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Eviltaz247 In Hospital Xmas Eve
THIS IS SCOOTER BLACK HERE EVILTAZ MY BABY IS IN THE HOSPITAL ON XMAS EVE. SHE HAD A VERY ROUGH WEEK, PROBLEMS WITH DIALYSIS, AND FIGHTING A BAD COLD AT THE SAME TIME, HAD TO TAKE HER TO THE ER YESTERDAY AND TODAY. SHE IS BEING KEPT OVER NIGHT, DUE TO BAD ATTEMPT AT DIALYSIS RUNS LAST WEEK AND THE BAD COLD. SHE HAD NOT HAD A GOOD RUN SINCE LAST MONDAY, SHE NEEDS DIALYSIS THREE TIMES A WEEK TO KEEP HER HEALTH UP UNTIL SHE CAN GET A KIDNEY TRANSPLANT. SHE TOOK A FALL EARLY THIS MORNING, HAD TO GET CAT SCAN, BEFOR THEY WOULD DO DIALYSIS RUN. AND THE ASS WIPES CLOSED THE DIALYSIS CENTER SHE GOS TO AT 3:30 TODAY WE WERE STILL SITTING IN THE DAMN ER WAITING FOR THE CAT SCAN. THANK GOD SHES ALL GOOD ON THE CAT SCAN AND THEY ADMITTED HER AND GOT A GOOD DIALYSIS RUN THIS EVENING. I JUST LEFT THE HOSPITAL 45 MIN AGO, SHES ALL TUCKED IN AND DOING MUCH BETTER, SHE SHOULD BE HOME XMAS DAY. PLEASE KEEP HER IN YOUR PRAYERS, AND I THANK THOSE OF YOU WHOM SHOW MY BABY RESPECT AND KIND

My Value!
God does not focus on all the mistakes I make. He doesn't keep count them why should I then count them. Instead He remembers all the good things I do. I am a work in progress and God is in the process of changing me. Two often I focus on my faults, weaknesses, past mistakes, and failures. Rejection and other painful experiences steal my self-esteem and make me feel unwanted and insecure. My sense of value should be based solely on the fact that I am a child of the Most High God. As His unique creation, I have something to offer this world that nobody else has, that nobody else can be. If I truly want to enjoy life, I must be at peace with myself.

I Must Leanr To Be Happy With Who God Made Me To Be!
Throughout my life, God has continually shaped and molded me into the person He wants me to be. The key to future success is to bot be discouraged about your past or present while I am in the process of being "completed". God is moving me onward towards greater things. The path of the righteous gets brighter and brighter. I must remind myself that according to God's Word, my future is getting brighter; I am on my way to a new level of glory. I may not be everything I want ot be, but at least I can thank God that I am not what I used to be. The great news is that God knows everthing a bout me, both good and bad, and He still loves me and values me unconditionally. God does not always approve of my behavior. He is not pleased when I go against His will, and when I do, I alwaya suffer the consequences asnd have to work with Him to correct my thoughts, words, words, or attitudes. Nothing I do will EVER cause God to love me less..or more. His love is a constant I can depend on

God Knows My Value
Psalm 27:10 says...When my father and mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up! What that means is when even my family forsake me and cal me a loser I never calls me one. He still beleives in me regardless of what others say. He sees the good in me. I must constantly remind myself that I am made in the image of Almighty Gos. He crowed me with glory and honor, that I am God's own masterpiece. I WILL NOT let others play games with my mind, deceiving me into thinking that my value is diminished. I once felt that my great aspirations had been dashed by the choices I made or the choices imposed on me by others. I felt trapped in a rut, but there was hope! God wanted to restore my sense of value. He placed upon my mom's heart ot buy me this book "Your Best Life NOW" by Joel Osteen. I am free now! God alwasy accepts me. I am His prise possession! The apple of His eye. He will NEVER give up on me!

Ice Water
She had ice water running through her veins, yet her chilled heart felt enough passion to fulfill the deepest of love stories. Her eyes locked onto him at every glance, yet still she said nothing. A thought of There could not possibly be anything between us ran through her head as she stared holes in the back of his head and she daydreamed about days at the park with him, lying in the grass and staring at the clouds overhead. She knew he was somewhat of a romantic like that, and that he was someone she probably could never have. And so she said nothing, even though she felt everything Little does she realize, he loved her more than she loved him. His favorite way to pass the time was to write poetry and she was his favorite topic. He often wondered if she liked him at all, and he fantasized about being with her forever, lying in the grass at the park and watching the clouds fly by above them but he assumed she couldn’t ever like him; she was far too beautiful an

At A Moments Notice
At a moment’s notice, she could capture my heart and steal the focus of my every thought and like a mindless drone, I’d be enthralled by her outstanding beauty for forever and a day. And at a moment’s notice, she could pull me into a daydream, and I’d lose my mind in the new-found euphoria. And at a moment’s notice, she could remind me of this recurrent ardor, and divert my attention from any other interests I am pursuing. And at a moment’s notice, she could make me forget all of my troubles and problems with the world and revert back to pure happiness in my own personal paradise. And at a moment’s notice, she could show me that maybe dreams could come true, that true love could happen to any two people, that there is always a chance she’d love me too. At a moment’s notice, she could make me fall in love with her.

Happy Holidays My Friends Old And Unkown
Join me, in a tear, in a smile in the overwhelming love of today in the moving spirit of the season forget today our hatereds hold out your hands and welcome them home peace, love and happiness be yours with all sincerity DJ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt0VfiFxtHo&feature=related

Poem
Something Must Be by Romae harvey Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach into knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

Twisted
She fades away, Into a cave. Hiding from a world, That makes no sense. Letting the damp air, Close tightly around her. Wishing she'd disappear, And become forever gone. Knowing all is lost, But never forgotten. She seeps deeper within, The dark damp cave. Twisting and winding, It goes on and on. A left here, And a right there. Surly she will get lost, Never to return. Fearing all, She once loved. Loving all, She once feared. Her twisted little nightmare, Has yet to begin.

Please Help
THIS FANTASTIC WOMAN HAS HELPED SO MANY PEOPLE GODFATHER AND NOW SHE ONLY NEEDS 52,000 TO GODMOTHER HERSELF. COULD WE PLEASE, PLEASE GIVE HER THE BEST CHRISTMAS PRESENT A FUBARIAN COULD HAVE? MZ.DREAMS..***CLUB F.A.R*** Head Of Promotions & Door Girl For Centerfolds**fu-engaged 2 Jayrod874@ fubar MERRY CHRISTMAS

Christmas Miracles....
Christmas Miracles As this Christmas season is growing to a close I wanted to take a moment to reflect on all the things happening around us. Kalamazoo had a storm on Saturday and Sunday this week and 1000s of people were without power. The weather was horrific between the wind, the snow, the ice and the temperature. It made for adverse driving conditions and adverse living conditions for those without power. Well most of you know I work in a hotel. The weather conditions brought 100s of people into the hotel and me the opportunity to experience all their hardships. Most people were excited to have a warm place to stay from the stranded travelers to the residents without power. However there were several that were so upset that they had to stay in a hotel during Christmas. I listened to every story walking through the door from their flights being cancelled, road conditions, the power being out, funerals, hospital stays, accidents, etc. I heard it all. One lady in particul

Cheater
I just got into a new relationship in november and I thought it was gonna be a good one. Boy was I wrong...I found out a few days ago that he has been sleeping with his ex gf for about the same amount of time that we have been together. Boy this motherfucker had me going...I introduced him to my family, they all liked him. I really cared for him and in the end he hurts me. What makes it worse is that we were friends before we even started dating. Been friends for a few years so that makes this even harder. I almost ruined a good friendship for this guy and look what it got me...I was finally rady to emabrk on an awesome relationship and hopefully be happy for once , but in the end I just got screwed over. This is why I do what I do. This is why I do the random hook up thing, because I know that I cant get hurt with random hook ups. For once I wanted the real thing and decided to take a chance and all it did was break my heart. I really hope that there are some decent guys out

A Poem From A Bulletin
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twen

Type O Negative: Be My Druidess
Be my druidess Be my everything Be my druidess Be mine. Around the Pyre, a circle of thirteen, Throughout these woods, ecstatic screams. I look deeply into your eyes, I smell your hair, caress your thighs. Now we'll make love by fire light, A blaze so high it lights the night. Long fingernails dug in my skin, Yourself so wet invites me in. Be my druidess Be my everything Be my druidess Be mine. Our lust increased feeds desire, As we combust, yeah we on fire. I feel you shake so deep inside, Oh scream my name and hold me tight. I'll do anything to make you cum I'll do anything to make you... Be my druidess Be my everything Be my druidess Be mine. I'll do anything To make you cum, I'll do anything To make you... I'll do anything To make you cum, I'll do anything To make you cum. I'll do anything To make you cum, I'll do anything To make you... I'll do anything I'll do anything, I'll do anything To make you...

Rebirth
As in Eastern religions, Wicca also embraces the doctrine of reincarnation. Most Wiccans believe that this is just one of many lives we live, that when we die, we are reborn in another body (like the God). We do not, however, believe that we began life as anything but nor will we return as anything but human in form. The soul is ageless, sexless, nonphysical possessed of the divine spark of the Goddess and God. After death, only the body dies. The soul lives on in a realm that simply is - The Land of the Young. At the proper time, the soul is reborn (Scott Cunningham). It is generally believed that after enough cycles of rebirth, the soul will have attained perfection. At that point, it breaks away from the cycle forever and dwells with the Goddess and God as an ancient ones. It is because of these beliefs that many Wiccans do not fear death, but instead view it as a door to a new life. Reincarnation isn't something that should just be blindly believed. It is a philosophy y

How To Cook Turkey
Step 1: Go buy a turkey Step 2: Take a drink of whiskey Step 3: Put turkey in the oven Step 4: Take another 2 drinks of whiskey Step 5: Set the degree at 375 ovens Step 6: Take 3 more whiskeys of drink Step 7: Turn oven the on Step 8: Take 4 whisks of drinky Step 9: Turk the bastey Step 10: Whiskey another bottle of get Step 11: Stick a turkey in the thermometer Step 12: Glass yourself a pour of whiskey Step 13: Bake the whiskey for 4 hours Step 14: Take the oven out of the turkey Step 15: Take the oven out of the turkey Step 16: Floor the turkey up off of the pick Step 17: Turk the carvey Step 18: Get yourself another scottle of botch Step 19: Tet the sable and pour a glass of turkey Step 20: Bless the saying, pass and eat out

Christmas Wishes
Ok guys....so the guy in the red suit has been, children all over the world all awoke this morning with eyes as big as saucers..... oh come on, we were all like that when we were young, you see nothing but a huge mound of presents all wrapped in pretty coloured paper.......and wonder which ones are mine.....REMEMBER NOW?...... Presents, opened, dinner underway,laughter fills the house and while all this is going on can I just say this one little thing........To all my Family,Friends and in fact anyone who knows me on here....... GUYS AND GALS...I LOVE YOU ALL AND WOULD LIKE TO WISH YOU ALL A VERY HAPPY, PEACEFUL AND JOYFUL CHRITSMAS AND A BRIGHT, SAFE AND HAPPY START TO THE NEW YEAR, YOU ALL ROCK MY WORLD AND A GUY COULD NEVER HOPE TO MEET SUCH A GREAT BUNCH OF PEOPLE THANK YOU ONE AND ALL MUCH LOVE EACH AND EVERY DAY Dr@gonMaster

Sitting Waiting Wishing
Now I was sitting waiting wishing That you believed in superstitions Then maybe you'd see the signs But Lord knows that this world is cruel And I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool And in loving somebody don't make them love you Must I always be waiting waiting on you? Must I always be playing playing the fool? I sing ya songs I dance a dance I gave ya friends all a chance Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you And maybe you been through this before But its my first time So please ignore The next few lines cause they're directed at you I cant always be waiting waiting on you I cant always be playing playing your fool I keep playing your cards But its not my scene Wont this plot not twist? I've had enough mystery, Keep building it up, then shooting me down Well im already down Just wait a minute Just sit and wait it Just wait a minute Just sit and wait it Well if I was in your position Id put down all my ammunition I'd wondered why'd it

I Hate Titles
The emptiness is stunning. A holiday that used to mean the frantic ripping of paper, exclamations of awe, and the constant phone calls of relatives too far away to stop by for dessert later on is gone. My house is silent; dead. What used to be my family is with their family, former in-laws, new friends, cousins, and a few guests I don't know from being on the wrong side of a divorce. Their house isn't silent; children are laughing, the phone is ringing, paper is ripping, the oven timer is going off, and somewhere Christmas carols are playing in the background. A few of them right now are thinking about complaining. The noise and excitement are most likely deafening. Here, I am alone. This is my first christmas alone, staring at a computer with some desperate man's unheard plea in my shout from the night before, I feel like wrapping paper around nothing. I feel dead inside and alone. I am debating on whether I want to watch a movie and, for a moment, plant myself inside a false

This Person Is Not Dead !!!!!!!!
I DID A BLOG JUST NOT TO LONG AGO ABOUT THIS GUY CLAIMIN TO BE IN THE SERVICE WILL HELLOOOOO PEOPLE WE TRIED TO GET A ADDRESS TO SEND FLOWERS FROM US MY LOUNGE THE SO CALLED BROTHER FAILED TO ANSWER A STAFF MEMBER WITH THE PHONE NUMBER TO COMFIRM THIS NOW HE HAD SOMEONE DO A STICKY , I GUESS PEOPLE ARE DUMBER THAN I THOUGHT WASTE YOUR MONEY ON FAKES WHO AREN'T WATCHING OUR ASS'S http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2478667716 WHEN ARE PEOPLE GOIN TO WAKE UP TO FAKES AND LOSERS ALSO THIS ASS WAS GOIN TO BUY ME A CAR SURE RIGHT I WASN'T BORN YESTERDAY HELLO I CAN'T BELIEVE PEOPLE HERE ON FUBAR . I BANNED HIS ASS FROM MY LOUNGE AND THE 3 ACCOUNTS HIS SO CALLED BROTHER HAS . P.S. THE STICKY WAS DELETED THANK GOD

Celine Dion - I Love You
Celine Dion - I Love You Lyrics I must be crazy now Maybe I dream too much But when I think of you I long to feel your touch To whisper in your ear Words that are old as time Words only you would hear If only you were mine I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you Should've made my move when you looked in my eyes 'Cause by now I know that you'd feel the way that I do And I'd whisper these words as you'd lie here by my side I love you, please say You love me too, these three words They could change our lives forever And I promise you that we will always be together Till the end of time So today, I finally find the courage deep inside Just to walk right up to your door But my body can't move when I finally get to it Just like a thousand times before Then without a word he handed me this letter Read I hope this finds the way into your heart, it said I love you, please say You love me too, these three words They could change our lives fo

When I Close My Eyes
When I Close My Eyes When I close my eyes, and all I can hear is the birds or the crickets, I can see and feel all the things I desire. I close my eyes. I breathe slowly and deeply.I am surrounded by darkness. I am not sitting. I am not standing. I am not laying down. I am floating in the darkness. A hand comes from the darkness. It touches me gently on the forehead. Fingertips gently brushing against my face. They send shivers down my spine. They trace my face. Around my hairline. Down along my ears. Following the line of my chin. Up to my mouth. They trace my the outside of my lips. Then move in to the fuller part of my lips. My mouth opens slightly as small tingles start to move through my neck, chest, shoulders, and down my arms. The fingers move back down to my chin. They trace their way up the other side of my face. They move slowly to the peak of my hairline. Then come down my forehead. Trace my nose. Trace my eyes, barely touching my eyelids. They move back to my nose, a

Passion
Passion once filled me. It came out in everything I did. Others could see it in my schoolwork, glimpse it in my eyes, feel it in my touch. Passion haunted me in my sleep. It followed me everywhere I went. Today, I find myself filled not with passion, but with jealousy and pain. Everywhere I look, everything I touch causes a pain so deep inside, that it feels untouchable. Jealousy comes in waves so uncontrollable that it causes me to do things completely out of the ordinary for me. I would love for the pain and jealousy to stop. I crave for the passion to return.

Life Is Short
without darkness we would know no light without light we would know no darkness without all the pain we wouldn't see the beauty without the loss we wouldn't understand what we have everything has a reason though its sometimes never seen pain without sorrow and death without gain life is beautiful if you grab it by the maine life is hard, and pain a must... but without it then love would not make you bust I know these things for I have lived then true sometimes its so hard though when your feeling so blue They say good things come to those who wait its been so long is this really my fate? I spead the goodness, the love, and beauty without question, reason, or end one day I know I will find THAT friend the one who see's me for who I am and cherishs everything about the man I am untill then I lick my wounds gaurd my heart... and cherish every moment for you know not when your day will come and you yourself will meet your maker and stand in judgement for your

Personallity .....hummm?!?!?!
Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP) Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Trapped In The Past
Trapped In The Past Shadows of darkness follow me Secrets hide behind my eyes Honesty no longer means anything Living off of the lies Feeling but not expressing Lost for words and still I talk Thoughts lost in tides of emotion Life is a lonely road to walk Hopeful if death is the prize Fearing I'll actually see today Easy to give up and close my eyes Wishing all things would pass away Dreading the prospect of tomorrow Left with a heart that's dead Praying death will ease the sorrow Sadly living and breathing instead Remembering yesterday with remorse Cursing the life that continues to last Wanting it to finish its course Instead of being trapped in the past

A Different Kinda Of Christmas Store
Twas the night before Christmas and all thru the house everyone was stoned even the mouse.. dad was in the whore house mom was smoking grass and i had just settled down for a nice piece of ass.. when from out the window i heard a great clatter.. i jumped from my peice to see what was the matter. I looked out the window and saw a big dick, i knew right then it was ST. Nick, he came down the chimney was a yell poor SOB must have fell. He filled all our stockings with prezels and beer and a big yellow dildo for my brother the queer. Then he rose up the chimney with a thunderious fart.. that motherfucker blew my chimney apart, then i heard exclame as he flewout of site "PISS ON YOUALL AND HAVE A HELLVA NIGHT"

Riddling Contest
This will be an ongoing contest, just to make that clear right away. Each week, Phoenix Evenstar or I will post a riddle in the Stash here. Each member of the tet has a week to try and answer the riddle by comments in the Stash. Those who get it right will receive a gift from Phoenix or me. Speed is not a factor here, every right answer will result in a gift during that week. Non-tet people who answer the riddles (as well as any answers outside the one week limit) will receive a lesser gift to reward their correct answer. The current riddle guessing will have an extra week due to the lateness of this announcement. The current riddle will be current until 01/06/08. Thankee sai and the best of luck to you all. Long Days and Pleasant Nights, Dinh Raven Lonewolf The Dark Tower Tet Contents

Pain
Pain...Pain, What is pain? Why do I cry? Why do I no longer that the will to try? Pain..What is Pain? Why this life I can nolonger take? Why these feeling I can't shake? Pain...Pain, What is Pain? When will things ever be right? When will I finaully see the light? Pain...What is Pain? When will I finaully be whole? When will I gain control? Pain...Pain, What is Pain? I feel I no longer can breathe I no longer want to grieve Pain...Waht is Pain? each day living with this sorrow will there ever be a better tomorrow? What is Pain

Marriage
Marriage is not a word it’s a sentence,a life sentence. Marriage is very much like a violin after the sweet music is over the strings are Still attached. .. Marriage is love,love is blind.therefore marriage is an institution for the blind… Marriage certificate is just another term for a work permit. Married life is full of excitement and frustration;in the first year of marriage, The man speaks an the woman listens,in the second year the woman speaks an the man listens, In the third year they both speak an the neighbors listen. It is true that love is blind,but marriage is definitely an eye opener. Getting married is very much like going to a restaurant with your friends, You order what you want and when you see what the other fellow has you wish you had ordered that. There once was a man who muttered a few words in the church an found him self married. A year later muttered something in his sleep, and found him self divorced. A happy marriage is a matter of giving and tak

Appreciate Your Parents While You Have Them
Even though... Even though our dad has gone away, his love for us will always stay. He raised three kids to be their best, and then let them take care of the rest. His friends were many, he respected them all, for he was a man so proud and tall. His hobbies were numerous, his talents were great, but fishing came first-the rest could wait. He fished in the winter, spring, summer and fall, and it was during this time God made his call. To Heaven's doors he took dad up, "My dear child you've had enough." He left his children and loving wife to live with God for his eternal life.

Xmas
so i got my daughter for Xmas. her mom dropped her off pretty late Xmas eve, way later then i really expected. so around 11 we went to bed, but she wouldnt go to sleep. i found out when she got up it was already dark, so i was up all night with a 4 year old who wanted to play and not chill. finally around 830am i quit trying to get any sleep and let her open her presents which was fun. we played for most of the morning, then about an hour before her mommy was coming to get her, she got sick all over her fancy dress and me. we thought she was ok, feeling better playing and all, and when we put her in the car, she got sick all over herself again.. awww my poor baby. she is home resting now. hopefully it was just to much excitment...

Truely Thankful
Merry Christmas It Is.... Had no money to get anything to eat. Went up to a Church, cause they had a flyer up for Christmas dinner... We as in My Roomate, her Daughter and her Son and his Wife and I. We talked with the man there, seems we missed the dinner.He asked where we lived at. About an hour later,knock on our door!!! That man was there with Dinner for us, we have enough food for a week or two now.. We are truely blessed.. It's true, Miracles do happen!!!! Thankful & Grateful

Kisses (poem)
Kisses The very first kiss, I do not recall,for I, you see was very small, But someone was happy to welcome me in The next, I remember was painful and long, I couldn't imagine just what had gone wrong. He said that he loved me but he couldn't stay, And that was the kiss, that took trusting away. And then I remember that kisses were gone, and started to wonder if kisses were wrong. Instead of beginning, they seemed to mark ends, and thats were you'd lose all your family and friends. So kisses were arrows and targets I wore, avoiding the piercing yet keeping the score. And each time I witnesses another love kissed, I knew deep inside that they soon would be missed. Then I learned kissing was merely a key, that opened the door to what soon was to be. Two little heartbeats fell into my hands, And I thought perhaps now, I would understand. But like his intentions, his kiss was a lie, the hurt and deceit was just waiting inside. And when he had finished and all had

Breathless (song)
Breathless baby lingers im a bow round your little finger ive gone and lost my way lead me to water long lost daughter since you can't hide will wash away with the time baby i fall apart you gone broke my heart everything falls away im Breathless at your name how you move me your eyes wound me kill me with every word you dont say secret lovers don't leave me for another stay until nights come and gone all have left to remind me is your song baby i fall apart you gone and broke my heart everything falls away Im breathless so breathless at your name baby i fall apart you gone my broke my heart everything falls away im breathless so breathless at your name Im breathless so breathless at your name

The Blackness Is Almost Over....
Sitting here alone Watching Mother Nature attempt to snow I thought I should at least write something Thoughts of my big brother My kids My grandkids My life in general Most of it I am thankful for Not being able to share it with someone Is getting harder and harder to face I keep a secret in the back of my head Hoping for that one Christmas miracle The one meant for me Again it passes with only disappointment This year has passed with a lot of pain My faith in myself and others has been waned The new year is fast approaching Midnight is yet another star A black star in Silvers world It's so quiet right now Almost as if Christmas never existed Wow It's worse than I thought

Too Nosey!
I've been on here a little while now and I have found there are some very nosey people on here, they will say they are your friends and want whats best for you but then they turn right around and stab you in the back. One of my friends on here has fell in love and the person that they are involved with has a few ex's I guess you can call them that and now they want to start all kinds of trouble and not leave them alone, I mean I got on this site for adult friendships not childish bullshit but this is getting ridiculous, why can't people just move on I mean if they are not bothering you then why put so much energy into trying to hurt them cause really all they are doing is sitting back and laughing at you behind your back. If you are so happy in your own life then why bother being so into theirs and just walk away and leave them be. I am honestly tired of the drama that goes on this site and I can't see how people lay their heads down at night and sleep knowing they are hell bent on hur

Who Is It ...that Has The Crush ?
I was just wondering who it is , that has the crush on me ? Now is anyone going to Confess... or is everyone going to take the credit ...??? HMMM? do things have to remain anonymous ? you can tell me in a private email if you want.... I wont tell a soul... I AM SINGLE & LOOKING so no one is about to be in trouble... LOL I love to be adored anyways !!

A Different Christmas Story
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years o

Bumper Stickers To Look For On The Road
The fastest way to a fisherman's heart is through his fly Stupidity is not a crime so you’re free to go " I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth!" Buckle up... it makes it harder for the aliens to suck you out of your car I break for........................OH SHIT NO BRAKES There are 2 types of pedestrians, the quick and the dead. Learn from your parent’s mistakes use birth control He who laughs last thinks slowest. All men are idiots, and I married their king. Friends help you move; real friends help you move the body. Very funny Scotty; now beam down my clothes Low riders are for little boys who can't get it up. Saw it, wanted it, threw a fit, Got It!! Want to get laid? Crawl up a chicken's ass and wait! Mothers with teenagers know why animals eat their young We're not old people we're recycled teenagers! IF THIS STICKER IS GETTING SMALLER, THE LIGHT IS PROBABLY GREEN YOUR TURN SIGNAL IS STILL ON IT'S IMPOLITE TO STARE U.S.M.C. UNCLE SAMS MISGUIDED

Poem For Thoughts
I don’t care that you’re five I don’t care that you’re fifty Because I am more than just thrifty To the new I’m a donor To the pro I’m a shark I float them I sink them in the day and in dark I shine in the light Yet also when not And carry this rhythm that one can not stop I come to the mother lying in bed And go with the father when eyes blood shot red Due to the time I now can be mapped With your resources I’m purged and or trapped A love that is stronger more devoted than mine Came with me at time now you can ask why

"as I Sit Here"
“AS I SIT HERE” As I sit here thinking My thoughts Are drawn to One person and I Don’t know why As is sit here and think This person is in my mind, My heart and in my soul Every hour every minute and every second of every day as I sit here thinking more about this person I feel he is attaching to my heart and soul more and more as I sit here I truly am wondering if the thoughts I am having for this person are mutual for the both of us or are they just thoughts I am having as I sit here deep in my own thoughts about this person I reminisce about the conversations we have had together I see his face smiling back at me wondering what his answer is going to be to that one intimate question as I sit here and re-read what I have written I wonder if god has really and Truly Sent me my “knight in shinning armor” After all these years

Weird Dream
Ok so I had this dream last night. I woke up thinking to myself that I was insane! Ok tell me what you think... Ok I dreamt I was in this nice big home that was surrounded by gates and I lived there with my hubby and my son. Well for some reason I was scared of my hubby. I mean hes nothing like this in real life so thats why this is a weird dream. But I was petrified of him and just so scared to leave. He was plotting to poison all of my coworkers with their coffee and I had to leave to warn them. Also I wasnt allow to go in the garage cuz the cars were there. He wouldnt let me leave. And also I knew he had body parts stored away in some dresser drawers. Then this is the scary part. I could see it in his eyes and feel what he was feeling. But he had some knives and he held them between his fingers, like edward scissorhands, and he just stared at them. He was admiring their beauty and dreaming of the damage he could do with them. Then I begged him to stop, but he took a

Who Are You?
Who are you? And...why are you just standing there looking at me like that? What do you want from me? I feel naked in front of you Like you're looking right through me Your eyes piercing my very soul Who are you? And...who sent you to me? Why are you just calmly smiling at me? I feel strangely drawn to you Like you're beckoning me Your soul silently calling mine Who are you? And...why can't I look away? Why are you touching my face that way? I feel my breath being taken away Like you're drawing me in Your heart beating with mine Who are you? And...why do I feel so connected to you? Why do I want you to hold me close? I feel a strong desire to kiss you Like I'm losing myself in your eyes Our souls intertwined til the end of time Who are you?

Christmas
This has been the worst Christmas ever. I'm used to being single && that never makes me sad && it didn't this year. What ruined it was my brother. Don't get me wrong....I'm so happy he's doing something good with his life by being in the National Guard but once again I have become invisable in my family. Everytime I talk to my mom all she talks about is my brother && how happy she is && how much she misses him. Anytime I make a joke about him I get yelled at. This is how it's always been tho. My brother has alwats been the screw up && I've always been the good kid. He still got all the attention cos my parents always had to bail him out when he got in trouble. Always had to stay on him about his school work. Always had to take him to court for something else he did. I always get the short end of the stick. I worked my ass off in school && never got any praise for it. The best part of high school for me was choir && I had to beg && pleed for my parents to come to one of my performances.

Evils Of
We are more inclined to hate one another for points on which we differ, than to love one another for points on which we agree. The reason perhaps is: When we find others that agree with us, we seldom trouble ourselves to confirm that agreement; but when we chance on those who differ with us, we are zealous both to convince and to convert them. Our pride is hurt by the failure, and disappointed pride bring about hatred.

Kayla Raynes
Just as I promised her. Here is a message from Kayla to me. Kayla I hope this puts a smile on your face if your reading this! Awwww, thank u so much for saying that...I have a hard time keeping up with my replies, but I am trying...and honestly that is the very reason why. Anyway, I was going to ask you if you would post part of what you wrote to me below as a comment on my page, or something public, so people know I do interact as much as I can, and when I can...and that I do rate others back when I know that they've rated, etc... Hope everything is well with you and that you have a happy holiday season. xoxoxo, Kayla === 'Midnight Club {Owned By SNAP} Live for today because I could die tomorrow' spewed forth the following at '2007-12-25 06:57:31'.. > > "I'm glad your a real person. Unlike those on myspace like Tila who have so much people as friends and yet doesn't reply to anybody from what I can see. Thank you! Much Love and Aloha"

Credit Card Hell
If there’s a hell below, then we’re all gonna go.” -- Curtis Mayfield The clock on the wall says ten o’clock. The club is packed to the hinges and my body has fused with the wet bar to form a single, massive, smoking, drink-making machine: hands and feet churning like pistons; booze gushing from bottles, guns and spigots; cash registers singing “Overture 1812” in a chorus of beeps, clangs and clunks; and my brand new New Balance bar shoes, soaked to the socks from standing in middle of the disgusting oil slick that has formed below my well. And then the engine seized as I have found myself smack in the middle of Credit Card Hell. The clock on the wall says twelve o’clock and I am hunkered over a forest of plastic – trying to find the credit cards of two customers: 1) Tim Rappert – who wants four Red Hooks and yet another subtotal. 2) Susan Delillo – who is closing her tab of one virgin pina colada extra whipped cream. I scan the tabs, “Robbins, Thomas, B

The Gift...a Unique Story...
This morning my Mistress gave me a gift. After i served breakfast, she handed me a pretty gift bag with a big red bow and gave me permission to open it. i had never seen anything like it before! Inside was shiny black rubber panties. They have two HUGE hard rubber dildos made into them! The one in the front must be 10 inches and over 2 inches thick! The other looked like maybe 8 inches but it's skinnier. The panties are so smooth and soft. They feel slick and Mistress said She treated them with something so they'd be pretty and shiny. Silicone spray i think She said. i didn't know what to say, but Her smile told me that She knew what I felt. i can not hide that i really really love Her making me sexy. It's difficult to put in words. i'm a worthless, plain girl, mousey, not very smart. Every time She touchs me or tells me to do something, it starts something in me. Every time it's like a warmth grows inside me and spreads. i know i'm really really loved. i know i'm going to get the be

Another Christmas Come And Gone
have you ever just wanted to... eh just sit and cry?? I have no idea whats going on in this little head of mine- im hoping its just a phase. doesnt matter WHO i talk to lately i just get irritated with them. ha- and for it being christmas day... im very irritated. Maybe its all the caffine ive been puting into my body. Blood pressure goes up, attitude arises! god. i just want today to be over with. So yeah, on christmas- i had to work... ok i understand this. I think where i work- The younger people should work christmas eve and christmas day that way the older crowd with children can spend the day with them and what not. BUT New years eve should be when the younger people should be off- considering they tend to go out and party and have fun and what not. You know. i dont want to sound selfish but thats what i think. The older people usually just stay at home and what ever (when i say older- i mean the people that are in their 30's with children). Ive been at outlook pointe/elm

Little Bits
Ok I haven't posted in a bit so here's what I can tell you at this point. Every year around this time I take alot of time to think about the past year, I've been doing this over the past few weeks, so I've been in a ver reflective mood, as I allow myself to think about this past year, letting all those memories, emotions etc wash over me. I'll most likely post a novel of a blog on 12/31. I changed the music on my profile, so yeah, more changes to my profile are coming. More poems are coming both in the general poems area and in the journey series. The Story that is locked from everyone will remain that way for a long time, for 2 reasons. 1. It's not done. 2. I dont have the right inspiration to finish it, maybe one day I will but for now, it's too painful. My heart is heavy with reflection, there's so much I want that I just dont have right now. The sad part is, it's not "stuff" it's nothing that you can buy, ah well, in time I guess. ~Tony

Bah-humbug!
I think I figured out why I hate this season so much. I see and hear about all my friends and the likes having a great, wonderful time with their families. It makes me think about the family that I have, and how screwed up it is. Before she moved the NE, my mom could barely afford rent because of her meth addiction... They came to visit the weekend after Thanksgiving, and we were supposed to have a belated Thanksgiving/my Birthday dinner, and what happens, my mom and step-dad get thrown in jail. I guess, what I'm feeling, is that, I see Christmas as a family holiday, but, I don't really have a family, or at least not one that acts like it, and it makes me angry and depressed. I really just needed somewhere to vent.

Happy Holidays And Suff
Well damn. The holidays sure did thier sneaking up on me again. Didnt have the time ore money to buy anyone anything. Guess thats fine since i didnt get anything. Well actually a good friend and her girlfriend did give me and Gio some money.I told her not to since they are all the best well off. But she insisted. Gio and I do plan on paying them back though. $100 is a lot of money just to be giving out. Or maybe it is to me. This friend i recently found out has a crush on me. And its funny cuz she was always jealous when i would talk to her girlfriend and how highly she spoke me of.And now shes the one crossing the line. BUt shes really cool and nice. Gio likes her too. I'm glad he talks to her too or else he might be worried about that situation.But all is good. The baby is growing. Just tonnight i felt my tummy getting bigger. Like this pressure pushing out.And its so hard. Its crazy. Alittle less then three months and she'll be here. My family is upset that I;m sp

Tearing Down The Christmas Tree
Well I guess by now, most of you have opened the gifts, and have decided to either return them or keep them, Time to take down the tree. I Ritual which in my family requires a great deal of debate. First of all we have an Artifical tree, that comes apart in pieces. Which means we always misplace a piece and frantically search the whole house to locate it, seems the dog has developed a taste for artifical tree tops and has neatly dragged it off, quietly munching on the ornaments as he goes. Then decideing that it is his property growls at us when we attempt to take whats left of it back. Whats worse the tree Never fits back in the box it came in! seems its somehow grown an inch or two over the years. Then the final insult is that once we put it it away for the year, come christmas we can never find it. Well it isn't where we put it! until we realise that it is but that since it was last used, we accumulated more stuff and covered its box with several tons of unused stuff that we got

Because Of You
Because Of You Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar I will joyously say 'I do', for I have it all now and it's all because of you. gw07

If I Could Dream At Night
If I could Dream At Night If I could dream at night and if those dreams came true, I would force myself to sleep at night so I could dream of you. If wishes were given to lonely guys, and if I were given just two I would wish that you would always love me, the other I would give to you. If my tears could write love songs Before my tears were through you would know just how I feel and how much I love you But dreams are for dreamers, and wishes seldom come true my tears do not write love songs but when they fall...they fall for you. gw07

The Aftermath Of X-mas.
What a long couple of days its been. I wanna kill my niece and nephew for being screaming little brats. My dad constantly amazes me with his penchant for getting me some cool as gifts.The new amplifier for my guitar will be fun. Saw the movie Water Horse today and AVP:Requiem and had an amazing time. Good times indeed. Merry X-Mas everyone.

Ok, This Is Gettin' Out Of Hand!
I swear, this site is getting less and less fun. God forbid you want to rate pics and profiles as fast as they pop up, but no, you rating "too fast". And then get the FU-Bouncer telling you to enter some random keystrokes to continue what you were doing in the first place. Now tell me, how much time do I have to wait before I rate or comment again? I'm trying to keep up with photos and comment replies, but damn, this is starting to become a part-time job! You give people between 50 to 2500 pictures that they can post. Can I rate 5 pics in a row before being "bounced"? And it's Christmas time. Can I leave my Christmas love without all the unnecessary pauses? I understand that there is some blatant abuse with the commenting and rating (all the "bombing" and such), but what about giving some one a genuine rating or sincere comment? I don't know. It's rather frustrating. So if you don't hear from me in a while, don't blame me, the virtual security force is holding me back. Bu

Leroy, The Gold-tooth Reindeer
"Leroy, THE GOLD-TOOTH REINDEER"... SING IT!!!! Leroy the GOLD TOOTHED reindeer had a very NAPPY fro and if you ever saw him, he was at the LIQUOR sto' All of Leroy's 'homeboys' use to PLAYA HATE his 'game' but they can't mess w/ Leroy.. 'cause' he got a big OLE thang! Then one smoggy CHRISTMAS day SANTA came to say, "Leroy...have you seen my sleigh?" I know you had it the OTHER day! So Leroy BROKE out runnin' and SANTA pulled out his 'nine' and SANTA shot poor Leroy DEAD in his black behind....

My Friend Wrote This For Me Tonight
Because you’re Beautiful This poem’s addressed To you Because you’re beautiful No matter what You do Because you’re beautiful The sun rises Every day Because you’re beautiful The mist shrouds a Dreamy day Because you’re beautiful A blossom blooms and holds Its scent Because you’re beautiful Songs sung in your heart Are meant Because you’re beautiful Reflections shine And glint Because you’re beautiful Poems are written Heaven sent Because you are beautiful This is all that this Poem’s said Just in case you may have Any doubt This poem's heaven sent To tell you You are beautiful And that is what this poem Is about.

I Died For Love
I met a boy I loved so well He came and took my love from me And now he's going to set me free He sat a stranger on his knee And told her things he never told me Then I went home and cried on my bed Not a word to my mother had I said My father came home late that night And looked for me left and right He came upstairs the door he broke And found me hanging by a rope He took a knife and cut me down By his picture a note was found In this note it had said: Dig a grave Dig it deep Place his picture by my feet On his picture place a dove To show the world I Died For Love

2nd Tattoo Contest
THE NEW CONTEST WILL BE OPEN AT 5pm AND I WILL STILL TAKE ENTRIES FOR THIS CONTEST PLEASE LET ME KNOW WICTH TAT YOU WANT ENTERED AND ILL GET IT IN THERE I WILL TAKE NEW ENTRIES UP UNTILL THE 1ST OF JAN GOOD LUCK ALL

First Christmas Without You
My first Christmas with out you, I'm wishing you were here, I promised myself I wouldn't, But I've cried so many tears. It's only been 3 weeks, Since you were taken away, I've gone through today, With so much to say. I dropped by your spot, My Christmas gift to you, I laid some pretty flowers, It was all I could do. And the necklace you got me last year, Has always been on, I haven't taken it off, Since the moment you were gone. I wish you could come back, I miss you so much.. It's been so, so hard, Not having you around, It's so difficult to believe, You're gone and in heaven, The way I feel, Is so hard to express, All of my emotions, I tend to suppress. I still expect to see you, But you're not there, I can't feel you around me, And it's just not fair. Oh, I'm missing you terribly, I wish you could see, Missing you so much, Wishing you were here with me. I love you momma

Crap Everyone Can Be Without!!!
Trying to help out in the fight against chain letters, fake viruses, Missing people hoaxes and other crap that is a waste of my time and probaby yours too...Just some URL`s that i found on a veryinforming site.................................... http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/missing/trembley.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/nothing/microsoft-aol.asp http://www.snopes.com/computer/virus/postcard.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/medical/slowdance.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/missing/ashleyflores.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/nothing/blockbuster.asp I`m just posting a few..ok, more than a few..but it goes to show that some people beleve anything they read, thats why they forward this stuff on. Anyways..as you can tell, i dont like chain letters or any of the other stuff thats like what i have posted here, so please dont forward me anything even remotely close. P.S I know some maybe a lot have actually received 1 or more of the ones i have put because i

Listen To My Heart......
Listen To My Heart So cold an emotional strain that pushes me to a nothing less state To be held so close is what I longingly contemplate All my love unleashed as I wish to be held only by you But it’s my heart that you hold so dear a love meant to be so true Passions of a lethal ending stemming from what started off as a romantic beginning Still I find my life steadily descending I strive to love and to live a life of sanity because that is the essence of living My sanity is just a formality of this reality that really doesn’t exist Covered from head to toe in a tear created mist My heart has began to miss the gentle touch of your hand and a heart felt kiss Those moments that showed me love unconditional Those moments that felt to be more than just mystical I just wish that my life could be swarmed by you All of my gray skies will be sunny clear and my life again will never be blue Each day I await this pain to be just a dream But

Its You
Its You There's a laugh in my eyes There's a waltz in my walk And it's been such a long time Since there was hope in my talk If you never knew What it is that's new.. it's you 'Cause when your hands are in mine You set a fire that everyone can see And it's burning away Every bad memory To tell you the truth If it's something new.. baby it's you It's you in the morning It's you in the night A beautiful angel came down To light up my life The world's a different place Where nothing's too hard to say And nothing's to hard to do Never too much to go through To tell you the truth Everything that's new.. baby it's you It's you in the morning It's you in the night A beautiful angel came down To light up my life My life, my life Ohh So if I get to grow old (oh if I get to grow old) With many years behind me (many years behind me) There's only one thing I want (aahh) One thing I need beside me For all that you are For everything you do For all th

It's My Party And I'll Cry If I Want To...
Today, I am 26. My father and I have argued for the third time that I am in fact 26 and NOT 27 as he keeps telling ppl. This birthday is big, not because of the age but because my brother's gf KT's birthday also, so I finally have someone to celebrate it with! Shopping, drinking and meeting with friends later for a party at the club WOOOOP WOOOOOOOOOP!!!! Watch out for the pics!! Thanks to everyone that have sent me birthday wishes and gifts xoxo

Live Life, Love Life
LIVE LIFE, LOVE LIFE written by: "envi" wakin up in the morning everyday is a blessing and i ask the lord to forgive me for all my confessions, i know i aint alright, every day is a struggle but i live life, sometimes i think its only a matter if time before im back on my grind, i aint even gon lie, sometimes i just gotta get high, cuz it just gets me by, i aint even gon lie, cuz im just livin my life, through time you live & you die, i wanna multiply, some kids one day, ill be in this place until i fade away, ima live my life, till theres no more life, with all my might, with you by my side, its a must i try, and im gonna try, cuz the fact of life is just to live it right, so im movin on, im holdin strong, and im holdin on, cuz im movin strong, i can make life, take life, i can even hate life, break life if the price aint right, i was movin too fast, needed break lights, came to a fork in the road i just stood tight, long nights, hood fight

Yeah...
I am debating on just deleting my profile and not even bothering coming back. I don't know why I even log in. I just watch my bar tab as other people get love, and hop into lounges to hardly get talked to unless I buy a round. On the off chance someone does talk to me... I hardly ever hear from them again. I'm just not a real popular guy. It's the same here as when I go to a bar in person. It's just depressing.

Another Wonderful Day
Yesterday was better then I could have imagine. Her Folks were so nice and loving. There is no doubt in my mind that I am with the person I was always suppose to be with. How else can I explain everything? We get along so well and the chemistry is so strong. We went for a walk last night when we came home. It was so nice to just walk and talk. Everything was just picture perfect and it felt so good just to talk about how we both feel up to this point, about areas that could use a little polishing, and about the future. My Boo completes me in so many ways. She is my equal and my best friend. I am just so happy right now. Today looks to be another wonderful day.

The Dream
I finally crawled into bed last night, late. With visions of you still in my head. Anticipation pounding in my heart. All my senses filled with your existence. As I escaped into the dream world I know so well, I took you with me. We walked down the beach together. Our hands touching and our hearts bonding through them. The wind kissing our faces gently. The sand giving way under our feet. The warmth in our hearts that only a poet would understand. Finding an oasis in the never ending edge of the world, We sit beneath the giant tree, on the patch of thick grass that seems to have been put there just for us. We talked for what seems to be hours. Never running out of things to say, feelings to share, thoughts to exchange. I reach out to touch you and you stop my hand with yours. Our fingers touch. Our hands envelop each other. Almost as though they were making love to each other. Our fingers dancing. Our eyes gazing into each others. A soft and gent

New Contest!!
Am Hosting another new Contest. The Greatest Fubar member of 2007!!! so you think you got what it takes?? then enter this contest and see if others think so too. 1st price = a 30 day blast and 300.000 fubucks 2nd price = a 7 day blast and 150.000 fubucks 3rd price = a 3 day blast and 75.000 fubucks. as for the rules!!!!!! 1)) everyone is allowed to bomb and selfbombing is encouraged!!!! 2)) no downrating or harrassing the other contestants for this will lead to immidiate exclusion of the contest. 3)) only sfw pictures will be accepted!! 4)) no need for people to rate /fan and add me to bomb their friends!!!(unless they want to) 5)) each comment counts as 2 points and each rate counts as 5 points. 6)) just have fun bombing your favorite!!! the contest will start as soon as i have enough entries in and will last for 2 weeks tops!!!! don't enter yourselfs when your not active please. if you like to win these prices then send me a pm with the link to y

Dispelling Christian Lies About Wicca And Buddhism
As both Tibetan Buddhism and Wicca are growing rapidly in the English-speaking countries, there will come a time when there will need to be an interfaith dialogue between the two paths. The purpose of this article is to examine the similarities and differences between Wicca and Tibetan Buddhism. Dispelling Christian lies about Wiccans and Buddhists But first to dispel the misinformation. There is a great deal of misinformation and plain lies about both Wicca and Buddhism spread by Christian fundamentalists. Wiccans are portrayed as baby-blood drinking Satanists, and Buddhists as life-rejecting and self-obsessed. If there is to be a dialogue between the two, then each must rid itself of any divisive stereotype of the other derived from Christian propaganda. Anti-Wiccan propaganda Despite what Christians may claim, Wicca has nothing to do with Satanism. Wiccans no more believe in Satan than do Buddhists. Satan is a bogey-man dreamt up by Christian theologians to explain why, if G

Christmas
You know Christmas is supposed to be a great time of year. I would say this Christmas for me was the worst. It was the first time I ever missed my Childrens Christmas. I just couldn't afford to go home. I talked to them and they were still happy. But they missed there Daddy. Then a good friend and I decided to visit our extended family (Military Vets) at the local VA. That turned out fantastic for all that showed up. That was the second piece to the Crappy Christmas. My Boss and I went and we waited around for an hour for a new friend to show. Then I found out what kinda happened. Its some drama shit. Then to top it all off at 1530 or so, my Dad called to tell me my Grandmother passed on Christmas Eve. I am hoping that life will get better soon. And I find myself in another pickle. Do i spend the money to go to the funeral. Its probably in a few days, so it would almost be same day booking for the ticket to Houston. Oh well. I imagine life goes on.

December 12th 2012 Day The World Ends
On the day of december 12th 2012 an illegal experiment was taking place that would destroy civilization within hours.This experiment was taking gene splicing to a whole new level by taking the genes of humanoid creatures from another dimension and splicing them with out own in hopes of creating a race of supersoldiers powerful enough to walk into heaven and burn the gates down around saint peter but theres only one little problem something in the genes of these interdimensional creatures made the people afflicted lose their minds making their genetic code a highly contagious virus that could go airborne through bite/scratch. on this same day a small group of scientists learned of the experiment and had also reached through dimensions to create an interdimensional creature but they stole the genetic code from one of gods angels none other than rapheal himself.they created a man from his dna and a strand of hair believed to be from the last incarnation of satan in the hopes of having pur

Converting From Myspace
My brother told me to try out fubar and its pretty cool lot more interactive than my space but,I don't know if its this computer or fubars web site its self that every time i go to a lounge it takes for ever to load and really bad trouble with lag but my internet is pretty fast so i don't know but i will keep tryin fubar out.

Poem
Laying in bed thinking of you Makes me long for more I want you to hold me I want you to kiss me I just want you near me To have and to hold You make me smile Just knowing that you love me Just knowing that you care You brighten up my day I love you baby *MUAH*

Christmas "candy"
Holly was lonely. Most of the time this was fine. Most of the time she preferred life that way. But the holidays got to her. It started with Thanksgiving and all the family togetherness. True, not everyone gathered joyously to fabulously prepared dinners, but we all pretended we did. Other people had to eat dry turkey and repeat old arguments too. At least Thanksgiving came and went quickly. Christmas dragged out for an entire month, during which everyone was supposedly expressing joy and charity but mainly pushing their credit card limits. Holly rolled her eyes at herself. She was turning her own anxiety into bitterness against the entire season. Just because she did not have a date to take to her sister's Christmas party, did not mean the entire season was doomed. Maybe she could at least show up in style. While searching her closet had been a failure, her friend and neighbor Candy might share something better. Unlike Holly, Candy shopped for clothes like a normal woman.

Who The Hell Is Spreading Rumors!!!!!
I just found out from a friend that supposedly SOMEONE.. or SOMEONES... are spreading rumors about me on here... saying im a stalker or something... i would really like to know WHO is.. and put shit straight!!... Because I am NOT NOW.. nor have i EVER been a STALKER. That attack at my CHARACTER HURTS.. and is NOT FAIR to me....i would like the RUMORS to stop.. because they ARE NOT TRUE.. and ... i just dont know what else to say...

Shattered Life
Shattered Life By Steve Cook Everyone hears me but no ones around As I scream and shout my empty bottle hit’s the ground Been drunk for months trying to find The answers of why you left me behind The questions fill my head like the booze that I drink As I open the bottle here’s to you I think Hoping the next drink will ease my mind They say every heartache heals with time But who are they? Do they really know? Have they traveled this road like a carnival show? Or has it been many nights they lay alone Hoping for the ring of the telephone Wanting and needing to hear their voice To hear the reasons they made that choice For the loneliness that engulfs my broken soul I guess I need some time alone To pick up the pieces of my shattered life So I sit here and drink as I caress the blade of a knife Thinking my life is over with out you here All these questions have my mind unclear For me to end this pain what can I do Sit here drunk and act like a fo

My Sweetheart
My Sweetheart So often when I am embracing you, It seems that you exist in this world only because of me and I exist because of you. It's not easy to wander in this world and not lose one's way, but the greatest happiness of all is in giving joy to one's beloved. And if the king can have his throne, and if the bird can have his Spring nest, and God can have his heaven, then I, my sweetheart, I can have you!

Punishing Pleasure
They sat in the corner, Amused by the show And she knew it. His voice gruff, He commands her On her knees, and She did as he said. Two of the men, One taking each of Her arms, chain Them respectively To the bed's upper frame. Apprehensive, she Didn't know if she Should fear, Or smile. Her back was to them, Facing the wall, and This made the burning Deep inside her core Spark even more. A new blindfold Was carefully placed Over her dark eyes. She felt one of the men Kneel before her, his Heat radiating to her skin. A soft caress of His lips to hers, And she shivers. He moves closer, His erected cock just Barely grazing her Seeping wetness. Slowly he slides into her, Teasingly, tauntingly. Penetrated by just The tip, leaving her Wanting more. She hears him Clear his throat. Her mind wandering, Waiting, unknowing of What was to come. Wind slices the air And the sting makes Her body thrust forward, Pushing him deep into her.

Lol I Have No Clue
Empty and gray is all I see Stained yellow paper Floating in a breeze Green is nowhere in sight No birds are taking flight Red with rage And yellow with death I open my eyes And realize there is nothing left Empty body Empty soul Empty mind Truths are told...

Rules And Prizes
ok i have decided to hold my own fu bucks comment contest .here are the rules RULES: 1.no nsfw pics 2.self bombing is allowed 3. no drama (if there is drama you will be removed and blocked ) 4. rules are subject to change (per my say so ) 5. first person to the lowest amount of comments needed ,has the right to take that amount of fubucks and be removed from the contest or keep going for one of the bigger prizes (ALSO PERTAINS TO THE 2ND AND 3RD PERSON AND SO ON AN SO FORTH) 6. contest is over when all prizes have been awarded PRIZES: 1ST PLACE : 100,000 FUBUCKS (75,000 IN COMMENTS) 2ND PLACE : 50,000 FUBUCKS (55,000 IN COMMENTS) 3RD PLACE : 25,000 FUBUCKS (35,000 IN COMMENTS) please send the pic you want to enter to me and i will open the contest once i have at least 7-10 entries.i also will let you know when the contest begins .

A....
A Beauty A Grace A Devine A true love whispers once upon a lifetime catch it quick before it's too late A Purity A Longing A Desire A glimpse of fantasy in only their eyes brought forth into reality A Fire A Simplicity A Truth A bliss of a sweet luscious kiss of gracefulness hits our lips A Passion A Love A Heartache A pain so deeply in edged sworn only to your name ... to dust we fall

Here I Am
Here I am.. day after..and bored as can be. I should get up and clean but just not up for it. Boys are both occupied playing. I did have fun with my oldest this morning, with playing with the nerf shotguns they got for Christmas. We were hiding behind things shooting at each other..etc. As for now..they are busy..and here I am bored..playing with noise putty. Anyone ever play with it? Its pretty cool. Makes farting sounds. Went to town and done some shopping, til I got tired of hearing them say.. This is boring. Anyways,, just bored and missing someone alot right now. I finally got the other thing I wanted for Christmas..and I am happy now.

Angel
Entry for December 26, 2007Angel This was given to me.. A book from My sister Louise..( for my Birthday..LOL) it is in the Blue Moutain arts.. I'd Love to Give These Gifts to You This is one of the many readings....... The Gift of an Angel by your Side May you always have an angel by your side~ Watching out for you in all the things you do~ Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days~ Finding ways for your wishes and dreams to come true~ Giving you the strenght of serenity as your guide~ May you always have love and comfort and courage~ And may you always have an angel by your side~ Someone there to catch you if you fall~ Encouraging your dreams~ Inspiring your happiness~ Holding your hand and helping you through it all~ In all of our days, our lives are always changing~ Tears come along as well as smiles~ Along the roads you travel, may the miles be a thousand times more lovely

A Spark Of Love That Will Brun Hot
MY sweety wrote this for me..make me sad but happy too.... I cannot touch him, but I feel his touch I want to love him, but will I love to much I cannot hear him, and yet I know he calls Despiteour distance I still fall. Beckoning me with words so sweet I wish that he was here with me. nina18400@ fubar MY sweety wrote this for me..make me sad but happy too....smile baby i feel the same way..

What I Love About You...
What I Love About You... The sparkle in your eye, The warmth of your skin. Your breath on my neck, That quivers within. The touch of your hand, The smell of your hair. The kindness in your smile, That strength in your stare. Your kiss on my lips, Your body near mine. The stroke of your touch, That feeling inside. The sound of your voice, Compassion in your embrace. The serenity in your stride, The power in your face. The calming of your presence, The beating of your heart. The promise of tomorrow, That we may never part. The beauty of your kiss, and that magic in your touch. It is for all these reasons and more, Why I love you so much.

Misconceptions Of Life
I find as I get older and my ideals, morals, and ethics seem to be ever changing that I find myself surrounded by people who I thought were nothing like me. There is no one with my common sense or logic. Yet they keep making themselves known. I have always marched to a different drummer, wanted to do my own thing and never settle. Always there for everyone, so caring, understanding, and listening...accepting of them yet thinking in my mind, "what the hell is wrong with you?!?!" As I start understanding others more I find more content in my own mind, more justified in my own actions and feelings. And yes, more comfortable about letting others in and expressing my thoughts and feelings. But I have also found in this age that as I become more open, comfortable, and trusting that others tend to shrug it off and not think too much of it. I still do not understand how people can be so unfeeling about others. I think about everyone, even strangers I've had small talk with. It just seems to st

How I Became A Bartender
Question: How on earth did a snot-dripping, rudderless, horny little bastard from a small town in suburban Texas secure a bartending position at the Blue Martini -- the Mona Lisa of all bartending gigs -- without so much as a drizzle of experience? Answer: It was the result of a botched gang rape... My first four months in Tampa were a kind of honeymoon. I had money saved and an apartment on the beach. But then I depleted my savings, the landlord jacked up the rent, and I was forced to move inland -- away from the Beach Blanket Bingo Borough and into the colorless corridors of Clairemontís Crystal Kitchen. I answered a roommate ad from a woman who lived on the corner of Clairemont Mesa and Diane Avenue. Her name was Holly, and she needed a roomy for her second-floor apartment in the utterly bland Riviera Arms complex. When we first met, she seemed sweet and harmless enough -- but, of course, Holly was violently insane. Our apartment overlooked a

Poetry
Sometimes we tend to ponder and stumble over thoughts dancing in our minds , this continues for only a few moments in time as we slip back to reality realizing it's all an old memory Wisping you to a far away day when you felt life was perfected in it's own simple way , A brisk wind sweeps you off your feet , as a feather your body feels afloat , a harsh landing is what is coming Dropping you to the ground , grasping for air since you feel there is an end to everything near So this ends the daydreaming & here we begin another day

My Inspiration
this letter is from my boo scooter black and i would like to share it with u all. I LOVE YOU BABY. YOU LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL SLEEPING. I PAID THE GAS AND ELECTRIC BILL. I AM GLAD YOU HAD A GOOD MEAL FINALY WITHOUT GETTING SICK. MY HEART ACHES WHEN WE ARE APART. I JUST LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH, JUST WANT YOU TO REST AND SLEEP WELL, AND HAVE A GOOD DIALYSIS RUN WEDNESDAY. I PRAY EVERY NIGHT FOR GOD TO WATCH OVER YOU AND TO GIVE YOU STRENGTH, GOOD HEALTH AND A NEW KIDNEY. I WANT TO GROW OLD WITH YOU AND LOVE YOU TILL MY LAST BREATH AND BEYOND. LOVE YOU WILD THANG XOXO SCOOTER

Self Doubt...
why does this bother me so wears on me untill I could blow so many things I have had to cope you have no idea, its no joke could have been worst...this I know I wish this little feeling inside would grow I am good natured...even a gent even when I need to vent I am told I have a wonderful heart I feel so much pain and have from the start I am not dead... and stronger I feel for all my crosses feel so real I just prey ..one day they'll heal

Wii And Christmas News
well i got a wii for christmas blake bought it for me they were really hard to get too the christmas news that i got this year which i was kinda shocked when i was told my sister is getting married and having a baby i get to be a aunt she is 19 and already ahead of me on all of that i'm happy for her though she is my little sister and the only one i got.. i can't wait to go home and play my wii thats like my fave. christmas gift ever and we been playing it like hell and my arms are sore.. well thats about it for now hoped everyone had a great christmas

For You Master:
~Dream~ For You Master: This overwhelming love I feel I ask myself,can this be real? Consumes my mind,consumes my heart From Him I never wish to part He touches me,I gasp for breath I feel that there is nothing left My love ,it is all spent on Him His Love controls me,pulls me in I taste Him,How I've longed for this wondered if I'd ever feel such bliss My lust for Him ,it rises still Of Him, I'll Never get my fill .... love You Master :kiss: :heart: :rose:

Raindancer
i offer myself with soft hands that cup my breasts like a delicate wrapping a present for you On hands and knees i crawl with eyes closed i know the way the true way to you- full of truth and wanting A shiny bottom freshly washed hair and your napkin in my teeth i offer myself Your gift- to take.

The Maskful White Lie
What I see in this world, is but I lie; all things change, no matter what I try. I can touch it and see it, so very plain; but no matter how its stored, does not remain. I realize many things, I was originally taught, but, I've done some things, I really should not. I prayed many a prayer, with heart most sincere, Encountered tiny vices, which had stronger wills. Erased from my memory that of bad taste, Avoided most thing of most horrid disgrace. My faith I've kept with me, my closest friend, it's come through for me again and again. Go forth with your knowledge live day by day, follow your heart and remember to pray. For as surely as you live, you will one day die, just don't caught up in the maskful white lie.

His
His palm stings. His pain is sharp. His use is hard. His love is harder still. His heart is black, yet glows with fire. His angel has come. His eyes see her soul. His body knows its mate. His hand reaches out to soothe, to draw close that which endures His perversion. His arms hold tight. His smile is soft. His words a murmur of devotion. His lips tender amid a whimper. His obsession is real. His need burns bright. His eyes tell all… she is His.

Change Of Heart
I thought that love had passed me by. But you looked up and caught my eye, and things were never the same. I was so sure I'd heard it all. I said I'd heed to no man's call, but then you called my name. What is this magic spell you cast? How can I know if it will last the balance of my days? I can't resist your thrilling voice. I hear you call and I rejoice; you have such winning ways!

Real Friends...
This is GOOD.. I especially like the last sentence!!!!!! 1.A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) 2.A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. 3.A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. 4.A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. 5.A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. 6.A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems 7.A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. 8.A simple friend thinks the friendsh

It Was Yours For The Taken
IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN... IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN I GAVE IT TO YOU MY HEART WAS JUST CALLING CALLING OUT FOR YOU IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN YOU TOOK IT AND RAN NEVER LOOKING BACK TO SEE IT WAS IN YOUR HAND IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN YOU KEPT IT FOR A WHILE TO ONLY BREAK IT THEN TURN AROUND AND SMILE IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN AND YOU RIPED IT APART TO THINK I THOUGHT WE WOULD NEVER BE APART IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN AND NOW NOW ITS GONE....

This Is To "joe"...... "hubby To My Sweety Passy " Sign My Guest Book Please!!
i dont know how to start this. without it sounding like drama. which i dont like. but the guy i am talking about. used me big time.he claimed to be my best friend and all. but it was just lies to get me to level him up 4 times and help him on his page.. well u know how men lie and tell u they love u and all the bs.. well he told me that.i thought something was funny. whenever i logged on his page..his shout box would always be cleared. i knew he was talking to someone that goes by passy on here too so i got sneaky and logged on the same time he was on and he was telling her the same things he was telling me. so tell me if this is wrong.i just deleted all the stashs i added . the pics i added and tossed all the gifts i gave him. didnt touch anything on his page and he blocked me without asking me what was wrong. i guess he got all that he wanted out of me and got him out of renewing my vip like he promised.. so now he buys his welfare passy all of her vips. so if he read

Souls Passing
Do you ever wonder what draws two souls together. You go through your everyday life, passing by hundreds or maybe thousands of other souls... You pass each other with nothing more than a nod, a wink... maybe a quick smile... Most people go obliviously by without even that much of an interaction. But, every so often, there is something that pulls you out of the doldrums and routine of ordinary and a little sixth sense awakens... Do you??

Ok Fubar This Is What You All Been Waiting For. The Fubar Queen 2007 Contestants!
OK THIS IS WHAT YOU ALL BEEN WAITING FOR THE SEXIEST, WOMEN ON FUBAR. STOP BY ON THE 30TH AT 7 PM TO SHOW THESE QUEENS OF 2007-2008 YOUR LOVE! Music Video:LIGHTS, CAMERA, ACTION! (by Mr. Cheeks)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone OK HERE THE TOUGHEST, SEXIEST WOMEN OF FUBAR CONTESTANTS 1 CONTESTANTS 2 CONTESTANTS 3 CONTESTANTS 4

Baddest, Sexy Women On Fubar! The Queens Are Here In Demand For Fubar
OK THIS IS WHAT YOU ALL BEEN WAITING FOR THE SEXIEST, WOMEN ON FUBAR. STOP BY ON THE 30TH AT 7 PM TO SHOW THESE QUEENS OF 2007-2008 YOUR LOVE! Music Video:LIGHTS, CAMERA, ACTION! (by Mr. Cheeks)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone OK HERE THE TOUGHEST, SEXIEST WOMEN OF FUBAR CONTESTANTS 1 CONTESTANTS 2 CONTESTANTS 3 CONTESTANTS 4

::hack Hack::
so... another long day at work, and oh my dear god some of these calls were TERRIBLE!!! i mean, people are just plain mean to complete strangers sometimes. and on top of that im losing my voice so i sound like ive been smoking for 30 years. not to mention coughing every other word. blech. in other news...xmas was good. been kinda out of sorts the past few days but oh well. and bad news. i might not get spackle. :( apparently the lady that im getting my puppy spackle from was not made aware that i was adopting him...and now there might not be anymore puppies in the litter :( sad day. my friend roxanne (who told me about him in the first place) told me today that whoever was supposed to tell the lady didn't bother but i might still luck out. :D i hope i get him, he's the cutest roly poly golden lab ive ever seen...on a camera phone :P if all else fails ill just get one from the shelter, which if that's the case i hope i can find another dog like chewey. he was aw

When The Light Becomes Dark!!!
SOMETIMES YOU JUST KNOW WHEN TO LIVE AN BE HAPPY AN OTHER TIMES YOU FEEL SAD, REJECTED, AN UN LOVED. THOSE ARE THE LIGHT TIMES BEFORE THE DARKNESS.I HAVE RUN ACCROSS MANY DAY SO AS THESE. WONDERING WHEN IT COULD POSSIBLY BE BETTER OF WORSE. LIFE HANDS OUT CURVES MOST EVERYDAY. MAKING YOU CHOOSE TO CATCH THE CURVE OR LET IT BY. ONE PERTICULAR TRUE BALANCE OF LIGHT AN DARKNESS EXCIST IN MY LIFE. AN TO ANOTHER I AM BOUND BY TRUST, AN WISDOM.. TO YOU MY DEDICATED TRUE FREIND. THIS I WRITE FOR YOU!! YOU HAVE SEEN ME CRY, BE HURT, BE TORN BY THE HANDS OF THE ONES I HAVE TRUSTED TO BE REAL, STRONG, AN TRUE... ONLY IF FACINATION WAS A TRUE FEELING INSTEAD OF A ACTION. HOW DO WE DEFINE WHAT WE FEEL INSIDE TO BE A LIGHT AN NOT A DARKNESS LOOKING BACK AT US AS A REAL MAN...OR IS THERE TO BE SUCH A THING AS A REAL MAN... HMMMM NO ANSWER THERE. TO HOLD ALL WE HAVE FOR AS LONG AS WE HAVE IS MASSIVE TRAUMA. A NEW YEAR COMES LETS VOW TO HELP ONE ANOTHER TO CONNECT AN STAY FOCUSED ON WHAT WE CAN REAL

Hiring Bartenders For Headbangers Pit
Okay I'm Hiring Bartenders In The HeadBangers Pit If you wanna be a bartender hit me up Leave me a message or talk to me in my shoutbox If ya wanna be one let me know i'll set ya up a schdule time date ect. come join the fun here at Headbangers Pit SourApple

Times Of Sorrow (author Unknown)
Good things come through times of sorrow. Love is shared. Bonds are strengthened. Commitment is renewed. Faith is restored. Have faith that you're strong, and that you'll get through this rough time. Better days are ahead.

If You Was My Girlfriend
1.) how many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you hold me? answer: 3.) Would you hug me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me?? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If me and one of your friends argued, whose side would you be on? answer: 16.) Would you give me your myspace password? answer: 17.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? answer: 18.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 19.) Ho

Sweet Lips
Sweet Lips What are sweet lips Sweet lips are lips that taste like candy Sweet lips are lips that taste like the sweetest fruit on the vine Sweet lips are lips that taste like surgar Sweet lips are lips that taste like sweet berries that u would pick in the summer Sweet lips are lips that taste like sweet red wine Sweet lips are lips that taste like honey made by honey bees Sweet lips are lips that taste once you kiss them you would not wanna stop ~ Scorpio 2007 ~

There's A Thing On My Penis
Until now, I have gotten through this life without ever having to say those seven terrible words. Through all the things that went wrong with me over the years – busted knee, fractured foot, bashed in teeth, ruptured eardrums, high arches – I was always grateful for never having problems with my penis or surrounding penile areas. Nary a crab has hiked across my murky grasslands, no herpes boil ever bubbled on my glans, no gonococcus has wriggled through my urethra, nor wart, nor chancroid, nor stalk of Chlamydia ever found purchase in the garden of my groinhouse. It was always the source of great pride for me. "Ahhh what a handsome and healthy penis I have, I often thought to myself." It’s the kind of penis that makes you sorry for all the people with the problem penii. Like the penis of poor Harvey Perry. I remember the day I saw it. We were about 14-years old and urinating side-by-side when I got a gander. The thing was mangled and flayed at the head like a tube of Italia

A Fun Night Out
"Well, tonight is the night", as the hot water from the shower massaged my neck and shoulders, I thought "We'll see if this is what he really wants, or get all jealous and a bruised ego or something". "How's it going in there, babe?" Hubby asked. I can't believe that he ever talked me into this. Not that I am nervous, but to seduce another man with my husbands knowledge just seems a wee bit odd, that's all. But if that's what he wants, then that's what I'll get! Hubby reached over and touched my cheek, looking deep into my eyes and said, "I don't want you to do anything that you really don't want to do." "I love you very much." “Hubby," I said. "What I do tonight is strictly for you." "It's not what I want, but I am going through with this because I believe that what you truly want is this. I’m only doing this for you." And then he gave me a big kiss. I walked into the bedroom and there laid out on the bed was the outfit that Hubby had bought. I reached down and pic

Auction
Ok i'm going to auction myself off!! and here's the way it's going to work.... NO REAL MONEY involved at all!! This is all out of fun All you need is fubucks (which will be spent on the winner). Now the winner will own me for 1 month to do with me as you see fit (within reason remember this is for fun) rate friends, stashes, bomb contests that you or your friends are in. make you morphs or pic merges or comments, help you level friends ect... The bidding will start Thursday 12/20/07 @ 12pm est and will end 12/26/07 12am est... Please fumail all bids winner will be announced Thursday 12/27/07 Please click the link below thank you!!! ☠☠☠KING LESTAT☠☠☠. BIDDING STARTS TODAY @ 12PM@ fubar☠☠☠KING LESTAT☠☠☠. BIDDING STARTS TODAY @ 12PM@ fubar☠☠☠KING LESTAT☠☠☠. BIDDING STARTS TODAY @ 12PM@ fubar

It's A One Year Anniversary
Lexidragon Girl, a really sweet friend of mine needs gift blasts, a gift happy hour, leveling love, fans, rates, the works folks... It's her 1 year anniversary, and we need to do it "BIG" baby! Let's show her the fu love I know you all have inside you... lexi-dragongirl Please go show some fan, rate, add love to the pimpming anniversary blogger, too! ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~ Sending Love your way...

Just A Moment
Just a Moment Just a moment of your time, That's all i need. Just to have you alone, I'm shaking at the knees. I need to know what i feel is true, I need someway to just break through. Too many thoughts cross my mind. But i dont know what your feeling, I could be reading you wrong everytime. Such a big risk, Without knowing how i'll land. If it all went wrong, I'ld be sinking in quick sand. Rhiannon Michelle Daumann

It Is All Over Until Next Year :( Or :) ?
Well, it is all over with. A big huge build up for a month and it lasts one day! Actually, that isn't true because I have been celebrating for a couple of weeks now. It is just such a big let down when it is all over. The 26th sucks! I look at all those decorations I need to put away and think to myself that next year I won't put out as much as this year. Yea...right! It is 10pm and I am getting very tired. What a wimp I am. I can't even stay awake past 10pm anymore. LOL I guess that is part of getting older? My Christmas was amazing. My husband is a crazy man and bought me a Journey diamond necklace for our 20th anniversary that was back in September but gave it to me on Christmas Eve. It is 1 1/2 cts! He hung it from the mantel and kept trying to get me to notice it by lighting a fire, turning on the lights over the fire place and I still hadn't noticed. Then he tells me to light the candles on the mantel and then it caught my eye! I as shocked! It is beautifu

Would It Matter
If I told you I could look into your eyes forever If I told you I would stay here and leave you never If I stole you away like a thief in the night If I promised I'd never let you out of my sight If I prayed to the heavens and stars up above If I gave you my heart and all of my love

So Much Crap
Ok so I take my fat ass down to the local weight watchers and sign up. I have to do something, I am at my heaviest and its horrible, depressing and all that crap. So even though I said I wouldn't make any new years resolutions I am going to have to and ill be damned if i am going to make it stick. I dont want to be skinny i want to be thinner and healthy. Sexy for my husband and for myself. wish me luck.

Living 2 Or More Different Lives..
so i was watching a show on mtv last night..dont remember what it was called but its based on people who have different lives..but there kept secret.. one guy had a girlfriend for his "romantic side" and had a girlfriend for his "wild side"..neither girls knew eachother..and he also filmed porn aside from that..that no one knew.. another guy was in the popular crowd and girls loved him...but secretly he was gay... watching it made me realize how kind of sad and pathetic people are..not just the ones with the secrets...but the people that judge and make people feel ashamed and have to keep secrets.. personally im usually quite open..i dont really have any deep dark secrets..yeah ill admit certain things you dont just spill out..but if your gay..just admit it! lol who cares? and if someone did..fuck them! people who cant accept you dont matter! if you have two different girlfriends and love porn..shit find a girl you can be romantic and wild with..and make your own damn porn lol...

Fear
Some people say life isnt something to fear, only death is. For me death isnt something I worry too much about. Its what leading up to death that I fear. Life is the hard part, learning to accept what is, fixing what you can and praying you just make it. In this life I have had pain, hurt, abuse of many forms-some self inflicted, joys, sorrows and defeats with a few victories. I put on this face that life is ok and that I am happy. In truth, life isn't ok and I am not very happy. I am alone. My heart is in a million pieces and I don't think I have any super glue to fix it. I lost the man I loved. He walks with another for reasons both known and unknown to any of us. I hope and pray for the ability to learn to live again with out him and find some one new someday. The few chances I have in this life to make amends are high on my list to fix the karma I have given myself. There are so many people I took for granted and broke. Some of them I have been blessed to have back in my life, othe

The Break-up Test (yahoo!)
The Breakup Test: 5 Questions to Ask Before Giving 'Em the Boot By Elina Furman Special to Yahoo! Personals Is it better to be the breaker-upper or the dumpee? With so much attention being paid to those poor people dumped every year, no one ever takes time to think about what it's like to be the dumper. Hardly an enviable position, the decision to break up with someone can breed feelings of guilt, paralysis and depression. To alleviate some of this anxiety, here's a list of 5 questions to ask yourself before you give someone the boot. Question 1: **Has There Been a Major Change in My Life? Relocation, career change, an illness -- any of these factors can trigger problems in a relationship. If you're stressed out about something, be it a job or family problem, it's all too tempting to generalize these feelings to include your partner. It's very easy to think that if you got out of this relationship you would feel better. In reality, you need to deal with the problem rath

For The Eyes Who See
So I find a place to get away a chance I might escape and it comes back to me. This feeling of dread as I watch myself fall over dead. I know who killed me and I drown I gasp as I see this etched in frown when did I get so unhappy and when did I go to hell but here I stay locked in like tranced in a spell. Like a clock ticks and tocks because it got wound I keep breathing ignoring how my heart pounds, Trying to escape looking for an exit begging me to pull it out before I grow to hectic. Watching myself from another's eyes I grow weary and less surprised. This is who I am what I compromised. I struggle to conceive this is what I am I fail to achieve and lost all my dreams some where along the way I died inside and I know exactly why but this thing unspoken like the trojan horse busts right on in and run its course hurting with every breath I breathe. I can't say much more as my heart hits the floor I know I need to close this door and move on to something more.

What An Xmas
As I used all my holiday up before xmas, i was the only one to cover the night shift. I think next year i might plan it a bit better, lets just say its not looking good. I won't even mention about the HD fiasco LOL, lets just say i have 2 500 gig HD's now :) Also finally got around to updating the firmware on the ps3 and the psp. Can't for the life of me at the moment get the media streaming to work on the ps3, but the remote play on the psp is good :D Hope you all have a great new year and your dreams come true.

John Cena - If It All Ended Tomorrow
"If It All Ended Tomorrow" What Would You Do If It All Ended Tomorrow? Time Runnin Out, Ain't No More You Can Borrow So Many Paths, which one you gonna follow? What Would You Do If It All Ended Tomorrow? What Would You Do If It All Ended Tomorrow? Time Runnin Out, Ain't No More You Can Borrow So Many Paths, which one you gonna follow? What Would You Do, What Would You Do? Uh, this is how it go down I have the black-pound-silence so it don't make sound I pile a 150 outta town, aint nobody around Im in the back seat breakin it down My love has been a past week dawg lately I found Our press made us turn the radio down But God bless now they talkin bout layin me down Now they on about shovels in the weight of the ground What now? Preachin on the way that they handle thing Waitin' patiently to do the 6-foot Same Thing Now, so I take a second look at my life I made too many mistakes that I just couldnt make right Should've been more focused than I take things ligh

Finally An Answer To The Age Old Question!
A chicken and an egg are lying in bed. The chicken is leaning against the headboard smoking a cigarette with a satisfied smile on its face. The egg, looking a bit pissed off, grabs the sheet and rolls over and says "Well, I guess we finally answered THAT question!"

Man Talk...
Man Talk... He Says: "I'm going fishing." He Means: "I'm going to drink myself dangerously stupid, and stand by a stream with a stick in my hand, while the fish swim by in complete safety." He Says: "It's a guy thing." He Means: "There is no rational thought pattern connected with it, and you have no chance at all of making it logical." He Says: "Can I help with dinner?" He Means: "Why isn't it already on the table?" He Says: "Uh huh," "Sure, honey," or "Yes, dear." He Means: Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. He Says: "It would take too long to explain." He Means: "I have no idea how it works. He Says: "We're going to be late." He Means: "Now I have a legitimate excuse to drive like a maniac." He Says: "I was listening to you. It's just that I have things on my mind." He Means: "I was wondering if that red-head over there is wearing a bra." He Says: "Take a break, honey, you're working too hard." He Means: "I can't hear the game over the v

A Valetine's Gift I Made A Few Years Back
sometimes i think i'm smothering you but it's ok because you let me there are times i hold on too tight, or maybe too long but you never tell me i have to let go you give me the freedom i crave you don't push away or tell me i want it too much i feel i can let you in with no restrictions you've picked up the pieces and healed old wounds even at my worst, you're the best thing about me i love looking in your eyes and seeing no traces of lies or deceit i know you care for me unconditionally i am comforted knowing that you are mine and that i belong to you too there are times i don't say what's really on my mind and sometimes i try to hide what it is i'm going through but know i realize exactly what i have when i'm with you and all i want from you is what you are

How To Catch Your Cheating Mate!
Tips for Discovering the Truth Despite popular belief, most lying and cheating does not get discovered because a suspicious spouse is good at reading his or her partner’s behavior. Typically, romantic partners get caught in one of two ways: Accidental Discovery: In most cases, deception and infidelity are uncovered by mistake. Monitoring a Spouse: Surveillance, on the other hand, is an attempt to discover the truth by monitoring a spouse’s behavior without his or her awareness. If you're dealing with a lying boyfriend, an unfaithful fiancé, or a cheating spouse, surveillance is almost always needed to get at the truth. Monitoring a spouse tends to be the most effective and reliable way to find out the truth. But, spying on a spouse can also cause it's own problems. Is it ethical to monitor a husband or wife, boyfriend or girlfriend without his or her knowledge (see, is it ethical to monitor a spouse)? On the other hand, if your dealing with a lying and/o

About My Sign... About Me... Scorpio!!!
Scorpio! About Your Sign... Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them. In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is pa

Please Rate/ Comment This Pic?? I Am In A Contest
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1097742&albumid=758491&i=3381042480# I am in a contest and I need at least 2500 comments and rates... more is better so i may win!! Thanks my fubar friends!! I will return the love.

New Years Eve At Timbercreeek In Louisburg, Ks.
It looks like Christmas is gone and New Years is fast approaching. RiverGard will be playing at Timbercreek in Louisburg, Kansas on New Years Eve this Monday (December 31st). The band will begin playing at 9pm and play until 1am. Anyone arriving after 8pm will be met with a $5.00 cover-charge at the door. Here is a copy of the flyer- We look forward to seeing everyone that resides within driving distance at the gig this Monday night. It promises to be a REALLY good time. As always...tell us that you heard about us on FUBAR to receive a FREE personally autographed 8 1/2 x 11 color photograph of the band. (supplies limited) Sincerely, Paul Valenti - Guitar/Vocals - RiverGard www.RiverGard.com www.myspace.com/RiverGard

Move U Re Ass
Christmas is over, yeah :-P .... The first time i am so glad these days are over. I had a lot of thinking... Well i am suprised that some people been reading my profile.. and i got a lot of comments and good luck wishes for me and the person i do love?!?!...also i heared that many times already.. u deserve better. First of all..i been saying it over and over again.. its always a 2 side of the story and u can not say it u deserve better.. cuz none really know me and know what happen in the past. Everybody deserve that, what somebody wanna have and when i had the feeling i want that men in my life then i deserve that... cuz i do think that men is good for me..well when i thought he dont treat me right then he didnt deserve me..lol does that makes sense ? Anyway the men i am talking about was or is gone for couple days to see his family for the holidays and i didnt got a chance to talk or write with him. I realize, i really missed him. I do think we have a lot in common and that we bo

New Me In N Out Sexies
Take a look at my new pics. COmemnt if u want. If u dont like it dont comment, if u do leave love.,..keep in mind those r indoor pics i took... i took outdoor pics on my way to work today to show the color more so when i get home ill post them here 2 ok muaz love tess

True Love
True love is when you shed a tear and still want him. It's when he ignores you and you still love him. It's when he loves another but you still smile and say "I'm happy for you." When all you do is cry.... and cry."

Tired Of The Bouncer
So forgive me everyone; I hope everyone had a great Christmas. Just wanted to tell everyone to have a great remainder of the week & Happy New Year too incase I don't get on before then. Kids have been keeping me busy busy. We've spent hours playing Guitar Hero III (which I happen to kick butt in), movies, bowling; it's been a very enjoyable Christmas vacation thus far. I have to work Fri/Sat & hopefully not Sunday but I'll find out later today on that. Everyone stay safe for the New Years & designate a driver if you plan to get toasted. Me, I'm staying safe at home with my birthday cake & wine. :-) Much Love! ~*~Lizzy~*~

Parmesan-crusted Chicken
Parmesan-Crusted Chicken This is a great streamlined chicken dish to make when you're tuckered out from all the holiday commotion. Be sure to use Japanese panko bread crumbs -- they have a bigger flake than traditional crumbs and make a crisper coating. Credit: Rori Trovato Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 cup grated Parmesan cheese * 1 cup panko bread crumbs * 1 teaspoon parsley * 3 tablespoons olive oil * 8 thin-sliced skinless, boneless chicken breasts Directions: In a large bowl, combine the cheese, bread crumbs and parsley. Add a generous amount of salt (or garlic salt) and pepper. In a large skillet over medium-high heat, add the olive oil. Place 1 piece of chicken at a time into the Parmesan mixture and coat with the crumbs. Add 2 to 3 chicken pieces to the pan at a time; don't crowd. Cook for about 4 minutes per side. Season with additional salt and pepper. Serve with mashed sweet potatoes if you like.

Choices We Make
people dont seem to realize that every choice we make determines which path our lives will take.... from the first decision we ever make , , , do u not realize that that decision will affect u yrs down the road and might even affect ur kids , , omg u never thought of that did u , , , here is food for thought and i didnt realize this till about a mth ago one of newtons laws (OMG PEOPLE SCHOOL IS USEFUL) for every action there is a equal but opposite reaction simply states if u tie this in to everyday life , , , , that every decision u make no matter how small it may be will affect u later down the road for every cause there is a effect as well , , so hypothetically speaking if i slap my best friend the effect will be that either we will no longer be friends or we will end up in a fight so again cause and effect come on people u learned this elementry school so then y r we always out to blame others for our own stupidity and shit that we have done ourselv

Just Curious Bear...
So there's a "friend" I had and he seemed to just walk out of my life overnight and that was it. I am starting to think that I am doing something wrong to push friends away and of course he talks to me when I hunt him down on here and he SWEARS that he's pushing everyone away but it sure is funny how he thinks I'm stupid enough to really think he aint talking to none of his other friends. I ain't blind. Now what really upsets me about this whole thing is that his other "friends" could give a fuck less about HIM as a person...it's all about them all the time...can we say conceited...but when a REAL friend comes into his life and wants to be there for HIM and be his rock and his support system, he pushes that person away so fast. I just don't understand what I have done wrong...I miss my friend. He knows alot about me and I could use him for once right now as I go through this hard time...it's just sad to think that he would rather be on Fubar talking to his fake friends here who don't g

I Nned Fubux So Im Earning Them Come See What I Got!!!
I hope you are too... so with that i give ytou this! i make fubar id's for fubux and they are all custom and no two are alike unless you order on like someone elses! they will only cost you 15k 7,500 thats is and you get this small peice of me and if you want a glitter 1 they cost 30k 15k those are really exclusive!!! here are some examples if you want one send the money and i will get right your order to you as soon as i can!!! i also make blinkys And i make these for 40k 20k !!! Oh and last but not least! Just for this time i will put you in my hot like phyre folder if you buy one... if you havent seen it go check it out i usally on put friends in there and its getting really popular so if you want your pic in there buy an id and thats your spot!!! when you order tell me what you want and give me a general description of your interests like flowers dragons pooh... and tell me what you want i need my money up front so PAY WHAT YOU OWE! and i

Roster Of The Ka-tet Of Forty And Five
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Should I..
So I been dating this really great guy Chase that I been best friends with for a year now & I'm totally happy with him...but...theres this other guy that I'm into and I really want to be with him. I dont know what to do, I dont want to hurt either of them.

Where I Have Been Lately
well ive not been around lately...ended up back at the hospital for about a week..then got snowed in...weather isnt going to cooperate in the next few days either...hope all had a wonderful Christmas....be safe this New Years Eve if i dont get to talk to you before hand!!

Insomnia
I can't sleep. I've taken the usual dose of sleep aids. But I can't shut off my mind. Just when I get to the part when I'm between waking and dreaming , my heart kicks in on overdrive and I'm up.My mind if filled with thoughts of should have and whatnot. Maybe upping the dose would help. I'm not sure. My illness ,that could either be a cold or the flu ,it's under debate, hasn't been helping with my sleep either. The worse part is that I catch myself staring at the ceiling , looking at nothing , just staring off into space as if I'm expecting a cartoon avnil to just land on my head and knock me the fuck out. Maybe upping the dosage will help.

Burgalgutt
Another rainy /snow day , atleast according to The Weather Channel , but I tend to find kind of unreliable lately. I think the double dose of sleep aids did the trick last night , cause I don't remember passing out , no thoughts , just sleep. There was alot of things that were on my mind the last few days that made it difficult to sleep. The future being one of them , the past being another. I can't do nothing about the past , that has been set already due to my past actions but I still sometimes think what if like what if I didn't say what I said or act the way I acted ? The future cannot be seen but I can take steps now to make a future that could be close to what I want.

If You...
I look at you longingly and it starts at my toes, Onwards and upwards it grows and it grows, Flushes my skin a rosy red, All the way up to the top of my head, I try not to let you see how you do what you do, I sit there wondering if I do it to you, If you feel how I feel when I look at your eyes, If you miss me so badly when we say our goodbyes. If you think of me often the hours we're apart, If you imagine just holding me your head on my heart. If you lie there at night alone in your bed, Holding your pillow wishing it was me instead, If you wake in the morning and I'm there in your mind, Like I was last night before sleep made you blind. If you sit here like I am dreaming up words to explain, How I make you feel because I'm the one to blame, For filling you up from your head to your toes, With a love so completely where it stops no one knows. If I wish you would call to just hear your voice, If right there beside you's where I'd be had I a choice. The answer to ev

Deceptive Mind
My heart beats for the last time, I close my eyes, I begin to cry. His soft touch no longer mine, since I have discovered his deceptive mind. He never cared for just me, turns out there were three. Who knows if there is more than that, he think he's a player, he's all that.

Interested In Becomming An Official Wicked Dollz Model????
Interested In Becoming A Wicked Doll?? "Not your average generic doll, We are the Wicked Dollz!" Wicked Dollz is based out of the DFW, TX area. And the models are from ALL over the world!!! To be a part of the Wicked Dollz family and represent us with pride. VERY IMPORTANT: Please make sure your local laws allow you to pose nude before applying. Must be 18 years of age or older to apply. We are looking for women sizes 0-26, with the Wicked Dollz look! Must have Piercings & Tattoos (Not a requirement PREFFERED, but not a requirement)Wicked Dollz That We're looking for... CREATIVE.....SteamPunk, Goth, Freak, Rockabilly, Punk, Retro, Juggalettes especially if is their way of life not just a look!!! If you think we have described you then feel free to apply! IF YOU FEEL YOU HAVE THE WICKED DOLLZ LOOK AND ATTITUDE APPLY!!!!!!!! At the moment we are not able to pay the model, although in the future we hope that we can and we will be doing so. There is A LOT in store for Wicked Do

Go Figure!
Some power that be deemed one of my photos NSFW. It was a sign that read "Tattooes make me horny." In my opinion, an innocuous statement. To be on the safe side, I've deleted the picture, and transferred other possibly NSFW photos to a new album titled "Pics that may be considered NSFW." Namaste

Faraway
FarAway And the journey started with a song, a great ballad from yesterday. The pilgrims plight, is and endless flight, to the land called Faraway On the journey he saw shades of night, and he passed through skies of gray. But, he stayed forthright, as he searched for light, and the land called Faraway. On the journey he made countless friends, and avoided countless enemies. And he prayed each night, that he'd earn the right, to the land called Faraway. Though, he longed for glory, his body grew old and fray. A soul long lost, is the dreamers cost, in the land called Faraway. He lay down in a green meadow, for he knew his time was nigh. He relived each scene, of his minds sweet dreams, to the land of Faraway. And though each breath was labored, each heartbeat found the truth. And he saw that life, was both joy and strife, in the land called Faraway. And as the darkness took my, hopes were bright and happy. For im one, with the setting s

A Pretty Face
a pretty face what good is it really ? does it mean you will never be unhappy or never have your heart broke by someone ? does it mean you will never love someone who will love back? no it does not it doesn't mean your perfect no one is . it doesn't guarantee happiness or love or you will live happily ever after no one is no matter who you are. life never guarantee's anything to anyone. so what does a pretty face get you ? it makes you miss trustful ( of men )because you never really no if like you because of the person you are or because you have a pretty face or will say just anything to get you in bed ? and it's not just the men some women are just as bad thay don't want you as a friend because of there own incurity's are afrade you will still there husband or boyfriend . a pretty face is nothing special because life deals us all from the same deck we all have our own problem we have to deal with . so no matter who you are or what you look like we all have our cross's to bare . no

Thanks For All The Votes
I was nominated for Georgia veteran Wrestler of the year and they have a pole up to see who is going to be the winner its been open nearly a week and when I went to bed lastnight I was down by six votes and when i woke up this morning Im up by like 15 so I want to thank everyone who has voted for me over the last few days and lets keep it going until they shut the pole down.... You can vote once a day until then .... Daniel Gunner http://poll.pollcode.com/HBPa

I Can't Wait
I cant wait. Tomorrow night cant come fast enough. i will be on a plane, to tennessee, to see the love of my life for the first time. i am more excited than anything...but i am sooooo nervous too....what if im not exactly what she wanted. what if we get together, and idk, something just isnt right....but i am not thinking about that....im thinkin about how when i finally have her in my arms, holding her, and staring into those gorgeous eyes of hers, how everything will be perfect. i have so many thoughts going thru my head its crazy. i dont even know where to start thinking. i cant wait for everything to just fall into place. lemme just say this.... baby, i cant wait to spend the next 5 days with you! i love you so much! RideOrDie4LyF!!!!

A Life
A kind word A gentle kiss A soft touch A trip to bliss A caring hug A warm embrace A hand to hold A stroke of your face A warm smile A sparkle in the eye A comforting feeling A dried tear when you cry A burning desire A fuelling need A wild orgasm A flood of love's seed A good night kiss A dream love does fill A good nights rest A morning breaks still A warming sun A light summer rain A clasp of a lover's hand A couple you will remain A sudden feeling A pain tears so deep An emptiness fills A tear falls as you weep A lover gone A saddening thought A single breath A calling of death is brought A hand to hold once again A warm embrace A place of comfort A heavenly place This is life That many know Besure to live it Before you go (C)Tall Mountain Dreamer, June 4, 2007

Another Hero Lost
A sharp bone chilling scream pierces the night It warns of a soul in harm's way I have heard these sounds fill the air Imbedding the sounds in my memories each day A cold chill I feel along my spine I can see the pain wretched face looking at me Blood pools around them on the ground From their pain let them be free My stomach churns as the injury I see Both legs missing from a body so strong Seeing brave men serving their country with pride Torn from loving comfort for so long I look down into their eyes open wide Wishing there as something comforting to say No words came from my lips this night As on this battlefield another injured hero lay He closed his eyes and I heard these words As he softly whispered them to me "Dear Lord take my body to rest now Let me lay with others that gave for us to be free I am not a hero, nor do I ask for praise I serve my country with honor and pride Knowing that one day this may be my end I accept you now with arms opened wide N

I Finally Met Chris Jericho!!
Meeting CHRIS was AWESOME!! He was SOOOO SWEET!! It would have BROKEN MY HEART if he was a JERK like some of them are!!The signing was from 12-2 and we got to Books A Million around 10AM. We went in and got in line at 10:30. I saw him coming toward the store out of the front windows and started saying "ITS HIM!! ITS HIM!!". He came in and did an interview with one of the news stations and then started signing books. I yelled up to him, "CHRIS I LOVE YOU!" and he turned around and smiled, and said something back. I don't even remember, LOL, I was on cloud 9. When it was my turn to go up and get my book signed I was so nervous I was shaking. He was SOOO SWEET and I fell more in LOVE with him. He gave me a BIG HUG, and told me, "Don't be nervous." The people at the signing said that he would only sign the book and one other item. I had my book, a JERICHO wrestler, and I brought 3 pictures to give him and 2 for me. The ones I had made didn't print right. On the 3 pictures I

New Joke
A woman was shopping at her local supermarket where she selected 2 litres of low fat milk, a carton of eggs, 2 litres of orange juice, a head of lettuce, half a dozen tomatoes, a 500g jar of coffee and a 250g pack of bacon. As she was unloading her items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind her watched as she placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up her purchases, the drunk calmly stated," You must be single." The woman was a bit startled by this proclamation, but she was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since she was indeed single. She looked at her six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about her selections that could have tipped off the drunk to her marital status. Curiosity getting the better of her, she said, "Well, you know what, you're absolutely correct. But how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied, "Cos you're ugly."

Mirrored Mind
Different carriers. Same perspectives. Iron souls pour on velvet graves. Masquerades. Raves. Caved in a shell. Oxygen masks for make-up. Eyes that cant cry. Pills to feel real. All is 1 and all is bright. Scandals, deals for savage kings, breastfed off of silver. Blank stares in sheets of silence, cold wind behind the walls. Bringing forth demons of thought into public. Sucking their lifeless lips. Behold this new creation. Sandy streets with no end... murajes of murder n dick. Bliss. Semon needed frequently to give the meaning life. Horny pigs with false intentions scatter out their seeds. Indulge in these fairy tales, then take it up the ass for me. Brilliant genious master-minds.. our kinds, our enemies. No1 seing the picture to this. No1 deserves to breath. Weed. Cocaine. Is it all the same.? Paying to get high. Severed wings with beastly grins and sadened angels eye. Common theives predicting futures. Religious parties drying the ear. Spirit means nothing, yet hell still exists, p

Im Coming Home
Another day of victory, wait its not quite over... Long legs have been chopped in half, walking bull-legged over moons of glass. Streets of passion long for the prints of my beat up shoes... Amuse this tired human, I am coming, bleeding booze. The leaves hold life, Im jealous, instant envy flows within... Take me as this no1 cuz i'll never know a friend... a friend.. a friend. Stilts that carry heartless chests... bandaged from the bruises of the sins they now possess. I am ok, I am ok, Im not ok.. but I am. Another day of victory, wait.. almost.. its nearing end... My stomachs tossed and turned, im bent in agony again. A quest has been abandoned... the wings ripped from the bone... An ashtray full of sorrow only I and Satan own.. I own.. I own. A breath that leaves welts on the skin, belts that rape the lifeless... Im soaking in my own filth once again... Once again. I am ok... I am ok... Im not ok.. But I am. -Anna

Not The Smallest Things
Born once or twice into a volnurable cavity. The next i'll be aborted and amuse this whole habitat of snakes and sin. Admire me in my desolation for golden streams of leaking breasts to feed off and adorn wil one day come. My bouquet of germs will compete against this hold fast steady tide. Obidience will break and we will gain our right to speak. Free-swimming goddess of albino canvas skin. Catharsis and feminine who rules the empty page. Leave freckles where the angels kiss, and disregard the vein. For what was goliath guilty of? A monsterous made distraction. Burn him with the gypsys because goblins deserve to die. Discipline. Rarely seen in use, but needed to advance our holy souls. This tightened chest craves air flow. Amorality is what. Not good nor evil comes of what we wish we didnt know. Home. A place where instruments are everyones desire. Vocal paradise.. at last, we sing as Gods creations. Hallucinations. Or just instinct. Maybe only truth. But his love, we're all deserving

My Fu-years Resolution
I LOVE TO HAVE FRIENDS, BUT HERE ON THE FU, THE VAST MAJORITY OF USERS HERE HAVE A DIFFERENT IDEA OF WHAT THE WORD "FRIEND" REALLY MEANS. MY DEFINITION DOES NOT MEAN SIMPLY CLICKING THE RATE/FAN/ADD BUTTONS AND MOVING ON TO THE NEXT PERSON, NEVER TO HEAR FROM THEM AGAIN. IDEALLY, I LIKE TO SEND OUT PROFILE COMMENTS ABOUT 3 TIMES A WEEK TO FRIENDS, BUT WHEN I KEEP HAVING ALL THESE "DEAD" FRIENDS OUT HERE IN FU-LAND, I WONDER WHY THE HELL THEY ARE STILL ON MY LIST. SO, MY RESOLUTION IS TO EITHER CLEAN OUT MY DEAD FRIENDS LIST OR GET THEM TO KNOW ME BETTER & VICE VERSA. SO, JUST A LIL HEADS UP TO ANY OF YOU WHO MAY ACTUALLY WANT TO E A REAL FRIEND. YOU NEED TO SPEAK UP & SAY HEY BABY! OH YA, PS...ANOTHER RESOLUTION IS TO LOSE ABOUT 50 POUNDS...LIKELY HEALTHIER FOR ME, BUT THE FIRST ON MY LIST IS ONLY A CLICK AWAY, LOL

Burning For You
Home in the valley Home in the city Home isn't pretty Ain't no home for me Home in the darkness Home on the highway Home isn't my way Home will never be Burn out the day Burn out the night I can't see no reason to put up a fight I'm living for giving the devil his due And I'm burning, I'm burning, I'm burning for you I'm burning, I'm burning, I'm burning for you Time is the essence Time is the season Time ain't no reason Got no time to slow Time everlasting Time to play besides Time ain't on my side Time I'll never know Burn out the day Burn out the night I'm not the one to tell you what's wrong or what's right I've seen signs of what (freezing their eyes) went through Well I'm burning, I'm burning, I'm burning for you I'm burning, I'm burning, I'm burning for you Burn out the day Burn out the night I can't see no reason to put up a fight I'm living for giving the devil his due And I'm burning, I'm burning, I'm burning for you ------

Poem
God must have known there would be times we'd need a word of cheer, someone to praise a triumph or to brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share the joy of "little things", in order to appreciate the happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts would sometimes throb with pain, from the trials of life's misfortunes and the goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort of an understanding heart, someone to give us strength and courage to make a fresh new start. He knew we'd need companionship unselfish...lasting...true, and so God answered the heart's great need with a beloved friend...like YOU! Have A Blessed Day May God Bless You And Those You Love Each Day

Yes/no Game
Over 18? yes Kissed someone on your top friends? yes Danced in front of your mirror naked? no Ever told a lie? yes Tripped on mushrooms yes Been arrested? YES Kissed a picture? YES Fallen asleep at work/school? no Held an actual snake? yes Ran a red light? YES Been suspended from school? YES Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? no Sang karaoke? yes Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? YES Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes Caught a snowflake on your tongue? YES Kissed in the rain? YES Sang in the shower? YES Sat on a roof top? YES Thought about your past with regret? YES Been pushed in the pool with your clothes on? no Broken a bone? yes Shaved your head? no Blacked out from drinking? yes Had a gym membership? yes Been in a band? no Shot a gun? YES Liked someone with nobody else knowing about it? YES Played strip poker? no Donate

So What Is Love?
So What is love? Is love when you hold hands with out a thought. Is love the comfort and feel of someone beside you as you sleep, and miss if not there? Is love when you without a reason think of the other person and don't know why? Is it a kiss in the rain? Does it comfort you when you need it, and love you when you want it? When your old and gray if the man with an arthritic hand in pain still wants to hold his dear brides hand to show he cares, even after so many year being together? When you look into the others eyes and you see nothing but love back, Is that love? When after years of being together a gentle kiss on the neck and a whisper in your ear still gets your heart beating harder, is that love? When after work you race home to share with your baby, cause you missed them, is that love? If you rather give up your time, because you want to be with them, is that love? If you can be shown another person who is attractive, and yet all you say is that is nice hun, but

Mexican Ghost Story
Mexican Ghost Story This is a true story. It happened in Texas, and even though it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, it's absolutely true: This guy was on the side of the road hitch hiking on a very dark and stormy night. The night was cold and wet and no cars went by. The storm was so strong; he could hardly see a few feet ahead of him. Suddenly, he saw a car coming towards him and stop. The guy, without thinking about it, got in the car, closed the door, and only then realized that there was nobody behind the wheel! The car starts going again, very slowly. The guy looks at the road and sees a curve coming his way. Scared, he starts to pray and begs for his life. Just before the car hits the curve, a hand appears through the window and turns the wheel. The guy, paralyzed in terror, watched how the hand appeared each time the car approached a curve. Gathering his strength, he gets out of the car and runs all the way to the nearest town. Wet and in sh

Wishful Thinking....
my friend posted this on myspace...so here's to wishful thinking b/c there's never a guy who would do all this...at least not for long... Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she'

Don't Drive Stupid
So I have always had this fear of driving since my kids were born. Now its gotten worse. There are so many bad drivers out there. There are so many people that don't think when they are driving. For example, I was taking my kids home from their friend's and this truck just pulls out and cuts me off! I was going straight, so obviously i had the right of way. They even had a stop sign. I guess they were in a hurry or just didn't care. These are the kind of drivers that make me mad. Even worse are the ones that speed. I guess they get some kind of thrill from it? I don't understand why people have to race each other either. Is it for the competition? For example, in front of my work last week there was a bad accident. It was a Mercedes and a motorcycle. They thought they could beat each other. Well the man on the motorcycle died almost instantly(went through the windows of the car) I don't know what happened to the other driver. The worst kind of bad drivers are the ones that d

My Life Story
Suddenly my mind races with thoughts and ideas, Then with a pen and a pad they magically appear. To construct the inner most parts of me, To what we know as poetry. My lifes most deepest secrets, On paper for people to read but keep it. But still you are entertained, By my lost my sruggles my joy my pain. You see my weakness my strength my flaws, My ideas of peace and conflicts with the laws. You suddenly relate to my character understand my thoughts, Understand why i slowed my pace down to a walk. Entertain by my struggles and cried during my joy, Heres the rest of my life.........Enjoy!

System Failure
Our end is my new beginning. No longer afraid of my future. I grasp at the chance to spread my wings. Desperate to move forward and move on. You can no longer disavow my existence. There was love in the beginning. There still is love... But I love myself more. REL

Fackin Rocks
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Horehound Herb Winter Cold Help
The name horehound is derived from "Horus", the Egyptian god of sky and light. Ancient herbalists prescribed it for fevers and malaria and as an antidote for snakebites, rabid dog bites and ingested poison. Horehound was traditionally carried in sachets as a protection against sorcery. When mixed with ash leaves and placed in a bowl of water, horehound is supposed to release healing vibrations and should be placed in a room with a sick person. When drunk as a tea, the herb will promote mental acumen and clarity. A native of Europe, but now naturalized throughout North and South America, horehound is a hardy perennial of the mint family — with its telltale square stem — and, like most mints, can become invasive if not controlled. The herb can be started from seed or cuttings in the early spring. The seed should be sown just below the surface and cuttings should have about a one-foot spacing. Rings of small white flowers will appear from June to September in the second year of growth,

The Memory Box
I am the soul_Protector and my dutie is to protect souls....and The Memory Box is a place where you can place a comment of ppl you wanna remember who you have lost as in our life time we have lost ppl we loved and cherrished (family, friends, pets) it dont matter this is a place where you can find comfort and safe in the knowledge that Soul_protector is watching over them for you. You can leave any kind blog comment which suits you in reminding you of the ones you cherrish..... So pick up a quill and pull a chair and be seated....and write away...this is the house of many so you are safe The_Soul_protector

Pay It Forward/share Yours
Free Dinner last night I was very tired last night and I decided to go to McD's and just get a burger/fries. Bad for me I know, but it is what it is, lol! When I got to the cashier to pay he told me that the person in the car in front of me paid for my dinner and said Merry Christmas, pay it forward! How unexpected and always fun. I have done this over the years and enjoyed suprising folks here and there, and not just at Christmas time, but year round when the urge hits me. But I have never been the reciprocant. It made me smile and brightened up a otherwise stressful and challenging day for me. So pay it forward folks today with anything... a compliment, buy someone coffee or a meal, they don't have to know its from you either. Be creative, be simple. If your coworker next to you loves herbal teas, place a box of herbal teas on their desk, things like that! You would be suprised at how that can really make someone's day or impact them deeply. If you have done a pa

Every Woman Should Take Some Form Of Self Defense
The world can be a dangerous place. I was at dinner in Philadelphia with a friend. We finished up around 10 P.M. My friend used the valet, but I parked in a indoor garage. She offered me a ride but I passed because it was only a block and a half walk and she was on a one way street going the opposite direction from my garage. As I was walking down the street I felt like someone was walking behind me. I looked on the window of a shop across the street and saw the reflection of someone walking quickly behind me. I stayed calm but picked up the pace of my walk (not that I can walk that fast in heels with my short legs). Before I knew it, someone grabbed me from behind. Luckily I was able to react quickly without thinking. I scraped the back of my heel against his shin, slammed the back of my head into his nose and filled him over my shoulder. He landed flat on his butt in a seated position in front of me. I reared back and hit with a roundhouse kick to the temple and he crumpled t

To All On My Friends List,
to all my friends, here on fubar, not too sure if this is the place to post this, but oh well, lol i am having problems, with my internet, so unfortunatly, i can not send each and every one of you a happy new years pic, so in this case this goes out to all of you, happy new year, and i hope all your wishes come true for the new year be safe, enjoy, and becarefull. your friend raven, (ghostrider58)

World On Fire Lyrics
World On Fire - Lyrics Hearts are worn in these dark ages You're not alone in this story's pages Night has fallen amongst the living and the dying And I try to hold it in, yeah I try to hold it in [Chorus] The world's on fire and It's more than I can handle I'll tap into the water (I try to pull my ship) I try to bring more More than I can handle (Bring it to the table) Bring what I am able I watch the heavens and I find a calling Something I can do to change this moment Stay close to me while the sky is falling Don't wanna be left alone, don't wanna be alone [Chorus] Hearts break, hearts mend Love still hurts Visions clash, planes crash Still there's talk of Saving souls, still the cold Is closing in on us We part the veil on our killer sun Stray from the straight line on this short run The more we take, the less we become A fortune of one that means less for some [Chorus X2]

Wedding Bells!!!!!
I made a big step in my relationship with my girlfriend of a little over two years. Christmas day I proposed to her on bended knee. She accepted without hesitation. It made me a very happy guy!! We've been together for two years and I hope it will be a long happy life together.

The Mask
Ever just want to get away? Run away and never think about the place or event that made you want to leave? You fight and you fight and you fight til' you can't swing anymore. Your finally at your last breath and you concede. You just can't resist anymore. Your submission is all that is acceptable. For just one moment you want peace. Your so worn down that you accept what you know is wrong. Your fed the lies, swallow them whole. Your view of truth is so warped, that you can't see what is real before you. Your so far gone, so alone, so deep within the hole that you've dug for yourself. You realize that no one is there to save you. No one has come to your aid. There's no one there. No one can save you. You've pushed them all away. Concentrate, go within to regain that strength you once had. That drive, that desire, that burning passion that once overflowed from you. Break free. Don't let them win. Show them that you are not a fool. Show them that your not wea

Missing You
Wondering if your thinking of me right now. Thinking the same thoughts. Staring at the same clouds. Missing me like I do you. Afraid of never hearing my voice again. Afraid that in my dreams is where I'll only be able to see you. Every once in a while, I'll see you in the distance. Wanting to run to you, hold you, kiss you. Tell you how much I miss you. Tell you that I'm so sorry, I LOVE YOU so much. Begging you never to leave me again. Sitting here fighting back tears. Faded memories coming back like yesterday. My GOD what I wouldn't give to just hold you ONE time. For just one smile. To hear you say, everything will be alright. If you were here with me right now. I'd give my everything to make sure you never left again. Never shed a tear, never have another worry, or fear. A million words cannot express my feelings this moment. I can only say. I miss you more and more everyday. Love you Angel. Cassandra L. Morning Dew My Mother.

A Special Relationship To Be..
When two hearts connect in such a level to where nothing seems to be able to stand in their way. Trials and tribulations may come and go it just makes their love blossom and grow. Thorns and thistles may try to crop up,but the love and tenderness will put a quick stop. Heart to heart they beat as one a lifetimeof joy and peace between all sprinkled with tons of love,laughter yes some tears and understanding by both make it thru all or any misunderstandings they may indure and even the bad days taht come around,but no matter what who or what is said by anyone if you can offer such a love then heck im all ofr it for ever and eternity for there "Can Only Be One". One love that is true and everlasting and that my dear friend is the best love of all... This is written to my One and Only Love The Highlander whom ill love with all my heart for the days and years and eternity to come...

The Return Lines Can Be Quite Long!
Thursday evening and I am alone in my house with my cat. She is asleep on my bed where she is at all times. I have spent most of my day taking back gifts that didn't fit my kids or the style wasn't right. I had good success at returning or exchanging things. I still have one more pair of pants to return and then I will be done. I figure I will do that tomorrow or maybe if it isn't too late, I can do that tonight? Peter and the boys will be home tomorrow around noon. They have been at the cabin. He has taken 10 days off of work to just relax. I am sure he needs it. Hopefully the weather isn't too bad this weekend and he can take the kids up to the snow. Although...they are in the snow right now. Peter called me today and said it is snowing pretty heavy at the cabin. That makes me wish that I had gone with them!!! I love the snow. Or more so the snow and then warming up by the fire with some hot chocolate! I have spent some time today putting away some of the dec

A Thought
Like a flash of light, a thought crosses my mind, and my heart skips a beat.my breaths grow short with each thought. as my heart begins to flutter, another thought comes to mind. Its strange still, because the thoughts seem to be so much more then just that. Its as if they are memmories of what is yet to come. but yet how can I have a memmory of the unknown. Does this mean the threads of the tapisrt of fate are already chosen for me. Or is it something more. Could it be something as devine as my unconciouns mind showing me a glimps of what could be from the path I have chosen

What Does She See?
This song was written and performed by a good friend of mine, I was listening to it again tonight and it got me thinking. You guys should never question what we see, because you will never see yourselves as we see you. There is a special something within everyone of you that makes us love you the way we do. Don't sell yourselves short each one of you is a remarkable man and loved dearly by someone.

Pink Orchid
pink orchid of love fragrant flower so rare of desire's full bloom nestled in that glade below your mossy rise my tongue, a hummingbird hungry for passions nectar hovering above you, wanting to drink so deep, and long till my thirst is quenched my hungry heart is filled but for a short blissful time then hungry again, takes wing to drink deeply of you again sweet pink orchid of desire

I Want
Sometimes I want loving caresses, Warm, gentle hands gliding over my skin, Pulling, evoking, drawing out desire, Easing me into my heat. Moist kisses and humming, Soothing lips and cooing, Gentle words and probing tongue, Whispering desire to me. Hot breath bathing my skin, Fluttering fingers stirring my longing. Gentle touch and loving words, Moving passion over me. Strength descending into me, Stroking smooth and deep, Holding tight for dear delight, Gentle bonding of two souls. To make love with all joy, To know desire soft and pure, To fall asleep in loving arms, And float in sated bliss. * * * * * * * Though sometimes, oft times, in deep night, What I crave is to fuck, To feel wanton desire boil within, To let crimson blood run hot. Skin against skin, wet with passion, Lips entwined with hard craving, Building to carnal crest, Falling back, extending ecstasy. Desire, passion, hunger, greed, Melding, combining, driving higher, Lust in

Mom
After four failed biopsy's we finnaly have an answer. My mom was diagnoised with cancer today. They gave her to options for treatment centers 1)Boston or 2)Manhatten..So my time here on fubar will be cut majorly as I prepare to help her in recovery..Ur prayers are appreciated and support is greatly accepted..

Who Needs Microsoft?
After 3 calls to xbox/Microsoft, probably over 2 hours on the phone, and no luck I decided to head to my business partner's house and we would try and figure out the issue. it took us 10 minutes to look at what we had tried and what went wrong before we had my son's xbox live account working on the 360. Unbelievable that Microsoft could not help, even after sending it up 2 levels. Don't ask what we did... I'm not sure why it worked lol. All I know is my son is so happy now... and getting him to bed is not going to happen anytime soon lol.

Life
Ok so we got to see our oldest son Michael for 15 minutes on Christmas Eve Day cuz I guess my Grandmother had some other things to do...but do we believe that? HELL NO! She just didn't wanna come over so that we could see Michael but we did. I mean this Christmas was not the best Christmas in the world but at least we got to see Michael that's all we care about. I finally got a scrapbook & some scrapbook stuff from my roommate, I was so excited now I can make a scrapbook of my 2 kids & my husband & I...actually I am already starting to work on it & I think that I will take it to work tomorrow but we will see just depends on what kind of mood I am in tomorrow morning. I also got some socks, candy, clothes, a pair of shoes, 3 bath sets, money, & I think that's it. Skyler got all kinds of clothes & some stuffed animals. Stephen got a poker set, clothes, shoes, candy, & I think that's it. Well I guess that I should be going so I can get to bed so I can get some sleep for work in the

Numb - Disturbed
"Numb" Bleeding now I'm Crying out I'm Falling down and I'm Feeling nothing like Laughing now I'm Stopping now I'm Reaching out and I'm Feeling nothing Yeah, you have created a rift within me Now there have been several complications That have left me feeling nothing I might say, you were wrong to take it from me Left me feeling nothing Crawling now I'm Beaten down I'm Tortured now and I'm Feeling nothing like Hunting now I'm Stalking now I'm Reaching out and I'm Killing nothing I can feel you ripping and tearing Feeding and growing inside of me I want this, more than you know I need this, give it back to me

Dirty Stinkin' Grind
From the Mailbox: “Dear Bartender, I’ve read your blogs I’ve always wondered, is bartending as exciting and fun as it seems? Does it pay well? If so, how do I get a job?” Dan Yes Dan, it is as fun and exciting as it seems. A world where peppy bouncy party girls burst out of their tank-tops like a microwave popcorn accident and where time flies faster than a clock on the Concorde -- but there is a flip side. Bartending is also a dirty stinking grind. It takes a certain type of person to be a bartender. The question is, Dan, are you the right person? There will be adjustments you know; a turbulent transformation of lifestyle and world view. For instance, when you are a bartender your social life is the bar. You go out to bars when you’re not working. Your friends and acquaintances are primarily other bartenders, waitresses, and ever-boozers. And you all become this enormous, deranged, dysfunctional family: Your co-workers are alcoholics; your customers are alcoholics; your l

Thanks To The Family
just want to say thanks to everyone in the family who bombed me so that i could recieve my free 3 month vip my first and time. i just want to send many thanks to those who hel ped and especially to the ones that went went beyond the duty thank you everyone you're all the best i love you all sweet&sassy (patty)

American United
one day in september not too long ago things were calm no way to know it was no matter then seconds life as we know it would change the terrorist dirty actions is what we had to blame many dear loved ones perished when taken by surprised as heartless men of terror came thru our own blue skies destroyed so much ,so many but it didnt break our faith thi country stands united thats what makes america great in god we trust is our motto and this shall ever be america built on god that's what keep america FREE

I Have No $$$ For A Mumm So I Put This Here!!....its A Must Read!!....maybe The Funniest Shit Ever!!....
FUNNY SHIT!!.... WHEN GIRLS DON'T PUT OUT This was written by a guy...it's pretty damn smart. (Girls -- Have a sense of humor!) One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different ver

Life Is Crazy
so yeah lately life has been ok but it could be better on christmas I went to Whidbey Island for a couple of days and yeah it was good times I got away from work and my so called life and it was nice to do something that took my mind off of my every day life it was a nice road trip with always working and devoting all my time to work and everything else I don't have time to myself its stressin me out so I think I'm going to take a vacation sometime soon and yeah that would be nice now I have something to look forward to next year that being said there are alot of things I'm looking forward to like for me taking time out from life and work and everthing that stresses me out but yeah I'll see how that one turns out hope everyone has a happy new year later

New Year
well another year approaching and ive thought of all the things i want to accomplish this year..whew ive got a list..dosent mean ill get them all accomplished but im putting my best foot forward... 1..i will accomplish this...quit smoking. 2...be more giving of myself 3...be kinder to others needs 4...fall in love...lol..been tying that for 3 years..lol 5...take better care of my health issues which by the way is improving daily. 6....take time to appreciate the simple things in life that so many of us take for granted.. 7....be more loving to my family..we were never close so 2008 seems like great place to start.. 8...less time on fubar, more time getting out in the real world..im to wrapped up in this game... ok there ya got it..my resolutions..have you made yours? happy new year everyone..

Yeah
ok well life has blown lately idk whos gona read this or who cares but yeah...idk shit is lame im 100% virgin its kinda annoying had 1 gf but it was a joke im 18 so wtf is this haha. im almost to the point where i dont care cuz im used 2 no1 really carin idk dont mean 2 sound emo haha yeah ill post more later

Hatebreed
So I went to the Hatebreed show in Philly and I was hardcore dancing. Well some fuckin ASSHOLE kicked me in the side of my knee and now I am a fuckin gimp. I am so fuckin pissed that someone could have done that shit to me. Its bad enough that my back is fucked up, now I have to deal with my fuckin Knee too. My life fuckin SUCKS

Doctor Who
Rose stares, stunned, as the young man who has replaced the Doctor sets the TARDIS in flight towards the planet Barcelona on Tuesday, October 5006. He then begins to poke and prod his face and torso, checking out his new body’s attributes: a slight weakness in the right wrist, sideburns, bad skin, and a mole between his shoulder blades. When he turns to Rose for her opinion, she demands that he send the Doctor back, convinced that he’s an impostor -- but he claims that he is the Doctor, even though he just changed every cell in his body to save his life. To prove it, he takes her hand and reminds her of the first word he spoke to her, in a cellar, surrounded by malevolent shop-window dummies: “Run.” Rose, shaken, asks if the Doctor can change back. He tells her that he can’t, and, realising she’s deeply upset, asks if she’d prefer to go home now. He resets the co-ordinates for the Powell Estate on 24 December, but when he cracks a joke about her mum’s holiday cooking, she smiles, d

The Body Is The Victim, Plaything, Battleground And Vehicle For The Ambitions Of Genes.
"My own conscious and seemingly indivisible self was turning out far from what I had imagined and I need not be so ashamed of my self-pity! I was an ambassador ordered abroad by some fragile coalition, a bearer of conflicting orders from the uneasy masters of a divided empire...As I write these words, even so as to be able to write them, I am pretending to a unity that, deep inside myself, I now know does not exist. I am fundamentally mixed, male with female, parent with offspring, warring segments of chromosomes that interlocked in strife millions of years before the River Severn ever saw the Celts and Saxons of Housman's poem."

Eye
You look so disapointed I guess Ill have to change You keep your eyes on me I guess You want it this way They look empty the way you look at me I change you stare I look you turn is this the way you want it to be? You look and never comment I guess ill do better for you You keep comming back here I guess you liked it now they look empty the way you look at me I turn you stay i speak you sigh i wish you yawn i speak you die i guess you didnt like it after all

Soulmates
SOULMATES A soulmate is someone that both of you are like two peas in a pod May it be the same foods May it be the same colors May it be the same goals in life May it be the same dreams May it be the same outlook on life May it be the same writing style May it be the same likes and dislikes May it be the same way of dress and style May it be the same religion and politics May it be the same tastes in music and film May it be the same family lifestyle May it be the same outlook of this land May it be the same tastes in sports all these things on this list is what soulmates are They thing and act the same on so many different levels that one can start a sentence and the other can finish it thats what soulmates are ~ Scorpio 2007 ~

The Trouble With Love Is
Love can be a many splendored thing Can't deny the joy it brings A dozen roses, diamond rings Dreams for sale and fairy tales It'll make you hear a symphony And you just want the world to see But like a drug that makes you blind, It'll fool ya every time The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See, you got no say at all Now I was once a fool, it's true I played the game by all the rules But now my world's a deeper blue I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too I swore I'd never love again I swore my heart would never mend Said love wasn't worth the pain But then I hear it call my name (The trouble with) The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See,

Hear My Heart Cry Out
Pain no longer a state of mind no longer a tool to confuse and blind Confusion no longer a pit to trap no longer a distance like on a map Understanding no longer a word of no meaning no longer a belittling state thats demeaning Depression no longer the friend I embrace no longer the beat in the heart of my pace Words no longer control my emotions no longer determines my life's demotions People no longer can run my life no longer can trap me with struggles and strife I am, the master of my domain You might call me crazy maybe insane But I smile and laugh in your face cuz you dont know where I've been,you cant relate

Under A Tree
Under a tree I sit Wondering about things around me I sit feeling lonely n sad Did I make someone happy Or did I make someone mad I will never know Because im too afraid Afraid to move from here Here I grow Grow tall in every way Till the next I move It will help me throu the day

Problem Solved!
Problem solved! > > > > > > A Spanish teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike > > English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine. > > > > "House" for instance, is feminine: "la casa." > > > > Pencil," however, is masculine: "el lapiz." > > > > A student asked, "What gender is 'computer'?" > > > > Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two >groups, > > male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether > > "computer" > > should be a masculine or a feminine noun. > > > > Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation. > > > > The men's group decided that "computer" should definitely be of the > > feminine gender ("la computadora"), because: > > 1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic; > > 2. The native language they use to communicate with other >computers > > is incomprehensible to everyone else; > > 3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long

Past Blogs That Men Should Many People Should Read!!!!!!!
HELLO ALL, HERE ARE A FEW OF MY BLOGS FROM MY SPACE. YES I CAN BE A BITCH WHEN I FEEL THE NEED TO BE. JUST SO EVERYONE KNOWS, THESE ARE VERY OLD. I JUST HAPPENED TO HAVE OVERHEARD A CONVERSATION BETWEEN 2 CERTAIN PEOPLE FROM HERE, AND I HOPE LIKE HELL THEY READ THIS. SOME MEN CAN BE SO COLD AND HEARTLESS. THESE BLOGS ONLY HAVE TO DO WITH THOSE 2 MEN AND NONE OF THE REST OF YOU ON MY PAGE OR WHOM I TALK TO ALL OF THE TIME. I REALLY CARE ABOUT ALL OF MY FRIENDS, AND DON'T WANT TO LOSE ANY OF YOU. THESE 2 MEN KNOW EXACTLY WHO THEY ARE. ONE IS MY HUBBY AD THE OTHER IS A DJ FRIEND OF HIS. THE REST OF YOU PLEASE DO NOT TAKE THIS AS A SHOT AT ANY OF YOU AT ALL. NOT A SINGLE ONE OF YOU HAS DONE ANYTHING TO ME EXCEPT BE MY FRIENDS. BUT MY HUBBY AND HIS FRIEND WERE TALKING SHIT ABOUT WOMEN, SO I DECIDED TO PUT A FEW OF MY OLD ASS BLOGS UP ON HERE FOR THEM TO READ. I CAN MAN BASH WITH THE BEST OF THEM, BUT I DON'T DO IT NOW, BECAUSE I LUV ALL OF MY FRIENDS, AND I DO HONESTLY CARE ABOUT THEM.

Sorry
so.. some of you know that i have started back to work... i am currently working on days.. which means.. when i jump on here, i don't have time to reply to everyones messages/comments. i do apologize.. i am not ignoring you. thanks for the understanding. huggzzz :)

Indian Toilet Paper
Indian Toilet Paper An Indian walks into a trading post and asks for toilet paper. The clerk asks if he would like no name, Charmin, or White Cloud. "White Cloud sounds like good Indian toilet paper," says the Indian. "How much is it?" "$1.00 a roll," the clerk replies. "That seems pretty expensive," responds the Indian. "What about the others?" "Charmin is $2.00 a roll, and no name is 50 cents a roll." The Indian doesn't have much money, so he opts for the no name. Within a few hours, he is back at the trading post. "I have a name for the no name toilet paper," he announces to the clerk. "We shall call it John Wayne." "Why?" asks the confused clerk. "Cause it's rough and it's tough and it don't take no crap off an Indian."

New Twist On Old Joke
There will be no Nativity Scene in the United State Congress, This year ! The Supreme Court has ruled that there cannot be a Nativity Scene in the United States capital this Christmas season. This isn't for any religious reason, they simply have not been able to find three wise men and a virgin in the Nation's capitol. There was no problem, however, finding enough asses to fill the stable.

New Years
We'll its almost here 08. Ekk So many things have happened this year. It has been a unquie year for me. Alot of joy , pain, laughs and tears. This year I hope gets better less tears and pain . Alot more laughing, smiling and being happy. I hope 2008 is a better year then 2007 for everyone. Don't drink and drive !!!!!!!! Don't worry about the small stuff !!!!!!! Instead Grab life by the horns !!!!! Wear your seat belt too!!!!!!!!!

Married Life
Married Life Wedding Anniversary Ed was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was REALLY angry. She told him, "Tomorrow morning I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less then 6 seconds AND IT BE TTER BE THERE!!" The next morning Ed got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, and brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Ed has been missing since Friday. Please pray for him.

Merry Christmas To All My Friends /maxine
Merry Christmas To All My Friends If I were ol' Santa, you know what I'd do I'd dump silly gifts that are given to you And deliver some things just inside your front door Things you have lost, but treasured before. I'd give you back all your maidenly vigor, And to go along with it, a neat tiny figure. Then restore the old color that once graced your hair Before rinses and bleaches took residence there. I'd bring back the shape with which you were gifted So things now suspended need not be uplifted. I'd draw in your tummy and smooth down your back Till you'd be a dream in those tight fitting slacks. I'd remove all your wrinkles and leave only one chin So you wouldn't spend hours rubbing grease on your skin You'd never have flashes or queer dizzy spells And you wouldn't hear noises like ringing of bells. No sore aching feet and no corns on your toes No searching for spectacles when they're right on your nose. Not a shot would you take

It's Always Nice
when yer friends pay attention to ya. one of my besties came by last night so we could do the Christmas present thing. she actually bought me the Stardust and new Harry Potter DVD. I had been raving about Stardust since it had come out but I never expected to get it. And she made me promise not to buy the Harry Potter DVD cause Santa was going to bring it to me. And their full screen versions. I'm gonna have a fun movie weekend. :D

Friendship
Hi and very blessed weekend to each and everyone ? i Here i go again wondering what would happenif a sertne young lady choice to be more then friends i wonder if i can hadle it ? But anyway i was thinking maybe someone day someone will want to date me and be more then just friends and we can devolp a relatesonship on trust and honesty oh and respect and love oh well maybe someday

Be A Tiger
You ready for this? I play coy and shy. But when I get you alone I'll make you sweat bullets. I know where to press my lips. Push my hips and linger my fingertips. You think this is all fun and games. And your right. Except I have the strategy. And in this game You Lose. I like to scratch nibble bite and growl. And I like to be the dominate one sometimes. If you can get on top I'll make you love it. Don't get me wrong. Fight back PLEASE. Cuz it gets so boring when you just lie there. And its nice when you throw me around. I like it rough and tough, so bite me hard, make a mark and give it all you got

Heaging Home
Kurt's mom has improved so much we are able to go back home. He hasn't stopped smiling in 3 days. I'm excited to be getting back in my own bed, maybe get some action for the first time in a month. :P Thanks for all the good wishes i got. I hope you all had a great Christmas. I missed Fubar, ad a few people, it'll be nice to get back on and say hello. xo

Christmas
As usual was interesting. I'm kinda diggin' the shades my cousins husband gave me cuz I make them look good. Anywho other than that..it was total shit! I hate being around family...especially my dad & sister...extended BRING IT ON but imediate(sp) fuck that... Also totaly got bit in the face by a doggers...which goes to show i cannot go a christmas without getting injured! Hope you all had an amazing Christmas HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! 3 months suckas until i'm out like a girl scout and thank GOD

I May Have Been Single For A Few Hours Yesterday But...(a Message For Boys Of Fubar)
That does not mean that I want your stupid ass hitting on me! For one, your on the fucking internet hiding behind a fucking monitor. GROW SOMEBALLS AND MEET WOMEN IN PERSON! Secondly, your fucking lines are lame... they are all the same! You may not realize this but I have heard everything motherfucking thing you have to say from someone else at one point or another! Therefore I DONT WANT TO FUCKING HEAR IT AGAIN! And last but not least, just because it said single, does NOT mean I am looking! And if it did, I sure as fuck would not find a guy on Fubar!! SO PLEASE! STOP FUCKING MESSAGING ME WITH YOUR pseudo intellectual bullshit or your fake motherfucking lines! IM SICK OF IT! For the tiny few who arent these bastards... disregaurd this blog. The rest of you however, CAN KISS MY FUCKING ASS! Choke on your food and die!

Venting..not Just For Air Circulation
So, what is Fubar? Well its an online community designed to function in the way a real bar works. You get points for being social, and participating. Much like gaining popularity in a real nightspot. So, then..what ingredients can be found in both? Well, there are ravers, partiers, quiet drunks, loud drunks, social drinkers, dating couples, folks looking to hook up, bands promoting, strippers stripping, liars lying, good guys losing the battle of the sexes, good girls getting overlooked, fights, fucking, licking, sucking, engagements, drug addicts, attention whores, just plain whores, whoremongers, asswipes, racists, losers, cheapskates, beggars and fools... to name a few. What is different? Thats easy, its an online community, so people are real, and some are pretend. Wait..thats like RL too. Thing is, some folks don't realize that not everyone is pretend. There ae real people with real feelings out here. Play nice. And stop being dumbasses. If your default pic is you in a myspac

Rudeness
I have noticed so many mumms over BBW people. I do not know why.. I can see maybe once it coming up..but it has been constant. Just now I seen a rude mumm, that I do not very much appreciate. I am not a BBW.. but I am overweight. The rude comments can hurt. It just gos to show though.. that some grown ups have nothing better to do then insult each other. Damn, age of 43.. and they still do it. We are not kids anymore.. grow up idiots. Heres link to that mumm: http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=274190#

Christmas At The Gas Station
Christmas at the Gas Station The old man sat in his gas station on a cold Christmas Eve. He hadn't been anywhere in years since his wife had passed away. It was just another day to him. He didn't hate Christmas, just couldn't find a reason to celebrate. He was sitting there looking at the snow that had been falling for the last hour and wondering what it was all about when the door opened and a homeless man stepped through. Instead of throwing the man out, Old George as he was known by his customers, told the man to come and sit by the heater and warm up. "Thank you, but I don't mean to intrude," said the stranger. "I see you're busy, I'll just go." "Not without something hot in your belly." George said. He turned and opened a wide mouth Thermos and handed it to the stranger. "It ain't much, but it's hot and tasty, "Stew . made it myself. When you're done, there's coffee and it's fresh." Just at that moment he heard the "ding" of the driveway bel

My Original "about Me"
I stand defiantly in the tempest, I laugh and dare it to do it's worst. When it strikes me down I simply rise again. And I will continue to do so until the storm blows itself out and I am left with blues skies and singing birds. I need someone that can stand at my side through it all. Someone who knows that they can be battered by life, but never broken... that pain and hardship passes if you push through it... and who would never succumb to the temptation to surrender. I need someone that can run with me, dance through life with me. And someone that can kick pain in the teeth and say to it "I am not yours!" Can you do that? Can you fling caution to the wind and step forward with zest and enthusiasm? Life is here to be LIVED, the game of life is here to be PLAYED. Are you ready for it? And can you have fun while doing it? I am sure you have an idea of the "perfect guy for you.” I am not what you were thinking of. That does not mean, however, that I would not turn out to be the

Ideal Relationship - Ideal Partner (for Me)
My long term goal is to have a balanced relationship that is truly a team (in the fullest sense of the word) that in turn contributes to all other areas of life. “Team” as indicated above means both members taking full responsibility for themselves and each other, flowing power to each other. A well-oiled machine, whether operating in tandem or individually, covering each other’s back, the strengths of one compensating for the weaknesses of the other. Yin and yang. A constructive and fulfilling relationship with the ideal partner would be one in which both people are supportive of each other. This applies to group goals as well as individual goals and activities. I developed this list after evaluating past relationships and looked at what things were lacking for me. It is pretty certain that if things were lacking for me in the other person, then I also lacked things that they needed or wanted. We are who we are. Some puzzle peices fit and some do not. The list below are p

If We'd Sex ...
If We Had Sex..... don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?

Nightshade (belladonna)
DEADLY NIGHTSHADE (BELLADONNA) by Caroline Tully This series of articles is a result of Caroline's research into traditional herbs found in many flying ointment recipes and is intended to be shared with other plant historians. Caution: Shadowplay does NOT recommend or advocate use or consumption of any of these herbs. (Improper use can kill you - hence the warning). "Atropa Belladonna" is the Latin for this unusual plant. The great naturalist, Linneaeus, named it this; he is reputed to have been so familiar with the nature and properties of plants that he was almost always able to find amazingly appropriate names for them. Atropa Belladonna is a good example of this because the generic name refers to the Greek Fate Atropos, the inflexible one, who cuts the thread of life. The species name is somewhat debated about; "Belladonna" is Spanish for @#145;beautiful woman@#146; and also means the same in Italian. It most probably refers to the fact that ladies in the Sp

Another New One
A bloke wins the lottery and decides to buy himself a Harley Davidson, he goes down to his local bike shop and after purchasing a top of the range bike, the owner of the shop tells him to coat the bike in Vaseline every time it looks like raining. That night he goes and picks his girlfriend up on his new toy and heads over to her parents house for the first time. As they arrive there, she explains to him that whenever they have dinner, don't talk. "If you talk," she tells him, "you have to do the pots." The man is astounded as he walks into the house as it is a complete mess. Anyway, the family all sit down for dinner not saying a word. The man decides to take advantage of the situation by groping his girlfriend's tits, yet there is not a sound from anyone. So he decides to shag his bird on the table, and still there is not a word. He then proceeds to do his girlfriend's mum over the table, but still, amazingly, there's not a word from anyone. Just at that moment he notices the rai

50 Things Men Wish You Knew
1. Express yourself. It makes us proud, even if someone thinks you're wrong. 2. You look hot in running shoes and shorts. And that top thingy with the stripes. 3. Bare, tan shoulders are underrated. 4. If you think I’m speeding now, you should see me drive when you're not in the car. 5. If you're truly interested in us, don't play hard to get. 6. Shopping is a chore, not an activity. 7. When I screw up, go ahead and tell me--once. 8. No question need ever be asked through a closed bathroom door if I'm inside. I love you less with each syllable you utter. 9. I'm hot for you, not your sister or your friend or your coworker. 10. My guy friends. Not only are they not negotiable, they’re your best sign that I’m not a whack job. 11. Don't be afraid to ditch the makeup. Natural is sexier. 12. Leave the eyebrows alone. Plucked ain't pretty. 13. You can have sex with us any time you want. Seriously. 14

Real Life Crushes Part Deux
what to do... I mean, really ,if you read my previous crush blog you can see that I am either a complete nutjob or I really really care for this guy(not a nutjob BTW) Anyhoo, I have an opportunity to go hang out with him tomorrow, and I may take this opportunity to "push" this friendship into the right direction...he's not happy where he's at, neither am I, and he keeps tiptoeing around pointing our friendship in a much closer direction. We'll see, hanging out with him no matter what, I'll probably chicken out of pushing us in the right direction tho :(

Omfg I Hate Hospitals!
K well today, i had to go get a ultra sound. I have been having sharp pains in my belly and had to get me gull bladder checked out. So i go into the room and this old man walks in, and tells me to get changed in those one sided dress thingies. So i get changed, and lay down on the table thingy, he turned off the lights and lifted the dress. He was supposed to check my lower right belly, hmm well he decided to check the whole damn thing! he said breath in deep, i do and he crams the thing in my gut. all i have to say is OW! Im black n blue =( Then he said "oh i need a closer look" and crams the damn thing INBETWEEN MY RIB AND TURNS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg i almost flew off that table. then he got a weird look on his face looking at the screen and said "oh you n eed to wait for the results" its like WHAT THE HELLLLLL!!! then he dicides to do my "upper belly" and flops the dress thing up so my boobs came out" and just kinda stopped and talked to me for a second its like ok perv! I know i di

A Moment
A moment of passion so easily shared, with no fear or regret. The memories flood through my mind, a moment of passion I'll never forget. A moment of passion is like a drug, it takes me so high. Needing to get another fix, a moment of passion can never lie A moment of passion when we are alone, you desire it too. Unable to control it, a moment of passion shared with you.

Why Me
i dont no what 2 do,my love of my life just broke up with me.n it is hard on me 2 just move on.i dont no what i did 2 her , she want even talk 2 me.so now i am alone an hurt.so now i feel emty like i have nothing laft it is hard 2 go 2 bed n no i want wake up with her .so i dont sleep,it is hard 2 eat ,it is like i am diying...................................

Rant - Nsfw
Ok, so today was the day, decided its time. If you can't handle profanity and general mean attitude turn away now. First off. Fucking Drive YOUR GOD DAMN CAR. Don't eat your fucking salad cause you weight 800 pounds and need to lose weight, Drive. I mean we all know that a salad is healthy, bur for some reason the idea that you can do that and drive does not compute. Lets face it to eat a salad you have to 1 hold the plate, and 2 hold the god damned fork. This does not leave you a fucking hand to hold the damn steering wheel. Second part of driving is GET OFF YOUR FUCKING PHONE. No seriously. We all have them. But driving up 95 in bumper to bumper when you are texting is not a good idea. Seriously, drive. Driving in and of itself is not hard. But when you complicate it by doing other miscelaneous things you are just making it hard for the rest of us to get where the fuck we want to go. So DRIVE don't text, don't eat your fucking salad, just drive. Rant 2 for the day

Realize
1. I've come to realize that, my ex: Consumed too much of my life and its time to let it go 2. I've come to realize that, I talk : shit to make my self feel better 3. I've come to realize that, I love : someone that will never love me back 4. I've come to realize that, I have: the most amazing friends 5. I've come to realize that, I've lost: faith in myself 6. I've come to realize that, I hate it when: i dont speak up about the things bothering me 7. I've come to realize that, marriage: is no where in sight 8. I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking : I shouldn't have let her go 9. I've come to realize that, I'll always be: the girlfriend that nobody wants 10. I've come to realize that, I have a crush on: someone that doesn't even know i exist 11. I've come to realize that, the last time I truly cried was: not so long ago 12. I've come to realize that, my cell phone is: is turned off for the first time in years 13. I've

"the Window"
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst followers of every color and a fine view

12/28/07
ok... went to dr... was actually mammograms and ultrasounds, man now i'm even more sore... don't think i'll hear from them about anything till after the 1st so it's more of the cat and mouse game of hurry up and freakin' wait (yes i am trying to quit cussin' so much)... oh well... what can you do, really?

Cycle
Sadness roams free Death decaying Madness alike Dieing again Love is no more Lust brakes free Hatred soon follows Envy strikes all Sadness follows envy Death causes sorrow Madness is a state of mental death Dieing causes one to go mad Love it to let your heart die Lust is love Hatred follows broken lust Envy follows hate In this cycle we all sit Waiting for the next Death to come And take

Computer Issues Continue
Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. My computer issues continue. I am able to get online when my kids allow me on their computers, lol so I can check in every now and then. Miss you all.. Sir Dave

Fallen Angel (for A Friend)
have fallen from sky, Fallen to the ground, I am the angel of sadness, Angel of lost hopes, Angel of lost dreams, I am the fallen angel, Fear me not, I am here for reason, That reason is to have a second chance in life, That life I was given for a reason, They took my wings, They took me apart made me human, I was the fallen angel, But that fallen angel had one chance in life that she was given, This angel won’t make the same mistakes she made before, This angel will go down the right path that has been chosen for her, This fallen angel know what she has to do to be forgiven.

219 Comments Today
Posted comments for everyone on my friend list as a way to say thanks for making my stay at Fubar entertaining. Know I don't know everyone nor does everyone know me, but I'd like to change that for 2008. I want to send out a special thanks to all who replied with comments or thank yous and hoping to hear from the rest throughout the year. Daddy is available anytime anyone needs help leveling and he takes care of those that take care of him.... On my way to "pimp" and any help would be appreciated. Happy New Year to all of you, my friends now and my friends to come. Peace. Big Daddy

Jennifer Stevens..........
There i was, minding my own, when who pipes up, jenny poppin butty stevens........ ->poppin butty: whats your stance on 3rd world dept relief ? ->poppin butty: not really poppin butty: hey there, i saw you floating on the top of fubar, u bored like me? wanna chat with a pretty cute girl from the USA? my yahoo ID is is jennifer_stevens23 see my problem is, Cooters "bait" photo lured this poor girl in (I have my doubts if it's a girl anyway, but that's not the point) what kinda girl sees Cooters picture and thinks, hey he looks like a nice guy to talk to ? http://fubar.com/user/1464360 debt* typo, it had been a hard day o.k. !

Seagulls And Snack Chips
I would like to endorse the frito-lay company. They brought into this world the greatest snack chip the wolrd has ever known. I speak of the Frito. I will tell you just how adored these coveted pieces of fried corn are. Once, long ago, a family went to Florida to look at some property they had been sold. With this family was a boy not yet four years of age. I was this boy. I have very faint memories of this vacation, actually, except for a few exceptions. One day we went to the beach and I have been able to piece together enough bits of memory to remember this. I went (on my "loving" brothers request) to get snacks. Fritos, in fact. I loved fritos. I started in on the bag on my way back to my brothers. This was a nice full bag of fritos. This is when I discovered my first scientific discovery of my life. Seagulls love fritos. Not just love, mind you. Those buggers LUST after them. It started with just one, but only for a moment. He was soon joined by a HOST of others. All mad for the g

Of All People
Dont fucking judge me you dont know me and my hubby.. yes he is working 12 hour shifts doesnt get to see his family.. so me and also him say fuck its better to be tdy.. at least the pay is better.. and this is coming from him.. he be willing to do his rotation and someone elses because this shop is a 24 hr man shop why do you need to put people on 12 hours.. its already 24 manned.. so anyways some bitch wants to comment on my mumm.. even though set to friends only.. says i am a slut and that i jus want him gone to fuck around on him.. if you all know me better i would never do anything to hurt him.. and you all know that.. and his insurance policy come on id rather have him than his insurance.. and another thing.. he is pol in the chairforce like he is going to get hurt.. for real.. give me a fucking break..

Just Whining And Complaining Again
I have to whine and complain again... people around me are too damn happy. Everyone around me as always finding new loves, renewing old relationships and being in love, etc etc etc. BAH HUMBUG I'm tired of it. I just want to shut myself off from all of it. One more person tells me about how happy they are and they've found love and they're back to gether with their true love, or their marrying their true love ...I'm gonna smack them. I get tired of hearing it and they don't take into consideration the frame of mind I've been in with being alone on the holidays...well...being alone period... I am so damn miserable. When you think you come across someone you could see yourself with...they backtrack on ya and dont want you after all...what the hell is it with people? Thats it...I'm not what I thought I was i guess. No one wants a good woman that will treat them with the love,loyalty,care,passion,respect that comes with being with a good woman gets you. Maybe if I become a two timing n

A Crush
HERE COME THOSE BUTTERFLIES AGAIN CHASING AWAY ALL THAT SELF DOUBT AND UNWORTHINESS CONVERSATINS SO SMOOTH AND FLOWING I'M SO ANXIOUS JUST TO HEAR WHAT ELSE YOU HAVE TO SAY ABOUT WHAT IT DOESNT MATTER I JUST LONG TO HEAR YOUR VOICE YOU'RE SO PRIVATE NOT WILLING TO OPEN UP TO ME LET ME IN YOUR WORLD SO I CAN SEE THINGS THE WAY YOU SEE HERE COMES THAT SELF DOUBT AND UNWORTHINESS WHERE ARE THE BUTTERFLIES HEAVY HEARTED CONSTANTLY CRAVING YOU YOURE ALWAYS ON MY MIND YOUR TOO BUSY I'M NOT EVEN NEAR THE TOP OF YOUR LIST SO I GET NONE OF YOUR TIME I WISH I COULD SEE JUST A LITTLE SOMETHING IN YOUR EYES TO HELP ME BRING BACK THE BUTTRFLIES YOU LOOK AT ME THAT WAY AND SAY JUST 1 OR 2 THINGS I NEED YOU TO SAY AND HERE COME THE BUTTERFLIES AGAIN

"chance Meeting"
On my screen you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll, vow should you give yours to me?

2007
my roommate wrote a blog recapping the year. my comment to her was going to get too long to be a comment. so i decided to do my own version. the new year started for me in bed. drunk. high on life. i don't remember what stupid silly thing happened, but out of my mouth comes, "uh oh. this year has it in for me." ... i've never said a truer statement. i couldn't have been happier at the start of this year. i think i can honestly say that was the happiest time i've ever had in my life. nothing could have brought me down. prior to saint patrick's day is a blur of great times with the two people i'd come to call family. at the time, 'if i had it all' had been my latest dmb addiction and i remember quoting to jenn if i had it all, i'd fuck up it... "no, no you won't". ... saint patrick's day, we almost died. a few times. that was the night i learned i wasn't invincible. it was also the moment (i think) that began my downfall. that night changed who i was. ... in a good way now

My Friends...
I have decided I am going to skim down my friends list to people who are actually REAL and who talk to me. It had to be done. To my buddies, have a kickass Friday night! Oh, and uber-awesome friends who come into your life at the exact perfect time to stop you from making the biggest mistake of your life? Priceless.

What I Want
Ever feel like that little kid you see standing outside the pet shop window just with a sad little face staring so intent on that little puppy he or she wants??? Knowing that they cant have it but wanting it so badly??? yeah well that is how I feel... had a casual friend tear down my walls and get to my heart and I fell in love with him and now I am that sad little kid staring so intently at him wanting him with all I have knowing I can never have him... I am leaving for Iraq and I dont want him to wait for me but it kills me to think of him here and me so far away... I do love him so very much but he is not ready for a relationship and I am scared of one.. guess I will just sit outside the shop and enjoy the view... maybe go inside and pet the puppy once in awhile... but yet it breaks my heart...

The Candyman Can
It's a day like no other as I waltz into the candyshop "No bad candy for me today" I tell the shop keeper The bastard always sells me bad candy & I can never tell 1 look @ a pack of white chocolate & my mouth waters Snatch the bag, pay the man, tear open the bag, handful to the mouth... Bite... Bite... chew... Chew silivate Hmmmmm... Heaven... absolute heaven, I hear the angels the trumpets and... and... then I reach the not so chewey or yummy center.. The fucker got me again.. Always happens, he never fails to decieve me & I always believe one day I'll beat him Does he actually sell candy w/o blemish? Why don't I shop elsewhere? Its not equilibrium & yet I have no answers Its just as easy to shop elsewhere but I have no desire to The others gather around as I choke on this filth They're enjoying their candy, its as simple as going down the block but I'm stubborn, I have no urge to. I must emerge victorious over the shop keep I will emerge victori

Love
?What do you think that I am clueless, because at the moment my life is a mess? Believe it or not, know matter what people are saying, I am smart I just have too kind of a heart. You all can go around teasing and laughing like I don't matter. Who really cares if my life would end in a shatter? You think that you know someone and you could trust them without thinking twice , yea I thought wrong when you took that knife and stabbed me, not even caring that it did not feel nice. How could you say that you loved me, but yet you were so quick to let me free? I do not get it just three days before, you were all over me kissing me asking me to lock the door. I know that you were raised to give respect, yea right, that is what I do not get. Do you remember in my kitchen when you got me all wet? I guess all the great memories were just easy for you to let go and forget. You meant more to me then you will ever know. I loved you and I still do, I am not the one to put on a front or a show. I know

I Wonder?!?!?!
i wonder sometimes do you really love me? And i wonder if you will be with me in 5 years or if you'll be gone. I wonder if what you feel is really real or its just in your head. I wonder that if i say i do will you do the same and have no regrets about us . Can you answer any of these questions and make my fears go away with one look and touch ?

Loved Ones
There are strange things that happen to us in life and after we have time to reflect on them we try to understand just what happened and why...but I think the truth is that maybe we are not supposed to know just and why things happened for. I have had I think my share of sorrow in life I have gone through the lose of a brother, a grandparent times 3 and now a close friend. I dont know why God does this to certain people. Why did he have to take her so early? What was she doing wrong in this world that God needed to take her home? She was nothing but pure love and the people that she came in contact with all remembered her by either something she did that inspired them or for the love she have for her pets or politics. I cant image what it must be like to loose a child! They say that you are not supposed to bury your children that they are supposed to lay you to rest. I have an almost 3 years old and I cant began to believe my little daughter leaving this world before me. That would jus

The Cure - Burn
"don't look don't look" the shadows breathe Whispering me away from you "don't wake at night to watch her sleep You know that you will always lose This trembling Adored Tousled bird mad girl... " But every night i burn But every night i call your name Every night i burn Every night i fall again "oh don't talk of love" the shadows purr Murmuring me away from you "don't talk of worlds that never were The end is all that's ever true There's nothing you can ever say Nothing you can ever do... " Still every night i burn Every night i scream your name Every night i burn Every night the dream's the same Every night i burn Waiting for my only friend Every night i burn Waiting for the world to end "just paint your face" the shadows smile Slipping me away from you "oh it doesn't matter how you hide Find you if we're wanting to So slide back down and close your eyes Sleep a while You must be tired... " But every night i burn Every night i call your name Every n

The Latest Cycle
so...to my friends, who have been there and have gone thru the shit wit me and held my hand and gave me a shoulder to cry on. they are the best. i couldnt make it thru anything witout them. i still miss josh more than anything the newest cycle is that anyone i let in, hurts me. how do you learn from your mistakes if everyone expects you to be ok? i have trust issues cuz long distance and one bf here cheated on me and when i asked them if they were, they denied it, and i found out by snooping. or in the bf here's case (he was a bf a couple of yrs ago), 3 other people told me. i cant do this anymore. how can i be ok and why cant people understand? i forgive and forgive and get walked all over but when i have a problem, no one can seem to understand. i'm tired of gettin hurt. i'm tired of crying and tired of wanting to rip my heart out when i shouldnt feel that way. "i'm too psycho to be loved...and too troubled to be ok"

To Whom It May Concern
To Whom it May Concern Dear Mr. Liar I don’t believe a word you say And of all the promises you've broken Forever was my favorite. To think a heartless man like yourself Could even for one moment be capable of loving me forever Is something to laugh at I must of been mad Temporarily insane, Or just plain naive. Dear Mr. Ex – Lover If u haven’t heard My body is no longer yours It is up for the taking And I will not deny myself pleasure any longer For there is someone worth my time, Worth my while And that someone isn’t you Not anymore Not ever again And he will please me He will surpass all my expectations And when I find him He'll get to enjoy every inch of What used to be just yours. Dear Mr. Attention- Seeker Have you seen me around? Have you heard how they all love me? Love... what a word! Do you know what that is? The thing you used to reel me in with The word u abused and confused with “manipulation” I don’t think you've ever loved in your w

Can You Hear Me
Can You Hear me calling, my tears are falling. Everytime you say goodbye i have to sigh is this the last or can we forget the past. everytime you say you love me i see that white dove flying by me. Can we hang on or do we let go. Can you hear me calling as i am falling i feel the tears running down my face, as i try to win this race. I try to keep the pace as i feel myself falling behind. i am in a bind can you help me get out. Can you Hear me calling as my tears are falling, i look up and wonder if you are there. I said i cared but do i dare to share the way i feel. Can you you hear me calling as i am falling. I wonder does it really matter. Can you hear me calling as my tears are falling. The rain is falling against the window pane, but the pain is hidden inside my heart. i thought i was smart but i couldnt start this race cause i didnt have you. Can you hear me calling as i am falling. Do I dare to care for you or just pretend that it was something

Dgh3gts
It stands for.... DRUNKEN GUITAQR HERO 3 GET TOGETHER SATURDAY!!! a couple friend just chillin, kickin acouple back and playin GH3 on the PS3 on a 65 inch HDTV!!! WOOOO!!!! Fun times... That is all for now. lol. just had ot let that out.

Punishment Or Deterrent?
I can't get this "statutory rape" thing off my mind. The 19 year old who had sex with my 14 year old daughter has not yet been arrested or charged, either, so that does nothing in the way of alleviating my sleepless nights, either. I thought it was bad that this guy wanted sex with a 14 year old, but then I found out he actually thought she was only 13 when he had sex with her. Is it just me, or is that little tidbit even more disturbing?? Because of the age difference of my daughter and this man, and because in this state a minor cannot legally give consent to sexual relations until the age of 16, this qualifies as statutory rape. The officers who found her having sex with this man in his truck took my daughter to the hospital for a rape exam, where we sat for almost five hours while the detective made frequent calls to the county attorney's office. The county attorney is who would be charging this man with the actual offense. At the hospital, the detective said that the count

Twisted Game
MY LIFES A TWISTED GAME. WHERE I'M NOT IN CONTROL OF MY OWN NAME. MY TEARS ARE REAL,BUT ONLY FOR ME TO SEE. THE MOURNERS JUST SEE ME AS A SHELL OF WHAT I USED TO BE. MY LIFE GOES ON AS I PARADE AS IF I'M JUST FINE. BUT I HIDE ALL MY TRUE PAIN INSIDE CAUSE ITS MINE ALL MINE, DAYS FADE AND GO BUT MY PAIN STILL GROWS. I DON'T THINK THAT ANYBODY REALLY KNOWS. THIS IS WHY MY LIFE IS A TWISTED GAME AND NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW MY TRUE NAME.

The Holidays
Well i hope yall have had a great Chritmas spent with yer friends n family. we did, nice and quite, even though everyone was here lol. hope everyone ngot what they wanted from santa lol, i did! also wish everyone a great new years, just please be safe. talk to everyone soon

Lacking?
i dunno why...but i've just been getting random urges to cry...honestly things are far from stressful right now...my job is the same as ever...i have no health issues...i dont have a car but the bus is sufficing for now...i dont have a significant other that i need to worry about...only person i'm concerned about right now is my best friend b/c he mother is dying of cancer...generally i'm numb to most of the shit going on around me... so why is it that alls i wanna do is sit down and have a good cry?....i feel the way dane cook describes it in one of his skits...if u've heard it u know what i mean... sure, some of my other friends have blown me off...but i've come to expect that from everyone...complete disregard...a total lack of interest or care in how i'm doing...yes, its a sad concept but its something i've always dealt with so it no longer phases me... maybe i'm missing something...just seems like since the ex fiance left over a yr ago i've become cursed...i repel everyth

10 Commandments Of Spiritual Healing
1. Thou shalt look first to God as the source of thy healing. God is the source of my healing, and God's life is the source of my strength. 2. Thou shalt make no mental images of sickness. I see myself as God sees me -- a whole and perfect child of God. 3. Thou shalt not speak any words of sikness or limitaion. My words are spirit. My words have life. My words acomplish all that you say. 4. Thou shalt let go and let God heal you. Free and easy, the power of God flows through me. 5. Thou shalt deal eqitably with all people through which God blesses you. I am grateful for the people in my life;who assist me in my wholeness. 6. Thou shalt act as if thou art well and whole. God's life is a wellspring of wholenhess within me, giving me refreshing life and vitality. 7. Thou shalt not employ thy wholeness to unwise uses. I dedicate my strength and my wholeness to the glory of God through right activity. 8. Thou shalt know the value of faith in the healing p

Can Anyone Help
Can anyone help me... the pic i have as my backround I cant get off there and when I past a layout/backround in my about me it doesnt show on my profile... Can someone tell me what im doing wrong? Thanks in advance! MUAH!!

Please Repost!!!!
RIDE FOR DIME Philly ChapterDate: Dec 28, 2007 2:30 PMWe'd like to conduct a little experiment. We'd like everybody to download this pic and make it their profile pic. We just wanna see how many Dimebag fans are out there, and what it would look like with most of our friends having the same profile pic honoring Dime!It's no contest or anything, just somethin we thought would be cool. We're leaving ours up until Jan 15th, when this issue comes out.Please Re-Post!!!!

Jus Me....being Random....
1. Water gets me more hyper than alcohol. 2. I make up my own words, like crazianity. I call it Taylorology - the study of Taylor. 3. I hate the phone. Like with all my being. 4. I'm commitment phobic but almost always have a boyfriend. 5. I have a Tommy Hilfiger OBSESSION 6. I will honestly say that for the most part, I have the worst taste in movies. 7. I don't highlight or dye my hair. It is what it is. 8. I love to dance...especially on stage ;) And I can shake my ass to almost any song lol... 9. I should really be in my own comedy T.V. Show. 10. I am a fantastic flirt...unless I like the guy...then I completely ignore him (however, this is often case-sensitive) 11. I only take 10 or 15 minutes to get ready to go out. 12. I think the Jager song is one of the best songs ever written! (My jager has a first name, its J-A-G-E-R....my jager has a second name, its MY-S-T-E-R...I love to drink it every day and if you ask me why I'll sayyyyyyyyyy....

Tell Me The Weight Of A Snowflake
Tell Me The Weight of a Snowflake "Tell me the weight of a snowflake," a coal mouse asked a wild dove. "Nothing more than nothing," the dove answered. "In that case I must tell you a marvelous story," the coal mouse said. "I sat on a fir branch close to the trunk when it began to snow. Not heavily, not in a raging blizzard. No, just like in a dream, without any violence at all. Since I didn't have anything better to do, I counted the snowflakes settling on the twigs and needles of my branch. Their number was exactly 3,471,952. When the next snowflake dropped onto the branch--nothing more than nothing--as you say--the branch broke off." Having said that, the coal mouse ran away. The dove, since Noah's time an authority on peace, thought about the story for a while. Finally, she said to herself, "Perhaps there is only one person's voice lacking for peace to come to the world." - Anonymous

The 12 Steps To Total And Complete Insanity
The 12 Steps to Total and Complete Insanity 1. We admitted we were powerless over nothing. We could manage our lives perfectly and we could manage those of anyone else that would allow it. 2. Came to believe that there was no power greater than ourselves, and the rest of the world was insane. 3. Made a decision to have our loved ones and friends turn their wills and their lives over to our care. 4. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of everyone we knew. 5. Admitted to the whole world at large the exact nature of their wrongs. 6. Were entirely ready to make others straighten up and do right. 7. Demanded others to either "shape up or ship out". 8. Made a list of anyone who had ever harmed us and became willing to go to any lengths to get even with them all. 9. Got direct revenge on such people whenever possible except when to do so would cost us our own lives, or at the very least, a jail sentence. 10. Continued to take inventory of ot

S O M E T I M E S
S O M E T I M E S Sometimes... when you cry... no one sees your tears. Sometimes... when you are in pain... no one sees your hurt. Sometimes... when you are worried.. no one sees your stress. Sometimes... when you are happy.. no one sees your smile . - - - - - - - But FART!! just ONE time... And everybody knows!!

Song Lyrics
[Verse One] I didn't tell anyone about what I seen or heard that day, mums the word still I'm scared to plant ideas into your head while your rebellious side is fertile Hurdles are getting knocked down I'm running a losing race Your legs aren't the only ones marked up How many dreams have you chased? If I could have said this to your face maybe you wouldn't have to write like I do, Except I use paper instead of my body now; it's something you might want to try too From haikus to horror stories, it's something in our blood that we share, Something in our blood that appears on the surface of our skin when we bring it there My facial expression said I didn't care Hate and aggression must've made an impression on the little kid who stared, Sitting on stairs when I would bother to bring my skates My feeble attempt at being a strong, big brother doing father figure 8's Ripping my cape on the ground that it dragged on Tripping on fate and hearing the sounds of a sad song Liste

Hellcat Its Her Time
HELLCAT O'NINE TALES@ fubar I can't stand it no more.. This woman has been waiting FOREVER to level to Godmother and it's getting so close... Shes only about 2 mill away! If you pay her page a visit she will return the love.. Now lets level this woman to Godmother please.. Its her time... HELLCAT FUBARS NEXT GODMOTHER!!! THIS IS OUR STARTING AMOUNT *2,028,379 Points to go*! SAT.29~DEC.2007 JAN.03,2008 *1,559,998 Points to go!* 468,381~~POINTS IN 6 DAYS JAN.18, 2008 *632,810 Points to go*! 927,188 ~~POINTS IN JUST 15 DAYS LETS DO THIS GUYS.. WE HAVE 12 HAPPY HOURS IN A ROW AND HELLCAT ONLY NEEDS 632,840 POINTS TO GO BEFORE SHE HITS GODMOTHER.. sHE HAS TO LEAVE TODAY OUT OF

Unspoken
Unspoken By: April Terry The words roll around, In her mind. She longs to release them, But yet she remains Silent. S many unspoken thoughts, That soon leads to anger. Loathing the sight of herself, Knowing how weak she really is. Building wall after wall, She barricades herself within. Leaving only herself, And her unspoken words inside. Slowly the words began to rise, Speaking with the intent to be heard. They roar louder and louder, Until they shatter a wall. She tries to control them, Telling them nothing matters. Trying to convince herself, Of this matter too, She yells as loud as she can, NOTHING MATTERS ANYWAYS! The unspoken words explode, Destroying every single wall. Releasing themselves from within, Shouting as they please. Screaming every word in anger, That she ever held back. Suddenly she feels better, And peace slowly rolls in.

Its Hellcat What The Hell You Waiting For
HELLCAT O'NINE TALES@ fubar I can't stand it no more.. This woman has been waiting FOREVER to level to Godmother and it's getting so close... Shes only about 2 mill away! If you pay her page a visit she will return the love.. Now lets level this woman to Godmother please.. Its her time... HELLCAT FUBARS NEXT GODMOTHER!!! THIS IS OUR STARTING AMOUNT *2,028,379 Points to go*! SAT.29~DEC.2007

Dr. Phil's Test, I'm 44
Dr. Phil's Test: Here you go. Try this! Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past Have pen or pencil and paper ready This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track o

Illegal Alien
Band : Genesis Song & Lyrics : Genesis Got out of bed, wasn't feeling too good With my wallet and my passport, a new pair of shoes The sun is shining so I head for the park, With a bottle of Tequila, and a new pack of cigarettes I got a cousin and she got a friend, Who thought that her aunt knew a man who could help At his apartment I knocked on the door, He wouldn't come out until he got paid. Now don't tell anybody what I wanna do If they find out you know that they'll never let me through, cos It's no fun being an illegal alien, no It's no fun being an illegal alien Down at the office had to fill out the forms A pink one, a red one, the colours you choose, Up to the counter to see what they think They said "it doesn't count man, it ain't written in ink". I don't trust anybody, least not around here, cos It's no fun being an illegal alien, I tell ya It's no fun being an illegal alien, no no no no no It's no fun being an illegal alien, I mean it when I t

Cradled
The sting no longer sings within my flesh. I lay and lie and embrace the fates. The dark, the chill, like a blanket, surrounds and penetrates as anguish and angst give way to crimson slumber. My mind, calming. My heart, slowing. My soul, giggles as rivulettes drip my sanguine sins away. Found I am within ebony pitch, cradled and cold, dreaming of darkest delights, as life sails on and my soul smiles its rejoicing of deaths comforting embrace. L8r, T

9 Things
9 Things that drive me up the wall! 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.. I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their butt to search the entire room for the tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damned floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? I

Romance
Romance With the curiosity of a child she creeps closer In her eyes fascination unexplained Bathed in the gentle light from the moon She watches him He is death Love Hope Life Reaching out She places a tiny hand against an invisible wall See me ~ she whispers Startled by the voice he turns With a raised brow He looks to her Placing his own hand against the wall which divides them The match perfection Love me ~ he answers Nixy

King Of My Heart
How much longer must we be apart? How many more days, how many more nights, how many more miles must separate the hearts we have given one another? I ask that which I don’t want an answer to. The only acceptable response is you fast in my arms. I want to take your dreams and mine and mold them into a joint reality. As midnight slowly melds into midmorning, as rain clouds slowly give way to sun, so I want it to be with us: A slow moving perfectly blended medley of light. To me, you are more than lover, more than friend, more than amazing. You are matchless beauty ~ the work of the creator. You are starburst and moon glow, daylight and the suns warmth. You are my favorite lotion blended into my skin ~ becoming one with me ~ your essence evident all over my body. You are natural highlights in my golden hair ~ that can only come from the soft kisses the sun brings. You are the laughter bouncing in the voices of my children, the spring in my step, the glitter in my eyes,

How To Nair Your Stuff, And Other Helpful Tips....
How to Nair your stuff, and other helpful tips.... Lol Well, me being me, of course had to do something stupid..ya ready for this? So I'm seeing this guy Jason. And he likes to pick on me cuz I have this aversion to shaving my legs lol. I figure if no one's touchin em, why fuckin bother right? Well then I forget to shave before I see him lol and what was that he called me…sasquatch I think it was lmao. So I get home from work yesterday and I'm in my bathroom searching for a decent razor and guess what I find…NAIR. Sweet. Says it works in as little as 3 minutes. Sweeter. Easy applicator, blah blah blah, simple right? WRONG! I figure what the hell, what can it hurt? If it doesn't work, I'll just shave anyways, no harm, no foul. So I'm in my bathroom, stripped from the waist down (cuz yeah I shave EVERYTHING if you catch my drift) So, standing there in my tshirt lol ( oh yeah , hot look for me, lemme tell ya) And I get my foot up on the edge of the sink and start applying

Rant
argh!!!! OK, I been here since last jan 14th. I've lost and regained my MUMM's more than once. What puzzles me, is the uneven handed rules of MUMM's. there should be more Bouncer monitoring the MUMM's. It is an hard area to monitor, granted. There is so many newbies that do not the rules or regulations and violate them without knowing. The "regular" MUMMers see it and call them on it but no action is taken. MUMM - Make Up My Mind not a poll not a survey not a place to post latest thought on life, religion, or philosophy. I may be wrong but I've only seen "Year of the Dragon" bouncer "monitor" the MUMM's. There is so many grosss violations of TOS, its crazy. Yet the Constant MUMMer is punished while the Newbie MUMMer is allowed to post NON-MUMM daily. I've been here since before the NSFW MUMM's. That is still vioilated and NOOBS are forgiven while the Older MUMMers are punished. You say "we want to keep MUMM's pure" but NOOBs constantly use it as Polls/Surveys/Bulleti

Dec. 30th
Well tomorrow is my 3rd yr anniversary with Slipknot and its going to be lonely since he went away to jail. But I will wait for him like I always do. I cant believe we made it 3 yrs. It feels good to me to make sumthing work. I hope that all my friends can make their relationships work. Happy Holidays from me

Dont Want To Try
This really fits right now.. instead of 4 yrs down the drain try 7 years down the drain.Frankie JDon't Wanna TryMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com(oooo)...don't wanna try don't wanna try (try try) (oooo)..don't wanna try no more (ooo)..don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try [Verse 1] i can't believe u had the nerve to say the things u said they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship i can't believe it ..4 years gone down the drain oh how i wish things would of happened so differently i try'd to save it so many times but you still couldn't see u kept insistin' and resistin' that u would not fall again and now ur tryin' to tell me that ur sorry and ur tryin' to come back home ur tellin' me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor but baby i [Chorus] don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door don't wanna try don't wanna try cuz all we do is fight and sa

Make Me Cum
As my heart beats faster As the heat grows thicker I feel more and more desire As my adrenaline flows threw my veins As my fluids wets my inner thighs I feel more and more excitement As you caress my breast As you kiss me on the belly working your way down I feel more and more lust As you lick it up and down As you push it in and out The more I yell for more The more you do it the more I feel it tinkling, tickling up my bloodstream These feelings all at once waiting to get out............ Oh how good it feels

To Help My Girl Out
So i been tryin to level to insider (23) for 4 dayz now i been under 90k for 3 dayz working my ass off rating fanning n adding people!! I will takin a break deleting ugh sumthn cuz i really do try and help everyone i can but not gettin any help back is bs all my true friends know that i will help as much as i can..

New Years Poem
Another year is about to come and go and where the new one goes no one quite knows you and me we had some things to share and this happened all because you showed me you cared. Of all the things a person could ask for including wealth, money or fame I have gained your friendship and I coudnt have asked for more. Just when I least expected this blessing is exactly when you came. You found me in the midst of my crazy life, sickness, confusion and strife and yet inspite of everything we have shared you never ceased to showed me that you care. 12/28/07 Mrs. Donna J. Gill

No Point In Crying The Heavens Only Sigh
Well X-mas is over and I can personally say mine kicked ass. The exertion did too, sadly. I'm feeling alot better. My body is used getting used to alll the pills, so I'm sleeping less and not zombie-like. Heh as much. I still can't get into myspace guess I'll just make another one there. Because who the hell knows who reads this anymore. I want to restart my website on blogger, but I also want to dedicate a lot more to any business. I NEED $$. & I couldn't go job hunting if I wanted to. But...I got a webcam. So I'm going to advertise my readings more. If I CAN get any gov help for these bills piling up (almost dying is expensive) It's funny ppl who hardly know me. Worry. & It always suprises me. My adoptive uncle Roger will offer me a beer, but someone else;whom out of anyone I'd expect it from least.. Wouldn't give me a beer if his life depended on it.Then says "I'm too important to die over some stupid-shit".Creepy~ Another friend gave me 20 min lecture whilst we smoked a joint on

My Diet That Worked
A SIMPLE DIET THAT WORKS The reader needs to keep in mind that I have a relatively small frame (I'm 5'-6" tall) and I have a fairly normal build, but have been just a bit paunchy for around 28 or 29 years. Even strenuous physical work and exercise never seemed to take it off. I was not heavy enough or even disciplined enough for any of the popular weight-loss programs. I weighed 172 pounds in May. With this diet I lost about 2 pounds a week until I reached my present weight--158 pounds, and my energy level never decreased--in fact, it went up. I have rather puffy eyes, like Bill Clinton and J.F.K., and the bags under them decreased in size. All of that changed this past summer. I had been in a funk regarding relationships, and I met someone who really sparked my interest in a huge way. She was 49, and built like a really buff female athlete, yet totally feminine. Her job was not physically strenuous, though I'm sure it creates enormous stress. She worked

Help Out Paradise!
The Lovely and Sexy Paradise is in a contest for the Sexiest School Girl Show her some love Please click her picture and leave her comments. If she wins I will give away 100,000 Fu-bucks to one of her friends Also if you leave her 100 comments I will pay you 5,000 Fubucks Let me know when your done this so I can pay you (repost of original by 'Lisa' on '2007-12-29 02:19:22')

Believe In Angels!
believe in Angels even if their wings are black believe in the devil even if over his horns you see a burning halo believe in love thats blind and equally blind hatred believe in words sneered by time believe in fear believe with your eyes pictures filled with colors and magical Silence believe in touch in music and in voice, and in quietness believe in thousands of everyday matters and one day just one day i hope you would believe In me

My Life
im wirteing this about me. why i wonder im sad little man thats hideing in a hole. my life got turned inside out and i meet this really great person but i messed it up again i have a fear of being comment to anyone in this life so i always use the excuse that i love myself more than any one. in reality i hate myself for all the bad stuff ive done in my life and most of it sad to say ive never got caught for. so i just wanted to say im lost in life now and alone in which i hope not forever but left up to me i will be alone forever.

Love
Love I sit tonight...contemplating...wondering and anticipating.... My life has taken many turns in the last few weeks...I have come to understand you can love but not have that love returned...but you can love again....and find that this love is one that is reserved, and meant to share as friends, how I miss that love most specially... Minutes pass , hours and yet you still wonder...where is this thing called Love???? still there..somewhere...hiding....waiting....and yet...we open our eyes in the morning...and what sights we behold....the rise of the sun....the warmth of that on our faces... Each day is a gift given to us...each day we live just once....do we truly live as we should???do we truly give enough to those we love??? some of the times, yes...but friends...we tend not to receive the gifts that have been truly given to us...not receive them fully...to understand that we live...we learn....and most of all...we love.... Do not ask us to take that love back...or to

I Need Advice Please!!!
I had my gall bladder removed last tuesday (dec 18th) they kept me in the hospital overnight cause i was nauseous. Its been 10 days now and Im still nauseous, I get sick to my stomach. I cant eat, I try but the most I can get down is a couple of bites. Whats Wrong???? Is this normal???? Just when I thought I was feeling better this starts. I dont know what to do, Ive called the ER and talked to a Dr he said that some people stay nauseous for a long time, is this really what I have to look forward to? If I would have known that I would never have gotten it removed. I had to cancel my follow up appt cause of the weather, I go back next week...im hoping I will be better by that time but I dont know. I thought I was feeling better yesterday but I woke up this morning sick to my stomach again!!! This is getting old....please if anyone has any advice please let me know....Thanks

Do I Dare
Do i dare to care Do i dare to share when i know that i could get hurt. it would make me sad if i made you feel bad. Do i dare to care Do i dare to share when for any reason we'd have to say goodbye I would have to sigh Do i dare to care Do i dare to share when i know that you not be there in the end. So my friend Do i dare to care Do i dare to share Will you be here to chase away my fears and wipe away the tears. My friend, Do i dare to care Do i dare to share

Show Some Love.... (friend Is In A Coma)
OK OK.. this is a first for me... i recently found out my friend...(link below) was in a terrible car accident on Christmas Day... driving her car in the snow an ice on her way to her parents house.... prolly drivin her pride an joy this car here... She hit a patch of black ice.. and is NOW in a coma... her sister says that she is expected to wake up.. just dont know when.. and that they are mainly worried about head trauma right now... please show some love... i know she would LOVE to see all the lovely comments when she gets back... I'm the evil twin... ©@ fubar send her your love.. your hopes ... your prayers... but be kind....

My New Years Resolution
THIS YEAR I DECIDED TO KEEP IT SIMPLE.. NO MORE WIMPY EMO MEN....TILL I FIND WHAT IM LOOKIN FOR, NONE FOR ME THANKS FIND A DAMN RENTAL HOUSE THATS NOT FALLIN APART AROUND ME... TAKE CARE OF ME AND MINE...CAUSE AINT NO ONE ELSE GONNA DO IT AND SIMPLY ENJOY LIFE MORE...I'VE BEEN THROUGH HELL AND BACK, AND ITS TIME TO JUST LIVE... TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS, I HOPE THIS NEW YEAR BRINGS YOU NOTHING BUT WHAT YOU WANT... MUCH LOVE, NIPSY

Tupac
Many rumours have told that Tupac is alive and was faking his own death for his security. Here are a couple of theories why rapper and entertainer Tupac Amaru Shakur isn`t dead. 1. 2pac died on Friday the 13th... 2. Las Vegas is a payoff City...meaning all sorts of folks have been known to be on the take...that means doctors, press, lawyers etc. 3. The car that the assailants were using during the drive-by shooting a white cadillac was never found for some strange reason...How could this be when Las Vegas is in the middle of a desert? 4. There is a small Black community on the North side of town...This strip is only about 8 blocks long...The attackers were black...Where did they go ? Where did they hide ? 5. The white cadillac containing the gunmen passes a entourage of 2pacs boys...many of them body guards...No one gives chase...and there are no witness...There were no witness on the street...How come? Why not? 6. 2pac has changed his artist name to Makaveli...

Warning To All Women
A friend of mine sent me an e-mail stating a woman was at a gas station and as she was getting gas she and had her backed turned,a man slipped into the back seat of her car,the attendant had been watching and saw the man slip into her car he called her in saying her credit card did not go thru and would she please come in and pay,she went back in side complaining knowing everything had been ok before she started pumping her gas and the attedant told her to be quiet and listen,he told her that he saw a man slip into the back seat of her car while she was pumping Gas,she became frightened and turned to look at her car and she saw the man slip out the police had already been called by the attendant,please Lock your car doors even while pumping gas,this is been going on as an inititation for detroit Gangs to kidnap the woman and hijack her car. Who knows what they do to the women and if any survive Please be on the alert and be careful and always take someone with you. God bless Lisa

Communication Is Key
I'm a talker meaning I love to talk to people and hear what most have to say even if it's negative.I believe through talking to someone , you can get and idea of who they are even when they are being decietful. The same holds true when you are with someone.If you can't talk to the person your with then what are you with them for? Could it be because of the inital physical attraction that did it? Was it money? Could it have been cause you were lonely? These things are some of the reason I have heard for people being with one another. But when the attraction fades and money has really no meaning ,what is left? Do you even know the person your with? Do you know their goals and asperations? Do you even care if they have these things? Things I have considered when I even dated a woman was if I could even talk to her , about her , about her wants and needs , what goals she has and it should be recipricated. But alas , I keep running into the same types and getting the same responses.

To Serve Or Not To Serve
I would like to tell you about an eyeball that I saw dangling from its optic nerve: The only time a bartender is required to use his brain is when deciding whether to "cut-off" a drunkard. We are legally obliged to stop serving someone if it appears they are too soused. But what is "too drunk"? There is no formula. Who has the ability or the right to make that determination? For Christ’s sake, it’s a bar! Getting buzzed is the point! How do you draw the line between acceptable and unnaceptable intoxication? The chick falling off her stool is a no-brainer, but what about the quiet gentleman sitting alone at the bar? How am I supposed to hear the chorus of little voices in his head slurring the words Get the axe. . . get the axe? It is especially difficult with strangers. You have no way to gauge their behavior. You don’t know if they are drunk are just really weird. In this business, that’s a 50/50 proposition. What if a patron is mentally retarded or handicapped

If I Knew
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do?" But just in case

Feelings...
Srength,Power,Love,Devotion... Happiness,Joy,Courageous,Serenity... Yes,No,Maybe So... Will I,Wont I,Can I... Deep,Passionate,Creative... Long Hair,Short Hair,No Hair... Will,Purpose... Problem,Solution... Up,Down... Backward,Foward... Temptation,Meditation... Pain,Fear... Hot,Cold... Exquisite,Gem... Do You Really Care,one way,or the other??? Do you base your whole entire life on what other people think of you??? Do you,... i'm asking... Do you??? To that special man out there... If I told you that I love you in front of you an your friends,would you embrace me,or would you be ashame at who's looking/listening... If I call you,would you ignore my call... If I made you mad,would that change the way you feel about me... If I told you I had Only guy friends,would that intimidate you... If I hug one of my guy friend

Love This !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Martin wakes up at home with a huge hangover. He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on the side table. He sits up and notices his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. Martin looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotless and clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins and notices a note on the table. "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to go shopping. Love You!" So he goes to the kitchen and, sure enough, there is a hot breakfast and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the table, eating. Martin asks, "Son, what happened last night?" His son says, "Well, you came home around 3 a.m., drunk and delirious. You broke some furniture, puked in the hallway, and gave yourself a black eye when you stumbled into the door." Confused, Martin asks, "So, why is everything in order and so clean, and breakfast is on the table

Funny Sex Poems
Funny Sex Poems Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour ----------------------------------- Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! ------------------------------------ Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply ------------------------------------ Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream ------------------------------------ Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block ----------------------------------- Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid ------

Wisper...
Now... I am whispering in your ear, slowly pressing my face against yours, Telling you how much I missed you today, You began to stand up, But , I stop you, Saying please stay, You saying baby ,I'm not going anywhere, A smile came upon my face, All you wanted to do was embrace me in your arms, Me melting into your arms, Your warm embrace,is what I've longed for all day, Being away from you, All I could think of, Was your tender kiss, Your strong arms, In which I've missed, Your eyes gazing into mine, your fingertips,gliding across my soft skin, again, whispering in your ear, w-h-e-n,w-h-e-n,w-h-e-n.....

What's Going On
“What God demands, God provides. There IS a job there for me, but it’s a sure bet it won’t attack me. There are three classes of people, I remember hearing in school (and I remember from a tape): those who know what’s going on, those who don’t know what’s going on, and those who don’t SUSPECT what’s going on – a lot like life. It’s fortunate that I know many people I can seek a “lift” from. How God uses Robert and Sandra Bramlitt, Carl and Darlene Snow, Helen Lugibihl, John Griffis, and many others is just beyond my comprehension. Thank you, everyone.” My journal entry above for December 29, 1996 also has pasted or wedged in a timeline of Guatemala’s then-thirty-six-year-long civil war, a photo of a woman and her son at Volusia [County, Florida] Medical Center’s fashion show, a photo of an Israeli soldier flanked by two teenage Orthodox Jewish boys in Hebron, and an engraved napkin from the wedding of Ada and Robert I attended with the day’s date. I was cleaning off my bookshe

Half Off Till Newyears!!!
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