Fubar Blog Posts 1

Remember
I want you to always remember That I cared That I understood More than you'll ever know Your words pound on my back like a whip and chains Your excuses are etched into my head And your love... Your love is non-existant But just always remember That I'll be there...

Wild Mushroom Strudel
Appetizer Wild Mushroom Strudel This recipe was featured on "You're the Chef" episode #411. Buy this episode from WVIA. Yield: four portions Ingredients: 1/4 c. clarified butter 1 Tbsp. shallots, chopped 1/2 c. fresh morel mushrooms, stemmed, sliced 2 c. fresh crimini mushrooms, stemmed, sliced 1 c. fresh blue foot chanterelles, stemmed, sliced 1 c. fresh oyster mushrooms, stemmed, sliced 1/2 c. cream sherry 1 tsp. fresh thyme, stripped 1/4 c. fresh parsley, chopped fine 1/2 c. breadcrumbs to taste salt to taste ground black pepper 1 each sheet puff pastry, thawed 1 each large egg, beaten well for egg wash as needed fresh thyme, stripped as needed coarse ground black pepper Procedure: In the butter in a large sauté pan, sweat the shallots with all the mushrooms until the mushrooms weep and there is some moisture in the pan. Add the sherry and herbs and simmer for 5 minutes. Add just enough breadcrumbs to absorb any extra liquid that collects

I Need Some Help
hello, i dont really know how to start this, i probably have to go back in the past to explain this.... most of you dont know me, but i am a single mother who is trying go to college as well... for the past 2 years i have been sick, i am not sure when i will be better again, and the doctors dont know either. i have wanted to go on vacation for i dont know how long, but was never able to afford it, i just think i need to get away from this place for a while, to regain some strenght, so i can have some happy moments, some memories that will help me get better. so a friend of mine made me a deal.. if i help her get customers who want to buy make up she would take half of the money she is making and put it to the side so my daughter and i can go on a vacation... many of you have a sister, a mother, wife, girlfriend etc and i am not asking you to buy anything, but just take in consideration that if you do think about getting something for a birthday, christmas or some other occasion yo

When Will I See You Again?
The days are long and hard they drag on and on I long to see your smiling face to hear you laugh to see you stomp up the stairs to hear that door slam to hear the funny jokes you tell I miss you my son......... I dont understand why are you a pawn in a game? or just loved that much am I selfish to want you home? or would I just be giving up? I do all I can though sometimes not enough I miss you my son........... I am prepared for the worst but hope for the best its been a very long month not knowing not understanding but praying everyday longing to say welcome home my son..............

Romantic Love
A beautiful face With such a wonderful smile You make life worthwhile Your love is complete No one elses can compete Your love is divine Our love is a rose Perfect in design and form Just ignore the thorns You know I love you It will last until I die And even after.

Honey-maple Mead
Honey-Maple Mead Source: Joseph Nathan Hall (joseph%joebloe@uunet.uu.net) Mead Lover's Digest #7, 3 October 1992 Ingredients: (recipe for 2 gallons or maybe a little more) 2 quarts maple syrup (that hurt$, as Charlie Papazian says) 2 to 2-1/2 lbs light honey (I used clover) acid to taste--I think I used a little less than 1 tsp of acid blend for this batch. Pasteur Champagne yeast Procedure: Bring honey and maple syrup to boil in enough water to liquefy. Add acid and a bit of nutrient if desired. (I don't think you *need* yeast nutrient--the maple syrup seems to have the necessary stuff in it.) Skim for a minute or two, enjoying the flavor of the yummy foamy stuff. :-) Cool. Then add water to make a 1.120 SG must. Pitch with working Pasteur Champagne yeast. Prepare for a moderately vigorous fermentation. Rack off after primary fermentation, and once again if it isn't clear in a few more weeks. I topped off the gallon jugs with boiled water after t

Older Blogs - Part 5
Saturday, September 02, 2006 Ah the joy of the old school games - Nethack I remember playing Nethack, Rogue and the like years ago. All of them were Ascii text no pictures. These games like the old Infocom games were text base driven. Now Nethack has a GUI interface and some 'kind' of pictures/icons. But the concept is the same, Nethack is still a dungeon crawl where you have to discover things, after years it can still be fun and a pain in the ass to play. Does it mean I don't like the old games? No, I play HalfLife 2, NWN etc when I get time, but games like Nethack don't require a lot of time to play or get good at. *lol* I still like playing the new games, but I do love the classics :) JJ Gotta love a lazy day Relatives come over and I get to kick back the entire day. Is it just a male thing? I took a nap and just took it nice and easy today. Mebbe it's the three day weekend? Mebbe it's the rain? We don't need hurricanes with all the rain we are getting ;) I do

Basic Mead
Basic Mead Basic Mead Source: Scott James (scojam@scojam.Auto-trol.COM) Mead Lover's Digest #18, 16 October 1992 Ingredients: 10 lbs honey (clover honey, processed. From local super market chain) 1 can concentrated white grape juice (condensed for reisling wine; from homebrew shop) 5 gal. water 5 grams dry "Pasteur Champagne yeast" Procedure: I let it ferment for 3 months in primary (70F), then bottled; priming with 1 lb honey disolved in 4 cups boiling water. Comments: After six months we (college roomies) couldn't stand the wait and broke into the stuff. Due to a bitter taste, we mixed most of it into a wine cooler at a party (no flames, please). Just recently I tried one of the two remaining 1 year old bottles. It was fantastic! Smooth and sparkley! I have one bottle left, I'm saving it to share with that special some one... postscript: I tried the last 2 1/2 year old bottle -- Absolutely pristine and crisp. Lots of bubbles li

Viva La France
Viva La France... Or Maybe Not!!! List "France has neither winter, nor summer, nor morals. Apart from these drawbacks it is a fine country. France has usually been governed by prostitutes." -Mark Twain Would rather have a German division in front of me than a French one behind me." -General George S. Patton "Going to war without France is like going deer hunting without your accordion." -Norman Schwartzkopf "We can stand here like the French, or we can do something about it ." -Marge Simpson "As far as I'm concerned, war always means failure." -Jacques Chirac, President of France "As far as France is concerned, you're right." -Rush Limbaugh "The only time France wants us to go to war is when the German Army is sitting in Paris sipping coffee." -Regis Philbin "The French are a smallish, monkey-looking bunch and not dressed any better, on average, than the citizens of Baltimore. True, you can sit outside in Paris and drink little cups of coffee, bu

A Special Little Jar Of Healing Kisses....
A special little jar of Healing Kisses... I blew a thousand kisses and into this jar they flew, because kisses are so useful, I'm sharing mine with you! Kisses are so versatile; there are many things they can do: You can use them like an ointment whenever you get a boo-boo; just place a kiss right on the spot and soon it'll be like new! Kisses sure can cheer you up, so they're like anti-depressants too! So, whenever you're in pain, or if you're feeling blue, just open up this bottle And just see what these kisses can do!!

Brandied Fruit Cocktail Starter
Brandied Fruit Cocktail Starter 1 (15 1/4-ounce) can pineapple chunks, drained 1 (16-ounce) can sliced peaches, drained 1 (17-ounce) can apricot halves, drained 1 (10-ounce jar maraschino cherries, drained 1 1/4 cups sugar 1 1/4 cups brandy Combine all ingredients in a clean non-metallic bowl; stir gently. Cover and let stand at room temperature 3 weeks, stirring fruit twice a week. Serve fruit over ice cream or pound cake reserving at least 1 cup of starter at all times. To replenish starter add one cup of sugar and 1 of the first four ingredients every one to three weeks, alternate fruit each time; stir gently. Cover and let stand at room temperature 3 days before using. Apricot or peach brandy may be substituted for plain brandy if desired. Makes 6 cups.

I Love You Forever
These feelings deep inside I try hard to hide I don't want anyone to know How much I love you so I'll keep loving you each day In my own special secret way Every time I see you near I run away in fear I want you to love me too But my fear holds me back from you I know what I did was wrong But this heartache I cannot prolong I love you and I know its true That deep down somewhere you love me too!

Home Made Kahlua
Home made Kahlua 1 1/2 0z Dry Instant coffee (3/4 Cup) Note: vanilla coffee gives it a yummy different flavor. 2 1/4 cup boiling water Combine ingredients in one medium size saucepan listed above and let cool. Second medium size saucepan 6 cups sugar (I usually use the white sugar and the cheap store brand) 4 cups of water Mix water and sugar together and boil for five minutes then let cool. Once everything is cooled you can then combine all the above ingredients in a deep kettle and add either a fifth of 100 proof Vodka or a fifth of 190 proof pure grain. Add 1/4 Vanilla extract or pure vanilla can add more if you prefer a stronger taste. It is better to use very good pure vanilla in your recipe. Cheap brands of vanilla extract takes alot more vanilla. This mix makes three fifths and one pint total of Kahlua. Use bottles that you collect from family and friends that now save them so they get a full bottle back. Boil and sanitize the bottles just

To That Special Girl
I loved you with all my heart... But things just didn’t work out... I guess It wasn’t really meant to be.... I’m glad it happened cuz I knew it would happen eventually... I know we need to move on... And find that special one... That makes you happy... And one day have a family... I wish you the best through out your life... And hope everything turns out rite... Even though it didn’t work out... I hope you know deep down inside your heart... That when you need that special friend... I’m by your side till the end... And Even though our friendship is not so good Things will flow the way they should... Feeling like if there is something missing in my life... And I wonder why things aren’t rite. Well, I hope we stay as friends... And have a friendship that would extend... For years to come...

Hahaha
I hatepathetic LC people, this bitch vice girl and her friends haha. damn peopleneed to grow up with the stupid taking LC seriously. same with this LC cuklt thing going on here. I love calling them names and pathetic. how pathetic is a bunch of old fuckers trying to act cool online. hahaha anyone can be cool online

Lima Bean Soup
Lima Bean Soup Ingredients: 1 lb. bag of dried lima beans 1 Large can of diced tomatoes 1 pound of margarine or butter Bay Leaves 1 large onion sliced Salt and Pepper to taste Directions: Rinse Lima Beans and place into a large sauce pan. Cover with water and add onion and bay leaves; simmer until beans begin to soften. Add Margarine and tomatoes. Simmer till beans are tender. Add water as needed to keep from thickening to much.

Ovalemono Soup (greek)
Egg Lemon Soup (Ovalemono Soup) Ingredients: 4 qts. Chicken broth 2 C. Rice 8 Eggs 1 C. Lemon juice Directions: Cook Rice in broth. Beat eggs until frothy. Slowly add lemon juice into eggs. Slowly add 2 cups of broth to egg mixture. Slowly add egg mixture to the remaining broth. You want to heat this very slowly and stir often.

Confident
You're Confident...Sometimes You can seem confident when the occasion calls for it But inside you may be experiencing a bit of self doubt A little more inner confidence could take you far... And convince others that you're as confident as you try to seem Are You Confident?

Tarot Card
You scored as The Empress and The Emperor. The Empress stand for a strong woman or strong female influnce such as mother, sister, girfriend/wife. The Emperor stands for a strong man or strong male influnce in life such as a father, husband/boyfriend, brother ect. Both are very strong willed and are influencal to someone. They take on many responsiblities sometimes to much, love toi lead the pack. Both a reliable and are ready for action at any momentThe Empress and The Emperor75%The Lovers70%The World65%Justice60%The Magician50%The Hanged Man45%The Fool45%The Hierophant45%The High Priestess45%Judgement45%

Welcome Home Siatie
Just wanted to comment on my new baby's first night home. He was so cute!!! He played with Hemi and Diesel til all hours of the night and slept beside me and decided on his own that he would come to work with me.... OMG he is soooooo sweet. Ok enough out of me. Clarification his pic is in the My Loves Album.. Check out how Identical Siatie and Hemi are. Ciao Cherry Bombs!

Love & Laughter
Bad Smells Couple Comedy A handsome young man and a beautiful girl met and it was love at first sight. They immediately got married and went on their honeymoon. On their wedding night, the bride went into the bathroom to freshen up. Unfortunately, she had a case of bad breath so severe she had to take a powerful drug to control it. She was about to take the drug when she decided it would be best to let her husband in on her secret since they would be spending the rest of their lives together. So she returned to bed without taking the drug. Her husband then went into the bathroom to freshen up. He also had a problem with foot odor so offensive it required a special preparation to keep it under control. He was about to apply the preparation when he decided it would be better to let his wife know about his problem because she would find out about it sooner or later anyway. He skipped applying the preparation, returned to bed, grabbed his wife and gave her a big kiss. Sh

Love Poems
When We Danced Soft gentle stare Warm tender touch You took my hand And we danced Arms around me Light dragging moves Cheek warm against mine Breathing deep from the soul Long have I searched Finally I have found When you took my hand And we danced

Jail V. School
I did not write this. In prison: you spend the majority of your time in an 8x10 cell. In school: you spend most of your time at a desk that sticks to your butt. In prison: you get three meals a day. In school: you only get a break for 1 meal and you have to pay for it. In prison: you get time off for good behavior. In school: you get rewarded for good behavior by being called the teacher's pet. In prison: a guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you. In school: you get locked out of your classroom from the inside. In prison: you can watch TV and play games. In school: you get detention for playing games. In prison: you get your own toilet. In school: you have to share and wait your turn in line. In prison: they allow your family and friends to visit. In school: you cannot even speak to your family and friends. In prison:you spend most of your life looking through bars from the inside wanting to get out. In school: you spend most of your time wanting t

Tarot Card
You scored as The Lovers. The Lovers card is about harmony and most in important love and forgiveness. The Lovers is also about not giving into tempteation and waiting for true love to come your way. It can mean that you had been hurt but have healed yourself and can finally realize love is out there somewhere. You value a good relationship and base it on love not sex. Don't give up on love.The Lovers100%The World100%Judgement85%The Empress and The Emperor80%Justice75%The Magician70%The High Priestess65%The Fool60%The Devil45%The Hanged Man35%The Herm

Gone For A Few
Just wanted to let everyone know going to be gone for a few. Flying to LA 5am tomorrow and then driving back.. Not sure how long will be gone.. Have a great week and keep licking those cherries. kisses Jo

Pick A Card...any Card
You scored as The Magician. The Magician is about creative genius and talent. He is the master of communciation either through speech or literary means. Being different and an individual means alot to him.The Magician95%The Lovers90%Justice80%The High Priestess65%The Empress and The Emperor60%The World55%Judgement45%The Hanged Man40%The Fool35%The Devil30%The Hermit25%

Rpg Games
Ok i am a Huge roleplay fan just cause i grew up to it. (i know i'm a nerd) but anyways just thought i'd through out some Roleplay games that i've Played and liked. i have to say them first cause they're the ones that got me into roleplay games and thats Square soft (at the time they were called that now they're square enix). Here are some games Square has Created. Final fantasy 3 i give props to that game cause thats the game that got me into them. Final fantasy 7(best game i have to say they made and thats just me), Final Fantasy 9 and 10 are some great games as well so check them out, Also Dragon quests is a fun game as well. Other roleplay games that are awesome are Magna Carta (i liked it), Castlevania is another grat group of roleplay games but fair warning...the first games of theirs can be a real pain in the ass to play. but try them. Ephemeral Fantasia is a lost treasure kind of game no one really knows of it but fair warning its messed up and kind of poorly made but fun. Atel

Heart Ache
Once again I am back and depressed as all hell. This time it's for many reasons. And of course the big one has to do with men. I've decided that trying to make things work out with my husband isn't going to happen. He is on the road way to much, we barely talk on the phone when he is gone, and when we see each other we do nothing but sit around and watch t.v. I was seeing someone but that didn't work out cause he didn't have a job, and was pissing me off by doing stupid shit. I liked someone else, but they just wanted to be friends with me and thats cool, since we have know each other for 16 years or more. He is happy with his girlfriend and thats cool with me, I'm glad he is happy. Thats all u can ask for, is for your friends and loved ones to be happy.(I know u are going to read this) Then there is a guy here on myspace that I talk to and like, but it's hard for us to get together cause of his work schedule, and both of us having kids. I meet a guy online at lostcherry.com,

Older Blogs - Part 4
Friday, August 25, 2006 You have to love your job Sometimes you end up in one of those rare jobs. Even through it's been "Hell Week"; short staffed, no AC in the building, and issues with interns, things went well. I kept getting asked "You don't look happy." No, I am working trying to keep up and god forbade ahead for next week. I guess, I forgot I was getting paid to do my job *lol* It's still a good job with good people. They don't seem to understand there are certain things you shouldn't do doing business hours, but they will learn. The Winds of Change are blowing and I am happy, I got to see and taste the 'good old days' before they go away forever. What do I mean? Well, as a company grows from small to medium sized things like policies and procedures become more important. You just don't reboot a server cause you don't want to come in on off hours. Tech Support is no different than any customer service department or organization. You are there to support the users and

My Perfect Love....
My perfect Love When I first talked to you, I didn’t know what to say, But the more we talked, The more my heart gave way But now when I think of you, And how you changed my life, I can’t imagine, A day without your light You light up my day, As if you were the sun, You are that sense of completion, When my difficult project is done You are my strength, and wisdom, And the keeper of my heart Whose grip never weakens, Even when we’re apart, I think of you all day, And dream of you all night, And every night I wish That you could hold me tight, You are always on my mind, No matter what time or day, Even when I shouldn’t I think about you anyway, And when I think of you this much, The day seems so long And all the time we spend apart, Just seems so wrong You are my special gift, Sent from up above Sent to me from heaven, Sent for me to love Thank you for your smile, And your light that fills my dreams You always make it brighter, No ma

Blood And Sperm Donation
Blood And Sperm Donation A man and a woman were waiting at the hospital donation center. Man: "What are you doing here today?" Woman: "Oh, I'm here to donate some blood. They're going to give me $5 for it." Man: "Hmm, that's interesting. I'm here to donate sperm, myself. But they pay me $25." The woman looked thoughtful for a moment and they chatted some more before going their separate ways. Several months later, the same man and woman meet again in the donation center. Man: "Oh, hi there! Here to donate blood again?" Woman: [shaking her head with mouth closed] "Unh unh

Add My Friend!!!
hey i kno u can view these so listen up! my friend needs a couple more friends so leave him a comment! plus u get cherry points when u become each others friends and when u leave comments. Hes on my friends list and his display name is Dununun Batman or sumthin lik that.

Older Blogs - Part 3
Tuesday, August 22, 2006 So you want to be in IT? I will assume that some of the people reading this are not familiar with the computer field aka Information Technology (IT) aka Information Science (IS) aka Management Information Systems (MIS). I started in the field when it was called MIS. I have seen some good ups and downs over the last ten years. I have been lucky in that every job, I took was better in pay and experiences than the last. People thinking they could past tests and call themselves professionals, you aren't an IT professional till you lived through fire. When the clock is ticking and all eyes are on you to find the answer now, not later. One of the best things I learned was to say "I don't know." There are no gurus of everything IT. People are gurus of a subset of IT, whether it's an application like Oracle or operating system (OS) like Windows or Linux. I learn enough to get get the job done and soak up whatever information I need as quickly as I could. Why?

Not Just A Dream
I wake in a sweat, still realing from passion, and desire. The feel of your hand, still linger on my skin. The feel of your breath on my inner thigh, still burns and tingles. The sounds of your moans, and soft words of love still echo in my mind. My body still trembling, and my mind still racing. Afraid to look, afraid it was just a dream closing my eyes, feeling the space with my hands as tho blind. Trembling at the fear, that it was yet another dream. Remembering the caress starting with my inner thigh. Feeling the light touch of your fingers across my womanly center. The light touch of your lips around the nipples as you squeeze ever so lightly on my breasts The feeling of our bodies becoming as one, as your man hood fills me. Again the passion over whelms me with out a touch from your hand With just the thoughts of you, I am satisfied, and yearning. As my hand reaches out, to a empty space. My heart sinks, for it was just a dre

I Am All That I Am
I am some one of the past of cherry when things where new and very scary, then i left for a lil while, took time out took invantory, sometimes people need to grow, need to think of how to be, made tons of friends, lost a few too, but thats ok, this is just the internet,now i return and see a big community, like how it's improved, like how people carry, I have alot i'd like to say, but hope that these words exsplaine, I was angrey alot of my day, KI had a cheating heart in man i once had dated, now he is gone and i made possitive change, its been months since i been in this place, things are new and my heart has mended, i grew and hope many here have to... if you want to know me and see who i am i have private reg pictures here for friends to ask,

Party Games
Ok for people that like to through partys and such i got some games for you to decide, and these are video games. (i'm a party person and gamer sorry) Alright Party video games with a Controller (all ages): Mario Party, Super Smash Bros, Tetris, Kirbys Avalanche (more for the kids). For more of the teens Halo 2, Sol com, 007 golden eye, Soul Caliber, DOA. (if you need to know what system they're for just ask. Systems without controllers: DDR (great game for parties). These are just thoughts and games for people that think they need more things for Gatherings and parties so yeah. Party on.

Im At Work Lol
I had to work today so im not at home and im fooling around on the computer lol yeah i know im a bad girl playing on the computer at work lol my baby knows how naughty i can be lol so yea have fun today ppl and have a great weekend *hugs*

Judgement
You scored as Judgement. Judgement is finally seeing the wirld and not allowing things such as fear and bad influnces slow you down. They in Judgement are ready to be judged because they have lived thier lives as best they could.Judgement100%The World90%The Magician90%The Devil80%The High Priestess75%Justice75%The Empress and The Emperor70%The Fool65%The Lovers55%The Hanged Man40%The Hierophant

Friend In You....
Friend in You I have smiles to give away hugs and kisses too I save them up every day so I can send them to you I know I can always count on you even when I am down you laugh with me and make me smile with you, I never frown You are so very dear to me whether near or miles apart I hope you can clearly see you're so close to my heart I want to thank you for all your caring you are a dear friend of mine we have so many good times sharing with you I will always shine! This friendship we have made together will last through thick and thin no matter how stormy the weather I know I always have a friend in... YOU! Thank you for being my dear friend

The Wiccan Rede....explained
The Wiccan Rede : The Wiccan Rede comes in many shapes and sizes, from the long poetic version to the short eight word version which is the one which I have chosen to use here, it goes: An it harm none, do as thou wilt. This eight word statement comes down to this: Harm None. It may sound easy, but is indeed very debatable. Many people ask about how far reaching this law actually is, and I will attempt to answer that here by comparing it to the ten commandments of the Christian faith. The ten commandments go as follows: a.. Thou shall have no other gods before me b.. Thou shall not take my name in vain c.. Thou shall remember the Sabbat and keep it holy d.. Thou shall honor thy father and mother e.. Thou shall not kill f.. Thou shall not commit adultery g.. Thou shall not steal h.. Thou shall not bear false witness against thy neighbor i.. Thou shall not covet thy neighbor's house j.. Thou shall not covet

Consumed By Nothingness.
Consumed by Nothingness. Filling me in a way only a void could fill. Wrapping around me in a way only darkness could. Nothingness fills me, holds me, entices me. A caress against my heated skin A gleam in my pale eyes Pushing into me with such force I cant help but cry out. There is nothing. No pain. No joy. No tears. No laughter. Nothing but nothing. Consuming. Controlling. Demanding nothingness. Years of rage Years of pain Years of unshed tears of withheld laughter... abandonment abuse desolate little child Consumed by nothingness. Wasn't her fault, wasn't by her choice. Blank. Void. Empty...except for nothingness. The safety...of nothingness. Consumed. -UnTouched Sanity -Loyal

Something To Believe In
~Religion should not be about the creed we profess, it should about the life that we lead. ~Minds are like Parachutes...they only work when opened. ~The Mighty Oak tree was once a nut, who stood it's ground. ~Failure is not defeat...until you stop trying. ~Community is defined as: A group of people having common interests: the scientific community; the international business community. A group viewed as forming a distinct segment of society: the gay community; the community of color. Similarity or identity: a community of interests. **Sharing, participation, fellowship and friendship**

Smile....
SMILE I'm sending you the biggest smile ever in hopes that you'll have a beautiful day. Think about how special a smile is. It costs nothing, but has the power to enrich all who receive it. A smile brings inspiration to the discouraged, cheer to the sad, and warmth to the troubled. It creates goodwill and a feeling of friendship. A smile only takes a moment, but its memory can last forever. So share some smiles. Give someone a beautiful day!

Hmmmmm
Some people post these things to spill their guts etc. Some people try to address issues they see with their friends that they have online. I just see it as a way to vent. So to let you know if you read this and you think that it has to do with you, or a situation that I might be dealing with that you are involved in. Most likely I"m venting. Cause if I really had a problem with you I would just come out and tell you. Just ask some of my friends. I don't hold much back when it comes to being honest with the people I'm close to. No, I"m not venting now, I just wanted to let everyone know that up front now cause I have run into problems with my other blogs where people get angry and butt hurt over things I have said in there that I haven't told them. So I figured I'd give everyone a fair warning now. Alot of what I say alot of the time is meaningless anyway. I just ramble like now. Just to waste your time reading and to waste my time typing. It's working so far!

157
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Rating Profiles And Pics
I rate all profiles I visit. I read the whole profile and not just the pics. I do enjoy the pics and I rate them also. I leave comments on most. I hope everyone will do the same for all the profiles they visit. Thanks for your support and enjoy.

Don't Want To Turn Back
The moment I saw you, something stirred inside something I thought had long ago died The more I looked and talked to you the more and more the feeling grew Then I knew what the feeling was, desire, surprise I wanted you To kiss your lips and stroke your face, to hold you close be face to face To look into those beautiful eyes, and show you the passion I've had locked inside There is no fear, I'm surprised at that just pure desire, I don't want to turn back And when we're together, I want the hours to last getting lost in your arms, in pure passion at last You restarted a fire that has smoldered for years reigniting that burning desire, my dear It fills me up, right down to my toes. Oh how I hope the feeling lasts, it may be wrong right now, but I don't want to turn back

Wassup
Hey yallz, Im new to the cherry recently. I am hoping to meet friends that are the same orientation as me. Im a 23 year old Bi Biracial female. I hope to make new friends and maybe more ;) Holla @ya girl mixedblessings8306@yahoo. I also have a 360 page so check me out leave me comments One luv

Oh Stuff
Where do you draw the line? — Saturday, 23 September 2006 http://metimes.com/articles/normal.php?StoryID=20060903-045353-8426r it's an interesting article. Some people say it's justified. Do what's necesary to get info and save lives. But these people aren't even found guilty. We don't testify, we get put in jail. Obstruction of justice or something like that. Or if we don't cooperate. We all have that right to remain silent. These people aren't even tried. But how bad are these people, and how bad is their treatment? I don't know, I don't know them. To me, humiliation is a good thing. It's good for people. People should be humble. If you have a problem getting embarressed it means you need it done more often. So the hazing part doesn't bother me too much. Other than the shaving thing. I'd fucking kill someone over that. That's serious because to me, it's permanent damage. No one really has that right to take priceless things away from other people. If someone cuts your

A True Friend.....
(A)ccepts u as u are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls u just to say "Hi" (D)oesn't give up on u (E)nvisions the whole of u (even the unfiniched parts) (F)orgives ur mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps u (I)invites u over (J)ust "to be" with u (K)eeps u close at heart (L)oves u for who u are (M)akes a difference in ur life (N)ever judges (O)ffers support (P)icks u up (Q)uiets ur fears (R)aises ur spirits (S)ays nice things about u (T)ells u the truth when u need to hear it (U)nderstands u (V)alues u (W)alks beside u (Y)ells when u won't listen and... (Z)aps u back to reality A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift, A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift, A friend is someone who fills our lives with Beauty, Joy, and Grace And makes the world we live in A better and happier place.

Vote And Comment :-)
for those of you that already rated THANX!!! but comments are counted too...so if you wouldnt mind leaving one for me and for those that dont kknow im in an eye contest so if ya think my eyes are purdiful rate em and comment just click the pic below :-)

Have Nice Day!!!
ALEAST 5 PEOPLE IN THE WORLD LOVE YOU SO MUCH THEY WOULD DIE FOR YOU,AT LEAST 15 IN THIS WORLD LOVE YOU IN SOME WAY.THE ONLY REASON ANYONE WOULD EVER HATE YOU,IS BECAUSE THEY WANT TO BE JUST LIKE YOU.A SMILE FROM YOU,CAN BRING HAPPINESS TO ANYONE,EVEN IF THEY DON'T LIKE YOU.EVERYNIGHT SOMEONE THINKS ABOUT YOU BEFORE THEY GO TO SLEEP.YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO SOMEONE.WITHOUT YOU,SOMEONE MAY NOT BE LIVING..YOU ARE SPECIAL AND UNIQUE IN YOUR OWN WAY.SOMEONE THAT YOU DON'T KNOW EVEN EXISTS, LOVES YOU.WHEN YOU MAKE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE EVER,SOMETHING GOOD COMES FROM IT.WHEN YOU THINK THE WORLD HAS TURNED IT'S BACK ON YOU,TAKE A LOOK,YOU MOST LIKELY TURNED YOU BACK ON THE WORLD.WHEN YOU THINK YOU HAVE NO CHANCE OF GETTING WHAT YOU WANT,YOU PROBABLY WON'T GET IT,BUT IF YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF,YOU PROBABLY SOONER OR LATER WILL GET IT.ALWAYS REMEMBER COMPLIMENTS YOU RECIEVED,FORGET ABOUT RUDE REMARKS..ALWAYS TELL SOMEONE HOW YOU FELL ABOUT THEM,YOU WILL FEEL MUCH BETTER WHEN THEY KNOW.IF YOU HAVE A

Chitlins
If you've been considering asking me to allow you to have my babies - and let's face it, who hasn't considered it? - then you need to know this: There is no shame in admitting that you need therapy. I'm still waiting for my donuts.

For My Pammy Girlie ;)
At night in her deepest secret place She dreams that she's in chains Each time the leather bites her flesh She whispers out His name Of all that she would give to Him Her favorite is her pain At night in her deepest secret place Her dreams are what keep her sane Her days are filled with sameness Endless boredom takes it's toll No escape from all life's tameness But the dreams that make her whole At night in her deepest darkest place She dreams of delicious harm Of ropes, stone walls, of servitude Of pleasing Him with her charms He says come to Me, My wonderful slave In that voice that both soothes and alarms Then at night in her deepest darkest place She melts into His arms

Thinking Only Of You
thinking Only Of You ************************* Wishing You Were Here Whispering Sweet Nothings In My Ear I Wouldn't Have Anything To Fear Just Protesting My Love To You and Telling You How Much I Care Just Feeling Your Touch Would Mean Ever So Much if only you were near Ofcouse i Would show you My Dear So That We Would Be In the Clear sitting Here Protesting My Love So Unfear When My Only Wish Is Having You Near Written By: Blossom_ Rose I Sent This Poem In To Be Published And It Is Scheduled To Be Published I Received The Letter Today In The Mail. And Yes When Ever I Write A Poem I Always Send It In Before I Post It Here All Of Them That I Post Are Published

Its The 24th
Its raining and cloudy and 1st day of the fall season. I'm debating on going out tonight. I don't really go out. I'd rather stay in. lol But.. since i'm a good friend. and it is my buddy's b-day today. I'll hang out and take him to a club. Make sure he has his ID this time.. (remembering the insodient! LOL) Talk to the owner of the club.. and have him pull out some red carpet treatment.. for a few mins.. Yeah.. i'm a nice guy.. I was asked to visit someone in Atl.. I dunno about that yet. I'm about out of vacation days. but i can still take unpaid ones.. And since I work my arse off I can take some. LOL laters..

Hi There Girls
here is a sit to view my other sit i have www.myspace.com/mcurt22 www.hoverspot.com/mcurt22 are the other sit i have pic at and if u would like to text me send me a e mail and ill give it to u just have to ask

Fuck
i hate this place lol.. anywayz yeah.. I feel like shit today.. and i had bad dream it scared the fuck out of me.. My dead uncle came to me in it.. and was just fucking with me... it scared me.. oh well lol... gah..

Michelle's Baby Boy.
Every time i come accrross this true story, I have to read it. It breaks my heart to think what hes happened to mIchelle, so i have put it in my blog, because this true satory touches my heart. My x girl friends baby deid, i was in bit's still think about him/her to day, thinking what if? lest we forget! You gave me life, put your love in my heart, Now God's cut it to short, and it's time for us to part. With my memories few, each one I bless, I'll keep you in my dreams, where you can let your love rest. Each day I'll confide to you, how I feel inside, I'll try to make you proud, while I try not to cry. With my head to my knees, and flowers to my chest, I lay them down slowly, on the grave in which you rest. Michelle was pregnant with a baby boy and went into preterm labor. She was only 21 weeks 4 days along so the doctors didn't do anything to help her baby live. He died after only precious 41 minutes. She set up a memorial fund to help pay for the tombstone that he

Complaints Already
Same old shit, different website. I already have a problem with this website as its exactly the same as the shit like faceparty and other sites of that nature : Blokes like to think they can pick up on them. And its fcuking worked, my stupid ex picked up her latest b/f on faceparty. I cudnt fucking believe she picked a perv over me yet again. Why oh why can't something bad happen to her that might just make her see that she should get back with me, eh? She's fucking stupid :)

Flooded In And Bored To Death..
it's been raining here for 2 days straight...no stop rain...i'm flooded in here can't get out and bored outta my head. lol guess i should be thankful i still have electricity and food..but still being stuck here is no fun...just thought i'd bore some other ppl with my i'm STUCK story.. lol have a good day everyone!!

Whips...chains..and Cuffs...oh My!
Imaginative, erotic, passionate You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Should I Quit My Job?
Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 64% Your job is a total bummer, and probably the worst job you've ever had. Your co-workers stink. Your boss is a jerk. And your company is probably in trouble. Think about finding a new job quickly, even if it's just a not-so-great transition job. You've got to get out of there as quickly as you can! Should You Quit Your Job?

What Season Are You?
You Belong in Winter Quiet, calm, and totally at peace... You're happy to be at home, wrapped in a blanket, completely snowed in Whether you're lighting a fire or having a snowball fight, you always feel best in the winter. What Season Are You?

Lets Go Do Something Fun...
It is saturday. Had to work which sucked. No plans for tonight. It is rainy and nasty out. No one wants to go out and do anything.... I would settle for a movie or bowling. Oh well... Wanna go out with me? Got some netflix movies in today... so guess i will watch those until something a bit more excitng comes along... which is soon I hope!!

My True Love Is.....
Your True Love Is a Gemini Why you'll love a Gemini: Witty and sharp, a Gemini can keep up with your fast (and ever changing) mind. You're both fun loving and free spirits. You and a Gemini can enjoy each other without expectations. Why a Gemini will love you: Not only can you keep up with a Gemini's sharp tongue, you can introduce a challenge or two... You're appetite for fun and novelty will keep a Gemini interested - at least for a bit longer than usual! What Sign Is Your True Love?

The 23rd ~ My Favorite Kiddos
These are my favorite little kiddos. Peyton: My neice. She is So adorable. and she likes to colour on the bottom of my shoes! (not to mention the top of my converses) Mike:The kid I babysit. He's adorable, but he can be a real pain at times. But Again I love him to death. His favorite colour is pink! (my fault) Isabelle: My favorite neice. She reminds me of my besst friend with her pretty curls. and she's so much like me, it's scary! hehe i Just love her. Buddy: my puppy. not a kid but he's my favorite. Kayleigh: My little sister. Half sister, but still incredible. She's gonna be a gorgeous lady when she grows up! she's already so pretty!!

Why Muslims Hate The World
Everyone seems to be wondering why Muslim terrorists are so quick to commit suicide. Let's see now. . No Jesus No Christmas No television No cheerleaders No baseball No football No hockey No golf No tailgate parties No Wal-Mart No Home Depot No pork BBQ No hot dogs No burgers No chocolate chip cookies No lobster No shellfish, or even frozen fish sticks No gumbo No jambalaya No Beer Rags for clothes and towels for hats. Constant wailing from the guy next-door because he's sick and there are no doctors. Constant wailing from the guy in the tower. More than one wife. You can't shave. Your wives can't shave. You can't shower to wash off the smell of donkey cooked over burning camel dung. The women have to wear baggy dresses and veils at all times. Your bride is picked by someone else. She smells just like your donkey. But your donkey has a better disposition. Then they tell you that when you die it all gets better! I mean, really, is there a mystery h

Internet Lessons
The first thing Bill saw as he walked in the kitchen door was a spike-heeled shoe in the middle of the stairs to the living room. Dropping his briefcase and keys on the counter, he walked farther into the room and spied the other shoe at the top of the stairs. Wondering why his neat-freak girlfriend had left behind what - for her - could be considered a mess, he ignored his rumbling stomach and started up the stairs. In the living room, he found a red silk blouse hanging off the back of his Laz-E-Boy, and then a pair of sheer black pantyhose trailing down the stairs that led up to the bedroom. Intrigued, he followed the "trail", discovering a black skirt on the landing and a lacy bra hanging off the bedroom doorknob. From the bedroom came the faint scent of patchouli. The shades were drawn, the bed was piled with pillows, and there were several candles lit and scattered about the room. The bathroom door was shut. A bottle of wine and glasses sat on the nightstand. Puzzle

I'm So Smart
my dad gave me a dollar bill cause i'm his smartest son and i swapped it for two shiney quarters cause two is more than one and then i took the quarters and traded them to lou for three dimes-guess he didn't know that three is more than two just then ,along came old blind bates and just cuz he can't see he gave me four nickels for my three dimes and four is more than three i took the nickels to mr, combs down at the feed store and that fool gave me five pennies for them and five is more than four and when i showed my dad he got red in the cheeks and closed his eyes and shook his head to proud to speak to me thanks to shel silverstein

History Of My House.
This is my house, in Asfordby. It has been owened by 5 people. There was this famouse captin, that went to war. The first world war, Daglish was his name. anyway his grand farther had this house built along with stables, all a long the street. that was nearlly 345 years ago. then when his grandad died, he left this house to his son, Captin dagleish the 1st. Captin dagleish used this house untill, he had a house built on a field, now called dagleish way. they named the street after him because, his house was the first one there. at the time he built his house he gave this house to the squier of Asfordby. His name was Fredrick Alistair Bell, he resided her with his wife & one son. Allso called Fredrick Alistair Bell, Alistair's dad died, his mum moved to where Alistair (his son) resided, next door to this house. And I moved in 1981-2.

My True Love Is ....
Your True Love Is a Libra Why you'll love a Libra: Social and charming, a Libra is sure to turn your head in a group setting. Libra has the style and grace to intrigue you... and the passionate soul to reel you in. Why a Libra will love you: You're laid back and patient. Libra doesn't feel rushed to make a decision with you. An appreciator of beauty, you can show Libra all sorts of inspiration - from art to nature. What Sign Is Your True Love?

Anybody A Gemini?
Your True Love Is a Gemini Why you'll love a Gemini: Witty and sharp, a Gemini can keep up with your fast (and ever changing) mind. You're both fun loving and free spirits. You and a Gemini can enjoy each other without expectations. Why a Gemini will love you: Not only can you keep up with a Gemini's sharp tongue, you can introduce a challenge or two... You're appetite for fun and novelty will keep a Gemini interested - at least for a bit longer than usual! What Sign Is Your True Love?

Mental Notes...
Hi Ya'all! Well here we are... another rainy stormy day in Ohio... I swear that somehow we have switched zip zodes with Seattle! Today is just another Saturday... making candles, doing laundry and of course cleaning my house! Nothing unusual... Have I mentioned that I think the entire world should be a nudist colony??? LOL... Whatcha think Dave? *grin* Laundry is the devil... I don't care what anyone says.. .it's the freakin devil! I just don't understand where it all comes from! Oh yea... for anyone who's interested in a good country CD... I just bought Jake Owen's new CD... and it's fantastic! Well my fever is back... so I guess it's time to maybe somehow sneak a nap this afternoon... To all my Cherry friends... *SMOOCH* Lets talk soon!! :) Love, Sherrie

Sorry.
Hey everyone! I am sorry that I have not been on that much the last few days. I have been feeling sick. :( I am going to the doctor on Tuesday. I hope I can get some meds and start to feel better soon. I feel awful. I will try to get on here as much as I can. I need something to cheer me up. I hate feeling sick. Waa! :( Beckie

Did Anyone Ever Tell You..
Hello There Nice Person Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine . Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week. and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back .. (just once) then that means tha

All About Me
My name is Jessica I'm now 20 1 yr closer to 21 YES!!! I live in delaware...Nothing Special there I'm Single And thats how I wanna be... Just wanna have fun and thats it... I take shit to seriously so It's time to slow it down and lossen up... So, What have I been doing?? Partyin on the weekends.. I love just hanging out wit my peeps chillin and havin fun... I'm not looking for a relationship right now but that doesnt mean im not having fun... I just havent found that right guy out there yet... You know the guy thats gonna sweep me off my feet, make me laugh, smile, cuddle me when I'm hurting or sad, be there when I need him the most, And just a wonderful guy but for now... Its the single life for me....

Will Always Be Your Friend...
You Are A Good Friend You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"! What Kind of Friend Are You?

Sexy Panties!!!!!!!
What Your Underwear Says About You When you're bad, you're very bad. And when you're good, you're still trouble! You're a closet exhibitionist who gets a thrill from being secretly naughty. The Underwear Oracle

Hawai'i Aloha
E HAWAI'I E KU'U ONE HANAU E O HAWAI'I, O SANDS OF MY BIRTH KU'U HOME KULAIWI NEI MY NATIVE HOME 'OLI NO AU I NA PONO LANI E I REJOICE IN THE BLESSINGS OF HEAVEN E HAWAI'I, ALOHA E O HAWAI'I , ALOHA E HAU'OLI NA 'OPIO O HAWAI'I NEI HAPPY YOUTH OF HAWAI'I 'OLI E! 'OLI E! REJOICE! REJOICE! MAI NA AHEAHE MAKANI E PA MAI NEI GENTLE BREEZES BLOW MAU KE ALOHA , NO HAWAI'I LOVE ALWAYS FOR HAWAI'I

Poem
*SUMMER AIR* (END OF SUMMER BLUES) Sitting alone. The only sound that penetrates my eardrum is the soft hum of the fridgedaire. It reminds me of the summer air. Sipping lemonade, layig back in the shade. Watching this guy go by thinking he's all that and then some. Wondering how long would it take for him to make me cum. I begin to fantasize, about him between my thighs, feeling and touching me. Making sweet love to me. Looking me in my eyes, the way he kisses makes my bloodpressure rise. Suddenly I feel the pressure. There's no need for an usher. He's found his way. Deep inside I wish he'd stay. A push A thrust. DO this again I think we must. We moan we groan. Ring ring goes the phone. Don't answer. We're almost there. He begins to run his fingers through-My-Hair. In and out round and round don't stop now we've reached our point. I must say you are the joint. Come back tomorrow we can do it again. No need to ask, just

Hmmm Interesting
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Passionate???
You Are 91% Passionate, 9% Compassionate You are a truly passionate person, and for you, love is a drug. When you're in love, you lose all grip on reality. And it's a wild ride. Although falling in love is vivid experience for you, it's sometimes *too* intense. Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

My Great Life
Well this is my first blog on here and all I have to say is that my life is great I love every minute of it. I have the best man and soon to be step-daughter in the world. School is going great for me which is new because usally it sucks but this semester is great. Well thats all for now so leave me picture comments and rate them that way I can upload more pictures for you guys. love you guys.

What Sw Jedi/sith Character Is Most Like Your Personality?
You scored as Yoda. You are master Yoda. Yoda's teachings are far reaching within the Jedi order. Ever the diplomat, scholar and teacher - Yoda seeks to enlighten through wisdom, experience and discipline. Yoda employs the lightsaber form Ataru in which the practioner uses The Force in conjunction with his own physical prowess to achieve unparalleled acrobatic skill, accuracy and speed. Skill is stressed over raw power. He has trained many Master Jedi - most notably Count Dooku, Mace Windu and Obi-Wan Kenobi and is one of only four Jedi to have preserved his personal identity after death.Yoda68%Luke Skywalker68%Anakin Skywalker61%Obi-Wan Kenobi (Post Death of Qui-Gon Jinn)61%Darth Vader57%Qui-Gon Jinn57%Darth Revan57%Darth Maul54%Bastila Shan54%Mace Windu

???????????????????????????????
OKAY SO I POSTED THIS TO PROVE A POINT!! IT SEEMS AS THOUGH NO ONE REALLY READS ANY OF MY BULLITINS UNLESS IT SAYS SOMETHING NASTY AS THE SUBJECT. WHY IS THAT? I THOUGHT THIS SITE WAS SUPOSE TO BE A FUN PLACE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE. BUT IT SEEMS LIKE THE ONLY THING GOING ON HERE IS NOTHING BUT A BIG PORNO SHOW.. BUNCHES OF NAKED WOMEN DISGRACING THEMSELVES, SHOWING OFF THEIR BODIES TO RANDOM PEOPLE. SERIOUSLY WHAT IS THE POINT, TO MAKE YOURSELVES FEEL BETTER OR WHAT? ALL MY PICS ARE FULLY CLOTHED AND I GET WONDERFUL COMMENTS, THAT ALONE MAKES ME FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF.. SO I WAS JUST CURIOUS? ANYONE WHO WANTS TO EXPLAIN IT TO ME PLEASE FEEL FREE.. I REALLY WANT TO KNOW?!?!?! THANK YOU AND GOOD RIDDENCE!!

Lost Cherry....
I JUST HAVE TO SAY THAT LOST CHERRY HAS REALLY ..BECAME THE COOLEST SITE ...I USE TO GO TO MYSPACE JUST TO BLOG BUT NOW THERE ARE BLOGGS ON HERE..I FUCKING LOVE THIS SITE...EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE ATTENTION WJORES WHO LIKE TO VOTE U DOWN CUZ THERE INSECURE....BUT ANYWAYS I JUST WANTED TO BRAG ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE LOST CHERRY... ~CAIO~ YASSINA

Jason
jason (baby daddy) just called after 2 months to ask how the baby is doing.... i cant take that shit he doesn't care...as hard as he "try's" to act like it. i need to vent big time!!!!! now he doesn't want to see him because i won't let his g/f be there. what to do what to do!!!

The Bluglar
THE BURGLAR Pete Tyler knew he was asking for trouble when he slid open the unlocked window. But without a moment’s hesitation slipped inside of the unoccupied house. Only two weeks out of prison and here he was back prowling homes in search of jewelry, money, or anything else of value that he could be hidden under his coat. Like the old pro he was he immediately rifled through an unlocked jewelry case only to find that it only contained cheap costume settings that were practically worthless! After tossing the case away in disgust he made his way to the den and made short work of the desk and adjoining file cabinet. “Dammit,” he said under his breath, “a guy can’t even make a dishonest buck anymore robbing houses.” He was just about ready to sneak out the back door when all of a sudden, and much to his surprise, the door swung open and a cute little red haired woman of about twenty eight barged into the kitchen carry several bags of groceries! It was too late to run, and for a hot se

See You All On Monday
me and pookie are about to move the last of our shit out into the new place. so, our internet will be down until monday. maybe tuesday, but i'm really thinking monday. i may hop back on for a little bit tonight before i move this computer over, but odds are i'll be too busy doing what every couple does when they get a new place....having sex in every damn room of the house. lol! ok, so i'll really be unpacking and getting things situated. anyway, keep the messages and comments coming in the meantime, and i'll get back with you ASAP.

Earth...wind...and Fire
Your Love Element Is Earth In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation What Element Is Your Love?

Love
You Are 68% Addicted to Love Might as well face it, you're very addicted to love. But you're not really getting the deep love you seek. Short lived, dramatic relationships are more your style. Let go of needing someone, and you may find someone you actually want. Are You Addicted to Love?

Disobedience - Erotic Story - Domination
Disobedience My name is Margaret. I am 24 years old, I live in the south of England and I am married to a wonderful man. I was brought up in a conservative family and I was a virgin when I got married. I did not really think that I was unworldly, but my knowledge of sex in marriage did not prepare me for the reality. I knew that couples enjoyed doing other things than straightforward intercourse. For example I had heard of oral sex. I thought that meant that I might be expected to kiss my husband's penis and I expected to to be alright with that. Before we married, my husband and I discussed what sort of relationship we would have. He is ten years older than me, a very successful businessman and a large, strong, authoritative man. I expected a husband to be like my father has always been. The head of his household who is loving, caring and decisive. That is exactly what I got and before the ceremony I had agreed that ours would be a disciplined marriage. My husband explained that

The Blue Bell, Pub. Asfordby.
well, don't know much about this one, but. it was a coaching in meny years ago, I know they Written about it in the doom's day book of 1066, 940 year's ago. that's when it got turned into a pub. they write about it being around 400 years b4 that. that is the oldest building in Asfordby. over all it's roughly 1340 years old, that's why it's a dodgy shaped building.

I Found Out..that
im a vampire..so becareful if u see me passing by you across the street or if im behind u cause i d just grab u and drink up all your blood and kill ya.so beware! hahaha k well bye im gonna go get my group of friends and cause chaos! love ya bye tina

The New Neighbor - Erotic Story - Domination
Last Thursday morning my dog went missing. It’s a male Rhodesian ridgeback called Simba and it looks like a small pony. Hard to loose you might think, but once in a while he decides to play at hunting and off to the fields he goes. I did all the usual things; looked around the village, walked up and down calling his name in a high pitched voice to entice him to come running, feeling like a fool. You know the routine. After a while, an old guy who lives at the top of our quiet cul-de-sac told me that he had seen the dog in the back garden of his new neighbour. He didn’t know her name but he thought she was in. I thanked him and went to knock on the door. The door was opened by a lovely looking woman that I hadn’t seen around the village. She was around thirty, that’s 18 years younger than me, tall and well built without being fat, with long shaggy red hair and bright green eyes that smiled even before her mouth did. I explained why I was there and she laughed and stood ba

Give Me Emeralds Any Day...lol
Your Birth Month is May Unique and creative, you seek your own path in life. You love change and are able to adapt to any situation. Your soul reflects: Sweetness, joy, and a complete life. Your gemstone: Emerald Your flower: Lily of the Valley Your colors: Yellow, red, and green What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Suicide
jesse james oliva was a great kid sure he made trouble just like any other kid . when he was 15 he got involved with the wrong couple boys and ended up in the detention home for boys for 4 years. when he was released he decided to dedicate his life to making himself a better person and he did a shitty job in the beginning. he experimented with drugs and alcohol,just like most of the rest of the population. however he took it serious and realized he could not handle it.he quit doing drugs and met a girl and they dated for a few months.... he came to me and told me that he was in love with a girl and he was afraid that if he told her the truth about his past he would lose her. i told him that the truth was the best way ,if he lied to her and she was to find out ....it would end. he told her the truth....he was with 2 other boys and a man was beaten to death and he was there.... he was the watch dog for the boys doing the robbery. age 15 and accessory to murder..... he spent 4 ye

Things In The Miltary.
I want to start off by saying thank you to all on here who support us for doing a thankless job day in day out. I mean yes I get to see the world and do things some people can't, but it comes with a cost of long hours, some times working a full 24 hours before u see a bed or drink a beer or 2. But in the end it is all worth it when some one tells u thank for what you do. It makes me kinda of stop and think wow. I do enjoy what I do. But at times the bs you have to put up with is not worth it at all. I mean the kids who are joining the miliary now are a bit disrespectfull to the senior people. So for all of you younger kids who read this and are thninking of joining the military. Please show some respect towards the ones above you. Remember they have been in your shoes at one time. So one day I might grow up and decide I want to do something other than the military, but who knows. I can tell you this, what I have learned in the military has given me whole different view on how d

Custody Battles!, It's Terrible
i'm goin through a big custody battle with my mom and dad, itz a nightmare. my mom is tryin to get custody of me and my sister. gawd, i hate custody battles, cuz if i move in with my mom then i hav to leave my boifriend and i dont wanna do that, cuz he is the most wonderful person in the world, and i dont wanna hurt him, or my friends, but i wanna live with my mom so i can get away from my evil step mother. gawd i hater her.

Poor Nephew
My nephew signed us up for a bowling tournament today. Bowling for charity to help fund children who cant afford to bowl in a league. Positive reason to bowl, but my nephew is very competitive in sports. Gee wonder who he got that from. lol Yes, I bowl too. Of course, I haven't bowled since my best friend and I last did. lol Should be fun. WIsh us luck!! :) Talk to you later my LC people :) For the bowlers: 8 pin no tap and you pick up what your partner leaves behind. lol

One Of My Favorite Colors Too
You Are a Blue Flower A blue flower tends to represent peace, openness, and balance. At times, you are very delicate like a cornflower. And at other times, you are wise like an iris. And more than you wish, you're a little cold, like a blue hydrangea. What Color Flower Are You?

Look Ma...i Gots Me A Planet...
You Should Rule Saturn Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past. What Planet Should You Rule?

New A Friend? You Got One!
sry, this dude is tellin me i should look for sum friends so wat the fuck, might as well since myspace is blocked. lol does n/e 1 have a vampirefreaks.com account? if u dont, get 1! its cool! u join clubs n all that shit, its kinda like an LC or myspace, just with a REALLY BIG TWIST to it. well, tlk later!

My Time Of The Year....
You Belong in Fall Intelligent, introspective, and quite expressive at times... You appreciate the changes in color, climate, and mood that fall brings Whether you're carving wacky pumpkins or taking long drives, autumn is a favorite time of year for you What Season Are You?

Hello
Hey Guys and Gals, Well hear i am not knowing what i am doing....i have never written a blog before and i'm not sure what is to be put into it. i just joined lost cherry last night. i was told about this place by a very good friend of mine. she knows who she is....:) you should visit her and add her as a friend. she is one person that i am glad to have met. her name on here is CRYING INSIDE. besure to send her lots of love. DUCK CRYING INSIDE@ LostCherry

Insatiable Sex Slave - Erotic Story - Domination
The grandfather clock in the hall chimed ten times. He looked at the clock on his desk. Ten P.M. He had been working for hours. A slight smirk crossed his full lips as he mumbled to himself, "Enough work, now it is time to play. " He rose from the leather chair, stretching to try and relieve cramped muscles. With a sigh he turned toward the office door, smirking again as he began to picture his precious one. He knew she was just down the hall. He knew she heard the chime and he knew she was waiting. As always. It was almost ritual for them. She would be sitting, legs curled under her, on the footstool of his favorite chair. A black corset would adorn her, lifting her breasts proudly. Circling milky thighs would be silky black garter belts, which held up equally silky stockings. Thinking of her like that made him tremble. He dropped a hand to rub his already stirring cock through his slacks. He was eager to get to her. He found himself moving down the hall, anticipation driving him f

Umm
So this week I didn't work much. Kinda sucks but whatever. My friend Tyler is sick. So I'm gonna be at her house this weekend. Get better Bitch I love you!!! We need to party before I go to Vegas! Seriously! I started talking to someone I haven't talked to in a while. It was nice. Probably shouldn't though. Oh well. ~Kimathelia~

Hater's
WELL I GUESS I HAVE REACHED A POINT WHERE I HAVE NOW BECOME A THREAT TO ALL THE ATTENTION WHORES..ON THIS EFFING SITE!!! FOR SOME ODD REASON EVERY SENSE I HAVE MADE IT UP TO A LEVEL 7 I HAVE BEEN GETTING LOW RATEING AND IT'S MOSTLY BY SOME ATTENTION WHORE.....FOR REAL HOW LAME ARE U TO GO VOTE LOW ON SOMEONE....???? YOU EITHER HAVE SOME INSECURITYS OR YOUR JUST THAT BIG OF A LOOSER....SO IM GOING END THIS WITH GET A FUCKING LIFE ....STUPID BITCHES.....

Again
I NEED TA DEAL WITH ISSUES.. I NEED TA FIND MY PLACE IN LIFE.. LOYAL FRIENDS ARE HARD TA COME BY.. BUT NOW I HAVE A FEW.. PEOPLE WHO LISTEN AND DO NOT JUDGE.. I WANT TA TELL THEM ALL MY SECRETS.. BUT HE IS STILL THERE INSIDE MY HEAD.. I DON'T KNOW HOW TA GET HIM OUT.. I FEAR THE HURT WILL NEVER FADE.. THE PAIN I SHALL NEVER OVERCOME.. SHAME FELT OVER SOMETHING THAT WAS NOT MY FAULT.. I WAS TOO YOUNG TA UNDERSTAND.. HOW CAM I GET OVER SOMETHING I AM AFRAID TA FACE.. I NEED SOME HELP.. HOW DO I FIND MY SELF.. CAN I LEARN TA TRUST AGAIN.. I FEAR THAT HE HAS WON.. THE PLACE HE SENT ME IS SO DARK.. WHAT I NEED IS SOMEONE TA BRING ME LIGHT.. AND HELP ME UNDERSTAND..

Sex Quiz..
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?27-29 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Never done either 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Yes, been watche

Hug For A Friend
WHAT IS A FRIEND? faithful reliable in touch enduring needed devoted A friend is always faithful to you, even during the bad times. A friend is reliable..you can count on one to always be there. A friend stays in touch, even though it may not be as often as you'd like! A true friendship is enduring, lasting even when friends lose touch for a while. A friend is always there for you when you need someone. A friend is devoted to your friendship and will never do anything to destroy it. A friend is YOU! this goes out to all my friends may you find as many friends as i have hugzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I Love My Skin On Yours!
Hey everyone. In case you didn\'t know, I love to create skins for everyone to use. Here is a list of the skins I have created so far. Bubbles2 Dolphin Bass Cuff Me Please Irish Love Sparkle Butterfly Heart Bubble Ribbon Cammo2 Celtic Purple Bubbles Cammo3 Purple Dragon America1 America2 Daisy Pooh Bear 1 Devil Girl Sept 11 One John Deer John Deere2 Rush 2112 Sept 11 two Sept 11 Three Sept 11 Four Sept 11 Five Sept 11 Six Sept 11 Seven Sept 11 NINE Sept 11 Eight Goth1 Support Troups Purple Love Unicorn 4 Chicago Skyline Dark Dragon Rush 2 K Chesny Blue Man Group 2 Purple Cat Dragon B Teal Dragon Dragon 3 Red Rocker Smiley Faces Weeeeeee! Pagan Calendar Ocean DragonRed Tiger Stripes Da Bears Smurfette Pooh Sexy Fairy Dark Candle LOR 1 Fairey1 Fairey2 Grim1 Black Dragon zombie Dark Angel White Wolves White Wolves 2 Dark Blue Pagan Black Rose Goth2 China Goth Goth3 South Park Goth Zombie 2 Goth Cry Orange & Blu

Boo!
Halloween Horoscope for Taurus For you, halloween is about looking your best - even if it costs a fortune. You don't mind a little sweet stuff either, as long as it's high quality chocolate. Costume suggestions: An elegant princess / prince. Or a high class vampire. Signature Halloween candy: Truffles What's Your Halloween Horoscope?

Hot Mexican Bean Dip
1 8 oz. pkg Philly Cream Cheese, softened 1 cup sour cream 1 can refried beans 1 tablespoon garlic, finely minced 1 tablespoon cilantro, chopped 2 tablespoon Lipton's onion soup mix 2 tablespoons chili powder 2 1/2 cups grated cheddar or Monterey Jack cheese 2 tablespoons chili powder pinch of salt 1 tablespoon Tabasco (green) pepper sauce Soak the minced garlic in the hot pepper sauce for 10 minutes. If you don't have green pepper sauce, you can substitute red Tabasco. Combine cream cheese, sour cream, beans, cilantro, onion soup mix and chili powder and a pinch of salt to taste. Stir in garlic and Tabasco sauce when ready. Top with cheese. Garnish with chopped cilantro and a sprinkle of chili powder, paprika, parsley, or a dollop of sour cream.

~the Way I Feel~
~The Way I Feel~ I'm sorry for the way I feel about you I never thought thing's would come so unglued Like the pain of knowing you have probally gone on, And the happiness in knowing your heart is so strong. Why can't we gon three years back To when we just found eachother The feelings I have for you are like no other, I miss you more than words can explain This rhyming pain is trapped inside my brain. I'm sorry for the way I feel about you I wish we could have stayed so true But "No" I messed up, And I've got to live with that. Somehow, Someday, I wish I could take all your pain away!

Baked Spaghett
2 lg. cans Manwich sauce 1 box Angel Hair spaghetti noodles 3 c. (1 lb. bag) Mozzarella cheese, shredded 1 lb. hamburger meat 1 tsp. garlic SALT Salt and pepper to taste (watch salt amount since garlic is salty) Brown hamburger meat with garlic salt, pepper, and salt. Drain off grease. Add Manwich sauce to meat and simmer for 10 minutes while boiling noodles (follow directions on box for cooking noodles). Preheat oven to 425 degrees. In oblong casserole baking dish spread a thin layer of hamburger sauce, then a layer of noodles, layer of sauce, layer of noodles, layer of sauce; top with the shredded cheese. Bake until cheese melts and brown (if desired).

Air America Radio
For the last 30+ years, rich and powerful enemies of We The People have used Orwellian speech to convince hard-working Americans to vote against their own best interests. We have been drifting toward oligarchy ever since. We are on the brink right now.The folks behind Air America Radio have said, "Enough!" Maybe there's still time.The people united cannot be defeated. Air America Radio

~i See Me~
~I See Me~ I see me as lonely and depressed I wonder why i am this way I hear sounds of laughter I want to be happy I see me as lonely and depressed I imagine a place where i can do as i please I feel so empty and broken I touch my face I worry about how i will feel tomorrow I cry everyday, because i am this way I see me as lonely and depressed I understand how long it could take to get better I say i'll be better someday I dream of the day it comes I try to feel better, I really do I hope for the day i don't have to cry anymore I see me as lonely and depressed

Pasta Shells With Ricotta Cheese
1 (16 oz.) box lg. shells, cooked 1 lb. Ricotta cheese 1/4 c. diced Prosciutto, cooked Ground veal or spinach 1 egg, lightly beaten 2 c. hot tomato sauce Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Beat Ricotta, Prosciutto and egg together in a large bowl. Stuff approximately 2 tablespoons of the cheese mixture into each shell and place in a baking pan. Cover with aluminum foil and bake 15 to 20 minutes. Arrange shells on serving plates and pour hot sauce over.

Sex Games - Erotic Story - Domination
Mistress Elizabeth watched Todd walk through the door. Sitting regally in her chair, she slapped her leather paddle against her hand. The impact stung a bit, but seeing Todd flinch at the impact was worth it. "You're late," she said. Todd looked at his watch, caught off guard. "No, I'm not, Mistress -- I'm..." "Did I hear correctly, slave?" Mistress Elizabeth's voice was threatening. "Did you just contradict me?" Flustered, now, Todd replied, "No, Mistress, I was just--" "The forbidden word, slave!" Mistress Elizabeth slapped her palm again. Todd dropped onto the floor, kneeling, head bowed. His arms rose, outstretched, crossed at the wrists as if bound. The position he assumed without thought, without resistance. "I am sorry, Mistress! I have been a bad, bad slave. Please forgive me, Mistress." "Forgive?" The tone of Mistress Elizabeth's voice was just below complete outrage. "Late in arriving, one demerit." Todd winced, knowing this would cost

Chicken Enchiladas + Tortilla Soup
3 chicken breasts 2 cups chicken broth 1 can Rotel tomatoes corn tortillas chopped onions shredded chedar cheese 1 2/3 cup chicken broth 1/3 cup sour cream 1/4 cup flour 1 small can green chillis Cook chicken in broth and rotel until you can easily shred it with a fork Prepare tortillas by quick dipping in warm oil and draining in paper towel. Fill each tortilla will chicken, a sprinkl eof onions and chesse. Roll and place in oven proof pan. To prepare sauce, combine the broth, sourcream, flour and chilis and bring to a boil. Pour over rolled tortillas. Cover with aluminum foil and bake at 350 degrees for 20-25 minutes. You can make awesome tortilla soup from the liquid used to cook the chicken by adding left over shredded chicken, baked tortilla strips and diced avocado.

Seven Layer Mexican Dip
1 sm. can refried beans 1 can Fritos bean dip 1 container Dean's guacamole dip 1 c. sour cream 1/2 c. mayonnaise 1 pkg. taco seasoning shredded Jack and cheddar cheese 1 can sliced black olives 3 sm. chopped tomatoes 2 bunches chopped green onion Mix refried beans and Fritos bean dip; spread in bottom of small rectangular baking dish. Next, spread guacamole dip. Mix sour cream, mayonnaise, and taco seasoning; spread. Sprinkle cheese or cheeses to cover the third layer. Sprinkle olives, tomatoes, and green onion in that order. DONE! This recipe I made for the first time on Christmas Eve 2005. It was a smash!!

Garth Brooks
Just the other night at a hometown football game My wife and i ran into my old high school flame And as I introduced them the past came back to me And I couldn't help but think of the way things used to be She was the one that I'd wanted for all times And each night I'd spend prayin' that God would make her mine And if he'd only grant me this wish I wished back then I'd never ask for anything again (chorus) Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers Remember when your talkin to the man upstairs That just because he doesn't answer doesn't mean he don't care Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers. She wasn't quite the angel that i remembered in my dreams And i could tell that time had changed me In her eyes to it seemed We tried to talk about the old days There wasn't much we could recall I guess the Lord knows what he's doin' after all. And as she walked away and i looked at my wife And then and there I thanked the good Lord For the gif

Angel A
She is my Angel, she is my everything, Heart, soul. One day i will marry her and we will live happily ever after. I will never forget about her, she means the world to me, i will never let her go. She is my love, she is my little Angel.

First Meeting - Erotic Story - Domination
T/they had spoke for months via the computer and phone and had now decided to meet. He had arranged to meet her at the airport and waited anxiously watching for her to arrive. He looks at His watch and then at the flood of people coming towards Him. Searching for her face. He spots her and His heart skip's a beat. He stand's still and wait's for her to come to Him. Looking through the crowd she sees Him. Her heart races. Looking at His smile as T/their eyes meet. Moving quickly she find's her bag and make's her way to Him. Not caring who sees her she drop's to her knees, placing her hands behind her back, and lowering her eye's. "Hello my lil whore." He slip's His fingers through her hair. Lifting her head up to look deep in her eyes. Looking at her kneeling as she had so many times for Him in His Cyber dungeon. "Hello my Master.” Letting His finger's lift her chin and looking into His eyes. He smile's down at her and slip's His hand into His pocket. He produce's a butt plug a

~hatred~
~!Hatred!~ Hatred is a feeling I know well It sits inside waiting for the right time to swell My time, its time, our time it seems Everyone thinks they can rule me That willingly there I'll sit And listen to them torment I sit back and listen as my hatred boils to its rim My eyes burn to show my anger My hands start to shake, as my temper begins to swell My anger subsides, but my mind is unaware I wonder if next time they will get their fair share My eyes begin to water, as I start to cry My angry tears have flowed to many times My soul is aching As my heart is breaking I wonder if one day they'll come to see What this torment has done to me!

Slow Cooker Easy Beef Stew
1 lb pkg. carrots 2 lbs beef stew meat 2 tsp. salt 12 potatoes, peeled and cut in 1" pieces 2 cans green beans, drained 2 cans peas, drained 2 cans corn 1/2 cup onions, minced 2 pkgs. onion soup mix water, as desired Place all ingredients, in order listed into slow cooker and cover with room temperature water. Turn to high setting for 1 hour, then medium 4-5 hours or until carrots are tender.

The Devils Love
She is so beautiful, with her skin so pale. Her love is deep, and ready to derail. Her eyes so blue, with a heart of ice. Her touch is fatal, you'll pay the price. She pulls you in, with a lovely voice. You fall in love, without a choice. She makes you feel, like a king. You'll never know, your in a deadly ring. She will grant, your every wish. As your blood, fills the dish. She starts to smile, and whispers in your ear. "This is my love, its yours my dear." She traces you lips, as you fall cold. The love of the devil, never grows old.

Sex Slave For Hire
The house was in the country, on a small estate surrounded by forest. The couple was young, in their mid-thirties, with the kind of jobs that meant they rarely had to sit behind a desk. They had money and needs, and word went out through the vine I listened to that they were looking for a maid, and a slave. I rang the doorbell. A moment later the door opened and a very attractive young man stared down at me. His skin was brown, Latino, I thought, and his eyes black. He had an arrogant look to him, and I hoped he wasn't the Master of the house. He wore black leather pants and nothing else, his body rippling with smooth muscle. He let me in and gestured that I should follow him. He took me to a salon where the Master and Mistress of the house reclined on couches. The Mistress motioned me to a chair. The interview began. I answered their questions honestly; I was here in the hope of laying myself bare to them, giving them all I had, and I would start now. I studied them

Shrimp Salad
1 1/2 lbs. shrimp, cooked and deveined 1/4 cup extra virgin olive oil juice of 1 lemon 1 clove garlic, minced 1 tablespoon fresh parsley, chopped salt and pepper, to taste Cook, shell, and devein the shrimp. Combine remaining ingredients (except parsley) for the dressing. In a salad bowl, pour dressing over shrimp and mix until all are well coated. Serve warm or cover and refrigerate for one hour. Sprinkle with fresh parsley before serving.

~daddy Why~
Daddy Why? As I sit back and think of how it used to be I cry... I cry for the one who left I cry for the thoughts of why, Why it has to be this way I need a reason... A reason why, Why you left me on that cold dark night. I try to think back, But it's all a blur... That day you left me with all this hurt, How could you do this? I thought I was your little girl... But then you left, You left me alone, Alone to grow up, In this cold dark world...

Sweet And Sour Pork Chops
3 lbs pork chops 4 onions, diced 1 can pineapple chunks 1/2 cup vinegar 1/2 cup brown sugar 4 tablespoons soy sauce 1/2 teaspoon freshly grated ginger 1/4 cup cornstarch 1 1/2 cups water 1 can water chestnuts 1 green bell pepper salt and pepper, to taste In a dutch oven or large skillet, brown the pork chops. Add onions, juice from the pineapple, vinegar, soy sauce, sugar, ginger, salt and pepper. Cover pan and simmer for 1 hour or until pork chops are tender. Set pork chops aside. Combine cornstarch and water, then stir into pan; add water chestnuts, bell pepper, and chunks of pineapple. Bring to a boil and cook until sauce has thickened to desired consistency. Add pork chops and cook until heated through. Serve over white rice, pasta, or noodles.

Apple Upside Down Cake
1 stick butter 1 egg 1/3 teaspoon baking powder 1 cup sugar 1 cup all purpose flour 1 teaspoon almond flavoring 1 1/2 cups apple (more or less) 1 cup sugar 1/2 teaspoon cinnamon Combine 1 cup sugar with 1/2 teaspoon cinnamon in a small bowl and set aside. (If more flavor is desired, sprinkle sugar with a drop of vanilla and a pinch of ginger before mixing.) Peel, core, and very coarsely chop 1 1/2 cups of apples. Green apples, such as Granny Smith should be used as they retain more of their shape, while other types of apples might turn to applesauce. Prepare enough chopped apple to cover the bottom of the pan you'll be using and have a layer of apples 1-2 inches thick. In a loaf pan or deep cake pan, bake the apples in a preheated 325F oven until soft. Remove from oven. Sprinkle the apples with the sugar and cinnamon mixture to coat well. In the bowl of an electric mixer, cream together butter, 1 cup sugar, 1 cup flour, 1/3 teaspoon baking powder and 1 teaspoon almo

Just Plain Sex - Erotic Story
We had fucked around a little bit a couple of times, once with another couple and another with just one chick, but we were bored with that and decided to answer an add. A couple of phone calls later and we had arrranged to meet a couple at a country bar, I sang a little and the male part of this couple was a musiciia to we hooked up and were trying our damnedest to fuck but people kept "dropping by". So Mike decided we needed to get a hotel room and not tell anyone where we were. So we went and got some beer and wine and weed and speed and went and got a room. Once inside we all did some lines and the clothes started coming off. Patty is a nudist and she was naked in a second, I thought Mike was going to faint when he saw her body. This is a woman in her mid thirties and she looked like a teenager. Sylvia, Mike lady was no mutt either, long legs, great tits and an ass to die for. Mike and I both were out of our clothes with raging hardons in a flash. Patty must have thought she

Lobster Bisque
2 live chicken lobsters (1 lb. each) 1 onion, coarsely chopped 1 stalk celery, coarsely chopped 1 carrot, coarsely chopped 3 bay leaves 1/2 lb. butter 2 quarts water 1/4 cup flour 2 cups heavy cream 1/2 cup sherry 1/4 cup brandy white pepper and salt, to taste Place the lobsters in a large heavy pot. Cover with salted water. Bring to a boil and cook 5 minutes. Reduce heat and simmer 10 to 12 minutes more. Drain and plunge into cold water to arrest further cooking. Extract the meat, chop it and set it aside. Place the lobsters' remains in a roasting pan with the onion, celery, carrot, bay leaves and butter. Roast in a preheated 400°F oven for 45 minutes. Remove from the oven and strain off the butter into a heavy saucepan. Place the remaining contents of the roasting pan into the 2 quarts water and boil until the liquid is reduced by half. Strain the stock. Heat the butter in the saucepan. Add the flour and cook the roux for 4 minutes, stirring constantly. Add the

I Guess I'll Know
I don't know why I'm writing this. I guess my head figures someone might care. See there is this girl that lives far away, a place a know all to well. I moved from there cause nothing good was happening and love just seem to die. I was left with nothing, and I tryed to move on but it didn't work, everywhere I looked I just her. After I moved I met this girl, living back home. We talk all the time, and we're friends, I hope. I just wish I had the nerve to tell her that I wish it was more. I'm coming back home is December, to see a few friends, and I'm hoping to met her in person. I'm scared of what she'll think of me. I know she's not like anyone else but still I look totally different then I act. I'm trying to be myself and treat her the way I taught to treat ladies, but it just seems like I'm failing all over again. I guess if I could tell her what I'm thinking it would be this, "I miss you everyday! Even though I hardly know you, it seems like I've known you forever. I value our fri

Misses You
When u break a girls heart, She still feels it when U run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. Including you. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, She is wondering about things. Like if your deeply thinking about her, if you care for her at all, or how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, She is wondering why. Why you are the way you are, why things happened the way they did, and why she still cares. When a girl lays her head on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, She has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " No one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup She wants you back,

Potatoes With Sage And Parmesan Cheese
4 large potatoes, well scrubbed 2 quarts boiling salted water 1/3 cup butter 1 1/2 teaspoons dried sage leaves 3/4 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese 1/2 teaspoon cracked black pepper salt, to taste (if needed) Wash and peel potatoes. Cut into 6 to 8 lenthwise wedges. Meanwhile, bring the salted water to a boil. Drop in potatoes and boil for 5 minutes. Remove potatoes (they will still be firm). Drain. In a skillet, melt butter over low heat and heat until butter has nearly browned. Stir in crumbled sage and potatoes. Continue to cook over medium heat for 10-15 minutes, stirring occasionally until all the butter has been absorbed and the potatoes are tender. Sprinkle with Parmesan cheese and black pepper. Taste and adjust seasoning (adding salt, if needed). Stir to mix and serve immediately.

Comedy
Ok if your into dirty jokes, and such i got some people you probly heard of but i still love them anyways so pic a CD up or look for them on t.v. and watch. Dane Cook (my favorite), Rodney Carrington(Country singer that likes to be a prev), Bob and Tom. (they're an Off brand but i hope you like and find the time to check them out.)

Barbecued Chicken Wings
1 1/2 pounds chicken wings 1 teaspoon salt 1/4 cup chopped lemon grass 8 cloves garlic -- chopped 1/2 teaspoon white pepper 1/4 cup minced cilantro root or coriander root 1 teaspoon turmeric This barbecue recipe is popular with street vendors. Combine the ingredients for the marinade in a blender. Rinse chicken wings in cold water. Place the chicken wings into a Ziploc bag with the marinade and leave in the refrigerator overnight. Barbecue the wings over medium hot coals for 5-7 minutes on each side (turning once, half way through) until they are cooked through and golden brown.

Saturday
well its saturday.. i had an awesome friday night.. spent it with my future baby daddy..lol. jk.. but it was awesome.. got lost going to his house but he found me.. yay.. well im sitting at work right now so that a major bummer but anywho im outta here for now

Auntie-momma's Chicken Fricassee
1 (4 to 4 1/2 lbs.) stewing chicken, cut in quarters or eighths 4 c. water 3 carrots, halved 2 to 3 celery stalks, cut in thirds 1 sm. onion, quartered 1 bay leaf 2 pinches rosemary 2 tsp. salt 1/8 tsp. pepper 2 c. elbow macaroni, uncooked Wash chicken thoroughly, removing any visible pieces of fat. In a dutch oven, bring 4 cups of water to a boil. Add carrots, celery, onion, bay leaf, and rosemary. Drop the chicken, piece by piece into this so as not to lower the boiling point. Cover pot, lower heat, and simmer for 1 hour. Add salt and pepper and continue simmering 1/2 hour or until chicken is tender. Adjust or stir seasoning, then add 3 cups of macaroni. If there is not enough broth to cover the macaroni, add more water. Cover and continue cooking for 18 minutes. If you wish a fricassee with more liquid, cook the macaroni separately in 5 cups of chicken broth made from boiling the neck, liver, gizzard, and heart with a small onion, a celery stalk, salt and pepper. Yield:

Dad's Easy Chicken Parmesan
1 1/2 pounds boneless/skinless chicken breasts 1/4 cup breadcrumbs (plain or seasoned) 1/4 cup flour 3 tablespoons olive oil 1 20 oz jar spaghetti sauce 8 oz shredded mozzarella or shredded Parmesan cheese In separate bags put breadcrumbs and flour. Cut chicken in the center lenghtwise to make thin and wide chicken breasts. Coat chicken with breadcrumbs by shaking in bag. Remove from bag with breadcrumbs and shake in bag of flour to coat well. In a large frying pan, pour olive oil to coat bottom of pan. Heat pan over medium heat. Place coated chicken into the hot pan. Brown for 3 minutes on each side. Wipe pan clean. Return chicken and add spaghetti sauce. Cover and let cook for 30 minutes over low heat. Stir and turn chicken occasionally. Melt cheese over chicken for five minutes. Serve alone or over noodles.

Strawberry Daiquiri Pie
1 (9 inch) graham cracker crumb crust or baked pastry shell 1 (8 oz.) pkg. cream cheese, softened 1 (14 oz.) can Eagle sweetened condensed milk (not evaporated milk) 2/3 c. frozen strawberry daiquiri mix, thawed 2 tbsp. light rum Red food coloring (optional) 1 c. whipping cream, whipped In large mixer bowl, beat cheese until fluffy. Gradually beat in sweetened condensed milk until smooth. Stir in daiquiri mix, rum and food coloring if desired. Fold in whipped cream. Pour into prepared crust. Chill or freeze 4 hours or until firm. Garnish as desired. Refrigerate or freeze left overs.

Older Blogs - Part 2
Saturday, August 19, 2006 Wonders of DVR I spent the afternoon getting caught up with some recorded programs. It's nice to watch most of a series in one setting. 4400 is certainly getting weird. Isabelle is one scary chick. *yikes* JJ Friday, August 18, 2006 Another week of Tech Support / on Call Well, I am almost through my first week of on-call. Being on-call means you keep the cell phone close and have to response to priority requests and or issues. Of course with other projects, and the helpdesk queue its been a busy week. Next week will be real fun as much of my group will be on vacation. I talked to the other person that will be around and told him no sweat. We will get through it with no issues. If your interested in talking with other techs, I have an irc server that's nice and quiet. I am continuing to add new boxes to the home network and making them available to friends and other techs for testing. We will see how the addition of Cisco firewall will

Willie The Freak - Origins - Rough Draft
Will be posting the re-edits as soon as i get them off Todd who is doing the writing for this Ego. Willie the Freak - Origins It’s the stench. That’s the first thing you tend to notice about Willie. The stench was one of the reasons that Child and Family Services were involved when Willie was only five or six year of age. It’s difficult to get an accurate time line as hi mother accidentally swallowed twenty-seven sleeping pills and slipper with a razor while shaving her wrists and his father, now living off the government coffers and spending most evenings chasing the dragon doesn’t… or perhaps cannot talk about anything more historical then about twenty minutes ago. CFS found there was more then meets the eye. The stench, which, if I may wax poetically for a moment, closely resembled what I believe a corpse would smell like rotting in an August field of honeysuckle and clover. Sickly sweet. The stench, as it turns out was the least of their concerns. That’s what CFS put i

Pics
So I know I have very few photos. It's hard for me to take pictures of myself because, of course, I am my own biggest and worst critic. I think if anyone wants more pictures on my page, they should offer to take some of me! ha ha, if only.

Life Without You
There is no life without you. Without you there is emptiness, sadness, and pain. How can I live a day without you? I cant because if you are not there by my side, I cry, all turns to gray and darkness fills the sky with tears. My life without you is nothing, my life without you is empty. My love for you is eternal, and it will always be there for you as so will I. You gave me the key to your heart, I locked it in mine and I promised to never let it go. My soul is powered by your love, the only thing in this world that keeps it alive, is you. Day by day it is you, that makes me smile, that makes me laugh, and inside makes me cry because you, and your love, is so special to me, you spark my life with joy. Every night I cry not yet a tear of sadness, but a tear of happiness. Ever since I met you, I never knew that love can feel so good, I never knew my heart could beat so fast, so strong. You have filled my life with happiness but most of all you have filled my heart with love. Bef

My Daughter
I took my daughter kayla to cdrc in eugene. what fun..LOL.. For those of you that don't knoe kayla is a special needs child! She has mental delays they call them mental retarded. but I totally disagree. ADHD AND NOW ODD..LOL. the appointment went well. They are setting up a ton of new appointments. like a cat scan, ekg, cromison x test, sleep test, speech specialst (another trip to eugene.LOL). gentics testing in portland.. and som many more i can't even think straight, Kayla is having surgery on wenesday. so please say prayers. Thanks for reading this. I'll tell everyone more laters.!!!!!

I Only Want To Say I Love You
It's three in the morning and all I can think about is you. I love you so much for you seem to already know that part. I didn't want to hurt you last Friday, but I guess I just got mad and frustrated with everyone. You were the first boy I really liked, and when I say I really liked I mean I really want to be with you for however long you want are relationship to go. Yeah we will have are small arguments, but they won't tear us apart, since we both love each other so much. I know we will have are disagreements on a lot of things, but that's how love works sometimes. Your the only love I wanna be in because you mean so much to me. You mean the world to me, even though sometimes it may not seem that way to you, but it's far from a lie. Your the only boy that really cares and is really there when I needed someone to talk to or someone to lean on. You always know when I'm mad, sad, or in an upset mood, but you have your ways of putting a smile on my face every time. Most boys only care

My Birthday .....lol
WELL SEPT. 24th IS MY BIRTHDAY I WOULD LUV TO HAVE EVERYONE OF YOU THERE TO DO A SHOT WITH , BUT SADLY THAT CAN NOT HAPPEN SO ANY WAYS THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIENDS WHEN I NEED YOU , THX TO A FEW MORE THAN OTHERS , YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE , WELL ANY WAYS STOP BY AND SAY HI AND ALL THAT GOOD SHIT .. HEATHER

The Wall
Don’t let them get in your heart, your mind, your soul For when they do they take control They burrow trenches throughout your heart Claiming they loved you from the start But bit by bit, day by day They’re stealing pieces of your life away Now to weak to stand on your own You wake one day to find you’re alone They have taken your spirit, strength and self confidence And left you there with shattered dreams of happiness Where do you go, to whom do you turn? For it was them that left you to crash and burn So let this be a warning to all, NEVER let them break down your wall

My Path In Life
Your Life Path Number is 8 Your purpose in life is to help others succeed You are both a natural leader and a natural success. You are also a great judge of character. You have a head for business and finance. You know how to make money. A great visionary, you can see gold where other people see nothing. In love, you are very generous - with gifts, time, and guidance. You love to inspire people, but it can be frustrating when they don't understand your vision. Great success comes easily for you. But so does great failure, as you are very reckless. You are confident, and sometimes this confidence borders on arrogance. What Is Your Life Path Number?

The Gift Of Knowing You
There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.

Older Blogs - Part 1
Wednesday, August 02, 2006 School's done yay me! Hmmm.... Well, I finished my degree with flying colors as in 3.95 on a 4.0 scale. Work is going well, actually better than I was expecting. I am 3 months into my 6 month probation. I don't think there will be any problems, its a small company but growing company. We will see how management handles the changes. The interns are trying to keep to the fun stuff, more power to them. My mentor told me to keep off radar and just do my job. Which is why I was hired, cus I can make it in on time *lol* ;) I suppose, I need to get rolling on certs and where I am going from here. One can never tell where things will go these days, especially in IT. JJ Thursday, July 20, 2006 Remembering the Past, are we doomed to repeat it? I was talking to the interns the other day. It made me stop and think about all the changes, I have seen regarding the Internet. Yes, OMG. I pre-date the Internet. I had to suffer with 300 Baud mode

About Me
This is a more indepth introduction I guess is what you can call it. My name is Laura, but im going to change it to Redival Darkmoon-as soon as I can. I just recently turned 24 years old on Sept 20th. I am bisexual. Pagan. I live in Wabash, Indiana with my fiance. I'm getting married in 10 weeks from today (sept 23rd) I have one sister-she's pictured with me (the one with the sunglasses) I am addicted to the internet.. It pisses my fiance off to no end, but I really don't care, cause it gives me something to do during the day. I have Yahoo messenger, Windows Live messenger, i have myspace and I definately have this :) It is better than myspace, BUT a lot of people wont switch to here. bummer. I have a dog (Genda), a bearded dragon (Draken) and I have a hell cat..i mean kitten (Phoenix)..They are my kids as I can't have any. Genda and Draken live with my parents and sister as I can't have them in my shitty apartment. (Have a psycho landlord)... I got a new toy

Another Great Song
Its by Little Big Town...its a beautiful song... I don't know who I am Starin' at a million broken pieces here I don't know where I stand While I'm still, the world goes round so free, so cavalier Aimlessly I wander, like a drifter on a narrow winding road I've got plenty of direction but I don't know where to go I'm so lost without you I'm so lost without you Baby, I'm so lost without you That I can't find myself I'm so lost without you Baby, I'm so lost without you I'm so lost without you That I can't find myself Not it don't seem right This canyon of lonely lying in my bed Lord, how I've cried a waterfall of tear Til my eyes turn red And ever since you left me It's been like a bullet through my heart And I know I should move on But I don't know where to start I'm so lost without you I'm so lost without you Baby, I'm so lost without you That I can't find myself I'm so lost without you Baby, I'm so lost without you I'm so lost without you Th

I Just Realized Somthing..
ok.. for the people who know me best, they know i like to sort of how do i say "preach" about certain issues pertaining to lifestyles, morality and other touchy subjects that people don't like talking about in example the meat issue.. its hilarious because i have so much knowledge as to why meat is bad for you that when someone argues with me its like all they are saying is mainstream shit like " oh you need your protein, you need your calcium, blah blah blah" they act as if what they say is true, like its actual fact that the human body must digest these creatures in this period of time because thats the only way we could obtain any sort of protien whatsoever(meat barley gives the body what it needs anyway) ...assssssiiiinnniiiinnneeee!! ok but im not going to speak about "the meat issue" on this blog (next one promise!), all i am saying here is that i cant rant now : ). i can rant about how 9/11 was a set up by our own govt, and i can rant about how the gov't rapes us for everything

Second Lession In Slotmachines Secrite,
Hi fans and friend here's the second lession in slotmachines secrite, Here are a few tips before you head to the slots. - The three-reel machines with only one "payline" (the line that goes across the reel display indicating where the symbols have to line up) offer the best overall percentages for coming out ahead. - Higher denomination machines have higher payback percentages. You'll probably do better playing a single coin in a dollar machine than three coins in a quarter machine. - Slow down your play by using coins. Pulling the handle instead of using the "Spin" button will also lengthen your playing time. - Most casinos will "cap" (i.e. hold) a machine for you if you want to take a break or go to the restroom. Ask a slot or change attendant if you want your machine capped, but be sure to take your money with you. These simple tips will help you have fun and play for hours! Yours for your gambling success! Ian D Semper PS: If you liked this FR!E

Love Is ...
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Friends
There's nothing as nice as someone who shares, your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares, someone who's there through your good times and tears, who stays by your side as your friend through the years.

A Friend's Greeting
I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me.

All Work And No Play....
So I just woke up a little bit ago. It's about 12:45 ish. I gotta be at work by 3:15 which really sucks. I hardly ever close the store on Saturdays because I always do it during the week, but this weekend I got stuck with it. I work tomorrow too, but luckily not closing. I'm feeling much better though, the cold is on it's way out. I'm hoping to be as good as new by tomorrow. Oh well, I just felt like bitching. I hope you all have a better, more exciting weekend than me!

I Love My Friends
Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend

Old Friends!
Have you ever done things in your life that you wish you could take back cause you regret them? I have, and I lost in friend in the process. I was going through a lot in my life at the time, and I had not seen this person in a long time, and he became a focus for me so I could forget about everything else in my life. And unfourtuntaley things were said and done that I wish weren't. I miss him as my friend and I wish we could start over! Things in my life have settled down and I am ready to start our "Friendship" over. I jsut need for him to give me a second chance????

Friendship
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

Friends
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Love... Fuck Love
Old Secrets And Heartache Can't Win No Matter What I Do The Truth Shall Set Me Free Or Condem Me To Eternial Damnation Nothing Matters Anymore Release All My Secrets To Many Thoughts In My Head Remember The Lies Keep Track Of The Lied To Sick And Tired Of The Hiding Years Pass Decade Almost Truth Be Told The Hell With The Consequences LOVE... FUCK LOVE.

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Love Poem
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

An Entrapment
My love, I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer’s day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With you for all eternity. Our hearts, always as one.

A Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong

Naughty Riddles
Naughty Riddles > >Q. What do you call a virgin on a waterbed? >A: A cherry float. > >? > >Q: What's the fluid capacity of Monica Lewinsky's mouth? >A: 1 US leader > >? > >Q: What did the sign on the door of the whorehouse say? >A: Beat it - we're closed. > >? > >Q: Why do walruses go to Tupperware parties? >A: To find a tight seal. > >? > >Q: What's the difference between sin and shame? >A: It is a sin to put it in, but it's a shame to pull it out. > >? > >Q: What's the speed limit of sex? >A: 68; at 69 you have to Turn around. > >? > >Q: Why did Raggedy Ann get thrown out of the toy box? >A: She kept sitting on Pinocchio's face, and moaning, "Lie to me!" > >? > >Q: Why is air a lot like sex? >A: Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. > >? > >Q: What's another name for pickled bread? >A: Dill-dough. > >? > >Q: Why are Monica Lewinsky's cheeks so puffy? >A: She's withholding evidence. > >? > >Q: What's the difference

The River Eye, By Robert Stevenson
The river, Eye is a beautifull river, running through most of Leicestershire In th 1800's, It was a working cannal, shipping things like, coal, corn, &, flour. There is A mill house,, & a pump house, down the bottom of my street. that's where they ground the flour, & genarated the electricity, for the 2000 houses in Asfordby. Over the year's they stopped using it. as technology got better over the years, the cannal boats, became none egsistant. they have taken all the lock's out, In 1981. and over the years it has gone back to it's original state. But English Heretage Want to turn it back the way it used to be. it flows through Asfordby, Frisby on the wreak, And down to Leicester where it turns in to the river Soure.

Stuff Of Rotta
hmmmm... just found out about this lc stuff... kinda cool... lots of hotties and things. yay! chillin' at home right now, thinking of things to do, say, and write... raining and i'm bored. so this is stuff... yay...

Poem2
Broken hopes and dreams Just dried up streams Of love that was everylasting But is now just not lasting Once said, "I'll never leave you" But now it's, "Nothing's bout you" Maybe one day you'll learn On the day you start to yearn For me to still be there When I'm way over here... You're gonna loose that special one Though you think you've won Won the fight for your so-called "great life" When you're loosing your "future wife" And in the end it's NOT bout me It's bout YOU and who YOU wanna be Sometimes you act like you dont care That I can't seem to bare The pain of you not thinking of us Feels like our loves been ran over a bus Yes I remember those bloody tears But do you remember these past few years?

What R Friends Fo Huh!!!!(gettin Crazy)
It was the weekend and all three of them sat curled up watching porn, although the acting sucked balls, the action made all three of them horny. They'd talked about a threesome before and never really followed through with it, but Rick intended to change that, he'd dreamed of having Stefanie and Celeste at once for as long as he can remember. All three of them grew up together. He scooted a little closer to Stefanie and began to lightly stroke her bare upper thigh; his eyes never left the movie. Stefanie jerked slightly at his sudden touch, but quickly relaxed, wanting this to happen. Celeste saw the movement, decided she was going to join in and began to pull up Stefanie's long T-shirt. Before Stephanie could protest, her shirt was up and over her head, revealing her hard nipples and flat tummy. She sat there in between Rick and Celeste naked for a moment, and then quickly turned her attention to Celeste. She began to unbutton the front of Celeste's pajama front, revealing her large b

Every Thing
I like to have lots of girl -frieend s and meet guys how have hotrod car s and import tuner cars to and make lots of friends on her right now i get along with anyone which im a cool guy to get along with in life which i like to help people to if they need some help on any thing

Just Because Ur Finished Doesn't Mean She's Done!!!!(woman's Point Made)
My heart was still racing as I shut the door behind me, his smile still in my head. I stretched out on my bed with a silly grin on my face. I let my hands begin to wander, first teasing my nipples through my thin cotton T-shirt, making them hard, then moving down my flat tummy. As his laugh echoed in my mind, I let my fingers find the bottom hem of my shirt, pulled it up slowly, imagining it was his. I felt a moan escape my lips and slipped my hand into my panties finding my wet lips. I couldn't believe how wet I was, just from the power of his voice, oh and that smile. God that man is sexy. I closed my eyes and pictured him lying between my legs with a grin on his face. I ran my finger over my swollen clit and felt my body quiver. I began to make light circles around my clit, making sure to tease my opening with my middle finger. I moaned again, hearing his smooth voice in my head telling me he wanted to hear me cum. I quickened the pace with my fingers, changing between rubbing my cl

Texas
Once upon a time in the kingdom of Heaven , God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael the Archangel found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired of God. "Where have you been?" God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance." "Balance?" Inquired Michael, still confused. God explained, pointing to different parts of earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth but cold and harsh, while southern Europe is going to be poor but sunny and pleasant. "I have made some lands abundant in water and other lands parched deserts. This one will be extremely hot and while this one will be very cold and covered in ice." The Archangel , impressed by Go

Does It Get Worse?
why can't people just suck it up and take care of their own crap? When I move out, I'm on my own. Don't think I'm going to run back to my parents when things don't go like I want them to. Oh wait, that's right. I'm Stacie. Stacie doesn't do that. Stacie: Abhors stupidity Abhors irresponsibility Likes people that respect her Hates it when people refuse to respect her decisions HATES PEOPLE WHO CAN'T GET OFF THEIR LAZY ASSES AND TAKE CARE OF BUSINESS. good grief.

I starts with a feeling like a spark igniting an idea that fuels an emotion in your triggering a desire in your heart flooding a passion in your soul Hosted by Sparkle Tags Hosted by Sparkle Tags Hosted by Sparkle Tags

I Was Bored So I Thought Of This One Last Night!!!(da Gov)..
Genna had been working for a few months at the Governor Tod Flannery's mansion as a secretary. She has only met the Governor once, but she was very impressed with him. He seemed to be a kind, caring man, strong, handsome, with a very demanding presence. Genna had to admit to herself that she found him attractive. But of course, since the Governor was married, there wasn't much hope of her ever having a chance with him. One evening, Genna had to stay late to take care of some paperwork that she hadn't been able to finish during the day. Everyone else had gone home, except the 24-hour security force, and she felt quite lonely and even a bit nervous. She was just making the last changes to the final set of papers when she heard the door open. She looked up and before her stood Governor Flannery. She smiled. "Good evening, Governor Flannery," she said nervously. "Good evening. Finishing up some late work?" he asked. "Yes, sir. I'm just finishing up," she replied. "I'm sorry, my memory isn'

Suicide? Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone. What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leaped from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal. What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go. What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too. But ... who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.

Gypsy83
Okay, Anyone who has seen Gypsy83 or anyone whom has not can now view it on my home page; here at Lost Cherry. Hurry while it is still here. This is 95 min. Industrail film about a two misfit friends infatuted with Stevie Nicks. A comin gof age story that has everything from gay love to Amish tit sucking. Worth a watch. Side Note, Stevie Nicks did not endorse , promote or support the film in anyway. And, I can understand. Yet, it is worth a look for the fashion alone! LOOK Buried at PhotoCasket.com ENJOY!

Check Out My Movie
Well, I stumbled across Lost Cherry, and love it! So, for my fans on that 'other' site, sorry, your going to have cherry up! I an officially, after months of debating moving to another platform. Yes, you guessed it Lost Cherry! So, give me love and join Lost Cherry! My new Blog and Vidoes and other unsundry of strange internet doings will be here at Lost Cherry!

Got Played!!!
Suzanne Jamison was 42 years old and having an affair with a 20 year old pool boy. She and Anthony were making love in the lounge chair beside the pool one afternoon. Suzanne's body glistened in the sunlight. It was tanned, lean, and quite sexy for her age. Her skin was still very taut and smooth and her breasts were still as firm as when she was 18. She was a vision of beauty at any age! Unfortunately her husband Rob hadn't seemed to notice in years. He was a very busy account rep for a major advertising agency, and between long hours at the office, out of town meetings with clients and training camps, about the only thing he had time to do when he got home every night was shower and collapse into bed. Not that Suzanne minded very much. She loved having time to herself all day, and she loved that he made plenty of money, which Suzanne was all to happy to spend. Of course it did leave her feeling rather lonely and deprived at times. Her body still felt young and alive, and it needed at

Meaning
who are we really: well i am not sure who you all are reading this but I'm a male of 42 thinking of who i am an i feel i am this nice guy (dont know why) with 7 kids two ex wifes an a life of service to make money to feed an clothe all my kids. I have done this for years an know they are grown an going out on they're own, i look at my house an well i see all that i have done an am soom what pleased with the house i have built, I see what God has given me an i wonder, with all the work i have done i wonder who i am. Well i have come up with a list, I'm a carpenter a maid, a bus driver a, a animal rescure, a fixer of bad relationship(boncer) an artest, a chef an a man with a heart so for them i am this an alot more i feel i have done the best i can for them an i smile in a fatherly smile an am happy, an God has truely blessed me so when you go to bed after reading this think of who you are an deside are you happy with who you are?

Societal Fucking Drones...
What the hell is it about the human race that makes us so fucked in the head... all this competition always a fight for the top a race to the finish line. its so frickin pathetic and lame . i wish for one day i was intellectual enough to know why the human brain works the way it does... Why everyday guys run around postinng blogs about how personality is really what counts yet the only women they are interested in talking to look like or are skank whores... Why is this society so fucked in the head we have little 16 year old girls starving themselves and lying about their ages so they can post nude or mostly nude pics of themselves all over lost cherry or myspace ...and why??? because this fucking world has raised them to believe that this is how a woman should look ...what the hell and of course most men; not all of them; but most..even the ones posting the bulletins about how personality is what really matters...or guys dont really like skanks...those are the guys cheering this shit

The Twelve Days of Christmasfor icey_tears:Day #Who?What they got you1stThe Marquis de Sade's sex drive2nda dildo3rdA reverse strip tease4tha full-body condom5tha strap-on6thThe Marquis de Sade's sex drive7tha keg of lube8thA forty pronged whip for lashing all of your friends9thA prepaid phone card to your favourite 1-900 number10tha gigantic penis in your yard, drawn in flaming gasoline11thmost of a dead hooker12thA tape of you showering which they filmed wit

Angela Is The Best
My Friend Angela is the best friend anyone could ask for she goes out of her way to help me out when I need to and she always treats me kindly...what more can someone ask for in a friend.? Oh yeah and she is sexxy hot TOO!!! so visit her here on the LC and you will see just what I mean... Angela on the LC Angela Rocks!!!!

Just wanted to say hi to everyone and thank Jen for sending me an invite because this LC is pretty cool. Hope to get to meet some new and exciting people here. Again thanks everyone for the scores and the nice comments. Hope to see everyone around soon.

Forever His
Tears are forming, in her eyes. she cant beleive, in all his lies. So many years, they had together. She thought this love, would last forever. All the promises, that he made. Now he's leaving, her in the shade. She loved him, with all her heart. In her world, they were never apart. Now he's gone, and shes alone. All thats left, are the memories and home. Why did he drive, after the party. He could have been, a little tarty. There love is something, she'll never forget. His death is one thing, she'll always regret. She'll see him, in the stars. She'll feel him riding, in the car. Never again, will she find love. Until their runited, up above.

This Is My Blog Today
wow my first blog on LC....wooohooo now what kind of light can i shed on my peoples of lost cherry?????? i did learn last night that i can't have my phone turned on when eatin dinner with patrick....lol hey i can't help it that i am in love with my cell phone....lol and it annoys him. i am sorry...lol i also discovered that when you drink a mixed with tequilia in it it don't take much to get a buzz. and patrick was wantin me down my damn drink. i guess he wanted to really carry me out of applebees....hahahaha so i had a good time last night. he owed me dinner cause he don't listen...lol so i guess we are even now...lol i am tryin to figure out what the kids can be for halloween. i think i will make destiny be an american flag and i'm not sure what aaron will be yet but something good of course like every year....lol i will prolly be rainbow bright.....lol i guess that is it for my first blog. there will be more ot come i am sure of it....lol

Look What This Loser Said To Me
i posted a comment that said just saying hello he's a friend of my room mates but didnt know who i was so here's what he said back dapper: dont ever look at my profile again -> dapper: because why dapper: because you are fat and ugly so heres his profile id appreciate a little back up here dapper@ LostCherry

Shes Doing It Again!
david's inbox on myspace got flood with emails from her last night. supposely i left corbett *my exhusband* comments and she didnt like it. well, yeah i left him comments we were going to try and stay friends. well, after some shit went down bt him and i, i deleted them all and supposely she found one. yeah she found one. but she completely took it out of context. he had posted a blog asking if anyone would care if he died or killed himself. well, the comment was posted back in april when he and i were talking about trying to keep a friendship. the little bitch also told me that shes going to make her opinion of me known to those that she LIKES. this bitch is going down! i will find her whoreish ass! yeah i admit it. i was not the most faithful person during my previous marriage, but there was abuse and i didnt feel like he loved me at all. on top of that i did not start sleeping around until AFTER my lawyer told me that corbett and i were legally separated and the pa

Update
Hello to all my friends, I forgot to do this before this weekend. This weekend I will be in Tampa watching the Yankees play the Devil Rays. It's the final set before the season is over and my last time to see my boys for the year. I got here yesterday and last night's game produced a Yankee win. I'll be at the game tonight and out at the Vinoy afterwards having some drinks with the players. Then I will be at the game Sunday afternoon, hopefully not hung over before I head back home. I hope everyone has a great weekend and I look forward to talking to you guys when I get back. Thank you to those that are leaving comments on my page in my absence.

Hottest Juggalo And Hottest Juggalette Contest
TO ALL YOU JUGGALO'S AND JUGGALETTES OUT THERE I AM HAVING A HOTTEST JUGGALO AND HOTTEST JUGGALETTE CONTEST IF YOU WANT TO ENTER HIT ME ON MY PAGE HATCHET_NINJA MMFWCL!!!!

My View On Friends
Friendship is a special gift given to us all.The smile of a friend is sunlight on a cloudy day,and every smile given to a friend is returned. A friend is one whom you can talk to, and listen to, without judging. A friend doesn't ignore your faults but accepts them as part of you. A friend is a shoulder to lean on when you need support, A pat on the back when you do well, and a sympathetic ear when you fail. A friend is a person you can laugh with about everything, you can cry with without shame, and whom you trust completely.

Why?
DO you still feel that you are Rhianna's "murderer" that you are someday going to be the "reason why"? What will you do if i ask for a break Might need a time to reflect see things in a retrospect Does why keep peeking out to remind you to ask do you fear that there might be a dreaded task my heart i have given you to keep and you will have it always it is a part of you now if you need to make a choice i will continue to never let you feel down

Being Sick
Well I have a lot on my mind today. Im getting sick again and to make it worse my daughter is sick which isnt good for her. She is going in for open heart surgery on the 12th of October and getting sick right now isnt good for her. Hopefully all the meds they have her on right now will make her healthy enough for the surgery. Dealing with all this right now is making me go crazy. Well thats all for now!

♥my Wish For You All♥
"Life is like riding a bicycle. You don't fall off unless you stop pedaling." "You are like a waterfall, beautiful, powerful and following your own path." "A positive attitude makes positive things happen!" "Your potential is so much greater than your limitations." "Everyday brings new opportunities for kindness." "YOU HAVEN'T FAILED IF YOU ARE STILL TRYING!" "People know how much you care." "Come out of your shell and fly!"

Fucking Ppl I Swear It !!
What is so freaking hard about reading profiles ..absorbing whats said and respecting it ? i dont mean ppl persay on this site, but i am meaning it towards other sites im on.When someone says respect the fact i have a bf who i'm happy and in love with why can't ppl get it ? it's not that hard for fucks sake to respect the sanctity of that relationship. Why is there a need to flirt.. be cyber sexually suggestive even in the slightest and use pet names? If i wanted you to call me by cutesy pet names i wouldn't of created a screen name or told you my real name,RIGHT?.Ugh,argghh, blarhhhhhhhhhh ok im done ranting now ..to the ppl on lc you have not done this .sadly i cant say it about some other sites im currently on .lol maybe those ppl should learn from ppl here lol Batchyld

Why Do I Feel So Low
Why does my heart feel so low , When all around me is a warming glow. When im all alone so sad and blue. All day long i think of you . Wonering where you are and what u do , wondering if your just as blue. But no your not , cos ive just forgot, its me that is down , as i sit here and frown . Wondering how am i to turn my life around... Do i say Yes or do i say No ... i just don't know which way to go. My lifes a mess i must confess, but i just do my best. Even though i feel so low, i just feel your warming glow, and know u love me so . xxxx

To Make That Somebody Special Even More Special (it Could Be You Reading It)
I look back being with you at our time when we are the most intimate and vulnerable Seeming to be yesterday I look at your face expressing emotions so deep and pure Time has no meaning . . . We are one . . . exchanging heartbeats . . . hold hands in a grip of life a grip of love trying to pull ourselves closer into a fusion of mind, body and spirit

Life
Well I haven't had the best week. Some know that. It sometimes seems like things are falling apart all around me and I can't do anything to stop it. I mean I got a raise yesterday at work YAY me, but still it couldn't over shadow all the other things. But this morning I got some of the best news I've had in a while. I'm gonna be an aunt again My best friend called me to tell me that her baby sister is pregnant again. Now you have to understand this girl (although she's not a girl anymore) is like my little sister. I've watched her grow from this little pain in the ass child to a beautiful woman. It's funny when you watch someone grow how proud of them you can be. She's been married for awhile now and already has one adorable little boy. But a couple of years ago she miscarried and it just broke everybodys heart. So I'm sooooo excited for her, baby is supposed to be due in March. So as Becky said around Feb the baby watch will be on. So I ask the everybody send up a little pr

Fuck Me
lick me eat me finger me fuck me scratch me pull me jerk ram me i'll suck you after you eat me while we're fucking i'll begin to cum and when i'm done i'll roll you over and suck you off licking every last drop up and then we'll cuddle until i'm wet again!

The Rose
The Rose I reached out to touch a rose today, Growing so beautifully, so passionate As my hand grasped the stem I pulled suddenly away with pain I had closed my hand not thinking On the thorns that grew from the stems. As I looked at the drop of blood on my finger The pain still fresh in my mind I couldn't help desire to Reach back and pick the rose Knowing what happened once could happen again. It was at that moment Deep in my heart and soul It made sense to me I now understood why God created the Rose And why it was a symbol of Love So powerful was my discovery that I felt it burn in my heart. When you look at the Rose what do you see? You see a flower so powerfully beautiful The color so deep red as that of the blood from my finger The petals as soft as flesh itself So wanting to be held and kissed And let's not forget the scent So intoxicating one can ever get enough Yes the Rose is beautiful. But least we forget... the thorns They are all around the Rose Along with it's

Yippee Hurray with this last storm, it left 10" of snow. At 8,000 ft of course but still, if it starts this early then for damn surely it is going to be one helll of a winter in utah :) This makes me very exited. I cant wait to get out my snowshoes and board :) And they are putting in a new High speed quad at my favorite Mountain. :) www.powdermountain.com ok thats it for now but I'll post some pics later on in the season. You can check out last years hiking in my mtn pics folder? :)

Twisted ~ Sept 06
Twisted I've waited for what seemed forever to talk to you Tears ran down my face I was sad and happy all at once when you finally came to me you have me all twisted up inside I could tell you still care I would have seen it in your eyes if I could have looked at your face I know how you felt and know what you mean and I understood all too well you have me all twisted up inside We couldn't spend all the time in the world our lives being so far apart... there was so much more I wanted to say to you so much more I had to share with you but there wasn't time and I felt maybe even the wrong time you have me all twisted up inside All I know is this I need you to take a leap with me I need you to just take a chance I need you to try to understand and hope what you've said is true and most of all I need to know what's within your heart for me today you have me all twisted up inside I know within my soul I love you I know that all I want is you and the

Monster Truck Show We Went To ... Friday Night
i took my kids to a monster truck show my little girl first time every goin so we didnt know if she'll do good but she loved it all watchin them trucks run over cars an all .. so fo r her she had a blast my son eniyed him self as well an me i acted like a kid lmao .. go me right id had a time doin this with my kids im goin today to get the pics .. done an all an add them all on here when i get the time there the trucks an all from friday night my son said to show them off when i get them .. so that i will funny thang is when i got the kids home late my girl went to sleep an 30 mins into her sleep she sat up in her bed an went voom voom an yellin go go go go an laughing in her sleep .. then had her hand raising it up actin like she had her flag in her hand waiving it lol.. then she laid back down an that was it lol so she thought she was still there but it was funny watchin her an knowing that

I Found This Today... And It's Me Today
I can't even imagine loving anyone more than you Yes, we are separate people, sometimes with different ways of thinking or doing things, but maybe that's why we're such a good match. I can't imagine wanting to share a secret, a little dream, or a silly laugh with anyone as much as I do with you. Your love is home for my heart. I admire your commitment to what you believe is right, respect your willingness to work hard, appreciate your strength and kindness, and love the fun we have together... in public and private! When you flash your smile and give me "that look", my heart melts all over again. I could never imagine anyone I'm prouder to walk beside, feel closer to, or love as deeply as I love You... now and forever. *Ginnie Job

Hello . . . Good-bye, Daddy
Hello...Good-Bye,Daddy By Victoria Robinson The plane's engines groaned in defiance as it tried to escape the gravity that was holding it to the earth. Once free, it settled into a gentle hum that was almost a comfort to hear. I hated flying because it scared me so. It was a fear of not being in control of my life. Someone else had the helm, and I was just a bystander. But today was different. It was a very special thing that made me hop on a plane and fly to California. I was going to see my father. As I watched the clouds beneath me protect the earth in a blanket of pristine white, my thoughts drifted back to my childhood when I was seven. "Victoria," Granny called from the front door. "There's mail for you." My heart almost stopped with excitement. I had never gotten mail! I ran as fast as I could and almost ran right into Granny. "Slow down," Granny said with a smile. To my surprise there was a package, not just a letter, but a package! All f

Hello
My life is very diverse....i am my Master's slave and i am a mother......Master took me as His and collared me back in july 05. He formally gave me my Collar and slave bracelets back in June 06 with many of Oour Ffriends present....This is a lifestlye to Uus...Not just a kinky sex type of thing....It takes alot of effort and work to balance it all out with children....But it is well worth anything Wwe put into it for Wwe get 10 fold back....

A Hug Certificate For You!
A Hug Certificate for You! This poem is very sweet. It will be interesting to see who sends it back. Forward this on and back. Thanks! If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own; A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A f riend who's always there. This is a Hug Certificate!! Send One to All Your Friends Who You Think Deserve A Hug (Which, Hopefully Includes the Person Who Sent It to You). You might send it to your enemies as well! It'll really tic 'em off! If you receive this back 2 times .. You're off to a goo d star t, unless you s

Good Morning!!!!!
Came across this pic and thought it was funny. I hope everyone is enjoying their weekend so far. I know I am. I have already detailed my car this morning. So I am making a good start this morning. So todays question: What is the first thing you do when you get up? I know most people will say they go to the bathroom. What do you do after that? RB

Well The Weekend Is Here
WELL ITS HERE AND ITS THAT TIME AGAIN. TIME TO GO OUT AND GOT SOME MORE CRAZY/FUNNY PICS. IF YOU WANT TO COME OUT WITH ME/US JUST LET ME KNOW. I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU COME OUT. THE MORE PEOPLE THE BETTER. IF YOU CAN NOT MAKE IT WELL HAVE A GOOD TIME ANF HAVE ONE FOR ME :):)

Scaring My Face (66 Sleepless Hours And Counting)
I've bben awake for almost three day's now 66hours give or take a half not my record by any account but i've been thinking a lot as i lay in my bed shaking and sweating and wondering WTF has gone hay wire in my head this time. I keep having people blowing up my head, telling me i'm: cute sweet sexy hot the list goes on and on and not just here in the best damn night culb i've found, (yeah fuck off it is better than the real thing for a guy who never knows where he's gonna be laying his head at the end of the day, i travel for work and i can take it with me, that's why it's the best,) and the people are always the same, not always in but hey the waitress will always leave a note on their table for 'em if their not in, but in the real world too, What am i bitching about? i don't see it, but then again when i look in the mirror i don't see the same face as the people on the street or the face in the pictures the wonderful folks at the club see, i see an asshole a worthless fuck wh

Honor Your Inner Kink By Furnishing Your Bedroom
Honor your inner kink by furnishing your bedroom with leather accessories By Greg Marzullo Everyone loves an inviting boudoir. Sheets with a high thread count, stylish duvet covers and a plethora of pillows are a call to divine relaxation at the end of a day or a rallying cry to hot, crazy passion. Mind Fetish Bedding Company, a home goods company that launched in May at the International Mister Leather competition in Chicago, meets all of the leather enthusiast’s bedroom needs without stooping to kitsch or low-quality manufacturing. Pillows, duvet covers, special dust ruffles, candles, everything that could transform your bedroom into a Tom of Finland sketch is for sale — minus the beefy studs. The company’s slogan sums it all up: “Better. Fucking. Bedding.” “The concept came in August of 2005,” says Quincy Russell, 29 owner and creator of Mind Fetish. “I was laying in bed with a boyfriend at the time, and we had finished our business. I was looking around the room a

Song Of The Day
Song of the day CHRIS CAGLE-ARE YOU EVER GONNA LOVE ME Tell me what else can I do Tell me what else can I say The closer that I get to you The further you push me away Til I don't know where to go And I don't know why I stay Do you even care Or am I some little game you play Are you ever gonna need me baby Like I need you Are you ever gonna want me baby The way I want you too I know that you love me Oh baby down deep inside I know that you do But are you ever gonna love me The way that I love you I never know how you feel Cause baby I can't read your mind Do i just keep waiting, or am i just wasting time Are you ever gonna need me baby Like I need you Are you ever gonna want me baby The way I want you to I know that you love me Oh baby down deep i know that you do But are you ever gonna love me baby Are you ever gonna love me baby The way I love you

An officer of the law: fighting for justice A photographer: Seeing beauty in all aspects of life, and finding a way to preserve that beauty, if only for a short time. An artist: Having the ability and imagination to create moving and beautiful work A writer: Having a mind open enough to imagine life as someone, or soemthing else, and being able to manipulate words to create or recreate detailed events. A teacher: Passing on what knowledge I may hold, and impsiring others, patience, and understanding A nurse: Kind and caring, nurturing, and there when I'm needed. An ambulance driver: Brave and quick to respond, while keeping as safe as possible. An actress: Being able to entertain without fear, for the most part at least, and to have the ability to accurately portray different lifestyles if/when required An austronaut: Brave and able to see life from a completely different perspective. A comedian: For having an open mind enough to find humor in almos

Ranting
So this is going to be a ranting blog..so if you dont want to hear me rant...then dont read any farther...that was your warning =P I dont know if you all knew, but i just recently got back together with and ex. We had dated for a bout 2 and a half years in highschool, and then we broke up in out senior year of highschool. We recently got back together, now we're both in our sophmore year in college. Things are alright i suppose...he just makes me so frustrated. Now, im not looking to offend anyone who might do drugs or whatever...cause really, thats you're choice and whatever works for you. Now personally, they're not for me...just my thing i guess..and when it effects my life in a personal way it bothers me. And Adam he's just become drug crazy over the past year or so. It just drive me crazy when he complains to me that he has no money for things like books he needs for classes and such, yet he's got money to spend on pot and shrooms and all that. I guess i

Very Tired, Like Death
worked 9 hours last night. working 10 today plus Im training a girl. My leg really hurts, and there's something wrong with it. I work 1-cl tomorrow so i wont be in overtime after all. I wish they just would have cut me out of sunday altogether but oh well. Next friday I will have a nice paycheck. very very nice. I hope. lol. UFC tonight and Im gonna miss it cause I'll be asleep. I prolly won't be back online again till monday afternoon, or evening. cause yes, I will be that tired. work is wearing me out *^^* anyways, just wanted to say... rock on with your socks on

Welcome
This blog is designated for friend's and family member's to gain better contact, hence the not very trust worthy shout box and slow manuevering of LC when leaving comments. Feel free to leave your message(s) here, and I will return any that are left. Have a wonderful weekend everyone!!!!! Much Love, Carole

Gonna Get Close To You
(it's not really erotic, but it's one of my favorite songs with an erotic sound and vampyric feel to the video) Gonna Get Close To You - Queensryche I like to look at shadows sweating on the wall I get excited when I hear footsteps in the hall Outside your balcony I have a room with a view And Im watching you I dial your telephone each and every afternoon I wait by your door till youre asleep at night And when youre alone I know when you Turn out the light Im gonna get close to you Oh-oh so close to you Im gonna get close to you Im gonna get close You fumble for your keys Im six or seven steps behind you Im so close to you Are you terrified of me? what do I know about you How did I find out? You think Im a fool or maybe some kind of lunatic Say Im wasting my time but I know what to do with it Its as plain as black and white Im gonna get close to you Oh-oh so close to you Im gonna get close to you Oh so close If you knew my infinite charm Thered

Men And Women
Top 10 things a man would do if he woke up in the morning with a Vagina: 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do a split. 7. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 6. Get picked up in a bar in less that 10 minutes 5. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 4. Go to the gyno and ask to have the examination recorded on video. 3. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts, too. 2. Actually catch a buzz off 1 wine cooler. And the .. 1 thing a man would do is: 1. Finally find that damn G-spot. Top 10 things a woman would do if she woke up in the morning with a penis: 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Rub one out for the joy and relief. 8. Get a bj. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at the urinal. 6. Determine why you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5

.long Way 2 Go.
The minutes near seven in the morning and I find myself glancing out the window overhead. There's a gentle breeze flowing through the tree branches and light is inching it's way. I sigh, theres a million and one things formulating within and yet I can't quite grasp or place a finger on anything. How many times must one start something before they bring themselves to actually finish? How many times must a person push and push until they take the plunge? I could sigh until i'm blue in the face, but in the end... i'm the one hurting, and i'm the one that has allowed myself to be in this position. a dry wind blows right through me... babys crying and I can't sleep... but we both know, a change is coming... it's coming closer, sweet release... A letter addressed in my name awaited my arrival back in Lake. The words flowed together, the thoughts and emotions expressive enough to make one gasp, or at least me anyway. To know you've come in contact with someone who is you, comp

Missing You
Missing You A strange dream came upon me as I lay sleeping in the warm cocoon of your embrace about what my life would be like if you weren't along for the race to me it had seemed the stars still shone but no longer as bright and the sky was still blue but no longer the color of your eyes I had become a shell of what I had thought I was I still laughed but not as often and I still smiled but it didn’t reach my eyes I still talked, moved, and acted the way I'd always done but it was obvious to me that something was missing something or someone I went about my day in my usual way only I noticed there wasn't a smile out of the blue the way I sometimes tend to do when out of nowhere I think of you I felt like I was dragging wherein i usully soar I felt like I had lost something that something in me had died and all i could think as I lay sleeping was how lonely I had seemed but in the same instance i knew and I prayed it wasn't you but when I woke up there

Winner
http://www.lostcherry.com/user/235690 and we have a winner Icy breezed through with out any competition sorry Dannie just mouthing off while it made me smile was not enough effort. So prizes awarded are the furry cuffs and romantic diner. thank you for making me smile Icy

Kahlua White Russian Cake
3 tbsp. (1 1/2 oz.) kahlua 2 tbsp. (1 oz.) vodka 1/2 c. (3 oz.) white chocolate, cut sm. 2 c. sifted cake flour 3/4 tsp. baking soda 1/2 tsp. baking powder 1/2 c. butter 2 tbsp. shortening 1 1/4 c. sugar 3 lg. eggs 3/4 c. buttermilk 1/3 c. apricot jam Kahlua white Russian cream White chocolate curls and shavings Combine kahlua, vodka and chocolate. Place over low heat or hot water until chocolate melts. Stir to blend. Cool slightly. Resift cake flour with baking soda and powder. Grease well and flour lightly two 9-inch layer cake pans. Cream butter, shortening and sugar until light and fluffy. Beat in eggs, one at a time. Blend in kahlua-chocolate mixture, then flour mixture alternately with buttermilk. Divide batter between 2 pans. Bake at 350 degrees for 20-30 minutes until tester inserted in center comes out clean. Cool in pans 10 minutes. Turn out onto wire racks. Cool completely. Spread bottom surface of second layer with remaining jam. Place on top of first

Bloody Mary
1 2/3 oz. vodka 5 oz. tomato juice 2/3 oz. fresh lemon juice pinch celery salt 2 dashes Worcestershire sauce 2 dashes Tabasco sauce freshly cracked black pepper Fill the highball glass with ice cubes. Stir in tomato, lemon juice and vodka. Add spices. Add a coarse grind (or cracked) fresh black pepper and stir. Garnish with a wedge of lime twisted onto the salted rim of the highball glass. Serve with a celery stalk, complete with leaves as a stirrer. Note: Renowned as a cure for hangover, this drinks curative powers can be enhanced by stirring in a tablespoon of powdered seaweed (as in dehydrated seaweed soup).

Is It Wrong
Is it so wrong for a me to want to feel loved unconditionally, to feel wanted and desired, to feel beautiful. I miss his, lips on mine. Is it so wrong to want to feel his embrace. The longing for him to touch my face. I stand here broken hearted, from the day he parted. Will that man ever be here or will I have to find someone else dear. Tell me and we both will know, until then I will still want what I do not get.

Super Margarita
4 oz. Cointreau 4 oz. Tequila 4 oz. freshly squeezed key lime juice ice, as desired. Combine ingredients and shake with ice or pour over ice, or pulse in blender. Dip serving glass in water then dip edge of glass in salt. Makes 4 servings or serves one, four times.

Amazing Love
Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a wheelchair, but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars--all in the same day. Dick has also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. on a bike. Makes taking your son bowling look a little lame, right? And what has Rick done for his father? Not much--except save his life. This love story began in Winchester, Mass., 43 years ago, when Rick was strangled by the umbilical cord during birth, leaving him brain-damaged and unable to control his limbs. "He'll be a vegetable the rest of his life;'' Dick says doctors told him and his wife, Judy, when Rick was nine months old. "Put him in an institution.'' But the Hoyts weren't buying it. They noticed the way Rick's eyes followed them around the room. When Rick was 11 th

The Bath Tub
Filling your tub with warm water and adding bubbles light your candles Set them along side of your tub. Dim your bathroom lights and slip into your full bubble bathed tub. MMMMMMM Take your soap and lather it up your hands wash your arms Your first arm and wash slowly and your second arm slowly. Then slowly wash your face and neck and then caress y our breasts with the soap and wash your stomach and your waist , Then wash your legs slowly and enjoy the relaxation and pleasure at the same time. Think of some thing romantic while your in the tub as if there is another man there or another women washing you . Take the soap and was in your croch and your clit put the soap rite up there and lather it up mmmmmm then wash with warm water let the water rinse u off ,. As your washing your croch and clit stick a finger or two in there and think of it as a man or a women if your bi Or lezbian, . Keep that finger moving to your come to your orgasim or cum. Slowly pour more warm water ov

Hurricane Drink
oz. Passion Fruit Cocktail mix 2 oz. fresh lemon juice 4 oz. dark rum (amber) 1 orange slice 1 maraschino cherry Fill hurricane glass with crushed ice, add cocktail mix, lemon juice and rum. Decorate with orange slice and cherry.

Cold Tuna And Macaroni Salad
4 oz. drained canned tuna 1 oz. red sweet onion 3 oz. peas, cooked 1/2 c. cooked celery 2/3 c. cooked enriched macaroni (other pasta may be used) 1 tbsp. diet mayonnaise Combine all ingredients and chill 1 hour. Makes 1 serving.

Spicy Cold Pasta Salad
1 (8 oz.) pkg. rotini 8 oz. pepperoni, sliced thin 2 c. broccoli flowerets 1/2 c. chopped red or green pepper 1 (8 oz.) bottle Italian dressing (I use more) 1/2 c. sliced black olives 1 c. sliced mushrooms Cook rotini, drain and rinse with cold water. Combine in bowl, rotini, pepperoni, broccoli, pepper, olives and mushrooms. Add dressing and toss. I use 1 (8 oz.) bottle and half of another for dressing. Cover and chill in refrigerator. Delicious with lasagna and garlic bread

The Black Day
THE BLACK DAY JUST ONE OF THOSE DAY'S WHEN EVERY THOUGHT, ACTION, SOUND YOU HEAR IS BLACK AND LIFELESS IM IN A HOLE AND I DONT WANT OUT. I HAVE MY BROKEN HEART, I HAVE MY FEARS, I HAVE MY DARK EMOTIONS THAT CONSUME ME LIKE THE THOUSAND HELLS I HAVE CREATED FOR MYSELF BEFORE THIS ONE. NO ONE WANTS TO BE HEAR AND WHEN YOU ARE HERE YOU DONT WANT TO LEAVE BECAUSE YOU KNOW IT WILL JUST PULL YOU BACK AGAIN AND AGAIN. WHO CARES FOR THE LOST, WHO CARES FOR THE WOUNDED, WHO WILL SAY I AM HERE WITH YOU IN THIS,THE BLACK DAY

Read This Slowly....
Read This Slowly Jack took a long look at his speedometer before slowing down: 73 in a 55 zone. Fourth time in as many months. How could a guy get caught so often? When his car had slowed to 10 miles an hour, Jack pulled over, but only partially. Let the cop worry about the potential traffic hazard. Maybe some other car will tweak his backside with a mirror. The cop was stepping out of his car, the big pad in hand. Bob? Bob from Church? Jack sunk farther into his trench coat. This was worse than the coming ticket. A cop catching a guy from his own church. A guy who happened to be a little eager to get home after a long day at the office. A guy he was about to play golf with tomorrow. Jumping out of the car, he approached a man he saw every Sunday, a man he'd never seen in uniform. "Hi, Bob. Fancy meeting you like this." "Hello, Jack." No smile. "Guess you caught me red-handed, in a rush to see my wife and kids." "Yeah, I guess." Bob seemed uncertain.

Cold Pasta And Chicken Salad Or Shrimp
8 oz. vermicelli pasta noodles 1 c. French dressing 10 fresh sliced mushrooms 1 c. fresh broccoli florets, blanched 10 slices cherry tomatoes Ripe olives (sliced) 1 can sliced artichoke hearts 2 c. cooked cubed chicken (or boiled shrimp) 1/3 c. fresh basil (or 1 1/2 teaspoon dried) 1/3 c. toasted pine nuts, optional Cook pasta, transfer to mixing bowl. Add 1/3 of the dressing and toss well. Cool and chill 3 hours. In another bowl, mix mushrooms, broccoli, tomatoes, olives, artichokes with remaining dressing. Chill. Add chicken, basil, nuts. Mix with pasta.

Italian Spaghetti With Meat Sauce
2 lb. ground beef 1 med. onion, finely chopped 1 green pepper, finely chopped 2 (15 oz. each) cans tomato sauce 2 (12 oz. each) cans tomato paste 1 (7 1/2 oz.) can pitted ripe olives, drained and sliced 2 (1 1/2 oz. each) env. Italian style spaghetti sauce mix with mushrooms 3 c. water 1 tbsp. sugar 1 tsp. oregano leaves 2 clove garlic, crushed 1 bay leaf, crumbled 16 oz. Italian style spaghetti Grated Parmesan cheese Cook and stir meat, onion, and pepper until meat is brown and onion is tender. Stir in remaining ingredients except spaghetti and Parmesan cheese. Cover; simmer 1 1/2 hours, stirring occasionally. Cook spaghetti as directed on package; drain. Serve meat sauce over hot spaghetti. Makes 8 servings.

Chocolate Fondue
12 oz. (1 bar) milk chocolate or 12 oz. semi-sweet baking chocolate 3/4 c. whipping cream 3 tbsp. Cointreau brandy or rum 2 med. sized bananas 1 1/2 c. strawberries, halved apricots, cherries or grapes 1 1/2 c. fresh pineapple cubes 6 slices pound cake, angel food cake or sponge cake, about 3/4" thick Place chocolate and cream in top of double boiler; set over hot (not boiling) water and heat, stirring, until chocolate melts and blends with cream. Stir in Cointreau. Transfer to a small pan and place either over a candle warmer or electric food warmer. Or use a small chafing dish with a hot water bath. (Be careful not to overheat chocolate sauce or it may scorch.) Cut bananas into 1/2 inch sections and arrange on a tray with a hulled strawberries and pineapple cubes. Cut cake into 1 inch squares and add to the tray. Place tray beside the hot chocolate sauce and accompany with bamboo skewers or fondue forks, to be used for spearing foods and then dipping them into the sauce.

This Is Facts !
Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff about the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking", and 7% say the

Danish Layer Cake
4 eggs Rind & juice of 1/2 lemon 1 1/2 c. confectioners' sugar 2 tbsp. cornstarch 1/2 tsp. baking powder FILLING: 2 env. gelatin (1 tbsp.) 2 1/2 c. heavy cream 6 tsp. vanilla sugar 5 slices pineapple 1 1/2 oz. dark unsweetened chocolate squares Separate the eggs and put the yolks in a large bowl, together with the lemon rind and juice. Sift the confectioners' sugar into the yolks and beat until fluffy and a pale cream color. Beat the egg whites in a separate bowl until they stand in soft peaks, then fold them carefully into the yolk mixture. Sift the flour, cornstarch and baking powder together and blend well into the sponge mixture. Butter a round cake pan 8 inches in diameter and line with buttered wax paper. Spoon the sponge mixture into the pan, smoothing it level on all sides. Bake at 350 degrees for 25 minutes until the sponge is golden and well risen. Turn it out on wire rack to cool. When completely cool, cut cake into 3 thin layers and sandwich with the fil

Chocolate Refrigerator Cake
4 oz. semi-sweet bar chocolate 1 tbsp. butter 4 eggs, separated 1 pt. heavy cream 2 pkg. lady fingers 2 sponge cake layers 2/3 c. sugar Melt chocolate in butter. Beat 4 egg yolks, add chocolate and continue to beat. Whip 1/2 pint of cream and egg mixture. Beat 4 egg whites stiff and add sugar gradually. Slowly add to cream mixture. Split cake layers through middle, making 4 layers. Put one layer on bottom of a springform pan. Line sides with split lady fingers. Alternate layers of chocolate mixture and cake layers. End with one cake layer and cover with whipped cream. Depending on the depth of your pan, you may use 3 or 4 cake layers. Make the day before and refrigerate overnight.

Little Baked Alaskas
1 pt. pistachio or vanilla ice cream 1 pkg. (6) individual sponge dessert shells 4 egg whites 1/4 tsp. cream of tartar 2/3 c. sugar 1 (1 lb.) can chocolate sauce, heated Divide ice cream into 6 equal parts. Shape into mounds to fit centers of dessert shells. Be sure cake extends about 1/2 inch all around ice cream. Wrap each servings in aluminum foil or transparent plastic wrap. Freeze. (May be kept frozen up to two weeks). Several hours before dinner prepare meringue. Beat egg whites and cream of tartar until foamy. Add sugar gradually. Continue beating until meringue forms stiff glassy peaks. Cover ice cream and cake quickly with a thick layer of meringue.

THINGS THAT HALLMARK CARDS DON'T SAY BUT SHOULD CARDS DON'T SAY //////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// M y tire was thumping. I thought it was flat When I looked at the tire... I noticed your cat. Sorry! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ H eard your wife left you, How upset you must be. But don't fret about it... She moved in with me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ L ooking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder... "What the hell was I thinking?" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ C ongratulations on your wedding day! Too bad no one likes your husband. ! ;~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ H ow could two people as beautiful as you Have such an ugly baby? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Chocolate Sponge Pudding
1/2 c. sifted plain flour 1 tsp. baking powder 1 tsp. salt 1 tbsp. melted shortening 1/2 c. packed brown sugar 3/4 c. boiling water 1/3 c. granulated sugar 1/4 c. milk 1 tbsp. cocoa 1/2 tsp. vanilla 2 tbsp. cocoa Sift together baking powder, flour, sugar, and salt and 1 tablespoon cocoa. Add milk, shortening, and vanilla; mix until smooth. Turn into greased pan. Mix together brown sugar and 2 tablespoons of cocoa. Sprinkle over batter. Add boiling water. Bake at 350 degrees for 30 minutes

Yayayayayaya
YUS MY MELBOURNE STORM JUST MADE THE GRAND FINAL!!! OMG I SO CANNOT WAIT UNTIL NEXT SUNDAY!! ITS GONNA BE A MEAN AS GAME AGAINST BRISBANE!! YUS GO COOPER CRONK U R SO EFFIN SEXY!!! WICKED LOL LOVING MY TEAM!! MINOR PREMS!! HERE COMES THE MAJOR PREMS!!!

Pineapple Upside Down Cake
2/3 cup butter 3/4 cup brown sugar Place the butter and brown sugar in a frying pan and melt until it boils or bubbles. A cast iron pan works well because it's heavy and will be less likely to scorch. 1 can pineapple slices maraschino cherries (enough to fill centers of pineapples) Place pineapples in the butter and sugar mixture. Put cherries in the center of the pineapple. Cut the slices of pineapple into halves and line the sides of the frying pan with them (standing up on edge). Prepare a box of yellow cake mix following the directions on the box to mix the batter (do not bake in a separate pan; follow instructions below). Pour the batter over the pineapple and cherries. Bake at 350°F degrees. When the cake is done, loosen the edges with a butter knife. Remove from heat and allow to sit five minutes, then turn it upside down on a serving dish. Optional: Instead of using a cake mix, you can prepare the batter from scratch using the recipe below, or any recipe

Roast Loin Of Pork With Fan-shaped
4 to 4 1/2 lb. pork loin roast with bone (or 3 to 3 1/2 lb. boneless) 5 cloves garlic 1 tsp. salt 1/2 tsp. pepper 1/2 tsp. thyme 3 to 4 lg. baking potatoes 1 tbsp. butter (melted) GLAZE: 1/2 c. apple jelly 1 tbsp. vinegar 1 tsp. mustard 1/2 tsp. ground ginger Note: If your roast is not boneless, have the butcher remove the connecting shin bone to allow you to cut individual chops. Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Cut peeled garlic cloves into thin slivers. With point of knife, make slits all over roast. Insert garlic in slits. Now combine salt, pepper and thyme. Sprinkle half of mixture over roast and rub it in with fingertips. Reserve remaining half to season potatoes. Insert a meat thermometer in center of roast so it doesn't touch bones. Place roast in a large roasting pan (make sure it will accommodate baking potatoes). While roast is baking, prepare potatoes. Peel, then halve crosswise. Shape edges to form ovals. To make fan shape, cradle 1 at a time on a woode

Cajun Pork Roast
lb. boneless pork loin roast 1 tbsp. cooking oil SEASONINGS: 3 tbsp. paprika 1/2 tsp. cayenne pepper 1 tbsp. garlic powder 2 tsp. oregano 2 tsp. thyme 1/2 tsp. salt 1/2 tsp. ground white pepper 1/2 tsp. cumin 1/4 tsp. nutmeg Rub pork loin with oil. Combine seasonings in bowl and then rub onto the meat. Place in shallow pan. Good served with moist side dish. Servings: 4-6. Preparation time: 15 minutes. Cooking time: 1 hour in 350 degree oven. Rest 5-10 minutes before slicing.

First Novel Soon To Be Published
I am excited to say that my first attempt at writing a book has paid off. While it won't be published by some big publishing house, it also will not be a POD (Print On Demand) publisher that will cost me anything. So I rented this laptop from Aarons Rental near me. I have it for a month, and I am determined to complete it by November. Ok...So this book. It's a novel for young adults. It's called "The Amulet Prophecy". If you like mystical topics, with a touch of Salem witch trials and Halloween, you have the setting for this adventure. I will keep you all in "The Know" for it's release.

Maple - Glazed Roast Pork With Maple -
This sweetly glazed pork is a welcome change from the traditional holiday ham. It's great for a buffet because it's pre-sliced, spread with sauce, and then reassembled. GLAZED: 1/2 c. vegetable oil 1/2 c. finely chopped onion 2 c. maple syrup 1/2 c. cider vinegar 3 tbsp. Dijon mustard 2 1/2 tbsp. Colman's dry mustard 1 tsp. black pepper 1 (4 lb.) boneless loin pork roast Thinly sliced pumpernickel or rye bread for serving MAPLE - MUSTARD SAUCE: 1 c. half & half 3 tbsp. dry mustard 1 tbsp. all-purpose flour 1/2 c. maple syrup 1/2 tsp. salt 2 lg. egg yolks, room temperature 1/4 c. cider vinegar 2 tbsp. Dijon mustard To make the Glaze: Whisk the oil, onion, syrup, vinegar, Dijon and dry mustard, and pepper in a medium saucepan. Place the pan over moderately high heat and boil, stirring occasionally, until the mixture is reduced to 1 3/4 cups (about 20 minutes). Preheat the oven to 425 degrees. Dry the pork with paper towels and remove as much fat as possib

You Know You Grew Up In The 80's Or Early 90's If
I know this is long but, if this is you, you will understand….. You Know You Grew Up In The 80's or Early 90's If: 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word SIKE. 2. You watched the Pound Puppies. 3. You can sing the rap to the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air and can do the Carlton 4. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy. 5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own. 6. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls. 7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom 8. Two words: Hammer Pants 9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock" 10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars... and spokey-dokes or playing cards on your spokes for that incredible sound effect 11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales" (Woo ooh!) 12. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. 13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your he

Omg!! 9 Sleeps To Go!!!
Oh My God!!! There is only 9 more sleeps until im goin to the only P!ATD concert in New Zealand!!! Man i am so excited!!!!! I cant wait!! its gonna b so unbeleivably wicked!! wow yay theres just nearly one week to go!! Me n my bestie Aimee r gonna have so much fun!! Yus LOVE IT!! HEHE :D:D

Pepper - Chicken Fettucini Toss
1 lb. fettucini, uncooked 1/4 c. olive or vegetable oil 3 whole boneless skinless chicken breasts, in strips (18 oz.) 2 lg. red bell peppers, in strips 2 lg. yellow bell peppers, in strips 1 med. onion, cut into chunks 2 c. fresh mushrooms, sliced 1 tsp. any salt-free herb seasoning 2 tbsp. grated Parmesan cheese Prepare fettucini; drain. In large skillet, heat oil, add chicken, peppers, onion, mushrooms and seasonings. Cook and stir over medium heat until chicken is cooked through, about 8 to 10 minutes. Add hot cooked fettucini and Parmesan cheese; toss to coat. Serve immediately. Refrigerate leftovers. Calories: 264. Fat: 7 grams. Sodium: 33 milligrams. Cholesterol: 36 milligrams.

Rituals
An try by Mistrewss Marlene (Note: While to each D/s couple they will have their own way of doing things, i found Her views on this matter interesting and deserving enough to post.) Rituals are a fundamental necessity in the 24/7 lifestyle that is My passion. They reinforce control and obedience. They accentuate respect and caring. Rituals give consistency throughout the day. A re-affirmation to both partners, that a Total Power Exchange is in effect. They confirm that both the Dominant and the submissive/slave are totally dedicated to each other. In My eyes these daily repetitions of devotion add an intensity to My desire to be continually Dominant. Performed with humility and love they reinforce the need My partner has to submit. Rituals also fill the space of a day that may not include a moment of play or sceneing without leaving a void for either party. Each Dominant will find what works for Her and She will discover that if She has more than one submissive/slave at Her f

Thai Curry Stir-fry
1/2 cup fat-free, reduced-sodium chicken broth 2 teaspoons cornstarch 1-1/2 teaspoons curry powder 2 teaspoons reduced-sodium soy sauce 1/8 teaspoon red pepper flakes nonstick olive oil cooking spray 3 green onions, sliced 2 cloves garlic, minced 2 cups broccoli florets 2/3 cup sliced carrot 1-1/2 teaspoons olive oil 6 ounces boneless skinless chicken breast, cut into bite-size pieces 2/3 cup hot cooked rice, prepared without salt 1. Stir together broth, cornstarch, curry powder, soy sauce and red pepper. Set aside. 2. Spray nonstick wok or large nonstick skillet with cooking spray. Heat over medium-high heat. Add onions and garlic; stir-fry 1 minute. Remove from wok. 3. Add broccoli and carrot to wok; stir-fry 2 to 3 minutes or until crisp-tender. Remove from wok. 4. Add oil to hot wok. Add chicken and stir-fry 2 to 3 minutes or until no longer pink. Stir broth mixture. Add to wok. Cook and stir until broth mixture comes to a boil and thickens slightly. Return

Chicken Fettucini Alfredo
1/4 c. oil 1 lb. boneless skinless chicken breast, cut into 3/4 inch cubes 1/2 c. chopped green onions 2 cloves garlic, minced Saute until chicken browns. Stir in: 1 pkg. Pasta Prima Alfredo sauce 12 oz. sliced mushroom 1 (15 oz.) can tomatoes, drained and diced Salt and pepper to taste 1/4 c. chopped parsley 2 tbsp. dried basil Cook 1 pound fettucini; add 1/2 cup fresh Parmesan to chicken. Serve over noodles.

Bean And Cheese Burritos
1 (16 oz.) can refried beans 1 med. tomato, chopped 1 tsp. chili powder 1 c. shredded sharp Cheddar cheese 8 (7 in.) flour tortillas 1 (12 oz.) jar mild salsa Sour cream Preheat oven to 400 degrees. Over medium heat, cook beans, tomato and chili powder until heated through; remove from heat. Reserve 1/4 cup cheese for topping; stir remaining cheese into bean mixture. Spread scant 1/2 cup bean mixture in center of 1 tortilla; roll up and place burrito in 9 x 13 pan. Repeat with remaining bean mixture and tortillas. Spoon salsa over burritos; sprinkle with remaining cheese. Cover with foil, bake for 10 minutes. Uncover, bake for 5 minutes or until cheese melts. Serve with sour cream. Serves 4.

Bacon Bean Burrito
1 can Old El Paso Refried Beans 1 tablespoon oil 3 slices bacon, chopped 2 tablespoons Frank's Hot Sauce 1 large onion, chopped 2-3 pickled jalapenos, chopped 3-4 cloves garlic, minced pinch of cayenne pepper, salt, pepper, to taste tortilla wraps sour cream and/or salsa, (optional for topping) tomatoes, onions, chopped (optional for topping) Using a kitchen scissors, cut bacon into three strips lengthwise, then cut strips into 1/4" pieces (or use a knife). In a skillet, brown bacon with onions and jalapenos, adding garlic and oil last. Push food to one side of pan and deglaze with hot sauce (stir up the brown bits from the bottom of the pan into sauce to add flavor). Stir in the can of refried beans, mixing thoroughly. When beans are thoroughly heated (about 5 minutes), place tortillas on top of beans lightly and cover with pan lid to heat. Taste and adjust seasonings (salt, pepper, cayenne). Remove tortillas when hot; line tortilla with a lettuce leaf. Spread

Where To Turn
I sit here torn, not knowing where to turn. I feel my heart being pulled into another direction, I have given it too someone already. But I feel that someone else wants to be apart. I will not deny that the way I feel. I only hope that he is for real. Yet I would give up my world for just one touch, I have yet to see the man I lust!!! Tell me why I feel this way, not knowing where to turn. All I want is to be loved, is that to much to ask??? In the end all I want is a happy heart

Homemade Tortilla Chips
1 pkg. corn or flour tortillas (corn are lower in fat than flour) cumin seasoning Lite salt Cut stack of tortillas into 8 wedges each. Spread wedges in a single layer on baking sheet. Sprinkle with cumin and lite salt. Bake at 375 degrees about 10 minutes, turning after 5 minutes. Make sure you watch them closely. You do not want them too brown. Store in an air tight container. When serving, freshen the chips in the microwave about 45 seconds to 1 minute. Let sit about 5 to 10 minutes before eating so they can harden and cool. Makes 200 chips.

Apricot Rum Chiffon Cake
2 c. sifted flour 1 1/2 c. sugar 3 tsp. baking powder 1 tsp. salt 1/2 c. salad oil 5 egg yolks 3 tbsp. grated orange rind 1 tsp. vanilla 1 c. egg whites, at room temperature 1/2 tsp. cream of tartar Sift first 4 ingredients together into a large bowl. Make a well and add in order oil, egg yolks, orange rind and vanilla. Beat until smooth. Into a large bowl put egg whites and cream of tartar. Whip until whites form very stiff peaks. Pour yolk mixture gradually over whipped egg whites, gently folding. do not stir or beat. Pour into ungreased tube or Bundt pan. Bake at 325 degrees about 1 hour or until done. Then pour Rum Syrup over cake while still warm. RUM SYRUP: 1 1/2 c. sugar 1 unpeeled orange, sliced 1/2 unpeeled lemon, sliced 1 c. light or amber rum Boil together and pour over warm cake. Cool thoroughly. Then top with Apricot Glaze. APRICOT GLAZE: 1/2 c. apricot preserves 1/2 tbsp. lemon or orange juice 1/4 c. chopped nuts 1 c. whipped cream Heat

Favorite Devil's Food Cake
1 cup granulated sugar 3/4 cup firmly packed light brown sugar 1/4 pound butter, soft 3 ounces unsweetened chocolate, melted 3 egg yolks 1/4 cup water 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 2 cups cake flour, sifted 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon baking soda 1 cup milk 3 egg whites, stiffly beaten Cream sugars and butter. Add melted chocolate. Beat yolks; add water and vanilla extract and blend. Gradually add yolk mixture to chocolate mixture; beat until light and fluffy. Sift together flour, salt and baking soda. Alternately add flour mixture and milk, blending well after each addition. Beat egg whites until stiff but not dry, fold into batter. Turn into two greased and floured 9-inch round cake pans or one greased and floured 13x9x2-inch cake pan. Bake layers or loaf in moderate oven 350 F about 30-35 minutes or until cake springs back when touched lightly. Turn out on cooling rack. Yield: two 9-inch layers or one 13x9x2-inch loaf. Serving Size: 8

Life !
1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you", mean it.; 5. When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt, but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slowly, but think quickly. 13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" 14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 15. Say "bless you" w

Jello Shots
3 packages of Jello containing sugar 2 1/2 cups vodka 3 1/3 cups water Bring the water to a boil and remove from heat. Slowly stir in the Jello until dissolved. Wait 3 minutes, then stir in the vodka. Pour into individual shot-size cups and freeze.

Green Sauce (salsa Verde)
This is an herb vinaigrette sauce. Served with hot or cold (usually boiled) meats. 1 c. parsley 3 anchovy fillets 1 small boiled potato, cold 1 small dill pickle 1 tsp. salt 1 clove garlic 1 small onion 1 cup oil (olive) 2 tbsp. white vinegar (wine) 1/8 tsp. pepper Chop parsley, potato, anchovy, pickle, garlic and onion finely. Beat oil in slowly, little by little as though preparing mayonnaise. Add salt, pepper and vinegar. May substitute capers for pickles. Lemon juice can be substituted for vinegar and fresh basil and tarragon can also be used.

Domme Space
A short notation by Mistreess Marlene There has been so much information on subspace and so little on Domme Space that I often wonder how many realize it exists. When My slave presents his wrists to Me for binding him to My will I immediately begin to enter a new world. The world of power and control. I feel an internal growth that radiates throughout My being and fills Me with the heat of passion. Each increase in bondage that My locks assure gives My heart a rush of adrenaline. Having total control of My slave and his responses excites Me beyond reason. My pleasure is emotional as well as physical. The stimulation of My intellect while taking him wherever I choose brings Me to the Domme Space I love. I feel the intensity of the honor he gives Me by placing his trust and devotion into My hands. Knowing he feels safe in My control while realizing I may take him places he prefers not to go. This trust and devotion feeds My lust for him. Knowing that it is his need to submit to Me giv

Halloween - Black Cat Cake
Cake mix, devils food extra moist type works best Plus ingredients called for on box Dark chocolate frosting Assorted sm. candies; i.e, M&M'S® & gum drops 1 sm. tube decorating frosting (orange or green or ?) Pipe cleaners, construction paper & lots of imagination Prepare 2 stainless steel mixing bowls as you would a cake pan (grease and flour); 1 bowl should be smaller then the other (we use 5 3/4 inch diameter and 7 3/4 inch diameter). Prepare cake mix per box directions and pour into prepared mixing bowls in equal depths. Bake per box (baking time will vary; usually takes 45 minutes to an hour; check with wooden pick for doneness.) Turn baked bowl cakes out on cooling racks. When cool, cut in half, this will be the paws. Set the cat up on a platter. Frost with chocolate frosting. The kids can make a tail and ears out of cardboard; coloring in with crayons. The face is out of decorator frosting. The whiskers are pipe cleaners. Eyes, nose are candies. This cake has become a

Controlling Jennifer - 8
Controlling Jennifer VIII: Taking It Easy Part II Jennifer let Mark lead her, waiting for him to say something. They walked across the grass and finally stopped in a nearby copse of trees. Jennifer took a quick glance backwards to see if the guy was watching her with Mark, but he had settled back and was leisurely tanning himself. She felt a little disappointed. Mark pulled at her, turning her back around to face him, his hands settling around her waist. He was smiling, and the shadows of the leaves above them played across his face. "For a moment there, I thought I would need to go in and rescue you." he said. "You were supposed to be seducing him, Jennifer, not the other way around." She looked away and smiled in embarrassment. "He was very... persuasive..." she murmured. "Uh huh." Mark grinned. Her eyes flickered back to Mark's face. "I get to ask you another question." she reminded him. "All right." he said. "Let's sit down." He released her and sat down, his back

Simple Arroz Con Pollo= Chicken With Spanish Rice
4 boneless skinless chicken breasts 1 lb hot italian sausage 1 lg green pepper, chopped 1 lg red pepper, chopped 1 tbs garlic, minced 1/2 cup chopped onion, chopped 1 pkg yellow rice or saffron rice, family sized salt & pepper hot sauce good grade olive oil Coat the bottom of a large fry pan or saute pan with olive oil. Over med high heat, saute garlic and onion in the oil until tender but not browned. Cut the chicken breasts into 1.5" chunks. Remove the sausage from its casings and crumble into small pieces. Add the chicken and sausage to the garlic and onion mixture; salt and pepper to taste. Saute the mixture, stirring frequently. When the meats are almost cooked through, add the chopped pepper and continue to saute until done. Add the rice and any packaged seasonings to the mixture and stir. Add water (according to package directions) and hot sauce to taste and stir. Cover and simmer until water is absorbed, approx. 25 minutes or according to package directi

Controlling Jennifer - 7
Controlling Jennifer VII: Taking It Easy Part I It was the day after the dance. Jennifer hadn't really intended to go running; she hadn't even set her alarm to get up in the morning, thinking she would sleep late after the events of the previous night. However, come the next morning, she found herself wide awake at eight, and she really had nothing planned to do. So she decided to run. Jennifer hadn't gone running since the first day she had met Mark. At first it had been fear. Fear and shame. She hadn't wanted to risk bumping into Mark again, and even more, she had been afraid she would run into the student with the notebook and the disheveled hair-do, or the man with his dog, the ones she had seen that day. The ones that had seen her that first day, when Mark had her going around the park acting like a wanton slut. "Damn Mark." she muttered as she pulled on her shorts. Sometimes, she wondered how she had ever come to stop hating him. He had made her do so many things she

Controlling Jennifer - 6
Controlling Jennifer VI: Splices of Life part II Jennifer drifted them to the outskirts of the dance floor. She noticed Derrick was glancing around nervously, like he was going to take off all his clothes or something, and wanted to be sure no one was watching. Jennifer sighed, confident that the music would mask her sigh. She had never understood those who were embarassed to dance. What was the big deal? Why was it so frightening to dance when you were in a room full of people, all of them dancing? She leaned in towards Derrick. "Come on, let's dance!" she told him. He just smiled sheepishly, and looked around at everyone. Jennifer shrugged, deciding she would have to set an example. She started to move her body to the beat, smiling at Derrick in encouragement, and then she remembered Mark, and abruptly she stopped. She tried to stop herself from glancing at him, but she was a second too late. Mark was watching her, she had almost forgotten. He was staring at her, an expre

Controlling Jennifer - 5
Controlling Jennifer V: Splices of Life Part I "Your boyfriend called." Jennifer glanced at Darlene as she walked in. Darlene was smiling at her; a taunting kind of smile, the kind Darlene gave Jennifer when she thought she knew something. Jennifer put down her bookbag and sat down on her bed. Amy, the blonde girl from down the hall, was sitting on Darlene's bed reading a Newsweek. She looked up from her magazine to smile at Jennifer, a smile that echoed Darlenes. Between the two of them, Jennifer felt very much like she was on display. She glanced between the two of them, trying to decide who Darlene was referring to. She finally ventured a guess. "You mean Mark?" she asked. The expressions of dismay rapidly transforming to intense interest on both Darlene's and Amy's faces told Jennifer she had guessed wrong. She sighed. "No, actually I meant Jacob. Who's Mark?" asked Darlene, her glittering eyes fixed on Jennifer. Jennifer looked down. "Jennifer, hon... you met a guy and

New Pics
hello all lost cherrys, how is everyone? well great hey i just put up some new pics of some of the best soldiers in iraq come and show them some loven on my page. and the best part of all is all of them are LC members so come and rate them and forsure leave comments have a great day.

Controlling Jennifer - 4
Controlling Jennifer IV: Learning to Have Faith The sun was setting. Jennifer's physics lab had run late; it had been one of those wonderfully stupid labs where they had spent 3 and 1/2 hours hitting clay blobs with ball bearings. The whole thing had been extremely dull, and Jennifer's distraction hadn't helped; it had only made the lab even longer and more exasperating. She had been very glad when they had finally been able to get out of there; she definitely needed time to think. The problem was clutched in her hand as she walked back to the dorm. It was her physics test. She had received an 'A.' 100 out of 100. A perfect score, and on a test she hadn't felt prepared for. She ought to have felt proud. Except she had run out of time, and hadn't even made it to the last page. And yet the teacher had given her a perfect score on that empty page, just like he had on all the other pages. One problem she hadn't had time to finish, she just scribbled down an equation, just so she m

My Angel Left Without Me
© By Codie E. Gillum Today I sit underneath of this tree, Next to this very stone! I've been coming here for 18 years, All of which I’ve been alone! I can still make out the writing, that lies above your grave! In Loving Memory Of An Angel, and the blessings that she gave! We met so long ago, Since then you've been my one and only true Best Friend! I remember every second, Up until the very end! I remember I was driving, the roads were really wet that night! I wasn't going fast at all, But those lights were just too bright! I remember when I woke, Not knowing what to do! The very first thing that came to my mind, was not myself but you! You laid there just looking at me, as if it was your final glance! I grabbed your hand, looked to the sky, and said, Please One More Chance. I remember the day of the funeral, All of our family and friends! I remember when the preacher said, When one life ends, a new begins! Before they put you in this ground, I walked over to see you o

Forever 'till The End,your My Best Friend
© By Cieara C. Hitt If we ever seperate, It'll have to be certain fate. No matter what,your my best friend, As the chant goes'Forever to the end'. You are my very best friend... When we fight, I fight tears. Not to mention my fears of losing you, We may grow apart, And drift away, But I will always remember you as my best friend forever. Always, Like the chant goes, Forever 'till the end, You'll always be my best friend

Best Friends
Looking back through the years, I can't believe how long We have been best friends, Through good times and bad. When I needed someone to cry, With me and laugh together Give me a shoulder to lean on, And a hug to make me feel better. You know how true it is, When you know that no matter what Happens or goes on down the road, That there will always be best friends. So as time passes and days go by, Just remember that when you need me That no matter what time or place, I will always be there by your side, my best friend.

Best Friends
© By Katherine R. Carey I will always be there for you, and I hope you will be there for me too, for our friendship can never be broken, I will remain loyal through all the good and the bad, and in the end we will be glad, because without you I am nothing, as you are nothing without me, we fill the space a lover couldn't fill, for we hold each others secrets that we would never spill, and the day you're gone, part of me goes too, because I wouldn't want to be here with out you, Best friends forever you and me, nothing could ever change that; it's destiny!

Anger Management
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f**in number! " and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had

Controlling Jennifer - 3
Controlling Jennifer III: Power Play The library was a frightening place. It didn't seem like it had been built all at once, with one plan and one idea; instead it seemed like every extra room attached onto the main floor had been tacked on as an afterthought, and the result was a jumble of rooms with no rhyme or reason to their layout. When Jennifer had gone through orientation upon arriving at Jefferson college, they had been given a small tour of the library, a tour of the more important rooms. The librarian had laughed and remarked that she had worked at the library for five years, and thought she knew everything about it, until a couple days earlier when she had discovered another stairwell she hadn't known about. "You see?" said the librarian. "You're always discovering things in the library!" Jennifer, who at the time already found the library intimidating, hadn't found that comment particularly reassuring. Even worse, the confusion of the library's layout bred small isola

My Light
© By Emily N. Sorensen You know my most intimate mind My vulnerable side My gratitude I cannot hide Embracing My secrets to confide In you And I can't deny The change in me You are a guarantee To the highest degree And I am forever grateful I am forever blessed With the comfort you suggest You've always Given me your best I recall Above all When I first saw you I knew You were sleeping Consumed by walls of white Yet you were Uniquely bright Sometimes... Watching the way You sit and ponder Laughing as a silly thought Enters you Your smile explodes and takes flight Landing on me And I catch it Beautiful Lucent Pure Secure My cure... ... you are

A Dozen Roses
© By Joyce L. Regna A dozen roses I give to you my friend A gift that seems so small But they represent so much Our friendship most of all. A rose for the friendship A rose for the touch A rose for the trust we share Our sharing means so much. A rose for the kindness And the deep caring you show A rose for the comfort given When I've been feeling low. A rose for the laughter How it makes your eyes shine A rose for the dreams we share It's amazing how they intertwine. A rose for the deep respect You give to me with ease A rose for the love we feel And how you wish to please. A rose for your compassion That has helped me in so many ways A rose for bringing me sunshine That has brightened all my days. The last rose is the best For it stands so proud and tall This rose represents you My best friend of all.

Controlling Jennifer - 2
Controlling Jennifer - 2 Story follows: Warning! This story contains sexual activity of the nonconsensual sort, so if you don't like it, press 'n'! Also, this story contains little violence, so if you want to read s&m, go elsewhere! Hello folks! This is the second chapter in the Controlling Jennifer series. This story is (c) 1993 by Daniel Reinker, and while you can go ahead and distribute it, please keep this header on it so everyone knows I wrote it. Thanks! Enjoy. CONTROLLING JENNIFER II: LESSONS IN OBEDIENCE The phone rang, and Jennifer jumped. Darlene, her roommate, gave her an annoyed look and picked up the phone. "Hello? Yeah, this is Darlene. Huh? Oh, sure...I have it right here." Flashing Jennifer another annoyed look, she picked up her math assignment sheet and started to read an assignment from it. Jenny hugged her pillow close to her, listening to the phone conversation and trying to take refuge in its relative normalcy. It wasn't him. Thank god it wasn't

Controlling Jennifer - 1
Controlling Jennifer - 1 Story follows: This is nonconsensual in nature, no violence. You may respond according to your tastes. NOTE: This story, Controlling Jennifer I, is (c) 1993 by Daniel Reinker, and while I do not mind it being distributed, please make sure that you include this header. (so they know who wrote it.) Controlling Jennifer Jennifer was a frosh at Jefferson College, and so far she liked it a lot. As she walked down toward the gym, she smiled to herself at the California weather. It was nothing like the weather in Alaska. Here it was, the middle of february, and she could walk around in shorts without worrying about freezing to death. Others complained that it was cold and told her she was a nut for wearing shorts. Obviously they didn't come from Alaska like she did. To her, the crisp chill in the air was more refreshing than it was chilling, and she knew that after running around the track a few times, she would actually be hot. Jennifer liked to run; i

Demented Angel
Demented Angel Angel engulfed in shadows, robbed of flight, grounded, she voids herself of light. walking in the darkness, she witnesses time curse the damned. tears of blood trickle but never find the ground. she weeps for the weary that sorrow has shown her. whispering on the night breeze, fear not as I have feared. plunge not for darkness escapes no one. cry with me, for I have seen the blackness in your soul. I know that which you seek to hide from those easily decieved. I am the angel of the damned, but once like you. oh how I desire the dawn and fear eternity in this place. written by S.L.Ghanem copyright 09/26/05

Not Again
Not Again.... I knew I was in trouble when she noteced me. Almost any time we passed eachother, going to classes or the dining hall, she was oblivious to my presance. But this time, as I saw her outside the dorm, she flashed a grin that looked posativily evil. Late that night, I had forgotten all about it while watching Star Trek in the launge with some friends. She came in the door, looked around, and sat down on a couch far from the TV. You wouldn't think, seing her in her plaid flanel shirt and her loos fitting jeans, but I knew that underneath was a fine looking woman. She had long, black, waivy hair, and deep brown eyes. Short and curvy, but through her baggy clothing you wouldn't know it. She didn't look at me when she sat, but I knew I was in for a long night. Star Trek ended, and my friends suspected things and nobody waited up for Letterman. I sat down next to her, and was treated to a rare smile that was warm but painfull to look at all the same. We talked alot, b

I Can
I Can. As life passes me by, I can can almost see my mistakes before they are made. I can see love when it passes me by. I can feel the rain on my face, hear the thunder in the distance and know that I am so small in the wonder of it all. I can hear beauty in a melody that captivates me. I can cry because I know, that I will make things alright. I can hear a song and see the years turn back. I can hope because I know that it will keep me going through the rough times. I can embrace the loneliness because it has been my truest friend. I can lie to the world but never to myself. I can wish all I want, but know that if I truely wish for something it is up to me to grant it. I can dream because, I know a world without them is unthinkable. I can desire love, because I know I will never find it. Written by S.L.Ghanem copyright 6/06/04

How To Make A Lady/man Happy
It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. not look at other girls AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO: 51. give her lots of attention, but e

Immortal Until Death
Immortal until Death I see you standing there, with the sun in your eyes, and your skin aglow, from the reflection of the sun. Your hair blowing in the wind catching the light, turnng the blonde strans to copper. night now the moon steals the sky, as the chill of night creeps upon your shoulders, causing your lips to tremble. You are Immortal here. Never aging, Never changing. Oh how I ponder why my memory always portrays you this way, The hunger in your eyes, the passion in your touch, the warmth in your embrace, and the taste of love on your lips, Immortal you will remain, as you are painted in my dreams. For some reason, I cannot let myself let you go. I will not chase you from memories. Something so pure, can never leave, just give the illusion of going. Like a star, Can you see me, even though my light has burned out? I lure death in, but it fails to take my bate, Even death itself, Must envy my hate.

Loud Thoughts
I am searching, though for what, I am never quite sure. I am lost in thoughts that sometimes seem to consume me. instead of embracing life and moving on. I sink deeper inside myself to a place where only my deamons can annoy me. sometimes I feel locked in box of glass and the world is in fast forward all around me. all eyes on me, everyone watching waiting for me to fuck up. alone in what seems to be my own twisted reality show staring me, in a screenplay written by me, (and people have doubted my temporary insanity)...I have the answers to every problem I will ever have, ever again in my life the problem is I haven't thought of it yet. But I am sure my fairytale. instead of ending with "Happy ever After" Will end with "And they doubled her medication, tightened her restraints, as she screamed in silence for all that she wished she could say in her demented hours darkness" Just Loud Thoughts, S.L. Ghanem

Mixed Media Moments And, Stuff That Never Happend But, Should Have And, Some Of Which That Actually Did Happen
Question how is it that a story on the evening news about Jon Bennet Ramsey the cute little dead blonde haired girl can superseed a story about our military runing low on supplies and, asking for reinforcements; Maybe the day of them having a bake sale in the middle eastern sun at noon in order to raise enough money to purchase a Texas Bomber is upon us. Someone once said to accomplish the actions that we must take and, to achieve our goal of equality in this country on this soil in this land we must do and, will do what must be done by any means neccessary!!!! Well my statement is that what is necessary is to get George W. out of office effective immediately and, he should be removed from office by any means neccessary!; Maybe ted kennedy can go hunting with George W. and, he can shoot him durring a hunting trip and, then he can cover it up with accidental shooting and, death; Oh wait!!, im sorry that is your story isn't it Mr. Vice Pres Dick Chaney; By the way Mr.

Portait Of A Painted Fool
Portrait of a painted fool On the wall, half way down the hall where I see you passing by... you often smile at me, seldom you cry... I see you getting older, pity for myself, I cannot die across from me, a window, that leads to another world over the years my tattered dress no longer swirls I count the seasons here, that never seem to change... my clothes remain torn rags, so young and full of life, in a cage... oh how old I feel behind this plastered beauty you portrayed... Locked within my wooden frame, I shall rot on these walls on which I hang. ans she who shares my face,the one I am painter for is gone and shall return no more... to shed these tears that are hidden beyond my smile, to be in your world, just for alittle while... faling flakes of pearl, will never touch my skin... for these endless autume days always chase the seasons away A picture tells a thousand stories... and oh what I tale I could tell... for someone who painted me so full of happines

~*~ Call Of The Wild ~*~
Standing against the wall...feeling wild and free, Mystique watches the crowd on the dance floor totally mesmerized by the music and the erotic movement of flesh. The club was hot and steamy. The scent of lust was in the air. Mystique could feel her Blood rising...making her sensitive nipples hard and noticable through her thin cotton black shirt. Partially hidden in the shadows Mystique felt the erge to masterbate. The thought of sliding her nails across her curvy hips and into her warm wet center to tease and play with her desire while watching the crowd...turned her on. Her mouth felt dry and she desperately needed something to satisfy her thirst. Glancing toward the entrance she spotted her friend. Slowly she stalked him until she arrived unnoticed by his side. Sliding her nails up his back...she enticed him to turn around. Upon noticing her he smiled but was immediately surprised when she back him up against the wall...undoing his pants and sliding her hands within.

Nocturnal Reign Lonely does the night seem As I walk along a broken dream Things are different Yet I remain unchanged All alone am I, under this nocturnal rain Invisible Droplets fall from the sky, And mix with the tears that stream down my face Forgetting my own worth I hide in the shadows of nocturnal grace I wander through this lost Kingdom With the cloak of darkness as my shield Refusing to surrender, refusing to yield With ironic Coincidence The sky Clashes like a mountain plunders to the ground Seconds later Darkness becomes dawn As if it were given permission by that sound Is there another that shares this pain or hunger, as I do, for the thunder and rain? Through a veil of tears can you see my pain? Powered by Insanity, with darkness as my throne, I am Alone In this kingdom I am ruler And all those, that appose With hate, make no mistake I am more vicious and crueler There is no price for freedom A shame for even freedom isn?t fr

3 Little Ducks
Three little ducks go into a Bar.............................. "Say, what's your name?" the bartender asked the first duck. "Huey," was the reply. "How's your day been, Huey?" "Great. Lovely day. Had a ball. Been in and out of puddles all day. What else could a duck want?" said Huey. "Oh. That's nice," said the bartender. He turned to the second duck, "Hi,and what's your name?" "Dewey," came the answer from duck number two. "So how's your day been, Dewey! ?" he asked. "Great. Lovely day. I've had a ball too. Been in and out of puddles all day myself. What else could a duck want?" The bartender turned to the third duck and said, "So, you must be Louie?" "No," she said, batting her eyelashes. "My name is Puddles."

The Begin Of Me...
Mystique’s legend begins in the 10th century. I was stripped of my innocence through my father’s betrayal and the separation from my brother. I could not see how I was of any use to anyone. A pious young woman in search of hope, but instead I was damned. I had roamed this land in search for someone to look up to. Someone to take this hideous pain from me, and in my search I had come to a wall. All hope was lost for that moment. My tunnel was full of darkness and there was no chance of me ever coming to be. Until this woman step forth to give me a chance at life in this offer has taken a diabolical twice as she gave me a chance to discover her true origin. Her name was Ophelia Bell. She offered that I learn what her very exist was all about. And in this light this is when I accepted her embracement. This is when I stepped fourth as a True Toreador. Ophelia taught me grace and pose and of course the art of the Rose. Beautiful in all that we do. By day and by night we walk the s

Mountian Cabin ,fiction,fantasy-female Domination
As he drove the mountain road Steve’s truck began to stall. He had been to a party at a local mountain Inn and had a few drinks. He knew that he wasn’t drunk but he didn’t want to be stuck on the side of the road and have to deal with the police. He patted the dash of his 1979 Dodge truck and bragged on it in hopes that she would get him home. The trucks headlights shined on the roadway as it struggled to climb the steep hill. It sputtered as it cleared the crest of the hill and started to pick up speed as he started down the other side. He eased the breaks as he neared the first corner and drifted through the turn. His truck would have to manage on more climb before he could make it the rest of the way home. The road eventually leveled off and as the speed dropped off he pressed the gas peddle. The truck sputtered and nearly died, then sputtered once more before she became quiet. He cursed as he struggled to steer it onto a pull off. He sat there for a short time as he considered his

Dear Consumers:
Dear Consumers: It has come to our attention that a few copies of the WINDOWS 2006 Southern EDITION may have accidentally been shipped outside of the south. If you have one of these, you may need help understanding the commands. The Southern EDITION may be recognized by the unique opening screen. It reads: WINDERS 2006, with a background picture of Waylon and Willie superimposed on a bottle of Jack Daniels Please also note: The Recycle Bin is labeled "Outhouse" My Computer is called "This Dern Contraption" Dial Up Networking is called "Good Ol' Boys" Control Panel is known as "The Dashboard" Hard Drive is referred to as "4-Wheel Drive" Floppies are "Them little ol' plastic thangs" Instead of an error message, "Duct Tape" pops up. CHANGES IN TERMINOLOGY IN Southern EDITION: Cancel............stopdat Reset..............try'er agin Yes..............yep No...............nope Find..............hun

Thought For The Day
Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting weak? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a str

Bubble Bath
It was getting late and you knew I had to work tonight. Earlier we had made plans for a romantic dinner, a walk on the beach. The moon was going to be full tonight and you always loved the way it shimmered over the ocean like sparkles dancing on the swells. But most of all you were looking forward to candle light, wine and a warm bubble bath. "Of all nights he has to work late" you muttered to yourself as you put the dishes away. "Well at least I can enjoy a bubble bath" as you filled the tub with bubbles and hot water. Locking up the office I anxiously unlocked my Porsche, got in and headed home. I thought to myself "I'll surprise her with flowers" I felt wonderful about finishing work early and knew how much she was looking forward to tonight. As I drove up I turned the lights off and parked the car, grabbed the roses and quietly entered the house. I had been thinking about her all day and wanted to surprise her with the flowers, so I softly opened the bathroom door. She was be

Vasaline & Family (stick With It)
Joe wanted to buy a motorbike. He doesn't have much luck until, one day, he comes across a Harley with a 'for sale' sign on it. The bike seemseven better than a new one, although it is 10 years old. It is shiny and in absolute mint condition. He immediately buys it, and asks the seller how he kept it in such great condition for 10 years. "Well, it's quite simple, really," says the seller, "Whenever the bike is outside and it's going to rain, rub Vaseline on the chrome. It protects it from the rain." And he hands Joe a jar of Vaseline. That night, his girlfriend, Sandra, inviteshim over to meet her parents. Naturally, they take the bike there. Just before they enter the house, Sandra stops him and says, "I have to tell you something about my family before we go in. When we eat dinner, we don't talk. In fact, the first person who says anything during dinner has to do the dishes." "No problem," he says. And in they go. Joe is shocked. Right smack in the middle of the living room

No Name 4 This(friend With Benny's)
Several years ago, I was deeply in love with a woman. We had been together for about 6 months. She chose to end our relationship, and return to her ex-husband. The details aren't important, but basically, she chose financial security, and having her young son full-time, over me. I was heartbroken. I truly thought I had found the woman I was going to grow old with. We seemed perfect together. We had a great sex life; both the quantity, and the quality. She had had a lot more sexual partners than me. So I was surprised that she genuinely was happy with me as a partner. I really feel like we were on the same page, to use a sports analogy, when it came to making love. I spiraled into a depression after she left. She wasn't handling it a lot better, and would occasionally call me. One night my phone rang. "Bill, this is Kelli", she said. I could feel the butterflies rising. She went on to tell me that she would be in town for a wedding. Because of her situation, I didn't really

What's Going On In The World
Is anyone else a little scared about what is going on rght now in the world? There is definately a lot of stuff to be scared of. We have over 260,000 troops in two different wars. The leader of Venezuela is calling our president an aweful lot of bad things. I may not agree with my president, but it does strike a patriotic nerve to hear these things from a foreign leader. Lou Dobbs said it best though when he said that is nice that Hugo Chavez can enjoy th right to free speech here when his own citizens in Venezuela don't have that same right. I think the guy is just trying to sell his book. I a few years when he is over thrown maybe we'll see him hosting an late night infomercial. The muslem world is up in arms over the pope over things that he said. Last I heard they weren't too happy with us or Israel either. We also have wars that we maybe involved in with Iran and North Korea. And no matter what type of weather that we have had lately it has very odd. Noti

The Last Of Happily Ever Afters
my hair still smells of bars and cigarettes i throw the filters on the floor it's the smoke that stings my throat not my screams that make it sore our electronic melodies come often more than not the freezer reeks of beam and coke and the ice that you had bought i cleaned up the old mattress so i would'nt see the stains so you would'nt find your way back here into my thoughts again the smudges on the mirror are gone i wiped off all the gel it harbored little secrets that my roots would never tell the baking soda made me laugh i remember how you gagged my smile felt like broken glass inside a ziplock bag my phone has no long distance for that nightly urge to call building walls with tears and sticks hoping you won't make them fall i never ate and always slept had meth for a best friend then turned on the computer to find you there again so, i lit up an old ciggarette and dressed myself in glue desperate to catch the helplessness that emitted

Do You Want To Play?
John got home from work to find Jenny his girlfriend on the Internet. John walks up behind her and kisses her neck as he cups her breast through her singlet top. Jenny lets out a moan and returns his kiss deeply. John starts to pinch and play with Jenny's nipple through her top then asks her what she is doing. Jenny shows him the screen and he sees she is in the same IRC channel that they meet in and smiles. John remembers back 6 months ago when they first meet online. Two weeks after that first IRC meet they met in person and hit it off right away. One month later Jenny moved in with John. John nibbles on Jenny's ear and keeps tweaking her nipple as she lets out a loud moan. John asks what she is doing and her reply makes him laugh Jenny says she is mucking about cybering some horny guy online. John tells her why don’t you ask him what he would do if he were here and Ill do that for you. They quickly undress. Jenny sits back down and tells the guy she is naked and he can do anything

A Fucked Up Country!
Now look we got this moron George W. Bush for president he hired the grandson of a Nazi for his secretary of defense; That is like hiring a Pack of wolves to guard the sheep.(wolf sits there with evil grin on his face smiling darkly) George W. is all-so aware that this past year another Nazi was Made the Pope of the Vatican not good people.(If only Malcom X and, Martin Luther King Jr could see this now they'd be apaulled as would John Fitzgerald Kennedy.) Georgey helps Osama Bin Laden escape the very persecution he is putting on him, then he allows their terrorists to be taught by our Ex Air-Force pilots on how to fly a commercial airliner in this country none the less; Hmmmm terrorists who want to fly a commercial airliner plus prior warnings about terrorists wanting to ram a plane into the twin towers; Hmmmmm you don't have to be a blonde with a -10trillion IQ to figure out that there is something very WRONG! going on here! Then he sends our troops in ill prepare

Have You Seen His Cock???
A priest in a small rural town was very fond of the ten chickens and one handsome cock rooster he kept in a hen house behind the rectory. One Saturday night the priest discovered that the cock rooster was missing. At the same time the priest heard rumours of cockfights being held in town. Shocked and dismayed, he decided to say something during Sunday Mass. During Mass he asked the congregation, "Who among you will confess to sporting a handsome cock?" All the men stood up. "No, no," he said. "That's not what I mean. Who among you will confess to having seen a handsome cock?" All the women stood up. "Oh, no," he said. "That's not what I mean, either. Who among you will confess to having seen a cock that doesn't belong to you?" Half the women stood up. "Oh Lord," he said. "Perhaps I should rephrase the question: Has anybody here seen my cock?" All the choirboys stood up

**blue October - Hate Me*... Yah
(Verse 1:) I have to block out thoughts of you so I donâ€™t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that Iâ€™m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space (Chorus:) Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whatâ€™s good for you (Verse 2:) Iâ€™m sober now for 3 whole months itâ€™s one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I wonâ€™t touch again In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you

Ice Cream
While shopping in our favorite gourmet store, we stopped by the ice cream section. She stood with the freezer open, taking forever to make up her mind. "Should I get Chubby Hubby or English Toffee Crunch?" she asked. "Just make up your mind," I replied, irritated at the wait. We stood for another few minutes, freezer door open, while she made up her mind. I wandered off, and when I got back, I saw her in the freezer case, still trying to make up her mind. What I really noticed was that her suit jacket had fallen open, and her nipples were poking through her lacy bra and sheer blouse. As she bent over, I lost sight of her nipples, but her skirt rode up, exposing the top of her stockings. The sight of her in her suit, the contrast of the black lace stocking tops against her pale skin, knowing her nipples were hard, was too much for me. I walked over while she was bent over and ran my hand up her skirt and massaged her pussy. She jumped, then relaxed when she realized it was

Worried Brother
A man walks into the psychiatrist's office with a pancake on his head, fried eggs on each shoulder, and a strip of bacon over each ear. The shrink, humoring him, asks, "What seems to be the problem?" The guy answers, "Doc, I'm worried about my brother."

Wifes Turn (this One Didnt Happen But She Wanted It To) Devorced Before It Happened
My wife, let's call her Wendy, had been having fantasies about a friend of ours for almost a year. She told me all about them and we had played out some of them during our love making. The more we talked about him the more turned on she and I would get. One evening she told me that, let's call him Mark, had called and said he was coming over to borrow something and wanted to see what we had planned for the weekend, but she didn't know what time it would be. Wendy had just gotten out of the shower and had put on a short terry cloth robe and laid out on the couch to relax. Wendy told me, "I'm going to lay here and pretend I'm asleep while you guys talk." I told her, "Ok. So you want to show off a little huh?" "Yep." Was all she said. Mark knocked on the door. "Hey." I whispered. "Everyone is sleeping so come on in and have a seat." I said, as I pointed to the end of the couch where Wendy was playing possum. We both looked over at the couch. Wendy was laying out with one leg off t

Queen Adreena - Pretty Like Drugs
In vein, I seek farther, the needle closer, the little end The world is watching as i take my last breath The world is watching as I get undressed Coz I'm pretty like drugs The world is watching as my wings unfurl The world is watching the death of a girl Coz I'm pretty like drugs I load the gun and I'm out of the world, and I take it harder, coz oh... pretty oh... pretty like drugs I load the gun The world is watching with a pregnant pause The world is watching as I fuck to applause The world is watching as I plant the last seed The world is watching me watching tv Coz I'm pretty like drugs I load the gun I wax and wane Subject all of my pain Onto you baby Coz I'm pretty like drugs

*nin - Closer* ... The Sexiest Song To Ever Grace This Planet..
You let me violate you. You let me desecrate you. You let me penetrate you. You let me complicate you. Help me. I broke apart my insides. Help me. I've got no soul to sell. Help me. The only thing that works for me. Help me get away from myself. I wanna fuck you like an animal. I wanna feel you from the inside. I wanna fuck you like an animal. My whole existence is flawed. You get me closer to God. You can have my isolation. You can have the hate that it brings. You can have my absence of faith. You can have my everything. Help me. Tear down my reason. Help me. It's your sex I can smell. Help me. You make me perfect. Help me become somebody else. I wanna fuck you like an animal. I wanna feel you from the inside. I wanna fuck you like an animal. My whole existence is flawed. You get me closer to God. Through every forest. Above the trees. Within my stomach. Scraped off my knees. I drink the honey inside your hive. You are the reason I stay al

*30 Seconds To Mars - The Kill*
What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take all this anymore What would you do, do, do? Kill Break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life What would you do? You say you wanted more What are you waiting for I'm not running from you Kill Break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now, this is who I really am inside Falling from myself Falling for a chance I know now, this is who I really am Kill Break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you, you, you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you Come, break me down Break me down Break me down What if I wanted to break...?

The Feeling Of Being Used
So I just don't understand why I am constantly used. I bend over backwards and make people happy. I wear my heart on my sleeve and trust everyone and I get nothing in return but hurt feelings. I constantly get used over and over and I can't seem to change it. Everytime I get my hopes up I get kicked in the face. When will it end? I just want someone that will love me the way I should be! I want REAL friends that won't talk shit about me, I want real friends that won't be judgemental, I want a family that doesn't make assumptions. I just don't know what I have to do to get what I want. How do I have to blow for a decent break in life. ANYONE? I didn't think so. Oh and letting go is harder then I ever thought. Never had to let go of something like what I am now and its making for a difficult time.

Whips
I bought some nice toys in the horse riding section at pets mart, a long ass riding crop and a leather slapper. I love finding toys in the oddest places. I bought a singapore cain at a dollar zone. My favorite is drunk shopping in Mexico they have lots of whips there, I can't wait to go back.

Kitty Litter Cake
Want to be forever eliminated from the guest list? Just take this to your next "pot luck" dinner!!! Kitty Litter Cake" * ~ This is *no joke* READ THE INGREDIENTS AND STUFF FIRST AND THEN LOOK AT THE PHOTO... TRUST ME... DON'T LOOK AT THE PHOTO FIRST, BUT LAST... This is for all you cooks out there looking for something a little different......... WANT TO HAVE FUN AT A PARTY? PREPARE THIS RECIPE! COMPLETELY EDIBLE, BUT YOUR FRIENDS MAY NOT THINK SO! CAKE INGREDIENTS: 1 box spice or German chocolate cake mix 1 box of white cake mix 1 package white sandwich cookies 1 large package vanilla instant pudding mix A few drops green food coloring 12 small Tootsie Rolls or equivalent SERVING "DISHES AND UTENSILS" 1 NEW cat-litter box 1 NEW cat-litter box liner 1 NEW pooper scooper 1) Prepare and bake cake mixes, ac

Im A December Baby !
What baby are you? Leave a comment! JANUARY TALKS Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years. FEBRUARY SMARTS Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary th

Yo President Dumbass!
How did we end up with such a DumbAss ShitHead for a president?!; I mean this guy will happily risk the necks of the country's new young men and, women but, he won't risk the neck of his cocain addicted and, alcoholic duaghters; Whom are probably not that far off from opening their own low grade Texas Poon Tang Organ Grinding Low class No class porn bussiness that would have to crawl its way onto the internet at the pace of a dead paramicium either that or, anebriated dermataphite; Look im not saying that the president's IQ is low or, anything but, when he can't tell u what a IQ is let alone what the letters stand for then ya got a problem. I'm so proud that i am not a Patriot!; Because if i were i'd feel this constant feeling of shame considering the evolution of this country and, its government!;

Update
Ok so I haven't found a mon-fri job yet but working on it... The weekend bouncer thing though is going ok... I found out that the guy I through out last week came back on Tues when they opened up... He went in the wit a baseball bat he ran in broke some shit but in the end got hauled off to jail but only for acouple days... We'll see if he's stupid enoughto try that wit me... Cuz I'll beat him wit his own bat...lmao... And I found out the owner was actually gunna tell me to not come back untill that whole shit happened... Oh well it aint that great of a job anyway... I go back in tonight... So we shall see what happens... Maybe another fight so I make some extra money.... :) ... That'd be pretty sweet... But ok I'm tired.. I'm a go to sleep now.. Night all.

Alanis - Mary Jane
What's the matter Mary Jane, you had a hard day As you place the don't disturb sign on the door You lost your place in line again, what a pity You never seem to want to dance anymore It's a long way down On this roller coaster The last chance streetcar Went off the track And you're on it. I hear you're counting sheep again Mary Jane What's the point of trying to dream anymore I hear you're losing weight again Mary Jane Do you ever wonder who you're losing it for Well it's full speed baby In the wrong direction There's a few more bruises If that's the way You insist on heading Please be honest Mary Jane Are you happy Please don't censor your tears You're the sweet crusader And you're on your way You're the last great innocent And that's why I love you So take this moment Mary Jane and be selfish Worry not about the cars that go by All that matters Mary Jane is your freedom Keep warm my dear, keep dry Tell me Tell me What's the matter Mary Jane

She Wants Revenge - Tear You Apart
Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight And the whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind Late night, and passing, mention it flipped her Best friend, who knows saying maybe it slipped But the slip turns to terror and a crush to light When she walked in, he throws up, believe its the fright Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak An escape is just a nod and a casual wave Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breasts, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking tea

~ Seductive Touch ~
As I walk towards you I hear the pounding that beats in your heart Anticipating the sensual moistness of my lips softly on your skin Grabbing you tightly in my arms as I cradle the small of your back Pulling your delicate body to my soft lips as I gently kiss your neck Your body arches as the touch of my mouth explores you everywhere Surrendering helpless as the intense passion moves your inter soul My hands move all throughout you with passion driven force of love Biting your top lip as your moans scream loudly of what’s happening Feeling your body lose all strength as you release your every control Fingernails driving into my skin as my tender tongue penetrates inside Rendering your soft amazing body in a extreme state of intense desire Tugging me closer as you ache for more of what my love is given you Thrusting further in a pool of your soul interlocking our hearts together Reaching deep inside as drenched bodies grind to a rhythm of ecstasy Your body wr

Didnt Do Shit
first time falling asleep through it. oh well... its 4:07am and i have date in the morning so its good not to feel like shit in the moring atound 9 am. and then at 3 pm im going on a three hr drive to a beach house and getting fucking smashed!!!!

~ Loves First Kiss ~
The intoxicating moment when your eyes first meet A flame of love that ignites deep within your being The simple smiles as they cradle your heart so sweet Powerful energy that rages from the magic of believing Lingering breath that hovers over your skin in a pause Enchanting anticipation that rules your every emotion Disparately clinging to one another for only one cause To live in this beautiful moment of a lovers devotion Surrendering all that you are within the breath of love Your heart and soul unlocks the door of true desire Two souls passionately driven as pure of a dove Dance on the ribbon of rainbows higher and higher Reaching to the clouds and far beyond the blue sky As the suns burns in their soul with heavenly bliss Time has no meaning while lying in each other’s eyes As the world becomes complete within loves first kiss ******