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Hi Everyone What's Up Info On Me
Hi my name is Tina i live in Tennessee! im 19 year's old. i have a fiance his name is John i belong to a loving family called sanction lowrider's aka SLR. I LOVE HANGING OUT WITH MY FIANCE MY FRIENDS,MY FAMILY, I LOVE CHILLING WITH FRIENDS, PARTYING,CLUBBING,DRINKING LISTENIN TO MUSIC,CAMPING,FISHING,LISTENING TO MUSIC,WATCHING MOVIES,SWIMMING,DANCING,TALKING ON THE PHONE AND ON THE INTERNET I LOVE YAHOO AND MYSPACE.AND I REALLY HOPE YALL WILL ADD ME AND BE MY FRIEND CAUSE I LOVE MEETING NEW PEOPLE EVERY DAY THANKS TJ

Wonderland
Wonderland Eyes dancing, prancing, catching sunlight like jewels – so very alive. Life is his candy store, tasting and touching everything, like Alice, when she went to Wonderland, meeting the freaks and the pixies, being everything, everywhere, until Wonderland is no longer the perpetual Christmas, and, like Alice, he’s falling through a seemingly endless black hole somewhere between heaven and hell, life and death, where darkness is the only thing known. Will he hit the bottom, touch the ground, go through the looking glass, or fall forever ‘till he’s so lost he cannot remember his world, his life. Sometimes the dancing eyes, like crystal balls, seem to say everything and mean nothing, seem to reveal the pain, while chronicling the apathy. His laugh floats across the air, soaring above my heart, sometimes deep and hearty, sometimes manic and cackling. And I watch him, his grubby nicotine-stained fingers clutching my heart, his sad twisted mind unreachable, u

Uss New York
USS New York It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center. It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite, LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003, "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us down. They can't keep us down. We're going to be back." The ship's motto? - 'Never Forget'

Guitar Players
this a list my top guitar players. this list is subjective and are in no particular order...this just MY opininions and who i like...there are many great guitar players these are my favs. and have other i will not or can not argue with any you make a case for.... Rock Angus Young Eric Clapton Stevie Ray Vaughan Billy Gibbons Jimi Hendrix Eddie Van Halen Keith Nelson Joe Walsh Jimmy Page Tom Petty Sammy Hagar Bo Diddley Carlos Santana Blues BB King John Lee Hooker Stevie Ray Vaughan Billy Gibbons Muddy Waters George Thorogood Jimmy Ray Vaughan Eric Clapton Albert King Freddie King Johnny Winters Edgar Winters Hound Dog Taylor Buddy Guy Robert Cray others Hank Willams Jr Hank Williams III Brian Setzer

Counting The Moments Until You Return
Counting the Moments Until You Return Like a ghost, you float across my reality, so close, yet I cannot touch you. In and out of my conscious realm you dance, as if you wanted to torture me, being so near I can feel your warm smoky breath on the back of my neck, but when I turn to place my hand upon your cheek, you’ve disappeared, gone into the darkness, the night – I’m so afraid you’ll never be back. You leave me to count the moments until you return and just when I’ve decided that I’ve lost, you were a dream and only now I’m awake you grace me with your presence, your small frame filling up my heart, making me fantasize that the next time I see you you’ll decide it is better to be alive than live as you do – running and hiding, hating and hurting, acting as only a blur in the lives of those who love you, ceasing to resist. Each time you come to me, it’s like the first time all over again and I dream you’ll be mine. copyright 2006 Kat

The Law Of Power
1.The Power shall not be used to bring harm, to injure or control others. But if the need rises, the Power shall be used to protect your life or the lives of others. 2.The Power is used only as need dictates. 3.The Power can be used for your own gain, as long as by doing so you harm none. 4.It is unwise to accept money for use of the Power, for it quickly controls its taker. Be not as those of other religions. 5.Use not the Power for pride full gain, for such cheapens the mysteries of Wicca and magick. 6.Ever remember that the Power is the sacred gift of the Goddess and God, and should never be misused or abused. 7.And this is the Law of Power.

Ten Things About Wicca
1.No conversation or recruitment is necessary. (Wiccans have no insecure compulsion to convert everyone to their way of thinking. People come to Wiccan when and if they are ready or interested. Furthermore, you are not required to accept or do anything that you are not comfortable with.) 2.No artificial code of morality. (Out of all of the creatures of this Earth, only humans are forced to live under unnatural moral codes. Wiccans believe simply “An It Harm None, Do As Ye Will.”) 3.Progressive reincarnation. (Wiccans believe we are here to learn and progress to, no suffer eternal damnation if we “slip-up” in someone else’s eyes.) 4.No discrimination. (There is no such thing as being the “right” race, color, gender, sexual orientation, national or ethic origin to be Wiccan means ALL are welcome.) 5.No middle man or woman. (Once you know all of the basics, you can be your own “minister” or “priest”, you need never bow before (or rely upon) some religious dictator for spiritual guidan

Read This Unbelievable Story
I have been a middle school teacher for 23 years. I teach middle school Spanish in Tacoma WA. On September 15th, during my morning class of 27 students, what I believe to be a .22 caliber bullet was shot thru my classroom window. Nobody was hurt. I immediatly called for administrative support, explaining that someone had shot something thru my window. 15 minutes later the vice principal showed up, looked at the window and then left. The principal never bothered to show up to investigate the incident. The cops were never called, nor was there a lock down ordered. One month later, (the window still hadn't been replaced) I decided that all the bull shit of education had taken its toll on me and I went out on medical leave of absence. The psychiatrist diagnosed me has suffering from moderate to severe depression and anxiety caused by the incident. We reported the incident to the Tacoma News Tribune. They investigated it. The principal told the reporter that nothing was

Man Laws
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celeb

I Miss You
i miss you i was sitting in the chair you used to hold me in i was holding my daughter she was cradled in my lap fading off to sleep i could smell the conditioner from her hair as i looked down i realized i was holding her the way you used to hold me i miss you i was looking out the window towards the woods looking at the blooming trees watching the birds they were chasing each other through the leaves as i watched i realized you used to chase me the way they were chasing each other i miss you i was walking through the store i was holding my daughters hand our arms were swinging back and forth we were smiling and laughing i looked down and realized i was holding her hand the way you used to hold mine hm... mabe i dont miss you as much i was sitting in that same chair the clock struck 3 and the door rattled i looked back and there she was my daughter with a smile on her face i ran up and gave her a big hug the way i used to hug you when you came home i mis

Alone??
the day is over , we all wine down the bubbles in the fish tank, the only sound kids in bed,a couple hours ago tv off, after my show laying here thinking just was i have done to sit alone, be the only one looking bak at all the chaos in just one day i turn over to listen BUT wat does air have to say it says alot in an empty space says so much makes my heart race the clicking of the furnace as it turns on reminds me of all in the day ive dun wrong the fan with its arogant spin tells me tomorrow it all happens again the flickering of the clock i have not set keeps me up to beat with the goals not accomplished yet silence speaks louder then words this is shown i realize this every night as i sit alone

Ranting
I look at all the "friends" I have. I look at all the "family" I have. Then i wounder why I face my life alone. I guess I'm not really alone. I do have 4 beautiful little girls to share it with. I just can't ask them to help me resolve issues or balance bills. Dealing with them is a chore within itself. I mean they are well behaved and all. Its just they are a major responsibility. I never knew what my mother meant when she told me kids are a BIG responsibility. I mean I knew they were work BUT never knew it was like this. I have 2 that take medication 2 times a day. ( one for ADHD and the other ODD and asthma) 1 that is on medication once a day. (for migraines) Then the other takes a prn. ( for asthma) 2 have choir that is state wide and they have rehearsal 2 times a week and have the concerts once every 2 weeks. Then the same 2 have ester class every Thursday. (training them to be christian women *cough*) The other 2 have awana every wed. (training them morals and respect the christi

Feelings
things dont always happen the way we hope waiting on time to pass just to get over the pain the gain the loss never even out cant sit here while the world is passin me by and am not gonna sit and wait for things to happen my way if i am waiting for the right moment it will never come i have to make it happen for me tears roll down hurt so bad i feel it through my bones cant breath cant sleep in the end im always here alone they say they will be there forever BUT then they realize this isnt their dream i fall in love i trust i believe then my heeart is ripped out and stomped on i wish i was dun crying i wish i had NO feelings i wish i could be as cold as they say i am wen the doors are closed and the lights go out i am just as hurt just as broken just as weak as anyone i have a heart and it does feel i can count all the reasons why i shouldnt care why i shouldnt love there is sumthing in my heart that wont let me close down wont let me NOT care no matter how

What You Thought...
* You thought you were happily smiling at your child from a hard stadium seat or a hot packed auditorium, but your child looked at your face and saw approval of him and joy in what he was doing. * You thought that you were just patting him on the back or on the head, or just ruffling his hair, but your child cherished the warm loving touch and his heart was brightened. * You thought you were reading a bedtime story with all the funny and scary voices, but your child enjoyed the fact you read every word even though he had heard them a hundred times before. * You thought you were letting your child help paint the house even though the paint got kind of runny and drippy in places, but your child knew that you were working together as a family and felt a sense of accomplishment as a family. * You thought you were singing silly songs or counting the cows on a long boring trip, but your child learned that it was fun being together no matter where you were.

Fly With The Eagles
I strech out my arms and fly with the eagles I hunt with the bear I run with the deer I swim with the fish and yet I still am a man I sing with the wind I plant the soilI watch the flame I listen to the brook and yet I still am a man When I will rest My bones will lay on the soil my flesh will flow with the river my spiret will fly with the wind and yet I am still a man *warpath*

I Give You Back
I release you, my beautiful and terrible fear. I release you. You were my beloved and hated twin, but now, I don't know you as myself. I release you with all the pain I would know at the death of my daughters. You are not my blood anymore. I give you back to the white soldiers who burned down my home, beheaded my children, raped and sodomized my brothers and sisters. I give you back to those who stole the food from our plates when we were starving. I release you, fear, because you hold these scenes in front of me and I was born with eyes that can never close. I release you, fear, so you can no longer keep me naked and frozen in the winter, or smothered under blankets in tehe summer. I release you I release you I release you I release you I am not afraid to be angry. I am not afraid to rejoice. I am not afraid to be black. I am not afraid to be white. I am not afraid to be hungry. I am not afraid to be full. I am not afraid to be hated. I am no

Student Accused Of Putting Bodily Fluids In Food
CBS) WHEATON, Ill. A student at Wheaton North High School is accused in a vulgar case of food tampering. Police say he put his bodily fluid into salad dressing in the school cafeteria. CBS 2 news partner The Naperville Sun had the tip on the story. CBS 2's West Suburban Bureau Chief Mike Puccinelli reports a letter is going home to parents warning about the possible health hazard. The student, a senior, is not in school at this time. School officials first learned of the case of food tampering late Tuesday. At Wheaton North High School the mission is to create self-directed students who make sound decisions. Last week one of those students decided to do the unthinkable when officials say he spiked a container of cafeteria salad dressing with his own semen. Police say an attempted aggravated battery arrest is imminent. "An act occurred that could have physically harmed someone at the school, but no one was physically harmed," said Commander Joseph Eversole of the Wheat

Teen Expelled From School For Turning In Found Gun
(CBS) PLAINFIELD, Ill. A 13-year-old Plainfield boy and his parents are stunned and outraged after the teen found a gun in school and turned it in to authorities, who then expelled him. CBS 2's Dana Kozlov reports Ryan Morgan's parents and supporters attended the school board meeting Wednesday evening to try to fight the expulsion. They believe the punishment, and the subsequent alternative school option, are not the proper responses to a mistake made by a teenage boy. Ryan Morgan, 13, says he pocketed a pellet gun he and a friend found in their school's bathroom to keep people safe. Morgan's mother says a short time later Morgan gave the gun to the Troy Middle School assistant principal. "I told him maybe that wasn't the best decision, to remove that gun, but it did lead to you finding the culprit, he was arrested and to put my son in alternative school -- he has no behavior problems," Audrey Morgan, Ryan's mother, said. The Morgans say there was no reasoning with the pri

Call To The Four Sacred Winds
I call to the East, where the Father ascends to all Mother Earth where life begins. I fly through the cedars, pines, willows, and birch as animals below me wander and search. I call to the South, to the land down below. Turtle stands silent, as man strings his bow to hunt food and fur for his kin before snow. A life will end so others will grow. I call to the North, that yansa once knew. I follow their path til it disappears from view. Once vast in number, there stand but a few. I hear only ghost thunder of millions of hooves. I call to the West, to the ends of the lands, to the Tsalagi, Kiowa, Comanche ... all bands. Unite for the strength. Teach the young and demand that you are Native Americans.Learn your tongue and stand. My name is Freedom... I fly through this land. I call to the Four Sacred Winds of Turtle Island. by Spirit Wind (Pat Poland) Tx. Gulf Coast Cherokee

Brings Back Memories
Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the l

Earth Teach Me To Remember [north American Ute Prayer]
Earth teach me stillness as the grasses are stilled with light. Earth teach me suffering as old stones suffer with memory. Earth teach me humility as blossoms are humble with beginning. Earth Teach me caring as the mother who secures her young. Earth teach me courage as the tree which stands alone. Earth teach me limitation as the ant which crawls on the ground. Earth teach me freedom as the eagle which soars in the sky. Earth teach me resignation as the leaves which die in the fall. Earth teach me regeneration as the seed which rises in the spring. Earth teach me to forget myself as melted snow forgets its life. Earth teach me to remember kindness as dry fields weep in the rain.

Food
MADEA'S 10 RULES FOR THE BUFFET LINE AT CHRISTMAS DINNER 1. If you are allergic to anything, get the ingredients before the buffet table is set. Don't wait until you are in line and ask what everything is on the damn table! You will get punched in the head for that! 2. If you can't walk or are missing any limbs, sit your ass down until someone makes your plate for you. Dinner time is not the time for you to be independent. Nibble on them damn pecans and walnuts to hold you over. 3. If you have kids under the age of twelve, keep them in the basement and bring their food down there. Tell them that they are not allowed upstairs until it's time for Uncle Butchie to start telling family stories about their mommas and papas. If they bring their ass upstairs for any reason except for that they are bleeding to death, I will break a foot off in their ass! 4. There is going to be one prayer for Christmas dinner! JUST ONE! We do not care what you are thankful for at the bu

Hawk
Hawk's air-springed muscles helped him glide so swiftly down the mountain side with sinew buldging spotted rump he vaulted o'r a rocky hump Decendants of Chief Joseph's herd Hawk's canter was like a flying bird Swollen streams couldnt break his stride His head held high with Nes Pierce pride I rode that steed with fleeting speed his strong legs breaking through high weed hailstones splattered, horseshoes clattered and a flock of wild grouse chattered On shale slid Hawk, tripped and stumbled down the slope we flipped and tumbled the snow flakes started swirling down as I lay hurt, on rocky ground I was dazed, my body aching Dizzy, sore and both legs shaking we both felt pain from head to toes Yet hurt, Hawk raised me with his nose I wrapped my wounds and mounting, moaned said " Come Hawk, now take us home" around his nect my arms were tied he started down the mountain side I dreamed of being safe and warm As Hawk plowed through that raging storm and somewhere o

In Memorium... And Posted On Ct By Request!!!
In memorium... Today 15 years ago was the day the music industry changed... On this day 15 years ago (October 25th 2001) Bill Graham died in a helicopter crash. Bill inspired me to do what I do today for a living... I was fortunate to have met him, and very fortunate for him to open up his door for me at a young age... On this day 15 years ago, I knew the moment I heard he died, that the business I'm in is the business I will be in for the rest of my life.... Now many of you know who Bill was, some of you I know knew him personally as well, and others... We'll you're wondering "who the f*ck is Bill Graham. Is it that preacher"? No, it's not Billy Graham the preacher, but Bill Graham (born wolfgang grajonca). Bill lived in many ways, what I would consider the American dream.... Growing up w/nothing and becoming an icon... He fled the Nazi's at 11 (while having family die) escaping with a red cross worker and other children (many whom died). He came to the Bronx an

An Indian Prayer Christmas Day
Great Spirit Grandfather I send these words to you To Father Sun Grandmother Moon, To Mother Earth, To all you have created, To all our relations And to the four Sacred Winds. Grandfather, Today you gave The breath of life To an Indian child In a most Sacred Way. Grandfather, This Indian Child Will walk amongst his people With his head held high, With dignity and pride, In a most Sacred Way. Grandfather, This Indian Child, Will stand before his people, With honor And respect, In a most Sacred Way. Grandfather, This Indian Child, Will be strong, With wisdom, knowledge And understanding, That will come from The heart, soul And mind In a most Sacred Way. Grandfather, This Indian Child, Will come before A humble Nation of people And like his brother The Eagle, And like the Sacred Buffalo This Indian Child Will be their strength In a most Sacred Way. Grandfather, This Indian Child You gave to u

For A Velvet Revolution
The winds of change dance in our lives, Like northern lights chasing their own shadows in the sky. We can see better ways and easier days, We know there must be a more honorable and humane way. It is for us to pick the flower in our minds, It is matter of standing up and not just standing behind. We dream the soft solution alive, With the strains of peace and duty with which we strive. It is the wind of time that crosses our path, It is the scarred skin of our souls that know human wrath. We, standing together, are the solution, We are the warf, weave and frame for a velvet revolution. Negug, Timm Ondamitagos

Silenced Hearts
Those who Dreamed Spirit winds.... play the melody as drums beat the rhythm of silenced heartbeats.... Sand Creek... Wounded Knee.... Faceless silent dead Whose screams are never heard..... Another time..another place.... that never comes...never leaves... always there... Which hearts can hear this? It does not take a designated blood quorum.... Does anyone care? Or does the daily existance of this life silence the heart to sob anymore? Who cares that a woman's breasts were cut off and worn as a ornament to decorate a soldier's hat? Does anyone cry over the death of that breastless dreamer? We have told the stories.... Shared our fires... Given warnings.... And in the silence of the mountains I hear the whispers of the winds... who say....It shall be played again.... No one knows how to light the fires anymore...to warm the spirits... I stand...against the winds..

My Computer Crashed
Well my computer bit the dust today. I am fucked... My computer is my link to the world, all my friends, since I can't work or drive. I don't know when or if I will be able to get it fixed. So I don't know how often I will be online now. The only time I can get online is when I am at my aunts house. So wish me luck on being able to get it fixed. I am going to go insane without it. Also, since I don't have my computer I will tell everyone this now since I doubt I'll be able to get online Monday. I have to have nose surgery again. The bones up inside my nose are still too large, they are still blocking my airways, so I have to have more of the bones removed. I don't have an exact date yet. I should know for sure by Monday. I am really not looking foward to this again. But I guess I don't have much of a choice. I'll post an update when I can. *Hugs* Velvet Love

Best Lips Contest
I am holding a Best Lips On Cherry contest... I will be accepting 25 pics to be voted on... Please rip and send pictures to me before Sunday December 19. Contest Starts Monday December 18 @ 12:00 Pm CST and ends Monday December 25 @ 12:00 PM CST. Please rip photos and get them to me ASAP.. Lets make this work guys!!!!!! Prizes will be determined at a later time.....

What You Think Is What You Get
What You Think Is What you Get (The Law Of Attraction) The law of attraction is surprisingly simple: Like attracts like. It becomes a bit more complicated when it comes to training our minds to think in ways that will bring what we desire into our lives. The term "self-fulfilling prophecy" describes the same law. This well-known term explains that we create the circumstances our mind dwells upon, whether positive or negative. So our goal is to practice consistent presence of mind to make sure our thoughts are always directed toward the positive and that which we want to create. A key to the process is the word "frequency." This is true for two reasons: 1) The frequency you use when you passionately dwell upon or revisit a thought, dream, desire or goal provides the energy your musings need for creation; and 2) just like a radio station broadcasts on a certain frequency, like the radio you must be "tuned in" to receive it. This means preparing for the arrival of your dream on eve

Emoticons
We all know those cute little computer symbols called "emoticons," where: :) means a smile and :( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by :-) :-( Well, how about some "ASSICONS?" Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (_._) tight ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) a sore ass {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money coming out of his ass (_?_) Dumb Ass

Wolf Fondation
http://groups.msn.com/SaveTheWolvesFoundation/newwebpage.msnw Of all the animal spirits, the wolf is probably the most misunderstood, feared and hated. Tales of evil and terror regarding them have been around for centuries, and yet there has never been any documented or confirmed attacks or killings of a human by a healthy wolf. They have been hunted, trapped and brutally killed to the point of extinction for many breeds and others are highly endangered at this point in time. Many say the howl of the wolf is eerie, lonely, terrifying, etc. I find the howl a beautiful song of joy and communication between these animals. Each howl contains a message -- to a mate or the pack. Sometimes it is, simply, a song of joy and celebration of spirit. Contrary to many beliefs, the wolf is a friendly, social, loyal and highly intelligent animal. They are very "family oriented" and live within certain rules and rituals. If you relate strongly to the "Spirit of the Wolf" you are v

There Are Angels Among Us!!
Tis The Season!! People can be amazing when you least expect. I know I work with an awesome group of people! Tonight they surprised me for Christmas and handed me an envelope full of money! My boss started crying because she lost her only nephew, and said we don't have any one so we want yours (kids). She gave me a huge hug. I didn't want to break down and sob like a baby. So we are both crying. They told me, you made our christmas! I made their christmas? I'm thinking you have no idea! They made my christmas with out them. My kids would not have much under the christmas tree. I just needed to give a Shout Out and Thank all the people I work with!! They are AWESOME and I am so very Blessed to work with these people!! I did write a blog about this earlier 11/28 called "happy happy joy joy oh the holidays"

~~~~~~ What Mom Took~~~~~~~
~ What Mom Took ~ Most often when we think of Mom,we think of what she's given: The softness of a loving touch,a gentle guide for living; a nightly tip -toe in a room,an understanding look; but sometimes when I think of Mom I think of what she took. She took a child and taught it how to live this life with pride. She took those kinderkarden tears,and kept them all inside. She took the hands that longed to hold her child and not let go,used them to push her child along the way,to thrive and grow. Took time to do some other things like sew,and clean and cook,and never thought to ask for thanks for all the things she took. Thanks, Mom. You will forever live in my heart ,and be forgotten.

Exclusion
Doesnt it just make you feel like shit when you find out that in a group of yourself and 3 other people, you're excluded by all but 1? Sure, the other 2 are happy to talk to you...when YOU'RE the one who haz to call them every time, or text. Sure, they dont mind being around you, az long az you have the only other person of the group with you, so that-a-way, they dont feel "forced" to have to talk to you...or even have to talk to you that much, unless of course, you say something directly to them, first. It makez you feel so fucking belittled...and so befriended, to know that if it wasnt anymore for that 1 person, neither of them would ever willingly talk to you. Maybe Im exaggerating that, but thatz how I feel. Of course, the 2 are alwayz excited to have the other person come along with them, and do shit with them...and then you're...well you're just another person. You dont add excitement...you're just another face to look at. They couldnt give a shit less whether you were there or n

Yeah, Thats Me All Right!
JULY=ATTITUDE outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life

Spliting Christmas
Ok I need some Advise. Me and My boyfriend usually split Christmas between his parents and mine. We go to his Parents at nite. Anyway For the last 3 years We(his Parents and I haven't been seeing eye to eye) And I don't want to go to his parents at all this year. But, I have 2 of their Grandchildren. Show I buck upo and go or come up with an excuse not to go?

Rating Profiles....
uh... i thought when we rated profiles and pics it was suppose 2 b anonymous... not that i dont mind seein whos rating what... but i know theres ppl who are haters who like 2 post that someone is a 1 or whateva without the backlash of someone actually knowing... wassup wit this??? yall think this is a good thing???

Cherrycherrychristmasmyfatass!!!!!
YOU KNOW I AM GONNA BE ALLLLLLLL ALONE CHRISTMAS DAY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE AND I THINK IT FUCKING SUCKS AN ELFS BALL SACK...TO PUT IT MILDLY...I MEAN DAM IT MY EX IS GOING TO HIS SISTERS ...SINCE WHEN DO THEY BOTHER WITH HIM AFTER ALL THESE YEARS I HAVE HAD HIM AT MY HOUSE...PROLLY TO PISS ME OFF BECAUSE MY SON IS MOVED OUT NOW WITH HIS GIFRL FRIEND AND IT IS THEIR FIRST TOGETHER SO THEY ARE SPENDING IT WITH HER FAMILY...GO FIGURE...AND MY NEICE WHO LIVES WITH ME IS GOING TO HER DADS SO IM ALL ALONE WITH MY 2 CATS AND IM PLAIN PISSED AT THE WORLD SO ALL I HAVE IS MY 2 CATS, MY COMPUTER AND ALL OF YOU GUYS...SO PLEASE IF YOU SEE ME CHRISTMAS DAY SAY HELLO AND GIVE ME A HOLLAR WILL YA???....LOVE AND PEACE.....TAMMY...aka:CherryCherry

If You Could Have One More Day With Someone, Who Would It Be?
For One More Day As we plod away tirelessly towards the December 25th holiday, many of us are reminded of those people who are no longer with us, or cannot help themselves. We get those reminders at the craziest times. I know when I smell certain aromas wafting through the air as someone is baking holiday cookies, I can't help but think of my grandmother. As I hear hysterical laughing by a child having fun during a snowball fight with his brothers and sisters, my thoughts drift to my cousin I lost when I was thirteen. I've written in the past about the writer Mitch Albom, and his profound effect on me as I read his stories. I've talked about Tuesdays With Morrie and The Five People You Meet In Heaven. Now, he has a new book called, For One More Day. It is the story of a man who is allowed one more day with anyone he wants (so that he can make things right). He chooses his mother. You can just imagine where and how the story goes. Please read it! However, that's not wh

Awww She Is Going After Me.
Oh the horror. I am this. I can't understand the changes that have gone on here, nor do I want to. I'm sick to death of men with receeding hairlines and dicklines trying to make a pass at me. No I will not suck your dick, not even for the 200 dollar pair of shoes that you are offering me. (Yes, it did happen) Who would even think I wanted a pair of 200 dollar shoes anyway? Are they going to make me feel like I'm walking on air? Is it going to make you feel that much better when I stab you in the face with the 200 dollar stilleto heel? Fuck those shoes and you know what fuck your face. I am sick, sick of every part of this dating thing. I make a vow to myself. I will love myself more than anyone in the world............ Constantly. Even in the bathroom at McDonald's. In fact, you see this bitch strolling around walmart, do not be offended if you see my shove my hand down my pants for a minute or two. Then after that, I'm going to the produce section to touch all your vegeta

Two Craving Souls
Two Craving Souls I'm so lost for words, I can hardly think, My heart is pounding; my knees are getting weak... My hands are shaking, my typing is obscure, I look up at my screen, in my heart I know for sure... Right here right now is where I see his face, This mind entrancing place we call cyber space... This could be so beautiful; it just feels so right, I'm thinking to myself I must have all of him tonight... Mixed, unsettled emotions are clouding my brain, Thoughts are being switched between pleasure and pain... In the very least to no surprise, It's become moist there between my thighs... With a simple click of the enter key he now knows, Deep inside of me is where he goes... No pleasures go unshared, Computer screens are flared... Before you enter inside of me so deep, I beg for you to take me to my peak... With your tongue I want you to taste, All those desires that I hold for you in that place... Circle it, tease it, She's yours now, just please it...

Can't Blame The White People...
You've probably seen this before. If it were Dave Chappelle, Chris Rock or Whoopi I'd give it less credence and assume it was either a reverse guilt joke or publicity stunt but this is from Dr. Bill Cosby (Doctor of Education, earned, not honorary) speaking. NAACP leaders stunned by remarks of prominent comedian - this is why! Can't Blame White People by Bill Cosby They're standing on the corner and they can't speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk: Why you ain't, Where you is, What he drive, Where he stay, Where he work, Who you be... And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. nd then I heard the father talk. Everybody knows it's important to speak English... except these knuckleheads. You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. In fact you will never get any kind of job making a decent living. People marched and were hit in the face with rocks to get an education, and now we've got these knuckleh

I'm So Sick Of This
I'm so sick of CT right now and all the stupid BS on it. I'm too tired to get into it, but lets just say, that BabyJesus' rank is Shepard because we are all his sheep, and that's no joke. Take a look around. People will do anything for a little internet fame. If it wasn't so sick it would be comical.

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Permission Slip
Ha Ha Ha this is tooo funny! APPLICATION FOR A NIGHT OUT WITH THE GIRLS Name of Girlfriend/Fiancé/Partner/Wife: I’m going out. Signed: (me) _____________________________ ************************************************* APPLICATION FOR A NIGHT OUT WITH THE BOYS Name of Boyfriend/Fiancé/Husband: I request permission for a leave of absence from the highest authority in my life for the following period: Time of return: Date: Time of departure: NOT to exceed: Should permission be granted, I do solemnly swear to only visit the locations stated below, at the stated times. I agree to refrain from hitting on or flirting with other women. I shall not even speak to another female, except as expressly permitted in writing below. I will not turn off my mobile after two pints, nor shall I consume above the allowed volume of alcohol without first phoning for a taxi AND calling you for a verbal waiver of said alcohol

Turnabout
Jack decided to go skiing with his buddy, Bob. So they loaded up Jack's mini van and headed north. After driving for a few hours, they got caught in a terrible blizzard. So they pulled into a nearby farm and asked the attractive lady who answered the door if they could spend the night. "I realize it's terrible weather out there and I have this huge house all to myself, but I'm recently widowed," she explained. "I'm afraid the neighbors will talk if I let you stay in my house." "Don't worry," Jack said. "We'll be happy to sleep in the barn. And if the weather breaks, we'll be gone at first light." The lady agreed, and the two men found their way to the barn and settled in for the night. Come morning, the weather had cleared, and they got on their way. They enjoyed a great weekend of skiing. But about nine months later, Jack got an unexpected letter from an attorney. It took him a few minutes to figure it out, but he finally determined that it was from the attorne

We Are Bi-sexual, Not Confused.
A small amount of bisexuals are hypocrites.. I'm not one of them.. I can't stand when people discriminate and judge me or anyone else for that matter. Here's some valid points in defense of bisexuals. I found it on some random webpage. Bisexual myths More people are admitting to being bisexual - yet many of us don't really know what this sexual preference actually means. Bisexuality Defined A person who is sexually attracted to and engages in sensual or sexual relationships with people of either sex. A bisexual person may not be equally attracted to both sexes, and the degree of attraction may vary over time. Bisexuals have to like both men and women equally Wrong - There is no right or wrong way to be bisexual. You are the person who determines your sexuality. If you only date girls but are also attracted to guys, you can be bisexual. The same goes for people who date guys, but still like girls. Some people believe that your sexuality is always ch

Help Me
Dear Lord I pray That you help me get over this man I try not to ask too much of you I am doing the best I can I loved him so deeply I handed him my heart Slowly but surely He began to tear it apart I gave him my time I gave him time of his own He never made time for me He always left me alone I showed him how much I cared How much he meant to me I loved him with all I had He was my everything I always fought for us I always fought so hard I never realized He was just tearing me apart I was fighting for a love That was no longer there A love that was gone A man who no longer cared Now that it's over He is still on my mind Lord please help me To leave him behind He knew how much I loved him How deeply I cared Yet he kept quiet And let me stay there He was unhappy then But I am unhappy now I am trying to get over him But I really don't know how He's the first person I think of When I awake to sunl

What Do You Do?
What do I do...what am I supposed to think? What happens when someone you love with all - and I mean every ounce of your heart does a 180? Everything was perfect, then I leave on a trip for a week. And all of a sudden she doesn't love me? She wants a "break"?? I may be dense, but this was so sudden and unexpected. She said she was going to spend the rest of her life with me. We had our kids' names already picked out. We knew where we were going to live. It was absolutely perfect. Now she wants a "break" - not a "break up" mind you, but just a break. At first, I thought ok, fine...she just needs some space. Some time on her own. Wrong again. She's talking about moving out. She wants to date other people. She's telling another guy to have her kids and calling him her lover! What the hell am I supposed to think about that?!?! I mean, come on. That is in no way the definition of a break. That's a complete and utter chaotic, down and dirty, doesn't give a shit a

Fundamental Difference Ii
A young woman was about to finish her first year of college. Like so many others her age she considered herself to be a very liberal Democrat and was for distribution of all wealth. She felt deeply ashamed that her father was a rather staunch Republican -- which she expressed quite openly. One day she was challenging her father on his beliefs and his opposition to higher taxes on the rich and more welfare programs. In the middle of her heart felt diatribe based upon the lectures from her professors at school, he stopped her and asked her point blank, "How are you doing in school?" She answered rather haughtily that she had a 4.0 GPA, and let him know that it was tough to maintain. That she had to study all the time, never had time to go out and party like other people she knew. She didn't even have time for a boyfriend and didn't really have many college friends because of spending all her time studying. That she was taking a more difficult curriculum. Her father listen

Fundamental Difference I
One day a florist goes to a barber for a haircut. After the cut he asked about his bill and the barber replies: "I'm sorry, I cannot accept money from you; I'm doing community service this week." The florist is pleased and leaves the shop. Next morning when the barber goes to open his shop there is a thank you card and a dozen roses waiting for him at his door. Later, a cop comes in for a haircut, and when he goes to pay his bill the barber again replies: "I'm sorry, I cannot accept money from you; I'm doing community service this week." The cop is happy and leaves the shop. Next morning when the barber goes to open up there is a thank you card and a dozen donuts waiting for him at his door. Later a Republican comes in for a haircut, and when he goes to pay his bill the barber again replies: "I'm sorry, I cannot accept money from you; I'm doing community service this week." The Republican is very happy and leaves the shop. Next morning when the barber goes to open

April = Thug
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

Sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SORRY FOR ALL WHO HAVE MY SKINS GO BACK TO YUR OTHER FOR NOW I WILL GET IT WORKED OUT SOMEHOW....SO JUST KEEP THEM AND USE YUR OTHER BACK GROUND I WILL SEE WAT I CAN DO GRRRRRRRRRRR.......

Booty Or What
hey all please show some love in this contest......i can't give direct link cause well nsfw pic......comment bomb and rate i always do return the fave......luvs ya allllllllllllll here is the link ya have to use to view if interested in checkin it out and tappin some love on my azz....ohhhh and u will have to add the guy as a friend to view please do and don't hesitate...ty all here is bluedemons link to add him b4 u comment *wink* blue demon(BOOTY HUNTER FOR A CONTEST)@ CherryTAP and here is my link for the pic http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=171588&albumid=149247&i=142360278

Pain*
Watch as this tear falls into empty space See it fall into life's nameless place Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight As it falls watch it, its color has changed From blue to bright red, it has a wide range There it goes all alone, it continues to fall With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye A wall of shear water, it's now time to cry A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul The darkness of the night has taken its toll

Seductive Eyes Contest!!!
http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=156091&albumid=146444 This contest is based on votes and I entered it a little late.... There are only 4 days left!! Feel free to stop by my new friend Emanon's page and leave a comment. The contest is based on the number of comments!! Thanks a mill!! :) ZaRaH

Seeds Of Despair......
At one point, I loved you more than anything You were my sunshine after the rain; But with you went my only light, And I felt nothing but pain. It's been quite a few years since then, I've rebuilt my heart and put your memory to rest. But even after moving on in life, I can't lift this heavy weight off my chest. A part of my past is an open book, Whose pages have gone unread. That part is you, not a big surprise, And I can't let go of the last thread. You haunt me in my dreams at night, And you plague my every thought. How do you expect me to let go, When I don't even know if you're alive or not? If only I could see you one more time, Just to know you're ok and doing fine. That would help me so very much, And bring some peace to this heart of mine

End Of The Year Questions....
Year-End Review question/answers.. you can either do it or not.... 1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before? hmmm, i went on a cruise, and i have already booked another one, i loved it... 2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? nahh i don't make them...!! 3. Did anyone close to you give birth? yes, my cousin had a boy and a few friends had babies too.. thank GOD it wasn't me LOL. 4. Did anyone close to you die? Yes, :( that is part of life though 5. What countries did you visit? mexico 6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006? hmmmm, i am not sure, i seem to have everything i "need", i am blessed 7. What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? there is not just "one day"... seems 2006 was just an average year 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? wow, i sound boring but when i taught myself to knit. 9. What was your biggest failure?

A Picture Of A Joyous Filipino Christmas
A Picture of a Joyous Filipino Christmas A midst economic challenges, Christmas for Filipinos is still as bright and colorful as ever because there are a hundred and one ways to celebrate the season. So there’s no reason not to smile because Christmas is in the air. As early as November, most Filipinos homes are adorned with multi-colored Christmas trees with lights, tinsel and various decorations reminiscent of Filipino ingenuity. Lanterns made of bamboo sticks and giant capiz or cellophane is normally hanged outside to add a little more character. Decorating a house together creates a special bonding in the family. At the start of December 16 family members particularly the (Roman Catholic) are determined to wake up as early as 4:00am in order to attend the traditional dawn mass or Mesa de gallo heralding the official start of Christmas. This practice is a Filipinos spiritual yearning and fondness of family illustrates the very nature of being religious. This is also the tim

Down Day.
well today seemed like it was going good. I went to chili's and had dinner by myself. yes by myself. nobody wanted to go. so i went. i had a long island and had the birthday song sang to me. it was cool and embarrassing too. then i drove around looking for spin city on dvd. couldnt find it. when i was driving around i started to feel down for some reasone. maybe cause it happens around my birthday,im stressing about my job search and some other stuff. so i then went to borders and bought superman 2. so now im sitting here writing this and watching my movie. well if you want to talk to me im me or email me please. i need some friends to cheer me up.

Christmas Tree Star
A STAR BRIGHT SHINING IN THE WINDOW AT NIGHT FLICKERS OF COLOR, A PRETTY SIGHT AND PRESENTS WRAPPED IN RED PAPER TIGHT OH! WHAT A CHRISTMAS WE ARE HAVING TONIGHT! WITH FILLED STOCKINGS OF CANDY FOR HAPPY CHILDREN. WRITTEN BY mE ;d

Self Esteem Tips
1. When you make a mistake, it is best to own up to it and correct it, rather than ignore it and pretend it didnt happen. (self respect and power come from admitting your mistakes and learning from them and taking corrective action) 2. When you look at yourself in the mirror, embrace your beauty rather than pointing out your flaws. (When you embrace your own beauty and uniqueness, that is true self-acceptance) 3. Take responsibility for your own results instead of blaming others for your problems. (Taking responsibility for your thoughts, words, and actions will set you free from the pain of blame and guilt.) 4. You have the right to express your wants, needs, and self-worth; and have them treated with respect by others. ( Claim your needs as important and respectfully assert yourself) 5. You are capable of creating anything when your life has purpose, focus and direction. (You have the potential to be much more than you might imagine; the most important thing is that your

Rick's Top 10 Ct Cherry's
I'm looking for the 10 hottest women on CT If your a family member, friend or fan message me and I will add your profile link directly to my page and will fan you to bulletins, 3 times a week. Graphics by Rick's Top Ten Featured Cherrys will also be eligible for a series of desktop wallpapers commissioned by me and will have your profile promoted to my 8 yahoo model groups which currently have 3500 members. so don't hesitate, if you want to be in my top 10 then contact me asap....re-post this to all your friends this is an offer open to all sexy ladies of CT.

Tryin' To Break These Chains From My Life
My life seems to be going downhill more and more... I dunno why..I try to stay as postive as i can with my attitude....But now I have diabetes and high blood pressure and I am at my highest weight ever! It makes me feel so down esp. since for the past month i have seriously been watching what i eat! So now, I go for an evaluation to see if I can get a Gastric Bypass..THis is my last option..If I can't get this done i might as well put a bullet in my head and call it a day. I have been so very lonely lately. THe only people around me treats me so negativly....I can't wait to move with my parents when they find a place that I can pay half the bills with (it takes more than 1 or 2 incomes for a decent place nowadays) I need to spend more time with the people who truly care about me but i feel so chained down....its not a good feeling at all.

Help The Food Shelf
This is such an awesome promotion!! Click the link and vote for a team. No matter who wins in this one really everyone wins when we help feed hungry people!! Hurry!!!! There is only 30 minutes left!!!!!! Fight hunger and stock those shelves. Thanks to Foxy for sharing this with everyone. Muaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! :) Erin and Emma http://www.chunky.com/clickforcans.aspx

The Great Debate
Can someone explain to me; do we eat hot food in order to drink more beer, or drink more beer in order to endure the agony of hot food? (I just made and ate some wings that Satan himself would turn down for being "a bit spicy". Now proceeding to drink to numb the sweet, sweet burning agony.)

Swans Song.........
Like the last leaf on a windy Autumn day I hang on, fragile but courageously Waiting for the day to come When the wind will stop blowing So that I can be at peace At peace with myself and everything around me At peace with the world and all that it bears Hanging onto a hope that is based on dreams Hoping that my dream of surviving all adversity Will finally be realized But alas the wind is too strong And like all other leaves before me I begin to sing , so long Sad and lost filled with despair No one to comfort me No one to care No one to say, hang in there, be strong So I’ll whisper my good-byes, and sing My swan's song

Help This Gal Out
Hey all , First, id like to thank everyone who has voted so far in the sexiest man over 30 contest. Thank you all very much. I have met some really great people. now one of thes really great people needs some points to level up so lets show our support http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=388475#. And thank you all once again

Be Aware
Know what you're government's intentions and motives are for the wars they make. We don't have to support everything the government does and still be loyal patriots, we the people have a voice and the freedom to use it. As a world people it's time to unite in peace. Stop the violence at home and abroad. At one time, north america was the 2nd largest forested continent in the world. 80% of america's disiduous trees are now gone. At one time, a squirrel could travel from the edge of the atlantic ocean to the futherest eastern point of texas without ever touching the ground, but not anymore, the trees are all gone. The brain, like any other muscle, grow weak without exercise. And the brain is a muscle that can move the world!

Why Tha Fuck....
Why the fuck...when I come on here and look at who viewed my shit...I always see some form of nogga on my shit…let em be black, white, asian, hispanic, alien,…etc…..I mean cant you tell Im male by the photo on the scrollie????? or by my fuckin name????....this shit got me kinda upset...and it has to stop…cause tha nogga might be savin my pic...and rubbin down to it....NO HOMO...but dang....this shit just had me buggin...na mean....so I beg you all that are males….stop coming to my profile….it sickens me…seriously….thats one reason I don’t have a dick pic up on here…cause one of those noggas might be like, “MMMMMM, A HUMAN KING SIZE SNICKERS”…and im not down with that shit…anyway, this is my first blog on this piece of shit called Cherry Tap…till next vibrations…holla

I Agree . . .
“I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.” - Anais Nin

Party!!
Hey everyone, there is a REALLY cool lounge.. you can almost ALWAYS find me there.. it's called The Hidding Place..... Come join the party!! all are welcome as long as they dont cause trouble.... So... SEE YA THERE!! heres the link http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=4632

July=attitude
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

I Still Miss You......
This yearning in my heart This confusion in my mind The words left unspoken Haunts me all the time Everyday I watch pass by With an emptiness in my life And a hole in my heart Where only you belong There are nights I wake up crying And wishing you were here To hold me in your arms And kiss away my tears There is something that keeps me holding on - What I'll never know But one day things will go my way And I'll have you in my arms

If A Men Wants A Women
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. P.S. to all my girls I LUV YA LOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you

You
I'd give up everything just to have him near just to have him brush away my tears To hold his hand and have him smile will make me float in this dreamy cloud for miles You are everything I need to make my life complete the day you walked into my life you made everything so bright You brought the sun out and brushed away my pout You made me smile again and made everything alright you became my guiding light You became the man who gave me my wings and tought me how to live how to be happy how to sing You made me be someone else that loved the sun and someone that always wanted fun I don't know what I'd become without you I really don't know what I'd do

Lies..........
Lies hurt more than the truth why do I live in self pity and expect disappointment more then optimism or does enjoyment lead me to new worlds which I can not live on the air is getting thin and I want to stay for some time too bad I can not live in my dreams for then utopia would be reached wouldn't it

Belive In Sants Claus
BELIEVE IN SANTA CLAUS > > I remember my first Christmas adventure with > Grandma. I was just a kid. > > I remember tearing across town on my > bike to visit her on the day my big > sister dropped the bomb: "There is no > Santa Claus," she jeered. "Even > dummies know that!" > > My Grandma was not the gushy kind, never > had been. I fled to her that > day because I knew she would be straight > with me. I knew Grandma > always told the truth, and I knew that > the truth always went down a > whole lot easier when swallowed with one > of her "world-famous" > cinnamon buns. I knew they were > world-famous, because Grandma said > so. It had to be true. > > Grandma was home, and the buns were > still warm. Between bites, I told > her everything. She was ready for me. > "No Santa Claus?" she snorted.... > "Ridiculous! Don't believe it. That > rumor has been going around for > years, and it makes me mad, plain mad!! > Now, put on your coat, and > let's go." > >

What Donut Are You?
You Are a Boston Creme Donut You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you. But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft. You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily. You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out. What Donut Are You?

Pain Of The Night
Watch as this tear falls into empty space See it fall into life's nameless place Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight As it falls watch it, its color has changed From blue to bright red, it has a wide range There it goes all alone, it continues to fall With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye A wall of shear water, it's now time to cry A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul The darkness of the night has taken its toll

The Muppet Personality Test
You Are Gonzo the Great "Is something burning in here? Oh, it's just me." You're a total nutball who will do anything for attention. The first to take a dare, you'll pull almost any stunt. You're one weird looking creature, but your chickens don't mind! The Muppet Personality Test

Life Is A Garden
You feel their eyes upon you Hear their words behind you What do they know (what do they know) About you They tell you who you should be They tell you what you should do They'll never believe (never believe) In you Somebody should have told you It never comes easy And somebody should have told you that There's no guarantees And that you lose it all When you stop dreaming There's no way to know if you run away (They tell you who you should be while ignoring your dreams) This is your time to stand up This is your time to fight for All that you know (all that you know) And you believe You owe it to yourself to Find out what you're meant for There's no way to know (no way to know) If you run Somebody should have told you It never comes easy And somebody should have told you that There's no guarantees And that you lose it all When you stop dreaming There's no way to know if you run away (They tell you who you should be while ignoring your dreams) T

Ticket Labeled 'unknown'
You leave your house for stranger destinations, not asking why, just going find yourself in other places, unknowing. Maybe desire drew you out, curious in her intention, leaving, time perhaps for your own invention. But still leaving, constant states of departure, for elsewhere. What is this drive, and where, more importantly where, is your stopping point?

What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?
Your Lucky Underwear is Yellow You're an extremely happy, laid back, fun soul. And your lucky yellow underwear can help you get even more out of life. In life, you rather play than work. You're apt to quit any task that doesn't nourish your creativity and inner child. Sometimes your drive for freedom hinders your quality of life. You find it impossible to do anything unpleasant. If you want to have responsibilities and still have fun, put on your yellow underpants. They'll help you make a party out of the most mundane tasks. What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

Waiting..........
Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You?
You Are a Root Beer Jelly Bean You are truly All American and down to earth. You don't have fancy tastes, and you don't apologize for who you are. You enjoy tradition and proven quality. What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You?

Help The Food Shelf
hey all, i hope you read this and click on the link, it should only take a few seconds to finish, and can help alot of people, and when you finish with it pass it on to others, lets get this out. i voted for the vikings because i want the help in minnesota but, click on whatever team you suport. http://www.chunky.com/clickforcans.aspx thanks all, and be shure to pass this on to your friends too

A Letter Of Love
Rudi, I want you to be able to read this when I lose my internet. I want you to remember that I will be thinking about you every second of the day. I love you and will miss you lots during this time. Yet, I have to look at it in a positive way, a way that I am able to get things done over here before I come over there. You are my Angel, my Knight in Shining Armor, the Love of My Life! You walked into my life when I thought I did not need anyone, now I realize I need you in my life more then anything. You are the world to me, and baby I mean that. How can a love grow so fond on the internet? I will always ask myself that question, yet when I am in your arms looking into your eyes and seeing the love in real life everything will be a dream come true. You are what makes my heartbeat and also you are the one that is making these hard times easier on me. I love you more then words can say, more then feelings can express! Love Always, Tawnya --------------------------------------

Misunderstood
im sorry im misunderstood. id change it if i could. my feelings have no walls, when i bleed i start to fall. im blinded by your ways. i think about you every day. but im sorry im misunderstood and i would change it if i could

What Did I Do Wrong?
What Did I Do Wrong We were so close together Now so far apart What happened in between I can only feel in my heart I wish you were here To talk with me today But I can't give a call My body won't obey Things seemed to be so perfect Now they seem so wrong I don't feel as though I know you Where has our friendship gone You used to be able to talk with me About everything you felt Now I feel I'm a stranger My heart is starting to melt We always used to talk Until the middle of the night I don't know what we talked about But never once in a fight I need you in my life I need you as a friend I need to laugh and cry with you Forever 'til the end I still don't know what has happened But I can't help from wondering What did I do wrong ?

Gone And Forgotten
my tears of blood are falling now. i cant stop crying, i dont know how. i lay and wonder what i did. this time i can not forgive. when i hear what happened it hurt inside. i think a part of me has died. so im moving on now but don't forget you and me equals shit

For The Twelve Days Of Christmas, Your True Love Will Send You:
For the twelve days of Christmas, your true love will send you: Twelve glam rockers drumming Eleven marshmallows a-puffing Ten elves a-leaping Nine ladies baking cookies Eight alpacas a-milking Seven hot chocolates a-steaming Six kittens a-meowing Five golden coins Four calling telemarketers Three French tourists Two stale fruit cakes And a monkey in a cherry tree What Will You Get for the 12 Days of Christmas?

The Pain
the pain inside, it hurts so bad. the pain inside, it drives me mad. when i think of what im not, i sit and wonder why i wasn't shot. i need to be free i can not see the end is near and i am here my pain lies within my heart from at which it had to start. i've been crushed inside ive lost my pride. the tears of blood are starting again. so when you die, i'll see you then.

What You Came For!
When I walk into the room, you seem very much surprised. Its apparent you weren't expecting me, and that I was the furthest thing from your mind. Regardless, I smile and make my way over to an available chair. Mild annoyance flickers over your face, and I can't help but feel excited. "I'm busy. What do you want?" I laugh at you, something I know you can't stand, and lean back in the chair. My jeans tighten over my thighs and I see your eyes glance down briefly before returning to my own. "You aren't busy. You look bored, even." "I'm sure I can find something to entertain myself with. You know your way out." Unconcerned with your hostility, I get to my feet and make my way over to stand in front of you. You appear to be absorbed in a book, which looks to be fairly new. I reach down and take it from your hands, tossing it to the floor. Anger flashes over your face, and you get to your feet. This is the response I wanted, and I smile as I place my hand on your chest and pus

Lost Love
A candle burns As a lonely tear falls, A page of lost memories Is all she can recall. A flicker of light Illuminates the face Of a once bubbly girl Now a ghost in her place. The pictures of memories Aglow in her heart, Fresh in her soul From such a recent depart. An elated smile And a glimmer in his eye, The beach where they laid Off the cool summer isle. A snowflake that lies On top of his head, The winter they met With such a path ahead. The pages are turned Of lost memories indeed, Floating in the pool Of the tears of defeat.

My Friend
HEY ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS AND FANS. I HAVE MY BEST FRIEND ON THIS SITE. I'VE KNOWEN HIM FOR 13 YEARS HE IS A REALLY NICE GUY. SO IF YA GET A CHANCE CHECK HIM OUT. RATE HIM BECOME HIS FAN OR FRIEND.LEAVE A COMMENT OR A SHOUT. HERE IS HIS SITE. http://cherrytap.com/user/358569 LOVE JAMIE GIVE HIM SOME LOVE FOR ME THANK YA!

My Heart Is Dead
I want to leave the memories behind. the ones that made me feel so blind. when im gone you will not see anything that used to be. bound by feelings from my heart, i think it died, cause it will not start. im sitting here dying for you. so that is that and now im through......

This Place Called Reality!
I wish people would stop being so generous with the ten rating. I see a lot of people on here who dont deserve a two with a ten rating. As for me I've got nothing but ten's. IT would be nice but I know I am not. So please people use the ten for what it is, The best. Thank you

The Lifeless Death
this pain can go away as i get fucked up every day. the cuts are fresh and look like mesh theres nothing i can do. i throw away what once was me theres nothing left for you to see. as i turn from white to red, my life goes from live to dead and still i am not happy. my reason's good, and so it should, because you have left no love. i turn my back, my heart is black, and everything is shit. now im dead, my blood has shed and you are nowhere to be seen

Women And Men In Case U Dont Read Bulletins
ON NICKNAMES If Laura, Suzanne, Debra and Rose go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Suzanne, Debra and Rose. If Mike, Charlie, Bob and John go out for lunch, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Useless. ON EATING OUT Mike, Charlie, Bob and John will each throw in $20, even though the bill's only $22.50. None of them will have anything smaller, and none will actually admit they want change back. When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. ON MONEY A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he wants. ON BATHROOMS The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify most of these items. A man has six items in his bathroom: a toothbrush, tooth paste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from the Holiday Inn. ON ARGUMENTS A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says a

The Hate Is Swelling
the hate it burns and slowly turns thinking of you makes me pissed thinking of the things that i have missed. i gave you my trust, i gave you more than lust. theres no end to it all, i feel like im on an endless fall. what i once loved, i now hate maybe my hands will be your fate.

Getting You!
You said I wasn't good enough, My friends say just to dream. I think of you all the time, But I might as well scream. I've tried my best, To get you to like me. But I haven't seen any sign, Or a guarantee. They say not to change, For any guy. But I think this is an emergency, I got to really try. Maybe you like me for who I am, And it's not worthwhile. But unlike other girls, I got to win that smile. Oh I stare, Right into your eyes. Thinking maybe, Today will be the day of the surprise.

Long Forgotten Love????
Sometimes I think about the days we had Specially when I'm lying alone in my bed Catching myself smiling alone And remembering that our love now is gone It wasn't for the better or for the worse I think that our love was just a curse Thinking of you makes me weak In every boy it is you I seek I did love you and knew you loved me too But our love wasn't enough for me or you Fairytales for us were long gone But fire in our eyes stuck us for so long So much pain, though so much love These moments I don't want to come Lost so many tears over you And now I think that our love is finally through...

Feels Like Home
Chantal kreviazuk ~Feels Like Home~ Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life If you knew how lonely my life has been And how long I've been so alone And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along And change my life the way you've done It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong A window breaks, down a long, dark street And a siren wails in the night But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me And I can almost see, through the dark there is light Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me And how long I've waited for your touch And if you knew how happy you are making me I never thought that I'd love any

An Explosion Rocks My City
Just a few blocks from my home one of Sarnia's biggest oil refinery's had a huge explosion thurs night around 3am. The blast caused an earthquake like shake to my block and the fire lit up the night sky mimicking daylight. The fire could be seen 20km's away. We were told to shut off funaces and block all air inlets. We were also ordered to stay in place...meaning do not go outside.... And thats not even the scary part...the scary part is I SLEPT THROUGH the whole thing!! As did my kids!! It literally knocked stuff off selves and i had no clue what happened til the next day when my mom called to see if we heard it. There was a secondary explosion and nope, i didnt hear that either...the blast is still being investigated and thank god no1 was injured...Can i believe i slept through it?? NO!! Lol. Read all about it below..its Sarnia history in the making, Ontario history in the making. And i had no clue. http://www.ctv.ca/servlet/ArticleNews/story/CTVNews/20061214/sarnia_fire_06

You Can't Steal My Christmas
YOU CAN'T STEAL MY CHRISTMAS Poem by Sharon Steege I don't know who they are Saying I can't greet the crowd The way that I want to Can't say CHRISTMAS out loud. I walk into a business place See things that I rather not see But dare I not say CHRISTMAS And ask for a "holiday" tree. What happened to freedom of speech And living in the land of the free How can they take my CHRISTMAS money But can't say MERRY CHRISTMAS to me. Men and women have given their lives So we could still go free I wonder how they would feel At saying "HOLIDAY" TREE. Come on AMERICA let's wake up Don't let our freedom escape If they get by with doing this What else will they take. This is starting to get out of hand, And I've begun to keep track Well I've just about had enough I'M TAKING CHRISTMAS BACK. So MERRY CHRISTMAS AMERICA I hope this gets all over the net If we all stand united and take freedom back 'Twill be our best CHRISTMAS YE

I Wouldn't Believe It If I Hadn't Saw It
11's? the whole vic thing seems really insane. Why pay 14$ a month so you can put up more pictures, rate people 11's and get a special color for your name? I guesse people spend about the same on other stupid or silly things they don't need. People might spend that much on candy, or booze, or porn, or movies, or strippers. This site isn't really worse than those things. But really, why??? I guess it might satisfy that extra need for attention or self importance. Way cool, look at me, my name is colorfulll and I have lots of pictures. There are other sites that don't have a limit on the picts you put up. They don't have the rating systems or levels and stuff like this one does. I guess I've spent far more than that on liquer and strippers in a month, but I still felt kinda stupid later though. 14$ on this place would be cheaper than a case of beer or whatever every weeken, it's far less than I spend on gas and food. So I guesse it just has to do with what makes people happy. I

Agravation
Ok I have the unique ability to read minds particulary michaels. But after the other night I have been left to weak to do this. I just asked him a question that he will not answer and it agravates me because he is wanting me to read his mind for the answer.This is really agravating.

Is It Good To Kiss A Woman You've Just Met?
Is It Good To Kiss A Woman You've Just Met? >If you'd like to learn the "master system" for approaching women and starting conversations, then take a minute and read THIS: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/ApproachingWomen/ ***THIS WEEK'S QUESTION*** SUBJECT: A BIG BREAKTHROUGH Dear David, I have been reading your book and trying your ideas for a while now with limited success. However the other week I decided to try your cocky and funny attitude in a nightclub setting and get over my fear of approaching beautiful women. Here is what happened... I spoke to 35 girls in a four hour period. Got 2 phone numbers and lots of physical contact like hand holding, hugs etc. My approach was basically like this... A girl bumped into me and say "Sorry" I replied. "C'mon I know what you are doing. You just want to seduce me and take me home. . . But listen, I am not THAT easy. I hate it when girls just want me for my sexy body and incredible loo

Things That Make You Go Ahhhhh:)
As a student in the school of life, I have learned over the years that in order to take care of others, I have to take care of myself first. In the past, when I was too busy to take care of me, I would some how self-destruct either by getting sick, feeling depressed and over-stressed, or by having skin or digestive problems. I was forgetting the thyself part of love thy neighbor as thyself. After that realization, I started to take care of myself so I could better take care of those I love. I found out what helps me relax and unwind and began to uncover the things that make me go ahhhhhhhh. This is a list of things that make me feel good and help me relax. Now every time I begin to feel stressed and wound up, I look at the list and do something on it. My list has some quick, simple and free things on it like take a five minute walk outside or smell something pleasant or take six deep breaths as well as more extensive relaxation practices. Since then, I have included m

I'm Back
Just got back a couple days ago from my trip to Dallas Tx. It was one of the best trips I took in my life. I went to see my "favorite" football team the great DALLAS COWBOYS!!! in Texas Stadium. It was unbelievable. The game didn't go the way I wanted it to go but I still had a great time. I met some nice people and made some new friends. If I had to do it all again I would no hesitation about it. I felt at home. No pressure, no rushing. The women looked great. The food out of this world. The whole experience I give a total double thumbs up with a back flip and half twist! If I was flexible enough to do it. Now I am back to reality and boy oh boy do I wish I was back down in Dallas. Don't mind me just getting the joy out of my system. I am definitely going back next year. For several games if I can work that out with my job. "GO COWBOYS THRU THE PLAYOFFS STRAIGHT TO THE SUPERBOWL"

Hello, I'm A Blog.
HOLY… I think I'm dying. So sore. Job. Kicks. My. ASS! My god. But I fucking love my job!!!!! :hugs job close: I love my Keesha. xo Lester xo I can't go without my Jammers. Gaby is my sexy bitch. And everyone else... holla'. (Sorry, it's about taken ALL my energy just to write this…) Ugh… bed time… 8pm… rock on… yes… rock…ON! The end.

People And Their Occupation
These were in Ann Landers column the other day. These are ppl names and their occupation. They are too funny. a doctor whose name is Dr. Fix and was later brought up on charges of giving himself one. a pastor - Dr. Comfort a Landscaper - Ross Weed Doctor - Dr. Needle Displinary Dean - Dick Justice Plastic surgeon and his resident: Dr. Hacker and Dr. Wacker Vasectomy Doctor - Dr. D. Nutter Dentist - Dr. Toothacher Orthodonists: Dr. Payne, Dr. Fear, and Dr. Rensch (pronounced "Wrench") Gynecologist - Dr. Clapp Doctor at a trauma center; Dr. Kill Author: Edwin G. Boring Psychiatrist: Dr. Looney

Her Name Was Undisclosed,.but I Loved Her So
Her name? Undisclosed, but she had this tale of woe... Trust, was for her, was oh heck no.. This would be her downfall or heel of achilles.. her heart was cold,..her stare? Indeed chilly!.. This would be her portrait, but then I'd discover.. I was only one,..and there was another.. I could question why but I'd get no answer.. Should I love or leave,...I'd get no answer,, Some say love is a seed and from it a rose.. Have I love's seeds? The world may never know.. Of my pain,..of my plight.... my risings late at night..... Far be it,....i must complain,... of the host with the undisclosed name... I suppose her''s was an episode of unbridled lusts.. He was jovial and carefree,..musts was enough.. Listen,..I'd suppose you'd listen, but to whom do I speak? Love was given away to him last week.. Ah,. to dispair,. allude to I don't care.. Only to be caught unawares,...somewhere out there.. Leave or stay? Love is still gone away... Its meticulous to

Umm Yeah
I see we are the only couple downrated in the contest. I am sorry some people are jealous. I have a good idea of who did the downrating though. Thanks to whoevers voting. Im kinda sick atm so ill be back tomorrow. Love to all Please Vote for us! D-N-A This is our 3rd Xmas together soooooooo make us the cutest couple on CT!! Thisis a comment bomb contest so bomb the heck outta us!!Click the link Below to Rate and vote your butts off...I will help whoever votes for us out anyway i can!!

Need Some Input Here Please...
December 15, 2006 Called Theresa at about 10am to figure out what time would be best to either pick Christoper up for my Christmas Holiday time with him this year since I didn’t get him for Christmas last year (instead I got him and Alexia for almost 2 weeks over the new year). I left her a message to call me back since she didn’t pick up the phone. I agreed to letter her take him last year because I knew that this year all of the family will be getting together and they all where excited to see him since Theresa refused to let me have him when we all got together this last summer. I then got a txt message on my phone from her at 6:29pm and had the following conversation by txt message till 7:40pm. From Theresa 6:29pm: We are going out of town over xmas Fro

Another Sleepless Night
you tease and its not fair. to get a girl's hopes up then act like you don't care. to treat me like gold and then pretend I'm not there. if you saw the look on my face you just could not bare. i fell for you, yes and this i can swear, that the bond that we have is special and rare. that tone in your voice, and that look in your stare. but its so hard to save something that hasn't a prayer. so many sleepless nights spent in a room alone where i prepare for the pain from the heart that you tear.

Closing On My House Wed. Dec. 20, 2006
WELL, I FINALLY FOUND ME A HOUSE AND AM CLOSING ON WED. DEC. 20, 2006 AT 9:00 A.M CENTRAL STANDARD TIME. THESE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS I'VE BEEN LOOKING AT CARPET AND TILE FOR MY NEW HOUSE. I DID NOT REALIZE THERE WERE SO MANY BRAND NAMES OR STYLES OR SHADES OF EVERY COLOR!!.......LOL IT'S EXHAUSTING GOING TO DIFFERENT PLACES CHECKING ON PRICES, ETC BUT I'M LOVIN' IT!! I HAVE SOOO MANY IDEAS FOR INSIDE AND OUTSIDE OF MY NEW HOUSE.... I'M TRYING TO PACK (WITH ONLY ONE HAND STILL)EVERYTHING NOT IN USE AT THE MOMENT SO MY LITTLE APARTMENT IS PRETTY CLUTTERED RIGHT NOW WITH BOXES THAT I'VE PACKED UP. I GOT MY CAST OFF ON TUES. DEC. 12TH BUT NOW HAVE A SPLINT ON IT. SO IT'S STILL HARD TO DO ANYTHING WITH JUST ONE HAND. I DO WHAT I CAN AND LEAVE THE LIFTING TO MY SON...LOL WILL TRY TO TAKE PICS OF THE PROGRESS ON MY HOUSE, ETC AND GET THEM POSTED WHEN I HAVE THE TIME AND WHEN I AM ABLE TO ADD MORE PICS ON HERE. HOPE EVERYONE WHO READS THIS HAS A SAFE AND HAPPY HOLIDAY...

..........
I give up..i want to give up..ur not here to stop me from giving up! Iam sorry...I juss want to fuckin die! No one care..i dont care so y should anyone else? It seems like i lost a part of me and Iam sorry for what I have done everything i have done!

What It's Like When Someone You Love Hurts Someone They Love...
I'm spilling the beans right here. I won't use names..but the person will know if they even care to read this. Some one I love and valued as a friend, has hurt someone they were supposed to love. People, please don't play games with some one else's heart and emotions. This person, whom I thought was still decent after all that we had been through together, played games with another friends heart and emotions, and has now left this person hurt and confused. I so feel for her because she was so perfect for him. This other girl who had to put the wedge between them, successfully put a wedge so deep between them, because she lives in the states and the other girl doesn't. I thought that the perfect christmas gift would be to send this person I cared about to the girl's country for a week to get meet her in person, and this guy has totally turned his nose up at it, crushing this girl. Now my pickle is this. What to do? Do I stop being friends with the guy because of how

From Now On
SINCE I HAVE LOST ALOT OF FRIENDS I AM STATING IF U DO NOT LIKE A CARING NICE GUY U CAN TAKE ME OFF UR LIST CAUSE I AM TIRED OF WOMAN ON HERE SAYING THEY LIKE ME TALK TO ME THEN DROP ME SO IF U GUYS WANNA STAY ON I AM GLAD U WILL BUT FOR THE REST OF U LET ME KNOW IF U WANT TO BE OFF THAT WAY WE BOTH UNDERSTAND

How About A Sexy Cherry Contest?
I am wanting to have a sexy cherry contest here and let the sexy ladies of Cherry Tap get rated... I will create a seperate gallery and let everyone rate and comment them. The lady with the most ratings wins a $25.00 Prize!!! Do we have any takers? Ladies? Just drop me an Private Message if you are interested in being entered.

Friday Night...just Got Paid...
I went on a shopping spree. Books are my crack. What I bought myself: [clickable links] Camille Claudel & Rodin: Fateful Encounter Bettie Page by Olivia [I can't make this link work but if you go to the eolivia.com site then you can find it there under books.] Linger by Viggo Mortensen I Forget You For Ever by Viggo Mortensen Solipsist by Henry Rollins Smile, You're Traveling by Henry Rollins Roomanitarian by Henry Rollins Suicide Girls by Missy Suicide How I Make It and Fake It as a Girl For Hire by Sarah Katherine Lewis Dirty Blonde: The Diaries of Courtney Love by Courtney Love Llamas and Alpacas as a Metaphor for Life by Marty McGee Bennett

Hail To Thor
Hail to Thor Son of Odin and Jord Defender of Migard and Asgard! Welder of the hammer Mjolnir! Kepper of the goats Toothknasher and Toothbasher who pull his wagon. For you my Patron called me home To the ways of old You showed me the way to Asgards halls! For if it wasnt for you id still be lost! Hail to Thor ! Caty

Have You Ever?
Have you ever listened To a beating heart Wondered what it's beating for Or what made it start? Have you ever heard the sounds the someone makes when their heart has just been broken because of your mistakes Have you ever seen what happens to a tear as it rolls down someones face because they've lost someone dear Have you ever known the heart of a man not looking at the outside but looking deep within Does it really matter the appearance that we see isn't it the heart that counts it's what matters most to me For beauty comes only in it's truest form within it doesn't matter what we see what we see is only skin. © Tammy Reed December 2006

How I Really Think Love Should Be
things i will do for you! muah 1-touch your waist 2-talk to you 3-share secrets 4-give you my jacket 5-kiss you very slowly 6-hug you 7-hold you 8-laugh with you 9-invite you somewhere 10-let you be with me when i'm with my friends 11-smile with you 12-take pics with you 13-pull you onto my lap 14-when you say i love you more,i will deny it and tell you i love you more. and fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you,I will deny it, and fight back and hug you tight so you cant get to her friends.and hope it makes you feel loved 16-always hug you and say "i love you" when I see you 17-kiss you unexpectedly 18-HUG YOU FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell you you're beautiful... not just sexy! 20-tell you the way I feel about you! and show you I mean it too 21-kiss you on the lips 22-I WON"T ask you to buy me stuff. I WILL buy you stuff 23-tell you what feels good 24-make you feel loved 25-buy you stuff. small things can still help I might

A Video Message From Iraq - Please Repost
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: NEVER FORGET Date: Dec 15 2006 5:40 PM ADD NEVER FORGET AS YOUR FRIEND NEVER FORGET A VERY SPECIAL PLACE YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS MUST VISIT

This Is Me!!!
**LET ME BEGIN WITH THIS.. I AM TAKING THE TIME TO REALLY INTRODUCE MYSELF TO ALL OF YOU BECAUSE OF STUPID MEN WITH OVERACTIVE SEX DRIVES.. IF YOU'RE READING THIS TO SEE "DELICIOUS" OR "NAUGHTY" PICS OF ME, THEN YOU'RE WASTING YOUR TIME. AS A MATTER OF FACT IF THAT'S THE ONLY REASON YOU ADDED ME AS YOUR FRIEND, AGAIN, YOU'RE WASTING YOUR TIME, JUST GO AHEAD AND REMOVE ME FROM YOUR LIST RIGHT NOW..** NOW ON WITH THE BLOG.... Hey Yall! I'm Tracey.. I'm a 29 yr old MARRIED mother of 3 from North Carolina.. Yeah, guys, I'm married.. That's my family in the pic above.. My husband and myself and our three kids. Now, I am here for friends and I thought I had made that perfectly clear already to my friends, but I guess I need to be plain out blunt about it. I have no time for this wishy washy high school drama bull shit.. So take it on out the door with you if you think you're gonna bring it in my page and my life.. Bc I'm not having it. I have put up with more than my share of it sinc

Bear With Me
Really dont know what to put in here, when I come to do this, well my mind just goes blank. I sit and stare at the screen wondering what to put in here..... I love my Dragons to death, but I do like other things also, like blood and gore movies the bloodier the better for me. I have never seen a movie that scared me, (wish I could). When I put comments on peoples pages, well they can expect anything from me, (and I mean anything) I do not intend to offend or upset anyone and if I do please let me know and I will be more careful with you..... Ok my mind went blank again, will try later on...

To All Profile Viewers!
if you taking the time to view my profile then please take the time to vote and comment on me in the angel contest,you'll find it if you scroll down my comments on my profile. thank-you all and have a great weekend! sandra

Hail To Freya
Hail Freya Goddess of love Goddess of magic Goddess of war For you are my Lady my Patron She who has shown me who I am She who calls me across the veil She of the Falcon Cape She with her cats Amber and Gold She who dwells in Sessrumnir That happiest of halls in all of Asgard! Hail Freya Hail to you my Goddess! Caty

Doctor And Patient
Don't laugh!" said the patient, Ed. "Of course I won't laugh," the doctor said. "I'm a professional. In over twenty years I've never laughed at a patient." "Okay then," Ed said, and proceeded to drop his trousers, revealing the tiniest 'whooha' the doctor had ever seen. It couldn't have been bigger than the size of a AAA battery. Unable to control himself, the doctor started giggling, then fell laughing to the floor. Ten minutes later he was able to struggle to his feet and regain his composure. "I'm so sorry," said the doctor. "I really am. I don't know what came over me. On my honor as a doctor and a gentlemen, I promise it won't happen again. Now what seems to be the problem?" "It's swollen," Ed replied... The Doctor! ! ! You guessed it. Hasn't stopped laughing for days.

I Need An Opinion Please?
If you were browsing around in a jewelry store and wanted to buy a piece of jewelry (for your wife, girlfriend...self if you're a chick, daughter, whatever) Would you buy these? And how much would you pay for each? Keeping in mind the store you are in is like a boutique and everything is handmade or some shit. Just curious, feel free to respond to this blog or shout! Just a yes or no answer and how much you'd pay if yes (for each)

Do Doctor's Make Bad Patients?
Really I wonder about this? I've been thinking about it all day because of an incident that happened early this morning. My friend Shane is an installer at my work. Which means he is always out on the road. He was in house today so he brought my birthday present. It was a super cute cell phone holder. He had a razor blade in his hand that he was cleaning some gunk off his name tag with. We were messing around and both went for my present and he sliced my thumb with the blade. Instantly I was bleeding everywhere....and got very whiny. Now let me interject when my children bleed I do not freak out. I'm always calm. I put pressure where its needed, calm them down, doctor them, love on them. I on the other hand wanted my mommy!!! I went to my friend Aimee who IS a mommy and made her take care of me. She made fun of me the whole time and threatened to kiss my boo-boo (no pervo comments nasty boys!). So I wonder are there doctors out there like that...surely its human natu

Just To Be In Love
things i will do for you! muah 1-touch your waist 2-talk to you 3-share secrets 4-give you my jacket 5-kiss you very slowly 6-hug you 7-hold you 8-laugh with you 9-invite you somewhere 10-let you be with me when i'm with my friends 11-smile with you 12-take pics with you 13-pull you onto my lap 14-when you say i love you more,i will deny it and tell you i love you more. and fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you,I will deny it, and fight back and hug you tight so you cant get to her friends.and hope it makes you feel loved 16-always hug you and say "i love you" when I see you 17-kiss you unexpectedly 18-HUG YOU FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell you you're beautiful... not just sexy! 20-tell you the way I feel about you! and show you I mean it too 21-kiss you on the lips 22-I WON"T ask you to buy me stuff. I WILL buy you stuff 23-tell you what feels good 24-make you feel loved 25-buy you stuff. small things can still help I might

Last Night And Explanations. Or: Something Worth Repost.
why I hate everyone ...because they don't realize the crushing burden of existence. Some people have to burn for a living. Some people have to eat to die a little more everyday. Not everyone is immortal I don't live like I am. Who says that is wrong. And I believe him. But I still can't get over your audacity. PEE EF TEE. (In case you're wondering I'm displaying my DISLIKE of your attitudes toward responsibility and decency. It's not that I'm old, It's that I am DONE with this deadscene bullshit that I gave up years ago. Have fun pretending to be numerous when you're as dead as the sticking sun to the bottom of the fucking tide. ALONE!) And for the intellect: Sorry for dumbing it down. People really don't know thier scathe from their swoon. And then they treat you like an email. (easy to delete) HAH! I am infection to the heart and mind like heroin! Like heroes in high hate burning for smiles and wet handshakes. Burning for conniptions and connection

Gotta Know How To Love To Be In Love!
things i will do for you! muah 1-touch your waist 2-talk to you 3-share secrets 4-give you my jacket 5-kiss you very slowly 6-hug you 7-hold you 8-laugh with you 9-invite you somewhere 10-let you be with me when i'm with my friends 11-smile with you 12-take pics with you 13-pull you onto my lap 14-when you say i love you more,i will deny it and tell you i love you more. and fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you,I will deny it, and fight back and hug you tight so you cant get to her friends.and hope it makes you feel loved 16-always hug you and say "i love you" when I see you 17-kiss you unexpectedly 18-HUG YOU FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell you you're beautiful... not just sexy! 20-tell you the way I feel about you! and show you I mean it too 21-kiss you on the lips 22-I WON"T ask you to buy me stuff. I WILL buy you stuff 23-tell you what feels good 24-make you feel loved 25-buy you stuff. small things can still help I might

Reflected Life As Such:
three fucking days without a solitary bright thought. i feel betrayed by my own senses. i feel like discussing life with the toilet. i call him Mr whitefolks. people keep clomping down the stairs and i wish i could accompany them. i need to go get my grades so some faceless human can tell me how smart i am based on a random boring question based essay. but my brainage is so low i bet they laugh at me. my bones creak with every moment waiting. I think i miss someone. if they miss back.

Is This Your True Love? Virgo
Is This Your True Love? Check out your astrological sign's compatibility with another sign. by Dr. Turi M.D.S.U. Important note: This basic comparison chart is generated for the masses only. A Full Comparison chart involves a tremendous work and will help you to understand your business/emotional partner to great extend. Thus if you experience stress in your relationship a 90 MN taped Comparison chart between you and your lover or marriage partner is a must as to comprehend your celestial differences. This awareness will bring a huge difference in handling and understanding your partner and avoid heartaches. IMPORTANT note: the location of your Dragon’s Head and tail by birth is extraordinary important and CAN NOT be addressed in these files. There is more power in your Dragon Head and Tail alone than the entire complexity of an astrological chart. Thus a soft Cancer or Pisces who inherited a self centered aggressive Tail of the Dragon in Aries or Leo will be far more

Do For My Future Soulmate
things i will do for you! muah 1-touch your waist 2-talk to you 3-share secrets 4-give you my jacket 5-kiss you very slowly 6-hug you 7-hold you 8-laugh with you 9-invite you somewhere 10-let you be with me when i'm with my friends 11-smile with you 12-take pics with you 13-pull you onto my lap 14-when you say i love you more,i will deny it and tell you i love you more. and fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you,I will deny it, and fight back and hug you tight so you cant get to her friends.and hope it makes you feel loved 16-always hug you and say "i love you" when I see you 17-kiss you unexpectedly 18-HUG YOU FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell you you're beautiful... not just sexy! 20-tell you the way I feel about you! and show you I mean it too 21-kiss you on the lips 22-I WON"T ask you to buy me stuff. I WILL buy you stuff 23-tell you what feels good 24-make you feel loved 25-buy you stuff. small things can still help I might

Put That Friggin' Kid On A Leash!
And people wonder why I am glad that I cannot medically cannot have children . . . Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1973 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle. Then goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1973 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1973 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006 - Jeffrey given huge dose

Be Like Water
Be like water my friends pour water into a vase it becomes the vase, pour water into a pitcher it becomes the pitcher. life throughs alot of curveballs your way, you must learn to adapt to what you must and flow with the flow , soo be like water you'll have less stress and feel much better with a renewed out look at life, you cannot control thing's that you have no control over!

Madman Mccain Strikes Again . . .
(Reposted From Pope Eats Cookies!) Man, Johnny Boy is ON FIRE yesterday, wasn't he???? John McCain has made clear that he doesn't like the blogosphere . Now he has introduced legislation that would treat blogs like Internet service providers and hold them responsible for all activity in the comments sections and user profiles. Some highlights of the legislation : – Commercial websites and personal blogs "would be required to report illegal images or videos posted by their users or pay fines of up to $300,000." – Internet service providers (ISPs) are already required to issue such reports, but under McCain's legislation, bloggers with comment sections may face "even stiffer penalties" than ISPs. — Social networking sites will be forced to take "effective measures" — such as deleting user profiles — to remove any website that is "associated" with a sex offender. Sites may include not only Facebook and MySpace, but also Amazon.com, which permits author profiles and perso

My Sis
FOR BRENDA: MARCH 2ND 1963-DECEMBER 31ST 2005 TEARS HAVE COME AND TEARS HAVE GONE STILL YOUR MEMORY LINGERS ON I MISS YOU NOW AS I MISSED YOU THEN BUT I KNOW SOMEDAY WE WILL MEET AGAIN I LOVE YOU SIS AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH

Stray The Course
(Reposted From Pope Eats Cookies!) Before this is read, as I have always stated, I support our troops one billion percent, as someone who is very near and dear to me is in Iraq right now, and I come from a military family (Semper Fi! I was born at Camp Lejenue), but I do not have to agree with our government and the reasons that so many of our troops have died for . . . With that said, Do you want to know why it is so vital that we get the Republicans out of the White House in 2008? You think anything will be different without the Commander-In-Chimp? Let’s take a gander at what the probable Front running Republican in the next Presidential election said today in regards to the War in Iraq . . . Dec 14, 2:30 PM (ET) Sen. John McCain, R-Ariz., said the United States should to deploy 15,000 to 30,000 more troops to control the sectarian violence and give moderates within the democratically elected government the stability they need to move Iraq in the right direction. "The

What Is The Meaning Of Friends To Me!
Best Friends are always there, To let you know how much they really care, They are always there to wipe away the tears, And with you to overcome your worsest fears, Best Friends are there to make the good times better, There to have something good to say whenever, They are always there when you need a helping hand, When things become too tough, So difficult to understand, Best Friends are always laughing with you, Even when you both tip over a canoe, Dripping wet you both let out a yell and then a laugh, Those good ole\' times you just cant put behind the past, Best Friends are always there, When you wings have trouble remembering how to fly, They tell you it\'ll be okay just to get you by, Best friends are somebody you cannot replace, So hold on to em\', And let them know how much you care, Because best friends are very rare!

Two Contestants
Okay I have two Contestants in my Geeky Goddess and Sexxxy Nerd contest and they are: TheRh AND Immortal Love I need at least for more goddess and gods!! :P~ Geeks and Nerds LOL you know your out there Nominate and Volunteer! I will give ya a week. If i don't get the slots filled within a week, I am gonna go searchin' for ya. I think I know a few people I would like to fill these spotz :) *smile* SOOOOO C'mon..it'z all for good old fun and its for my first contest.

A Bright Christmas Day, Never Forget We Love You
THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOM EACH MONTH OF THE YEAR, BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS, LIKE THE ONE LYING HERE, I COULDN'T HELP WONDER HOW MANY LAY ALONE, ON A COLD CHRISTMAS EVE IN LANDS FAR FROM HOME, THE VERY THOUGHT BROUGHT A TEAR TO MY EYE, I DROPPED TO MY KNEES AND STARTED TO CRY; THE SOLDIER AWAKENED AND I HEARD HIS ROUGH VOICE, "SANTA DON'T CRY, FOR THIS LIFE IS MY CHOICE; I FIGHT FOR FREEDOM, I DON'T ASK FOR MORE, MY LIFE IS MY GOD, MY COUNTRY, MY CORPS" THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER AND DRIFTED TO SLEEP, I COULDN'T CONTROL IT, I CONTINUED TO WEEP. I KEPT WATCH FOR HOURS, SO SILENT AND STILL AND WE BOTH SHIVERED FROM THE COLD NIGHT'S CHILL. I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE HIM ON THAT COLD, DARK, NIGHT, THIS GUARDIAN OF HONOR SO WILLING TO FIGHT. THEN THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER, WITH A VOICE SO SOFT AND PURE, HE WHISPERED, "CARRY ON SANTA, IT'S CHRISTMAS DAY, ALL IS SECURE." ONE LOOK AT MY WATCH, AND I KNEW HE WAS RIGHT, "MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIEND, AN

My Birthday Wish For Tomorrow!
Sorry been not on line for while cuz was sick from cold air then damn curse that prolong my sick. Now all's well. Wink Hey its my birthday TOMORROW!!! Gimme some points wink. So let's celebrate by giving me next new level! Let's help me reach there! Kudos! Have a nice cherry weekend! xo SMD

Monkey Ratings . . .
President Bush's new ratings were out yesterday. I DO BELIEVE IT IS TIME FOR THE DREADED AVIAN BIRD FLU TO POP UP (Oh wait, there is E-Coli now! We don't need the Bird Flu anymore - although I do miss it dearly!!!) . . . OR . . . PERHAPS . . . EVEN . . . THE INFAMOUS, DREADED, IMMORTAL #2!!!!!!!!!! From Newsmax December 14, 2006 A new ABC News/Washington Post poll has some dismal numbers for President Bush: 49 percent "strongly disapprove" of his job performance overall, his worst rating ever in that category. 62 percent of Americans "disapprove" of Bush's job performance overall, his second-worst rating in that category. ONLY 18 percent "strongly approve." 70 percent "disapprove" specifically of his handling of the situation in Iraq, his worst-ever mark. 57 percent "strongly disapprove" his job performance. ONLY 28 percent "approve." 61 percent of all respondents say the Iraq war was not worth fighting. 65 percent of independents and 81 perc

Don't Be Making Google Eyes At Me (or Google Ears In This Case) . . .
For anyone who has heard about this but didn't believe it, here you go. Google talking about how they want to put microphones into all computers . . . for MARKETING purposes only . . . (Uh-Huh!) Developers from Google's research laboratory presented a paper (PDF version - http://www.mangolassi.org/covell/pubs/euroITV-2006.pdf) about interactive television applications that leverage ambient audio analysis at the Euro Interactive Television conference last week. The research paper, which describes a system for providing contextually relevant web content for television consumers, received the best paper award. The described system uses a computer microphone to analyze the audio being emitted by a television, and uses that data to determine what show the user is watching. The system can then provide the user with web content that relates to the show: We introduce four applications for mass personalization: personalized content layers, ad hoc social communities, real-time popularit

My Other Blog Sites . . .
I have several blog sites already in existence. They are: www.popeeatscookies.blogspot.com which have over 650,000 hits in a little over a year. It is my blog for my ranting, views and jokes. www.misscynthiasboudoir.blogspot.com which is my erotic writing website. This is where I post all of my erotic stories. It has around 85,000 hits since February. www.smokinggurl.blogspot.com This is the a smokers' rights website that is mostly local for the Allegheny County, Pennsylvania (Pittsburgh)area, but it also has a lot of general information. Hope you visit them! Oh, and like I tll everyone, there is no advertising, pop ups or anything on them, so you don't have to worry about the whole spyware thing!

~~age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder~~
A. A. A. D. D. : Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my Garden: As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide my car needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice that there is mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys down on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table a nd take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only 1 check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to my desk where I find the can of Coke that I ha

For Our Troops
Blessings on our troops Serving all over the world Blessings on those we still search for May they know they are not forgotten and still loved Blessings on those families, Who've lost loved ones May the blessings of our Great Mother Be with our troops and their families During this time of Yule May we all take a moment or two Out of our Yule Ritual and in one voice Send our blessings to all that have Sacrificied their lives for all we Hold near and dear to our hearts Our families and Our Freedom O Great Mother, we pray that our Troops be brought home to their Loved ones safe and sound O Great Mother, hear our prayers To bring peace to those that have returned Injured both physically and emotionally O Great Mother bring peace to those who have been Disabled by the weapons and chemicals used On our Troops while fighting this conflict And all other conflicts before Hear our united voices in prayer, Great Mother Send our united astral touchs to

To Fix Transparent Profiles That Smear
Open your skin page find skin you want to fix then click on edit. Copy and paste this filter into your code. Below each place it says transparent. And then save it. filter:alpha(opacity=85); -moz-opacity:0.85; opacity:0.85;

Securitie Bugs
One bug I've noticed has still been around for awhile now- don't rely on placing a delicate photo in a friends- or family-only folder for security. If it becomes popular enough even among your friends, it may show up in the Top Photos page (this bug is enough to make others' front pages NSFW unless they choose to have that box off the page, which at this time I have not chosen to do...) I am guessing that the routine that selects the top photos, though it looks through public and private folders indiscriminately, ignores NSFW photos, but I may be mistaken about that. To have a photo not show up in the top-photos-page and be potentially viewable publically whether you want it to be or not, go to the top left of the screen under photos, go to the folder the image is in, select NSFW for the image or the whole folder and be sure to save the change.

Christian Pundits Call For Cbs Protest
Christian Pundits Call for CBS Protest TUPELO, Miss. - Christian conservatives are up in arms over a Dec. 11 broadcast of the CBS sitcom Two and a Half Men in which actor Charlie Sheen sang a bawdy version of the Christmas carol “Joy to the World.” Bob Knight, director of the Media Research Center's Culture and Media Institute, denounced the parody lyrics as “an anthem of alley-cat culture” and a symptom of Hollywood’s mission to “glorify sexual anarchy.” American Family Association founder Donald E. Wildmon has launched an online protest campaign against the network. The lyrics in question are as follows: “Joy to the world, I’m getting laid; I’m getting laid tonight. We’ll light the yule log, deck the halls, and then we’ll play some jingle balls. It’s been a real long wait – this is our second date! It’s Christmas Eve and I’m getting laid.”

Poetry
(Suggestion)I always viewed make up sex as more of a fight. The mind not yet wanting to let go of the anger but the body slowly giving into the lust. I think you could expand on it by working this ambivalence(having conflicting emotional attitudes) into it. Animosity build up from constant arguments, the lack of you following through have caused consistent disagreements..You yelling... me screaming but all in the same time my body feining.Not yet wanting to give in to your sight, your touch your sound, reminicing of the previous love making sessions and how they were so profound. Caught in a tangeled web not knowing which way to turn, body saying YES mind saying LET IT BURN. as I toss and turn, wouldnt be the first time....when will I ever learn? Your suggestion of therapy is pounding my drums with your stick..although tantalyzing I would rather be missed, held tight maybe a kiss.. can you digest this? Ignoring you all in the while thinking this is a resolution, but who am I reall

Saturday Night Dec 1675
One Night starting at 1:30am EST early Sunday, Dr Susan Block Holiday Party Featuring TXR's very own Tai Ellis. aka: Dj Naughty Tai calls can be made live to the show, to talk to Dr. Suzy live about any aspect of sexuality!! call: 1-866-289-7068 toll free for North America except LA LA callers may call: 213-749-1330 Click the Pic to Join the party!!! To Join in the cherry tap lounge click this pic!! (repost of original by '† INFERNO † & (~*XTC*~)DRAMA FREE ZONE!' on '2006-12-15 16:42:39')

A Tribute To Idiots
Everything that leaves my lips, whether it's inteded to be or not, has a tendancy to sound rude, or so it seems. Having said that, should you find the thoughts herein to be harsh, keep in mind it's purely unintentional. I'm just being my straightforward self. I drive approximately 40 minutes to work every day, roughly 1/3 of the drive being 4 lane highway and 1/3 in heavy traffic. Which, in minutes, equals 13.3333333... Not an abundant amount of time but sufficient for the purpose I choose to use it today. If you find yourself thinking, "I did that the other day, or an hour ago" you might want to pay close attention to what I have to say, I'm writing this for you. And for me so I don't have to spend more time writing similar material. I'm driving on the highway, cruise is set to 75, listening to my music. A van passes me, which is fine. They must be in a bigger hurry than I am. I continue driving and a couple minutes later I start to catch up to the van again. Ok,

Poetry
Waiting on you to get home so I can gradually push you up agasint the wall tickling your tounsils with my tongue, making love to your lips while you hands are above your head refrained from touching me, grasping for air, my breath is your inhaler dont worry if your weak at the knees, I got you..My heat begins to rise playing double dutch with your insides. In and out I go as you begin to jump up and down, breaking a mild sweat, goose bumps arise on the back of your neck. MY body releases a lil friction you whisper in my ear " I WANT, I NEED YOU, YOU ARE MY ADDICTION" Vein's begin to pop out of my head feeling your breath in my ear, traveling down my chest, my stomach, putting my clutch in 5th gear. Easy now let off the gas, this is a 12 round rendevous i want too make sure you can last....Tilting your head back gently placing my hands around your throat, slowly biting your neck inducing your heartrate insides getting cold. sliding my hands down your chest cupping your breast, unbuttoni

Celebration Time Come On!!!
I GOT THE JOB!! GO ME!! FINALLY MY LIFE IS GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. The only thing that is bothering me right now is Dallas because he's impossible to be around when he hasn't had medicine in 4 days. He bought a little radiator for his car instead of buying his meds. This job is going to be awesome!! I mean its going to be great. I'll work really hard for the first 4 months and they'll move me up to management and then its smooth saling from there! I'm so fucking excited! I've got one week of training for my license to sell insurance. Then its 2 weeks of training to know all of the material and everything about the insurance and how to sell and then 2 week with the local manager with on the job training and then I get to go out on my own and start making all that money!! Easy as fucking pie if you ask me. YAY!

Back To Back Relationship
I figured out a pattern to my relationships! First the love me Then they turn to only lust finally they leave me After they leave me I lust EVERYTHING Then I love someone I think is great And it starts ALL OVER! So.... Love Lust Leave Leave Lust Love A great BIG ENDLESS CIRCLE OF PAIN!!! But I am great...at least I know what to look forward to! LOL!

Beautiful Light (poem)
This was written for me by one of my closest and sweetest friends I have in the whole world... Amidst a world of darkness I have encountered a beautiful light. A star that lights my world whenever I am sad, A star whose magnificence this worthless humanity fails to appreciate. I wish that I could always be with you. To get you happy when you are sad, To light your life when all is dark, To pick you up if you fall down. Ever since the day I met you I've thought you are one of a kind. Thank you for being such an excellent friend, Just never forget, that it doesn't matter what happens, I shall always be here for you. Written by Dead Maiden

Yeah Anyway....
OK so apparently some people just go on a adding everyone they can find spree......I was having a conversation in the shoutbox with someone who I had been talking to daily for a couple days...and I said something about my son and oh my god you would have thought I had the plague lmao get the fuck over yourself.....It's stated in my profile and I even have pics of him, so if you don't like the fact that a have a kid and you were too busy checking out my tits to notice...kindly remove yourself from my list :)...to the rest of you I love you all, have a great night!!!

Dolphinsinger Is Holding Her First Contest
DolphinSinger@ CherryTAP Hey every one, one of my new friends is holding a contest for Sexiest Nerd and Geek Goddess. She needs 5 men and 5 women. For mor details use the link below. http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/34722/132425

Whose Your Vampire Personality?
You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Marius100%Dracula100%Armand100%Blade67%Akasha50%Lestat50%Louis50%Angel50%Spike42%Deacon Frost17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Add Yourself To My Map Stat *lol*
So I've had one for a while but I saw Robbie T Had his on his page here and I just had to throw mine up!! Its in my INTEREST section right above the comments so I wanna see where you all are at...you can add a pic and a shout out so I have quite the friends list I'd like to see alot more than a few of you on there *wink* So hop to it!!! Hope you all have a funtastic weekend!! *XOXO*~*B*

Back To Work I Go
DAMN DAMN DAMN i want to get orders out of here at this point with or without my husband....maybe apply for Korea just get the fuck out of here, but as always the power he holds on me will never let me go He has captured that part of me that no one can see me unwilling for that mind you but indeed he did as the time grows closer for CCL to leave my heart gets harder and harder, my mood gets worse and worse panic wells up in me like I want to do something to stop it but I know i can't ever do that So with everything in my life being as it may I am here no matter what, three kids make it hard to do anything but continue to smile........ I wish for that fairy tale love I suppose but it doesn't exist does it, so I will be content in the love that I am given by a good man and continue to make him as happy as I can I AM DEFEATED the wild mustang has been tamed the impossible made possible, like many the spirit has been dragged out of me, so now I sit and go threw my day wi

Not Me
I see you standin there waiting on me but I dont care cuz baby what you do to me is keep me from goin on and keep me from playin a new song It seems to take four drinks to get you to talk to me once in awhile you sit and think but baby cant you see im done with that song and dance im headin out for some new romance you think you got what it takes but in the end you made the mistake not me broke the spell you had on me and what i see aint right im the man people want me to be dont even put up a fight cuz under the covers im the right kinda lover and you are missin out you left too soon cuz now im gone there aint no doubt you think you got what it takes but you made the mistake not me

Christmas With Louise
Christmas with Louise As a joke, my brother Jay used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings overflowed, his poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable doll. They don't sell those things at Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuse yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, "What does this do?" "You're kidding me!" "Who would buy that?" Finally, I made it to the inflatable doll section. Finding what I wanted was difficult. "Love Dolls" come in many different models. The top of the line, according to the side of the box, could do things I'd onl

For Those Who Care
12-15-06 1:36 am Dear Friends; For me this has to be the worst Christmas ever. Well if you have read any of my blogs you would know that my uncle was hurt at work. Well he did not make it today. He passed away around 700pm. One thing I can say is that he was a great man. He was right with god before he left this world. I might not have been there for my father because he wanted me to stay overseas and serve my country at that time. I will be there for his brothers and sisters in times of need, on his behalf. My uncle Wayne told my sister that families on gather once a year for one big meal for get together and when something bad happens. Well I am hoping that I can spend more time with more of my family here soon, other than the funeral. We never call or stop by for the just cause we wanted to. I have taken from this more than anyone would ever know. So now I might not be on as much as I was before. Please keep sending mail I will still keep in contac

Why You Need South Dakota Friends...
OTHER FRIENDS: Never ask for food South Dakota FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. OTHER FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. South Dakota FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. OTHER FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. South Dakota FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" OTHER FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. South Dakota FRIENDS: Cry with you. OTHER FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. South Dakota FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. OTHER FRIENDS: know a few things about you. South Dakota FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. OTHER FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. South Dakota FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. OTHER FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. South Dakota FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" OTHER FRIENDS: Are for a while. Sout

Recent Project (begun Last Week) (edit! - This Is About Lilypond.)
(Not really begun last week- began using LilyPond last year; but this particular project- using it to transcribe this piece- yes, began it a week or so ago.) The 6th symphony (written in 1969) of Benjamin Frankel was broadcast over the BBC in March of that year (New Philharmonia/Denis Vaughan- this was the premiere performance, and was preceded by a talk given by the composer) and published by Chester Novello Co. of London. The score is a photocopy of the manuscript, which to my mind discourages much further performance. I have a recording made by the German label cpo a few years back, I like the piece, I want to encourage this as much as the quality of the work will allow. The computer program LilyPond (www.lilypond.org) is free, and designed to specialize in creating very good, typeset-quality music. I've been using an early version for a year- the most recent version I can use. (I'm going to purchase and install a more recent version of my computer's operating system s

Ahhh !!! Ohhhh !!!
Memo from Santa: I regret to inform you that, effective immediately, I will no longer serve the States of Alabama, Georgia, Florida, Virginia, North and South Carolina, Tennessee, Mississippi, Louisiana, Texas, and Missouri on Christmas Eve. Due to the overwhelming current population of the earth, my contract was renegotiated by North American Fairies and Elves Local 209. As part of the new and better contract, I also get longer breaks for milk and cookies so keep that in mind. However, I'm certain that your children will be in good hands with your local replacement, who happens to be my third cousin, Bubba Claus. there are a few differences between us. Differences such as: 1. There is no danger of the Grinch stealing your presents from Bubba Claus. He has a gun rack on his sleigh and a bumper sticker that reads: "These toys insured by Smith and Wesson." 2. Instead of milk and cookies, Bubba Claus prefers that children leave an RC cola and p ork skins (or a moon pi

Daily News
wow....work today was gay... our espresso machine is on the verge of dying on us....i almost chopped off a finger...mainly cuz im a dumbass.... a customer threatened to choke me cuz we didnt have clam chowder soup today....yuck...yea overall it was gay.. on my way to work i saw my mom on the side of the freeway...her car broke down bringin my sibs to skool today...i woulda stopped to help her out but my stepdad was already on the scene so i just called her cell... on the plus side...i got most of my xmas shopping done today... i cant wait til after xmas...my best friend and i are going to get piercings...i am paying for hers...and she is paying for mine plus a ring to use when i can take the other one out... she is getting her nipples pierced (ouch!?) and i am getting my eyebrow peirced..wouldnt i be cute with my eyebrow pierced??

Just Fabulous:)
There are those relationships that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous I love the way I think:)

I Need A Life .......
yes i am having a whinge.... i so need a life and to get off the computer...i spend so much time on here and i dont know why...im so bored all the time... im the only person i know that sits on myspace and here..has heaps of ppl on their friends list and still has no one to talk to...hahaha must be my personality that turns ppl off...oh well...

Wtf!!! Steve Groves U Need To Read
ok everyone knos that me and my fiancee broke up and if u dont now u do. yea i am tryin to move on w/my life but it isnt helpin that my kids r askin about him nor is it helpin that i keep catchin him viewin my pics and stuff. to all those who r readin this wtf is up w/that? if u dont wanna have nething to do w/my ct page nor my myspace profiles why r u still lookin on them? why r u still even torturing me like this? u were the one whom broke up w/me then turn around and call me and my sis stalkers. r u not stalkin my pics and page? my sis was only takinup for me since right now im in no condition to do so. this is what pisses me off the most, u talk to my kids, they get close to u and shyt then guess whose left w/ all the mommy why isnt he callin, what happened to steve, why hasnt he come to visit? what am i supposed to tell my babies? what? tell me so i can. its bad enuf that this is the first christmas w/o my dad here, then there is other things and just when i needed the love of my

What Kind Of Person Are You?
You scored as Shy. Your shy. Lots of people are. Please rate my quiz!!Shy75%Nice63%Immature44%Fun44%Outgoing25%Dramatic6%mean0%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

The Redhead
THE REDHEAD A man is dining in a fancy restaurant and there is a gorgeous redhead sitting at the next table. He has been checking her out since he sat down, but lacks the nerve to talk with her. Suddenly she sneezes, and her glass eye comes flying out of its socket toward the man. He reflexively reaches out, grabs it out of the air, and hands it back. "Oh my, I am so sorry," the woman says as she pops her eye back in place. "Let me buy your dinner to make it up to you," she says. They enjoy a wonderful dinner together, and afterwards they go to the theater followed by drinks. They talk, they laugh, she shares her deepest dreams and he shares his. She listens. After paying for everything, she asks him if he would like to come to her place for a nightcap and stay for breakfast. They had a wonderful, wonderful time. The next morning, she cooks a gourmet meal with all the trimmings. The guy is am

Assume
Everyone assumes they know me. No one really knows me. I don’t even know me, so how can any one else? I try to do the right thing, and when I do I get burned. People assume that I am out there to hurt them. I am NOT! Any one that is my friend, my true friend knows that I go out of my way not to hurt people. Usually I am the one who ends up getting hurt, because I was trying to spare the other person. WTF am I supposed to do? Is it worth even trying? Is it? I am trying to better who I am, and screw any one who gets in the way of that. I want my degree so I can provide my children with the life that I did not have. It just so happens that I love my field of training I have EVERY right to be cautious. I don’t know you, and you don’t know me. Ideal chit chat is needed to form a bond of trust! I give up. If you want to know me, then get to know me. The good, and the bad. If you don’t feel you have time, then leave me alone!

Silver Star Approved Posthumously
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUPPORT TROOPS,(SSG SORENSON,(DIESEL)JUSTIN) Date: Dec 15 2006 5:20 AM Silver Star Approved Posthumously Army News Service | Staff Sgt. W. Wayne Marlow | December 14, 2006 FORWARD OPERATING BASE LOYALTY, Iraq (Army News Service, Dec. 13, 2006) - Pfc. Ross A. McGinnis packed only 136 pounds into his 6-foot frame, but few have matched his inner strength. McGinnis sacrificed himself in an act of supreme bravery Dec. 4, belying his status as the youngest Soldier in Company C, 1st Battalion, 26th Infantry Regiment. The 19-year-old mechanic from Knox, Pa., likely saved the lives of four Soldiers riding with him on a mission in the Adhamiyah section of Baghdad. McGinnis was manning the gunner's hatch when an insurgent tossed a grenade from above. It flew past McGinnis and down the hatch before lodging near the radio. His platoon sergeant, Sgt. 1st Class Cedric Thomas, recalled what happened next: "Pfc. McGinnis yell

Hmmmmm
Look at the alerts- no, look closer... and look at the rating section... that bit about anonymity is gone, and it now says "..." rated your profile a '__'! No "someone"- the name is given (retroactively, I think, for the brief while over the border as it were). It's been easy to guess (within a person or three, depending on amount of time and number of visitors, maybe) for awhile, it's true.

Holy Shit! I'm Finally Back!
I didn't think I was ever going to be able to return to CherryTap! I can't access the site from work anymore and no fucking shit....my cat ate through the wiring from the keyboard to my pc at home. This is the SECOND time this month! So I am now on my third keyboard thanks to my little ball of fluff. So , did I miss anything big?!?! Everyone fill me in on how you are doing!!!! ***kisses*** Beer Queen

Ruining Our Youth
Just a short rant.. The quality of music being released and MADE POPULAR is destroying the minds of our youth... The non-musicians who can get away with looping a beat and setting their casio keyboard on "House".. I mean Jesus... I've been playing guitar for years, and I guess it's my fault that I'm not recording and on the road. but still.. The people running this rediculous show should at least have the mental abilities of a 10 year old.. What are these morons thinking, recording super modles and whores who get caught on video tape sucking their mans balls. How does that equate to "they must be able to create music"? I can only hope that the internet music releases that are so popular will do something to save our children. If you know anyone that makes creative, real music.. Please encourage them to record it and get it out there. even if it's a shitty recording, get it out there.. Save us all from the morons they keep shoving down our throat.

I Can't Believe It Took Me So Long To Notice This
Look at the alerts- no, look closer... and look at the rating section... that bit about anonymity is gone, and it now says "..." rated your profile a '__'! No "someone"- the name is given (retroactively, I think, for the brief while over the border as it were). It's been easy to guess (within a person or three, depending on amount of time and number of visitors, maybe) for awhile, it's true.

All My Friends
Hey Y'all - I just wanted to thank all of my friends on CT for always showing me love on my page - some of you leave me the most hysterical comments! (and you know who you are!) I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for your friendship and all the great laughs. I wish everyone the Merriest of Christmas' or whatever holiday you and your family celebrate - I have nothing but love for ALL OF YOU!!!!! MUAHZZZ! XOXOXOXOXO

Finals...over!
Well, I took my last final this afternoon. Genetics class is finally over. I feel pretty confident on how I did. What I recieve on the final, is my grade on the class, so I'm hoping for a C. If not, guess what I get to take it again next semester. (you're gonna hear lots of bitching if that happens). So in tradition and celebration of finals being over, tonight is a night full of drinking! I don't have to work until 3 tomorrow afternoon either so, yeah, drinking! Thank you and have a nice day!

Life
Choice Current mood: touched Category: Life One More Road Lost Amidst the Exits Where I Emerge INEVITABLE...... One More Road Lost Amidst the Exits When I Emerge I Must RELINQUISH.... One More Road Lost Amidst the Exits Where I Emerge MEMORABLE...... One More Road Lost Amidst the Exits When I Emerge I Must INDULGE.... For...on the roads and among the exits i have created LIFE!!!!!!

Vacation Time
I just want to let all my friends know that I am going to be a bit out of touch here for about three weeks. I am flying to texas saturday and me and Stacey will be driving back up here to boston sunday to spend the holidays with my family. Jan 2 we are heading back to texas and I am moving there to live with the love of my life. I will be on occasionally during this time but I will catch up with all of you when we return. I wish each and every one of you a happy joyous holiday season. Mike

My Love
Walking around with no direction, not knowing where to go what to do... or who to trust. I've often felt isolated when it comes to matters of love.. shut out.. or even voluntarily withdrawn for fear of getting broken. " Am I destined for love.. marriage?" "Am I going through endless, monotonous circles.. making history repeat itself?" Since the age 12, I've drempt of having a love that time itself would stand still for. A love that could only come to those who have stayed on that path of the straight and narrow. Here lately, my dreams of love have turned to nothing more than pain and anguish. "Why am I so encapable of love?" "Why are people so encapable of truly loving me?" I'm just doomed to wonder this earth alone.. No hand to hold... No heart to call my own.. Than along came you.. You've given me a sense of self worth that I never thought I'd have again. You make me feel beautiful.. Alive. You woke up something deep within me that I thought was dead. You're like a son

Rocky Horror Reprise
Rocky Horror Reprise I am a Frankie fan, although he's not much of a man. That is, at least, not by the light of day. He's a creature of the night, so when the moon is big and bright, I'll take you to his castle...if I may. Perhaps Riff will get the door...he's Frank's handyman and more. Though I will admit, he's not the friendly kind. He will tell you time is fleeting, which may be his only greeting, But he may just tell you how to flip your mind. In a decorated hall, Transylvanians line the wall As they listen to what's called a "Dark Refrain." Leave inhibitions at the door and join them on the floor And let us do the Time Warp once again! Perched upon a jukebox, wearing gold top hat and blue socks, Is Columbia, who taps for exercise. She holds everyone's attention as she sings and makes a mention Of the day she met the guy with "Devil's eyes." To applause and many cheers, the Master then appears, Clad in a cape and sparkling six-inch heels. Though he wea

♥ A Tiny Break From Cherrytap ♥
hey all quick note just to say that got a few things goin on in my real world that is goin to restrict my time on the computer not to even begin with all the christmas shopping i have to do, but in the next two weeks i have christmas, my brothers engagment and my sons second bday (2 jan yay terrible twos NOT!)

The Master's Plan
The Master's Plan [To the tune of "Oh Dear, What Can The Matter Be?" a/k/a "Johnnie's So Long At The Fair"] Oh dear, what can the matter be? Frankie locked Eddie up in the laboratory. He grabbed his scalpel and did a lobotomy. Now, Eddie's got half a brain. But Frank was a genius and he had a plan, In just seven days, he could make him a man, With muscles, blond hair and one hell of a tan. His joy, Frank could hardly restrain. But then, Frank's creation became his obsession 'Cos he was so good at relieving Frank's tension, Until that night Rocky caught Janet's attention And Frank went completely insane. Oh, didn't they know you don't mess with the Master? To do so can only mean instant disaster. Frank's Medusa Ray will most certainly blast ya And you'll never be quite the same. But Riff and Magenta had cooked up a scheme, A way to demolish both Frank and his dream. Riff told him his lifestyle was far too extreme And then gave Frank the chance to explain.

A Transylvanian Christmas Party
A Transylvanian Christmas Party [To the tune of "God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen" - A Christmas Carol] A Transylvanian Christmas party...what a grand affair! I got my invitation yesterday and I'll be there. So will Brad and Janet 'cos they finally fixed that spare. And we'll Time Warp till we can dance no more, Collapse on the floor, And we will Time Warp till we can dance no more! A Transylvanian Christmas party...everybody come! I understand Frank will unveil his new phenomenum. He's blond and tanned like Rocky, but he's nowhere near as dumb. And we'll Time Warp until we go insane, Again and again, And we will Time Warp until we go insane! A Transylvanian Christmas party...bet I'll see you there! Columbia will sing and dance as though she were on air. I hope this time she doesn't trip and land up on the stair. And we'll Time Warp with hands on hips all night, Step to the right, And we will Time Warp with hands on hips all night! A Transylvanian Christmas party

Vacation Time
Well, the time has finally gotten here. I didnt think it ever would. Mike is flying in saturday morning and then on sunday morning december 17th we will be leaving for a three week vacation. Going to spend the holidays in the mountains. I cant wait, going to be a white christmas. On jan 2 we will be packing up and heading back to texas. Mike is finally moving down here. Just wanted to let everyone know that I want be on much. I should be able to check my site every couple days or so. I will do my best to keep in touch with all my friends and of course when we return I will catch up with all of you. Hope you all have a wonderful holiday season. hugs stacey

12/19/2006
my ol' lady and i are going to be married for six years on dec.19, 06. sometimes it is hard to believe it has been that long. don't get me wrong we love each other. we have been through hell with one another and can still say to each other I Love You and I'm In Love With You! Love ya baby @}-;- @}-;- @}-;- @}-;- @}-;- @}-;- one for each year

Booty Call Commandments
Booty Call Commandments I. Thou shalt get out before the sun rises if not you'll trun to dust (vampire) II. Thou shouldest never ask "can we see each other from now on?" Unless it's a movie that we made or making at the time anything else doesent matter! III. Thou shalt refrain from referring to our activities as "love making." A Booty Call is just that a Booty Call! IV. Thou shalt not request advanced plans. unless it for a booty call only. VI. Thou shalt scream my name often if you forget my name it's ok I don't rember yours VII. If someone cometh over whilst thou art here, thou art my cousin from out of town. Or friend from an old job I use to work at. VIII. Thou shalt not ask me to walk thee to thy car. Don't thou knoweth what it looketh like? If thou doesent have cab fair thou should know to bring bus fair. IX. There shall be no "pillow talk." I don't wanna know and don't care! X. There shall be no cuddling -- ever! four play always. If any of

Too Much
Really beginning to experience a pet peeve and was wondering if mayb was just my comp or I hallucinating or what.I find myself avoiding some of my friends profiles and going in to say hi because it takes to damn long to load their page.I realize that people wanna make thier page look kewl,i've tried to make mine appealing to other's,but when is enough actually to much.I myself find that i spend more time on this site than is actually healthy lol,but to spend 5 minutes of that time waiting for someones page to load just so i can spend 30 seconds to send a comment to them is just to much effort.The variety of songs and videos available to us for downloading is superb,but if you tack a sh@tload directly onto your page and not stash it,well hell i can't be bothered to wait for your page to leave a comment that will most likely not even get acknowledged.Anyway's,sounds more like i ranting now,but it bugging me and was wondering if it bother's other's?

Need Advice
when someone you love dies like a spouse do you ever get over the pain or is there always a hole in your heart? it's been 7 yrs today and it still hurts. does anyone have the answers can anyone help or are you just suppose to deal with it? someone please let me know.

A New Way To Approve A Women
A NEW WAY TO APPROVE A WOMEN (In the way of a Credit Application) Name Last First Middle Address: Address City State Zip Telephone: Home # Work# Cell# Date of Birth: Age SS# Weight Height Ethnicity: (check) Black Hispanic White Other Do you live with any of the following: (circle) Grandmother, Parents, Mother, Father, bOYfriend, Baby Daddy, Alone, Shelter, Husband, Auntie, Other Any Children (circle yes or no) Yes No If yes, how many How many Baby Mamas? If more than one, please name below. Use separate sheet of paper if need more room. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. Ever been married (circle ) Yes No If yes, how many times Are you or have you ever been with another women? (circ

The New Way To Approve A Man
THE NEW WAY TO APPROVE A MAN (In the way of a Credit Application) Name Last First Middle Address: Address City State Zip Telephone: Home # Work# Cell# Date of Birth: Age SS# Weight Height Ethnicity: (check) Black Hispanic White Other Do you live with any of the following: (circle) Grandmother, Parents, Mother, Father, Girlfriend, Baby Mama, Alone, Shelter, Wife, Auntie, Other Any Children (circle yes or no) Yes No If yes, how many How many Baby Mamas? If more than one, please name below. Use separate sheet of paper if need more room. 1. 2. 3. Ever been married (circle ) Yes No If yes, how many times? Are you or have you ever been on the Down Low? (circle one) Yes No (If you answer "Yes" STOP RIGHT HERE!!) Do

Small White Envelope
It's just a small white envelope stuck among the branches of our Christmas tree. No name, no identification, no inscription. It has peeked through the branches of our tree for the past 10 years or so. It all began because my husband, Mike, hated Christmas -- oh, not the true meaning of Christmas, but the commercial aspects of it -- the overspending, the frantic running around at the last minute to get a tie for Uncle Harry and the dusting powder for Grandma -- the gifts given in desperation because you couldn't think of anything else. Knowing he felt this way, I decided one year to bypass the usual shirts, sweaters, ties, and so forth. I reached for something special just for Mike. The inspiration came in an unusual way. Our son Kevin, who was 12 that year, was wrestling at the junior level at the school he attended. Shortly before Christmas, there was a non-league match against a team sponsored by an inner-city church. These youngsters, dressed in sneakers so

How To Tell He Or She Is Cheating
From Bishopmonk Here's a list of things that may signal your patner is being unfaithful to you and the other person. Difficulty: Hard Time Required: Up to you. Here's How: Acknowledge something doesn't "feel right" in your relationship and be prepared to get to the bottom of it. Ask yourself the following questions: - Does he/she call you less often? - Does he/she make excuses to not see you when you used to be inseparable? Sponsored Links Is My Love Cheating On Me How You Can Quickly and Easily Discover If Your Lover Is Cheating www.beatthatniggerdown.org www.slapahoe.org Infidelity and Cheating Learn How to Catch a Cheater Now Net's Largest Database of Cheaters www.niggerweknowwhereyoulive.net www.hoewhereUat.net Men & Cheating 10 Free Secrets On Men & Commitment To Keep Relationships & Love Alive www.CatchHimIfUCan.com www.CatchHerIfUCan.com - Is he/she NOT where you are told he/she will be when you look in to it? - When you call at normal times,

How Too Tell If Your Man Is On The Downlow
How too tell if your man is on the Downlow Here it is basic answers to you questions about to tell if your man is on the down low. Now some of you women have been living in denile you see it but or blind at the same time. 1. If your man watches pron (xxx) with you and is always looking harder @ the men in the video's more then the females. 2. Always making comments on how big the next guy dick is while licking his lips and rubing his self. 3. If your giving him head in put your finger in his azz and all he doese is smile and open wider. 4. If he and a male friend or closer then you could ever be (now boys will be boy but if this person are making remarks about you and how you can't please him guess what he's on the downlow). 5. If he compares you to another person and it's not a women but a man 6. If your underware or stretched out and have cum stans in the seat of them knowing he's not cross dressing or role playing with you. 7. If you

What Is Erotic
With all our softness, curves, roundness, how can the BBW NOT be an erotic creature? There are some who (me included) say the BBW is more erotic than our smaller sisters. What is EROTIC? A Woman Who Thinks She's Beautiful & Sexy Regardless of Size Being "Playful" In & Out of Bed Willing to Try & Learn New Ways of Loving her man to the fullest,Reading Hot, Sexy Stories To One Another Giving A Good Foot Massage That Makes The Whole Body Tingle With Delight Bathing In A Tub With Rose Petals & "Florida Water" (A Latin Perfume Water) Whispering One's Desires While Softly Nibbling On The Ear Going To A Lingerie Boutique And Having Your Loved One Model Different Pieces For You Bedroom Eyes Writing Something HOT For Your Lover and Leaving It Under The Pillow or Anywhere S/He Alone Can Find It When S/He Gets To Work! Getting Your Lover An Aspirin When S/He Complains of a Headache When You Want To Make Love Sending Flowers To Your Loved One Just Because It's Monday, or Tuesday, or Wedn

Job Part 2
Well I have seen my schedule for next week. And guess what they did to me? If you guessed that they put me down as that i am suppose to work next saturday you are right. They are fucking me over on my schedule. I told them when i got hired in I don't work on sundays. Well guess what they had me on the schedule to work this sunday from 2 pm to 11 pm. I'm not working it, they can kiss my ass. Bad enough I have to work tomorrow from 8 to 5 and they are in for a surprise tomorrow when i leave at 4:30. I am not taking an hour for lunch. I can't stand taking an hour for lunch. It drives me up the wall. Bad enough I am going to be standing around tomorrow with my thumb up my ass for 8 hours. Well Monday hours isn't bad i work 7 to 3. Wednesday i work 9 to 5 and friday 9 to 5. I am hoping they change those 2 days also to 7 to 3. I hate working to 5 feels like my day is shot. Okay well I ranted enough about my job. I will be happy if I can make it through next week without walking out.

Fellatio: Oral Sex For Men And Women!!!
What is Fellatio? Fellatio, giving head, giving a blow-job: Like my self many men love this kind of stimulation, from women and many people, both women and men, like giving it. Fellatio is the act of applying your lips to a man's penis with the purpose of giving him pleasure. There are few tips to fellatio that can be given other than "practice." The lips and the tongue are the major sources of stimulation, and it is with the lips and tongue that you should apply the attention to make him feel good. Both men and women respond well to pressure and rhythm. A steady, strong stroke will be enough to get the reaction you're looking for. This article assumes that you know what a penis looks like and can identify the corona, frenulum, and scrotum. If you are unsure, first read to the section on male sexual anatomy. So brothers when a women is smelling your scrotum it's too see if your freash. That means B4 you ask her 2 go down on you make sure U wash your ass. Rember that goes both wa

Suprise!!!
I destroy homes I tear families apart Take away your children And that's just the start I'm more costly than diamonds More precious than gold The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold When you need me remember, I'm easily found I live all around you In schools and in town I live with the rich I live with the poor I live down the street And maybe next door I'm made in a lab but, not like you think I can be made from under the kitchen sink My power is awesome try me you'll see But if you do you may never break free Just try me once and I might let you go But try me twice and I'll own you're soul When I possess you you'll steal and you'll lie You do what you have to just to get high The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms Will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in my arms You'll lie to your mother You'll steal from your da

The Gross Bathroom Disaster
The Gross Bathroom Disaster A little boy blows up his balloon and starts flicking it all around the house with his finger. His mother tells him to stop it as he's liable to break something. The boy continues. "Johnny!" mom screams. "Knock it off. You're going to break something." He stops and eventually mom leaves for a short trip to the store. Johnny starts up with the balloon again. He gives it one last flick and it lands in the toilet. Mom comes in and while putting away the groceries gets the urge. A diarrhea run. She can hardly make it to the toilet in time and SPLASH, out it comes. When she's finished she looks down and can't believe what she's seeing. Diarrhea everywhere! She's not sure what this big brown thing is in the toilet! She calls her doctor. The doctor is baffled as she describes the situation, but he assures her he'll be over shortly to examine everything. When he arrives she leads him to the bathroom and he gets down on hi

The Little Sparrow
Little Sparrow Once upon a time there was a non conforming sparrow who decided not to fly south for the winter. However, soon the weather turned so cold that he reluctantly decided to fly south. In a short time ice began to form on his wings and he fell to Earth in a barnyard, nearly frozen solid. A cow passed by where he had fallen, and crapped on the little sparrow. The sparrow thought it was the end, but the manure warmed him and defrosted his wings! Warm and happy, able to breath, he started to sing. Just then a large cat came by, and heard the chirping. The cat cleared away the manure, found the chirping bird, and promptly ate him. The Moral of the Story: Everyone who craps on you is not necessarily your enemy. Everyone who gets you out of crap is not necessarily your friend. And if you're warm and happy in a pile of crap, you might just want to keep your mouth shut.

Swearing At Work (adult)
To All Staff: SWEARING AT WORK It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of normal conversation with their co-workers. Because of complaints received from some employees who may be easily offended, this type of language will no longer be tolerated. We do however, realize the critical importance of being able to accurately express your feelings when communicating with co-workers. Therefore, a list of 18 New and Innovative phrases have been provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in an effective manner. 1) TRY SAYING: I think you could use more training. INSTEAD OF: You don't know what the f___ you're doing. 2) TRY SAYING: She's an aggressive go-getter. INSTEAD OF: She's a ball-busting b__ch. 3) TRY SAYING: Perhaps I can work late. INSTEAD OF: And when the f___ do you expect me to do this? 4) TRY SAYING: I'm certain that isn't

Modles Wanted
We have to groups our first group is our Swingers Group and our secound group is our Adult Entertament group. Both groups or on yahoo groups. Buddha Brother Entertaments Adult Entertament Group lookin for adult modles, BUDDHA BROTHERS Entertament IS DEVELOPING A WEBSITE AND FILM DIVISION. WE ARE NOW EXCEPTING PICS AND INFO FROM THOSE WHO ARE INTERESTED IN JOINING THE MULTI-BILLION DOLLAR GAME CALLED THE ADULT ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY. WE HANDLE OUR BUSINESS AND CLIENTS THE RITE WAY. YOU WORK,YOU GET PAID ON THE SAME DAY, NO B.S. WITH THAT SAID,YOU MUST UNDERSTAND, IF YOU HAVE NOT EVER WORKED OR PERFORMED IN THE ADULT INDUSTRY YOU CANNOT EXPECT TO GET PAID ON THE SAME SCALE AS A PERSON WHO HAS A OFFICIAL CATALOG OF WORK AND EXPERINCE. WE HAVE THROWN SOME OF THE HOTTEST ADULT PAERTIES FROM N.Y.C to TX, AND OUR PARTIES WILL CONTINUE AND BECAUSE OF THE WEB AND FILM DIVISION WILL BECOME BIGGER AND MORE.... http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BuddhaBrotherEntertaments We have a new sit

Where The White Man Went Wrong
Where did the white man go wrong? An old Indian chief sat in his hut on the reservation, smoking a ceremonial pipe and eyeing two US government officials sent to interview him. "Chief Two Eagles," asked one official, "You have observed the white man for 90 years. You've seen his wars and his material wealth. You've seen his progress, and the damage he's done." The chief nodded that it was so. The official continued, "Considering all these events, in your opinion, where did the white man go wrong?" The chief stared at the government officials for over a minute and then calmly replied, "When white man found the land, Indians were running it. No taxes, no debt, plenty buffalo, plenty beaver, women did all the work, medicine man free, Indian man spent all day hunting and fishing, all night having sex." Then the chief leaned back and smiled, "White man dumb enough to think he could improve system like that!"

Losing It
omg i'm about to lose my mind if they don't pick this baby up i'm gonna go fucking crazy omg i'm gonna scream i think i'm getting drunk tonight then i won't be soo stressed out blake needs to hurry up and call me so i can get out of here

I Knew It...
You Are 100% Psychic You are so very psychic. But you already predicted that, didn't you? You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others. You're very tapped into the world around you... Just make sure to use your powers for good! Are You Psychic? somethings you just know but still wish it was different...

Fear Of Love
Have you ever loved someone so much that fear takes control of every emotions Fear of loving Fear of losing that feeling of floating on air Fear of one day hearing the words goodbye How can love and fear be twisted in one so that you can't even tell them apart Maybe loving means risking everything for that one person who makes you feel larger then life I feel that with you fear Fear of feelings I promised myself I would not feel again Fear of giving myself to be hurt again Fear of saying goodbye and never loving again Where do I go from here? Do I let my fear of not being enough drive me away? Do I let go now and let fear win? Do I hold on and allow fear to drive you away? Or do I hold on and shut fear out and know that real love will win? Whatever path our love leads us down one thing I know is true Your love had made me realize what it is to love so much that fear takes control Whether that is good or bad remains to be seen Love knows no time no plac

For The New Year
K, here's the thing, I walk...ALOT (tryin to make my ass smaller so I can be all sexy n shit) and I think ALOT when I walk...well, this morning I was thinkin bout everything that happened in 2006 & how happy I am that this years almost over with. Most people only do resolutions with the New Year...I look back and find the things I learned...so here's some random shit for ya'll... I finally made a resolution and saw it through! It was to lose 50lbs. Well...I lost a lil over 90lbs. and I'm pretty fuckin proud. I have collarbones, OK, well I always had them but now you can see them! Now I'm almost hot n shit lmao... Along with MY weight loss...2 other chicks lost ALOT of weight. And what's funny is even if they wont admit it...the 3 of us did this merely to piss each other off. I'll admit, Toni started losing weight and was about my size at the time, no way in Hell was I gonna let her get smaller than me! LMAO Petty but true! I'm sure Kim saw how lil Toni & I were getting

My First Contest
Okay, I am going to be having my first contest. **WOOT** I am thinking both men and woman. 5 men and 5 women. Sexiest Nerd and Geek Goddess!! If I have more contestents than I will surely allow more!! Please feel free to nominate. Send the picture you would like for submission. You are allowed to comment bomb. If I do not get any submissions I might go out and find some people that I would like for this. :) Sooooooooo... Send me your favorite "nerd" and "geek"... Hugz.. You KNOW there is a loveable nerd in all of us!!!!

Santa's Bad Day
**A Christmas Story for people having a bad day....** When four of Santa's elves got sick, and the trainee elves did not produce toys as fast as the regular ones, Santa was beginning to feel the pressure of being behind schedule. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa that her Mom was coming to visit. This stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two had jumped the fence and were out, heaven knows where. More stress. Then when he began to load the sleigh one of the boards cracked, and the toy bag fell to the ground and scattered the toys. So, frustrated, Santa went into the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard he discovered that the elves had hidden the liquor, and there was nothing to drink. In his frustration he accidentally dropped the cider pot, and it broke into hundreds of little pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found that mice had eaten th

Military Rules For Non-military Personnel Thanks For Our Soldiors
Military Rules For Non-Military Personal Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem--kick their ass. 2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest--kick their ass. 3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pr

Kiss You
Baby, won't you come and let me Kiss you, kiss you, kiss you Then I'm gonna Touch you, touch you, touch you Oh baby let me Show you, show you, show you How I'm gonna Freak you, freak you, freak you Baby I've been wanting you (oh yeah) And you're putting up a hell of a fight (oh yes you are) Girl I can tell You want me as bad as I want you So we got to get this things started right Baby, won't you come and let me Kiss you, kiss you, kiss you Then I'm gonna Touch you, touch you, touch you Oh baby let me Show you, show you, show you How I'm gonna Freak you, freak you, freak you See I don't wanna beg But I will if I have to (yeah, yeah) You been playin' games (so many games) With me for a long time And you know very well I can make you feel alright So stop frontin' and let's get it on Ohh See I don't wanna chase you baby (I don't wanna chase you) But you got to understand (But you got to understand) If you let me have my way with you I will never h

The Beer Philosophy
*Disclaimer....yes, drinking heavily with the girls was involved in the creation of the following compilation, originally called, "I'll Give You Two Dozen Reasons Why Beer is Better Than a Man"; however, sobriety, discretion & a genuine interest in being politically correct has resulted in a condensed list applicable to all relationships.......enjoy .......(PROPS TO 4th & GRACE GIRLS) 20 REASONS WHY BEER IS BETTER THAN A RELATIONSHIP: A frigid beer is a good beer..... You can always tell if you're the first to have a beer..... Beers tell you what size they are right on the packaging........ After you've had a beer, it doesn't follow you around for two weeks...... When you go to the bar, you know that you can always pick up a beer..... Beer stains wash out...... You can finish a beer in a matter of seconds & have it still be satisfying...... You can share a beer with your friends without feeling awkward........ You can enjoy beer now matter what time of

Do The Mess Around.....
Another weekend is upon us..It looks like rain very gloomy out. Its not going to stop me I haven't had a night on the town for so long!! One of my buddies bands are playing so we are all going over to check it out..He's the bass player for our cover band this is his original band. Tonight is dinner and a show!! I'm taking new pictures of all my kits that are newly restored I finished them all..So next week I'll have all new pictures of me and kits.. I have so many ask if that is really me and yes it is. The pictures were all from last year but just to show everyone I still look the same new pictures will be up. I've gotten back to my workouts but Im very sore trying to slowly get back into shape after being so sick.. I have friends coming out from NY they need a studio kit for three days and Im trying to locate one near the Hollywood area ..They are looking for one to rent and they will be using it on their latest album. They are all very famous so I can't say names but if anyone k

What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel67%Faerie50%Mermaid33%WereWolf17%Dragon8%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Why Santa Is A Man
Why Santa is a Man! 1. Santa lives at the North Pole. Anyone who has ever dated/married/ been in the same room with a woman knows that unless the air temperature is high enough to cook a small turkey, she will complain about it being too cold. So, there is NO way she would choose the North Pole as her base of operations. The Bahamas would be more to her taste. 2. Santa is fat and jolly. I dare ANYONE to describe ANY woman as "fat and jolly" to her face and expect to survive! If Santa were a woman, and you referred to her as this, you wouldn't find coal in your stocking, you'd find a pipe-bomb ! 3. Santa at the mall. Now, I know that others have used the "Mall" example as proof that Santa is a woman. However, you see both men and women at the mall. And let me ask you this...What does Santa DO at the mall??? HE SITS DOWN!!! Do you ever see women sitting down at the mall??? Noooo! Women are running around trying to find a dust ruffle that matches the

Christmas Costume
Please vote for me in the Christmas costume.... ratings count as 1 vote and EACH comment you leave counts for a vote as well..... I would love to have a skin made for me!! Please show me the love and feel free to leave as many comments as you wish!! Merry Christmas!!

My Reality.. (it's A Few Months Old But It's Still True For The Most Part)
My Eyes only (that was my original title for this document.. I think it still fits.) Life is painful and humanity is a joke. I want to die more than anything. Everything I was ever taught is a lie and I can't fucking deal with it. I don't believe in christianity, I swear, I curse gods name for fuck sake... I am nothing that my family wants me to be but I used to pretend so as not to hurt them. Now I won't hide it if they ask me.. but I'm not running out to tell them.. If one of you finds this I'm sorry... The point is everybody creates an image of me that isn't even close to reality. They all think "he's a good kid and he'd never do anything wrong." But I think about doing terrible things all the time. I have considered murdering many people and made plans to do so in my head. Every time I went to do it I stopped myself because I didn't want to hurt my family. Sometimes I feel like I'm just gonna snap on a person.. so I'll hit inanimate objects so that I don't.. I thi

Mammograms
A favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/

Anxiety
This describes exactly how my anxiety feels Artist: Black Eyed Peas Lyrics Song: Anxiety Lyrics I feel like I wanna smack somebody Turn around and bitch slap somebody But I ain't goin' out bro (no, no, no) I ain't givin' into it (no, no, no) Anxieties bash my mind in Terrorizing my soul like Bin Laden But I ain't fallin' down bro (no, no, no) I won't lose control bro (no, no, no) Shackle and chained My soul feels stained I can't explain got an ich on my brain Lately my whole aim is to maintain And regain control of my mainframe My bloods boiling its beatin' out propaine My train of thoughts more like a runaway train I'm in a fast car drivin' in a fast lane In the rain and I'm might just hydroplaine I don't fear none of my enemies And I don't fear bullets from Uzi's I've been dealing with something thats worse than these That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry Paranoias brought me to my knees Lor

A Girl Who...
I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... who you can talk to you about anything... who laughs at you

It Just Had To Happen
My life is shattered... Well! My life is shattered. I was officially turned down to be the next "yellow" Wiggle today. There is no other person that is more qualified for that job! (OK…I have no theatrical training, but how hard is it to sing goofy songs, dance, and smile like an idiot.) The certified letter arrived this morning. I was so excited! I thought I was a shoe in. I opened the letter and this is what it said: Dear Mr. "X", After reviewing your application and viewing your audition video to replace the "yellow" Wiggle, we have determined that you suck. Actually, you suck really badly. Not only do you suck beyond all suckiness, you're funny looking too. We have never viewed an audition video as bad as yours. What the hell is wrong with you? The dance moves you performed with a cat were most disturbing. Salsa dancing with a cat is wrong and you should be imprisoned for it. Not only are we turning you down for the position on The Wiggles, we have ta

Do I Need One
1. Where will you be when it turns 2007? prob right here 2. How did you get the idea for your CT name? i have a thing for the classics 3. Do you believe in karma? to a degree 4. Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry? nope what the hell happened to 5 6. Do you own an iPod? can't say i do 7. What was the first thing you thought this morning? wonder what a certain someone is doing 8. What do you do for a living? i make electric guitars 9. What will you do tonight? um prob the same as i do everynight 10. What's your favorite memory from last weekend? a special someone calling me to see if she can call me 11. What are the last two digits of your phone number? 53 i think, i don't call mself 12. What was the last thing you ate? grilled cheese sandwich 13. What was last thing you drank? water 14. What was the last movie you watched? superman returns 15. What/Who do you dislike at the moment? my sis and the car she sold me 16. What food do you crave right now? woul

Truth..
The Truth If I told you the truth would you believe? If it was there in your face would you see? The truth is blatant but we can't face it. You say Hello and mean: Get the hell away! We see people everyday instead of saying what we mean we smile and walk away. If people have to look a certain way to fit in then why are we all so different. The truth be told we hate others because of some weakness in ourselves. If someone is thinner than us we say: they must be anerexic... If someone is fat we say things like: Lose some weight fatty or hey do some sit-ups!!! If someone wears black or is black everybody assumes they are going to steal something. If someone is Arabic or looks it they are assumed to be a terrorist. If someone is white they are automatically assumed to be racist... My point is that the truth is out there in plain sight for us to see. We just choose to ignore that we are all humans and that's all... We are filthy, arrogant, greedy creatures that will do anyt

Myself
Sitting in the room with my fingers freezing I shove them under my knees to keep them warm I grin from ear to ear on my face sing to ol’ country songs and dance along to the melody People think that I am the kid who is happy all the time But really I am the kid who pretends to be happy all the time My brown hair tipped into a magnificent style My face gleaming in joy Shaking my hands waving at your face My tall leaning body elegant What you see is not me It is only what looks like me Really the drama plays over and over again in my mind screaming at me to bring my fingers to this keyboard and type Maybe you think that us children are selfish thought That is just the few on this planet Don’t I see the poor world for it’s truth? Don’t I see the mother for her efforts or do you just look at me and think every other kid Look into my hazel eyes And try to tell me I do not see the world as it’s unique You Will Fail

I Dont Think Ive Done This One....
1. What is your best friend's grandma's name? beats the piss outta me....phyllis? 2. Where is the weirdest place you have a mole? *scratches head* i dont think i have mole...i have freckles...but i dont think i have a mole 3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had? Ms. Thannysaurus...yes, that was her name...5th grade...she totally had my back when everyone picked on me and even toldthe girls, "you jsut wait and see" thats right you stupid hookers...she was HOT too. 5. What body part do you wash first? left armpit 6. Do you hover over the toilet in public bathrooms? i hover period (rocketpack) 7. What's the strangest talent you have? i can talk and talk and talk...and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and somehow all these meaningless, deadend little stories all link up togther somehow....poeple get irritated with me 8. Do you have an innie or an outtie? innie 9. What's your favorite flavored pringle? no pringles 10. Have you ever been tied up?

10 Things That Ruin A Relationship
10 Things that Ruin Relationships 1. Secrets — You fear the consequences of telling your partner something you are ashamed about, and therefore cut off lines of communication. 2. Egotism — Thinking of yourself before thinking of your partner or the relationship diminishes the importance of your partner. 3. Pettiness — Blowing the little things up into big things when there is probably something else that is going on results in avoidance of the real issue. 4. Power — Always needing to be in control and trying to control your partner does not allow your partner his or her own indepedence. 5. Priorities — Doing everything else in your life before putting effort into the relationship tells your partner that his or her needs don't equal yours. 6. Selfishness — Using the relationship to feel good rather than just trying to be a good person in your relationship. 7. Excuses — Not accepting your responsibility for your mistakes and owning up to them shows a lack of maturity. 8

Ammunition For The Babe In Texas
"IT'S A GUY THING" "There is no rational thought pattern connected with it, and you have no chance at all of making it logical." "CAN I HELP WITH DINNER?" "Why isn't it already on the table?" "UH HUH," "SURE, HONEY," OR "YES, DEAR" Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. "IT WOULD TAKE TOO LONG TO EXPLAIN" "I have no idea how it works." "TAKE A BREAK, HONEY. YOU'RE WORKING TOO HARD." "I can't hear the game over the vacuum cleaner." "THAT'S INTERESTING, DEAR." "Are you still talking?" "YOU KNOW HOW BAD MY MEMORY IS." "I remember the theme song to 'F Troop,' the address of the first girl I ever kissed and the vehicle identification numbers of every car I've ever owned.. but I forgot your birthday." "OH, DON'T FUSS, I JUST CUT MYSELF. IT'S NO BIG DEAL." "I have actually severed a limb but will bleed to death before I admit that I'm hurt." "HEY, I'VE GOT MY REASONS FOR WHAT I'M DOING." "And I sure hope I think of some pretty soon." "I CAN'T FIN

My Poem To My Baby
I love my baby so very much My only wish is to kiss and touch But since i live so far away Ill have to wait for a better day When I see her beautiful face I feel nothing but love, bliss, and a since of grace She is my light when in the dark She cheers me up and fills my heart When we met we were blind To what was with held in our minds We both had problems in our life In which we are now trying to rewrite You helped me and I helped you And within that our love grew We talked all nite and into the day Carrying on in playful ways We met for a reason this is true Cause you love me and I love you Our hearts were broken but now are whole For we are eachothers baby's heart's and soul's

First Chapter Almost Done.
My first chapter has nearly come to an end. I shall put up my sneak preview for you all very very very soon. I have decided I'd name the first chapter in the honor of the person who helped me out. So it's called Beautiful Nightmare lol. I promise you all very soon it'll be up.

Home Dpot Scam Beware
A "heads up" for you and any of your guy friends who may be regular Home Depot customers. Over the last month I became a victim of a clever scam while out shopping. Simply going out to get supplies has turned out to be quite traumatic. Don't be naive enough to think it couldn't happen to you. Here's how the scam works: Two seriously good-looking 18 or 19-year-old girls come over to your car as you are packing your shopping into the trunk. They both start wiping your windshield with a rag and Windex, with their breasts almost falling out of their skimpy T-shirts. It is impossible not to look. When you thank them and offer them a tip, they say "No" and instead ask you for a ride to another Home Depot. You agree and they get in the back seat. On the way, they start having sex with each other. Then one of them climbs over into the front seat and performs oral sex on you, while the other one steals your wallet. I had my wallet stolen November 4th, 9th, 10th, twice on the 15th, 17th,

A Little History
Tattoo History... The following is a brief excerpt from Tattoo History: A Source Book, by Stephen G. Gilbert now available in print. A WHIRLWIND TOUR OF TATTOO HISTORY. An anthology of historical writings on tattooing. Each selection is accompanied by an introduction which provides background information and comment. The selections were written by historians, adventurers, explorers, anthropologists, criminologists, psychoanalysts and journalists,and include accounts of tattooing in the Ancient World, Polynesia, Japan,the pre-Columbian Americas, 19th century Europe and the US. Also included are interviews with contemporary tattoo artists and historians such as Ed Hardy, Lyle Tuttle, Tricia Allen and Kazuo Oguri. Tattoo History Source Book will be of interest to everyone with a serious case of tattoo mania. The following selection is from Memoirs of a Tattooist by George Burchett. [London: Oldbourne, 1958.] Copyright 1958 by George Burchett. Quoted here by kind permission

Corseting
Corsetry - Shaping the waist --> --> --> --> --> #EndEditable --> --> --> The shaping of the waist, through belting, corseting, girdling or hiding its natural curve, has long held universal interest. What is considered an acceptable shape for the torso is intimately tied up with cultural aesthetics, discipline and social status. Tight-lacing is defined as the conscious and visible process of artificial constriction of the waist. The act of tight lacing is as important as the end result. The binding and loosening of belts and corsets often have the ritual significance of the release or suppression of sexuality associated with them. The state of being tightly corseted is felt by some to be a form of erotic tension which demands erotic release. Both men and women are taking up the discipline of tight-lacing. The process may take up to six months to reach one's goal size, as it requires constant wearing of the corset and the gradual rearrangement of internal organs

Shadows Of Fear
peering into your eyes i see the darkness inside in the shadows is a key fear is the keeper the one fight left my eyes are open for you hopefully it will give you the light in which you need for your path my soul is open to you it awaits your arrival to stay not just a day but to remain eternal

Foot Binding
Footbinding --> --> Photo © Golden Dragon Museum, Bendigo Chinese folklore attributes the origins of footbinding to a fox who tried to conceal its paws while assuming the human guise of the Shang Empress. Another version suggests that the Empress had a club foot and insisted that all women bind their feet so that hers became the model for beauty in the court. Footbinding began in China during the Song dynasty (10th century) and continued until the end of the Qing dynasty. The practice was formally prohibited in China in 1911 but continued in isolated regions well into the 1930s. In 1998, the last factory to manufacture shoes for women with bound feet (in Harbin, China) ended production. Mothers bound the feet of their daughters at around 5 years of age and gradually decreased the size of the child's foot over a period of months. The feet were called lotus of gold if they were 3 inches (about 7.5 centimetres) long, silver if they were 4 inches (about 10 centimetres) long o

Just Another Day
Storm Storm from the X-Men on a bad day.Tags: | Edit Tags Friday December 15, 2006 - 03:23pm (EST) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 0 Comments breathalize blond breathalizer testTags: | Edit Tags Friday December 15, 2006 - 03:20pm (EST) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 0 Comments just nice quote just nice quoteTags: | Edit Tags Friday December 15, 2006 - 03:18pm (EST) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 0 Comments just another day. another week i am sent home early for lack of work to do. Another week with less then 40 hrs. Another week that I am single. it seems to all suck. I really do think the world and universe hate me. Can i take a sit down?? I am not asking much just a job in my carreer field, 40 hrs a week, and someone to love and cuddle with on weekens & at nite. I not even that picky on the one to love. Just seems that life and the universe have it out for me and dont ever want me to get ahead or just even. Well i am almost

Guess I Should Have Known
I GUESS YOU JUST DON’T KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS I CANNOT THINK YOU KNOW AND JUST DON’T CARE DESTINY PROVIDES ONE’S JUST DESERTS BY TURNING OUT ONE JUST AS WOULD BE FAIR JUST AS A CHILD LEARNS TO IT DELIGHT THAT LYING SETS ONE FABULOUSLY FREE SO YOU SAY, “LOVE” TO GET THE RAPTURE RIGHT GETTING SO THE MOST YOU CAN FROM ME AND THEN, OF COURSE, YOU TIRE OF YOUR PLEASURE AS THOSE WHO SEEK PLEASURE OFTEN DO AND SACRIFICE BY FAR THE GREATER TREASURE UPON THE ALTAR WHERE YOU WORSHIP YOU JUSTICE WOULD DEMAND YOU BE THE FOOL BUT YOU ARE FAR MORE IGORANT THAN CRUEL

Sex Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum/orgasm? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? please e-mail responses to jaxxx469@yahoo.com, as i am having trouble with the e-mail on fubar.or,leave me a comment ,or both.

Can't Stop Thinking About You
I sit here and make myself miserable, I listen to songs that make me think of you, and all I want to do is curl up under a blanket with you and hide away from the world. I feel pathetic. I have come too deep in this and I am scared to hell. I feel these things for you that I have only begun to feel, things that make my heart leap and roll and ride this wonderful rollercoaster. I love you much more than I could have ever thought was possible. And that also scares the hell out of me. I don't think I have even realized the tip of how you feel about me, and I don't think I ever will. Maybe one day I will see it, and maybe it will surprise me. I always think down upon everything good in my life, I never see myself being lucky enough to have anyone feel about me the way I feel about them. I always see myself giving you the world and never getting an ounce of feeling from you. Or anyone for that matter. I am not what you expect, I am me, and I am all I can give. And I love you.

Dear Nikki
fill in the blanks bout me. Dear __nikki__, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.)

Desire
hunger is the greatest feeling. it makes you want something so bad it reaches down into your soul. it sets passion a blaze within you and you know nothing will stop you from having what you desire. hunger fills my life with passion and that is something i never want to live without. what are you hungry for?

More From Theunloved’s Somewhat Twisted Mind.
I Luv Her madly! With a passion nothing can quench. Only Her touch can come near calming my burning desire. I want to learn from Her, as I want Her to learn from Me. When our bodies intertwine in passionate sex, My will is for Her to explode with satisfaction. I wish She could only realize. She has lit a flame. That burns deep, waiting for Her to share in My Burning passionate desires.

O.k......
WHY IN THE HELL ARE THE PEOPLE IN MY OFFICE STUCK ON MICKY-FUCKIN-DEEZ????? I HATE THAT DUMBASS, FAKE BURGER SHIT!!! YUCK! WELL, EVERYONE FROM MY OFFICE IS GOING THERE, NOT ME! I'M GONNA HAVE THE LUNCHROOM LADY! (she's yummy)hahahaha! THAT'S ALL.

Life
Well ladies, I hate to say it, but, I have a gf again now. Me and my ex are giving it one more try, no guarentee's, but, will see what happens. So if you dont see me on here as much as I usually am, thats the reason why. I will try to stop in from time to time but probably wont be on here much. We will see how "round" two goes in the relationship :)

Kiddie Porn.
Recently a cousin of mine was arrested in the army for his gun going off and hit a fellow soilder. Yesterday I found out that was just a cover story for something far worst. He was arrested for having kiddie porn on his computer. I don't know the age of the girls in the pics but I'm rather dicgusted right now. He said he learned it from his father. I can't get this off my mind. I'm a father of a little girl and if anything ever happened to her I'd kill him. The worst part of all of this is he's been trying to get his wife pregnant!

Feeling Aroused
As I lay on my cozy bed, shivers began to travel through my body sending me wild thoughts of that special night we shared together....His breath on my skin, his tongue on my breasts, his hands on my body...I could recall his scent still trapped in the deepest part of my soul. I love him I said to myself. His touch makes my body quiver with excitement, as I remembered his lips on my lips I began touching myself...My nipples were soft and tender and then began to harden and feel the excitement that my heart was feeling, my heart started racing and with every breath that I took, my love palace began to get moist and wet, my clit ached for his touch and his tongue pressing against my burning desire. I touched myself and began feeling his hands on my burning flesh, I could hear him whispering his magical thoughts in my ears, his desire for my body, the hunger for my juice, the excitement of penetrating my tight canal. As my thoughts placed himself inside of me, my throbbing clit bega

Just Woke Up In The Worst Way
I been feeling very very bad today, cant move, my colds coming back..never really got rid of it. anyways i suddenly woke up a few mins ago like someone had punched me in the face...dunno why, there was no large sound or anything and found mom on the floor in the living room. She tries to walk around when she shouldnt and wont let us know. She fell on her chest and face inches from the fireplace. Luckily it didnt rip her feeding tube out her stomach or jam the trakia in her throat farther back or anything. Since she cant talk anymore this weekend or later today im gonna buy a whisle and put it on a necklace so any time she gets up, she'll have to wear that, so at least we'll know when she falls.

Welcome To Writing On The Wall
This is a good place to write the kind of things you sometimes see writen on bathroom walls. For example, if you want to recommend a hot cherry who has naughty pics that aren't private, this is a good place to post that. As well as the kind of jokes you wouldnt tell your momma. Enjoy the blog!

Redneck Valentine (just As Good For Christmas!)
This could do is equally as well for Christmas! Redneck Valentine Poem Collards is green, my dog's name is Blue and I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you. Yore hair is like cornsilk a-flapping in the breeze. Softer than Blue's and without all them fleas. You move like the bass, which excite me in May. You ain't got no scales but I luv you anyway. Yo're as satisfy'n as okry jist a-fry'n in the pan. Yo're as fragrant as "snuff" right out of the can. You have some'a yore teeth, for which I am proud; I hold my head high when we're in a crowd. On special occasions, when you shave under yore arms, well, I'm in hawg heaven, and awed by yore charms. Still them fellers at work, they all want to know, what I did to deserve such a purdy, young doe. Like a good roll of duct tape yo're there fer yore man, to patch up life's troubles and fix what you can. Yo're as cute as a junebug a-buzzin' overhead. You ain't mean like those far ants

[holiday] Frank The Bunny.
Has anyone ever seen Donnie Darko? Well, I kinda wish -I- had a Frank.[Frank for those who don't know.]Well I decided to make holiday Frank cookies.It's okay that you're jealous. I would be too because those holiday Franks were peanut butter and delicious.. The Precious had to help me a little but I did all the decorating.

Sotd - Baby, Come On
by +44 She's a pretty girl She's always falling down And I think I just fell in love with her But she won't ever remember, remember And I can always find her At the bottom of a plastic cup Drowning in drunk sincerity A sad and lonely girl Quit crying your eyes out Quit crying your eyes out, and baby come on Isn't there something familiar about me? The past is only the future with the lights on Quit crying your eyes out, baby And she said, "I think we're running out of alcohol Tonight I hate this fucking town And all my best friends will be the death of me But they won't ever remember, remember So please take me far away Before I melt into the ground And all my words get used against me" You sad and lonely girl Quit crying your eyes out Quit crying your eyes out, and baby come on Isn't there something familiar about me? The past is only the future with the lights on Quit crying your eyes out, baby Quit crying your eyes out Quit crying your eyes

Cool New Feature
In case you haven't noticed I'm a fan of the blast feature. I like to have my face popping up randomly on everyone's page all the time!! I'm sure you all remember the other day when I had the blues because I really wanted a birthday blast and wasn't going to be able to have one. I had lots of offers but there was just no way for it to work. Well BabyJ did it there is now a feature to buy someone a Blast!! That is super freaking cool :) Can you tell I get excited easily? Now I just have to figure out how to get BabyJ to partner with Teleflora so someone can send me flowers for my birthday! Then life will be perfect. Have a great day cherries and SMILE!! ~update I just realized that seemed a little selfish and bratty I'm just a little bouncy today life is perfect without material objects...I'm a little disgusted that I wrote that

Hello Everyone!!
I was asked to post this so here goes, all is fair! If you answer, post on my , I will answer yours, its only fair! BE HONEST!!!! Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] Beautiful! [] sexy azz hell [] fine [] nice looking [] cute [] Stunning [] ugly! Do you think i'm still a virgin [] yes [] no [] dont know! I look like.. [] a player [] Whore [] freind type [] one time thing [] next gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] fuck buddy [] Girl friend [] Wife [] fri

Like Whoa
Fill this out in YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as "My Autobiography" Prologue 1. Where did you take your default pic? in the bathroom it seems from a long, long time ago 2. What exactly are you wearing right now? black queers hoodie (hood up), levis' 569, black chuck taylors, grey tshirt, one white sock, one white sock with green stripes, grey boxer briefs 3. What is your current problem? i miss someone and im going to go eat by myself 4. What makes you most happy? laughing my ass off and talking for hours about nuthin with someone that can do the same, but somehow you still have a halfway decent conversation and not all filler shite 5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to? rolling stones- some girls 6. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? nope...although i pretend they did cause i makes it easier 7.Do you ever watch MTV? no. not anytime lately at all 8.What's something that really annoys you? shit drivers. and girls (but

The Vibrator! :-)
THE VIBRATOR AS A WOMAN PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR. SHOCKED, SHE ASKED: "WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?" THE DAUGHTER REPLIED: "MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR UPON ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID: "DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." A COUPLE DAYS LATER, THE WIFE CAME HOME FROM A SHOPPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN COUNTER, AND HEARD THAT BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM, OF ALL PLACES, THE LI

Vote For Me Please
I am in my first contest, please show me lots of love and vote for me in the Sexiest Older Man contest. Please click to vote for me and leave comments http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=1174833143

~~ Come Over And Help Me Out! ~~
come on everyone plz comment bomb my daughter her first contest and i would lve to see her win it! favor will be returned when u need it....promise thanks maria click on the pic to comment!

For The One I Love....
Everytime I think of you It always turns out good Everytime I`ve held you I thought you understood People say a love like ours Will sure pass But I know a love like ours Will last and last And baby I was wrong Not knowing how our love should go But then I wasn`t wrong In knowing how our love would grow And everytime I think of you Everytime Everytime I think of you Every single time It always turns out good Seasons come and seasons go But our love will never die Let me hold you darling So you won`t cry Cause people say that our love affair Will never last But we know a love like ours Will never pass And baby I was wrong Not knowing how our love should go But then I wasn`t wrong In knowing how our love would grow And everytime I think of you Everytime Everytime I think of you Every single time It always turns out good People say a love like ours Will surely pass But I know a love like ours Will last and last And baby I was wrong Not knowing ho

Breast Cancer Drop Tied To Hormones
SAN ANTONIO, TX - The millions of women who quit taking menopause hormones after a big federal study found that the pills raised the risk of breast cancer now have more reason to be glad they stopped. A new analysis reveals that U.S. breast cancer rates plunged more than 7 percent in 2003 and strongly suggests that the reason is less hormone use. "It's a big deal ... amazing, really," said one of the researchers, Dr. Rowan Chlebowski of Harbor-UCLA Medical Center in Los Angeles. "It's better than a cure" because these are cases that never occurred, he said. About 14,000 fewer women were diagnosed with the disease than had been expected, researchers reported Thursday at the San Antonio Breast Cancer Symposium. Cancers take years to form, so going off hormones would not instantly prevent new tumors. But tumors that had been developing might stop growing, shrink or disappear, so they were no longer detected by mammograms, doctors theorized. Cases dropped most among women 50

Two Horses
> > Two horses > >> >> > > >> >> > > >> >> > > >> >> >Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. > >> >> >From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you > >> >> >stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite > >> >> >amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he > >> >> >is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has > >> >> >made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. > >> >> > > >> >> >If nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell. > >> >> >Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it > >> >> >comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter > >> >> >is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so > >> >> >he can follow her. > >> >> > > >> >> >As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is > >> >> >always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and > >> >> >t

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*specail Story. Do You Believe In Fate?~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~**~*~*~*
(in case you didnt see my mum about this) one night my sister was coming home from work, it was about 2 am and she took a way home that she normally wouldnt take. when she was driving down the road she notice next to the huge alligator infested lake next to it there was a 2 year old little girl. no shirt, no shoes, no parents, and right near the edge of the water (infested with alligators) at 2am. My sister drove up to the little girl and managed to coax her to the car and then called 911. the parents didnt report the child missing until 8 pm that night! they said that they thought a relative had picked thier child u(now wouldnt anyone 'really' coming to pick your kid up have to notify you?)the parents are now awaiting charges and thier child is with her grandmother. people tell my sister that (being it was a way home she never took before and just happened to see the girl at 2am) something told her to go there, she was meant to save that little girl.okay, now for the question do

Wo Hoo I Am Under 10 Finally!!
I got my lab results from the drs lab and they told me my white cells were normal and that my HCG has dropped to 9....can you believe it 9....I am finally under 10. The Dr still wants me in for the ultrasound on Monday morning though to make sure there is nothing wrong that has made my numbers drag along so slowly. I am so happy to finally know that I am getting better and that we are just this much closer to getting pregnant again

On Distant Shores We Walk
On Distant Shores We Walk We stroll on different shores, but watch the same sun set and rise. We walk different streets, but breathe the same air. We sleep on different times, but wake up to the same day. We live separate lives, but share the same dreams. We take different paths, but have the same goals. We speak a different language, but say the same words. We suffer from different pain, but enjoy the same pleasures. We cry for different reasons, but share the same laughter. Oh how I long to stroll the same shores and still watch the same sun set and rise. To walk the same streets, holding hands, sharing a breath. To fall asleep, waking up next to you every day. To live a life with you, having all our dreams come true. To take the same path and reach our goals together. To speak your language and tell you how much I love you To take away your pain, with a gentle touch. To kiss away your tears and laugh the nigh

Christmas Picture Contest Update
Updated list: Looks like people are unable to vote unless on my friends list, so in order to vote I guess you need to be on my friends list. Tell EVERYONE to add me... I will try to keep up and accept asap. I want all of you to get as many votes as possible. Christmas Costume Contest WOW! My FIRST CONTEST EVER!!!! Here are the rules! This contest will count 1 point for ANY rating (1-10). Also EACH comment will count as 1 vote. Comment as many times as you want. Pimp it out all you want. Anyone may comment! 1st place: 2 dinners for two (One for you and one for the Cherry Tap Member of your choice). AND A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! 2nd Place: 6 bottles or cans of the beer of your choice or = cost of shot or wine... name your poison. AND A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! 3rd Place: A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! So click on the links below and comment bomb your favorite: Contest is from 9:30 am EST Friday, Decembe

Vacation Is Over
Well til sunday then it's back to work...I had a great time hanging with my good friend..posted some pics not all of em bc there are too many stalkers out there...I guess thats what ya get when your a rockstar lol. It was annoying going out to places with people hounding him but all in all it was a great time! We had a delay for 3 hours but thank god it ended up being only a 1 1/2 delay bc of the fog in Phila..it was sad to see all the flights cancelled and the people sleeping on the floors. We felt bad bc we were pissed that ours was delayed but after seeing all the people who's were cancelled that sucked. I wish it could have lasted but all good things wait GREAT things have to come to an end...so sad. Hahahaha