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Free Speech X-press Vol X No 20 May 25th 2007
Delivering Weekly Censorship Updates to the Adult Entertainment Industry Vol. X, No. 20, May 25, 2007 - A Member Service of the Free Speech Coalition Free Speech X-press is researched and edited by Scott Ross. Copyright 2007 Free Speech Coalition. Permission to reprint granted to FSC members; please give credit. This X-press in brought to you by our exclusive sponsors Bellenjoy & ARS. Please support our sponsors by selecting the logos above. Anti-porn Campaigners Petitions Seeking Grand Jury Investigations in Kansas and Missouri KANSAS CITY, KS . - Last week leaders of local churches in six counties in both Kansas and Missouri turned in petitions requesting grand jury investigations of adult businesses in their communities for the "promotion of obscenity." A total of 32 businesses, including strip clubs, adult retailers, and video rental stores, were targeted. "It went very well," Phillip Cosby, executive director of the Kansas City chapter of the National Coalition

I Need A Morph
So I'm jealous...I see a lot of cherries with Morphs and I dig all of them....But I need one of my own. If only I cld figure out how to use the Morph software then I'd be in business. Until then, I'll just be patient!

Memorial Day History
Memorial Day, originally called Decoration Day, is a day of remembrance for those who have died in our nation's service. There are many stories as to its actual beginnings, with over two dozen cities and towns laying claim to being the birthplace of Memorial Day. There is also evidence that organized women's groups in the South were decorating graves before the end of the Civil War: a hymn published in 1867, "Kneel Where Our Loves are Sleeping" by Nella L. Sweet carried the dedication "To The Ladies of the South who are Decorating the Graves of the Confederate Dead" (Source: Duke University's Historic American Sheet Music, 1850-1920). While Waterloo N.Y. was officially declared the birthplace of Memorial Day by President Lyndon Johnson in May 1966, it's difficult to prove conclusively the origins of the day. It is more likely that it had many separate beginnings; each of those towns and every planned or spontaneous gathering of people to honor the war dead in the 1860's tapped into the

Justin
well we're not together its been up in the air for a week and now he's gone moved out and left town all in one day. i guess i should be happy, since it was a pretty short sweet break up kindaa, till u get down to the details. but i hurt so bad, and i feel like i can't let it go because i'm a parent now, like i'm wrong for poundering abt it rather than thinking abt my daughter 24-7. i don't want to talk to someone but i feel like i'm gonna bust at the seems to vent to someone i just don't know who. i feel like you pull one nerve the wrong way ibut all in one day he's here at'm gonna fall apart. i feel pathetic, my anxiety and depression and everything else that's wrong with me that im on meds for (for those who know) is 100 times worse. right now i'm hiding at my parents cause i cant stand to look at "our" house, more less anything thats inside of it. i want him back but i can't take him back cause of everything he did to me and my daughter. but i still love him, and will probably alway

Seriously Awesome Cherry Friends!!!!!!
Please Go and Show My Awesomely Great Friends Some Serious Cherry Luv!!! THEY ALL ROCK AND ARE THE GREATEST EVER!!! I WANT TO THANK THEM ALL AND ALL THE OTHERS THAT HAVE HELPED ME OUT SO MUCH IN MY VERY FIRST CONTEST THAT I'VE BEEN IN YOU ALL ARE AWESOME! ~TAB ~~~‡±Påtrïøtï¢ ßømßërz±‡ of CT / / ct fiance of LilBamaGirl@ CherryTAP LilBamaGirl~~Officer In Charge/HR Representative ‡±Påtrïøtï¢ßømßërz±‡ Of CT~~CT Fiancee Of ~TAB~@ CherryTAP LadyFire-n-ice~~‡±Påtrïøtï¢ ßømßërz±‡ Of CT / ct fiancee of the infamous Jokers_Wild@ CherryTAP Wendygyrl ~~ #16 The Godfather Bombers ~~@ CherryTAP

I Will Miss You....
Ok, we got the keys a week early, and have spent the afternoon cleaning and scrubbing our new apartment, walls and all. So, my point being, at some point this week we'll have to pack up the 'puters, and move them too. I'm going to try to get the net hooked up over there asap, and hopefully, I won't be off here too long. Trying to finish packing up, and start moving it all. Just saying... I'm not ignoring anyone! I've just got a very busy week ahead, and then, it will take time to get the internet over there. Ok, Cherrys, that's it for now... Lots of Love to all! Muahhhs!

Shasta Manana
Don't ask. I've become SERIOUSLY tired of guys just wanting me for one thing. I'm not even LIKE THAT. I understand the ones that don't know me, don't know. Well, now ya do. The ones that DO know me, should know better than that! UGH! I'm tired of being called hot, sexy, etc. While it truly does flatter me, why can't I be beautiful? Or why not take the time to get to know me before jumping to conclusions or straight out asking for sex. If everyone took a few seconds to get to know someone, things may turn out a little bit better than you anticipated. I'm done. Needed to rant for a second. Sorry! LOL

Remember
All who gave all .. and the ones still giving Thanks HOOAH Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Movie List, Best All-time
Okay, here is what I am doing. I want to do a movie poll. What is the all-time best movie. Now it is a matter of opinions, so I need a lot of them. So here is the deal I am going to list categories of movies. Then I want response/comments as to your top three. Then I will do a "Poll" thingy somehow here. where the world gets to vote. So if we all tell all of our friends about this. We will have millions of people giving their imput. So here is how they go. Best All-Time Movie: Best All-time Comedy: Best All-Time Action: Best All-Time Sports: Best All-Time Quoteable: Best All-Time Romantic: Best All-Time Sci-Fi: (by request added cats) Best All-Time Horror: Best All-Time Suspense: This is stemmed from a great conversation last night at the bar after softball. Some great ass movies came about. I want you all to join in. Thank you, Ted

Friends!?
It has been my discovery that not all friends are creaed equally. There are those friends that love you, want to fuck you, hate you, or want to sabotage you. I find that the friends that love you few and far between. those that want to fuck you are a dime a dozen, and most hate you AND want to sabotage you. I am veru glad that I have several of the true friends. Even those who are not right here. You know the ones you can be yourself around.I have found it is easier to ignore all types of friends and the best ones will bug you un til you answer!!!! A good friend will bail you out of jail, your best friend will be sitting in the cell with you laughing about how fun that was!! You must have atleast one of these friends. I am lucky to have found 3. You know who you are and thank you for being there. and by the way.....Boredom is a Bitch!!!

Cold Kinda Got Me
restless nite hard 2 get any rest with dry scrathy throat making me wanna drink more ...... grabbed a cool soothin water ice and hope that will ease it up a bit ...... warm muggy nite trying to sweat this outta me, but it seems 2 b winnin so far

I Dont Understand.
Maybe I just dont understand the whole NSFW rating thing. I just got an email saying that 4 of my pics are NSFW, and I didnt just reacently upload them. They have been there since atleast February. So if anyone knows, please if you can make it clearer to me, I would appriciate it.

Me
I JUST WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING,BUT I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE!! SO SOMETHING!! HAHAHAHA!! FUNNY, HUH?? NO NOT REALLY.... ANYWAYS, SO HOW IS EVERYBODY DOING?, THAT IS WHOEVER IS READING THIS,, IF THERE IS ANYBODY.. NICE, HUH?? SO HOPE YOU LIKED IT.!?@$&#%^*

Skin Deep
the beauty that resides within... love blesses grace defines gratitude tempers thoughtfulness guides contemplation grounds words and actions bind mercy the greatest gift peace the contemplation of the soul beauty is not skin deep, but a continuous flow of the things within our souls. peace demon

Aint That A Bitch
o i fineit funny as hell that u think about not tryin to hurt the one u leave but yet i find that u end up hurting them. but yet u try not to say somthing dumb but that take wat as the other way around. oh well life goes on. Even thought u didnt know that it might hurt them. that way. But on the real im still opissed off cause of wat i was told that caused the whole mess in the frist place. Now but urself im my shoes. Ok whay would u do if one of ur ex's calll u out of the blue and tell u that its ur dault that they cheated on u. then found themself pregnant or got someone pregnant. Then they lost or the person they got knocked up lost the kid or kids they was goin to have. But u didnt cause anything to happen like that. and u know dam well that u wasnt around them at the time it happen. but any damn way life goes on. im tried of a lot of things right bout now, im tryin to got my life the way it should be. and then fate throws u a monkey wrench at u over and over. Youi try to deal wit

I Won The Lottery!"
A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out."

Kate And Gerry Mccann - Full Interview
'We'll Never Stop Blaming Ourselves' Updated: 18:17, Friday May 25, 2007 Gerry and Kate McCann, the parents of missing Madeleine, have spoken to Sky News' Ian Woods about the night she was taken and the support they have received three weeks after she was snatched in Portugal. Here is the full transcript of the interviewIAN WOODS (IW): Gerry and Kate thanks very much for talking to us. I'd like to begin by taking you back to the events of May 3 on that evening. Tell us how you discovered how Madeleine had gone. KATE McCANN (KM): As I think people are aware, we were checking regularly on the children and it was during one of my checks that I discovered she had gone. I can't really go into any details about that. I'm sure any parent will realise how that felt. IW: Did the panic set in immediately? KM: Yeah (whisper), very much. IW: This is a resort that offers childcare facilities, babysitting facilities. Why then, were the three young children left alone at the apartmen

Fake Love(poem To My Man)
My heart is breaking from with in my soul. Everything I known to be true seems to be a lie, Why do I fall in love so easily when all I get is Pain and hurt all over again. I cry for you to be my love long last the one I have Looked for all my life. You break my heart with words that make me cry inside The laughter I feel now is only fake when outside it once Was true . My feelings are leaving my broken heart I feel the pain growing Inside and yet I want to cover it up and never let it show. Why do you make me smile the way that you can, is it my Heart that urns for you deep within or is it just that I cant Bare to be with out you in my life any more, I’ve searched for you since my younger days and now that I have found you I feel I should let you go .. Maybe its that I have fallen in love with you that blurs my Wanting to let go of you that makes me stop and think.. You say that you love me yet in my hear I feel the opposite Of tho

How I Feel
I know each Master has his own ways of viewing and teaching a submissive slave as for being a Master to me it is many things it knowing my own desire and want as well as my slaves , it is cherishing what is mine and watches over her . showing the respect to her as she herself shares within me.never acting out in anger or jealousy for these acts are ones of a lack of trust and a lack of ones own control. my beliefs are that if one is to control another one must be in control of oneself! You will find that I have my ideas as how beings Master/Dom should be to me the Master is a strong man, a dominate man. He is sure of himself, confident in his place in society. He cherishes females, revels by their presence. He is giving, caring, Loving and understanding. When the Master takes on a new fledgling, he worships her, discovers her, slowly possesses her. He gently pushes her, always ready to show her that she is strong, that her limits are not what she believes them to be, that she can be t

Dj
I swear the poor boy is addicted to me. *sigh* Oh well. Chris is in jail, and sorry, but I'm broke, so he's just gonna have to sit there for a while, haha! Ok, Off to bed again, yep, second attempt, and my boy is awake now too...yay.

Friendship
Your friend is your needs answered. He is your field which you sow with love and reap with thanksgiving. And he is your board and your fireside. For you come to him with your hunger, and you seek him for peace. And in the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures. Gibran

Story Of A Cab Ride
STORY OF A CAB RIDE Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. When I arrived at 2:30a.m., the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait a minute, then drive away. But, I had seen too many impoverishedpeople who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked. "Just a minute", answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 80's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was

Garfield
MY THOUGHT FOR THE DAY LOL We all get heavier as we get older, Because there's a lot more information in our heads. So I'm not fat, I'm just really Intelligent, And my head couldn't hold any more, So it started filling up the rest of me! That's my story and I'm sticking to it ! Have an awesome day

Discipline And Punishment
Last night Kay as per her guidelines came to me and requested her discipline, taking her to the kitchen, she stripped and bent over the table. Picking up the new loopy she had made for me, I proceeded to spank her bare ass, right from the start I could see little loops of red form on her ass, the sting from this item causing her to whimper. Going slow I spanked her for about twenty minutes, then having her stand in the corner her red bottom showing. After a 15 minute corner time, I instructed her to bend back over the table, upon which she inquired as too why since the discipline was over, I informed her that now was the punishment time for her use of forbidden language ( saying the "F" word ), I also made a loopy like the one she made, but mine is heavier, I then scolded her for using language that a lady should not, with each word spanking her already stinging bottom. Kay took this well, and after another thirty minutes worth of both loopy's her bare bottom was quite red and

A Broken Heart
Pain is something she knows right now, She can't make it stop, she doesn't know how. Right now, her life looks dim. Her biggest fear was losing him. She's in the bedroom cryin. Inside she feels her heart dying. Tomorrow is another day. She's praying he will stay. She turns to God for guidance and light. She prays for goodness in all that is right. In the morning, when she awakes, The new day seems the same.

Happy Friendship Week To You!!!!!!
I like you because of who you are to me... A true friend . And if I don't get this back I'll take the hint Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 PM tomorrow. It could be anywhere -- AOL, Yahoo, outside of school, anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Please send to 5 people in 5 minutes . Remember: "A good friend will come bail you out of jail.... But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying WE screwed up, but we had fun! " Proud to be your Friend! Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead . I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned...that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned..that money doesn't buy class. I've learned...that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

Tomates And Gardening....
Anyone else love to garden? Or ever grow an "Upside Down Tomatoes" ? After living in an apartment with no yard (which I wont do again...LOL) I had to come up with ways to garden, its a necessity for me. I grew "upside down tomatoes". They are an awesome way to get fresh veggies with no fuss or staking. I am working on this summers today. You can see my photos of last years here: http://angeljoly.20fr.com/custom.html I know it's an odd blog topic, but it was what was on my mind today...

God To Woman
When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. But you woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. From one bone I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects his heart and his lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone I shaped you. I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully. Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The rib cage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. Support the man as the rib cage supports the body. You were not

If I Knew
If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

Sex Quiz
whats ur name?KRISTINAwhats ur age?24where were u born?MIAMIwhats ur fav body part on a gurl?MOUTHwhats ur fav. body part on a guy?EYESare u bi lesbian or gay?NOT GAY SO...do you like porn?SOMEdo u like to play with ur self or with a partner?BOTHdo u like it ruff or smooth?MMMMMMMM THAT DEPENDSslow or fast?AGAIN IT DEPENDSwhat type of sex do u like?THE KIND THAT MAKES YOUR TOES CURL AND WANTA SCREAM...what do u look in a girl/guy?WHAT KINDA PERSON THEY ARE AND HOW THEY TREAT THERESELF..would u ever try new things with them if they asked?YESif they asked u to shot a porn film , would u or not?YESwould u ever talk dirty to them even when ur apart?(the phone):I WOULD LOVE TO!would you ever bring toys in the bedroom? what type?YES do u like likin pusseys or sucking cocks?BOTHWHEN IS THE LAST TIME U HAD SEX?LAST NIGHTDID U USE A CONDOM?NOPE!HAVE U EVER HAD SEX IN THE BATHROOM?YESOUTSIDE?YESIN A CAR?YESTHE OLDEST PERSON U HAD A RELATIONSHIP WITH?25WHAT DO U LIKE TO BE CALLED WHEN HAVIN SEX?M

Advice
Advice is such an interesting word. In my world, it means asking for and accepting the opinion of another. Now I like to think, when we ask for advice we ask for it from someone who is an expert. If my car makes a weird coughing noise every time I take a corner at 80, I go see my mechanic. She will offer her advice, based on knowledge and experience. If I ask for the same advice from Bob the cop, his advice would be, do not drive like that, cars can be dangerous. Two right answers, from two different viewpoints. But, going with the expert, I run off and get a wheel alignment. Is asking the advice of a friend, on every life topic, asking the advice of an expert? My definition of a friend and a person I call a friend, is that they are an impartial listener. Not an expert in all life events. My friend is an expert at not judging, meddling or manipulating any situation. So with that in mind, I never ask a friend to help me solve a problem, listen yes, but the minute the friend starts offer

Fairy Tale
Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ in a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am ~~~~~~~~ and then, my sweet, we can marry ~~~~~~~~ and set up housekeeping in your castle ~~~~~~~~ with my mother, ~~~~~~~~ where you can prepare my meals, ~~~~~~~~ clean my clothes, bear my children, ~~~~~~~~ and forever feel grateful and happy doing so. " ~~~~~~~~ That night, ~~~~~~~~ as the princess dined sumptuously ~~~~~~~~ on light

'complete' Vs. 'compliment'
Ultimately, your 'soulmate' is not the one who 'completes' you -- they are the one who 'compliments' you... They are the one who will share many of the same likes/dislikes you may have, but will have just enough differences to compliment your personality...so it is ok to share the same desires, vices, likes, dislikes, faults, etc., as long as they are not ultimately destructive... This is when the ability to anticipate your loved one's needs is at its best. It becomes an instinctive thing rather than a 'trying to please' thing...You will find yourself doing things simply motivated by the fact that you know what your partner's reaction will be, and most of the time you will not even realize you are doing it... You will never be so angry at someone, but at the same time so anxious to resolve the issue to get back to the level of comfort that you share with the one who 'compliments' you. We often tend to hate in others what we hate in ourselves...For example, I hate procrast

Help
why is love so confusing,how do u know that u love a person;maybe when you will come to their every beckoning call,or when they r the only one u think of every day .how do u know really know. can somebody help me?!#

Update
i made a lot of great friends here and some buttheads dont add me to your friends list if you dont want to talk, im not that hard up for points. and if you leave me a profile comment please dont leave me pics of women, im not into women ill be cleaning out my friends list again so if you are reading this and dont usually talk to me but want to stay a friend, then i suggest you talk to me otherwise see ya to my real friends, i love you guys oh yeah the ones who dont want me on, it would be nice if you took me off so i dont have to go through 2000 ppl lol take care

Between Friends
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life Just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh Until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe That there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you That there really is an unlocked door Just waiting for you to open it. Always try to help a friend in need Believe in yourself Be brave...but it's ok to be afraid sometimes Study hard Give lots of kisses Laugh often Don't be overly concerned with your weight, it's just a number Always try to see the glass half full Meet new people, even if they look different to you Remain calm, even when it seems hopeless Take lots of naps.. Be weird whenever you have the chance Love your friends, no matter who they are Don't waste food RELAX Take an occasional risk Try to have a little fun each day. ...it's important Work together as a team Share a joke wi

For The Fallen Heros
Girly glitter comments from www.GirlyTags.com We want to especially remember the firefighters, the policemen, the medical personnel, rescue workers, and all the common people who helped others on the attack sites during the actual disaster days, and those who helped to clean up in the aftermath of 9-11-01. Some of them accomplished some truly heroic tasks, and deserve to be called heroes! These people did save some lives, helped multitudes of people on the attack sites, and accomplished the tremendous task of clearing all the dead bodies, rubble and debris from the destroyed buildings and aircrafts. They didn't concern themselves with their own comfort but unselfishly were more concerned about others - even to the point of losing their lives. "Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends

Ex Boyfriends Suck
on may 24 it was jesse's 21 birthday. we were drunk as fucking fuck and having fun. well he had to carry things too far with his grandma and she called the cops on him. we ran to the trailer park down by his house and started partying back there. we here the cops say get on the ground and dip out. everybody gets away except my ex boyfriend. i'm thinkin it's okay, you know, he'll be out in a lil while, he just got drunk tank, but no his stupid ignorant ass had a fuckin crack stem in his pocket. i found out later on yesterday, which was the 25, about it and i also found out that he stole money from me to go buy the rocks. i had serious feelings for him but fuck that bitch. i'm way too good for him. i have to stop crying because i'm sick of it so show some luv cuz i need all the friends i can get right now.

Lets All Be Coffee
A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother

What A Hershey Kiss Tastes Like
WHAT DOES A KISS TASTE LIKE? One day a teacher had a taste test with her students. She picked a little boy to do the first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hershey kiss in his mouth and asked, "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't," said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue. It's the thing your daddy wants from your Mommy before he goes to work." Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yelled...... "Spit it out! It's a piece of Ass!"

Letting Go!
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, You can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then yo

Will Be Gone Some Here; I've Got To Reformat My Drive
No it's not a virus or anything; it's just an old drive and sometimes I need to rebuild it...I should be up and going again by later tonight or early tomorrow so wish me luck! Love to you all...and any guy friends let's just shake hands lol!

Alone
they say being alone in life hurts. i am beginning to think that trying to make something work with someone hurts worse then going to bed everynight alone. spending life alone isnt so bad, i mean i have made it so far without going completely insane right? least when i am alone i dont know what i am missing out on. the kisses, the hugs, the holding hands, that wanting feeling, the feeling of actually being needed. i think sometimes i was just put here on this earth for people to play with. afterall sure i have had relationships in the past, but seems i was just a pawn, a passing moment, a you will do for now till someone else comes along better. hmm someone better. yeah i guess i am nothing since someone better always seem to come along. i will admit i am not the best looking, definatly not skinny, i am shy, why would any man in their right mind want me or need me? my views on sex are quite different then others it seems. to me i like to take things slow, to not give it up rig

Have A Safe Weekend...
Wishing you all a safe weekend....I am not doing much except probably going to go see my parents on Sun or Mon. Wish the price of gas would come down some,would make it cheaper to go visiting,I had some offers to go camping this weekend,but my friend is 2 hrs away just couldnt afford to go. Take Care Hugsssssss Julie

Yeah Whatever
Ok, so this is one of my own self depricating type blogs. I was having a conversation with my love and bestest friend, and she thinks that i have like these large number of girls i talk to, socialize with and who hit on me.So of course in defense(and with all honesty) i proceeded to tell her that i dont have girls hit on me.Which is the honest to god's truth.I'm just not THAT guy.Im not the guy who walks into a room and has the girls drooling and falling at my feet. Well some of you may wonder....well Q,you're such a cool and outgoing guy, how can you say you dont pick up chicks.It's easy, im just not attractive plain and simple.Now granted my "magic number" is of an unusually high type, but seriously if you were to see 70% of the chicks i've slept with *hangs head in shame* they're not much to speak of. I've worked at my present bar job for about a month and a half now, and i've had 3, count them 3 girls ever hit on me the entire time i've been there.of course the chicks that

Gonna Piss Some People Off
Ok so i just finished getting into a very heated yet insightful conversation with a woman about black men who date white women.And whilst speaking with said woman i began to think, why is it black dudes date white women, and not just me myself, but in general. And i came up with the answer. Now this is an opinion spoken of, and if you dont agree, you may not. But there is general truth spoken in these words. During the 60's well into the 80's, black men of today had no role models or older men to look for to recieve wisdom. Alot of men were lost to the Korean and Vietnam wars, the rest were lost to LSD, Pot, alcohol and whatever drugs used during those decades. Alot of women (fault not being lifted fully from them) slept with these men and they became pregnant and these men (term being used loosely) left. Resulting in alot of young boys and men growing up with out fathers.If they were lucky they had uncles, or neighbours, or family friends or mom's boyfriends to give them some ki

~someone Told Me~
~Someone Told Me~ Someone told me There is no God Yet I pray and say... If it's true I'll ask you why Why am I here today? Someone told me to hold all hands And love the world as one Someone told me to take great heed And dream great things to come Someone told me there is no hell It's only in books and schemes Then why is evil all around In lifes hopes and dreams Someone told me don't believe And let your wide eyes wander Just close your heart and ears awhile And let your thoughts be pondered Someone told me just live your life To the fullest that you can That life is short With too much to miss Like an hourglass filled with sand

Needing
i need you in me, above me. i need your arms around me. your kisses awaken my soul. your eyes decieve all emotion in my bed tonight. my hands caress your bare chest. they slide down further, just my fingertips touch. i grasp your hips and pull you down, hungry for more deeper within. i want to go down on you . my hands holding you as i slide down to my knees. i kiss the firm tip of your cock, feeling the smooth roundness between my lips. i look up to catch you smiling at me. holding your stare, i take you in my mouth, feeling your veins pulsing and your muscles hardening against the pink flesh of my tongue. you grip my hair. come down to me. nibble my ear. i'll nibble your lip and run my nails across your back, all the while you caress my nipples with your tongue. my breast sinks into your mouth. i take your hand in mine. together, we'll reach deep inside of me and let the moistness wrap around your fingers. i long to feel the rush of you. my favorite ride is you, on the chair, the be

Damn
Well, ....I turn 46 tomorrow, and here I sit by myself. I never thought that at this age I would still be single. Have no children. And suffered through the loss of my mother. But I am a May Baby and they say that we are strong in spirit. I sure could use some of the strength now, that's for sure. So to all the May Babies....I dedicate this to you an me of course....HAPPY BITRHDAY

Remembering The Fallen
On this memorial day weekend, I find myself thinking about why I joined the Army. For the most part I joined because I wanted to prove to myself & others that I could make it. Make it through basic training & AIT. At my age, it wasnt easy. I was told I was crazy, had lost my mind, blah blah blah. There are many other reasons I joined, but I will keep those to myself. Here I find myself at 35 years old a combat medic in the US Army. I am fuckin' proud of it too! However, Memorial Day is set aside each year to remember the lives of soldiers lost. I nearly cry at days end when I hear a toll of how many of my brothers & sisters died in the desert defending the many freedoms granted to you & I. I don't care if you don't support the way, support the soldiers. They very well might not support the war either, but they are doing what is asked of them, their job! Although, this man isn't physically here on this earth anymore, he is here in spirit. Joey, I didn't hang with you much during basic

I've Never Been Anywhere As Cold As You
If I had to choose, I would have left you, Never stayed. You never meant anything to me but Material things. Our relationship and short talks Never consisted of love or compassion. We will Never be close, if I had the choice I’d move As far away from you as possible, marry without You knowing. Skip my Father-Daughter dance, You already gave me away. I spent 45 minutes standing outside the shower letting it run and thinking of him. Of what next? Of how far? Of how much? Of too much? Then I turned to get in and the water had gone cold. I didn't know before that moment that I am infatuated at the very least. You might get a prettier girl You might get a nicer girl You might get a funnier girl You might get a sweeter girl You just might get a better girl But you will never, ever get a girl who loves you more than I do They say that the more you laugh the longer you live. Well thanks to my best friend I'm never gonna die she won't call you. you have t

Shall I Buy You A Clue?
the men i have been with have assumed there are really only four erogenous zones. boobs, pussy, possibly ass and neck. the manual stimulation part is where i have run into the problem. the hand goes downstairs and immediately heads for the target area. very little in the way of gentle caressing of the lips or anywhere else. maybe a minute of stimulation and then a throbbing finger impales itself into me. ouch! a girl needs a chance to get herself a little lubricated before that bad boy slides itself on in there. a little attention is paid to the clit but its the wrong kind of attention. maybe i am just extra sensitive but rubbing me hard there is irritating and almost painful. soft and gentle initially seems more appealing to me. what i want... the whole body is an erogenous zone is it not? why dont they touch all of it? its so nice to feel fingers and hands trailing over all of me, my arms, my legs, everywhere, breasts and pussy included. gently, rubbing it gently, to me, is

By 10am...
May 26, 2007 my little girl had walked across the stage that welcomed her into what is now truly considered adulthood. She's no longer a child in high school. She's graduated. Its been such an incredible experience to be her mother. Not that my job is anywhere near over, I'll always be mom.. but I don't think anyone will ever truly grasp just how much I have been blessed. My amazing, blonde blue-eyed lil girl is no longer a lil girl. BUT.. BUT, she'll ALWAYS ALWAYS be a mommy's girl. I've watched this exquisite creature grow from just a happy baby into a beautiful, funny, gifted, completely out of control and yet so disciplined young woman. And believe you me, she has no qualms with telling anyone just how great and amazing she is. She knows. I've cried a thousands tears today. From the moment I sat behind her to straighten hair and thought, "Wow.. its the last time I'll have to wake up at 5am to hot iron this kids hair before school." Then again when I had to get out of th

Irony Of Love
IRONY OF LOVE " The greatest irony of love... loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... and sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... for some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. love is always present. it's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... as we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... most often we fall in love with the person we think we love

Sex
Sex is nature, and I believe in going along with nature. You know that look women get when they want sex? Me neither! It isn`t premarital sex if you have no intention of getting married. Sex is like bridge: If you don't have a good partner, you better have a good hand. Women need a reason to have sex, men just need a place.

Horray For Me
Wow lucky me... another site with another blog. I never even use these have the time so why the heck do i keep making them!? haha... *to self* grab a brain genius. Anyway... i'm still fairly new to cherry tap... figureing things out.. its a cool site though definitly like it. moving on with life....

And We Complain
WE MISS YOU!!!!!!! It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________________________________________ You talk trash about you

Hatred!!!
If you hate someone, simply because of what they were born into or because they are in a situation you don't understand, you really need to take up a hobby or something. Because to hate someone simply because of what they are, whether it be white, gay, black, straight, republican, democrat, russian, polish, jewish, portuguese, legal status, australian, dominican, puerto rican, female, male, or likes the color orange... is just sad. I have a couple of really close friends and they're black, puerto rican, white, portuguese, polish, italian... WHATEVER.. and some people will criticize me and say "oh Dianna, if you met them at work/school, it doesn't count". You're wrong! I don't care what you think counts and doesn't. The point is, I found something valuable in each of these people and love that they're in my life. I love that I can learn from them and that I can make fun of them ..and them of me..and then we can go have /drinks/ hang and talk about how we hate Trinidad, but I don'

The Party She Would Never Forget
Subject: The party she would never forget The wife got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the party alone. He, being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed and there was no need for his good time to be spoiled by her not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, woke up feeling much better and as it was still early, decided to go to the party. As her husband didn't know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. So she joined the party and soon spotted her husband in his costume, cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice "chick" he could and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife went up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his new partner high and dry and devoted his time to her. She let him go as

This Would Make Me Happy
It would make me really happy if i can get some pic comments... rates are ok but i like comments because i like reading what different people say... if you could please comment my pics i would be really happy and would really appreciate it!!!! K Thanx!!

Cherry Blast
I just wanted to point out that I have never had a chery blast... lol i know alot of people on here havent but well i just want one lol.... so if anyone wants to be nice enough to buy me one i will find a way to repay you lol

Reason I'm Out Of Town : )
Well everyone it's that time again. I'm goin home to be with my family. Everyone wish me luck. I have a lot of problems to back home too. My mom, dad, aunt, and gramdma are sick. My aunt is slowly dyin but we are tryin to keep her happy. She is in the ICU right now. My dad is a heart patient. He is also sick right now and he isn't able to lift over 50 pounds. It's a hard thing to see my dad go from bein one of the strongest people i knew, to what he is now. My grandma is still sick from where she had her surgery for her cancer. It has been a hard time for me and it's now time to go back and face everything goin on. If you want to show your boy some love please leave it. I'll be back and make sure to return all the love as usual. Thanks to all my real friends for bein there : )

Cry's In The Wind
Scratch till fingertips ripple out the very substance thay're made of. Scram till the pull of the cords within your throat rip to shreads. Claw harder! Scream. Scream louder! No one hears,No one cares except for their own selves, You may claw till the bone chips and glistens with blood,fragments of flesh'. Screeches sound though only within. Your own screams,your own crys. Yet stil you belive someone will hear! Why belive anyone will care? You've clawed so deep.Screamed so loud. Why belive? People hear their own cries. Peole sympthize their own sorrows. Your cries are mere crys in the wind. Cries passing through the ears of those you love who say thay love you.

A Party For The Penis....
It is well know in my circle of friends and especially my readers that I am a lover of the penis. I love them. I think they are beautiful and perfect....well..I have seen ooogly ones, but I do try and stay away from those. If I were a man I would be gay. And plus I would masterbate all the time. I would be a masterbating gay man who was hecka honkey because I would never go out in public. I would love my penis.Even if it were a baby one. So...Just for fucks sake Winnie and I decided to pay homage to the penis. We had a penis piniata and a table scattered with BLOW POPS, Miniture KY jellies and Penis blowers. Beautiful cuppycakes and lots of games...lots...of games. We had a pleasure lady come in who sold vibrators and many lotions. Including one that numbed your gag reflex...GENIUS! Ahhhhhhhhhhh it was a fun night...and altho winnie and I are kinda known for throwing wierd parties (including a gallbladder and a peepee in the pot one) It was the funnest one EVE

Something I Threw Together A Few Years Ago
The Sword Quickly the arm comes down, The deafening ring as steal meets steal. The hammer falls, making contact with the red molten metal. Cynders fly, Smoke rises, And heat wells up As the fire licks at the man’s skin. Droplets of sweat fall like rain in the early morning. The man works diligently at his task. Slowly the square of steal takes shape. Widening, Lengthening, and stretching out. It began as nothing, yet now it reaches ever further. Pin straight it seems it shall never stop. Yet slowly the journey finds its end. No longer cold, dull, and grey. It shines with brilliance that is completely unmatched. It reflects every gleam of light. Now a new journey begins. For it knows its life has only just begun. No body no breath. Yet it has a heart and soul Not even the gods can match. It has no wings, Yet it flies through the air, Like a majestic bird. A bird of prey, Ever searching for its next meal, It’s next taste of flesh. Finally it finds it, its n

White People
White People Someone else besides me finally said it. how many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. and then there are just Americans. Some pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists. If we had White History Mon

Article On New Earth
Found 20 light years away: the New Earth It's got the same climate as Earth, plus water and gravity. Full Story: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/pages/live/articles/technology/technology.html?in_article_id=450467&in_page_id=1965 26 May 2007 http://www.dailymail.co.uk/

Twenty-one Steps
Twenty One Steps Arlington where our unknown soldier lies The place to honor those who gave their lives Those that died that generations be free May we remember them through eternity This Unknown Soldier guarded day and night By the choice of a few and with all their might To show mankind their respect and dignity To those who defended our lives and liberty Twenty one steps, he takes twenty one steps Eyes locked in honor for the soldier he guards And twenty one seconds before he turns To honor the soldiers who never returned Twenty one steps until the end of time For our lost soldiers we cannot find They gave their lives for you and me The price paid to preserve our dignity So let's take twenty one steps, just twenty one steps Lock our eyes in honor for our soldiers that died And think for twenty one seconds about their sacrifice To preserve our freedom and our children's lives.

Part 3b-verizon-postpaid
For each of the post paid blogs I will have a legend to follow the abbreviations. pk=peak time(7am-9pm) N&W=Night & weekend min(9pm-7am mon-friday and (pm fri-7am mon) kb=kilobit mb=megabit m/a=monthly access m2m=mobile to mobile(which is to any same carrier customer{which are unlimited for most carriers if not I will notate) For all plans any unused pk minutes rollover at the end of billing cycle! $39.99 m/a =450 min pk and unlimited min N&W $59.99 m/a= 900 min pk and unlimited N&W $79.99 m/a= 1350 min pk, Unlimited N&W $99.99 m/a= 2000 min pk, unlimited N&W $149.99 m/a=4000 min pk, unlimited N&W $199.99 m/a=6000 min pk, unlimited N&W All plans are Nation wide long distance, Roaming, call forwarding, call waiting, 3-way calling, caller ID. To get unlimited text to anyone add $20 to the prices above for what Verizon calls Select plan.(i.e.-450 min plan goes from $39.99 to $59.99 if added as a select plan with unlimited text) if you don't go with

A Real Fan
Paul was a huge Chicago Bears fan. For years he had tried to get tickets to a Bears game, without ever seeing them except on TV. One year the Bears made it all the way to the Super Bowl, and to Paul's absolute delight, he won a ticket to the Super Bowl in a raffle! He was ecstatic! Finally, a chance to see "Da' Bears" - in THE SUPER BOWL, no less! He went to the stadium with great anticipation and it wasn't until he found his seat that he realized why the ticket was free. He was in the very top row, in the end zone no less! After trying to watch the first quarter with the players on the field the size of ants, Paul noticed that way down in front, right on the 50 yard line, was an empty seat. He worked his way down to the row where the empty seat was and asked the man sitting there if the seat was taken. "My wife used to sit there", said the man. "We have had season's tickets here for 28 years, but since she died, the seat has been vacant." "I'm sorry to hear

Do Da Math
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy ______________________________ SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need. _____________________________ GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. _____________________________ HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all. ______________________________ LONGEVITY Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die. ______________________________ PROP

A Bit Of Info On Lil Old Rogue
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: rogueNickname(s): roguey/rogueybabyAge: 31Birthday: 28th januaryBirthplace: minsterCurrent Location: kent, ukEye Color: blueHair Color: aluburnHeight: 5ft 3Weight: 182 lbLefty or Righty: rightyZodiac Sign: aquariasWhat Do You Drive: kia pride Screenname: rogue{---Favorites---}Color: prupleNumber: 69Band: mika (at the mo)Music Genre: anything no countryTV Show: showbiz poker (at the mo)Movie: annieActor: orlando bloomActress: hmm dont really have oneKind of Movie: pornCartoon: xmen Sport: ice hockeyFast Food Restaurant: kfcFood: roast lambIce Cream: half baked (ben & jerrys)Cereal: special kCandy: anything chocolate

Why Is It So Hard To Find A Date!!
Is it me or are girls really that picky!!!I know I am an average looking guy so why can't I find a nice girl to date.Do I have to a ***hole to them to like me.....I am a nice guy so I try to be nice to them and all they say is why are you so nice why cant I find a guy like you-----Duh I'm right here----all they wanna be is friends;I'm not saying that friends aren't bad but I want someone who I can spend my time with...So if anyone has any pointers on why girls are like this please let me know....

My Ode To Alcohol
"Here's to alcohol, the cause of—and solution to—all life's problems." - Homer J. Simpson Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work friend, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do

Perfection.............................
Her hair is long and spilling over her shoulders...a long black dress with almost no back...cut very low in the back so her Master will see the suppleness of her...she is impeccably dressed and ready for Him...candles burning to induce the mood a bit...a snifter of brandy in her hand when He walks through the door...she hands it to him and removes his jacket and escort him to his chair...a game of backgammon is set up for a quick game... the smell of dinner cooking is wafting through the air...her perfume is subtle but when he inhales he is able to remember their last intimate moment a gentle but slight kiss on the cheek makes him shiver slightly...a wonderful CD is in the player..playing nice and soft she kneels on a pillow and lay's against him asking him how his day went and gently reaching over to touch his hand "by accident" When she rises to check dinner she runs her hands down her body to straighten her gown...a quick look and gentle smile over her shoulder brings thoughts of

Happiness
I think I've learned a lot in the last week about happiness. I wasn't too happy , in fact I would say it was one of the worst weeks I have had. But its what we learn from life's challenges that makes us better people. You know it doesn't really matter in the end if someone lied to you, or played games, or hurt you. You pick up the pieces and move on. I felt pretty foolish this week for trusting someone. I hurt pretty bad for letting them get beyond the walls. I should have seen the game. And I lost a friend because of it. Or so I thought. I really didn't lose anything except the time and effort put into the friendship. But I did learn some lessons from it. Everytime I face one of these challenges I just need to be strong and learn. And not let it hurt, and not dwell on it. I need to just let it go. There isn't muchin this world that is worth being sad over. I learned I have a lot of great friends who care. You guys are awesome. You gave me hope, and strength when I

The Two Of Them - Pt 8
She sat there quietly unsure of what to even say to him as he stood there infront of her. She could see how horribly hurt he felt and for all the pain she has caused him but she could not take it back so softly she said... "I'm sorry Petie okie are you happy i am sorry it's not like half the time i see the re-action from my own actions because when i walk out that door i don't see you for days and weeks at a time" *See Steph thats the problem you dont ever see what you are doing to me all you see is the end result of how you kill me from the inside and then you wonder why i dont bother to try and see you? Why would i try and see the person who left me crying in my bed in the dark but like you even care about that right* "You make it seem like i dont care about you petie and that isnt the case its just that i dont know what i want how can you expect me to at this stage of the game how can you even know what you want how can you act like you know when no one really knows right a

Really Behind On Bbw Contest
I AM WAY BEHIND IN 2ND PLACE ON THE SEXIEST BBW CONTEST. IF YOU HAVE TIME PLEASE COME AND HELP BOMB SOME COMMENTS. THE CONTEST ENDS JUNE 1ST! I AM ON MY KNEES BEGGIN.....LOL HUGS CARRIE

Lies And Drama
Why in the world do people feel they have to lie?? Im not talking just about your flat out lies when some guy tells you he is single when in fact he actually has a woman in his life. Im talking about the lies by omission as well. Where people just so happen to forget to tell you things. You know at one time a few little forgets and slip up would not have bothered me. However as i have gotten older i have become more and more bitter due to being lied to and hurt over and over again. I will be the first to admitt that i have more issues now due to every thing i have been through than most small nations it feels like. Its harder than hell for me to even think about trusting another person, let alone believing every thing they say after one of the little ooopps i forgot. it takes so little to lose all my trust and so very very much to gain it. OOO lets not forget the drama that all these lies creates. No matter what i do i always seem to find myself in the middle of said drama in one way

Biker In Black
BIKER IN BLACK Some think bikers are mean Some dressed in leathers and others in jeans You don't like our patches or the clothes that we wear You hate our bandannas and you hate our long hair You don't like our scooters and our loud noisy pipes You think we're not loyal to the stars and stripes You don't like our patches that are worn on our vests You think we're so different from all the rest But the truth is, Mister, we're kind of alike You drive a car and I ride a bike You have no tattoos painted on your arm But we fought side by side over in Nam So the next time your children are running around Enjoying their freedom and the fun that they've found Remember us bikers and all that we do We feed our lost veterans, we're Red, white and blue ! We bring toys for tots and toys for a smile By riding our bikes for miles and miles You see, us bikers have never forgot Our homeless veterans and our homeless tots We are loyal to our clubs and true to our bro's We will al

So I'm Sitting On The Couch...
had just smoked a strawberry flavored white owl, and wondered if today had been a perfect day. i pondered why i had felt this calm and the feeling than it had been a good day... so i started at the beginning.... I woke up before the alarm went off... which was good cuz i had forgotten to even set the alarm.. My hair actually cooperated in to cute afro puffs... I got my roomie up and took him to work..came home.. got on the tap for a while... went got my nails done...ate wendy's... chilled at home... cleaned the hamster cage... took the other roomie to work...went to walmart... read the mail... vaccuumed out my car...picked up a friend....took him to work... came home chilled...picked kristen up... and finally smoked the blunt that made me hafta write this on here... so now that i see i had a jam packed day, i felt extremely like i hadn't really done anything therefore why i am thinking it was a perfect day. lol. i'll prolly read this tomorrow and laugh....

Questions
Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 Other PPL 1.Would u fuck me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? answer: 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard? answer: 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? answer: 12.Where would u fuck me @? answer: 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u fuck me again and again? answer: 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars? answer: 17.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 18.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer: 19.Would u fuck me once then le

Answer My Simple Questions
Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 Other PPL 1.Would u fuck me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? answer: 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard? answer: 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? answer: 12.Where would u fuck me @? answer: 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u fuck me again and again? answer: 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars? answer: 17.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 18.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer: 19.Would u fuck me once then le

This Was Sent To Me From A Friend And Wanted To Share
A FRIEND SENT ME THIS AND I WANTED TO SHARE THIS WITH ALL MY FRIENDS THIS IS WHAT I WENT THROUGHT WITH MY TESTICULAR CANCER Germ cell tumors of the testis and their rates of occurrence Seminoma (35%) Embryonal carcinoma (20%) Teratoma (5%) Choriocarcinoma (

Men
I really use to believe in love at first site True love and all of those fairy tail stories But after a seven year relationship and everything I had been put through I got to the point of when it was over thinking all men were alike. Though now I know its not true, it still comes to mind now and then. its been hard to pull myself together to trust anyone whether it be friendship or dating but any who... I'll eventually break that wall down until then I'll just stay where I am.

Tapestry
A tapestry of all there was that never could be is my life and it hangs and rots where I can't see- in my brain all is sad and very empty when I cry I tell myself I'll make it but I never really try I guess theres nothing more profane than a life that has no meaning with a friend or two that only say they love me in my dreaming I have lied and I have hurt them then I swore that I would change but everything worked out the same with nothing rearranged I've damned myself a million times for shunning God above but I need too much attention and I'm so afraid of love I can see me huddled lonely where I'll surely always stay While my empty echo dies its last, "Come closer; go away."

Life Has A Funny Way....
Life has a funny way By Cathy D I thought of you yesterday But not a tear did I shed I felt nothing but freedom From the life we had once led. I never thought id get over you For it was the hardest thing that I have done. It helped having such good friends Making me feel like I was number one. My heart skipped a beat today And you had crossed my mind But I didn’t feel the pain this time And the love I left behind. I thought of how great it was Not living with all of that fear Not hearing the laughter Everytime I would shed a tear Learning to live again Has been so very hard I have learned to laugh And not be on guard I have found someone That is close to my heart You were wrong when you said My life would be over if we were apart He loves to make me laugh He'd be there on a drop of a dime He doesn’t think I am a waste of his time He treats me like You never could And he respects me Like you never would So please don’t say I lov

Today - May 26
I have almost 200 photos to go through from tonight. I have the next three days off, so I'll get to them at some point. I did resize a few tonight - the ones where I actually parted with my camera for a few minutes and ended up in the shots. The picnic tonight was at my parents' house. Family, friends, food and fun. It was much needed and I think everyone had a blast. My broccoli salad was the first bowl to be empty on the food table. That recipe was a big hit. I'll definitely keep that in mind for our next picnic. My mom had games for the kids - and even the adults joined in - which made for some great pictures. There were balloons - which I didn't like - but sucked it up and watched and had the camera out (It didn't keep me from running like I was being chased by wolves any time a balloon came near me though). She had water balloons too and we did a balloon toss. I did participate in that - my partner was a friend and neighbor of my parents who I've known for about

"the Way"
Another original Poem by me... seems I've found a bit of a lyrical streak as of late... This one is done in the style of a Shakespearian Sonnet and was inspired by my last blog post concerning choices... Hope you like...Mike... "The Way" Years have past since last I was home; Wrapped in the warmth of family and friend; Years have past, spent imaginably alone; Alone in heart, to interiority I descend. Feebly proclaiming one souls desire; A victim of self-pity; predestiny's servant. Outrageous fortune consumed entire; Until at last, a soul becomes more observant. For fortune's eye focused upon a road; Throughout the journey and choices made. A souls resolve doest point and goad; Onward good soul, before the path doest fade. At awakenings end, mine eyes do see; Twas the choices I made on the road to me. © Copyright 2007 Michael John McPhee

Really Sad!!!!!
ITS REALLY SAD WHEN U HAVE OVER 700 FRIENDS AND ALMOPST 600 FANS AND YOU POST THINGS ABOUT A LOUNGE AND WHATNOT PEOPLE IGNORE THAT SHIT BUT A MILLION PEOPLE POST THE *FUCK OR PASS* OR *I WANT UR NUMBER SHIT* ITS LIKE WTF! OK SO U DONT WANNA COME CHECK OUT THE LOUNGE FINE UR LOSS HEHE BUT THE LEAST U COULD DO IT RE-FKIN-POST... OK CLIMBS OFF SOAP-BOX NOW... HAVE A NICE NITE ALL ICY

Higher Power
To my Higher Power: Wherever thou may be. As I undersand you, Thou are unique to me. Take my hand when I don't understand. When everyone shoves, let me feel love. I live and forgive, & learn; Not forget. So I make my next step, w/out ANY regrets.

Mom And Other Stuff
As much as I would love to disect the shittiness of my day.. in the end its always like this.. its up.. its down. when I don't want to be bothered a million ppl bother me. When its saturday and i want to have fun..suddenly every1 is so fucking busy u know what? im ending this shithole of a day. I try to talk to people and they don't seem to listen. I try to help people who want help but I'm pushing them too much. I try to take family out and i get shitted on..oh and i have to pay for everything On top of this..im not getting anything for myself this is all on my budget..so fuck me two times fast and call me charlie lol u may not know what that means but if im gonna go to bed frustrated i might as well end it on a fucking joke ~Timmy~

Uug
You're willing to move on and you're more than ready to make up for lost time, but is the other party feeling equally as generous? If not, don't be too quick to make up for their lack of enthusiasm. It takes two to tango. need to startfoarding this shit direcyl to my husband :(

Angry American Part 1 Of Idk
Ladies and gentleman, we live in a time of changes, changes to our way of life, and our way of thinking. With all the changes that are always going on around us, we have to stop and think that we should maybe learn better about things? My first gripe is about the National Anthem being done in spanish. Uh yeah no, okay look this is AMERICA the language here is ENGLISH, with Ebonics (Actually taught in some colleges in Cali.), Hickbonics (Very popluar with the backwoodz, and the hilljackz), you have slang that's used in place of actual words, and we don't limit you to having to know english. However, if you wish to succeed in MY country then you best better learn your ass some English. It's that fucking simple. I hate going to a place where there's English and Spanish both being used....Sorry if you're in MY country the language is ENGLISH, learn it, use it, and like it. If you have a problem with my language...pack your shit and LEAVE, I will be more then happy to help you

If I Could Make A Wish
If I Could Make A Wish If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could

Am I Alone In This....
But people who have music for their cell phone fucking ring are annoying. What the hell makes them think they're ass backward opinion of good music is equal to mine is beyond me. I don't want to fucking hear what you like. I want to hear a fucking ring. It doesn't ease my thirty second wait until your voice mail to listen to the newest piece of shit you like. Seriously, I'm not gaining anything out of that. I just sit their hoping for my eyes to boil in my head to alleviate the pain of your stupid fucking music. The only people with any brains who do this dumb fucking shit have the minute quantity of sense it takes to put classical music on their ringer. Its the least abrasive style of music I can think of. I seriously want to kill the next person who has some piece of pop crap or whatever the hell they like as a ringer. Fuck your fucking bells and whistles. If that is what amazes you you must be the most fucking mundane person on the face of the god damned planet. How frig

Sadness
Its bad enough that I have my little girl at home missing me so much. But today (27th) I got a phone call telling me that my grandfather is back in hospital and probably wont be coming out. My parents split when I was only 11months old. So he was my dad, my best friend, my mate. I dont know how I will get through this. To any of my friends and family that bother to read this.....take care as I may not be around for a while. ZZ is out XxXxXx

The Beach - My Own Poem Rewritten
The perfume of salt Wafts in on the misty gray fog Gritty sand scratches their bare feet Hooves pound along the stretches of sand Like the pounding of their hearts Kites weave and crash Like the twining of their fingers As they clumsily glide Along the curves of their bodies Searchingly She gazes into his green eyes As hopes and expectations rise within her Like the crashing of waves That bear down upon her He scrambles to his feet Extending his calloused hands In unwelcoming invitation Together they walk Hand in hand The hollow sound Of wave upon wave Fills the air She watches her steps Carefully avoiding The broken seashells As the frozen water Painfully cramps her feet Numbness creeps into her soul For she knows what is to come Though neither dares to say it She halts Brazenly he untangles his fingers And continues walking Her tears cascade like mini waterfalls As she watches his back Bob into the distance Like a boat lost at sea

Some People Are Such Idiots
SOME PEOPLE ARE SUCH IDIOTS....IT'S ONE THING TO RATE MY PHOTO A 1....BUT TAKE A LOOK AT THE PICTURE THIS IDIOT JUST RATED A 1...AND BELOW THAT IS THE LINK TO THIS IDIOTS PROFILE....SHOWS HOW MUCH SENSE HE HAS Sneaky Jesta@ CherryTAP

We Must And We Will Prevail Over The Evil That Is The Jew
Have we lost our will to take on the oppressive measures being taken against our people on a daily basis? Have we as a race lost all sense to tell truth from fiction? I would love to think that there are still many white men and women in this world who won’t allow their countries to fall further in the hands of a minority on this earth, but I can’t honestly bring myself to such conclusions based on how many countries have lost their rights to freedom of speech and freedom of expression. If anyone were to look around at the state of the world today, it would not be a pretty sight. The Jews have managed to strip many nations of their right to speak out against the tyranny that they are being place under on a massive scale, hell the Jews have managed to bring Orwell’s book 1984 and it’s thought crimes to life in many nations today. We as a people have been too enthralled with what’s on television and who’s doing what in Hollywood that we have neglected to see what truly is going on i

The Great Gathering
As night fell upon the moutains it was getting closer to the time of the show, as the band perpared for the show that night the girls could hearthe noise from the crowd outside the stage, as the curtian opened and the music began to play, the private boothes were full of the important ones as Storm began to sing, along with her band back ups for the group.....she scans the audience and the booths till her eyes fell upon one of the men sitting there by the name of Count DeAnglo, from Romania, and all his men but she only saw the count, as there eyes meet and locked through the one song......they performed for the rest of the night, after the show there was ones of the booths waiting in the back stage to meet theses girls....as soon as she touched his hand a strnge feeling came over her, as she looked deep within his eyes, it was Count DeAnglo of Romania, she smiled as they stood there not letting there hands fall from the shake as they spoke to each other talking of the good job they'd

Ummmmmmmm
oooooooooooo they have bloggie thingies on here too!?!?! thats ama-za-zing! i probably wont write in here becuz i think everyone can read it..not only that but it seems to me a way to just get attention. slightly emo unless its good news or something. anyways i dont trust online writing anyways (if its suppose to be private that is) but i could always just post random bullsh*t on here anyways..hmm..sounds fun! WEEEEEEEEE......... XxsamxX

Do U Believe Me???
True affection will overlook many mistakes, love will not discern them. Let a young woman accept as a life companion only one who possess pure, manly traits of character. One who is diligent, aspiring, and honest, one who loves and fears God. Shun those who are irreverent. Shun one who is a lover of idleness; shun the one who is a scoffer of hallowed things. Avoid the society of one who uses profane language, or is addicted to the use of even one glass of liquor. Listen not to the proposal of a man who has no realization of his responsibility to God.

Prologue
Chainsaws ripped through the silence of the woods, gnawing at stumps and branches, the sounds rising and falling as trees fell. No 'timbers' were heard as each oak crashed to the ground. A small clearing was made save for one large oak stump. The size of small vehicle in width, it rose only two feet from the ground. A body impression was fashioned into it as if a person had fallen there, splayed arms and legs akimbo, and sunk into the base of this newly felled tree. Five smaller trees around it, had been shorn of all limbs and branches, now stood majestically rising into the night, bark stripped from them, naked, wet waxy forms stood in alignment with the stump dramatically placed in the center. Chains hung from their tops meeting in the center over the center stump, casting moonlit shadows over the spectacle on the ground. Logs of medium length, cut from trunks and stacked in deliberate manner formed a small apparent altar to the north of the stump, placed between the northern most

Musings
Ever wonder how mid-life crisis starts? I have been thinking about this for a couple of days. I believe it starts when you a person looks back on their life and realize life has happened and they were just surviving. This is where I get stuck every time. I mean how can surviving not be living you do things everyday. Some times the effort to survive is paramount at other times it is no big deal almost effortless.

Recognizing Choices
We have choices, more choices than we let ourselves see. We may feel trapped in our relationships, our jobs, our life. We may feel locked into behaviors such as caretaking or controlling. Feeling trapped is a symptom of codependency. When we hear ourselves say, I have to take care of this person . . . I have to say yes . . . I have to try to control that person . . . I have to behave this way, think this way, feel this way . . . we can know we are choosing not to see choices. That sense of being trapped is an illusion. We are not controlled by circumstances, our past, the expectations of others, or our unhealthy expectations for ourselves. We can choose what feels right for us, without guilt. We have options. Healthy living is not about behaving perfectly or according to anyone else's rules. More than anything else, healthy living is about knowing we have choices and giving ourselves the freedom to choose. Today, I will open my thinking and myself to the choices availabl

Life Is A Collection Of Calculated Risk
If your life is ever going to get better, you'll have to take risks. There is simply no way you can grow without taking chances. --David Viscott One sunny day a caterpillar who was afraid of the dark came to a tunnel, which lay squarely in its path. It had a choice of going back where it started, or summoning the courage to crawl into the darkness. "What shall I do?" wondered the caterpillar. "If I go back home, I won't get where I want to go, but I'm so afraid!" Just then, a voice called out from the tunnel. "I can hear you, Mr. Caterpillar. I am Mr. Beetle. I am here in the tunnel and I can see the other end. If you come through, you won't lose your fear of the dark, but you will get where you want to go." We are all like the caterpillar once in a while. But if we let our fear stop us from doing things, which are necessary to our growth, we will never realize what courage we really have. Is my fear a necessary part of new experiences?

Why Is It ????
When you have a second, stop to think what you as a humen could do to make another humens life a little more liveable???? Why is it that we are always putting ourselfs first before others??? Why is it that we are always trying to help out other countrys and not our own??? We see what thay have to deal with. Thay don't have the freedom that we have. But do we really??? Some of us do it cause it is what God would want us to do . After all thay are just like us. Even if there skin is a different color or the fact that thay speck different than us.But then again some of don't give a dam about nothing!! Why is it???These are quastions that have not yet been answnered .Sorry if my spelling isn't the best!! But then I am different than you or anyone else for that matter. We all are different!!! Thats what makes us so unique.

27th May 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Sunday, May 27: You've got a way of making other people feel fantastic now -- perhaps it's the combination of your own fun, self-confident spirit and the genuine interest you're taking in all that's around you. Nice!

Another Rant
my luck and patience are getting real thin. Granted I live at home and take care of my mom, she is germ-a-phobic (she was an RN for 44 yrs), and insects (those who may land in her hair), shes also parnoid about things she buys in store (cartons of milk, things you put in the freezer) she washes these items before putting them away. Im sick of people saying "Im interested in you" and changing plans on me or lying to me. This is killing me and with the other BS I get by people who judge me on my looks and the other drama. How do I basically "let it go" I need to destress...help me... Note: I am *NOT* depressed or anything else, so dont suggest psychatric counseling. Addendum: Since I moved back when my father died, 99% of the savings I had, went to maintain the house and everything else (which I do; plumbing, electric, mowing the lawn)

Coming Undone
Korn - Coming Undone Lyrics Keep holding on when my brain's ticking like a bomb Gets the blood clots to come, I can forget me Sweet bitter words unlike nothing I have heard Sing along mocking bird, you don't affect me That's right Deliver into my heart Please try Bring deliverance Wait I'm coming undone I waste I'm coming undone Too late I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Choke, choke again I thought my demons were my friends They decay, in the end they're out to get me Since I was young I tasted sorrow on my tongue And this sweet choking gun does not protect me That's right Trigger between my eyes Please try Make it quick now I'm trying to hold it together And it's like a bed of feather Looks like I'm not getting better Not getting better

If You Have To Ask.....
A lady walked into a Lexus dealership just to browse. Suddenly she spotted the most beautiful car that she had ever seen and walked over to inspect it. As she bent forward to feel the fine leather upholstery, an unexpected little fart escaped. Embarrassed, she anxiously looked around to see if anyone had noticed and hoped a salesperson hadn't been near. but, as she turned back, there, standing next to her, was a salesman. With a pleasant smile he greeted her, "Good day, Madame. How may we help you today?" Trying to maintain an air of sophistication and acting as though nothing had happened, she smiled back and asked, "Sir, what is the price of this lovely vehicle?" Still smiling pleasantly, he replied, "Madame, I'm very sorry to say that if you farted simply from touching it, you're going to shit when you hear the price."

Ned Points Plse
hey all u cool or sexy i really need some points so plse check me out and add , rate, fan , or friend me so i can move up. the more i get the more youll get i promise.ty for reading this and i hope it works ,lots of cherry love to all.

Sooner Nationals
OKLAHOMA RACING FANS PACK TULSA RACEWAY PARK POSTED: 2007-05-26 23:50:00 EMAIL TO A FRIEND PRINT VIEW Race fans fill the stands at Tulsa Raceway Park Densham, Litton, Cannon Jr., Atchison and Berner Top Qualifiers TULSA, Okla. (May 26, 2007) – Gary Densham, Bellflower, Calif., took the No. 1 Knoll Gas Torco Racing Fuels Pro Nitro Funny Car qualifying position during the Skull Shine Sooner Nationals at Tulsa Raceway Park before a capacity crowd. Other No. 1 qualifiers include Bruce Litton (Top Fuel), Scott Cannon Jr. (Pro Modified), Rob Atchison (Alcohol Funny Car) and Pete Berner (Pro Stock). Densham held his ground from Friday night and picked up another Last Man Standing bonus with a 4.8878, 314.02. Tim Wikerson is qualified second, followed by Jon Capps and Terry Haddock. Bob Gilbertson, who entered the race No. 5 in the point standings, did not qualify. “We should have ran better today, but all of the sudden the car tried to run so fast,” said Densham. “It’s be

†i Finally Did Something For Myself Tonight That Im Proud Of †
Tonight I Wrote My Ex Who I was Engaged To And With For Over A Year...Durring That Relationship Things Were Promised Things Were Done Things Were Said But None Of It Came True I Was Lied To And I Was Left With My Heart In A Thousand Pieces I Was Devistated By What He Had Done As Much As I Wanted To Say I Was Over It Some How I Just Couldnt I Guess Cause I Never Got My Closure Then Tonight I Got To Thinking As I Have Been For Some Time...Why Am I Doing This To Myself? I Dont Deserve It And He Told Me More Then Once That My Heart Was His And His Was Mine...Well Officially Tonight I Wrote Him On Myspace And Decided I Didnt Want His Heart Anymore And I Wanted My Heart Back Along With All The Pieces...And I Told Him Im Taking My Heart Back So That Never Again He Could Say It Was His To Me Or To Anyone Else...Because Theres Another Soul That I Met Here That I Love And Want To Be With And I Wanted To Be Able To Give Him My Whole Heart Not A Half Beaten Down Heart...And To I Got To Thinking Ma

Mando Trans Ii
Well, its been a few loong horendous days without MT II. I got her back from the shop on Friday.. Final diagnosis: Blown Front Differential. Prior prognosis were incorrect and I shouldnt have been driving it AT ALL, which really tore things up even worse... so heres where things stand: 1995 Jeep G. Cherokee...............................................$2000 Replace Oil Sending Unit..............................................$100 Tow Truck from Galesburg...........................................$100 First Diagnosis.................................................................$70 2nd & 3rd Diagnosis with estimate...................................$70 Final Diagnosis / Front Differential Replaced..........................................................................$887 Taking your 10yr old son "Muddin'" in the Holiday Inn Parking Lot....................... PRICELESS!!

Mmmm Hmmm, Theres Your Proof.
To Whom it may concern, Im not sure if you realize how obvious you are when you hide under your anonymity. It's actually a sad state to think that humans could be so simple. Perhaps, we should be pets to animals...no? I've never thought I was better than anyone else, but in the last few weeks I've been proven wrong over and over again. I am better than the common undereducated simpleton. Not cause I'm smarter or more accomplished.. although both are good reasons, but because I am true to what I think, and what I do. I would never hide behind falseness to make a point which I can't prove has any validity. Many scholars of psychology say that people punish others in very specific ways to make up for their own short commings. Did you not get someone you wanted? MY RING is around Georgi's neck... Not Brad Pitt's... or Orlando Bloom's. It's a drk titanium ring with a raised, bushed center... nice huh? Whether or not you choose to continue your rediculous antics makes n

Up
The Word "UP" You lovers of the English language might enjoy this . There is a two-letter word that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that is "UP." It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP ? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP? Why do we speak UP and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report ? We call UP our friends. And we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has real special meaning. People stir UP trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses. To be dressed is one thing but to be dressed UP is special. And this UP is confusing: A drain must be opened UP because it is stopped UP .. We open UP a store in the morning but we clo

To Many Enough
All of this Or Nothing A memory Or on your mind I have learned To accept Whenever May like to try All the time I was fine Before you came I am at peace With alone No idea About my life Should you Choice to go I am certain Of one thing Someplace Will always Feel like home Just share with me What you can New spaces Of you To explore Love does not mean Some of you It is every piece That I adore

A Touching Story ~ Something For Stevie
A Touching Story I try not to be biased, but I had my doubts about hiring Stevie. His placement counselor assured me that he would be a good, reliable busboy. I had never had a mentally handicapped employee and wasn't sure I wanted one. I wasn't sure how Customers would react to Stevie. He was short, a little dumpy with the smooth facial features and thick-tongued speech of Down Syndrome. I wasn't worried about most of my trucker customers because truckers don't generally care who buses tables as long as the meatloaf platter is good and the pies are homemade. The four-wheeler drivers were the ones who concerned me; the mouthy college kids; the yuppie snobs who secretly polish their silverware for fear of catching some dreaded "truck stop germ"; the white shirted business men on expense accounts who think every truck stop waitress wants to be flirted with. I knew those people would be uncomfortable around Stevie so I closely watched him for the first few weeks. I shouldn't ha

Random Thoughts
Love something then let it go and tell me if it comes back will ya. Hate someone and then fall head over heals in love with them. Try something new and fall on your face. Make goals only to purposly sabotage them. Have sex with someone and then tell me how badly it sucked. I have you in my grasps and and yet i feel nothing. I give and you take but you dont give so i have nothing to take. Kill me with your poison word but nothing is spoken. Take me to heaven but tell me its hell. Toutch me with your hands softly but it hurts when you do. I want you to go away but please stay. Well if this has confused anyone im sorry. Im having some issues and this is how they want to come out.. I dont care what you think of me anymore. Take me as i am or leave me all the same

Saturday, July 15, 2006
The passing of my father......... It was very hard for me I must say. He passed away in his sleep during the night. My mother went in to wake him and noticed he was cold. For the last 5 years he was in ill health. Had a bad heart and diabetic besides. I remember talking to him on the phone the day before and him telling me ..."I don't know"..think he knew his time was nearing. I had no grieving time with his death really. Their was no funeral just his cremation. And feeling so helpless because I was 31 miles away with no car. I didn't have the chance to say goodbye to him. Later in the month it really started to bother me something bad. Everyday seemed worse as time went a long. I had no closure to his death..it was eating me up inside. I remember the 1st of June I was really bad that day. My neighbor came over and found me in a heap..sobbing like never before. She called 911 and they took me to the hospital. I was treated and let go after 6 hours. The coming days were just as wor

Friday, January 19, 2007
I'm back in my home town now. However being closer to my mother didn't last very long. I moved back on July 1st of 2006 to be closer to my mother. In the middle of July my mother had blood clots in her legs and was hospitalized. Something happen....a blood clot may have went to her brain who knows. After her stay in the hospital she was put in a nursing home. She was diagnosed with dementia...the early stages of Alzheimer's disease. They have tried treating her for it with anti depressants mainly. The first nursing home she was put in was near by. That didn't work out for her because the anti depressants she was on was making her bust out in mad rages toward the workers. Again they found another blood clot in her leg and was hospitalized. She was released and put in a different nursing home where she still resides today. I try to get over to see her when I can and between me and her daughter we try our best to please her. She has a sweet tooth that never left her so chocolate is a way

To All Our Service Men And Women
TO OUR FIGHTING MEN AND WOMEN: NOTICE THE PATCHES! THIS ONE SHOULD GO ON COVER OF TIME MAGAZINE! THIS WAS EASIEST WAY I KNEW OF TO GET MY FRIENDS' EMAIL OUT!!! PLEASE REMEMBER OUR SOLDIERS THIS MEMORIAL DAY THEY DON'T JUST FIGHT AND DIE FOR US. They do oh so much more

Math Homework, Please Help Me!!
Well my math teacher stuck me with some bs for homework, so I am hoping that I can get a few of you to do this and see if you can figure out how this works. Please email me or leave comments if you do it and if you can figure it out for me!! If you are brave enough to do this for me, feel free to use a calculator!!!!! Thanks in advance, John 1. Pick a number from 1-20 2. add 5 3. multiply the result by 4 4. now subtract 70 5. multiply the result by 5 6. add 250 Now here is the Magic, divide the final number by 20 and presto you have the number you originally picked!!

4-23-07
For those of you who have showed concerned about my mother I want to Thank You dearly. This morning my mother passed away. After the lost of my father in April of last year my mother had given up on living. Things can change in a year for sure and they have for me. Once again I'll be strong and I'll make it through the storm. Again.. Thank You all for being there for me.

Sure, I'll Have Another
yesterday was my daddy's "service" if thats what you want to call it. It was nice, lots of sad people and crying. I would like to say I got it all out of my system, but all I have to do is think one little thing and I am fighting to keep back tears again. my daddy drank cheap beer. Keystone Light. We toasted him at the service with it. we weren't sure how many people were gonna be there so we had a ton of it in the ice chest. We over prepared. A lot of people came, Daddy was very loved and had great friends, just not that many drank. I took charge of it, took the beer home with me so my brother was not left alone with it, and disposed of it all day. Let me just say that 7 hours of drinking cheap beer does indeed leave you with a hangover in the morning. This morning I am sad. Still searching for that moment of faith that makes me feel this is all ok. Dreamed about that stupid red ring last night again. So, I guess maybe things are getting back to normal.

Rippling As A Sail Would
Rippling as a sail would --- cutting through the air --- The flaping Red-White-And Blue; She rises and sets by the hands who keep her As she stands tall and embraces her colors Upon the sleeping warriors underneath her watch, Proud is the tone and the thunder of their memory Proud are the ones whom saw them fall Proud are the ones whom remember their deeds Proud are the ones who took the torch they gave It is the torch of liberty and freedom --- thats what it is Seen from the glaze of a yeong child's eye As the dressed men pass on a folded flag To a silently sobbing mother --- given the folds of a warrior's grace It is the melodic jingle of Dog tags Swinging in the wind as its draped over a rifle --- pointed down, As one's peers take a bow and show of gratitude and silence With a pair of empty boots and a kevlar helmet But do not be sad men of the ranks --- he did not leave In a quit fashion --- but he left with a strait eye towards his mission I

Flirting On Ct
A lot of folks get ticked off here when people flirt with them. Well here's one big piece of good advice. Don't post nude or suggestive pics then! If you put bait on the hook, something just might damn well bite! Post a bunch of political or religious pics if you want only platonic responses. Otherwise accept the damn compliments and shut up! Use a little common sense here folks! It's not the other person's fault if they misunderstood your highly mature, strictly innocent pose in your panties, sucking a popsicle as a sexual metaphor! Gee golly, why what victims you are indeed! That being said, I think unsolicited harrassment deserves a swift kick in the balls and a good ole Bama ass-whipping! But don't poke the bear in mating season gals, he might just mount ya!

Your Best Friend
If I have to be your best friend If that's all I can get Then I'll take the job with honor I'll be the best one yet. I'll offer you my shoulder I'll show how I care I'll be there when you need me I'm not going anywhere. If I have to be your best friend The one who hears you cry Then I'll take the job with honor I'll take the job with pride. My love for you is stronger Then you will ever know But for you to ever love me I will have to let you go. You need time to find your purpose You need time to sort your thoughts But when the course has ended And the race is finally run. Remember it's your best friend Who has loved you from day one.

Salute Pic Rant!!!
I am not one to go off on many things that annoy and frustrate me, but I AM PISSED OFF NOW!!! I joined Cherry Tap some 3 - 4 months ago and during the course of learning the "in's" and "out's" of how to participate in the program, I began to enjoy it. I knew many people who were involved in Cherry Tap that involved me and encouraged me to participate and came to know many more. Once I reached level 10 "Friends of Cherry Tap," I was not allowed to level up unless I posted a Salute pic. Okay, fine. I read the Cherry Tap "Bible" in regards to Salute Pics and followed the requirements to the letter. Where did that get me, you may ask? MY ACCOUNT WAS OUT OF THE BLUE REMOVED, after the powers that be at Cherry Tap declared not ONE, but FIVE different Salute pics (and signs) FAKES!!! I received rejection after rejection and then found my account deleted!!! What the hell??? All of the Cherry points I had legitimately earned were gone, my friend's, fans and ratings erased, comments...

Making Decisions In Actionscript
Okay, you have made a movie clip, and you want it to change. Problem is, you have more than one change to make depending on the results of a user action or what-have-you... What do you do? Simple. You take the variable and put it into one of two types of condition statements: If or Switch-Case. The syntax is different for the If than it is for the Switch, but they do the same thing. They take the variable and give you different results depending on its value. "If" conditions are like Boolean variables. The result is based on True or False, or in the case of the Boolean variable, 1 or 0. "Switch" conditions give you three or more possible results. The SWITCH takes the variable and tells the rest of the statement to make a decision based on it. CASE is where the variable is tested for value, and it gives you a result based on one of many possibilities. if(variable1>=3){ gotoAndStop(2); } The above tells the file to go to frame 2 and stop there if the variable

Responce I Got Back On My Blog "u'l Love This 1"
This is the rest of your (our) story........ As I begin to open my eyes I am suddenly aware of a presence in my groin area. A warm, mist sensation begins to arouse me. I feel your weight upon my thigh as you lean against me engulfing my rapidly growing cock. I reach out and run my fingers through your hair and grabbing a handful, I move your head up and down. You take me as deep as you feel you can and I push you a Little farther till you feel like gagging. I hold you there for just a second longer and then let you back up to the tip. I push and pull you repeatedly along my shaft until I want more. I pull you off and push you onto your back. I pinch and suck on your breasts as you moan in pleasure. Your nipples once again get hard;as I pinch them to full erectness. You are trying to squirm and move around, but I hold you in place as I begin to move slowly down your body. I suck and nibble every inch of your body as I work myself towards your sweet Pussy. I can smell your desire ema

Wii
My husband finally broke down an bought a WII,, he is having the time of his life with this new toy..lol.. I think he is insane because it costed over 500.00 after he was done with the games an what not....tee hee.. Owell it's all good I guess at least he has something of his own now!

Karaoke Tonight @ The Sportsmans Lounge - La Mirada
Here It Is Karaoke Fans... Join us Every Sunday 4pm to 130am@ The Sportsman's Lounge Hosted By:: KJs Robert Mendosa and "Cowboy" Dan e-mail Where:: The Sportsman's Lounge 13902 Imperal HWY La Mirada, CA 90638 United States Directions; From Disney Aria... Take the I 5 north, EXIT Vally View exit turn left off the freeway Turn Right on Vally View. Turn Left onto Imperial HWY. End at The Sportsman's Lounge: 13902 Imperal HWY, La Mirada, CA 90638 A land mark is Big Lots This Show Is Hosted By REDNECK SING-A-LONGS To Book A Show or Party Call Cowboy Dan @ 714-750-9319

Just A Little.............fun 1
Baby id get u al naked & start 2 kiss u moving fr ur lips 2 ur neck. Not letn u touch me. then move 2 ur chest. Lower & lower til i reach rock hard cock slowly i kis & lick the tip teasen u @ 1st then taken u al in every inch. Sukn u like no1 ever has, my mouth riding ur cock deep & hard. Hardr & hardr til i feel u almost there then stoping Climbn up on u kisn ur lips stroken ur dick w my hand mmm then slowly sliding my hot wet aching pussy down on ur cock riding u. Oh baby it feel so good. U rubbn ur hands down my chest. Squeezing my nipples. I start 2 ride u fastr til i cant take it ne more i moan u push me off & turn me over wanting to fuck mew hard u slowly start 2 fuck me hard pounding my pussy hard holding my hips. Mmmm then suddenly u pull out & start fuckn me in the ass hard & fast makn me scream with every push. Reaching that point u pull my shaking body 2 u, reaching around holdng me tight while u shoot ur hot load im my tight ass both enjoying ev

Unfriending
I have un-friended my first person today. I don't normally do stuff like that, but when you get all sassy and salty, that's what you get. This person (who shall remain nameless) left me a shout saying, "Thanks for not raing anything of mine when I rated you!!" (I copied that straight from my shout box). How childish is that? I don't want to deal with that kind of stuff on here. So just FYI, if you're gonna say stuff like that to me, I won't reply to you, you'll just get un-friended. This foll didn't know if I was busy, if I was on or what. Yeah I looked at his page to see who I was adding and that's it. I got off afterwards. I don't need CT friends like that.

Why Athletes Shouldn't Have Real Jobs
Subject: American athlete's are not brain surgeons Why Athletes Can't (Shouldn't) Have Real Jobs 1. Chicago Cubs outfielder Andre Dawson on being a role model: "I wan' all dem kids to do what I do, to look up to me. I wan' all the kids to copulate me." 2. New Orleans Saint RB George Rogers when asked about the upcoming season: "I want to rush for 1,000 or 1,500 yards, whichever comes first." 3. And, upon hearing Joe Jacobi of the 'Skins say: "I'd run over my own mother to win the Super Bowl, "Matt Millen of the Raiders said: "To win, I'd run over Joe's Mom, too." 4. Torrin Polk, University of Houston receiver, on his coach, John Jenkins: "He treats us like men. He lets us wear earrings." 5. Football commentator and former player Joe Theismann, 1996: "Nobody in football should be called a genius. A genius is a guy like Norman Einstein." 6. Senior basketball player at the University of Pittsburgh: "I'm going to graduate on time, no matter how long it takes." (now t

Remember Our Fallen Heroes....
Here's a couple of videos I wanted to save so that I might could go back and watch them in the future. As we enjoy our holiday this weekend, let's remember to be thankful for those who gave their lives in service to our country...and for their families who live their lives without a loved one so that we might be with ours. Thank you for your sacrifice.

My First Blog
Ever get the feeling that your being watched? Look at all the lonely people, where do they all come from? Surrounded by people you think you know but what lies under the lies under the words. what words are left unspoken? what truths are never reveiled until your soul is exsposed. Is it too late then to turn back and run; not walk, to the nearest exit? Could someone please point the direction because lately my vision has been clouded by tears...

Ratings Ettiquette
What is up with these dumbass people who rate pics less than a 10? If you don't like a pic, just don't bother to rate it! I have had a few people contact me to say that they accidentally rated a pic less than a 10 but then they re-rated it a 10 (or an 11, if I am lucky). That's fine. That mistake is as easy to make as sending a shout out to the wrong person (which I have done many times, sorry if I did that to you). However, I get these chicks who check me out and rate my pic a 1. I don't get it, does it make them feel better about themselves? It's just plain rude. Most of the people I have met on CT are really terrific but these few just plain old piss me off. There, I feel better now that I was able to rant about this.

Been A Good While, Whats Been Going On...
Hey to all who read this... Sorry I aint been around in a good while... Alot has been going on with me... Since January I have miscarried had my man walk cuz he got mixed up in bad stuff and then became real ill... I am in the process of recovering from emergency surgery that was done on April 30th, I was doing alright and before I knew it I was put on bed restriction due to a slight infection starting up... I miss every one and think of yall often... Hoping to be 100% better soon so I can visit more often on here... Take care and be safe... Big Hugs to all!!!

Whispered
Whispered As you arise from upon your bed You hear these words whispered from behind your head I Love you and support you in all that you do I’ll always be here to motivate you As you arise from upon your bed You hear more words whispered from behind your head I want you and need you in all that I do You start my days with faith anew

My Own Poem
EVERYWHERE Everywhere I go I see you When that time comes I don't know what to do Everywhere I go you are with me Showing me everything I need in life to see Everywhere in place i roam That I know that you are at home Everywhere I sit I think of you I don't know but beyond the horizon is that.......... I LOVE YOU Anywhere and Everywhere

Birthday
so i been doin the birthday thing today for Jeralin she was 8 today lucky me shes almost grown shes so hatful.....but all in all a good day.....last night was my oldest prom to her surprise she was voted prom queen im so pleased i was prom queen so thats cool now i can relax and sleep.......xoxo

All Friends And Family My Friend Needs Your Help
HEY EVERYONE THIS IS MY FRIEND NATIVE HUNNY AND SHE NEEDS YOUR HELP IN A CONTEST...PLEASE SHOW HER SUM LUV AND HELP HER SHES A GREAT LADY..IM ALWAYS HELPING WHOEVER NEEDS IT NOW IM ASKING FOR SOME HELP BACK. THANK ALL OF YOU FOR ALL YOU CAN DO....I WILL RETURN THE LUV WHEN NEEDED. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 2422938870 ]

Joan Jett & The Blackhearts "i Hate Myself For Loving You"
Midnight, gettin' uptight. Where are you? You said you'd meet me, now it's quarter to two I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you. Hey, Jack, It's a fact they're talkin' in town. I turn my back and you're messin' around. I'm not really jealous, don't like lookin' like a clown. I think of you ev'ry night and day. You took my heart, then you took my pride away. I hate myself for loving you . Can't break free from the the things that you do. I wanna walk but I run back to you, that's why I hate myself for loving you . Daylight, spent the night without you. But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do. I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through. Hey, man, bet you can treat me right. You just don't know what you was missin' last night. I wanna see your face and say forget it just from spite. I hate myself for loving you . Can't break free from the the things that you do. I wanna walk but I run back to you, that's why I hate myself for loving you. I ha

Places To Go
well only been on pc since janurary. i was told don't do computer to complicated. so oneday i bought one somebody lied . so i tried meeting new ppl. went to penpals so many ppl tried to rip me off.went to my space. had 5 ppl look in 6 weeks .friend said theres cherry tap but you better not go there you'll get lost. ppl ignore you. i have met the nicest sweetest ppl in here.some i will be with friends for life. so when ppl tell you don't try something .do it you may be missing out more then you'll ever know//

Freedom Isn't Free
Do you know why freedom isn't free Our grandfathers, fathers and brothers Fought and sometimes lost their lives Just for you and me People bitch about the war today As friend and foe die alike More hatred blooms as each battle is fought But they fight so you have that right to say Say what you want about our government The laws and grievances we all seem to have They fight for the right so we have our lives To give or not to give is quite a sentiment Kennedy said ask not what your country can do for you But what you can do for your country So many are brave and have taken up that call Some have turned away which one are you Support the country plea for peace No need to say I will rebel Your freedom gives you the right But freedom isn't free not even at half the price So thank your servicemen and women For all they do for you Without their dedication to get the job done No freedom isn't free one of them is worth ten of you 5/27/07

Guardian Angels
Don't much care how corny it is. Don't much care if you aren't into prayer. Here's the thing...I am a spiritual person who prays everyday. And today I am praying for our men and women in uniform here at home and overseas who are going through hell to make sure we don't. And I don't limit this to the Armed Forces, but cops, EMTs, first responders, firemen, whomever puts their balls on the line to protect others. Bless you. Thank you. Today and every day.

Not A Pretty Girl- Ani Difranco- My Song, My Quah, My Nutshell.
Ani is my biggest musical influence, but this song.. is Everything about me . This song- is my quah. "Not A Pretty Girl" I am not a pretty girl that is not what I do I ain't no damsel in distress and I don't need to be rescued so put me down punk maybe you'd prefer a maiden fair isn't there a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere I am not an angry girl but it seems like I've got everyone fooled every time I say something they find hard to hear they chalk it up to my anger and never to their own fear and imagine you're a girl just trying to finally come clean knowing full well they'd prefer you were dirty and smiling and I am sorry I am not a maiden fair and I am not a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere and generally my generation wouldn't be caught dead working for the man and generally I agree with them trouble is you gotta have yourself an alternate plan and I have earned my disillusionment I have been working all of my life and I am a patriot I h

Open Letter...
Hiii everyone!! I hope i can help whit this what i now wrote someone or just give some hope...somebody over there, I,m sorry that my blogs are little dark allways but these things will get up my mind now and then.And it,s nice when you can share those whit someone.. When i was church today i met there some father how have teenage daghter at home(15).She is in deep depression(think in that age!!). Dry to take her own life many times..and doctors say:"killing your self is not promlem" We live very hard time in this world now,cos if this is a good place to live we dont have any promlems. Thank God that this girl ask help herself..but how many have not time for that. They say it.s lottery win if you born in finland,,i say it,s bigger win if you have help your promlems in here. When my oldest daughter is 14 (she is now 23),She have this same promlem ,she is very deep depresion and cuting herself all the time..allways anger,,sadnes,,dark....soooo dark. She dont have many

My Own Prison
A court is in session A verdict is in No appeal on the docket today Just my own sin The walls are cold and pale The cage made of steel Screams fill the room Alone I drop and kneel Silence now the sound My breath the only motion around Demons cluttering around My face showing no emotion Shackled by my sentence Expecting no return Here there is no penance My skin begins to burn Chorus (And i said ohh) So I held my head up high Hiding hate that burns inside Which only fuels their selfish pride (And i said ohh) We're all held captive Out from the sun A sun that shines on only some We the meek are all in one I hear a thunder in the distance See a vision of a cross I feel the pain that was given On that sad day of loss A lion roars in the darkness Only he holds the key A light to free me from my burden And grant me life eternally Should have been dead On a Sunday morning Banging my head No time for mourning Ain't got no time Should

Update On The Crackhead Ex Boyfriend
if anyone read my last blog then you know what's going on. well yesterday he called me up and was like come down to my house, i need to talk to you. i was like i don't really want to and he was like nothings gonna happen i promise so i was ok with going down there. i went down there and he talked to me for like five minutes and left and i went and found him down at his house and talked to him. he said some fucked up shit to me and now i'm drunk so i'm gonna tell the world how much he sucks. he keeps on telling me i'm just another number in his book and how i meant nothing to him, but if so why's he keep on calling me for and bothering me and making me cry? why's he keep on telling me that he's going out to get some pussy tonight by some twins? why's he so worried about making me jealous if we're split up. well that's ok it's time for the Malibu Rum. well here goes, bottoms up *cheers*

Bad Memory
A couple in their nineties is having problems remembering things, so they decide to the go the doctor for a checkup. The doctor tells them that they are physically okay, but they might want to start writing things down to help them remember. Later that night, while watching TV, the old man gets up from his chair. His wife asks, "Where are you going?" "To the kitchen," he replies. She asks, " Will you get me a bowl of ice cream?" The husband says, "Sure" She gently reminds him, "Don't you think you should write it down so you can remember it?" He says, "No, I can remember that!" She then says, "Well, I'd like some strawberries on top. You'd better write it down 'cause I know you'll forget it." He says, "I can remember that! You want a bowl of ice cream with strawberries." She adds, "I'd also like whipped cream. Now I'm certain you'll forget that, so you'd better write it down." Irritated, he says, "I don't need to write it down! I can remember that! Ice cream

For The Troops...........
I wanted to let those of you reading this that my first 7 music tracks were put in place for the troops that are now serving as well as those who have. I wanted to mix new with old. Freedom isn't Free and it is always needing to be defended. Take a moment a your BBQ to remember and Never Forget!!!!!!! BB Craftycrafts

Bob Dylan- Forever Young- *tear*
This song- means the world to me. When my mom passed away I listened to this song over and over and over. It was one of the only things that got me through it. My mom died very young a few years ago and we hadn't seen or spoken to each other in about 5 years. It's a very long very sad story, but I have moved on from the bad memories and remember her when I was young, she was young , and she will forever be young in my heart and mind. About a month after I found out my mom had passed away it was my birthday, My qua h- Johnny Juxo, keyboardist for my old band, my soul mate and my kindred spirit surprised me by playing this song for me. He had no idea what it meant to me and all I could do was cry for about an hour after that. This song, is literally my heart. I will always be , forever young, I wish the same on you. I wish this song on everyone. May this song be a blessing to you all. May God bless and keep you always, May your wishes all come true, May you always do fo

Sunday
I sit here and I look up things about IHRA, thinking what it would be like to have a car that would go down the 1/4 mile. I have looked at a few cars that are for sale that I could turn into something like that but then the fact that I live in a apt comes back and slaps me in the face. I have always wanted to run 1/4 mile. I even go so far as to see how fast I can take the green light when I am sitting there at a red. With going to the Sooner Nationals and Looking at my friends ( Prostreet71 ) page I am sitting here trying to think of a way I can build a car from the ground up. Well sorry for boring everyone w/ my blog. Luv ya Jim

Hello To All That Read This
I haven't been on the last past like 2wks cuz my comp is really messed up. We hopefully fixed it for now and I hope it doesn't mess up again. I will try to get to everyone soon and start helpin people level up and ratin/commentin pics/profiles. Thanks for reading this. ~Notorious

Queensryche "i Don't Believe In Love"
Queensryche - I Don't Believe In Love Lyrics I awoke on impact Under surveillance from the camera eye Searching high and low The criminal mind found at the scene of the crime Handcuffed and blind, I didn't do it She said she loved me I guess I never knew But do we ever, ever really know? She said she'd meet me on the other side But I knew right then, I'd never find her I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love It's never worth the pain that you feel No more nightmares, I've seen them all From the day I was born, they've haunted my every move Every open hand's there to push and shove No time for love it doesn't matter She made a difference I guess she had a way Of making every night seem bright as day Now I walk in shadows, never see the light She must have lied 'cause she never said goodbye I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love I'll just pretend she never was real I don't believe

Im Gone To Crawl In A Hole
Just a little note to any one out there that may actually give a rip a bout me or may actually miss me, I am off to find a hole and crawl into it and pull the boulder over the top. that way i cant be found ever again. BYE ALL

Please Help Comment Bomb
IF YOU HAVE A LITTLE FREE TIME AND WANNA COMMENT A FEW TIMES PLEASE GO BY THE LINKS THANKS FOR ANY HELP SHE IS WAY BEHIND IN THIS CONTEST ENDS JUNE 1st SHE COULD USE A LITTLE HELP ENDS MAY 29 THE NEXT 2, ARE 15,000 COMMENTS TO GET A VIC FOR A MONTH THIS ONE IS MINE...4000 COMMENTS FOR A MOTORCYCLE (repost of original by 'BIGSEXY' on '2007-05-26 19:49:08') (repost of original by 'SEXY JAMES- #11 of the N E WHERE BOMBERS and PROUD CT HUSBAND to TRACY' on '2007-05-27 10:24:45')

Three Days Grace "pain"
Pain Lyrics Artist(Band):Three Days Grace Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing

Cinderella "nobody's Fool"
Nobody's Fool Lyrics Artist(Band):Cinderella I count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years Since we broke the ties I call you on the phone But never get a rise So sit there all alone It's time you realize I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Never again, no, no You take your road, I'll take mine The paths have both been beat Searchin' for a change of pace Love needs to be sweetened I scream my heart out, just to make a dime And with that dime I bought your love But now I've changed my mind I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Never again, no, no Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years Since we broke the ties Ohhh I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fo

Memorial Day 2007
HERE AGAIN WE CELEBRATE ANOTHER MEMORIAL DAY. A DAY WHERE WE GIVE THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED OUR COUNTRY, REMEMBERING THE ONES WHO NEVER CAME HOME WETHER BEING K.I.A , M.I.A OR P.O.W'S. BEING A DISABLED VET OF THE U.S.A.F THIS DAY IS A SPECIAL ONE TO ME. EACH YEAR I REFLECT ON THE TIME I SERVED, REMEMBERING STORIES WHICH WERE FEW AND FAR BETWEEN THAT MY DAD TOLD ME ABOUT VIETNAM, STORIES IVE LISTENED TO RECENTLY ABOUT THE INSANE WAR WE ARE FIGHTING IN IRAQ. I,VE BEEN TO THE VIETNAM MEMORIAL AND ALTHOUGH I WAS STILL UNDER THE AGE OF 10 WHEN IT HAPPENED SEEING ALL THOSE NAMES,,,,THE FAMILY FRIENDS OF LOVED ONES LOST TOUCHING THE NAME OF THIER LOVED ONE, BUDDIES AND COMRADES TEARY EYES AS THEY TOO TOUCH THE NAMES OF FALLEN SOLDIERS THEY SERVED SIDE BY SIDE WITH...WAS ONE OF THE BIGGEST EMOTIONAL EXPERIENCES I HAVE EVER HAD. i ASK EACH OF YOU WHO READ THIS TO TAKE A FEW MINUTES OF YOUR DAY TOMMORROW TO THANK AND PRAY FOR ALL OF THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED AND ARE NOW SERVING TO PROTECT

Why Can't They Understand????
Have u ever noticed when a man is being really pushy. Mine always complains about not getting enough sex but yet he gets it everyday. However if u ever say anything bout the way they make u feel they always find reasons 2 bitch. I understand that my man works @ least 12 hours a day but he doesn't understand that my day starts bout an hour b4 his & it doesn't end until after every1 is asleep. I mean I know that he does a lot of work but he has no idea what its like 2 b home alone w/ kids all day. The only conversation I really have is w/ 2 toddlers that doesn't know every word in the vocabulary. Plus I do all the cooking all day long, laundry, cleaning, & teaching 2 lil 1's how 2 be good kids. Then there's the times that have 2 take a kid 2 a doctors appointment but, it's not like that's an everyday thing. There r times when I can't wait until he goes 2 bed so I can have some & quite & relax a lil b4 goin 2 bed. I'm really thankful 4 everything that he does 4 our family but, he has 2 gi

The Dreams In Which I'm Dying Are The Best I've Ever Had
Been at my new apartment for a few weeks now, stopping by my parents every now and then to check e-mail and all. It's a really nice place. It's also really lonely...hardly anyone calls or comes by to see me. I'm struggling. I try to make new friends, but it's hard for me. I don't know what to do.. sigh.

What Would You Do?
What would you do?. . . You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child" Then he told the follo

Update 5/27/2007
I just wanted to let everyone know that Jacob's ct scan came back negative which is good. He is on the growth hormone shots now and we are doing great with them. The boys are out of school for the summer so of course we are spending a lot of time at the beach and outside. But anywho I just wanted to write a quick update on Jacob and let you all know that he is doing great

Precious Memories
A minister decided to do something a little different one Sunday morning. He said "Today, in church, I am going to say a single word and you are going to help me preach. Whatever single word I say, I want you to sing whatever hymn that comes to your mind. The pastor shouted out " CROSS ." Immediately the congregation started singing in unison, "THE OLD RUGGED CROSS......." The pastor hollered out "GRACE " The congregation began to sing "AMAZING GRACE, how sweet the sound." The pastor said " POWER" The congregation sang "THERE IS POWER IN THE BLOOD ." The Pastor said "SEX " The congregation fell into total silence. Everyone was in shock. They all nervously began to look around at each other afraid to say anything. Then all of a sudden, way from in the back of the church, a little old 87 year old grandmother stood up and began to sing "PRECIOUS MEMORIES ." Pass this along and make someone smile today (I just did). GOTTA LOVE LITTLE OLD LADIES

Craxy 4 U.,. Peep
There are times I feel I'm gonna go crazy. What is it that you do to me? It actually scares me sometimes. The connection so strong, causing the flutters in my tummy. The way your words stroke me, bringing me near tears... That overwelming sensation of emotions that can't be contained. The way you stroke my body, bringing intense desires to the surface. You are all I think about. Everywhere I look , all the voices around me...all remind me of something you would say or what you would enjoy with me. Then there are the private nights. When I lay in my bed and I see your eyes on me, the smell of you, the textures of your skin and hair. How your touch sets fire to my skin. Nerves all sensitized and ready for you. I feel your hands with their roughness, I love that feeling, makes me aware of my own softness. Carressing every inch of me. Up my arms, over my shoulders, across my chest, finding my breasts. Massaging, avoiding the center, making me want. Your mouth on

My Poetry
Memories Memories shatter and fall, failing their purpose of good hope. A miniature figure sits amongst the tears and shattered dreams. Motionless, he stares out a broken window. A window that used to represent happiness. Now destroyed by pain and anguish. As a tear is shed by the shadow fallen figure. Time is Crucified, and all sense of reality is lost. Reaching for a shard of glass that lay amongst the bloodstained carpet. The figure waits in silence, staring off into complete darkness. A time will come when Suffering’s reign will come to an end.......

100!
100 signatures! As of this posting, it has been exactly one week since I got the first name on the Petition to U.S. Congress to Protect Property Rights In Animals. Since that night, 100 names have been added to the list, the vast majority of those names have come from you and I am personally very grateful to you. (#100 just signed a few minutes ago who I know for certain is a CT member.) Our fight has just begun however and there are other things you can do: Copy and paste this To all your email contacts: Dear [friends name], I have just read and signed the online petition: "Protect Property Rights In Animals" hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petition service, at: http://www.PetitionOnline.com/usanimal/ I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you might agree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and consider signing yourself. Best wishes, [Your Name] Send me y

The Hormone Hostage
THE HORMONE HOSTAGE KNOWS THAT THERE ARE DAYS IN THE MONTH WHEN ALL A MAN HAS TO DO IS OPEN HIS MOUTH & HE TAKES HIS LIFE INTO HIS OWN HANDS! THIS IS A HANDY GUIDE THAT SHOULD BE AS COMMON AS A DRIVER'S LICENSE IN THE WALLET OF EVERY HUSBAND, BOYFRIEND, CO-WORKER, OR SIGNIFICANT OTHER! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: WHAT'S FOR DINNER? CAN I HELP YOU WITH DINNER? WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO GO FOR DINNER? HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. ARE YOU WEARING THAT? WOW, YOU SURE LOOK GOOD IN BROWN! WOW! LOOK AT YOU! HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. WHAT ARE YOU SO WORKED UP ABOUT? COULD WE BE OVERREACTING? HERE'S MY PAYCHECK. HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. SHOULD YOU BE EATING THAT? YOU KNOW, THERE ARE A LOT OF APPLES LEFT. CAN I GET YOU A PIECE OF CHOCOLATE WITH THAT? HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. WHAT DID YOU DO ALL DAY? I HOPE YOU DIDN'T OVER-DO IT TODAY. I'VE ALWAYS LOVED YOU IN THAT ROBE! HERE, HAVE SOME MO

Feeling Better
after a week of fightin cold it seems 2 b breaking ...... was a warm sunny day so i got out of the confined house and walked down to the store ...... enjoyed da fresh air and layed down a bit afterwards 2 rest my sore leg ...... loved layin in my bed when my kitty cuddles up next 2 me ....... glad 2 maybe b rid of this maybe tommorrow b4 i move next week ....... thanks 4 all the cards, kind words & prayersLOVE CHUCK

Indigo
It's the nights like indigo spilled as black as ink that make me think of you. And in my night I've seen the tears across the pillow, the impression of your head as the night glow spills across your face. missing, are the sounds of your breathing, hold me and enfold me in downy warmth, my strength. For the moment in indigo nights is an unseen grace; I've been.

Sharing Is Caring
I have this in my MSN Spaces blog, and wanted to spread the joy. This was a chatroom conversation on MSN in a girls only chat room. This guy came in and wanted to be one of the girls. LOL Its kinda obvious which one of these people is me, the rest are just random friends of mine. (Yeah its fuckin long, but worth the read. I was in an awesome mood and my humor was in rare form.) READ THE WHOLE THING!!! ITS HILARIOUS!!! 8Dingo has joined the conversation. Dingo : hi I'm a lesbo RottenToThe©o® : lmfao Skoobz™ : Dingo : hi I'm a lesbo Skoobz™ : LMFAO άỷĠi : hi dingo im really a swahelie dancer RottenToThe©o® : Skoobz™ : Dingo : hi I'm a lesbo Skoobz™ : good cover there dude RottenToThe©o® : whats a lesbo? άỷĠi : i dunno Skoobz™ : hi I am not a lesbo but most of my girlfriends were Dingo : isn't this the lesbo room? »»¤MÅ®†¥¤«« : lmao Skoobz™ : sorry dingo its not Skoobz™ : its the farmhands

What Do Guys Actually Want?
what do guys actually want? do they want good girls,bad girls,kinky girls or all of them? Do guys want skinny,medium,or heavy set girls? I don't kno what they want but it makes me kinda curious on what excatly they want? I mean we don't have everything!!! I mean its kool when you find a guy that doesn't care about looks he is just interested in your personality...but then you have jackasses that want to have a beatiful girl!!! I mean i also don't want a guy that is going to be mean,rude,abusive or anything like that!!! But DO GUYS ACTUALLY WANT IN A GIRL???? IF SOMEONE CAN TELL ME I WOULD BE THANKFUL BUT UNTIL THEN I WILL BE WONDERING!!!!!!!!!!!

-------the Dearest Friend-----
I HAVE A FRIEND IN JESUS, HE'S EVER WLKING NEAR TO SHARE MY EVERY BURDEN AND TAKE AWAY MY FEAR. IT'S IN HIS PRECIOUS NAME I PRAY TO OUR GOD ABOVE; IT'S THROUGH HIS SCARED TEACHINGS THAT I LEARNED THE WAY OF LOVE. GOD DID NOT PUT ME ON THIS EARTH TO WALK LIFE'S PATH ALONE; HE SENT HIS SON TO BE MY GUIDE, THE DEAREST FRIEND I'VE KNOWN. NO OTHER ONE COULD BE SO TRUE, HE BORE THE CROSS FOR ME; BECAUSE HE DIED FOR MY SINS I MUST EVER FAITHFUL BE. IF YOU ARE LONELY ON LIFES WAY AND FEEL THAT NO ONES CARES, YOU HAVE A FRIEND IN JESUS IF YOU WILL KNEEL IN PRAYER.

Introduction
What's up everyone, I have been blogging for about 2 years on another site that some of you might be familiar with (www.livejournal.com). I took a recent break from blogging, but have started back up. So if my blogs cause any confusion and you need some background information then let me know and I can get you my direct link to my livejournal link. Ghost, J-Dray

My Dominant Emotion
Your dominant emotion is LOVE Your dominant emotion is Love. You tend to always find the best in people and give all people the benefit of the doubt. You love your friends and family and they are what drive you. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Hatorade
It's funny how no matter how much you think you get away from something it just keeps coming back up over and over again. I was talking to a friend today, who shall remain nameless that shared with me her opinion of me and what effected her opinion of me. Surprisingly, she wasn't a big fan of me pretty much from day one. When I say day one, I'm talking 2003. Not surprisingly, her opinion of me was formed due to information from one of her friends that has despised me and has ruined a very serious relationship of mine. The thing that is throwing my friend for a loop is that all of the things that her friend has shared about me seem to be the exact opposite of who I am as she gets to know me more and more. This so called friend of hers has repeatedly yelled at not only my ex girlfriend, but also my new friend for even speaking to me, SPEAKING, to me. Stating that all I am going to do is try to get her to take my side. I'm not asking my new friend who is torn to take a side, I'm just aski

Exhaustion
So here I am at the end of a long week. I came close to breaking my record number of hours in one week at Pepsi of 86.5 during the week before Labor Day of 2000. Labor Day broke a previous record set earlier in the year during the week of July 4th. That week I compiled 82.5 hours. I believe 24 packs of Pepsi were something like $2.89 at Albetsons. It was frickin' insane. Enough about the past, this week came in 3rd with a grand total of 81.5 hours. If I didn't have two easy days this week, and by easy I mean 12 hour days, I would have been well on my way to shattering my mark of 86.5 hours. The beautiful part of working this much is the lack of appreciation for putting in the hours when most guys would just put their required 12 in and go home. My boss feels bad if we are out late. He feels bad? How about an appreciation that someone is willing to do whatever it takes to get the job done. How about an appreciation that no stores call on my route. How about an appreciation that I show u

------autumn Is On The Way-------
I'M GETTING RATHER ANXIOUS; AUTUMN IS SURELY ON THE WAY, AS FROST IS SCATTERED LIGHTLY AND IT'S GETTING COOLER EVERY DAY. I ANTICIPATE ALL OF THE BEAUTY SHE WILL BRING WITH HER TO SHARE. THE HILLS WILL ALL BE PAINTED WITH BRILLIANT COLORS EVERYWHERE. RED AND GOLDEN LEAVES ARE SURE TO CAPTIVATE MY HEART. THE EARTH WILL SOON BE SET AFLAME, WHAT BEAUTY THEY WILL IMPART. THERE IS A STIR OF EXCITEMENT THAT SEEMS TO BE IN THE AIR. I AM FILLED WITH ANTICIPATION WAITING FOR AUTUMN'S COLORFUL FLARE. SO HURRY PLEASE, DEAR AUTUMN. I'M WAITING PATIENTLY FOR YOU, TO SEE YOUR ARRAY OF COLORS AND THE BRILLIANT SKY OF BLUE. THERE ARE SO MANY WONDERS THAT GOD SENDS IN THE AUTUMNTIME. I FEEL I MIGHT EXPLODE WITH JOY... AND TO THINK THEY ARE YOURS AND MINE.

Eons
I gave you my heart And I gave you up my Soul that came inside of it.. Though we're more or less become strangers through each others eyes Our voices distant like the carried wind of time, to a far away place and dream.. I'd die, just to reach out and touch you again and feel the warmth your heart had felt for me.. I'd close my eyes for good, if it helped me escape this world I see.. I'd forfeit my life for you If I had to truly do.. For you were the one I loved so much before. I'd die..As many times it'd take to see.. through broken wings of coppered ash, you're no longer in love with me.. With each passing dream before my sight each passing day that enters night I visualize all that I had, and realize that now I'm sad without you..so, without you in my life.. -qique-

~ Crazy Tattoo Contest ~
~ Crazy Tattoo Contest ~ Do u have a tattoo that just stands out? Then enter my contest and have some fun! 1st Tattoo is...... with 8 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 5 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 4th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 5th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 6th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also Contest will start on 5/23 thur 5/30 2 prizes to each winner! Comments + Rates = Total Want to enter send me pic link or tell me which one and i will rip it! Thanks Maria Click on link to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Sex Test
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Fathers Contest 7 Day Blast
I will be having my first contest ever. It will be a Fathers Day contest. A pic with father and kid or kids. It will start June 5th 12 noon eastern time and run for 10 days. The first place is a 7 day blast and 2nd and third place will be a vic gift. Please PM if you are interested in this contest. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Application To Date Me
ABOUT YOU.... 1. Your Name: 2. Age/location: 3. phone number: 4. Fave Color: 5. Are you a virgin? 6. Do you drink/smoke? 7. Do you do drugs? 8. What do you do for fun? 9. What do you do for a living? 10. Are you single? 11. Do you have any kids? 12.longest relationship you been in? 13. Pet peeves: 14. Turn ons/offs: 15. Reasons you wanna date me: GETTIN PERSONAL... 1. Do you wanna meet me? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. If you could dedicate a song to me what would it be and why? 5. What is your faveorite thing about me? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person?

New Girl On The Block
HEY WHATS UP IM NEW TO THE SITE JUST LOOKING FOR SOME COOL FRIENDS NO GAMES NO BULL. LOOKING FOR A REAL MAN WHO KNOWS HOW TO TREAT A LADY....IM 25 155LB. BRW SKIN.....IN THE CHICAGO AREA...NEED MORE INFO SEND ME A PVT MESSAGE

A Good Joke
the lowest level employee plays basketball or foot ball the average employee bowls the managers and assistant managers play baseball the store directors play tennis and the president of the store plays golf so what have we leanred today? the higher you go up the corporate latter the smaller your balls get lol

A Letter
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, Tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack Of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really

50- First Winter Without You
My first winter without you Why is it so much colder How did the rain stay so much longer Now that i am feeling so much older Never noticed the little things Always had you there to fill my time Inside of me isn't such a pretty place More questions than answers in my mind Can you give me hope Can you hold the rope I close my eyes and reach back for your hand The only thing I find is like water through the sand You left your mark you left some scars Muffled sighs inside parked cars Down by the airport watching planes come and go Morning fog and footprints in the fallen snow Reduced to empty words on this page Seduced by the thought of me forever in your dirty cage

2 More Downraters And Haters
Oh and this is another downrater!!! Come someone stop them they are inbreeding!!!! shawty@ CherryTAP And dumbass doesnt even have a pic!!! thanks for the 4 prick!!! Maybe your mother and father shouldnt have been siblings!! Oh since you are from Texas I guess we shouldnt be surprised! tnredneck@ CherryTAP OK this is for those people who dont get it. this isnt about points. it is about the mean spirited petty ass bullshit! if you come to my page UNVITED and started rating my shit 1s and shit without even knowing who I am. Well that is what I call childish and sheer stupidity!! So if you dont like my shit then DONT FUCKING LOOK you fucking MORON!!! christ it is that easy!!!Stupid Fucknuts amazed me!!! QUIT INBREEDING!!!

Ok Here It Is For The Simpletons!
It goes like this .... If you dont have anything Better to do than go around and downrating people then expect to get BASHED! It isnt like MY friends would do that shit cause honestly they dont care about points and what not! They do however have what is called Common Courtesy than to go and fuck with people they dont know! So if you have a problem with what i have to say then DONT FUCKING LOOK!!! It is quite simple! So for all you haters!!! I frankly dont give a shit if I am liked by people who dont know me. My friends who know me Know what kind of person I truly am!! And for those who dont and those who thrive on this bullshit I have one thing to say FUCK OFF INBRED MORONS!!! I feel I should warn my friends of these Inbreed Idiots! Mordechai

Car Wreck
On july 21, 2001 I was in a terrible car accident. After a day of fishing at lake travis, a friend and I went to the store and at a stop sign a woman in a blue dodge pickup rear-ended us. I was wearing my seatbelt but I still suffered a severe brain injury. I can't walk without a cane, my speech was affected, as well as my vision. In other words, I almost died. Now days I chat a lot on the computer. I don’t have any frieds (except people I meet online). I have’nt had a girlfriend since july of 2001. That is a big change in my life. Don’t go out much except for mom or someone taking me places.) probably because I have no car any longer. My car had engine problems, that I was working on. The most important thing that I miss is friendships & SEX( duh )!

Shattered Mirror
I dont know what I feel anymore I am angry and resentful I feel rage burn, consuming my soul But then, I am hurt and confused I realize I am alone Then I think of you, and I am happy I content myself with my place in your world My life is like a shattered mirror... I cannot see whats really me I see the shards, but the whole eludes me I need to fix this, but I cannot on my own Will you be there? Can you repair my shattered soul?

Anybody There?
HEY WHERE IS EVERYBODY AT ON CHERRYTAP??? IT IS TOOO QUIET. I AM GETTING WORRIED. OMG DONT TELL ME! IS THERE SOME PLAGUE THAT IS SPREADING AROUND AND TURNING PEOPLE INTO FLESH EATING ZOMBIES??? DUMB ZOMBIES THAT CANT USE THE COMPUTER! HOLY CRAP!!! THATS WHAT IT IS! I SURE HOPE I AM NOT THE ONLY PERSON LEFT ALIVE. I HOPE THAT THERE IS ONE GUY LEFT AND WE CAN REPOPULATE THE EARTH. SCRATCH THAT! I HOPE THERE IS AT LEAST FIVE GUYS LEFT SO WE CAN REPOPULATE THE EARTH.( I NEED CHOICES DAMMIT, WITH MY LUCK ALL THE CUTE GUYS WILL BE ZOMBIES AND LEAVE ME WITH ALL THE UGLY ASSES). OK WELL IF THERE IS ANYONE LEFT THAT ISNT A FLESH EATING ZOMBIE, MEET ME AT SAMS CLUB. I WILL BE LIVING THERE FOR A WHILE. I WILL BE ALL SET FOR A WHILE. Graphics & Layouts

Why...
Why do people constantly feel like they have to lie? I mean is it just something that comes that friggin easily to them? Why do people lie about careing about people? Does it make them feel better about themselves? I mean can anyone honestly answer that? Maybe someone who lies to other people will give me the answers I'm looking for. It sure as hell would be nice.

Crazy Weekend...hip Fixed...summer Plans?
My crazy weekend is just about over. Our planned cookout was moved back a day to Sunday. So we did that today. I also did an event at my church tonight. I came home at 11:30 because I was dead tired and couldn't do any more tonight. So...I'm home. Tomorrow it's basically back to the old grind, but we still got grillout food to eat tomorrow :) The doctors fixed my hip on Thursday. The thing is - they did so while attempting to do x-rays on it...I'll take it though. :D As for my summer plans - we're not sure yet. It may be a calm summer. I have bladder surgery on 9/6, so there goes a week plus there...*sigh* We were supposed to go on vacation but that's looking less likely to happen. *frustrated sigh* So - if yours truly wants adventure - I may have to find it by myself in August. Birthday trip anyone? :D

Interesting
I can’t get the vision out of my head I toss and turn in my bed I close my eyes I try to hide from these feelings inside I have been hurt many times before I have fallen to the floor I have crawled on my knees I have felt my heart bleed I don’t want to have these feelings inside I want to have a free mind But my heart has found the crack Through the walls that protect Find Me....... I never want to feel I never want the pain I never want to lose I never want you To be in my life So why don’t you walk away I can’t get you free of me I really wish I could see But yet I am so foolish To believe I don’t want you But yet everything I do.... Is all for you I find you are too far away Yet I want to stay...... The journey never begins I am paying for my sins Running a race I will never win Walk away Turn around and Walk away what I do best Walk away I do not want to feel the pain.

For You Honey...
Well lets see here we have been together since Sept. 4th, 2000. You asked me to marry you on December. 24th, 2000. And I agreed to it. Beings that you had done this on a sad night for me but the thought counts you knew that Christmas Eve was depressing to me because of my Nanny passing away and the time you had asked me was the time that she had passed away. But I got to give you credit you did take the sad tears away and made them happy tears. I love you with my heart all the time and plan on to. Then we got married Oct.16th,2001. Then February I found out that I was pregnant serveral months passed and we found out that it was a boy and we chose to call him Keegan Adam Robinson, and he was born on Nov.3,2001. Then at the end of March I found out that I was pregnant again then a couple months passed and we found out it was a boy so we chose the name Isaac Nathaniel Robinson with a little help from a friend. Isaac was born on Dec.18,2002. Then two years past and I found out in March tha

Dreams & Reality
You try so hard, and for what? Everything still seems to fall apart. No matter how much you plan or dream, Those dreams will never become a reality. No one knows what tomorrow may hold. But I know my dreams will never unfold. Life is not a fairy tale, No magic or princes and kings. Only the unreachable, Or so it seems. All of my hopes, dreams and wishes, Will remain just that and never change. With a false hope and a miserable reality, We continue to dream and think just maybe... When will we stop lying to ourselves And begin to face the truth? The fact is that my dreams will never be Anything more than an escape from reality. Crissy January 2005

The Journey & The End
Life is a bad joke, Told by a cruel individual. You keep telling yourself it gets better. But the truth is, it only gets worse. The problems you deal with as a child, Are preparations for those you deal with as a teen. Those you deal with as a teen, Are preparing you for the life of an adult. You tell yourself it’ll get better it has to. But truth be known it’s just the beginning. It’s the beginning of an end. And it’s an end you’ll soon desire. Momma always said, “Life’s not fair And whoever told you it was, lied.” But she should’ve told me also, Life has no attainable desires. Why do we even try? It does no good. We can only get so far, for it sees all. It is a powerful thing with godly powers. And will never allow you to achieve your dreams you so desire. They say what doesn’t break you, Will make you stronger. But each time it tries, It takes a small piece of something deep inside. Then one day, you open your eyes to see. And find all that’s lef

Ldc Family Laws
The Laws Law #1: If you leave the family take LDC off of your name and once you leave there is NO coming back. Law #2: From now on anyone that wants to join the family that is in another family will not be able to. If you're already a member of the LDC and are in another family you are fine because this is just being put in place. Law #3: All L.O.A (Leave of Absences) must be approved by a Creator and a Founder. Law #4: If you show inactivity by not reading or reposting the family bulletins and / or blogs for a months time then you will be notified and placed on probation, if it continues then you will be removed. Law #5: All members need to understand we are NOT a comment bombing family. Do not address comment bombing bulletins to the family. If we have time to comment then we will. Law #6: You must make an effort to repost all family bulletins that involve a new member or a family issue because we do not post much and the least you can do is repost them. Law #7:

Rights And The War On Terrorism
Terrorism is by definition "The unlawful use or threatened use of force or violence by a person or an organized group against people or property with the intention of intimidating or coercing societies or governments, often for ideological or political reasons." Meaning specifically, that the object of terrorism isn't so much the destruction and carnage it extracts in the one specific event, such as 9/11, but rather the long-lasting ramifications it can have on a nation. Case in point, 9/11 created a state of fear. Fear is a very powerful weapon. It's far more damaging than any combination of planes into buildings or even the detonation of a nuclear weapon on U.S. soil. All of a sudden, America was under attack by Islamist extremists. It was a wake-up call to Americans that their lives aren't so secure after all, and that America is more fragile than ever previously imagined. The trouble is these people are falling for Osama's overall plan. His long-term goal and also that of Al Qaeda'

Just Here
online tonight just here lol not really lookin for much just kickin it.. i wanna go to sleep but cant yet.. so i have to find something to do to entertain me self ya feelz me. if you are reading this you are really bored tooooo lolz... n e way this enough of this bloggg spitt.. bye

Wondering Now
well i have always believed in put it right up front and yes i did in the bulliten, but when you hear, as many empty promises that i have herd, then it makes you feel that way, take the bulliten as wish, but the true ones will come forward ask what needs to be asked and what is truely wanted and needed !!!!!!! some will have fun with this and of course there will be haters, but atleast you know one thing, im not the one, who is sitting there saying DAMNNNNNN

The People You Depend On
you know its strange. In this life, you come to realize that there are very few people you can really depend on. People come, people go. I've been hurt in my life, who hasn't? The hardest part is learning to move past that point, and finding it in your heart to trust again, to love again. To not let life make you so hard that you shut out your chances to live again, to love again. What do I hope for? to someday have a college education under my belt, to have a yard with a house set right in the middle, and in that house, a family that I can come home to everyday, a family I can love and call my own. To know that someone can love me as I love them, to know that I'm needed. THat's all i've ever really wanted in this life. Money? yeah, we work for it. My grandparents worked all their lives to make it, and I regret that they never really got to enjoy it. No, they weren't rich, but they had their family, and they enjoyed that fact. Most people don't stop and realize what they DO hav

Isolate
a wall of rain makes the earth sizzle i'm sitting, watching, the muggy afternoon suddenly fades, and there's a chill in the air again. i let it mist my clothes, my shoes, i wouldn't dare move from the spot until it stopped, mesmerized by the destructive beauty of nature. a clap of thunder makes the ground tremble, jolts me back to reality like a gunshot, and i go inside, a last, longing look over my shoulder as i head back to work.

Women
I Think This Applies To You A good woman is proud of herself. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is with, or does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A good woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love, therefore she gives love. She recognizes that her love has great value and must be reciprocated. If her love is taken for granted, it soon disappears. A good woman has a dash of inspiration, a dabble of endurance. She knows that she will, at times, have to inspire others to reach the potential God gave them. A good woman knows her past, understands her present and moves toward the future. A good woman knows God. She knows that with God the world is her playground, but

2am Thoughts
As I sit here at 2am in the morning on Monday morning, all i can think about is my husband and how i miss him. wishing that he was home with me so we can be a compleat family again i mean dont get me wrong were a family no matter where he is but, its just hard with out him here my daughter acts out knowing that daddy isnt here to reinforce me. my son just got to know his daddy, and then he is gone again poor baby. im not trying to selfesh, i know that he is doing his job but hasnt this gone on long enough? was the extention really called for? do they really care about the soldiers and there families? i mean this is just me thinking but i wonder do others wonder the same questions as i do? my husband left on the 23rd or this month from his r and r, yes he got a couple extra days to be here so when i had my surgery he could be here and i thank the cpt. for approving before he took that higher up, and when he left it didnt bother me to this day i think it was because i was still on my pai

Ten Guidelines From God
Ten Guidelines From God Effective Immediately, please be aware that there are changes YOU need to make in YOUR life. These changes need to be completed in order that I may fulfill My promises to you to grant you peace, joy and happiness in this life. I apologize for any inconvenience, but after all that I am doing, this seems very little to ask of you.Please, follow these 10 guidelines 1. QUIT WORRYING: Life has dealt you a blow and all you do is sit and worry. Have you forgotten that I am here to take all your burdens and carry them for you? Or do you just enjoy fretting over every little thing that comes your way? 2. PUT IT ON THE LIST: Something needs done or taken care of. Put it on the list. No, not YOUR list. Put it on MY to-do-list. Let ME be the one to take care of the problem. I can't help you until you turn it over to Me And although My to-do-list is long, I am after all... God. I can take care of anything you put into My hands. In fac

A Male Patient
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask Over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult four-hour surgical procedure. A young, student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath around his operation scar. ‘Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?" Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, "I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and operation scar." He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, are my testicles black?" Concerned that he may go into shock from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and sheepishly pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in the other, lifting, rubbing and moving them around. Then, she takes a close look and says, "There's nothing wrong with them, Sir!!" The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and say

Body Parts
Body Parts........... Most of you have read the scare-mail about the person whose Kidneys were stolen while he was passed out. Well, read on. While the Kidney story was an urban legend, this one is not. It's happening every Day. My thighs were stolen from me during the night a few years ago. It was Just that quick. I went to sleep in my body and woke up with someone else's thighs. The new ones had the texture of cooked oatmeal. Who Would have done such a cruel thing to legs that had been mine for Years? Whose thighs were these and what happened to mine? I spent the Entire summer looking for my thighs. Finally, hurt and angry, I Resigned myself to living out my life in jeans and Sheer Energy Pantyhose. Then, just when my guard was down, the thieves struck again. My ass was next. I knew it was the same gang, because they took pains To match my new rear end to the thighs they stuck me with earlier. I Couldn't believe that my new ass was attached at least three inches Lower

Ramblings Of My Sleep-deprived Brain.
DELTA 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry. Had to get that out of my system! 911 was hectic today. I had all kinds of silly stuff going on. It would seem that everyone and their mother decided to become deeply inebriated today. Add to that the fact that several of 'em thought it'd be quite splendid to break into a couple of different houses and threaten folks and you have a day full of hoohas. We had an accidental gunshot wound to a 74 year old man's leg. How's that for fun? I had several life flights, but no deaths! Score for the Kloey! Twas a good day. I met my new EMT. He's a nice fellow. Can't wait to meet his family (from what I've heard, his wife has the most awesome sense of humor!) whenever he gets around to bringing 'em up to the office. Also, one of my officers brought me some chocolate covered strawberries. First time I've ever had any. They were quite delicious! Such plump, moist berries! Fortunately, no one witnessed the red juices coating my lips. The way

The Great Gathering
After that call she left and didnt see him for 1 1/2 years, they meet in the Rivia, where she was vacationing they spend alot of time together, but with no commitment to each other, slowly they are beginning to fall in love with each other, Storm had something she wanted to talk to Gino about but they were having to much fun to bring up something she wasnt sure of herself.......her work required alot out of her many hours of her time and the dangers of the job would put both him and Tamra to risk and she couldnt do that even tho Tamra was now almost 2 years old she took picture of Gino so her daugthter would know who her father was it ate at her that she didnt have a father and her daughter does....she wanted her daughter to have what she didnt have, so she planned on the next vaction if she ran into him again she would tell him of his daughter now that she is 3 years old and tell him of her work as an agent from the WSB,World Securtiy Bureua....She desided to go to Spain for vacation,

A Life Poem
A Life Poem Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Tak

Woman And A Fork
There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live So as she was getting her things "in order," she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. "There's one more thing," she said excitedly. "What's that?" came the Pastor's reply. "This is very important," the young woman continued. "I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand." The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. That surprises you, doesn't it?" the young woman asked. "Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request," said the Pastor. The young woman explained. "My grandmothe

What Tree Did You Fall From? ( I Am An Ash)
What Tree Did you fall from? >> >>WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM? >>Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and >>somewhat accurate. Then send it to your friends, including the one that >>sent it to you, so they can find out what tree they fell from, but don't >>forget to change the subject line to your tree. Find your tree below and >>see what you are like... >> >>Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree >>Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree >>Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree >>Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree >>Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree >>Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree >>Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree >>Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree >>Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree >>Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree >>Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree >>Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree >>Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree >>May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree >>May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree >>May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree >>Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree >>Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig

Love Is Patient With A Life
Love is patient with a life That brings its share of pain. We know sometime there is an end To the most stubborn rain. We know the sun comes out again On a world that's fresh and new, And all the gifts we freely give Somewhere, sometime accrue. We know sometimes we have to wait For life to come around, And sometimes that it won't, but still There's some good to be found. And even when things happen that Your soul can hardly bear, Know that I'll be next to you; My love is always there. @};---;-- SweetDesire

This Is It...
Three Days left. This is a code and directions on how to spread votes for my benefit! this is crunch fucking time! spread to mad comment pages! Tell me you helped me out. There's something for you in the end if i'm first! here is the code save this! all you do before copy pasting, is remove the * before each HTML code, replace it with

A Stupid Error Message.....
I've been trying for the past several hours to repost bulletins. For some reason I can't do so. All I get is this error message..... Error: failed to post bulletin of type '1'! try again later. Has anyone else been getting this message as well? Or am I the only one?

Not A Contest But A Giveaway
HEY EVERYONE..IM IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A 7 DAY BLAST..I NEED TO GET 14,000 COMMENTS IN 7 DAYS STARTING TODAY...PLEASE STOP BY AND SHARE THE LOVE....HERES THE LINK...COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED...MANY THANKS IN ADVANCE

What Do I Have To Do
All this time ive felt i was doing things all wrong and many thing have told me i was. Although its been said that im not but things just seem to be all the same i tend to find a way to fawk things up In more ways then one and now it seems ive pushed u away. i feel like that toy the kid gets tried the one that gets its 5 minutes of fame I guess its all really my fault Ive never been good at this time and i guess I will never be I cant say ive done my best, But i can say i never stopped loving you So now ill just leave it at that, its all up to u now. I will havee to learn to live with ur decision and live with my mistakes. I wont like it but what more can i say What do i have to do......

Ok, Copy And Repost Adult Questions - Dont Be Shy
1. Is sex best morning, afternoon or night? HELLOOO???? How would I know??? 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Right side 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? I love Chicken 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? No, I have never been drunk.. 5. What leg do you put in pants first when pulling them up? Left 6. Candles or Incense? Both 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? I dance even when everybody is watching . .hehehe 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? No. I played that I am a firewoman 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Stove top 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? Filipinoes are very particular in cleanlines.. 12. Shower or bath? Both 13. Do you pee in the shower? No 15. Mexican or Chinese food? Chinese 16. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Don’t know yet 17. Do you love someone

Think Like A Woman
A woman was walking down the street when she was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless woman who asked her for a couple of dollars for dinner. The woman took out her bill fold, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy some wine with it instead of dinner?" "No," I had to stop drinking years ago, the homeless woman replied. "Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food?" the woman asked. "No," I don't waste time shopping, the homeless woman said. "I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive." "Will you spend this on a beauty salon instead of food?" the woman asked. "Are you NUTS!" replied the homeless woman. "I haven't had my hair done in 20 years!" "Well," said the woman, "I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you out for dinner with my hubby and myself tonight. The homeless Woman was astounded. "Won't your husband be furious with you for doing that? I know I'm dirty, and I

The Moral Of The Story
I was a very happy person. My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me. It was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight mini-skirts, and generally was braless. She would regularly bend down when she was near me, and I always got more than a pleasant view of her private parts. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day the "little" sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, "I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild fling

Clan Lupin The Wolfen Watchdogs Of Lestat's Dark Covenant
Welcome to Clan Lupin this blog is dedicated to the Wolfen Watchdogs of Lestat's Dark Covenant. Now these are the rules: Rule 1: Wolfen's can not hold judgment over another member of the family unless directly ordered to do so by the founders or the creators. As a Watchdog we must hold ourselves distant when there is a crisis, we can not be ordered to attack or intervene on someone behalf unless it is a last resort and even then only the founders or creators can order us. Rule 2: Wolfen's are not above the Creators or the Founders, Wolfen are not all powerful and any Wolfen found Abusing power will be Judged by the Clan first then they shall be given to the Founders for family judgment. Rule 3: Wolfen's must bring any family problem or issue to the Founders, If one can not be found then either Elder WolfiePuP or Elder Bound Wolf must be contacted so that the problem/issue may be resolved. Rule 4: The Clan is Responsible for choosing new members and only Elder WolfiePuP &

Salute Pics(for My Bombers) Part Three
First I want to extend a BIG Thank you to everyone who helped me all week!You have ALL been awesome!!I came in second and got a Corvette!:DThank you all so much!!Here are the last of the Salutes.. at least that I know of..lolWas so hard to keep track of all of you..lol!!I appologize for the delay, I had some camera issues..ugh!!My Bombers(In no peticular order)Big King FunWolf - Kris's DemonCannonbillLustful1LicksSir ShoetoJables♥ brat ♥

Again I Have No Idea
I held her close as I watched her fade away. Right before my eyes, she was gone in a day, I gave up what I knew to be right, to stay in her arms and have her in sight, But nothing i can do will change her mind no words, no actions can convince her to be mine. I'll call you later she said, and he never heard from her again, He locked himself inside his room, He sat their rotting slowly making it his tomb While she was out laughing, he was curled up crying, wondering if this is what if felt like to be dying. She was gone the very next day, she wouldnt listen to what I had to say, I could have confessed my love for her right their, But why waste his time he knew she wouldnt care. He sat alone, himself his own captive, no were to go and no will to live. How could the world be so cruel as to take his heart from him and play him for a fool.

A National Moment Of Remembrance On Memorial Day
A National Moment of Remembrance On Memorial Day That poem about where “poppies blow” And, “the crosses, row on row” Still rings true, these ninety years After written, still brings tears. We still have Dead, “amid the guns” And lose our young and our loved ones Those who lived, “short days ago” Who, “felt dawn, saw sunset glow”. In Flanders Fields, “the poppy red” Still grow near where the blood was bled They, “Take up our quarrel with the foe” And still die for Freedoms that we know. They pass, “The torch” to, “hold it high” And not, “break the faith with us who die” For they, “shall not sleep, though poppies grow” Beneath all those, “crosses, row on row” In Flanders Fields. Del “Abe” Jones 4-25-2005

Memorial Day
Make my death a canticle for peace. Evil has no greater friend than anger, Making ready converts to its cause. On me think but of beauty as you pause, Remembering the service of a stranger In giving life to purchase your release. Armies live according to their art. Love of life at times requires death, Defending what would else find hungry jaws. As you enjoy the gift of every breath, Yet mourn for me with morning in your heart.

This Video Was Reedited And Fts Our Sponsors At The End..u Have Not Seen Ths
i am looking for people to sponsor my next video comes out in 3 weeks...this video will be o......our most expensive video to date.the graphics will be unmatched the video will debut in a sticky...for 3 days everyone who sponsored my band with a 30 day blast will be in the video automatic.everyone else who would like to sponsor the video.we ask for 2 sticky bulletins that we can use at anytime..to help promote our music and sponsors.. thank you for your support and viewership...enjoy the video...and contact me for information on sponsoring my band with a blast that is ..differant and separate from sponsoring the video...i will post a sticky tonight ft this video and a list of all our generous sponsors..ty

Gone For A Bit
Hey i know i dont talk to alot of ppl on here. But to those that i do. I will be gone for about a week or so. but i wpromise to catch up with everyone when i get back. Thx for the friends and hope to make more.Talk to everyone soon!

Lost
Lost Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will I always be alone?

Waiting
Waiting Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

To All Rebel Famliy Members
i am droppin my tag as a member of the git-r-done rebel family if u still wanna be my friend so be it ill still talk to you if not then you werent really my friend any way im outta here ttfn

Yep Im A Genius...
So as I sit here on this Glorious of days,pondering how I might uselessy waste another beautiful day-off online.It hit me as I stare blankly outside.I have a great view of my screen porch which my daughter left the door open to.Over the past few days with the door open it has attracted many small creatures.All of which range up and down the food chain.Numerous types of Flies and other bugs and then we have my friends the LIZARDS!I have seen four or five of them today trying to catch the bugs.Some are more capable than others on thier hunts.Hence survival of the fittest.So ofcourse I can only sit here for so long without lending a hand.So I walk out on my porch and swat a few flies down,not to kill just mame them.Know comes the fun of watching the lizards feed.I have gotten one to eat so far and it was everything I thought it would be.GLORIOUS!!

Ok, So I Need A Little Assistance
Ok, so I've started adding things to my stash, but I need some help otherwise. Where do I get the pictures and codes for pictures. I have tons of hotties I wanna post in my stash, but I don't know where to find pix with codes to stash. If you can/will help me out...hit me up! Thanks a lot! Cami

My Time Is Now By John Cena F/ Tha Trademarc
Like Real American, this is more than just an Entrance Theme [Chorus: John Cena] Your time is up, my time is now You can't see me, my time is now It's the franchise, boy I'm shinin' now You can't see me, my time is now! [John Cena] In case you forgot or fell off I'm still hot - knock your shell off My money stack fat plus I can't turn the swell off The franchise, doin' big bid'ness, I live this It's automatic I win this - oh you hear those horns, you finished! A soldier, and I stay under you fightin' Plus I'm stormin' on you chumps like I'm thunder and lightning Ain't no way you breakin' me kid, I'm harder than nails Plus I keep it on lock, like I'm part of the jail I'm slaughterin' stale, competition, I got the whole block wishin' they could run with my division but they gone fishin - - with no bait, kid your boy hold weight I got my soul straight, I brush your mouth like Colgate In any weather I'm never better your boy's so hot you'll never catch me in the nex

Angel From Above
Gazing into her blue eyes when we first met I knew then she was heaven sent. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. She had no idea from the start true love, I'd found in my heart. One of a kind, Love that LASTS a lifetime All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Still, her smile, my breath it takes away wanting, needing, to hold her, so much to say. All my prayers answered when into my life she came to me, she is everything. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Like the moon, stars, morning sunrise so much beauty, so much grace. SHE'S even more through my eyes. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Together, forever, I long to be can you see, YOU'RE very precious and sweet. The only one for me. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Your gentle words, your tender touch, life meaning so much wrapped tightly in each others arms I wish to be. With you, I feel so free. A vow to you I made, forever, you'll ha

Void
Void, canceled, simply annulled. Endlessly aching, unconsoled. Life without you, cause without reason. Touch without sense, time without season. I face life now facing a cancerous sore, A sordid parasite that eats at my core. All that makes me whole, all I hold deep within, Leaving me lifeless, or at least not livin'. A shallow face, anguished and marred. An empty space, scaled and scarred. Sweetly abiding to a cynical charade. Secretly hiding 'hind a fictitious facade. Still, lost within this heart of glass, This fragile and yet unfeeling mass. Lies the remains of a love that glowed, The gift to you I once bestowed. But honor and pride now bereaved- By your love for me so misconceived, Ripped from my inner depths, impeding- Mind and body and spirit, bleeding; Now's crushed to sand from thy ruthless hand, A cold stare I just can't understand. I feel that somehow, somehow I'm dying, At least my soul and all that's underlying. A simple void, is that what I'v

Just Because I Can Blah
Hello to all. Hoping your memorial day weekend was a blast. Mine was ok didnt do anything special over the weekend but my brother and his family invited us to a cook out so I guess I'll be leaving soon. I wanted to thank you all for showing support on my page, I love you dearly. You know, I have met well chatted with alot of wonderful ppl on here and only a few times have I had someone get a bit pissy with me so I consider myself lucky. I got the good ppl. Well I guess I'll end for now, never forever, I have some things to do before leaving. Hope you all have a safe holiday and remember the true meaning behind it. My salutes go out to the men and women who have lost their lives and the ones who continue to fight for the land of the free. to bad there has to be a price on it, something that is more precious than all the riches in the world, thats life. People serve our country to be free and if thats not something to be thankful for than alot of people have issues beyond hel

About A Soldier Who Was Finally Coming Home
A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco. "Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me." "Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him." "There's something you should know the son continued, "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us." "I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live." "No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us." "Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own." At that point, the so

Nothing Personal
*snickers* Yes, I'm wrapped up in promoting my store... Ultra Girly Macrame Choker - rose quartz, amethyst, and blue chalcedony (pictured above) Ultra Girly Macrame Bracelet - rose quartz, amethyst, and blue chalcedony Spiraling Into Control Macrame Choker - snowflake obsidian

Memorial Day Rant
Here in Winterset, Iowa, we just had our annual Memorial Day parade. It was nice other than the fact that yesterday we had the 100th birthday celebration of John Wayne, with parade of course. Take a guess which one was bigger, THAT'S RIGHT! John Wayne! There were cowboys, indians, floats, bands, presidential candidates, candy, clowns, big town events, stores open on sunday, THOUSANDS of people buying "Duke" memorabilia, it was spectacular! Now the memorial day "celebration", --- a parade with 10 or 15 vets, and the high school band and a prayer service at the city cemetary. THAT'S IT! WHAT A CROCK OF S@#T! One would think that a day of rememberance of our fallen soldiers, and soldiers still alive and fighting would be WAY more important than some actor that live in our town for 6 months tops when he was a baby, and never acknowleged this town for his whole life, I guess our youger generation just don't get it anymore. I'm only 38, but I was still brought up to remember our fallen

Popping My Blog Cherry
It seems I'm popping my uh...cherry you could say. Cracking my proverbial knuckles (well, I guess you could take that in the literal sense too since of course my knuckles crack at that exact moment) and seeing if I can actually keep this blasted thing up to date. Because you know...I have nothing better to do on Memorial day. So yeah, I'm gonna start slow. We can get rough later :P Anyway, it is Memorial Day and well aside from going to the parade (it's ridiculously hot outside) I haven't really been remembering anything well...memorable. My gramps was in the Marines but that's about it. Of course I'd be kind of a jerk if I didn't pay some respects to everyone in Iraq. I'm not that heartless. Usually (but shhh. don't tell anyone) Other than that, it's hotter than hell out and I am waaaaaaay too black to be frolicking in the sun. I'm dark enough thankyouverymuch. So, this is my crappy attempt at starting this blog. Please to hurt me. I'm fragile and bruise easily.

Help!!!
How do you treat a rotator cuff injury? I was playing football in the pool yesterday and my shoulder popped out and right back into socket. I thought nothing of it, but now, a day later, I can hardly move it...what do I do? Should I baby it or use it? Ice it or heat it? Go to the doc or no?

A Peom That Touches My Heart :-)
Thought I sould try updating stuffs here...nothing that is written by me personally but just few things which I love and touches my heart!!! and here is the first one,a poem I love by one of my favorite poet :-) Love's Philosophy The fountains mingle with the river, And the rivers with the ocean; The winds of heaven mix forever With a sweet emotion; Nothing in the world is single; All things by a law divine In another's being mingle-- Why not I with thine? See, the mountains kiss high heaven, And the waves clasp one another; No sister flower could be forgiven If it disdained its brother; And the sunlight clasps the earth, And the moonbeams kiss the sea;-- What are all these kissings worth, If thou kiss not me? Percy Bysshe Shelley

Seasons Of Love
Spring Beginning of all things new in love, an infatuation Summer Fire up the heat, the heat of passion, where love begins to grow Autumn Feeling the true love and contentment, continuing to explore one another Winter Embracing the love, always growing in love, snuggled up close to the heart, holding love tight, never letting go A love for all seasons Always remembering and cherishing the new beginning you shared, always rekindling the fire, appreciate the love that is shared, and always hold each other close, holding each others heart with tender loving care, never to part, forever together-continuing in a love, a love for all seasons.

You Were There
I needed a friend and you were there to guide me on my way i needed some love and you were there to pass on your good will i needed some advice and you were there to give me your kind words i needed a special person and you are here and for that im forever thankfull!

Tired And Frustrated..
Well fortunately they all left today. It has been a rough, aggravating, and long weekend. Another big argument last night which only reinforced why things are the way they are. Here hasn't been much better. Been kind of frustrated with certain things and I know I shouldn't be, letting things frustrate me more than they it should. Tired of asking, digging, looking. Just tired in general. Anyway, I will let you all go and I will be around off and on.. Take Care..

Memorial Day
I'm proud to be in the United States of America. I'm proud to be part of those stand up and serve their country. It doesn't matter if they serve because of college money, bonuses, a job, or patriotism; at least they serve. I don't mind that the holiday devoted to those who have given the ultimate sacrifice for their country has been relegated to the realm of 'sales' and 'BBQ's'. I'm actually pretty cool with that. Servicmembers have given their lives so the people of this country can be free to celebrate holidays the way they want. It's a disservice to soil their memories with false remembrances or forced memorials. I would hope that as the citizens of this country enjoy this day, they stop for a minute or two and give thanks for those that are willing to sacrifice for their right to enjoy life. Nothing much...just enough to remind themselves that what we have here in the USA is special...that it's important enough to fight for...and that it's important enough to spread aroun

Bbq Rules
BBQ RULES We are about to enter the summer and BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity, as it's the only type of cooking a 'real' man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine . . . (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. Here comes the important part: (4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine . . . (5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. (6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning. He thanks her and asks if she will bring another beer while he dea

Angel Poems
When I have no one to turn to And I am feeling kind of low, When there is no one to talk to And nowhere I want to go, I search deep within myself It is the love inside my heart That lets me know my Angels are there Even though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my face And the sun begins to shine. I hear a voice, so soft and sweet Saying, 'Everything will be just fine' It may seem that I am alone But I am never by myself at all. Whenever I need my Angels near All I have to do is call. An Angel's love is always true On that you can depend. They will always stand behind you And will always be your friend. Through darkest hours and brightest days Our Angel's see us through They smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue.. Thanks for being my Angel my friend I will be there for you until the end. ------------------------ Guardian Angel My Favorite Friend! I look to you from morning until daylight end! From the heavens I call on y

Lets Talk About Love Baby
I've been trying to keep pretty busy lately although I haven't really wanted to. I'm sick of working so much. I guess it gets like this every summer for me. I've been dealing with a lot of stress and unneeded crap. I think I've been doing alright for the most part. I've been wanting to write but every time I try to sit down and do it I can't seem to piece together my thoughts and ideas correctly. I guess honestly sometimes it's also because I've just got to many things running through my head. So I got thinking lately about some stuff because of the people in my life and the things they say. The love thing the people who say it, and what it means to certain people. I've been in a few serious relationships and every one of them that I have been in the guy/boy has told me they loved me before I was ready to say it or feel it. I've never said it to anyone just because they've said it to me. I guess maybe in the relationship situation it's me being a hopeless romantic that I jus

Memorial Day
HEY EVERYONE, I JUST WANTED TO TAKE A MOMENT TO STOP AND APPRECIATE WHAT THIS DAY REALLY STANDS FOR AND I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL OUR TROOPS OUT THEIR AND TO ALL THAT HAS PAID THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE TO GIVE US OUR FREEDOM.. I SALUTE YOU ALL.. THIS DAY IS FOR YOU !!!!

Just Confused.
Well here we r.Not sure what im supposed to do.So please bare with me.lol.Im kinda upset and happy at the same time.See one of my girls who is 18 is going to have a baby.Im really to young to be a grandma.Anywho she has a bf that i dont care for to much.He wont work and he runs her all over the place.He wont let her rest.Well last weekend all 3 of my girls went to spend a week at the lake with my dad.Well the whole time she was there he was calling her and showing his ass bc she was not there to take him everywhere.So it caused a big stink she got mad and called someone to come and get her so she could take him where ever.I have not talked to her sence.So im not sure what this means????Does she not wont to have anything to do with us??????Im so confussed.

Little Angels
When God calls little children to dwell with Him above. We mortals sometime question the wisdom of His love. For no heartache compares with the death of one small child Who does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild. Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to His fold, So He picks a rosebud before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them, and so He takes but few To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view. Believing this is difficult still somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye." So when a little child departs, we who are left behind Must realize God loves children. Angels are hard to find.

Not Quite "nana"
there are always eight aren’t there? but this one isn’t it. for now we’ll stick with seven because i’ve always enjoyed seven. even with the fear. it’s probably the worst one i’ve obtained over the years. nothings quite right in them, and nothings quite right in me. it should bring us closer together, shouldn’t it? it doesn’t and it never will. like you and i… we’ll never quite fit and we’ll never quite be, but we’ll be something. something great, even with the bruises and broken hearts. an end all. “this one’s bad.” i know it is. i can feel it deep inside, but that doesn’t mean it’s less true darling. today i need a peck on the cheek and a smack on the ass to get moving. let’s get motivated. freeze time and disappear. i swear the lightning bolt will only make me able to teleport. i heard… him… tell me so. he whispered it to me this morning during a nap. which doesn’t really make any sense because i was thinking of it last nigh

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Im In A Sexy Eyes Contest
good morning my awsome friends,i hope you have a great day and remeber to smile click on this pic come rate and comment my picture,need all the comments and rates i can love you all your awsome

~~america's Answer To Freakin' Saudi Oil~~
Plant to run on turkey power Published: Sunday, May 27, 2007 By Steve Karnowski The Associated Press BENSON, Minn. -- The gray, sandy mix of turkey droppings and other bits and pieces flowing through Greg Langmo's fingers back onto the floor of his barn isn't just funky dirt, it's fuel. With 16,000 hens gobbling around him, Langmo is standing on a 15-inch layer of turkey litter -- some 750 tons of the stuff -- that represents a new source of energy. It will help fuel a $200 million power plant due to begin full-scale production next month. The 55-megawatt Fibrominn LLC plant will be the first poultry litter-fired power plant in the United States, tapping a novel source of renewable energy to produce enough power for 50,000 homes. Its developers are planning similar plants in other major poultry states. Poultry litter -- a combination of droppings, wood chips, seed hulls, shed feathers and spilled feed -- has long been spread on fields as a fertilizer. That's cheap a

Cruelty Of My Heart
Out of the broken sky you tumbled into the solitude of my mouth and imprisoning hands. I have chained you to my darkest need. Now, you are bound to me by pain and blood, bound to me by cruelty and tears. I have savaged your wings, and burnt the shine from your eyes. Now I bind you into slavery, shackle you into servitude. Now I am your breath and the sound of your beating heart. You are the whimpering and the tears, as I open the moist darkness that is you, forcing you to descend into my deepest need, using you to feed my blackest craving, and still your pleading mouth opens for more. You lie cuffed and chained, your body bleeding its submission, I opened your tattered soul with my rending hands. Your agony is my ecstasy, as you surrender to the cruel limits of my heart. Your vacant eyes plead for the wounds and scars that my mouth will leave, your swelling eyes plead for the loving damage I will tattoo on your breasts. Your fallen body, bruised

Inside Your Heart
When I shall have to leave this life, And you are left behind. I will never be that far away, I'm still inside your mind. Look not just in the sunny days But also in the rain. Think of love and laughter And I'll be back again. My darling this is not goodbye, Don't weep that we're apart. To find that I'm still loving you, Just look inside your heart.

Where To Turn...
Sitting here all alone. Not a friend insight, till I look up and see the words of someone so polite. Friendly "Hello"'s and and comforting "Hi"'s. My story isn't so different that anyone else's. You've heard it a milllion times. Although, a nice understand person and a listening ear helps to sooth all that is wrong. I know life here isn't a bed or roses, but I believe there is some happiness in this life..even if it's not for eternity. Many people come and go in my life, some for work, other's for pleasure. My only wish in life is that someone will come along that I can really REALLY love. Someone that can make me complete on the inside. I thought I wanted something just for the outer me, but I've come to realize, I'm just not happy on the in. To have someone in my life that really makes me "me".

Wtf!!!
I have had three accounts in the past month cause someone forgot to take there meds in the morning and rate a pic like a face shot as NSFW and report it and it has happen again. I got one yesterday for a chest shot of me in a T-shirt and now i got two one a face shot and the other my arm so now i guess my account will be deleted again and if so well i never will return this time. And i don't understand for the life of me why the boneheads at Cherrytap central are not checking out what is being reported and they are not doing so and this could happen to any user on here if you pissed someone off or just don't like you. And i know also it wasn't nobody on my friend list cause i rated 10's and commented on a new user and they visited mine and i get reported for NSFW and that was the thanks i got. So if i am deleted again i want all my real close friends on my list that i really do appreciate all of you. I even marked this NSFW just in case!! Thanks, Jerry

Garg
I killed-d my laptop... We're talking sparks and all... And the worst part is all I did was plug it in! So... who knows when I will be on... if you have my cell number call me... I MISS people... I miss human interaction with people of intelligence *(see friends)* and people over the age of 10! (LOL... mom goes a little stir crazy when the only one I get to see is my kid... love her and all... but I need more conversation than what she knows about at this age)

44 Things A Woman Would Die For
1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful... not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! oh, and on that last one... u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff 23-tell her what feels good 24-make her feel loved

Sex Today, Sex Tomorrow
Sex, Sex, Sex Today I vex, cause there is no sex Tomorrow I vex cause there is sex Amazing that sex excites me one moment Yet the next day I momentarily regretfully repent When I experimented with Moments of sex Today I cannot get enough of sex Today I itch for sex like a bitch Today I yearn for sex and ask when, when, when? Today I dream of sex and juicy sex streams Today I want sex & hunt for my first & last ex Hit me with a sixty-nine That will do me just fine Hit with an orgy of sexual erotic ness Scream out a forgery of moanful gladness Sex, Sex, Sex Today I vex, Because of sex Sex, Sex, Sex Today I vex with my ex Because there is no sex Today I think sex with a flirty wink I think of sex and its erotic stinks I think of sex and the color pink I think of sex and how it all links In a city of sexuality, creativity and longevity Today I embrace sex Like all races I embrace sex Go back to history and trace When sex

Facts Of Loving Someone
what every kiss means" Body: what every kiss means Body: ?Kiss on the stomach = Im ready ?Kiss on the Forehead = "i hope we're together forever" ?Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything ?Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" ?Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" ?Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" ?Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" ?Kiss on the Lips = I love you" **************************************************** ?What the gesture means? ?Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" ?Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" ?Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" ?Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" ?Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" ?Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" ?Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" **************************************************** ?Advice? Dont ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ****

Urinalisis...
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Jack says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer at the drugstore at the corner. Just give it a urine sample and the computer'll tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars...a hell of a lot cheaper than a doctor." So Jack deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to the drugstore. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. That evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Jack began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool sample from his d

"they Look At Me Different"
So lost deep inside, is all that makes me. My true fucking identity, Is hard to see. To my friends and family; think, think, I'm a different me. What, I have a secret identity, Wonder if you'll ever see. My thoughts and actions, Are all that makes me, But some things I may do, May not describe me. Na fuck this Look inside me, if you ever feel, like it, and see that I'm no-one but me, Never hiding my identity. Don't say I am hypocrite, because I never showed you, what the fuck You thought their were two of me. Now motherfucker please, Look at me, Try to see the real me. I'm no-one but, the real fucking me. Written By Slim Shady The Poet

This Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

Fuck Her
You short little bitch, I hate you. I hope you die, and burn in hell too. You think you're the shit, and you call me a fake. Yeah I bet you don’t want, a fuckin piece of this hate. You think your leg’s are attached at your hips. Yea fuckin right. What's up with your fuckin lips? Nobody fuckin likes you anymore, So just fuckin go away. You waste your breathe when you last spoke, Nobody gives a fuck what you have to say. You bug the shit out of me with your "I think I'm shit”. You wish someone would, lick your fuckin clit. I can't stand you bitch,, cause all this time you made me cry,. All I have to say to you is SUCK A DICK BITCH DIE! You run your fuckin mouth, behind my back. Cut the childish shit, and go suck on a big nut sack. I dont give a fuck if, you hate me. I dont want anything to do with you, Can't you see? I wouldn’t have to be a dick, but you open your fuckin mouth. I hate you so much, Every time I see you I just want to s

Yoooo Mom(lol)
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL.. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me about

Little More About Me :)
Outside of being a Promoter for some of the greatest independent country/southern rock etc artist, I am a Published Author, Poetess, songwriter! You can buy my book at Publish America search under my name or the title, we can work out something , i be more then happy to sign it :) You can also hear the songs I wrote on my soundclick, www.soundclick.com/jodydickey pure country !! Click on banner below 4 my book and my soundclick banner below 4 direct links

Quick Note
As some of you will notice I have created a new "My angel series" blog and moved all of the poems for that series there. I did this for a few reasons, I'm going to be writing and posting alot of poetry from now on and I didn't want to get poems that are part of that series mixed up with poems that are not part of that series. I never thought this series would get as big as it has. I'm loving it watching it grow. I honestly don't know when the series will end. Thank you to all who have given me love about the series. If you commented on the poems I'm sorry I couldn't keep them when I moved the poems over. Feel free to comment or re comment whatever the case may be. I'll be adding to the series soon as well as adding other pomes to the "poems" blog. Keep showing the love and keep talking to me, more writing to come!

Trouble In Paradise
I don't know what to do anymore. I have a friend that is married. She loves her husband dearly but lately, he has been acting like a jerk. He constantly fights with her and tells her that she is lazy. Yet when she asks him if she can do something like that laundry, he tells her that he doesn't want her doing anything. Recently, they got into a fight and he was hitting her. He hit her on her collarbone, in her leg, and threw a tote box full of clothes at her head and caused her to fall off of the bed. Well, her other friend's husband broke the door down and was yelling at him for being so loud and hitting her. I don't know what to tell her to do because I really don't know the whole story. I guess that I just needed to vent cause it has me worried about her.

Song Deadication For My Angel
Nadie Como Ella ~Marc Anthony Ella sabe darse toda en un instante derretir con la mirada un corazon ella es fuego que se siente en mis labios cuando hacemos el amor Es una aventura andar bajo su blusa poco a poco acariciar toda su piel Es un sueno darle un beso ella sabe que me tiene a su merced [Coro] Mi corazon es suyo me siento suyo daria la vida por volverle a ver quien iba imaginarlo yo convertido en un capricho de su desnudez No hay nadie como ella tan dulce tan bella me juego la vida por ella no hay nadie como ella es fuego que quema estoy que me muero por ella Ella no es como las otras que dejaron cicatrizes de amargura y de dolor vino ella y con ternura otra vez me hizo creer en el amor [Repite Coro] No hay nadie como ella tan dulce tan bella No hay nadie como ella tan dulce tan bella Es fuego que quema y se mete en mis venas y me juego hasta la vida por ella No hay nadie como ella tan dulce tan bella me he vuel

Life Poem
A Life Poem Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give it your all.

Goodbye All
if u didnt see my bulletin... i am deleting my profile within 24 hours, i no longer need nor want a profile on here, it is not because i do not like this site, i simply do not want to be on here any longer. i have a daughter to raise and a job to look for. if anyone wants to say goodbye, please do so soon.

Riddle Me This ?
Questions: 1. When I go in I might cause pain. I cause you to spit and ask you not to swallow. I can fill your hole. What am I? 2. A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first. What am I? 3. I'm spread before I'm eaten. Your tongue gets me off. People sometimes like to lick my nuts. What am I? 4. I go in hard. I come out soft. You blow me hard . What am I? 5. All day long it's in and out. I discharge loads from my shaft. Both men and women go down on me. What am I? 6. I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When You blow me you feel good. What am I? 7. If I miss, I hit your bush. It's my job to stuff your box. When I come, it's news. What am I? 8. I offer protection. I get the finger ten times. You use your fingers to get me off. What am I? 9. I assist an erection. Sometimes big balls hang from me. I'm called a big swinger. What am I? 10. I'm at least 6 inches long. I leave foamy lubrication

Rip Travis Huffstickler
"-- A Clover man was killed when the car he was riding in ran off the road and hit a tree in Polk County, N.C. Travis Huffstickler, 22, of Clover was the passenger in a black Mitsubishi Diamante traveling north on Interstate 26 around 6:30 a.m. Friday when driver Shane Smith, 22, of Gastonia, N.C., fell asleep at the wheel and lost control of the vehicle, said Sgt. Jason Deardorff of the N.C. Highway Patrol. The car veered off the interstate and struck a tree. Deardorff said Huffstickler was pronounced dead at the scene. "In that type of wreck, there's traumatic injuries to your whole body," Deardorff said. Huffstickler was wearing his seat belt, and authorities do not suspect foul play. Smith, the driver, survived the wreck, Deardorff said. He was treated at a local hospital and released. He was charged with misdemeanor death by vehicle, Deardorff said. Huffstickler's passion was music, friends say. Rick Spitzer, 30, of York played with Huffstickler in several local he

First Reaction
. (( MAKE COPY & PASTE FILL OUT AND POST IN COMMENT BOX )) type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 40 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type ya first thought1. Beer: 2. Anorexic: 3. Relationships: 4. Your Last Ex: 5. Power Rangers: 6. Pot: 7. Clowns: 8. Color: 9. The President: 10. sex: 11. Cars: 12. Gas Prices: 13. Halloween: 14. Bon Jovi: 15. Religion: 16. Myspace: 17. Worst fear: 18. Marriage: 19. Paris Hilton: 20. Brunettes: 21. Redheads: 22: Politics: 23: Pass the time: 24. One night stands: 25: Cell Phone: 27: Pixie Stix: 28: Vanilla Ice cream: 29: Port a Potties: 30: High School: 31. Pajamas: 32. Wood: 33. Wet Socks 34. Alcohol: 35. HATE: 36. Your best friends:37. Money: 38. Heartache: 39. Love: 40. Time:

Away For A While
I will not be on myspace or cherrytap for a while. I have to make a few changes and not being on here is going to be one of them. I hope those of you who have my cell, will stay in touch with me that way. Please keep sending me the comments and messages...I may not have to computer here at the house BUT I can check my mail....some how some way....Much love to you all...Missy

For My Ohio Friends...
My current roommates just found the house they were looking for so I am in the process of looking for a new one. Below is the e-mail I have been sending to people in various sites. I am asking for $400/month and that is all-inclusive. If you know of anyone looking for a room on the NW side, please send them my way. Thanks and I hope you all had a wonderful holiday weekend! How are you? I am pretty laid back and looking for the same in a roommate. The house is about 1800 sq ft, a two car garage and a patio. The room is not huge but has a queen bed, dresser, TV, DVD player, phone and small nightstand. The house has free, unlimited long distance, digital cable, high speed internet with a wireless router plus desktop and laptop computers, 3 HDTVs and nice surround sound stereos (plus almost 400 CDs and 250 DVDs to keep you occupied). The neighborhood is very nice and quiet and has an attached park with both natural and paved walking/biking paths. I would like to find someo

10 Things You Absolutely Love About Yurself
1. I love that I'm not ever being able to get to bed on time (very easily distracted)... oh... look at that... SEE??? 2. I love my sense of humour - I totally crack me up constantly... I'm laughing now, at what I'm not entirely sure... 3. I love my kick-assedness at Graphic Design... Really... I'm freakishly talented... 4. I love writing exhaustive shopping lists over the course of several days and then leaving them at home when I go grocery shopping... 5. I love that people twice my age ask me questions about how to do things at work... I then lie through most of it and watch with astonishment as they completely and utterly believe me or I nail the problem completely by accident... 6. I love my hideous reputation for being mind-bendingly late to every single event, family or otherwise... 7. I love that I've evolved into the World's Greatest Dad to my 9 year old son, and my 15 year old daughter... who is the prettiest girl ever. And I shall fight anyone who says otherwise. 8. I

A World Away
Why r u here? I have nothing to give, Remove yourself from this life I live, Help me u cant, so be on your way, Savor the peace of each new day, Embrace your life, and hold it dear, Do not replace it for constant fear,. As u settle in, for a sweet good night, Kiss your family and hug them tight, I’ll be warming up my hips, Fixing my jewel and painting my lips, While u cuddle up in the warmth of your covers, I’ll be entertaining a room full of lovers, Our worlds will collide if u choose to stay, So listen to me and just go away, Your future is void with someone like me, I don’t ask to be saved, so let it be, You are a fool ….with an angel’s wing, My toxic venom is ready to sting, Don’t let my darkness draw u in, This isn’t a game u will easily win, Your life is perfection, enticing and clean, Hold what u have, and keep it serene, To meddle with me is like playing with fire, I balance my world, like a bird on a wire, Deep within my flawless

Horoscope: Pisces
Challenges on the home front only make you more resourceful. Can you parlay those skills into the workplace? If you do, you'll see the payoffs in an expanded skill set or in recognition from some powerful boss types..... can someone plz tell me wat tha fuck this means

Need Some Cherry Love!
ok I need some cherry love!! I am in this to win my dream car please!! please!! stop by and rate, comment bomb what ever you have to.. to help me win!!! click on the pic and show me some love!!! And for those who have thank you sooooo much I owe each of you big time!! MMMUUUAAACCCHHHH!!! LOVE YOU GUYS!! MISSY TAZZIE69 IF YOU HAVE ANY PROBLEMS GETTING TO IT LET ME KNOW THANKS!

Please Dont Leave Me...
Hypothetically if you were point A and theoretically if I was point B, we would be, we would be frantically melting into one massive point that could overcome anything ♥ Me + You = Forever :]

Very Well Put
All are quotes from J. Krishnamurti "There is no end to relationship. There may be the end of a particular relationship, but relationship can never end to be is to be related." "The moment you have in your heart this extraordinary thing called love and feel the depth, the delight, the ecstasy of it, you will discover that for you the world is transformed." ..> "What is needed, rather than running away or controlling or suppressing or any other resistance, is understanding fear; that means, watch it, learn about it, come directly into contact with it. We are to learn about fear, not how to escape from it." On love and death "I wonder if you have ever known what love is? Because I think death and love walk together. Death, love, and life are one and the same. But we have divided life, as we have divided the earth. We talk of love as being either carnal or spiritual and have set a battle going between the sacred and the profane. We have divided wha

Wow, This Song Fits How I Feel Perfectly...
Of all the songs in the last few months that I've said personify me... this one best suits how I feel right now... Life it seems to fade away, Drifting further everyday, getting lost within myself, nothing matters noone else, I have lost the will to live, simply nothing more to give, There is nothing more for me, Need the end to set me free... Things not what they used to be, missing one inside of me, deathly lost, this can't be real. cannot stand this hell I feel, Emptiness is filling me, to the point of agony, Growing darkness taking dawn, I was me but now he's gone! Noone but me can save myself but it's too late, Now I cant think, can't think why I should even try! History seems as though it never existed, Death greets me warm, now I should just say goodbye! For those of you who don't know that song... It is Fade to Black by Metallica... First metallica song I ever really learned on the guitar... Never thought it would ever personify me... Hell who kn

Been Fun !
Well folks it has been fun on Cherry Tap, a real scream to say the least... I have made alot of new friends and very good friends on here... But I won't be on here every day or should I say for hours non stop every day... Any one having Yahoo Chat feel free to add me there my name on itis sweet_package_69... Hope everyone had a safe yet awesome holiday weekend... Steve aka .¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸.Sweet Package.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸.

Life Explained
LIFE EXPLAINED: When God created the dog, He said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. Next, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?" And God agreed. God then created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll give back the other fo

Memorial Day 5-27-07
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=800501138 Memorial Day CeremonyAdd to My Profile | More Videos GOOD DAY TO ALL ON CHERRYTAP - TO ALL THE CHERRYTAP PEOPLE THAT HAVE SERVED IN OUR NATION'S SERVICES I SALUTE YOU AS A FELLOW SERVER. TODAY, BEING MEMORIAL DAY I'LL BE AWAY FROM CHERRYTAP - DUE TO A SERVICE BEING HELD IN BUSNELL VETERAN'S MEMORIAL CEMETERY IN BUSHNELL FLORIDA. MY FATHER, WAS BURIED THERE 3YRS AGO BUT ALSO SERVERED HIS COUNTRY IN THE SILENT WAR KNOWN AS THE KOREAN WAR. IN LOGGING ON, I CAME ACROSS THIS VIDEO - SHORT- PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT FROM YOUR DAILY BOMBING AND GIVE CREDIT TO THE PEOPLE THAT SERVED, THAT ARE SERVING TODAY SO WE CAN ENJOY THIS FREEDOM ON CHERRYTAP AND ACROSS THE WORLD. THIS GOES FOR THE ENTIRE WORLD NOT JUST THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. GOD BLESS OUR TROOPS AND BRING THEM HOME SAFELY I'M HOPING MY LINK IS CORRECT IN THIS BULLETINMemorial Day CeremonyAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Naughty App
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Gay Pervert
I was thinking about the girl I had a crush on when I used to work at Starbucks. Well there were a few of them at my store, but the one I would most like molest if I were gay is Courtney. Then I was thinking about the girls I tend to fall in love with. I seem to like the girl-next-door type. Wholesome with slight slut potential. I just want to just take them home and make them my sweet little teddy bears. I think it's because I could never be the girl next door. I'm more the girl two blocks down that Mama tells you not to mess around with because she's no good. I just love these cute girls that will laugh when I say I want to makeout with them, not knowing that I'm totally serious. Gawd! I want to get her really drunk and take advantage of her. I miss working at Starbucks. So much hot ass there. I'm a total fag. Don't tell Dean.

Bring Our Troops Home!
Thank God for ALL, the old and the new, generation of heroes -- men and women who gave their lives to protect us and our country. Of course they didnt want war, but they answered the call when it came. They believed in something larger than themselves. They fought for our country and our freedom and on this Memorial Day, as many b4, our country unites to mourn them all. Lets also remember those brave men and women that are alive and still standing up for our freedom today! Lets keep them all in our thoughts and pray for their continued strength and safety until they can be back at home on US soil! I for one will keep praying that that day will come very soon! The people of our country have done a wonderful job, as usual, remembering and making sure that the sacrifices of our armed forces, both past and present, are honored at home and abroad this Memorial Day. I just wish that all the celebration could have been along with a brigade of planes bringing All of our men and women HOM

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Life
Life is to short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If u get a chance, take it. If it changes ur life , let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.... But always think of others around u, because the choices u make affect others...