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Whoop Whoop!!!
Well, I guess one person CAN make a difference..since my last blog entry, I've talked with both my bf and his mother, and it seems that I've gotten through to her, at least on some level. Since her initial reaction of "we need to just avoid each other", we've talked, and now, even if she's still got that mentality (we all know that won't change over night) she's not showing it around me or Daniel (my bf). We actually spent the entire weekend around her, and that word never once came out of her mouth. I can tell times when she wants to say it, but she catches herself and changes what she was about to say. It's amazing what a conversation can do. I think that what got to her, and got her to listen was when she actually TALKED to me, and saw how it hurt me to think about Destiny. Hey, if it took me showing someone that their words really hurt me to change the situation, it was worth it. I can't play Ms. Tough Girl all the time. Anyways...since my last blog entry was a freaking boo

Iron
The Iron never lies to you. You can walk outside and listen to all kinds of talk. get told that you're a god or a total bastard. The Iron will always kick you the real deal. The Iron is the great reference point. the all-knowing perspective giver. Always there like a beacon in the pitch black. I have found the Iron to be my greatest friend. It never freaks out on me, never runs, Friends may come and go. But two hundred pounds is always two hundred pounds.

The Darkness....
The darkness holds a calming potion within it. No one can see you in the dark. No one can point out your faults, make fun of your appearance, or poke at your faults. The darkness holds a security that nothing else can. Yet the darkness is very fragile, a single match can erode the darkness. A single candle can make the darkness disappear. But where is the candle? Where is the match? Where ……

How To Read Wiccan/pagan Runes
Fehu -- -- wealth, luck, responsibility, creative energy; used to draw in energy for a given magickal operation, or as the moving force behind a working Uruz -- positive strength, determination, perseverance, courage, physical health, assertiveness; include in any healing Thurisaz -- protection, combating any action, curses (but be careful -- can backfire easily!) Ansuz -- can be used to gain knowledge of Odin, the gods, our own ancestors and ancestral heritage Raido -- ability to control, take initiatives, put things in order, be the boss, move or remove things, direct magickal energies where needed Kenaz -- kinship, learning, teaching, quest for knowledge and passing knowledge on; gaining occult knowledge from other planes; use for astral or shamanic travel; exposing what is hidden Gebo -- reconciles two opposed or complementary forces; use to bind or to give blessings or curses Wunjo -- realize true will, wishing; combines well with Raido (ability to cont

Headlines Year 2029
. Ozone created by electric cars now killing millions in the seventh largest country in the world, Mexifornia , formerly known as California . White minorities still trying to have English recognized as Mexifornia's third language. Spotted Owl plague threatens northwestern United States crops and livestock. Baby conceived naturally. Scientists stumped. Couple petitions court to reinstate heterosexual marriage. Last remaining Fundamentalist Muslim dies in the AmericanTerritory of the Middle East (formerly known as Iraq , Afghanistan , Syria and Lebanon ). Iran still closed off; physicists estimate it will take at least 10 more years before radioactivity decreases to safe levels. France pleads for global help after being taken over by Jamaica . Castro finally dies at age 112; Cuban cigars can now be imported legally, but President Chelsea Clinton has banned all smoking. George Z. Bush says he will run for President in 2036. Pos

Mystic Angel
I WATCHED A SPECIAL ANGEL, FALL OUT FROM THE SKY; THERE WAS NO BREAKING HIM DOWN, HE WAS ALWAYS FLYING HIGH. HE HAS TOUCHED OUR HEARTS AND MIND, I CAN SAY THERE IS NO OTHER OF HIS KIND! HE SOMETIMES PLAYS HARD, BUT WE KNOW HIS HEART IS FOR SURE; WE REALLY KNOW HIS HEART IS SURELY PURE! WE ALL LOVE THIS SPECIAL ANGEL WITH EVERY BREATH WE TAKE! WE KNOW HE WILL BE THERE FOR US WITH EVERY STEP AND THOUGHT WE HAVE, BECAUSE HIS LOVE FOR US, WE CAN'T BREAK! HIS SMILE IS SO GORGEOUS THAT IT MELTS MY HEART AWAY! I PRAY THIS SPECIAL ANGEL WILL STAY! I CAN NOT SPEAK FOR MOST RIGHT NOW. BUT I HOPE EVEN WITHIN THE FALLEN SNOW. YOU WILL STAY WITHIN OUR REACH. BECAUSE TO ME, YOUR LOVE IS AS SWEET AS A PEACH! JUST ANOTHER ONE OF MY THOUGHT, YOUR LOVE CAN NOT BE BOUGHT. I LOVE OUR MYSTIC ANGEL AND THAT I CAN NOT LIE, I WILL LOVE YOU MYSTIC ANGEL UNTIL THE DAY I DIE!! LOVE YA MYSTIC ANGEL AND KEEP THE ROOM ROCKING AND FULL OF LOVE WHILE I AM GONE!

Sending Coded Messages
We all go through times of struggle against the world. In these times, we are inclined to hold our cards pretty close to our chin. In dreaming, this may be expressed as sending coded messages or communication.Privacy is a tenuous feature in this world. The need for human association calls us toward exposure, while our need for personal security draws us to pull the shades. Consequently, we simultaneously expose and cover through coded communication. This dream may reflect a feeling that only one or two people in your life can comprehend your deepest thoughts and fears. Another scenario is that you are looking for a safe way to express guilt. A third option is that others cannot comprehend your meaning. Who is the message for and why did it need to be coded? Did the receiver understand the code? Were you in captivity, spying, or trying to conceal your meaning in a public forum for other intentions? This may indicate that the code is a metaphor for a deeper sense of relat

Telephone
The telephone often appears in dreams as a link between you and other dream characters who are physically inaccessible, but influential on the dream outcome. Many times, you will know who is on the other end of the phone before you pick it up to speak in your dream. The way you connect yourself to others with the dream phone is important. To whom is also important. The phone is often called the next best thing to being there. Consequently, using the phone in your dream indicates that while a person is influential in you life, they are not as connected with you as perhaps they could be or you would like them to be.

Suits My Mood
The Mountains Win Again by* Blues Traveler (from the album 'four') I pick up my smile put it in my pocket Hold it for a while try not to have to drop it Men are not to cry so how am I to stop it Keep it all inside don't show how much she rocked ya Ooh can you feel the same Ooh you gotta love the pain Ooh it looks like rain again Ooh I feel it comin' in The mountains win again The mountains win again Dreams we dreamed at night were never meant to come to life I can't understand the ease she pulled away her hand This time in my life I was hurt enough to care I guess from now on I'll be careful what I share Ooh can you feel the same Ooh ya gotta love the pain Ooh it looks like rain again Yeah feel it comin' in The mountains win again A pocket is no place for a smile anyway Someday I will find love again will blow my mind Maybe it will be that love that got away from me Is there a line to write that could make you cry tonight Can yo

May 12th Fibromyalgia Awareness Day
What is fibromyalgia? Fibromyalgia is a chronic condition causing pain, stiffness, and tenderness of the muscles, tendons, and joints. Fibromyalgia is also characterized by restless sleep, awakening feeling tired, fatigue, anxiety, depression, and disturbances in bowel function. Fibromyalgia was formerly known as fibrositis. While fibromyalgia is one of the most common diseases affecting the muscles, its cause is currently unknown. The painful tissues involved are not accompanied by tissue inflammation. Therefore, despite potentially disabling body pain, patients with fibromyalgia do not develop body damage or deformity. Fibromyalgia also does not cause damage to internal body organs. Therefore, fibromyalgia is different from many other rheumatic conditions (such as rheumatoid arthritis, systemic lupus, and polymyositis). In those diseases, tissue inflammation is the major cause of pain, stiffness and tenderness of the joints, tendons and muscles, and it can lead to joint defor

Latest News
Well It seems that the x b/f most of you love so much(sarcasm) has found a whole new way to screw me in a very uncomfortable place, no not in the back of a Volvo.... He's stolen money from me again and now i have like 30 cents, I know your all envious of my richness... Anyways, if there was any doubt in any of your minds thats its over I guess you know now that it defiantly is, not only is he not in my phone anymore but I have no more of him on either messenger or anywhere on my computer.. yay for Katelyn and her independence...

The Dreamer In The Crowd
The dreamer in the crowd When the hum of traffic fills the street, And shoes along the pavement beat, Of bustling people, quick in pace, Against the hands of time they race. Among the milling, weaving throng, There beats a silent, lonely song, One single heart, with a single mind, Recalling sounds of a different kind. Of caressing waves that lap once more On sun drenched sands of a distant shore, The cry of sea birds flying high, Borne on wings in a cloudless sky. A song that echoes a sweet refrain Yet beats in time with the falling rain, A longing to be far away From city crowds on a rainy day.

A Mother's Love
A Mother's Love A guide in my life A shoulder for me to cry on The best support a daughter can have You didn't have to be my mom Yet you chose to take me in And you have shown me what love is like I thank God everyday That you are my mom For He gave you the gift of a mother's love You give me love even when I don't deserve it You are always there for me The best mom a daughter could ever ask for My best friend my mom Both in one God truly did give you the gift of a mother's love

Gabe
In a fuct up way it'll be nice once gabe goes to iraq.. he and my sis been havin relationship problems and well fuck man he can be real moody.. cool guy.. wish him the best.. and it really sucks he's goin to iraq, but hey its what he signed up for right? alls I know is I can finally do shit I wanna do without them gettin bent outa shape at eachother or myself.

Monique Dupree's Comicbook
Monique Dupree's comicbookThey are almost gone, so get your copy today. I comic is only 3.95 and have pictures of yours truly on the back...If you purchase one and happen to see me at a convention, I'll sign it for free!mwah!Monique

Operation Mail Call...no Soldier Will Be Forgotten
~ ATTENTION MILITARY SUPPORTERS ~ Your help is needed! We are forming a support group for deployed soldiers, And are in need of people to sponsor these soldiers. It's very simple, All you have to do is keep in contact with your soldier Via letters, email and/or care packages. To read the story behind this support group, Please read this blog. Our main mission is.... ~ NO SOLDIER WILL BE FORGOTTEN ~ To join, or for more information, Please contact either one of us at the links or emails below. renegadelvr F.A.R. MEMBER*CTAF SQ3 #8 *Thanatos of Delhi Of Lestats Dark Covenant Family *@ CherryTAP golden_falcon333@yahoo.com -OR- cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ¢¾@ CherryTAP crazy_beautiful865@yahoo.com (repost of original by 'cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ¢¾ ~~ Mike's CT Wifey ~~' on '2007-05-07 10:03:07') ta

Switch
How singular is the thing called pleasure, and how curiously related to pain, which might be thought to be the opposite of it; For they are never present to a man at the same instant, and yet he who pursues either is generally compelled to take the other." --Plato In the time I have been in the BDSM lifestyle, I have come to realize that I am a switch. I have also come to realize that being a switch is often looked down on. I have been called a fence setter, fickle and not true to the lifestyle. I don't get this ... it reminds Me of so called "Witches" telling Me I am not a witch , because I am not in a coven. I am sorry .. but bullshit.. We as human are much more complex.. I am much more complex.... My Dominance: For Me it's like riding a fine horse, driving a good muscle car,or being on a Harley... All that power in My control... it moves the way I want it to move. All of that power at My finger tips, just waiting to see where I will lead it or let it go. It gets Me going just

Sick Of Being Single
Why does it have to be so hard for a single mom to find a good man? I will be the first one to admit that my life is far from perfect, but damn, it feels like no one wants to even take the time out to get to know me. I know I'm not the prettiest or skinniest girl in the world... but is that all that men care about?? Do single moms have to be single forever????

Come Back
Come Back ~~~~~~~~~~~ The tears They fall like rain Since you walked out of my life My heart Shattered like glass When you said goodbye Loneliness fills my every Waking moment And haunts my once Wonderful dreams I bathe daily in self pity Drowning in my own sad sorrow How long must I suffer? How long will this last ? I’m not sure I can make it …. You were my strength I’m weak without Your arms around me So I look up With sad, tear filled eyes And plead once more….. Come back and make me whole once more ~Amy~

Its A Must Read Funny Stuff
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection, and complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy is survived by his wife, Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, who has a bun in the oven. He is also survived by his elderly father, Pop Tart. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Buttersworth, Hungry Jack, The California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy, and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart "cookie," wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he sti

You
never thought the day would come and you would up and run.. Run so far and so fast, that you slipped right through my grasp.. I loved you so hard, but even that could not hold you, when you wanted to fly.. I wondered what I could have changed, maybe one moment that might have changed it all.. My world came crashing.. It just collapsed... In a moment all was lost.. Time does heal.. and over time I have rebuilt hope.. Hope in myself.. hope in family.. and hope in love.. The light began to shine brighter... My heart beating once again... Opening up and exploring who I really am... Discovering what it takes to make my dreams come true... Learning to live without you..

Birthday Wishes
I want to thank everyone for the gifts sent and all the birthday wishes it was much appreciated. I had a shitty birhday, actually it was a rough weekend in general (family drama bullshit). It was nice to be able to log onto cherry tap and see all the sweet comments and gifts left for me...so thanks everyone for thinking of me. I love you all!!!!

Sum1 Loves You
I see them all staring at you Lost in your world so true If only they looked deeper They'd see your perfection If only they moved nearer They'd hear your affection. If only they could be you Then they would love you too. It doesn't matter who you are ...Someone loves you It doesn't matter what you are ...Someone loves you Beauty is found within Loving you is not a sin Your heart is all so true ...Someone loves you. I hear them all laughing at you Lost in your world so blue If only they looked harder They'd know your compassion If only they moved closer They'd feel your passion. If only they could be you Then they would love you too. It doesn't matter who you are ...Someone loves you It doesn't matter what you are ...Someone loves you Beauty is found within Loving you is not a sin Your heart is all so true ...Someone loves you. Let them laugh, let them stare Deep within they'll never care You're the reason love can glow Like the colours of

Photo Contest
I'm having a 5 day comment bombing contest! it starts today 5-7-07.Contest ends 5-12-07 If you wanna join just tell me what picture you want me to use... YOU can comment bomb yourself. 1st plast is 1 week blast 2nd place is 3-day blast 3rd place is a big pimpin gift(mens braclet, woman diamond earrings) if you have any questions please ask melika 806831! Also if you don't want to JOIN just look in my contestant album and help them out with some comments!!!!!!! Thank you!!!!!

Wtf?!?!?!?!?
Apparently the children are making their way into CT. My last mumm was made in the heat of anger and it's long expired. BUT, some childish assholes took it upon them selves to write to my husband about it. They seemed to stick to two general themes, kill yourself and I'll take her off your hands. Well here's a news flash... I don't want to be off his hands. Nor would I EVER want to be with someone that doesn't have enough common sense to know that it is the last thing I would find cool or appealing. This is supposed to be an adult sight. If you haven't matured past highschool, stay the fuck away from me. You know, I really love this site and I enjoy the hell out of the mumms, but I am seriously thinking about deleting my account over this and never coming back.

Almost Over... 8 Hours To Go
Ok... new update here... This contest ends at midnight tonight EST and so far I am up by 1000 comments but could always use more help to make sure I keep that lead! So anyone with the comments and the time come on by and show the love... Comment away! xoxoxo Sarah

Fused Souls
Creeping in the darkness Within the total blackness Not a sound to be heard But she can smell him She can taste him in the air She knows beyond a shawdow of a doubt he was there. She closes her eyes to the darkness Her mind inscribes the image of him in her eyes Her eyes a glow Her senses razor sharp Her hands stretch to the heavens She can feel his spirit and knows he is near She glides thru the calginous unhurried. Convinced she will encounter her lover. She focuses her attention on a screech in the distance. A rustle is heard. The beat of her heart fastens As she is filled with emptiness. Persistence says she is not alone.. Her heart tells her differnt She stands a moment in sorrow. For fear she has lost his scent. Piercing silences fills the air as the wind blows. As she stands still hands raised to the heavens. A mournful tear slides down her cheek. Engolfed in her own grief. A gust of wind blows past her. Again she has now pick

Time.
Time is not a friend of mine. I have about 100 days left of sleepless nights left. I will be home in full soon enough, so please be patient. You Know who you are and if you are on you know what I mean. So when you feel Bad or Lonely, think of me and know that it is not any easier for me.

Favorite Quotes
~Deep Thought~ Fear can sometimes be a useful emotion. For instance, let's say you're an astronaught on the moon and you fear that your partner has been turned into Dracula. The next time he goes out for the moon pieces. WHAM! You just slam the door behind him and blast off. He might call you on the radio and say he's not Dracula, but you just say, "Think again, bat man!" ~Favorite Quotes~ -Create a good day.- - Every time I think I have plummed the depths of human stupidity, some jackass comes along and proves that the well is after all...bottomless. --If brains were electricity, you wouldn't have enough energy to run the dynamo in a lightning bug's ass.-- I don't have an ego... I'm way too cool for that. - - If stupidity hurt, you'd be on a morphine drip for life - - Does your mom know you are outside without your helmet on again? - - SHUT UP BRAIN OR I'LL POKE YOU WITH A Q-TIP!- Some people need kindness. Others need something else to reflect upon.

Drug Problem
The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a Methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question, ''Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?'' I replied, "I had a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profanity. I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's garden and flower beds and cocklebur's out of dad's fields. I was drug to

Another Day....
another weekend went by as fast as it came and im not happy about it. I'd love to have stayed in bed all weekend cause i felt like shit but that was not happening. Im about sick of spending my weekends in kentucky. dont get me wrong i like me family just i would like to be home to get some things done. Sunday wasnt bad just felt like it went by tooo quickly. spent most of my day cleaning and doing laundry. Last week we got little ot no stock but today it seems the truck only had men's merchandise on it. It really sucks cause half the stuff that came today is new and not on the planner. Story of my life. I've got another doctors appointment this week, so hopefully my dumbass doctor will prescribe me something so im not feeling like shit all day and not sleeping at night cause i cant breath. i've taken to sometimes sleeping in my son's room since he has a humidifier in his room it works but after so many nights on the floor my muscles are about to scream. enough of th

Fear
i feel as if iam loseing you silently,when you look at me you look right throw me and i wonder if it's me your seeing or if it's another,i dont know how to talk to you when i try your defences go up and i hang my head and cry silently to myself,and think to myself iam i holding on to something thats not worth holding on 2 i feel you sliping throw my hands, i hear you say i love you i hear you say you care i hear you say you need me to be there, but are you there, do you really love,care or need me like you say you do, is fear what makes you stay what makes you say you need me you love me you care,is fear what makes you hide the true you from me and the world is fear what makes you stay with me the fear of not knowing whats going to happen, not knowing if you can do it with out me or have you goten so use to me being here you dont know any thing else but in truth you have falling out of love with me!

F*ck This
I am sooo sick and tired of people walking all over me or forgeting about me. I knew today was going to be a pain in the ass, but wow...I never expected it to be this bad. Only 4 more days till the weekend, and damn right I'm looking forward to it allready.

A Note To Joan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seeing as I know your still looking at my pages or having someone do it for you. I figured this would be the best way to reach you. Instead of wasting my time trying to guess which bogus profile is you or trying to write you directly. We need to talk. Please contact me as soon as possible.You know my pages and I know you have my number. Just call before 10 o'clock. I want the bulshit to stop. No more empty words and No more FIGHTING!

It's Almost Mother's Day!! Are You Ready? Look In Here!
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About Me
hi every one..just to let you all know a litle bit about me..i have been very abused...i almost died two times in one year and had two surgeries to save my life..i am with a guy right now and am trying to find a way to leave safely..i value my friends with every thing and i love them..if i tell you i love you..you better believe i realy do i lost two babies and can'nt have any more..i am tender hearted and shy when you meet me..but i am loveing and loyal..i hate people that feel the need to lie..dont use me dont lie to me and if you ever date me dont cheat on me or hurt me..i will walk off

Good Day
>>The man slowly looked up. This was a woman clearly accustomed to the >>finer >>things of life. Her coat was new. She looked like that she had never >>missed a >>meal in her life. His first thought was that she wanted to make fun of >>him, >>like so many others had done before. >> >>"Leave me alone," he growled. >> >>To his amazement, the woman continued standing. She was smiling -- her >>even >>white teeth displayed in dazzling rows. "Are you hungry?" she asked. >> >>"No," he answered sarcastically. "I've just come from dining with the >>president. Now go away." The woman's smile became even broader. Suddenly >>the man >>felt a gentle hand under his arm. "What are you doing, lady?" the man >>asked >>angrily. "I said to leave me alone." >> >>Just then a policeman came up. "Is there any problem, ma'am?" he asked. >> >>"No problem here, officer," the woman answered. "I'm just trying to get >>this >>man to his feet. Will you help me?" >>

The Military
>> >> The Military >> The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, >> tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by >> society as half man, half boy. >> Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough >> to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would >> rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected >> unemployment either! >> >> >> He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, >> pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy,and >> has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left! ,or >> swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. >> >> He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm >> howitzer. >> He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is >> working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. >> >>

Andy Rooney And Women Over 40
60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it.. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll te

Quotes I Like
(Disclaimer: This is being written while I am on allergy medication, so it may come out disjointed or jumbled, please be advised.) So I am looking online for a new layout for myspace when I decide to make my title a quote because I find certain phrases, sentances, and moments inspiring. When I came across a French American writer called Anais Nin. What an amazing insight this woman seems to have for someone of my thinking. Her perceptions and ideals are oddly matched to my current frame of mind. As such I thought I would take this opportuninty to post some of her quotes and under them describe what about them touched me. _______________________________________________________ Here is a small Biop on her: Anais Nin (1903-1977) Anais Nin is best known for her journals, published in ten volumes as The Diary of Anais Nin. Her ideas have influenced feminist thinking -- in agreement or reaction -- although she herself moved away from political forms of feminism. #1. "I, with a

You Are...........
i hope you enjoy the song it was hard to find.... Your eyes are as rich as the coffee you drink Your soul a endless plethora of surprises In a world of confusion, you are my solace A smile as bright as the moons glow Compassion that comes in a never ending flow Each thought of you brings light to my dark day And the memories make me smile Things are becoming clearer in my head As I lay awake in this bed Thinking of my gift to you I realized it also is a gift from you A representation of ones true inner self You are the Zeus of my mortal soul You are no aluminum foil man But a true gentleman Knowing the honesty and worth of a hard days work Makes you even more understanding Your emotions run deeper then the river of dreams flowing through my head Though you had a rough ride to where you are now You’ve never let it affect those you meet Or the friend you have kept company with In a perfect world there would be a lot more like you But you are the perfec

Dint You Know How Much I Loved You
I remember the way you made love to me Like I was all you'd ever need Did you change your mind Well I dint change mine Here I am trying to make since of it all WE WERE BEST FRIENDS NOW WE DON'T EVEN TALK You broke my heart Broke my world apart Dint you know how much I loved you Dint you know how much I loved you baby I gave you everything Every part of me Dint you feel it when I touched you Dint I rock you when I loved you Baby Baby tell me Dint you know how much I loved you I can't get you out of my head I still feel you in this bed Left me all alone Couldn't be more gone From falling apart To fighting mad Wanting you back To not giving a damn I felt it all I've been through it all Dint you know how much I loved you Dint you know how much I loved you baby I gave you everything Every part of me Dint you feel it when I touched you Dint I rock you when I loved you Baby Baby tell me Dint you know how much I loved you One day justice will come and

Frustration
Okay, This is going to be a bit of a ranting blog. I am soooo sick and tired of women sitting there whining they are overweight. If I hear one more girl just pitch a fit about a few extra pounds I think I will seriously have a coronary. All the time I see women going "Oh god my boyfriend is leaving me cos I am fat....my life is over..." Sister let me give you a CLUE. If your man is turning tail because you have a little extra junk in your trunk why the HELL would you want him any how??? Seriously, not one single person is going to be young forever, and eventually everything we have will head SOUTH, it is a matter of TIME. SO what will you say for yourself then?? Let me tell you what you do, honey, the second he gives you that lame assed excuse. You look him straight in the eye and tell him"Fine, take your ass to whomever, I do not want nor need a man to complete myself". Because you DON'T. If the only way you can complete yourself is to be attached to someone's titty, then hone

Who Is Jack Schitt?
WHO IS JACK SCHITT? For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt,

Wherever You Are My Sweet Friends
Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I wish your SMILE to be there forever Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I want you to be HAPPY and at peace Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I hope your days are BRIGHT and fruitful Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I trust your nights are SERENE and calm Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I pray your heart be filled with JOY and peace Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I need you to forget the WORST and look for the best Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. may no pain flash in your MIND and trouble you Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. may no rain dampen your SPIRITS and cheers Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I wish for the best for YOU, forever.. .. .. .. .. ..

Eureka Springs
Took my daughter to Eureka Springs Arkansas for her 21st birthday on May 4th,5th and ending on the 6th.We had a blast. The first day we got settled into our hotel room, decent place called The Budget Host Inn. Cost only 42 bucks a night, it had 2 full beds.Then we went to the downtown area checked out the cool shops there and had dinner at a place call The Pied Piper Inn and Cat House.Got her a T-shirt there.We had hummus and pita bread for an appetiser then I had a Porter House steak with a couple of Corona beers, she had a Hawaian chicken sandwich and a couple of Bud Lights. The food was awsome.We headed back and later that evening we went to a biker bar called Shawbees and got a bit toasted and ran into a couple of Arkansas boys. We followed them back downtown to a place called the Tiki Bar. You pay 5 bucks then the drinks are a dollar for the rest of the night.Needless to say it was party time!Next morning woke up to an incredible hangover but with much pushing and shoving from my

Please Help Me!!!
Okay here is the real deal as Stevie does stupid stuff such as clicking on things he shouldn't have. The other day I was on a myspace / cherrytap page and clicked hide my comments... Oh that was cool so I thought but now I want them back on my page and neeed help figuring out where to go and what to click on to get them back on my page... Anyone out there know what to do pretty please with sugar on top... Oh geeze okay I'll even toss in a gallon of whip cream to sweeten it up.. Sweet Package

My Life Of Hell This Is A True Story About My Life Its All True
this story is all true please read and if you have anyone in your family or friends or maybe yourself i can try and help. ever since i was 14 years old my life started to change it started when i was in the 2nd year of high school. my primary school years were great i was an outgoing bubbly girl a normal girl loved hanging out with friends and family and alway had a smile on my face. but it all changed when i was 14 years old. i was in my 2nd year of high school. the boys would call me name like fatty, scar face, moon face as i have a small scar on my cheek in the shape of a moon. i could handle this the teachers would do nothing and say nothing to these boys and my friends just laughed with them. i would then telling my mum and dad i didnt feel well to go to school. the days i did go they started touching me places i didnt like and want them to touch. i went and told the teachers about this but they didnt seem to do anything and my parents went to the headmaster and still never don

Why Mommie?
Life Sucks There are going to be three little graves in my yard tommorrow Mommie i served our country and helped dig out boddies on September 11th....Why do I need to go? Cerole Augest 29,2006 Mommie the food I ate made me sick...Why am I dying? Thank you for all your prayers my friends Ozzy March 2,2007 Mommie why do animals get cancer? Kietha May 7.2007 How can we save them?.....When does it end?

When I Am Ever Going To Give Up
ANYONE KNOW A ANGELA WAGNER? ADOPTED OUT IN OHIO IN 1999. We were young this I know. But till the day I die I will search for you. you know me and I know you. That makes things alittle eaiser. I will not stop and I will pause one mintue till you are found once again. You are my sister, you were my friend. The took you away in just one night, but I will contuine this fight. I wrote them you know in 2004 when you turn 18. They sayed the papers have been closed and I will have to wait till you turn 21. The time is comeing it almost here! But I wont wait, I still search every site, every school in a 25 mile radius I will find you. I hope you except my apology, and once again be apart of my life. I love yo my little sister ANGELA WAGNER!

Because You Loved Me
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you Ill be forever thankful baby Youre the one who held me up Never let me fall Youre the one who saw me through through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldnt speak You were my eyes when I couldnt see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldnt reach You gave me faith coz you believed Im everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all Im grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I dont know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you You were my strength w

Ass Gorilla!
a poem by cake: bitchsnack pattycrack. suckin' on a buttpop. nutsacks piddlepacks. pissin' in a slingshot. thrilla! thrilla! ass gorilla! eat a batch of gnarnar shrimp! get down tonight! get down tonight!

Love Test
How You Are In Love You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?

Wonder If Anybody Still Reads This
WELL IF YOU DO AFTER I HIT MY IDEAL WEIGHT OF 200 LBS I WILL ADD YA BACK FOR A FRIEND,GUESS SOME BODY WAS RIGHT ABOUT BEING OVER WEIGHT AND WHY I TRY TALKIN EVERYONES LEAVES,SO ONCE I HIT MY WEIGHT I WILL ADD YA BACK,I KNOW HOW EVERYTHING IS IMAGE AND IF U DONT LOOK LIKE THIS OR THAT O WELL TO BAD,ANYWAY I DID EVERYBODY A FAVOR U CAN ALL THANK ME LATER,BUT IN A FEW MONHTS LOOK ME UP ILL STILL BE HERE ,JUST TRYING TO WORK HARDER.

Why One-day Gasoline 'boycott' Won't Work
E-mails calling for May 15 service station drive-by will have zero impact COMMENTARY By John W. Schoen Senior Producer MSNBC Updated: 2:28 p.m. ET May 6, 2007 With gasoline prices topping $3 a gallon again, a number of readers, including Greg in Louisiana, are wondering about a proposed one-day "gas boycott" that has a goal of taking $2.3 billion in oil company profits. Aside from circulating some questionable math, organizers of this event stand exactly zero chance of having an impact on gas prices. Rumor has it a gas boycott will be in effect on May 15, 2007. Have you heard of this? ... The e-mail stated, "Do not buy gas on May 15. In April 1997, there was a 'gas out' conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. … There are 73,000,000-plus Americans currently on the Internet network, and the average car takes about $30 to $50 to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000

I'll Be There
I'll be there when no is there for you and you think no one cares when the whole world walks out on you and you think you're alone I'll be there when the one you care about the most could care less about you when the one you gave your heart to throws it in your face I'll be there when the person you trusted betrays you when the person you share all your memories with can't even remember your birthday I'll be there when all you need is a friend to listen to you whine when all you need is someone to catch your tears I'll be there when your heart hurts so bad you can't even breathe when you just want to crawl up and die I'll be there when you start to cry after hearing that sad song when the tears just won't stop falling down I'll be there so you see I'll be there until the end this is a promise I can make if you ever need me just give me a call and I'll be there...

Good Story
God and the Spider During World War II, a US marine was separated from his unit on a Pacific island. The fighting had been intense, and in the smoke and the crossfire he had lost touch with his comrades. Alone in the jungle, he could hear enemy soldiers coming in his direction. Scrambling for cover, he found his way up a high ridge to several small caves in the rock. Quickly he crawled inside one of the caves. Although safe for the moment, he realized that once the enemy soldiers looking for him swept up the ridge, they would quickly search all the caves and he would be killed. As he waited, he prayed, "Lord, if it be your will, please protect me. Whatever your will though, I love you and trust you. Amen." After praying, he lay quietly listening to the enemy begin to draw close. He thought, "Well, I guess the Lord isn't going to help me out of this one." Then he saw a spider begin to build a web over the front of his cave. As he watched, listen

Dvds For Sale
The following list of DVDS are $5.00 Each These DVD are in excellent condition and 99% have only been watched 1 time This 1st set of dvds is in original case with all artwork/inserts. Email me and let me know if you are interested in any of these. Stories Of Lost Souls Get Shorty XXX State Of The Union The Deep Detonator Cheech & Chong Up In Smoke Rappin Daddy Day Care National Lamppons Black Ball National Lampoon Dorm Daze Taxi What About Bob Van Damme Desert Heat 3 Strikes 8 Heads in A Duffel Bag Old School Road Trip Eurotrip Death Sentence Friday Bikers Caught On Tape Cabin Fever Planet Dance Vol 1 Hunting Humans Super Troopers The Cable Guy Escape From New York A Million To Juan The Big Hit Rumble In The Bronx The Punisher Bruce Almighty Mr Deeds Dirty Work I do Not have the DVD Sleeve/Insert For These and yes they are still $5.00 Sugar Hill Fortress Mr & Mrs Smith Me Myself & Irene Top Dog The Replacement Killers Nothing To Lo

Update For My Friends
June 14...I have carpal tunnel surgery, so i won't be on for a bit... One hand at a time, i'll be AWAKE for it*ewww* first my right hand, then my left hand...then i get to go back and get 2 cysts removed from the top of my right hand just above the wrist so in total like 5-7 months recovery all together wheeeeeeeeeeeeee

So Sick And Tired
I sit here in front of this pc and waist my life away. in hopes that one day I can find someone who will love me. But the more i sit and wait the more depressed i get. realizing that the world is full of perverts and sick men out there who want nothing more then a one night stand and not a true relationship. Im getting older and more bitter as time goes by and begin to wonder if its worth it anymore.

Well Its Time For Me To Leave Again
well unfortanately its time for me to go back to work again .. 14 days without all of you is gonna hurt a lil ill miss you all and for some of you my closest friends alot. please stop by my page as often as possable and keep it going for me i appreciate all tha help see yall in 2 weeks sigh......

Bekka Needs Help!
Bekka{snoogums boogums}@ CherryTAP I have 29,000 more to go till i level. I've worked hard to level up this level and i need help now. Please drop a few comments on my pictures rate me, fan me. I will return the favor. (repost of original by 'Bekka{snoogums boogums}' on '2007-05-07 18:38:27')

Mother
MOTHER This is a truly BEAUTIFUL piece. Please read this at a slow pace, digesting every word and in leisure...do not hurry....this is a treasure... For those lucky to still be blessed with your Mom, this is beautiful. For those of us who aren't, this is even more beautiful. For those who are moms, you'll love this. The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said: "Yes, and the way is hard. And you will be old before you reach the end of it.. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, and gathered flowers for them along the way, and bathed them in the clear streams; and the sun shone on them, and the young Mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the night came, and the storm, and the path was dark, an

Inner Peace
I am passing this on to you because it definitely worked for me, and we all could use more calm in our lives.. By following the simple advice I heard on a Dr. Phil show, I have finally found inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed the way to find inner peace was to finish all the things you started. So I looked around my house to see things I started and hadn't finished; and before leaving the house this morning I finished a bottle of vodka, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Baileys, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of the Valium prescriptions, the rest of the cheesecake, a bag of Doritos and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how FREAKING good I feel. Feel free to pass this on to those you feel are in need of inner peace.

New Table
So I finally broke down and bought a new massage tanle. I am hoping to rebuild my client list. Hopefully this will bring in the income that I need to no longer have to have a room-mate. I am so enjoying it being just me and gavin here at the house. If you are local and want to schedule a massage, or are interested in the rates, drop me a message. Alex

Monday 5/7/07
Not much to write about again tonight, just doing the usual chatting and listening to CrushFM. I was hoping to have this written earlier, but I ended up fighting with my computer to check and see if it needed any updates, and needless to say the computer won lol, and I still can't tell if I need to update anything or not lmao. I found out from someone in the mumms that today was Nurses Day which I thought was pretty cool since my mom is about to graduate from nursing school later this month. Thankyou to all the nurses here on CT and anywhere else, you are really appreciated. Well, on that note, I think I am going to end this here and go listen to crush and chat a bit more then go to bed. Have a great night all.

Im Not Waiting Forever
'Forever' was lost but now it is found. I played my part; I stood my ground. Whenever you wanted me I was there. Whenever you were in pain, I questioned, I cared. So, tell me now or tell me never. I'm telling you right now, I'm not waiting forever. It's either yes or no, but please tell me fast. You will either be my future, or forever be my past.

I'm Pathetic...
"Please don't say I love you, those words touch me much too deeply and they make my core tremble Don't think you realize the effect you have over me Please don't look at me like that It just makes me want to make you near me always Please don't kiss me so sweet it makes me crave a thousand kisses to follow And please don't touch me like that makes every other embrace seem pale and shallow And please don't come so close it just makes me want to make you near me always Please don't bring me flowers they only whisper the sweet things you'd say Don't try to understand me your hands already know too much anyway It just makes me want to make you near me always And when you look in my eyes please know my heart is in your hands It's nothing that I understand, but when in your arms you have complete power over me So be gentle if you please, 'cause Your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth And it makes me want to make you near me always Your hands are in my

May 7 2007
You don't know where life is going to lead you, and that's where the fun lies. Don't worry about 'what it all means' and go with it for now. More will be revealed later, when you know what to do with the knowledge. Yuppers...life sure is changing fast...lost someone who meant the world today but maybe for a good reason...

I've Finally Moved On
I loved you so much, and you did me so wrong. I never thought I would ...but I've finally moved on. You treated me badly, because you knew you had me. It's taken so long, and you never thought I could, ...but I've finally moved on. So now it's time to say good-bye, no more of your childish games or constant lies. You weakened a love that was so strong and caused my heart so much pain, ...but I've finally moved on.

What Kind Of Intellegence I Have (i Scored 10 Of 10 On 5 Of 6 Tests)
Merritt, you have your own distinct brand of smart. As a result, you're likely more geared toward some types of intelligence than others. The important thing to remember is that the scores you receive below are an indication of where you stand today. Everyone possesses the capacity to improve and change. To help you do just that, Tickle's experts have provided a series of action steps in each section below to help you fulfill your potential. But first, let's examine what you're best at. Your greatest strength is Visual/Spatial Intelligence. You scored a 10 out of 10. This means that you scored above 100% of the others who took this test. 0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 What is visual/spatial intelligence? People with visual/spatial intelligence have the interesting ability of being able to form high-quality mental images and even manipulate those pictures to form new things. Visual/spatial abilities can include being able

My Enneagram Report
Don't compromise yourself. You're all you've got. — Janis Joplin As a Type 1, The Idealist, you're an individual who sees how good things truly can be. This sense of optimism and discerning nature has probably helped you develop quite a strong set of values. However for you, it's not simply a question of having high morals; it's about having predetermined standards for each aspect of your life and setting the bar high. More than most people, you not only appreciate it when the things and people around are the best that they can be — you expect them to be. In fact, attaining your ideals and surrounding yourself with others who do the same helps your life feel balanced and right. However at times, unrealistic expectations may cause you to work feverishly toward your goals, believing that you can always do better. While you're busy achieving great things and making excellent impressions — as you're bound to — you may also have an over-active inner critic chattering away in your head

Chp 11
The marauding horde stopped on a hill overlooking the manor house of Lord Godwin. Bruthar reined his horse next to Hector. “I will take my group and ride around to the rear of the estate. Light a time-rope and let it burn through four knots, then rush the front of the manor. If we have not won through to the gate by an hour after that, we shall not. Make your own decision then.” They bade each other well and Bruthar gathered his squad and set a circuitous route to the rear of the manor. They dismounted and tied their horses in a grove of trees behind the built up wall of the estate. They rubbed their faces and weapons with pitch and ashes to reduce the reflection of torchlight, then crept silently to the wall. No sooner had they reached the wall than they heard their brothers engaging the Saxons from the front. They watched as Saxon soldiers scurried to the front of the wall to aid in the defense. Bruthar smiled evilly. “Providential timing. Up, comrades. Let us not

Contest At 9 Pm I Will Come With Ten 10000 Dollars In Gifts..
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Destiny
The sands of time are a slippery slope. Where is it noted in time that as one traverses the pathway to destiny can one seemingly be drawn to seek what they cannot see or go where they cannot follow? I seek sustenance...what do you all seek? I seek attention of the mental and physical kind. To have my brain tickled as well as my genitals. I am drawn as a moth to a flame, as I am drawn to the earthly pleasures of this plane. I seek the flesh of my otherworldly counterparts...I am drawn to that I wish to crave on a daily basis if need be. I seek adventure into the unknown. to open my mind to the vastness of others. I am a moth and the women surrounding me are flames, for as I am drawn to those that I want...I am burned eternally.

Lighten And Brighten Tutorial
Here's a picture: Dark, isn't it? Here's how to make it lighter and brighter using IrfanView. ( Download IrfanView for Free from : http://www.irfanview.com/ ) To begin just load the dark pic you want to fix into IrfanView. Now go to the "Image" menu and choose "Enhance Colors..." You will see the Enhance Colors controls. DO NOT TOUCH THE "Brightness" CONTROL! Ignore it completely. You will not need it. Start fixing your photo by INCREASING the "Gamma Correction" value. Either click on "OK" or "Apply to original" to see how your photo has been lightened. Maybe too much? Too much is what you want! Adjusting the Contrast will fix this! So INCREASE the "Contrast" value until your picture looks about right. Then click "OK" or "Apply to original" and have a look at how your fixing is progressing. Of course different values give different result so try out different combinations - - untill you happy

I Will Sing To Thee
Let the wind carry me Let you cry be heard I will sing thee a song As soft as thee has ever heard I will sing to thee My voice will be true I will sing to thee For i sing to very few. I love the way you listen Tis makes it easy to sing I love the way you watch me My hart is but upon a string, I will sing to thee Bask in the embrass I will sing to thee For I want to put a smile upon you face Choose for me a song choose for me well Choose for me a song I will make your hart start to swell

Calming Effect....
Burning pain in my arms, Stops the burning tears. Slicing the skin calms my doubts, And helps erase my fears. The anger is so strong at times, And my pain becomes too much. And I long to feel the calmness, Of the knife's forgiving, tender touch. As I watch my blood pour, My sanity soars. And I long to feel the pain once more. To those who may not do this, I probably sound insane. But this is the only way I know how... To ease the blinding pain.

Boys
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face:

Movie Review
I took my boys to see Spiderman 3 tonight. I hope they don't make anymore Spiderman movies as this one was not the greatest. One of my kids even fell asleep. There was a lot of wonderful critiscism over this show, but honestly, I didn't enjoy it at all. There weren't a lot of action scenes and when there was, it was too dark to really appreciate it. The dramatic scenes were overdramatic, predictable, and frankly - boring. The actors did a fantastic job of what they had to work with. Poor Kirsten Dunst seems to have lost a huge amount of weight. She did not look happy. But - these are my opinions and I hope other people could enjoy the movie more than I.

Open Relationships Part Ii
What does one say about this? Is this an avenue that is open to all? One can only hope that the like-minded person would say yes or no. Opininions vary of course. Does one take notice that the subtle change in oneself is an aforementioned attitude to pursue and realize that promiscuity is something to behold or cling to a notion that religion has taken the edge of an otherwise taboo subject and have killed it. I love my wife with all my heart, do i seek the love of another to share in the bounty and can one accept the fact the if one does it, is the other allowed to do it as well? Thoughts are a shifting chasm of waves that lap at your soul.

*77
I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. * Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten minutes later 4 cop cars surrounded her and the unmarked car behind her. One policeman went to her side and the others surrounded the car

Heart Break
"You don't die from a broken heart - you only wish you did." I read this quote the other day, and it hit me how true it was. I personally have learned not to show my emotions to those that hurt them. They will never see. Simply because it would give them too much pleasure to know that they have accomplished what they set out to do. It doesn't stop the hurt, if anything it just makes it worse. And it makes me wonder what it is that makes me hold on to these people. Love? sure. Loyalty? Sure. Responsibilty? Sure. But where is the stopping point where self preservation should take over. When it's time to say enough is enough and stand on that decision? When is it that the love, loyalty, and responsibilty isn't enough? When there is truly nothing left of me? When I am broken and pushed to the point of completely not caring what becomes of me? And still who can tell me, because they do not know, because they do not see. I live surrounded by people who are supposed to love me. And

Drill
I tight-step Left, right, left A sharp fucking buckle And a stiff fucking belt My blood moves in vessels Poultry makes a nest Build a gallows And sway on hooks through my chest Break into a serendipitous blush Scrapped on lust and crushed into coarse dust You can audibly recognize when the valve is released A rush of air drives off the beast as it dives to its knees I’ve only got 2 hands and I could use helping grease Don’t stop cutting until you have at least 3 pieces Please squeeze my disease as I eat your demons DRILL DENTAL! The impression is infective evidence Am I affective at slamming relevance? I have a weakness for transcendence And a sickness for co-dependence A six pointed star will stamp the madness My mouth clamps onto dampness Gravity can make blood do some pretty dances My tight-step steadily advances Soon I’ll be close enough to do real damage I’m sure I’ve only scratched the surface of my savage My skin gets some pretty good mileage Yes le

~~look At This Ass~~
Subject: OK..Fw: The Donkey One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey ste

What Is Love? By Dj~belladonna~skitzer69's Wife, Chew Toy And Soulmate~vamperv Goddess Vdc~
What is love? Love is hard to explain.... It's the weakness, intensity, caring, fighting, living, breathing, and sacrafice. Thats love. Hard to find, easy to loose. Don't take it for grantted. Because you never know if you'll get it again.

Poem
A poem for Dee...."If Only..." Current mood: sad Category: Writing and Poetry I wrote this poem for my sister Dee.May she fly with The Angels and be forever free... In Loving Memory of Deanne "Dee Dee" Louise Whitten Aug.4th,1979-Oct.6th,2006 "IF ONLY...." IF ONLY my sister Dee hadn't been taken by tragedy so young or so suddenly,she could've continued to be the loving mom she was so devotedly. IF ONLY she hadn't been so hard on herself,she could've seen all the good those around her could see.Such a beautiful,intelligent,artistic young woman.Always so helpful and friendly. IF ONLY I had just one more chance,I could express to her my deepest apology.In hopes she'd see just how truly SORRY I am. IF ONLY my sister Dee hadn't been taken from me,so young or so suddenly,I would make sure to NEVER again let things between us go so horribly wrong again. I LOVE U,DEE!!!!

Equal Empty
The ash is falling off again, love. Leaving pink stinging wet skin. The basin water thick with soot and flakes of me. Neck deep... What does it mean this time? Asked as I contemplate my inexperienced flesh. Have I been reborn... or burned at the stake. Or... am I just now noticing my innocence? Fuck it... hate it... don't question it. There is no meaning to infer. Only noise and sensation. Sharp... unpleasant... lonely sensation. It's not going away. Atarah... it's not going away... not even when I see your smile. I can't silence it, shut my eyes to it...numb myself to it. It's an abyss only you can fill.

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts of you. I often think of you when I see the stars in the sky. They remind me of how your eyes sparkle. I often think of you when the sun shines high. It reminds me of your warm touch. I often think of you when the gentle breeze blows. It reminds me of your caressing words. I think of you all day long. I long for your touch, your smile, your voice. The simple thought of your presents warms my soul. You are my life. You are my breathe, my soul. Without you I am but a shell. Whatever life may hand me I know I can withstand. As long as I have you in my heart, I know I can withstand any storm. When a tear streams down my cheek, You are the one to wipe it away. You are my strength when I am weak. You are the heart that beats within me. You make me whole. That is why my thoughts of you bring me joy.

Slaves Fantasy,....masters Desire..........
We decide to meet, I have never seen you in person before. We have only chatted online briefly and talked on the phone.... We decide to meet in a local hotel in my town. You call me on my cell with details on what hotel in my town and where the key to the room is located. Once I arrive in the room, I see a note that says * Hello my slut. Get ready for a great evening of pleasure ..Take a long, relaxing bath, wash your hair and shave your pussy for me. After your out of the tub, stay naked and put your toys neatly on the dresser. Light the candles I brought and turn off the lights. Then, open the door and leave it cracked open Use the doorstop or something else to keep it open if you need too. Just make sure it 's opened a crack. Then wait for me in the manner we discussed earlier ..Don 't forget to blindfold yourself . Oh, don 't forget, under no circumstances are you to play with that pussy of yours while you are getting ready and waiting. If you disobey, you will be punished. I w

You Always Have Me
I know your heart is hurting, I see the tears in your eyes, Come let me hold you, I'll do my best to make it alright, You can tell me what you feel, And say nothing at all, Words don't need spoken, I see your tears fall, Let me wrap my arms around you, kiss your tired brow, Tell you I love you, and we'll make it through some how, I'm always here to lean on, And God will see us through, I believe in him, just like I believe in you, I love you more than you know, You are my strength when i am weak, You are my every word of praise, when my soul cant speak, Together we can do this, keep your faith and believe, The Good lord has his reasons, And you always have me...

Waiting
Deep Within Deep within my being There lies the peace, The peace of love, The peace of joy, The peace of you, You who are a part of me As no other. Beneath that peace, There lies the joy, The joy of knowing you, The joy of being you, The joy of holding you within me. But as of now, I touch it not. Open me to the joy. I stand ready. With no anticipation, I wait.

My Load
My Load You grudgingly accept my load and carry it high, upon your head. Untrained at this, you wobble so, and clasp the hands that you once knew. Impart to me, my frozen spirit, bring warmth within my soul. Let waters drip like rainfall, releasing with the wind each rainbow in each droplet, and cleanse my soul within.

~~god Commercials~~
God is like. Television commercials A fifth grade teacher in a Christian school asked her class to look at TV commercials and see if they could use them in some way to communicate ideas about God. Here are some of the results: scroll down. God is like. BAYER ASPIRIN He works miracles. God is like. a FORD He's got a better idea. God is like. COKE He's the real thing. God is like. HALLMARK CARDS He cares enough to send His very best. God is like. TIDE He gets the stains out that others leave behind. God is like. GENERAL ELECTRIC He brings good things to life. God is like. SEARS He has everything. God is like. ALKA-SELTZER Try Him, you'll like Him God is like.. SCOTCH TAPE You can't see Him, but you know He's there. God is like. DELTA He's ready when you are. God is like. ALLSTATE You're in good hands with Him. God is like. VO-5 Hair Spray He holds through

Grow A Pair!
I had a guy neglect to tell me about the "new" woman in his life. I'm not stupid. I knew for two weeks or more and out of the goodness of my heart gave him the chance to tell me. He never said a word. Know what he did? Ignored me. Did he figure I'd just fall off the face of the earth after a few weeks? That if he ignored me long enough I'd disappear? You know... I couldn't care less who he's banging. Bang Hillary Clinton if it makes you happy... but at least have the balls to say it.

Ft Lewis Families And Friends
Just passing along my condolences to the family and friends of Ft Lewis who lossed their loved ones in the recent road side bombing...I will be praying for your comfort and closure and and the future days ahead God Bless all of you Ricki aka Cheekyone

Romance & Relationships
Angry and frustrated at times. Feeling like the inside of me, is no longer alive. Trying to reach out and make a connection. In return, getting no love or affection. No longer wanting to go on. We've lost that special bond. The love we had is no longer there. It's to the point that I really don't care. I need some love and attention. Among other things, I just won't mention. Wanting someone to be here for me. I guess it may never be... ** Friends' Advice ** Rule #1: Be ok with anything you go through. Even if it doesn't match what you had in mind..... If you can be happy on your own, you can be happy with anything.... You don't need a man to make you feel good about yourself, you just have to believe in you....... Sorry if I am way of base for what I have said, I live by this and have found myself to be happy with it........

My Promise To You!!
I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life *To The One I Love*

You're The........
A Sexy Poem For Ya!! you're the PEANUT to my BUTTER , you're the STAR to my BURST, you're the M to my M, you're the POP to my TART, you're the MILKY to my WAY, you're the FRUIT to my LOOP, you're the MILK to my DUDS, you're the LUCKY to my CHARMS, you're the ICE to my CREAM, you're the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... you're the BEST to my FRIEND *You're My True Love*

Testament Ix * Comments Rate Plz*
"The light is just a messenger of control" The done can be undone but told can not be untold. free at last to express myself known as the carrier of recluse agile and loner. my feeding of craving only feed the lines between desire and desperation hidden within the ring of both truth and deception deep down in love and lust. my tears are shield only for sins of the past that uphold the future. My smiles are the herds from past returns that bravely outwit the present. my life leads to many pathways most say uncharted but the remains of freedom most implore only wat they see.. a dream. my laws are my function of self reliance not command of life that cherish although my senses are the chain of authority. The future in motion always it is while the presence u see is always reluctant. the act of nature only relies on the stubborness of the past which brings power of change within light and darkness. power of change can be abandon if the remains of steadiness is mistreated but

Seven Months After My Accident
Well its been about seven months after my accident..& the outcome of it all is that I cannot feel my ring finger or my pinkie..I will never be able to feel my elbow again for the rest of my life..I also have this 12 inch scar that runs from about an inch from my armpit all the way down past my elbow..They say my full recovery is 2 years but Idk we will have to see..I get cramps, spasms and my hand will lock up to were I cannot move it for a time..I get that about 1 - 2 times a day..the pain is unimaginable, I wouldn't wish this upon anyone..Losing 4 pints of blood & having 2 pints to live on is a scary thought..& the fact you know that you were just minutes from death..makes you think..scares you when everything is happening so fast..I'm also restricted on what I lift..I cannot lift more than 10 - 20 pounds I can;t use anything that vibrates to hard twist or pull.. If I do I can seriously hurt myself..so I'm pretty much a gimp in my right arm..Sucks that you can't be helpful like you u

Stupid People's Bullitons
The tv isn't raising my child right..... ( in a whiny voice ) — Monday, May 07, 2007 Yah, I got too much time on my hands. And I read too many stupid fucking bullitons... Sillyness. Society incurages and enforces the judgement and discrimination of people based on their appearance every day. They hide behind words like " professional " and " appropriat ". There's nothing that says students can't read the bible in school, or pray in school. I don't want " god " in my school. He's a fuckin dictator. Again, these people somehow mistake the word " discipline " for punishment. What the hell is wrong with the world??? Oh no, poor school children. Theres lots of people starving to death in third world countries. There's all kinds of shit going on in other places. What do you have to say to all those peoiple who don't have much or any control over there many generations deep impoverished circumstances? " God doesn't like those people anyway because they don't the bible. " ??? There is

Damn....
This was sent to me and is truly one of my favorites! DAMN.....YOU SHOULD BE MINE!!/ SEE ITS NOT JUST THE WAY YOUR SHAPED OR THE CURVES OF YOUR HIPS AND YOUR THICK THIGHS/ ITS THE WHAT I SEE IN YOUR EYES/ CONFIDENCE AND THE AURA OF GODDESS THAT WOULD LEAVE MOST BROADS HARD PRESSED--GOD'S DESIGN/ FOR MY PARTNER IN CRIME/ UNTIL WE HAVE A MEETING OF MINDS/ OR I START SEEING ANY SIGNS/ WHEN I SEE YOU I JUST HEAVE AND SIGH/ AND QUESTION WHY? ONLY AN ANGEL COULD BE THAT FLY/ NO WINGS ON YOUR BACK THOUGH JUST THE RESPONSIBILTY YOU SHOULDER AND SHEER WILL TO DESTROY A ORDINARY MAN'S CONFIDENCE BY THE WAY YOU ACT THOUGH/ NAH NO WINGS JUST A SMILE THAT WOULD MELT THE DEVILS HEART AND LET ST PETER OPEN THE GATES TO HEAVEN IF YOUR NAME WASN'T IN THAT BOOK/ BUT ITS NOT ALL YOUR LOOK/ ITS THE WAY YOU HANDLE YOUR SELF-- JUST LETTING ANY MAN KNOW THAT IF THEY WERE TO EVEN DARE APPROACH YOU ....THEY BETTER BE CORRECT/ I PEEP YOUR SCIENCE....ANY CONVERSATION YOU CA

A Lullaby I Wrote For My Daughter Autumn.
An Autumn Lullaby An Autumn lullaby, An Autumn lullaby, Sleepily you close your eyes, And drift away into the skies, Spiraling toward's dreamland, Silent rondevouz with the sandman, Action, adventure, and fantasy, All while I'm holding you here close to me, Here you are fast asleep in my arms, More beautiful than any given star, Sitting and wondering where your dreams have taken you to, While singing this lullaby to you, So fragile in your sleep, In my arms is where I'd always like to keep, Your sleepy baby form, I've always loved this time we share ever since you were born, An Autumn lullaby, An Autumn lullaby, I love you and good-night, I love you and good-night.

Funny Sick Poem
THESE ARE ENTRIES TO A WASHINGTON POST COMPETITION ASKING FOR A TWO-LINE RHYME WITH THE MOST ROMANTIC FIRST LINE, BUT THE LEAST ROMANTIC SECOND LINE: My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you 'cause I was pissed I thought that I could love no other -- that is until I met your brother. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. I want to feel your sweet embrace; But don't take that paper bag off your face. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes - Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way? My feelings for yo

A Song Me And My Wife Emily Wrote Together
Something About Love Written by: Emily Nichole Gross & Charlotte Alese Renee Tyler *CT* Ordinarily enough, Was the way I fell in love, I was doing simple everyday things, Waiting to see what the day brings, Not long into the day our eyes connected, And my eyes werent the only thing affected, My pulse began to leap, My heart skipped a beat, There's just something about love, *Chorus* The moment I saw you it was an instant attraction, It was an impulse a chain reaction, I knew I had to have you all to myself, Not to share with anyone else, Staring into your icy blue's, All I wanted was to be with you, There's just something about love, That I just can't get enough of, Holding each other deep into the night, Laying in each other's embrace until mornings early light, There's just something about love, *EG* Visiting family, Was the way you found me, In a crowded room all alone, Off in a corner on my own, You walked over, And I knew you'd be

Antoher Poem By Me
Wouldn't Trade It Written By: Charlotte Tyler Looking through framed lenses, Wondering about the days expences, My body beaten and withered from the toils of the day, Exausted and scorned from withstanding the full extent until the sun fades, Everyday is much the same as before, Tired even before my feet graze the carpeted floor, Always wishing daylight was non existant, But only just for a tiny instant, Momentarily day dreaming of the events soon to come, Thinking of the kids, chores, arrends, and then some, Then like a wave of a wand or the snap of your fingers, Reality returns, sets in, and lingers, Again you replay the day get up do your things and go to bed, I can't explain the feeling you get from everyday duplicatation, it isn't exactly dread, More of a slump or a rut, But, I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world, I love my kids, my two boys and girl, I love my husband and my kitty, I love my house, my life, the city, I love my family and friends,

Coffee
This story made me think! A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life. Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee And an assortment of cups - porcelain, plastic , glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling them to help themselves to the coffee. When all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor said: 'If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want Only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress. Be assured that the cup itself adds no quality to the coffee. In most cases it is just more expensive and in some cases even hides what we drink. What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but yo

Across The Room....
(Inspired by an erotic-filled love affair doomed from the start)...... He stood up tall his shirt unbuttoned Hair dishevelled, across his face. She sat alone but had her eyes On something warm, inviting and nice. His eyes were wide, deep and bright, He looked around and caught her stare And knew right then that he had made A silent wish that she be there. She moved in close, so he could see That she too had the same desire To let this man unleash her lust Open her wide, and light her fire. He moved his hand across his chest And opened his shirt a little wider Then he took a forward step, To reach her hand and slowly guide her. One hand she lay against his face The other slid up under her dress His skin was smooth, clean and soft, Under the warmth of her caress. He looked down to see her body The smoothness of her pale skin The look that lay across his face, Began to wake the fire within. He pulled her close and kissed her neck Breath so warm, w

Parting Is Such Sweet Sorrow
I wish you all the best. But its time for me to go. If you see me as "On Tap" Its cuz I am moving my blogs. And theres over 1000 of them. People you think are you friends are not, they just use you until something better comes along. True friends don't do that. I have had very few "true friends" in this lifetime which is kinda sad. To the few true people on here I will stay in contact with I hope you all find all the things you are searching for. If you wish to keep in contact with me you can find me on the forum. http://forums.freakzandgeekz.com/index.php?act=idx

15 Things You Probably Never Knew Or Thought About
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone , even if they don't like you. 5. Every night , SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you , someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever , something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you , take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want , you probably won't get it , but if you believe in yourself , probably ,sooner or later , you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the r

Try Not To Cry
Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Trevor; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, And never to fo

Please Come See Me!
I'd love to find out how our site works for us Flames. Would you please come see me at http://www.texascarbq.com and register! We have full profiles and email, and I'd like to see if you can reach me! We just opened the site, and I'm anxious (as are the other Flames) to get fan mail! It's free, and I'm needy...what else can a man want? How does BEER, BABES and BARBECUE sound? Muahz Tiffany

Life....
Life is too short Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness Laugh when you can Apologize when you should And let go what you cant change Love deeply and forgive quickly Take chances. Give everything And have no regrets Life is too short to be unhappy You have to take good with the bad Smile when you’re sad Love what you got And always remember what you had Always forgive but never forget Learn from your mistakes but never regret

Whatever I Guess
i really dont have anything to say that is important but im bored so lets see i have been sitting home every day of the week taking care of my babies while my husband works and i like it dont get me wrong but you can only talk to a baby for so long before you go nuts and last weekend was a great weekend other then i was messed up drunk it was funny i couldnt walk to bed i was on my hands and knees crawling i havent laughed so much in so long damn that pass out game and the 99 blackberries and the 7 buds and the malibu rum and all the pucker im just glad that i wasnt the only oone that was messed up RIGHT ALICE LOL... it was so so much fun and i vcant wait untill we can do it agian, thats all for now i need to go change diapers and get to cleaning a never ever ending job

It Speaks For Itself
Life isn't an emergency. But i've never met anyone who hasn't turned little things into great big emergencies. We take our own goals so seriously that we forget to have fun along the way, and we forget to cut ourselves some slack. We take simple preferences and turn them into conditions for happiness. The first step in becoming a more peaceful person is to have the humility to admit that, in most cases, you've creative your own emergencies. Life will usually go on if things don't go according to plan. It's helpful to remind yourself and to keep repeating, "life isn't an emergency"

Yesterday Mumm
You know yesterday I wrote a Mumm,and I ask the simple question.Would you or would you not take a bum home if he asked you to.I also said and the man is: answer on my dunno.And I thank you for your honest oppinion. Thank-you for that,None of you cheated and went to my dunno.Now the twist.The man was God.You know through our busy life we forget who created us,in his own image.Who gives us life.Sun to warm our souls.Water to quench our thrist.And the air we breathe.He created us as awhole.And somewheres down the road,we took that twist and turn left instead of right.We all are is children.And I do mean all.But look among us.911,we stood proud,and stood together.I am no better then anyone out there but I will challenge anyone to dare challenge my faith.And as I look upon the internet I see so much nudity,violence,racism,hatred.And God is crying,I am crying.There will be no peace among us until we had enough of the devil taking charge of our thoughts,our lives,our space.It isnt cool,so don

~life~
A Life Poem Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Ta

Effn A Mayn!
Even though I have internet access now it's just not the same using dialup. I miss my high speed verizon dsl. Ha. Dsl. At least I can still make myself laugh. Unfortunately when it comes to the dialup thing I'm not able to go to anyone's profile without freezing. So I thank you now for all the rates and stuff and I promise I should have my dsl up and running soon so I'll be able to return all the love I'm getting. I'm still depressed though. I'll eventually get over it. . . maybe

Curtis
CURTIS is the name of a boy who goe's to my school n at first i didn't like him but at the time i was going with someone so that's proble why i didn't like him but as time wen't by things changed n now when i see him i don't know what 2 do.cuz he know i like him n he know i know he like me 2 cuz i wrote him 2 let him know how i felt about him n he replyed n he let me know how he falt about me n all i'm gone say is i was very happy afther it all ended.

My Son's Birthday
Yesterday was my son's 11th birthday. He is the most important person in the world on his birthday. His dad keeps him most of the time. I get him after school. I offered to serve cupcakes after supper but his dad seemed too busy. So the plan was to serve them tomorrow. He picked him up and my daughter and I were to wait to celebrate the day after. Then I get a call that something has come up and he wants my son to come back over. When I ask my son what dad had to do he said that Ellen's brother went in the hospital. This is his new girlfriend. Well we went to Taco Bell to eat and he didn't eat well. He also got a little testy there but not real bad. Then we went home to have his cupcakes, he is having a real birthday cake and party this weekend. He had home work and after the cupcakes, I asked him to get to work on his homework. He became very oppositional and put up a lot of fights with my daughter and I. I finally called his dad so he can talk to him and find out that he saw some of

Smoking Aces
I could not wait to rent this movie, and to be honest, I'm not sure if it delivered or not. It is definitely a movie that needs a few viewings to make sure you totally get it. I forsee this getting bought. Where to start? I blame Guy Ritchie and Quentin Tarantino for this type of film. They popularized the jumping around, messing up the timeline style of movie, and this movie has that in spades (pun intended). I like this style. It gives, at least to me, a reason to watch a movie a few times, and not see the same thing every time. It was a star studded cast, from Ben Affleck to Jeremy Piven. Ryan Reynolds played the hotshot FBI agent. I mention him because my wife loves him. A far stretch from Two Guys, A Girl, and A Pizza Place, or Van Wilder. The basic premis is that the Feds and the mob both want Ace Israel. He's cutting a deal with the Feds to take down the Mob. The Mob puts a million dollar bounty on his head. This means that every hired killer around wants a shot at

Life
Yet again im doing a blog on life. It doesnt happen often but when I do there is usually a reason for it. Now here lately my g/f and I have been having a hard time with it seems like everything. We cant hold a convo for very long at all...we havent even had sex in a while. I dont know whats going on btw she and I but I have tried to talk to her about it and she just says that everything is fine. It's really making me wonder what the hell is going on with her,ya know? Now I know at times im not the best gurl to be around..I have work 40 hours a week and that puts a lot on me...I have family that I deal with every day that just make me want to choke them..ect ect ect. I just dont know what to do anymore. I really dont. Im just sick of the mind games..I have been with her for a year now..and its seeming like it was all a waste for some reason. *shrugs* I dont know anymore...I just dont.

Helllo Boredom
28 questions and 20 secrets Today Did You- ------------------- 1. Talk to a boy/girl you like ? yesum 2. Learn anything new? yeppers 3. Talked to an ex? ew no 4. Miss someone? always -Last Person Who- ------------------------ 5. Laid in your bed? Jason 6. Made you cry? he'll remain nameless 7. You went to the movies with? Jason 8. Went to the mall with you? Jason 9. You showered with? Jason 10. Made you laugh? Carl 11. Said they loved you? ..................... -General stuff- ------------------- 12. Favorite location? Carribean 13. Cellphone? i have a verizon razer 14. What are you most scared of this second? failure 15. Where do you want to get married? i'm thinking Jamaica.if ever 16. Does anyone like you? idk 17. Do you like being around people? sometimes 18. Have you ever cried? nope never *rolls eyes* 19. Are you lonely right now? very 20. Song stuck in your head? *chris rock* *smack her

I'm Up For Sale
Here's the rules!! Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you The first people to leave you a MESSAGE. saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple p.s Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! if u dont repost this you will have the worst day tommorow and message me wit your answer

Day Without The Net
"Haaaaaaaaaa", after I glanced through my mail stopped at few pages, oh why didnt I finish making all my stops? Why oh why did I decide to vacumn at that time? Why didnt I move the Phone cord out of the way? For that matter,Why didn't I get another cordless when I had the chance? FRIDAY!!! A day without the "net": We started our normal kat house day as any other. Called AT&T to sort out this $360 phone internet bill. That number looks familiar for some strange reason, I have no idea why, then checked a few emails, started thinking blog.To quote a Dear dear Friend. "Haaaaaaaaaa", after I glanced through my mail stopped at few pages, oh why didnt I finish making all my stops? Why oh why did I decide to vacumn at that time? Why didnt I move the Phone cord out of the way? For that matter,Why didn't I get another cordless when I had the chance? Guess what, phone cords and vacuum cleaners do not mix well. BUT MOMMY DONT CRY I'LL FIX IT FOR YOU!!!THONK I'LL TAKE A

Funny As Hell
A Florida couple, both well into their 80s, go to a sex therapist's office. The doctor asks, "What can I do for you? The man says, "Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?" The doctor raises both eyebrows, but he is so amazed that such an elderly couple is asking for sexual advice that he agrees. When the couple finishes,the doctor says, "There's absolutely nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse." He thanks them for coming, he wishes them good luck, he charges them $50 and he says good bye The next week, the couple returns and asks the sex therapist to watch again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agrees. This happens several weeks in a row. The couple makes an appointment, has intercourse with no problems, pays the doctor, then leave. Finally, after 3 months of this routine, the doctor says, "I'm sorry, but I have to ask. Just what are you trying to find out?" The man says, "We're not trying to find o

More Than 100%
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint. It goes like this: What makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-a-R-d-W-O-R-k 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% And K-n-O-w-l-e-d-G-e 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-t-t-I-t-U-d-e 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-l-l-S-h-I-t 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% And, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-k-I-S-S-I-n-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that while hard work and

What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?
Your Lucky Underwear Is Red You're confident and bold, and your lucky red underwear will only make you more sure of yourself. You have a great zest for life, and you tend to take on impossible goals - and succeed. When it comes to love, it's hard for you to take the time to open up. You're too busy conquering the world. So if you're looking for a little more romance, put on your red underpants. And see where their passion takes you! What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

Just Rambling On
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 me just ramblig on Current mood: indescribable Category: Life HELLO EVERYONE! AS MANY OF YOU KNOW MY NAME IS CANDIDA DAWN LAMBERT. MOST PEOPLE STILL CALL ME BY THE CHILDHOOD NAME CANDYI WAS BORN ON DECEMBER 18TH,1980.SO THAT MAKES ME 26...BUT MY PSYCHIC FRIEND BELIEVES MY REAL AGE IS 38....IMAGINE THAT. THAT WOULD EXPLAIN WHY AT THE AGE OF 16 I WAS LIVING AS A 28 YR. OLD WOULD! MY WHOLE LIFE AS OF NOW HAS NEVER BEEN TO KIND....LIFE WAS DEFINATELY NOT HANDED TO ME ON A BRONZED PLATE LET ALONE A GOLD ONE WITH DIAMONDS...LOL BUT THAT WAS PROBABLY A GOOD THING FOR MY FAMILY-GOD FORBID THEY ACT LIKE A FAMILY MADE OUT OF GOLD AND DIAMONDS,YA KNOW! MY MOTHER PASSED AWAY WHEN I WAS 17 YRS. OLD DUE TO THE FACT THAT OBVIOUSLY SHE COULDN'T HANDLE WHAT WAS HANDED TO HER ON HER OWN PLATE OF SHIT CALLED LIFE! WHICH TO ME CONSISTED OF ME AND MY LITTLE SISTER AND BROTHER!(FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO COULDN'T FIGURE OUT THAT LITTLE RIDDLE, MY MOTHER COMMITED SUICIDE) WHEN

I Was Just Thinking
I am going to chat about a few things this morning that have me puzzled.. I am a totally honest person, I believe if you want something or someone, don't lie, just tell the truth.. I hear.. My wife/husband doesn't like sex, she/he doesn't touch me anymore, she/he doesn't show affection, she/he hasn't touched me or let me touch her/him in years.. I often wonder are you doing anything to try to pull it together.. It takes two to make something work, and if you expect your husband or wife to do all the work and basically be your love slave you need to wake up. I am all about playing, having fun, flirting, meeting and so on, I love it when people come to the Club to meet me but when the sun comes up I know there is other people involved. I would love to meet someone that tells me.. I Love my wife, she loves me, I am not looking to leave but am looking for some spice.. Truth, how nice. I also hear my Wife?Husband doesn't know I chat she/he would be so upset, why it's chatting whats t

America's Top Mornons
TOP MORONS 1. WILL THE REAL DUMMY PLEASE STAND UP? AT&T fired President John Walter after nine months, saying he lacked intellectual leadership. He received a $26 million severance package. Perhaps it's not Walter who's lacking intelligence. 2. WITH A LITTLE HELP FROM OUR FRIENDS: Police in Oakland, CA spent two hours attempting to subdue a gunman who had barricaded himself inside his home. After firing ten tear gas canisters, officers discovered that the man was standing beside them in the police line, shouting, "Please come out and give yourself up." 3. WHAT WAS PLAN B??? An Illinois man, pretending to have a gun, kidnapped a motorist and forced him to drive to two different automated teller machines, wherein the kidnapper proceeded to withdraw money from his own bank accounts. 4. THE GETAWAY! A man walked into a Topeka, Kansas Kwik Stop and asked for all the money in the cash drawer. Apparently, the take was too small, so he tied up the stor

Guess They Have Jerry Springer Candidates In The U.k. Too. .. .
Misdiagnosed Man Seeks Compensation By Associated Press May 8 2007, 8:05 AM EDT LONDON -- A man who said he spent his life savings after being told he had months to live is seeking compensation after doctors conceded they had got the diagnosis wrong. John Brandrick, 62, was told two years ago that he had terminal pancreatic cancer, Britain's Press Association news agency reported. He decided to spend his remaining time in style, quitting his job and spending his savings on hotels, restaurants and holidays. A year later, doctors at the Royal Cornwall Hospital in southwest England revised their diagnosis: Brandrick was suffering from pancreatitis, a non-fatal ailment. "My life has been turned upside down by this," Brandrick said. "I was told I had limited time to live. I got rid of everything -- my car, my clothes, everything." Brandrick said he did not want to take the hospital to court, "but if they have made the wrong decision they should pay me something back."

Big Girl
Big Girl Some prefer skin and bones, As hard as sticks and stones. While others love my soft embrace, And to this softness they race. Round and luscious, Some even say delicious! Soft and curvy, And my attitude is pretty nervy. Don’t underestimate the attraction of a big girl, We may just leave your head in swirl!

Helpful Health Tips
Subject: :Helpful health tips Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... Don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products. Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake? A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, t

I Do Not...
I do not have the answers, sometimes I don't even have the questions, sometimes I have nothing but empty thoughts that drift upon the breeze... Have you ever chased a snowflake, such a fragile, delicate, and beautiful thing, crystalline sculpture, in purest white? Have you ever caught that flake, and watched it as it fades in the warmth of your hand, softly dissolving, to a tear drop? When I see the snows fall, and disrupt us all, block our roads, close our schools, bring down power lines, and cause death and destruction I sometimes think of that delicate snow flake and wonder how something so small, so gentle, so fragile, can be so destructive. Then I look at us, people, and we're just the same, so many fragile people, and yet when one or two voices band together we can cause such pain, and such misery. I don't want to see drifts, and blizzards, death and destruction, I just want to hold the delicate people, to see them for their individual beauty, and to care for them,

If I Could Pick...
If I could pick one dream to hold and cherish, to keep within my mind forever, it would be woman. So powerful, so beautiful, so mysterious, the warmth within my soul, the smile upon my face, and the beating of my heart. She is the mother, the lover, the rock of our lives, the teat that nurtures, the caress that soothes, the touch that arouses, and the vision that inspires. She is the passion, the drive, the muse, but also she is the steady hand, always there, always ready, always... love. If I could pick one dream to hold and cherish, to keep within my mind forever, it would be woman.

Friends
Here Goes: Even though we dont always get along, we may not like what the other has to say, and we aren't going to agre on the same point of view all the time, and there may even be a time or two when we don't even like each other. But no matter what we are doing, no matter where we are at in our lives, if one or the other happens to be in trouboe, the other one is always right by their side to the first out and walk them through the hard times. ****You Gotta Take The Good With The Bad****

Lightblub Moment #1
last nite i was looking at some quotes & lyrics that ive written dowm and i think ive figured it out. the reason i fell for the guys i did was b/c they seem to b everything im not. popular, confident, wanted,.....etc. i guess i thought if i was with them i was a part of the lyfe i wanted. now i wouls still b apart of that lyfe, (have more friends and do crazier things) but i dont wanna get there just b/c im with somebody. id rather make it there by myself.

It's Been A Week.
First things first, I'd like to thank Sinister Sainthood. That is my brothers paintball team. First off I am very proud of my brother. His dream for over the past decade was to break into the paintball industry, this Saturday he opened Gateway Action Sports. His very own paintball field. As I said, I'm very proud of it, and the field looks great. I went out there to take some pictures for him, and when he found out that my finger was itching to get behind a gun again his team jumped on the opportunity to see what one of the founding members of that team could do after 6 years away from the sport. I think I did pretty good, I wasn't spectacular or anything, but I did pretty good. Played 4 games and had a lot of fun. Once again, thank you to my brother and his team. Also, Sunday I went to the Nashville Zoo. I took my godgaughter and it was so cute. My favorite pat was the reptile house, her family was there with us the entire time, but somehow in there we all got seperated

~i Miss~
That smile, A shared kiss, Special moments, Of magical bliss. Escimo kisses Our fingers entwined, Arms around me, Gazes combined. Soft words, Whispered gently, Promises given, Listening intently. Moments shared, Knowing looks, Togetherness, Our little nook. Those times, Now so far gone, Seems so distant, Rough times dawn

One Love
One Love My heart has opened completely this day I have met myself through you in a most familiar way Could I explain it in words, I really will git it my best However be prepared as the love of my SOUL dictates the rest Everlasting is the sound that you speak in my ear Letting me know how your intentions with me are dear Eternity is all I see, when I look into your eyes Internally you inspire me to also see paradise Such gentleness in your ways that leave me in bliss Placing your hands on my face, I've never been touched like this Unending streams of electrical nature begin plusing through me Remembrance of youth and the way I used to see so clearly Experiencing this feeling is so wonderful, I would never let it go Leaving my worries behind and watching them melt as snow Only now has my life seemed to have just begun Void of all fear because you are finally here Embracing me as though out love were one

Happy Birthday
SPECIAL PRAYER FOR A SPECIAL PERSON.MY FRIENDSTHIS PRAYER IS FOR MY FRIENDS DAUGHTER,I'M SURE THAT EVERY ONE OF US HAVE SOMEONE VERY DEAR IS GOING THROUGH PAIN BUT THIS LITTLE THREE YEARS OLD GIRL WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND NOW SHE IS IN THE HOSPITAL FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE ,YOU KNOW THAT GOD IS ALWAYS WITH ALL OF US IN EVERY MOMENT,SO LET US PRAY FOR LITTLE Abbigail la'shai Baby Boy J'S DAUGHTER AND FOR WHO EVER ON YOUR MIND. A PRAYER FOR STRENGTHO Lord,In this time of need, strengthen me. You are my strength and my shield; You are my refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. I know, Father, that Your eyes go to and fro throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts long for You. The body grows weary, but my hope is in You to renew my strength.I do not fear, for You are with me.I am not dismayed or overwhelmed, for You are my God. I know You will strengthen me and help me; that You will uphold me with Your righteous hand. Even as the shadows of illness cover me, I f

New Skins For You,,,,,,,,(background)
IF YOU LIKE TO CHANGE YOUR SKIN(BACKGROUND)AS MUCH AS I DO YOU CAN STOP BY AND CHECK OUT MY NEW SKINS CHOOSE WHAT YOU LIKE BUT THERE IS SOME ARE PERSONAL PLEASE DO NOT RIP THEM THERE IS 38 DIFFERENT SKINS FOR THE NEW MEMBERS.. ITS AS SIMPLE AS THIS:CLICK ON ONE OF THESE PIX IT WILL TAKE YOU TO MAY PAGE,THEN GO TO THE BOTTOM OF MY PAGE AND CLICK ON BROWSE SKINS.AND FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS ..LOL HAVE FUN AND ENJOY YOUR WEEK HUGS AND MUCH LOVE WildCat

Guts Or Balls
guts or balls We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below: GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being assaulted by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the ass and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the subject.

Who Would You Choose???
I am sitting here, my mind wandering, and it keeps going back to the same questions… I wonder about dating and “love”, about friends and lovers, about where I belong in this life... and if there’s someone out there for me… I’m tired of feeling soo alone… I’m tired of having to face the world alone… Tired of having the world knock me down and having to get up and dust myself off… Tired of not having that shoulder to lean on once in a while just to gather strength… Tired of craving hugs and not being able to reach out for them… I feel like “love”, the type that everyone talks about, doesn’t exist for me… Every time I’ve found someone I dare to give my heart to… It gets torn out, ripped to shreds, and thrown back in my face… I’ve stopped looking for it. I’ve given up on finding it. I don’t want to put my heart on the line anymore. I wish I could just lock my heart away and never be hurt again. And yet… I’m suffering with two hard core crushes… have been for m

Arwythur's Annual Samhain/halloween Party In Kentucky...2007
Just in case that you might be interested, here's the 2nd flier for the Halloween/Samhain Party weekend 2007... I'm not pushing it on people, it's just that last year we were late getting these out, so we are trying to be good about it this year, and the time frame is such that if I don't tell people about it now, they wait too long and then can't get the time off from work/jobs/family in order to attend. Biological Family are always welcome, and we are again allowing small children this year! We do this to allow more Parents, ( without reliable babysitters ), to attend... Arwythur ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; Greetings fellow seekers.... I'm inviting you to attend our Samhain Gathering this October, 2007! This Gathering has come to be associated with, but not limited to, British Traditional Witchcraft and associated related Paths considered "Of Like Mind". Our immediate groups, which include "Prairie

Remember What Could Have Been
Blood in my heart and blood on your mind as you search for that flaw that you'd find dissecting the words of an innocent leaving love and compassion behind Scattered ashes are all that remains of the things that went on before so let it thunder and let it rain cause these things can't hurt me no more Dirty glasses in the morning's light recollections of your presence last night but in the new day's hostile silence the intent of your echoing words seems violent Cruel cold rain's tormenting me - there are no visions left to see just hazy shapes and whispering voices the future is filled with lunatic choices There has to be music, there has to be wine to lessen the pain, to make me feel fine escape from this life, escaping from me it's comfort and strength that I need

Hello
firstly id like to wish all the mothers out there a happy mothers day, i know its sunday but what the hell my kids made me cards, they were beautiful also ill be putting a new video of me on my profile if you havent seen the other ones they are on my stickum so watch them if you want they are just silly videos of me when im bored also once again, please dont ask me if i have yahoo, i dont have it, dont want it and dont make that the first thing you ask me, at least say hi first lol big hugs and kisses to my wonderful friends

A Bit Irate But Calm Lol
"Dear Santa, I am writing you cause I feel that I should at the very least justify my actions over the course of the year, before you go off and start jumping to conclusions, and fuck up my wish list! Let me start off by saying, that considering the year I've had, I've been a VERY good girl. I don't think that I should be disqualified from the "nice" list based solely on my 'not-so-nice' actions... like the time i tripped my sister in front of the whole church, personally I thought it was hilarious, but I'm guessing that was a strike against me. And the time I spread that horrible, but TRUE, rumor about my ex's new gf.. really if you think about it Big Red, she deserved it!! And it brought JOY to so many people, isn't that what really counts?!?! I could go on and on about the things that would count against me and throw me directly into the SHIT PILE, but Big Red if you could find it in your jolly ol' jelly belly to forgive and (please) forget about all the crap I've done. (

Ufo And Predictions
Hello readers: I received this interesting email pertaining to the picture of a UFO posted on Coast To Coast but please before looking at it read Mark's message to me. Dr. Turi: I would be very interested in your opinion of the UFO pictures currently posted on the C2C website. They are very clear pictures of a UFO that was discussed at length on last nights show. The location was not given, but the general topography reminds me of the Eastern Mountain ranges, perhaps the blueridge mountains in West Virginia, but definitely Eastern. The craft is very original in design, but actually reminds of some UFO depictions in ancient paintings and drawings. Your intuitive thoughts on this would be very much appreciated. ----Mark Go to CTC website to look at this incredible pic then read my answer. http://www.coasttocoastam.com/gen/page2022.html ?theme=light From DT- Dear Mark; The only thing I can tell you is that UFO's are very real because of my own four experiences. How

If You'd Like To Copy My Work Ask First
why moon why? can't sleep eyes won't close weighted drowsy eyes painfully held open by the dawn of day. no words emanate from lips sewn shut by fear fear that the new day will bring more fights and another piece of you will be violently torn from me the new sun peeks up over the horizon and light pierces every dark corner in souls locked away in night's ominous shadows obviously, mine has been neglected darkness pours out of mine like a cup with a hole in the rain I rock myself to sleep in my own little corner here no one bothers me not even you whispering thoughts of insanity ?? or perhaps even pure genius?? but still nothing makes sense... what have I left to destroy? in my presence yet another bottle of Jack empty to add to the collection I've been making all night and an ashtray full of butts a razor in my bloody fist trails of dried blood drizzle patterns on my forearms and legs how pretty I think but she's not me, she's that bad girl but me. I'm stil

Mystified
It's a wonder how people on here can be so very stupid..I sit and wonder if they just don't have a life or if they think long and hard how to make people just want to smack them...I am married...i have it posted on my profile...i make it no secret...I don't "play" with men on here I don't do anything inappropriate however...some really stupid people assume i still want to..why is that?...People need to put a cork in their heads to fix the leakin stupid juice problem...okay im done venting now...LMAO...To all my friends...Love ya's

Zakk Wylde: 'dimebag Was My Partner In Six-string Crime' - Oct. 25, 2005
Dave Wedge of the Boston Herald recently conducted a short interview with BLACK LABEL SOCIETY mainman Zakk Wylde. Read on: Herald: What was your relationship like with "Dimebag?" Wylde: "He was my partner in six-string crime. He was a beautiful guy. A BLACK LABEL guy. He was one of the most beautiful souls you'd ever meet. If you were having a crappy day, he'd come in and light the room up. Aside from being one of the greatest guitar players ever, he was an even better person." Herald: What's been the reaction to the [Dimebag tribute] song ["In This River"]? Wylde: "I have to sing it every night and it's hard not to break down." Herald: You just pitched a pilot to MTV. What's it about? Wylde: "It's like rock boot camp. Their parents don't want them to be in bands. They wanted me to go in and talk to them. I said, 'I can't do that, man.' I just went in there and got them drunk, what every friendly, neighborhood rock guy would do." Herald: What's the longest you'v

Pretend.
I can't recall the last time I was blessed with peaceful sleep... These vivid dreams and images forever seem to haunt me, see... My situation is unique as far as normality is concerned... I wonder why the lessons i've learned still let me get burned, but I... Chose the path that i'm walking down and I know... Eventually this path will lead to righteousness so... Please believe when I tell you i'm sorry that I mean every word... It isn't just another one of my stories that you always find absurd... So if you can find it in your heart to forgive me one more time... I'll see to it that our paths will never cross the line that was... Drawn in the dirt because the sands wash away and we... Couldn't find any concrete to make it permanent but please... Trust me in the fact that you'll never see me again... Of course we can't still be friends... But we can pretend...

It's Love
a heart can only give so much blood before its dry, eyes can only produce so many tears to cry.. the things one will do for a love so true, what you did to me i could never undo.. but why oh why am i falling back again for you? why does my heart flutter whenever your voice whispers my name, when not so long ago i know that same voice became the shattering voice of pain? the way i cried for days reminiscing in our past, the baby we loved together, the promises that didn't last, but it all seems to dissolve in a second whenever you are near... for some reason i can't hate you anymore, and i want you to be near. and i pray for you "Please God forgive him of his sins and indiscretions for he is only man, please help him to see what's in your greater plan. guide him on his path to your infinite glory, lead him back to me so i may finally have the happily ever after to my story"

Things That Go Wtf In The Night.. Lol
people post random shit that noone really cares to know... like the fact that my ex bf from the Corps apparently called my house last night @ 2:45am and thinkin he was talking to me (in reality it was MOM) and asked "just how much sex do YOU wanna have?" so my mom hung up on him LOL Drinks @ the local watering hole for the night: $90 Cool looking cell phone to make drunk calls with: $75 a month Suave & sexy personailty: free Making a drunk call at 2:45am to your ex gf's house only to attempt phone sex with her MOM! : PRICELESS

Zakk Wylde: 'dimebag Was Proof That God Exists'.
Date: Saturday, November 05 @ 21:20:20 EST Topic: Black Label Society Aaron Beck of The Columbus Dispatch recently conducted an interview with BLACK LABEL SOCIETY mainman Zakk Wylde. A few excerpts from the chat follow: On his children: "My daughter, Ray Ray (Hayle Ray), is 13. (My) drinkin' problem is definitely escalating. "There's Jesse. Ozzy's the godfather of him. That was a good day in Church. "And (New York Mets catcher) Mike Piazza is godfather of Hendrix Halen Michael Rhoads Wylde. With a name like that, it has to work out, right? "But I know he’s going to be into basket-weaving and crochet or ballet, or he's going to be a Chippendale's dancer. I can see it comin'. "The only thing I can do as a father is facilitate." On his first guitar: "I was 8, but I wanted to play football and hang out… My guitar teacher said: 'Let him be a kid right now. If he wants to play, he'll play.’ It's the same thing with my kids. Just 'cause I play, I can't force

Twinkle Twinkle
twinkle twinkle litte star, where has my prince gone? is he far? I wish for a man to bring me love, send me your finest from up above. Someone who will bring joy and light, instead of the ususal arguments and fight. tall and dark, hansome and lean, a body like Michaleangelo's David; so perfect and pristine. I don't need a loser, a beggar or whore, those men will be promptly shown THE DOOR! oh twinkle twinkle star above, please send me something in the shape of love!

Drive For Fun!
Riverby, Texas is on Farm Road 100, twenty miles northeast of Bonham and two miles south of the Red River in extreme northeastern Fannin County! POP: 15 since 1990..."Google Earth was not wrong!" {Giggles} Okay...YOU WOULD NOT WANT TO LIVE HERE BECAUSE: It will stink to high heaven in the Summer! COW-methane!! There is nothing in this town but birds, cows, hogs & deer. I did see a red flying squirrel. It IS a really nice place. I am sure everyone has a gun.

My Version Of Nice Girls.. Lol Fuck You Chickens Ahahaha
1:19 AM - youre doin it all wrong..nice girls PT II Current mood: hyper - To every girl that dresses cute --- not skanky (but you act like a ho anyways) - To every girl who wants to be called beautiful -- not hot. (but the way you walk around like youre fuckin barbie says otherwise) - To every girl that will spend her whole day -- looking for the perfect birthday present for you. (if she knows you as well as she should, shed know EXACTLY what to get you) - To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose -- the whore instead. (quit being such a duchebag when he wants it, when you want it you nag till you get it.. i know im a girl) - To every girl that would die to have a -- decent boyfriend. (quit trying to "fix" the men you pick up...leopards dont change their spots, they just grow bigger) - To every girl that wont settle -- for the jerk. (again, stop picking the losers...feel them out before you fuck around with them) ((ps who they chill with i

Spring Quarter Grades
Well midterms are over with finally, got my grades back. I have a C in business Class, C in Math, and not looking good in Psycology, but the quarter isn't over yet so there is still hope to bring up my grades.

Going Out Of Town
Hey..everyone....im going to be out of town for a few days...leaving wednesday am....and will be back late saturday...so i may not be on that often...so...if u have pics..etc.. that u want me 2 check out...pls send me an email..so i can check it out later...hope everyone has a good week...and i will talk 2 yall soon... *HUGS* KIM

Hi
sorry that i have not been on lately here the weather has been warming up and i have not been on the comupter lately. been enjoying the nice weather. i also have been dealing with my son to. there are alot of problems with him and so that's why i have not been on. i will try to be on again soon. well i have to go so i will talk to everyone soon. sorry again to all my friends on here that care and worry where i have been. hotchick3

Man Rules
Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what y

Yup
Never say lovely if it isn't really there; never talk about feelings if you don't really care; never hold midi hand if yah one break midi heart; never say yah qonna if you don't plan to start; never look into my eyes if all you do is lie; never say hello if you really mean qood-bye; if you really mean forever then please say you'll try; never say forever because forever makes me cry

Gas Prices Going Up.. Up!!
ARE YOU TIRED OF HIGH GAS PRICES? Soon to hit $4.00 a gallon!! It’s time for us consumers to ACT! No one else will! Not only are we paying artificially inflated prices at the pump, we’re already feeling the effects of higher prices on goods such as groceries, pizza delivery, virtually everything because it’s delivered to places using GAS or DIESEL! This is JUST THE BEGINNING! The CONSUMER…. US!! Will pay higher prices on everything, not just gas! We haven’t yet seen the inflation that this is eventually is going to cause! This is a national / WORLD issue! WE must send a message! No one is on OUR side! WE must do it! WE have the power to make or break a company. I propose we start with a company boycott of CHEVRON. They boast of HUGE profits (as all the oil companies do/have recently) Chevron Reports First Quarter Net Income of $4.7 Billion, Up 18 Percent from First Quarter 2006. Hmmm…. makes you think huh? THAT sentence was taken off their web page, here

‘the Secret And Your Body.’
Feb. 25, 2007 - Let’s look at using the Creative Process for those who feel they are overweight and who want to lose weight. The first thing to know is that if you focus on losing weight, you will attract back having to lose more weight, so get “having to lose weight” out of your mind. It’s the very reason why diets don’t work. Because you are focused on losing weight, you must attract back continually having to lose weight. The second thing to know is that the condition of being overweight was created through your thought to it. To put it in the most basic terms, if someone is overweight, it came from thinking “fat thoughts,” whether that person was aware of it or not. A person cannot think “thin thoughts” and be fat. It completely defies the law of attraction. Whether people have been told they have a slow thyroid, a slow metabolism, or their body size is hereditary, these are all disguises for thinking “fat thoughts.” If you accept any of those conditions as applicable to

Wisdom For The Ages
DID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS? > > Death is certain, but the Bible speaks about > untimely death! > Make a personal reflection about this..... > Very interesting, read until the end..... > It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): > "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for > whatsoever a man soweth, > that shall he also reap. > > Here are some men and women who mocked God : > > John Lennon (Singer): > Some years before, during his interview with an > American Magazine, he said: "Christianity will end, it will disappear. > I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his > subjects were too simple, > Today we are more famous than Him" (1966). > Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more > famous than Jesus Christ, > was shot six times. > > Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil ): > During the Presidential campaign, he said if he > got 500,000 votes from > his party, not even God would remove him from > Presidency. > Sure he got the vote

Balance And Tension
We live in a world of opposites that we often experience as conflict. But fortunately everything eventually balances with its opposite - absolutely everything! The nature of duality implies an underlying unity. So whenever one side of duality is isolated, expressed or identified, the opposite is always a potential and immediately sought. One side of any duality cannot exist by itself, except through repression of its opposite. Or said another way, one side does not exist by itself and cannot be isolated except in a hypothetical sense. What holds a duality together to create a unity is tension. Tension is the bond of opposites. It is because of tension that growth takes place and evolution is possible. There are always forces operating against each other, and it is this which makes life interesting, exciting, challenging, frustrating and fulfilling. All healthy and growing relationships embody this tension. Two people who are very similar might have a pleasant relationship but they

Fantasy...what's Yours?
Every person has their own romantic fantasies. Each fantasy has its own unique feeling, tone, and theme. Some people have simple fantasies, yet others elaborate their romantic dreams with many sophisticated details. There is one thing in common with all romantic fantasies, however. It is desiring something that you don't already have in your life and that can only come true with a romantic partner. Fantasies provide peace of mind and escape from the real world, and romantic fantasies in particluar serve as a vehicle to a more satisfying sex life. Fantasies put people in touch with their sensuality, while also allowing them to become more comfortable with themselves and their relationships. Women tend to be more sensual and romantic, relying on soft lighting, scented candles and slow music to set the mood. When most women fantasize about making love, it is often with a focus on their current partner (though sometimes someone unattainable, famous, etc. may creep into the mind's eye

Fyi
To those who feel the need to pass long whining bulletins about new stuff on CT, be prepared to be off my friends list , off my family list and off my fan list......... im sick of babies! dont worry you wont have to life a finger ill delete ya myself !

Experts: Vets Need Better Stress Tests
Payment For PTSD Symptoms Doubles Over 5 Years WASHINGTON -- The surge in the number of veterans suffering post-traumatic stress disorder requires development of better tests to evaluate affected personnel and determine how best to compensate them, a panel of medical experts said Tuesday. "As the increasing number of claims to the VA shows, PTSD has become a very significant public health problem, particularly for veterans of current and past conflicts," said Nancy Andreasen, chair of the committee that prepared the report. "Our review of the current methods for evaluating PTSD disability claims and determining compensation indicates that a comprehensive revision is needed," said Andreasen, head of the psychiatry department at Carver College of Medicine, University of Iowa. Claims increased from 120,265 in 1999 to 215,871 in 2004 and payments jumped from $1.72 billion to $4.28 billion in the same period, a combined committee from the Institute of Medicine and National R

1 Final And Project Down 1 More To Go
I forgot I had final today! I obviously didn't study for it, but it is for the Child Growth and Development course I'm taking. Luckily, I remembered pretty much everything that was on it and even if I didn't it was an easy final. The one I have to worry about is coming up nest week. Update on what I was whining and crying about before, I handed in today...I inadvertently found out that I left out something major that needed to be there! Only 1 project that needs to be handed in. That was supposed to be in today, but since the teacher is really cool she gave me till Thursday to get it to her. Any later than that and I'm screwed, but no worries it's an easy paper to write...I hope.

'cocaine' Energy Drink To Change Name After Pressure By 'the Man'
WASHINGTON (AFP) - The maker of Cocaine Energy Drink announced Tuesday it was changing the name of the beverage in the face of pressure from officials and others who claimed it glamorized illegal drug use. Redux Beverages LLC said its caffeine-loaded drink -- which contains no cocaine despite the name -- would get a new name but that the company would continue to fight for the right to bring back the "Cocaine" name. The Las Vegas, Nevada-based firm said it took the action in the face of "threats" by the US Food Drug Administration (FDA) and state officials. A statement said the company was "agreeing temporarily to cease distribution of the Cocaine Energy Drink until the legality of using the name 'Cocaine' can be firmly established." "Obviously, we were forced to stop shipping the drink as 'Cocaine' for now, but we're not done fighting for our rights," said Jamey Kirby, founder of Redux, who added that a new name and label would be offered in the coming weeks. "We've rec

My Ex Bf Just Made My Day
My x boy The white man built like 50 cent Wiggar, hardcore gangster drugie asshole Charlie, who's currently in jail Is also known as... CHUCKY!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahaha I fucking love it!!! Yeah a dectective came asking about him He let loose that little tidbit HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I feel better about life now A little anyway Thats just to great

More
More! I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your 'innocent little devil' look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you pull me up by the hair- To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. P

I Had A Dream...
I think it was a nightmare... When I was in highschool my bus was the first in a long line of busses that would drive home in different directions. My locker was on the complete opposite end of the school. I was in rollerskates and I couldn't skate! I was trying hard to get to where my bus was; I couldn't make it! I finally got to the side door and as I opened it... my bus was pulling out of the circle drive towards my town! I wasn't on it! What do you think this means? Tell me what you think!

Enrgy Drink
'Cocaine' energy drink to change name after pressure by 'the man' by Rob Lever 1 hour, 56 minutes ago WASHINGTON (AFP) - The maker of Cocaine Energy Drink announced Tuesday it was changing the name of the beverage in the face of pressure from officials and others who claimed it glamorized illegal drug use. ADVERTISEMENT Redux Beverages LLC said its caffeine-loaded drink -- which contains no cocaine despite the name -- would get a new name but that the company would continue to fight for the right to bring back the "Cocaine" name. The Las Vegas, Nevada-based firm said it took the action in the face of "threats" by the US Food Drug Administration (FDA) and state officials. A statement said the company was "agreeing temporarily to cease distribution of the Cocaine Energy Drink until the legality of using the name 'Cocaine' can be firmly established." "Obviously, we were forced to stop shipping the drink as 'Cocaine' for now, but we're not done fighting for our r

Bribing The Doc
BRIBING THE DOC BY: BRENDA L. It was a cool crisp spring night. The moon shimmering off the lake on the rippling water, making the shores of the bank well lit. I sat on the edge of the pier of the fishing dock dangling my feet into the coolness of the lake. The rippling of the water was gently massaging the feet after a hard days work at the plant. It was nice to know that I would have the next two weeks to myself. Isolated from the noise of the TV. Phone, the kids fighting over minor issue, and a quarreling husband. The doctor informed hubby I needed this time away otherwise I was going to snap. Well it does help to bribe the doctor a little. You see I bribed the doctor with a rendezvous here at the lake. You asked how this all came about well sit back and relax and enjoy reading while I tell you the tale. Well at the plant I had an accident and was knocked unconscious, and they called for an ambulance to come and whisk me away to the local emerg

A Few Things You Probably Didn't Know About Bikers
For all who Know Motorcycle Riders I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leathe r coat s and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers d

No Subject.
You are a sketch A faded one at that A black and white image and I can erase I can eee I can e-r I can.. You will go away. You are not welcome here. With your drug-like tendancys I am no friend to addiction I add.. adic.. I.. I cannot allow I will turn you off. You are a machine. Or I am A machine I may be I think If I were real I might rust I cannot rust I am waterproof I can turn you off in the blink of a.... Lights off. I can call the black. I do not have to deal with .... you don't have to I'm glad. You see it my way. Cause you don't see at all. Which means of course that I am blind. I. Am. Glad. You. My laughter has no merit in this slack and empty air.

Desire
DESIRE BY: BRENDA L. I do know as I grew older and began to understand my sexual feelings and desires the fantasy grew stronger and stronger. While I didn't really dare to let this fantasy free it began to fill my thoughts. As I would make love with my partner, I would dream about filling her with my seed without the protection of a condom, diaphragm or the pill. It wasn't just the desire to have unprotected sex, it was the desire to really impregnate my partner and partners. To put my semen in their fertile wombs and make babies. Of course I could have already made my fantasy come true. I am a tall handsome man of twenty eight from a rich family. I can generally have my choice of women to have sex with. I could marry some girl with a family on her mind and have a couple of children. I am sure that I was on that path. I would get to fulfill my fantasy and desire a couple of times in a lifetime and I know I am supposed to be happy with that. T

Friends" Vs. Southern Friends
FRIENDS: Never ask for food. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Always bring the food. FRIENDS: Will say "hello". SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: Are for a while. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Are for life.

Guest Book...
WELL I ADDED A GUEST BOOK ONTO MY PAGE, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO GO AND SIGN IT. IT'LL BE INTERESTING TO TO SEE WHO DOES OR NOT. NOT GONNA BEG YA.. BUT I'D LIKE TO SEE WHERE EVERYONE IS FROM AND HOW FAR AWAY FROM ME EVERYONE IS.

It All Started With Men Of Course!
Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now... I never looked at it this way before: MENtal illness MENstrual cramps MENtal breakdown MENopause GUYnecologist AND .. When we have REAL trouble, it's a HISterectomy. Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN?

Here’s How To Meet And Date The Kind Of Woman You Always Want.
I’ll show you the exact steps and specific directions to help you be more successful with women and dating—and you don't have to be rich or handsome to do it...but you my male friends will have to request the techniques. Dear Friend, Recently I was out with some friends at a local club. I looked over and saw a very attractive woman. I decided that I'd like to meet her and get her number so I could get a date with her later. I walked over and itroduce myself and we exchange a few words with her. Within about 3 minutes she was writing her name and phone number down for me. Keep in mind, this was at a popular club where she was being hit on all night. And I was the one who got her number. Other guys buy drinks, dance, and try for hours— and usually wind up with nothing in these types of situations. But I was able to talk to her and get her number almost instantly. The question is: What did I say to her? How did I do it? If you would have asked me

Idols
Special thanks to these people for being there and chatting with me so very much. Your support and lent ear will never be forgotten. So for all you who are real and love to talk hit these ones up cause they got it in them. Their the ones that count more then gold in the fading years. If you be friend them and don't let time take them you'll have something trully special. Thanks again! I love you all! Maggie@ CherryTAP OceanLove - (Please Sign My Guest Book)@ CherryTAP ~*SHORT*N*SASSY*~@ CherryTAP cowgirl1988@ CherryTAP

Thanks
I just wanted to say thank you to all the people who read my blog. Please remember to always tell the people in your life how much they mean to you everyday because you never know what might happen. Don't let some tragedy remind you that you should have said something, just do it everyday. I want to wish everyone all the best and remember no matter how bad things look there is someone out there who cares about you and loves you. Please don't let life get you down. I should know I try not to let it get me down and I have very bad health. I have no cartiledge left around both of my knee caps and nothing holding my knee caps in place any more so everytime I move it is bone on bone and very painful. I also have to have my shoulder replaced because of the same thing. So believe me when I say I know life is tough but don't let it get you down, depression only makes things hurt more. Enough of my rambling (lol) please everyone have a great day and if you ever need to talk please look me

Hero?
ok so now i'm a hero?... today at work i rescued a girl whom had just given blood from passing out in her school lunch room... i recognized the tell tell signs and sat her down with her legs and arms tight to the table.. i then went back to the blood drive and got the wheel chair to takie her back to the recovery area... upon re-entering the lunch room... for my own lunch break i was approached by a teacher... "thanks for being a hero today..." i did feel a bit of pride... but then i thought of my lil cousin who at 22 is a war veteran of iraq... i thought of my mom when the house got shot up... i thought of firemen who runs into the burning building... these people are already defined as heros to me... so to that teacher..(joe) thank you.. but i must decline the title...

More Thinking
Why do I continue to post anything... NO ONE FUCKING READS IT ANYWAYS so whats the point? If they don't read it why do I bother? Oh, I know, because I want the one person who is supposed to care to notice that they way they treat me makes me feel like crap...They never talk to me unless I message them first, and sometimes even then I don't get a responce. Thus I feel depressed and moody all the time. It's a waste of breath to hope they read this, so I will leave it at that. I'm done pouring my heart out to them because it isnt getting me anywhere but really fucking depressed.

Let Me Do A Slumber Party At Your House**
Hello, Let me come over to your house for free and do a slumber party for you... Catch is no one under 18, no kids no men allowed. I come into your home and show you all my fun product. Lingerie, Lotions, Dildo's and the lastest in Vibe toys. I have underwater toys, lotions to spice that bedroom groove again. All you need to do is invite your friends and you get 10 % percent of the total sales in product. You can do a wish list for your hubby to buy... No it is not a sleep over. Shannon 480-203-7507 Thx

Surgeons
Five surgeons are discussing who makes the best patients to operate on. The first surgeon says, "I like to see accountants on my operating table, because when you open them up, everything inside is numbered." The second responds, "Yeah, but you should try electricians! Everything inside them is colour coded." The third surgeon says, "No, I really think librarians are the best; everything inside them is in alphabetical order." The fourth surgeon chimes in: "You know, I like construction workers those guys always understand when you have a few parts left over at the end, and when the job takes longer than you said it would." But the fifth surgeon shut them all up when he observed: "You're all wrong. Politicians are the easiest to operate on. There are no guts, no heart, no balls, no brains and no spine, and the head and the ass are interchangeable."

Making Love
Kiss me on my forehead, the tip of my nose, lock your lips with mine. Passion and want make me feel it, make me know it. Nibble on my ear, kiss me, lick me, blow on my neck. Softly caress and kiss my body; explore me like I am your first. Cup my suttle breast in your hands caress them, touch them, show me how you feel. Suck on the nipple, lick the tips, tease me make me want you. Slowly work your way down kissing on my tummy; licking you a path. Kiss the top and inner thighs look me in my eyes waiting to be granted access. Slowly spreading my legs lifting my pelvic towards you wanting you to touch me. Explore it, taste it learn all the spots make love to me with your mouth i want extacy Make me want you, to feel you deep inside me. Take me to a point of no resistance. Right when I can take no more I am about to cum stop, don't take me there yet I want to go with you not alone. As I sit up I see you, I see it long hard wanting to be touched and tasted. I lie you on the be

Woman Sneezing
A man and a woman were sitting beside each other in the first class section of the plane. The woman sneezed, took out a tissue, gently wiped her nose and then shud- dered for 10 or 15 seconds. The man went back to his reading. A few minutes later, the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, gently wiped her nose & shuddered again. The man was becoming more & more curious about the shuddering. A few more minutes passed & the woman sneezed one more time. Again she took a tissue, gently wiped her nose & shuddered violently. The man couldn't restrain his curiosity. He turned to the woman and said, "Are you all right?" "I'm sorry if I disturbed you," the woman replied, but "I have a rare condition; when I sneeze, I have an orgasm." The man was a little embarrassed, but even more curious and said, "I've never heard of that before. What are you taking for it?" The woman looked at him & said, "Pepper."

What Kind Of Sex Do You Love?
You scored as Oral Sex. Whether it's foreplay or the whole enchilada, you're "down" to have a good time. Oral Sex100%Phone Sex67%Normal Sex56%Anal Sex33%Gay Sex28%Orgy17%Cyber Sex0%What kind of SEX do you love? (pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Friends
Friends by anthony rangel Every time I feel down I look around, I jus' look up and ur there to be found. Every time I cry, and I jus' don't know why, Ur always there to wipe that tear from my eye. Whenever I am in trouble, or jus' wanna be cuddled, I look up and ur there to keep me humble. Whenever I lose sight, and wanna find the light, Ur always there to make things bright. Whenever I call, cause I had a bad fall, I look up and ur there to cushin it all. Whenever I'm mad, and do things bad, Ur always there to make me glad. Whenever I'm around, and ur there too, I look up and smile at you. Whenever I think that its the end, Ur always there to be my friend.

Stop By And Drop Me A Few Comments Please!!
I am in 2 contests and would just like for my friends to stop by and drop me a few comments. I am not asking for anyone to bomb me cuz that takes so much time with the new rules on commenting too fast. Just asking for ya all to stop by and show me a little love is all!!! Thank you all!! TwinkleBug (Angel)

Anger Management
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I dialed what I thought was Robyn's number. A man answered, saying, "Hello." I politely said, "This is Ron. Could I please speak with Robyn?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear. "There's no Robyn here. Get the right F**king number!" and the phone was slammed down. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with Robyn, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled, "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every

Funny As Hell
A friend of mine that works for an aircraft company sent me this. It is hilarious. After every flight, pilots fill out a form called a gripe sheet, which conveys to the mechanics problems encountered with the aircraft during the flight that need repair or correction. The mechanics read and correct the problem, and then respond in writing on the lower half of the form what remedial action was taken, and the pilot reviews the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews and engineers lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual logged maintenance complaints and problems as submitted by Qantas pilots and the solution recorded by maintenance engineers. By the way, Qantas is the only major airline that has never had an accident. P = The problem logged by the pilot. S = The solution and action taken by the maintenance engineers. ================================================ P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement.

Southern Survey
1.What part of the South are you from? Umm, Southern-ish Washington state originally. 2. When is the last time you were there? A few years ago. 3. Have you ever dated one of your cousins? Hell no. 4. Have you ever visited neighbors barefoot? Yup 5. Do you know anyone in the Ku Klux Klan? not personally 6. Would you leave the South? I live in New England.. 7. Did you grow up in a trailer? no, but we did live in a very nice double wide for a few years! 8. Did you graduate High School? If by graduate you mean drop out 2 months before 10th grade and then get my GED close to 10 years later, yes! 9. Do you believe in God? Nope 10. How old were you when you went fishing for the first time? Yooooung.. Maybe 3? My papa used to take me fishing all the time. 11. Have you ever been hunting? Only for small things with a bb gun. 12. How often do you drink sweet tea? Daily, it's the house wine. 13. Do you own a confederate flag? Only a pic of one on

If Men Wrote Advice Columns
Q: My husband wants to have a threesome with me and my best friend. A: Obviously your husband cannot get enough of you! Knowing that there is only one of you he can only settle for the next best thing your best friend. Far from being an issue, this can bring you closer together. Why not get some of your old college roommates involved too? If you are still apprehensive, maybe you should let him be with your friends without you. If you're still not sure then just perform oral sex on him and cook him a nice meal while you think about it. Q: My husband continually asks me to perform oral sex on him. A: Do it. Semen can help you lose weight and gives a great glow to your skin. Interestingly, men know this. His offer to allow you to perform oral sex on him is totally selfless. This shows he loves you. The best thing to do is to thank him by performing it twice a day; then cook him a nice meal. Q: My husband has too many nights out with the boys A: This is perfectly natura

Words To The Wise....
O daughters and sons of the Earth, adore the Goddess and God and be blessed with the fullness of life. Know that they have brought you to these writings, for herein lies our ways of Wicca, to serve and fulfill the keepers of wisdom, the tenders of the sacred flame of knowledge. Run the rites with love and joy, and the Goddess and God will bless you with all that you need. But those who practice dark magicks shall know their greatest wraith. Remember that you are of the Wicca. No more do you trod the ways of doubt. You walk the path of light, ever climbing from shadow to shadow to the highest relm of existence. But though we’re the bearers of truth, others do not wish to share our knowledge, so we have to run our rites beneath the moon filled skies enwrapped in shadows, But we are happy. Live fully for it is the purpose of life. Refrain not from Earthly existence. From it we grow to learn and understand, until such time that we are reborn to learn more, repeating this cyc

Being Unoffendable
Once there was this spiritual guru who was well known for being COMPLETELY unoffendable. A macho American guy heard about him and decided to go challenge him. Upon arriving at the guru's temple, the man started to insult him saying things like "I slept with your mother" and "You're such an idiot" and things like that. During the whole interaction, the guru remained totally unaffected. The guy couldn't believe it and said, "Look I understand this whole thing about not caring about what others think---but I disrespected you, man. You need to learn to stick up for yourself." "My son. Can I ask you two important questions?" "Well...sure." "If I offer you a gift, and you refuse to accept it...to whom does that gift still belong?", asked the guru. "Well, if I refuse to accept it, then it still belongs to you." "That is correct," the guru replied. "Now...if i refuse to accept your ABUSE...to whom does that still belong?"

The Principles Of Witchcraft
That I am a child of the Mother Goddess and Father God. That you cannot have male without female and female without male. That the love I share will come back to me threefold. That the hate I share will come back to me threefold. That energy around me can be manipulated. That all things can be mine, both good and bane. That on one's death, you cross into a beautiful land and are with the ones you love- forever, if you so choose to stay, if not, you may come back as you see fit. That we are all here to evolve and to grow, and that the ultimate gift of that evolution is God/Goddess-hood. That we are always loved by the God and Goddess. That positive is not possible without negative and negative without positive. That we are responsible for our own lives and nothing happens as a result of "bad-luck." That there is no such thing as an all-white or all-black Witch. That there is no such thing as ultimate evil or ultimate good. Nothing can be 100% one way or the other

Brian Mashburn (brothers)
On May 6th Around Midnight My Good Friend Jumped Out Of A Car Going 45 mph On Old Spanish Trail... (He and his girl were arguing (he had been drinking as usual) I guess he couldn't take it no more the fall snapped his neck. They turned off life support at 12:00 Midnight Sunday Night... Brian not for the crazy shit we've done but for all the pain you me and Bill (other Brother) endured to get to where we are now. Fly With The Angels Bro...

The Spiritual Laws Of Witchcraft
Witches know that no truths are absolute. There is no one absolute truth for anything. There is no one way to interpret reality, behave, think, or live. Therefore there is no single way to practice magick, pray, celebrate the seasons or spirituality. The idea that there is only one truth to any question leads to fanaticism, compulsion, and persecution. Witches understand that the Universe is in perfect harmony and balance. Therefore, everything has an equal and opposite, not necessarily equated to a negative. For example: male and female, light and darkness, up and down, positive and negative, left and right. Witches realize that for every action there is a reaction. Most of us view this as the Law of Karma. Therefore if you create evil, you will receive evil inn return, create good and receive good in return. Harmony begets harmony, evil begets evil, and balance begets balance. Witches know and realize that we are all one. We are connected. Everything that you do to another,

The Witch's Rune
Darksome night and shining moon, Hearken to the Witch’s Rune. East, then South, West, then North. Here come I to call you forth. By the powers of land and sea, Be obedient unto me. Wand and pentacle, cup and sword, Hearken ye unto my word. Cord and censor, scourge and knife, Waken all ye unto life. Powers of the Witch’s blade, Come ye as this charge is made. Queen of the Summerlands, field and dell, Send your power unto this spell. Horned Hunter of the night, Work my will, by magickal rite. By all the might of Moon and Sun, As I will, it shall be done. By all the powers of land and sea, As I say, So Mote It Be.

Is There A Soul Mate For My Heart?
Is There A Soul Mate For My Heart Tiny steps I take, with caution and very slow. What directions should I take, where should I go? A love I once had, walked away from my heart. Yes I am scared, once hurt, the steps are hard to start. Is there a Soul mate for my heart, someone true. Could I now be writing about someone like you. Can a broken heart mend, and learn to trust. I sure hope so, as I don’t want it to rust. I long for the feeling, but do I really know. How long does it takes a heart to mend, is it slow? Will the steps I take lead me to love? God will you guide me, looking down from above? What is a Soul mate, I don’t understand. What kind of love is between a woman and a man? Have I missed a true love, or will I find? Someone for my heart, is a Soul mate kind? Lost in love, was this my past? What really happened, why didn’t it last? I do have memories, very good ones too. Can a Soul mate change colors, hopefully not blue? Why do lovers, sometime

Hey Out There
I KNOW ABOUT A CONTEST FOR 200 COMMENTS FOR A 1 DAY BLAST ANYONE INTERESTED DROP A COMMENT ...HURRY CONTEST STARTS IN 5 MINUTES.....AS SOON AS U DROP A COMMENT HIT ME UP.....THEY NEED AT LEAST 5 PEOPLE TO PLAY..THEY KNOW I DO MY CONTEST SO THEY CONTACTED ME...

Ok People
HERES A TIP OPEN UP 3 DIFFERANT CT PAGES AND DROP 3 DIFFERANT COMMENT AT A TIMEryellowfast07@ CherryTAP CONTACT THIS PERSON IN SHOUTBOX TELL HIM GUS SENT YOU..AND AS SOON AS HE GOT 5 PLAYERS HE WILL START...SOMEONE FROM OUR CREW BETTER WIN

Moon Magick
Each full Moon of the month has its own name and its own qualities. Because Wicca draws from a number of folkloric traditions, you will probably see different names assigned to different months. Below are the common names for each month as well as what type of magick is best for that month. January: Wolf Moon The Wolf Moon, also known as the Cold, Snow, or Winter Moon, is a time of protection and strength. While it is the first full Moon of the calendar year, in terms of nature it occurs in the middle of the cold winter season, a season of death and desolation. In these respects, the Wolf Moon can be seen as a time of both beginnings and endings. This is the time to start to consider what you want to plant and plan for the spring. You can do magick so that as the spring approaches your magickal goal will grow close and closer to fruition. February: Storm Moon The Storm Moon, also known as the Death or Quickening Moon, is a time to do magick for fertility and strength. F

They Can Beg, And They Can Plead, But They Can't See The Light
I don't get men sometimes. Let's pretend for a moment that I am single and that I am on the prowl for a man... For any reason. Relationship, hookup, lifetime friend, hair stylist, real estate agent, whatever. Nothing would annoy me more than being greeted with a "Hey sexy" or "What's up baby?" from guys that I have never spoken to in my life. Actually, it does annoy me, because it seems to happen to me a great deal. The Internet, real life, whatever. The Internet can actually be worse, because people are less restrained online than they are in real life. The weirder ones try to court me with pictures of their many genital piercings. Most of the time though, it'll proceed with me talking to some guy that seems normal until he wants me to get on cam and "show me your sexy lil' body. You're so beautiful. OMG YOU'RE HOT." Thankfully, I haven't actually been propositioned for cyber sex for a few years. And these aren't guys that are just looking for a little online fun. They are actua

Sad Love Poem
Words, words brought our first encounter, the look into her glowing eyes, the caress of our bodies together, the kiss of her sweet lips to mine, the first I love you, the memories that will last to infinity, misspoken words took her away in a heated moment, and the only feelings left are from the memories of our love, and always remembering the words, the words not spoken.

Miracle Of Toilet Paper
THE MIRACLE OF TOILET PAPER Fresh from my shower, I stand in front of the mirror complaining to my husband that my breasts are too small. Instead of characteristically telling me it's not so, he uncharacteristically comes up with a suggestion. "If you want your breasts to grow, then every day take a piece of toilet paper and rub it between them for a few seconds." Willing to try anything, I fetch a piece of toilet paper and stand in front of the mirror, rubbing it between my breasts. "How long will this take?" I asked. "They will grow larger over a period of years," my husband replies. I stopped. "Do you really think rubbing a piece of toilet paper between my breasts every day will make my breasts larger over the years?" Without missing a beat he says "Worked for your butt, didn't it?" He's still alive, and with a great deal of therapy, he may even walk again, although he will probably continue to take his meals through a straw. Stupid, stupid man!

Me And My Ex
Ive been meaning to write this ive been realy busy and stressed.. For all you who wonder or care.. Me and my ex boyfriend brock up. We where engaged to be married 11/16/09 He brock up with me cuz he said I went to florida and fucked some guy.. I would never hurt a guy but he doesnt know that He said he regrets meeting and dating me.And he wished he could turn back time.So it wouldnt of happen. I wonder what I did for him to say that but w/e i guess I wont find out. But like I said w/e He asked for me back but that night went a fucked my soo called friend and I kicked her ass..Cuz it pissed me off.. So for the people who wonder what happen there you go I dont wanna go into detail.. But yeah there you go.. ttyl Love ya all Sabrina P.S IM SINGLE AGAN!!!! =D

Unsure
the heat rains down over my head, sweat to form reminder pebbles that keep me from moving on... hold me in submission because i can't turn off the fear. it's so much harder, life this way... there are enough overdrawn check registers and delinquent notices piling in my mailbox to make me feel like it's too late to fight. my chest is tight, my phone keeps ringing... what if i don't make it? and all that keeps me sane is the roof over my head, where i'm sitting to watch the world turn without me, wondering if i'll ever see above water again.

Broken ...poetry
Broken promises lay scattered across the floor Shimmering in the remains of a broken heart Morals torn asunder by a faithless heart So afraid to stand up to the rest Fickle in heart and deed What was lost to great to be known Was what was gained worth the words to mention Promises and love always ended Ended with the tragic caress and careless action Words left unspoken Anger hidden within Hurt banished behind a cheered smile Tears a silent brush of diamonds against heated cheeks No sound made to show emotions felt Kept in place hidden from the world to see Trust betrayed A forgotten friend after so many injuries How many hurts can one heart take before it goes cold Uncaring of the gentler things in a turn away from love and hope

For A Ll The Wonderful Mothers
EVERYTDAY SHOULD BE MOTHERS DAY , WITH OUT OUR MOTHER THIER WOULD NOT BE YOU AN I , DID YOU PICK UP THE PHONE AN CALL YOUR MOM TODAY? DONT PUT OFF THE CALL UNTIL TOMOROW, TOMOROW NOT PROMISE TO ANYONE, TELL YOUR MOM EVERYDAY YOU LOVE HER AN THANK HER NO MATTER WHAT. WITH OUT YOUR MOTHER , WOULD YOU BE HERE ? HMMMMM. I LOST MY MOM ON 4/30/05 THIERS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY AN I WISH SHE WAS HERE, HER AN I FOUGHT LIKE CATS AN DOGS , BUT THAT WAS MY MOM AN TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH IM MISS FIGHTING WITH MY MOM.PLEASE MAKE YOUR MOM FEEL SPECIAL DONT WAIT TO MOTHERS DAY TO DO SO MOM I NEVER TOLD YOU THIS YOUR MY HERO, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART , THANK YOU FOR MAKIN ME THE WOMAN THAT I AM TODAY , I CANT SAY GOOD BYE SO LONG FOR NOW WE WILL MEET AGAIN ONE DAY THANK YOU FOR LOVIN ME Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Music Video Codes By

A Cops Life
If you support your local law enforcement officer, deputy, or trooper, repost this with a "A cops life". It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He's been up for 48 straight _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. The rain in the middle of the interstate keeps him awake. __________________________ You complain of a "headache" and call in sick. He's chilled to the bone, hasn't eaten all day, has the flu, and then has to direct traffic in the snow. __________________________ You drink your coffee on your way to the mall. He would kill for a little bit of caffeine to keep him going. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He makes sure his gun is loaded and his vest is on. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that are

Five Things I Want
Five Things I Want My guy and I are planning a romantic get away. We live states apart and plan to meet half way. To help us pass the time and build the expectations, we email each other with a list of 5 things we want to do with each other or 5 things we want to know about each other every day. I can't wait to get my list and he can't wait to get his each morning. I am keeping a running list so we can fulfill as many as possible when we meet. --submitted by Southernlady

Friends Family And Fans Please Read
I AM ASKING FOR AT LEAST ONE NIGHT THAT I CAN GET YA ALL TO COME HANG OUT WITH ME IN CLUB FANTASIA AND HELP GET US TO THE TOP. WE HAVE DJ CYBER DROPPIN THE BEATS AND READY TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST SO DO ME THIS SMALL FAVOR AND COME CHILL WITH ME. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND YOUR ON YOUR WAY. IS IT REALLY TO MUCH TO ASK? I WOULD DO IT FOR YOU.

Playlist For The Week Of 5/1/07 - 5/8/07.
Bathory - Destroyer Of Worlds Benediction - The Dreams You Dread Black Label Soicety - Stronger Than Death Blood Feast - Kill For Pleasure Cannibal Corpse - Worm Infested EP Celtic Frost - Into The Pandemonium Control Denied - The Fragile Art Of Existance Deathwitch - Violence Blasphemy Sodomy Deicide - Amon: Feasting The Beast Deicide - The Stench Of Redemption Fireball Ministry - Their Rock Is Not Our Rock Gorefest - Mindloss Gorefest - Fear EP Grave - As Rapture Comes Kiss - Dressed To Kill Nocturnus - Thresholds Nuclear Death - Bride Of Insect Nuclear Death - Carrion For Worm Overkill - Horrorscope Pestilence - Spheres Slayer - Show No Mercy Suicidal Tendencies - Lights...Camera...Revolution Suicidal Tendencies - Still Cyco After All These Years Tearabyte - Embrace Oblivion V/A - The Death Metal Compilation Voivod - War And Pain W.A.S.P. - Inside The Electric Circus Thanks to Adam for the comp CD I got doing a trade with him. He's a cool metalhead, a de

Sad :(
Well its that time. Jamie (my hubby) will be deploying this week to Iraq. He will be gone for 15 long months. Its heart breaking cause we will miss him so much. And I know he will miss being with us as well. Our daughter and I have been through one year without him already. When he was doing his tour of Korea. So Im used to him being gone, but this time I have more to worry about. I know the threat of North Korea attacking was there at all times. Most of the time though they just like to play like they want to do stuff and ruffle feathers. The bad guys in Iraq dont give a shit! And do what they say they are going to do and kill everyday. Greatfully, I know he has the other soldiers backing him up and covering for him. Just as I know he will be doing the same for them. The best part is they all have God with them. We care for every soldier, because when you become a member of the military you get to be part of one huge family. So please everyone pray for all of our soldiers that are the

:o !! O: ~ Fakes ~ :o !! O:
The proposition was recently put forth by Tom and Jami that fakes are a form of deceit. There is no question about it. Is there an injury in fact? For example there are several pay sites that charge around $10.00 or more per month that have adult profiles and there are fakes on there - viz., a woman using for example stills from an Andrew Blake video and saying she's a professional model. Well you see so many of these that after a while you are led to go from a free account to a pay account which will allow you to see their profile and contact them In order to have a law-suit, you'd have to prove that the site was doing the bogus profiles as a come on or was grotesquely negligent in allowing the fakery to persist because they're benefiting from it. Well these are questions of fact; but individuals could not be held liable for publishing fake accounts unless they were using the service to collect money under fraudulent pretence. But if you stop and think about it a site could do some

Fuckin Tired Of It...
I am so damn tired of all these bitches getting every fuckin thing I want. I am fuckin tired of getting my heart ripped out and stomped on. I am so tired of everything. I just want a place of my own and a guy who isnt going to cheat on me or beat me or make me feel like I am not worth anything. Is this all to much to ask for? I swear I am so fucking tired of my life blowing. I want things to go up for me.I am so tired of it all. I wish I could just disapear. Npt like anyone but my animals would notice.

Well It Been Crazy
well all we finily got our house. now we are trying to get it all fixed up so we can start moving in. so that is why i have not been on a lot lately. once we get it done and i have time to really set down ill get back to all of you. so stay in touch.

Love The Lord
The only value of feeling emptiness is the pain of the experience as a contrast to send forth the desire to fill "the void within" in a healthy and sane manner. The only Love that is Real is the Love of our Creator, Who Loves everyone equally and unconditionally, and creates all in the Image and Substance of Love. "Love created me like Itself," and "There is no Love but God's",A COURSE IN MIRACLES, Workbook. To fill the emptiness within us is to learn the Value of Loving our Source and all others with the Quality of Love that Source extends to each of us. To believe there is value in emptiness is to choose to create emptiness. l prefer to experience myself as Whole and Complete, and over-flowing with Joy: A Spiritual Being creating wonderful fullness on a material

All I Need To Know I Learned From Board Games
Board games are a good source of inspiration. Life's lessons are learned with a flat piece of pressboard, a spinner, and plastic game pieces. >Don't believe me... keep reading< You have your ups and downs, your Chutes and your Ladders, but you are constantly climbing. You get compensated for your accomplishments, but at the same time you face the consequences of your actions. Life is a Monopoly where you own it all and the money is just rolling in. However, you should keep in mind that as quickly as it came to you, you can lose it. People get stabbed in the back (literally and figuratively) and stuck in a house with a bunch of killers with nothing but Clues. There are Candy Lands filled with sweet rewards, but you also have rotten things ahead of you. You may know who your foes are, but you don't always remember they're always right behind you. Elaborate Mousetraps are placed along the way. The more you sneak and try to get away with things, the easier it is to get

Strawberries
I lay there on your bed looking good enough to eat. Sugar on my beautiful belly. Sexy rosy glow on my naked body. You touch me gently between my thighs - so wet from excitement. You take a strawberry from the bowl, swirl it around my belly. Bring it to my lips for a taste. I take a bite and moan enjoying the flavor. Then rub the half eaten berry over my erect nipples. Then take each one into your mouth to suck the sweet juices from them. I moan for more. We kiss passionately as you slip two fingers in my warmth. Dunking another strawberry in the sugar and take a bite. While you tease me by slowing moving your fingers in and out. I beg you to move faster. But instead you take them out and replace them with a strawberry twirl it around to mixing it with my own sweet juices. Take a bite a savor the mixture of both me and the red fruit. The sugary juicy mixture all over my belly is too good to resist. So you begin to lick it off. While massaging my breasts and rubbing my nipple

Get Out Of My Car
This is a true account recorded in the Police Log of Sarasota, Florida. An elderly Florida lady did her shopping and, upon returning to her car, found four males in the act of leaving with her vehicle. She dropped her shopping bags and drew her handgun, proceeding to scream at the top of her lungs, "I HAVE A GUN, AND I KNOW HOW TO USE IT! GET OUT OF THE CAR!" The four men didn't wait for a second threat. They got out and ran like mad. The lady, somewhat shaken, then proceeded to load her shopping bags into the back of the car and got into the driver's seat. She was so shaken that she could not get her key into the ignition. She tried and tried, and then she realized why... it was for the same reason she had wondered why there was a football, a Frisbee and two 12 packs of beer in the front seat. A few minutes later, she found her own car parked four or five spaces farther down. She loaded her bags into the car and drove to the police station to report

The Other Woman
I think of u, I feel your obsession U think about touching me all the time you look into my eyes I am your fantasy, you're touching my lips with your middle finger, my tongue wets your finger just a little, you breath deeply I feel your tension, how you gasp, in surprise at the touch at the lightness, wetness of my caress your mind races, thinking about how I would taste, these wet lips pouting at you. You want to kiss me but u hold back nervously excitement fills your chest, breathing is difficult. Your hands shake slightly You want to push me down beneath you and take me with force I keep tempting u, sucking on your fingers, looking into your eyes. Your fingers follow the curve of my neck and unbutton my top They trail along my flesh, leaving a trail of fire as they go I gasp at how they touch me, I breath deeply, my heart flutters I smell you close to me, aroused by your arousal My hand moves slowly to your zip, I pull it down so slowly Looking into your eyes, they flinch for 1 s

I Am Horny!
Isn't like every guy out there feeling this way. I love stimulation of the mind and the body...moreso body than mind. I just want to be able to set back after having sex and nestle into the warmth of flesh. I seek sustenance but where to go when the one you seek is so far away. for once I'd like to not remeber what it was like with that woman I met who gave me the best oral job I could have ever envisioned. And how did I get stuck with a wife who doesn't lik BJ's, did I miss the answer when i popped the question? I really do miss that?

Rudeass People
CuteQuoteGraphics.com When someone gose and says shit about someones eles u stand up for them. I fucking hate people who make fun of someone that is disresepctful and rude. I dont put up with that and never should anyone eles grrrr.... Quote Images From CuteQuoteGraphics.com

Bullshit
Ok-this has been buggin me for awhile-what difference does it make to anyone who im with? I mean geez-as far as im concerned-ITS NOBODY ELSE'S BUSINESS BUT MINE AND THE MAN I AM WITH-if i want to tell ya about it i will-i love all my friends here and i dont need anyone coming to me and butting in! ok my rant is done and ty for your cooperation lol-LOVE YOU GUYS!

Hiya Happy People
Well, I'm kinda in lazy ass mode...lol... yesterday I had the children weeding in my Moms flower bed which stretches across the entire front of her house. I spent most of my time in a chair barking orders at the kids. I kinda half ass managed to brush Chase (my dog), but she wasn't too keen on staying still for me because she hates being brushed. So anyway, me being the dumbass that I am, I decided to grab the rake/hoe-ey thing-a-ma-bobbit and help for a minute. I swear I hardly did any weeding, but my back says differently. So, I spent the majority of the morning in bed snoozing with my honey and then my oldest (who is on his last days suspension) climbed up there to lay down too. I got up noonish and got a shower. Didn't really do much of anything today though. Tomorrow I have to go to the University to sign papers for summer semester. Fun fun. Laura wants us to ride out there while we are in Americus so we may go there for a few. I kinda feel overwhelmed and empty all at the same ti

Ex Husband & Relationships
I found out today that my ex and his new fiancee are pregnant, and that makes me sad. I want a baby so bad, especially after losing my son to sids. They can't even grow up and they are having a baby. It's not fair. I'm twice the parent they are and they are getting the baby. I hate to say this, but I hope they miscarry so that baby doesn't have to be brought in the world with them as parents. I also want to be in a relationship so bad. I wanna be loved and cared for. I wanna wake up next to someone every morning and tell them how much I love them. I want to share my life with someone, to have babies with, and to grow old with. Someday I suppose. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what falls into my lap.

Stuff
I think I finally got enough rest from driving across country. I'm finally back on the coast I have known my whole life and I fucking love it. Granted there isn't a beach here, but I'll manage. Its much better then being surrounded by the sea of pavement. At least I can see trees, and grass, and not sand and astroturf :P Its not Mass, but so far Tennessee is pretty close to being home :)

Trust Me
Trust Me trust me with your mind, and I will nurture it with my thoughts trust me with your heart, and I will cherish it as my own trust me with your feelings, and I will harbor them close to my soul trust me with your life, and I will protect it with all I have trust me with your love, and I will return it a hundred times over trust me with your trust, and I will prove to you I deserve it Michelle Lewis......03/01/2007

Awaking To My Angel
My hearts bursting with the love i have for you .as i watch you sleep next to me in our bed i cant stop grinning like a silly fool. For this feeling i have for you i have never experanced it befor. Reaching into my inner being where my soul resides you have touched me there with the love you have for me. every night as we go to sleep we whisper our devotion to each other and knowing that nothing in the world will break us apart. As your eyes open, and you spy me smiling at you, you return it with a smile of your own. thus making me believe that there is a heaven and your my angel. both us knowing within our heart we will always be together and grow old with each others arms around each other every night

My Lover
You know this lover You drive through the night, the only sound your tires singing on wet black pavement and the rhythm of your own heart. You watch your small hands griping the steering wheel so tightly your knuckles are white with anticipation. You are amazed, why should you feel this tension? You have done this many times. This is no new experience, you know this lover. This is no single night's lust with a stranger. This is more than your lover you meet this is your love. But then you think. "Can I ever know this man?" "Will I ever understand the complex folds of his erotic mind?" "Learn to ride with command the wheel of his passion?" You think not. He leaves you breathless. Always a step ahead yet never leaving you wanting, drawing you deeper into yourself. There have been times when you felt certain mastery. Felt that at long last you had reached a point of comfortable predictability. Even thought a trifle smugly of the accomplishment. Then in a gle

Juli's Video
This is a video project about a guy dreaming that my friend Juli did, I'm the guy in the top hat and the creepy smiling one, and the one with out a shirt lol http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FkngrLm3TL8

Thankful For
The partner who hogs the covers everynight, because he is not out with someone else The child who is not cleaning his room,but is watching TV,because that means he is home not one the streets.For the taxes i pay for it means i am employed. For the mess to clean after a party,because it means i have been surrounded with my friends. For the clothes that fit alittle to snug. because it means. i have enough to eat. For the shadow that watches me work . because it means i have sunshine. For the lawn that needs mowing,the windows that need cleaning,the gutters the need fixing,because it means i have a place to call home. For the complaints i hear about the goverment.because it mean we have the freedom of speech.For the parking spot at the far end or the parking lot,because it mean i am capable to walk and that i have been blessed with transportation. For the huge heating bill.because it means i am warm.For the lady behind me in church that sings off key, because it means that i

Your Eyes Won't Let My Thoughts Go Back To Sleep
Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep. Your words draw me across 2000 miles. I don't know you at all, and yet I know You better than my friends of many years. The days I spent with you are like a tape I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play. Whenever I remember something new, I feel as though you touched me on the cheek. I miss you as the grass awaits the wind, Or as the morning sky awaits the sun. Although I look for you in every doorway, I find only the darkness in my heart.

My Tummy Hurts
So I'm sitting at work as i oft do. . .and I am all kinds of disenchanted. . . You know i've noticed with blogs pretty much anything I have to say can be summed up in the subject. . .You don't even really have to read them. . . Thats not to say you shouldn't read them because definately you should and then of course commiserate with me about my stomach pain back pain head ache ect depending on what my bitch of the moment is. Mostly i'm just sleepy and could really go for a nap. In fact i think i'll take advantage of my dangerously low call volume and doze off here. . . Been lovely chatting Liz

Be Gentle: What You're Holding Is My Heart
Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart. Remember in your honesty my pride. If you don't want to see me, please don't hide The truth, yet tell it with some art. Though you may not have asked for me to call, A single leap of hope must be allowed. Not easily are shy songs sung out loud. Yet now I wait alone outside your wall.

Best Of Both Worlds
0 votes Flag this Post Ok, something lighter — Tuesday, May 08, 2007 It's just a borring wasted day. I should have done something productive today. However, I didn't. Maybe tomarrow. I was thinking and doing stupid internet stuff, and wrote about my dating outllook. It somewhat combined the long thing I was going to write about sexistness, and modern views, and people want to have the best of both worlds now a days sometimes. They want the pros form the yesteryears without the cons, and the pros of today too. The " perfect woman " - One who cooks has meals ready when the man gets home unless she's at work, cleans, takes care of the children, has a great job, is nice to you, and caters to all your whims. She also doesn't " get out of line " and "knows her place ", accepting the man as the patriarch. LOL The " perfect man " - One who has a good job, treats women " like a lady ", opening doors, uses the proper language, pays for everything, protect

Well Tonight
Sometimes even though you don't wanna let go of something, things happen that push you to do so. I have done some really shitty things, and I hurt someone that I loved so much. Never intentionally. I did good on my promise to try to make it better but it wasn't enough. Now i am forced to let go, and move on with my life. As hard as I knew it would be, I am thankful that today it became so much easier. With the words and the help of some very special people, and even some words from the person in question, it became even more clear to me that i was making a mistake by holding on to something that didn't even exist anymore. I thank you ..... Standing at the back door she tried to make it fast One tear hit the hardwood, it fell like broken glass She said sometimes love slips away And you just can't get it back lets face it For one split second she almost turned around But that would be like pouring raindrops back into a cloud So she took another step and said I see the way

I've Dreamed Of Loving You For Many Years
I've dreamed of loving you for many years, Loving you each day and night, each hour, Loving till you flow into my tears, And I into the garden where you flower. Of course I must be me, as you are you, But just as bushes planted side by side So intertwine one cannot tell they're two, We will through love and time be unified. So have I dreamed, though we have been apart So long that I of life with you despaired, Holding wounded hope within my heart That through these frozen years it might be spared. The world is a redaction of the dream. Our greatest pain deep longings shall redeem.

Just So You Know....
I will always love you, and I will always remember everything you have done for me. The person I have become, I owe that in part to you. I will carry you with me always, and I will never forget that you were the one who finally made me realize that I needed to change, and although it was too late for us, someday someone will be happy because of me, because of you. Say good-bye to not knowing when The truth in my whole life began Say good-bye to not knowing how to cry You taught me that And I'll remember the love that you gave me Now that I'm standing on my own I'll remember the way that you changed me I'll remember Inside I was a child That could not mend a broken wing Outside I looked for a way To teach my heart to sing I learned to let go of the illusion that we can possess I learned to let go, I travel in stillness And I'll remember happiness I'll remember [I'll remember] No I've never been afraid to cry Now I finally have a reason why I'll remember [I'l

Road Trippin'
Road trips were long in my past. Having children makes getting up and going kind of hard. They need to walk, they need to be changed, they need and need and need. So I stoped going on road trips a few years ago. Never really had a friend to go on one with. All my ex's were great big losers who would rather play video games then go explore. So here I am, in less than 12 hours I'll be on the road for 6-8 hours. Driving my Best friend to Pa to meet a guy she likes. To add to the excitement I get to take my kids! Henry should be fine, But the baby Gavin will need one of us in the backseat with him at some point this I know. I'll get home ready for bed and have two highly wired children who need to run off some excess energy. I will most likely have a Andrea Yates evening. Wanting to put my head on the pillow, and having two of the worlds best kids still want mommy time. These are the times I miss having a signifigant other. Someone who would let me sleep for an hour or so, an

For Me And My Sister...
okay, so it's for me, but really for my sister. can you please go to www.mix106radio.com and vote for Hot Mom #44 (short hair, pink shirt) if she wins a gift certificate to i forget where, i forget how much (around $1,000 or $2,000), but it ROCKS!!! so please help her out, if you have any problems just ask me how, and i'll let you know. ::HUGS!::

Online Bs
How many People Come online See theyre friends Say Hello or whatever and never get an answer? Why the hell are you online if your not even home?? For the Love of God Shut the Computer Off It will be there when you get home!!! Question Number 2 If your not interested in Talking??? Say So Damnit!! What the Hell!!! Just say Hey Listen Im busy! I dont want to talk to ya!! Or im not interested!!! Dont F'n ignore someone to do so! And 3 days later say Hey! Sorry I wasnt Here or Oh Hi!! Or answer a question I asked a week ago!!! Damnit! And Last!! If I call Have some decency to Call Back! Or Say Hey Im Busy!!! Not Oh I never got your call! Oh my Phone was up my ass Or Oh The Phone was in the Car Id rather a Hey Mother F'er Im Damn Busy Get a Life! Just a Random thought.

I Look At You And Think: I Cannot Live
I look at you and think: I cannot live Without you; you're the person of my dreams. Of course I know I can, but I must give My heart room to tell it as it seems. Romance must have a language fit for feeling More than fits between the earth and sky. For love there cannot be a floor or ceiling: My love goes down too deep and flies too high. So when I say I cannot live without you, Know I can't imagine so much pain; And when I claim to always dream about you, Well, know the moon is happy once again. The sun reveals cold truths for all to see, But I must light my love with poetry. this poem is to my baby andrew , i love you very much baby , you mean everything to me,

Trying To Do This
I am having a hell of a time with this, thought it would be easy but I guess Im not as smart as I thought I was. If I dont get it right soon, I will be leaving cherry tap. I hate to lose the friends that I did make on here and existing friends that I knew b4 I came onto this site.

Proof That The World Is Nuts
In Lebanon , men are legally allowed To have sex with animals, but the Animals must be female. Having Sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* In Bahrain , a male doctor may Legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at Them During the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Do they look different reversed?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Muslims are banned from looking At the genitals of a corpse. This Also applies to undertakers. The Sex organs of the deceased must be covered with brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (Much worse than "going blind!") *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* There are men in Guam whose Full-time job is to travel the Countryside And deflower young virgins, who pay Them for the privilege of having sex

Protecting Your Stashed Items.
Since this is the 4th day of my suspension on stashing items or rating on others stashes, i was thinking that if Ct can add items like the bar tap, should there be a way to make stashed items so that friends and fans can only see, or even give a choice of making them NSFW or not. Let me know what you think and if enough of you respond, maybe we should petition Ct to make some changes there.

Hotel Bar
Enjoy!! Hotel Bar you are nervous as you enter the bar. You know you look great in your shirt skirt and tight whte blouse, your nipples stiffen in the cool air conditioning, . You've never done this before, go into a bar alone, for the sole purpose of finding a strange man to fuck you. You are afraid of the possible rejection, or even worse, yet you find your pussy swelling at the anticipation of wht might lay ahead. You scan the bar and like what you see, its a fancy hotel bar, not crowded yet, but enough people that you can slide onto the bar stool without attracting too much attention. You opt for a stool all by itself, you feel the stares of the businessmen as they check you out. you blush and smile to yourself, you feel your pussy swell a little more, its starting to ache. The bar tender gets you your glass of wine and a menu. You smile, at him. When he's gone you start checking out the men as you look up from the menu, an older slightly over weight white guy, rich, but thats ab

Still The Black Sheep
we sit here to pass the time view the videos, sing the songs, but our memories are skewed... i remember being oblivious, you remember me as i was. compare me to my child self, that knobby kneed blonde girl with the crooked front teeth, the one who carried her dreams in her big brown eyes. the adult version is worthless, she's made more mistakes than done things right. and there might have been a time where i could break through your bullshit... pretend i'm breaking down your berlin wall. i showed up with my sledgehammer, i found that nothing can be broken by myself. somehow, it still gets to me. and why it does, i'll never know. i'll just ask that little girl how her family is, live vicariously for a moment, and wish that i was her again.

Meh, Just Ventings....move On To Something Else....
I honestly think some days that I should give up the bullshit and stop my bitching. To be honest with you, I'm just about done with this job of mine. I love what I do, I love the company, I'm sick of the cunt I work for...two people have been promoted over me when we were given our portfolio materials at the same fucking time. I was never given the guidance I needed, but the two of them were fucking inundated with everything they needed, she was practically at their beck and call, for Christ's sake. I was supposed to contact her when I had a certain number of assignments in the portfolio done. So I do that...she's in my store yesterday and didn't even mention it, didn't ask for my book to look over, nothing...it really makes me wonder why I should give a fuck about the rest of my job. And then I think about it more...and realize that I'm the chubby chick that doesn't dress professionally enough to register on her cunty radar. Anyone else that I've seen promoted is a skinny

Everything Happens For A Reason
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet w

My So Called Friends
ill be leaving tomorrow and i wont be back untill late friday night to early saturday morning so wish me good luck and if any of you care write me a comment or something so i know u care and ill take care of u when i get back anyways see ya

Black Label Society "stillborn"
Stillborn Artist(Band):Zakk Wylde & Black Label Society AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Blinded Erase what was Stillborn, I have become The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long So empty Just a shell of a man Stillborn, this I understand The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long Girl, I've waited here for you, so long Girl, I've waited here for you… for you The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long Girl, I've waited here for you… so long Girl, I've waited here for you… so long Girl, I've waited here for you… so long I waited here for you … for you

For All My Native Friends... Native Pride!!!
1. Always respect your mother the earth, she takes care of us for we are her children. 2. Never speak out loud in a bad way towards anybody or about certain things. 3. If you claim to have Native Pride then show it in everything you do and always remember who and what you are. 4. Remember you represent your tribe in all that you do and how you present yourself reflects onto your tribe. 5. Remember the interconnection between all living things, whether it be plants, humans, four legged or two legged animls and the underwater animals as well. 6. Never be afraid to go to the sweat lodge for help, guidance or to be cleansed, the lodge is there to help Indian people 7. Look to Native ways as an alternative to drinking and abusing drugs. 8. Look to the tribal elders for education and learn all that you can from them. 9. If you want to fight for your people, then get well educated. Just like the warriors in the old days, you have to have full knowledge of the times, that way you can d

For 1000.spree No Gift Max
1ST PERSON TO DROP A COMMEN WINS SEE THE SPONSOS...TELL HER U WON BUT EMAIL HER YOUR LIST LATER OR YOU WILL MISS HE NEXT CONTEST./....****Official Bitch**** ~Bombshell Bombers Numma 2~ ...SBAB...^^Elite Bombers^^@ CherryTAP

I Have Had Better Days...
I have found that when you speak your mind, people either DO NOT LISTEN, or think that you are a heartless bitch. I am not saying that sometimes things we all say come off a little bitchy, but seriously. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, and that is what helps keep us all unique, is our own opinions. If I come off as a bitch, so be it. But don't call me heartless because I have an opinion about something that you think is awful, or don't agree with.

Price Of Gas
Subject: The price of Gas . The price of Gas All these examples do NOT imply that gasoline is cheap; they just illustrate how outrageous some prices are.... You will be really shocked by the last one! (At least, I was...) Compared with Gasoline...... Think a gallon of gas is expensive? This makes one think, and also puts things in perspective. Diet Snapple 16 oz $1.29 . $10.32 per gallon Lipton Ice Tea 16 oz $1.19 .$9.52 per gallon Gatorade 20 oz $1.59 ... $10.17 per gallon Ocean Spray 16 oz $1.25 ......... $10.00 per gallon Brake Fluid 12 oz $3.15 ......... $33.60 per gallon Vick's Nyquil 6 oz $8.35 .. $178.13 per gallon Pepto Bismol 4 oz $3.85 .. $123.20 per gallon Whiteout 7 oz $1.39 ....... . $25.42 per gallon Scope 1.5 oz $0.99 .$84.48 per gallon And this is the REAL KICKER..

Nice Day For A White Wedding
I wonder about my girl's patience. She's been asking where her ring is. For weeks now. Last night she gave up hinting. And just outright asked me to marry her. I think she's grown tired waiting for my happy ass.

Touch My Heart
I believe in a relationship that is more than just sex. I mean don't get me wrong that's great too. I just want that special touch,that place that is the hardest to reach, the hardest to touch, but the easiest to break. I want you to touch my heart. If you start out in the beginning as a pure whole hearted romantic who brings me flowers just for no reason at all then please keep it up because it makes me feel good and lets me know you are thinking of me. I love it when we walk on the beach really close to the water or even just sit in the sand, run our toes in the sand and just talk about really nothing that makes any sense to anyone but us. I love those times of breakfast in bed just because you felt like doing something special. The little notes that you leave in all those places that you know will be one of the first places I go or look well that is just awesome because it shows you pay attention to my daily routine. I love it when we dance together whether with or without any music

Jacob
oh my god this time last year I was at the hospital with Jessica cause she went into labor around 5 pm and we got to Oakland Kaiser around 7:30 8 pm and I was with her the inter time well all the way up to the time they had to tuck her to have a c-section done cause Jacob just didn’t want to come out but man that was crazy day, who can say that they were there to see a baby be born!!!! I am so glad that I am able to say I was there the day that my nephew was born!!!!!!!!

The Heart Of A Poet
To be a poet is To draw from the deepest reaches of your soul Write your dreams With the passion of the rightous. It is to feel your tears Bleed your heart onto paper To use your mind like a green house Where roses and thorns grow equally The heart of a poet Is the place where madness and sanity combine Where reality and dreams are blurred Where the words of one man Draw truth and emotion from the heart of another The words of a poet are written with imagination and flair they paint pictures of rare beauty They can move the souls of kings and give power to the rawest of human emotion

A Blonde Joke.. ...
A Russian, an American and a blonde were talking in a bus one day... The Russian says, "We were the first in space! To which the American says, "We were the first on the moon! THe blonde says, "So what? We are going to be first on the sun...!!!! The Russian and the American look at each other and shake their heads...... "You can't land on the sun, you idiot !!! You will burn up.." says the Russian. To which the blonde replies....."We're not idiots, you know, we're going to land at night!"

Poem
Untitled You broke my heart when you went away You made me believe that you loved me Wanted to be with me,cared for me even I was such a fool You played with my heart,my emotions,my love Did it make you happy to see me hurting and crying over your stupid ass? Why did i even think it would last The love we had gone,down the drain Now I'm in such pain God I feel really lame But,now I'm better and you're outta my life I'm hoping you're happy with your new fabulous life But since you screwed me over so bad You'll never realize I'm the best you ever had There's nothing I miss Not the way you held me,not even the way you kissed I just want you to remember,what goes around,comes around. And then comes the pain I gurantee you'll never be the same So I only have one more thing to say,and it is this: I hope one day,you'll be missing this bitch

Sick Again
Got back my blood results and Im sick from the Lyme disease... again. I struggle with this disease for over 12 years now and everytime the doctor gives me medication and says: Itll be over after this. Yeah right, not! It makes me so tired to fight for your own health care.... Now I really wish that I lived in the US, they have so much better threatments for this disease....

Smart Ass Answers
Smart Ass Answer No.5: A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed at her. Without missing a beat....she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." *************** Smart Ass Answer No.4: A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store, but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." ******************* Smart Ass Answer No.3: The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could." When the cop finally stopped laughing, he sent the kid on his way without a ticket. ******************* Smart Ass Answer No.2: A truck driver was driving along on

Self Satisfaction
Self Satisfaction I think I might go insane These feelings I feel I can no longer contain It's creeping over me and feels soo good Touch myself,do you think I should? Shivers down my back How can i not react? Rubbing my clit and massaging my breasts What do I do with the rest? Let's put those fingers and toy to the test Slowly rubbing the toy up and down my lips Mmm I start to grind my hips A tingling feeling comes over me As i slide the toy inside me so gently Faster and faster I go Moaning and groaning I'm almost going to explode I go deeper,harder and harder not daring to stop Almost ready to pop A rush of adrenaline comes over me And slowly I start to cream Running down my shaved cat Sadly,I'm wanting more What's up with that?

Sensual
Sensual Sensual magnify The Earths need to freely rise, from its Spirit deep within. She calls upon that which, gives her life once again. Calling forth the scent she breathes, the Air that which gives her life. To take what is freely given, before it is gone and leaves. All around her with its need, it lays to gently cover. Spreading like the wind, in the breeze its growing seed. With there spirits adjourn, they fill natures force. There power which was given, the need to be born. Written By Ardela

Kindred Spirits
Kindred Spirits Kindred Spirits magnify Gentle touches upon the skin, whispered words caressing in the wind. The warm touch of kind hands, linger on the summers breeze. Reaching inside to melt, the surrounding ice. Gaurding the wall, of your winters freeze. Forever forthcoming you will bring, from my heart to yours. Our gentle nature glides, spreading magic upon your Spring. Written by Ardela Dedicated to you Bud.(Jer)

Life Itself[uh Oh Random Thought Blog]
Life has given me alot of obstacles in my life. [I also apologize for my spelling errors]. Thank God finals are this week. Life itself makes me think. This is just a random blog. I promise the next one will be one that makes sense. Take care all! -Eric{Devilman}

Oingo Boingo - Out Of Control
Everyone says sooner or later you'll reach the end of the line When things get rough some think it's easy to jump the ship . . . You decide I say--don't throw it away There's about a million reasons why Though you've heard them all before And you're getting very tired Lay your head on my lap and I'll sing you this lullaby CHORUS Don't you know That everyone around you Has felt the pain you feel today You're out of control yeah--and you want someone to tell you When you wake up in the morning it'll only be a dream You're out of control . . . There's a cloud-rollin' overhead and it seems to rain on no one else There's a black sun--casting a black shadow, and I know you feel so all alone You're out of control--and you want the world to love you Or maybe you just want a chance to let them know That you live and breathe and suffer And your back is in the corner and you've got nowhere to go Nothin' for nothin'--everything's right at your fingertips--for a price Who ever said that life on thi

My Horoscope For Today...
You need to feel appreciated. That's no surprise; everyone does. Why are you feeling so bad about something so normal? You think you should be above this kind of emotion, but you're human, too. Pat yourself on the back.

My Definition Of Love.....
I HAVE HAD ALOT OF QUESTIONS ABOUT WHAT WE ARE GOING THROUGH THAT.... IF YOU REALLY DO MEAN WHAT YOU SAY...... THAT YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME..... I HEAR THE WORDS...... THOUGH ITS HARD FOR ME TO SAY... I HAVE SAID IT BEFORE BUT I WANNA SAY IT WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT........ WHEN I FEEL THAT I CAN SAY IT....... YOU ASKED ME TO DEFINE LOVE FOR YOU...... I CAN TRY TO DEFINE LOVE..... BUT THERE ARE SO MANY WAYS TO DEFINE IT...... LOVE.... TO ME IS TIME STOPPING IN ITS PLACE AND THAT YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT I SEE AS EVERYTHING FADES AROUND YOU..... LOVING IT WHEN YOU SMILE AND KNOWING THE YOU ARE HAPPY...... ENJOYING THE TIME THAT WE SPEND TOGETHER.... KNOWING THAT YOU ARE HERE WITH ME MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I CAN NEVER LET YOU GO... HAVING THE FEELING OF MISSING YOU JUST FOR A DAY SUCKS.... I LOVE HAVING YOU AROUND..... JUST KNOWING THAT YOU ARE HERE.... TO BE WITH ME... I LOVE IT WHEN YOU TAKE ME TO PLACES THAT I HAVE NEVER BEEN... THE TIME THAT YOU TOOK ME TO SEE THE WHOLE TOWN... IT IS BEA

Be Your-self
One day you may walk into a room And people say to you What you like is not what is right What are you going to do Do you say ok I stop then And then just walk away Or do you say stop, hold on now I live my life my way Would you be able to argue To tell them who you are To claim the right to be yourself To stand up for what you are That is what you do here today you are a submissive you do not conform to the norm you live your life your way

Horoscope
Surface appearances might be pretty trivial in the long term. When you take a step back and look at the grand scheme, you realize how much more there is to the situation than you initially realized. Dig deeper.

Have You Ever...
Have you ever been in a mood where you just don't want to be bothered by anything at all. I mean, it's not that you don't care about what's going on around you. It's just that we carry so much stress at times, that we need a day to just chill out. To not have to worry about one single damn thing. To get up, go to work, come home and go to bed. Not have to talk to anyone, not have to explain anything, not have to worry about one single thing. I know it sounds a little unempathetic, but right now, in the mood I'm in, I just don't care....

Holy Shit, This Hurts!
Hey all, so this is day 2 of on the couch nursing a muscle pull in my back! Between my job and indoor/beach vball, I keep in shape. I played doubles Friday night, then a indoor tourney Saturday (we came in 3rd. Monday at work, I turned and bent over to pick something up and down I went. Had to have to guys pick me up off the ground. So I am told it is a severe muscle pull and here I sit, heating pad and laptop. I am bored, its awesome outside and talking to my friend Dawn, I now want to be at the beach! The mumms somewhat suck, and VH1 is playing some shit from the 80's that want me to burn my parachute pants! (yea, I said parachute pants!) Anyone who has back issues, I feel you pain. I have never felt like this before, to actually have tears when it happened! Ugh, I am done venting for now. Enjoy your day Cherries!

Puppy Sized
Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to this animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this," the mother told the volunteer. "What is it she keeps asking for?" the volunteer asked. "Puppy size!" replied the mother. "Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for." "I know...we have seen most of them," the mom said in frustration... Just then Danielle came walking into the office "Well, did you find one?" asked her mom. "No, not this time," Danielle said with sadness in her voice. "Can we come back on the weekend?" The two women looked at each other, shook their heads and laughed. "You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortunately, there's always a supply," the volunteer said. Danielle took her mother by the hand and headed to the door. "Don't worry, I'll find one this weekend," she said. Over the next few days both mom and dad had long conversations with her

Will You Still Be There??
I've met a lot of very nice people here on CT. You've all crossed my path (as I have yours) for one reason or another. Perhaps it was to comfort you on a bad day...and we haven't spoken since. Maybe you're one of the few I exchanged information with and talk to daily. Regardless,you were a stepping stone in my life. Rather you choose to continue to walk "the path" as my friend after reading this blog is entirely your choice. I have met someone who has consumed my thoughts. A man that shares the same needs, wants, and desires as I do. I have surrendered to fate and destiny,that which led me to him, and in doing so have surrendered to him. No explanation is needed nor can I give one...as I can't put into words what has transpired...it's something that can only be felt with your heart and soul. If I have led anyone on to believe I was "theirs", I apologize for the misundertanding. My soul purpose of this blog is to remove myself "from the menu". For those that wish to remain fr

------------buddy's-------------------------
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

Reflections
In the midnight moon the shadows reveal your face Amongst the darkness and turmoil I see only your grace When the light of day comes I know It will end Once again I’ll say goodbye to my greatest friend She glows with the wisdom of all the earth Oceans and mountains couldn’t compare worth. If she only knew how she shines to me To see what only I can see Across the depths of hell I’d go Just for one minute within your soul To be there in that moment Every breath is another towards the end Another moment without my friend Once again the moon comes out My chance to see what I’m about To get to sleep to see your face A face that noone can replace But soon the light of day will come I’ll step out once again alone But on my mind my friend will be On my mind for eternity

For All My Subbie Friends...
I found this at http://www.iron-rose.com/IR/docs/bdsm_questionnaire.htm and thought it'd be interesting to see what answers I would receive on it. Now, truthfully I don't like all of the items on this list, but many are turn-ons for me. What are your thoughts?If you are interested, please feel free to mail me your answers. Or, if you're also into exhibitionism, you can just post it as a response to this message... Submissive BDSM Play Partner Check List By Tammad Rimilia This checklist should be filled out by a Sub and provided to their Dom/Top before playing with them. This will provide a quick "head-start" to identifying limits, negotiating and finding common ground for play. Dominants may wish to work through the checklist, to get a better handle on their specific interests. Switches should go through the checklist twice; one persons Dom and Sub interests may be very different. For each item, you need to provide two answers: For experience, write YES o

Love
I want to be the first thing you think of in the morning and the last thing you think of at night. I want to be the piece that completes your puzzle. I want to be the one you think about when you hear a song on the radio. I want to be the one you crave to touch when your not near me. I want you to long to hear my voice, touch my face, smell my skin. I want to be the one that completes you!©

Graduation
I've been thinking aboot it a lot lately. Had I not been vocal aboot the wrongs of the gcu ownership, made my stand in that campaign, and subsequently been kicked oot for upsetting the power; I'd have graduated this past weekend. My whole life since has been formed by that decision. Had I not done that, I'd now have my teaching degree, and still be in Phoenix. Other than that who knows what all would be different. I know what wouldn't have happened, but I don't know what really would've. By standing up for what I believed to be right, I found my world turned upside down, and am yet to have found the new balance of it. What it really boils down to is that I did what was right, and am paying for it. And if ever faced with the decision of doing what's right or just keeping things on track. I really hope I choose right again, for its from the hardship that I'm slowly rising from the ashes. I'd not be as strong of a person, had I done the "smart" thing. One day I'll be able

Lies
I love you you love me well atleast you said you did after two weeks we knew each other there were rumours about us you said you did not cared what your boyfriend said you lied you cared 3 weeks later you said it you broke my heart you destroyed my life those words are words i wont ever forget those 3 phrases you said "forget about me" "don't contact me anymore" changed my life for ever the only thing that was going through my mind was i love you and will never ever forget you...

It's Mathematical
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 1 1 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and

The 911 Call
Jason watched as his sister made her way to the recliner and sat down. Her face was white as a ghost and she looked horrible. He looked at their mom and she grabbed the phone. They headed out the back door and walked to her back door. Jason was the first one in the door and when he looked he saw his brother-in-law dangling from the ceiling fan in his sister's room with only the tips of his toes touching the floor. Her mom walked in and her jaw almost hit the floor. She saw him hanging there and couldn't believe her eyes. She had never thought him to be one that could do that. With trembling fingers she dialed 9-1-1. She looked at Jason and said, "Son you need to cut him down!" Jason looked at her and told her knew. He ran through his sisters house looking for a pair of scissors. He yelled out to his mom, "Where the hell are her scissors???" "I don't know son, just get a knife out of the block!" Mom responded. She was speaking to the emergency operator at the same time givin

S.o.s
Ok it's this boy i know in he's 14 i can't tell u what grade he's in but i like him but he dosen't know this. but this person has a thing where he won't go with no1 from our school because it's 2 much drama.n he said he won't go with me because i wen't with his homeboy but thing is i didn't really like his homeboy.ionly wen't with him because people said he had money but as it turned out he had no money so i wonted 2 break up.n yes i am a gold digger in this case. but back 2(S.O.S)i won't 2 tell him how i fell but i can't because it's 2 hard n i already know what he's going 2 say. so 4 everybody who's reading this can u please help me out?i g.2.g bye love alwayz,Daddyz Lil Gurl

Just A Giggle
To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students... here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children. After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T ! " "Don't what ? " Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit ? We have forbidden fruit ? Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit ! " " No Way ! " "Yes way ! " "Do NOT eat the fruit ! " said God. "Why ? " "Because I am your Father and I said so ! " God replied, wondering wh y He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was ticked ! "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit ? " God asked.

Men
Here a ? for all my friends what do u do when u know the time has come for a change but it hard to do that when ever thing inside tells u its time but it is hard to let go of ur fears and do what needs to be done then what do u do????????? PLEASE REASPONED NEED UR ADVISE

So This Is Off Topic Maybe From Life's Little Dramas...
Wanted to say thank you to all the cool peebs I've met here so far. And thank the ladies for giving me permission to rip theirs pics....Now for a contest in the near future. I wont be on this for the next couple of days, so please don't take it personally if I don't get back to any of you right away. My exam for my RN degree is coming up and I need to put more time to that right. Thank you and wish me luck...! Remo

Mr Trip To Maine
These are some of the pics that I have shot since last week when I left Illinois for my little trip out to Maine and I just thought that I would share them all with you. Neal Union Station in Chicago Union Station in Chicago This was so funny that I had to take a pic of it Cleveland Amtrak Station Cleveland Browns Stadium I thought this was interesting

The Body 2.
Well,, as you all know my little girl an I have been sick however we're some what getting over it thanks to my man getting the med's we needed to help out... So we may not have ta go into the doctors which is a good thing cause I hate em...lol... Do wanna thank all of you fer the love an get well cards you sent.... Much love to you all!!!

Update On Whats Going On In My Life
Hey everyone, Just an update on what has been going on with me. My wife is still in Chicago but will be home this Saturday. She is bringing her uncle along to stay with us for a while. He is a diabetic and his kidneys are failing. He has to have dialysis 3 times a week, and a special diet. He also recently became mostly blind due to the vessels in his eye starting bleeding filling them with blood. That results in light not being able to penetrate. He is undergoing laser surgeries to cauterize the vessels so they will stop bleeding. Once that is completed and his body absorbs the blood he will regain his vision. The down side is they can only do a few at a time, so it is unknown when all will be completed. As soon as his sight returns he is presently planning to continue his move to Florida to live with his sister. Kim is considering donating one of kidneys to him so they may be down for that as well which will mean a little longer stay with us. I keep telling my friends my hou

The Day After His Birthday
well my son went to school yesterday and it was as if all the work and effort we put into getting this child to act some what normal was out the window. he refused to work and became so frustrated and belligerent that he ended up being taken to the time out room. he has not been in the time out room for a few months. he was screaming and yelling and throwing himself at the door like he did before the trips to the hospital last fall. no one was called to come and talk to him or take him home. that is ok though, i feel like it helps for them to see his behavior problems, not just me. he of course told them that his dad dropped everything they were doing on his birthday to be with his girlfriend and her brother in the hospital. i was of the mind set that this behavior was only coming out in my presence. in the mind of a child there is always someone to blame for the breakup and all i can figure is it was me. it doesn't really bother me that he is angry with me. i know in time that will p

Earth
The Earth has numerous symbolic roles in dream language. Mother Earth and Mother Nature are idioms used to describe the Earth as a source of life. In dreams, this often translates to the Earth as a source of our being. Other dreams of earth include worry over having a home, being outcast, or chaos dreams involving the end of the world. Dreams that include fear of environmental destruction may appear because of news garnered from the daily headlines.

Daily Horoscope May 9
"Expect the unexpected. Better yet, greet it with open arms and a big hug. Not only will your attitude be disarming, the universe will find a way to integrate this new event smoothly with the rest of your life." Interesting. Hm.

At What Point Do I Care If Someone Walked Into The "bar"?
Why is this on my bar tab? Is this supposed to be encouragement to go gawk at the newest victims here? It vaguely reminds me of a train wreck, with overused camera angles.

The Gift.....
He opened the crate and looked at the contents, grinning from ear to ear as he surveyed his gift. The bound form inside was wrapped from head to toe in bright red ribbon, and he licked his lips as he ran his eyes over her. She was encased completely, save for the tiny holes where her nostrils were, and he marveled at the soft swell of her breasts beneath the sea of red. She mewled softly, the sound thick and distorted. Her mouth had been stuffed with two large foam rubber balls before the ribbon had been wrapped tightly around her head. She squirmed helplessly, moving only the slightest fraction of an inch, and he heard her muffled grunt as she strained against her cocoon. He took hold of her and lifted her from the crate. She jerked and yelped at his touch. He ran his fingers along her body, admiring the severity with which she was restrained. The ribbons were impossibly tight, and her flesh had been compressed beyond any limits he would have thought possible. Her body

Get Your Feet Dirty As You Follow Jesus
Get Your Feet Dirty as You Follow Jesus Whitney Hopler You can’t have a real relationship with Jesus from afar. If you want to genuinely follow Him, you have to be willing to walk through the mess of everything He’ll lead you through – obstacles, sacrifices, crises, and more – as He transforms you into the person He intends you to become. Trying to keep your shoes clean will only cause you to miss out on adventures that will help you grow. So don’t be afraid of stepping into the mess. Here’s how you can get your feet dirty as you follow Jesus: * Ask questions. If you feel perplexed by something, seek out answers. Find some Christians you respect and ask them all of your burning questions. Read thoughtful books that address the issues about which you’re curious. As you consider all your specific questions, be sure to ask one general question, as well: “What does this mean?”. Whenever you bump up against the limitations of the answers to your specific questions, let them l

*new*
I am new here to the Cherry Tap, but things seem to be going well and I'm Liking it here. So far everyone seems so nice and friendly...... Just wanted to let everyone know that I should be staying here for a while LOL... Thanks Liz

Quote
Just because you can This day is not happening to you. It is happening through you. The way you see the world does not merely affect what you think and feel about all that is going on. The way you see the world determines how the world will be. Your thoughts are not just momentary flashes that disappear once you are finished with them. They are powerful forces that give energy and direction to life. The events and situations that come your way are not just random occurrences. There is a reason why you have put yourself in a position to experience them. The things that are possible are the things that you imagine and expect to be possible. Raise your imagination and your expectations to new levels, and the world follows right along. This day is happening because you are here to live it. Make it truly grand and exquisitely beautiful, just because you can. -- Ralph Marston

Dear Lynne Rip
Dear Lynne, i feel i have to write this letter because i feel there is no other way to get closure. hopefully one day u will be able to see it. The day you died i didnt know. the day u said u needed me to come over i didnt know it would be the last time. im sorry i ignored u and that i never got to say goodbye. you were like a mother to me and you always made me feel good about myself and what i wanted to do. i wish i coulda been there for the funeral instead of my 21st birthday party in illinois i would do anything to give that all back. i still cry more and more each day because i think that your death was not accidental. i wish i coulda said a thousand things that i never got to say. i think of you every day and i miss you sooooo much i love you lynne and may god guide u like the angel that u are. RIP MOMMA!!! I LOVE YOU

Sleep...
Sleep, my lovely, sleep, rest your eyes, as you rest your weary head upon my chest, let me comfort you, protect you, and watch over you, as you journey far away, to a better world, where your dreams are full of miles and miles of joy and smiles, and everything you've ever wished for. Sleep, my lovely, sleep, let the worries flow from your brow, and let them rest upon my strong body, let me carry your cares for you, so that you might be free. Sleep, my lovely, sleep, so that you might wake tomorrow, and find me here, holding you, caressing you, waking you with love...

Somewhere
Somewhere within the deafening silence of tomorrow I heard a shattering heart, shards of hope, scattered on the breeze, and within each glistening peice, was a crystaline teardrop, and within each tear, was a reflection of you... There never can be a tomorrow, without a yesterday, and yesterday is you.

Rising Up In Protest Over The Long And Short Of Penis Size.........lol
Experts and experienced Japanese women are coming out against the findings of Indian and Spanish researchers that claim French men have, on average, the largest erect penises in the world, according to Shukan Shincho (12/21). Indian scholars discovered that international standard-sized condoms were too large for many men and that they slipped off at precisely the time they needed to be snugly tight. Researchers cited the findings of Andromedical, a Spanish company, which found that French men stood erect at an average of 16 centimeters, with Italians at 15 centimeters and Mexicans at 14.9 centimeters. South Koreans' 9.6 centimeters were the shortest recorded, while Indians stood at just 10.2 centimeters. (Japanese, incidentally, measured a healthy 13.0 centimeters to rank 10th of 16 nationalities, surprisingly topping the 12.9 centimeters that Americans recorded). But before the pride of anybody is harmed, it should be noted that many dispute the Spanish company's survey. "

Poetry
hit me one more time, i already feel numb, your mouth is a sewer, i'm desperately trying to get away from, you think you are better, i see it in your eyes, everything you told me was a fucking lie i put my trust in you, gave you the benifit of the doubt, you rammed you hatred in, i'm still trying to carve it out

Measure Of A Man
Measure Of A Man Define to me if you can The measure of a man Is it how he makes you feel safe Or cruel words that make you feel disgraced Is it candy and roses Or black eyes and bloody noses Is it the gentle touch of his hand Or fear when you don’t obey his jealous commands Is it sleeping in his arms at night Or his unfaithful lies Is it breakfast in bed Or him wishing you were dead Is it dinner by candle light Or how you always fight Is it him serenading you with poem and song Or how everything you do is wrong Is it how he moves Heaven and earth to prove his love Or how nothing you do is never enough Some one help me understand The measure of a man

For My Kids On Mother's Day
For My Daughters on Mother's Day & My Son My wish for you, Throughout the years... No real worries, Few sad tears... No more hardships, No more trials. Naught but laughter... Bright, true smiles! May the Lord, upon you, gaze, May He, all, your tears, erase. May He lift your spirits high... Fill your heart with hope, devine. May the Lord's word fill your heart, So, that when we're far apart, You will feel the self same things, I feel for you, this early spring. For, there's no love upon this earth, Like love of one who's given birth. I cannot think what life would be, Had God not given you, each, to me. Love from the bottom of my heart,

Our Lives Together. Wrote This Cpl Of Years Ago
Our Lives Together Me and you, you and me, Oh how perfect that will be. While we’re young, while we’re old, It is you that I want to hold. No matter what, never fear, Because for you I am always here. Through thick and thin, we will always be, Because you are who I want for me. I loved you then, and I love you now, Even though my parents didn’t allow. I love you, and you love me, This is how I know we will be. The years have passed and here you are, With two kids, one in each arm. Its unbelievable how crazy our lives have become, But still, the fights and arguments are very seldom. The kids are growing more and more each day, It is going to be sad the day they have to go away. But don’t be sad , I’ll still be here, To fill your life with endless cheer. Once young and full of life, now old and praying we don’t die, But seeing your face everyday is what keeps me alive. I am here and your are gone, But your memory still lives on. But don’t be sad, just wait and

The Creation Of The Firefighter
When the Lord was creating Firefighters, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "Your doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said "Have you read the specification of this person? Firefighters have to be able to go for hours fighting fires or tending to a person that the usual every day person would never touch, while putting in the back of their mind the circumstances. They have to be able to move at a second's notice and not think twice of what they are about to do, no matter what danger. They have to be in top physical condition at all times, running on half-eaten meals, and they must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands-on way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the Lord, "it's the three pairs of eyes a Firefighter has to have." That's on the standard model?" asked the angel. The Lord nodded. "One pair that sees through the fire and where th