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Return A Lost Love Spell (wiccan Help)
LOST LOVE SPELLS Lost Love Spells: Are you looking for your lost love, or powerful spell for how to get back your lost love, or spell for how to find long lost love, or spell to bring back lost love, then dr saulats return lost love spells will help you in all your problems regarding lost love spells. " This spell should be done during the waxing phase of the moon. You will need: · 1 small piece of clean white paper (no lines) · 1 white candle · 1 red pen or marker · 1 sterile needle · 1 small piece of red cloth · 1 red ribbon · something of his he has freely given to you Light the candle, and use it to help you focus on your lover. Picture his face in your mind. Once you have his image firmly affixed, use the red pen to write your name and his on the paper. Use the needle to prick your index finger. Dab one drop of blood over the names. Draw a circle around the names and fold the paper in half. Place the paper in the cloth. Take the item he has given to you (a ring o

A Lost Cherry, Now On Tap...
When I first signed up here it used to be called Lost Cherry, and the age limit was lower than it is today, in fact that's a good job because back then I was younger than I am now, and wouldn't have been allowed in, in fact when they did raise the age I was only a few weeks over the limit, and only just avoided being culled. I had mixed feelings about that, because at the time some of my friends on here did end up being deleted because of their age, and it made me about the youngest person on the site. However, people were kind to me, and I stuck around, for a while... I had quite an eventful few months here last time, I went from zero to one hundred miles an hour and found myself as the first guy in the top ten, and to have my name in red. I'm still kind of proud of that, I like to think it tore down a barrier here, and told guys they could make it around here (at the time people were seriously starting to question if a guy could get a decent rating). Unfortunately then

Friendship - Reposted From A Friend
Whenever I needed someone to talk toYou were always there.My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, andYou were always there.There was no time when I had doubtto come to you becauseYou were always there.I could see in your eyes you wanted to help, and that you really cared.Whenever I was down and blueYou were always there.No matter my problems, are what was wrongYou were always there.Whenever I felt like nothing mattersYou were always there.Now your gone, and I don't know what to doI close my eyes and think of you, and howYou were always there.It's hard to look at the pictures, and get memories of youCan you hear me nowAt night I pray, and I speak to youI guess you were right when you told me no matter how far you wereYou would always be there.I know one day I'll see you again, but till then I have to say goodbyeEven though it hurts to hear your name, and speak of youOne thing I will always say isYou were always there... ( THE BEST OF ANYTHING....IS OUR FRIENDS ) Th

Would U
How far would you go? Put "yes" "maybe" or "no" and answer me back Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink kool-aid with me: Take advantage of me: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: If so whats yo number: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do da same for u:

Give To Live (sammy Hagar)
Oooh-- I can see that you've got fire in your eyes And pain inside your heart So many things have come and torn your world apart Oh baby, baby, baby, don't give up, don't give up don't give up If you want love If you want love, you've got to give a little If you want love If you want faith, you just believe a little If you want love If you want peace, turn your cheek a little Ohhh, you've got to give You've got to give You've got to give.....to live An empty hand reaching out for someone An empty heart takes so little to fill It's so much easier to push instead of pull Oh baby, baby, baby Don't give up, don't give up, don't give up If you want love If you want love, you've got to give a little If you want love If you want faith, you just believe a little If you want love If you want peace, turn your cheek a little Ohhh, you've got to give You've got to give You've got to give....to live Each man's a country in his own right Oh, every body needs a friend

What Ya Wanna Know??
Hmm, Let me see here, I moved to California in 2005 from a little shithole town in Arizona. I was born and raised in Arizona with the exception of a couple of years here and there. Iam a Massage Therapist in Los Angeles. I am the mother of 4 beautiful children, which you see in my pics, and I live with my loving boyfriend Ben, who you also see. I love life to the fullest. Every day is a blessing. I refuse to give up hope, no matter how bad the situation. Things to remember: 1.God will never give you more than you can handle!! 2.Even when you think you can't take any more remember He is always there!! 3.Everything in life is a test!! 4.It doesn't matter what people think of you, it is about what you think of yourself!! 5.Even though things may be bad remember there is always someone out there who has it worse than you!! 6.when life gives you lemons, make lemonade!! 7.Enjoy every day as if it were you last!! I am

What ????
>What gets longer when pulled................ > > > > > > >Fits between your boobs.............. > > > > > >Inserts neatly in a hole................. > > > > > >and works best when jerked ? > > > > > > > > >Scroll down to find the answer...... > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >A SEAT BELT you pervert!!! > ; >BUCKLE up and pass it on

Two-for-one Noodles
Two-for-One Noodles This simple and delicious no-tomato pasta entree serves double duty. Use the leftovers -- if there are any -- to make Mock Spinach and Ricotta Lasagna; you'll find a link in the More Recipes field below. Credit: Desperation Dinners! by Beverly Mills and Alicia Ross Servings: 8 Ingredients: * 4 cups (16 ounces) penne * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 1 small onion (for 1/2 cup diced) * 3 slices bacon (turkey, regular or low-sodium) * 1 tablespoon fresh parsley leaves (optional) * 1 large container (15 ounces) reduced-fat ricotta cheese * 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese, plus additional for serving * 1/2 teaspoon dried basil (see note) * 3 tablespoons hot water from the pasta pot * Salt and black pepper to taste Directions: Place the penne in 3 quarts of boiling unsalted water and cook until tender, 11 to 13 minutes. Meanwhile, heat the oil in an 8-inch or larger nonstick skillet, over low heat. Peel an

Heaven ( Maybe Nsfw To Some)
On this particular day, the teacher wanted to ask her class which part of the body went to heaven first. One little girl raised her hand and said,I think your mind goes to heaven first because you have to have a mind in order to believe in God. The teacher praises the little girl Then a little boy raises his hand and says, I think your heart goes to heaven first because God is all about love."Very good," says the teacher. The teacher looked up and saw little Johnny's hand up."Oh no", she thought, "I'm not gonna like this. Little Johnny, which part of the body do you think goes to heaven first?" Little Johnny thinks for a minute and says,"Your feet." The teacher asked him why he thought your feet would go to heaven first. He replied, "Well, I was walking past my mom and dads bedroom last night and my mom had her feet up in the air and she was hollering "Oh, my god, I'm coming!"

What's Your Beer Personality?
You Are Olde English Drinking is more than a hobby for you. It's your favorite drug. When you drink, you want to get wasted. As quickly and cheaply as possible. Looking back on your best times drinking... well, you don't remember them at all. You may be a few brain cells short, but you still can chug a 40! What's Your Beer Personality?

My Thoughts
ok i have asked a few ppl how i could join this coven. my friend turd put in the word for me. i thank him very much. i have wanted to be here for a long time but was scared to ask. i guess i learned that i never know till i ask and never assume your not good enough. all the ppl in the family have welcomed me with open arms and made me feel much love. i am now trying to rate and their pics and stash so please give me time i will get to you. your all great.and this has been my outpouring of cheesiness.

Can You Believe It ??
Someone need's to check into these judges, they rejected my salute photo. what is wrong with it? can you tell me please. there is no nsfw in it at all, it has everything they asked for. I am useually quiet about this stuff but it made me mad this time. oh well I vented I feel a little better I guess, everyone have a geat evening. Tom

Thank You Everyone!
I would like to thank everyone that has taken a peek at my profile and/or added me as their friend. A very special thanx goes out to the best friend anyone can have, prostreet71ss for inviting me to this site over the weekend (hugs and kisses to u dear)!

Failure..
My first attempt at a salute photo failed. I think perhaps that the screen of my computer didn't show clearly enough. I only have access to my quick cam here though, and it doesn't take great photos. I may need to wait until I get home to take my salute photo...unfortunately that is over three weeks away... Any thoughts?

Time Piece
elated feelings caught in a bucket, like water dripping from a ceiling please hurt me torture me soothe me electrify me with your vibrance. vigoriously i shake, i try to pry myself away saturated with bad actions am i in contention? please cut me slice me make incisions with your words soothe me hypnotize me with your eyes

News About Changes In Gorean Status
Have rejoined Paltalk Gor and Have joined the Home of Master Thorgards Palace (MTP) I am Under the name LadyWolf_FW_MTP I am hoping to get the rest of the home on here so far got two to join ;) ya know who you are.

I Like The Flow Of This
In her eyes of love the sun does dance I wonder when I look into them should I chance To seek much more and perchance keep More than dreams to take to sleep Her beauty does draw me in deep it does seem Often to look upon her and so often to dream Dreams to hold you and tasting your kiss Wishes to make passion forever like this Swept up in our own dream world and loving true Loving this peace I found only in you Dream of you that leaves me wanting more I wonder does life have more than dreams in store By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Thought For The Day.
trepidation sits heavy within an angry heart, a mantle hard to shed. emotions locked inside bubble to the surface, filling me with dread. duplicity is unbecoming hypocrisy a fight i cannot win. i just want my living nightmare to end.

Abortion
Month One MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby M

Je Ne Regrette Rien...
Je ne regrette rien... I do not regret anything. I do not regret the sun, or the moon, and I do not regret the scent of your perfume, that still lingers on my pillow, as an aromatic reminder that you've gone. I don't regret the tears shed in the storms, hidden only by a thousand rain drops, and I don't regret the pains in my heart. I do not regret anything, because you were worth it. To have spent one perfect moment with you is worth the million years of hurt destined to follow.

Never Was So Lonely As The Night...
Never was so lonely as the night with all it's dreams of yesterday encapsulated within a moments hesitation and then tomorrow dawns a new year to find the screaming body dragged from the final breath of the previous chapter and into darkness. clouds fill the sky dark and gray with flurries of snow and worries of man that fall and lie deep upon the fields of thought until the vista is such that even memory can not recognize it's twisted features a thing of beauty? a white demon? who knows what others see behind the windows of their souls who hears their silent screams and runs protective to cradle them within awaking dreams of how it should have been it could have been if only the dice had fallen even how can life be decided by the flick of a wrist? And what of chapters new? of fields yet untrodden and future speak of what you seek alone but not so sure filled with doubts of how much longer can the fear of past remain before it bites upon the very su

Suggestions For The Morning Flightpath Of A Butterfly
You dream of empty days on a highway floating cruising going nowhere but... how many heartbeats and dreams do you think it costs? Flatline desert Comatosed between the bright light and dark night gang of angels dressed as crows a murder by the highway will they start to fly my way sunkissed madness and for every mile that's walked a thousand more are travelled internally fraternity of internal screamers Ever kissed the sky at night and felt it's cool breath against your mind like an empty whisper hollow of hope? All who cry travel on that breeze What is it that screams at us when we are waking what is it that pins us to the day? Does anything mean anything? glass slipper kissed the mind of holy fuck and hear me blind with every sound within a whisper ticking of an iron bell or is a belle a bon voyage of maiden flights and ghostly nights of slipped inside a circle going somewhere and how many ways are freeways even if the sign p

September Rain
Monolithic heartbeats of september rain bounced along the highway like the rythm of passion each dream gentler than the first kiss but ever more distant and out of touch of grasping hands and of the mind And as each day dawns another piece of sunlight is slipping from the pumping veins of desperation to catch a dream of how it was distant tears of yesterday and though the movie fades inside a silver bolt of reality can touch the mind like a child touching a heart and with each vision a song is sung of how it was and what's become in tender nights that hide behind cold frost and dispair and yet the spirit of hope lives fresh each waking and all the dreams rerun on the cable of mind each time anew like virgin thoughts and changed to meet the needs of the day

About To Pop!
Woohoo!!!! The doctor said that I could have this baby anyday now and I am sooo excited! I finally get to meet my little girl! I am tired of being pregnant and glad that this is going to be my last one! No more babies for me!

Color Me...
Color me delusions from any hue or shade except from gray or black with their blue tinged madness color me a streetlight with daylight rays instead of urine yellows or broken glass voids color me a whore without a rock craving in her mind color me delusions a different shade of night

My Promises
I promise to do my best and i promise not to lie i promise to hold my head up and i promise not to cry i promise I'll be there whenever you need a friend i promise this to you until the very end i don't promise i wont hurt you because i know it will be a lie i don't promise I'll live forever cause i know one day I'll die i don't promise you everything cause everything is only a taste i don't promise you forever cause JUST forever would be a waste i promise you more than any words could express i promise you my life and not a second less

My Guardian Angel
My Guardian Angel, Is there 2 watch over me. My Guardian Angel, Is keeping me safe. My Guardian Angel, Making sure I don't get in2 trouble. My Guardian Angel, Is helping me find my way. My Guardian Angel, Teaching me right from wrong. My Guardian Angel, Lifting me up when I have fallen down. My Guardian Angel, Is always there when I need them most.

Im Pissed Time To Vent!
I have been on the job for going on 6 years now most of them as seargent and shift supervisor. I am one of very few who has literally dealt with just about every type of call imaginable. Shootings, stabbing’s, suicides, murders, major disasters, hostage situations, rapes, dangerous rescues, bombs both fake and real. Usually I am the 1st to arrive on the scene and on more than one occasion the only one. I have met and gotten to know so many people many of whom are still grateful for my actions in their time of need. I have saved lives and in all the years only lost one life, 2 year old reese mccasland a SID’s victim, whom I received praise from paramedics for trying to save him. I have single handedly captured escaped convicts. 2 days ago I responded and treated being 1st on scene to a doctor who had a stroke, today his fellow doctors came to thank me for my actions he is expected to make a full recovery. Appreciation like that is what I enjoy most about the job, so why am I pissed? Wel

Beloved
I feel so happy When you're next to me, staring Deep into my eyes You listen to Me, even if I say stupid Things, and accept Me for who I am I want to look Away, shift my Gaze, I'm not used To guys like you That give me respect I never knew someone That acts like you Listening, speaking, Each smile, each touch I grow silent By each passing day, I fall in love again You listen to Me, even if I say stupid Things, and accept Me for who I am

Fed Up!!!!!
OK, I'M F'ING FED UP WITH WOMEN. HAD A DATE LAST FRIDAY AND SHE CANCELLED AND DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER CALLING. SHE SAID HER MOM GOT SICK. THEN I TALKED TO HER BEST FRIEND AND SHE ACTED LIKE SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT IT. NOW I JUST FOUND OUT THAT THIS OTHER GIRL THAT WAS INTERESTED IN ME, NEVER TOLD ME AND SHE TELLS HER BEST FRIEND THAT WE HAD TALKED AND DECIDED THAT WE WOULD JUST BE FRIEND'S. I LIKE TO KNOW WHEN THAT CONVERSATION TOOK PLACE. SO NOW I'M THINKING THAT THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED 3 TIMES, MY 1ST 2 WIVES PAST AWAY, MY 3RD DIVORCED ME. SO WTF IS WRONG? I DUNNO! MAYBE I SHOULD TURN GAY AND FORGET ABOUT TRYING TO GET WITH ANOTHER WOMAN!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE NOTHING BUT BAD LUCK WITH THEM ANYWAYS!!!!

Sometimes It Takes Me Awhile To Formulate More Clearly What's Bugging Me...
and we have lists being compiled because (in some cases) a friend of a friend told a friend, and people leaving the site eventually because people found their name and their link on the list, followed it, and started the CT-version (or just, well...) harrassing. This isn't "our site! Get lost, you!". So long as people are following the rules, it's everyone's site. Have a misunderstanding about definitions or rules, there are way too many other ways to handle them.

Just Curious-what Would You Do?
Please give your best opinion and reason. why would a female give up custody of her kids(both under age 5) to join the army? if you knew someone had a sexual encounter with member of the same sex would you tell their new husband/wife? and why? if you knew someone who wanted a sex change would you tell their new partner? and why? why is it considered stalking only if physical harm is threatened and not if they are harasssing and taking pictures of you whenever they get a chance? why would someone get mad at something an ex said to someone when they are so happy with the life they have without that person, even if the comment had nothing to do with them. (example: your ex left your bro/sis a comment on their myspace profile, comment had nothing to do with you) would you get mad and make your sibling remove the comments if you were married to someone else? (more questions to come later)

Home Mailing Business
I just found a great home mailing business where you get paid $5 for simply stuffing and mailing over 1000 envelopes a month. This is too good to pass up so please don't hesitate to call 1-800-785-7076 for a free information pack to be mailed out to you.

Newpledge Of Allegiance
new pledge of allegiance New Pledge of Allegiance! (TOTALLY AWESOME) Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore. Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached. I liked it. NEW School prayer. Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state.. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIR

And The Winner Is
nikki@ CherryTAP HAS BEEN GIVEN A CHERRY AND HER BOYFRIEND BigPapa@ CherryTAPGETS A BRAND NEW IMAGINARY COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES...FOR HID CREATIVE GUESS RONALD REAGAN ENJOY HH SEE U AFTER RATE THIS BLOG

Mother's
What is a mother? A mother to me is one who will fight and die for their child . I sit day after day realizing how precious my daughter is to me. To wake up knowing i have something to live for makes me want to wake up. If you are a mother even to a son you are a hero you are someone special to them. When your world falls apart and no one else is around to be a friend you will always have them. Every tear you shed they are always there to wipe them away every fight you battle remember you are battling for them. I remember as a kid i fought with my mom i even got to points were i said i hated her. You know i realize if it wasnt for her i wouldnt be here today i love her and mothers are the best thing in the world to a child nothing no money or anytyhing else could matter more to your child then a mothers love hope all the mothers have a very awesome mothers day and to the guys remember u might be all grown up but remember your mothers mwah everyone

Hey Noone Has Guessed The Letter Yet
GOTO THE ORIGINAL BLOG AND GUESS ONE LETTER AT A TIME TILL WE HAVE A WINNER..ANYONE THAT GUESSES A LETTER THAT SOMEONE ELSE GUESSES GETS AN IMAGINARY COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES.....FREE FOR ALL WINNER ANNOUNCED AND PAYED DURING THIS HH...IF NOONE GUESSES THE 1ST GUESS WINS...PS DONOT POST YOURFR ANSER ON THIS BLOG..GOTO ORIGINAL...AND SOME OF YOURR POST WERE DELETED FOR NOT POSTING IT IN THE RIGHT BLOG

Carjack
BEWARE OF PAPER IN THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE NEW WAY TO DO CAR JACKINGS (NOT A JOKE) Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating... You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. You start the engine and shift into Reverse. When you look into the rearview mirror to back out of your parking space, younotice a piece of paper stuck to the middle of the rear window. So, you shiftinto Park, unlock your doors, and jump out of your car to remove that paper (orwhatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reach the back of your car, that is when the car jackers appear out ofnowhere, jump into your car and take off. They practically mow you down as they speed off in your car. And guess what, ladies? I bet your purse is still in the car. So now the carjacker has your car, your home address, your money, and your keys.Your home and your whole identity are now compromised! BEWARE OF THIS NEW SCHEME THAT IS NOW BEING US

Hurry Sstill No Winner In The Letter Contes But
MUAHZ diamond gems@ CherryTAPWINS A REAL LIFE COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES(NOT IMAGINARY)FOR POSTING ANSWER IN A BLOG FROM 3 DAYS AGO...KEEP GUESSING;...IF NOONE GUESSES IN 10 MINUTES SHE WINS THE CHERRY TO..SHE WAS THE 1ST GUESS...

Be Yourself !!!
mean people suck, people should live there own fuckin life not to worry about what the fuck your doing , fuck,em all be fat be horny just fuckin be you , PEACE AND LOVE YOU ALL TADPOLE REAL PEOPLE !!!!!

9 Months Later
HA!! Not that 9 months later but 9 months after my Gastric Bypass Weight Loss Surgery, I have lost 98 pounds. 98 POUNDS! I am so freakin psyched. Down from a size 26/28 to a 14/16 and even a few 12/14s. It is so exciting to feel healthy and look so different. I'm glad everyone seems to like my new photos. I'll try to get some new ones of my figure soon too. I still have a little ways to go but I'm willing to work for it and be patient.

Masturbation Month
Why Masturbate? Because masturbation is immensely pleasurable, invigorating, rejuvenating and fun. Because masturbation proclaims that sex is good in, by, and for itself. Because masturbation makes you a better lover. Because you can have more sex more often. Because sexual pleasure is each person's birthright. Because masturbation is the ultimate safe sex. Because masturbation is a joyous expression of self love. Because masturbation offers numerous health benefits including menstrual cramp relief, stress reduction, endorphin release, stronger pelvic muscles, reduction of prostate gland infection for men and resistance to yeast overgrowths for women. Because masturbation is an excellent cardiovascular workout. Because each person is their own best lover. Because masturbation with a partner can be educational and hot. Because masturbation increases sexual awareness.

The Park
They walked through the park as the sun peeked over the top of the willow trees, a light breeze blowing messing up her fine hair, she smiled and ran her hands through it as they found one of the cement picnic tables and had a seat. She peered out over the water as he sat on the tabletop and started to play with his laces. She soon moved up beside him and watched his fingers as they fiddled with his shoes, she leaned in with a wicked grin on her face, I can think of something better you can be doing with your hands. He looked at her, a little shocked but very much turned on by what was just suggested to him. He wasn’t sure if it was a genuine request but he didn’t care, this was something that he was about to act on. He chuckled lightly as he leaned in and kissed her deeply, his hand moving up and caressing her cheek. She let out a light moan as she kissed him back, her hands moving to his chest and moving slowly over his pecks. Her fingers find his nipples and start to pinch at them th

Where Do I Hide, Where Do I Run?
Where do i hide, when times get rough, where do I run when things fall apart. I wish I could say I ran to your arms, and hid in your loving embrace, but since I do not know who you are or where you are, I just run, I do not find safe havens in a storm, I do not hide at all, no I continue to run, always searching for you always wanting to stop my desperate run, I thought I found you once in Seattle, but the rain washed you away, I found you for a fleating moment in Cleveland, but a butterfly took you away. I found you again in Chicago, but you where to light and the wind swept you away. So now I keep running and looking, but my eyes see nothing, except for you. I know I may one day fall of exhaustion, but I will not stop, I will crawl then till I find you, but if I do one day stop running, and stop looking, it will be because my heart no longer pumps blood to my legs, and my lungs no longer take in breath, until I find you, only Death will stop my quest.

Pissed - Putting It Mildly
Where the fuck does my brother get off saying he has to work his schedule around my aunt's possible death. WTF - he is such an asshole and a jerk. His comments to me during our phone conversation were "do you know when this is going to happen? I have to work around three events I would like to know as soon as possible so it doesn't interfere with anything I have planned" Goddamn does he expect her to die on his schedule. Geez he is such a scum sucking lowlife. Family comes before any other fucking business. I swear if he says anything about he has to be somewhere else again I will tell him off. I have friends who are better family members than he will ever be and who I consider my family. My friend Sally is my sister, Chris is the brother I should have had and Jim is the perverted uncle of the group (however given the fact I have slept with him that makes it sort of incestuous doesn't it?). They are more of a family to me than my own brother and have been there for me when he

American Idol! Yes I Watch It.. Get Over It
THEY KICKED PHIL OFF! UUUUGH! I LOVED HIIM :( then they're kicking another one off.. ahhh this is so sad... okay so it was chris.. he wasn't bad but wasn't great.. so i guess its all good. but phil! NO! WHATEVAAAA lol yes entertain me with your comments on this one! :D

Don't You Think This Guy Should Create A Little More Controversy???
McGreevey to Enter Episcopal Seminary May 2, 2007, 6:47 PM EDT NEWARK, N.J. -- The nation's first openly gay governor has become an Episcopalian and been accepted into a seminary, according to a published report. Former Gov. James E. McGreevey, who was raised as a Roman Catholic, was officially received into the Episcopal religion on Sunday at St. Bartholomew's Church in New York, said the Rev. Kevin Bean, vicar at the church. McGreevey has entered the church's "discernment" phase, which usually precedes seminary work, Bean told The Star-Ledger of Newark in a report posted Wednesday on its Web site. It's unclear whether McGreevey hopes to become a priest. He did not return several messages left Wednesday by The Associated Press. McGreevey, 49, shocked the nation in August 2004 by proclaiming himself "a gay American" who had an extramarital affair with a male aide, and said he would resign that November. The aide denies having an affair and claims he was sexuall

Daddys Poem
If this doesn't get to you, nothing will.... Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher c

This Is Life!?
Today, as a direct result of trust, I have lost faith in the human race once again, (and probably for good). I have tried to work hard all my life, only to continue to be knocked down each time that I get a little ahead. In all my years, I have never achieved anything that I have wanted. i have never attained the only one true thing that I have desired...a family. If no one hears from me for quite awhile, it is because today's society and it's ways are forcing me to go "underground" once more. To totally disappear from the face of the earth until such a time as I have been properly healed from the deep wounds I have incurred over this century. "...And the dragon slumbered, not knowing the evil ways of mankind, but hearing with eternal ears from under the earth." The horrors that I have seen, and the losses that I have had in the past are trying the patience of this old ugly dragon once more. I continue to feel the loss of my princess, Carrie more and more each and every day. She w

The End
We will, when light's echo fades, cross threshold and time to the final endless place- to the kingdom divine- into Death's Realm, the Beautiful... Into that morgue of eternity, life gone and spirits fled- all gone in His quiet mercy, bestillen faces silent and dead, among Death's Realm, the Silent... Where even sickness fails. No one screams or cries. Not hunger nor thirst dwells. No one fights, no one dies in Death's Realm, the Peaceful... Ashes to ashes, the end of all things. Dust to dust, withstanding no living being. And we all fall down to Death's Realm, the Final.

Pregnancy
The joys of being pregnant is like a roller coater ride. I told myself that I would NOT give in to buying maternity clothes. Well what do you know, I did. I feel like a lil fat kid who has to wear jeans with the elastic waist band...lmao...the clothes are nice and comfy but everyday when I go to get dressed thats the first thing that pops in my head and then the OMG. I look at all my jeans hanging in my closet and then I look to the ones that I have now and it just feels like someone ran off with my last smarty...lol...wow its a lil sad but I make a joke out of it and it brings a smile to my face. Although I have a few months to go I am getting very excited to get my waist line back and a smaller ..umm...well I just want my regular chest size back 2 lol...and not to mention the baby..yup I got a few things already now Im just waiting patiently to meet this lil person that keeps doing the red river jigg inside of me lol. I forgot how being pregnant has its ups and downs but hey Im enjoy

What Does Your Mean?
D: Is a freak in bed E: Freaking Beautiful eyes A: Gorgeous N: Can kick ur Ass A: Gorgeous A: Gorgeous B: Loves peopleW: Very broad minded C: Really easy to fall in love with D: Is a freak in bed E: Freaking Beautiful eyes F: People wild and crazy adore you G: Never let people tell you what to do H: Easy to fall in love with I: loves to laugh J: makes people laugh K: Really silly L: Best Smile M: Makes datin fun N: Can kick ur Ass O: Has one of the best personalities ever P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite R: good bf/gf S: Lives life for fun T: great kisser U: gets blamed for everything V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Loved by everybody z: Lives for fun

Insomniac Dreamer
Take it away. I sing melodically from the tip of my lips. In the cool spring air... smoke dancing to oblivion. I am the nobody super-king. I am no one. I am nothing today or yesterday. And I want you... I want you to see what's in my heart. Is it as empty as I fear... Take me from this place love. I'm not afraid today. I'm not going to beg. I just think... It could be something more than it is. Insomnia chats over coffee. Cover my toes before you roll up. Try not to slug me in your sleep. Dreams... It's what it all comes down to. And I'm such a restless young man. Afraid to sleep. Afraid to dream. Afraid to love. Afraid to be. I can't let that get in my way. There is so much left to master. So much left to explore. And I want you... here. When I do, When we do.

44 Things A Girl Would Die For
IF your a nice guy.. read this ..if your a jerk.. learn this ladies: this will make you tear up :) fellas: read it, all of it! :) 1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her[but only if you really mean it. dont miss use i love you, or it wont mean anything] 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST, and hold her there, just like that and whisper something into her ear

Stereotypes
Anytime an individual identifies himself/herself by one of those group labels you just mentioned, she/he defines who he/she is within the public conscious. Such labels, and differentiations are used by individuals to define themselves as individuals within a given sub-culture. This includes socioeconomic stratification. So, it is not so much society stereotyping the individual, but the individual using the Stereotypes to define themselves within the larger social framework.

Club F.a.r. Bulletin (i Missed The Original Posting)
Just a few points we would like to bring up with our family. We are not a bombing family although we don't mind if you ask for help just please don't tag a bulletin Attention Club F.A.R. family if you are posting one for bombing we don't want the other members feeling obligated to do this if they do not want to Bombing is not a requirement for this club. I have seen many bulletins saying ATTENTION CLUB F.A.R. FAMILY and it's for bombing. NO NO NO NO AGAIN WE ARE NOT A BOMBING FAMILY!!!! Mad Love Pete and Stephanie Faster Kill Pussycat Video - Oakenfold lyrics Figured this was a good thing to have a way to reference. LOL I'm not trying to be a smart ass but I know quite a few of us missed it the first time. I love Club F.A.R. and don't want to cause issues.

Negative Attitudes Must Stop
One thing that I have seen lately in the news and listening to people talk(not eavesdropping), is the negative attitude toward the country's survival. With the attitude that our country is going going to fail, then it will. That attitude must be quashed. A negative attitude spreads like wildfire, which this one must not. We need to be strong in the face of adversity, even the bullshit adversity that is going on in Washington with our spineless, lily-livered, no balls, no backbone lawmakers, which I believe most everyone will agree. I am not here to tell you all what to think. We each have a brain, so we should use them to the full extent to protect this country and the ideals upon which it was founded. I owe it to my little brother, my son, my nieces and nephews, and the rest of my family. I believe that should be #1 priority on everyone's TO DO list. To keep this country safe, and up on its two feet. Yes, we get a black eye now and then, but we slap a piece of steak on it and keep tro

Our Lives
Many will try to tear us apart and many will fail, many say i will hurt him i have made that mistake and it will never happen again!!!!! he is my life the air that i breath my soul. I love him more today then ever,more then he realizes more then i ever showed in the past and that too has changed cause i will live everyday just to show him how much i love him and how much he does mean to me! He is my true life partner, my best friend,and the love of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nothing and no one will ever come between us again!

Other Work
My friends and family, I know some close friends have noticed I haven't been on ct much latley. It turn out that I am head of our high school reunion committe and I have a short time to get things done. that means I won't have much time till after party to go back to normal life. (if there is such a thing) I will be lurking around sometimes just to see whats new and exciting, If I don't answer your mail or comments you will know why, But as it says on my page, I am a cherry tap addict, so you know I will be back!

It
How many way can you say "it" With true blue feelings you can say "it" When I think of "it" you are in my thoughts " it" is not an easy thing , some times "it" is hard But to live "it" I mean really live "it" I have to have you along so "it" can be The fight I have had with "it", I was stupid Because without "it", would we even be ? with "it" the others will see That "it" is what everyone needs Only one good way to say "it" I LOVE YOU AND THAT IS "IT"

Dammit Nikki Wins Again.....lol
please if your going to give the gift to someone else have the link ready..if u send it thru mmmail you got to goto the persons page and copy the url and send it to me...dont send me just the friend id,,...i dont know what to do with that...next contets math 3 minutes after i give nikki her gift..it will be math addition..but alot so people with calculators can make mistakes or typoslol.............nikki tell me who gets the baloons

The Day Off
I was sitting on the couch reading the sports section of the paper when you walked out of the bedroom wearing nothing but a white tank top and a pair of black thongs. You came walking up to me, smiling, pulled the paper back and smiled. "baby, I want to cuddle with you on the couch" you said. I smiled and put the paper down and you straddled my legs. Your gold tone skin was shining in the light, "god you are so beautiful" i said. I wrapped my arms around you and pulled you close to me and began kissing your chest and working my way up to your sweet lips. One gentle kiss on your lips and you melted in my arms. I pulled back and said" I love you baby doll, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me" your eyes swelled up with tears and you kissed my lips and began to hug me. I began massaging your back and just looking up and down at your gorgeous body. How could a man like myself be so damn lucky to have you in my life. You slowly pulled your tank top off and your beautiful

5-2-07 Astrology
A strong fixation isn't always undesirable; in the right context, the birth of a new obsession can be a very beautiful thing. You find yourself immersed in a new subject, and its study could change you life.

I Hate To Be The Voice
I hate to be the voice of Rodney King here, but, cant we all just get along? Is the internet not infinite? Is there not room enough for everyone to speak their minds? I do find it interesting when people want to hush others because they dont like what has been said. In the face of opposing views, we dont need less freedom, we need more. Please, speak your mind. Just try to use a little thought before hand. See, I believe when a fool wants to show you their true nature, let them. Get out of their way. You wont have to convince anyone else that their postition is an inferior one. They can do that all on their own....

Damn The Haters To Hell
i am so damn tired of everyone asking and wondering if im gay just because i havent dated in 5 years and had sex in a long time. just because i have taken myself out of the market so i can try to have my own life. i want to get to know me. i dont want to keep having close calls. i dont want something to happen with someone that i dont give a shit about. i would like to have some damn control over my pathetic dull life. i dont need some stupid dumb bitch trying to run and control my life. i do and have my eye on a few people but due to some certain restrictions they dont work out. that doesnt discourage me one bit. im just actually being selective now. some may say im in no position to do so witha record like mine. if you dont know ive only actually dated a few people. more flings then relationships. no regrets just wish i things could have played out a bit better. this doesnt mean im against hook-ups now. i do try to stay away from them. but feelings tend to get invole

Bitchbitchbitch....
I'm a bitch. I know it. I just wanted to put that out there. If being unafraid to stand up for myself and say what I think and feel makes me a bitch, I'll wear that badge proudly. I don't think I'm undeservedly a bitch most of the time. I'm sure there have been occasions but, for the most part, I am careful to be sure that my wrath has been well-earned. For that matter, that wrath is rarely felt. For the most part, I am a quiet, sweet, if unabashedly sexual and kinky, girl who does her best to be kind and respectful. It's not my fault that some people mistake those traits for being a doormat.

Chuckles..one Of Those Things
My dear god brother was telling me of his first time talking in front of a crowd of a thousand or so. He was asked of the reasons why he wanted to study in his current university and he said "Because I wan to be a sexyful...oops I mean successful person one day" lol

Brother... What Have You Done...
This message is to Mike Dupree, a "brother" once. I know he will never read it, but I want it to be said somewhere, somehow. Damn, I typed this long message that said perfectly what I wanted... then it crashed. 'tis life unfortunately. Listen man, you don't like me now because of "how I make you act" well thats a load of crap. You act like you want to act. If you wanted to go all Christian on me and talk the bible, I'd be happy too, hell I'd like it. If you were a sadist, all the same. You view me all wrong man, thats what HURTS ME MOST. I'm a Catholic. I go to a church every Sunday. Every tuesday I have a private meeting with the Priest for absolution. I want to be a better person for me, because I've hurt too many people in my life (Nichole, Shannon, Emmie, Caitlyn, The list is long) but don't think that means I'll stop standing my ground here. You changed. You started acting like a royal pain in the arse, alot of people agree that they DONT like the new you. Ashs

Faded Rose
A Faded Rose A sunny summer morning, A steamy August night, Began with love and hopefulness; And ended with shock and fright. As we awoke and we found out About the day before, The shock set in; the grief began And we felt it more and more - The anger at those who caused this, And at those who didn't care. Still felt by some, it hasn't stopped Because this isn't fair. How different would our world be Had this event not occurred. The shock we never would have felt, The crying never heard. If this rose hadn't faded, If this rose hadn't died, Would we still all be happy, And would we not have cried? Or had she lived, would things be worse - Not for us, but for her? Her death horrific, yet merciful, A blessing for the girl. We haven't quite figured it out, But one day we will know. Without a doubt we'll all find out And in our knowledge, grow.

Every Single Rose...
If every single Rose shows you love I could never give you enough To show my love for you I will never be able to repay you for the things you have brought to me The light you have shown into my darkened heart The hope you have given me for the future The love of life and holding you close With every single Rose, I am trying to show you just one thing... My everlasting love for you...

If...
If I put a dime in a bottle every time I think of you the bottle would be filled in a day. How you laugh, the way you cry, my heart it aches for you. Someday soon I hope to love the me inside of you. For the more I see of you in me, the more I miss of you. For every minute that you're gone, my heart splits in two. So when you think I never cared, remember this... My soul it yearns for you...

This Is How I Feel Right Now
don't wanna lose you, I don't wanna use you just to have sombody by my side And I don't wanna hate you I don't wanna take you But I don't wanna be the one to cry That don't really matter to anyone, anymore But like a fool I keep losing my place And I keep seeing you walk through that door But there's a danger in loving somebody too much And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust There's a reason why people don't stay where they are Baby sometimes love just ain't enough Now I could never change you I don't wanna blame you Baby you don't have to take the fall Yes I may have hurt you But I did not desert you Maybe I just want to have it all It makes a sound like thunder It makes me feel like rain And like a fool who will never see the truth I keep thinking something's gonna change But there's a danger in loving somebody too much And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust There's a reason why people don't stay where they are Bab

Another Work Update
I am off of work for the Tigers until May 8th, but I do have to work The Pistons Game on Saturday! So I won't be home then! But i do have a cell phone now, so if you want my number give me a shout

A Moment Of Though
The good thing about people ditching you, You start to expect it so you stop being disappointed when it happens, its easier to weed out the ones that deserve your time and friendship from the ones who dont.

Steam And Some Sugar
We have all had one of those unrequited loves, right? Well mine just so happens to be with chocolate and my bug and boo. (Bug, if you can read this - you owe me five bucks you nosey cheapskate.

*~courage & Wisdom
From caring comes courage, We might add that from it comes wisdom. We are as one and can only be as one with all the thoughts in the world we have enough courage and wisdom to make happen what needs to be done and see that we can over come what ever need to do to be who we are in this day in life of time.... My caring and wisdom come from one person that told me last night that things will work out and things will come to an end when good things happen to all those who wait....Also with that he made me see that he is a strong man and no matter what is tossed his way he is standing there at my side and makeing sure that everything is taken care of and that he loves me for all that i am and who i am. He has given me the understanding and the strength to fight for it all and i thank him for that and he has given me all his love that i take deep in my heart, mind, body and soul and carrie with me for the day i die..... ~*Courage & Wisdom*~ Caring is courage and my coura

Adult Xxx Survey
NO CHILDREN ALLOWED!! An Adult Survey - Be honest. If you aren't honest then what is the point. Fill it out and re-post as a bulletin. Have fun. 1) Ever been to a strip club? Yes 2) Ever been to a bar? Yes 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Yes 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? No I don’t drink… (Now I bet you are wondering how I got kicked out of a bar if I don’t drink, ask me I might tell you one day.) 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? Hell No 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? See answer to number 4 7) Had sex in a car? Yes 8) Had sex in a park? No 9) Had sex in a cinema? No (you would think with as much time as I spend at the movies this answer would be yes.) 10) Had sex in a bathroom? Yes 11) Had sex at work? Yes (Hence the answer to number 10) 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? YES 13) Bought something from an "adult" store? Yes what’s the point in going if you don’

Important Notice!
Just a quick notice to let ye few readers know, that I'll not be available for atleast the next week. I'm leaving for Pa tomorrow evening, and it's a 4 day drive cross country, especially with a 5 year old and two dogs. See ya all in a week!

I Gotta Sleep!
life is passing by... "have to do"s 7 days.rest is hope. utopia maybe. or hopes will come true when it is too late. what are hopes? just being considered as a human being sometimes. hard in a capitalist world. you gotta have the cash. will you be so lucky to have your dream come true? I hope your health stays with you too. Is health hope? Whatever. I gotta sleep.

Give Me
Give me, my love, that billing kiss I taught you one delicious night, When, turning epicures in bliss, We tried inventions of delight. Come, gently steal my lips along, And let your lips in murmurs move, - Ah, no! - again - that kiss was wrong - How can you be so dull, my love? 'Cease, cease!' the blushing girl replies - And in her milky arms she caught me - 'How can you thus your pupil chide; You know' twas in the dark you taught me!'

Been Down And Out!
I have been very sick for quite a while, in fact I have been on my death bed! It seems I have been a diabetic and never new it. Now I am coming back slowly but surely:) still have problems with too high blood sugar, but it will get better! I have not been in the mood to set on the computer for this reason, hope all my friends and family understand why I have not been responding to you comments. The newly arising fatfire.

Poem
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate, my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows( here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart I carry your heart(I carry it in my heart) by: E.E. Cummings

This One Is Fun.:)
1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. Filipino Food only. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. To become a lawyer and work in Unicef or to become a Nun 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. Drawing/Painting just like Jeff do 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. Orange juice.... 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. Broccoli and Egg plant ( hmmmm..yummy) 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. Shadow Children Series ( I love to read..will you give me book??) 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. Gemini 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. me??? I don¡¦t have but jeff have many tattoos..hell show you if you like..hehe 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. Eating Fries.. it make me look like a Sumo Wrestler..hehehe 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. I don¡¦t have a car.. I am sorry. Maybe I will just walk with you and the we can talk ƒº.. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. If I am

Salute Pictures
i cant stand it no more... today's sexy's soap box... salute pics.. if i can have one so can you... i hate phony people.. not that everyone without one is a fake or a phony...but... the salute is sooo easy to do... just scribble some shit on a piece of paper...and take the pic... damn... so..i have decided that if you dont have a salute pic... you wont be on my friends list much longer... squad members included... there are some who's circumstances i know...you will be excused from the day of obliteration.... thanks this has been sexy's soap box!

Lost And Found
i have come to the conclusion that i'm lookin for something in myself that has always been there. my mind has not always execpted my heart.but now something has changed. i dont just want to be nobody. i have just found it easier to love myself. now i think i'm ready to try to love someone else besides my lil girl and my family. i feel good in my own skin and am tryin to improve my life and my lil girls life. i gave up my life for three years to learn how to be a good mother, now that my mind has learned the basic's. i'm ready to have my life and be a mom at the same time. it's time i take my heart out of the lost and found box and start to take a chance and live.

Poetry
The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars. As daylight doth a lamp; her eyes in heaven Would through the airy region stream so bright That birds would sing and think it were not night. See, how she leans her cheek upon her hand! O, that I were a glove upon that hand, That I might touch that cheek! William Shakespeare (Romeo and Juliet)

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My Close Call With Heaven
It All Started About two weeks ago,When I went shopping at the mall.I met a girl there And we just seemed to hit it off really well.We decided to go to go to lunch together and before we knew it the mall was closing.I had crazy idea of hiding out in a closet somewhere til the mall was quiet,And then we would have the whole place to ourselves,Where we could eat what we wanted,like Kings and Queens,watch some tv and sleep on some of those plush beds they always had been advertising about.She seemed to like the idea as well so we found our closet and were really quiet until it was time to hit the mall Punkstyle,Everything was going according to plan when all of the sudden a security guard showed up,And we had to hide once more.Only this time we didn't really have any place to hide except under the bed we were on.After he left she went crazy on me And did everything that could be put in these words:There really is a Heaven after all!!!Because that is how I felt afterwards.

10 Signs She's Too Jealous
So your girlfriend called you on it when you blatantly flirted with the cute blonde at the cash register. No biggie, right? A little jealousy is healthy, even cute. It shows she cares enough about you to feel a little threatened by an attractive woman. Now, if she instead proceeded to open the egg carton, fire each one at you, scream accusations and tug at said blonde cashier's hair for good measure, she might be a touch psychotic. Driven to lunacy by her insecurity, the psychotically jealous woman will go to any length to force unreasonable faithfulness on you, so afraid is she of losing you. Never listening to reason, not even constant assurances that you only care about her, she overreacts to any suggestion of adulterous behavior you may show, real or imagined. No man should put up with this kind of grief. If your woman exhibits the following traits, it's time for some serious intervention. Number 1 She gets angry when you look at other women Here's a little-known fa

Morph Contest Starts Today At 2 Pm Central !
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Heaven And Care Bears
this here is a little rant i decided to write after a conversation my friends and i had about possible answers to some questions we would ask religious figures, and after watching George Carlin's HBO special "Life is Worth Losing." Before you continue reading, I would like to point out that this is not a stab at religion, or anything like that. It is simply a funny exaggeration of somebody's perception of the afterlife. Heaven and Care Bears: not a big fan of religion. sounds a little cliche i know, because lets face it, there isn't exactly a lot of people in god's personal booster club these days, but as repetitive as the religion bashing sounds, i just can't get behind that shit. However, despite my lack of desire to follow religion, i still have an interest in the subject and am always game to find out something new about this thing that has people by the balls. So when I was working on a farm with a minister, I was intent on asking him a few questions. Now I'd thought long

10 Signs You (men) Are About To Cheat
When it comes to cheating, men are king. We cheat at cards, we cheat on our taxes, and far too often, we cheat on our partners. According to the Ashley Madison Agency, approximately 50% to 60% of men will engage in an extramarital tryst at some point in their lives. Our reasons are myriad, but the tell-tale signs of propensity for infidelity are typically the same. Gain insight into your own potential cheating heart by reading the top 10 signs you're about to have an affair. Number 1 You create a web of excuses and stories Once reticent and quiet, you've suddenly become a better storyteller than Mother Goose. You never leave the house without an alibi and you're constantly lying about the women with whom you've been spending time. You haven't done anything yet, but you're clearly preparing yourself for the day when you do. Number 2 You feel trapped You feel completely ensnared and you're not even sure how it happened. One moment you were happily picking berries and catc

Online Today
I'll be here as soon as I can... they are working on the cable locally, so I've been off and on since yesterday. Maybe when they figure out what they're doing it'll be fixed. I'm not ignoring anyone... just never know how long the connection will last. See ya'll in a bit!! Hugs, Raven

Not Ignoring Anyone
I am so busy with work and school right now I don't get online alot. I have 2 weeks and a day left of school. HAHA...I'm not counting huh? Saying that, I don't want anyone to think I'm ignoring them. I have exams and check offs this coming week and next week. Externship starts May 21st. WoooooHoooooooooo! I will return favors soon. ~Michelle~

Little Girl Lost
A sad, but Realistic Truth many girls to face as they grow up! Once there was a little girl who lived upon a time, and thought she was a Princess like the magical, fairytale kind. And even though she kissed the frogs she found no Prince inside, and so she questioned fairytales, the ones where no one died. The happy endings promised with a charming Prince in tow, were only that, just fairytales, where she could never go. She found no fairy magic to make her dreams come true, and she couldn't find Prince Charming cuz all the frogs turned BLUE. © 2007 KG

Update On My Crazy Health
SOOO.. the other day I started getting sick out of nowhere... After a full day of phone calls, I finally got into the doctor for them to tell me that I have a kidney infection, which didn't make sense. I have been on a STRONG antibiotic for about a month so how I managed to get a kidney infection at the same time is beyond me. Anyways, so I called my kidney doctor to make sure they were aware of the infection and asked about my CT scan that I had done a few weeks ago. Apparently, I don't have an infected cyst or a kidney stone, which they had expected. No, it can't be that... IT HAS TO BE STONES IN MY GALLBLADDER!! THAT"S RIGHT... ADD ANOTHER PROBLEM TO MY ALL READY TOO LONG LIST OF HEALTH ISSUES!!! So... Now, I have a kidney infection and Gallstones and taking an antibiotic for no reason. FUN! YAY! Welcome to my life!

A Dilemma
A dilemma... I'm cold. Seriously, I know, that is so strange for me. According to Weather.com, it's 51 degrees out, and that's like my ideal temperature-- actually, I love it when it's under 62 or so-- and I have the windows open and a nice cool breeze is wafting in the apartment. But I haven't been really feeling well the past few days, and I think that's contributing to me feeling cold. So I'm sitting her in my chair, laptop on the stand at my side, sipping tea, and my cat has plopped herself down on my lap and gone to sleep. Which is really nice, the cat's all warm, and it's helping me feel a lot warmer, but the only thing is-- --I'm out of tea. So now I have to decide if I should get up, wake the cat, and make some more, or enjoy her sleeping as she is and go without more tea. It's not entirely a dilemma I mind having, however.

Rain Rain Go Away
Okay, For all thoughs I was trying to chat with last night, Sorry The storm that blew through here kicked me off line and only this morning was I able to get back on... SORRY SORRY SORRY. Chat at ya'll soon

A Poem I Wrote
To whom it may concern By Danielle Hadix To whom it may concern Danielle will be late again Her life is complicated and patience is growing thin To whom it may concern Danielle has not been well She is sick of trying and waiting to fail To whom it may concern Danielle has given up To tired to go on, she's plainly had enough To whom is may concern Danielle has died inside She has lost total control And has no place to hide To whom it may concern

10 Top Cool Dating Quotes
The life of the single guy can be a perilous journey. Relationships and the dating world bring fun and fulfillment, as well as unexpected challenges and setbacks. But what better way to learn about relationships with women than from others' experience in the field? Be prepared for the dating world with these 10 cool dating quotes. Number 1 "A man who won't lie to a woman has very little consideration for her feelings." - Olin Miller The truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth works in a court of law, but not in the court of love. Sometimes, to keep your woman happy, you have to tell her white lies. So learn to tell whoppers well. When she asks if she looks fat in that dress, tell her she looks beautiful. And say it like you mean it. If she asks if you ever think of other women, tell her you don't have time to because you're always too busy thinking of her. And when she asks you how you like her new hairstyle, say it makes her look sexier. Not only are you pro

R.i.p Uncle Jim
Sorry I have been off here for a little bit. I recently lost my Uncle a man who in alot of ways was like a father to me. I was one of the paw bearers and it hit home a bit harder. But not as hard as the bugler playing TAPS and the 21 gun salute. He was a DUCK driver in the Navy. RIP Uncle Jim 9/23/1943 to 4/29/2007 you impacted me in several ways you are the reason I am who I am You will be missed. Please if you comment on this email them to me I have no real clue where to read any comments anyone has posted before this blog tysm!

For Friends.....
There's nane that's blest of human kind, But the cheerful and the gay, man, Fal, la, la, &c. Here's a bottle and an honest friend! What wad ye wish for mair, man? Wha kens, before his life may end, What his share may be o' care, man? Then catch the moments as they fly, And use them as ye ought, man: Believe me, happiness is shy, And comes not aye when sought, man. This is a lovely modern poem, I'd love to know who the author is...

A Conversation I Had Today...
Coworker: You know what would be good?Me: Yes, but I don't have any high explosives.Coworker: You know what else would be good?Me: Yes, but I don't have access to a fast acting, undetectable poison.(I had several other things I could have added, but he finally told me what he thought would be good. It wasn't as good as my ideas.)tag: work, conversation, funny, humor-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Phone Call
Hello God, I called tonight To talk a little while I need a friend who'll listen To my anxiety and trial. You see, I can't quite make it Through a day just on my own... I need your love to guide me, So I'll never feel alone. I want to ask you please to keep, My family safe and sound. Come and fill their lives with confidence For whatever fate they're bound. Give me faith, dear God, to face Each hour throughout the day, And not to worry over things I can't change in any way. I thank you God, for being home And listening to my call, For giving me such good advice When I stumble and fall.. Your number, God, is the only one That answers every time. I never get a busy signal, Never had to pay a dime. So thank you, God, for listening To my troubles and my sorrow. Good night, God, I love You, too, And I'll call again tomorrow! P.S. Please bless all my friends andfamily too

Real Friends
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your coke/Pepsi drawer with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in their address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend calls you after you had a fight. A simpl

Crazy Ass Girls
I real dont understand these girls these day.This one girl I am so in love with is wish someone that treats her like shit and I cant get her to relize it.I just wish she would just stop playing his games and just come to me.Well thats wishfull thinking.Well anyone have advice hit me up.

Escape
To escape from someone or somewhere is often indicative of needing to uncover new potential in the self, or to drop bad habits of the past. This new potential comes from incorporating the next order of archetype into the conscious. Escape can also reveal either a birth experience metaphor, or that one is discovering self-imposed limitations and is seeking to overcome them. Whom you escape from, how much violence or argument it requires, and the reaction to your escape all contribute to determining the meaning of this type of dream.

This Is A Weird One Man!!
Supplement your income! ha ha! This is bizarre. . 4 skulls plus 1 pot add up to hot water eBay vendor's wares cause stir By Azam Ahmed Tribune staff reporter Posted May 3 2007, 12:38 AM EDT May 2, 2007 3-D PICTURE Skulls update May 3, 2007 Jojo Baby, a local artist and part-time drag queen, dropped by a Bucktown apartment Tuesday evening to check out some mannequins for sale. The door was open, so he walked in unannounced and came upon a pot of water boiling on the stove. With a human skull inside. So began a strange urban tale that involved four skulls, an eBay entrepreneur, an anthropologist, the Chicago Police Department and the Cook County medical examiner's office. No one has been charged, but the fate of the skulls remains uncertain. Baby, who was standing in the apartment's kitchen, peered into the pot. He thought he saw flesh along the gums of the boiling skull. Brian Sloan, 26, the apartment's tenant, was in his back off

Running Nude Cuts Down On Wind Resistance
Nude Man Leads Police on 40 Minute Chase By Associated Press May 3 2007, 7:49 AM EDT MAYFIELD, Ky. -- A western Kentucky man bolted -- naked -- from his home and led police on a 40 minute foot chase before being caught, police said. William McCampbell, 21, is now exposed to jail time for contempt of court, fleeing from police, indecent exposure, criminal trespassing and disorderly conduct. McCampbell bared all after police went to his house Monday to serve a warrant, said Steve Hendley, Mayfield's assistant police chief. As he ran through town, people aided police by pointing in the direction McCampbell streaked off, Hendley said. "They were, I would say, probably shocked," Assistant Police Chief Steve Hendley said. "Its not every day you have a guy take off down the street naked at 11 o'clock in the morning." Officers initially thought McCampbell was mentally unbalanced, but Hendley said that wasn't the case. "He just didn't want to go to jail and decided he wo

May 15th
NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 Don't pump gas on MAY 15th In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldn't) resend this to all your contact list. With it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 15th"

Me
What do I say about myself, well, I'm a single mom with 2 wonderful children..14yo boy and 11yo girl. They are my greatest acheivement. They are wonderful, smart and all around good kids. (I think they belong to the milk man....ha/ha) Any way I'm an EMT and in the middle of Paramedic school. Which is really tough, but I will make it...just one more year to go...YAHOO!!!. Otherwise, I'm outgoing, caring..trustworthy and honest. I don't like cheaters, or people who mistreat and try to overpower others. I like being around people who like to have fun. I like going out once in a while, maybe just stay home and watch a movie...even like camping. Dont have much time to read books unless its for school...boring....Right now school and clinicals, kids pretty much take up my time, but I have every other weekend to do what I want. I am in the EMS service because I love being around people and I love helping people. I am straight forward, don't lie,(unless situation calls for saving my ass) other

Sleep...
I'd like to float above my mind beyond my thoughts and chaos to leave the tempest down below and float among the tranquil clouds that kiss the sky of quiet I'd love to sleep awake for once to see the world move slow instead of shooting stars of pain filled thoughts...

Dreams Of You...
Sometimes I dream of you, laying gently in my arms, resting your head softly on my chest, as I gently kiss you. Sometimes I dream of running my fingers through your hair, and pulling you closer to me, safer, watching over you as you sleep, or gently kissing you awake, to see a smile upon your face. I want to hold you tight against me, to feel the warmth of your breast pressed up against mine, to feel the pounding of your heart against my body, to feel your heart and my heart pounding together, two hearts, but one rhythm, two people, almost as one, aching for each others touch, driven by passion and lust. I want to run my fingers gently down your spine, and then to branch out, to explore your body, to learn it, to learn every inch, to love it, to please it, I want to kiss it and taste it I want to love it with my fingers, with my lips, with my tongue, I want all of me, and all of you to know each other, to be a part of each other, to be a part of the same moment of exstacy.

Liberal
i love cali. i want to go back. that place is awesome. some of the most liberal people i know live there. Gay men are awesome. everyone smokes. there really is no speed limit on highways. motorcycles cna cut lanes. fuckin arnold their governor. beverly hills. the fucking awesome beach. the even better titty bars. vegas is so close. sun sun motherfucking sun. cheap tattoos. :) the only thing that sucks is traffic and the cost of living. i wanna go back. Waste my ife away in strip clubs and burn away the day on the beach lol.

...
Hey everyone im looking for cool people in austin to meet up with, and for who ever has a cam and would like to have some fun i have one to that i like getting on, so let me know if you want to have some fun.....

What Do Women Really Want?
What Do Women Really Want? Current mood: pessimistic Okay I admit it! I'm a little angry & confused. Might as well throw frustrated in there too. I mean I hear woman complaining about how hard it is to get a good man,but it seems to me when u got one right there for u, y'all look past him for the next game playin shark w/the six pack abs & prick attitude! I mean can a guy find an attractive woman that isn't completely absorbed in themselves. I mean u don't need men to validate how perfect u r when u do a fine job yourself! I am not generalizing. I know there are some exceptions out there. But where the fuck r u all? In a relationship w/joe asshole! I'm thinking of going back to the old days when I was an out 4 as much pussy,using,horny fucker! When I finally decided that the best way was to find one good girl & settle down,thats when I got burned! I've never had problems finding lovers when I was out banging girl after girl! Its when I finally started truely respecting women

Real Love? Fact Or Fiction?
Monday, March 26, 2007 Real Love? Fate,Fact or Fiction? Current mood: discontent I've heard of it. I know of people who actually say they've experienced it. But I have yet to see it. Atleast last the duration. Is love something that u hold on to 4 as long as possible till its inevitable demise? I mean the criteria of what we want in a mate seems to change as often as the midwestern wheather. What we found interesting & powerfully attractive in a mate sooner or later turns to boring & unexciting doesn't it. Is that the point of love. To experience new & exciting things. I say its bullshit! I don't know about u,but I always thought that the point of a solid long lasting fufilling relationship was consistancy & reliability. I mean once you've found someone w/the undeniable qualities that got u to the point of wanting to be exclusive w/them,shouldn't u want to be able to rely on those qualities remaining in tact throughout the relationship. Sure,people change all the t

Self Responsibility. Where Has It Gone?
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 Self Responsibilty. Where Has It gone? Current mood: All over the place! Category: All over the place! Life If only life could be so simple. Now I am well aware that most people feel they have their pulse on what the world should be like. That if people were more like them this would be a better place to live in. I don't feel that way though. I beleive variety in people makes this place a better place to live in. But I also feel that there are some basic simularities that should be adhered to aswell. Most notably taking responsibility in your own actions. I know that circumstances are always at play in decisions that are made,both good & bad. Some not of ur own doing. But there are always two choices. The right & the wrong. Since we are all falable many times we chose the wrong. Lord knows I know all too well as I've made my fair share & suspect I'm not through making some more myself. Its black & white. There are no gray areas. To me gray areas

Canadian Misconceptions That Drive Me Nuts!
Canadian Misconceptions That Drive Me Nuts! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- by Mike Thorburn, TheSoko.com Do Canadians have misconceptions about themselves and other countries? Anyone who has traveled to a foreign country and introduced themselves as Canadian knows about the many misconceptions that float around about us and many of them border on the absurd. Do people actually believe we're all beer-swilling, dog-sled-driving, igloo-dwelling Eskimos, eh? Lester B. Pearson, then the undersecretary of External Affairs, addressed a youth congress at the United Nations headquarters in 1947. He insisted that Canadians were more than just "a few frozen farmers and trappers huddled in igloos around the North Pole." We're also all familiar with comic Rick Mercer, who has had President Bush lauding the efforts of Prime Minister Poutine. Even Peter Jennings once commented, "Canadians have an abiding interest in surpris

Death
Death I do not fear Why fear the inevitable? I know where it I shall go I shall burn in the flames of hell Burn for all eternity. My soul charred and blackened Blackened by my deeds Though you say I can atoen I am not sure anymore However I could care less For then my soul shall match my blackened heart The nightmares no different than in life The screams I hear in my sleep The screams so loud I want to cover my ears. It scares me that some nights those screams They are music to my ears. A song so sweet, that it makes me smile. One day death will touch me And it will all go away MaLinda Stevens Age 27 5-3-07

The Problems Of "he" And "she"..
The problems with "HE" as thought by "SHE" If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him; If u Don't, he says u are PROUD. If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him; If u Don't, he says u are from VILLAGE. If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN ; If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS . If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE; If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT. If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u; If u Love him! , he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?) If u don't MAKE LOVE with him., he says u DON'T LOVE him; If u DO!! He says u are CHEAP. If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME; If u DON'T, he says that u don't TRUST him. If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him; If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u. If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED; If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so. If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl; If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN. If

Men...no Offense Intended!
For all those men who say, "Why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free?" Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage. WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like... 1. Men are like Laxatives... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like Bananas... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather... Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like Blenders... You need one, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like Chocolate Bars... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like Commercials... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like Government Bonds... They take soooo long to mature. 9. Men are like Mascara... They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like Popcorn... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11.

My Favorite Poem
I carry your heart with me, i carry it in my heart and i'm never without it. anywhere i go, you go, my dear. and whatever is done, by only me, is your doing, my darling. i fear no fear for you are my fate, my sweet. i want no world for beautiful, you are my world my true. it's you or whatever a moon has always meant, and whatever a sun will always sing is you. here is the deepest secret nobody knows here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the trree called life which grows higher and higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide and this is the wonder that is keeping the stars apart i carry your heart, i carry it in my heart. Written By: E. E. Cummings

The Daughter Of A Soldier
The daughter of a Soldier Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving through the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, and, as they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course, I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of our service m

Puppy Size
This is one of the neatest stories I've ever heard. You will know precisely what this little girl is talking about at the end (you'll want to share this one with your loved ones and special friends)! "Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to this animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this," the mother told the volunteer. "What is it she keeps asking for?" the volunteer asked. "Puppy size!" replied the mother. "Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for." "I know...we have seen most of them," the mom said in frustration... Just then Danielle came walking into the office "Well, did you find one?" asked her mom. "No, not this time," Danielle said with sadness in her voice. "Can we come back on the weekend?" The two women looked at each other, shook their heads and laughed "You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortunately, there's always a supply," the volunteer said. Danielle took her mot

S.a.m.f. Contestants
OKAY! HERE WE GO.. TIME TO SEE WHO IS THE SEXIEST SEXY AZZ MUTHA FUCKA!! THE CONTEST WILL START FRIDAY AT 12:00 NOON CENTRAL TIME... WILL RUN UNTIL FRIDAY 5/18/07 AT MIDNIGHT CENTRAL TIME.. MOST COMMENTS WINS... RATES ARE WORTH 5 COMMENTS EACH! I WOULD LIKE EACH CONTESTANT TO LEAVE ONE NICE COMMENT FOR EACH OF THE OTHER CONTESTANTS... RUDE COMMENTS BY ANY OF YOUR BOMBERS WILL CAUSE YOU TO BE DELETED FROM THE COMPETITION!! HTML COMMENTS ARE ALLOWED... SELF BOMBING ALLOWED... AND YOUR BOMBERS MUST ADD ME TO COMMENT! (SPREADS THE LOVE)! CONTEST FOLDER WILL BE OPENED AT NOON FRIDAY! MAKE YOUR BULLETINS, BLOG POSTS, AND PUT IT ON YOUR HOMEPAGE! SPAM YOUR ASS OFF! PEACE LOVE & CHICKEN GREASE!! GOOD LUCK AND HERES YOUR CONTESTANTS:

One Day I Met A Man By Dottie Allen
One Day I Met a Man By Dottie Allen One day I met a man, just home form the war. He was so full of pain, my heart just tore. He carried his burdens like they were wrapped in a sack, and stumbled around like they were tied to his back. I asked him why he didn't set them aside, He said, "I fought for you and I did it with pride." But I wasn't there, so how would I know the pain he went though Unless he told me so. . . he said, Pain can be like a light that's so bright, like a bomb exploding deep in the night. Pain can be a heart breaking sight, like a best friend dying in terror and fright. Pain can be strong; it can make you feel weak. Stumbling, gumbling, shelter you seek. It can take your breath away! It can take you to your knees! I begged him to stop. Please, Mister, please. If you want to go on down life's winding road, you have to find a way to lighten your load. In honor of them, let go of the pain, so the life they gave wasn't given in vain.

Morph Contest Opens In 1 Hour!
Best Morph Contest! I'm doing a Best Morph contest! I need 10 to 20 people for it! Contest will start 5/03 At 2 p.m. Central thur 5/09 at 2p.m. 1st , 2nd and 3rd Place will get 2 gifts each! Everyone else will get 1 ! 1st Morph is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Morph is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Morph is...... with 1 comments! 4th Morph is....... with 1 comments! 5th Morph is...... with 1 comments! 6th Morph is...... with 1 comments! Comment Bomb and Self comment bombing is allowed! Want to enter send me ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it For you! Thanks Maria ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Do Not Read This, It's Just Ramblings.
I've often wondered if words mean anything. I mean, I put a lot of emphasis on my own, words are my life. Something in my heart bursts a little when I write, and something inside me falls apart when I can't verbalize what I want to say. But how important are they? Do we take them at face value or do we delve deeper into their meaning? Bah, I'm just talking out my ass today. Really, the mumms kinda got to me for a moment. But I'm okay now.

Boo Fuckn Hoo
just wanted to rant about the fact that type o negatives dvd contains no videos.....there one of my favs and it is disheartening. also as a slipknot fanatic i wish i could speed up there process. what ever happened to tesco vee???? i have loved the meatmen since i was a teen and miss them. and lastly HEY MISFITS BEG MICHELE GRAVES TO COME BACK !!!

Pain Drama Tears Depressions
5/3/2007 Hello Readers: Note: Read this newsletter to the end for the Super Deal. The last New Moon Party went just fantastic, many of my friends, clients and students flew from all over and the "pool party" was a total success. People began arriving around 3:30 PM and the show kept going all the way to 1:30 AM. The next New Moon Party is set for Sunday May 20th from 5 PM until 3 AM and you are welcome to comeback and bring more of your friends. My friends are not only smart but also highly spiritual and you will have a blast with all of us. Dress casually and bring your swimming suit it will be hot by the pool. With a bit of luck I will have my new book "Beyond The Secret" available and you will get your signed copy at a discounted price. I spent hours talking with four Los Angeles movie Producers willing to combine their efforts to turn this book into a movie and a series of documentaries is planned to be produced by my good friend Edmund Executive producer and Directo

Seen It Had To Repost It Thanks Ben
Holy shit, there is a lot of truth in this one. Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3 When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have

How Many Stars Do You Think I'm Worth?
I never expect to get high ratings on these things..I'm not the norm..and thats clear! However, I am a big fan of promoting a site and I really like this site..I'm still on the top ten list..so I'm happy.. If you get the chance, go by and rate me! thankx how many stars do you think I'm worth?

Yay!
Okay. So yesterday I was all sad because my best friend at work is leaving... but.. well I am vain I guess. Today after I grilled I was laying outside on my front sidewalk soaking in the sun. This kid keeps riding by on his scooter. I here the scooter stop and I open my eyes. I'm like... "Hi" He's like 'Hi'. Then he rides off again. A half of a minute later he's back and staring at me. I'm 'What?' He's all... 'How old are you?' I'm like '27'. He's like '47?!? what?!' I'm like 'NO. 27!' He says 'Oh... okay.' I'm like if I was 47 I'd have kids my age! My dad is 47! So he's all 'You WISH you were 47!' I was like no... How old are you? He's like '8'. I was like.. I WISH I was 8. Then he's all riding off and... 'Well you look like a teenager to me!' Okay.. I'm vain but it made me smile. ^^

Are You A 10?
Hey guys, I am new to cherrytap and have had a lot of fun with it. I would never be rude and rate lower than a ten. I love the diversity and the diffrences in all people. However, is it rude for me to be annoyed at recieving shouts telling me to rate there profile and what to rate it. I mean I should be able to make up my own mind and to be frank I don't take being bossed around very well. What do you think?

Hello Ct
Just saying hello and thank you to everyone that's welcomed me here so far. A big thank you to Neskia for inviting me who can be found here http://cherrytap.com/neskia I'm still getting used to this place and finding my way around and suchs so give me a little time to get on my feet. =) Hope everyone's well!

Who Is She
Her eyes is the kolor of the night with a glimps of light shining so bright like a star in the skie who is she. She has a smile so graceful that it lights up the hole room who is she. Her spirit is so peaceful that when she gets near your freeze who is she. A voice that is so beautiful that it will move even the most deadliest animals ever known.

Pillsbury Dough Boy
The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business but, his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus they had one in the oven. He is also survived by his el

Rules Of Life
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste thier time on you.

Hoorah!
A friend of mine showed me this and i had to share it with those who care to read it and know me! if u dont like wats here then plz dont comment just leave it b! thank u, lil v! You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________ ______ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. ___________________

Wedding In Real Time
May 19, 07 at 2:00 pm Master Kris and kitten say I Do all is welcome to come out and have a great time Note: kitten ask if you wish to give a wedding gife that it not be something for Master Kris or her but for the baby as We still have alot of things We need !!

Reflecting...
Sitting here with my window wide open, the warm breeze on my face i watch the world go by...just like i used to when i was a kid. There were times in my life where i loved it as a Kid, letting my imagination run wild..doing the things like a child should do...but there were times when i was a child... there are memories that i do not want to relive...its all in the past now i know...but there are days where you sit, think and relfect on your life...today is my day of doing that. It occured to me how far ive come in life and the things ive been through. In life there are many things ive lost, many times that i have been hurt one way or another, many things ive gained, there are many things i have learnt too. In my life so far, i have been beatened, kicked, bruised, thrown, bashed, torn into a thousand pieces..sewn back again and ripped apart. You think physically?..no. Mentally. It hurts very much when being thought about. So far in my life, the two most hurtful thing i have been thr

Thoughts At The Moment.....
WELL I'VE STEPPED BACK AND TOOK A LOOK AT A LOT OF THINGS. FOR INSTANCE, WHO I'M CLOSE TO. WHO I TALK TO EVERYDAY. NOW WHERE TO START.... THERE'S VERY FEW PEOPLE ON MY LIST THAT I TALK TO EVERYDAY. I WOULD LIKE TO DO SOMETHING FOR THESE TRUE FRIENDS.... I WAS THINKING ABOUT MAKING A LITTLE VIDEO FOR THEM.... FOR ALL THE ONES I KEEP IN CONTACT WITH. BUT I WOULD LIKE TO GET IT DONE, BEFORE I DECIDE TO TAKE MORE TIME OFF.... OR EVEN DELETE MY ACCOUNT FOR GOOD. I HAVEN'T DECIDED ON THAT ONE YET. I HAVE COME TO REALIZATION THAT... IT'S NOT SO IMPORTANT TO BE HERE. I'VE HAD TONS OF FUN, (WHILE IT LASTED) I'VE MET A LOT OF NEW PEOPLE. ONES THAT I HAVE GROWN TO CARE FOR. PEOPLE I THINK ABOUT, SOME OF THEM, I WONDER AND HOPE THEY'RE DOING OKAY. IF WE HAVEN'T TALKED THAT DAY... BLAH BLAH BLAH... YOU KNOW HOW IT IS. I'M SURE EVERYONE HERE HAS SOME PEOPLE LIKE THIS IN THEIR LIFE. BUT MY QUESTION IS...FOR THE SHORT LIST OF PEOPLE ON MY LIST, THAT I CARE ABOUT, HOW MANY OF THEM ACTUALLY FEEL THE SA

Dumbass Of The Week
Man Faked His Own Kidnapping, Police Say Posted Apr 27, 2007 by The Tampa Tribune Updated Apr 29, 2007 at 09:21 PM TAMPA - A Tampa man faked his own kidnapping just to pay for his drug habit, police said. On Friday, John Patterson III, 40, of Tampa, called his girlfriend, Lisa Brown, 39, of Brooksville, and told her that some men were going to kill him unless she brought $350 to him in Tampa. Fearing for her boyfriend’s life, Brown called Tampa police, investigators said. Detectives called Patterson’s cell phone and later found him with Dan Myers, 35, of Tampa, at North 34th Street and East Hillsborough Avenue. Patterson told officers that in trying to feed his drug habit he fabricated the kidnapping story to get money. Both men were arrested for causing a false report to be filed. Police also found Myers to be in possession of crack cocaine and drug paraphernalia. Patterson and Myers remain in Orient Road Jail with bail set at $2,500 and $5,000 respectively

Searching For A Dream...
i just wanna escape from this. i've journeyed so far, but i haven't moved. searching for something. to calm and soothe. a feeling like this one. i can't seem to shake. i'm lonely with anyone. searching for the word fate. my mind's set on a dream. something i can't awake from. searching for perfection. feels like an endless run. what path am i on? the tunnel is dark. searching for a way out. me, with this heart. i listen as i walk. try to envision my dream, searching for an answer. i wonder if it's not what it seems. searching for something. something i can't explain. i feel some kind of hole inside. some kind of pain. searching for a night sky. with a cool wind in the air. that instant happiness. feel it blow through my hair. searching for a feeling. i haven't quite found. listen to a whisper. need to find a sight for my sound. am i searching for a dream?

What Makes The Measure Of Your Day?
What makes the measure of your day? Is it your accomplishments at work? At home with your family? What about in the number of smiles you give during a day? Within each of us is the capacity to be GREAT. Not kinda great or sorta great, just simply GREAT. So much of what we are is made up not only of what we believe, but the very words in which we envoke day to day. How do you measure your day? Will what you bring to life wth your voice help someone find their own voice? Will your words make a difference in the life of someone you didnt even know needed them? In these moments when we use what we say, to CREATE the positive for everyone around us, we beat back any chance that despair or doubt can enter because we do not get that feeling a voice. Not within us, not within those near us. How do you measure your day? Measure it in every word you say.

Born Loser
Escaped prisoner 'missed mates' An escaped convict turned up at his old prison and asked to be let back in because he was missing his mates. Bulgarian thief Vassil Ivanov, 37, had been on the run since disappearing during an Easter break at home in 2005. He said: "I couldn't stand it any more. I had been inside for nine years and I just couldn't get used to life on the outside again. I missed my pals here and I was miserable being a free man." Wardens at the Stara Zagora prison in Bulgaria immediately took Ivanov back into the prison where he will serve the remaining two years of his 11 year sentence, and is likely to serve extra time for escaping.

Love
What is love? You know what I believed love was... i believed love was unconditional. When you truly loved someone, nothing would stop it. There was no, I love you, BUT.... it was always just, I love you. Problems happen. People fight. Things go wrong. Love, is forever. You don't just start loving someone and stop loving someone. It's not something you turn off like a lightbulb. One day you love them, the next you don't. If you truly love someone, you love them even when you hate them. You love them when they hurt you, you love them when they're wrong. You never leave them when things just get tough.... you endure a lot.... sure, there is a line to draw... but it's not just when things get too hard.... thats what "working things out" is about....You love them no matter what. Love, is supposed to be unconditional, enduring, eternal.... undying... Love is enough to conquer all.Love is all you need. Love is enough. But, is that real?? Is that true?? Is that the way love really goes?? Is l

What Card Are You
You are the World Completion, Good Reward. The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion. The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

To View My Nsfw Pics
I decided to change my NSFW album to family only, because new friends would come in and only rate those pics and never look at any of my other ones. If you want want to see this album you're gonna have to rate my other pics first and then PM me and let me know and I'll add you to my family.

George Carlin Live Tomorrow!
as you can tell with all the blogs ive posted regarding this show I CANT FUCKING WAIT! i finally get to see the funniest comic and MY idol live! if u ask me more people should look up to george carlin if u listen to his material ull know he really knows what the hell hes talking about, hes a great role modle for kids, better then any of these athlets and or rappers and pop stars! anyways im excited i cant wait!

Happy Mothers Day
BEFORE I WAS A MOM I NEVER TRIPPED OVER TOYS OR FORGOT WORDS TO A LULLABY I DIDNT WORRY WHERTHER OR NOT MY PLANT WERE POISONOUS I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT IMMUNIZATIONS BEFORE I WAS A MOM-I HAD NEVER BEEN... PUKE ON POOP ON CHEWEDON PEE ON I HAD COMPLETE CONTROL OF MY MIND AND MY THOUGHTS I SLEPT ALL NITE BEFORE I WAS A MOM... I NEVER HELD DOWN A SCREAMING CHILD SO A DOCTOR COULD DO TEST OR GAVE SHOTS I NEVER LOOKED INTO TEARY EYES AND CRIED I NEVER GOT GLOROUSLY HAPPY OVER A SIMPLE GRIN I NEVER SAT UP LATE HOURS AT NITE WATCHING A BABY SLEEP BEFROE I WAS A MOM I NEVER HELD A SLEEPING BABY JUST BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO PUT THEM DOWN I NEVER FELT MY HEART BREAK INTO A MILLION PIECESS WHEN I COULDNT STOP THE HURT I NEVER KNEW SOMETHING SO SMALL COULD AFFECT MY LIFE SO MUCH I NEVER KNEW I WOULD LOVE BEING A MOM BEFORE I WAS A MOM I DIDNT KNOW THE FEELING OF HAVING MY HEART OUTSIDE MY BODY I DID KNOW HOW SPECIAL IT

If I Died Tomorrow
If I died tomorrow, you would never ever get a chance to see me ever again. [be honest] 01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died? 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 02. What would 5 questions be that you have been wanting to ask me? 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 03. If I died, would you come to my funeral? 04. If I died, would it affect you? 05. If I died, would you forget me eventually? 06. If I died, what would be going through your head? 07. If I died, would you tell me you loved me before I died? 08. Would you mean it? 09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me? 10. If I died, would you regret anything you said about me? 11. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven't already told me? 12. If I died, what would be your last memory of me? 13. If I died, what would you remember me by? 14. If I died tomorrow, I would want to know your true feelings about me. What are your comple

Two Quick Recepies...
COLESLAW in 36 steps! 1. Chop cabbage into large bowl. 2. Look for green peppers. 3. Drive to store. 4. Choose green peppers. 5. Carry them to cashier. 6. Drive home. 7. Find wallet. 8. Drive to store. 9. Buy green peppers. 10. Drive home. 11. Chop green peppers into bowl. 12. Look for mayonnaise. 13. Drive to store. 14. Buy mayonnaise. 15. Drive home. 16. Mix mayonnaise into bowl. 17. Look for raisins. 18. Drive to store. 19. Buy stupid raisins. 20. Ignore stupid cashier's snickering. 21. Drive home. 22. Mix raisins into bowl. 23. Look for miserable lousy stupid carrots. 24. Drive to stupid lousy store. 25. Buy miserable stupid lousy carrots. 26. Call stupid miserable snickering cashier a Nazi. 27. Crawl to car. 28. Drive home. 29. Chop stupid damned miserable lousy carrots into damned stupid lousy miserable bowl. 30. Look for finger. 31. Look harder for finger. 32. Look everywhere for finger. 33. See cat scurrying away. 34. Follow cat into new neig

My 2nd Contest
I'M ENTERED IN MY 2ND CONTEST IN LESS THAN A WEEK. THIS ONE IS FOR A WEEK LONG BLAST, WHICH RIGHT NOW I COULDN'T AFFORD MYSELF. THIS CONTEST IS RATES AND COMMENT BOMBING. YES MOST COMMENTS. SO I THOSE COMMENT BOMBERS OUT THEIR PLEASE!!!!!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HERE IS THE LINK TO THE BLOG: http://cherrytap.com/blog/78130/333850 MY PIC: http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=322739&albumid=333945&i=28220595 here's the link to MY contest photo /cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=322739&i=28220595">http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=322739&i=28220595" target=_blank>[ CherryTAP.com photo: 28220595 ] I WILL POST ANOTHER AFTER THE CONTEST OPENS AND ALSO A BULLETIN. THANKS ALL OF MY CHERRYSGet more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com

Men Of War
You stay up for 16 hours partying They stay up for days on end, dying You take a warm shower to help wake up They go for days on end without running water You complain of a 'headache', and call in sick They get shot, or schrapnelled, and keep fighting You put on your 'anti-war' shirt, and march with your friends They fight and die to defend your right to wear that shirt, and assemble You make sure your cell phone is charged, and in your pocket They pray their radio doesn't get blown to hell You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you They pray for their buddies in body bags You walk down the street, watching the pretties go by. They patrol the streets, searching for their next worst enemy You complain about how hot it is without air conditioning. They wear chemical suits that don't breath, protective masks, and continue the mission You go out to lunch, and complain because the order is wrong They go without eating till the shooting stops Your maid washes yo

Autumn
Autumn has always been one of my favorite seasons, I'd have to rank it somewhere in the top five, for sure, and I have so many happy memories of fall time. I remember when I was young, we had a couple of huge trees in our back yard, and every autumn my dad would be out there with his rake, raking all the leaves into a huge pile, and then I'd come running out of nowhere, and jump into the pile and go "Woo! Woo! Woo!" & then he'd pull me out, and brush the flames off...

Chp 9
The next morning greeted them in a forbidding mood. Dark clouds brewed in the west and a stiff breeze was bringing them in the direction of the brothers. Bryan scowled at the clouds. “It seems Odin has sent his son Thor to give us a good wetting before we make it home.” “Be that so, even Thor’s thunderbolts won’t keep me from home.” “All and well, we had best get moving, else we may have Thor’s own bolts to face. I put us ten leagues from the Dane March, so we have a few hours ride ahead. We’d best go slow while we can. We may need all our horses’ speed before this ride is over.” “I’m wroth to run from a good fight, but if all we’ve heard it true, the odds we face are not in our favor. Let’s be off; the storm approaches fast.” The clouds boiled in the west, as they spurred their horses along at a firm trot. While they ate the miles at a steady pace, the clouds moved in even faster. After three hours on the trail, the sky was black and roiling and lightening crack

A Note
A NOTE TO SELF, I don't know what else to do. I am filled with emotions that wants to break free. All raw and intense. I have not let go of everything that happened to me as a child and through the years past. I have tried my best to forgive those that had harmed me and little family. Most of all, the 1 person that really needs forgiving is ME. How can you forgive yourself of all the decision made and choices taken. How can you forgive yourself when you have a chance to help others and yet for some strange reason couldn't. I have given all that I have to my kids and relatives(that speaks to me). All that I ask in return is a thank you or help in return. I am constantly giving money out when I barely have any for my own little family. Is there a thing really called karma. I just kept wondering if there is one. If there is then I wonder what i have done to cause such heartache and trouble. Maybe what I should do is half of the opposite of who I am. Maybe I should not care as much

Humor
10 Husbands, Still a Virgin -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin." "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband #2 was in software services; he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from field services; he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband #4 was in telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an engineer; he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art meth

A Blonde Finally Wins
A Blonde Finally Wins A lawyer and a blonde are sitting next to each other on a long flight from LA to NY.The lawyer leans over to her and asks if she would like to play a fun game. The blonde just wants to take a nap, so she politely declines and rolls over to the window to catch a few winks. The lawyer persists and explains that the game is really easy and a lot of fun. He explains" I ask you a question, and if you don't know the answer, you pay me $5, and vice-versa." Again, she politely declines and tries to get some sleep. The lawyer, now somewhat agitated, says, "Okay, if you don't know the answer you pay me $5, and if I don't know the answer, I will pay you $500!." Figuring that since she is a blonde that he will easily win the match. This catches the blonde's attention and, figuring that there will be no end to this torment unless she plays, agrees to the game. The lawyer asks the first question. "What's the distance from the earth to the moon?" The blonde doesn't say a wo

When Is Pain Not Pain
" when is pain not pain " Often people outside the scene don't see the appeal in any of the things SM people do that look painful. What's enjoyable about being hit? Where's the fun in getting bruised? Well, think about this people. Have you ever had intense sex and afterwards noticed bite marks on your neck of which you had no memory of happening because you was to into the heat of the passion? What happened was your love partner bit you, HARD, hard enough that it bruised you, and all you felt was another jolt of pleasure. If they bit you that hard when you weren't having sex, you would scream "OUCH!!!" or something like that, because it would hurt a lot(well not to me. lol)! But when you are sexually aroused, your pain tolerance goes way up, and stimulation that you usually feel as pain is now actually pleasurable. This is common knowledge children. Another usual explanation is that the brain produces endorphins to compensate for pain. You actually get high off the sensatio

Yep
So, today I went through my list of friends on here and deleted most of the "whore me and whore this person" bulletin posters. I did this because most of the friends I have dont even so much as look at a bulletin that I post... Nor do they help me level up when I need it. I have been pretty much silent about it up until now and havent really said much. Somewhere along the way a person has to stand up and say something about it so, here I am. I have seen mean bulletins putting people on blast and things of the sort and im not really like that but it seems as though thats how you get to the top here. I dont demand things of people such as (add, rate and fan me) And I dont specify a certain order in which those things should be done. (Im not that frickin bossy) Most of my points I worked for through taking surveys and actually spending a resonable amount of time on peoples pages rating their pictures and commenting them. Most of the time (not all) I never even so much as get a than

Newspaper Ads
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Fem-dom
Female Domination Female domination, or femdom, refers to BDSM activities where the dominant partner is female. The female dominant party in female domination related activities is sometimes called a dominatrix. Naturally, female domination activities may draw on all areas of BDSM, but there tends to be an association with radical feminism, whether seriously or fantastically. This can lead to apparent paradoxes, such as the humiliation of men by feminization, though it is readily resolved by seeing this as disclaiming traditional gender associations, and transference of coded images of weakness onto men. Strap-on dildo play plays a significant part in this as well. The inverse of this is of course to glorify the feminine. Erotic Female Domination and Humiliation Similarly, erotic female domination and humiliation can focus on the inadequacy of a male sub's johnson (small penis humiliation), demoting it to a plaything for the dominatrix, over which the male has no real con

Happy Buddies Day!!!
Hello Everyone! This seemed to fitting for our birthdays. Enjoy! Hello! This should be fun to see how many I get back and to see if the bouquets actually increase. Notice each time you receive this, there is an additional bouquet HAPPY BUDDIES DAY!!! Forward to all your friends, including me. And don't tell me you're too busy for this. Don't you know the phrase "stop and smell the flowers"? See how many "bouquets" you end up with! Happiness keeps You Sweet, Trials keep You Strong, Sorrows keep You Human, Failures keep You Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going! You are so special! Today is " online buddy day ". Send this to your online friends - even me , if I'm one of them - and see how many you get today

Vote For *b* Read The Bulletin
So I need all my cherry hotties to check out the bulletin I posted and COMMENT BOMB&RATE my pic for the contest I am in....*lol* It goes til May 10th so hop to it and show me some luvs every day!! MWAHZ Cheerz~*B* your Aries Angel

Here's What's Happening . . .
Okay, I haven't updated in a while, so here's the deal -- We are in Canada. We'll probably be here for, at the very least, a year. The reason being is this: In order for us to get our Permanent Residency (easier than applying for Canadian citizenship right now, that will come later), I have to be 'sponsored' as a Common Law Partner. And in order for the friend we're staying with to do that, I have to be living here a year. And since we're in a trio, now (yes, you read that right: me, my gf, and the friend we're staying with in Canada are now a trio), our friend shouldn't have too much trouble sponsoring me as a Common Law. So, our goal is to be here 6 months as a visitor, then extend our stay for another 6 months. My gf (the one I came here from the states with, not the gf we're staying with, lol) is gonna be working with my gf (the one we're staying with, rofl) in a small business. So, there ya go. What sucks the most is that since I'm here as a visitor, I can't work. I have

Wtf?
I REALLY WISH PEOPLE WOULD TAKE THE TIME TO UNDERSTAND SHIT FROM MY POINT OF VIEW B4 THEY GO N ACT STUPID!!!!! I did nothin wrong. I asked to get the truth about the shit that was goin on. Turns out that nothin that happened or got sed meant shit. I didn't know the word LOVE could mean so little to sum1 or be used as just a word and no emotion actaully behind it. All I wanted was to be shown that that word that had gotten sed to me was meant. But I guess not. That really fuckin hurts. OK I just needed to vent. Have a nice day! lol!

.randomocity.update.
a three day migraine. yes. not so much fun. its ebbed for the moment. we're going day trippin again this weekend which will prolly turn into another over-niter. i have to switch cell phone carriers when we move up n ima prolly get stuck with verizon. but if i snag an unlimited all kinds of text plan...it'll be feasible. the other carriers dun have service up there...or if they do its in constant roaming and feck that. *shrug* at least i get to keep mah number right? got a message at my moms yesterday or whatever from some chick i assumed was from the child support office...but then i called my worker and uhm nope. so i have no idea who the woman was...and if you're too stupid to leave a message in which people can a) understand you and b) actually hear your phone number than you dont deserve a call back. *nod* people who text me with 'u awake' at 8:30 at nite...and then wont tell me who the eff they are should go kill themselves. and asses who dont answer texts which

Being A Mother
-BEING A MOTHER- THIS KINDA HIT ME HARD WHEN I READ IT TODAY SINCE I HAVE BEEN AT THE HOSPITAL WITH MY MOTHER TODAY WHILE SHE HAD A HEART CATH DONE TO SEE IF SHE HAD BLOCKAGES AND NEEDED ANY STINTS OR ANYTHING ELSE DONE. SHE HAD A MILD HEART ATTACK ABOUT TWO WEEKS AGO (SO WE THOUGHT), SO I JUST WANTED TO SHARE THIS WITH YOU AND MAYBE EVERYONE WILL REALIZE HOW MUCH PEOPLE REALLY MEAN TO THEM. AND WHEN YOU LOSE THEM, YOU CAN'T GET THEM BACK! MUCH LOVE TO YA ALL! BTW, THEY SAID MY MOM'S HEART WAS PERFECT TODAY! WE JUST GOTTA FIGURE OUT WHY SHE'S HAVING THE TROUBLES SHE'S HAD RECENTLY. TIFF :) ************************************************* After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you." The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three childr

Sorry To Tell You
I am going to be off here for a while if you want to chat with me and you have yahoo messenger you can reach me @ libra_scales1018. Thanks to all my CT friends you know who you are!!!I'll be back so don't think i'm gone for good just taking a break.Love you all

Fire
What is your Paranormal gift? Control of FireYou're a little pyro, arn't you? Fire attracts you and you've learned how to control it, or even create that pretty little flicker of red, orange, and blue light. Be careful, though, you could set your friends, family, or even yourself on fire... try doing that to the enemies.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Don't Dial Any Of Those Area Codes You'll See In This Post
Just seen right now.. Pass this on.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A good friend sent me this in EMAIL AREA CODE We actually received a call last week from the 809 area code. The woman said "Hey, this is Karen. Sorry I missed you--get back to us quickly. I Have something important to tell you." Then she repeated a phone number beginning with 809 "We didn't respond". Then this week, we received the following e-mail: Subject: DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 , 284 AND 876 THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION PROVIDED TO US BY AT&T DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 This one is being distributed all over the US . This is pretty scary, especially given the way they try to get you to call. Be sure you read this and pass it on. They get you to call by telling you that it is information about a family member who has been ill or to tell you someone has-been arrested, died, or to let you know you have won a wonderful prize, etc. In each case, you are told to ca

I Don't Feel Like Loving You Today -gretchen Wilson
I don't feel like loving you today, So don't you even try to change my mind, The best thing you can do right now, Is just go away, Cause I don't feel like loving you today, I don't wanna talk about last night, I'm angry and I haven't had much sleep, And I'm so tired and bloodshot, they ain't no tellin' what I'd say, I don't feel like loving you today, But you know I will anyway, Even though we make it hard sometimes. I'll wind up forgiving you and probably loving you, For the rest of my life, But I don't feel like loving you today, And I've got 16 hours left to go. I might tell you that I'm leaving Even though you know I'll stay, Cause I don't feel like loving you today. But you know I will anyway, Even though we make it hard sometimes. I'll wind up forgiving you and probably loving you, For the rest of my life. But I don't feel like loving you today. I just don't feel like loving you today.

Sit Back N Laugh
Sit Back N Laugh Current mood: bitchy Ok so lets say someone calls you NAMES, and it doesnt bother you that u get called that since u know its not true.. But when the tables get turned on them n they get called those NAMES back, they pull a bitch n say Im gonna pound your face in.. So they must really be those NAMES to take such offense by it.. To me those NAMES are just hurtful words that to me personally I wouldnt let get to me.. But if it does get your goat, so to speak, than it must be true!! I'm just gonna sit back n laugh!! It seems that ppl are so raring to call others NAMES before they check themselves.. You must not be happy with yourself to call others NAMES.. Does it make you feel better that you do call others NAMES?? I bet your like *ha ha i called ********* a ****!!* DO YOU REALLY GET OFF BY CALLING PPL NAMES?? Well for one I dont.. I like to turn the tables so to speak n make the NAME CALLER feel how I feel, whether or not what I say is true or not.. Its just a wa

Once In A Blue Moon Lyrics-earl Thomas Conley
Nine times out of ten, she’s right and I am wrong, When I won't give in she just goes along Standing by my side, sitting home alone I'll never know what keeps her hanging on When anybody else would be long gone But once in a blue moon I'll do something right And Once in a blue moon I'll make her feel so fine Cause I can make her laugh, oh And make her cry She hates the way she loves me sometimes But Once in a blue moon I'll do something right She's starving for affection, so hungry for loves touch But she only hears “I love you” when we're making love Lord, I'll always wonder why she loves me so much And the best I'll ever do won't be enough So I'll just thank my lucky stars above That once in a blue moon I'll do something right And Once in a blue moon I'll make her feel so fine Cause I can make her laugh, And make her cry She hates the way she loves me sometimes But Once in a blue moon, once in a blue moon Every once in a blue moon I'll do something right O

They'll Never Learn
You know what I'm tired of? SMARTASSES!!! Men and women alike, but here recently the majority of them I've come across have been men. Sorry guys, I don't mean those of you that I talk to on a regular basis...I mean those assholes that pop into my shoutbox and want to preach their fucking bullshit at me. I don't need some asshole trying to tell me how to live my life, or even better...the guilt trip...LMAO Take the guilt trips and SHOVE THEM UP YOUR ASSES!! I will do AS I please and WHEN I please and I don't answer to no mother fucker on here but myself. And yes I AM pissed off about this shit. Why should I put up with this kind of treatment from someone I don't even know and they CERTAINLY don't know me nor anything about me. Something everyone should know, and those of you that DO know me are already aware of this, I don't lie. I don't put up a front to reel you in and then 'lie' to you...read my goddamn profile would ya? Want to know more? ASK...but don't you dare

What Kind Of Angel??
You scored as Angel of Guidance. You were the Angel of Guidance! Before you were sent down to Earth to be tested and be a human, you used to guide people in the right direction when they faced a problem or a seemingly hopeless situation. You looked out for humans using the stars as your eyes during the night when it was dark. Even today as a human, your friends and family often ask you for advice and always trust you because you know what is right and lead everyone in the right direction. Angel of Guidance100%Angel of Prayer89%Guardian Angel86%Angel of Hope64%Angel of Good Fortune50%Angel of Death21%What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Hurt
i feel the shadows creep up behind me, i feel the fear rip inside of me, i hold you close in my heart, but too we are apart. slowly bleeding drop by drop, my life it leaves it's mortal cage, why did the fire turn to rage? you took from me everthing i had to give, you took from me the life i want to live. the pain it sears a scar so deep, i can't give my soul to keep, the shattered picies fall so far, i wonder will you ever know where they are?

Bored!!!
Things You Might Not Know About Me Whats your middle name? Lynne....with an E people....i'm surprised by how many people spell it wrong!! How big is your bed? Queen Size What are you listening to right now? Fully Alive by Flyleaf What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number? 5309 hahaha What was the last thing you ate? umm..mac and cheese Last person you hugged? My son How is the weather right now? Dreary and rainy Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Drew What is the first thing you notice in the opposite sex? smile Favorite type of Food? Italian..pasta is yummy! Do you want children? I have children..but if I have anymore is up to me and my next hubby..whoever that may be! Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night? nope Hair color? light brown Eye color? Hazel Do you wear contacts/glasses? nope Favorite holiday? Christmas! Favorite Season? Fall Have you ever cried over a girl/

Stonesour!!!!
Jagermeister Sponsored only the fuckin' greatest StoneSour concert Eva!! 5-2-07 Omaha Sokol Auditorium....STONE FUCKIN' SOUR Totally ROCKED MY SOX!!! WOOOO!! It wuz totally awesome...I got hurt in the pit..but hey, i had a BLAST!! Props tu the Other bands also...They ROCKED the place out.....Shadows fall, Lacuna Coil, and curbstone!! Yeah, i came home with four cd's, a stoneSour Shirt, a jagermeister lighter, two jager shot glasses, and a poster! Yeah, i so got hit in the head with the lighter!...But it wuz gurr-ate!! STONESOUR all THE WAY!!!!

I'm A List Girl
I'm a list girl, I live by my lists, my to do's, my shopping, my how to lists. I used to lay in bed with my lists running through my head as I tried to get some sleep. When I would go on vacation I would spend months creating the perfect packing list, where to go list, when to do what list. I would become obsessed with these lists to the point that I would lose lots of sleep over them. Now I am trying very hard to get rid of my lists for me and my kids. I no longer plan every moment of our lives. I would rather live and have fun than be ruled by a stupid list. I would rather my sons look back and say remember that day that mommy let us eat icecream for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I want the man that I am with to enjoy who I am not get angry over my compulsiveness to be ruled by time, and a list. So I'm going camping with my guy, in 21 days! I refuse to make a list, over and over again that is. I will make the what to pack, what to buy and what will I cook list. But no othe

I Believe
I believe -- .... that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe -- ....that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe -- ....that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe -- ....that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love. I believe -- ....that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe -- ....that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe -- ....that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - ....that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe -- ....that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe

Fighting For Love...
I lie next to her asleep in our bed. Trying to find a way to talk, to share, to care. Mostly to express my love from deep inside my heart. The angry man outside hides this love, inside a mask. A mask so tight, it suffocates me, gasping for air minute after minute. My lack of maturity shining through, showing my pain. A pain so heartless and uncaring it bleeds my soul of all hope for love. For me and for her. It burns deep inside scarring my heart. Leaving an empty spirit fighting to live. Fighting for love...

I'm Moving This Weekend...
i am moving this weekend so i will not be online again until monday....OMG will i ever be able to catch up on all the ratings, everyone's stashes and pics and all of that...i will do my best..thank u all for reading this and i will be back MONDAY!!

You Know What I Really Hate?
When my best friend calls me in tears because of a stupid fucking guy. So she's talking to this guy and he's all touchy feely on her. He left Sunday to visit his family for two weeks. She calls him tonight to say hi and see how the trip is going. His friend calls her back saying why are you calling him, he's down here visiting his FIANCE! He was like he told you he was engaged. WTF IS THAT SHIT??????? First of all, he never fucking told her that. He was like we should take things slow blah blah blah. Kissing her out in public and shit. I'm so pissed off. You don't treat MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND like that. His ass is grass when he comes back!

Bustin Out Of Jail....
::sigh:: just got my friend Angel out of jail.... ::sigh:: im hoping i did not make a mistake by shelling out $400 for a bond for her... ::sigh:: I know her... but I KNOW HER!!!!!!! she was/is a crack ho... always in my bar cause i looked out for her... and she always had my back... when her abusive ex bf/pimp went to jail he threatened/guilt tripped her to get him out... he was out in about 2 days.. HE left her sit in there.... 3 weeks later she is finally out on mine and vamps money... she has been callin vamps bar and talking to him.. she was getting the shit beat out of her regularlly ... we spent 3 hours at central lock up tonight waiting for her,... she knows she will be under lock and key and not be able to leave the house without vamp or myself... gonna help her to get a real job... her lawyer is cool tho.. making her do rehab and get drug tested... ::praying she stays off drugs::

Seeking Your Opinions On This...
I have looked at this situation myself of course, and have evaluated it and derived my own answer. I just want other people to give their take on it, just a means of open discussion. There is a girl I work with named Fallon. We get along quite well, have friendly conversations, and even flirt with each other. However, each time I mention a date, she tends to get quiet and change the subject. I'm always nice to her, and I don't focus on just a date, I include vast topics of discussion as well. I was really confused by her actions, as she seems interested, but never wants to talk about following through with me. Based on this, my own answer is that at the moment, she enjoys the attention she gets, but that's all there really is to it. I feel like she's not looking for more, she just thinks it's cool that someone likes her and she has an option. So, what do you all think?

(a Poem I Wrote) Belong!!!
*Belong* ***my feelings for you are fading, almost everything is destroyed, i want tu forget you, maybe even hate you, the truth is i kan't, i will alwayz love you, you're part of me now, no matter the ups and downs, tugether thingz didn't work out, apart you're all i thynk about, i need you baby, for the pain is unbearable, i want tu push you around, and smack you in the face, for all those times, that you got on my kase, you hurt me emotionally, i'll never be the same, how kan i say this, maybe i'm tu blame, now you hate me, or so you say, is thyz one of ur lies, will i ever really know, how kan you treat me lyke this, lyke i wuz just a one night bitch, baby i love you, my tears are unstoppable, please take me back in your arms, the place where i belong, are you too good for me, am i too good for you, does it matter, i'll alwayz love you, you'll alwayz love me, n' we both know thyz, our memories are grand, one moment kaptured in the sky, only me n' you understand, noone really kno

Thiz Iz Kinda Old.......
Feb. 19th 2007 Before i begin, i would just lyke tu tell hym something...."I fuckin' love you with all my heart god damnit n' i ain't lettin' go....you kan be an ass....treat me lyke shyt.....tell me stupid liez (u know u lie).....i don't give a fuck...i'm here tu stay...u know why? well i'll tell ya....ur my bestfriend....my everything....i may not have you az my man, but i'm not luzin' you az a friend....kk, so, don't you get it babe..?....u hurt me once, then twice, then three tymez.....where am i?.....wow, i'm styll standin' here waitin' for the day you realize that we r so perfekt tugether...hmm....doesn't that just sound so um....annoying....well deal with it kuz i know you want me just az bad but either way you were gonna hurt someone....u knew the whole tyme that if you chose her...i'd styll be here in the end....n' you know it...n' i know it......n' well, here i am...here tu stay!! Again, i love you" Ok, so u used the lyne "your only seventeen" HA ha Ha...i laugh...bekuz

Quiz Thingy!!!!
Okay this is called FIRST REACTION ... type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 40 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it! Repost it for all of your friends... 1. Cigarettes: pointless 2. Sex: itz gurr-ate, but riiight now, itz the one thing that i hate due tu an outkum! 3. Relationships: are so komplikating...why doez it have tu be thyz way? 4. Your Last Ex: omg...i miss hym more than anything! He'z alwayz on my mind...i love hym tu death....Why doez it have tu be lyke thiz babe? 5. Michigan Football: um, .....i don't know 6. Crack: um, dude pull up ur pantz! 7. Food: itz there.... 8. The President: HAHAHA 9. War: don't get me started! 10. Car: i need one! 11. Gas Prices: thank god my feet still work! 12. Halloween: LUV it.....letz have two .....n' skip christmas!! 13. Bon Jovi: um, i guezz ok!! .... a lil' over-rated! 14. Religion: i don't know..... 15. MySpace: i'm addikted.

Who Isbigguyspanky?
Who isbigguyspanky? spanky is the name of my cat of 11 years that died last year in march2006 of Renal failure. spanky still lives in my heart and alwayswill, he was such a great friend. the pic of the cat hugging a budwieser wearing a harley t shirt looks remarkablly like my spanky. i raised him from an 8week old kitten 11 years ago.i still love him and miss him dearly.every greytabby i see on animal planet animal rescue makes my hearthurt again but i'll adopt another littlebuddy sometime soon.spanky got his name from me when i first got him from a friend he was raised around puppies until i adopted him.my friend said he loved milkbone dogbisquits and sure enough she put one in his mouth at 8 weeks old and he crunched it into submission with his little spikes. there are many other stories i can tell of him. ho he loved eating vegetables. my bmt from subway subs fell prey to him more than once he would wait for me to come home from work at the kitchen door tothe garage.and loved burr

Insomnia Is A Cunt
So I now have insomnia again. After years of not having it, well it was replaced by panic attacks and the likes. I now am back in the land of insomnia. For the last 2 nights I actually got to sleep, real sleep, long uninterupted sleep, except for when the baby woke up and needed to sleep with me. Now on day 3 I am back to starring at a computer screen, unable to fall asleep. I have my man telling me to go to sleep since I have a really long day ahead of me, but can i get to sleep NO!!!! So I must go and finish this another day cause the baby is up again.

Monogamy And Man-haters
Okay, I am going to put the first line of this, the major thought of this post, in all caps, so people can see it, and I get my point across . . . and then I'll continue: HUMAN BEINGS ARE NOT MEANT TO BE MONOGAMOUS! There. Do I have your attention? Good. Now I'll explain. I do not believe that human beings were meant to be monogamous. That goes for most vamps and Otherkin, as well. (And vamps and Otherkin know what I mean, here . . . we're just too damned passionate!) Why do I say this? Well, only about 3% of all animals on the planet are monogamous, and only a small fraction of that percentage mates for life. But, aside from the so-called “statistics”, think about the . . . feelings, the desires we have. If we were meant to be monogamous, we would have lust, we wouldn't get horny, we wouldn't have the desires and needs and wants that we do where sex is concerned. Any of you can argue with me all you want. But, I'm sorry, I've seen too much, seen differen

Doormat Is How I Feel Right Now
I never really blog at all in fact I try not to because then people really get to see a side of me that I prefer to keep to myself but this time I will do so cause I have to get this off my chest, I’m a person that believes in love and believes that with love and understanding all things can be overcome but unfortunately there are some people out there that make it very difficult to even want to fight for those principles. With out going into detail someone who used to be in my life has recently hurt me in a very deep way and insulted my wife and I in telling us that we are less than nothing when It comes to being quality candidates for ever keeping a girlfriend, basically give up on being happy with our way of thinking and being true to ourselves, now this is directed to this person. “It’s not my fault that you lead a miserable life right now and are to afraid to make a choice that would have made you happy instead of continuing to leave a body count of broken hearts behind you simp

Bad American (george Carlin)
I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neit

Damn Mavs
Ok now i know this might sound dumb as hell but fuck. I need to guess say it these past 2 weeks has been a pain in the ass. aint shyt went right at all. Ok my Mavs just lost to a bunch of upstart team that had no chance in hell to beat them but they did. Much luv to the warriors. But damn they shouldn't have won at all. now lets talk bout the damn stars got thier ass haned to them yet again the frist round seems to get them for the past 4 yrs. Then u got jeff gordan winning races on wat should be a national holiday for nascar fan. Dale Sr. birthday. but oh well shit is messed up but life goes on i think.

Taking Specific Requests For Friends
In the area of health and any health issues that my friends might have. I am taking specific requests on what you would like me to research over the weekend and find out if there is a Natural alternative to helping/curing your health problem. You can either respond here or email me if it is more of a private nature! I will do my best to assist you! Part of my mission in life is to help those with health problems!

Sick To Death Of Shit Happening
THANKS TO A CERTAIN PERSON ON HERE WHO SHALL REMAIN NAMELESS, BUT I WILL SAY THIS IT IS A MALE. I HAVE NOW LOST A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE,WELL I THOUGHT SHE WAS A GOOD FRIEND,APPARENTLY NOT,I THINK PEOPLE SHOULD LEARN NOT TO BE SO BLOODY JEALOUS. THANKS A LOT MISTER

Throatfawk
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An Unrequited Love
Softly, her feet barely touching the floor, she walked the long corridor to his room. The stone floors gleamed in the sinister light of the moon that filtered through the long case windows. Her chest knotted up. She knew better than to be out here for the dark purpose she was wandering for. It wasn't right. It wasn't proper. But she needed it. She desired it. Every fiber in her soul lunged out into the darkness and urned for just one sweet, sinful bite. Then sh would be off th stuff for good. That was a false promise. The masonry rework was shoddy the closer she got to his room. The building had to have been well over a couple centuries old - and still livable, to her surprise. Thump. Thump. The beat of her own heart throbbed achingly between her ears. Was this her little voice telling her to turn and run? He couldn't love you. Why are you doing this? He wll turn you away. But he invited you. His eyes begged you to throw your inhibitions away... Damn. Footsteps. A

Dear Abbey
Dear Abby, I am a crack dealer in Bryant, Texas who has recently been diagnosed as a carrier of HIV virus. My parents live in Fort Worth. One of my sisters, who lives in Pflugerville, is married to a transvestite. My father and mother have recently been arrested for growing and selling marijuana. They are financially dependent on my other two sisters, who are prostitutes in Dallas. I have two brothers, one is currently serving a non-parole life sentence at Huntsville for the murder of a teenage boy in 1994. My other brother is currently jailed in College Station, charged with sexual misconduct with three underage girls.I have recently become engaged to marry a prostitute who lives in Austin. All things considered, my problem is this. I love my fiance and look forward to bringing her into the family. I certainly want to be totally open and honest with her. Should I tell her about my cousin who supports Hillary Clinton for President? Signed, Worried About My Reputation

Ocean
As I look out on the ocean I see nothing but waves. The rays of sunshine cloud my eyes so I can not see the boats that travel the many seas. I often wonder are there angels out there that look over us as we walk on the sandy beaches. I guess there are some as when it rains they are crying for the lost souls that have lost their lives to the raging sea. If u ever go to the beach listen to the waves they call out names of those lost and those u love. As I go to the beach I sit in the dunes listening hoping to hear the sounds of the birds singin' the praises of the mighty angels who watch over us.Pat Green Videos | Music Video Codes | Nashville Relocation

The Gift Of Knowing You
The Gift Of Knowing You There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.

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What Do U Have To Say?
Current mood: exhausted 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Is Stephen Colbert The Greatest Living American?
It seems that Google bombing isn't going away. The internet nerds are all doing the dance to make Stephen Colbert the Greatest Living American. In less than two weeks the position for the term "greatest living American" in Google has gone up to the number one spot in Google for the www.colbertnation.com. Now I am sure Stephen is a great guy, but is he really the greatest living American?The cool people over at Digg seem to be getting behind this Google bomb of "greatest living American" so they can win the top spot for the term in Google for Stephen Colbert's The Colbert Nation - www.colbertnation.com. As of today The Colbert Nation only has spot six in yahoo, spot two in MSN and its not listed in ask.com on page one at all. However the number one spot in Ask seems to be the Google bomber:SEOmoz | Help Make Stephen Colbert the "Greatest Living American"Help Make Stephen Colbert the "Greatest Living American" ... Use the anchor text "Greatest Living American" ...www.seomoz.org/blog/step

I Finally Have A Job
Hey everybody guess what? I've finally got a job it's pretty sweet to cause I work at a fire work's factory it's from 8pm-5am plus mandatory overtime and i've worked there for 'bout 2 weeks now and i'm really good at it to cause every day we alway's finish up early like tonight we finished 1hr early and two day's ago we finshed 2hrs early but anyway that's the reason I haven't been on for so long. But i'll admit it's not so easy i've got black and blue makrs down the front of my legs and I alway's seem to wake up soar but oddly enough I enjoy it??? It's hard to explain but anyway just wanted to let all you know this 'lil fact about me cause in one week i'll be gettin PAID and then i'll get to say "I'M RICH BITCH" lol.

Out Of Town
Hey everyone, I'll be out of town and in Colo for 2 weeks for my training with Halliburton starting the 7th and hoping to be back by 20th or 21st... so i won't be online... hope everyone has a wonderful 2 weeks... i'll miss talking to all of you.. take care everyone... hope to be back on soon until then god bless, always me Tazzy....

Really There Aint One
well i was just bourd so i though id take the chance and thank everyone who views my profile and rates me and leaves me a comment and adds me i hope u enjoy my page as much as i do i love my stash i have alot of good things in there some cute pics and old videos if ur bourd drop me a line or comment and ill get back to all thanks once again

The Love Of Your Mother
The Love of Your Mother Your Mother is always with you. She's the whisper of the leaves as you walk down the street, she's the smell of certain foods you remember, flowers you pick And perfume that she wore, she's the cool hand on your brow when You're not feeling well, she's your breath in the air on a cold winter's day. She is the sound of the rain that lulls you to sleep, The colors of a rainbow, she is Christmas morning. Your Mother lives inside your laughter. And she's crystallized in every tear drop. A mother shows every emotion......... Happiness, sadness, fear, jealousy, love, hate, anger, Helplessness, excitement, joy, sorrow.....and all the while, Hoping and praying you will only know the good feelings in life. She's the place you came from, your first home, and she's the Map you follow with every step you take. She's your first love, Your first friend, even your first enemy, but nothing on earth can separate you.Not time, not space.....

"the Military Wife"
The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, “Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What’s wrong with the standard model?” The Lord replied, “Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to be completely independent, possess the qualities of both mother and father, be a perfect hostess for four to 40 with an hour notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, even if she is pregnant and has the flu, and she must have six pairs of hands.” The angel shook her head. “Six pairs of hands?” “NO WAY!” The Lord continued. “Don’t worry, we will make other military wives help her. And we will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in her husbands achievements, sustain the pain of separation, beat soundly when it is overworked and tired, and be large enough to say, “I understand” when she doesn’t and “I l

The Washcloth
THE WASHCLOTH Ladies this has to be read, laughed at, and passed. There isn't a woman alive today who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45 am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting room for only a

May 4th.
So here we go with another entry from my keyboard and hopefully more family member's are gonna read this one than my previous one's.Eye's to your soul is a family member and the only one currently in a contest.As such she represent's us all and how well she doe's reflects on the family and I gotta say so far the respnse from alot of ya'll is disappointing to say the least.As stated in the bulletin I just posted after working a 12 hr shift,if ya don't want to be a bomber leave a pm to the homepage and I will forward your name to Hitman and move you from the family list to just a friend...no ?'s asked.at least by me.Time to change the individualist attitude and think like a bombing family.I have been trying to update my stash for a month but my family obligation's and getting comment's out to those that leave me one has kept me from doing so.Oh well that's what being a member of a bomb squad(or 2 in my case)is all about.You still get point's for bombing for any of ya'll that are concerne

The Most (what Goes Around........)
Whatever space you're in, seek to fill it with positive energy and light. Whatever task you're doing, approach it as if it is the most important and fulfilling job you've ever done. Treat each person with whom you interact as the most highly respected person in the world. Look upon every experience as the most valuable experience you've ever had. Those who find the most meaning and fulfillment in life are those who give the most to each moment, to each person and each activity. The world in which you live is the world that your choices create. The most valuable opportunities are those to which you give the best of your attention, effort and commitment. The luckiest people are those who choose to create their own good luck. Every situation is a situation to which you can add value. Every moment is a moment to which you can offer love, beauty and positive purpose. Do you wish to get the most out of life? Then choose to be the most positively alive. -- Ralph Marston

What Happen To The Love Ppl?
All the time I go and rate your pic's your stash new blog entry..... Where is my love? what happen to you all coming by my page rating my pic my stash? I come by so of your all page evertime i get on here and still no love..... where are my friends? why am I asking so much today? What did I do to make all of you mad at one time? get back at me? HOLLA BACK, BYRD915

$ Dirty Questions
You opened this so now you have to repost and see who responds or has the balls to ask you intimate questions....You get to ask me 4 QUESTIONS(TO MY INBOX)...any question, no matter how crazy or PERVERTED it is, and I promise to answer it truthfully...the catch is...you will have lots of fun if you repost this and see what people ask you "4 Dirty Questions. I dare ya!!

Unconditional
You ae really not smart, to give up on true love. True love is one of the most amazing things in the life. True love is unconditionallove. Even though u did what you did i dont love you anyless. I love you no matter what. True love is what i vowed for you on sept 10 and ill love u the same tillthe day that I die. That goes for even if u dont stay my wife, but im tiered it is your problem. My love for you has always been so strong and u told me u felt the same, but then why do you want to shove me out of your life? My love has always been so true, it stil is. The kinda of love I have for you can only be descibed as a love from above. You wonder why i just dont say the hell with it, well its cause when i tell you i love you they are not just 3 words. When i told you my vows in front of God and our family, thats something i was not joking about. But my love is to good for you right now. You do not deserve my love at all now, but you are very lucky because my love for you is so true.

Another Prayer For The National Day Of Prayer
Now, this isn't the prayer I was looking for. (The original prayer had words like "impotent false savior" and the like.) On top of that, it's a day late. However, it's still pretty good. Enjoy!Hey brothers and sisters. The original version of this little rite of blasphemy, I think, was on www.theisticsatanism.com/geifodd. Someone that I used to be friends with revised it to his own liking and I've kept it close to his revision with just a couple of minor adjustments.The Four Crown Princes of Hell that I use are different from Anton LaVey's version because Satan (East and South) is the Chief God and Ruler of Hell and all of the Demons, and Beelzebub (North), Astaroth (West) and Azazel (South) were extremely popular Gods in the ancient Pagan (That's what Satanism was called before judeo-xianity) world. Satan was known as Enki, Ea, Ptah, Neptune, Melek Ta'us and Shaitan (the Creator), Beelzebub was known as Enlil and Baal, Astaroth was known as Isis, Ishtar, Astarte, and Inanna-- ye

Goodbye, Goodnight.
Hey there, Just wanted to let anyone who cared know that I won't be able to use my computer for the next few weeks, because I'm moving and have no idea when I'll be able to set up the internet thing. So if you need me, CALL ME. If you matter, you have the number. If not, I'll see you Hathor's folks around the club, and you can get it from me then. Love you all!

Really Sucks.
Well, I'm almost 100% sure it's over between me and Carla now. I can't keep taking this. She may even be seeing someone. Either way I think she has too much on her plate for a relationship, and as sensitive as I am it's not healthy for me to keep this up. Just feel about as depressed as I ever been in my life.

Voices
Pausing to listen to an airplane in the sky, stooping to watch a ladybug on a plant, sitting on a rock to watch the waves crash over the quayside –- children have their own agendas and timescales. As they find out more about their world and their place in it; they work hard not to let adults hurry them. We need to hear their voices. --Cathy Nutbrown

Please Help A Military Member Out
OK IM IN THE SEXIEST MILITARY PERSON CONTEST. PLEASE COME AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE. ALL I ASK IS 25 COMMENTS FROM EACH OF YOU. AND TO REPOST THIS. IF YOU POST 100 COMMENTS I WILL GET YOU A GIFT. SO PLEASE COME AND HELP ME WIN THIS ONE.

Concert For May11th For The 805 Area Code
DONT FORGET ABOUT THE CONCERT FOR MAY 11TH GO AND SUPPORT UR LOCAL AND UPCOMING ARTIST @NICHOLBYS NIGHT CLUB 21 AND OVER AND DRESS TO IMPRESS.TICKETS ARE ON SALE 10$ AT THE DOOR PS.ILL BE THERE ALSO

Lill Ol'thang Called Love!?
if the definition of LOVE is: Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth, bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things,Love never fails.... then why do the people that say they Love you..hurt you? If we LOVE each other then WHY do we hurt each other? Does this mean we don't really LOVE? If someone offends you over something small and you choose to cut that person off, if someone doesn't do what you want them too, so you find somebody who will....this is not LOVE is it? It's selfishness and just looking out for oneself...my thing is..if you don't LOVE yourself or Value yourself, then How can you LOVE or value anyone else?? People are precious, we all interact and meet for a reason...on the scale of bad things going on in

You All Decide Does My Name Fit Me , ( Let Me Know )
Does your name fit you? you tell me? ( C: Best Sense of Humor H: Easy to fall in love with E: Freakin Beautiful eyes R: great girlfriend/boyfriend Y: Loved by everybody L: -Really easy to fall in love with Yeah I guess that fits me , you all decide. A: Gorgeous B: Loves people C: Best Sense of Humor! D: Has one of the best personalities ever E: Freakin Beautiful eyes F: People wild and crazy adore you G: Never let people tell you what to do H: Easy to fall in love with I: loves to laugh J: Freaking Rowdy K: Really silly L: -Really easy to fall in love with H: Easy to fall in love with M: makes dating fun N: One of the best bf/gf anyone could ask for O: Is a freak in bed P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite R: great girlfriend/boyfriend S: Lives life for fun T: GREAT kisser U:Gets blamed for everything V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Loved by everybody Z: Lives life for fun

Mental Hospital Phone Menu..omg U'll Laugh Your Ass Off
Mental Hospital Phone Menu Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital . Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss , press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9

So Ready For The Weekend
Well, I'm not even going to discuss the Mav's playoff series loss to the suck ass Golden Girl Warriors. What a mess. Worst upset in NBA Playoff history is what they are calling it.. It's in the past. Nothing I can do about it so I am just going to focus on the future...meaning tomorrow night's DeLaHoya vs. Mayweather fight! I can't wait. I am a huge Hoya fan however I am pretty sure that he will get beat. Mayweather is at the top of his game right now. Besides, Oscar gets a gauranteed 30 mil. just for fighting. Who can argue with that? Beer and brawling. Doesn't get much better than that. :) XO BeerQueen

My New Lounge..
I Just Made A New Lounge..The Fuk It All Lounge..The Basic Thing About It Is..I Just Wanted 2 Give People A Place To Vent Their Anger And Dislikes About Different Things..So Come On By & Complain All Ya Want.. http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7245

Have I Told You Lately That I Love You
Have I Told You Lately That I Love You Myspace Layouts for Myspace :: Music Video Codes Have I told you lately I love you? Well, lately I love you! Even though I’ve said it before, I wanted to say it now once again, So you would know that you are on my mind, too And before anything happened for we never know where or when. No matter how burdened or busy I may have been Not a day passed that I didn’t think of you, And how much I love you and how grateful that you’re my friend We were not always in agreement but one another true. Don’t let the day come when you feel regret That you didn’t tell those you love how you feel, Waiting until the right time which you may never get So make it a point to let them know your love is real. Seize the moment, “Carpe Diem”, good advice I’d say I wonder if we asked someone who recently lost someone dear, Would they have made it a priority to say “I love you” each day Or have waited to tell them s

Whatz~ Up~ Round~ Da~ World?
This blog is simply for u 2 post a comment about whatever you know bout whatz goin' on in da world. Whether ya know or not........sometimes no news is good news.....so post a comment or if you have a question bout somethin' ask me, I'll be a friend and listen. I'll try to give good advice, but remember U r your own person. I'm a friend to anyone who is my friend. Hope all ya'll have a good day.

Moving
YEAH I'M GOING TO BE MOVING SOON. SO I'M GOING TO BE OFF LINE FOR A WHILE. I THINK I MAY HAVE ABOUT 2 MORE WEEKS HERE AND THEN WHO KNOWS? I'D LIKE TO GO UP A LEVEL IF ANYONE CARES.... LOL I DOUGHT IT...LOL BUT IT'S MY BLOG AND I'LL ASK IF I WANT TOO. BY THE WAY MUCH LOVE TO MY FRIEND (L.K.K.)LICKZZZZZ

Tired Of People Complaining?
Where ever you go someone is always complaining. Whether it be about their self, their life, or the places they go. Alot of times no one really wants a cry baby around. You see those people that whine about everything really need to take a good look around and realize that there is alot of other people in the world thats got it worse than they do.....I have been around people that complain about things they need and basically cry because someone else wont get it for them.....Here's how u solve that..if you don't have a job-get one!-then buy what ever it is you want. Then you can say you earned it. Life is just to short to sit around and listen to someone who can help their self....The value of a dollar can teach u whiners a couple of things, but so can someone who is tired of hearing complainers. Any way you look at it, don't complain about the smallest things, take a look around you......someone else needs the attention.

Sorry. Going To Be Gone For A Few Days.
Just want to let everyone know that I'm going to be gone for a few days, so if you don't see me on please try not to worry. I'm going to go and stay with a friend and go to Cinco De Mayo. I will make sure I return the love that everyone send me when I return home. I haven't see my Best Friend Linda in quite a few months, so I'm looking forward to seeing her. We need to make up for lost time, and to let each other know what's been going on in our lives since we have seen each other. I'm really looking forward to this trip, and I'll be looking forward to chatting with everyone again once I return. Sending out much love, hugs and kisses to my friends and family, and to my futute ones here on CT. Love ya all. I hope that all of you have a great weekend, also. Honey, I'm going to really miss you. I'll be coming to stay with you once I get home. Try not to miss me too much and I'll do the same. It's only for a few day, then I'll be with you for good. I'll help you with

On My 1st Year Wedding Anniversary......
At three minutes and four seconds after 2 AM on the 6th of May this year, the time and date will be 02:03:04 05/06/07. This will never happen again. Well at least for 1000 years I am so excited that this will happen on my 1st year wedding anniversary :-)

Omg !!! Cant Have A Lil Fun Wit Out Ppl Startin Shit
Ok like last week i put sum new pics up of me n my girl here n town n now i got ppl all over town talkin shit all cus of 1 person that dont like it....my cus who has a CT acct has started rumors round my town sayin that me n my girl have half naked pics on my acct...last itme i checked the only thing u can see n my new pics were a lil of ass cheeks....wouldnt half naked b like me posin n my bra n panties or even jus my panties...the bitch is jus mad cus she lost my attn ....so here i am livin n a new town wher i dont ppl but ppl i work wit n fam n cpl others but we (me & my girl) have ppl lookin at us like we doin sumthing wrong....yea so me n my girl r big city girls livin n a lil country town but aint obody need 2 kno our fuckin biz....so if u read this n dont see nothin wrong wit our pics pls find mamas n zip of 67152 n let her kno she wrong bout the pics....or leave comments on here ...she will end up readin em...lol...she blocked me form goin 2 page but she is still checkin mine e

I Went On My First Plane Trip
I survived my first airplane trip!!! Yay me!!! It was AWESOME!! couldn't stop looking out the window. The earth is sooo beautiful and I never really knew just HOW beautiful until yesterday. I can't wait to fly again! I got to see Lake Michigan when we landed at Milwaukee and it was stunning. I am so proud of myself for doing this. Paul handled it really well too. He loves flying now also. I am so very proud of him too! We did it!!!

I Can And Did Pay My Rent!
I am in such a satisfied mood! yeah I know that might sound dumb.... I paid my rent yesterday.. and even though I WAS laid off I was able to pay what bills I had and even have some money left over to get groceries.. YEAH!

And The Winner Is
and still heavyweight champion of the world.....clowns...she has won 2 rolexes 2 cherrys and a hundred lil things..lol......to take her champoin ship you have to win a contest twice back to back

When Nothing Is Enough...
I started a new seizure medicine... and its making me sicker than a dog.. I guess I have to get used to it before it will benefit me.. so.. I have felt shitty for 2 days now. I take 1,000 mg's a day of Depakot... this epilepsy shit sucks.. buts I am going to feel better soon.. I have always wanted a true friend.. you know someone that you can count on NO MATTER WHAT.. and I have one.. I dont think that I have ever been a friend like that to anyone.. usually I am worried about myself more than I am others.. I guess that makes me self centered at times.. I am trying to fix that.. I am also trying to depend on myself rather than asking everyone else what I should do.. hell.. I need to think of what to do on my own.. but when you have been married and have had a man there to make your choices for you and to tell you what to do, being independent is something that you have to work at.. it just doesnt happen...

Faded Dreams
I remember my blus skies and the joys of this place. Scared dreams of long ago, a child's wish still dances here. A world of wonderment and divinty once lived here. Now only grey skies and bleak horizons remains. The mystic world of youth has been faded by time and tainted by age. I see no new sunrises, no new horizons waitint for me. I remember the loves that boy had once. He danced in fields of gold, with a smile on his face and innocence in his eyes. The happiness was so complete that he never noticed the coming dark. Now that's all gone now, faded by time and tainted by age. I regret, as all fallen kings do. I shed countless tears for those lost hopes and shattered dreams. Yet I am not sad, for I hold those hopes dear, those memories, close to me. They live on forever, never lost, never faded. They stand vivid and alive. I plunge back into the world of reality and solemnly wander; but, I will always remember that boy and his beautiful dreams. I will

Military
Well if people don't know me I'm in the military I'm a third generation in the armed services. Just last month I pit in a package to go from Blue to Green for those that don't know what that is I'm going from the Navy into the Army when this is all said and done I will be a third generation in the Army. I pick a MOS That I didn't want but I feel that there was a reason for it. I get to keep my rank and time in service Which in the long run is good except for one thing I know where I'll be going after all my training which is the Sand Box so I hear that it isn't that bad over there. I don't know I guess I will find out when the time comes.

Mayor Menino, Aren't There More Pressing Things For You To Worry About?
'Aqua Teen' Hits Theaters; Menino Not Seeing It (WBZ) BOSTON "Aqua Teen Hunger Force" hits movies theaters on Friday, and Boston Mayor Tom Menino is hoping he will not be the only one not running the see it on the big screen. The movie's botched marketing campaign set off a bomb scare that virtually shut down the entire city of Boston on January 31. Dozens of blinking electronic devices, which depicted a character on the "Cartoon Network" show, were removed from bridges and buildings after they were mistaken for possible bombs. Turner Broadcasting later agreed to pay out $2 million in restitution to law enforcement agencies. The two men accused of planting the devices still face charges. Menino asked theaters not the run the movie because of the city-wide panic its ad campaign caused, but several Boston-area cinemas are showing it, including the AMC Boston Common theater and the Kendall Square Cinema in Cambridge.

How Could You?
This still has me in tears......I just can't see how anyone could be so heartless to animals- Hell Received this in an email today, it touched me so much I had to put it here. If you have a heart get out your hankie, tears are still rolling down my cheeks as I post this. Ember A man in Grand Rapids , Michigan incredibly took out a $7000 full Page ad in the paper to present the following essay to the people of His community. HOW COULD YOU? - By Jim Willis, 2001 When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you Laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes And a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend.Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How Could you?" -- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a belly Rub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were Terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those Nights of nuzzling you in bed and listeni

Daily Horoscope: Libra For May 4,2007
It's very rare to know you're at a turning point -- usually most of us only realize such things in hindsight. However, all this knowledge might actually keep you from making a choice. Follow your instincts and go for it.

Would U
Answer this and send it back 2 me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it on ur bulletin w/ out the answers. You might be surprised w/ the results y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bri

September 11
The day of Sept. 11 was a tragic day we lost many innocent people that day to a disaster that took our country by surprise. The many that died are not forgotten they are still in our hearts. Now we are fighting to rebuild our country after such a terrible onslaught of murder that should have never happened but it did and no we have payed the price cant the fighting just stop. It will always be rememebered in our hearts of one of the most devastating days we have ever seen in this country since we lost so many May god be with all the ones who lost their loved ones in that tragic day.. God Bless The Usa.. We will fight for our beautiful country so that it may once prosper. Alan Jackson Videos | Ringtones | Columbus Homes For Sale

An Irishman, A Italian And A Redneck
An Irishman, a Italian and a redneck were doing construction work on the scaffolding of a tall building. They were eating lunch. The Irishman said, "Corned beef and cabbage! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building." The Italian opened his lunch box and exclaimed, "Pasta again! If I get pasta one more time, I'm going to jump off too." The redneck opened his lunch and said, "Bologna again. If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too." Next day the Irishman opens his lunch box, sees corned beef and cabbage and jumps to his death. The Italian opens his lunch, sees pasta and jumps too. The redneck opens his lunch, sees the bologna and jumps to his death as well. At the funeral, the Irishman's wife is weeping. She says, "If I'd known how really tired he was of corned beef and cabbage, I never would have given it to him again!" The Italian's wife also weeps and says, "I could have given him linguini or mastach

Suicidal Thoughts
What really goes through the mind of someone who is suicidal? Are beliefs, love lost, and the feelings of being utterly alone worth ending a life over? These questions come to mind as I listen to the news and listen to friends in need of a shoulder to lean on, so they don't take that fatal step. It leaves me baffled, but I don't condemn. We all have our fair share of problems, but it worries me none the less. Why bring such a sad subject up, well I need to get this out of my system, before it becomes an angry monster inside myself. No, I'm not thinking of taking my own life, if I was thinking of such I would be placing the name of "hypocrite" upon myself, since I value life, despite it's up's and down's. No, the reason I bring this up, because to me it seems to be becoming a very big problem these days. Or I've really have been living in the closet and had to have it splashed all over the news of a guy taking his own life, because of supposedly what he believed, before my eyes

Unequal Injustice Under Law
As some of you may know I have been run through our lovely justice system. I have been talking with some actually good people within the county where I live and have told them about the recent events which got me where I am today. They even agree with the circumstances behind all that has went on that the county where I was arrested and charged is just after money and another conviction for their ratings. I was told if I would have been arrested here I would have gotten the proper help that I needed at the time. At least some people will look at a situation and determine that what the best results would be for the matter at hand. I would still have my license and car and the help I needed all together. Instead I have more problems to deal with, no car, no license and a felony conviction. I really hope the cocksuckers from the county where I was arrested reads this. I know they are keeping tabs into my private life and I don't really care. I feel as if I should be a spokesperson for the

Dear ******
when we first met i was so excited.i couldnt belive someone so great was interested in me. the slightest touch from u sent a tingle through my body. when you bit my neck, i froze. i couldnt. belive how comfertable i felt with your arms around me.t hat kiss goodbye was so sweet. after that nite i made sure i was online every morning hoping you would atleast say hi. the gift you gave me made me the happiest i had been in a long time. just sitting with you on the couchwas so sweet. i nver thought you would actually ask me. altough it was weird for a min, i was so thrilled to b your g/f. just seeing you ALWAYS made my day brighter. going anywhere with you was always a trip :). that first (& only) nite we spend together was AMAZING. i loved just laying there in your arms. it was so nice to b wanted. but then i started to c and talk to you less and less/ then one day YOUR friend tells me that us beign together is a bad thing. the next day im told your talkin and tryin to fuck soem other gurl

Night Time Soliloquy, Of The Lonely Cowboy...
Slave to the rave, from the deep velvet cage, thrusting glances from hidden eyes, in and out, darting, probing, wanting, needing the touch of a million volts, electric convulsions, of passion and lust, night time soliloquy, of the lonely cowboy...

Are U Romantic
You Are A Romantic Realist You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance. Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know. And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball... But you'd never admit it to your friends! Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Are You Half, Or Whole?
they say that we all were angels that fell and became half of one, on a quest of finding the other half of us. it may be seen as a tragedy or an adventure. like soulmates. is this to justify us finding a loved one, a mate? it may explain too, why we suffer broken hearts, to pacify us. i say it's all crap. life like most things is what you make it. although we sometimes feel empty it is not to mean that there is nothing there to make us whole. being half of a couple is just that. but we are still basically a whole person. with the same capacity to love, to make mistakes and to feel lonely. i doubt there is a person that never ever felt this. lonely, alone confused. that is what makes us flesh and blood. love makes people crazy. makes us jealous, insecure. it makes us less than who we really are. consequently, sometimes, it makes us feel good too. is it worth it? you bet it is. one day u'll see why.

Interesting Study
>>> Interesting study : >>> >>> A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry revealed that the >>> kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on >>> where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example: If she is ovulating, >>> she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if >>> she is menstruating, or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a >>> man with tape over his mouth and a spear lodged in his chest while he is >>> on fire. No further studies are expected.

So This Week Has Ended On A Quiet (not!) Note. :)
This is the blog that is going to be the best one so far. My niece gave birth to her first child yesterday and now I am a great-aunt for the third time in four years. I know, it's cool. :) My niece has been married for a little over two years now so this was a true blessing for them. Then of course we had inventory at work, and it started on Thursday (I left early with the rest of my co-workers) then pretty much by this morning we knew we were going back home. This time they didn't make us come back tomorrow, so I salvaged my three day weekend and won't have to go back to work until Tuesday. :) Definitely going to have a great weekend now. And on the other front from the last blog still nothing so keep your fingers crossed friends and family. Maybe we'll know definitely next week whether or not I am going to have a baby. But then again who knows I might have to wait another month again before I know for sure. Holler more later. :)

Awwww
advice.... WHEN SHE ACTS SHY -SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE RUN AWAY FROM YOU - CHASE HER WHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS - KISS HER WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES - HOLD HER TIGHT WHEN SHE IS SILENT - SHE'S THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE IGNORES YOU - SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION! WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY - GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO WHEN YOU SEE HER AT HER WORST - TELL HER SHE'S BEAUTIFUL!* WHEN SHE SCREAMS AT YOU - TELL HER YOU LOVE HER BUT MEAN IT WHEN YOU SEE HER WALKING -SNEAK UP BEHIND HER GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND GIVE HER A KISS WHEN SHE'S SCARED!!!!!!!!! -HOLD HER AND TELL HER EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE SHE'S WITH YOU WHEN SHE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER - KISS HER AND TELL HER NOT TO WORRY WHILE SHE HOLDS YOUR HANDS - PLAY WITH HER FINGERS Love it.

Don't Fall Inlove With A Dreamer
don't fall in love with a dreamer, so the song goes... and why not? we can't all be nasty sarcastic creatures that bitches at everyone and everything. we call them fools, looking at things with rose colored glasses. the kindest word to call them sometimes is oblivious. yet.... these people though often are laughed at, laugh more often. they smile shyly at compliments, sincere in their efforts and brush off hurts as if it was nothing. i envy them. they feel more deeply, smile more freely, cry unabashedly. they care for almost everyone and everything except what people think of them. they might ask your opinion to be polite but it can be discarded like yestersday's paper. their curiousity has no malice, your confidences not for gossip. it is doubtful they'd even remember it in a day or two. they do not gloat over things they knew would happen and merely nod their heads when proven right. they are never wrong, it just happened differently. and wait, in a day or tw

Reminiscing -- 1995-present
I sat down today, with my 4 year books (3 from middle school, and the other from my senior year), and actually took the time to read them. The signatures and the wacky things they wrote that in today's world wouldn't mean a thing. Tons of memories that have been long since forgotten, as well as friends that you never got the chance to see or hear from again, whether it be going to a different school, moving, or just growing apart from that mysterious high school "clique" phenomenon. Faces scratched out from meaningless middle school grudges, or he said she said rumors, and the circled faces of the cute girls I never had the nerve to speak to. Back then, I wanted nothing more than to finish school -- first middle, then high school, I just wanted it to be over. I hated school with every particle of my being. I didn't study, my grades were flat out horrible, and the only reason I went was to see my friends, and because the law said I had to. Some of the most important years of my ad

Nascar Caution Flags
Stewart simply stated what many fans believe Published May 4th, 2007 in NASCAR Perception is everything. Which is why Tony Stewart’s comments last week that NASCAR is beginning to look like professional wrestling struck a responsive chord with stock car racing fans. Nextel Cup champion could have picked a slightly better analogy. Possibly, he’s totally wrong. And choosing to make the charges on his own radio show (Sirius Satellite) after skipping a mandatory postrace interview session was completely out of line. But Stewart only stated what a lot of fans believe – that NASCAR rigs late-race cautions to fit in a final round of television commercials and set up a photo-op finish. When that is the perception, there is a problem, which NASCAR needs to address. In case NASCAR hasn’t noticed, television ratings were down 10 percent last season and empty seats could be found at most tracks. If the boom isn’t over, it has at least slowed. Why? Well, some fans – and

Get Your Tickets Now! Rockfest 2007
Rockfest 2007...........Get Your Tickets Now! We Got Ours! Check Out This Line Up! Gates Open at 11 a.m. Show starts at noon! Main Stage Puddle of Mudd - 1:30 p.m. Chevelle - 2:40 p.m. Sevendust - 3:50 p.m. Breaking Benjamin - 5:00 p.m. Buckcherry - 6:30 p.m. Three Days Grace - 8:00 p.m. Godsmack - 9:30 p.m. Fireworks at the end of the show! Second Stage sponsored by DeVry University Red Line Chemistry - Noon Federation of Horsepower - 1 p.m. Burden Brothers - 2:10 p.m. Operator - 3:20 p.m. Exies - 4:30 p.m. Black Stone Cherry - 6;00 p.m. Drowning Pool - 7:30 p.m. Saliva - 9:00 p.m.

Can Breath Travel Through Cyberspace?
I can feel the warmth of your breath, upon my neck, even though we are a thousand miles apart. I can feel the gaze of your eyes, as you look upon me, and I can sense the growing anticipation, that could burst into passion and lust, even though you are not here. I can feel the tension in your hand, as it wants to touch me, even knowing I am but words on a screen, at this very moment in time, and I can hear, the longing in your voice, even though there is nothing but silence in the air. I too feel these things, and see these things, and want these things, I too am filled with love, and longing, hope and desire, and burning passion, a ball of energy, that would fly through the ether, along the cables and wires of the internet, and into your arms, if only it were possible. Can you feel the warmth of my breath upon your neck too? Sit still, sit silent, for just a moment, and feel it.

Condoms
condoms Sainsbury condoms - making life taste better Tesco Condoms - every little helps Nike Condoms - Just do it Peugeot Condoms - The ride of your life KFC Condoms - Finger Licking good Minstrels Condoms - melt in your mouth, not in your hand Safeway Condoms - Lightening the load Abbey National Condoms - because life is complicated enough Coca Cola Condoms - The real thing Ever Ready Condoms - keep going and going Pringles Condoms - once you pop, you can't stop Burger King Condoms - Home of the Whopper Goodyear Condoms - "for a longer ride, go wide" Muller light condoms - so much pleasure, but where's the pain? Flash Condoms - Just sit back, relax and let flash do all the hard work Halford Condoms - we go the extra mile Royal Mail Condoms - I saw this and thought of you Andrex Condoms - Soft, strong and very very long Renault Condoms - size really does matter! Domestos Condoms - gets right in the rim Heineken Condoms -re

No Limitations!!!
this earth is so limiting, don't you think? you have to follow rules and convention. if u happen to break one, u get tagged anything from hardheaded to bitch. pigeon holing. that's another form of judgement. freedom has a price. most of the time, it is feeling guilty. as if their opinions don't already weigh you down. guilt. such a short word that could make you feel as if the world is on your shoulders. it's bigger than responsibility. bigger than duty. justified or not, once it creeps on u, it's there. good thing it doesn't bother me. ok, maybe sometimes it does. sometimes. but if something makes you happy, it should be guilt free. what prompts guilt anyhow? mind conditioning? pre-programmed, pre-drilled rules and dictates. it's not even a question of us knowing any better. who should judge which is better or worse? is it not ourselves, supposedly? does the heart rejoice at something inherently bad? i think not.

Your Rights
It is useful to understand the basic rights of a relationship which can be violated by verbal abuse. Following is a list of some of these rights: The right to good will from the other. The right to emotional support. The right to be heard by the other and to be responded to with courtesy. The right to have your own view, even if your mate has a different view. The right to have you feelings and experience acknowledged as real. The right to receive a sincere apology for any jokes you find offensive. The right to clear and informative answers to questions that concern what is legitimately your business. The right to live free from accusation and blame. The right to live free from criticism and judgment. The right to have your work and your interests spoken of with respect. The right to encouragement. The right to live free from emotional and physical threat. The right to live free from angry outburst and rage. The right to be called by no name that devalues

Internet Porn And Relationships
According to Nielsen Net ratings, 17.5 million users visited Internet pornography sites from their homes in one month. It's a growing trend that has many people worrying about their relationships. So is it normal, or is it cheating?? If you're looking at Internet pornography, you need to determine if you have a problem. Ask yourself these two questions Would you do it with your partner standing right there? Are you turning outside your relationship to meet a need that should be met within the relationship? Your answers to those questions should give you an idea of whether you have a problem. You should also consider how your behavior affects the people around you. You might say that looking at pornography online is harmless, but it could have a negative emotional effect on the people you love. Conversely, you may be hurt because your mate is looking at pornography online. You have good reason to be upset! That sort of behavior is disrespectful to the relationship

Because Its Broken
I've been the saddest girl in the world, with a mangled heart and the certainty that getting over them was impossible. I've been the girl so in love with a person incapable of giving me what I needed out of a relationship that I gladly gave away every last shred of my self-esteem to keep them. I've been the girl who not only suffers through an unhealthy, demoralizing relationship but then goes back to it in hopes that time spent apart has inspired them to love me enough to change.... or even try. And guess what? It didn't. I've been consumed with despair, confusion, anger-truly devastated by the end of the relationship that I thought was going to last forever. I've cried into glass after glass of pinot grigio, smoked packs of cigarettes, lost my appetite, my ability to sleep, and my ablitiy to function. I've obsessed, rebounded, been pissed, sought professional help, leaned on my friends, moved across the country, got dogs, made new friends, shopped excessivley, and even had other boyf

Some Thoughts Just Because
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. We were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen, But why only one heart? Because the other one was given to someone for us to find. Who are you to judge the life I live? I know im not perfect-and I don't live to be. But before you start pointing fingers... make sure your hands are clean. Do what makes you happy, be with who makes you smile, laugh as much as you breathe, and love as long as you live. Its better being brunette, brunettes have beauty and brains. You can only push a girl away for so long, until she walks out of your life on her own. So be careful and make sure this is what you want, because once she turns around

I Want....
I want a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot who calls you back when you hang up on him who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. The boy who kisses your forehead, Who wants to show you off to the world, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. The one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Clearing Up Any Confusion...
We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death.

Mothers Day Poem
You've always been a part of us right from the very start, creating treasured memories tucked deep within our hearts. You taught us what love truly means, we've watched your caring ways, unselfishly guiding us through any stormy days. We're thankful for the times we've shared and look forward to the rest. When it comes to Moms, there is no doubt we know we have the best.

Bedtime Prayer (lol)
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man whos not a creep. One whos handsome, smart and strong, Hes not afraid to admit when he is wrong. One who thinks before he speaks When he promises to call he doesn't wait 6 weeks I pray that he is gainfully employed won't lose his cool when he's annoyed Pulls out my chair and opens my door Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who will make love to my mind Knows what to say when I ask" How fat is my behind?" One who'll make love till my body's a' itchin'. he brings me a sandwich too when he goes to the kitchen I pray that this man will love me to no end And would never compare me with my best friend Thank you in advance and now I'll just wait for I know you will send him before its too late. AMEN

A Rant On Pop-top Cans...
Yes, this is silliness, but here goes... You know those pop-top cans that a lot of food manufacturers now use? They SUCK. Sometimes they work, sometimes the tab just pops off. Guess which happened to me tonight? The latter, of course. And since the cans are supposed to be usable even if the pop tab breaks, I needed my can opener. One problem. Can openers ALSO suck at opening these types of cans. So I go to open this can...no go at first. Took me TEN MINUTES to get the can opened. And then it only happened AFTER I splattered tomato sauce all over my kitchen...and my pants, and even on my hands. GRRR....from now on, guess I'll just use the can opener all the time....

The Surrogate
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat". After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't work out for

What If
what if i confessed that in fact i do NOT love you? would you say that i was being untrue? would you think that i was only jokin'? your precious heart, would i now have broken? what if "i do NOT love you" is what i disclosed? would you fault yourself for the decisions that thus far you chose? would you regret the invested time? say there's no reason to this rhyme? what if i said i was mistaken? would you wish you could take back every step with me that you've taken? would you just break down and say goodbye? on who's shoulder would you now rely? what if i shared with you "i love you" is NOT what i meant to say? would your face instantly display apparent dismay? would your anger overwhelm? your reality be taken to another realm? what if "what i feel for you is NOT love" is what i daringly declared? would i have just revealed what you most feared? would your soul cease to function? would you be unable to utter any unction? what if i said i t

Foreplay
i need u to... tease my intellect make my mind wet i need u to... make me forget whatever issue at the time i fret i need u to... make me orgasm simply off your dialect while at all times still showin respect i dare you to... invade my thought process hold my soul hostage i dare you to... stimulate my spiritual essence be like a professor..teach me a fuck lesson i dare you to... exude a euphoric aura.....from which it leaves me stuck make me beg and plead for you to fuck my inner bein' force me to start believin' u are a foreplay connoisseur...monsieur can you.... touch me...without the usage of your hands? caress my insides mentally...make me your biggest fan? can you... manage to manuever lickin my ear with your voice alone ? and in that process..make me moan? can you... tittilate my thinking habits make me want to reach out and grab it your mind your soul can u possibly take control? will you... intrude on my fantasies..i

I Want To
so you think that by some small chance tonight we can skip the foreplay and overlook the romance? well put it like this tonight,i have something in store toe curling? no..more like paint peeling some shit you never had before i'd like to begin by delicately delighting in the decadence of your desire be extremely cautious, although i will be the one who ignites and douses the fire i want to lick your ear so sensuously that i taste the words that have fell upon them during the day i want to intimately kiss your temple so that any headache you've endured, i take away i want to lick the tip of each and every one of your fingers so, not only will i savor every write you've sinfully scribed but at the same time take a whiff of your skin, where your scent lingers i want to then travel along your calves and thighs to feel all the things you've run away from, all the things you've refused i want to lay my head on your chest to hear the beating heart th

Bad Poker Night
It was just another Friday evening in our house. My Master and his friends were busy playing poker in the kitchen and I was banned from there while they were playing; "Women are bad luck" he said to me on more than one occasion. Not that I wanted to go in there anyway. The whole kitchen smelled of cigar smoke and beer. CHristopher and his three pals had been in there for several hours now and I hoped they were beginning to wind down and finish their game. There were shouts and laughter coming from under the door as I tried to watch tv in the lounge. Nothing on earth would persuade me to interrupt their game however. I remembered the one time I had done that. I had poked my head around the door and asked him how much longer they were going to be. Christopher had smiled pleasantly enough at me and said "soon dear", but when the game was finished and his friends gone home, he was furious. "Never interrupt my game again Rose" he said in a very quiet voice. "I am going to have to punish

Forlorn - Taliesin
Tell me the word that will win you and I will speak it. I will speak the stars of the heaven into a crown for your head. I will speak the flowers of the field into a cloak. I will speak the racing stream into a melody for your ears and the voices of a thousand larks will sing it. I will speak the softness of the night for your bed and the warmth of summer for your coverlet. I will speak the brightness of the flame to light your way and the luster of gold to shine in your smile. I will speak until the hardness in you melts away and your heart is free once more.

Trial Is Over!
Today we went and heard closing arguements and then we were sent into deliberation. After being in the jury room for almost 4 and a half hours we came back with GUILTY~~Malice Murder, GUILTY~Aggravated Assult, and GUILTY~having a gun or knife at a crime scene. I think when we all went back there we knew that he was guilty, there was just SO much evidence to prove it. But it is still hard or it was for me to know that someones life rests in your hands. We went back in and then virdict was read. It took all I could do not to cry in there. I know that this man took another persons life....but there is his family and you think about what they all must be going through. Thats true on both sides. Anyway been a long trying day but it is over! Hope everyone has a great weekend!

Sweet
My CT wife loves me so much! She takes the time to find out how I feel! I want to take her in my arms and hold her fear to let it out! If u only knew how much she hurts u would take one second two love her! She is beautiful, U should take one second to think about her, make her feel the love! She will feel it! She will smile! Yes, Im nuts! I have a heart that is so big! People who really know me LOVE me! CT Loves two Retta!

My Love Awaits
Driving home from work tonight, my thoughts are on a hot shower and my warm bed. As I pull into the driveway, I see your car parked there and know that I won't get either one for a while. As I start up the walk, you open the door and smile at me, watching me as I stroll towards you. I step to you and you put your arms around me, kissing my soft lips as you welcome me home. As I turn to take off my coat, you push me against the door, slamming it on the outside world. My arms pinned by my coat, all I can do is moan your name as your lips and hands assault my senses. I finally struggle out of my coat, my hands moving up to gently grasp the back of your head as you gently nip my neck with your teeth. All I can do is lean back and let you have control of my senses, my body, and my soul. They are all yours for the taking as you rip my shirt open, buttons flying, exposing my breasts encased in a black satin bra. You lift your head and smile at me, letting me see the evil thoughts runnin

How Damn Funny
Isnt it just funny as hell that people make ya look like ya a bad person and in all reality ya not? Isnt it pretty damn funny they cant handle the heat so they are the ones causin the drama and shit because they can NOT handle the truth. but funny iam suchhhhhh a bad person but all reality iam NOT the one playin games w/woman online not like some i know of

This Is Ridiculous!!
OMG what the hell? The first Friday I have to myself and I have no idea how to entertain myself. This is strange as hell. You would think that at 24 years old I would have found a way to keep myself from being this bored, but nope, no luck there! So I guess if anyone feels like chatting hit me up!

Faith
My daughter FAITH is in missouri right now about to leave the ARMY. I got a bday card from her that was really kewl and she wrote in it SHE LOVES ME & will try to come visit me down here in carolina after she returns home to PA.Those words brought tears to my eyes when i opened it just now, Its really was a awesome feeling to know that im still loved. I miss her so much it b kinda magical if she decided to move down this way get a job and ask me to stay with her. ((( that would end my loneliness & insecurtity of where 2 live - - - but thats just a dream of hope )))

What The Hell
Why is it that i'm always getting blocked for 10 minutes from rating? That is so annoying I didnt think i was that damned fast. Anyone else have this problem? This site annoys the hell outta me sometimes!

Welcome Baby Joey!
Please welcome another new family member!JoeyApril 17th 2007 Heres to you Joey, may you never know the kind of life your brother and sister once had to live. Remember antie Shannon Loves you and I love you too katie and rere!

Writing...
I give, and you take, I only ever made one big mistake, I gave you my heart and you broke it, broke it I gave you my trust,but found out your love,was lust. I gave you my all, and you never broke my fall, oh no baby you let me fall down so now you wanna come around But were through, I'm so over you I can see the way you lie,the way you made me cry, and i just can't take that hurt again. So there aint no way im ever letting you in my heart again, I gave,and regret, but, you aint' betting now were through, your clear as glass baby, and i see right through u...

What Is It That You Really Want? A Question For Women.
I am 32 years old. I have been married. I have been all over the world. I still dont know what you want. I have an idea that you want a man that works hard, loves gentle, and stands strong. I believe that I do that. Now I am not complaining but I dont get it. I find a woman that I like and I try to be there for her and support what ever she does and I do not try to tell her what to do. I pride myself in thinking that a woman should be able to do things as she pleases. I am not a jelous man and sometimes I get fucked around because i feel that I did not get jelous. So I guess what I am asking is what do you want from me. I need to know do you want to be free or do you want us to be over protective. Thanks for listening to my stupidity. Tim