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What Is Love
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Wet And Wild
Take your teeth out, knickers off, and go for it!! I left the city a while back now and came to the mountain top, I parked me combie in the main street, and said, "Yeah, this is where I'll stop". I'll be seventy-five next birthday, a woman who dives into life, I missed the hazy hippy years, I think I was someone's wife. I've changed the way I wear me clothes, no granny prints for me, A sarong and sandals will do me fine, and dreadlocks wild and free. I've dispensed with wearin' undies 'cause I want to explore meself, I burnt the bra long ago and put me bloomers on the shelf. So, I came up to this magical place to practice me feminine wiles, I'll not dwell on the years gone past or the fact that I've got piles. So I sat in a sidewalk café sipping on herbal tea, I saw him comin' a long way off and shook me dreadlocks free. I drew the sarong up above me knees, I know he saw me fringe, 'Cause he sat right down in front of me, and said, "My spiritual name i

Hhh Mmm........
Am I getting older.... Or are my choices in music just evolving???? Never before have I been so drawn to the Thrash, Rage, Punk, Indy Rock spectrum of music as I am now... Sugarcult, Hinder, All American Rejects, Fallout Boy, Avenged Sevenfold, Seether, these are groups I listen to now daily as well as my normal, Jay Z, Akon, Paula DeAnda, Snoop, Eminem, Beyonce', Bow Wow... Maybe Im just changing as a person, growing, expanding, I dunno I just know what I enjoy... Ciao' Bella!

Pea Story
Pea story Babs Miller was bagging some early potatoes for me. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr.Miller and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry, how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. Sure look good." "They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time." "Good. Anything I can help you with?" "No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas." "Would you like to take some home?" "No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with." "Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?" "All I got's my prize marble here." "Is that right? Let me see it." "Here 'tis. She's a dandy." "I

Nsfp
So yeah I've decided it would be so funny to get this guy that me and Nati know that we like to call Pappy over here. He's f'n hot and he's very emo and tragic. I'd make an NSFP picture folder. you know............ not safe for pappy? I think I'd give him a heart attack. *wiggles eyebrows* Keep an eye out for that folder....

After My Embrace
When I was turned my Maker was 600 years old, but appeared as a 17 year old boy. As that was his age when he was turned by his Maker. In 1995, after Lestat has returned from time with Memnoch the Devil. Once he had dictated his story to another named David, Lestat sunk into a coma like sleep. My Maker, Armand, did 2 things that I didn't care much for the first was raping Lestat's mind as he lay in his coma, to see if what Lestat had seen was true or not. The second thing was when he stepped into the sun after seeing the Veil of Veronica. Yes, it is true that whatever our Maker feels we feel. When Armand stepped into the sun, I started to burn in my coffin. All it did to Armand was burn him badly, but it damn near killed me. When Marius rose for the night, he could feel I was in trouble and came and fed me his blood, so that i was able to heal. At this time I had only been a vampire for 11 years and Marius' blood is over 2000 years old. So through it I received some of the other gifts

Viking Blood
It is greatly to my liking, To be a lusty Viking; Yes, that's the only life for me. Not for me just peaceful trading, But pillaging and raiding And a life on the rolling sea. We'll attack some peaceful village Where we'll rape and burn and pillage, And return with wenches, gold and loot. Though my actions are deplorable I'm really quite adorable For I'm just a simple Viking brute. So come and join my party Live a life that's gay and hearty, A rover's life that's fun and fancy free. Enjoy a life that's thrilling With lots of raids and killing Yes, it's a Viking life for me.

Clarifying: Mayb I'm Right And Mayb I';m Wrong But Let Me Know............
I agree that the original author does not have a good grasp on the English Language. If fact, it sounds like he (I assume he) is trying to sound like a red-blooded American hick. However, the point that is being made should be clarified. The United States was founded on some of the basic principles that we take for granted today. The most common one is religion. This is a country mostly made up of immigrants or decendants there of. It was established by European immigrants and has since included natives and immigrants from all over the globe. This is still true today. Anytime that you have a melting pot of that size, there will be a rich diversity of culture and heritage. This should be cherished, after all, that is what America is. The point that is being overlooked is that America's National language is English. Does that mean that no one can speak anything other than English, Hell No. What it does mean is that the National Anthem of our Country was written in Engl

Thanks To Everyone That Voted For Me!!!
I just wanted to take the time to thank everyone that voted for me. I came in 2ND PLACE....which is totally cool. I won a pair of diamond earrings :) Plus I was only 30 votes away from 1st place. So it was really close. I could not of placed at all with out everyones support. Everyone's vote really meant a whole lot to me. I have much luv for all my friends and fans. Thank you all again for your support :) I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Jess

Guatemala
I recently attended a wedding for a friend in Guatemala. Let me first say, I was prepared and concerned by several blogs painting the the country and region as somewhat squalid, crime infested, and generally unsafe. To those bloggers, I want to say thank you for so negatively affecting my expectations. Thanks to those who had bad things to say about Guatemala, I was prepared for the worst and was treated to one of teh better times away from home I have had. First, Guatemala is not for those seeking white sand beaches, hyper active night life and semi nude people cavorting in the streets...but if anyone has a reccomendation for those things I am willing to listen. Guatemala, first and foremost, have some of the warmest, friendliest people, I have met. They are like the Philadelphia of central America..The Country of Brotherly Love. Second, much like any country of the third world, there is poverty, and people just trying to get their hustle on. Lots of street vendors, lots of ar

Why Do Men Go For Just Looks
I don't Understand Guys in here or Anywhere for that matter....They all go on looks and it's dumb,They should look at what's inside a person.I am a very Sweet Loving Girl and I'm very caring too,But I get Judged on my looks all the time and That's bullcrap.Does anyone else think that guys are stupid for going based on looks cause that will one day fade on a woman.I think I am a good caring person and Have alot to offer Any guy that can look past looks,But I know most won't..Will someone tell me what you think of this...

If I Die...
...and you make a memorial picture of me, post it as your default image, and fucking offer CT gifts to people for using it as their default picture, I swear to all things holy and unholy I will come back from the dead and kill you in the most horrific manner possible.

Memories
felt it would be better not to remember you, to never entertain the thought of your kiss upon my soul, but I long to feel the fire of your hot, hungering lips, lovingly pressed on my lips, the tender whispers you uttered softly in the night, once filled a part of my life I was a prisoner harnessed by your smile, led by your eyes, moved by your touch, and totally captivated by your being, but still, we couldn't make it through the storm, So now that things have changed, there will always be a special place you will hold deep in my heart, and I will cherish in my memories, the smile in your eyes, the softness of your lips, the sensuality in your walk I guess there will never by any describing, indescribably you.

Thank You All For Your Blessings-part 3
I would like to thank all of you for you blessing and good wishes. Becuase they have helped greatly. I recently had my blood work done again for the third time, and finally it is where it should be. My level for my medication are based on points and should be in the 8-20 range to be considered to be normal. So the good new my level are 13.6 , you just don't know how happy this makes me. And agai thanks four your support, but please keep in your blessing, but his time to continue to stay healthy. RH

Let's Make A Deal
You forgive me for liking you too much, And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough. You forgive me for missing you so, And I'll forgive you for being so cold. You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, And I'll forgive you for not hearing it. You forgive me for playing your games, And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions. You forgive me for finding you so attractive, And I'll forgive you for not noticing. You forgive me for raising you up so high, And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low. You forgive me for wanting to be with you, And I'll forgive you for avoiding me. You forgive me for being so pathetic, And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it. You forgive me for not being able to let go, And I'll forgive you for never having latched on. You forgive me for having hopes and dreams, And I'll forgive you for crushing them. Forgiveness brings inner peace. Do we have a deal?

Let Me....
let me roll your smooth round rump, my pet grinding slowly in that sweet circular motion feel my hands on your hips as I guide you home let me rock you from side to side on my lap open up that secret place for me to fill you let me caress your full ripe breasts my pet my hungry mouth roves so freely on your skin hear my deep low whispers of hot sharp desire make you know that you belong to me, forever hot kisses on the back of your perfumed neck you smile on your lush lips I read my name let me roll your firm full nipples round my pet tenderly pulled between my thumbs and fingers deft as a safecracker bent on taking your jewels deep hot wet kisses to melt your resistance open up those pearly gates, give it up for me let me find you a string of pearls my pet diving deeply for those treasures so divine coax open that pink shell to take that prize so beguilingly hidden so tenderly saved moans and whispers in the dark of night my crooning, murmering softly fills

Garden Of Eden
Memories of you have stained me forever To let you go would kill me To make you stay is certain death Total confusion of the body, soul, and mind. Your eyes hold contempt As you speak words of love so sweetly Trying to tempt me to take some fruit The garden has died at my feet Yet you lead me to our tree Where it all began The stars cannot foresee what the future holds I wonder what your motive is as you kiss me The smell of flowers fill my senses As you take all of me in The garden appears to bloom again Full of life You turn from me, breaking our kiss I try to catch you, but you run from me laughing I look around to see nothing but myself Alone in the night Standing in the moonlight Surrounded by the death of my sanity

To My Valentine
Once upon A time There was Truth to the Myth of what You And I Had found In a blank paged Fairy tale. Snow White Doesn't sleep In a casket made of Glass Slippers will break If you wear them. Walk across this Written word With fingers Gently Seeking Loving You And me No more. He loves Me He loves me! Not Enough. To: My Valentine Will you Be mine No longer .

Tommorrow Is A Sad And Special Day...
I dont know the whole behind this little girl being laid to rest tomorrow but please say a short prayer for her and her family... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=503526&albumid=146622&i=1610204950 Shes the TRUE angel here....Not me....And I am more than happy and proud to relinquish that title to her...I can tell she was a special little girl and that will be missed by friends and family alike.... All I ask is that you take a moment out of your busy schedule to remember her tomorrow at some point... Thanks, Alison P.S. I found out more but here is the link to the blog of her uncle...Please go read it and leave a message of prayer or whatever... http://cherrytap.com/blog.php?blogid=34880&pid=133044#

It Has Been..
It has been on hell of a year and christmas is very near to reflect on what we do have right in front of us.. We have all been blessed with one special gift and that is the gift of giving.. Everyday that we get up we are giving something back to someone weather its someone that we smiled back at.. A hug from a parent to a loved one.. A helping hand to a friend in the time of need.. Each one of us has been blessed in are own special way.. The new year is near and I have been blessed with some spectular new friends.. This year has made me strong as I have had my trails and tribulations with love, with friends and even financial ones.. but in this new year this will all end a new game plan is set in stone so it gives me the time I need to reflect.. I do want to say something special to a special someone thank you from coming into my life at almost at the end of the new year.. You have brought some light back into my life.. I hope that we will remain friends and continue to all

Contest ....im Hosting...lol
Kimberly as soon as possible with your pic for the contest...winner's prize to be determined...contest will be decided by comments so comment bombing is allowed...will run for one week after all contestants are entered... ~*KIMBERLISIOUS!!!*~@ CherryTAP

Prayers Of Love
GOD HELP ME I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD HEAR MY PRAYERS I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD FEEL ME I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD HEAL ME I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD TEACH ME I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD REACH ME I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD HELPED ME I HAVE FAITH IN HIM GOD HEARD ME I HAVE FAITH IN HIM GOD FELT ME I HAVE FAITHIN IN HIM GOD HEALED ME I HAVE FAITH IN HIM GOD TAUGHT ME I HAVE FAITH IN HIM GOD REACHED ME I HAVE FAITH IN HIM GOD THANK YOU FOR HEARING MY CRIES GOD THANK YOU FOR FEELING MY PAIN GOD THANK YOU FOR HEALING MY PAIN GOD THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME NEW GOD THANK YOU FOR REACHING TO ME GOD THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO. AMEN

Im Newly Single
well... its been a week and a half.. ive been single now... i must say it has been good for me. it was very good to break up w/ him. i was not happy. so there was no grieving. life has been good.. ive had 2 dates already but nothing that has any promises behind it.. just taking things slow now.. anyway... hit me up w/ some comments and stuff... i get lonely over here;) ~sarah

Thursdays Quote....
Live your life each day as you would climb a mountain. An occasional glance towards the summit keeps the goal in mind, but many beautiful scenes are to be observed from each new vantage point. -----------------------------

Hungry
aha... i'm losing weight but only drinking tea, juice and soup is not good for me i feel kinda weak and tomorrow it's the sonogram... i just pray it shows something because i'm starving!! stupid diet and the good news are, that the treatment for gastritis is basically 3 months but i have to be very carefull for 1 year.... 1 year without alcohol and fried food, or anything like that...... this will be a VERY LONG YEAR :'( it was a very tiring day, and i guess tomorrow will be the same geez this is not going anywhere

Mechanics: The Satans Of The Automotive Church
God that title was retarded. Couldn't think of anything better. Anyway, update on the car (got it fixed, kinda). Now it's always going red, then back to cold again, dammit! Not just that, the bastard stole my under-hood light! And now I have to wait until morning to get it back... FknFknFuck! O well, life can suck my ballz! @};~ NiZ

A Girl Praying
Our Cash Which art on plastic Hallowed be thy name Thy Cartier watch Thy Prada bag In Myer As it is in David Jones Give us each day our Platinum Visa And forgive us our overdraft As we forgive those who stop our Mastercard And lead us not into Katies And deliver us from Sussans For thine is the Dinnigan, the Akira and the Armani For Chanel No. 5 and Eternity Amex

Ahhh, Exactly One Week Of Break...
Fall semester's finally over as of yesterday. Winter session doesn't begin until the 28th. Then I have about another week till Spring semester. A in Advanced Drawing and Painting, A- in Figure Drawing (I told her not to give me an A because I didn't do my homework). I'll get back to you on Painting and French. Also, Deb took three of my pieces to shoot for the school lit. magazine that comes out in the Spring semester and is also sending one of them off to Albany to be in the SUNY show. :) I think my project for break is going to be a piece based on the song "Ventura Highway" by America. Jason wants to do a piece too, to have a healthy competition. Anyone else wanna join? We can have a massive online 4-week competition, lol.

The Best Type Of Sex
You prefer Romantic sex! You like romantic sex. For you, it's not all too much about being horny - it's more an expression of how you feel about your partner(s). It's an experience that you can share -- that you can experience and enjoy together. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Only Question I Ever Thoughr Was Hard/was "do I Like Kirk Or Do I Like Picard?"
I heart Weird Al. "White and Nerdy" You see me mowin' my front lawn I know they're all thinkin' I'm so White and nerdy Think I'm just too white and nerdy Think I'm just too white and nerdy Can't you see I'm white and nerdy Look at me I'm white and nerdy I wanna roll with the gangstas But so far they all think I'm too White and nerdy Think I'm just too white and nerdy Think I'm just too white and nerdy I'm just too white and nerdy Really, really white and nerdy First in my class here at MIT Got skills, I'm a champion at D&D M.C. Escher, that's my favorite M.C. Keep you're 40, I'll just have an Earl Grey tea My rims never spin, to the contrary You'll find that they're quite stationary All of my action figures are cherry Stephen Hawking's in my library My MySpace page is all totally pimped out Got people beggin' for my top eight spaces Yo, I know pi to a thousand places Ain't got no grills but I still wear braces I order all of my sandwiches with

A Boy's Prayer
Our beer Which art in bottles Hallowed be thy sport Thy will be drunk I will be drunk At home as I am in the pub Give us each day our daily schooners And forgive us our spillage As we forgive those who spillest against us And lead us not into the practice of poofy wine tasting And deliver us from Tequila For mine is the bitter The chicks and the footy Forever and ever Barmen

My Life Thus Far
12-21-06. Well my very 1st blog. Not sure where to go with this but like the rest of my life, I will improvise. I work at a bank as a loan officer, the business sucks right now but this will pass, albeit like a kidney stone. The munchkins will be here in about an hour and tomorrow we will finish up christmas shopping, I know it not supposed to be about the presents but they love to buy things for their cousins and grandparents. I am even going to give them money to get something for their mom (the X). Hope the holidays finds you healthy happy and in love with someone (at least in like for a few hours)

Smouldering Sexy Sue
I only asked her if she was okay, she looked at me and started to cry. "No-one's ever asked me that before" I honestly couldn't understand why. I only asked her if she wanted to dance, she looked at me and burst into tears, "No-one's ever asked me that before" Then she went up to the bar for some beers. I only asked her to hold onto my hand, she looked at me and started to bubble. "No-one's ever asked me that before" Her mum had told her she'd only get into trouble. I only asked her if I could kiss her, She looked at me and started to weep. "No-one's ever wanted to do that before" I didn't realize that still waters run deep. I only asked if I could feel her breast, she looked at me and started to sob. "No-one's ever wanted to feel them before" then she thrust the thing right into my gob. She only asked me to take her to bed, I thought, 'no-one's ever asked ME that before.' she couldn't wait ------ she ripped off my clothes, and ravished me... there on t

Darkness
its a dark time...the life i once knew has come back...feels good not feeling as much anymore...lol its fucking hilarious how weak i had become...but not no more hehe....imonce again that evil mother fucker that could care less and i fucking love it...sure ppl r gonna hate me but oh fuckin well they will get over it....after all im the easier mother fucker to get over...think im lookin for pity? hahhahahahahah u can take ur pity and shove it up ur ass...im back and im loving it so to all u mother fuckers who fucked me over a big FUCK YOU to ya...and to those i hurt...shit happens sorry i did it but get the fuck over it :D

Come Down To Me By Saving Jane
Come Down to Me Words fall out of my mouth And I can't seem to trace what I'm saying Everybody wants your time I'm just dreaming out loud, I can't have you for mine and I know it I just wanna watch you shine. Tripping up on my tongue, It's all over my face and I'm racing Gotta get away from you Burning all the way home, Try to put it to bed but it chases Every little thing I do When the light falls on your face, Don't let it change you When the stars get in your eyes, Don't let them blind you. You're beautiful Just the way you are And I love it all Every line, and every scar And I wish that I could make you see This is where you ought to be, Come down to me. Spell it out in a song, Bet you never catch on to my weakness I'm singing every word for you. Here I'm thinking I'm sly Then you're catching my eye, and just maybe You're thinking what I'm thinking too When you see it on my face, Don't let it shake you I know better than to try and Take

Well Now...
Its the first day of Winter and we are inching ever so much closer to Christmas yet again.... Seems like this year flew by quicker than last year...Thankfully it did..lol... We, as a society, have made it thru another year thru the good times and the bad...We had our ups and downs and in-betweens and still managed to survive it all...lol.. I hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas, Hannaukah, Yuletide, Kwanzaa, or whatever your faith is and you celebrate this time of year.... To my Wiccan friends, have a good season ender...Blessed be.... And I also hope everyone has a SAFE and very Happy New Year....Lets make it to 2007 everyone! Happy Holidays to all my friends and family... Alison Angel

Laughing Wind In My Ear
Cold half moon hurls through autumn skies The maple trees wave their sad good-byes Leaden clouds roll quickly into the east The stars reach out their lights to me While an errant wind laughs in my ear "what do you want here little man?" "why do you suffer and struggle so?" "Who do you think you are fooling friend?" "when will you give up your hopes and dreams?" "where did you think your life would go?" I sit numb and frozen in the open window, pondering, wondering, alone in the night I growl a warning at it's smirking leer Enough! I draw my weary frame upright, shoulders square, my teeth are bared. "No longer can I be swayed by doubt " "I am a man on a mission" I shout "I know my heart, and know my mind" "I seek loves must priceless treasure, " "that I was forced to leave behind" The moon completes it's nightly circuit the clouds have been long swept away, on the heels of the passing autumn wind The stars eclipsed by the dawning light of the rosy Septem

Some Of My Hopes And Plans For 2007
I have been thinking a lot about this new year and just what I want to do. It symbolizes a beginning, and in somethings it means a chance for a new beginning (which you can do all year but it only seems like it this much at the time for making resolutions). This year I am planning to play with fire... No I'm not planning to go off and hook up with the wrong crowd. I am planning on returning to My study of fire eating, which I had started studying at one point in New Orleans. I also want to combine fire with two things I already do and enjoy. I plan to start applying fire to My love of hula hooping in the form of the fire hoop, depicted in the first image. And the last 2 images are of the next fire arts that I want to ad to My repertoire. Last night was the first time My sissy had scene Me do the "Human Block Head" with My stylus to My palm pilot. He was so grossed out. I have always loved grossing out boys, so I showed him the "Mental Floss

Just A Simple Leap Of Faith
lives led in quiet desperation day to day they ache alone searching for just one reason looking for a place to call home searching for a real connection for someone to share their soul hungry for some true affection a chance for a life made whole take me past the edge of reason make me jump into open space two hearts made whole together with just one simple leap of faith she looked up and saw him waiting he had lost all hope so long ago his eyes met hers he felt a waking a spark was struck, it began to grow just one look was all they needed eyes sparkled in the soft warm light love bloomed they both could see it both knew that this was oh so right take me over the edge of passion make me jump to you without fear catch me and be as one together with just one simple leap of faith

Freakin Love It
AFI LYRICS "Your Name Here" It's the same old situation, it seems it's coming around again. I won't play the fool, I'm not screwing around. I only play to win. I only want what I deserve so who are you trying to kid? You can call it like you see it, but I call it like it is. I'm sick of shrugging off your petty little ways. The names are always changing, in the end it's just a game. We're running in a circle, a never ending chase. You keep on stepping out of reach, but you never win the race. No more waiting around, no more hanging around, no more dragging me down. Everything's so easy for you, but I've struggled to get this far. I'm all alone in the fight. What's wrong, who's right? I take it all to heart. Your true colors start to show, you call yourself a friend. The teams are drawn, you chose your side, you'll get yours in the end. You play along to the same old song just as long as you can win. When someone better comes along, you're too cool to let them in.

Nothing Sexy Here
Just Because You are really special and you should know You have that inner light, always let it show Never let anything take away from your charm Because you are loved stay clear of harm You have that quiet strength that others admire A real passion for life and a smoldering fire You are a real person far beyond those so fake I pray that god will give only what you can take Know you will come through it all and in god have trust In time you will triumph and let them eat your dust For you are special in this world far beyond compare Do the right things for all the reasons that are there You can always rely on friends to help to carry the load Remember you are never alone as you travel on lifes road By R. Thomas Dinsmore I HAVE BEEN DOWN THIS ROAD Having given all to the one I loved feeling set aside pushed and shoved We were never together in what mattered lost in the mess my trust was shattered Desire to be loved for who I am fi

Holiday Hotties: There's Still Time
There's still time to get in the holiday hotties contest. If you have a sexy Christmas pic, message me here and lemme know I can use it for the contest. Voting starts 9:00 tomorrow night. Happy holidays!

When Spring Returns Again
We wait for the warm bloom of spring knowing all the joys that it will bring it fills our hearts and makes us sing when the warmth of spring returns again rains will fall, and the snow will cease A time to do just what we please how we've longed for that inner peace when the warmth of spring returns again contentment found in each other's arms hearts protected by our love so warm love's strength keeps us safe from harm when the warmth of spring returns again I will be waiting there to take your hand to wander as one through this waking land you will be my woman, and I'll be your man when the warmth of spring returns again

My Karma (so This Is Why I Can Never Be The "bitch" Lol Figures) ;)
You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that!How's Your Karma?

This Was Written For Me
Shell A small shadow there I see Refusing to be seen Twisted like a knot in her shell Hiding herself all too well. But in her eyes I peek What others refuse to see A beautiful soul I find Tough in heart, strong in mind. At times she struggles to cover it up Her experiences have made her tough But when I look there’s a lot to see So much being said without speech Maybe she has lost her way On that road traveled so infrequently While walking to this unknown place A piece of her is lost in this place. I wonder now Can I help her reclaim Some of her inner prosperity? Perhaps in time All will be fine Desire and perseverance could be the key. Again in her shell covered up Distrustful thoughts run about In my own way I give her love, tenderly and internally It’s all I have and the best I can be A true dear friend There to help her make it in the end

Red Neck Pickup Lines
REDNECK PICK-UP LINES 1) Did you fart, cause you blew me away. 2) Are your parents retarded, 'cause you sure are special. 3) My Love for you is like diarrhea ... I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card, 'cause I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in your pants? Because I can see myself in them. 6) If you and I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts in your hole. 7) You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I may not be Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make your bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy; can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room. 11) Your eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If you're going to regret this in the morning, we can sleep until the afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Your face reminds me of a wrench, every time I th

Where Is Forever?
Love pledged in the bloom of summer promises made to be mates for life pure hopes for that perfect union welcome shelter from a world of strife Where did the path turn wrong? Why did love's glow fade for you? Who am I to have made you ache? What can I do to win you again? You asked me if my heart was true and love you till the day I die you filled me with love's sweet gift and bound me forever by your side Do you feel my gentle touch? Do you hear my quiet sighs? Do you know what you mean to me? Do we have to say good-bye? There shall be none but you to make my humbled spirit soar If I can't have your precious love then I shall want to love no more

The Fatuous Sex
Now men will sometimes feel inclined To get to know a woman's mind But every time they try they tend To find themselves at a dead end. Is it because the fairer sex Are too profound or too complex? No! I know why - I'll tell you so - It's 'cause there's nothing there to know.

Contests .... And Bombing
Seeing that there are a Lot of Contests going on .. and Im sure this trend will continue thru the upcoming year.... Im going to do this .. If you are on my friends List .. and are in a Contest .. Contact me Personally via prvt message or Shoutbox . and I will Bomb your contest pic .. If I've two people ( or more ) contact me for the same contest I will Bomb the First person to Contact me .. ( I think this is only fair) .. although I will Send 50 Comments to the Second ... Third .. and so on .. When giving the Contest you are Entered in . Please give the Start and End of said Contest .. thanks . This also applies for Friends who have Friends in Contests .. The Only thing I ask for in return for these bombings .. is a simple thank you .. .. Wishing you all Good Luck with Contests running now and Future Contests .. Wendy :)

Why Do You Love Me The Way You Do?
why do you love me the way you do? how can she love an old fool like me? mere reason can not help me solve this just how can you love me the way you do? why do you love me the way you do? how can I be such a lucky man the reason still elude me somehow but I know you love me the way you do why do you love me the way you do? how can I be such a lucky man the reason still elude me somehow but I know you love me the way you do why do you love me the way you do? how can I ever thank you enough for all the joy you bring to me so freely that's just how you love me the way you do maybe I should stop searching for a reason and just let your love roll over me and accept the gift you give just to me and know why you love me the way you do

So Whats Normal
So here after the power was out for 6 days where I live it was nice to get our house back up to atleast 68degrees,especially when it was only 43degrees in the house and only 38degrees outside. Good gawd it was flippen cold!!! I realize that things we consider simple i.e. lights, cable, phone ect, are not simple but really luxury. I cant even begin to imagine what life was before we had all these grande things. Haven to go to a pump or creek to get water, then warm it up if we wanted a warm bath. Read by candlelight, cook on an open flame (I mean like campfire open not grill). Im so glad I was born in the middle of the last century instead of the middle of the one before.

From A Friends Bulletin...
Ok,anyone that knows me knows that the only people that I am a fan of is Our Military past and present. I know that I could make"more points"for becomming fans of more people...but that is not what I am here for.Well,I have also been trying to make friends with as many of them as I can without feeling overwhelmed with to many friends that I can't show proper love to. So...I have some things that I have seen this past week that bother me and I wanted to get this off my chest. First...to many of my wonderful friends that are in Affganistan and Iraq are apoligising to us for not being able to show us proper love.THEY ARE BUSY FOLKS!!! IT IS NOT THEIR JOB TO SHOW US PROPER LOVE AND IT IS NOT THEIR JOB TO KEEP UP WITH US!! IT IS OURS!!What a wonderful priveladge we have to be in a time when they can share so much with us!I would much rather see the many pictures posted...the blogs of their thoughts... the political cartoons.They can share so much more with us as a whole than they can

Finally Acting Humanly Is Still Alive And Well
Ok so last Thursday here in the Puget Sound we had an insane windstorm that left 1.5 million folks without power. Of course I expected to see folks who got power on first taking advantage of that as far as gouging prices on gas and what-not and some did. What I didnt expect was to see so many folks going above and beyond the call for help when it came down to the worst of the worst. I really had my heart uplifted and felt good about being human to hear how people went out of their way to bring others they didnt know gas, food, blankets, even pay for them to stay in a nice warm hotel if really needed. I hate to sound like a cynic but when most of the time what you see is the worst of folks its a real heart warmer to see the best of them. So its awesome to see people in a metropolitan area look out for their neighbors. Its nice to see that we can not only act humanly with animals but we can act that way with each other as well.

Christmas Present!!!!!
I am so happy. after much searching and thinking and searching and thinking, I have finally found the Christmas present for my love. I would tell you what it is, but just in case he decides to read this before Monday, I can't. I will let you all know if he likes it and what it is after Monday. I am sure that he will!!!!

Ya Damn Idjit
People who can't spell two-letter words are a special kind or stupid. People who can spell them, but choose not to because of some misguided belief that it makes them sound... well I'm not sure what they think it does for them. In either case, castration is the only viable answer.

San Diego
Ah so Ok, i'm going to be leaving tonight for San Diego with my friends Aaron and Tina, we are going to this gay club in hollywood called Tigerheat and then were going to stay in Aaron's apartment in San Diego, then Friday were going to probably go to Tijuana, if we can get back over the border lol were going to come home Saturday night and be home in time for Christmas, wish me luck lol I'm going to need it with these bitches ♥

Driving While Stupid
Once police get this DUI- driving under the influence- problem licked, they ought to go after even bigger problem: DWS. That stands for Driving While Stupid, and all indications are that more and more drivers suffer from this affliction. I mean, how many times have you tried to get on the freeway but someone suffering from DWS has stopped right at the end of the on-ramp? You think, man, that guy is really stupid. Doesn't he know that the purpose of an on-ramp is for you to build up speed so you can blend into traffic? You aren't supposed to stop at the end and enter 55-miles-an-hour traffic going 10 miles an hour! Or, how many times does someone suffering from the stupidity syndrome tailgate you even though the traffic is so bad you can't possibly speed up or change lanes? Or, my favorite, how many times have you seen extremely stupid drivers in the left lane of the highways going the slowest speed possible, matching the exact speed as the guy on his right, causing a massive backlo

Just Because
For no other reason then my sheer enjoyment am I writing this blog. I have been under the weather for the last week. Maybe the Holiday pictures I took in the album dated 12-17-06 of my in a black thong and black sheer scarf or a red bow and high heels did it to me..was a little chilly taking those picture. I am so elated to be able to express my self artistically on one site and sexually on another. We all obviously know this is the sexual freedom site for me. With that, I will have to say that I think I have talked to some of the hottest and most erotic men and women I have ever encountered in my life on here in the last month. Today marks the one month anniversary to coming to Cherry Tap. i have to thank a friend for that. He was oh so correct about me loving this. I also have been speaking with someone who fits me so well personality wise...like that old pair of shoes...(it is scarey to say when i get the chance to be with him i know we were meant to be together like soulmates a

Food For Thought
AS A HUSBAND EMERGED FROM THE BATHROOM HE NOTICED HIS WIFE HAD A HEADACHE. HE SAID TO HIS WIFE, PERFECT TIMING I JUST FINISHED POWDERING MY PENIS WITH ASPRIN. YOU CAN HAVE IT ORALLY OR AS A SUPPOSITORY... WHICH EVER YOU PREFER...

The Bush Romantic
As I stick my sweaty arm up the vagina of a cow ... ... I think of your moist, warm lips ... and wish you were here now. The warm and friendly feeling of a cow turd on the ground ... ... Reminds me of your gentle warmth I feel all year 'round. The stinking, filthy carcass of a rotting feral pig ... ... Bloated in the sunlight ... like my love for you, grows big. The twitching, wobbly spleen of a freshly slaughtered sheep ... ... Reminds me of your lovely breasts - oh, it nearly makes me weep. The fresh ejected vomit of a cattle dog that's crook ... ... Makes me ponder on the tasty pots of stew that you can cook. As my lovely snow white stallion drops a rancid, roaring fart, I'm reminded of the music that is played within your heart. The rattling, untuned motor of my rusty Valiant ute, Jog my memory of your lovely voice, conversational and cute. The thudding of a turd in the outhouse dunny tin ... Makes me think of your soft footsteps, to the bedroom, coming

My Christmas List
My Christmas List Scotty's Christmas List 1 pack of adhesive hooks a salt shaker ear muffs 1 can of spray starch a turtleneck sweater bottle of elmer's glue (don't get me the cheap stuff) bottle opener a bouncy ball a slinky 800 thread count sheets for my sleeping bag plastic vampire teeth (They freak the people out at the dentist office.) an atlas (Just the page that has New Jersey on it.) a bottle of shower gel (It makes me smell real good like.) CD (Milli Vanilli's Greatest Hits) Money (Lots of it in small bills.) If you all could help me out with these items, I'd greatly appreciate it. Just don't ask any questions.... Peace out and slap your neighbor on the butt and call he/she "Judy"...

This Is Crazy!
Ok i am sick and tired of people saying my pictures are thiers! they are not yours get it right!! you are not me and if i had a camera right now for my computer i would so put a salute up! my friend tock these pics of me when she was over my house she brought her cam! you can ask her if yall don't believe me!!!

Anguish
Lilies may grow Even through the snow The sun will rise Sparkle your eyes The wind shall blow bad trash away When anguish is near Goddess please polish the stars For their skin is dull God please awaken the sun And never let it fall Goddess please stir up the sky Emotionally so it must cry Goddess please polish the stars (Lilies may grow) For their skin is dull (Even through the snow) God please awaken the sun (The sun will rise) And never let it fall (Sparkle your eyes, sparkle your eyes) Goddess please stir up the sky (The wind shall blow) Bad trash away when anguish is near Bad trash away when anguish is near The wind shall blow bad trash away When anguish is near Bad trash away when anguish is near

30 Facts...
The Dirty Thirty... 30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself: Recopy this info and fill it in w/ your answers It might shock you to read. Be 100%truthful! k.. well get to reposting!! 1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? never 2. What were you doing this morning at 8am? sitting at the plasma center 3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? talking on yahoo messenger 4. Are you any good at math? not really 6. Do you have any famous ancestors. no 7. Are you mad at anyone right now? kinda 8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile? no 9. Last thing received in the mail? a bill 10. How many different drinks have you had today? two 12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machine? sometimes 14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach? yes 15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had? upper tooth pulled 16. What is out your back door? another trailer 17. Do you have p

Ofcourse,i Love You
How can you doubt that I love you? Didn't I marry you, eh? And though I don't say it too often, I show it in all sorts of ways. I'd take you out dining and dancing... Can you find me a mountain to climb? An ocean to cross? A boulder to toss? I'd do them if I had the time. I'd give you the shirt off me back, love, I'd give you me last pair of socks; And last time we went into town, love, Didn't I buy you a frock? I let you go home nice and early, So you have the time to cook tea; Remember that sometimes on Sundays I give you the afternoon free. I tell you when you're being bitchy, I notice when you're getting fat; I give you free rein in my tool shed, I let you wear my fav'rite hat. So next time you're thinkin' of leaving, Remember that I think yer great; And though there are times when yer grumpy... Fair dinkum, yer still me best mate. Who else would I trust with the cheque book? And who else knows just what I like? And when there are paddocks to m

Trivia...jus Read It!
I DON'T CARE IF IT RAINS OR FREEZES, LONG AS I GOT, MY PLASTIC JESUS, RIDIN' ON THE DASHBOARD,OF MY CAR! RIDIN' NINETY, IT AIN'T SCARY, LONG AS I GOT, THE VIRGIN MARY, RIDIN' ON ,THE DASHBOARD OF MY CAR! DOES ANYONE KNOW WHERE THIS COMES FROM? PS...STILL WAITIN FOR A SHOUT..IM STILL BORED!

Watching Me Sleep
How was I to know that you were watching me sleep? I awoke to see you laying there and just then, you smiled and said hi and that just melted me. I wish with all of my heart that I could wake to your beautiful eyes for the rest of my life.

Happy Birthday, *my* Big Little Girl
Twenty Three Years ago today, this little person came into the world. She didn't ask for what she got... but she came. She was born at University of Cincinnati, Ohio. Mommy was truly shooting for a Christmas baby. Mommy was also trying desparately to have one baby before her daddy, the baby's grandpa passed on. Mom was too late, grandpa had died in August. Let me tell you, that baby brought so much joy to this mommy's world. Back then, mommy was still married to daddy.... she came home to live first with her paternal grandparents, in Moscow, Ohio. She came home on a cold, COLD, snowy winter day. What else would we expect for the child born on the winter equinox? She was so perfect... I, the mommy, laid awake at night trying to hear her breath. I was so afraid she'd stop. I tried to breast feed her, but was encouraged the wrong ways by family members who swore I was starving her to death. My mother in law, sent my husband sneaking in the bedroom one morning before I was awake

Take Time Out For Yourself..........
Around the Holidays it is not hard to get stressed out. After all there is so much to do get the decorations out, and put them up, make decorations with the kids, The cooking and the baking, sending and receiving Christmas Cards to people you know and some you don't know, Receiving Christmas cards from people you barely know cuz Christmas is the only time you hear from them is Christmas time. and the list can go on and on. I think that is so important for us to take time out for ourselves and treat ourselves around this time of the year. It is not being selfish to do so. And it can put us in better health. Weather we realize it or not. I think that when we take time for out for ourselves we tend to be a lot less stressed and it makes our lives better. We spend our time doing things for others and pleasing others that we forget about the things that we want. And sometimes we have that voice in our heads that says "I don't want to be selfish so I am not going to take the ti

Mulligan's Missus
Mulligan's missus was big, fat and mean A cruel and ugly man-killing machine She's the type of woman you'd be looking for If you wanted mercenaries for a guerilla war And if he came home from the pub after six She'd beat him senseless with her thrashing stick But he was too scared to leave the old bag He was much too soft and used to wave the white flag Well, me and the blokes, from down at the pub We'd had about enough of the way he'd been clubbed So we banded together, a vigilante team And we kept him at the pub until seven-fifteen We pinned him in the corner though he screamed and kicked "She'll bash me bloody senseless with her thrashing stick!" "Just have another beer, Bill, she'll be alright. All of us blokes are gunna' take you home tonight" So we piled into Darcy's ute and hit the dirt track Six clambered in the front and fourteen in the back And Mulligan was cursin', and screaming he'd be killed "Then she'll have to kill us all then" we reassured Bil

I Love Ya Darlin !
Of course I love ya darling You're a bloody top notch bird And when I say yur gorgeous I mean every single word So ya bum is on the big side I don't mind a bit of flab It means that when I'm ready There's somethin' there to grab So your belly isn't flat no more I tell ya, I don't care So long as when I cuddle ya I can get my arms around there No sheila who is your age Has nice round perky breasts They just gave into gravity But I know ya did ya best I'm tellin' ya the truth now I never tell ya lies I think its very sexy That you've got dimples on ya thighs I swear on me nana's grave now The moment that we met I thought u was as good as I Was ever gonna get No matter wot u look like I'll always love ya dear Now shut up while the footy's on And get me another beer!

Astrology In The Bible
Astrology in the Bible "There shall be signs in the sun, the moon, and the stars." - Jesus Christ, Luke 21:25 The Bible is filled with references to astrology. This is because astrology was widely accepted as truth in Biblical times. Christians who believe that astrology is Satanic would be surprised to learn that the Bible is filled with astrology and even Jesus himself made numerous references to astrology. People believed in the study of the stars in Biblical times. Everyone knew the influence of the sun on the earth, and the sun was a star. It certainly made a pattern, so far as life on earth was concerned - it shaped everything, or at least nourished everything - and the shape had to be such as to allow the sun to give life to it. One of the great astrological stories in the Bible is the story of the star of Bethlehem. It is written that the star was a sign from God signaling the birth of the Messiah into the world. The three Magi, Persian astrologer-kings, det

Yule/winter Solstice
Yule or Midwinter Chapter 5: What Witches Do: The Sabbats Yule or Midwinter pgs 68 – 72 copied verbatim From: if you want to be a WITCH by: Edain McCoy The winter solstice is the New Year’s of Norse and Teutonic Pagans. The Old Norse word jul literally means “wheel,” as in the ever-turning wheel of the year. In most of the Teutonic traditions, the Yule celebration is a twelve-day event, culminating on the Twelfth Night in the first week of January. If all this sounds more like a Christmas custom than a Pagan one, remember again that it was the church that had to make its new mythology appealing to the people of Europe who’d been worshiping and celebrating the old ways for centuries. In the lives of the poor, these festivals dates were eagerly anticipated, not only as holy days, but as a chance to gather with friends and family and take a break from the work of providing for a family or community. The church could not compare with the allure of Yule, so it merely la

The Move To Arizona - Brief Update
ive been on quite a bit lately - im just writing this to say that will probably change from now until just after new years... sorry everyone but between the move and the holidays im going to be gone alot - im stressed again cause ive been procrastinating too much.. and im behind on a lot of things i needed to finish up - (including christmas shopping.. ugh.. i still havent finished that.. and packing..and cleaning.. getting the car checked to make sure its up for the 2000+ mile drive which i still havent done) you get the idea.. and thats just a few - theres much more to be done.. ill still be here off and on.. but not like i have the last week.. again sorry for that -- i love all my friends here.. and i cant wait to post pics of me in arizona in just a little over a week - *hugs* =) tty soon

So Check It
am i the only one that hate when people try to front you off cuz they wrong on some shit... that shit makes me wanna bring up my inner nigganess and slap the shit outta someone IN FRONT of the person they just tried to front me off in front of... like i didnt use the word front enuff lol... seriously though...that shit annoys the fuck outta me...stop trying to get over on me and act like im stupid or something...cuz im not... i swear these wierd ass folks i work with gonna see a side of me they ent seen b4... that is all and yea i said inner nigganess...sue me

Someting That Is Pissing Me Off
Now I know that there is men out there that are just down right flirts but this is realy begining to piss me me off. My profile on here says i am happily married so why is it that men get on here and want to chat on yahoo msn or something else or wants to tell me how sexy i am and ask if i am very happily married, Well if I wasn't I wouldn't of put that in my profile. I am here to meet friends and friends only and i'll have guy friends BUT!!! that is it i don't want a relationship I already have one and am very much in love with him have been for 11 years so no one on this earth will take that from me unless it's the good lord above so if any of u men have a problem with that then you need to remove me from your list. im sorry i may come off to be a bitch but i have said it till my face is blue and i wont say it no more i'll just start blocking the ones that are doing it.

How Many Of You Have Tried Writing Your Own Vows?
Really how many of you have tried writing your own vows? We had a couple who wrote their own vows and man let me tell you that was the most sickest shit I have ever heard of.

Deliah
I saw the light on the night that I passed by her window I saw her standing there alone dressed up in her smalls She was a stunner Putting my hand in my pocket I tickled my balls My ,My, My, Deliah, Why, Why, Why, Deliah I could see that girl was so good for me She was in there and I was sat up in her tree At break of day I was still in that tree and awaiting She got out of bed and walked the length of the floor Off came her nightie Kicking off her panties she entered the bathroom door My, My, My, Deliah, Why, Why, Why, Deliah I could see her sitting having a pee Oh how I wished I had her front door key Then she opened the blinds and gave me a smile and a wave Giving a full frontal I fell out of that tree She was not a woman A dick and a pair of ballocks was all I could see Why, Why, Why, Deliah, My, My, My, Deliah So before I come to kick down your door Hold onto your goolies or you won't see them no more !!!!!

Faking It
LADIES IF YOUR MAN WAS FAKING IT...IF U FIGURED IT OUT...LOL, CAUSE MEN CAN FAKE IT TOO. BUT ANYWAY IF YOU FOUND OUT THAT YOUR MAN WAS FAKING IT AND HE TOLD U BECAUSE HE ALWAYS WANTED TO PLEASE YOU SO HE DID NOT BOTHER TALKING TO YOU ABOUT IT...WOULD U BE (NOW REMEBER HE STILL HAS A ERECTION, AND NEVER HAS ANY DISFUNCTION WITH HIS MANHOOD) 1. MORE UPSET AT HIM BECAUSE HE DIDN'T TALK TO U ABOUT ? 2. THINK THAT MAYBE HE IS JUST NOT INTERESTED U THAT WAY ANYMORE? 3. TALK BAD ABOUT HIM ? 4. FIND OUT WHAT IT IS THATS MAKING HIM FAKE IT ROUTINELY? 5. OR FEEL LIKE MAYBE U DON'T SATISFY HIM ENOUGH? 6. OR UNDERSTAND THAT SOMETIMES MEN ACTUALLY GET TIRED SOMETIMES OR NOT IN THE MOOD? FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ON THIS...PLEASE DO

A Simple White Envelope
SIMPLE WHITE ENVELOPE It's just a small white envelope stuck among the branches of our Christmas tree. No name, no identification, no inscription. It has peeked through the branches of our tree for the past 10 years or so. It all began because my husband Mike hated Christmas -- oh, not the true meaning of Christmas, but the commercial aspects of it -- the overspending, the frantic running around at the last minute to get a tie for Uncle Harry and the dusting powder for Grandma -- the gifts given in desperation because you couldn't think of anything else. Knowing he felt this way, I decided one year to bypass the usual shirts, sweaters, ties, and so forth. I reached for something special just for Mike. The inspiration came in an unusual way. Our son Kevin, who was 12 that year, was wrestling at the junior level at the school he atte nded. Shortly before Christmas, there was a non-league match against a tea

Old Men Have Daily Schedules, Too!
I wake up each morning, scratch my ass and head, Then read the day's obits to see if I'm dead, And seeing I'm not I get up for a piddle, Then crawl back in bed where I diddle a little. At six I make coffee and drink it down black, And eat me some toast, without teeth I just smack. I turn on the TV, tune in to 'Today' And watch that cute Katie, she'd make a great lay. I watch for a while till I drop off and doze, Then wake with a start and go put on my clothes. If it is not raining I go for a walk And have me a good time just hearing me talk. But if it is raining I pick up the phone And call up my kids who have left me alone. I find it amusing to make them feel bad For not ever vis'ting their feeble old dad. At lunchtime I slurp on a bowl of beef soup, Then just before naptime I take a long poop, But if constipation has clogged up my tract I drink some fresh prune juice to get it unpacked. And daily I tune to the 'Lawrence Welk Show' To hear the best music

Suddenlink Can Suddenly Kiss My Ass.
My internet got shut off. It's not anymore. I had no idea that many people would even notice, let alone care so much. I'm a bit overwhelmed. I mean...s'just 3 days... But still. I feel both horrible, and estatic. I love you all. You know who.

This Is For All My Friends And Family
I AM HAVING A HARD TIME KEEPIN UP WITH THE COMMENTS SO IF YOUR READING THIS MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com LOVE ALL OF YOU MISS. SAVANNAH

Creation Of Woman
Two beautiful legs, so long and so slender, Round, slim, and firm, and ever so tender Two lovely hips to increase his desire, And rounded and firm to bring out the fire. Two lovely breasts, so full and so proud, Commanding his eyes, as he whispers aloud. Two lovely arms, just aching to bless you, And two loving hands, to soothe and caress you. Soft, cascading hair hung down over her shoulder, And two dreamy eyes, just to make him grow bolder. 'Twas made for a man, just to make his heart sing. Then he added a mouth, and ruined the whole damn thing.

I Am From
i am from family holidays and big hugs from german dumplings and juicy turkey from line dancing ang country music from running in the rain and swimming in my pool i am from cool summers and cold winters from running around barefooted and eating strawberries from taking care of my brother and going to the mall from watermelon eating contests and carnivals i am from many different cultures and backgrounds from basketball games and hospital trips from apple picking and carrot planting from large german dinners to small easter suppers i am from sunny beaches and sand from wading in the ocean and building sandcastles from helping animals and young children from long days with beautiful sunsets and short nights with starry skies

Wanna Know What Women Hate?
Wanna know what hot women HATE? When guys bring out the sex talk way too early. They drop in a one-liner, a punchline with a double meaning, or just plain blurt out something about tits or legs or spanking or fluids. I swear, it's true - you might be one of those guys, and you are making usn all look BAD. Remember, online, they can't read your body language, or like you for your boyish charm or the way you forgot to tie your shoes, or the million little things that make girls think we are cute (that we miss altogether). So if you bring up sex, you are just some stranger, some perv, some asshole and creep. In fact, you are just another one of hundreds of men that bombard these women daily. I have talked to hundreds of women and this is their first complaint - other than guys just being boring. That's the deadly combination that makes women turn off of online dating in general. Which is great for you. Because now you get to be the Stand Out guy. So, here's what

Vaginal Rejuvination
LADIES IF ITS TOO PERSONAL DON'T ANSWER? ANYWAY IF YOU REALLY LOVED YOUR MAN AND HAVE BEEN TOGEATHER FOR YEARS AND HE TRUELY LOVES YOU AND DOES WHAT HE IS SUPPOSED TO AT HOME BUT U NOTICE HIS EYE WONDER OFTEN...AND HE HAS A CONVERSATION ABOUT MAYBE HE'S NOT FEELING TOO SATISFIED BUT IS AFRAID TO JUST COME OUT AND TELL U... WOULD U HAVE VAGINAL REJUVINATION SURGERY TO PLEASE HIM ? FEEL FREE TO COMMENT...IF UR NOT AFRAID TOO

How Lame Am I
Ok so I love cherry bucks but I don't want to spend them!! How lame is that!! I mean they aren't real but I want to keep them!! Maybe I'm thinkin that if I keep them long enough they will turn real, prolly not but hey it's a shot!! Ok so I can't believe that fuck face might be married.. Call me crazy but I'm still stalking his ass and it's ok.. I mean he told me that he could see us being married and he went and got hitched with that fat ass! what the fuck is up with that!! Ok I'm done talking about him.. And if you see me, just slap me! Thanks bitches!

De La Hoya V Mayweather Set For May 5th
Oscar De La Hoya is set to square off against Pretty Boy Floyd Mayweather on May 5th at the MGM Grand Casino in Vegas. As far as the sport of boxing is concerned this is HUGE! De La Hoya last fought in May when he beat up on Ricardo Mayorga stopping the cigar smoking madman in the 6th round. FLoyd last fought in Novemeber beating Carlos Baldomir in a unanimous decision bout. As a boxing fan this is pretty much a dream bout come true. Pretty Boy is arguably the greatest boxer pound for pound in the world right now and if he can stop The Golden Boy it will mark the end of a flawless career for Mayweather (who plans to retire if he wins). De La Hoya on the other hand can stun the world and cement his legacy as one of the worlds greatest boxers ever if he can pull off a win. Look for this fight to set all sorts of pay per view, gate, and other monetary records. Ring side seats are already as high as $2,000 a seat. Im not officially predicting a winner yet because I have no idea what kind o

Sexy Test
This is the SEXY test. Post this and see who will fill this out. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. Mark the answer with an "X" who sent this to you? How old do I look? [ ] 11 [ ] 12 [ ] 13 [ ] 14 [ ] 15 [ ] 16 [ ] 17 [ ] 18 [ ] 19 [ ] 20 [ ] 21 How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you rather.. [ ] fuck me Or [ } Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Beautiful [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute [ ] beastly mongrel Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Fuck [ ] Go out Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes ()

If U Look At My Profile Plz Fill This
if u look at my profile plz fill this in thanks This is the "Sexy test'' Reply through a message with your answers. Post this and see who will fill this out. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. put an "x" next to your answer and BE HONEST!!! Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] sexy azz hell [] fine [] cute [] iight [] ugly! Do you think i still have mah v card (virgin i think) [] yes [] no [] dont know! I look like.. [] a player [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] fucc budd

Panties
She wanted embroidered on pants and her bra a message that told him that he'd gone too far. A motif that told him "If you can read this, You're much too close, so give it a miss." "Certainly Modom," the saleslady said. "In what kind of script would you like it read? Copperplate? San Serif? Bold wouldn't fail." She thought for a moment and then she said… "Braille."

Commitment And Sex ! Ladies And Gentlemen
Check this out people, now alot of women complain about their man going else where for, well lets just say some extra curricular activities. and there are those women out there who do the same thing. or of course we all know someone...maybe know someone who is cheating. but i just really want to know your opionion since i had a debate with a woman about this. CAN A RELATIONSHIP LAST IF THE SEX YOU ARE HAVING IS BAD? WITHOUT ADDING THE KIDS IN THE PICTURE IF THERE ARE ANY. I AM TALKING ABOUT A RELATIONSHIP WHERE YOU HAVE BEEN TOGEATHER FOR MAYBE 3YRS AND UP...AND IN A COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP. MARRIED OR NOT. LIVING TOGEATHER AS ONE THOUGH. A FRIEND WHO IS A WOMAN SAID SEX IS 10PERCENT OF THE RELATIONSHIP...WELL THATS NOT REALISTIC TO ME, AND ON MY PLANET IT DOES MATTER. SO WHAT IS YOUR OPINION PEOPLE? FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ON THIS IF U LIKE...PLEASE DO!

Hmmmm
no dudes pls Would You?? Y=YES N=NO M=MAYBE Would/will you? [_] give me your number?_______________ [_] come to my house to do nothing at but chill? [_] fight me? [_] f**k me? [_] kiss me? [_] lick me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] let me lick you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go out to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] drink with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] be down with me no matter what? [_] go to prom with me? D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im serious?

What Would You Do , Pls Tell Me!
What Would You Do If? 1. I Was Right Next 2 You: 2. I Kissed You: 3. I Lived Next Door 2 You: 4. I Started Smoking: 5. I Said I Wanted To Fuck You: 6. I Was Hospitalized: 7. I Was Drunk: 8. I Licked You: 9. I Asked You To Leave: 10.I Asked You Out: What Do You Think About My? 12.Personality: 13. Eyes: 14 .Hair: 15.Body: Would You? 16.Be My Friend? 17. Keep A Secret If I Told You One? 18. Kiss Me? 19. Go On A Date With Me? 20. Keep In Touch? 21. Lick Me? 23.Date Me? 24.Have Sex With Me? Have You Ever? 25.Wanted To Make Me Feel Better? 26.Wanted To Kiss Me? 27.Wanted To Bite Me? 28.Kept Something Important From Me? 29.Wanted To Cuddle With Me? 30.Had A Dirty Dream Of Me? And More! 31.Who Are You? 32.Are We Friends? 33.When And How Did We Meet? 34.Describe Me In One Word: 35.What Was Your First Impression? 36.What Reminds You Of Me? 37.If You Could Give Me Anyth

This Is A Sexy Test....
This is the SEXY test. Post this and see who will fill this out. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. Mark the answer with an "X" who sent this to you? How old do I look? [ ] 11 [ ] 12 [ ] 13 [ ] 14 [ ] 15 [ ] 16 [ ] 17 [ ] 18 [ ] 19 [ ] 20 [ ] 21 How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you rather.. [ ] fuck me Or [ } Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Beautiful [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute [ ] beastly mongrel Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Fuck [ ] Go out Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes ()

Hide Away (a Tribute To Anne Frank)
they had to hide away they only had one place to stay they had some friends that would help them to te end they lived above a warehouse they lived with the rats and a mouse they lived there for a long time even though the adults were past their prime they were together day and night they had to pack in really tight they werent getting along but that didnt last long peter and anne liked to have talks they wished that they could go for walks mr. and mrs. frank caught mr. van daan and threatened to kick him out one day they heard a noise they all had to hold their poise but peter had a great fall which might have told on them all the nazis pulled up one day they walked up the stairs and pulled the door away they took them all to camps where the beds were all damp the van daans and all but one of the franks all died there this just wasnt fair mr. frank was the only one to survive he was the only one who was able to stay alive they had to hide away

Re: To Cat
RE: TO CATS BLOG; READ AND REPOST. Cat you are stupid; you are a bad business woman who needs to grow the fuck up; anyone reading this that's offended I don't really care and I don't care if u never talk to me again over this. One thing about me is this: if you fuck with my family ill fuck you back and I am very protective of those that I love and care about; so in short do not trash talk my family and if your going to do it could you at least get your facts right? So I'm setting the record straight for anyone who read the garbage that Cat wrote 1. Bob has done nothing wrong; he is not "scum" and he treats his customers like his own family making everyone feel welcome; when you walk into the junction you feel like you're at home and you can just be yourself. 2. Cat you're the one that brings underage people wherever you go; and their the ones that cause the problems. Your so called "people" are the ones that are the underage drinkers. 3. Cat reality sucks

Eat This Heart
Well I havent been in class lately. HOwever I returned today to beinformed we would be doing some disections in my biology class. SO we had basically the interiour of a cow. The heart the lungs and lots of fat surrounding the trachea, the windpipe and the other parts. So My class being full of petty girls and boys alike was intersting. My teacher asked who wanted to do it I said I would. So it was killer I just went to town lmao. I cut out the lungs and the heart disected them and put them on the trays for the class, as well as removed all the fat from the surrounding valves. I had one other guy helping me who was timid with a scalpal. Needless to say I was elbow deep in cow blood. Oh well.. SO the girls went eww and the guys just made twisted faces...I told them id have no problem being a coraner... THe funniest thing though was myself walking through the hallways of my school with a bag full of cow and me covered in blood, headed for the dumpster.. I wont lie I enjoyed myself at eve

Itchy !!
An itch to be scratched - A lust unmatched - An empty bed - "Let's go!" she said. And on the summer's afternoon we loved until we saw the moon. Exhausted, laying there exposed upon my belly, I proposed she scratch my back to top it off - and soon she did, so soft, so soft. Nails as sharp as 'Wiltshires' creep like slugs upon a compost heap across my sweaty skin until I feel an itch she can't quite kill. "Just up a bit." She hears me say. "Down a bit...the other way. Up a tad. You've gone askew. Slide across a touch or two. A little harder. Damn it! Swat it! Keep going, yes, you've almost got it. Listen woman, can't you tell. You're nowhere near it. Bloody Hell!” I fling my body in the air and land atop the carpet bare Grinding hard upon my back searching for a pointy tac to give me what I really need - a decent scratch that makes me bleed Bewildered, she is staring down, as losing it, I go to town. Raising up my back, I arch it, slamming hard do

How Far Would You Go
how far would you go to find me? if i was lost would you look fo me? do you love me? baby let me know would you go around the world? how far would you go? baby let me know would you go around the world? how far would i go to find you? if you were lost would i look for you? do i love you? baby ill let you know would you go around the world? how far would you go? baby let me know would you go around the world? i would go around the world for you how about you? would you for me?

Ct Average Joe
Create Your Glitter Text I haven't done a contest in awhile. So this one is a bit different. This isn't for the sexiest or hottest guy. This is for the normal guys...the sweet guys...the average joes! So I am looking for 10 guys. Contest will be comments and rates...the only rule i have is NO shoutbox spamming. Do what you can to get votes! Comment bomb etc! The winner will get a one day cherry blast. IF the contest gets real popular I can raise the stakes :P Message me if you want in!! ♥Immortal♥ Love♥@ CherryTAP

Something Close To My Heart
This is a very personal subject for me.A friend of mine is doing time because of this time of crime. Native women of all shapes,sizes and backgrounds here in my home town of Prince Albert sell themselves on the streets.What bothers me is the fact that a friend of mine got convicted of murdering one such type of woman. The thing that also bothers me,is after she died she was painted to be sweet and innocent.The truth is she was pregnant and a junkie.The thing I believe is don't paint people to be something they ain't.After all people are not perfect nor should they be painted to be perfect.We as people make mistakes and are not divinly perfect.That's what makes us humans and lovable.Yes,he was wrong to kill her and her unborn child.Nor do I think he wasn't wrongly convicted in any-way. (WHAT I AM TRYING TO DO IS TO GET HIS STORY OUT THERE FOR PEOPLE TO KNOW THAT THERE IS TWO SIDES TO THIS STORY AND TO HELP OTHERS IN THIS SITUATION OR TO GET SOMTHINE DONE ABOUT THESE GIRLS AND THEIR

Contests, I'm Bored!
HERES THE THING....I HAVE BEEN VOTING IN A LOT OF CONTESTS LATELY....AND AT THIS TIME IN SPACE...I OFFER ALL MY VOTES TO THE FIRST ONE THATS IN A CONTEST PUTS A LINK IN MY SHOUTBOX, WILL GET THEM FOR THE NEXT 30 MINUTES OR SO...1:25 PM..PST FIRST COME..FIRST SERVED!

Remorse
Remorse is gray It smells like sulfer on a windy day It tastes like a rotten apple It sounds like a young child sitting on her bed crying It feels like a huge lump in your throat It looks like a large family mourning the death of a loved one

Friends
Friends are the ones who stand by you no matter what They love you like family If you move away, they stay in touch If you re sick, they bring flowers and cards They spend time with you when other don't dare Friends are the ones thhat help you out when u need it the most They make you smile when you are down They are the ones who really care Friends are the ones who stand by you no matter what

First Entry
First Entry I"ve waited for this moment I've ran it over and over in my mind wondering how it would be . when or bodies connect my first entry.... As solid as granite slowly as he parting the pink sea pushing in a just a little felling her soft lipes encircle him griping him as much as he would want to thrustin! slan in her ! Shhhhhhhht man!! he get is all in there !! ther is anther person shareing this moment these fellings I want us to share.... he pushing in slowly about a inch then he pulling out just a little bit . seeing the estacy in her eyes he's pushing -in- alittle more the man like beast in me . is getting harder to ignore He is half way in trying-not-to-think!1 of how great she feels then shes start playing with her nipples so he give himself a taste pulling backing out just a little fells better than before Hes sweating the feelings to great He can't hold back any more she see the fire

Twas The Night Before Christmas..this Is For Our Troops
T'WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CA

The Chat .
THE CHAT . I met someone on the net today someone I met ask me to play asked do i know hot to satisfy or am i all chat box lie can I make his body tremble can I make him dripping wet can i do him like them poems on the internet?give me your number I want to call you now is this a booty call? Hell yea!! The phone ringing WOW He has a deep voice and its sexy to you do not live to far away . he can be there by 2 she is wearing a short leather jacket high heels and not much else He has drinks ready for her a strawberry frozen at the bottom of the fancy glass set and two of his sexiest poems to get her wet she was a thick girl with very pretty eyes and most importantly very thick thighs . we sat as he held her in his arms talking and sipping on thug passions then he started reading poems of anal and 69 action as he read to her whispering in her ear her nipples grew larger as see through the that was silky and shear s

What Is Love?
Is it a state of mind? Is it something you can feel? Is it something that you know? Is it guaranteed? Is it given to you? Is it something you must earn? Is it something to look forward to? Is it something to wait for? Is it as great as everyone says? Is it a false feeling? Is it like fireworks going off in your head? Is it like everyone portrays it? Is it true? Is it something you will know is there? Is it a wonderful feeling? Is it worth get hurt over? Is it all you could ever dream about? Someone please tell me if what I am feeling is love...

My First Date!
I had been using a few dating sites looking for the right person to start something with. I first was looking just for a bi girl, but they all seemed attached to a guy. So I opened it up to couples and males too... I had my first meeting last night at the Florida Mall. Hubby droped me off wearing a little skirt as the guy requested, and I waited at the food court where he said. About 15 minutes late and my stomach doing flops he walks up and sits down. He knew I am very submissive and that I was shy and nervous. As he sat down and said hello, he placed his hand right on my knee and ran it up my thigh.. Believe it or not I actually opened my legs for him!! He felt how wet I was and he said for me to take of my panties. I was going to go to the bathroom but he said right here and now. I could not believe right in the middle of the food court I did it and he said put them on the table. I did as he asked and others were so watching this! We stood up and he told me

Pitbulls Help Them
Against it. If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible.

To Heck With Aloha, Get Outta My Way
I'm sitting here in the left lane traffic stuck behide a car silly enough to be going below the speed limit during this holiday frickin' season. The car has a bumper sticker that says "Live Aloha," and right now, I hate that phrase. I hate it mainly because I hate the guy driving that car it's stuck on. He refuses to yield to the growing line of cars behide him. It just goes to show you how hollow bumper sticker philosophy is. I think if you insist on putting a bumper sticker on your car, you are honor-bound to live by whatever slogan is on it. And right now, old "Live Aloha" here is not showing any aloha to anyone, like getting his butt out of our way. So, with nothing better to do but study this car's bumper for the rest of the trip into town, it occurs to me that whoever thought up "Live Aloha" for a bumper sticker sure didn't put much thought into it. It's too vague, to begin with. And it sounds like a command. My first reaction when I see an order like "Like Aloha" is "Make Me.

Crappy Weather
So its a crappy weather day here in MN...We've had sleet all morning and now it's turned to snow. Debating whether or not i should go grocery shopping in tis weather. I probably should just stay home but I'm so busy over the next couple days I don't know when I could it before christmas...*sigh* I guess I'll brave the icky conditions..

Just For The Record
I LOVE and ADMIRE Jon Stewart and Steven Colbert. They rock my world. Thank god for the Daily Show and the Colbert Report. It's so nice to smile and laugh before bed instead of getting depressed by the local news!!

Stop Light
Everyone in my family is not feeling well. Hey I know it's that time of year...but do they have to use not feeling well as a reason to B*tch? I swear to GOD sometimes I wish people came with STOP LIGHT... RED... CUT THE DAMN POWER OFF! YELLOW...PROCEED WITH CAUTION! GREEN... THEY ARE HAPPY! AND PEOPLE SAY I NEED MEDICATED... MIRROR....CHECK URSELF!

" Twas "
'Twas the night before Friday and all through the town, no cops were cruising, no narks were around. As we all rolled our joints to be put in our sacks, we knew that soon we'd be stoned to the max. We drank Jack Daniel's And smoked Panama Red, a hit of tea and man I felt dead. We were all up that midnight all of the day, when there was a knock at the door that gave us away. There stood a man wearing a smile, so we invited him in to party a while. What to our red, glassy eyes should appear, two pounds of Columbia and a case of beer. So we sat down and he started to roll, filled up a glass and lit up a bowl. We ask the man what was his name, he said Saint Nichol and drugs is my fame. So as the man strutted out of sight, he said mari-ju-ana to all and to all a good night.

Niki Mail
JUST STAY REAL!YOU DID HAVE YOUR PROFILE SET AND NAMES NIKI!HTML DONT LIE AND WHEN I COPIED YOUR PROFILE LINK WHEN I CLICKED ON IT IT WAS NIKI!NOW IT IS KISS THIS! === 'KISS THIS' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-21 12:42:11'.. > > I had things chaned before you came along and accused me of anything. So i suggest that when i am done then you can look in the whole gallery and see the result. Until then I suggest that you do not contact me until i am done Thank you or i will be forced to contact the owner of this site thank you > === '*~ FAKEBUSTERS ~*' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-21 12:37:35'.. > > > > YOU JUST CHANGED YOUR NAME!AND DELETED THE PIC > > === 'KISS THIS' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-21 12:35:19'.. > > > > > > excuse me? > > > === '*~ FAKEBUSTERS ~*' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-21 12:34:53'.. > > > > > > > > WHY ARE YOU USING NDN PICS!AND YOU HAVE NO SALUTE TO PROVE WHO YOU ARE! > > > > > >

Your Worst Enemy
Found this poem...I'll say think abotu this one as well...tho it usually falls on deaf ears and i do believe since my blogs don't contain gossip etc noone cares to read them HOWEVER I shall continue on this crazy blog journey hoping that at least one person enjoys or takes something to thier hearts! Life Poem Your Worst Enemy © By Aaron S. Gendron Alarm bells ringing in your ears Protect yourself, hide from your fears A battle cry, a call to arms It's time to die, sound the alarms You've waited too long The weak give way to the strong The enemy comes at you What will you do? Wave after wave after wave If you give in you'll be a slave Your enemy was once a friend If you lose, it's the end You've been barricaded in Can you find a way to win? The enemy cuts off your power Waiting in darkness for hours Waiting for the final blow But your enemy doesn't show You crack the door, you peek out What you see makes you scream and shout Now you see the odds stacked again

Miss You And Merry Christmas
Well I am still alive and miss you all. My life is still crazy and still trying to figure it all out, but I miss you and want to Wish you a Merry Christmas, I got to go and try to take care of some things, at the libary right now but not on for long. I will try to get online tommorrow again. hugs

What Is Important?
WHAT’S MORE IMPORTANT? Do you all know? Its Christmas...love eachother...The song below this is fire and rain...you just never know! WHAT’S MORE IMPORTANT? The need to make up, or the urge to give up? Understanding the truth, or leaving things to assumptions? Holding back love and affection, or curbing your ego? Openness, or hypocrisy? The courage to confront the root cause, or the cowardice to avoid it? The argument in question, or the relationship itself? Losing a friend, or a lifetime of friendship? Choose wisely. Act sensibly.

Christmas Stew
Now here's a recipe that I think is just fine: Find a pot and some fire for heating. Get some parsley, sage, rosemary, and thyme; Say "Hello" ..... It's Season's Greetings. Place the pot on the fire with intricate ease, Then gently dump in a big can of peas. Take a delicate leaf from your mistletoe, (Sometimes known as Astronaut's Foot) Grind it up, pour it in, and season with snow; Then into the pot you put: The wings and the heads of two Bummer Bees; Then tenderly add another can of peas. Take the buttons from last year's Sanity Clause Suit, (Now don't think it's all too wierd.) Stir it all up with one muddy boot; Add a hair from St. Nick's beard. Kindly forget the mayonnaise, please; But now it's time for another can of peas. (Well, by now you must think I'm insane here, But if this isn't good, I'll croak.) Ask your wife, "Do you think it will rain, dear?" Add her for not catching the joke. Do it now, don't get weak in the knees; And on top of y

Yule
Happy winter solstice and yule blessings! Yuletide - Winter Solstice - Mean Geimhridh - Alban Arthuan December 21 known as: Yuletide, Alban Arthuan, Winter Solstice marks the longest night of the year. It is from this point that the days begin slowly to become longer and longer. The sun is at its most southeastern point over the Tropic of Capricorn in the northern hemisphere and has no apparent northward or southward motion. In the time of the ancient tribes this was a time of celebration, for it meant the turning point of winter and the eventual return of spring. Yule is the time when we honor the Goddess for giving birth to the sun once more. It is the time when the Oak King is victorious over the Holly King. The Holly King represents death and darkness that has ruled since Samhain, and the Oak King represents rebirth and life. The waning (diminishing) sun is overtaken by the waxing (increasing) sun, thus the days become longer after the victory of the Oak King. Yule is a ti

Kinky Or Weird Dream?
I'm just a normal guy, just as plain as one can be. My Mum & Dad were average folks, & that's how they raised me I don't understand it, it's to normal things I'm geared By day my life is sane, but at night my dreams are weird I'm just a normal fella who goes off to work each day I do my job, lunch with my mates, each week collect my pay But in the night I dread the bed, each night is just the same Cause all my dreams are kinky, one overnight sick game. I'm dressed in a G-string tied in a bow There's a chicken in a garter belt, Oh God no! Birds fly by and wolf whistle overhead Don't roll over there's a roo in the bed ... 15 Strippers all in a row All with bra-straps ready to blow One pretty lady dancin' in my lap Don't you touch or you'll get a nasty slap. I'm just a normal guy, just as plain as one can be. My Mum & Dad were average folks, & that's how they raised me I think one day when I was small, Ma dropped me in the sink By day I'm just a normal sod, by

The Girl No One Warned You About
No im not your average girl Yes im something else Im the girl your Mom forgot to warn you about No im not that wild girl You know the type Yes im sexy Yes im erotic Have you guessed what kind of girl I am Yes I am a Shemale Those sexy ertoic creatures No one thought to warn you about So take the chance and who knows We just might be friends! Caty

All I Want Is You.....
All I Want Is You I'll wake in the morning And pray it will be Laying there beneath The Christmas tree There's one thing I want It's not a game or a toy It's allthat I need To bring my life joy No, it's not money Not a video game I don't want a fortune And I don't seek fame All that I've desired Each and every night Is to be taken From the dark into the light It's in every thought I have In everything that I do The only gift I'll ever want Is You....

Block Me... Delete Me.... The Truth Will Still Be Told.....
As a follow up to my earlier blog "just fyi".... The sender of the famous email that outed Jellybean as faker and as a liar and as not really having cancer oh and yes as being crazy is none other than the lovely "Miss S" - you know the one - that whines and begs for rates and to be kept #1 on this damn blog thing - as if anyone really cares!!! Oh did I also mention that she outed me as actually having cancer? LMFAO - yes this supposed wonderful friend of mine that has had many conversations with me about my illness couldnt get it right during her evil doings. and no I dont have cancer - hell most days I would rather have cancer....it has a chance of being cured!!! but at anyrate.. a 2bit attention seeking pornstarpicpostingsoshecangetmoreratings child does not deserve the chance to even discuss me! Not two weeks before she sent this lovely email to Amelia outing her "BESTFRIEND" whom she dearly loves - Miss S, sent me an email warning me never ever to trust JT nor anyone aff

Fairy Tales
I've come to realize there is no such thing as"fairy tale" love but I have seen through my friends that there is "TRUE" love the kind of love that no matter what you look like that day the person who loves you will think your beautiful and if your having a bad day they are there to be there for you. My friends say there is a certain "one" for every person I am trying to believe that and hope one day I can have that one TRUE love to last for the rest of my life. So for now I will just hang on to my unconditional love(my daughter) and hope I will also find that true love one day.

More Writings...
Just found another writing of lyrics I did a while ago so thought I would post it...kind of in an emotional space right now..searching for something and I don't know what...anyway here goes... More Then you Will Ever Know I once knew a place that never felt the light A place so dark that love did not grow Cold and unfeeling Dark and so hidden My heart had once flourished A place filled with innocence Warm and open it once was But life changed it as time went by I love you more than you'll ever see More than my heart could ever show I love you more than you will ever know My heart did not escape your eye You saw within me all that is good Despite all that I told you No matter what I shared You grew ever closer to me Your light and love setting me free Unconditional love, a gift from you Lighting the fires deep within my soul I love you more than you'll ever see More than my heart could ever show I love you more than you'll ever know Almost gone a

Last Outlawz Album !!!
WE BEEN PUTTIN IN WORK FOR ALOT OF YEARS AN WE BOUT TO GIVE THIS THING A REST SO THIS NEXT OUTLAWZ ALBUM WILL BE THE LAST OUTLAWZ ALBUM AN IT WILL BE EDI,KASTRO,YOUNG NOBLE,FATAL AN STORMEY DOIN THE ALBUM!!!! THIS WILL BE A STRAIT INTERNET ALBUM IT WILL NOT BE SOLD IN STORES ITS LIKE A COLLECTORS ALBUM FOR THE FANS AN IT WILL COME OUT EARLY 07!!!! SO GET READY THE LAST 1 IS COMING WE WANNA THANK EVERYBODY FOR ALL THE SUPPORT OVER THE YEARS WE OUTLAWZ 4 LIFE!!!! --------------------

Very Important
Date: Dec 20, 2006 2:06 PM Subject Warning!!!! Body: ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Dawn Date: Dec 20 2006 9:38 AM Dec 20, 2006 9:15 AM Subject Warning Ladies!!! Body: Warning Ladies!!! Body: State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of Monkeyman935 contacts you, do not reply.DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail.Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far.This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you

Massacre Of The Innocents
the weeping of mothers loss of their world nowhere to hide an order in the night to remain king there must be infanticide bitter weeping for them all the new king however didnt fall the maji led them astray the star in the sky has led the way the gifts to the newborn a crown of thorns now adorned bringing hope love and peace to those who hear the call giving himself to save us all no greater love has ever been given a newborn savior now has risen

Stuff About Me, A Ton Of Questions
*** About me *** What does your name mean? Just E Are you color blind? No, I think I’m tone-deaf though What's your favorite album/CD? New The Game Album I just got What is your eye color? Brown Do you have a job? What is it? Yep. I work for a healthcare company in a chain of many hospitals How tall are you? 5' Eleven What is your hair color? Light Brown Do you believe in hell? Yes .. It exists differently for each person, in mine, I’m waiting in line at the grocery store. Are you artistic? Very much, I would like to think so…otherwise I’m just really weird. What's your favorite color? Black, but technically it’s an absence of any other color…so then Blue. What is your screen name? E and I don’t IM… Where do you live? EAST Sizzide Explain your political beliefs. No bullshit, lots of screaming, firearms, fighting, ass kicking, and me getting a lot accomplished. Chuck Norris would be there as my Vice President. Explain your religious beliefs. Wow .

Maybe Hope For Christmas
Well got up early today and made my usual call and he was having yet another transfusion and fever hasnt broke yet but he seems to be getting better so maybe he can be home for Christmas

Dear Santa
deer santa: I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Frend, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about send you a frigging book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell! Santa Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid, fat mom, who rides his ass constantly? It's time to give up that dream. Let me get you s

Brothers In Arms
I just read this in a bulletin, and had to BLOG it. To make sure it gets out to people. Ok,anyone that knows me knows that the only people that I am a fan of is Our Military past and present. I know that I could make "more points"for becoming fans of more people...but that is not what I am here for.Well,I have also been trying to make friends with as many of them as I can without feeling overwhelmed with to many friends that I can't show proper love to. So...I have some things that I have seen this past week that bother me and I wanted to get this off my chest. First...to many of my wonderful friends that are in Afghanistan and Iraq are apologizing to us for not being able to show us proper love.THEY ARE BUSY FOLKS!!! IT IS NOT THEIR JOB TO SHOW US PROPER LOVE AND IT IS NOT THEIR JOB TO KEEP UP WITH US!! IT IS OURS!!What a wonderful privileged we have to be in a time when they can share so much with us!I would much rather see the many pictures posted...the blogs of their t

Ok, So I'm New!!!!!
So heres the thing, I am finding it really hard to navigate this site. I thought it would be kinda like myspace which is pretty much self explanatory, but it's not. So if ya'll send me comments or messages and I dont reply in a timely manner it's just because i dont know how to yet..LOL... Thanks for all the pic comments and messages i have received so far. Ya'll certainly are a friendly bunch. Kisses and Hugs Angie

Just Another Day In The Bike Shop
Nothing too interestings, parts being delivered strange people coming in and asking ignorant questions. I have my own little world here with snacks, Dit Dr Pepper Berries and Cream flavored and camel turkish jade, cigs. I live a very unusual life to others but to me my life is interesting. I don't like to be bored.

For The Ladies!!!
Guys, I love you to pieces but this was just too good not to share with my lady friends! I hope that someday you will find it in your hearts to forgive me for posting this! Ladies, I don't know about you but I can mow my own lawn, I can change my own oil, change my own brakes, I can do other minor vehicle repair work and I can fix my own flats. If I ever have to live off the land, I know the difference between poisonous and non-poisonous mushrooms and berries, I'm fairly good at gardening, I can do the awful thing called "canning", and believe it or not I know how to hunt, gut, and even PROCESS a deer if I need to. LOL I don't like doing such things but heck, If I end up ever having to do it, I am ready! lol I saw the attached photo and started thinking about all the stuff I just mentioned. It made me ask myself one very important question. WHY ON EARTH DO I NEED A MAN IN MY LIFE? I know what you are thinking. You think they are good playtoys. Yeh, ok, SOME of th

Getting To Know Your Friends Christmas Style
1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate? I like both 2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under the tree? The elves wrap them for Santa 3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? Colored lights on tree and white icicles outside but the wreath is colored. 4. Do you hang mistletoe? no 5. When do you put your decorations up? depends on whether I feel the holiday spirit or not 6. What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding dessert)? Let's see I make a carrot casserole and green bean casserole. Ham, stuffing, gravy, sometimes turkey. 7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child: We would have our Christmas and go visit other family members on the day. 8. how did you learn the truth about Santa. I think it had something to do with my mom making me decorate and wrap all the gifts saying, "Santa Mom" because she didn't think he should get the credit. 9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve? Only allowed to open one gift. 10. How do you decorate your Chr

My Cheesy Poem
Grab me with lusty desire Let me light your burning fire take you where we let hands touch Moistness and hardness long so much To feel you grind your ass into me As I let you set my manhood free And I taste you as I long to do And make hot long passion to you Sucking and licking and fucking so fast Like wild animals we make it last And feel the orgasms that make it worth all Your worth the price of humanities fall You ignite me and now I burn hot For I need your sex and others want not As I look at you I drool for your love to be deep inside you as we push and shove And howl at the moon as we cum so hard For you’re the sexual dream who holds the card The winning hand and you’re the winner true And I want to give all sexual pleasure to you Be your love slave and pleasure you sweet To taste you like a fine meal to eat And make you cum hard and moan so loud These are the things that would make me proud To satisfy you as no other one can For you’re the woman who m

Ty Had A Close Call
We went to get a tree last night and it was raining a bit so we sent the kids to the car after we picked out a tree. well Ty couldnt get in the car so he ran back across the parking lot without looking and a car was coming. I am not sure if me screaming for him to stop or what it was but he tried to stop and hit the front fender of the car. His head bounced off the car and he went down. He got up just as fast as he went down. He had someone watching over him thats for sure if he didnt try and stop he would be under that car. He is ok and has a nasty bruise on his check but thats it. I dont ever want to have to have that feeling again.

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Hey All
I have joined many sites Darkstarlings, Vampirefreaks and My Space. I just joined here with my brother and Sister. They itroduced me to Cherry Tap. Looking forward to getting to know you all. HAPPY HOLIDAYS

I Hate People
people are dumb. period. if you dont get it...why are you even bothering commenting?! okey okey...id better clarify or someone will bitch here too probably. i posted a mumm saying marky ramone is either a douche or a bitch. every single stupid mother fucker that responded was like "im lost" "who?" "what?"......why the piss are you even responding then?? some wanker even says "i never heard them before" and posts his own music playing device thing...asshole. one person bitched that "shouldnt this be posted as a blog?" FUCK YOU. ill post how ever i wanna post. people are stupid.

Babes Vs Hunks
Hi there Cherry friends! Would you be a sweetheart and help my friend Lucy out? She really deserves your vote as you will see! I would very much appreciate it! Hugs and kisses, Joeylynne Merry Christmas to all !!

Wifey Boo Bitches And Hos
A nigga has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always loves, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only for sex or other se

Shopping
So we went to our first mall yesterday... It BLEW MY MIND.... the clothes and the stores and the SHOES and purses oohhh I was in complete heaven! :) I bought a pink shirt and it was only 5 dollars!!!! Everything is soooo much cheaper down here! The mall was a mile long and it had a Skate park right in it!!! It was amazinggg :) So my trip is going pretty good so far! Chirs' mom is going to do my hair 2day! And I get to get my nails did hahaha Christmas eve is the Atlanta Football game! which is going to be amazing too. :) Anyways talk later 69th Angel xo

At Sweetie's,dinner
I had dinner with my sweetie At his home the other night I knew he’d make a special treat At least I hoped he might He set out all the crockery fine With his best linen pressed Silver knives and forks and spoons I really was impressed I said “What’s for dinner sweetie?” He flashed a cheeky smile And replied “I know you’ll love it It’ll be ready in just a while” Well I got a little suspicious For I noticed that no smell Was coming from his kitchen And no food was there as well Nothing cooking on the stove So sign of chook nor fish And he knew spaghetti marinara Was my favourite dish The stereo played slow love songs The candles were aglow He certainly was cooking something up But what? I did not know As he led me away from the kitchen My hopes began to crumble When he took me to the main bedroom I heard my tummy rumble He set me down upon the bed And then to my surprise He grabbed a blood red silken tie And wrapped it round my eyes I star

My Previous Life
In me previous life well I was the wife of a farmer from Fogartys Creek. I was the type who did everything right: I was passive and placid and meek. There was nothin' to learn where he was concerned - just act as if he was a king (and keep sayin' 'no' when he fumbled below 'til I had me that little gold ring). Well, he had me alright on our weddin' night - been better if he was a bull! Some honeymoon, me stuck in the room and him at the pub gettin' full. We moved the next week out to Fogarty's Creek and I was a farmer's wife. I cooked and I cleaned and six babies I weaned. I'd no time to think about life. He got up at dawn, by six he was gone and for twelve hours a day no-one saw 'im Bar the sheep and the cows and the 'overing crows...whatever I said useta bore him. So I learnt to just listen and keep me mouth shut and say 'yes dear' and 'no dear' and 'maybe' And when now and then he behaved like all men it was Bingo: another new baby. The years passed away, the same

Update
After speaking with the union representative about my problem, I was left dumbfounded. She was pessimistic about the district granting me any paid leave time. Apparantly you have to be PHYSICALLY injured to receive any sort of L&I disability benefits. I sent her a picture of the broken window. She thought it looks like a bullet hole. The administration didn't think it did. Not only do I know it's a bullet, but it's a .22 caliber at that!! I don't have any sick leave anymore. I can't go back to that place (Hunt) again. There are no other positions available. An alternative would be for me to substitute at regular teacher pay. Something tells me that that wouldn't fly. I feel like I am trapped. Short term disability only pays half of what we need each month. I can't get a part time job while on the disability. Would all that are reading this please pray for us? Thanks

So... Tired...
Monday through Wednesday of this week I ... worked.. over.. 50.. hours. I've slept maybe 8 or 9. 23 hours and 12 minutes until I reach my deadline, and at that point I am done one way or the other.

Does This Whisper Sound Naughty?
She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!!

Perfume And Men
So I am in the process of getting sexified for the day, as I so modestly (and jokingly) like to call it LoL, and I am trying to decide which perfume to wear. You may never guess it, but I am a big perfume addict and have a ton of different perfumes. Anyway, as I am trying to choose, I realized that different perfumes remind me of different boys. Apparently during the time I was with them I must of worn that certain perfume all the time. Just thought I'd share

Gone
Gone Dark stormy nights in my soul, Whirlwind desires going out of control. Heavy hearted, pained and confused, Lost and tormented, no one to turn to. My mind keeps racing, My heart has lost its way, Lost and abandoned, Don't know what to do or say. Love is lost, Love is not real, Love has no hope, For a soul that refuses to heal. Shackled to the walls, Of this inner prison cell, Alone in the dark Death tolls the bell. Salvation is naught, Hope is all but gone, Nothing left except Sweet pain song.

Ups And Downs
my company wished my a merry christmas,by firing me on tuesday,being that they have spent the last 5 months fucking me over on a regular basis this was no surprise,i made the mistake of working hard and getting moved up very fast by my original boss,who was fired 6 weeks after i started for being to honest to our vice president,so 2 more bosses later they found a yes man who fucks us on a regular basis.and it was my turn.this whole senerio could relly get me down ,but i find myself kind of relieved.will this screw me for a while ,yes,is it the end of the game?hell no not by a long shot.i know in the big skeem this aint shit,theres others who are far worse off,btw drop toys off at toys for tots please.love all my cherry friends and cool people everywhere. happy holidays and merry christmas too all CHIP

I Wish I Was A Donut
I wish I was a donut And get eaten every day To stick on someone's fingers In a most delightful way I wish I was a donut Sugar coated just for fun Full and round for easy grip And a hole to put your tongue I wish I was a donut Long and filled with custard cream Delicious on the taste buds A succulent silken dream

Deleted...wow!!!
I noticed that one of my friends this morning on my fan's list was gone and when i asked i found out that they had been deleted. Guess even the most popular and up there people are not immune to the great "delete" button. Remember, big brother is watching!!!!

The Kool Aid Man Is An Asshole
My rant today is on something that is as American as mom and apple pie Kool Aid! This is my rant Why the fuck do you have to be an astrophysicist to make Kool Aid? No matter how closely I follow the directions it still turns out either too sweet or not sweet enough. Ive attempted to make Kool Aid at least a thousand times in my 27 short years and to this day I cant get it right. I could make you Chicken Teriyaki or Cajun Chicken Pasta but ask for Kool Aid and you are shit out of luck. And of course it just happens that everyone you know is an expert at making Kool Aid, making you feel extremely sheepish. Sure we all have our shortcomings but should being impotent in the art of Kool Aid making be among them? Really, how hard can it possibly be to put water and powder together? If I can manage to piss off an entire bible belt community youd think I could do something so simple. I cant help but wonder what it is Im doing wrong. My friend has just informed me that perhaps a measuring cup w

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New To Site
Ciao from Italy Hey I'm a little new to this site so I'm just checking it out for now. If you are online at the same time of day and want to chat get in touch. I'm pretty good about returning mail. I just got a web cam so playing around with that. Sorry no nude shows. enough of that already on the web. Take care ciao J

To All My Friends And Fans
To all my friends and fans, Whatever faith you follow, whatever beliefs you hold, and for whomever you hold dear, I wish you a very safe, happy, and healthy few days to come and all through the entire New Year itself. My very best to all, Steve Santini "The Dark Master of Escape" www.thedarkmaster.com

2112 Is A Palindrome
Just cos today's date is a palindrome I thought I would indulge myslef with a little wordplay, so see if I can conjure up some horseplay. Here is an ancient one: S A T O R A R E P O T E N E T O P E R A R O T A S Very clever! Or funny too: Shopkeeper (Michael Palin): (having said the customer was in Ipswich instead of Bolton) It was a pun. Customer (John Cleese): A pun? Shopkeeper: No, no, not a pun, no. What's the other thing which reads the same backwards as forwards? Customer: A palindrome? Shopkeeper: Yeah, yeah. Customer: It's not a palindrome. The palindrome of Bolton would be Notlob. It don't work. Or just plain spandanglily mahusive ! World's Longest Palindrome Here are some goodies for you: I prefer pi. Flesh--saw Mom wash self! Was it a car or a cat I saw? Tarzan raised Desi Arnaz' rat. Flower Ewoks K.O. werewolf Bob mixes sex, I'm Bob Butt raft, fart tub. Hot tuba. Put it up a butt, oh. and that Daily Mail anti coffee

New Man In My Life!!
Now I really know what amazing feels like. My babes will be here in 5 days I'm all excited I really cant wait till he is here. It will be so amazing. He is one awesome guy I don't care what them dumb bitches have said about him. He is really sweet and makes me feel like a princess. I'm not sure that I have felt this great before. Hes a keeper! He makes me really smile like a smile that is hard to leave my face. He cheers me up when I'm down even if I don't want to smile he always makes me smile. Life is seriously amazing. Baby how did i get this lucky? Muahzzzz I ♥ You! Cant wait to wake up next to you here in a few days. I think I have been waiting my whole life for this. For those of you who have been wondering where I have been lately. Theres your answer talking to my soldier. CT is really the least of my worries right now since I can't DJ right now. Anyhow just wanted u all to know that princess is extremely happy and feels better than ever. Hope this don't m

God's Heart
How is it that you reach inside my heart and know what's there ? Is it a special bond that God wanted us to share ? How can it be you read my soul just like a book ? You've gone into my heart and had a closer look. You seem to know just what my spirit cries for. You pray to God to bless me even more. I cry at the thought of a friend's love so true. God's given me a gift - that gift is you. A " Thank You" does not befit what you've been to me. A source of hope and light when the road looks gloomy. No, I didn't plan it - a friend from the start. Like a blossom in Springtime, You came from God's heart.

And Life Just Sucks Alittle More
I just got back from the doctor! To be informed that i can not got back to work for another 2 weeks. Yes i will get paid from workmen comp. But wonder when i will recieve that check! So YEAH NO WORK but no money to do anything!! lol I have a brace i have to wear all day but sleeping and take prednisone (which can cause insomnia!) Oh yeah more sleep i might lose!! lol oh well on a bright note more time with my son while there is no school! One day I hope that life gets better!! SOON LOL

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Merry Christmas To All!!!!
Here's my poem and some of my thoughts for the season... CHRISTMAS Christmas time is near Full of love and great cheer Time for faith, hope and love To share with those who are dear What does Christmas mean? It's all about giving. Here is the sad part... Many have stopped believing. Businesses, the rich, and all the like are lost. So tied up with wealth, Their hearts have turned to frost. But there are some few In this world filled with love For strangers and friends And also for God above. My message is this... Let's pray for all of those... The homeless, needy, and lost to keep Christmas close. And one final thing... Let's keep Christmas in our hearts... Not for one day, but always! Whether we're close or far apart. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU AND A JOYOUS AND SAFE NEW YEAR! GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!

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Leave Me a Voice Comment i love this thing, figured its my turn.... call me!!!!xoxoxo~ Flea Send me a voice comment. It's FREE! Just call 1-641-985-7800 and enter *2079106. If you get one too, I'll reply. http://www.snapvine.com

Someone Make This Happen
So we are lying on the beach on a lazy Sunday afternoon....you are lying on your stomach and I am slowly rubbing lotion on your back....massaging your shoulders...down your long, strong legs ...arms.....lower back....more lotion and now my hands move down your thighs... calves.....you look up and see me lying there. so you move up and lie next to me ...the sun is warm and sensuous on our bodies....the waves roll up and gently pound the beach....You stroke My cheek and reach over and kiss me softly...I open My eyes and smile...you are so incredibly sexy...I could look at I forever...we lie there for awhile...enjoying the sound of the ocean...enjoying each others company...How about a swim?. I stand and pull you up as we walk hand in hand to the water...I pull you into the surf with I...the wave's crash against our warm bodies. cool and refreshing as we make our way to deeper water....we make our way past the breakers and float on the gentle rolls...I disappear under the water and surfac

Ten Ways To Worry Less And Accomplish More
Ten Ways to Worry Less and Accomplish More By Author Unknown 1. Don't think of problems as difficulties. Think of them as opportunities for action. 2. After you've done your best to deal with a situation, avoid speculating about the outcome. Forget it and go onto the next thing. 3. Keep busy. Keep the 24 hours of your day filled with these three ingredients: work, recreation, and sleep. Don't allow yourself time for abstract thinking. 4. Don't concern yourself with things you can't do anything about. Armchair generals don't win battles, but they do have nervous breakdowns. 5. For the time being anyway, eliminate daydreaming completely. Stop building air castles. 6. Don't procrastinate. Putting off an unpleasant task until tomorrow simply gives you more time for your imagination to make a mountain out a possible molehill. More time for anxiety to sap your self-confidence. Do it now, brother, do it now. 7. Don't pour woes and anxieties to other people. You d

All Nereids Beware
*sighs* His spring of love, resembles the uncertain glory of an April day The sun beating against my neck, horizons still stuck in my mind To the girl that can't forgive me Take these misunderstandings, return them back where they came from Take these misunderstandings, it's hard enough to live life as it is Binded Hooked on an anchor All nereids beware, all nereids beware This spring of love, resembles the uncertain glory of an April day A shipwreck Left stranded A castaway Coast to coast the high seas echo "it's not you it's me" If the wind were down, I could drive the boat with my sighs (I could drive the boat... if the wind... were down) Take these misunderstandings, return them back where they came from Take these misunderstandings, it's hard enough to live life as it is A corpse lies lifeless, where X marks the spot, at the bottom of the ocean floor Where X marks the spot Where X marks the spot All nereids beware, all nereids beware The

Season Christmas & New Year
HEY all my chrrytap friend and fans Sorry I havent been here for a long time , I hope I have better time after the Holiday season So I hope You Have a verry merrry Christmas and a verry happy new year Thanks for the add s and comment on my page see you after the new years party Love and kisses and huggies

Bless You All !
As I reflect upon this year I think of all the great blessings that the Lord has bestowed upon my life. I also think of all the wonderful people that help support,thank you Tara,thank you friends!

Life/love
why is life so complicated where when u wanna add love to it, it gets way out out comtrol, love is what makes the world go round, well in my case my head is spinning......when u love someone its suppose to make u happy, but i guess they r suppose to love u back....darn.,...oh well...life must go on whether someone loves you or not....

~~ Contest Is Now Open For The Sexy Man Of Ct ~~
~~ Sexy Man Of CherryTap ~~ Contest Opens 12/21 thur 12/28 at 12pm noon! Man with the most comments wins! Rates will be used for tie breakers. Comment bombing allowed You can comment on your own pic. Still got openings if you want to join and win big prizes. And here they are....... Good Luck Guys!

Choose Your Words
Watch your thoughts, for they become words. Choose your words, for they become actions. Understand your actions, for they become habits. Study your habits, for they will become your character. Develop your character, for it becomes your destiny." --Anonymous

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Darkness
DARKNESS The darkness settles in And consumes my very being. No more light inside this inner cell Only coldness and the burning fires of hell. Love won, and love lost once again. But my love will never see the light of day, Because the darkness comes And drives it away. I've learned my lesson and learned it well There is no true love, There is no peace Only pain, sorrow, and lonliness Closing in on me. So i welcome with open arms This darkness that has now consumed me, No more will i feel this way, As death comes to take all the pain away. So hear me now, All those with open ears, As i set in motion This one last act of quenching my fears. Death will come swiftly and without reprise, As you stare at this pitiful wretched body With wide open eyes. Keeping in mind that it was you that i had in mind.

If.....
IF YOU... If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million who won't survive the week. If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture or the pangs of starvation, you are ahead of 20 million peoplearound the world. If you attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or death, you are more blessed than almost three billion people in the world. If you have food in your refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy. If your parents are still married and alive, you are very rare, especially in the United States. If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful, you a

Whispers
I wisper to you I miss you. Your answer Ive missed you more. I wisper you've been gone forever. You say its not that been that long. I hang my head and cry. You pull me close and tell me it will be ok. I wisper I love you. You wrap your arms around me and hold me close. and wisper I love you too. I look down at the stone in front of me and wisper, but you already know that don't you. You look at me with tears in your eyes and wisper I always did.

These Walls
These Walls These walls i'm locked behind Reach from floor to sky, I built it myself, My pain sealed inside. I'll never get out, You'll never get in, Though we pound on the walls They're hard as steel. It's too high to climb, Just give up, I'm here to stay So don't even try, You can't make this pain go away. These walls, Prison and sanctuary, Never to be hurt again, Yet enprisoned from love come my way.

Our Fallensoldier Is On His Way Home.
Ok..I can cry now... Specialist Brennan Chris Gibson is on his way HOME... Little did I know that when I posted the picture in my photos of the fallen Marine...that my nephew would be coming home the same way. But there is a sense of relief in my tears right now...We can finally really "cry" instead of "handle it"...he is on his way home.... The funeral is set for Dec 27th...finally...we can get on with it. Thank you for your support here...I have a full life..and keep busy...but when I go home and am on my own it has meant alot...right now the tears are flowing...and I appreciate all that I have...and the best news since we found out that he was killed...is that he is on his way home. I want nothing more for Christmas than for everyone to go thank a soldier.... (repost of original by 'Flamewalker' on '2006-12-20 12:00:01') **************** Ok this is Heartsound...the repost of the original that is at the end of this is who this brave soldier's aunt is.You c

Please Do This For Me....
OK, I've entered Maniacal Bliss' December BBW Contest. It's a comment bombing contest so here I am asking for your help. This is my first contest. So do me a flavor and bomb away on my photo. Much love, Mary

Hope
Hope Dark mists swirl Through ever bending trees. Dark currents run pulsing Through my head with no ease. Angry waves of despair Crash upon me with no relief. Crimson floods flow forth From my wounded soul, The pain never letting go. The mind's despair, The heart's defeat, The hope of love Has all but vanished from me.

To Everyone Who Is A Friend, Family Or Fan Of Me
If ANYONE thinks that I am not who I say I am please remove yourself from my list now. If you think I am a fake then why have me on your list of friends, family or a person you are a fan of? Please go ahead and remove me now and you wont have to wonder if I am who I say I am. And that is all I have to say about that!

Quote........
Confined In the philosophical concept of my own senses I cannot comprhend the aspect of these Feelings. To love you; us to adorn you, my love Physical and lyrical language has no meaning True love will not be easily understood Except between those two who know What that true love is really about Unimaginable love soars throughout my soul At the time I wake till I sleep Reasons only known to me and you Will always keep our love strong Through triumphs and trial our love prevailed Meaningless arguements we have overcome Nothing stands between us, my love Except time and distance; which we Will one day overcome..... Chris F Estrada Copyright ©2006 Chris F Estrada

Quote........
Open Up The rain still drips ever so slightly from that hole in the sky Everytime I look up it's just a reminder that I too am in need of having this hole plugged, this agony that I can not explain, a craving that I am to ashamed to reveal But wouldn't it all be too easy if I could speak of these things and have them vanish into only dreams that still haunt in my sweat filled sleep Still I wait for the day when I can plug the hole with something real or maybe just wait until the sun comes out Chris Estrada Copyright ©2006 Chris Estrada

Final Salvation
In the swirling mist, my path is lost, no turning back, it's the cost... To the darkness, forever I am bound, for me, final salvation is found... My darkest secret, black veil of death, in it's cold embrace, I take no breath... Final sacrifice, split blood, out, from veins just flood... Everlasting hunger, my final cross, in the misery of past, it is no loss... Last drops of life, poured from the dead, sacrifice for this night, made for the undead... by SorrowMan

This Called High Times Nursery Ryme
I sit here looking at the sky I smile and wonder why people live and people die some just live to get high smoke weed here and there some smoke weed just anywhere purple haze and some dro to smoking weed is what I was born to do blood shot eyes and chincky as can be sipping on some hennesy one great buzz I must admit this purple haze is the shit

The Fear Of Love
THE FEAR OF LOVE Mortal coils Strike our symbiant being, Bringing forth tears of blood, Remembering long lost loves and losses. Making us weak in our knees, Nightmares to our dreams, Trembling in our fear. Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, Our souls laid bare in love’s brilliant light. Screaming from the inside, whimpers issue forth. Panic setting in, heart pounding in our ears, Wanting to take the leap, yet frozen in fear. Hands issue forth waiting to be taken, But do we dare. Do we dare take the challenge, The challenge to conquer our greatest fear, The fear of love.

Tainted
With a few words, my heart is torn, from my pain, only sorrow is born... Finally, behind the lies, my life I can see, dreams collapsed, there is no hope for me... Words of love, tarnished - lie, all they burn, once love - now gone, forever, ashes to turn... All those lies, in front of my eye, now flashes, what once were my love, now only remain in ashes... Tainted ashes of love, only feed the seeds of lie, blown in the wind, to seek a victim, a heart to die... by SorrowMan

Death, My Friend
Death, my friend, you are always there, from you, no one flee, you are everywhere, still, I wonder, why you are never here... Death, my friend, you release others from pain, all those people, they get free, so many slain, yet, I ask, why I am still here in vain... Death, my friend, you everywhere see, from you, just redemption, can I plea, here I ask, come here, set me free... by SorrowMan

Some Sins
Birth was my first sin, be here, to cry, with my scream silence tear... Life was my second sin, just live, mock this world, my opinions give... Love was my third sin, to care, just worship her, how did I dare... Questioning was my fourth sin, raise doubt, my mind use, see no reasons when look out... Rebellion was my fifth sin, my own rules make, refuse to obey, not orders from others to take... Arrogance is my sixth sin, to my own sins list, to think I know, believe my own sins see in life's mist... I will still have many sins, my own pride I will fall, I will regret most, hope redemption before death call... Death will be my last sin, to surrender and die, just release my life, to darkness and oblivion fly... by SorrowMan

Goodbye
Goodbye The darkness of my heart, The sadness of my life, Always pushing and striving, But nothing ever goes right. Who are you? You are no one to me. You may be in control now, But someday I might be. You fuck me, I'll fuck you, And the darkness deepens As the hardness does too. Keep pushing, And maybe I'll break. Keep driving me deeper Behind these walls of no escape. Locked in here, I'm safe and sound, You cannot hurt me more, So just go away and don't come back around. In here I live, In here I die, Safe from the pain, Safe from the lies. Goodbye!

Dreams Of Darkness
I see demonic shadows, floating in the darkness, waiting me to fall a sleep, searching a moment of my weakness... Shadows of death, inside my head, this outstanding pain, in my brain... Flames of hellfire, in my eyes, smell of death, in my nose... Molten seas of hell, this demonic smell, someone is casting a dark spell, holding me in the hell... by SorrowMan

Decision
With nice little twist, I slit my wrist... Not waiting life to kill, rather my own blood I spill... It's my own choice, I have no fears, only pain, in eyes some unshed tears... On the floor, blood making stains, slowly releasing me from my pains... Bloody stains, stains like in my soul, caused by all the pain, this life so foul... Vision finally fading away, soon it's all done, staring darkness, oh so black, soon it's all gone... Soon I'm released, free from this pain, suffering and life, it was all just in vain... Thought, funny how blood makes difference between life and death, farewell life, so painful, so useless, gonna take my last breath... by SorrowMan

Our Brothers In Arms
Ok,anyone that knows me knows that the only people that I am a fan of is Our Military past and present. I know that I could make"more points"for becomming fans of more people...but that is not what I am here for.Well,I have also been trying to make friends with as many of them as I can without feeling overwhelmed with to many friends that I can't show proper love to. So...I have some things that I have seen this past week that bother me and I wanted to get this off my chest. First...to many of my wonderful friends that are in Affganistan and Iraq are apoligising to us for not being able to show us proper love.THEY ARE BUSY FOLKS!!! IT IS NOT THEIR JOB TO SHOW US PROPER LOVE AND IT IS NOT THEIR JOB TO KEEP UP WITH US!! IT IS OURS!!What a wonderful priveladge we have to be in a time when they can share so much with us!I would much rather see the many pictures posted...the blogs of their thoughts... the political cartoons.They can share so much more with us as a whole than they can

You Know Your From Southern California When
You know you're from Southern California when... 1) Your monthly house payments exceed your annual income. 2) You drive next to a Rolls Royce and don't notice. 3) You don't know anyone's phone number unless you check your cell phone. 4) You speak Spanish, but you're not Mexican. 5) You begin to "lie" to your friends about how close you are when you know damn well that it'll take you at least an hour to get there (see below). 6) Getting anywhere from point A to point B, no matter what the distance, takes about "twenty minutes" 7) You drive to your neighborhood block party. 8) In the "winter", you can go to the beach and ski at Big Bear on the same day or mow your lawn in your shorts on New Years Day, and maybe sunburn. 9) You eat a different ethnic food for every meal. 10) If your destination is more than 5 minutes away on foot, you're definitely driving. 11) Calling your neighbors requires knowing their area code. 12) You know what "In-'N

Quotes
There are no explanations for human evil. Only excuses. The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn't exist. Why is it that evil must so often come beautifully wrapped? Evil isn't done by evil people, most of the time. Evil is done by basically decent people who decide that a little lie, a little theft, a little slide down the back slope couldn't do any harm.

Leaving Cherrytap
Just wanted to let everyone I met on here know that I'm not gonna be on this site anymore due to certain people I just don't want any contact with. So...if you know me hit me up before I leave! I will be deleting my account soon!

Much Love
I'm sending much love to ya all I wont be back on but for just to check my messages until after New Years. I want to wish everyone a great holiday season. Sorry I havent been on much this week my two stepdaughters are gonna be gone as of tomorrow for the next two weeks and i've been spending lots of time with them. I also wont have my daughter most of her break so i've been doing the family thing. I hope this finds all of you well and I will be back after the first to show yall love like i use to do i hope. Erin

Tied Up
I have been dreaming of you just like this. Helpless. Wanting. Aching. My name on your lips. I consider removing the blindfold. Not yet, soon. Tenderly I caress your cheek. You need so much more. You try to kiss my hand, naughty boy. I lick across your stomach. Your sharp intake of breath lets me know how badly you want me. A playful nip on your chest… a moment sucking on your neck, marking you mine. My hands lightly tracing a line from your ankle, inside your thigh…stopping just short. Leaning forward so you smell my hair, know how close I am… my hair caresses your chest…your cock… your thighs… you shudder, moaning. I remove your blindfold and your eyes are almost my undoing… so dark with desire. I watch your face as you see what I’ve worn for you… red lace bra with front clasp… tiny matching panties that tie at the sides… perfect for removing with your teeth… and you know that’s exactly why I chose them. You start to struggle against your bindings, making me chuckle. Ba

Broken Heart, Leaky Eye
Broken Heart, Leaky Eye Broken heart, Leaky eye, Too much pain In my mind. Can't get away Can't break free From the overwhelming Sense of misery. Too much to handle, I cannot bear, Want to crawl up in a ball And just stay lying there. Want to give up, Want to die, Life's not worth living, Being this empty inside. Let me die! Let me die! Let me die!

Finally Got My Computer Fixed..
Well, after e-mailing Dell, calling them to leave them a message. e-mailing my Dell rep at work, and finally calling them as though it was a new issue just to get someone on the phone I finally got the thing fixed! When I finally got someone on the phone and told him that I wanted to speak to his manager, things went smoothly after that. He told me his manager was in a meeting and couldn't come to the phone (BS I'm sure), but his manager did have him contact the Protocol department...who called me directly. They called the technician to find that he was just getting ready to come by my place. The technician showed up, fixed it, and it's all happy now. Later in the evening my Dell rep at work e-mailed me back (she was out of the office all day visiting customers.) She said that they escalated my call internally....so, eventually I got a good response from people. Sometimes you just have to bitch and moan I guess.

Don't You Know
Don't You Know You say you want To enter into my dark domain, See what lies behind these walls Of my blackened heart, my burned out soul. You think that you made it past the barrier, You think that what you've seen does not go any deeper, But you've never seen true darkness That comes from a lifetime of isolation. You don't know. I don't believe in your god or any of his empty promises. He kicked me to the curb and then I shot him the finger. Now I walk alone here in this endless abode. How dark is dark? You just don't know. The light that you think you see, Is actually a false reality. There is no hope for this shattered soul Set up to be torn apart just as before. Don't you know the darkness is in control Of me.

Heart's Cry
Heart's Cry What to do, Where to turn, Lost in a sea of madness, My heart is set to burn. Searing heat, Flames too high, Burning me up From the inside. My heart is broken, The pieces are laying bare, There seems no escape From this endless despair. I wish I could die, I wish I would melt away, Then I could not hurt those Around me another day. Lord and Lady Show me what to do, Show me how to truely love, Show me how not to wound.

The Thing That Shall Never Be
The Thing That Shall Never Be Black roses, Blackest of nights. Piercing the darness With my immortal sight. Searching for what was lost, For what cannot be found. For my dark gift Has me nestled safe and sound. No more brightness, No more light. My life was lost On that dark and fateful night. Now I seek to find Some form of mortality, Before I go too far And fall into insanity. For I want the light To consume my very being, But the darkness is too strong, So that shall never be.

Three Wishes
I keep three wishes ready, Lest I should chance to meet, Any day a Fairy, Coming down the street... I'd hate to have to stammer, Or have to think them out, For it's hard to think up things, When a Fairy is about... I'd hate to lose my wishes, For Fairy's fly away, And perhaps I'd never have a chance, On another day... So keep three wishes ready, Lest you should chance to meet, Any day a Fairy, Coming down the street...

Voices
Voices These voices in my mind Running 'round inside Telling me I'll be dead, At least that's what they said. These voices in my brain Driving me insane. Smoked too much pot Now they're never gonna stop. Can't stop the voices! Gotta kill the voices! See what she's done to me. Why can't she see The voices are there Because she didn't care? Can't stop the voices! Gotta kill the voices! These voices in my head Telling me I'll be dead. Can't stop the voices in my brain Driving me insane. Can't kill the voices! Can't kill the voices! All because of her I guess I'll never learn. These voices will be with me All through eternity, Because what she did Closed down on me like a coffin lid! Can't kill the voices! Can't kill her voice! Ringing in my mind, Tearing me up inside. Please stop the voices!

Monsters
There are monsters inside every one of us, only waiting for an excuse to get out. We are all watchers, guarding against the dark. What base animal instinct in us drives us, forces us to continue living when it would be easier to sit down and die? What if death was the end, and hauntings came about only when tenacious souls would not accept it? It is awful to think that the spirit world is a dim and chaotic afterglow before the ultimate darkness. Once brought so far out of it's cage, a man's evil is reluctant thereafter to be contained.

The Agony Of The Longing
The Agony of the Longing (Fractured Thoughts of an Insane Mind) The pain seeps forth like blood Sending a scream of torment From a fractured soul, Yet it is without sound. Silent yet deafening. Piercing cries that drive those around away. Elucidating thoughts torture the innocent victim. The agony of the longing, to be intimately close to someone Yet always so desperately far away. Life slowly seeping out behind the inner wall. No door, no key, no way in and no way out, Locked inside this prison of the damned Slowly going insane. Knowing this and knowing also nothing can be done to halt the process. He sleeps. Sleeping, dying Dying in the agony of the longing.

One Of My Most Amazing Friends
I want everyone to know that I have one of the most thoughtful, caring and amazing friends. Who will go out of there way to do and make someone feel loved.... My best friend Leanna...aka..Kinky XXX...Kinky-XXX@ CherryTAP wrote an email to a radio station to put in for a Christmas wish for our family. She wouldnt let me read it but only told me bits and pieces of what she had put in. She let them know about our situation on to why we had to move here with their family, that Ray was terminally ill,and that regardless of the time we have left we were still married and I was still standing by him becuase I LOVE HIM..I never hesitate for that answer he is my life, and that my son has had to make alot of sacrifices as well as her family and children, which there daughter made the biggest sacrifice of all she gave us her room. How loveing and thoughtful she is. And though her and her husband has made sure that my son will have Christmas from Santa on that morning, She wanted to make sure t

Why Is It So Hard?
one would think that making a simple writing of ones thoughts would be easy, right? so why is it so dang hard for me to keep a journal? could it possibly be that i don't have anything going on in my life worth talking about or that i doubt seriously that anyone would want to read about the few things i do have going? probably so, because i doubt i would want to read my own thoughts in a few days so why would anyone else care. could it be that i just can't remember to write the dang thing before turning the puter off and going to bed? again probably so, as i only have 10 million other things to do in a day, so by the time i turn the puter off i am pretty much running on fumes anyway and really don't have the active brain cells working to remember or write it. so why would a person after knowing all this still expect a journal to read in the morning? hmmmmmmmm well perhaps he thinks one day miraculously i'll get it together and be the good lil subbie he wants me to be and remember it

Better Than Me-hinder
"Better Than Me" I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really

Texas
The only place in the world where they make Dr. Pepper according to the original formula is in Dublin, Texas. Dr Pepper was invented in Waco in 1885. There is no period after the Dr in Dr Pepper. According to the Texas Department of Transportation, one person is killed annually painting stripes on the state's highways and roads. Rodeo is the official state sport of Texas, though High School Football is more popular. In the mid 1980s, the employee cafeteria at Motorola in Austin had to stop serving food that contained poppy seeds because people showed false positives for opium when they were drug tested. Since then, the company reintroduced poppy seeds, and added Valium and several anti-depressants to a list of things not to bother testing for. Early Spanish missionaries in Texas hoped to encourage the spread of European values by offering flannel underwear to Native Americans. People who moved to Lockhart, Texas in the 1950s are still considered by natives of the town to be

"untitled"
"Untitled" Her lies of smiles and blankets on tears Every emotion she shaddows to hides Covering her sadness and all her fears No one knows the torture she feels inside Shes losing all hope on the life she knew A life full of happiness and laughter Forgetting after all shes been through Not wanting to see what will come after She hides herself behind a fake smile Slowly shes fading away in her mind And no one noticed after a while Looking for hope she wants so much to find Her lies of smiles and blankets on tears Covering her sadness and all her fears By: Helena

Dear Wife:):):):)
Dear Wife: You must realize that you are 54 years old, and I have > > > certain needs which you are no longer able to satisfy. I am otherwise happy with you as a wife, and I sincerely hope you will not be hurt or offended to learn that by the time you receive this letter, I will be at the Grand Hotel with my 18-year old teaching assistant. Sincerely, Your Husband I'll be home before midnight. When he arrived at the hotel, there was a faxed letter waiting for him that read as follows: Dear Husband: You, too, are 54 years old and by the time you receive this letter, I will be at the Breakwater Hotel with the 18-year old pool boy. Since you are a mathematician, you will appreciate that 18 goes into 54 more times than 54 goes into 18. Therefore don't wait up. Your Wife ------

Boy And His Date!!!
A boy and his date were parked on a back road some distance from town, doing what boys and girls do on back roads some distance from town, when the girl stopped the boy. "I really should have mentioned this earlier, but I'm actually a hooker and I charge $20 for sex." The boy reluctantly paid her, and they did their thing. After a cigarette, the boy just sat in the driver's seat looking out the window. "Why aren't we going anywhere?" asked the girl. "Well, I should have mentioned this before, but I'm actually a taxi driver, and the fare back to town is $25..."

Psychology
A guy goes into a bar and sees a beautiful woman. After an hour of gathering up his courage he finally goes over to her and asks, tentatively, "Um, would you mind if I chatted with you for a while?" She yells, "No, I won't sleep with you tonight!" Everyone in the bar is now staring at them. Naturally, the guy is hopelessly and completely embarrassed and he slinks back to his table. After a few minutes, the woman walks over to him and apologizes. She smiles at him and says, "I'm sorry if I embarrassed you. You see, I'm a graduate student in psychology and I'm studying how people respond to embarrassing situations." To which he responds, at the top of his lungs, "What do you mean $200?"

"deadly Poison"
"Deadly poison" deadly poison, oh how it wrecks, billowing in from beneath the cracks, filling my lungs with revenge, taking it out on me til the end. Knowing my crime it digs even deeper, stoping my heart from beating forever. Closing my lungs so i take my last breath. Having done the worst, it wants me to see, that my choice brought only pain, the pain it now brings. Deadly poison i breathe in As i start to choke, losing my life in a box full of smoke. sitting alone, hands behind back, Deadly poison being pumped in, for what they call my execution. -s

Screaming Wives!!!
Three Friends an Italian a German and a Greek they decided to bet it's other 100 euros who is going to make their wives scream more from sex. So they all go home to have sex with their wives so they make them scream. The next day the meet. The Italian says, "I made love to my wife for 2 hours and she was screaming for at least 1 1/2 hours." The German says, "That's nothing, I start licking my wife for two hours and she was screaming the whole time and half hour after that." The Greek says, " That's nothing, I made love to my wife for ten minutes, I came a couple times I wiped my Dick in the curtain and she still screaming."

Spanish And Work
Well I had one of them nights where your not sure what exactly to do... lol... I was offered money in return for sex but the problem with that is the guy doesn't speak the same language just a little english and me knowing a little spanish... Its wierd lol I can understand spanish when I hear it but can't talk it at all... My supervisor lost his mind expects me to do two different jobs at the same time in different sides of the plant... Damn it sucks... lol... I found this really cool translator... The website is http://babelfish.altavista.com/tr

?????????
9011 Cherries to go. LOL Wonder if something is up with that ???? Could be worse I guess. Could be 911. Big point difference but the number. Think that is funny. This member just left random rate on one of my pics...so I go check out her page and she had 420 to go. What's with the numbers today ? LOL

"untitled"
"Untitled" by: blingbling bunny My soul spills into bloody tears of joy, just looking upon you, your eyes so deep, our love so true, i wish i could hold your heart till the end of death and beyond, in the dark eternity mist, but forever is a long time, even then my you shall have my will in your fist, you say you will never leave, yet i still worry, that time will betray us, and this love will turn to furry, but i love every side of you, even the madness, so i will try to keep it away, and drive away the sadness, eternity is a long time away, so i will hold you now, and if forever comes, you will be there to show me how, we can overcome the "good" together as one, always apart of the wickedness, until finality is done, so as destiny unfurls, and this passion burns, you will be in me, as the dimension turns, it cannot be broken, not even by the one(s) above, it will never end, our wicked burning love.

The Miracle
by Wynter Moonlight From the start you showed so much care, Slowly I realized the love we could share. I knew it would be hard to put my heart on the line But it was all worth it to make you mine. With you by my side I cannot go wrong Only you could have made my heart so strong. You showed me a different point of view So I opened my mind to understand you. Now I see the beauty of a wilted flower And the excitement you feel in a thunder shower. I love everything that makes you unique Especially the part only I get to see. In the past I made several bad choices But you drowned out the antagonizing voices. Because of you I have a better life And the strength I need to survive. Over time we have come a long way I've learned to treasure every day So while ever word of this is honest and real It still can't explain all the love that I feel. I pray that this miracle will always be- The miracle of you and me.

300%
A woman goes to her doctor, complaining that her husband is 300% impotent. The doctor says, "I'm not sure I understand what you mean." She says, "Well, the first 100% you can imagine. In addition, he burned his tongue and broke his finger!"

Responsibility
Thursday, December 21, 2006 Responsibility The moment you stop blaming your misery on others, it disappears. The moment you take full and complete responsibility for your life, you jump to a whole new level of effectiveness and achievement. Imagine going through each day with no frustrations, no anxiety, and no regrets. Imagine putting every bit of your energy, in every moment, into meaningful, productive, joyful and fulfilling pursuits. Imagine being able to easily put your intentions into action. Imagine being able to maintain a clear sense of purpose and a rock-solid focus. Choose to accept responsibility for everything that touches your life, and you'll increasingly find yourself living in such a world. Your eyes will be opened to the beautiful, overwhelming abundance of positive possibilities. Have your blaming and fighting and running and hiding and avoiding ever brought you anything of real value? Maybe it's time to turn around and realize that responsibility i

Whos Who
Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together. The first one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he walks into a room, everyone calls him 'Father'. The second Catholic woman chirps, "My son is a bishop. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'." The third Catholic woman says smugly, "My son is a cardinal. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Eminence'." The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well...?" She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6' 2", hard-bodied stripper. When he walks into a room, people say, 'Oh my God...'."

Blind!!!!
There once was a blind man who decided to visit Texas. When he arrived on the plane, he felt the seats and said, "Wow, these seats are big!" The person next to him answered, "Everything is big in Texas."When he finally arrived in Texas, he decided to visit a bar. Upon arriving in the bar, he ordered a beer and got a mug placed between his hands. He exclaimed, "Wow these mugs are big!" The bartender replied, "Everything is big in Texas."After a couple of beers, the blind man asked the bartender where the bathroom was located. The bartender replied, "Second door to the right."The blind man headed for the bathroom, but accidentally tripped and skipped the second door. Instead, he entered the third door,which lead to the swimming pool and fell into the pool by accident. Scared to death, the blind man started shouting, "Don't flush,don't flush!"

Inner Demons
"Inner Demons" By:Sarena These voices in my head just wont go away. Everytime I ask them to leave ,they stay. I dont know how much more I can take, I wish they would materialize to be pierced with a stake. Having these voices isn't very mundane, but my mind will forever be their domain.

~~ Contest Final Update ~~
~~ Sexy Man Of CherryTap ~~ Contest Opens 12/21 thur 12/27 at 12pm noon! Man with the most comments wins! Rates will be used for tie breakers. Comment bombing allowed You can comment on your own pic. Still got openings if you want to join and win big prizes. And here they are....... Good Luck Guys!

Alone
Alone Edgar Allen Poe From childhood's hour I havee not been As others were- I have not seen As others saw- I could not bring My passions from a common spring- From the same source I have not taken My sorrow- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone- And all I lov'd- I lov'd alone- Then- in my childhood- in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still- From the torrent, or the fountain- From the red cliff of the mountain- From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold- From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by- From the thunder, and the storm- And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

More!!
A kid comes home from school and says to his mom, "Mom I've got a problem." She says, "Tell me." He tells her that the boys at school are using two words he doesn't understand. She asks him what they are. He tells her "well, pussy and bitch." She says, "Oh that's no big deal, pussy is a cat like our little Mittens, and bitch is a female dog like our Sandy." He thanks her and goes to visit dad in the workshop in the basement. He says to his dad, "Dad the boys at school are using words I don't know and I asked mom and I don't think she told me the exact meaning." Dad says, "Son, I told you never to go to mom with these matters, she can't handle them. What are the words?" He tells him...pussy and bitch. Dad says, "OK," and pulls a Playboy down from the shelf, takes a marker and circles the pubic area of the centerfold and says, "son, everything inside this circle is pussy." "OK, dad, so what's a bitch?" "Son," he says, "everything outside that circle."

More!!
This 65 year old woman is naked, jumping up and down on her bed laughing and singing. Her husband walks into the bedroom and sees her. He watches her a while then says, "You look ridiculous! What on earth do you think you're doing?" She says, "I just got my checkup and my doctor says I have breasts of an eighteen-year-old." She starts laughing and jumping again. He says, "Yeah, right. And what did he say about your 65 year-old ass?" Your name never came up..." she replied

How It's Going....
Well, as you can see, so far so good. I gotta say, I think I have the hottest friends list in CherryTap. Thanks to all the dimes that hooked up w/ me so far. You're all awesome! And fine as hell.

Just 4 The Jokers Of Cherry Tap!!!
A guy walks into a bar with a pet alligator by his side. He puts the alligator up on the bar. He turns to the astonished patrons. "I'll make you a deal. I will open this alligator's mouth and place my genitals inside. Then the gator will close his mouth for one minute. He will then open his mouth and I will remove my unit unscathed. In return for witnessing this spectacle, each of you will buy me a drink." The crowd murmured their approval. The man stood up on the bar, dropped his trousers, and placed his privates in the alligator's open mouth. The gator closed his mouth as the crowd gasped. After a minute, the man grabbed a beer bottle and rapped the alligator hard on the top of its head. The gator opened his mouth and the man removed his genitals unscathed as promised. The crowd cheered and the first of his free drinks was delivered. The man stood up again and made another offer. "I'll pay anyone $100 who's willing to give it a try". A hush fell over the crowd.

Sleep
Ok it is 10:30 am and I am so damn tired I went to bed at like 3:30am and had to be up at 7. Ugh Why is it when I need to sleep I can never get there. So much has been going on lately that my mind just will not let my body rest. In the begining of Nov. I lost my best friend who was more like my brother to we are not sure but we think a drug overdose. We will not know until the police release the information it has been under investigation. Thanks to his mom who to put it truthfully his twin brother and I think made sure that he was to far gone before they called the EMT's. She has for years tried to get custody of his daughter. We think she let him die so that she could try to get her. Sad but true. So things have not been all that great lately and I would love to get thru the holiday's and into the New Year without someone else I care and love dying. I have had a hard time with letting this go. It was a senseless death that could have been prevented if only his mom had called the EMT'

Come An Vote For Me In December Bbw Contest
Hello All my friends and Fans I'm in a new contest here on cherry tap I hope you all will come and vote for me and leave me alot of comments.. Diane [ CherryTAP.com photo: 2242034489 ]

To My Child
TO MY CHILD Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over yo

The Don
'Twas the night before Christmas, Da whole house was mella, Not a creature was strirrin', Cuz I had a gun unda da pilla. When up on da roof I heard somethin' pound, I sprung to da window, To scream, "YO! Keep it down!" When what to my Wanderin' eyes should appear, But da Don of all elfs, And eight friggin' reindeer! Wit' slicked back black hair, And a silk red suit, Don Christopher wuz here, And he brought da loot! Wit' a slap to dare snouts And a yank on dare manes, He cursed and he shouted And he called dem by name "Yo Tony, Yo Frankie, Yo Vinny, Yo Vito, Ay Joey, Ay Paulie, Ay Pepe, Ay Guido!" As I drew out my gun And hid by da bed, He flew troo da winda And slapped me 'side da head. "What da hell you doin' Pullin' a gun on da Don? Now all you're gettin' is coal, You friggin' moron!" Den pointin' a fat finga Right unda my nose, He twisted his pinky ring, And up da chimney he rose. He sprang to

My Interview At Mybabespace
Meet Mizz Shady Published 10/12/2006by angelic bitch Click here to go to Mizz Shady's My Babe Space Page Hi this is Angelic Bitch and I got lucky and got to interview today's " Featured babe of the day " Mizz Shady, She is awsome guys, with hot pictures and a wicked personality to match. Today we are giving you the inside scoop on Mizz Shady, enjoy the interview and be sure to go vote for her afterwards. MBS: (Angelic Bitch) -- What do you like to do in your spare time ? (Mizz Shady) When and if I have spare time I use that time being a myspace junky and now thanks to Chris a mybabespace junky now as well. MBS: (Angelic Bitch) -- When you were little. What did you want to be when you grew up? (Mizz Shady) I had always dreamed of being someone famous. LIke a movie star or a model that everyone knows

Calling All Marines, Former Marines, And Marine Familes
FIRST OFF, WELCOME TO THE FIRST DAY OF WINTER. NOW A FRIEND OF MINE, WTH MY HELP AND THE HELP OF AT LEAST ONE RETIRED MARINE IS SETTING UP A FAMILY PAGE FOR FOR MARINES, FORMER MARINES, AND THIER FAMILIES. SO IF YOU KNOW ANY MARINES. FORMER MARINES THEIR FAMILY, AND SUPPORTERS OF MARINES. SO IF YOU ARE A MARINE, EVER SERVED IN THE CORPS, OR YOU HAVE A FAMILY MEMBER THAT IS OR WAS A MARINE. LET US KNOW, OR LET THEM KNOW SO WHEN WE GET IT SET UP. WE CAN LET THEM KNOW ABOUT IT. MARINES ARE A BAND OF BROTHERS WITH A VERY SPECIAL BOND. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A EX-MARINE. THERE ARE FORMER MARINES, BUT BEING A MARINE IS NOT JUST A JOB, IT IS SOMETHING IN YOUR BLOOD, YOUR HEART AND YOUR SOUL. TALK TO ANY MARINE AND YOU WILL SEE THAT. MARINES ARE A BREED APART. SO IF ANYONE CAN HELP US GET IN TOUCH WITH THEM OR LET THEM KNOW ABOUT US. WE WILL BE MOST GRATIFUL, AND SO WILL THEY. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. SEMPER FI, CARRY ON. RICK SSgt USMC 77-90

Written By My Husband!
" Wednesday, December 20, 2006 The difference between military and civilians. Alot of civilians say there is really no difference between us military and them. Just a uniform and different work hours. Truth is and this is going to shock and piss off alot of civilians. The military is way different from the rest of the world. Especially military wives. They get up with us, wait for us to get off work , sometimes later then usual and sometimes waiting a year or more for us to come home. When is the last time someone who worked in Wal-Mart was asked to go to Iraq to open a store there or fight a war. The military spend countless hours during the day training. Physical training and combat training as well. While we are busy doing that, the wives are taking care of the house, bills, and sometimes kids. It takes alot to earn the right to wear the uniform now days and it takes alot to endure the hell combat will put into you and on you. When a civilian leaves town, it's usually for

Lost In A Lost World
I have this stashed away in my stashes but I have so much there its hard to see them all. Anyway, this is how Im feeling today. Our president said days ago that we are winning the war then he comes back and says that we are not and that he wants to beef up the military. WTF is wrong with his thinking? Does he want another Nam? Cuz thats whats going to happen! We arent going to win this war, no one will! We should learn from our past and not try it again expecting different results. Yep, I was raised by a hippy mom! She is the one who played this song for me when I was little. Ive always love this song and the guy who made this video did such a good job with it that it made me cry. It was true then and it is true now. Bring our troops home alive and not in body bags Mr. President!!!

The Balance
This video was done to help show the vision of Justin Hayward and the band. This song is a touching song and the video helps you understand. "Just open you mind, and realize the way its always been". This video I feel is the answer that everyone is seeking. You want peace, remember the balance!

Lmao
WHAT PART OF YOUR BODY GOES TO HEAVEN FIRST? The nun teaching Sunday school was speaking to her class one morning and she asked the question, "When you die and go to Heaven...which part of your body goes first?" Suzy raised her hand and said, "I think it's your hands." "Why do you think it's your hands, Suzy?" Suzy replied, "Because when you pray, you hold your hands together in front of you and God just takes you hands first." "What a wonderful answer!" the nun said. Little Johnny raised his hand and said, "Sister, I think it's your legs." The nun looked at him with the strangest look on her face. "Now, Little Johnny, why do you think it would be your legs?" Little Johnny said, "Well, I walked into Mommy and Daddy's bedroom the other night. Mommy had her legs straight up in the air and she was saying, "Oh God! Here I come . . ." If Dad hadn't pinned her down, we'd have lost her." The nun fainted.

So
The last thing in the world I should do is write in this thing about anything I've been thinking about or wanting to do... So.. I guess I won't.. Anyone know where there's online journals that are private? Oh.. I'm currently reviewing all the different aspects that could determine wether or not one is a stalker.. Cause I'm thinkin I got a couple.. lol (yes... I was looking at you when I said that) ~off in search of that fairy tale~ See ya'll

Things To Remember...
You know ppl can sometimes fall into a fake reality of life and love. One day everyone one of us will fall in love with someone for some reason or another. Then the world changes things happen life becomes hell. You find yourself hating where you are in life and whom you are with. You stay in the relationship for different reasons, maybe a kid is involved maybe the person your with is just depended on you and you can’t leave them. Maybe you just don’t have the freaking courage to make the change that you need because you don’t have a safety net. For what ever reason you sit there and think you may find many a different reason that you just stay put and not try to make yourself happy. I have recently gotten the courage and the strength to make myself happier. I will be leaving a lot behind and I know I will be hurting some people in my wake. Do I care, yes because if I didn’t I would have done this long ago. Life is about choices, life is about happiness, life is about livin

Is This For Real
Is This For Real The day is long, but I can't seem to keep my mind from thinking about you. I have never seen you, nor have I felt your gentle touch upon my skin. Although we have never met in person, I feel as if I have known you forever. When I close my eyes, I feel your touch upon my skin. I feel your warm breath as it caresses my neck. As the day winds down, I run hot water for a bath. I lower myself into the tub, letting the warmth of the water envelope my skin. I think about you. I close my eyes and imagine you are here with me. I lean back and rest my head against your chest, settling between your legs. I can feel your strength as you wrap your arms around me. My body feels like its on fire, I know it's not the warmth of the water that is causing me these feeling. It is you, the way you feel, and the way our bodies fit so perfectly together. The words you whisper in my ear send chills down my spine. I tilt my head, and I feel your soft lips as they gently descend up

Readers Digest
They just spammed me so I figured I would share some of the email... According to the Society of Pulling Numbers out of a Hat, 36.385% of the population breaks their New Year's resolutions within five minutes of making them. It reminds me of an anecdote sent to us by a reader, Marjorie Waters. She was having lunch with a friend, who complained, "Every year I resolve to lose weight and save money, but I always get them mixed up." Unlike Marjorie's friend, I keep all of my New Year's resolutions, every single one. How do I do it? Quite simple, really. After years of introspection and many sessions with a Magic 8-Ball, I've developed a healthy understanding of what I can and cannot do. Therefore, I keep my resolutions realistic. For example, a few years ago I resolved to gain five pounds. And I did. Last year I decided that I didn't know enough curse words. Today my vocabulary is much richer. And as for 2007? This will be the year I don't clean up my garage. Anything funny

Happy Holidays!
Hey everyone hope you have a very merry christmas and happy holidays!I hope to have a very merry and I hope naughty one with some one so I have to get to work on that before the weekend.Well I will also post new pics after the holidays so till then have a good one my fellow cherrys ;p

Music That Changed The World ...
Leave here the songs that most effect you ..... and have helped you through life ..... they may not change the world ... but they may have changed your world Love and Peace Pallbearer

My Pug Puppy
i had to write and tell everyone i finally got my pug it's a female and 7 weeks old i got her this past tuesday night. my husband told me on the phone he had a big surprise for me, he said he had to go to w.va on business and wanted me to go with him. we didn't get anywhere close to w.va we pulled off onto a road off rt. 23 in lousia ky he pulled in a drive way and went into the house. while i sat in the car for a few minutes he came and got me to go into the house. i went inside and saw 2 pug puppies playing in their living room floor i nearly fell over from shock when i saw them in the there. my husband then told me to pick the 1 i wanted and of course i did. needless to say it was a total surprise!! he had already bought her food and puppy pads and toys and they were in the trunk. i didn't have a clue they were in there. and " RUBIE"" was my christmas present from my husband. i couldn't have gotten a better christmas than her she is adorable. and looks like the pug pic i have he

You Raise Me Up
You Raise Me Up When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary; When troubles come and my heart burdened be; Then, I am still and wait here in the silence, Until you come and sit awhile with me. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up... To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up... To more than I can be. There is no life - no life without its hunger; Each restless heart beats so imperfectly; But when you come and I am filled with wonder, Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up... To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains

Hate Crime! Please Repost
Gay couple assaulted by 7 in restaurant parking lot Michael Ferraresi The Arizona Republic Dec. 20, 2006 12:00 AM Click here for actual article in Arizona Republic SCOTTSDALE - Detectives searching for witnesses to a hate-crime attack outside a Scottsdale restaurant revealed more details of the assault Tuesday as gay-rights activists hailed the couple for stepping forward. "(Detectives) are trying to jog peoples' memories," Scottsdale police Sgt. Mark Clark said. "There may be others who witnessed the attack who haven't come forward." On Tuesday, investigators said up to seven men attacked Jean Rolland and Andrew Frost, who claimed they were jumped at Frasher's Steakhouse after one attacker saw them holding hands, called them "fags" and started the beating. Frost, 19, was treated and released at Scottsdale Healthcare Osborn for wounds to his scalp and face after the Sunday incident near McDowell and Scottsdale roads. Rolland, 28, was treated for minor injuries. T

What's Your Theme Song?
I got asked the coolest question the other day so now I'm going to put it out there for you all to ponder.....the question is: If you could choose a song that describes you to be your own personal theme song that played each time you walked into a room, what would it be?

Score!
So I was just got back from the post office and corner store with a coworker right? Anyway while we were going into the store this funeral procession was going by and I noticed in the lead car this really gorgeous guy in the passenger seat. Naturally I stopped and lowered my sunglasses to get a better look and I guess he caught me and yelled "Hey!" and waved. LOL Alicia goes, "Persia did you see that? You WOULD get some guy in a funeral to notice you. Wanna follow them?" Ah that made me smile big! I needed it!

Just Alittle Warning !! Lol
TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY AND IT IS OR SHOULD SAY HAS ALREADY STARTED OFF BAD.. FOR THE PAST TWO YEARS I WAS WITH SOMEONE AND HE CALLED ME ON MY BIRTHDAY AND WE ALWAYS SPENT IT TOGETHER. BUT THIS YEAR. HE WONT BE CALLING ME. WE BROKE UP 5 MONTHS AGO. NOT BY MY OWN CHOICE. AND I AM JUST ALITTLE DOWN AT THE MOMENT MAYBE ALL OF U CAN UNDERSTAND. BEING USE TO BEING WITH SOMEONE ON YOUR SPECIAL DAY AND NOW HE ISNT THERE ANYMORE. IF I GET A LITTLE BITCHY OR MOODY ON YOU. PLEASE IGNORE IT. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYONE. JUST ME. MAYBE I SHOULDNT EVEN BE ON HERE TODAY.SO PLEASE I HOPE ALL OF U WILL BEAR WITH ME FOR TODAY. HAVE A GREAT DAY ALL OF MY FRIENDS VICKIE

All Laws...
"All laws which can be violated without doing anyone any injury are laughed at. Nay, so far are they from doing anything to control the desires and passion of man that, on the contrary, they direct and incite men's thoughts toward those very objects; for we always strive toward what is forbidden and desire the things we are not allowed to have. And men of leisure are never deficient in the ingenuity needed to enable them to outwit laws framed to regulate things which cannot be entirely forbidden.... He who tries to determine everything by law will foment crime rather than lessen it." Spinoza

Should I Or Should I Not ?
OK PEOPLE A BIT OF HISTORY HERE THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG AND I DONT KNOW HOW IT WILL GO DOWN BUT HEY HERE GOES . IF ANY OF YOU HAVE SEEN MY PROFILE U WILL KNOW THAT I HAVE A MOST HEAVENLY BODY ALBUM WELL AFTER SEEING SOME PROFILES AND SOME TASTETFULLY DONE NUDE PICS IN HERE I WAS THINKIN MAYBE I SHOULD DO A NUDE VERSION OF IT AND WHEN I SAY NUDE I AM NOT TALKIN PLAYBOY TYPE PICS IM TALKIN SUBTLE NUDE SO GET BACK TO ME AND TELL ME WHAT YA ALL THINK . BTW IF THIS IDEA OFFENDS ANY OF THE LADIES IN LC I APOLOGISE THAT IS NOT MY INTENTION

Mj Myths Vs. Truth
http://www.drugtext.org/sub/marmyt1.html MARIJUANA MYTHS by Paul Hager Chair, ICLU Drug Task Force 1. Marijuana causes brain damage The most celebrated study that claims to show brain damage is the rhesus monkey study of Dr. Robert Heath, done in the late 1970s. This study was reviewed by a distinguished panel of scientists sponsored by the Institute of Medicine and the National Academy of Sciences. Their results were published under the title, Marijuana and Health in 1982. Heath's work was sharply criticized for its insufficient sample size (only four monkeys), its failure to control experimental bias, and the misidentification of normal monkey brain structure as "damaged". Actual studies of human populations of marijuana users have shown no evidence of brain damage. For example, two studies from 1977, published in the Journal of the American Medical Association (JAMA) showed no evidence of brain damage in heavy users of marijuana. That same year, the American Medical Assoc

Had To Repost Got Some Scores Wrong...lol
~~ So Far into the 5th day contest running strong neck to neck these are the scores.... ~ 113 comments ~( let's help him out! ) ~ 24 comments ~( let's help him out! ) ~ 300 comments ~ ( he needs help! ) ~ 6502 comments ~ ( These cuties are in second place so far......) ~ 120 comments~ ( he needs help! ) ~ 7669 comments ~ ( so far he's in first place...) ~ 539 comments ~ ( so far in third place....) ~ All these kids are great and they deserve to win! ~ Contet over on friday 22 at 12 pm noon! ~~ Good Luck to all! ~~

Moron.
This song gets on my nerves. I mean if "she" didn't know before "she" knows now. Why the hell would you write a song about cheating on someone and try to make it so cutsie?! Honey why are you calling me so late It’s kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can’t be too loud Well, my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It’s funny that you’re calling me tonight And yes I’ve dreamt of you too And does he know you’re talking to me Will it start a fight No I don’t think she has a clue Well my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It’s really good to hear your v

Exercise: Create New Changes
Now is the time to take your list of things that are wrong with you and turn them into positive affirmations. Or you can list all the changes you want to make and have and do. Then select three from this list and turn them into positive affirmations. Just suppose your negative list was something like this: My life is a mess. I should lose weight. Nobody loves me. I want to move. I hate my job. I should get organized. I don't do enough. I'm not good enough. You can then turn them around to something like this: I am willing to release the pattern in me that created these conditions. I am in the process of positive changes. I have a happy, slender body. I experience love wherever I go. I have the perfect living space. I now create a wonderful new job. I am now very well organized. I appreciate all that I do. I love and approve of myself. I trust the process of life to bring me my highest good. I deserve the best, and I accept it now. Out of this group

~~ Best Kid With Pet Update ~~
~~ So Far into the 5th day contest running strong neck to neck these are the scores.... ~ 111 comments ~( let's help him out! ) ~ 12 comments ~( let's help him out! ) ~ 300 comments ~ ( he needs help! ) ~ 6502 comments ~ ( These cuties are in second place so far......) ~ 120 comments~ ( he needs help! ) ~ 7669 comments ~ ( so far he's in first place...) ~ 539 comments ~ ( so far in third place....) ~ All these kids are great and they deserve to win! ~ Contet over on friday 22 at 12 pm noon! ~~ Good Luck to all! ~~

The Truth? Is
It all just seems Too lovely They seem to be Everywhere It does not matter What I am Only that I Seem to care A gift is given A treasure shared We smile and Feel different No longer dispaired I gave a candy cane To Charity I saw it warm Her heart You wrote me This Told me That Were do my Thank You's Start? Another year Has passed us by I am glad You played a Part Happy Holidays from an attic in Covington, KY THE Reverend joe (the untraditional unconditionalist) {Merci Bear~smooches}

Letter To My Love
My dearst Love, To thank I have not seen you sence the you were near. I have seen the Moon. I have seen Sun Sets and Sun Rises but nothing of you beautiful face. The peice of my broken hart are so small they could pass throw the eye of an needle. I miss you Like the Sun misses the Flower. Like the Sun misses the Flower in the Depts of Winter. Insted of beauty to direct it's light to the hart hardens in the frozen world you have banished it to. I will be Home waiting for you. I will find it cold and in the winter if you are not near this Chrismas. Hope Guides me it is what gets me throgh the day and especially the night. the hope that the next time I look on you it will not be the last. with all the love I posses. I remain yours, The Kight of your Hart (aka Joe)

Just Frustrated
ok last night, i went to make a phone call,and to find out my phone had been shut off. now i pay my bill the first of the month faithfully,come to find out,some company has added services to my phone,without my permission,and it has caused my bill to get higher,i couldnt figure out,why,when i just have local service and caller id.so now my phone is shut off,my birthday is tommorow,and i only get payed 1 time a month,something always tries to pull me down,it seems..im a single parent,and i always pay my bills,i make sure of that.now i have no phone,i didnt even get a shut off notice,oh well,i cant do anything about it,i wonder if anyone else has had this problem...brenda

In Response To My Loves Blog!!!
OKAY, THIS IS HIS BLOG: I gotta let it out. Why are most of us on here? The need to feel wanted and desired. We are alone or unhappy who we are with,in my case I am alone. By my own choice. My exwife would love to have me back,almost 3 years later,pregnant at 38 by the man she lives with,she still tells me she loves me,I wont say it back. I am on this site for the human desire to feel wanted,feel desired,to know another human is being touched by Rod,I'm makin a smile spread across that face,cause I expect it in return,thats 50,the golden rule. And if you dont agree then youre lyin Delete your CT I do love this site,blows myspace away But goddamn the drama never experienced it and Ive had my fill real close to just sayin fuck it but I guess I am allowing it so I gotta do what I feel is right MY RESPONSE TO IT SINCE I AM BLOCKED FROM COMMENTING HIS: 1.I came on this site b/c a friend at work told me about it and I was just LOOKING at pictures and commenting the

Women's/men's Poems
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man, who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

More Lame Ass Jokes
#1,Do you subscribe to Sports Illustrated for the Swimsuit issue? #2,If you wrote a book on sex,would it have to be a handbook? #3,Will you read any book with the word "throbbing" in the Title ? #4,Do you think the Joy of Sex,+ More Joy of Sex are incomplete? #5,Can you recite passages from The Happy Hooker from memery? #6,Do you use the Gooey Decimal System to organize your Adult Library #7,Do you read the Fantasy letters in men's magazines before checking out the pictures?. #8,Do you feel that you could write a great Sex manual on the Art of Performing Cunninglis? #9,Do you feel that your better at performing Cunninglis than a women? #10,Do you believe your the greatest Orgasim Creator Born? #11,Do you feel you hold the Record for the most times a man has eaten it on the rag? #12,Are you constantly trying to sleep with a lesbian,to find out for sure that your the best Cunninglis Master in the world?

Finished Your Shopping Yet? Check Out These Two Stores...
There is a brand new store that has just opened in New York City that sells husbands. When woman go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions at the entrance... "You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the values of the products increase as you ascend the flights". "You may choose a particular item from any floor, or you may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CAN NOT go back down to any of the floors except to exit the building"! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband... On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1- these men have jobs. The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2-these men have jobs and love kids. The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3- these men have jobs, love kids and are extremely good looking. "Wow" she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going... She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: Floor 4- these men have jobs, love kids, are Drop-dead good looking and help with hous

Attention Read This Fraud!
from: janny date: 2006-12-18 06:16:24 subject: hello read receipt: Yes replied: No block user Hello Dear, How are you doing today? Hope fine?. .Here's a little about me: My dads from Ukraine while my mum's a south african .I really have to tell you that you sound so nice in ur profile, but I’m really sorry to disappoint you because right now to be sincere, I really have a problem that is disturbing at the moment, Right now I’m not in the states, I was supposed to leave for the states last week, but because of what’s on ground at the moment I couldn’t make the trip till all this gets resolved. My flight would be re-scheduled and delayed because of what's going on around me now. I’m so sorry I don't mean to bother you with this problem I got at the moment, but for now I think you in the best position to listen to me .I came in here with some funds to see me through my vacation and hopefully get me back to the states while my vacation is done. Actually its a

~~ Sexy Man Of Ct ~~ Opens At Noon!
~~ Sexy Man Of CherryTap ~~ Contest Opens 12/21 thur 12/27 at 12pm noon! Man with the most comments wins! Rates will be used for tie breakers. Comment bombing allowed You can comment on your own pic. Still got openings if you want to join and win big prizes. And here they are....... Good Luck Guys!

A Return Of Being...
Her love fills me to brink, her smile grants reprieve by eclipsing every injustice of the world, her presense seemingly magnetizes all the shattered pieces of myself that linger lost, drawing them together, and for a time, I am whole once again...my daughter, is home for the holidays.

Heels.
I look like such an ass right now. I came to work in shoes with heels for the wake later right? I can't walk in them! I've never been able to walk in heels. Maybe if I was girly that would work, but I'm not. Yeah and even better is I'm being told "I'm impressed" "You look so nice today, going somewhere?" Yeah. I am. Sadly; I am.

More Horny Man's Lame Jokes
#1,Are you concidering a janitor's job at an all-girl colledge ? #2,Are your forearms starting to look like popeyes? #3,Are your Favorite Dial-a-porn,numbers on an auto-dialer? #4,Do you feel like a Monk with an extensive magazine collection? #5,Is the Bowling Alley the only place you've scored in months? #6,Are you concidering visiting a Club Med Resort? #7,Are you concidering joining a local Nudist Club? #8,Are you concidering placing a sex add for a Swingers Slave ?

More Horny Man's Jokes
#1,Do you attend Funerals to comfort grieveing widows? #2,Did you ever dine alone on edible panties? #3,Do you put the shades up before undressing? #4,do you stuff socks in your pants,craveing a shallow bitch? #5,Do you use Hot-Tub jets for Immoral purposes? #6,Do you on occassion use cucumbers or other veggies in the bedrm,for an extra special salad at a later time? #7,With a babe blind-folderd an tied spread out,do you on occassion,use a Kielbasa,dureing roleplay? #8,do you mentally strip most women ? #9,Doi you on occassion guess what type of panties if any a women is wearing?

Lame Jokes
#1,Do you find yourself Fantasizeing about waitresses ? #2,Do you get Excited when a Hot waitress ask's you, what you'd like ? #3,Can a women eating a Banana put you into a sex fiening Frenzy ? #4,Is it hard to find a non erogenous zone on your body? #5,Do the melons at the Grocery store drive you wild? #6,Do the women in newspaper wedding annoucement photos make you hot? #7,Does Sex get you in the Mood for more sex ? #8,Can a Sexy women,speeding by give you whiplash? #9,can a sey women walking by give you Eyestrain ?

Nightmares
To those of you that don't know lately I haven't been sleeping well. So here is something that I wrote to get some of the negative energy out. Hopefully soon I will be able to sleep again. Nightmares What is it to sleep without fear of what may come? To fall into a black hole of oblivion Not to worry of the monsters that will haunt you while you sleep Or memories of your horrible life Or the terrible things that no one thinks of when awake What is it to sleep and not wake many times through the night? To find peace during sleep To relax enough to fall asleep To be able to fall asleep fast To be able to stay asleep all night What is normal sleep? I live with pain every waking moment I sleep with pain I have my past nibbling at my heels I have my fear come to life at night Nightmares causes to lose sleep To worry about why we dream them To fret over not falling into the black hole of sleep To have fear of the night To throw you into a depressive

Where Are All My Ct Friends Now..this Will End On The 29th
Naughty orNice??? Come on in and let The wonderful contestants know how naughty or nice you think they may have been. Female Naughty Female Nice Don't Forget the MEN Male Naughty or Male Nice First PRizes in the Naughty category will be an Offical Cherry Tap Keg...and a Trophy First PRizes in the Nice category will be A Romantic Vacation and a Trophy

Jokes
#1,Do you Clean your place only if you think you might Score? #2,In general do you live in a pig stine ? #3,Have you given up trying to score a "10" ? #4,Do you Flirt with the Cutest women in the room nomatter how ugly she is( they all look good after a few drinks)? #5,Do you beg friends, Strangers to set you up on Blind dates ? #6,Is an Ideal Date,Roses,Dinners an my places or yours ? I preffer my place for all my animal lusts to be displayed. 4 of 6 .

Two Very Different Greetings
I had this posted as a bulletin. Taken from patdollard.com Please accept with no obligation, implied or implicit, my best wishes for an environmentally conscious, socially responsible, low-stress, non-addictive, gender-neutral celebration of the winter solstice holiday, practiced within the most enjoyable traditions of the religious persuasion of your choice, or secular practices of your choice, with respect for the religious/secular persuasion and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all. I also wish you a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year 2007, but not without due respect for the calendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make America great. Not to imply that America is necessarily greater than any other country nor the only America in the Western Hemisphere . Also, this wish is made wi

If Your Over 30 You'll Find This Hilarious
IF you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways .. yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in heck I was going to lay a bunch of junk like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a darn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the darn library and look i t up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email! ! We had to actually writ