Fubar Blog Posts 4

Super Sad
I recieved this from my aunt and and had to post it because the pictures above are of her and her 12 year old daughter who is struggling very hard with cancer please repost. This is beautiful! Try not to cry. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the bo

Honestly.....
I do not get it...... Why do ppl lie? What is it that they get from it? How can the live with themself once they have lie'd? Do they realize that it hurts the ones they care about? If they don't care about them, then Why lie? I just don't get it........ WHY??? (no I have not had a recent event that brought this up, it is just a question that I have never got'n an answer to)

Quick Sex
Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with this really cute, really hot girl in his office.... But she was dating someone else. One day Eddie got so frustrated that he went to her and said, 'I'll give you $100 if you let me have sex with you.' The girl looked at him and then said, 'NO.' Eddie said, 'I'll be real fast. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll finish by the time you've picked it up.' She thought for a moment and said that she would consult with her boyfriend, She called him and explained the situation. Her boyfriend says, 'Ask him for $200, and pick up the money really fast. He wont even be able to get his pants down.' She agreed and accepts the proposal. Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend's call. Finally, after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks, 'What happened?' Still breathing hard, she managed to reply, 'The bastard had all quarters!' Management lesson: Always consider a business proposition in its entirety

Just Wanna Cry
i'm in so much pain right now all i wanna do is cry. my meds aren't helping... i can't seem to stop feeling exhausted... my 4 year old lil girl is constantly climbing on me, kicking me, hitting me, pushing me...and she's literally pushing me over the edge. i'm not sure if i can handle this much more.. i feel like i'm going insane!! it feels like my flesh is being ripped from the bones, like i've been beaten and battered and dragged behind a car for hundreds of miles. i can't get any rest...i try..but it hurts soo bad. i take my ultram and it does absolutely NOTHING.. and on top of that, i woke up this morning with what feels like bronchitis starting in my chest... again... i just wanna go to sleep and not wake up for weeks... can someone please put me in a coma?

Venting
So basically I don't understand guys Whatever happened to forgive and forget I can do it Why cant they? The shit that comes outta my mouth isn't right 100% of the time Just to put it out there And Whats up with the bitch ass comments when I post mumms Who the fuck says I'm a slut One guy girl right here... Fuck this site fucks with my mind lol Now that it's out I can get back to studying

My Love For You
My love for you is deep but I don't know where all to put the feelings I have. Should I hide it in a waterfall where it will drift away in the shallow deep end where it disappears like dust in the wind? I need to know where this is all going. My heart says I'm far away and you're trying to step closer. Things tear us apart so many times but you keep trying to come back and find me again. I am being pulled different ways in life, and I don't know if we'll ever be the same like we were before. I'm happy either way life leads me no matter where you or I go. I will still have love for you even if we're not together.

Dream
waking up from a bad dream isnt new to me, but i still dont like it, and still not used to it. Why do i have these dreams? Is that because i think about it? It really bothers me cuz its about what hurts me. I shouldnt let it affect me, but sometimes it reminds me of the pain. How do i move on?

Gotta Luv Lil Old Ladies Sometimes...for My Work Friends!
Next time you use a pair of rubber gloves, you're going to smile when you think of this: A dentist noticed that his next patient, a little old lady, was nervous so he decided to tell her a little joke as he put on his gloves. 'Do you know how they make these gloves?' he asked. 'No, I don't,' she replied. 'Well,' he spoofed, 'there's a building in Canada with a big tank of latex and workers of all hand sizes walk up to the tank, dip in their hands, let them dry, then peel off the gloves and throw them into boxes of the right size.' She didn't crack a smile. 'Oh, well. I tried,' he thought. But five m inutes later, during a delicate portion of the procedure, she burst out laughing. 'What's so funny?' he asked 'I was just envisioning how condoms are made!' Gotta watch those little old ladies! Their minds are always working

Releasing Splinters
You can keep pushing me down, but all I'm going to do is brush that dirt off and keep standing and get stronger. Nothing you say really suprises me. I've been through almost all you can put me through. I know you think you can blind me with the mud, but it'll wash off as soon as it rains.

I Thought I Just Put A Subject... O.o
Well, first off... I would like to take the time to inform you that I am, and in the future WILL, delete anyone off of my friends list that has an exhorbitant amount of people on their friends list. Why? I hate those "compulsive people collectors"... And, I'm a free man, so I can do as I please. Don't like it? Sucks to be you then. (This goes for the exception of people ACTUALLY TALKING to me.) If you actually talk to me often, I'll keep you. AND, Don't call me "Jug", Or "Jugga". PLEASE?! The name is James. Refer to me as such. Thank you for wasting 20 seconds of your life reading this. =) Makes me feel appreciated.

Back To Back Happy Hours!
^Sin^ and MrMischief are having back to back happy hours! Friday at 11 AM Fubar Time, ^Sin^ is hosting a happy hour! ^sin^-enforcer @ the playpen@ fubar Friday at 12 PM Fubar Time, MrMischief is hosting a happy hour! MR.MISCHIEF*^SINS^ FU-HUSBAND@ fubar Click on their profiles and show them lots of love during their happy hours! This Happy Hour Announcement brought to you by: Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Promoter ~ SgtRaider's Bad Girl/Sisters 4 Life/FuOwned by ^Sin^@ fubar

Darkness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DARKNESS!!!!!!!!! THE DARKNESS HAS SET INTO MY HEART COLD & BITTER THAT IT IS..DARKNESS IN MY HEART THAT IT IS SO COLD IN BITTER THAT IT IS,GOING THROUGH MY WHOLE BODY THAT IT IS GROWING OVER MY EYE'S FOR ME NOT 2 B ABLE TO SEE MY WAY THROUGH LIFE ANYMORE..I DON'T KNOW WHICH WAY TO TURN OR WHICH WAY TO GO ANYMORE.. I TRY TO FIND MY WAY BACK BUT THE DARKNESS HAS SET IN..MY BREATH IS SO COLD & MY HEART IS SO COLD NOW THAT MY PULSE IS SLOWING DOWN..DEAR LORD PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY WAY BACK SO THIS DARKNESS DOSEN'T KILL ME..PLEASE LORD HELP ME PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY WAY BACK...BUT IT'S TO LATE THE DARKNESS HAS SET IN & MY PULSE IS SLOWLY FADEING, FADEING AWAY & NOW I'M GONE... THIS IS BYE ME JASON B. 1/24/2008

What Do You Do?
What do you do when you have a friend that needs help, but there isn't anything you can do about it? I know that I should try my hardest to help them to the best of my ability, but I don't know what I can do! It's nothing that I can really help with. I want to help, but how am I supposed to do that when I have other things that I have to worry about? Getagrrr!

Tables Have Turned Written On Dec. 25, 2006
Days come and go and I sit and think about ways to torture you. You have no idea what i have in mind. I'm coming for you. I won't rest until I have your soul. You are going to die. Just the thought of you screaming in pain with fear in your eyes brings joy to my life. Scream all you want your lifeless body is what I will flaunt you can run but you can't hide. Come on let's go for a ride. I will enjoy to see you cry. This is no dream, this is real, no joke. My first cut will be simple I'll aim for your throat, but it won't be deep I want to watch you bleed. One by one I will snip your fingers with dul scissors. You can't take the pain your body starts to shiver. We're almost there we are close to the river. I'll stop and leave you here to recover you are too far away from home no one will find you not even your mother. no one will ever know that you are gone there will be no worries no concerns. Hell is where you will remain, where you will rot and burn I'll tie you up tight and firm. T

Dragonforce- My Spirit Will Go On
Dragonforce Videos | Availability Calendar | Seattle MLS Life is a misery, don't know how it's come to be Death, the epitome of all of our days In the past we had no choice to hear or to be the voice Close your eyes and visualize the demon to arise You know that sanity is not as it was meant to be And now that misery has taken a new stand In the land of a thousand souls we will carry on through the rain In the sun we will move along with the memories of the slain When I see this humanity and the evil that they have come to be We've come to the point of no return and you beg for just... One more time to escape from all this madness One more time to be set free from all this sadness And one last time to be the one who understands My soul and my spirit will go on, for all of eternity Foreign the currency, your payment in blood to be Death is the destiny for all of our ways In the dark you hide away for who or what you can't say When I see the power of the demon c

Feeling Down?
With people’s desire for tranquility and stress relief stronger than ever, fresh research takes an insightful look at flowers and the important role they may play in our daily lives. A behavioral research study conducted by Nancy Etcoff, Ph.D., of Massachusetts General Hospital and Harvard Medical School, reveals that people feel more compassionate toward others, have less worry and anxiety, and feel less depressed when fresh cut flowers are present in the home. “Other research has proven that flowers make people happy when they receive them,” Etcoff says. “What we didn’t know is that spending a few days with flowers in the home can affect a wide variety of feelings.” The Home Ecology of Flowers Study at Harvard uncovered three main findings: Flowers feed compassion. Study participants who lived with fresh cut flowers for less than a week felt an increase in feelings of compassion and kindness for others. Flowers chase away anxieties, worries and the blues at home.

Rotten Day!
I thought things were finally getting on track for me, then I went to class this morning. I should've known when I left work for class and 5 miles down the road it was POURING snow!!! Of course, my luck ran out and halfway there I had a wreck. Not ju a wreck... but one that is my fault. Thank goodness neither of us were hurt, but waiting on the OSP to get there and file the report felt like it took forever. And that made me late. And of course I couldn't reach my instructor. And of course my car looks awful (thankdfully it's still driveable). And of course it put a damper on my whole day!!! I haven't had a wreck since 1987!!! This totally SUCKS!!!! Oh well...I'm glad it wasn't any worse than it was. Thanks for putting up with my rant.

16 Thoughts
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2.. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved and never will achieve its full potential, that word would be 'meetings.' 3. There is a very fine line between 'hobby' and 'mental illness.' 4. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them. 5. You should not confuse your career with your life. 6. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. 7. Never lick a steak knife. 8. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip. 9. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time. 10. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregnant unless you can see an actual baby emerging from her at that moment. 11. There comes a time when you should stop expecting

Why Is It...
That nobody feels the urge to tell the truth any more, and when they're caught in a lie there's always a good reason or an excuse? That nobody thinks before opening their mouth anymore? That the word "love" is becoming an expression like "hello" or "goodbye" or "have a nice day" instead of having a true meaning all of its own? That everybody claims that the happiness and well being of their family and friends are what's most important to them when the truth is that their true number one is them-self? That wanting someone to live the life they know they deserve instead of taking the fast way out is wrong? That I'll lose sleep over something as silly as this blog post, not expecting anything in return? Why is that?

Dreamin Of You.........
JUST SITTIN HERE REMEMBERING THE TIMES WE SHARED, HOW MUCH FUN WE HAD IN THE COMPANY OF EACH OTHER RATHER IT BE NEAR FROM AFAR.THINKING ABOUT THE WAY I GOT BUTTERFLIES EVERYTIME I HEARD YOUR SEXY VOICE.OR HOW I WOULD BE NERVOUS WHEN YOU HELD ME CLOSE. NOW I'M REMEMBERING WHY I LOVED YOU THE MOST. LOVE THE WAY YOU MADE ME SMILE,I HAVEN'T FELT THAT WAY IN AWHILE. WONDERING WHY YOU TOOK IT ALL AWAY MAYBE I WILL KNOW THE ANSWER ONE DAY. BUT UNTIL THEN I WILL CONTINUE TO REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE ME FEEL,FOR ONCE IT MY LIFE SOMETHING ACTUALLY FELT REAL.YOU TOUCHED ME DEEP-RIGHT DOWN TO MY SOUL...NOW WHEN WE SPEAK YOUR WORDS ARE SO COLD. BUT THE SPELL HAS NOT BEEN RELEASED AND MY HEART IS STILL WITH YOU-SO FOR NOW I WILL JUST KEEP.....

Vip/1,000,000 Fubucks
I've entered into a giveaway for a 1 month VIP and all I need is 10,000 comments! (Rates DO NOT COUNT) I would really appreciate any and all help at this! Also Add/Fan/Rate the host plz! 'I only need 10,000 comments for a one month VIP' @ fubar I'm also looking for someone to be my Valentine ;) So who want's to buy me hearts? Create cool Profile Comments

Frustrationness
I just dont' get it. I mean I am an honest caring girl...sure i'm selfish but at least i TRY To not be selfish...which is a lot cuz i am very about myself. I don't ask for much...and i'm honest about my feelings for others. i've spent my whole life beeing single out of my 23 years of living i've had a total of two boyfriends. everyone else just uses and abuses me and then walks out of my life...i'm so tired of people telling me they care about me just to fuck me. i'm not a toy. this is why i don't do relationships...the one time i finally think i'm ready to start somethin I Am to late...it's not the right time. UGH is what i say Fuck it. I'm fuckin single for life as far as i'm concerned cuz i can't deal with this shit. it's to back and forth.

So You Know
Ok this is so that everyone knows...I have applied to get into an appartment 5 minutes walking from my work, and there is a good chance that I will be getting into it. In that I will have to get my laptop before I get to be back online, so if in the next week or so you start to notice me being gone this will be the reason for it. I am not leaving fubar or my friends or my yahoo, so just bear with me until I get my laptop. Wish me luck I'll be needing it :D ~McLoving A.K.A. Mac, Ken, Ken-Z, Mac Ken Z, Mackenzie

I Thought It Was You...
Today I heard your voice behind me And turned to you with a smile. Can't believe I misplaced that sound, Even though it's been a while. Yesterday I laughed out loud And turned to tell you why. Too late, I remembered the truth, As a tear came to my eye. Even now I see your face And feel your arms holding me tight. Yet your shadow flees at my touch For I am alone tonight. Someday I'll turn and you'll be there. Your smile - your face - will be real I'll put my arms around you and know- This is the way love was meant to feel.

A Poem
I wish you happiness in all you do. Where ever life takes you whatever you do. Keep the smile on your face shining bright and true. And know in your heart I'm smiling too. There will be ups there will be downs. Just so you know I will always be around. To love , support and pick you up if you fall down. Our friendship is real, honest and true. It will last FOREVER don't you know.

Levelling And The Oh So Painful Wait
Given to the straying hands of boredom, I think I will waste a bit of time by Fublogging! It's the perfect time killer because, as the little screen, on this page, dictates, more people surf for NSFW than there are people reading blogs. Besides, I got so caught up on the idea of getting bumped up from level 10 to level 11, I submitted a really bad cell phone pic, hoping that it will pass as a salute. I had gotten Kathleens' digital cam, out of her car, along with some sort of sedative. But, after spending a fair amount of time primping and posing for a pic, then taking about twenty of them, centering my "salute" sign into the pic, I discovered that, while her cam, and accessories, were in her car, the freaking firewire, for the COMPUTER was not here. DAMN. So it was "grab a cell phone and hope for the best!" It's a crappy pic, so don't judge me by it. I went where the lighting was good, and stopped being concerned with background, in hopes that the salute info would be legible.

Doont Know How To Feel
now i dont know if u know about seth the poem a farwell has his but now it also seems like justyn which oddly enough also went toward the tattoo i wanted with toxic love in it anyways... seth is clearly going to jail or prison for a long time and i just dont know how to feel the last things he did to me makes me hate him and i know i didnt deserve that but yet i love him... and yet i didnt want bad for him and sadly yes even though i didnt want to talk to him hoped id see him soon but with this i think it makes it offically final because after that he wont be the same and all with all that time to think and such its sad but i dont care does this make me a bad person that i dont care that the person i love is going away behind bars??? i feel so apathetic at times... sigh i just want to be loved and he finialy did for a long time was truly the only one i guess elfishly i know now i am truly alone

A Poem
I wish that I had told you all the things I didn't say. I wish that when I'd had the time I'd also known the way. I wish I'd said I loved you in a way that meant much more. Then I wouldn't be missing you now that you walked out the door.

Different Drummer
"If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away." ~ Henry David Thoreau

When A Woman Lies
Whenever a woman lies One day, when a seamstress was sewing while sitting close to a river, her thimble fell into the river. When she cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, "My dear child, why are you crying?" The seamstress replied that her thimble had fallen into the water and that she needed it to help her husband in making a living for their family. The Lord dipped His hand into the water and pulled up a golden thimble set with sapphires. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "No." The Lord again dipped into the river. He held out a golden thimble studded with rubies. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. Again, the seamstress replied, "No." The Lord reached down again and came up with a leather thimble. "Is this your thimble ?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "Yes." The Lord was pleased with the woman's honesty and gave her all three thimbles to keep, and the seamstress went home happy.

What I Am (part 1)
Alot of people tell me they want to know more about and I get tired of repeating myself so I thought I would make a list of things that I am and am not. You might want to grab a snack or something to drink for this one....here we go. 1. I am a mom - I have four beautiful daughters that are my pride and joy. I also have a beautiful baby granddaughter. (no penises allowed here folks). I have a relationship with my kids that most moms would die for and if they say any different I will ground them for all eternity. (just kidding) 2. I am funny - I've learned to see the humor in all things. I've had too. My life has been a series of hard knocks and without a sense of humor I wouldn't have survived. I've been known to make people laugh at a funeral (sorry, Aunt Ruth....no disrespect was intended). My sense of humor can be described as witty or sarcastic at times but never harmful. I don't say mean crap to people. Mean people suck. 3. I am getting a divorce - I am pres

Busy Busy
Well, for about the past 2 weeks, my life has been hectic as hell. Between finally getting my drivers license back, getting my car fixed, starting school, and attempting to get my computer fix so I can give the computer I've been using back to my brother, I've been busy as hell. I'm hoping here soon that I can get back on here regularly and hope that you all don't hate me for being gone so long. Gotta get rolling here...got reading that needs done for my physics class(fuck physics). Please leave love!

What I Am Not (part 2)
Still here?? Wow, I am impressed! You must really be interested so I'll hit ya with my next list. Hope you're not hungry or in a rush. 1. I am not lazy - I work two jobs and keep a fairly clean house. My ass never sits (well, of course unless you count the time I took in front of my computer writing this) 2. I am not a fake - What you see is what you get. I will tell you my likes and dislikes up front. For example, I don't like sports. I would not accompany you to a Bengals game to root for the home team. Save the foam finger for some other lucky lady. I'm not going to tell you that your John Denver collection is bitchin'. If I don't like your type of music I will tell you or take a sledgehammer to your stereo. The choice is yours (again, just kidding) 3. I am not crazy - I am a fairly normal person leading a fairly normal life. I don't hear voices. Well okay once I heard the voice of Betty White but it was after a Golden Girls marathon and all she said w

Happy Australia Day!
Well the time has come that all Aussies look forward to.. thats right.. a public holiday! Formally known as Australia Day which for my non aussie friends roughly translates to BBQ's, drinking, backyard cricket , spending time with mates who load up the back of their ute with ice and booze (good on ya boys) and a whole lot of aussie pride. This is also the time of year that people wishing to become australian citizens get naturalised as Aussies. A great thing to see.. a bunch of people all different colours with different accents standing in a line wanting to live for all australia stands for... mainly they just want the beer and BBQ im onto them. So to everyone Aussie or not I wish you a Happy Australia Day. A time to reflect on what we have and be thankful how many beers come in a slab... load up the esky... Make mine a cold one.. Cheers!

Fuck Dr. Phil And Fuck Jenna Jameson
Never in my 28 years have I come across someone so unworthy of the fame and fortune I deserve. What’s so ingenious about a guy who tells abused women to leave, and for drug users to go to re-hab? Isn’t that what they are supposed to do? Why is the fucker so fucking famous for telling people the most basic and obvious forms of advice? I have a theory that he just surrounds himself with the dumbest of people so he can shine like a pretty penny. Does he have real insight? Let’s look at the Doctors “Dos and Donts of dating.” DO (1) Do make sure you are listening as well as speaking. Ask him questions and pay attention to his answers. Then wait for him to ask you something before you launch into your stories. Really? And here I always thought the key to any good conversation was long rants about shopping and interrupting as much as humanly possible. (2) Do smile when you greet him and laugh at his jokes. This will make him feel like you are both having a good time. See,

Oral Sex
A woman was in a coma, she had been in it for months. Nurses were in her room giving her a sponge bath. One of them was washing her private area and noticed that there was a slight response on the monitor when she touched her there. They tried it again and sure enough there was a small, recognizable movement. They went to her husband and explained what happened, telling him, "crazy as this sounds, maybe a little oral sex will do the trick and bring her out of the coma." The husband was sceptical, but they assured that they'd close the curtains for privacy. The husband finally agreed and went into the wife's room. After a few minutes the woman's monitor flat lined, no pulse, no heart rate. The nurses ran into the room. "What Happened ?" they cried. "I'm not sure" The husband replied " I think she choked".

When Will
When Will When love comes knocking Like it did before Will I be afraid to answer Or just open up the door? Will I give all of my love Like I did in the past? Will this be the love That will forever last? Will I build my world around The new love that I found? Or will my heart once again Be scattered on the ground? Will I think of only him Every second of the day? Will I bring him things Even when it's out of my way? Will I do everything To keep our love so true? Will your hand always be there When I'm reaching out to you?

My Birthdate
Your Birthdate: October 29 You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet. Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings. You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments. You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action. Your strength: Your vivid imagination Your weakness: Fear of failure Your power color: Coral Your power symbol: Oval Your power month: November What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Give It A Break Already...
I have written many blogs on another well known site, but this is my first on Fubar. I feel I have to address this issue because I am tired of the subject matter in certain MUMMs. As anyone who has been to my profile knows, I AM a bigger gal. I never seek attention. I never discuss it. I carry myself as a lady and I keep myself up as in hair, make up... etc. I see so many BBW MUMMs and am frankly, tired of them. Men making fun of larger women, larger women seeking attention, etc... I don't define myself by my weight. I don't call myself a BBW. I don't give credence to those who do. I am a woman...plain and simple. I am fairly intelligent, witty, friendly, polite, a loyal friend, and confidante to many. I have LOTS of friends of all shapes and sizes. My best friend is honestly one of the most beautiful women I know and she has no problem with my appearance at all. I seriously don't think any of my friends have an issue with it. They see me for ME. The pers

Why Did U Take The Easy Way Out
well as of this morning someone i love is basicly considered dead because #1 he left a suicide note #2 no one has heard from him and #3 noone can find him so I need to fucking vent WHY The fuck did u take the easy way out..This is probably the worst day for me ever..U FUCKING lied to me..u told me we would never lose each other u promised we would always be friends NO MATTER WHAT...WHY would u do this whyyyyyyyyyyy.omg u promised me u were ok and u wernt gonna do anything im dumb i belived u....why didnt u call me GIRRRRR IM GONNA MISS U SO MUCH..:( I really cared about u and u didnt belive that WHY? U FUCKING LIED u EVEN TOLD ME UR SELF suicide is for pussys its the pussy way out...WELL i guess ur a pussy now arent u.GOD DAMMIT WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY did u fucking do this..REALLY WHY last night before we stopped talking u were all happy...telling me right now ur happier then u have ever been ..was that a fucking act? HUH girrrrrrrrrrrr MIKEY im gonna fucking miss u I just cant belive

Perv Alert (posting For Merci)
noyce231@ fubar RATHER YOUR MARRIED OR NOT HE IS A PERVE. WATCH TALKING TO HIM.PLEASE Leave a comment on this bulletin! Comments on this bulletin: ~THE COWGIRL IN... (Online) January 25, 2008 @ 6:29 am I totally agree Merci men and woman like this all over the net they dont read profiles or names they just assume that they can get a piece of the action and when it comes to scum bags like these it's what makes the net bad an makes people want to leave and I am just glad that I was one of the one who stopped you from hitting that delete button...again noyce does not want to piss off the wrong bunch of people because there are a few witches that would be glad to take of his ass lol (inside joke about pagan) hehe I love ya girl just keep giving them hell~getter done~ delete comment MERCI CO-OWNER ... (Online) January 25, 2008 @ 6:23 am NICELY SAID PINK! IM GLAD TO HAVE FRIENDS LIKE YOU JOHN HOTPAPA G DOG AND OF COURSE MY MAN FIREMAN185(CHUCK) I LOVE

Mixed Messages?
Once again, wasting some time, but this REALLY iritated me. So, I am reading the mums...and this particular one was asking about having sex on the first date. I saw all these girls that are scantily clad and doing something suggestive in their default pictures...saying "NO WAY or I am NOT a slut". OK...I am stupid?! Or do they just like to look like sluts for everyone to see? Talk about mixed messages...these girls are something else.

Less Than 3,000 To Go! Please Help Me Level!
so i have very little left to go. it would be great if you could help me level up! i will most definately return the love. make sure you send me a message or leave a comment so i know who trying to help me out. i will love you forever! Thanks, so much! ♥ Miranda xoxox

Lessons In Life
Life Lessons For over 7 years, Regina Brett was a columnist at The Beacon Journal in Akron , Ohio . During that time, she was diagnosed and successfully treated for breast cancer. Regina is now a columnist for The Plain Dealer in Cleveland , Ohio . Lessons in Life By Regina Brett To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolls over to 50 this week, so here's an update: 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to choc

What My Name Means
What Fred Means You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings. You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun. Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a domi

Musings Of A Fubar N00b
So let me get this straight..3/4 of the people here just fan/rate/add you to get points, they don't give a damn or bother to get to know anyone here or even take a moment to say hello (unless they think they have a chance of seeing you naked).. So..what's the point?

House Of Representatives Vs The U.s. Constitution
I must say that I am just completely CHILLED TO THE BONE in regards to "H.Res. Bill 847 - Recognizing the importance of Christmas and the Christian faith" which was passed on December 11th, 2007. This bill and its H.R. passing have brought a tear to my eye for my fellow Pagans and our continuous struggle towards equality under the U.S. Constitution. Resolved, That the House of Representatives-- (1) recognizes the Christian faith as one of the great religions of the world; (2) expresses continued support for Christians in the United States and worldwide; (3) acknowledges the international religious and historical importance of Christmas and the Christian faith; (4) acknowledges and supports the role played by Christians and Christianity in the founding of the United States and in the formation of the western civilization; (5) rejects bigotry and persecution directed against Christians, both in the United States and worldwide; and (6) expresses its deepest respect to American

Something Steamy For The Mind
I can just imagine - we go to a restaurant for a deliciously romantic meal, I know she is not wearing knickers under the skirt she has on, her pussy is slightly moist from knowing that I know she has no underwear on. We finish the meal, get the bill and make our way back to the car. We drive a round for a while. She has her hand on my leg, stroking gently up and down, teasing with a brushing touch on my balls which are covered by my jeans and only my jeans. My cock is getting stiff with anticipation. She moves her hand to my flies and button, they come undone very easily and she now has access to my totally erect member, she touches softly and teasingly again, knowing that I can't wait to be sucked and fucked by her dripping cunt, but before I get deep and wet, I want to bury my face in her crotch, lapping up those juices with my tongue, and nibbling at her lips and clit, but this was all to happen soon, first to find a good spot for our little after dinner excursion. A little

Life
You have to take the good with the bad Smile when you’re sad Love what you’ve got And remember what you had…. Always forgive but never forget, Learn from your mistakes But never regret People change Things go wrong Just remember Life goes on!!

Tgif!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so glad it is Friday and this week is over with. I had a lot to do this week with work and got it all accomplished and then on top of it had the court date with anthony yesterday. It turned out to be that it wasn't court Thank God! It was the probation department and we went and discussed his punishment for his "big" crime he did with the officer. She actually kind of laughed that he got arrested for stealing a soda. I am sure the kids that she is assigned to have done a lot worse! She called him a "big time criminal". I laughed. It was evident that we did not belong there. You should have seen the people that were in there for probation! Scary!!!! They were looking at us and probably wondering why we were there! We didn't look like meth heads or criminals. LOL She said that actually what they assigned him before was worse than what she was going to make him do. She said that was a bit extreme. He has to do 30 hours of community service. Attend a clas

Exquisite Smell
The smell was exquisite; she wore a perfume that stimulated every sense and fibre of my being. In my depths, desires were welling up like a volcano, that has been sleeping for a millennium, that was about to erupt. I had to have her, I had to kiss her, touch her as she had never been touched before, caressing every millimeter of her soft supple skin. I moved in closely, feeling the warmth growing more intense, my senses are now working at a heightened level, the perfume surrounded me. The needs are taking over. She leans in close to me, to feel my body next to hers. Her back shapes itself to my front; she should be able to feel my heart beating strongly inside my chest. Her hair brushes gently against my cheek as she rocks her head back over my shoulder, exposing her vulnerable neck, my breathe gently breezes over her flesh, raising goose bumps over her neck, back and arms. I move my head to her neck; I place a feather light kiss there, where I know she likes it. Then I leave m

Excitiment
Steam appears as I run the hot tap, water ripples as it flows to the top. There’s a bottle of bubble bath on the shelf which I gently pour under the water while it runs. I watch the water get higher and swish it around to even the temperature. My clothes lay on the floor and I dip my feet in, the heat catches my toes and they go all red and stiff. I sit in the bath and let the water rush over me leaving my body feeling hot. Laying there I close my eyes and start to think erotic thoughts, my hands feel around my body as I let water roam free. With my eyes closed I listen to my heart beat which is strong and loud, my body tingles and feels heavy, I feel myself being taken somewhere else. I’m wearing a black dress, and perfume that simulates every sense and fibre of his well being, I could sense his desires were welling up like a volcano, desires which seemed to of been there for a millennium. I could see he wanted me, he wanted to kiss me, he wanted to touch me like I’d never been to

Mumms Sucking Again.
So, I posted a Mumm about PETA killing animals with the same content as this blog: http://www.fubar.com/blog/24823 Then some f*cktards come in and post vulgar and rude comments which cause my Mumm to be deleted, and once again I'm banned from the Mumms WTF am I supposed to do???

Here's To The Girl I Love The Best
Here's to the girl I love the best. I've loved her naked, and I've loved her dressed. I've loved her standing and I've loved her lying. And if she had wings, I'd love her flying. And when she's dead and long forgotten, I'll dig her up and love her rotten. [1971 Hart]

Need A Friend In A Time Of Need
So, I'm not really going to go into any details, but let's just say that my husband and my roommate are most likely going to be gone for some time. Where there were two paying jobs in the house with me still looking for one, there is now just me with a stack of bills and absolutely no job. I'm scared I'm going to lose my place. This is my first real home, and I wanted it to last. I don't know what to do; I keep looking at the want ads, but it seems like if you're not a truck driver or some kind of nurse, they don't want you. No one's hiring on the streets, either. The one place I found that was hiring is now closing, of all things. I feel like I'm flipping through some fucked up tornado, and I'm not sure if I'll wind up with even the clothes on my back. I'm going to this temp place today, so maybe if I'm lucky something good will come of that, but I can't guarantee it, so I'm not going to hope. If it happens, great, but I'm looking for it to, if that makes any sense. I'm not looking f

Danielle Killed My Heart
I hate how people use me to no end. I give and give so much to them I have never treated any of them bad ever. I get used alot. I sucks and hurts. Its like they ignore you to no end. they delete you off of everything with out even talking to you. And it makes you feel like shit. Even wheny ou invested so much time with people. you feel like what the fuck did I do. When you know you didn't do anything wrong at all. I hate it. Its like the saying Nice Guys finish last. I'm not sure what to do anymore. so her friend writes me and tells me she moved on then the next I get deleted off her friend list WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS. I;M NOT A BAD GUY AT ALL JUST GETS THE SHIT IN THE END I HATE IT SO MUCH FEEL FREE TO WRITE BACK ON IT ANYONE. NEEDS ANSWERS WHY WHY WHY DOES THAT HAPPEN TO ME

~~me Being Me~~protected By Dj Tazman
~~ME BEING ME~~PROTECTED BY DJ TAZMAN fubar page http://www.fubar.com/user/1517529 FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE The pictures she uses can be located here: http://www.freeones.com/html/k_links/Kelsey_XXX/ http://www.rabbitsreviews.com/kelseyxxx-3112.html

The Right To Write
It's difficult to justify yourself as a writer when you barely write or when what you write isn't understood by the masses. Is that ultimately what dictates success? Readability, relatability? I know that somewhere out there there is a genre for angst and anger, sadness and broken hearts. No sugar coating no pretending. When will I take the leap? Devote my life, my fingers to this story? My story. When will I forgive and stop blaming myself for the decisions I was forced into making. Not everyone's story is pretty and perfect. In fact I refuse to believe that each one of us has not suffered injustices that have dictated the course of our existence. My words read like a pitty party and I will be your host for the evening. I will give you all the clues and hints you need to put it all back together again. I was told by my father recently that I should try to be more mainstream. How dejected and depraved. How dare you make assumptions about my life and the way I choose to express my tort

The Years Have Done Me Good!!!
So i was digging looking at old pictures reality hit! I am a MILF now!! and to think i used to think i looked good back then Oh what was i thinking??? so here i am in 2002 and here i am in 2008! THE MILF!!! LOL

Single As Hell
Well. today i found out that the girl i was with fucked some other guy and now she is confused. she dont know who she wants. im now lost i want her but then again, i dont think she wants me, boo fucking hoo. well shit happens, i guess ill see when she makes her mind up. in the mean time anyone wanting to holla, hit me up

Libra (that's Me!) In Love
Libra Love makes the Libra world go round. They thrive on love and romance, and will go to great lengths to avoid hurting the ones they love. Faithful and loyal, when they feel appreciated - Libras expect a partnership to be harmonious. They can be emotionally dependent on their partners, but ask for no more than they are willing to give freely.

Jessology- Survey
Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology." MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. Creamy Italian is my favorite if I have to choose one. Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A. Not a huge fan of fast food- but I do like regular cheeseburgers from McDonalds Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A. Cheesecake Factory ranks high- but no one favorite Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A. usually good- they live on tips ya know.. at least 18%- 20% for great service Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? A. strawberries.. in fact I am sure I have eaten them for more days than two weeks Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. nothing beats just plain cheese pizza- but im up for most anything Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A. butter.. sometimes cinnamon sugar when im feeling crazy! TECHNOLOGY Q. What i

Grandma & Grandpa
Grandma & Grandpa Grandma and Grandpa were visiting their kids overnight. When Grandpa found a bottle of Viagra in his son's medicine cabinet, he asked about using one of the pills. The son said, "I don't think you should take one Dad; they're very strong and very expensi ve." "How much?" asked Grandpa. "$10.00 a pill," Answered the son. "I don't care," said Grandpa, "I'd still like to try one, and before we leave in the morning, I'll put the money under the pillow." Later the next morning, the son found $110.00 under the pillow. He called Grandpa and said, "I told you each pill was $10.00, not $110.00. "I know," said Grandpa. "The hundred is from Grandma!" Grandma and Grandpa were visiting their kids overnight. When Grandpa found a bottle of Viagra in his son's medicine cabinet, he asked about using one of the pills. The son said, "I don't think you should take one Dad; they're very strong and very expensi ve."

1 Year Ago Today...
so its been a year now since youve left us and i know that no one has forgotten you... i know we werent the best of friends but we were starting to be..i wont ever forget the day they called me and said you were gone..heather, kassie, and i were like completely heartbroken...we had just seen you at school and you were fine..making jokes, laughing, nothing was wrong!! you were such an amazing girl and you didnt deserve anything that happened to you! i wont ever forget that funeral either...we were all waiting for you to jump up and say gotcha! lol..none of us wanted to cry because we knew that youd be laughing at us lol...i still miss you girl and i think about you alot!! im proud to have shared my name with you [haha] ♥

I Promise
1:04 AM - I promise I promise to be the warm spot when you're cold. I promise to be your soft place to land if you fall. I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry. I promise to be there for you in joy and sorrow. I promise to support you no matter what. I promise to make a new memory with you each day. I promise to love you without change I promise to make you laugh, but also cry. I promise to give you strength when you are weak I promise to love you forever I promise to always cherish you and your love. I promise to compromise with you. I promise to never take your love for granted I promise to never lose faith in you I promise to never give you reason to not trust me I promise to always trust you Lastly I promise to give you a love everlasting. I promise with all my heart. I promise. -Hurley (copyright 2008)

Spot Light
So I've been thinking, uh oh!!! Beware!!! I joined Fubar a little over a year ago. In that time I have met a ton of awesome people! Hosted a couple of Happy Hours, and leveled Godfather! That's pretty awesome in my opinion. The only thing I haven't done, is bought a Spot Light. I just recently learned that after level 25 buying the Spot Light is not an option! I really really would like to do this before it's too late. But I need some help. If you can help me make my last wish come true, I would be in debt to you for almost forever!!! Please send me some Fu Bux so that I can buy a Spot Light!!!!! xoxo These people Have already donated 100,000 Fu Bux Each....Aren't they awesome!!!!!! MyZtErY ☆ DirtySouthCrew ☆ Owned by Tim~SouthernOutlawBiker~ ☆ I.B.I.C. ☆@ fubar Tsisquo'ga ♥Native American Queen♥ ~ Club F.A.R. ~@ fubar This Awesome Chic just donated 75,000 Fu Bux!!! ~Mydnyte™~Owner of I.B.I.C.~D.S.C.~Manager of D.T.B.~@ fubar

Poem
Once I was condemned just as the man that drove the nail To spend eternity with Satan in a place called hell I read a book that taught me of Jesus’ saving grace How I could be forgiven and spend forever in a better place I fell to my knees and his precious name I cried In an instant I felt him as if he were by my side As I ask for forgiveness through eyes filled with tears He granted me a pardon and relieved all my fears My heart was filled with tremendous joy and peace Thank you precious Jesus with a sweet release Jesus told me he loved me and that he was my best friend I was given a second chance I was born again He will never forsake me in anyway And by my side he will surely stay Mom Dad, Its done Michael Pettrey We found this poem in my brothers things from jail. We are not 100% sure if he wrote it but it was in his handwriting. It made us feel at peace when we read it. Helps us realize that maybe his heart was in the right place.

Original Writing #12
I Was Your Eve Category: Romance and Relationships they say the eyes are the windows to the soul then why did u have to look into them and see that place only GOD should know they say beauty is in the eye of the beholder then why did you choose me to behold your beauty inside and out they say beauty is only skin deep then why does your stare penetrate and see beyond my flesh they say love conquers all then why did you say you loved me and were not prepared for the battle ahead they say the truth shall set you free then why baby do you continue to lie to me they say its the ties that bind then why do these ties choke me instead of bind me they say absence makes the heart grow fonder then why do i seek out your presence every minute of every day they say everything happens for a reason then why am i questioning this path that you and i have chosen they say were a match made in heaven then why, why do i feel

Untitled Written On Dec. 25, 2006
R.I.P. Brandon Earl "Boo" Knowles February 16, 1985-October 22, 2006 It has been nearly two months since you went away, The grief for you we can no longer keep at bay. You promised you were going to be here this year, You were everything that we held dear. You should of known not to be speeding, You did anyways and you ended up bleeding. Your death was tragic and a shock to everyone, In the blink of an eye your life was done. We miss you more than words can say, But we know that we'll see you again another day. We went to see that place today, It still hurts but we know that we'll be ok. Today is Christmas and you aren't here, Someday we won't think of you everyday and that we fear. We never want to forget your laugh or smile, To see you again we'd walk a thousand miles. So know that today we are thinking of you, And we know that we'll see you soon.

Untitled
I wake up this morning with a need to express my love so before I started writing this I said a prayer to the man above "God just help me call her what she means to me and these are the words I chose to show you how special you are to me. I don't know what I'd do without you. The sun would never shine. It would be cold and empty in this heart of mine. The world would stop turning I'm sure of this you see because I could never go on, if you weren't next to me. I hope you do believe me cause I swear this is true I couldn't live without you and I wouldn't know what to do. So this poem I'm sending I send everlasting love. I promise and honor you You're my girl my life and love forever. Written by: Phillip Gasca

The Soldiers
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him,

My Name
> > What Jenesa Means > > > > > You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. > You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. > You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. > > You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. > You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. > At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. > > You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. > You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. > You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. > > > > You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. > You have the whole world under your spell,

Love Or Lust???do You Know The Difference?
Are you in LOVE? Or are you in LUST? LOVE: when your eyes meet across a crowded room LUST: when your tongues meet across a crowded room LOVE: when intercourse is called making love LUST: all other times LOVE: when you argue over how many children to have LUST: when you argue over who gets the wet spot LOVE: when you phone each other just to say "Hi" LUST: when you phone each other just to organize sex LOVE: when you are proud to be seen in public with your partner LUST: when you only ever see each other in the bedroom LOVE: when nobody else matters LUST: when nobody else knows LOVE: when all the songs on the radio describe exactly how you feel LUST: when it's just the same mushy old crap LOVE: when your heart flutters every time you see them LUST: when your groin twitches every time you see them LOVE: when your farewell is "I love you darling" LUST: when your farewell is "So, same time next week?" LOVE: when breaking up is som

My Name!
What Vance Means You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you. You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night. Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You

Sad News
i am in a bad state right now. i found out hours ago that a friend of mine may not make it. she was involved in a car accident and im still waiting to hear about her condition. please say a prayer for me plz!!!

My Band's First Show Recapped!
So last night was my band Low Flyer's first show! We played at The Vent in Fair Oaks, which is a pretty kick-back bar on Madison/Fair Oaks. Oh. And their bartender is a fucking hottie! z0mg. Like, just looking at her would probably be considered cheating, nevermind talking to her lol. So. That's a good reason to come out and check the place out. ;) So we opened the set. Apparently, my wireless unit died in the middle of a song and had to swap cables quickstyle. Other than that, it was a great set, we had a blast! Second up was Bypassing Oblivion, who put up a pretty great set, pretty intense show. Third was Inter*Course from Stockton. Seriously crazy guys, a very weird amalgamation of styles, and worth listening to. Somewhere around halfway through our set, I was bestowed a visit by the lovely, and very silly but cute Christina: OraL GoddezZ@ fubar She was cold though, and left soon after hanging out a bit after the set, and had to go meet up with friends, b

----------- I Can Feel You---------
YOU'RE FAR AWAY, BUT, I CAN FEEL YOU. YOU EXIST IN MY EVERY BREATH. IN EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART, ADDING A SPECTACULAR SIZZLE IN ALL THE RIGHT PLACES EVEN WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES. I SEE YOUR FACE AND FEEL THE FIRE OF YOUR CARESS. YOUR PRESENCE IS A TANGIBLE THING... YET AS HAR TO GRASP AS THE AIR. I REACH FOR YOU, BUT YOU ELUDE ME. STILL,I CAN FEEL YOU; THE SOFTNESS OF A PETAL A WARM WIND ON MY CHEEK, A RAY IN MY VISION, A DISTANT LIGHT THAT EVER DRAWS ME NEAR.

My 1st Give Away
PLEASE come show Rebecca sum mad love. She is in her first giveaway. She needs 25,000 comments in 4WEEKS to get a 3month VIP. She is such a great person and is always helpin out everyone else, so lets HELP HER!!!!! Thanks MSMaine Just click on her picture and bomb away, any little bit will help!!!! Thanks and the love will be returned!!! (repost of original by '♥MS.MAINE~BBW♥Dylon's DIVA♥~PATS 18-0~BABY~♥' on '2008-01-25 15:03:07') thanx for makin this for my ms. maine aka stacey

Please Help My Dear Friend Rebecca!!
PLEASE come show Rebecca sum mad love. She is in her first giveaway. She needs 25,000 comments in 4WEEKS to get a 3month VIP. She is such a great person and is always helpin out everyone else, so lets HELP HER!!!!! Thanks MSMaine Just click on her picture and bomb away, any little bit will help!!!! Thanks and the love will be returned!!!

Are You Aware Or Oblivious?
Are you Aware or Oblivious? * Are you aware by May of 2008 the law will require you to carry a national identification card? Are you aware that there are plans being developed to have all Americans embedded with a Radio Frequency Identification (RFID) computer chip under their skin so they can be tracked wherever they go? The Department of Homeland Security's Emerging Applications and Technology Subcommittee said in a 15-page report that the use of RFID in identification cards or tokens could lead to illegal tracking of Americans... "Without formidable safeguards, the use of RFID in identification cards and tokens will tend to enable the tracking of individuals' movements, profiling of their activities and subsequent, non-security-related use of identification and derived information," the DHS draft report states. Not only do they imped on our privacy but they also pose a considerable Health Risk... Unlike the optical readers associated with bar codes, RFID readers emit

...some Cheese With That Whine?????
ok, my birthday is sunday. i'm alittle frustrated that once again i will be doing nothing for it. i mean, mom's gonna watch the boys for me for the night and i'm gonna go shopping for groceries or something. sounds like a blast huh? lol, thought about taking myself to a movie but, i don't really wanna go alone. or i could go to my n/a meeting and then shop alittle, but it just doesn't seem right. wish i had somewhere to go or something to do, but all my friends party and i don't anymore and i know them, they'll all be out and about at 8pm. lol.. i don't know, just been feeling blah lately. i have some serious cabin fever. all i ever do is work and come home and go crazy cuz the boys are stuck in the house all day cuz it's cold and stuff. i don't know.........just whining i guess!!

On Number 3
Well, I just found out today at 2pm that I am gonna be a daddy again of my 3rd child and I am excited actually. Me and my fiance went thru a bad turn and split up for a lil bit. Well she told a couple of days ago that she was late,(all you women know what I mean)!!!Well, I myself, didnt think nuthin of it, then today comes around and she stops by cryin, and she tells me that she is prego,lol. First instenct, I gave her a hug. So, yup there is my good news for the day. Sry Kayla for hurtin you girl I never ment to do so.

Me
Just wanted to post my first blog to tell about who I am. I am a 30 something BBW. I work full time and go to school full time. I have two boys of my own and my boyfriends daughter. I live with my boyfriend and he is the love of my life. I'm not looking for men here, friends is OK guys as long as you know thats all it will ever be. I'm also bi so i'm mainly looking for other women to be friends with and possibly more. So ladies yes especially other sexy bbw :) guys not so much.

Daughter
O.K. think im in trouble, a almost 14 year old daughter,totally into boys.Raised 2 boys now this one I think will be tough lol.One thing that scares me is I was talking to her earlier and she made no fukin sense.Went out and got stoned,when I got in I talked to her again and she made perfect sense>> Daum

Crying
I was all right for a while I could smile for a while but I saw you last night You held my hand so tight When you stopped to say hello you wished me well You couldn�t tell that I�ve been crying over you, Crying over you and you said so long Left me standing all alone, Alone and crying, crying, crying, crying It�s hard to understand but the touch of your hand can start me crying I thought that I was over you But it�s true, so true I love you even more than I did before But darling, what can I do? For you don�t love me and I�ll always be Crying over you, crying over you yes now you�re gone and from this moment on, I�ll be crying, crying, crying, crying Yeah, crying, crying over you

Ugh....
Ugh...So here's whatsup...I apologize to anyone i get moody with...i'm having a really hard time with life right now...i'm goin thru some crazy ass family shit and i opened my heart to someone and got told that it wasn't the right time...which sounds good right? not if you're a woman like me...I'm a very selfish person...like super selfish. And I do not wait around...however, there's this little voice in my head sayin...'this guy's different he's special he's a good friend you know he'll treat you right just wait for it and it's okay' but i jsut can't. what with all this shit goin on I don't know how much longer i can freakin handle this shit. This is just to much...I think I'm depressed...but i've never felt like this before so who knows.

Come Help Lauria
Lauria, who helps EVERYONE, is in a give away to win a Happy Hour, she needs 50,000 comments...I know there are some bombers in this family who would love to help her out. So come on and let's bomb the heck out of her and help her win!!

Dial Up And It Sucks
as yalls know i been offline for a while well back online but on dial up so no lounge for me for bout a week hopefully lol so to yalls in charmed visoins ill be back in there in a week os so loves ans misses yalls love the evil one starr

More Stress In My Life!!
Well we FINALLY get me over this whole herniated disc ordeal, and now we have more medical news to deal with. Jeff had to take a Cardiac stress test on Wed, and the DR. Called on Thurs. saying he needed to be seen right away to discuss the results. We got into the Dr.office this morning, and we were told their were signs og a blockage, or several blockages in his heart, so he was referring us to a cardiac Dr. ASAP. We got home this afternoon, and he got the call from the Cardiac Dr. that they wanted to do a Cath. on Monday at 3pm. So we now go from there, but he is looking at a blockage in his right coranary artery. Please pray for us, becuase we need it. Hope this finds u all well? I will keep everyone updated thru my blog.

Random Rant
Ok, first of all, for the guys that can't read: I AM HAPPILY TAKEN! I do not want to see your penis, I do not want to talk to you on any messenger, I do not want to talk dirty to you on here, and I do not want you at all, sexually! If you want to be friends and nothing more, that's fine. If you do not understand any of the above, please leave my page and kindly go fuck yourself. Thank you. :) Now, for the guys that still won't quit after I tell them all of that: If you feel that you have to go and down rate my page and pictures just because I do not want you, please read the last 2 sentences of the previous paragraph. As for my "friends" on here. I have asked a couple of times for help and yet still the same 5 people help me all of the time. If you are on my friends list, I expect you to help me if I need it, and I would do the same for you. Anyone that has ever helped me knows that I have done the same for them. If you can't do that simple favor for me, expect to be taken off of

"i Am"
I am what I am I am what I've become There were many But now in the only one The only one who The only one to Walk through the gates of Hell And still I'm alive to tell The blind leading the blind That's how it went I saw the dark bars of these gates Sharp and jagged and bent They opened So on into the darkness i went Step upon step thought after thought seeming it seemed In my own mind I was caught I walked through the blood Burnt and scared Yet not yet dead I walked all the way To the end of Hell's road Where only empty skulls lay I walked over the carcasses Left there to decay I found the evil King's throne Except for my shadow I was alone So a seat I did take Take I did to take a break Then a mirror did i see A mirror face down On the chair's arm beside me And a curious creature I may be I just sat there and wondered Where the Devil, The Devil may be And why free to roam his realm He let me be A quick look in the mirror I took I took that lo

"blood Filled Tears"
Do you ever feel like you just want to die? Do you ever feel like all you want to do is cry? This world is filled with sinners and fakes. They disguise themselves like Satan as a snake. You trust someone, they let you down. You love someone, they break your crown. Fire burns in my soul. My heart makes into coal. Instead of salty water, blood fills my eyes. And instead of smiles, blood is all I cry.

Untitled
The tears that hurt the most are the ones that don't fall When you're so empty inside that nothing comes out The smiles that hurt the most are the forced ones Not the "how are you I'm fine" ones but the kind a good friend has to work for The laughs that hurt the most aren't the ones at you But the happy ones of other people that you don't want to burden The words that hurt the most aren't "I still love you" or "please don't go" or the bitter words of arguments The words of acceptance, cutting so sharply that they barely sting The thoughts that hurt the most are the knowledge that this is not the first time That it wasn't anyone's fault and you are alone again.

Depression
Depression Poem Enslaved © By Jennifer E. Beyer At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around. I hold my breath and listen yet silence is the only sound. I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace. I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place. I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain. I often wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane. I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears. I have been empty and broken for so many years. I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay. I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear every day. I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved. These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved.

Life
read this somewhere today and I really liked it so I thought I would put it in my blogs even though I did not write it: Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family, Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers.Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends.Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suit on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose D.I.Y and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life

"angel Of Darkness"
Angel of Darkness come with me Hold my hand, make me see Child of the night show me your ways Drag me beneath to run through your maze Everything not bright Nothing of light Pull me into your world Let me be your girl Cover my eyes led by the blind Just cuts, just scrapes, don't worry I'm fine Out blood blends together, our scars just the same The Darkness so beautiful, Day so mundane My love belongs to you, take it and make it true Your mystique so angelic, so soft, so deep Take me, make me, hold me, I'm yours Immersed in your esoteric beauty, my countenance pours

Goodbye
In my heart, i felt a break, And I started to cry, In my minds eye, I watched you die. As if in slow motion, So I could see the pain, I watched the bullet, Enter your young brain. I heard the report, I felt your head fall back, Watched your eyes go blank, Felt your body go slack. I feel the blood drip, So hot and red, As it falls fom The wound in your head. Your life was gone, Before you hit the ground, You felt no pain, You made no sound. I saw your heart stop, And I started to cry, As in my mind, I watched you die. 01-25-2008 WMH

Yay!! 3 Days!!
As of 3:30 pm it had been three day's since Kylie had a seizure! And I just got off the phone with my sister and she still hasn't had one! This weekend and next week will be the test though to see if she really is getting better because they're going to try to get her more active and start weaning off those strong ass meds they put her on three days ago to give her a break. So we'll see how she does. Keep those prayers going strong please! Sarah still isn't doing well so keep praying for her too please I'm not really sure what is wrong this time.

Irritation
My husband and I were talking about patriotism and how Americans are so strange about theirs. In contrast to most other countries, most Americans know their national anthem. Most Americans put on a good show of the outward appearance of patriotism. You know the type, draping their houses and cars with the flag, getting bent out of shape over the wording of the pledge of allegiance, singing the national anthem off-key... Yet, when asked, a lot of Americans will claim to be Irish or German or Italian. The same people who drape their houses in the flag. I think that only the Italians and Irish might actually be aware of these impostors going around believing that they are part of a culture and a history they know nothing about, let alone have experienced directly. I even remember one St. Patrick's day having someone ask me what nationality I was, and when I replied that I was American, they seemed deflated and crestfallen. I don't even want to think about the reaction they'd get

Wild Hogs
I just finished watching " Wild Hogs" and I was pleasantly surprised. I had heard mixed reviews.. it started out kind of slow, and I was worried it was going to be a series of bad cliches. This movie was actually a cute little flick, and we all know someone like one of the guys in the story. I give it: 3 & 1/2 stars

Want To Own Me For A Month?
want to own me The winner gets..... 1.) The person you win will put Owned by "Your name here" next to theirs in their profile name for an entire month. 2.) Atleast 1 daily comment 3.) All pics and stash rated during Happy Hour 4.) A daily gift of their choosing. 5.) A personal salute photo to you (What kind is up to the person who is won) 6.) Anything after that is up to the person who is owned just click on my pic to link you and place your bid.... Bids include fu-bucks, V.I.P, Blasts, Ticker, and Happy Hours ..... *cash items out rank fu-bucks* this is the link to the pic just click on it

Tired
I’m tired of being misunderstood, nerves are shot, weak – like old wood. I’m tired of being ill, no energy, can’t think, losing my skills. I’m tired of so-called friends, stabbing me in the back, again and again. I’m tired of trying to make things right, I give up – I surrender, no will to fight. I’m tired of seeing others in pain, raises frustration, drives me insane. I’m tired of not being able to cry, I’d melt away, nothing left inside. I’m tired because I can’t feel, walking in a daze – numb this can’t be real. I’m tired of being “strong,” I'm weak, I'm fragile, its gone on way to long. I don’t know what else to say, I

Always And Forever
Basking in the warmth of your smile And the music of your laugh I feel your tenderness And your oh so witty style I don’t know why god blessed me With such a friend as you But it makes my pleasure complete And very happy too The way you always know me And exactly what to do When my loneliness gets me down And I’m so very blue The way you see into my soul And looked behind my eyes And I don’t have to hide my feelings And put on a disguise With you I learned to trust And as I person I have grown Who could have possibly told me How could I have known That you would come in to my life And my beauty would start to bloom And like a pretty butterfly Come out of my cocoon To share your tender heart The warmness of your smile The courage of your wisdom For these I’d walk for miles To be thinking of a time When you’d no longer be there For me to gaze upon in delight And all our feelings share Is not acceptable to me Beca

In Search Of The Gentle Man, Soldier Of Words, Guardian Of Women? Search No Further!
I'm James McFiery, for the past few years I have lead a tough, struggle for it all life. I had lost my way, though in time I have recovered myself and regained a familiar face in the mirror once more. That face is a strong willed, warm hearted individual whom seeks to help others. I have risked life and time for others, and I finally am stepping out of the shadows to help once again. I am friendly, funny, and I love to listen, just as much as I love to be there for others. I am not one who is afraid to voice my opinion or my emotions. I am a survivalist by lifestyle, and Guardian or Protector if you will of women of any shape, religion or race. I am not racist, nor do I discriminate. If I feel I can help in any way I will. I hold a passion of words, and a rage for the predators of this world. It sickens me to read and hear of innocent, young and unsuspecting women and children who are obducted and murdered. I am reaching out to any who need a hand, shoulder, or ear. This is no joke, no

Love Quotes
True love cannot be found where it truly does not exist, Nor can it be hidden where it truly does. ~ by Anonymous ~ Seduce my mind and you can have my body, Find my soul and I'm yours forever. ~ by Anonymous ~ Love asks me no questions, And gives me endless support... ~ by William Shakespeare ~ Once in awhile, Right in the middle of an ordinary life, Love gives us a fairy tale. ~ by Anonymous ~ The only things in life you regret, Are the risks that you didn't take. ~ by Anonymous ~ You may only be one person to the world But you may also be the world to one person. ~ by Anonymous ~ A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me Together forever and never apart, Maybe in distance, but never in heart. ~ by Anonymous ~ Love doesn't make the world go round, Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. ~ by Elizabeth Browning ~ Love me without fear Trust me without questioning Need me without demanding Want me without

Shout Box Ekok Size
Certain men on fubar have assert that with their e penis, they tend to be more appealing to the female,hopefully she will be soaked in her panties, knowing that how huge his penis is. These men should be noted for the attempts for trying to impress chriswayne87: im on cam on yahoo 11 inches

Spotlight... 1 Last Time
Yes, its true, I will only have 1 more chance at the spotlight. I am 290k from leveling to Disciple and once that happens, I can no longer bid. I am hoping that I can get my bids in for the next Spotlight which will be for Sunday. I ask this one thing. Do NOT rate me or give me points today....Thats right, I'm close to leveling and I'd hate to wake up to Disciple. Getting the Spotlight is exciting and I had it once before and would like to level off with that. I will of course continue to help others get their chance at the Spotlight, I guess this is my first selfish act on Fubar. Well, spank me when you see me in the spotlight. :)

Cambridge Study
Now this was cool enough for a Blog... ;) Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a total mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Petrty amzanig huh?

My Trip To The Hospital
well as most of u kno i have very bad neck problems, most of the time i can handle them.til recently it got real bad and very very painful. my arm and feet would get tingling sensastions and numbness and be real cold out of nowhere,so i decided to go to the hospital to see what if anything they could tell me. they took 6 xrays of my neck and said by looking at the x rays i have disc degeneration. and i need to schedule an MRI to get a better look at my nerves.from what the doctor think about it he thinks i have a pinched nerve, and the only way to fix that is with surgery.so come monday i have to schedule to get one done and hope they dont find a pinched nerve. i will post another bulletin after my MRI.

A Red Rose
YOUR REMIND ME OF A ROSE! BEAUTIFUL AND UNIQUE SPECIAL WITH EVERY COLOR THE GOD HAS GIVEN US TO ENJOY. YOUR SUCH A JOY TO BE AROUND AND FUN TO TALK TO LATE AT NIGHT. IF I COULD PICK A ROSE AND DESCRIBE IT, IT WOULD BE THE RED SOUTH AMERICAN ROSE. IT'S ROSE BUD IS VERY BIG, REMINDS ME OF YOUR HEART! THE COLOR OF THE ROSE WOULD BE RED! RED IS THE COLOR OF LOVE! MY LOVE FOR YOU WOULD NEVER GO UN NOTICE! IF YOU EVER NEED ME, I'LL BE THE GUY TO PICK YOU OUT OF A BED OF ROSES AND MAKE SURE THAT YOUR BEAUTY STAYS ALIVE. I'LL BE THE ONE TO GIVE YOU THE WATER YOU NEED TO STAY ALIVE AND KEEP YOUR BEAUTIFUL RED ROSE BUD ALIVE!

A Lost Love
You are always there When I needed you Every breakups You are there for me Giving me your shoulder to cry on Every laughter I have In my life, You are always the first I share my smiles with The sharing secrets, The endless talks, You are the one I care Down the road, If anything happens I know I have you to depends on You are my best friend The day comes, News of the sickness took your joy away It took my joyous life out of the door too It destroyed our dreams Time have not left us much A blink and you are gone No longer will I feel the warmth of your hugs No longer I feel the touch Smiles, that once filled up mine and your life Replaced by tears The day you rest I truly see The love I yet found Is always beside me Is it too late now to say I love you Sounds of my love will never be heard by you

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How about a little help here!! This lady really could use some help to get a VIP. A little will go along way. I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. More colors.

Relentless Radio Rawks!!!!
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Terror On The Street
A loud explosion suddenly fills the air Screams of panic and pain come to me Billows of thick black smoke, I watch rise Reality of this world has once again come to be People running past me stained in blood Bodies laying lifeless here and there A vehicle burns now mangled steel These are visions we this day share A scream of a siren in the distance I now hear Coming to the aid of those in need A child legless I now see Who accomplished this awful deed Innocence taken from the unsuspecting On this day as on patrol I walk by A tear rolls down my dust covered cheek I look to the heavens and ask, “God why?” People hold friends in their arms Their lives slipping from them fast A body goes limp as I watch in silence Hoping that this will be the last A mother clutches a child to her chest Protecting them as best she can Building destroyed around as I look This a view or terrorism as here I stand A pain I feel in my heart as I watch Knowing that this is not right On

It Can Always Be Worse!!!
Remember, all of you, my friends and loved ones..... IT CAN ALWAYS BE WORSE!!! When you have a 'I Hate My Job' Day, [even if retired you have those sometimes] Try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: 'Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested and then sanitized. ' Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times,'I am so

Random Thoughts
when I look into your eyes your soul is open to me I lay in the warmth of you soft caresses on my skin warm breath on my neck I quietly pray for more you don't want to move forward just stay in the same spot Am I not good enough to claim? I know I'm the right one for you How can we share such a strong connection and not move to the next step? When I fall, I fall hard fast and furious I lay in the warmth of you soft caresses on my skin you cup my face in your hands your lips touch mine and hunger, fire, emotions explode how can you kiss me so passionately and not feel something for me? I will give you more time but how long, I don't know I lay in the warmth of you warm breath on my skin enveloped in your strong arms the smell of you lingers I'll keep you in my dreams

The Toung Ring
So im 25 and get hot and bothered by any woman waving her toung ring in my face. I dont know what it is but it gets me...bad. So go to a bar and kiss a girl with a toung ring you say...And she sucks, or is a sloppy crappy kisser, or tastes like a fucking newport and jack. All I need is one good long kiss with a great kisser and a toung ring and hopfuly this gos away right? Any takers?

What Is Love??
What is Love? The word love has many different meanings in English, from something that gives a little pleasure ("I loved that meal") to something one would die for (patriotism, family). It can describe an intense feeling of affection, an emotion or an emotional state. According to philosophers, the only goal of life is to be happy. And there is only one happiness in life: to love and be loved. Love is essentially an abstract concept, much easier to experience than to explain. The definition of love is the subject of considerable debate, enduring speculation and thoughtful introspection. The difficulty of finding a universal definition for love is typically tackled by classifying it into types, such as passionate love, romantic love, and committed love. These types of love can often be generalized into a level of sexual attraction. In common use, love has two primary meanings, the first being an indication of adoration for another person or thing, and the second being a state

60 Fun Things To Do In An Elevator
1. Make race car noises when anyone gets on or off. 2. Blow your nose and offer to show the contents of your Kleenex to other passengers. 3. Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering: "Shut up, dammit, all of you just shut UP!" 4. Whistle the first seven notes of "It's a Small World" incessantly. 5. Sell Girl Scout cookies. 6. On a long ride, sway side to side at the natural frequency of the elevator. 7. Shave. 8. Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside ask: "Got enough air in there?" 9. Offer name tags to everyone getting on the elevator. Wear yours upside-down. 10. Stand silent and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off. 11. When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act embarrassed when they open by themselves. 12. Lean over to another passenger and whisper: "Noogie patrol coming!" 13. Greet everyone getting on the elevator with a warm handshake and ask them to cal

Italian Marriage Advice?
Italian advice for a long lasting marriage: At Saint Mary's Catholic Church they have a weekly husband's marriage seminar. At the session last week, the Priest asked Luigi, who was approaching his 50th wedding anniversary, to take a few minutes and share some insight into how he had managed to stay married to the same woman all these years. Luigi replied to the assembled husbands, 'Well, I've a-tried to treat her nice, spend-a the money on her, but best of all is that I a-took her to Italy for the 20th anniversary!' The Priest responded 'Luigi, you are an amazing inspiration to all the husbands here! Please tell us what you are planning for your wife for your 50th anniversary.' Luigi proudly replied 'I'm a-gonna go and get her."

Let's Finish Up Superstarrprincess.. Please Help!
Trying to finish up my HH only 10,300 more comments to go! The sooner I finish MY giveaway the sooner we will be taking requests from YOU! All help is greatly appreciated! Click pic to comment bomb!

The Change
this little girls life is deadthis little girls eyes have bled the tears of sorrow the painful anger as this little girl realizes that shes the confused stranger looking into her world seeing the inside screaming her lungs out to see what its like to lose herself sinking in the sand gripping the wet rope sliding into the damned burning notes in her soul angered with her life soomeone stole disengaged from the world conquer over forgiveness with brass and bold crying in vein screaming with pain feeling the same day after day hate rape love lust bust come go yes no yes, come and go, bust this love lust feeling of hate, after the rape when i said no it feels better to leave you behind when the gray clouds roll when you die soon it will be my turn to lieand everything will be fine

Lynnann Aka 'sunni_star* Fan Me*
lynnann aka 'Sunni_Star* fan me* fubar page http://fubar.com/user/526614 BUSTED a FAKE until a legitimate salute is accepted by fubar. We have no verifiable link to where the pictures were taken from but the main avatar picture is one of famous blonde pictures EVERYONE uses on My Space and all the other chat sites. Due to the few pictures this person posts and claims as her and the obviousness that each picture is a different person we must agree with those contacting us that she is in fact a FAKE.

Need Some Help Please
HEY YA'LL MY COMPUTER IS ALL MESSED UP I CANNOT GET ON TO SHOUT ANYBODY OUT OR ANYTHING ... SO UNTIL I GET IT FIXED I AM OFF FUBAR ... WHEN I GET IT FIXED I WILL SHOUT OUT TO EVERYONE...SO IF YOU WANNA LEVE A MESSAGE FOR ME ... SEND ME A PRIVTE MESSAGE

Playing Catch Up
well for about the last 10 days the school server has been down. They were in the process of installing a new server, but the old one crashed before they could make the transfer. It could have been worse. They might not have had the new servers almost installed. Anyway. The last few days we were doing everything by e-mail. So I was able to catch up. (or so I thought). Well the regular class webpage is now up. But now the teachers are going nuts trying to get their stuff back on, and make adjustments for the lost time. Well of the assignments already up was the assignments that were being done by e-mail. They have to be resubmitted, no biggy right?? Well there were changes so I have to redo them. Well make corrections anyway. Plus download all the corrections to the class schedule, and get the new stuff done. So I might be logged in, but I won't be doing much here. Please bear with me. When I get a little time I will try to get on here, don't feel that I am ignoring

Darkside
OH CAN IT BE?THAT THE DARKSIDE IS TAKING THE GOOD PARTS OF ME?WHY AM I BITTER WHY AM I COLD??? MAYBE LOVE HAS GONE TOO,...WHO WILL BRING ME BACK FROM THE GRAVE THAT HAS ALREADY BEEN DUG?IT IS THE GLOOM ON THIS PLACE,AND ANGELS WILL SOON BE WEEPING,THROW THE FIRST SHOVEL OF DIRT,BY HEART IS NUMB IF I EVEN HAVE ONE ANYMORE,DO YOU FEEL THE DARKSIDE?I DO, IT IS HERE.

Good Morning Vietnam
Good Morning Vietnam - 1987 Manic comedian Robin Williams shakes up 1965 Saigon in the Academy Award - nominated role the critics agree he was born to play - irreverent, non-conformist deejay Adrian Cronauer. Imported by the Army for an early a.m. radio show. Cronauer blasts the formerly staid, sanitized airwaves with a constant barrage of rapid-fire humor and the hottest hits from back home. The G.I.s love him - but the brass is up in arms! Riddled with side-splitting comic bombshells and studded with hot 60's hits, the film depicts Cronauers's raucous Saigon adventures amid a world gone mad. Good Morning Vietnam is a direct hit - the classic Robin Williams comedy. This great film shows how one man can make a world of difference. Change comes slow but it is proof that if one is determined that he/she can make a change that lasts for a long time. Love a lot of the music and the cast works very well together. One of the great Vietnam fictions, tries to show the non-combat

Found Love On Fubar
I am happy to say that I found my true love here on Fubar...Some may say I'm crazy to travel many miles to visit someone that I barely knew online but...call me crazy...it turned into something beautiful..hard to explain but love at first sight does exist..We met less than a month ago online and I am still here with him, getting to know him- spending countless hours of quality time together...We plan to spend a lifetime together, it may take some time to bridge the distance as I am from New Jersey and he is from Michigan but I believe that we are meant for one another and time will bring us closer...My late boyfriend Ron once told me that if I stayed strong and believed in myself and believed in love that he would send someone to me...that I wouldn't have to live a life alone....I am all smiles- I am still here on Fubar because I love all my friends here...people who stood by my side no matter what stupid decisions I made in my life..you all are the best and I will find the time to ch

Amazing
Love stained blankets whisper over my legs Creases from the night before imprinted now My face, rests on your bare chest, it's perfect As sunlight brings forth a new day with you Your breath grazes my forehead as I drift off Into a light sleep I fall, your fingers in my hair Your stare I can feel, it comforts me always A smile escapes my lips, touched by your kiss Warming the room, the sun's rays smile at us Tickling my shoulders and your arm's embrace And as your fingers stroke my smiling features I fall deeper in love with you, our amazing dawn

On True Love
i have a question about love who knows whatit is really or who even believes in it!!!! I want to believe in it but i jdont ever see it happening or even ever had it happen to me i think it is a thing ppl want to beieve in so they let their minds work over time on it!!!! my thoughts are about warped these days i beieve in the love for a child and your parents but for someone to have the power to break your heatis just unreal to me!! To cry over a man or female depending on your sex is unbelievable to me!!!! Tel me what you think

Vip
WELL I HAVE 7 DAYS LEFT THAT THIS VERY NICE GUY CAME AND BOUGHT ME A VIP AND WELL I CANT BUY ONE AND I WILL LOVE U FOREVER IF U GET ME ONE IF NOT ILL STILL LOVE YA CAUSE UR MY FU-PPLS BUT IF U CAN I WILL RATE AND COMMENT EVERY PIC U GOT WITH THE VIP AND WITH OUT AND WHATEVER ELSE U WANT!!!?? DO I HAVE ANY TAKERS?? HAHA DONT MAKE THIS BLOG OUT TO BE IM BEGGING FOR IT CAUSE IM NOT I CAN GO WITHOUT IT I JUST LIKE MY NAME BEING PINK HAHA I LOOOOOOOVE PINK AND WELL THE 11'S I CAN GIVE TO PPL TOO THATS ALWAYS A PLUS BUT THATNK U FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS MUAH BIG KISSES TO U.............!! LOVE *BARBIE*

"pet" Girl Kicked Off Bus For Wearing Leash
LONDON (Reuters) - A British bus company has apologized to a girl who is led around on a leash by her boyfriend and describes herself as a human pet after one of its drivers threw her off a bus. Tasha Maltby, 19, told British newspapers she was the "pet" of her 25-year-old fiance Dani Graves. Pictures showed her dressed in black Gothic-style clothing with silver buckles on a silver chain -- which the driver of a bus from the firm Arriva took exception to. She told the Daily Mail newspaper Wednesday she was thrown off and told: "We don't let freaks and dogs like you on." Arriva would not comment on specifics but said it apologized if the couple felt they had been discriminated against. It added, however, that the driver was worried about safety and the company told Maltby to take the leash off in the future. "We have spoken to the driver who has talked about health and safety," a spokesman said. "Should she be attached to a chain and something happens on the bus, that c

Leaving For Awhile
Yeah I'm leaving Fubar awhile...i need to anyway....just have some other things i need to focus on right now and being here isn't helping that at all... dont worry for anyone reading this I'll be back...just not sure when for anyone that wanna email me: asquad16@yahoo.com if anyone does...don't mail me stupid shit please lol so yeah bye for now guys

60 Things You Didnt Know About Me
60 Things You Possibly Didn't Know About Me 1. What is in the back of your car? CARSEATS,TOYS 2. When was the last time you threw up? BEEN AWILE 3. What color is your toothbrush? white and blue 4. Name one person that made you smile today? a friend on fubar :) 5. What were you doing at 8 am this morning? driving to work 6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? answering email 8. Have you ever been to a strip club? yeah 9. What is the last thing you said aloud? turn the tv down 10. What is the best ice cream flavor? chocolate 11. What was the last thing you had to drink? milk 12. What are you wearing right now? shirt, pants , socks 13. What was the last thing you ate? pot pie 14. Have you bought any new clothing items this week? no 15. When was the last time you ran? the other day when i was playing volleyball 16. The last sporting event you watched? football game 18. Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspac

Daily Love Tarot
The Two of Wands card suggests that you might believe that you have it all. You may think your influence, sex appeal or charisma is supreme or that you have your target or romantic interest in hand. However, while you are admiring your conquest or attempting to control your situation, you could be missing or daydreaming about something else. You might be keeping your options open, waiting for results, watching out for rivals, or waiting or wishing for someone or something else out there. Perhaps you are hoping an old flame or new spark will show up and fill your emptiness or discontent with domestic life.

Airport Part Ii...
Airport Part II Her knees still slightly weak, she takes her lover by the hand and they sprint toward the exit door. Neither noticing the shocked look on passersby as they move with undo haste. Heels clicking against the pavement as she struts across the room. She turns smiles, and winks at him as he follows. He is watching her every move as he follows close behind. Suddenly realizing that her skirt is still raked up a bit high she runs her hands down her blouse, across her nipples standing at attention for the world to see and down her hips. Just before reaching back to straighten the back she smiles at him, slides the skirt a few inches higher. But just enough for him to see the first outline of her cheeks then lowers the skirt back in place. She stops and he moves up behind her. Hmmmmm she moans I love your body as she begins to rub her ass softly across his member now beginning to come back to life. Come baby I see the cab, he moves to open the

(moving On)
in the last week in have moved on with my life, i took a stad and made changes. it's not easy startting over but i had no choice..the hardest part is how it affects my kids, but they seem to have ajusted better than i..for me the struggle to make it has just begun, in the months ahead it will show if i have what it takes to make it..we all take different paths in our lives that we are not sure of or even if we made the right decision, only time will tell...so far my decision to move on alone has proven to be the right one..i am far from my goel, but i know i'll get there...as i get there i'll let you know all of my progress...for now, it's still just the beginning...

Url To Leav A Lounge!!!
SO YOU WANT TO LEAVE THE LOUNGE BUT THE GOOBERS TOOK THE LINK OUT?? WELL HERE YA GO..FILE THIRTEEN THEM!! JUST INPUT THE LOUNGE NUMBER WHERE THE FIVE XXXXX'S ARE!! PEACE! http://www.fubar.com/mylounges.php?leave=XXXXX

Needles
I lay here in bed and wither away. Sloth has become my way of life. Sweat pours from my body. Oh Christ, what day is it ? Sunglasses hide my raccoon eyes. Long sleeves hide my scarred arms . Yet I still go on with it . Why dont I just take it all away? Should I get help? I will quit tomorrow, its Sunday! Oh jeez, I am starting to shake again. Maybe just once more, one more wont kill me. I have done it so many times anyway. My friends have become afraid of me. Oh well who needs them anyway. All they ever do is mooch of me anyway. Some friends huh? Okay here goes , oh yeah ! As heaven enters my veins. I feel myself as if I am in a dream. People around me acting frantic. My eyes closed and I hear voices. I jump, but unconscious I stay on a table. What the hell? Okay maybe I need help ! NAH, that will be the last time that happens. Here lays rest , ME!! So , I guess I was right all along. Best and last time. Were you hoping for a happ

They Walk Among Us
Amazing! IDIOTS IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD: I live in a semi-rural area. We recently had a new neighbor call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the Deer Crossing sign on our road. The reason: "too many deer were being hit by cars" and he didn't want them to cross there anymore. This one was from Kingman, KS. _____________________________________________ IDIOTS IN FOOD SERVICE: My daughter went to a local Taco Bell and ordered a taco. She asked the person behind the counter for "minimal lettuce." He said he was sorry, but they only had iceberg. And he was a Kansas City chef! _________________________________________________ IDIOT SIGHTING: I was at the airport, checking in at the gate when an airport employee asked, "Has anyone put anything in your baggage without your knowledge? To which I replied, "If it was without my knowledge, how would I know? He smiled knowingly and nodded, "That's why we ask." Happened in Birmingham, Ala. _

15 Things That It Took Me Over 50 Years To Learn:
Thought for the day 15 THINGS THAT IT TOOK ME OVER 50 YEARS TO LEARN: by Dave Barry, Nationally Syndicated Columnist 1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be "meetings." 3. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness." 4. You should not confuse your career with your life. 5. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. >>> HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A PERSON THROWN OFF OF THE DANCE FLOOR ? WHO "QUOTE COULD NOT DANCE?" WANT TO KNOW WHAT A WOMAN IS LIKE ,DANCE WITH HER,IF YOU SLOW DANCE AND PUT YOUR ARM AROUND HER AND SHE PUSHES YOUR ARM AWAY, DON'T BOTHER TO FINISH THE DANCE, THERE ARE MORE OUT THERE.>>> 6. Never lick a steak knife. 7. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip. 8. You will never find anybody who

Cheerios
You will remember this whenever you hear someone mention Cheerios...Enjoy!!! A 6-year-old and a 4-year-old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" says the 6-year-old. "I think it's about time we started cussing.” The 4-year-old nods his head in approval. The 6-year-old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say 'hell,' and you say 'ass.'" "OK," the 4-year-old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6-year-old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, "Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His Mom locks him in his room and shouts, "You can just stay there until I let you out!" She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4-year-old, and asks with a stern voice, "And what do YOU want for breakfa

Two Very Elderly Friends,
Two very elderly friends, Harv and Jack, met in the park every day to feed the pigeons, watch the squirrels and discuss world problems. One day Jack didn't show up, Harv didn't think much about it,figured maybe he had a cold or something. But after Jack hadn't shown up for a week or so Harv really got worried. However, the only time they ever got together anymore they used to play a lot of golf together) was at the park, and Harv couldn't remember where Jack lived so he was unable to find out what had happened to him. A month passed and Harv figured old Jack had gone to his heavenly reward, but one day Harv approached the park and, lo and behold, there sat Jack ! Harv was very excited and happy to see him and told him so! Then he said, "For crying out loud Jack, what happened to you?? "Jack replied, "I have been in jail." "Jail???," cried Harv! "What in the world for???" "Well," Jack said, "You know Sue, that cute little blonde waitress at the coffee shop where we sometim

The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy
The Wisdom of Larry the Cable Guy 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. C hange is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17. How

Per Fection
imikimi - Customize Your World Mom those are the eyes that watched me grow The eyes that were able to see into my soul Together we climbed mountains and made it through the pain To find out that someday it would be forever and againe As you've gotten stronger, I've gotten stronger Able to take care of myself even though I didn't want to Your proud of my wit, my confidence and my charm People say I'm just like you and I know all about your charms The eyes are in my heart, the eyes that saw my soul Your eyes are the beautiful eyes, the eyes that watched me grow

Fubar
Just wanted to tell all whether friend of mine on here or women who want to chat, I can be reached via SkipMonster4x4CHEVY on Yahoo Messenger. I LOVE this site, but not able to get on it as I have MySpace and MyYearbook that I spend most of my time on. Thus, if ya take the time to search for me on one of those sites orjust ask me for my links on those I will gladly give them to you. I will still periodically check on here, but for now, would rather chat via Yahoo or those sites. Anyway, take care.

Gackt Lyrics
Atemonaku hitori samayoi arukitsuzuketa Kasuka na toiki o tada shiroku somete Utsuri kawari yuku kisetsu no sono hakanasa ni Wake mo naku namida ga koboreta "Ima mo aishite iru..." Furitsuzuku kanashimi wa masshiro na yuki ni kawaru Zutto sora o miageteta Kono karada ga kieru mae ni ima negai ga todoku no nara Mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete Wakari aenakute nandomo kizutsuketeita Sonna toki demo itsumo yasashikute Fui ni watasareta yubiwa ni kizamareteita Futari no yakusoku wa kanawanai mama ni "Ima mo oboeteiru..." Toozakaru omoide wa itsumademo mabushi sugite Motto soba ni itakatta Mou nido to aenai kedo itsumo soba de sasaete kureta Anata dake wa kawaranai de ite Saigo ni miseta namida ga kisenakute Kono shiroi yukitachi to issho ni kiete shimattemo Anata no kokoro no naka ni zutto saite itai kara Yorisotte dakiatta nukumori wa wasurenaide ne Chigau dareka o aishitemo Saigo ni kiita anata no koe o kono mama zutto hanasanai mama Fukaku nemuri ni ochit

I Want To Know What Love Is
How can LOVE something so precious and so pure, LOVE something that makes us so happy, makes our hearts yearn for more be the one thing that can make us so DAMN unhappy. We go our whole lives looking for it and wanting a taste of it and once we do we want more. You realize you want to feel it all the time until you HEART is broken. But like I have said the only way to mend a broken heart is to love again, but when you LOVE again you just end up getting hurt. It is never ending and then you give up. You are then UNHAPPY and feel like you cant be loved or even love. At that point that is when love finds you, but you are so desperate for it that you destroy it and are HURT all over again. Why do we do this to ourselves? Why do we go looking for LOVE knowing that heartache will soon follow in its path? You want to know why?: We all want to know what LOVE is. We want to be held and kissed. We want to have the best friend the one we can poor our souls out to. The one who will TRULY always

Original Sin
What is it that makes us need, want, desire? Is it just a chemical reaction in the brain, or a shifting of hormones, the twitch of pleasure underneath the skin. It is our biggest downfall as humans, that which melts us together and tears us apart. Our need for flesh, our blood lust. Just the scent of the opposite sex and we are weak with desire. Our bodies sigh "please touch me!" and your minds scream "NO" The ever raging battle of angel vs devil. Who will you listen to? I know for me that my sexual peak is rearing its ugly head. My mind is so innocent and my body is such a slut. It seems to need more than my mind does. As I fight the urges, the needs, the desires. Im tingling from within, ravenous for flesh. That rush of lust as it is unfurled. Theres so much to be said for lust. Such a powerfull emotion. It clouds all your senses until all you feel is pleasure. Touch me please....touch me!

From A Sticky Bulletin By Dawn...words From Lost Cherry Archives By Babyj
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if

Sheesh Am I Having Withdrawals From Riding..lol
Is there anything better than the feel of riding down the road on a harley? (Ok, other than sex...wink) But other than that, really... is there anything better than the wind blowing in your hair? Awesome man who you are totally in love with leaning back into you? Rumbling sound of the awesome bike you are straddling? The feel of the vibrations as you speed up? The freedom of flying down the road? Riding with a group of friends? Riding with just your sweetie? Feeling the sun shining down on you? Seeing the moon shining over head? Personally, I don't think there is a better feeling than that... it is almost like sex on wheels. LOL I am so thankful for getting the opportunity to experience this. So happy to now be a part of all this. I am definitely hooked on it... I can't imagine not being able to ride! THANKS RON FOR THIS JOURNEY YOU HAVE ME ON. I don't understand when someone says it is too cold to ride and the concept of "trailering" your bike...is crazy to me

Moments Like These! Love You Baby!
Sun wakes me in the morning, as I awake with a smile on my face. I know that today not only do I meet my friend, but possibly my soul mate and life long companion. Minute after minute time goes by, and it finally dawns on me that you are very close by. As the butterflies run races within my stomach, I prepare myself to look into your eyes. After all the late night conversations, nothing could prepare me for the moments that lie ahead of me. The drive was wonderful and my head was full of thoughts. I had no clue what to expect from you. As we pulled in and our eyes met, I could not restrain myself from wrapping my arms around you. It was a feeling like no other, a feeling that I would never soon forget. AS we slowly walked through the park, and the kids run to play, I cant help but think about how wonderful it is to have you here with me. As you walk up behind me, my body just relaxes at the wonderful sensation of your touch. I never want you to let go. I want to feel your touch forever

If You Are Stupid Don't Vote
I just got into an argument with an ignorant ass hole on Yahoo because she called Barack Obama scum and then did not even have a legitimate explanation as to why she thinks he is scum. What amazes me is that this woman dates Black men but calls the first legitimately strong Black candidate for President scum without even having a reason to call him that. If you do not know about someone please seek the facts just do not believe what you hear, her dumb ass did not even know that Obama’s' mother is White. If she did not know that, I am sure she did not know enough about the man to call him scum, what a bitch.

Why
Why why is it that all things seem destroyed why is it that you work hard and no one notices why is it that you try to sleep and no ones cares why is it when you need space you are always in a crowd why why why why is it when you care no one else does why is it that when you are down the ones who call you a friend kick you why is it that when you are in pain someone wants to poke why why why why is it that no one listens when you speak why is it when you are grouchy every one wants to push the answer no one cares anymore no one cares anymore this is the life we live this is the world today is the one the ending cant come to soon the ending cant come to fast a fifth of whiskey and a bottle of pills my head starts to swoon lights growing dimm my patients wearing thin no dreams to come flashing lights effects from the pills you think charcoal black to bring you back 3 months in a ward back to the same old why's

Modern Mans 4 Basic Food Groups
Back in elementary school, teachers taught kids about the food pyramid and food groups. "Eat all this crap or else you'll get AIDS" is what Mrs.Goss would say...fucking liar. This is while we're all jacked up on fruit rollups and zebra cakes because we were avoiding the worlds least healthy food - the school hot lunch. Oh and hope like hell you didn't forget your lunch money, or else you were handed a plate of un-named warm brown stuff and a single packet of ketchup...that shit was sick If you think about it - mankind evolved just fine without bread and grain...I don't remember seeing any cavemen paintings of bran muffins on cave walls. No no no...they drew animals. Not because they respected them, fuck that...why would you worship something you're about to kill and eat? Doesn't make any sense. When you sit around the Thanksgiving table do you thank the turkey for growing up so plump and delicious? No, you're thanking the Indians for helping the Pilgrims

Needed Calendar Girls
We need a girl for each of these months: May November If interested post a comment with your month ya want and link to photo you wish to use. If it's october, or december or any month with a national holiday please submit a photo to do with holiday. ~Rabbit, promoter of Fubar's Calendar Girls

Younger N Younger
So im watchin tv n i noticed that everyone on reality Tv is so young. Mean i know im only 22 goin on 23 but how come everyone on reality tv is like 18 to 21? Is this trend gonna continue on an age spiral downward? It makes me feel old to see like America's Top Model n everyone on there is like 18 to 20. Whats up with that? I believe the older u get the sexier. Go aging n sexiness!

Be My Valentine Application
¢¾Be My Valentine Application¢¾ This is the "Be My Valentine Application" Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Wanted to hold me? Wanted to date me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot Would y

Been Having Rough Time At Dialysis
WELL ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I POSTED A NEW BLOG AND SO I HAVE DECIDED TO DO SO NOW THAT IM NOT IN SO MUCH PAIN. LATELY AFTER DIALYSIS WITHIN AN HOUR I HAVE BEEN HAVING VERY BAD VIOLENT MIGRAINES. WELL ACTUALLY WORSE THEN THAT, TO WHERE I HAVE HAD TO GO TO THE ER AND SIT THERE FROM 3-8HRS IN ORDER TO GET A SHOT TO CALM MY HEAD DOWN, MY DOCTOR THINKS THAT MY BRAIN IS SWELLING, OR MY EQUALIBIUM IS GETTING OFFSET. THERE IS A ANOTHER POSSIBILITY AND THAT IS THAT THERE IS A 3RD FLUID REPOSITIONING WHICH ACTUALLY TAKES THE FLUID FROM MY BRAIN AND MY SPINAL CORD AND ITS DROPPING MY BLOOD PRESSURE SO LOW THAT ITS CAUSING THE HEADACHES, AND TRUST ME I WOULD NOT EVEN WISH THEM ON MY WORST ENEMY. OF COURSE THE ONLY ENEMIES I HAVE ARE ON HERE, LOL ITS THE TRUTH THO, NO MATTER HOW SAD IT IS SO MANY WANT DRAMA AND I DONT PLAY THAT GAME. I AM SO THANKFUL FOR MY BOO, SCOOTER BLACK, AND THE DEVITA TECHS, THAT I WAS EVEN GOING TO STOP DIALYSIS AND LET NATURE TAKE ITS COURSE, BUT WITH THE SUPPORT F

Lost Scrolls Of Lost Cherry
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if

Home From Hospital...
Just wanted to let all my friends know tghat I spent the night in the hospital thursday night for a asthma attack but they was telling me that they think it was a Heart Attack. So i am taking it slow so if you dont see me online or aint online very long you all will know. thanks hagn tc

Confused
Right now it's 545pm PST So I am confused. I recently met up with my ex fling, Cesar. Yup, well not met up per se, but he actually went to the bar I've been going to lately. As the night progressed, I felt a presence or emotion of sorts, but it wasn't coming from me. Rather, it was radiating from him, and everyone around me picked up on the vibes. I don't know what time it was when I asked my friend Javier if he's having fun. He then told me, "sis, I think Cesar still likes you but he's being a pussy about it. Dude it's so obvious, don't you know that?" I gave Javi this weird look like forget you, I know he doesn't. So then I took Javier with me, and proceeded to ask my friend James. Well before I asked, I made a statement and repeated what Javier said, and that he thinks Cesar likes me, and this was James response, "You know Liz, I wouldn't put it past him. Look at him. He's a guy, no disrespect, but yeah I wouldn't put it past him." I just said whatever and just c

The Dreaded Report Card!
For a Saturday it has been kind of rough. For some reason which I do not know why, my neck was hurting really bad all night and all day today. I don't think I did anything to hurt it? It must be tension. Tension from my son and the thing from last week. It was a nice day. Well.....not raining at least. It has been very cold and rainy for a long time and today there was a break. It actually got quite warm for winter. I think it was 59 degrees! I had the moon roof open on my car today to let in fresh air while I was driving. The moon roof on my car is huge. The back seat has a moon roof too. Peter and I went to Home Depot to look at tile for the kid's bathroom. That is where the pain in my neck really started to hurt. We picked out a tile and bought it. It is a neutral color so it should be fine. We also looked at cabinets and sinks but we decided to get the floor in first and then worry about that. There are other stores I would like to check first before buying

Why I'm Not Here
Hey I'm writing this from Miami :D I leave tomorrow for a 5 day cruise to Jamaica and Grand Cayman. I doubt I'll be payin the ~.50/minute to go online from there, so ya probably won't see much of me till Feb 1st or so. I'll miss all my friends but I'm already enjoying weather that's 60 degrees warmer than home :D TTFN!!!

Apologies To Some Who Added Me This Evening...plz Read!
I am apologizing to all who added me this evening because I have so many requests that I can't seem to keep up ... and so sadly have not been able to fan and rate you all...if you would please accept my apologies and if you want you can drop me a comment and I would be glad to rate your page and add you as a fan! Sorry guys :( Please don't be upset with me! My sincerest apologies!! MUAH!!!! I tried to keep up with you guys... :)

Live Life To The Fullest
After learning that Keenan, a friend of mine on yahoo 360 had passed away a few days ago, I've really been thinking about so many things. We don't know God's plan for us. One minute we're here and the next we're gone. Those that you hold close in your heart, let them know. If you've met online and and haven't gotten to meet in person yet and they are truly special to you--plan that trip! This is the only chance we have, don't let it pass you by without living life to the fullest! Enjoy every second of every day!! Savor each moment presented to you. Make certain you’ve taken the time to watch the sun both rise and set and have allowed yourself a moment to enjoy the night light’s game of hide and seek as the moon and stars peep out of the darkness. Stop to appreciate the new blossom on a flower as it’s beauty unfolds and colors the earth. Be silent and listen to the songs of nature as they greet you. Learn that music of the birds and creatures around us are a gift of

Whats On My Mind
Ok I've got several things I would like to say...All of you know over a month ago I had to sell my PC so my kids could have a good christmas...Well it really killed me having to walk away from all my friends at the time....Granted it was a nice break from the drama but i truelly missed all the people I thought were my true friends.I missed the hours of helping people in contests, making morphs for people, and just chatting with everyone.....But when I left here I also gave alot of people ways of contacting me...well there were 2 who stayed in touch regularly....I dont know how many nights I sat here wondering what all my friends were up to.....Well apparantly I was an easy one to forget.....Ive been on fubar for 5 hours now and you know what? 4 people and only 4 people have even acknowleged me being online...That really hurts.....I hope you all enjoy fubar and its worth everything you put into it because it is no longer worth all the heartache to me anymore....... Yeah some of you

Stupid People!!!
I came to this site to fill in time, I do a lot of mumms and notice the same thing... If it's supposed to be "Make Up My Mind" then why the hell are y'all posting stupid shit like "what should i wash first? my face or my ass?" Hasn't anyone got anything better to do that ask stupid questions?

Trust ~ Letting The Universe Be
The idea of trusting the universe is a popular one these days, but many of us don't know what this really means and we often have a hard time doing it. This is partly because the story of humankind is most often presented as a story about struggle, control, and survival, instead of one of trust and collaboration with the universe. Yet, in truth, we need to adhere to both ideas in this life. On the one hand, there is much to be said about exerting control over our environment. We created shelter to protect ourselves from the elements. We hunted for animals and invented agriculture to feed ourselves. We built social infrastructures to protect ourselves and create community. This is how we survive and grow as a civilization. However, it is also clear that there are plenty of things that we cannot control, no matter how hard we try, and we often receive support from an unseen force - a universe that provides us with what we cannot provide for ourselves. It is a good idea to take re

Poem
He has left without saying goodbye. My heart is broken and I don't know why? Without his love I have no home. How could he leave me so alone? I'm lost for words and don't know what to say. What did I do to make him go away? He has now left without saying goodbye, and only he really knows why?

Leveling Lovers Lounge Now Open. Hiring All Staff
OK I FINALLY HAVE THE LOUNGE OPEN.. EVERYONE IS WELCOME.. I AM HIRING ALL STAFF.. PLS LET ME KNOW, BUT COME BY AND HAVE SOME FUN, WITH THE CHOCOLATE BUNNY... MUCH LUV..MUAH http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54291 AND PLEASE ALL THE LEVELING LOVERS FAMILY MEMBERS ADD YOURSELF.. TY

Would You Elect This Person?
Just in case you may think this person would make a good president. Hillary Clinton has been telling America that she is the most qualified candidate for president based on her 'record' which she says includes her eight years in the White House as First Lady - or 'co-president' -and her seven years in the Senate. Here is a reminderof what that record includes: - As First Lady, Hillary assumed authority over Health Care Reform, a process that cost the taxpayers over $13 million. She told both Bill Bradley and Pat Moynahan, key votes needed to pass her legislation, that she would 'demonize' anyone who opposed it. But it was opposed; she couldn't even get it to a vote in a Congress controlled by her own party. (And in the next election, her party lost control of both the House and Senate.) - Hillary assumed authority over selecting a female Attorney General. Her first two recommendations (Zoe Baird and Kimba Wood) were forced to withdraw their names from consideration, and the

On Married Men
Everyone has their opinion, please feel free to voice yours, but I feel that Married men are selfish. When a Man and a Woman get married it is supposed to be a lasting bond. You give yourself to each other and promise to be faithful. It isn't supposed to be an I am yours until I get bored and want to fool around with someone else while still remaining bonded as Husband and Wife. I am only speaking from my point of view. I am sure there are Women out there who display the same kind of disrespect for that bond, but damnit. How selfish is that? I have had my fair share of married men trying to get together with me and when I say no thanks, they just persist. I don't give a rats ass if you are unhappy or if you aren't getting any or if you have kids. I don't want any part of it. I'll talk to you, I'll be your friend but don't expect me to be part of some selfish fantasy of having your cake and eating it too. It isn't fair to me and it isn't fair to the Wife. I personally

Unforgetable Nutso
I take it if someone stops talking to you one day, for no apparent reason, then you were officially erased from their memory. You could have experienced such beautiful memories together, and for whatever unknown reasons, they just stop talking to you. He likes her, she likes him, it was magic. They understood each other and for once in her life she was actually attracted to him. Nuts right? It was sweet chemestry. Maybe a sweet little summer romance that should have extended into fall. He needed someone to believe in him, and she was there. She cared so deeply that it was mentally exhausting how much she did cared for him. No other man measured up like he had. He never saw the beauty he presented in her eyes. A simple kiss from him was the greatest feeling she had ever felt. He never believed in himself, so why would he think anyone else would? This blinded man never realized how much he hurt her. The months went by and she was holding on. What exactly was she holding on to? what

Some Things You Just Can't Explain
A farmer was sitting in the neighborhood bar getting drunk. A man came in and asked the farmer, "Hey, why are you sitting here on this beautiful day, getting drunk?" The farmer shook his head and replied, "Some things you just can't explain." "So what happened that's so horrible?" the man asked as he sat down next to the farmer. "Well," the farmer said, "today I was sitting by my cow, milking her. Just as I got the bucket full, she lifted her left leg and kicked over the bucket." "Okay," said the man, "but that's not so bad." "Some things you just can't explain," the farmer replied. "So what happened then?" the man asked. The farmer said, "I took her left leg and tied it to the post on the left." "And then?" "Well, I sat back down and continued to milk her. Just as I got the bucket full, she took her right leg and kicked over the bucket." The man laughed and said, "Again?" The farmer replied, "Some things you just can't explain." "So,

From Dawn And Booboo :)
Do you have Bama Girl love. Today is this AMAZING womens Birthday.. Stop by and show her alot of Fu-Love . Don't forget those birthday Spankins!!!!!!!!!! ♪LilBamaGirl♪~Shadow Leveler@ fubar This Birthday Pimpout brought too you by: ♥BooBoo♥@ fubar and ♥ ĦOŦ ΜΟΜΜÅ ♥@ fubar We♥you Tracy!!!!

Bill Parsons Aka 'bigdog ( R.i.p. Pops Love And Miss You )
bill parsons aka 'bigdog ( R.I.P. POPS LOVE AND MISS YOU ) fubar page http://www.fubar.com/user/4294 FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE The pictures he is using and claiming to be of himself are CLEARLY different men. The abs are different from picture to picture as are the men. A well known ad picture, the doo rag, is a very well known ad. We will update with the link to it when we relocate it. There will be no salute from this person because NONE of the pics are of them.

Id Do This
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts 5. Kiss her slowly. 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. 16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly...there is nothin like surprises 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman. 22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it. 23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask h

Left Ear
One day I heard a voice in the far left ear It only happens when I'm here I arrive usually in the cold part of the year In my left ear I can't conceive whispering my name Told me I saw thangs Got me caught up in a strange range In between states of conscience reality Did I hear that voice or was it me? One day I heard that voice in the late of the night Touched me on my leg no whisperer in sight It just showed me things In the distant heights These things did pass The voice uttered, "IT'S ALRIGHT". One day I heard another voice sounding strongly confused Which left a dilemma Which one to use? The decision was hard I had to meditate. I'll listen to the touch. The whisperer was a fake. O.N.E.I. copyright ©2000-2006 by the author. All rights reserved by author. ==============================

The Lost Cherry Scrolls ....
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ¡°ME¡± orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10¡¯s and 11¡¯s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9¡¯s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1¡¯s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rati

F*ck, But Without The *
Fuck could possibly be the most underrated word in the entire English language. If you see something that is totally jacked up, you can simply say "FFFUUUCCCKKK", in the right tone, and everyone knows exactly what you meant. A few, maybe, will even thank you for expressing what they, themselves, could not find words to express. See a fine member of the opposite sex? "FFFUUUCCCKKK", with a slightly different tone, same result. Then there's the potential to add other words, for effective "fuck" augmentation. "Fuck me!", "Fuck you!", "Fuck off!", "Fuck it!", "Fuck this!, and the always poetic "Fucking A" are just a few examples of the powerful communication skills that a master of the word "fuck" has at their fingertips. Fuck is also the code name for one of my favorite activities... But that is a blog for a different day! In fact, I didn't even begin THIS blog with the intention of discussing "fuck". The word just happened to pop into my head as I looked at this blank "page"

New Information Coming Soon.
I am fully aware that most people don't even read the blogs from most of their friends, but for those who do, we will have lots of fun. I will be updating information from time to time, about our teams race schedule, racing events, results, and even some future projects. For my first blog here I should probably fill you in on some things. I own a Business called 3G's Motorsports. We build custom rides and Very radical race cars. We have several cars that we race in very competitive arena's and venues. We recently got all the official and legal stuff out of the way, so now it's back to the fun stuff. Working and Racing the cars and trucks we build is a true pleasure and a ton of fun. I will soon be adding a new album for some of our work. If you are lucky enough to live with in the area's in which we compete, then keep informed so that you will know when and where to attend an event. Hope to see ya at the races and become close personal friends of each of you who are o

For My Bff Sprstrdan
Wanna meet a great guy and a true friend. He loves to meet new people. He also has found a friend crazier about wresling then him. LOL, ME!!!!! Hey he's good lookin, talented down to earth, loves to chat and worth every minute of your time. Go show him some love and tell him his BFF angel eyes sent ya. Thanks. Angel Eyes SprstrDan@ fubar

The Broken Heart....
my heart and soul lonly once more...my wing are clipped and are sore.....i lay here dying slowly im sure...as my heart is ripped and scured....i hate this feeling so kill me now...im an emo...i let you down...i cant take this pain any longer...thrust the knife in and hold it stronger...the more you push the quicker i can fade...you made me happy and made my day...you ended my life and i thank you for that thanks for taking this up to bat...im sorry that i caused so much greef but in this poem you can see..im worthless and lonly an emo so true...but remeber i was once like you...my heart was broken and soul bent .....but now its over and i can repent...repent huh...what a word....this wolds so cold and ubsord...im sorry i left this way...but now you see the hell we pay....take these words to your heart and you will see we only play a small part. I hate what im cauing you now im sorry for the words that came out...please forgive as you remove the knife...now i am sceduled to tak

Blonde Handywoman
Blonde Handywoman > > >> A blonde, wanting to earn some extra money, decided to hire herself out as a "handy-woman" and started canvassing a nearby well-to-do > > neighborhood. > > >> She went to the front door of the first house, and asked the owner if he had any odd jobs for her to do. > > >> "Well, I guess I could use somebody to paint my porch," he said, "How much will you charge me?" > > >> The blonde quickly responded, "How about $50?" > > >> The man agreed and told her that the paint and everything she would need was in the garage. > > >> The man's wife, hearing the conversation, said to her husband, "Does she realize that our porch goes all the way around the house?" > > >> He responded, "Th at's a bit cynical, isn't it?" > > >> A short time later, the blonde came to the door to collect her money. > > >> "You're finished already?"the husband asked! > > >> "Yes," the blonde replied, "and I had paint left over, so I gave it two coats." > > >>

Blonde Cowboy (son-of-a-gun)
Blonde Cowboy (son-of-a-gun) The Sheriff in a small town walks out in the street and sees a blonde cowboy coming down the walk with nothing on but his cowboy hat, gun, and his boots, so he arrests him for indecent exposure. As he is locking him up, he asks "Why in the world are you dressed like this?" The Cowboy says, "Well it's like this Sheriff ... I was in the bar down the road and this pretty little red head asks me to go out to her motor home with her. So I did. We go inside and she pulls off her top and asks me to pull off my shirt . so I did. Then she pulls off her skirt and asks me to pull off my pants ... so Idid. Then she pulls off her panties and asks me to pull off my shorts .. so I did. Then she gets on the bed and looks at me kind of sexy and says, "Now go to town cowboy...." And here I am. Son of a Gun, Blonde Men do exist.

One Of Many Battles Fought...
LadyAnna awaits your reply..." wrote: Please all who recieve this, it is more than mere words to me . It seems to be the right message to acknowledge, to many of my friends , who don't already know, but are concerned as to Why I have not been here for this past week...and yes, I know not all will understand my actions here ...BUT most of my friends who have gotten to know me Will... I am forwarding it out of Love for, in Honor of, my daughter who, thanks to cancer, Lost her first child even before he had the chance to be among us.. Yes, on Memorial Day at 3am California time, my grandson was taken away, to be among the angels... My daughter will be 23 in July and this was to be her first, she was 5 and a half mos. into her pregnancy and had just learned she was to have a son, due Sept 19th. She had been dealing with the cancer for a few years but it has stayed Dormant, till the stress of newly getting married and moving to Cali, away from all friends and family and then the Pr

Sporks!
Sporks are fun. Sporks are cool. You can use them. To play with food. Mash your tattors. Throw your peas. Crush your carrots. and sling your beans. Dont let the principle catch you. For he beat your ass. But spork are awsome. and a real blast. I love my sporks. Cant live with out it. People laugh cause I talk about it. But the truth is even if its funny. Sporks are hot they make me horny. My Girlfrind always has my spork. Makes me play with her with my spork She giggles and squigles as we play. Untile we gotta go away. We go back to school to eat lunch again. And the fun never ends. We love the sporks. THEY ARE KICK ASS. now take a spork. and have a BLAST.

A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps...
A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps... A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinnedhands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free," "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, " "But when they searched the back, " "They found therein no little bo

Whew- Its Hot !
Bless this house, oh Lord, we cry. Please keep it cool in mid-July. Bless the walls where termites dine While ants and roaches march in time. Bless our yard where spiders pass Fire ant castles in the grass. Bless the garage, a home to please Carpenter beetles, ticks and fleas. Bless the love bugs, two by two, The gnats and mosquitoes that feed on you. Millions of creatures that fly or crawl, In the South, Lord, y ou've put them all! But this is home, and here we'll stay, So thank you Lord, for insect spray. HOLD IT............there's more............ When you experience the last two you'll know its hot YOU KNOW YOU'RE IN DEEP SOUTH IN JULY WHEN. . . The birds have to use potholders to pull worms out of the ground. The trees are whistling for the dogs. The best parking place is determined by shade instead of distance. Hot water now comes out of both taps. You can make sun tea instantly. You learn that a seat belt buc

Damn Women Drivers!!
This morning on my way to work I looked over to my left and there was a woman in a brand new Cadillac doing 65 mph with her face up next to her rear view mirror putting on her eyeliner. I looked away for a couple seconds and when I looked back she was halfway over in my lane, still working on that makeup. As a man, I don't scare easily. But she scared me so much, I dropped my electric shaver, which knocked the donut out of my other hand. In all the confusion of trying to straighten out the car using my knees against the steering wheel, it knocked my cell phone away from my ear which fell into the coffee, between my legs, splashed, and burned Big Jim and the Twins, ruined the damn phone, soaked my trousers, and disconnected an important call. Damn women drivers!!

Hearts Desire
my heart pounds with desire and passion my old ways leaves me empty new feelings of Submission fills me the excitment of the unknown to give total control to someone i trust beating from within my soul brings me to life life is what you bring to it so follow Your hearts Desire

First Time Daddy Q&a's
First-time Fatherhood: FAQs by Michael Shaw Dad or Dad-to-be, you've absorbed every word of ChildbirthSolutions (even the accessorizing hints for the modern on-the-go doula). But amazingly, you've still got questions. What's more amazing, I already know what those questions are, and here are the answers. So read this and set your mind at ease. Still got questions? We all do. Welcome to parenthood! Q. "My wife just told me she's pregnant. How could this happen?" A. No one is quite sure what causes pregnancy. While current research has revealed a possible "love virus" that stays dormant until some causative agent interacts. (Often the music of Barry White or Frank Sinatra.) Other scientists theorize that certain chemical agents are often involved. My wife and I conducted a painstaking review of all activity leading up to the conceiving of our second child, Liam, and concluded a bottle of Merlot probably played a significant role. As for the mechanics of conception, ever play

Military Family Members Humvee
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When You Hear Talk About Truckers
It's about custom paint, lots of chrome, and guts, Never about dangerous roads and constuction, or ugly ruts! It's about big engines, flaming stacks and lots of speed, Never hear about unsafe equipment or what the driver needs. Always talk about super highways and major truck stops, Never about rush hour traffic, road rage or multiple drops. Always hear about the great food and someone's monster steaks, Never about canned food, hot coffee and many fast food breaks. Always about how everyone envies their independence and no clocks, Never about deadlines, narrow city streets or about unsafe docks. Everyone talks about the miles and ability to constantly roam, Nobody thinks about the loinliness, or the weeks away from home. All the talk of the great scenery and the forever-endless sights, Never mentioning forbidden roadways and endless nights. Always take for granted the items in our markets and stores, Never realizing the hours of sacrifice to bring frieght

Just A Thought...
Why is it that when a guy finds out a girl has a boyfriend on here that's the end of the conversation? yeah I know, Every site has nothing but pervs on it and just wanna get off on dirty pics but I just wanna talk dammit! Is that so hard?

Della Seduzione
Della Seduzione Her dark brown eyes as tempting as chocolate I wonder if her lips taste as sweet One kiss would that be enough Or would my desires run deep If I were just to hold her in my arms, Would I be able to stop there? I fear the heat from her soft skin Might start a fire I dare not share. And if we surrender to our love Would the passion justify the mistake We've sacrificed our feelings so long For nothing but our loved ones sake Is this the time to think of us And take that final step It would fulfill two empty lives With a memory neither could forget Copyright ©2007

Are You Bored?????
Hey guys when you are bored and tired of leveling we have a family member that is in a weeks contest and only needs 3,000 comments to get her a 3 day blast....lets see if we can get it done in a couple of days so she can come back and help the family http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=822967&i=1587157666&idx=1

The Creatures
The wind blows hard the night was a quiver, the water flowed down a silent river. The moon shone bright on this darkened night the evilness was about To take flight. They flew across this darn filled sky, their winds flapping; their eyes open wide, searching for something to fill their stomachs, fresh skin fresh meat sound so tantalizing. A lonely women walks down a lonely road, but doesn't realize what’s about to unfold, their shimmering cries fly around her head, her time comes now, to a bloody death. They swoop down to the bushes and trees, and hide in the grass so they can't be seen. The woman walks unaware of her fate, but the evilness lies, the evilness waits. The wind gets strong on this quivering night, the screams echo has the time draws by. Their eyes start to glow, their teeth shinning bright. Their stomachs getting their feast in sight. The woman walks till the end of the road; she quivers for she is not alone. A warm breathe shudders around her neck, a sharp feeling s

Let The Fun Begin
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 23.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Kilts
While the wearing of pants, slacks, trousers, leggings, dungarees, and such, have been the accepted fashion for western men over the past 400 years, it is really an idea that developed in the Renaissance Period (1450-1600 AD). Over the centuries, it became accepted that western men would wear bifurcated garments (leggings, then pants/slacks) and women would wear unbifurcated garments (dresses and skirts). The strict conventions of the Victorian and Edwardian Periods reenforced the conservative fashions that had developed in the preceding centuries and anyone choosing to freely express themselves or live outside these accepted conventions was quickly labeled a deviant and subjected to ridicule and gossip. In the whole scheme of things, the pants we wear today are a relatively new invention and quite a departure from what men have traditionally worn for eons. In many respects, modern pants and slacks (as well as most contemporary men's fashion) constitute a stifling throw-back to Pu

Democratic Convention Schedule
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Sick Sad World - My Lil Sis...
SICK SAD WORLD Looked at the crying of two souls Entangled in an embrace of love and hardship How can such sadness come from something so beautiful? Man isn’t it a sick sad world… To allow such beauty to be so sad To make a soul sick and old When the world is all it truly had To guide it to the direction of love To guide it to the direction of torment Man isn’t it a sick sad world… Did we choose to be here only to forget as we are spat out of the womb? Or did we get placed here to be lost in this world? Man isn’t it a sick sad world that teases us with happiness and envelopes us in Sadness… Drama… Hatred… Sometimes disease… Give me a cigarette! Give me some pills! Give me some cancer! Give me some sex! Give me some excitement! Give me some AIDS! Give me some depression! Give me some happiness! Give me some murder! Where did it start? And, when is it going to end? Man isn’t it a sick sad world… I

An Inconvenient Book
When one of your jacket endorsements from Stephen King reads that you are "Satan's retarded little brother", you know you're golden :-) It's no wonder to anyone who knows how he works that Glenn Beck takes that as a very great compliment :) In his latest book, "An Inconvenient Book" (sound familiar? It's a rip of Gore's "Inconvenient Truth"), Glenn tackles a variety of current issues from the Global Warming myth to media bias and political polling, to the evolution of the Prostitot and how to deal with pedophiles (the word incinerator is used often). He does so with his usual brand of "entertainment and enlightenment" (Sample chapter title -- 'Aging: God's system of depreciation' -- c'mon :-D), keeping the tempo light and fat paced, while at the same time demonstrating a clear understanding of these issues and great research. Printed proudly on 100% virgin paper, this book actually lends itself well to the coffee table (or bathroom). Each chapter stands alone and covers one o

Sick
Well its cold/flu season and I work in a pharmacy so I know everyone has been getting sick here the past few weeks. So it's no surprise to me that working in a pharmacy I probally just picked something up. But this time has me a little scared. Started Tuesday night I came home and my skin was itching like crazy. I thought just the weather etc so I took a hot bath and had some oatmeal stuff thats soposed to be for dry skin in it. About 15 minutes out of the bath my whole body in different spots broke out in a rash that burned and itched at the same time. My dumb ass makes it worse and rubs lavender lotion all over it. Half hour later my bodys on fire. Next day at work I go to the pharmacist. She says sounds like I had an allergic reaction to the oatmeal stuff and tells me to take benadryl and use only cortisone lotion on the rash. So thats what I've been doing for the past 3 days. Now it's Saturday night and I get a high fever and start coughing as well. The benadryl just makes me tired

Having Complications
Hey everyone, again I'm sorry I haven't been around. I've been having complication stemming from my treatments and have been sicker than ever. In fact I was hospitalized just before Christmas, but thankfully was released Christmas Eve. The good news is the the projected dated for my treatment to be done, could be as early as September 26, 2008. Thank you everyone for you continued love and support! It means a lot to me!

Business Time
Ahh yeah, that’s right baby Girl tonight we’re gonna make love You know how I know? Because it’s Wednesday And Wednesday night is the night that we usually make love Tuesday night is the night that we usually go to your mother’s place and I teach her how to use the video machine again But Wednesday night is the night that we make love It’s when everything is just right You’re not too tired from your afterwork social netball team practice There’s nothing good on TV. Mmmmm… Conditions are perfect for making love. You turn to me and say something sexy like, “I might go to bed. I’ve got work in the morning.” I know what you’re trying to say, baby. You’re trying to say “Aww, yeah. It’s business time.” It’s business It’s business time I know what you’re trying to say You’re trying to say it’s time for business It’s business time Ooh It’s business It’s business time Aww aww yeah yeah The next thing you know we’re in the bathroom brushing our teeth That’s al

Cleaning Up Page.
i removed all friends and im adding back only ones that are a fan and did fan back, dont freak out its temp... il be removing all fans i gave now too but again il add back fans for the ones who fan me. . it will take some time but il get you back as soon as i can

The Bone Snatcher
The Bone Snatcher - 2002 Alex, a scientist who hates field-work finds himself in a truck surrounded by sand flies and blowing dirt, bouncing across the desert. What is probably the worst day in his life is about to get worse.... As he clings to his seat, a radio call comes through - four prospectors who disappeared in the desert have been found stripped of their flesh with their bones scattered around a strange rock dome. With no clues to the massacre, things become terrifying when Alex discovers that he and his colleagues are being hunted by millions of creatures united into one horrifying and unstoppable killing machine. As darkness descends, the ground they stand on becomes a living carpet capable of devouring their flesh with every step. Hell has been unleashed... Alright, this is not too bad a horror flick. with that out of the way, i was not impressed with this movie, the cover jacket (above) gave away too much info. millions of creatures united, living in a dom

Just A Quick Note
I KNOW IM GONNA CATCH HELL FOR THIS SO HERE YEAH YEAH YEAH I CHANGED MY NAME ON FUBAR BIG FUCKING DEAL IF YOU SO-CALLED FRIENDS HAD READ THE PROFILE BEFORE ADDING ME YOU WOULD HAVE SEEN THAT I CHANGE MY NAME AND ADD NAMES TO IT FROM TIME TO TIME IF THIS HAS PISSED ANYONE OFF I DON'T CARE KINDA CHILDISH TO GET PISSED ABOUT THAT 2 BEGIN WITH AND I`D RATHER BE PISSED OFF AND THAN PISSED ON WOULDN'T YOU GET OVER IT ITS FREAKING FUBAR FOR CRYING OUT LOUD

♥irreplaceable♥
♥Irreplaceable♥ fubar page http://www.fubar.com/user/1187386 BUSTED a FAKE until a legitimate salute is accepted by fubar. Due to the obviousness of more then one persons pictures being claimed as this person we are tagging this person FAKE.

Valentine's Application, My Version, Lol The Tame Version
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8. Hair (color and style): 9. Piercings/tattoos: 10. Are you psycho? 11. Any baby's momma drama? 12. Please attach background check here:: 13. Are you single? 14. Can you prove it? 15. Do you have a crush on me? 16. Would you ever ask me out? 17. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 18. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 19. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 20. Would you walk on the beach with me? 21. Do you think I'm a good person? 22. Would u take a nap with me and actually sleep? 23. If you could change anything about me -would you? 24. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 25. Do you think you could fall in love with me? 26. Would you ever marry me? 27. Do you want kids? 28. Would you respect me in the morning? lol 29. Would you always be nice to me? 30. Would you stay and talk things out in

Baby
~ Baby ~ I love your stubby fingers And your crooked little toes I love your chubby cheeks And your little button nose I love your big brown eyes And your pretty brown hair I love your rosy lips And your dimpled derriere I know that you’ll grow up To be such a perfect lady Because you’re such a perfect baby. For McKayla Lillian Sue Grice

Blogging About Random Things
Well I guess I will start my first blog. Here Goes. My husband has been deployed for 3 months now. Missing him is a must always, but it is getting a little better. Our son takes up most of my time and keeps me smiling and happy therefore it helps make the time go by alittle faster. I cant wait until he comes home for R&R. 2 weeks of having him back home is going to be priceless and heavenly. Once again we will feel like a whole family again. ************************************************* Today was a pretty average normal day for this household. Got up with my son. Fed him, let him play and go through the house like a tornado haha. Spent time with him as usual and then he got cranky and went down for a nap lol. ************************************************* Like I said I am just going to be doing randoms. So one blog may have a variety of differents on here. ************************************************* So now I am just relaxing and enjoying some

Truth Survey
What..'s in your wallet? Dust What..'s under your bed? taylors dolls, which i need to get out from under there What's on that way top shelf or in the very far back of your closet? junk What's in your underware drawer? bras. panites, and umm toys..lol What's in your desk or locker? my desk dont have drawers..lol and i dont have a locker Do you have a super-secret hiding place and what's in it? yes, nothing at the moment Do you feel guilty about something right now, if yes what? No What is the most embarassing thing in your room right now? probably my toys..lol Have you done something recently you hope no one finds out about? No How long have those leftovers been in the fridge? what left overs mark eats anything and everything in there.lmao If I confiscated your computer and took a look around....what would I find? pictures, psp tubes, nothing of any importance i dont keep things on there to get in trouble..or someone else in trouble....

Eclipse
i come out to play ! want to play with me ? lol im feeling a bit K.O.P.E.ish tonight how about you ? come on in & howllllll! with me ! come on and join me misbehaving can be fun ! G.O.H. GUARDIANS OF HELL! just a click of the pic below !

My Personality And Disability
I have always naturally been silly, and known to have a stash of 'smart-assed' remarks. And also a bad case of foot-in-mouth disease. hahaha Seeing people smile and hearing them laugh has always brought a bit of joy to a dreary day. Tho there are times when simple laughter could set me into a rage of anger or tears. As life goes on, I have realized this has gotten worse. And is accompanied by memory loss, along with a few other symptoms that raised some flags. So I have taken the steps I needed to, and sought medical help. There are medications to take, and Therapists to see. Along with a Psychiatrist who is really an awesome person. He takes the time to explain things to me in simple terms so that I can fully understand what is going on. I have been seeing him for about a year now and he has helped me to understand alot about my Illnesses. The medications so far dont work very well. I have been on several in the last 5 years, with many different outcomes, each h

Say Goodbye
Today I got so angry, That I almost cried. Today's the day I realized, That our love has died. I think of you a lot, In all different ways. I was hoping we would keep in touch, But it seems you don't care, And now everything's come to an end. Know that I sit here and ponder, Of what I thought was true. I finally believed in happiness, I saw it all in you. But now that you are gone, I wonder if you think of me. Is your heart broken, Am I ever in your dreams? You cut things off so suddenly, Like you never even cared. You once told me you did, But the feelings were never there. Why would you tell me, The different things you felt. If in the very end, You left on me a welt. I don't think you noticed, How much I cared for you. When we had that conversation, Everything I said was true. I thought you felt the same, That's what you expressed to me. But now I know it was a lie. All just painful memories. Today I got so angry, That I almost cried.

Why Do People Cheat?
Ok i need to get this out before i blow...... Well 1st off i have no clue y ppl cant be faithful to their husbands,wives,girlfriends,or boyfriends is it that hard to do when u are away from the one person u claim to love so much? Well i have been seeing alot that has been going on over in Iraq with certain people and it just burns me knowing they have a loved one back in rear that has no clue what the hell is going on. And sometimes i feel i should say something but then again it is not my place to do so. I know of one certain person who has had alomst every single guy over there and that person is married and i thought the 1st rule over there was not to have sex but we all know that it will happen no matter but if u are in a relationship already y even do it can u not kepp ur pants on for a year and be faithful to that person. Well i know this person cant do that cause that person is a WHORE and i am not going to say rather it is a female or a male caue they both can be one....but

Auction !!! Keep Bidz Comming
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Why Men Don't Write Advice Columns
Why men don't write advice columns. Dear Walter: I hope you can help me here. The other day I set off for work leaving my husband in the house watching the TV as usual. I hadn't gone more than a few hundred yards down the road when my engine conked out and the car shuddered to a halt. I walked back home to get my husband's help. When I got home I couldn't believe my eyes. He was parading in front of the wardrobe mirror dressed in my underwear and high-heel shoes, and he was wearing my make up. I am 32, my husband is 34 and we have been married for twelve years. When I confronted him, he tried to make out that he had dressed in my lingerie because he couldn't find his own underwear. But when I asked him about the make up, he broke down and admitted that he'd been wearing my clothes for six months. I told him to stop or I would leave him. He was let go from his job six months ago and he says he has been feeling increasingly depressed and

Written For Me...
I love you more than words could ever say You're the one I couldn't forget Even at the last breath I take Because you are the one I love so true When I found you I found the closest thing to heaven The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. The perfect girl used to be only in my dreams But when I first saw you, it changed everything. In my heart,I hold your love close It's your love that I need the most. I could search my whole life through And never find another 'you'. I love you more than anyone I just had to let you know My feelings for you will never change Just know my feelings are true Just remember one thing I Love You!

What I Want!
Like anything in life that you want, you should say it proclaim it either through spoken or written words. I know I have expressed what I want in spoken words to my friends and family but I dont think I have ever written them down to reread over and over. So here we go. Since I am almost 30, I know gasp! I say the big number THIRTY and this big number has me freaked out. Not the actual number but what I should have by now like a kick ass marriage and a family. So, I have baby and marriage on the brain and crap is this depressing. I even started a joke with my family that I am on the hunt for a husband at Walmart (reason why i shop there so much). Some have suggested to move my search to like Lowe's or Target lol. I am highly concidering this. any thoughts? anyone want to get married and have kids? So here it goes! I WANT A HUSBAND AND KIDS! Rock n Roll!

To My Special Friend :) U Know Who You Are
I have recently met a very nice person and i just wanted to say thank you for making my day brighter :) It's nice to log on and see kind words in an email.So much better then some of the rude and crude emails im used to. Im just happy to see that there are still some good guys out there....You know who you are and Thank You for being you :) hugs to you april

Ranting About Fake Ass Profiles.....
i must rant today.... Why the fuck are there so many fake profiles on fubar now?!?! it's just infuriating when i get some message from a girl who looks all hot in her pictures and claims to be 'for ladies only' wanting to have cybersex cause she's 'all wet' first of all they obviously can't read cause i have written in my profile not once but twice, that i'm not here for cybersex! and when i say 'ok where's your cam' i get bullshit and then get blocked when i ask her if she's for real.... WTF?!?!!? are guys so sick that they've stooped to posing as lesbians to get porn online??? don't they know there are about a million other sites they can go to for sex chat and T and A pics? i think i'm going to post a blast and a ticker and a happy hour that says all you fake ass motherfuckers who are posing as girls go the fuck away!!! i wish it would actually help! oh well i guess fubar just isn't what it used to be... or at least the people here arent't.

To My Man David
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

What I Love About You David
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and green. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Wondering
Why is it I change my name and someone gets pissed? People already knew we were together but yet I got bitched at for it....then when I tried to tell the person why I changed it she said whatever and then said TTYL.....I got pissed.... Backstory, I'm back from Iraq, got back in Oct, I'm single with 3 kids, I have a stressful job in the Army and I now suffer from PTSD, walk on eggshells around me if you wanna talk shit because I can snap in 2 seconds and become the biggest asshole you have ever met. So anyway, I had a stressful day and I didn't need the shit so I went off on her....I've been through this shit before with someone else on here, "Fu-date me, Fu-Marry me", these ppl know who they are.....I do what I want and when I want and I will change my name if I want....don't like it, so be it. Now I have people hitting me up in my shoutbox saying I'm a piece of shit for what I'm doing....etc....here's what I got in my YIM last night.... Her friend- for someone that was so in l

To My New Found Friends
CHELE HERE, WANTING TO WELCOME ALL Y NEW FRIENDS. I AM SORRY IF I HAVENT BEEN BY TO RATE YOUR PICS, STASH ETC. I HAVE BEEN SICK. SPENT THE DAY IN THE ER YESTERDAY AND AM NOW TAKING MUSCLE RELAXERS AND PAIN KILLERS. SO BEAR WITH ME I WILL MAKE IT BY SOONER OR LATER TO RATE YOUR STUFF. AGAIN THANKS FOR THE ADDS AND RATES AND FANS. HUGSSSSSSSS. CHELE

What Type Of Flirt Am I???
You are a romantic flirt You view each crush you have as the potential ONE. You are inclined to write poems and give gifts to show that you care about them. You are also inclined to win your crush over with all the attention that you lavish upon them. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

What Type Of Flirt
You are a direct flirt You know who you want and you go after them. If they’re not interested, then you shrug it off because there are plenty more potential hot dates out there. You don’t waste time and, because of this, you have a high chance of finding Mr. or Miss Right (Now). Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Emptiness
Emptiness filling my heart, Pain filling my life, Love forevr lost, My dreams turn to nightmares, My heart begins to wither, Longing for a lasting love, To bring my heart back to life, My soul is longing to be whole, The void in my life needing to be filled, Craving what others have accomplished, Finding their soulmate for life, Wishing to see no more misery, Hopeing against hope to feel no more pain, Yearning to see some light in the darkness, To lift my heart with wings, And renew all my dreams again.

I Found Someone New To Love.... Me!
Well 'me', the kat aint comin back.. after eating kitty litter this last time, i should've known better the LAST time! the fact that her new friends had a negative opinion of me and i was upset about it was part of the psychological bs she put on me. DUH! they never met me! but if she believes what strangers say about a person they dont know....SHE's the one delusional. anyhow, i've pretty much beat the alcohol kick with better eating and some solitude. My anxiety is not totally under control, but hey, I'm not crying every frickin day. yeah, i know i'm revealing too much in a blog... but eventually the truth will come out. as for the love/relationship thing... NOBODY TAKES ANYTHING SERIOUSLY! between my ex-gf, the internet divas/female bottomfeeders, SOME of women that i've dated or talk to, etc., they have either no goals for themselves or unattainble/unrealistic ideas for 'a man', or lack the maturity/understanding what it takes to build a relationship. it's about l

Shattered Hopes
My hopes were shattered, My dreams lost, Now there's nothing but a world of emptiness, Black is all I see, Cold is all I feel, No warmth to warm my heart, No beauty for my eyes to see, When you left I was left with nothing, Broken as my heart is I try to see, What life there is left for me, You were my heart and soul, My soulmate to the end, Now I sit in darkness wishing my life would end, Pain and misery are all I find, In this pitiful life of mine, True love and happiness never to see, My life is undone without you with me

Stickers On A Bumper Near You
· There are many ways to say "I love you," but sex is the fastest. · Feminist chicks dig me. · I just got back from a testicle convention. I had a ball. · I feel so much better since I lost hope. · If you smoke after sex, you're doing it too fast. · It's people like you that make people like me take medicine. · Alzheimer's. A disease that...where are my socks? · Don't vote. It just encourages them. · Reality is a nice place, but I wouldn't want to live there. · Fighting for peace is like screwing for virginity. · If walking is so good for you, why does my mailman look like that? · Ask me about my vow of silence. · If the answer isn't beer, you've asked the wrong question. · Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool. · Before you condemn someone, walk a mile in their shoes. Then you're a mile away and you have their

My Desires
To simply say that I love you could never be enough, you have opened my heart, you have showered me with your love and kisses and have from the very start. each and everyday I awake to see your smiling face, as you lean down to kiss me each morning, and say I love you. you have taken this heart that was so lost and filled it with a feeling that is so right and true. if a person can be planted into another's soul, then i just wish to say that you have reached that goal. no one ever thought we would last my love but look at us now, how perfect we are. our names should be remembered among the stars. I love you more with every passing day, this great love of ours is here to stay. so happy valentines day you dear sweet man, and always remember no one could ever love me quite like you can.

Man Of My Dreams
The love of the right man is what I seek, Until i find him my heart can never sleep Gods greatest creation, as beautiful as rumbling streams it is the man of my dreams. He will have the greatest heart and soul, with a love so warm i will have no need for fire or coal and and when i found this one i LOVE i will see many white doves. The wind will whistle and the heavens will part that is when i will open my heart, For he will be an angel to me through his eye's my love i'll see.I pray to the heavens above to be bringing true love and happiness to thee, Oh Lord I thank you for bring Mathew Durham to me...

Love Is Never Enough
To simply say that I love you could never be enough, you have opened my heart, you have showered me with your love and kisses and have from the very start. each and everyday I awake to see your smiling face, as you lean down to kiss me each morning, and say I love you. you have taken this heart that was so lost and filled it with a feeling that is so right and true. if a person can be planted into another's soul, then i just wish to say that you have reached that goal. no one ever thought we would last my love but look at us now, how perfect we are. our names should be remembered among the stars. I love you more with every passing day, this great love of ours is here to stay. so happy valentines day you dear sweet man, and always remember no one could ever love me quite like you can.

Wisdom From A Child.
Naaman was an old important man in the town where he lived. He was a high-ranking officer in a big army. A little girl from Israel was a servant in Naaman's house. She was a servant for his wife.The little girl was worried about Naaman. He had become sick with a very bad skin desease,called leprosy.People who had leprosy were not allowed to live around other people.The little girl knew that God could heal her master.But he did not beieved in God.The brave little girl told him that he should go to see Elisha.She knew that the man of God could help Naaman get well.Naaman did go see Elisha.He wanted to be well! Elisha told him to go to the Jordan River."Wash seven times in the water,"he said.Naaman thought that was silly.He thought Elisha should just wave his had and make him well.Naaman started to go home.But his servent begged him to do what Elisha said. "He is not asking you to do something hard," the servent said."At least try it."Naaman listened to his servent.Naaman walked into the

Photo On The Nite Stand
After a long night of making love, the guy notices a photo of another man, on the woman's nightstand by the bed. He begins to worry. "Is this your husband?" he nervously asks. "No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him. "Your boyfriend, then?" he continues. "No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear. "Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be reassured. "No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!" she answers. "Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands. She whispers in his ear "That's me before the surgery."

Dinner
During one of her daily classes a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite." What about you Peter, how would you say it?" Peter said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" I would say: "Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet after dinner." The teacher fainted.

In Memory Of A Fallen Heroine,christa Burchett
Everyone in this area have had heavy hearts this weekend as one of our locals,Christa Burchett,will be laid to rest today. So heavy has this been on my mind. I think about what happened...what went thru her mind as this all took place...what about the precious child that she loved so very much...what will she do without her Momma,her best friend. I also think of our nephew,Jeremy. This has been so hard to decipher...He was supposed to work that day,but he & Amy did not have a babysitter for Austin,their infant son,who is also a step brother to Jer's other son,"Big C" as I shall call him. Christa worked that day instead of Jer. He was in shock when the news reached him..."WHY WASN'T IT ME? THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME!!!" Angered,saddened,struck with every emotion swirling inside.....What is one to think about this? IT COULD have been Jer. It WAS Christa. It does make one wonder "what if"...I would never in any way wish anything at all like this from one person to another..NEVER,because I h

Poem: Its You!
I appreciate all whom are so loyal. I never forget your face,... Once youve shown it so often on my page. I adore you greatly & when the time comes. I will do all that I can to be as loyal as you have been to me, even if its just once. Your loyality means more to me then anything. So little of it seen anymore. So for that, its you I adore. Thats the only fu-scene here thats truly fun anymore. Well accept for some of the Mumms when they arent being dominated by ignorance or poor me boo-hoo, whores of some level. Though the rights of humanity seems to be a constant battle here on this site. Seems those things dont matter here. Let alone whats wrong or right. So its you I truly adore,... for all the love & loyalty you show me & so much more. So when I decide to show the activist in me. I can only hope,... that you fallow my lead out this door. & fallow me & Other's where your rights arent ignored.

Nowhere In Life....
Coming from an internet Dj that hurts. DJ Tink Bottom to top,you know the routine.She shouted than blocked me.I didnt get my last werd in...:( ♥ÐJ ...: always the guy who has to have last word and b right haha no where in life have a great one ♥ÐJ ...: wow u reall are a dick ->Mr.Potatoe...: im sorry you came to me without saying hello,if you had things would have been different ->Mr.Potatoe...: not insults,truths.you came to me with no manners,I responded.End of story.If you want an insult I will give you one.I think internet Djs are funny if you dont get that it is b/c you arent a real dj. ♥ÐJ ...: yes and i apologized ad u wont let it drop and sling insults ->Mr.Potatoe...: im not shouting you.I am responding.I didnt contact you ,you contacted me.Cheers ♥ÐJ ...: umm yes i do and u wont let it drop u need to grow up ->Mr.Potatoe...: If you would have said hello,I would have told you the same thing I tell anyone,Thank you but no thank

My Trip
well..... My trip to Ohio was truly amazing..... I met the woman i love.. the woman who I want to be with for the rest of my life Hannah. I cannot begin to say how much just seeing her at the airport to pick me up meant to me. I was able to hold her in my arms and hug her and tell her i love her for the first time face to face. The ride back to her town and just being able to hold her hand and snuggle close to her.... to kiss her... to look into her green eyes and lose myself.... it was just incredible... I get asked how we can spend our time on the computer and so much on time on the phone and what we could possibly be talking about. We talk about anything and everything. We are each others best friend and soulmate. We have been honest from the beginning and we enjoyed each others company... touch.... a simple kiss..... hugging.... dancing in the hotel room..... falling asleep and waking up together.... kissing in the bathroom for a few hours.... taking pictures

Question #1
When were you most disappointed by a friend? I had to really think about this one. Mainly because it's almost a toss up for me. One one hand, I really hate being lied to. My friends mean the world to me, and when I am lied to, I feel betrayed... and the friendship is over (unless there is a damn good reason that I was lied to and it has been admitted and forgiven). On the other hand, there is a recent experience that comes to mind. I became friends with someone on-line. We emailed, messaged, and talked daily. We became close. And before you ask, yes, he was just a friend. We were there for eachother to talk to and bounce feelings and idea's off of. Then the day came where someone else accused us of cheating. Because I'm married and he is single. The opinion was that married and single do not mix and have no business talking, texting, or basically having anything to do with eachother. Ususally, I could care less about what other people think of me. I know who I am and am happy w

Saying Good-bye
Life is a maze it'll leave you in a daze Where one door opens another will close Always feeling the pain though it never seems to go away Crying out for help but not sure of what to say Play back the memories as if they were today People come and go your heart playing the part of the "revolving door" As the tears fall you know that you have lost it all Watching them leave is painful enough But saying good-bye that's always tough

Stupis Fuks!
Alright so once again I take awhile before I say anything on here and then ppl read it and either like it or dont. You know I went to Phoenix for a few days this week and well my good car got stolen so I had to take the crapper one, now mind you its not all that bad of a little ride but not the best either. Well I checked the oil/water and all that lovely crap and out the city I went. Well on my way there my car started to shimmy and shake and well BAM there went a tire....alright I am a cappable woman I can handle this....apparently not! So I get out of my car and I am on my hands and knees looking under it on the side of the freeway. Well I couldent see where the tire blew and it was still full of air and my exahust was in good state so I got back in and continued on my way....half a mile later the rattle starts again and well yeah by this time I knew that it had to be a tire... Off the road I go again and back on my hands and knees. Sure as shit the tred was peeling and well the

Even In The Darkest Of Times...
A light finds it's way into your life, and you are forever changed. Last night, while lying awake listening to my mother and her Asshole BF argue about his inability to treat her as she deserves, I felt like an 8-year-old again...crying alone in the dark trying to drown out the screaming in the next room. But in all the chaos, one beautiful thought crept inside, wiped away the tears, and calmed my soul...a thought of Him. I heard his voice telling me that I would be ok, that the storm will pass, and, no matter what, he is right there for me. So I got up & went outside into the rain, and let it wash away all the pain and sadness I had been holding in. Afterwards, I crawled beneath my covers and drifted to sleep, knowing that someone so very special and so very amazing was dreaming of me. Sometimes, when the world around you grows cold and dark, when you feel like you can't take anymore, when the desire to just give up is tearing at your soul, you find something true, something

Youngstown
You know you're from Youngstown if... -You're more worried about the Brown's quarterback's health than your own. -Your high school football games draw more fans than most college games. -You design your Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit. -You say you are from Y-town just to sound cool. -You actually thought the legal drinking age was 18, until you made a trip to the bars in Cleveland and they wouldn't let you in. -Your friends from out of town get scared when you go throught a red light, but you reassure them that it's scarier when you stop. -You find yourself randomly checking on your car while at bar. Who knows at what time you have to report it stolen. -You spend all your money at the bars, just so you won't have to give any to the guy that jumps you. -There are no speed limit signs, because speeding is the last thing on cops' minds. Unless of course you're in Poland. -When someone says their at a "Party on the Plaza" you know where to find them.

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There's a hole in the back of my head and insects are crawling in. You did this. Burrowed so deep into me. Despite my hatred for your ways you have become part of me. Entwined like host and parasite. Should I stay I'll surely die. Should you destroy me you'll have nothing left to feed upon. There's no use fighting myself. I am ashamed of the person you've helped me become. Made me into. I did this for you

A Pictures Worth A Thousand Words
1) Answer the questions below 2) Take each answer and type it into Photobucket 3) Take any picture from the first page of results and post. (click on the picture and copy the HTML code) 4) You can't copy the persons photobucket pic who posted this before you! 1. The age you will be on your next birthday? 45 2. A place you would like to visit? Australia 3. Your favorite place? Virginia Beach, VA 4. Your favorite object: cell phone 5. Your favorite food: taco salad 6.Your favorite animal: cat 7. Favorite color: pink 8.What town were you born in? clarksdale ms

Chat Venues That Are Boring
LOVING THOSE STIFF PUPPETS Let me say I thought, as fleeting as it was, that perhaps I would visit Tagged.com as Medhat and Farim have both sent repeated invites to this site to me. Of course one of the first persons I come in contact with, not via looking for them but by not using a different name therefore enabling him to find me was an ex. So, I quickly hopped out of there, changed names and went back to see what all of the hub-bub was about. Guiltily, I contacted a fairly recent ex...actually just sent him a message and he of course instantly knew it was me. Apparently no matter how I try I cannot hide my baseline personna. For that matter I really wasnt trying to. But him being there alone gives me reason NOT to use that format. I don't think I want him worried that I am "Lurking" and I really want him to be able to move forward if he chooses to. I hate to speak ill of a site but it seems almost as if that is nothing more than a cheap knock off version of Fubar or maybe like

Some Poetry I Wrote
PROMISE I'll never forget, the first that we met, I remember it like it was yesterday, It's stays deep in my heart, the day I found you.We have preomised that we would give to each other all there is to give for as long as we both shall live. I never want wealth or fame, I only want you to have my name. I only want to wear that tiny band of gold and always have you to hold.I will keep my promise to you, I will never be untrue, even though sometimes I will be away from you.I will never break your heart, I've always loved you from the start, I must say to you this very special day, I wont let it take my pride, I want you to be my bride. I will never let you feel empty inside, I will never break the ties that bind, I will never leave you behind, I will never let our love die.So I will make another promise to you, my love, we will live and we will learn, and where ever you may go, my heart will always follow.And now it's plain to see, that the promise I have made to thee, will show in t

Lost Cherryscrows
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rat

632
Ugh! My brother just told my mom that he is dropping out of school. Now mind you - I am no where near them...My mother seems to think that him dropping out of school is somehow MY fucking fault! How wack is that?!?! I went to school. I earned decent grades - Most of the time. The only time I slipped was in 10th grade - But I had a god damn good excuse. That was the year my father died - and I couldn't stand being near my peers. My mother takes a few kids to and from school along with my brother..One of those kids being my cousin. My mother told my brother that she plans on telling my uncle, that my brother is going to a different school... and thats why she cant pick our cousin up. What the fuck? Do you know how many times I wanted to fucking drop out?? A million and one - Maybe more. Why the fuck does she keep babying him? I don't really care so much anymore that she favors him over me ... because I was Daddy's Little Girl, when he was alive..But the way my mother protects

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Fire My Words THIS IS MY GIRL CHERRYBOMB (CLAIRE) AND I'M PIMPING HER OUT TONIGHT. SHE NEEDS ABOUT 100 MORE PROFILE RATES. SO MY FRIENDS I CALL ON YOU TO HELP HER OUT. SHE'S A GREAT LADY AND MEANS A GREAT DEAL TO ME. STOP BY AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE. HERE'S THE LINK TO HER PAGE. RATE HER, FAN HER AND FRIEND HER YOU WONT BE SORRY. ~Cherrybomb™~ Cõ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.Mystic Tearz of LDC~FAR~GHOSTRIDER'S GF~@ fubar THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND FUBAR LOVE

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This was NOT written by me. It was written by a lady named Kendra who is an amazingly insightful person. I owe her a lot and we've never even met! About Daddy Doms I mentioned the term "Daddy Dom" in a chat room the other day and was greeted by a resounding Yuk! It got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First, I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is, however, my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He doe

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A friend of mine just got a royal screwing by a girlfriend. He knows who he is, so names arent important. However, and ladies, I can only speak from a male's point of view, but, I have heard this crap more times than I care to remember, IN FACT, these lines seem to be so cliche, that it is downright f*cking ridicules! Personally, I figure, if these were true, you would have figured it out before the relationship got too involved, and if you didnt, by god, you really need to consider going into a convent, monastery, nunnery, or some place where you have no contact with the outside world. Alright, here is the famous drop you like a plague victim lines.... 1) You cant give me what I need. Meaning: I have been screwing a guy behind your back, what do you think of that dumbass? 2) Its not you. Meaning: It is you, everything about you. 3) I need my space. Meaning: I am sick and tired of you and I want to screw someone else without feeling guilty. 4) You are too dem

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HOLY CRAPOLAS!!!!!!! John Cena is BACK! I never saw that coming at ALL! Needless to say this throws my thoughts about No Way Out and Mania into flux. Here's what I can now see happening. Cena will go into RAW on Monday night and cut a huge promo about Mania. Enter HHH. He will cut a promo and rip Cena. I think this could lead into a Number 1 Contender's match for No Way Out. Also, let's factor one more thing into this. Hornswoggle was NEVER eliminated! THEREFORE - the true winner could be a question mark here! Have a Triple Threat match between Cena, Trips and Hornswoggle for the opportunity at Mania to take the WWE title! LMAO Jeff Hardy did not win, I think he will be in the rumored Elimination Chamber match. With Edge retaining, I see Taker winning the number one contendership on the Smackdown side. As for Flair and Jericho's matches, I was 1 for two. Flair did win...I see MVP possibly carrying this feud to No Way Out...while JBL will ask for and likely get a Texas Bul

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I would ask for everyone To take One Minute of there Time and say a Prayer for a very Good friend. She lost her daughter on Friday Jan. 25th Due to A Post War Causality. Please Stop by and give her your Condolences.. Show Her The True Fubar Support.. Again We Ty.. PEE-JAY=CAPTAIN OF THE 2ND ALARM HOTTIES!

Ranger Down Second Draft Part 2
He is one of the many nameless, faceless homeless that exist in every major city. However in the few blocks around Harborview he is known as Cardboard. He is dirty, smelly and drug addicted. He is a regular customer in the ER, usually trying to get out of the cold or dry off on a wet night when the rain destroys his house. He got his name from the well thought out cardboard structure that he fashions every night on the stoop of a storefront that doesn’t open until later in the morning, long after he is gone on his daily search for cans. Once again he was turned away for trying to fake symptoms and score some drugs. This day he isn’t trying to get high, he just wants to take the edge off. How can they not understand that? So tonight he is going to teach someone a lesson, a lesson not soon forgotten. There is always a nurse or orderly who sneaks out the back for a cigarette and he will be waiting. Raelene is getting off a double shift and just doesn’t have the time or energy

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The ones of you that have spent the time to talk to me on here know that for the most part I'm usually very cheerful and kinda funny. However everyone needs to break down and cry every once in a while and tonight is my night to cry. My life for once seems to be going great, I have a great boyfriend but it tears me apart to see his family going through the things I've already been through. My dad told us to get out in 1996. We moved out that summer into a trailer park. I've been white trash, literally we were broke, I was mainly raised by my neighbors and my older sister. The only girls in the neighborhood were me and my sister, so we were raised around all boys and older couples. In the fall my mom's daddy died from lung cancer. We went up to the family farm to bury him in the cemetery which lies right above the house. My dad wasn't allowed to go. That christmas was odd, I spent it in the trailer first that I went to my dads and he gace me a card which read "Merry Christmas, I love yo

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we are here to show you what we like... beyond the time f dispair we save ourselves... now we are gonna show you how o help yourselves... look for what you like to love and... all you need to do is trust and be honest.. show her you can be trusted and you can be honest... shower her with all your love by being there when she needs you... we all love our friends... we never let them be when they need us the most... showing how much we carre about them... always be there for your friends as much as you're there for your family... allyou need to do is trust and be honest... women show him you really le what he does for you... express your love for him in the same ways... never do extra... whenever you do more it makes him feel like he's not doing enough! trust and honesty is the best way for you to go... if you don't have that you don't have anything at all... trust and honesty.... is all you need

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SOUL MATE As a child you learn of a soul mate…a person made perfectly for you, your two souls become connected as one and are destined to be together until the end of time. Through adolescence you grasp on to this idea of a soul mate, believing you will someday find the one. But after much heartache and many rivers of tears, this notion you've held onto for years begins to fade. As time goes by, day by day, year after year, you move forward, accepting of your failures and proud of your successes…until that day. This is a day like any other, it begins no differently than yesterday and the days before, but it is a day that will change you forever, a day that the magic and fantasy of a soul mate becomes real. For each of us it happens differently…the holding of eye contact, an introduction, a smile. Regardless of how it began, the moment is unforgettable. It was a magical moment, frozen in time, the surroundings, the smells, the feeling you felt. The rush of wa

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This is michelle A.K.A. Gum_drop0 and i have to say a few things .... I have over 100 friends and u know u would thk that with havin friends like that , that maybe they would or could find it in thier hearts to come by and just drop a rate and or comment to help a fellow friend get to the 15k that they need But i guess i was wrong about that ...I would like to thank these ppl ...bad kitty,mo sweetangel,dragonx13,roydog,lips,nybadboy2u,blazindog,myself,amandalicious (sorry if misspelled),lisa A.K.A. Jovi,metalron,digmyboatand metal baby,if i have forgotton someone i am sorry but to these ppl i thank and i will be there for them in the future i help those who have time to help me .....p.s to the man and u know who u are i was not demanding anyone to help me with this contest i was asking for help i never demand anyone to do anything so u were wrong there ... thanks michelle.....p.s i know that i might lose some fr

Confused
i'm so so confused right. i've been with this guy for 2 and a half. people have just recently told me that he has cheated on me more then once. but when i ask him he denies it altogether. i love him with all of heart. he told me that he is going to change and he'll do whatever it takes to keep me. i want to beleive him so bad. i just don't know what to do. if anyone reads this and has some advice please let me know.

Illusions
Seeing your face everywhere I turn Realizing it’s just a ghost and not really there Hurts more than possible to say Wishing you were here all the time Seeing you everywhere is hard to stop Seeing you having the illusion you are here Makes me miss you more and more Wanting you to be here for me Knowing you are on the inside Wanting you to be on the outside Showing me how to understand why Not leading my heart to fail Leading my heart in the right direction My mind playing tricks on my heart Telling my heart you’re here Then making you vanish from my sight Making my mind lie to my heart Is how bad I want you here Knowing you want to be here for me Does my mind no good My heart is telling my mind you should be here My mind and heart actually agreeing My mind and heart seeing illusions Of the one thing they can agree on My mind and heart wanting you near My mind and heart not understanding Why they are making these rules Why they won’t let me be with you To be r

Lost
I look deep into his soul I see what he does not want seen I know things he does not want known I try to hide my knowledge of his inner struggle We sit and talk He tries to help me, to focus on me I freeze up, hide, get cold inside I turn it around, change the direction I start probing into him deeper and deeper Getting him to say what he does not want said Getting him to feel what he does not want to feel He needs to release, spread his wings He is tender inside, full of emotion A scared little boy, hiding for fear Fear of detection, of rejection A need to blend, to fit in He acts as he thinks is expected Tells the stories, goes through the motions He hurts those in his path to prove his case He hurts himself, bringing him deeper down, further A hard, cold player, crushing those in his way A lost little boy, crying, dying, deep inside A boy wondering around, growing, changing inside All the same man; lost, alone, confused, anxious, scared

Alone
alone I feel so alone sitting by myself, Not knowing what to do and not being myself. I want to know love but am still afraid, I dont want to get hurt in any way, I feel for him I dont know why, He was all wronge for me and so I cry, I cant go back to who I was, He changed me into this fuzz, I will stand stronge even alone, For love has no place here among my hold, I will be stronge and not fall again, For a friendly face or a wild weekend, My spirit be strong and my heart be stone, My feelings are no where even in this morn, I will see no other like I saw him, I will be stronger then this from this whim.

Fake Friends!!!!!!!!
I won't mention any names. I have been in many familys/bombers....why is it that no matter where you go-poof...and what happens?? DRAMA!! I am a Drama Free person....i don't like conflict and if ends up I'm in a conflict-I will speak my peace....and push the ban button. And this cpl have many spies to and I'm not very happy and I just wish they would leave me alone....Am I wrong to feel this way? I just like to be with fun ppl/no drama.....Thank u for listeneng to my rant/raving

Love The Hellcat !!
HAHAHAHA FOOLED YOU, HAD TO GET YOU TO LOOK!!!! GO CHECK OUT A FABULOUS LADY A GREAT FRIEND AND SUPPORTER BE HER FRIEND AND SHE HAS YOUR BACK YOU WILL BE GLAD YOU DID GOT TO LOVE THIS SEXY WOMAN RATE HER, FAN HER THEN ADD HER SHE RETURNS THE LOVE GO GO GO DO IT NOW JUST CLICK ON ANY OF HER PICS

Dareology
DAREOLOGY Would you dance in your underwear for 800 dollars? I have before…LOL…:) Would you jump off a bridge for a thousand dollars? Where is the bridge? Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000? idk Would you never use any technology again for 500 dollars? Heck no Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000? NO Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000? Damn right I would TECHNOLOGY Number of contacts in your cell phone? Idk and I am not looking How many televisions are in your house? 2 BIOLOGY Are you right-handed or left-handed? Right What’s your best feature? My ass Have you ever had anything removed from your body? Yea 2 children Which of your five senses do you think is neediest? seeing When was the last time you had a cavity? Damn what kind of question is that? I can’t recall. What is the heaviest item you lifted last? A can of soda…yea it ha

The Blackwidow Awaits
Money slaves “The line of life is a ragged diagonal between duty and desire.” As a money slave you crave financial sadism and you are more than aware that your sole focus and duty in life is to support your superior Goddess financially or materially (or both) via your hard-earned cash or gifts. Describes you perfectly doesn’t it? There is no point in trying to understand this compelling urge of yours. Face it, your obsession to be controlled, exploited and seemingly coerced by Me is your reality and you always feel so much better when you willingly subject yourself to such loyal servitude. This is the only meaningful and acceptable service you can present to Me, the powerful Goddess you worship. In exchange you will be given what you most want which is to be used, humiliated and tormented. you will need no coercing or “blackmail” in acknowledging your obsession. Naturally your performance to My satisfaction can be achieved through various material possessions such as cloth

Poem For My Nerdly Nerdly Nerd!! I Love You!
You Are you and I am me, They say it's time to let things be. Friendship or love we must decide. who makes all these rules to which we abide? who's to say we can't have the two. cuz you're for me and i'm for you. little by little time will tell. but how much longer do we stay in this hell? no longer do we go on this way. our friendship grows deeper with each passing day. I know that one day you'll hold me so tight. weither in friendship or love it will all feel right. you've always been there rain sleet or snow. I even came before That crazy dumb ho. You never get mad or make me cry. no matter what happens we won't say goodbye. i'll love you forever and maybe some more. i'll be waiting so don't shut that door!!!!

Jade Written By Bruce
Jade Written By Bruce Romanis Jolly Amazing Delightful Excitable Jade this is what I think of you and you are a goddess in my eyes and very sexy and hott and beautiful and gorgeous you are so wonderful in my eyes kisses and hugs to the most wonderful I like from Bruce. Jade Jolly means funny and happy in case you got confused

Black Belt!!!
It's over! I am officially a black belt! I am very pleased with myself! The positive self talk worked!!! I told myself that I didn't want to mess up on forms, so the technique part was what I mangled, but it's all good! The test was like this.... We were all in line in the training room, standing at ease, being very quiet. We were called to attention. We bowed in, said our student creed and then took a moment of silence. The black belts lined up in the front row first, so they went to the back of the class. After that, we got busy and started into our techniques. About an hour into it, we did 100 jumping jacks. We did a lot of technique and then we went right into forms. After that, we got our sparring gear. We had a few minutes to get it and then we had to race back in. It was a madhouse but we managed. We raced back in and sat down while the black belts did their form. Then we got up and got into sparring formation. We had to do our one steps. He had all of us do our one steps

Don't Drive Stupid
So I have always had this fear of driving since my kids were born. Now its gotten worse. There are so many bad drivers out there. There are so many people that don't think when they are driving. For example, I was taking my kids home from their friend's and this truck just pulls out and cuts me off! I was going straight, so obviously i had the right of way. They even had a stop sign. I guess they were in a hurry or just didn't care. These are the kind of drivers that make me mad. Even worse are the ones that speed. I guess they get some kind of thrill from it? I don't understand why people have to race each other either. Is it for the competition? For example, in front of my work last week there was a bad accident. It was a Mercedes and a motorcycle. They thought they could beat each other. Well the man on the motorcycle died almost instantly(went through the windows of the car) I don't know what happened to the other driver. The worst kind of bad drivers are the ones that dri

Is It Time To Walk
Do you ever wonder why you do things .Why you keep trying or just being nice.I only ask for people to be honest and truthful dont make excuses for things you dont want just be honest and upfront with me.But i guess that is not meant to be kinda starting to like the look of a long lonesome highway

Please Take A Second Out Of Your Day To
PLEASE ADD THIS ID ITS MY NEW ONE iLL LOVE YOU ALL FOREVER!!!http://fubar.com/user/1548435 i WANT TO KEEP YOU ALL IN MY LIFE AND ONLY WAY I CAN IS TO KEEP YOU ALL AS FRIENDS THANK YOU AHEAD OF TIME:D

That Was
well it all began when i met this gurl at a pub where i was playing music or to say i was a Dj. She was a black lady who had come down from usa fro a holiday in india and was there sitting on the table right in front of the window from where i could see the people in the pub. i saw her after sometime and she was smiling at me and eyeing me and kept walking towards the window to talk to me and request a few songs and since she was wearing a sexy low cut blouse i could see her cleavage , and it was sending chills up my spine n my tool inside my pants which is called little baldy was making moves wink wink.... then after work that is almost 11:30 in the night and i could say she wanted me and yes i wanted her too, and i went to her and asked her if i could leave her somewhere or to her hotel, and she said that's why she was waiting there all this time..i took her to my car and took her to her hotel and then she invited me to her room and i readily agreed...as soon as we got in she rush

Monday Opie And Anthony Links: Chuck Liddell, Bob Kelly, Nick Dipaolo, Turn On Your Paltalk! New Boobs On Ratemywow, Old School O&a Content, New Podc
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Check out Opie and Anthony and the crazy sports guy!) Need the O&A Show, but can't find it on your local radio dial?? No problem at all.. GO GET YOUR XM NOW AND HEAR THE SHOW UNCENSORED! Good Monday morning, kids! The Opie and Anthony POgram has got a busy, busy show for you this morning. The Iceman Chuck Liddell will be in studio talking about his new book Iceman: My Fighting Life. We'll also be hanging with Bob Kelly again, because he's got nowhere else to go. Nick DiPaolo is also stopping by to hang with the show. Remember, if you want to see any of this in-studio goodness, turn on your PalTalk!... you can watch the show LIVE, as it happens. Or, if you're anything like us, you're oogling the Ladies

Faster Then A Speeding...out Of Control..spy..
Good Morning. As we sit here onward to each of our daily routines a spy satellite is heading towards earth out of control. WASHINGTON - A large U.S. spy satellite has lost power and could hit the Earth in late February or March, government officials said Saturday. The satellite, which no longer can be controlled, could contain hazardous materials, and it is unknown where on the planet it might come down, they said. The officials spoke on condition of anonymity because the information is classified as secret. "Appropriate government agencies are monitoring the situation," said Gordon Johndroe, a spokesman for the National Security Council, when asked about the situation after it was disclosed by other officials. "Numerous satellites over the years have come out of orbit and fallen harmlessly. We are looking at potential options to mitigate any possible damage this satellite may cause." Hmmm imagine that a Greyhound Bus sized Satellite is heading towards earth and they can’t stop i

Advice From Mom & Dad
Mama said: Finish what you start. Daddy said: If you start something and can't finish it, pay someone else to. Mama said: Always be considerate of others Daddy said: Only be considerate of others if they are considerate of you. Mama said: Never plot revenge against your enemies, just smile at them. Daddy said: Smile at your enemies while plotting your revenge. Mama said: Don't drink or smoke Daddy said: If you gonna drink or smoke don't let your mama catch you. Mama said: Don't pick on people smaller than you. Daddy said: If they pick first ,beat the hell out of them. Mama said: Don't have sex until your married. Daddy said: Don't have unprotected sex until your married. Mama said: Be loyal to your friends. Daddy said: Be loyal to your friends, you never know when they might have to bail you out of trouble Mama said: Always behave and dress like a lady Daddy said: Not to always dress and behave like a lady, men don't want a lady all the ti

Thoughts
> > You lit the flame that burns so strong within me > You made my body ache in pure unbridled ecstasy. > > You took my lonely and cold heart and made it beat > No longer am I waiting in the shadows resigned to defeat. > > You filled me with love and a passionate desire > No longer do I hide, frozen and cold inside. > > But drown with your every touch and every kiss > I want to revel in this beautiful pure perfect bliss. > > Now I reach out and yearn for your burning fire > And forever want to breathe and live within this desire. >

Nicckie Is Owned!!!
Guess what?? I am owned! haha Yea. Me. Cool huh? Her name is Eaglz Clawzs! She is a awesome person and very sweet!! Go rate her, fan her and add her! Please. I never pimped anyone out before. =D Thank you!!!!

Sisters Of Mercy - Cry Little Sister
The last fire will rise Behind those eyes Black house will rock Blind boys dont lie Immortal fear That voice so clear Through broken walls That scream I hear Cry little sister (thou shall not fall) Come come to your brother (thou shall not fall) Unchain me sister (thou shall not fear) Love is with your brother (thou shall not kill) Blue mascarade Strangers look up When will they learn this lonliness? Temptation heat Beats like a drum Deep in your veins I will not lie little sister (thou shall not fall) Come come to your brother (thou shall not fall) Unchain me sister (thou shall not fear) Love is with your brother (thou shall not kill) My shangrila I cant forget Why you were mine I'll need you now Cry little sister (thou shall not fall) Come come to your brother (thou shall not fall) Unchain me sister (thou shall not fear) Love is with your brother (thou shall not kill) Cryyyyy little sister (thou shall not fall) Come come to your brother (tho

Heart Procedure Today!!
Ok!! I am off today for my Husband's Heart Cath. I will not be on for a day or two, but just wanted to let u all know. Please pray for us that this will be an outpatient procedure, and not turn into major open heart surgery. Hope u all are well?

Firearms Refresher
Firearms Refresher Those who hammer their guns into plowshares will plowfor those who do not. ~ Thomas Jefferson 1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. Free men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights, you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c)1791. All Rights Reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies; rust and politicians 15. Know guns, know peace, know saf

~jamie~ Co Owner Of Club F.a.r.~d.s.c~i.b.i.c.~ Would Like To Thank You!!!!
I Just Want To Thank All These Wonderful People For Helping Me Get The Spot Light!!! They Are Great Friends To Have So If You Haven't Already FAN RATE and ADD Them! Tsisquo'ga ♥Native American Queen♥ ~ Club F.A.R. ~@ fubar MyZtErY ☆ DirtySouthCrew ☆ Owned by Tim~SouthernOutlawBiker~ ☆ I.B.I.C. ☆@ fubar ~Mydnyte™~Owner of I.B.I.C.~D.S.C.~Manager of D.T.B.~@ fubar

Thanks To You Im Never Blue
3am im normally dreamin but for some reason not this nite. my mind keeps thinkin about the smile on your face, your beautiful shape, and how much i enjoy seein your face. when u say my name it makes me feel warm inside, when i make u mad you still make me smile on the outside. i cant get u off my mind even if i tried, think of u just feels so right to me, thanks to you i sleep good at nite thanks to u mind stays right, u stayed by myside through the times i was messin up and not really givin a fuck, u stood by me like it was ment to be, and becuz of that im finally happy. when my eyes close ill still see your face, which is a goodthing cuz ill finally sleep the nit away.

Phat
I am PHAT ladies and gentlemen Whether you like it or not Plus sized and loving Every roll on my back Every stretch mark on my body Every dimple in my ass And every time my thighs rub together Is just a reminder of how much of a woman I am I am PHAT ladies and gentlemen Pretty Hot And Tempting Whether you like it or not My flabby arms Double chin Sagging triple Ds and a big belly that jiggles Two hundred and sixty five pounds of pure woman All woman Whether you like it or not I am PHAT

I Am Me
I am me Me is she She is I Black and beautiful Voluptuous and your fantasy Intelligent and silly Homely and sweet Sexually obsessive at times Addictive and Optimistic Loving and Appreciative Captivating and understanding Equal Opportunist The ability to do anything I am me Me is she She is I Demanding Possibly possessive Mature and sometimes stupid A sexual being Talented and dream oriented Respectful and selective Open-minded Willing and sometimes a liar Sneaky and secretive Romantic and apologetic Confused and impatient Playful and hard-working I am me Me is she She is I

My Fellow Americans:
WOULD IT NOT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE old' TV TONIGHT AND SEE G.W. BUSH GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH..... My fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq's regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries, which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to those nations on List 2 ceases immediate

This Says It All.. :)
I "borrowed" this from a friend of mine... he had this on his myspace page.. and I just love it! :) Thanks "DD"... sorry I didn't get a chance to ask you before taking it... I hadn't seen you online... Anyway, I think this says a lot.. "The aim of life is to live, and to live means to be aware, joyously, drunkenly, serenely, divinely aware. Henry Miller "Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." ---Dr.Seuss" With Love To All... *AngL

Friends
May our paths in life always stay true, with each new day, is like a friendship renewed of course in life you have to find your own road with friendship, in the hearts and minds together we will roam. Just Nastie Sea City Dolls

Life
Life is a series of moments like foot steps sown together with time With each step we take Things are realized No one can see it through another ones eyes We can be there together but see two different sides But always know it takes many cells to make a great mind. So keep an open heart and respect all rights and you will be one with yourself and all life Perspective Nastie Sea City Dolls 3/25/07

A New Day Is Dawning....
A new day is dawning..... no demise in sight. Lingering thoughts..... why do friends fight? Angers anew, my heart is now weak. You're not who I thought, I'm not who you seek. You reached out to take..... my hand, heart and soul. My spirit is broken, you can't make me whole. Lost within reason my heart truly bleeds..... I've finally realized we have the same needs. Your heart is not mine, nor is it yours..... Our lives are now measured by the closing of doors.

Love You Baby.....
soft silky lips, hot feeling hips, warm hot hands, as we wear the same bands, our hearts as one, it is you on the phone. as i hear a ring, i want to sing! you are always in my dreams, when i dream; you are the theme..... you are always in my heart, i pray we never ever part!!!

Its A Boy
Well aside all the bull sh*t that has happened today, i did find out my baby is going to be a boy... His name is Zackary Michael. And hes due June 14th Still not happy with babys momma tho... guess i never will be till she gets her shit together and stops using this pregnacy for attention... well you have been updated so im out!

You're Gonna Miss This
She was staring out the window of that SUV Complaning, saying "I can't wait to turn 18" She said "I'll make my own money, and I'll make my own rules" Mamma put the car in park out there in front of the school Then she kissed her head and said "I was just like you" You're gonna miss this You're gonna want this back You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast These are some good times So take a good look around You may not know it now But you're gonna miss this Before she knows it she's a brand new bride In a one-bedroom apartment, and her daddy stops by He tells her "It's a nice place" She says "It'll do for now" Starts talking about babies and buying a house Daddy shakes his head and says "Baby, just slow down" Cause you're gonna miss this You're gonna want this back You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast These are some good times So take a good look around You may not know it now But you're gonna miss this Five years later there's

Dreamcatcher
Dreamcatcher - 2003 Jonesy, Henry, Pete and Beaver are bonded by friendship... and by the strange powers each acquired on a fateful day in their childhood. But now a horrific entity is putting their friendship and powers to the test, and some of the four will die. And some will save the world from a menace unlike anything seen before. Suspense, Heroism, Awesome effects. They're all unleashed in this Stephen King tale adapted by William Goldman and director/co-writer Lawrence Kasdan. A splendid cast, headed by Morgan Freeman as a shoot-first alien hunter, powers the eerie goings-on ranging from a monster flushfest to a massive animal migration to inner mindscapes and beyond. Dreamcatcher : it's a sci-fi/horror fan's dream come true. Sai King's book was transfered to the movie screen fairly well. it followed the book closely right up to the end. But few movies follow the books in totality so i can't really complain too much. The cast was great and the Jonesy/Mr. Grey scen

Testing
isn't it odd how when where young we want to be older? and when older we want to be young?or when broke you desire more, and when you have more you wish you didnt? And let's say when you want it to rain and it pours, you wish it would stop ,never satisfied < for some >...Odd.

Fantasy
Fantasy fubar page http://www.fubar.com/user/138571 The REAL persons pages are here: http://www.myspace.com/8746967 http://pixietrixie.livejournal.com/ Salutes done for MySpace: After 2 years on fubar never once submitting a salute is odd. This person is tagged a FAKE until a salute is submitted and approved by fubar.

Idk The Name
Graceful is his movements, Steady breathing remembering pain filled moments, With eyes closed he tighten his grip, Upon the hilt of the sword with a poisoned tip, Death wants a partner this day, So it is upon him to walk the warriors way, With wounds still unhealed, His mind raced and reeled, Eyes grown heavey with lose of control, He awaits death for their daily stroll, His soul long torn from his mortality, Now he is only a picture of brutality, Upon the sword he vowed to all, He would be the first to stand and last to fall, So upon the warriors mournful way, He found his peace and his end this day.

Adopt Me
As you may know I have listed myself as a Fu-Orphan up for adoption to anyone that wants me. I am hoping someone will gift me a VIP since mine is running out in less than a week. If I get a VIP I will put your name as my adopted owner/parent/slave whatever you choose. I will for the length of the VIP give you 100 11's per week. Rate all your stash/blogs and such. Keep you shit-faced. Comment you daily. Repost all bullies posted by you or about you. All during HH of course. We can discuss more depending on what you are offering. Thanks...Cherise "Bottoms UP"

I Love Because I Can
I love because I can. Seems like a simple statement and in the end it is a simple one. I do my best to love unconditionally. This means being honest with self and removing all of the selfish ego stuff that can easily get in the way of really loving. It also means following my own rules for loving, not being bound by all of the manmade rules we are taught form birth. I love who I want the way I want. Love is a very natural, healthy, positive emotion. One of the most powerful emotions we humans are capable of feeling, giving, experiencing. We receive it freely so we should be able to give it freely as well. It has taken me years to get to the point where I can love unconditionally just because I feel it. Love with no expectations or requirements. Does this mean I love everyone? Of course not. But it does mean I can love a whole lot more people then I did when I was twenty-five. In order to really love, and to do it unconditionally one has to first love self

Foolish One
have you ever done anything without thinking? i know i have more times then i should. but sometimes we make the biggest fools out of ourselves. When you think something is finally going right and you find out it aint because you over look something. sometimes its best though to find out something before you do something completly stupid like leaveing everything behind for a hope that isn't really there.

So Cold
Turn away from the warmth there, You will find it nothing but cold and bare, When once you longed for it, You now despise every last bit, So comforting is the cold inside, It will always be with you on that lonesome ride, Cold is what becomes me where ever i look, My soul is now signed away in the devils book, So back to this cold we all know, and pay back what it is we owe And watch what once was warm, BEcome ice in a hearts winter storm.

Wtf
i really dont understand people these day you can give and give and bust your ass all day everyday and people still take advantage of you i give my husbands family everything i can every once in a while i get a thank you but usually i get shit on i work all the time to support my family i 2 children my husband is disabled and he has even went out and got a job his family has totaly taken us for granted they ask for something and we help them out and it has always been this way his family they dont work or are even trying but tts ok NOT we asked them for help one time and it was well i dont know but no matter what we are always the ones who get fucked its kinda funny how life works you can give and give and in the end the people you thought cared so much about you were only useing you because all that matters to them is how much money you can give them its kinda sad because i would and have given them everything of me

Longing.....
I wasn't expecting the whole gamut of emotions I was feeling as I felt my desires burning deep....surprised, it suddenly dawned on me, I wanted him like no other. Is it his words? His quiet demeanor? Solitude, yet not alone....sitting silent, yet I feel his existance. A desire that consumes my waking hours....He has taken up residence in my mind. I turn to him as he enters, glancing down at the floor, unsure of allowing him to see what lies within me. Fires burning bright....a longing only he can sate. He reaches out and lifts my chin up...our eyes meet and my need is known. He lowers his mouth to mine and my unsurety disappears. Our tongues entwine and dance to their own erotic tune....expressing ourselves through that dance. My hands went to the buttons of his shirt....without hesitation. Shaking slightly, I unbutton them one by one....stopping along the way to leave little butterfly kisses on his chest. A shy smile crossing my face as I see the goosebumps rising on his s

So Why Me?
So I am finally sitting here with nothing to do and no one to talk to. Wow that's a first. First off I am starting this blog just because I need to so get some things off my chest and because I feel some things need to be said. First off why is it that I always seem like the target? Why am I always the one getting my heart broke? I keep asking myself what did I do to deserve to be treated like this? I give almost my all to someone just to hear later that they cant even give me any. What's with that? Why do I feel like I sit here and waisted the last week with this person? I had it in my head that me and him shared so much in common how could I go wrong with him? What's the deal with me? What is so messed up about me that no one wants to be with me? I get told everyday by guys on here and yahoo and other places as well that I am gorgeous, sexy, blah blah blah and all that good stuff. But see it doesn't mean a thing to me if I don't have feelings for that person back.

Some Websites I'm On.
This isn't a list of all of them, of course. But ones that I'm on often. And the MySpace is new. I have two accounts there. But I made one special for my FUBAR friends and family :) MySpace Board LiveJournal

Baked French Toast
Baked French Toast 1 loaf white bread cubed 1/2 C maple syrup 8 oz cream cheese, softened & cubed 1 C milk 1 doz. large eggs Line 11" x 13" pan with half of bread cubes. Layer cream cheese on top of bread. Add remaining bread cubes on top. Beat eggs, maple syrup & milk together. Pour mixture over bread. Cover and refrigerate over night. Bake uncovered at 350 degrees F for 45 minutes or until lightly golden. Serves 8

Pls If You Have A Heart Read This And Repost
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Him
I wake up in the morning and the first thing I think off is you Because your everything to me Ohh new lover how things are soo sweet love is amazing I want to be with you forever OHHH! New lover please stay forever ohh please forever and ever and ever and ever Ohhh lover things are going great I still have the most amazing time with you oh lover oh lover how much I love you oh darling be with me forever and ever and ever Ohh old lover here I sit without you with me you told me you wouldnt move on for a while because of the good news but here a week later your with someone oh old lover stay away from me from me

Alcohol
When i'm hung over My water taste like liquified rust Fuzz is never around I remember how much of an ass i can be when drunk I love to smoke weed My stomache always looks bigger than normal I love watching really sad/depressing movies Sex becomes more appealing I have a mixture of love and hate for all of you out there

I Feel Less (sometimes)
I want to be prettier, smarter, thinner, faster, adored, accomplished, richer.. and so much more. I want to be perfect if there is such a thing or perfect at least in the eyes of the one I love. But... am I? I get sad sometimes because I think too much, maybe there is something to be said for dingy women. I work my mind and emotions into an overhaul and somewhat drive myself crazy. Maybe it's the winter weather and the lack of sunshine therapy. Maybe it's the fact that I haven't held, hugged, kissed or cuddled neone besides my children is so long that I am starved for it. Maybe it's the years of hurtful words from scorned ex-lovers. Whatever the reason, I feel less. Oddly enough this comes at a point in my life when I should really be happy. This comes at a time, when almost all should be right with my world. But I wonder, if I have some doubts about my worth, how can others not? Maybe I am just a silly girl.. but each day I get older, and it's hard to live up to the ex

Check Him Out He Rocks :)
OMG, I put myself in FAT SONNY's auction as a total lark :) and it was fun :) in the end I was almost won by the big guy himself, but a late bid scored me a realmoney/fubuck bid from this guy that got him the one and only (so far) LaUgHiNgGiRl for the month :) Steve ~*~Club F.A.R. ~*~@ fubar He so far seems to be a really sweet and giving guy, and I'm glad he bought me for the month. Go give hime some lovings my friends, he deserves it , after all he's stuck with me for a month LOL

Waheed's Poetry -- When The Sky Is Broken
When the sky is broken and the stars don't shine You're the only person on my mind No matter what happens good or bad I know you'll be by my side til the end of time. But as we wait for that time To come to us. Lets live life to its Fullest limits I plan for you to be my wife I'll give you your dreams throughout my life You'll have your dream house That's no doubt We can start our family that we always wanted Cause I couldn't imagine anything else You know I'll treat you like the goddess that you are As we walk hand and hand going though life It will seem like where living in paradise And when the time comes where the end approaches As we stand together prepared to die The earth will stop spinning as the worlds collide But it's not the end for us No its not Cause as you return to heaven I'm coming this time Cause of the life that we shared I now understand That this whole time you are an angel sent to me from god So baby I simply want to tell you babyI Love yo

Why Sheep Are Better Than Women.
1. Sheep don't have a gag reflex, or upper teeth. 2. You can get a better grip on a sheep's ear. 3. Sheep don't shy away from boots and leather. 4. Cotton mouth is easier to get rid of than a social disease. 5. Nuttin' beats mutton. 6. Sheep won't argue about whose turn it is to go get a towel. 7. Sheep won't drink your liquor, smoke your weed, snort your coke, and then tell you they have to be home early. 8. Sheep never ask if you're ready to settle down. 9. Sheep never ask about your former lovers and then get pissed off when you tell them. 10. No matter how old or ugly you are, you can always find a willing ewe. 11. Sheep are never concerned about their reputation. 12. Sheep won't tell all their friends about the time you couldn't get it up. 13. Sheep won't ask if you're gay the first time you can't get it up the second time. 14. Sheep never insist on eating out. 15. You'll never catch your sheep mastu

Italian Boy's Confession
ITALIAN BOY'S CONFESSION "Bless me Father, for I have sinned. I have been with a loose girl". The priest asks, "Is that you, little Johnny Parisi?" "Yes, Father, it is." "And who was the girl you were with?" "I can't tell you, Father, I don't want to ruin her reputation." "Well, Johnny, I'm sure to find out her name sooner or later, so you may as well tell me now. Was it Tina Minetti?" "I cannot say." "Was it Teresa Volpe?" "I'll never tell." "Was it Nina Capelli?" "I'm sorry, but I cannot name her." "Was it Cathy Piriano?" "My lips are sealed." "Was it Rosa Di Angelo, then?" "Please, Father, I cannot tell you." The priest sighs in frustration. "You're very tight lipped, Johnny Parisi, and I admire that. But you've sinned and have to atone. You cannot be an altar boy now for 4 months. Now you go and behave yourself." Johnny walks back to his pew, and his friend Nino slides over and whispers, "What'd you get?" 4 months vacation and five good leads."

Italian Men
ITALIAN MEN ONLY AN ITALIAN MAN CAN MAKE A WOMAN FEEL LIKE A WOMAN... On a recent transatlantic flight, a plane passes through a severe storm. The turbulence is awful, and things go from bad to worse when one wing is struck by lightning. One woman in particular loses it. Screaming, she stands up in the front of the plane. "I'm too young to die," she wails. Then she yells, "Well, if I'm going to die, I want my last minutes on earth to be memorable! Is there ANYONE on this plane who can make me feel like a WOMAN?" For a moment there is silence. Everyone has forgotten their own peril. They all stare, riveted, at the desperate woman in the front of the plane. Then an Italian man stands up in the rear of the plane. He is gorgeous, tall, well built, with dark brown hair and blue eyes. He starts to walk slowly up the aisle, unbuttoning his shirt..., one button at a time. .......No one moves. .......He removes his shirt. .......Muscles ripple across his chest. .......S

Sunday Dinner For Italians
Sunday Dinner for Italians Italians have a $40,000 kitchen, but use the $259 stove from Sears in the basement to cook. There is some sort of religious statue in the hallway, living room, bedroom, front porch and backyard. The living room is filled with old wedding favors with poofy net bows and stale almonds (they are too pretty to open). A portrait of the Pope and Frank Sinatra hang in the dining room. God forbid if anyone EVER attempted to eat Chef Boy-are-dee, Franco American, Ragu, Prego or anything else in a jar or can (tomato paste is the exception). Meatballs are made with Pork, Veal and Beef. We are Italians ; we don't care about cholesterol. Turkey is served on Thanksgiving, AFTER the manicotti, gnocchi, lasagna and soup. If anyone EVER says ES-CAROLE, slap 'em in the face -- it's SHCAROLE. If they ever say ITALIAN WEDDING SOUP, let the idiot know that there is no wedding, nor is there an Italian in the soup. Also, the tiny meatballs must be made by hand. No

About Me (new One)
Name--Vickie Kieffer Age--36 Birthday--6/2/71 Location--Buffalo Valley, Tennessee Born--Carthage, Tennessee Siblings--Only Child Family--Husband, Doug, 39, 8 1/2yrs although we are separated at the moment, Stepson, Ethan, 17, Black Lab, Shadow, 8 1/2--born 3 days after we got married on my husbands Birthday, JackChiPoo--Jack Russell, Chihuahua, Poodle mix, Sparkie, 4 & Chihuahua, Dashshund mix, Chi Chi, 4. Currently live at home with my parents & Sparkie. Something thats unique about me--I am a good listener & friend, I try to help people with their problems & most of the time forget my own. I suffer from several things Hypothryoidism, Diabetes, Sever Allergies, Asthma, Depression, Migraines, & Sever back pain. I hurt my back a couple years ago & hadnt been able to find work that I can hold out to do. Favorite Colors--Purple & Blue Favorite Sports--Nascar & Football Movies--XXX--Vin Diesel, Friday Night Lights--Tim McGraw, anything wiht Vin Diesel,

Amazing Friends! **from Mikey
All I can say is WOW! The past 24 hours have been crazy but exciting. For all of you to practically give every last Fu Buck, to then coming back to level me shows that I have the greatest friends fubar has to offer. It will be very difficult to thank everyone individually, so I thought this would be the next best thing. I will do my best to help each and everyone of you, but don't get mad if it takes me a while to get you, I am only one person and can do just so much. Again, Thank You all for all that you do, if it wasn't for you all, I wouldn't be where I am today. Mikey :) (repost of original by 'Mikey The ▪▫Pіŧßułł МãҒiã ▫▪ Hitman' on '2008-01-27 15:38:23')

The Undead Wedding
The undead wedding. as the guest started to walk into the crypt for the wedding of the centry so un tradinal they can hardly believe it. the creepy organ music sent shivers down most of there spines not knowing what to expect. whoever heard of a wedding in a crypt a place of sorrow for most. and a happy place for few. people looking all around wondering what could be next. candles flickered in there scones on the wall. red velvet drapped the back of the chairs. the coffin in the next room. helped at erieness to the air. when the groom steped up to the alter all dressed in red with a black rose on his breast all turned there attention to the front. the cake sitting on the table to the left black icing replaced the white. as bats decorated the drink fountain. as crimson liquid spewed from the spout. instead of a bride and groom on the top of the cake. a vampire and vampress took there place. as the wedding march begain to play all heads turned to

The Dance Of The Lord Of Darkness
will you honor me with this dance yes mylord i would love to dance with thee. as the lord of darkness lead the lady out to the dance floor. everyone stopped and staired at the couple. the lady curtsied to the lord as he bowed to the lady with long dark hair. her complextion as pale as the moon. on a clear cold winternight, her dress long black with red velvet under skirting the bodice low but modest her waist was trim as the corset laced up the front. with long flowing sleeves that almost reached the floor. with black and red roses braided in her long ebony hair who is this maiden noone knew. as the questions filled the air. the lord of darkness so handsome yet so young his ebony hair shinning like onxs in the candle light as he twirls the maiden around the floor his cravet tied neatly. his crimson colored hose and knee pants fitting snuggly. as the black silk of his shirt streched nicely acrossed his nicely muscled shoulderblades.