Fubar Blog Posts 4

Deleting Ppl
IT SEEMS THOUGH SOME OF YOU THAT I LEFT ON MY FRIENDS LIST STILL HAVENT SHOWN ME ANY LOVE SO IM DELETING MORE OF YOU UNTILL YOU CAN PROVE TO ME THAT YOU WANNNA STAY THEN YOU ARE GONE..I DONT HAVE TIME FOR ALLTHIS FAKE BS. SO I WILL DELETING MORE NAMES . TALK TO YOU ALL LATER BUT YOU HAVE TO PROVE ME THAT YOU WANNA STAY OR YOU ARE GONE......THIS IS IT IM DONT WITH ALL THE GAMES AND FKAE PPL WHO ARE HERE FOR POINTS AND ALL THAT OTHER SHIT THAT GOES ALONG WITH IT. IF YOU WANNA STAY LET ME KNOW..

Two Week Absense
So...good chance I won't get online tomorrow much, if at all...and then I leave Wed evening (after my wed afternoon exam) to head back home (east) for an 11 day stretch....there's a very good chance the next time I actually sign on here it'll be the new year so... That being the (very possible) case...hope everyone has a happy holidays...should you be celebrating any holidays...and I'll check in with you all when I'm back. Who (Eric) that's who. (oh)

Life's Surprises...
It's been on my mind a lot lately, yet not really bothering me, just making me realize that you never know what turn your life is going to take. The people that you think are true and will be there through hell and high waters, seem to be able to leave at the drop of a hat. Over things that make me happy. I'm geting older and don't really like the same things I have liked and it seems like if I'm not the same happy go lucky person that I've been in previous years, then they want nothing to do with me. But newsflash, there is more to me and more to all of us than the bar. I don't need to get stupid drunk to have a good time. I hope that we can mend things eventually and get to know each other on other levels. I truely value each and everyone that I call friends and don't want to lose any of you. Yet in the end it honestly is your choice to have me in your life or not. And in the oppisite hand, there is one person imparticular that I didn't really ever expect to bond with. But we h

I;m Owned...meet My Fu Owners..ya'rly
Thank you too everyone that bid on my in the Auction. I have decided too do things a little different then most. As some of you that took the time too look saw top bid was a blast a month in 08 and a Happy Hour on my birthday. This year Christmas is just not going too be much fun for me. So I decided too try and add some fun too it. I declined my offers too be owned by Fubars own mascot... But I also got 2 other special people along with the bid. Please stop by and show them some love. Much love too all. Make sure too tell them BooBoo sent ya. Even if you are friends with them already please stop by and say hi. Orly? The Official FUBAR Owl ~@ fubar A m N e S i A@ fubar Johnnydevil@ fubar This pimpout brought too you by: ¢¾BooBoo¢¾@ fubar

Be An Angel
Be An Angel Reach for the stars Keep your halo polished Share your favorite things with others Plant a garden for the butterflies Say something nice to someone everyday Be patient with those who don't fly as fast as you do Talk to the plants to help them grow Always tell the truth Think good thoughts Sprinkle a little startdust wherever you go

Christmas ;(
Well, It's the christmas season... And in true 2007 fashion everything just seems to be going wrong. It's not bad enough that I've been through 2 car accidents, 2 horrible breakups, Lost my car, my money, all my savings, and the job I love because of it..Now christmas season is here, and I can't seem to get into the spirit...I don't feel like celebrating a "savior" or a "god" that doesn't seem to care about me and my little family. I know that sounds really horrible, but it's really hard to keep the faith when It just seems like your shoveling shit against the tide. I hope everyone out there has a wonderfull Christmas, and I pray that ya'll have a better holiday season then me.

A Good Husband!
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! ! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick: Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite dinner

Dear Santa,
I know i have not wrote you since i was 5 but i guess i well try it again this many years later! So santa my only wish i want from you is to see my baby girl for the holiday to hold her kiss her and lot you know i trully love her with ever drop of blood in my body i know you probly dont think i been the best person this year but i have tryed to be ! If you could do that for me i really would be thankful for that !! thank santa Blackheart

1 Year
I can't believe how fast time goes by.. it feels like only yesterday that I got the phone call telling me Ryan was killed. Today made exactly 1 year and I still think of him every day and catch myself talking to him. I haven't even taken his number out of my cell phone. How sad is that.. it's not like it's going to ring and be him. I miss him so much and I tell him so all the time. My bestfriend, Ryan, I miss you more than anything and love you! You are still in my thoughts and will always be. I wish so much that you were still here, you always listened to me when I had a problem and you always gave me good advice. I know one day I will see you again and that thought warms me. We all miss you! You will always be my bestfriend sweetie!

My Lost Love... I Promise You This....
I have loved deeply And I have lost greatly And to you I shall leave alone For you have cause me Great Pain And horrible sadness in my days We had a wonderful thing going Evenings shared in magical bliss Wild and free in the dreams of the night knowing that our love was the purest of joys Nothing could ever keep us separated from one another Till the day I had ruined it all With simple spoken words of wrong Never did I fail to see what was done Till that faithful day I had lost you my love Never is there a day that goes by That I do not forget the pain I've done Nor the pain and hurt I have received in kind Of my words spoken in depressed and hurtful tones That I have relived to lately have caused us to part so quickly To you I make this Blood promise That I shall never more cause you pain Nor shall I ever be hurtful or hateful to you For I am now nothing more then a lost and saddened soul That is roaming this quiet world forever to be alone.... St

What Is Your Love Style?
What is your love style?RomanticYou love to make your partner feel special, whether you are doing anything or not. Your sweet words and tender touches are your favored method of seduction, and members of the opposite sex swoon at the mere sight of you! You are a classic romantic, and definitely a keeper! Your best match: a Passionate lover Stay away from: an Aggressive lover

Written In Confusion
walk through ashes tell your shadow to follow a different leader away from the sun there's no calm for the fears of a child's imagination tear away the layers that burn deep in me, deep in you rearrange the pieces you thought held you together is there love is there peace or is there too much control for you to part with run with your eyes closed and set your path on fire no man ever made it far without a soul what would these words mean if you couldn't feel gather courage, gather faith, gather love what do you do...lets see what you do

A Love Like Fire
A love like fire, a burning passion runs deep in my soul, a longing for returned desire Without question. When I look into your eyes I see a flawless beauty. Thoughts of you and I together consume me in every waking moment. When you are near the fire rages inside me, To say that I am in love, it isn’t enough; I know in this lonely heart that I have to show you how I feel. You must understand that these feelings I have cannot merely be written. Words cannot explain how I long to hold you in my arms, how I wish to fall asleep listening to your soft breathing, how I wish to wake up to see a smile on your face. I would like to spend a lifetime with you rather than a single moment without you. I love you as you are; don’t change, don’t do anything different for me. Just promise you’ll be the one to catch me as I fall more and more in love with you. Just promise you’ll be the one to catch me. Don’t change, don’t do anything different for me; I love you as you are

Feelin Kinda Dirty
give me what you got even if its sin just open up my legs baby and slide your fingers right in then let me get on top and ride your chin as you lick my clit i say please dont stop till my g has been hit

Just A Thought
I was thinking it's amazing how we can laugh at other peoples misfortunes. Britney Spears going crazy and lopping off all her hair. People who wreck their cars. Laughing at the people who get cheated on. etc etc. We all have our little things that we know is wrong to joke about but, we do it. But, when that same stuff happens to us it's not so funny is it?... Not so funny when we are the ones getting robbed, getting broken ribs, getting diagnosed with diseases, getting the pain. hmm I dunno like I said just a thought.

And Nothing Is All And All Is Sanity
it starts as it ends..silent..cold..empty..tears..cries unheard..breaths heard..the bleakness of nothing..and with that the shadow vanishes and all is left is a il feeling of all the happiness in the world has been sucked away...for the shaow, darkness was hope and the faith the many needed to thrive on another day...til then the fear remains awaiting its return.. the silent stalker that waits the eyes that see the lips that caress the cold as it bites at its warm exposed flesh hold tight that breath the sweat swept from a brow the choking grip of a ivory handle the glint of a metal cold to touch and soft like a razor through butter grinding teeth spit snarls like a hungry wolf waiting for prey deaths harbinger

I Am An Ordained Minister - Ulc & Green Faith Ministries
As of December 18th, 2007I have become an ordained minister in the Universal Life Church Monastary.Legally becomingReverend Jeremy D******Better know as The Rev(olution)The Universal Life Church (ULC) serves as a legal umbrella sheltering independent religious thought and expression from political control by church or state. It has no traditional dogma or doctrine beyond "live and help live," and "do that which is right." Because of its unorthodoxy, ULC defended its rights as a "legitimate church" in United States Courts, and prevailed. This opened the way for many New Age and other churches to practice and teach their beliefs freely today. I believe that no other church has been required to prove its right to exercise its freedom of religion in America! FUCK ALL BULLSHIT PROPAGANDA!!!! TAKE MATTERS INTO YOUR OWN HANDS!BE THE REVOLUTION!!!! Amendment ICongress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridg

The Twelve Days Of Fubar
On the first day of Christmas My Fubar love gave to me: An Oscar in a Christmas tree. On the second day of Christmas My Fubar love gave to me: Two pints of Guninness...etc. On the third day of Christmas My Fubar love gave to me: Three Cans of Bud...etc. On the forth day of Christmas My Fubar love gave to me: Four Root Beers...etc. On the fifth day of Christmas My Fubar love gave to me: Five Bottles of Corana...etc. On the sixth day of Christmas, My Fubar love gave to me: Six glasses of Champagne...etc. On the seventh day of Christmas, My Fubar love gave to me: Seven shots of rum...etc. On the eight day of Christmas, My Fubar love gave to me: Eight Jello Shots...etc. On the ninth day of Christmas, My Fubar love gave to me: Nine Shots of Vodka...etc. On the tenth day of Christmas, My Fubar love gave to me: Ten Margarita's...etc. On the eleventh day of Christmas, My Fubar love gave to me: 'eleven Yards of

Dj Shadow
YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THIS DJ.. MAY BE LURKING AROUND... YOU WILL ALWAYS FIND HIM... HIDING IN THE BACKGROUND... BUT YOU'LL ONLY FIND HIM AT... IS HE AWAKE??... OR IS HE ASLEEP?!? WELL IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER!! BECAUSE YOU'LL ALWAYS KNOW... WHEN HE'S SPINNIN THE VINYL... HE PUTS ON AN AWESOME SHOW... EVERY SATURDAY AND SUNDAY MORNING... FROM 1AM - 7AM MST... HE'S CLASSY... NEVER SASSY!!!... AND... ALWAYS AROUND WHEN YOU NEED HIM... SO COME ON IN TO AFTERSHOCK AND SAY HELLO.. GET TO KNOW SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE YOU'LL EVER MEET ON FUBAR WHERE WE'LL TREAT YOU LIKE FAMILY ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ WILL VON~*~ ~*~DJ SQUID LEE~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ RAVEN LADY X~*~

My Heart Cannot Accept What My Mind Already Knows"
It's hard to believe that she and i could of been but still... I don't know why it's so difficult to accept. I keep repeating to myself that she's too good for the likes of me but in my heart i can't let go Maybe someday........just maybe my heart will believe what my mind already knows that she's to good for the likes of me.

Thanks To A Good Friend
Thanks to a good friend on the fu! "Nyne" She talked me into keeping my morphing contest going until christmas day! She is the best! Stop by her page and send her some luv! http://fubar.com/user/176394

Cleaning House *again* (read If Your A Friend Or Fan!)
It has become that time AGAIN! If you are on my Friends, Family or Fan list, and I never see you post, or leave me a Comment, I will be deleting you, unless you leave me a comment or an email stating you would like to stay on my list by 12am EST 12-19-07. Im sorry, but tired of leaving comments for those who never comment back. ~~BW

In The Heat Of The Moment
In The Heat Of The Moment In the heat of the moment, wild passions flare. Tongues, teeth and finger tips, aching to touch and share. Invisible boundaries designed, to quell this heat with a shiver and a chill. Anticipation the red flame, that melts an iron will. Passions born of hell, yet known to God as pleasure. Finger tips burn skin, while touching lighter than a feather. A dance in near darkness, awakes once more this passion. Erotic this crucifixion, outdated by modern fashion. The world slips away, as we dance in the fire. Lips touching skin , animalistic this desire. The tempo grows quicker, hips interlocked not breaking. Hearts pound, brain whirls at this risk we are taking. The CD a rumble, like distant thunder. Passion riding the storm, of this spell I'm under. Lips along jawlines, passion threatens to burn us. Forged far below, in Hades' own furnace. Lips brushing lips, searing the flesh. Bodies interlocked, as to the mus

The List
Good Morning. December 18th and one week before Christmas. Snow on the ground colder temperatures then the week before, yes…yes it is truly winter toto and we are not in Kansas anymore. I am not really sure if I have ever been to Kansas… hmm I best make that part of the list. Do you have a list? You know the list of things you wish to see, accomplish or just be part of before you meet the maker? I think there is a movie coming out with Jack Nicholson called “The Bucket List” Or something of that nature. Basically a list of things these two guys want to do before they push up daisies. Worm feast, sleep in the dirt hotel many, many terms for that long rest of no return. But, the list is basically in everyone’s head… other then those who actually do have a list hidden in some drawer or tucked away in a closet and at our age…those things get miss placed easier then not. I mean I can one minute tuck something away and my recall memory is like, now I just had that damned thing where did it

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Do you hate me now? The answer is in the question. You always hated how I spoke in riddles And I did it for that reason. You're wishing for my death now I hear, And I'm living just to spite you. I lie about who I am now So I can say I'm just like you. I called you up the other day I knew you would answer, you haven't changed. It's kinda like a slap in the face knowing I'm not the same. Reality is like a head on collision When karma comes back three fold. Vengence is beautiful And I'm thriving on the lies you told. I'm just like you now Gnawing on the hand that fed. Slowly but surely You'll choke on the words you've said.

Preface
ok im in the middle of writing a book and decided i might start placing the chapters in my blog for people to have a look at and give me feedback on what they think. Let us know if you think its a good idea

For Sale :)
How can you tell this table is being sold by a man? And don't cheat either!! It's not hard to tell!! This table was for sale on eBay. How can you tell it is being sold by a man? Can you solve this little riddle? First look and guess. You will find the answer below, but don't cheat! Know the answer? If not, scroll down now..... Look in the mirror. Folks, do everyone a favor. If you're gonna post a picture on the world-wide web, WEAR CLOTHES when taking the picture.rotflmboooo

We Won
2007 Collegiate Cyclo Cross National champions Well it was a very long cycling season this semester. Three national championship events over the last five months. We have had some good succes with a fifthe place finish at Track Nationals and Second at Mountain Bike Nationals. This past weekend we traveled to Kansas City to compete for cyclo cross national championships. As the defending champions the pressure was on us to try and repeat. Well my team delivered. Our women raced so well with one of our girls winning the individual national championship. Two more in the top 10 and we won the overall for the women. Our men also raced amazingly well. One of our riders stated at the back of a 146 rider field and rode his way to third place. With two more in the top 6 and we secured the men's overall title. With both of these events coming together we won the overall team title. This is our seventh National title.

Glass Heart
I believe the heart is the most precious thing that you should always cherish cause you never know when or if it can ever be mended once it has been broken or shattered sometimes it is hard to put a glass heart back together no matter who tries to put the pieces back together... One thing I learned is that not who can mend it if your strong enough to put the pieces back together and always think to yourself be careful who you let in that glass heart because you don't know who will shatter it..... If someone does shatter the glass heart it will seem like forever to mend it back but it doesn't you just have to learn to be careful who you love and trust with it especially if that has happened to the other person as well but if your in love help each other to heal not hide what your feeling cause it can only make the heart hurt more and more... The Old Saying Goes The Heart Is Like Glass You Shouldn't Toy With It!! Hurt Me Once Shame On You Hurt Me Twice Shame On Me Hurt Me T

When You Feel Like Thier Is No Hope
When you feel like everything you ever wanted is lost you see that thier is more out thier then you thought that thier was you hope to see your self happy and in love with someone.You hope not to be judged by any one that you are aroound.You feel like thier is no hope for you at all you sitt in a room woundering when you life will come all together and you will be able to be you and not be judged by what you do

Cheating Final Part
If that's how you want it That's how it will be. But don't hesitate to call If you ever need anything from me. Why did you have to hurt me? You brought her to our bed. What the hell is wrong with you. What's going through your head? I don't know what's wrong with me But I won't waste anymore of your time. I guess I'm not deserving of your love You deserve better, when you find him you'll be fine. I cant believe you'd do this, just simply throw us away. Was she worth all of this? Worth the price you pay? No she wasn't worth it But there's nothing I can do. Whatever happens from here on out Is totally up to you. Do my tears mean nothing? Cant you see that I'm in pain? How can you make this up to me? I know you've gone insane. I don't know how I'm not sure that I can. But if you think of anything then that will be my plan. You want to stay with me, after all you put me through? Then you will cater my every whim, whatever I ask of you. If tha

The Stupidest Friend Request So Far.
KenDo's "friend" request: "I have done a lot of stuff, but i have never had 2 women at the same time. Can i join you and your girls friend?" SuperGirl to ->KenDo in shout box: "had to see what kind of moron would send me such a ridiculous friend request....and it figures that you don't even have your face on here...I wouldn't show mine either with a dumb-ass proposition like that. geesh." KenDo@ fubar ------------ WTF? It ain't like I've ever had two women at the same time....but I ain't goin begging in stranger's friend request boxes to troll for some either.... ROTFLMFAO What a fuckface. lol

Letter From Kung Fu Teacher
Hey Kenny, If it wasn't for the fact that my sister is nuts (seriously-she suffers from severe psychosis) and my cousin Bruce is doing drugs and I have to spend time with him, I would invite yuo to stay with me.Hey, maybe you can ride down to NCarolina and hang with Brian and train. I will be stopping by in Charlotte on the way there and on the way back. One of the things in that beliefnet thing is to STAY AWAY FROM TOXIC PEOPLE, so this is not only referring to my sister and cousin , but Gene, who is suffering from severe depression as well. Sure, misery loves company, but not in this case. Look, I know I am not telling you anything you haven't heard, but I think what you did was "noble" and romantic. You made a sacrifice for love. But, in my opinion,that song fell upon deaf ears-you wasted it on the wrong girl. Kenny, you will make some girl a great boyfriend,lover,husband-whatever. There aren't many guys who still feel that true romance, clairol commercial type love stories ex

The Meaning Of Family
If you ever want to know the true meaning of family just look at teh TrueLycan FreeLance Bomber family Late Monday night one of their own was attacted, slandered, and basicly bombarded with hate full words. The person (we will call him Dick ) tore down (we will call her BabyGirl ) and in the end hurt her. Dick called Baby Girl a lier and told her that her way of life and sexual prefrence were wrong and ulgy. While this was happening Baby girl ws bombing and became quite. Knowing something was wrong the family mambers started asking he what was wrong. when she finally told them what was going on the family stoped what they were doing and asked Dick why he hurt someone they cared about. the resopnce he gave was "Im sorry Im in a bad mood." At this the members bombed him with qustions like " Why would you do something like that to some one

Angel
Angel by me You are a wild flower the sun that blinds me in the desert the unexpected rain on a summer night I would hold you prisoner on an island But how is it possible to imprison the breeze ? How is it possible to capture an Angel with wings ? You are not mine, you belong to nobody Only God possesses you But I ask you only one thing a glance to keep the colour of your eyes always inside my soul We are at peace I forgive you. Mrrcp2007

How Good Are You?
Sex Quiz........ SEX QUIZ how good are you?? . --Above75 means your shit in bed. --Above 50 means you are not so good and quite boring in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are fun in bed,but nothing special --Below 25 means you are damn good in bed! --below 15 means your amazing in bed! AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" START AT 50.... -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated

The Powerful Oz.
I just got the best text message EVER. My bestie texts me and says, "Since you're the all powerful oz of music, call me I need to know the name of a song." yes, when you have no life, this knowledge is easily harvested. I rule. Some more. LOL

Friendship Poetry
Why is it that we feel pain, we get no warning as with the rain. the loss of someone dearly loved, or the remnants of a shattered love. Moveing on is hard to do when every day you feel so blue. Friends seem distant, so far away, it's hard to take another day. there is it seems no one who cares, one that your heart they can repair. I've been there friend I feel your pain, it's hard to be strong when your soul is strained. so take my hand, I'll lift you up, upon my sholders your burdons' thrust. Now dry your eyes and never fear, and know my friend that I am near.

More About Me....read If You Dare! Lol
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? yes, I have actually had sex with someone on my friends list.....:) 2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? Morning is good...........afternoon is good......night is great!!! Sex is great any time of day or night! LOL! 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? right side 4. Pork, beef, or chicken? Chicken 5. Have you ever had to pull over to the side of the road to puke? um, not for MYSELF! But for a few friends, yeah. We used to get pretty fucked up 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No, but I've done it for FUN! stripteasing for the right man is great! 7. Shower or bath? depends on the mood.......sometimes a girl just needs a long, hot relaxing bath 8. Do you pee in the shower? no, unless he wants me too.... 9. Mexican or Chinese mexican for sure 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? both, so he can use whatever I'm in the mood for.

Christmas!!
Man chistmas is just riding up my butt this year ... which really sucks because it's going to be a crappy one... i'm single and my mom and dad are going on some second honeymoon so i'm pretty much alone except for my sister is coming to stay with me... But this is the first christmas without the asshole that took over my life and i can't help but miss him at this time... Christmas was always good for us *sighs* who else is going to have a crappy christmas? Raven

Crazy Me..
You all might know me as a crazy person, fun loving, and showing that crazy side a lot. There is another side to my soul....When I am hurt, and down n out...I create laughter by doing stupid silly things. I have used FUBAR as a tool for me to heal, and I have a lot of friends on here who comment on my photos. That brings me peace, and I thank all of you. I hope that my personality brings out the best in all of you. I certainly enjoy reading the comments. My Dad built this being, and I thank God for him. I am living my life through him. He has passed, and the Holidays are very hard so If you laugh with me...you will have a friend for life. My personality has made a solid mold, and I do not want it to break. Thank You..NSF, Looking4new, and DewtheDew.....You guys always have funny comments, and thank you Armgst...adopted Pop...Love Ya..u6i9 you are awesome too...to all of my repeat offenders...and Misterfeet youare just the shit...love ya too

The Ugly Frog...
THE UGLY FROG..... > An older lady was somewhat lonely and decided she > needed a pet to keep her > company. So, off to the pet shop she went. She > searched and searched. None > of the pets seemed to catch her interest, except > this ugly frog. As she > walked by the jar he was in, she looked and he > winked at her. > >> He whispered, "I'M SO LONELY, TOO. BUY ME AND TAKE > ME HOME WITH. YOU WON'T > EVER BE SORRY." >> > The old lady figured, what the heck! She hadn't > found anything else. So, > she bought the frog. She placed him in the car, on > the front seat beside > her. >> > As she was slowly driving down the road, the frog > whispered to her "KISS ME > AND YOU WON'T BE SORRY." >> > So! The old lady figured, WHAT THE HECK, and kissed > the frog. > > > IMMEDIATELY the frog turned into an absolutely > gorgeous, sexy, young, > handsome prince. > > THE PRINCE THEN RETURNED THE OLD LADY'S KISS. > > SUDDENLY THE OL

Calendars
I have made a couple of calendar pages for a couple of people. I like doing them. If you like one let me know. I am thinking and wondering about doing a whole calendar. Would Fubar let me do a calendar "The Women of Fubar"? The couple I have made are in the photo folder "Calendars I have made".

Counseling - Southern Style
COUNSELING - SOUTHERN STYLE Earl and Bubba are quietly sitting in a boat fishing, chewing and drinking beer when suddenly Bubba says, 'I think I'm gonna divorce my wife - she ain't spoke to me in over 2 months.' Earl spits, sips his beer and says, 'Better think it over, women like that are hard to find.'

Friendship
Friendship . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into your heart

My Destiny
"My Destiny" I have always dreamed of this I'll admit that there was something I missed Wonderin' if it is for real Every mistake, every wrong turn Every time I lost my way Led me to this, moment of bliss, tonight [CHORUS:] With you, finally I can break free With you, I saw a changing in my destiny Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see How different life turned out to be You were always by my side That you believed in me was enough reason why I didn't stop, didn't give up Even if I sometimes lost hope I did my best, and I am blessed In life [CHORUS:] With you, finally I can break free With you, I saw a changing in my destiny Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see How different life turned to be Can I get any higher Tell me, does it get any stronger? I owe it to you, that I made it through I never could've done it, without you [CHORUS:] With you, I can break free, yeah With you, I saw a changing in my destiny Dream come true, it'

For Neenee
The Queen needs more friends and fans Lots and LOts of LOVE....come check her out, and leave some love while your at it NeeNee Da Queen - Happy Holiday's!@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by ♥ JeNn ♥ Door Girl for Centerfolds♥The Sisterhood♥@ fubar

Playground
I crave the taste of your mindnumbing lips pressed tightly against my own, while we are making out my hands eagerly roam. Your body is my playground, a land of endless joy, your divine breasts deserve to be my 2nd favorite toy. Your exqisite derrier, is fun to play play with like putty in my hands. I would kill, or destroy most anyone or any thing for the chance. I want to eat you, like tomorrow will never come, I am not going to stop till your way more than done. 5 hours later your sexually exausted, yhen its time to play making love to you my girl, all the live long day. after the bone, we get on the phone to see if our friends are home. We call over she, we call over he, we play naked twister to get on our sexual bond. Time has come for coors light, maybe gonna spark the flames tonight. Quarters can be fun to play, the losers have to strip something away. You and he, she and me then we switch to she and he, and you with me, then we watch you and she making us all very happ

Love
"I do beseech you of your pardon for too much loving you." -William Shakespeare "To love at all is to be vulnerable." -C.S. Lewis "If you love something, set it free. If it comes back it's yours to keep. If it doesn't, it was never meant to be." -author unknown "Oh, thou art fairer than the evening air, clad in the beauty of a thousand stars." -Christopher Marlowe "Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind, and therefore is wing'd cupid painted blind." -William Shakespeare "You never lose by loving. you always lose by holding back" -Barbara De Angelis "All you need is love." -John Lennon "I hold it true, whate'er befall; I feel it, when I sorrow most; 'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." -Alfred, Lord Tennyson "People love others not for who they are, but for how they make us feel." -Irwin Federman "Love is not what we become, but who we already are." -Steven Levine "Love is patient

Best Prank Ever
OMG.... I just heard the finniest story and HAVE to share this... apparently this is the best prank ever. Someone ..who shall remain nameless... had a gay ad posted about him somewhere with his phone number, and called my room mate thinking it was her. OMG I need to know who did this they deserve a night out on me! This is the funniest thing i have ever heard.. I have been laughing non stop.. damn i wish i would have come up with something like that.. it is priceless.. so whoever you are please let me know and i will gladly take you out to dinner myself! I LOVE YA!!!!! LMMFAO

Happiness :)
Weeee! Got my doctor's appointment today... everything is good! Heart rate was good and the baby kicked at the doppler! hehe. It was a really short appointment which is cool. I had a list of stuff that I wanted to bring up and I'm glad I didn't freak out when each thing happened- since it's all normal. My blood pressure was lower then it had been in the past, which is good. It's also suprising since I was so pissed off earlier. It was to the point that I was shaking. Gladly though I did calm down and I'm definately going to think things through before I decide how I'm going to handle this. I don't want to barrel into something with out thinking it through and understand exactly what I want to say. Anyways, I found out my ultrasound is going to be at my next appointment (January 17 for those curious.) I hope this next month goes as fast as this last one has.. I can't wait! *giggles* XOXO

To Git R Done Family
I DONT KNOW AIMEE WHO SEEMSS TO BE THE PRESIDENT AND LEADER OF THE GIT R DONE BOMBSQUAD..BUT I AM VERY HURT AND DISAPPOINTED..I WAS PROMISED THIS ROLE..I KNOW I HAVENT BEEN HERE BUT THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE MY FRIENDS KNOW WHY..IM SORRY I JUST NEED TO KNOW WHERE I STAND NOW..IF AT ALL...I AM A BOMBER ITS IN MY BLOOD..PLEASE RESPOND AND TELL ME WHAT NOW??? ALWAYS FAITHFUL:(:(

Defective Pants?
Defective Pants? So about 6 months ago i bought a pear of pants at steve and barrys they were about 10 bucks or so (cheap i know but hey) So today i go to put them on and a rivet pops out by the pocket.. ok i thought no big deal and then i find the zipper is not locking so Im catching a nice breeze there.. So i was like weeeelll ill call corprate see what my options are knowing that A)I dont have a reciept and B) I bought em 6 months ago So i call and tell the english as a second language lady (god i hate that) my delemma She tells me just go to the sore and return them i laughed at and said wait you want me to go there with out anything and be like my pants broke gimmie another pair? she said yes cause there defective.. i said ok thinking in the back of my head there gonna be like buy a new pair ya cheap bastard... needless to say i called and there gonna get me some new pants.. Sweet

Remembering Victoria
Remembering Victoria REMEMBERING VICTORIA Life may deal us some unexpected blows, sometimes, which completely blindside us. The day can begin absolutely normal for us. Granted, each person's definition of normal' will vary from one individual to another. When we get up in the morning our minds are clear and all the thoughts from the previous day are, for the most part, abolished. We get up with a new attitude, hope and outlook for the day. We expect this day to be, somehow, better than the last; if in fact the previous day was harsh. But we don't give up hope. There is always hope. I remember one particular day so vividly in my mind. It's a day I will never forget. Even if I tried too, my co-workers won't let me. Someone needs to remember; and I may be the only one who does. Besides, I don't think I would want to forget. It keeps me grounded. It reminds me that I am human, that I have a heart, and that I am not the stone-hearted bitch I thought I had become. I reported for m

Boobies -vs- Willies
family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, 'Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there?' The father, surprised, answers, 'Well, son, a woman goes through three phases. In her 20s, a woman's boobs are like melons, round and firm. In her 30s to 40s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. 50, they are like onions'. 'Onions?' 'Yes, you see them and they make you cry.' This infuriated his wife and daughter, so the daughter said, 'Mom, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?' The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, 'Well dear, a man goes through three phases also. In his 20s, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30s and 40s, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50s, it is like a Christmas tree'. 'A Christmas tree?' 'Yes --- dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration

Why Am I Married?
You have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. __________ At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." __________ A lady inserted an ad in the classifieds: "Husband Wanted". Next day she received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." __________ When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him. __________ A woman is incomplete until she is married. Then she is finished . __________ A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" Father replied, "I don't know son, I'm still paying." __________ A young son asked, "Is it true Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son." __________ Then there was a woman wh

Hi All!
TO THOSE THAT DON 'T KNOW, PLEASE GO TO MY PROFILE PAGE AND ADD YOURSELF TO MY GUESTBOOK. ALSO ADD KISSES TOO!I HAVE SOME BUT FOR ANYONE THAT REALLY KNOWS ME, I CAN NEVER HAVE TOOO MANY KISSES! THANKS! LOVE YOU ALL! MUAAAHHHH

Honest Opinions Needed
I need some help from my friends. I posted some pics of some pretty intimate stuff.....the other guy, not my hubby...his girlfriend/wife to be...whatever she is...thinks he is God's gift to women in the size department. Now, as you may see or have seen, my hubby is well endowed. I have posted some pics of what I do best and I need some feedback for proof~! thanks for the help guys~! ~~smooches~~

Poem # 6
"Tenderness" Love sparkles in your eyes, like the twinkle of the stars in the skies, your heart, my everlasting prize, our connection of insurmountable size. Deep, like a river, is our love, blessed by the heavens above, our relationship, fitting like a glove, no better partner in life can I think of. Thank you for your sweet caress, thank you for our times of happiness, our feelings we must confess, are of warmth and tenderness.

Yay!!
The judge signed the final decree papers this morning! Bryson's (my son)last name is now officially and legally the same as mine!! It's going to be a Christmas surprise!! I can't wait until he finds out!! He'll be sooooo excited!!!! YAY!!!

----breaking News---ufo Info-------
This explains a LOT ! Note that HILLARY and many others are mentioned. This July marked the 60th Anniversary of a date you should recall, July 8, 1947, witnesses claim that an unidentified flying object (UFO) with five aliens aboard crashed onto a sheep and cattle ranch just outside Roswell, New Mexico. This is a well-known incident that many say has long been covered up by the U.S. Air Force and other federal Agencies and organizations. However, what you may NOT know is that in the month of March 1948, nine months after that historic day, the following people were born: Albert A. Gore, Jr. Hillary Rodham John F. Kerry William J. Clinton Howard Dean Nancy Pelosi Dianne Feinstein Charles E. Schumer Barbara Boxer See what happens when aliens breed with sheep? I certainly hope this bit of information clears up a lot of things for you. It did for me

Wow!!!!
I just wanted to give you all an update on my weight. I am still doing very well!!! I have dropped 150 lbs!!! I am into a size 8 and i havnt wore that since I was born I think ..ha ha!!! Neways I feel great and look 10 years younger!!! im just really proud of my acomplishments and wanted to share them with you!!!This has taken me 10 months!!!!The Best Is Yet To Come!!!!!!

It's An Honor To Pass This On
> >I watched the flag pass by one day, > >It fluttered in the breeze. > > >A young Marine saluted it, > >And then he stood at ease.. > > >I looked at him in uniform > >So young, so tall, so proud, > >With hair cut square and eyes alert > >He'd stand out in any crowd. > > >I thought how many men like him > >Had fallen through the years. > >How many died on foreign soil > >How many mothers' tears? > > >How many pilots' planes shot down? > >How many died at sea > >How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? > >No, freedom isn't free. > >I heard the sound of Taps one night, > >When everything was still, > >I listened to the bugler play > >And felt a sudden chill. > >I wondered just how many times > >That Taps had meant "Amen," > > >When a flag had draped a coffin. > >Of a brother or a friend. > > >I thought of all the children, > >Of the mothers and the wives, > >Of fathers, sons and husbands > >With interrupted lives. > >I though

Only In America
Only in America...do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America...do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America...do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the hea

Laying The Bomb
Ralph came home drunk one night, slid into bed beside his sleeping wife, and fell into a deep slumber. He awoke before the Pearly Gates, where St. Peter said, 'You died in your sleep, Ralph.' Ralph was stunned. 'I'm dead? No, I can't be! I've got too much to live for. Send me back!' St. Peter said, 'I'm sorry, but there's only one way you can go back, and that is as a chicken.' Ralph was devastated, but begged St. Peter to send him to a farm near his home. The next thing he knew, he was covered with feathers, clucking, and pecking the ground. A rooster strolled past. 'So, you're the new hen, huh? How's your first day here?' 'Not bad,' replied Ralph the hen, 'but I have this strange feeling inside. Like I'm gonna explode!' 'You're ovulating,' explained the rooster. 'Don 't tell me you've never laid an egg before?' 'N ever,' said Ralph. 'Well, just relax and let it happen,' says the rooster. 'It's no big deal.' Ralph did, and a few uncomfortable se

A Two Minute Read....
As I was walking down life's highway many years ago I came upon a sign that read Heavens Grocery Store. When I got a little closer the doors swung open wide And when I came to myself I was standing inside. I saw a host of angels. They were standing everywhere One handed me a basket and said "My child shop with care." Everything a human needed was in that grocery store And what you could not carry you could come back for more First I got some Pa

They're Waving At Me
Every year, I experience an odd moment shortly after my family and I arrive at the country house we rent in Montana. I drive down a back road, minding my own business, when I gradually realize that people are waving at me. They wave from their pickups and cars, barely lifting their hands off the steering wheel. At first the gesture is unsettling. I wonder if they are trying to tell me my lights are on or a tire is flat. Or perhaps it is a case of mistaken identity. I've never seen most of these people, so who do they think they are waving at? Then I remember. I'm not in the city anymore. And if anything distinguishes city folk from country folk, it's that in rural areas people make a habit of waving at strangers. Soon I'm waving at everyone too. I lift my fingers a little from the steering wheel, and the other driver lifts his. Or I shift my arm outward a bit as it rests on the window frame, raising my palm, and the other driver does likewise. One needn't be too obvious or exuberant

The Marine
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests the

Online Slave
a few years ago someone came into my life online and was very curious and intriqued about what i was into. casual talk at first led to more and more over time. after a year or longer, she accepted my collar. she was married, hubby wasnt into it but let her explore. she grew more and more with me. she led a vanilla life there and slave life with me, she visited a few times and really did well. life started getting in the way. and with a few pushes from me, she had to be released. it is difficult due to the fact that i took so much time with her and she grew to be a part of us. there will be no one else like her. she will be missed. but yea bro i am getting past it. she does still love me deeply and i will always own that dark side of her heart and cherish it always. who knows what the future brings, nothing is for certain. ever

Differend Xmas Story
The boy went oily train rails. He houlding in his hand a stick. Whit that stick he mixed papers which had fallen from the hazeltree. Sometimes he pressed a few papers as a ball,and smelling them. They smell better than guick glue and mouldy mattresses. His name is NIKITA. Pretty,blonde.blue eye boy. The legs of the big men,s trousers hampered the progress,because his legs were stick;s thin. The pockets were full of stuff. He has plastic bag the contents of which were unknown. Nikita was lucky,he found one hazel. He put that in the pocket. The vote of the pipe of the train made him step a side. Nikita was not so special.One of those poor kids on the sreet. Passer-by who is like a shadow. This not his first day on the sreet. Behind him is allready..year at approved school and another year sreet life. Two times 365 days...and all that only minus. Everything was begin when his father left his family. Father just get bored those kids who cry all the time,just dont

I Want A Hippopotamus For Christmas Lol
I want a hippopotamus for Christmas Only a hippopotamus will do Don't want a doll, no dinky Tinker Toy I want a hippopotamus to play with and enjoy I want a hippopotamus for Christmas I don't think Santa Claus will mind, do you? He won't have to use our dirty chimney flue Just bring him through the front door, that's the easy thing to do I can see me now on Christmas morning, creeping down the stairs Oh what joy and what surprise when I open up my eyes to see a hippo hero standing there I want a hippopotamus for Christmas Only a hippopotamus will do No crocodiles, no rhinoceroses I only like hippopotamuses And hippopotamuses like me too Mom says the hippo would eat me up, but then Teacher says a hippo is a vegeterian There's lots of room for him in our two-car garage I'd feed him there and wash him there and give him his massage I can see me now on Christmas morning, creeping down the stairs Oh what joy and what surprise wh

The Deal
You can speak your mind and I may listen to you. Then again I don’t follow in all what I’m told to do. I’m a guy that’s been far to long on the edge. I’ve been known to fall from the ledge. If I’m not happy I’ll go and find my way free. I no longer pretend and not be the real me. I’ll say it how it is and not hold back. It’s sad but I have been known to have love lack. I believe in things that some don’t feel the same. But it don’t matter for I rule this game. It’s my life and I’ll follow in what path I choose to pay. I move forward and unless I have to I don’t walk away. Through so much pain I had happen to me. There’s so much I still don’t let others see. I have walls that don’t come down for many out there. But if they do well then you see how much I care. You’ll realize that letting you in my life is a risk. Cause like the wind you can end up away in a whisk. My heart is like the sky it’s at times blue and grey. I can be happy and be crying for hours another day.

Told You I'm No One Special...
Overworked. Underpaid. Overstressed. Underappreciated. This is what happens to someone like me. You accept the fact that you have to be flexible and adaptable on a job, but the more you do, the less other people do, and 2 minutes later you're doing everything while all the other people are huddled together talking having fun and making you the big ugly butt of everyone's jokes. I'm being used for many people's professional gains, and once they get bored with me or feel they don't need my usefulness any longer, I'll be but just a memory. Oh well, just another day in the life of no one special. -B

For A Friend ...be Careful
Online love is great, if single With many spots to mix and mingle. Play some cards or write a poem. Touch a heart from your own home, Words of love and lots of kisses. Sometimes you click, but many misses. One day the perfect one appears, And you share laughter, joy and tears. he fills your nights with all his charms. You long to travel to his arms. But he is married, already taken, And marriage vows have now been shaken. Two loves will complicate his life, An online lover and a wife. Someday he will be forced to choose, And all of you will somehow lose So think it through past just today If your not in his heart then walk away

Merry Christmas
today,i wish you a day of ordinary miracles,a fresh pot of coco you did not have to make yourself an unexpected phone call from an old friend(with updated address). green stoplights on your way to work or shop. i wish you a day of little things to rejoice in. the fastest line at the grocery store. a good sing along song on the radio(no fair i pods). your keys right where you look. wish you a day of happiness and perfection little bite size pieces of perfection that give you the funny feeling that the lord is smiling on you,holding you so gently because you are someone rare and special. wish you a day of peace,happiness and joy. they say it takes a minute to find a special person,an hour to appreciate them,a day to love them,but then an entire life to foget them. send this phrase to the people you'll never forget.tis a short message to let them know that you'll never forget them

Love Is Not Like Anything, Especially A Fucking Knife (i'm A Fake)
"I'm A Fake" Small, simple, safe price Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals And I am not afraid to die I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight. I want the pain of payment What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks? And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart Love is not like anything Especially a fucking knife Look at me, you can tell By the way I move and do my hair Do you think that it's me or it's not me? I don't even care Do I drink? Do I date? Satisfied, in your eyes I made sure, that I look how I wanted to look My stomach hurts now, and all tied off in lace I pray, I beg for anything, to hit me in the

I Miss You
I miss you. I miss your warm eyes, the way you listen and care. I miss your kisses and all that we share. I miss you. I miss the touch of your hand, so reassuring and sincere, and the moments we spend together, that I hold dear. I miss you. I miss all of the caring things you do, and spending the evening alone with you. I miss you. I look forward to tomorrow knowing that then, I'll be one day closer to seeing you again. You must have guessed it by now... I miss you!

Blind Love
Love is blind," we say, but perhaps it is more accurate to say love sees with different eyes. Love sees beyond the surface. Love opens the door for beauty. When we see with the eye, we develop the ability to refine, to judge, to discriminate. When we see with the heart, we expand the view of what it is to be human, see the common dream, see the wisdom of friends and neighbors, see there is no separation between that which is most beautiful and the everyday world. The eye of the heart sees with a wholeness that allows imperfections and idiosyncrasies to coexist with beauty. The eye of the heart knows surface and depth are not opposites. Beauty is a process, a revelation, not a finished state.

Yankees Release 2008 Schedule, With Regular-season Stadium Finale Sept. 21
New York will open at home against the Toronto Blue Jays on Monday, March 31. The 79th major league All-Star game will be played at Yankee Stadium on July 15. And if New York misses the playoffs, the final series in the beloved ballpark would be Sept. 19-21 against Baltimore. The Yankees also will host San Diego, Cincinnati and the New York Mets in interleague play, and make their first trip to Pittsburgh since the 1960 World Series. NEW YORK (AP) -- The final regular-season game at Yankee Stadium will be Sept. 21 against Baltimore, and New York is raising prices for its best box seats by $100 to $250. The Yankees released their 2008 schedule and ticket prices on Monday for the last season in The House That Ruth Built, which opened in 1923. The team plans to move in 2009 into a new ballpark being built across the street in the Bronx. The Yankees increased most of their ticket prices. The most expensive box seats closest to the field went from $150 in 2007 to $250 next yea

Fedsex2
What do u do when u learn about someone who don't get none and is wit someone. Put it two u like this from what was explained 2 me, menopause is a mutha dressed up wit numbers. C i learned from experience when u not getting none ur mornings can be doom and your night resemble hell. So when my boy was complaining, not explaining, about being pussy-less, wit a live piece of meat on the butcher's table or a little boy laying next 2 priest. yeah it will drive u crazy. When women shut down don't go for the rape charge, because that is was is bound to happen. i myself am use 2 getting it in, so imagine how someone who is wit someone who is not even getting around 2 it. U feel "dethrone". Get some become like playing the lottery, if it is going 2 happen then it happen. But u will probably hit every now and then. Myself i would resort 2 different matters, like cheatin, but at this point that is 2 costly. I told homeboy might as well marry your hand if u can't afford a rental or fit 4 the

Tuesday Night
I know... I have not been around much. I am extremely busy with meetings, meetings (and more meetings). I am also signing up the kids in the high schools for my new nursing club to further the education for the kids and introduce them to a occupation that they may be interested. I have signed up over 100 kids so far in the last week and in a few weeks our annual fund raising campaign starts. I am the co-chairing the campaign this year so it is going to be more weeks of meetings, phone calls, speeches, etc to draw as much pledges as I can. I cannot wait to get back and be a nurse again instead of the business of hospital administration. I wish I was getting paid as an administrator... lol

Him-killing Loneliness
"Killing Loneliness" Memories, sharp as daggers Pierce into the flesh of today Suicide of love took away all that matters And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart With the venomous kiss you gave me I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness) With the warmth of your arms you saved me, Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb I'm killing loneliness Nailed to the cross, together As solitude begs us to stay Disappear in the lie forever And denounce the power of death over our souls and secret words are said to start a war With the venomous kiss you gave me I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness) With the warmth of your arms you saved me, Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb I'm killing loneliness Killing loneliness With the venomous kiss you gave me I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness) With the warmth of your arms you save

The Feeling That I Endure
theres feelings that i endure i dont know what to do cause its been a while since i have felt like this. it seems everyday life gets a whole lot better for me when all i used to dois struggle. i still endure some of the pain and wished i could just let that go let it be but i cant there some things that i still hold on to and not many people about that. life is got to be so complicated for me but easy for others i dont understand what i do understand is you gotta go thru the bad to get the good but its seems for ever with me. i miss the happnees i once had now i have all the sadness and it hurts to the point i cant breaher and i cant sleep at night. i talk about this all the time and in response all i get is the you will be okay well her is what i got to say about that if imma be okay then why have i been feeling this for like since i was in 9th grade wehn im now graduated four years lata now going on six years still feel the same way so tell me why. life is ruff not

If I Died Tomorrow
Subject: IF I DIED TOMORROW... Body: If I died tomorrow, and you would never get a chance to see me again. [be honest] 01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 02. What would 5 questions be that u have been wanting to ask me? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 03. If I died, would you come to my funeral? 04. If I died, would you cry? 05. If I died, would you forget me eventually? 06. If I died, what would be going through your head? 07. Would you tell me you loved me before I died? 08. Would you mean it? 09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me? 10. If I died, would you regret anything you said about me? 11. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven't already told me? 12. If I died, what would be your last memory of me? 13. If I died, what would you remember me by? 14. If I died tomorrow, I would want to know your true fe

I Am In A Contest
Hello everyone, I am in my first contest. Any amount comments you can leave would be greatly appreciated and thanks. Happy Holidays :) http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=646427&albumid=747512&i=2485988936

If I Died Tomorrow ?
Subject: IF I DIED TOMORROW... Body: If I died tomorrow, and you would never get a chance to see me again. [be honest] 01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 02. What would 5 questions be that u have been wanting to ask me? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 03. If I died, would you come to my funeral? 04. If I died, would you cry? 05. If I died, would you forget me eventually? 06. If I died, what would be going through your head? 07. Would you tell me you loved me before I died? 08. Would you mean it? 09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me? 10. If I died, would you regret anything you said about me? 11. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven't already told me? 12. If I died, what would be your last memory of me? 13. If I died, what would you remember me by? 14. If I died tomorrow, I would want to know your true feel

Sadism Is An Addiction
So I have been through a lot these last years since my divorce as many of my closer friends know. I have been extremely ill meaning in great pain. So, I found out that the problem with my foot is a bone spur. Anyhow the other painful problems have been caused from fibromyalgia. Living in Ohio has sucked before so now it is even worse. Due to my illness I had to go to the emergency room and could barely walk. I had to have the ex husband take me. Ahkkk!!!!! I made the decision to move closer to my closest friends and family. Hell I should of done this years ago. When I do it or how is only my concern for now. What I will say is that it is not going to happen until my son gets out of school. My goodness as if I have ever been normal before anyway. I will keep my closest friends and family informed of the events to come. The good news is that my health is improving and lost 10 pounds. I will try to quit smoking again.

Calling All Friends!
I'm in a contest and I need 50,000 pic comments by December 24 at 6 p.m. Pacific Time! Here's the link: [ fubar.com photo: 3187390664 ] Please comment as often as you can! All help is appreciated & will be remembered!! Thank you! Stacey aka "Mystic Butterfly"

Rolling Stone Interview
12/07/07 : ROLLING STONE INTERVIEW Draiman recently told RollingStone.com that the upcoming album's projected title track is "an anthem for soldiers" - specifically American soldiers fighting overseas. "It's meant to be something that would make them feel invincible, take away their fear, make them strong," Draiman said. "And that's what this whole body of work on this record does. It's music to help you feel strong." Spotlighting the band's darker side, there's "Deceiver", inspired by one of Draiman's "really bad relationships," and the Edgar Allan Poe-esque tale "Inside The Fire". "That's a real racy song," Draiman admitted to RollingStone.com, "It's about me standing over the body of my girlfriend, who just killed herself, and the Devil is standing over me, whispering in my ear to kill myself."

Teddy Bears
A woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect; they end up leaving together. They get back to his place, and as he shows her around his apartment. She notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. There are three shelves in the bedroom, with hundreds and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears carefully placed in rows, covering the entire wall! It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing the display. They were small bears all along the bottom shelf, medium-sized bears covering the middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an obviously masculine guy to have such a large collection of Teddy Bears She is quite impressed by his sensitive side, but doesn't mention this to him. They share a bottle of wine and continue talking, af

Revelations Of Simplicity
I am learning a lot in this world of BDSM. Thanks to the wonderful advice of quite a few friends, I am learning quickly. There are a lot of questions that churn through my mind but I have a great arsenal of friends to learn from. Just in the past week, what I have learned has once again changed my point of view in this lifestyle. This is not to say that I have changed my mind what I desire or want for myself as a slave. I just know better now how to go about achieving those goals and acquiring what I need to fulfill my desires. It amazes me how much logic and common sense is involved in the decision making with BDSM. The biggest obstacle I have found in discovering this new purpose for myself is my own preconceived notions and complications. For example, I first assumed that all masters were Masters. They’re not. Most of them are ordinary jack asses who want nothing more than to use whoever they can. A master/mistress is just someone in charge of the relationship. They do not be

Lady Death
Lady Death (or Hope, her original name) began 'life' in Europe during the medieval era. Her father, Matthias, was a sorcerer of great power as well as a feudalistic warlord. Matthias was also a 666th generation descendant of the fallen angels, a strong contrast to Hope's mother, Marion, who was of such purity that her bloodline reached all the way to heaven. Before her marriage to Matthias, Marion was married to the Viking Agnar, to whom she bore two daughters, Vulnavia and Vandala, previously unknown sisters of Hope. Marion's attempts to escape Matthias' brutality proved ineffectual and led to her murder at his hands. He, in turn, captured her soul for use in maintaining a gate to hell. Matthias' aspirations for power included deals made with demonic overlords in Hell. In exchange for the souls of the newly dead, which were harvested through constant warfare, the overlords granted the sorcerer power. The constant battles eventually even claimed the life of Hope's beloved, Niccolo, wh

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Just Another Poem
Bees swarm along the fragile edge of darkness. Open wounds attract blood-hungry flies. Near my heart lie savage little souls Neatly arrayed to feast upon my life. In eight days God will be through with miracles. Even so, life is a gift of love. So how does one enjoy this gift of love, Even as one moves from light to darkness? There is no moment free of miracles, However swift and deep one's passion flies. Glory is the dancing quark of life, Alight with love and lust in all our souls. Born of the cataclysm, our burgeoning souls Race towards infinity, love Infinite, lust infinite, life Eternal as light billowing into darkness. Little do we see how far it flies As we spin through Earth-bound miracles. Nor can we comprehend these miracles. Darkness is the center of our souls, Like still black water in the moonlight. Love Is of this emptiness; unburdened, it flies Swiftly in widening circles, skimming the darkness, A motion outward at the heart of life. More c

Butterfly Kisses
Pink candy canes and butterfly kisses Close your eyes darling, fulfill all your wishes Slide down the rainbow into a sea of gold To a magical place where you never grow old Keep a tight hold of your dear teddy bear Watch as the mermaids comb their shining hair They'll sing you a song with voices so sweet Listening to them is such a lovely treat Chocolate drops fall from a Vanilla sky Pixies and fairies are all flying high Scattering pixie dust over your head This is better than any fairytale you've read The glitter carousel is waiting to start Shimmering unicorns beg you to take part The organ strikes up a tinkling tune About a little cow who jumped over the moon Pink candy floss clouds float lazily past Time in this dreamworld flies by way too fast A cute little elf reaches for your hand Ring around the roses then fall on the sand Butterfly kisses and cold lemonade An enchanted dreamworld that your mind has made So go to sleep sweetheart, close your tir

My Personal Battle
I have such a hard time some days..... I fight this battle that should be way done and over.... but its not.... the thought is always there..... not a day goes by that I don't think about going back..... No its not going back to the relationship I was in.... its something I gave up a long time ago.... I know I shouldn't. I know its not good for me... I know ppl will kick my ass.... Its my personal battle.... It was my crutch for so long.... Why is it some days I can't get it outta my head? I try to fill the void with alcohol and sometimes it just don't work Its my battle.... I have to overcome it.... I have to win.... I can't let myself and everyone else down!!! I won't! I refuse to! I cry because the urge gets so bad! Why haven't I gotten over this yet?!?!

Why The Fuck Should I Try You Sure Dont
why should i try to get dressed up or do anything to make myself look better if your not going to touch me.whats the point if the one person you want to want you doesnt seem to want you at all

The Heat!
Let not your heart be troubled! Whenever I'm troubled and lost in deep despair I bundle all my troubles up And Go to God in prayer Let not your heart be troubled Nor your heart be doubled I tell him I'm heartsick Lost and lonely to My mind is deeply burdened I don't know what to do Let not your heart be troubled nor your heart be doubled I know he stilled the tempest and calmed the angry sea I humbly ask if in his love He'll do the same for me Let not your heart be troubled Nor let your heart be doubled Then I just keep quiet Thinks only thoughts of peace If I abide in stillness My restless murmurings cease Let not your heat be troubled Nor your heartbe doubled (c)TJC1977

A Pretty Song
Mad World by Tears For Fears All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere And their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tommorow, no tommorow And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you 'Cos I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad World Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Made to feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me

You Know You're From Oklahoman When...
You say ya'll ... many times a day. Bedlam is a BIG deal. You can tell when it's tornado weather. When you drive through a neighborhood anyone out walking will smile and wave at you. You've worn flip flops in the winter You have stopped to let a family of deer cross the road. You thought the twister ride at Universal Studios wasn't windy enough. You know who your neighbors are, how many children they have, and when one of them gets married or graduates. There are at least 2 to 3 Sonics, McDonalds, and Little Caesars in your town You've been off roading - many times You or someone you know was born, raised and still lives in the same town. You know that Miami, Oklahoma and Miami, Florida are pronounced two different ways. You plan events around football games. You are a Cowboy or Sooners fan. You learned how to do country and western dances at school. A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look for a f

Reasons Why Girls Like Guys
Well here are a few reasons that girls like guys: 1. The way they always wear their favorite cologne (which happens to be the one that you bought them for their birthday). 2. The way they run their hands through your hair. 3. The way that they look at you and you want to die right then and there. 4. The way that they casually put their arms around you. 5. The way that they kiss away your tears. 6. ...and the way that they then get mad at how they can't make your problem go away. 7. How they always know just what to say to make you blush. 8. How they sometimes think that they know just what to say to make you feel better, even if you think that it is the worst thing that they could say. 9. The way they hold you close when you are cold. 10. How they look at you when your mad at them and all your angers melts away. 11. How they always smile when you are together. 12. The way that they always let you win any game that you play together. 13.... and the

Must Read.....very Touching
I'd LIKE THIS BACK IF IT APPLIES A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! 'And what do you want?' the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages,' he said without waiting f

Rude To Newbies
Ok so my friend posted her first Mumm and her computer screwed up when viewing a comment and it accidentally got deleted. The comment was rude any way so good riddens right? well this person wouldn't leave it alone and kept being rude. So being the good friend I am I stepped in and rated the bitch a one and blocked her because I don't care to associate with people that are rude to my friends. Now she's got a whole army of people after both me and my friend. LMAO! It's so high school right? *roll my eyes* Why are people so rude to newbies anyway? I try to help people because it's rough starting out. There is a lot of crazy chit going on here to figure out. I've seen it over and over especially on Mumms. So rude people, Fuk off and bite me! Yours truly, ~The Kiki

Merry Christmas And Happy New Year
We won't have the internet around these holidays. So we wanted to make sure we say MERRY CHRISTMAS and have a Happy New Year! We love you all very much. Here is to a hoping we all have a great start in 2008! Love, Joe & Mandy AND

Christmas
This year. since all of my family is gone except my mom (yes i already got her a present a new sweeper) and right now it doesn't feel right going to my other familys christmas get together (I feel like the black sheep that nobody wants 2 b around) except for my other mom and jen(which is pretty loaded every time i talk to her) so I think i'm going 2 go c a movie on christmas day avpr or I am legend don't now which one right now. The only thing i know right now is that the squellers are (i hope) going 2 lose two more in a row at STL and at BAL AND OR and cleveland is goining to win THE DIV at PAUL BROWN STADIUM

The Ups And Downs Of "69"
The Ups and Downs of "69" "3" Is Not The Magic Number by Tracey Cox The 69er got its name because the numbers are head-to-toe — as you are when you're doing it! Put simply, it's a sexual position that allows each of you to give and receive oral sex simultaneously. The usual position is you on top of him, with your bottom pointed toward his face, genitals lowered so he can lick them. Meanwhile, your mouth is positioned above his penis. Because you're giving and receiving pleasure at the same time, some claim a 69er is the ultimate erotic sensation. Others find them to be ultimately frustrating: It's all too easy to get lazy on your end! If your partner's working his magic and you're about to climax, it's common to forget about his pleasure and try to get away with a few lackluster licks. That's why many people try 69ers in their youth and then decide they're too much work. Big mistake, ladies: They're a great way to add naughtiness and variety to a stale sex life, and with a f

Merry Christmas And A Happy New Year
To all real and unreal fubar people, to all the pretenders, wannabee's and true people. it doesnt matter who you are,what you do, how much money you make, how big your cars is, how big your dick is and how big your boobs are. it really doesnt matter, what matters in life is that you try to respect all eventhough you do not agree with all. try to take care of yourself next year thats hard enough, dont try to control or think for others they are capable enough to do that for themselves. try to be more understanding for other believes,expressions and so for. wish your own wishes for the new year, make sure that they are good for you and wont harm any other!!!! when you keep that in mind your wishes will come true..........and i hope all your wishes will come true. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year......Gerard

Want Me Knots
this heavy feeling..crept close and lucid smothered..a cluttered mind and a heart cold and drench in the coal of the darkest black is a heart forgotten and dead as is within..sleep will come when death tucks you in for your final rest..take heed a warning streaked red from head to nigh..The love you severe is the love you bury

Those Pass It Along Thingys
We get those, alot. I dont know if theres a true name for them but they have a list and your suppose to pass it along to all your friends and hopefully it gets back to you. Some of them are down right mushy, or inane, but sometimes some good ones pop up. I thought I'd post a few now and then, just for chits and giggles.... YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! And yes, by ME! ;-) Right here in front of everybody! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right awa

What Would Santa Do?
Deer Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ***************************************************** Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa **************************************************** Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid mom, who rides his ass constantly? It

Would Your Words Still Be So Harsh?
So your the bully of the school, you love being so tough. Always singling out that one person. Hurting them from the inside out. What if I told you they were dying tomorrow? Would your words still be so harsh? You love speaking to your parents, as if they feel no pain. Like the things you say and do, don't cut them like a knife. What if I told you they wouldn't be around tomorrow? Would your words still be so harsh? You treat your best friend, as if you had so many losing one wouldn't matter. Always telling him what to do, pushing him around. What if I told you tomorrow you would be friendless? Would your words still be so harsh? You love picking on that homeless man, the one that's asking you for help on the corner. Always yelling at him ... telling him he is worthless, Get a job you bum..... that's your favorite line to him. What if I told you that man was God? Would your words still be so harsh?

Best Guy On Here
today i made a friend tom if you look that my friend list you will see him. dude is the kool guy on here by far. he talks about the carzyest shit if you can think of it he will talk about it he does get piss off like most people do. hell take the time to bullshit with you if you want but he has more than just one friend so dont get mad if he doesnt reply as fast as you would like but just though i would say that because he is truly a good friend to me now.

Tequila Cookies
"if you are looking for that special cookie recipe to share during the holidays, this is the one I make on Christmas Eve so I can deal with the "family" on this joyous occasion. TEQUILA COOKIES 1 cup of dark brown sugar 1 cup (2 sticks) butter 1 cup of granulated sugar 4 large eggs 2 cups of dried fruit, such as dried cranberries or raisins 1 tsp baking soda 1 tsp salt 1 tsp fresh lemon juice 1 cup coarsely chopped walnuts or pecans 2 cups all-purpose flour 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila (silver or gold, as desired) Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit.

For All Who Don't Trust...in Karma..."not"...
Tuesday, December 18, 2007 Not Not weak...exhaustion do you smell the death? Not beaten...consumed can't you smell death? Not timid...constricted Not under the influence...starving Not judged...convicted... death in your face... you are blind Not insane...hungry...thirsty... you have never tasted thirst Validation is...denied The denial...is not valid Sit...as you cast dispersion...upon ...my free will. liars...hypcrites...sheep...herd... I will cast myself out...by my own hands... and when death comes...so be it...I welcome it... the unwelcome are sitting in the chair...of dispersion...built on lies & self adulation...lies & hypocrisy = blindness Read your book...Read your book...read your book ...outloud...i dare you... you're scared...you can't... I can...I will...I am not scared...I am...sickened...by your fears...cowards...LISTEN... "Let he who is without"sin"...cast the first stone" your book...not mine... your words...and your actions...conflict

Five Finger Death Punch - The Bleeding (new Music)
[V1:] I remember when all the games began Remember every little lie and every last goodbye Promises you broke, words you choked on and I never walked away, it's still a mystery to me [Pre-Chorus:] Well I'm so empty I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well you're so unclean I'm better off without you and you're better off without me [Chorus:] The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, the beatings; it's over [V2:] Paint the mirrors black to forget you I still picture your face and the way you used to taste Roses in a glass, dead and wilted To you this all was nothing Everything to you is nothing [Pre-Chorus:] Well you're so filthy I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well I'm so ugly You're better off without me and I'm better off alone [Chorus:] The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, the beatings; it's over As wicked as you are, you'

10 Painful Things
1. Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget. 2.Reminiscing the goodtimes. 3.Trying to hide what you really feel. 4.Loving someone who loves another. 5. Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last. 6. Sheilding your heart to love somebody. 7.Loving a person too much. 8.Right love at the wrong time. 9.Taking the risk to fall inlove again. 10.You're all dressed-up and he called telling that he cant pick you without explaning. :((

Part 1
It’s a peaceful scene, a bright summers morning, early. An elderly mans out walking his dog in the woodland. A lively golden Labrador, it bounds about up ahead of the man. It runs off close to the river side, and starts barking loudly out of the sight of the owner. ‘OK boy what you got’ says the old man cheerily He begins to walk over to where the dog is, still barking away. He reaches down and strokes the dogs head as he reaches it, then looks over the edge into the river. He reels back in horror as he says the naked body slumped face down next to the river bank, half submerged in the water…. The noise of the phone ringing wakes Steve, a puzzled look on his faces and he half asleep tries to work out what's going on. He reaches over trying to switch of the alarm before he realises that it wasn't the alarm making the noise, and he's not actually in his bedroom. Fallen asleep on the sofa again, living room littered with empty cans, a half eaten kebab still sits on the floor next to

"ali" And "marcia"
heres another one folks... well, another two.. they don't even deserve separate blogs tbh.. I'll start with "marcia" some tool who comments in my shoutbox... the usual "hi sexy" n all that shite... Marcia:so ru single (so, yet another illiterate sad excuse for a human being.. ) ->Marcia: uh, why? I don't really see how thats any of your business... and you would know already if you could read.. Marcia: bcoz i find you sexy (riight, so, presuming I WAS single, that would automatically mean I would reciprocate, and go to god knows where to sleep with him.. yeaah... coz thats going to happen.. ) asks for my yahoo... i tell him i don't have one.. his reply (word for word) "pls you give me yahoo now" uh. what..? aanyway.... moving on to "Ali" this is still on my profile comments... Ali December 19, 2007 @ 6:08 am too long story at he bottom of "about me" section! and im actually too tired to read it all! would you plz make it shorter?! its not a novel is

Analingus!
Anal-oral contact, also referred to as anal-oral sex, rimming, salad tossing, or analingus (from anal + -lingus), is a form of anal sex involving contact between the anus or perineum of one person and the mouth (lips) or tongue of another. Anilingus involves a variety of techniques to stimulate the anus including kissing, licking, and sliding the tongue in and out of the anus. Pleasure for the receiver comes from the sensitive nerve endings surrounding the anal opening, which are typically stimulated by the tongue and lips. YUMMY!!!!

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A Red Red Rose
A Red, Red Rose O my Luve's like a red, red rose That's newly sprung in June: O my Luve's like the melodie That's sweetly play'd in tune! As fair thou art, my bonnie lass, So deep in love am I: And I will love thee still, my dear, Till a' the seas gang dry: Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear, And the rocks melt with the sun; I will luve thee still my dear, When the sands of life shall run. And fare thee weel, my only Luve, And fare thee weel a while! And I will come again, my Luve, Tho' it were ten thousand mile.

Your Friend
I just had to write and tell you how much I love you and care for you .Y esterday, iI saw you walking and laughingwith your friends; I hoped that soon you'd want Me to walk along with you .S, I painted yoou a sunsetto close your day and whispered a cool breeze to refresh you. I waited-you never called- i just kept on loving you.................AS I watched you fall asleep last night, i wanted so muchto touch you.I spilled moonlight onto your face- trickiling down your cheeks as so many tearhave. Y ou didnt even think of Me; I wanted so much to comfort you..............The next day I exploded a brilliant sunrise into a gloriousmorning for you. But you woke up late and rushed offto- you didnt even notice.My sky became cloudy and my tears became the rain.................... I love you .oh if you'd only listen.I really love you.I try to say it in the quiet of the green meadow and in the blue sky. The wind whispers. My love throughout the treetops and spills it into vibrant colors of alll t

3 Old Ladies
Three old ladies are sitting in a cafe, chatting about various things. One lady says, "You know, I'm getting really forgetful. This morning, I was standing at the top of the stairs, and I couldn't remember whether I had just come up or was about to go down." The second lady says, "You think that's bad? The other day, I was sitting on the edge of my bed, and I couldn't remember whether I was going to bed or had just woken up!" The third lady smiles smugly, "Well, my memory's just as good as it's always been, knock on wood," she says as she raps on the table. Then with a startled look on her face, she asks, "Who's there?"

18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan!
This is sooo funny and yet sooooo true! LOL I don't know who the original author is, but I found it on a friends blog. 18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan! 1. Be considerate: Rearrange their altar so it looks neat. 2. Blow out their altar candle if it is daylight. (no need to waste a good candle). 3. Sweep up the salt they carelessly left at the doorway. 4. Sharpen their Athame. 5. Untie the knot in their cords. 6. Try on their jewelry for fashion sense. 7. Pick up their crystals for a closer look. 8. See how far their crystal ball will roll (dogs love this). 9. Use their runes as extra Dominoes. 10. Play "Old Maid" with their Tarot cards. 11. Toss holy water on them "just to see what happens" 12. Ask them if they are a good witch or a bad witch. 13. Debate with them about "True Religion". 14. Ask them if they are Satan worshippers. 15. Tell them how the bible says they are going to hell, then ask if they can make you a love potion. 16. Point to their pentacle necklace, a

Every Day
Every day I die a little bit more, along with my angel. I don't feel that there will ever be a normal anymore. How could there be? I walk theses halls of this place and see the other children smile through their pain, and my heart breaks just that much more. Jacob still goes on, medical science doesnt understand it, but god and jacob does.

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Who's The Boss?
A young couple on their wedding night were in their honeymoon suite. As they were undressing for bed, the husband, a big burly man, tossed his trousers to his new bride. He said, "Here, put these on." She put them on and the waist was twice the size of her body. "I can't wear your trousers." she said. "That's right,'' said the husband, "and don't you ever forget it. I'm the man who wears the pants in this family." With that she flipped him her panties and said, "Try these on." He tried them on and found he could only get them on as far as his kneecaps. "Hell," he said. ''I can't get into your panties!" She replied, "That's right...and that's the way it is going to stay until your attitude changes."

Santa'pissed
Twas the night before Christmas old Santa was pissed, He cussd out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, Ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind, To scrap the whole works. I've busted my ass for damn near a year Instead of "Thanks Santa" what do I hear.. The old lady bitches cause I work late at night the elves want more money And the reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is Pregnant Vixon has AIDS And just when I thought That things would get better, The IRS, They sent me a letter. They say I owe taxes, If that aint damn funny.. Who the hell ever Sent Santa any money? And the kids these days, They all are the pits. They want the impossible, Those mean little shits. I spent a whole year Making wagons and sleds with no request for them They want computers and Robots, They think I am IBM If you think

To All My Friends...
I'm getting rid of the internet! The internet has been a big distraction in my life in recent years! It's taken me away from my life, my kids and anything important to me! So if you need to get a hold of me, either leave a message and I'll get to it when I get to it, or give me a call! Those that have my number have it for a reason, those who don't sorry! The internet should be off tomorrow! Have a great day and a blessed holiday season! ~Libby

Dont Meke Me Pay 4 Anything
thats right i dont pay 4 anything ,,in my field i see it all and ihave it all .i tattoo the whole bodt and pierce it to ,girls pay me to do these things and do u realy ti would pay or want to pay 4 it ...i dont mind buying a few drinks ,but the bar moves both ways ..so i will buy u one as long as u buy me one ..have a great day ,and the sky is the blue in my world

Just In 2 More Weeks.....
School starts here very very soon. I may not be online to update my friends, but I will do my best. I am taking 4 classes this Winter. I will update about my classes about half way though. Until then I wish you all a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.

The Bible And The Breathalyzer
Among the tattered dwelling of the new found home, in the furthest cramped corner sat the shell of a goat head strangled in copper wire, scraped of it's insides, unwashed behind the ears, fueling the crooked names spoken by leeches. To a thinning cowlick's fat his crippled limp, dragging along the hump of the floor. Sobbing from the smacking mouth of the demagogue wells, making wisecracks, spilling from the corners with their pink flinches, second glancing their every move. It ate pickled nose cartilage that fell from the ceilings, a porkskin drizzle unnerving the humans, while it read aloud from it's favorite books, in glossylalia slang and hierospecks truths, following a slow and patient wait, a mocking their hair as it was glued to their upper lip combover. Under the wall, the ships smeared by faithfully talking the magnum fanatics and their bottles of scalp soup. They cooked up a tardis smudge on their eyes, a lunar antidote that powdered underneath the oncoming pestilence

Special People In My Life
I updated this today. This is made to honor the special people in my life. Thanks for being part of my life. Knowing all of you has made me a better person Photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com

Xmas Messages
Hey everyone. I have a voice message machine on my page and I was hoping you all would send me some love on it. if you have one on your page, let me know and I will leave some love back for you. i wanna hear what you all sound like. pleaseeeeeee for this I will beg. lol oh and btw its free to leave a message. If your not on my map, please sign that too!! thank you in advance Brenda-lee aka trollDoll

Reflecting
Sitting here reflecting.. so much has happened in the past.. whether it was good or bad. we all learn from the experience.. we take what we learned and use it in the future.. i heard once.. "never regret what once made you smile".. the future will be bright just never give up.

Mumms
I like mumms, and most mummers....I have no complaints so far. The most upfront in your face, non-backstabing fuckers on the site. At least I know where I stand with them all the time. They never ask anything of me. Thank fucking god.

Dealing With Cancer
here recently like within the last 3 months i have been diagnosed with testicular cancer am now going through chemo therapy and to make things worse i started losing hair todayif anyone else has dealt with this situation i would love to hear how u deal with it

He Used The C Word
So this guy has been shouting me everyday for the last week.....with the same shout...Today i asked him why he keeps asking me, because yesterday i told him that i do not give my Yahoo or MSN ID out to people i don't know......my profile says the same thing....but today i guess he was just in a bad mood After he called me a C**T he blocked me...WTF pussy! Anyway have a great day :D April ♥

The Budweiser Story
The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California . After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him

Little Red Wagon
It was the day after Christmas at a church in San Francisco . The pastor of the church was looking over the lawn when he noticed that the baby Jesus was missing from among the figures. He hurried outside and saw a little boy with a red wagon, and in the wagon was the figure of the little infant Jesus. So he walked up to the boy and said, "Well, where did you get your passenger, my fine friend?" The little boy replied, "I got Him at church." "And why did you take Him?" The boy explained, "Well, about a week before Christmas I prayed to the little Lord Jesus and I told Him if He would bring me a red wagon for Christmas I would give Him a ride around the block in it." MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE!

Long Distance
A thousand kisses will never be, Enough to satisfy my craving heart's plea, Tommorrow will be the day I love you more, Than today or yesterday or ever before, Words and phrases will never do, What my heart feels so deeply for you, Deeper and deeper my feelings go, My head is spinning too and fro, I want you here, forever and more, For our hearts to join and together explore, Our hearts beat and beat as one, Feel what I'm feeling, it's only begun, Yet, slowly my desire turns to rage, My heart feels as though it's within a cage, You are so close yet so far, At times like this I wish upon a star, I wish you were here and not over there, Yet life is hard as well as unfair, All I can do is wish and wait, Until we meet as that is our fate, I love you more than my words can say, And forever my love will grow each passing day, Until the day I gently hold your face, Kiss your lips within a candle lit place, Hold you close and feel you near, Kiss your cheek and whisper a

Does Some Ppl Have Nothing Better To Do
ok ppl lets get a life ! yes there fakes on here and no i'm not one of um so to the little mother f***er who just shouted your a fake in my shout box then blocked me kiss my little white ass ! and while your at it go to hell you little you little bitch/bastard ya i don't no wather you are male or female but you really need a life beyond being a drama causing ass . if you want i'll give you the name of my photographer who took my pics and all my friends who no me in real life so if i were you i'd pick someone else who's not going to chew your ass . so in regards to your comment bite my left cheek and i don't mean the one on my face ! this shit is getting old so now it's time to find something else to bitch about . maybe you should go work on yourself about how to get along with others.and also i thank most of the ones calling everyone fakes must have something to hide there selfs or thay would leave everyone else alone and take care of there own business . so now i'm done so once again

Who's This Guy?(another Stitch Original Poem)
Who'S This Guy? Who's this guy I see each night? He's all alone,no one's in sight. He's on the curb,there in the light. I ask myself,who can he be? And when I leave through my front door, I pass him near the old drug store. He makes me think. He makes me sore. Well I'll be damned,This guy is me. Glenn Delbert Carrasquillo Copyright ©2007 Glenn Delbert Carrasquillo

Just Love Me...
just love me... just love me for who I am, even if I'm moody, even if I'm crappy, even if i'm bitchy, even if i hate the color red.. just please love me.. I just want to feel like I'm worth a dime, I want to feel your love so tight around me it's hard to breath. I wish upon a star everynight that god keeps you safe and you wake up with a smile of your face. I love you so much that when I think about you I want to hear your voice, so i have the comfort of telling you how much you mean to me... I worry when i dont hear from you at the same time every night, I worry about you being in a unknown place, I worry about you in my dreams. I think about you all the time, I wonder if you do the same. I just want to be loved for me, and you to know I will forever and always love you for you no matter what. you are my world and will never be less..... I love you.. you know who you are, Forever & always me and you! Written by: Mrs Tabby Spitzer

Teaching Politeness
During one of her daily classes, a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: 'Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young Lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?' Michael said, 'Just a minute I have to go pee.' The teacher responded by saying, 'That would be rude and impolite. What about you Sherman, how would you say it?' Sherman said, 'I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back.' 'That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Edward, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?' 'I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope to introduce you to after dinner.' The teacher fainted...

A Little Chance For Pleasure
It would be fair to say that I live an ordinary life. As a thirty-something consultant I earn decent money, have a wife and children and don't break any laws. My work is varied and interesting but I find myself wishing I could experience something different. My wife and I have good friends and I believe we provide a good base for our young family. We are a good team and there is a familiarity between us that borders more on companionship than lust. Last Friday I had taken my car in to be serviced at the garage where I bought it which happens to be in the next city to my home. Having dropped the car off in the morning I left the showroom to catch a tram into the city centre where I was to spend the morning working at a client's office. The service assistant at the garage told me they would call my mobile when the car was ready (which would probably be late afternoon). I'm not used to public transport but these trams are clean, fast, and regular but sadly, under used. I shouldn't

Idiot Sightings!
IDIOT SIGHTING : We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a 'large' enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, 'Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower.' I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, 'NO, it's not.' Four is larger than two..' We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING My daughter and I went through the McDonald's take-out window and I gave the clerk a $5 bill. Our total was $4.25, so I also handed her a quarter. She said, 'you gave me too much money.' I said, 'Yes I know, but this way you can just give me a dollar bill back.' She sighed and went to get the manager who asked me to repeat my request. I did so, and he handed me back the quarter, and said Were sorry but they could not do that kind of thing.' The clerk then proceeded to give me back $1 and 75 cen

Im Gonna Vent
I think it's complete bullshit. Some guy tells you oh hey yeah lets chill youre amazing i wanna kiss you im single and you find out he's not. THEN you talk to the girl and SHE STAYS WITH HIM??!?! Oh but wait... he keeps coming back to me... WTF. its complete bullshit. i know i can do better than that.. i KNOW it. but still! WTF. am i seriously that bad of a person that its okay to treat me like shit??!? oh he was supposed to come over to my place. and he said he'd leave her if things hit it off.. YET THEYRE TALKIGN ABOUT FUCKING MARRIAGE. fubar is pissing me off. i find only assholes. yup.

Your Input Is Required
So for those of you that know me. Know that i want my own horse farm some day. I want to breed Classical Morgan Horses. I will be posting pictures of some classical Morgans so you know what i am talking about. Here is the problem i am have a trouble coming up with a farm name. I am torn between to. one shows my Pagan side the other is a tribute to my Grandfather the man that taught me soo much about Life and horses especially Morgans. SO i am going to post both names up here and you all need to tell me what you alll think. Balefyre Morgan Horse Farm H.S.C Morgan Horse Farm (H.S.C. Stand for Hugh Samuel Carson my grandfather)

What Happened Too......
What happened to people who went into work where ever it was, put in an honest days work, wether is was 4,8,10, or a 12 hour day and barely griped and complained about it? What happened to company barbeques and cook outs where everyone was there with their families? What happened to people who put their heart and soul into everything they did? I was sitting here watching the news and dealing with a credit card company that debited my account without my permission becuase somehow they got a hold of my account information. After a very loud discussion that made the dogs bark and the cat meow uncontrollably, the cancelled a card that they started up without my permission, I came a conclusion. This place has gone to hell in a hand basket rather quickly. Everyone is out for a quick buck, no matter how to get it. the news was covered in bank robberies this morning, the credit card company debiting my account all willy nilly. Im more than annoyed at all thi

Guyz...
guys are so really just getting on my nerves... seriously no matter how old they are they are they all act like they're two... it's just frustrating and then no matter what they do you can't just stay mad at the stupid stuff they do! urgg.......... lolz... so right now i'm just telling all of you guys out there that are single or taken or watever: GROW UP!

My Last Gift To You
To the one I had loved I am sorry for my wrong For the way I had hurt you For the broken heart I had given you For ever thinking that we could be Together as one spirit and soul As we had always discussed in the night Of our fondness to be together as One I was a broken soul when we first meet Yet even as friend you had mended it Always being there for me when I needed Till that faithless day when we had parted. It was then on that single day That my love and whole world Came crashing down all around As I felt each piece of my Broken Heart and Broken Soul Come shattering down around my now empty being For this I promise you now I shall never seek you out Or try to tell you I am sorry For saying I am sorry is never enough To undo the Harm and Hurt I have caused you But I shall leave you all now For a broken soul an heart Does not belong in this world of light So I wish you all fair well And pray you live long and happy As I sit here and fade away

Second Life
Second life is a game on the computer,about the best game out there,and it's free.Or you can pay a $9.99 membership and be able to buy land and sell land.If anybody wants to join just go to secondlife.com,and start.I have been on it about a year,love it,it's awesome.You can even turn your fake money you get into rl money and if you have any questions about that please leave me a message.I have had about 7 or 8 sl jobs since i have been on there.But if you are interested and what to join you can add me once you get on there.My sl name is buddy takacs.And if you don't know how to play you will learn not to diffucult a little challenge to build buildings but that's about all.So if you read my blog hopefully you will look into it or take interest in wanting to be on secondlife.

Dj Flash
NO MATTER IF HE'S STREAMIN THE CLASSICS... OR... JAMMIN WITH TODAYS BIG HITS... THIS DJ KNOWS HOW TO ROCK... AND HE HAS ... ONE HELL OF A SEXY ACCENT TO BOOT BUT NO MATTER WHAT TUNE HE MAY BE PLAYING..HE ALWAYS PUTS ON A GREAT SHOW BUT YOU'LL ONLY FIND THIS HUNK AT... GREAT ATMOSPHERE... GREAT CHAT... AND... AWESOME TUNES... HE KNOWS HOW TO GET THE LADIES DANCIN... SO COME ON IN TO AFTERSHOCK AND SAY HELLO.. GET TO KNOW SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE YOU'LL EVER MEET ON FUBAR WHERE WE'LL TREAT YOU LIKE FAMILY ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ WILL VON~*~ ~*~DJ SQUID LEE~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ RAVEN LADY X~*~ ~*~DJ DIESEL~*~ ~*~DJ EARTHWALKER~*~ ~*~DJ FLASH~*~ ~

The Law Is The Law!
THE LAW IS THE LAW! I really love this one. This is one of the better e-mails I have received in a long time! I hope this makes its way around the USA several times over!!!!! So Be It! THE LAW IS THE LAW So if the US government determines that it is against the law for the words "under God" to be on our money, then, so be it. And if that same government decides that the "Ten Commandments" are not to be used in or on a government installation, then, so be it. I say, "so be it," because I would like to be a law abiding US citizen. I say, "so be it," because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions. I would like to think that those people have the American public's best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since we can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and c annot post His Commandments in Government buildings, I don't believe the Government and its employees should participate in the Easter and Chri

Realms Of Fantasy Was Written 6 Months Back
The man awoke,with his home,smoldering in ashes.As them puke fuckin peasants laughing what they had done.He climbs out of the ashes as them puke peasants look on.The Moon is Full,My Ancestors built this house built your Town an u have the Nerve to burn my house to the ground.With 1 mighty slash,of 1 powerful arm.The heads of them to hapless peasants rolling on the ground.He drinks there blood from thee headless corpses.as others appear,they see not the man but a Great an Fierce Wolf of a Creature whom stands on 2 legs.They are Frighten'd,an try to Run,With one Swift Bound they are all dead or dieing Writhing in pain.Begging to be Finished off.As they die a merciful death.The Wolf Creature sniffs around smelling fear,of one who ran off hideing.Stand you piece of shit,beg me for your Life.He is some sort of Royalty.I should have known it was you,my own cousin twice removed.Strip off your clothes u worthless piece of shit.He does what he's told.I shall let u live cousin,I shall cut out yo

Tomorrow
in dis world no is every promised to see the next day, anything could happen, pimp c died of what they called nautral causes, i could be here for one reason to spreed da word for a man they call jesus, who knows what could happen for some people this could be the lastime u hear from me for others they might get tired of me, but rather or not u see me or hear from me tomorrow will always come, some take life for granted some take love for granted those are known as gifts in my book and there gifts ill never give back, i appreciated everyone who comes in and out of my life cause if it wasnt for god my life would have never came to show some of u a better way of life, i admit im not perfect and i never will be but as long as i know i made somone happy i will always be me, take a note of this im only 23 i may or maynot make it to be 24 but ive come to realize i have someone bigger and stronger by my side he's saved my life more that 20 times, ill keep him close and school others, when m

I Hate Steps
I haven't been blogging for quite a while now. Somehow or rather I feel that my muse has been stolen from me. Everyday feels like a struggle and I know I'm trying to run away from grieving over the loss of my mom. I mean it has been a couple of months. I need to move on. She wouldn't want to see me this way. Sad, hurt, frustrated. Tomorrow is Eid Adha and I'm supposed to spend it with my dad and my step mom. I hate her. I try to be nice but she always has some sarcastic comment and pretend to be oblivious to it because she's afraid that my dad might punch her in the face for being mean to me. I'm going to accept the fact that she's looney and stop seeing her.

Choctaw Nation
The Choctaw Indian Nation, a Muskogean tribe also known as Chakchiuma, or Chatot, traces its roots to the Mississippi Valley and some parts of Alabama. The Choctaw Indians' origin Myth is a fascinating one: The tribe had been travelling through rough terrain and dense forest for months, carrying the numerous bones of their dead; this task had taken its toll on the living, who grew more fatigued with each passing day of their seemingly unending journey. It is then that they came upon a creek, which the Chief decided they would use as their encampment for the winter. When the warmer climes came, the tribe was healthy from rest and an abundance of food from the surrounding area, so they decided to make the creek their permanent home. Overlooking the creek was a steep hill with an indent in one side, which the Choctaw named "Nunih Waya", meaning: "Productive Mound". Nunih Waya is also often referred to as "The Mother Mound"; from this, the Choctaw encampment got the name "Na

Esclaves Du Chorde Et Metal
crawling. over broken glass feeding from a dog bowl kneeling as a human leg rest sleeping with a chain around your neck I pull you closer still as you crawl with me I do to you as i please your my human toy whispers as i push in deep willing as you come for me giving as you take me in screaming as you die for me I pull you closer still as you crawl with me i do to you as i please you my human toy

Christmas Is Tight This Year
My dear friends, Somewhat embarrassing to admit, I'm not getting an annual bonus and Christmas is tight this year. I will be making bedroom slippers for you all as gifts. Please let me know your sizes. You'll most likely agree that it's a splendid idea, and should you wish to do the same, I've included the instructions below. How to make bedroom slippers out of maxi pads: You need four maxi pads to make a pair. Two of them get laid out flat, for the foot part. The other two wrap around the toe area to form the top. Tape or glue each side of the top pieces to the bottom of the foot part. Decorate the tops with whatever you desire, silk flowers (this is most aesthetically appealing), etc. These slippers are: * Soft and Hygienic * Non-slip grip strips on the soles * Built in deodorant feature keeps fe et sme lling fresh * No more bending over to mop up spills * Disposable and biodegradable * Environmentally safe * Three convenient sizes: (1.)

Dont Fall In Love
HAVE YOU EVER FALLEN IN LOVE BUT KNEW THEY DIDNT CARE HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE CRYING BUT KNEW YOU'D GET NO WHERE HAVE YOU EVER WATCHED THEM WALK AWAY NOT WANTING THEM TO GO AND WHISPER I LOVE YOU SOFTLY NOT WANTING THEM TO KNOW YOU CRIED ALL NIGHT IN MISERY YOU ALMOST WENT INSANE THERES NOTHING IN THE WORLD THAT CAUSES SO MUCH PAIN IF I COULD CHOOSE BETWEEN LOVE AND DEATH I THINK I RATHER DIE LOVE IS FUN BUT IT HURTS SO MUCH AND THE PRICE YOU PAY IS SO HIGH SO I SAY DONT FALL IN LOVE YOU'LL BE HURT BEFORE IT IS THROUGH YOU SEE MY FRIEND I OUGHT TO KNOW I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU

Mall Santa Sexually Assaulted
Woman Accused of Groping Mall Santa Email this Story Dec 18, 11:52 AM (ET) DANBURY, Conn. (AP) - Santa Claus says that a woman who sat on his lap was naughty, not nice. A Santa at the Danbury Fair mall said the woman groped him. "The security officer at the mall said Santa Claus has been sexually assaulted," police Detective Lt. Thomas Michael said of the weekend complaint. Sandrama Lamy, 33, of Danbury, was charged with sexual assault and breach of peace. She was released on a promise to appear in court on Jan. 3. Police quickly found and identified Lamy because the woman was described as being on crutches, said Capt. Bob Myles. A call seeking comment from Lamy was answered by a recording Tuesday morning. A woman later called back and said: "It's a false report and I don't have any idea." Police did not give the name of the disconcerted Santa, but they said he is 65 and felt badly because children were waiting to see him. "He was apparently shocked an

Shred Your Bad Memories O 2007
Shred Your Bad Memories of 2007 Email this Story Dec 19, 12:42 PM (ET) NEW YORK (AP) - In the spirit of starting anew, a business group and the city's sanitation department are inviting New Yorkers to shred their bad memories of 2007. Everything from photos of ex-lovers to lousy report cards will be fair game when the Times Square Alliance and the New York Department of Sanitation set up shredders in the Times Square Visitors Center for an hour on Dec. 28. Recycling bins will be available for items that can't be shredded, like embarrassing fashion mistakes, annoying CDs and irresistible - and fattening - chocolate chip cookies. The organizers say they'll also provide stationery for passers-by to jot down memories they wish would go away. A grand prize of $250 will be awarded to the person deemed to be most creative in letting go of old baggage. Better get there by noon: At 1 p.m., a sanitation truck will pick up the distasteful, the disturbing, the downright

Lies
Lies hurt more than the truth why do I live in self pity and expect disappointment more then optimism or does enjoyment lead me to new worlds which I can not live on the air is getting thin and I want to stay for some time too bad I can not live in my dreams for then utopia would be reached wouldn't it

Cocoa Surprise Cookies
Ingredients: * 1 cup butter, softened * 1 cup sugar * 1 cup packed brown sugar * 2 eggs * 2 teaspoons vanilla extract * 3 cups all-purpose flour * 2/3 cup baking cocoa * 1/2 teaspoon baking soda * 2 cups (12 ounces) semisweet chocolate chips * 2 cups miniature marshmallows, frozen Directions: In a large mixing bowl, cream butter and sugars until light and fluffy. Add eggs, one at a time, beating well after each addition. Beat in vanilla. Combine the flour, cocoa and baking soda; gradually add to the creamed mixture. Stir in chocolate chips. Roll into 1-1/2-in. balls. Press two to three frozen marshmallows into each; reshape balls. Place 2 in. apart on ungreased baking sheets. Bake at 400° for 8-10 minutes or until set. Cool for 5 minutes before removing to wire racks to cool completely. Yield: 5 dozen.

** Join The Party On The Fubar World Cruise, 161 Members Already Have **
♫♫ ♫♫ Hello ladies and gentlemen, this is your Captain speaking. Welcome aboard The Fubar World Cruise, where you can get more friends, fans, page rates and fu gifts when you join, as well as have a party and loads of fun. It is free to join us, but feel free to buy any of us a drink or any other gifts during happy hours LOL. The few simple rules to join us are as follows ... 1} You MUST rate (profile only), fan and add all crew members and the passengers. Please remember to put "Fubar Cruise" in the add request or the passengers may not add you. If you do not do all 3 of the above, you will not be added to the cruise, sorry. 2} Once you have completed number 1, you send a private message (not a shout) to the Captain, who will then add you to the passenger list. 3} Passengers must have a passport (default) photo and be at least level 1 and above to be added to the passenger blog. 4} You are asked to repost bulletins please so that m

Theives And Backstabbers
The other day someone I used to call friend broke into my home and took something I need to servive a day at work and to over come the pains I endure from everyday life.. Junkies.. Cant stand them..Any way, you know who you are, and you also know it takes a lot to piss me off, but you have accomplished that.. And now your done, finished, I will do nothing for you again.. My last favor for you was that I didnt call the cops.. No forced entry narrows the field of suspects.. Also knowing the house was going to be empty, and the only thing you took was that certain item would put them right on your door step.. There was an offer made, you ignored it, and now that I am on crutches because i fell down the steps and am in excrutiating pain brings me to say, Your Done, Finnee, and will never be welcome to my home again. Dont bother knocking.. You know who you are, to all others, nothing has changed!!!!

Wtf?!?
I just had a customer tell me he was going to mail a guillotine to me....one with two blades....a sharp one and a dull one.....and I was supposed to use the dull blade on myself and the sharp one on my supervisor......That was totally not cool! Remind me to send him coal for Christmas!!

Cali Is The Best Place To Be
somebody posted one about pensylvania thinking there should be a competition accusing all cali girls to be fake fake boobs fake hair fake nails fake everything well i wasnt gonna post this till i read that fuck that shit i stand up for myself is some pensylvania bitch wants to get in my face ill kick her ass fake?????????? i have fake nothing but even if i did so the fuck what r ya jealous? give me a fucking break so u wear boots congrats prob ugly ass boots not fashion boots like we wear shit kickers what? they rnt fashion so wtf ever stop the competition cali is a great place so dont hate appreciate I am from CALIFORNIA which means: - Everyone hates cops. - I live next door to mexicans. - I know what Tri-Tip is. - Our chicks are WAAAYY hotter than yours. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "siiick" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and "holla" and "hella" and "faded" and "stoked" and "fo sho" and I say them often. - I know w

My Gf!!!!
We have been together for 6 months! She asked me to moving to VA after X~Mas times!!! I just told her we needs get all my stuff and her stuff to be ready to moving!! I told her I don't care If I like that place but I only wanted a new job and life with her!!! I am so happy that she found me from FuBar!!! What do u thinking about it???? Thank you Mike!

Rip Grandpa Floyd
My Grandpa went with the angels to be with God tonight and I may be sad and depressed that hes gone but hes in a better place now. The pain is gone and the cancer is gone. So please have him in your thoughts and prayers. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH GRANDPA!!! WE WILL MISS YOU TERRIBLY!!! FLOYD SPIDELL GONE TO BE WIH THE ANGELS 12/19/2007

Family Comes Together
Family comes together For always and forever In sickness and in health In poverty or in wealth Family comes together For always and forever Without any reason Anytime or any season Family comes together For always and forever In death or in life In happiness or in strife Family comes together For always and forever In anger or in kindness Whether all seeing or in blindness Family comes together For always and forever Whether for work or for play They somehow find a way For family to come together Because families are forever

Merry Christmas
Well, its almost here, and my 35th birthday is almost here as well. My birthday is the 23rd and I am pretty happy about turning 35 just 2 days before Christmas. I love Christmas time, its a time of sharing and caring and giving. Just remember tis the season to be jolly, and that Christ is the reason for the season. No snow here for Christmas, but its cold enough to snow but we get rain and I like rain. Well, you all have a very Merry Christmas and a safe and joyful Happy New Year. imikimi - Customize Your World

What I
In this farewell There’s no blood There’s no alibi ‘Cause I’ve drawn regret From the truth Of a thousand lies [Pre-Chorus] So let mercy come And wash away What I’ve done [Chorus] I’ve faced myself To cross out what I’ve become Erase myself And let go of what I’ve done Put to rest What you thought of me Well I cleaned this slate With the hands Of uncertainty [Pre-Chorus] So let mercy come And wash away What I’ve done [Chorus] I’ve faced myself To cross out what I’ve become Erase myself And let go of what I’ve done For what I’ve done I’ll start again And whatever pain may come Today this ends I’m forgiving what I’ve done [Chorus] I’ve faced myself To cross out what I’ve become Erase myself And let go of what I’ve done What I’ve done Forgiving what I’ve done

A Poem To A Good Friend They Know Who They Are. Family Forever Friends For Life
A poem beats inside your heart, This I know Where do we start In the corner of your heart, A lighthouse beacon shines, Guiding ships along the way A poem beats inside your heart, This I know Where do we start The heart is like a church bell that rings with joy A poem beats inside your heart, This I know Where do we start Your heart is like the deepest well That quenches thy morning thirst A poem beats inside your heart, This I know Where do we start The heart is like an empty seashell that echoes along the sandy shore If a poem exist inside your heart Then, each poem rises to the surface, Like a parade of swirling bubbles in the air

Leaving For Christmas!!
Hey everyone Im leaving tonight for Nebraska. Ill be gone for 7 days, and then Ill be back. So if I dont respond to any emails or comments dont get mad ill message ya back when i get home. Hope everyone has a MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!! LOVE YOU ALL JENNI

Voting
With all the hype about the candidates for each party looking for nomination, I can't help but wonder who really pays attention. With the ridiculously low percentage of Americans who vote, it's come down to only a few key states really making a a difference. Connecticut, where I live, is a throw away state. Very little money is spent here since the state traditionally always goes to the same political party. It makes voting feel rather pointless. I'd like to feel like my vote counts, but so few people bother to vote, and most vote along party lines rather than actually listening to what a candidate stands for and voting for someone they feel would be a good leader. It would be great to see record turn out for voters, and completely throw the whole campaigning process on it's ass because EVERY state really did matter and was up for grabs.

Extasy
Where, like a pillow on a bed, A pregnant bank swell'd up, to rest The violet's reclining head, Sat we two, one another's best. Our hands were firmly cemented By a fast balm, which thence did spring; Our eye-beams twisted, and did thread Our eyes upon one double string. So to engraft our hands, as yet Was all the means to make us one; And pictures in our eyes to get Was all our propagation. As, 'twixt two equal armies, Fate Suspends uncertain victory, Our souls--which to advance their state, Were gone out--hung 'twixt her and me. And whilst our souls negotiate there, We like sepulchral statues lay; All day, the same our postures were, And we said nothing, all the day. If any, so by love refined, That he soul's language understood, And by good love were grown all mind, Within convenient distance stood, He--though he knew not which soul spake, Because both meant, both spake

Christmas
Before today i thought my kidz weren't gonna have a good christmas ... but then i got a call from my sons school this mornin to come in for a min ... when i got there they had 3 huge boxes full of presents ... i cried ... then i got a call from tha op shop an they said that they had presents there for my kidz that i could pic up ... they had 2 bags full of presents for tha kidz .... so thanks to "christmas angels" my kidz will have a great christmas ... just wanted to say merry christmas to all of u an hope all tha best ....

Had Bad News Today!!
My soon to be step-daughter had a very rough day today and it is goin to be hard for her for awhile. We had taken her to the doctors this morning because she had been havin headaches lately. They took a blood sugar count and a urine count too. Her urine had glucose in it and her sugar level was high. So they told us to go down to the nearest Childrens Hospital. They were waiting for us to get there. They took another sugar level count and even after over two hours her level was at 430 which is very high. She has to stay in the hospital for the next few days I came home long enough to take our pet out then I am heading back up there. They told us she will have to have 4 shots a day of insulin for the rest of her life. She is only 10yrs old. I don't mind rearranging how we prepare food but it has been very hard on her. She is scared and she is hardly ever sick. Please pray for us and even more so for her. You can leave comments here or on My B/f's site( Her DaD). He is tryin to deal with

Time
They say time is precious, That time is of the essence, But what is this illusion? What is time? It goes by, they say, But I don't see anything. They even say,How time flies, Does it have wings? Never have I seen it, Never have I understood it's physical being. But I do know some things, I know the time that I'm away from you. Time is precious. It is of the essence. But no time is worth my time, Unless that time is spent with you. How time weighs heavily on my heart. Oh, how time does eat away at me. Time is not physical, but rather spiritual, For no time is more spiritual then when you're with me.

Wasted Life (older Poem)
Wasted Life She wasn't safe in life and she won't be safe in death. He smiles back on the time when he could not of loved her less. Things he did to her runs through his mind, what a lovely mess. She had died at his hand , but he knows she will still not rest. He loved when he had her alone, that was when he was at his best. He worked in blood , it turned him on. Screams were his only request. - She is looking down on him from above, she is not sure what has happened. She can hear his thoughts, and wonders how, but does it really matter? He has taken her life, and she does not care, things could not be better. Screams he wanted and he got them. The torture she could not handle. She weeps , closes her eyes and runs toward the ever after..............

To Kiss Her
And though I have kissed her A thousand times a day I would want to make it millions And continuous without delay But she can only smile Because each kiss is of the heart And she knows that the kiss is endless It was this way from the start But in each little touch The lips desire more But what else would they desire When each is unlike before And within the deep embrace The warmth is felt abound And she must forever feel this Even when I am not around For distance is not a problem Or something to cause a pain For she knows the next kiss is coming Again and again and again

Wish I Had Wrote This! Can You See The Tattoo?
New Tattoo I've been out drinkin with the boys again Sorry I'm calling after 2 a.m. There's something that I need to say to you I know it's late But this can't wait I just got a new tattoo One love and a, one woman You're my new tattoo Tonight is the very first night of my life with you Until the day I die I promise it's true Everyone will see my new tattoo Tonight I saw your face up in the stars Stumbled here to paint you on my arm There's something that I need to say to you So I wrote this song Cause you belong Right here on my new tattoo One love and a, one woman You're my new tattoo Tonight is the very first night of my life with you Until the day I die I promise it's true Everyone will see my I don't want to see us fade away I don't want to be without you another day I could be your Dorian Gray I won't fade away No, I won't fade away One love and a, one woman You're my new tattoo Tonight is the very first night of my life with you One l

You Rock Mizz Shady!
HA HA HA IT'S METAL RON!!! Metal Ron@ fubar HEY EVERYONE CHECK IT OUT... IT'S METAL RON AND HES HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR COMING UP THIS FRIDAY.. WE ALL LOVE IT WHEN ITS OUR TURN TO HOST ONE SO WHY WOULD HE BE ANY DIFFERENT? HE'S NOT. HE IS VERY EXCITED. THIS WILL BE HIS FIRST TIME EVER TO HOST ONE.. NOT ONLY THAT YOU GUYS CHECK OUT HIS SCORE.. LOOK AT HIS POINTS... HES SECONDS FROM HITTING GODFATHER. NO ONE NEEDS TO SAY HOW IMPORTANT THAT STEP IS WITH NEW LEVELS OR NOT ITS STILL A GOAL MANY OF US HAVE.. LETS DO THIS FOR HIM. LETS PUSH HIM OVER THE TOP DURING HIS OWN HAPPY HOUR.. WE CAN DO IT. JUST GIVE HIM ALL THE LOVE YOU CAN ONCE YOU SEE HIS TIME HAS CAME.. THEY RESET OUR PICTURE RATTINGS NOW ONCE A WEEK SO I'M VERY CERTAIN THERE IS SOMETHING YOU ALL CAN FIND TO RATE DURING THIS TIME.. IF NOT SOONER.. WE DON'T HAVE TO WAIT TO PUSH HIM OVER THE TOP BUT AT LEAST BY HIS HAPPY HOUR TIME WE SHOULD DO IT.. I'M EXCITTED FOR HIM AND I HOPE YOU ALL WILL BE TOO. NOW LETS DO

Life
As another day approaches. I have to stop and think. How did I not see it coming. Now I'm filled with discust. All of this wasted time. My mind races with rage. I have to finda way through. My heart feels torn. Stomach is in knots. Was it something I missed. Will I ever find love. Is it real. Or just a figment of my mind. Will tommorow bring happiness. Can anyone truely be happy. Or am I just alone. Someday I'll know. Just not today..

My Prayer(for Andrew My Cousin)
My Prayer to the Heavens, To the skies above and beyond the stars of the galaxy I reach out to thee.. My cousins life i entrust to within thee.. And yet I so pray he comes back to me and my family.. We all love him whole heartedly Hes a kind lovin gent With his whole life ahead of him yet Which shouldnt be taken nor considered spent.. I plead with the gods above Please let us have my cousin back to love Hes done no wrong no harm to any soul Let his light continue to glow for all mankind to show that your love and diviness does stand bold That the gods do have a master plan although we dont understand Protect him this night i pray and in your arms keep him safe... We love you andrew we want you back so dont give up the fight youve got to fight back...

Why Is Sex Like Riding A Bike
Why Is Sex Like Riding A Bike? 1. You have to keep pumping if you want to get anywhere. 2. It's best to wear protective head-gear when going into unfamiliar territory. 3. You can do it with no hands, but it's best not to try it until you have a lot of experience. 4. It's easier to learn with the help of someone who has a lot of experience. 5. You can do it by yourself, but it's usually not as much fun. 6. It's usually hard to control your speed the first few times you try. 7. It's best to have a soft place to land. 8. You don't need any special clothing, but you can get some if you are really into it. 9. If you're with someone who is having trouble keeping up, it's usually best to slow down and wait for them. 10. Most people think it looks easy until they try it for the first time.

A Cops Poem
"One Day in a Cops Life" I get up & hop in the shower to start another day I put on my vest, my uniform, my gun, & I'm on my way I get my assignment, then hop in the car The first call comes in, a fight at the bar Later, I save a baby having seizures & calm the mother I quell a domestic disturbance & arrest the father A family of four is killed on the freeway Investigate the accident & clean up the bodies The drunk driver arrested, but he'll walk away A break in the confusion, I stop to eat A donut & coffee will keep me on my feet Four people in a stolen, heading east on main Kids dressed in black, out to shoot a rival gang Burglary in progress, I'm rollin' "Code 3" He's killed the occupants from what I can see We chase him on foot for a block or two We've got him at gun point, I wonder "What will he do?" There's shots fired & an officer needs help Without hesitation I roll and sirens start to yelp Inside the liquor store, a man with a gun A shot goes o

Please Read Urgent
DEAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY I AM WRITING THIS BLOG IS TO INFORM U ALL I WILL BE OFF LINE FOR A WHILE. I HAVE HAD SOME MISFOURTINIT STUFF HAPPEN i LOVE U ALL AND HOPE WE CAN RECONNET WHEN I RETURN PLEASE COMMENT I WILL CHECK ON THIS

Innocent Handshake
I walk down a dark hall and see a large man. He smiles at me and shakes my hand. Amazing how a stranger can be so nice. Popping out of nowhere like tiny mice. As he shakes my hand he jerks me near. Struggling to get away I scream in fear. Some people you can trust with your heart. Not the ones that steal your innocence and part. Lying cold on the ground. Just waiting to be found. Sobbing wet saline from my eyes. Scared by the truth and frightened by the lies. Jesus pulls on me like a curtain. Giving me strength to refuse the hurting. No matter how hard I try, The pain hurts and I continue to cry. No one knows my hate. How could anyone commit a crime such as rape? By me...Stacie Arnold

Friendship!!!
Heavenly Father up above; Please protect the friends I love; Always keep them safe and sound; No matter when or where they are bound; And dear Lord ,let me be; The kind of friend ,they want to see; Keep us now, Keep us forever; Happy,Loving ,and Always Together.

Missing You Guys
Hello friends. I'm only on for a minute. We have moved to Seattle to be with my husbands dying mother. She has every advanced cancer, and will not be around for long. I miss some of my friends on here, but the only computer i have to use is my husbands work laptop. And he doesn't like me to use it to flirt with other cute guys. LOL We'll be here for the holidays, so if i don't talk to you, Merry Christmas. Jen xo

My Seraphims!
OK Seraphims are the top notch angels in the realm of all angels...these guys are mine! They have been nothing but sweet to me and the list will grow... Ladies check my guys out! They are awesome! Alive&Kickin NavyGhost Just me (Cat's RL love) Doc is in Iraq Airforceben TinyBri bdbyjc1 Ralimore Eros ToBN2B VanillaSmoothie(Fubar hubby to My Dirty lil secret) Sgt Ronin TheNite WiiStud rchltte dr.blkmagic big dadie 1989 Celtic White hawk patchlee Josh Mp5 jonnyb Jon Majik Normancase Corey P. (although there are days...)

A Soldiers Escort
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, = but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who had been = invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading = home. 'No,' he responded. 'Heading out?' I asked. 'No. I'm escorting a soldier home.' 'Going to pick him up?' 'No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home = to his family.' The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to = the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that although he didn't know the = soldier, he had delivered the news of his death to the soldier's family and felt = as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, 'Thank you. Thank you = for doing what you do so that my family and I can do what we do.' Upon landing in Chicag

Rain On My Window
Rain on my window I hear thunder in the distance the sky turns darker black a smile forms upon my lips the rain is coming back I walk to my balcony door a cool breeze washes through its refreshing and cleansing I can taste the alluring dew The rain spatters on my roof lightning flashes in the sky goosebumps erupt on my skin and my body relaxes with a sigh Splashing in puddles making all things wet catching rain on my tongue its something I won't regret I see rain on my window as I stroll back inside why are so many afraid they avoid this and hide The rain ends quickly lightning and thunder ensue this night would only be better if I could have shared it with you

I've Been Gone For A While
Hey all! I'm sorry that I missed all of your comments, ratings, and such. I've been moving into a new place so things have been hectic but I'm up and running again so please if I missed a comment or something pipe up and lemme know! Ciao

Hit And Run
Talking for literally minutes, he logged off and jumped into his car. Finding the exit much to his suprize I was closer then he imagined. Only about 8 inches taller than me stood crisp blue eyes and short blondish hair. Leaining in and kissing me I knew this was going to be fun. We sat and talked for a minute and I found myself in his arms in the heat of the moment. I brought him back to my room. From there he laid me on my back and kissed down my soft body. Sucking on my nipples and feeling that wet spot between my legs, he opened me up and started to lick my tight little wet pink clit. He continued while gliding his fingers in and out of me. I felt myself cum repeatedly in his face. Nibbling and makig me squirm I finally begged him to fuck me. He got up and undressed. I leaned over and started to suck the head of his cock, moving on down his shaft with my mought. He was so hard. Next thing I knew he had me on all fours, sliding into my tight pussey. He grabbed my shoulders and fu

Hidden Pain
I hurt deep inside this weak body of mine. When will they all see I'm really not fine? The pain I live with day after day will never go away. I cry for help in that hospital bed I lay. When will the doctors figure out what has taken over my corpse? Hopefully it's not something bad, and definitly not the worst. All I want is some help for this disease. Can someone help me please oh please? By..me Stacie Arnold

=[
ok, so im finally coming out and telling people that im bi. And its just funny how no one believes me..I'm not doing this for attention or because i think it will make boys like me..i have a boyfriend of a year who i love, so im not doing this for attention! I've felt things for girls for a while..and just never said anything because of fear of rejection..and i was afraid i would lose friends, but im over it and im telling people, and i would appreciate it if people treated me like a human, these are my real feelings and im tired of people questioning my sexuality. xoxo

I Love You
Dealing with the pain of not being with you is terrible. You make everything perfect and special. No matter the time or day I'll always care about what you say. Among the many qualities you possess, There is one I really want to stress. You care about me too. No matter what I'll always love you! By....me Stacie Arnold

Please Read And Repost
Tonight I responed to the following mumm from aries2641581, titled "what should i do again? lol http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=264662 His Question "I showed my other half a pair of shoes I wanted for x-mas. She sees the price (120.00) and says that she is not paying that much for a present. Now christmas is the time to get anything thing that you want right?? Should i get her what she wants for x-mas. " My answer, "A gift is a privlage and an honor to receive, it is NOT a Right sheesh! If you want something that bad you should buy it for yourself. The gift should come from the heart of the giver, because the joy comes from giving. You should not tell a person what to get you or even or even expect that would get you anything at all. If you care about her and want to make her feel special then get her a gift from the heart. It seems to me that the fact you would even ask suck a selfish question would warrant two lumps of coal in your stocking this year..' Th

Ship Lingo And Jobs
There are many jobs that are self explanatory. I'm sure everyone knows what a dishwasher is and can figure out what a pastry chef does. Then you have those jobs that are normally referred to by nicknames. I might say the Steiner girls are really looking to get themselves in trouble tonight! WTF?? What is a Steiner girl. So here's a little crew lingo for you. Steiners: the girls and guys that work in the spa Shoppies: anyone who works in the shops Cones - passengers (due to the fact that a lot of them/you like to try wearing life jackets like a hat) Coning - hooking up with passengers I-95/M-1 - main crew deck with kitchens, mess halls, crew bar, etc. IPM - (In Port Manning) Handing in ur ID and not being able to get off the ship. Muster Station - Emergency area where lifeboats are Guest Ents - (Guest Entertainers) - people who come to the ship for a very short period of time to perform a show put together by them. These people also have full passenger pri

Innermost Life
It's a movement closer to hell. The beginning of the end. One more chance to fail. One more signal to send. Reach into your soul. Grab the demons within. Down that tunnel to the black hole. Covering your sins. Promises not kept. Lies that are told. Holding your breath while you slept. All of this is getting old. Moments to spare. Life to give. Who's to care? Why live? By....me Stacie Arnold

Hiding From The Pain
He soulfully grabs the rusted knife, Plunging deep within to take his life. No screams are heard just a murmur of pain. Lying cold in the blood no life to gain. The thoughts that ran through his head were extremely dark. He would never know that he left a dreadful mark. All of his friends and family stood and watched him leave. They surely knew it would be the last breath he would breathe. Never did they imagine it would end this way. Spending his life in heaven they'll all see him someday. By ...me Stacie Arnold

If I Die Tomorrow (lyrics)
If I Die Tomorrow I wake up to find myself After all these years And where all the time has gone Still seems so unclear Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said all I can say You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow It brings out the worst in me When you're not around I missed the sound of your voice The silence seems so loud Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said, all I can say You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow I spent all my life Looking for our innocence I've got nothing to lose Nothing to prove I won't make the same mistakes Now I know That everything will be okay If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Hav

Black, White, Or Female?
this has shaped up 2 become a president circus 2 pay attention 2. We got Marjorities (republicans), Minority (darker then normal person), and another minority (woman not lady, because she only wear pants.) Whoever they (i will explain about "they") elect i really feel it is going to become more hefty price pay behind it. most people feel if they elect a black man, he going 2 do his best eliminate welfare, social security, and anything that not only blacks depend on, but white people also. all sorts of shit is going 2 change and i know we will b attacks more by probably every other country. if they elect a woman, PMS or menopause might make her slip up and she drop the bomb on china. not 2 mention a lot of people r suspect about clinton running the country while getting a blow job. Me myself I am wondering y i haven't see her in a dress? ain't nobody going get close enuff 2 get an up ur skirt shot. I am sort of curious, but not enuff 2 elect her. and these phony republicans, w

Ramblings?
Maybe...maybe I just want to express...to vent.. to get it all out..but damned if I cant. Nope, locked it all up tight, shoved it down deep inside & no one can pull it free. Suck..sometiemes..to be me. Pain...it's life. Joy...if yer lucky.. Loyal? Always & forever. Just ignore me - dont worry about reading this...why? It doesn't make sense...and yet...at the same time...it makes perfect sense doesnt it? I need my Hunter. I'm not complete.

An Angel's Need.
Meet Elizabeth. She is 21 months old and in St.Jude for the 2nd time this year. Her cancer returned after only 3 months of being off chemo and home. She is due foe a bone marrow transplant in just over a month. Please take a moment and pray for her. That is all a mother can ask for. Thank you.

Let Me In
LET ME IN What the hell? Why is the door locked? Knock knock knock. Hey its me open up. I didnt lock it, whats going on? Open up, its me. Its cold out here and my nipples are getting hard, want to see? Hello? Can you hear me? Open up, let me in. Not kidding cold out here. Not kidding about the nipples either. Hello? Hello? What the fuck is going on? Come on its dark and cold out here and I.......What was that noise? Anybody there? Nothing there, just my imagination. Ok, open up its getting spooky out here. Hello? Just turn the door knob and let me in. Uh, WHAT THE FUCK! Where did the door knob go? It was just there. Ok assholes enough of the joke its not funny anymore. Come on let me in. I admit it you scared me, you got me, now let me in. Wish I knew what the hell was going on. Was that a growl? Oh shit! It was. OPEN UP THE MOTHER FUCKING DOOR RIGHT NOW! Please, please? Come on open up.....SHIT! Theres another one! Need in bad, Im in trouble out here. open the......... WHERES

Why Does My Prescription Take So Long?
This is not my writing but I thought it was very accurate.... You come to the counter. I am on the phone with a drunk dude who wants the phone number to the grocery store next door. After I instruct him on the virtues of 411, you tell me your doctor was to phone in your prescription to me. Your doctor hasn't, and you're unwilling to wait until he does. Being in a generous mood, I call your doctors office and am put on hold for 5 minutes, then informed that your prescription was phoned in to my competitor on the other side of town. Phoning the competitor, I am immediately put on hold for 5 minutes before speaking to a clerk, who puts me back on hold to wait for the pharmacist. Your prescription is then transferred to me, and now I have to get the 2 phone calls that have been put on hold while this was being done. Now I return to the counter to ask if we've ever filled prescriptions for you before. For some reason, you think that "for you" means "for your cousin" and you answer my q

What We Need!
we need to wash our eyes with tears we need to cry because of heartaches we need to accept reality even we want to disagree we need to walk on the path with many torns we need to leave someone we love for the sake of their happiness we need to stand when we are down we need to be strong even we feel sick we need to fight even we feel we are too weak we need to smile even on our last breath..

1,2,3,4
The local news station was interviewing an 80-year-old lady because she had just gotten married -- for the fourth time. The interviewer asked her questions about her life, about what it felt like To be marrying again at 80, and then about her new husband's occupation. 'He's a funeral director,' she answered. 'Interesting,' the newsman thought. He then asked her if she wouldn't mind telling him a little about her first three husbands and what they did for a living. She paused for a few moments, needing time to reflect on all those years. After a short time, a smile came to her face and she answered proudly, Explaining that she'd first married a banker when she was in her early 20's, then a circus ringmaster when in her 40's, later on a preacher when in her 60's, and now in her 80's, a funeral director. The interviewer looked at her, quite astonished, and asked why she had married four men with such diverse careers.

Sorry
thought would let all my friends on here know that i havent been online for awhile due to several things happenin (my mom bein very sick then my daughter is still fightin her infection and with the storm our internet got knocked out for few days and now i have gotten hurt but am on the mend)... will try to catch up with everyone and thanks to the ones that sent comments while i was gone.. you all are such good friends to me and have missed you all too

I Am Me
I am beautiful in my own ways. I look good in my eyes. I have a wonderful personality. I am new and alert to what happens. I reach to gather new information. I want to be heard by everybody. I scream out my loud voice. I am heard around the world. I am sweet to everyone. I am quiet to strangers. I am loud around friends. I like to work and serve people. I want a smile for a friend. I see new horizons looking my way. I want to go there someday. I love being around my friends. I go new places and explore new things. I want more qualities. I want new jobs. I need new tasks. I am me. By...me Stacie Arnold

Garden Of Love
The quest has been long, I long for it to end. Bring on the rain to make fertile the garden that I tend. My garden is filled with the seeds of Love, In hope that God will send an Angel from above. An Angel walked into my garden, the seeds began to grow Turned and looked into my heart, and tears begin to flow Tears of joy flowed like rain, Love began to sprout I knew that it was this Angel, I couldn't live without I took the Angel into my arms and we gently kissed This was the Love that my heart had truly missed As we held each other there standing in the rain I knew the years tending my garden had not been in vain

Canadian Bacon And Pineapple Pizza
INGREDIENTS 1 (13.8-oz.) can Pillsbury® Refrigerated Pizza Crust 1 (6-oz.) pkg. sliced provolone cheese 1 (5 to 6-oz.) pkg. sliced Canadian bacon 1 (8-oz.) can pineapple chunks in unsweetened juice, well drained on paper towels 1/2 cup thinly sliced red onion 1/2 cup chopped green bell pepper 2 oz. (1/2 cup) shredded Cheddar cheese DIRECTIONS 1. Heat oven to 425°F. Spray 12-inch pizza pan or 13x9-inch pan with nonstick cooking spray. Unroll dough; place in sprayed pan. Starting at center, press out dough with hands to edge of pan. 2. Top dough with provolone cheese, cutting to fit. Arrange Canadian bacon, pineapple, onion and bell pepper over cheese to within 1/2 inch of edges. Sprinkle with Cheddar cheese. 3. Bake 16 to 20 minutes or until crust is deep golden brown. Prep Time: 30 Min Total Time: Makes: 8 servings

Transitional Christmas
I have been in Indianapolis a little over a year, this past August. My first Christmas here didn't really count because I was still settling into my surroundings. This is the first one, where I had time enough to get ready. In the last year, I succeeded in landing gainfull employment. A job, whereby I could forge a starting point in order to better my living arangements. Better apartment, drivers licence, car, girlfriend, ect. But that will come to fruition in the upcoming year. This year is, for a better metaphor, melloncholly. The holiday season will be spent alone, relaxing, working on my art, playing my X-Box, and/or watching tv. I'm not getting or receiving any gifts or Christmas cards, although I will be sending some money to my children. It will seem a little empty, though. But as life has taught me in the last year, patience is a virtue. I know not to rush things. Thats where I have gotten in trouble before. Time is a constant. Time is forgiv

Imagine
Imagine phantom , if you can The silky softness of my skin Trembling lips against your cheek Tender kiss to make you weak Pushing close not asking why Bodies melting with a sigh Burning ache turns into flame As I gently speak your name Begging you to feed the fire With every inch of your desire Breathing deep the smell of lust I give to you all of my trust. I give it to you, I simply must. Here before you is my sacred temple my flesh, my soul, my heart, my being I'm crying out to wake in a pool of you As the waves take us away Together after we shall lay I more woman, You more man Imagine phantom, if you can

Breathe
Overwhelming it seems..........impossible our dreams. Just Breathe Frustration abound............anxiety invades you Just Breathe Life's tedium demanding.........No one understanding Just Breathe Imprisoned in chaos............It's fight or flight Just Breathe Slow and Deep Inhalation.......Pure and Bright it's sensation Vast and Inviting the invisible salvation Welcome is this manifestation Just Breathe Strength revealed, you realize your plight Magnification of tranquility in sight Gradual calm, it beckons to soothe you Warring confusion discipates Conquored negation and doubt Just Breathe................vital life-giving force intoxicating and warm Absent is all the strain.............. I Breathe

Seriously I Wish I Knew What I Was Doing
i have never worked with this fubar stuff im a myspace nut i love it and im starting to get the hang of the fubar editing but i jus started my account and it was made on dec 9 but its now 10 days later and i havent done anything on here till tonight i have started messing with it and i kinda like it i will get more use to it im sure but anyways thanks ellie for making me create a fubar account baby anywho later yall im out

Autumn
I have this little angel. For me she left her wings. She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings. She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs. She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have. Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure. Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure. She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right. She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night. Every person that has known her sees this light within her soul I know that in this whole great world, she has a special role. She's helpful and considerate to everyone she knows This light in her shines brighter as my angel grows. When she sees someone is sad, it opens up her heart. She wants to do all that she can; she wants to do her part. She'll squeeze away the sorrow and make me forget about my pain. She shows me where the sun is when we're hiding from the rain. I know that God must love me, He showed

My Father
my father passed away on this day in 2000. it was in 2000 that i first went to talladega to the nascar races. my father was so excited when he found out i was going to get to go to the races. i saw dale earnhardt sr win his last race. i miss my dad so much. my father died in december and dale sr was killed the following feburary.

Naughty Application
Tell me ALLLLL about what you're thinking. ;) > 1. Your Name: > > 2. Age: > > 3. Favorite position(s)? > > 4. Do you think i'm hot? > > 5. Would you have sex with me? > > 6. lights on or off? > > 7. Would you have to be drunk? > > 8. Would you take a shower with me? > > 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? > > 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? > > 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? > > 12. Condom or skin? > > 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? > > 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? > > 15. Have sex on the first date? > > 16. Would you kiss me during sex? > > 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? > > 18. Three sum? > > 20. How many times would you like to orgasm? > > 21. Would you use me as a booty call? > > 22. Do you like foreplay? > > 23. What is foreplay to you? > > 24. Can we take pictures of the act? > > 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? > > > SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BAC

And The Winner Of Diablo's Den Staff Challenge Contest Is.........
CHAOTIC SERENITY...... THANX FOR ALL THE WORK YA DID HON AND CONGRATS FROM ALL OF US IN DIABLO'S DEN! LOVE YA! Serenity is receiving the following prizes for winning ..... she's brought in the most new members in this past week, good job! a free morph $1000 fubux a big pimpin gift a 1 day blast woot woot, you go girl!! Ya'll show her lots of fuluvin! ChaoticSerenity ~*~ Promoter for Diablo's Den ~*~HeadGreeter@Shane'sShack~*~Bartender@MB@ fubar We'd also like to thank ALL of our staff in the den for doin such a great job with everything, you all RAWK!! and we love ya!! and don't forget to come in the Den and join our family everybody! Thanx! :D CLICK THE BANNER TO COME JOIN IN ON THE FUN! :D

Another Poem
Love to me is when you think of some one so much that it hurts to be with out them. When you're with that person everything just feels right! Love, ultimately, is realizing the responsibility that love entails. To truly love, one must first love one's self and secondly, be worthy of the love one is given. Love involves both selfishness as well as selflessness. Listless nights filled with laughter instead of lonliness. The cure for the human predicament. No beginning, no end, a suspension in both space and time. Like when lying on your back in a pool, floating, with your ears underwater. Although you can hear the sounds of the world, they're muffled, unclear, unnecessary. Love quiets, and calms the world around you, so that you may focus on what truly matters. Basically, in a nutshell, love is always swallowing! Hey girls, the world can use a lot more love! Gulp!

Good Morning
Saw something last night that made my day. I needed the good laugh and it was provided in the expected place! hehehe Had a weird ass dream last night... and of course I woke up before it was over. I hate that because I always want to know how it ends. Phooey. I'm still tired. I'm thinking of taking a nap already. Especially since I have to work tonight. I REAAAAALLLLYYYY don't want to do this store. I did it last year and it was a bit of a pain. I dunno. Cindy's supposed to run it this time so maybe it will be different. Ah well... If I'm going to go back to sleep I should do it now. So I will. Sleep > You. Remember that. XOXO

Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey people, my loving hubby is in a contest for a 6 month VIP!!!!! Please help him to win. He is a great guy, and I love him very much. He deserves this win. Why??? You ask, well, because he has put a lot of his time into making things work on fubar. he has been here for all of our friends, and family members. PLEASE HELP HIM TO WIN THIS. IT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO HIM. THANK YOU ALL IF YOU DECIDE TO HELP, IF NOT THEN DON'T ASK US FOR HELP!!!!!!! HERE IS THE LINK FOR YOU TO HELP...http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=220763&albumid=514908&i=3704340642 THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS BLOG. MANDI A.K.A. AMANDA THE SEDUCTRESS 69

Christmas Presents
So I am done buying presents this year. Everything for David was so expensive that the number of gifts is down, though I know he will be happy. I can remember as a kid running downstairs and seeing huge piles of gifts, though I am sure the piles were smaller than my memories make them out to be lol. I enjoy buying presents again. Can't afford what I want to buy people though lol. But at least I enjoy it again. When I was with my ex, I grew to hate buying presents. It didn't matter what I bought, it was returned. I had friends help, still no luck. I had HER friends help, no luck. I had her mother help, still everything was returned. And she would even buy herself stuff, wrap it and say give it to me for Christmas, and she would still return it, even though she had bought it herself. Kind of took all the fun out of buying presents. But now I have David to buy for, and my parents, and nephews. Even Grandpa Dick. And they don't return things. :)

Its Been Awhile
Well its been a while since I left a blog anywhere. Something happened last night that kinda made me need to just get out some things. I was on yahell with a friend of mine and during our talk she told me about how sad she was feeling. Work was going bad and her husband who is in the AirForce was still in another state for cross training. She felt alone and useless. I spent the next 4 hours reminding her of all the things that make her a joy unto this earth and why she should not let anything get her down. After 4 hours she finally found the strength to not do anything well...stupid. I think you know what i mean. It got me to thinking about this time of year for so many. Many ppl call this time of the year the silly season. A big holiday and being alone at this time of year could be misery. I prayed last night for all the people that ever have to deal with this that they find a friend..a light in their dark to help them through like i did my friend. I thought of our brave troops scat

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Truth, Honesty And The Way Of Life....
As many of you know, and some are just learning, I am a force of honesty. I believe that if you can't be honest with yourself, how can you be honest with others. My mind goes where others fear to tread and my mouth follows shortly after. I don't ask that you love me. Hell, I don't even ask that you like me, but respect me for the things that I embody. So in this blog, come with me on a journey into my mind and on a path of my beliefs. I don't ask that you agree: 1. If someone leaves my life, it is because I didn't want them to stay. If you really want someone to stay, there is always that ONE thing that you can do to convince them. 2. I believe that the definition of "Courage" is being the only one who knows that you are afraid. 3. The possibility of a friendship lays in two single pieces of pie (Ask me. I'll tell you) 4. I NEVER lend money to a friend. For a friend......I'll give, because what they give back, repays in spades. 5. Speaking of friends...I have 5 t

Let It Be Known
This morning I thought I would read my yahoo 360 and then I thought why not read this other person 360 who has since passed on. What I seen angered and hurt me. A woman claiming that she was pregnant with my bf child. Right there on yahoo! How crazy can you be? This same woman talked ot me and pretended not to know who I was. To me that is low down and dirty. I never mentioned my bf and let her talk...after all she has "cancer" THis I feel is a lie but only GOd knowns the truth. Why can't someone for ONCE fight for me and tell these stupid ass women that this man is my bf..I dare not speak his name here becasue these woman would make his life hell and for what? They have the problem. For once i want someone ot tell this damn sorry excuse for women that he has a gf and to quit their crap and their drama! He has been thru enough! Damnit if you damn women really care for this man then quit it! Quit going to him and saying, "your gf is not faithful", or "I love you more

You Fucking Bastard.....
I'm HEAVILY guarded!! There's a matrix that one must travel through just to get to the confines of my heart. I know myself all too well! Admittedly, I believe that everyone has ulterior motives at first. It is a protective device that I have adopted. I trust no one until they show me why I should....and yes.....I do things backward. There is NOTHING wrong with that! I used to trust with the belief that "I will trust someone until they give me a reason not to". Well that didn't work to my advantage after being the one left holding my "dick" on more than one occasion. Trust is earned....PERIOD! I don't think that you are a liar, I just don't trust you. Don't take it personal. When I trust a man, I give him the power to destroy me. Are you with me? Do you get it now? Growing up, all I ever wanted was a husband to love and nurture me. STUPID, STUPID GIRL!! I woke up one morning, nursing yet another pair of black eyes and a split lip. I looked at my husband sleeping soundly and

Sex Facts
1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - THiNGS MEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer

Life
ITs TIme for a NEw BLog !! Current mood: annoyed Category: Life There are always times when I realize how little we do to actually control our lives and happiness. What is happiness worth? I mean what do we actually do and who do we leave behind when we need to make that change? Ive learned life is not about being alone, its sharing your happiness with others. Ive watched sadness drain the life out of the ones I have loved and became ill watching them let it happen. I believe there are two types of people, ones that allow themselves to be wrapped in happiness and those that wallow in self pity and negativity. Do those people ever change? and if so what is it that makes them realize how precise and wonderful life can be? I mean how can you listen to a great song, or see a fragile flower, or the birth of your child and not realize you only get one chance to enjoy all of this... I was told along time ago, I was a "caretaker" and always wanted to help that "wounded soul

My Own Trip Down The Yellow Brick Road...
There is no judgement of me here. This blog is about me, my mind and the sanctions within it. I share because I choose to and here is a little story of my own personal crusade over the last year to maintain life. November 8th marked the 1 year anniversary of my fathers death. November 8th, 2006 is the day that I began losing myself. I had become so cognitively crippled that.....well......here it is: I walked into work in my Franco Sarto hot pink 4" heels, my DKNY black V-neck short sleeve capped with hot pink fabric at the collar and sleeves and a great pair of black slacks. I was especially confident because I had a lucrative appointment that would be there by 3pm. I sat in my office when the phone rang about 2pm. I picked it up "Thank you for calling ------------, This is Cynthia" and on the other end of the phone was a vibrating bellow that sounded almost like a premonition that I had held from days earlier. "Sister.......*pause* Dad died. GET HERE NOW!" and I thought she w

I Can Dream
there's no fairy godmother to make my wish come true. no genie in a bottle to bring me to you. no prayer on a fallen star no magic potion in a jar. but i can dream and when i do. i dream that i'm there with you

The End Of An Era
just to let you all know, im quitting fubar. dont have enough time for it anymore. if you have myspace you can add me at myspace.com/joziesandwich .....its set to private so the only way you can get in is if youre a real fubar friend. make sure to send me a message so i know who you are. if you dont have myspace and still want to see whats up in the world of "jozie" i set up a hotmail jozie_tool@hotmail.com .....now id like to take this moment to thank everyone for thier kind words, ratings, and everything else. i will miss you all (mostly) ...now for a moment of truth= if any of you ever come across a sick old pervert name dane fish, aka "homesteadmale" he is a son of a bitch. bombard him with nastyness. the short time we spent together, he drugged my drinks and raped me, took all my money, and abused me in every way possible. he is a 44 year old firefighter for the homestead airforce base in southern florida, so ladies, PLEASE dont let him do to you what he did to

You Do Not Deserve Me.....
My eyes beg for your attention and you easily assume that I'll always be staring at you....waiting for it. My lips urge you to soothe them as they burn for you and you assume that I'll never say a word as you just let them burn.....while I wait. My arms quiver from exhaustion as I've kept them up and open, waiting for you to embrace me and you assume that I'll continue standing there waiting with open arms. You Don't Deserve Me... My heart beats profoundly and in tune with our song while I beg you to dance. You assume that I'll always love that song and that I'll always want to dance. I sing for you, at your will and I wait for your praise that never comes. Yet you assume that I'll always have the ability to sing so beautifully. And when I have finally had enough, and I start to cry, you tell me that you won't want to see. You tell me to hide. I wish you understood that you put these tears right where they are....or maybe you know exactly how they got ther

Just How It Is I Guess
Loving you Isnt the right thing to do How can I ever change things That I feel If I could Maybe Id give you my world How can i When you wont take it from me You can go your own way Go your own way You an call it Another lonely day You can go your own way Go your own way Tell me why Everything turned around Packing up Shacking up is all you wanna do If I could Baby Id give you my world Open up Everythings waiting for you You can go your own way Go your own way You an call it Another lonely day You can go your own way Go your own way

My So-called Life
About an hour ago I was told my grandmother was put in a group home and that it would be pointless sending a christmas card, or anything for for that matter to her because she has no idea who i am....still I put the card with the others to be sent out today. It is almost impossible imagining her without memories of me...even at the age of 92. I am so angry with my family for allowing my grandma to go...to be taken...from her home for over 50 years...not to live with other family members (what family does...) fuck no, let strangers take care of her in a strange place...i am so ashamed of my family. When she passes, I will have no reason or interest to ever speak to them again. I wasnt told till now because the family always hated me because i was my grandpa and grandma favorite grandchild. I am the last Francisco, but truth be told i was the favorite because i was all they had left of their only son....who was their favorite child. He died at the age of 23. I know just a baby. My grand

The Trouble Has Started Already Lol
My ex's mother recently moved in with them, and already they are having issues lol. Her mom doesn't think Sue feeds him enough lol. This gonna be fun to watch lol. I can't wait until they have Steve sleeping on the couch and her Mom in the bed. Yes his name is also Steve lol. Oh and before they moved, her mom hit a tree at the old house and smashed the back of her car. The woman has hit the tree with at least 6 different cars lol.

Awww F**k, It's Christmas Again?!?!?!
My sister and her husband, both well-to-do individuals.....have gone "Balls to the Walls" this Christmas and to be honest....I feel a little insignificant when it comes to my sons gifts. I purchased a TON of Under Armour gear (several hundred dollars)for my son, and a new riding helmet......a wake board, a nice knife and several things from Abercrombie and Fitch, not to mention, the ever popular Old Navy. My son is doing good so far. He doesn't ask for much which is why we feel compelled to be ridiculous around the holidays. He is an Honor Roll student, he plays sports 3/4 of the year and although he finds girls cute...he is very vocal in his speech's to them "I HAVE NO TIME FOR YOU". So....my sister and her hubby, who love my son as their own (A story I might share some other time) proceeded to purchase the following items because Joshua "deserves" them: This game goes with the 360 he just got a month ago. This pitching machine goes with the batting cage that hi

My Highlander..
He makes me laugh when im feelin blue His eyes put the pitter patter all the way thru to the heart and my soul When the skies seem gloomy and grey his voice causes all that to disipate and go away His heart so warm and full of love filled with compassion beyond the outer limits of love Hes found a part of me hes freed not knowingly I love this man so its been told for all time and ill never let go So Highlander know this from me to you- Hun I'll always love you for you being you...

50 Things All Men/boyfriends/husbands Should Know
1. Saying "I love you" immediately before, during, or following sex doesn't count. 2. Real men drive stick shift. 3. I will leave if you lie. 4. You are cute in raglan-sleeved T-shirts (two-toned baseball undershirts). 5. I'm convinced I'm pregnant and obsess about it for a minimum of 24 to 48 hours before my period, even when I have no rational reason to think so. 6. I love it when you hug me from behind and whisper in my ear. 7. "Fine" is never an appropriate response when I ask you how I look. 8. Most of the time when I fantasize, it's about you. 9. I'm terrified of becoming my mother, even though I admire her. 10. I get turned on simply seeing that I have an e-mail from you. 11. I expect you to call me. 12. Only rock stars are allowed to wear leather pants. 13. I'm scared of losing my independence. 14. I'm more forgiving of you than I really should be. 15. Oral sex is your get-out-of-the-doghouse-free card. Manolo Blahnik shoes also do the

Fix That Kid A Drink
I read a story in the Houston Chronicle the other day about a recently released study on teenage drinking. The article was your standard missive about how the country is going to Hell on a Hell-shuttle because teenagers are—shudder—drinking alcohol. In order to prevent teen drinking, Fred Becker of the Becker Institute in Carlsbad offers the following advice: “If a parent really wants to make a good impression on a child, take all the booze you have in the house and put it somewhere.” Whoa, hold on a minute there. It already is somewhere. It’s in the booze cabinet. If I put it somewhere else, then that’ll be the place where the booze is. Will I have to put it somewhere else again? Or is he suggesting I should spirit the spirits out of the house entirely? Like maybe rent a storage unit so that every time I want to make myself a goddamn drink, I gotta drive out to a storage unit to access my stash? Becker also said that parents should “stop drinking in front of their kids.” I

Are People On This Site Illiterate?
are people on here illiterate? i can't even tell what half the mummms i read sare supposed to say! i read someone's profile earlier who is supposedly a comic book writer or artist or whatever and there were spelling errors all over the page! seriously, how do these idiots exist in the world? ok. that's all.

In The Arms Of An Angel - American Soldiers Tribute
Remember the ones that didn't make it home for Christmas, they paid the Ultimate Sacrifice for Freedom.. Remember them On Christmas day. LCPL G****** USMC Prior Service

Big Beautiful Freak
I am starting a grop B.B.F. The Big Beautiful Freaks. If you are as freaky as i am then this is a group for u. If you are proud that u are sexy sedutive and as nasty as u wanna be then holla at me. Y should we be judged cause we like it nasty. Rules: 1)you have to be level 10 or greater. 2)must have a pic of ur self in ur albums 3)you must inter act with other members 4)don't be shy to tell the most freakest thing u have done So u wanna join you must mail me first and tell me y you should be a member and last of all put B.B.F Member in your name

A Heart
a heart will love when it wants to giving you hope 'spite all you do a heart will hope even when blue for her return back home to you a heart will cry cause shes not true bleeding inside when she hurts you a heart will die as it will do without that love that once loved you

I"m In A Contest
I entered a silly contest, best photoshop picture staring Big Ben. I have severl in it, some are NSFW, every thing from funny to gross, be warned, lol. If you got a minute or two would appreciate you stopping by and rating and commenting on it. My fav is the one below. Thanks

Why Is It Always Religion?
Many of you have seen the ads about the movie "the Golden Compass" or maybe you've seen the book. Today a friend from Ikebana school sent me an email asking me to boycott the book & movie because of the authors atheist views. Who cares what the authors views are if the story is entertaining? I read the first book and saw nothing about his views about religion and i look forward to seeing the adaptation of the movie. Enclosed is what I got and what I sent. From my friend: "The Golden Compass" movis is set to premier on December 7, during the Christmas season, and will probably be heavily advertised. This movie is based on the first book of a trilogy by atheist Philip Pullman. In the final book a boy and girl kill God so they can do as they please. Pullman left little doubt about his intentions when he said in a 2003 interview that "my books are about killing God." The movie is a watered down version of the first book and is designed to be very attractive in the hope

Looking In The Eyes Of Love
Looking in the Eyes of Love Profound, like a never-ending ocean Whose waves glisten in the sunlit sky Sweet, like fresh picked strawberries Whose syrupy essence tickles the taste buds Alluring, like a coy mistress Whose desire whispers in the night Secure, like shelter from the rain That shields you from jagged encounters Compassionate, like an affectionate parent Who teaches you right from wrong Optimistic, like a newborn baby Who sees the world through innocent eyes Blissful, like a hopeful young child Defeating the difficulty of learning how to ride a bike Love is... An emotion that cannot be depicted with words But must be felt in the depths of ones heart It takes over the body with a colossal force To experience the sensations love conveys Just gaze into your

Pay It Forward
Coffee customers "pay it forward" by paying for those behind By Christina Siderius Seattle Times staff reporter What started as a small gesture of holiday cheer Wednesday has, in 24 hours, grown to involve more than 500 coffee drinkers in a chain of giving in Marysville. At about 8 a.m. Wednesday, a woman purchasing a drink at a Starbucks drive-through at 3725 116th Street Northeast offered to buy the drinks for the customers in line behind her. She told the employee who was working the window to wish the folks happy holidays, and she drove away, said the store's assistant manager Michele Case. Those customers were so touched that they paid for the order of the folks behind them. Countless gingerbread lattes and peppermint mochas later, the spirit of reciprocity carried on. As of 8 a.m. today, the line of giving had grown to involve 490 customers picking up tabs for those next in line at the store's drive-through and lobby, said Case. Case said it shows that

Want Me... Click On Pic To Bid...
Rate all pics 11s during HH only Rate all stash during Hh only Add to family while you own me "Owned" salute #1 friend for the month Pimpout in my About Me section for the month Lifetime pimpout in blog Autographed bra (worn in the salute) 4 salutes (2SFW, 2NSFW) Add to yahoo 4 1 hour webcam sessions (NSFW to be discussed) Personal phone call 50 Custom pics for your eyes only

Blah Blah Blah
blah blah blah blah blah, am so bored, blah blah blah. what ever can i do, holidays suk and blah blah blah, dont blah blah blah blah. was thinking of geting drunk anyone up for it blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah i is broke so someone has to pay lol

I Need You
EVENTUALLY YOU'LL FIND OUT WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY I CAN'T PUT IT INTO WORDS CAUSE TO YOU IT WOULD SOUND TOO SHALLOW SOMETHING SO SIMPLE YET SO HARD FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND SOMETHING SO IMPORTANT TO A WOMAN YET SO INSIGNIFICANT TO A MAN I NEED YOU YES, I SAID IT NOT JUST PHYSICALLY BUT MENTALLY TOU STIMULATE ME WHOLELY YOU DONT REALIZE IT AND I DIDN'T WANT TO ADMIT IT MY PRIDE IT TOO BIG I'M TOO INDEPENDENT I'VE NEVER NEEDED A MAN FOR ANYTHING BUT I DO NEED YOU EVENTUALLY YOU'LL UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY I HAD TO PUT IT INTO WORDS BUT TO YOU IT STILL SOUNDS SHALLOW

You Asked..."why Don't I Ever Get Asked Out?"
"My entire adult life, I have gone out to all the places you're told to go to meet someone special. Nothing. I never even get asked out. It's like I'm invisible, and my life has wasted away because there's not a damn thing I can to do to 'make' someone want me. I'm no size 0, but I'm not an elephant either. I have a great personality (that one again!), but I can't get my friends to understand that I simply refuse to put myself through more pain and humiliation by going to a dance and never getting asked to dance. I feel like such a damned freak. Can you help me?" Shelby -- You're not a freak. Lots of people have this problem. Have you had someone review your online profile? Maybe it doesn't really let people know who you are. Going to a dance and sitting on the sidelines waiting for someone to ask you is a losing proposition for anyone. “Get your great personality front and center, where guys can see it.” Get your great personality front and center, where guys can see it. Go t

Doberman!
We're getting a doberman! So we need your help picking a name, if you don't mind. The names to vote for: ~Nero ~Ace ~Caesar ~Caine ~Ares ~Zane ~Baron If you have any way cooler suggestions, just let me know! The dog's name right now is Parker....and those of you who know me know that I probably think the name sux...sorry if you like it but I don't. Supposed to get him Saturday, so I may blog about what name fits him once I get to know his character more. Thanks! Happy Holidays!! ~Toya

The Demon Inside
i sit and cry in the dark where i stay away from lite and the day to day alone with my missery alone with my hate i drink to forget not to excape dont hate me cause im ugly the world made me this way dont call me freak cause i love to play i stay in the dark cause its good for you for the sickness inside is evil its true i sit alone wondering why why cant god just let me die there is no one out there for me doesnt matter how many woman i please if only i could find true happiness but its quite hard to see in this abyss damn this demon i try to hide its better off if he's locked inside i close my eyes and what do i see death pain deception and greed

Letting My Brother Go
This is a new letter I wrote to a family member and his family who are Christians who have been told how they abuse their children. I have other blogs of letters I wrote to them on here also. Today I am letting them go and wishing them well until they choose to abide in love. .................. Hey bro, This letter is being sent because it is clear to me that it is not a wise idea for me to stay at your house the night before I leave, even though I’m staying with the new girl in my life on Sat anyway. I am going to speak my truth once again and for the last time. As always it will be said with compassion but great power. If you, Dawn or Mom think that I have been out of place and that I need to “behave” and respect how you raise your children……….you had better think again because you are sadly mistaken. If I had a child and any one of you were in my house and you witnessed me physically abusing that child or sexually abusing them in a physical manner, you can’t tell me

Exactly Where I'm At
Let's begin With the past in front And all the things You really don't care about now It'd be exactly where I'm at And to think You got a grip Look at yourself Your lips are like two flaps of fat They go front and back and flappity flap I'm all staged It's all an act I'm really scared that I may fall back on the abstract It'd be exactly where I'm at If you're to be The roaming eye Pry it open and let me tell you why it sees The harsh realities

Poem 1
passion of the heart proceesed with desire strive through this life finding bumpy roads waiting for the flats like a calm after a storm bring me a new life the old one is gone passion of the heart its time for a new start

...............
Two things I hate most in this world: 1. Being lied to. 2. Being ignored. Which one are you doing to me? It's funny what people think they can get away with. I don't need fair weather friends. REL

I Think We Need A Lil Organization...
We have some new faces..or at least are new to me..lol anyway some of us have yet to add all of our current Tet members as friends and family. I know even I am guilty of this ( although I can blame Raven for not telling me we have new members..lol) So I was thinking maybe we should take a minute to say hello to everyone and introduce ourselves to members we havnt actually (met) yet... In addition If anyone has anything they would like to have added to this page to personalize it,they can drop a line to either myself or Raven and we will make sure it gets on here. ( I think If everyone contributes a lil sumpthing that would be awesome) be it a poem a story, a morph, comment, anything you wanna have posted here. Anyway I've rattled on enough for right now but I hope to hear from everyone soon :D Long days and pleasant nights, ~ Phoenix Evenstar~ The Dark Tower Tet Contents

A Thought From The Wise
Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/

Subject?
Breathing fast, moving slow Your steps mustn't be heard Cold sweat, crouching low You cannot say a word Take a step and watch your back The others do the same Trust your training, do it right They'll never know your name Locked and loaded, taking aim Prepared to do your job Not for glory, nor for fame But more than just a job

Happy Holidays!
Just wanted to wish everyone safe and happy holidays. If anyone is really interested, you can read my Christmas Card letter here. I will forebear posting the lengthy text here! And feel free to add me on LJ if you're on there!

My Christmas
Will suck!!! I have to work 12:30 to 9 pm Christmas eve. I get to miss Christmas with my brother who is moving with his wife to Texas. *sighs* And now I have to work New Year's Eve too. This just sucks.

Keep On Going
I'm lost in this place, And things keep going wrong, I'm trapped in depression, I'm sick of acting strong. My heart just aches, My tears continuously fall, There is no escape, From myself, from it all. I'm trying so hard, I just want to go, I'm walking on glass, Broken from all I know. Saying these words, With no meaning held inside, I keep running, But there's nowhere to hide. I'm so sick of myself, I hate what I see, I'm so tried, Tired of being me. And I can't explain, As I rip myself apart, I sink so deep, Into my broken heart. Everything is breaking me, Everything in this place, I keep falling back, As tears roll down my face. And I'm so jaded, I don't know what to say, I keep on going, But I'm not ok.

Target For 12-20 Please Read
All Confederate Bombers “SHOULD” be bombing on the target only, which is The Watchers contest. The targets are for who NEEDS to be bombed and is an approved contest. We need ALL family members on this ASAP please. Below you will find the link to the target… Padame~GeeGee~Confederate Bombers Lt.~Fu-Wife to Obiwan~The Watcher Captain Of Confederate Bombers's

Just My Thoughts, Take It Or Leave It.....
To clear up misconceptions: ~~ I believe that war is a necessary evil. It has, is, and will always be so. I am not in government, and dont know all there is to know about world politics, so I cant really say whether or not I believe in this current confrontation, I am just grateful that it is not here! ~~ I wanted to be enlisted, even went through Naval ROTC, but made some mistakes in my youth, and forfeitted my rights to fight, formally, for my country. Therefore, I teach my children patriotism by fighting the good fight on my home soil, to whatever extent possible. There is a 1/2 burnt flag hanging in my house, that I battled a large crowd to rescue. I am proud of it, as are my children, because it is my way of doing what i can. ~~ "When I was a child, I thought like a child. Now that I am a man, I put aside childish things....." It's a Bible verse, and one that changed my life. Now that I am an adult, and think as such, I realize that nothing is free. If a man buys me a

" My Sky "
I sit and I see her smile, she just lights up my sky. Don`t see her all that much, but, I do try to be that guy. That she thinks about all the time, even though I am not always around. Yes I do love her with all my heart, and sometimes I don`t stand my ground. When it comes to being with her, I can`t let it all out. See her as little as possible, with her mother I have little clout. That doesn`t matter she knows I love her, and when I am with her we have fun. So I can rest each and every night, when I think about "my sky"!!

Engaged To Terry
SO MANY THINGS ARE HAPPENING IN M LIFE DEATH AND YES EVEN A FEW BIRTHS BUT THE MOST IMPOTANT IS IM ENGAGED TO TERRY .....IN 19 WEEKS I WIL BE HIS WIFE, AND ITS A FRIGHENING THOUGHT I CAN ONLY HOPE THAT I LIVE UP TO WHAT HE WANTS AND CAN BE ALL THAT HE EXPECTS,,,,,I KEEP THINKING IF THIS IS A DREAM PLS GOD DONT LET ME WAKE UP I FIND THAT I HAVE WENT AN CRYED TODAY ALOT WHILE NO ONE WAS LOOKING AND BEING EXCITED IS A NORMAL THING SO I AM TOLD I JUST CANT SEEM TO SHAKE THIS SCARED FEELING .....I LOVE YOU TERRY

Big Beautiful Freaks Lovers
Hey guys do u love B.B.W's? Do yu love them when they are Freaky? Come and join B.B.F.L? Were u can be u and ppl don't judge u cause u a big Freak like 24HrFreak. Rules: 1)you have to be level 10 or greater. 2)must have a pic of ur self in ur albums 3)you must inter act with other members 4)don't be shy to tell the most freakest thing u have done So u wanna join you must mail me first and tell me y you should be a member and last of all put B.B.F.L Member in your name

Read On Bumper Stickers
Politicians and diapers should both be changed regularly and for the same reason. Kids in the front seat cause accidents, accidents in the back seat cause kids. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them Learn from your parent's mistakes - use birth control It's God's job to forgive Bin Laden... It's our job to arrange the meeting -USMC Everyone is entitled to be stupid, but you are abusing the privelege U.S. MARINE CORPS.--Everything destroyed in 30 min. or the next one's free! If pro is the opposite of con, is progress the opposite of Congress? Never Underestimate The Power Of Stupid People In Large Groups If you miss your ex, reload and try again! I have nothing against god, it's his followers that I can't stand I have nothing against god, it's his followers that I can't stand eeght yers ago I coun't evn speel grauduat now i is wun I hate to think after millions of years of evolution you're the end product. It's time to pul

Friends, And What I've Noticed.
I've noticed that on fubar there are alot of girls showing their "cleavage". I on the other hand refuse to take pictures that mak me look like a slut. And as far as friends, I've noticed that alot of people don't like the choices I make.=] I could give two shits less who does. HAHA. I am an adult and act like one too. Just because you have a fuckin kid and no life doesn't mean you can drag me down with you. you know who I am talking about. Get a real life. Take your kid places do shit with him and don't stay at home all the damn time.

Big&beautiful
found while surfing the net..... I am big and beautiful, and I don't care what you think about me. My body may not be perfect, but I have strength in personality. Too many people like me, let people like you bring them down. Well I won't stand for it, not ever and not now. We are all different. We come in all shapes, sizes, and colors. No one is inferior or better than another. So what makes you think, you have the right to criticize me? If you don't like me, you are welcome to leave. I may not look like barbie. I may not look good in a bikini. I may not be able to wear a size five. I may be a little round in the middle, and have thunder thighs. But when I look in the mirror, I know I like what I see, Because I can appreciate the uniqueness, that makes me Me. Author Unknown

50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it's t

Said Fuck It
so i just said fuck it . if he cant answer and explain then not worth the time or anything ....there are those who do want me out there. the right one will come along. this blog goes to all but the school entry...if wondering...lol

Nasty Talk!
Ok guys.....this is too many of you out there....just because my name is naughty does NOT mean i talk dirty to the whole fuckin world! Ya see FUBAR created a family list for reasons......mine are ... 1) the men i talk nasty to are on mine! 2) as of today all of my nsfw's will be for my family ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3) LAST BUT DEFINATELY NOT LEAST.....if you cannot avoid being an unwanted perv! TURN THE FUCK AROUND....WALK AWAY AND CLOSE THAT FUCKIN DOOR!

My Fubar Theme Soundtracq!
In this player is my Fubar Theme Spoundtracq of, Simp of T.H.U.G.S.! Rocq'n it old school wit da BoomBox! 1.) Call Me - Bone Thugs 2.) Making Good Luv - Bone Thugs (w/ Avant) 3.) Lil' L.O.V.E. - Bone Thugs (w/ JD, Mariah Carey, & Bow Wow) 4.) Take Your Time @ My Place {Runaway Statue Remix} (Tre, Nelly, Jahiem, & Krayzie Bone) 5.) Say Lady - Layzie Bone (w/ Mr. Capone-E) 6.) Freaks - Play-N-Skillz (w/ Krayzie Bone & Adina Howard) 7.) Need Your Body -Bone Brothers (w/ Kareem) 8.) Sweet Black Pussy - DJ Quikk 9.) I'ld rather Fucq You - Eazy-E 10.) Don't Tell - 213 (w/ Mausberg & Sylk-E.Fyne) 11.) Thugs Need Luv 2 - Bone Brothers 12.) Making Good Luv & Grind On Me {Runaway Statue} (Avant, Pretty Rick, & Krayzie Bone) 13.) Down - Bruce Hathcock 14.) Gigalo - Nick Cannon (w/ R.Kelly) 15.) Anything You Want - Mr. Capone-E 16.) She's A Freak - Skant Bone 17.) I Don't Remember - Thick & Thin C

Doctor Control
Doctors: (A) The number of doctors in the U.S. Is 700,000 (B) Accidental deaths caused by physicians per year are 120,000 (C) Accidental deaths per physician is 17.14% Statistics courtesy of the U.S. Dept. Of Health & Human Services Guns: (A) The number of gun owners in the U.S. Is 80,000,000 (yes that's 80million) (B) The number of accidental gun deaths per year, All age groups, is 1,500 (C) The number of accidental deaths per gun owner is 0.001875% Statistics courtesy of the FBI So statistically, doctors are approximately 9,000 times more Dangerous than gun owners. Remember, guns don't kill people, doctors do. FACT: NOT EVERYONE HAS A GUN, BUT ALMOST EVERYONE HAS AT LEAST ONE DOCTOR Please alert your friends to this alarming threat. We must ban doctors before this gets completely out of hand!!! Out of concern for the public at large, I have withheld Statistics on lawyers for fear the shock would cause people to panic and seek medical attent

For Rebelvamp
My One Tin Soldier That stands above the rest Always fighting Never dying Will fight to the end Will fight for what he believes in My One Tin Soldier Faithful & True Loyal to the maximum Beastly to those who do wrong Like an angel, he sweeps down from heaven to love you Like a demon, he sweeps up from hell to destroy you My One Tin Soldier Rebelvamp is his name Strong Faithful & True Loving I Love you!

20 Million Reasons To Vote
Julia Louis-Dreyfuss is spending some time in the Oval Office . . . She's not actually running for president, but she is trying to bring attention to the fact that the U.S. now has as many unmarried women as married. And a whopping 20 million didn't vote in 2004. With primary elections around the corner (I can’t believe it either, but I live in DC, so I’m not totally overwhelmed by home visits from Bill Richardson or Mike Huckabee), it’s time to start talking about voting. And here’s some bad news about unmarried women voters like myself. . . we account for about 26% of eligible voters, but we only represented about 22.5% of the electorate in 2004. Translation: we under-voted by a factor of about 15%. To boot, unmarried women are generally 9% less likely to register and 13% less likely to vote than married women. So, why does it matter? Because when women don't vote at higher rates, then our collective voices are not heard. And we can all see the result of that...Less health

Bad Day Friggin Again
I had a bad day today because of some coworker stuff that happened a few weeks back. I need someone to tickle my back til I fall asleep. I need someone to cuddle up to and be close to right now. Lot of you may say well your married, ask your hubby. Well, honestly we don't interact much. We are not close. Emotionally it is dead. I have no comfort, no arms to come home to. So when I have these bad days, they stay bad days. Just for once I wish I had somebody who'd listen and comfort! Ok I am done bitching now

One Of My Favorite Movies...
makes my cry every time i watch it. it seems like one of the few attempts by the mass media to address a topic that's very real and pertinent in life today. does anyone whom has viewed the movie care to share their opinion? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yMtanfXklr8&feature=related

Timefor The Trip
Well all of my friends and fellow Fubarites....... the time has finally come for me to take my little trip across the pond... I will say I have met some very interesting people and I hope that those that I consider friends will stop by from time to time to say hello. I will update when I can and to say hello to one and all. For the time being I want to wish you all a merry christmas and a happy new year!!!!!! To my favorite disraction I will miss ya darlin and I can hardly wait to hear from you in the near future!!!! Micheal

Teresa’s Dream
Teresa’s Dream Talk to me, perpetrating through my spells of inexplicable gloom. Look at me, admiring the contours of my face; making me feel that I was the Queen of the sparkling hills. Dance with me, to release tons of idle energy; sweat passionately under the shimmering blanket of milky moonlight, Smile at me, spawning me to feel that I was indeed intriguing and have rights to exist of this planet. Wink at me, flirtatiously swirling in the atmosphere, as rain drops pelted thunderously from the sky. Embrace me, igniting the blistering inferno of love to the inner most recesses of my body, catapulting me into a land of sheer ecstasy. Tickle me, evoking me to burst into pools of uninhibited laughter, enjoy the journey of existence to its fullest, with the Sun dazzling mystically through the whites of my eyes. Sing for me, triggering me to escalate beyond the realms of the cosmos, feeling elevated when compared to the rest of the world. Promise me, an ocean o

"friends"
It is always amusing to me that so many want to get all of the friends that they can score and then when the invited one want to talk the invitor disapears. Friendship is a two sided thing. Not always to be started by just one side. From now on if it is a one sided thing they will be deleted. Do you think that it should be one sided or not?

Need Help Plz....
We need as many ppl as we can get to leave as many comments as possible...due to unforeseen circumstances he got behind but with all the love that is here on fubar we can catch him up/get him ahead...all love will be returned...tyvm...it is LAST ROMANTIC and he is in a contest to win a million fu-bucks-would u plz help..ty..herehttp://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=570303&i=42420671 is the link...

Life
So yeah I went and checked out the house my manager has for rent today. Its old and needs work but I'm soo gonna take it! I need a place bad its either that or moving out of state! So home sweet home to this new house. I probably won't be moving in it until after the new years but still either way I'll have my own place soon! Now the only problem is I have four boxes to my name so I need stuff lol like a bed!!!!!! lol yeah but thats whats new with me! How about u?

How Much Can One Person Take
have u ever heard anyone say that sooner or later a person will believe what he is told if a man is beaten down enough then sooner or later he will believe that he amounts to nothing i have been physically, mentally and emotionally abused all my life by my step father and others and now this late in my life i have come to accept the fate that life has dealt me in believing that my life is in consequential to that of the one that i love so i am wondering whether or not i should change who i am an lose another piece of myself or should i bend and comprimise simply cuz i love the woman and give her her way i have always been the person to make the other happy at all cost no matter how miserable i was but now i am content in the fact of living my life to make myself happy instead of making others happy but i am still concerned about making others happy so i know deep down that i should jsut comprimise an all but i jsut dont want to change but hey i guess i should jsut go with

A Fireman's Little Girl ?
A Fireman's Little Girl ? I am very dedicated to my work. I wear firefighter shirts every day, even when I'm not on duty. The fire department is my second home, and my second family. It often seems as if my life revolves around the fire department, but it means nothing compared to my little girl. I am normally a very friendly person, but if you hurt my little girl you will make me mad. I know my little girl is growing up, even if I don't like it. She seems to like you, so I'll tolerate you dating her, but here are a few things for you to think about while you're with her: First of all, I go into burning buildings to save people that I've never even seen before, you can't imagine how protective I am of my little girl. I once broke a man--s sternum by accident while doing CPR to save his life. If that's how I help people what do you think I do when I'm pissed off? I investigate arson fires. I know exactly what clues to look for to prove it was arson, so I also know how to m

Mummers.....
For the most part it is all fun and I get a good laugh. Every once in a while I see some skank make a bold blanketed statement about her supposed superiority to other women and some dumbass dweeb who is without a doubt someone who would never have a chance in hell with her..on her defensive. I encountered that tonight. Pisses me off....just had to blog about the skank and her worshiper...love the internet.... On the other hand, I never have laughed so mch in the last few days on some of the mumms I see...Thanks for the laughs guys...

Alone And Confused
well this is just another one of my rambling sessions cause i have noone to talk to that would even understand whats going on with me. why is it that guys say one thing and act a totally different way. there was this guy i was talking to and he persued me actually has been liking me for a year but the time was never right, finally he asks me for a chance and for some reason i decide what the heck sure why not. well that only turned out to be disasterous cause now supposedly he went back to his ex cause supposedly shes pregnant with what she says is his kid but anyway whatever i dont even care about that. for the last two weeks he has completely ignored me well at least to my face anyway. ive caught him looking at me when he doesnt think im aware and all. well this week with christmas coming and all i decided to be the bigger person and i gave him a christmas card along with everyone else now for the last three days hes been back to flirting with me. i just dont get it. how can he say h

Far Away Thoughts
This is a poem I had wrote many many years ago to someone VERY special to me. I just came across it the other day and thought I would share it ... Since the day I first met you my life has really changed. Something's I've put in order something's I have rearranged. I've put you in the middle and built my dreams around some one who means so much to me. The special one I have found. Before you came in to my life my skies were not as blue but then one day you came along and the sun came shining through Although we may be far apart the miles can not erase the precious memories that I have of pretty blue eyes and smiling face. So now I am waiting patiently for the day when you will come home. I have not regretted one moment spent reminiscing while you were gone. Some say you are where your thoughts are Now if that is true You don't ever have to be lonely because I'll always be with you.

Trust In You
I know that you could be the one I wonder if for you its all in fun. I know that I could give you my heart I feel for you from the very start. I want to put my trust in only you I wonder do you mean it when you say you love me to. SO hard to trust so unsure it won't last I'[m afraid to repeat the past. The greatest feeling is in your arms warm and safe from all harm I know with you I spend forever I cant till the nest time we can be together I"ll hold my breath and hope for the best I hope in the end i'll pass your test You are so important to me I know in the end together we'll be

Lost And Confused
what is wrong with me why can i not stop loving him as everyone says i should? why am i still not out of love? but just as inlove with him as i ever was? i know all the reasons i shouldn't so why dont those seem to matter? towards the end he earned me finally learning to hate to be honest even before the end.. the last 2 years of us was a living hell he was cruel he treated me as nothing more then a whore he used my love and sexuality as a weapon against me how many times i heard i dont love you till i went to walk out the door then suddenly it was i love you i need you every time i let go he pulled me right back in as soon as i was there hed break my heart all over again and tell me he didnt want me i knew i had to leave long before i did so if i know it was the right choice and i dont want it back why am i as inlove love with as i always was? why is it still only his hand on my skin i dream of why is his lips the only the ones i dream of? why till this day is it his name escapes my l

Fuck Fest Part I
I went to a club on a Saturday night, horny as hell. I was always horny, I guess I can be described as a nymphomaniac. I love sex, especially wild, erotic sex. I put my best "sexy" outfit on, I never revealed much, that was for later. My friends & I had already been drinking, since we were under 21 at the time. We had to get a good buzz before we went to the club just in case we couldn't get served. But as usual I got let in for 21 since I knew all the bouncers. We consumed more alcohol & I got hornier. We started dancing with each other; we knew that always drove the men wild. I am also a full-fledged bisexual that's always up for a threesome. There were so many hot guys there, & then I spotted Jason. I have him in one of my classes. I always caught myself starring at him. We've made small talk, nothing important. I decided to stop dancing and get another long island ice tea. As I was at the bar he came up behind me & said hi. I turned around; trying to look sexy, batted my eyes

Fuck Fest Part Ii
A few weeks went by, it was Saturday night & my friends and I were getting ready to go out. We had a few guys over & we were playing drinking games. None of them knew about my bisexuality, and I wanted to keep it that way. My roommates were very beautiful, but I wasn't interested in any of them and I didn't want them thinking I could be. By the time we got to the club I was wasted. I looked around and saw Jason. I didn't go up to him though. I saw a friend of mine, Jessica. I went to talk to her, actually we had only met a few times before. We were making small talk and then all the sudden she started kissing me. I was shocked, but I loved it and went back for more. She was an incredible kisser. She was running her hands through my hair as she plunged her tongue in to my mouth. It was the best kiss I ever had. I was getting so wet, I couldn't stop kissing her. I'm sure the whole club saw us kissing, at the time I didn't care. I was too wrapped up in the moment. Both of us were pre

Changes Etc..
hello fam its been a minute....im just lettin some of yall know i wont be around this weekend maybe the holidays.....goin on a lil getaway...i be back monday to send to send shout outs and show luv to my peeps..as always do.....also at the first of the year..i will br makin changes.....its time for me to clean out some ppl that dont even talk to me at all...its time to make room for reall ppl...i know on this site...its mostly games lies and drama....i send good ppl that i like and care about break up or verbal atteack each other....now im not talkin bout any particular ppl just in general i seen over the months...i seen good ppl leave b/c of it...but im here to let yall know im not for it at all...so if u think of addin me then try dumb stuff u will be blocked and deleted....if u attack my family freinds on here the same...or even the ladies dear to me...my queen princess...my stalkee...my pimp... and body guard...u will

Hey Friends Merry Christmas
Hello all I would like to wish you and your family a safe and happy holidays. I am thankful to have really awesome friends like all of you. An ringing the new year with more really great friends. Party ON!!!!!!

Changes Pt2
let me make this clear.....when i mean bout cleanin my list....its for thsoe who dont even log on anymore...or dont chat with me....if u chat with me once n a while its cool....i know some of yalll on my list dont know me...the older ones.. the new ones....its cool..i just added some of yall from the cruise..so we got time....i meant for those who dont answer me on shouts or emails at all i might clean out...just wanted to clear that up....lata

The 12 Days Of Fubar.... (( By Unchained Melody ))
THE TWELVE DAYS OF FUBAR Written by: Unchained Melody 12-21-07 On the first day of Fubar Baby Jesus sent to me A Bouncer checking I.D. On the second day of Fubar, Baby Jesus sent to me Two Teddy bears, And a Bouncer checking I.D. On the third day of Fubar, Baby Jesus sent to me Three FU bucks, Two Teddy bears, And a Bouncer checking I.D.. On the fourth day of Fubar, Baby Jesus sent to me Four Cherry Bombs, Three FU bucks, Two Teddy bears, And a Bouncer checking I.D.. On the fifth day of Fubar, Baby Jesus sent to me Five Diamond rings, Four Cherry bombs, Three FU bucks, Two Teddy bears, And a Bouncer checking I.D. On the sixth day of Fubar, Baby Jesus sent to me Six guys to rate, Five Diamond rings, Four Cherry bombs, Three FU bucks, Two Teddy bears, And a Bouncer checking I.D. On the seventh day of Fubar, Baby Jesus sent to me Seven Secret crushes, Six guys to rate, Five Diamond rings, Four

Whoa Dude
Well now that u read the title, and think that this is something amazing or crazy... well its not. i just thought i would tell u people a little about myself. so here it goes. I'm 19, im REALLY SHORT about 5'. i smoke, i drink, and i have a big mouth and i talk a lot of shit. i have an attitude and i use it. got a problem w/ that u had better have some authority over me, or deal w/ it. I love heavy meatal and 90's rock...and unless u r emeniem i dont like most rap. the type of of girl that turns me on most is a real BAD girl...tattoos pierceings and a don't give a fuck attitude,dressed in lots of black. well i guess thats it for now -Shorty

Please Help This Young Fu Escape From Level 5!
Please go show my young fu-friend Tanya some love... Can you help her plan her escape? Let's rain on her Fu love today and take her to the 6th level!!! ... tan, Please help me to the sixth level Please also go show some rate fan add love to the boombastic blogger... ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~ Sending Love your way...

Love,romance,unfaithfullness,hurt,used
well lets see here my wife or whatever you want to call her is still acting the same but alittle different we used to be inlove at one point but then we seperated and that was almost 2 years ago and well now were trying to work things out sorta well i am it doesent look like she is putting much of an effort into it she says she loves me but i dont feel it from her i dont ever get a passionate kiss i dont ever get to hold her and when her friends are around they are the most important to her i dont even feel like im there.and now i just found out today like a week ago she cheated on me again for the billionth time well wasent cheating i guess cause we were seperated but it still hurt to know she slept with every tom dick and harry like today i was told by a good friend of mine that she cought her in the act with this guy named cody like the day or second day i dropped her off to this rehab thing sorta it a church army not a rehabe but it gives assistance in that field and she said she c