel and has no issue with it at all. He is still willing to be with me. We have talked about it but not made a decision yet. I dont know what to do. Can we really make it word even with the distance?

My New Lounge Check It Out
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Find Him!!!!
The thoughts and prayers of many are with you Sporks!! read my bulletin please@ fubar

The Midnight Beast..........
The Midnight Beast,,,,,,,, In her fantasies she sees him; the creature in the dark. He isn't like them ' so different with the electric spark. His late night visits thrill her; aching ,yearning sensations his touches burn her within. She loves him even though it will never be; The beast within him wont set him free. Keeping the miracle alive ; they give in to the desires that they crave. Lovers entwined, never wanting it to end. They make sensational love as they find the special paradise; in the place saved in the heavens of the mind. Ecstasy takes over; as she moans to her lover. Excitement fills the air ; he grabs her with one final thrust ; pulls her in for their final kiss. Their lost souls will be searching for eternity, Until they meet in life in enternal jubilee. Sapphire aka Valarie A Laboy Copyright 2006

Oh God ! Why Me?
Oh god why me ? Staring at my bleeding wrists. I wonder why I deserved to be given this curse. I want to live , I want to breathe, I want to be loved. Oh god why me? The arms that used to save me, now torment me. I need the feeling again, just to feel. I hate the blackened loneliness that I feel. I Want someone just to understand . Oh god why me? It seems like I am everyone else's strength. Why do I feel so weak? I used to love life ,now ,I have to fight to live . Oh god why me ? I want to run in the field of lilies, sip on lemonade on the porch swing. Why do I end up being left alone over and over again ? It just doesn't seem fair! Oh god why me ? Take me home to your paradise, let me feel loved that way . Then I won't have to say. Oh god why me ? Sapphire Jewel aka Valarie A Laboy © 2006

Lmao... You Know You're A Real Nurse When...
1) The front of your scrubs reads "Nurses... here to save your ass, not kiss it!" 2) you occasionally park in the space with the"physicians only" sign...and knock it over. 3) you believe some patients are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4) you recognize that you can't cure stupid. 5) you own at least three pens with the names of prescription medications on them. 6) you believe there's a special place in hell for the inventor of the call light. 7) you believe that saying "it can't get any worse" causes it to get worse just to show you it can. 8) you wash your hands BEFORE you go to the bathroom. 9) you believe that any job where you can drive to work in your pajamas is a cool one. 10) you consider a tongue depressor an eating utensil. 11) eating microwave popcorn out of a clean bedpan is perfectly natural. 12) you've been exposed to so many x-rays that you consider it a form of birth control. 13) you've ever heard a patient with

Ode To The One Before.......
Ode To The One Before............. The night you left you thought I was finished. I guess I fooled you, I celebrated life for the first time. You see, you did not break me, on the contrary , you made me! Look at me! See how strong I have become. I am everything I could have dreamed for , And more! Look at me! I encourage and demand without rage, But with pity. You are the one missing out. No, your not dreaming, I am real. Yes, I have grown while you stayed the same. "I AM "!!! " Who?" you ask. The "Goddess" Of the Strength, Of the beauty, Of the sensuality, Of my own being, Everything you have always feared. Now it is YOUR turn to "WORSHIP " ME!!!! Sapphire Jewel AKA Valarie A Laboy © 2006

When A Superhero Dies
Robert Craig Kneival, Jr. Evil Knieval Stunt Coordinator October 17,1938-November 30 2007 When a superhero dies The little one in all of us cries We think of them as being unbeatable The Fact they to are human takes us by surprise. I wonder what they thought Did They too get caught up in all the hype that we bought. With each and every triumph that they defeated, Or were they waiting for a lesson to be taught? Let us now remember the fallen heroes that in our memories that has embraced our hearts. In our childhood they played many parts Pray for their families who knew the men behind their masks Isn't this where humanity starts Sapphire Jewel Aka Valarie A Laboy Copyright December 1st, 2007 Our Other Fallen Heros Andre Rene Roussimoff Andre The Giant Professional Wrestler May 19, 1946- January 27 1993 George Reeves Superman/Clark Kent actor/ superhero January 5 1914 - June 16 1959 Christopher Reeve Superman/Clark Kent Actor/Superhero Septem

Limp Bizkit - Behind Blue Eyes
I like this better than the original. I think it is cause the video is rather sexy too~ FEEDINGTHEDESIRE

Baby Sister
Baby Sister Watching you from across the room, I see how much you have grown. I seen you as a young woman bloom. Then to see you in your goddess throne. You are my baby sister. I love you very much. Now a message to you mister, take care of her, feed her lots of fudge. The moment you said "I do", you took her in your reins. The big sister has to let go, so she can show us all , she to has the brains. To be a goddess of her own will. To show her own great guidance and soul . I will always be here when needed still, I now hand you your own wings to make you whole. I love you always and forever more. I know now you listened and I was never a bore. Have a happy rest of your life, You are now some mans wife. As Always, Aka Valarie A Laboy Copyright 2006

Savage Lover's
Savage Lover's Remember me in the starry night; Love at first bite! I knew you when, We gave in to our first lustful sin. The forbidden passion in the moon light Shadowy naked bodies ; Entwined in the dead of night. Two wild animals madly ravishing each other; Scratching, devouring, Savoring the sweet ecstasy from one another. Looking deep in your eyes ; Seeing the fiery flames of desire. I see you are stripping me with your mind; Climbing on top would be too kind! I want you to worship me, as I kneel down on my knees. Fantasy becomes reality. As I whisper to you, "Aren't you glad I am your naughty savage girl?" Sapphire Jewel AKA Valarie A Laboy © July 17th, 2007

Nsfw
Why is it my picture gets NSFW and no one else's does or when I mark one NSFW I get yelled at by the so called bouncer? I read the rules and the bouncer's don't follow them at all. If you are friends with them they will allow you to post anything you want. So I guess I need to become friends with the bouncers just so I can show my ass and tits online. Here are the rules from FUBAR themselves. What is considered NSFW (Not Safe for Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: * Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) and includes real photos, cartoon drawings, and all styles of animations * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member’s face in the photo. If you have a borderline photo that is not considered NSFW and it was marked as such, there’s a chance someone who has ripped that photo is using

P.s To The Nsfw
This is also their rules for mumms MUMMs are NOT designed to promote yourself or anyone else, gain points, advertise an event or commercialized product, or promote racism, bigotry, hatred, or physical harm against any group or individual. MUMMs must also NOT contain inappropriate conduct, phone numbers and contact information, nudity, violence, or offensive subject matter, nor can it provide links to adult websites. Any use of PHOTOS or VIDEOS posted in the MUMMs must be appropriate and relevant to that MUMM, or the MUMM will be deleted. But yet there is a mumm that just posted...ASS... what she put in the mumm was a picture of her backside..she is clothed and wrote "Why is it that pictures of an ass will get waaaaaaaaaaay more points than a picture of a beautiful smile...or pretty eyes. Seriously I wana know....what attracts you to someone first? Would love some comments on this one! To me she is showing a suggestive part and her face is not in it..WELL BOUNCERS DO Y

The Promise And The Dream
The Promise And The Dream Come with me on a mystical journey; Where the unicorns sit and play on the Knight's Tourney. Here your wishes come true; As the fairytale comes alive for you. See the little fairy over there, She is combing the lil' elves hair. This magical world you see, It's open to you if you just believe. The Goddess will hand you your key, Intothis enchanting forest fit for a king. Where she will place the royal crown on top your head kneeling down to worship thee. Close your eyes and just imagine; A magical world where it really doesn't matter; Who you are , Or where you have been. Look over there, Just under the rainbow; The leprechaun has his shiny pot of gold ; Willing to share, He doesn't like it when it over flows. All is welcome here in our enchanted home; No one will ever have to be alone. Deep in the forest Robin Hood and his merry men ; Is partying in the cowardly lions den. While the knights protect the merry kingdom ; F

Waiting For The Light
Waiting For Light Sitting here asI wonder; As years had gone by , that I wandered. Wasted time through our lost dreams; spinning through life's disastrous streams. The older I get , the worse It feels; In yesterday's fantasies , is where I am still. We are facing a new age, with each given moment , turning new page. We may never know, what the future may hold, So we shall face each day , as the story is told. As Always, SapphireJewel Aka Valarie A . Laboy

A Bride's Appreciation For Her Groom
A Bride's Apreciation For Her Groom I fall asleep snuggled up against you. The love I feel is true. Hearing your heartbeat, loud and strong. Feeling your warm breath upon me like a love song. Waking up, I see you are still sleeping soundly , like a babe in the night. I feel like a beautiful nightingale on a joyous flight. Drifting back to sleep, as dreams of our happily ever wonder in my head. Over in the yard, over by the picket fence, the kids are fighting again. Still in our romantic interlude, we take the long holiday away that we are due. Hearing the alarms go off, as reality sets in, we waken in each others's arm. Realizing I wasn't dreaming, we are the happily ever after, fighting kids, and all their charms. I know I wouldn't change any of our marital bliss; as you reach over and give me a good morning kiss. Sapphire Jewel AKA Valarie A Laboy CopyRight 2006

474 Things To Do When You're Bored
474 Things To Do When You're Bored - Wax the ceiling - Rearrange political campaign signs - Sharpen your teeth - Play Houdini with one of your siblings - Braid your dog's hair - Clean and polish your belly button - Water your dog...see if he grows - Wash a tree - Knight yourself - Name your child Edsel - Scare Stephen King - Give your cat a mohawk - Purr - Mow your carpet - Play Pat Boone records backwards - Vacuum your lawn - Sleep on a bed of nails - DON'T toss and turn - Boil ice cream - Run around in squares - Think of quadruple entendres - Speak in acronyms - Have your pillow X-rayed - Drink straight shots...of water - Calmly have a nervous breakdown - Give your goldfish a perm - Fly a brick - Play tag...on West 35th Street - Exorcise a ghost - Exercise a ghost - Be blue - Be red - But don't be orange - Plant a shoe - Sweat - Give a Rorschach test to your gerbil - Turn - Write a letter to Plato - Mail it - Take your sofa for

101 Ways To Get Kicked Out Of Wal-mart
101 Ways To Get Kicked Out Of Wal-Mart *This page is a work in progress, so it does not yet have 101 ways. but, i'm working on it. really i am. in a few days i should have all 101 on here. just be patient...* i've written a guide on how to get kicked out of Walmart. It's going to be a novel. Maybe. Hopefully. Probably not. I have absolutely no idea. But anyways, here it is-all the possible ways to get kicked out of walmart enjoy! 1. Go onto the intercom and yell "BUSH! IT'S BUSH! Oh, wait-that's my mom-my bad!" Tell them to kick you out. 2. Put chocolate pudding all over the bathroom walls, walk out, and say, "Oops, I kinda missed." 3. When I girl wants a barbie doll, run up to her, grab it out of her hands, and go. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him or her in an official tone "We've got a code 3 in Housewares" and see what happens. 5. play with the automatic doors. 6. Go on the intercom and yell "OH MY GOD! IT'S CODE BLUE! EVERYONE CODE BLUE! SUBSECTION D, CHAPT

Words
Words, words brought our first encounter, the look into her glowing eyes, the caress of our bodies together, the kiss of her sweet lips to mine, the first I love you, the memories that will last to infinity, misspoken words took her away in a heated moment, and the only feelings left are from the memories of our love, and always remembering the words, the words not spoken.

No Pictures
just looking for some action. pictures updating soon

Comman Sense
This was in my email box today, and figured it should be posted. My parents told me about Mr. Common Sense early in my life and told me I would do well to call on him when making decisions. It seems he was always around in my early years but less and less as time passed by. Today I read his obituary. Please join me in a moment of silence in remembrance, for Common Sense had served us all so well for so many generations. Obituary Common Sense Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair , and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adu

Hard Or Soft ?
Boy: can i touch your software? Girl: First show me your hardware Boy: Should i install in your system? Girl: Cover it with antivirus and then install !!!

Batteries Are Cheaper Than Men!!
Where are you in this world of worlds? Me? I am a single girl.. Before you pity me and sigh.. gimme a sec and I'll tell u why. Happy couples I always see... Pretending to be happier than me. But behind that door its such a treat... To know life sucks between the sheets. I may not get the 3 legged racer... But I would prefer a shot with a scotch and dry chaser... "I hate my life" I hear you say. When all you have to do is walk away. Men are full of the illusion, That they don't need to make a contribution, However much to their distress, You can go out an get some in a mini dress. They're a dime a dozen, thick on the floor, and when you are through with them, there will be more, So get a real man who will cater... Or go out and and baby,show off your style You want a sex life that will give u satifaction, Not another bloody child. They say have fun,get laid, and fornicate... So why do so many masturbate? I am aware and I guess you have heard, Bu

Evil Plots And Schemes
replace green or yellow fruit drink (like gatorade)with pickle juice. use color dye if necesssary. put a bright color dye in a bottle of hairspray. shake well.(only works on blondes) hide your camera in a persons room and put it on a self timer. make sure it's on silent mode, or else it may go off and beep when it runs out of tape or battery. then you'd be screwed put salt and a couple ice cubes in your friend's starbucks cup. this should make them gag or puke like crazy. instead of putting whipped cream on a person's hand when their sleeping, try using honey. that's much more fun. put something really stinky (like a shoe or cheese) in the airvent. just unscrew it and put back again. your victim will never know what hit them. slip some powdered benefiber into any meal. within one day results will show. you can also add some of that benefiber or any other pill to someone's protein powder drink mix. V8 juice + hot sauce = total blow out having a bowl of cream of wheat e

Never Forget
As water is to a flower, And honey is to a bee, You are always there, You are a part of me. As the wind blows, Through the distant land, My love for you grows, Never wanting to end. As the stars are to the night, And the grass is to the ground, You must definitely know, My love is all around. And when there is no wind, No land, night or sun, I'll love you forever and always, Even when my life here is done. And when my days are over, My life here on earth is through, I hope you'll forever know, I'll still be in love with you.

What Girls Don't Realize
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-- how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong

Be My Valentine
If you could pamper Me for Valentines what will you do for Me?? There's one thing I would looooove http://www.zen-spa.com/ (check out the site... turn on your speakers... it's wonderful and relaxing) I have a location pretty closed from home... if you want to please Me you know exactly what to do... Kisses & spanks Me

What I've Come To Know.
Well, let me start this off with this. My dad has never been the type to show his feelings. Then again hes also 65 yrs old and very old fashioned and strict. My dad and I haven't really gotten along all that well since I can remember. I've never understood why, that's just how things were. I used to hate him for it too. I was never good enough in any way shape or form. I never did anything wrong. I wasn't making funny faces, didn't have any attitudes towards him, or anything. I was always worthless, lazy, fat, or supposedly always up to something. I know I'm not worthless, lazy, up to something, maybe over weight, but certainly not fat. I just didn't understand why someone that is supposed to love me unconditionally, would go to the extreme to hurt my feelings, and belittle me. The day I moved down here, I went to grab one last thing from the house. It was something my mom had given me. As I turned after I grabbed the item, I started to walk out the door. It must have pissed him off t

Punkette Is So Close!!
Punkette is so close to leveling up to henchman, lets get her there!! ~ *PUNKS PUNKETTE*~OWNED BY ABBY SCREW THE ROSES GIVE ME THE THORNS *~@ fubar Thank you so very much! Punk! **Punk** OWNS ANGEL-Manager of Spirits Den Lounge-Co-Founder of Spirit Levelers**@ fubar Come on by our lounge, Playing Jokers Snake Bite radio network! check us out for some good company and music!! Click the banner! (repost of original by '**Punk** OWNS ANGEL-Manager of Spirits Den Lounge-Co-Founder of Spirit Levelers**' on '2008-01-31 16:05:24')

Amatueru // Sara //stiletto Girl//
amatueRU // Sara //Stiletto Girl// fubar page http://fubar.com/user/676054 FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE The MySpace page this person lists in their fubar Blog that they made for "fubar Friends": http://www.myspace.com/324836237 The REAL MySpace of the person this FAKE stole pictures and identity from: http://www.myspace.com/amatue The REAL person: This FAKE made the mistake of mixing other female pictures in with this model's pictures. They also made the mistake of making a FAKE MySpace for "fubar Friends" that is set to private. They slipped up and put in the wrong year of birth on the FAKE MySpace page AND a FAKE location of residence. Sources say the REAL person does not even speak much English.

You Got To Believe In Something,why Not Believe In Me?
So I’m sitting here in my apartment….listening to music. I came across a tack I haven’t heard since, 1990. By Fierce Ruling Diva…called “Believe in something”. This version is the best….the whistles..the bass line….wow. I heard this at @ the Sound Factory Bar. For those who don’t know or care , it was a small club around the block from the LimeLight in NYC. The dance floor was always packed. Banji Boys, Fem & Butch queens and then me. When this song came on…. chaos reigned ! There was some house children there (and if you don’t know who they are…long story….for another blog). Runway…fierceness. Vouging cuntyness all around. Shade galore. Good times. I really do miss those times. Going to SFB or the plain old Sound Factory hearing Jr.Vasquez spin. Watching the Extravaganza’s own most of the floor. Hanging out with My friend Sean or Greg….pounding Ciscos and a j before going in. Since the club didn’t serve liquor it stay opened to Sunday morning or so. We stayed usua

2 Best Lounges
COME JOIN US !!! OBSIDEAN BUTTERFLY WELCOMES YOU TO VAMPIRIC RETREAT AND THE ICE SHACK!!COME ROCK THE FUCK OUT WITH ME CENTER> Come see what evil is afraid of at VAMPIRIC RETREAT AND THE ICE SHACK!!!!CLICK ON THE PICS TO ENTER EITHER LOUNGE VAMPIRIC RETREAT ICE SHACK (repost of original by 'Obsidean Butterfly**Desire's Mistress**Owner of Vampiric Retreat& Radio**' on '2008-01-31 17:26:11')

Which Are You?
Which are You? THERE are two kinds of people on earth to-day; Just two kinds of people, no more, I say. Not the sinner and saint, for it's well understood, The good are half bad, and the bad are half good. Not the rich and the poor, for to rate a man's wealth, You must first know the state of his conscience and health. Not the humble and proud, for in life's little span, Who puts on vain airs, is not counted a man. Not the happy and sad, for the swift flying years Bring each man his laughter and each man his tears. No; the two kinds of people on earth I mean, Are the people who lift, and the people who lean. Wherever you go, you will find the earth's masses, Are always divided in just these two classes. And oddly enough, you will find too, I ween, There's only one lifter to twenty who lean. In which class are you? Are you easing the load, Of overtaxed lifters, who toil down the road? Or are you a leaner, who lets others share

Knight On The Horizon.. Part 2
As I look at the horizon.. I see the knight turn his steed toward me.. he begins to decend the hill.. my heart leaps with joy.. I run to meet him.. I see him urge his steed faster.. I see the horse strain to keep up with his master's wish.. I slow as we get closer.. he brings the stallion to a halt before me.. he dismounts, removes his helmet... I touch his face and kiss him... no mirage... simply my twisted knight..

Unforgiven Solitude
This feels so pointless. Like I'm going in circles. Everyone tells me that I have a chance, but they don't understand that I am at the limit of my strength, and that my positive attitude that they admire is merely an act to try and keep myself going. My family is the only thing in my life that I care about anymore. I can see a wholesome path before me. Something that is happy. The road isn't paved, but hell, I learned how to drive on gravel roads. They keep trying to give me chances at redemtion, but all they succeed in doing is limiting my life. I can't be me in the uniform. It's not who I am anymore. I can't tell if it was the institution or myself that has changed the most, but I know in my heart that it is time to move on. The flag used to bring me pride, but now only sadness. We fight for a politicians lies and mistakes. It is a game of survival that we are set out to lose. I'm tired of trying. I feel like I lose a piece of myself every time I go through the motions

Very Sad
its very sad that i have had as few friends as i have come to help me in my contest , if you ever asked for my help imm always going to be there ! i make pics and different animations for a lot of people but very few that i have made things for have even bothered to help me ! to those that have helped i want to say thank you very much and i do know who you are cause im there everyday and i do see who has helped and i also see who is not and to those i say shame on you ! it takes less time to help me with 50 comments than it does for me to make ur pics . if this offends you then ur the one that this blog is for and for the rest ur truly awesome friends thank you from the bottom of my heart ! if you ever need anything just ask and i will always be there for you ! ok im coming down off my soap box now thanks for your time !

Auction
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I Need More Friends
I need to get some more people to come see my profile, stash and if you would please show some love to my Man Your-Dream-Maker he is on my family.

Living Will :)
MY LIVING WILL Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the Computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.....

I Am So Torn Apart Inside Right Now......
I had said I was leaving after my VIP ran out. It has......and I am still here. Almost like barely hanging on to life. I am not sure what to do. All I know is I am tired of being hurt. All I want.... Is a woman who says she loves me that will actually show it and prove it....not just to me....but to everyone. I would think there be no need or feel to hide such feelings if they were really there for me...... A woman who will stand up for the relationship and not let other people's comments or calls get to her....to tell them what is what and if they do not like it they can hit the road. Any real friend would not be getting on you about something such as who you are in a relationship with..... Real friends protect you for your own good....they do not protect you in hopes they can get with you. I want a woman who when she says she will call me back will.....and if something comes up at least let me know...or when we next talk online it is the first thing that is mentioned. Not

Can Men And Women Really Be Just Friends ??
The idealist in me immediately responds with a resounding YES, while the realist in me, that ever-present voice that seems to see the world through pessimistic glasses, sidles up to the plate with a "now hold on just a second..." I have always believed the answer to this question was yes, and my experience has always been the opposite. Admittedly, I am probably the cause of my own problems because I enjoy men's company, and part of that enjoyment is sometimes flirting with them for fun. When in conversation with someone who intrigues me or piques my interest, I enjoy the interaction immensely, and find really stimulating people exhilarating. And I love drama and a good theatrical time in general. In my heart, I know I intend nothing. I want nothing more than a fun evening of conversation and wit. But in my experience, my men friends cannot help pushing those kinds of connections to the next level. It's almost as though we are programmed as a race to test every facet of the connec

Stupid Crackwhore
figured u out on day 1, cmon is that the best you got?? on your best day you will still never be as smart as me, at least challenge me when you set up a fake profile. I'm bored with this game, better luck next time.......FUCKIN CRACKWHORE!!!

To All My Real Friends
HEY....I KNOW I AINT ON HERE MUCH, BUT IM A BUSY WOMAN...BUT FOR ALL MY REAL FRIENDS THAT FORGIVE ME...LEAVE A COMMENT ON THIS BLOG...LUVS YA ALL VERY MUCH...¢¾ MUAH

It Is What It Is!!!
Okay so I think it's time to let people know who I am and what I'm all about. I'm not going to state the obvious like age, relationship status, etc. because that info. is apparent if you look at my profile. I am a girl who is very lucky to be where I am right now. I was involved in some very bad things as a kid including gangs and drugs. I dropped out of school at age 16. You're probably thinking "where is she going with this", well you'll see soon enough. I work for the State of California as an Associate Governmental Program Analyst. This position is one that people on the outside of state government can't even touch without a Bachelor's degree...or if you are on the inside of state government, you have to have an extreme amount of ambition, motivation and intelligence. I have been extremely dedicated and worked very hard to get where I'm at in my career, which is not something most people with my past have been able to achieve. So enough of that. Now on to the rea

Loosing Dad...........
Well, my dad passed away on Saturday and it has not been easy. But one thing I have learned is in order for one to heal sometimes we have to lead the path in forgiveness. Never know when our number is up. It is very hard to explain how u can forgive someone who has hurt so many , especially me yet, seeing him in such a state that only God can make it go away is an eye opener to say the least. I would have never expected to see my dad suffer and be in such pain that all I could do was be there for him in the end. Staying at the hospital the last 4 days watching him die praying for his soul really does something to a person. Makes me realize that even the strongest and meanest people cry out to God on their death bed, tears and pain bringing them to their knees. I wrote this and needed to get it out,and figured this is a good place to share without judgement. "Rest in peace Dad".

The Magic Bus
WANT JOIN THE MAGIC BUS CONTACT SHUSHU ShuShu The New Driver Of The Magic Bus@ fubar

Changing
Why? Why is it so hard to change yourself? You know deep down in side that you want to and you try so hard, but for every step forward you get knocked two steps back. I mean how do you overcome the odds, is it even possible. And you know what makes this hurt the most is that the ppl I'm trying to change for don't even see it. How do you make them see or even notice, How?........................................ ....................................................

Camera Fund
since my camera was stolen when I moved to texas from washington I am going to start a fund to get my new camera all donations can be made via paypal (support@obliquephotography.com

My 4 Year Old..
Ok so you've seen the pepto bismol commercials with various people attempting to sing the "nausea heartbearn indigestion upset stomach diarrheaaa" well there's on particular commerical my kids and I find really funny where one lady is saying diarheaaa and is all crazy about it.. To make a long story short... we went to the mall today... and the video store... My 4 year old WOULD NOT... stop saying DIARHEEAAAAA lmao as loud as she could and as often... DAMN THE TV!!!!

A Soldier
There is discipline in A Soldier you can see it when he walks, There is honor in A Soldier you hear it when he talks. There is courage in A Soldier you can see it in his eyes, There is loyalty in A Soldier that he will not compromise. There is something in A Soldier that makes him stand apart, There is strength in A Soldier that beats from his heart. A Soldier isn't a title any man can be hired to do, A Soldier is the soul of that man buried deep inside of you. A Soldier's job isn't finished after an 8 hour day or a 40 hour week, A Soldier is always A Soldier even while he sleeps. A Soldier serves his country first and his life is left behind, A Soldier has to sacrifice what comes first in a civilian's mind. If you are civilian - I am saying this to you..... next time you see A Soldier remember what they do. A Soldier is the reason our land is 'Home of the free', A Soldier is the one that is brave protecting you and me. If you are A Soldier -

Heart Beyond Repair By Harry Connick, Jr
Pieces of a hole Unrequited, not renowned Never sought and never found Through blood Through soul Now unfamiliar Feelings of good being Are light that's not worth seeing Through blood Through soul Restless and distorted Thoughts that underscore my night Being wrong and seeing right Through blood Through soul Heart beyond repair All the edges worn and frayed Magnifying love betrayed Through blood Through soul

Nearness Of You By Norah Jones
It's not the pale moon that excites me That thrills and delights me Oh no It's just the nearness of you It isn't your sweet conversation That brings this sensation Oh no It's just the nearness of you When you're in my arms and I feel you so close to me All my wildest dreams came true I need no soft lights to enchant me If you would only grant me the right to hold you ever so tight And to feel in the night The nearness of you

Cocktail Decoder
What a woman's drink says about her. Martini-She's likely to be high-maintenance but a serious drinker. Martini women are typically depressed, stressed out and looking to shift their mood. Lemon drops-This person would be really fun to go out with. She's fashionable, trendy and fun-loving. She may have street smarts, but she isn't a Rhode Scholar. Scotch-This drink says intelligence. A Scotch-drinking woman is grounded, knows who she is, and doesn't care what anybody thinks. Champagne-This girl is elitist, pretentious wants people to think she's and intellectual, and wishes she were french. Beer-Downing brews means she's trying to be one of the guys. She can be spontaneous and fun, but doesn't feel comfortable with her femininity. Red wine-She's health conscious and conservative, but also sensual, warm, and nurturing. Rum and Coke-This girl likes to have fun and is really laid back. If that glass of rum and coke could speak, it would say, "I'm going nuts tonight"

"maybe"
THIS ONE IS CALLED "MAYBE"... AND I AM ADDING IN MY "I BELIEVE's"... (this is a long one, if you start it you have to finish it, I wrote some of it...) Maybe . . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for them. **I believe - that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other...and just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. Maybe . . when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. **I believe - that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for the rest of your life. Maybe . . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. **I believe - that no matter how bad your heart is broken the

The Newest Smoothest Ride In Town! Free Flyers Miles On The Soul Plane! Come Fly With Me!
FLY IN STYLE IN CLOUDS! COME JOIN THE SOUL PLANE! YOUR CAPTAIN OF THIS PLANE IS THE ONE AND ONLY GETTOFISHERMAN'S AND SNOOP DOG IN THE HOUSE! RULES: 1. RATE AND FAN ALL ON THE PLANE AND BECOME FRIENDS. IF ALREADY FRIEND THEN LEAVE A COMMENT THAT YOU BEEN THERE. 2. FOR FIRST CLASS WILL BE HAND PICK BY ME AND MY CREW.(GHETTO BOOTY ONLY WOMEN) 3. MUST HAVE A SALUTE. 4. ALL DRAMA ALLOWED ON THE SOUL PLANE 5. DRINKS ARE 5 OR MORE AND PLEASE GIVE THE HOST MONEY! NO CHECKS , NO FOOD STAMPS, NO CREDIT! 6. NO SMOKING ALLOWED UNLESS YOU SHARE WITH THE CAPTAIN AND CREW. "ENJOY YOUR RIDE ON THE SOUL PLANE" GETTOFISHERMAN'S THE MAN WHO LIKES TO FISH AND ALWAYS GETS A GOOD CATCH!@ fubar AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar

Bid On Me
Bid on me here

Valentine Application!
This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me? Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u I kissed you? I lived next door to you? I started smoking? I asked you on a date? I was hospitalized? I ran away from home? I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? ! Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted t

Chaos Or Denial
There were sounds in my head LIttle voices whispering That I should go and this should end Oh and I found myself listening 'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should Return to me Leave me no one Turn to me Return to me Cast aside You make me turn away See I thought love was black and white That it was wrong or it was right But you ain't leaving without a fight And I think I am just as torn inside 'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should Another nightmare about to come true Will manifest tomorrow Another love that I've taken from you Lost in time, on the edge of suffering Another taste of the evil I breed Will level you completely Bring to life everything that you fear Live in the dark, and the world i

I Day Blast Plz Help Me
http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2276338524 plz repost for me and help me comment so i can win the blast for my lounge thank you so much ;)

First And Last
For any of yall that give a flyin fuck just lettin yall know that on 1Feb2008 at 1300 Im goin to delete this fuckin account. THere is too much bull shit on here for my likein. If yall want to keep in touch look me up on myspace I might answer you

Here Without You
"Here Without You" A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl its only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it wont take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all

Read Me
hope hi all will the subject is hope for the first time in about a year or so i can see some light i should find out in a day or so if i get to go back to school to get my CDL and i can do somthing i like to do this i hope is the start to a new life and i can move on from all the stuff i had to put up with this last year or so i hope so the people that know me know what this year has been so wish me luck plz and thanks to all my famly and friends that help me when i need it i hope you all know that i love ever one of you

To All
Hi my name is Michelle ,well i am writing cause i made alot of friends on fubar , but it seems that once i added rated and did the fan thing they did not know me anymore.To me thats pretty sad , i would expect it from a child but not from grown adults ....So this is what i am going to say if u want to be friends and i mean real friends then i will add you ,but i am not going to do the rate thing and i am not going to fan right away so if this stops ppl from being my friend then i will know that it was not friendship they were looking for but a quick and easy boost to level ...sorry but this is how i feel cause to me friends are more imporant then going up to the next level , besides i have only a handful of friends that actually stop by and comment rate and help with the contest i am in and they are the true friends and they are not fake .... cleaned off the friends list went from 140 something down to 31 i gue

Why Do I Have More Chicks Than Dudes On Here And Also Nsfw Pics......
First off I'm not a perv, I could care less about your NSFW pics, seriously if I wanted to see boobs Id go download a porno on U torrent.....I have more chicks than dudes because dudes on here are retarded and are after one thing.....FREE BOOB SHOTS, I swear I send an equal amount of adds to both sexes and I get more from the girls than boys, and I'm not mad because I don't have dudes on my list because that would be kinda gay, I'm just tired of girls getting mad at me thinking I'm a perv when I add them and think I just want to see their boobs, I COULD CARE LESS, "Then why haven't you sent me a comment then?" because you never send them back, I mean look at my profile I have 8 comments total if that and Ive sent like 284039503245 comments to people, but yea I'm done rambling this is getting pointless.....

Survey
20 questions YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO USE MY ANSWERS!!!!!! GOOD LUCK!!! 1. Name something you use in the shower? Shampoo & Conditioner. 2. Name something a football player wears under his uniform? Shoulder Pads. 3. Name something people hate to find on their windshield. Bug Guts, lol. 4. Name something a man might buy before a date. Flowers. 5. What's another word for blemish? Zit 6. Something you'd cook in the microwave. TV Dinners. 7. Name a piece of furniture people need help moving. Dresser 8. Name a reason a younger man might like an older woman. The Bedroom, LOL. 9. Name something a dog does that embarrasses its owner. Humps peoples legs. 10. Name a kind of test you cannot study for. Urine Test 11. Name something a boy scout gets a badge for. Learning nature skills. 12. Name a phrase with the word 'Home' in it. Home Skillet, LOL. 13. Name a sport where players lose teeth. UFC. 14. Name something a teacher can do to ruin

Questions (poem
Questions on the tip of my mind sometimes clear sometime blind why does the hate never stop why does the childs laugh drop these questions ive had for many years always and sometimes bringin me tears why does it never shine but always rain why cant it hurt without the pain questions on the mind and soul questions that some will never know QUESTIONS

Things (poem)
there are alot of things some small some big know one know these things they just trust that they are there some are shiny like your diamond rings some are just to hard to bear others happen quickly some are just non existant what remains is we are all things and thats the things thats the biggest

A Short Piece Of Shit (poem)
back into reality cancer forms another fatslity this should be one nation step it up for the next generation get bush fuckin out of here dont wait another mothafuckin year alright ive got to go now no time to wait and go bow for the righteous ruler of one needs to be unraveled and undone

I Am A Fool That Falls In Love
why did I fall so hard and fast why does it hurt to feel at last i told myself never again would it feel like it did back then i hid the pain down deep inside when all I did before was cried I am a fool that falls in love

The Sex Fairy
The Sex Fairy This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============ = 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============ = 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============ = 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============ = 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-bein

What Matters Most
How can I find The words to tell you Without me stumbling This love is so sweet A permanent smile written on my face Its hard to rub it off How can I find The words to tell you Without me getting tongue-tie I think time stop When you are here with me I didn't expect you To turn my world upside down That I could be a fool In front of you I guess it's ok Everything is cool As long as I have you That is what matters most

Well Then.....
I'm no longer The King of Random, I guess I've been dethroned. Fine. Those other blogs, looking back now, were kinda angry. I'm not really that angry right now. I think I finally found some sort of inner peace that I've been longing to find for sometime now....... Nah, I'm just kidding. Let the Random begin!!! Who said the Stumble Inn was dead!?!?! *ding* fries are done. Doc, I know you hate NY, but don't worry about her, hanging with Puck will be just like old times again. Thanks to Kole for helping me level to Pimp. I miss Jane's Addiction This should take care of the NSFW stuff.....FUCK YOU!!!! Ya know that Episode of Family Guy when Stewie and Brian are on the train going to Rhode Island and they sing that song "Rhode Island Bound." One day, that's me. Rhode Island bound. I've never been there. Luck is for losers. She talks to Angels. Sit me down, shut me up and tell me 10 things I didn't know before. See you at the Stumble Inn.

I Survived My First Djing Night!
In as one learns anything new, I knew things might not be perfect, although I always expect perfection out of myself. I got connected and stay connected for 2-1/2 hours. That was a feat in itself because I was winging it with a Master Volume Control slipping on my personal computer, which meant that for a good portion of my air time, I didn't hear my station playing. It was like being a deaf DJ. lol... Working with folks to adjust my settings so that I don't have to be a deaf DJ and things will be MUCH more comfortable. I am looking forward to continue receiving songs that you request to have aired. Look forward to hearing from you guys.... My next airtime will be THURSDAY, FEBRUARY 7th, from 5-8pm CST. xoxox BLUE ORION LOUNGE INFORMATION ******************** New Lounge on Fubar Offically open~ Come Check Us Out~ Member's Have Customer Rewards At this Lounge~~ So Join Become Part Of Are Family And Come Gits Some!! Owner Gave 7 Blast Away Just Last Weeke

Bee Needs Comments
"> /i238.photobucket.com/albums/ff73/zazanami/valentine.jpg" border="0" alt="valentine">"> OK FRIENDS BEES IS IN A CONTEST AND SHE DOESNT GET IN MANY BUT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR MANY OF US SO LETS GO SHOW HER MAD LOVE WITH BOMBING HER MOST COMMENTS WIN SO SHE NEEDS LOTS OF LOVE

Cold In The Usa
On my travels once again in the USA. Visiting the city of Atlanta Georgia ... and it's cold! Not that I am getting much of a chance to get out and about as this is a business trip but have at least had some fine dining in this city. Now if I can only sleep though the noise of the train coming through Vinings ....

Nightmare On Elm Street Remake
Nightmare on Elm Street Remake news Platinum Dunes partners Michael Bay, Brad Fuller and Andrew Form have been set by New Line to re-launch Freddy Krueger, the iconic psycho who haunts the subconscious dreams of teenagers and kills them in their sleep, reports Variety. Both franchises will be given a complete overhaul, something that Platinum Dunes provided in the Nispel-directed The Texas Chainsaw Massacre. New Line won't hire a writer on "Nightmare" until the writers strike ends. Platinum Dunes has now acquired the rights to remake all the iconic horror movies. (Except for 'Halloween.') Leatherface, Jason, and now Freddy Krueger are now property of Michael Bay. This info comes from: www.themovieblog.com thats a shame i was hoping there would be a prequel and i cant see anyone other then robert englund playing freddy What is your guy's thoughts?

Good To Be Back
been away on a "vaction" for the past 9 months feels good to be home

Ok, That's It!
I am going to stop being lazy and buckle down on this weight-loss thing. This is the last day I get to have a "free-for-all". Starting tomorrow, I am going to get serious about it. All I want to lose is about 20 pounds. It shouldn't be that hard, I just have to stop eating junk!

In My Darkest Hour
In my hour of need Ha no you're not there And though I reached out for you Wouldn't lend a hand. Through the darkest hour Grace did not shine on me It feels so cold, very cold No one cares for me. Did you ever think I get lonely Did you ever think that I needed love Did you ever think to stop thinking You're the only one that I'm thinking of. You'll never know how hard I tried To find my space and satisfy you too. Things will be better when I'm dead and gone don't try to understand, knowing you I'm probably wrong. But oh how I lived my life for you Still you'd turn away Now as I die for you My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name All these years I thought I was wrong Now I know it was you Raise you head, raise your face your eyes Tell me who you think you are, who? I walk, I walk alone into the promised land. There's a better place for me But it's far, far away Everlasting life for me In a perfect world But I gotta die first, Please god send me on my

Pregnancy At 35 Weeks
Your pregnancy: 35 weeks How your baby's growing: Your baby doesn't have much room to maneuver now that he's over 18 inches long and tips the scales at 5 1/4 pounds (pick up a honeydew). Because it's so snug in your womb, he isn't likely to be doing somersaults anymore, but the number of times he kicks should remain about the same. His kidneys are fully developed now, and his liver can process some waste products. Most of his basic physical development is now complete — he'll spend the next few weeks putting on weight.

Knock@knock!
ANY HELP WOULD BE HELPFUL!!!!!BOMBERS PLEASE BOMB 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, I NEED ABOUT 70,000 COMMENT LEFT I'LL BE ALL DONE a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pac PLEASE REPOST THANK YOU

Fuck Off
You tried to break me down, break my will, break my heart, took your fill, took my trust, took my faith, gave me shit, gave heartache, gave opinion, wanted none. Want me back? Fuck off. We’re done.

Tax On Fat
The fat tax is a tax based on the fat content on the food you eat. The bill died in commitee because Bush had announced he intended to veto it and the Democrates did not have enough for a 2/3rds vote override. Remember when you go the polls and vote for either B. Obama or H. Clinton you will be voting for the fat tax. Both of the support it and will sign it into law if they are elected. What to expect, new taxes levied on ALL FOOD PRODUCTS THAT HAVE A MEASUREABLE FAT CONTENT. The premis for the tax is the health care for fat people costs more than thinner people. They did it to ALL tobacco products. The revenue was supposed to be spent on health care for smokers which has proven to be a lie. The fat tax justification is the same lie, that they revenue will be used for the health care of illnesses effecting overweight people. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED, GO AHEAD AND VOTE ON THE DEMOCRATIC TICKET AND IF YOU DO HAVE NO REASON TO GRIPE, BITCH WHINE OR COMPLAIN BECAUSE IT WILL BE YOU

Bored
yea im just Bored today! as usual! :)

Gm Friends And Family
yes in a comment contest called Big 0 I would love any help I can get. Thank you

Picssss!
for 1 day only during any happy hour if you rate every pic in my sayins(rip if you want) folder, i will add you to my family for the weekend!

Ice Storm
We're having a wicked ice storm .. so im guessing before the day is out ill be without power .. ( one of the downsides to living where i do) .. So if you dont see me for a day or seven .. you'll know i am without power ... Im chargin up the cell . the lanterns and gonna go out and chop what ice has accumulated on the porch away so the dog wont be doing his own impression of Disney on ice when he's gotta pee ! .. See ya'll soon HUGS !!!!!! Wen :)

A Cold And Chilly Day....
Brrr. Today is one of those brutally cold days. On and off rain....bone chillingly cold. Makes me want to stay in bed and sleep..which I pretty much do anyways. I have the heat yet I feel nothing...wahhh. Anyways, I ventured out of the house last night. My original destination was going to be NY....always a hoot when not in normal frame of mind. But I couldn't handle the commute. So I ended up driving around aimlessly. To Paterson,White Castles. Watching crack heads amble about. Prostitutes hawking their wares, cop cars racing to some call. I then head towards to WNY,slowing making my way down Bergenline Avenue.Nothing has really changed there..except for the fact that everyone I know is gone, moved on or died. Then onto Weehawken. Sitting in the car near the piers..watching the NY skyline, chain smoking. This is my contemplative site. I used to spend a lot of time here...good and bad. I then headed back toward Rt.3. Long stretches of black top in front of me

Thoughts And Feelings
How can you go ahead and take action when you don't feel like it? Set your feelings aside and do what needs to be done. How can you move toward your dream when you don't think you can do it? Set your thinking aside and follow your heart. Thoughts and feelings are powerful and extremely useful, yet they do not have to control you. You control you. Pay heed to your feelings and listen carefully to your thoughts. Then act according to what you know, in that part of you beyond thought and beyond feeling. Thoughts and feelings are important parts of life, and yet they are not the whole essence of life. Keep yourself connected to that ineffable presence that is life itself. Be guided by what you think and what you feel. And all the while, be true to who you are. -- Ralph Marston

Justice For Alijah And Sporks!!!
I have been reading a lot of comments on the Alijah James case and I am extremely disappointed in the reaction to Caren hiring a lawyer before she talks to police. That was the smartest thing she could have done. Too many times, an innocent, grieving parent gets accused of the crime. I have a degree in Criminal Justice and I can tell you that the criminal justice system does NOT always assume you are innocent until proven guilty. In my opinion, Caren (I love Sporks) did the RIGHT thing in hiring a lawyer. This is not a mild case. It's a Homicide. She needs to make sure that not only baby Alijahs rights are protected, but hers as well. Any of you that know Caren, should be supporting her in her time of need. Not condemning her. We all went through her pregnancy AND the birth of little Alijah right here on fubar. We all loved that little Sporklet! We all love Caren too. So all I have left to say is let's not desert her now when she needs us the most. Keep both little Alijah

I'm In My First Auction...come Bid On Me!
Here is what I was offereing. 1 SFW salute, Rate all pics for a month, Rate all stash for a month, Add your link to my profile for one month, Add "owned by" to my name for a month, and Leave a daily comment for one month. Link to bid on me... And the winner is... JAK...FU~owner of many@ fubar JAK won with the bid of a 30 day blast! TYVM JAK. I will be showing you all kinds of love in return.

Hey You Read This
COME ON YA I NEED SOME HELP COME RATE ME AND COMMENT ME IN THIS CONTEST TY ALL WHO HAVE KEEP THEM COMMING Copy this code to your website to display this banner!http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=153560&albumid=817623&i=3623775050&idx=6

Thought For The Day Friday 02/01/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And to the deceivers, is the rite of passage into darkness given. To those a hand is extended to, do they lunge to tear the flesh from it with contempt. Disdainful is the grin upon the face of he who has been given everything, only to scorn the giver. Sadness invades this heart, weak from the unceasing thrusts with the blade of bitterness. Bleeding upon the ground lay a heart which once beat with passion, resolve. Now, merely a vessel which holds a fluid, no more. No longer does the future gleen with possibility. Rather, it is mournful in its vision of what has become a poignant otiose life. No deliverance from darkness is promised, nor presumed. Today, this day, is all there is." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Under 80k To Godfather!!!
Phantom Dale's has less than 80,000 to GODFATHER!!! *Phantom*@ fubar Go show this bad boy a lot of that awesome Fubar love! Shower him with lots of 10s and 11s and stash and blog rates!!! What a fabulous friend! Such an awesome guy! Hit him up with a lot of love! This public service announcement brought to you by: Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Promoter ~ SgtRaider's Bad Girl/Sisters 4 Life/FuOwned by ^Sin^@ fubar

The Company You Keep”
Not mine but makes a lot of sense to me. “THE COMPANY YOU KEEP” ANONYMOUS It Is Better To Be Alone, Than In The Wrong Ccompany Tell me who your best friends are, and I will tell you who you are. If you run with wolves, you will learn how to howl. But, if you associate with eagles, you will learn how to soar to great heights. “A mirror reflects a man’s face, but what he is really like is shown by the kind of friends he chooses.” The simple but true fact of life is that you become like those with whom you closely associate – for the good and the bad. The less you associate with some people, the more your life will improve. Any time you tolerate mediocrity in others, it increases your mediocrity. An important attribute in successful people is their impatience with negative thinking and negative acting people. As you grow, your associates will change. Some of your friends will not want you to go on. They will want you to stay where they

Accepting Applications
~~ Be My Valentine Application ~~ This is the "Be My Valentine Application" Everyone knows there's at least one person on Fubar that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who reply's back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Wanted to hold me? Wanted to date me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot

Fubar Costs Money
i sit back and watch this site day in and day out,an i finally realized something,are you people really that desperate enough to spend money on here to become a VIP,buy a ticker spot or a BLAST or pimp yourself out to someone to actually get them to buy you a blast,dont get me wrong i enjoy FUBAR,but not to the point i am going to give my hard earned money to them,everything they charge for on here is basically free on MYSPACE and another thing,people on here are so vain to the point,that if you rate their pics,become a fan of them they wont even give you the time of day.

Bye Bye
Just wanted to let all you know that I am leaving Fubar. It has been a real pleasure meeting so many lovely people. Take good care of yourselves xxx Mwah xxx

Sex Work Etc.
THEY ALL FUCKING SUCK

I Fkn Love You Dee!!
We go together like peanutbutter and jelly! We have had our ups and down, but we have made it through them all! We went through alot together and im happy to say that we stuck together! I fkn love you dee! add this great gal! she is worth it! fan, rate, add her! FknCrazy*** OWNER OF CLUB NAUGHTY N NICE ***~Happily Fu-Owned by ~~Dene aka Lone Wolf™~~@ fubar

Just Wondering
SO....what do you do when the one person who can make you smile... the one who makes everything better... is the one who is making you cry???

Why?
I have come to the conclusion that life is definitely a mystery. I have done 29 years of nothing but trying to help people and some I have made an impact with and other's I haven't. But my question is why do men have such a hard time expressing themselves?

Unsatisfied...a Dedication To My Ex.
Unsatisfied By DJ Shimmer I see your face and I just get sick. Especially when I saw your tick. You've turned into someone I never knew. It's sad, you know...... Because I once loved you. The love is gone but my heart's still strong. I should stay away, where I don't belong. You have your whores. That's good enough. I hope you get hurt...Like I did.. You lousy slut. Was I just a mere piece of ass, for you? A nine hour drive.. And the travel you flew. I feel so used and I'll tell you what.... You never satisfied me... My dear, you suck!

Who Me?
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS.. IT IS FRIDAY AND THE THOUGHT OF WHAT TO DO IS IN MY HEAD... WHILE SOME OF YOU ARE GOING OUT OF TOWN AND GETTING READY FOR THE SUPERBOWL, MY ASS WILL BE AT HOME THINKING OF GOING OUT OF TOWN OR ... NAW, I'LL BE GETTING READY FOR MY VERY OWN PRIVATE SCREENING OF THE SUPERBOWL. THERE WILL BE LOTS OF PEOPLE HERE AND LOTS OF DRINKS... LOL U DAMN WELL MY ASS ISN'T DOING A DAMN THING! EVEN IF IT'S SUPERBOWL SUNDAY...LOL I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT I WILL BE THINKING OF ALL OF YOU AND I WANT ALL OF YOU TO BE CAREFUL THIS WEEKEND.. REMEMBER NOT TO DRINK AND DRIVE, DRINK THEN DRIVE! LOL LOTS OF LOVE TO ALL! GREG

Fantasy Island
April, your fantasy island is Fiji Bring on the enlightenment! A spiritual encounter is what you're after when heading to your fantasy island, and the South-Pacific paradise of Fiji is a great place to start. A soul searcher and deep thinker, you thrive on feeling connected to new places and people — after all, why seek out new experiences and cultures if you're not going to open yourself up to the wonders they offer? From pristine beaches and fascinating wildlife to a culture resilient to outside influences, beautiful Fiji offers many avenues for spiritual exploration. And with your sensitive nature, inquisitive mind, and open heart, you'll fit right in. Let others speed through life, you get energized from taking things in stride.

Condoms At Walmart
A man was in a long line at Wal-Mart. As he got to the register he realized he had forgotten to get condoms, so he asked the checkout girl if she could have some brought up to the register. She asked, 'What size condoms?' The customer replied that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She reached over the counter, grabbed hold of him and called over the intercom, 'One box of large condoms, Register 5.' The next man in line thought this was interesting, and like most of us, was up for a cheap thrill. When he got up to the register, he told the checker that he too had forgotten to get condoms, and asked if she could have some brought to the register for him. She asked him what size, and he stated that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She gave him a quick feel, picked up the intercom and said, 'One box of medium-sized condoms, Register 5.' A few customers back was this teenage boy. He thought what

Would You Know Life Was Fulfilled..
If there was no tomorrow, and you knew you only had a small amount of time to live life to the fullest would you. To someone who has cancer, and doesn't know what tomorrow will bring I have to. I have met so many wonderful people, and have met a few that were evil. I can honestly say my life has been filled with many of blessings, and it has certainly seen it's share of losses too. when you find true love hold on tight, and don't take it for granted. Cancer is a terrible sometimes incurable disease, and it ravishes the healthiest of human beings. I want all my friends and also know are my friends that I love you dearly. If there isn't a tomorrow, I just want you to know I am so happy that I had the chance to be a part of your lives today. I never want to leave any of you, but if I do...I certainly want you all to know how much you mean to me. I will write it in a poem for all of you to read. So please if life takes a bad turn, and I am not here tomorrow....Keep this poem fore

Underdogs???
OK EVERYONE THOUGHT THE GIANTS WERE NEVER GOING TO MAKE IT PAST THE FIRST ROUND AS A WILD CARD TEAM...BUT HERE WE ARE IN THE SUPER BOWL 42 PLAYING AGAINST ANOTHER # 1 SEED.. WE TOOK OUT A # 1 SEED IN THE NFC WHAT MAKES PAT FANS THINK WE CANT TAKE THE PATRIOTS... WEL COME THIS SUNDAY @ 6:30PM WE WILL SEE!! GO GIANTS!! AND MAY THE BEST TEAM WIN! GOOD LUCK TO BOTH TEAMS!

Bratz Record
HI EVERYONE I WILL BE MAKING TAGS LATE THIS EVENING THEY ALL WILL BE POSTED NY TOMORROW AFTERNOON. THIS EVENING WE WILL BE WORKING ON SYCHO'S CONTEST WHICH RUNS UNTIL MARCH. A FRIEND OF MINE ASDKED ME TO ENETER A CONTEST FOR A VIP WHICH WILL BE STARTING TOMORROW EVENING JANUARY 2 AT 8:PM. THIS IS FOR THE MOST COMMENTS SO LETS TRY TO COME IN THE TOP THREE. WE HAVE A STRONG FAMILY AND I THINK WE SHOULD HAVE NO PROBLEMS GETTING IT DONE. THANK YOU ALL FOR SHOWING LOVE TO SCHYO YESTERDAY HUGS DEE

Nutshell
We chase misprinted lies We face the path of time And yet I fight, and yet I fight This battle all alone No one to cry to No place to call home My gift of self is raped My privacy is raked And yet I find, yet I find Repeating in my head If I can't be my own I'd feel better dead

My Guess Is I'm Just Fed Up Thou.
Okay so far i deleted my profile like,oh 6 times.Reason is cause i complain to much,and i get liers,who say anything to gain my friendship,and my help to give them points.I also get people pissed at me just cause i deleted them off my profile.Comme on if you don't keep in touch whats the point in having you on my list.All i say to those people is this.Do what you want,i just don't give a rat's ass.I also hate women who put in their profile and status,about how they hate men,and men are jerks,oh men are idiot,and men are stupid.Yeah,right same is said about women.I mean we all are jerks,idiots,and pigs.just as men cheat,women also cheat.Just as their are nice guys,their are also nice gals out their.It's all the same in gender men and women,so women stop blaming all men,cause your man fucked up,and screw you over.not all men are jerks,stupid,or idiots.You don't see us men put crap in our status about how you women screwed us up.We are all the same in this world all of fucking cheat on ea

Want To Own Me?
want to own me? i'm in an auction the starting bid must be 50k fubucksthe auction will close 2-15-08 3 PM Central Time heres what i'll be offering for the aiction rate all pics and stash during HH 2 salutes owned by____in my name 2 morphs add to my family list add to yahoo, or msn i'll keep you drunk for the month you own me daily comment for a month random gifts for a month i'll put your link on my page in the about me section just click on the pic below and start bidding

Do You Know What Woot Means???
Why the fuck do girls always say woot?? Do you even know what it means?? I see girls saying woot all the time and I bet none of them knows what WOOT stands for. Sorry just had to vent.Quit saying WOOT,its fucking stupid!

Plz Dont Send Links About A Contest Or Lounge To My Shoutbox
OK EVERYBODY IM BOUT TO SAY SOMETHING AN I HOPE NONE OF YOU GET OFFENDED OR PISSED OFF ON WHAT IM BOUT TO SAY BUT FORREAL IM GETTING KINDA TIRED OF GETTING LINKS FROM CONTESTS AND LOUNGES THROUGHT MY SHOUTBOX WHEN IM TALKING TO IMPORTANT PPL DONT GET ME WRONG OR NE THING I WOULD LOVE TO HELP OUT IF I CAN BUT IF U KEEP SENDING ME SHOUTS DEALING WIT A CONTEST WIT A LINK ASKING ME TO HELP YOU OR TO A LOUNGE 9 OUTTA 10 IM NOT GONNA HELP WILL U PLZ SEND IT BY MAIL THATS WHAT ITS FOR I DO CHECK MY MAIL WHEN I SEE IT ON MY BAR TAP AND I WILL HELP OUT WHEN I DONT GOT NE THING ELSE GOING ON TRUE IM IN A BOMBING FAMILY SO THEY COME FIRST BEFORE I CAN EVEN HELP NE ONE ELSE OUT SO PLZ START SENDING THE LINKS TO MY MAIL THATS ALL I GOT TO SAY U ALL HAVE FUN AN HAVE A GREAT EVENING:)

No Schitt
WHO IS JACK SCHITT? For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a r

New Illness
Another new Illness to watch out for... Anal Glaucoma A woman calls her boss one morning and tells him that she is staying home because she is not feeling well. 'What's the matter?' he asks. 'I have a case of anal glaucoma,' she says in a weak voice. 'What the hell is anal glaucoma?' 'I can't see my ass coming into work today.'

Bubba On Air!
Come Rock out in Fubars NEwest and Hottest Lounge Paradise Cove!! Dj Bubba Live on air and Rockin out on Tropically Twisted Radio!! Stop in have a few Drinks and Who knows you might even Get Lei'ed! Youll hear great Tunes and any requests you wanna hear so stop in and have a drink!! Paradise is Just a click away!

This Idiot That's Looking For Slave Girls Had The Nerve..
to refer to me as a girl..let alone a possible slave...after this weird convo. misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? ->multifacets: i'm not into being a slave girl.. ->multifacets: are you good slave boy material? misterak25...: mhh don't think so.... i am sure your ass is much more usable and trained then mine this little twerp then had further nerve to block my response which would've been; 'i've trained more slave boy and girl pussy , ass and cock that you ever will. for you all i need is an enema bag, some lube and a strap on.' you gotta be a good slave before you can master anyone, you little punk ass.. what kind of master can't carry on a dialogue?? anyone who is a slave girl to this sad case will not be trained properly *lol*..

Chech It Out!!!
http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54581 Newly open!!! So hurry on in and hang out!!!

Thoughts Of War
You know what you are What you're made of War is in your blood Don't fight it You didnt kill for your country You killed for yourself God's never gonna make that go away When you're pushed Killin's as easy as breathin' Even though these words are from a movie, they ring true, I am a soldier, a fighter for freedom. Today I was driving home for work and I started hearing kids but then when I looked around I saw none, I heard explosions around me, saw the dirt fly, I had to pull over to calm down, I closed my eyes and I relived the incident that got me sent back home, I was scared, when I got home I started watching the movie with the above quote and it started all over again, I sat in the corner of my room and cried for the longest time, I was scared, I didn't know what to do and I wanted it to stop right then and there, I don't want to deal with the visions and thoughts of what I did, yes I had no choice, it was kill or be killed. People say you did what you had to do, st

What Has Happen ?
i have thought long and hard on this i may still not made a decision ever since the new feature on the bartab there has been alot less traffic on my blogs i have enjoyed reading comments on my blogs now some dont see when i have posted their bartab is scrolled so fast they missed it this has made it more boring to be here i dont know if this is a goodbye or not i have tried reading mumms more now and these have been changing too many have noticed the slow down when ever you post your pictures your friends dont know you did so your picture doesnt get rated so you post a mumm to announce i'm still experimenting with other things maybe there is a way to rid the boredom what has happen to lost cherry what has happen to cherry tap what has happen to fubar f-u-b-a-r must stand for something tired also of all the hate that has developed i dont know what it is ? jealousy if it is the fighting about ratings its fighting about who is gaining advantage i

Feb 1
Sitting around 31000 for the contest so far...again want to thank all that have helped....have also been told that the ending date for the contest is Feb 29......

Life Has It's Moments
life life has it's draw backs ...you search all of your life for that one special person ,place ,thing, event and when it happens ..something causes you to loose it just has you have found it....this happened to me after 50 odd years of searching to become whole and complete ..I finally did and just as i was to finally realize it ....It all slipped away ...now every fear i have had all of my life has come to forbearance meaning i will now live out my life alone and pass away alone having not left any mark of myself of who or what i was ..no one to carry on my name no one to pass my stories on and on it's very depressing to finally realize you were just another person who did not matter in the grand scam of things ..none will cry or mourn your passing you will pass without anyone knowing or caring...but yet for one brief moment in time you were all to 3 people there life's revolved around you you were a father a lover a husband a provider you lived and love

Dont U Wanna Own One Of Them I Sure Hell Do
They are gonna be in my auction. It starts Sunday Don't you want in too? purplesky proud member of "THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY Country Girl 28 Kelly aka 'ÐJ ߣÚÊÊ¥ÊÐGØØÐIÊ@THÊ P£Á¥PÊÑ~§ÚIÇIÐÊ GIR£~2ÑÐ Á£ÁRM HØTTIʧ Read my blog for more details -------------------------------- Brought to you by me Lisa

From Dark To A Smile........berry
From dark to a smile, You didn't lose a step. For this day in my life, I am truly glad we met. the words you laid down, Are so true, Will I become a better person, Just from knowing you. Time will tell, Where this friendship goes. Truth and honesty shall bind us, And leave all else below.

My Pimpout
Meet my Owner! I couldn't have asked for a better owner... Go show her lots of love!but not too much;) Sean's girl & Fu-Fiance to LSD's Shell~Co-Owned by Irishpunk & LSD's Shell@ fubar p.s. i love you andrea:P (repost of original by 'Sean....Andrea's Love:Da.k.a. IRISHPUNK CLUB F.A.R.' on '2008-02-01 17:11:58')

A True Friend.............
A True Friend We met uponthe internet,My heart you didnot have yet.I sit and wait each day,for the song myheart will soon play.Of laughter, love and tears,You have washed awayall my fears.To be my friendand see so deep,I now know whyI don't getmuch sleep.I have waitedthrough all theseyears,To find somethingto hold so dear.And now I knowI'll never beBlue,For I have founda true friendin you. Hugs,Weezie

Is This Possible?
Is it possible to like more than one person? I've been thinking about this for a while now, and I don't know! If anyone has any thoughts on this, PLEASE let me know!

Pimpout
Meet my Owner! I couldn't have asked for a better owner... Go show her lots of love!but not too much;) Sean's girl & Fu-Fiance to LSD's Shell~Co-Owned by Irishpunk & LSD's Shell@ fubar p.s. i love you andrea:P

~*sex Questions*~
What happened to 1??? Humm... Oh Well ! 2. Ever had sex in a public place? 3. Ever laugh during sex? 4. Ever cry during sex? 5. Do you like to cuddle after sex? 6. Ever regret sex with someone? 7. Ever faked an orgasm? 8. Dirty talk, or shut up? 9. Have you ever had phone sex? 10. Ever have a one night stand? 11. How bout a 3-some? 12. Ever watch porn during sex? 13. Ever thought of someone else during sex? 14. Has the condom ever broken? 15. How old were you when you lost your virginity? 16. Who would you like to have sex with now? 17. Are you involved with someone? 18. Are you horny now? 19. Ever used toys? 20. Ever done it in an elevator? 21. Have you had sex in shower before? 22.What do you think about sex in a car? 23. Oldest and youngest you'd go out with and sleep with ? 24. Oral sex? 25. Foreplay? 26. Would you let your partner tie you up? 27. Anal?

In Bed...
In Bed...If my wish came true, I'd spend the whole day in bed with you. I love to imagine all we could do, if we made our erotic dreams come true!

Im Leaving
Just wanted to let everyone know that Im leaving Fubar very very soon....To all of you who came across my page and rated, commented, add and fanned me...Thank you..and it was fun returning "the love" as fubarians would say...lol To those of you who actually became a daily or nearly daily mainstay in my Fubar world, its been great getting to know you on a more personal level. There are a select few that are more than a Fubar friend, you are truly friends and I will miss you. If you "amazed" me,then you did more than most...Thank you, and I think you know who you are. Take care and I hope you find what you're looking for in life...do what you have to, to make yourselves happy in this life. And remember...Think a thousand times if you have to, but speak only once..because you can't take it back no matter how you wish you could. Mean what you say and say what you mean...We all deserve that much from "friends"...Thank you for the journey... Love, Diane....p.s. my best friend Souther Whi

Touch Me There..
Touch Me There.. You're always there, in my dreams, and I'm wonderfully weak, savoring each of your moist kisses. My desire only heightens as your lips press against every inch of my flesh... except for that one spot, which I won't tell you about now. And I only ask that you'll touch me there later.

This Burns Me Up!!!!
This shit burns me up, every time there is a disaster someone has to interpret it in the wrong way. This guy saying that it was God's will for this to happen and that God hates America is bullshit. God is not found in a building made of wood and stone, he is in you and all around you. Yes bad things happen and we try to find a reason for these events but there isn't one. Shit happens. People evolve, change to suit the changes in the world. Bad things happen all the time and everyone wants to know who started it, but does anyone commend the people who donate to the needy? Ones who spend all of their time at hospitals visiting sick people to brighten their day a lil? No, the only people who get any of the "attention" are those who throw themselves in the media. Yes God is around us all the time but it is up to us to make those decisions, He will not make them for us. Like people say that you can sell your soul to the Devil. How can you do that when its not really yours in the begin

Health
Just wanted to let all my friends know that I am having some very bad health issues. I Have had diabetes for about 25 years and it has not been very controlled. I am now facing kidney failure and may have to start dialysis and I will have to have a kidney transplant and possibly a pancreas transplant. I just thought that my friends here might like to know and I would appreciate any prayers and thoughts that neone might have. This will be a very long and hard road for myself and my family to deal with. We are not looking for sympathy, just some prayer that we will make it through this without loosing everything. Much love to you all!!! Steve, Rachel, and family

Banned 2007 Godaddy Superbowl Commercial
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