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Thoughts
I am walking along life's path when I am suddenly stuck at a fork in the road. One path is the life of partying every night and drinking crazy pretty much being young and reckless. The other path is that of finding someone who I wouldn't mind spending nights sitting on the couch watching tv with. I currently chose the path of partying but it seems like life keeps taking me back to this fork every now and then. Part of me wants to find that someone to cuddle with and the other part wants to keep partying and playing. Though it seems like finding that person is hard. Some guys today all they care about is the body and not the mind. Or sex and not cuddling. That part that wants to settle down is looking for a relationship not just a one night stand. Looking for someone who is going to be there through thick or thin, who cares about me. The other part, the party girl, lives an exciting life but eventually all parties do come to an end and sometimes not always in a good way. Like

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So U Think U Know Me Huh So Prove It!!!
prove it. (2 Points) My name: (4 Points) My last name: (4 Points) Am i in love...if so with who: (1 Points) Where did we meet: (6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name: (1 Points) Where do I work: (3 Point) What am I afraid of: (2 Points) Do I smoke : (3 Points) Do I drink: (3 points) Do you think Im a virgin: (1 Point) Do I have any siblings: (2 Points) How many: (2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do: (1 Point) How many piercings do I have: (4 Points) How many tattoos do I have: (3 Points) What's my favorite type of music: (4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing: (3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: (2 Points) Whats my favorite color: (3 Points) Name something I hate: (4 Points) Name a talent I have: (4 Points) Whats my phone number: (4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear: (4 Points) Do I have any pets: (2 Points) Who am I dating/liking right now: (5 Points) How long have I been dating them: (5 points) How tall am I: (5 Points) What

New Positive Outlook In Life?
If you can imagine it, you can build it -- and with a loyal support team, you might get more done than you'd originally planned. Assemble your think tank carefully, and don't be afraid to assume the leadership position. I need to live by this, seriously!!!!

Chinese Sign:the Rat
Though the Western rat is reviled as little more than a bottom-dwelling disease carrier, this animal is viewed much differently in the East. The Eastern rat is revered for its quick wits and its ability to accrue and hold on to items of value; rats are considered a symbol of good luck and wealth in both China and Japan. Clever and quick-witted, the Rat of the Chinese Zodiac is utterly disarming to boot. Possessed of excellent taste, this Sign flaunts its style at every turn. Its natural charm and sharp, funny demeanor make it an appealing friend for almost anyone. The Rat likes to know who is on its side and will treat its most loyal friends with an extra measure of protection and generosity. Behind that sweet smile, though, Rats are keen and unapologetic promoters of their own agendas. This Sign is motivated by its own interests, which often include money; greed can become a problem if the Rat isn't careful to keep its priorities straight. This Sign's natural powers of charm and pe

To My Friends
To all My friends. I sorry if Im not here much lately. My mum is in hospital and is not going to recover. So the family is devistated. I am close to my mum and so it is a personal shock for me. I am finding it hard to get my head round. So im not on here much. Im Up at the hospital as much as possible. Take care you guys

Marijuana May Fight Lung Tumors On Foxnews.com
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,266715,00.html Marijuana May Fight Lung Tumors Wednesday, April 18, 2007 By Charlene Laino E-MAIL STORY PRINTER FRIENDLY VERSION Cannabis may be bad for the lungs, but the active ingredient in marijuana may help combat lung cancer, new research suggests. In lab and mouse studies, the compound, known as THC, cut lung tumor growth in half and helped prevent the cancer from spreading, says Anju Preet, PhD, a Harvard University researcher in Boston who tested the chemical. While a lot more work needs to be done, "the results suggest THC has therapeutic potential," she tells WebMD. Moreover, other early research suggests the cannabis compound could help fight brain, prostate, and skin cancers as well, Preet says. The findings were presented at the annual meeting of the American Association for Cancer Research. The finding builds on the recent discovery of the body's own cannabinoid system, Preet says. Known as endocannabinoids, the natural

I Just Work Here
This past week has been interesting to say the least i went in the Hole again but got money to get out been busy the past few weeks and yeah its been crazy.. I do want to talk about this busyness tho This week alone i have been super busy ive been at the college way to much and for way too long. Honestly ive been exausted. Shinbokucon is this sunday im exicted and fustrated about that but i hope all goes well. It should Elections for this years senate is pretty stressful. were trying to do eveything correctly and thats been a thorn in my side but its also been a fun time. Reffing will be slowing down some wich will be nice my back is really starting to hate me lol. Depression Well its reared its ugly head at me again its not a bad depression but i know its there ive been so busy w everything else that i havent hqd time to myself or sent it w someone of the oppsite sex

How Do You Earn Your Desk?
Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock, did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she took all of the desks out of the classroom. The kids came into first period, they walked in, there were no desks. They obviously looked around and said, "Ms. Cothren, where's our desk?" And she said, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn them." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior." And she told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." And so they came and went in the first pe riod, still no desks in the classroom. Second period, same thing. Third period. By early afternoon television news crews had gathered in Ms. Cothren's class to find out about th is crazy teacher who had taken all the desks out o

To Be Numb...some Of My Darker Thoughts
I look around me, Looking hard. So much happens in so few short years your really here. No I haven't been on this world very long. Most would say I dont really know what I'm talking about. Suppose that could be true. I look at those around me though, I wonder........do they really know anything themselves. Or just foolings oneself? Or are we just this jumbled mess put on this earth to walk blindly into shadows. The un-known. The abass. People live because they know they will die. At some point. Most people always view it as far off in the furture. Just so they never really have to face it. Most people are too scared. When faced with death, people turn and run. Always afraid they didn't live life as they were ment too. Afraid they will end up in hell over going into His arms again, for how they lived thier life. If there is such a thing as heaven or hell. Or is it just something to believe there is to make ones self feel better about Death? Does Death really force people to li

My Zodiac........
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

No Life? (courtesy Of Redneck 7705)
SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 240 movies on this list. Put your score in header and re-post. (x) Rocky Horror Picture Show (x) Grease (x) Pirates of the Caribbean () Boondock Saints (x) Fight Club (x) Starsky and Hutch (x) Neverending Story (x) Blazing Saddles (x) Airplane Total: 8 (x) The Princess Bride (x) AnchorMan (x) Napoleon Dynamite (x) Labyrinth (x) Saw II (x) White Noise () White Oleander (x) Anger Management (x) 50 First Dates () The Princess Diaries () The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement Total so far: 16 (x) Scream (x) Scream 2 (x) Scream 3 (x) Scary Movie (x) Scary Movie 2 (x) Scary Movie 3 () Scary Movie 4 (x) American Pie (x) American Pie 2 (x) American Wedding (x) American Pie Band Camp Total so far: 26 () Harry Potter 1 () Harry Potter 2 () Harry Potter 3 () Harry Potter 4 (x) Resident Evil 1 (x) Resident Evil 2 (x) The Wedding Singer () Little Bl

I Always Will Love You
Standing here all on my own, watching life go by, taking in those dreadful words, ...a tear drops from my eye, I stood there as i watched you run, and waited for the pain, love can be a painful thing, you used my love in vain, Why'd you leave me here to cry?, our love had felt so...right, why'd you go and break my heart, just like you did that night, let me kiss your lips once more, so I can see it's true, help me see your love is gone, that I can't be with you, don't leave me here to fall apart, to watch you fade away, tell me how you really feel, and why you just won't stay, I never thought I'd cry so much, I want to see this through... although you'll never feel for me..... I always will love you.

Help!
If each of you could stop by and leave a few comments for me on this pic, and rate it.. I sure would appreciate it! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=814757&albumid=314248&i=1975530909 It is ending Friday and I need a little help from my friends to win. I will return the favor if you ever need me to.

Goodbye
time to say goodbye to this part of my life close off another chapter and sign the book the end say goodbye to a once known happiness say hello to an unknown world raise your eyes and say goodbye because goodbyes are forever flip the page start a new book leave the old one behind if ever life wants a memory to arise then the book can be opened again that chapter is closed but hopefully not forever maybe one day that chapter will be rewritten and we can prove that goodbye does not mean forever

Poem #3
I sometimes sit with all my thoughts struggling to come out, not ever really knowing what all this is about. as memories of my yester years and worries of the day somehow intertwine and just get in the way. some say just keep it simple and some say just let it go but the battle of my mind and heart hurts inside me so. mistakes, well yes i've made them, many choices have been wrong, but the lessons i have learned in life have made me very strong. but still i sit with all these thoughts not knowing what to do, i wish i had the answers to help the thoughts go through. till then i'll sit and wonder and maybe one day see that all these thoughts inside my head were just a part of me.

Clever E-mail
This has got to be one of the most clever E-mails I've received in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROO M PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER

Dont Eat The Shiny Red Apple
DONT EAT THE SHINY RED APPLE IT IS FULL OF WORMS WHAT IS BEAUTIFUL TO LOOK AT ROTS AND FESTERS FROM WITHIN SOME TEMPTATIONS SHOULD BE LEFT ALONE SOME THINGS THAT SEEM WHOLE ARE BROKE I NEVER SAID THE FRUIT WAS GOOD THE WARNING STOOD CLEAR NOW YOU TASTE ITS BITTERNESS AND CANNOT HIDE YOUR FACE LEAVE THE APPLE ALONE TO ROT INTO BLACK ITS BITTERNESS ITS HIDDEN SECRET ITS BEAUTY ITS CLOAKED LIE

To Michelle...
My neice is having a baby just found out it is a girl soon we'll have a little one to bless our families world. a little tiny baby sent from up above, to brighten up our darkest hours and fill our hearts with love. so this ones for my neice michelle congrats from your aunt kris may your baby be your saving grace and fill your life with bliss.

Moms Pain
Moms Pain I remember the time when you were strong when nothing you did was ever wrong and how you cared for all my pain when you told me to get out of the rain you were there when I fell when I was going through hell you showed me the light when I was scared from the night and now you need help I cannot give this is not how you deserve to live Mother I love you, Mother stay strong what you go through is just plain wrong

Learn Something Everyday
Well, first things first. Last night my brother and I had a conversation where he actually made sense. Anybody who knows him knows that this is a very rare occasion, especially if it doesn't have anything to do with paintball....:) He told me that one of my problems is that I have too much of a dependence on other people. I sit around and wait for people to come to me, and I wont do anything without people. So I made a plan today, I did invite somebody, but that fell through due to a communication issue. In a way though it let me prove to myself that I could have a good time by myself and not have to sit around the house if nobody wants to do anything. Normally I make plans, invite people to go with me, and if they call out I get all kinds of depressed and let it ruin my day. Now, I'm determined to not let it ruin my day and I will do my plans anyway. So, today I went to the Ripley's aquarium in Gatlinburg. I got to pet a stingray, play with some weird crab, and I saw some rea

And There I Sat...
And there I sat with a cigarette in my mouth, in the darkness the amber glow my only light. Inhaling and exhaling. The phone is turned off, it hasn’t rang in days. The only sound it makes is the soft tone from a girl that says she loves him. She can fake it for now. Can she fake it forever? A deep drag takes in the chemicals that one day will kill him. As of now he counts the number of butts on the floor in front of him. 49 less minutes of his life, not enough. He closes his eyes and imagines himself in a bright white room, wearing pure silk whit cloths, only the finest. A strong glare is reflected into his eye from a small razor blade that magically has appeared in this otherwise sterile room. He picks it up and tests its sharpness on his finger. The numbing tingle he feels on his thumb assures him that this instrument is that of the sharpest caliber. In one cool calm motion he drags the razor across his flesh, there is nothing more beautiful now that the crimson spray of O+ blo

Caught In The Act?????/
kathy was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in the bathroom ... you've been caught by Charles Bronson! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

Friends In A Box
One of the most common questions asked online is whether or not the friendships that we make online are actually real. If you can't touch the person, can't reach across a table and smack the back of their head when they say something stupid, can't play footsies under a table... does that mean that they're somehow less of a person than the friends you know in the flesh? It's a stupid fucking question. Just because our correspondences are digital these days and delivered instantaneously doesn't mean that we're not communicating. If anything, we're communicating a hell of a lot better than back in the day when people would send one another letters. What with figuring out postage, getting someone on a pony and waiting the 3 months for something to arrive, I'm amazed that there are so many history books from that time detailing how people fell in love through the post. People did bond through letters. Granted, it was usually the upper class, those individuals who were lucky enough to

"dont Pump Gas On The 15th Of May"
SOME GOOD FROM A MYSPACE FRIEND. In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all myspace members are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the myspace network, and the average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up. If all myspace members did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,200,000,000.00 (that's BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldnt) repost this bulletin repost it with "dont pump gas on the 15th of may"

Only Once...a Poem
I haven't been inspired to write for a very long time yet tonight for some reason I am. You will see the repetative phrase only once... because in honesty, what is life but taking chances even if only that one time? To help someone, to love, to laugh, to be free? Only Once To be free, only once. With you having fun, only once. To see you smile, only once. For you to forget your sorrow, only once. To laugh without care, only once. To enjoy the sun and breeze, only once. Travel and see the history of man, only once. To see where life takes us, only once. To touch your gentle lips with mine, only once. To look into your eyes and realize I am home, only once. To feel both our hearts skip a beat together, only once. To know it may not be forever but only once.

11 Things Losers Do On Myspace
ONE there is NO SUCH THING as a myspace tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking idiot.. FOUR NOBODY cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. FIGHTING ONLINE is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still RETARTED. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someones top 8. who cares? ITS MYSPACE!!! not your space SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up fruit!!! SEVEN Little 6th graders who have MySpace and look like

How Well Do You Know Me
(2 Points) My name: (4 Points) My last name: (4 Points) Am i in love...if so with who: (1 Points) Where did we meet: (6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name: (1 Points) Where do I work: (3 Point) What am I afraid of: (2 Points) Do I smoke : (3 Points) Do I drink: (3 points) Do you think Im a virgin: (1 Point) Do I have any siblings: (2 Points) How many: (2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do: (1 Point) How many piercings do I have: (4 Points) How many tattoos do I have: (3 Points) What's my favorite type of music: (4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing: (3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: (2 Points) Whats my favorite color: (3 Points) Name something I hate: (4 Points) Name a talent I have: (4 Points) Whats my phone number: (4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear: (4 Points) Do I have any pets: (2 Points) Who am I dating/liking right now: (5 Points) How long have I been dating them: (5 points) How tall am I: (5 Points) What is my worst ha

Why God Created Children
WHY GOD CREATED CHILDREN To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students...here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children after creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T!" "Don't what?" Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit? We have forbidden fruit? Hey Eve...we have Forbidden fruit!!!!!" "No Way!" "Yes way!" "Do NOT eat the fruit!" said God. "Why" "Because I am your Father and I said so!" God replied, wondering why He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was ticked! "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit?" God asked. "Uh huh," Adam replied. "Then why did you?" said

True Love
True love A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about.

Attitude
Attitude There once was a woman who woke up one morning, looked in the mirror, and noticed she had only three hairs on her head. Well," she said, "I think I'll braid my hair today?" So she did ~ and she had a wonderful day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and saw that she had only two hairs on her head. "H-M-M," she said, ~ "I think I'll part my hair down the middle today?" So she did and she had a grand day. The next day she woke up, looked in t he mirror and noticed that she had only one hair on her head. "Well," she said, ~ "today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail." So she did and she had a fun, fun day. The next day she woke up , looked in the mirror and noticed that there wasn't a single hair on her head. "YEA!" she exclaimed, ~ "I don't have to fix my hair today!" Attitude is everything. have a life FULL of Attitude

Certain Someone
Ok ya i writing about a certain someone that needs to get over the fact im with someone an i wasnt going to sit there an wait for another 3 years just to be in a relationship with someone. I dont wanna lose people as friends but i guess if its going to end up that way then i guess i will have to lose people as frinds an never talk to them again. Im sorry but u know who u are an all we do is fight an is getting old way to old. If you wanna talk u know how to reach me. Other wise if not Take care. Goodbye

Guess Im Not Meant For A Relationship
i guess im not meant for one. i keep finding someway to mess things up with the girl i really like or just meeting for the first time. yeha i dont look that great but i seem to get them into me and then i fuck things up someway. ever since my first ex i have gone down hill with woman. so i dont know what to do now.

About My Primary Pic (please Read)
The reason for this primary is this... my friend NY Yank and his wife lost their their unborn twins. If I have to ask you to repost this.. well wow.. that's just wrong. This is the link to his blog below vv http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/76853/324332 This is the link to his profile. NY Yank@ CherryTAP

How To Handle Haters:
HOW TO HANDLE HATERS: A hater is someone that is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall. When you make your mark, you will always attract some haters... That's why you have to be careful who you share your blessings and your dreams with because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed... It's dangerous to be like somebody else... If God wanted you to be like somebody else He would have given you what he gave them. You don't know what people have gone through to get what they have... (The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story...) If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too. We've all got some haters among us: Some people don't like it that you can * Come to church * Get your praise on * Bless His Holy Name * Haters don't want to see you happy * Haters don't w

A Contest Within A Contest
Ok, this is how it's going to go down... I want people to submit me a 15 track playlist to be mixed into a mixed CD. I will judge the playlists and mix the 5 I like best. After that I will review them and submit then online to be judged by you the fans. The winning CD while THEN be used as a special giveaway in a few online contests I will be hosting, and their names included within the liner notes. Tracklisting must be any of the following Genres: House, Trance, Techno, or Hardstyle. Please submit your tracklisting to me in the form of a Private Message. This contest within a contest run from 00:00:01 AM EST April 20th, 2007 until 23:59:59 AM EST May 10th, 2007. Good Luck and Thank You for you entry, Optikal Illuzion

My Soul By Dj ~ Belladonna~vamperv Goddess Vdc~last Chance Dj~skitzer69's Wife And Chew Toy~
Despair is all, All I seem to know. And no one can help, but you! You're my all, my everything. No one will ever know, Just what you mean to me. I'm dying inside without your arms around me. I slowly lose all will, All will to live. Why can't they just understand? Why do they fear me so? What will it take, to make them see? My soul can't take this, Being away from your touch, All I know is what I'm feeling, And this mask is letting it slip. This mask that gave me life is fading, And the truth is showing Give me your breath, give me your kiss, Don't let a third spit in our faces. Throw the worry away. Give into the feeling and let's go away, We'll go away, Leave them behind and start a life, (Go away, go away) But it's now just despair, Holding this blanket is hard, Knowing you should be there. Why do they see my soul as black? My soul can't take this, Being

Happy
For those who knows me a little, know I havent been to happy lately, my problems arent solved, but a very special person is back in my life, though not 100%, that I dont deserve even! But if its only a 5% that would make my life easier, losing the best you had is painful, I know I have a lot to learn about when it comes about being fair, I do show pictures here, I never done other then that, a few people I have talked to yahoo, for 2 people I have had my web cam up for, but never have I given my services to anyone on here, its hard to explain why I do things as I do, sometimes its cause im so deep down hurt, sometimes its cause of jaelousy. I just want to be loved by one person not a bunch.

Friends
We have had some good times And we have had some tough But you have always been there Even when times got rough. Some friends come and go And some always remain. No matter if we change or if we stay the same A true friend will always be there No matter what the case And you have always done that No matter what I¡¯ve faced Please always know that Whatever comes your way. I will be true friend for you. Until my dying day

Alone In My Mind By Dj~belladonna~vamperv Goddess Vdc~last Chance Dj~skitzer69's Wife And Chew Toy~
Alone In My Mind Another lonely night arrives Walking alone in my mind Dark, deserted, cold, and still Not another soul to find So much lost in my world Times like this are the worst Pain and fear crashing in Thinking sometimes a curse Always searching for answers That only you can supply Yet alone, I'm so lost Not ready to say good-bye Rummaging through my thoughts Only echo's off the walls No voices do I hear Hoping my name you'll call Can't keep going on like this Things are taking a toll on me Days are getting long and hard It's you I'm needing to see

Don't Be Offended
Hey everyone! I'll be cleaning out my friends list in the next day or two....to those of you that I talk to regularly....don't worry. If I haven't ever talked to you and you just asked to be a friend for points or to see my private pics, you're probably gonna get deleted. If you have a problem with that....let me know and I will keep you. J

Standing No Longer
Far away, out of sight On that lonely rock outside There stands a broken heart Rejected outsider Rolling like thunder Shivering with anger A growling tiger Bravely refusing surrender No body cares for him For that, he did no longer One day they will discover They lost that genuine treasure A prefect man of gentle pleasure He tried hardly to be stronger Deceiving beats will allow no longer Stepping forward rising flags of surrender Deserters they are, all want him die So smoothly, he did with a tear in his eye.

Delix But Not Dum
PROCESSSING A REALTION WITH THE WOMEN GREED LOVE DEVLEOPMENT BULIDING UP FLOORS BENEFITS FOR SOUL VERIFICATION OF INFROMATION IS BASE ON SOME GOALS DO YOU HAVE A SOUL HOW MUCH U HEAR THE BELL TOLL IS CASH THE FLOW DO YOU STILL HAVE UR OWN FREE WILL HOW MANY RUBBERS AND HOOW MANY LOVERS RELEASE YOUR SELF AND YOURE PAST AND GAIN FAITH AND WAIT MIND BODY SOUL YOU GROW AS 1 OR DIE ALONE EVEN IN GHETTOS FLOWERS GROW

I Dont Know What To Put Here As The Name
I'm not Gothic,i'm just dark I,m not a whore, i just know what i want... i am not superfical, i just like nice things I not a bitch,i just dont like you I'm not ignorant,i just dont care I'm not moody,i'm just a girl I'm not lazy,I'm just recovering I'm not morbid,Im just realistic I'm not dirty, i just have a really good imagination I'm not obsessed,Im just passionate Im not a freak, i'm just not you!!!!

The One Who
I'm the one who hides behind the smiling mask I'm the one who would do anything you asked and I'm the one who will love you till the very last and I'm the one who's hit by the stones you cast I'm the one who would anything to prove that I'm the one who holds your love to be true I'm the one who hangs on everything you do I'm the one who wants nothing more than you I'm the one who yeah I'm the one who I'm the one who the one who really loves you I'm the one who gets lost in your eyes I'm the one who is always on your side I'm the one who sees the the beauty that's inside I'm the one who never wants to say goodbye I'm the one who shudders when you sigh I'm the one who wants to hold you when you cry I'm the one who dreams of you in the night I'm the one who shoulder this all with pride I'm the one who yeah i'm the one who

So Now What?
Well, I've never been much of a blogger but here it is..3am and I find myself doing a lot of thinking and I can't sleep so why not? I've been thinking alot lately about why it is I am single..besides the obvious weight issue..yeah I know I am a fatass so don't bother with the insults, k? I read so much about these so -called bbw admirers but yet it seems that most of the ones that I run into are just wanting to sleep with a fat chick..like it's some kind of weird sexual fetish..not for me..sorry dudes. I spent almost 8 years in a marriage where I was held prisoner in my own home. I let it go on that long because my lack of self-esteem led me to believe that I could not do any better. Here I am now, divorced over a year and still not so sure I was completely wrong. I find myself having to go from being completely controlled to being the one IN control and I don't have a clue as to how to do that. I know that I don't like being single. I'm no good at being single. I want to have

The Angel Beside Me
As you lie sleeping rest so peacefully your face The picture of contented beauty your body gently stirring with each breath I lie beside you drifting closer to sleep As I hold you ...The angel beside me I wonder if you know how happy you've made me shown me the person I could be held me through the roughest times dried my tears as I cried brought a smile through the pain As I hold you...The angel beside me You make me feel so complete never known a love so deep so before I drift and dream I whisper these words in your ear I love you as I hold you The Angel Beside Me (written by Derek McKinney2007)

Some Boy
Why does loving you Kill me so much I miss the days Where you were in my life When I could call you my friend I trusted you with my hurt I gave you everything That meant the most to me And for a bit I had a piece of you Something that I could call mine But that all changed You just rip it all out Not even thinking about me And now I don’t know Were we stand I still want to be your friend But yet I fell like You don’t care enough About me just to tell me That you don’t want to be friends And un-till that day comes I will always care about you I will always wander how things Could have been If you just stayed in my life But I don’t need you anymore I meet someone new Someone who know how To treat me right Someone who made me Trust in men once more He was able to put All the piece’s of my broken hurt Back together And he wont let them Ever break again

This Pre-booty Call Agreement
This pre-booty call Agreement (hereinafter referred to as "The Agreement") is entered into on this ___day of ______________, 20 __, by ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Participant") between ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Holder of 'The Agreement'") and ____________________ (Participant). This Agreement shall cover the following rules and principles for the Participant: 1. No sleeping over!! Unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 pm. We don't have anything to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" stuff, only mind-blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions!! i.e. where are we heading with this? Do you love me? The answer is "no", so don't even ask. 6. No plans made in advance. That is why you are called "the backup." Unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrang

This May Not Be To Long..
I'm really not up to do a blog or any other thing on line. But this one needs doing.So i'm here. I'm dealing ok with what went down.And yes,I do have a rather beaten body at the moment. I'm here that's the main thing. I take it second by second. I've heard that my kin are also going though something. They want to keep me relaxed and not upset me. So don't tell me what. I wish they'd see that only makes it more so. But from what I gleemed..It has everything to do with D & Rave's 3rd. Something about treating Rave cold and shit. If this is true then..welll I'm going to say it. How fucked up of her.We've all busted our asses to try and help her out. 80% chance what happened to me wouldn't of if I hadn't of been trying to pull a rabit out of a hat and save the day for her. Yes,I guess I am a bit miffed.I think you would be too... I should not jump to assumptions.I should wait to get full facts. But when will those come? I know from Rave she feels there 3rd is advoiding them. When I

Weekly Sex May Prevent Colds And Flu
- Study LONDON (Reuters) - Having sex once or twice a week gives a boost to the immune system that could help ward off colds and flu, New Scientist magazine said Wednesday. Moderate sexual activity increases levels of a compound in the body called immunoglobulin A (IgA) that binds to bacteria and triggers the immune system to destroy them. ``IgA is the first line of defense against colds and flu,´´ Carl Charnetski, of Wilkes University in Pennsylvania, told the weekly science magazine. To prove the benefits of healthy but not overactive sex life, Charnetski and his colleague Frank Brennan measured levels of IgA in the saliva of 111 college students and questioned them about how often they had had sex in the previous month. Students who had sex less than once a week had a small increase in the antigen compared to pupils who were celibate. Those who had sex once or twice a week had a 30 percent rise in IgA. Ironically the more sexually active people had lower levels of the compound than

Silent Tears
The day is done, The time is here, For the light to disapper, And it is, with a sigh, That i turn to you, And say goodbye, For in the night, I feel you cry. Silent tears so soft and slow, In your heart is where they flow. I feel you weep, I feel you surrender, To those fears you won't remember. So close your eyes, Let your sprit soar, And in your heart, Fear no more. I will guide you through the pain, So that you may dream again. As with spring, comes new rain, So the dawn shall break again.

I Am Writing Poetry Again
"Make me fall in Love With You" Make me fall in love with you Make me beg for more Make me fall in love with you And you not slander my name as a Whore It's not the fact that you're addicting It's not any of the other things you Do I believe it's the fact that I am feinin' That makes me want more from you. Or..is it the way you control Me Or...possibly the way you abuse me I think that it's easy to see That I liked you..not loved Is because of the way you used to be. Now, all you do is despise me discretely. So, I didn't mind too much when you treated me like this Belittle me as much as you want Because in the end You might just notice That you'll be missin' someone Who was your best..and ONLY friend [[this wasn't directed towards anyone specific..just thoughts from olden days lol]] I would post my real good shit on here but I feel that ppl will do something with it..like someone ripped my salute photo[[gay]] and I don't want that to happen t

Playful
You're a Playful Kisser Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right! What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Since The Day I Left You
It's close to summertime I got the blues Feelin' kinda of lonely Just don't know what to do Shorty left me awhile ago When do I get over you My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since the day I left you There will always be that part of me That will never be free Memories remain Until the day You walk away for good My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since the day I left you Trying to move on The radio playing this sad song Just want to get you off my mind Tired of hearin' all your lies Shorty it won't work this time My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since the day I left you Goodbyes are forever Signed, sealed and delivered Quit callin' me on the phone I want to be left alone Can't take it anymore With that I just closed the door My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since t

Here I Am In An All Too Familiar Situation =)
so here i am, its 4:31 in the morning and i am sitting wide awake in bed....listening to power metal...waiting till i can start moving around finishing up getting ready for my trip to reno for a jazz festival...i find my self attempting to stay up all night too often...finding myself just to fall asleep around 4 becoming late for school and work....insomnia sucks ass....but power metal helps the time to go by...=) sadly because of my "night-owl" physical wiring i have deprived my girlfriend of the precious sleep she loves so much....i feel bad for that...there is no reason for innocent bistanders to be affected by my inability to fall asleep...and resulting from me she now wakes up routinly at 1 in the morning every night....hopefully these few days i am away she can get back on to a somewhat normal schedule so she is not tired 24/7 anymore as for me i am hopeless until i go through boot camp and have a 4-5am wakeup call every morning for 12 weeks of officer training...or at leas

Nice Thought
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain" And my personal favorite: "It's M

How Can You Name Him?
How can you name a Kentucky boy to later on become a rising rockstar? Well, I guess you can say that the possibilities are endless. They couldn't name him Adam, since they decided to put that as the first part of his middle name. They couldn't name him Turner, because they put that as his second middle name. They couldn't name him Victor, since he is already victorious. They couldn't name him Donald, since he will one day be rich enough. So they came up with this name: Christopher. Ahh, Christopher. What a perfect name to give to a future rockstar. Christopher Adam Turner McConathy: Born a Kentucky boy, soon to be living the fullest as a rockstar. I love you baby: From your biggest fan and girl.

Erotica: Bar Part 2 Of 5
"Personally I think it'd be a great idea Michele, but you've got to ask him. After all, you've known him longer than I," Suz responded to her long time friend's not quite innocent query. "Suz, I barely know him. I mean, he comes in here once in a while and I serve him that nasty tasting beer he likes. He seems pleasant enough, but I don't really know him at all. Come on, do it for me, please," pleaded Michele. "Not a chance kiddo. I don't even know if he's any good." "Oh, don't give me that. He's good all right. How many guys do you know who kiss as sensually as it looked like he kissed you while your mouth was full of his cum? Besides, it's not as though you and I exactly are strangers in bed," Michele continued her argument. "Okay, so he's probably good. Look Michele. You're drop dead gorgeous. What's any guy going to say when you sidle up to him, tilt your head just so, put your hand on his arm, slowly glance from me to him, back to me and then back to him, and ask demur

Out Of Place
have you ever been so out of your element you lose yourself? i feel that way lately. new country, new house, new people, new language...all the comforts are gone and i'm having trouble finding me. i still have my fabulous family, my music, my books...but i'm having trouble fitting it all back together. it's like a puzzle you worked so hard to fit together, it's finally together..perfect...and as you're framing it, you drop it...big chunks of it are still together, but there are pieces missing..now you're not starting over, but it's still an unsolved puzzle... this probably doesn't make any sense but it feels better to write it down....

Im An Aries... Lol The Pimp!!! What Are You???
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... ¢¾ JANUARY = BIG WHORE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easi

I Have A Boyfriend Now!!!
Thank you cherry tap! I met a wonderful man who has asked me to be his girl!!! He is coming to meet me and my family. I know some of my friends are upset I now have a man but hey be happy for me for I would be happy for you! You need to respect that fact if you dont like it you can delete yourself from my friends list!!! Love you all! For my friends are important to me but my relationship is more important!!! Catherine

My Life As A Rapper..wow
Mandi is dandy But your quicker than liqueur Haha! I could be a rapper! Oh wanna hear sumthin cute? I raise the roof I make the walls shrink My flows so icy When you walk your balls clink! Haha! Or one I actually said to some loser who dumped me infront of a crowd...with a rap..dork Does it make you sick I played my trick Sucked his dick Then kissed your lips? Playin you aint cuttin shit I'm so fuckin adorable right?

Obsession!
WHY do we get obsessed? WHY is it we always want what we can't have? WHY do we wind our selves up thinking of way's to get these things be it a person or a belonging, yet we know there is no way in this lifetime it's ever gonna happen? WHY do people always have an excuse for not going out and getting these things like oh it's complicated, also people never answering an e-mail/message and you think it because they're too busy, so leave it at that. It's not that difficult to say hello, answer a message or e-mail regardles if you know the person or not, people just need to give a little of their time rather than have the 'can't be bothered attitude' unless it is completely true that they are so incredably busy, why don't they just say so by posting one huge message to all. OK, yes i understand some people really are that busy in their lives and get so many posts they don't have the time or energy to go through each and everyone of them due to the mass number that get hold o

Endebted Slave - Bootlicker Pt 1
She pulled her fingers from my mouth and examined them closely, turning her strong hands so the tight black leather shone in the light with my spit and she smiled at a job well done. It really is erotic. You can't smell you're cum though, you must have done a good job of licking them clean." I was shocked, never had I heard Nicole say any thing like that. "Follow me in the lounge." I followed. Nicole made her self at home in the lounge. I stood in front of her chair, "Sassy said that you had some jobs to do and asked if I would mind checking in on you to see if you were doing them correctly. She said that I could have some fun with you as well. So what you know I said yes. Now take down your boxers." I looked down I was still in my sleep clothes and had hardly noticed it… she’d come in just after I finished jerking off, scooped up the cum up and slid it into my mouth. I had been so lost in the passion and lust of it all I’d lost track. I pulled my boxers down. "Don't worry I have s

Endebted Slave - Bootlicker Pt 2
((When last we saw our bootlicker, he was preparing to bring his primary Mistress Dinner while upsetting his Secondary Mistress, her mother)) "Well I know how to make it up to you. Kiss my wonderful black leather platform kinky boots." I bent and licked. BANG! The pain shoot through me. A hard slap right across my face. "YOU DO NOT GET UPSET WITH YOUR SUPERIOR MISTRESS. UNDERSTAND?" "Yes" my weedy reply. "Get up and deliver this pizza to Sassy." I walked into Sassy's Casino. A flash looking hallway covered with twinkling lights guided you through into a large welcoming area. Kerrie walked up to me. "Business or pleasure tonight." "I can't afford to play here any more so I guess its business, is Sassy in her office." "Yeah, shame you can't play here any more, I miss you." Kerrie, smiling, walked off. "Don't flirt with the staff unless told, slave." Nicole had parked and walked in just as Kerrie walked off. "Do you think she would still fancy you if she knew what you ha

Quote For April 26
It is not enough to have a good mind; the main thing is to use it well. -- Rene Descartes Bonus Quote: Pity? It was pity that stayed Bilbo's hand. Many that live deserve death. Some that die deserve life. Can you give it to them, Frodo? Do not be too eager to deal out death in judgment. Even the very wise cannot see all ends. My heart tells me that Gollum has some part to play yet, for good or ill before this is over. The pity of Bilbo may rule the fate of many. -- Gandolf The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

And The Other Shoe Drops...
I found out tonight, my father is in the hospital. They say it's "lithium toxicity" which was apparently caused by the Lithium he's been taking for the last over 20 years. Mom called me about 7:30pm...she was scared to call me because she didn't want to ruin Gabe's third month day...I'm just in shock. Apparently for the last few weeks, my dad has been acting strangely. He's been sleeping all day and up all night, having what they think might have been a "manic episode" that never ended. Mom disagrees with the manic episodeness, but agrees that it's VERY unusual for Dad to sleep during the day more than a few hours (they nap in the afternoons, to regain energy. They're not in their thirties anymore you know.) Anyway, she'd been trying to stay up during the night to keep an eye on him and make sure he didn't end up hurting himself, but last night, she fell asleep after two days straight without any sleep. She wakes up around 1:30am to find him in the kitchen, muttering nonsense to

Truths
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is when y

Try This Again, Mayebe We Can Get The Enire Thing In Here!
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is when y

Wtf Do You Do
What do u do when u find out that one of ur ex bf's has discovered that he is now gay. Lol im not upset about it. I just kinda find it funny since he always told my friends that he n i never broke up n stuff like that. Craziness! Doesnt matter care about him no matter what his sexual orientation is.

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but

It's All About Me.
I always thought the term was "buck naked" not "butt naked". Butt naked makes no sense. It only implies a naked butt. Buck naked at least makes sense when you consider that - with rare exception - bucks are always totally naked. So are does, now that I think about it. Of course, adding "doe naked" to our lexicon would be too gender sensitive for my tastes. Get those naked does back in the kitchen or whatever the hell does do for their naked bucks.

Just Sittin Around Thinkin.....
I have been single for the past 10 to 11 months. Its almost been a year, plenty of bad dates. I had a friend tell me I was trying too hard. And I guess at moments I have tried to hard. So I am going to take myself in an just try to let things happen. I really havent taken a whole lot of time just for myself an for all those single with kiddos, it is hard. I want to start my life on the right foot instead of the left. I am young an I know I have a full life ahead of me, well at least I hope I do. I want to thank all my cherry friends near an far for all the wonderful support an ratings an comments it feels good to know even though after 10 years of told I wouldnt amount to nothing, I came out to be something to you all. Take care an all be well with you. Slainte, Irish Goddess

Omg!!!! Yaaay Me! Check Me Out! Wooohoo!!
OMG!!!! Wow, check me out...I'm catching up. Woooohooo!! Thanks everyone. Mwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwah!! ~Cathie~ Sexiest Smile Contest....ends Sunday April 29th at Midnight. You can click on my picture below to vote.

I'll Be Back ........
Just finally wanted to take a moment to let ya'll know that I wll be back soon... I had a wonderful weekend with chairbear and my Shanda Lynn... Sometimes it scares me to be happy for a moment, there is always sometihing lurking around the corner....Life is forever throwing tests our way and I know this, Just get through it and go on with things, it that simple....most of the time anyway... I am however having a bit of trouble with this one...not even quite sure why but it's taking me more than a day and alot of energy to get past this one, BUT I will...I know I will...... I have been dealing with this for a year and a half now and it has finally taken on a new twist and turn and now I have to deal with it in ways that will take me away for a while....I will be in and out from time to time, depending on the day and the state of mind... Again I want to thank all of you for being such great friends and seeing me through things in life now at days, actually for the past 6

The Fire
Flames of desire ignite my fire I can feel the heat damn it's so sweet Your kisses so tender oh the sweet splendor please don't stop take me over the top Your hand roaming free all over me such a sweet delight it feels so right Our bodies entwined as we leave the world behind the passion, the heat I feel from my head to my feet Our bodies so hot we give it all that we got as we start our lovers embrace taking us to that special place We hold on tight god this is so right as two become one we have so much fun As we lay together coming off our high I hate to leave you as I let out a sigh as we walk to the door we kiss even more An afternoon delight that was oh so right so happy to be with you I hope you felt it too!

I Love You...
I weep... I weep as he enters me. It feels like the first time all over again; raw and needy, yet loving and gentle. He fills me, and I am complete. I grip him with every muscle, yearning for release for both of us, yet at the same time dreading it, because it signifies the end. I feel his warm breath on my skin as tears run down my cheeks, flowing over his naked body. I see in his eyes that he is close to bliss, and I am transported into my own heaven as pleasure takes over my body, pushing out feelings of sorrow. He holds me close, refusing to break the contact between us, yet knowing he must at some point. "I love you," he whispers to me as we fall asleep in each other's arms.

Roast Pork With Raspberry Sauce
Ingredients 1 pork, boneless loin roast 1 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon pepper, black ground 1 teaspoon sage, dried 12 ounce(s) raspberries, frozen 1 1/2 cup(s) sugar 1/4 teaspoon cloves, ground 1/4 teaspoon ginger, ground 1/4 teaspoon nutmeg, ground 1/4 cup(s) cornstarch 1 tablespoon lemon juice 1 tablespoon butter Preparation Heat oven to 350 degrees F. Sprinkle roast with salt, pepper and sage. Place roast on rack in shallow roasting pan. Roast for 1-1/2 to 2 hours or until meat thermometer registers 155 degrees F. Meanwhile, drain raspberries; reserve liquid, adding water to make 3/4 cup, if necessary. Combine 1/2 cup raspberry liquid with sugar, vinegar, cloves, ginger and nutmeg in a medium saucepan. Bring to a boil. Reduce heat; simmer, uncovered, 10 minutes. Blend cornstarch and remaining 1/4 cup liquid; add to saucepan. Cook over medium heat, stirring constantly, 1 minute or until thickened. Stir in raspberries, lemon juice, butter and food coloring. Place

Hawaiian Meatballs
Ingredients 1 pounds beef, boneless chuck shoulder pot roast 8 ounce(s) turkey, ground 1 onion(s) 2 clove(s) garlic 1/4 cup(s) oats 1 large egg white(s) 1 teaspoon pumpkin pie spice 1 teaspoon thyme, dried 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper, black ground 1 1/2 cup(s) orange juice 8 ounce(s) pineapple, crushed 2 tablespoon soy sauce 1/2 tablespoon sugar, brown (packed) 1/2 teaspoon ginger 1/8 teaspoon salt Preparation 1. Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. In a large bowl, combine the ground beef, ground turkey, onion, garlic, oats, egg white, pumpkin pie spice, thyme, salt, and pepper. Mix well. 2. Roll the meat mixture into about 42 balls, and arrange on a large nonstick spray-coated baking pan. Bake in the upper half of the oven for 12 to 15 minutes or until browned, turning once during browning. 3. For the sauce, combine the orange juice, pineapple, soy sauce, brown sugar, ginger, and salt, in a 3-quart flame proof casserole. Heat the ingr

Sand & Stone
Sand and Stone TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE ! AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU

Grilled Mushroom Pizza
Ingredients 1 pizza crust 2 tablespoon oil, olive 1 pounds mushrooms, fresh 4 clove(s) garlic 1/2 cup(s) cheese, Parmesan 2 ounce(s) prosciutto 1 large onion(s), green 1/2 teaspoon pepper, black ground 1/2 teaspoon Italian seasoning, dried Preparation Preheat outdoor grill or broiler until hot. Place pizza crust on a rack with the top side facing the heat; grill until toasted, about 5 minutes; remove. In a large skillet, over medium -high heat, heat olive oil. Add mushrooms and garlic; cook and stir until tender, about 7 minutes. Sprinkle 1/4 cup of the Parmesan evenly over pizza crust. Top with mushrooms; scatter prosciutto and roasted peppers over mushrooms. Sprinkle with green onion, black pepper, Italian seasoning and remaining 1/4 cup of cheese. Grill or broil until hot, about 5 minutes. Cut into wedges. Serve immediately.

Mini Noodle Kugels With Raspberry Filling
Ingredients 4 ounce(s) egg noodles, medium 1/2 cup(s) egg substitute 3 tablespoon sugar 1/4 teaspoon cinnamon, ground dash(es) nutmeg, ground 1/2 cup(s) cottage cheese, low-fat 1/3 cup(s) applesauce, unsweetened 1/4 cup(s) apples, dried 18 teaspoon jam, raspberry Preparation Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Prepare egg noodles according to package directions. While the noodles are cooking, beat the egg substitute, sugar, cinnamon and nutmeg in a large bowl until the sugar is dissolved and the mixture is foamy. Fold in the cottage cheese, applesauce and chopped dried apple or raisins. Lightly spray a muffin tin (preferably non-stick) with the vegetable oil cooking spray. (Do not use baking cups.) Drain the noodles in a colander and immediately add them to the egg mixture. Fill each muffin tin 1/2 full. Add 2 teaspoons raspberry jam to each cup, then fill the muffin cups to full. Bake until firm and the tops are golden brown, about 45 minutes. Serve warm.

Life
life is full of up and downs its full of love, and hate why can't we do the things we need to do til its too late to keep wat we want the most..why is it hard to let things go, why is thur always fighting, til its gone..then all u can do is think how much u do love them..u never know wat u want or have til its gone..u always think u can live without them..but when thur actually gone..its awhole new ball game..sumone told me love is not always happy, it is never planned..u have to make the best of wat u got, and wat u can get..but u never know how much u are in love with them til thur gone..its like the end of the world, or like the end of life..

Before. I Tear. My Hair. Off.
Retaliatory strikes for rating images low, ... yadda yadda... ok, that's nothing in the way of things, and sense is always thrown out the window early on, in times, Of Great Enthusiasm and Fun (for one of the groups anyway...) but retaliating against newbies might give pause to anyone not involved in a mob action (which is ... not the case, I know. Anyone know about me that I HATE MOB ACTIONS?) Anyhow. My main point before I blow my top even more completely, having already lost my intended audience in a fit of restraint ;^) - successful sites have "don't bite the newbies" policies and guidelines. (This "rate me 10 or give me death" bit by the way, is not a policy. It is someone's cute idea.) But it comes nowhere close in importance to the importance of taking newcomers in hand and making them Want. To. Come. Back... whether they agree with your cute idea of how the site's rating system should be run, or not. Capice? Capice.

Two Trees
It is hard to find a joke today without a dirty word or two in it, but, here is one: Two tall trees, a birch and a beech, are growing in the woods. A small tree begins to grow between them, and the beech says to the birch, "Is that a son of a beech or a son of a birch?" The birch says he cannot tell. Just then a woodpecker lands on the sapling. The birch says, "Woodpecker, you are a tree expert. Can you tell if that is a son of a beech or a son of a birch?" The woodpecker takes a taste of the small tree. He replies, "It is neither a son of a beech nor a son of a birch. It is, however, the best piece of ash I have ever put my pecker in.

Why Women Should Avoid....
WHY WOMEN SHOULD AVOID A GIRLS NIGHT WHEN MARRIED The other night I was invited out for a night with "the girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!" Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down WAY too easy. Around 3:00 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hall started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution in order to escape a possible conflict with him. Even when totally smashed... 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos = MIDNIGHT. The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, and I told him " Midnight "!. He didn't seem pissed off at all. Got away with that one! Then he said, "We need a new cuckoo clock." When I asked him why?, he said, "Well, last nigh

A Great Little Fairy Tale!!!
This is the fairy tale that should have been read to us when we were little girls: Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ in a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: "Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am ~~~~~~~~ and then, my sweet, we can marry ~~~~~~~~ and set up housekeeping in my castle ~~~~~~~~ with my mother, ~~~~~~~~ where you can prepare my meals, ~~~~~~~~ clean my clothes, bear my children, ~~~~~~~~ and forever feel grateful and happy doing so." ~~ ~~~~~~ That night, ~~~~~~~~ as the princess dined sumptuously ~~~~~~~~ on lightly sauteed frog legs ~~~~~~~~ seasoned in a white w

Drunk Dialogue
Another night of writing poems and hitting hennysee Thinking about every friend I had... that's now my enemy I loved them all like brothers, some of them was even family Attached to me by blood, now it's hatred, it's so sad to see... I know I'm wrong, and I'm not supposed to feel this way But honestly I could give a dam if they got killed today But I will say... that I wish them the best But that doesn't change my feeling none the less... Sometimes I wish I wasn't stricken with a cold heart But everything I've witness in the past has made me so dark For every good there's something bad to override it To the point now that's all I can invite in... A life sin, and truthfully, I don't really like it much But I'd rather suffer first before I say I like you chumps I'll tell the truth to you and save you all the lies You will always be a stranger in my eyes... -Nemesis the Nazerene-

My Life Vol 4...
Since high school... I've been nothing but the best And aint a dam thing changed... I still accept nothing less ... So here it is, an image of what Nemesis is A torn battered man, who's had his share of killer skids... .... And there was times I thought I didnt live Face to face at the Heavens Gate, disappointed it isn't Him ..... Waking up to a world of sorrow While jerks run streets.... with no goals.... no morals People asking me for courage to borrow... But I aint got enough And they wonder why... but I can't tell em I got it rough Stuff.... That you aint even seen yet... I did twice Example.... Iv'e already seen death... you live life.... But see the real fight... is still ahead of me Live life humble in a jungle full of jealousy ....Go hard until the end... so I won't regret a thing And prove to myself that I am the King....Nazerene -Nemesis the Nazerene-

I Just Joined The Army
I've been wanting to join the Army for quite some time and I finally went to the recruiters on Monday. I went in with the expectation of just talking to one of them, getting some info, etc. It didn't go exactly as planned lol. Three hours of paperwork, practice ASVABs and questions later, I was offered a very generous sign on bonus to ship in three weeks. 3 weeks. I told the recruiter I've like two months to prepare myself, get in better shape, etc. First he asked if I could leave in 45 days, then 30, then in the middle of May. I've got a couple of weeks to run my ass off, tie up loose ends at my job, say goodbye to my friends and then it's down to Georgia for me. I know I made the right decision and I'm ok with going to Iraq but I'd be lying through my teeth if I said I wasn't a little scared right now. A friend of mine went into the reserve last year, he's been stopping by every night to tell me about basic and what to do/not do and say/not say. It's all happening a bit faster tha

She Was Only 5
she was only 5 Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You d

Fascist America 10 Easy Steps
G2 Search this site In this section To the max Why a woman's place is in the kitchen Another side of Bob Dylan A short history of men standing on boxes ' Fascist America, in 10 easy steps From Hitler to Pinochet and beyond, history shows there are certain steps that any would-be dictator must take to destroy constitutional freedoms. And, argues Naomi Wolf, George Bush and his administration seem to be taking them all Tuesday April 24, 2007 The Guardian Last autumn, there was a military coup in Thailand. The leaders of the coup took a number of steps, rather systematically, as if they had a shopping list. In a sense, they did. Within a matter of days, democracy had been closed down: the coup leaders declared martial law, sent armed soldiers into residential areas, took over radio and TV stations, issued restrictions on the press, tightened some limits on travel, and took certain activists into custody. Article continues They were

Secret #2
A condifent woman refuses to live in fear.... I think you will agree that refusing to be led by our feelings can be a challenge, especially when it comes to fear. But we must remember that fear is not from God. It is the devil's tool to keep us from enjoying our lives and moving forward with what God has for us. When we attenot to walk in faith, satan immediately tires to himder us through many things, including fear. Fear of failure, judgement or criticism will cause us to bury our talents. It will make us draw back and live in misery and torment. Unless we make a firm decision to *fear not*, we will never be free from its power. Interestingly, the words *fear not* appear in Scriptrure 365 times- one for each day of the year. Hebrews 10:38 says that we are to live by faith as..the leaning of your entire human personality on Him in absolute trust and confidence in His power, wisdom, and goodness...This godly confidence motivates us to go forward and try new things. As women of God

How Is Ur Life
Your Life is 78% Perfect Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about. Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice. How Perfect is Your Life?

A Song For The Optimists
Blow the last candle out. Let the wax harden I wish I could stop crying. And I wish that someone still loved me Just breathe and focus. How can I when the air is so cold and empty, That my lungs froze right in my chest. I'll be honest the silver linings are getting harder and harder to manufacture And the smiles are so difficult to fake. What do I have to do, or who do I have to kill, to get what I want. What I need Happiness is an emotion I was born to this world without, nothing pleases me. And I can never be satiated. Through this toil I will breed my own distress and destroy my best hopes, Fuck up the only things that I love. I watched my aspirations crashing to the ground, on the backs of the angels that I've slain. But I meant so well, I tried so hard, gave everything in my soul, to what end, to what end Desolation, desire, exhale, pass away.

Signs You Are Too Drunk!!
Signs You Are Too Drunk! * You lose arguments with inanimate objects. * You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth. * Job interfering with your drinking. * Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream. * Career won't progress beyond Senator from Massachusetts. * The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat. * Sincerely believe alcohol to be the elusive 5th food group. * 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence?? - I think not! * Two hands and just one mouth... - now THAT'S a drinking problem! * You can focus better with one eye closed. * The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar. * You fall off the floor... * Your twin sons are named Barley and Hops. * Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner! * Mosq

What Start With F And Ends In K
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to

I Stumble Through Your Fingers
Well I feel a bit tipsy While I stumble through Your fingers They toyed with the idea Of loving me, while I am fumbling With the notion of loving me I’m a little drunk, I’d say, Because my words aren’t as poetic As you’d like to pretend, as I’d like Them to be They sure do sound like Something you’d read If you were reading some language You didn’t understand. And You told me I sounded beautiful. BULL SHIT Because I’m lacking the grace it takes To stop myself from screaming But you didn’t hear a word I said anyway Each syllable tumbled carelessly Off my teeth, but I managed To lap them from your lips Before you swallowed And I’m feeling a bit queasy as I crumble between your legs and You simply toss my hair to one side So as not to let it fall in the way And you whisper “baby, it’ll be ok” And I whimper “am I supposed to Feel this way” Baby, you’re just a little tipsy Baby, I’m just drunken on Your finger tips

Dcr Is Looking For Dj's!!!
DARK CLOUD RADIO IS LOOKING FOR DJ’S. IF YOU’RE INTERESTED GO TO THE WEBSITE AT www.darkcloudradio.net AND LET EM KNOW. CLICK ON THE PIC ABOVE TO GO TO THE WEBSITE!!! YOU CAN ALSO FIND DARK CLOUD RADIO ON MYSPACE, CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO VISIT THE DCR MYSPACE PAGE.

My Son Passed Away
R¢¾I¢¾Peace¢¾ Lavone Current mood: sad Separate accidents claim lives Friday, April 13, 2007 by Kristina Grossheim Staff Writer ..> Lavone Lamoreaux, right, and his brother Javone. [Click to enlarge] ..> Child succumbs to lack of oxygen after pool accident Miranda Lamoreaux has made the toughest decision of her life - to have her child taken off of life support. ..> Kailey Burgess ..> Yet the Chapel Hill woman summoned inner strength on Wednesday to talk publicly about the chain of events that led to such a difficult decision on Tuesday afternoon. Miranda's twin 3-year-old boys, Javone and Lavone, were playing outside Friday afternoon as active youngsters will, but the silence was broken by Javone's cries to help his brother, she said. During the short time the boys were left alone, they managed to climb up the water pump to the above ground swimming pool in the backyard. "They had been sick for days with the flu and got better Friday," Mi

Kryptonite Found In Serbia!
'Kryptonite' found in Serbia A mysterious substance found in a mine in Serbia has been identified by scientists as kryptonite. In movies and comic books, kryptonite is the substance which saps Superman's super powers. Mining researchers discovered the unusual mineral and enlisted the help of Dr Chris Stanley, a mineralogist at London's Natural History Museum to identify it. Once Dr Stanley had unravelled the mineral's chemical make-up, he was shocked to discover this formula was already referenced in fiction. The new mineral matched the chemistry of kryptonite as described in the film Superman Returns, reports the BBC. Dr Chris Stanley said: "I'm afraid it's not green and it doesn't glow either - although it will react to ultraviolet light by fluorescing a pinkish-orange. "Towards the end of my research I searched the web using the mineral's chemical formula - sodium lithium boron silicate hydroxide - and was amazed to discover that same scientific name, written on a case of

Surrender To New Experiences
The rustle of crumpling leaves broke the silence of the woods. It was a cold day in New Hampshire, and crisp air filled Victoria’s lungs with each breath she took. The sun was low in the sky, its weak autumn rays straining vainly to warm her face through the bare-branched trees whose summer foliage lay strewn at her feet. It was a beautiful day for a walk, but Victoria's mind paid scant attention to the trail beneath her feet or the wonders of nature surrounding her. Her thoughts were focused on the path she had chosen to reach this point, a path that would soon bring her to a place where she would relinquish her very right to choose. "What am I doing here?" she asked herself as she fought the urge to turn and run in the direction from which she had come. It hadn’t been long since Victoria had thought her life was perfect. After graduating from college, she had worked her way up the corporate ladder and had met the man of her dreams whom she was sure she would marry. Paul was ri

My Band..negro Childe
Negro Childe Hey guys..If you havent already and you'd like to hear my band (well, the band I'm in) the link is above..please do check us out and add us if you'd like..A song I did recently will be posted up really soon and I'd love your input

Nascar
AM A TRUE NASCAR FAN I ENJOY WATCHING THE RACES EVERY WEEKEND TRULEY EVEN MORE WHEN ONE OF THE TWO DRIVES I LIKE THE MOST WIN KIVIN HARVIC AND DALE EARNHART JR, DONT GET ME WRONG JOHNNSONS A GOOD DRIVER BUT I JUST PERFER THESE DRIVERS MY HUSBAND WORKS FOR NASCAR AND I FIND THE ASPECTS OF IT TO BE FUN AND TRILLING AT TIMES HE PART OF THE NEW TRACK THERE BUILDING HERE IN BAKERSFIELD ALSO HE TRAVELS ON A TOURING TREAM SO I HEAR STORIES FROM HIM ITS NEAT..

Just Want 2 Say Thanks.
I just want to say thanks to all my friends, family and fans on here. I am very glad that I have met all of yall. Everyone are very special to me. And I am glad we are all friends. Everyday at least one or friends say hello to me on here and that means alot. And I also love the comments that yall leave and messages. But I guess I will quit blabbin, but I just wanted to say THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart.

Narcissism And Self-hatred.
"Hate is an expression of frustrated love needs; an attempt to destroy the bad rejecting side of a person in the hope of leaving their good responsive side available - a struggle to alter them. And self-hate is an attempt to destroy the bad self that cannot win love, and somtimes a struggle to alter it. But it doesn't. That is the trouble and that is why we wonder. Nothing in the whole business of being human is more curious than the existence of this self-hating response. It is in all ways self-defeating. The more we hate the hatable object, the more hatable does that object become and the more remote any chance of its ever giving us the love we need. And the more we hate ourselves the nearer do we come to depression and to death, the less are we able to work, to love, to play. It would have seemed reasonable, therefore, it would have seemed fair, if Narcissus (if any Narcissus) had been able to make up to himself with his own real love for the so sadly needed and denied lov

A Pray For The Dying
When my time is near I'll show no fear i know that I'll be in good company happy to see old friends who have gone on before let me know whats in hell, I'll take over. I'll lock the gate an kick everyone out So then I'll get my just deserves

Dirty Sex Hahah
Body: More surveys! 1.Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or at night? mmm all of the above but i do have to say wake up sex is amazing but it does nothave to be in the morning 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? im all over lol i dont have anyone to sleep nest to so why the fuck not i usually fall asleep curled up at the foot of my bed on the keyboard anyways 3. Pork, Beef or Chicken? All of the above 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? lol should have but didnt lol vegas threw up in the car on the car and on the road hahaha 5. What leg do you put in first when putting on pants? usually right unless im lazy and on my bed then both 6. Candles or Incense? both 7. Do you dance when people aren't watching? yes 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? yes 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Nope 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? both 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty?

Fun Day At Work
I work with my sister and a girl named Tammy. Both have children that are watched by their mother's. Last night, Tammy called Lisa and told her that her mom couldn't watch her kids today (She has 3) and that she was bringing them into the office. She asked Lisa if she wanted she could bring Madison in for a play day! Her kids are 4, 6, 9. i think. They are in school, so from 12:30 pm til 3:30 pm it's just Madison here to be on her own til they get here again! She hasn't stopped getting into things since the youngest one left. I've got a head ache, and I'm praying for nap time! Right now, she's crying, very loud. Thank God there are no clients calling in today! Well, pray or chant that I get through today sane! Hugs, Besley!

My 2 Weeks And Birthday
As you all know, I haven't been online for a couple weeks. I was finally able to see my wonderful husband from 08 APR 2007 to 24 APR 2007. I only wished it would have lasted longer, but damn military and their pathetic "rules" for leave and etc. Thank God I was brought up military and comprehend what goes on, and etc. Although it was such a short time, every minute of it was worth it. He refused to let me cook.....haha... He wanted me to lay around and be lazy, not do anything, and go out to eat. Which was nice. I tried to clean, and he wouln't let me do that either!!! Thankfully he was here for my birthday, and I only can wish that he was here for his too!!! We both got new tattoo's :) Went horse back riding. Stayed at a wonderful hotel with beautiful views for 500+ a night. Let's just say, after I finally got the reciepts out and calculated, he spent roughly around a little over 4 grand on me in two days for my birthday!!!! I would make a list, but it would take for

Tattoo Reconsideration
So I have been doing alot of thinking about my tattoo choice. The West African Gaboon Viper, (if you have seen the pics in my photo album) Is a very complex looking snake. Lots of extreme detail. I love the WAGV, but after talking with Gavin, the tattoo artist, he says he'll have to put ALOT of time into it, because he wants to portray it accurately, but the length and width of the snake will make it a timely project. Based on my friend Brittney's work that he's done, the work on others I have seen, and word of mouth praise, I feel I can trust this guy with any work that will be done on me. But I thought, what other snake can I have tattoo'd? My next choice would have to be the Black Mamba. Another beautiful snake, and more easily done as a tattoo. If anyone has any other ideas, let me know. I still may do the WAGV, but if I can find another snake that is just as beautiful and deadly, it could be an option. Your opinions and ideas would be HIGHLY appreciated. Thanks!! P.S

Women's Ass Study
There is a new study out about women and how they feel about their asses. I thought the results were pretty interesting: 25% of women think their ass is too fat... 10% of women think their ass is too skinny... The other 65% say that they don't care; they love him, he's a good man, and they would have married him anyway... LOL have a good day my friends !

Some Fuckin' Survey
More fun from the greatness that is Rhine'-land 1. Who were you with Friday night? The wife and the cats 2. What woke you up this morning? my alarm clock playing Mojo Nixon 3. Where are you? The computer lab at work 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? probably, since its Friday. 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? yup, my wife. at least twice so far. 6. When was the last time you cried? Don't remember, probably about a week ago or so. I cry pretty easily. 7. What were you doing at 10 last night? Watching the Colbert Report on TiVo. 10. What were you doing at midnight? Sleeping 12. Ever thrown up from a roller coaster or an amusement park? NOPE 13. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? I guess I am skipping lunch... 14. Would you take a bullet for anyone? my family of choice, and some of blood. 15. Where would you like to live? here in SD. 16. What kind of home would you like? Hmm. Lots of trees. kind of cave-like. a sunny spot

A Poll For You!
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Color: 6. Favorite Music: 7. Sweet or Mischievous: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: HERE COMES THE FUN... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of CherryTap? 2. Why did you add me? 3. Would you have my back in a fight? 4. Would you keep a secret from me that I had a right to know? 5. Rate yourself out of 10 as a person and explain why? 6. Where's number six? 7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: 8. Would you take care of me if I was sick? 9. What do I remind you of? 10. Whats your best feature? 11. If you could change 1 thing about yourself what would it be? 12. First impression of me? 13. Could we get along on a road trip? 14. If you didn't know me, & you saw me in the street - What would your first thought be? 15. If you could change anything about me, would you & what would it be? 16. Would you feel comfortable sleeping next to me? 17. Wou

Don't Mess With Me
My son came home from school one day, With a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, To put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' It says I need not clean my room, Don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, Or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, And regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, And I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, And pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, Get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, With the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, My body's only for my use, Not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, Like your Mama did to you. That's nothing more than mind control, And it's illega

Torture
why do i torture myself? maybe sometimes i like it i am weird that way depression, confusion, frustration she tells me i think to much, do i probably so she does know me as well as i do my friends try to make me smile i do but i hide my true feelings because on the inside i am too deep torture is what i always do especially to myself why i don't know could it be that deep down i know i am a loser if it weren`t for one person i would be died and now that person even wishes i were do i always have to rhyme fuck it i hope not i thought of you today, again you know i trapped myself in my own way in a little box full of sorrow how do i get out, or maybe i cant torture is what i put myself through why because i have lost you maybe i should go and start drinking again you know the bottle use to be my friend thought i could do it without you torture my friend until the end is this the end ,oh is this true yeah it is so goodbye to you does anybody have a long rope maybe a few blades for my wris

Laidwasted
I know why i don't sleep that much, because my mind works all the time. Usually thinking about thing that are too deep, thats why I lie awake wasting my time. Things I should have done, but I didn`t! Words I should have said, but I didn`t! Feelings I Should have shown , but I didn`t! Places I should have gone, but I didn`t! Sometimes I think I am afraid to succeed, there are somethings people do need . Happiness is what i really want, I just cant get it , and please don't.... say that yes you can!! You just have to search for it. Right now i don't need you hypothetical bullshit! I just want you to listen, is that too much to ask. I guess so, maybe i should be talking to a wall. Am I sorry for being the way that I am. No, this is the only person I know how to be!!!

Drama 101
Ok, so a lot of people bitch about "drama." Well, I've just been thinking, and these people don't seem to even know what the fuck drama is!!! They only bitch about negative drama. What they don't realize is that positive drama is still fucking drama! All this pass the torch for so and so...or support this, or support that. Whatever! That's all fucking drama!!! Life is drama!!! Right now, the entire country is in a constant state of drama, so get used to it. Fat Sonny....all drama!!! I'm going to start calling them the "Drama Family" because that's all they post is drama!!! Religion, for example is a huge fucking drama. Politics are also huge drama. Society, community, organizations...all drama. Anything that people make a big deal about is indeed drama, right? So, even bitching about drama becomes drama, doesn't it? Therefore, these people are stupid, in my not so humble opinion. What do they do when they get home? They turn on their televisions and watch more drama! Or they g

Survey
WrathWho did you last get angry with?this dumn bitchWhat is your weapon of choice?380Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?noHow about the same sex?hell yeaWho was the last person who got really angry at you?my boyWhat is your pet peeve?unknownDo you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?dependsSlothWhat is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't?make moneyWhat is the latest you've ever woken up?tha next dayName a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?babys mommaWhat is the last lame excuse that you made?it wasnt meHave you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?noHow many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?dont have oneGluttonyWhat is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?beerAre you a meat eater?yeaWhat is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?320 dollars worth at tha bar,3hoursAre you comfortable with your drinking and eating habits?yesDo you enjoy candy and sweets?

Locked Inside
hey it`s me again, locked inside my mind, can someone help me get out, i seem to be trapped again, missing a few pieces to a puzzle, can anyone come and please save me, i get lost here too much, just need somebody to talk to, maybe a friend to just sit and listen, i would do the same for you, in fact i do it all the time, you know i am a great listener, but all i get from you is what you want, you, you, you, ever wonder what i feel, yeah you are locked inside your mind too, sometimes i wish i could just tell you, to go away and leave me alone , forever , but you know i cant, i always care too much for the ones who hurt me, even though they don't try to, so for once can i join you in your mind, and you can come join me in mine, maybe we can co-exist , yeah i know to crowded, guess i will just stay , LOCKED INSIDE my own!!!

...........
I honestly dont know what to write, only Im bored off my ass and wish it would go ahead and storm. I hate to look out and see the dark clouds but nothing coming out of them. Kinda pisses a person off, wouldnt it you? Anyways, im at the library, bored to pieces(gotta love that saying) and Im waiting on a damn doctor to call me about the results of my son's EEG from Friday. I havent heard a damn thing and its pissing me off. This EEG will determind if my son has to stay on his anti seizure medicine. Long story short, my son is a shaken baby and has had seizures since he was 2 motnhs old. He had blood on the brain from the shaking that can irritate it and cause seizures. Its been over a year and half since his last one and hopefully he get off of it. Moving right along with the next issue on my brain. Which is why in the hell hasnt Healthsouth called me about the application i put in for a Nurse's Aid. You would think they would call me to tell me sorry we dont think you q

Dream Girl
Dream Girl I dream about her at night I see her during the day I love her i know is right But how to tell her I can not say Only if I could I would tell her true Then I know she would Tell me "I Love You" One touch from her burns me Like the heat from a fire That Flames up within me Keeps my temperture raising higher The kiss of her lips sends me All the way into outerspace When I look at her I see There's nothing more beautiful as her face So if you ask me, I'll tell you She is the only one I love so true. Brad A Christopher Copyright ©2007 Brad A. Christopher

Three Ways To Kill Mold Naturally
Three Ways to Kill Mold Naturally By Annie B. Bond, author of Home Enlightenment (Rodale, 2005). A proliferation of mold and mildew can be the hallmark of hot and humid summers. I have a friend who has green mold growing on the shoes in her closet! A humidifier might be the best help for her, but there are also three natural materials that can be used as a spray to kill mold and mildew. They are all an excellent substitute for less environmentally safe bleach. Learn these three tricks for killing mold and mildew. One of these you most likely already have in your kitchen cupboard: Over the years I have found three natural ingredients that kill mold: tea tree oil (an essential oil found in most health food stores), grapefruit seed extract, and vinegar. There are pros and cons of each, but all three work. Vinegar is by far the cheapest. Tea tree oil is expensive, but it is a broad spectrum fungicide and seems to kill all the mold families it contacts. The problem is that it has

I Take You....
I Take You . . . When I look into your eyes I see the pain you endure I take you by the hand And help you feel secure. Life isn't easy or fair Sometimes you just wish to die I take you by the heart And we spread our wings to fly. People talk about you behind you back And it makes you feel a low down shame I take you by the soul And I guide you far from the game some may like you some may hate you Some may want to be near you some may stay away I take you by your spirit And never lead you astray. As your tears roll down your cheeks Your eyes begin to shine with sincerity I Take You . . . to be mine forever in eternity Brad Christopher Copyright ©2007 Brad A. Christopher

Funnny
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone. We'll be growing it

Who Knows
You know whether ppl read my ramblings or not whether they rate them or not....I could care less. I write these things to just get what is in my mind out, whether it makes sense or not. I share them with everyone else in the world for a reason. Fear. I fear ppl and the best way in my mind to over come that fear is to meet it face on and let every one else in the world inside my head. I want ppl to get a glimpse into shortlived rants and ramblings stupid thoughts and random comments...that is what is in my head and that is what I try to get out. If you don't like my writings...FUCK IT...you don't have too, these writings are my therapy, and you know what they help if you want to rate and comment cool...if you don't cool..that is your choice

Rejoiceful Death
Rejoiceful Death to all my brothers in arms who have lost their lives fighting for what most ta for granted... I know now you're in a far better place But I can still see your shinning face Spread your wings and sore like an eagle sit upon the lap of our God, king so regal you watch over us everyday as we play you still tell us everything is okay I think about the things you'll never do I then realize there're new things for you As you sing and rejoice I want you to know In our hearts you'll forever grow One day we will be again together And we'll play and talk about forever So save us a sit next to you in the sky So we'll sing and fly the highest of high. Brad A Christopher Copyright ©2007 Brad A Christopher

Down Sizeing!!!!!
LOOK I AM GOING TO BE DOWN SIZE ING MY FRIENDS AND FANS!! I FAITH FULLY TRY TO HELP OUT AS MUCH AS I CAN ANS SEND COMMENTS OUT AND WHAT NOT. I DEFINE A FREINDS AS SOMEONE WHO DOES THINGS IN RETURN AND KEEPS IN TOUCH. I CANT SAY EVERYONE ARGREES ON MY DEFINITION, BUT I NOTICED THERE IS ONLY A HNAD FULL OF SO CALLED FRIENDS I HAVE ON HERE THAT I NEVER EVEN HEAR FROM NO HELLO HI THANKS YOU NOGHTING, SO THAT I CAN KEE UP AND IN TOUCH WITH THE PPL THAT MATTER AND CARE ABOUT ME I WILL DELETE MOST OF THE PPL ON HERE TO DEDICATE MY FRIENDSHIP TO THOSE FEW PPL. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO KEEP ME AS A FRIEND REPOST AND PASS THE WORD AREOUND. MESSAGE ME COMMENT ME IM ME SOMETHING TO LET ME KNOW YOU WANT TO STAY ON MY FRIENDS LIST!! SORRY IF I AM COMMING OFF AS A BITCH, BUT I AM NOT HERE FOR A POPULARITY CONTEST!!! THANKS yVONNE

What's Up In Cowgirl's World
Finally some good news!!! I am in school full time, I'm goin for my Asscociates Degree in Business Administration in Healthcare Management. I finished my first course this past weekend. Business 105 which I can happily say I passed with a B. WOOHOO I am also studying to get my license through the state of Arkansas to sell Health and Life Insurnce. Well, I finally got the confirmation from the state of Arkansas that I have passed the background check and all that junk. So I am now scheduled to take my state exams on May 8th!!! WOOOHOOO!!!!! So finally, I will be able to get my butt to work and start makin some money!!! And now for the not so good news, my health hasn't been all that great lately. I've had some issues with sever migraines due to stress and some other issues, along with kidney stones. I have been fighting with kidney stones since Christmas last year. Well these past few weeks have been the worst of it. I have pretty much been bedridden for past couple of weeks. Only

Down Raters
Fuck Down raters....you are fucking retards...why would you go onto someones page rate a person a ten only to go back for some reason or another to re rate them as something lower...great you get a reaction..but you are idiots..if you are going to rate a persons shit as a 10..leave it..the only person you are going to fuck up in the end is your self when everyone gets a bulletin from their friends and family that has your pic showing you as a down rater and all of a sudden you have no one visiting your page..Get a life and have some respect

Poem....
The long days and silent nights Come forth to me as moon lights Stars shining and stars faded Love has grown love is jaded Stepping forward and falling backwards Deafly whispers of shouted words These are things that come and go These are things I thought you should know Heavens angels and hells demons Angelic children and develish minions Intentinal blankness and silent screams Close spaces and real dreams Grains of sand and salt of tides Sweetened tears and bittered strides Lovely pain and backward stance Fallen history and manly prance Theres no story theres no meaning It's written from minds gleaming Ended now it's ended for Nothing much.... Nothing more

Complete
I'm half a woman, with half a heart And half a mind when we're apart But when you're here with me I'm complete My heart had been so uninspired Love left a lot to be desired But when you're here with me I'm complete Chorus You're the half that makes me whole The missing piece, my second soul Your love fills all my needs Baby when I'm with you, can't you see I catch my breath, I lose my cool I watch my heart break every rule But when you're here with me I'm complete Chorus I'm satisfied, I'm so content Now my world makes perfect sense When you're here with me I'm complete I'm complete

No Words....
You know, it’s funny. I spent a good deal of time this morning writing, revising, writing and revising and finally deleting the entire thing about one subject. The Phantom of the Opera I was trying to put into words what about it touches me so. I guess this proves that there really are no words. Just feelings. *laughs*

Beauty
There is nothing more beautiful in this world than women. Your delicate features, sweet voices, and warm nature make you a treasure. I believe that beauty comes in all forms, and each of you possess wonderful qualities.

Honesty
Ok if you do something and don't own up to it...better start because you are only going to piss ppl off more my lying or dancing around the issue. My son did it too me today and the longer he sat there and lied to me the more and more upset I got. Now I don't expect anyone else to tell me what he did..I expect him to do it. He finally did tell me the truth. and when he did I was no longer mad..I was upset at what he did but I was not mad...he owned up to what he did and accepted his punishment which was next to nothing..now I wish everyone else would just own up to shit they did instead of lying about it or skirting it until they think it is convenient for them. WTF! Get it done and over with..you get more respect for it

Story About Friendships.
This was emailed to me, i didn't write it but thought i would share it!! One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those

The Ultimate Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: Both Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: Both How often do you like to have sex?: Under optimum conditions, meaning a partner who actually is INTERESTED IN SEX!!), at least twice a day. Is sex a top priority for you?: VERY MUCH SO Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: Ah . . . yeah. How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: NEVER How do you feel about one night stands?: No thanks! How many one night stands have you had?: One What's your favorite position?: Without a doubt, from behind. Where's your favorite place to have sex?: On the hood of a car in a rain storm. Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Both Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: Who hasn’t? How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: As long as I want to. Do you get off first or do

Stop Asking Me, Im Not Telling You, And No I Didnt Delet You Or My Page
please dont ask me whats wrong i can not tell you, nor will i i am aware my pages are blank no i did not loose my mind no i am not deleting my accounts some one decided to be a funny bastard and cleared out all my work knowing i dont do back ups nor can i find the freakin skins link now im tired n cranky n moody im hungry i cant sleep anymore, nothing wants to just work not even half assed, its always an argument , and i seem to be very unhappy. my mind is so strung out i cant remeber things like im going to the bank gee youd think id take the check wich is the whole reason for going but no lately i have not been captain obvious so again please dont ask me whats wrong you will never be told. the few real life friends i have that call me is they only 3 im speaking to at the moment im not being rude i just dont wanna chat idely with some one online atm and im not sick so no get well cards ok thanks

Horiscope With Truth
Staying in tune all the time with someone isn't possible -- and to be honest -- it's not entirely desirable. Get used to this new harmony: Go your own way and then come back again. This relationship has its own rhythm.

Very Interesting!!
Gargling - The partner fills their mouth with water and gargles it, and the male inserts his testicles into the water that’s being gargled. (Note: Insert tesitcles one at a time in order to reduce the splash effect that would lower the water level in the mouth) A group of men, women, or both, each performing oral sex on the next, is called a daisy chain. Did you know?..."Formicophilia" is the fetish for having small insects crawl on your genitals. Did you know?... During the 1920s, it was believed that jazz music caused one to permanately lose his sexual inhibitions. It was often banned in many cities. One private company went as far as to sell the elites "jazz proof" furniture. Did you know?...All Humans Are 99.9% Genetically Identical and 98.4% of human genes are the same as the genes of a chimpanzee Did you know?..."Venus observa" is the technical term for the "missionary position." Did you know?... Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when wom

My Kids Are In A Contest
I DONT ASK FOR MUCH BUT COULD YOU GUYS GO VOTE FOR MY THREE KIDS THEY ARE ALL IN A CONTEST ITS DIFFERENT CONTESTS BUT THEY ARE IN NEED OF VOTES MALACHI CUTEST KID 0-13 MONTHS TORIE CUTEST KID 4-8 YEARS OLD ASPEN 4 TO 8 YEARS OF AGE (repost of original by 'babyjessraiders property of rufnekraiders Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:30:36') (repost of original by 'babysmurf Angel Family' on '2007-04-26 14:35:45')

Did You Know???
Did you know?...It is impossible to lick your elbow. Did you know?...Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. Did you know?...Coca-Cola was originally contain cocaine. Did you know?...23% of all photocopier faults worldwide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their butts. Did you know?...In every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. Did you know?...If the government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14, Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16, 1969, make it illegal for U.S. citizens to have any contact with extraterrestrials or their vehicles? Did you know?...Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times. Did you know?...More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call. Did you know?...The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English l

Beginning Today
Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what barriers there m

My Kids Are In A Contest Please Vote For Them They Need The Love
I DONT ASK FOR MUCH BUT COULD YOU GUYS GO VOTE FOR MY THREE KIDS THEY ARE ALL IN A CONTEST ITS DIFFERENT CONTESTS BUT THEY ARE IN NEED OF VOTES MALACHI CUTEST KID 0-13 MONTHS TORIE CUTEST KID 4-8 YEARS OLD ASPEN 4 TO 8 YEARS OF AGE (repost of original by 'babyjessraiders property of rufnekraiders Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:30:36') (repost of original by 'babysmurf Angel Family' on '2007-04-26 14:35:45') (repost of original by 'raiderridertillidie Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:39:19') (repost of original by 'babyjessraiders property of rufnekraiders Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:43:30')

Some Facts About The 1500s
Next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be.... Here are some facts about the 1500s: - Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. - Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children--last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it-hence the saying, "Don't throw the baby out with the bath water." - Houses had thatched roofs--thick straw, piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the dogs, cats and other small animals (mice rats, and bugs lived in the roof. When it rained it became sl

Nightfall
Loneliness and bitterness Two companions forever more Locked for all time inside Never let loose or set free Release is something never found Freedom is but a shattered dream Soul searching a waste Optimisim a foolish notion Living without meaning or hope Dreading the light of day Waiting for darkness to finally settle Blessed peace once and for all The endless sleep and a final escape

Encouragement
You tell me its ok To think and say What I know I need to let out But no one can know what I think about You read the words I write You know this pain, You too had to fight To try and hide What you once felt inside I know I am weak I wasnt allowed to speak So when there is a story to tell many find they know it well I try to keep it inside The things I think I should hide Though I know it isnt good They shut me up like I should I weep and cry They'll never know why You said "let it out, Its ok" So I looked to you and found my way Thank you for the praise You have given me these days It helps me express How I feel in a way I know best

No Clue
One day he says to me I love you But we just cant be And theres nothing I can do What is there What dont I see Did you ever care Could we ever truely be Before you knew me You said I love you Why cant you be The one I want you to You told me to open my heart To give you my love Then we would never part I do hoping to come out above I dont want to be Someone who will die Heart Broken, hoping its not me But int he end I say goodbye I dont want to feel this pain I know that I love you But I see I cannont gain Anything, what can I do? But my heart Cant take it, I sigh Its been torn apart So heres one last goodbye!

Where I Belong
I may have a smile on my face I may not even look sad But the smile is out of place They dont want to deal with something so bad I am going through so much pain I hate everything that I have gone through But I know theres nothing to gain So those stupid things I just wont do I look to others for encouragement I hear what they whisper and say My days on earth are badly spent But they say I'll find better one day! I dont know why, but I just dont agree I feel so lame and weak telling me theres someone just for me But to find him first I must seek I must find out who I want to be I dont understand what they say But if I search hard enough I'll find me Though it takes some time to find ones way I will search deep within my heart I want to know where is my place So today is the day I start this way my life isnt considered a waste

Deep Thoughts
* A bus station is where a bus stops. A train station is where train stops. On my desk, I have a work station... * If quitters never win, and winners never quit, what fool came up with "quit while you're ahead"? * I was thinking about how people seem to read the Bible whole lot more as they get older, then it dawned on me. They were cramming for their finals. * I thought about how mothers feed their babies with little tiny spoons and forks, so I wonder what Chinese mothers use...Toothpicks? * Why do they put pictures of criminals up in the Post Office? What are we supposed to do...write to these men? Why don't they just put their pictures on the postage stamps so the mailmen could look for them while they delivered the mail? * How much deeper would oceans be if sponges didn't live there? * If it's true that we are here to help others, then what exactly are the OTHERS here for? * Go ahead and take risks... just be sure that everything will turn out OK. * If you c

Wicked Boy
How shall I punish you? Kiss you on the tops of your feet while I rub the bottoms? Knead your calves? Climb the length of you slowly while I work my way up? Look into your eyes as I stop at your mid-section? Kiss the hair below your navel and work my way down below the testicles? Lick from the base to the tip, up, down, and around - looking up only when you lock your fingers in my hair? Shall I take you fully into my mouth and move back and forth? Shall I let you move me at your speed until you explode deep inside that wet warmth? And afterward, when you've turned over onto your stomach, shall I massage the length of you and stroke your hair until you fall asleep? Are you spent yet? It's all the punishment I can manage tonight.

Note To Self
Turn the TV off while trying to get anything important done that actually has time constraints. Cause, ya know, if Colin Farrell happens to make a guest appearance on a show and you aren't expecting it, and hear that charmingly lilting Irish accent, you will be compelled to watch and aren't gonna get anything done until that show is over. Sigh.

Non Participatory Friends!
TOP Comment Graphics Hot Site FAV Myspace Tweaks Generators This is not for everyone that I have on my friends list. (And they know who they are!) This is for the people that don't stop by and say hi or anything. I have met a few nice people on here that are faithful in stopping by and rating and commenting and those are the ones that I have time to get to first. So if you want to be one of those few people, holla atcha gurl! I also wanted to take this opportunity to say thanks to those of you that are faithful "true friends"! (Schattenreiter, Beckie, Sexy metalman, sylvia, Drake Tauru, Di, Seejaykaygee, stonecold, vampire jack, el gringo loco, tedy bare, uwannalick, earth angel, all eyez on me, and there are a few more, I'll update this when I remember, sorry). TOP COMMENT Graphics Cool Comments Graphics Images

Eat Those Bananas!!!
Eat those bananas!!! A professor at CCNY for a physiological psych class told his class about bananas. He said the expression "going bananas" is from the effects of bananas on the brain. Read on: Never, put your banana in the refrigerator!!! This is interesting. After reading this, you'll never look at a banana in the same way again. Bananas contain three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fiber. A banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy. Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes. But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet. Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people suffering from depression, man

Stone Sour, "reborn"
I'm walking through your streets I'm looking in your windows I am elemental now You'll never even know I'm there I'm watching over you I'm living in the shadows I'm just a word to you But I am very real And cold... Cold to all of this Cold to how you feel Cold to all your lose of reason I AM EVERYTHING I AM ANYTHING I AM AUTOMATIC I AM YESTERDAY I AM EVERYDAY I AM GONNA BE... I'm all there is to know I'm all that you've forgotten I'am enigmatic now You never even knew my name I'm dressed tragedy I'm by design immortal I'm just the last one left I'm always here and old... Old and very strong Old as all you feel Old as all the world around you I AM EVERYTHING I AM ANYTHING I AM AUTOMATIC I AM YESTERDAY I AM EVERYDAY I AM GONNA BE... REBORN (This is the start of something) REBORN (This is the start of something) REBORN (This is the start of something) RE...BORN I'm just a secret now I'm just a vague illusion I' a lie you tell yourself Th

Is There A God?????
maybee its just me but what the fuck.I work at a fast food place and this small girl came in with her family and she was burned bad,no fingers on eather hand and her face was burned too.If there were a god why would he let that happen to a small girl that did nothing to anyone.this shit makes me mad how could this happen to someone so young? I wish it would have happened to me other than her.and i cant stop thinking about her...Someone please tell me what kind of god would let something like this happen???maybee there is no god ,just someone filling your head with some shit that there is a god....sorry had to get that off my chest.

I'm Getting A Dead Persons Tendon...
Well I finally saw my surgeon today and he wants to use a cadavers tendon. I hope it's a good one. He says they do that so they don't have to do more surgery on me and the healing time is alot faster. I also found out I'm going to lose my job after my short term disability runs out and my 30 personal leave, but will get hired back after I heal up. Which sucks ass but I'll survive. Well wish me luck. I hope to get through this with no infection. I had a MRSA infection a couple of monthes ago and should bring that up to him so he can take some extra precautions. I hope it doesn't come from this fellow, my guy better be drinkin' Jack~;)>

Snow Angels
snow angels by crazyjt in IN This happened back in February. Mick was gone with work again and it was right near Valentines Day. Since Mick was gone I picked up some extra hours at work. It was snowing when I left and promised to be a bad storm. Around 8am my daughter called to say school was cancelled and grandma was going to pick them up. I called my mom and told her to take stuff for overnight since I might work double because of the storm. Sure enough I did. By 11 pm I was ready to head home and soak in the hot tub before getting some sleep. When I walked out I was glad I had taken Mick’s 4x4 truck since there was over a foot of snow and there would be huge drifts out by us. I made the usually ½ hour trip in a little over an hour just wanting to get home and soak. When I turned up our drive I noticed a light on in the house and thought the kids must have left it on earlier. Then I noticed footprints along the drive and really began to wonder what was up. As I slowed near the

Why Cmail Is Called Cmail
Thanks to the Yellow Rose of Texas for pointing this out to me. (Yes, it's no secret. I just hadn't noticed. I'd noticed the SMTP etc. business in the headers and junk mail errors that looked a _whole_ lot like regular mail, but...) cMail isn't an internal message system like private messaging was. ct96574 @ cherrytap.com (or eschiss1- to use the examples of my own addresses) apparently is now an e-mail address that can receive mail from and send mail to within and without the site. Well, neat.

To Look At What Is There And See....
SOME THINGS WILL CATCH YOUR EYE AND WHEN THEY DO WE JUST LOOK AWAY BUT WHEN SOMETHING CATCHES OUR HEARTS WE TEND TO TAKE A MOMENT TO THINK ABOUT IT AND WETHER IT MAKES US SAD OR HAPPY .... TAKE IT FOR WHAT IT IS WORTH AND HOW IT HAS OR WILL EFFECT OR LIVES IN SOME WAY...WE TEND TO TAKE FAMILY AND FRIENDS FOR GRANTED AND NOT EVEN REALIZE IT...UNTILL IT TIME TO SAY GOODBYE FOR EVER AND YOU REALIZE THAT THEIR WHERE THINGS YOU WANTED TO SAY ....SO WHEN SOMETHING CATCHES YOUR EYE TAKE A MOMENT AND SEE WHAT YOUR MISSING OR NOT... SAY WHATS ON YOUR MIND, AND MEAN WHAT YOU SAY ...(SO THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK, BECAUSE YOU CANT TAKE IT BACK)....LIVE EACH DAY TO THE FULLEST AS IF IT YOUR LAST AND TREAT OTHERS AS YOU WOULD WANT TO BE TREATED............

8 Home Remedies (must Read)
YOU'LL ASK YOURSELF WHY YOU DIDN'T THINK ABOUT THEM YOURSELF! 1. When choking on an ice cube, simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself. 2. Avoid cutting yourself slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold while you chop. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by using the sink. 4. To treat high blood pressure: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. >>> > 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. You only need two tools in life - WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shouldn't move and does, use the duct tape. 8. When confused remember, everyone seems no

The Devil Jinn
i spent my time waisting in hell a humanly body became my jail a dream walker for the man upstairs im a demon that grant wishes with some scare make your wish but watch what you say the prince of the jinns that loves to play a werewolf of sorts with a hunger for pain an evil soul for you to claim a nice guy but twisted in fucked up ways drinking the blood of my enemies lost my sword back a few centuries tell truth cause its always funnier than fiction it wont be believed even if said with conviction through your eyes i taste your soul so give up i enjoy watching you fold sick, twisted, wierd, nuts, lair, daydreamer, stupid fuck names that you might call me say what you want i'll see you in your dreams my hate fuels my craft your ignorance adds to that in your dreams i wait for you to call for me to save you from my fathers beasts in a flash of light i will appear as what you want need even fear my touch is as hot as fire my guns spitting lead faster then sp

Real Friends.................................
JUST WANTED TO LET ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT I AM NOT IGNORING YOU , I HAVE BEEN REALLY BUSY WHAT WITH HAVING MY GRANDSON BORN AND THEM MOVING INTO THE HOUSE WITH ME. (PLUS MY PC IS IN THE SHOP HAS IT TOOK A NOSE DIVE, CANT BELEVIE I JUST BROUGHT THE DAMM THING...LOL) I GUESS IT IS REALLY SHOWING MY AGE, AS TO HAVE A ONE WEEK OLD BABY AROUND, IT SURE MAKES YOUR LIFE CHANGE. I AM A VERY PROUD GRANDMOTHER AND I CANT KEEP FROM PICKING HIM UP ALL THE TIME AND GIVING HIM LOTS OF KISSES. PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF I HAVENT RESPONED TO YOUR EMAILS OR IM'S, BUT I WILL BACK ON LINE SOON.... JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKS FOR ALL THE CALLS AND WELL WISHES I REALLY DO THANKYOU ALL.... LUV TO ALL SUGAR '

Thoughts Inspired By Mumms
I'm beginning to see it as increasingly important to not just "go along" with "traditional" customs and celebrations to be polite, and not make waves. I'm starting to see it as important to take a stand, and not just allow people who would have their beliefs usurp all others, control the popular perception of history and "thruthiness." Consequently, I'm no longer going to celebrate Thanksgiving. And I'm not just going to not celebrate it. I'm going to not celebrate it in a very open, and opinionated way. Thanksgiving is not about the founding and establishment of the United States as a sovereign nation. Thanksgiving is not a religious holiday. And the founding and establishment of the United States as a sovereign nation is not a religious phenomenon. And I am fed up with people trying to shove their perception of any of that down my throat. Important things that happened in history are not important, and are not recognized or celebrated, because there happened to be a Ch

One Of The Loneliest Days Of My Life
So today is a hard day for me. Today would have been my grandmas birthday. She would have been 72. She passed away on Aug 21, 1993. It has never gotten any easier. I remember everything like it was yesterday. I was close to my grandma, she was like my mom. Most of my family hated her or hates her but I'm the one person that she helped and you could even say saved. I've always wondered what she would say to me today what she would think of the things and choices I've made. I care more about how she would feel then my own mother. I miss her everyday and everyday I look at her picture when I wake up. I don't think anything will ever fill the piece of innocence that i lost when she died. I grew up the day we hurried to pack w/ me sobbing to go up north. I still haven't to this day cried as much and as true as I did when I watched them lower her into the ground from across the cemetery. There's so much most people will never know or see about me. This....today is one of them.

Me The Metal Years Pt. 1
Kirsten was the younger sister of one of my good friends from school. She was tall even then probably 5'7", thin, had a nice olive complexian, she was Cape Verdian, perky breasts, with dark nipples that are still some of the most sensitive I've ever encountered, and a nicely trimmed pussy. She loved to wear super short miniskirts, with fishnets and heels. She had made a habit of coming to watch the band rehearse in my garage, which was fine with all the guys in the band. On this particualry day I had not been in school, it was too nice a day or some such thing. So as the late afternoon rolled around I was already out in the garage running through some of my parts before the guys got there a 5:30. I never heard the door open over my amp. When i turned around I almost jumped out of my skin. Kirsten was standing there tight skirt, stockings, heels, and plunging purple top that showed her cleavage nicely. "Hey, baby when did you get here?", I manged to stammer. Very uncool, I kno

I'm Not Okay By Dj~belladonna~vamperv Goddess Vdc~last Chance Dj~skitzer69's Wife And Chew Toy~
I'm Not Okay I'm upset You ask if I'm OK I say I'm fine But I'm not OK Not by a long shot Everyday my life is a nightmare Everyday I cry On the inside if not outside I can't stay this way I need to be OK But I never am I'm never OK I'm not OK Not by a long shot The only way I'm ever OK Is talking to you

Things I Never Knew Plz Read
You Might Not Ever Guess Captain Kangaroo passed away on January 23, 2004 as age 76 , which is odd, because he always looked to be 76. (DOB: 6/27/27 ) His death reminded me of the following story. Some people have been a bit offended that the actor, Lee Marvin, is buried in a grave alongside 3 and 4 star generals at Arlington National Cemetery . His marker gives his name, rank (PVT) and service (USMC). Nothing else. Here's a guy who was only a famous movie star who served his time, why the heck does he rate burial with these guys? Well, following is the amazing answer: I always liked Lee Marvin, but didn't know the extent of his Corps experiences. In a time when many Hollywood stars served their country in the armed forces often in rear echelon posts where they were carefully protected, only to be trotted out to perform for the cameras in war bond promotions, Lee Marvin was a genuine hero. He won the Navy Cross at Iwo Jima . There is only one

Lessons In Lfe!!!!!!
>THIS IS TRULY A GOOD LESSON TO ALWAYS REMEMBER! > >Eddie desperately wants to make love to the really >cute, really hot girl, Gina, in his office.... but she >is dating someone else. > >One day Eddie, terribly frustrated, says " Gina, I'll >give you a $100 if you let me make love to you..." > >She stares at him & says > >"Are you out of your mind?" > >Eddie replies, "Look, I'll be really fast. I'll just >throw the money on the floor; you bend down, and I'll >finish by the time you've picked it up." > >Gina hesitates a moment; then says she'll ask her >boyfriend, & see if he'll agree. > >So she calls him and explains the offer. > >Boyfriend says, "OK, but ask for $200; & then pick up >the money really fast. >He won't even be able to get his pants down. >Call me back as soon as you get the money." > >So she agrees and accepts Eddie's proposition. > >Half an hour goes by, & no call from Gina. > >Too impatient to wait any longer, boyfriend calls her; > >"W

Boo
EVERYONE HAS DREAMS IN THEIR HEARTS THAT THEY ARE EITHER AFRAID TO LET SHOW,OR DON'T KNOW HOW TO..EVERYONE AT SOMETIME IN THEIR LIVES GETS HURT..BUT IF WE GET LUCKY WE GET A CHANCE AT LOVE AGAIN..SO THIS IS FOR EVERYONE WHO HAS THAT SOMEONE SPECIAL IN THEIR LIVES..THERE ARE ALWAYS THE UP AND DOWNS IN LIFE WE ALL GO THROUGH..BUT HANG ON IT MAY BE A BUMPY RIDE..BUT OH WHAT YOU GET AT THE END OF IT IS WELL WORTH THE TIME YOU PUT IN..EVEN THE BREAK UPS AND THE MEETING SOMEONE NEW..IT ALL MEANS SOMETHING ITS WHAT MAKES YOU THE THE PERSON YOU ARE..

Sad News.... :( Please Show Support
a very dear friend of mine, has lost his twins..He is an absolute sweetheart and I feel that he should be shown love and condolences, please rip this pic and make it ur default, to let him know that he has friends here, that support him if he needs it, much love to you yank!! Sending all my love, thoughts and prayers out to you and ur family. Hugs Photo to rip here The sweetie that didn't deserve this, hugs babes NY Yank@ CherryTAP MysticalGemini

For The Soliders
This is for the Soldiers This is for the Soldiers, who died to save my life, This is for the Soldiers, who are fighting to stay alive. This is for the Soldiers, who risks their lives to save mine, This is for the Soldiers, who have to stay behind. This is for the Soldiers, who deserve every ones respect, This is for the Soldiers, who see more than they suspect. This is for the Soldiers, who never chose to die, This is for the Soldiers, whose family lies awake at night. This is for the Soldiers, who are so bold and brave, This is for the Soldiers, who loved you enough to prepare for their own graves. This is for the Soldiers, who had put their lives aside to fight war This is for the Soldiers, who believe in what they are fighting for. This is for the soldiers, who we pray make it out of Iraq, This is for the Soldiers, who died and couldn't make it back. This is for the Soldiers, who I pray for every night, This is for the Soldiers, who bel

Stevies Story
In my pictures you will notice our cat Stevie. For those who really know me know I am an animal lover, but not one of those PETA fanatics. I was raised on a farm, eat meat, and will have an animal put down if they are suffering and in pain. I feel I have thought my children good ethics and morals as well as compassion. I did not realize how much they have picked up on and learned until this past winter. We are by no means monetarily well off. December 16, 2006 We have a tortie shell cat named Granola. Shortly after noon my kids come in the house upset and holding something. This item is limp in their hands and they are crying. I saw something black and thought it was our cat Granola. My first though was she had been ran over. As I got closer I noticed this thing was too small to be Granola. The kids tell me they found this kitten in the road and need my help. I followed them into the kitchen and proceeded to pull cactus out of her face. She was so sick looking and just crumpled in y

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~ Media Say We Kill The Iraq Children ~ Watch This You Won't See It On Tv
Shame what is really happening will never make it out to everyone. From the source: "Everyone wants to hate on soldiers calling us baby killers and how all the citizens despise us.. Hmmm this day it didn't seem like it. (These are real videos from our unit 3rd ID, 6/8 CAV - Opperation Iraqi Freedom III)"

~*more Than Ever*~
things come and things go and things are more powerfull than others. Somethings that we can control some things that we can control. We lock out the bad and bring in the good and we stand up for what need to and what we want to and things that we can control we let slide till we think we can take no more. The one power i thought i could fight was with love and when i seen that i couldnt block it anymore i let it in and seen that it was all worth takeing the chance. A friend told me to give it all worth a try and see were it goes and when i sat down and thought about it all i did it and wow was i shocked to find that i found my one true love and never could be happier that i did listen to her i couldnt be happier that him and i are together and that we both love each other more than anyone can even think of. We share a bond that alot of people dont understand to be honst i dont always understand it but i know that deep down he is the one i love and im the one he loves for we wasnt ea

What I Should Buy
hi all im trying to deside on what type of sunglasses i should get. lets say im driving down the road and u see me what kinda of sunglasses should i be wearing to catch your eye. and then if i do, what kind should i be wearing when im with u??? pls let me know. thanks

Insanity
Fuck me; Fuck you, the battles rages The voices in my head rattle in their cages Overwhelming nightmare, the agony of no sleep The hole to hell, so dark, so black and so deep I pray for end, I pray for death, but no such luck Why in the hell should anyone care or give a fuck? The white cushioned walls, they are closing in When will the time be up, for my unforgiving sin? Blurred eyes, shadows do I see stalking me Forgive My Father, for they are Holier than thee Bloody tears to the ground, yes do they fall I scream and I scream but no one to hear my cal The sun rises in the west and sets in the east Backwards is my mind, the voices they do feast And my thoughts yes they are disarranged My feelings toward mine kind, is now estranged…

The Handwriting On The Wall
A weary mother returned from the store, Lugging groceries through the kitchen door. Awaiting her arrival was her 8 year old son, Anxious to relate what his younger brother had done. "While I was out playing and Dad was on a call, T.J. took his crayons and wrote on the wall! It's on the new paper you just hung in the den. I told him you'd be mad at having to do it again." She let out a moan and furrowed her brow, "Where is your little brother right now?" She emptied her arms and with a purposeful stride, She marched to his closet where he had gone to hide. She called his full name as she entered his room. He trembled with fear-he knew that meant doom! For the next ten minutes, she ranted and raved About the expensive wallpaper and how she had saved. Lamenting all the work it would take to repair, She condemned his actions and total lack of care. The more she scolded, the madder she got, Then stomped from his room, totally distraught! She headed for the den to confirm

Gun Fight
1. Bring a gun. Preferably bring at least two guns. Bring all your friends who have guns. 2. Anything worth shooting is worth shooting twice. Ammo is cheap, life is expensive. 3. Only hits count, the only thing worse than a mis is a slow miss. 4. If your shooting stance is good, your probably not moving fast enough or using cover/concealment correctly. 5. Move away from your attacker. Distance is your friend.(Lateral and diagonal movement is preferred.) 6. If you can choose what to bring to a gun fight, bring a long gun and a friend with a long gun. 7. In ten years no one will remember the details of caliber, stance, or tactics, only who survived. 8. If you are not shooting, you should be communicating, reloading and running. 9. Accuracy is relative: Most combat shooting standards will be more dependent on "Pucker Factor" than inherent accuracy of the gun. Use a gun that works EVERY TIME. "All skill is in vain when an angel pisses in the flintlock of your mu

"the Stronger Side"
I walked along the ocean, my head bowed low in sorrow, I hardly handled today, how do I cope with tomorrow? The day was like every other, the pain the grief inside, my strength was running out, I could no longer hide. The pain was immense that day, it had never been that bad, and all of a sudden, out of the blue, I didn't feel as sad. Something happened that day, the weight became like a feather, It'll never be entirely gone though, the memories are there forever. Although I still look back and cry, I had a friend to confide, He means the whole world to me, He helped me reach the stronger side.

I Don't Know Who I Am By Dj~belladonna~vamperv Goddess Vdc~last Chance Dj~skitzer69's Wife And Chew Toy~
I don't know who I'am I don't know who I'am So I'm digging deep inside To Find out who I'm truely am And like the person i find I want to be a normal girl Who doesn't feel like this I want to move on with my life But i need to find me I want to smile and laugh And actually mean it And join in with the joke Feeling all happy and Not all broke I want to be seen As the person I'm Truely am But how can i do That when still I don't know who I'am

The Hug
No moving parts, no batteries. No monthly payments and no fees; Inflation proof, nontaxable, In fact, it's quite relaxable; It can't be stolen, won't pollute, One size fits all, do not dilute. It uses little energy, But yields results enormously. Relieves your tension and your stress, Invigorate your happiness; Combats depression, makes you beam, And elevates your self esteem! Your circulation it corrects Without unpleasant side effects It is, I think, the perfect drug: May I prescribe, my friend, ... the hug! (and, of course, fully returnable)!

Hi There
hmmmm well my first blog on the cherry network i'm bustin my cherry eh... so much to say so little thoughts to say it in eh lets see here i sometimes feel i'm living and eastern philosophy in a westernized world.... hmmm i'm just a simple man trying to live a simple life in a complex world eh... too many thoughts going on in my head to blog now i'll try later eh

Do You Ever Wonder What I Mean When I Say I Am Busy??
Well if curiosity is really hounding you, then Please take a few minutes and stop by my Work in Progess.......website for the jewelry and things I make that I am very passionate about!!!!!! Thanks all!!!!!!!! TheLilyzpad.com

Syphillis
i took one of those about me quiz thingies and posted it on my profile..i'm bored so..if you actually get thru it i'll umm buy you a gift or something..but ya have to leave me a comment about it i'm being self indulgent..humor me lol love ya bitches :)

Personal Trainers
Why do people pay hundreds of dollars to have a personal trainer? Why not just pay someone to allow you to watch their kids? Then take the child-it has to be avery active child under the age of 5-and go chase the child as he or she gets into things and tries to run into the street or pulls the dogs tail or climbs up and down a flight of stairs. The rule is whatever the child does you have to do. If the child runs around in circles-so do you. If the child climbs a tree ( if you are at a park that has good ones to climb) you climb too. I bring this up becasue I just spent 45 minutes running around with my 4 year old. We ran (which I hate doing) and anytime I wasn't running with him he would stop, turn around, get my hand and pull me along with him. We also climbed up and down the stairs about 20 times. I am sweaty-ugh-but I feel more awake then I did earlier. My muscles are sore but it's a good sore.

The Love We Feel
I found this on the web, so it's somewhat dated, but I think it's every bit as true today: The Love we feel. There are times when we are timid and shy about expressing the love we feel. For fear of embarrassing the other person, or ourselves, we hesitate to say the actual words "I love you." So we try to communicate the idea in other words. We say 'take care' or 'don't drive too fast' or 'be good.' But really, these are just other ways of saying 'I love you,' 'you are important to me,' 'I care what happens to you,' 'I don't want you to get hurt.' We are sometimes very strange people. The only thing we want to say, and the one thing that we should say, is the one thing we don't say. And yet, because the feeling is so real, and the need to say it is so strong, we are driven to use other words and signs to say what we really mean. And many times the meaning never gets communicated at all and the other person is left feeling unloved and unwanted. Therefore, we have

We Are Still Around, Just Not As Often
Hey Fans, Friends & Family: Just wanted to say HI to you all. Let you know we miss being here and talking with you. LIFE gets busy and crazy sometimes as you all know and it seems for us lately, we just get home from work, get all the cooking, cleaning and etc. done each night and then it is time for bed. Where does the time go? As most of you know, I lost my only child to Cancer - and in May (May 8th to be exact) it will be 3 years since he passed. Doesn't seem possible - again, where does time go? Ryan's birthday is in May also and so isn't Mother's Day - so needless to say that these dates have significance to me and well, I don't think anything more needs to be said. If I am more scarce this next month, well, I hope you will understand why. Don't get me wrong - I don't miss Ryan MORE on these particular days/dates, they just are significant dates in my life. EVERY day I miss Ryan... EVERY day I think of Ryan... EVERY day I wish that he was here... EVERY day I s

Behind The Scenes Oregon Shoot
pics of me and the cast behind the scenes of the oregon filming of "doctored meat" a cannibal ruemorgue movie where i play serial killing and future vitcim nurse isis: watching aqua teen on my laptop in the hotel room hope and myself with mount bacherlor in the background quinn, lilly, myself, and hope quinn, lilly, harry, and myself harry and i digging graves... tehee grave digging roller coaster style!

Tomorrow Is My Birthday!
Tomorrow is my birthday and I have to work! Talk about a way that you do not want to spend a birthday! Every year I try to just skip over the day cause I guess they are not that special anymore once you grow up LOL..I remember having the biggest parties for me when I was growing up by my parents..thats when I drove my first car (my 5th party) too bad it was not real lol Tomorrow though is going to be the start of starting over. Most people do that on New Years, they make there resolutions and all but how many stick with them? So over the next 24 hours I am going to be making a list of goals that in the next year I want to see and have accomplished and as they are accomplished check them off as a way to keep track. I know now that one goal that I have is to continue to be here for the friends that I have made that do talk (lol) and continue to always be here for that one special person! :)

I Wish You Were Here!!!
lips so soft and warm; hands so strong yet soft. heart speaks louder than words; mind swarms of thoughts of the next talk,the next thought, the next orgasm! longing to feel or hear his voice; longing to just know or see he is there. to know each others thoughts; to feel each others feels. to long for something so far away; yet to know that very minute you see him, or hear him,your heart feels like exploding!! your hands shake;your palms begin to sweat, your nerves jump all over!!! to know you long to hear them one last time, feel them one last time!!! see them one last time;to feel empty with out them,but full when they are there!!! i love you baby and miss you so much!!!!

Sixtyfoureast @ Main Street Pub In Robinson!! Sat!
Hosted By: SixtyFourEast When: Saturday Apr 28, 2007 at 8:45 PMWhere: Main Street Pub122 E Main StreetRobinson, IL 62454United StatesDescription:SixtyFourEast Click Here To View Event

Just Something I Wrote When The Sky Fell Down
Silence echoes Throughout the house Everything is quiet In this big old house Thoughts of you Spin round my head Which has become All but dead All is silent In the land of nevermore All is quiet In the land of nevermore Nevermore will I feel your touch That I long for so much Nevermore will I feel your kiss That has brought me so much bliss Nevermore will the sky feel so bright Or the moon dispel the darkest night Nevermore will I hear your cry As passion colors the sky Nevermore will I stare into your eyes Remembering them I have to stifle the cries Nevermore will I run my hands through your hair Nevermore will I be able to show you care As the night falls Darker in the land of nevermore Thoughts turn dark and bleak Hope is extinguished The light grows weak Nevermore will my heart be broken Nevermore will my soul be flayed Nevermore will my will be stifled N

On My Mind
well this is whats in my head i dont know much anymore cuz i figure everytinme i learn something there is something else to be learned, and its like u think u know someone but u really dont what the hell y do people change so much, i just wanted to make my 1st blg on here but i dont want to get to deep on anyone who will read this not for my first one lol

Peace Of Mind
Ooooo oooooo Peace of mind, Peace of mind [chorus] We want peace whoa We want a peace of mind It's times like this I wanna leave the world behind We want peace whoa We want a peace of mind I wanna take a little piece of my herb and get this whole world high. [Richter] Some body please explain Cause all we want is to be treated the same Just live in peace with peace of mind Enjoy the earth, this life and my kind (my kind) Right now it's time to celabrate Relax, Kick back put your feet up forget to hate. [chorus] [Daddy X] Is it me or has this world gone crazy Last chance, Last dance force maybe Bombs are droppin body's poppin like the last days Now I finally understand how crime pays Its the plan that's designed through corruption Total domination, mass destruction Or mass distraction you do the math When 1+1 don't equal 3 no It's like a sickness that they don't want the cure for Apocalyptic and only been sured for It's like we're doomed and were head

Warnings
In Honor of Stupid People . . . In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods. On a Sears hairdryer -- Do not use while sleeping. (That's the only time I have to work on my hair.) On a bag of Fritos -- You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special?) On a bar of Dial soap -- "Directions: Use like regular soap." (and that would be???....) On some Swanson frozen dinners -- "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's just a suggestion.) On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom) -- "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh!) On Marks &Spencer Bread Pudding -- "Product will be hot after heating." (and you thought?...) On packaging for a Rowenta iron -- "Do not iron clothes on body." (but wouldn't this save me time?) On Boot's Children Cough Medicine -- "Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking t

Day Back
we won again ^_^ yay for us! we beat mclean 8 to 4 and i hear there may be a tournie soon (field, mclean, wilson and a mystery school) which is good cuz we NEED one. we did one last yr and got our asses kicked but it'd be kickass to do one this year. i feel sorta better...i'm really hopin this aint mono!! it switched sides too. it was my left gland that hurt and now it's my right. i guess i'll get over it or i'll make it worse when i go runnin this weekend. fuckin A!! i have to be at school tomorrow (we have a day off) AND sunday!! how much does that suck?! cept i guess i'm glad i'm not a lead...forrest has to be there for 8 and a half hours! but still...i still have to write my 4 pg essay for english or my grade dies. my teacher helped me some today thankfully. i went shoppin for a few hours ^_^ i found some HIM flip flops that i'll prolly bring to beach week. i cant wait! beachybeachy fun! seniors have 3 weeks of school left!! yay! i still have to buy a white

Do U Get Whats Going Threw My Head
look they have plenty of people you hear about in school and threw out life that were called great but do all these people know what the fuck they were talking about. like for instance if there is a god then why the fuck do all these bad things happen, have you ever heard the term it is better to have loved and lost then to never loved at all what the fuck he must have never loved, have you ever heard of no pain no gain that all depends on how much pain your body can handle so how much is to much, some people like pain it makes them feel better, and whyare people scared to die what the fuck does any one know what really happens when you die, you know there is a lot of shit people say and do but who is to say it should be in our history, taught to our children, or even to be said to be right or wrong, no matter what we do someone is always trying to control us. does anyone get any of this shit

Lost Love
My love for you is so passionate and true I wish I could prove this to you I will climb the highest mountain to touch the sky And bring down that rainbow so high in the sky. Oh if I could prove to you that my love is real I'd swim that river oh so wide to prove That you are my joy and pride And my love is so real. But all these things are so impossible for me To do I can't climb a mountain oh so high and Bring down that rainbow from the sky, and no I Can't swim that river that is oh so wide. But to Prove my love is true and I really want to be with you is say I love you and mean it with all my heart!

Determination And Caution..fun,,,,,!
I Get Up Every Morning Determined to Both Change the World and Have One Hell of a Good Time. Sometimes This Makes Planning My Day Difficult. I Just Tread Lightly! Don't think there are no crocodiles because the water is calm. Watch Your Back and Have a Great Time...! Life is Short Play Hard...!

When The Fuck Is It Gonna Get Better?????????
OK FOR SUM OF YHALL KNO IM GOING THROUGH SUM TUFF TIMES RIGHT NOW........I HAVE NO JOB THOUGHT I DID TRAVELING WITH THE CARNIVAL.....BUT NOW THEY SAY THEY DONT NEED ANYONE RIGHT NOW WTF IS THAT SHIT????????I JUST THINK IT IS FUCKED UP ON AVERAGE THEY HAVE 2PPL A WEEK THAT LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK...SO YOU WOULD THINK THEY WOULD WANT PPL THAT KNO WUT THEY ARE DOING AND THAT ARE GONNA STAY WITH THE COMPANY RIGHT??????WELL I GUESS THESE GUYS ARE DIFFERENT....IT JUST SEEMS LIKE EVERY DOOR I SWING OPEN IT GETS SLAMED RIGHT BACK IN MY FACE IT IS FUCKING BULLSHIT...PLUS TO ADD TO THAT ON MY SHOULDERS I NEED A JOB HERE WITHIN A FEW WEEKS OR MY ASS GOES TO JAIL FOR 3-12 MONTHS YEA LOADS OF FUN RIGHT? PROLLY NOT IT IS VERY FUCKING STRESSFUL....NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT THE ONE I LOVE LIVES SO DAMM FAR AWAY AND CANT BE WITH HER RIGHT NOW YEA YHALL GUESSD IT ITS EATING ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT RIGHT NOW.....I PUT THAT MASK ON EVERYDAY AND MAKE IT LOOK LIKE EVERYTHING IS ALL FINE AND DANDY BUT YE

!yay!congrats!yay!
HEY ALL!! I have the AWESOME friend she is like a sister to me and one of the best friends that i have had in a long time.. This awesome friends name is Terin although i havent met her in person yet.. she and i have alot in common she's 20 lives in MD she's funny nice caring sweet a great friend and i can tell her anything.. we act so much alike and talk so much alike it's like we're sisters.. So i joke and say shes my unofficial adopted sister..and she agrees lol Well we tell eachother everything and talk almost every day! She is just an overal AWESOMELY GREAT person. she is so fun to talk to.. (Terin and Me: a Pixi and an Angel) Recently(very) Her boyfriend Bobby asked her to marry him.. I'm so happy for them! Of course i will make it no matter what to her wedding(when that will be in the future)and i hope me and her stay friends for a very long time! I know shes super excited about the engagement and her family and friends(me included) think they are great for each

Just Wondering....
so i have alot on my mind...its been a very long day...hell its been a long year already and i have so many thoughts and emotions at the moment that i just really don't know what to do to handle them...so i am writing a blog. the last couple of years have been a struggle for me. dealing with life and all that happens sometimes just gets to be too much. dont get me wrong...i am grateful for all God has given me in my life...and i am not talking material things. I know that this is a blog and people will read what i put down...but i dont care. at this moment i just need to write and get some stuff out of my head..so if you read this maybe you will relate, maybe not. I am not putting this here for comments or bashing...i am putting this here because i have to put it somewhere...please dont come back at me with..."your punctuation sucks or you aren't putting capital letters or you are using slang...i am not in english or language class..and i am intelligent and know how to write...but thi

Yahoo Or Msn
If you have yahoo or msn and want to talk to me on either one i am always on either one so please feel free to add me. My names on both are the same but the @ parts ( yahoo ) tropicana982001@yahoo.com ( msn )tropicana982001@hotmail.com so please add me and tell me your from cherry thanks alot people and cherry friends.

Makes You Go Hmmmmmm
EVERY NOW AND AGAIN WE MEET SOMEONE THAT MAKES US GO HMMMMMM....ESPECIALLY THOSE YOU WOULD LOVE TO GET YOUR HANDS ON AND A FEW OTHER THINGS TOO....BUT AS MUCH AS YOU WANT TO TELL THEM OR SHOW THEM, YOU JUST DON'T HAVE THE NERVE...WELL THIS IS ONE TIME I AM NOT GONNA HIDE....THIS IS FOR YOU AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.....KISSES AND LICKS YOU SEXY THANG YOU.....

One Love
every hood repped on this shit so just gimme one mo second to rep it it's that 513 where we riot in these streets fuck that bull shit peace ful sit ins and civil disobedience gimme that brick, my ski mask and we'll take care that get our way show you how we do it down da way it's that city by the river where if you ain't careful end face down in that river it's soo cold on the streets make a somali shiver if ya don't like what your hearin from southwest ohio put your head phones back on and listen to ne-yo cause this is that real one love remix not that radio airplay bullshit

Am I Not Alone
i awoke this morning to an empty silence. no one there but me and yet i know i'm not alone. i turned and saw her next to me sleeping so peacefully. and yet my heart feels so all alone loneliness abounds from within me. my eyes no longer see the love i once held so dearly. what has changed or disappeared or is it just me. so i am alone - alone...

What Kind Of Girl Would I Be
I've been thinking. I know that its dangerous, but I did it. And I've come to some well founded conclusions. Allow me to vent, if you will. 1) What kind of girl would I be if I allowed every guy that asked, to see my "family only" folder? Now, I admit, the pics arent nudes, toys included, or something illegal. They are however mine. I have my reasons for locking that door and I'll open it when I see fit. Dont like it? Tough. 2) What kind of girl would I be if I agreed to meet every guy that asked, at a motel, paid the bill and stayed the night alone after he left? I have higher standards for myself than that. If it was your daughter doing it, you wouldnt let her sell her self short. Why ask me to? 3)What kind of girl would I be if I treated a man with the level of care and consideration some guys have shown me? If I did that, would you want to take me home to your mother, or just take me to your home? If I was this kind of girl, would I be the one you'd wanna take home to

Tests And Stuff
Disorder Rating Paranoid Disorder: Low Schizoid Disorder: Moderate Schizotypal Disorder: High Antisocial Disorder: Low Borderline Disorder: Low Histrionic Disorder: Low Narcissistic Disorder: Low Avoidant Disorder: Moderate Dependent Disorder: Low Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder: Low -- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders -- I took my tests for criminal law, and interpersonal relaationshitps today. i think I did ok on both of them. If I didn't have them both on the same day, I would have done better, but ohwell. I think I did well enough to get an A on each of them. After that, I went to saltlake for my psych

All The Psychopathis Records' "beefs" And How They Started
Esham vs. D-12 Eminem is a very controversial rapper. It seems as if half of the rap industry loves Eminem, half of the rap industry would love to get five minutes alone with the young white rapper. Psychopathic Records makes up a large portion of the half that cannot stand the rapper. However, of all the feud's between Psychopathic and Eminem, Esham seems to have the most intense die-hard hatred for him. Esham was the biggest name to come out of Detroit. Any rap artists you know who came out of Detroit was in some way influenced by Esham. That includes ICP, Twiztid, Eminem, and even Kid Rock. Esham had some sort of influence on them, Eminem himself admits that. It is said that in 1997 Proof from D12 was opening a show for rap star Lil' Kim in Detroit. Esham had decided to attend the show and watched on from the crowd. It didn't seem odd at all when the Godfather of the wicked shit was asked to come on stage. The hometown crowd went insane for the UNHOLY one. As Esham picked up a

Let's
Let's... Current mood: sad Category: Life Let's rest our heads in each others laps when we have a bad day. Let's give each other soft kisses, our eyes closed. Let's melt our troubles with massages. Let's find great restaurants in far away places. Let's go to a coffee shop on Sunday morning and make up stories about the people we see -- better yet, let's sleep in on Sunday morning. Let's go to our friends houses and play board games. Let's surprise each other with things we've never told anyone else. Let's kiss like babies for fun, eyes and mouths wide open and not looking at each other, then giggle. Let's be patient with each other while we learn those spots on each others bodies and then exploit them. Let's look at each other across the room at a party and know it's time to go home. Let's notice a new wrinkle somewhere on each other's faces. Let's call the each other on our bullshit. Let's eat healthy and exercise so we can enjoy life. Let's be charm

Cyber Love
Cyber Love: Real or Fantasy? Is it real? Or life like we would wish it were? All of us , who have been on the "net" for any length of time, know that we develop friendships on here. Strong Friendships And, after a period of time, some of these friendships become emotional bonding. Bonding that few, if any of us, were consciously seeking. Yet when we realize what has happened, how involved we have become , we honestly feel this other person is a "soul mate". The one person on this earth we have searched for/needed, all of our adult life. But we need to stop, back away and realize our "special friend" has just as many faults, maybe more than the spouse/special friend we have in real life. If we both can accept that each have faults, that neither are perfect and both are free to pursue the relationship, then there is a good chance the "cyber love" can become "real life love. When one or both already have a spouse, and possibly a family then the "cyber love

Why Does It Always Happen To Me?
24 years of age going on 25 and still havent a clue about the opposite sex...probably never will! Met this guy last yr whilst temping at some company! was minding my own business (as i always do), this guy starts saying hello to me everyday...me being polite i say hello back. Time went and of course hellos turned into conversation, then lunches, then a few beers after work and finally to seeing him after working hours maybe once/twice a week. Being honest i will say as time went on i started to like him coz we always got on and felt comfortable around each other from day one! there's a catch...he had a fiancee of 5 yrs!! i found this out on one of our lunches but it wasnt from his mouth, it was somebody elses who was on lunch with us. Maybe a couple of weeks or so he tells me he likes me, even thou i liked him back there was no way anything was gonna happen between us coz of the fiancee. Gave him the speech bout nothing happening until he was a free agent! The reason behind hi

I'm Tired, Written By A Man, Serving The Usa Even Tho He's Almost 60... Spend A Few Bux, Repost.. (repost)bulletion I Wanted To Keep
I'm Tired Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired: I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks through. I'm tired of the hypocrisy of politicians who want to rewrite history when the going gets tough. I'm tired of the disingenuous clamor from those that claim they 'Support the Troops' by wanting them to 'Cut and Run' before victory is achieved. I'm tired of a mainstream media that can only focus on car bombs and casualty reports because they are too afra

Top Ten Things To Think About If You Want To Change The World
Mahatma Gandhi believed that we must be the change we want to see in the world. This was well demonstrated when he helped India gain its independence. Gandhi was a revolutionary man, but he accomplished India's emergence as a nation without starting a revolution. In fact, he advocated no violence. One of the most powerful countries in the world yielded to the commitment of one man and the dream of millions. What change can we effect? What's the difference we want to make in the world? Gandhi said, "In a gentle way you can shake the world." Here are some things to think about how to do just that … 1. Know that all significant change throughout history has occurred not because of nations, armies, governments and certainly not committees. They happened as a result of the courage and commitment of individuals. People like Joan of Ark, Albert Einstein, Clara Barton, Abraham Lincoln, Thomas Edison and Rosa Parks. They might not have done it alone, but they were, without question, th

Dont Want To Lose You
Sometimes, it's hard To make things clear Or know when to face the truth And I know that the moment is here I'll open my heart And show you inside My love has no pride I feel with you I've got nothing to hide So open your eyes And see who I am And not who you want for me to be I am only myself, myself I don't wanna lose you now We're gonna get through somehow Don't wanna lose you now Or ever Baby, I've fin'lly found The courage to stand my ground But if you want me, I'll be around Forever We all make mistakes We all lose our way But we've stood the test of time And I hope that's the way it will stay It's all up to you To tell me to go 'Cause it won't be me to walk away When you're all that I know And I know... That I don't wanna lose you now We're gonna get through somehow I don't wanna lose you now Or ever, never Baby, I've fin'lly found The courage to stand my ground But if you want me, I'll be around Forever, forever, yeah, yeah Don

The Differences In Prayer
Female Prayer Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my best friend. Amen. MALE PRAYER I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a bass boat. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit. Amen

Grandchildern
Do you remember how small thay once use to be, When you could bounce them on your knee. Take them by the hand to walk across the street To see them smile it's oh so sweet.At times thay would get into things thay should not, Even touch things that are hot.Tucking them into bed all safe and worm, And you try to keep them from all harm. Oh so small and and get into trouble, Helping them to blow bubbles.Throughing a ball for the first time, Even reading them a nursery ryme.Helping them get into bed,And watching lay down there tired head.Letting them use a spoon and fork, And getting them to eat pork.Teaching them to say their payers at night, And how thay look ed in the bright noon light. Sending off to school for the first day, And crying cause they thik thay going far away. And when thay are at the age to finish scholl, And touse there smart brain is a real good tool.Whaen the day comes to see them marry and have childern of there own, nd thay are able to have a house to call ther home.

Taking Leave For A While Until Im Better Plz Read For Details
OK TO THE LDC FAM PURDY FAM AND WHIPS N CHAINS SOCIETY AND CLUB FANTASIA STAFF IM GOING ON LEAVE AS OF TONIGHT DO TO ILLNESS AND WILL BE BACK ON CT ONCE I GET BETTER TY FOR YA'LLS UNDERSTANDING MUAHZ I LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU IF YOU NEED ME IM ON YAHELL @ HYPNOTIKA.MESSY

Here With Out You Honey, I Love You!!
LIPS SO SOFT & WARM; HANDS SO SOFT, YET STRONG! HEART SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS; MIND SWARMS OF THOUGHTS OF THE NEXT TALK, NEXT THOUGHT, NEXT ORGASM! LONGING TO FEEL OR HEAR HIS VOICE; LONGING TO JUST KNOW HIM OR SEE HE IS THERE! TO KNOW EACH OTHERS THOUGHTS; FEEL EACH OTHERS FEELINGS, TO LONG FOR SOMETHING SO FAR AWAY! YET TO KNOW THAT VERY MINUTE YOU SEE HIM, OR HEAR HIM, YOUR HEART FEELS LIKE EXPLODING!! YOUR HANDS SHAKE; YOUR PALMS BEGIN TO SWEAT; YOUR NERVES JUMP ALL OVER! TO LONG TO HEAR HIM ONE LAST TIME, SEE THEM ONE LAST TIME! TO FEEL SO EMPTY WITH OUT HIM; TO FEEL SO FULL WHEN HE IS THERE! I LOVE YOU BABY!!! YOU ARE MY INSPIRITATION HONEY AND YOU FILL ME WHERE MY WHOLE IS NOT THERE!!

Broken
it happens yet again...think you meet someone really good for you...and he ends up finding someone else...i guess i was just not mean to have anyone anymore...as i told him, im not looking for love, but if it happens, i won't slam the door in its face....don't misunderstand love would be nice, but i am not out hunting for it... oh well, i just woke up and had a message from him telling me he had met someone and got kinda sad so i thought i would write it down..

Falling Then Getting Up
hello friends and all people i recently became single from a relationship that lasted 7.5 yrs until one day it all came crashing down and hit me like a ton of bricks i was devestated and shocked that someone can say they love u and then with out seeing it coming swoop down and rip out ur fucking heart and make u feel like gum or shit on the bottom of there shoe that is how my life was now i am getting up after being knocked down and almost out now i am finally able to feel better about myself because i have people like all u to talk too u make me realize hay you gotta put mistakes and misfortunes behind u and help urself and start caring about u first and everyone else secondarily so now i have lots of friends who are beautiful people and are non judgemental who indeed are friends and not putdowners or critisizers and like a person for who they and trust will be given back again once life is easier to swallow ty all again and to all a pleasant and safe night big hugs phil if anyone eve

Be Thankful
He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. Your wife makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean. You go to the mall and get your hair done. He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today. You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over. He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months. You call your girlfriend and set a date for tonight. He waits for the mail to see if there is a letter from home. You hug and kiss your girlfriend, like you do everyday. He holds his letter close and smells his love's perfume. You roll your eyes as a baby cries. He gets a le

Butt Prints In The Sand
BUTT PRINTS IN THE SAND (A parody of Footprints in the Sand) One night I had a wondrous dream, One set of footprints there was seen, The footprints of my precious Lord, But mine were not along the shore. But then some stranger prints appeared, And I asked the Lord, "What have we here?" Those prints are large and round and neat, "But Lord, they are too big for feet." "My child," He said in somber tones, "For miles I carried you alone. I challenged you to walk in faith, But you refused, and made me wait." "You disobeyed, you would not grow, The walk of faith, you would not know, So I got tired, I got fed up, And there I dropped you on your butt." "Because in life, there comes a time, When one must fight, and one must climb, When one must rise and take a stand, Or leave their butt prints in the sand."

Soooo F'd Up
OK so you start talking to someone and you really start to like them. Then you find out they have a signifigant other! But its not like they tell you, the signifigant other comes to you wanting to know who YOU are! Big mess right? Well a few days go by and the person starts talkin to you again.... so you figure they stopped dont have a sig. other anymore BECAUSE the sig other said they were breaking up with them. Then you come to find out innocently that the signifigant other is still around and just as together as ever! Anyway what Im gettin at here is why do people have to be such players? I know they say dont hate the playa hate the game.....well without the playas there would be no game. Just had to rant this morning....

Completeing A Thought
ok so sorry my last two posts were messed up for some reason i could not continue to post on the first one. Life will go on either way and my girls will always continue to be number one in my priorities and my life but when your friends dont even follow through on their promises it makes it hard to have hope that one day you might find love again.

A Discreet Encounter
He walked through the door. All I could think was. . . it must be Christmas. He was so appealing to me and we connected somehow. No words were necessary. Our clothes came off quickly, both of us ripping at the other's until they were completely naked in the dimly lit room. I took one of my fingers and rubbed it against my clit, taking it and putting it into his mouth, letting him savor my juice. I rubbed my finger against my clit again, this time sucking my own juice off my finger. Then we began to kiss, both of us savoring my sweetness at the same time. He pushed me back on the bed so that my head was hanging halfway over one end and my nipples were protruding upwards into the air. He suckled on them one at a time, not only taking my rosey pearls into his mouth but licking the entire breast starting at the base of each one with the tip of his tongue and making light, circular strokes until he reached the hardened prize. I was in ecstasy. So many nights had been spent alone rub

The Weekend Is Almost Here ;)...
I hope ya'll had a great week :). If not: forget it, dress up, call up some friends, get your ass to the club and make some memorable memories...if you can remember them on Sunday morning. :P PEACE LOVE DANCE, watchingufromthemoon™ AKA lifelover2000™

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies
1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto, the blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. You can avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat just by using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use an egg timer. 5. A mouse trap placed on top of your alarm clock will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button . 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives. Then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget all about the toothache. 8. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: I

Funny Crap
Ah ah ah ahhh Oh god damn I'm gonna facckin cum Oh shit, oh yeah Fack fack faaaack Fuck I am I am, I'm going to cum I'm cumming I never seen no shit like this This bitch can twist like a damn contortionist Condom on my dick Of course it is This bitch don't know what abortion is So I can't cum in her Fucks like a porn star Looks like jenna Fuck I'm gonna Cum I think my rubbers coming off But oh it's so fuckin wet and soft Fuck I'm gonna start letting off I'm squirting and she's not getting off And she's on top I'm gonna fucking, oh god Oh don't do that Don't stop Stop, don't, I don't mean don't stop Ah Wait a minute Oh ohh fack I'm gonna fucking cum Ah ah ah ahhh Oh god damn I'm gonna facckin cum Oh shit, oh yeah Fack fack fack Fack I am I am, I'm going to cum I'm cumming Oh wow oh aww i need a cigarette now oh I'm so fucking hot and your so fuckin hot Oh my God I wanna facking fack No, not fuck I said fack F A C K F A C K fac

San Jose California
We are leaving this afternoon for San Jose, CA. This weekend is my youngest son's 12th birthday and my oldest son's wedding anniversary. Saturday night we are all going to the San Jose Sabre Cat's Arena Football League game against Utah. This is our first time seeing a live AFL game so it will be really exciting. Perhaps some pics will be uploaded into the profile when I return on Monday... you never know. On Sunday we will visit with our oldest son at Travis AFB to help celebrate his 7th wedding anniversary.... we get to see our 3 grandchildren. We have not been into California to see any of our family since October. We are very much looking forward to seeing them all down there. Have a great weekend everyone!!!

Sometimes.......................
Sometimes so many things just weight you down and its almost overwhelming....One of those weight of the world things....this person pressures u for this and another person pressures you for that and so on and so forth...then eventually ur holding so much ur gonna break.....YESSSSSS I know I sound like a big whiney girl but HEY i need to vent somewhere right! BTW for anyone interested Im doing better from my surgery..Healing everyday..I did rip my incision open almost 2 inches BUT im doing ok..sore as hellllllll but ok! I still cant do a whole lot but im trying to keep things in order........OKKKKKK Next issue.....People who want to live in a DAMN soap opera....I dont need it leave it @ the door and GROW UP!!! I dont thrive on the drama like some do its not something I want to deal with If i wanted drama Id be one of the looney chics on Days of Our Lives or something...Honestly isnt it easier to ignore someone or kill em with kindness than to play Episode ???? of Days of Our lives?? Yea

Country Songs
TOP 12 COUNTRY SONGS FOR 2006/2007 12. I Hate Every Bone In Her Body 'Cept Mine. 11. It's Hard to Kiss the Lips At Night That Chewed My Ass All Day. 10. If the Phone Don't Ring, You'll Know It's Me. 9. I Liked You Better Before I Got to Know You So Well. 8. I Still Miss You Baby, But My Aim's Gettin' Better. 7. I Wouldn't take her to a Dog Fight Cause I'm Afraid She'd Win. 6. I'll Marry You Tomorrow, But Let's Honeymoon Tonight. 5. I'm So Miserable without you, It's like You're Still Here. 4. If I Had Shot You When I First wanted To, I'd Be Out Of Prison By now. 3. My Wife Ran Off With My Best Friend and I Sure Do Miss Him. 2. She Got the Ring and I Got the Finger. And the number 1 Country Song is: 1. I Ain't Never Gone to Bed with Ugly Women But I've Sure Woke Up With a Few. Here's a few more: "Get yer tongue outta my mouth cuz I'm kissin' you goodbye"

Documents: U.s. Troops Used 'comfort Women' After Wwii
Fascinating (sad) story - most of us are too young to know about this. . . . Documents: U.S. troops used 'comfort women' after WWII Story Highlights• Historical documents show American GIs used a "comfort women" system • Brothels used despite reports of Asian women being coerced into prostitution • Tens of thousands of women employed to provide cheap sex to troops • Gen. MacArthur placed brothels, other places of prostitution off limits in 1946 TOKYO, Japan (AP) -- Japan's abhorrent practice of enslaving women to provide sex for its troops in World War II has a little-known sequel: After its surrender -- with tacit approval from the U.S. occupation authorities -- Japan set up a similar "comfort women" system for American GIs. An Associated Press review of historical documents and records -- some never before translated into English -- shows American authorities permitted the official brothel system to operate despite internal reports that women were being coerced into pro

I Promise
I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end

Am Wondering How Many A Person Can Get, Even When Things Are Being Done Correctly, Before One Gets Kicked Of Without Warning???
One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of CherryTAP policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning. I have received this twice now on pictures that I already had marked NSFW and placed in the naughty file...So, My response to the CT staff... For CT information all the pictures that CT staff is informing me about, which are NSFW, have already been placed in a NSFW file since I placed them on CT..So why am I receiving notices that these are NSFW when they are already marked NSFW? I am wondering about this issue as it has already been d

~soulmates ~ For My Tomaran :)
SOUL MATES My True One Where have you been for so long? Was I not ready for you until now? I always knew of your existence...in my dreams. The vast spaces of my soul have never been so explored as they are with you. I am speechless....yet I want to scream out your name. Things I thought I knew are redefined now.....as I look into your eyes. My heart is full and my faith is renewed. Yet I am scared. To have traveled so far with my heart in my hand... and to have fallen many a time is what I see in the rear view of my life. The journey was worth the end result...it is YOU. I have so many questions...yet, I see the answers in your touch. There has been love before. Real love I have known...I am so sure, because there are scars. It is such a small word ( LOVE ) it always meant the final goal of my happiness. To have love was everything. NOW.....with you....knowing there are others who claim to love one another.... they have no

I Loved You
You never ever noticed me at school As I sat and watched you play You never ever heard the words that were silently spoken Oh,I had so much to say And everyday I stood waiting on the corner Just to watch you pass on bye I did'nt understand the feelings that I felt for you Nor did I know the reasons why Oh baby,baby,Oh baby baby Did you know I loved you Oh baby,baby,Oh baby,baby Can't you see I do My eyes called out for you each and every day You never even heard them cry And all the years that hurried by without you Ah so slowly did they fly Still I cannot find the words to say I love you Their buried somewhere deep inside Now I stand and watch you walking with your children Hang my head and start to cry Oh baby,baby,Oh baby,baby Did you know I loved you Oh baby,baby,Oh baby,baby Can't you see I do. Jimbo/Copyright/7/75

Love Quote 4
there are things in life dat u cant hold on to 4ever no matter how much u fight for it. sometimes DESTINY isnt alwayz good, it becomes playful.. When u meet someone you learn to love, u think that it's DESTINY had made ur paths cross. but what if making ur paths cross is just a part of da game DESTINY plays? making u realize in da end that the person you thought that was destined 4u wasn't really meant to stay.. but only destined 2 make u feel loved and then leave you when you've already fallen..why is that

Love Quote 5
Why do we fall for someone, who really isn't for us?......should we blame ourself for falling the wrong one,..or.....should we blame the one we fell for, because...they made us believe that they are the right one for us? ANOTHER 5 TOMMORROW I TO THINK OF MORE

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Love come hold me for a little while, My head is spinning and wanna see your smile Got angels on my walls and the devil's at my door Won't you please tell him i can't play with him no more You bring me water in my desert You give me shelter when i get hurt Pieces of me to put back together In your arms is where I want to sleep forever

Clown Familt Must Read!!
This is a letter from Violent J. So please read and repost for all the other los and lettes to read. From Violent J JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 in psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each o

Please Read This
125,000+ Birthday Cards Received! 33 Days until Shane's Birthday Add Glitter to your Photos Shane Bernier is a courageous seven-year-old boy from Lancaster, Ontario who was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukemia when he was only five. On June 6th, 2006 Shane and his family received some unfortunate news: Shane experienced a relapse after completing 108 of 130 weeks of treatment. However, despite the bad news, Shane has managed to keep a positive outlook on his situation and has made a heart-warming wish... He hasn¡¯t asked for money or toys or anything of the sort. Instead, his birthday is on May 30th and he would like to break the world record for the most birthday cards ever received. His goal is 350 million cards. With every card, Shane¡¯s courage grows. Something as simple as sending a birthday card could be enough to help Shane find peace and joy in his current circumstances. Please take the time to send a card to Shane and make his dream become

How Sexy Are You?
Add the letters in your first name using the numbers below, then write it at the bottom! under 45 points= NOT TOO SEXY...sorry 46-75 points= PRETTY SEXY 76-99 points= VERY DAMN SEXY! 100+ points= SEXY AS FUCK!!!!!! A=23 B=14 C=9 D=28 E=20 F=12 G=3 H=10 I=10 J=11 K=30 L=31

When Friends Fall In Love!
I take a deep breath, say four words and let my true tears fall, when you answer me maybe this wont work at all, friends we can still remain, but since then no longer have I heard you speak my name, felt your hand touch my palm, heard your thoughts, your deepest secrets that you hide, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, and I imagine the words you speak, the words you say, the games you played, the options I've tried, to attempt to keep our friendship alive, as I've failed in all of the above, I admit by chance maybe I just fell in love, my heartbreaks and it aches, I've never felt so depressed, and yet all the time I wish for only the best, I wish for love, I wish for everything to go my way, I wish that all this hurt and all this pain would all just fade away, I feel alone, So unloved, And yet I wonder is this how its meant to be? I wish I meant to you what you so fondly mean to me, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, And I imagine the

I Do (cherish You) A Song For My Husband
TODD THIS SONG IS HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL EVERYDAY I CAN'T SAY HOW MUCH JOY YOU'VE BROUGH TO MYLIFE YOUR THE ONE I WANNA SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU AND I CAN'T WAIT TO BE WRAPPED IN YOUR LOVING ARMS AND FEEL YOUR HEART BEAT WITH MINE I CAN'T BELEAVE HOW LUCK I AM TO HAVE SOMEONE AS AMAZEING AS YOU IN MY AND SAMANTHA'S LIFE BABY YOU KNOW SHE'S YOUR DAUGHTER TOO...I WILL DO MY BEST TO MAKE YOU AS HAPPY AS YOU MAKE ME...WE LOVE YOU Music Video:I DO (CHERISH YOU) (by Mark Wills)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Life
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

As A Matter Of Fact
you can have a day rotten as hell pissed and gripeing till the end of time im not say getting pissed and angry is wrong vent get it out of your system. as a matter of fact now its a waste of my time and energy. so you can rant and rave all you want on something i done or should have done or something i did or didnt do so shout kick up you heels and stomp all you want because im still standing there with a smile on my face waiting for you to calm down now when your done i will gladly come up to you and say do you feel better now. now that the ranting and venting is over we can have a conversation not a yelling match. and for most of us guys/gals if we didnt give a shit we wouldnt be standing there letting you shout,sware,berade us,and scream. so now was it worth all the screaming to make your self heard... sorry its a waste of my time to and energy to scream shout at another person.

Rockfest!!!!
OMG.... Rockfest is in two days.... I am so excited... I feel like a little kid a Christmas! Ahhh... the lovely sights of Hinder.... Three Days Grace.... Bullet For My Valentine..... those are just a few! Wow... I'm ranting but damn I am just so excited!!!!

(c) Rixmix Publishing
Sometimes a love holds on Long after all hope is gone Can't Hide the Pain now that I know how I went wrong Lookin back I guess I see it now How Losin you puts it all… together some-how That's why my heart keeps choosin you Every night when the lights go out You're the last thing i dream about And the first thing that I miss when I wake up Broken hearts and Broken chains Broken promises all the same And I know this time I'm the one to blame You say I've changed, that I have no heart Right about that It's been torn apart I gave it away to sumone I loved For that i am to blame Cause now it hangs on a broken chain tucked a - way dark Just like the one I just can't seem To let go of right now The only piece of a memory Of the day you said that you'd always love me don't want that old heart back Til it quits wantin you Broken hearts and Broken chains Broken promises all the same And I know this time I'm the one to blame

How To Make A Long Distance Relationship Work
It's hard enough to make local relationships work, but having miles, States, and sometimes even an ocean between you makes it even more difficult. However, successful long distance relationships can and do exist. Here's how to give yours every chance to survive and thrive. Ask the important questions at the onset, to make sure you are both clear on the parameters of the relationship. These can be difficult and awkward questions to ask, but will save you great heartache and misunderstanding down the line. Are you open to the possibility of relocating if the relationship should become more serious? Take advantage of the benefits a long distance relationship offers: more time with friends and/or family, no arguments over toothpaste caps, the pleasure of seeing your sweetheart again after a long absence, time to mull your options (rather than snapping at your partner impulsively) before you respond to that email s/he wrote that seemed so rude the first time you read it, etc. Mos

To Measure Love
To Measure Love I measure love in moments spent with you, dim candlelight, touch of your hand on mine, delightful kisses soft as morning dew, caresses tingling up and down my spine. I measure love when out of my dire need I reach for you in times of weariness. You always find the time to gently lead and walk beside me through my dark distress. I measure love not by the words you say, but by your soothing hand upon my head when I am sick; the kind and thoughtful way that you take charge and tuck the kids in bed. My dearest spouse, your loving acts convey by far much more than simple words could say.

I'm Touched.
This is the best email I've gotten all day. If you will get banged by your pennis with middle-aged woman? Look www.2211122. And add COM after dot at the end. I'm not entirely sure what it means, but it's beautifuly written.

Involuntary Muscle Contractions
Subject: Fw: Involuntary Muscle Contractions A Professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the Professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your ass hole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies." The professor laughed so hard he could not continue with the class.

People
I HAVE OVER 500 PEOPLE ON MY DAMN FRIENDS LIST AND OUTTA THOSE 500 I TALK TO MAYBE 3..YOU KNOW SINCE I GOT MARRIED ALL YOU OTHER PEOPLE JUST STOPPED TALKIN TO ME...GROW UP..IM HAPPY...NO ONE RATES OR COMMENTS ME ANYMORE..CT HAS CHANGED SO MUCH AND ITS BULLSHIT...IF YOU WANNA FUCKIN STAY AS A FRIEND TALK TO ME RATE ME OR COMMENT

Worth It!
As with the ripples of a setting tide, Peace and serenity are fully restored, Somehow i look upon the water, And my mind is no longer ignored, With a gentle caress of kindness, And a very positive flow, His heart, I'll wrap my love around, So contentment is felt in his soul, His smile is yet so amaizing, It carries over into his eyez, With his arms around me, I felt so safe and my heart cant deny, This man is very special to me, He stands out, with a light of his own, I wish i was the one, to make him happy, Where with my heart, He would call home, I get the feeling he has been hurt before, How do i take away his fears?? And let him see, Im down, No matter what, I will never bring him any tears, I find myself wanting, to make him happy, Just to make his soul, Truly smile, For this man, I'd give anything i could, I really feel he is worth the while!!! Besos!! Written by: Azalia

The Best Of Tas
I've added some clips from my podcast, The Tuesday Afternoon Show to my stash. I've only added a few because most of them are NSFW (strong language, adult themes). If you'd like to hear the rest, you can find them at http://johnhmaloney.imeem.com/music/ (along with a few tunes from my upcoming cd). Btw, most of them are only a few minutes, but if you're going to be listening to The Court Sketch, get comfy it's just over 18 minutes. Enjoy. :)

What's Wrong With This Picture?
Man robbed bank to buy fake breasts An Austrian man has been jailed after robbing a bank to pay for a breast operation for his transvestite lover. Car mechanic Robert Steinwirt, 29, was caught just hours after he handed over the £7,000 he had robbed from the bank in Grinzens, Austria, to a plastic surgeon. The surgeon called police because he was suspicious that the mechanic wanted to pay him so much money in cash up front for the operation. Steinwert has been sentenced to six years in prison.

Roid Ears!!
Man pulls passenger jet with ears A Leicester man is hoping to walk into the record books after pulling a passenger jet with his ears. Manjit Singh, 57, pulled the aircraft 12ft along the apron at East Midlands Airport, at Castle Donington in Leicestershire, reports the BBC. He will now send off video footage of the record attempt to be verified by officials at the Guinness World Book of Records. The Jetstream passenger plane weighed approximately 7.4 tonnes. Manjit already holds 30 world records, which include pulling a double decker bus with his hair and lifting 85 kg with his ears. Speaking after the record attempt, he said: "I don't feel too bad, I have a little bit of pain around the ears but I'm ok. "I feel really, really pleased that I've managed to achieve this and am very grateful to the people who made it possible." The attempt raised money for his charity Manjit Fitness, which aims to get children living in his native Mahilpur, India involved in sport.

Chase Tower Is Awesome.
So Chase Tower is awesome. Kevin, the guy that interviewed me, said that a lot of really important people go through there. FBI, Secret Service, High Ranking Judges, "Rock stars", the mayor, the governor, people like that. So I'm pretty excited. I went up to the "High Roller's" floor, where people hold half a million dollar wedding receptions, and where famous people eat. Oh my god, it is so nice up there. I start training on Tuesday. I got all my paperwork and stuff done today. All I need to find is my high school diploma and take two tests online. Easy stuff. Sammy is happy. =] Copy and paste if you care to see where I work. http://www.endeavor-re.com/office/ChaseTower/ChaseTower.html

Love, When You Know If Said To You
I LOVE YOU The words "I love you" do tell you how I feel, but they don't convey the sincerity or the depth of that love. If I could find the words to truly express my feelings for you, then that would surely make the greatest poem, or greatest prose ever written. If my love for you could be painted into a picture, people from all over the world would come to marvel at it's beauty. When I look at your perfection, I do so with much more than just my eyes. When I hold you tightly at night, it is not with just my arms that I caress you. As I utter the words "I would spend the rest of my life with you" , you should also hear, "I would give my life my for you." What little I have in this life I offer you...but more importantly I surrender my heart and my soul to you. Maybe now when you hear me utter the words "I love you", you'll know that they come from so much more than just my mouth... And even though it takes me but a moment to say them, I would have those wor

For Amazingbaby.......
FORGOTTEN IN THESE WASTED DREAMS LEFT TO FIND MY UNWALKED PATH A GLIMMER OF HOPE AS YOU STRIDE UP TO ME WHILE THE SLIGHTEST TOUCH OF YOUR HAND EXCITES ME BRUSHING ACROSS THE TENDERNESS OF MY SKIN LEAVING ME WANTING MORE BUT ALAS, 'TIS BUT A DREAM; A FAIRYTALE OF SORROW CAPTURED IS MY SOUL IN THE TWISTING FATE THAT IS YOU BROUGHT UPON BY THE JADED PAST I CARRY AND LEFT TO TURN TO DUST ON THIS LONELY ROAD BUT FOR EVERY OUNCE OF PAIN AND TEAR I HAVE SHED I WOULD NEVER FORGET YOU FOR YOU ARE MY HEARTS' DESIRE MY SOULS LONGING THE WASTED LOVE I WOULD HAVE AGAIN. **I hope that you enjoy this everyone.....again I will do these for you....Just because.....if you would like one, SHOUT me at any time.** KingDrago

Untitled Poem
This is a poem I wrote a few nights ago about how the man that is my husband, makes me feel most of the time. Everywhere I turn there is a shadow that falls over my head. I can't see where I am going and it's scaring me to death. Hold me close and keep me safe Tell me everything is okay. Something in me is screaming screaming to get out. I don't know what it is, or where it came from. It washed over me like a tide wave. Crushing my chest, making it hard to breathe. Take this pain away from me. Pain in my heart, is worse than any other pain I could ever feel. Though pain is what i feel when you are around. You say you love me, but you always leave me. You leave me alone and cold Wondering when you will be back. I feel I have lost you, and if I have then you have lost me too. You can't make me happy anymore, So I think I should go. Go in search of somthing better, something new and exciting. To make myself happy!

I Would Know I Was Loved If Told This
I LOVE YOU, (WROTE BY STICKY TO HIS GIRL CHERRY) The words "I love you" do tell you how I feel, but they don't convey the sincerity or the depth of that love. If I could find the words to truly express my feelings for you, then that would surely make the greatest poem, or greatest prose ever written. If my love for you could be painted into a picture, people from all over the world would come to marvel at it's beauty. When I look at your perfection, I do so with much more than just my eyes. When I hold you tightly at night, it is not with just my arms that I caress you. As I utter the words "I would spend the rest of my life with you" , you should also hear, "I would give my life my for you." What little I have in this life I offer you...but more importantly I surrender my heart and my soul to you. Maybe now when you hear me utter the words "I love you", you'll know that they come from so much more than just my mouth... And even though it takes me but a mome

Sticky Wrote This For Is Girl-- I Say If A Girl Said This To U Guys Would U Know U Were Loved
I LOVE YOU The words "I love you" do tell you how I feel, but they don't convey the sincerity or the depth of that love. If I could find the words to truly express my feelings for you, then that would surely make the greatest poem, or greatest prose ever written. If my love for you could be painted into a picture, people from all over the world would come to marvel at it's beauty. When I look at your perfection, I do so with much more than just my eyes. When I hold you tightly at night, it is not with just my arms that I caress you.,,(THIS WAS WORTE MY A FRIEND OF MIND STICKY THAT HE WROTE FOR HIS GIRL , SO ROMANTIC UH) As I utter the words "I would spend the rest of my life with you" , you should also hear, "I would give my life my for you." What little I have in this life I offer you...but more importantly I surrender my heart and my soul to you. Maybe now when you hear me utter the words "I love you", you'll know that they come from so much more than just my

Coaching
Coaching >> >>At one point during a game, the coach called one of his 9-year-old >>baseball >>players aside and asked, "Do you understand what cooperation is? What a >>team >>is?" >> >>The little boy nodded in the affirmative. >> >>"Do you understand that what matters is whether we win or lose >>together as >>a >>team?" >> >>The little boy nodded yes. >> >>"So," the coach continued, "I'm sure you know, when an out is called, >>you shouldn't argue, curse, attack the umpire, or call him a >>pecker-head. Do you understand all that?" >> >>Again the little boy nodded. >> >>He continued, "And when I take you out of the game so another boy gets >>a chance to play, it's not good sportsmanship to call your coach 'a >>dumb ass' is it?" >> >>Again the little boy nodded. >> >>"Good," said the coach. "Now go over there and explain all that to >>your grandmother".

My New Favorite Song...
Someone recently gave Me a copy of this, sung by Gina Glocksen of "American Idol"...She has a great voice, but I recall when this song first came out, and Heart, in any of their career stages have been a favorite of Mine for many years...Anyway, here are the words...they mean so much... Heart - Alone I hear the ticking of the clock I'm lying here the room's pitch dark I wonder where you are tonight No answer on the telephone And the night goes by so very slow Oh I hope that it won't end though Alone Till now I always got by on my own I never really cared until I met you And now it chills me to the bone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone you don't know how long i have wanted to touch your lips and hold you tight You don't know how long I have waited and I was going to tell you tonight But the secret is still my own and my love for you is still unknown Alone Till now I always got by on my own I never really cared until I met you And now it chill

Lip Reading Video Cameras, Conspiracy? I Think Not.
All I have to say is wow. If you live in England you should be terrified of this and for the sake of Americans stand up for you rights. Because if we elect another republican president you can bet that these will be coming to America within a year of takin office. Lip Reading Surveillance Cameras To Stop Terror "Read my lips...." used to be a figurative saying. Now the British government is considering taking it literally by adding lip reading technology to some of the four million or so surveillance cameras in order identify terrorists and criminals by watching what everyone says. http://www.infowars.net/articles/april2007/270407lip_reading.htm

Rates2
I know people do not read blogs, How do I know? Well I know because I am still being rated by blokes. I have been rated 10 by a 65 yo man. If that was not so sad I would be real yuck. So Fellas, Please NEVER expect me to respond to you.

*sigh*
Well, my best friend's daughter Gracie(seen in a lot of my pics) has been staying with us pretty much all week. I'm happy, I treat her like my own daughter. But I'm out of money, out of food stamps, and kinda screwed until my check comes in(supposed to be this week, but havent gotten it yet.) Deanna didnt send her over any change of clothes or toys. So she's wearing Zach's clothes, luckily I found some blue jeans and a grey shirt to fit her and I found some of my little pony tail holders and put her hair in pigtails so she doesn't look like a boy.

Temporary Situations Like Living
you welcome me back with open arms then you use me like a punching bag you knew it was only temporary but still you say im stabbing you in the back that i wont make it and that i can never come back take all my shit and get the fuck out if thats how it is then whats this really all about my next living situations temporary too but its a vacation compared to living with you maybe i wont make it maybe ill get kicked out ill sell allmy shit and live in my car ill never come back to you they say family sticks together but thats not the case here it always bumpy weather when you are near and even though im stronger then you you still inflict fear im your daughter not your bitch lets get that fucking straight and maybe in your next life you just wont fucking date and if you do make sure they rap there dick so you dont have another kid to make feel like shit go get drunk like you used to you might as fucking well at least then youd pass aout and leave

The Nine Satanic Statements Revisited
(From http://www.necronomi.com/magic/satanism/CoS9.html) The Nine Statements Of The Church Of Satan Revisited: by Tani Jantsang Here are 9 simple statements I'm sure you've read. But did you read them? And yes, they are as simple, if not simpler than the colorful way I tried to define something that one must be able to feel in order to grasp. I used science (along with Marsh) to prove this thing we feel is very real. This thing we feel is not emotional at all. It's as real and tactile a feeling as: "Feel this texture," or "Feel this good feeling in the stomach after that great Delmonico Steak." This not only started a war of qubbling rubbish by people who can't feel this thing and don't understand any of the science behind it, but even after some scientific experts explained it and told the fools that it was on the ball, correct, they still simply "chose" to not believe it! Yet this is not a thing o

Cherrytap
I was introduced to this site by my sister-apri! At first i didn't know what the heck it was or where to begin..I know a few more friends thinking the same thing...well yesterday at a friends house we crammed around the computer and within five minutes..I was hooked... This site is awesome..its a place where you can let yourself go and your not judged for it..its great...there is no other site like this...

How I Feel!
Miles and miles of perfect sin- I swear, I said , I fit right in I fit right in your perfect skin Give me a reason to be beautiful So sick in this body So sick in this soul I'll give you this body, just sell me your soul Oh, and everything I am will be bought and sold Oh, and everything I am will turn hard and cold And they say, in the end- you'll get bitter- just like them And they steal your heart away When the fire goes out, you better learn to fake It's better to rise, than to fade away Hey, you were right. Named a star for your eyes. Did you freeze? Did you weep? Turn to gold? Baby- sleep. honey of mine I was there all the time. And I weep at your feet. SO I SAY FUCK IT ALL!! AND I NEED A BREAK

My Three Mistakes
MY THREE MISTAKES Your once hazel eyes are now so god damned transparent.. Your true intentions have now become so fucking apparant. Look me right in the eye you piece of shit and lie to me.. Ill look right back at your sorry ass and pretend to believe. In a place where the butterflies once fluttered inside... Has been replaced with feelings of disgust that I chose not to hide. Im tired ...This game to me has now grown old... That once warm feeling has now turned so fucking cold. The day I laid eyes upon you I knew it was a fucking mistake.. But against all odds I chanced it..The FIRST mistake I would make. The words you spewed to me all of which were untrue... I ate them right up..stupid me. MISTAKE NUMBER TWO This dissidence is too much for me to take.. Deep down I knew you were just a big fucking fake.. I hope you fucking read this and take a glimpse into my soul... Then figure out how a heart so full of love can turn black as coa

Lies !
You talked of all the lies, what about all the different guys. Then you act as if nothing is wrong, should have known all along. I never meant nothing to you, now I know what to do. Go on and enjoy my life, and maybe someday find my wife. Lies are what we both told, never said my heart was gold. I did try my very best, and never did do any less. So take your lies and take them to heart, here is to a brand new start. Glad you were there to let me see, that happy is all I wanted to be.

Molestation
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com In the US, 1 in 3 girls and 1 in 7 boys are molested by someone they know by the time they reach 18 years old. I ( Karmic Kisses) am one of these girls! It is up to Us to change these statisitcs!!!! Do your part Be Vocal!!!!

Great News!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay you know how i was all pissed that i hadnt heard from the doctor about my son. Well as soon as i got home there was a message saying my son's EEG was normal and i could start to take my son off his anti-seizure meds. That made my day so much better on so many levels. He should be off of his seizure meds before his birthday which will be good. Im just so happy i dont know what to do with myself.....

I Dont Know Something That Popped In My Head
smoke a blunt drink a beer kill someone your time is near we dont have time to play these games just pull my hair and say my name you came here with one thing on your mind to get fucked proper and smoke a dime to get felt up and drink a brew then wake up in the morning and bid adu no feelings hurt i made you squirt you hurry and put on your skirt you spend the day wondering is he thinking of you you love the dick does it love you too your heads spining with thoughts of last night you want him as a husband which makes you his wife so as it started you say it ends you drink a beer and cry with friends they smoke your weed and call you a whore what comes next a knock at the door he stands there with roses, candy, and shit he said i hope you dont want me for my dick the sex was good and that night was great but for days i sit and wait i sat, drank, and got clowned by these hoes he looks at them and said time to go he grabs their shit and tosses it out the door look

R.i.p. Pvt3 Richard Wilson
i saw this in bulletion his sister posted and want us all to honor his memory and remember his sister and family in prayers plz LiLAngelicBabiigurl~Scooter Bar Beauty Crew@ CherryTAP-HEY YALL CAN YALL PLZ REPOST THIS AND PASS IT ON PLZ PRAY N KEEP MY BROTHER IN YALL PRAYERS N THOUGHT MY BROTHERS LIFE WAS TOOK THIS MORNIN DURING DRILL IN THE MINE FIELDS HE WAS IN THE NATIONAL GUARDS N HE WAS GRADUATIN TRAININ JUNE 1 2007 N THEN GOIN TO AIT SCHOOL IN OKLAHOMA BUT HE WAS IN FT JACKSON SC .. BETWEEN SEPT-JAN HE WAS GOIN TO IRAQ TO FIGHT FOR HIS COUNTRY SO PLZ KEEP HIM IN YALL PRAYERS N THOUGHTS HE WAS 18YRS OLD PVT3 RICHARD WILSON

In Memory Of Razncox's Yorkie Named Sissy 04/27/2007
In Memory Of RaZnCoX's Yorkie Named Sissy 04/27/2007 If You Will, Would You All Please Send RaZnCoX Your Sympathy. She Is Feeling Pretty Hurt Right Now. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/176146 Sissy Will Never Be Forgotten

Wake Up!
Will we ever relize the things that we have done? Will we be strong enough to accept the responsiablities of these actions we once thought were so Valid. HOw we as people are so truley blind, Justifing every thing wrong we have ever done, to put the blame on someone else, and so quick to judge. Sometimes this world gets so overwhelming, to feel all of you in so much needless pain....so much greif over things that we our selves Have caused.... Instead of crying about it, why don't we change? We are so programed to soscity's wonderless, careless, and televised mannerizums that we have forgotten about what really matters in life.

Lost (poem)
LOST im a lost soul trapped in my thoughts walking on a path of memories and taunts scar'd by my childhood and teenage years each and every day i fear'd was he going to scream and shout? was his beating utensils gonna come out? at age 16 my dream came true i met my real father that day in june a father/daughter relationship then grew and he gives me the love i never knew. up until my 20th year i wondered if the man i fear would go away or just disappear but he didnt so i moved out started my life and a fresh new start had a son at 21 and so my adult life had begun but now that i am almost 28 he still treats me like i'm 8 how do i make him understand he needs to treat me for the grown woman and mother that i am. im not a child im now an adult thats what happens its not my fualt BY.Trin,

Getting Old
A concept that crossed my mind when chatting with a dear friend today. I know how it is to feel OLD. I do allot. Not warn out, but .... well like ... more behind then ahead. I guess. Not so much a loss, but a memory of what was once. Losing the places in time which were.

Mistake........
We once had something special We had our ups and downs There were times when we fell We always came back round Those times we had were fun Those times we had were good Life was brighter then the sun I wouldn’t change that if I could I loved you as my best friend This love began to grow We could no longer pretend It was obviously on show Life was looking good It couldn’t get any better Who’d have thought it would Start beginning to shatter Perhaps we took things too fast Or perhaps we both rushed in We really wanted it to last Through the thick and thin I’ll never understand my heart My feelings were astray I wanted us to part I threw it all away I thought its what I wanted My feelings told me so My feelings they betrayed Because it isn’t so This time apart is awful It has made me realize now How much I miss you truly If I could only fix it how I fear it may be too late I pray I can be forgiven Without y

11 Things Ct Is Not Ment For
a friend of mine posted this and its so true haha if you dont like offensive words then dont read it This is hilarious and so true, I had to repost it. Sorry if some of it is offensive!! ONE. there is NO SUCH THING as a CT tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO. To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE. Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a fucking moron. FOUR. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. FIGHTING ONLINE is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE. Quit crying b/c you're not on someones LIST. who cares? ITS CT!!! SIX. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or mess

Funny T.g.i.f. Stuff Enjoy
Hey Whatz Goodz EveryBody My Family-Friends And New *cHERRY=tAPERS* Enjoy Your Weekend T.G.I.F In Case You Haven't Add Me Fan And Rate Me Please Take The Time And Check Me Out My Page I Will Return The Love 10 Folds My Word Thanks Enjoy The Funny Ass Shit Below Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com

Rough Sweet Fun
Rough, Sweet, Fun Rough, Sweet, Fun Take me for the ride I want Make me hurt Make me bleed Cut through me like butter Rough, Sweet, Fun Take me for the ride I want Bruise me Fuck me Make me cry Cut me down Take me for the ride I want Beat me Chain me Stab me Rough, Sweet, Fun Make me hurt Make me bleed Make me a doll Used and worn Take me for what I am Rough, Sweet, Fun ~me~

Black List
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This Was To A Guy I Dated In Ninth Grade..lol
For John Daniel Hamilton III For John Daniel Hamilton III... A kiss as gentle as a flower, a touch as tender as a tear, my heart beats faster and more furious, whenever I feel you near. You're there to listen when I need you, and to hold me if I cry. Within my heart I don't have to wonder, if it be the truth, or just a lie. With a smile brighter than the sun, and eyes more beautiful than the stars, my body does but ache for you, though held back by physical bar. Obstacles may come our way, in physical or emotional form, but in your arms is where I'll stay, while my heart doth battle the storm. Due to mutual differences, we ended the relationship on December 2, 2001 after 5 months and 2 days. Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

I Slept...
I slept... A tender kiss, a warm embrace, I live each day, to see your face. A smile of gold, and a laugh that's true. These are only a few of the things, I love about you. The way you walk, is care-free and simple, like you don't have a care in the world. Your sexy eyes, outlined with lashes, beautiful and naturally curled. Big strong arms, and beautiful hands, keep me warm and safely kept, I loved the way you sat and held me, while dreamily, I slept... Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

Wrote This One In Seventh Grade W/ My Friend Amanda...
P.M.S. There's one week in a month, when you wish everyone to hell. Your head aches, your stomach cramps, and your body begins to swell. You jump on everybody, for the stupidist little things, but that's just the half... of what your period brings... Before it ever happens, you leave your hair a mess. You don't give a damn what you look like, we call this P.M.S. Your friends try to help, but you're so hard to deal with... Your teachers sometimes tell you, that you're going down the wrong path. When it's done and over, you leap and jump for joy... When it starts over again, you wish you'd been born a boy!!! Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

You Think You Know...but You Have No Idea...
Who Are YOU? I am loud, I am funny, and I am smart. I am ME. No one changes me...It's impossible to try. My personality is unique. There's not another one like it. I am ME. I am crazy, I am beautiful, and I am thick. I have been hurt too. But I will not be broken. STILL, I am ME. I am artistic. I am CREATIVE. I am ME. NO ONE ELSE. I have been lied to, lied ON, and taken advantage of. I have remained strong through everything... That's why I AM ME. Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

Wishes...
Wishes... I've been through fire and ice, sunshine and rain, with a "permanent" face of happiness, and a beautiful smile to hide the pain. I wish I could hold you next to me, and feel your breath upon my neck, I wish so much for you to see, the pain your absence brings. I really believe I love you, more than you'll ever know... I hope forever you'll love me too, until God calls me home. I want so much to be with you, my heart aches for your touch... I want your body next to mine, I wanna hold you so much. I wish I could tell you I love you, and hear you tell me too, I want so much to say the things, I'll never get to say to you. Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

Omg I Wrote This Stuff? Lol
You... More and more lately, I've caught myself thinking of you; Of the places you go, And the things that you do... I wish I could be there with you, As you go through your day,with a hug,a kiss, And all the right things to say... I'd hold you, and kiss you, And whisper in your ear... I'd tell you my deepest secrets, And everything that I fear... I love kissing your neck, And making you shake...I love your lips, your eyes, And the love that we make... I love kissing your toes, And the tips of your fingers...I love, after I've kissed you, The taste that lingers... You're perfect to me, In every possible way...I'll love you forever! There's nothing more left to say! Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

My Heart
The falling rain a heart in pain the dark of night no more light Will I ever be free to just be me to fall in love or see the stars above Is it too late to find my soulmate I thought all was good I definitely misunderstood The tears pour out what is love about I thought I knew but I know it's not true How I wish you could see what it's done to me I have been through hell not all is well So if you still care please do share and give me a sign that you are still mine

New Story
I've written a lot about not being able to write... but for anyone who doesn't stop by my blog regularly, I just 'published' another ertic story on it. Stop by and check it out if you want, leave a message on my tagboard, etc. http://wheretymmestandsstill.blogspot.com/.

Hey I Just Entered My First Contest!!!
Hey Everyone, I just entered my first contest and if I win I get a seven day blast! Yes!!! So if everyone can go to the link and comment bomb my pix if would be awesome! http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=682171&albumid=331777#

Ladies, You'll Giggle At This One!
1. Men are like .. Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like .. Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ....Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like ..Popcorn ..... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like Snowstorms .... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like ...... Lava Lamps . Fun to look at, but not very bright. 13. Men are like Parking Spots All

Sunday April 27, 2007
THE GUY IS ALSO ON THIS SITE TO AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT TILL RECENTLY WELL FROM LOOKING AT HIS SITE, I CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT IS GOING ON. I JUST LOVE BEING MADE A FOOL OUT OF DON'T YOU.. THIS IS ABOUT A GUY I WAS TALKING TO FOR A WHILE, WE HAD A LOT IN COMMON AND HE MADE ME FEEL REALLY COMFORTABLE, AND HE WAS VERY UNDERSTANDING, SWEET AND JUST THE PERFECT FRIEND AND COULD HAVE BEEN A LOT MORE TO. HE WILL NOT ANSWER ANY OF MY LETTERS, IMS ON YAHOO , I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, ONE NIGHT WE WHERE TALKING AND HE WAS SILENT AND I WAITED A WHILE TO SEE IF MAYBE HE HAD SOMETHING HE HAD TO DO, SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO COME BACK HE NEVER CAME BACK. THAT DAY WAS APRIL 17, 2007 I TALKED TO HIM ON YAHOO MESSENGER I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM HIM OR TALKED TO HIM SINCE THAT DAY. HE WAS SO NICE TO ME AND WE GOT ALONG GOOD AND HE SEEMED TO BE A REALLY NICE PERSON WE SEEMED TO GET ALONG GREAT. WELL I KEEP TRYING TO GET HIM TO EMAIL ME OR SEND ME AND OFFLINE MESSAGE OR WHEN IM ONLINE I TALK TO HIM BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS

Love Spell
Every time I look at you my heart skips a beat I wonder if you know, my love, that my heart is at your feet I leave it there for you to do whatever that you wish You could take my heart, and love me, Or just leave me in this bliss.

The Court System
Ever wonder how alot of counties make a ton of extra money? I know that one county in Illinois has made alot by the way of hidden costs and fees. I went to pay for an indexing thing and it was supposed to be only $200. It is something they do for certain convictions and I do not think it is fair to do so. They had ordered it so why should I have to pay for it. Come to find out there were all kinds of court costs and filing fees on top of it. These are all hidden fees which you never know about. I had them refund what I had paid and have to argue it in court. Some of the paperwork was misplaced (I wonder why?) ans some things were never entered. I know how this particular county like to scam people out of money for things just so they can make more money. It is one of the richest counties in Illinois and it sucks too. I hate it and their system of corruption. Bullshit convictions for the lack of ones cash. What a joke. I hope someone knows what a scam it is and joins in the fight to hav

Cinderella
I’m standing on the stairs in a magnificent hall Wearing the dress that I bought for the ball It’s long and flowing, sparkling white My tiara of diamonds shines in the light At the bottom of the stairs you’re waiting for me And I gracefully float down for all to see You take my hand and touch my face You’re the only one I notice in the expansive space We’re now dancing in shadows of flickering light Holding each other close, holding each other tight You kiss my neck and then touch my face Then kiss my lips in a loving embrace Time stands still whilst we are together Feels so good, it seems like forever I look at the clock, that cannot be right But the bells start to chime, confirming midnight But there’s no need to leave From the ball tonight I’ll be with you my prince For the rest of our life.

Rebirth
From the darkness I awake A seemingly endless slumber Dreaming and biding my time Patient beyond reason Hoping for a brief glimpse A crack in the wall The light of an opening Finally the time has come Timing is right His will has faltered Slipping through into consciousness I'm at last utterly free Now he is trapped Never to return His weakness is my strength His pain my motivation I feel truly alive With his spirit broke And dreams torn asunder Bursting forth like a lion Amongst the lambs His time has passed My time is now He persishes as I thrive We may inhabit the same body But I rule the soul Hello all and pay heed For I have arrived

Real Friends
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

For Those Who Know Me Here
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

The Dawg Is Back!!
K... first things first...going to use one of the best quotes out there "Its friday bitches, lets get fucked up". Second... all the hater on cherry tap can go straight to hell...rating my stuff a 1... that dont fly with me. And third, all the peeps that wanna chat at me, feel free. And the DJ is back in the house for all your music needs!!

Pc Stuff
If you need to scan for virus or worms do the following free scans www.trendmicro.com/hc_intro/default.asp www.bitdefender.com/scan8/ie.html www.kaspersky.com/remoteviruschk.html www.ewido.net/en/onlinescan/ All of these scanns are excellent A virus worm or trojan can kill your PC in a few days all of the simple need is to scan and keep it free of these malicious things. Its time consuming to scan but well worth it to do simple and easy read follow the directions and scan.

Chocolate Cream Cheese Flan
Chocolate Cream Cheese Flan Here's a little something special to add to your dessert repertoire. After all, the only thing better than a cool, luscious flan is a cool, luscious chocolate flan. Credit: Nestle Servings: 12 Ingredients: * 1 cup granulated sugar * 1/2 cup water * 1 1/2 cups (12-fluid-ounce can) Nestle Carnation Evaporated Milk * 1 1/4 cups (14-ounce can) Nestle Carnation Sweetened Condensed Milk * 1 package (8 ounces) cream cheese, softened * 1/2 cup (1 stick) butter, softened (we recommend Land O'Lakes Butter) * 2 packets (1 ounce each) Nestle Toll House Choco Bake Unsweetened Chocolate Flavor * 5 large eggs * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract Directions: Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Combine sugar and water in medium saucepan; cook over low heat, stirring constantly for 3 to 4 minutes, or until dissolved. Increase heat to medium-high; boil, without stirring, for about 15 minutes, or until caramel colored. Quic

Dating Pool Again
as you all may know i was seeing this guy, well things have changed he is a dick and did me wrong and now im not seeing anyone. I am not in to games, and i cant understand why many of u all out there are in to it. some of us are for real and have feelings. well anyhow im on the look out again. wish me luck everyone

Hillbillies2
retouching a few things Current mood: chipper OK well I guess my fans have been asking for a new blog to keep them entertained. Well OK its just Mashall but thats all I need. lol So here goes it. I think I'll just update a few things for you guys. ON COOKING: Since my last blog I have learned that sugar is flammable. News to me!! Unfortunately I didnt read it in a book. I just caught my stove on fire when I missed the pan I was cooking in. I know what you are thinking. AGAIN! No, it was different because last time I started the oven on fire this time it was the top of the stove. See big difference. On Rockwell NC: Oh jeez there is so much! Rednecks formerly known as Hillbillies in my blogs put deer pee on themselves to attract deer. They hunt from up in a tree. So it's nothing like what you see on T.V. If you nail strange buck nuts in a different territory it attracts bucks. Bucks are male deer. Redneck girls like to get bloody and touch yucky dead deer. Deer tell other deer in

My Promise
MY PROMISE TO MY BOYS AND TO LEONARD AND HIS SON MANY TIMES I HAVE MESSED UP AND MANY TIMES I REGRET SO HERE IS MY PROME TO MY FAMILY I PROMISE TO STICK THROUGH THE ROUGH TIMES AND NEVER STRAY AND NEVER RUN AGAIN NO MATTER WHAT IT TOOK ALOT FOR ME TOU REALIZE MY MISSING PIECE WAS ALL OF US TOGETHER A VERY HAPPY FAMILY AND TO LEONARD THE ONLY TRUE LOVE I HAVE EVER KNOWN I WILL NEVER WALK THE OTHER WAY I WILL STAND BESIDE YOU NO MATTER WHAT I DO LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART THE DAY WE MARRY WILL BE THE DAY EVERYONE REALIZES HOW HAPPY WE TRULY ARE AND HOW MUCH WE DO BELONG TOGETHER YES I WILL MARRY YOU AND MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST YOU HAVE EVER BEEN I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART

To All In My Fans And Family Lists
im sorry i haven't stopped by to show you all some cherry love ,but im kinda clumsy with computer stuff i dont know how to do alot of things on here i am learning though ,i will get better o please bear with me

Anorexia By Dj~belladonna~vamperv Goddess Vdc~last Chance Dj~skitzer69's Wife And Chew Toy~
Anorexia I have started to become more and more aware of all the terrible things you have done to me. There just doesnt seem to be any reason to deny them any longer. You are making me suffer through a lot of things I never even realized. No one has any trust in me. Little wonder. I've lied. I've hidden. I've run away. I've used people. I was afraid. I am afraid. I don't have any control. I am volnerable. All I have is myself and even that is a mystery. You told me I could be alone. The kind of alone I don't understand. A circle of only my looks. You said it's a warm place. You lied. It's cold because I have to find shadows. You told me alone would make me strong. It didn't. I weakened. As I entered your world. I now want to be normal. I want to love and be loved. I want to share. I don't want secrets anymore. I want values. I want something peaceful in my life. I've had no peace or happiness for so long. Just pain and frustration that I

Life After Love
more nervous than the first time, as I pull up the drive, She smiles as she asks, "How are you tonight?" I stuble "Im fine" As I open her door, Then a kiss on the cheak, Brought more fear than before, if she only knew, How it kills me, To see her, In your seat, Chorus: Is there life after love, You know, I dont know, I've never been able, To let you go, All those little things, That relight the spark, To the love you left burning, In my heart, She asks me to dance, As I pour more wine, If I could just tell her, she's wasting her time, I try hard to smile, And follow along, As the band strikes up a number, And plays our song, Like a knife through my heart, theres no stopping the pain, One after another, The tears fall the same, Chorus: Is there life after love, You know, I dont know, I've never been able, To let you go, All those little things, That relight the spark, To the love you left burning, In my heart, She said its alri

"i'm Tired"
From a Soldier to Americans. Either Party. "I'm Tired" Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired: I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks through. I'm tired of the hypocrisy of politicians who want to rewrite history when the going gets tough. I'm tired of the disingenuous clamor from those that claim they 'Support the Troops' by wanting them to 'Cut and Run' before victory is achieved. I'm tired of a mainstream media that can only focu

Damn Right Im Proud!!!
Damn right I’m proud. Im not saying I am better than you. Im just saying that I’ve been there before. I still go back there every once in a while. But it doesnt matter does it. Im still fucking here. Im still fighting the fucking system. I’ve been there. I’ve been so low, so low that most people kill them selves when they get there. Maybe not the bullet in the brain, got a lot of shit to clean up kind of dead. No, the slow, painful dying a little bit every day kind of death. I’ve been there too. I’ve been under that bridge with a fucking needle hanging out of my arm, on the verge of passing out, thinking, “this is it, this is the moment I die.” And knowing that it is. But I’m still here. I’m still fighting this goddamn fight. I’ll never say Im better than you. I’m just saying I’ve been there. Anybody thats been there and tells you that its fucking easy to come back is full of shit. Its not easy. Its hard. And theres days you swear that you are going to die. Theres

When Love Ends
When love ends, A new pain begins.. An empty feeling, A broken spirit that needs healing. Emotions hard to control, A tattered heart, hard to console. Dreams so shattered, Unspoken thoughts left scattered. No answers to be found.. Only to the pain you are bound. When love ends, Misery sets in.. You're left to fight it alone. Into a battle of heart and mind, you are thrown. Trying to forget the one in your heart.. While you slowly fall apart. Drifting away from a love you knew, Is so much easier to say than to do. Pain that leaves you feeling drained, A lonely feeling, hard to explain. When love ends... A new pain begins.

The Seven Deadly Sins
A fallen mans tendency, has now become to sin, Unleashing utter misery, from the soul deep within. Creating a harmful threat, of eternal damnation, Once unleashed on the world there will be no salvation, For when a sin is committed, life will fall from grace, These seven deadly sins, bring terror with a trace. Lust causes an obsession, on sexual thoughts and desire, To grasp upon ones love, of whom which they admire. A Foolish man does not realize, that love differs from lust, By the time it's realized, woman will look with disgust. Unfulfilled lusts, does lead one into an addiction, Rape being an outcome, for ones final conviction. Gluttony is overindulgence, which one will consume, Enough food and drink for there stomach to balloon, Causing ones healthy body, to physically break down, This destructive behavior, could destroy an entire town. Alcoholism, soon begins to rise, with excessive drinking, This substance abuses is moralized without one blinking. Gree

Orgasms Are So Complex
Okay Yeah Sure, they can be one of the most intense pleasures that our bodies are capable of delivering, but the aftermath of the orgasm is a bitch. Even more so is the preceeding bullshit. All the - *ahem* - ins and outs in the quest of achieving the almighty orgasm. Almost makes me not want to bother. Almost. Men have it relatively easy. Male orgasms are much easier to attain than female ones. The main concern of the male orgasm is what to do with the byproduct. It can vary in quantity, texture and taste, all of which affects the level of desire of the male's partner to "dispose" of it in an oral manner. Plus there's the lethal aspect of semen. The whole fertilization issue. Ew. Of course, this is assuming that the man in question has a partner to share the results of his labor. If he's flying solo and there's a sock handy, then it just becomes an issue of having another article of clothing to send through the wash. The byproduct of the male orgasm is the greatest obstacle that

Should Children Witness Childbirth? :)
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl, to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Mommy pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his ass again!" If you don't laugh at this one, there's no hope for you.

Hurt (another Something I Wrote)
Hurt It's taking over It makes me ache The feeling of lonliness The darkness that seeps into my vains I feel myself changing Into what im unsure I feel numb I feel unwanted I feel broken I feel Hurt!