Fubar Blog Posts 4

My Lover......
My Lover...... I lay in bed with my lover enjoying his sweet embrace and the kindness I feel from his heart and the love I feel from his eye's. I lay in bed with my lover enjoying his hands caress every inch and every curve of my body and and his soft kisses on my neck and on the curves of my breasts. I lay in bed with my lover enjoying the warmth and safeness from his arms wraped around me . I lay in bed with my lover and fantasies about what it be like to make love in front of a nice warm fireplace with candles all over the room.I lay in bed with my lover making love like it was our first time together enjoying every move one another made. I lay in bed with my lover looking into his eye's and into his soul and seeing how deep his true feelings for me are.

Bloddy Little Cuts
Old habits die hard for me Why do you have to make Me fell this way What makes you think Ill let you have it your way You put me though so much fucking pain That the only things that feels Good to me Right now Are the bloody little cuts On my wrist Deeper and deeper I take the knife Till all the pain Is no more Till there nothing left And when I’m gone Will you see What the fuck You did to me I went out of my way To make you feel loved by me And yet you couldn’t Do the same for me I can’t pass this up I won’t let you stand In my way to finding happiness Did you like knowing That you’re the blame For all my fucking pain I won’t let it happen again You promised that you wouldn’t And you fucking lied to me How could you I won’t let you stand in my way I’m moving on And you can’t stop me I found someone new Someone who I believe When he tell my That he cares about me

This Really Freakin Sucks
Ok, so today freakin sucks, I woke up in a great mood, all stoked cause I'm gonna put some blue in my hair, and then I get the phone call My friend Jack died. Damn it this sucks, two friends gone in the last four months. I am so tired of losing friends. This is number 6, gone. I'm only 23 I can't believe I've already lost this many friends, this is so shitty. anyways, I'm gonna dye my hair blue now, he loved it when I had blue hair, I wish he could have seen it again. One Life One Love One Heart R.I.P Jack you will be missed but never forgotten

What Happened To Self-respect?????
I find it rather ‘odd’ as I peruse through CherryTAP, looking at profiles, pictures, and watching the picture marquee bar scrolling across my screen that 8 out of every 10 women are portraying themselves as sluts, half-clothed and loose. Have we as women lost so much of our self respect we feel that the only way to get a man’s attention is through his dick? Come on girls!!!!!! What happened to the virtue, integrity, morals and equality that the women of so long ago fought for?!?!?! I have no doubt those women are turning over in their graves at how women have trashed their rep.... The even sadder part of all of this is that it is these very same women that complain, moan and groan about how they are treated like crap. They flaunt their bodies and then get upset when the men respond in a manner in which they don’t feel is justified. Just what the hell did you expect? I think it’s time that women of class, respect, integrity and morals stand up, keep our clothes on and act

Thinking Of Touching
THE TOUCH Nothing beats the human touch Is it any wonder we need it so much To feel warm lips pressed in tight Warm wet tongue that feels so right Probing and dancing in each others mouth Give rise to something much further south Pulling is tight and nibble your ear Breathing so hard yet we do not hear Hands that travel and roam places secret Wanting the touch is the safest bet Surrender to the feeling and letting go These are the thing that we all know Sweet passion drips from your lips to mine Your juices to me taste far better than wine Buck and grind into each other slow Small gasp and moans let us both know That we crave this deep touch and share ecstasy The look on your face is what does it for me To see eyes filled with passion and that wanting drive That is why the touch makes us both feel alive Love sweet touch is what we do fulfill We dare not go without for we need it still To be in a love where touch is lost and gone Wil

The Meaning Of Life
The Meaning of Life: A man dies, goes to Heaven and meets God, He asks God, why the world is such a mess? There is pain, injustice, cruelty, suffering. Why didnt you do something? Why didnt you send someone to help? God replies: I did, I sent you!

Grown Woman
Grown Woman Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with

Rough Sex Facts
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Differe

A Letter To My X Boss
Oh Lisa.(moni of NastyPastTimes.com).. You should have listened to your children when they told you I was a bitch! Since you will not pay me my last pay from your company, and at the advice of my legal council, I have taken and started to use and make money with the character's that you so kindly GAVE me. You gave me not only there pictures but also there model release forms and licenses before I left your home. I was not going to use them had you only sent me my paycheck, but since you refuse to do so I will take these girls instead. You should also know I have told Michelle all about what you have been doing as well. Now if you want me to stop using these girls all you have to do is PAY ME MY MONEY! If you pay me my money then I might agree to stop using these girls and delete all there files from my PC. You see unlike you I keep my word. Oh I already know this will piss you off and you may even call me. But that will change nothing. There is NOTHING you can do abou

I Dont Do This Often So When I Do It Please Read And Pass This Along To Everyone You Can
got this in a bulletin, check it out... ROSIE O'DONNELL (ACTRESS, AND SHOW HOST), MADE A STATEMENT ON "THE VIEW", A NATIONAL TV SHOW, A FEW DAYS AGO DISRESPECTING OUR MEN AND WOMEN WHO ARE FIGHTING IN IRAQ! (HERE'S THE LINK TO SHOW CLIP, PLEASSSE WATCH!!) http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/3036789 IF YOU ARE AS SHOCKED AND DISGUSTED AS I AM BY THIS IGNORANCE AND DISRESPECT, PLEASE GO TO THIS LINK ON ABC'S WEBSITE: http://abc.go.com/site/contactus.html TO MAKE A COMPLAINT ABOUT ROSIE & THE SHOW'S IRRESPONSIBILITY! OUR BOYFRIENDS, FIANCES, HUSBANDS,Cousins,aunts,uncles,sisters,brothers..ETC & ALL OF OUR TROOPS WERE DISRESPECTED AND I FEEL AS THOUGH IT IS PART OF OUR JOB TO MAKE SURE THIS DOES NOT HAPPEN AGAIN! PLEASE HELP GET THE WORD OUT THERE!!

This
This is what love means to me, your sunny-bright smile on my face The fresh little kiss on my cheek your arms entwined about my neck and all the stories that we share, That's what love means to me when all the world has turned to dusk Your sparkling eyes, so full of trust You never questioned what I've said I lay my hand upon your head And here the songs of your heart the whispered melodies that start to break the tension of the day Erase the wounds that others say. There is love in all you do, It takes away the harsher hues, I can't claim I have a part, But you're a treasure of my heart.

Fading Lights
Fading Lights The lights are fading for you and me I guess we weren't meant to be In the sky the stars still shine But your light will never be mine.. The hope in my heart is lost Too much pain this has cost My love a disappearing light It doesn't matter who's right.. The fights we just to have are over I no longer have to find any cover No longer do I have to run I miss your shining light, my sun.. So the lights are gone for you and me In darkness perhaps you will come to see Perhaps your light will never be mine But for me..darkness is fine

The Beast Inside Us All.
A majestic beast, With yellow eyes, It's hide is jet black, At night it strides. It bares it's teeth, A gentle growl, Is all you'll hear, Before the pounce. This thing from hell, It's features raw, It craves for blood, It craves the gore. The beast is cunning, It can't be killed Hell's pure wrath. Burns within. How can you fight, What you can't see, So be afraid, The beasts in me.

Dedicated To Battered Women.....
I Got Flowers Today I got flowers today! It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night; And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt; I know that he is sorry and didn't mean to say the things he said; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe that it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry. Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day; Last night he threw me into a wall and then started choking me; It seemed unreal, a nightmare, but you wake up from nightmares; And I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over—but I know he is sorry; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! And it wasn't Valentines Day or any other sp

Marrying A Mississippi Girl!....
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties. The first man had married a woman from Tennessee and bragged that he had told his wife she was going to do all the dishes and house cleaning. He said it took a couple days but on the third day he came home to a clean house and the dishes were done. The second man had married a woman from Florida. He bragged that he had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking. On that the first day he didn't see any results, but the next day it was better. By the third day, his house was clean, the dishes were done and he had a huge dinner on the table. The third man married a girl from Mississippi. He told her that her duties were to keep the house clean, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything. But the third day he coul

The Harshness Of Reality
They say that love can fill an ocean sail a ship across the sea Fly a kite above the clouds or solve Life's mysteries. They say mere words of love bring hope mending broken fences everyday It's known to heal a tarnished heart or chase the blues away They say that love is the answer to questions we may have through time and it's the only thing that matters to give it up would be a crime That is what they say to me as I travel through my life They never bothered telling me how love could cut you like a knife They never said my heart could die that trust and faith would both be gone or cause me to scream in pain when I was treated wrong They never said to me it crushes mortals agonized and broken because they too believed the lie when those three words were spoken The harshness of reality that love has brought to me Is bittersweet and locked away and needs no company

Love; Illusion
Love doesn't exist It's just an illusion we create People use the word in vain and in truth And other's believe in fate But really it's a feeling That everyone will at least once feel Sometimes you'll know it's true And even question, is the feeling real? People lie about it, don't believe in it They tell false truth using the words "I love you." To those who do, they don't value it As much as others do. Players say it and don't mean it They may seem to, but they don't And maybe someday, they'll mean it Or maybe they just simply won't Others believe them Causing them to get hurt Girls mostly get kicked around Being treated like dirt. Then there are the guys Who girls think are all the same Assuming they're like all the other boys Who say they love you without even knowing your name. Love Who can ever tell if it's real? Who knows? Maybe people are lying about how they feel. You never know When someone's telling a lie or not But you don't have

~*~ A Warrior Lost ~*~
~*~ A Warrior Lost ~*~ Grand Father, White mans being destroys Life itself. A warrior once strong in Heart, Mind, and Spirit. Warriors with Honor and Pride. Through White mans exissence and Laws. Fate to a Warrior brings Existence. A Warrior bows his head in Dishonor, A strong Heart, but Spirit lives. A Spirit with life like the Eagle. Powerful, Beautiful, and Graceful. Knowledge and Wisdom like the Owl, but Above all Free and Ones Self. As his Spirit the Great Heavens, A New Life into his Whole Being. Like the Eagle a Warrior years for Domain of new Horizons. As the Warrior gives of himself To the Fate creates his Destiny. He Fears nothing, defends nothings. As the Warriors Spirit Soars Past the Eagle to Freedom. Have a great day......................................"SheWarrior" Thx girl :)

Endless Possibilities
Endless Possibilities… If I could answer every question Just the way you want me to Make you understand me My little moods and confusing questions Don’t you think I would? My life confuses even myself at times And yet, you want me to explain Make it Crystal clear for you… Well I got news for you sweetie… Even Crystal isn’t really that clear And life doesn’t work that way You think you have all the answers Even think you can teach me a thing or two Think that you can guide me Show me the way to happiness Well I guess what…. I didn’t ask for your help You don’t even know my life So stop acting like you do Like you know everything Because you don’t… nor do I But see, the difference is I don’t push my views on you I am not broken So stop trying to fix me When you finally realize this By all means, let me know. The possibilities are endless…. Writen 5/21/07

The Illusions Of Love
She saw her future in his eyes, It was as empty as his soul. So why did she chose to stay, When she could have up and go? The illusion of love blinded her, It tore her from limp to limp. But still she dived head first into the water, Knowing she never learned how to swim. Like any other woman in love, She knows it hurts from the start. So why didn't she walk the other way, To save herself a broken heart? The illusion of love lied to her, It told her that it'll always be there. But it never told her the time, So she was left alone and scared. She knows he doesn't love her, And that he's in love with another. So why didn't she break his, To keep her heart together? The illusion of love killed her, Its sharp blade wrapped around her pride. It killed her ever so softy, Suffocating her with each lie. She knows that love is an illusion, It can drown those that can swim. She knows it can break the strongest heart, So why couldn't she stop loving him?

Heart To Heart
My heart spoke to yours and your spoke to mine. Crossing a barrier that transcends time. Whispering flutters of emotions I feel, As our hearts opened and this became real. Needing no words spoken in voice, As our hearts fly free and in love, rejoice. JMM-2006

Seven Oceans Of Pain
Swimming across the first ocean,i met my friend-tears, he has been living there all alone for now many years, he keeps count of all the little tears that i have shed, on every tear,her name is tagged and my future is read. Swimming across the second ocean,i met my friend-peace, he left me the day my heart broke into million piece, sitting on that island,he keeps the broken pieces whole, and will hand over it to me,when i depart with my soul. Swimming across the third ocean,i met my friend-night, he lives there holding onto all my dreams ever so tight, every dream showcases a portrait of my never ending love, a love thats destiny seems to lie in the heaven above. Swimming across the fourth ocean,i met my friend-smile, he left me the day she refused to walk down the aisle, he captures all the sadness that lies beneath my face, and keeps them safely in my memories for me to chase. Swimming across the fifth ocean,i met my friend-fears, everytime i try to go in sear

Lifestorm
I see the world through jaded eyes, There are only clouds in my skies. Darkness has made my future unclear, And the storms of my past are drawing near. Shadows haunt my troubled soul, As the chaos begins to take control. And I feel myself begin to drift away, As too late, the sun shines down on my day... JMM-1999

Tattered Words
Tattered words Tattered lyrics on the floor The slamming of the once open door Justifications in ones mind As two lives walked from wasted time For what was once so sweet now too bitter to eat Pulling your self up once more to find grace, dignity and yourself as the rosés hit the floor awestruck from the events and the let down from what you thought it meant A new struggle for your mind Was you try to wrap around this rhyme Thinking of the things that passed Leaving you unsure and with a chapped ass. Scott Lee Baker

Pain
At last I've come to realize that this is how it's going to be no more denial of simple truth no more fighting destiny I will take a thousand hands and heal a thousand lives I will wipe away a river of tears from a thousand crying eyes I will listen through the darkness at endless tragic woeful tails and mend the thousand broken little lives that seem so hopeless and so frail I will tell the lie of hope and the greater lie of love and I will promise them brief happiness and the power to rise above Then I will send them on their way these birds from the nest have flown and I will wake to yet another day hauntingly alone

So Far Away
So Far Away by Staind This is my life Its not what it was before All these feelings I’ve shared And these are my dreams That I’d never lived before Somebody shake me Cause I, I must be sleeping (chorus) Now that we're here, It's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All the mistakes, One life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we're here its so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today These are my words That I’ve never said before I think I’m doing ok And this is the smile That I’ve never shown before Somebody shake me Cause I, I must be sleeping (chorus) I'm so afraid of waking Please don't shake me Afraid of waking Please don't shake me (chorus)

So Now What Do I Do?
Ok I'm asking the question. I have Tuesday's free for the first time in 62 weeks and I really don't know what to do with myself. I do know what I should be doing. I have a resumé to revise, job hunting to do, programming languages to write, a web site to build for a client, etc. All of those little things which require the proverbial "Round Tuit" which I have buried on my desk somewhere around here... *looks to his pile of stuff threatening to eat the keyboard* In the meanwhile, I will be playing around here, making friends, getting to know people and finding my place. Who knows??? Suggestions are helpful....

Mixing Boxes
i feel like i won a million bucks... events of the last couple days have put me on top of the world... but i have a problem. those million bucks im feeling like wont buy the one thing i really want... you see good thing=winning the lottery bad thing=i have not a soul to tell about said good thing. You see im a procrastinator. i put everything off until the very last second. including talking to and getting in contact with my friends. I think i have alienated alot of people. I want ever so much to be with my friends. I think about them all the time. you see i am a very compartmentalized person. i put all areas of my life in little boxes. boyfriends in one box. gaming friends in one. cherry tap friends clarksville friends mason city friends. clear lake friends nora springs friends. and belmond friends. each box is of a different size. they all look different in my mind. they represent periods in my life. i keep all these boxes because they all represent good parts of the

Free
Take my hand and lead the way, tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin, bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near, take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings, so I can fly, for I can soar, when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see, break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight, you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within, I'm ready now, let love begin! JMM-2007

** W T M F ? !**
I know what ur gonna say.. It's my fault... ....But he's my friend and I trusted him. Saturday, chillin, havin a great time with my friends, K came to me and asked if he could borrow $20. I luv K 2death, I had no qualms bout lending him the dough. I'd been drinkin, tho, and didn't have cash on me so I gave him my check card. He returned and thanked me. I thought nothing more of it... til now. I went online 2c if my paycheck had been direct deposited yet. Not yet. But I noticed Saturday's ATM transaction for $60. I tripped. Called K and he had the nerve to seem confused about the whole situation. I hung up on him, I was so pissed off... so HURT. He finally texted me that he's "sorry" (Iv got my fone forwarded to my voice mail cuz I DON'T wanna hear his voice) I replied: Are u sorry u took it or just sorry I noticed?? K returned with: I'm not like that.. Sorry I took it I couldn't help myself: if u weren't "like that", u wouldn't have taken it in the 1st place To which, K repl

Throw The Jew Away For A Better Day
Why are the legal citizens of America forced to pay taxes, when the money we pay into the system does not go to our people but to fund the stolen terrorist state of Israel? Why are we forced into wars which one don’t benefit us and two we have no reason to be involved in, and why are we playing bully boy for a people utterly hated by every nation on the face of this planet earth? The Jew is the cause of all of the words problems, if it weren’t for Jewish influence in America, our schools would still be segregated, our streets would still be safe and our sense of self would still be intact. Since the Jews introduction into America society, our standard of living has drastically decreased, we no longer are a nation able and willing to stand on our own two feet, we are now a nation so brainwashed and incapable of standing as an isolationist state. The Jew has weaseled his way into all major aspects of American life; they have corrupted our very system of government, extorted American

For The Ones Who Didnt See It Earlier.....
THESE ARE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, I WANTED YOU ALL TO SEE THE GREAT LIST I HAVE HERE ON CHERRYTAP. I LOVE YOU GUYS ALL AND YOU WILL BE MISSED UNTIL I COME BACK TO CHERRY. I WILL BE GONE FOR A LIL OVER A MONTH, OR WILL BE BACK SOONER IF POSSIBLE. DONT FORGET ME WHILE IM GONE.LOL. ۞KING RIDDLE۞ STEP IN THE ARENA@ CherryTAP *~*~*Nyne*~*~*@ CherryTAP ~FAT SONNY~@ CherryTAPDevilGirl@ CherryTAP robisue@ CherryTAP CT BAD B*TCH ۞ Sexy As Fuk Stang ۞ Reppin Stang's Underground@۞@ CherryTAP ~Ancient1~ So Upset : I lost My entire Made for Me folder (if you made somethan 4 me and its not up@ CherryTAP THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER

C.s.a.
I never was one of the careful kind For saving and hoarding away; If it were not so, I'd never have been As poor as I am to-day. I have none of the care of the thrifts and keen, When the wages of toil I could claim; But ever to me the best of it all Was the pleasure of spending the same. But there's just one thing I would like to keep As carefully hoarded away As the gold of the miser, and that one thing Is my suit of Confederate Gray. It was made in a Southern loom, of wool From sheep that were Southern bred; It was fashioned and sewed by the dearest hands That ever used needle and thread. It was handsome and bright when I put it on, And proud as a prince was I Of my wife, my suit, and the Cause in which I was pledged to conquer or die. I dreamed not of failure, thought not of defeat As I turned to the conflict away; Away from wife, mother, and children, and home, In my suit of Confederate Gray. I marched and paraded, I reste

Hunger
please tell me i need to know what does it take to make you insane with passion? to make you burn for me? for your hunger to overwhelm your senses? what does it take, for me? it is seeing your naked body. maybe only your smile. your hand laced with mine. it can be your lips, soft and warm. the lines on your forehead, or even the anticipation of your touch. how you moan when you feel my tongue in just the right spot. where does it take me? to a place i live for. where i lose my inhibitions and gain a desire. a ferocious longing that only your mind and body can tame. where i quiver from the slightest touch, where my body is fulfilled. i crave you. i long to devour your words, your heat, your voice. you consume me. drive me over the edge.

Waiting
i want to unbutton your shirt and pull it off of you mmmm bare flesh. to just slip my hands around your back and slide into a melting kiss. press your lips into mine, run my tongue along your lower lip. so i can suck it into my mouth. pressing myself further into you. to be at last where the most important moment is right now, keeping you right here. holding you here pressing my self against your bare skin. to fall asleep in the interlocking shape we have just become. forever is when....forever when it comes to pass that we are together for a thousand years. i will breathe these words through my fingertips and not my mouth. braille them into your skin. here i am, each night i write another line make love to you a little more. you become the air i breathe before sleeping.my nights are made of waiting and listening to thoughts throb not patiently but difficult. all there is is wanting, or having wanted, needing, desiring once you have which is sweeter.

Marines
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Celeste-A Devil Dogs Mom(R-TX) Date: May 21, 2007 6:02 PM From: Support him, he is fighting for your freedom! Date: May 21, 2007 2:25 PM My Friend was a US Marine, he drove a big 7 ton truck, when he'd go to work each night, he'd say, "sweetie wish me luck". Then he would not come home again, 'til sometime the next day, But the thing that bothered me most, was the things some folks would say. A Marine's life is easy, he eats and sleeps and plays, And sometimes he won't fight a war for days and days and days. When I first heard these comments, I was too dumb to understand Cause I knew, when people had trouble he was there to lend a hand. Then my Marine went to work one day and kissed me good-bye, But little did I realize, that night, I would cry. My Marine gave his life that night, when the bomb hit from below, And I wondered why he'd risk his life, for someone he didn't know. But now I realize, the gr

Soldier's Prayer
By: Lewis Millett I have fought when others feared to serve. I have gone where others failed to go. I've lost friends in war and strife, Who valued Duty more than love of life. I have shared the comradeship of pain. I have searched the lands for men that we have lost. I have sons who served this land of liberty, Who would fight to see that other stricken lands are free. I have seen the weak forsake humanity. I have heard the traitors praise our enemy. I've seen challenged men become even bolder, I've seen the Duty, Honor, Sacrifice of the Soldier. Now I understand the meaning of our lives, The loss of comrades not so very long ago. So to you who have answered duties siren call, May God bless you my son, may God bless you all.

Sex
ladies would you rather have a man grab your hand and lead you to the bed lay you down and have them say i'm going to make sweet love to you or would you rather have a man pick youup throw you on the bed grab you by the hair and say i'm going to fuck the shit out of you?

Home.
Home: Has anyone thought about how such a funny word home is? I mean think of it, people are homeless, home sick, homebound, and so on…but what does that four-letter word really mean? It could be the place where one comes from, maybe a place in ones mind where things are right, where the pain stops. A place where good times and bad times seem to meld to together and all is safe still or such a horrific place they can’t look back on. Some get stranded a million miles away from home and they can’t find their way back to where things are right. Maybe it’s not a place at all, but a shelter for a heart to grow in safety, a net so to speak to catch you when you fall. I thought once home was a far distance place where you could not get to on foot, or physically, not to mention alive. Those are also distant thoughts that have been wiped away from a not so clear mind. I guess you can say I miss home, I miss fitting in, I miss being needed and wanted, I miss my shelter where I had it all.

'24'
I'm gonna talk about '24' now. For those of you who don't watch it, you may safely move along to the next blog or otherwise continue with your activities. For those who are initiated into the mysteries of the hours of the days of Jack Bauer, read on... I just finished watching the season finale, the sixth of it's kind in the continuing series, and once again Keiffer Sutherland and Co. have outdone previous years by a wide margin. This was edge of the seat, white knuckle, can't look away for a second action, and because of that it was as ultimately intended, FUN. Not going into specific plot points for those of you who have yet to see it, whether by TiVo or due to time zones... What I will talk about is why I enjoy the show so much... I was a Marine for a long time. I belonged to a group within that group that was sometimes ordered to do things that many would find distasteful, though all the orders were 'technically' legal. Trust me, you do that stuff long enough, and

Tick Removal (please Read)
TICK REMOVAL Tic Removal (tis the season) Please forward to anyone with children, or hunters, everyone!! Thanks! A School Nurse has written the info below -- good enough to share -- And it really works!! I had a pediatrician tell me what she believes is the best way to remove a tick. This is great, because it works in those places where it's sometimes difficult to get to with tweezers: between toes, in the middle of a head full of dark hair, etc. Apply a glob of liquid soap to a cotton ball. Cover the tick with the soap-soaked cotton ball and let it stay on the repulsive insect for a few seconds (15-20), after which the tick will come out on it's own and be stuck to the cotton ball when you lift it away. This technique has worked every time I've used it (and that was frequently), and it's much less traumatic for the patient and easier for me. Unless someone is allergic to soap, I can't see that this would be damaging i

Men Are Right! You Can't Figure Women Out!
For years I have listened to men say they can't figure out what women want, that they don't understand women. I always figured they were full of shi* cause hell, I knew what I wanted. I've known since I was very young that all I wanted was a woman to spend my life with, to love me as much as I loved her, and to work together to build a simple but loving life. I didn't figure that was too much to ask. Ya know? Well, apparently it is! I have fallen in love exactly twice in my lifetime. The first was killed just hours before I was going to tell her. The second time was 18 years later and she said she loved me too, at the start. A few months later she took it back and everything went to hell! More than 2 years of rollercoastering back and forth, we finally ended even our friendship tonight. She might as well have had someone cut my heart out! This after I had, she knew, put someone else out of my life a short time ago that I had started having feelings for while she was pushing

Honesty
Is honesty really the best policy? I am beginning to wonder how fake people really are!! I was doing the "I'm Bored" section on here right!! Well, some of the profiles were of girls that I didnt really want to even rate, but there is no skip button and i am all about honesty, so I rated them what i thought they should get!! Now I am one person of how many on this site. and I am getting attacked for my own personal opinions. come on ppl, opinions are like assholes, every one has one.

Always Keep In Mind...
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. ~anonymous~

Can You Prove It?
You Say U Love Me,But Can You Prove It? No U Cant Prove It. Love It Not Sumthing To Play With. A Heart Is Not a Play Toy. Feelings Are Not Sumthing To PLay With. You Keep Saying You Love Me, But Around Your Friends U Act As If I'm Nothing To You At All. How Can You Love Me? My Life Is To Messed Up To Let You Love Me Or Anyone Else For That Matter. I Cut, Do Drugs, Take To Many Pain Pills,And Drink To Cover What U Done To Me. You Say U Love Me But You Cant Prove It. Now Im Gone But There U Are Saying You Didnt Love Me Cuz I Was Big. You Say U Felt Sorry For Me. I Gave You Everything N U Jst Laughed N Threw It Away. How I Wish U Could See The Pain N Hurt.... By: Baby Sis 5-21-07

Oh Fiddly Diddly Cocks
=D How are you dildos doing? Im sitting here,playing my gameboy!Yeh i am,cuz im an addict lmao So if you wanna add me to msn b4 i go to bed plz do so. sugar_spun_sister35@hotmail.com OH but dont add me if ur only gunna talk once n thats all cuz i dont have time for one night IM's[LMMFAO] seriously,i crack myself up! =P

I Just Wanna Fuck!!
YOU ARE CURSED FOR UR NEXT 5 BIRTHDAYS! IF U DONT REPOST THIS JAN.- I'M SO DAMN FiNE!!!! FEB.- i L0VE T0 FUCK MAR.- iM A LOVER! APR.-DAMN I WANNA FUCK MAY- i'M A SEXY FREAK :) JUN.- IM S0 HORNY JUL.- I LOVE SEX AUG.- I GIVE THE BEST SEX SEPT.-IM A GANGSTA!! OCT.- i JUST WANNA FUCK!! NOV.- SHUT THE FUCK UP & KiSS ME =) DEC.- iM S0 FUCKING FiNE

Have I Ever
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some ne

Musings
As he slept, she wondered what it would be like to waken such a beast, to release that which was coiled inside him like a viper waiting for its victim. She was not one to toy around with such situations, but like the cats she revered, the curiosity was too much to bear. She stroked his hair softly, his locks like spun silk as they slid through her fingers. His lips, slightly open in slumber, begged to be savoured. His warm, smooth skin begged to be caressed. Yet it was not yet the right moment: she would weigh her options, analyze the consequences, then make her move slowly. Carefully. Only then would she know if the beast would cherish or destroy her.

On Line
It felt so nice and seemed so right, The words she read seemed to ignite a passion, a zest for life, felt once long ago, or was it a dream, am I dreaming now. Why is this so inviting and warm? It's mere words I see.... yet the passion they do stir inside of me... I want to throw my head back in lustful bliss and feel the warmth of a lovers kiss. O a strong embrace, a look so pure and inviting, I give myself completely in to this. Give me the love that only you can, make dreams come true with the touch of your hand, caress me, fondle me, feel my desire, hold me, thrill me, till my flesh is on fire, love me so tender, then hard as you can, fill me with passion, take me just as I am.... Let the hours fill with warmth and the hot sweet perfume of lovers at play in a candle lit room. This never-ending lust is too much to take, but don't let it end, don't let me wake. My reality is cold and empty and dark-- I hate it there, Love, don't make me go back.

What Good Is Love
I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sense of me. So now

Viagra Advertising Slogans.
The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called a spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly stressful week. (This is one pretty sharp boss!) When everyone gathered, the boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff the purpose of the meeting was to have a "quick contest". The theme: Viagra Advertising Slogans. The only rule was; they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products, that captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About 7 minutes later, they turned in their suggestions and created a Top 10 List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, the rest of the week went very well for everyone! The top 10 were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker picker upper. 8. Viagra, like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be there overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all tha

My Own Bed Of Roses
To lie in a bed of roses, To feel the silkiness against my skin, The fragrance How it comforts me, Though feeling so alone, Once again. There was a time When skies weren't cloudy, And it seldom ever rained, But as the clouds begin to rumble, Once again there's so much pain. So I'll lie in my bed of roses, And wait till the storm subsides, And use the petals from my bed, To wipe away the tears I've cried.

Gift Alternatives
There were three men drinking in a bar, a doctor, an attorney and a biker. As the doctor was drinking his white wine he said, "For Valentine's Day I'm going to buy my wife a fur coat and a diamond ring. This way if she doesn't like the fur coat she will still love me because she got a diamond ring." As the attorney was drinking his martini he said, "For Valentine's Day I'm going to buy my wife a designer dress and a gold bracelet. This way if she doesn't like the dress she will still love me because she got the gold bracelet." As the biker was drinking his shots of whiskey he said, "For Valentine's Day I'm going to buy my wife a t-shirt and a vibrator. This way if she doesn't like the t-shirt she can go fuck herself!"

Valentines Day Poem
And now, in the interest of providing all points of view, a Valentine's Day Poem, by Michelle McGiffin: Hearts and roses and kisses galore... What the hell is all that shit for? People get mushy and start acting queer It is definitely the most annoying day of the year. This day needs to get the hell over with and pass. Before I shove a dozen roses up Cupid's ass I'll spend the day so drunk I can't speak And wear all black for the rest of the week Guys act all sweet, but it soon will fade For all they are doing is trying to get laid The arrow Cupid shot at me must not have hit Because I think love is a crock of shit So there's the story...what else can I say? Love bites my ass...Fuc* Valentines Day!

Lifestyle
A true Master shall take pride in the fact that a woman has chosen to devote her entire being to the satisfaction and fulfillment of his desires. Just as she, in return, can take pride that such a man has chosen her, above all others to provide that fulfillment. For openers, the female should decide that she may actually be a true submissive, and find the courage and commitment to put herself in the hands of a true Master. She must know that at that precise moment her option to make choices will end. He will do what he wants to do, completely apart from her preconceived ideas. I am not necessarily referring to physical discipline, and I am most definitely not referring to the extremes of physical discipline. There are always limits, and the true Master knows what they are. He also knows that those limits are different for every slave. But he also knows that regardless of those individually determined limits, every slave should at least once be forced to go one step beyond what she

Good Looking + Intelligence Does Not Exist!!
I cannot meet a man that I find both attractive AND intellectually stimulating. The only one I know is thousands and thousands of miles away :( WHERE ARE ALL THE HOT SMART GUYS??!!!! edit: you know i mean where are the SINGLE guys :P

Older People's Sense Of Humor
OLDER PEOPLE'S SENSE OF HUMOR A Doctor was addressing a large audience in Tampa "The material we put into our stomachs is enough to have killed most of us sitting here, years ago. Red meat is awful. Soft drinks corrode your stomach lining. Chinese food is loaded with MSG. High fat diets can be disastrous, and none of us realizes the long-term harm caused by the germs in our drinking water. But there is one thing that is the most dangerous of all and we all have, or will, eat it. Can anyone here tell me what food it is that causes the most grief and suffering for years after eating it?" After several seconds of quiet, a 75-year-old man in the front row raised his hand, and softly said, "Wedding Cake." - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Bob, a 70-year-old, extremely wealthy widower, shows up at the Country Club with a breathtakingly beautiful and very sexy 25 year-old blonde who knocks everyone's socks off with her youthful sex appeal and charm. She hangs onto

Love... Honestly!!
Ok so Ive been thinking lately about a situation thats close to my heart. If you love someone, I mean really love someone and claim to be in love with them and cant live without them, then how in the hell can you have booty calls or even entertain the idea of a booty call? Maybe Im wrong here but whats love? An emotion you can turn on and off when you want? Its love as long as youre getting ( or think youre getting) what you want? Or do you see it as WEll Im lookin out for #1 and you have to have a backup? I really dont get it!!!!!!!!!!!! And when you FINALLY DO, let me know!

Oil Shortage
A lot of folks can't understand how we came to have an oil shortage here in our country. ~~~ Well, there's a very simple answer. ~~~ Nobody bothered to check the oil. ~~~ We just didn't know we were getting low ~~~ The reason for that is purely geographical. ~~~ Our OIL is located in ~~~ ALASKA ~~~ California ~~~ Coastal Florida ~~~ Coastal Louisiana ~~~ Kansas ! ~~~ Oklahoma ~~~ Pennsylvania and Texas ~~~ Our DIPSTICKS are located in Washington , DC !!!! Any Questions?

You Can-not Wait.
To realize The value of a sister/brother Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. ! To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE.

Arrived In California
I got an early start Sunday morning from Tucson, AZ and 14 hours later arrived at my California destination, which is my Brother in Law's place in the San Franciso Bay area. I will be posting more pics soon.

No God Or Know God
An atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem Science has with God, The Almighty. He asks one of his new students to stand and..... Prof: So you believe in God? Student: Absolutely, sir. Prof: Is God good? Student: Sure. Prof: Is God all-powerful? Student: Yes. Prof: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't. How is this God good then? Hmm? (Student is silent.) Prof: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fellow. Is God good? Student: Yes. Prof: Is Satan good ? Student: No. Prof: Where does Satan come from? Student: From...God.. . Prof: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world? Student: Yes. Prof: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything. Correct? Student: Yes. Prof: So who created evil? (Student does not answer. ) Prof: Is there sickness? Immorality?

Breathing Room
just want my mind to be quiet... the fluttering thoughts, the preoccupation of things all of it to just settle.... just want to get a grip on the things that are immediately before me... all else will fall into place accordingly, i know this... i am obsessing over things outside my control.... now that is a thing i wouldn't mind having back... control... just want to breathe... and breathing room from my own thoughts...

My Last Poetry Blog
Child Wipe Away Your Tears I see the tears and the pain in my childrens eyes and there hearts. As they cry cause thier Mama is not there to comfort them and tell them it's ok; but my children Mama is letting you know everything will be ok, so my children I say to you all wipe away them tears, cause I'm always with you cause your apart of me. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson

Hustle This One Is For U, I'll Be Nice
Ten reason's why a handgun is better than a women ..10 - You can trade an old .44 for two new .22s. ..9 - You can keep one handgun at home and have another for when you're on the road. ..8 - If you admire a friend's handgun, and tell him so, he will probably let you try it out a few times. ..7 - Your primary handgun doesn't mind if you have a backup. ..6 - Your handgun will stay with you even if you're out of ammo. ..5 - A handgun doesn't take up a lot of closet space. ..4 - Handguns function normally every day of the month. ..3 - A handgun doesn't ask "Do these new grips make me look fat?" ..2 - A handgun doesn't mind if you go to sleep after you use it. AND THE NUMBER ONE WAY THAT A HANDGUN IS BETTER THAN A WOMAN . . . You can buy a silencer for a handgun.

The Wrong Husband
A woman goes to a party and leaves her husband at home to watch the football game. At the party the bartender recognized her wedding ring on the wrong finger so he ask her "Why is your wedding ring on the wrong finger mam?" "Well you don’t miss a thing do you and your right it is, and it’s because I married the wrong man!"

Letting Go
you think ur the only one who hurts dont you? u think that ur the only one who had cried? baby ive cried more times then u know. ive cried the nights i sat alone and wondered where u left out to. ive cried the nights that darkness fell on empty words. on the nights that i said i love u and tired to shair that love and got nothing back ive cried. to show someone u mean what u say is to really do it and stay that way. promises mean nothing when they r empty i know bc so many of urs were that way and i cried. so as hard as it is to say bye i must. and believe me ive cried. lettin u go isnt easy lettin life go on without u is hard but i feel at this time in place i must let it happen. some day we may meet again and once again fall in love and maybe that someday we will live happly ever after.

You Cannot Do This Guaranteed But Fun To Try‎
Brain Trick It really works. This only takes 2 secs... How Smart Is Your Right Foot? This is so funny that it will boggle your mind. And you will keep trying it at least 50 more times to see if you can outsmart your foot. But you can't. 1. While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles with it. 2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change directions. I told you so...And there is nothing you can do about it. answers on any topic at Yahoo! Answers. Try it now

Sorry I've Been A Bit Slack Lately!
Life has a way of interfearing with online activities, lol. Naw, really thou...it's gotten a bit wild here. Down to only ONE pc now, and ds came for the weekend....making it be spread really thin! Anyhow this pc has many users, and this past weekend time-share wasn't what it could have been. Friday my one son was suspended for three days...I know, I know, self defence is the most awful distasteful, evil, vile, and discusting thing any one could ever do!!! Makes one wonder why thoes who say such things are the FIRST one's to BLOCK when the FEEL threatened, and unlike my ds...wait till after the person has struck (repeatedly I might add...) and refuses to stop when asked to??? Hummmm? Too bad they didnt gived him 5 days....that'd be 5 days of peace for him. And to think........some people dont understand why thoes school shootings happen. Talk to any kid that's been majorly massivey bullied, beaten and prosicuted for tryint to get help through the "normal" (deaf and blind) procedures! W

Poem 3
She Was One Person I Wanted She was the one person I wanted Yet she was so far away So close but yet so gone I am lonely with out her Voice or her typing on the Computer to me she is my bestfriend She was the one person I could Count on to lift my hopes high And my sarrows higher I was falling in love with this Beautiful wonderful sweet Lady and I dotn know why I jusy know I was and when She had some one else tell Me things my heart fell to the Floor like a rock in the ocean But I know she fells some thing Even if it is not much I know she did care for me Some Kimberly Doreen Krumpe Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Krumpe

Whats Wrond And How I Feel
i make a wish and nuthing happins i pray at night but thangs never happin i try in life and thangs look down what more can go wrong in such a lil town my wishis never come true and my prays dont even matter to who but my life seems to drag i wish this pain i would never have but what more would i live for if i could never feel pain but thats the way it works but mines all in vain but this is it and now is the time me and my life will never rime not any more and never again i had enugh pain its time for it to end but it wont caze im still around hell what more will this bring to this small lil town my head it hurts but nuthings in side i killed it long ago and i try to hide that this is my life nuthing more damn i wish to never been born but i am and i will try to live my life with in time i hope my time comes so really soon but it never comes fast eunuf ant that the truth i with this heart would just say poof but no

Mothers Day Fiasco
This years mothers day sucked for me cause I had to deal with drama and backstabbing friends and rumours and having weight holding me down all in the same day....so i mean why the fuck you gonna hate on someone that you have been friends with for the longest but thats how life goes u gotta treat it like a female fuck it and fuck it hard or get fucked in the process and I do not intend to be get fuck by these bitches SIVS ...Got Into a Fight tonight with miles and let me tell ya It felt good blasting him in his got damn face ..I remember lookin into his eyes before I got the bright idea to head butt that motherfucker and I did and he crumbled only untill He regained his stamina and me overstepping over his leg made me trip and i fell on my stomach face down on the cold unforgiving ground and Then i felt the sour taste of defete feeling punches to my head and knees to my face ( i was blocking btw bitch u landed maybe 1 good knee!!) made me realize that Friendship is really a cover up wor

What Could Have Been
Well I am in no way bragging. I have nothing to really brag about. But one thing I can say I do well is play baseball. In my high school days I had a full paid scholarship to play at Auburn. I love the tigers. Well my first game in high school I had a scout from the Seattle Mariners come to see my first game. He met with me and the coach and said that if I could keep my average above .350 that fame he would fly me to Seattle and let me see the place and then talk business. I was offered a starting position with my favorite player of all time Ken Griffey Jr. I still remember it. Bottom of the 4th. No outs. I was batting .1000 I had a hit everytime. 2 doubles and a triple. I hit a line drive to left field as I'm rouding first I stop. Basic base hit. It rolls under his legs and the first base coach yells go for 2. I start to sprint and as I do a sharp pain runs up both my legs. Before I knew it I was on the ground. I snapped both my ankles. As I looked up the scout gat

For A Rootbeer To Anyone You Want
my new video fan these 2 people right now..and send them a shout saying i sent you......then contact me for the gift..u can keep it or send it to anyone you want anonymmously......... Boone~Sign My Guestbook@ CherryTAP Fear The Grunts (SiK) Bombsquad Founder -=- RAWR -=- ID Maker@ CherryTAP

Words We Live By
Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be. You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive. We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it, we c

The Chumscrubber.
JUST WATCHED THIS MOVIE THE CHUMSCRUBBER, AND MY GOD IT WAS FUCKING AMAZING. I AVOIDED WATCHING IT FOR FOREVER, BUT NOW I'M GLAD I RAN OUT OF ANYTHING ELSE TO WATCH SO I CHOSE THIS ONE. THE MOVIE IS ABOUT A KID WHO FINDS HIS FRIEND HANGING, LITERALLY, IN HIS BEDROOM. KID TURNS OUT TO BE THE PILL SUPPLIER FOR THE SCHOOL AND DRAMA ENSUES. TO THE POINT THOUGH, THIS MOVIE WAS FUCKING BRILLIANT IN IT'S OBSERVATIONS OF JUST HOW PEOPLE IGNORE ONE ANOTHER. USE YOU WHEN IT'S CONVIENT, THEN JUST THROW YOU AWAY. THE PEOPLE WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THERE BLOW YOU OFF, OR PATRONIZE YOU, AND THE ONES YOU WOULD NEVER EVEN THINK ABOUT TURN OUT BEING THE ONES WHO REALLY COME THROUGH IN THE END. NOW I KNOW I HAVE WRITTEN SEVERAL THINGS LIKE THIS, BUT THIS MOVIE KINDA PUT IT INTO REALITY FOR ME. I DON'T CONSIDER MYSELF IGNORED ANYMORE, JUST PAID ATTENTION BY PEOPLE I JUST NEVER REALLY THOUGHT ABOUT. IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE, GO YOU!! I KNOW ONCE AGAIN IT'S KIND OF SAPPY THAT I FIND MEANING IN LIFE THROUGH A

In The Air.
I lay in the dark. As the ceiling fan makes lazy circles above me. The air is there. It's all around me. Caressing my cheek. Cooling my skin. Blowing my hair back from my face. I want it so much. This thing that I may never have. It's in my head. It's in my heart. It's in the air. I can feel it coming. That moment when I can just... BREATHE.

One Regret
Those nights never meant anything Despite what I'd always thought When I stayed up to hold your hand When life left you distraught Drying your face of every tear Thought you knew that we'd be alright As long as we had each other We could make it through each night Something inside you changed somehow Along the way something went wrong Pain kept gathering inside Leaving you to think I wasn't strong Pushed me out; Built up high walls Every sentence spoken filled with hate Angry words thrown around constantly Leaving everyone involved in a delicate state In a world where we only had each other We fell apart and lost our grip I never had a single regret Until one day I let you slip

Bloody Horrorscopes!
Ok this is a quote from yesturdays.. "you're filled with a serene and startling clarity." Contrast that with todays! "Wishing won't make it so, but getting some clarity around your intentions and motivations might help level the playing field so you get a fair chance. The stars give you a little extra something to help you along too.".. Firstly I had no clarity yesturday (And yes Los Angeles Fog is Smog i forgot).. So yesturday's serene clarity that never existed has been replaced with a need to get some.. What happened to yesturday's!!!!!!!! To be fair, intentions and motivations at 9:45am don't extend beyond having no intention to get off my arse for at least another half an hour, and my only intention is to replenish my soft drink supply that ran out an hour ago.. The only level playing field i need is not to get run over by a slightly miffed double decker bus on the way to the shop! And as for the stars giving me extra help.. HELLO! I don't see those

Titles...and Why On Earth Do We Need A Change..
Good Morning, I guess I should be some kind of spokes model for this one site I am about to bring up once again. The site is called, “In the Motherhood” The site is also on MSN in the Spotlight series. Today there is a video of a Mom who just steps both feet into the dodo with a flight attendant. Very funny video if you get a chance stop by and view it, it’s worth a look. You know, that times fly by so fast that names and titles we once used are not use any longer. Like stewardess for example. When did the change between stewardess and flight attendant officially take over? Was it so bad to be called a stewardess? Or is it because there are now both male and female air waiter’s and waitress’s? How about Doctor. I mean I still refer to a Doctor as a Doctor. Now there are so many titles, Family practitioner (is that someone who practices medicine on your family? And why do they practice it, when they have went to college for so long they should know it by heart) How about Lawyer… Now it’

The Cracked Pot
An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do. After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?" "That

I Know Who I Am
I KNOW WHO I AM I am God's child (John 1:12) I am Christ's friend (John 15:15) I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17) I am bought with a price (1 Cor. 6:19-20) I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1) I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8) I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt. 5:13-14) I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27) I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2) I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20) I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34) I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor.5:17-21) I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph 2:18) I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6) I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom.8:35-39) I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22) I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28) I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16) I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph. 3: 12) I

The Echo Of Life
The Echo of Life A man and his son were walking in the forest. Suddenly the boy trips and feeling a sharp pain he screams, "Ahhhh!" Surprised, he hears a voice coming from the mountain, "Ahhhh!" Filled with curiosity, he screams, 'Who are you?" but the only answer he receives is "Who are you?" This makes him angry so he screams, "You are a coward." And the voice answers, "You are a coward." He looks at his father, asking, "Dad what is going on?" "Son" the man replies, "pay attention!" Then he screams, "I admire you!" The voice answers, "I admire you." The father shouts, "You are wonderful." And the voice answers, "You are wonderful." The boy is surprised, but still can't understand what is going on. The father explains, "People call this 'ECHO' but truly this is 'LIFE!' Life always gives you back what you give out! Life is a mirror of Your actions. If you want more love give more love! If you want more kindness, give more kindness! If you w

Life’s Riches
Life’s Riches If you walk among the flowers and never watch them bloom, nor stop along the way to inhale their sweet perfume; If you look upon your child and never watch him play, nor see the many changes, with each new waking day; If you walk across the land never looking towards the sky, nor gaze upon a sunset, or the birds that pass you by; If you walk alone, needing no one, passing all others by, feeling you should always be strong, and never even cry; If you dwell among many never opening your door, You've denied yourself of riches, For then you will be poor. “For every moment you live and regret you lost a moment of life”

Life Is A Puzzle
Life's one of those puzzles with about a billion little pieces. And they all seem to have the same colors. And someone took away the box so you don't remember what it is supposed to look like. Sometimes you keep trying to make a piece fit where it doesn't belong. Sometimes the piece you need is right in front of you and you can't see it. But I keep trying.. every once in awhile I figure out a couple pieces. As for my puzzle... I think someone threw in a couple pieces that don't belong.

Ashes
I wrote this last night so read carefully its called Ashes. Again with the pain, it surfaces again. To a lovers soul, long since past I found a love that didnt last. No one knows what lies within me, everyone else seems happy and free. As I lie awake I see all this hate, As I yearn for a clean new slate. It all seems the same, like I'm alone, searching for a love to call my own. The Whispers and smiles haunt my soul, Now I know my heart is a black hole. What can I say to make you all see, that its not life its only me. Thats how I was feelin yesterday cus everything seemed like it was all blowin up in my face.

Past
CAN WE FACE OUR PAST? "MY HAIR IS GOOD-EVERYTHING IS FINE" Life looking good,sometimes it,s even smile.It.s nice how seasons goes by.There is hard times and good times. You find your place in your life,but there are those moments when you ask yourself:" IS EVERYTHING FINE?" Something bottering you from your past.You dont even sometimes see that..or feel that. Why you do things way you do? Why these feelings allways come up your mind?What,s wrong whit you? It just that you never be in face to face whit your past. Past influence our life,but it not have to rules of it. It,s sad if is happend like that man who goes to doctor,because he thinking that he is a dog.And that "doc" ask him how long he being feel that way? He answer:when i was puppy. When you face you past ,you have to face sometimes shame,sorrow,guilty and that you never can forgive someone. When people shame ,they cant look others eyes.yes? We can live IN shame,even that we know. And it,s different th

Love
it's funny, they say guys love s hard as women(not as fast but just as hard). I think it's bull shit cuz if they do then why r we usually tha ones getting hurt? I think love is sooo overrated cuz its just way to painful go thru more than once and if you ever find ur true love don't let them know how much you love them cuz they will take total and complete advantage of that, and you ll be the one paying for it for tha rest of ur life.

Past
Past Although we will never be together again, Even if so, it would cause too much pain. Times when I look back and smile Whatever was it that made me run that extra mile? That extra mile I shall no longer run, For that part of my life, history is already done. Whatever I did wrong, I do not know Even today, it remains unwritten so. But at heart a true friend you will be, Many think I’m mad, but I can’t stop being me! Everything is in the past now, far far away. It’s the future of tomorrow which brings us a new day. But now its time to close this door, To lock, to turn the key once more. (c) Angel

Grab Your Whiskey And Weed Because You're Going For A Ride
Hellyeah! The Supergroup comprised of members of Mudvayne, Nothingface, Damage Plan and one Mr. Vinnie Paul of Pantera, Rebel meets Rebel and Damageplan defies genre definition with their self-titled album. A little bit metal, a little southern rock and a whole lot of attitude comprise the 12 song offering. The album debuted at # 9 on the Billboard Charts, a feat that the band is really proud of considering the amount of work they put in to it in a small amount of time. The band started out as a project that Jerry Montano, Tom Maxwell (both of Nothingface), Chad Grey and Greg Tribbett (Mudvayne) wanted to do. After struggling to find a drummer the guys finally decided to call up Vinnie Paul. After a bit of hesitation Vinnie decided to give it a go. What happened could be one of the greatest musical collaborations of our time. The album was written and recorded in Chasin Jason studios in Dimebag Darell's house in Texas in a matter of a few short weeks. According to Greg Tribbett the

Life
This was wrote by my son when he was 15 LIFE LIFE IT SOMETHING TO CHERISH, EVEN THROUGH HARDSHIP AND STRIFF, BE THANKFUL YOU DIDNT PERISH, YOU CAN STILL FEEL OFFENDED FOR THAT OTHER LIFE AND THE WAY IT ENDED NOT BEING ABLE TO SURVIVE. BUT THE SUFFERING AND PAIN THAT PEOPLE FEEL TRYING TO PLAY A LIFE LIKE A GAME NOT TAKING IT FOR REAL. THE MURDER THE SUICIDE THE WAY PEOPLE KILL OFF A LIFE LIKE IT JUST ISNT REAL. ITS UNHEARD OF THE WAY PEOPLE DIE SUICIDE OR MURDER JUST TO END A LIFE. THEY DONT CARE THEY DONT THINK FIRST, THEY JUST WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE TO END THE HURT. WHAT THEY DONT KNOW THEY WILL SOON ENOUGH WHERE THEY ARE ABOUT TO GO THEY WILL NEED TO BE TOUGH. NO MATTER HOW HARD THEY TRY THEY WILL NEVER ESCAPE, THEY ALREADY HAD ONE LIFE AND NO MORE TO TAKE. YOU SHOULD NEVER SUFFER UP HERE WHERE GOD COULD HAVE HELPED YOU THROUGH BUT NOW YOU GOT TO SUFFER DOWN THERE. WHERE THERE NO HELP AT ALL FOR YOU. SO BE FOR REAL WHEN IT COMES TO A LIFE, MAKE A BIG DEAL WHEN

How To Measure Success....
To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and affection of children; to win the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayed of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better; whether by a healthy child, a redeemed social condition, or a job well done; to know even one other life has breathed because you lived- this is to have succeeded. Ralph Waldo Emerson

Meeeeeeeeee
Well I just wanted to tell some people that I just wanted to know why so many people have a fear of people that are Wiccan cause people see us as bad people all because we are a different religion we are still humans but because we are different and we are Wiccan people see us as the black sheep in a community we ya know what we are not freaks or anything like that we dont pray to trees we have different ways of doing things just like i have two tattoos one on my left wrist of a pentacle one on my right wrist of a trinity knot i have hear about my tattoos from people that see them cause they are different i always get called a devil worshiper ok whatever but we are always getting our ass chewed by somebody but you know what we are what we are we are Wiccan and that is what we do so if you dont like it well sorry for ya GET OVER IT WE ARE WITCHES AND WE DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT US

Angel Series
Every so often I'll have something happen in my life that will inspire poetry to really flow. The last 6 poems that I have posted here, starting with "fighting" are all connected to each other, that's why I call it a series. I consider these 6 poems to be some of my best work. There's alot of emotion behind these poems, there's alot of heart behind these poems. In fact I don't think I've ever exposed my heart as much as I have in these 6. I cried when I wrote all of them. Enjoy the series, as it continues, the next poem in the series will either come later today or thursday, comments are always welcome.

Birthday
i am now 19 years old on my secound kid with a juggalo and well you know you are stupid when you had a kid with him b4 but any way shit happens when you feel un loved by some one that says they are your bf but now i got a tat and tong done my prom is june 1 but i dont get why is it an hour away from my school hello what are they trying to do make all the senourse get lost to go to the own prom and i want a juggalo dead cuz he is bs me and i will like to punch him in the face he an ass that should die and go to hell his lil girls should hate his ass for using woman but ya i wish i wasnt feeling shitty to the point i hate this bed but any way i hate phones i hate cars i hate guy but i love my snowball cuz it dont metal

Makes U Think
Too many people put off the things that bring them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming, or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Law and Order' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , "How about going to lunch in a half hour?"She would stammer, "I can't. I have clothes in the washer. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, "And my personal favorite: "It's Monday. "She died

Yesterdays!!!
YESTERDAY'S!!!! Yesterday I wept to hear the words that were said . We spoke of our life together and you marked that shit as dead. No more idle kisses and no more I love yous. We once were as one but now we’ve come back to two. Each one so much different in judgment and in thought Despite our lessons together both learned and taught Your teachings have marked me for life this I know When I said my feelings had changed Id lied Please Don’t go Then here today I almost wept I turned and I cried I’ve long cherished this love that has seemed to have Died And I tried not to show all the destruction in side And I had it under control till you left then I cried My arms ached to hold you and my lips stung for your kiss My heart was so broken how’d I let it come to this……WITHOUT YOU? Without you here in my life Who am I to be? And were am I to go? What am I to become? And what I to feel? Without you with me in my life And if I ever find another To come and be here by

4 The Daddies~win A Blast
Father's Day Contest Starts June 9th @ 9Pm(Central) Thru June 16th @ 9Pm(Central) ~Offical Rules~ Self-commenting is allowed. No Downrating. No FRESHMEAT. (Must be level 3 or higher to comment) A few ppl & myself will be watching the entire duration of the contest. If I catch u abusing any rules your pic will be deleted w/out notice. First Place - 3 day blast Second Place - Silver Motorcycle Third Place - Rolex If you would like me to send the gift to someone other than yourself plz let me know in advance. Just E-mail me the link to the picture you want me to rip before June 9th. I will post the contest links 1 hour before it starts. That is all.

The Wives
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties. The first man had married a Woman from Colorado and had told her that she was going to do dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and dinner cooked. The second man had married a woman from Nebraska He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from California . He told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day some of the swel

Spelling To Get To Heaven
A woman arrived at the Gates of Heaven. While she was waiting for Saint Peter to greet her, she peeked through the gates. She saw a beautiful banquet table. Sitting all around were her parents and all the other people she had loved and who had died before her. They saw her and began calling greetings to her "Hello - How are you! We've been waiting for you! Good to see you." When Saint Peter came by, the woman said to him, "This is such a wonderful place! How do I get in?" "You have to spell a word," Saint Peter told her. "Which word?" the woman asked. "Love." The woman correctly spelled "Love" and Saint Peter welcomed her into Heaven. About a year later, Saint Peter ca me to the woman and asked her to watch the Gates of Heaven for him that day. While the woman was guarding the Gates of Heaven, her husband arrived. "I'm surprised to see you," the woman said. "How have you been?" "Oh, I've been doing pretty well si

New Virus
I thought you would want to know about this e-mail virus. Even the most advanced programs from Norton or McAfee cannot take care of this one. It appears to affect those who were born prior to 1965. Symptoms: 1. Causes you to send the same e-mail twice. (done that!) 2. Causes you to send a blank e-mail! (that too!) 3. Causes you to send e-mail to the wrong person.(yep!) 4. Causes you to send it back to the person who sent it to you. (who me?) 5. Causes you to forget to attach the attachment. (well darn!) 6. Causes you to hit "SEND" before you've finished. (oh no - not again!) 7. Causes you to hit "DELETE" instead of "SEND." (and I just hate that!) 8. Causes you to hit "SEND" when you should "DELETE." (Oh No!) IT IS CALLED THE "C-NILE VIRUS."

The Lord Works In Mysterious Ways
After starting a new diet I altered my drive to work to avoid passing my favorite bakery. I accidentally drove by the bakery this morning, and as I approached, there in the window were a host of goodies. I felt this was no accident, so I prayed ... "Lord, it's up to you, if you want me to have any of those delicious goodies, create a parkin g place for me directly in front of the bakery." And sure enough, on the eighth time around the block, there it was! God is so Good!"

Today My Private Part Died
My Private Part Died Today! An old man, Mr. Goldstein, was living the last of his life in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Goldstein, "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad, Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Goldstein, please accept my condolences. The following day, Mr Goldstein was walking down the hall w ith his Private Part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. Mr. Goldstein," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that.. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Goldstein, " I told you yesterday that my Private Part died." Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas? (You gotta love this!!!!!!!!!!!) "Well, he replied, "Today's the viewing."

Mailman's Last Day
It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighborhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family there, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine cigars.. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At the final house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful blonde in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door (which she closed behind him), and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had enough they went downstairs, where s he fixed him a giant breakfast: eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh-squeezed orange juice. When he was truly sa

Sensible Observations
Subject: Fw: Sensible Observations > > > 1 When I die, I want to die like my grandfather--who died peacefully in his > sleep. Not screaming like all the passengers in his car." > --Author Unknown > > > 2) Advice for the day: If you have a lot of tension and you get a headache, > do what it says on the aspirin bottle: "Take two aspirin" and "Keep away from > children." > --Author Unknown > > > > 3) "Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group > for that. It's called EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar." > --Drew Carey > > > > 4) "The problem with the designated driver program, it's not a desirable > job, but if you ever get sucked into doing it, have fun with it. At the end of > the night, drop them off at the wrong house." > --Jeff Foxworthy > > > > 5) "If a woman has to choose between catching a fly ball and saving an > infant's life, she will choose to save the infant's life without even considering > if the

What Song Should You Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I�ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?

Part Of My Past
it was june 12 1995 we were called out because a 16 year old girl had gone missing . if eny of you know new brunswick then you know about gorden falls . well we started our serch there the last place she was seen . her and some friends went camping ther over night , had some drinks and got stoned . she had got up in the middle of the night and went to do her biusness . it had just rained so the ground was still slick and she slid down the inbankment and over the clift to the water . now gorden falls has an undertoe that can hold trees under water . as i said thats were we started our search , i was part of the dive team . nothing was found at gorden falls so we widend the search . i was then with a team going down stream from the falls . we walked for about 20 minutes and found her dead , she had drowned . sents i was the diver in the bunch i had to go in and get her . her skin pealed of in my hands but i couldnt leave her ther so i fulled her out she had been a thin girl but the wat

To My Future Husband Harry
Happiness is the smile on my face When you walk into the room Happiness is the love we share A love that's nothing but true Happiness is me... When I'm with you Only with you Do I feel happiness Happiness is... You I love you Harry, happiness is you!! You and me together forever baby kiss

Girls Just Want To Have Fun
Join me in my true love for life... I am in love with life. If you open your mind you will realize that life is just amazing. Try not to let your religious and cultural prejudices stand in the way of learning something new or understanding something differently. What seems one way to one person can seem very different to another. What would be correct and good in one instance can be wrong under other circumstances. Therefore, I consider the opinions of others as I do the words from a friend's conversation; to be considered alongside my own and carefully weighed and thought about. We are all brothers and sisters in humanity. I hope that you can know the joy and humility of realizing the many similarities we share with other cultures, even with their ethological constructs so seemingly dissimilar from our own. Ultimately, I would like to build bridges to greater understanding and empathy. It is not that I believe there is no evil in the world; for there surely is, and it must be deal

Her Side~his Side
Her Side. In late April, I decided to follow him home from work. That’s right my own little investigation. It’s pretty late when he gets off, so I thought I should just sit on the side of the road until I saw him, everybody else had left. It’s almost 11:00pm and he still hasn’t driven down the road. Maybe he is still at work, so I drove down the road to the parking lot of his factory, that’s when I saw his pickup truck parked on the side of the road. Maybe he is having car trouble, I thought to myself. The lights were off and it almost looked deserted, as I pulled forward I saw someone in the car. I pulled over and shut off my lights. There was a woman in his truck, she was naked and on top of him. What do I do? Do I let him know that I was seeing this, no, no, I can’t do that? So I walked over to the pickup window trying to go un-noticed. I looked in and what I saw was amazing. The passion I saw in his eyes for her. The way he held her in his arms, does he love

Rejection
Why'd you take that away from me - Just one taste and I needed a little more of your sweet honey I want you to feel my pain I want you - don't walk away I need you - the time is right I need to hold you tight Rejection - I can't believe you're gone Rejection - why'd you have to walk away Rejection - I can't believe you're gone Rejection - now it's time to turn the page Rejection - What the fuck did I do Rejection - why'd you have to walk away Rejection - you broke me in two REJECTION - REJECTION What the fuck did I do What did I do to deserve the blame Remember this, and don't forget my name Handle this shit before I rope ya I'm gonna slit your throat before I smoke ya Bet it all - but you don't own me You tried to punk me - but you don't know me You tried to blow me off without no question You better pray for divine intervention You really didn't think I'd let you walk away from me Just one more time - I need to feel your lips around this piece If you co

Just Some Things To Ask You!
I have been thinking and I totally LOVE the Tap as you all know! I want to start a folder of Salutes just for me If you would like one, or would like me to make one for you...just ask me and please make me one I love them and want them. Also, I am going to be making a private folder ONLY I CAN SEE! So if you want to make a SPECIAL pic of any kind please do that as well, I would love to see what you can come up with! I will hopefully be adding new pics soon I did want to make it to a LEvel 20 before I added so I will need a couple more Blast I am sure. But anyway...you all please be creative and if you want a Salute made for u...from me...just mess me and let me know!! Hugs and kisses, Lizzy B

After Being On Cherrytap For A While...
Here's what I think of it: Attention whores suck. I'm not here to be at some special rating or to get as many fans/friends as I can. This isn't my social life - I thought it would be a fun way to meet some new people and kill time while I'm working. Apparently I'm in the minority, as most people I've come across seem to be either interested in hooking up for sex with someone in their area, or just interested in getting a little ego stroke by people fawning all over their profiles. I'm not going to beg someone to buy me things, nor am I going to put anything other than my NAME where my NAME should be. I have no affiliation with any group of people on this site and I like it that way. I'm not a VIC because I honestly don't see the real necessity of financially supporting this site yet, even though I have more than enough means necessary. Why are there people that don't use their real pictures? Why are you here if you are that ashamed of yourself? I'm not the most gorgeous person on

I Keep Seeing New Arrivals...
and when they are female, they are pounced on by the horny male contingent. Hrm. A good set of tits gets you far in life, or at least on Cherrytap. I have nothing against a good set of tits, but there are at least 5 people I see here that must lead very sad lives. They're usually the first to "fan" any female. It's....slightly pathetic.

Capture
I ran a long time with bad memories, I didnt really know how love could come acorss seas. A lonely road of life in this journey of that I was sure, But then you came, surprized as I was to be a capture. Even though I thought I was to be alone, You showed me this was not written in stone. Within a true bond was truly secured, Blessed am I to be in your arms I am captured.

Patiently Waiting
I'm waiting here Patiently Just around the corner Many people passing by I talk to a few They aren't the voice I need Several birds fly through Singing your songs Keeping me content I have been here for years It seems Time stands still at this intersection I could call a cab I could jump on a bus Maybe I'll just wander I won't drift far Just takin the scenic route For now I can still hear the birds I'm still waiting Patiently

I Need To Get Away....
Ive taken THREE vacations in the past two months. A week long in Florida. A weekend in the Desert at a Music Fest. A weekend in Baja. So far, NONE have worked. I come back and everything goes insane. I've made up my mind. I'm leaving Los Angeles. As soon as I find a job, im gone.

Out Of The Darkness
Out of the darkness shown a light, Out of the darkness you came into sight. Out of the darkness came a beautiful angel, Out of the darkness you came to untangle. Out of the darkness there appeared a bright rose, Out of the darkness came a sweet scent to my nose. Out of the darkness it was very enlightening, Out of the darkness you came how exciting. Out of the darkness there was no contraversy. Out of the darkness came my angel of mercy.

Stuff
Okay here is a little more about me im in college and i am getting my BA in Media Arts. Currently i am in the planning stages of starting my record label the name of it is D & J Records. If you know anything about law or business please msg me and help me out.

I Just Want A Good Man..
I just want a good man, I just want a good man.. I don't want to live in Beverly Hills, I don't even want him to pay all the bills.. I just want a good man, who know all the right spots.. I just want a good man, I just want a good man.. I just want a good man, who'll hold me all night. I just want a good man, I can wake up to and he doesn't want to fight.. I just want a good man, I just want a good man.. I don't want diamond rings, I don't want fancy limos.. I just want a good man who can make me cry oh-oh-oh... I just want a good man, I just want a good man.. I don't want Mr. GQ, I don't even want Mr. Right.. I just want a good man, who wants to treat me right... I just want a good man, I just want a good man.. I just want a good man, who doesn't to change me, who doesn't want to tame me.. I just want a good man, who loves me for who I am.. I don't want perfection, there will be no inspections... I just want a good man, who does the best he can.. I just want a good m

Lost?
For the past two years Ive lived in sorts, a dream state Now upon awakening, I no longer believe i can deal with reality The pain all to real The sorrowful lead weight in my chest "Im trapped in this world lonely and fading heart broke and waiting" There are oh so many people with no complications in there lives Not one of them has had to wipe blood from the walls Not one of them has had to wipe there own blood from the floors Not one of them has had to lie about things to people they know I know there are other people who deal with these, Horrid things from my nightmares But whom do I turn to When all the Light from my eyes has faded? When all the weight in my chest has caused it to implode Rendering it numb? There are so many questions without any answers The passion drained from my eyes The feeling drained from my soul The meaning drained from my life, Everyone thinks they know you so well That they know when you lie That they know when you are sad That t

Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

This Crazy Life.....
I'm a little bit stressed lol big surprise huh...everytime something good happens in my life about 15 terrible things happen! recently I've had one really amazing thing happen to me and it's made me really happy I think about it all the time....but then like always the shit hits the fan mostly its my mother she loves me yeah I belive that but sometimes shes so cruel and cold...In her eyes I'm worthless and stupid her fave thing to do is tell me how she wishes I was gone or threatens to throw me out hahahahaha she wishs that still scares me most of the time I would rather live on the street than stay with her!Its a damn good thing I have some of the best friends in the world who always seem to save me in the end when she gets me real down their there for me when i'm falling apart!I hope they realize how much I love and appreciate them and how much I really really need them love you all thanks for helping me lord knows I'll need you again lol I have to go home sometime.

Am I Ugly?
Post This And See How Many Messages You Get.... (1) ugly (2) O.K. (3) cute (4) hot (5) sexy (6) Fine (7) HOTTT!! (10) Wanna go out? Seriously. Repost this or see 9 years of bad realationships Repost "am i ugly"

Small Towns !!!
Small Towns Those who grew up in small towns will laugh when they read this; Those who didn't will be in disbelief. 1) You can name everyone you graduated with. 2) You know what 4-H means. 3) You went to parties at a pasture, barn, gravel pit, or in the middle of a dirt road. On Monday you could always tell who was at the party because of the scratches on their legs from running through the woods when the party was busted. (See #6.) 4) You used to 'drag' Main . 5) You said the 'F' word and your parents knew within the hour. (Are you kidding - we never said it ! ) 6) You scheduled parties around the schedules of different police officers, because you knew which ones would bust you and which ones wouldn't. 7) You could never buy cigarettes because all the store clerks knew how old you were (and if you were old enough, they'd tell your parents anyhow.) 8) When you did find somebody old enough and brave enough to buy cigarettes you still had to go out into t

How Often ????
A young man was about to be married and was asking his grandfather about sex. He asked how often should you have it. His grandfather told him that when you first get married, you want it all the time... and maybe do it several times a day. Later on, sex tapers off and you have it once a week or so. Then as you get older, you have sex maybe once a month. When you get really old, you are lucky to have it once a year... maybe on your anniversary. The young fellow then asked his grandfather, "Well how about you and Grandma now?" His grandfather replied, "Oh, we just have oral sex now." "What's oral sex?" the young fellow asked. "Well," Grandpa said, "She goes to bed in her bedroom, and I go to bed in my bedroom. And she yells, 'Fuck You,' and I holler back, 'Fuck You too.'"

Fuck You!
Perception is only a image One that can revolt and nauseate Moreover personality is an art Something you have not mastered Respect must be earned and not given freely One who trusts in the mastermind Is one who is a fool at heart Deranged delustions of faculty Consume sanity Words spoken over spirited lips Are truths untold Wisdom lies in soundness and understanding Wicked evils cloud your judgement A standard observation is all that is needed To show non lucidity You may consume my possesions You will not consume my heart

Brother In Law
I just have to rant from my soapbox for a bit about my dumbass brother in law. I haven't uttered a word to this POS since Christmas, but he seems to be tired of hearing my fucking mouth and so forth. Yesterday, I go out to play with my pooch and he happens to be walking his horse home along with his young son. His dog was behind my doghouse eating my cats food. So JACKASS starts to call his dog and say that he's tired of my fucking mouth, that he's gonna give me fucking $5 for catfood and so forth. I've only mentioned the dog once back in November when it and it's mate were destroying everything in my yard. He's never said anything to my face about it...only leaves messages on the machine threating to kill my cats, bitching about the land and other people. Nothing to do with my initial call. But anyhow, I'm fed up with him. My hubby, me, and his brother and wife are NOT allowed to even have contact with our nephew because of his attitude! Where's a hitman when you need one?!!

I Thought We Lived In A "free" Country?
So the other day I posted a Mumm regarding my beliefs on the troops. My beliefs don't follow "normal" beliefs in this matter, and I was basically threatned and told that my beliefs don't matter. Awhile later, my blog was taken off as it was deemed "nsfw". And now apparently I'm "banned" from posting any mumms (for how long, who knows?). Which doesn't make sense to me seeing as I was allowing folks to express there opinions and to attack not only my beliefs but me personally. I'm tempted to report every mum I read from now on that I don't agree on, not because it's nsfw but because I don't agree with what's being said. I came to Cherrytap because I heard that they're more leniant on things of this nature than Myspace. I've never been censored on Myspace. Boo to Cherrytap and there commie ways!!!!

Hypocrites...
So, my friend's wife called me today. Turns out I knew here BEFORE I knew she was married to my friend, back when she was whoring herself out during their six year relationship AND the first few months of their marriage. Please forgive me if in this next bit I sound racist, but I am not and it's just her... Estupida jota had the nerve to call me up and accuse me of sleeping with her man! I said: "Well, he and I haven't seen each other save when he is working, and I have been in GA for the past year. He hasn't been cheating on you, certainly not with me, though I can't say the same about you-" "Que? What are you talking about? You don't know me! "(Though Gods new the rest of my neighborhood did... she was a bicycle! Er... is!)"I don't look like you, girl, so don't judge me!" "Then don't judge me beyond the fact that I am a friend of your husband's. No more, no less." If she had shut up for five minutes I probably could have gotten her to admit that she was indeed cheati

Hi There! :)
...hey peeps! i haven't been around lately, reason being, i no longer have a puter :( ...i miss you all SOOO much!!!... just hang tough....i'll be back on soon :) ...jade roses knows how to reach me...she's on my family list ...hope to be back REAL soon ...ttyl GYPSY

There Is Justice After All
Well it has been two months since i screwed up my ankle and had worker's comp insurance deny my claim on some trumped up reason. Had my appeals hearing on 5/16/2007 and just got the verdict today. State of Nevada reversed the insurance carrier's decision. WOOOOHOOOOO I get my ankle fixed. There is justice after all

Helping Others
Last year my husband and I started a group called Churchill United to help our teenagers get a fair start in life and to try to keep our play areas open. I know that most of you cherries live in America but over here in the UK we don,t have quite as much space as you and in our area we now have none at all. 5 years ago we had 29 play areas now we have 5 and they are closing 3 of those. We have started an ADD Your Flag page to our site www.churchillunited.co.uk so if yo want to add your flag please do it encourages us all. Love to you all from rainy England!

A Medication For Some For Others A Drug...
I come in a bottle I can be an upper, a deppressant even speed. I am here to feel your every need. You can get me from a doctor or even a friend. I am widely distributed from one side of the world to the end. For depression , anxiety, ADD, even pain. You just don't know if you'll stay sane. You might start using me legally for awhile. After Im gone you'll be looking for numbers to dial. Trying to find more cause you truly have a need. Maybe causing you to be sick if you don't proceed. A never ending search taking me and wanting more. Causing you to run around knocking on peoples door. Lying and stealing some get this bad. A horrible depression without me making you sad. I am legal though so its all okay. Thats the way I want you to think each and every day. Lying in bed trembling and sweating just a little side effect I call withdrawling. Some can quit me others will come back crawling. I can be swallowed, chewed or even snorted.

Searching For?
Ok I am bored with c.w. as the main name on my profile any suggestion as to what i might put next, I have a few in mind But I am open for suggestions...See If you can shock me I might like it...right now it is C.W. MEMBER OF THE WOLF PACK FAMILY The wolfpack will stay the same...

Dirt Road.
The stars were so bright this cool clear night in April. As she drove down a dark dusty road she could just see his brake lights through the dust. Her heart was racing as she drove faster to keep up with him. He pulls his truck over and signals her to park. Jumping out of his truck carrying a tall can of beer, he smiles at her. She can feel the lump forming in her throat. They stood there looking at the sky. Is he going to touch me? she asked herself. At that moment he leaned over and rubbed his hands a crossed her face. Oh how she wanted to feel his lips against hers. He pulled away, second guessing himself. Wondering why he was there in the first place. Seeing the disappointment in her eyes, he backed her against the car. Grabbing her face and took her mouth in a hot, demanding, no-holds-barred kiss. She almost melted and trickled down onto the dirt as his lips parted hers again urgently and his tongue took over her mouth, establishing the rhythm and possession that h

Postcards To Home
I haven't written in a while because I have been very busy helping deploy soldiers. And since I have two things to blog about, one happy one sad, I chose the happy one. The sad one will come later. During the deployment we set up a table with cards, post cards and notebook paper for the soldiers to send a note home before they leave. We ran out of postcards. So i did an online search and emailed a few companies and told them what I was doing and asked for donations of postcards. Not very many responded. But the one who responded first was a company called Silver Crow Creations. They sent us 525 assorted postcards. And when I say assorted, I mean assorted ! I stood there for an hour looking through the stacks and I found one I hadn't seen everytime I went back! We picked out a few dozen that we thought the soldiers would like and put them out on the table. It wasn't long before we were getting the box out and looking through what was in there again. Pretty soon we had quite a crowd gath

Cherrytap Adoption
here's da rules for Cherrytap adoption.... if ur a dude u gotta pick a gal n if u a gal u gotta pic a dude, put in the subject 'im for sale' of some variation of it and see who wants to own u! Da 1ST person (NOT the 2nd of 3rd but the very 1ST) that sends you a comment or message saying 'I OWN YOU' owns ya ass!! its that simple and its fun! send it you'll be suprised who wants to own u!!!!!

What Cartoon Character Do You Most Resemble?
Which cartoon character do you most resemble?SnoopyYou are Snoopy: You are fun, you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you are never are out of style You are good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days more than once but you always come home with the family values that you learned Being married and having children are important to you, but only after you have had your share of fun times How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Forbidden Love Poem
So many nights spent crossing the line Between friendship and love. Two hearts meeting at the wrong time. And struggling to rise above. A temptation of two lovers fate. Each night behind closed doors. Giving in to passion before it's too late. Resistance binds them no more. Heart to heart, and soul to soul. Together on fantasy's ride. Each others pleasure is their goal. Their love they have to hide. They know they shouldn't be together. But she just can't resist his kiss. For his love she'll wait forever. For she has known no passion like this. Forbidden love is what they share. But he lives for her tender touch. For her love, all he'll dare. Together they risk so much.

Come Join The Life N Soul Of Night Stalkers Anarky Skull Now On Air
come join me at night stalkers live on air right now given life n soul to music click the link below get your asses in here people http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6363

Two Souls
Darkness in the heart Bitterness torn apart Two souls fighting at hand Two worlds waiting in the stand Rage and fear dominate the scene Hope and love pushed between In defiance one stands alone The other walks away in scorn Neither one a winner that day Family and friendships lay in the dust One weeps inner tears of sadness at the loss The other ponders what was their cost Standing at odds the two review Walk away or begin anew

I Miss Her.....
Silent night, walking all alone on the beach while bright moon light falls on me and thinking of my beloved wife. We may be miles apart from each other but our love and affection bring us close to each other. I know it is not easy to love someone from a distance but my thoughts brings us together Her love blended with sincerity and I find it hard to define. Dreaming my love is wonderful and it makes me so happy. I feel she is close to me always and walks beside me. I can hear that she calls me and doesn't give up on me. Forgives my mistake and always invite me in to her hearts. Loves me for who I am. She quits my fears and raises my spirits. Always say nice things about me, Understand me, values me. Her soul with love strengthens me and my heart reminds me how much I love her and how much I miss her.

You Can Help
Hello my friend! PLEASE don't let the American Pit Bull Terrier become EXTINCT! YOU CAN HELP by taking just a few minutes of your time to /www.petitiononline.com/usanimal/petition.html">sign a petition to The U.S. Congress to Protect Property Rights In Animals. Thank you so much for your help! to view a really good page on this please add a very dedicated person http://www.cherrytap.com/user/889085 The Great American Pit Bull Terrier~PLEASE HELP STOP THE ABUSE! thanks for taking the time to read.

Lizards
If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. "He's just lying there looking sick," he told me. "I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?" I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. "Honey," I called, "come look at the lizard!" "Oh, my gosh!" my wife exclaimed. "She's having babies." "What?" my son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!" I was equally outraged. "Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to reproduce," I said accusin

Contest Info
ok i found out the blast contest i am in ends sunday at 9 pm est time so i can really use the help. remember no family bombing allowed so please help if you can. i want to thanks everyone that has already helped!!!

~ Restless Fallen Angel.... ~ Part 2
~ Sequel to Fallen Restless Angel ~ ( PART 2) At last…. My chains are broken. I slowly pull out the chains which were incised into my wings, wrists and ankles. .... He found me bleeding and helpless. All along it was my shadow that I needed and it was my faith who brought me to him. He is my shadow. My other half. He is…. the Shadow Walker. He held out his hand as I laid there bleeding. I took his hand. He did not take physical form until he kneeled over and gave me a kiss. I closed my eyes. My wings flew open. I opened my eyes. There he stood in front of me in true human form. His shadow- his curse, had no hold over him any longer. He was cured as well as I. We were free. I held him close and begged him not to let go. As my healer I take a vow, with my every well being I shall spend the rest of my life showing the same love as he has shown me. …. Even if it means giving up my wings.

Red Friday
PLEASE READ THE ENTIRE EMAIL AND YOU SEE WHAT IS MEANT BY RED FRIDAY. >>Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine >>sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two >>together. >>After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited >>to >>sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. >> >>> > No, he responded. >> >>> > Heading out I asked? >> >>> > No. I'm escorting a soldier home. >> >>> > Going to pick him up? >> >> No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq . I'm taking him >>home to his family. >> >>The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the >>gut. It was an honor for him. >> He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered >>the news of his passing to the soldier's family >>and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I >>turned back to him, extended my hand, and s

Well
Today at school was a shitty day. Two girls in my class got into it. They were yelling at eachother and one of them just about punched out the other one. I swear cant they just grow up. I mean we are in college here. Not high school. Anyways. I never went to work today. I have had a really shitty week so far. Found out now that my dad had a heart atack and still have that other family member dying. Ugh what a shitty week. Well anyways enjoy the sun...

The One Flaw In Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was a stounded at the requirements. " Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on t he standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you h

Tell Me A Story...
I think I have a sign on my back... something telling people to come up with the most unbelievable story and see if they can pass it off as the truth. See, I believe all people are good deep down inside. I trust people. I believe them until they give me a reason not to. I don't know how much of that I can change. It's who I am. So when someone tells me something, I believe them. Anyone else would see right through it. But because I have my own little fantasy world where people do tell the truth, and are good, I believe it. Actually I am only that way with people I am close to... show me a politician and I will tell ya everything coming out of his mouth is a lie or half truth. I WANT to believe all people are good. So it probably won't change. I will still believe. But could people at least make the stories a little more believable? The good thing though, is I am getting myself to the point of removing those people from my life. Maybe not at the first story.. but r

Brothers Of The Third Wheel
Brothers Of The Third Wheel will be having there Annual Florida State -Trike-In at the Sertoma Youth Ranch in Dade City Florida When : September 28-30, 2007 all bikers are welcome ( cages to ) for info contact me at dbishop27@tampabay.rr.com We are a Non Profit International Orgonization with chapters all over the world. check us out at www.homosassachapter.com Web: http//btw-trikers.org

I'm Really Down And Upset
well today isn't a very good day i've being crying mostly all afternoon and still am cause my parents are giving me a very hard time they did my hole life they don't realize I'm 18 years old i'm an adult they blame me for things everyday they yell at me everyday i know this sounds really mean but sometimes i wish i didn't live with my parents cause all my life they gave me a very hard time i feel like i'm trapped and living in a prison and it really hurts it's like i have no life and my parents say i can't be trusted with things and it really sucks i can't handle this no more and i know they care and worry about me and i'm glad they do but i need to start making decisions for myself cause i'm an adult now and i know about our health issues i'm not trying to make it worse but my parents don't realize i'm an adult now but this is so hard for me to deal with it also really hurts that my parents can't trust me with things and i try to be a good kid i try my best well bye for now thanks fo

I Don't Understand It
its drives me crazy when I hear and see on the news a millionaire wanting to help a third world country, feed the needy...house the homeless and give your dollars to people in other countries who really need it..OK that's nice but this to me is like winning the lotto and helping the people next door get a new home when your sister or brother is living in a shelter..HEY a little reality check here!! feed American kids help your country fix the problems that are here first (knock knock anyone home) there are children in this country that are homeless and go to bed each night wondering if they are going to have to go to school without lunch or wondering if they will have a place to sleep tomorrow night, yes the "richest" country in the world HAS POOR PEOPLE, people that need food cloths, and a Roof over their head mostly children of poor parents are the ones who suffer. The very same company's CEO that got to be a millionaire by selling YOU their products thanks you by sending the money

Dark Days Fall Upon Our People
It is a sad and darkened day when the white man is no longer in control of his creation. We are living in times which favor the non white non working element that society has to offer, worse though is the fact that though we don’t benefit from any of the programs being rolled out, we are expected to pay for them. Today in America life is no longer great and carefree, with the open border policies slowly be placed on our people, education in the tubes, billions of dollars being spent on Israel and a war being fought to protect a greedy and thankless people, while we foot the bill. Not to mention “our” own media turned against us to promote miscegenation and diversity, all the while obscuring the truth to what truly is going on, the Jews attempting and getting away with extortion and black mail and numerous other crimes which a normal citizen would spend most of his or her life in prison for if caught. We are living in a fog, one which will not lift if we allow those in power to rem

And Yes I Know It's Bad
Why must I be tortured so? To make me feel in an all time low? To have to be reminded of one gone who likes to call me his graceful swan? There are way to many things that remind me of him whom I love to chat. Why has my handsome desert fox has to be in iraq among so many rocks? I don't think one can easily survive or even to think to thrive when their loved one is in the war behind a gun. -Talk2animals

Single Again...
Hey to all my friends... I am single again but I think this time I am gonna sit back and just go with the flow of being SINGLE!!! To explain the bitches part... My ex forced me into breakin up with him via-voicmail because his little bitch ass would not answer the phone so we could even talk... Why do some men have to handle shit like little bitches that is what I want to know... Is it that hard to pick up the phone and talk to a person... If there is a problem the other person isnt gonna know without talkin to them... FUCKIN STUPID is what I say... I got two words for ya MAN UP!!!

Realize Real Life
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the

Unhappily Ever After
This cold frost-bitten heart was warm long ago When love had blossomed in romance so young Broken and banished to the darkness forever With hope of being rescued by a princess true Plagued was the heart of the princess he loved Poisoned by the spirits that echoed in her ear Blinded by an invisible lust that never existed Created in her heart and mind by demons of hate Long ago this prince was destined for happiness In a kingdom he would reign with his pure heart He fell victim to the evil brewing in his bed When he turned a blind eye to the pain he felt Her intentions were good but possessed by the bad She could not see how much her prince had cared His love was for her and she could not feel it For her heart was numb and cursed with jealousy The tale of a prince with a witch for a princess A story where love did not rise and was defeated Happy endings are only told in old fairy tales But this book of stories tell of tales so true

Price Of Death
Do you ever wake up, To realise you are asleep? Looking at your reflection, Feeling suffocated underneath? Have you ever felt so lonely, Because of your motionless heart? Wandered around in the darkness, Searching for that missing part? Did you ever stop to ponder, Asking when you could leave? Knowing fully that your body, Is incapable to breathe? Would you ever break out, To put "this" all behind? Then suffer from insanity, From the voices in your mind..

Betrayal...not A Poem..
I have often sat and thought about divorce and the feelings it leaves behind. The inadequacies, the feelings of remorse, of loss and betrayal. This is the issue I have been pondering the most about. It brings out the worst in most people who at one time actually would have laid upon the road to protect the other. In my life I see it all the time from my divorce as my ex wife loathes the very sight of me. I can see and feel it every time I get near her. The actions of a women who felt the deepest betrayal in the world. I walked out on her over my own inadequacies to protect our children the treacherous life of watching us tear each other apart. She spites me at every turn in order to make me feel this pain as if I do not ever feel betrayed myself. I feel so much of it every time I think of it my blood boils, my voice raises and whomever asked me wished they never had. I often feel sorry for my therapist who has to deal with this repeated issue as if I have Obsessive Compul

Storm Of Love
Rain falls in sheets from the dark gray clouds leaden with moisture ready to fall to the groaned. The wind is howling as it pushes the rain toward a small house. Full of sweet love. Lightning flashes outside. Lighting up the dark room but the two lovers don't notice. There to wrapped up in each other. He kisses her gently wrapping his arms around her. Gradually taking the kiss deeper as he runs his hand down her body. The explore each others bodies slowly, gently so that flashes of sensations temporally block all else out. The atmosphere is electric. You could feel it everywhere and the air has grown thick with love and passion. While the storm rages on just out side there window. One just as strong screams to be set free to grow.

Psychology
A very shy guy goes into a bar and sees a beautiful woman sitting at the other end. After an hour of gathering up his courage he finally goes over to her and asks, tentatively, "Um, would you mind if I chatted with you for a while?" To which she responds by yelling, at the top of her lungs, "No, I won't sleep with you tonight!" By now, the entire bar is staring at them. Naturally, the guy is hope-lessly and completely embarrassed and he slinks back to his table. After a few minutes, the woman walks over to him and apologizes. She smiles at him and says, "I'm sorry if I embarrassed you. You see, I'm a graduate student in psychology and I'm studying how people respond to embarrassing situations." To which he responds, at the top of his lungs, "What do you mean $200 Dollars?"

Consuming Passions
We dance around the instinct That is every mortal’s fire Drawn to love‘s eternal flame, Scorched by our desire Hot ardour drives our senses, Yearning burns us to the core And when our hearts have turned to ash Our souls cry out for more. A spark of lust is all we need To set alight this town, Lets stack the fuel and throw a match And burn our passions down We’ll merge our fervid bodies And torch the bed sheets black, I’ll stoke the fires of your desires Till there’s no turning back. Once the flames are raging There’s no quenching till its spent, Our heat will flare to fever pitch That caution can’t prevent Dark passions are combustible, Oven hot and sweet as sin Let their appetites consume our strength And eat us from within. Your voice sears deep into my ears, Hot music to my soul Your skin a patchwork quilt of fire, The two of us a whole I burn for you like no other, A phoenix in your flame I’ll die and rise and die and rise, All in lo

One.
It's not so much the broken dreams as the lack there-of The ground crumbled and suddenly It's the realization when you open eyes painted white Tied up pretty in the background and the cracks go on for miles blood written sonnets Help me Get me out But the doctors gave up flashfire or maybe everything moved over a mile or two and left you hanging hanging on a word a noose of misgiving you can burn them but you can't burn your mind you can erase it but it's etched and it plays there it's a symphony devoid of color devoid of feeling (Weren't you always that way?) 'You can't tell me you can't remember You can't tell me that you were not there when you shot out my eyes and left me lying naked curled up and gushing the poison you'd afflicted me me me were you sorry? I don't think you were sorry you left me for dead like you always do'

Sorry
You seem surprised I want to leave As if I’m playing at some game You don’t want to be far from me I wish that I could say the same You think I’ll keep forgiving So you keep beating me down I won’t forget the pain you’ve caused This suffering in which I drown Words are deadly weapons And you fight with loaded guns So when I unleash all this hate You’ll finally be the one that runs So keep on pushing till I break That will be your last mistake One day I’ll snap and then you’ll see How little forgiveness means to me You say you’re sorry like I’ll just forget And still there’s nothing you regret I’ll drag you deep into this pit When I take you down, you’ll remember it You’ll cry and beg as I rip you apart Beg to deaf ears and a loveless heart Cry out to a soul that’s lost That’s what your abuse has finally cost!! Your words were deadly weapons And you fought with loaded guns I finally let out all my hate And now you’ve come undone.

When The Lights Went Out
Tonight I aspire to love you my way To love you with utmost passion Through your eyes I feel warmth penetrating into my spirit I see my youth dancing on your lips And smell the attar of your skin emanating the air... I feel a biting thirst for the wine of your beauty, Fire raging intensely in my soul Whilst the fruits of my garden are ripe, Waiting to be eaten The dream that we share Is fraught with colors of delight. So darling, let me drink the wine of love Take me to the bosom of desire Where you will plant me A tree in its soil My love, the strings of my soul play The melody of desire on the harp of eternity

Whatever
Current mood: enraged "If you think there is good in everybody...then haven't met everybody!" All women are psychos...it's just what brand of insanity is appealing to what man. All men are dogs...it's just which one you want sniffing your crotch. "Everybody knows you love me baby...everybody knows you really do....everybody knows that you've been faithful...give or take a time or two...everybody knows you've been discreet...so many people you had to meet without your clothes....and everybody knows...." - J.N. Well, that was a nice little vent....maybe I'll explain that one later. ~be

I Want It All
If I saw you as just an object of lust, Would it be better then how I see you now? As an intelligent individual with feelings and emotions, Rather than just a tool to satisfy my sexual ambitions. Lay you on your back, Against the wall or on the floor. No burning passion in this, We finish up and nothing more. Thats how you want it to be? You want to feel horny? Kissing you everywhere, As if it meant anything. Well then lets just see how long he sticks around. Would he be happy to hear it when he heard your sound? Would hearing just voice make him just want to melt? Make him feel all the feelings he's always dreamed about. Well I want to feel that for someone who cares. For someone that I know will always be there. Through both good and bad, And thick and thin. I thought you wanted that too, But all you want is the sin. Which don't get me wrong, I think thats fun and all. But when it comes to you, I want it all

Games For The Old
GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER >1. Sag, you're It. >2. Hide and go pee. >3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. >4. Kick the bucket >5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. >6. Musical recliners. >7. Simon says something incoherent. >8. Pin the Toupee on the bald guy > >SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: >1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. >2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. >3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. > >OLD IS WHEN: >1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. >2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to >go along. >3. Getting a little action means I don't need fiber today. >4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. >5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee! > >Thoughts for the weekend >Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press >'Ctr Alt Delete' and start all over? >Just remember, if th

A Bit Behind
I'm a bit behind on my advertising but here you go.. Here's this weeks update http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/fotos371.htm http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/fotos370.htm http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/fotos369.htm Not only did I update with those, but one of my girls put together an advertising page for me that I think you'll definitely want to see from this weeks update...trust me..you'll want to see this ;) http://www.eroticshack.com/gals/xxx_aimeelynn/wannatastec/ Have a great day! XOXO, Aimeelynn

Five
It's here I often get lost lost like a shipwreck sunken in the dark ocean of a strangers eyes (No stranger then he) 'Ha' No this time she's right 'ha' And weren't you a stranger? '..' I never knew you at all even when even when I exploded lost my breath You never let me 'I think that's reversed.' Our love was a stain bright red against the pristine clean of whitewall but oh how I ached my body shivered I felt complete completely broken completly taken stretched out like so much meat for you to devour twisting caught skin torn you opened me up you showed me what I might have been arched and willing a pictured embrace but erased 'because it never was.'

Never Again
When insecurities rise And all your passion inside dies I cant seem to fall asleep without crying All those around me lying Father time tic tocking away Wasted day by day In a cage trapped by my own fears Always hiding back the tears Trying to make the best of it Never the courage to make the final split Doing whats best for others As would any good mother Never doing anything for myself Putting my hopes and dreams on the backshelf Resentment rising to the top Fits of rage not knowing how to make them stop Wanting more out of life Tension so thick you could cut it with a knife Yelling Screaming Arguing it never stops Neighbors threatning to call the cops Thats it never again will i allow myself to be hurt Dig a hole bury my feelings deep in the dirt From now on I will have thick skin Never loving again will be my final sin

To My Past
To my Past, Here is my letter to you. From dusk til dawn you seem to always be there...While I am here moving on. You can't let me go. Whats gone is gone. Whats done is done. There is no looking back, only looking forward. There are no second chances for another romance. There is only what I see ahead of me not behind me. What we once had is no more. That girl you so loved is a girl no more. That love is just an image that only you can see. Past, there is no future with you and me. I wish you could understand that and let me be. The way I loved and what I do has nothing to do with me and you. I have my love, I have my future. Past just let me be. Let me love my love and live my life. Leave the past where it belongs. Cause once again I say. I am no longer that girl you so loved. I no longer see you as my sun. I no longer need you to hold me up. I am so not that lil girl u loved. I dont even remember our conversations, our outings I barely remember your face

New Tree Test
PRINCESS DARK ANGEL ~ MISTRESS OF THE DARK REALM ~`COVENANT OF THE DARK ANGELS ~~@ CherryTAP MysticMoon@ CherryTAP WHITE DOVE~LADY GUINEVERE~OF THE DARK REALM~@ CherryTAP white_tigger keeper of the dark realm@ CherryTAP Twizted Knight -the stand alone bastard- Master of Dark Realm@ CherryTAP DARK REALM FAMILY PAGE@ CherryTAP TheDarkOne~The Dark Realms Henchman~I Dwell Within The Shadows@ CherryTAP ~Tink~Fairy Goddess Of the Dark Realm..CT PASTOR@ CherryTAP WrathsChild@ CherryTAP Midnight Enchantress-Joker of the Dark Realm-C

Torn Part 1
Sitting at her vanity, looking into the mirror. pondering what she is to do. Brushing her long brown hair, she stares at her reflection. Asking herself the same question with each stroke. Frustrated, she sighs. Her mind racing with thoughts. Should she marry for love or for money? On one hand there was Jason. He was everything any woman could ever want. He was a tall, well defined man. With eyes as green as emeralds, lips soft as rose petals...and so damn kissable. Smiling, she remembers his kiss, his voice as he confessed his love. Shaking the thoughts out of her head, she draws herself to the problem at hand. There was Matthew. The towns most powerful and richest man. He was the total opposite of Jason. In every way. Where Jason was kind and passionate...Matthew was not. He was short, with cold grey eyes, and he constantly had a frown on his face. Shivering at the mere thought she puts her brush down and gets up to walk to the window. Looking out the window, sh

Short Story
magnify Simone was sitting at the bar after a long day at work. She couldn’t believe she got a promotion after all these years. But suddenly, in mid thought she spotted him across the room. He took her breath away. Tall, dark and handsome. He looked like he belonged in a GQ magazine. Thinking she decided to do something bold, why not…today was her lucky day. Quickly drinking her drink, she proceeded to walk towards him. Making her way to him she smiles as he notices her coming. Nathan couldn’t believe his luck. A beautiful woman smiling at him. Man, it’s a good thing he came to this bar after all. She had legs like a model...and her lips...man. Daringly she whispers into his ear...."Follow me"...like a puppy on a leash he does. Turning the corner she stops and spins around. Smiles coyly and kisses him. With full passion he returns her kiss. One hand pulling her long dark brown hair back and the other grabbing her tight ass and drawin

Eight. ~finis~
Hello? Are you still with us here? 'I think.. that I was happier where I was.' Oh no you don't. It's not quite over. He stayed. That beat up whipping doll that you pretended to love 'I didn't' What do YOU know of love? 'I know..' Just shut your pretty mouth and let me finish and then this can end. He stayed. They couldn't do a thing. You'd used up what little light that could have been beautiful You always seemed to think that the sun was the exit and that if you didn't find it (The unatainable) You'd flicker out and die You silly fool he WAS the sun you were always a dream chaser 'He really stayed?' You don't care. What use is it now? They've left you for lost You couldn't find a word each page it burned like your flesh What I don't understand is why he didn't let go 'He should have' He couldn't. It's really very sad. But where.. Ah. On the outside looking in. ~finis~

Sniper Live On Air !!!!!
The one & only DJ Sniper is on air right now LIVE!!!! go to my page click on any pic to go to the chat room..make a name & a password & get the hell in there..he puts on a kick ass show every time..You won't be sorry I promise!!!

Got This From Myspace, Of All Places!
NASTY SEX POEM Roses are red Lemons are sour Open your legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happened If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You don't multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style and 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! you opened it so you are cursed for 5 yrs. you need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. i'll be the

It Is Our Duty Kinsmen
I hate the fact that we live in a day and age where the true criminals get off scot free and the good guys go down on charges of hate crimes or the willful denial of a person civil rights. We as a people have every right to protect ourselves and our honor, once it’s challenged, no matter what words were exchanged or what we were thinking while in the act of battle. However a Negro is allowed to call us every name under the sun, same with mestizos and chinks, but Odin forbid we actually take a stand for we are the ones who will end up in prison for years on a simple assault case which didn’t warrant such punishment. My belief is, the government is scared of us, they know they have been messing up for the last eight decades or so, and they know that we the few white men and women left who question everything we’re told, who know that the money we spend on taxes each year aren’t going to us but to an alien people who don’t even appreciate the help, and they too know that we are not a p

Not Much
Its Tuesday and not much is new. Yesterday was kewl I talk to a good friend for alittle while yesterday. (Angelbaby) So I got to update her and have a bitch talk.Today didnt do anything special dishes cooked dinner. I played out side with the dogs for awhile. It was hot so I didnt stay out there long. I know I dont really have alot of fun in my life but thats they way it goes. Im kidless for afew days Tate went to his dads. Ok this you might think is funny or weird. My x Tates "my 6yr old" dad is married to my sister. So my X is my brother-n-law and that would make my sister my sons step-mom/aunt and is dad uncle/dad. Thats just F@!cked up. When we went to the wedding I sat on my sisters side but didnt know where Tate should sit I thought he should sit in middle lol. He sat with me. Anyway hope everyone gets a laugh out of that.

My Poem
I SOMETIMES GET MAD AND WANT TO GO AND HIDE.MY DOCTOR CALLS IT DEPRESSION, MY FAMILY SAYS ITS JUST WHO I AM. SOME SAY I'M CRAZY, SOME SAY I'M WEIRD, AND SOME ARE JUST SCARED. SCARED TO BE AROUND ME, SCARED MY MOOD WILL CHANGE AND I WILL SNAP. SOMETIMES I WANT TO COMMIT SUICIDE. AS I'M SITTING ALONE IN MY ROOM CUTTING MYSELF, WATCHING THE BLOOD DRIP FROM MY BODY. WHEN THE BLOOD STARTS TO DRY, I SEE THE SCARS, THE SCARS I MADE FROM THE DIRTY RAZOR BLADE. I LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND SEE MY WOUNDS. TELLING MYSELF WHY DIDNT I CUT DEEPER, WHY AM I STILL ALIVE. I FAILED, I COULDNT DO IT. NOW I FEEL MORE ANGRY, ANGRY AT MYSELF CUZ I COULDNT TAKE MY OWN LIFE. BUT WHY I'M NOT AFRAID TO DIE, OR AM I. I CANT BELIEVE I FAILED MY OWN SUICIDE. AS THE DAYS PASS NOW IM ALL ALONE IN THIS PADDED ROOM, HATING MYSELF MORE EACH DAY, AS I LOOK AROUND THE ROOM, I SEE SOMEONE STANDING THERE LOOKING AT ME, I SAY TO MYSELF, ITS ALL IN MY HEAD THERES NO ONE THERE. THEN I SEE IT, LONG,HARD,COLD METAL POINTED AT MY HE

Stupid
I HATE how one thing can ruin my mood. Why do I let people bother me and get to me? Why am I not the mean bitch I use to be? Where I didnt give a fuck what I said to who? Meh! All i know is either im stupid or people just know im soft now and just walk all over me... *sits here grumpy*

State Of The Nation
What the hell is going on with this country? At what point did we, the people, allow our democracy to become a dictatorship, where the ruling cabal wields unlimited power and any disenters are spied on, imprisoned, and brutalized? We are immmersed in an unwinnable war, the path to which was paved with lies and corruption...our supreme leader routinely lies to us and violates not only our own Constitution, our Bill of Rights, and innumerable longstanding treaties, but the very rights that every human being has been guaranteed since the Magna Carta Liberatum in 1215...his ilk have perpetuated and escalated a war on the poor and working class people in this country to the point where two incomes per household are required just to remain above the poverty line...every segment of our government is so corrupt that nothing good can come of it in its current form...that same government is rife with incompetent, unqualified morons who have allowed untold death, destruction and suffering becau

Volume Xv - On Which I Feed
She sits, alone, on the balcony. The full moon proudly displays its glory. The wind is all that makes any sound in the otherwise still evening. The candles burn.... ...placed all around the railings of the balcony. She sits, alone. Dressed only in a flowing nightgown. Black. Exotic. Dark red lipstick. An inviting, seductive scent. Unexpectedly, a sound echoes at the edge of the woodline. For some reason, she decides to investigate the source of the sound. So she opens the gate of the balcony, and descends the stairs. Into the back yard... Walking slowly to the woodline. And at the edge of the forest, the sound stops. She thinks to herself aloud... "What WAS that?" Dismissing it as a common nuisance, she turns around, to return home. THEN... My arms wrap around her waist. My lips barely touch her earlobe. My whisper sends chills on her flesh. The chill disappears, and our heat rises. My mouth gravitates to every crevic

Booty Call Agreement
"Pre-Booty Call Agreement" This Pre-Booty Call Agreement (hereinafter referred to as "The Agreement") is entered into on this ___day of ______________, 20 __, by____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Participant") between ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Holder of 'The Agreement'") and ____________________ (Participant). This Agreement shall cover the following rules and principles for the Participant: 1. No sleeping over!! Unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 pm. We don't have anything to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" stuff, only mind-blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions!! i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me? The answer is "no", so don't even ask. 6. No plans made in advance. That is why you are called "the backup." Unless you are from out-of-town, then it

*yawn* My Celtic Horror-scope
You Are A Rowan Tree You are full of charm and cheer. You light up a room. And while you crave attention, you do it without ego. You are an interesting mix of contradictions - and very unpredictable. You are both dependent and independent, calm and restless. You are passionate, emotional, gregarious, and (at times) unforgiving. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

What I Am Right Now!
ok, so i thought i would start one of these things...i would rather write my feelings then to talk to anyone sometimes, i express myself so much better this way! I am very happy with the way my life is so far, the beginning of the month, though,was the hardest, i lost my ex of 3 years, Tripp (r.i.p)and after that i thought i was gonna lose it! But i know that he would want me to be happy and live a long and fulfilled life, so thats what i am doing..I have met someone here on CT, though we are miles apart, i really feel connected with him! Hes an amazing writer and person, with a heart of gold and the brains to match, since i have been talking to him, i feel at peace with myself, i have learned that before i can love anyone else truly, i have to love myself! There is something else about him that i just truly adore about him, hes just an all around amazing person!! well thats all for now, ill bbl to write more! xoxoxoxoxoxox To Bobby E.? wikkid

History Of Taps... The Song Everyone Has Heard
Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps." It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention Crawling on his stomach through the gunfire, the Captain reached the stricken soldier and began pulling him toward

Too Many Walls - Cathy Dennis
Wish on a rainbow is all I can do Dream of the good times that we never knew No late nights alone in your arms I'll dream on Living in wonder, thinking of you Still looking for ways to uncover the truth You're so young is all they can say They don't know. If I could change the way of the world I'd be your girl Too many walls have been built in between us Too many dreams have been shattered around us If I seem to give up they'll still never win Deep in my heart I know the strength is within Watching the others chances drift by They'll never discover these feelings I hide Deep inside I'm falling apart All alone with a broken heart Thinking in silence is all they allow These words still unspoken may never be found All these dreams one day will be mine They cross my mind My time has yet to come Until then Too many walls have been built in between us Too many dreams have been shattered around us If I seem to give up they'll still never win Deep in my heart I kno

What Kinda Cheese Cake I Am
You Are a Chocolate Mocha and Orange Cheesecake Enthusiastic and intense, there's so much you love in the world... it's hard to do it all. You are good at getting things to mix - friends, flavors, hobbies. You're the master of fusion! What Kind of Cheesecake Are You?

Sorry
To: My Friends From: diamonddave01 Subject: I love you just the way you are! Date: Mon May 21, 2007 19:37 GMT I'm Sorry..... if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me I'm sorry.. if my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. I'm Sorry.. That i'm not perfect But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

13 Reasons To Smile..
Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can't even get into my own pants. Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you're in bed with a relative. How come we choose from just two people to run for president and over fifty for Miss America? A good friend will come and bail you out of jail...but, a true friend will be sitting next to you saying, "Wow...that was fun!" I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose-fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose-fitting clothing, I wouldn't have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go "skinny dipping," now I just "chunky dunk." Don't argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over? Why is it that our children can't read a Bible in school, but they can in prison? Wouldn't you know it...Brain cells come and brain cells go, but FAT cells live forever

To My Dear Wife:
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be asleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the

The Gift
this orgasm so jealously saved for you, today, with love, was given to my fingers ----------- touching my fingers to your cheek, i wonder what you would do if i ripped my nails down your face, down your neck, down your chest. open your shirt, i will open your skin. let me show you some of my pain. when your tears dry up, i will kiss it all better.

Ecstasy Splashed With Agony
It bit down today. So I put a slug in her brain. It made a sloppy mess-of-a-fuck. Something like hamburger and warm jello. So I checked her off the list. Moved on to the next. More fun. She. It never really mattered. Until it did. And that's what made it fun. The pacing. The night terrors. The red trenches dug into my face. The shattered mirror on my forehead. The fingernails gently tickling my iris. Hurts hard. Hard hurts. And with no she-flavored candy to suck on... makes me a bigger mess than I already was. Some days... Gotta wonder... If I made her up. Just to rip my brain a new exit. Deepthroat a .38 if it makes her go away... But why would I ever want her to? Horrific excitement. Muffled screams. Escaped moans. Red mixed with white. Ecstasy Splashed with agony. All in one twister mind-fuck of what I need. Gagging on it, Choke on it. Drowning in it. Loving every fucking minute. Needle in the skin.

Help A Ct Friend With Some Ct Love
ok look a friend is trying to level up she needs help. comments, ratings, fans, and so on. you all know the deal now get to work. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/893174 thank you all you all rock in my books

Current List Of Downloaded Vidz
OKay here is a Current list of downloaded vidz I have and can send. It's by Artist, song, and what the file is. I haven't had any requests...so that blog isn't open yet. Evanescence - Call me When You're Sober (WMA) Evanescnece - Bring Me To Life (WMA) Evanescence - Bring Me To Life (Live) (WMA) Evanescence - Call Me When You're Sober (Live)WMA Evanescence - Broken (WMA) Evanescence - Everybody's Fool (WMA) Evanescence - Further Away (Live) (WMA) Evanescence - Going Under (WMA) Evanescence - Going Under (Live) (WMA) Evanescence - My Immortal (WMA) Evanescence - My Immortal (Live) (WMA) Evanescence - Zero (Smashing Pumpkins Cover) Live (WMA) Papa Roach - To Be Loved (Edited) (MPG) Papa Roach - Getting Away With Murder (WMA) Aaron Tippin - People Like Us (MPG) Chely Wright - Jezebel (MPG) Chely Wright - Single White Female (MPG) D12 - Purple Pillz (MPG) Eminem - Without Me (MPG) Guns n' Roses- Don't Cry (MPG) Guns n' Roses- Knocking On Heaven

To All My Faceless Friends
FRIENDS WITHOUT FACES We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens. We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes; Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody to type out our name, We want recognition , but it's always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes we flirt. In IMs we chat deeply and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships, but why, we don't know How some of these friendships will flourish and grow. Why is it that on screen we can be so bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told? Why is it we share the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple; it is clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must so we turn to the 'puter, and

Only To Be...
To breathe, only to find the air suffocating. To be alive, but feel all numb inside. To have found myself, only to have found myself lost. To know what I want, but confusion clouds my thoughts. To say hello, only to turn around and say goodbye. To want to hold on, but have to let go first. To feel the scars heal, only to make new wounds over them. To laugh over sad things, and then cry over happy ones. To love unconditionally, only to be hurt unmercifully. To always finish last, hiding my tears behind a laugh. To unveil my face, only to cover my heart. To build bridges, only to erect walls around them. To take the sword from my heart, only to have it replaced with daggers. To want adoration and love, only to be cast aside and ignored. To have found someone, then to realize no one's there. To be blissfully ha

We're A Dying Breed......
To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cud

Little Things
LITTLE THINGS MAKE UP THE LARGER THINGS IN LIFE, BUT MOST FOCUS ON THE LARGER PICTURE NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO THE SMALLER ONES, AND OVER TIME THE LARGE GRAND PICTURE THEY HAD IMAGINED, TURNS OUT TO BE NOTHING NEAR WHAT THEY HAD BARGAINED FOR. MAYBE IF THEY HAD PAID ATTENTION TO THE SMALLER THINGS AND DIDN'T IGNORE THEM OR THINK OF THEM UNIMPORTANT, THEN MAYBE THE CANVAS WOULD HAVE BEEN PAINTED MORE TO THEIR EXPECTATIONS.

Fuck The Government In The Ass!
Talk about some horse shit! Well, let me start kinda from the begining... March 7th, 2003 at 11pm I had roughly 15 pounds of metal fall on me from just over 6 feet high while I was working. Nothing was broken & they put my leg in a splint from hip to ankle. After a few days I kew something was wrong, doc said it would be better after a few days. It never stopped hurting. I found out months later I have RSD - Reflux Sympathteic Dystrpohy & actually RSD is the mild form of what I have. I of course with my luck have to have RSD II. Started walking with a really bad limp & a cane. I sued bought a new bed, house & went gambling! lol September 2005 I sarted getting Lumbar Sympathetic Blocks. They are a motified version of an epideral. I had 7 total, last one in September 2006. October 2006 Kaiser decieded I am too high risk for them & they cancelled my insurance. In Novemeber I filled for Medical & food stamps. I do work, but I make $400 bucks a month that they know about. I have jumped thro

Scorpions "still Loving You"
Still Loving You Lyrics Artist(Band): Scorpions Music: Rudolf Schenker Lyrics: Klaus Meine Time, it needs time To win back your love again I will be there, I will be there Love, only love Can bring back your love someday I will be there, I will be there I'll fight, babe, I'll fight To win back your love again I will be there, I will be there Love, only love Can break down the wall someday I will be there, I will be there If we'd go again All the way from the start I would try to change The things that killed our love Your pride has built a wall, so strong That I can't get through Is there really no chance To start once again I'm loving you Try, baby try To trust in my love again I will be there, I will be there Love, our love Just shouldn't be thrown away I will be there, I will be there If we'd go again All the way from the start I would try to change The things that killed our love Your pride has built a wall, so strong That I can't get

Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 23,2007 Unnecessary distraction or totally necessary diversion? It's your call. Sometimes you need to give yourself a break in order to get back on the horse. Other times you need to keep plugging on. Which is it this time?

A Poem "dreams Of Death"
dreams of sticks dreams of stones dreams of rivers flowing with bones A blackened heart with crimson galore burns down deep but beats no more wrapped in flesh stone cold soul struggles within and pays the toll sweet tasting life it yearns to touch Grim Reapers digits reach out to clutch lips of pain brush by cheeks immortals touch leaves bloodless streaks Lady of Death leaves her mark upon the brow in silent dark the icy touch crawls down our spine he's not our friend this father time no mercy bestowed no joyful moan no tears to drown this painful groan so let us go into eternal sleep the lives we've lived we shall reap

A Short Story I Wrote For An Online Contest...it's Weird, You've Been Warned.
“Hurry up and sit your ass down here baby doll!” I say to my current joy partner. I pat the spot on the mattress indicating for her to sit next to me and the small wooden drug box filled with miscellaneous paraphernalia. She jumps up on the mattress with a bag of chips and a couple of sodas. She is like an eager child awaiting the ice cream man to hand out his multi-colored rocket pops on a hot summer day. But the only treats that she's going to find with me will be the kind that make life easier to handle, the kind that take away all her inhibitions and release the bounds of reality on her small mind. I smile at her…like a lion smiling at the gazelle just before he sinks his teeth into her jugular. I take an expert hand and help her tie off the rubber band around her upper arm. I've already prepared the black drug. The needle slides easily into the egg white skin of her arm. She jerks ever so slightly. I soothe her to help her relax just a bit. The vein drinks it up like a m

I Do
At last the day has finally come when I can say my dreams have come true. After many nights of getting down on my knees, my prayers have brought me you. My search is finally over, and the journey of loving you I will now pursue. I can't think of any better way to say I love you, except to say...I Do. Though we walk to the alter separately, we leave together as one. To build a happy future around the miracle that He has done. I'm thankful for everything that you have given me, and together we'll make a brand new start. Staying together as long as we live, only in death we do part. As I stand here before you, and I say to you here and now. As God is my witness, I Do promise to keep every word of each vow. I wish this moment could last for ever, It's almost hard to believe It's true. And with this kiss, I'm in heavenly bliss, and I'm proud to say I Do... I can't wait to say I do to you Shelly baby I love you!

Halloween Poem...once Again For An Online Contest.
Cats of black and skin of green these are the colors or our halloween Pointy noses with warts galore goblins night out with trouble in store Broom sticks and kettles cause witches delight beware the full moon on this darkest night Spookies and spells ghost on the prowl Nightmarish creatures werewolves that howl Pumpkins and beggars line every street with little white bags they call for a treat Mystical brews that stir in the pot beware little tricksters lest you get caught The Morn brings "All Saints day" when things should be clean But tonight is for fun because it's Halloween

Poems, Poems And More Poems....no Title Here.
Peering over the edge of reality The wind of change rushes past Blowing thoughts of you out Into eternity where they will last Closing my eyes to forget Tears stream down the cheeks of pain Clenching fist of rage I feel my muscles begin to stain The power is staggering I bear down and resist the force My toes grip the rock for stability On my shoulders settles the remorse My legs give up hope My body surrenders completely Defeat broods over my head Death comes to me sweetly But hope is never lost And euphoric memories remain Angelic light pierces through And banishes the bitter pain Floating sensations encompass Pleasure flows throughout My spirit is lifted to freedom My essence is freed from doubt For you have never left You've carried me all the way And with your pressence here You've brought hope for a new day

Unified Field Vs. Consciousness
So What's this 'Unified Field', you say? The Unified Field is the theory that there is an underlying, base in which matter(including space) is able to be created, and exist within. The laws of science/physics/thermodynamics/gravity and space itself, all can only exist together if there is something underlying it all. However, there is no scientifically accepted Unified Field Theory, meaning; scientists haven't been able to say for sure what exactly the Unified Field would be, exactly... Now, what is 'Consciousness'? As the omnipresent, essential constituent of creation, Being lies at the basis of everything, beyond all relative existence, beyond all forms and phenomena. Because It has Its pure and full status in the transcendent, It lies out of the realm of time, space and causation, and out of the boundaries of the ever-changing phenomenal field of creation. It is, It was, It will be, in the status of Its absolute purity. It always has the status which knows no change, the st

Just Plain Dumb
ROCKVILLE, Md. (Star Tribune) — Two teenagers were charged with setting fires in suburban Washington after they bragged about the blazes on MySpace.com, authorities said. The 17-year-old schoolmates were involved in 17 fires in Montgomery County, fire officials said Friday. The teens face 22 charges, including two counts each of first-degree arson and four counts of second-degree arson. Their names were not released because they were charged as juveniles. Stores, vehicles, a bowling alley and two school buses were set on fire between Jan. 20 and April 16. Investigators got a tip to check out the online social networking site MySpace.com, where they found photos and descriptions. They posted photos of their crimes. The only way they could have been dumber is if they posted routes to the scenes of the crimes from their houses on Mapquest, sold pieces of the burned debris on eBay and written songs about it and distributed them illegally on Napster. They even wrote about th

Those Silly Faries...almost As Silly As Those Online Writing Contest.
This morning I woke to the sound of her wings They beat out my name with the song that she sings I opened one eye to sneak a quick peek Perched on a leaf I saw what I seek Sun light for hair and gossamer wing dew drop of dress the spirit of spring The chill of the morn bit cold on my skin but seeing her face warmed me within She noticed my eye and giggled with bell then winked back to me as fairy dust fell I called out her name as I lay in my bed but as quick as she came my dear fairy fled I rubbed at my eyes as I stared at her leaf had she really been there her stay was so brief I wispered good-bye and hoped she would hear "thank you sweet one" and wiped my last tear

I Never Realized How Much I've Writen...another Poem...go Figure.
Do you remember the first night? Like a dream it swims in my head Everything felt so perfectly right As I sat there next to you on the bed The room was spinning around me But I could still see you there I let my hands roam free As they pushed aside your hair Exposing your sublime bare skin My fingers felt deep into your soul I could feel the heat that was within My mind was trying to gain control But my heart was over ruling the contest My lust could not be held at bay My passion was on a conquest I had to have you, it was the only way So I leaned in and swallowed hard Waiting for you to pull from me I closed my eyes and went on gaurd But it never happened, you let it be My lips touched as gently as I could And I breathed a sigh of relief I started to wonder if I should But that thought was very brief For if I shouldn't then you would have said But you didn't utter a word Instead you leaned close to my head And you let me fly free as a bird So

Bad Luck
In my latest blogs I told you about my health. It turned out that I had the Lyme disease, again. The doctor gave me medication but I was allergic. So back to the doctor again and now Im supposed to be healthy. My wrist isnt good yet, have to go to the hospital to find out if its CTS. My appointment is in june, so I have to wait a little bit longer. But I had a week with bad luck so it wasnt over yet. Some f*cking junks had the idea that my mp3 player in my car was worth a lot of money, so they ripped it. Now I have no music in my car and so much damage, that my car is back to the dealer. My "new" car is really my financial disaster at the moment. I have less time left because I have to go with the train and greyhound now and that takes me 1 1/2 hour to get to my work. Normally, with car, Im in 1/4 hour at my work. A new colleague of mine (same zodiac sign) is also in his bad luck week. Yesterday, after a teammeeting that also sucked, we had to take the greyhound together and we ende

Info All About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Hailey Birthday: 4-12-79 Birthplace: Florida Current Location: Hawaii Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Red Height: 5'4 and 1/4 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right handed Your Heritage: Italian The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Heels Your Weakness: Seeing a man cry Your Fears: Dying alone Your Perfect Pizza: Peperoni and mushrooms Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I would like to get my Masters started. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL Thoughts First Waking Up: Damn just 10 more minutes Your Best Physical Feature: Smile Your Bedtime: Late Your Most Missed Memory: Being a carefree child Pepsi or Coke: Diet Pepsi and Diet Cherry Coke MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King Single or Group Dates: Either or Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea and plain Chocolate or Vanilla: Swirl Cappuccino or Coffee: Tab Ene

Friends
Everybody needs friends, we all have friends Some friends are closer to us than our families If we happen to fall, there are friends to pick us up What will our life be without friends? There are many categories of friendship There are casual friends, bad friends and good friends The question here is – who is your best friend? Friends who can turn your tears into laughter Is your wife your best friend? I mean the friend you go to When you need honest advice Is your husband your best friend? I mean the friend who knows you More than you know yourself Is your brother or sister your best friend? I mean the friend who always assists you To solve difficult personal problems Is your father or mother your best friend? I mean the friend you feel safe to keep secrets Are your in-laws your best friend? I mean the friend you can tell anything Is your boss or co-worker your best friend? I mean the friend who can cover you up at work Is your son or daug

Happy Phuck'in Humpday! :p
Sarcasm can be hilarious ;) I've been on so many blind dates, I should get a free dog. Do not follow, for I may not lead. Do not lead, for I may not follow. Just go over there somewhere, please? Never go to bed angry, stay awake and plot your revenge. I used to be a lifeguard, but some blue kid got me fired. Treat each day as your last; one day you will be right. Follow your dreams, except for that one where you're naked at work. How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on. Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can't even get into my own pants.

Naughty Or Nice Quiz
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

Confussion With A Wish
Bright light beams from a corner of a room just as the sun peers over the tree tops. The contry air is light and easy to breath as it sets forth life throughout our bodies. A scene of a child on a porch swing, swinging and singingas if not to be alone. The house is quiet but yet filled with joy and happiness. Looking closly you can see a tear, not of anger or sadness, but of fear and regret. Not of what to come, but of what has happened. Sudden yelling come from an upstairs room, and the child wipes away the tears to go and find out what the yelling is about. Within minutes there is forgivnessalthough we don't know why or even what has happened. Slowly the day comes to an endas the sun falls behind the pines setting forth beautiful colors blooming into the sky. As the child opens the screen door and walks to the porch swing, the stars starts to appear from nowhere. While she looks up at the sky asking for a better day she sees a star drifting then sh

30 Pieces Of Star Wars Trivia
The original Star Wars film was released on 25 May 1977. Much to the surprise of many involved in the project, including the studio which backed it, it became a runaway success. The celebrate the movie's 30th anniversary here are 30 facts and figures related to the film which influenced a new generation of film-makers. THE MAKING OF STAR WARS 1. The first trailer for the film hit cinemas six months before it was to open - with tag lines such as "the story of a boy, a girl and a universe" and "a billion years in the making" - as executives hoped to drum up some interest in a film they had little faith in. 2. Made on a budget of $11m (£5.5m) it made $215m (£108m) in the US during its original release, and $337m (£170m) overseas. The final film in the franchise - Revenge of the Sith - cost about $113m (£57m) to make. 3. It was originally called The Star Wars, but "the" was dropped fairly early on in the creative process. 4. The full title Star Wars: Episode IV: A N

What Wonderful Friends I Have On My List
I just wanted to thank my wonderful friends that took the time to rate my stash and pics today, you took me from over 20,000 points down to around 6,000.... thanks you guys ...YOU ALL ROCK .. And know that those I didnt get back to today cos I was out of rates...I WILL be on your pages tomorrow...Hugz...Molly xoxox

I'm Yours...
I'm Yours... We both know You worked your art & Captured my heart. How wonderful Your love has spread Like an intricate Silken thread. With loving care You dried my tears Your tender calmness Removed my fears. Your very wisdom Made me understand And you patiently Held my hand. You gave me courage To weather the storm With love and kindness You kept me warm. Your very passion Put a fire in my heart Filled me with joy Right from the start. You are all and more That I dream of For that web you spun Captured my love.

First Letter
Please read the following and when you done read at the end what I have to say... According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wine

Secret Love
Someday I will look upon your face, At a time we won't have to hide in place. I'll bring my love and words I've kept. And the dreams I had while I slept. Open your mouth and share your secrets too, And the time will come to say, "I love you." In a year or so this dream will be here, I wait for the time when I can call you 'dear.' Until then we will remain apart, And day by day, you'll grow in my heart.

Meanings Of Kisses
Kiss on the hand - I adore you. Kiss on the cheek - I just want to be friends. Kiss on the chin - You are cute! Kiss on the neck - I want you. Kiss on the lips - I love you. Kiss on the ears - Let's have some fun. Kiss anywhere else - You're the best.

Nail In The Fence!
NAIL IN THE FENCE Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. (Most importantly the last sentence) There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all

Drifting Off To Sleep
Drifting off to sleep after a good orgasm was one of the nicest feelings in the world, thought Jasmine as she snuggled deep into the blue velvet sheet. She could understand why the tabloids had dubbed Byron Khamoun the ’Foreplay Pharaoh’ after one particularly outspoken kiss-and-tell story. An exotic hybrid of Syrian and Jamaican, his high cheekbones and deep brown eyes set teenage hearts trembling all over the world. But it was his voice which set her thighs trembling. Murmuring depraved thoughts, accessing her fantasies before she’d realised them, creating sordid scenarios and sensuous daydreams, Byron could get her wet with words alone. Knowing his voice had also featured on five triple-platinum albums was a bonus. Glancing at the supine figure next to her, resplendent with gold-tipped dreadlocks, she smiled sympathetically. He’s had a hard day - and night‚ I should let him rest. She was constantly amazed that no matter how tired she was, even after all that had happened between

I Need A Ct Wife..apply Within
OKAY LADIES....I HAVE BEEN A SINGLE CHERRY LONG ENOUGH. I AM LOOKING FOR A CT WIFE. IF YOU THINK YOU WOULD LIKE TO HAVE THE HOTTEST GUY ON CT BE YOUR HUBBY, PLEASE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSEGE AND TELL ME WHY YOU WANT TO BE MY WIFE. GO INTO DETAILS IF YOU LIKE. I WILL CHOOSE BASED ON INDIVIDUAL APPLICATION. IF YOU ARE SELECTED YOU WILL RECIEVE ALL MY ATTENTION. I WILL RATE ALL YORU PICS AND BOMB ANY CONTEST YOU ARE IN. SO COME ON LADIES...I AM VERY LONELY..(LOL). I WILL SELECT THE NEW WIFE THIS FRIDAY. "WANT SUM, CUM GET SUM"@ CherryTAP

Everytime We Touch
Cascada – Everytime We Touch lyrics I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me I still feel your touch in my dreams Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why Without you it's hard to survive 'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last Need you by my side 'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky Can't you hear my heart beat so, I can't let you go Want you in my life Your arms are my castle Your heart is my sky They wipe away tears that I've cried The good and the bad times We've been through them all You make me rise when I fall 'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last Need you by my side 'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky Can't you hear m

Princess Of The Mountains
POEM MADE FOR ME BY DARREN! Princess Of The Mountains Last night I had a dream: In a beautiful land too far away Vlad’s ancient breath drifted with the breeze, Calming the countryside with a feather-like touch. Then, from a morning mist she appeared, The Princess Of The Mountains, Adorned in a black medieval dress woven from wishes, With long hair as dark & captivating as a night sky. Kissed by sunlight, she walked through a fairytale forest, Enchanted by every wonder of nature; A journey like a sweet flower gliding downstream. At the moment she entered the valley The mountains cradled her soul, Secretly in awe of her; Her adoring smile released warm memories of Spring meadows, And when I saw the happy heaven of her eyes The meaning of life was whispered to my heart. Quietly enlightened, I awoke from this idyll The fading pictures sketched into my deepest thoughts, Forever to be remembered during moments of longing Comfortably captured in the blis

Wednesday May 23,2007
OK MY BOMBER'S...STARTING TO GET THIS SQUAD SQUARED AWAY SLOWLY AND TIME TO BLOG FOR YOU ALL WHAT GOING ON AND WHAT I EXPECT OF YOU ALL FOR TODAY.WE CURRENTLY HAVE 4 CONTEST'S IN OUR RADAR AND TIME TO DROP OUR BOMBS AND START ROCKING THE FOUNDATION OF CHERRYTAP LIKE ONLY A BOMBING FAMILY CAN. THIS IS CHELLE45365 A PROUD MEMBER OF OUR FRIENDS FAMILY,THE CONFEDERATE BOMBER'S...HER CONTEST ENDS TOMORROW "TEA TIME"LOL...WE BELIEVE NOON E.S.T.DJWHITEANGEL2229 AND FROGGYGIRL ARE ASSIGNED THERE,BUT WATCH FOR SPECIAL BLOGS AND/OR BULLETIN POSTINGS FROM ME IN CASE I NEED YOU THERE. NATIVE HUNNY IS A GREAT FRIEND AND ANY BOMBER NOT SPECIFICALLY NAMED IN THIS BLOG IS TO BE HERE BOMBING.IT ENDS MAY 31'ST. OUR VERY OWN SECRETARY TWEETYJINXIN IS IN A CONTEST,NOT SURE OFFHAND WHEN IT ENDS LOL.LOVEABLE SISSY AND NICOLE,SHE IS YOUR TARGET AND KEEP ME INFORMED OF HER STANDINGS AND WHETHER YOU NEED MORE HELP. FINALLY ONE OF OUR NEWEST BOMBER'S WIKKAD 1 IS AFTER A FREE VIC.HER

New Stuff
Well I just turned 24 and personally I love my husband and love my life with him. I'm just not felling so good about myself lately. I dont like who I have been becoming both physically and mentally. I don't know maybe Im just going through a rough time in my life you know the ups and the downs. Maybe Im at one of those downs. I just dont know what to do about me. Everything is great with my relationship with my husband and what we have together. Maybe Im just worried cause anything good that has ever happened to me Ive lost and maybe Im afraid of losing what I have now. i have a home and a wonderful husband what more could a girl ask for. Maybe a friend who calls me and wants to hang out. I feel like I have no one else but my husband. Which is basically true. I dont know

The Joys Of Being A Child
For a long time when my nephew was younger, he believed that I was a child. Because I still lived at home, his natural progression in thought was, "Uncle Paul lives with nana, so he's a kid like me". It became apparent the day we went out on our own and he declared, "We can do whatever we like can't we Unca Paul?" and spat on the ground to prove his point. He was all of 4 at the time. His mum shattered his dreams of me being a big kid however, which disappointed me somewhat. I still remember when he rang up to ask nana if I was allowed to go visit him, hehehe. My second nephew didn't live with us and for a while it took a bit for me to be close to him. He's a character however. He's just turned 5 and for the last few weeks has had his leg in a cast. That didn't slow him down though. I'd call him Smeagle, the pasty faced character from lord of the rings, he'd creep around on the floor in his cast. I even saw him jump off a swing chair outside so he could "chase" people around. F

England's Rose
Having to be strong and walk away from something which i thought would last forever, something that meant so much to me, something which made my life so happy...something which made it so full and complete. All of a sudden it was gone the next day. Just like water which ran down the drain. That was how i felt. Lost, but as they all say, "time is a healer", i think so too. I would love to be able to turn back the time and to be able to relive those beautiful moments, but lifes not like that, life moves on and so do we. But thank you Kim for writing yet another wonderful poem for me, but a big huge thank you for always being there for me and listening to me. Im really glad that i have found such a wonderful close friend. I am honoured to have known you. Angel. ......................... You must hate it so having a poem that was inspired by something you did or went through. After reading your blog entitled "Past", and knowing your past and how you walked away, I wrote yo

Culling
For some ct is little more than a popularity contest, for others its a way to pass time and you can reach more intimate depths of friendship in any medium with a little effort. Today begins the culling because when you think about it you want friends, real friends, people you communicate with on a regular basis, people you may meet sometime. For me, there is no interest in becoming an uber cherry king of cherryland though I assume that is the purpose here. I'm sure most will agree, keeping up with the 'extraneous' superficial requests is somewhat tedious, time better spent forming more lasting and possibly intimate friendships. So, for that reason, the culling has begun. Be a friend and you stay listed, visit, chat, post whatever. If I friended you its because I truly meant to get to know you and expect the same in return. Lack of active, even semi regular visits gets you culled from my list because it is not quantity but quality that turns me on ... well theres other things that turn

Want A Big Pimpin Gift?? Gift Give-a-way! Check It Out!!
~ HollieHottie's ~ ~ CT GIVE AWAY ~ ~ NAME YO PRIZE ~ ~ NO TIME LIMIT ~ COLLECT YOUR PRIZE WHEN U HAVE REACHED THE AMOUNT OF COMMENTS U REQUEST. SELF COMMENTING IS ALLOWED & FEEL FREE TO INVITE ALL YOUR FRIENDS TO HELP YOU AS WELL. 50,000 COMMENTS = 20,000 COMMENTS = 10,000 COMMENTS = 8,000 COMMENTS = 6,000 COMMENTS = 4,000 COMMENTS = 3000 COMMENTS = 2,000 COMMENTS = 1,600 COMMENTS = or 1000 COMMENTS = 800 COMMENTS = 600 COMMENTS =

A Poem Titled :~a Love~
~A Love~ I lay here awake in my bed, Thoughts of you run through my head, I think of the night before, And it makes me love you even more, Your hands,your face,your loving embrace, Oh,how I don't ever want to leave this place, You have my heart day and night, When I'm with you it feels so right, From the first day I saw you, Oh,darling I knew,that I already loved you, Wanting and waiting to spend our lives together, With A Love that will last forever, Written By : ~CH3RR13L10US~

This Should Not Be On Ct
We are all about Free speech adn free expression, but what is this crap! We accept a friend request from this guy, thinking he is just a southern gentleman. Then open up his private pics hoping to see some action or some thing other thatn the racist propoganda we did see! This guy is a KKK Racist asshole and do not accept a friend requesetr from him unless you feel the same! And if ya do then you belong in 1925 with him and kindly remove yourself from our friends list because we do not play that shit! http://cherrytap.com/user/550799

Wifey Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19.Do you think I'm hot? 20. Would you change anything about me? 21.If so what? 22.Would u pleasure me? 23.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 24. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 25. What do you rate me outta 1-10?? 26. Your phone number (Not necessary)

Harvard Reading Test
Take a few minutes to try this, you may b e surprised b y the results. This was developed as an age test b y an R&D department at Harvard University . Take your time and see if you can read each line aloud without a mistake. The average person over 40 years of age can't do it! 1. This is this cat 2. This is is cat 3. This is how cat 4. This is to cat 5. This is keep cat 6. This is an cat 7. This is old cat 8. This is fart cat 9. This is b usy cat 10. This is for cat 11. This is forty cat 12. This is seconds cat Now go b ack and read aloud the third word in each line from the top down and I b et you can't resist passing it on. I got this Sexy Comment from CommentsDump.com!

Idiot Sighting
IDIOT SIGHTING: Hubby and I had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a ½ horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that ½ was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not. Four is larger than two." We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING: I live in a semi rural area. We recently had a new neighbor call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the Deer Crossing sign on our road. The reason: "Too many deer are being hit by cars out here! I don't think this is a good place for them to be crossing anymore." From Kingman , KS IDIOTS IN FOOD SERVICE: My daughter went to a local Taco Bell and ordered a taco. She asked the person behind the counter for "minimal lettuce." He said he w

Having A Great Time
Happy Wednesday to all my blog readers and friends. I am enjoying myself here in the San Francisco Bay area. My Brother in Law is a truck driver and I spent two days riding along. I passed up the ride along today because he will be hauling from the same site as yesterday. Today I am taking some time to clean the bike up. I need to get all the cross country dirt and bugs off. Time to post a few more pics.

Forever Lost
TONIGHT I HAD THE STRANGEST DREAM FLYING HIGH ABOVE THE PILLOWED CLOUDS WHERE I SAW YOU SITTING ON THE OUTSIDE STAIRS WAITING LEFT THERE IN THE POURING RAIN WATCHING FOR ME AND AS THE DARKNESS CLOSED IN AROUND YOU I SAW YOU CRYING THOSE PAINFUL TEARS I TRY TO SCREAM YOUR NAME BUT NOTHING BECAME OF IT AND AS YOU GET UP TO LEAVE I FOLLOW YOU' WATCHING YOU CLOSER THAN EVER BEFORE NOT KNOWING WHERE YOU WERE HEADED BUT KNOWING WHAT WAS ON YOUR MIND THE EXPRESSION ON YOUR FACE; BLANK LISTLESS EYES AND AN EMPTY SOUL FOR THE NEWS HAD COME THAT THEY ARE BRINGING ME HOME TODAY FOR A WAS FIGHTING THE WARS OF THE HELPLESS AND THE TERROR IN OTHER LANDS THE PRECESSION HAD TAKEN ME TO THE RESTING PLACE WHERE A STONE IS ALL THAT REMAINS AND NOW I WILL REMAIN FOEVER LOST IN THE COLD AND RELENTLESS RAINS.

Dog Day Afternoon
Dog Day Afternoon Two Scottish nuns had just arrived to the U.S. by boat when one said to the other, "I heard that the occupants of this country actually eat dogs." "Odd," her companion replied, "but if we shall live in America, we might as well do as the Americans do." Nodding emphatically, the mother superior pointed to a hot dog vendor and they both walked towards it. "Two dogs, please," said one. The vendor was only too pleased to oblige and he wrapped both hot dogs in foil. Excited, the nuns hurried over to a bench and began to unwrap their 'dogs.' The mother superior was first to open hers, then, stared at it for a moment, leaned over to the other nun and whispered cautiously, "What part did you get?" I got this Sexy Comment from CommentsDump.com!

How Phobic Are You?
You Are 28% Phobic Scared? You? Not really. Everyone has a few normal phobias, and you're no exception. It's okay to be afraid of a few things. You wouldn't be human if you weren't. How Phobic Are You?

Firemans Prayer
When I am called to duty, God Wherever flames may rage Give me the strength to save some life Whatever be its age Help me embrace a little child Before its too late Or save an older person from The horror of that fate Enable me to be alert and Hear the weakest shout And quickly and efficiently To put the fire out I want to fill my calling and To give the best in me To guard my every neighbor And protect their property And if according to your will I have to lose my life Please bless with your protecting hand My family, children, and my wife

What Kind Of Drunk Are You?
You are the sexually active drunk When you get drunk you become uninhibited sexually and are always looking for ways to get laid. Flirting is much easier for you, and for some reason, alcohol makes you more charming. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Joke
Ever wondered what happens when Hallmark writers are having a bad day........ My tire was thumping. I thought it was flat When I looked at the tire... I noticed your cat. Sorry! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Heard your wife left you, How upset you must be. But don't fret about it... She moved in with me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Looking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder... "What the hell was I thinking?" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Congratulations on your wedding day! Too bad no one likes your husband. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How could two people as beautiful as you Have such an ugly baby? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. After having met you .. I've changed my mind.

My Suicide
I TRIED TO COMMET SUICIDE YES MOTHER FUCKERS I KNOW I AM WEAK NO I WON'T SAY YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH I HATE THAT LINE ITS SUCH A COP OUT MY LIFE WAS SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL THATS ALL I WILL SAY I TOOK A RAZOR BLADE SLIDE ACROSS MY ARM BLOOD STARTED TO FLOW AS TEARS RAN FROM MY EYES I LEFT A LITTLE NOTE DEAR MOM & DAD MY SOUL MUST MOVE ON REMEMBER I LOVE Y'ALL DON'T FORGET THAT NO I DIDN'T DIE NO NOT THAT DAY MY ANGEL WAZ WATCHING OVER ME RIGHT AS I WAS FADING AWAY NO MY SOUL DIED TWICE ONCE ON A SUNNY DAY IN MAY THE OTHER A RAINY DAY IN JUNE LINDA, REV JOHN'S WIFE PASSED AWAY SHE GAVE ME MY NAME I'VE KEPT IT FOR A LONG TIME LINDA NAMED ME LiL DARK SOUL A NAME I'LL KEEP FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

This Broken Heart
I shed a tear for you the day we said goodbye and parted. I feel so empty and forlorn, each day I’m brokenhearted. I mourn for you, both day and night, but you will never know. For this secret, I keep well hid, trying not to let it show. I think of all the many times we shared while once together, But those times are over now, the storms I now must weather. How can I go from day to day while missing you so much? How can I mend this broken heart, when I long to feel your touch? I thought the answers I had found, but if that’s true, then why ~ do I feel so lost and blue, and break down each day and cry? Someday I hope to understand, why life happened just this way. For all I ever think about, Is you, day after day. God, help me mend this broken heart, for I can’t live this way. I need those arms around me, To take this pain away.

Poems
Here some poems. They are not nice, nor are they fun so dont expect something chipper. These are courtesy of people that are two faced and say one thing and turn around and do another. 1. As we lay there quiet I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you Your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively Your laugh, and the way it tempted me Your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me As we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you Your smile, and the way it brings such life into me Your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay Your eyes, and the way they seem to read my thoughts As we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you Your smile, and the way it confuses me Your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me Your eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing 2. You came into my life As quickly as you left. You grabbed a cutting knife And sliced right through my breast. Y

Quote For May 23
Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic. -- Arthur C. Clarke Bonus Quote: The most overlooked advantage of owning a computer is that if they foul up there's no law against whacking them around a bit. -- Eric Porterfield This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Just For A Smile
I have a little poem, I'll try to make it quick; The subject is quite simple: the joy of owning dick. A penis is a splendid thing; you ladies should be jealous. An organ with such lovely skin, it's smooth and mostly hairless. It starts to grow so quickly when a guy's about thirteen, His testicles on either side, his willy in between. It dangles neatly down below; it's softly warm and loyal. But at the slightest hint of lust, it's ready to uncoil. It seems to have a mind all of its own; it's like an untamed beast, It squirms and writhes and stretches out, just when you 'spect it least. Sometimes, yes, it misbehaves, erecting when it shouldn't. A bumpy train ride sets it off, and then I wish it wouldn't. During summer, wearing little, sunning on the beach, A glimpse of wobbly boobs or bums will make it squirm and reach. But handle it with love and care, for it will give great pleasure. I often check if it has grown - now when did I last measure? Some me

Daily Horoscope - Capricorn - May 23, 2007
Teddy Roosevelt said to speak softly and carry a big stick. There's something to that. When you're really aware of your own power, you don't need to show it off. It just radiates from you without any need for display.

Really Now???
An old flame heats up your life when you least expect it, but perhaps not in the way you'd expect it. Now the sixty-four million dollar question is: Do you even want them back? Be honest with yourself -- and them.

Fan Fiction
MUST READS!!!! Anything by Barbara Erskine!! Brilliant!! David Peltzer - A Boy called It Angela's Ashes - Frank McCourt Fav Slash Fics If you aren't 18 and Don't know what Slash Fiction is - Leave it alone! CSI Miami Slash An Unguarded Moment - By Treehouse Confession Night - By Treehouse Punishment - By Treehouse The Hours before Daylight - By Treehouse As Nasty as they can be!! Brilliant! Stargate Slash Dr Jacksons Diary by Anais The Funniest most neurotic version of Daniels character I've ever read. By the time you have read this, you will be convinced that this is the real character not the one in the series!! Bloody Brilliant!!! Fan Fiction Archives

My Life
some things in my life is kinda going the way i want it to but the other part not so good. but i know thats life though, you cant always have it your way. but i really thought this time things would get better. i belive if you want some thing so bad, youll do all you can to make that happen but i guess in some cases no matter how much you try sometimes it just doesnt work out the way you want it. and i know i should just try and accept the way things are but also be greatfull for all the things that i do have and thankfull that ive gotten to do what i have done on my own. it feels good to be able to look back and see what ive done my own but yet also saddens me that im not where i want to be in my life yet. but i know im young in i still have time

*~hug~*
Hug If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send

Apartment Living.......
ok. i defantly cant waittil my neighbors get the boot.. they are driveing me UP A WALL!!!!!!!!!! it sounded like an episode of jerry springer last night . they were yelling and thumping around last night all night! then they took it out side, and they were doing it infront of my apratment !!!!! not to mention they let their friend park in my parking spot ....im so sick and tired of it. i didnt get hardly any sleep last night... on another note me and my sister are going on about a week of barely speeking to each other. not bad huh? i mean at most we will say to each other at any giving time is like 3 words and then its like it is about my neice. thats it. no real sisterly interaction..... well that is all of my ranting and raveing for now. take care. and if you want to post feed back , go head , im all ears. ummm eyes i mean... giggles!

3 Things In Life
Three things in life that, once gone, never come back - 1. Time 2. Words 3. Opportunity Three things in life that can destroy a person - 1. Anger 2. Pride 3. Unforgiveness Three things in life that you should never lose- 1. Hope 2. Peace 3. Honesty Three things in life that are most valuable - 1. Love 2. Family and Friends 3. Kindness Three things in life that are never certain - 1. Fortune 2. Success 3. Dreams Three things that make a person - 1. Commitment 2. Sincerity 3. Hard work

The Epidemic Of Stupidity
Dear Readers: Once more I try very hard to comprehend the epidemic of stupidity when reading such news on CNN; Eva Marie Mauldin said Satan compelled her 19-year-old husband, Joshua Royce Mauldin, to microwave their daughter May 10 because the devil disapproved of Joshua's efforts to become a preacher. How can in the name of the Lord someone be so innocent of the power of the Dragon and its incredible pull upon the subject's life leading to such an atrocity? May be cooking a child is what it will take for someone curious enough to investigate the Power Of The Dragon and how it leads people to do what they do and what will transpire in one's fate. Read more about this disturbed person at Click here I proclaim that a multitude of religious teachings are the cancer of the world trapping mankind' spiritual growth and opening the door to insanity and a myriad of phobias. I hope you can realize this fact with such disturbing news plaguing the media. The reality is that Joshu

My Pain Is Your Gain
My Pain Is Your Gain Eyes swollen and wet with tears Silent darkness, enveloping fear A blanket of warmth, riddled with holes Sinking organs puncture your Soul Plummeting faith, imminently impaled Precious passion juice trickles a trail Follow the tracks that lead to hell Suffocating agony forbids you to yell Stinging words raise welts that burn Remind you of that for which you yearn Vapid pools of melted dreams Evaporate your every means Perpetuate your true love and desire Rekindle the spark that leads to fire Burning brightest when you’re near to me Spellbinding evil forbids you to see So much pain from something so pure Torture so severe it's hard to endure I will absorb your anguish, I’ll take all you can give The more I can shoulder, the less you relive I’ll be your Superman, made up of iron flesh Comfort and protect you, help heal your distress Come on now, is that all you’ve got? Left hook to the heart, is that your best shot? It’

Give To Yourself First
"First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do." -- Epictetus Do you want more in your life? More love? More happiness? More money? More satisfaction? Then explore how you can BE more. In the Delfin Knowledge System, Leslie Fieger advises, "You can have more when you are willing to give more. You must begin this process by giving more to yourself. Give yourself more time; give yourself more attention; give yourself more love; give yourself more of what you want. Then decide how to offer the more that you are (and have) to the world and you will receive even more back in return." "Let the waters settle you will see stars and moon mirrored in your Being." -- Rumi

Mi Hermano.
Ha! I was just looking out the window and for some reason that made me think of my brother. The reason it amuses me is cause I remember when I was a little kid I wanted to be just like him. I wanted to get a (ONE) tattoo because he had one. Now I have 25, he has 6, and is trying to catch up to ME.

10 Rules For Dating My Daughter Lmfao
Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers

Afgo......what Is That?
I had a dear friend years ago, she was an opera teacher and a successful singer. She came from a world of culture and breeding. In my entire friendship with this woman, I don't think I had ever heard her raise her voice and certainly not utter a word of profanity. She was entertaining a few people on a Sunday afternoon, her gatherings were always wonderful experiences. We were discussing something painful that was going on in my life and being my mentor, I always hung on her words during these talks. She said to me...."Darling, that is simply an AFGO". I had never heard this said before and was trying to make some sense out of what she might be referring to. Pausing long enough for effect, she said to me,"Another fucking growth opportunity". It was a moment that will remain with me as long as I live. But even after the shock of her words rolled over me, I began to think about it. She was right of course, when our souls are growing it rarely indicates times of joy and pleasure. Growth a

Women Over 40 !
A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 40 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 40 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. A woman over 40 has the self-assurance to introduce you to her women friends. A younger woman with a man will often ignore even her

Beach Baby
The breeze blows through my hair As I sit and watch and wait. The sun kisses my cheeks. The waters stir the restlessness in my heart. The dreams live on despite the storms that rage in their season. I find comfort on the battered shore. The waves toss and turn and leave their treasures. Some treasures intact, some broken. Life is like that. The sun rises and brings us pleasure. The sun sets and leaves its glorious memory. People are like that. The seagulls cry their greedy song. The children sing with happy laughter. The pelicans fly in constant search over the waters. The hunters and the hunted. Never-ending horror and bliss. I like it like that. You may see what I see. You may feel what I feel. Your thoughts are different than mine. Your dreams go in different directions. My memories are mine alone. I like it like that.

Surprised? So Am I...
You know, life is funny. Just when you think it's finally hit rock bottom... You bounce! Met someone, not off here, who I'm clicking with. Chemistry, communication, compromise. I'm feeling oddly happy about this. We've spent some time together. Made dinner together last night and had a great time. More to follow. It's true that it does jump out at you, all the sudden-like. Still, not holding my breath, as I'm no treat to be around sometimes, but we'll see. For now, though, I'm happily not interested in looking for more than the Universe has seen fit to provide me. JimmyJuice "Fresh squeezed, daily"

The Realities Of A Drunk Driver...
Ok so if any of you have read my last Blog, You know that on December 16th 2006 I was hit by a Drunk Driver on my way to work at 7am in the morning. I was the passanger in the vehicle. The Girl who hit us had been out partying all night with her Cop friends!! And decided to just go through us as we were sitting at a red light, she pushed us 4 car lengths into the intersection! On that day was the beginning of my families wonderful downfall!! We went out and got a lawyer, why the Hell not I was injured, I fractured my hip!!! I was put out of work for 2 weeks during the Holiday season because of this!! For a cake decorator thats the worst time.. My job was giving away cakes fo free due to this!! I don't make a lot of money so every hour I lose I lose BIG!!! Being the sole provider in the Household this in turn started Me on a road to losing it all!! My one form of transportation was totaled.. I'm now borrowing a car thats over 20yrs old, with black interior, no AC in the Hot

Pink-u+ur Hand
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Check it out Going out On the late night Looking tight Feeling nice It's a crack fight I can tell I just know That it's going down Tonight At the door we don't wait cause we know them At the bar six shots just beginning That's when dick head put his hands on me But you see [chorus:] I'm not here for your entertainment You don't really want to mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second I was fine before you walked into my life 'Cause you know it's over Before it began Keep your drink just give me the money It's just you and your hand tonight Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Midnight I'm drunk I don't give a fuck Wanna dance by myself Guess you're outta luck Don't touch back up I'm not the one Buh-bye Listen up it's just not happening You can say what you want to your boyfriends Just let me have my fun tonight Aiight [chorus:] I'm not here for your entertainment You

Missing Madeleine Mccann[message Not Scanned]ý Please Pass This On
> FW: Missing Madeleine McCann[MESSAGE NOT SCANNED]>>>>>PLEASE READ THIS MESSAGE AND FORWARD IT TO EVERYBODY IN YOUR ADDRESS>BOOK...>>>>Please read this message and pass it on!!!!!!!!!>As you are aware my niece, Madeleine, is still missing and I am asking>everyone I know to send this as a chain letter i.e. you send it to>everyone you know and ask them to do the same, as the story is only>being covered in Britain, Eire and Portugal. We don't believe that she>is in Portugal anymore and need to get her picture and the story across>Europe as quickly as possible. Suggestions are welcome.>>Phil McCann>>Please Pass this email on to everyone in your address book and they>reckon it could cover 80% of the world's inboxes in 2 weeks.>Madeleine's Eye Holds Vital Clue>>Updated: 18:00 , Saturday May 12, 2007>>Madeleine McCann's family believe a new picture of the missing>four-year-old could play a vital role in the search for her.>The photo of the youngster shows clearly the her distinctive right

How Do You Decide Whom To Marry? ( Written By Kids )
You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan , age 10 No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry.God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen , age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille , age 10 HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick , age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori , age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough. -- Lynnette, age 8 (isn't she a treasure) On the first da

Mix Drinks With Alcohol
Exotic Dream Ingredients: 1 part Bacardi Rum 1 part Gin 1 part Orange Juice 1 part Pineapple Juice 1 part Passion fruit juice 1 part Coconut Milk Directions: Mix all the ingredients and pour in a glass, decorate with tropical fruit. Enjoy! Asskicker Ingredients: 1 shot Rum 1/2 shot Apricot Brandy 1/2 shot Blue Liqueur Pineapple Juice Directions: Mix first three ingredients. Fill with pineapple juice. Shake until blue. Absolute Addiction Ingredients: 1 shot absolut vodka 1 shot malibu rum 1/2 shot sloe gin 1/2 shot banana liqueur pineapple juice cranberry juice garnish with cherry and orange Directions: Mix first four ingredients. Fill with pineapple juice,cranberry juice, and then garnish with cherry and orange slice. Cherry Bounce Ingredients: 5 pounds Sweet cherries 1 quart Rum Brown sugar Directions: Wash and stem cherries. Crush them between your fingers. Pour the rum

How To Get What I Want In Life...it Wasn't Easy...
How to get what you want in life is now starting to come together. Well as many know i've been working hard despite struggling with not only school but work and dilligently saving towards my motorcycle. It's been a hard and long road but i've finally gotten what i've wanted. I got a new sound system in my car, i've got an amazing helmit and jacket for my bike, and a great bike (Ninja 650) on the way which i will have in August. I am more than excited. My mid terms for school are tommrow and i'm very confident that i will pass and not get dropped. I just can't wait. Im doing great and i know it. I've been making all passing grades with my tests, and it's just wonderful. I just can't wait to see what else is in store for me. Life at this moment is very grand.

Untitled Poem
I can't seem to get my min off of you My eyes drift away Your chocolate eyes glide across my deatures That great smile becomes a link between us I'm always remembering your first look at me As we greet each other, your palms become sweaty My smile becomes greater as I glance to you You stutter beyond imagination, your words I dismay The distinction on your voice I study Your features are beyond my dream man Hopefully, we get to notice, we like each other Maybe one day we'll get together I'm wishing I could tell you everything I see Stopping myself, I don't want to make a fool of me I want you to take my hand and kiss it face down I want you to tell me of my beauty The way your dark locks frame your face The stare of your chocolate eyes bare sensitivity The touch of your hands are so soft Expressing how your heart feels for love Your soft kiss reveals your sense of love Your touch against my skin Adds sweetness to the blend of my kindness I feel strong i

Our First Steps
My wife and I have been exploring BDSM for a while now, but two weeks ago we decided to embrace the lifestyle more fully. Each morning, she waits patiently for me to affix a piece of jewelry around her neck. This will serve as our symbolic collar. Once I purchase a more befitting adornment for her neck, she will wear it whenever she is at home. She does not eat until she has been given permission. Little things like that are helping to reinforce my ownership of her. There is more to come in the future, including the piercing and inking of her flesh. We both lead very busy lives, and playtime is hard to come by. Tonight, however, it will be different. Tonight, for the first time, she has been given very explicit instructions on how she is to spend her time until I arrive home. She will gag herself with my favorite ball gag, the one that makes the drool flow copiously from between her lips. She dislikes this intensely, as the feeling of her own saliva pouring down her ch

Your On My Friends List - Id Like To Know ....
1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.) 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.) 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.) 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.) 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.) 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.) 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.) 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.) 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.) 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.) 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.) 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.) 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 13.) 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 14.) 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 15.) 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 16.) 17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly? 17.) 18.)Q. What was your first impression of me? 18.) 19.)Q. Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 19.) 20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would

May 23
Waiting for other people to make up their minds is just plain infuriating. Luckily, you can still proceed as planned. Let everyone know you're forging on ahead. They can catch up with you when they're good and ready.

What You Give Me
You are my one... And only. Casting the light I need. Filling my dreams ...with sentiment. Completely offering, Forever. With one palpation From your sheath, You convey... Giddiness. You expose my eyes to innovative existences, Detaining my past exactly where it stands today OFFERING ME A WORLD OF HAPPINESS!

Untitled Poem 4
Walking through the woods I couldn't help but to notice The way you glow When the sun rays touch you Hand in hand, we walk along the path Over the roots and dirt The sun peers through the trees Like it's spying on us Becoming anxious, my heart beats Uncontrollable, my thoughts roam The leaves sway back and forth Expecting to become free Our souls become linked From beginning to end The life we want to live Is within our grasp.

How Kinky Hehe
My score on The Kinkyness Test: Pretty kinky!(Grats! You're 72% kinky!)You kinkscore is pretty high. Most likely you're up for trying anything at least once, which show open-mindedness. You're probably a great lay, so just keep doing that thing you do! Link: The Kinkyness Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

What Kind Of Vampire Am I
You scored as Malkavian, You belong to the Malkavian bloodline. The Malkavians are blessed with an "inner sight" which often gives them great perception and even clairvoyance. Many are sought for their counsel and insight. The drawback, however, is that they are all entirely insane. If a vampire is speaking in obscure riddles, it's a fair bet they are of Malkavian blood. Gangrel75% Tremere75% Malkavian75% Ventrue71% Toreador67% Brujah63% Nosferatu38% What vampire clan do you belong to?created with QuizFarm.com

Nba Or Nfl???
NBA OR NFL? 36 have been accused of spousal abuse 7 have been arrested for fraud 19 have been accused of writing bad checks 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses 3 have done time for assault 71, repeat 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges 8 have been arrested for shoplifting 21 currently are defendants in lawsuits, and 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year Can you guess which organization this is? Give up yet? . . . Scroll down, Neither, it's the 535 members of the United States Congress. The same group of Idiots that crank out hundreds of new laws each year designed to keep the rest of us in line. Yo

All Along The Watch Tower
This song reminds me of a special online friend and it means a lot to me this song cause this certain person shared it with me and i love it a lot...it reminds me of this certain person......u know who u are:)

Paranoia (this'll Probably Get Me In To Trouble!!!)
I warn you in advance the following may alter your personal opinion of me and possbly infuriate you. I assure you that is not my intention and I remind you this is simply MY PERSONAL OPINION. Do not take it as fact and if you do not like it be civil. We can simply agree to disagree. If I am eventually proven wrong I will admit my worries were paranoia nothing more. I am only human, I have been wrong before I make mistakes and if I'm wrong so be it. As a parent I honestly feel a deep sense of sympathy for the parents of tragic little Madeleine McCann. I have a son of my own and he is my whole world. Yet life has repeatidly taught me to trust my instincts and be suspecious of others motivations. The parents make my skin crawl and I distrust them simple as that. I distrust their true motivations and find myself questioning how innocent they truly are. They seem so peaceful and unemotinal upon screen that it appears as though they are at ease with the situation not worried or scared in the

Whoot...whoot
Its funny how everyone gets worked up about ratings and things...You think I care if someone rates me a 1...nope!!! I dont care if u think Im ugly or whatever...u r intitled to your own opinion...dont think Im gonna lose sleep over the fact that you dont like me...cuz i wont!! U mean notta to me!! And its not like Im innocent by no means.... Like I havent looked at a pic and said this person is ugly and laughed but that my opinion and i keep it to myself. Everyone fights and says grow up and act like adults but maybe some people on here dont know how to be civilizated!! Maybe they like to cause drama so they can feel better about themselves...who knows their reasons...but the more we let them know it bothers us the more ammo they have against us...Its a lose/lose situatation!! No matter how much we complain or talk about it... it will happen anyways. We are all different and thats how it is..But its the difference that makes us who we are... and if are happy with yourself then you shou

Concerning Being A Proud American
Rev, our history is full of that kind of stuff [supporting the Nazis before they ecaired war on the U.S.]. Proud? Only in regards that we are slowly learning not to do such things. It is a slow process. Takes about 20 years per lesson based on historic stimuli during a given generation's upbringing. I can't say I am always pleased with what our officials do, but I like our people. I am proud of them. Even people like, Mac ... . I don't agree with 'em, but considering how strong the opinions are running, we are still not shooting at each other. Gotta love 'em.

Summer
Well, Summer is upon us and I have to relinquish my kids to their sperm donor for 6 weeks. I have to stay strong for their sake. I will give me a little time to myself and do a little home improvement that needs to be done without having to stop every 5 minutes to tell them to behave and stay clear. Also I won't have 400 kids running in and out of my house all during the day.( yea 400 is exagerating lol) Still when you have kids from the age of 5 to 14 you get a little stir crazy! BUT! I still have a feeling if its not the younger ones down here it will be the 17, 19 and 23 yr old wanting to hang out lol.