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Home Going Prayer
HOME GOING PRAYER father send your chariot low, and send it for me. the wonders of heaven I am coming to see. I know I am not perfect, for I am only a man. however, I strive to live my life for you the best way I can. father send you chariot low, so that I can ride. you know where to find me, from you I cannot hide. open the gates and let the trumpets sound. I am ready to take my place in heaven and leave this ground. I ask you to take my spirit with you, and leave me shell. bring my through the light of heaven, not the darkness of hell. father send your chariot low, for my days here are not long. take me to heaven as I praise you in song. send your chariot low, for eternity I will stay. father send your chariot low, in my savior’s name I pray.

On My Way Home
ON MY WAY HOME (SHAMEKA’S PRAYER) i am on my way home, you have called for me. when i reach my destination, in heaven i will be. old familiar faces will be there for me to greet. the friends and family i leave behind once again we shall meet take care of my loved ones now that we will be apart. take a piece of my spirit, place it in each and every heart. let my spirit comfort them so they know i am here. let them know i am on my way home, with nothing to fear. i leave this broken body, and this broken shell. i enter the lights of heaven, not the darkness of hell. tears need not be shed for the time that i am gone. my journey has ended and now i am home.

I Go Down On My Knees
I GO DOWN ON MY KNEES when my soul gets weak, and my journey seems long. i go down on my knees and he helps me move on. in the stormy weather, and the dark of the night, i go down on my knees and he makes it all right. if i need a friend or someone to care, i go down on my knees, and he is always there. when i get caught up in worldly agitation, i go down on my knees, and he gives me inspiration. at times when i want to see a brighter day, i go down on my knees, and to him i pray. by derrick barbee copyright 1999

My First Lc Poem...
My angel... The one who said I'm the best they had. The one who said boy I'm I glad. I one who first said my lips was soft. The first one who said can I kiss you there. The only one who said I love you. The only one who said I need you. And the only one who through thick and thin, night and day, sickness and in health said...can I F@#$ you up, tonight....

Talked To The Kid..
He thinks everyone hates him. The kids pick on him, etc etc. Nothing that the majority of us haven't gone through ourselves. They tell him he is ugly, or stupid or that he needs to get his teeth fixed cuz the braces aren't working. He said he got water on himself and kids are speading a rumor all over the school that he pee'd on himself. He is a tattle tale. What do you do? What do you do when the kid takes it all way too seriously? He DOES instigate a lot of this stuff so how do I get him to stop? Haha.. expect many more whiny blogs from Felicia tonight. I'm having a helluvanight! Felicia

Clincher
Well it wasn't done the way I wanted with the clincher happening this weekend but I am still happy. The Yanks make it a ninth straight division championship thanks to the Sux tonight. Now we take a journey into the playoffs to win number 27. Congrats guys and to all the Yankee fans out there, Cheers.

Voice Message
I got that Voice Message on my PAge soo i thought i would let everybody that I got on my friendlist know. and to leave me a Voice comment if u can.. I reallyy would lov to hear all yall voices..soo leave me one k...and if u got me on myspace..leave it on there instead of here k

Pie
The PIE While being home alone one day, With “Honey-Do's” I’ll not mention. I ventured towards the ice box, For something to ease my tension. To my joy and shocked amazement, To think that I should spy. Way back amongst the green stuff, An intact Chocolate PIE. I grabbed a spoon from out the drawer, And milk from off the shelf. I plopped down at the table, And preceded to stuff myself. I dove into the Meringue and Chocolate, With such a frantic pace. There was chocolate on the table, On the floor and on my face. Just as I finished, the do

Just An Update On My Day
MySpace Comments Graphics Shit I welcome myself to this cool as site and anyone who wants to come holla at me show me some love and no doubt that ill show u some.. Today was pretty tight I did what I had to in the Real world..LOL and then I got to come back here with yall so hook me up with some points and I got cha more pics coming...

Sheriff
The Sheriff The bad guys were making a get-a-way. Got out clean with all their loot. But there was no time to dally, there was a posse in hot pursuit. The Sheriff told the posse, to keep going and stay on their ass. I’m gonna take a short cut, and cut them off down at the pass. The Sheriff ran right into a war party. He was sure he was gonna be dead. He fought like a demon. while it lasted., But was captured when he ran out of lead. The Chief said white man good warrior, Chief give him last wish before he dies. Sheriff said the Chief was very generous. And asked for his horse, to the chiefs surprise. He whispered in his big stallions ear, it shook its head and sped away. Where horse go? the Chief demanded, He’ll bring my wish back right away. Wasn’t long and the big horse returned, with a beautiful lady on its back. She was so pretty with her long blond hair, let me tell you she was really stacked. Chief said white man have good taste, Chief give

Morphing Pictures
Ok so here I am on this site and it rox all kinds of ass. However I apparently I find that people on this site can morph into Goddamn Wolves, deer, elves, eaglse and tigers. That's just plain fucked up right there!! How the fuck would that date go? I'd be all chillin there with this bad ass chick and then all the sudden she all morphs into a Goddamn Snow tiger and starts maullin' up the Godamn couch and eatin all the steak in the fridge...man that'd be twisted up as fuck.

Friends
Okay there are friends you would die for and friends that you would like to ring there necks; Well right now i don,t have a friend that i would want to ring there necks; But i have friends here that I would Die for, because they have been here when i needed them the most; You guys know who you are. And I can never repay the Love I have gotten from you guys; Your so Awesome. And for evey time I,m here you can call on me; I,ll always have a place in my heart for you guys, We;ve Had Joy; We had fun we had seasons in the Sun; But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone. All you guys are so sincere. And I;ve enjoyed my time here. Guys be sweet to your women. Women do what ya can to please your man. And see what ya get in return.Life is Like a Box of Chocolates; Never no what your going to get; That Statement is so true. More later.

Not Cute...
Ok see, I know this site has a bit of "racey" pix on it and shit and that's cool, don't get me wrong. But if you're Goddamn busted as fuck, and you weigh like over 268.9 lbs. please keep that shit private. Nobody needs to see that motherfuckin "monster box"!! Goddamm. a motherfucker has to eat around these Goddamn parts, and apparently (bitch) you'z already eatin' good. So try not to fuck up my meal ticket....plus that shit is scarin' the cat.

As Long As You Donate My Organs To The Zombies.
This was posted awhile ago on another site I use quite often. I would tell you what it is but you are not worthy :P. Well now that you think that I am trying to be all high and mighty. How about killing me. How does one actually go about killing a Darlingmisfit? You see, a regular shooting in the face or stabbing in the back is not good enough for me. Oh no no no. I would hate for people to talk about that for the rest of their lives. Bastards. My Wife's (this means best friend in my world)answer-I would sit on your face until I drowned you to death with my womenly goo. :) I like this answer. P.S. you can find her here. http://www.myspace.com/fahqtwo Here are a some of my other favorites. Phillip i would force glenn danzig to eat you alive, starting with your toes so you had enough time to enjoy it. Zeke How about we lock you in a room with Project 1950 playing over the sound system and wait for you to kill yourself... maybe. CB The same way i'v

Thanksto All My Lc Friends , And My Truth!
Agape all, I just want to thank you all for adding me to your lists! Its my personal goal to get to know every last one of you as if we knew each other our whole lives. Thanks for the love and support! All you lovely beautfiul ladies, my dear LC girls you rock! if I would pick anyone of you! it would be all of you! for you are all one aspect of my perfect woman! and you are all wonderful women, and thank you all for being yourselves, and doing the very best you can to do what you feel is right. I am a very spiritual guys, so spiritual I worship GOD Almighty, The Heavenly Father and mother, The Ayin (The No-Thing) & The Ain Soph (The All-thing), The infinite living light of GOD's unconditional love, The infinitly unfathomable, The GOD infinitly beyond labelling, descriptions, and imagination! The GOD no matter how powerful you become someday GOD will always be unfathomable, unless you lose your individuality and merge with the source in maybe a billion lifetimes, depending on how lon

Life...sigh
Have you ever just wondered why life can seem so freakin tough sometimes? I mean what have you done to deserve one thing after another hitting you an knocking you back down knowing you just got up from the last hit. Just one of them thinking nights obviously and before ya even read on NO I am not suicidal(sp)lol. Seems like everytime I have a positive outlook on something, something seems to go wrong. Guess that would be the story of my life right now. All the stress that I have built up seems to never set free. If its not work its my personal life. When does it ever end? or does it even? I'm begining to think not. The work stress really is stupid. Its not my job that stress's me really, its the atmosphere around me. Always having to be on your toes. Not knowing whats gonna happen next due to the people in the work place around you. The freaking cowards an hypocrites that the are. So nice to your face, and talkin shit behind your back. The only solution I even see to this is for me

Life From Life, Love From Love
Shes been there for me since day one. Showing mom the ropes on motherhood. Shes taught me so much about life. You've given me so much knowlege. Cooking, our country, our everyday lives. You have been there watching and protecting me as if I were your own. Through out the years it broke ur heart to hear me cry. You tried to make my life easier when it was at it's hardest. You gave me strength when i was weak. You were my midnight phone call whenever I couldnt sleep or just needed to hear the voice of someone familiar who cared. Although I know you still wouldnt mind me doing it, I would not do that to you in your condition. For life has taken its toll on you. The years have caught up and now sickness is your closest friend. You suffer. I wish u didnt suffer. You yearn for air, I wish I could bring it to you. You are so weak. I wish I could make you strong! I love you so much, I hope you know it so well you can feel it. Thank you for always being the light in my life and alw

Mind Control
See if you have good mind control over your body. This is left brain, right brain stuff. While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction and there's nothing you can do about it. Try it. See what I mean? Pass this one on, if you enjoy frustrating others.

Crude Jokes Part 1 (plz Don't Take Offense, If So Let Me Know)
Q. What do a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A. The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q. What does an old woman have between her breasts that a young woman doesn't? A. A navel. Q. What is the difference between a woman and a washing machine? A. You can bung your load in a washing machine and it won't call you a week later. Q. Why did god create Adam before he created eve? A. Because he didn't want anyone telling him how to make Adam. Q. What is a lesbian's favorite thing to eat? A. A Klondike Bar Q. What did the elephant say to the naked man? A. "How do you breath through something so small?" Q. Why don't women wear watches? A. There's a clock on the stove! Q. What doesn't belong in this list : Meat, Eggs, Wife, Blowjob? A. Blowjob: You can beat your meat, eggs or wife, but you can't beat a blowjob. Q. Have you heard about the new super-sensitive condoms? A. They hang around after the man leaves and talks to the woman. Q. What's

Sometimes I Cry............when The Keg's Been Sucked Dry.
Sometimes folks think they can do things that aren't ok and be ok. You can't rape a small furry creature in it's ass and expect anything good to come from it. I mean really who the do these fux think they are tearin' up Fido's asshole like it's going outta style. There can only be one Highlander apparently, and that's horseshit, cause if there was 2 then things would add up in math class like a motherfucker with that Goddamn TI-82. The real question is is not what your country can do for you, but how you can do the country bent over a table wearin a school girl outfit while holding some Goddamn smiley face balloons. The United States are not so "united" when you need 4 Goddamn languages to talk to folks all through out. That's division motherfucker, and I ain't tryin' to get all off in that spectrum of areodynamics. Cornchips are no place for a warrior!! Deer should not be able to cross a busy street while on the cell phone. I mean come on!! Common fucking sense people!! Them bit

Party Time!!! :o)
You are invited to a special Pampered Chef party!! WHERE: My house CAN YOU COME? I know how busy you all are and that you probably hate being invited to any home parties, but I assure you this is no ordinary home party. And to be honest, I haven't had a party like this in ages, and I need to update my kitch gadgets. Pampered Chef has come out with new consultants and products that are fabulous. I have enclosed samples below of the new home party products... I'm expecting a good turnout . ! Now, aren't you sorry you groaned and sd, "not another party..." Have a Good Day *wink* *~*PurteeLadee*~*

Tats And Peircings!
So i have been thinking that tats and peircings are a turn for me.. lol so i have decided to get one myself. I dont want to cover myself with tats and peircings but a few would be nice. Im not really sure which ones i want but if you guys wanna give me some suggestions that would be kool. Im looking more for the "Suicide Girl" look. As some of you know i am a fan of them. LOL can you guess why? LOL So i am up for any suggestions. I cant wait to hear what you all say! =) ~*Samantha~*

My Feelings In Regards To Ratings
oh i forgot to mention this if your new you get 10's but if no response if you decide to hit me up after for a friend request and depending on how it goes down when we chatting if i'm feelin you your rating goes up doesn't mean that goes after 1,2, 3 or whatever conversations it's the vibe i'm getting at the moment! also to mention i love too see happy fam pics and pics of babies and young children they all get 10's foremost so don't wonder why i rated ya kids or you with ya fam or children higher then you alone! grahpics pics(images), designs i'll rate anything from a 6-10! Wassup 2 all i just thought i'll write this cause i don't want peeps to get the wrong idea bout me, first i'm here for chatting and meeting much cool ass peeps as i can, and so far i have you know who you are, so whether it be 5 or a 4 rating or whatever, its not cause i'm being mean or hating, its because we hardly even speak or spoken and i dont know you, i'll add you in hopes of doing what i said,feel its f

First Lostcherry Blog!
So I've never used this lovely blog space lostcherry so generously provdies so I thought I'd give it a whirl. I am sure that I most likely never write in this again. But lets see.. what's new with me? I've been working a lot lately. Ever since I broke up with my boyfriend I have like nothing better to do then work because I had stopped hanging out and talking really with most of my friends because it was always my boyfriend we hung out every day so yeh.. not that we've broken up I am not going to run back to my friends and be like heyyyy i have no boyfriend anymore wanna hang out. Nahh.. that's fucked up. I keep seeing the girl he's with now too I never ever see her and now that I am not with him anymore and she is I SEE HER EVERYWHERE. The whole situation is a lot more complicated then I am expressing. This girl he is with now used to be my best friend.. about 5 years ago.. She introduced me to him and 2 months after we started going on he went and cheated on me with her... this was l

Some Vital Info.....lmmfao
ur prolly like wtf? but hey its 2251pm here in da atl and im bored as fukk! so i thought u ppl would like to kno some vital information? I dunno i got nuffin but heres something u should sukk into that fukkin brain of urs and hope to become jusa tad bit smarted that wha u were 5 secs ago? THERE IS ENOUGH IRON IN A HUMAN BEING TO MAKE ONE SMALL NAIL. WOMEN BLINK NEARLY TWICE AS MUCH AS MEN THE WHITE PART OF YOUR FINGER NAIL IS CALLED THE LUNULA THE LIFESPAN OF A TASTEBUD IS TEN DAYS THE LITTLE LUMP OF FLESH JUST FORWARD OF YOUR EAR CANAL, RIGHT NEXT TO YOUR TEMPLE, IS CALLED A TRAGUS PENGUINS HAVE AN ORGAN ON THEIR FOREHEAD BETWEEN THE EYES THAT DE-SALINIZES WATER. IT CAN BE SEEN ONLY AS A SMALL HOLE. ELEPHANTS CAN'T JUMP BATS ALWAYS EXIT A CAVE TO THE LEFT A GIRAFFE CAN CLEAN IT'S EARS WITH IT'S 21 INCH TOUNGE. A HIPPO CAN RUN FASTER THAN A MAN. A KANGAROO CAN'T JUMP UNLESS IT'S TAIL IS ON THE GROUND. 166,875,000,000 PIECES OF MAIL ARE D

This Is Not Your Father's Vfw
by Larry Scott Last year the Veterans of Foreign Wars (VFW) closed or consolidated 148 posts around the country because of falling membership and dwindling income. Gary Kurpius doesn't like that trend. Kurpius is the newly-elected VFW national commander. Kurpius told the VFW's national convention, â€œSome of us are stuck in the 1960s or 70s. He challenged VFW members to adapt to the changing world around us,and hit a sore spot when he said, "There has to be something more attractive about the VFW than just the bar. Kurpius was met with groans and even booing as he suggested VFW posts ban smoking and went on to say posts could garner new members and reap outside income by adding Cyber Cafes, child care facilities and fitness centers. Is the VFW membership on board with Kurpius's plans? I took a look at two Washington VFW posts to see how they felt about the new commander's ideas. Washington presents unique challenges for private clubs, such as the VFW, because the state has

Will It Run Out
i tell people that worry about me, that im charmed.i keep wondering if its all about to run out.i mean sooner or later im gonna find that one IED out there thats meant for me.i wonder alot after the first time i had one blow up on me, am i dead, is this a long life of doing this day in and day out.a never ending deployment.

Awsome Day Today:d:d:d:d!!!!!!
Well today was awsome:D:D!!!!First i was working with some of the greastet ppl ever:D:D:D:D!!!then i got a 500$Pay check.....and then to top that off im goin to be superviser and i got a raise:D:D:D:D:Dand the one person i hate at work got fired today:D:D:D......Ahhhhhh....today was the best day ever*does happy dance*man i wish everyday was like this day:Pbut ah well:D:D:D:Dhehehe:PWell ill blog ya l8er pplez

Hey Guys Insurnce Company I Have Made The Drs Discharge When He Is Still Sick
hey guys i have good and bad news well the good that is fever is no longer but my insurece company made the doctors discharge him so i had to bring home still with kidney failure but the kidney dr.is sending a home nurse to my house to check on him but im still worried about things.the doctor said if hes worse bring him to a hospital he will let me know the results of the cancer test with tissue they took from both kidney then they will let me know how they will trat him for kidney failure then everybody on lost pls pray that peter does not get worse while home i want to kick ass right now with my health insurnce that i have ,for me and my sons well guys wish me goodluck watching my son until the home nurse comes to my house i am not a dr or a nurse they shouldnt make do this its killing me already that hes has kindey fallure and is still not out of the woods show me and peter well wishes send peter some hi how r u u have us has friends he can read your comments everyday until we know

Why?
Confused. You tell me I’m beautiful You say I’m special Why? I look in the mirror And I just see me. How am I beautiful When I was so ugly before? Was told forever How worthless and useless I was Am still telling myself These horrible things. Then along come my friends Telling me so different Telling me I’m beautiful. But even though you tell me Over and over and over And you get angry and hurt When I don’t know how to take it. I still have one question. I’m not fishing for a compliment I’m not trying to get you to stroke my Nonexistent ego I’m not about any of that, I just have one simple question to ask. Please answer it truthfully Please answer it carefully Please answer it fully…. WHY? d. r. hyden ok... answer that question and i'll forever be grateful... is it possible? hugz

Another Poem I Wrote
Pragmatic Romantic It wasn?t a moonlit night Nor even a bright sunny day It wasn?t over a romantic dinner Nor on a sandy beach did we lay It was indoors and under a white tube light On yet another tiresome office day That our eyes met and held each other?s gaze For how long, neither could say It wasn?t his quick-witted banter Nor the smile he flashed my way It wasn?t even the way he was dressed Nor the attitude he did portray It was the way he?d looked at me And then softly said my name That he took my breath away And on my heart he had laid claim It wasn?t a whirlwind romance Nor a courtship you may say It wasn?t a sluggish wooing Nor an irksome dilatory display It was a friendship that began to blossom With every passing day It was the fondness that grew and grew And soon love did friendship betray It wasn?t through a touching love letter Nor a romantic melodious song It wasn?t through a declaration of love Nor a

Confused
sometimes.. I get really down and think.. who the hell am I? I still have a little over a month until I'm 18.. but.. age has nothing to do with it, does it? I feel un-happy.. like.. I should be doing MORE with my life. But I don't know how to.. I'm just confused. but I need to go to bed now.. the prescription I'm on right now for a few days is making me ill. make love not war

man im bored and hyper i took some yellow jackets to stay awake now im bouncin off the fuckin walls omg but yea if any1 wants to entertain me (i neeeddddd it badly lol) hit me up urjuggalette999 on yahoo ppllleeeaaassssseeeee some1 entertain me pppllleeeeaaaassssseeeeeeee

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 120 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Butterfly Wings!!!
SWEET SUMMER DAYS AND STEAMY SUMMER NIGHTS.. KISSES LIKE BUTTERFLYS WINGS... REMINDERS OF THAT TIME LION AGO...WHEN YOU THOUGHT LOVE WAS FOREVER... THOSE DAYS WERE THE BEST... THE NIGHTS YOUR GREATEST EXPERIENCES TA DATE.. BUT IT IS THOSE KISSES THAT YOU WILL NEVER FORGET... TO THIS DAY THE BEAT OF BUTTERFLY WINGS CAN STILL MAKE YOUR HEART FLUTTER.. REMEMBER FOREVER THOSE SWEET SWEET DAYS... AND THOSE HEAT FILLED NIGHTS... BUT NO MATTER THE PASSING OF TIME YOU WILL NEVER FORGET... THOSE KISSES LIKE BUTTERFLY WINGS... THEY WILL STAY WITHIN YOUR HEART AND BURN WITHIN YOUR SOUL... FOREVER...

Bout Me
WUddup My Dudes!? MY name is Ashley Andrade i from MA but i hate it i LOVe NEW YORK dats were my boi is from and i go there bout every other week it the shit on some real shyt! iam CapeVerdiean And Italian im 16 will be 17 Very Shortly i love Smoking Weed , Drinking , playing basketball u kno wat it is Just having Funn .. All my friends call me CRazy cause im am but dats just the way it is ya fell me.. WAnna Kno More BOut Me Just ASk HOLLA BAKK!!!

If You Like Strip Poker And Would Like To Play Online
then add me on YIM, plfp2006, and join me and some friends at different times and we will git one goin on. Dont be shy, dont be skeared, just have tons of fun. Who cares if ya have big titties or lil ones or a big dick or small one, just enjoy safe sex with friends.

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Explored
A time in You're life when U should just fuck it and go Wherever U feal with or without anybody. I Recomend Exploring Even if U travel just for a weekend U never know whay U may run into. And U may never know where U might end up Sometimes in life U just need to start over

Goodbye!!!
Well maybe now i should just say goodbye. You used to be my friend but i never felt i really was yours.So maybe this is the end.I'm different from you all of you.Each other we've never understood.I hope that if i do tell you goodbye that it won't be for good.Whenever i'm mad it hurts me so bad and you don't care.I don't know why,but sometimes i wanted to cry.And someday i won't be there.The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm they're only made of pen,but once they are blood that turns brown like mud.They'll be there again and again.If i'm mad at you i'll hurt myself too,But that doesn't really matter.Althought when i hurt,i feel like dirt and my spirits brusied and brattered.I do not know why it has to be so i really wish it did not but the way this has been going it's basically shot.You don't need me and we don't need we.And that is how i think i know why these words are the ones i have to speak-i love you but goodbye ok yea i kno most of my poems r sad and depressing b

These Were To Be My Vows In A Handfast, The Guy Wasn't Worth It. So I Saved Them
A Pledge, A Promise I have searched for you almost a life time an eternity it seems to me, but suddenly here you are, and it seems no time at all. Today I promise myself to you, what you see here in front of you is all that I am. There are no hidden secrets, there are no hidden lies I freely come to you in love and respect. I pledge to you forever to love and respect your ways, to allow you your path, and to help you grow when I see you falter. I promise to never hold you from your insight in a direction you feel you must go. I promise you a shoulder in your pain, and a smile in your successes. I promise you understanding and I promise to listen with ears wide open. I promise you a sharing of my entire soul. I will never run from problems or secret out my worries. I will never hide from you my deepest fear, and hope you allow me the same I give to you my energy, my faith, my being. May the gods and goddess of the earth, moon and stars

Kamikazi
im new to this shit...myspace is gettin on my nerves..so imma change it and see whats good with ya'll...check out my music...or if your in minnesota come check out one of my shows. www.streetsoundentertainment.com www.myspace/kamikazisse.com

Today
So today I get a call from my son's school telling me that. He is not showing up to 8th hour. 8th hour is kinda like a study hall/ detention that takes place after their last class. After having met with most of Colton's teachers and the school psychologist we had all agreed that he would attend 8th hour everyday. Not so much as a form of punishment but as a forum for him to get extra help completing his assignments, etc. The call I received was informing me that my son has not been showing up to these classes and that they were putting him on a "contract" that stated if he missed ONE more they were going to suspend him from school for 3 days, the next offense would be 5 days suspension or expulsion from the school. Are you God damn Freakin kidding me? SO I called the psycholgist and told her I really felt that he WAS in fact showing up to these classes and that we needed to get it straightened out. I have not heard back from her. But, Tell me something. Why in the HELL would they susp

Deaths Invitation
You come to me with sword drawn high I meet you face to face, wanting a completion, a definitive ending to a life lived straightforward and strong. Womb of darkness and timelessness comfort me My moment in the sun was short and bright I accomplished a great deal in this world And now, I must retire this life for another. I rode the winds of freedom, I spoke the language of love. I drank the waters of life, I ate the fruit of success. I earned the gift of friendships, I fought the anger of war. I gave birth to new life, and now I visit death. © Copyright 2005 Amawitch-granny witch

Well I Am Officially Single
well today was my son's fifth birthday and probably one of the worst days of my life. All day was fine until we went to my boyfriends mom's house and he (my bf) was sitting their telling lies about STUPID stuff. So I came home and i reemed into him saying that if he can lie about little things, how do I know he is not lying about the big things like when i ask him if he talks to his ex and if he has cheating on me. So it could into a throwing match and then he almost hit me. I have never seen him so angry and the fury in his eyes scared me so much. i called the cops because I did not feel safe being in that house with him, I mean I have a son to think about after all. so the cops came and he got the rest of his stuff out of my house...yeah the first time he walked out I locked him out. The one cop told me that by his temper that I am just better off leaving him alone. I am just so scared and hurt and alone. The thing that hurts the most is that my son is the one that will hurt

My Reflection
I look deep into the pool of the universe and see my reflection staring back at me I can not know that all I have foreseen has been created by my will and energy My mistake has always been that I thought destiny was a face, that choices were a prequisite of this life. I find now that nothing is real, all is a dream. Each evening I close my eyes and each morning I am reborn into a new and fresh dawn of life to pick and choose my way again. © Copyright 2002 Amawitch-granny witch

My Star Profile (libra)
Symbol: the Scales Ruling Planet: Venus Ruling House: Seventh House Element: Air Quality: Cardinal Body Parts: kidneys Keyword: PARTNERSHIP Date with destiny: Gemini, Aquarius Run for the hills: Cancer, Capricorn Where you glow: mediating What makes you tick: charm Fitness forecast: rowing Play date: flying first class to Paris Perfect jobs: beautician, personal shopper Best accessory: a bottle of water A sure thing: flirting Destination: Fiji Pleasure: cooperation, fair play, conversation Pain: disharmony, solitude, decision-making Kindness: Your peaceful nature soothes those who suffer, while your willingness to work with others ensures the job will be done. What's my line? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

Bravely We Endure
Time flows quickly over the stream of our consciousness. Never pausing to allow us a minute to catch our breath. We courageously endure, going forth, bravely facing what time throws in our way, our lances of protection before our soul. Sometimes we seek others to help us in our struggle to contend with time. Yet some are detached, distant, wanting only to force time to stand still. Regardless of who with or without time continues its demonstration Not caring, just passing, adrift, continuous, taking us all for the ride. © Copyright 2005 Amawitch-granny witch

Do You Care?¿
Do you care?¿ Everytime i pass u, u act like i'm not there Do u know i'm alive? Do u even care? What did i ever do wrong?things have been wrong for so long But when u broke me heart my entire life fell apart I tried my best not to cry somtimes i wonder if u would care if i was to die so, I sit here at night not yet willing to give up my fight

Silent!!!!!!!!!
I never wanted the sunshine I never wanted the rain I did not ask for these feelings And i never wanted this pain I never ask for forever I never wanted you lies I never asked to be left with these bad-wrecking cries I did not ask for the moon I never wanted the air I never asked u to love me I never ask u to care I never asked to love u I never asked to fall And give to u my all I did not ask for the world or the heaven above I never asked u for somthing but i always longed for ur love

No Peace
Words are tumbling about in my head But I fight letting them out. They fester and grow like a cancer as they bandy all about. Im lonely, Im sad, Im all around blue And to write them makes it so real. If I could I would erase those horrible words So that noone would know how I feel. But a writer I am, a pen in the night just flowing with words about me. And if I did not write down all that I feel There'd no peace or poetry be. So in twilights ebony cloak I find My head just cant hold anymore. Out they come, a torrid force Revealing my truest pain and more. Do I feel better these words now released As the paper fills full of my pain No I do not, well maybe perhaps But tomorrow I'll do it again. © Copyright 2006 Amawitch-granny witch

Walking Time
He's been told he has walked the earth before the time of man. He will be here as a warrior of the armagedeon. He was one of the original four horseman. Long after he will still walk this earth forever a part of it. He has tracked the dessert for a thousand miles with soldiers by his side. His only purpose to defeat the army he chases. He has felt the cut of a sword across his skin and blow of a bullet as it hit him. He has loved and been loved and he has seen a million faces come and go as he walks this earth. He has been told he is a spirit that walks the face of earth forever. He takes many shapes and forms and always watches over those who need him. He is a lover, a friend and a warrior. At times he lives in peace and at others he sacrifices everything to protect what he thinks is right. He has learned not to judge people just because of how others see them. He looks into the soul to see what is truly there. He loves without hate and judges no man

Laughter Of A Child
Laughter arose from a garden in witch no one was in. A breeze blew from the fields and laughter came with in it. I looked from my window for miles in the direction from which the sound came from, but not one child or being was there. It was the laughter of children playing, which reminded me of the days I played as a child. But now, I was stuck in this house, cooped up with no where to go. Days went by and and days seemed to be the same. My house was full of people that didn't seem to care if I was there or not. But I still felt empty inside this house. People cared for me, but it was not the love and laughter I wanted out of life like when I was a child. I was just happy to have a friend who played with me. I cared to go back to those days, but we cant go back. I just hope and pray I one day find what I was looking for. The laughter of the child inside me again.

Sex Poem
Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are

Busy
Hey friends If anybody is wondering why i'm not on here all the time well because i'm busy with school I went back 2 weeks ago and now I have so much assignments that I need to work on them. I will try my best to come here and keep in touch. See ya Kasia

What Am I Feeling Here?
Emotion I sit here feeling like the wind in the midst of a winter storm my brain furiously working, synapses slamming into each other. Blood rushes through my enlarged veins speeding in response to an inborn reaction that I am having, orgasmic, hoping for a threshhold, a climax. As soon as I resolve myself, it returns, heightened, exaggerated, replicating itself until it is no longer recognizable. Having been transformed, mutating. I am pacing now, unable to sit still. My muscles twisting, contorting, rigid. My vision begins to falter, I am only able to envision my prejudice opinion. Unannounced, an unconsidered reaction flows through my fevered state, as yet untouched, untapped, my hypostatis reaches through and sends a new message. And once again I sit, quiet, stabilized. My mind uncluttered, free to channel my thoughts in any direction I want to travel The emotion drained, swindled out of existance. © Copyright 2002

Another Poem!!!! Lol
IF you love me like you say you do, prove to me your love is ture. Say you love me and hold my hand, Tell me that you'll always be my man. this is so0o0o TURE!!!! i dont care what anyone says bout it ............i think it is sooooooo TURE!! well love yalls all!!!!!!

A Sure Sign You Have Connected
Shiney minded Darkness I sat last night staring as night bit at the skirt of day. Feeling lonely and insecure I watched a milky blurred sun turn away from the crecent that was now the only light. I chose to seek out my only companionship the quiet clicking of unseen faces, strangers like me who reach out in the night to find a strangers hand to hold. In that hushed and magic hour I found another soul, seeking also a special friend to share the long hours of darkness. Walking with words hand in hand, no longer alone. We shared emotions,happy and sad we excitedly played with the words as we typed,we carried each other through the stepping stones of our lives. As the sun began teasing the night the new friends held fast making promises to seek each other out, no longer alone in the shiney minded darkness. © Copyright 2002 Amawitch-granny witch

A Story You Might Enjoy
Cupids Quits You humans have a lot of gall. You pick one day of the year that you expect to celebrate the day of love, and, you invoke me from my retirement to don my old wings, bow and arrows and create miracles that I am just too fed up with to get involved in. Well I gotta tell ya, Psyche and I are tired of it. Do you even know what I have been through in my everlasting life? Do you even care. I have been responsible for some of the most awesome love affairs in the history of humans. But do you listen. No..... You just satisfy your wanton natures and at the first sign of trouble you split, without even trying to work out the problems. Now I am not with out feelings myself, don't get me wrong. After all I went through the most harrowing experience to win and keep the love of my life, Psyche. I mean mom was pretty jealous of her beauty and so when I said she couldn't look at me, and she did, I had no choice but to ban her. Talk about deep and traumatic pain!!! But in t

No Mystery
You look into my eyes and see things you don't understand. Am I a mystery? I think not. You look at my smile; You search for something that isn't there. Am I a mystery? I think not. You listen to my voice, and call me an angel. This angel is flesh and blood, Not a doll to be put on show. You see - I'm not a mystery. I am me. I am flesh and blood. Touch me; I wont break. There's no mystery here. Caress me; feel the warmth. I'm not a mystery; I am Woman. Here I am - desires abound; Relentless and sensuous - yours to caress Like a flower; make me bloom. Don't stop; not even to rest! No mystery here; Just a Woman. I feel the weight of your body against mine; Your heaving breath upon my skin. The most gentle touch on my thigh, The soft nibbling on my breasts - Moving slowly in a downward motion. Now you see, I'm no mystery; I am YOUR Woman. I am all Woman.

Memphiss!!
I bet u think I spelt that wrong but really I didn't!! Memphiss is My new Daughters name She was born on Monday Sept. 18 2006 at 7:30 pm she was 8 lbs 3 oz and her length was 20 in!! Yeah!!! well I won't be on much for the next cupla days but I'll be on when I can!!

ok yea this poem is a lil 5th gradeish but still i think it is soooo cute......lol What is Minnie with out Mickey? What is Tigger with out Pooh? What is Patrick iwth out SpongeBob? What is me with out you???? ok u have got to admit that is CUTE!! lol

Daddys Poem!!!
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was search

How U Touch Me!!!
I LOVE HOW YOU TOUCH ME, SO SWEET, CAREFULLY PLACING YOUR FINGERS IN LOVELY SPOTS DAT NEED SOME TENDER , LOVING CARE. OH HOW I LOVE THE WAY YOU TOUCH ME, WITH YOUR FIRM SOFT LIPS, KISSES ME IN MY MOST HOT EROTIC ZONE.

Just A Little Bit About My Sis...
I helped raise my sister, I was an only child till I was almost 14. Shes turns 15 on Christmas Eve. Its hard to have a normal brother sister relationship with her with our age gap. I end up lecturing her instead of trying to see her point of view. She single handedly saved my life, just by being born. I dont think she will ever know that. Looking back though theres so much I wanted to and still want to tell her but the words just dont come out. Time flies when you have all the time in the world...

am i alone in the feeling that some people just have no idea on how to speak to others?? I am constantly shocked at how some people think i wanna know that my pics make their cock hard! lol seriously it doesnt impress me.. The name sweet and nawty doesnt mean i gt into cyber sex.. just describes part of my personality.. I am not deluded into ways of people on the net, and sometimes it makes me giggle... but sendn same msg over and over again gets a bit boring guys.. get original.. now this isnt pointed at everyone i talk to.. just a few that seem to think all girls on this site are here to give men free porn

One Night.
I HAVE CLOSE TO 1,400 POINTS TO GO TILL I GO NEXT LEVEL. THAT'S ALOT OF FUCKING COMMENTS AND PHOTO'S TO GO TILL I UP, AND FRANKLY I JUST DON'T HAVE THE TIME. SO IT'S UP TO YOU PEOPLE. ONE NIGHT ONLY MARATHON. 1,400 PLUS POINTS. RATE, SEND ME SHIT, COMMENT. WHATEVER THE HELL GETS ME MORE POINTS. EVEN MAKE A DEAL, YOU RATE AND SEND ME CRAP, I'LL RETURN THE FAVOR. SO LET'S GO MOFO'S. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL.

Just An Intro
Hi Everyone:) My name is Donnie (Well a shortened version of my name anyway) And I'm new to this Lost Cherry site. I'm from Brooklyn, NY and I'm looking for friends. No need in going for the dating thing, I found the one that I want, and I love him to death:) I'm a real cool person. A total open book:) Most people can't say that honestly, and that's sad. Well, that's about it for me until next time:)

Triskellion Symbol
Triskellion Symbol a new BDSM emblem... What does the BDSM Emblem mean? The BDSM emblem has no "obvious" symbolism because it was created to be enigmatic. To the vanilla observer who would be put off by BDSM, it's merely an attractive piece of jewelry. Thus, we can wear it freely as a friendly salute, nod, and wink to other BDSMers we should happen to pass on the sidewalks and in the hallways of our daily lives. To the insider, however, the Emblem is full of meaning. The three divisions represent the various threesomes of BDSM. First of all, the three divisions of BDSM itself: B&D, D&S, and S&M. Secondly, the three-way creed of BDSM behavior: Safe, Sane, and Consensual. Thirdly, the three divisions of our community: Tops, Bottoms, and Switches. It is this third symbolism that gives meaning to the holes in each unit. Since BDSM is at the very least a play style and at its greatest a love style, the holes represent the incompleteness of any individual within the BDSM contex

Near The End
WELL WE ARE ALL MOST NEAR THE END OF THE WEEK. DO YOU ALL HAVE PLANS? WELL I DO .50 DRINKS HOW CAN YOU GO WRONG. LET ME SEE HOW ALL OF YOU SPEND YOUR TIME. IF I TOLD YOU HOW I SPENT ALL OF MY TIME YOU MIGHT JUST WANT MORE. SO COME TELL ME WHAT YOU DO.

Fuck It All
I am so fucking tired of the games and the lies. Someone pretending I mean something but I really mean nothing at all. Just speaking the facts, I am done being depressed. I refuse to let myself to control emotionally by these fucking lies. I guess I fucked up by loving once again, all he had to do was tell me to fuck off or whatever and I would have just backed off and never bothered him agan, didn't have to to continue the lie where I believed that I could ever possibly be loved for once. Not be played. I wish I stopped before I got attached because I did love him, I should have stopped hoping and wishing for something that was never going to be. I guess it just proved to myself that I am indeed shit. I'm sorry I am not a whore enough, or pretty enough, or smart enough. I'm not sorry that I am may not be the most beautiful person in the world, I am a bitch, I may not be the smartest person in the world but I know how to survive. I know what happens in life, but still I haven't learned

Internet Encounter Pt Iii
Sunday' I woke up to the Sun Kissing My cheeks with warmth And my big mouth Prima Lisa scraming my name, JOSSSSS oh Josssy..I covered My head with my pillow as my legs kicked in protest.But she wasent giving up,JOSSSS WAKE UP " Damn girl i screamed while i marched toward the door ,Girl it's sunday why in the hell are you outside screaming my name ! what you think your destiny's child or something? Girl please she said while smacking her lip's and waving her hand , you know i look better then those girl's, we busted out in laughter . So whats up we going or not ? going where Lee ? Girl Did you fall and bump your pretty damn head church...! Oh Shit ! I totally Forgot about church ! Oh thats cool with me ,We can forget about church. Lee No ! Were going. Hey you said it. Anyways we havent been in like 3 month's. Oh yeah Ti Ti Lydia told me there was a new family With a georgeous Son who just started attending , I peeked around the corner looking at lisa shaking my head at her ,your to much

Poems(sad But True)
Time Understands Love Hits: 4060 Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next

"the Pleasure Of The Pain: Why Some People Need S&m" Cont
"The Pleasure of the Pain: Why some people need S&M" © Psychology Today - September/October 1999 article by Marianne Apostolides ~~ continued from previous page, click here for beginning of story ~~ Marina is a prime example. She knew from the time she was 6 years old that she was expected to succeed in school and sports. She learned to focus on achievement as a way to dismiss emotions and desires. "I learned very young that desires are dangerous," she says. She heard that message in the behavior of her parents: a depressive mother who let her emotions overtake her, and an obsessively health-conscious father who compulsively controlled his diet. When Marina began to have sexual desires, her instinct, cultivated by her upbringing, was to consider them too frightening, too dangerous. "So I became anorexic," she says. "And when you're anorexic, you don't feel desire; all you feel in your body is panic." Marina didn't feel the desire for S&M until she was an adult and ha

Much Love
I've only been on for a few weeks, and there's so much love coming my way!! Thanks to all who made me feel at home, and to all who handed out 10's. I was on myspace, but after spending a few weeks on lost cherry, myspace gets really boring. Much love to the creators and to those who support. That's it, peace I'm out. ~Rich

"the Pleasure Of The Pain: Why Some People Need S&m"
"The Pleasure of the Pain: Why some people need S&M" © Psychology Today - September/October 1999 article by Marianne Apostolides Bind my ankles with your white cotton rope so I cannot walk. Bind my wrists so I cannot push you away. Place me on the bed and wrap your rope tighter around my skin so it grips my flesh. Now I know that struggle is useless, that I must lie here and submit to your mouth and tongue and teeth, your hands and words and whims. I exist only as your object. Exposed. Of every 10 people who reads these words, one or more has experimented with sadomasochism (S&M), which is most popular among educated, middle- and upper-middle-class men and women, according to psychologists and ethnographers who have studied the phenomenon. Charles Moser, Ph.D., M.D., of the institute for Advanced Study of Human Sexuality in San Francisco, has researched S&M to learn the motivation behind it--to understand why in the world people would ask to be bound, whipped and flogged. The

News In My Town
- Two were injured when an ex-husband drove his truck through a metal gate and peppered his ex-wife's mobile home with .22-caliber slugs, according to Durant Police. Durant Police Chief Gary Rudick, who was at the scene, said that Travis Wigington, 47, drove through the gate of property located at 2909 Cemetery Road, pulled out a .22-caliber rifle, and began firing at a travel trailer occupied by Carol Annette Johnson, 45, and her 6-year-old daughter. According to police, Johnson yelled at Wigington to stop shooting and that the child was inside. Rudick said Johnson returned fire with a handgun. The incident was heard by a police dispatcher when Johnson called at 5:05. “She called us and said, ‘He's shooting at us,' and finally, she said, ‘I shot him,'” Rudick said. Johnson was hit in the right shoulder, and Wigington was shot in the groin area. Both were taken to the Medical Center of Southeastern Oklahoma where they are listed in stable condition, according to a ho

Pray! :-)
FEMALE PRAYER >> >>Before I lay me down to sleep, >> >>I pray for a man, who's not a creep, >> >>One who's handsome, smart and strong >> >>One who loves to listen long, >> >>One who thinks before he speaks, >> >>One who'll call, not wait for weeks. >> >>I pray he's gainfully employed, >> >>When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. >> >>Pulls out my chair and opens my door, >> >>Massages my back and begs to do more. >> >>Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, >> >>Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" >> >>I pray that this man will love me to no end, >> >>And always be my very best friend. >> >>Amen. >> >>MALE PRAYER >> >>I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs >> >>who owns a liquor store and a bass boat. >> >>This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit >> >>Amen

"the Joy Of S/m"
"The Joy of S/M" © Lesbian and Gay New York - September 10th, 1999 article by Susan Wright I'm an s/m activist. Whenever I say that, people are sometimes amused, occasionally accepting, and most often shocked and amazed. "You? How can you do sadomasochism?" they ask. They wonder why anyone would admit they're into s/m, much less be an activist for such a controversial issue. But it catches people by surprise and can sometimes make them willing to reconsider what they know about s/m. Unfortunately, most people's opinions about s/m are based on stereotypes. I'll never forget one staff member of the Human Rights Campaign (who I'm now friendly with) telling me, "I find your sexuality repellent." In that first meeting, she couldn't even stand next to me, and kept backing up as we talked. It was humiliating and frustrating, but my only weapon was to remain amiable as I tried to educate her over the years. It happens one person at a time, and the beating I take from being an s/m a

Hair Bondage Tips
Hair Bondage Tips techniques and tricks for doing it right Incorporating the hair in your bondage is appealing to many and for many different reasons. It dramatically increases the feeling of being restrained, it's incredibly intimate and personal, it can be painful, humiliating and it often is a very effecitive way to keep the head still and in position for other things, such as "forced" oral sex. ...click for photos... Binding the hair may not always be easy. The hair easily slips out of every knot you tie, unless you know how to do it right. And not every technique can applied with every type of hair. Long hair is a lot easier to use of course. Short and extremely short hair may be a problem. In other words, you may to to experiment with different techniques a bit before you find the one most suitable for your own situation. [Pro Tip] If you find the hair still slips out of the rope, try using hair spray first. This will make the hair less slippery and stick to the ro

Hey What`s Up?
hey what`s up? nothing much here. just upset because my mom is up in the hospital ad she just got out of surgery and now she is recovering from it. i miss my mommy and i hate when she is in the hospital.

What's A Safeword?
What's a Safeword? how to use one... One of the thrills of bdsm is that it can stretch your limitations. If you enjoy this sort of play, you can naturally find yourself trying more and more new things, accepting greater and greater levels of sensation, doing and feeling more than you've ever done or felt before. But the process is slow and gradual, and people are not telepathic. It may be that you are the bottom in a whipping scene, and your Top is whipping you, and suddenly it doesn't feel good anymore!! And you want them to stop!!! That is what a safeword is: a word that means "This isn't working! This scene is going wrong somehow! Please stop!" A safeword needs to be taken seriously. Sometimes you may be playing with a Top you don't know that well, and if they do something to you you don't want, it's important that you have a way to let them know, immediately. Especially if you're tied up or otherwise made helpless. Everyone has their own favorite safeword. I persona

Netspeak Deciphered
Netspeak Deciphered some acronyms and abbreviations... Help...I don't understand all this Internet lingo! When reading posts about erotic power exchange on the Internet, taking part in a chatroom or a discussion group, or reading some of the personal ads on various sites you may run into a lot of very specific Internet lingo. While the ones on the list below certainly aren't all of them, they'll give you a good starting point that we can add to later. Like everything else here in your Exchange area, we'd welcome hearing from you with any additional acronynms or three letter abbreviations (TLAs) that belong here. AAMOF AFAIK/AFIK AKA ASAP ASB ASF ASFD ASS B&D BBS BBW BDSM BDSMLMNOP BF BG BS BTDT(GTT) BTW CB or C+B CBT CHUDWAH CHUSWAH CIS CNC CP CTS D&S or D/s DKF EPE FAQ FTR FWIW FYI F2F G GL GS HNG IAP IMAO IM IME IMHO IMNSHO IMO IMX IRC IIRC IRT ISO ISP ITMT LOL LDR LTR M MOTAS/OS/SS MPD MUDs (MUSHES/MUXS) Mun

Secret Codes
Secret Codes signals, codes and symbols... Although quite often spoken about, actually there are no real secret codes around. Or at least if there are any...they really are secret! So what we'll be doing in this section is writing about a few of the code signals sometimes used by various members of the fetish community. These aren't really secret, but some of them may be things you haven't heard or read about already. Often what things mean will vary from one coast of the United States to another, so the international diffferences may be even more pronounced. If there are some codes or signals used by people in your country or locale or fetish interest group - please do write to us to share your knowledge. We'd love to be able to add things that we haven't heard about too! None of these codes are carved in stone, but are simply examples of what some use to signal others about their interests. As a general rule of thumb, NEVER take anything that even remotely looks like it c

Insider Lingo
Insider Lingo help with some basic terms... Erotic power exchange is full of its own special lingo. We'll try to avoid it as much as we possibly can here but there are some basics you need to know. The partner in charge is usually called dominant, dom, domme, top or master and sometimes the active partner. The other partner is usually either called submissive, sub, bottom or slave and sometimes the passive partner. People who like to play both ways are usually simply referred to as switches. We'll have a lot more to say about all these roles later, but this will give you a basic foundation for our discussions here. Top/bottom come from the gay and lesbian world; master/slave - although very often used today - mostly have their roots in early pornography. You can just about ignore the terms sadist and masochist since they are seldom used by those actually in the Lifestyle, although some subs may say they are masochistic as well, meaning that they (predominantly) enjoy pain i

The Unabridged Hanky Code
The Unabridged Hanky Code how to use them, what they mean... On this page we present the complete unabridged hanky code (as we know it). For those of you who don't know about it, the hanky code works as follows. What you do is have a certain colour handkerchief partially hanging out of your back pocket, tied around your head or to your jacket. The Left/right code we mentioned on the earlier page is combimed with this so that if it is worn on the left the person is a dom (or top), worn on the right means sub (or bottom). Having a hanky hanging out of both of your back pockets means: "looking for someone, don't matter what role I have to play." The different colours (and materials) have different specific meanings to indicate the wearers additional preferences. The hanky code is mainly used by the gay community, however, some heterosexuals do use a few of them, for instance the black or gray colours to indicate whether they're seeking heavy play or soft play. The Hanky Code

Sad
I had a sudden bout of sadness/depression at work today, and I'm unsure of its exact origin(s). Luckily I was alone at the time, because my eyes welled up for awhile. I had to blink furiously to clear them. I still haven't completely shaken it from my system.

Islander Pride
Sep 20, 2006 5:58 PM "Roses are red ISLANDERS are brown thats my race so don't put it down!! My ISLANDER pride I will not hide My ISLANDER race I will not disgrace My ISLANDER blood flows hot & true My ISLANDER peeps I will stand by you thru thick & thin till the day we die Our ISLANDERS flag Always stands high I yell this poem Louder than all the rest. cuz every 1 knows ISLANDERS ARE THE BEST!!! ISLANDERS Pride in my mind ISLANDERS is my kind So step aside and let me through Cuz its all about the ISLANDERS crew Life sucks and then u die but if your an ISLANDER You die with good ass pride!!!! IF YOUR A TRUE ISLANDER U WILL SEND THIS TO 10 ISLANDERS""

Bdsm Fetish Kink
BDSM Fetish Kink Checklist Finding out more about yourself... The questions below will help you identify your main interests and will probably point out a few things you're uncomfortable with and one or two of your off-limits areas. If you have a partner this can be a great tool for both of you - as well as for current and future conversations. The checklist was originally designed to be answered by a submissive but a dominant can easily use it by picturing themself on the other side of the dynamic described. This is not an interactive form at this time. So what you need to do is just select the text of the checklist below and then copy and paste it into your favourite text program (Notepad, BBEdit, Word) or even into an email message to yourself if you like. Once you have your own copy of this checklist you can follow the directions below. BDSM-Fetish-Kink Checklist Here's how to use this checklist. For each question below just put a number from one to six (1-6) in the b

Play Party Etiquette
Play Party Etiquette hints on attending a play party We get lots of email asking the same basic question in many variations... "I want to attend a play party; what is the etiquette?" The simplest way to fit in in a play party is to behave politely. There will be people right in front of you who are doing very sexual things. They are doing them for _their_ pleasure, not for yours. Stay away from the action unless invited to participate -- and a glance in your direction does not constitute an invitation. The people who really interfere with the energy of a party are the people who seemingly assume that just because the scene is taking place in a semi-public context means that comments from the audience are okay fine. They're NOT. The top in the scene may be concentrating on the bottom's pleasure, and the bottom is almost certainly in a very private mental space. Neither the top nor the bottom will appreciate being yanked back to reality by a loud suggestion or greeting. If

When A Tear Falls
O! How perfect God is when a tear falls. It is He who has given us the ability to cry these perfect tears. They warm our cheeks and comfort the soul. Some are filled with joy and laughter, and some with sorrow and pain. These liquefied diamonds drops, water and medicate our situation at moments notion. Purified with intention and salted with premeditation. Tears that are enhanced by sight and sound, dried up by acceptance. Tears of brokenness and inadequacy fill the empty spaces of our heart. Tears of unbelief and misunderstanding that can never be reversed. But every tear is caught by His love, remembered by His greatness and will be wiped away at His is coming. Watering heavens gardens, that leads to your reward for perfect submission. So remember both great and small youre apart of God greatest creation when the next tear drops falls. By Desmond L. Saunders

Negotiation
Negotiation The "negotiation" concept in the SM community simply means open, honest communication about what you do and don't want. Negotiation in this sense is not a bargaining process, where one person is trying to get something at the expense of someone else; it's a win-win technique where you're both talking about what you've done and what excites and doesn't excite you, so you can feel more comfortable and turned on together. It's completely legitimate to talk both about your fantasies and your boundaries - about what makes you wet, and about what makes you cringe and tense up. Telling your partner about things that you don't want them to do is valuable, as you deserve to have those limits respected ...and if you don't tell your partner those things, they may do them, and neither of you will enjoy it. (If you do express your limits, and your partner ignores them, that's nonconsensual, and you'll want to think hard about whether you can trust your partner. Negotiation can bring t

Friends
hey friends Well, What can I say? So many people, so little honesty and integrity. The one very most thing I hate in this world, are players, Liars and people who insult your intelligence, and try to make you believe otherwise. I think alot of you will agree with that above, and i'm sure it's happened to you. Nevertheless, I felt like bitching about it, Yes, I'm pretty aggrevated by recent decision's and arrangements. However, I won't be the one to judge this, a higher power will render his decision when the time comes. To the people that best fit the description above, I leave a message. Grow the fuck up, and stop thinking about only yourself. Life is too short to play these childish games. To my friends and loved one's. God Bless and Thank you so much for being "TRUE" Love you me friends.

Floggin 101
Part I - WHAT to use A 'flogger' shall remain for the moment 'any flexible many-tailed striking tool where the tails are simple strips of leather or similar substances, designed for use on the human body'. In short, not bullwhips, braided cat-o-nines, crops, scourges, thudtoys and such, simply floggers. A braided cat is similar to a flogger in many respects, yet has a distinct 'feel', both these and floggers with knotted ends are left for another discussion. As floggers were less available in former days, many people made their own in various styles and weights. Even if you are not doing so, some basic principles of design might help you select a superior one from the regrettably large supply of the other sort. I shall not include specific designs, the subject has been done to death before, and they are readily available elsewhere. As Janet Heartwood has provided excellent information in her 'Heartwood Catalog', I have used a similar format in my materials listing below. Althoug

Female Ejaculation
Female Ejaculation the "other" female orgasm Different techniques will accomplish different things. We all know about the clitoris and the effects of stimulating it, but the G-spot is not clear to everybody - men as well as women. Here is a different technique to accomplish some different orgasms. Orgasms that not every woman is aware of and that - as a result - may bring about some very intense emotions. Few men know about it, more women do but most either don't know what to do with it or feel ashamed about it: female ejaculation. Not all women can do it and the way they do (and the amount of fluid they produce) may be very different. The amount of fluid may vary from just a few drops to a mug full. You need a little technique to get it done, but first you need to understand it. Female ejaculate is worked up in the spongy area around the female urethra, better known as the G-spot. It's located at the upper part of the vagina, just behind the entrance at the back of the pubic b

What Is It About Breath Control?
What is it about breath control? is it safe to make someone pass out? Some people enjoy playing with cutting off their air during heavy scenes. This can be as simple as squeezing someone's neck while you kiss them deeply, or as complex as a full-head latex hood and gas mask over a straitjacket. As your air is cut off, you can feel sensation more intensely; it is also a deeply intimate thing to allow someone else to be in control of the very air you breathe. One simple explanation is that the body's natural reaction as orgasm approaches is shallow, rapid breathing -- just like in breath control. Needless to say, there are many things that can go very wrong; if you pass out and someone isn't there to cut you loose and make sure you're breathing, you can die. Not for novices. One simple way to start is to try squeezing your lover's neck gently as you make love to them. If it feels good, they will let you know, most demonstratively. And you can stop instantly just by letting go. In

"wax Play"
"Wax Play" A basic primer on the safe use of candle wax Many people have played with a bit of candle wax at one time or another in their lives. Maybe by putting a finger in the pool of wax at the top of a candle. Maybe by catching a drip of wax on their skin by accident. Maybe even by dripping a bit of wax on themselves on purpose. Well, it's the intentional wax play we're going to talk about here. So if you're interested in playing with wax on a partner, or even if you just want to play with some on yourself, we have a few bits of advice we'd like to pass along to get you started on the right path. Basic Safety Tips Make sure you keep your candles and/or crock pot on a level, stable surface. Keep ice, cold towels and a bowl of water nearby. Make sure you have a fire extinguisher handy. Be very careful about lingerie, as some items will melt or burn, sticking to the skin and causing serious burns. Anything with nylon, vinyl, pvc, patent leather, etc. can be a problem. Of co

Twiztid Individual
I made a new skin today called "For Twiztid Individual ONLY". I made it just for him because he is a very good homie of mine. Don't rip it because I will find out if you did..and the consequences will not be to your liking. Thank you.

Spanking 101
Spanking 101 basics and tips for doing it well Spanking is one of the classics in erotic power exchange. The term spanking is usually used for anything that has to do with spanking the bottom. In general, no other parts of the body are involved. Purist spankers will only accept spanking as spanking when it is done by hand, but often the back of hair brushes, table tennis bats, slippers, a swat or small leather devices, sometimes shaped in the form of a hand can be used. Many people combine spanking with other erotic stimuli like schoolgirl play or (old fashioned) lingerie. Strict role play - daddy & naughty girl, uncle & naughty niece, teacher & schoolgirl - is often used. In other words, many people use spanking as a form of "punishment," but actually spanking makes a great intro to other active play forms as well. Spanking, to quite a few people who are into erotic power exchange, is a cult on its own. These spanking purist will not combine spanking with other forms of pl

What's A "scene" In Bdsm?
What's a "scene" in bdsm? What's "negotiation" mean? plus how the two of these work together... SM has definite connotations of theater. The fact that you're a submissive while you're playing sexually does not mean you are a pushover in real life, nor does you're a dominant while playing mean that you are an overbearing egotist. These are roles that you can play; you are in some sense an actor. Hence the concept of a "scene." A scene is a particular interaction between a group of players, usually revolving around a bottom. It's not a formal concept, just a handy way to describe the action. "That was the hottest whipping scene I've ever seen!" "Our last scene really pushed me, Master; I've never felt like that before." Usually a scene has a momentum of its own: a top will begin fucking/ whipping/ sucking/ whatever a bottom, they'll both be fantastically into it, one or both comes/peaks/starts getting tired, and they wind down and rest for a while and talk about what worked and

Change To Recent Top Photos On Home Page..
displaying the recent top photos box on your homepage is now an on/off option under your profile settings. it's defaulted to off, feel free to turn it back on if you miss the ass and cleavage shots. :-) -mike

Moving To Los Angeles
A guy was sitting in an airplane when another guy took the seat beside him. The new guy was a wreck, pale, hands shaking, biting his nails and moaning in fear. "Hey, pal, what's the matter?" said the first guy. "I've been transferred to Los Angeles, California," he answered nervously. "They've got race riots, drugs, the highest crime rate in the country..." "Hold on," said the first. "I've been in L.A all my life, and it's not as bad as the media says. Find a nice home, go to work, mind your own business, enroll your kids in a good school and it's as safe as anywhere in the world." The second guy stopped shaking for a moment and said, "Oh, thank you. I was worried to death! But if you live there and say it's ok, I'll take your word for it. By the way, what do you do for a living?" "Me?" said the first, "I'm a tail gunner on a bread truck."

What Is Reality?
This dream took me all over the place the majority of the beginning I dont remember at all, and what I do is scrambled. However the end was crystal clear. I'm with my younger cousin Amanda(age is between 5-7) and Witko(a good friends bird, seen in my pictures). I dont know where they came from but all of a sudden there are two guys chasing us. I dont know if anyone is familiar with the movie Career Opertunities, but its the two guys that tried to rob Target in that movie. Anywho they're chasing us with intent to kill the three of us. We go into this house looking for a place to hide. I tell Witko to take Amanda and go hide, thinking he will keep her safe. Im in a bedroom and one of the guys comes in. Without hesitation I broke his neck. I come walking out of the room in a sort of haze after killing this man. The other man is walking towards me shaken up badly. I asked him what happened. He heads me out to the living room of this house, where I see my cousin in pi

BAND GIRLFRIENDS GUIDE TO KEEPING YOUR MAN (By those who know) ======================================================= -Don't try to be the "manager." Do not get involved with band business, that is for the band. -Don't ask his bandmates for relationship advice. -Do not complain when your (insert holiday here) date gets cancelled because a show has been scheduled. Holidays are no longer yours. Even Valentines Day! -It's NOT mandatory that you be at every show. -Do not get jealous when your boyfriend talks to groupies. They are the one's buying the CDs and merch, not you, so let them have their time. And remember...you get to go home with him! -Babies don't make men quit bands...especially if you were a groupie. -No, the band does not want you to go on tour with them. Like you're going to sleep in the back of a van and eat ramen for 4 months strait! -Don't make the following introduction: Hi! I'm _____. My boyfriend is in ___

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back

Blah.
All my friends but like 2 are male. And i dont mean just on here. I mean in life pretty much. Like ashleigh and tanya are seriously the only chicks i talk to. I dont even talk to my mother. Odd i know. But ive come to realize lately that like. Most of the males i talk to. Like "like" me or are in love with me and shit. And its hard cause it leaves me with pretty much no one =/. Ive got val! Can't forget her. But shes busy with her move and stuff. So ugh. I guess the purpose of this blog is. Maybe i need to make more female friends. But they dont seem to like me much. Cause they get jealous of me really fast and stuff so ugh. Rawr.

November Hottie...
THIS NOVEMBER HOTTIE Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest people are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because there one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month. IS MY BIRTHDAY..NOV 5 1980..

Booty Calls
BOOTY CALL! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person. RE-POST IF U WANNA SEE WHO WANTS TO BE YOUR BOOTY CALL! Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: ___________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible_ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ Do u like Get oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie the

This Shit Scares Me
http://www.jesuscampthemovie.com/ A growing number of Evangelical Christians believe there is a revival underway in America that requires Christian youth to assume leadership roles in advocating the cause of their religious movement. Jesus Camp follows a group of young children to Pastor Becky Fisher's "Kids on Fire Summer Camp" where kids are taught to become dedicated Christian Soldiers in God's Army and are schooled in how to take back America for Christ. This film is a first ever look into an intense training ground that recruits born again Christian children to become an active part of America's political future.

Stupid Little Quiz..(hmmm)
So Yeah Im Doing This..I Dunno Why..Fill Out And Post Reply And If you Don't know me that well thats ok..Just do it to humor me 1:Would you have sex with me? 2:If You HAD To Change One Thing About Me What Would It Be? 3: If I Slapped Your Sister What Would You Do? 4: If I Came To Bed With A Grannie Nighty On What Would You Think? 5: You All Know My Name Is Ash...But What Other Name Would Suit Me? 6: If You Had To Guess What Would You Say My Fav Food Was? 7: How Would You Innitally Try To Catch My Attention If You Saw Me In Real Life? 8: Am I: a) Fuckable b) Fuckable, Dateable c) Fuckable, Dateable, Best Friend Material (Honest People) 9:What "Smooth" Pickup Line Would You Use On Me? 10:If You Had ONE Chance To Tell Me Something What Would It Be? Have Fun Guys...Remember to Post your Answers In My Reply Section :) -Ash

Work
I have a lot of work today, but just can't seem to get it done. I wish I could just run away, but then it'd be like "they" have won. I'd like to go and play all day, just like when I was 5. Jump on my bike and ride away, or take a little dive. But that's just not reality, maybe I'll say I'm sick. Nah, they'll just point and laugh at me Man! This sucks floppy donkey dick!!!

Without You
When did the things you start to do effect me this way?? When did I need you around to tell you what I need to say?? How am I suppose to live my life if thoughts of you keep running through my mind?? Why does it seem like we never have enough time?? Tears refuse to fall, just because I feel like I have lost it all. So I smile and push it in to the back of my mind to deal with it at another time. Days melt in to each other with night feeling like it never goes away. Why is it that I want to ask you stay?? Full of hurt and not sure why, tears start to fall from my eyes. Sad songs stream across my screen as I sit here and dream. Dreaming of a life that could of been. Falling to pieces in the night, hoping and praying I find the light.

Life Is Kicking My Ass!!!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes life kicks you in the ass!!!I have had a week from hell.Some of you may have seen the my nickname is not bloodlust1313 anymore on the 14th my email with that name got hacked by some asshole that got a "friend" of mines email and yahoo id.He sent me a massage to take a look at some new pics he had and thinking it was my "friend sending it I went to it and was asked to log back into yahoo.As many of you know this will happen from time to time.So i loged into what I was thinking was yahoo and this asshole got my id and passward...........I have tryed to get it back but I made that id over 10 years ago and don`t even know some of the info on it anymore.........I have been so down all I want to do is fall in a hole and die.Then today I`m geting ready to goto work for a payday meeting and my van is dead so Gavin and I had to walk there.I don`t know where I`m going to get the money to fix my van.I had some very good things happen in the last few weeks like my hubby got a job working

Assumed
He wasn't who she assumed so often people become who we deem they are not. Several different things that she was told, left to question was he really who she thought? He said he would call, but that was another ruse. She beseeches with her self as to why she even tries, when it always turns out to be the same lie. Almost convinced he was different in every way, she closes the door and walks away. Her heart left untouched. A night she will soon erase, along with all the words that were whispered. Silently wishing that it wouldn't have turned out this way, she goes back to living day by day. Never faltering or discouraged that love will find her someday.

A Hot Summer Night Parts 1 & 2
Part One: We found a great little rental house for the summer - right on the beach ... as I was off to get some groceries and do some errands, you finished your unpacking ... after you were done, you looked out the window, stretched and decided you needed a bit of relaxation - and what better place to unwind than in the water ? You went into the bedroom, stripped off your clothes, and dug around in a dresser drawer until you found what you were looking for ... you pulled your brand-new bikini out of the drawer and slipped the bottoms on ... with the top around your waist, you hooked the clasp and moved the brightly-colored fabric up into position over your lovely breasts as you looked into the floor-to-ceiling mirror ... just having the new swimsuit on made you feel very sexy ... you began to hum a song you had heard on the car radio earlier today ... Taking only your keys and a towel, you ran down to the beach below, left your flip-flops on the towel, and dove into

You Save Me
Every now and then I get a little lost My strings all get tangled, my wires all get crossed Every now and then I'm right up on the edge Dangling my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you're here 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun 'Cause when I'm a firecracker comin' undone Or when I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It's hard lovin' a man that's got a gypsy soul I don't know how you do it, I'm not sure how you know The perfect thing to say to save me from myself You're the angel that moves me like nobody else And I thank God you do 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun When I'm a firecracker coming undone When I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me I know I don't tell you nearly enough That I couldn't live one day without your love When I'm a ship tossed around on the waves Up on a highwi

Hot N Heavy With Him
Its 6:00 pm on a Friday night and you're waiting for your master (ME) to arrive at your house. All you know is that you were told to dress in your shortest and sexiest skirt with your garterbelt and stockings and high heels. I white shirt and your hair up make you look like a school girl. You wait patently for me to arrive. Your pussy is wet with the way you look and the anticipation of what your master has in store for you. I finally arrive at your door and without saying a word kiss you. You step back to allow me to look you over. You turn around to give me a view of all of you. I smile and nod in approval. I lead you to my car. The top is down and we drive away with the summer breeze whipping through your hair. Your nipples start to protrude through your white blouse. I tell you to open your blouse and begin to fondle your nipples. A car drives by us and watches as you pleasure yourself...You feel your pussy getting wetter as you notice the bulge getting larger in my p

Dream Girl
She would be smart. She would be funny. She would always be there in a hurry. She would be sexy. She would be classy But most of all a little sassy. She'd have style. She'd have grace. She would be there to put me in my place. She would understand. She would worry- Sometimes her eyes a little blurry. We would fight. We would quarrel, But in the end you would still be my girl. We would talk. We would cry. We would wipe the tears from each other's eyes. We would love. We would fuss. We would always make up. We would laugh. We would joke, But most of all we would always love each other no matter what.

Remember The Name
You ready?! Lets go! Yeah, for those of you that want to know what we're all about It's like this y'all (c'mon!) [Chorus] This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill Fifteen percent concentrated power of will Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain And a hundred percent reason to remember the name! Mike! - He doesn't need his name up in lights He just wants to be heard whether it's the beat or the mic He feels so unlike everybody else, alone In spite of the fact that some people still think that they know him But fuck em, he knows the code It's not about the salary It's all about reality and making some noise Makin the story - makin sure his clique stays up That means when he puts it down Tak's pickin it up! let's go! Who the hell is he anyway? He never really talks much Never concerned with status but still leavin them star struck Humbled through opportunities given to him despite the fact That many misjudge him because he makes a livin from writin raps

The Boyfriend
So my boyfriend comes home from work..I was in a great mood up till then...He started bitching at me because i didnt clean the house..Well fuck him..Im sick as hell and he KNOWS that..Im not going to bust my ass for that ungreatful idiot... So yeah...besides that my day is going great :D Lol -Ash

Astrology Readings
Ok, I do astrology readings kinda as a side thing cause I'm interested in learning. I do them for free and they are pretty acurate. If anyone wants theirs done I only have 2 conditions. 1) you must be at least 18, 2)The reading will be posted in this blog. So if thats ok, just give me your B-day, Time of birth (Very important to be correct) and place you were born and I'll do it. I have a program that does them so it doesn't take long at all. Thanks!

Lovely Bitch
I just want to take you away-- Away from all the misery and pain To a place you can feel safe inside I'd give you all my heart. I'd give you everything you could need. I'd take you away and make you my queen. You're such a special person. I had no meaning till we came to be. You showed me the way to be free. You opened my heart to all it could be. I just want to take you away. I just want you to feel free. But that wasn't enough for you. You always wanted more, You stupid bitch. You took my everything And broke it into two. How I just want to slap the shit out of you. You two-faced, good-for-nothing, stupid, dumbass hoe. Your going to rot in hell for this shit. I'll never be the same. You ruined me for everyone. I'll never be able to trust again.

My Third Week At Upliftcommunityhighschool
It's starting to get better and better and the work is also starting to get harder and harder. I'm starting to focus alot more in class and i'm paying alot of more of attention to what the teachers has to say. On my football grading sheet i got all 4's in every subject i had and for world history homework i had a 3 and for survey literature i had a 0 because i forgot to turn in my binder with my homework in it, yeah, oopsieeee, so the teacher said if i can get my survey literature binder and stack everything up in it from notes to classwork and homework then i can at least improve my grade to a 3. For football, today, i've got my first sack at practice. I get put on the defensive line hear and then and also on the reciever position hear and then. I'm starting to get alot of more respect from my coach and teammates. At lunch we have 3 houses to go to. House 1, 2, and 3. Since i belong in a certain area then i go to house 2. But first i can pick whatever lunch i want first in any house.

Where'd You Go?
Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. She said "Some days I feel like shit, Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit," I don't understand why you have to always be gone, I get along but the trips always feel so long, And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone, 'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone, But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call, But when I pick up I don't have much to say, So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin', Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career, Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?" I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home... You know the place where you used to live, Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs, Used to have a l

Opinios
"In the beginning, there was man. And for a time, it was good, but humanity soon fell victim to vanity and corruption. With the creation of the machine in his own likeness, man became the architect of his own demise. Though loyal and pure, the machines earned no respect from their masters. It was not long before seeds of descent took root. We need to unite and carry the message of our savior."............... "where did we go wrong? how'd we get so far from you? we must have lost our home, now we're just drifting away. this is a call to stand up and be everything we've been called to be. it's a call to stand for what is right. draw a line in the sand. people hear me, take a stand. it's hard for me to speak, cause it all starts with me and who i am. how can i expect to change unless i stand. this is a call to stand up and be everything we've been called to be. it's a call to stand for what is right. draw a line in the sand. live by faith and not sight. it's a call to all people, hear me

I'm leaving messages and voicemails Telling you I miss you Baby am I doing too much (too much) Why you tryna diss me When I just wanna kiss you Baby am I doing too much (too much) Tell me what's the issue Who I give these lips to Baby am I doing too much (too much) This is turning into Something I ain't hip to Baby am I doing too much (too much) See you got me all alone Waitin right here by the phone For you to call me, Just to here Your voice tone I keep on wondering if you was even Feeling me, I keep on wondering if This was even meant to be Tell me imma waste of time, boy You showing me no sign, is it cuz u on Ya grind, cuz you're always on my mind I keep on wondering if everything you said was true I keep on wondering if you were really coming through Now here I go again blowing you up, And my girlfriends keep telling me I'm doing too much Now here I go again blowing you up, And my girlfriends keep telling me I'm doing too much I'm leaving mes

Broken
My heart bleeds and aches- Broken, unable to heal, Burnt by love, Lost in hope, Drowning in anticipation That one day this pain will fade, Away without a thought, Gone in a single day. It's just too much. Can't handle it anymore. Love is for fools. It breeds pain and hate. I’ll die alone Before it happens again. Never will I be broken. My mind is clear, My eyes wide open, Ready to face the day, Ready to begin, Ready for my heart to mend

[Eminem] If there's any bitches in this room, then there's something I gotta say For all the fools who fell for the first girl who comes their way I've been down that road and now I'm back, sittin' on square one Tryna pick myself up where I started from [Obie Trice] I never woulda thought that I'd see you outta control Even though my penis was deep down in your hole You should know between us we was like mates to soul Nothing could intervene us, especially no hoes You was more so the chalant type, I chose To more shows, haunted you nights I suppose That's how it go, with time spent, emotion grows In the beginning, friends we decided to roll So who's responsible when you get excited, explode And Obie's grinning, then you invite that Obie's cold But bitches the gon' talk, niggas they gon' hate We established this way before we became mates So whats required is that you chill with all that fire Get your desire when I retire [Chorus] Spend some time with me, say th

Look at the two of you dancing that way Lost in the moment and each others face So much in love your alone in this place Like there's nobody else in the world I was enough for her not long ago I was her number one She told me so And she still means the world to me Just so you know So be careful when you hold my girl Time changes everything Life must go on And I'm not gonna stand in your way But I loved her first and I held her first And a place in my heart will always be hers From the first breath she breathed When she first smiled at me I knew the love of a father runs deep And I prayed that she'd find you someday But it still hard to give her away I loved her first How could that beautiful women with you Be the same freckle face kid that I knew The one that I read all those fairy tales to And tucked into bed all those nights And I knew the first time I saw you with her It was only a matter of time But I loved her first and I

Darkness
No one knows what its like to be me- what goes on inside my head. My mind races to and fro with nowhere to go. I wish it will all just end- just go away, leave me alone. Why am I so prone to feel this way? Just me leave me alone. Just let me be. Get the fuck out of my face. Don't make me unleash the beast within. A monster grows inside me. It eats and feeds at my rage fueled by all these idiots with their constant bitching and complaining About nothing that matters. All their problems and griefs mean nothing compared to what I have seen.

Hey
WELL IM ABOUT 37 POINTS FROM THE NEXT LEVEL AND EVEN THOUGH I HATE TO GROVEL ITS REALLY BUGGIN ME SO CAN SOME OF YOU SHOW SOME LOVE DONT KNOW WHY BUT I WANT TO GET OVER THIS HUMP!!! THANKS U KNOW ILL RETURN THE LOVE KISSES RED

Stuff On My Profile
Hey folks..On my profile I have a voice comment thing and also a friend mapping thing...I'd like some friends to go and leave comments and put yourselves on my map!! Much appreciated everyone!! You know I would do it for you :P

Hopeless
Tears stream down from what were once soft loving eyes, A loving heart shattered by lies. Pieces fall all around, torn and broken on the ground. Void of feelings left numb inside. Memories surpressed to deal with another time, keeping in so many things that should be told. Forgetting what its like to feel your own soul Thoughts fading like the day, no dreams or desires left to fade away. Tired of waiting for what shall never come. endlessly searching for who I use to be. Fighting just to make it through the night never really knowing what is right. Holding back what secrets lie in store, waiting for the light so I can see once more. Tired of dreaming of what should of been, scared of not knowing where my life is going to end. Painfully waiting to see what tomorrow holds in store, hopelessly dreaming that its something so much more. More then anger, hurt, and pain, no longer being a pawn in fates twisted game. Desperatly praying that life turns out ok,

Something Differant From My Normal Style
Listen to the tears pouring out her soul, contributing to the pain that dwells within. Cautiously concealed, within private thoughts known to have gone astray, obstructed by thoughts of what use to be peaceful desires. Here are the dreams that go undeclared. They are left drifting in eternal slumber never to be shared. Determined by the constant blaze of yearning for what has vanished, she carries on. Listening to the solitary dreams that were once shared, she searches to find serenity in her soul. Relentlessly perusing the words that go unsaid, she discovers the true pain she feels within. Drowning in despair, she reaches for a hand to grasp. Desperately reaching for someone who was never there, she is swept away in to isolation encircled by all her fears. Overcome with anguish, trembling in apprehension, she seeks out conviction in the beliefs she cherishes. Discovering the ambition to continue on, she survives through all her solitude and her pain

Laugh 'n' A 1/2
by D-A-D I learned politeness on my mother's knee.. I learned by uprightness my number of friends Should increase... - When I think about the things I've done... I laugh out loud to noone ... - Yeah, to noone.. - 'Coz it's so hard to meet the eyes that I see When I try to open up my heart There's something inside me'n'I know it's good... - But understanding, it's misunderstood At the end of a smile, there's a laugh'n'a 1/2 - But I became honest Mr. Mistaken In spite of the curves my smile was makin'... Bumpers and kickers in one big stream I grew up in a life size pinball machine! Yeah! - They're mean!. 'Coz it's so hard to meet the eyes that I see When I try to open up my heart... There's something inside me'n'I know it's good.. But understanding, it's misunderstood At the end of a smile, there's a laugh'n'a 1/2 - On my behalf There's something inside me and I know it's good... But understanding, it's misunderstood At the end of a smi

Holy
well its been 9 days since i have had a smoke and i think im doing pretty good if i do say so myself i dont think its that hard every time i was pregnant i quit well i hope i can keep it up cause this time its more serious i have emphazema

My Kids Birthday :)
It's my twins birthday and they are 12 today. I am posting a link to their pic and would like for all my great LC friends to take a minute and go wish them a Happy Birthday for me. They will be thrilled to see who all cares :) Thanks so much and lots of love, Tiff

Outta My Head
I ignored all the warnings and let you be what you wanted to be Didn't listen to my best friends I would've even given you a baby Was I, I must've been Outta my head because ya weren't for real and now I'm writin bout how I feel I just can't get ya Outta my head Although we never met I still get really upset when I think of you I don't know what to do I'm cursed with the worst cuz' you were my first now I'm stuck with my hunger and my thirst Was I, I must've been Outta my head because ya weren't for real and now I'm writin bout how I feel I just can't get ya Outta my head No matter what I do I can't help but think about you even though we are through and because of things we said our relationship is dead I just want to get ya Outta my head Ouuta my head get outta my head I've been cryin in my bed because I can't get ya Outta my head Lyrics by: Joe "T-Bone" Heben 3/24/05

hey all my lovelies.. i hope y'all are havin' a great week..today's hump day; i hope yer all humping. i'm hopeful that i will be later on this evening. =) lol i started my new job today and i fucking love it! i will be working with the most down-to-earth people i have met in a long time and i cannot stress to you how much i NEEDED this. the day was filled with learning and laughing; it was great to finally enjoy a day at "the office". what a wonderful fuckin' change of pace. i am hoping that i will be with this company for a long damned time. anyhow, the point of this blog was to clue y'all in on a little secret of mine. i know that it shows i am online ALL the time. i don't want anyone to think i'm ignoring you when you send me a shout because it shows i'm online. it shows i am online during the day because i don't log out. i merely just close out the site and remained logged in because i am too damned lazy to log out *that would create TWO steps for me..logging ou

Amy Is Ready 4 U
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Ahhh
I've done nothing all day. I slept, felt like shit when I was awake, and slept some more. Now that I'm up, I'm just going to grab a bite to eat and then pass out listening to some depressing piece of soothing earcandy. Is it in these moods that we are suppose to produce something artistic? Do you automatically become an artist once you put your thoughts onto a piece of paper or paint them on canvas? I'm at a point in my life where I feel like I have nothing to look forward to, the things I wanted to see or accomplish are just muffled sounds thumping in and out of my head. I feel like a robot on autopilot, going somewhere and doing things that other people would want to see me do. Why does it take a tragedy to produce something beautiful? Can you love life? I wish I was able to appreciate it more. I wish that I could hold on to some of the people I meet.. one person in general. The person that shares the great unknown with you, the person that appreciates your efforts to make things bet

Im Addicted!!
im addicted to the LC!!!i dont know if im the only person who feels this way about this site but i luv it!!!i visit the site everyday...so spanx to all who started the site!!! *kisses*lix*sux* lil horny college girl

Gnr Cover - November Rain
When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained but darlin when I hold you don't ya know I feel the same cause nothin lasts forever and we both know hearts can change and it's hard to hold a candle in the cold November rain We've been through this such a long, long time Just tryin to kill the pain But lovers always come and lovers always go and no one's really sure who's letting go today walkin away If we could take the time to lay it on the line I could rest my head just knowing that you were mine...all mine So if ya wanna love me then darlin don't refrain or I'll just end up walkin in the cold November rain Do ya need some time...on your own Do ya need some time...all alone Everybody needs some time...on their own Don't ya know ya need some time...all alone I know it's hard to keep an open heart when even friends seem out to harm you but if you could heal the broken heart wouldn't time be out to charm you Sometimes I need some time...

Here U Go Cue
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends And FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you Can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine And dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel sluttish! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' Right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for Them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEM! Make everyone feel a Little loved! Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! ............................. F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me We’ll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back To me. To know who your t

Finally
finally i got smart enough not to listen to the head games... i feel great about myself for doing what i did the other day... a few of my friends got upset with me because of where i went for the weekend... i should have listened to them but i didnt ... hopefully they can forgive me for being so dumb... but also i had to do it so i could make my mistakes and learn from them...it feels great being single again and not havin to worry about all the drama that came with the ex...now im just waitin for mr. right to come along if there is such a person... J... im sry for being so slow... finally i got it all together and ur right i do deserve better...

well this is th first day i have been on this 'lost cherry' and to be honest i havent got a clue what is going on .so if you fancy adding me as a friend and then letting me know what your suppost o do it would be a great help. im sat here at my cmputer in a state of confusion cheers bye x

Voice Comments
Go Check my page... I have added the Voice Comment thing onto it so call and leave me comments and if you have it I will do the same!! If you have the Voice Comment thing let me know I will leave ya a message!! hehheh it's so fun! So come by and leave me one and I will do the same!

Sotd - Hitchin A Ride
by Green Day Hey mister, where you headed? Are you in a hurry? I need a lift to happy hour say oh no Do you brake for distilled spirits? I need a break aswell The well that inebriates the Guilt 1,2,1,2,3,4 Cold turkey's getting stale Tonight I'm eating crow Fermented salmonella poison oak no There's a drought at the fountain of youth And I'm dehydrating My tongue is swelling up I say 1,2,1,2,3,4 Troubled times You know I cannot lie I'm off the wagon and I'm hitchin' a ride There's a drought at the fountain of youth And now I'm dehydratingMy tongue is swelling up I say shit! Troubled times You know I cannot lie I'm off the wagon and I'm hitchin' a ride Hitchin' a ride

This Is Me
Recently divorced and starting my life over. I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i miss you and wish you were here" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you, take you to the beach and let you run your toes through the sand then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited all day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and

Yo!!!
I should be on like every weeknight around this time for supper now. I don't have Internet of my own yet but I can be online for like 30-45min each weeknight now. If ya wanna ever chat now you can. Peace out for now.

Blog Written For 2006 Fifa World Cup Finals
GERMANY 2006 - WORLD FOOTBALL CHAMPIONSHIP FINALS THE KNOCKOUT STAGES BEGIN - NOW ITS PERSONAL 'the greatest global extravaganza since the second coming of The Messiah at the 2004 Athens olympic games' (or was it The Messiah coming second, not sure)' For the 32 countries fortunate to have qualified for these finals, it means everything - the world, but what this represents all depends on which team you support. There are the fancied sides like Italy, Holland, Brazil, Argentina, England and host nation Germany where expectation and hopes of eventual glory are paramount and defeat unthinkable. Like a nation at war the whole country gets fanatically behind their team and patriotism spreads nationwide like an epidemic. Then there are teams like Uganda, Ivory Coast and Trinidad & Tobago, all making their finals debut, and simply qualifying and actually being here may just be the greatest thing ever to happen to their countries. Instead of the jingoism expressed by

Lalala
Days and days and days and I should do things but I don’t not I sit around and drool over lovely girls sending them friends requests without talking a word to them. HAHA! And now I get this comment: “heard of your profile from a friend, so i just stopped by” Welcome to the freak show! Ladies and Gentleman here we have the woman who collects squirrels made out of human hair, here is the guy who draws faces on his glans and there is the girl with that profile! Yes I know it wasn’t meant that way but it was the first thing on my mind. I have tons of messages and I promise I will answer them really I just need some time for that.

Everything
Finally my mom & I spent some time together when she went with me to the Dr. to find out what was wrong. Well I forgot to go to my next apointment & now she's mad at me or upset with me again. I don't know what to do becuz it's hard to go to school & try to go to Dr.'s all the time. I am tired of worrying about making everyone in my family happy & not about what is best for me. Sometimes I wish that I could tell her how I really feel but I can't.I'm not sure what to do & I'm sick of crying & worrying about what I'm doing wrong. 9-20-06

I Dream Of Necrophelia
So Im in downtown Tokyo, in the skidrow section of town. My buddy and I are just cruising around in his car, and we happen to see two topless american chicks. They get into the car with us. Hes driving with a chick next to him, Im in the back with the other next to me. Before I realize whats going on everyone else gets out of the car and starts running. Confused and scared I start running as well. I run into an alley and find one of the girls, now completely nude and dead. Now Im freaked out I start looking for places to hide. I open up a locker thats close by and much to my suprise the other chick is in the locker also naked and dead. I make my way back to my hotel room. I open the door and look to the right. A dead asian chick is in my bathtub, theres a knock at the door. I open to find an officer who just walks into the room and looks over at the body. "She was here when I got back." I tell the officer. He politly replys "Don't worry it happens all the time." So

My World Is Crashing Around Me.
Well I feel like my world is crashing down all around me, between trying to keep a friend of mine from killing himself and then two of my loved ones are now in the hospital again. Wow this is so much stress for me to handle, my friend just feels like he would be better off with no life compared to having the one he has now. And then my great grandma is back in the hospital again after just having surgery a week ago. And my poor uncle is going to have surgery tomorrow, and he is way too weak to survive the surgery. So now I have to deal with the big possibility of losing my favorite uncle. So to my friends, if I am short with you or I seem distant then forgive me I have alot of stress and alot of bad things going on right now that I am dealing with. I feel like I want to curl up in a ball in the corner and just be all alone, but yet I know the best thing for me to do is surround myself with friends and their love.

Tips For Getting A Girl - To Funny
I know that you have been trying to get a new girl. So when you find someone that you think is special use these secret proven tips to make sure she stays around... 1. When she asks how she looks shrug and say "could be better" this will keep her on her toes and girls love that. 2. Never hold her hand. This can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. (Or if she grabs your hand squeeze hers really really hard until she cries. This will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are.) 3. Once a month sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. Girls are like dogs. They love to be roughed up. 4. Call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. If she is, say you better be. Repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. This will show her you care. 5. When she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. This will pave the way for her own personal improvement and every girl needs some improvement. 6. Recognize the small things . . .

Workplace Insanity
Workplace Insanity How to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity in the Workplace. 1. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 2. Find out where your boss shops and buy exactly the same outfits. Wear them one day after your boss does. This is especially effective if your boss is of a different gender than you. 3. Make up nicknames for all your coworkers and refer to them only by these names. "That's a good point, Sparky." "No, I'm sorry, but I'm going to have to disagree with you there, Cha-cha." 4. Send e-mail to the rest of the company telling them exactly what you're doing. For example: "If anyone needs me, I'll be in the bathroom." 5. Hi-Lite your shoes. Tell people you haven't lost them as much since you did this. 6. While sitting at your desk, soak your fingers in Palmolive liquid. Call everyone Madge. 7. Hang mosquito netting around your cubicle. When you emerge to get coffee or a printout or whatever, slap yourself randomly the

You gave me life, put your love in my heart,Now God's cut it to short, and it's time for us to part.With my memories few, each one I bless,I'll keep you in my dreams, where you can let your love rest.Each day I'll confide to you, how I feel inside,I'll try to make you proud, while I try not to cry.With my head to my knees, and flowers to my chest,I lay them down slowly, on the grave in which you rest.Michelle was pregnant with a baby boy and went into preterm labor. She was only 21 weeks 4 days along so the doctors didn't do anything to help her baby live. He died after only precious 41 minutes. She set up a memorial fund to help pay for the tombstone that her family can't afford to buy. If you can, please help this girl. She has gone through enough pain, help her get a tombstone so she can feel like her baby is resting in peace. Anything will help, even if it's only a dollar. Here is Brenden's story:"July 7th I slept all day and woke up at 9 and went to the bathroom. I started to blee

Thanx For All The Help!
Thank everybody for helping me level up yesterday!I appreciate it and will stop and show you all some love!I'm also asking another favor I need help to the next level again,please consider helping me!Thanx!Keep on showing me that cherry love!

Bollox To The Antichrist
FOR THE PURPOSE OF THIS HYPOTHESIS ASSUME THE WHOLE CHRIST/GOD BLOG AS FACTUAL(NB: BLOG IS BIBLE- LOG)S0FACT: CHRISTIANITY/RELIGION IS DIRECTLY RESPONSIBLE FOR ALMOST ALL WARS AND CONFLICTS IN HISTORYFACT: CHRISTIANITY/RELIGION ISSUES STRICT DOCTRINES TO CONTROL A PERSONS THOUGHTS, ACTIONS, AND MOVEMENT KEEPING THEM WITHIN ITS WELL DEFINED CONFINESFACT: CHRISTIANITY/RELIGION CAN MAKE PEOPLE ACT IN WAYS THAT DIRECTLY CONTRADICT THEIR NATURAL INSTINCTSS0USING THESE IRREFUTABLE FACTS I CONCLUDE THAT THE ANTICHRIST AND THE TRUE CHRIST ARE IN FACT THE SAME ELEMENTALL THE TALK AND WITCHFYNDING ARE MERELY SCURRILIOUS SCAREMONGERING BY SECULAR ORGANIZATIONS TO TRY TO RECAPTURE THEIR EVER DECREASING FOLLOWERS, AS MORE AND MORE DISCOVER A MORE PERSONAL SPIRITUALITY AND SO SHUN THE STRUCTURED AND ARCHAIC CREDO'SIN SUMMARYFORGET ABOUT THE COMING OF THE ANTICHRISTHE HAS ALREADY GONEFORGET MIRACLES IN GARDENS IN GETHSEMENY, JUST REMEMBERVAMPIRES CAN RISE FROM THE DEADMYTHICAL DEAD JEWS ON CROSSES

Added More Stuff To My Profile!
I added some new pix in my random pixfolder,recreaional activities,and a new folder with pix of my daughter and family but is only veiwable by my LC family.Check It out and drop some comments.Thanks!

Please Don't Plagerize Or Copy My Poetry!
I have been writing these poems since I was like 14 and they are my prized possessions!I put them on here b/c I thought some of you would enjoy them!Please don't copy or plagerize my poems!Most of them are copyrighted,so,don't steal my shit!Enjoy your reading!Thanx!

Love
Tomorrow is national I LOVE U DAY if u get this that means u are loved. Send this to 10 people in the next 143 min and tomorrow will be your best day ever. Tonight at midnight your true love will realize that they love u. something good will happen to u at 1-4 pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock of ur life, if u break this chain u will be cursed w/ relationship problems for the next 10 years. If u get it back ur loved if u have a lot of love for someone... copy and send this to your whole list... in five min. ur true love will call

I Hate You
I hate looking back in the mirror at you Your the one I want nothing more than to kill Only God knows how many times I've tried But you always come back to life Think about all the nights you cry How no one wants you to be their wife As a matter of fact,no one wants you in their life Just do me a a favor and pick up the knife

The Day's End
i'm behind on EVERYTHING. i lied to most of my teachers to get out of homework. i just didnt do ANYTHING. i'm just weary from such a long day and i know it's not even CLOSE to being over. i was hoping homework would get easier to do if i got home but i was wrong. i finished my spanish and my calculus. now i have english...and science...yea, sorry i had to think about it for a second. justice was just to think over some arguments made in "The Crito". meh, normal... my mom of course asked me where everyone else in my class went for senior search, as IF i have time to ask where everyone else went, i barely have time to think for myself! plus, most people in my grade dont even talk to me, they hate me and the reasons are very...blurry i guess. i had a college meeting which was a HUGE waste of my time. the only college meeting i think i should go to this week is the gettysburg meeting since it's my second choice. tomorrow wont get any easier...i cant wait until friday, bu

My Soul To Take
Every night i lie awake I wonder if my soul this so called GOD will take But unfortunately every morning I awake I say aloud to myself give this world and the people on it a break I then scream for this worlds sake my soul you need to take

Outcast
All the little white lies you tell come back to you in the time that you have lived and died You never knew what you did to deserve this All they have done is cheated and lied But when they have died Why do you care? Why should you cry? They did nothing for you They have showed and gave you nothing but pain You didn't deserve it What did you gain? Just a bad name from mocked fame But nobody's ever been there for you So, you sit alone Just you and you....... Silently planning your revenge

Untitled
Why should one live,when all they do is cause pain? Like torturous demons straining their rein No one to love You feel so alone No one to feel the pain in ones heart But there was one person from the start But this one person you had lied to,hurt,and torn apart

Thick And Thin
Remember our love will last though thick and thin Those are the words from my heart I hope your love is from your heart too If your love is as true as mine you'll be patient and wait for me no matter what My love for you is so true If I had to wait for you I'd wait an eternity on my hands and knees I ask you to wait for me,please The day will soon come when we can be together and hold each other again But until that day remember where we are,where we've been,and that our love will last through thick and thin

Back Stabber
You waited for me to turn my back Then you planned your attack while thinking to yourself I'm gonna get that b*tch back You then plunged a knife repeatedly into my back You roll me onto my back and look into my teary eyes You didn't know whether to laugh or cry I looked into your glassy eyes and let out my last few painful cries,and bid to the world my goodbyes You then put my motionless body in a sack You shove me in a dumpster,walk away,and never look back You listen to the funeral bells as to the world I bid my last farwell at my funeral you sit in the very back and as they place my body within the earth you let out an evil laugh My grandmother approaches you with a note that read: Mother fucker I'll get you back

That Pain
As I tear your brain out through that bullet hole in your head I dream of how it could have been for me and you While I'm cutting out your spinal cord with this butter knife,i think Hey we could have been together for the rest of our lives But you loved to hate me and because of that i killed you Why could'nt you have learned to trust me the way that I trusted you? When I pushed that poisin filled needle into your skin and your still then pulsing veins I wanted to forgive you But I Had forgotten how to forgive When you had finally quit screaming,crying,and your body had gone limp,I forgave you

Darkness
From the darkness I was born To live in the darkness I swore In the darkness I dwell But once I die I'll go home to the master of darkness in hell Once I get there I'll be put in a cell Then to the master of darkness my soul I'll sell

Ecstacy
Ecstacy got the best of me It mentally molested me It made me hurt the people that loved and trusted me My family and friends were disgusted because for ecstacy I lusted It made me go blind and I couldn't see that I had lost sight of reality Everyone said that it would kill me It came pretty close and that's when I could finally see that ecstacy got the best of me

Another Route
All we did before was scream and shout You decided that our love needed a time-out You said that we would work things out I thought our love would pull through without a doubt But it seems your love has take another route Let me know if you want out Your not what life is all about because there's another road and another route

When I
When I think that i have no more tears to cry You bring me more When I think that I have gotten rid of the pain You hurt me again When I've finally gotten over you You push your way back into my life When I find someone to share my emotions with You scare them away and make me suffer alone When I finally do get away from you I'll get my revenge

Purple Ribbon Day
All practitioners of Earth religions, Wicca, Shamanism, Druidry etc, Are being encouraged to wear a purple ribbon as a way of promoting Religious tolerance and to potentially raise awareness. On Sept. 21st to 22nd all Witches are going to wear little purple Ribbons so everyone will know Who Else is a witch/Wiccan/ Pagan. But no one can do this if they don't know about it, so Pass the word along! This message goes to all Witches, Wiccans, Pagans from all sorts of traditions. We can make a day for Ourselves!! Actually, two days!!! You can buy a purple ribbon Anywhere, Dollar store, Wal-mart, shoppers drug mart, Anywhere. Wear it in your Hair, or pin it up to your shirt. Make it Public!!!

Ending It All
Laughter was shattered When love is lost and scattered with happiness tattered, and sweetness then battered Then when everything becomes sadder like an old loves gray tatters When all that was once loved is now torn and scattered

Victims
When you would come home We would hold each other in fear for we knew that you would drink another beer If only the things you did to us,you could see and the things you said to us you could hear You would understand why we were afraid to shed a tear You would understand why your two baby girls lived in fear If only you would put down the beer If only you could see your own drunken reflection in the mirror You would understand for how long your two baby girls lived in living terror

Alyssa
Mommy knows that your hurting and she is too Mommy never meant for this to happen to you Mommy would never do anything that she didn't think was right for you Mommy had to do what she had to make life better for you Remember,mommy never gave up on you,she just did what she thought was best for you Always remember mommy loves you

I Used To Be A Cutter
I used to be a cutter Then I became a mother I lost my child,I lost my heart, and I lost my soul Now my life is spinning out of control I'm trying not to cut again But it's a fight a I feel I can not win because I fear I will cut again

My Heart,my Soul
The pain in my heart,the pain in my soul This is a pain that no one will ever know Everyone say I have to let it go but sometimes its hard to let the past go There is so much pain that I keep inside Like the things that I cry about every night I would give you my sight,so,that you could see life through my eyes The pain,the suffering,and the lies that I've been told in my life would catch you by surprise But its my life The pain inmy heart,the pain in my soul This is a pain that no one will ever know

Friend Until The End
This is just another broken dream I still love you Your so over me You have a new girlfriend and she's wearing your ring Why are you telling me I'm the woman of your dreams Why are you saying that you love me Either you love me or you don't If your saying this because you think it will hurt our friendship,it won't I'll always be your friend until the end Just like I've always been

Goodbye
You said you wanted to make love to me again You said you missed the touch of my skin I still loved you,so I did We made love from day out to day in I didn't know it would be the last time I didn't know it was because you didn't love me But it was to say goodbye

One Night
We made love without protection Something we shouldn't have of neglected It's four weeks later and I'm pregnant You have a girlfriend to whom your engaged If she found out she'd be enraged But for a night of fun you might have to pay

820.60$$$$$ Damn!
Body: If you have done it... add it up... if you have not...leave it off your total. Smoked Pot - $10 Did Acid - $5 Ever had sex at Church - $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know who was next to you - $40 Met someone on MySpace - $20 Had sex with someone you met on MySpace - $25 Had sex for money - $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican - $20 Vandalized something - $20 Had sex on your parents bed - $10 Beat up someone - $20 Been jumped - $10 Crossed dressed - $10 Given money to stripper - $25 Been in love with a stripper - $20 Kissed someone who's name you didn't know - $0.10 Hit on someone of the same sex, while at work - $15 Ever driven drunk - $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk - $50 Used toys while having sex - $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before - $20 Went skinny dipping - $5 Had sex in a pool - $20 Kissed someone of the same sex - $10 Had sex with someone of the same sex - $20 Cheated on your g

In '99'
In '99' your heart was mine If only I could turn back time Your heart beating next to mine Us making love time after time You running your fingers through my hair Roling over in the midst of night and knowing your there Then one day everything changed I'll never be able to forget that day A permanent memory in my mind The day I found out love is blind

The Nights
The nights I've cried for a mother The nights I've prayed for a father Either way I don't know why I bothered The role of a mother played by a drunk Who's only worry is getting crunked I don't know the man by whom I was fathered A man I've tried to find but does nothing but hide

Sexual Zodiak
this one is so true to my nature, with the exception of the current relationship. There isn't one.... Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Fucked Up Life
My daughter doesn't even know I'm her mother She thinks her father is her brother I know what your thinking,thats fucked up,right?!? That it might be but its my life Your probably wondering how all of this pain came about in my life His name is Robbie,the worst mistake of my life If I ever saw him again I'd probably slit his throat But not before I took a nice healthy shit down his throat

Writers Block
Here it is:end of November I haven't written a lick since I've been sober I keep on rereading my poems,over and over Wondering if my writing career that never started has ended To all of you reading,I hope you don't get offended While your spending time with mom and dad I was busy writing because it was all I had While your mom and dad were lending hands and had open ears My mom was assaulting me and reducing me to tears I was letting the paper soak up my tears Now,I've been doing it for years Now,that I think about it Why would you care at all Forget that you read this at all

How Sexually Ghetto Am I
13% Ghetto ...Not Ghetto. You are not ghetto. You enjoy sex, but you wouldn’t risk your life or reputation as a seductive lover to get some. 'How sexually ghetto are you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Big Deck
I am gonna see if this works .... never tried loading a video on the site before... wish me luck... OKAY.... Try copying and pasting this link... if anyone has any idea of how I can post video's PLEASE!!! let me know!!!!!! http://s83.photobucket.com/albums/j319/thermar71/?action=view¤t=Big_Deck.flv *Hugs n Kissies* *~*PurteeLadee*~* **EDIT**

Played
Roses are red Violets are blue I'm in love But not wih you We broke up You thought I cried But all it was Was another guy You told your friends, I was a trick I told mine, You had a weak dick You thought that you played me But the jokes on you Ha!ha!You got played too

Until That Day
Since you moved,hundreds of miles away It seems everything between us has changed I realize now things will never be the same Soon enough you will forget my name For now I will cherish what's left until that day

Crawford Tx
September 20, 2006)—Burlington Northern Santa Fe Railroad crews were hard at work Wednesday, cleaning up after 23 cars of a BNSF train derailed just after 6 p.m. Tuesday in downtown Crawford, leaving many homes without power and leading to the evacuation of about 300 of the town’s 700 residents. A BNSF spokesman said the tracks should be cleared by early Wednesday afternoon, although the derailed cars will remain along the siding until a decision is made about where to send them for repairs. BNSF also sent an environmental team to monitor air quality and to check for soil contamination. The Texas Commission on Environmental Quality and the US Environmental Protection Agency also sent representatives to the derailment site. The evacuations were ordered Tuesday evening after authorities discovered that one of the derailed cars had ruptured and was leaking a chemical later determined to be ethanolamine, a flammable liquid that can irritate the eyes, skin and respiratory system

My Fight,my Life
Sometimes I hate myself and I don't know why Night after night I sit alone and cry Suffering alone from the pain inside The wounds within that just won't heal It's so hard to find a way to deal that doesn't involve liquor,cocaine,and pills Myself and i,we made a deal I'm going to walk towards the light,take over my life,and win this fight

Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Disappointed
So I joined two contests today for fun held by some nice people. My friends were very supportive, I went to check my pictures earlier and saw that some other people in the contest had viewed the pics and that magically my score had dropped dramatically. Now I am quite aware these contests are frivolous, but they make me smile and they are an escape from the daily grind. So why do people have to be ugly and rate other people's photos low. Like being the sexiest girl on the LC is so important that you have to be nasty to other people? I just thought it would be fun and now they've taken the enjoyment out of it by degrading others. Well ladies and gentlemen I have learned my lesson and the great thing for you is you will no longer be subjected to reposts of mine requesting you support me in my attempts at a little fun. A big thanks to everyone who did though as always you guys are the best!!

Why Kids Should Not Be Allowed In Spencer Gifts.
Being "The Best Dad' in the World (according to my 6 and 8 year old sons when I am about to buy them something or go somewhere they want to go), my sons and I venture to local Malls quite a bit for shopping. Let me define "shopping" as it exists for me. We spend about 2 hours walking around the Mall looking at things that I can't afford to buy for myself while stopping at pretty much every "kid" related store to get something for each of them. I don't spoil them with buying them everything...but I've learned a secret if you buy them something (it could be something for a Quarter) at each place you go they never complain. So by the end of the shopping, I've spent probably $5.00 on each of them...but they have two bags full of stuff. They don't care. Also, I finally realized what the Hell "Dollar Stores" were for...Divorced Dads. I love those places. I can go in and buy a friggin' Spatula for a $1.00 and the kids can get crap too. Anyway back to the Mall. We've been in every st

This Weekend.....
September 22 - 25th. The only thing we need our condoms cause of my medications now and that fucking sucks!! With Charlie and I. Now I need to find an outfit that works! Although his well be the entire full outfit of phantom of the opera...imagine him strutting down the stairs...mmmmmmmmm!!!!! Romeo and Juliet Suite - Boise #30 Booked it together last night, and at least i won't be on my period, so new pics well come soon in this fancy room!He's so sweet! Whether you are Romeo or Juliet, this suite is meant for timeless lovers . Prepare to be enveloped in the romance and beauty of this two story room. The large white winding stair case with deep red carpet is a pathway to the famous balcony where Juliet sat calling out for her lover. Just behind the balcony sits an elegantly displayed king size bed, and below, a jetted tub for two. Have the benefit of watching a complimentary movie on the projector television from either the bed or the tub. This suite is sure to show the one

His Wish
a lover laid down on his bed his eyes fell closed before he did a hand came close and held him tight his lover's love was clear and bright she knew that he was close to death a few small words slipped from his breath a tear rolled down, dripped to her breast she wrapped his arms around her chest laying down upon his heart she cried out loud for it to start but from his whisper, all she knew her lover said... "let me die... holding you"

The Real Me
This face that's on the outside is just the face you see The real me on the inside is the one that's really me This face that's on the outside looks happy as can be But the me that's on the inside is crying silently This face that's on the outside doesn't give a clue Of the love that's on the inside longing so for you But this face that's on the outside is the only one to be.. Until the day you love me then the real me you will see

Don't Leave
I see you walking out of my door leaving my life forever and I wonder... what did I do wrong? I can't think of anything, I gave to you everything I had, owned, and wanted and then I realized- that's the reason why. Me being to good to you, You thinking your- not good enough, but you don't realize You, just being with me, is worth more than anything I could ever give you. Please Don't Leave....

Lost
IM GOING OUT OF MY MINE THERE IS NO PLACE THERE IS NO TIME ITS JUST ME WITH NOWHERE TO BE I HAVE NO PURPOSE I HAVE NO GOALS WHAT IS TO BE OF ME I WISH I COULD ONLY SEE AM I THE ONLY ONE HERE THIS JUST CANT BE IM OUTTA CONTROL I HAVE NO PURPOSE I HAVE NO ROLE DOESNT ANYONE SEE JUST LET ME BE ME

Hey Hey Hey
Just wanted to send all the Pack some love. The Pics look great and the names are awesome too. Remember we have peoples attention now. Over 40 people have expressed intrest. So instead of making everyone a member.(Pack ussaully only have 7 to 10 that sleep in the den,lol, the rest are outside) I was thinking of coming up with a "friends of the pack" status. it would still be a deserving label. Not for everyone. And the members will still be members. Also we are working on a den(lounge)for us to hang out, talk, have meetings and post messeges to the rest of the Pack. and so victims can find us. Ok.....Priv. Mess. me and give me yer thoughts on anything, anytime......since the start of this, my box is always full of people. So mess. is the best way now. *howls* *you are all making me proud*

Washed Away
Cut my wrist watch it spill the fluid that gives us life and makes us ill im feeling weak as a gush turns into a drip a light guides me from the darkness of my so called life all my pain washed awy no more worries no more pain nothing at all life ass you know it will never be the same except for the reminder from the red blood stains

You Are So Beautiful
Your lips made a sound, My Ears have never heard, A sweet and soft sound, Like a morning blue bird. Your eyes make me gleam, Your smile cheers me so, Your gorgeous brown hair, Makes my heart glow. Your eyes are so gleaming, Your lips are so moist, There's not a prettier sound, Than the pitch of your voice. My love for you, Soars like a dove, Nothing money can buy, Could express my love.

I'll Be Here
I love you. It's that simple. I promise you, my darling... When the storm is over And all has passed, I'll be here for you, Hanging on for dearest life. And with sheer determination, We'll stand and face Whatever fate tosses our way, Together. Nothing and no one will ever come between us. You are the daughter of my heart, Heaven's greatest gift to me. How could I ever live my life without you?

Spellbound Sneek Peek 2- Chapter 1
Chapter 1 Eudora, 3000 years ago The air was silent and still in the Amethyst Forest as Aurora Phoenix looked around the clearing. She listened to the birds as they chirped from the treetops. She frowned as a raven flew overhead. Something about the raven made her uneasy, but she did not have the time to search it’s mind as she heard one of her friends making an attempt to sneak up behind her. A sly smile curved her lips as she reached back and grasped the hand before it could touch her arm. Her movements were fluid as she spun a tawny-haired teen around and pressed him back against a nearby tree. His honey brown eyes widened in shock before he flashed her a grin. “There is just no surprising you, is there, Aurora?” “You should know that by now, Dorian,” she chided lightly, casting a ghost of a smile at him before pulling back away. “You should know that I will keep trying until I can.” Aurora arched an eyebrow at him. “If you so wish it, then b

Start All Over By Tonese Rene Reed
Start All Over by Tonese Rene Reed Be still my beating heart, He knows not how I feel. How I love him, I can't reach him. I thought it was heaven sent But thinking comes from not knowing I had it all planned But surprise... crash and burn One more relationship down the drain One less to love One more step to healing One less to worry about We know not when, destiny will walk into our lives We're not supposed to know Look what fate created Hearts are meant to be broken Love, no such thing It's all in your mind When you get hurt Get back up and start all over Get back up... and start all over!

What Do I Do?
ok so me and this girl are going out and we go to the tattoo shop the other day to talk to the guys and she's there fantisizing about one of the guys and then when we get to the car she tells me about everything she wants to do to him!!! what do i do? Do i put up with it or do i leave her straight up if ya want to tell me what ya think go ahead i need all the advice i can get

Before He Cheats-carrie Underwood
****This is my disclaimer: while I am all for what she talks about doing, I have never personally done this. I am not held responsible for anyone who takes revenge to this level..lol**** Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleach blonde tramp, and she's probably getting frisky... right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey... Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather seat... I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights, slashed a hole in all 4 tires... And maybe next time he'll think before he cheats. Right now, she's probably up singing some white-trash version of Shania karoke.. Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk" and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky, Right now, he's probably dabbing on 3 dollars worth o

Sailing
The formating is not great, but here it goes: How glorious it was to watch the sun Descend from the sky, while sailing upon The ocean. Light reflected on water, Blinding all who were in its glistening Path. Though, at first bedazzled by the light, We soon became accustomed to its warmth. The Sun’s heat felt like faint glowing embers. Yet, we all knew the campfire had long died. Today was a time of remembering; A moment to reflect upon our past. Some among us were glad the day had come, While I fantasized of boyhood pleasures. As our tiny boat sliced the bounding waves, I imagined huge Spanish galleons Sailed slowly and silently past us Like huge behemoths hunting for their prey. For hours upon hours I thought of the games My companions played. We had some much fun. I longed for naiveté of childhood, When life was ice cream, Santa, Tooth Fairy dreams. Now, sailing with friends on the Jade Lady, We talk long together of future plans, Of wives, of children, an

Novel- Sneek Peak Of The Published Piece...
Years ago, a unique group of people walked upon the Earth. They were an immortal race, most of which held extreme power and strength. Adurians used that strength and power for good and tried to help the mortals of this world, however, the Creperians were dark and used their strengths and powers to manipulate, hurt, and create destruction in the mortal lives around them. The struggle for control between the two groups threatened to destroy them all. That is, until the new generation of Adurain and Creperian kinds appeared. For along with the new generation, a common enemy was reborn as well. Faced with this old evil, the dark and the light are forced together in ways they never dreamed. Can the two groups ban together to destroy this new force? Or will the darkest of all evil consume them all? Spellbound Let their will be done... Part One Rise from the Ashes She was chosen to keep the peace, but the price she was to pay was far too great. Could she be s

Score Keeper
A lover or a friend whichever he wants is what I am something deep inside won't let me be everytime he smiles a serenity so pure engulfs me disables my soul, lets me breathe easy while I am by his side somehow the sweetness I knew in his embrace is still flowing through me even though the tie has been broken and the title no longer holds its up to me to make it better to make myself feel whole but now that I know how I feel and just how strong these emotions are why do I keep holding on when he is near this feeling overcomes me of utter completeness and somehow I know this is right that this is where I was meant to be with every kiss I find myself falling further than I ever have before so a lover or a friend, or maybe someday something more whatever the cost there is no keeping score

Personality
You scored as Interesting/outgoing.... You like to be the center of attention. People enjoy you because you're so outgoing and entertaining! Everywhere you go, people are attracted to your playfulness and energy. You have no trouble finding friends, although you exclude certain types of people (usually quiet types). Interesting/outgoing...95%Nerd/anti-social70%Freak70%Competitive/achiever65%Fast Paced65%Quiet/thoughtful45%Insecure30%What kind of personality do you have??created with QuizFarm.com

What Hurts The Most-rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ It It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not

Another One... This Actually Made It Into A Book Somewhere... Wish I Had Kept A Copy :(
Time Nothing is more precious, 'cos Time cures, Nothing goes really faster, when Time flies. Isn't it sad, that Still we take no note of time, 'Cos until the final second, On which time kills, We just kill time...

S&m
You scored as Dominator. You are a dominator! You love to be the one in control. Having that extra edge in a relationship gives you the excitement that you desire. You have the charisma and the talent to be a Master to your slavE.Playful75%Dominator75%Violent50%Submissive31%What kind of S&M person are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Just A Poem
The Unbroken Circle Life’s Circle can’t be broken, Ties to be severed no more; I would cross a hundred borders, Scale the barriers to your heart, Some people say I’m crazy, That you’re fighting demons, Deep inside your mind and heart, Though discerning but not finding What it’s really all about; I want to help you fight your demons, Jolting your world inside out, For the world will keep on turning, Even without you so proud, And that’s what this is all about... Your fears grounded in Life’s Garden, Slowly seconds tick away, Soon the Clock will stop forever, And this is the only thing I can say, Eternity will be your part, Just remember there will always be A special place for you inside My heart...

My Wish, Rascal Flatts
I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, But more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every chance you get, Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,

Fun
well this last week i was in kamloops fights a fire that came up from the states man some of the crap we had to deal with like fuck if a fire starts in ur state do u leave it?i think not well thats what happened as soon as it came into canada the states let it go

Past Subculture
Okay, so phantomshadow is right about me. Fucker! You scored as Hippie. As much as Hippies are currently insulted it was widely this youthculture that opened the eyes of millions. Late 60s bashing is very popular, but above all it is mostly ignored that the hippies were the least pretentious of all youthcultures, even if they fell victim to their own ideals.Hippie63%Rave / Dance56%Hip Hop38%New Romantics / New Wave31%Rockabilly / Teddyboys31%Glam Rock31%Punk19%Mods19%Which Past SubCulture fits you best?created with QuizFarm.com

30 Thing You Would Never Hear A Woman Say...
1. You know, I've been complaining a lot lately. I don't blame you for ignoring me. 2. The new girl in my office is a real beauty, and a stripper too, I invited her over for dinner on Friday. 3. While you were in the bathroom, they went for it on fourth down and missed. If they can hold them to a field goal they'll still cover. 4. Bar food again! Kick ass. 5. I liked that wedding even more than ours. Your ex-girlfriend has class. 6. That girl is wearing the same outfit as I am. Cool, I'm gonna go over and talk to her. 7. Let's just leave the toilet seat "up" at all times, then you don't have to mess with it anymore. 8. I've decided to buy myself a boob job. How big do you want'em? 9. It's only the third quarter, you should order a couple more pitchers. 10. Honey, come here! Watch me do a Tequila Shot off of Stephanie's bare ass. 11. My mother is going to take care of the tab, so order another round for you and your friends. 12. I'm so happy wit

This Stupid Myspace Hooker!
Ok so here it goes... Some stupid little CUNT (pardon my language but I'm pissed) writes me last night... "is your name B.J???" Ok I have no idea who this person is so I write back... "UMMMM Do I look like a B.J?" "This morning I wake up to this... haha no seriously there is a woman nicknamed BJ I need to talk to. I guess since you are also one of Crystal Hays friends and have kids you should know why she was kicked out of her last residence since you have children. We are worried about the children with her if you catch my drift. If you want to know more please message me again." First of all... how does she know that I have kids? My profile is private, and secondly... She thought I was B.J, so that right there makes me suspicious. Then I write her... "Are you talking about Roy and BJ?" She has this to say... "Yes Roy and BJ. From what I have heard they have kids too and if Crystal moved in with them those children could be in possible danger." Ok so right

A Lil Advice?
God I have no idea what I should do. A friend of mine is being led on badly. I have no idea if he knows or he doesn't. I want to talk to him about it but I have no idea how to. What if he doesn't know? How can I tell him the girl he loves is just leading him on? Im so lost. Any ideas or comments please tell me, it would be greatly appritiated. It always gets me so sick to my stomach everytime I see him follow her like some love sick puppy....please help love and kisses fallen

Cool Quiz...
Take the quiz: What legendary animal are you?DragonYou are...A DRAGON! You are intellectual, powerful, and a sight to see. Your abilities vary, and your talents are vast.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! http://quiz.myyearbook.com/zenhex/quiz.php?qid=6730

Paulo;s Corner Week 1
This is The First Week of the Paulo's Corner Were You get to know more about my Life and My Daily Routine Until I Heal's From my Broken Foot So Lets See What Happened This Past weeks Well i was Visited By James Q and Raul Yesterday i was Suprised James Came over Since we have not spoken to eachother for awhile. We Played Some games and Talked to Eachother. MY TOughts on that is its Really Cool they came over Since im not Visited alot and im Ussually alone. It be Nice if More People Would Wish me Well Since im like here alone and cant go out i love Geting Messages Well Folks ill write more soon im kinda tired

Hey
hye ever noticed how some ppl are judgemental now i know this is normal human reaction but some ppl are jst ignorant like my fella has only one leg since he jumped of a bridge in a suicide attempt he also has alot of scars on his face from self harm but severe self harm now he hes a very happy lovely person and cares abotu evry1 but some ppl rather than ask him about the scars or his leg laff or turn away in disgust it makes me think wot will happen if my daughters nf1 devolops in to the fibromas and she cant control that anyway ramble over i dont think ne1 reads these neway lol

Fantastical Creatures
You scored as Mermaid. Click Here For Your Result Mermaid67%Werewolf59%Angel59%Chimera50%Vampire42%Dragon42%Unicorn33%Phoenix25%Which Fantastical Creature Suits Your Style?created with QuizFarm.com

Poem
I will be exactly what you are to me A lightning bug a constant glow A mystery you'll always know You are my smile and ill be yours When this failing world ignores I promise ill be worth the fight When all goes wrong ill be your right Ill be your arms ready to hold and be your warm when you get cold I promise that I will be the everything you are to me. -Joey Donahue-

Ammo Onload
hey all, I may not be around much today or tomorrow. The ship is away from home port for a few days to take on ammunition. Not real sure how reliable internet will be until we get home again. I'll give everyone a shout once I get back home. Be safe all....... Best always! John

A Bubble Bath
I lie in the water feeling the warmth comfort and soothe me Melting away the stress of the day Bubbles of sweet smells enveloping me Candles lit and their fragrance of White Tea Fills the air, such a sweet, intoxicating smell The stereo is playing I have chosen Sadeness by Enigma As I lay there with my eyes closed I feel the music seductively enter my soul It fills me with a sense of mystery, desire, hunger I let out a sigh Visions come to mind as the words are sung My lover is with me, touching me in forbidden places As my head rolls from side to side, eyes still closed I feel the pressure on my flower and I let out a low moan Rhythmically he caress to the beat that is in the air Sending my desires to places that it has never been The feel of his hands hungrily caressing my skin I shiver as my body lets go of the first wave of sweet juice My lover continues, his rhythm gets faster as the music reaches climax I let out a scream

Your Element is Water Your power colors: blue and aqua Your energy: deep Your season: winter Like the ocean, you evoke deep feelings and passion. You have an emotional, sensitive, and spiritual soul. A bit mysterious, you tend to be quiet when you are working out a problem. You need your alone time, so that you can think and dream. What Element Are You?

For The Man I Love
The chances of you reading this are slim to none but I'll say it anyway. I'm done. I am done persuing you in any manner. I am tired of being pulled closer to you only to be pushed away. I am tired of your insensitivity, your inconsideration and all of the other bullshit. When you need someone to run to your blog and make comments...I won't be there. When you want someone to tell you just how wonderful you are...I won't be there. I have always done everything you've asked of me and NEVER asked a damn thing of you in return. You will now have to find someone else to bend over backwards and kiss your ass my favorite little attention whore. Your good little lap dog has finally been kicked enough to turn around and bite you in the ass. You told me this morning I was crazy for loving you...that all the good in you was gone. That's not true because I still see it. What it boils down to is that you have a hard time accepting the fact that someone could actually love you for all that you

Older Women, Younger Men
OLDER WOMEN, YOUNGER MEN Finally Some Questions Answered A study said that a group of twenty-something men consistently chose the attractive forty-something woman over lots of younger women and not for just a quickie either. When they were asked what the attraction was to older women, they responded: “They seem more curvaceous, have an air of mystery about them and they are sensual”; “younger men don’t pick up older women, they pick you up. We’re better in bed, less inhibited and willing to do a hell of a lot more”; and, “Older women aren’t hanging around waiting for a man to fill their life. She has her own life already: you don’t become her life, you become a part of it”. Older women know what they’re doing. By the time we get past our 30’s we have been with enough men to be very good at most things sexual. We have dealt with just about everything that could happen in a sexual encounter, learned what worked well and what didn’t. We know how to find what turns our lov

I Cried A Tear
I CRIED A TEAR I cried a tear as I sat and stared at the words that were on the screen Trying to comprehend but not wanting to realize what they mean I cried a tear because my love and friend had to let me go This is a pain I would not want anyone to know I cried a tear for the joy he brought to my life Taking away all my pain and strife I cried a tear for laughter that we shared For his loving warmth and generous care I cried a tear because I could no longer share His dreams, his heartaches, his accomplishments, his life I cried a tear because he loved me so and this I knew But because of our distance what could we do I cried a tear because I want to hold onto him and never let go His love is more priceless than gold I cried one last tear because he will never, ever understand what he truly means to me And that I will love him now, forever, eternity….

Goodbye
One last night was all I wanted. Before my mind becomes haunted With unforgettable memories of our nights spent Realizing that you were heaven sent My heart is breaking because I have to let you go A break so deep, one you will never know. My memories I will take with me all the rest of my time Just wishing that you would have always been mine I will always remember your ability to make me smile The way your touch set my skin on fire Your kiss so soft and yearning Left a need in me brightly burning Good bye my sweet lover…. by Melissa

F*** It!!
happy, proud, content. shocked, frightened, saddened, raged. calm, collective, confused. dismissed, betrayed, deceived. hurt, rage bubbling, pause. careful, time out, sit in silence. why did you.....and with a smile? didn't you feel? didn't you care? didn't it matter that i do? that we do? what were you missing? maybe i put to much on you? you should of walked away earlier. f*** it, all is fixable in hinesight. since we are linear we just have to go forward. i will miss you. hope what you went for is worth it.

My Sweetheart ♥
Seth went to the hospital on Friday (September 16th) afternoon. I took him in to E.R. at about 2:30 because he was having trouble with his breathing. They checked his oxygen level and it was at 84% right when we got there and I have given him three or four breathing treatments prior to the hospital visit. So they gave him three more breathing treatments and a dose of prednisolone (a steroid) and checked his oxygen level again and it was only at 89%... It's supposed to be up to 96%. So they kept him! They just put him on oxygen to help boost it up, but he ended up staying over-night at the hospital and the doctor said it was a good thing he was there because he got worse through the night. His oxygen level dropped to 88% WITH the oxygen. He was still on oxygen on Saturday and was keeping his level steady between 95 and 98%, but they kept him over-night again on Saturday. His oxygen got turned off Sunday morning FINALLY and he maintained an oxygen level between 95 and 97% on his

Picture Comments
Wow. I read picture comments ... But when I read the ones on my own pictures, it's eerie. I don't see what everyone else does, so it's like I am reading someone else's profile. It's weird. I also see bulletins where people area saying others leave nasty comments on pictures, or they receive messages asking for nude/naughty pictures. Fortunately, that hasn't happened to me yet. If I find something extremely insulting, I'll delete it. No biggie to me, since I likely say worse about myself when I am out of the shower. If someone wants naughty pics, it's not happening. My daughter usually take my pics, except for the ones I do with the webcam. So, it would be awkward, to say the least. Plus, I'm not about to show anyone anything *I* don't particularly want to see ... Giving people nightmares is not my goal ... But bravo to the guys who scold others for being nasty towards non-Barbie-looking women. Thanks, from someone who definitely doesn't look like Bimbo Barbie. From someone wh

How Much Of A Redneck Are You
See how southern or northern you REALLY are...go to this web site and take the test. http://www.alphadictionary.com/articles/yankeetest.html then put your name and result in a comment below

Supernatural Creatures
You scored as Dragon. You scored as dragon! You are a very strong person, both physically and mentally. People envy you, and some want to be just like you. The truth is - deep inside - you feel unloved. You are very friendly, even if people don't see it that well. You really wish for more friends.Pegasus85%Dragon85%Vampire80%Aswang80%Mermaid65%What supernatural creature are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Benchpress 2
Today I hit the weight bench again, I really only set out to repeat my accomplishment from Monday and get 305 up again, which I did with ease, so I decided why not try adding on another 5 and see what happens...so I did, and to my surprise lifted it several times! That's 310 pounds I'm putting up. I think I am, right at this moment, the strongest I have ever been. A good time I guess to start keeping a blog about it and see what I accomplish, lol Let me see, what else is going on...my poem "Noose" got choosen to be included on a poetry cd, which is pretty cool :)

To The Nice Guys That Are Real Not Fake
To every guy that regrets hurting or losing her. To every guy who knows which girl he wants. To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for

Update
Hey everyone. My mom is still in the hosp. She did have a mild heart attack, but they arent sure what from. They are still doing tests. Through all of this I have been faced with reality, and honestly I would be lost if I lost her. It has made me think alot about my life and what it is I want. Thanks for stopping by, just wanted to rant.

Yeah.
Notice to the public. Hello, MY NAME IS ROBERT STORK. I would like to live but at current nothing I do is close to it. There are several things happening to me that previously defy everything I knew to be possible. I Have been provided with information to possible situations which may be occuring. None of them am I completely sure of but have strong theory's about those that make the most sense to me. It all stated comming to light when I noticed things on my computer. From there it got progressivly worse. I would notice certain behaviors that did not seem normal when other online gamers would play. The specific events are impossible to remember but I will describe as much as possible. The first thing I noticed was while playing the game Counter Strike. I had joined a "clan" known as the A-TEAM former website www.ateamdod.tk. As I played I would notice my ability to play could be random at time. For instance if I would kill someone in an "awsome" manner, ne

Our love knows no bounds It trancends earthly grounds Longing to touch your face To smell your skin to touch your lace Entwined in your arms Away from all lifes harm To capture your heart Our new love will start Reaching out to touch your soul Minds and hearts take a toll Loving you is like the warm sun Making our hearts beat as one

Kisses And What Guys Do To Us But Dont Get Told Enough
Article 1: Statement of Love: The Kiss 1. Kiss on the hand = I adore you 2. Kiss on the cheek = I just want to be friends 3. Kiss on the neck = I want you 4. Kiss on the lips = I love you 5. Kiss on the ears = I am just playing 6. Kiss anywhere else = lets not get carried away 7. Look in your eyes = kiss me 8. Playing with ! your hair = I can't live without you 9.Hand on your waist = I love you to much to let you go Article 2: The Three Steps 1. Girls: If any guys get fresh with you, slap him. 2. Guys: If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good. 3. Guys & Girls: Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare. Article 3: The Commandments 1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard. 2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one. 3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity. Here are a few reasons why guys like girls: 1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on o

When We Miss You
Body: Body: Girl Facts: When a girl says she likes you, she wants you to ask her out. When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " she means it.

Wtf????
Can you believe that someone like this man and his family who caught that creep - will now be punished for it???? Where was our government when that ratbastard was on the run????? I think Duane "The Dog" Chapman should be awarded a medal for what he did - doesnt matter "how" he did it - the man GOT IT DONE!!!! One less woman beating, raping abusing piece of crap behind bars where he belongs! God Bless The Dog - and his family - have faith brother - such a merciful man will receive mercy - He's got God on his side!

Top 10 Reasons The Goddess Created Women
1.The Goddess worried that man would always be lost because men hate to ask for directions 2..The Goddess knew that man would one day need someone to hand him the TV remote. (Men don't want to see what's ON television, they want to see WHAT ELSE is on!) 3.The Goddess knew that man would never buy a new underwear when his seat wore out and would therefore need woman to get one for him. 4.The Goddess knew that man would never make a doctor's appointment for himself. 5.The Goddess knew that man would never remember which night was garbage night. 6.The Goddess knew that if the world was to be populated, men would never be able to handle childbearing. 7.As "Keeper of the Garden," man would never remember where he put his tools. 8. When Goddess created man, she stepped back, scratched her head, and said, "ROUGH DRAFT!!" 9. DUH!! And the numcer 10 reason... The Goddess is a girl!

Oooooer
ok well this is complete randomness and im not QUITE sure what these are for maybe thats because im young and naive RANDOM STUFF ABOUT ME all the people on lostcherry are really gorgeous and lovely and they made me feel dead welcome and shit so thanks im addicted to HIM and system of a down lately i think i need sedating most of the time the other day i fell down the stairs TWICE and it was the same bloody step i think im an alcoholic, i cant get enough of it its my birthday on october 9th, i feel incredibly old love you xxxxxxxxxx

Forbidden Love
Lovers we are and lovers we will be For now and forever throughout eternity Our love can never be known Our desire for one another can never be shown Our love will be forbidden from now until the end One that we must hide, because it is the ultimate sin I will remember the intimate nights of passion Where lust and desire had no reason for ration. With each obsessive thrust I was pushed to the end Scratching and clawing deep into your skin. The sweat that glistened off our bodies, entertwined As the ultimate climax shook my mind. You laid your body down on mine Taking in your scent and wishing for more time. I have to let you go now, but the memories will remain One day you'll be back sweet lover, but for now I will live with the pain.

#1
JANUARY TALKS Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years. FEBRUARY SMARTS Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarel

Quotes Of Mine(originals By Ian)
"Be true to thine self. But do not shut others out. For the curse of loneliness preys harshest upon those who ignore it." "Let not the ice surround your heart lest ye be lost beneath it. Trapped within the hell of your own making. Surrounded only by your lost dreams and wintered loves." "Judge not others in their times of weakness. For even a weakness may be a strength and in judging others you condemn yourself to be judged." "Within us all there slumbers great power and overwhelming fear. Let not the fear within you control your life. For if allowed it will consume you.Bringing doubt, hopelessness, hatred, and destruction. Let love carry you on gossamer wings and the truth set you free to soar.Embrace those you love and let them into your heart. For friends and true love can be salvation in troubled times and the darkness of the world." "Not all who wander are lost. Some few are there to guide. Most follow but very few follow their hearts. Whenever possible follow your heart.

Jamie!
Jamie! When I was at the age of sixteen, I had a secret , Which should have been seen. No one saw it, So I didn’t tell. I managed to hide it So very well. I carried on As though nothing was wrong, But it seemed to go on For far too long. The night I went to the labour ward, I was frightened of what was to come. I was glad I had a hand to hold,- That same night I had told my mum. When it was over I was so confused. It’s not nice to have loved, And only been used. I missed the life I’d had inside me, For nine months he had grown. But after all the hiding, I could not call him my own. But I gave him a name,- I called him Jamie, I think of him every day, I loved him then, and always will, And no one can take that away. Rebecca Duncan (copyright)

As Life(another Ian Original)
As life passes us by most of us sit aside and watch as it runs away. Carrying with it our hopes and dreams. Youth and sense of wonderment. We lose our innocence in this harsh reality we make and never think to stop and recapture just a fragment. For even in this psychotic place we call the world there is beauty and love beyond that which most become jaded to or choose to let fall away. "Never let yourself lose sight of what is in your heart. For when all is said and done. Love nourishes our souls and allows our dreams to take shape."

My Words
We live our lives blind. Forever ignorant or just ignoring simple truths in life. Kernels of wisdom and words of hope and insight that ever escape us. In this I shall chronicle as many as I can. Though if you should choose to remain in the dark.It is your choice.

Don't Give Up(another Ian Original)
Why do so many allow their problems to run wild? Assuredly all doth have problems enough to spare. But often they are either: unrecognized, denied, or ignored. How is it that when a slew of issues continues to plague us individually or even as a society, that we allow them to continue unchecked? So often doth we simply say it is too hard. Or run off a list of excuses as to why and put off correcting the problem. No one has ever said that life is supposed to be easy. In fact the most important and worthwhile things in life are the most difficult. But that does not make them any less worth doing. If anything it increases their worth for the effort put into them. Life continues always to be a struggle even unto the last breathe we breathe. Should not correcting the error of our ways that make the simplest tasks insurmountable be a task that we wish to do? For all throughout our lives problems arise. How can anything ever be accomplished if all that any do is to say “it is too hard” be

Dog Breeds
You scored as You're a Chihuahua. You are tiny but full of heart and are quite cute!You're a Chihuahua100%Your a Shih-tzu!83%Your a Pug!75%Your a Black Lab67%Your a Golden Retriever!50%You're a Border Collie50%You're a Great Dane!25%You're a cat!17%What breed of dog are you? Version 2.0created with QuizFarm.com

Above(another Ian Original)
We press onward towards an end predicted yet unseen. Blindly many are led into the darkest regions of their hearts, minds, and actions.The world is abounding with the plagues of both our actions and innactions. Days fly by with so many commiting evils upon eachother and the world around us. Nights pass with nary a mention of the plagues that we commit unto eachother nor a word spoken against them. How then do so many live with themselves. For truth they do not. For spiritually they die and rot with each corruption they lay upon themselves and allow to come to pass. Time marches on unredeemed for few take it upon themselves to repent for their misactions or to aide others in their struggles against the inner darkness that seeks to overtake us all. Where are the heroes of old who stood in righteousness? Where are the meek who once rose with one voice to right injustice? Alas the will of many is dulled or led astray by the corruptions and deceptions we continue to allow.I however shall n

Open Thine Ears And Hearts(another Ian Original)
We enter into times of harsh circumstance. The days grow dark as we lose sight of who we are, or were, or should be. The concrete giants rise to engulf the land. The forest falls to snakes of black tar stretching on across the vast landscape. Steel cages swallow many only to spew them out as monsters to wage war upon eachother. Many turn from The Lord. Others run blindly towards him only to be corrupted by misguided leaders and silver serpent tongued greed mongers. Fires flare all around engulfing the world and leveling our sensibilities and distorting our perceptions. Many hide from the reality within which we live. Avoiding the truth like a plague many flee into the arms of the lies they are fed. Many others escape into distorted realities, bent and twisted by the media. The world stands upon the brink of insanity and chaos. Where have all the heros gone? What hast happened to the men and women willing to sacrifice all they had to speak their peace? To aid others? To show kindness e

My Words To The World(an Ian Original)
In these days of turmoil and uncertainty where dost thine loyalty lie? With whom or with what? Wilst thou abandon thine moral center for a price? Wilst thou sell thy soul for a pittance?I shall not for I know that The Lord provides all that I need. But so many in times of doubt or times of trouble abandon all pretense and seek only their mortality and greed or prides salvation at the price of their souls. How then do they continue to call themselves upstanding when they serve not their God but only themselves.Blaspheming all that they claim to cherish and slurring all that they once stood for in the face of adversity or depression. What hast corrupted the worlds moral compass?Tis one thing to claim salvation and walk in the way proscribed and goodly.Tis another to claim salvation and continue to walk in sin without regard for The Lords' instruction. We are promised Love and mercy. But who are ye to claim its rewards when ye continue to degrade thyselves and metaphorically spit in Gods

Lives Of Two Worlds
AMEN!!!! GOD HOW SELFISH WE ARE SOMETIMES.... Body: Your alarm goes off; you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe the sweat from his brow. Y

True Blue
So Last nite I watch Steve Irwins memorial Service and it was amazing. He was an amazing man!!! So this blog is for Steve! RIP man! His Favorite song was True Blue by John Williamson Hey True Blue, don't say you've gone Say you've knocked off for a smoko And you'll be back la-ater on Hey True Blue, Hey True Blue Give it to me straight, face to face Are you really disappearing Just another dy-ying race Hey True Blue True Blue, is it me and you Is it Mum and Dad, is it a co-ockatoo Is it standin' by your mate when he's in a fight Or just Vegemi-ite True-ue-ue Blue, I'm a-asking you Hey True Blue, can you bear the load Will you tie it up with wire Just to keep the show on the road Hey True Blue Hey True Blue, now be Fair Dinkum Is your heart still there If they sell us out like sponge cake Do you rea-eally care Hey True Blue True Blue, is it me and you Is it Mum and Dad, is it a co-ockatoo Is it standin' by your mate when she's in a fight Or jus

Darkness
it begins in the alley in complete darkness my lover and i sitting on the wall jsut kissing we toss and we turn and we fight till our clothes are al gone nothing between us but the winds we kiss and we touch with nothig else but innocence the lights around us fade aas she pins me to the wall she bites my skin till i bleed leaving the blood inher wake she spins me around and holds me there whispering in my ear about hwo i am not allowed to fight back she runs her hands over my back and scratches me as she reaches the bottom of my spine. i sit against the wall feeling its chill and feeling her touch she runs her hands over my thighs and around my waist every time i move to turn around and give back she pushes me back against the wall and smacks my bottom with my belt with a sharp command of no. she blows in my ears grabbing my hair and holding me still so i cnt squirm away she whispers to me of what she is to do while i sit helpless to her she all

Im So Tired Of This Crap
Does anyone out there just avoid dealing with their past because it makes them feel uncomfortable? Is it just better to put it completely behind you and block it from your memories and remove everything in your life that makes you remember the pain? It is acceptable to avoid everything in this world that could make you feel uncomfortable or is that just a part of life? I really dont know the answer to those questions but I have dealt with that crap for the past year and its really getting old!!!

Shippin Off To Work...
yeah, another day another dollar. had yesterday off, goin back to work today, lol. suckses... I know this is a lame blog atm, but if you get the change, please please please vote for me in mandy lee's "hot girls wearing glasses" contest!!!

Ain't Gettin Nothin For Christmas (nmce Version)
I set fire to the Christmas Tree and somebody snitched on me I went to the zoo and set all the animals free and somebody snitched on me I ain't gettin nothin for Christmas Shawna & David are mad I ain't gettin nothin for Christmas cuz' I ain't been nothin but bad I put snakes in Andy's bed and somebody snitched on me I released a crab right by his head and somebody snitched on me (chorus) I saw Shawna taking her bath and somebody snitched on me sooner or later I'll feel her wrath cuz' somebody snitched on me (chorus) I snuck up and grabbed her ass then turned around and ran real fast When David finds out my ass is grass cuz' somebody snitched on me (chorus) I took a razor and shaved Doug's head and somebody snitched on me I grabbed his hand and painted his palm red and somebody snitched on me Ooooooooh (chorus) Ehhhhhhhh,...Ain't I a stinker? Lyrics by Joe "T-Bone" Heben Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year

What Is Love?
What Is Love? It is that which is without condition, without limitation, and without need. Because it is without condition, it requires nothing in order to be expresed. It asks nothing in return. It withdraws nothing in retaliation. Because it is without limitation, it places no limitation on another. It knows no ending, but goes on forever. It experiences no boundry or barrier. Because it is without need. it seeks to take nothing not freely given. It seeks to hold nothing not wishing to be held. It seeks to give nothing not joyously welcomed. And it is free. Love is that which is free. For freedom is the essence of what God is, and Love is God, Expressed.

Are You Irish? Are You A Halloween Lover?
I'm just IRISH! And sure I have dark hair, but that's because it came from 500AD when the Spaniards, Italians, Greeks, & Miletians breed with the Irish in the southern coasts back then, or else I'd be blond, aside from the redeads which got their genetics from the Norwegian Vikings. You can tell I'm Irish by my small nose and cat-shaped eyes & quite possibly the wide cheekbones! I'm interested in ancient & unknown civilizations. I'm Irish, so my ancient ancestors are extremely unpopular and no information is available online nor in "Barnes&Noble" "Borders" "Walden" "Amazon" etc, not even public libraries. However, academic libraries, such as colleges, if you could comb the archives, then it's found in there! The thing that fires me up, is these vacation resorts that rich scientists call "excavations" and the over popular Pyramids that are newer than such older things like "Stonehenge" and many more sunken into the earth and forgotten about, hidden as if they never e

Dont Mess With A Woman!!
> >FBI Job Opening > > > >For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal > >door and handed him a gun. > > > >"We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the > >circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a >chair. > >Kill Her!!!" > > > >The man said, "You can't be serious, I could never shoot my wife" The >agent > >said, "Then you're not the > >right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." > > > >The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went > >into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with > >tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." > > > >The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go >home." > > > >Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions, to > >kill her husband. She took the > >gun and went into the room. Shots were heard, one after another. They >heard > >sc

True Love?
It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation I asked him if he had a doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer Disease. As we talked, and I finishe

Human Rights Petition
Hi Friends This is a serious Note for you all.. I have created a Online Petition to be sent to British Prime Minister Tony Blair at the time all signatures have been recieved. http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/997263399 After all these many years the Human Rights of Irish Republican Prisioners are still being denied. There are still men and women who are going on hungerstrikes for simple requests like..Education and the right to visits from family and not to be beaten. Although this site is a place to let your hair down..it is also a place where I have met some great people who have strong beliefs and care about others. It is another avenue to find signers for this important petition with a commendable purpose. Please click on the URL to go to the petition and read it for yourself..then feel free to sign... With Much Thanks, Marcie..AKA/Absinthe http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/997263399

What Is It
What is fantasy. is it a way for us to escape the mundane worlds of reality we each in habit?? is release form the chais of the relationships we've over time come to limit? why is every aspect of our lives is affected by the fantasies we create in our beds in our hearts while daydreaming do we become what we fantasize about ?? or is ther more to it? some times it seems that in our hearts and in our haste to grow up we kill a part ofourselves in the hopes of beinng better adults in my mind i see this as just another fantasy albeit a more dangerous one women how many of youj have ever asked the question Why cant my lover be more creative? the same for us creative men we set our boundries by our fantasies we set our limits. I read many boks in the course of my timne history fantasy many diffrent genres and i find that in those writings the hero is often the one who denies his own heart fort the longest time historically the oposite can be said. W

More Yuck-yucks
ONLY 1 SUGGESTION TO DATING JACK BAUER'S DAUGHTER...............DONT. IF EVERYONE FOLLWOED JACK BAUER'S INSTRUCTIONS THE SHOW WOULD BE CALLED 12 IF JACK BAUER WAS BORN IN A ROOM WITH NINA, STALIN, AND HITLER, AND HAD A GUN WITH TWO BULLETS IN IT..........HED SHOOT NINA TWICE. JACK BAUER TOLD HIS PARENTS WHAT TO DO. IF JACK BAUER KNOCKS ON UR DOOR AND ASKS FOR U....................UR SCREWED! KILLING JACK BAUER DOESNT MAKE HIM DEAD, IT MAKES HIM ANGRY! DR. HOUSE ONCE SAID HE WAS BETTER THAN 24. NOTICE HOW HOUSE WALKS WITH A CANE. IF JACK BAUER WAS A DOCTOR..................HIS NAME WOULD BE DR. HOUSE. JACK BAUER SLEPT WITH NINA MYERS WHO SLEPT WITH TONY ALMEIDA WHO SLEPT WITH MICHELLE DESSLER WHICH EXPALINS HOW MICHELLE WAS IMMUNED TO THE VIRUS. THANKS JACK OSAMA BIN LADEN CHECKS HIS CLOSET AND UNDER HIS BED FOR JACK BAUER BEFORE HE GOES TO SLEEP. THE BOOGEY MAN CHECKS FOR JACK BAUER BEFORE HE GOES TO SLEEP SUPERMAN WEARS JACK BAUER PJ'S IF YOUR W

200 Things About Jack
1 When a convicted terrorist was sentenced to face Jack Bauer, he appealed to have the sentence reduced to death. 2 The city of Los Angeles once named a street after Jack Bauer in gratitude for his saving the city several times. They had to rename it after people kept dying when they tried to cross the street. No one crosses Jack Bauer and lives. 3 Only Jack Bauer can fly a plane from the luggage compartment. 4 Life doesn't give Jack Bauer lemons. Life asks him which fruit he wants. 5 The 2007 budget for the US Military covers Jack Bauer, two pistols and four billion rounds of ammunition. 6 Passed out, surrounded by terrorists and nerve gas, and handcuffed to a table leg, Jack Bauer laughed to himself and said, "I have them right where I want them." 7 Once, someone tried to tell Jack Bauer a "knock knock" joke. Jack Bauer found out who was there, who they worked for, and where the goddamned bomb was. 8 Jack Bauer can break anyone and anything, but he will always break the protoc

Just Some Shit!
Today I had to go to court so that I could finnish the bullshit over a drunk in public. I had to go to five AA meetings(fucking yay!) for this and I just got them done and had the paper to get off. Now a friend of mine and I where going to go to Disney Land once I got out of court.The funny thing was right when I walked out of the court room I yelled "I'M GOING TO DISNEYLAND BITCH!" But I didn't notice that the door didn't close all the way, so half way down the hall leaving a baliff came out and grabed me.He put me in cuffs and was holding me in contempt. Luckly I got let go, but It was pretty funny to me! Now I'm off to DisneyLand! Have fun kiddies, ;)- Paul

Keep An Eye Out
He all who look at this can keep up to date with how im getting on in the poker world because i'm going to go follow my dream of being a pro poker player....In here im going to keep results of my tourny finishes online and in casinos...hey you never know in a year or so i might be a millionaire :))

Why Do I Feel Like Thebad Guy??
At work today I sorry got someone fired. It wasn't on purpose. I had to stop by a town close to my house one my way to work. Well I charged work for it. Well the other runner got in my mail slot and took out my slip and told me I couldn't. So I went to the attorny and asked. He got super mad and went to the om. Now the runner is gone and i"m so busy. Not now but when I stop answering phones I will. Why do I feel so bad. She wasnt' good at her job. She was on her way out but this was because of me. Now I feel bad bevcuase her kids need money and stuff. Crud!

Mysterious Skull Of Doom
The Mysterious Skull Of DOOM!!!! /www.world-mysteries.com/sar_6_1.htm Skulls are one of our foremost symbol of death, and a powerful icon in the cultures all over the globe. Thirteen crystal skulls of apparently ancient origin have been found in parts of Mexico, Central America and South America, comprising one of the most fascinating subjects of 20th Century archaeology. These skulls, found near the ancient ruins of Mayan and Aztec civilizations (with some evidence linking the skulls with past civilization in Peru) are a mystery as profound as the Pyramids of Egypt, the Nazca Lines of Peru, or Stonehenge. Some of the skulls are believed to be between 5,000 and 36,000 years old. Many indigenous people speak of their remarkable magical and healing properties, but nobody really knows where they came from or what they were used for. Were they left behind after the destruction of a previous world, such as Atlantis? Are they simply ingenious modern fakes or can they reall

Sarcastic
You Have Your Sarcastic Moments While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. How Sarcastic Are You?

Stay At Home Mom
This was on myspace but I thought it was funny. Stay at home mom A man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in their pajamas, playing in the mud, with empty food boxes and wrappers strewn all around the front yard. The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house and there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry, he found an even bigger mess. A lamp had been knocked over, and the throw rug was wadded against one wall. In the front room the TV was loudly blaring a cartoon channel, and the family room was strewn with toys and various items of clothing. In the kitchen, dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter, the fridge door was open wide, dog food was spilled on the floor, a broken glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back door. He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of clothes, looking for his wife. H

She Has Done So Much For Me Please Show Her Some Love
Syn@ LostCherry rate her profile rate her pictures comment her page become a fan any help i will deeply appricate it. she is the greast and deserves love back. she has done so much for me since the very first day on me on lc. thank you syn i love you women your the best and you rock!!!!

What's A Good Man
Women out there constantly say they want a good man, but it seems alot of them have trouble identifying one when they find him. So here's a little help. *A good man tells you the truth, for better or for worse. *A good man will hold your hand in public. *A good man would rather have your make-up run down his new shirt while you cry in his arms, than to stand back and let you cry alone. *A good man calls you daily *A good man wants to hear your voice, even when there's nothing to say. *A good man won't hurt you on purpose. *A good man makes mistakes. *A good man will do all he can to correct his mistakes. *A good man does not cheat on you, gain your forgiveness, then cheat on you again. *A good man will not, and CAN NOT hit you. *A good man can be hurt. *A good man is not perfect, but he tries his best to be. *A good man understands you've been hurt. *A good man will do all he can to erase that hurt...even if he can't. *A good man may not be rich, but has e

My Right Arm
This is a 21-year-old caucasian male who states he\'s otherwise healthy who presents to the ED via squad after an injury at work. The patient was working at kenwood mall in a demolition site. He was carrying a mirror, apparently some drywall fell, cracked the mirror which smashed into his right arm. per the squad, the initial evaluation the blood was \"spurting\" at the scene. They wrapped a pressure bandage on it and he arrived to the ED in stable condition. Upon arrival the patient was complaining of pain on the right forearm as well as numbness of the right fifth finger. Pressure banage was intact. The patient denies any other injury. The patient has multiple lacerations of the right arm. The most significant of which was in antecubital fossa. There was a significant amount of bleeding after the bandage was removed. We reapplied a pressure bandage. The patient was noted to have a 2.5 cm laceration in his right upper arm. He also had a 5 cm laceration above the antecubital fossa,

Crazy
The last 42 hours or so have been real crazy for me. But it's all been in a good way. And this is all thanks to a certain someone, and u know who u are! Hugs and Kisses to you. Have u ever started talking to someone and had a shit load of things in common with them? And the more u talk to this person the more it feels like u have known them forever? This is what has happened to me, it's the strangest thing but it is also so awsome. It is so great being with this person, I'm completely calm and relaxed. And let me tell u that is not something that happens all that easily either. Makes me wonder where this person has been all my life. But now that they are here, I don't think they are going any where. Well I hope u the read is having a great day just like I am. And that you all find happiness if u haven't yet. Much love to all. Hugs and Kisses.

Problems Viewing Pics.
If you're a "family" member of mine, and I'm a "family" member of yours..This post is for you. Even though I'm saved in your family list, the site isn't allowing me to view your pics. The link that should be there to view that other album, isn't there. If you want to exchange your photos with me, the only way you'll be able to reach me is through my yahoo account, or at least you should be able to. I'm not putting my ID on this blog out in the open, so you have to ask me if you want it. Otherwise, you can only see my pics, and I won't be able to see yours, until this glitch is fixed. Luv y'all! Kisses.

Hush
Since i first locked eyes with you I realized all my dreams had come true But what would i say? What would i do? How could i ever describe the way i feel for you When i try to talk there's just nothing there Impatiently anticipating the day of Loving You For your love there is nothing i won't do And although i wish i could find the words to say these things I guess I'll HUSH instead of wasting these words in VAIN...

Think About It
Well this is just some questions i have to ask..... O r should i say propose to make you go Hmmmmmm. Well um does anybody really knows what it means to be happy? Do You really need anyone else to be happy? Or can you be happy alone? What is happiness? does it really exist? Why is it that when you think you are happy you really arent? And when you think your not and want more you really are happy. So whats up with that? Is happiness material things? Money? Or is it that all happiness really consists of it lookin into the eyes of the one you love, or the one who loves you? But see it really isnt that simple ....I mean what is Love after all? Is it the way he or she holds you? Is it the way they cater to you? Is it the way she SUC^s and FUC^s you? Or is it the feeling you get when he or she looks deep into your eyes and all you can do is shake as a chill shoots down your spine???? Does anybody really know the answer to these questions? And if you do i ask you one thing.....

Oh My Goth!
You scored as Goth. You're a Goth. You listen to dark music and love bondage lol. You love vampires and various other creatures of the night. Black is the only colour for you!Goth100%Punk83%Mosher58%Emo33%Geek21%Chav13%Are u emo,punk,goth,chav,mosher,skater or geekcreated with QuizFarm.com

Lady Of The Lake(erotic Vampire)
Walking down a long dirt road in the middle of the night a woman came out of the trees. As I continued walking I noticed that she stood there staring at me. It seemed i was lost in a dream. a thought I'd had so many times that it had finally gotten to such a point that it seemed almost real coming alive on this very night. Blinking and rubbing my eyes she still stood there. Simply waiting and looking. So I did what I always did and continued to walk trying to pretend she wasn't there and that I was alone. Alone as I had always been but as I started to pass the place where she stood she began to walk in the same direction as me. Her footsteps were soft and almost silent but my ears were straining for every noise and I could hear that she moved though I dared not look. "Is it you? Have you finally shown yourself?" I silently wondered Nothing came but yet the woman still walked behind me. So I decided to make a turn and head down to the lake at the end of the road. if she was stalking

I Fell In Love With A Ghost
I Fell in Love with a Ghost It started one night while I was asleep, though I first thought it just to be a dream. She came to me dressed in black with long black hair and kissed me on the lips. It seemed the usual dream of a teenager trying to escape from the loneliness that lives inside in tell she vanished and reappeared. My new love was a ghost and entered into my body. Amusing myself, and those around me, I began to float in the air using her spirit. Such dreams are not unusual for me being an eighteen year old boy with a very dark and morbid mind, so, I thought nothing of it but a mere reaching out in loneliness. Upon awakening to the feeling that a ghost was present, I shrugged it off as a mere remainder of the dream, although I did hold hopes that it was more then a dream, begging her to show herself to me and free me from my loneliness. As I lay awake and reached out with my mind, I was aware that it seemed rather silly but I desperately needed someone or something to

My Guitar Made Me Weep
My Guitar Made me Weep one day i was sitting in my room staring at this screen. this screen i look at every day that seems to eat my mind. suddenly i heard a noise, a voice or so it seemed. a moving sound filled my room and i was struck with sudden surprise. i looked over from my computer, and what was it i saw? my guitar was singing! it grew legs and arms, and stood there like it was john lennon. he was on top of the world or so it seemed. with my jaw open i watched in amazement. do you know what he did next? he turned on my pa. he sang into my microphone, and hooked himself up to the amp. magically he made his strings play the melody of which he sang. needless to say i was impressed, and jealous to say the least. my guitar had only been alive for a few short moments, and he already sang and played better then i ever could. maybe i could ask him, or was it a her? it's voice seemed to sound as any voice it chose perhaps i could ask my guitar whatever gender it be, to joi

One In The Same
One in the Same He sits alone wondering if there’s a reason; wondering if there’s a point to this life though he seems unable to even want to die. Thoughts leave soon as they arrive, and feelings fade as quickly as they arise. The world is clouded with a mist of seemingly nothingness. She sits alone wondering why she’s broken. Why her happiness seems to make her cry. Wondering why she still wants to die, longing to run the blade across her flesh and feel the blood rush through her veins and leave her withered and as dead as she feels inside. Why they won’t just let her be she does not know, and he wonders why she doesn’t see she’s lucky to have anyone care enough to ask. Two alike, but sitting in separate rooms with a routine death. It’s like watching his past played in the mirror before him as he watches her pain and the way she slowly dies. Savor the pain while it lasts. In time a numb ness will take over and a fear of feeling will grow inside. Take the pain as a blessing

The Little Dreamer
The Little Dreamer A little boy begins to walk, not knowing where to go. He passes by houses, and feels watched by every car. Slowly making his way to some place his body seems to guide. His head points to the ground and thoughts beg to take him away. Thinking of anything to relinquish the staring eyes that seem everywhere around. Eyes seem to lurk in the trees, and from heaven above always watching, waiting for a mistake to be made. Always are the eyes judging, casting they’re opinions about him. Veering off the street he heads for a wooded area. Slowly society drifts away as peace seems to be found. Underneath the limbs of evergreens, he finds a fallen tree and sits letting his mind wander to take him to another time. Eventually all thought seems to leave as he zones out in a daze where time becomes erased and all becomes forgotten; frozen for a minute, maybe an hour. One dead heart and one dead soul continue to beat inside of him for those moments of nothingness that so often

Life Sucks Sometimes
omg i have no idea what im going to write here. but im bored so i figured i would mess around a little bit.life....is hard. its been really hard lately. surprisingly im taking all pretty well i think. im not blowing up and im settling back into a depression. at least i hope not. im eating and sleeping. im not crying all the time. which is good. im working a lot though. which is probably helping a lot. it gives me something to take my mind off whats going on in my personal life. weee ok im done being a freak.

Important To Me
i relize that i never really gave a shit about people in my life, call me a asshole or a dick i dont care.The only person worth a damn was my mom, she was the only one that meant anything.I met someone 2 years ago , a pretty incredible person that changed that, i never open up or tell anyone anything about how i feel, im doing this for her, ANGEL EVERYTHING PEOPLE SAY IS NOT ALWAYS BULLSHIT YOU KNOW HOW I AM I NEVER LET ANYONE IN SO I HOPE THIS MEANS ALOT TO YOU!! LOVE YOU ALWAYS MA!!

First Ever Penis Removel
Surgeons in China who said they performed the first successful penis transplant had to remove the donated organ because of the severe psychological problems it caused to the recipient and his wife. Dr Weilie Hu and surgeons at Guangzhou General Hospital in China performed the complex 15-hour surgery on a 44-year old man whose penis had been damaged in a traumatic accident. The microsurgery to attach the penis, which had been donated by the parents of a 22-year-old brain-dead man, was successful but Hu and his team removed it two weeks later. "Because of a severe psychological problem of the recipient and his wife, the transplanted penis regretfully had to be cut off," Hu said in a report published online by the peer reviewed journal European Urology, without elaborating. "This is the first reported case of penile transplantation in a human," Hu added. Both the man and his wife had requested the surgery. He had been unable to have intercourse or urinate properly since

First Post
well, never used the blogs on here, i post on myspace mostly though i think i need to start writing certain entries somewhere else because of people who read my blogs. seems my life often makes others be in pain and such :/ just because they care about me and such, so maybe to keep from them reading and being hurt best i write those certain things here and be more guarded about what i say on my other account though i hate the idea of being closed off or dishonest or soemthing. my friend michelle and some others who are in love with me read it though and talking about my feelings for other people probably doesn't make them feel too good :/ it seems this summer everyone has fallen inlove with me and yet i've remained alone and with nothing to do most of the time. 14 year olds especially have been falling for me, especially girls in michigan. 3 girls in michigan like me. one of them carved my initials in her wrist the other night and ended up in the hospital. tho i still hope its some

Here we are then midweek again sat here chillin my poor cousiomns ill and going to a open mike nite and then only 10 days till i see the love of my life cant wait bet yet am apprehensive but thats just me i am guessing

ok, my bf and i just broke up lastweek. and i still love him and all.. but he just wants to be friends.. the reason we broke up is because he had to go to court last friday and if he did get locked up, he didnt want me to be unhappy and everything. and then it turns out he didnt get locked up but he has to go backt to court on the 6th of october. and he still doesnt wanna get back together because of the fact he still might get locked up.. i dont know what to do. i still love him. but i dont know if i should move on or wait till october till we find out what happens.. can someone please help me and give me advice? thanks all.

I'm sitting in the library of my college and I'm suppose to be studying..I hope your all happy. I got the request to join this and of course,I am the "get along" chick so I felt that I needed to do it. Thanks alot Joe! Not much to write in my first blog. I truly need a cigarette and I'm cutting it short :D