Fubar Blog Posts 4

Mr. Bojangles
"I knew a man Bojangles, And he danced for you." - Jerry Jeff Walker This is a true story. The Acorn Pub, in Monroe, NY, may be the coolest bar that ever existed. It is a small house that has been converted into a pub: the pub is on the ground floor, and the family who runs it lives upstairs. A small fireplace and mantle rest against the back wall; the bar counter is near the front, beside a bay window; and the pool table serves as the tavern’s central area. When I lived in the area, the Acorn Pub was the quintessential semi-dive (the most romantic of all bar types). It boasted warmth and lack of pretention, but was neither scary nor grotesque like a true dive. It catered to truck drivers passing through, quiet old couples who slowly sipped on mugs and rarely spoke, and guys like me who understood the allure of the Acorn -- the promise of a quiet beer shared with good friends. Read on as I whisk you to a blustery night in December, when I met the man who changed my

Have You Ever Really Known You Were In Love?
I love you all, sometimes said in a cliche way, I think; almost an afterthought, maybe a duty. But it is true, in my heart I love each of you as God dwells in my heart, that I can't help. Some of you have profound ideas, some creative words and art. Others have a beauty outside matched by their tender heart. Regardless though, you touch my life profoundly and I am grateful for the way you brighten my days. My life would be significantly lessened in quality without you and in this new year my hope is we share laughs, loves and tears at times. That is after all what friends are for isn't it? But one can love, and love deeply, without being in love. This is the lesson God reveals in the life, death, resurrection and ascension of Jesus the Christ. What is the difference, you may ask? Walk with me if you will thru the posts in this blog that I write today. Some of you have walked alongside me for these past months, commented at a change you heard in me as November gave way to Advent

Venting, Not Just For Air Circulation. - Reposted
So, what is Fubar? Well its an online community designed to function in the way a real bar works. You get points for being social, and participating. Much like gaining popularity in a real nightspot. So, then..what ingredients can be found in both? Well, there are ravers, partiers, quiet drunks, loud drunks, social drinkers, dating couples, folks looking to hook up, bands promoting, strippers stripping, liars lying, good guys losing the battle of the sexes, good girls getting overlooked, fights, fucking, licking, sucking, engagements, drug addicts, attention whores, just plain whores, whoremongers, asswipes, racists, losers, cheapskates, beggars and fools... to name a few. What is different? Thats easy, its an online community, so people are real, and some are pretend. Wait..thats like RL too. Thing is, some folks don't realize that not everyone is pretend. There are real people with real feelings out here. Play nice. And stop being dumbasses. If your default pic is you in a myspa

Bedroom Golf *thanks Wild Horse*
1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment. Normally one club and two balls. 2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the hole. 3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the CLUB in the hole and keep the balls out. 4. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. 5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict shaft length so not to damage the hole(s). 6. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the course owner is satisfied that the play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the course again. 7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will take time to admire the entire course with special attention to the well-formed bunkers. 8. Players are cautioned not to mention other courses they have played or are currentl

Bye Bye! Karen Silverman!!!!
Goodbye Dear Sister. You are my only friend, I wish you the best in your new life, it seems our lives took different paths and roads are the best woman in the world. I love you much, and good luck! My sister Karen Silverman, flew away from my life she has gone to Los Angeles today. Calif. to live. PS: Say hello to all the friends from childhood! (I have short time here! We will never grow!) Querida Hermana: Eres la mejor mujer del mundo, te deso lo mejor del mundo en tu nueva vida, al parecer hemos tomado diferentes rumbos, pero donde estes, recuerda que eres mi hermamna, y que siempre te estare esperando con los brazos abiertos.. buena suerte ! Te Quiero!

The Sex Game
IF WE HAD SEX GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE Skuured. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS BE WITH YOU. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you make me say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would give me a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point?14. Would you take ur time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it"? 18 Would we be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Redneck Innovations
Redneck Innovations ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How do you know when you're staying in a Redneck hotel ? When you call the front desk and say, I gotta leak in my sink, and the clerk replies, Go ahead. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Did you hear that they have raised the minimum drinking age for Rednecks to 32 ? It seems they want to keep alcohol out of the high schools. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Two reasons why it's so hard to solve a Redneck murder 1) The DNA is all the same 2) There's no dental records ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Who invented the toothbrush ? A Redneck. (If it had been invented by anyone else, it would have been c

Mumms And Other Fubar Insanity Pt.2
...which brings me to Fubar insanity. And if you don't know what I'm talking about, i guess you didn't read "MUMMS and Fubar insanity pt.1". Anywhoo, as I drive up and down the roads of the Fubar community, I'm seeing a lot of "For Sale" signs. People are packing it up and moving out. The reasons why break down into two areas: the bar tab change and too much drama.Now, I cant understand what the fuss is about the bar tab. Mine tells me what i need to know. It tells my what my friends are doing to me, what they are doing to other people and what they are doing to themselves. I don't need to know what anyone else is doing. I'm not nosy and I don't care.See the thing is no one can tell me what the problem with the bar tab is. In the end, it always comes down too "Well, I just don't like the change". Get over it, deal with it. Change works in both underwear and Fubar. If'n you don't like the change, don't let it get too you. Theres more than enuff around the community to help you get ove

So What!!!
Why is it that as humans we feel (for the most part) that we need to have other people make our minds up for us? I read these MUMM's and some of them are funny, some ickky and others are real. Now don't get me wrong I do like to go and check them out at times of GREAT bordom but not all the time. Is it that we feel we need a scape goat if we do something wrong or we really need help. I have posted a few and most of the time it's cause I really needed help with my choice. I think there are a lot of us out there who have nothing better to do but piss others off or at least give a good laugh at. Ok so most of the above doesn't make much sense to me but that's how my mind works. I have found that there are few people that have a head on there shoulders here. That's ok though cause I'm one of them that doesn't but I can identify those that do at least. I try to not get on peoples nerves here cause there are some really mean ppl here. Then again there are some really nice ones here to. An

62 Things Not To Say During Sex
1.is it in? 2. That's it? 3. You've got to be kidding me. 4. (Phone rings) hello? Oh nothing and you? 5. Do I have to pay for this? 6. Do I have to call you tomorrow? 7. You look better in the dark. 8. This is much better than my last girl/boyfriend. 9. Don't tell my husband/wife. 10. You have the same bra my mom does (worse if the girl says it). 11. This sucks. 12. Can you finish now? I have a meeting... 13. I hope you don't expect a raise for this... 14. I think you might get the job for this. 15. Did I tell you, I have herpes? 16. Hurry up, the games about to start. 17. Can I have a ride home after this? 18. Are those real? 19. By the way, I want to break up. 20. Haven't you ever done this before? 21. You're so much like your sister.... 22. What's your name again? 23. Do I have to be here in the morning? 24. I think my dad is listening at the door. 25. Smile for the camera, honey!!! 26. I think the condom broke 10 minutes ago. 27. I knew you wore a padded b

Murphy's Sex Laws
Murphy’s Laws in sex 1.The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2.Nothing improves with age. 3.No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again. 4.Sex has no calories. 5.Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6.There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7.Sex appeal is 50% what you've got and 50% what people think you've got. 8.No sex with anyone in the same office. 9.Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10.A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11.If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12.Virginity can be cured. 13.When a man's wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14.Never sleep with anyone

First Entry....
Like anybody'll read this crap.... Interestin' place this is,had several 10 ratings on my pic/profile today,thought people were just bein' friendly 'til I realized that you get points for doin' it.In fairness I returned the favor to those folks. Gotta go to the in-laws again tonite,had 2 shots & a beer earlier,better not do anymore,can't wait 'til I get back home tonite.They're nice people,but they're boring & I have an extremely low boredom threshold. Never got over freezing today,right now it's 23F with 14 mph winds for about a 13F wind chill factor. I'll add to this blog at irregular intervals & I won't always be sober when I do.

Ryot On Air!!
DJ Ryot is On Air in Centerfolds.........she is RAWKIN away and would love to have ya hang out with her!!! Oh and show her some love too here she is: ™Ryot Gyrl™ ~DJ For Centerfolds ~ 2nd Alarm Hottie**@ fubar and here is where to find her to RAWK out with here......

Just A Memory
Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! Just a memory sometimes, On an overcast day,a haze of smoke moves about, The rain is falling as she listens to a distant voice, somehow sadly,singing a song, a death smeared song of an era long gone, Just a memory sometimes, Illuminated back wall of rose red lights, so strange,so old and piercing, And the rhythm dragged out, a melodious haunting plea,the song mood indigo, Enter the faceless man in black, Is he her fate? a dangerous destiny ? Just a memory sometimes, Of a room like a cold black box, She does not sleep this night, Insomnia, a black knight,a sleepless night, No valium, the night passes in black organza song

Please Help Level Someone Who Is Very Special To Me, My Fu B/f :) Ty To Those Who Help
Firemanm88 Head Enforcer @darkness Falls Lounge FU/BF to *huggable*lovable*kissable*jen*@ fubar 5,193 to go :D Please go show him lots of love, tell him Jen sent ya ;)

Help Me Out !!!!!!!!!!!
~~SugarSpice~~ Creator of Spirit Bombers~~~ ¢¼ Dirty south Crew ¢¼ ~~Co-Founder of Wakan@ fubar Come my friends lets level SugarSpice she is there for a lot of us she helps alot of people and i want to so her i have seen all she has done she only has 38,452 Points to go!!!

If I Could Stay
If I could stay just one more day To wipe away your tears and chase away all your fears. You know if i could i would. Wish i could fly high in the sky to be close to you just one more day, If i could stay just one more day, To share my hope and dreams I would cross that stream if i knew it would bring me closer to you my friend. If i could stay just one more day, to let you know i care, If i could spare one more moment just to be near you you know i would If i could. If i could stay just one more day. If i could you know i would. If i could feel just for a moment, to help you heal you know i would if i could. If i could stay just one more day, to make you smile, I would go a mile, just to see you smile. you know i would if i could. If i could stay just one more day, to to make that frown turn upside down, If i could you know i would. If only i could stay just one more day. I say goodbye with a sigh, cause i know i must fly. I will see you again in other

Mumm Bashers
I notice there ALOT of mumm bashers out there,that get their rocks off on bashing mumms that are serious.Some of us are actually looking for advice not offensive pictures and comments. If we post offensive mumms they are deleted by the staff so why can't the people who continuesly bash mumms left and right have their privilages taken ? There is rules to what mumms that can be post that is enfored but why isnt the rules of what type of comments that can be posted enforced ? Its amazing how people are raised ,I was raised to be respectful to others and how imature people are now days,you delete a mumm bashers comment and they get so freaking pissed then you block them and they send others to do their bashing for them. WTF? What gets me the most mumm bashers assume the people who write mumms don't have a life but do they realize they are calling the kettle black?They don't seem to have much of a life either if they have so much time to sit there ,search for the offensive pic

Start Of A Poem
Longing lips, lustful eyes, I hear you softly moan, as I caress your thighs, teeth upon my neck, gentle stroke of tongue, you try to move your arms, but the bonds are tied to strong, you're moving to the pleasure, living in ecstasy, your only coherent though, is of being filled by me, you try to draw me in, with cries of pure despair, but my intent is unrelenting, with fingers sliding higher. .

Darkwave
Darkwave is the shit. Its no metal (obviously), but its still wicked cool. Its a weird love of mine, I used to listen to it ALL the time, then all of a sudden it just petered out, and died. Randomly (3 days ago) I started listening to it all over again, and noticed... there's usually a random girl thats put in the band just to dance. Especially in the Cruxshadows... though she does look pretty trippy when she dances, so I'm glad they have her. I don't think this is going anywhere... so I'll make it go somewhere: LISTEN TO DARKWAVE AND METAL OR SATAN WILL RAIN HOT ACID DOWN YOUR THROAT AND TURN YOUR INTESTINES INTO WRITHING SNAKES. GOATS WILL SODOMIZE YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY AND THE ONLY MUSIC YOU'LL HAVE TO LISTEN TOO WILL BE BRITTNEY SPEAR'S CRACK ADDICTED LOVE CHILD, YODOLING LIKE HER HAIR IS ON FIRE!!! DO IT!!!!!!!!!!

Meeting People
ive used the internet and sites like fubar for several years to meet people as im sure most of you have as well. what id like to know is how many of you have actually had a sucessful connection this means a relationship a friendship or a business connection. i have met several women although most of the time they are fake and as it turns out most of the time they are full of it about who they are and what they are really after. youd think playing with teh averages you would meet one in one hundred? no i have met more like one in ten thousand are people that i would like to associate with offline. another point do you ever get stood up by your potential meetings? i know i have even when i lower my standards and talk to someone well below my own level of appearance (ever happen to you?)

One Of My Poems
What can you see when u look in my eyes?, Do u see someone who trusts, Or someone whos heard nothing but lies?, Do u see happiness and a smile on my face?, Or do u see my pain and a lonely girl whos been misplaced?, Do you see laughter or tears?, can you see all my doubts, hurts and fears?, Can you see joy in these sparkling eyes?, Or can u see all my scars i try so hard to hide?, Can you see a broken or shattered heart?, Or a soul thats been tattered and torn apart?, I see all these things within myself, but i go unnoticed like a knick knack on your shelf.

New Years 2008
everyone seems to have new years resolutions i decided to find a excentric resolution for this year. simply put im going to smoke more drink more cuss more piss off as many people as possible and make as little money as possible the reason for this madness is everytime i make a new years resolution it never sticks so i figured if i make it bad maybe it will be a better year.... joke of the week what do you do with 365 used condoms? melt them into a tire and call it a goodyear! have a safe holiday season

Drowning In The Rain
Tried to get the answers , To questions on my mind, Didnt know what i was looking for, Didnt know what i would, They said that i was crazy, My mind was shot to hell, The thoughts all crammed inside me, The things i could not tell, Sometimes it seemed so useless, To stand and take the pain, Reaching out to nothing , Drowning in the rain, My feelings cried out loud, Yet barely made a sound, giving up so willingly, I stayed there for awhile, hanging on as though id fall, Counting every second, though not wanting time at all, The strangling of my emotions, Was too great to be ignored, It caused my final drowning, As the rain endlessly poured.

Big Pimpin Baby 2
Ok you sexy cherries come on and show some love to so wonderful and sweet cherries, rate and fan these wonderful people profile's They are some of the best people on here and my greatest friends they all return love given to them Naughty Cowgirl~Taken no use in asking you cant have my yahoo get over it@ fubar ~mzblüÐëmØn*ëngÅgëÐ TØ blüÐëmØn*~@ fubar *~Kick A$$ Bi@tch~*@ fubar **CANDY APPLE**2nd alarm hottie & dh diva & OWNER of HOTTIES R US & treasurer of The IRA Bombs@ fubar Kinkstar Sin *READ PROFILE* Fu Owned* LOL Family@ fubar Zatanna@ fubar BabyT@ fubar jiggy@ fubar ALSO DONT FORGET TO STOP BY AND SHOW ME SUM LUV ALSO, PEACE Blaze/TCS Security@ fubar

Nothing
Yes, what the fuck have I done? Been doing? Abso-fucking-lutely Nothing. Nothing productive. Nothing thoughtful. Nothing creative. Nothing. I found some pictures to leave for comments today. I edited one to say "hello!" in Photoshop. I made lunch. Dinner. Coffee. I made a glass of Rum and Ginger Ale. But really, I've done nothing.

Jakies Birthday
Entry for December 29, 2007 On what would have been Jacobs 8th birthday, we gathered as a family to spread his ashes in the ocean at Myrtle Beach SC. It was a beautiful sunny day. The parents all held the box of ashes and set jakie free in the sea. We tossed white roses, the siblings tossed lilies, and the rest of the family had carnations. I dearly miss my baby, but I do know god took him home for a reason. His body was tired and he needed to go. I struggle everyday with it all. I can put it in words and say he is better off, but my heart is not wanting to hear any of it. I have talked to a few people that have lost a child. I have asked them all does it get easier. The answer from all seemed to be no it doesn't, but you learn to move forward. You learn to remember the good times you shared with your child and push through the sadness. I sit here tonight outside looking at the ocean where Jacob loved to lay out on the sand and feel the breeze on his face. The sun warming his

Roses
Roses are red Violets are blue Tonight's the night For me and you Come in my love And you will find In front of you A glass of wine Quench your thirst With your wine Relax a bit And unwind Then cover your eyes Give in to me I will make you......

Not Taking Sh-t
Well, I find it weird how many people do hook up on these sites and turn out to be jerks or led on by jerks. I think its crazy to think, wow this guy is so sensitive. His poetry speaks to my soul, and then first time you accidentally knock over his enzyte pills, he swings like a revolving door. I guess its to be expected really. I mean without these quirky jerks we wouldnt have anything entertaining to talk about in chats and emails. Personally, I dont bother trying to know anyone online anymore. All you do is get ticked off when they show their true personality. So if you think you're gonna hit me and quit me, think again. There's a reason half of my ex's tried to kill themselves when they wronged me.

Love
I was told by a man that had tears in his eyes... just yesterday in fact... "I can tell your son really loves you. More than that, I can tell that you really love your son. I don't mean you love him because you have to. I mean you love him because he has a problem and you're doing everything you can to help him. You make him smile, you give him attention, you teach him, you're hard on him when you have to be and at the end of the day, when you are all worn out, you still find the energy to make him feel safe going to sleep." To everybody reading this, THIS is what it is to be a parent. This is what parents must do to ensure their children's happiness, health and overall well-being. I don't do what I do for my son because I fear his peers ridiculing him. I don't help him because I want him out of my house and completely independent. I do want him independent, but not because I want my time to belong to me again. I truly love my son. Autism be fucking damned to hell. More th

Almost Gone!!!!
Yo My Friends! I come to you with grave news..... my VIP is almost gone! I've had so much fun with this, I love it. Sadly, it's ending. Well, I figured since I made so much photo salutes for my friends, I'd ask one of you to renew for another month. ACK. Yea, I'm begging. On the good side, You'd get own folder with more redone jpg's & GIF's and if I find great pic I can make a Morph for ya. There, I'm done begging. Happy New Beer To You!

Test Your Love Compatibility With A Libra Person
Test your love compatibility with a Libra person Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You seem to be compatible with a Libra person. All the best for a great relationship ahead.

Iam.....
ENGAGED!!!! Pat and I have taken us a step even further...We are gettin married!!!! Havent set a date yet tho....We are looking at buyin a house soon!!! Iam also looking at switching jobs as well....WOW 2008 is looking REALLY good for me....Sorry just had to share the news w/all :D

Test Your Love Compatibility With An Aries Person
Test your love compatibility with an Aries person Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You do not seem to be compatible with an Aries person for a romantic relationship. At least, your responses indicate that. But listen to your heart and go by what it says.

Info
as most of my friends would say i am a very confused woman and i would agree. you see i am very soft hearted and i really do not know what i want out of my life. my kids are all i think about and i forget about me. i have a great man and very good friends but sometimes it does not seem like it is enough. i am torn between hanging with my friends or staying home and making him happy. i feel this pressure everytime i think about all the things i could be doing but i am not. i spend almost every waking moment with my kids and working. all work and no play makes me a angry woman. i love spending time with my friends and i really miss it but i feel guilty for that. my world is very stressful and i get relief by chatting with my friends on here. thank you guys who check up on me and if i seem distant i am sorry. then there is this burning to further my education because one day i would love to own a old fashion ice cream shop in my home town. it is all i dream about and it depresses me that

Submissive Bdsm Play Partner Check List
Submissive BDSM Play Partner Check List This questionnaire should be filled out by a Sub and provided to their Dom/Top before playing with them. This will provide a quick "head-start" to identifying limits, negotiating and finding common ground for play. For each item, you need to provide two answers: First write YES or NO next to each item to indicate if you have ever DONE that activity. Next, indicate for each item how you FEEL about that activity by rating it on a scale of NO or 0 to 5. NO means you will NOT do that item under any circumstances (a hard limit). 0 (zero) indicates you have utterly no desire to do that activity and don't like doing it (in fact, may loath it) and would ordinarily object to doing it, but you would be willing to do it to please the Dominant if it they really wanted it. (sometimes called a "soft limit"). 1 means you don't want to do or like to do this activity, but wouldn't object if it were asked of you. 2 means you are willing to do t

Submission
S - simple - although it has become a lifestyle considered difficult and determined outdated, it is as old as time itself. We were created to serve and in turn be served. In my humble opinion. U - unity - those committed to a D/s lifestyle share a deeper togetherness. A bond that is unique to them. B – boundless - the respect generated by one is reciprocated by the other. Creating a circle-with no beginning and no ending. True submission involves no outward bonds. They are deep inside, seen by no one but felt by those important. M - Master-to some, this title is taken lightly, misused and even abused. A True Master, although rare, is a person that has earned utmost respect. They are as individual and unique as submissives...this proving that there is someone for each of us. I – intense - feelings, emotions and simple words are felt in places so much deeper. A single word whispered can lift your spirits soaring, your heart racing...A look, can drop you to your knees-a pa

Let Me Introduce My Self
I am DJ Stone I am the owner of Stonehenge Radio and I am bringing my station to FU bar at the request of DJ Enigma and The former DJ Love (who is allowing me to stream to his old server for you here on Fu bar). Love has told me about what happened to his old Radio Station and Lounge and all I can say is that was BULLSHIT people need to be loyal if they are to be a part of something. I will not tolerate the BS or black balling so don't even try it! If you want to know more just ask me!

Test Your Love Compatibility With A Virgo Person
I am a Virgo! LoLTest your love compatibility with a Virgo person Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You do not seem to be compatible with a Virgo person for a romantic relationship. At least, your responses indicate that. But listen to your heart and do what it says.

It 'can' Happen!! Lol : Smiles :
lol Ok, I gotta get this out lol I have been livin my life, choosing the WRONG men! lol damn can I ever pick those wrong one's! BUT, not anymore!! :D I'm pickin the RIGHT one's now!! weeeeeeeefuckinwooooooo!!!!!!! : gives mahself a hug and a grope : hehe ;) I've sooo realized that there's a lot of them out there that are so full of shit and I DID let them kind of take advantage of me and my heart and my mind too. : shakes me head in such disbelief : lol But , hey, there ARE 'good' men out in this world and I'm finding that out more n more each day, we don't have to settle for the one's that play with our minds and hearts ya'll. Same goes to me male friends about women. I've been basically a very happy 'good' person lettin those assfucktards rip me down and apart, but , nope not anymore! I LOVE ME and I'm gonna be me no matter what! :D : smiles : I wish you all love and happiness, from the deepest parts of my true heart!! :D I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL SO MUCH!!!!!GOD BLE

My Music
I want to let every one know that I have the same taste in music as the former DJ Love and he has sent me everything that I didn't have that he likes so you will be hearing alot of his music on here because I like it! I have listened to former DJ Loves shows and I thought he was a really killer DJ and well people on here drove him to quit, I am working on trying to get him to DJ for me from time to time if he will cause I don't have alot of time to sit here and DJ I got other things i have to do too and they come first!

The Analyst
Jan had started seeing Doctor Stevens only after getting tremendous pressure from her best friend, Donna. Jan insisted that she really didn't have a problem that required the services of a psychiatrist, but Donna insisted that she talk to Dr. Stevens, so she went. Jan still believed that she didn't need to go, but had been learning so much about herself and her life that she went each week. Besides, she really liked the Doctor, and could afford the visits, so why not. I should pause, here to tell you a little about Jan. She is Vice President of Sales with a medium size electronics manufacturer in the mid west. She is respected by everyone who deals with her as a tough but fair executive who knows her business and manages people very effectively. Her sales force calls her "The Iron Lady" but not in her presence. It is obvious the first time you meet her that she is a beautiful woman who could easily have become a top paid model or actress but in her role as a business woman, she to

The Analyst, The Conclusion
Dr. Stevens listened intently as Jan described her first visit to the club. "Did you join?", she asked. "Yes, I really liked most of the people I met there, and somehow, I felt like I belonged." Dr. Stevens moved to sit beside Jan on the couch and took her hand. "Jan, I've been starting to feel that you may be moving too fast into this second life and not exercising enough caution. When you mentioned the cameras and video tape, I got a chill down my spine because I've heard of people being blackmailed with something like that. And, you really don't know that much about Dan. How can you be so sure you won't get hurt?" Jan placed her other hand on top of the doctor's and looked into her eyes. "Have you ever had the feeling that there is a part of you that has always been there, but never come to the surface?" Dr. Stevens nodded and Jan continued, "Well, I've had that feeling for a long time and when I got involved with Dan, I began to realize what that hidden part was. I am a very sexual

This Is Your 2008
claim this new year as your own it is the only 2008 you will ever see do something with it: dance laugh feel the sun on your skin touch the rain kiss someone love listen to music run find simple joy in the complications of existance smile spend time with a child spend time with a senior citizen plant a tree point being, don't let this one get away from you guys. it is a good year, use it wisely!

My Bucket List (revised)
This isn't everything, and I haven't seen the movie "the bucket list" but I thought it'd be cool to create my own list. Adventurous: fall in love go skydiving with someone para sailing fly an airplane scuba diving in Australia volunteer at a zoo buy stocks start my own company watch as many pro football games at their home stadium drive in a demolition derby march in a huge protest (that I support duh!) Visit: Europe Australia South Africa Chili Brazil Canada The Caribbean Own: cheetah 68 Nova 69 VW bus custom built chopper personal bliss: get some poetry published sell some art learn to work on cars save more money stay organized land dream job take some cash and go on a road trip to nowhere (& then use my tom tom to get back home) not kill my neighbors

Speak English Fuckers!
Ok ok ive ranted about this alot when i was in the car buisness...ran into a ton of spanish speakers who wouldent speak english to me, it happends alot in the car buisness...but i aint in the car buisness any more i work at TARGET as a cashire and yet im still getting these fuckers who refuse to speak english to me and get mad at ME when i dont know spanish! last time i checked we where in the US and we are NOT a spanish speaking country, hey thats great if u speak spanish and wanna keep ur haritige alive or whatever but ur in the US now LEARN ENGLISH u idiots or go back to mexico! i think it is very unfair that i was forced to learn a second language in school and these people coming over from mexico and other places dont even have the decncy to learn english! IF YOU ARE GOING TO LIVE HERE SPEAK ENGLISH FUCKERS! ITS THAT SIMPLE!

Him
He's here in my heart he lives in my dreams he's the one I run to when I want to scream. Though our time is short it can't stop these hopes that he'll be ok but i'm learning how to cope. He knows that I love him and it scares him silly to think of his leaving me and how it will hurt me. I want to take this chance to hold him in my heart for he makes me feel special even though we're far apart. I Love You Mel.

A Humbled Slave
i have found myself very lacking.. i'm sure that this is the life i want but i learn every day that i have more to learn than i dreamed of the night before. i have come to the conclusion that if i am to succeed then i must buckle down. i will be drilling myself on the rules that Master and i have agreed to. i will follow them to the best of my ability. i will confess every night any rule that has been broken in the slightest. i will be denying myself some of the better pleasures that i have so far enjoyed. i have already denied myself writing - this is my first post in a long time and will be my last for a while. i will not be crying out for pity or understanding. i need to remember my place. i am no more than a piece of property and a servant. i have no will of my own. i want nothing for myself. the rules that have been placed before me shall become a part of me so that they are always in my thoughts. i am sure that there are many ways i have misbehaved that i myself do not e

Attention All You Ladies Out There
Greetings Ladies Ace here ,and I have a mission for you if you choose to accept it. I am looking a Villainess for my new Dysfunctional Dynamic duo Tittyman and Wonder Juggs. Here are the rules of the little contest: 1) you have to take a picture of yourself in the makeup and simple costume of the Villainess. 2) give a brief description of her super powers *dont be too serious its not a serious superhero strip* 3) have fun with it the winner will have their likeness drawn in as the Villainess and given inspirational credit posted with the work and will get the finished pieces sent to them before they are posted

Love
When I look into your eyes, I am nothing but surprised. I know about your past and how it didn't last, How you got hurt, burnt, Abused and used, and i bet your confused. You deserve better, if not always and forever. You said you didn't care, But you couldn't bare, Isn't it such a scare. Let me into your life and Ill show you that I care. Like an endless dream Ill always be there. I know your busy but please make time. Working so much should be a crime. You need time alone, and some time to think, Let your feelings out why having a drink. Forget about the past and look to the future, I know your not ready, and I'm not trying to push you, Just wanted to let you know that ill always be with you

Home Again And Staying
I am home to stay for good....I was with my ex the father of my sons.....He was a a$$ still is one.....I had to find out for myself.....I did Things just did not work out right I went back to the love of my life....He ask me to Marry him and I said yes.......My ring is awesome.....Love you always Boogie........I miss my babies very much......Love you Zakk and Ozzy......So far away from home ......

Have You Heard Of Transam Associates?
I was looking for yet another job, and thought something like online transcription or data entry sounded like just the ticket. I searched monster.com and found an ad for transamassociates.com, and their medical transcriptionist program. I took the initial test, and they suggested I chat with their online live chat person, and that I could submit my application online, as well. All this sounded great, like just what I was seeking, until we got to the point where you have to buy their software (to the tune of about $450) and I began to wonder if this company is just a scam? I don't know how to determine this for certain, so I'm reluctant to try to scrape up even the down payment to purchase this stupid software. The point of getting another job was to MAKE money, NOT spend it! Yet, I do understand that sometimes an investment is required in order to make money, as well. My question comes down to this: Have you heard of this company, and are they for real or is it a scam? I've rea

All Kids Need
ALL KIDS NEED:No Abuse, Insult, Neglect, Maltreatment or Manipulation Sometimes abuse is done with intention to hurt, while other times it is done without malicious intent and awareness. Sometimes abuse is perpetrated by a total stranger, while other times it is perpetrated by someone known, such as a caretaker, neighbor or relative. In any case, abuse and neglect of children or youth is cruel and criminal. It leaves physical and emotional scars that last a lifetime and most often continue in a tragic cycle into future generations. The most eloquent statement I’ve read is from a caring child advocate:“If I could change just one thing, I would stop people from beating their kids. Not just beating, but verbally abusing kids, neglecting kids. You lose your childhood when you’ve been abused. My heart goes out to those children who are abused and have no one to turn to. “My wish is that children be treated as people, and not as property; that their rights as human beings on the planet –

The Life Path Periods
THE LIFE PATH PERIODS The life path has been discussed in very elementary details previously, and the life path period is an addition to this reading that should be taken into account. If we live long enough, we will experience three life path periods. As you progress into this page, think of the readings in terms of a modification or enhancement personalizing the life path reading. These readings do not replace the life path reading, but merely fine tune and customize it to the individual. Because life path periods can vary so widely, the life path we are on becomes complex and motley. The life periods are based on the birth date. The number representing the month of birth, reduced to a single digit or master number, is the first life path period indicator. The second life path period is determined by the day of birth reduced to a single digit or master number. The final period is based on the year of birth reduced to a single digit or master number. The timing of the first p

My First Mumm
So just a short time ago I posted my first MUMM. Of course everyone hated it cause it was more of a poll(though I really did not have my mind made up since I never posted one) I find it funny that most responses are hostile. The funny thing is its just giving me points too. Just sit back and level up. Too funny. I do like alot of the pictures that they posted on the MUMM comments. Good photoshopping guys! Well this got such a response and helped points, I might have to do it again someday. Thanks for the points people..keep em comming.

Goodbye Means I Love You
"Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you."

Hey Here Is An Idea For All U That Want Points
I HAVE BEEN VERY GENEROUS WITH SCORING UR BLOGS BULLETINS AND YET NOT ONE OF U LADIES LOOK AT MINE AND COMMENT SO BEFORE I RATE 1 OR 2 MORE PICS I WOULD LIKE FOR U TO RATE BY BLOGS RESPOND TO ALL MY BULLETINS AND PICS LIKE I DO URS OTHER WISE IM GOING TO KEEP THIS STRICTLY COVERSATION ONLY I HAVE COMMENTED ON WHAT I CAN I HAVE RATED FAIRLY BUT GOT NOTHIN IN RETURN AS FAR AS POINTS OR COMMENTS OR RATINGS SO LETS BE FAIR AND LETS TO WHAT U WOULD LIKE DO WITH UR BLOGS AND ETC PLEASE LOOK AT MY STUFF AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR THANX

Anniversary Gift...lmao
Message: Bob was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really pissed. She told him "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in 6 seconds AND IT BETTER BE THERE !!" The next morning he got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up, she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Bob has been missing since Friday.

"have A Great Day"
For Friends and Family. Out of nowhere,really out of the blue a butterfly has come with a delivery for you Flying day and night to give you a special kiss filled with love, happiness,and a lot of bliss A kiss is just her own unique way... so you know you are loved and have a great day!

Catwoman Artwork On Ebay
It's that time again people. Staz Johnson ebay art sale time.. pass the word. There's a bunch of Catwoman pages offered up this time, click the pick to got to the ebay page.. or just search for Staz Johnson on ebay. Any questions, just ask Lysa or myself. Cheers, Staz

Awwwwwww Butt Hurt!!
Remember read from the bottom up ;) bigruss@ fubar SO lam-o "bigruss" got a little butthurt because I wouldn't phone bone with him last night... and this morning thought he'd try to sweet talk me into something again... oo it went bad... so show him a lil loving... just say hello...... :D be sure to tell him I sent you! Thanks loveys!! ->~*BJ*~ Mem...: is that ALL you've got? bigruss: you have a nice life loosing weight is a nice thing too ->~*BJ*~ Mem...: I really don't get all your hostility..... but you have a nice life... anger management is a good thing.... ->~*BJ*~ Mem...: uh wow... well then bigruss: no need to get smart bitch ->~*BJ*~ Mem...: you were crabby because I wouldn't talk dirty to you ->~*BJ*~ Mem...: haha want me to copy n paste the convo for you? bigruss: i dont remember last night lol ->~*BJ*~ Mem...: well good morning cranky butt... I didn't think I'd hear from you again after how you left last night bigruss: hey there princess ->~*BJ*

My Language
I have a 18 Year old daughter with autisam. She has been looked at as a freak in her life or even someone oh is so highly intelagent that people can not understand her and the way she is thinking or trying to communate with others. During her school years they said she wouldnt never speak english or communicate with others. She has proved them wrong. But the communacation isnt the same as when we talk to eachother she uses her music to speak what she feels and how her day is going. I have had people say poor you for having to dael with something that shouldnt be handed to anyone in their life time. I say poor you everyone in this world who does not look at autisam as someone who can communicate with everything in their surroundings. Even my dags know what my daughter wants or needs from them without saying a word.

One Of My Best Friends,need Advice
I wonder what the consensus is - can men and women just be friend or is there always the sexual tension simmering below the surface? I always thought it was definitely possible and pointed to my male friends as proof. We never had any sexual issues, I said. But the night before I was thrown. I was out with my closest male friend.Jay, and a few of his friends for drinks. Sitting at the Iron Horse Pub, we went through a few bottles of wine (I only had about 2 or 3 glasses - they had about 4 bottles!) and he was in a very flirtatious mood. His friends were making cracks about us and I just laughed. He was getting drunker and drunker and by the time we left, he was trashed, at least in my opinion. He insisted that I was not capable of driving and I agreed to sleep on the couch - have done it many times before.But then, while walking home, he pulled me aside and said "What would you say if I were to kiss you right now?" Gulp. I was as diplomatic as possible and I said I felt it would r

Suicide
looking in the mirror i dont recognize that face as blood spills into the sink a razorblade falls to the floor the tears staining red cheeks eyes strained and hurt the pain that was held inside now bleeding out no longer able to hold it back control the feelings locked inside for so long its been this way reaching out for someone to see the battle raging inside and no-one saw the pain laying behind those eyes once filled with happiness so care free fingers trace the mirror inscribing words with blood before slowly sliding to the floor bloody hand prints grace the cabinet proping against a wall as the eyes flutter no words can come from held breathe and when they come home seeing the bathroom light on all they'll see is the body on the floor in a pool of blood and the words on the mirror and hopefully they'll say them out loud so they can echo through the house 'im sorry i wasnt perfect,am i perfect now?' promise me you wont cry at my funeral you never c

Sexucateme
Title: Sexuccate me. Tags: sexual nasty adult | Browse All Tags Polls Home | Submit Image | Suggestions Title: Sexuccate me. Alright everyone. Here's a survey that is sure to amuse. As an advance warning I must inform you that the survey is purely sexual. Just select a response by clicking the open circle next to the answer you want for each question. If you wish to not answer a question, leave it blank. Check back because a running tally is kept of all the answers. Don't worry no one will know your results, it is all in private. This is for amusement purposes only. Let the Games Begin: Rating: Mature | Type: Poll 1. If you had a choice as to how often you could have sex, how often would it be? I'm having sex now. A couple of times a day. Once a day. A few times a week. Just a few times a month. Every month. Not too often... I have better things to do. already have sex when ever I want, I just have to blow her up first. 2. Now I want to know your sexual orientation.

Disease Spreading By Illegal Aliens
Remember this when you go out for FOOD If you travel into the Third World such as Mexico, Central and South America, you will notice that while visiting a bathroom there is a box for used toilet paper in the corner and no soap or paper towels at the lavatory. The sewage systems can not handle toilet paper so it is a habit to throw it in the box provided which is open to flies and cockroaches. Additionally, for most Third World people, washing hands is non existent. Today, in California, Florida, Georgia and spreading to other states across the nation, recent arrivals are so accustomed to throwing their used toilet paper into boxes, they throw it into trash cans. Whether they work at the counter or chopping tomatoes, they often do not wash their hands. Thousands carry head lice, leprosy, tuberculosis and hepatitis A, B, and C. Currently in 2007, an estimated 1,000,000 illegal aliens cross America's southern borders annually while avoiding a health screening. They ar

The King And Queen Contest Will Begin At 7 Pm Est! For All Contestants And Bombers!
WELL IT ABOUT THAT TIME TO GET THIS SHOW ON THE ROAD! CONTEST WILL BEGIN AT 7 PM EST. PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT ALL BOMBERS HAVE RATE/ FAN HOST TO BOTH CONTEST! BELOW ARE THE LINK! G O O D L U C K..................! FOR THE KING CONTESTANTS AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar FOR THE QUEEN CONTESTANTS CONTEST ON THE 30TH FOR THE SEXIEST QUEEN ON FABUR!@ fubar

What Love Is
To not be alone. To have someone to wish goodnight to. To have someone who always cares. To have someone always understand. To hear someone say, I love you. An aurora of peace and happiness, The tender touch of love struck me down, unprepared, When I looked into your eyes. My heart was like stone, Hiding away all pain. Not allowing me to feel. All it took was for you to say, “I love you,” To free my heart. Now I love and it’s thanks to you. I can say with all my heart, I love you. A desire of the heart, A passionate flame. The warmth of a star, Burning bright inside. The longings of a soul; for that indescribable light, Like a moth to flame we fly towards love. My love taught me this. Delicate flower, Blooming tonight, With a heavenly fragrance. That describes you, My love. Stretched out on green grass, With a warm sun overhead. My mind drifts on the tails of the wind, Flying through the air. I see my love from afar and smile as my heart glows wi

I've Come To Realize....read This!!!!!!
I'm lost and confused a name for this feeling i cannot choose i want to noe because i dont ever want it to stop if it does i think my heart will just drop ive come to realize i care too much ive come to realize i miss her too much ive come to realize that shes alwasy on my mind but we broke up...those feelins shouldve been left behind i keep thinking that the reason was noones fault but mine someone please send me a sign... i cant be just a friend with these feelings i cannot end when we talk its like we re together with someone else i cannot not dream of another i should be as free as a dove but its hard to fly when i fell in love to all my friends...someday i hope u feel wat i feel for some one special...dont ever question ur hearts just ur mind...when u see another fallen whos heart was intertwined...pick him or her up....and never leave a friend behind.... i send my love out to her... mi corazon pertenece at ti....baby u noe

Quotes
ELEANOR ROOSEVELT: I could not, at any age, be content to take my place by the fireside and simply look on. Life was meant to be lived. Curiosity must be kept alive. One must never, for whatever reason, turn his back on life. FRANKLIN P. JONES: Love doesn't make the world go 'round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile. MARTIN LUTHER KING, JR.: An individual has not started living until he can rise above the narrow confines of his individualistic concerns to the broader concerns of all humanity. ROBERT FROST: In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on. JOHN LENNON: Reality leaves a lot to the imagination. ALLAN K. CHALMERS: The Grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for. . AMY BLOOM: Love at first sight is easy to understand; it's when two people have been looking at each other for a lifetime that it becomes a miracle. ELIZABETH BARRET BROWNING: Whoso loves, beli

He Is Coming Out Check It Out
Boricua God~Daddy * Owner Club F.A.R.@ fubar TO ALL MY PEOPLES HERE ON FUBAR MY BOY HERE HAS 2 FOLDERS ON HIS SITE THAT YOU CAN RATE AND COMMENT EACH PIC TO GET A SPECIALIZED PIC MADE FOR YOU IF YOU DO ONLY 1 FOLDER YOU GET 2 PICS IF YOU DO BOTH YOU CAN GET 4 PICS BUT REMEBER HE MUST BE ONLINE WHEN YOU DO SO HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE FUN RATEING AND COMMENTING THANKS AND HAPPY YEW YEARS TO ALL LATINA69

Kissing Me The Rain
I said, “I’ve always thought that the rain is so romantic.” “Me too,” he said, walking to the porch. There was a downpour. I quickly kicked off my shoes and socks. “No way! You’re going out there?” he laughed. I ran out into the yard. I let the rain pour over me while I jumped and danced. “Come on,” I yelled, “Kiss me in the rain.” He stood at the edge of the porch as if he was scared. Then, he ran to me, gave me a quick kiss, then ran back to the dry porch. “That’s not a kiss!” I yelled, “Come on. Kiss me in the rain.” I saw the seriousness in his eyes. He walked up to me carressed my wet body put his hands between my neck and soaked hair and kissed me ever so gently. We looked at each other smiled and ran to the porch, laughing.

Happy New Years!
I hope everyone had a great Christmas!! We just got back home yesterday. Thank you all so much for all the love while I was gone!! I even missed out on some parties and drinkin salutes :P Ill make up for that tonite cause we all gotta get ready for tomorrow nite! Im not sure how much ill be online today or tomorrow but ill be on tonite and tomorrow nite sometime but im more then likely gonna be drunk so if i dont answer ur shout back right away you'll know why :P (B)cheers everyone(B) Hope yall have a great New Years!! xoxo -cotton

Perfect Days
THE PERFECT DAY FOR HER 8:15 Wake up to hugs and kisses 8:30 Weigh in 2 pounds lighter than yesterday 8:45 Breakfast in bed, freshly squeezed orange juice and croissants open presents - expensive jewelry chosen by thoughtful partner 9:15 Soothing hot bath with frangipani bath oil 10:00 Light work out at club with sexy funny personal trainer 10:30 Facial, manicure, shampoo, condition, blow dry 12:00 Lunch with best friend at a fashionable outdoor diner. 12:45 Catch sight of partner's ex and notice she has gained 17 pounds 1:00 Shopping with friends, unlimited credit 3:00 Nap 4:00 Three dozen roses delivered by florist, card is from secret admirer 4:15 Light work out at club, followed by massage from strong but gentle hunk, who says he rarely gets to work on such a perfect body. 5:30 Choose outfit from expensive designer wardrobe, parade before full length mirror. 7:30 Candle-lit dinner for two followed by dancing, with compliments received from

Shopping!!!
Well, I decided since I didn't get everything I wanted for Christmas I would go shopping yesterday....and it sucked really....sooooo many people out and about....but I got EVERYTHING I wanted and more...LOL I first went to Target to get just a couple things and look for a new pair of jeans....ended up spending $111.11.....got a CD (which I normally never buy anymore), 2 DVDs (Pirates 3 and Jeff Dunham's new Comedy Central special Spark of Insanity....funnier than sh*t), shampoo, bubble bath and lotion (smells like strawberries and champagne), 2 Transformer puzzles for my son (Bumblebee and Barricade...his two favorite ones), some KY in case I need it ;o), two pairs of knee socks for when I wear my boots, and a pair of pink pajama pants... Then I went to eat. Ugh....waiting in line at Taco Bell for almost 15 minutes just to get a burrito supreme and a taco supreme....oh and a soda. I was off to GameStop then to look at games....walked out of there with 3 new ones. Gauntlet Da

A Broken Heart
Why do I feel like such a fool? I opened up and cared for you. I trusted my heart once again and now I feel it's been taken for a spin. Why do I always care so much? Why do I still crave your touch? Why is it so easy for some? Will I ever be lucky enough to find the one? Why is my heart so pure? I'm beginning to think I need a cure. My heart has so much love to give. Why couldn't you see what could have been? My heart was true, I cared for you. I think I'll give up on love for now. My heart was fragile couldn't you tell? Looking inside what do I see? A broken heart looking back at me. ©Sonya D. Free December 14, 2007

Nightshade Blossoms
Nightshade Blossoms (Written 1998) Twenty-five days. It has been twenty-five days exactly since I have heard her voice, twenty-nine days since I have seen her face. The first minutes, hours and even days had been the easiest, of course. The bliss from our weeks together had been like the emotional euphoria from a thousand holidays wrapped into those briefest of moments that we had shared. The emotions had inevitable outlasted her presence, her essence outlasting her touch. After she left, flown away like some dove that belonged not on this undeserving Earth, had departed on the southern winds to some home more magical, more deserving. It is unfortunate that as a part of this world, I am equally undeserving of her, a fact that may not have been entirely lost on her. However powerful the emotions may have been, their ardor could not last forever. Now they are but a series of confused, vague memories that cloud my mind and serve to haunt me rather than comfort me. Ostensib

Tears
Through the years I seemed to have cried so many tears sometimes wishing I had died I seem to trust and care too much And sometimes wonder Why I dare to crave that human touch even after he lied. ©Sonya D. Free October 3, 2007

Troubled Times
There comes a time in our life when we don't understand why things happen the way they do But God knows You see I know this because that time is now for me I cannot understand or see with my own eyes Because I have to trust in God to show me the way and to be my conscience He is my eyes and my guidance He will show me and lead me in the right direction I feel lost, but I know God will find my way I feel broken, but I know God will mend I want things to happen now, but I know I have to be patient I have given my life to Christ and I know that He is my forever friend! Sonya D. Free ©Sonya D. Free February 1996 I wrote this poem during a very troubled time in my life. I then submitted it to poetry.com where it was honored and published in Great Poems of Today by the Poetry Guild. I dedicated this to my dad, who had committed suicide in August 1997 when the book was released.

New Year’s Reflections
Looking back on the months gone by, As a new year starts and an old one ends, We contemplate what brought us joy, And we think of our loved ones and our friends. Recalling all the happy times, Remembering how they enriched our lives We reflect upon who really counts, As the fresh and bright new year arrives. And when I/we ponder those who do, I/we immediately think of you. Thanks for being one of the reasons I'll/We'll have a Happy New Year!

Competition
hi, i am in a race with someone here on fubar. we are racing on leveling up. i am behind 15,000 points. Please help me by rating my photos and spreading the word. thank you to everyone that helps me to win

Stuttering Kitty
A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students."Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler who lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty went 'Fffff,Fffff, Fffff'... and before he could say "Fuck," the rottweiler ate him!"

Too Funny !!!!!
HOW SMART IS YOUR RIGHT FOOT? I could not believe this!!! Just try this. It is from an orthopedic surgeon This will boggle your mind and you will keep trying over and over again to see if you can outsmart your foot, but, you can't! It's pre-programmed in your brain! 1. WITHOUT anyone watching you (they will think you are GOOFY......) and while sitting where you are at your desk in front of your computer, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles. 2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction. I told you so!!! And there's nothing you can do about it! You and I both know how stupid it is, but before the day is done you are going to try it again, if you've not already done so. Send it to your friends to frustrate them too

General Stuff...
Things in General that we do not want to deal with but we do just cause because of Whom We Are. Why Do things and or People have to change in a Relationship.? The 4 Big Things that We need to make things go Right.... 1.)Trust, First and Close 2.)Honesty, Telling the Truth is Good 3.)Friendship, This is good because u always have to beable to talk outside of relationship 4.)Conversation, If U cant talk after sharing everything else, U should not be Together I (myself) have been in the dating scene and Married Scene for 15 yrs, And have 2 Beauitful Children whom I love with all my Heart. And if they were not here I dont think that I would really excist any other way else. I had my Daughter at 22 and my Son at 27. The Man Whom Came into My Life While I waz Pregnant with my Son Is a Great Man. I really dont get how Men are in Life. They Tell Us that they are looking 4 the Ideal Woman and when they come Across her, That is all they Do Look Across and walk away, But If th

Dust In The Wind
I close my eyes Only for a moment, then the momen't gone All my dreams Pass before my eyes, a curiosity Dust in the wind All they are is dust in the wind Same old song Just a drop of water in an endless sea All we do Crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see Dust in the wind All we are is dust in the wind, ohh Now, don't hang on Nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky It slips away And all your money won't another minute buy Dust in the wind All we are is dust in the wind All we are is dust in the wind Dust in the wind Everything is dust in the wind Everything is dust in the wind The wind

Hate Me!!
I was told I was the most hated woman on Fubar due to a friend of mine!! Hate me or love me either way you are thinking about me. Why can't you ask me the questions if you want to know something instead of hating on me. All the advice I can give you dumb ass haters is, "Don't hate the player hate the game". This bitch knows how to play the game and play it well. So, all yal haters back the fuck off of me. More eComments

My Link To Contest/giveaway Please Help Me
THE KING OF FUBAR ARE COMING DOWN THE RED CARPET! SHOW STOPPER AND THE SEXIEST MEN ONLINE BAR! HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS FOR THE 30TH AT 7 PM...................! AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR_ Music Video:BRING EM OUT (by T.I.)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone CONTESTANT # 1 CONTESTANT # 2 CONTESTANT # 3 CONTESTANT # 4

Do You Want To Own Me
FUBAR AUCTION IS NOW OPEN MIN BID IS 100,000 FU BUCKS HIGHEST BID WINS AUCTION RUNS 1 WEEK ALL CASH VALUE BIDS CONVERTED TO FU BUCKS $1= 50000 fu bucks $5=250000 fu bucks $10=500000 fu bucks $20=1000000 fu bucks $50=2500000 fu bucks $100=5 million fu bucks What Im offering is 100 11's during that month(during HHs) Rating Stash & Photos Daily Comment Personalised Graphics including animations Owned by ..... on my name A link to their page from my page A weekly pimp out Plus anything else I can think of at the time

New Year
Well, I thought this would be a good.. first blog.. Well first off .. I am always stressed and worrying about this and that.. well.. I am hoping to start off my new year and every you after that good.. I am tired of relationships where i am always being bitched at and told its over then told its not ... its fucks with my brain.. which don't need any more fucking with.. I don't need to end up in stress center ( mental hospital) I just want that one special person to love me and me to love her... (true love) .. I am pretty sure i have found that person.. but how my luck things always tend to not work.. idk if its my disorders or what but.. i am not going let this special person go.. we can work through anything and everything that is thrown are way.

Ideal Man?
Ok, ladies - so what is your ideal man? You can only choose from the following traits 1)Muscular, fit, strong, arogant, hard headed 2)Intelligent, funny, but a bit shy 3)Talk the talk, charismatic, well hung 4)Passionate, good natured, not too attractive 5)Attractive, un-kind, selfish, but loaded 6)Sarcastic, cruel, very successful, a looker 7)Massive willy, ugly face, unsucessful 8)Dyanamic, go getter, own man, sporty 9)Health mad, conservationist, artist 10)Life saver, no time for you, caring

Grrr
so today i'm attending the rosary at the funeral home and then tomorrow is the thing itself. i made a collection of songs that she loved and ones that i felt appropriate and i'll hand them out to family members later i guesss... hmmmm... new years... i dunno if i'm doing my annual getting plastered at the space needle... too much i think... but man do i want to... btw, does anyone know when the paain from the tooth is suppposed to end????

When You Thought I Wasnt Looking
When You Thought I Wasn't Looking When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a stray cat, and I thought it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I knew that little things are special things. When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer, and I believed there is a God I could always talk to. When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me goodnight, and I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes, and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's all right to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared and I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked... and wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking.

Help Me Win!!!!!!!
OK so I made a bet... that I could level before my friend does... I need your help!!! I know a few of you have already helped and I appreciate it!! I will be making it to your page to return the love... HOWEVER, I am not getting points fast enough!! lol I need MORE help!!! Thanks so much who have already helped. It means the world to me... Please remember to rate my stash as well... I HAVE to win this!!! I REFUSE to lose!! There is soooo much at stake! Love you guys! My friends are the BEST!!!!

Updated King List
THE KING OF FUBAR ARE COMING DOWN THE RED CARPET! SHOW STOPPER AND THE SEXIEST MEN ONLINE BAR! HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS FOR THE 30TH AT 7 PM EST...................! AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR_ Music Video:BRING EM OUT (by T.I.)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone CONTESTANT # 1 CONTESTANT # 2 CONTESTANT # 3

In A Funk!
So, I have been in a funk lately. Trying to get myself out of this black hole that I somehow seemed to drop in. Not even sure how I got here but I am looking for some inspirational or uplifting phrases I can say to myself to get me out of here. I did some Googling on the net and found the following (not sure who said these otherwise I would quote them): 1. If I have the courage to begin, I have the courage to succeed. 2. I may not be there yet, but I am closer than I was yesterday. 3. Heal the Past. Live the Present. Dream the Future. 4. Some people think it’s holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it’s letting go. 5. Strength. Compassion. Courage. Wisdom. 6. Difficult things take a long time, impossible things a little longer. 7. Know your Self. See your Self. Accept your Self. Be your Self. 8. SWAT: Surrender, Willingness, Acceptance, Trust 9. Change your thoughts, and you change your world. 10. The power within me is greater than any fear

Whats Your Sign? -virgo For Me
Mine is true......Is yours??? GEMINI -HARD LOVER (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. good personalities. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Normally not a Fighter, but will if neccessary. Someone loves them right now. LIBRA- THE PIMP (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CANT TOUCH (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.

I'm Back
Okay for all my true friends. I am back on fubar again. I have alot of family issues with my baby boy and alot of hater issues on here. So i took a little break. I missed my true friends alot and i hope you all will welcome me back I have some kick ass family on here and love the shit out of you!!!!

New Year Resolution For 2008
I HAVE DECIDED THAT THIS YEAR I WILL NOT BE SAYING WHAT I WANNA DO OR WANT FOR THE NEW YEAR BC EVERY YEAR I SAY A NEW YEAR RESOLUTION OUT LOUD TO MY FAMILY AS A TRADITION DURING DINNER AND I NEVER FOLLOW THRU OR SOMETHING STOPS IT FROM COMING TRUE. SO IF N ONLY IF I DECIDE TO MAKE ONE I WILL KEEP IT TO MYSELF AND GOD WILL ONLY KNOW ITS NOT BEING NEGATIVE ITS JUST KEEPING IT TO MYSELF N HOPE IT DONT GET JINXED LOL..BUT I WILL DO WHAT I CAN TO MAKE O8 GREAT FOR MYSELF N I WANT TO WISH MY FAMILY N FRIENDS A HAPPY NEW YEAR N HOPE EVERYOJNE HAS A GREAT ONE FULL OF LOVE N MONEY N RESPECT N WHAT NOT GOD BLESS N BLESSED BE LOVE TESS AKA KATHY

Gay
My Secret ...: no, fiance clicked on it. i shut it down. , guess what..........you are gone now thanks for dropping by and have a wonderful day ->Psychowolf...: but you clicked on it, after i sent you a ripped open rectum. Thats AWESOME< lmao My Secret ...: no, it started and i shut it down. just cus you are sick and need help doesn't mean i do. ->Psychowolf...: you looked, didnt you, YES? My Secret ...: if you send me shit like that again i'm blocking you. why would you think i want to see that? ->Psychowolf...: 4girlsfingerpaint.com... My Secret ...: geee, i needed to see that thanks. ->Psychowolf...: goatse.cz... My Secret Sex Toys -Co-Owner and Iron Mistress of Diamonds and Ice Radio~ Kneel and Beg Slaves!!@ fubar

Sipped
I want to be sipped like a fine wine, with every drop savored until the last clinging moment of reluctant release. I want to be held up to the light and swished gently, to display all my different hues and how they shine when the sun hits them just right. I want my aroma to be drawn in with a delicate sniff, so my scent softly flavors the taste buds. I want to be enjoyed. I want to be digested. But instead, every time my cup over flows, I am greedily gulped, devoured in a giant swallow. I will not be consumed only to be dissipated. I want the memory of every mouthful to stay fresh on the tongue, savored until the last clinging moment of reluctant release. I want to be sipped like a fine wine, and I won’t be feasted upon until I can be tasted.

The Drive
The whir of the car motor the only thing I hear miles and miles fly by The clear of the night can't strip the smoke screen in my heart. The rubber of tires wears a slow path North As I leave my heart South, South, South. Dim light from the dash casts a warm glow that doesn't quite reach... I turn the radio on just to let it play a gentle balm The speedometer reflects The urgency of a love gone awry The gravel beneath the tires leads me back home; This time, and now, it's for me.

A Story That Was In My Head.....
Well, one night it was nice and the weather was just perfect. You decided to go for a drive in your truck. You pull up next to a woman wearing all black sitting in a nice mustang. She is wearing a short skirt, thight highs and at the top was some lace and as you looked you could feel your manhood move and get harder with every inch of looking at this woman. You slowly move your eyes back up and see she has a plunging neckline on and it is showing her very plump breasts. You can't help but start to rub your manhood there in your jeans. You can't see the womans face and you want to so badly....so just as you get ready to day something to her....the light changes and she drives off......You decide to follow her.....She drives fast and this turns you on even more.....She finally pulls over into a parking lot and gets out.....you see she is beautiful to the point of breath taking and you want her badly! She goes into this bar and you wonder " Should I go in?" then you say to yourself " Fuck

Love, Existance?
Honestly I lost faith in love, may be awhile before i can really love again. I got married at 19 (big mistake) and met him at 17. Now i'm 24 and getting divorced. The first time he brought it up was only AFTER we had sex for two days straight, and on the same day of having sex he asks for a divorce. First he tells me it's been a month, then later he changes his mind saying "it's been 2 yrs i've been wanting to leave you" So in other words he used me, to take care of him, to give him sex and to help further his career. This is not a man to be with ladies, stay away from him! Not only that he gave me two weeks of space and expected me to JUMP to the divorces papers and get them filed immediately. 2 weeks of space is apparently enough time for him, not me. I needed more time to relax and get my mind straightened up. I was so messed up in the head because of the whole divorce that I let things sleep and he screwed me out of things. I know it's petty, but he took BOTH the

Guys = Confusing
I just don't understand guys and what they are thinking. I know I am not goin to find my next guy on here or any other website. But if I show you alot of attention I am into then I hope you do the same, if your not into me let me know. If I am not showing that much attention then I don't want anything from you but maybe a friendship. I just dont know how to read guys and what they want, I know some voice what they want but it does me no good if it's not felt the same way back to you. I can't help if I don't click with someone, but if I say let me get to know you then let me. Don't push something on me or I will back off and not let you in because you are making thing uncomfortable for me. I just need to vent.

Against Child Abuse!!!
This is something that i was sent that i think everyone should read. This is happening in homes around the world please read and lets stop this!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to

My New Year's Resolution
2007 was an eye opening year for me, I finally grew some balls and did some shit that made life a little easier. I finally got off the unemployment line and lost some weight. That's cool. I felt I took some steps back, and I haven't been more stressed or depressed than I am right now. With that I made some reaolutions for the next year, 2008 Resolutions 10. Spend less time on the net, well having a job cut my net time already, but it is time for me to go back out in the real world again, do things that make me happy. 9. Lose more weight, my goal is to lose 50lbs by 2009, and I will go to the extreem to do so. With that, it includes a strict diet and a rough exercise regiment, fact is, I hate the way I look and I am going to do all I can to change my outer appearance. 8. I want to have my own car and place by 2009 by any means neccesary. 7. Back to my appearance I am putting more emphasis on my wardrobe, I'll explain that later on. 6. Purchase a gun. I want a 38 specia

Contest
best smile contest will start jan 5th send me the link of the pic you want in it winner will receve a 3month vip or month blast second prize ticker pack OR 7 day blast third prize one day blast first to 20,000 coments gets a big pimpen gift and 20,000 fubucks rules coment bombing is alowed and you can coment bomb your slef so have fun DJ FAUST

I Think You Willfind This Intresting
Very interesting, read until the end..... It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): 'Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.' Here are some men and women who mocked God : John Lennon (Singer): Some years before, during his interview with an American Magazine, he said: 'Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, Today we are more famous than Him' (1966). Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil ): During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency. Sure he got the votes, but he got sick a day before being made President, then he died . Cazu za (Bi-sexual Brazilian composer, singer and poet): During A show in Canecio

Fubar Party
Hey I have a great idea maybe someone has came up with it before but I think fubar should have a real party have one big get together for all memebers in one big city and have drinks and what not. book a hotel for a couple of nights or weekend and have a good time each member could bring a friend Im sure it would be cheap if they said it was a group meeeting or class reunion Let me know if yall think this is kool holla back at ur boy

More Drama
[7:30pm] So to add specific dates re: my previous blog... Dec 30th 2006 - little brother's car accident Feb 24th - molestation and attempted rape... also went to the police. had my mom call me a slut b/c I had bruises all over me, and she had no idea what happened to me, or hesitated to cry b/c I hadn't been home all day :( March 2nd - started seeing a therapist b/c of the situation. hey the govt offered it July - met my future fling August 24th - hooked up for the 1st of many times, until it led to drama! Sept 20th - ended my fling Oct - drama from my fling's ex Sept & Oct - drama from this chick at work who like(d)/(s) him Oct - met a guy I liked, but he sort of got scared b/c he fell for me, so I guess he ran away like a pussy... yup I said it! Nov - hooked up with my bff, because he moved far far away Nov 11th - went to my crush's house for the 1st time. We had our own fun, but he's the same guy that I mentioned who ran away like a pussy, and we didn't e

C-phone
Hey. My phone committed suicide yesterday(12/29), and the screen went white on me. I took it in this mornin around 11c/12e. They gave me a new phone (identical to my last). I still have all my contacts and what not, but I lost all my text messages and sounds and ringtones. Soooo.... If you sent me anything within the last 24 hours I didnt get it and im sorry. I would also appreciate any sound text messages to be sent to my phone. I need new ones. Much Love. B.Ninja P.S. Thanks for all the birthday stuff you guys rock!

Karma
People generally suck. Your next reincarnation is no different. He'll probably be a shitbag. Why would anybody resist fun and enjoyment so that some asshole stranger in the future can be born into a good life? Just because we have the same soul doesn't make us friends. He can earn his own god damn karma. I'm going to do what I want and kill whatever creatures I want and treat the universe like the shit harvest it is. It's so stupid when girls are like, "Don't harm that spider, it's a living thing." What else am I gunna do? Harm a dead thing? It's so annoying, I hate it. So I grab the spider and rip its legs off. And I use the legs to make a tally of how much I hate whoever idiot is trying to preach compassion on me. People are like, "Don't dropkick that ferret, it'll give you bad karma." I know for a fact that I'm going to die and be reincarnated into a shitbrick loser who laughs at sitcoms and wears Frank Zappa shirts. Why should I ruin my life for that ass? In fact, I'm

A Death In The Night (((((first Attempt At A Story Poem)))))
The cold air grows thick with a stench of rotting decaying flesh What have they done? I ask the darkened midnight sky As I step over the disembodied head that lays before me Today was my first day on the job and I was hoping it would go smothly A few speeders and drug busts was what I had expected But that wasnt so, I was to find out how wrong I truly was I had gotten a call from a young girl named Jill And she told me of the scene in which she and her friend Jack had found Such a bloody disturbing mess she had described to me So I came over as quickly as I could, making good time If Id have to guess at how quickly it took for me to show up there Id say it was only a matter of minutes No more then ten Im sure So here I am on this dark and gloomy night The pale glow of a full moon lays its gaze upon me Along with the stares of the nighttime creatures The scene in which I am seeing before me horrifys me ever so All of the blood and gore from the bodies And how mudilated

Love Sucks
What were you thinking when you left me behind? I mean are you deaf, dumb, or blind? I have questions that I have yet got the answer to. I called you on it a little over a month ago, you pretended ,but you knew. We started off as friends talking for hours with almost no end. You were different from all the rest, in my eyes you were amazing, truly the best. You treated me with so much respect unlike all the others, more then just a lover. You were brought up to treat people right and all of this I give thanks to your mother. You have the most gorgeous eyes, a nice smile, and lips that were wonderful to kiss. I sit here and reminisce, I can't believe how much that I miss. We did so much together, dinner, movies, quadding, and the hockey game where I had so much fun. You had me believing that I had finally found the one. You were the best that I ever had, you took me places that I had never gone before. I just don't understand why I can't come to gri

End Of The Year Blog
As we look back over the year just gone, it has been a good year to the extent that we have put good thoughts, good words, and good deeds into it. None of what we have thought, said, or done need be wasted. Both the good and the bad experiences can be profited by. In a sense, the past is not entirely gone. The result of it, for good or evil, is with us at the present moment. We can only learn by experience and none of our experience is completely wasted. We can humbly thank God for the good things of the year that has gone.

Pain
The pain will never go away; The wound will never heal. The evil that was done to you Is now your eyes, your heart. The black will never turn to gray; The blood will not congeal. The violence is never through; The past does not depart. Time will merely make you whole, Consuming what you are: Part sufferer, part comforter, Part victim, part new song; Part mother of an angry soul, Part child of despair, Part witness and part conqueror Of all that did you wrong.

How To Wash A Cat!
1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a "power-wash" and rinse". 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off. 9. Both the commode and the cat will be sparkling clean. ! Sincerely, Dog

2008
so, this coming new year will be a huge step in my life... I'll be getting married in May!! I still can't believe it to be honest but he's a great fella =) my new years resolution this coming year will be to continue to lose weight, be happy, find a better paying job, be a good wife, and simply live life to the fullest. meet new friends and love life! what about you?!

New Calender Year
Just wanted to wish you all a Blessed New Calender Year! I hope everyone has a great time tomorrow night and please be safe! I'll be spending it with my sister and her husband, as it is their anniversary of 9yrs. They want me to preside over renewal of their vows, for their next anniversary. That will be a first for me. I also want to take a moment and thank everyone for their ratings and stopping by, just to say hello ;) See you all next year! lol ~May the Powers that Be, bless you and bless me~

Some People
Some people are just idiots! I was at work yesterday and got into an argument with one of these tards that work here. I thought this guy was a friend, guess I was wrong. Anyways he said a couple of things that to me shows, that he is nothing more than uneducated, unenlightened, backwater trash! He called me a faggot and a queer; I hear this all the time because of my piercing. WTF. Just because I like poking holes in my skin does not mean I am gay! I have not been gay nor have I ever been interested in being that way! If you are that way then you are that way, that’s up to you does not bother me. But I get this shit all the time here. I have never met so many people who are concerned about somebody’s sexually. I hear shit like “you like guys don’t you?” I hate to tell these idiots, I have had more pussy than all of them put together! If you ask me, there looking for a date, cause there the one’s who need to come out of the closet. I even had to put up with that shit from a doctor! When

Love Can Hurt You
Her head is down, Face to the wind, And she walks with determined steps. Early this morning her whole world fell apart, And now she needs some time to see what’s left. Who is it who knows the emptiness, Brought on when love departs without warning, And takes with them all that you are; For you trusted, Because that’s what you thought love was about, And you gave the best of all that you are, And thought that you were getting it in return, And even if it wasn’t everything that you had hoped for, It was still the best it could be, Or so you thought, Until this morning, When love walked unexpectedly out the door. Now there is no equilibrium, And that’s why her steps are determined. Coat collar upturned against the wind, Sunglasses so they won’t ask questions. She has a gaping hole, Where her heart used to be, And maybe that’s why it’s so hard to breathe. He’s gone, And she knows he’s not coming back. The promises - Just that, Wor

Thirteen Goals Of A Witch
I. Know yourself II. Know your craft III. Learn IV. Apply knowledge with wisdom V. Achieve balance VI. Keep your words in good order VII. Keep your thoughts in good order VIII. Celebrate life IX. Attune with the cycles of the Earth X. Breathe and eat correctly XI. Exercise the body XII. Meditate XIII. Honor the Goddess and God

I'm Gonna Be A Mommy!!
I'm Soo Excited. I Just Got Some Of The Best News... 2 Days Before Christmas I Found Out That I'm Pregnant. I'm Currently 5 Weeks And 2 Days Along. I Can't Wait Till My Baby Starts To Grow Bigger And I Can Feel It Move... Its Soo Amazing To Know You Have A Little Itty Bitty Baby Growing In You. Its Just Insane Timing With My Grandpa Just Passing Away Not Too Long Ago.. And Theres All The Sudden A Trace Of A New Life, I Guess The Sayings Right "When One Leaves Another Enters" Or However It Goes. But This Baby's My Familys Joy. Amazingly They Are All Super Psyched About It.... Its Still Hard To Believe That I'm Gonna Be A Mommy

Precious Pain - Melissa Etheridge
Everybody's got a hunger No matter where they are Everybody clings to their own fear Everybody hides some scar Precious pain Empty and cold but it keeps me alive I gave it my soul so that I could survive Keeping me safe in these chains Precious pain Everybody's got a reason To abandon their plan How can I think of tomorrow With my sorrow in hand Precious pain Empty and cold but it keeps me alive I gave it my soul so that I could survive Keeping me safe in these chains Precious pain Each road that I walk down Reminds me of you This whole town is haunted There'll never be anything new Precious pain Empty and cold but it keeps me alive I gave it my soul so that I could survive Keeping me safe in these chains Precious pain

Top 10 Reasons Witches Don't Worship Satan
Top 10 Reasons Witches Don't Worship Satan 10. Scorch marks on the furniture whenever Satan manifests 9. Not even Lysol can mask the smell of brimstone 8. Hard to keep the flaming goat skulls lit 7. Decreased availability of blonde virgins 6. Blood stains from the sacrifices are *impossible* to get out of the carpet 5. Wailing of the damned souls in Hell keeps the neighbors awake 4. The cats keep attacking Satan's tail, which annoys him 3. Repeated stooping motions for administering the "Kiss of Shame" difficult on the older coven members 2. Demons smell even worse than brimstone 1. It's impossible to worship something that doesn't exist!

2007
so yes this year has been nothing but crazy for me at the start of this year i laid in the arms of the man i thought i was gonna merry i was full of hope to but doubted i would ever get the schocolarship for school yet i tried anyways i was living in a house with my monther now the impact of a few chances will change me forever wont they i memeber when i got the new i got my scholoarship i also memeber when my faincee tossed the ring at me and i gave it back to him told him to ask proper he slipped it in my bag i really should have know better when i found it he asked me proper had i not mis read this act alot of time and pain could have been avoided i wont forget what it feels like to shortly there after telling all ur friends an family b/c dispite the fact he asked me in the summer and then had the ring for xmas i never told anyone with otu the rin i wanted them to think good things of him ... but yes back to that bad feeling ... of when he told me i didnt

Happy New Year
I just wanna wish eveybody a warm, safe, happy and prosperous new year. Please be safe tonight if you go out, I dont want to lose any of my friends :) Always remember for 2008...Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably and never regret anthing that made you smile. Send to all the people you love and care for, & dont want to lose in 2008, even me...Enjoy your last day of 2007 Love * naughtiness always... ~Always~ Evil CntryGoth

Devine Madness. 2
Ears now hear the silence. Shimmering vibrations, Overwhelming. Such a void. Sweet the scent, not of the mind: But softly emanating from the ruffles buoyed. Upon a treasured pillow You bequeathed the smiles of love. A shadow, Parting the minds of madness, entering the garden cloyed. Twisted frames hold mellow peaks, If you seek, Is only then, you'll find The step by step to madness Is the step, by step, divine. By GoldenRaven thank you for the inspiration

Happy New Year Everyone...
Not got time to go through all my friends and fans to say happy new year to all as dont get much time online these days, lol. So, hope you don't mind me wishing you all everything you desire for 2008 this way. Happy New Year Comments Happy New year Evenrybody and I hope you get all you desire for 2008, and if it's me, you know where I am lol :P Be well Angel of Sin

Never Fade
Whatever you fully experience, you never need to leave behind. Whatever you worry about losing, you never did have to begin with. Without change, life would not exist. With every change is the opportunity to become more fully alive. The days and weeks and years come to an end. And yet it is always now. The artifacts and remnants that you associate with the good times will fade and rust and decay, eventually to disappear. Yet the goodness and joy of the authentic experiences will grow ever stronger. There is no reason to be sad about the fact that time has passed. There is every reason to find joy in the real treasures that you will always retain from that time. Learn to quickly let go of the meaningless, superficial things that will soon be gone anyway. Invest your spirit and your experience in the timeless values that you know will never fade. -- Ralph Marston

Ode To You
"Ode to You" For all of those special souls that have earned a place in my heart...THIS IS FOR YOU! I put our connection into words. Happy New Year! ************************************************* My back arches, shoulder blades spread & my empty hole closes tightly around your absence. My neck writhes at the meer memory of your touch. Hot on my skin, electric pulses burn your name into my flesh. You are here. My chest opens and my arms extend to find you....hundreds, thousands of miles away...but I do....find you. You're etched into my heart. I love you all! Copywritten 2008

Thank You Everyone
Thank you for all the happy birthday wishes and the fubar presents.. I had an awesome fucking birthday the best ever!Except the busted lip my son gave me lol.. You guys are the best! I got a new camera for christmas but have yet to figure out how to get the pictures off my camera.. As soon as I do there will be more NSFW pictures hehe!!!! I hope everyone has a wonderful New years!

Goodbye 2007
- For those whom I just met this year... I'm glad I met you guys!!! Your existence somehow changed my life... - For those whose friendship never fade... our friendship will be a stuff of legend... - For those whom I've hurt and whatever ways...I'm sorry... - For those who used to be my fiends but for some reasons just can't stay, thanks for becoming a part of my life... THANK YOU for touching my life in ways you may never have knwon. My happiness and wealth are not in material things, but in knowing that i'm blessed with a life that has brought me people whose lives have graced mine and whose lives I can only hope to have touched. I thank God for his priceless blessings - friends like YOU.. WISHING YOU ALL A PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR! (",) _dYaNiKa_

Because She Would Ask Me Why I Loved Her
If questioning would make us wise No eyes would ever gaze in eyes; If all our tale were told in speech No mouths would wander each to each. Were spirits free from mortal mesh And love not bound in hearts of flesh No aching breasts would yearn to meet And find their ecstasy complete. For who is there that lives and knows The secret powers by which he grows? Were knowledge all, what were our need To thrill and faint and sweetly bleed? Then seek not, sweet, the 'If' and 'Why' I love you now until I die. For I must love because I live And life in me is what you give.

Cancer Is Gone
So teh cancer is gone!!! I am don ewith CHemo!!! This was the best Christmas present I could have asked for !!!! What a great way to start the new year!!!WOOHOO!! Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers that were sent out...I appreciate them an know that they kept me going! Much Love, Tiffany

Here N Now
Well it is interesting do people live in the real world or in this cyber world that we love to be in I am not knocking it and I spend a huge amount of time online but is it ruining our our normal lives? Sometimes I wonder and others I think no it isnt We all have a life away from the computer that doesnt involve work well I do anyway Been on fubar about a month now and am really enjoying it lots of new people to chat to and nice to know that there are people out there in the big wide world that are like me and are also open to new things lol

Thinking
IM NOT SURE IF PEOPLE REALLY SEE THE MEANING OF THIS PLACE..I NOTICE I HAVE 7500 FRIENDS AND YET ONLY A FEW TO TALK TO.THE ONES WHOM HAVE SHOUTED ONLY WANT ONE THING AND THAT IS NSFW PICS.IM WONDERING WHERES THE FRIENDSHIPS HERE?WHY IS IT JUST SEX?POINTS?OR BEING A BITCH BECAUSE U CAN.I KNOW IM NOT THE GREATEST PERSON BUT IM TIRED OF NOBODY TRUELY SEEING THE MEANING HERE AND THINKING ITS ALL SEX ITS NOT.ITS SUPPOSED TO BE ABOUT FRIENDS AND I TRY TO HAVE DECENT FRIENDS WHOM ARE IN MY FAMILY THE OTHERS MAINLY JUST WANT NSFW. DONT GET UPSET IM JUST RAMBLING LOL

Last Night
I have written over a situation that has been going on with my friend.It all started with a comment war game we played one evening.The entry was called A little game played yesterday. I know it is New Years Eve and I have already posted one entry this morning. Last night these games or drama some call it came to a head.Peoples feelings got hurt.I don't believe it is to any fault of mine.I have said this to many times since it all started that we were just friends.I have not hidden that I think he is very attractive and that I am attracted to older men. Since this person could not verbally attack me on my site because of the settings I have on my profile,she chose to do it on his.Out of haste I responded back and then tried my best to smooth all of this over. I have never in my life seen such hatred and disrespect as I see it here on Fubar. This bares to be repeated once again. If you are not married to him or have a off line relationship with this person it isn't a relationsh

Drowning
I’m drowning in my pain, Each day brings sadness and rain. Rain pouring down and slowly covering me Should I give up and give in Should I fight and try to win Where should I go from here The only option I see is down Down into the depths of darkness There is no light where I reside My one choice is to hide Hide from the pain, the trouble, the love I am lying here in the crimson blood It pours on from me slice after slice I crave the pain to know that I still live Still breathe, still….live I put on a smile and everyone believes I am happy I have finally healed and come out of this depression But they were wrong I don’t dwell among the living or dead I am trapped in the darkness that no one understands Fake smiles and enormous pain are all I know

Drama Queen Esq
DRAMA QUEEN ESQ There is a woman (and I use that word loosely) who is the queen of fubar drama. My 4 year old daughter was playing on my pc and I was not logged on to fubar at all. While I was playing on my 360 and my kid was on my computer the psycho above claims I created numerous fake accounts and shouted her and left nasty comments on her page. I must have been doing this through some sort of osmoses. Yes at one point in time she was on my family list and I have even talked to her on yahoo. Now for someone (her) who doesn't show private pics (she is not that type of person) why would she send me pics of her T and A and crotch without my asking to see them? She claims I am on an ego trip...well if I am such an ass why in hell does she have like 10 pics and morphs that I have made for her on her page still? Normally if someone has pissed me off to the point that she has written blogs calling me a bully, I would remove all things made for me from my page...would

2007.. And Looking Ahead
I'm determined to make 2008 a positive year. 2007 was pretty crappy. I think with 2007 I started off on such a low after Carrie's games that I just never got back on my feet. I felt lost from the beginning.. lost and confused. The trouble was that I continued the trend throughout the year. I was distracted from work and from life itself. Towards the end I found a best friend, one that was a real life best friend, I thought. How that story ends is something yet to be seen. While there were so many failures in 2007, adversity makes a person grow stronger if they face it and learn from it. So what can I change in 2008? Well at times I think being more cautious in trusting people would be a start, I don't think it will happen. That's just who I am.. I believe in people. And I forgive. But maybe what I can do is take those things that happen, deal with them better and then put them aside. I worry too much about fixing things. But one cannot fix things when it takes 2 to fix

Happy New Year!!!!
Happy New Year everyone. It has been a rather rough year for me, well not the entire year, just the last several months because of my boys. They have put me and my husband through a lot with school and getting into trouble. It is fixable so I will not worry about it too much. They just need to be put back on the right track. I started this fubar thing back in February of this year when it was Cherrytap. It seemed like once they changed the name, some of the fun left with the name. I had to change my entire profile and start all over again because of a psycho but it was for the better. Having a 100 friends vs 3,500 friends is much nicer. The most important thing that this site has brought to me is......Martin. We have a very special relationship and hopefully some day we will meet, it is inevitable. Whether it be in this life or the afterlife. I have also met some other special people as well and have become close friends with them. Kim, Melissa, Jade, and Bart to n

Priceless
So Are You Getting Drunk On New Years Ok My Fubar Friends Are You Getting Drunk Tonight Or Are You Playing That Sober Role Oh I Can’t Drink Because I Don’t Know When To Stop I Just Finish Rehab LoL Ha Ha He-He ! $ PRICELESS $ Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Betrayed By A Friend
Listen, God, to my prayer! Don't reject my request. Please listen and help me. My thoughts are troubled, and I keep groaning becasue my loud enemies shout and attack. They treat me terribly and hold angry grudges. My heart is racing fast, and I am afraid of dying. I am trembling and fear, completly terrified. I wish I had wings like adove, so I could fly far away and be at peace. I would go and live in some distant desert. I would quickly find shelter from howling winds and raging storms. Confuse my enemies, Lord! Upset their plans. Cruelty and violence are all I see in the city, and they are like guards on patrol day and night. The city is full of trouble, evil, and corruption. Troublmakers and liars freely roam the streets. My enemies are not the ones who sneer and make fun. I could put up with that or even hide from them. But it was my closet friendm the one i trusted most. We enjoyed being together, and we went with others to your

God Is In Control
You people may be strong and brag about your sins, but God can be trusted day after day. YOu plan brutal crimes, and your lying words cut like a sharp razor. You would rather do evil than good, and tell lies than speak the truth. You love to say cruel things, and words are a trap. God will destory you forever! He will grab you and drag you from your homes, You will be uprooted and left to die. When good people see this fearsome sight, they will laugh and say, "Just look at them now! Instead of trusting God. they trusted their wealth and their cruelty." But I am like an olive tree growing in God's house, and I can count on his love forever and ever. I will always thank God fo what he has done; I will praise his good name when his people meet.

A Dream Come True
A DREAM COME TRUE Feelings that once were hidden Are now expressed to you. Days that once were stormy Are now the brightest blue. Times that once were lonely Are now filled with pleasure. All that once was mine alone Are now things we both treasure. Nights that once were cold Are now comforting and warm. Fears that once were very real Are now gone with the storm. A heart that once was broken Can now finally mend. A person once alone in life Can now call you a friend. Dreams that once were longed for Are now all coming true. The love I once thought was gone I have now and forever in you

Don't
Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear. Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend. Think of all in life that will be missed because of one small broken promise So, when I put all of my trust deep within you Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do.

!love!
Just something ii wrote last night I love you with all my heart; I long for you when we're apart; I wish I could wipe away all your tears; Look you in your eyes and somehow take away all your fears; I wish I could also take away your pain; Love you in such a way that you will know you have everything to gain; I want to take you in my arms and hold you ever tight; Show you that you're the one I love with all my might; I know in my heart you're the best; There is no comparison to the rest; Being with you makes my heart sing; I believe together we could do anything; I'm ever consumed by your presence; It only takes your essence; The chemistry between us is on fire; My love for you will never tire.

New Unfinished Poem
Darkness Overcomes us as hearts flow together Lovers embrace lips parted As we hold one another Sweetness that is you feels my life with meaning I lose control of myself my sences wildly screeming

Theme For The Coming Year
It's funny how a song can just grab me because it's inspirational or reflects my life at the moment. Welcome to the planet Welcome to existence Everyone's here Everyone's here Everybody's watching you now Everybody waits for you now What happens next? [Chorus:] I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened before Welcome to the fallout Welcome to resistance The tension is here Between who you are and who you could be Between how it is and how it should be [Chorus] Maybe redemption has stories to tell maybe forgiveness is right where you fell Where can you run to escape from yourself? Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go? Salvation is here REL

Loving For The Woman Only
>>> WYOMING COWBOY >>> >>>>On a Transatlantic flight, a plane passes through a severe storm. The >>>>turbulence is awful, and things go from bad to worse when suddenly, one >>>>wing is struck by lightning. One woman really loses it. >>>> >>>>Screaming, she stands up in the front of the plane. "I'm too young to >>>>die," she wails. Then she yells, "Well, if I'm going to die, I want my >>>>last minutes on earth to be memorable! Is there anyone on this plane >>>>who can make me feel like a WOMAN?" >>>> >>>>For a moment there is silence. Everyone has forgotten his own peril. >>>>They all stare, eyes riveted, at the desperate woman in the front of the plane. >>>> >>>>Then a Cowboy from Wyoming stands up in the rear of the plane. He is >>>>handsome, well built, with dark brown hair and brown eyes. He starts to >>>>walk slowly up the aisle, unbuttoning his shirt, one button at a time. >>>> >>>>No one moves. He removes his shirt. Mu

Summary Of The Past Year On My Computer
SUMMARY OF THE PAST YEAR ON MY COMPUTER I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now use a wet towel on every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. I have learned that my prayers only get answered i

My Last Pimpout Of 07....happy New Year
LOOKING BACK So Iam sitting looking at the beginning of a new year...And what i have done in the past year on fubar. First off yes iam celebrating being on here 1 year today, and in that year i have met some of the most amazing ppl i could ever imagine knowing. So to say thanks and name a few i will begin with Dj Jazzy, an amazing friend, wouldnt have been able to make it thru some of the hardest times without him..Dj madman another great friend...Dj Flawless which i know some don't like for whatever reasons i don't care he is an amazing person and friend stuck by me thru some of the craziest times and some of the hardest but either way was always there...Tigg another amazin person that was and still is there for me...Wild Horse always at my beck and call when i needed stuff done...Stevens spoiled me rotten, and another awesome friend....Dj Culprit didnt get to really know him but damn was he there when needed....Dj troublesum the best girl anyone could ask for, i love that chick!...

Differences 'tween A Fuckin' Genuine Redneck And A Jeff Foxworthy Type By Willy
Differences 'Tween a Fuckin' Genuine Redneck and a Jeff Foxworthy Type By Willy Willys cynical thought for the fucking day; This was posted, on dizzay! There is a little of both in us ALL! These kinds of Raps, the fuckin' old meaning no hip hop, at one time, were popular! I remember, in '72 or so, a comic warming up the crowd, before the band I don't remember who, where, or what but this is, roughly a line from, his take on differences "Between Real Hippies and a Mail Order, puters filled a 2 car garage, Hippy!" He said, "Both wear tie died T-shirts but real hippies make their own and wear the dye on their hands for weeks, a Mail Order Hippy buys them, on unshrinkable guaranteed not to fade T-shirts!" I, almost, pissed my fuckin' pants! Looking down on the ink on my hands! I thought, I'll make up a bunch and sell them, no fuckin' problem! Shit I had, still may have, a bunch of them, never sold one! Guess which one I was... Differences 'Tween a Fuckin' Genuine Redneck and a Jef

You Think You Got Problems
The testimony that I'm about to give is about my Mom. I have my own but my mom's is truly God's grace and how he shows how he can work in our lives. In the past three years my Mom has had several serious injuries and illnesses. My mom has always been in a deep walk with God all her life and has been a very spiritual woman. I can’t tell you how many times she has read the Bible through. She attended Bible study on a regular bases and had one on one meetings with our pastor to help her try to understand what God was trying to tell us. I tell you this not to impress you but to try to give you an understanding what she is like. The following is what has happened in the past 3 years. In June of2005 she was at a local store and tripped and fell, resulting in a broken hip. Was taken to the hospital and in 4 weeks was able to leave. But with the hip she could not return to her home and had to give up her car. I moved her in some senior apartments down where I live here in Murrayvill

Packing & Whats Lost...
A helluva lot. They were busy when they were destroying my home. Ive lost way more than what I originally listed. It can be replaced, in time (a whole lotta time) but the thought of someone going through all my things, my children's things just sickens me. Half my clothes and shoes are gone. I'm a little thrifty, but I acquired a lot of very nice shoes and clothes while I was married. They took the ones that cost the most obviously. They pried open my antique trunk (duh lift the latch it opens without being busted open tards) and stole my camcorder, my old digital cam, and my CHECKS! And there sat my old ID, so I'm hoping they go nuts and start writing bad checks everywhere (account was closed as soon as I found out), my only hope of them getting caught. I was a retail manager for many years before I moved to merchandising, so I know all about security tapes and prosecuting people who do this kind of stuff, so I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I never will expec

Collections
I am currently trying to collect lips and tongue ring pics, so if you want to contribute, let me know. Lips pics: Just lips. No half face pics. Tongue licking is a plus. Tongue ring pics: These I want full face pics, with your tongue out, (obv). I have no intention of spanking off to these. It's just a weird obsession. They will be kept in a private folder, not sure yet who gets to see. Thanks to anyone who contributes!

Real Love
A gentle touch falls against your skin A warm breath you feel fall upon you A tingling deep down in your soul These are the things that have drawn you A hand slides along your smooth skin A tender kiss falls against your lips The hand against your thigh now rests Until upward you feel it slowly slip You yearn for this loving touch this day A soul you have found to give yourself too Your body responds to all the sensations You know the love between you is so true A moistness you feel as it seeps From the depth of your body where it hid The fears of making love for the first time Quickly from your whirling mine are rid Rid of all clothing you willingly accept The touching of this lover where you lay A look up into their eyes you now see Feelings they have for you in a special way Your body responds to this moment You open yourself wide for their touch A warm and gentle erotic caress you feel Having longed for this so very much A building of excitement and pressure

The Changes
A touch of frost on waving leaves Against them a cool breeze does blow Trees in color paint the hills Gardens emptied of food that did grow A chill fills the house as I rise Telling me of the seasons change Later now the sun awakens each morn Morning light outlines the mountain range The smell of a wood fire filters in The cozy warmth it will soon bring These are all signs of the season’s change All these and many other things I watch the streets as the day passes Tourists come here from everywhere The beauty of this time of year With these strangers we proudly share Animals bustle looking for food Storing it for the winter ahead The animals ready for the coming cold As summer coats are slowly shed Gardens have been cleaned of their food Ample wares through the winter we will need Blessings given as we bow our heads The emptiness in our stomach we will feed The years end approaches us soon Another year will silently slide by I think of all the seasons I have w

Forever
I have come to the conclusion recently, that forever does not exist. There is the here and now, nothing more, nothing less. To plan "forever" is Craziness. I enjoy this moment I can't promise to enjoy Forever, I will have bad moments, bad days, situations will arise that I do not enjoy. So Right here, right now, i am happy. There is no such thing as forever. That's my conclusion, and personal opinion. Heri, Hodie, Semper SDMF Jamie

Trendy Shit Thats Stupid!
I'm a bitch Girls. Girls who are proud to call themselves 'Bitches' are not bitches. They are stupid twats that try hard to be bitches. Real bitches are the girls who have attitude because they are hot and get away with it. Girls that try to classify themselves as 'bitches' are under the impression that if they label themselves this way, it will mean they will instantly become popular and hot. The same way men wear basketball jerseys around the house in the hope that they will instantly become the next Michael Jordan while watching Miami Vice. 69 Yes, 69 was funny when I was 16 years old but has since become FAR too overused. Sex sells, and idiots are buying It's on clothing, wallets, fucking anything you can imagine. When I saw a bratty 12 year old girls sporting a coat that says 69 thats where I draw the line. I was playing with transformers up until high-school....how can she possibly know what 69 means? She cant.fuck marketing. Plus 69ing sucks........w

The Invisible Ingredient: My Christmas On Food Stamps
The Invisible Ingredient: My Christmas on Food Stamps Here at the end of 2007, after nearly two years of focusing on ministering to people in the Entertainment Industry, it seemed appropriate to look back and consider how I got from there to here. I'd like to share some of my thoughts with you. I can honestly say I have never been more fulfilled in my life. My wife and I are happier than we've ever been, apart from the financial uncertainty of the moment. We have two beautiful children. My three year old son is almost potty trained- Yea! He just has a few accidents now and then. Our precocious daughter is 20 months old, going on 12 years old! She already has a love for new clothes and pretty shoes! For the moment we do have a roof over our heads, although it is pretty frightening every first and fifteenth of the month when the mortgage payments come due. Not to mention the other bills related to being available to help people. I'll mention more about this later. A while back

Natural Selection
Natural Selection Moonlight spills upon this valley, this forest of undying life, A true revision of natures raw form, within this evolving strife, Shadowy leaves drift content and free, solemnly reflecting the warm gaze of the moon, Sliding gracefully between numerous dark branches, darkness rides atop the wind in this forestry dune, Whispers glide wistfully along wind driven lips, passed from a maze of the undergrowth's twisted storm, Giant oaks twisted with arcane knowledge, radiate effervescent warnings of two in human form, Hundreds of exotic shadows turn slowly toward the two, razor thorns appear encircling their bodies like saws, Dimly glowing red, the moss illuminates the dark forest's floor. Shadowy limbs twist into mangled claws. Boots step cautiously along the soft ground, The forest radiating a dark warning for them to see, "This the spot we're clearing on the contract?" Eyes flicker over paperwork a shadowy head nods to agree, H

My Friends
THESE ARE MY FRIENDS ON FUBAR THAT I CARE ALOT ABOUT. THEY HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ME THOUGH EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH. THIS IS RESCUE HE IS A GREAT GUY AND FRIEND. I WISH HIM ALL THE HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD. I WILL BE HERE FOR HIM ALWAYS NO MATTER WHAT. THIS IS DANIEL HE IS IN THE MILITARY OVER SEAS FIGHTING FOR OUR COUNTRY. HE IS IN MY HEART AND PRAYERS EVERYDAY. HE IS A GREAT FRIEND. BE SAFE DANIEL. THIS IS ALBERT HE IS GREAT FRIEND AND I MISS TALKING TO HIM. THIS IS CLAY AND HE WAS MY CT HUSBAND. I MISS HIM AND STILL LOVE HIM. THIS IS TROY HE IS MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD. I LOVE YOU TROY AND I MISS SEEING YOU AROUND TOWN. THIS IS MY FRIEND JUMPMASTER. HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN HERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHEN I NEEDED HIM. HE WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART. THIS IS ASHLEY SHE IS MY SIS AND I LOVE HER. SHE IS A GREAT GIRL TO KNOW. SHE IS MY HERO. THIS IS DJ COWBOY JOE HE IS A AWESOME GUY AND FRIEND. KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK IN YOUR

I Cried
I watched in silence as he struggled down the street. The gloves on his hands were worn and thick calluses had formed where the bare skin met the ground. On his back he carried a metal framed backpack loaded down ith more then he should be able to carry. His arms were now his legs as he swung his body back and forth, using the stubs of his once strong legs as a support. I could see the lines etched over his hardened skin on his face. A large scar ran down the side of his neck. I wondered what kept him going each day as his life had to be harsh. A car suddenly drove past him on the side walk, sending a shower of muddy water over him like he ws not there. I started towards him to lend him a helping hand but he did not wait as he just looked blankly after the car and shook his head. Once again he was moving along the sidewalk, people staring and pointing as he passed them by. I could feel a pain in my heart for this man. I could tell of the pride he had buried deep inside h

No One Cared
He walked quietly down the street, bent over from operations he had suffered through trying to fix damage done to him in combat, as he honorably served his country. A growl came from his empty stomach, having not had anything to eat for over a day. People passing him by stared at him as if he was an alien, someone that did not belong amongst them. The damage to his left leg made it painful for him to walk just one step but he kept on. He refused to give in to his pain and discomfort, hoping that one day something would happen. He clutched to his hope of good fortune, like a scavenger guarding his last morsel, with each breath he took. His caloused hands with wrangeld fingers were covered by a glove with no fingers. The palms of the gloves had been worn out when he had found them rummaging through a garbage dumpster. He had a path that he followed every day, looking for scraps of food, clothing, or anything he could use for comfort. His jacket was the tattered and faded remnant

2008
First let me wish all of you a very Happy and Prosperous New Year and may all your hopes, dreams, wishes and desires be fulfilled in this the new year of 2008. I would also like to take a few moments to thank all of those who have stood by me in what was a very difficult year for me....Guys I love you, respect you and value your friendship above all. I like all of you ams hoping that this year will be a much better year with lots of new ventures and adventures and I hope many many happy days ahead for each and every one of you.......... So all that remains to say is........ HAPPY NEW YEAR

The Campfire
The day had ended and it was time to relax. I grabbed some kindling and placed it in the fire pit. I then reached for three pieces of wood, that would be the main fire and stood them on end. I made sure they stood over the kindling as I prepared to light the night's campfire. The day had been warm and humid, each of us sweating by just walking. We had spent most of the time in the near by river, keeping our bodies cool from the sweltering heat. I pulled out a match and struck it, watching as it sparked to life. The small blaze engulfing the end of it, I watched as I carefully lowered it to the kindling.. I slid the match into the kindling, watching as the smaller pieces started to catch fire. Larger and larger the fire became as a small breeze fanned it gently. I soon heard the crackling of the wood I had placed over the kindling as it was slowly catching on fire. I watched as little sparks bounced up from the fire and disappeared, like the lights of a lightning bug on a wa

Good Bye Mi Love
After 10 years of bing with the love of mi life, She was killed. this is so heard for me and Iam tring to take it day by day. You never know just what you have until it's gone. She was everything to me I cant breath without her. All I can do now is cry. I wish it was me. But I know that she would want me to go on. But how can I when I feel so lost. I cant breath without her. Why did she had to leave me alone in this world? R.I.P. Lisa. I love you!

Contract For 2008
2008 CONTRACT ----- After serious & cautious consideration. .... your contract of friendship has been renewed for the New Year 2008! It was a very hard decision to make. So try not to screw it up!!! My Wish for You in 2008 May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet of $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires ! May happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ........ May 2008 be the best year of your life! (so far)

My Contest Helppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i entered a contest for a 30 day blast a 1 year vip a happy hour and a ticker pack. only problem is i need to get 140000 comments in 16 weeks and i cant do that alone. i need help lol. all i am asking is for a few of my friends and a few of there friend and a few of there friends. lol and so on. just a few comments a day will help. 40-50 comments would be nice 100 would be great even 10 would work. not saying you have to just asking if you would try. would love to have this work for me. i will in return make you a morph or a pic either one. and if you have a contest going i will help you as well. click the link below to go to the picture thanks for the help. Mike

Join The Best Damn Bomber Family On Fubar
Come Join the Fu-Bombers !!! Want to meet some new friends and family? Have you ever thought about joining a bombing family? Since joining the FU-Bombers, I have leveled key values of fam. I have also become very close with some of family members. We are a huge online family and are there to help each other. We are always looking for new family members. Please come check out the FU-Bombers family and read the blog on our main page. If you are interested in joining, send a friend request and be one with the best bombing family around. Here is the link to the family website. What is bombing? Comment bombing means leaving as many comments as you can on a picture. The comments do not have to make sense. Most of our bombers just hit random letters on their keyboards and hit enter. The most effective bombing is done when you just hit a few keys and hit submit and do this until you are out of comments. Click The Picture For Link To Main Page Of the Fu-Bomber Family

The Shower
As we sit and you sip some wine. I lean in to whisper in your ear. I tell you to come with me. I place a blindfold on your eye's and lead you up the stair's slowly.once at the top of the stair's i take you in my arm's and kiss you slowly yet passionately. I take the Blindfold off and you See we are in the bathroom I kiss you and slowly slide my hand's down to the bottom of your shirt and begin to slide it up you raise your arm's and allow me to take it off. Then i turn you around and begin to rub your shoulder's leaning in and kissing the back of your neck. You feel me unhook your bra, slowly running my hands to your breast i slip my hand under the material feeling you take a deep breath as i caress your breast pausing to roll your nipples between my thumb's an forefinger's. Then letting your Bra fall to the bathroom floor. As I Drop the bra to the floor I Begin to unsnap your Jeans slowly you here the zipper oping i bring my hands to either side of your Jeans and slow

Happy New Year Everyone!
Sexy New Years Comments & Graphics Much love 2 all my friends, luv u all! May this new year bring you good health, love & happiness. ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu-GF 2 "Firemanm88" ~*DSC*~@ fubar

How To Decide Who You Will Marry
HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY? (written by kids) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan, age 10 No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille, age 10 No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married. -- Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age) HOW CAN A STRANGER TE LL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori, age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? Dates are for having

Shhhhhhhhhh
Here I am again, Overwhelming feelings A thousand miles away From your ocean home Part of me is near Thoughts of what we were invade The miles that stand between We can't separate Your all I hoped you'd become Sister I see you Dancing on the stage Of memory * * * Complimentary "Sister" Ringtone! * * * Download The Nixons Ringtones Sister I miss you Fleeting visits pass Still they satisfy Reminders of the next Overshadow goodbye Our flames burn as one Sister I see you Dancing on the stage Of memory Sister I miss you All I am begins with you Thoughts of hope understood Half of me breathes in you Thoughts of love remain true [these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com] Here we are again saying goodbye Still we fall asleep underneath the same sky You're all I knew you'd become Sister I see you Dancing on the stage Of memory Sister I miss you Entwined, you and I Our souls speak from across the miles Intertwi

Financial Slavery
W/we all have O/our fetishes from the extreme to the just plain weird. I have to admit that I have more fetishes than most, but the one thing that has never intrigued me in the slightest is financial slavery. It makes no sense to me to fork over hard-earned cash to Someone you hardly know, have never met in person, and probably will never know in person. I can't say I've never bought a gift for a Mistress I've met online. However, if You have received a gift from me, its because You've touched my soul in some special way and not because I've felt obligated to shower You with gifts. I suppose there's a practical reason for my feelings on financial slavery. I think about my future and belonging to that one special Lady and, when that time comes, I want to be able to give Her everything Her heart desires. W/we all have a dream of what W/we want O/our lives to be and, for Her, I want that dream to be a reality. I know some slaves get off on handing their money over to online Dommes.

Is It Over?
I KNOW ALL OF YOU DON'T REALLY KNOW ME OR TALK TO ME ON A DAY TO DAY BASIS, BUT I JUST WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT I AM HERE FOR ONE REASON AND WELL, THE REASON IS TO LIVE A LIFE THAT MEANS MORE TO ME THAT THOUGHS OF EVIL.. I LOVE YOU ALL AND I HOPE YOU ALL GET TO SEE THAT THIS NEXT YEAR WILL BE THE BEST FOR ALL!

Dying Of Lonliness!
have you ever felt like the whole world is against you and you are all alone? that is how i feel right now. nobody cares, everyone plays with your head and your heart, like it's some game. can anyone just be honest? is it possible to be smothered by lonliness? i think so, even in a room of a bunch of people i feel like i am all by myself in a world that has rejected me. I doubt if anyone who reads this actually cares but i am one of those people that just has to write when i feel at my lowest. and i tonight as 2007 comes to an end, so does my feelings that it can't get any worse... hopefully i am proven right and it only gets better as this next year begins

True Friends
True friends what are they. True friends are the ones that are always there for you in when you just need someone to talk to They are there for you when something server has happened like lossing a loved one and when you can not deal with that pain If you loss a family member or a really close friend that has passed on to the next world True friends are there to pull you out of the misery of lossing loved ones True friends are by you side to help and to comfort you in time of need True friends fill in a void that is left after you loss someone To me thats the meaning of a true friend someone who's there for you though thick and thin and can never put it into all the words none to man and women ~ Scorpio 2007 ~

Resolution
On this last day of 2007 like many others I am making my resolution. This coming year will be different. Not cause I’m swearing off alcohol, woman, or any one of my many other vices. No I am not worried about joining a gym and getting into better shape. My resolution is simple… this year I am making sure that I am number 1 in my life. Nothing and no one will derail me from my goals, dreams, or hopes. I have come to see that as of right now my past will not be part of my future any more then the foundation of getting older and hopefully wiser. This season I have more or less kept to myself. If you have heard from me then that’s because I felt you needed to know I’ll be around. If you haven’t then either I think you know I’ll be there or I really could care less about you. Whether you’re reading this or not, in your heart you know which applies. The way I view many things has changed. With my emotions I have to become a bit more heartless. Throughout the years I have

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Amitola Nidawi Needs Something Right Now
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I Kno U All Love Me..i Love U...plz Help...
I'm in an awesome fu-bucks give away and I need as many rates/comments as I can get...would really appreciate all the help I can get...as u all know-I am a good leveler/bomber and will return the love. .ty in advance..HUGGZZ

I'll Never Go Back!!
he always lied to me... he even tried to kill me(emotionally) and now he's begging for me back again well i wont listen im not that worthless i do have my pride i would rather rot in hell then be his sacrifice he will never get the best of me any more ill just go so i'll be happy trying to make me feel guilty for leaving him.. it wont work this time because i dont care any more i will never let myself go back i rather rot in hell

The New Year
THE NEW YEAR IS ALMOST UPON US...NEW THINGS R JUST AROUND THE CORNER...THIS PAST UR WE MADE NEW FRIENDS...LOST A FEW FRIENDS(R.I.P MARSHALL)..LEARNED NEW THINGS..SHARED LAUGHTERS...TEARS...FOUGHT AND LOVED...REGARDLESS HOW 2007 ENDED FOR ANY OF US...ITS ANOTHER CHAPTER CLOSED.....A YEAR TO REMEMBER...AND LEARN FROM......HAPPY NEW YEAR MY FRIENDS

About Ethan
Ethan is now 9 months old and i can't believe that he is growing up so fast. he is almost a year old. I am going to have to be planning a first birthday party soon. It feels just like yesterday he was borned, and that i layed in labor for 21 hours. I can't believe it either. I just wish that he was still a baby. Because he is growing up so fast. I love him so much. he is doing so much new stuff now. He is going to be walking any time now. he is walking around the furniture and everything now. I am so happy that i have a beatiful baby boy.

Simple Tortellini Toss
Simple Tortellini Toss Making this tempting tortellini dish is just as easy as heating up holiday leftovers. Keep it in mind for your many busy weeknights. Credit: Wen Zientek Servings: 2 Ingredients: * 1 small package tortellini * 1 tablespoon minced onion * 1 teaspoon olive oil * 1 tablespoon minced garlic * 3 plum tomatoes, diced * 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese Directions: Cook the tortellini as directed on the package and drain. While the tortellini are cooking, saute the onion in the olive oil in a skillet over medium heat for 3 minutes. Add the garlic and saute for 2 minutes more. Add the plum tomatoes and their juice to the onion mixture. Saute until the tomatoes are soft and deep red in color, about 3 to 4 minutes. Place the tortellini on individual plates. Top with the tomato mixture. Sprinkle the grated cheese over the top. Serve hot. Print this recipe. Where there's pasta, there's Parmesan waiting to be grated on

Yakkin Traps
People talk about other people--It's what we do! Yes... All of us are included in 'we'. It may not be bad things exactly that you say about someone, but yah do it. I have come to understand that this is a natural part of life. Mankind is his own worst enemy! And no!!! The Devil didn't make you do it... Take the time to get to know someone before you start throwing stones... Don't degrade people for what country they come from. Last time I checked, the earth was still all in one piece. So unless you were born on another planet... You are still an earthling!

This Year In A Glance
Well its about to be a new year and I cant believe this one is over all ready I knew it was going to be a long one when I knew then end of my 5 year relationship was coming to a close that should of happened years ago. *Sigh* I tried to stand by my friends so much it started to kill me I feel like I am drowning and there is no turning back. All my friends know that I cherish my friends and it’s so hard to tell the one that means the most to me good-bye. I love him and that’s the hard part. I loved him sense 9th grade. He was my first crush but when he introduced me to Barry Edwards I thought that he had no interest in me. Then I disappeared and he found me last year after 13 years. We went to being friends and I watched him go threw his divorce and I cried at night because of his pain because I though the deserved so much better. Then one night at the end of May he told me that he loved me... I was in shock he said it and disappeared and I kept thinking he don’t mean it he cant how can

Happy New Year
This isn't a copy and paste message,its from the heart. To all my real friends on here,you know who you are,thank you from the bottom of my heart for brightening 2007 for me.It's been my honour to get to know and care about you.I hope you all have a wonderful 2008! OK go away now,thats all the smushy crap your getting from me. I'm serious,go! 8-p HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

New Year's Eve
Okay...it's been an interesting day. I did something a bit different today just for the helluvit. I posted a personal ad on Craigslist. lol... Funny thing is that one guy that I had dated in the past has responded. Too funny. Trying to figure out the perfect way to respond back to him... lol.... Should I say, "Bet I can spook you!", like the gal said to Tom Cruise in Cocktails & Dreams???? lol.... At work we started to get some strange calls and around 5pm it started to be all the drunks. One of the funniest was a gal who called our hotline (supposed to be about domestic violence)who is missing her fiance. He hasn't showed up in 4-5 days; she even had to entertain his family at his home on Christmas Day. Okay, so it could be a very serious matter if he is indeed missing; however, we are a DV hotline and I mentioned ever so gentley to her that "I would love to help you but we aren't a Missing Fiance Hotline". Fortunately, it sounded funny to us both at the same time an

Joke
63 and Pregnant A woman went to the emergency room, where she was seen by a young new doctor. After about 3 minutes in the examination room, the doctor told her she was pregnant. She burst out of the room and ran down the corridor screaming. An older doctor stopped her and asked what the problem was; after listening to her story, he calmed her down and sat her in another room. Then the doctor marched down the hallway to the first doctor's room. 'What the hell's wrong with you?' he demanded. 'This woman is 63 years old, she has two grown children and several grandchildren, and you told her she was pregnant?!! The new doctor continued to write on his clipboard and without looking up said: 'Does she still have the hiccups?'

Husband Store
A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs. She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Lov e Kids. "That's nice," she thinks, "but I want more." So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes t

Life
this has been the tuffest year of my life ..i have made a neww life for myself and worked hard at it if any one says life is hard thay are right so get readt and fight to make something happen .peace to you all

2008
t's 2008, a time to start anew, and there's so much that you can do to make your new year dreams come true. Every day, focus on your many gifts, and share your love and laughter, to give others a lift. Find something extraordinary about every single day, and don't let disappointment stand in the way. Think of the new year as a time of adventure and learning; don't be afraid to follow your dreams, and success will be your earnings. But don't forget to have some fun along the way, and do something special just for you every single day. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!......

New Year
Well the New Year is finally here . Thank God the holidays are over with. Stick to Your New year promises. Knows mine will be better. Ones learn from mistakes and makes them alot better a person. Stronger and wiser as thy say. Hopes to meet a wonderful man very soon.

Do You Believe?
Woohoo Now that I got ur attention .. Im in Heartistics Heart Contest and I do believe I have some wonderful Friends who love me enough to go show me some love and Rate and Leave me a few comments :) Pweasssseeeeeeeeeeee *Batting Eye Lashes* lol I always return the Love ... Just click on the Picture below and it will take you there ... Muahhhhhhhhhhhhh to all

Fasle Front
By April Terry She put up a front, Pretends all is well. But on the insides, Slowly she dies. Once she had it all, And everlasting love. She'd always been told, Love conqures it all. Now she knows, Just what a lies that was. Everything is gone, Inculding her love. She is left alone, To whittler away. Each day looms darker, As she submits to her forlornness. She supresses her thoughts, For all is lost. Life itself, Has lost its' purpose.

New Year
Happy Fucking New Year all, lets hope its happier than mine. Nothing better than spending new year drinking alone with no one to talk to or spend it with cause the one you wished to spend it with atleast to talk to for a moment but yea...what a grand fucking night. Cant wait to go to combat get away from these god forsaken states...fuck this place.

Birthmonth
What Does Your Birth Month Reveal About You? NovemberHas lots of extraordinary ideas. Difficult to fathom. Think forward. Unique. Brilliant. Sharp thinking. Fine, strong clairvoyance. make good doctors. Dynamic. Secretive. Inquisitive. Know how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative. amiable. Brave. generous. Patient. Stubborn. hardhearted. Determined. Never quit. Hardly become angry unless provoked. Love to be alone. Think differently. Sharp-minded. Motivate self. Doesn't appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built, tough. Deep love, emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest. Keepsecrets. Cant control emotions. Unpredictable.Personality-Emotion Quizzes

2 Boxes From Me To You
2 BOXES FROM ME TO YOU ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Read all the way down... Two Boxes (I hope I get this back. Please keep it going. This has been going since Dec. 1, 2000 ~ please send it on.) God's Boxes I have in my hands two boxes, Which God gave me to hold. He said, 'Put all your sorrows in the black box, And all your joys in the gold.' I heeded His words, and in the two boxes, Both my joys and sorrows I stored, But though the gold became heavier each day, The black was as light as before. With curiosity, I opened the black, I wanted to find out why, And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole, Which my sorrows had fallen out by. I showed the hole to God, and mused, 'I wonder where my sorrows could be!' He smiled a gentle smile and said, 'My child, they're all here with me..' I asked God, why He gave me the boxes, Why the gold and the black with the hole? 'My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings, The black is f

Tolerance
How much stress can we take? What's Your Stress Level?Calm, Cool and CollectedYou know life can get pretty hectic, but you've found a way to cope without getting too freaked out. Of course you worry sometimes, but you don't lose your head and maintain a good sense of perspective about life. Though you have a lot of responsibilities, you try to take them all seriously, no matter what you have on your plate. Way to find that balance!Personality-Emotion Quizzes

Husband Material???
Reliable? What Sign Should You Date?EarthYou should date a Taurus, Virgo, or Capricorn. If youâ��re looking for a hard-working, dependable, and loyal lover, then look no further than an Earth sign! Donâ��t mistake this introvert as someone who isnâ��t social because they have quite the charm. Just keep in mind that even though they can be a bit materialistic and limited in their outlook, this sign will make you the focus of their attention!Love-Friendship Quizzes

Ideal Husband???
Is this right? What Kind Of Guy Do You Attract?Preppy GuyAww. You love good little rich boys. Nothing is wrong w/ that. He'll respect you, so go and invest some money somewhere. And you guys will be together till you're sick of em'. because he's not goin dump ya, b/c he's afraid he might hurt your feelings.Myspace Quizzes

I Believe In Angels, Do You?
What is your guardian creature?AngelYour guardian is an angel. It makes you a kind sweet person, and you love to be around people, but you tend to be gullable. Your guardian spirit has to work hard when you get yourself into a situation when you trusted the wrong people.Fantasy-Mythology Quizzes

Bought Love.
I'm faded yes on this NYE but this is right from the bottom of my heart. I'll have to make this short and sweet cause my aim is to be flat out drunk in a little less then 2 hours when the clock strikes 12. Why do some women allow themselves to be bought. A good man can give his all, care for a woman, and be true and he is walked all over with no end. But a dumbass comes around... hurts that same woman deeply, more then anyone in her life ever has, does it on a regular basis but a week trip and bullshit words makes it all better? Maybe this should be a mumm, maybe not but the bitterness in me says fuck that bitch. I'm so over it. Yeah I'm talking shit and I will always have love for her but I am so done with the bullshit. The plans I had prior beat a week in Seattle hands down... What were the plans? I'm glad I got my refund and deposit back but... Tickets to a cruise in Europe, spa treatments and all, couples massages? YUP, and oh yeah that 2 carat ring!!

Irony
In the newspaper this week, I was once again faced with the irony that is my life. Let's revisit: My husband "steals" a laptop, which was returned to the agency once he learned he had been terminated, has been sentenced to ten years in prison, with five years suspended. He's been accepted to pre-release, and should be on a work program there, but instead, against the judge's specific order, is now sitting in the Montana State Prison, and yet nobody can say why exactly he's there, instead of in the pre-release program in our city, and nobody can say when exactly he'll be remanded to the pre-release program. Yet this week I read in the newspaper that a woman who was drunk, hit a pedestrian with her car. The pedestrian's skull was crushed, she was lifeflighted to another hospital for treatment, spent several months there, and, now incapacitated, will finish out her life in an supported-care facility. The 25-year old woman who hit her was under the influence, and this is her THIRD TIME

Requests
IF I HAVE ACCEPTED YOUR REQUEST WITHOUT RATING OR FANNING WHEN U HAVE DONE SO FOR ME,PLEASE LEAVE ME A MESSAGE STATING SO. I HAD OVER 100 REQUESTS & GOT FRUSTRATED SO I JUST ACCEPTED ALL AT ONCE.SO SORRY ABOUT THAT & I LOVE U ALL FOR ALL THE LOVE THAT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO ME! THANKS & SO SORRY ONCE AGAIN ABOUT THIS. *KISSES*

Thank You
Good morning all.its now 2008 and when I awoke this morning to my big suprise I found out I was leveled to the next level. So I just wanted to say to all who got me there thanks. You all are a great group and I am proud to have you all in my family.Again thank you and I hope you all have a great year.Happy New Years to you all.It shows families must stick together

New Years Eve
Hope everyone had a great New Years Eve..and didn't get wasted. I did. Went skiing..and only fell once. LOL. Was pretty fun. My brother n law and sis n law went.. and didn't get much skiing done. She got sick the instant she got on the hill.. I think from fear. Was her 3rd time. Such a shame,,when she just spent 110 on her ski boots.. 14dollars on socks.. 20 on ski pants..etc. Brother n law.. he had problems with his skis.. so he didn't ski much either. We ended up going back to there place when the place closed. Ate pizza and hung out a little. Now, I am surviving on 4 hours of sleep and up and ready to go to work...Ughhh. I get so sick of working holidays. Was hoping they were down in patients but I guess not. Last night was pretty sad though..as I was going up the lift.. I seen the medical people rushing to help this little girl who was snow boarding. She had to be only 6 or 7. Not sure what was really wrong.. but its sad to see somthing like that. I hope shes ok. An

Blade To Paradise
She runs the blade, Slowly down her veins. Lightly tracing over, Each and everyone. Trying to decide, Which one she should pierce first. Looking for the one, That most abundant. The one that will, Satisfy her taste for pain. Finding the one, That will suite her needs. She applies pressure, And watches in awe. Slowly the blood, Begins to trickle. She scrutinize the path, The blood chooces to take. Asking herself why, It had taken that route. She dig the blade deeper, Savoring each moment. Feeling overwhelmed, With the dominion of each motion. She begans to laugh, Unable to compose herself. As the pain deep within her, slowly dwindles away. And the blood, Begans to flow freely.

Animation Effects
Today Ive added an album with animation effects you can apply to your photos, there is a total of 49 effects at the moment. As you know I never charge for my graphics and dont intend to start. But cos animations take a little bit longer, if you would like one plz rate all the photos in that album, them PM me with which one you would like and the photo you would like me to use. Once I have done the animation I will place it in a pickup album. Plz rate that and leave a comment that you have picked it up. When picking up the animation dont rip it to your album or the animation wont work. Right Click and save it to your computer. To load it into your album use the little box at the bottom. Here are a few examples, clicking on them will take you to the album.

My Head Hurts
I have been sick for the last 3 days!! I had plans for New years!!! I had to stay home last night because I am so sick. My head feels like it will explode. I am out of medicine and I am too sick to drive myself up there. My son said he would walk up to the corner store to get me cold meds. Why couldnt I have been feeling better for the New Year!! I had PLANS!!! UGGHHHH............ I hope the rest of the year goes better than the start of it....lmao

Fake Profiles
I've noticed on some profiles lately that some are rather fake. Either by the pics in them. Some serious photoshopping being done. How they just out of the blue send you a friend request. But have never looked at your profile. I see alot are coming out of the Russian Federation. Those are the real dandys. It just amazes me how sad people are. that they have to be fake. By putting thier heads on someone else body. I wish I had kept track of the profiles where I've seen this done. The really sad one I saw. Was the one where someone opened a profile for another person and wrote a bunch of nasty hurtful things in it. Stole a bunch of their pics and did some rather rude and disgusting photoshopping to it. Then added little bits of verbage under it. Just very dispicable. What was really sad about it. Is people actually and them as a fan and friend. Then left all kinds of comments. I just found it very tasteless. Why do people do such pathetic acts? 'Cause someone blocked

Last Child Support Check
Last Child Support Check Today my baby girl's 18th birthday. I be so glad that this be mylast child support payment to her Momma! Month after month, year after year, all those payments! So I call my baby girl, LaKeesha, to come to my house, and when she get there, I say, "Baby girl, I want you to take this check over to yo momma house and tell her this be the last check she ever be gettin' from me, and I want you to come back and tell me the 'spression on yo mama's face." So, my baby girl take the check over to her momma. I be anxious to hear what she say, and bout the 'spression on her face. Baby girl walk through the door, I say, "Now what yo momma say 'bout that?" She say to tell you that "you ain't my daddy" .... and watch the 'spression on yo face.

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 1/1/08;
Today, this year w/etf, just started but is the worst fuckin' one since yesterday! But a crazy gypsy woman said, accordin' to my horoscope, taro-cards, and weegi board it will only be half as bad as tomorrow! Gee I can't fuckin' wait!

::oh Intro!!::
Well, I'm started to replace my networking time on myspace onto here already, lol! Thanks a lot, Colonel =P Anyways, just thought I'd type this out so you get a slight idea of who I am. I'm really laid-back when it comes to the online community like this and am pretty open to meeting all kinds of new people. However, if you're here for a hookup or a relationship, go somewhere else...or I'll delete you. If you're nothing but a creepy perv, I'll delete you...and if you're just an all-around douchebag...guess what?? I'll delete you!! So basically don't come around here if you're a pervy douchebag, capisce?? Ok good :) Hmmmm I really have nothing else more to write except hope everyone has a happy and a safe new year and all the best for 2008!!! kisses, Message In A Bottle

I Am Love
I am a clear blue sky In a world of raging storms. I am a tiny ray of hope For a soul who endlessly mourns. I cannot be stopped No matter how hard you try. I can make you feel whole But I can also make you cry. I will never be easy To handle or lose. Two entirely different souls Together I will fuse. I am joy, I am sadness, I am sanity I am madness. There are times I do not belong Other times I fit like a glove. I am heartbreak.... I am love. copyright 1/1/08 by RSP

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Da bleibt nur zu sagen, dass wir unsere Klagen weiterklagen. Vier Jahre noch? Dieses Partymachen zu Neujahr ist totaler Scheissdreck. Ein weiterer Grund zum profanen rumfreveln. Geht raus und heuchelt! Das können wir alle sowieso am besten. Morgen geht das Leben weiter - verkatert.

A Soldiers Reply
Man took a flight, he was finally coming home, Feeling more relieved than any man has known, He spent so long, in a place that most fear, And when that plane landed down came a tear, Plane door opens still in uniform he stands, Nervous and confused, about stepping back on home land, He follows the others, checking each face for grief, But all that he noticed was the faces had relief, He steps off the plane and people were there, The Soldier astonished could do nothing but stare, They greeted him with open arms, a hug, and a sign, That said thank you soldier, your life for mine, Soldier walks still in uniform, down the street, He passes a man walking, he looks down to his feet, The man looks to him and stops him in his place, Only the Soldier and him, the man spits in his face, Soldier again with a tear, he asks only why, The man returns with an answer, a brutal reply, I do not respect you for the things that you've done, Soldier just listens as the man cuts h

Do Over Year: Look Back To Go Forward
Ok. This is a new year(You've heard this hundreds of damn time all ready I know) and you now have a blank page in front of you. This is your 'Do Over page'. What do you want to to use your do over for? Do you need more then one? Is it something small? Big? Simple? Complex? Silly? Serious? What is it? Let's get started! Mine? Finish what I started. I've kicked the shit out of smoking(5 months now and never felt better!). But there are other things I need to do over. Like finish what I started. What is yours?

Angry Man
I think my hubby found my fubar acct.. ya know it would serve me right.. what I am doing here is wrong and low. He looked furious the other night but kept saying that nothing was wrong. And I found the same new user checking out my account shortly afterwards. I am so tired of squeezing every bit of attention out of him that I can... and now he is more pissed then ever. He still hasn't confronted me yet, and he prolly won't. For the record, he could turn it all around for me, even now. I love him more then life itself and always will. But I am only human and need attention. So here I am, less often then usual, but still here. Wish me luck.. I don't want to lose him. I just want him to be there for me more.

New Year 2008 !! And Planning Away !
Happy New Year from Me !! Happy New Year 2008 !! Here we are , the first day of the New Year ! Has anyone made any New Years Resolutions yet ? I havent , but I know that I would like to lose more weight !!as always ...LOL I have already started looking at Vacations for this year !!and I am so excited !! Anyone possibly interested in a cruise this year for my birthday again... give me a message back... I am looking at a 7 day cruise out of MIAMI florida going to Cozumel Mexico, Grand Caymen Caymen Islands and Ochos Rios Jamaica price right now starts at $429 per person with only $250 down to hold that price LET ME KNOW ASAP HUGS CAROLINA

Fu-bonics
Why is it so hard for people to write like normal individuals? i've been reading some mumms lately and the last one was the back breaker. You could not understand 3/4 of what was said. It was the saddest thing I have ever seen writen. I understand they are shortcuts and such. But, c'mon this was just down right pathetic. Makes you wonder what peoples education level is anymore? Dont make yourself look like a total dumbass.

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Cant come soon enough. Deploy me already. My boys are there. Get me the hell outta here. I been in chill mode since I got back. No fucking more. Everyone bear with me, support me, love me, but a whole lot of Mr fucking nice guy just flew out the window. Party off, game on.

Poem: The Real Me
Darlin', your as real as real, can be and beautiful all between, as real as you are to me. A person to admire for her loveliness is above and not beyond that can't be ever seen. How real you are to me is how, I see you for who you really are a woman of beauty with no disgrace and loved for being the real me.... Signed: Raymond Starns Dated: Jan. 1st, 2008

No More Tears...
No more tears... No more tears for you No more tears for me No more tears left My tears are drying Looking nasty, putrid Turning into rage Slowly festering Infected with such a rage No room for tears anymore Swollen putrid puss of rage How long will it take to heal? Will my heart ever be the same? Will it ever heal? ~Written by Paulette~ 1-1-2008

I Bought My Wife A Tazer
Not too long ago, I saw something at the gun shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife. What I came across was a100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized tazer. The effects of the tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety. Needless to say, this was way too cool. Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA Batteries in the thing and pushed the button. fokall! I was so disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get a blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to my wife what that burn spot is on the face of her LG convection oven. Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking to myself that it cou

Whoever Won In Iowa (caucus)
Whoever won in IOWA (caucus) Whoever won in IOWA, that is the question that we must ask all because, whoever wins there is likely to be the future president of the nation. Anyone who believes that you win? Send your opinion and tranformemos this blog, as a means of political debate, I hope your answers. On the Democratic side is: Hillary Clinton, Barack Obama, and Jhon Edwards. On the Republican side is: Rudoloh Giuliani, Mike huckabee, Mitt Romney, Jhon Mc Cain and Fred Thompson. Send your comments. The game starts at IOWA this January 3, to continue in New Hampshire on January 8 and continue with Michigan 15 and "Caucus" of Nevada 19 and end the month of January with Florida 29. Make your bets.

My Love Can B Bought
Wanna start my New Year off right? Buy me i have lots of love & attention to give!!! Hugs & Kisses Just Call Me Red! Muah!!!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=867358&i=1292498456 b sure to leave ur Bid!!!!

I Want You
So close You are like a mystery Sweetness that I want to taste now Can I just gently touch your lips Oh God, I longed to adore those lips I want you I want to be on top of you Gently lowered myself I want you Kissing me as you filled all of you inside me Pull me in to your world As you make me screams and soaking wet I want you Your strong arms to explore my body Awaken the desires in me With every of your touch Just hold me Wrap me in your passion and set my soul on fire Make sweet love to me Make me your destiny Surrendering to you My sweet love

Poetry
In The Corner I remember Sitting in the room With all of them And you Watching me play Drunken fingers nimbly abusing four strings And when they all departed you stayed To talk For hours To establish the patten That would define us for the future And when you went You left Me with the memories I can't seem to forget

Cubed
Cubed She stands deep in the clutter at the bottom. Alone. The walls close in ever so slowly But constantly Piling all of the worries closer Closing in Tumbling over her head No room to struggle Passersby glance She holds a hand out to them Grasping for help That never comes Her eyes plead But her mouth remains silent Never to beg Slowly the walls continue their persuit The hand closes Withdrawn in acceptance Of her fate To become A cube A condenced cube of woe She is Crushed.

A Thought
Summertime leaves rarely fall. They are almost always pushed Like an unwilling acomplice off a thirteenth story balcony. Tell me the difference Between a leaf that falls gracefully from a tree Ending the cycle of it's ever shortened life And a drowning man accepting the end to his ever present frustration. Is it mass that makes the leaf look gracefull as it falls, or the lack of it? Is it mass that makes suicide ever harder to place in beauty? Or is it the neurotransmitters? That mark the difference between the gracefull end and the will to keep ahold on the last bits of life?

Will
MY LIVING WILL Last night my sister and I were sitting in the den and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle to keep me alive. That would be no quality of life at all, If that ever happens, just pull the plug." So she got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a witch.

Another Year Gone By
Another year has come and gone. How quickly they seem to pass in this the autumn of my life. If I could only manage to slow that clock down a bit more............ Well time for a year in review again I guess. The plus and minus sides of the ledger of life. The paths I have taken, and the ones I passed on. Its all in the way you look at it though. They never seem to balance out in the end. Taking the good with the bad is part of life. Ducking the blows which would sever your head from your body, and delivering the same. Its human nature I guess. I can't explain it any other way. You hurt, you hurt back. You love, you love back. In other words, you get what you pay for. Once started, its bought and sold many times, in many different forms. The guises of threats, innuendo, and deceit. Hate feeds and breeds upon itself. A lesson I have learned this past year. Despite once believing that hatred could be a useful emotion, I find now that it can't be confined to just one person. It seeps

Happy New Year
The bells have already tolled... At the sound of the tolling midnight bell A brand new year will begin. Let's raise our hopes in a confident toast To the promise it ushers in. May your battles be few, your pleasures many, Your wishes and dreams fulfilled. May your confidence stand in the face of loss And give you the strength to rebuild. May peace of heart fill all your days, May serenity grace your soul. May tranquil moments bless your life And keep your spirits whole. ~ REMEMBER ~ LOVE IS HOMEMADE Recipe For A Happy New Year Take 12 fine, full-grown months; see that these are thoroughly cleansed from all old memories of bitterness, hate, and jealousy. Cut these months into 30 or 31 equal parts. This batch will keep for one year. Do not attempt to make more than one batch at a time-many people spoil the entire lot in this way. Prepare one day at a time as follows: Into each day, put twelve parts of faith, eleven of patience, ten of

New Years Eve
Ok so finally I am hydrated after a long nite of drinking and partying with friends, new and old. Kudos Neil from Fubar for showing up, I hope you had fun. Nothing better than to spend time with my BFF's and all the best to everyone in 2008.

Morning
As the ray of light peeks through the curtains, Shinning upon your beautiful body, I ran my fingers through it, Such firm and soft skin, Passions fills up As I tiptoe my fingers across your chest Working my lips down to that forbidden fruit A edible sex toy Like a candy to a baby Firm, thick and Strong Giving you the greatest pleasure Moan my name in ecstasy Pull me up Cover my breasts with your hands Firm and tender The way you like it Lowered my body slowly And moving in with every breath Move your hands to my hips Push it in Keep it slow first Quietly take me into passion As the passion grows, Move faster and brings me to The ultimate climax Crushed me with your love Take me to new heights Make me breathless As I screams and shiver in pleasure Wishing it never ends HOld me tight close to your heart As you collaspsed Exhausted Feeling your hot and burning body Waiting to just taste you again I will never get enough of you

New Year, New Life
I've been sobusy lately that I haven't had the time to sit and update my blogs. However, here I am giving you all just that. Archangel and I are now a 24/7 kinda thing. It has been a change for the both of us to go from bing single to now sharing a home and all the extras that come with it. We do owe our relationship to fubar because we meet here first and then as we got to know each other we meet in real life. It made it easy on us both because we lived about an hour away from each other. I hope that there are others out there that find each other and know that kind of togetherness and love that we have. May each of you find love and happiness. Peace out, RayvenRed

These Things
Dance with me in the middle of the night Kiss me in the rain while holding me tight Touch my hand when I am sad Melt my heart when I am mad Be there to wipe away my tears Cradle in your mind all my fears When I cry out for you let me know your there When I need to hear it tell me you really care On the days I feel weak be strong for me When my eyes don't wanna work let it be you I see Where I feel there is no hope be my light When I ache for you in my dreams hold me tight When life starts to seem rough Show me you are the one that is tough Where there is pain show me that your love will always be enough Where there is Rain be my sun that shines When I feel I am loosing you show me that you are mine All of these are things I need from you Just let me know your love is forever true Cause I love you

Fucking New Year
you know the saying just when you think things are going to be ok.Thats when everything goes wrong?Well that was my new years.Things were going good last night.I was a a gathering of very good friends.Just bringing in the new year. I made my new years resolution to be nicer to people...and it was broken one min after midnight. My ex showed up were we were at and I started feeling down.I gave her a look like i really din't want her there.She then pops off with "Don't give me that look I didn't do nothing to you."In turn really pissed me off and got me quite irate. I don't know but I think lying,cheating and taking away the only people in this world i truely love doesn't really classify as nothing.Shit the whole reason im in the mess that im in now is because of stupid ignorant cunts who break their promisses.Treat good men like shit.Use them for everything they got.Just to get with some fucking jackass that only want to use them for sex because in truth they are to ugly not on

Principles Of The Wiccan Belief:
Introduction: In seeking to be inclusive, we do not wish to open ourselves to the destruction of our group by those on self-serving power trips, or to philosophies and practices contradictory to those principles. In seeking to exclude those whose ways are contradictory to ours, we do not want to deny participation with us to any who are sincerely interested in our knowledge and beliefs, regardless of race, color, sex, age, national or cultural origins, or sexual preference. 1 Principles of the Wiccan Belief: 1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal Quarters and Cross Quarters. 2. We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility towards our environment. We seek to live in harmony with Nature, in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept. 3. We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than that apparent to the aver

Xtreme Fubar Girls
i'm in a contest this is only my second one since i joined the site and i would REALLY appreciate your help the contest goes off of rates and comments so PLEASE go and help me and let me know cuz i will try to come up with a prize so far all i can think of is for every 100 comments i'll make you a salute and for every 200 i'll add you to my family to see my other pics??? here's the link and thank you

Let's Shatter Some Stereotypes
I thought it would be fun for my Fubar friends to list things about themselves that shatter myths and stereotypes about their race, gender, religion or sexuality. I'll go first: My name is well we will say Angel Baby,I am white All though I am white and a blonde does not mean I am ignorant or stupid,no blonde jokes apply to me.Got It!! I am a horrible athlete, although I was / am pretty limber and a good dancer. I took ballet, tap, jazz and modern dance All though I am American: I DO know how to locate things on a map. I DO try to follow foreign politics. I do NOT automatically get annoyed when people from other countries don't speak English well. As long as they are trying to speak to me in English I have no beef with them. English is a terribly hard language that constantly breaks its own rules. Besides, have you heard my French? It's horrible! I would hope that if I ever visit France, Montreal, Martinique or St. Lucia or even Haiti that I run into peo

The Best Weekend Ever
Well, I've spent all weekend (until just about an hour ago) with adam. And, had the girls over there also. It was awesome... The girls, LOVE him to death. OMG, seeing them all play together, and seeing them cuddle with him and hug on him, and give him kisses... OMG, it was so amazing sweet.... I'm so happy they like him. God, it means the world to me... And then, Wow... we had sex... a lot... like, DAMN... that man can do some shit in bed!!! I can't even EXPLAIN... we had sex, a lot... and the things he can do... wow... i can't even explain... he's just, fucking... WOW amazing. I can say, by far, with out a doubt, he is the most amazing man in bed... like, wwwoooowww... it's fucking amazing... and it's like, so much more than sex... it's like, he can fuck the hell out of me, and then have that perfect romantic moment where we are looking in each other's eyes, and he kisses me, and tells me he loves me... it's, PASSION, and ROMANCE, and DAMN amazing sex... I'm like, yeah, in heave

Fukin Tmi
why in the fuck would you place a mumm about having a heavy flow during yer period thats a little too much information actually and instead of going to the hospital you are on here mumming about it....i mean hello if ur bleeding to death i think its time to go to doctor and get ur ass on the pill end of story and happy new year btw all :)

If You Fall In Love With Another
If you fall in love with another, and he/she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame, let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time. Remember that you don’t choose love. Love chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in any way you can. That is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them. The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as need. They cease to be someo

Test2
Not a contest...but for fun and from my friend Achilles.. I need to have 25,000 comments posted....So maybe you guys can help me out....I get a 30day blast for doing so!!...And he has given me 6 weeks to do it...hehe..So thank you for helping me..Kisses always, Donna aka sexymomma712!!.. Have fun and a Great New year!!! Click on my picture and it will take you where you need to go:)

Test2
Not a contest...but for fun and from my friend Achilles.. I need to have 25,000 comments posted....So maybe you guys can help me out....I get a 30 day blast for doing so!!...And he has given me 6 weeks to do it...hehe..So thank you for helping me..Kisses always, Donna aka sexymomma712!!.. Have fun and a Great New year!!! Click on my picture and it will take you where you need to go:)

A Poem
As i awaken, each and every day, Thoughts of love turn to you. An unbreakable bond between us two, A special love ever so true ......... The warm glow in your eyes, The sweet smile on your face... Makes me want to hold you, Forever in love's tender embrace. The sound of your voice ,.... Is like a song in my heart, Always bringing me happiness, As it has done from our start. We've shared many joys, And also felt some sorrows, Yet our future is filled, Of wonderful tomorrows. So, until that bright day, Far away such as it seems, You shall always be my one true love... The man of my dreams. THIS IS FROM ME FROM POOHBEAR

Am I Worth It?
Not that anyone really reads these anymore since the Fubar changes, but thought I'd write it anyway. Am I worth being a Godfather (mother)? Should I try for it? Would anyone help if I did? Been wondering about the Fubar Tops list to. I'm not willing to do as so many others have, but is it possible to be different and still reach there?

System Failure: Technical Difficulties ; Please Stand By
Ligaments bind our bones better than shoelaces bind our feet Sometimes our lives are more firm and secure than we contemplate When do we give the whole universe hugs with our spirit’s arms? Whether we sleep or rise, let us rejoice that we live in realms Autumns provide us joy-days when the sky is alive with sun Nights can reveal a gray blush on the fullest and palest moon Sometimes our lives are more firm and secure than we contemplate Ligaments bind our bones better than shoelaces bind our feet

Can't Help Smiling
I can't help smiling each time I remember falling in love with you... and I remember it just like it was yesterday. I remember when saying good-bye for a few hours seemed like an enternity. I remember watching the clock and counting every minute til we could be together again. But most of all, "butterflies in the stomach"' that only falling in love can give. Memories of those yesterdays are a special part of the love e share today. Because of them I know that love is a blossom that becomes more beautiful as it unfolds. I love our yesterdays... they painted a beautiful background for all of our tomorrows. I Love You. TKT

My First Fubar Blog
So I'd rather my first fubar blog be about my drunken fun, but it's not. I'm feeling a little lost at the moment. I couldn't drink this year cuz I was so damn sick I couldn't get out of bed. Rather than cancel his plans with his whore, he taught my 5 year old how to work the microwave so HE could cook dinner. I couldn't argue with him, I tried. I tried walking in to the kitchen and fell. He didn't help me up. He said that's what I get for trying to argue. His family brought me meds and cookies and offered to help put the kids to bed. Shame somebody else had to take care of HIS responsibilities. I hate this. I hate her. I want to hate him. I need rum and some comfort sex.

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i cant remember where my journal is so im writing in this, which in some ways i hate doing because i feel so guarded, like i cant really say what i mean because im terrified of making people think im pathetic or overreacting. but its my journal, and ive pretty much stopped giving a fuck about too many things to worry about whether or not my newest label will be "dramatic." so essentially im drowning, and i dont know how to bring myself back to the surface. i can literally feel my lungs fill up with water and im choking on my last breath. i dont know what to do, i want to yell, i want to cry, i want to scream until my throat blisters over WHAT ELSE IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO MY FUCKING LIFE but i cant because i have to be strong and hold composure, be there for my friends and family, be a good person, be an even better friend. and i do care deeply, i care so much about everyone, and so many people i love, so many good, great people, are going through such different awful things, that

The Making Of Pacey~
So many people ask me where I get my inspirations from. I tend to rip into other bloggers because I think that most of their lives is about blogging when I just blog about what my life really is. So in a nutshell, my blogs are inspired by life. If I didn't experience things, I wouldn't have dick to write about. When people tell me what they like about my blogs is usually a couple of things. The biggest being the brutal honesty. Aside from that, its my realistic yet slightly jaded opinion of women, and hopefully, I make people laugh every once and a while. Here are some of the things that made me think hence, write, the way I do. The women in my life I have never had a healthy relationship with a female my entire life. Including my mother. Up until I was 14 I was the apple of her eye mainly because I was just like my Dad. When they split, she couldn't stand me anymore mostly because I was just like my Dad. Funny how that works huh? My first love slept with a friend of m

Contest!
hey rab and i are in a contest.. no i promise its totally painless. all you have to do is rate it NO COMMENTS NEEDED. just RATES.. So if you wuold plz rate this for me n him we would really appreciate it .. even if you dont wanna imma beggin ya! and PLZ PASS IT ON TO YOUR FU FRIENDS.. ALL THE HELP IS APPRECIATED.!

Let Me See That Juice Box
I Am Doin a Album Called Juice Box that shows all the prettiest pussies and since i love woman and their Juice Boxes I want to show my appreciation and show them off to the world so if you have a pretty juice box and would like to have it in the album comment this and tell where i can rip it from Thank You Again 80 Karat Kid

Add Or Not To Add
If any guys are in a relationship or married i will no longer add any one who has a g/f or is married. that goes for every one. Im sick of these guys that play it both ways or think they can get away with cheating or playing some one.So if your either of these as of now i will not add you. I will not delete any one who is already on my list. This is for new add request only.

True Friends
Let's see if you send it back. We all know or knew someone like this!! One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt.. His glasses went flyi ng, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys ar

For The Love Of My Life.
I am happy to say that I am Starting a new year with the woman I love. I would not want to be anywhere else. This is a dream come true for me to finally have someone that truly loves me for me. Never have I found someone that truly understands me until now. I am proud to say that one day she will be my wife. I have never been married before. I told myself once I would never Marry until I knew in my heart its the right thing to do. Now I know for sure this is who I want to spend the rest of my life with.

The Great Pretender
Oh yes I'm the great pretender (ooh ooh) Pretending I'm doing well (ooh ooh) My need is such I pretend too much I'm lonely but no one can tell Oh yes I'm the great pretender (ooh ooh) Adrift in a world of my own (ooh ooh) I play the game but to my real shame You've left me to dream all alone Too real is this feeling of make believe Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal Ooh Ooh yes I'm the great pretender (ooh ooh) Just laughing and gay like a clown (ooh ooh) I seem to be what I'm not (you see) I'm wearing my heart like a crown Pretending that you're still around Yeah ooh hoo Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal Oh yes I'm the great pretender Just laughing and gay like a clown (ooh ooh) I seem to be what I'm not you see I'm wearing my heart like a crown Pretending that you're Pretending that you're still around

My First Auction
Hello Everyone I’m in Lord Lestat’s and Kyttiekat’s First Auction It runs from January 1st till January 9th. The direct link is: BamagalAngie’s Up for offer Added to Family for 1 month Rate all pics during HH Rate all stash during HH 1 personal salute (sfw) 1 personal graphic made for you If bid includes 7 day blast or 30 day blast All above plus 3 personal salutes 1 almost nsfw salute 3 personal graphics made for you Your page linked on my profile If bid includes hh or vip membership All above plus Photo Comments on 100 pics 15 Profile Comments My Yahoo ID ( If The Person Doesn’t already Have It ) I will send you one personal (SFW) Letter Link to your profile on my page for 6 months Gifts every week, of my choosing, for 3 months Permanent pimp out in my blog Thank you to all who took the time to read this and happy bidding.

Are There Any?
Well I have lived in Montana for about a year and a half. I have been in a few bands in my life, all in Florida. Now I'm 35 and going to get some more equipment, as most of my old stuff is gone. I'm gettin ready to do it 1 more time. It's time to make Torturedgrace a band and not just a screename. So are there any death metal musicians close in Montana?

Confusion Illusion
What am i gonna do these girls got my head buzzin cant figure out which one im spose to be loving my minds got me questionin the motives in my heart alison or leah my worlds gettin torn apart this inner battle's raging while im sittin in my cell i see their pictures in my head,its puttin me through hell they're both so beautiful,dem baby blue eyes sorry that im staring but you got me hypnotized chorus-what am i gonna do what am i gonna say mix and match emotions, these games and i cannot play gotta face the facts one i gotta choose think of what i have, think of what ill lose-end chorus ok wait a minute heart, lets start from the beginning love was just a game,its one i wasnt winning i was graduatin, leah started 9th grade we'd grown up together, a point thats well played just a matter of time before the sparks flew but she didnt put out so i played her off too she came over, visit me, caught me in the act told me she hated me, shed never want me back it took me a w

Read Idiots..know What A Nsfw Is Before U Mark It
* Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) and includes real photos, cartoon drawings, and all styles of animations * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member’s face in the photo. If you have a borderline photo that is not considered NSFW and it was marked as such, there’s a chance someone who has ripped that photo is using it as a Primary Photo. Remember: The Bouncers will be MORE STRICT with those used as Primary Photos. Accounts will be terminated for abusing the adult content policy. This includes your Home page, Bulletins, Comments, MUMMs, Stash, Blasts, Cherry Spotlight, and Blogs.

Music List Pt 1
# & misc. (HeD) Planet Earth - (HeD) P.E. (HeD) Planet Earth - Back 2 Base X (HeD) Planet Earth - Best Of (HeD) Planet Earth (HeD) Planet Earth – Blackout (HeD) Planet Earth – Broke (HeD) Planet Earth - Insomnia (HeD) Planet Earth - Only in Amerika (HeD) Planet Earth - Ultimate Unreleased +44 - When Your Heart Stops Beating 2 Live Crew - As Nasty as They Wanna Be 2 Live Crew - Is What We Are 2Pac - 2Pacalypse Now 2Pac - All Eyez On Me 2Pac - Better Dayz 2Pac - Greatest Hits 2Pac - Pac\'s Life 2Pac - R U Still Down? (Remember Me) 2Pac – Resurrection 2Pac - Still I Rise 2Pac - Strictly 4 My N.I.G.G.A.Z. 2Pac - Until The End Of Time 3 Doors Down - Away From the Sun 3 Doors Down - Seventeen Days 3 Doors Down - The Better Life 3rd Strike - Lost Angel 8 Mile 12 Rounds - My Big Hero 10 Years - The Autumn Effect 12 Stones - 12 Stones 12 Stones - Anthem for the Underdog 12 Stones - Potter\'s Field 30 Seconds to Mars - 30 Seconds to Mars 30 Seconds to Mars - A

Your Special Way
As I knelt down before him, His hand touched my head. As he rubbed it gently, He said,"Baby you know I care." The only thought in my mind, Was to have the head on my lips. I wanted to taste it, As the creaminess seeped out. I licked it softly, Then took it in my mouth, Running my tounge up and down. He let out a scream from the pleasure he felt, As he forced my head harder against his rod. I stroked with my hands, I sucked with my mouth. I felt him tensing, As it all rushed to the head, It began to cum out. It warmed my mouth. I loved the sweet taste as it went down. "Oh my God baby," he did say. You love me in such a special way. All Rights Reserved.

$1,000,000 Valentine
As many of you know Heartisic Soul has done it again, this time its "The 1,000,000 Valentine. This is the link to her blog: http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861 She has also added an album "Giveaway for the $1,000,000 Valentine." By rating and commenting on these tags wins that person hearts. Each rate earns 2 hearts and each comment earns 1 heart. Well i have a tag in that album, here is the link to that tag: Please stop by and rate and comment on my tag. Thank you all, slavedolphin Heartisic Soul is a great person so go show her some luv, Heartistic Soul@ fubar

Quote
"The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.... the beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

Hottest Fu Couple Contest
Please help us out to win the hottest fu-couple. We are actually married in RL for over 2 years. All you have to do is go rate the pic no comments necessary. Please repost!! Click the picture:

Nsfw ?
I have just had a pic of my THIGH marked as NSFW. There are 1000's of ample clevage shots and a pic of a thigh is somehow NSFW ? WTF The pic of my but was also flagged as NSFW. My butt in a thong - something you see any time you head to the pool or beach. Who the heck monitors this stuff ?!

What Was I Thinking
Well I just got back from shaving and showering. Normal activity but tonight I lost my mind. I got a wild hair and ended up shaving off my goutee. This is the first time in 10 years that I haven't had facial hair. But I will probably grow it right back. I just look freaky right now.

Anger Of Wisdom
-Anger so strong it destroys my focus on life,I loose myself my connection with reality..A daily struggle to fight the confusion within,have I brought this upon myself? there is no one to blame; for blaming is meaning less like a tear in the wind- -Gaining wisdom and learning from life is so harsh and powerful it will crush ur soul;it seems I need to be broken from time to time in order to heal and see things for what they are; see myself for what I am- -As a man am emotional but does that make me weak? I fall, crawl and walk over and over it's all I know- -One of the key things of being a man is knowing that ur weaker than you think you are,ur strength only comes from learning and being humble enough to accept it- -For anger in it's raw state reveals much more than you would think-

Demystifying The Mourning Dew
Lost, transfixed amidst the hanging gardens of Babylon She stands, stoic, posing sundial to the spectators du jour – Those entrenched in ignorant damnation, Of lessons unlearned, repeated and forgotten Such is the lineage and legacy of narrow-memoried men, Forfeiting the collective unconsciousness’ education Of ravage, rinse, repeat spin cycles required for matriculation. Salvation is the advance study – doctorate to the reclamation Her sun-bathed shadows mark the time, holding them hostage Prisoners for the obliviousness, foreign to her perception Alabaster slivers cast her amber hued, Flawless, save the tool marks of her master – Betraying her brutal creation, unleashed in ultra violence, Begetting her ravenous beauty, hastening her to cast verdict Majestic she stands, a frozen angel – fallen at the gates A murderous price to forever stand vigilant, Awaiting the revenge of her sword’s double-edged curse Carving out new wounds of eternity’s war, per diem in h

Codes Are For Cracking, Not Me
she - stoic, eyes chaotic defiant; strong - raging in asylum dilated pupils pulse emotional diuretics leeching her soul of despair's poison rancid mental cruit d'etes gag, torment and taunt gilding dreams once free, now dying for emancipation beguiling even Nature herself, entrapping her in dichotomy's roles, reversing good n evil for its own demise blood shot eyes indicate gout-inducing guilt, putrefying her core away foundations crack, no longer plumb imperial’s gone metric now. left her at the landing a crooked spiral staircase waiting for her around the next bend but she never steps outside her head the door is jerryrigged mental bombs, hair-triggered tripped with The recollection falling softly into the river slipping past her desperate grasp and so she sits, stoic. chaotic. god, i don't want to become you.

Goodbye Bullshit!!
goodbye bullshit..... Category: Life looks like some of you (u know who u are out there) had been going thru pretty rough patches when it's towards the end of the year *sighs.. but i want you to know that none of you out there is alone : )) im here, im there (in the situation too) but i guess..it's how we would like to take things..personally or not, but deep down time will always tell how strong friendships will last : )) so to my friends, emo is one thing...but being happy n optimistic is always more important ..not easy i know but don't worry, you have me and i'll try to make your days.. lol...okay that's done, another new year and i guess time to really renew my friendships with people i've lost in touch with LOL.. we'll see..and no thats not a resolution cause i don't believe in them no more, perhaps..im too lazy to stick to them.. ok..im lazy..i admit it. I have made some true friends this year and i want to thank you for everything. yea there were times we got into fights b

By My Side
I've been driving through these nights This road reminding me of all I am As time drags on, these windows fade Reality starts slipping from my mind All I know is this all fades, the second that I'm by your side Can this be real, can this be fate Just say you'll be there for me Please say that you'll be there Just say that you'll be my side When the storm subsides All these years beneath the skin Everything inside me turning to the shame I was lost, but now I can see This fate is turning deep inside of me All I know is this all fades, the second that I'm by your side Can this be real, can this be fate Just say that you'll be with me Please say that you'll be there Just say that you'll be my side When the storm subsides

Love
To love thy world To love me for me to be with me for me to want me for me To be with you for you to want you for you to love you for you Together forever to be yours and always to be mine and always Together in love Together in peace Together in my heart Together in your heart I love you

Jan 1
January 1: International Apocalypse Day/Day of the Ressurection of the Triple Mocha Latte (Church of Latte-Day Saints) 0 - Universe created, killing several pan-dimensional beings. 1 - Dawn of the First Day (72 hours remain). 1 (1 hour later) - Man gets drunk and fails new years resolutions. 404 - The day when the sky went blank; the first 404 error in history takes place, sending a lethal shockwave into the farthest corners of the Milky way. 666 - End of the world doesn't occur. Many people are all like "WTF?" 777- The Triple Mocha Latte comes back from the dead.... and this time, it's back with a vengence 1912 - Women learn how to vote. 1955 - Guy orders a Triple Mocha Latte in San Francisco. 1991 - George Bush (Sr.) overthrows the US government and establishes himself as the Emperor of America. 1999 - The Universe is destroyed, and is nanoseconds later replaced by something infinitely more confusing. 2000 - Leonard Bernstein is mauled to death by his psych

A Poem
A friends is a person to laugh and cry with, An inspiration, Someone who lends a helping hand, though friends may not be forever, And they may not end up together, the memories of a true friendship will last forever. A friends is not a shadow nor a servant But someone who hold a peice of a person in his/her heart. Someone who shares a smile, Someone who brightens up your day What makes a person a friend? Is by saying your Love will stay.

Officially Fu Owned
I couldn't be fu owned by a better guy ... Bri Guy is an awesome man and I'm lucky to be owned by him. He's always there to help his friends or to stop by and say HI! Bri Guy's had some bad luck lately...First of all his account was deleted and he was at level 24 almost a godfather, Then today his niece passed away. He's feeling pretty down and could really use some love from all you great fubarians. BRI GUY HELP ME LEVEL BACK UP I LOST MY ACCOUNT@ fubar Check him out and tell him I sent ya! I promise you won't regret it! Thanking u all in advance!!! This OWNED pimpout brought to you by: IRISH SWEETHEART~FU OWNED BY BRI GUY*DIRTY SOUTH CREW*~CLUB F.A.R.~THE SISTERHOOD~@ fubar

Love
Love Current mood: depressed Why is it you trust the people that use you and abuse you. You would be willing to give your life for someone who wouldn't be willing to give their's for you. You think about the people who aren't thinking about you. You give yourself to someone who isn't willing to give themself to you and you fall in-love with someone who doesn't love you back. The world says 'it is better to have loved then lost, then to have never loved at all'. I personally think that who ever the hell started that saying never knew what it felt like to really be in-love and lose a person that means everything to them!

"love"
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."

Want To Vote?
Hi all, as the site where I used to link some pics and videos to my lounge has closed down, I have joined another site hopoing to link from there soon. In the mean time I am also posting some pics to that site that are not in this account if you are interested. It seems each month they have contests for hottest face, tit, bum etc and I have entered 3 categories if you are interested in dropping by there to check the pics out. VOTE FOR MEBEST FACEBEST ASSBEST TITS Hope you all had a Merry Xmas and a Happy New Year.

Rip Mistress Tina
here is a poem for someone i didnt know who took her life... your life is like a rose garden, it had it moments in the sun, there is a fresh smell in the air, its a flower starting to grow, its a little flower growing fast, with a little bit of love it will grow fast, then there is a cloud, it starts to rain, its gods way to say thank you but i need you now, and like it the rose garden, god took you away from us, only to smile on us on a cloudy day.. bedrock

Good Friends
WELL PPL AFTER TONIGHT I WONT BE ON HERE MUCH. I WILL BE ON FROM TIME TO TIME CHECKING WHO BEEN TO SEE AN VISIT. SO I WILL TRY TO GET EVERY1 A SHOUT BACK. I LOVE TO MEET NEW AN INTERESTING PPL AN I HAVE DONE THAT, SO THANK YOU ALL WHO IVE TALKED TO EVEN ON THE PHONE. DONT BE STRANGERS CAUSE YOU CAN CALL ME OR I CAN CALL YOU. KEEP SHOWING THE LOVE TO PLEASE. I WILL MISS TALKING TO YOU :)

The Plan
Okay, here's the plan: 1) Back off and allow those men who want to marry men, marry men. 2) Allow those women who want to marry women, marry women. 3) Allow those people who want to abort their babies, abort their babies. 4) In three generations, there will be no democrats!!! Man, I love it when a plan comes together............

Jordin Sparks-tattoo Lyrics
oh oh oh No matter what you say about love I keep coming back for more Keep my hand in the fire Sooner or later I get what I’m asking for No matter what you say about life I learn every time I bleed The truth is a stranger Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free To admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind I can’t waste time so give it a moment I realized nothings broken No need to worry about everything I’ve done Live every second like it was my last one Don’t look back got a new direction I loved you once needed protection You’re still a part of everything I do You’re on my heart just like a tattoo Just like a tattoo I’ll always have you (I'll always have you) Sick of playing all of these games It’s not about taking sides When I looked in the mirror didn’t deliver It hurt enough to think that I could stop Admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind Sorry but I’ve gotta be strong and leave y

Happiness
She spends her whole life, Looking for happiness. Everytime she finds it, She chases it away. So scared of losing it, She holds on to tight. Constricting its' need, To live and grow freely. She always has to learn, The hardest way possible. Why can't she be happy, Deep within herself. What is the root cause, Of all her pain? Then it clicks in, And it all makes sense. The fear of, Not being love.

Cut My Hair
I just cut my hair like a full inch off,, I was at my moms yesterday and she keeps saying it looks bad,, the ends are separated.. since i dyed my hair black i think they hate it my folks,, but she talked me into shortinin,,i said fuck it,, and instead of going to our old haircutter woman i did it my self,, taking tonight to show everyone.... i did try and leave it slightly longer in back,, i cant go totalbutch aaaaaaaa....... any advice from anyone? i thought my hair looked good in the last pic for 2007 in the pink top tho... love all my friends on Fubar,, I will write soon,,... xoxoxox Caroline

Brainslave/oblivion Demo Tracks.
Hey, wassup? Here is the link to the demos from Brainslave and Oblivion (my solo project). Good Thrash metal. Hope you go and check it out. Also, feel free to comment. Thanx for reading. http://www.myspace.com/therionfuk Six Strings Of Hell

Surrender
Surrender, I wish to surrender Myself to you To Your teachings Your guidance Your wisdom To make my dreams Come true I will surrender Myself to you To your love Your punishment To your every True desire That is the Only way I will ever Be truly happy The moment I feel the leather Of your collar Placed upon My neck I will know That I belong to You and you alone From that moment On my life will Be in your hands My mind Body Soul Will be yours To do with as you Desire. By samara 2-27-07

The Oh In Ohio.
A Parker Posey film (gotta love her) with Danny DiVeto. Comedy. Poor Parker Posey's having marital problems. Her husband was her first and only sexual partner, and she has NEVER had an orgasm. Instead she battles her frustration with yoga, and every morning Danny DeVito's (the pool guy) commercial comes on. A commercial that she's enjoyed watching since childhood. After years of knowing his wife is faking it every single time (even though she apparently is very good in bed and gives it to him whenever he wants it), her hubby, is crushed. As a professor, one of his students offers to help him feel like a man again. And Parker Posey finally takes the advise of her friends and ventures to the adult sex shop to buy her first vibrator. When she takes it home to try it out, her hubby is shamed by the constant buzzing and REAL orgasms it gives his wife. In fact, she doesn't leave the bedroom all day! Blah Blah Blah, here's the spoiler... Danny DeVito is the only man who is able to

Auction
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Thoughts
oh my Master how i long to kneel next to Your chair once again to feel Your touch to taste Your lips i wear the shirts that You sent me Just so i can have Your sent with me always. You are always with me when i close my eyes i can see Your face i can feel Your touch i can smeel Your scent You are in my heart and soul even though i do not wear a collar upon my neck there is one around my heart and that one is stronger then any that could be placed upon my throat i belong to You and no other can ever take Your place no other can ever touch me as deeply as You for You have touched me to my very core. i love You my Master so very much and nothing will ever change that

Some Funnies
A couple is taking a stroll in a lovely meadow when they come upon a wishing well. The woman leans over makes a wish, and throws in a quarter. Her husband decides he wants to make a wish, also. Unfortunately, he leans over too far, falls down into the well, and drowns. The woman stands there shaken for a moment, and then exclaims, "HOLY SHIT, IT WORKS!!!" ------------------------------------ As the woman passed her daughter's closed bedroom door, she heard a strange buzzing noise coming from within. Opening the door, she observed her daughter giving herself a real workout with a vibrator. Shocked, she asked, "What in the world are you doing?" The daughter replied, "Mom, I'm thirty-five years old, unmarried, and this thing is about as close as I'll ever get to a husband. Please, go away and leave me alone." The next day, the girl's father heard the same buzz coming from the other side of the closed bedroom door. Upon entering the room, he observed his daughter making passionat

Me As I Am.......
Hello my name is Tammy I am 40 yrs old and a mother of three 25,23 and my 18 yr old which lives with me expecting her first born (son) and my forth grandson. He is due on March 22, 2008. My last relationship lasted 16 yrs married 10 of those. It ended in seperation 2 yrs or so ago. It was a verbally abusive relationship. I am looking for a friend in hopes of a very nice and long lasting relationship. I put 16yrs into someone who just let it go so easy. I want to know that I am not wasting another 16 yrs. I have not dated in 2 yrs or so since seperation because of the fear of wasting my time. My 18 yr old told me to get back on the horse and not to let it scare me so hear I am. I think that is why I want to take it slow and see what happens I am very loving and very trusting so I think slow is the best way to go for now.

Drowning
I felt myself drowning in you. Drowning in your eyes, your smile, your soul. Now I feel myself just drowning. Drowning in loneliness, sadness and despair. How could you just walk away? Didn’t I truly matter to you? How could it be so easy to just give up? Am I not worth fighting for? Help me. I’m drowning. Drowning in loneliness, sadness and despair.

Your A Man When...
1. OPENING JARS - She's struggling. You take it from her hands, open it effortlessly and pretend she loosened it for you. She didn't. Jars are men's work. 2. CALLING SOMEONE 'SON' - Especially policeman but even saying it to kids makes you the man. 3. DOING A PROPER SLIDE TACKLE - Beckham free kicks - camp. A Stuart Pierce tackle is the pinnacle of the game, simultaneously winning the ball and crippling the man. Magic. 4. SHARPENING A PENCIL WITH A STANLEY KNIFE - Blunt, is it? Hand it here love. No, I don't need a sharpener, I've got a knife thanks! 5. GOING TO THE TIP - A manly act which combines driving, lifting and- as you thrillingly drop your rubbish into another huge pile of other rubbish - noisy destruction. 6. DRINKING UP - Specifically, rising from the table, slinging your coat on and downing two thirds of a pint in one fluid movement. Then nodding towards the door, saying, "Let's go" and striding out while everyone else struggles to catch up with yo

Tall Tale? Lol
One night, a dark and rainy night, everyone was asleep in the house. Their house was in the backwoods of Arkansas, set on top of a not so high hill overlooking a fast running creek at the bottom of the ravine. They had a garden and it was constantly being raided by deer and other vermine. In the middle of the night they were awakened by a comotion outside. Grandpa grabbed a latern and went outside to check it out and saw a bear, a very large grizzly bear, going after their mule. He picked up a rock and charged the bear. As soon as he was close enough he threw it and bounced it off the bears shoulder. The bear turned its attention to him and charged. Grandpa turned and headed back to the security and safety of the house, got the door bolted just in time. They did not have bolts on their doors like we do. This was a bolt like the kind in the old western movies, a board thats fits into a hooks on both sides of the door. But the bear was going crazy slamming its body against the

Contest, Please Help...
I am in a contest, the most comments on my pic will win... the contest started 01-01-08 and will run until 01-08-08. Who wants to help? If you comment 100+ i'll add you to my family...or if u comment A LOT maybe there is something else you want.. Fubucks.... This is my first contest and it was an out of the blue thing... I want to win! Please help me out... Here is the link or [ fubar.com photo: 138071793 ] Much love to you all Happy New Year! ~Nikki~

Im So Tired Of It
It's really really annoying when people from the north or north east tell me I DONT KNOW COLD. If its 40 Degrees out and Im cold its my business, Im sorry if you live where it get -20 below too bad for you and Im sure youre cold too. I tell someone its 29 degrees out and get my head bit off cause I just dont understand what cold is . Well up yours, next time its 115 in the shade in July and youre bitching about 90 degrees I'll be sure to return the favor Someone bring me a midol

Not Ready To Make Nice Lyrics
Not Ready To Make Nice Forgive, sounds good Forget, I’m not sure I could They say time heals everything But I’m still waiting I’m through with doubt There’s nothing left for me to figure out I’ve paid a price And I’ll keep paying I’m not ready to make nice I’m not ready to back down I’m still mad as hell and I don’t have time to go round and round and round It’s too late to make it right I probably wouldn’t if I could ‘Cause I’m mad as hell Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should I know you said Can’t you just get over it It turned my whole world around And I kind of like it I made my bed and I sleep like a baby With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’ It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger And how in the world can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they’d write me a letter Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I’m not rea

Why Do I Bother? But What The Hell Read If You Want If You Dont Thats Fine To
What I wanted I truly thought it was you. Someone who loves to be with me, Someone who’s love was strong and true. What I wanted was becoming a reality You said you never wanted to leave me alone What I wanted was love, and to see it grow, Having a home with love, while calling it our own. What I wanted was to be number one or even the fifth in your life. What I wanted was the person I love, to become my wife. Someone to take the time, to understand how loving I am. Someone that knew when it comes to being a man, “that I am.” Know that there’s nothing I am materialistic attached. Someone that knows when disputing not attacked What I wanted I saw in you. Sadden by the clock of time it became untrue. So many things I heard that came from your voice That made me believe the person I wanted was you, But when time passed on by I realize, what I wanted was not you. What I wanted was an image, an image you made. Of a w

New Here
Ok...this is a new site for me and learning my way around here. I've already begun to make friends and for those of you that are thank you for the welcome. Here to make friends. and a HAPPY & PEACEFUL NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL.

Stress
ok heres the deal.. im in the hospital because i just had my liver transplant i have had complications but made it through the doctor said that i have to transfer hospitals because apparently im too special for this one.. but anyways... i have had one really good friend be here for me through everything, and i can't thank her enough for it... Question is though.. my best friend.. i haven't talked to her since the 27th of december.. i have had her boyfriend keep her updated with the things that are going on.. but she said she would be back online after the new year.. well ummmm now it's 2 days into the new year.. and i dont know what to do. i know she loves and cares about me, and her boyfriend.. but wth am I to do ? i can't call her cuz her parents are assholes that dont like me, because of some reason... anyways... idk i just had to get all of this out in a freaking blog.. maybe it'll relax me. anyhow.. feel free to comment if you wanna. idc either way

Broken Heart
why does people have to use others and then just throw them away like underwhere? i am talking about a woman. she semed special to me from the moment we met. saturday night we had great sex and while we were doing it i told her i wanted her forever and then i just wanted to fall asleep and cuddle after we finished but she said no. then she said she had to leave and before long she got huffy about it. i was so hurt, but i paid her the $100 anyway even though i didn't want to after that. some people go thru life with no feelings and thats ok for them becase i have mine.

Your Black Heart
It's too late the time has come I've kept this inside me for way too long Silence will leave me cold Lost on a highway that never takes me home I want to step aside I want to give it up Before I lose it all It's tearing me inside The way you break me down Oh there will come a time When I will come undone And you will let me fall I'll leave it all behind Before you break me down The weight of a thousand lies Promises broken haunt me all the time You say that you're sure to change But that black heart reveals that You'll always stay the same I realize Forgiveness Is calling And it's calling I've denied The reason I'm falling And I'm falling So let go

Personality, Stolen From My Beautiful Friend Ange.
I am an August Baby: ---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. ----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. -----------------MARCH BABY -------------------- Attractive personality. sex