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Sexy Candies Wahooo
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Testament
testament this old life's been good to me though at times it's hard to see but over all i can't complain i've felt love and i've felt pain i've seen more than most will see felt the dry hot desert breeze watched my little baby's birth felt the heaving of the earth been amazed at the volcano's breath and crippled by a loved one's death touched the sky in passion's throes amazed by the feelings as they grow had family stand fast by my side when others turned their head's aside spent times alone with no one near reflecting on friends that i held dear laid in my bed tired and content and other times just lay there bent spent times hurt and by myself been lifted up with someone's help i've seen the best and worst in man tried hard to do the best i can i've failed at things so miserably had the sweet taste of victory all these things and so much more are there behind my open door so when comes that decided day when my life will slip away don't waste tears becau

If You Are 30 Or Older You Will Think This Is Hilarious!!!!
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning .. uphill BOTH ways ....through year 'round blizzards. Carrying their younger siblings on their backs ... to their one-room schoolhouse, where they maintained a Straight-A average, despite their full-time, after-school job at the local textile mill ... where they worked for 35 cents an hour just to help keep their family from starving to death! And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've

A Wonderful Night And A Wonderful Horoscope!
Tonight was a great night. I had alot of fun, I laughed harder than I have in a long time. I ate really good food, and drank some okay wine, and just had fun. Afterwards, I went and hung out with some friends. Somewhere in the midst of all this, I somehow for some reason ended up calling the "ex". I don't know why I did it, but Im glad I did. You see, I needed an extra little push to help me get onto the other side...And what happened tonight, and what didn't happen, helped me do just that. Things are hard right now, I am not going to sit here and lie that they aren't.... but its nights like tonight and horoscopes like this one, that help me feel better about everything and help me put things into better perspective. Heres the horoscope!!! Ride out this storm and you'll be sitting pretty. Yes, the waves can get to be a bit much, but just breathe deeply and remind yourself that soon you'll see land. Never fear: Your faith in yourself will take you where you need to go.

Bored As Heck
well I should be sleeping, instead Im awake in sever tooth pain. ugh! it sucks. Found out there is a new project starting at work, I want in on it, I must talk to someone tomorrow about getting in, another notch in the belt. You can never learn enough, I wonder just how much my brain can hold, shoot theres alotta room up there... not to bright, most days there is not one light on up there. Definate sign of a natural blonde. So a shot of vodka and Pm's should do the trick. I am hopeful.. but whatever. Im going to the dentist tomorrow morning, or atleast maybe I am. I do not like dentists. Never did. He better give me a shot of something good. Otherwise I'm screwed for work.

The Real American Story
Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907. "In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birth place, or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American..There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all. We have room for but one flag, the American flag... We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American people."

You Know That Feeling...
You know that feeling when you've cried too much and you just go numb? you're throat starts to clench and you're head freezes.. you feel like you're going to vomit but nothing comes out, you want to scream at the top of your lungs but totally forgot what you're even crying about; because you're life is so shit and you don't know what problem is worse; you cannot compare your problems to another one of your problems, because everything just SUCKS. you know that feeling when you're so depressed you've had the worst night, there's a weird feeling in your chest; is my heart breaking? or have my lungs stopped breathing? am i alive? alive enough to feel like i mean something upon this earth? you know that feeling where your whole body gets dizzy, you lose your balance, as soon as you lose your head. you're crazy because there's too much wrong, you want something to go right for once, this crap has been going on for too long. and you know that feeling when

This Baby Needs Your Prayers!!!!
This is Kaleb. He is suffering now from shaken baby syndrome caused by his babysitter a few weeks ago. Please keep him in your prayers. He has been going through so much. Precious little thing, he did not deserve this. I hope that God will see to taking care of the person that did this. Just absolutely horrible, evil thing that that person did. Pray for a complete recovery for little Kaleb and that his parents stay strong through this. Kaleb needs a miracle. this is kaleb before this horrible and traumatic thing happened to him. although you cant tell that much he is blind. I have the family's contact information if anyone wants to message them support letters please contact me and I will give you the information. This family needs everyone to be as supportive as can be through this tragic time. (repost of original by '¢¾ ¥âutt¨ªn¡× ¢Ó' on '2007-06-04 12:58:34') (repost of original by '"sassy1"' on '2007-06-04 13:03:29') (repost of original by ':~*~♥DJ*B

Nasty And Sick Questions?
1.)Have you ever shit your pants? 2.)Have you ever farted in a Resturant while you were waiting for your dinner to come? 3.)Do you know what a lincoln Log is? 4.)Do you know what a Taco Pussy is? 5.)what is the sickest thing you have ever done? 6.)Have you ever had a Mud Butt? 7.)Have you ever had sex on your Period? 8.)Did you ever vomit in someones mouth while u were kissing them? 9.)Did you ever wet your pants from laughing so hard? 10.)Do you think this blog is stupid?

Photo Contests
I am in a few contests. Please take the time and vote for me puhleez! Those of you that have chatted with me or know me understand that I have started getting my modeling of the ground. I have also entered 98 rock contest so I have to wait and see on that one! I'll keep everyone posted! MUAH! http://www.sotoworld.com/contests/hotgirls/ http://www.sotoworld.com/contests/hotbody/ http://www.myspacetop100.com/view/all/ this one you have to eliminate the other girls! http://www.thehottestsurvive.com/vote.php?c=1&groupid=AGAGR3B8Q5Q5 Thanks for your support!

My Daughter
my daughter has gone crazy. she is not yet 2. but she is bagging her head on the walls, sicking her hand in her mouth to make herself throw up, and is biting herself!!!! i thought the treable two's were just like throwing herself on the floor... i gusse i was wrong...

Hmmm
A distinguished young woman on a flight from Switzerland asked the Priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my mother's birthday. The dryer is unopened and well over the Customs limits and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they reached the Customs area, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked: "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, un

Ct Safety 101
All these bulletins about so and so is stalking me, this person is pervert, this one is a loser, watch out for this one.. blah blah blah .. have made me think.. I think its time for a little CT or even Internet Safety 101. 1. READ profiles!! if they don't have any info in their profile, very few photos, one 'real' photo and a bunch of fake photos, or no Salutes be leery when talking to them or adding them. (and I know there are people on here that refuse to put a Salute for whatever reason) but still knowing that the person in the photos is the person behind the PC helps a lot. With the exception of Ninja Penguin(Wub ya smexie!)... O'rly(Ya'rly!!!) and a very small handful of others, everyone on my list has a verified Salute. Heck even O'rly is verified! LMAO! 1a. READ EVERYTHING in the profiles. if you're looking at a photo of a hot chick/guy, make sure they are who they say. The Gender, Age, and sometimes location are posted right there on the FRONT page! Think with your

Silent Heart
I wonder where your heart is Yet I know you care Though you seem so distant I know you’re always there You never talk of love Or how you ever feel It seems I am the only one To think that this is real You never say you’re angry Though I some how seem to know You make me wait and wonder And let my fears and hurting grow I struggle with change to please you Though the task seems way too hard I'm never sure of your thinking You never let down your guard It feels like I am swimming Alone inside this sea I wonder where your heart is And what it truly thinks of me. I sit in lonely silence Tepid thoughts inside my head As I dredge through ifs and buts And what I may have wrongly said And still the truth evades me As your keep your distant heart Safetly closed and silent As it was right at the start

Happy Tuesday
Good morning to everyone.... I've had a few people message me and ask where to get the cd, well it's right here for one place anyway. There are a lot more, but I support this place more than anywhere: www.cdbaby.com/britt As for the book: www.peterbritt.us The link to get the pre-order is on the top of the main page. You can also read some excerpts from the book there, as well as many other things you can read, see and listen to. Hoping everyone has a wonderful Tuesday. :) Peter Britt

My Address
My address is SPC Stillings, Jamie HHC 1-64 AR Unit # 43433 APO,AE 09344-03433 Things here are pretty good. Had mortar fire and small arms fire the first 4 days here, but things have quitin down some. Haven't really heard too much since. Just a IED going off the other night. But anyway, I am still livin the life just a little depressed from time to time but that is normal. Baghdad is a awesome place just as long as you don't go down the wrong road. lol I am at Camp Liberty which is one of many small FOB's around Camp Victory. Well I am off Hope to hear from you all soon Love, SPC JamieStillings PSD

Prayers
This is Kaleb. He is suffering now from shaken baby syndrome caused by his babysitter a few weeks ago. Please keep him in your prayers. He has been going through so much. Precious little thing, he did not deserve this. I hope that God will see to taking care of the person that did this. Just absolutely horrible, evil thing that that person did. Pray for a complete recovery for little Kaleb and that his parents stay strong through this. Kaleb needs a miracle. this is kaleb before this horrible and traumatic thing happened to him. although you cant tell that much he is blind. I have the family's contact information if anyone wants to message them support letters please contact me and I will give you the information. This family needs everyone to be as supportive as can be through this tragic time.

The Question For A Father
what dose one say to there little girl when she asks if you will always be her daddy ? me and my ex are no longer togther and i think she is soon to tie the knot ! now im not the strongest man when it comes to her . and what do i say to the man that will soon be a part of my childs life ?the things i want to say are not the best of heart . i dont even know the man but i hate him already ! some might say im wrong for this but i realy dont give a FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! how do i warn this man what will happen to him if my child calls me and says ,,,,, Daddy he spanked me !!!!!!!! OH how my top will blow. ,or even if she calls and says he hit mommy ? how do i handle these questions ?????????????????????????????????????????????????? please help !!!!!!!!!!!! Hank Williams, Jr.A Country Boy Can SurviveMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.

My Marriage Age Is 33
What is your Marriage Age? Put an X on every thing that is true about you.... [x] I know how to make a pot of coffee. [x] I keep track of dates using a calender. [ ] I own more than one credit card. [ ] I know how to change the oil in my car. [x] I do my own laundry. [x] I vote every election. [x] I can cook for myself [ ] I think politics are exciting. [x] I balance my checkbook. [x] My parents have better things to say than my friends. total: 7 [X] I show up for school/college/work every day. [x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse. [x] I've never been suspended. [ ] I have never smoked a cigarette. [ ] I have never gotten completely trashed. [ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once. [x] I like to take walks by myself. [x] I've watched talk shows. [x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up. [x] I drink coffee at least once a week. total: 7 [x] I know how to do the dishes. [x] I can count to 10 in another language.

Phone Support
I realize what I am about to tell you will not fly, as we are all supposed to be considerate, but there is an issue here: Tell 'me that you will have to put him/her on hold, to find someone who can communicate with him, as you cannot understand him. Then tell your boss that he/she is un-integrable. Now, and this is rude, I would be tempted to tell the person that you cannot proceed with business until they get someone on the phone who can speak English. Or the company finds someone who can speak the other language. Here is the rub, I am all in favor of learning another language. But here in the US it would by culture be English and Spanish. To expect you to speak all the languages of the world is "nuts" and beyond reason. If that is a requirement for the job they had better be ready to shell out 300K a year and be ready to be told to "fuck off" at any time. If you have those kind of language skills you will not be working at some phone center. You aren't by the way doing phone ba

Fill It Out... Do It!
1. Would you marry for money? 2. Have you had braces? 3. Could you live without a computer? 4. If you could live in a differnt decade which would it be? 5. Do you drink enough water? 6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take em off? 7. What are your favorite fruits? 8. What is your favorite place to visit? 9. Are you photogenic? 10. Do you dream in color or black and white? 11. Why do you take surveys? 12. Do you drink alcohol? 13. What is the most beautiful language? 14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep? 15. WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or sunset? 16. Do you want to live until you're 100 yrs old? 17. Is a flat stomach important to you? 18. What body part of the opposite sex is sexiest? 19. When watching scary movies are the lights on or off? 20. Do you believe in magic? 21. Do you believe in ghosts? 22. Do you like to watch cartoons? 23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real? 24. Do

Grouchy
Children today are well aware of what goes on in the home I do believe.... A 2nd grader asked her mother the age-old question, "How did I get here?" Her mother told her, "God sent you." "Did God send you, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear," the mother replied. "What about Grandma and Grandpa?" the child persisted. "He sent them also" the mother said. "Did he send their parents, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear, He did," said the mother patiently. "So you're telling me that there has been NO sex in this Family for 200 years? No wonder everyone's so damn grouchy around here."

As Of June 4, 2007
WWE HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONJOHN CENA INTERCONTINENTAL HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONSANTINO MARELLA WWE WOMEN'S HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONMELINA WORLD TAG TEAM CHAMPIONSLANCE CADE AND TREVOR MURDOCH WORLD HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONEDGE UNITED STATES HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONMONTEL VONTAVIOUS PORTER (MVP)

People You Meet
My father once said that if you make one true friend in your lifetime, you've done great. Well, I have been lucky enough to be blessed with many......Some I've had for about 17 years, others a little less, but they are true friends. I've even been lucky enough to find a couple here on CT.(you know who you are). The people you meet may just be acquantances, or you could be looking at the best friend you'll ever have. I'd like to thank all of my great friends for being there and genuinly caring. I don't know where I'd be without all of you. There is one friend I've made here on CT that deserves a big hug. She has shown me that there are still great people out there that do care. I'm very lucky to have met her, ( you know who you are). Cherish the friends you have and let them know that you appreciate them. They probably deserve a hug as well. Think of what your friends have done for you, even the small things count. Or you could simply say, "thanks for being my friend". Trust me, it will

Oysters + Viagra = . . . . .
Aussie Viagra-fed oysters arouse international interest Mon Jun 4, 12:33 PM ET An Australian oyster farmer has hit upon a technique he believes has created the ultimate aphrodisiac -- feeding his shellfish the drug Viagra. George May said the natural qualities of the oyster, known for arousing sexual desire, combined with the best modern pharmaceutical equivalent to create a potentially multi-million dollar market. "First of all, oysters are the greatest natural aphrodisiac, second, you lace it with Viagra, and third, it's a laugh," the 59-year-old told AFP on Monday. May, who was a successful Sydney marketing executive until being diagnosed with prostate cancer late in 2006, will not be allowed to sell his oysters in Australia because they contravene strict regulations. And he has been ordered by pharmaceutical giant Pfizer, which produces the anti-impotence drug Viagra, to stop using the name of their most famous product in his marketing. But May says neither of these obstac

Best Friends Having A Great Time
WHAT A NIGHT CALLING HEY THERE HUN HOW YA DOING THATS GREAT KORRY YELLING AT THE TRAIN SAYING *&@%@&$@^%$!&^%$@&%^$@$ DAMN TRAIN YOUR LAUGHING TRAIN LEAVES ANOTHER ONE COMES ALONG IM YELLING AT THE TRAIN HONK HONKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK %@$@#!^ GOD DAMN TRAIN HOPE YOU LIKE THIS BLOG baby

So Is There
a random rates annoymus group? lol.. when on here that what im doing anymore random profile rates and clicking the im bored button. hell i dont even pay attention to who im clicking i click on the passing pic at the top. but whats sad is when you have to click 4 times before you get a profile or pic you havent yet rated. lol so im addicted to those buttons... someone point me to the nearest twelve step program for random rates PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!1 lol

Fewness Of Words Greatness Of Deeds
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? WITH ALL YOU SAY YOU WANT, THERE IS A DREAM FOR YOU TO FOLLOW; A GOAL FOR YOU TO SET; A PLAN FOR YOU TO MAKE; A PROJECT FOR YOU TO BEGIN; AN IDEA FOR YOU TO ACT ON; A POSSIBILITY FOR YOU TO EXPLORE; AN OPPORTUNITY FOR YOU TO GRAB; A CHOICE FOR YOU TO MAKE. IF NOT, YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO TALK ABOUT. TODAY I WILL MAKE IT MY BUSINESS TO SAY LESS AND DO MORE........PEACE AND MUCH LOVE..

You'll Die Laughing!!!!!
If this story doesn't make you cry laughing, let me know and I'll pray for you. This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. The only friction in their marriage was the husband's habit of farting loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and the smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every morning she would plead with him to stop ripping them off Because it was making her sick. He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out. The years went by and he continued to rip them out! Then one Thanksgiving morning as she was preparing the turkey for dinner and he was upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a malicious thought came to her. She took the bowl and went upstairs where her hu

Free
So I finally got free from my ex husband in November. Yeah!!!! The problem is is now he is still talkin shit bout me and it aint fuckin true.... why are some guys such ass holes.... Fuck him. he aint my husband anymore and he aint my sons dad. He can kiss my white country ass.............

Listen (the Song I Want To Dedicate To My Husband)
Listen lyrics Listen, To the song here in my heart A melody I've start But can't complete Listen, to the sound from deep within It's only beginning To find release Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard They will not be pushed aside and turned Into your own all cause you won't Listen.... [Chorus] Listen, I am alone at a crossroads I'm not at home, in my own home And I tried and tried To say whats on my mind You should have known Oh, Now I'm done believing you You don't know what I'm feeling I'm more than what, you made of me I followed the voice you gave to me But now I gotta find, my own.. You should have listened There is someone here inside Someone I'd thought had died So long ago Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard They will not be pushed aside or worse Into your own All cause you won't Listen... [Chorus] I don't know where I belong But I'll be moving on If you don't.... If you won't.... LISTEN!!!...

Always Smile
When walking down the street, smile, When hangin with your friends, smile, When with the one you love, smile, when around family, always smile, when out playin ball with your boys, smile, When your at the club hangin out, smile, When you lose that game of pool, always smile, Nothing is that serious to frown, Because tears and grief only weigh on your soul and can take years off your life.

Life
This poem was sent to me by a great friend and it all makes sense to me, so I hope it will to someone else....... A Life Poem Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet...

Just Felt Like Venting...
I personally don't give a fuck if anybody get's offended by whatevers said in this blog... I'm writing this cause i'm sick and fuckin tired of hearing all you fake fraud ass niggas talk about how you "roll one deep" bitch you are anything but one deep... You're the same people who go out and have a crew of up to 15 people and yet you still claim to be 1 Deep.. You know what bitch fuck you... What do you know about being alone?... You're also the same fuckin people who grew up with older brothers and stayed at your aunt's house on the fuckin weekend... You're not hard nor a gangsta so quit pretending bitch... Let me give you a little lesson on being (1 Deep) I didn't grow up with many friend's nor was I ever close to any of my cousins... I didn't hang out with my cousin's and i didn't have any older brothers. I grew up by myself and that's the brutal honest truth... I was never close to my family cause on both sides of the family everybody thought they were better... Cousin's acted lik

Blah!!!!!
Today was a wicked pain in the ass (yes, I am using the Massachusetts vernacular). Started out as a good day. I was happy this morning. But then all Hell broke lose. They were migrating several people last night to MS Outlook and of course it didn't go well. So I and a couple other people got suck cleaning up the mess. Put a crimp in my whole day. Now I just have a couple hours to try to get to the work I planned to do this morning. That just sucks! *insert pouty face here!*

48 Hours To Go. Update
well if anyone on my friends and family list still want to be friends and talk will need to reach me at crazycatdufus@yahoo.com both mail and ym. has been nice but lately too much drama for me so by sunday my profile will be gone and i will be history. sorry i never got to be a ct husband lol. but nobody asked but thats good now there will not be a messy divorce. update i dont think i need 5 days to find out who is my real friends i think 48 hours or 2 days should do it coz i want to get off of this fakeass site as soon as i can. there were a few real friends here but very few , i will miss u girls but u know where to find me if u want to talk.

I Know I Shouldn't
I know I shouldn't But all I do is think about youYour words are taken to my heart Your voice makes my ears linger for more Your face lightens my eyes Your presence makes my day It doesn't matter All I am to you is your best friends cousinJust stop it Treat me as if I wasn't I don't care if that means you stop talking to me At least I know the truth I know I shouldn't I like you anyways You always put a smile on my face You put tears in my eyes I just can't hide it any longer I have to tell someone I like you Even though I shouldn't It brings tears to my eyes That I don't even have a chance with you Even though it shouldn't

Just Another Day....
Just havin one of those days......again, u no, the 1 where u just feel like...maybe u should have never woke up today. Seems everything just goes so wrong ne more. Just cant uderstand y i feel like this so much lately......my kids r wonderful, my friends......they r the greatest. I dont know..........mayb its just me.......mayb im just.........mayb i should just.........

Love
I'm sick of hearing how great love is How is love so great When people break your heart into piecesthey go behind your back No one can stay faithful People say give it time It will turn out fine But then in the end You are crushed like everyone else When you cry yourself to sleep Scared for your life How is love so amazing Things so amazing don't hurt you badly I don't want to hear anymore love songs I'm sick of how "great" love is I'm tired of the lies Love is just an excuse for you to get hurt

The Morning That Changed My Life
Fire forces pair to jump out window By GREG WELTER - Staff Writer Article Launched: 05/30/2007 12:00:00 AM PDT A young man and woman whose studio apartment caught fire early Tuesday morning narrowly escaped with their lives by jumping out a second-floor bathroom window. The occupants of the apartment, one of three destroyed by flames Tuesday at 319 W. Ninth St., reportedly took refuge in the bathroom of their apartment when they found flames blocking their path to an exit door. When smoke and heat in the bathroom became overwhelming, the victims jumped out a narrow window, falling about 20 feet to a concrete sidewalk littered with burning hot broken glass and molten aluminum. The victims, identified as Michelle and Dustin Druecker, suffered several cuts and bruises.Witnesses said she may also have sustained a broken ankle. They were transported to Enloe Medical Center, where Druecker was treated and released. Michelle remained hospitalized Tuesday night in fair

Omg I Got The Giggles Badly Today Haha
K my friend sofers thinks i need a MAN APPLICATION cause she said i always settle i need help with my man choices lmao omg she is nuts she had me cracking up with what she came up with and please dont get offended its all in fun and im laffin my head off lmao MAN APPLICATION Name______________________________ Address______________________________________ Phone: Home______________Cell________________ Position (s) applying for: ________________________ _____________________________________________ Please circle one: Full time Part time Seasonal Employment History (that relates to this position only) _____________________________________________ _____________________________________________ _____________________________________________ _____________________________________________ _____________________________________________ _____________________________________________ (any longer than that needed, do not apply) What attributes do I have that you find

I Wanna Be The Girl
I wanna be the girl of your dreams I wanna be the girl you can't stop thinking about I wanna be the girl you think about when you wake up I wanna be the girl you think about when you fall asleep I wanna be the girl you see walking down the street and you're like damn I can't believe she's mine I wanna be the girl you hold I wanna be the girl you can't get off your mind I wanna be the girl you'd do anything for I wanna be the girl that changes your life I wanna be the girl you'd give the world to I wanna be the girl you love I wanna be the girl you brag about and your friends wonder what is so great abotu me I wanna be the girl that when someones like damn she's fine yous ay get your eyes off my girl i wanna be the girl you wanna be with I wanna be the girl you give your heart to I wanna be the girl you wait for I wanna be the girl you'd go to the end of the world and back to see I wanna be the girl no matter what your faithful to I wanna be the girl no matter how far

Kiss My Lips...
Kiss my lips softly, whisper in my ear. Magic words I long to hear. I love you so I need you more I want your love Hold my hand gently, head on my shoulder. Love as solid as boulders. I love to hold I need you to care I want you to be...

Her Eyes...
Her eyes are so pure, blue like the sea. Her touch is so gentle, no other could be. Her kiss is so perfect, sweet like candy. Her passion so heavy, let no man need be. Praise her the woman, god wants her to be.

Judge Tenderly Of Me!
This is my letter to the world, That never wrote to me,--- The simple news that nature told, With tender majesty. Her message is committed To hands I cannot see; For love of her, sweet countrymen, Judge tenderly of me!

Bf App
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! Ladies TiTLE iT "BOYFRiEND APPLiCATiON" Fellas TiTLE iT "GiRLFRiEND APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 8. hand on knee? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have talk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same

Divorce
Hey everyone to let you all know I am going through a divorce... i found out that my soon to be husban is a Cocaine Addict and because of him i am fighting for Custody of my son again.. as some of you all know i am an ADDICT.. well back in April i had relapsed on THC and then i had a neversouse Breakdown and i got put into the Adult Physicatric Unit for a week and a day..well the thing is i am better now and they are treating me because i am Biplora/ Mantic and i am on 2,000.00 worth of medication.. Well you please keep fingures cross that i get my son back.. lots of love... ciao oh yea dont ask to go out with any because i have a girlfriend !!!

Something To Make You Laugh
AMAZINGLY SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES ( If You Call Them That) hahaha ( Please Don't Try This At Home!!!!!) 1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto, the blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. You can avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat just by using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use an egg timer. 5. A mouse trap placed on top of your alarm clock will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives. Then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget all about the to

Gotta Knock A Little Harder
I really need to get a grip on my house today, spent the morning lying on the couch still not feeling well. However at this point I am just really tired of the ill factor and have decided to force myself healthy (not sure how to do it, but I will figure it out) I will start by chemically cleaning everything I can, lol. the body shop says I should have my car back thursday or friday....grr pyo, that about too many days late. I want my car back!! which has an odd sense of irony to it, I suppose. but on the plus side, my insurance approved all the stuff they found that was not on the original estimate/claim. so yay for that. I have some shopping I need to do as well, and yet - thats a little difficult with the car still in the shop. wonder what sissy is doing today, or my mom, she is on summer break. The kids are claiming they are already bored, and they are mad that I don't want to spend every waking moment in the pool. The girl seems to have the biggest issues. mad at me about eve

Why Is It When....
I been played on here many times. Why is it when you give back whats done you to you, your called a player and say you play games, but when someone does the same crap to you, its not a game to them. Can someone explain this to me? Someone claims they are interested in you, you show them interest, and they dont tell you that you got someone else?

Poetry
can you take away my pain? make me feel numb so much noise in my head damn i wish i had peace why does life come with pain, deceit and lies all the broken promises why can you just take a break from life a break from breathing some part of me thinks you can find happiness in this heartbreaking world, am i wrong, or is it all a lie too

Okay. . .
So you may have seen the pictures of my cat Tigger. Well she was recently pregnant. On the day that she had them, she died. None of her babies survived. I loved this cat more than life itself. I raised it from a baby. I mean bottle fed and everything. She was like a child to me. And I miss her so much.

This Dude Is Whacked
SHOW THIS PUKE WHAT WE DO TO STALKER'S ON CT HE'S BEEN STALKING A LADY ON HERE SINCE SHE CAME TO THIS SITE. HE HAS THE 1ST ACCT AND 2 FAKES SHOW HIM SOME CT LOVE :( I AM A CT STALKER, PREDATOR AND A PUKE@ CherryTAP Dough Boy-I AM A CT STALKER, PREDATOR AND A PUKE ACCT#2@ CherryTAP who me-I AM A CT STALKER, PREDATOR AND A PUKE ACCT#3@ CherryTAP JUST FYI® BROUGHT TO YOU BY: XPOSING SCUM ON CT® THIS DUDE IS A TOTAL WHACK HE WONT TAKE NO AS AN ANSWER THIS GIRL IS IN MY OFFICE AT MY DESK AND BEGGING HIM IN EMAILS TO LEAVE HER ALONE HE CALLS HER ALL NITE HE WONT STOP HE TOLD ME HE WAS IN THE NAVY SO HE CAN STALK WHOEVER HE WANTS WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF LOGIC IS THAT WEVE ASKED ADMIN TO HANDLE IT WITH NO LUCK CAUSE THE BLOCK BUTTON BARELY WORKS ON HERE PLEASE WOMEN IF HES ON YOUR LIST ADMIN IF YOU READ THIS CHECK ALL 3 ACCOUNTS THERE HIS WE HAD TO BLOCK HIM FROM THE LOUNGE ON ALL OF THEM JUST SOMEBODY PLEASE DO SOMTHING HE WONT LEAVE THIS WOMAN ALONE HE EVEN DID A

Desire's Dance
Glances stolen, Kissed lips swollen, Pulse quickens, and all coverings fall, Leaving each bare for the other to see all, I breathe you in, The dance begins, Our bodies tangled in passionate embrace, Slowly, down my body, your fingers trace, The path which your toungue seeks to follow, Searching, and exploring every curve and hollow, Biting and nipping, Sweet love dripping, Needs mingle, Bodies tingle, Joyous sighs, And orgasmic cries, You fill me with every inch you have to give, This is the very reason, my body lives, Our bodies arch as we close the dance, Ending with a tender kiss, and a passionate glance. © Andi 2007

Have You Ever
Have you ever been around someone and just couldn't think? Have you ever been around someone lips, soft as a rose's pink? Have you ever been around someone heart as vast as the open sea? Have you ever been around someone together forever you wish to be? Have you ever been around someone into their eyes you gaze? Have you ever been around someone piercing the soul like the sun's rays? Have you ever been around someone and chose to run and hide? Have you ever been around someone scared of what feelings are inside? Have you ever.........

Ignition Remix(vid Included!)
This song is probably in the category *one of the greatest ever* on my music preference list. My friend Josh and I used to roll to this song. We still love it to this day even though we don't hang anymore cuz of his girl. Now,um,usually I dont do this but uh.... Go head' on and break em off wit a lil' preview of the remix.... No I'm not tryin to be rude, But hey pretty girl I'm feelin you The way you do the things you do Remind me of my Lexus coup Thats why im all up in yo grill Tryina get you to a hotel You must be a football coach The way you got me playin the field So baby gimme that toot toot Lemme give you that beep beep Runnin her hands through my 'fro Bouncin on 24's While they say on the radio... It's the remix to ignition Hot and fresh out the kitchen Mama rollin that body got every man in here wishin Sippin on coke and rum I'm like so what I'm drunk It's the freakin weekend baby I'm about to have me some fun Bounce Bounce Bounce Bounce

Sorry, But I Don't Feel Bad That They Have No Time Alone Together!
It's a good bet the uncharacteristically public backseat make-out session Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie enjoyed before zooming away from the "Ocean's Thirteen" premiere at the Cannes Film Festival was sparked by the realization that they suddenly had a rare moment together without tots Maddox, 5, Pax, 3, Zahara, 2, and Shiloh, 1, vying for their attention. "Mommy and Daddy need to try to figure out more time right now," the attenuated actress admits in the new issue of Marie Claire (via the New York Post). "Everybody needs individual time. Shiloh has our attention when the others are at school. Mad stays up the latest, so he gets the nighttime. During the day, I'll go for a walk or do something specific with Pax or Zee." Sighs Jolie, "We're working on it; we're working on it. Right now, we're not great about Mommy-and-Daddy time." Still, Pitt has probably planned a romantic interlude a deux this week to celebrate Jolie's 32nd birthday (yes, she's only 32). On Sunday, paparazzi caught th

An Email I Recieved
-----Original Message-----From: Sheila Esch [mailto:sheilaesch@gmail.com] Sent: Saturday, May 26, 2007 11:03 PMTo: Colleen Malloy; Judy Ogne; Tammy Heuer; Cathy and Bob Butts; Adam Glanz; Denise LangleySubject: AMAZINGLY SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES AMAZINGLY SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES: 1. When choking on an ice cube, simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself. 2. Avoid cutting yourself slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold while you chop. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by using the sink. 4. To treat high blood pressure: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer and, if you want more precision, find a website that will list your exact time. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep afte

Best Kid On Ct Contest! Now Open!
Best Kid On CT Contest! I need pics of Kids for this contest! 1st Kid is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Kid is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/5 thur 6/12 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Moped And Ferrari
An old man on a Moped, looking about 100 years old, pulls up next to him. The old man looks over at the sleek shiny car and asks, "What kind of car ya got there, sonny?" The doctor replies, "A Ferrari GTO. It cost half a million dollars!" "That's a lot of money," says the old man. "Why does it cost so much?" "Because this car can do up to 320 miles an hour!" states the doctor proudly. The Moped driver asks, "Mind if I take a look inside?" "No problem," replies the doctor. So the old man pokes his head in the window and looks around. Then, sitting back on his Moped, the old man says, "That's a pretty nice car, all right... but I'll stick with my Moped!" Just then the light changes, so the doctor decides to show the old man just what his car can do. He floors it, and within 30 seconds the speedometer reads 160 mph. Suddenly, he notices a dot in his rear view mirror. It seems to be getting closer! He slows down to see what it could be and suddenly WHHOOOO

Todays Hillarious Quotes...
Crystal: Mom, what is you think a homie is? My Momma: I know what a homie is. Crystal: Then what is it? My Momma: A homie is a homosexual. *dies laughing* [coin operated] Cabaret: who the hell has happy hours at 3 and 4 oclock Sheila: acoholics Yeah that humored me. [coin operated] Cabaret: im tired, whats your excuse? J B: my daddy wouldn't take me to the circus when I was 3 * I guess you woulda had to been there, but that was effin great * - thats all for now folks, leave me some funny quotes for tommarows edition :D - Major props to my momma, my girl Sheila, and the man I wish was making me laugh in person, Jason. Yall rock. XoXo

Pay No Attention To That Baby Behind The Shower Curtain!
It wasn't until last year I learned that the phrase "man behind the curtain" which refers to someone behind the scenes manipulating events comes from the movie The Wizard of Oz. If you don't remember where it is, it's right after Dorothy and her friends return the Emerald City after vanquishing the Wicked Witch of the West with a bucket of water ("So, you liquidated her, eh? Very resourceful."); then the Wizard says come back tomorrow. Dorothy, the Scarecrow, the Tin Man, the Cowardly Lion, and Toto have gone through a lot to get the Wizard to keep his promises, and by golly he's gonna! Toto sees the curtain rustling first and pulls it back; an old man is there manipulating controls who then pulls the curtain shut and says (through the giant head's booming, amplified voice) "Pay no attention to that man behind the curtain!" We usually wait until the evening when both Martha and I are home (now, since she's been working at Good Shepherd Day Care, she isn't there later than 6 PM

For Your Eyes Only
For your eyes only ~Tony Martinez I know ok I get it I understand You are watched I know it's hard It pains me to fight with you A tug a war with hearts is never fun I try not pull too hard too fast Just let me whisper Let me make those little touches The little things that Touch our hearts together For your eyes only my love My love, my presence will always be with you No one may ever see it They don't have to As far as I'm concerned My love My heart is For your eyes only I love you My angel

The Qualities!
The Qualities! the Qualities you seek can all be found in me. a sincere, warmhearted, romantic overflowing with honesty big and strong but gentle natured, a giant teddy bear not affraid to show my sensitive side or tell you that I care. scarred from battles past, some that have yet to heal. guarded is my heart cause its the only pain I feel. issues we all have some, to say I dont would be a lie but what escaped from the fires of my past is a truly wonderful guy. written by Some1special2k

I Misread A Lot Of Signals
I misread a lot of signals, and ended up falling in..... with HER, and I thought..... SHE felt the same..... so, I confronted HER with this, only to find out that SHE never thought..... I felt that way..... and that actually..... SHE was attracted to my BEST FRIEND..... I was in shock at first, but, the next morning...... I woke up to find HER..... and my BEST FRIEND, in bed togeather...... LIFE that exsists some time it's for OTHERS

Check Me Out
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU CAN FIND ME ON THESE FILMS SO FAR: *F.I.L.T.F. (Fatties I'd Like To Fuck)-GENTS DVD *SOLO FATTIES- GENTS DVD *LATIN MUCH MORE TO LOVE #2- TOTALLY TASTELESS VIDEO *SECURITY CAM CHRONICLES VOL. 8- MADNESS PICTURES *HEAVY HITTERS #5-LEGEND DIRECT DVD *3200 LBS OF COCKSUCKER #2- GENTS DVD I'M ALSO ON THESE GREAT WEBSITES: *BBWSUPERSTARS.COM *BIGBJCHICKS.COM *CHUBBYLOVING.COM *ASIAN- AMERICAN GIRLS.COM *BBWBUNNIES.COM ALSO, I'M IN THE MARCH 2007 ISSUE OF BIG BUTT MAGAZINE. MY VERY FIRST LAYOUT TOO!!! LOOK OUT FOR MORE OF ME CUMMING SOON!!!!

"stay" - Sugarland
I've been sittin' here stairin' at the clock on the wall And I've been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home and you'll get it and be gone and I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waitin' My Heart on my sleeve Oh for the next time we'll be here seems like a million years and I think I'm dyin' What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of bein' lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep tellin' me baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like bein' used and I'm tired of waitin' It's too much pain to have to bare To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down on my k

Ex's
I need some serious help with this 1. I live with my mother,my daughter,son,grandson,sister,nephew and my ex. Yes I said my ex....What I want to know is should I hide the fact that my ex lives here or do you think I should tell my papi. I've hinted to it and he seems alil distant. Im afraid he isnt going to trust me. I dont have feelings for my ex . I havent been involved with that man in 7yrs and dont plan on it. He has done nothing but ruined alot of relationships for me because I told them who he was. I feel like this if I lie about who he is Papi will think that I will lie about anything and I dont want that

Ummm
well...ive been on here for about 8 motnhs and i finally but a blog up. right now just hating life but not because im in iraq. i dont know if im even semi involved with a certain someone anymore. fuck it...anyway, i havnt been on in a few months so i figured id show my face again. ill be on more often now...

Back From Indiana
Hey All... Just thought I'd better pop in and let you know we made it back from our rush trip back to Indy on Friday. We got in very early, about 3am on Tues...just a few hours of rest, and then to work today. I felt like death warmed over when I got up, after the weekend we had. I am happy to say though that your prayers were much appreciated, and answered. Lee's mom didn't have a stroke, but her disorientation, and some dementia problems, turned out to be reaction to the combinations of some meds she was taking. She also had a severe infection from the stint that was put in her kidney, so that had to be redone. She was one very sick woman. But, she is doing much better, and the antibiotics are doing there job on the infection, so I have a feeling she'll be out of the hospital by the end of the week, if she continues to improved. With her health the way it is, she can't do much of what needs to be done in the way of unpacking and trying to get moved in to her new place.

Stop The Hate
When I read this I hate to repost. Stop the hates from ruining things for the rest of us. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never kn

Kissing Language...
KISSING LANGUAGE... Body: Kissing Language (yup, it's a language) if a kiss is the Language of Love, then we have a lot to talk about it... methods of Love.... +kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny" +kiss on the cheek-----------------"we're friends" +kiss on the hand------------------"i adore you" +kiss on the neck-------------------"we belong together" +kiss on the shoulder--------------"i want you now" +kiss on the lips---------------------"i love you" or "i want you" +holding hands-----------------------"we can learn to love each other" +a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on" +slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine" +playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you" +holding on tight---------------------"don't let go" +looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic" +playing with hair on head---------------"tell me you love me" +arms around the waist -----------"i love you too mu

This Month's Survey Thing
1. What are your initials? R and two other letters 2. What is your favorite thing to wear? Jeans & t-shirts 3. Last thing you ate? ramen noodle soup 5. I say, "shotgun," you say? shells 6. Last person you hugged? the cat 8. How many U.S states have you been to? 15 (16 if you count a lengthy layover at the Denver CO airport) 9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? 1.5 (no, really) 10. Does anyone you know wanna date you? I don't know 11. Name something you like physically about yourself? my arms? I dunno. no 12. WTF? 13. Who is your best friend? I don't have one at this time 14. Why are you still up? because it's early evening 15. Who/What made you angry today? my employers (I know, what else is new?) 16. Favorite Food? Italian, or Chinese, or Mexican, or Japanese... 17. Favorite holiday: Halloween 18. Do you download music? No 19. Do you care if your socks are dirty? Yes 21. What are you wearing? Same

Promotion.
Well i took my physcal fitness test yesterday and i passed so hopefully now i can get promoted to sergent. that would be great but there are many before me that deserve it way more than i do.either way it goes im glad that i passed my pt test. now i can start getting really buff and muscular. when i start getting muscular ill post pictures.

Drinking And Singin'
So I went out last night and I was drinking and singing some Karaoke....my friend was all over the place and I was invited to another table by some nice ladies having a blast! They were so sweet letting me sit with them and I was happy I got to sing a couple times before going home. I was looking forward to going to sleep when I was asked by the nice ladies to go out bowling with them. I was so happy because my friend I came with was having such a good time and met a guy.... I had a good time too just being out and meeting these incredible ladies. See ya!

Another Down Rater
I can understand newbies downrating but when it is someone who has been around for a while they are just haters here is another down rater · KandiKane. so beware and also let her know about it!

Praying To God!
Praying to God! Single mother struggling Wondering how she’s going to feed her baby Just laid off from her job No money in the bank Bills need to be paid And got a new one in the mail today Only one thing on her mind Feeding, clothing and paying for the life insurance for her baby Can’t get food stamps Don’t qualify! Can’t get assistance Don’t qualify! Unemployment if qualify Not even enough to provide for her child! Baby daddy might as well say a dead beat I guess if I was his cousin’s baby momma (baby daddy’s new girl) then I might get some help!! His family doesn’t even call to check up on the baby Her family can’t help out They so far into debt they can barley provide for them selves Sitting back trying to get a grip on things in her life Losing her mind Stress on high Life insurance $20.00 a month Baby food $.99 or $1.09 a jar Baby juice $2.25 a bottle A months supply of diapers and wipes $55.00 Clothing! Too damn m

Snobs
i live in cleveland and you here a lot of bad stuff about us but cleveland isnt a bad place to live or visit we deal with alot of suburb snobs that live in ohio and put cleveland down one person who always sends me messages everyday about how everyone in cleveland are poor all the women are hoes we all suck our city sucks just because you live in the subs doesnt make you better than me if we suck so bad why to you come into our city to watch our tribe play /why do you come to our city to watch out cavs play/ and our browns as you know the are called CLEVELAND in front of the names so if yopu live in ohio and you dont live in cleveland but in the suburbs and you are a snob and hate us then stay out your not welcome cleveland is a friendly city we dont need your kind here

Written For A Now Ex-crush
Subtle heat in the form of arms around my shoulders, A heartbeat under my ear, Fingertips caressing my arms, A gentle whisper of your name on my lips suppressed, The taste of your lips on mine teasing my memory My head resting on your chest confortably my eyes remembering what you look like and craving more Washing sea over sea of new found love over my cracked, now-healing heart Your voice - deep and soothing replaying in my head Giddy and giggling did i wait for you Like candy, i crave you more Safe and snug - I couldn't feel better in your loving embrace My reason to live My reason to love My reason to break the rules and do my best... I love you, Hans

Amen Brotha Amen Sista
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Treasures
I wrote the original version of this in June of 2006. I have since revised it and altered it. I hope you take the time to read it and gather from it the meaning I was trying to make. Sitting here, I ponder just what it is that makes the world go around these days. I keep wondering if perhaps it's the laughter of children at the simple and amusing pleasures in life. Or perhaps it's the look of love one gets from the significant other in their life from across the room. Whatever it is that makes the world go around for you, I think we all tend to take those things for granted. We go through life, day after day, without really taking the time to stop and watch the world go by. We never take the time to relax and enjoy life for what it is, a gift given to us from whom ever the higher power we believe in is. For some it's God. For others its Allah, Jehovah, Jesus, Thor, Mother Earth, Isis, Goddess, Buddha, etc etc. We never take the time to appreciate it though, never take the

A Testimony
The hatred drips from the Skeletons of your souls As you break my heart, Diminish my dreams, And wreck my future. You shatter the peace in my life, Scattering the bits and pieces around on the floor. I bend down to pick up them up, Only to find myself Torn and bleeding, Cut by the sharp edges Of your hate filled reality. The blood of my pride Pours out from those wounds. Dripping and bleeding, It forms a puddle Of lost hopes and dreams. It gathers around my ankles And works its way Further and further Up my body, Drowning it in the lost dreams I once held dear And close to my heart. The pain overtakes me, Eating way at my pride And overtaking my peace of mind. Crazy thoughts of vengeance Race through me as I look for retribution. The bittersweet reality of it all Settles in my stomach, Causing the hurt and pain to ride In my throat and allowing for It to take over every last bit Of dignity I once held. The ro

Guaranteed Weight Loss
An overweight guy was reading the paper one day lamenting the fact that his doctor has ordered him to lose 75 pounds. Next thing he sees is an advertisement for a "guaranteed" weight loss program. "yeah right", he thinks to himself. "But let's see what they can do." He calls them on the phone and subscribes to the 3-day, 10 lbs. weight loss program. The next day there comes a knock at his door, and when he answers, there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nike's and a sign hanging around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, "If you can catch me, you can have me." Well, without a second thought he takes off after her. A few miles later, huffing and puffing, he finally catches her and has his way with her. After they are through he kisses the girl one last time and thinks to himself with a nod, "I like the way this company does business." For the next two days, the

The Teddy Bear Collection
Beth and her friends are out clubbing one Friday night when she meets a handsome guy by the bar. They talk, connect, and end up leaving together. When they get back to his place, he shows her around his apartment. One odd thing she notices is that an entire wall of his bedroom is devoted to a collection of stuffed toys arranged on shelves. The bottom shelf contains lots of small stuffed animals. The next shelf up contains slightly larger ones, and so on, all the way up to the top shelf, which contains gigantic teddy bears. Beth is a little surprised that a man would have such a sizable collection of stuffed animals but she decides not to be judgemental. In reality, she is actually impressed that he is willing to show his sensitive side to someone he just met. One thing leads to another and before long they are making love. The next morning, after a night of intense passion, she wakes up next to him. As she notices him waking up also, she rolls over and asks, smiling, "wa

Hell Has Frozen Over
The following is allegedly an actual question given in a University of Washington chemistry mid-term exam. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you are not a member of their faith, you will go to Hell. Since there is more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can relia

I'm Getting Old!!!!
I am feeling old today. My children do this to me. Especially on their birthdays... and today being my youngest girls birthday... i am feeling it again. She is 2 today. I know some of you are thinking, thats not that old.... but when you consider that i also have a 7yr old daughter... when the youngest has a birthday.... doesnt matter how old they are... you are going to feel old. She is just growing up too quick. I just want them to stay those cute little babies who eat and then sleep and then eat and then sleep... all day. They were easier to manage. They didnt talk back to you. They couldnt. You didnt have to chase them anywhere... they couldnt run or walk. But they have to grow up... its all what life is about. They grow into toddlers. They start talking... and you start understanding them. They run everywhere... i suppose at least im starting to get into shape from chasing her around everywhere. They get into all the things that arent allowed to... and are really sneaky about it..

Blue Orbs
One day when I was home alone, still living in the small McKeesport apartment, I was cleaning my bedroom. I heard what sounded like a light bulb popping, except it was extremely loud. Loud enough to make me jump. I walked around the apartment to investigate but couldn't find any lights that had burnt out. I went on cleaning. The next day was a Saturday. Again I was cleaning when I heard the loud popping sound. I yelled to my kids who were in the living room playing a game what that noise was. No one answered. I walked out to the living room to see them all sitting next to each other on the floor, looking as if they had seen a ghost. They proceeded to tell me that as they were sitting on the floor playing a board game a large blue ball of light started to fly towards them on the floor. Just as it got close to my oldest son, it popped. That was the sound I had heard and no doubt the same thing had caused the noise I had heard the day before. To this

Death
death is following me life is haunting me the two r colliding all at once i am not sure what to make of it go with the flow a door is opening am i ready i don't know hopefully i will grow in it or will it haunt me too push it away try to fix the unfixable some of it is not their fault so where is their peace we shall know if i can this soon embrace the gift just don't let the devil in too am i ready i don't know or will it haunt me too

Do You Believe In God?
Was sitting here reading a blog I did about Angels. Made me think back to when I was probably 6 or 7 and something really strange happened to me. When I was little I was forever getting ear aches. I remember one time it was really bad and my sister who at that time belonged to the Mormon Church suggested to my mother that she call and talk to the elders. So, my mother, probably at her wits end from my crying, decided to try anything. I remember her calling the church but I remember nothing after that. My mother said I had fallen asleep on the couch. Said she knew my ear was still hurting because I continued to cry in my sleep. She said the church had sent 4 elders to the house and they each laid a hand on my head and said a prayer. They told my mother that when I woke up I would be fine and that I would never have another ear ache again. When I woke up my mother asked me how I was. She said I told her I was fine and that my ear ache was gone. I never had another

Dream A Little Dream....just Dont Wake Up!
Yesterday I dreamed of you I can still remember that Everything was so lovely That it hurt me to wake up You made me feel so happy You were always by my side Your love was so true and real You loved me with all your might. I wish I could keep on dreaming And be forever by your side Dream a deep and beautiful dream Dream but never wake up.

Hi Everyone!
I just wanted to tell everyone thank you for the notes and kind remarks on my pictures however I'm very new at this and having a bit of problems navigating on this site. I will get back to everyone it just may take me sometime. I hope everyone has a wonderful night!

A Big Beautiful Woman
A Big Beautiful Woman She stands or sits in all her glory, Overflowing, sexy abundance, A vision of grace, charm and beauty, The dynamo of lust, giv'n the chance. Not a wall flower, ready to go, Free to only someone really wise, A hidden thrill only they will know, Endless passion is not a surprise. A magnificent sight when undressed, She has it all and plenty to spare, A vast expanse of quivering flesh, Orgasmic delights, she'll take you there. Sexy woman with meat on her bones, "Too much is never enough", you'll moan. Copyright 2005 msboy8

"i've Had Enough"
I've had enough of these fights, That we so often have. I've had enough of neglect, and I cant take any more. I've had enough sleepless nights, Wondering if you love me or not. I've had enough silent treatments, Might as well be alone. I've had enough falling tears, To last a whole lifetime. Enough is enough, And I've finally had enough!!! The one thing I never did get enough of, Was the love I wanted from you. I've been so very miserable, But I won't be anymore, "Cuz I've finally HAD ENOUGH!! BL

Wolf.s Wisdom
Wolf's Wisdom Includes: * Facing the end of one's cycle with dignity and courage * Death and rebirth * Spirit teaching * Guidance in dreams and meditations * Instinct linked with intelligence * Social and familial values * Outwitting enemies * Ability to pass unseen * Steadfastness * Skill in protection of self and family * Taking advantage of change

Volume Xxii - Distressing News
Well, an article of news came through the grapevine today, through two of my cousins. They both gave me the same message... A few of my friends I've known for awhile know about the plight of my dear sweet grandmother Annette Scott. She's been struggling with her health for quite some time. For the last 3 or 4 years, she's been dealing with respiratory problems, mainly a result of asthma, emphysema, and COPD. It wasn't until after her 70th birthday party I threw for her back in February that her health took a severe turn for the worse. She has been frequenting hospitals for the past few years, but the last time she went in, she has not returned yet. First, she went to the medical center in Milledgeville, GA; and about 3 weeks later, was transferred to a hospital in Macon. It was there that she has claimed residence for the past couple of months, on a respirator to, at first, assist her breathing...and now, basically, it is breathing FOR her. She has let my aunts Barbara and Te

Big Girls Don't Cry
"Big Girls Don't Cry" Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now You're probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they? And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay Like the little school mate in the school yard We'll play jacks and uno cards I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine Yes you can hold my hand if you want to 'Cause I want to hold yours too We'll be play

The Wolf
Wolves symbolize family, teaching, co-operation, insight, stealth, strength, leadership, loyalty, freedom, individuality, psychic energy connected to the moon (hidden wisdom), sharing knowledge and wisdom, cunning, hunting, seeking, introspection, listening, magic, dreams, They are connection to the moon.

Emptiness
Emptiness. It's like a monster. A monster that tears at your soul, rips out your heart, laughing while you lie there trying to break loose. Emptiness. There's no place to hide. You want, You need, You have to break free. It hurts. Written and © Copyright 1996 By Vanessa aka Bowiegirl

Hope Never Dies
A man driving outside of Baltimore, Maryland was southbound on Interstate 95 in the far right hand lane traveling at 55 mph, minding his own business. He noticed in his rear view mirror that a Maryland State Trooper was right behind him. A mile later nothing changed, except now he's driving at 65 mph, the maximum limit. Several miles further along, the Trooper's right on his bumper and the man increases his speed to 75 mph. The Trooper activates his lights and siren and the man reluctantly pulls onto the shoulder. After the Trooper demands the man's driver's license and registration, he sez, "Mr. {Smith}, I cannot for the life of me figure out why, when you knew I was behind you for quite some time, you sped up knowing that you could be cited for speeding. What in the world caused you to do that ? The man looked relieved, stared the Trooper directly in the eye and softly spoke, "Trooper, three months ago, my wife ran off with a Maryland State Trooper. I thought you were him, bringing h

Show The Love...
You know, I try to always post a Happy Birthday comment if your birthday is a day away. The LEAST they can do is at least say "thanks" in a mail or a comment. Why add me if you never even take the time to do anything? Hell, not asking for much! :( WwW.SparkleTags.Com

Infantryman
Unknown Author He stands on the battlefield, his boots glazed with mud, His hand rough and callused, his suit stained with blood. His hair soaked with sweat, his eyes glazed with fear, He cannot cry out, nor can he shed a tear. A shell hits the ground to the soldiers' dismay, And blasts rocks, dirt and bodies all out of its way. The infantryman ducks and holds onto his gun, For he knows if he does not, the enemy has won. When the rain stops and sounds of fighting have died, The infantryman checks on what's going outside. He stays only a while, and counts most of the dead, Then ducks back knowing it could cost him his head. And when nightfall comes, 'tis not the end of tirades, They come into trenches and start dropping grenades. The infantryman tries to sleep and then dreams, But only to wake to his own comrades' screams. He lives day to day, knowing it could be his last, For his ancestors died in similar battles past. His cause might be country, for his chi

I Am An American Soldier
THE SOLDIER'S CREED I am an American Soldier. I am a Warrior and a memeber of a team. I serve the people of the United States and live the Army Values. I will always place the mission first. I will never accept defeat. I will never quit. I will never leave a fallen comrade. I am disciplined, physically and mentally tough, trained and proficient in my Warrior tasks and drills. I will always maintain my arms, my equipment and myself. I am a expert and a professional. I stand ready to deploy,engage, and destory enemies of the United states of America in close combat. I am the guardian of freedom and the america way of life. I am an American Soldier.

Never
1. Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. 2. Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. 3. Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it. 4. Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their Maker. 5. If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. 6. If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it. 7. It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. 8. Never buy a car you can't push. 9. Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you won't have a leg to stand on. 10. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. 11. Since it's the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. 12. The second mouse gets the cheese. 13. When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 14. Birthdays

You Have....
You have let me in for that i thank you. You have let me hold you for that i like you. You have shown me happiness for that i will forever owe you. You have opened my eyes for that i want you. You have seen me for me and you still want me for that i long to kiss you (again).

Driving Rules For Jackson Mississippi
If your Jackson map is more than a few weeks old, throw it out and buy a new one. If you're in Madison or Pearl and your map is one day old, then it is already obsolete. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Jackson has its own version of traffic rules. All directions start with "Get on State Street" which has no beginning and no end. Everything in Jackson is "just off State." The morning rush hour is from 6 to 10. The evening rush hour is from 3 to 7. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended, cussed out and possibly shot. When you are the first one on the starting line, count to five when the light turns green before going to avoid crashing with all the drivers running the red light in cross-traffic. Darting back and forth from one lane to another with no signal is considered reckless driving in most other cities, but it is business as usual in Jackson. Stop signs ar

Im Really Going To Do It
okay peeps here goes i wanna fine my ct match to be my hubby on here but if there are to many people im going to have to do a contest so if u wanna hook up on here hit me up please repost if u want

You Broke Me
It was painstakingly familiar.. Lying on the floor..temples pounding.. It wasn't the first time.. I lay still..maybe you'd think I was dead.. Maybe you'd stop..maybe you'd pause.. So many maybe's..and no definates.. I always came back.. Tattered soul and a heart left wanting.. We stood there..in the middle of the street.. I held my chest.. breathing heavily against the autumn air You smirked and looked me over.. Soaked to the skin..rain dripping from every pore.. It poured that night..but I never noticed.. I begged and pleaded with you.. all I got was a slap in the face.. You kissed me a final goodbye and headed off into the fog. I wondered at that moment..if I was better off.. better off without you..better off alone.. I lost you that night.. I lost you..but I found a part of me that was broken..bruised.. I picked my heart up from a dark place inside..polished it.. I locked it in chains..held it hostage.. I vowed never to release it.. You broke me..a hundred ti

Little Sisters
I know that I'm a bad big sister sometimes, When I'm overbearing like our dad, And I'm a hypocrite when I tell you not to have the same experiences as I've had. I know that you're annoyed when I criticize your newest date, And I say and do things around you that I'm sure you must really hate. But, It's hard for me to accept That you're a woman just like me, Even though I sometimes still see in you two The little girls you used to be. I hate that I know that you'll get hurt, and I hate to hear your heart break. I wish I could hold you and comfort you when your confidence in people shakes. It's hard to know that you're growing up, and leaving your innocence behind. Sometimes I want to save you from the pain But I must sit silent and resigned. Because, It's hard for me to accept That you're a woman just like me, Even though I sometimes still see in you two The little girls you used to be. It hurts me to watch you hurt, and I wish

Lmao
You scored as Cinderella, Your alter ego is Cinderella! You often find yourself doing a lot of housework, but if you are patient, your hard work usually pays off. You are prone to losing things, so dont rush through everything.Cinderella88% Goofy81% Sleeping Beauty81% The Beast63% Pinocchio50% Peter Pan50% Cruella De Ville25% Snow White25% Ariel25% Donald Duck13% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Offshore Work
1.) RBG 2.) Transocean 3.) Chevron 4.) Diamond 5.) Pride 6.) Halliburton 7.) Baker Hughs 8.) Noble 9.) Global 10.)Universal 11.)Scorpion 12.)Shell 13.)Landcoast 14.)ENSCO 15.)Blake These I know are Top Knotch Offshore Companies an Even Entry Level Pay Is The Bomb!

Living Will
LIVING WILL INFORMATION While I was watching the football games last weekend, my wife and I got into a conversation about life and death, and the need for living wills. During the course of the conversation I told her that I never wanted to exist in a vegetative state, dependent upon some machine, and taking fluids from a bottle. She got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out all my beer. Sometimes it's tough being married to a smart ass.

Blonde Jokes
Blonde LOGIC Two blondes living in Oklahoma were sitting on a bench talking........ And one blonde says to the other, "Which do you think is farther away.......... Florida or the moon?" The other blonde turns and says "Helloooooooooo, can you SEE Florida ...?????" CAR TROUBLE A blonde pushes her BMW into a gas station. She tells the Mechanic it died. After he works on it for a few minutes, it is idling smoothly. She Says, "What's the story?" He replies, "Just crap in the carburetor" She asks, "How often do I have to do that?" SPEEDING TICKET A police officer stops a blonde for speeding and asks her very nicely if he could see her license. She replied in a huff, "I wish you guys would get your act together. Just yesterday you take away my license and th en today you expect me to show it to you!" RIVER WALK There's this blonde out for a walk. She comes to a river and sees another blonde on the opposite bank. "Yoo-hoo!" she shouts, "How can I get to the

George
Church Gossip Mildred, the church gossip, and self-appointed monitor of the church's morals, kept sticking her nose in to other people's business. Several members did not approve of her extra curricular activities, but feared her en ough to maintain their silence. She made a mistake, however, when she accused George, a new member, of being an alcoholic after she saw his old pickup parked in front of the town's only bar one afternoon. She emphatically told George (and several others) that everyone seeing it there would know what he was doing. George, a man of few words, stared at her for a moment and just turned and walked away. He didn't explain, defend, or deny... he said nothing. Later that evening, George quietly parked his pickup in front of Mildred's house... walked home... and left it there all night. You gotta love George.

The Gender Of Objects
You may not know this, but many non-living things have a gender. 1) Ziploc Bags are Male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. 2) Copiers are Female, because once turned off; it takes a while to warm them up again. It's an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can wreak havoc if the wrong buttons are pushed. 3) A Tire is Male, because it goes bald and it's often over-inflated. 4) A Hot Air Balloon is Male, because, to get it to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under it, and of course, there's the hot air part . 5) Sponges are Female, because they're soft, squeezable and retain water. 6) A Web Page is Female, because it's always getting hit on. 7) A Subway is Male, because it uses the same old lines to pick people up. 8) An Hourglass is Female, because over time, the weight shifts to the bottom. 9) A Hammer is Male, because it hasn't changed much over the last 5,000 years,

Now Thats Really Funny Lmfao
You scored as Bitch, Wohh there your a BITCH! You act pretty conceited. You may think you Miss Thing, but chances are, with your attitude, most people dont think very highly of you.Rebellious100% Controlling100% Bitch100% Jealous83% Slut83% Dishonest67% Push-Over50% Disloyal50% Shy33% Whats your personality flaw? Answer Honestly!created with QuizFarm.com

Million Dollar Question
A contestant on "Who Wants to be a Millionaire?" had reached the final plateau. If she answered the next question correctly, she would win $1,000,000. If she answered incorrectly, she would pocket only the $32,000 milestone money. And as she suspected it would be, the million-dollar question was no pushover. It was, "Which of the following species of birds does not build its own nest, but instead lays its eggs in the nests of other birds? Is it A) the condor; B) the buzzard; C) the cuckoo; or D) the vulture?" The woman was on the spot. She did not know the answer. And she was doubly on the spot because she had used up her 50/50 Lifeline and her Audience Poll Lifeline. All that remained was her Phone-a-Friend Lifeline. The woman hoped she would not have to use it because ... her friend was, well .. blond. She had no alternative She called her friend and gave her the question and the four choices. The blonde responded unhesitatingly: "That's easy. The answ

Two Unprotected Hearts
Protect my heart you say Don't sit around and wait There is no will or way For it is now too late There's nothing I can do I know, it seems so cruel I fell in love with you I broke the golden rule But I feel no regret I wouldn't change a thing And now my heart is set And bound up in a sling I just wish that I knew The state of your poor heart Been broken by a few... Been ripped and torn apart If you would just let go Allow yourself to feel Then you might come to know A way to let it heal For nothing is more rare Than love that's pure and true The love that's always there The love I have for you I've never wanted more To satisfy a woman With you it's not a chore With you, I know I can You make me feel alive You make my heart beat strong I'll wait and I'll survive Forever, isn't long.

You And Me
what day is it and in what month this clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you all of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping inwards you got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to prove and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you there's something about you now I can't quite figure out everything she does is beautiful everything she does is right you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you you and me and all of the people with noth

Never An Escape
I am sitting here thinking of a lot of things that are running through my mind right now. The biggest one is missin my dad…. It's getting to me again and it's really hard for me to deal with sometimes. It's hard to believe that after almost nine years the hurt is still this strong. Is it because I can't seem to let it go or what? I don't really know. I know that it's hard for me to see others with their parents, parents who are there, healthy and able to witness their life's events. I just don't know what to do any more with this grief. A part of me feels like if I let it go then I'm letting him go and I don't want to do that. He's my dad and I already forget so many things about him. There are other things on my mind too…. I've been thinking too much again lately. About the past… about the future…. About today…. I think too much and then I become a raging bitch to everyone around me and that isn't fair to them. But what can I do? I just don't know. Sometimes I can'

The Green Door
Winding road Up the hill Grand old building Quiet corner Out of sight Thru the gates Follow the trail Dark room waits Green door I’ll stick a note (Lab) Private place 1.00 o’clock Driven by relentless lust I make my way Nothing exists Just sweet temptation With my stranger Immorality calling……… What will unfold Within these walls? I cant avoid Conversation Devious idea Playfully toyed But now I’m here And so are you Sinful deeds Within these walls We will unleash Music soft Yellow glow Desire too strong Surrender calls Silent whispers Feel your breath Hands a slither Wedding ring Past my hips Seductive grip My handsome pleasure Your secret doll Lost your fire? Sir…allow me Devil takes his front row seat I hear my conscience Hands all over Too late now Wicked gates Closing in Devil smiles Beyond control Embers hot Forbidden waters Naked bodies U and me Wettest lips Across my back In your embrace Skin on fire Erot

To All The People On My List
Well i lost it now,i no longer care about anything.I don't care about love,money,my dreams,my goals,and my life.I completely lost interest in everything.Everyday i go check my profiles,and their is nothing,zip,zero,nada.Why the fuck do i even bother checking it.When all this people care about is being famous,and leveling up.For what thou?Eh but what do i know.To hell with it.I'm going missing in action,to find myself.Who i am,i don't know.What's my purpose,Well i don't know either.I do know that i'm somebody.Anyways you guys are great.The only thing that sucks is that you guy are to much into being famous thou,and leveling up your rateings.Anyways i'm only one guy here,and i never ask for anything thou,but to end this.Well i bid you farewell people.Until i return from finding myself.Maybe i should climbed Mount Everst,or the Himalayas.Damn if i had feet i would.Well so long suckers,and behave yourself.

Why Did I Bother To Get Up This Morning??
I knew without a shadow of a crazy doubt that I should have stayed home and just stayed in the bed. Plus I knew it was too easy for my ex to find me. As luck would have it he saw me today and had the nerve to ask me if I was mad at him. What did he want me to say at work? Oh no, I was sleeping? No, I did what I had to for the moment since I wanted to be back in the "safe" area (being in my own department) which was that I am busy and I don't wait around for the phone to ring. I have things to do. This didn't surprise me when I said it, but it did good for the moment. Then I felt like I was just completely on edge for the rest of the day. The last time he saw me today (towards the end of the shift for me) I had a long pole in my hand, getting onto a step ladder to move a box I could not reach and when I saw he was looking at me, I gave the look that said don't mess with me, I'm armed. Plus my having a cold right now didn't help my mood or anything else. I thought my headache this mornin

I Think Of You
When I'm down and all alone,When nothing seems to matter,When I lose my hope,When I'm sad and confused When it all gets turned around and 'round,I can't seem to reach for solid ground,When everything I've believed in seems untrue,All I have to do Is think of you,I think of you and it's gone Like you chase away the storm,Making it all okay I think of you,I think of you and I'm strong And I know I can go on,It's like you set me free When life gets the best of me,I just think of you Now I know what love means,And whatever life may hold for me,Through the fire,Through the rain I believe Cause there's nothing I can't bear,Knowing that you will be there,If I fall I won't break,Through it all I'll make it through,Cause all I have to do For the good times and the bad times,I just think of you,Cause you know you get the best of me,I just think of you And when I think I'm all alone,I can't see the way to go,Lost in the rain of my own tears,To wash away the pain and fear

Clouded
I feel as though I have suddenly lost sight of what I have been working so hard to achieve. I've had three Jobs since the end of January. It feels like it has all been for nothing. Yeah I have material possessions, but they mean nothing. I'm stretching myself thin and I have no hopes or aspirations to show for it. I just go to work and do my job the best that I can, come home and watch something or dink around on the computer to go to bed and do it again. I just don't know anymore. The best relationship I have right now is with the animals. I don't see much of anyone and it sucks but we are all busy and don't have the same time off. I find myself lonely more often then anything... I suppose I'm at a stand still with myself. Maybe I'm just finally burnt out. I guess I just feel mindless at this point. I need to figure out something to stimulate my mind with the question is how do I go about finding it without killing myself.

Broken Heart Syndrome
If I were to tell you the truth, you wouldn’t belive me You wouldn’t even care about what I have to say Because I’ve messed up so much in my life I want to turn it around I really do But I can’t I have a way to relieve my pain and guilt that dwells within You tell me I can’t You tell me its bad for me I don’t care… Ever since I stopped I’ve been depressed, I wanted to find a new way I couldn’t Never ever not until I found this This cancer I don’t know what to do Or say To make you believe me So I’m not even going to try There is no point No point at all You wont believe me You never do You never have And you never will Whats wrong with me?

Hellyeah Hellyeah
By Andrew Depedro Having listened to this CD on almost a daily basis over the past couple of weeks I decided to ask myself this question for no other real reason than to come up with at least something remotely introspective as an intro to this review: What did Pantera, Nothingface and Mudvayne mean to me? Well, for starters, Pantera, to me, were clearly the better band of the three and were undoubtedly one of the most important heavy metal bands to emerge in the last 20 years or so, having weathered as many musical fads as they had thrown at them before internal strife and Dimebag’s still-incomprehensible murder effectively ended them as a solid touring and recording band. Nothingface were one of the few bands in the early stages of the nu-metal genre with some potential in the form of some of their songs like “Bleeder” and “Here Come The Butchers” and I used to confuse their guitarist with KNAC.COM DJ Spyder back in the day (I think it was the cowboy hats that did it; then

Cute- O - Meter
Cute -O- MeTeR Cute-O-Meter *everyboday do it* Post this for your friends to see and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your inbox!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking Which one do you think I am? Repost this as "Cute -O- MeTeR Report as NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?] Comments:

Party
I am asking all my DSC family to come out to lake green wood sc for us to all get together face to face to see who all we are talking to .it will be the weekend of june 15th . food and drinks welcome .if you have a grill bring it. ok lets all get together and have some fun

For Kaleb And His Faimly
A PRECIOUS LITTLE BABY BOY, KALEB IS HIS NAME, WAS SHAKEN ROUND LIKE A TOY, THE SITTER WHO WAS TRUSTED IS TO BLAME. WE DON'T UNDERSTAND GOD, WE CAN'T COMPREHEND, OUR MINDS ARE IN A FOG, THIS COULD HAVE BEEN KALEBS END. YOU WHERE WATCHING OVER YOUR MISSING ANGEL THAT DAY, DAMN THE WOMAN, DAMN HER TO HELL, YOU SAVED OUR ANGEL YOU LET HIM STAY, WE'RE SAYING A PRAYER, AND WISHING THE FAMILY WELL. KALEB YOU ARE PRECIOUS, SWEET AND DEAR, LITTLE ONE CLOSE YOUR EYES AND REST, GOD IS WATCHING, GOD IS NEAR, YOUR FAMILIES FAITH HAS BEEN PUT TO THE TEST. WE WILL SAY A PRAYER FOR YOU, YOUR FAMILY WILL HOLD YOU TIGHT. GOD WILL GUIDE YOU THROUGH, YOUR FAMILY WILL STAY CLOSE TONIGHT. YOU'VE LOST YOUR SIGHT, BUT WILL ALWAYS SEE, THROUGH THE LOVE OF YOUR FAMILY.

Bad Poetry2
You are my everything, strung together like pop corn and tinsel. "There's no way that I miss her," I tell my friends all the time. But there you are on my mind, like everything forever and nowhere all together. My friends know I'm lying. Loki Listens - REAL BLOG

Duckies
hree ducks were swimming in a pond after midnight and were arrested for trespassing. The next morning, they were called to appear in court. The judge called in duck number one and said, "What where you doing in the pond after midnight?" "I was blowing bubbles." The judge then called in duck number two and asked him the same question. "Judge, I was blowing bubbles." He then called in duck number three and said, "So let me quess � you were blowing bubbles too?" "No, I'm Bubbles."

Those Wacky Amish
An Amish lady is trotting down the road in her horse and buggy when she is pulled over by a cop. Ma'am, I'm not going to ticket you, but I do have to issue you a warning. You have a broken reflector on your buggy. Oh, I'll let my husband, Jacob, know as soon as I get home. That's fine. Another thing, ma'am. I don't like the way that one rein loops across the horse's back and around one of his balls. I consider that animal abuse. That's cruelty to animals. Have your husband take care of that right away! Later that day, the lady is home telling her husband about her encounter with the cop. Well, dear, what exactly did he say? He said the reflector is broken. I can fix that in two minutes. What else? I'm not sure, Jacob ... something about the emergency brake...

Question :)
*When you and i are far apart. *Can sorrow break our tender hearts. *I love you baby yes i do. *Sleep is sweet when i think of you. *All you are is a blooming rose. *Night is here and i must close. *With care read each word in each line. *You will there a question fine...... _____________________________________________ NOW IF YOU DONT KNOW THE QUESTION THEN JUST ASK... LOL :)

Decay
Too many problems, too many troubles, always fighting, always worried. Sighing, screaming, trying but crying, frustration, confusion, depression, upsetting. Reality, fantasy, neither is ever real. Darkness, light fade to something surreal. No escaping, always falling into the fading void in the distance. Loving but hating, questioning but understanding. Intimacy, desires never surfacing from him. Living but dying slowly decaying within.

A Little Fruity But One Of My Favs
From one of my favorite movies: It seems strange that my life should end in such a terrible place, but for three years I had roses and apologized to no one. I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish. Every inch, but one. An inch. It is small and it is fragile and it is the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it or give it away. We must NEVER let them take it from us. I hope that whoever you are, you escape this place. I hope that the worlds turns, and that things get better. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that, even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you.

Dead 2 The World
Dead 2 The World (My Rap) dead to the world now gone from existance a soul that once was gave up no resistance a loss of all hope and a body left hollow the entity now floats not seein tommorow torn of all self and stripped of all memory nothing else left just a whisper of small energy a moment of sad silence before it dissapears all over some damn violence family broken into tears

§ Come Show Some Love §
Hello just a reminder in 3 days i will be having a party at my lounge the dragon song inn and at the sam time the party will be going on in my fiance's lounge 2 her lounge's name is wonderland everybody is welcome to come and have fun their will be live music providide by excalibur radio all are wel come to come and just have fun and kick back ( important note if i do not want you their you will be asked to leave by my door men if you fail to respond to that then you will be banned from the lounges's ) Thank You, Al ~Lost In The Dark~

Hiring For The Guilty Pleasures Lounge, Come Join An Awesome Team!
COME JOIN THE STAFF OF GUILTY PLEASURES. HIRING FOR DAY AND NIGHT SHIFTS. LOOKIN FOR FRIENDLY, OUTGOING PEOPLE, THAT LOVE BEING PART OF A GREAT TEAM! LOOKIN FOR BARTENDERS, SECURITY, WAITERS/WATRESSES, GREETERS. LIVE DJ "EXCALIBUR RADIO" AWESOME GROUP OF PEOPLE! GREAT WAY TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS, I KNOW THE STAFF I HAVE NOW, LOVE THEM, GLAD TO HAVE THEM PART OF THE FAMILY! CONTACT ME IF INTERESTED. THANKS SO MUCH! JEN

Well Aint That A Kick In The...
Well Good Morning…I am Back. For how long lord only knows, however I am back now and our system is up and...running after minor, well major repairs and much French being cast in all directions. I will not be around for another move of our business that much I surely will concur. So how is every little thing in your neck of the world? Mine as I said was testing my ability to remain calm daily. Had it not been that everyone was looking up to me for guidance and hope I think I may have lost it. Thanks in part to my two youngest daughters being there and helping was big.. I will get into the details of the move and how everything came to a head on Friday night when we were finishing up and putting away the last few skids of material but for now that story will wait until next week…oh I wont forget to tell it, it has adventure and hate and discontent and all those things that make the world go round so I shall not forget to tell it all, I will close this portion of the morning missive by s

Pope's Visit
Subject: FW: The Pope's visit >The Pope was visiting New York, so the Cardinal sent a limo to JFK to bring >him into the city. > >After getting all of Pope Benedict's luggage loaded into the limousine (and >he doesn't travel >lightly), the chauffeur noticed that the Pope was still standing on the >curb. > >Chauffeur: "Excuse me, Your Holiness, would you please take your seat now >so >we can leave?" > >"Well, to tell you the truth," said the Pope, "they never let me drive at >the Vatican since when I was a Cardinal, >and I'd really like to drive today." > >Chauffeur: "I'm sorry, Your Holiness, but I can't let you do that. I'd lose >my job, and what if something should happen?" >protested the driver, wishing he'd never gone to work that morning. > >"Who's going to tell?" said the Pope with a smile. > >Reluctantly, the chauffeur got in the back as the Pope climbed in behind >the >wheel. The driver quickly regreted his decision when, after exiting the >airpor

11 Months Old Today
Today my lil guy turns 11months old ....i can't believe how time has flown it seems like just yesterday i was bringing him home from the hospital & saying i can't believe i'm a mom lol...Now he's learned soo much & seems to have become sooo independent even @ 11months old.....He has 4 teeth now,is standing on his own,pulling up on things & cruising around the room while holding onto things as he goes....next thing i know he will be walking & getting into EVERYTHING HAHA.....I gotta say though i thougt motherhood was gonna be tough but our angel is just that an angel...He is a wonderful happy sweet loving baby we couldn't ask for better we are sooo lucky to be blessed with our angel....we love him with all our hearts

Taegen's Law
I JUST GOT THIS POSTED IN ONE OF MY BULLETINS, SO I DECIDED TO POST IT ALSO!!! PLEASE DO THE SAME!!! I just wanted to clear some things up. I found this little girls mydeathspace, and followed the link to her memorial site. that is where I e-mailed her grandma Jan, and she gave me all the information about what happened to her. the pictures, I got from he memorial site. the bulletin your about to read, was written by me:Tracy Inman of VA. WHAT KIND OF WORLD DO WE LIVE IN WHEN WE CAN'T EVEN LEAVE OUR CHILDREN WITH "BABY SITTERS" just copy and paste the HTML and forward it on. www.ipetitions.com/petition/TAEGEN/ get ready to cry, because what I am about to write is going to take your heart, and squeeze it tight. this is by far the worst story I have come across on mydeathspace.com. but I think this is something I really need to pass on. I need everyone's help with this please. especially all of the mommy and daddy's on here. lets put myspace to some good use. it only take

Two Ways To Look At Things . . . . . .
My wife and I were sitting at a table at my High School reunion, and I kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearby table. My wife asks, "Do you know her?" "Yes," I sighed, "She's my old girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up those many years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since." "My God!" says my wife, "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long? So you see, there really are 2 ways to look at everything!

How To Call The Police When You're Old And Don't Move Fast Anymore.
George Phillips of Meridian, Mississippi, was going up to bed when his wife told him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, which she could see from the bedroom window. George opened the back door to go turn off the light but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things. He phoned the police, who asked "Is someone in your house?" and he said "no". Then they said that all patrols were busy, and that he should simply lock his door and an officer would be along when available. George said, "Okay," hung up, counted to 30, and phoned the police again "Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people stealing things from my shed. Well, you don't have to worry about them now because I've just shot them." Then he hung up. Within five minutes three police cars, an Armed Response Unit, and an ambulance showed up at the Phillips' residence and caught the burglars red-handed. One of the Policemen said to George: "I thought you said that yo

Tick Tock
incoherences brain loss absolute confusion why why why... breathe please inhale exhale 1 2 3 (groan not again) AHHHHHHHHHH loss of control has progressed smash bam boom across the floor crash tinkle glass in your skin [insert scream of anguish here] tears drip drip drip blood mingles help me die !

Hey Read Me Please
http://www.neopets.com/refer.phtml?username=hofosho86 sign up even if you will never use this site (and frickin make sure you confirm the signing up by putting in your activation code thats sent to you via email) AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOR FUCKING EVER - its NEOPETS a website geared towards kids and teens - im addicted to it lol please i wanna buy a paintbrush for my pet elephante

Ok No More
OK FRIENDS AND FAMILY I HAVE HAD MY FIRST CONTEST AND THANX TO ALL OF YOU THAT HAS TRYED TO HELP ME OUT BUT I THINK I WILL JUST STICK TO HELPING MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY OUT I AM A MUCH BETTER BOMBER THEN BEING IN A CONTEST TO STRESSFUL SO AFTER THIS CONTEST THAT IS IT FOR ME I WILL BE BOMBING EVERYONE ELSE!!!! 3 DAYS LEFT AND THAT IS ALL FOR ME

Heart Full Of Hope, Mind Full Of Wonder...
Today as I sit awake during these early morning hours, find my heart filled with hope and curiosity as I prepare for my first day of work. Seeing as I'll be doing two different jobs (5 days a week in all), there is more pressure than normal. One of these positions makes me finacially responsible for a great deal of money. But with this hope and confusion also comes a great relief. At $8 an hour this is just the oppertunity I need to pay back all my debt and start my life over. And with that comes to mind those that have helped me realize what I was too stubborn to see on my own...That minnesota had nothing but broken promises and lost dreams for me. Today is my redemption...

Please Help Th Horses Out..please Please Please
Please help feed the retired horses I take in im going broke and need help.I also find them good homes.you can call me at (904-282-6039) or dldean@bellsouth.net.No one will read my post and if I dont get some help Ill have to stop helping them and my hart will brake.

Real Women
LADIES - Cure for headaches: Take a lime, cut it in half and rub it on your forehead. The throbbing will go away. REAL WOMEN - Take a lime, mix it with tequila, chill and drink. You might still have the headache, but who cares! LADIES - Stuff a miniature marshmallow at the bottom of a sugar cone to prevent ice cream drips. REAL WOMEN - Just suck the ice cream out of the bottom of the cone, for Pete's sake. You're probably sitting on your ass on the couch, with your feet up anyway. And finally the most important tip.... LADIES! - Don't throw out all that leftover wine. Freeze into ice cubes for future use in casseroles and sauces. REAL WOMEN - HUH!!!!!!!Leftover wine?? REAL WOMEN R HARD 2 FIND, N IMPOSSIBLE 2 FORGET

Only Here To Make Friends!
Friends say that I'm sincere, friendly, out going , funny, easy to get along with, caring and sometimes goofy. I'm shy at first, until I get to know someone. I like to go out and just hang out or small party crowd. I like to go with the flow. I enjoy music, laughter, movies, wrestling, Nascar, sewing (I design quilts), arts, my family, outdoors, ballgames, bowling, dinning out or just staying at home. I can be a little playful at times. Would like to find someone to share my life with. I enjoy life and know how to live it. I am a team player, don't want to control and don't want to be controled either. I am a person who is straight forward, I say what I mean and tell it how it is. I am loyal, faithful, always there when it really counts. I'm easy going, open minded, flexable and romantic. I am not in to head games. I enjoy cooking, but also enjoy dining out. I enjoy a good conversation, listening to music, I love to dance and love to do fun things. I'm looking for

Wow
What a night and what a morning!!!! It sucks to wake up with a horoscope like this! Let yourself feel whatever it is you need to feel. Putting off emotions or trying to make them go away could make them pop up in surprising and perhaps unwelcome ways later on. Deal with this right now. Hmmm what could this possibly mean????

Courtship
You call me from your sleep and I arise to your hearts whisper. My path is light by the candle of you skin, a flame on the blood hot moon. I watch you through the window through the shade of a sleepless dream. I am rustling on soft night breeze, I am sweet mist of your breath, and I know you feel my presence your body moves with each stroke of my gaze the music of your dance is now the rhythm of desire.

For All My New Friends
This poem is for you my friend For not giving up on me. For listening, and holding me tight when I have had a bad day. For showing your love and letting me know you care. I in return will show my love and let you know I care, I will never forget what you have done for me, and if I have to say goodbye today, I will always remember and pray that you will remember me. This poem is for you my friend. maybe someday we'll cross paths and share our friendship the way we wished we could now. So when tomorrow comes and I am not here please remember that you will always be in my heart, and I will never be that far away. This poem is for you my friend. I hope and pray that you will always remember me I will never forget you my friend. Dont ever think I forgot because you will always and forever be in my heart This poem is for you my friend. I hope that I changed your life and made you smile. This poem is for you my friend.

My New Lounge
Come join the Play ground rejects in The Devils Playground...Brand new ct lounge...If u dont feel like u belong anywhere else...The Devil will make u feel welcome Come in and try ur skills at being a DJ...we would love to give u the chance! Click the pic below and it will bring u straight to hell (repost of original by '♫ DJ Insane ♫ ¢¾ Mrs Kreator ¢¾ {Playground Reject #666}' on '2007-06-06 05:34:11') (repost of original by 'MISSING MY SSG! ~Playground Reject 007~ & ~dj slipknot's ct girl~' on '2007-06-06 05:37:55') (repost of original by '♫ DJ Insane ♫ ♥ Mrs Kreator ♥ {Playground Reject #666}' on '2007-06-06 05:41:15') (repost of original by 'DJ KREATOR~{ PLAYGROUND REJECT}~~{PURRRS HUSBAND}~' on '2007-06-06 05:57:24') (repost of original by 'twister(devil's playground reject #1967)' on '2007-06-06 06:04:47') (repost of original by 'DJ KREATOR~{ PLAYGROUND REJECT}~~{PURRRS HUSBAND}~' on '2007-06-06 06:14:45') (repost

New Secretary
Dr. Johnson got himself a new secretary. She was young, sweet, and very polite. One day while taking dictation, she noticed his fly was open. When leaving the room, having a husband in the military she said, "Dr. Johnson, your barracks door is open." He did not understand her remark, but later on he happened to look down and saw that his zipper was open. He decided to have some fun with his secretary. Calling her in, he asked, "By the way Miss Jones, when you saw my barracks door was open this morning, did you also notice a soldier standing at attention?" The secretary, who was quite witty replied, "Why no sir, all I saw was a little disabled veteran sitting on two duffel bags."

A Party To Remember
The day started as any other day. I spent the early afternoon with Master. We had a wonderful session, followed by a picnic in the park. We sat under one of the large trees on his 6 acres of property. He told me he had plans for me this evening, and my heart began to pound. I adored my Master, and I would do anything he asked of me. For I had been with him for 3 years...I trusted him...I knew he would never do any thing to harm me. We went back to the house...it was a large house, almost a mansion...atleast it was as close to one as I would ever come to see. It had 6 bedrooms.....and the down stairs rooms were very large. There was also the usual housekeeping staff one might expect to find in such a large dwelling. Master led me to an upstairs room....one that had been set aside as my room when ever I would come to stay. Master walked in with me......informed me that there was going to be a party tonight. I was instructed to shower....shave myself clean....and to put on the dres

Seren Bombers Family
TIACINDERS/ROCKGIRLTIA:FOUNDER SERENE BOMBERS tracey 'spudbaby angel of mercy .seren bombers ' 'VampireGirl: Seren Bombers' Richtee. Member of Brits on Tour Seren Bombers Roxanne 'ur2gd2betru1' Seren Bombers Canadian_Hottie..."Seren Bombers"'s 'ALICIA~*~SEREN BOMBERS~*~ club F.A.R.~*~READ MY BLOG AND BOMB MY CONTEST PIC...PLEASE!!!LUV U ALL~' 'Mary~*~SEREN BOMBER*~*Club F.A.R*~ Wordman aka "Kiss's Homan"'s

In Honour Of Mothers
This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's alright honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who D ON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. And for the mothers who lost their baby in that precious 9 months that they will never get to watch grow on earth but one day will be reunited with in Heaven! This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who fro ze the

The Keeper Of My Heart
She met him at his hotel. This was the first time they were going to meet. She knocked on the door, and after a few moments a very handsome man opened the door. He was very tall, dark hair with a slightly mused up look, and the most beautiful green eyes she had ever seen. Her heart was pounding, and her knees were shaking, and she was sure he would notice. He smiled down at her, and opened the door a little farther inviting her in. She returned the smile and slowly entered the room. She heard him close the door as she looked around the dimly lit room. Then suddenly she felt his hands upon her shoulders to take her jacket. She let him remove the jacket, then slowly turned to look at him. After he hung up the jacket he turned to her, and for the first time a word was spoken. “Hello my love”he said to her. “I have been waiting for this moment for so long.” This was the same voice she had come to know and love over the phone. Slowly she reached her finger tips out to gently tou

Latest Medical Info
Have you ever noticed that to get the right tests done... or to get your health back in order you have to fight the medical establishment all the damn way.??? After finally making a big enough fuss over the pain and problems I've been having that are getting worse mind you.... they finally had me come in to be re-evaluated.I know that I'm a medical weirdo already..been trying to tell all these damn dr's that too and they don't want to listen...but now they have to.After an hour and a half at the dr's office going over and over the problems and the tests that have already been done and when...they finally decided to give m e a surgery date for July...but I was not about to wait that damn long since been dealing with this issue for months already...so in order to try to speed things up a bit.. I will be under going a CT scan in the very near future.Once the Ct scan is done and we find out what it has to say then we WILL be moving the surgery ahead to within a week or two of that.

Just Because I Love You...
Just because I love you doesn't mean I'm weak! Just because I love you doesn't mean I'm stupid! Just because I love you doesn't mean you can walk all over me! Just because I love you doesn't mean I won't leave you. I love you! I really do! But I love myself too! I love you and always will even if I never talk to you ever again. I love you and always will even if I move on with out you. I love you and always will even if I find somebody new. ~Lorenzo the ModernDaVinci

A Favor Please
To all my friends I have not forgotten about you. I am sorry I have been absent abit lately. My dear mother has been very ill lately and I have been trying to be of help. See now needs a liver transplant, but the wait is both to long and she would not survive it. So I am asking all my friends to please add her to your prayers. She is a most wonderful and loving person. She never ask anything of anyone and always does for others. My parents are my heros and I love them dearly, so if you have a spare moment please. I have not been gone for any other reason except her health and I love you all...Thanks Jacque

Bad News
My step dad, passed away on Monday. I will be going home to Ohio for a lil while. He passed away from a grandmaw [sp] seizure face down in his sleep. It's been rough for me the last few days. I will not be logging one while I am home. I will be locking all my folders here in a few. They wont be staying open while I am gone. Dont need people looking at me while I am grieving! Peace Poke Now I need a Snoke!

Life In General
I'm at work talking to my boss about nothing in particular, when all of the sudden he says to me, and I quote, "So I was taking out the trash last night and thought it would be really exciting if there was a dead body there in the dumpster." What do you say to that? I just stared blankly back at him thinking, "this man is a college graduate, he leads others, he is a figurehead in the organization and he thinks it would be exciting to find a dead body" What seemed like hours to me were mere seconds in reality and I did reply, "Really, you would like that?" "Well, yeah." he bellowed, "All the police and news people coming out to interview me and the other people in the area…" And this is where I'd like to start. I've lived long enough and seen enough to know that the majority of the populace are stupid, there's a small group that are just ignorant and can in time be folded and molded into something credible. Then there are the proud and the few that lead the hapless masses to

Horoscope June 6, 2007
You said you were ready to take the next step, and at the time you meant it. Now that you think about it, though, you're having second thoughts. Talk it over instead of being pressured to go either way. Can't talk it over if the other side has either one word answers or won't talk it over at all?

Gas Gas Gas
Things won't change until the bosses change and god knows that you can only exchange one evil for another for so long before it seems like the norm! Alright, that out of the way... Lets discuss something near and dear to the public's heart, ~gas prices~. Please tell me that you are as pissed off as I am about this? I rolled by a station the other day and was astounded to see that a gallon of gas is almost $4.00. It's o.k. to joke, I've seen the pages that rouse the humor of high gas prices (unleaded = arm, super = first born), but we really need to get focused. Why is gas so much? Are we lacking oil? What are we doing about it? Really folks, if we are in a crisis situation where oil is almost gone, why aren't we looking for other options. I know there's got to be something... I'm no fuel expert, but I did study physics and movement, combustion is not the only way to unleash kinetic energy! This morning my better half writes to me that there was some type of cyclone in the m

Broken Promises
it seems like everytime i turn around someone is making promises they know they cant keep so why even bother why tell people you promises when you know it is nothing but a lie so threw for this is one that will not make promises anymore or even listen to them been hurt to many times by them and just cant take it anymore yeah i know i am whining but you know what who cared but me anyways if you dont want to hear me rant or read my rants then dont but all i have to say is stop making romises you know you cant keep

Seriously
i really am pregnant again!! i'm due in january.. crazyness, huh?? oh-well life goes on another day.. please comment this blog and tell what you think.. i need ideas for names starting with a J for either girls or boys... thank you!!

Medical Bloopers
Exam of genitalia reveals that he is circus sized. Rectal exam revealed a normal size thyroid. (Long fingers?) A midsystolic ejaculation murmur heard over the mitral area. When she fainted, her eyes rolled around the room. She can't get pregnant with her husband, so I will work her up. The patient states there is a burning pain in his penis which goes to his feet. On the second day the knee was better and on the third day it had completely disappeared. The patient has been depressed ever since she began seeing me in 1983. I will be happy to go into her GI system, she seems ready and anxious The patient has no past history of suicides. Patient has left his white blood cells at another hospital. By the time he was admitted, his rapid heart had stopped, and he was feeling much better. The patient refused an autopsy. Many years ago the patient had frostbite of the right shoe. The bugs that grew out of her urine were cultured in the Casualt

Attention Cherries Please Read
Hello there every one,stop by to check my page,skins,family and lounge. and if you like to join my lounge you can click on the banner below to go and subscribe Have an amazing Hump Day! Thank you for all the love. Hugs & kisses. WildCat T.M.A.F LOUNGE

Prescriptive Compliance:
Prescriptive compliance: A woman in Arkansas brought her baby in to see the doctor, and he determined right away the baby had an ear ache. He wrote a prescription for ear drops. In the directions he wrote, "Put two drops in right ear every four hours" and he abbreviated "right" as an R with a circle around it. Several days passed, and the woman returned with her baby, complaining that the baby still had an earache, and his little behind was getting really greasy with all those drops of oil. The doctor looked at the bottle of ear drops and sure enough, the pharmacist had typed the following instructions on the label: "Put two drops in R ear every four hours."

The Ranks Of A Hospital
The Ranks of a Hospital Surgeon: Leaps tall buildings in a single bound Is more productive than a train Is faster than a speeding bullet Walks on water Talks with God Internist: Leaps short buildings in a single bound Is more powerful than a switch engine Is faster than a speeding BB Walks on water if the sea is calm Talks with God if special request is approved General Practitioner: Leaps short buildings with a running start and favorable winds Is almost as powerful as a switch engine Can fire a speeding bullet Walks on water in an indoor swimming pool Is occasionally addressed by God Resident: Barely clears a picket fence Loses tug-of-war with a train Can sometimes handle a gun without inflicting self-injury Swims well Talks with animals Intern: Makes high skid marks on a wall when trying to leap buildings Is run over by a train Is not issued ammunition Dog paddles Talks to walls Medical Student: Runs into buildings Recognizes a train

I Know
i know that i am not rich i know that i am not perfect i know that i can be a real big bitch i know that i need you by myside i know that i love you i know that my heart beats just for you i know that with out you my heart dose not beat i know that i messed up with you big time and i am sry 4 that. i know that sometimes at night i think of things that i know that i should not be thinkin i know that i promised you that i will not hurt myself and i will keep that promise too u i know that i miss you so much.

Something I Wrote A While Back.
I cannot seem to get in the right word to explain how I feel. Maybe I am too stupid, too selfish, too cruel, or too lazy to find the perfect way to express my feeling. Alternatively, it could be that I am just self-centered to understand what is going on. I know what I want in life. In addition, maybe I am expecting too much from the people that surround me. I know that I cannot get what I want, but I can always try to get what I believe is right for me. And when I do not get what I want. Then I give my self-hope by telling myself, “at list I tried” Unfortunately, I always seem to hear that voice telling me that I did not do it right. I can only do so much on my side and If I have any nerve left to do more then I keep on doing until I can not go on anymore. Life is just a game, you either win or loose, but we do our best to win even when we loose we feels like the winners, only because we did our best. At list that what I try to do. I have gone through hell and back and back to

Too Busy For A Friend
Too Busy for a Friend... One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matte

Thank You
Again, it is what it is Thank you for all the times we shared even if you didn't really care Thank you for the passionate nights at least the ones there were no fights Thank you for a love so rare the crumbs of which you kindly shared Thank you for coming into my life and showing me how it could be filled with strife Thank you for showing the error of my ways you reminded me daily for days and days Thank you for turning my world around and showing me just how far the fall was down Thank you for giving my life a new meaning my pleasure for life you were slowly gleening Thank you for twisting the final screw running when at last I finally blew Thank you for leaving me all this pain you'll never know just how much I've gained Thank you for this nervous twitch all those nights you loved being such a fucking bitch Thank you for drawing out my inner strength lest I'd have fuckin choked you at length Thank you for showing me what I truely am

Hell Yeah
hell yeah i'm in the juggalo mafia now so if there r any juggalo's and ofcours any juggalette's out there come by and add me as a friend show me and other fellow juggalo's some much mutha fuckin clown love.

[seat Watch On The Window]
[Seat watch on window] -Think 'n confused- I don't know who you are, I don’t know if they love me back or never. Make my heart get RIP OFF 'n hurt lots! And don't know who my truly friend, that fine with me… I let you GOOO! FOUCS by yourself and you’re truly friend than me do... I knew some my truly friend was avoid and hide on me, wont tell to me truly honestly! I can feel a VIBES!- [Rip off on you by my heart]

What Is There To Do
can someone help me my mind isn't in the right place and i need help can anyone give some marriage advice or some mental help i'm going crazy i love her but i keep messing up everything i do and say is wrong but she is golden to everyone please help me

Bad Mood Busters
>1. How Do You Catch a Unique Rabbit? >Unique Up On It. > >2. How Do You Catch a Tame Rabbit? >Tame Way. > >3. How Do Crazy People Go Through The Forest ? >They Take The Psycho Path > >4. How Do You Get Holy Water? >You Boil The Hell Out Of It > > >5. What Do Fish Say When They Hit a Concrete Wall? >Dam! > > > >6. What Do Eskimos Get From Sitting On The Ice too Long? >Polaroid's > >7. What Do You Call a Boomerang That Doesn't work? >A Stick > >8 What Do You Call Cheese That Isn't Yours? >Nacho Cheese. > >9. What Do You Call Santa's Helpers? >Subordinate Clauses. > >10. What D o You Call Four Bullfighters In Quicksand? >Quattro Sinko. > >11. What Do You Get From a Pampered Cow? >Spoiled Milk. > >12. What Do You Get When Yo u Cross a Snowman With a Vampire? >Frostbite. > >13. What Lies At The Bottom Of The Ocean And Twitches? A Nervous Wreck. > >14. What's The Difference Between Roast Beef And Pea Soup? >Anyone Can Roast Beef. > >15. Where Do Y

Just A Friendly Reminder;-)!! Thanks
please vote for me!! This will only take a few mins of your time if that! please help me become Miss June in the Calendar contest. I will get 5 points for every person I get to join using my recruiter ID# 457!! just sign up and upload 2 pics of your self and your done and don't even need to use it if you don't want to. it really means alot to me if you could take the time to help me out. thank you very much and have a great day ;)!! make sure you use my recruiter id#457 when you join otherwise I won't get the 5 points:( click here to join Tri-state Hotties please vote for me daily or as much as you can:)!! 5 is HOT and 1 is NOT here the link to me Teaseumbikini WWW.TEASEUMBIKINI.COM thank you xoxoxoxoxo

Buffy Fan Video - Willow (evanescense - Tourniquet)
_________________________________________________ Ok, so I've decided since I posted this here, and someone was nice enough to rate it anyway *grin*...I'll leave it. Besides, it reminds me of a lot of the good discussions my friends and I have had in the past about the way television programs have changed so much since the TV was first introduced. Most of our discussions, of course, centered around the last 20 - 30 years or so of sitcoms, cartoons, late-night viewing, and even how the news is delivered now. There's definitely far too much sex, violence, and other negative imagery/influence on the big screen and TV; but as long as there's a "market" for it (people who want it and will continue to contribute to it) it's not going to go away. I'm not saying I'm some prude who's totally against any of that...FAR from it, really. If you knew me, or at least had a general feel for who I am...you'd know that. However, I'm also a mother and I do worry about how this all affects

Safety Tips
Before we get to the good stuff, though, a few safety tips are in order. * Talk about what's going on with your partner. You don't necessarily have to tell him or her exactly what you're planning; in fact, sometimes surprises are fun. But you don't want to do anything your partner hates, either. This isn't just for one person's benefit. * Establish a "safeword." What's that? It's a code word that the submissive can use to mean "stop. Really. I mean it." You don't want to use a word like "no" or "stop," because sometimes you might want to work a pretend struggle into your fantasy. (I like "aardvark.") If your scene involves gagging your partner, establish another way that that person can say "Enough"--one common solution is for the gagged partner to hold a bell or some other object, and drop it if things get to be too much. * Keep a few things handy. You want to tie somebody up? Cool, but have some scissors on hand in case you need to get 'em loose in a hurr

Awwww Helllllll Nawwwwwww
I HAD TO POST THESE PICS. THEY ARE MAD FUNNY. I AM UPSET THAT THE STASH IS DOWN BUT AS SOON AS THEY ARE BACK UP AND I HAVE SOME TIME I WILL POST THEM FOR STASH RATINGS IN THE MEAN TIME SIT BACK AND GET YOUR LAUGH ON. I GOT THESE PICS FROM VARIOUS BLACK WEEK SITES OK. SO DON'T HOLLER AT ME ABOUT THEM. I THINK SHE LIKES SRITE. WHAT DO U THINK? I THINK HE IS TOO OLD 2 BE INTO BARNEY!!!! THINGS THAT MAKE U GO HMMMMMMMM????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????? SHE IS SO WRONG 4 THE BOOTS. I HEARD IT WAS 90D AT THE BEACH. SHE IS STRAIGHT UP AWWWWWW I DONT KNOW WHAT 2 SAY I AM LIKE DANG U LIKE THE CANDY THAT MUCH???? I THINK THIS IS SOMEONES BABY. HE LOOKS LIKE HE HAS DOWN SYNDROME OR SOMETHING. LIKE WHY DID U DO THIS????????????

Techniques
More from http://www.xeromag.com/fvbdsm_scenarios.html Techniques Adding realism to scenarios Many scenarios include the submissive being taken by "force". One fun technique that can make this more fun is to buy cheap clothing from a thrift store that can be torn, sliced, or cut off the submissive. Cheap, disposable clothing can lend a fun air of realism to the scenario. Extended Bondage For people who like bondage, one thing that can be fun is to have the submissive sleep bound. This is most easily done if the submissive's hands and feet are bound together; extended bondage in one position (as, for example, if the submissive were tied to the bed) can become quite uncomfortable. Note that if you do this, you should not leave the submissive in a room alone, and you should bind the submissive in a way which can be released quickly in case the house catches fire ! Extended Penetration With practice, it is possible to train a person's body to ac

Funny To Me Now
You know, when I first watched "SlingBlade" all I could do was feel depressed the whole time and feel the usual pity I have when I see someone who is handicapped. Not anymore. Now I think it is the funniest movie ever. The only sad part is when Carl tells the story about throwing his prematurely born brother away. It's a brilliant performance by Billy Bob Thornton, and it's so fuckin funny! I also wish John Ritter could have played a gay man in more movies cuz he is awesome at portraying a middle aged gay. The overall point is, I can laugh all day that movie.

Love Or....
From the first time i met you I knew you were something special A person i could connect with Relate certain feelings unto one another Connecting far beyond normal friendship Both of us not noticing at all Being Stubborn, naive and young To right the steps we took toward the wrong Pushing eachother til we break Only to cause heartbreak in both I gave my heart to the wrong soul Only to be shoved in my own face But it still leads me right back If my love isnt true, what is?

Titles Ppl Help
For tears i never cried in your presence It has all been made up for now Constant sadness and weeping While thinking of you makes me smile And also cry at the same time Your smiling face i remember As if it were yesterday Also feelings we have expressed That made me thing this wouldnt happen again Hope is all that is left For you to be mine in the end

Paris Hilton
I am so damn tired of turning on the TV and hearing about Paris Hilton. I do not care if she is in prison. I do not care if she has a porno out. I just do not care about Paris Hilton. She is a stupid and ugly spoiled brat, that bought herself into fame. Why can't we talk about something of importance. Like the dingleberries in Joe Schome's underwear.

Comments Please
IF YOU COME HELP ME WIN I WILL Help You If You Ever NEED IT PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE A BUNCH OF COMMENTS I WILL EVEN BUY YOU A GIFT IF YOU LEAVE AT LEAST 250 COMMENTS i have never won nething before so now is the time to help a girl out pwease thanks

Blah
to make the fading light brighten back to its full capacity It takes two to brighten the flame of love and nurturing for eachother Cannot light a fire without a spark With one and not the other Times fade out of your memory never to be relinquished again

Titles
Love in so many ways makes you whole Caring and thoughtfulness completes a soul Without anyhtign a heart turns black as night Nothing to complete you, means no trust even in the light This soul has loved and lost to many times Never finding the right one until way past my prime Noone to blame for all that was here But my own self and no pity for my own mistakes Out of chances for true love, no trust left at all Even if me and her dont make it passed this Trust was my weakness through "us" In the end it will be my strongest virtue

Cuckoo
Feelings of lust and loneliness Dont help fix a relationship Especially while confined In these four walls Time and freedom are key To making it al work Not being able to give The proper attention To the one you love and not the one you Lust for in so many ways Is hard for us both

Photo Requests!
What type of photos would you like to see? Once i move up a level again I want to add new photos but i am looking for suggestions... Please let me know on this blog..not my shoutbox as it does not always work! :) Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Do This For Me Retta
You're Not Just Vanilla Sex... You're More Like Rum Raisin Good news! You're a fun frolic -- not so repressed that you can't utter a peep during lovemaking, but not swinging from the chandelier, either. You have a firm grasp on the notion that today's woman knows how to get what she wants, and has a healthy respect for her own sexuality -- which is reflected in her level of passion in the sack. "Married sex can be the best sex," says Lisa Douglass, PhD, coauthor of The Sex You Want: A Lover's Guide to Women's Sexual Pleasure (Marlowe & Co., 2003). "The intimacy and familiarity that come with a long-term relationship make it more likely that sex is mutually satisfying." But it's important to remember, as you get deeper into a long-term relationship, to continue to give your partner feedback as your sexual desires and needs change. It's almost impossible to maintain that breakneck passion from the first few months, but you can continue to evolve as a couple if you work to keep things new

My First Day Here
Im new here to this site and like it alot. I think I may become a junkie. Theres so much info on just one page its so neat. I was on myspace for ages and a friend led me here so thanks and I hope to meet alot of cool people.

What Bout Raven?
My name is straight from the dark, gothic world of Edgar Allen Poe... conjurin up unsettlin images of fear & misery. I am cloaked n mystery, hidin not only behind the long, stringy hair that covers my face, but behind layers of deception. Deep hatred & distain 4 virtually every1, everything round me... a love 4 brutality & violence. Raven, never flittin, still is sittin, still is sittin on the pallid bust of Death, just above ur chamber door; My eyes have all the seemin of... a demon's that is dreamin, the lamp-light over me streamin, throws my shadow on the floor; My soul from out that shadow... that lies floatin on the floor, shall b lifted... NEVERMORE!!!

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Why Can't They Be Friends?
Why cant we be friends Current mood: exanimate I dont get it. If someone makes you misrable why be with them. Why pine for them. Why scream at them. Why can't they just be friends. And why do they have to email me asking me if I am fucking thier ex husband, when they should know by now that I am not. But I guess things will never be that easy. I think if they could sit with an imparshal party and discuss things like civalized adults, then maybe they can work things out and get back togeather. But will they ever really be happy? I guess only time could tell. But the constant screaming and yelling at each other is not the way it should be. In order to make your relationship work, you have to work at it. To go back and a few days later come back to stay with Ernie and I, not to even try. Or maybe she is just that crazy. And then hunting down thier friends on myspace and sending them mean messages is just childish. (No offense guys, but it is.) Grow up and act like adul

Just Ranting
hello all. ever have one of those days where you just want to enlighten everyone? well, some don't like me for some reason. could it be that i am a bold person who really doesn't care what others think? could it be i have way too much fun and they think that is bad? well, i like me and if you don't it's not my loss. i used to try to please everyone and make everybody happy. so who got left out? me! everyone else got what they wanted and moved on. me, still searching. well, guess what? i can't help it i am still like that..lol. i can't change who i am. now, those of you who are my very close friends, please don't think this is about you or directed directly at you, ok? it's for all those others who i thought were my friends who just wanted to use me and lose me. i just want a little payback for all the stuff i do for others ya know? i aim to please, so when is it my turn? any takers?

Gas Prices!!!!
HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem f

Take The Quiz
ALL ABOUT ME ! by oodangletsbang9*BASICS*first name::: JESSYmiddle name::: GREYEAGLEage::: 25school::: SOME COLLEGEcurrent loccation::: NASHVILLE TENNESSEEdate or birth::: MAY 17birthday::: MAY 17hair color::: GREYeye color::: BROWN*THIS OR THAT*love or money::: LOVE THEM BOTHkiss or hug::: BOTHcat or dog::: DOGpepsi or coke::: WATERcountry or rap::: COUNTRYpunch or smack::: PUNCHaim or aol::: YAHOO IMday or night::: NIGHT*HAVE YOU EVER...*kissed opposite sex::: OFTENkissed same sex::: ARE YOU CRAZYhugged someone::: EVERY CHANCE I GEThad sex::: EVERY CHANCE I GETmadeout::: EVERY CHANCE I GETcussed::: TRIED NOT TObeaten someone up::: CAME CLOSEgot beaten up::: YOUR JOKIN WITH MEbroken someones heart::: NOT THAT I KNOW OFanyone broke ur heart::: ALL THE TIMEsmok

A Mother's Instinct
I'm surprised more single mothers haven't latched onto Kanga from Winnie-the-Pooh (that's how the A.A. Milne books, not Disney, render his name) as a mascot. She's raising Roo in the Hundred Acre Wood on her own and is almost a surrogate mom to the rest of the cast (Tigger, Pooh, Eeyore, et. al. -- come to think of it, the only other character mentioned with any family is Owl). There's never any mention of Roo's dad, good or bad, although we suppose he'd have one barring an immaculate conception or parthenogenesis in the animal world. It's not unusual in fact or fiction for only one parent to be known or even acknowledged and for someone else to take on the father-figure role. Consider Jesus Christ in His time on Earth and Anakin Skywalker from the Star Wars saga; both just seemed to have been self-conceived and grew inside their mothers' wombs. Whether it's by the power of God as in the case of Jesus or by the midichlorians merging just right in the case of Anakin (by the way

Bands Needed For Show In Cleveland Aug 3
Bands needed for show in Cleveland AUG 3 ........ Bands needed for a HUGE multi-band, multi-stage show at Peabody's on Aug 3. All ages event. Great pay incentive for bands! 15 openings. Looking for ROCK, METAL, PUNK bands. 2 openings for Out of State bands (restrictions apply). Contact Jenn @ 440-521-3193 or toxicent_jenn@yahoo.com if interested. Serious inquiries only!

Songs That Mean Alot To Me Because Of Someone Special
These pretty much say how I feel and what she has done for me so go show her how loved she is :) anyway this ofcourse, as most of you will know, is all about Mistress of Wolves who has captured my heart in a way noone else ever has , so thank you my love :) love you baby and hope you understand what I am saying in these choices

Trapped In Hell
I am trapped in a hole that has no meaning, and i could very well be here forever. I dont even know who i am, or how long i've been me, here. there. it is pure existentialism. no beginning, no end. just a now that forever yawns ahead. it's an awful place—methodic, formulaic, routine, full of carefully thought-out corridors that intersect and bisect and run both parallel and perpendicular to each other. I accept that i will never understand it, and i will never know where it is, and it will always be like this. IT WON'T EVER STOP. It will go on forever, and i will have been here forever. There are pipes, dripping pipes, stacked on top of one another, that lead down darkened hallways, and seperate, and come together again. These pipes scare me; they're dripping and they're cold and they go on forever. I follow one and study the coils around it, and the vavles, and the faucets and pressure releases. …increasingly covered with sludge and algae… and there are bricks—dull and chipped—Now,

Just Thinking
I was just here for friends... and all I get is attitude when I don’t do the internet sex thing and don’t send nasty pix. Now I am getting bad mouthed by 3 different people for things I did not even do. This is not why I am here. I am thinking about just closing my account. If my REAL friends want to keep in touch, hit me up and I'll give you my yahoo. Just thinking out loud. Keep them smiles on all.

A Sense Of Innocence
A Sense of Innocence As I approach Her eyes cast downward in shame, As I peer into her eyes I see the fear stricken child inside, As she speaks to me I hear the quiver in her voice, As I move closer to her Her body begins to tremble, As she runs from me I smell the fear that consumes the air, As she hides from me I feel her presence in my world, She will always run She will always hide No matter what she does I will always be there, Watching, waiting, listening.

My Uncles Funeral Services
Hi Sissy,Please forward this to David for me as I cant get it to go through again.I Love You All very much keep in touch ok?!I will talk more later ok... Love Dad and Mom and Family -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- From: rmoore27@kc.rr.com Subject: Funeral Services Date: Sun, 03 Jun 2007 08:01:18 -0500 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Make every IM count. Download Messenger and join the i’m Initiative now. It’s free. All, As you may know, my Brother-In-Law lost a long battle to cancer induced by his military service to our country through Agent-Orange in Viet- Nam. He was in total remission from this awful disease for 28 months and it returned in April this year to wrap around his spinal cord and paralyze him from the waist down. Bob was a fighter, and he gave everything he had to fight this horrible disease but in the end, our Lord needed him wo

I've Cried Too Many Tears
I've cried too many tears To let another man make me cry I've cried too many tears To let another man make a fool out of me I've cried too many tears To be used by another man I've cried too many tears To be abuse by another man I've cried too many tears To continue to be in love with you So I will never cry another tear 'Cause I'm not in love with you anymore. Latisha Tiny Richardson

Is There Really A Reason?
I have been through alot and wonder how much more anyone person can handle...I really want to know is there a reason to live? I can't find one and I'm trying to desperately and nothing is in sight...so forgive me for what I am thinking and for what I want to do.

Various Relationships
i have found it interesting how many women play games and get surprised when i refuse to play. had a friend who wanted sex with me turn around and try to cage me same with a supposed fwb after only 1 time together. then i had 1 i wanted for my lady who basically wanted me to moon over her and i guess jerk off although she did have sex with me too. i guess this is one of those mysteries of life like why old people feel the need to block the left lane. any insite into why women say 1 thing do an other and then get mad when i do just what i said i would?

My Big Event!
My BIG event is tomorrow night and I'm a tad stressed... I've been running around driving myself nuts testing lightshow stuff, testing audio gear, making sure we have enough extension cords, checking the music, burning CD's, doing double and triple checks of the equipment, going craaazy.... It's a risk... my risk... My partners risk... My partners and I have passed out close to 7000 flyers in the AV area for the event all while I geek out on the technical stuff. Then there's my Job... teaching.. Fiber Optics, and Structured Cabling... I tell them that I can't work for them on Thursday nights cause I have a gig to do and what do they do? They book me for Tues and Thurs nights teaching a Fiber Optics class 1.5+ hours away from home... I just got off the phone with my boss and he took a whole month to NOT fix my problem by moving the day to some other day, except Thursday. Hopefully that will be resolved by tomorrow or I may have no job, based on their screw up... Wo

Short Hiatus
Some of you might have noticed I haven't been here in a few days. Well here is the reason. Saturday morning here in PA we had on and off showers. By late morning it turned into thunderstorms. It seems that lightning hit a house across the road and it fried the phone lines. Since I use Verizon DSL, I was basically put on a long timeout from the internet. Today is Wednesday, many of you CT addicts know that having no internet for 5 days is no fun. Also the bill to get new lines ran, plus the visit ran over 100 bucks, so its a bad/good day. I also had to buy two new phones because the old ones were fried! I hope others didn't have this kind of problem, its not a good experience.

~black Crayola~
and on the edge of the abyss called life after love... I drown. Enveloped in pain and the shards of brilliant light of a glimpse of a new life. What to do? Without you am I me? Without me am I me? Oh slain are the days of recognition that I knew, we knew. You leave me not with loneliness that haunts nor betrayal that angers or lies that burn... but with estrangement that pierces the safety of my fetal position. I take my black crayola and scribble your name from my life. ~Kory~ 6/06/07

Lawyer Joke
A big city lawyer went duck hunting in central Texas. He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on the other side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing. The litigator responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going to retrieve it." The old farmer replied, "This is my property, and you are not coming over here." The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in the United States and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own." The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we settle disputes in Texas . We settle small disagreements like this; with the 'Three Kick Rule.'" The lawyer asked, "What is the 'Three Kick Rule'?" The Farmer replied, "Well, because the dispute occurs on my land, I get to go first. I kick you three times and then you kick me three tim

Welcome To The First Amendment
As you can tell, I'm all for using our basic freedoms and putting them into reality rather watching them from a sheet of paper. It makes us who we are as Americans and as human beings. This species was not meant to be caged, but to be explorers. But with this Goddess given right of ours, knowledge must accompany it. Please keep that in mind as you comment on any of my posts. Who I am: A Southern California native Married, with a beautiful daughter Egyptian Pagan, and proud of it Computer geek, but not your average one. Professional musician Industrial DJ Freelance writer Freelance graphic and web designer But I make my money selling electronics. Some say I'm: Smart Outgoing Talkative when he wants to be but most importantly VERY OPINIONATED Where I stand with issues: A registered member of the Green Party, with centrist beliefs. I believe that the Constitution is there for a reason, and that it is the fundamentals of what our nation is about I believe we sho

All In The Family
All in the Family As my children gather A great army will arise, The closer they get The more the world fears. As my chants echo Parent’s minds begin to tremble, As my children move closer The world begins to shake. As my chants become louder They begin to infect the innocent, The fields fill with children Children from nations around the world. They come for one reason One reason alone, To join the family To join my children in the fields.

On My Soapbox Again
been a really shitty day......got word from gov. they screwing me again on my disability . freakin tired of playing games with these people. hope they have a need for their service someday and they get fucked as bad as they screwing with me and my family. ok now that i've bitched some gonna go pout lol ya'll have a better day than me

Downraters!
why in the fuck does ct let these people on here? i just got a 2 from some 18 year old little shit from casper wyoming his profile name is kirk012000 this is bullshit and needs to stop! i realize that i am not the best looking guy out therer but im for damn sure not a 2!!

Soulmate
A soul is created in Heaven A perfect force A solitary being That's split in two And sent to Earth In it's humanly form As the person grows And the heart feels alone The soul begins the search The search for its other half Its soul mate For only when the soul Finds the mate Will it ever truly be happy Content And whole again So if you're as lucky To find your soul mate As I have been blessed To find Aniken Remember this Their heart Makes yours beat Their soul Makes yours complete Their hands Make yours feel Their mind Makes yours think Their eyes Paint the sky a brighter blue Their ears Make the music sound sweeter Their love Makes the search all the more worth it With out my soul mate The keeper of my heart I would be but an empty shell With no purpose in life

Loss
The bulletin that I posted has taken this small Pennyslvania community by shock and knocked us to our knees. The implications of this crime both baffle and sadden everyone. An attractive 19 year old parties for 24 hours at a local bonfire. She arrives home to babysit. The mother of one of the toddlers; a woman blessed two years ago with a 20 month old daughter she has gone to fertility clinics to conceive, is a friend of the babysitter's 18 month old 1/2 sister who arrives to find the babysitter asleep on the couch with her crying sister in the crib. The mother asks if she is capable of watching the two children and lets her sleep another 1/2 hour and plays with the children. She wakes the young woman and offers to not leave the children with her. The girl reassures her that she can indeed watch the children. The mother cautions her to please lock the garage door when she leaves after closing them. A pond lies 150 feet from the doors. The babysitter lays the toddlers d

My Destiny
To touch you would be incredible The feel of your flesh beneath the tips of my fingers The beat of your heart as I lay my hand on your chest. To kiss your lips would be heaven To taste your essence as my lips lightly brush over yours Hesitating slightly as my heart begins to race. To look into your eyes would be mesmerizing Seeing your soul as my eyes meet yours The first acquaintance of the person you are on the inside. Your love has touched my heart Piercing my spirit with every passionate word you speak. Feeling my entire being as it enfolds around your every expression. My heart shall be yours To love and cherish for as long as you carry it. Protecting it in the palm of your hand My mind shall be yours As it takes note of each utterance you speak And hangs on your every word My soul shall be yours To have possession of and shelter. Taking form to your every passion So to my love Whom I shall love from this moment Till the very end of t

One Day Off Lol
I urgently needed a few days off work, but I knew the Boss would not Allow me to take a leave. I thought that maybe if I acted "CRAZY" Then he would tell me to take a few days off. So I hung upside down on the ceiling and made funny noises. My co-worker (who's blonde) asked me what I was doing. I told her that I was Pretending To be a light bulb so that the Boss would think I was "CRAZY" and Give me A Few days off. A few minutes later the Boss came into the office and asked "What Are you Doing?" I told him I was a light bulb. He said, "You are clearly stressed out. Go home and recuperate for a Couple Of days." I jumped down and walked out of the office. When my co-worker (the blonde) followed me, the Boss asked her "...And Where do you think you're going?" / (You're gonna love this.....) / She said, "I'm going home too, I can't work in the dark."

Midnight... June 19th, 2007
I have cancelled my VIC account and this is the date and time that it expires. I will rate my friends with as many 11s as I can until that time. After midnight on the 19th, I am going to be giving serious thought to dropping out of CT all together. With the combination of work, school and some of the BS I have to put up with here, it'a just doesn't seem to be worth it anymore. Not 100% sure, but pretty close. Take care of yourselves.

A Magical Moment
So... where do I start? I just had an amazing two days...It all started driving through boring Nebraska and Wyoming and entering the beautiful state of Colorado... It was gorgeous... watching the sunset behind the mountains....AMAZING.... but the most amazing part was spending time with "him". Everything felt so right the entire time from begining to end. Drank a lil beer, listend to music, watched the traffic drive by... went to sleep, woke up at 4AM and we were both wide awake for no apparent reason.... the next day he made me breakfast that was delicious, drove up by the mountains in his badass car, shared a banana split, shopped for flowers... just everything you can think of and there was not a dull moment the entire time. It was awesome. I had a lot of fun spending time with him and cannot wait until next time! Then there was the boring drive home, having to leave Colorado :( I hated leaving there.... I love it so much there and it was really hard to leave... but I look fo

Getting Ct Married Tonight And Sonn In R/l
I Met The gir Of my Dream I love Her to Death Please and we are getting Ct Married Tonight Also go show ur love to her DJCandyPants leave me some comment and rates Thnks she also In a contest Help my bby win it much love all

U R A Texan If!!!
U R A Texan If: 1. You can properly pronounce Corsicana, Palestine, Decatur, Wichita Falls, San Antonio, Burnet, Boerne, Nacogdoches , Mexia, Waco, Amarillo , and Waxahachie. 2. A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look for a funnel. 3. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. 4. You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. 5. Stores don't have bags, they have sacks. 6. You measure distance in minutes. 7. You go to the lake because you think it is like going to the ocean. 8. You listen to the weather forecast before picking out an outfit 9. You know cow-pies are not made of beef. 10. Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date. 11. You aren't surprised to find movie rental, ammunition, and bait all in the same store. 12. Yo

Rockbottom
I realize, now, that I'm at the point where I'll do anything just to change my situation around... just to feel the warmth of human contact again. Soft skin under my hands, silky hair through my fingers, eyes I could get lost in, the taste of sweet lips... An oasis in the desert of loneliness I'm trapped in. An oasis... or, more appropriately, a mirage. I can't breathe properly anymore. My appetite is non-existent. Sleep is now impossible, even with the help of sleeping pills. Please, please let there be an end in sight. At this point, I'll give anything. I don't care what the cost is anymore; it's better than being solitary.

Update 6/6/07
just so people know becasue I have been asked, I have checked the lead from browneyed... nope not my mom. Not any member of her family or do they know here. Here is a copy of my post to my bulletin: Hey just to keep people going and thank those who have halped so far! Thank you Shanny340 and browneyed girl... Can't honestly believe only two people have tried to help. Thats ok I hope the rest are doing it by word of mouth. To everyone: call your mom, go over to her house, send her and email, whatever you do tell her how much she means to you even during the rough times. Tell her you love her. ........And my search continues! 6/6/07

Graduation
SO TODAY WAS A BUSY DAY FOR ME MY OLDEST DAUGHTER IS GRADuating.....YEP IM PROUD OF HER ......YESTURDAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL MY KIDS ALL HAD PERFECT ATTENDENCE FOR THE WHOLE YEAR WITCH ISNT BAD THEY HAVE THAT THRU THE WHOLE TIME THEY HAVE WENT ONE IS GOING TO HIGH SCHOOL ONE is in 7TH ONE in 4TH AND ONE in 3RD SO I THINK THE PARENTS SHOULD GET A CONGRATS FOR THAT ITS HARD GETTIN EM OFF EVERY DAMN DAY ...LOL!!!! OK ON TO SOMETHING MORE WE HAVE HAD SOME MAJOR FUCKIN STORMS I MEAN KNOCKING THE POWER OUT THUNDER LIGHTING I LOOK FOR HAIL ANYTIME I LOVE THE STORMS BUT NOT COOL WHEN I LOOSE LIGHTS AND HAVE KNOW COMPUTER .....BLAH....ANYWHO I GOTTA RUN SEE YA SOON...XOOXOXOXO MESHA!!!

Hi
hi to all and miss you all..havent been around much lately..been real busy with my move and finding a job...still trying to get settle in and i start my new job tomorrow..im real excited cause i havent had a job in like a 2 months..had a real bad 2 month..went in to heavy drinking and not caring what anyone thought..but im 3 and a half weeks of being competly sober...any ways my life is changing and im not looking back..hugs to all kitty

New Yahoo Name Please Add Me
hey what sup everybody i just created a new yahoo name i use to go by mobius6192006 but i have changed it to KingMobius so if yall dont mind please add me i would enjoy talking to all my friends on here i sure hope to hear from alot of you thanks and have a great week

My Glorious Subway Career Is Over. Whew!
OK so, I walk into work yesterday …..same as I do every day, and my boss says she needs to talk to Ashley and I . We sit down at the table, and she hands us a piece of paper. Exchanging glances, we get to reading. A mother fucking write up. But not just any write up…..oh no …..this one states that I am receiving this warning because I’m not doing my job….not mopping the floors, cleaning the glass, doing prep work, stocking lids and napkins, cleaning tables and chairs, don’t stock ice or chips, blah, blah, blah. I go I on to read that I am also being written up for there being a radio at work, which is a violation of the rules.. ON A DAY THAT I WASN’T EVEN WORKING!!! What the holy fuck! (Queue Alley Mcbeal tiger claw scene) (You know the one, where she imagines herself growing claws and hissing like a cat while scratching her adversary into a million pieces. Yeah, that was me.) I turned completely white, my nostrils flared out 10 feet and I was completely speechless. Ashley wa

My Thoughts
Hi this is my first blog or attempt at a blog so bare with me. Just a few thoughts as I sat here and think about the profiles I have seen and read on CherryTAP I got this link at a friends site and she is a remarkable person, should visit her page and have a look at what a strong woman can do.Alex@ CherryTAP But as I said theses are my thoughts about CherryTAP and the intersting people you find there. If you have a look at my site then you will understand that I look for and find things or people that I think are intersting or have some thing that I might use in my life, but if you should see or heard of any body that would meet these requirements send me a shout or a message telling me about them or where I can find them and then I will look them up. Also I check the NSFW check box because if I have said or wrote any thing that might offend someone then I have done what I call CYOA which stands for Cover Your Own Ass as nobody else will and it may safe me from getting into trouble

Videos Videos Videos!!
so....i posted two more videos. and some of my peeps on here even helped repost my shits cause they are sweet hearts....oh real quick, Elvis is the shit, i love Elvis. im watchin a movie called Bubba Ho-Tep, and motherfuckin Bruce Cambell is playin Elvis...cause he never died, fuckin sweet....anygays, this is really just to say HUGE thank yous to the mofos that helped out in the repostin and hopefully others will read this one and go check out the videos....WE NEED TO FUCKIN SEND THEM TO EVERYONE!!! lol it would REALLY be swell if yous cats would log on to youtube.com and go to my guys page (amcollins, hes the cat whos postin the videos) and become a subscriber that way you can check out our shits and see when the new ones get posted. OH! and you should rate them on youtube.com cause we want to get them as 'featured' videos so EVERYONE will see them. jeez. im done.

Stupid Stuff.
Well, I've realized that people really can be just that stupid and just that petty. We'll address stupidity first. This lady decides to purchase a car, but in order to do so, she is required to have a co-signer. In steps her dudefeller with his magic co-signing ability. Blah blah blah. Relationship goes down the drain and he drives off into the sunset (Well, really, it was more like a couple of blocks or so away, but sunset sounds better!) in good Ol' Bessie. Ms. Lady Ma'am reports Bessie as stolen. The officer assigned to the case proceeds down the various legal channels of investigation and whatnot to discover that the individual who was reported to have stolen the vehicle is none other than Magic Co-signing Ability Man. Sportin' his handy dandy official policeman uniform, he explains to Ms. Lady Ma'am that he cannot make an arrest and he cannot force Magic Co-signing Ability Man to relinquish possession of Ol' Bessie. Blah blah blah. Ms. Lady Ma'am calls my other dispatche

*frustrated Sigh*
How am I supposed to Stop smokin when my body craves the poison on occasion Forget what I was promised Feel I'm beautiful Feel appreciated Feel loved Feel respected Feel not so slighted Feel not so lonely Believe anythin anyone tells me since they don't remember or care Stop wantin to just not be alive any more Stop drinkin till my liver fails Stop tokin till I'm so numb I'm comatose till I wake the next day I can't answer these questions and no one can answer them for me so how can I have peace. When she tells me she's fascinated by me and wants to know more bout me buy then suddenly vanishes witout a word? I just don't understand. One "friend" tells me I need to find happiness within myself. Well I know what made me happy but it doesn't anymore. I've walked so much by myself, my knees creak and my calves and shins hurt. Doesn't stop me from noticin the group of people walkin and laughin together. I go and bowl or at least try. Doesn't mean I don't notice the happy jokin

Can You?
CAN YOU? Can you hear me? Can you feel me? Can you see me? Can you be me? Can you save me? Can you play me? Can you take me? Can you forsake me? Can you love me? Can you hate me? Can you discrace me? Can you hold me? Can you kiss me? Can you hit me? Can you beat me? Can you kill me? Can you hurt me? Can you fuck me? Can you believe me? Can you forget me? Can you betray me? Can you shoot me? Can you block me? Can you pierce me? Can you resist me? Can you cheat me? If you can at all... ...just love me...

The Hope And Dream Lives On
and he lays there so still. alone and lying there so still with the blood of his battles on his clothes. his weapons of choice lay scattered around him with blood on them as well. he wants to rise up and claim victory over his many battlefields, but he cant. not because he doesnt hav the will to do so, but because he has no life to do it. he has no energy, no strength left, nothing. he just lies there so still gazing into the dark clouded skys that had been form from his own selfishness and anger. then when his eyes were about to close and he was about to be pulled to where he knew he was going, a single ray of light breached the clouds and shone brightly upon him. then a voice was heard. a gentle voice. a voice that said, "leave this place of misery, pain, and violence. come with me to a place where you can start a new life. a new beginning. a fresh start. and this time, you wont be alone." then a figure formed next to him. a beautiful figure. a figure that would resem

What Happens?
What happens whn u die? What do u c whn u die? ~Do u c the golden gates of heaven or the fiery gates of hell? ~Do u c a white light at the end of a tunnel? ~Do u c ur loved 1's that hav already passed on ready 2 greet u? ~Do u c God or Satan? ~Or do u not c anything at all? What do u feel whn u die? ~Do u feel a coldness come over u as the Grim Reaper come closer? ~Do u feel a sudden emptiness as ur soul leavs ur body? ~Do u feel only the pain of where the bullet entered ur body or where the knife was embedded in ur body? ~Or do u not feel anything at all? What do u say whn u die? ~Do u say "I'm sorry" to the person u hurt not yesterday? ~Do u say "I love u" to the person who u truely love becuz never got a chance 2 tell them? ~Do u say "It hurts" becuz the pain is overwhelmin? ~Or do u not say anything at all? What do u think whn u die? ~Do u think bout the pain in ur chest that keeps throbbin? ~Do u think its 2 e

!!!!!new Family!!!!!
Make your own Custom Comments COME AND JOIN THE NEW FAMILY>>>>THE BEST OF THE BEST BBW/BHM BOMBERS!!!!! !!!!!RULES!!!! !!!!!!!!ADD/FAN/RATE EVERYONE THAT IS IN THE FAMILY! IF THERE IS A CONTEST GOING ON IN THE FAMILY AND YOU ARE ASKED TO COMMENT THEN WE WILL SHOW LOVE IF YOU DON'T SHOW LOVE FOR YOUR FAMILY IN A CONTEST YOU WILL BE REMOVED!!!!! All Members must Rate pics and Stash of the owners! We Must do the same for all members! We Have a Lounge For all Members Meetings BBW/BHM BOMBERS PLEASE SUBSCRIBE TO THAT LOUNGE!!!! WE Will Have 2 TEAMS Please Message owners and tell Which team you would like to be a part of TEAM A-BOMBERS TEAM TEAM B-A TEAM FOR FAMILY AND FRIENDS TEAM B>>EVEN IF YOU ARE NOT A BOMBER IF WE NEED BACKUP YOU MAY BE ASKED TO HELP BOMB SOMETIMES,YOU CAN STILL SHOW LOVE TO FAMILY IF THEY ARE IN A CONTEST BUT THE BOMBERS WILL DO MAJORITY OF THE WORK! WE HAVE JOINED FORCES WITH THE CONFEDERATE BOMBERS>>>IF THEY NEED HELP IN A BOMB

To Win
ik now this time someone will find themselves trying but the trying is over figure out how to win me is going to be a hell of a lot more tougher then most think tell me when tell me how is love lost or blind am i smart or dumber then the rock that i walk on take her or leave her questions questions fill my mind and they just won't go away advice has been given should i take it to heart or trash it only one knows the answers to these questions i just gotta wait on the answer to come to me come to butthead

Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity .
Ways to Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity . 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso . 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme? 14. Put Mosquito

Restarting My Photo Contests.
I'm starting up my Monthly Photo Contests again. By entering any of my Monthly Photo Contests, there will always be 2 ways of winning stuff. The First is by Winning the Contest itself. This is by getting the Most Ratings (or Votes) on your Photo. The top 3 to 5 people, (depending on how many people enter the contest) will get the Following: 1st Place: 7 day Cherry Tap BLAST 4 - 8 oz Air Fresheners 2nd - 5th place: 2 - 8 oz Air Fresheners The Second way to win stuff is to get Virtual Cherry Tap Gifts by getting Comments on your Photo. Here is a chart to let you know how to earn a bunch of Cherry Tap Gifts: Just for Entering the Contest: You Photo gets rated an 11. I'll RIP the Photo, hopefully someone will fellow the link back to your page. You get a VIC Trophy GIFT. 10 Comments = Thank You Card 25 Comments = American Flag 50 Comments = CherryTAP for Dummies 75 Comments = VIC Officia

Things Are Alot Better Now
Things are alot better now that my neice moved out ...It is quieter and no more fighting and yelling...We just can not live together, but I do miss her aned my lil great nephew ALOT though...She is like my own kid and he is such a good boy...I just hope she settles down some more and feels better about things too...I love them both with all my heart and it hurt when she left, but that was my chocie...Well I asked her to leave but none the less she will be better off because now the baby has someone to play with and go outside to play with too:D...So Carrie remember I love ya if you read this..Auntie is here if you need a shoulder and remember that ALWAYS....T.

After Long Consideration......
Ok. After long consideration and days of thinking.Lol. Yes more thinking and soul searching. Lol. I have come to a conclusion. I AM BACK!!!!! Not the old Antonia. She will never be the same. But a new and improved Antonia. She is back and ready to take on what life throws at her next. She is back and ready to face the world and people and make something even better of herself. No more depression and no more negative emotions. As a new friend told me. Think positive thoughts. Thanks Kevin I will. And I will continue to update on how the new Antonia is doing. So I am going to embrace this world and take it with a smile and a laugh. Because that is all we can do. More to come...................

I Just Figured Something Out Tonight...
YOU KNOW HOW THEY SAY THAT THEY LIKE IT BETTER WHEN IT RAINS BECAUSE THEN WHEN THEY CRY NO ONE CAN SEE IT...WELL I JUST FOUND A NEW ONE I LIKE IT BETTER AT NIGHT BECAUSE WHEN I CRY NO ONE CAN SEE IT...

Read This
hey guys! PLEASE CLICK HERE AND VOTE FOR ME for the 2008 "best of the net" calendar contest going on right now. I think you can vote once a day? SO PLEASE VOTE! i would really appreciate your support... I would love a place in that calendar! heres the link: THANK YOU!!! KEEP VOTING!! XOXO payton

Just Breath
heart starts pounding breathe becomes faster becoming harder to breath dizziness comes upon you you feel like you are going to die where the hell am i? oh god what is happening? breathing becomes easier heart beat goes back to normal you remember where you are again what the fuck just happened to me? did i have a heart attack? no this is what it is like to have a panic attack

My Graduation Is Almost Here!!!
FINALLY! I can big my sucky college aduie!! June 15th it is OFFICIALLY over! I shall walk across the stage in my cap and gown before my friends and family and received my degree! Feels great!! Happy to be at the end of this journey.

My Downfall
I HAD SOME FRIENDS ONCE BEFORE, WHO'S NOT MUCH MY FRIENDS ANYMORE. I WAS VERY INFLUENTIAL IN THIER LIFE{SO THEY SAY}, AND WHEN I LOST MY MIND, THEY FOLLOWED ME THROUGH MULTIPLE DEATHS. {BECAUSE}THERE I WAS ON THE FLOOR,SLUMPED OVER, AND SLIDING DOWNWARD WITH A BEER IN MY HAND. I JUST SAID TRUST ME. THEN I SAID THE DESTRUCTION OF A PERSON BUILDS CHARACTER. I JUST HAVE SO MUCH FUCKING ANGER TOWARD GOD{IF THERE IS ONE}DON'T THINK SO ANYMORE. I LOST MY FAITH 2 YEARS AGO. I JUST WANT TO GO HOME. I HATE THIS FUCKING PLACE. I'M THE SADDEST I'VE EVER BEEN. I'M A MAN, BUT I CRY EVERY NIGHT. THAT'S NOT ME. I MISS MY PARENTS SO MUCH THAT IT IS KILLING ME. I JUST WANT TO GO HOME. I JUST WANT TO GO BACK TO MY JOB. NO ONE HERE UNDERSTANDS ME AT ALL. I KNOW I'M A MESS. I CAN HANDLE IT, BECAUSE I WAS SO MUCH HAPPIER BEFORE I CAME HERE. I'VE REACHED MY GIVING UP POINT. I'M TIRED. I'M TO LOST TO BE SAVED NOW. MY GIRLFRIEND TOLD ME THAT SAD EYES WILL ALWAYS FOLLOW ME IF I LEAVE REHAB. GUESS I'LL TAKE THA

Happy Birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHIL HOPE IT IS A AWESOME ONE AND BE SAFE EVERYONE SHOULD CHECK HIM OUT HE IS A SWEETIE MWAH MySpace Birthday Comments Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com MySpace Birthday Comments Phil@ CherryTAP

The Heart
When one looks into ones heart and sees the pain one feels.It tears the other person to pieces knowing that person cares about someone.A person can tell alot about ones soul looks into their eyes,or heart.We hurt the ones we love and not mean to but it is out of our control.When you love someone and hurt them usually things one does or their actions that can make one fall in love.The ones you love are those that care and when they get hurt their soul dies with their heart and it shows one that we all make mistakes in life no one is perfect.

To Everyone
I've posted a few poems recently, and I'd really like your feedback. Rate, leave comments. Comments are especially appreciated. I want to know if it's worth my time to continue posting my work here. Thanks all, Jack Loki Listens - REAL BLOG

Words Women Use
WORDS WOMEN USE: 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with Nothing usually end in Fine. (Refer back to #1 for the meaning of Fine.) 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of Nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. T

Cat's Meow
Cat's Meow A man absolutely hated his wife's cat and decided to get rid of him one day by driving him 20 blocks from his home and leaving him at the park. As he was getting home, the cat was walking up the driveway. The next day he decided to drive the cat 40 blocks away. He put the beast out and headed home. Driving back up his driveway, there was the cat! He kept taking the cat further and further and the cat would always beat him home. At last he decided to drive a few miles away, turn right, then left, past the bridge, then right again and another right until he reached what he thought was a safe distance from his home and left the cat there. Hours later the man calls home to his wife: "Jen, is the cat there?" "Yes," the wife answers, "why do you ask?" Frustrated, the man answered, "Put that son of a ***** on the phone, I'm lost! and need directions!"

Ok, A Update For Anyone Who Wants To Know!!
I've been busy with working two jobs so have been aways from the computer, working and playing and thats all I've been up to. What I mean by play is working with a smile on my face even when i hate some of the work i got to do,but got a big bill over my head that needs to be payed by sept. As well I've been asked to take a few photos of some bands that come from my home state. Well thats all I'll say for now,been a long day traveled a long trip today almost dead on my feet catch you all later!!

You Was The Sparkle Of My Eye
You was the sparkle of my eye Yet I sit here and wonder why I still cry I still wear the ring you gave When you told me for forever and a day Did you tell me lies when you said there will be no more goodbyes You was the sparkle of my eye That keep me warm on those cold nights Remember when we slept outside underneath the sky As we watch the fireworks go bye you always said you hold me tight Then tell my why you had to say goodbye You was the sparkle of my eye Why did you have to make me cry

Best Back Tattoo On Ct! Score Updated
Best Back Tattoo On Ct! I Need Tattoos Of Backs! Contest will start on 6/5 thur 6/11 1st Tattoo is..... with 2267 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1273 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 521 comments! 4th Tattoo is...... with 200 comments! 5th Tattoo is...... with 26 comments! 6th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

Led Zeppelin "dazed And Confused"
Been Dazed and Confused for so long it's not true. Wanted a woman, never bargained for you. Lots of people talk and few of them know, soul of a woman was created below. You hurt and abuse tellin' all of your lies. Run around sweet baby, Lord how they hypnotize. Sweet little baby, I don't know where you've been. Gonna love you baby, here I come again. Every day I work so hard, bringin' home my hard earned pay Try to love you baby, but you push me away. Don't know where you're goin', only know just where you've been, Sweet little baby, I want you again. Been dazed and confused for so long, it's not true. Wanted a woman, never bargained for you. Take it easy baby, let them say what they will. Will your tongue wag so much when I send you the bill?

Black Sabbath "changes"
I feel unhappy I feel so sad I've lost the best friend That I ever had She was my woman I loved her so But it's too late now I've let her go I'm going through changes We shared the years We shared each day In love together We found a way But soon the world Had its evil way My heart was blinded Love went astray I'm going through changes It took so long To realize And I can still hear Her last goodbyes Now all my days Are filled with tears Wish I could go back And change these years I'm going through changes

Hesitation Prevents Oppurtunity
Life is to short for games ,lies an evil alibies in my life I have been through to much an loss to many so when I say I love you I mean it completely we in all hestitate cause we are afraid to lose but once you hesitate you might miss out on whats true so listen to what I have to say hesitation prevents oppurtunity in this world today so say what you feel show how much you care let the ones you love know you will always be there cause no one knows when our time will end an when you realize its to late then you see why you should not hesitate........

I'm Looking For This Girl
To every girl who put her HEART out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so BADLY. To every girl that has been CHEATED on, because she's NOT a SLUT who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses CUTE not SKANKY. To every girl who wants to be called BEAUTIFUL ...not HOT To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for YOU. To every girl who gets her heart BROKEN, because he chose that stupid BITCH instead. To every girl that would DIE to have a DECENT boyfriend. To every girl who would JUST ONCE like to be treated like a PRINCESS!! To every girl that cries at night because of another HEARTBREAK To every girl that won't get down on her knees && open her mouth just to get a BOYFRIEND To every girl that just wants to HOLD HANDS To every girl that kisses him with mea

The Princess And The Fairies
No words! just amazing, expressing so soft all the love i have for the stories and my mountains! Thank u again Darren, from all my heart! As the murmur of night reigned in a faraway place Princess Ralu shifted through the shadows in the woods, The moonlight like a cloak of silk embracing her As the hushed dreams of nature clutched the air; Soon her eyes were beckoned by a glow beyond the flickering river, So she wandered closer through the sleeping darkness And crossed the bridge into a sweet-scented glade. Rain dropped onto the ink of the ancient tales in her heart As she saw seven fairies reveling in the mysteries of midnight, Like secre stars fallen from above. A ring of fairies flew to her hair, Honouring her with a crown of buttercups; All of them, with a calming chorus, whispering “You are the most beautiful princess in the land” Then soflty kissing her, As if a cloud had swept against her skin; She smiled at them with love lingering on her lips And clung

Randomness...
I WANT TO LOOK INTO YOUR EYES AND SEE YOUR PASSION. I WANT TO LAY BESIDE YOU, WITH MY EAR TO YOUR CHEST, TO LISTEN TO YOUR HEART BEAT. I WANT TO BE NEAR YOU, JUST TO BE ABLE TO SMELL YOUR SWEET SCENT. I WANT TO WAKE UP WITH YOU AT MY SIDE EVERY MORNING. I WANT TO HOLD YOUR HAND, WHILE WE WALK THROUGH THE STREETS. I WANT TO SEE YOUR SMILE, WHILE YOUR LOOKING AT ME. I WANT TO BE YOUR EVERYTHING. I WANT YOU TO BE MY EVERYTHING.... I'LL WAIT FOREVER, JUST TO BE WITH YOU... I'LL HOLD MY BREATH, JUST TO SEE YOU. I CAN BE YOUR EVERYTHING... IF YOU LET ME. I WANT YOU TOO LOOK INTO MY EYES AND SEE INTO MY SOUL... I WANT YOU TO LOOK PAST A BROKEN HEART THAT'S BEEN MENDED A MILLION TIMES... AND SEE THE REAL ME... IF I CAN ONLY BE WITH YOU IN MY DREAMS, NEVER LET ME WAKE UP. WITH YOU AT MY SIDE, WE CAN REACH THE SKY AND GO ANYWHERE AND BE ANYTHING. WITH YOU AT MY SIDE, WE CAN ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING. "BABY... I'LL WAIT FOR YOU. I REALLY NEED YOU IN MY LIFE. NO MATTER WHAT I HAVE TO DO, I'LL WAIT FOR Y

Everybody Help Me Kill This Asshole!
By "this asshole", I mean my headache. But since people like the gung-ho internet "let's get 'em with our torches!" thing I thought I'd fake you out. I apologize for the deception, now please send me some Excedrin? I'll be your best friend forever, and offer you bubblegum whenever I'm packing. Listening to Stephen Malkmus does help a little, though.

First Try
There is nothing in the silence but aloneness There is nothing in the noise but clamor The days have passed Where silence was peace And the noise was Music and laughter In the silence you Drifted away And the noise distracted While you left This place is filled with Your silence While my heart is filled with The noise of my regret (Original 06-07-07)

All My Friends Please Read
i was just wondering if all of my friends could check and see if they have fanned me i would appreciate it, im pretty sure i have fanned all of mine but if i havent let me know and i will surely do it. i have 1432 friends and only 165 fans, so please people help me get a ranking, ive never had one, also if uwant u can sign my gustbook if u havent yet, thanx and have a great night

As The Rain Falls...
I'M AWAKE AT THIS TIME OF NIGHT, LISTENING TO THE RAIN FALL... I LOOK OUTSIDE AND IT'S SO DARK AND QUIET OUT THERE. IT'S PEACEFUL. I LOVE WHEN IT RAINS. I ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT THE RAIN CLEANSES THE SOUL. THERE'S A CERTAIN CALMNESS THAT RAIN GIVES ME. THERE'S NOTHING LIKE IT... THERE'S NOTHING THAT CAN EXPLAIN IT... THERE'S NOTHING THAT COMPARES TO IT... EVERYONE HAS SOMETHING THAT DOES THIS TO THEM... WHETHER IT'S SITTING ON A BEACH AT NIGHT, LISTENING TO THE WAVES HIT THE BEACH... WATCHING THE STARS WITH THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE. IT COULD BE SITTING IN A BOAT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE OCEAN... WHAT I WANT TO KNOW... IS WHAT'S YOUR CALMNESS? WHAT SOOTHES YOU? I OPEN MYSELF TO YOU... LET ME PEER INTO YOUR SOUL AND RACK YOUR BRAIN... TO GET TO KNOW YOU.. IF THERE'S ONE THING YOU COULD SHARE WITH ME... WHAT WOULD IT BE? WHAT WOULD YOU SAY? COULD YOU TELL ME? WILL YOU LET ME GET TO KNOW YOU... I GIVE YOU ONE CHANCE TO ASK ME ANYTHING... RACK MY BRAIN... GET TO KNOW ME... TO REAL ME... IF YOU HAD ON

And For Once I Know Where I Am Happier.
Ok, tonight, I have been having fun. I have talked to two of my best girlfriends (Best Friends if you will) on the phone. Catching up with Kris, who I hadn't seen in a month, then my friend Dawn who I have talked to every night since she moved to my area. Dawn is one that I have worked with as well as Kris, and so they are both like my sisters in a sense. Then of course, I get online and I talk with my best buddy Bill, and he got his friend Charles to say hi while we were instant messaging me. SO, I am a very friendly person tonight. Leave it to Bill though because he can make me laugh over things that are so funny. Charles just doesn't know me too well yet. But I saw my mom today (dad was at work) and that is the norm since I was out in their area today when we had to go pay auto insurance. (I want to be so rich that I don't have to worry about money anymore) and wondering what can be paid when. I just needed to have my friends around me tonight so that when I think things cou

Join L.r.l Society Of Wolves Today
Any questions about the family and or alliance possibilities contact the individuals below. Our family is strong as the name of the wolf spirit does mean Loyal.Respect.Love and we live by this day in and day out. Thanks and have a nice day! ----------------------------------------------- Jeff-Founder Lord_Wolf~L.R.L.~Society of Wolves*Owner Wolf's Den+Don't Tread On Me@ CherryTAP or Theresa-CoFounder BGD's Yummy **Co-Founder/Inspiration/Secretary for ~L.R.L. Society of Wolves~**Cursed Rebel LDC@ CherryTAP

Alone
Alone by myself No one to talk to Afraid of my surroundings Alone by myself In pain and fiery I miss the happy days Alone by myself In my own little corner Frightened of what will happen next Alone by myself I think about my life And cry until no tears are left to cry Alone by myself But not really alone Only in my heart forever more

Caught In A Love Spell
I can’t explain how I feel about him, But his heart I have to win. It’s funny how he’s so far away, but just to hear his voice would make my day. He’s always what I think about, And his love I can’t go without. Why does it have to be like this? It’s him that I always miss. Even though he’s so far away, I would go there and want to stay. I've come to know him so well. It’s like I got caught in a love spell. But who knows what this really is? Just please make me the one and only of his.

Patience
Patience by Blue Wolf. I know at times it's hard for you I'm not there to hold you tight, But I promise when we're together Our love will be worth the fight Patience and understanding That's what I ask of you, When we are far apart I promise I'll be true I give to you this heart of mine Scared and bruised so easily Broken and then mended over time Its the greatest part of me I'll love you longer than eternity Deeper than the ocean blue But patience and understanding is what I ask of you

Tattoo
been a while since i've had time to visit here been wat too busy at work will update you all later , right now i'm about to jump in the shower and get ready to go out cause at 12 midday i'm getting another session done on my upper thigh quadruple dog zoomorph tattoo will post pics when i get back. see u soon

Feathers!!
A little boy and girl at school were having lunch in the shelter shed. "Tommy," she said, "I'm not eating any more chicken sandwiches." "Why?" he asked. "'Cause I'm starting to grow feathers down here," she said, pointing to the bottom of her tummy. "I don't believe you," he said. "You'll have to show me." Behind the shed they went, where the inspection took place. "You're right," he said. "I've been eating a lot of chicken also. Perhaps I'm getting feathers too." "Well, I'd better have a look," she said. After a lengthy examination, she looked up and said, "Oh, I think it's too late for you. You've got the neck and giblets too."

Calgary Biggest Storm Of 2007
Lightning strikes and torrential rain cause unparalleled chaos across Calgary By NADIA MOHARIB, SUN MEDIA School roof collapses, streets flooded as storm slams city Emergency crews waded into deep water yesterday in a city drenched by torrential rains which left roads closed, motorists stranded in semi-submerged cars, people literally swimming in the streets and basements flooded. But while water stranded hundreds of Calgarians -- and delayed thousands in their travels -- many were soaking up kindness offered by Good Samaritans. Sylvia Langlois and co-worker Nina Silverman were nearly waist-deep in water trying to push their car out of a massive puddle in the northeast when several strangers stopped to help. "It was up to our waist," Silverman said, standing under an umbrella after several people helped get their car to higher ground. "The car was floating." Mark Belmonte and Rod Onoferychuk, helped the women get their car out of the water and then gave them

Honey Lemon Sugar Scrub
Honey Lemon Sugar Scrub Homemade scrub recipe for a honey and lemon sugar scrub that gently exfoliates your skin. Ingredients 2 1/2 cups sugar 1/2 cup sweet almond oil 4 teaspoons lemon juice 4 tablespoons honey 4 drops lemon essential oil Directions To make the sugar scrub, combine the sugar and sweet almond oil in a large bowl and stir well to combine. Add the lemon juice and stir again. Finally, add the honey and lemon essential oil and stir again to mix.

The Wooden Bowl
TO see her original rendition: http://cherrytap.com/blog/78112 The Wooden Bowl What goes around comes around. I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now... A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and 4 yr old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together every night at the table.But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family

Missing In Action....
Hi all my wonderful friends. I have been in and out on here lately and I'm sorry I haven't been making my rounds. Working nights and doing so much during the day has me wiped out. I am going to try to keep up with you all but please don't be offened if I don't. Just very tired and very busy. Hugs and kisses to you and hope I see you soon. ;-)

What Are People Thinking?
I get real tired of people being negetive! I have many personal issues too! Just like everyone else, I too, have problems! I try to either keep them to myself or vent and get over it. If everyone realized that we all have difficulties and bad things happening in our lives, we could learn to show sympathy and empathy for each other. What are people thinking when they complain everyday about how bad things are for them while the person listening may have things in their life that are worse than the complainers. I am usually a very positive person but I also have my days where I feel like I can't take any more!! During these times (usaully a day at most is all I allow myself) I fall to me knees in exhaustion and frustration...I give up on trying to accomplish anything major for that moment and just let out my tears, fears and any other bad feelings... If everyone did this once in a while we wouldn't have so many cranky, "Oh Poor Me" people on medication in this world! Once

Song Lyrics
You may not like the band or the song..but to me these lyrics mean allot..here u go.. I want a normal life just like a new born child I am a lover hater I am an instigater You are an oversight Don't try to compromise I'll learn to love to hate it I am not integrated [Pre-Chorus] Just call my name You'll be okay You're scream is crawling through my veins Sooner or later your gonna hate it Go ahead and throw your life away Driving me under, leaving me out there Go ahead and throw your life away You're like an inch in time You are open wide You see them try to play me Just like you see on tv I am an oversight Just like a parasite Why am I so pathetic I know you won't forget it [pre-chorus] Sooner or later your gonna hate it Go ahead and throw my life away Driving me under, leaving me out there Go ahead and throw my life away Just call my name You'll be okay You're scream is crawling through my veins Sooner or later your gonna hate it Go a

Song Lyrics
You may not like the band or the song ..but these lyrics explain alot of me..omg was that toooo fuckin emo lol anyway enjoy.. Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without lov

Dream 1
So, I decided, as I never have anything exciting to say, that I would create a dream blog. Those of you who who speak to me regularly will know that I can have some pretty strange dreams. So I thought I would share.... Please feel free to offer your interpretations hehehe! Ok, dream 1.... I had a dream that I dropped my little girl at school, but there was this lil row of shops and a cafe. All the other mums went to go to the cafe and when I went to join them one of the mums said "we don't want you here, we're sick of you being drunk all the time!" Well, I was like "but I hardly ever drink!" cos I don't, only occasionally.... So, I decide to make my way home and as I walked off, I bumped into Siouxie Sioux from Siouxie and the Banshees! Would you believe it? Anyways, I said to her "Oh my god! My brother loves you!" and she gave me a big hug and invites me out to dinner! Then I woke up....

Dream 2
Right, onto the second dream.... Ok, so I'm at my house looking into my garden, except my garden gate is really really high, and then I'm standing on this plinthy thing at the top of my garden gate, looking down at the tops of the trees. Oh, by the way, I now have this ogre guy chasing me. The ogre guy tries to climb to the top of the gate, but slips, so I pull out this tree and use it to save ogre guy. He is eternally grateful and we now we are friends. The End.

Dream 3
Dream 3 is quite a strange one.... Ok, so in this one I'm with my pal Abe, who for the purposes of the dream is a super genius medical research dude. We are in a hospital storage room, except it's white and clean, and there's a body on a table in front of us. The body is Abe's Dad (sorry Abe), who, in my dream, had been dead for a few years. Abe had been working on a serum to bring his dad back from the dead. Everytime he injected the serum into his dad's body though, there was an explosion of water and we got soaked.... Then we were outside my friends house, and Abe was throwing pennies and bouncing them off the wall, and he was mad..... Really shouting at me because apparently it was my fault the serum hadn't worked, and I had ruined years of medical research..... That's all I remember.... Oh, I should point out that in reality Abe's Dad is alive and well....

To My Friends
Sorry i havent been on much going through alot right now.I think it would be best if i got through them and not drag everyone in the middle of it with me.So if you want to help me out any just be a friend and stop in and see how i am doing.Just show me all the love you can.Love all of you...