Fubar Blog Posts 1

Kindergarten Etc...
Well for starters my 5 yr old just started kindergarten so she just hit a huge milestone it's sad but yet joyful all at the same time plus with her sisters in head start 4 days a week now i have more time to myself although she's doing really good she has had all smiles for august thru sept just 4 more to go then a perfect moth ... she's so dang cute ... she luvs school everything from homework on up and she has learned with my help how to read we knew she was a very bright kid but didn't know the extent of it either way my children are my life as you can see from my pics their my heart and soul Tiff

Poem
See you not my invisible twin? A mirror image of another life. Dark and murderous beneath the surface - untamed. Walked I through the storms swirling mist carrying but a fragile light. A black figure followed. I felt a mysterious alliance - distorted. United are we by a chord of humanity. Internally universal but concealed. A hidden domain of ancient realms dangerously born in me - complex. See you not my darkened self? Possessed by an unknown rage. Surrounded by a fierce reality. Face to face with its opposite - confrontation. Like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde world of reason alienated. Consciousness disillusioning. Powers of darkness vulnerable - contradiction. Walked I from dark to light. Turned to confront my follower. Shocked with fear and despair. My story, the thread of life unraveled... Meet the enemy, my shadow - myself. Bound by psychic glue. Cat 2000

How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

Maybe This Would Tell Her Who!!
Mars and Venus Let's say a guy named Roger is attracted to a woman named Elaine. He asks her out to a movie; she accepts; they have a pretty good time. A few nights later he asks her out to dinner, and again they enjoy themselves. They continue to see each other regularly, and after a while, neither one of them is seeing anybody else. Then, one evening when they're driving home, a thought occurs to Elaine, and, without really thinking, she says it aloud: "Do you realize that, as of tonight, we've been seeing each other for exactly six months?" And then there is silence in the car . . . To Elaine, it seems like a very loud silence. She thinks to herself: Gee, I wonder if it bothers him that I said that. Maybe he's been feeling confined by our relationship; maybe he thinks I'm trying to push him into some kind of obligation that he doesn't want, or isn't sure of. And Roger is thinking: Gosh. Six months. And Elaine is thinking: But, hey, I'm not so su

Mysterious Bathroom Shower Story
(ok this is one of those stories where I start it out and yall can help tell how the story goes from there) ok there was this dude and he came home from a hard days work and had to take a hot shower.......so he went in the shower and closed the shower curtains and turned the hot water on and closed his eyes as the water hit his crown of his head and splashed down his body then all a sudden he slipped and bumped his head and wake up in that same shower with the water off and shower curtains still closed and wondered how long he was out......shivering cold and wet he was...he went to grab a towel from beyond the shower curtain and saw himself in another world but in the same shower stall.....from then on back at his home world there was a missing persons case out for him.....and his brother checked and saw his brothers clothes still on the bathroom floor and the shower still hot and wet like it was most recently used but the dude ( I will call him Gabe) was no where to be found in

Stigmatized
Stigmatized All my life i've been stigmatized For my mental health Criticized for my lack of wealth Scrutinized under a microscope for my past mistakes For everything i've done wrong The road i've traveled has been quite long Yet i've remained strong and still trudge along For i may hae a label placed upon me Yet i am a fighter and yearn to be free Free from crucifixtion Free from a life where i'm judged Berated Stigmatized Ostracized from a world that chooses to continue to pull me under Or should i say try Yet i muster the strength to do a complete 360 and fly Fly away from all the harshness of peoples glare Their evil stare that bares into the depths of my soul For i know deep down i'm the one whom is in control Noone can take that away from me Soon you'll all finally see And my past will be nothing more but a fading memory

Long Trip... But Worth The Reward?
So... I've landed a job interview with a staffing agency. They say they want to test me for a possible position in Valley Stream, NY (about 5-10 minutes from my residence in Queens, NY). And for this interview, I get to drive all the way out to Moorestown, NJ (approximately 2 hours away). So... I'll be driving two hours to spend 30 minutes talking about a job 5 minutes from me... and then driving two hours back. I hope it's worth it. This would be so much cooler if I knew more people in New Jersey. At least I could get a lunch date out of it, too...

My Weekend
Well I wasn't stood up. I spent the weekend with my friend Jimmy. He drove four hours to spend the weekend with me. We had fun just hung out really. Heres a picture of us. so yeah thats that. lol. Not much to say. Oh yeah dont pay attention to the date on the picture...its wrong!!

True Happiness
What makes someone happy? I used to want the whole fantasy of the so called "American Dream", family, house with white picket fence and lots of kids. In the process of looking for it, I get cheated on, lied to, and walked over. I dont like controversey, so I was never one to throw up a fuss about anything. It just seemed that anytime I did, Im the one crying alone. Im the bad person. Im the one with the broken heart. Maybe I would have never got married if I did. Im sure thats what caused the divorce. I stood up for myself. But then Im the bitch because I left him. Ya well...where is he now? Maybe I just give to much of myself to the ones I love. But, I thought thats what you were supposed to do? If you truely can say that you love someone, wouldnt you do everything in your power to keep them happy? Arent you supposed to give it your all? If you half ass it, its not going to go anywhere. Am I right? Then why am I the one that always gets screwed and my heart shatter

Sperm Donors......
I really would like to know when some ppl are going to grow the fuck up and realize that ppl do change. Since the day I found out I was pregnant with my daughter my life changed. The moment I found out that I was going to be a mom I made the choice to change so I could be there for her. I dont take kindly to ppl talking shit about me behind my back espically if they dont have the balls to say it to my fucken face. I've done nothing to deserve the shit that I take from my daughters sperm donor. All I have done is insure that she grows up in the best enviroment possible and that means one with no drugs around including ppl that use them. Its fucked up that I can sit here on my computer and hear from differant ppl all the time that Im back on this and doing that. Fucken plz I would like to see him take a surprize ua and pass the fucker. Yeah not going to happen. I've worked my ass off for 5 years trying to provide my daughter with the safest enviroment possible and what has he done jack

The Rules Thought They Would Stay Here Longer Than The Bulletins
1. the female always makes the rules 2. the rules are subject to change at any time without prior notice 3. no male can possibly know all the rules 4. if a female thinks that a male knows all the rules,she must imediately change some or all of them 5. the female is never wrong 6. if the female is wrong it is beacause of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the male did or said wrong 7. if rule 6 applies the male must immediately apoligize for causing the misunderstanding 8. the female can change her mind at any given point or time 9. the male may never change his mind ever 10. the female has every right to be angry at any time 11. the male must remain calm at all times unless the female wants him to be angry or upset 12. the female must never under any circumstances let the male know he should be upset or angry 13. the male is expected to mind read at all times 14. the male who can't abide by THE RULES can't take the heat,lacks a backbone,and

Know Your State Motto!
KNOW YOUR STATE MOTTO -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Take note of Utah! Alabama Hell Yes, We Have Electricity. Alaska 11,623 Eskimos Can't Be Wrong! Arizona But It's A Dry Heat. Arkansas Literacy Ain't Everything. California By 30, Our Women Have More Plastic Than Your Honda. Colorado If You Don't Ski, Don't Bother. Connecticut Like Massachusetts, Only The Kennedy's Don't Own It Yet. Delaware We Really Do Like The Chemicals In Our Water. Florida Ask Us About Our Grandchildren. Georgia We Put The Fun In Fundamentalist Extremism. Hawaii Haka Tiki Mou Sha'ami Leeki Toru (Death To Mainland Scum, Leave Your Money) Idaho More Than Just Potatoes... Well, Okay, We're Not, But The Potatoes Sure Are Real Good Illinois Please, Don't Pronounce the "S" Indiana 2 Billion Years Tidal Wave Free

First Kiss
You lean over and kissed me I felt my knees go weak You lean over and kissed me I couldn’t even speak You leaned over and kissed me With a passion flowing free You lean over and kissed me Sparks flew that we could see You lean over and kissed me A touch so soft and tender You lean over and kissed me A kiss I would remember You lean over and kissed me I’m sure I’d kiss you back You lean over and kissed me With the fire no kiss should lack You lean over and kissed me You left me wanting more You lean over and kissed me My soul you did explore You lean over and kissed me My heart no longer full of pain You lean over and kissed me Darling, kiss me once again

You Tell Me
What does it feel like to be in love? Does it soothe? Like a soft mist dusting your shoulders, Relaxing your tension? Does it seize? Like an unrelenting grasp over your being. Your smiles and your tears, Your common sense and your emotions. Does it excite? Starting at your toes and rising to your chest, Then your throat where it holds it’s breathe, Until you can’t help but scream. Does it confuse? Am I supposed to feel this way? Does he feel this way? Why does he lead me on? What is it in those eyes that make me so flustered? You tell me. Does every smile, every glance, Every chance meeting feels like a promise to love you back? Now because that’s what you really think, But because it’s what you really need to think To keep the hope a fairytale romance from fading? Does every conversation, Linger for days? Every frame Clear but unreal In an everyday dreamy rerun? You tell me. Does he consume your mind, Day to long waited day? Until everything

It Hurts.
i can't stop worrying and i can't stop being all fucking emo. and i don't know what to do and im a fucking mess. why can love hurt so much because its so strong. i wish there was a pill that could make u just not feel anything for 10 minutes . ten minutes of relief would be wonderful. i might be miserable right now but I wouldn't trade my love for him for my hurt. but im worried because we have no way to get ahold of eachother right now. its crazy. i just wanna hit myself in the chest and see if my heart stops. but it won't . make it stop hurting. please. i can't handle it . please.

All I Cant Say
There are so many words I can’t say, When I look into your eyes. Maybe you’ll reject me, And shatter all my pride. Each day my love grows stronger, But I won’t let you know. There’s way too much behind my smile, That I can never show. I'd hold you for a lifetime, If you would take my hand. Id love you like no other, But you just don't understand. Every time I see you, You’re holding on to her. The pain cuts me like a dagger, Making wounds that never cure. So ill dream of us together, Of how good it could be. And I will keep the secret love, You could have had with me.

Womens Restrooms.....
Women's Restrooms. This is hilarious! This is such a typical trip to a public restroom. A woman will TRULY relate to this (and men will better understand...!) My mother was a fanatic about public bathrooms. When I was a little girl, she'd take me into the stall, teach me to wad up toilet paper and wipe the seat. Then, she'd carefully lay strips of toilet paper to cover the seat. Finally, she'd instruct, "Never, NEVER sit on a public toilet seat. Then she'd demonstrate "The Stance," which consisted of balancing over the toilet in a sitting position without actually letting any of your flesh make contact with the toilet seat. By this time, I'd have wet down my leg and we'd have to go home to change my clothes. That was a long time ago. Even now, in my more "mature years, The "Stance" is excruciatingly difficult to maintain, especially when one's bladder is full. When you have to "go" in a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women that

Speechless
I wish I could tell you But not say a word My thoughts float out to you The silent wings of a bird My message is simple I want it to end You were so much better as a best friend I don’t want to hurt you But there is no other way My hearts been telling me what I have to say It’s not your fault But yet it has to be My reasons are even confusing to me They’re tangled with detail Too hard to explain So please understand and ill take the blame The thoughts in my head must have their say I can stand it no longer The day is today Ill tell you the truth What’s been on my mind But a good explanation will be hard to fine You and I together must come to an end I now only want you and me to be friends

Stone By Stone
I have a wall you can not see Because it’s deep inside of me It blocks my heart on every side And helps emotions there to hide You can’t reach in, I can’t reach out You wondered what it’s all about The wall I built that you can’t see Results from insecurity Each time my tender heart was hurt The scars within grew worse and worse So stone by stone, I built a wall That’s now so think it will not fall Please understand that its not you Continue to try to break through I want to show myself And love from you will really help So bit by bit, chip at my wall Till stone by stone it starts to fall I know the process will be slow It’s never easy to let go Of hurts and failures long ingrained Upon ones heart from years and years of pain I’m so afraid, to let you in I know I might get hurt again I try so hard to break the wall But seem to get nowhere at all For stone upon each stone I've stacked And left between them not a crack The only way to make it fall Are

Reunited A Two Sided Poem
I saw her today I saw him today It’s been awhile It seem like centuries She looked okay I couldn’t stop staring We talked for awhile He looked so fine She kept staring at me and I wondered why He wouldn’t look at me and I wondered why She asked me how I was, and I told her about my new girlfriend He asked me if I had a boyfriend, and I told him I didn’t I pretended like I cared I pretended like I didn’t care She looked different than she used to He looked better than ever I gave her a friendly hug goodbye We held each other one more time And then I went surfing And then I went home and cry

Sigh~ The Things I Wish I Had In A Guy
1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-***HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST!!!*** 19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! 20-u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-dont ask her to buy you stuff. you buy her stuff 23-tell her what feels good 24-make her feel loved 25-buy her stuff. small thing

At First
At first you feel like crying, And beg god to dry your tears. You sir and reminisce of All the good times through the years You stare at him across the room And block that you still care But you’re still in love with the way He runs his fingers through his hair And when you’re sick of crying But you feel the same You might stop feeling miserable And instead hand him the blame He’ll as you why your friends Still vibe and you’ll turn and walk away You’ll tell him that you hate him He’ll have nothing left to say You finally think it’s over And this must be the end But then one day your heart stops As he holds his new girlfriend And you force yourself to believe In time you’ll be okay And the feelings that you felt Will slowly fade away.

Adult Jokes 2
In a mental institution a nurse walks into a room and sees a patient acting like he's driving a car. The nurse asks him, "Charlie, what are you doing?" Charlie replied, "Driving to Chicago!" The nurse wishes him a good trip and leaves the room. The next day the nurse enters Charlie's room just as he stops driving his imaginary car and asks, "Well Charlie, how are you doing?" Charlie says, "I just got into Chicago". "Great," replied the nurse. The nurse leaves Charlie's room and goes across the hall into Bob's room, and finds Bob sitting on his bed furiously masturbating. Shocked, she asks, "Bob, what are you doing?!" Bob says, "I'm gettin' it on with Charlie's wife while he's in Chicago!" _________________________________________________ I decided to stop worrying about my teen aged daughter's driving and take advantage of it. I got one of those bumper stickers that say, "How's my driving?" and put a 900 number on it. At 50 cents a call, I've been making $38 a week. __

Untitled
*Near to the door* *He paused to stand* *As he took his class ring* *Off her hand* *All who were watching* *did not speak* *As a silent tear* *Ran down his cheek* *and through his mind* *the memories ran* *of the moments they walked* *and ran in the sand (hand in hand)* *But now her eyes were so terribly cold* *For he would never again* *have her to hold* *they watched in silence* *as he bent near* *and whispered the words….* *”I love you” in her ear* *he touched her face and started to cry* *as he put on his ring he wanted to die* *and just then the wind began to blow* *as they lowered her casket* *into the snow* *this is what happens* *to man alive* *when friends let friends* *drink and drive*

Terror
our goverment is allowing the enemies of america to murder our children. with impunity and no fear of punishment. while at the same time being willing to execute our marines for doing what they were justified doing.these terrorists are no military, they are pure and simple criminals.i,ve read where trash has said the rights of those in the midle east must be protected at any cost. aclu is sniviling about 14 leaders of terrorists being [maybe] tortured by whoever is holding them. SO WHAT, explain why the people that attack and kill americans should have anyrights at all. i don,t recall ever a case where a american soldier was given anty consideration. more as days go by

What Makes A Mother?
What makes a mother? Is it just to give birth to a child? Is it to raise a child, from the first day of their life? Is it getting up, in the middle of the night, To feed a screaming infant? Is it looking at a messy finger painting, And saying it is the best thing you’ve ever seen? Is it kissing a boo-boo better, When a toddler scrapes her knee? Is it teaching a youngster to swim? Or teaching her to ride a bike? Is it walking a child to school For the first time, With a tear in your eye When they go through the door, And say goodbye? Is it getting excited, About an A on a worksheet? Is it helping to study, For a spelling test? Is it staying up late, To help finish a science project? Is it explaining the birds and the bees, To a confused pre teen? Is it sitting white knuckled In the passengers seat While teaching a her to drive A stick for the first time? Is it waiting

Why We Cry
we cry for those that have left us . we cry for htose that care about and us for them . we cry for those we lost . we cry for those that have hurt us ans us them . we cry because we care about someone . we cry because of things we might have done to hurt someone. we cry because where happy. we cry when where sad . we cry when where glad . we cry for those we love or those that we had loved . we cry because it makes us feel a littel better but most of we cry because we can .

Dreams
I look at you getting lost in your eyes watching your smile craving your touch wanting to kiss all seems but a dream I think of you we walk together hand in hand roam the park arm in arm all seems but a dream yet you are with me Baby I'm falling falling for you ~ so true my soul seeking yours fall more each day my heart is yours as I dream of you and know you are my dream come true

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts of you enter my mind Wanting to whisper in your ear sweet somethings are to mend that emptiness my friend Thoughts of you make me smile Wanting happiness within your heart Breaking loneliness apart to let the warmth & love spread within Let me take your hand & hold it dear I want you safe you hear!

Just Me Talking
lets see, i dont know what it is that i do wrong to men, i understand that your supposed to date for a while and not call until he calls or some shit and there are so many damn rules to it all and honestly i dont give a shit about any of them. if i want to spend time with a guy then im going to call him and let him know.and if he doesnt want to spend time with me then be honest...i just want someone that wants to be with me as much as i do them, its not like im high matienence...spending time at home doing nothing but cuddling is a good time to me...so if there are any latino guys out there that could appriciate that...then hit me up!!!

Adult Jokes
(Told to me by my boyfriend, sorry if anyone is offended but i look at it this way , I am black and italian and thought it was funny) An italian, a black man and a polish man are all sitting on death row. They are all model prisoners and out of respect for maritonious service to their prison community the warden gives them all a choice on how they wish to die. The italian says "I want a big bowl of pasta to eat with a beautiful woman sitting across from me", so the warden laces his pasta with strichnyne, and he dies. The black man says " I wanna die in bed fucking a beautiful woman" so the warden hooks him up with a beautiful blond who fucks him til he has a heart attack and dies. The pollack says "I want AIDS" The warden responds "Are you sure you want that, AIDS is a slow painful death" The inmate responds "yes i am sure give me AIDS" so the warden has him injected with the AIDS virus, then the inmate says "Haha I fooled you I was wearing a condom" __________________________

Basic English
OK, I'm going to rant here. Bear with me. "your" is a possessive. It's used in front of something you own. Like "your house" or "your child." It is NOT used in the case where you would otherwise use "you are," such as "your hot" or "your going." In this case, what you want, really, is "YOU ARE," which is shortened to "you're." So "you're hot" or "You're going to Canada" or whatever. Of course, nothing is worse than "ur." And then there's "there," which is even worse. "There" is used to define a place. "We're there." "Their" is a possessive, as in "their coats," "their house," etc. But wait! Then there's "they're!" Guess what, that's just like "you're." It's short for "they are," meaning "they're hot," or "they're going to Canada." Luckily, noone's figured out a way to slaughter that in internet speak. Sometimes I wander over the internet and wonder how half the people on it graduated from high school. I'm the first to admit that I'm a bit of an English snob

The Doctors Office
The Doctor's Office There's nothing worse than a snotty doctor's receptionist who insists you tell her what is wrong in a room full of other patients. I know most of us have experienced this. You got to love the way this old guy handled it. An 86 year old man walked into a crowded doctor's office. As he approached the desk, the receptionist said, "Yes sir, what are you seeing the doctor for today?" "There's something wrong with my dick," he replied. The receptionist became irritated and said, "You shouldn't come into a crowded office and say things like that." "Why not? You asked me what was wrong and I told you," he said. The receptionist replied, "You've obviously caused some embarrassment in this room full of people. You should have said there is something wrong with your ear or something and discussed the problem further with the doctor in private." The man replied, "You shouldn't ask people things in a room full of others, if the answer could embarrass anyone.

Sex
so first off there would be no lights on maybe one just to set the mood and we would be laying in ur bed side by side just talking and whatnot. i would move one hand onto ur hip and slowely come in to kiss u gently on the lips. i would back away then move so i was stradeling u and then kiss u again but with more force and let my hands rest in ur hands. i would then tie each of ur hands together over ur head and to ur bed. then i would blind fold u so u couldnt see what i was about to do. i would then start to kiss ur next and blow gently on ur ears trying to turn u on. i would let my hand wonder under ur shirt but not tuching ur nipples just yet. i would then move my lips down from ur ears around ur neck to the middle of ur chest. at this time i would rase ur shirt over ur head and put it over ur tied up hands. next i would kiss down ur chest to ur stomach teasing ur belt line with my tongue and kissing around ur breast. i would slowely take off ur bra and again

New Mexico...here I Come!!!!!
I'm moving!!!! Well everyone, it's official...I'm moving. I'm going to New Mexico. Everything is all worked out. My dog will be staying with a friend near Amarillo. I will be leaving early Sunday morning and heading to her place. Spend some time with her, and then leave early monday morning...OR maybe spend monday with her, and leave early tuesday morning. Then I will be on my way to the four corners area of New Mexico. So I will be MIA for a few days...I know, I know, I really haven't been around much lately anyway, but I do plan on making it by everyone's page at least once this week before I leave. Love you all bunches and heeps. Stay sweet and safe.

Women's Oil Changes Vs Mans
never trouble trouble, till trouble troubles you ~*~ Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee. 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change $20.00 Coffee $1.00 Total $21.00 ========================================================== Oil Change instructions for Men: 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00 2) Stop by 7 - 11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench.

Where Is He?????
A man who wants to be more than a fuck buddy! A man who is capable of thinking of someone elses needs before his own! A man who is caring, respectful, honest and isn't into playing gasmes with a person! A man who is capable of having feelings! A man who can actually think with the brain in is his head rather than with the one in his pants...LOL!!! A man who can actually be in a relationhip with just one woman!!! A man who wants a loving, honest, down to earth person who loves life to the fullest!! If you are out there somewhere, please come find me and say HELLO!!!

Daydream(wetdream)
close your eyes lay your head back don't worry bout what i'm gonna do just relax it's your turn feel good and this i promise you you're gonna love what i'm bout to do i'm gonna kiss your lips and caress your skin whisper in your hear a few sweet nothins then nibble your earlobe fore i start to make my way down low move my tongue behind your ear and down your neck kissing and licking making sure you're gonna be wet slide my hands up your sides just thinking bout how you feel inside move my hand back down and grab your thighs by this time i'm already down your chest mmmm pleasing each one of your breasts teasing each nipple then givin you a lil tickle i continue on my mission to give you what you been wishin for slide my tongue down below your belly button getting closer and closer to the sweet jackpot then oh shit it's only a dream and everything stops

Lies
Why would you lie to me? After all that we've been through, After the love I gave you, I just need you to trust me Bridge: How could i trust you how do I move on When all you do is tell your lies, your killin me inside. Why would I take you back so many sleepless nights we had a good thing but you threw it all away Verse 1: They said you dont know what you got until its all gone I wish I never had to sit down and write this song But baby girl, if I coulf turn back the hands of time if I could press rewind, live it one more time I wouldnt do the things i did, I take back what I said, I never break a promise if you take me back again. Everyone deserves a second chance and this is it, so reach inside your heart and be compassionate girl, did you forget the way we use to love each other, the way you told me that you could never love another damn, its like im beggin you to stay alive, I love you girl and I need you by my side Choru

Forever
was feeling kinda down today but it got better. i had said something to rochelle on here and she hadn't responded and hadn't replied to ne of my messeges or ne thing so i thought that she was avoiding me or something, then we talked later so i felt better. though thinking about things while talking to her made me rather sad cuz i still had that feeling tat it was just a game or something. i donno when we talk especially on the phone i know she cares about me, and each night we talk on the phone i can hear the emotion in her voice even more but then when she's not there it seems to make me not sure it was ever there or something. it sort of makes me feel that i need her to always be there. i want the feeling to last when she isn't there because now especially she can't always be there and compared to what i'm used to she can't be there that often and not even really there only talking to me. ive been singing a song obsessively that has to do with what is going on in my mind and such

Animal Cruelty
Why do we hurt animals is it because we are afraid of them or just dont understand them? being an animal lover i can't understand why people have to be so cruel it sickens me to my stomach they are defenceless & only want to live on this earth like you & i. Would you do this sort of thing to another human being? then why animals!! I just hope all this cruelty stops & these bastads get what they deserve. Like i always say treat one like you want to be treated & let animals live in peace with us. Protect our animals & wild life.

Hurry!
Why do we hurry so endlessly hurrying trying to save one more minute! Why do we hurry so traveling, scurrying trying to get where we go... Why do we have so much traffic? People can move without cars... Why do we have so much anger? Life could be lived without scars! Why do we hurry so endlessly hurrying trying to save some more... time!

Lets See If...
Just sayin hey..... i dont write in these cause i Havent got much to say!! LOL my daughter is in school and Loves it.. i think she is going to be Alot differant than I EVER was!! There was nowhere i Hated in the world was School..... I Bet theres others who Wish they could do it all Over again... not me., I Would Be In Detention every other day Now Or Be Suspended every other Week!!!!!

This Is Everyone Around The World!
Hello everyone and how is everyone been doing? I am on here to make new friends around the world! I am 30 years old and i was married 2 times and got the divorce 2 times and i am married again and i love the man and my wife that i have been with and i will always love them and also my son!

Romance And Relationships
To That Special Someone, I'm waiting here for the someone every day and night, needing someone to hold me tight, To cheer me up when I am sad, and make me smile when I am mad, I need that someone that will always care, someone that will always be there, Even when I am right or wrong, and always there to keep me strong, Someone to show me there is no fear, someone always there and always near, always helping me to get me through, someone to say "I Love You" Someone to be there when I am cold, and always there for me to hold, Someone there for me to think of, Someone there to show me "Love" Someone who who will wipe my tears away when im down! someone who i can dance with whether it be a slow song or no music the only music would be the beating of ours hearts togheter as one!` SOMEONE WHO WILL LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM, AND NOT WHAT IM NOT! LOVE IS BLIND!

Snap Judgment
I wrote this back in '06 when I was a little bigger, had hair down to the middle of my back, a goatee that was 8 inches long.. both hair and goat were board straight... when I had my shirt off people would see all of my tattoos and from a single look, assume that I was a bad person. I wrote this because of that. Snap Judgment 6'5", 245. long hair, long goatee one look, snap judgment you think you know me you think "trouble", "fighter"..... monster look away, walk away, keep away you'd think different if you took the time but you don't take the time one look, snap judgment, closed mind spiraling down, the world cries opportunity lost

Maybe Im Just...................
To be honest, I really dont know what I am. On one hand I am on top of the world about somethings. And at the same time I feel like I am soo alone. I know I have people who love me dearly, but thats the way I've felt for a lil while. IDK prolly just due to lack of sleep and the fact that I stopped my meds...........

I Just Cant Live A Lie
Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you And maybe turning my back would be that much easier Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange But I can't watch you walk away Can I forget about the way it feels to touch you? And all about the good times that we've been through Could I wake up without you every day? Would I let you walk away? No, I can't learn to live without And I can't give up on us now [Chorus] Oh, I know I could say were through And tell myself I'm over you But even if I made a vow I promise not to miss you now And try to hide the truth inside I fell cause I, I just can't live a lie Could I forget the look that tells me that you want me? And all the reasons that make loving you so easy The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe The way you know just what I mean No, I can't learn to live without Ohh, so don't you give up on us now Ohh, I know I could say were through And tell myself I'm over you But even

Reasons I Can't Get A Gf
tonyslimbony cannot get a girlfriend!!!!! 10. I'm 5'11'' and only 150lbs of which my nose weighs 10lbs 9. Look at 10 the big nose thing 8. You can't see a big penis from across the room 7. You can't see a kick ass personality from across a room 6. I'm always right, so don't argue with me on the top 10!!!! 5. I'm too shy to talk to women 4. all the girls who do want me are under age 3. Girls who claim to be bi but only meet girls!!!!! what's with that these days? 2. I'm not black 1. I'm not a girl!!! practically ever girl now is bi? that's too much damn competition thank you check back next week for top 10 ways to masturbate, where will "the stranger" rank?

Slice... Slice... Slice....
You scored as Mutilation Fetish. Mutilation fetish: You love sex and you love getting the crap beat out of you while you do it! More power to ya!!!Bondage Fetish100%Mutilation Fetish100%Foot Fetish6%Scat Fetish0%What's Your Fetish?created with QuizFarm.com

Kickin N Lickin It
girl just come over here lean this way lemme whisper somethin in ya ear tell you all the things a lady needs to hear next you know got you in my car rollin down 75 roll it up girl i'm gonna get ya high smoke till ya lungs collapse ur heart beats quicker don't know if it's the weed, me, or the liqour but u keep lookin at me lickin ya lips hands sliding up and down ya body graspin at ya hips leanin over tell me all the nasty things ya wanna do to me get ya to my crib and things are lookin up for a G lead ya inside with the touch of my hand set ya on the couch let the fun begin got ya wantin me, needin me but i'm just lay back and continue to tease my hand on ya thigh lookin ya in the eyes tell ya nothin but the truth no need to lie i've known you for years and now i getta try i lean in closer to hear your words i run my hand up ur neck and pull u close face to face lip to lip i slide my tongue out and take a lil l

Animals
I, I’m driving black on black Just got my license back I got this feeling in my veins this train is coming off the track I’ll ask polite if the devil needs a ride Because the angel on my right ain’t hanging out with me tonight I’m driving past your house while you were sneaking out I got the car door opened up so you can jump in on the run Your mom don’t know that you were missing She’d be pissed if she could see the parts of you that I’ve been kissing Screamin’ No, we’re never gonna quit Ain’t nothing wrong with it Just acting like we’re animals No, no matter where we go ‘Cause everybody knows We’re just a couple of animals So come on baby, get in Get in, just get in Check out the trouble we’re in You’re beside me on the seat Got your hand between my knees And you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna squeeze It’s hard to steer when you’re breathing in my ear But I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on m

10 Ways To Masturbate!
new top 10!!!! ok kiddies, this week it's top 10 ways to masturbate hope u got ur ky, vaseline, blistex whatever is you need, for some of these props, drugs, and the uknowing use of ur bestfriend maybe needed 10. mans bestfriend, of course we all know what this is from road trip putting peanut butter on your balls and letting your dog lick it off(technically not masturbation but you get the idea) 9. the fists of fury, stroking in an upward motion quickly alternating hands, this takes alot of practice don't try this at home 8. jerk circle, the only reason this is on the list is because even with masturbation the more the merrier 7. the manson, now this one should definitly be left to the pro's everyone remembers the rumors of marilyn manson having his ribs removed to perform felatio on himself 6. hidden finger, masturbating while fingering ones ass, (this is also called the milkmaid, stinkfinger, among others) 5. man in the night, this is a weird one(w

Haha!
You are 66% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Top Ten Favorite Words
the top 10 is back!!!!!! Hello kiddies i bring you a new top ten after a long hiatus, thisn weeks topic is kinda lame, but my top 10 favorite words in the english dictionary! 10) Bubble, say it, it'll make ya feel better! 9) Tabernacle, it's fun and religious all in one! 8) Zimbabwe, who knew africa would be so goofy! (watch out for the lions) 7) semen, it can be used in a variety of hilarious sitaution and puns... 6) porno, it's as fun to say as it is to watch! 5) pumpernickle, yeah that's a good one, tastes like shit though 4) cumcuat, who knew veggies could be soo naughty 3) doodoo, ya got doodoo on your shoe 2) poop, he called the shit poop! 1) boobies, i love it when boobies are in my mouth and when they come out! thanks and hopefully my next top 10 will be a little better oh and please respond with any words i may have missed in error!

Far Away-nickelback
This time This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there’s just one left ‘Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore On my knees, I’ll ask Last chance for one last dance ‘Cause with you, I’d withstand All of hell to hold your hand I’d give it all I’d give for us Give anything but I won’t give up ‘Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay ‘Cause I needed I need to

Satan's Goal
feelin the pain just relax let it take ya brain let this consume your mind let the blood drop like rain and soon you will find everything don't seem to be what it is you always see i lay back take it as it comes and relax just feel and watch me not once will i plead the death of me is all i guarantee sinister shit from my thoughts death is coming i can smell the rott it's comin under the door floating to my soul ready to take my body as a whole satans ultimate goal

Fae? As If We Didn't Know...
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Faerie100%Mermaid92%Demon75%Angel67%WereWolf67%Dragon59%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

All Da Single Ladies
i'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... i'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because i actually want something, but because it means i get to spend more time with you... i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and i will have fun because it means i am spending time with you... i'm the girl who never forgets all sweet little things you do for me... i'm the girl who never gives up hope even when i tell others i have... i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. & even if we spend time apart, i'm the girl who never forgets you. i'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... i'm the girl who you can talk to about anything... i'm the girl who laughs at your jokes... i'm the girl who w

Hot Hot Hot....
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot94%Violent88%Exciting75%Wet44%Soft44%Awkward38%Sweet38%Shy31%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

I Can Hear It
i can hear it i can feel it i know it's real i know it's hear if you're not prepared you better be aware i can feel it pulsing through my veins everytime i see it makes me go insane the poverty the sickness it's all around us nothing we can do but just back let it surround us take us in breathe us away let the life end no way to stop it no way to slow it it's coming through and we already blew it it's the end of times the end of all our lives satan is coming and it's the righteous he despise just sit back relax tilt your cap back and watch the skies as everything around us crumbles and cracks the sky turns black, the seas boil red it's the end of time fuck we're all dead

The Secret To Seduction Is.....
Your Seduction Style: The Charmer You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people fall under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them! What Is Your Seduction Style?

Psychosis
losing my mind i'm losing my mind i'm losin my fuckin mind bout to grab gat fuckin hit the sack reach back for my nine hit streets it's bloody murder time turn up the beats blast my shit at the heat fuck the pigs creepin up behind me slam on the breaks get out point black straight o.g. i'm flippin the fuck out pull out the ak assualt rifle son pull up in your house and kill your mom sick twisted shit this is pyschosis kidnap your wife and daughter ducked tape, bloody murder, fuckin slaughter kill everyone in the house just cause they were home get you down on your knees bitch pray to my chrome pull back the trigger, watch you bleed this shit ain't directed at anyone in particular

A Midwinter’s Night Dream
A midwinter’s night dream by WriterDom © A midwinter’s night dream a cabin far away oak flaming in the hearth snow settling softly on the pine Watching her undress peeling away familiar fabric revealing the beauty underneath a scorching kiss parts her lips takes the strength from her legs a simple command drops her to her knees she is shamefully wet and He hasn’t even began his wicked ways of erotic torture and heavenly delights she hungers for his cock thirsts for his sweet nectar to be His instrument of pleasure she yearns for His strong hand to leave it’s brand upon her ass and to sweep her away with the leather she needs to be fucked and filled, and ravaged, panting orgasms onto his neck she sleeps, and dreams sweet dreams cuddled close to her desire

Only On Days That End In Y
When you left I told myself I wouldn't let you off my mind That I'd be strong I'd carry on And leave the past behind I'd just forget we ever met and find somebody new And now I want you to know I'm almost over you * The only time I ever miss you honey Is when I'm alone or when I'm with somebody Your memory never even gets to me 'Cept when I'm awake and when I'm sleeping Girl you never even cross my mind 'Cept just when I think I've left you far behind Only when I laugh Only when I cry Only on days that end in 'Y' Now I'll admit you're hard to quit I've been going through a bad withdrawl But you can bet I had to let you walk before I'd crawl I've got my pride wrong or right I'm gonna stand my ground And I ain't gonna let your memory get me down [Repeat *] When you walked out I was just about to break down and bed you not to go But if you wanna come home it's only fair that you should know The only time I ever miss you honey Is wh

Beautiful By Raven's Rant
Beautiful How can I show you that you are beautiful when you always look the other way Finding imperfections with every living breath feeding yourself deceit every night as you lie in bed How can I show you that you are beautiful when you see only flaws in the diamond and not the sparkle that it holds You judge yourself with consequence tearing down what nature built and turning it into darkness cold How can I show you that you are beautiful when you don't look into the mirror save with tear-streaked eyes How can you see yourself as I do when you're peering through a looking glass warped by doubt and loathing brewed within your mind How can I show you that you are beautiful when your beauty is just too much and leaves me lost for words choking on every thought while trying to explain something so clear that it is written all over your face How can I show you that you're beautiful when the world is not enough and a million voices fail to chang

Sotd - Peeping Tom
by Placebo I'm careful not to fall I have to climb your wall 'Cause you're the one Who makes me feel much taller than you are I'm just a peeping tom On my own for far too long Problems with the booze Nothing left to lose I'm weightless... I'm bare I'm faithless... I'm scared The face that fills the hole That stole my broken soul The one that makes me seem to feel much taller than you are I'm just a peeping tom On my own for far too long Troubles with the gear Nothing left to fear I'm weightless... I'm bare I'm faithless... I'm scared I'm weightless... I'm bare I'm faithless... I'm scared With every bet I lost And every trick I tossed You're still the one who makes me feel much taller than you are I'm just a peeping tom On my own for far too long Problems with the booze Nothing left to lose I'm weightless... I'm bare I'm faithless... I'm scared I'm weightless... I'm bare I'm faithless... I'm scared I'm weightless... I'm bare I'm faithless...

A Midnight Poem
A Midnight Poem by dsoul © When the night comes To lay in the sky, Somewhere you will come to me I know I caused You hurt last time, Still somehow you will come to me The dusk has gone, The stars are out Yet my tears are still falling - Hopefully you will come to me But I ask where in the clouds Are you now? Floating high and bound For shelter where even the angels Cannot find you? Soon my feet will walk away From here And silence will start to reign But for now I will stay and wait Wishing you will come back to me.

This Is Me
born in a small indiana town but now i'm in the nati holdin it down gettin ready to reach for the crown king of the queen city but it wasn't always this pretty had to go through the good times and the shitty but now i realized that those were the things that made my life so now i'm gonna give it to you straight up and right what made me, this is my life i moved to columbus at the age of 2 don't remember much but the shit was cool one of a few white kids in my elementary school at 6 moved to the nati man what a switch it was a culture shock everyone round me white as chalk stayed listenin to hiphop get me on some nas and i can't be stopped spent my days on the courts my nights in my room listenin to too short first crush in 5 grade pretty blond hair tori was her name held that crush till i was in high school man them days were cool 12 had my first taste of weed and one taste was all i need i was hooked spending e

It Aint Rocket Science.
There is a reason I don't prance around town in a g-string. And it has nothing to do with the restraining order. Ok, it has everyting to do with the restraining order. Damn the Man and His laws.

My Birthday
My birthday is 5 days away and I am so worried I will not have a good day. My 21st birthday was out of control and my 22nd was mediocre with the exception of a 3 way kiss with my best friends. I want to get a new piercing or tat but I am super broke. le sigh. Hopefully I go to a pub and get piss drunk, hehe. Than me and Ant can have crazy nea lush sex, lmao!

Smell Smoke?
jeuh, what? now you see that i'm high 24/7 all day all night keep a fat sack always within reach in the back of my el dorado cadillac you smell smoke? take it in, playa please don't choke you know it's the bomb that badunk-a-funk that skunk bud knock ya straight up on ya ass bud drivin down the highway, you know we do it the high way you tell by how slow we ride by creepin down the street g's think it's a drive by head up to the corner store pick up a blunt wrap cause i'm bored roll back to the crib roll up my shit it's that sticky icky ick careful when you hittin it puff too hard guarantee you'll get sick now that i'm feelin alright now i know it's my time to find some food tonight hop in the car head straight for the white.... (ya know white castles) 5 chicken sandwiches 2 orders of french fries pull up i'm the only one in the ride guaranteed the chick in the drive through knows i'm high asks i

Sept. 25, 2006 9:11pm
So it was just another day at work, I work at Walmart stocking. It was kind of boring, the truck came in really late so didnt have much to do til end of the day. Brought my mom the last of the boxes she would need for moving her stuff. She said she might not use them all but oh well, At least she will have plenty. Went and bought a movie and a cd after that. Just to have something new to watch. Had a falling out with the friend I live with who is moving away, dont think we will end up talking anymore, but oh well. Life goes on and there are better people out there that care. Got to get some more stuff moved to my grandpas. Think I will do that this weekend, well MY weekend anyways. Ok, well I need sleep, work early tomorrow morning so good night!

Love
Someone once told me "No Man or woman is worth your tears and the one who is will never make you cry". Does this mean I will always be alone? I have came to the conclusion I would rather be alone than with someone and alone.However, I do fear that I will grow old and it will be me and my cat.Is it really that hard to find your soulmate? Is there such a thing?What if your soulmate married someone else ..Do you wait till he or she figures it out?They say if you love someone set them free and if they come back it was meandt to be.If this is true... How long is too long to wait? Just some thoughts to ponder.Most people can relate at one time or another.Just sharing.

Do You Remember
I.... Remember..... Before the Internet & text messaging. Before Sidekicks & iPods. Before MIKE JONESSS Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX. Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night. WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs. When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing. When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie. When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans. When 2Pac and Biggie where alive. When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever. Way back...... Tag. Get Over Here!!!! means something to you. Hide-n-Go Seek in the dark. Red Light, Green Light. Heads Up 7 Up. (played this game in school a lot) Playing Kickball & Dodgeball even Wallball. Hopskotch. Slip-n-Slides. Tree Houses. Hula Hoops. Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps. The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies. Running through the sprinklers. Crying when Mufasa died i

Newborn Soul...
You Are a Newborn Soul You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

My Stuffies
Pimp-My-Profile.com Pimp-My-Profile.com Myspace Graphics, Glitter Graphics, Layouts Pimp-My-Profile.com i love animals!! Pimp-My-Profile.com Pimp-My-Profile.com Pimp-My-Profile.com Pimp-My-Profile.com Pimp-My-Profile.com

Myspace Battle Rap Lol
A battle i got into on my friend kitty's page.... lemme know who you thought won, my favorite is in bold print jeremy: stop hit the road i be takn' you for surprise a bitter sweet love straight up on a rise showing my gat and throwing up my sign representing for the west side across this line knowing you aint nothing but the lesser man i jump to your face and swat at you with my hand ya hit the ground and roll caught like a 2 dollar ho answering my questions of life right before you go cause i be sendn yo ass 6 feet below ya wont be able to dodge this bullet so dont even get low so now ya bitch ass cryn weeping and beggn for ya life when it was already gone without any strife givn up like a toddler tryn to ride a bike cause ya silly ass tricked out like a dyke now your final words and you quick to shut up pull'd da trigger and hear the smut blood trickln down ya face thicker than mud your such a disgrace hit the ground straight splat on my splif caught a nigga

Where Did We Put That Rope?
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM98%Sex God80%A Romantic50%Virgin30%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Spend Your Life With Me
baby your love and affection point me in the right direction i love the feeling of being with you only because you make my dreams come true you are the one that completes me i can see you on your bended knee asking will your spend your live with me? and all i can say is let it be

Sgi Server Maintenance Time
I pulled a 14 hour shift today to get the OS (operating system) updated today. It should have been easy, but SGI servers are never easy. Issues turn into problems and problems turn into diasters *lol* I still have more more server to update tomorrow with the SGI guy Matt. I still have the department lead coming to town tomorrow as well. It is going to be a busy week indeed ;)

Hi
Hey everyone! Its been a while since I have said anything. So I will keep it short. School is going ok. Spanish is pretty easy and I am doing better than anyone in the class. So that makes me happy. Work sucks as always..Mcdonalds is not the most exciting job location but its a job so ya do what ya gotta do. ;) How are you all?

Dead Tired
skinny white boy from the burbs but mutha fucka these ain't just words not afraid to come up on the target pull out the desert e, then spark it get it buck and wild here the shots poppin off for miles here the screams of your family goin wild screamin and callin for help as your body lay still, gaspin, gettin pale i told you stupid mutha fuckers i was fuckin dead tired but you still took me for a sucker now looks who's retired better yet your ass is expired i'm here to steal your life pull up with just a ski mask and a knife feel it pierce your spine now you know its the end of your time hop in the ride, police close behind like bone, still no surrender drive faster, hit a couple cars, but they just fender benders put the piece out the window, shoot out the po po tires hopin they just crash and burn i'm dead tired comin to the end of the road put the pedal to the floor see the bricks straight ahead hit 120, s

Crazy Bitch
yeah, uh huh see everything started off right thought that i couldn't even go a single night without you by my side but real fuckin quick i realized you weren't the girl i thought you were fabricated every aspect of your life told me what i wanted to hear and all that shit was lies now i'm in tears drivin down the street with all these fears is it always like this? is every single girl a crazy bitch? shit, probably is came to me, tellin me, that you'd do anything for me so hear i am doin everything to keep you with me but i gotta get up stand up, stay straight my feet i'm not gonna let this crazy bitch beat me poppin out babies, like a pez dispenser gettin on welfare like acid reflux gets alka selser gettin me caught up, settin me up now i'm steppin up, callin you out tellin you what i really feel about all the drama the bullshit every lil thing you perpetrated i know you, i can read you i would have let my

Where Were You
I used to wake up nights Callin? out your name Then i´d cry myself back to sleep Knowing i´d only dreamed I stayed inside for days Trapped within my mind Wonderin? where you had gone Convinced I could not go on Now just when I started feeling Those hands of time start to healing You´re here at my door Saying your new dreams Have led you back to me Where were you When I was going crazy Where were you Did you know what your leavin? Put me through You were feeing lost, last thing I knew You went off to find yourself Where were you I can´t pretend i´m strong Or act like I don´t care But I won´t betray my heart Now that we´ve come this far I let you go ´cause I had to I´ll close this door ´cause I need to This tunnel has a light It´s not that far away It´s brighter every day Where were you When I was going crazy Where were you Did you know what your leavin? Put me through You were feeing lost, last thing I knew Yo

Our Love Divine
you want to know why you make me cry? its all because i wonder why why you are so true to me you are true as the sky is blue fate has brought us together in the stormiest of weather only because you are mine I can call our love divine

New Pics Soon
was gonna take some pics tonight but it'll have to wait since a girlfriend of mine called and she's coming over to see how the bodice she's making me fits. yes..i am a total geek, gonna be going to a SCA event with her in a couple of weeks :) sorry this is so short, but gotta go pick up the living room a bit..the joys of having little ones...sigh. so expect new pics soon :D

Songs Written By Me
Standin in the back of the club smokin blunts and drinkin on grey goose and gettin the club crunk, this is youngbonez ansd we dont give a fuck so talk shit we'll throw you in the trunk and shake it up a bit while your bitch on my dick and your guys standin back scared to knuckle up cuz in the end of the nite we gonna have to fuck'em up nigga thats whats up so im sayin whats up

Songs Written By Me
verse: I got this one love and she's standin by my side and she's the type of girl thats alwayz down to ride, you only get one of these and she's the one, im sure about this cuz she alwayz there and not just for fun, you know what i mean she's sellin my weed makin this bread adn runnin from the fed'syou don't want to interfere with this one love cuz she's got the nine i got the gack you mess with us well blow out your back cuz she'll have my last breath and I'm her world, I'm tellin you she's no ordinary girl better than gold, silver, and a pearl Chorus: It ain't really known sI be tryin to tell you who I love You my only girl cuz you my whole damn world, I knew we aint tryin

Damnit!!
My car is getting looked at because there is most definately SOMETHING wrong with it. How do I know? Because it has been making this weird thump-crack-pop like noise when I make turns, and today when I was at a stop sign it magically started jerking forward! I paid $100 for a battery for it 2 DAYS BEFORE I LEFT FOR VACATION! and just got the credit card bill in the mail for that. I am also STILL missing my driver's side mirror (May the person who knocked it off and drove away burn in hell!). IF whatever is wrong with my car costs more than $150, I am jumping off a bridge! Feel free to make a donation to the "Sarah's Car Fucking Sucks!" Fund GOODNIGHT!!

I Joined A Contest
Yes its true this IS MY FIRST CONTEST, its for sexy eyes. If you care to vote for me here is the link http://www.lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=214085&albumid=61878&i=2132019094 just copy and paste an please vote for me cause you all know i would vote on your pics and i have. so PRETTY PLEASE come an show me some love :)

Thr Cure For Headaches
The doctor said, "Joe, the good news is I can cure your headaches. The bad news is that it will require castration. You have a very rare condition, which causes your testicles to press on your spine, and the pressure creates one hell of a headache. The only way to relieve the pressure is to remove the testicles." Joe was shocked and depressed. He wondered if he had anything to live for. He couldn't concentrate long enough to answer, but decided he had no choice but to go under the knife. When he left the hospital he was without a headache for the first time in 20 years, but he felt like he was missing an important part of himself. As he walked down the street, he realized that he felt like a different person. He could make a new beginning and live a new life. He saw a men's clothing store & thought, "That's what I need - a new suit." He entered the shop and told the salesman, "I'd like a new suit." The elderly tailor eyed him briefly and said, "Let's see ... size 44 long." Joe

Shucks And Gawrsch
It's weird. In the time I've been on here some of you have said some of the nicest things to me/ about me. It amazes me. To have this many people say I'm attractive in some way is just mind boggeling. Sure my freinds say some of the same things, but they're my freinds, they're just trying to make me feel good. But to have it come from total strangers who have no reason to try to help my self esteem/image? Totally unexpected and very much appreciated. Even if you were just saying it to be nice. Thank you. I'll have to rethink now.... Would my face actually gag a maggot or just make him a bit queezy?

My Weekend...
Well I had an awesome weekend..Went to a party with my b/f and some friends..We got to meet new ppl and also see others we have already met..Let me explian a little bit..I am a member to a site names adultfriendfinder.com..yes it is a sex site ,swinger site..We have parties called Meet and Greets..Yah sounds weird right..Well when i first heard of these parties ,first thing that come to my mind was BIG orgies..I am not that kind of girl ..so Im thinking to myself ..NO WAY am I going to one of these parties..Well come to find out ..They was nothing like I thought they was...It is a party that u go to , and meet ppl that u chat with on a daily basis in a chat room..I have met some really nice ppl and made some really nice friends there in the 3 yrs I have been on the site.. I met my boyfriend on this same site..We have been together for 2 mths and 8 dys..He is the greatest man that I have ever met and he treats be the best..What more could u ask for .. We feel like 2 teenagers on a sum

The Hunger
The Hunger There he is,standing there.Watching all the female mortals,this hunger and lust is getting deeper.He must feed,this hunger grows deeper the longer he waits.Then he sees her,Something inside him says.I have to have her,She must be his..He follows her,Watching where she goes.Her long brown hair flowing behind her.She is pretty.The need to have her is getting stronger.Still watching her,He grows hungery.She will have to wait,He must feed.Now he hunts,He But he can't take his prey.The need to have that beauty is calling,He looks to find her again.But she is nowhere to be found..

The Dark Alley
The Dark Alley I walk down a dark alley,The wind is blowing all around me.I hear different sounds of the night,Then out of the corner,stands a tall dark stranger.He comes out of the shadows,his eyes are glowing with hunger.I want to run,but all I do is stand there.I can't move.I am frozen.He comes closer,then he opens his mouth.I see a pair of fangs.Something inside me tells me to move,but I just stand there.He puts his hands on my neck,he gently tilts my head to where my neck is exposed,He takes a bite.I can feel my blood dripping down my neck.It feels warm.He licks the extra blood up, he looks at me with a smile on his face.He takes my hand and leads me down the dark alley..

Thoughts To Ponder, After You Exhaust Yourself
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Give yourself permission to be human. When we accept emotions -- such as fear, sadness, or anxiety -- as natural, we are more likely to overcome them. Rejecting our emotions, positive or negative, leads to frustration and unhappiness. 2. Happiness lies at the intersection between pleasure and meaning. Whether at work or at home, the goal is to engage in activities that are both personally significant and enjoyable. When this is not feasible, make sure you have happiness boosters, moments throughout the week that provide you with both pleasure and meaning. 3. Keep in mind that happiness is mostly dependent on our state of mind, not on our status or the state of our bank account. Barring extreme circumstances, our level of well being is determined by what we choose to focus on (the full or the empty part of the glass) and by our interpretation of external events. For

Depressed
my boyfriend is dating anoher girl.....th he told her he dumbed me ... soo soo soo soo soo sad.. guys are sad guys have no heart guys are careless guys are ass wholess guys have no feelings. there selfs and all they do is say one thing and mean another .....what jerks JERKS JERKS JERKS JERKS GUYS ARE ASS HOLES AND I HATE THEM CRYS...NOT FAIR

To Whom It May Concern.
Ok to start off I'm a little fustrated with a few people. I'm sure by the time they finish reading this blog they will realize who they are. The reason I'm fustrated is because there are certain people who are friendly for awhile but then just stop talkin to you and ignore you. and hey if they dont like me what ever but they could at least have the balls to tell me they dont want to talk to me. I hate it when people ignore me and dont tell me whats goin on. It really pisses me off. I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels this way. To those people who have been doin this to me recently GROW SOME BALLS and tell me whats up. I've have always been forward with how i feel towards people. If I repect you enough to be honest with you I expect you to do the same for me. I dont think I'm asking for too much. Ok enough ranting for now.

Jus Bullshittin
hey ya'll wuddup wit ya? im jus postin this blog to intoduce myself im Dannie but my homiez call me Bat Bxtch i am a ninjette...and for thoze that dont know its a juggalo and to yall haterz u can fuck off u only wish u had homies like me...but newayz im reppin dat midwest....*785* if u wanna holla go ahead im a nice chik on dat note im out..."mucho familia amor por' viva!"

Looking
Alright, so.. i've gotten the question several times in my email.. asking me what I'm looking for... I'll be brutally honest..and possibly break some hearts... No worries.. its only a cyber heart... in the end.. you'll still be alive.. ooooooh looky there.... saved by the bub... more on this later ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ First.. i wanna say.. i've been unemployed for awhile... and got a job today :) ~~Happy dancin~~ I also.. reached the top 50 on LC..~~happy dancin~~ So ok.. back to the question... I've been asked at least 10 times within the last week, what it is I am looking for. A friend... would be a good start... I've always been a little anti-social.. I'm sure half of you were out at bars all the time when 21... hell even before 21... Lots of parties..and all them fun memories.... I don't have them.. I didn't hang out at bars.. or have a big group of "the girls" going out every weekend.. I was either raising a sister.. or wor

I Think God Hates Me.
The clock reads 5:00 PM as I rest my head on my pillow. As I cut myself from the world and enter the dark abyss of the inside of my eyelids, I try to remember the last night I got a respectable amount of sleep. My memories amount to nothing. My mind is as blank as an empty sheet of paper. I let a smile erupt across my face because after taking a short nap, I know my brain will finally be at ease. In the two hours I attempted to catch up on some shut eye, I received 7 missed phone calls. In the two hours I thought would be heaven, I had 2 friends show up at my front door unannoucned. God must hate me.

The Ironies Of It All
There was a time when I thought it would be great not to have the kids nipping at my heels, but now the one time that I want the boys all to myself, back to the way it used to be before I left their father when it was "the three amigos" a 4th wants to join the party. I have not had both boys together with me to go out in over 3 years so when I asked both of them if they wanted to goto Six Flags with me I was excited. I FINALLY am able to take the youngest and not worry about him getting in trouble for seeing me and I finally could do it with the oldest because he didn't have to work. As a matter of fact I asked the oldest right in front of his father. Today I talk to the oldest and he wants to bring his girlfriend with us. I KNOW, he is at the age for having the girlfriend but shit, I've been doing so much with him and his girlfriend that I was really looking forward to having just him, his brother and me. Maybe not just like it was before I left, but something that could be r

Benjamin Savage R.i.p
Saturday, September 16th Ben Savage passed away at Memorial Hospital in Canton, Ohio at 10:47 pm. Savage was in a fatal accident sending him into a coma which he did not awake. Ben best known as Cory Matthews from the comedy sit com Boy Meets World was intoxicated during the accident which ultimately prevented his recovery. In Peace Ben Savage, "Cory Matthews" You will be greatly missed. Repost this and show respect for the character you all loved on Boys Meets World. To copy this click Reply to Post and copy the link open a new bulletin and click post.` http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ben_Savage

Awounderful And Sad Day
well guys I love this web page you all have shown me some luv I just became a new aunt yesterday. and Iam very proud of her today is my 3rd aniversery. Cant beleve he has put up with me that long lol! now for the sad part can you imagine what kind of cold heatred bitch can kill 3 children put them in a washer and dryer I hope she gets the death penatly but that would still be to good for her ass she needs to be tourcherd like she tourcherd them babbies and there mother was. It just goes to show this world is no longer safe. if you have babys hold them tight and dont let go.

To Everyone I Know ....
I got nothing but love for everyone ... its all good. For all the people I know ... and even the ones I dont. I love to talk to people - feel them out - see what makes em tick - I love that people I meet know they can talk to me - I can take it as good as I dish it out ... just lettting y'all know a little something 'bout me - so come say hey anytime - day or night - will help anyone out any way I can - its all good ... I've got nothing but love for all y'all - so share the love y'all!

Brighten Someones Day....
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to

What This Is All About.
well, i've got this thing, i'd better use it. i like to toy with ideas from time to time, just to give my brain something to do other than take up space. i've had a couple of blogs or journals before, but i want this one to be different. in the others, i ranted and raved about how much life sucks. not a pleasant hobby, but it allowed me to vent a little. here, i want to bring some good into this place. make it all cheery. to show that there are good things in life. i was a member of a few dating sites up until just recently. i've got to tell you one thing. of all the community sites on the net, dating and personals sites are the most depressing. add a forum or journal to one of these sites, and i'm sure that the suicide rate goes up some. loneliness, pity and boredom infest those places to the degree that it seems like you're in an insane asylum. not here on Lost Cherry. this place is so much alive. myspace, xanga and all the others can't hold a candle to this place. here, ju

Skate Party
The kids had a skate party tonight, Baby girl won the raffle and got a prize then we were skating backwards the first time for her, did good at it. My son was hanging out with all the girls Hahahaha They all like him. It brings back old memories. To be young once again, I wonder if I would make the same mistakes as I did the first time around. OK, till later, Peace Out.

Chicken Ala King
1/4 c. butter 1/3 c. flour 1/2 tsp. salt 1 c. chicken broth 1 c. milk 2 c. chicken, diced 1 (3 oz.) can mushrooms 1/4 c. pimento, chopped 1 (16 oz.) bag frozen peas In a saucepan, melt 1/4 cup butter (or substitute chicken fat). Blend in 1/3 cup flour in 1/2 teaspoon salt. Add 1 cup chicken broth and 1 cup milk all at once. Cook, (stir constantly until sauce is thick and bubbly). Add 2 cups diced and cooked chicken, drained mushrooms and chopped pimento. Stir in above ingredients and add cooked peas. Heat thoroughly and serve over noodles or toast. Enjoy.

Mexican Hamburgers (chuletas)
Salsa Fria: 1 10 oz can diced tomatoes with green chiles 1 tablespoon olive oil 1 tablespoon wine vinegar Chuletas: 2 cups Saltines, finely crushed 3 tablespoons fresh parsley, chopped 1 cup Vidalia onions, chopped 1/2 tsp garlic powder (not salt) 1 lb ground chuck (beef) 1 egg 1 tsp salt 1 tsp chili powder 1 cup oil (for frying) Garnish: Rings of red onion, slices of avocado, sour cream and sprigs of cilantro Combine all Salsa Fria ingredients. Refrigerate for at least one hour. On a sheet of wax paper, evenly spread cracker crumbs. Combine parsley, onions, ground meat, garlic powder, egg, chili powder and salt in a small bowl. Form 4 patties and coat each pattie with the cracker crumbs evenly. Cover and refrigerate for at least 1 hour (but no more than 3 hours) to thoroughly chill. Heat oil until it is hot enough to brown a 1 inch cube of bread in a little over 1 minute. (Don't get oil too hot or center of patties won't cook through). Fry patties in

Braised Beef Roast
4 to 5 lb. boned rump or sirloin roast beef Flour Salt and pepper 2 onions, sliced 1/2 c. blackberry brandy 1 (10 oz.) can tomato puree 1 c. beef bouillon 1/2 c. water Pinch of thyme Pinch of marjoram Salt and pepper as needed Rub meat with flour, salt and pepper. Brown all sides in roasting pan over high heat. Add onions and cook until golden brown. Add 1/2 cup brandy, tomato puree, bouillon, water, herbs and seasonings. Cook, covered, in a 350 degree oven about 3 1/2 hours. Add bouillon as needed.

Ground Beef Stroganoff
1 pound ground beef, lean 1 small onion, chopped 1/2 teaspoon garlic salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper 10 3/4 ounces cream of mushroom soup, condensed 4 ounces mushroom stems and pieces, drained 3/4 cup sour cream, or yogurt In medium skillet, brown ground beef and onion; drain excess fat. Stir in garlic salt, pepper, soup and mushrooms. Simmer covered, 15 to 20 minutes. Stir in sour cream; heat through, but do not boil. Serve over rice, noodles or chow mein noodles. Serving Size: 4

Sausage-shrimp Jambalaya
1 lb. skinless, link pork sausage 1/2 lb. thick sliced bacon, cut into pieces 3 lg. onions, chopped 1 green bell pepper, chopped 1/2 c. minced fresh parsley 2 cloves garlic, minced 2 bay leaves 1 tsp. salt 1/4 tsp. thyme 1/8 tsp. cayenne 1 lb. shelled shrimp 1 1/3 c. rice Fry sausage and bacon, stirring frequently. Remove sausage and bacon and rain off all but 2 tablespoons fat. Add onions and bell pepper; cook for 8-10 minutes. Add parsley, bacon, sausage, garlic and seasonings. Mix well. Place shrimp over mixture, but do NOT stir. Pour rice (uncooked) over shrimp. Add water, just enough to barely cover rice. Do NOT stir. Cover, bring to a boil, reduce heat and cook for 30 minutes. Remove cover, reduce heat and continue heating approximately 15 minutes to "dry" the jambalaya. Makes 8 servings.

Life
Too many times I think we over look things that are right there in front of us. We seek things that we never really want and for what purpose? Is it because we know that we can't have them or just to complicate our lives more than they already seem to be. This can be said for many aspects of our lives from materialistic things that we think we have to have to the person that becomes the object of our desire. Has our world gone that wrong that we cannot appreciate what we aleady have and find contentment in that? A prime example of this is our divorce rate in America. Ask yourselves why this is so. Is it because we believe the grass is greener on the other side? Or is it because we are so disconnected with those that we are supposed to be closest too that we start to find another to fill that void in which we in many ways created ourselves. It may not have been intentional but nonetheless it becomes. I think that we look for something that is just instantaneous without wanting to put

To My Friends
Just wanted all to know that my comp has been down, should have it back up in a week or two. I be going in the hosipital for sugary in the next week are so. But i will be fine. kept show the love. I will miss all of ya'll. I hope to be back soon, don't forget me. redfox=Tracy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxo

Lovely Ladies
well my luck just gets worse before it gets better... my ex is telling her 2 new b/f one shes fucked the other not yet that i beat her... damn can life have more fucking drama??? i cant always check this because im at the library... so email me at hotmail or myspace.. dirtyboycurtis69@hotmail.com or from myspace look it up from xbryanxx@hotmail.com

Ladies....
Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000__________MY_________000____ _____000______FRIEND____

Ever Have One Of Those Days Where U Wanna Punch Out A Window??
STEPHEN IS THE BIGGEST ASS WIPE I HAVE EVER FUCKING MET!!!! GRRRR I am so pissed off It's not even funny. I am just so stressed. How he has the fucking nerve to tell me that he can just take Nicholas whenever he wants without asking me. He even said he'd take him from the fuckin' baby sitter. Over my dead fuckin' body will he. Oh and that once his dad hears that I said "Well if Nicholas wants to see your mom and dad when he's 18 then I guess they'll see him then but untill that no" that his dad will come to my house and take Nicholas. You are fuckin' right I said that. That abusive ass crackhead will not be around my son. I'll kick his old fuckin' ass. Well atleast in Dec. I'll be away from this shit for like a week. Im going to NY to see my Hezzy. YAY!!! Well I'm gonna put the baby to sleeps and then take a shower so yeah PEACE!

Lightbulb Moment
When you walk out the door Stop, Did I tell them that i love them Did I kiss them bye Did I hug them Driving down the road my cell rings, Mr. so and so we have some bad news, my heart is ripped outta my chest................ Sept. 17th, I'll never forget!!!!! To that someone, remember me please.......

What My Name Means
C: Is wild and crazy. I: Loves everyone. N: Dead sexy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. Y: One of the best damn gf ne one could ask for. A: Likes to drink. B: Likes people C: Is wild and crazy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: Easy to fall in love with F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Have a very good personality and looks. I: Loves everyone. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Loved by everyone M: Makes dating fun N: Dead sexy. O: Best in bed. P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Fuckin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: Loyal to those you love. U: Really like to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for. Z: Always ready.

Re: The Legend Of The White Buffalo Calf Woman
One Day two Indian warriors came upon a beautiful woman while hunting. One of the warriors showed her no respect... and he was killed on a cloud of smoke...And to the other warrior who thought she was holy, she softly said, "Do not fear me, for I will bring something to your people to help them live." The good warrior rushed back to his people's camp with this news. He told them to prepare for her arrival by thinking honorable thoughts and by performing good deeds. Some days later, the people heard beautiful singing coming from the edge of their campsite. They stopped working and turned their eyes toward a truly beautiful sight: It was the young Indian woman the warrior had spoken of. But in person, she was far more beautiful than words could tell. She was dressed in white buckskins and her long dark hair glowed like hot, liquid stone. On her face, was a most peaceful countenance and her smile showered the people in warmth and happiness. "I have somethin

*sighs*
I'm in a mixed mood. I'm happy and full of energry and a little not so good all at the same time. I'm in the not so good mood for a few reasons. One school....mondays suck. enoguh said. two"Friends"I'm a little tired of them. Not all just the ones who seem to think I'm a child and can't think for myself. I'm in a good mood 'cause for the most part I think life is finally going my way. I'm in love an dhe loves me for Me. thats just amazing to me. I love him so much! I'm so thankful I met him and he chose me. ok I'm done now

Monday Blues
Just wanting to say a quick hello to all my friends. Sorry I haven't been around much, seems like the change in weather gave me a bit of the blues. Just know I love all my friends & will be in touch with everyone within the next couple days. And although I'm not a religious person, this quote seems most appropriate for me today. " I believe in God as I believe the sun will rise every day. Not because I can see it, but because by it I can see everything."

Women Have The Power
Now come on now, its unfair i say. When it comes to sex, women/females have the power. If a guy wants sex, he has to charm her, take her out, spend money on her, and do whatever it takes to get it, but if a woman wants it all she has to do is go out and find a man and offer it, and bam she got the sex, cause you know whoever the man is, is not going to turn it down, well unless he is gay, then maybe.

Good Joke!!
A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year-old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son saying, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now... cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches, who are getting on, get your asses on the train...because we're going down the tracks. The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language." Two hours later, the boy came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon." She heard her little darling continue..."For those of you just boar

A Memory
a memory by paradiseflower © here i sit naked alone my wandering hands explore first my lips, my neck, my nipples and travel down south as i think of you and remember how thick your dick was invading me deliciously when we met again i had to refuse in love, afraid, had too much to lose had to fight your hands away from the breasts which longed for your touch the pussy that dripped wet memories of how desperately you had to taste me your talented tongue sent me places i haven’t seen since where are you i see you when i close my eyes

Curious Are We?
well,well, well..I see someone is looking at my profile..but they blocked me...Well you can look at my profile all you want it will not get you anywhere... only the ones close to me will know the true me..You Never will... So since you are looking here is another song for you... Music Video Codes - MySpace Layouts

Thank You
Hi Cherry's, Thank you to all of you for your help.. My level bumped up early this morning.. Thank You also to my new friends and fans for the adds and requests.. And of course to my loyal fan club, You guys are the greatest.. Everyone have agreat night and week. Trish

A Quick Glance
A quick glance, a tender smile, I am caught in a spell. A gentle touch, a warm embrace, I know that all too well. A soft voice, an unspoken love, Across the way i see. A kind soul, an inner beauty, That's what you are to me.

Life
Streetwalkers The grieved lived and the joyous died. The streetwalkers burn tireless in their death. The children came needing every hour so many had left their mother's arms; left there at the grave. Hearts full of fire black and charred, they lay on a cold stone their tears engraved. Church singers sang when the darkness began, It all kindled into black, a star was broken. No magic or miracle can atone. Forgive us forgive or give us, we want death that they might live again. I might believe, if only I could hold them now. I might not fall apart, I might want to live again. The sun will rise, the birds will sing, the wind will blow, but death quiets them all the whole earth is in a still. Can't you see? Where is the supreme light? Where is the logic that makes this right?

A Mature Horny Woman
A Mature Horny Woman by 7thsonoferos © You can read her eyes Like Tarot cards; The message is clear To anyone who notices. I press her beautiful face Close to mine and Tease her lips with my tongue; As our bodies melt into liquid fire, I feel bolts of electricity Surge through my whole body. I have been blessed to Hold and make love to a Sexy, horny mature woman; Who teaches me the secrets She learned from Venus and A hundred lovers. My mouth Swims in her golden pond, My hands tap dance over Giant mountains and I Feast on purple grapes In the middle of paradise; After more explosions than The mind can remember I Drift into dream land, smiling Because of my horny mature lover, Who shall awaken me to more pleasure.

A Great Man Has Passed
today my heart grew even heavier than i ever thought possible .....even with all the bs that has been going on in my life the past 3 years. i lost an inspirational man in my life he was my uncle and my friend. life will not ever be the same. i know his final days was filled with the pain of cancer and he is done now with his pain and this is to some degree a relief for me but he will be missed every day of the rest of my life. yes today a great man has gone home to once again pave the way for those of us to follow. gp in peace dear uncle and we will meet again in the hereafter. rest well

Why Do Boy's Lie
OKay i have a question? Why do guy's talk so much shit sayin im SINGLE and there really not sayin i like you and i don't have a gurlfriend and all kind's of bullshit and good well they know they do they just don't wanna be a man about it and be like yes i have a gurl..But no they like tha drama damn im just thinkin about turnin Les I swear guys are to much drama they lie ,cheat,there not honset about anythin..I mean i know we lie too but damn!! Im really thinkin about tryin to be les for awhile..

A Maleslave To His Female Owner
A MaleSlave to his Female Owner by matthew1954a © 1 I want to kneel Like a priest of you Before you. Bowed in prayer. I wish to give myself in sacrifice To you. To only you. And listen Hear your cruel commands. The cruel commands I will obey. I will. 2 I will listen - Really listen - Really listen - And obey. I will obey you. I will heed you. I will listen And give in. I will give in to you. Give me to you. I will follow. Not go back. 3 I will do anything - or try - I'll try - for you. For only you. But announce that the world is flat And I'll up and disagree. I might. See, my owner is not always right. On the other hand, The other hand, My owner is my owner. Always. Always. Say 'Jump off the edge.' And I'll give it a shot. 4 Your desire is perfect. The only perfect thing in the universe to me. The only perfect part of the universe to me. Perfect aspect. And that is not session hyperbole. Jus

A Magic Tongue
A Magic Tongue by 7thsonoferos © It darts in and out Of your mouth like A red hot piston; It is extra long, Thick and pointed; It drips with juice. Your tongue is a magical Sexual tool of pleasure; It slides across my skin Like a mythical salamander Escaping from a tomb of fire; It tattoos my body, Sending electrical currents Surging through my body; It does the work of a penis In my throbbing vagina, Giving special butterfly kisses To my erect clit; It is a sponge that bathes My entire body with saliva; It laps like a thirsty dog The nectar from my soul; It tap dances across my stomach Doing special movements on my nipples; It probes my mouth, dueling with my tongue; Your tongue is magic, a sexual fire Giver to my entire being. I love the taste of your fire.

Now, Even More Nervous!
Wednesday is the interview. I had to do this pre-screening test over the phone, and I got every stinking question right! As a matter of fact, the recruiter kept saying "wow!" after my answers. Good sign. I suck at being interviewed, though. Hence the nervousness... Nervousness... Is that a word?? LOL Send some positive energy my way. Don't offer prayers... I'm an athiest! Just some good ol positive energy will be fine!

Reward
Seems there is a Point thief out here on L/c .. Before that Malfunction .. I was in need of just a bit over 9,000 points .. Now Im needing 24,999 .. The reward will be given on the capture and Conviction of the Point Thief .. Thanks Phey

Cya Soon!
I will be on travel for the next week, flyin out west tommorrow. Wish all my great friends happy and fullfilling days til I see you again. Look forward to catchin up when I get back! Peace, love and xox Maji xox

A Lusty Tale
A Lusty Tale by mischif2 © A LUSTY TALE On the morning light of a new day Came the woman of his dreams, to stay, She tiptoed in on the dawning light Intent to show him pure delights, With wet lips and warm hands she lay, And gave him welcome in her special way… On his lips, she planted her own, Letting slip an anticipatory moan, She wanted to set his senses on fire, Wanted to fulfil his every desire, She felt his eager return, As she led them where their souls could burn… She ran her hands down his expectant skin, Caressing gently the tongue she welcomed in, She simply savoured him, loving his taste, Reminding herself there was no need for haste, She ran her hands across his flesh again, Her eagerness was hard to contain… She smiled at him, with a gleam in her eye, Held him close and let out a contented sigh, Then began kissing him, on his eyelids, his cheeks, his jaws, Down his neck and began wanting more, Across his chest her mouth wandered by, Sh

A Lustful Encounter
A lustful Encounter by sweetaspie © Snuggled in my bed, lying on my belly Hot and ready as I wait for my lover. He enters the room hungry for lust, Letting out a sigh, he pulls back the cover. He sees that I am naked and already wet, My hand is playing as I reach underneath. He sees my fingers touching and stroking my clit, He gazes upon me, biting his lip with his teeth. He tells me to spread my legs apart further, And raise my ass in the air. He wants to see me touching myself, As he unzips his pants, he settles in a chair. I do as he says and open wide for him, Showing him what he craves to see. He strokes his cock as he lustfully looks, He knows what he needs and wants is me. He tells me to dip my fingers inside, First one, then two, then three, He likes watching me bury them deep, He tells me to get up on my knees. Slamming my fingers in and out, He calls me a slut as they slide. He wants me to touch my ass for him, Seeing me put my finger ins

Wife Is Driving Me Crazy
So my wife is leaving at the end of the week. Not sure what to think about it. She hates the job I have, not as much as I do, but she has a need to be with friends back home. So I am not sure what to do. On one hand I understand what she is doing cuz I want out of here too, but on the other hand I feel like her place should be with her husband before her friends. It kinda hurts my feelings to know that I am not as important as her friends. I am not sure what I am suppose to do in this situation. It really puts me in a bind.

Our Mother
In Loving Memory of Betty Gale Robinson Born on September 26,1951 Went to be with Jesus on April 19,1987 Our Mother was murderd by our father, the headlines read Murder, Suicide. Because after he shot her in the heart and the back of the head. he turned the gun on his self and pulled the trigger shooting himself in the side of his head. this as been the hardest thing for us even though in April it will be twenty years. theres never a day that we dont think of her theres not a day that goes by that we dont wish that she could of seen her grand children you know she has twelve right now and two twins boys on the way. and she never got a chance to see them, only one. the first one but she only got to see her a couple of times before she died. theres not a day that goes by that my heart dosent cry out to her we miss her so badly. theres not a day that she isnt on our mines . and in our hearts. we lost everything when we lost her. apart of us went with her and we grow up

My Thoughts On Death
Death Yeah, death is a part of life Everyone knows that Every piece of little shit is even a part of life Something gotten worse in this society and life Homicide, suicide, and genocide "Killing is just thrilling" Shooting innocent people Destroying another life People taking there own lives Depressing, grieving, loathing, and mourning Killing me, killing you, we're all going to die Why not just end it all now? Bomb the World Bring back peace in death Religion tries to give a reason in life But I can't believe it at all Religion also causes these wars Through out history we had killing Just for God... Philosophical Theories Am I just typing bullshit down now? Surrender! Revenge! Kill!

A Loving Embrace
A loving embrace. by KatSid © Swaying slowly, she walks up to me, Her heels sofly clicking Moving her hands across my head to carress Her nails long and smooth as silk She smiles down at me with love her lips dark and deep She's looking right into my soul Her emerald eyes pools of passion As her hand moves across my face, I shudder As her lips move to mine, I sigh We embrace as only lovers can Her nails digging into my flesh I love this woman and she loves me As our bodies mesh together We look into eachother's eyes and cease to be one another for when the passion and love flows fully one can only become a part of thier lover as they become a part of you So you see, we are one, united. In love.

The Player That Was Recruited Into Play
You played the games you did for your own reasons. Everyone does, the purpose doesn't matter. What matters truly is the "Players" you pull in to play. Make sure you know them and with no under-estimations. Just to explain to you this one that was "Recruited" to play. I'm one who holds no vengeance to the guy; I'll deal the pain with the "Bitch" inside. However know the roll of the dice that’s played and the real mistakes are the moves when you move against my home and violate my home, my finance, my car, and my mental state; now its time for my "Enlistment" into the game YOU choose to create. In a scenario of "D&D" I'm no character; I replace the person running the game, "The Recruiter” so be his name. I make myself “The Dungeon Master" With the planting of treasure, the traps that be set, secret door ways of it all…. for easy escape. Wail I was standing on the space waiting to move, awaiting the chance for my roll of the dice, as I knew would come. I was observing and adjustin

Online Games
i play an online game called mafialife. this game is a mob based game. if you couldn't tell by the name. it a free game. but if you buy a token you can own biz and run alot more jobs. i found this game is a good stress refief. this is what i just did on that game. Tony "thebull" capeci, good job. You have successfuly hit Brett "The Bucher" Carpenter using a The Winchester Model 88 causing 105 damage. For your trouble you've gained experience, accuracy, and suspicion. Congratulations! Your hit has killed this gangster. if you would like the link for the game piz message me for it

A Lovers Tears
A Lovers Tears by LadyAriele © The ache she felt was deep, with no way to appease it, she would hold her pillow at night, and cry into it, shaking away the tears, feeling the loss of him. Days turned to weeks, weeks turned to months, and months turned to years, and still she felt the anguish, never letting up, wondering if she was living in a hell hole of a time warp, her heart forever bound to his. He was her first, the ONLY one to collar her, the ONLY one to feast upon her, she was HIS. He made her this way for eternity

A Lovers Cry
A Lovers Cry Alone I stay in the dark It's the safest place for my heart Words I write thoughts I fight when I see you sleeping alone at night. You look so tender, warm and soft Oh how I want you in my loft I watch you sleep thats when I think how love would be if you'd notice me. Silent I stay alone and pray in hopes one night you'll hear my thoughts and see my cries Then you'll know a lovers cry. Til then this is where I'll stay alone in the dark. Its the safest place for my heart Alone…a lover cries.

Love My Surveys :)
True or False I am a cuddler - True I am a morning person - False I am a perfectionist - True I am an only child - False I am Catholic - True I am currently in my pajamas - False I am currently suffering from a broken heart - False I am okay at styling other people's hair - True I am left handed - False I am addicted to my myspace - False(now L.C. is another story I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST - false I bite my nails - False I can be paranoid at times - true I currently regret something that I have said - false When I get mad I curse frequently - true I like someone - TRUE!!! I enjoy country music - True(depends) I enjoy jazz music - True I enjoy smoothies - False I enjoy talking on the phone - False I have a pet - TRUE I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal - False I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" person - OH SO TRUE I have all my grandparents - False I have at least one sibling - True I have been told that I am smart - T

A Lover's Touch
A Lover's Touch by The Bard © A lover's touch so soft and sweet, you'd know it anywhere Caressing gently on your cheek, and stroking through your hair His lips brush yours, then kiss again, his tongue your lips divide You sense his touch upon your breast, and let those fingers glide Slowly now his hand does squeeze, drawing all around The silken cloth about that breast, a nipple to be found He rolls it softly back and forth, to build your own desire Knowing that each tease he makes, fans your body's fire And then he slips his mouth onto, the vee your blouse reveals Opening each button then, more kisses he now steals And when at last your blouse is open, to share you with the moon His hands return to stroke and touch, but it is none to soon You arch your back with the cupping, of your breasts you see And then his lips cover more, to tease and taste of thee As passion grows your hands entwine, within his silken mane Pulling him to your lips, so you may kiss agai

Lookin'
I joined LC to meet people and to chat, but so far all I have gotten is a hello or nothing at all. There has only been one girl that has given me the time of day. So, if there are any females who would like to chat with this soldier in Iraq, check me out and/or msg me on msn...dysturbd_muthaphuka@hotmail.com

Everything Happens For A Reason
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be; your roommate, your neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power of heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments or true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of the soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, l

Seamonkey...
This browser has yet to crash, or even slow down much- a little, occasionally, not much..., the way every other browser I've tried has on this site. *Absolutely and completely amazed.* I think it will crash if I close a window while the window is opening a dialog box - that's been a constant so far... - but if I pay attention and slow down, and don't do that... then ... meep. ... I hope this keeps up... Not just my browsers but everything about my machine, every last program, was slowing down, to the point where even this computer addict was getting up and *gasp!* doing other things yesterday.

The 25th ~ Gaia
to By Shadow Cat Gaia, known as Earth or Mother Earth (the Greek common noun for "land" is ge or ga). She was an early earth goddess and it is written that Gaia was born from Chaos, the great void of emptiness within the universe, and with her came Eros. She gave birth to Pontus (the Sea) and Uranus (the Sky). This was achieved parthenogenetically (without male intervention). Other versions say that Gaia had as siblings Tartarus (the lowest part of the earth, below Hades itself) and Eros, and without a mate, gave birth to Uranus (Sky), Ourea (Mountains) and Pontus (Sea). Gaia took as her husband Uranus, who was also her son, and their offspring included the Titans, six sons and six daughters. She gave birth to the Cyclopes and to three monsters that became known as the "Hecatonchires". The spirits of punishment known as the Erinyes were also offspring of Gaia and Uranus. The Gigantes, finally, were conceived after Uranus had been castrated by his son Cronus, and his blood

A Lover's Memory Lane
A Lover's Memory Lane by Karyn Gardenia © The memories are alive. Inside each and all, infrared rays. The light from the day and the blast of the sun Right before the sweet hour hath died away. But the memories are, Just as time cannot pull certain thoughts aside And stronger notions survive... And I want something more than a peek inside. If the memories will, Let them give me the dreams that I long, When I wake up shivering violently With a smile so greedy and heated and wrong... And the memories grow, Just one heated moment can last in my head, When I'm thinking of all the time that we lost... It's only a reason to want it again. The memories scream, I can hear them with every quickening beat Of my very own heart while I'm thinking of roses- And darkness of night where there is only heat.

Forbidden Kiss
Built in frustration rocks my mine, the feeling of lust purrs with time The soft looks that guide me in, flutters and winks with out sin The touch of the hands that caresses my flesh, turns me to jelly and mesh The pecks of the lips as they tease me whole, why does she persist to touch my soul The flicking of her tongue as she licks my lips, her hands skillfully grabs my hips The desire burning to probe her mouth, to taste the sweetness before I shout As I caress her … feel her cheek, run my hand smoothly around her so meek The grasp of her neck to pull her in, to slip her my tongue she desires and spins The twist and flicks of that kiss indeed, the hot embrace wants to release the seed She raps my tongue and engorges it all, wail I’m in wonder ……. I’m I gonna fall. The heart goes racing my blood to boil, I really hope it don’t foil The feelings increase as I fold, dammed as shit she’s pretty bold This kiss she knows is forbidden Robert Wilson (Provert) – Hexdrag

A Lover's Dream
A Lover's Dream by LadyRoscoe © A Lover’s Dream Out on a blue lake in a little white boat we sail, to an island with a green meadow down a forest trail. So let me take you gently by the hand, as we roam this wonderful land. Let us wander through its meadows and its green hills, sharing ever magic wonder and all heavenly thrills. Through nature’s beautiful garden, hand in hand we walk, picking flowers or just stopping to talk. Every now and then we stop to embrace, Then I gaze into your eyes and on your beautiful face. Once in a lifetime upon such beauty I will gaze, the desire and passion within me, you set ablaze. Your beauty to me is like blinding light, a truly magical and wondrous sight. As we walk hand in hand through some beautiful glen, I’ll take you in my arms and kiss you once again. Let me wrap my love around you like a silky shroud, and take you to heaven on a soft white cloud. As we lie together in the shade of a willow, I will g

Comments
hi all my lovelies... i just wanted to take this opportunity to let y'all know that i may have to take some time on the weekends to send out comments. my new job has me getting home close to 7PM and by the time i give attention to my girls and my man, and eat and all that other crap, i don't get online until 'round 8PM and even then, i gotta pay my bills and check my emails. :( i hate that i gotta put LC on the backburner until the weekends, but i'ma try my best to get some comments out during the week. i just don't want y'all to think i have forgotten about y'all because THAT IS NOT POSSIBLE. i love all y'all!! so please don't delete me 'cos you haven't heard from me!! i have the greatest friends!

The First
Okay, so I'm really lame, since I promised a blog entry a few days ago and never delivered. The truth is, I just don't know what to write about. I've never done a blog before, although it seems like everyone I've talked to recently has one, so I suppose it time to get with it. Anyway, not that much has been going on with me. I'm at school again, ony 12 weeks left to go out of fifteen. I have a geography class, Geography of the twin cities, which is really lame. There just isn't that much about the twin cities to make it redeeming enough to focus a whole semester on. The prof is trying, I believe, to slowly kill us by boring us to death in lecture. Fine, except I know that trick, and so I always bring the crossword puzzle from the newspaper to work on. So far I get about half of them done completely, which is sad, since lecture is only about an hour and 15 but the prof tires of herself around minute 55 and we rarely go beyond that. My second class is an Econ class. I have never ta

What's Your Halloween Horoscope?
Halloween Horoscope for Aries You're a total candy hound who will do anything for a sugar fix. And to get the most candy, you'll wear the wildest costume possible. Costume suggestions: A superhero or famous rock star Signature Halloween candy: Mini Snickers bars What's Your Halloween Horoscope?

Wake Me Up Before You Go-go....recording In London 9/25/06
Wake me up before I go-go... Sep 25, 2006 So the Internet is up and running at the studio, but not sure how much time I will have for updates. So much to get done… The plan is to cut final vocal for two songs each day. If you guys only knew how many times I will sing theses songs over the next week…it’s just crazy! So far so good though…Ken and I both feel that these are the best vocals I’ve given to date (as it should be.) The vocal lessons are really coming in handy! It’s like a new me. Other than working like mad, I have to say how wonderful it is getting to know everybody on this side of the pond at our label. Saturday night/morning Charles (Label Owner) and his entourage…and I do mean entourage took Ken and I out to a club. Let me just say that I’ve seen some amazing things, but only in the movies…this my friends was real life. No way will I ever be able to describe in words how ridiculous this club was. Try to imagine the most modern upscale club you have seen in the movie

A Lover's Ache
A Lover's Ache by mysty_one © How do I tell Him of the love that I am feeling? That He sets my soul, my senses reeling? All I live for day and night, Is to please Him always, and do things right. I gave my heart to Him to have and hold, My mind, my body, my spirit, His to mold. The beating of my heart, when He is close, Sets me apart, He helped chase away the ghosts. The ghosts of the past had been haunting me, Making me blind to the things I couldn't see. I was His almost from the beginning, I didn't know it, but He was winning. The tears I cry alone at night, Are because I want it all to be made right. To become His, in the evening shadows…daylight. To wear His name, and honor Him always, To be His, yesterday, today, for the rest of O/our days. To shine so beautiful and bright, To have Him know that without me, all is not right. I am His filthy slut, His nasty whore, But a loving gentle soul to my core, I want Him to know He can depend

What Kind Of Cookie Are You?
You Are a Chocolate Chip Cookie Traditional and conservative, most people find you comforting. You're friendly and easy to get to know. This makes you very popular - without even trying! What Kind of Cookie Are You?

Alittle About Me
(x) been dumped ( ) been fired (x) been in a fist fight (x) snuck out of my parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (x) been arrested (not really) (x) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend (x) had a crush on a teacher (x) skipped school ( ) slept with a co-worker ( ) seen someone die (x) been to Canada (X) been to Mexico (X) been on a plane ( ) thrown up in a bar (x) set a part of myself on fire not intentionally (x) eaten sushi (x) been moshing/crowd surfing at a show (x) love someone or miss someone right now (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) made a snow angel ( ) had a tea party (x) flown a kite (x) built a sand castle (x) try going threw puddles on a bike (x) gone puddle jumping ( ) played dress up (x) jumped into a pile of leaves (x) gone sledding (x) cheated while playing a game (x) been lonely (x) fallen asleep at school ( ) used a fake id (x) watched the s

Cheese Cake Factory In Sf.
Bageshree’s Birthday on sept. 23— We decided to celebrate Bageshree’s birthday with great fanfare. Amol had booked tables for us at Cheesecake factory at 9.30 pm. And we entered Union square with our great opening batsman Kashmira, at 8.30 pm. So we passed time in the dazzling Union Square. There was a light breeze in the air and Union square was abuzz with usual noise. While Amol went to get us coffee, I began to play with Kashmira. Union Square had come alive with all the music. A band had been playing in one corner and Union Square was alive with all the noises of early evening. Union Square is a gigantic square in downtown San Francisco with sky-scrapers all around. In the centre is underground parking lot and above the parking a beautiful garden with a stately statue of Liberty on a high mast. It is really exhilarating to sit in such a square with such a live-wire Kashmira. In four corners of the Union square were four great buildings of Macy’s and hotels

More Punk And Ska
Punk: Gob, Anti-Flag, Against All Authority, Long Beach Dub AllStars, The Starting Line, Flogging Molly, Halifax, cramps, Me First And The Gimme Gimmes, Bleed the Dream, The Exploited,(your not punk if you don't know this band) Pixies, Boys Night Out, The F-ups, Straylight Run, No Use For A Name, 88 Fingers Louie, Taking Back Sunday, Chaos UK, Manic Hispanic, Left Over Crack, The Vandals, Vice Squad, (True Punk Gods Bad Religion, Pennywise, Lagwagon), UK Subs, The Adicts, Amber Pacific, Audio Karate, The Beatsteaks, Blitz, Box Car Racer, Buzzcocks, Choking Victim, Circle Jerks, Dead Kennedy's, Don't Look Down, Dynamite Boy, MXPX, Emery, The Explosion, The Fullblast, A Global Threat, Jamison Parker, Millencolin, Minor Threat, The Minutemen, Hazen Street, The Offspring, plain white t's, Reggie & The Full Effect, Reset, Rise Against, Saves The Day, Something Corporate, Strung Out, Transplants, Rancid, Tsunami Bomb, The Unseen, Thrice, Letter Kills, Vendetta Red, Wizo, Filmmaker, NOFX, Tol

I Rode The Bus Today!
The bus.... — Monday, 25 September 2006 Well, I locked my keys in my truck lastnight. It took me a long time to figure that out thismorning. I looked all over my room for my keys. My room looks slightly better now though. lol. I took the bus to school eventually. I missed my 1st class, and was late for my second one. But they were happy I showed up. I didn't talk to that girl yet. Wich is stupid, cuz I did have a good opurtunity, but I still didn't. But ohwell. School is good. I've been in a good mood most of the day. There is a paralegal reservist job available right here in ogden.. So that sounds rather appealing. I'm way paranoid that I'm going to get skrewed over though. There's also a 20g bounous if I keep my same job and sign up for 6 years. Now, 6 years from today might not be too bad, if they let me finish school and become an officer. But I don't know how that works. I don't know if I have to stay enlisted for a certain amount of time, or how long I have to sign up f

Making Love!
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be asleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack

Hectic
my life is getting out of controle now i love my x maggie to death and really want her to b my wife and want her back im kinda in a new relationship but this girl is engaged to a man i dont do shard relationships plus there swingers so i am not the only female she may b sleeping with thats not ok so im not going to stay in that i allready told this girl that really it wasnt going to work out

Are You A Good Cook?
You Are an Excellent Cook You're a top cook, but you weren't born that way. It's taken a lot of practice, a lot of experimenting, and a lot of learning. It's likely that you have what it takes to be a top chef, should you have the desire... Are You A Good Cook?

I Wish To Go Hand In Hand Down The Roed With A Woman Who Weighs 500 Pounds Hugs From Daniel
F.A. stands for fat admirer, some one who admire's fat. Sounds good to you? Do like to watch fat? Pictures on the internet or girls in the street? Yes, that about sums it up to me. A person who admires fat, likes fat girls and pictures of them. To me F.A. means nothing, says nothing. It was a term dreampt up but has lost its meaning because it has been corrupted. I am married to a fat woman. Fat is a term bandied about by various groups as an attempt to win back the meaning and to stop it being a rude word. Good for them but I can't use it myself. Fat is a substance, pigs are fat, fat is sold in supermarkets. I like fat women? Therefore I admirer large ladies. So what exactly do I admire? I can tell you exactly what I admire, their strength, stamina, fortitude, intelligence and the ability to get up in the morning ready to battle the day knowing how the rest of the world feels about their size and to keep their sanity and sense of humor through out the day. How do I know? I told you

Snowboarding Music
here are some music for your mp3 to be playing while you go snowboarding so you can have some wicked music when your shreding up the tracks so here is some beats. Don't Let The Man Get You Down - Fatboy Slim. Mas - Kinky, All Night - Swollen Members, Like This - The X-Ecutioners, Fell Good Inc - Gorillaz, You Spin me Right Round - Dope, Pain - Jimmy Eats World, Happy - Mudvayne, It's Over - Run DMC, Finished Symphony - Hybrid, Reality Detached - The Forth, Thanks for the Venom - My Chemical Romance, Anytime - Eve 6, Lipstick And Bruises - Lit, Higher Ground - The Red Hot Chili Peppers, Jesus Built My Hot Rod - Ministry, Are You Gonna Go My Way - Lenny Kravitz, Go - Sexpod, Old - Bush, What I Got - Sublime, Party At Ground Zero - Fishbone. Try the songs this is a pretty wicked mix but i dunno what type of music your into so just pop some music into play and enjoy. I know i'm a dork lol.

My Song For 2005!
Your 2005 Song Is Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day "My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating" In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care. What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

I'm A Californian
I'M CALIFORNIAN THAT MEANS... -Our chics are way hotter then yours - I say "like" and "fer sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "bro" and "hecka" and "hella"; and I say them often. - I know what real cheese & avocadoes taste like. - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe and Big Bear. - Summers are really hot, and winters are really cold. That's the way it is. - I go to the Beach - not "down the shore". - I know 65 mph really means 80+. - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and they accept it and give it back, because that's the California way. - I've been to "the City" aka "Frisco" aka San Francisco and have eaten fresh clam chowder out of a sourdough bread bowl. - The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (legally 18 if you live close enough to the border). - My governor can kick your governors ass. - I can go out at midnight and wear a t-shirt and shorts. - I cuss a lot. - I might g

And The Next Day...
Hmmmm...(letting out a big sigh)! What shall I talk about? I'm sitting here a twork and counting down the time till I leave the job and go home and just relax. I ask of thee, all my friends, has your day been as long as mine and through the twists and turns did anything happen that was interesting at all?

Born Into Sin Pt. 1
I was born on January 13th 1985 sometime late at night which might explain why I prefer to be up during the midnight hours. I was the first of three that my mother and father concieved and I came during their teenage years, my mom was 16 and my father 18. My mother told me a couple times before that I was made out of the heat of passion one night after one of their teenage falling outs that I'm sure all of us know a little something about. Which would probably explains why I hate to be hot, out in the heat and can't stand a girl that is about a lot of drama. We lived in a three story house that my great grandmother had left my father in her passing. Me and my little brother shared one of the 2 rooms on the third floor with my mother and father. My little sister who is a year younger than me had her own room which was one of the three on the second floor. We lived their up until I was about 5 and I remember we did'nt need for anything cause my father was the neighborhood supplier

Icp Fans
Bands like ICP: Twiztid, Tech N9ne, Anybody Killa, Esham, Scarface, Cypress hill, Blaze ya dead homies, The Monoxides, Zug Izland, Body Count, Bloodhound Gang, Jumpsteady, Jimmie's Chicken Shack, Kotton Mouth Kings, Wu Tang Clan, Fun Lovin Criminals.

Celestial Poker
Pamela Anderson and the Queen of England die on the same day. As they are approaching the gates of heaven, God tells them that there is only ONE spot left. Knowing this, Pamela decides to seduce God by showing her bare breasts. God looks at them and says, "Very nice." "Does that mean I'm in?" says Pamela. God looks over to his side and sees the Queen of England douching in the corner. He looks back at Pamela and says, "Sorry, a royal flush always beats a pair."

Lmfao
Geriatric Halloween There was an old couple who hadn't celebrated Halloween in a long time, so they decided to dress up and go out. The old woman went in her bedroom, stripped naked, and tied a string between her legs with a lemon at the end of the string. When she walked out of the room her husband yelled, "You can't go out like that!" "I can go out as whatever I want and so can you!" The man agreed and went into his room. Soon he came out naked with a string tied to his penis and a potato at the end of the string. The woman said, "You're going out as that?" ''Yes,'' said the old man. ''If you can go out as a sourpuss, I can go out as a dicktator."

My Thought Last Night To Fall Asleep To….
My thought last night to fall asleep to…. I lay here thinking, trying to sleep. Taunted with wonder; “why would you want to seduce me”?............... Not being able, with the thought of you…… So laying there in wonder; a seductive hug, those pasting touches, or the way you taunt me with asking for that kiss, and definite to say that soft lick of my lips. With all this I’m a bit slightly aroused, I must say this thought has crossed my brow, the need of sleeping I needed so. So Laying and thinking of you as did …… I started to wrap myself with these warm deep sights. These thoughts of you then faded and turn; to a delightful thought of you laying here for me and you. Laying up against you, my left arm lays tucked under your neck as you lay facing the opposite direction; yet folded to grab firmly under you upper arm. My right arm laying, over your arm, to secure it by a firm grasp on your left shoulder and neck. Both arms cross slightly to confine your breasts. Your right leg bent

What Does Your Name Say About You
KEY: A-lIKES TO DRINK P-POPULAR WITH ALL TYPES OF PEOPLE R-FUCKIN CRAZY!!! I-LOVES EVERYONE L-IS LOVED BY EVERYONE - D-HAS ONE OF THE BEST PERSONALITIES EVER A-LIKES TO DRINK W-VERY BROAD MINDED N-DEAD SEXY A: Likes to drink. B: Likes people C: Is wild and crazy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: Easy to fall in love with F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Have a very good personality and looks. I: Loves everyone. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Loved by everyone M: Makes dating fun N: Dead sexy. O: Best in bed. P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Fuckin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: Loyal to those you love. U: Really like to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for. Z: Always ready.

Grunge
The only Genre to be able to make Metal go down hill for one of the longest times. so here are some Grunge bands you may like. Alice in Chains, Bush, Mudhoneys, Hole, Screaming Trees, Nirvana. If you don't know what Grunge is, its a Underground, punk, Metal type music more or less to say the least.

As I Look Back
As i look back on my life i find myself wondering.. Did i remember to thankyou for all that you have done for me? For all of the times you were by my side to help me celebtate my successes and accept my defeats? Or for teaching me the value of hard work, good judgement, courage , and honesty ? I wonder if i've ever thanked you for the simple things... The laughter, smiles, and the quiet times we've shared? If i have forgotten to express my gratitude, for all of these things, I am thanking you now... and im hoping all along, how very much you are loved and appreciated . xxxxx

Love Style????
Your Love Style is Eros For you, love is all about the passion! And chances are, you're currently in love. You have a strong physical response to love... And you are great at committing (As long as the person makes your toes curl!) What's Your Love Style?

New Myspace!!for Deaf/hoh Only And Add Me!
I setted up new myspace for deaf/hoh only ...add me at http://www.myspace.com/jstd ..because I'm confused about hear ppls alway write many bulletin and you would add me and I can see ur new bulletin in myspace for deaf/hoh only.. Tam

Naughty Riddles
NAUGHTY RIDDLES Q.What do you call a virgin on a waterbed? A: A cherry float. Q: What's the fluid capacity of Monica Lewinsky's mouth? A: 1 US leader Q: What did the sign on the door of the whorehouse say? A: Beat it - we're closed. Q: Why do walruses go to Tupperware parties? A: To find a tight seal. Q: What's the difference between sin and shame? A: It is a sin to put it in, but it's a shame to pull it out. Q: What's the speed limit of sex? A: 68; at 69 you have to turn around. Q: Why did Raggedy Ann get thrown out of the toy box? A: She kept sitting on Pinocchio's face, and moaning, "Lie to me!" Q: Why is air a lot like sex? A: Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. Q: What's another name for pickled bread? A: Dill-dough. Q: Why are Monica Lewinsky's cheeks so puffy? A: She's withholding evidence. Q: What's the difference between light and hard? A: You can sleep with a light on. Q: Why is sex like a bridge game? A: You

15 Ways To Get Yourself In Trouble
1) Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts 2)Set all of the alarm clocks in Housewares for 5 minute intervals 3)Leave a trail of tomato juice on the way to the restroom 4)Walk up to an employee, in an official tone say "Code 3 in housewares" and see what happens 5) Go to the service desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away 6) Move a 'CAUTION WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area 7) Set up a tent in the camping department and tell the other shoppers that you'll invite them in if they bring you pillows from the bedding department 8) When a clerk asks if they can help you cry and say "Why can't you just leave me alone?!?" 9) Look into a security camera;act like its mirror and pick your nose 10) While handling guns in the gun department, ask the the clerk if he knows where the anti-deppresants are 11) Dart around the store suspicously humming loudly the ' Mission Impossible' theme song 12)In the auto departme

Day That Will Not Be Forgotten
SEPT. 8, 2002 Sept. 11 2001: A day that will not be forgotten. By: Chad Bacon I thought that I would add my memories and thoughts about Sept. 11, 2001, into our Family Tree. So that future members of our families might know that their was a human side to this act, that will be in American history lessons in few years to come. I remember sitting that morning watching TV and just flipping though the channels to see what was on . As I channel surfed I saw a skyscraper on fire on the Fox News Channel. So I stopped to see what was going on thinking it was overseas. While look at it I realized it was the Twin Towers in NY. At that time they where still thinking it was an accidental plane cash, instead a terrorist act. I didn't see the second plane hit. I was out of the room taking care of Miranda. When Miranda and I returned to the living room. We saw the second tower was on fire. Then they said an

I'm Sad
I'm sad, its the end of September. I have done nothing but sit around for an entire month now. I did through a bunch of crap away and moved half my stuff to my mom's house. Basically if you don't know me I'm a loser. I live at home still and I dropped out of community college. I am trying to test out the last class I need to graduate. But the people are hard to track down and I didn't even like showing up for class. So funk all that, who wants to be my sugar momma?

One Or The Other
Bevis or Butthead? Bevis Michael Jackson or Usher? Michael Jackson Megadeth or Metallica? Megadeth Bananaman or a Monkey? Bananaman (Always) Snoop Dogg or Tupac? Tupac Jay or Silent Bob? Jay Michael Jordan or Michael Jackson? Michael Jackson Condom or Pill? Pill Tacos or Nachos? Nachos Puppies or Kitties? Kitties Black or Blue? Blue Poison or Virus? Virus Kids or Siblings? Kids Ninja or Samurai? Ninja Blood or Wine? Wine PBNJ or Turkey? PBNJ Sammich or Sandwich? Sammich These are my Thoughts.

I've Had It.
Seriously, i understand that this is an "adult" website. But whats the point of repeatedly bitching about young kids being on here, and pointing them out repeatedly in bulletins. If they arent hurting anyone. Then Just tell someone who can deal with it. Instead of causing more drama about it. This is suppose to be a fun place for everyone, and its turning into fucking highschool. Which is bullshit. And ive about had it. I am sick and tired of hearing everyone go, omg did you hear that so and so did this. Grow the fuck up. Im pretty sure that most of you are atleast 18. So act your fucking age and not your IQ. And if you dont like what i have to say then delete me off your friends. I dont care. Im not here to make the world a better place. Im here to be happy. And listening to morons bitch over and over again. Isnt happiness. Its pathetic. Seriously. Grow up. Im done ranting.

Story
Hey this is where i will post my more or less gramatically correct stories as i think of them....if you want to read some of my earlier stuff go 2 www.fictionpress.com and search author All the Things in Life. =D luv ya's *kiss* bi!

Hehe
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading and invading America......Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore .... HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT?: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" - She is VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" - She is HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" - She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" - She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED" 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" - She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED." 9. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "V

Ey Yo!
dis is mi bolg...hott....dam i cant spell i said bolg...wow.....im chillin on mi rents comp cuz mi comp got coffee on it (thanks pops) an cha man im pissed. Yo hey lisa, liz, gabby, adam, an all those other ppl. I luv u all! an thankz 4 da comments....i luv em...yo im bored man, an i cant talk cuz im dead tired....halle i dont have zero per 2morrow. if i did i would die.....ugh....EY ALL THOSE WHO GO TO MHS, TOMORROW IS PICCY DAY 2 DON'T 4-GET YA'LL!!! well au revoir. luv ya's -Morgan

Reality Distorted
As I wander the many pages on pages of LC, every so often I see something that never ceases to amaze me. I come across a profile with pics of a certain porn star or internet model, being portrayed as thier own. And in every one of these pics, at least 30 men have so blindly clicked, commented, and know none the wiser. To those that do this with thier profiles, I find you sad, deceptive, and even downright pathetic. Yes, I suppose it is sad that I would recognize these porn stars, but here again I am not decieving anyone. I obviously like porn. I may not be a model, well.............in the Ugatan I might be cuz I am not starving, but I post my pics of me, write on my page as me, and coment to others as me. I don't sugar coat it to hook ya in, then let the true colors show. Last thing anyone needs is to think I am some hot male model that is from the south with the best personallity. Fuck all that. I am direct, honest, and a gentleman.........but seriously, I am a model. Ha ha ha haha. L

Lobo Di Noccento's Poetry Blog
Written on:2006-09-24 Time posted 10:27:25 Written by:Lobo Di Noccento Title:Darkest Delight Brilliance has its own rewards like the black fire that burns within your soul; Sharpend daggers leave behind a bloody trail that has long since gotten cold; Eyes darting from around the corners see you when you pay attention not and, hot beads of cold sweat make ready for the unseen onslaught; Its comming,its comming like silent death in the dark embraces of night with hardend steely arrow heads marking ready for passionate pain's most darkest delight; Soon comming there is a Carpathian Drumming encircling like a prevailing force; Ready to start the malestrom along and, down its violent path to take its final course; Bleeding now is the Sorrow with Crimson Tears of Red and,lying in its wake is found all the unclaimed dead. How long can you live without your love?; How long without your light?; How long since you tasted the marrow with its shapness and, bite

Hello And About Me
I am a daughter, sister, mother and occasionally a wife (LOL..long story for another day). I have 3 wonderful (yet misbehaved), adorable kids. A 9yo boy, 5 yo boy and 3yo girl. They all have very different personalities. My DD thinks the world revolves around her. And my 5yo is just a handful. Right now I am a single mom. I work part time in a dead end job and full time as an Independent Distributor of Spice It Up Parties. I love my full time job and hate my part time one but it helps pays the bills. I live for my weekends when I get to go out and have fun doing my parties(and man can they get wild). I try to be outgoing and carefree it just doesn't work for me most of the time. I know how to have fun but tend to stress over the things in my life. I have lots of passions...I dedicate time to the Cystic Fibrosis Foundation and Great Strides (my 5yo has Cystic Fibrosis). I love to create beautiful scrapbooks and take lots of pictures. Sometimes I need a break, but don't

Bands I've Seen
Arch Enemy, Himsa, Cradle of Filth, Bleeding Through, Linkin Park, P.O.D., Hoobastank, Story of the Year, Transplants, Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, The Offspring, Strung Out, Relient K, Dropkick Murphys, Thrice, Billy Idol, Gogol Bordello, No Use For A Name, Atreyu, Matchbook Romance, Avenged Sevenfold, The Starting Line, Senses Fail, MXPX, All-American Rejects, Motion City Soundtrack, Mae, Hawthorne Heights, Reggie & the Full Effect, Kinison, Bedouin Soundclash, Funeral For A Friend, The Bled, Saosin, Riverboat Gamblers, Valient Thorr, Dorothy Sanchez, Halifax, Gym Class Heroes, Amber Pacific, Horrorpops, Lost City Angels, Throw Rag, Gone All Summer, Roundeye, Still Not Sexy, The Timmys, Shoreline, The A.K.A.S, Near Miss, Burning Bright, Butane, Griz, Emery, Boys Night Out, Hopesfall, Yesterday's Rising, The Spill Canvas, June, Greeley Estates, A Change Of Pace, Matches, My American Heart, A Wilhelm Scream, Big D & The Kids Table, Bleed The Dream, Monty's Fan Club's Fan Club, Op

Yeooowww
7.32pm - mentally unstable. 10:19pm I have just made an ass out of myself in front of myself. If I had split personallity, one of them would slap the other for thinking that it would all be allright again, that it would all fall back into place. The funny thing is, it's not the women you had that you still think about, it's the ones that got away. Before I had a chance to even settle from the shock I got by hearing her voice again, I am back in the time when everything seemed like it was put together by the nice people at Ikea - perfect. What goes around comes around, except it comes back around with a lot more baggage 'it' picked up on the way, souvenirs so to say, karma's a bitch. If you nibble on it, it makes sure to come back to bite your arm right off, and you deserve it because you initiated contact first, you started the chain of events. The news snowballed on me when I least expected it, when I was just allright. If you find a way for your heart to stop producing feelings of sa

My Life So Far...
I'm home again... This time I absolutly do not know for how long. I am 90% sure i'm moving back to Pennsylvania. The 10% left over is not doubt, just lack of finances....I pulled into RR /Gaston area yesterday, only to feel sick...I honestly felt as thou I would puke. I love my sister and her Husband (Jerry), them and Yumi is the only "real" family I have. But other than them, I hate everything about this area... The memories, the smell, ( and anyone that has ever been down here knows what I mean, Paper Mill....LOL) I went out last night with Yumi and Josh...and several of their friends...I was nervous to even be out, I'm always afraid "he" or his "skank" will walk thru the door. So we hung in the back so I saw everyone... With the ppl I was with, I had a wonderful time. But feel bad, cause I had to be "drunk" to even be out. This time when I went to Pa. I stayed with my "cousin" and her family. I did enjoy this. I give her credit to work 3 jobs and raise 2 teens alone. With hardly a

This Is What My Name Means
S-easy to fall in love with T- loyal to those i love E- easy to fall in love with V- not judgemental E- easy to fall in love with N- dead sexy A: Likes to drink. B: Likes people C: Is wild and crazy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: Easy to fall in love with F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Have a very good personality and looks. I: Loves everyone. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Loved by everyone M: Makes dating fun N: Dead sexy. O: Best in bed. P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Fuckin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: Loyal to those you love. U: Really like to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for. Z: Always ready.

What The Us Government Will Accept On Ur Headstone As A Fallen Soldier
The U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs and its National Cemetery Administration prohibit graphics on government-furnished headstones or markers other than those they have approved as "emblems of belief." More than 30 such emblems are allowed on gravestones and makers in veterans cemeteries, from the Christian cross to the Buddhist wheel of righteousness. A symbol exists for atheists too. bullet 1. Latin Cross - Christian; generic. bullet 2. Wheel of Righteousness - Buddhist. bullet 3. Star of David - Jewish. bullet Other: Shown on the back of the form are: bullet 4. Presbyterian cross. bullet 5. Russian Orthodox cross. bullet 6. Lutheran cross. bullet 7. Episcopal cross. bullet 8. Flaming chalice: Unitarian Universalist. bullet 9. United Methodist Church cross. bullet 10. Aaronic Order Church. bullet 11. Latter-day Saints: Angel Moroni with horn. bullet 12. Native American Church of America: Teepee with three feathers. bullet 13. Serbian Orthodox: cross. bullet 14.

The Beating Of Her Broken Heart
her tears of sorrow run red. her words she said nothing more then whispers in the fading winds.a broken heart and his face in her every dream. tears she cried creating the pains own home.she sought to be something she couldnt. now alls there is are broken promises. their fading words. and the beating of her broken heart.

Back From Big D
Hey y'all. I just returned from DFW about an hour ago. I'll be leaving again this weekend. This time from DFW to California! I'm glad to be back..I couldn't access the internet very well while I was gone. :( Glad to be using a FAST computer again. :D Later y'all. xoxo

You Kill Me
the fury builds as i see you with him the fire for you still burns And my heart is all that fuels it but as each day goes on it turns to ash the wind blows it a little more away the only way i can surpress this feeling is to drink it douces the fire but the flame burns ever true if i knew it would be this hard i wouldn't have fallen for you the memories fill my head everyday making the pain more bitter i long to hate you for what you have done but it makes me sick I can't unlove you and i can't forget you but each day i still try Everyday that you don't come home kills my soul

Our Candle Flickers And Fades
After being pregnant 10.5 weeks...I started bleeding and went into the hospital to find out that our baby had most likely stopped developing at 9 weeks and there was no longer a heartbeat. This is DEFINITELY the LOWEST time in my entire life. I still carry the baby with me until the my body decides to let it go....this is the most lost I think I have EVER felt. How do I start to grieve the loss of a baby that hasnt left my body yet?

Life
im afraid of many things; love is one of them. ive never quite been in a situation like the 1 im in now... i thought everything was fine in my life then all of a sudden something happens... i was content with my life with my boyfriend but not always necessarily happy with things... and then i had a chance meeting with well Chance he is such a sweet beautiful person and feelings are definately evolving... he is always on my mind but he is so far away out of reach. i wish i could just throw everything away and be with him but there are things that must keep me back. hopefully i will figure out what to do but no matter what i do some1 will get hurt...

Another Blonde Joke
A blonde gets home early from shopping and hears strange noises coming from the bedroom. She rushes upstairs to find her husband naked on the bed, sweating and panting. "What's up?" she asks. "I'm having a heart attack," cries the husband. The blonde rushes downstairs to grab the phone, but just as she's dialing, her four-year-old son comes up and says, "Mommy! Mommy! Aunt Shirley is hiding in your closet, and she's got no clothes on!" The blonde slams the phone down and storms upstairs into the bedroom, right past her husband, and rips open the closet door. Sure enough, there is her sister, totally naked and cowering on the closet floor. "You rotten bitch," she screams. "My husband's having a heart attack, and you're running around naked scaring the kids!"

Shoplifting Punishment
An 80 year old woman was arrested for shop lifting. When she went before the judge he asked her, "What did you steal?" She replied: "A can of peaches". The judge asked her why she had stolen them and she replied that she was hungry. The judge then asked her how many peaches were in the can. She replied "6." The judge then said, "I will give you 6 days in jail." Before the judge could actually pronounce the punishment, the woman's husband spoke up and asked the judge if he could say something. The Judge said, "What is it?" The husband said "She also stole a big can of peas."

Ghost Car
This guy was on the side of the road hitchhiking on a real dark night in the middle of a thunder storm. Time passed slowly and no cars went by. It was raining so hard he could hardly see his hand in front of his face. Suddenly he saw a car moving slowly approaching and appearing ghostlike in the rain. It slowly crept toward him and stopped. Wanting a ride real bad the guy jumped in the car and closed the door, only then did he realize that there was nobody behind the wheel. The car slowly started moving and the guy was terrified, too scared to think of jumping out and running. The guy saw that the car was slowly approaching a sharp curve, still too scared to jump out, he started to pray and begging for his life; he was sure the ghost car would go off the road and in the marsh and he would surely drown, when just before the curve, a hand appeared through the driver's window and turned the steering wheel, guiding the car safely around the bend. Paralyzed with fear, the guy

Suspicious Driver
A Louisiana State Trooper pulled a car over about two miles south of the Louisiana/Arkansas State line. When the Trooper asked the driver why he was speeding, the driver said he was a magician and juggler and was on his way to do a show at the Circus. He didn't want to be late. The Trooper told the driver he was fascinated by juggling and asked if he driver would do a little juggling for him then he wouldn't give him a ticket. He told the Trooper he had sent his equipment ahead and didn't have anything to juggle. The Trooper said he had some flares in the trunk and asked if he could juggle them. The juggler said he could, so the Trooper got three flares, lit them and handed them to him. While the man was juggling, a car pulled in behind the patrol car, a drunken good old boy from Arkansas got out, watched the performance, then went over to the patrol car, opened the rear door and got in. The Trooper observed him and went over to the patrol car, opened the door aski

Poem For Dad
the scars that no one sees the scars she always leaves the way she cries her self to sleep the feelings far too deep yet you dont give a fuck and youve made that pretty clear none of us were good enough so daddy wasn't there and it all gets shoved in my face i hate you more and more each day because the more i learn, the more im sick and ive got nothing left to say i wish you wouldnt call and i wish youd just leave me alone im not good enough for anyone no, im just a little stone you can dig with your little shoe farther into the ground the less you care the more i cry nobody understands how could they, when i cant even find myself lost in my minds demands i have no more control and nothing left to hold onto im to the point where i hate waking up and i have nothing else to do im selfish, and im wrong but who could blame the girl for wishing her dad would be there for her but hes only fucked up her entire world while you sit there emptying bottles do you

Where Is God?
Two little boys, ages 8 and 10, are excessively mischievous. They are always getting into trouble and their parents know all about it. If any mischief occurs in their town, the two boys are probably involved. The boys' mother heard that a preacher in town had been successful in disciplining children, so she asked if he would speak with her boys. The preacher agreed, but he asked to see them individually. So the mother sent the 8 year old first, in the morning, with the older boy to see the preacher in the afternoon. The preacher, a huge man with a booming voice, sat the younger boy down and asked him sternly, "Do you know where God is, son?" The boy's mouth dropped open, but he made no response, sitting there wide-eyed with his mouth hanging open. So the preacher repeated the question in an even sternertone, "Where is God?!" Again, the boy made no attempt to answer. The preacher raised his voice even more and shook his finger in the boy's face and bellowed, "Where

Where Are My
I've got all these people(I'm sure they're all nice too)on my "friends" list, yet I don't hear from 90% of them. What is up with that? I thought "Friends" keep in touch..and most of you aren't doing that...so...here's the thing..I'm not so great about keeping in touch with about 80% of these 90% that don't touch base(but that's cause I tried at least ONCE to reach out and touch since adding any of them, and they haven't reciprocated)...and with that, within the next 2 weeks, you will see quite a few of you dropping off my friends list. If you want back on...you'll have to request, and you'll have to explain why you want back on(those who really want to be my "friend" will do so without question). Those of you who DONT CARE, won't miss me, and I'm sure I won't miss you..but this is life, and I feel fake having a bunch of people listed under my friends list that don't give two shits either way...so off you will go..NO HARD FEELINGS, K? Hugs, and have a great life Those of you who DO

So What!
Ok so the last couple of days my place of hell I mean employment has tried to call me into work....uggghhhh do I bother them on their days off nope I come in like a good little girl and work my ass off...but, I get a couple of days off and bam they call none stop because someone decides not to come in and do their damn job! ok so yeah Im a tender hearted person and I do feel smpathy when someone is sick or someone has a emergency but, come on people!! Most of the time its a case of yeah so what im on the scheduale Im not going in fuck them! Did I complain when I got knocked out of going to the KISS expo nope I went ahead and went in did I complain when I was told that I couldnt have halloween off because someone else had done ask off nope I didnt if Im schedualed which Im sure I will be I will put on my KISS makeup and work....Ok so yeah Im complaining now but, still I deserve to take my vaction days just like everyone else that works there......anyways enough venting for today!

International Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman's Day
Happy IVGLDSW Day! Today is International Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman's Day, so please send this message to someone you think fits this description. Please do not send it back to me as I have already received it from a Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman! And remember this motto to live by: Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!" Have a wonderful day! Inside every older person is a younger person -- wondering what the hell happened. -Cora Harvey Armstrong- Inside me lives a skinny woman crying to get out. But I can usually shut her up with cookies. (Unknown) The hardest years in life are those between ten and seventy. -Helen Hayes (at 73)- I refuse to think of them as chin hairs. I think of them as stray eyebr

Oprah/fatty
[02:13] OprahCunningham: what's his name? [02:13] OprahCunningham: four seasons guy [02:14] fattywompus: tchakovski? [02:14] OprahCunningham: no? [02:14] fattywompus: vivaldi [02:14] OprahCunningham: oh dur [02:14] fattywompus: is four seasons [02:14] OprahCunningham: who the ef is the swan [02:14] OprahCunningham: by [02:14] fattywompus: tchakovski [02:14] fattywompus: im sure of it [02:15] OprahCunningham: ok [02:15] OprahCunningham: thank you [02:15] fattywompus: that isnt how you spell it [02:15] fattywompus: but that is who it is [02:15] OprahCunningham: I thought it was [02:15] OprahCunningham: tchaicovsky [02:15] fattywompus: ok [02:15] OprahCunningham: I dunno... [02:15] fattywompus: lol [02:15] fattywompus: I dont know [02:15] fattywompus: im not a fucking spellmaster [02:15] OprahCunningham: fantasie impromptu [02:15] OprahCunningham: haha [02:15] OprahCunningham: lol.... [02:15] fattywompus: chopin [02:16] OprahCunningham: I knew that [02:16] Opra

The Ramlings Of A Goddess
Have you ever looked into a mirror and Not recognize the person looking back at you? I never like what I saw in the mirror, I hated having my picture taken. I wanted to be invisible. I don't see that any more..... I look in the mirror and it startles me.. I don't know this Beautiful, Vivacious, Woman... Looking back at me... She can't be me But wait... She is Me I am still taken aback... She is me, and I am She I am very much in a getting to know me phase... All over again I am having a blast, I am also scared shitless My New word is Courage! So you're scared... put yourself out there anyway... it might just be worth it I know it is for me.... Life is definitely changing... I like what I see... This Beautiful. Vivacious, Woman Is Me!

The Nearness
My thoughts are with you tonight although, we are miles apart. The distance only embeds my love for you deep within my lonely heart. To understand this feeling, that I cannot ask you to do. However, please have compassion for me and this love I have for you. My sadness is for not being near enough to prove this is real. Yet a feeling of happiness for knowing that one day I will get to share with you the tenderness I feel. As I lay here my body aches for your nearness. I long for the sound of your voice and the touch of your skin next to mine. Just to see your face and to feel your warm embrace would take away all that time has given. And make this life of mine worth living again.

This Makes Me Sooo Sexually Excited---yeah
oh ladies thank you soo much--i was so reluctant to post --well pix of me --you know--naked--but-it gets me so hard when i see you wonderful ladies come to visit me and --well 'little me'-- and even sending us love. sooo please look at my 'private for the ladies gallery--if ya send me some love--i'll buy ya a gift--cause you got me sooo sexually excited oxoxoxxo love ya's

Senseless Game
Love is a funny thing. So it is said. It brings out the parts of us that we all dread. We have been there before. The pain is so real. It has made our bodies numb to this warmth that we feel. At least when alone there is no one to bring pain. Our aloneness has a love of its own in an empty kind of way A love of solitude a love to be free of all of those burdens that relationships bring. To try love again, what price would there be? To lose this solitaire feeling that has made the soul free. To fly alone no more but to fly wing to wing. This togetherness could be costly somehow it seems. But remember once more to that love long ago. Has there not been enough time to let your feelings flow. Once more to another who returns them to you. Once more to love again and be loved too. To share your solitude with another lonely soul. Together the two of you can make your lives whole. Two halves brought together to bring joy once again To the souls t

Life's Intent
When I think of your love I smile from within my heart. When I think of being with you I wish we would never part. Your love is my companion when days are long and cold. Your love is my destiny when our lives grow old. To be your love forever is my life's intent. Your love is my endeavor. For you are heaven sent.

Fantasy,love's
Were you with me tonight? I could feel you lying next to me. The warmth of your body so close, so real. Can you feel me tonight? Our passions together so warm, so intense that time stands still. Did you kiss me tonight? I know I felt your lips on mine as we embraced I could feel You are with me tonight. Together as one. You must be real. I know that you are with me tonight.

Seraph's Cry
Seraph’s Cry I once saw a Seraph cry This vision of loneliness made me sigh His hearts wings, Frail and small Were broken in this, His latest fall I asked, What could cause such pain To a soul with thoughts As sweet as the purest rain? When he said It was I who caused the fall My tears I could not refrain.

Travel.
Sea World at San Diego-------------------------------- The idea of a marine zoological park is best utilized in San Diego’s Sea world. The first sea world was started in San Diego in 1964 and now is at Ohio and Florida. It is basically an entertainment park and marine park with several sea lions, dolphins and sometimes penguins. The park is spread on several acres with tight security around. It is due to Dipak’s insistence that we went to such a beautiful place and we were thrilled by the workmanship of dolphins. Sea world is nothing but under water circus with Dolphines and men and women. The circus like maneuvers done by dolphins are astonishing. First of all their size impresses audience. There were three dolphins of not less than twenty-feet and weighing several hundred pounds. The dolphins were jumping, dancing and gamboling in water to the delight of spectators. The girl and boys had also taken part in dancing etc. the girl and boys were riding the dolphi

My Opinion
I accept a person for who that person it. I don't stop being a person friend because another friend doesn't like you. I like that is all that matters. I didn't control no anyone. You are fine the way you are crazy, psycho, or gothic. A person is my friend and I am his or her because I choice to be. I don't stop being a friend because another friend no longer likes you. I like you that all that matters. If I view your photos I comment on the one's like. If I view it, something about the photo caught my eye. I see beauty in all photos that I view. A person's photo are apart of who they are. I don't care what religion you practice that is apart of you and I accept a person for who they are. good or evil doesn't matter. There is good and evil in everyone. Psycho, crazy, gothic, Satanic, christian or athelist that fine with me because I accept you for the person you are and I don't want you to change. I love playing with fire because I see beautiful images an

My True
'Tis said it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. How wronged can a broken heart feel? How lonely can an empty soul be? Once its love is rejected and washed out in a sea of tears. To think of never loving you it makes my soul cry. To have never heard your voice my heart would have never known tenderness. To me each day of loving you was a blessing. To have never had you in my life I would have never known your warmth and compassion. I would have never known my real love, my only love, my light.

To All My Friends And Fans
I want to say thank you for being such a great friend.I am sorry that I dont show much love.I am going to try and show more love than i do.I have met some nice,interesting,kind,and cool people on here and I hope to continue to meet new people.I love having all you guys as friends and all of yal have really touched my heart.Once again thanks!!!!!!!!Love All of you guys and gals!!!!!!

My Special
You wait your entire life for that special love. Then it is unreachable. Perhaps because of fear, perhaps because of circumstances or perhaps because of love itself. A special love that leaves an emptiness within you if you cannot hear the other person's voice. But that makes you feel whole again with one gentle hello A special love of longing night after night for just the sight of them. or just the feeling of knowing that they may care too. A love that you know in this lifetime you will never feel again. Nor would ever want to feel again, if it brings you this much pain not to have it. Oh, my special love please come to me My special one please hold me and tell me this is not all for nothing. That deep within your soul your love is the same as mine. We belong together. We need each other to make our lives complete. My only one My treasured one My special love.

For You
If I came to your doorstep would you welcome me in or would you turn me away in shame? Would you take me to your family in pride of knowing me? Or say you have never heard my name? Would you caress me when we met with open arms or would you hide me away in fear of unknown harms? If I beckoned for your love would you open your heart? If I asked for your tenderness would you kiss my tears away? If I came to you willingly would you give me your love? If I whispered I love you, what would you say? I give my love freely, for it is mine to give. My love has no possessor. My life is mine to live.

Thoughts Of You
How can you love someone you have never seen with a feeling so passionate that it makes your heart skip a beat at the sound of his voice? How can you feel his hands on you, when he has never touched you? How can you feel his lips kiss yours when he has never whispered your name in the night? A love with such passion that life could have never known it in your wildest dreams. Or if it could ever be possible would you turn it away in fear that it could not be real for you had never known such a love. For this love I would take the chance of heartbreak. For I have known a lifetime of heartbreak and heartbreak in itself is of a temporary nature if we allow it to be. But to know just one moment in my life with such passion such feeling such want such need. I would give myself entirely without regret without sorrow without remorse to you your wants your needs your love your life. To deny such a love would be the most fatal of mistakes. To deny my

Questions To Ponder Over First Cup Of Coffee Of The Day ....
Why is the third hand on the watch called the second hand? If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words? Why do we say something is out of whack? What is a whack? Why does "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? Why does "fat chance" and "slim chance" mean the same thing? Why do "tug" boats push their barges? Why do we sing "Take me out to the ball game" when we are already there? Why are they called "stands" when they are made for sitting? Why is it called "after dark" when it really is "after light"? Doesn't "expecting the unexpected" make the unexpected expected? Why are a "wise man" and a "wise guy" opposites? Why do "overlook" and "oversee" mean opposite things? Why is "phonics" not spelled the way it sounds? If all the world is a stage, where is the audience sitting? If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular? If you are cross-eyed and have dyslexia, c

What A Kiss And Gestures Mean!
What A Kiss Means *Kiss on the stomach-----"lets have sex" *Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine" *Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny" *Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" *Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" *Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together" *Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" *Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" What the gesture means... *Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other" *Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine" *Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you" *Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" *Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't leave me" =) *Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" *Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go" *Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you" --Advice-- * Dont ask for a kiss, take one. *If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

My Apache Warrior
My Apache Warrior You think once in a lifetime... You find your knight in shing armour... but to me I have a brave Apache Warrior at my side... He stands taller than the rest... with his arms across his chest... He makes my heart strings flutter... everytime we talk on the telephone. Sheri Roberts

Hello My Friends
Hello My Friends, Welcome To Eden,Hopefully You'll Enjoy Staying Here,Make Yourself @ Home. I would imagine there are many of you who have heard the term "good finder". Good finders are able to find the good things in life under most circumstances. If you can not find the good, you can always manufacture some up :)

I Shall Miss U
IF I COULD GIVE YOU DIAMONDS FOR EACH TEAR YOU CREID FOR ME . IF I COULD GIVE YOU SAPPHIRES FOR EACH TRUTH YOU'VE HELPED ME SEE. IF I COULD GIVE YOU RUBIES FOR THE HEARTACHE THAT YOU'VE KNOW IF I COULD GIVE YOU PEARLS FOR THE WISDOM THAT YOU'VE SHOWN. THEN YOU'LL HAVE A TREASURE BRIAN , THAT WOULD MOUNT UP TO THE SKIES THAT WOULD ALMOST MATCH THE SPARKLE IN YOUR KIND AND LOVING EYES. BUT I HAVE NO PEARLS, NO DIAMONDS, AS I'M SURE YOU'RE WELL AWARE SO I'LL GIVE YOU GIFTS MORE PRECIOUS, MY DEVOTION , LOVE AND CARE

Last Mother Fucker On Earth
I HAVE BEEN CALLED THAT MANY TIMES ITS KINDA FUNNY WHY CUZZ I AM. A MOTHERFUCKER THAT IS AND A FEW OTHER THINGS AS WELL. I LOVE IT WHEN I HEAR SOME ONE SAY I WOULD NOT FUCK U IF U WAS THE LAST MOTHERFUCKER ON EARTH ....THERE IS TIME I WISH IT WAS THEM AND ME THEN WE WOULD SEE WHO FUCKS WHP REAL FOLKS GET OVER IT IF U R FAT OR SKINNY WHO FUCKING CARES ITS WHAT IS ON THE INSIDE THAT COUNTS IF U R OLD DONT WORRY U WILL DIE SOON IF U R YOUNG DONT WORRY U TO WILL GROW OLD ....IF U R UUUUGLY WELL DAMN DONT KNOW WHAT TO TELL YA IF U R SEXXXY DONT WORRY THAT WILL GO AWAY SOME DAY TO SO BEFOR ALL U GREAT KEN AND BARBIE DOLL LOOK ALIKES TALK SHIT JUST REMMBER U WILL BE WHERE WE R ONE DAY TO HELL IF NOT FOR US U WOULD LOOK LIKE SHIT THINK ABOUT IT WE R THE ONES WHO MAKE U SILLY FUCKERS LOOK GOOD WITH OUT US U WOULD JUST BE ANOTHER UGGGGLY FACE AND BODY ON EARTH I JUST HOPE U R HERE WITH ME THE LAST MOTHER FUCKER ON EARTH...OH AND I KNOW I CANT SPELL SO BEFOR U SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT FUCK OFFF.....

Interactive Story For U To Help With
ok so heres how this will work....i will start a story on here and each person that views this can comment with a new addition to the story! i just thought it would be cool to see what everyone thinks of! hope you have fun...come back as much as you want! enjoy!! :)**find where the story picks up on the comments and read up from there!! have fun!! :) --------------------------------------- The Story It was a a dark and foggy night, although she had travelled this road before she could not see anything that looked familiar. As her eyes grew heavy she did not know if it was from the lack of sleep or the glass of wine she had only hours before......just then out of nowhere appeared a man...a drifter, no doubt, from the looks of the clothing he wore. ------------------------------------------------- added to this story was: Big-E@ LostCherry He stumbled from behind the dumpster he had use to disguise that fact he just relieved himself, and asked her if she

Life Sucks
Does anyone else's life suck really bad? I am going through some really tough times and decisions along with alot of heartbreak. I was just wondering if I am in this boat alone or if there is anyone else out there that understands. I guess it is like I always say...life sucks then you die...except for my son...he is great

More Poetry
I'm sorry ya'll..I'm just in a poetic mood today. The poem "Post It" was written by Nafeesa Monroe...here is one of my own. I didn't title it yet. It needs some SERIOUS editing..and it needs to be finished. Poetry isnâ€™t that special something that can be written quickly and without much thought I mean sure Some red neck, country bum can come up with a FEW short lines for his prostituting girlfriend stating, â€œI love you Especially when you make me a sandwich Oh yeah, and take care of my 3 kids from em 3 other womenâ€ When itâ€™s obvious that there is not much love At least not much love being shown in this home To his three kids Even if there was love being shown The red neck, country bum wouldnâ€™t stay home on his lazy behind all day And spend that little bit of government money that they receive each month On drinking, you know, the booze Strip clubs, and more prostitutes When it comes to me, and my

Why Is It?
that when you have a good friend or they say they are your good friend and you reall care about them that they are the ones that make you cry the most. I have a good friend in Illinois i love him as much as i do my own brothers but yet everytime we talk i end up in tears. yes i know he's dying and i know there is nothing i can do about it even though i wish i could he tells me he wishes things could be different between us and i know what he means but i can seem to feel that he wants me to be there when his end comes but that is something i don't think that i can cope with i am having a hard time coping with the fact that i know this. someone hit his computer today and the first person that he blames is me because we had a fight hell if i knew that stuff i would be doing great but hell i am lucky i know what i do about the computer...almost crashed my own changing a memory stick seems now that everything that happens to him is my fault lately well i guess enough bitching just need

You Are All Of This
You’re the thought that starts each morning, The conclusion to each day. You are in all that I do, And everything I say. You’re the smile on my face, The twinkle in my eye. The warmth inside my heart, The fullness in my life. You’re the hand that’s laced in mine, And the coat upon my back. My friend, my love, My shoulder to lean on. You’re my silly, mature, caring, Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy. The one who holds me tightly, When I need to cry. You’re the dimple in my cheek, The ever-constant tingle in my soul. The voice that makes me weak, The happiness of my life. You are all I’ve wanted, You are all I need. You are all I’ve dreamed of, You are all of this to me.

Batteries
A couple of months ago, I bought this cute little toy called a Rock-It Vibe. It's about the size of a man's middle finger and has these 3 little bead type things on the end of it. Takes only one battery. Anyway, this thing is like OMG, awesome, glorious, a piece of heaven. But...either I am using it way too much or it is sucking down some battery juice. LMAO. Seems I am going through a 4 pack of batteries a week. Hmmm.... Perhaps I should look into a battery business instead of this jewelry business. Or perhaps I should do more business and less vibrating. LMAO

A Womans Tears
A Woman" "Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved."

Post It
Post It! He calls me amazing and asks me to re-member he thinks so So I write myself a note on a post-it And post it everywhere I go. My little yellow sticky paper With hand-written words in black ink "He thinks you're amazing" I see it when I wake blocking the alarm clock face Then on the bathroom mirror Making unfocused morning thought clearer It rides with me in my mustang Even with the top down Its sticky strip Still sticks on my trips And arrives with me to work I stick it on my computer screen My lunch bag And my cup of ice cream I place it on my TV To continue to re-membering "He thinks you're amazing..." It's funny how four words (well, really four and a half) Can keep your day flowing with smiles and laughs Because he thinks so So you are As long as you remember to Re-member I only wish I could Do this for all those I know Send them with loving post-it notes To post everywhere they go So they remember how incredible they are

Mountain Hillbilly Slang ...lol
growing up these are some of the words that i remember my grandparents and parents usuing ...lol read and enjoy a fixin-getting ready "we're a-fixin to go to the store peaked- pale or sick looking "he's lookin mighty peaked askeered of- fright ened or afraid of doins- a function you going to the churc doins to night dast-dare dont you dast ask zeke to the doin's holler- a small valley " she comes from over in the holler" fetch- tho bring go fetch the doctor vittles- food or victuals" i hope ma got some vittles when we get home" put out- angry annoyed smart-to hurt you'ns- you or you all aim- to intend or plan cuttin up-acting a fool book read- educated or well informed fur piece-a great distance gully washer-a hard rain hesh up-become quiet het-to become heated lollygag-to loaf or lolter pizen- poison awful poorly-wery ill crick-a stiffness airish-breezy or drafty biggety-stuck up or acting big clum-climbed plumb- upsetkivvered-covered shed-get ri

How Spicy Are You?
Your Spicy Score: Medium You are hot enough to make a lasting impression, but you strike a balance. You know when you're being too fiery, and you also know when to bump up the temperature. Naughty and clever. Sexy yet down to earth. You know how to work both sides of your personality. Men find you hot yet approachable - the perfect combination! How Spicy Are You?

The Andy Rooney Post, Edited For Your Consideration
Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: And I respond: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers.. The only Things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Your very first statement is the most ignorant thing I’ve ever heard. Minorities are often the victims of hatred, violence, ignorance and intolerance. The rest of your statements below are proof enough of that. If anything, all the rest of your above statement does is point out that majority groups can also be the subjects of hatred, violence, ignorance and intolerance. As a poor white male in our society, I have been denied grants and loans for education th

The Bricklayers Story
Accident Report This one needs an introduction, so you won't be lost at the beginning. This man was in an accident at work, so he filled out an insurance claim. The insurance company contacted him and asked for more information. This was his response: "I am writing in response to your request for additional information, for block number 3 of the accident reporting form. I put 'poor planning' as the cause of my accident. You said in your letter that I should explain more fully and I trust the following detail will be sufficient. I am an amateur radio operator and on the day of the accident, I was working alone on the top section of my new 80-foot tower. When I had completed my work, I discovered that I had, over the course of several trips up the tower, brought up about 300 pounds of tools and spare hardware. Rather than carry the now unneeded tools and material down by hand, I decided to lower the items down in a small barrel by using the pulley attached to the gin pole at the top

The Passion....
Along the walls of my heart I feel , a passion thats so hard to explain . Its an urge that just cant fade away . you can see it in my eyes what I am thinking , you can tell my body just what I want to do . This passion is more than the sexual encounter of two boies , but the uniting of two souls. The connection of two hearts . There is a passion deep inside that drives me straight to you . It drives me straight into the arms , of a man so loving so caring so compassionate . He has broke down so many walls aroud my heart , he has touched me in so many ways That i cant even explain it . have you ever felt a passion that drives you wild . It makes you feel so special , so different . the passion insideme I could never ask for anything better.......

Sex
As I sit here in the office. My mind wonders to the obvious. A fantasy of mine keeps peeking my interest. Standing in the kitchen the early morning coffee fills the air. I am stiff from my dreamstate, as you enter. From behind you wrap your arms around me kissing the back of my neck. Carressing my chest and whispering for me to stay home today. You'll make it worth my while you say to me. Your hands wondering down my stomach to my pajamas. Tracing my cock with your fingertips as I grow for your touch. Now filling the grasp of your hand. You kneel before me. Below my cock. Opening the refrigerator you take a ice cube into your fingertips. Running it through my clothing. Outlining my buldge until clinging to your movement my cock is now filling your view. Chilly at first but melting to the touch of my tempature. Letting it drip into your lips as I now cast a shadow. One cube, then two into your sweet morning breath. My cock surrounded in chill. Aching as I arch my

What Color Is Your Passion?
Your Passion is Purple! You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve. If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through. But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack. You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart. What Color is Your Passion?

B.i.t.c.h
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bit

I Got The Job!
yes! I'm soo happy! I got a job at Uncle Shugs Chicken Barn...which hopefully I'll like. I start tomorrow at 4:00. The only thing that sucks is that I have to close :( And I hate closing fast food restaurants! But the manager and owner seemed really nice so....I don't know..but I hope I don't have to quit! Welp, right tomorrow to see if I like it or not!

From...
From your eyes to your thighs you'll sigh! From your fears to your tears you'll cheer! From your nose to your toes you'll never know! From you cheeks to your peach you'll peak! Copyright ©~Ted E. Brown II August 27, 2002

Just Joined Today
Hello I just joined LostCherry.com today. My friend, Connie recommended me to join this site. I also have a site on myspace.com at: http://www.myspace.com/yooper_dude Well I hope to meat new friends here also. So just call me Yooperboy, because I live in Yooperville or none as the “UP” for the Upper Peninsula. If you want to know were the UP is, just send me a message and I will tell you, eh. Take care, Yooperboy

The Four Cats !
The Four Cats ! Four men were bragging about how smart their Cats were. The first man was an Engineer, The second man was an Accountant, The third man was a Chemist,,,,,,and The fourth man was a Government Employee. To show off, the Engineer called his cat, "T-square, do your stuff." T-square pranced over to the desk, took out some Paper and pen and promptly drew a circle, a square, And a triangle. Everyone agreed that was pretty smart. But the Accountant said his cat could do better. He called his cat and said, "Spreadsheet, do your stuff." Spreadsheet went out to the kitchen and returned With a dozen cookies. He divided them into 4 equal piles Of 3 cookies.............Everyone agreed that was good. But the Chemist said his cat could do better. He called his Cat and said,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"Measure, do your stuff." Measure got up, walked to the fridge, took out a quart of Milk,, got a 10 ounce glass from the cupboard and poured Exactly 8 ounces without spilling a dr

Bored
Damn just got homm from work and I'm bored already, but then again I can't wait to go away! soooooo need to get out of this fucken town and away from some ppl, need to live a little and just let loose and have some fun!!!!!

Book Picks For September
A week of doctors visits has driven my book reads up from one a week to six a week. In this flurry, I've found at least two note-worth books I'd suggest to anyone with a pulse. Note: these aren't thought provoking intellectual type reads, like my favs, Emerson and Nietzsche, but they're pretty damn entertaining!!! The first book on my list is actually a trilogy by Anne Rice. It starts with The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty. This erotic story picks up where the childish fairy tale left off... The Prince claims Beauty as his sex slave... Beauty acquires a whole new perspective on life, in a fantasy world only Rice could so elegantly create. "...As he drew near her now, he thought he must be merciful and make her punishment quick. And seating himself on the bed, he reached out for her, and pulling her wrists into his left hand he brought her naked body down over his lap so that her legs dangled over the floor helplessly. "Very very lovely," he said, his right hand moving languidly over h

New Photos Up
I just posted some photos from the Shinedown Show on 6/30/06 and the Shinedown, Godsmack, & Rob Zombie Show 9/7/06. go check them out and them me what you think. I also have a lot more pictures from both of the shows if you wanna see more of them just let me know.

Back Online!
Ok so i am back online after a month of being gone. So glad to be back. I have missed my lost cherry friends something awful. So if you read this holla at cha girl!! Life has been busy the last little bit anyways, i wouldnt have had a whole lot of time free ro be on here, but now i do!!! Anyways just thought i would start a blog i dont have much to say right now.

It's Funny
It's funny how things change... nothing stays the same... and yet each day we get a little bit older. Friends come and go.... people leave others stay for a time. Time moves on by like a cloud with the wind. My thought of the day....

A Woman Should Have...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and A black lace bra. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... One friend who Always makes her Laugh... And one Who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A good piece of furniture not previously owned by Anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE Eight matching plates, Wine glasses with stems, And a recipe for a meal that will Make her guests feel honored. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A feeling of control over Her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love Without losing herself... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... HOW TO QUIT A JOB BREAK UP WITH A LOVER AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... When to try harder ... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY. EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... That she can't change The length of her calves, The width of her hips, or The nature of her parents... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... That her

Friendships
Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendships. You will see no cutsey little smiley faces on this card-just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad-I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue-I will try to dislodge whatever is chocking you. 3. When you smile-I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared-I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried-I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused-I will use little words. 7. When you are sick-Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall-I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath-I pledge to the end. "Why

To Break Fre
To Break Free So, here it is again this dilemma that never resolves Here i can expect the agonizing pain that overwhelmes every part of me, that it disolves. what do i need to do to find a way, a path that elevates? One that doesn't betray? So, i simply ask when will time be condusive? Will i grasp the things i yearn for? Or are they too elusive? I've tried all i know passive, agressive, even calice But there always seems to be a counter-remedy, one with such malice So, ultimetly i remain tainted & torn Between what i was & who i am now, a woman scorned It's horrifying to ponder that the ones who are supposed to love & love unconditional are first to attack, their first to shove. So, how do you raise your fists, I don't understand? How do you hug me & beat me with the same hand? This situation can not continue this is clear, because i can not live in constant fear. I'm trying best to deal, to conquer & be brave but its disparaging to know that You will

Depth
how can a person love someone so deep , deeper than any ocean and stronger than any earthly force. my heart is truelly over whelmed....how can a person go beyond just caring to a place to forever hold. once two people were just that, two people, today they stand as one heart beat, two united becoming one thought, one heart, one person, one powerful force intertwining the very fibers of their existent into living for the first time, to stand and breath for the very first time! seeing the beauty of the very minuet to the vastness of the very core of the matter, what all use to be a mystery finally has eyes to hear and ears to see. a heart that knows to love is one that can understand the complex of a pen in my hand

Tell Your Sweetheart You Love Her
i love the way you fit in my arms or the way i make you smile i love the fact that your always there to listen in times of trials i love your charm and beauty your smell, soft lips, and your hair i love how much i love you even tho im not there i love the way you make me nervous i say the wrong thing and i trip i wish i had lots of money to take you sail round the world on a ship i love how my heart skips when ever your on the phone i still think of you everytime i put in that cd deftones there are so many times i should have told you how i really felt inside and then maybe things would have been different but these feelings i can not hide you mean the world to me babe

Cookies And Milk
The way you smile makes everything ok! life sometimes can be hard but you make it so worth while! when I day dream about you I get all mushy inside and ooze over with warmth, you make my sweet tooth go crrraazzyyy...............your just like cookies and milk!

Tears At Night
Tears at Night Some nights it takes tears for me to fall asleep, It’s the only way my dreams and I can meet. The troubles of the day are trapped in my head, As I cry softly while lying in my bed. Who knew something so terrible could feel so good, That’s one thing I never understood. I say that because as the tears flow down my face, I start to get overcome with peace and grace. My tears flow down gently tickling my nose, My eyes grow tired, and my thoughts pack up and away it goes. I get temporary relief as my tears roll down, And as I lay there, I start to look around. I see a picture on the wall of the love of my life, I smile through my tears, and fall asleep for the night.

First Time
Is this your smile or the sunshine I see trough the trees. Is this a dream or can it be that I am seeing for the very first time, was that thunder or was that my heart beating for you. Is this a mircle! These two hearts beating in perfect harmony

Since Bulletins Go By Sooo Fast, I'm Posting This Here Too.
SEVENTEEN: YOU LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY SIXTEEN: WHEN YOU'RE ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO. FIFTEEN: YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. FOURTEEN: YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM THIRTEEN: YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND. ELEVEN: WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME TEN: YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. NINE: WHEN YOU LOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER. EIGHT: YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM SEVEN: THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. SIX: YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT. FIVE: YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM. FOUR: YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM.

Me Again
50 short questions Survey! Sleep with or without clothes on? with Prefer black or blue pens? blue Dress up on Halloween? for sure Like to travel? of course Like Someone? ummm yeah Do they know? yeap Who sleeps with you every night? whats his name Think you\'re attractive? I\'m a princess Want to get married? never ever again To: no one Are you a good student? very good Are you currently happy? in my relationship-yes Have you ever cheated?? Been cheated on? no Birthplace? Tupelo Christmas or Halloween? Christmas Colored or black-and-white photo? colored Do long distance relationships work? hell no Do you believe in astrology? yes Do you believe in love at first sight? yes

You And Me
we find weeds and turn them into roses we walk in a desert and the rain falls we find a place where the clouds live, we play, we sing, we live but most important we have a deep love for each other and the sun will always shine through. you inspire me in every way!

Love
This is a true story that happened in Japan. In order to renovate the house, someone in Japan tore open the wall. Japanese houses normally have a hollow space between the wooden walls. When tearing down the walls, he found that there was a lizard stuck there because a nail from outside was hammered into one of its feet. He saw this, felt pity, and at the same time he was curious. When he checked the nail, turns out, it was nailed 10 years ago when the house was first built.What happened?The lizard had survived in such a position for 10 years! In a dark wall partition for 10 years without moving, it is impossible and mind boggling. Then he wondered how this lizard survived for 10 years without moving a single step--since its foot was nailed! So he stopped his work and observed the lizard, what it had been doing, and what and how it has been eating. Later, not knowing from where it came, appeared another lizard, with food in its mouth. Ahh! He was stunned and at the same time, touch

My Little Dark Side.
Ok this is my little Gothic side. I love Vampire, Werewolves, and monster movies. so here are some wicked Movies i find great. Queen of the damned (already said it but yes), Underworld(1 and 2), Van Helsing, Interview with a Vampire, Nightmare Before Christmas, Corps bride, Sleep Hallow, The Crow, Lord of the rings, and Harry Potter. Most of these movies are books as well and i have to say read the books first before the movies.

God Does People Ever Give Up??
WHY THE FUCK DOES PEOPLE NOT WANT ME TO BE WITH SOMEONE AND WANT ME TO BE WITH THEM WHEN THEY ALREADY HAVE SOMEONE AND THAT SOMEONE "NEEDS"THEM WHEN THAT SOMEONE IS JUST GONNA FUCKING HURT THEM ALL OVER AGAIN AND SHIT....DOES PEOPLE EVER GIVE UP...IN MY EYES I DONT THINK THEY DO LOVE, CASSIE

Learning Not To Feel
starts with joy then turns dark let them in then they leave their mark why try so hard to let them in when you know what happens in the end a time bomb of emotional fury makes any man start to worry the whys and hows and what's goin ons you've never felt more like a pawn but i do got some comfort i got some gyn im learning to not feel all over again it will leave me callaused it will make me hard but in the end it will all begin again

Breath Of Fresh Air
she was a breath of fresh air a warm summers breeze on a lazy day a fire fly in the evening she was as beautiful as a poem that touches deep into your soul a picture of grace a poise But now the air is stale and dry it freezez the soul and kills all that a dreamer had hoped for a dreamer who loves her still

A Few Words
Time trys the soul Love breaks it Lust burdens it God saves it Hard to speak whats on the mind And who can you really tell Fear not for your secret is safe Inside your soul it will dwell But the weight and the burden will break you You might think you can hold up the world Share that weight with god Turn your sand into a pearl

Whatever ((( Poem)))
Whatever Whatever I say will be taken in any other way Whatever I write will be read in another way Everything I speak gets lost in translation My words taken as a lie My actions believed to be insane Just look into my eyes and you will see You will see my pain, my sorrow, my truth, my lies, my joy You will understand with one glance into my soul You will see I’m not always sad I was happy and didn’t know it I let that slip away And would do anything to get it back if only I knew how But for now I can only dream of being free Dreaming of being forgiven

Halloween Help
Alright, here's the deal. My b/f and I have been trying and trying to come up with a GOOD costume idea for couples for this halloween. We are gonna be going to a club with a costume party, and we want to go as a couple. But nothing that's been used a hundred times. No Romeo and Juliet, no Dumb and Dumber LoL. Something new and fun. Here's where y'all come in. Any ideas?? Anything? I could really use the help LoL.

Another Monday
so today was pretty fun i guess. i have to get ready for some day this week in spanish class cuz i'm teachin one day (it's spanish honors and since i'm in such a low spanish this yr, i'm teacher's aide). musical today was fun. we played mafia cuz david wasnt there to play the piano, guess it was due to problems in the middle school (he's the grade head of the middle school). i was one of five mafia people and josh played god (fuckin hilarious!!!). in his stories, we (the mafia in the town) "killed" someone by draggin them thru marshmellows, killed the detective by killer teddy bears, etc. sooooooooo funny. my weekend was good. i hung out wit my most recent boyfriend who lives near me on saturday. we saw jackass 2 (which i highly recommend and i'm hopefully going bak to see) and both decided to break up but remain friends. randomly saw my friend reese and her boyfriend marshall and we invited them to dinner wit us. omg, i forgot how PDA reese is. but yea we had fun and aft

To You
You filled my days with rainbows lights, Fairytales and sweet dream nights, A kiss to wipe away my tears, A hug to ease al my fears. You gave the gift of life to me And then in love, you set me free. I thank you for yor tender care, for deep warm hugs and being there . I hope that when you think of me A part of you You;ll always see. How much i need and love you xxx

Wicked Stressed
so for last day or so my life has been shit. I didnt sleep at all last night i had the cops come to my house i had to talk to them about shit that happened.I hope it works. i am just so confused right now my emotions i dont even know if i have any.Broken hearted, falling apart. I am trying to think better thoughts, so that maybe u know things wil brighten up but i dont see it going that way im iss u i really do. no words can describe how i feel right now empty lost. I wish i had someone to talk to but no one understands me. i am just going to go before i start crying and thinking about all the shit that is happening to me. peace.

The Meeting...( A Lil Long But Worth The Reading...lol)
The bar is filled with a smoke haze the lights casting an eerie glow upon the people filling it .. The pool tables have people playing on them .. the dart boards are filled with competitors playing for a tab on the house for the night .. The bar is surrounded by the normal group of ruffians that surround it every weekend .. The booths are filled with couples just getting away from life for the evening ...tables are filled with drinks the bartender's are whipping around filling orders .. The waitresses are busy taking orders and keeping everyone supplied in drinks .. The band is playing in the back ground and the dance floor is full of people just wanting to lose themselves in the moment .. She is seated at the bar .. her long burgundy hair cascading down her back in gentle supple waves coming to rest just above her slightly flared hips .. Her long legs crossed at the knee her foot lightly swinging as she takes in her surroundings .. Her grace is what draws every eye

For My "friends"
Listen, I am not that hard of a person 2 get along with...I have always had the motto,"Be yourself, not someone or something else!!" Please, I know people put up pictures of their friends and "fake" pics they claim 2 B them...I am fine with that, but if you can not give me at least 1 TRUE picture of you, then remove yourself from my "friends" list!! I show real pictures of me and I am open about things and the way I feel!!I expect the same of all my "friends!" If you can't do the same--then go away!! This is not to any one specific "friend," this is to any of you!!I don't know if any of the other pics of my friends R fake, but I have had 1 update their photos and he is totally different than the originals he had!!! That's fine with me & he will stay on my list, b/c I appreciate honesty in a person!! If you do not want to give me something I ask 4, just say so!! I'm not gonna B mad if I don't get my way!!I just ask for HONESTY in people I know and am friends with...If you can't provide

A Line Between Love And Lust
A line between love and lust by zinfully_yours © Love is like looking into your eyes and seeing an endless reflection Love is like the breath that exhales from our lips The animalistic thrusts both of us desire The sound of our uncontrollable moans that echo The perfume of our fluids mixture The wetness of our skin pressing together My nails dig in your covering which creates a line between lust and love You hear me whisper fuck me harder, fuck me deeper But really I’m begging you to love me harder, and love me deeper We become one as my legs are wrapped around your strong shoulders Your hands holding my face, whipping the tears you crafted Tears of love, tears of joy, tears of sadness as this is only a dream.

Okay
So i am not one to act like a baby when im sick. But rawr. Jesus. I want to cut my nose off seriously. Its getting on my nerves. I hate the sniffles. The coughing. Its fucking annoying. Kay. Im done bitching lmao.

A Lascivious Breakfast
A Lascivious Breakfast by *annie* © A lascivious breakfast ...of bagels and tea And we were together You and me.. I was in your dream Angel in white A siren in red Your hungry mouth Big warm hands... Salaciously needed Salaciously kneaded me Intoxicated in my scent My smooth silky skin My hot wet mouth I drove you with desire Made you with lewd whispers Of wants and needs Voracious feeds... You savagely ravaged me You torridly quenched Feverishly fed I was in your dream

A Knock At The Door
A Knock at the Door by JUDO © Small steamy room Water cascades down My mind wades through scenes Of fingers and cock. In the midst of revelry Bangs a hollow unwelcome. On my hotel room's door Are three fingers that knock. Wet headed and dripping I call out loud But three knocks return My lovers must wait. Wrapped in a towel Bare toes cross the tile. Hands pressed to my breast. "This is so like my fate!" The door swings open, But the hallway is bare. I step out to look And behind me, a "click." I turn to my right But I'm stuck fast and held My door's locked and closed On my towel too quick. The knob presses hard On my butt as I struggle I grab it and turn But it won't budge an inch. I pull and I twist. I yank and I jump. The towel starts to fall But I catch and I cinch. A ding down the hall And two doors slide apart. An old couple approaches In panic, I compose. The man doffs his hat His lady squints and frowns As I smile a m

First Blog Ever...
Yea, so I guess I have never really offically wrote a blog, so since I'm a sheep and everyone else is doing it... what the hell right? So, it's Monday and it's like 2:00 PM and I'm sitting here bored out of my mind. I have come to the conclusion I have seen everything on the internet. Which is why I sit on this site so much, nothing better to do and here I get "some" human interaction even if it delayed by a few minutes. I suppose I could go outside and do something or I could do some work, I work from home doing my own computer stuff, cause I'm cool like that, but then I'd have to get dressed and shower and make myself pretty... which i don't feel like doing at the moment... so it can wait another hour or two. So I guess if anyone else out there is alive, holla at me... cause i'm bored out of my mind!!

She Isn't Real
Standing in the shadows, of what I used to be. Everything's been so fucked up since I forgot to feel. She wasn't real. Right there before my eyes. I never gave her time to heal. She wasn't real. She wasn't real. I've been sitting by the window, crying the night away. I guess I must pay for all my sins but this is a cruel way. My body has become numb as the guitar strings cut the bone. People think I'm crazy, singing love songs to the wall. No one can use the phone 'cause I'm waiting for the call- That isn't real. She isn't real. An incarnate of my mind. She isn't real...

Wet Dream...
WET DREAM Last night I had a wet dream. In it I remember being in the presence of a voluptuous and sexy naked woman. I also remember that I too was naked and that I had a huge erection at the ready. For whatever reason though, I was not permitted to have sex with her. So, as I remember, I had to resort into taking care of the problem all by myself. In my dream I wrapped my hand over the head of my penis and started masturbating right there in front of the naked woman who watched me as I did it. As undoubtedly happens with all my wet dreams, my cock became erect from my subconscious arousal. In fact, it got so hard that it woke me up. As I slowly faded out of my wet dream and into consciousness I realized that one, I was sporting a raging hardon and two, it was still dark in the early morning hours and three, my wife was sleeping soundly there beside me while I was wide awake. As the fog of sleep evaporated from the corners of my mind I recalled what had

Me Patience
Living with no fear Life has givin me a few tears Strong will with courage I am growing up with no real parents I grew up before I was born living a life of sorrow is all I have known With jump rope in hand I am ready to make my last stand I find it painfully hard To live and be a part Momma did drugs It was like holding a gun To my tiny head I am lucky im not already dead People around me fear more than I can hear My name is Patience This is my last chance With rope around my neck I see the very thing my mother has wrecked My 4 year old body Who should barely know how to potty Stand close to me if your a friend I believe I was heaven sent To show many within Their own hearts I am still a kid I have seen jesus I have taught many to listen Maybe now they will listen to their children No matter the age I still have another page To walk this land Teach the very man Who taught my mother To try and smother The very life she lived Me Patience P.S. Thi

Soldier
-He carried the flag and bled for you all - Don't turn your back on him. -He answered the call, dealt death to them all - He's not the enemy. -He's come home tonight, no girl by his side - He's got no one to love. --HE'S ALONE-- Soldier Boy... You've come home - now. Soldier Boy... Now youre all alone... -He sits in the dark, black hole in his heart - His friends have not returned. -He screams to the night, there's no one to fight - The ghosts are in his head. -With tears in his eyes, the ghosts terrorize - He wakes in a cold sweat. --SO TERRORFIED-- Soldier Boy... You've come home - now. Soldier Boy... But there's no one home. -A gun in his hand, he's got a new plan - He'll take his life tonight. -The gun to his head, sad look in his eyes - A squeeze it all it takes. -Alone in the night, is how he will die - One last breathe escapes his lips. --HE'S GOING HOME-- Soldier Boy... You've gone home - now. Soldier Boy... Now you’re finally home.

Chapter Six (all Chapters Unedited)
Chapter 6 Luke and Chris reached the Halem resturant and went in to find a table. As they waited for the waiter, Chris began to tell him what happened after they left the inn. Luke had listened to her with great interest. He knew she still carried the markings on her body but not so much as when he knew her three years ago. The markings on her had disappeared all except for her upper arms now. 3 years ago..... After Siska left Van and went back to check up on Chris, she received a shock when she arrived in the room. Chris was no longer there but the doctor was. The doctor layed against the wall with his skin pealing off and the back of his head cracked open. Blood lined the walls around him but no sword marks appeared on his body. "Christina, what have you done?" Siska walked into the bathroom to notice the swords were still intact and still clean. "Where did you go?" Siska grabbed the swords and ran out of the inn leaving some money on the front desk before running out the

Rant #6: Chain-bulletins.
Umm, yeah... I know that about 85% of this site is made up with chain-letters of some kind. But don't you notice it's getting repeative and stupid now? I mean, seriously... You read some stupid bulletin and because of the "power of the bulletin" your balls are going to fall of or someshit. Like, wtf? You people who write this shit actually think this is intelligent or that these chain-letters hold some true power? You think mere letters on my LCD Monitor is going to make me jerk-off any less than before? Is it going to make me into one of the guys from an Axe commerical? Fuck no. Here's a chain-blog for you. You read this. Now, because you read it, you must tell everyone about it or your genitalia is going to turn into an animal's tool. And if you're a creater of a chain-bulletin, then you will magically find your keyboard broken in your ass. And if you truely believe that either one of those things is actually going to happen because I wrote it, you're an idiot. Chain-bulleti

Chapter Five (all Chapters Are Unedited)
CONTRACT Chapter 5 Chris and Brownie kept walking down the street admiring the scenery that were before them when a familiar face showed up behind a gate of a two story house. "Hi Luke." "HI Christana. How are you feeling today?" Brownie growled at him and he looked down. "Oh, I'm sorry. Good afternoon to you too. May I join you two?" "Sure." Chris smiled at him as they walked off in silence. After they reached the end of the street and took a left, Luke spoke up. "Christana, ummmm......I have never umm stopped having feelings for ya. You have to know this right? I just....I know I'm stupid for even saying that." He laughed at himself. "I don't even know why I am telling you this." He sighed as he thought that Chris might find this funny but was surprised when she stopped and put a chaste kiss on his lips. Luke stopped in mid-stride and was shocked. "Luke, I've known how you felt about me since back at the inn but I can't return the feelings. I like you, but not in tha