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I Was Asked To Write A Poem Involving Cheese And A Elephant This Was The Best I Could Do Lol
I was sitting one night at the dinner table, But something just didn’t seem right, Ahhh, I must need me some spices, To add to my potatoes ever so white, I looked at my friend beside me, And said “Can u hand me some pepper Jack?” He passed it right on over, I sprinkled a little on and handed it back, I took me a big old heaping in my mouth, And boy was they so yum, But then I realized I had me no milk, Gosh sometimes I’m dumb, I got up with udder disappointment, To find we had none insight, The dang cheesy Swiss girl next door, Had drank it all last night, It was only six curdy in the afternoon, So I still had time to pick some up, Ahead I thought I saw me the moon I figured I cheddar get moving fast, Without my milk I feared Id have me, A night of heart burn and lots of gas, So I got right to mooooving, But on my way over to the store, My worst fear had been proven, The woman I slept with 9 mths ago, Was standing if front of me, But yet she was barely movin,

I Love To Write But I Suck Bare With Me Lol
When u look in the mirror, What do you see? Is the face looking back at you, Who you want it to be? Is it a face full of sadness? From life’s sorrowful ways, A face full of anger, From many betrays, With every glance in that mirror, Do you wish it your last? Just keep in mind, That face in the mirror can be a face of the past, The future is coming. The days will soon be new, With in no time at all you may have a different view, It could be a face full of smiles, Or eyes no longer filled with tears, With limited worries, And few built up fears, Just give it time, And quickly you’ll see, That face looking back, Can be who you want it to be.

Poems
My life was over I wished myself dead Thoughts of sadness Swarmed through my head A heart torn completely An eye no longer able to tear A soul with no purpose A life full of fear The final days approached I would now go on to better places A place with no judgment Based on looks or on races I could be me And no one would care The laughter would stop No one would stare That’s all I’ve wanted But the worlds full of hurt And for that reason I chose to be 6 ft under dirt No one can hurt me now I chose death over life I now sit with angels With no pain and no strife I doubt I’m missed And I no longer care For I’m better off up here Then I ever was there.

Lost Cherry Cult
Webster's Fifth Edition 2004 Dictionary defines one of 6 definitions of a cult as being: "a group or sect bound together by veneration of the same thing, motive, or idea generally originated by a person claiming to have sole insight into the nature of said cause, and capable of employing methods regarded as unorthodox or unscientific to further it." How does this relate to Lost Cherry? There is a group on this site, (and without naming them, any person who has been on this site for more than a day can figure out which group I am refering to) that act as if this site is their personal property to do with as they see fit. With the exception of the everyday asshole who simply gets cheap thrills out of screwing with people, all drama that I have seen on this site has been linked to or generated from this group. Do I compare them to David Koresh and the Branch Davidians or Jim Jones and the residents of "Jonestown"? No. But some of the methods that they employ are similar to th

Get To Know Me Better
Ok so I am going to try to make it really clear.. When I was young I live with my grandma kendrick and papa Kendrick.. My mom left me with my grandma and grandpa.. My dad tryed to kill me when I was a baby and tryed to kill my sister Ashley too.. Grandma and Grandpa both took me and Ashley to live in Flordia.. At that time I lived with them.. My Mom came back and started taking care of me and my sister Ashley.. I never did like living with my mom but I learn to live with it.. From 7-16 years old I live with my mom and I was going to school to school..(Yes it drove me nuts and I told my mom I want to stay in one place so I can finish High School.. So I started to live with my grandparents again and Live in Ohio in Carlisle.. I went to Carlisle High School made some really cool friends.. When I was in 11th grade I drop out and I went back to school as a super Senior in High School.. I finally Graduated from High School.. Now I live with my grandma and Helping her out.. My Sister

This Is Me
Hey everyone! Just thought that I would post my first blog! I am a 19 year old mother of two and an ARMY wife. I love my husband with everything that I have to give and more. We are originally from Indiana and I miss it. The army sucks and is nothing but lies. I am looking for friends on here and have met some awesome people. Like my lover boy, he's the best. Knows just what to say when I am feeling down. But anywho. It is late well early and I should end this and until next time; fuck I don't know... lol

Grrrrrr
So i get the message today that our Pagan Pride Day was cancelled for this saturday. After planning on going to this it gets postponed. The weather man says strong to severe storms and possible warnings watches etc.... So now it will be on Oct 14th, maybe the weather will hold out so i can go to the earth festival instead. The weather man better be right, they're calling for an 80% chance of rain and 30% chance of severe weather. Well i'll keep you all posted. mwahz

True Friendship
True Friendship True friendship isn't seen with the eyes, it is felt with the heart. When there is trust, understanding, loyalty, and sharing. True friendship is a rare feeling, but when it is found It has profound impact on our well-being, strength, and character. True friendship does not need elaborate gifts Or spectacular events in order to be valuable or valued. To ensure long-lasting quality and satisfaction, True friendship only needs a few key ingredients: Undying loyalty, unmatched understanding, unsurpassed trust, Deep and soulful secrets, and endless sharing. These ingredients, mixed with personality and a sense of humor, Can make a friendship last a lifetime! This is just a thank you, my friend, for all the wonderful and colorful Special ingredients You've brought to my life! Pass this on to such a friend!

Hell Yeah!!
One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California. He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him, and his troops, everywhere he goes . Telling me how people shake their hands, and thank them for being willing to serve, and fight, for not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the U.S. flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly," Yes, I always wear it and probably always will." The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman standing behind my son stepped forward, putting his arm arou

Agreed!!
Teddy had it so right! Not Kennedy, but Roosevelt! Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907. "In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace, or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American...There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all. We have room for but one flag, the American flag... We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American people."

1st Night Back To Work
well i did it, i survived my 1st night back at work after almost 3 years off due to being disabled from heart failure, of course i havent told my dr's nor will i for now. i was nervous at 1st think i might have forgotten how and what to do, guess not. i started out by foldin boxes and then prepared pizzas for deliveries. pretty damn easy, once i got my 1st 4 deliveries, bam! i had a blast. i made 46 bucks tonight, not counting hourly, so i made pretty damn good money on 12 deliveries in 4.5 hours. counting my time i made 84 bucks. pretty damn good huh. and it was slow. so friday sat, sun will be busy so i should rake in more. spending money for my road trip. hopefully i'll make 300 this weekend. and hope my health stays strong as i do this.

I Found This Amusing
Broke-back Spider A father watched his young daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. Tears formed in his eyes as he thought abouther seeing the wonders of nature through such innocent eyes. Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?" she asked "They're mating," her father replied. What do you call the spider on top?" she asked. "That's a Daddy Longlegs," her father answered. "So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?" the little girl asked. As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he replied "No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs." The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment..then took her foot and stomped them flat and said, "Well, we're not having

Ms Right Rejection Form
Dear [____rejectee's name here_____], I regret to inform you that you have been eliminated from further contention as Ms. Right. As you are probably aware, the competition was exceedingly tough and dozens of well qualified candidates such as yourself also failed to make the final cut. I will, however, keep your name on file should an opening become available. So that you may find better success in your future romantic endeavors, please allow me to offer the following reason(s) you were disqualified from the competition: [Check all those that apply] ___ Your stomach is bigger than mine. ___ Your name is objectionable subjecting my future children to it could scar and yes, scare them for life. ___ Your inadvertent admission that you "buy shoes by the truckload" indicates that you may be interested in me for something other than my personality. ___ You failed the 20 Question Rule, i.e., I asked you 20 questions about yourself before you asked me one. ___ Y

Things That Are Difficult
Things That Are Difficult to Say When You're Drunk Innovative Preliminary Proliferation Cinnamon Things That Are VERY Difficult to Say When You're Drunk: Specificity British Constitution Passive-aggressive disorder Transubstantiate Things That Are Downright IMPOSSIBLE to Say When You're Drunk: Thanks, but I don't want to sleep with you Nope, no more booze for me Sorry, but you're not really my type No kebab for me, thank you Good evening officer, isn't it lovely out tonight? I'm not interested in fighting you. Oh, I just couldn't - no one wants to hear me sing No, I wont make any attempt to dance thanks, I have zero co-ordination. Where is the nearest toilet? I refuse to urinate over the nearest cash machine or shop front.

Rejectin Lines By Women
10. I think of you as a brother... You remind me of that banjo player in "Deliverance." 9. There's a silent difference in our ages... I don't want to date my Dad. 8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way... You are the ugliest dork I've ever laid eyes on. 7. My life is too complicated right now... I don't want you spending the night or else you may hear phone calls from all the other guys. 6. I've got a boyfriend... I prefer the company of my cat and a half gallon of Ben and Jerry's. 5. I don't date men where I work... I wouldn't date you if you were in the same 'solar system,' much less the same building. 4. It's not you, it's me... It's you. 3. I'm concentrating on my career... Even something as boring and unfulfilling as my job is better than dating you. 2. I'm celibate... I've sworn off only the men like you. 1. Let's be friends... I want you to stay around so I can tell you in excruciating detail about all the other men I sleep with.

Break Up Letter
Chad, It would be difficult for me to be any more miserable right now, I feel like the worst person ever. First, let me start by saying that I am truly truly sorry, and I hate myself for hurting you. Of all the people in the whole entire world, you were honestly the last personthat I would ever want to wrong in any way. There is no excuse at all for anything that happened, so I won't even try other than to say all of us had WAY too much to drink, and I did a stupid thing. I can handle you being pissed at me, I absolutely deserve it, I can even handle the ugly words that were exchanged between us, what I can't handle is thinking that you see me as a different person. It is weird, I feel like I just went through a horrible break up or something. The world looked funny yesterday, I couldn't crack a smile if you paid me, there are songs I can't listen to, and I just ! feel beyond crushed. Idon't know if you meant everything you said to me, and I am hoping that you didn't. I know that

Another Rejection Letter
Dear (her name), I regret to inform you that you have been eliminated from further contention to become the future Mrs. (your last name). As you are probably aware, the competition was exceedingly tough this year and dozens of well-qualified candidates such as yourself also failed to make the final cut. I will, however, keep your name on file should an opening become available. So that you may find better success in your future romantic endeavors, please allow me to offer the following reasons you were disqualified from the competition: (Men will check those that apply) _____ Your failure to reach for your purse in even a feigned attempt to pay for dinner by the fourth date displayed a stunning ignorance of basic economics. _____ Your inadvertent admission that you "buy condoms and K-Y Jelly by the truckload" indicates that you may be slightly over-qualified for the position. _____ You failed the 20 question rule, i.e., I asked you 20 questions about yoursel

Rain And Tears
A lonely veil of sadness comes within the chilling rain Bringing to the surface now a churning, seething pain Now cloudy eyes do try to see through tears of burning rage Calm gives way to beastly hate freed from it's broken cage The beast runs fast and rampant across the barren soul Trashing through the boundaries made to keep it in control It makes it's way into the heart with poison on it's claws And tears away the love it finds with jagged sharpened jaws And love and peace and light and hope do fall before the beast It slakes it's thirst upon the blood created by it's feast It's full and softly moving now the beast is carried home and in a cage it's put again to curb it's urge to roam With care and hope and light and love the heart begins to heal And planting seeds of peace and joy the soul begins to feel And things are moving forward now replacing angst with mirth And now a life begins anew rejoicing in rebirth And when it rains these days I sit and watch it with no

In You I Believe
IN YOU I BELIEVE i believe in the kindness that you keep in your heart. i believe you long for me when we are apart. i believe in your struggle to become something great. i believe you know good things come to those who wait. i believe in the love that you have to give. it shows in your spirit and the life that you live. i believe in your ability to make my life complete. i believe in you kisses that taste so sweet. i believe in your style, you wit, your charms. i believe in the way you hold me in your arms. to know you is to love you, and with open arms i will receive. Simply put, it is in you I believe.

Rant
OK, recently i have joined another chat type site. Now normally things on these sites don't really bother me. But the constant bitching about FAKES are getting really old. Ok people there are going to be fake people on every single site you are on. I'm pretty damn sure there are fake people on this site. You never know, the guy/girl you talk to everyday, with tons of sexy pictures of themselves, could very well be fake. It's not that hard to go to another site and find pictures of people and save them to your computer. Come on people, grow the fuck up and quit bitching about them.. If you think they are fake then either ignore them or report them to someone who owns the damn site. Secondly, I am so tired of these whiny people who bitch because someone was mean to them...ON THE FUCKING INTERNET!!!! wtf is the point of bitching about. There are these cute little buttons that either say Ignore or Block. Now I know this take an extra click of the mouse to hit those little button

Whispering Wind
The gently blowing breeze recalls vividly to my memory the whispers delicately spoken from your lightly parted lips, the words of love, the sighs of peace, the moans of pleasure and the screams of ecstasy. The increasing force of the breeze into a wind entices my senses with the way you felt in my arms, your nails in my back, your teeth on my neck and your hips pressing into mine. Again the breeze whispers to me with your voice now, pleading, calling me back to those nights, those days, endless they seemed, where time melted into us and we were one unbound by rational life and eternally merged by love. The wind has passed now and I am crashing back into the thoughts of normalcy with such ferocity I shudder with pain. Looking to the sky in a pale, longing glance I wonder why, why does my mind torture my heart so? Harsh reality now consumes and burns me until the wind comes to dry my tears and whisper to me your voice of memory and I will be enraptured and lost by you once again. I pray

Journey
Pulling me down into the abyss of the self, I tumble and stumble and crumble and fall into the darkness of your heart. Unknown paths intertwine with mine showing me nothing of where they lead, curving and turning and swerving into themselves. Lost as I am I believe that the light of love will guide me to you, to the warmth of your embrace, the sweet flavor of your lips, the deep ocean in your eyes. So onward and downward and spiraling forward I journey towards you, from you, into you. I journey...

Dreamer Divine
Sleep my sweet, with tired limbs and cluttered mind Let the night take away your cares Go to that place inside your mind where only you know Where the sun is shining and the sky is clear The place of life, of love, of hope To this place nothing evil encroaches No wrong can be done to you But there is another place inside your mind Where everything wicked awaits you A place where the darkness hangs upon you Like a mist chilling your flesh The roads to either place look similar And once one is chosen the other fades Sleep my sweet dreamer and let me come inside Carry me with you into these places Into the light so I may frolic with your friends Into the darkness where I may protect you and ward off the evils Allow me passage into your world and I shall be there always To guide you, help you, hold you, love you Take me with you when you sleep Take me to where your dreams fill the world We will mark the path to the light together So the trips into the darkness ar

How Do I Know
HOW DO I KNOW how do i know i love you, is the question you asked? i will explain it all to you since this is my task. the moment i saw you i can not lie, you outer beauty is what caught my eye. your beautiful smile and you glamorous hair, is unsurpassed by others, i can not compare. your body so perfect, flawless in every way. i could not stop staring. could not look away. when i had a chance to hear you speak. my heart skipped a beat, and my knees got weak. when i saw into your mind, so that i could get to know you. i found that a beauty was not skin, deep but all the way through. since that moment we spent hours together. through sunshine and fun times, even stormy weather. you have been there for me, and you have always been around. always there to pick me up if and when I fall down. i give me all, and all i give is to you. that is how i know, that i love you.

Awaken Dreamer
Hark, do you hear what is stirring in the shadows. Do you know what it is that stalks you through your restless night. It comes for you unrelenting. Fear not as the darkness closes around you for there is something you carry with you that is to your aide. Fear not your travles in dreamland, while you slumber there is someone watching over you untill it is time for you to awaken. There is something I have given you while you slept, something which will guide you on your way through the darkness. Fare thee well in dreamland for you are not forgoten in this world. So take with you the piece which I have given you to show you the way back into the land of the awakened and fear thee not what thine eyes behold... It is the dawning, the dawning of a new day filled with majesty and hope. So awaken lonely dreamer, we are waiting patiently for you to join us.

Silver Lining
The storm has passed and once again the peace has settled The sky, clear and calm The ground, warm and fertile There is nothing more in the way of growth and life Save for the minor things we all battle So onward I now must travel, with a refreshed brightness in my eyes And a renewed spring in my step Watching the clouds sweep off into the distance I stand there with nostalgic calm and peace I turn now to my family and friends To fill my life with happiness and hope To fill my heart with love and joy To fill my soul with peace and calm There is no more to cry over, no more to be morose about Nothing in my life that will burden me along my way There is life in my life again and hope of better days to come So join me one and all and partake of the things life has to offer For I have seen the storm and conquered it For I have seen the silver lining And keep it in me for all time to come

Farewell To A Friend
Nine years have passed and the feelings are still there As strong as they were the day you were buried I still remember exactly what the day was like The overcast sky, the damp grass, the smell of fresh rain The birds were quiet, the people shuffled along and I just stood there I couldn't believe you had gone while I was away I suppose it was better this way, you saved me the site Of you in the hospital, so for this I thank you Nine years have passed and I can still remember the wake All of your friends in one place drinking, smoking and crying We all had good things to say about you We all had fond memories which we shared Then at midnight we set out the candles upon the water as you had requested Nine years, I can't believe it has been so long It seems like only yesterday I was talking to you about my problems Nodding your head as you sat quietly listening Never interrupting and only speaking in advice when I was all talked out You understood my mood swings, my flig

Apology
I'm sorry for all the things I've done and all the things I've said That put you down and tore you up and made your heart feel dead For all the times I lost my way and took it out on you For all the things I did not say and left you feeling blue That time I told you it was not all right that time I let you down And even that time I ran from you and always wore a frown Please forgive me this I ask you needn't answer now For all the things I've done to you I'm sorry, this I vow I will always try to do my best and love you till the end I'll always trust you ever more from this I'll never bend For all the times I turned from you and put you on the shelf If you think that this apology's for you, take it, But it is mostly to myself.

Let It Out
Oh to cry and release these feelings of sorrow To wail out all these feelings of dread To fall into the arms of a lover or friend To know these feelings are fed Let out these feeling of sorrow, remorse Let lose the tears of joy To give my soul a greater gift Then that of a worthless toy To smile in darkness and laugh at gloom Are such a wonderful things And all the happiness that comes within Let it out and see what it brings Will people notice what change has begun If not, does it matter anyway As long as you have yourself to love Other will love you that way So this I am saying to all of my friends Some old and some just met Let out the sadness from within And let joy in your heart be set.

Boredom
Sitting at my desk awaiting the next task I need to accomplish I slowly read over what I have done. Coffee in hand and papers strewn across my desk I scan for any mistakes in my work. Finding none I sit and contemplate what it is I am really doing at work today. As I sit and ponder something begins to enter the building. Stealthily it slides in and out of the offices in search of me, it's next victim. I am unaware of this creeping invader for I am only at work and shouldn't I be safe? Onward the unseen intruder moves stalking it's prey, gathering the scent and reading for the attack. I look up from my work feeling something is wrong. I walk down the hall to the break room and refresh my coffee feeling uneasy upon my return. I don't remember leaving that paper on the floor. It must have fallen when I got up. No one else is around, they are either at lunch or did not show up for work because of the weather. I am alone, but do not feel alone. The creature winds it's way down the

The Paths
From whence we came so it is we shall return It is a place of strength and weakness Of darkness and light It is a place joy and sorrow Of youth and age It is a place of life, living, death From whence we came shall reclaim us all Into the chaos and order The truth and lies We all must make this journey None travel the same path along the way Paths may cross and come close together for some time But none shall ever become one We fight and struggle with some Aid and assist others And never meet even more But we shall all end up together Awaiting the next journey, the next path, the next life

Path Of Grey
Into the light Into the dark Into which Shall we embark The light it offers things to see The dark it beckons you to be free The light is good and grand in sight The dark is evil and rules the night The path you take Will be your own With no one there To guide you home Both you win And both you lose It is your choice Which will you choose The path I walk not light or dark is cut from my minds own spark For I walk This path to stay and never stumble On my path of grey

Truth
Truth, the truth will set you free Truth, is it really what we see Truth, we can find it all around Truth, will it burn you to the ground The truth hurts everyone it meets so they say The truth is in the eye of the beholder, the mouth of the teller, the ear of the listener If this is the truth about truth I can see why no one likes to use it, for it is a dangerous weapon with a tenacity for backfiring and scorching it's wielder Who's truths are greater, mine or yours If mine are greater do you yield If yours is greater do I yield So who holds the greater truth I shall yield for my truth is strong but strong as it is I will not use it against you less your bite back upon you So spare you I do from your own truth so as not to shatter your illusions I know the Truth I know that the Truth is dead So I shall set you free And I become your Truth

Life Sux
Well, i was starting to plan on moving to New Mexico and have a roomate and everything, the only problem is that i have nowhere to keep my dog...the place where my friend is now, doesn't allow dogs and i've been trying practically EVERYTHING i can to find somewhere for my dog to stay for a little while til we can get a bigger place and somewhere that will allow dogs. I would pay for everything...if someone could just give him a place to stay whatever they have to pay for they could give me the bill every month and i will reimburse them. i asked one of my cousins and uncle who live close to where i will be and they both said no. my uncle gave me this long speech about if i go up there i'm on my own, i can go by and visit them, but if i get kicked out by my friend, then i am not allowed to stay there...and i understand that. but i know for a fact that my friend won't kick me out. he's not like that, he would make sure i had somewhere to go first...and now i'm starting to reach out to jus

Dear Mr. Manley
I've never written to anyone for advice before, but I really need some input on how to handle a critical situation in my life. I've suspected for some time now that my fiance has been cheating on me. The usual signs have appeared. The phone rings. I answer it. Nobody is there. My beloved has been going out with the girls a lot lately. When I ask thier names she always says, "Just some friends from work. You don't know them." I sometimes stay awake, waiting for her cab to arrive,but she always comes walking up the drive as I hear a car leaving from around the corner. It seems as if she was dropped off and walked from around the corner. Why? Maybe she wasn't in a cab at all. I once picked up her cell phone to check the time. She went completely berserk. She snatched the phone out of my hand and cursed me hysterically, screaming that I should never touch her personal property. She then accused me of spying on her. I have never broached the subject with her. I know that d

Hi
hey to all my frinds and the special one ouyt their you know who you are sexy momma i am looking for more friends if you think i am good enoughf to pout on your friends list add me i am all ways looking for a new ones but their is only one sexy lady for me and if you dont know who it is thats to bad couse she dose hey sexy mommy

The 13 Virtues Of A Witch
1. Tolerance The idea of this virtue is to be able to be fair and broad-minded. There may be people you don't like in this world but at least if you can tolerate them you will not end up hating people, or judging them unfairly. To be able to tolerate something means that it won't bother you. Silly unimportant things in life won't stress you out as you will be able to accept that people do things differently or sometimes things just happen. 2. Charity The ability to give to those less fortunate then you shows two things. One that you realize your life is not as bad as you may think. You can recognize the good things you have and the fortunes you hold. Two you will be able climb the spiritual ladder, knowing that you can think of others and help them when possible. Being charitable eliminates being selfish, which only serves to make you bitter, twisted and unpopular. 3. Humility To be able to see when you are wrong helps you to build yourself a bet

How To Make Skins, From Kinky
skins..< you need two windows open for this> rip a skin from someone and use this as a starter, go into your skins scroll until you see "my skin" to the right it says "edit skin", click it this opens a new window with the skin coding inside. right click and hit select all hit the back button hit create a skin at the top and it opens a new skin delete everything in the blank skin paste the skin you copied there name it and save it this is the one you will be using to make changes to instead of changing the original now in a different window open your pic hosting site (photobucket.com or pictub.com go to the pic you want to use you need to copy the IMG code then go back to the skin you are working on scroll down about a quarter way down the page should be about the 10th or 15th paragraph it says body background(it is much longer than the rest) that is where you paste the IMG code at just replace the http:// so forth from http: to jpg it will shove in t

I'm A Penis Women, What Are You??
You scored as Penis. You are attracted to the: penis. You are a penis man/woman.Penis100%Abs/Stomach83%Boobs67%Face42%Butt33%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)created with QuizFarm.com

A Poem For Me
With no doubt in my mind I am strong No one can say or do anything to change that I have triumphed over too much to be weak to settle for least is beneath me I walk away in the face of frustration because I am bigger than an argument louder than a yell stronger than a punch I refuse to fail I will stand up for myself and anyone else I see fit with my words I knock them down if I am strong in the mind because if you really look at it fighting is a waste of time!

Tell Me True
Perhaps you think I’m kidding When I say that I love you And more than anything I want To spend my life with you. I guess I am not coming through With words you understand Or maybe you’re not listening, so Come closer, take my hand. Just walk along and talk with me And tell me how you feel; If you don’t love me, tell me so, It may hurt but I will heal. Living in a fantasy is Not the life that I prefer; I’d rather know just where I stand Than continue in a blur. So, hold me close and tell me true, This much I need from you; And if you do not feel the same, I’ll walk on, with a fond adieu.

these r the reasons i break down these r the voices in my head these r my inabilities no more can i hide nothing left inside sacrifices from within r to blame pointed fingers departed ways words to express through an infinite domain fallen thoughts of perfect mistrust guiding the light away now is no better than later but still the same as the alfa an omega.fear is all that is left cold to the touch misunderstood reasons reconcile what once was.

Some Thoughts
4 more days, and i will be another year older. Lots of things have happened in the last year. Some good, some not so good. The last few days some people have asked me if there was anything in the last year that i would change. And honestly, I don't know. There are one or two things I wish had happened differently, but Regret is a wasted emotion, its too late to change it now. And I still stick by my sayin, once i give a piece of my heart, it is forever theirs..... Whether they want it or not is up to them. Life goes on, things change.... The test is keeping what you have, and gettin what you want. And at the moment, I have failed at both. A reminder to those reading this.. tell the ones you care about how you feel at each opportunity you get... Tomorrow may be too late.

Just Know
if you never hear my voice, know that it sings because of you. if you never see my face, know that it smiles because of you. if you never hold my hand, know that it reaches out for you. if you never feel strong enough, know that i will lift you up. if you never have the courage you need, know that i have enough for us both. if you never feel peace, know that i will comfort you. if you never have a dream, know that i will dream for you. if you never feel a part of anything, know that you are my everything. most of all.... if you never feel loved, just know that i will love you always.

One Moment
You give me one moment In your Mind In your Heart In your Body In your Soul I will not take a toll I will be a reminder of new and old From goodtimes to bad When we lay in bed YOu will not think of instead No replacement will come to mind Just give me one moment of your time I can show you you will want to be mine What is your pleasure Am I your treasure When you wake there will be darkness All will be quiet You turn the tv on You see a sad song Breaking news comes clear You see your worst fear My death has stunned you It has shaken your very foundation Then you look at my pillow Thank god I was with you You remember what I said Just one moment of your time You are forever mine

You And I
Step into my world Young lady you have never seen anything like me I have been through hell and back Do you have what it takes to travel the trail Do you expect an easy ride Let me show you what the world takes Stare in the barrel of a gun The one that should of taken your life Instead step into a hell with my ex wife Or shattered shoulder Where a bull once mattered Take that wild ride that will show no mercy of drunk driving Flip a truck 7 times and know you were not wise Walk many blocks homeless Only to think you are hopeless Find my trail or my path Drug addiction will tear up your past Find hell on earth and hope for rain My past has many pains Find the time to settle down When you are alone and have found no ground You sit in piles of bills not knowing where it all ends When the past comes and goes and you see me walking through it all I will take you on the sweetest ride Cause heaven is where we belong You and I Stand the test of time and if you can

Confession
Where to begin???? To all my friends who've commented and called me sweet and nice and so on and so forth. Have you ever asked yourself why I'm the nice sweet guy. One that's real and not a fake. You may have answered your self many times and then again you may not have. To begin with yes I am real and not a fake. I have never led anybody to believe I was something I am not. My comments were always truthful. There were some that I struggled with to insure they weren't rude. The real me. At one time in my life I was so hot for jesus. I was baptised and became involved in the church I attended. Somewhere I lost that passion. Something happened in my life that rocked my world and I didn't quit loving him. I quit loving me. I gave up on me, I quit caring. Somewhere I lost that passion and I started walking away from him, and kept going. What I'm trying to say is I'm a christian who fell from grace, and the only thing that stopped my butt from slamming into the ground is Gods

Defending The Realm
The soldier raises his gun one last time The Nazis are on the march He is out numbered but he refuses to yield They are fighting in the streets He is situated at the corner of a building He shoots at the enemy He takes out three German soldiers But another seven remain One of the German soldiers and takes aim And kills the brave British soldier He falls to his knees And then keels over He breathes his last breath The war continues but the soldier has done his job He resisted the evil tyrants Back home his wife and child wait for news of their husband and father Some days later a letter arrives in the post The wife opens the letter with tears in here eyes She know by the envelope that the news is bad As she reads the letter she sobs uncontrollably Many years on the wife is in France to visit her husband's grave Her grown up son accompanies her They stand by the graveside and read the inscription "A beloved husband and

Fantasy Artist
James studied hard He wanted to work for an advertising agency Designing adverts that would stun the world He loved his art He fell for a girl called Sarah They were together for six months But in time Sarah lost interest She found him a little dull And found somebody else to impress James was devastated and crept silently into his shell He rarely went out and immersed himself in his art He still did his studies and got good marks But nobody notice him slipping away Into a world of his own He started to hear voices Telling him to paint pictures of demons and devils Telling him to start cutting himself His parents took him to see a psychiatrist Who recommended a spell on a mental ward So he could receive the appropriate treatment James was somewhat concerned He didn’t quite grasp what was happening And the voices kept telling him to harm himself So he slashed a knife across his throat They moved him to the Intensive

Goth Girl
Serenity sat on her bed and listened to the music Playing over and over on the music box It was her most treasured possession It had been a birthday present to celebrate her tenth birthday It was a haunting tune and the pink ballerina pirouetted and danced To the tune and the music box play on and on Serenity was now 35 and had lived here for 10 years She had been engaged to Steve They had first dated at the school prom Just after her 16th birthday They had gone on holiday to Spain and Cyprus Bought a home together And soon they would be married But one night he found Steve in bed with her sister Sapphire She had screamed at both of them She screamed so much that she passed out with nausea She was taken to hospital and stayed over a few nights When she returned home Steve had move out A week later she discovered he was staying with Sapphire They both laughed at her and shouted "poor Serenity" One night soon after she took an o

Finding Comfort In The Darkness
Goth girl Just trying to get by Searching for someone to love Longing to break free of the chains that bind her Cannot see the point in conformity All those around her have let her down Parents and teachers Nothing they say has any meaning for her She is looking for her own way She sees glamour and pride in the gothic community These people are proud to be different Living life on the edge A darker sense of adventure and enlightenment The secrets are there to be found Darkened awareness is there if you search for it A new perspective on life In which negatives can be turned into positives Enter the world of darkness And find comfort within These people are hurting inside Crying out to be loved And this unusual company of misfits Is like a pack of wolves Looking out for each other Even in your darkness you can find inspiration Let your imagination light your path And find your way to a new beginning

The Haunted Prince
The Prince prepared himself for the evening meal He sat at the head of the table And the inhabitants of the castle gathered in the great hall Several Pigs on spits were brought in And trays of roast potatoes and vegetables There was a solemn atmosphere And people stared with concern at the Prince The harvests had not been good and the country was at war Many people cursed the Prince behind insincere smiles Twenty years ago the Prince fell in love with Eleanor The daughter of an Anglo-Saxon lord He invited Eleanor and her father to the castle And entertained them royally After a few such gatherings The Prince asked Eleanor to marry him She refused and said that she was promised to someone else A noble knight of English blood by the name or Edgar The Prince was furious and locked Eleanor in the highest tower of the castle He promised that he would only be released when she agreed to the marriage The news soon passed through the villag

Mournful Solitude
I wait here for you to return But you are in a far country Living your life and dreams with someone new I remain here in my solitude Playing wistful music to help me through the days Softly plucked chords sooth my trouble brow I lose myself in the wondrous sounds I hear And my mind returns to happier days I have grown a bear since we last met A long white beard like Old Methuselah Have I become a wise old wizard? Or sad and lonely old man I think the decay set in long ago I shall find myself a small dark hole In which I can huddle up And block out the world I need my own piece of land In which to live out my days Lost in a world of mournful solitude

Fragile Beauty
She sits alone in the hospital Sitting on a bench in the garden Making daisy chains on the grass Lost in her own little world Thoughts of love and betrayal High hopes and disappointments She looks haggard and drawn Just plain and ordinary Nothing special And yet in her youth she was a beauty All the boys love her She was kind and generous Friends with everybody But she didn’t have a boyfriend She waited for you While you played the field Seeking adventures in the long grass Eventually you could resist no more And you asked her out on a date She was so happy Pure and innocent She dreamed of eternal contentment She had finally met her Prince Charming But you were no prince You were nothing but a rogue You took advantage of her And moved on To more fun and games She pleaded for you to come back You only teased and tormented her And told jokes to your friends She was heartbroken Emotionally crus

A Kindly Haunting
My body may be gone But my spirit lives on The sun will always shine And you will always be mine As night follows day My spirit is here to stay Never apart I will live on in your heart Until we are once more united Our loving words once more recited I will love you always Long after our earthly days We will walk with The Lord Hard times we have endured But our love will see us through In Heaven we can start anew

A Foolish Heart
Listen and learn For my words are based on bitter experience Let me tell you my story Of how I loved an angel And how this resulted in my downfall I loved her so much And yet I lost her to a bitter foe I tried to find the courage to talk to her But the demon took her away Deep into the abyss that is hell There she was corrupted Or tortured and tormented Did she go willingly? Or was she deceived by his cunning words? I entered the Dark Kingdom In search of revenge The red mist had descended My angel had been violated I found the evil demon And killed him with my silver spear He fell lifeless to the ground My angel saw the dead creature And she fell at his feet and wept God strike me down It is I who had been deceived She loved this demon from the very start She held no feelings for me I was lost and without hope The demon and his lover Were spirited away to the Kingdom of Heave

Lc And My Thoughts
Ok folks this is just my opinion and I probly will get shot down for this but here we go anyhow. In my opinion the LC was made purposally to be interactive so isnt just right that people should interact to a point, even if its just rating a picture or a profile. Some people want to add me to there friends list so I go and grant it but then you never hear from them again, to them I just ment points to me LC is about meeting new people possibly learning about new interests through others. I know people dont always have the time to post things every day I have even had moments when i went for a few days with out any interaction but to never hear anything ever again is a bit much. Then on the other note if you delete someone from your friends list or deny a request all you hear is how terrible you are or you make the latest gripe on the bullitin board. I would really like to hear if this is jut me or if others feel the same or if others have a diffrent opinion about this. Personally in

Anguished Heart
Young girl new in town Ambitious parents too busy to see the pain Trying to adjust and fit in At night she cries At night she draws a blade across her wrists Does not do sports because other girls would see the scars She does not quite fit in Just wants to be happy She just wants to be loved Her parents don't understand Grown-ups never understand She writes down her thoughts She wants to be a write when she is older She writes dark poems An outlet for her thoughts She sets up a personal website To share her thoughts with others Reaching out into virtual reality Trying to make contact She gets good feedback on the guestbook And a few emails with positive messages She logs onto a gothic site And finds a poetry forum She can get feedback from other members Finally make contact with others So many emotions tied up inside her hear and mind She posts a few messages to other members A support network for the depr

Angel
Angel You are so precious to me You give me a reason for living And a sense of hope As the dark days approach Thoughts of you keep me sane I have drifted through time I have lost my way But the stars always guide me back to you My love, hold my hand Understand that I love you And I will never let you go We will live for eternity Through our children and in the memories of friends Our love is an unbreakable bond Built on sound foundations And forged through centuries of time God looks over us and protects us In this white room with padded walls I think of you and feel comforted Outside you carry on you life Oblivious to my feelings for you We live in parallel worlds Destined never to meet again I am only a passing memory And you are all I have left

Dream Of Death
A time to die When all hope has past And all that lies ahead is misery Is there any point in continuing to fight Time always runs out eventually for the lonely Single meals heated in the microwave Single seats on planes surrounded by happy voices Only half a lifetime But its time to call an end Euthanasia would be a simple solution But they make it harder for human kind No lethal injection to take away the pain Nothing to lose, nothing to gain Just drifting through the days Waiting for something to happen But it never does, it never does, So all I do is wait in vain A dull, nagging, long endured pain The pain of lost opportunities The pain of stupid mistakes Only the foolish wait for their lives to change You have to make it happen So take the knife And end this life And come tomorrow There will be time for sorrow It is easy to die when you write it down Put down the pen and wipe

A Moment Of Tranquility And Enlightenment
He was an outsider They called him a freak at school But this didn't worry him He had always been an outsider Wrapped in a veil of darkness His secrets lay hidden away He played the guitar He learnt a few chords And started to write his own songs He listened to Nightwish and Within Temptation I felt a bond, kindred spirits He welcomed the darkness into his soul Soon he would try to find a place in the world He attended a few gothic nightclubs And made a few friends They decided to form a band Their following grew They performed in small gigs around their hometown And then further a field around the whole of Norway Soon they were climbing the charts Their album went to number one They started to perform at large festivals The fans could be counted in the hundreds of thousands This child was lonely no more A hundred thousand kindred spirits calling out his name So many lonely souls looking for a guiding light A

Through The Darkness
I lived in darkness Withdrawn from modern life My mind was full of negativity And my mood was depressed I can relate to the melancholic poets And the gothic literature of Edgar Allan Poe These lost souls are misunderstood This is not a quest for evil But a search for positive energy I will come out of this stronger Wiser and more sympathetic I felt so restrained by modernity By the pressure to conform and look good I took a razor and cut through the superficial layer To get in touch with my soul I had to risk losing my life To realise how precious it is Now I am fully restored A cloak of darkness surrounds me I see the world in crystal clear vision Droplets of blood fall from my eyes A memory of the sadness I endured A bright new spirit guides me But the darkness will always be there To remind me how bright these days are

Managment Issues
A woman in a hot air balloon realized she was lost. She reduced altitude and spotted a man below. She descended a bit more and shouted, "Excuse me, can you help me? I promised a friend I would meet him an hour ago, but I don't know where I am." The man below replied, "You're in a hot air balloon hovering approximately 30 feet above the ground. You're between 40 and 41 degrees north latitude and between 59 and 60 degrees west longitude." "You must be an engineer," said the balloonist. "I am," replied the man, "How did you know?" "Well," answered the balloonist, "everything you told me is technically correct, but I've no idea what to make of your information, and the fact is I'm still lost. Frankly, you've not been much help at all. If anything, you've delayed my trip." The man below responded, "You must be in Management." "I am," replied the balloonist, "but how did you know?" "Well," said the man, "you don't know where you are or where you're going.You have risen to where you are due t

Night Of Silent Contemplation
The pills and razor blade rest at my side This is not the end but the beginning I have had my low points I have taken a few pills in the past Only to obliterate the world from my mind A few moments of peace Before everything comes crashing down Disjointed memories of an ambulance and a hospital Drifting in and out of consciousness How in God’s name has it come to this? I reached out to so many souls But they were too busy living their own lives Moments of enlightenment followed by days of depression But that was the past Today is the dawning of a new reality I have taken all that this world can throw at me The pills and razor blade still rest at my side But they are not going to see any action tonight It is a night of silent contemplation I put everything back in their proper place This world can be a better place I will fight on a little longer The pills and razor blade will always be there My silent friends who lead

From The Daughter Of A Soldier.
Last week I was in Melbourne attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving through the terminal was a group of soldiers in their uniforms, As they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded Australian who still Loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young Unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can Go to school, work, and enjoy our home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of our service men and wo

Blogs Rule!
I kinda like this blog thingy! I can say the random crap that falls out of my brain and people respond! I have spent the last couple hours running virus software and messing with my hair. I found an assload of bobby pins and decided to put them to good use. Well, when I looked in the mirror I wouldn't have called it "good" but it passed the time. There is a cricket with a death wish chirping his little heart out in my dining room. I went on the cricket hunt and saw his ugly mug sitting on top of a box. He jumped away when I got too close. I'm going to try to catch it on video cuz I have nothing better to do. HA!

Rip Kelly Boy It Aint No Game No More We Luv Ya Still!!
DEDICATED TO KELLY BOY Feb. 29,1976 - March 21, 2004 WE LOVE YOU STILL gomyspacego.com S.E.GA BOYS would like to dedicate this album, "Business Bout Ya Self" to Stephon Kelly A.K.A "Kelly Boy". Kelly boy was co founder of the S.E.GA Boys. The group was working on an album "KPKS" at the time of Kelly boys death, which was never released. Everyone looked up to Kelly boy, he was always the first in the studio and the last to leave. He had been leader of this group, co-founder , rapper and producer before his sudden death on the basketball court. Kelly boy left behind a son and a daughter, along with numerous relatives, friends and fans. We still look up to ya Kelly Boy, you are still beside us in the studio, you are the soul behind the S.E.GA boys and we know youd be proud! We couldnt have done this album without you and we'll always remember the things you taught us and the experiences we shared. You always said we could do it, and we have done it big. Track 11 on the cd " I miss you"

Let The Burial Begin
Darkness surrounds me An absence of light A place of refuge to contemplate my musings on the world What do you do when your world caves in And the shovel has broken And your mind has stopped working The soul remains and nourished the spirit within In the dark you can make plans on a grand scale A dramatic resurgence of the soul Confidence surges through your veins You are ready to take on the world And build a brighter future But no sooner has the idea popped into your mind Than the doubts begin Can you carry off this grand gesture And astonish and amaze those around you Filling with pride those around you All the groundwork providing a firm foundation to build on But the pressure is all too great Better off simply dreaming in the dark Let the world get by without you I will lie in the darkness close by the fire Which will comfort my soul As my body slowly fades away And all the dreams have turned to dust A trai

Love And Romance
There are as many reasons for falling in love as there are people and circumstances. And it is hard to know exactly what another person means by falling in love. Are they talking about intense lust? A feeling of deep connection and understanding? Pleasant company and easy familiarity? An almost spiritual experience of rapture and wonder? Preoccupation, even obsession with another person and profound fear of losing him or her? So what am I telling you? Who wrote the book of love? Well, lots of people and things did. We should never forget that we are animals and are driven by instincts to reproduce that are part of our genetic code. These instincts are profound and powerful, and even though each individual plays them out in a slightly different way, they are always at work in us. Replicate your genes! That command is sent to us by our hormones, our emotions, our families, our society, our deepest selves.

The Witch
You have been dabbling in black magic Your ending will be tragic You will be burnt at the stake Make no mistake No chance of redemption No divine intervention You have been practicing the black arts That is where your downfall starts You have been condemned as a witch The onlookers will watch you twitch You will be consumed by fire On your funeral pyre You are going to Hell You have cast your last spell To your utter consternation You face eternal damnation

My Girl Angel's Chinese Sign
HORSE BABY: Horse babies are often larger than average, and are likely to be crawling and walking before their peers as well. The Horse is a determined solid minded little individual and from a very early age will happily understand that rewards come mainly from a lot of hard work. Don’t be fooled though as like as any fine thorough bred the Horse infant does not like to be frustrated and can be very highly strung. You may think that its quite reasonable to stop playing the nursery rhyme CD after 4 hours of non-stop play, but if the Horse needs their music then you better keep playing or prepare for some professional level tantrums! The Horse is witty and charming by nature and by the time they start school they will already have a good line in simple jokes, its always hard to feel down with a playful Horse around.

Gothic Expression
The Gothic Poet walks down the street And stops at the bus stop She posts one of her poems for all to see "What do you make of me" "Am I a freak or am I oh so chic?" "Dressed in black - am I a tiger or a pussycat?" "Read my words and you will see" "A deeper soul lies within me" She sits at home and paints her self-portrait Slightly distorted - this is the way she is viewed by the world She walks on down to the art gallery And posts her portrait at the entrance door "Do you want more?" "You will see more reality in this picture" "Than anything that lies behind this door" "Open your eyes and you will see" "All God's beauty" She lies on her bed at home Waiting for a reaction Bu the passers-by fail to express any emotion Too wrapped up in their own worlds In God and man we place our trust Another creative soul bites the dust

In A Moment
When at first sight I saw your face, from across the way my heart did sway. You held me close but for a moment only to turn and walk away. Never knowing how you made me feel, unknowingly it was my heart you did steal The rest of my life I would pay for falling in love with you that day. Tina G.

My Son A.j Sign
RABBIT BABY: Everyone loves a rabbit, they’re cuddly cute and full of fun. You can take almost everything you think about rabbits and apply it to your new born astrological Rabbit. It is a fact that the Rabbit baby is more likely than any other sign to have hordes of women crowding around making strange cooing noises. This is because the Rabbit infant simply oozes cute appeal. However, as well as being the most appealing baby on the block the Rabbit is also wise beyond its years. Even before the Rabbit is in Kindergarten he or she will have understood more about the way the world works on an emotional level than most adults. The Rabbit can often be a quiet child and is sometimes quite shy, but this is not a worry because its easy going nature means that the Rabbit will always have friends.

First Blog
Well, I'm new to this whole lost cherry thing. Although I think it's better than myspace.com. I'm up for making new friends any time. Mine are broken...lol. I'm going to college at tri-county tech and it's killing me on top of work at cvs pharm. I stay in the car or running my ass off.

True Love
I have heard it said true love comes around only once in life… I never believed that until I met you. I now know what true love means, for never have I loved someone as much as I love you… Just thinking about you awakens my senses, my hands tremble as I imagine them lightly playing over the softness of your skin. I close my eyes and I can taste your sweetness as my lips and tongue graze lightly over the hills and valleys of your body. The wonderful aroma of freshness washes over me as I picture you lying in my arms, your head on my chest, your fingers brushing slowly up and down my stomach. I can hear your voice whispering sweet nothings in my ear while your breath sends warm shivers down my neck. And while thinking about you, I can see the love in your eyes, knowing that love is for me. Yes ~ I now know what true love is… Now that I have found you.

Tale Of A Gothic Princess
Princess Dominica looked so beautiful All dressed in black With white make-up and dark purple lips She sat on the throne so full of majesty The onlookers were dazzled by her beauty And worshipped the ground she walked upon The King was not well And expected to die soon And the Queen had died long ago So the young princess would soon rule the Kingdom Everyone was impressed with her intelligence and grace She carried out her duties without question or complaint And she would always greet new visitors with a smile Once the audience was over she would return to her rooms In the privacy of her own room she would cut her wrists And let the blood pour into a bowl She would force food down her throat until she could eat no more Then she would go to the lady’s room and be violently sick Underneath all her garments she was painfully thin She felt so much pressure to be beautiful She had many suitors but none that she loved A stranger

In The Still Of Night
As the late night silence envelopes me I find myself in a confusing yet somewhat serene state of mind. I have been quite busy this week seperating and packing up me belonging for my move home. Looking thru the last 11 years and finding certain memories makes me kind of sad, but there s no chance of ever working things out. My heart and soul could never return as they belong only to Randy. I still wonder if my entire heart was ever really here. The way I felt about DJ doesn't even come close to what I feel for Randy. It's almost like he completes me which is something I have never felt before. From time to time I see the hurt in DJ's eyes and for a split second guilt seeps in, but never lingers for very long. Though I do feel compassion for what I know he is going thru I can not continue in this charade. It isn't fair to either of us to pretend that I can. We both deserve to be happy and that is never going to be with each other.

Cnc
I have been sitting here methodically picking out cookie chunks in my cookies 'n cream ice cream. I compare it to an archaeologist carefully digging up a bone or fossil. I'm more interested in the cookie chunks than the ice cream. I get all excited when I see a big chunk. Yeah, I'm a little nuts.

The Dream
there's a light at the end of the tunnel a light i try to reach i run at the light with all my might tryin to take a peak what's at the end? i don't know but i'm gonna find out i run as fast as i can but the lights, they all burn out i awake with a sweat i don't know what wrong but i need to find out that dream was my scariest one maybe it's my life, maybe i need to change but it's dreams like this dream i think alot of things my life isn't all there but that can take a turn sooner or later in shangri la those lights will alway burn.

My Chinese Sign
Welcome to the year of the Ox Element: Earth Heading: North-North-East Color: Violet Yin/Yang: Yin/Yang balanced Chinese Name: NIU Meaning: Industry Sign Order: Second Season: Winter Favorable Month: January Counterpart: Capricorn Friend: Rooster, Snake Foe: Goat Positives: Honest, Loyal, Sincere, Steadfast, Popular, Reliable, has Integrity Negatives: Stolid, Stubborn, Inflexible, Impatient, Narrow-minded Famous Oxen: Meryl Streep, Margaret Thatcher, Bach, Warren Beaty, Napoleon, Charlie Chaplin, Jackie Collins, W.B. Yeats

The Need...........
There are times when words arent enough feelings cant always be put into words; because they are inadequate and often escape us sometimes, there are only feelings. There are times when all you need is a look; a silent, wordless connection between souls an understanding that needs no translation a natural, knowing stare that says everything. There are times when all you need is a touch; nothing spoken - just the gesture of reaching out touching, silently transferring your energy conveying something that comes from within There are times when all you need is acceptance to know that you are valued as you are that any changes you make only enhance you more as you discover yourself. There are times when all you need is love no conditions or demands, only simplicity. to know that for no reason at all another chooses you over all others. There are times when all you ever wanted, was to be completed by another person. There are times when you need all of these t

Do U Ever Wonder???
do u ever wonder what ur living for or where life is going??? u have all these so called phsycics yes i do believe in some but havent been to ne. honestly im afraid of my future what about u. if its destined to happen theres no way opf changing it. is it wrong to wonder where ur life is going whats going to happen next? i believe that its not but what can u do to change it. nothing really fate is fate. now love is there really true love out there and if so can u find it only once or once in a life time. i believe that u can love two ppl at the same time am i wrong?? do u believe that there is a ONE or is there many the ones? u always here thats theres someone out there for everyone is that true? how many people die each day alone and lonely? i dunno lots of questions no answers really to any of them...i guess ya can say its all up to the cards ur delt in life but yet again i also believe u make ur own destiny. i really dont think theres any right or wrong answers here, if u believe im

Will You Be A Multimillionaire?
Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 64% You have a good chance of being a multimillionaire. Better than most people. You simply have a natural knack for money and the personality for success.Will You Be a Multimillionaire?

People In Your Life ~ Sept 06
People In Your Life Some come and go few come and stay even fewer touch your heart and soul and even those at times disappear like they blow up in smoke they tear at your heart and even threaten to destroy your soul Going under again... trying to hold on ~ falling deeper and deeper into a black hole grasping at anything anything at all and when you think wou've failed... Then one of those few that come and stay grab you by your hand to hold on tight save what's left of your heart and your soul save what's left of what's dear to them Please hold on to me now for I need a good rock to steady me now for my heart needs to sing my soul needs to smile I need you my friend so hold on tight

My Baby It Is You! ~ Aug 06
My Baby It Is You I didn't trust from within I wasn't sure about anything still hurt and broken down from within I didn't think I'd ever feel like this again My Baby It Is You You make me feel like this inside You made me trust you from within my heart is bound to leap ...so full of love for you it is My Baby It Is You You took the sadness from within It feels so sparkly and bright I feel love again and it's beautiful even magical at times My Baby It Is You I look at your eyes and nothing's the same I hold your hand and I feel safety within Your arms embrace me and it seems that nothing can break My Baby It Is You I don't ever want to leave this world of ours the comfort, the romance and passion I don't ever want to miss out My Baby It Is You I want to feel like this forever and a day I want to kiss like this forever and a day I want to hold you like this forever and a day 'cause baby My Baby It Is You

Fuckin Sweet Ass Concerts
this is my list of distruction that shall commence this week. so many shows, so little time. September 19 - Nonpoint, Silent Civilian, ANKLA, Stand Alone. (masquarade)* (silent civilian cancelled, rescheduled later in the month.) September 25 - Unearth, Terror,Bleading Through, Through The Eyes Of The Dead. ( Masquarade) September 26 - Bullet For My Valentine (masquarade) September 29- Silent Civilian, ANKLA (Frontline in Mariatta) October 2 - Fuckin TRIVIUM, w/ the sword and protest the hero (masquarade) October 5 - Lamb Of God, Opeth (masquarade) October 6 - Soulfly, Full Blown Chaos, Scars of Tomorow (masquarade) October 7 - Mastadon (masquarade) October 24 - Mushroomhead, SOiL, The Autum Offering, Brand New Sin (masquarade) November 1 - Soilwork, Darkest Hour (masquarade) December 5 - Cannibal Corpse, Dying Fetus. (masquarade) HELL YEA MOTHER FUCKERS. Ill see yall in the pit

I Just Don't Understand! ~ Aug 06
I Just Don't Understand! People nowadays... what is wrong with them? Human beings they are called, but are they? One can be sincere and honest and true But do they see you as you really are? No... I just don't understand! You can be there for them all you want Be a friend, a confidant, a lover, a soulmate ...someone you can trust Be willing to give your shirt off your back But do they see you as you really are? No... I just don't understand! You tell them the truth You are painfully honest Your heart goes out to them But do they see you as you really are? No... I just don't understand! So You are left thinking... Be a Bitch, Be as cold as can be! It's not really who You are But maybe, just maybe... it wouldn't hurt so damn much! No... it wouldn't be me! I just don't understand!

My Mirannas Chinese Synbol Born 2000
DRAGON BABY: The Dragon baby is extremely unpredictable. You may think that he or she is ready to sleep on their own and all will be fine until suddenly they demand to be back with Mom and Dad. The Dragon isn’t awkward by nature, it is simply that the Dragon has the capacity to be the most powerful sign of all and sometimes this means that our little baby Dragons can try and run before they walk. In fact you may find that this last notion is literally true for your infant as patience does not come high on the Dragon’s list of priorities. The Dragon is a born pioneer, so expect to find your bed covers to be regularly turned into a base camp tent for one of their many and carefully planned expeditions into the unknown!

The Ones We Can't See
this one is for the people who are special to us all. not about anyone in particular...just the ones who have been in our lives at one time or another. the ones who have touched us all and made us better for it.the ones who came into our lives and directed us with gentle hands and hearts, talked and listened, loved and chastised us, gave us a sense of family and belonging and unconditional understanding. all those people who came to us with the love and trust of a child....never second guessing us for a second but instead, holding us up and believeing in us no matter what. it may have been a child, a mother, a brother, father, sister....whoever. it could have been someone who was no relation at all but who was just as close as any relation could have been. a best friend, a lover, someone who you really didn't even know. yes, it could have been a total stranger who just happened along at the right time....when you needed someone most. when you needed someone to just recognize that you w

Hard Time Dealing
wow.. so tonite.. I can't sleep. I can't stop crying. 1. school work is HARD, I feel like I'll never ever get my weekly shit done before Tuesday. 2. one of my only friends.. like.. my best friend.. James.. is moving on Sunday to Las Vegas. *he's the only person.. in the last 6 years I've lived here.. that I've kept in touch with on a daily schedual.. he's my party/drinking buddy. AND I can pretty much always rely on him to be on the computer to talk to when not hanging out. (hes a nerd like that)* He's 20.. just graduated from highschool (haha), and well.. I envy him.. he's GETTING OUT.. something I've been wanting to do for years.. but. like I said.. he's like.. my only friend.. and I'm going to miss him so goddamn much! 3. I'm not happy. I have a boyfriend who does great things for me and is always trying to keep me happy but... I'm not. I don't think he can make me happy anymore. I kicked him out once.. and it lasted like 26 hours. I told him to come back because.. (1) he b

Don't You Know? ~ Jul 06
Don't you know? Category: Writing and Poetry Can't sleep restless night thoughts of you missing you and loving you tears blurr my vision and it hurts don't you know? I feel something different it's disturbing I wish I'd know I have asked but there is no real answer and it hurts don't you know? I worry to have lost already I wonder what it was I've done I ponder over the cause it's tearing at me I'm afraid of the wound it will cause and it hurts don't you know? You ever wish for the rain so you could walk noone noticing the tears running down your face? Wishing for a thunderstorm .... and it hurts don't you know?

Missing You ~ Jan 06
Missing You Category: Writing and Poetry Missing You I dream and it's You I dream of I think and it's You I think of I smile and it's You that makes me smile Missing You I want you in that special way I need you now, forever and a day I wish for You to be by my side Missing You it's not so bad you see each day filled with emotions I seek and the way of life I crave with You It's not so bad 'cause it's You and I know we shall have that time for Two

Robin Williams Plan For World Peace!
You gotta love Robin Williams...... Even if he's nuts! Leave it to comedian Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan... (Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those 'good ole boys', we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave. We'll give them a free trip home. After 90

For All My Cherry Friends
Just wanted to say to all those i have become friends with that your all awsome and glad i became friends with you on here....So this blog is to show all my cherry friends much love and i appreciate all ur comments and ratings....So once again THANK YOU all for the cherry love and friendships i have made

09/21/06
You’re likely to be unfocused today, thanks to the influences of the planets, but this could lead to some wasted opportunities to make some real headway with a particular relationship. Whether it’s a friend or a partner who needs some reassurance right now make sure you make some time for them today.

How Lucky Are You?
Your Luck Quotient: 61% You have a high luck quotient. More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life. You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that. Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way.How Lucky Are You?

Bitch Bitch Bitch
life's a bitch your boss is a bitch your wife may be a bitch your girlfriend may be a bitch your job is a bitch driving is a bitch cleaning is a bitch your dog is a bitch your neighbor may be a bitch payin bills is a bitch bein broke is a bitch cooking is bitch fixing you car is a bitch payin taxes is a bitch finding something on tv is a bitch with all this to bitch about why the hell do we waste our time at bars or clubs just to pick up some bitch?

Can I Handle A Long Distance Relationship?
You can handle it, but you don't like it very much. Okay, so you prefer your guy closer to home. You like a hand to hold, another mind to bounce things off of, and somebody to cook for you -- or, at least, with you. But that's not happening right now, so you're trying to look on the bright side. You love the walloping high of reunions with your long-distance lover, the intense romance, and the love notes. When he's not there, you openly revel in holding the remote and watching Cinematherapy on the Women's Entertainment network while eating popcorn for dinner. When the girls go out after work, you're right there, lifting a margarita. But if a few silver-haired millionaires should float over from the bar to join you, you might feel a little bit sulky. Sometimes you wonder if all this chastity and devotion to your long-distance guy is worth it. If you weren't watching Lifetime TV, could you be out hunting for a guy who is richer/taller/funnier/smarter/has more hair? Or maybe one

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Election...not Erection Shan
It's an election year here in the great Ohio valley. The ad money being spent could feed a lot of hungry kids... here and elsewhere. Ohio has become a hot spot for democracy. We have a black republican and a white democrat running for governor...it's not that I am prejudice but this is OHIO...we have more rednecks that vote than west virginia for cryin out loud. The white guy has a 20% lead already. I'm still undecided...yes I do vote...I like that the black guy uses technology to connect with us voters...by voice recognition phone calls...I've not heard from the white guy yet...the black guy...ken blackwell..is the current secretary of state for Ohio...the white guy...ted strickland is a congressman for the great state of Ohio...has a crappy voting record on taxes in congress...I haven't even gotten to checkin out their running pardners yet...It's sad that I have no time to make a decision on the next leader of OHIO..but they know that...I must reiterate this is NOT about race, creed

Are You A Drama Queen(or King)?
You Are a Drama Princess (or Prince) You're not over the top dramatic, but you have your moments. You know how to steal the spotlight... And how to act out to get your way. People around you know that you're good for a laugh. But at times, your drama gets a bit too much for everyone. Tone it down a tad, and you'll still be the center of attention.Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

Keepin It Blogged Baaabeee
so im home again...about to go to bed since Im putting in a 10 (possibly 11) hour work day tomorrow. with 6 hours overtime. rawk on me. Then saturday I work another 10 hours, and sunday 9 hours. which means lots and lots and LOTS of pain for me. and no free time whatsoever. i need this money though. Im moving out in december, I have a con in november that Im attending, i have rats to feed, food to buy...it never ends, Im tellin ya. Someone pimp me out on here. Seriously. I think that I should have my own personal LC pimp dude. or maybe I should have 5. I dont know. lol. but someone should pimp me out. Starting tomorrow I'm going to try and pimp at least one person a day (and im not tellin you who it is in advance, it's a surprise for all my friends including the one bein pimped) everyone has been so nice to me even though it seems like Im never around so I want to be able to do as much for them as they've done for me. and now I go to bed. with my socks off. but

My First Blog :-)
Lessons In Life I feared being alone until I learned to like myself. I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don't try. I feared success until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself. I feared people's opinions until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway. I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself. I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth. I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies. I feared life until I experienced its beauty. I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning. I feared my destiny, until I realized that I had the power to change my life. I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance. I feared love until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days. I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself. I feared growing old until I realized tha

Whisper My Name
an infinite sadness darkens my soul losing her has taken control where is my love scattered like leaves what do i feel nothin but grief here i stand and stand alone a weakened light a distant home hidden amongst us a band of theives their purpose to steal the souls we need when happiness and love dies in the rain my only hope one of pain a look from you one i call friend picks me up again and again balance me now with a will to live do this for me and my life i give and if you need or feel the same look my direction whisper my name

Personal
He is The Ultimate True Warrior of Warriors Warrior King perhaps, and indeed Powerful Untouchable he is, his strength surpasses all Standing Tall, Strong and Firm Always in his Convictions Brute Strength & Agility he Possesses & never ever Lacking. He is My One & Only True Friend He is My Companion He is My Lover He is My Consort He is My Warrior King.

I'm Not Allowed To An Opinion.....
this i know to be a fact because i've had friends that were supposedly behind me all the way until i voiced my opinion and then...*poof*....they were gone! i was under the impression that these blogs were for us to say what we meant and what we felt at any given time. i must have been mistaken about that. anyone who's mature enough to be on lc should also be mature enough to know that opinions are like assholes....everyone has one and they all stink (that includes mine). they should also be mature enough not to let someone else's opinion on any given topic keep them from still being friends with that person. wasn't this country built on values such as freedom of speech? am i to keep quiet and only write about things that everyone agrees with? well, as for the first question, i think we're falling a bit on that one. these days if you don't follow the crowd, you're left out in the cold. this country really has no tolerance for the individual. there are enough examples of this so that i s

Lostcherry Reason's
I just want the people out there who have ?s about profiles and levels and how they work, remember in life there are always exceptions, and i did hear what you had to say, and i will always be here for you to come w ith your ?'s, and do my best to answer them, when you dont feel your being heard. i see the bullentins and read them, and try to reply, with my thoughts, remember to always think lostcherry, to be a fun place, and dont get caught up in it, people will like you for who you ae and show who you are. Thanks Tif *Tif*@ LostCherry

Unquenchable
loneliness engulfs me as i long for your embrace with every action, thought, and word spoken memories of your beauty flood my mind and paralyze my senses in all that i do, a constant reminder of you lingers you can't be here holding me safe and content know that i long to be with you now submersing myself in the beauty of your soul looking out upon a vast and open sea calm with pleasure, strong with passion my reflection gleems back warmer somehow in a manner that reveals all scarce pages of my life have been written your name is focused on all pages that truly count our chapter together is beginning in a book kept far off the shelf time is flowing all around us yet a drought is ever present for a drop only intesifies instead of curing my thirst for you i'm opening my heart and mind to you a seed is sprouting with lightening speed the pedals are growing strong fresh and clean as the days rush by i think of you always speak of you with persons i meet

What Does My Birth Month Mean?
Your Birth Month is December You love life and exude an outgoing, cheerful vibe. Blessed with a great sense of humor, you can laugh at adversity. Your soul reflects: Celebration, success, and wealth Your gemstone: Blue Topaz Your flower: Narcissus Your colors: Indigo, green, and blue-greenWhat Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Thunder
Thunder Darkness encroaches Upon the dimming sky Clouds keeping stars From my searching eye My pulse beats faster As the rumble starts The thunder echoes In time with our hearts Tingling bare skin Feels the charged air As the wind begins to whip Through long dark hair The rain comes down Chilling my bones Rivers of water Calling my curves home Wet warm lips Parting in hunger Longing for yours Wanting you to plunder Wet soft skin Feeling so alive Needing your touch Wanting to thrive Hidden in the night I open myself to you Hoping you will accept Not knowing what you will do Distance keeps you from me My heart is yours to take The night we share apart Eternity we make

How Honest Am I?
You Are Somewhat Honest You do tend to tell the truth a lot But you also stretch the truth on occasion You figure a little lie isn't a big deal As long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much!How Honest Are You?

Always The Friend, Never The Girlfriend
so yeah i was thinking today and i came to realize im always the friend and never the girlfriend... aparently im good enough to hang out with and to even have sex with but not good enough to have a relationship with... i mean im not bad looking, im not a bad person, im actually a good person and a lot to offer, but aparently not good enough for some people..... im just tired of getting my freaking hopes up and then just smahing my self against the ground everytime something seems like is going well adn out of the blue it all goes to hell.....

What I Would Say
what i would say to you if i were only to say... what i would say to you if i could only understand.. what i would say to you if only you would listen... what i would say to you if there was no tomorrow... what i would say to you if there were a tomorrow... what i would say to you if courage would overcome... what i would say to you is what eyes say when met... what i would say to you is i love you.

Love-take A Deep Hard Look
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4-year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could haveimagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint Her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 _____ "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 _____ "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 _____ "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 _____ "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 _____ "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving

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The Wrong Key
at first i never noticed what i would find in you but now i'm forced to care less i wish i never knew i'm wrapped around your finger i couldn't want to let you go no choice left but to linger as you refuse to let your feelings show i see you from a distance and upon your face a smile closer for an instant to see a tear drop in your eye you have a special beauty that only i can find you think you see right through me i listen to you lie but still your beauty tempts me that i never saw before you have givin me a key but it wont unlock the door

A Song I Wrote, When My Life Wasnt So Good.
I would die for you Dark Clouds & Misfortunes All things I have loved, Turn to ash in my hands, Dark clouds guide me to misfortune, darkness consumes my soul, My eyes bleed bitter sweet memories, the cruel angels torment me, Shadows cast upon me, Shrouded in mist my path becomes clear, You reached into my chest, you left a giant hole, You fucked with my emotion, you stole my soul. I lost a part of me, I can never get back, I watched my beating heart go cold and turn black All I’ve got is my pride and the feeling of being dead inside, I have truly paid the ultimate price, Replaced blood with flowing ice, Inside my chest beats a heart of stone, A desolate world in which I must roam, These feelings stir inside the pain reminds me that I’m still alive, If I’m going to survive I need some time off from these emotions STOP WITH THESE FUCKING EMOTIONS So many feelings running through my head, Perhaps Id be better o

Anything Your Wife Doesn't Use?
The wife came home early to find her husband making love to a beautiful, sexy young woman. "You unfaithful, disrespectful jerk! What are you doing? How dare you do this to me the faithful wife, the mother of your children! I'm leaving this house and I want a divorce!" The husband, replied, "Wait! Wait a minute! Before you leave, at least listen to what happened." "It'll be the last thing I will hear from you so make it fast, you cheating creep." "While driving home this young lady asked for a ride. I saw her so defenseless that I went ahead and allowed her into my car. I noticed she was very thin, not well dressed and dirty. She mentioned she had not eaten for three days. Out of compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night that you wouldn't eat because you're afraid you'll gain more weight. When I served them to her, the poor young thing practically inhaled them. Since she was dirty I asked her if she'd like to bathe.

Application For A Night Out With The Boys !
APPLICATION FOR A NIGHT OUT WITH THE BOYS Name of Boyfriend/Fiancé/Husband I request permission for a leave of absence from the highest authority in my life for the following period: Date: _______ Time of departure: __________ Time of return________ NOT to exceed Should permission be granted, I do solemnly swear to only visit the locations stated below, at the stated times. I agree to refrain from hitting on or flirting with other women. I shall not even speak to another female, except as expressly permitted in writing below. I will not turn off my cell after two pints, nor shall I consume above the allowed volume of alcohol without first phoning for a taxi AND calling you for a verbal waiver of said alcohol allowance. I understand that even if permission is granted to go out, my girlfriend/fiancé/wife retains the right to be pissed off with me the following week for no valid reason whatsoever. Amount of alcohol allowed (units) Beer___ Wine____ Liquor____

Confused In Love
i found someone i really care for but getting to this beautiful dove is hard i see her when i open the door but she's one dove i can not touch she's so delicate inside but hides it in her strength all i want to do is be by her side but again i can not reach her i've fallen for her personality and her beauty is unimaginable i keep getting reminded of the reality she isn't able to be reached what am i supposed to do? i can not reach her, but she's right there i want to be with her, and so would you but her mind is set and i'm confused

A Dear Friend, Father, & Husband Has Been Called Home.
In Loving Memory Francisco Garcia Last Friday a good man, a new grandfather had a heart attack at home while playing with his grand daughter, upon arrival to the hospital he was immediatly rushed into surgery where they found a tumor. The tumor had causedsuch a strain on his heart, that it finally gave up. His family was called in, and his wife was allowed to get a visitors visa so she could come be by his side, she arrived this evening at 5:00. She had 4 last hours with the man she loved and devoted her life to. Tonight at 10:00 she had to let him go. He was brain dead, he survived almost a week on machines and they decided to let God take him into his care. A hardworker, a family man, a friend has been called home. Please help me in remembering this man by reposting this for me. He will be dearly missed, but never forgotten. A funeral is set to take place in his hometown in Agua Caliente Michoacan, a state of Mexico. This man was my father in law. RIP Poncho.

This Is A Cracker, Good Old Aussies
Australian Government Department of Immigration and Multicultural and Indigenous Affairs Application for Grant of Australian Citizenship You must answer 75% (28 or more out of 37) of these questions correctly in order to qualify for Australian Citizenship 1. How many slabs can you fit in the back of a Falcon Ute while also allowing room for your cattle dog? 2. When packing an Esky do you put the ice, or the beer, in first? 3. Is the traditional Aussie Christmas dinner: a) At least two roasted meats with roast vegetables, followed by a pudding you could use as a cannonball. Also ham. In 40C heat. b) A seafood buffet followed by a barbie, with rather a lot of booze. And ham. In 40C heat. c) Both of the above, one at lunchtime and one at dinnertime. Weather continues fine. 4. How many beers in a slab? 5. You call that a knife, this is a knife. True or False? 6. Does "yeah-nah" mean a) "Yes and no" b) "Maybe" c) "Yes I understand but No I don't

Poolside Romp
***Poolside Romp*** Briana stripped nude and lay face down on the patio chair by the pool. The sun beat down and beads of sweat began to collect on her back and buttocks. Glistening drops trickled downward, tracing the sides of her breasts and slowly advancing between her legs, moistening her pussy lips. She enjoyed sunbathing nude alone in her backyard, finding the heat, soft breeze, and naked exposure titallating. She would sometimes masturbate on the patio by the pool with her sighs echoing through the deserted yard. Today, she felt extremely turned on, becoming more aware daily of the loneliness that possessed her since her porn career was on hold. I used my key to enter the house the 1 that Briana gave me.i knew she would be by the pool, I moved absent mindedly through the sliding glass door to say hi to Briana, not taking notice yet that Briana was nude on the patio. "Ohhh!!," I startled, taking in the full view of Briana's entirely nude and sweating body stretched out o

Who's Bored????
Today, I almost slept till 12:00pm, but i had to get up.. I was sooo bored, but I cooked and cleaned the house(a.k.a desperate housedaughter)(lol)..anyway,I watched the old,old Psyco(if thats how u spell it) movie..It was scary and I cried to the Godfather last night..it was sad..butt,anyway,whatever...If u read this,then u must be bored too..

New Neph
A i deleted some of my neph pics cuz he took some and im wait'n to load do when i get them so they comin soon but all and all his b day is Oct. 14 he be 1 years old finally and he tryin 2 walk so thats the news on my neph 4 now aight my friends and homies thugs and dime get at me and shit i got money in my jeans so shawty what u drankin

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Alone
I don't understand what you try to say to me so don't even try to explain i sometimes look up to the loft where you once stayed wishing you never went away open up your eyes to see the love that radiates from me when i have freedom in my love then i'll seek wisdom from above under the wide and starry sky dig the grave and let me lye listen to the distant music from far away is it real? or am i just going insane? the question has been asked the answer should be told your love has gone away from me and now i feel alone

Just A Little Something!!!
To every girl in love To every girl who wants to see him happy… Even if it means it is hurting you. To every girl who waits by the phone Hoping to see his name on your caller ID To every girl who looks into his eyes, Only to see that it is not you he’s looking for To every girl who believes in happy endings To every girl who sits beside him every day Knowing you can’t have him To every girl who thanks God for his smile To every girl who watches the one you love… Love somebody else To every girl who tries to make pretty every morning… To every girl who questions if she's pretty enough Smart enough, special enough... good enough To every girl who would do anything for him. To every girl who actually would. To every girl who puts a smile on her face to fool the world. To every girl who pulls together the strength to wake up and move on. To every girl who put her heart on the line Only to have it broken… This one is for you.

Interesting
i did this while i was waiting for a friend. fifteen is an age or just in between no immature habbits should ever be seen no alcohol served at your table at night dont act like a child your in peoples sight act like an adult or go to your room stay daddys baby dont grow up too soon never show people just how you feel do what your told and eat up your meal you're old enough now to make up your mind your still very young to your elders be kind you're much too young yet to go out to that place you're not going out with that stuff on your face i state my opinion it was sex that was said you say i dont know and send me to bed i jump up and say my voice not so mild at fifteen what am i An adult or child?

Just Odd Stufff
1st- I think I may be getting a neggative ascodiations when it comes to boobies. There's all these people with pictures of their boobies as their main picture. Then they turn out to be old, or have an ugly face, or something. 2nd- I wonder how many people lie about their age here? Some people look younger, or older than what their age thing says. Some people just put obvious wrong ages. It's not like you really owe people the truth in this case anyway. It's not a complaint, just a thought. 3rd- There sure are a lot of babygirls.. a- how old do you have to be to quit calling yourself babygirl? b- How original? But hey, I really shouldn't make fun of these people. Not everyone is creative, or even values creativity as I am/I do. Kinda the same with stupid people, and assholes. I should be appreciative to these people. They make me look good. Probably even better than I am. I figure I'm just average, and they are idiots. But idiots make me look really smart. If most people

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Cat Remans
My day would be nothing but sweetness and light if the info I needed was as easy to find as it should be or at least put in all catagorys of the manuals, and for future use on a 3206B the bearing tabs go in opposite the can save you alot of rework if you make sure of that

Realization 10/14/2002
i came to a realization today. i don't know why i was thinking about this, but i realized that sexually i am extreamly submisive. now to most this wouldn't seem like much of a problem, but i an not a sub. you see, i am a S/switch which is a topic i will cover at a later date. the reason that this realization is so disterbing is that i also have a sub, whom i love. every time W/we have sex, even when i am topping her, (yes she is a S/switch too) i only want to do what she want's me to do, which bugs her greatly, maybe now she will understand what is going on. lil blue fae *jamie*

Today
If anyone has ever wondered on wether or not you can have a 20 yr old commited... the answer is yes... as long as she ...or he.... hasnt smoked pot... taken required medication.. or drank..within 24 hrs of them being commited.. How do I know this? ...... Better question.... Why do people have to destroy themselves.. I've heard .. I did this because of love.. I did this because I loved her.. I did this because.. blah blah blah Guess what... nothings good enough.. unless they give a fuck themselves... Unfortunatly... Ju didnt give a fuck... I now hate her.. and think she's crazy.... quote unquote... fuck... THIS IS WHY I WILL NOT EVER HAVE CHILDREN... BREEDING IS BAD! On a lighter note... I got hash..and its all good.. ~~sits and smokes figuring fuck you all~~

Outrageous "pick Up Lines" That Work
Outrageous "Pick Up Lines" That Work Current mood: flirty Category: Romance and Relationships Hey If you're serious about learning how to approach a woman and start a conversation with her in a way that makes her WANT YOU, then this just might be the most important message you'll ever read... Here's why: I just finished up an amazing interview with a friend of mine who is the best I've EVER SEEN at approaching a woman and getting her to feel POWERFUL feelings of attraction for him... almost INSTANTLY. He's figured out a few simple psychological "tricks" that allow him to approach ANY woman and have her responding positively to him... no matter what kind of mood she's in, how many times she's been approached earlier that night, and... no matter what "line" or words he uses to start the conversation. Believe me when I say... the guy is a MACHINE. The way I met this gentlemen is particularly interesting... I'm fortunate to have a close female frien

You'll Just Never Know
I ain't comfortable talking about this but I feel like I need to, to let my feelings out...Some people on here knew about my last pregnancy...and how I had a miscarriage. I have been pregnant 3 times. All ended in miscarriages =[. Ash Mason. R.I.P.-2001 Xaviar James. R.I.P.-2003 Aaliyah Jean. R.I.P.-2006 Some of you also know the father of her. I am not going to say his name but yeah. Her death affected me the most. I was deeply in love with her father and what happened in the surgery room. While i was in surgery to get aaliyah taken out of me i was sedated i had a aaliyah song i was singing to her while i was out. In my heart is where i got to hold her they wouldnt let me hold her when they cut her out of me. The doctors told me i was crying why i was sedated i think when i was holding her is when i started crying. I named her Aaliyah because when I was singing to her in my heart holding her I was singing One In A Million by Aaliyah. I only got her once, while I was sedated...

How To "get Physical" With A Woman
How To "Get Physical" With A Woman -------------------------------------------------- To safely and permanently exclude yourself from future mailings just click the link at the end of this newsletter. To sign yourself up for this complimentary e-letter, visit www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com -------------------------------------------------- >I believe that one of the "secrets" of GETTING PHYSICAL with a woman is knowing how to create a MASSIVE amount of what you just might call "animal magnetism". And I've developed a system for creating this POWERFUL attraction that I call "Power Sexuality". If you want to learn more about it, then take a minute and check THIS out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/PowerSexuality/ ***QUESTION*** I have been using your techniques for the past month and my "popularity" is soaring. I would like to thank you for finally saying what I have thought for years. Here is my question. About 5 years ago I used to go to

Hey Everyone!!
hey u guys really need to help me out because this is so confusing to me! im used to myspace but that place was getting boring there isnt much u can do there except try to find some friends and then comment them and shit like that!!!

Perception/interpratation 1/14/2004
For those of you who know me, you know how much I hate it when people post Lyrics in their diarys. Knowing this you may be wondering why I posted this song. It's to demonstrate the title of this entry. You see, not to long ago I learned that this song is considered to be in reference to smoking pot and getting stoned. From the first time I heard it, I took it to be about a couple's passion for each other and how it could still grow from where it was and how the guy wanted the girl to turn him on. I always took fire to represent passion or desire. Light My Fire You know that it would be untrue You know that I would be a liar If I was to say to you Girl, we couldn't get much higher Come on baby, light my fire Come on baby, light my fire Try to set the night on fire The time to hesitate is through No time to wallow in the mire Try now we can only lose And our love become a funeral pyre Come on baby, light my fire Come on baby, light my fire Try to set the night on

Chalk One Up For The Old Guy
An older, white haired man walked into a jewellery store one Friday evening with a beautiful young gal at his side. He told the jeweller he was looking for a special ring for his girlfriend. The jeweller looked through his stock and brought out a $5,000 ring and showed it to him. The old man said, "I don't think you understand, I want something very special." At that statement, the jeweller went to his special stock and brought another ring over. "Here's a stunning ring at only $40,000," the jeweller said. The young lady's eyes sparkled and her whole body trembled with excitement. The old man seeing this said, "We'll take it." The jeweller asked how payment would be made and the old man stated, "By check and I know you need to make sure my check is good, so I'll write it now and you can call the bank Monday to verify the funds. I'll pick the ring Monday afternoon," he said. Monday morning, a very teed-off jeweller phoned the old man. "There's no money in that a

Your Love Style is Manic For you, love is the ultimate rollercoaster And you love to hold on tight and enjoy the ride Every time you fall in love, it feels like the first time And while it's exciting and exhilarating... It's also stressful and scary! What's Your Love Style?

How Guys "screw Up" First Dates...
How Guys "Screw Up" First Dates... -------------------------------------------------- To safely and permanently exclude yourself from future mailings just click the link at the end of this newsletter. To sign yourself up for this complimentary e-letter, visit www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com -------------------------------------------------- >Are you interested in becoming a MASTER of meeting and attracting women? Would you like to learn how to approach women, get numbers, get dates, and take things to a "physical" level without rejection? Then go and check THIS out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ I get a lot of guys who write in to ask me how to behave around women. Many of those questions focus on the first meeting or the first date. I thought I'd devote one entire newsletter to a concept that I feel is VITAL to understand if you're wondering how to behave around a woman you've just met. A MISTAKE ALMOST EVERY GUY MAKES.

Easy Way Out
faded and blue, just like a jail house tattoo she saw you take your last drag now would you still say it was all that bad got the whole town talkin bout you wonderin why you left so soon park your truck up on the bridge last night look twice to jump you laughed it off with a sigh down on the tracks you left too soon dont you know some lovin soul who'll miss you aint comin back you left to soon you took the easy way out of your blues you took the easy way out of your blues faded and blue just like a jailhouse tattoo she saw you take your last drag now would you still say it was all that bad down on the tracks you left too soon dont you know some lovin soul who'll miss you aint comin back you left to soon you took the easy way out of your blues you took the easy way out of your blues

Wrote This Today
Why cant you see that being without you makes my heart bleed? How can i tell you i cant live with out you? When will you be mine, cause with out you i have no time line? What do i have to say, to get you to feel this way? Where will i be when you decide that you love me?

London Calling...
Hey gang, Getting all prepped to head to London. Just wanted to tip everyone off and let them know that we have a phone-in interview featured on www.daytonbands.com. Drop by and check it out if you are interested.... Dayton Bands Water Cooler-Small Town Sleeper interview Click the link above to visit Dayton Bands on the Water Cooler section on the site. You can hear the interview featuring some juicy bits on everything from our history to the latest updates on the recording process in the studio. Londons calling... Peace, -T

The Price Of Freedom
HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUND THE WORLD, THE CHILDREN W

What Women Want In A Man...
What Women Want In A Man... -------------------------------------------------- To safely and permanently exclude yourself from future mailings just click the link at the end of this newsletter. To sign yourself up for this complimentary e-letter, visit www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com -------------------------------------------------- >If you'd like to look at all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to attract, approach, and meet women, then take a few minutes and check THIS out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ >>>QUESTION: Hi Mate... From the Land Downunder... I think we'll just call you "Son of Croc Dundee." Here's an interesting observation, a success story and a question. The observation. In the late eighties/ early nineties at the height of the feminist "revolution" in Oz there was a constant refrain from women ... "Where have all the men gone?" It was in the media, and women spoke about this

My Eyes Say That-
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Mysterious83%Diamond Eyes83%Eyes full of Pain42%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

So Yeah...
today was boring. My co has one customer yay me. I am excited about going to Wa to see KMFDM.That should be excting plus I bought some new pants on ebay and I am happy about getting those. There neon green. YAY for cheap cyber shit.

Ashley's New Career - Very Long Erotic Story Part 3
She was wondering if he was sick or in some kind of pain when she caught the glimpse of brown hair moving up and down over the edge of the table in his lap. She gasped when she realized what was happening, unable to pull her eyes away. The man placed his hands on the head in his lap, holding it in place and his expression became more intense. A moment later, he removed his hands from the head and a pretty young woman sat up, wiping the corners of her mouth. The man noticed Ashley watching him and winked at her, a broad smile on his face. The woman averted her eyes, then got up and headed toward the ladies room. Ashley couldn’t believe what had just happened in front of her, and everyone else in the crowded club, but no one else at the table paid any mind. The man who had just been on the receiving end of the woman’s oral attentions was laughing and joking with the man on his right as if nothing unusual had just happened. She felt a hand on her arm and turned to see Monique smiling at h

Ashley's New Career - Very Long Erotic Story Part 2
Jessica told him. Bob nodded and stood up. Jessica and John also stood and they all shook hands. “Let me talk to her and I’ll let you know what happens,” Bob said. After they left, Bob went over to his desk and dialed the number on Ashley’s contact sheet. It was answered on the fourth ring. “Hello?” The voice was high and sweet, almost like that of a young girl. “Hello. Could I speak to Ashley Long, please? “Speaking.” The voice changed, becoming a little apprehensive. “Hi Ashley,” Bob said in his most genial tone. “My name is Bob Johnston. I’m a business associate of John and Jessica. Do you have a few minutes?” Ashley’s grip tightened on the receiver. “Uh, sure,” she replied, swallowing a nervous lump. “I’m looking at some of your nudes and I must say I’m very impressed. Would it be possible to meet with you and discuss some of your options?” Ashley closed her eyes and took a deep breath before replying. It was a little disconcerting knowing the stranger on the other end of the phone

Body: 22 RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS Body: OKAY YOU OPENED IT.. NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT .. AND BE HONEST! 1) Single, 2) Are you happy with where you are? Yes 3) When you meet the right person, did you fall fast? Yes 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? yes 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?NO 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?Not anymore, lies and to much hurt. 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?yes 8) Do you want children?Have 2 beautiful children 9) How many?2 10) Would you consider adoption?yes 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?Tell me. 12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?Sometimes 13) Do you want someone you cant have?no 14)Do you believe love at first sight exists?Yes I do. 15) Do you believe in celebrating anniverseries?yes 16) Do you believe that you can change someone?NO.

Relationships
So, this is dedicated to all the ladies I know who have expressed an above-platonic interest in me over the last few months. You know who you are. I found you attractive, asked you out. You turned me down for some bullshit reason. Scratch that. You never legitimately turned me down. You told me you liked me, but I was "Like, too nice a guy. You know what I mean. Right?" Fucking bullshit. I was there for you no matter what. I got pissed at you and the way you treated me and talked behind my back. I always forgave you. Because I thought you were a good person at heart and looked past my likes at my character. Well, looks like you can only do that when you see me as a friend, and when it comes to relationship talk, you fucking go "Blind" and would rather date a pure asshole that you know will fuck you over, but you're in denial cause he's "Such a freaking' hottie.

So I'm Pretty Sure I Hate Field Day...
It's retarded. But you know I have mixed feelings here... 1. Treat us like fucking adults!!! There is no one here under the age of 18, so why does the MC have to play "mommy" and inspect our living quarters. I've owned my own place before this. It is degrading to me... BAH Of course then you have the dipshits that make their living space unlivable. If it weren't for those few nasty people I wouldn't be forced to undergo stupid ass inspections every week... I'm just irritated.... But I feel a little better now... Iraq is just 9 days and counting...

Ashley's New Career - Very Long Erotic Story Part 1
Chapter 1 Ashley Long glanced up from her desk in the tiny cubical to the clock on the wall by the door. Still another half hour until quitting time. She sighed and pressed the answer button to take the next customer in the never-ending stream of incoming calls at the busy call center where she worked. She took three more calls, none of which improved her mood, then looked back up at the clock. Two minutes past five. She was officially a person again. She logged off her workstation and removed her headset, pulling it carefully from her long, wavy blonde hair. She shook her head slightly to untangle her hair, then stowed the headset in the top drawer of the desk she shared with three other women. Christ, she hated this place! A familiar voice spoke up from behind her. “Are you coming out with us for drinks, Ash?” She turned around to see her friend and roommate, Debbie pulling her light spring jacket on. “Sure,” Ashley replied as she stood up and stretched her stiff muscles. Her hair fl

Questions Of The Heart?
In the past year, I have had a few realtionships. My frist boyfriend was one of my bestfriends.We dated for about 6 mons, up until the time I caught him cheating and talking to other girls on myspace. My second boyfriend I met him at a bar. We dating for 6 weeks, before I found out he was smokeing pot. He should have told me frist. Before, I caught him useing it. My third boyfriend I met him about a year ago after me and my exhusband spilt up. We dated for about 3 mons. Then I found out he was only comeing around to get only what is in between my legs. My opions on this would be: I am hate a liar, cheater, and user. I rather have be made love to my mind first before making love to my heart or body. Why are most men like this? Why do bad guys make good guys look bad? Why do women like me run away from a good man? Will I ever find my soulmate? Will I ever remarry again? Will I ever overcome the trauma I have been experienced? The answers to all the quest

For The Ladies On Lost Cherry Call Me Big Poppa
I love it when you call me big poppa the show stopper the big bopper the head rocker. Let me wrap my 18 inch arms around you and keep you save and warm. If you tired of the boney little wimps that don’t know how to treat you. Don’t look any further, cause here come big poppa. Let me love you down all, night kissing you from head to toe, slowing making love to you all night long. After that your always love big poppa

What My Birth Month Means
Your Birth Month is October You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love Your gemstone: Tourmaline Your flower: Cosmos Your colors: White and yellow What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Dont Miss Me Too Much
well, as of tomorrow at noon, i am gone, heading out for the weekend. dont miss me too much yall. love yas and i love this site. best one on the web. anyway, yea, im outtie and ill be back sometime around supper time sunday. have a great weekend yall *hugs and kisses*

Fall Away
fall away on my last day take me down and pierce my side living life thru a lie try and control me and see what you get a stab in the back a liars content situations arise that cant be explained hide in the past to escape from the shame knife my back everyday patience and calm will guide my way and bring me to the path of the damned never to return home again this life im in is one i can change the broken pieces I can arrange ill get back to the person I see the one that lives deep inside me

How Honest I Am
You Are Very Honest You tell it like it is, no matter what. Even if the truth hurts, you'll dish it out. And while some may get hurt by your honesty... At least everyone knows where you stand! How Honest Are You?

Feeling Like Dieing...... Blah
Hmmmm Today I'm feeling very very errr terrable more so now .... exaustion beyond belife .... poor spelling .... eyes feel like they are poping out of their sockets.... the god awful head aches .... is it my hyper tension.... monster energy overdose.... lack of masterbation.... oopse tried the masterbation thing didnt work ... Just another day at the office ..... Another week wasted away .. oooh well here is another link to another picture album .. hope you all enjoy.... http://ImageEvent.com/bspow1/random

Poem2
I loved you to depts previously unknown to me I wanted you for who you were and for what you were Did i let you in too soon? You say no, I feel yes I did not think I would let anyone ever come into me that deep ever again, You went so much deeper then anyone ever did, You went through and my last defences returned to dust infront of your eyes Salt water welts in my eyes when I think of you, Of the lost love between us. Was it all a castle in the sky, Where did things unrepairably go wrong? All I can say is that I loved you like I never have loved before I have felt feelings for you that were completely new for me. At our closest moments I felt as one with you, Thousands of miles apart yet together... I never wanted it to come to this my love this hurts so much I know tomorrow is another day and everything will look different Yet I know it will be a while before this aching passes away, do not feel guilty my love this happend for a reason. I cannot help fe

My Heart
My heart Lately it seems my heart has become an impenetrable fortress, some have tried and failed. It is not that I do not want love for I long to be loved and love someone wholeheartedly. Feeling my face blush whenever I think of them and what I want to do with them, the emotions I want to experience with them. I smile when I remember how it was to be woken up by a voice saying I love you, I miss it... Yet I am so scared to allow anyone come in out of fear to get hurt, will the curse of fear keep hounding me? Have I not progressed enough to cross the bridge? Maybe all I need is a special someone to open the doors to my heart and make me feel again. Special ladies I have encountered yet before they got the chance I made sure my doors were closed firmly. Enjoying the brief moments of hope they gave me, why did I not let them enter? Is making them believe in themselves, all I am supposed to do? Where they not right? Was I not ready? I do not know this... Maybe there

Love 2004
love 2004 Love can have so many faces, from deep true meaningful love between 2 partners, To a bonding love between friends to the love of a partner for a child. Love can overcome many boundaries, Love can heal many wounds, Love however can also make wounds and reduce the strongest person to rubble, Love is what we all want, The sort of love that will never die, that will make us stronger, Many times we have been hurt in the name of love, Every time the pain hurts like never before. Yet we keep opening our hearts for it, Why? Because it is what can make our lives complete. I for one cannot imagine anything more wonderful then to wake up next to her and gaze in her eyes, Reach out together for heights of passion and ecstasy, savoring the bond and intimacy between us. Hear our hearts beat into tune; know that whatever comes our way, together we will overcome it. Growing old together, seeing our kids grow and see their kids grow up, whilst our bond gets stronger and s

Comments!!
Keep em cummin especially on my adult pix, I love reading comments + both u and I gain poits..I appreciate all the comments so far, but for those who havent or haden't gotten a chance to please do it. Love Mike "The Pussy Pleaser"

Lost Cherry
Young and Old But not Underaged so if you are then you must leave Lost Cherry that's what they say . This place is cool this place is awesome by afar you can make new friends here and not even have to go to a bar . Just bring your " Lost Cherry " drink and sit right down and begin to chat with one . Roll up a joint if it tickles your fancy , But you must post a pic that's not to Nasty . I am female who don't mind a set of good tits or a man with pierced nips . I will never post a such for My Body isn't the best . But , it's okay for you to send me your chest . Lost Cherry I must Confess I lost mine many years ago on a summers day...... That's when Mine went " POP " and it was Lost right away ! Then I found a tasty drink sort of just like me look on Lost Cherry website for the recipe !!! LOL ... well had to find a ending to this somehow ..hehehe

Top Ten Things Women Would Do If They Woke Up And Had A Penis For A Day...
TOP TEN THINGS WOMEN WOULD DO IF THEY WOKE UP AND HAD A PENIS FOR A DAY... 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem. 3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks. 2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement. 1. Repeat number 9......

Top Ten Things Men Would Do If They Woke Up With A Vagina For A Day...
TOP TEN THINGS MEN WOULD DO IF THEY WOKE UP WITH A VAGINA FOR A DAY... 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do the splits. 7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet. 6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time. 4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too. 1. Finally find that damned G-spot.

Top 10 Signs Your Family Is Stressed...
TOP 10 SIGNS YOUR FAMILY IS STRESSED... 10. Conversations often begin with "Put the gun down, and then we can talk". 9. The school principal has your number on speed-dial. 8. The cat is on Valium. 7. People have trouble understanding your kids, because they learned to speak through clenched teeth. 6. You are trying to get your four-year-old to switch to decaffeinated. 5. The number of jobs held down by family members exceeds the number of people in the family. 4. No one has time to wait for microwave TV dinners. 3. "Family meetings" are often mediated by law enforcement officials. 2. You have to check your kid's day-timer to see if he can take out the trash. 1. Maxwell House gives you industrial rates.

Mother's Day
A Mother's Day Breakfast: When I was 7 years old...I decided that my Mom deserved the best Mother's Day Present that I could get or do for her. With no money, no real artistic skills (she had already gotten the Crayon on Construction Paper Card I had made in 1st Grade), the only thing left was to make her Breakfast in Bed. My brother was still sleeping and my father had gone out to get the Sunday Paper and some flowers. I told my mom that I was going to surprise her for "her" day. She had to stay in bed. Now the only appliance I was allowed and knew how to operate was the toaster. I got out the Wonder White Bread took two slices. After sliding the toaster away from the wall a bit on the counter, I gingerly placed the two slices of bread into the slots and plunked down the lever. Soon my mom would be enjoying the toast that I had made for her. I went to the refrigerator and took out the butter tray and began looking for some jam or jelly. I moved jars around...looked behi

One Wish
ONE WISH AT THE PEARLY GATES; A bus carrying only ugly people crashes into an oncoming truck, and everyone inside dies. As they stand at the Pearly Gates waiting to enter Paradise and meet their maker, God decides to grant each person one wish because of the grief they have experienced. They're all lined up, and God asks the first one what the wish is. "I want to be gorgeous," and so God snaps His fingers, and it is done. The second one in line hears this and says "I want to be gorgeous too." Another snap of His fingers and the wish is granted. This goes on for a while with each one asking to be gorgeous, but when God is halfway down the line, the last guy in the line starts laughing When there are only ten people left, this guy is rolling on the floor, laughing his head off. Finally, God reaches this last guy and asks him what his wish will be. The guy eventually calms down and says: "Make 'em all ugly again. NEXT TIME YOU'RE LAST IN LINE. BE HAPPY

Are Women Attracted To "nice" Guys?
Are Women Attracted to "NICE" guys? Current mood: awake Category: Romance and Relationships Are Women Attracted To "Nice" Guys? -------------------------------------------------- To safely and permanently exclude yourself from future mailings just click the link at the end of this newsletter. To sign yourself up for this complimentary e-letter, visit www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com -------------------------------------------------- >QUICK NOTE: As you've probably already guessed, women are NOT usually ATTRACTED to "nice" guys. If you're too much of a nice guy, and you'd like to learn how to communicate with women in a way that makes them feel ATTRACTION for you, then do yourself a huge favor, and read THIS now: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/SexualCommunication/ ***QUESTION*** Hi Dave, I recently bought your ebook because I have met a girl that i am really into and I must make it work with her. You are probably busy but Im going to gi

The Big Mistake That Makes Men Withdraw
The Big Mistake That Makes Men Withdraw Current mood: exhausted Category: Romance and Relationships Dear Crystal, Tons of women do this one thing. And it must leave them feeling awful... I wonder if you do it too? I'm talking about women who hide their true feelings from a man and fear sharing their desire for a closer relationship and for love. Ever felt this way? It happens when you won't communicate directly with a man about your feelings because you think you'll "scare him away". Unfortunately, you're right... it could scare him away IF you don't know how to communicate with a man in a way that gets him to listen to you and not hear what his fears want him to hear. The way you talk to a man about a relationship turns out to be THE BIGGEST MISTAKE ANY WOMAN CAN MAKE WITH A MAN. I'll come back to this giant mistake in just a quick second... First, I'd like to talk about what I've seen in the dating world as a guy and share a FASCINATING

Why Do I Need A Subject?????????
You Are Scooter Brainy and knowledgable, you are the perfect sidekick. You're always willing to lend a helping hand. In any big event or party, you're the one who keeps things going. "15 seconds to showtime!"The Muppet Personality Test

Fall
You can feel it in the crisp morning air. Fall is near in the bluegrass state. I love this time of the year. I can not wait to go for a drive and look at all the colors God has gave for us to view. Soon the trees will show us what we have been waiting for all summer. The beautiful colors we so want to see. Pumpkins will be ready, wine for the tasting. Pumpkin pie to smell and of course to eat. Ahhh the world is still a great place to be. Just think about all the fun we had growing up and jumping into the pile of leaves our parents had just raked up. Yea I know, I had to rake them too. But I never got into trouble if I raked them. lol Going for a walk along the river or riding the bike off the beaten path. Life is so so wonderful to be living. Try to take a time out this year and take in the sites. We never know what tomorrow might bring.

Notice
I am devoted to helping children. I was sexually abused and kidnapped as a young child. My mother had a fling and decided to screw around with the wrong guy. All children need a father and a mother. If your lacking either find a father or uncle who you can trust that will help and vice versa for the men. When you see my amber alerts use them. Take them to your myspace page and exploit these screenshots I send out. Lets find these children so they can inherit an earth like we have done. Thanks Chronykle

How To Get Her Number?
How to get her number? Current mood: exhausted Category: Romance and Relationships How To "Approach" Her & Get Her Number -------------------------------------------------- To safely and permanently exclude yourself from future mailings just click the link at the end of this newsletter. To sign yourself up for this complimentary e-letter, visit www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com -------------------------------------------------- >NOTE: If you'd like to learn how to approach women in every situation... start conversations without rejection... and get a woman's number and email FAST... then go and check THIS out now: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/ApproachingWomen/ ***QUESTION*** Hey Dave, I'm a 27 year old guy that has been single and dateless for long enough, so I decided to "do something about it!" I purchased your DYDating book about a month ago because I knew my "wussy ways" had to go. My problem wasn't approaching hot women, it's been w

Why Men Leave After The "honeymoon" Is Over
Why Men Leave After The "Honeymoon" Is Over Current mood: awake Category: Writing and Poetry I'm about to tell you something about love that tons of men are going to be angry at me for telling you... I'll be "letting the cat out of the bag" with what lots of men REALLY think and feel when it comes to lasting love and relationships. And why they're so often afraid of them, or just bad at being in one. But let me ask you first- Have you ever been in love? I'm not talking about the "obsessive- psycho-can't-stop-calling-him-jealous-of- his-girlfriend-think-you're-getting-married- and-he-barely-knows-your-name love. Sorry, you're on your own there...lol There's a term for this - a "bunny-boiler" like in that movie Fatal Attraction. No, that's NOT the love I'm talking about. I'm talking about the kind of love where you and a man connect and feel for each other on such a deep level that it's shared in all kinds of generous and intense ways. And d

How To Increase A Womans Desire For You?
How to increase a womans desire for you? Current mood: optimistic Category: Romance and Relationships >NEWS JUST IN: If you're interested in the topic of DESIRE, and how to make a woman feel it for you, then you need to learn how ATTRACTION works. If you don't know this amazing secret, then you might want to check THIS out before you read the rest of this newsletter: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e//SexualCommunication/ >>>QUESTION OF THE WEEK: You are a saint. A giant among insects... Ok, maybe not, but it gets through the obligatory ass- kissing since you have helped me so much. Let me begin... I've had my eyes on this particular girl for quite some time, and I could tell she was already into me quite a bit, but we had never made anything of it. Last week, she decided to "be bold" and ask ME out, instead of the other way around (you can see I'm already doing something right). She asked if I wanted to go see a movie some time; instead of fr

Using "body Language" To Attract Women
Using "Body Language" To Attract Women Current mood: devious When I first started learning how to meet women, one of the things I wanted to learn was how to "flirt" with women. I had read in books that women show different types of "signals" when they're attracted to a man, and I wanted to learn how to both flirt with women, AND "read" these signals so I'd know when it was working. Well, it took me a long time to figure out, but I finally realized that most of the stuff in these books about "flirting" and other "body language" was a total waste of my time. Why? Because I didn't know the FIRST THING about how to create ATTRACTION inside of a woman. Well, the good news is that I finally figured out the "trick" to using this thing called "body language" to make women feel ATTRACTION... and once I did, then all this stuff about "flirting" made sense. Better yet, it started to really WORK. The bottom line is that if you'd like to learn the secret of how to

Dating After A Break Up Or Divorce
Dating After A Break up or Divorce Current mood: good Category: Romance and Relationships Have you recently had a relationship end and felt like you couldn't completely "move on"... even though you want to and you know it's over? And, is there something you STILL don't understand about what happened, why it ended, or what his "deal" was... and even though you want to get past it, it keeps coming up in your mind? Do you still think about what you could have done differently? Not just so that the next time around your new relationship will work much, much better... But maybe, deep down, you secretly wish that things had worked out differently and you could get back to that loving, connected place with the man you were with before things went "wrong" and he started acting different around you. If you've ever felt this way, then keep reading. There are a few different break-up "scenarios". Here are the 3 general ones: 1. You initiate the break up

Can "average" Guys Attract Hot Women?
Can "Average" Guys Attract HOT Women? Current mood: calm Category: Romance and Relationships Can "Average" Guys Attract HOT Women? >QUICK THOUGHT: None of us wants to be thought of as "average"... and women aren't attracted to guys that they think are "average". The secret isn't to be something you're not. The secret is to take what's NOT average about you, and make it STRONGER. If this makes sense, and you'd like to learn more about it, then take a second and check this out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ I have a question for you... What do you REALLY WANT when it comes to the area of your life called "Women and Dating"? Could you explain it to me if I called you up on the phone in 5 minutes and asked you? In other words, do you REALLY, REALLY know just what it is that you're looking for? If you're like most guys that I talk to, you probably couldn't tell me. Or if you did tell me, it would be clear that you hadn't t

Candy From A Stranger - Erotic Story
Candy From a Stranger, by B The most powerful force affecting the lives of human beings is thought. One thought by itself is like a gentle passing breeze, but the same thoughts repeated over and over take on the full force of a hurricane, destroying anything that stands in the way of those thoughts becoming reality. Such was the effect of my thoughts about Joel. He had a girlfriend in waiting; but we had shared fantasies. We had in very explicit terms described the things we wanted to do to each other. He was down to earth type of guy and had shown he was caring and compassionate towards me, and yet the things he described were so fascinating and exotic. Somehow that made the fantasy all the more intoxicating. Over and over my thoughts returned to those things. I knew it was only a matter of time. I had agreed to meet him. We discussed “rules” and expectations. We explained safe words and how they worked. I said, “No. No safe words. You won’t get the complete experience if you

Why Men Sleep With Women Then Pull Away
Why Men Sleep With Women Then Pull Away Current mood: sleepy Category: Romance and Relationships Dear Friends, This time I'm responding to an email I got from a woman who recently bought my ebook. I think you'll "feel her pain" and see why I wanted to respond to her. She's going through that dreaded situation I've seen lots of women deal with where she was dating a guy and became "physical" with him, but then he quickly pulled away. Want to know what's going on with a man in this situation and what he's thinking? And what to do about it? Keep reading... >>>> Question From A Reader Hi Christian I've just bought your book....I'm from Thailand and I appreciated your book so much. Unfortunately, I read the lesson about Thinking in Time Frames where you taught how to let a man wait for sex... but I've already made that mistake and had sex with him. I want a more serious relationship and I told him afterwards, but as you told me he would, he

Bar Jokes
A businessman enters a tavern, sits down at the bar, and orders a double martini on the rocks. After he finishes the drink, he peeks inside his shirt pocket, then orders the bartender to prepare another double martini. After he finishes that it, he again peeks inside his shirt pocket and orders the bartender to bring another double martini. The bartender says, "Look, buddy, I'll bring ya' martinis all night long - but you gotta tell me why you look inside your shirt pocket before you order a refill." The customer replies, "I'm peeking at a photo of my wife. When she starts to look good, I know it's time to go home." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A woman in the bar says that she wants to have plastic surgery to enlarge her breasts. Her husband tells her, "Hey, you don't need surgery to do that. I know how to do it without surgery." The lady asks, "How do I do it without surgery?" "Just rub toilet paper between them." St

Nice Guys Vs. Bad Boys: Who Do You Love?
Nice Guys vs. Bad Boys: Who Do You Love? Current mood: curious Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes Nice Guys vs. Bad Boys: Who Do You Love? -------------------------------------------------- You're getting this e mail because you've signed up at www.catchhimandkeephim.com To be left out of getting this email, and all future emails, just go to the very bottom of the page and exclude yourself. No tricks. You'll be removed and not contacted again. Thanks. -------------------------------------------------- You're about to spend the most useful 5 minutes you've ever spent on improving your future love life. Read this.... There's something I want you to do that I KNOW will improve your natural ability to read into a man's behavior and his mind. And learning to do this homework could mean the difference between being HAPPY & IN-LOVE or LONELY & SINGLE. Whoa... that's pretty intense - I'll tone it down for a sec and give you something to take your mind to o

"big Mistake" Women Make That Can Push A Man Away And Make Him Withdraw
"Big Mistake" Women Make That Can Push A man Away and Make him withdraw Current mood: happy Category: Romance and Relationships The "Big Mistake" Women Make That Can Push A Man Away And Make Him Withdraw... -------------------------------------------------- You're getting this e mail because you've signed up at www.catchhimandkeephim.com To be left out of getting this email, and all future emails, just go to the very bottom of the page and exclude yourself. No tricks. You'll be removed and not contacted again. Thanks. -------------------------------------------------- Tons of women do this one thing. And it must leave them feeling awful... I wonder if you do it too? I'm talking about women who hide their true feelings from a man and fear sharing their desire for a closer relationship and for love. Ever felt this way? It's happens when you won't communicate directly with a man about your feelings because you think you'll "scare him away". U

Social Rant 1
I feel that there is something greatly wrong with me… I cannot seem to shake this feeling of drowning… It is as if everything is coming at me all at once, as if time has been removed from space and I am caught in the backlash. I can begin to feel the edges of my world becoming soft and brittle. This is not brought about by one thing, but by everything. I am seeing more and more stupidity every day with increasing alarm and it seems as if people just don’t notice. I continue to see the society I live in spiral downward while everyone is only concerned with themselves. All they want is to be entertained, mindlessly cowed into a sense of complacent obedience. I heard it put best by Glenn Beck on the AM radio this morning and it deeply disturbed me. He said that if we put criminals in to be fed to lions, child molesters mainly, and televised it that we as a nation would watch it and eat it up. I see this as a very true statement. He also said that because of this and all the “all about me”

3 "big Mistakes" Guys Make On Dates
3 "Big Mistakes" Guys Make On Dates Current mood: amused Category: Romance and Relationships "Big Mistakes" Guys Make On Dates -------------------------------------------------- To safely and permanently exclude yourself from future mailings just click the link at the end of this newsletter. To sign yourself up for this complimentary e-letter, visit www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com -------------------------------------------------- >If you'd like to see all of the different programs I've put together to help you learn how to attract and meet women, then take a minute and look at this... http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ >>>QUESTION FROM A READER: Hello, I am reading your book now and it's great, the cocky guy thing is working 100%. I actually got 5 ..'s in 4 days! WOW :) Thanks! My Q is, I met a girl online, she gave me her .., I called her we met, got dinner, drinks, then made out! Cool stuff! She says she is having the greatest ti

Untitled
I can smell her enter the room even before I hear her foot steps. It’s more of a preternatural sense as I can feel her when she is near and smell her when she is in the same room as me. I watch her in my head with my eyes closed as she walks through the room. The picture of her in my mind follows her through the room and into the adjoining hallway. I open my eyes to catch her elegant stride exit the room briefly glancing back towards me with a playful smile. This day has been months in the making. Courting her, being there for her, showing her love, care and compassion to make her love me like she has loved no other. I have given her my time, shared with her my past, given her my heart all for this night. Tonight she will be mine, totally mine. I rise from the couch to follow her down the hallway and into the bathroom where she has started a shower for herself. Tonight I will be joining her, she has given me all the signals. I open the bathroom door and am greeted by a thick wall of

"critical Mistakes" Men Make When Approaching Women
"Critical Mistakes" Men Make When Approaching Women Current mood: giggly Category: Romance and Relationships "Critical Mistakes" When Approaching Women A HUGE MISTAKE YOU'RE PROBABLY MAKING RIGHT NOW WHEN YOU APPROACH WOMEN Let me ask you something... When you approach or start talking to a woman that you're "interested" in, what is your attitude toward her? How do you treat her? What are you THINKING ABOUT? Do you start the interaction by trying to figure out if she's single? Do you assume that she probably has a boyfriend and look for hints that she doesn't? Do you try to pretend like you're not interested in her "in that way" and instead try to be casual about it until you get signals from her? Do you even THINK about your strategy for how to talk to a woman at all? MOST GUYS ARE UNAWARE OF WHAT THEY'RE DOING Most of us guys are running around doing things that we're not even AWARE of. Or if we are aware of what we're DOING, we're NOT awa

Compliments Or No Compliments?
COMPLIMENTS OR NO COMPLIMENTS? Current mood: calm Category: Life COMPLIMENTS OR NO COMPLIMENTS? To compliment or not to compliment... that is the question. Women tell us they want us to compliment them. Your mom told you to be nice to girls, right? And we guys like to really "turn up" the Compliments when we LIKE a woman... But here's the question: Do compliments create ATTRACTION when you first meet a woman? Most of the time the answer is NO. I have a word for guys who like to give women lots of compliments when they first meet her. That word is WUUSSY. Recently, I got an email from a woman about this very topic that I thought would be the perfect way to introduce this and explain WHY compliments are not the way to build attraction... ***QUESTION*** I agree that your "funny/cocky" routine works very well and women are attracted to it. Yet, I have to disagree with you on one aspect, women LOVE to be complimented. They live for it. Why

10 Mistakes Most Men Make
10 Mistakes Most Men Make Current mood: content Category: Romance and Relationships *A Special Offer For Single Men Only... **** .The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU Probably Make With Women. And What To Do About It....* *Here Are The Top Ten Reasons Why Men Fail With Women.And How To Make Sure YOU Avoid Every One Of These Deadly Common Mistakes... * *MISTAKE ..1: Being Too Much Of A .Nice Guy.* Have you ever noticed that the really attractive women never seem to be attracted "nice" guys? Of course you have. Just like me, I'm sure you've had attractive female friends that always seemed to date "jerks"... but for some reason they were never romantically interested in YOU. What's going on here? It's actually very simple... Women don't base their choices of men on how "nice" a guy is. They choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them. And guess what? Being nice doesn't make a woman FEEL that powerful ATTRACT

Please Let Me Know?
Okay as most of you know I am going to Japan for 5 weeks, I plan to blog the whole time there, BUT should I keep it in my regular blog, or Create a new one. The reason I ask, is that my job takes me all over the place, and I am thinking of creating a blog for my travels.... Okay well please let me know, and I'll make a desision tuesday night before I leave!!!!!! Also if you could, please think of a name if you would like to see it in a seperate blog....I'm thinking: MY TRAVELS ....generic I know but hey that's why I am posing the question! -Fred "PHREDDIE" Jr.

During The First 60 Seconds Of Dateing
During the first 60 seconds of dateing Current mood: giggly Category: Romance and Relationships During the first sixty days of dating: 1) Do not come on heavy - keep it light This means: Don't tell her how pretty she is or how much you like her or that you'd like to see her again. Keep it positive Branden. Keep her laughing. Give her no more than one compliment per date. No gifts and no flowers, all of which she experiences as appeals for her approval. (Don't try to impress her.) Don't talk about your feelings for her or your romantic Interest Level. Instead, let her wonder where she stands with you. Remain mysterious. 2) Do not touch her - let her do all the touching If a girl likes you, she will automatically begin to touch you and will increase the frequency of touching as she spends more time with you. If you try to raise her Interest Level by touching HER a lot, your actions will backfire. You will inhibit her impulse to touch YOU. She will begin to feel uncomfort

Godsmack-bleeding Me
Way, way down inside there's a hollow soul An emptiness shatters tomorrow And I find it hard to breathe for me in your company Seems I've been taken for granted And you're breaking and bleeding me down to nothing It's tearing me down You're breaking me and bleeding me down to nothing Yeah! Maybe, this time baby it's meant to be No more suffocating you or me, oh yeah And I payed the price but you sentencing me to life And I feel I bought in my time And you're breaking and bleeding me down to nothing It's tearing me down You're breaking me and bleeding me down to nothing Again You're breaking me And bleeding me Again You're bleeding me, you're bleeding me And you're breaking and bleeding me down to nothing You're tearing me down You're breaking me and bleeding me down to nothing You're tearing me, tearing me down again Tearing me down again You're breaking me and bleeding me Bleeding me again

5 Mistakes Women Make With Men
5 Mistakes Women Make With Men Current mood: chipper Category: Romance and Relationships 5 Mistakes Women Make With Men: 1. Calling him more times than he calls you When you first meet a man, you're all excited about the potential of what could be. But hold your horses. If you appear desperate then you will make yourself less appealing to him. Understand that men like a chase. I'm not talking about playing games with a man's emotion. I'm talking about allowing him to pursue you so that later on he can tell all his friends how he 'slow walked you down'. Men just have this hunter mentality. This makes a man want to seek out and capture his prey. The last thing a hunter wants is his prey all up in face begging to be captured. Do him and you a favor and make yourself scarce. Go to the grocery store. Go to a friend's house. Or go to the local boys or girl's club and do some volunteer work. It doesn't matter so much where you make yourself scarce. Men l

10 Biggest Mistakes Men Make With Woman In A Relationship
10 biggest mistakes men make with woman in a relationship Current mood: amused Category: Romance and Relationships YOU just don't understand. When spoken by the woman in their life, these four words have the power to stop Black men cold. Whether screamed in the middle of a heated argument or sobbed at the end of what was supposed to be a romantic evening, Brothers say they have learned to fear the statement. Why? Because, as many will admit, more often than not it is absolutely true. "What did I do wrong?" is a question asked time and time again by Black men of all ages who are genuinely puzzled when certain complaints arise over and over in their romantic relationships. In many cases, the answer can be found in the list below. To compile it, we listened to experts and Sisters across the country who explained what they believe are the 10 biggest mistakes Black men make in relationships. Here are the most illuminating and oft-repeated responses: 1 TREATING HIS WIFE/WOMAN L

Lc Vs. Myspace
I have been on LC for only a month and most people on here seem to care about your feeling so much more then the people I know on MySpace where I have been for 1 and a half years. You people are so cool and please let's not let this site turn into a MySpace. Chris

Catch Us If Ya Can
In our new Business we do have the best of two worlds , That is Travel Is our Business, just starting but loving it already. Stay posted as we Travel We`ll Post those Pic`s have a great Day Mac Artic http://transputerservices.winningwithcoastal.com/ http://transputerservices.isagenix.com/

Canadian? Hit Me Up! Not Canadian? Hit Me Up!
Having lots of fun on LC, but having trouble finding other Canucks on here. Not a complaint, but it's sometimes nice to talk to someone who understands the movie 'Men With Brooms' or the symbolism of the beaver (ummm...the animal, not the body part...though we might have a unique take on the beaver as a body part...).

Man Named Sarge
Today while at my family reunion I met a man known simply as Sarge. He wasn't with our family, he was with his Church who come out to that park every Sunday for lunch and to also give food to the homeless who stay in the Park. It was only when Duckee and I decided to go for a walk after we were so stuffed full of food that we met this man. He stopped to ask us about our piercings, like so many that day had already done. He told us about one of his son's who has an eyebrow piercing. He asked if it was any different from his time, that when you got into a fight people went to rip out your piercings if possible. We answered his question and told him how it was no different now then it was back then. From there the man named Sarge went into his life. Not too involved at first, just enough to start up a conversation about his life as it is now. He is a recovering drug addict and lives in what I believe to be a half way home with 3 other men. Two of which are black, one of which is

Forever Love
Have you ever loved someone so much that you would give anything in the world for them? No matter what they did or said you could never stop loving them every second and of every minute of your life. Have you ever had a person in your life that knows you better then anyone else and you know them just as well and no matter how much you try you can never find anything that you dislike about that person? The thought of this person makes you smile and feel all warm and fuzzy inside and the thought of being with them and being with them makes you cry tears of joy. Have you ever cared or loved for someone more then words could ever say? You would do absolutely anything to see this person happy and even if it was with someone else you would still be happy for them if they were truly happy. Have you ever loved someone so much you would be absolutely devastated if they were to even just get angry with you or if you never talked to them again? You wouldn't be able to go on with your life if they

Wth.
Know what I hate more than almost anything else in the world? When people have to fucking copy everything that you fucking do. Can't anybody out there develop their OWN personality, and think for themselves instead of fucking copying every move someone else makes? Rawr. I want to smack the fuck out of some people sometimes. I *HATE* When someone copies me, yeah I know I should be flattered that someone wants to "be me" but fuck that. I'd rather be myself, and have my OWN personality, and make my OWN choices than copy someone elses. I'll stop bitching now =] I just had to get that out.

Minutes Of Gold
Two or three minutes - two or three hours , what do they mean in this life of ours ? Not very much if counted as time but minutes of gold and hours of sublime If only we'll use them once in awhile to make someone Happy - make someone smile . A minute may dry a little lad's tears A Hour swept aside many troubled years . Minutes of my time may bring to an end Hopelessness somewhere , and bring me a friend .

Native Indian's Words Read Up On This
Dio creò terra per gli Indiani ed era come se avesse disteso un panno. Sopra vi mise gli Indiani. Sono stati creati qui, su questa terra e allora cominciarono a scorrere i fiumi. Poi Dio creò i pesci nei fiumi diede la vita alla selvaggina sulle montagne e ordinò che si moltiplicasse. Poi il Creatore diede la vita a noi Indiani. Ce ne andavamo in giro e quando vedevamo pesci e selvaggina sapevamo che erano stati creati per noi. Dio creò radici e bacche perché le donne le raccogliessero. Dio ci ha creati perché vivessimo qui ed era nostro diritto cacciare e pescare finché io e mio nonno riusciamo a tornare indietro nel tempo con la memoria

Native Indian's
Guardate, fratelli è arrivata la primavera ! La terra riceve l'abbraccio del sole e presto vedremo i frutti di questo amore. Ogni seme si risveglia e tutti gli animali ricominciano a vivere. Anche la nostra vita viene da questa forza misteriosa e quindi accordiamo ai nostri vicini persino agli animali dei dintorni il diritto di vivere nel nostro paese. Ma ora ascoltatemi gente ! Ora abbiamo a che fare con qualcosa di diverso: una gente, tanto fragile e piccola quando i nostri padri la incontrarono per la prima volta è cresciuta e avanza pretese. Hanno disposizione per l'agricoltura. La gioia per il possesso è per loro una vera mania. Questa gente si è posta molte leggi che i ricchi possono infrangere e i poveri no. Da noi pretendono nostra madre la terra. Fratelli, dobbiamo arrenderci o dire loro: dovrete uccidermi prima di impossessarvi della mia patria !

Thursday Questions
#1 State you live in #2 Fav vacation Spot #3 Who's your lost cherry sweetheart? #4 Celebrity crush? #5 If you could live anywhere in the World where would that be? Just some random questions i am bored feel free to ask me too :D

I Think You're The Father Of One Of My Kids.........
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices a beautiful blond woman,who waves at him and says "Hello." He's rather taken aback, because he can't place where he knows herfrom. So he says, "Do you Know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever beenunfaithful to his wife and says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching, while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???" She looks into his eyes and calmly says, "No, I'm your son's math teacher!"

Sunday
Just wanted to let you all know the season premiere of Extreme Makeover Home Edition is on this Sunday night on ABC. It is a 2 hour show based right here in North Pole, Alaska. I volunteered for 2 days and it was the most wonderful experience ever. Check out my photos in my album for a sneak peek. :)

Ftx Audi Murphy
I had my first ROTC training exercise this last weekend. We spent the whole weekend doing land navigation. Me and my partner had to find eight points in the day time and we had five hours to do so. We found seven out of eight but got one of them wrong. We came back with seven min to spair!! Then after dinner I got in a new group and we did night navigation. I got stuck with an idiot that wouldnt listen to anything i said so we only found three of our five points. One of which was wrong. We got to sleep at eleven thirty and i had to wake up at four for half hour fireguard. The next day we did training exercises to give the third years a chance to run a squad through an exercise. It was a blast and i cant wait till we have the next one!

Corey... : ( My First Tv Love...
Saturday, September 16th Ben Savage passed away at Memorial Hospital in Canton, Ohio at 10:47 pm. Savage was in a fatal accident sending him into a coma which he did not awake. Ben best known as Corey Matthews from the comedy sit com Boy Meets World was intoxicated during the accident which ultimately prevented his recovery. Rest In Peace Ben Savage, "Corey Matthews" You will be greatly missed. Ben SavageSeptember 13th, 1980- September 16th 2006

Here's A One-question Iq Test
Here's a one-question IQ Test to help you decide how you should spend the rest of your day...... There is a mute who wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the action of brushing one's teeth, he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done. Now, if there is a blind man who wishes to buy a pair of sunglasses, how should he express himself? give it up..provide comments!!

Erasers
Erasers are the neatest things of that there is no doubt . We may write a few wrong words that the Erasers will wipe out . You will find Erasers of a very different kind , Extremely helpful , if you will try to bear these facts in mind : When you bump someone in a crowd , Almost knocking her down A soft " I'm Sorry ! may being smiles and rub out that old frown. Apologies , Invariably , Obliterate mistakes ; three small words " I Love You " Can Erase the Worse Heartaches .

My Favorite Song
Mary J. Blige - Be Without You Lyrics I wanna be with you Gotta be with you Need to be with you I wanna be with you Gotta be with you Need to be with you 1st Verse: Chemistry was crazy From the get go Neither one of us Knew why We didn't build Nothin' over night Cause a love like this Takes some time People swore it off As a phase Said "We can't see that" Now top from bottom They see That we did that (Yes) It's so true that (Yes) We've been Through it (Yes) We got real sh.. (Yes) See, baby we've been Chorus: Too strong For too long And I can't Be without You baby And I'll Be waitin' up Untill you get home Cause I can't sleep Without you baby Anybody whose Ever loved you Knows just what I feel Too hard to fake it Nothin' can replace it Call the radio If you just can't Be without Your baby 2nd Verse: I got a question For ya See, I already Know the answer But still I wanna Ask you Would you lie? (No) Make me

Attention Please Read
Hey everyone i just wanted to say thnxs to those of u who've added me and let me add u i love this site its awesome ive met alot of kool new friends and hope to meet alot more cool people if you have yahoo messenger u can reach me on there too jered_hart, well hope to hear from you all soon thnxs for stopping by to read this

: )- Lucky For Me I'm A Gemini
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM88%Sex God78%A Romantic43%Virgin28%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

I'm An Angel What Are You?
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Mermaid75%Dragon75%Faerie75%Angel75%WereWolf50%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

A Drug That Mimics The Happy Effects Of Alcohol-
A British scientist's recent announcement that he had found a way to develop a drug that mimics the happy effects of alcohol--sociability and relaxation--without producing next-day headaches or ravaging the body sparked an immediate controversy. "Every sip of alcohol does rot your liver," said David Nutt, a professor of psychopharmacology at Bristol University, "and I think it would be preferable to have something that doesn't rot your liver" but makes you feel happy. Nutt said he had also come up with a way to instantly sober up from the fake drunk feeling--by taking a drug now used to treat tranquilizer overdoses. But while this cocktail of drugs (still in the theoretical research phase) may seem like a dream come true for anyone who has ever awoken with a splitting headache following a night of overindulgence, is taking a drug to produce a "good drunk" really a good idea? Wilkie Wilson, a professor of pharmacology and co-author of "Buzzed: The Straight Facts About the Most

Favorite Candy
Hello wild Cherries out there, I love meeting new friends, I love Chocolate covered cherries, so yummy.I also love reading and searching the web for great graphics and art, Bettie Page is my favorite pin-up girl of the 50s, so hott. Her beauty is timeless in her classic photos.I love anime pictures, havent seen very many anime cartoons, but enjoy hentai. LOL. I hope to meet new friends, and chat at ya later. Susi Q.

I Would Do All Of This
1. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. [She won't trust you if you do & it'll be awkward] 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other. [She always gets butterflies when you do it; it makes her feel like you want her] 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. [It makes her feel like you really love her.] 4. Cuddle with her. [She'll feel like your there for her] 5. Hug her from behind [It makes her feel special] 6. Write little notes. [She smiles. They're cute; The end] 7. Compliment her Honestly. [No girl likes a liar and no girl likes a person who lies about it when you compliment her] 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. [It makes her feel wanted] 9. Be super sweet to her. = ) [All girls like a super sweet guy] 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. [She'll go to bed with a smile] 11. Comfort her when she cries. [She'll feel like you'll ALWAYS be there for her] 12.Wipe away her tears [It'll show you'

The Wasp+
This is a narrative that I believe will reach the selfish and non-selfish alike. Anyone who has ever been stung by a wasp knows that this feeling is truly less than desirable :) , no matter how tough or rugged you may be it is one that you can do without :) . This insect is very aggressive, you do not have to attack its home for it to attack you, and it has no fear whatsoever. Its willingness to lay down its life for that one chance to inflect pain is something that has a lesson in it for us all. I say this in a sense that goes beyond a worldly view into the realm of a universal one. Imagine with me for one second outside of this box we live in. If there is a universal community, it would be one that has grown past all the fallacies we know, and into an entity that understands the truth of eternity and all that is within it. Now, as I was saying about the wasp, no mater how kind hearted you are, your natural defense mechanism will prompt you into destroying this insect out of fear of b

Poltergiest
In the place I am now my poltergeists arent mean more in to mischif but One house I did live in A person was murderd and he was an angry spirit and we had some rough incounters he would blow in your face he would move the chair right when you were going to sit in it One day while my husband was takeing our son to take a nap down stairs were the murder happend he was pushed down the stairs carring our son my husband feeling the push fell back and broke his tail bone and after that insident we moved we then were a fraid if he could push him and try to hurt them bad it wouldnt stop there. as we were packing to move we found bones from a hand in the upper part of the basemet wall were it was still dirt. we packed quicker and left. poltergeist (help·info) (German for noisy ghost) is a term for a supposed spirit or ghost that manifests by moving and influencing inanimate objects (rather than through visible presence or vocalization). Stories featuring poltergeists typically focus heavily on

Dedicated To : Steve Irwin
Days go by , Days go on Steve Irwin's children daughter Bindi and his son Bob will make sure his legacy will go on . Best friend Wes , producer and friend John will also be there too help carry on . Days go by , Days go on we the people need to help carry the legacy on . As Bindi said in her speech last night it is up to the people to help her Dad now , By Crickey we all shall learn how . Days go by Days go on let's make this world a better place put animals first and let's embrace . From Crocks to a little tiny Bug Steve Irwin gave them all a hug . So , next time you see a animal in distress think of Steve Irwin and what he'd do best . Keep the love that Steve Irwin had Bindi & Bob Millions of people loved your Dad ! We love you Mate !! Crocks Rule !! Lisa Irwin - Columbus , Ohio < No Relation > I just share a great human beings last name .

You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Angel100%Faerie100%Mermaid75%Dragon75%WereWolf50%Demon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Men Nude Pictues
Okay ladies, I need your help here. I am running out of ideas for pictures. Well, I am and I'm not. (grin) I would really like to know what the ladies of LC like to view when looking at mens pictures. Alot of you have viewed my "member" already. Not sure if females like looking at the same one over and over. I do not know if you like looking when it is soft or hard. What about back side nude or in some nice and tight wranglers? Many thanks to those who view and comment on my pictures and blogs. SOrry this one is not long. Not much to say on it though. Thanks again, Shazz

My Inner Power (quiz)
What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results) Empathy- Your inner power is Empathy! This means that you have a talent for identifying others emotions, often by simply glancing at them. You are EXTREMELY shy and quiet. People sometimes dont notice youre around and seem surprised to find out you even exist in a big class. Youre the often silent, goody two shoes, and few get passed the walls youve built up to stop yourself being hurt, as you no doubt have been in the past. Not everyone understands you, in fact some think that youre a snob or worse because you rarely participate in group activities. Youre extremely sensitive, even the least harsh of words can hurt you. Only your very few, closest friends who have earned your hard-to-get trust know who you really are inside; a sweet, gentle young woman who is lonely and so desperately needing friends to support you. You can get very depressed and not always know why, despite your power of

Lonely Tearz
A lonely tear flows silently down my cheek as i sit quietly on a bench in the park. My eyes wonder about catching glimpses of the things we used to do together. I stand as a cold drop of rain smashes down upon my face. As it slides down yet another tear rolls from my eyes caressing my cheek the way his smooth hands used to when we laid in bed together. walking silently i hold myself tightly as the rain drops grow faster and stronger. My paces now speed up as i try to avoid the rain. My tears have now blended into the rain that has smuthered my face. Reaching my home i run inside shaking off my wet clothes as i walk quickly thru a silent hall. My eyes close as i slide my wet body down the cold wall sitting.Sitting on the floor my tears begin to emerge from their hiding spot as i reminice of the times we had. Unanswered questions flood my head. Why this happen? What did i do wrong? Has it been a game from the begining? These are all things he must answer. I stand, sha

Body: 22 RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS Body: OKAY YOU OPENED IT.. NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT .. AND BE HONEST! 1) Single, Taken? 2) Are you happy with where you are? 3) When you meet the right person, did you fall fast? 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? 8) Do you want children? 9) How many? 10) Would you consider adoption? 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know? 12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? 13) Do you want someone you cant have? 14)Do you believe love at first sight exists? 15) Do you believe in celebrating anniverseries? 16) Do you believe that you can change someone? 17) If you could get married anywhere, where would it be? 18) Do you have feelings for someon

This Was Penned A While Ago But I Thought It Deserved Posting.....
I stand at the window and watch the parade, The clowns march by in their ignorant charade, The steps behind lands where the first had stood, They play follow my leader like cattle chewing cud, All eyes face to front, no chance to divert, Clown after cow, fool follows pervert, The outlook for the parade of man looks bleak, They have lost what it is to be new and unique, A clowns face stands out, I spot in the crowd, It's makeup is thin, it walks tall, walks proud, It's eyes look upward, stops, turns to see, Me by my window, leaves the parade, comes to me, I wipe away the tear, the makeup on the face, Of this innocent child, a victim of the race, This child who has left the safe foolish herd, Can now be set free, learn to fly like a bird, I open my arms, beckon the child inside, I surround them, I comfort, protect, and I guide, Another child saved, eyes open, now they see, Another lost innocent, another innocent set free

My New Name.
Hey y'all. As some of you know, I got a job in California recently as a model and I'm about to leave for that soon. Very very excited!! Like most actresses/actors, models and the like, I had to think of a "stage name" because you don't want to go by your real name. You could, but they strongly advise against it. As of this morning, my stage name that I will go by is Brandy Dallas. Has a nice ring to it. And, I REALLY sound like a Texan when I say it, lol. So, what do y'all think of my new alias? ;) Just for fun...If you were to think of a stage name for yourself, what would it be? Post your comments below. Love y'all! Have a great night. XOXOXO.

Va Services To Continue At Walla Walla, Washington
July 7, 2006 WASHINGTON – Veterans in the Walla Walla, Wash., area will be receiving a new, state-of-the-art outpatient facility for primary care, specialty care and mental health care from the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA), the Honorable R. James Nicholson, Secretary of Veterans Affairs, announced today while visiting Walla Walla. "Walla Walla veterans will get a modern outpatient facility that continues the high quality of care they receive from VA,” Nicholson said. “Veterans and their families can rest assured that a new world-class outpatient facility will be established.” Nicholson said the new facility will be located on the Walla Walla campus. As suggested by a local advisory panel, VA plans to use of the rest of the campus for housing and other services for veterans. “I want to thank the local advisory panel and the many leaders for their helpful input, including the Washington congressional delegation, veterans groups, state and local leaders, other stake

Va Rejects Proposal For Single Boston Medical Center
July 28, 2006 Other Consolidations to be Studied WASHINGTON – After a detailed, two-year examination of its Boston operations, the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) has rejected a proposal to close its four Boston hospitals and create a single medical center for the metropolitan area. “VA is committed to continuing world-class medical care that is convenient and accessible for Boston-area veterans,” said the Honorable R. James Nicholson, Secretary of Veterans Affairs. “VA will provide veterans with the care they need in the locations that make sense.” The secretary rejected consolidating all health care services at one location during the initial examination and has called for further study of several other options to modernize its facilities to meet the future needs of Boston veterans. Additional options include: * Shifting inpatient psychiatry and long-term care from VA’s Bedford facility to its Brockton medical center, while retaining outpatient care at Bedford;

This Could Explain Somethings
You Are 56% Abnormal You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul. You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. How Abnormal Are You?

Rating.....
Okay... now we're rating blogs... so this mean all my SEXIE readers are gonna start going through my blogs and leave me some 10's huh.... come on.... if you feel you're SEXIE hit that 10th cherry!!! you know you wanna... ok this is just an entry because I just noticed the ratings thingy up there... will post another Fabulious entry soon!!! *Hugs n Kissies* *~*PurteeLadee*~*

Va Secretary To Keep Manhattan, Brooklyn Facilities
August 11, 2006 Nicholson Pledges Modernization at St. Albans in Queens WASHINGTON -- Veterans in the New York City area will enjoy improved health care with a Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) commitment to retain existing medical centers in both Manhattan and Brooklyn while modernizing facilities at St. Albans in Queens, the Honorable R. James Nicholson, Secretary of Veterans Affairs, announced during a visit to New York City today. “VA is committed to continuing world-class medical care that is convenient and accessible for New York City veterans,” Nicholson said. “VA will provide veterans with the care they need in the locations that make sense.” Nicholson made the announcement on Mayor Michael Bloomberg’s weekly radio show. Underlying today’s decision about VA’s Manhattan and Brooklyn facilities was Nicholson’s determination to maintain access to care for veterans, as well as close ties to the medical schools of both New York University and the State Universit

Va, Florida Partner To Help Injured Veterans
September 1, 2006 WASHINGTON – To help severely wounded servicemembers get additional benefits from the state when they move from military hospitals to Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) medical facilities, VA is beginning a pilot project with Florida. The program will connect injured patients in that state with the Florida Department of Veterans’ Affairs (FDVA) Seamless Transition Program. The Honorable R. James Nicholson, Secretary of Veterans Affairs, announced today that VA has accepted a proposal by Florida Governor Jeb Bush to share information on those veterans who want to be contacted about Florida state benefits. “This is a promising extension of VA’s own transition assistance for those leaving military service,” said Nicholson. “If well received by Florida’s injured veterans, I hope we can partner with other states to make this long-term support possible for these most deserving veterans in other parts of the country.” In the VA-Florida program, VA will

Rating Profiles And Pics
Okay, I realize people get "points" whatever they're good for, but I'm getting tired profile comments that say "I rated you a 10. Please stop by my profile and rate mine!" If I want to rate your profile, I will. If I don't, I won't. Rating someone's profile in the hopes that they will rate yours is selfish and then asking them to stop by and rate is narcisstic. It's about as bad as MySpace when people BEG for comments. If you have to get your jollies from the internet from people you will most likely never meet, then you don't live enough of a real life.

My Decisions
Well for any of u who really care what i do and don't get upset with the decisions that i make for me and my daughter....people want me to stay here in the area that i am in but at the same time this town and area up here just sux.....there is nothin really here and to be honest i don't want my daughter growin up here..so what if i wanna better my life don't be negative about it....at least i have plans! Another thing i have noticed is my male friends think that there is more too the friendship then what is there...they insist on talkin to me 5-10 times a day it feels like and if i don't let them know every minute of the day what i am doin they get pissed off and act childish...or get mad when im chillin wit my other guy friends and accuse me of messin wit them when for one half of my male friends have gf's hello im not a homewrecker....well too all of you out there that do this too me news flsh ur not my man so grow the hell up and act ur damn age!!!! To my family and friends th

Secretary Nicholson Visits Military Treatment Centers In Iraq
August 16, 2006 VA Secretary on Delegation with Congressional Leaders SOMEWHERE IN IRAQ (August 16, 2006) – Secretary of Veterans Affairs R. James Nicholson today praised the military for its treatment of service members during a tour of combat medical facilities in Iraq. “Our service members in the combat theater receive the best care in the world, and the VA will continue to provide world class care when they return home and take off their uniform,” Nicholson said. The Secretary toured front-line medical facilities in Iraq to observe firsthand the top-notch care service members receive as they proceed seamlessly from the combat theater, through military treatment facilities in Europe, and finally to VA medical centers in the United States. “I am impressed by the bravery, dedication and patriotism of the men and women I’ve met in Iraq who are advancing the cause of freedom and democracy, and by the compassion and skill of the care-givers treating them,’’ Nicholson a

100 Uses For Peanut Butter!
1. Feed large globs of it to your dog for cheap entertainment. 2. Keep contacts firmly in place. 3. Spread it on the dog's back to watch him go crazy. 4. Squish it between your fingers in the lunchroom muttering "Only two more hours and I have so much left to study..." 5. Plug holes in your paneling walls. 6. Make sure you have some stuck in your fingernails whenever you go on a blind date. 7. Roll finger-sized pieces of it in sand and leave them in your neighbor's sandbox to stimulate his anger toward neighborhood cats 8. Use it to stick things if you run out of duct tape. 9. If you see a freshly poured sidewalk drying drop globs of Peanut Butter into the cement to create "holes" later. 10. Conjugate it in Spanish class... Yo peanutbuttero, tu peanutbutteras, el peanutbuttera, nosotros peanutbutteramos, ustedes peanutbutteran, ellos peanutbutteran.... 11. Have an art class paint "still life" pictures of it. 12. Rub it on sore muscles. 13. Save it up so

Va Building New Clinic In Cape Coral
VA Building New Clinic in Cape Coral September 14, 2006 WASHINGTON – To provide world-class health care closer to where more Lee County veterans live, the Secretary of Veterans Affairs today announced the acquisition of 30 acres in Cape Coral for construction of a new outpatient clinic. “VA has established itself as one of the top health care organizations in the country,” said the Honorable R. James Nicholson, Secretary of Veterans Affairs. “By putting health care facilities in more communities, we’re enhancing veterans’ access to world-class health care.” Nicholson said VA intends to construct a 200,000-square foot outpatient clinic on a site near Diplomat Parkway and Corbett Road. The site, purchased for $9.9 million, replaces a facility in Ft. Myers. The timeline for construction has not been established. In Florida, VA spent more than $5.2 billion last year to serve the state’s 1.8 million veterans. VA operates six major medical centers in Florida, with 42 outpa

Home Is Where The Heart Is.
I am from the great state of Massachusetts, froma little town names Webster. This is a quiant little Polish town. I lived there from birth to the ripe old age of 18. I knew lots of good people throughout that place and the surrounding towns. Now people say that if ur not living where u r from, it is still ur home if ur heart is there....Now i agree with this a little, but, and this is a big BUT, i think u can never replace ur HOME with somewhere else. If u grew up somewhere and have many many memoriues form that place it is ur HOME. now those memories can be good or bad, it doesnt matter, that place is ur HOME. Other places can be where u live and can be considered "home" but it is not ur HOME of homes. yes i know this is kinda deep for me if u know me, but this is how i feel about it. there may be only one way that somewhere else can be home if it is not ur HOME. That is if u are sharing it with the people that are the closest to u. And by that i mean ur husband/wife, child

Va Selects Site For Jacksonville National Cemetery
WASHINGTON – A 569-acre property owned by the City of Jacksonville, Fla., will become the site of a national cemetery to serve the burial needs of North Florida’s veterans for 30 years or more. The Honorable R. James Nicholson, Secretary of Veterans Affairs, announced the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) selection of the site and intent to purchase the property. “Northeastern Florida is one of VA’s priorities for providing a national cemetery for veterans," said Nicholson. “Establishing this national shrine will ensure that thousands of men and women who have worn the uniforms of the U.S. armed forces have a place that honors their military service.” VA originally considered 14 sites and completed environmental assessments for four of them last spring. The Secretary made his decision after considering the viability of each site. The Jacksonville property is pasture land available for sale from the city and is north of the airport on Lannie Road. Funds for purchase of the la

I Guess I Am Not Hot
You Are More Mild Than Wild You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are. Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive. Are You Hot?

What I Would Do To Her....
sneak up on you from behind and wrap my arms around you. one around your waist and one around your chest. then i would pull you close to me while devouring your scent. then i would kiss you shoulder and ever so gently lick my way up your neck to your ear. where i would gently nibble and lick you, until you squirmed out of my grasp. then as soon as you thought you were free i would turn you so you faced me, and slam you up against the wall. then i would make your whole body tingle from the most passionate kiss you have ever had/felt/tasted.

Letter From Louisiana Mother To Her Son In Iraq
Dear Son, I am writing this slow cause I know you can't read fast. We don't live where we did when you left. Your Dad read in the paper where more accidents happen within twenty miles of home...so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address cause the last family that lived here took the numbers with them for their next house so they wouldn't have to change their address. This place has a washing machine. The first day I put four shirts in it, pulled the chain and havn't seen them since. It only rained twice this week, three days the first time, and four days the second time. The coat you wanted me to send you, well your Aunt Sue said it would be a little too heavy to send in the mail with them heavy buttons, so we cut them off and put them in the pockets. We got a bill from the funeral home, said if we didn't make the last payment of Grandma's funeral bill...up she comes. About your sister, she had a baby this morning, I havn't found out whether it is a boy or a gi

Rock, U Gotta Love It
Now, rock music is one the all time leading factors in my life. I remember when i first really started listening to it... It was on my 7th grade field trip to some place i cant remember. I bought a cd by the band KoRn. Had no idea who they were or whut they sounded like. Lets just say i was blown off my feet by it. I was instantly hooked. I couldnt believe whut i was hearing...I NEEDED MORE!!!!!! So from then on i became an addict to rock. Yes i was a raver, goth, punk, and yes even a little preppy ghetto fuck, but there has been one thing that has never changed since that day...I am a rock lover. Metal, alternative, hardcore, speed metal, death metal, 70's, 80's 90's, and present. U name it i listen to it atleast once to braoden my horizons in the world that is named rock. Rock is whut really makes this world go round in these days of days.

Facts!!!!
1) 94% of men lie about their****size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say th

She comes to me under midnights grasp. Her gaze hypnotic,her eye's empowering. The warmth of her breath,the passionate embrace grasps my soul. Tantalizing.....inviting....bodies intertwined as one. A union of desire. Breathing harder as fire dances in our eyes. Her lips soft as silk,intoxicating. nails scraping down my back,bodies arched,concentration focused. The sweet scent of her skin,my sences alive. sweat pours down as rythmic motion overtakes us,entrances us in our midnight dance. The pleasure enviting into a sweet spasmic climax we melt into each other under midnights grasp.

Re: This Friends, Fan&fans Native Words
THE SPIRIT OF HOPE The old year is passing, a new one will enter, We pray for Our People, and bring Cultures together. A year full of hope, and success for all Nations, To bring strength to our ranks and Peace for Relations. The Ancestors come with dances of spirit, Unity calls, " the drum beats!!" You hear it? Their feathers, their shirts, their forms can be seen, They herald us now, their vision is keen. The buffalo calf has been born, it is true, That Prophecy stands there for me and for you. For Mankind, for Animal, Plant and for Sea, Mother Natures healing----from all-----is to be. The time for re-birth is coming at hand, Mother Nature has given the signs, " let us stand!" The feelings, the honor, the need to go back! The Old Ways are coming-----that is a fact. The Old with the New brings strength to our ranks, With such combinations of wisdom, we do all give thanks. For wisdom and strength drawn from Ancestors' spirits,

The Test
Ok, this is a test that you must answer honestly, reply to it to ny inbox cause noone needs to know what you wrote except you and me. I will seend it to whom I choose but if its sent to you, you have to reply or your a scared little weeine. Have fun guys/girls :) > > 1~ Have you ever had a one night stand ? Yes. > > 2~ Who do you want to sleep with ? Quite a few. > > 3~ Do you masterbate ? Do you breathe? > > 4~ How often ? As the mood strikes me. > > 5~ What is your most deepest sexual desire ? A threesome with Cassie and Lisa. > > 6~ If you could have your partner do one thing what would it be ? A threesome with Cassie or Lisa. > > 7~ Do you own sex toys ? A few. > > 8~ Ever made out with the same sex ? No. > > 9~ Ever had a threesome ? No, Fours only. > > 10~ Do you spit or swallow, or neither ? Neither. > > 11~ What is the kinkiest thing you have done ? Sex in a public park. > > 12~ Rough or gentle ? A bit of eac

Love Is Just Like A See-saw Is It Not?
Well there is this girl that i was with for a long time. WE had a lot of good times but we had a falling out. WE broke up and became friends though. My problem is that I love her so much and she knows it. She loves me too though so that is good. Everytime i talk to her my heart feels like it is beating 1000000 times a second. But then there are times where my feels like it is being ripped out through my chest by something that is invisible to me. Right now we are in a place that is very good to me. I like that very much. She still means the world to me and i hope she knows that. Some people might not like that but they are going to have to deal with it. Sorry to them but hey, I am in love. I hope that they understand that and just want me to be happy with my descisions. But hey, if that girls reads this know that I love u very much and i miss u very much. And to those who might not approve please just say to urselves that he is trying to be happy the way he wants to. I l

Friends
Can someone please tell me why they say they are your friend and they tell you shit to make sure that you stick around and then five minutes later they are telling someone else the same thing ? They exact same thing !! Either Im just really stupid or theya re just that good !!

Very True...
Your Love Style is Eros For you, love is all about the passion! And chances are, you're currently in love. You have a strong physical response to love... And you are great at committing (As long as the person makes your toes curl!) What's Your Love Style?

Werewolf
You scored as WereWolf. WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even growl, bare their teeth or other animal like tendencies. In rare cases, some will physically change. Facial hair will grow thicker or darker, nails will become longer, canine's will seem longer. Embrace your wild side, for you are The Misunderstood WereWolf.WereWolf75%Faerie67%Angel59%Dragon59%Demon50%Mermaid33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Are You A Good Kisser?
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Name Of The Game!
Body: Okay guys and girls.... this should be a blast... I want to see how many people I can get to play. The name of the game says it all. All you have to do is. Take the name of a movie and replace one of the words with "Orgasm". Don't forget to put your name on it - then I can see who my friends are. NO REPEATS!Just comments! Kimber --- ORGASMS with Wolves Shelia -- Waking up in Orgasm Donna***** Sleeping with the Orgasm Rene ---------Million Dollar Orgasm Hoodafuk---Charlie and the Orgasm factory nikki----ORGASM BALL Billie-------American Orgasm Ray--------Orgasm Dynamite Ress-------Orgasms in the Hood Nichole-----The Neverending Orgasm Ana ---- 101 Orgasms Kathy --- The Little Orgasm Ami ------ Gone with the Orgasm Meg ------ Men in Orgasm Alex ---- Sleeping Orgasm Levi----- How To Lose A Guy In Ten Orgasms Sarah--The Perfect Orgasm Nick-----The Hitch-hikers Guide to the Orgasm Kristina----Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Orgasm Thom----A Few Good Orgasms Am

"chain Reaction" -amebix
Rise into the light And set flame to the night We must destroy the institution of fear Every shadow of doubt Grind it out! There is a vision now becomming so clear Use your head Take control Use your head No gods. No masters. Feel the strength from within Do you believe it's a sin To find the power lying inside your mind Not from the cross or the gun Not from the moon nor the sun But rising from the very soul of mankind We are straining at the leash! We swear alliegiance to none Be not become There is no one upon whom praise we will shower I believe that the sin Is the first to give in On the path towards the ultimate power

Sweet Dreams
to all that read this , its now ten to one in the morning in england , i have been on here all day , ive spoke to some wonderful people and made some wonderful new , friends , but i must bid good night as i am so tired , I LOVE U ALL SLEEP WELL XXXXXXXXXXXX

Never Agian
I can’t taste you on my lips anymore, your voice just a whisper now. A memory of a lover lost. It is late; I am awake again, thinking of you, longing for you again. For your touch Your breath on my neck Your smile, your musings The way you make me laugh Your kiss They way you make me feel when I am with you But you don’t know how I want you, how I ache for your touch again. I can’t bring myself to tell you, and you wouldn’t care if I did. You are consumed with her and not me. You don’t even remember me. I’m over it.

An Amazing Love Story
An amazing Love Story He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she accepted. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you have this habbit? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are st

What Do People Envy About You?
People Envy Your Compassion You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them. What Do People Envy About You?

What Mythical Creature Are You?
You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid67%WereWolf58%Demon58%Angel50%Faerie33%Dragon33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Well Now Lets Go Into My Past Shall We.
Back in the day I was a raver...Not just some kid who went to some raves and did a little partying, but a candy raver of sorts. I would dress up and get all decked out to the fullest. Hair in braids, different color hair, usually red though. Candy all up and down my arms(candy are the bracelets and/or necklaces) With a binky in my mouth rolling my balls off.(a binky is a pasafire-cant spell that word) I would go to these things for 2-3 days and not stop at all. These were some of my favorite days I ever had. God sometimes i would even write shit down cause i was so fucked up i would want to remember it all through word and rhyme. Those were my days as a raver...Now i am still the same but more matured and a little moved on from there. but when i hear those beats and feel that thing in the back of my head calling to me i cant help but revert into whut i was then...A person of the cloth as it were, a person who needed to have that feeling of unity with my fellow person around me

What's Your Love Style?
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

What Creature Are You Quiz...
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92%Faerie84%Mermaid83%Dragon67%WereWolf42%Demon25%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Alphabetical You
I GAVE YOU CURVES LIKE THE PERFECT "S" AND BREAST FROM THE SIDE, A CAPITAL "P". YOUR ASS WAS A "B" THAT FIT MY HANDS PERFECTLY. I HAD YOUR ARMS SPREAD TO THE "T" AND YOUR LEGS OPEN LIKE "A" WITHOUT THE DASH; A UPSIDE DOWN "V". YOUR FACE I MADE AS BEAUTIFUL AS THE "I" CAN "C". I MADE YOUR POINT OF PLEASURE THE LOWERCASE "i" OVERLAPPING THE "O". THE DOT IS YOUR CLIT AND THE STICK IS THE OPENING TO YOUR HOLE. YOUR BACK ARCHED LIKE THE "J" THAT IS FACING THE OTHER WAY. AN ALPHABETICAL PICTURE OF BEAUTY IS WHAT I HAVE MADE.

My Doctors Appt
So I finally went back to the doctor today. Me and my dad have talked and talked over the past few years since finding out I may not be able to have kids. For the first time in almost 5 years, my exam was normal. I don't plan on having any in the near future, but I plan on them one day and I need to know. And my dad wants to know if he will ever be a grandfather. We had always joked that between me and Erin, he would have atleast one grandchild. But since Erin passed, it's all me. I decided it was time to finsh what I started. I stopped going b/c I got so sick of hearing about my broken, non-functioning ovary, my cervix that had doctors stumped as to what the hell was all over it, the ER trips b/c I had so much pain in my abdomen I couldn't even walk. I was poked, probed, proded, had my cervix clipped and probed also...it was kinda like sex but not as enjoyable is the only way to describe it lol. But...I just wanted to put this in words. I don't care if anyone reads this or

Black Male
BLACK MALE Marie carefully checked her dark hair and smoothed her night gown before reaching reaching for the front door knob and opening the door!!! "Marie," asked the tall black man with a dazzling white smile, "I'm James Gobbel, you were expecting me!?!" "Uh, please come in, Mr. Gobbel," Marie said nervously, "I'm so glad you could make it!!!" James Gobbel moved smoothly into Marie's well appointed apartment, and after giving it a quick once over, turned back to Marie and said softly, "I'm glad you followed instructions, it makes things much easier!!!" "Instructions," Marie asked in a slightly puzzled voice!?! "The lingerie," James replied gently, "I'm glad you remembered, it makes things go so much easier!!!" "Why is that," Marie asked weakly, as the overpowering presence of the powerfully built black man nearly overwhelmed her!?! "I think you know the answer to that," he replied evenly while reaching out and calmly opening the front of her nightie, "but if I must paint a picture

Virtually Yours
Virtually Yours by FeJuggler © Wynn waited nervously by the gate, watching for a face that she'd only seen in electronic images before. The stream of travellers deplaning seemed endless; Wynn was abruptly afraid that Di had changed her mind at the last moment. Her fear was unfounded, however. One of the last women from the plane proved to be the real life image of Wynn's favorite gif files. An eager smile adorned Di's face as she nearly skipped from the jetway. Spotting Wynn, she strode lightly across the waiting area, stopping before her virtual lover. Hands twisting the hem of her black skirt nervously, Di looked up into Wynn's face. "I was afraid you might not come," said Wynn, at a loss for words now that her paramour was finally here. "The thought never crossed my mind," Di said. Then, blushing, she added, "Not much, at least." Wynn took both of Di's hands in hers. A man carrying a garment bag gave them a strange look, but both women ignored him. "What do you want to

Pope's Speach
So we read nonstop in the news that the Muslim world is in an uproar over the Pope's comments on the two religions. My take is simple this is what you get when you elect a Natzi as Pope. A) the pope is fresh and new still and had his upbringing in the Hitler Youth core. and B) Muslims are to damn violent and sinsative. Say one thing about Muslims doesn't have to be offensive but they will take it as such and start slitting Nuns throats. They have started chanting all over the world over this muslims "kill the pope"!! What kind of religion is this out there were the act of worship is to kill people. The consept of Holy War stemed from the Crusades and the way things are today it is a reverse crusade. We go for peace in the east and they want a muslim world. Much like the Natzi mentality back in WW2. Its shaped up people WW3 is at its dawn. and the term Holy War just might push it to biblical perporsions exept now days the wrath that god once used is now in the hands of m

Survey
1. What is the middle name of the first person you ever slept with? who knows 2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color? None 3. What is the song you want played at your funeral? Don't want to think about it 4. Would you tell your parents if you're gay? Maybe 5. What would your last meal be before getting executed? Pizza 6. Beatles or Stones? beatles 7. If you had to pick one person on earth who should die, who? Brett 8. Beer, wine or hard liquor? Beer 9. What is the thing most important to you about your mate? How well we click 10. What are your plans for the future? Be married with a house and a family 12. Do you walk around the house naked? When i can 13. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk? 3 14. Where is your best friend(s)? California and Michigan 15. Hair color you like on someone you're dating? Blone or bald 16. Would you rather be blind or deaf? deaf 17. Do you have any special talents?

I Was All Pissed Off....
Came on here to add more pics and the site I want to goto to get the pics is secure and for some ungodly reason, I can't seem to get on secure sites! And that site is secure, so no more pics :( Not unless I do more photos on my cell or through my webcam. :( Anyway, all pissed off about that when seuddenly some l.c.ers show me some (much needed) love and that does cheer me up. Funny how one little thing like a "10" for a pic or page or a comment can make a persons day. Who ever said I was high maintenance??? lol Back to the sotry of my life as *I* see it... went to the Big E yesterday and did end up having a good time (thought I wouldn't). I def miss the warm weather but I somehow had fun! Spent more than I wanted to too but I always bounce back up. Come home to make supper for me and Jeff and the next thing you know we're arguing... he wants to put his stuff wherever and I want my living room to look like a LIVING ROOM, not a showplace for his weapons. Don't get me wrong, LOV

Responce To Lady Rels " Sex"
I TOO WATCH RERUNS OF WE CAUSING COMMOTION IN THE DEEPEST, DARKEST SECLUDED PARTS OF THE SEA. YOU AND ME; WE. THE ENDLESS PLEASURE THAT WE BRING. I AM HOME ALONE AND YOU ARE GONE WITH THE WIND. IT WAS A HIGHWAY TO HEAVEN WHEN YOUR THIGHS I WAS WITHIN. A NEVER ENDING STORY THE WAY I REMINICSE. LOOKING OVER OUR PICTURE PAGE; THE GOOD TIMES THAT WE SPEND. AS THE WORLD TURNS AND I AM DANCING IN THE RAINS OF YOUR FLOW. I WONDER WHAT IS HAPPENING NOW THAT I AM NOT WITH YOU. GIVE ME A BREAK AND JUST PICKUP THE PHONE. I AM NOT IN HEAVEN NO MORE AND THIS SOLITUDE DOES NOT FEEL LIKE HOME. I'M A SURVIVER, BUT IT IS TRYING TO EXIST WITHOUT YOUR TOUCH. IT WAS MORE THAN SEX IN THE CITY. I AM NO PIMPS UP HO'S DOWN SLUT. I THOUGHT TO BE YOUR FRESH PRINCE, BUT IT SEEMS A NEVER ENDING STORY WHEN ALL I SEE IS YOU. TURNING OFF THE SCREEN AND AS THE POLTERGEIST YOU ALWAYS COME BACK. I FACE THIS YEARNING AS THE FACTS OF LIFE UNTIL OUR NEW SEASON BEGINS AND I AM BYE YOUR SIDE.

Celtic Horoscope
You Are A Hazelnut Tree You're a charmer with a killer sense of humor. You are very demanding, but you can also be very understanding. No matter what, you always make a lasting impression - you're quite popular. Passionate, you are an active fighter for social causes and politics. In general, you are moody, honest, a perfectionist, and very sexual. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Only My Friends/family Can View My Pics..
FOR SOME REASON I HAVE BEEN UNDER ATTACKED BY A COUPLE OF IDIOTS(THERE ACCT. # ARE IN MY OTHER BLOG)MY PICS WERE BEING RIPPED AND AS WELL AS MY FRIENDS... SO IF U WANT TO VIEW THEM THEN JUST MAKE A FRIEND REQUEST, THANKZ -CABRIOLET

30 Days
That's how long I got left at my current job. I can't wait to be outta there so I can start my new one and start a new life. More or less. I actually start on a Wednesday, but I'm leaving the Friday before. I could use a little vacation. It'll be a while before I get another. Wonder what I'm gonna do with the extra two days between my old job and my new one.

Porn Magazine Pages
I walked to work today after school and then went to Chic Fila (sp?) to pick up lunch for everyone that was working already since I had an hour to kill...so anyway...and the way to get the food, I had to walk past this empy store that used to be Franks and is now becoming ACE Hardware...but anyway to the point of this... ALL OVER the ground outside of the place there was pages of a porn magazine everywhere!...lol girls masterbating and shit...the book itself was like in the road there...but pages were on the sidewalk and all. Yeah I thought I would share that...it was quite interesting...and amusing.

Comments...
Hey everybody.... Thanks for the comments, but I have to be honest. My browser wont let me view them. So you can send me as many as you like and I cant see them. It locks up and boots me off... Just wanted to let everybody know... If ya really want to tell me sumpin, send me a quick shout... or a message... Those I can read

Me
You Are a Warrior Soul You're a strong person and sometimes seen as intimidating. You don't give up. You're committed and brave. Truly adventuresome, you are not afraid of going to battle. Extremely protective of loved ones, you root for the underdog. You are picky about details and rigorous in your methods. You also value honesty and fairness a great deal. You can be outspoken, intimidating, headstrong, and demanding. You're a hardliner who demands the best from themselves and others. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Furniture
Anyone interested in a piece of my bondage furniture .. feel free to message me . I build custom bondage furniture , accessories and complete dungeons. I specialize in pieces that are fully collapsible for storage and transport. We do custom edging , scroll work , inlays , any color or finish. All of our paddles are handcrafted from oak in any design . Each piece is handmade to your specifications including the type of materials used. I ship all over the U.S. , Canada and Europe . Prices start at $200 for basic pieces. Contact me for more details and ordering information . Master Redemption (Anthony)

Two-family House: Michael & Friend
Two-Family House: Michael & Friend by littlegypsy © This is the final chapter (part 4) in the Two-Family House Series. Linda sits up. Stretches. Looks at the clock. Shit! It's noon. She didn't mean to sleep this late. But it's Saturday. And she was exhausted. The other night with Melanie and Michael left her feeling zombie-like for days. She finally feels revived. An hour later. Linda is in a tank top. Braless. Loose lounge pants hang on her hips. Showered. Hair still damp. A cup of fresh coffee in her hand. She sits in the dining room, between the kitchen and living room. Her laptop open on the table. Papers strewn all over. Trying to organize her thoughts. Her boss wants her report by Tuesday. But she keeps looking out the window. Across to the house next door. Her mind on other things. Michael's words to her as he left the other night. Hand on her face. Smug smirk on his. Telling her to expect him this weekend. She sighs. Eyes look back to the laptop. The document is blank

Two-family House: Melanie Returns
Two-Family House: Melanie Returns by littlegypsy © This is part 3 of a 4-part series entitled Two-Story House. * Linda shakes her head furiously at Michael's request to invite Melanie in. He whispers in her ear again, "Remember the DVD." Her eyes close. She sighs. She finally nods. He removes his hand from her mouth. He steps against the wall, back pressed to it. Linda opens the door. He is hidden behind it. Melanie looks Linda over. "Wow, I definitely interrupted something. Sorry." Linda blushes. She forgot about her ripped blouse and open bra. Melanie pushes past her. She steps into the apartment. "I'm staying the night again. I have an interview downtown tomorrow." Linda just nods. "So, where you hiding the guy?" The door clicks shut. Melanie walks to the couch. She lays her bags on it. She turns to face Linda. She freezes. There's a naked boy behind Linda. His arm is around her neck. He smiles mischievously. "Hello, Melanie. You're much cute

Let Me Know What You Think....
I'm thinking of posting a weekly blog about what I did and where I went during my week on the road. Tell things like what I saw, the weather, etc. Also I will pick a song for each week..... just something that stuck in my head. Let me know if this sounds worth it or not. If nobody is interested, then I won't do it.... but I may do one just to see how it goes. Thank you... my sweet cherries (well the girls anyway! LOL) Brad

Jason!
You are simpley amazing. And awesome. And precious. And yes you rock. I always have a constant smile when im talking to you. -I need you to know you can fall into me That my arms are wide open and will always be Right here waiting, Staying strong Come and fall into me- Hope that makes you smile :)

Good News
I have been working in my current position for over 2 years now. That is a pretty good thing I guess. I just was ready for a change because my position is entry level. Today my manager called and said that she is wanting me to be considered for a promotion. I have sent in my resume and so forth for the promotion. They have already placed some reference phone calls. So hopefully if all goes well, I will be moving up in the world. Please keep your fingers crossed. :) Corey

Keep Rollin Big River
Most of my life has been comparable to this never ending, god awful, wish it never existed, carnival ride, that our parents always think we love, and will forever force us to get on, until that ONE day when we are at an extreme breaking point or dammit we are now legal adults! BLAH! OR for you retards that live in a box. My life is that big ol' muddy river we all like to look at. Sometimes we hop into a huge banana looking aluminum tub and pretend to be catching fish in the vasteness of water. Other times we lay out in huge sand box where the cancer causing UV rays pentrate our skin as we conversate with less than average intelligence while boasting about our high tolerance to alcohol and how we may quit smoking next week if something stupidly stressful doesnt happen. WHICH by the way...something stupidly stressful will ALWAYS happen when we expect it. BUT anyway. Here I am rambling about something you are most likely clueless about. MY life. Well. Its twisting me around, to

How I Feel Sometimes About Willfully Ignorant People
Unwanted Freight Your hatred stands before you wavering. A palpable entity with a life of its own. Shimmering darkly between us, a barrier That chill's me to the bone. I will not, can not, harbor it. I will not, should not care. I will not, must not acknowledge it. I will not, won't go there. You are sole author of that emotion. And so must attend to your self. And when you tire of the empty weight, I will send you love myself. For love will garner calmness for your heart and soul will cleanse. So you won't be lonely ever. You'll have a gathering of friends. © Copyright 2006 Amawitch-granny witch

As I watch the pics that scroll across the top, I wonder how many of the pics are actually a true represenation of that person. I mean a lot of the chicks are smokin hot, and just hard for me to beleive that they are real. Just a random bitch and moan...you may continue with your regularly scheduled program.

Paging Dr....anal Probe Hahaha
Ok so maybe not..I had a DR's apt today with the good ol' Dygestion DR WOOHOO! they are ALWAYS So much fun!!! "not" lol But I am happy well semi, I dont have to get anal probed this time around YAY! altho, it really isnt that bad to have one (colonoscopy) ur so drugged up its GREAT! :D anywhoooo I do however have to go get the somethin somethin "aka cam down the throat and biopsies of muh tum tum" done hermmmm BUMMER! But again I WILL BE DRUGGGGGGGED THE FOOK UP! :D and bonus I dont gotta drink that NASTY ASSSSSS SHIT they make u dream when u get it up the bootie haha ewwwwww I KNOW I KNOW! So thats a plus..right? right! anywho Cound down to europe starts here soon..WOOHOO! U fuckers gonna miss me? Ill be gone almost two whole weeks OMG well yall prolly thinkin HOT DAMN vacation from that stupid beeeeeeyatch >:o uuuuu MEAN ASSES! So I expect tonsssssss of messages from yall...email' type so I can read em when I get back..outta the couple hundred friends Ill prolly get two lol sad

Two-family House: Girls Gone Wild
Two-Family House: Girls Gone Wild by littlegypsy Halfway up the apartment stairs, Linda hears her name. She stops, she listens. It's the landlord telling her he signed for a delivery. Back down the stairs, now waiting at his doorway. Feelings of excitement. She knows what it is. She grabs the box and thanks him. Back up the stairs. She enters her apartment. It is a two-family house. She rents the second floor with a roommate. Too many months have passed since she's been laid. She is going crazy. She finally purchased some toys off the internet. The roommate is away. She has the place to herself. She throws her keys, cell, and briefcase onto a chair in the living room. She rips open the box. The first thing she pulls out is the thickest, longest dildo she has ever seen. Not that she has seen many except for the occasional gag gift at bridal showers. Eeeep! How the hell will that ever fit inside her? She wonders if the order got messed up. It didn't look this big on the web

Fuck You I Give Up
I give up trying to fucking convince you I love you. You apparently DONT understand that I just need some time apart right now to put my fucking life back together. I fucking dealt with it the WHOLE time you were in jail thank you very much and you cant deal with just letting me get my shit together. It wouldnt be such a fucking long wait if you were doing the same. Time flies when you're busy.

How Honest Are You
You Are Very Honest You tell it like it is, no matter what. Even if the truth hurts, you'll dish it out. And while some may get hurt by your honesty... At least everyone knows where you stand! How Honest Are You?

Ohhhhhh
2.54am - Drama. I'm a simple guy, to me the city has so much useless shit, it's cluttered with 'unnecessity'. Everywhere there's restrictions, it's like we're in jail, might as well be, can't even fart without a warning here or a summons there. In NYC you should automatically be born with a middle initial assigned to you, D, for drama - John Drama Doe. This way when you take a vacation, go out of town and people look at your ID, they say "Well I guess he's had it rough, let's go easy on him, he's from New York City". So the other day, back in february, I was on the train going home, it's about an hour ride home from the city, it's 6am, me, the mildly drunk russian,in a nearly empty train, with a homeless guy sprawled out across three seats at the other end of the subway car, in his dark corner of the car is a busted light. Halfway through at one of the stops I get called over by an officer of the law, this american law that I don't mind following rules of, if only you spill it in a sha

Lmmfao I Found This Shyt On The Net Wtf?
1) Masturbation is something you do when you’re young, but then grow out of. In fact, masturbation is a life long sexual activity. Surveys regularly show that anywhere from 70 to 95% of adult men and women masturbate. And while this may slow down as we age, many of us continue masturbating into our golden years. One survey of 800 adults over 60 found that that 46% of them masturbated, another found that 20% of seniors masturbated once a week or more. Masturbation isn’t just for the young, nor is it an “immature” form of sexual behavior. 2) Masturbation isn’t “real sex,” it’s only for people who can’t find a partner. Masturbation is real sex. When you masturbate you can get really aroused, which can result in very real orgasms. In North America, we put values on different sexual behaviors, but this has no basis in science. From a health perspective, masturbation is as “real” a sexual behavior as intercourse, oral sex, or kissing. And research shows that people in relationships mast

My Reward
I know you are near as surely as I know that the sun has set. I can smell the candles you have set to burning to provide light, their flames licking at the darkness causing shadows to jump and leap around the room. I can hear your breathing now and the sound of your feet on the floor. Your footsteps are getting closer; the closer they get the quicker my heart leaps in anticipation. Lying on the bed, I cannot move; you have secured my wrists and ankles leaving me vulnerable to your whim. I cannot see you for you have also blindfolded me. I lay on the bed, my body trembling, waiting for your first touch. I have been waiting like this, helplessly tied and sightless, for 30 minutes or more. I hear your footsteps stop about 2 feet away from me. I turn my head in reflex but groan from my blindness. I pull on my restraints in an attempt to gain even an inch of slack in the ropes. You watch as I test my restraints, knowing it is hopeless. My breathing is quick and shallow, my heart

Please Read And Respond To This
Y = Yes, N = No, M= Maybe. Fill this in for me and/or repost for others to answer for you. Would/will you? [_] come to my house to do nothing at all but chill? [_] fight me? [_] fuck me? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go out to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] drink with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] hold my hand? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] be down with me no matter what? [_] go to prom with me? D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im serious? [_] think im a good person [_] think im conceided?

Oxymoron
In the cloudy corridors of my mind a clear thought prevails. It showers me with shiney dark nightmares forcing me to look forward to backing down. One dark beacon signaling the end of my passive struggle. I bow my head in unwilling submission ungratefully accepting the conclusion. I will live each day dying a bit although I don't believe I exist. But they say we are born to die, so I will peacefully fight each day. cc/amawitch2006

This Was About A Teen Patient I Had For A While.
Silent Shout You stood in front of me so forelorn Your eyes spoke loudly to my soul. Beseeching me to please just listen To the silent keening of your pain. "I don't know why I do it, I can not tell you why. Don't say that I can help it Sometimes I just want to die." My heart broke as I listened to you. So young and full of dispair. I wonder that you stand so tall Carrying it all on fragile shoulders. "My parents do not care to know. My friends just think I'm nuts. My teachers are professionals Who only see the cuts. " My human response is normal. I want to undue the damage That life could reek such havoc On such a young and untried life. "The doctors give me pills. The councilars nod their head. When all I really want to do Is sleep all day in bed." I open my arms, offering to you my compassionate heart, my shoulder. I promise to listen without critique. A friend, a connection, some solice. "Thank you for not s

Oneness
To the outsider it would look like sex. To the unknowing it would look quite weird. To the unseeing it would be very strange. To them it is a sharing of the souls. To the ignorant it would seem impossible. To the snobbish it would be quite unreal. To the dying its too late. To them it is a reality. To the blind it would be unseeable. To the liar it would be unattainable. To the cynic it would be improbable. To them it is all their own. © Copyright 2006 Amawitch-granny witch

Censorship
Censorship I am disoriented, distraught, tired of this relationship. It fatique's me like a parasite draining me, relentless, taxing. I am forced to move on, quickly, To censor the past that was you. cc/amawitch2006

Taken For Granted
LIEING ON THE HOT SUMMER SANDS OF THE SEASHORE WITH MY HANDS EXTENDED TO MY SIDES FEELING THE HEAT OF DAY POUNDING UPON MY SKIN. THIS DAY AS NO OTHER FOR THERE WAS NOT A KISS OF THE USUAL MISTY WIND. MY LEGS WERE CROSSED AND MY HEAD PROPTED PRESSING MY CHIN TO MY CHEST. I CLOSED MY EYES TENDING TO REST. FALLING INTO A SLEEP THAT BROUGHT PAIN BYE THE SECOND. FIRST MY HEAD WAS ACHING AS IF IT HAD BEEN PUNCTURED WITH A WEAPON. MY HANDS COULD NOT CLOSE NOR MY FEET MOVE. I WAS BOUND TO THE BEACH THE SEEMED TO HAVE CHANGED IT'S MOOD. I AM HANGING IN MID AIR AND THE COMFORTING WATERS ARE GONE. I AM SURROUNDED BYE SOLITUDE AND CONSUMED BYE ANGUISHING PAIN THAT HAS TORE THE FLESH OF MY RIB CAGE. I BECOME FAINT OF IT ALL AND BEGIN TO PASSOUT IN THE SLEEP THAT I WAS ALREADY IN. THEN I HEARD A VOICE THAT CAME SWIFT AS A STORMY WIND. AFTER ALL I HAVE DONE FOR YOU, YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT THE LIFE YOU LIVE! I SUFFERED THESE PAINS FOR YOU SO YOU WOULD HAVE A CHANCE AT SUCH A WONDERFUL GIFT. MIGHT SIGHT BE

Chery Points
PLEASE CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME I NEED ONE MORE CHERRY POINT IF YOU HAVENT RATED ME OR IF YOU DID CAN YOU MAYBE GET A FRIEND OF YOURS TO HELP ME OUT WOULD BE VERY GREATFUL THANX ALL FOR THE RATES I ALREADY GOT HAVE A GOOD EVENING FOLKS

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Mrs. Lafave
Mrs. LaFave was a history teacher at my school. At 29, she was the youngest teacher at my school, and was well liked by everyone. Especially the guys. She was extremely beautiful, with long, straight brown hair and a very petite body. I had thought about her many times while masturbating. In fact, she was my number two jackoff fantasy, second only to one girl, which I will explain in a few moments. I had started writing seriously a year before, in eleventh grade, and a lot of my stories were history-based, including a series based during the Norman conquest of England. I had told her about them, and she was interested in reading them, so I would drop off a couple to her, and she'd read them. Once finished, she'd tell me what she liked or didn't like, where I'd made historical mistakes (I liked having accuracy in my stories), or things that just seemed stupid. During this time, I was going through the usual high school troubles. Paramount among these troubles (at least for me) was a gir

This Was A Student Of Mines Challenge, To Write An Ode
Ode to Road Kill O sweet possum, how do I love thee I love thee flat, tenderized by a speeding car, seasoned by tar and salty dirt, I sigh. I forget thee not, briar rabbit too slow thou were today but I will makest value of your death In a stew for Ida May. Pity the jumping squirrel that missed his lofty limb and smashed into a bumper glad I am that thou canst swim. Oh road kill makes me giddy it feeds me day to dayest a meal, nay two, for all of us So hit em all I sayest. © Copyright 2002 Amawitch-granny witch

A Witches Brew For You
You want a spell to captivate, beguile, charm, and infatuate. Throw it together, amalgamate Cook it up, conglomerate. Conceptualize, extemporize A witches brew for you? To create this distillation, prove to me your admiration your fervor, love, and adoration bring me respect, affectation I will cook it up, a culmination. A witches brew for you. Then bid her drink this imitation falsified, faked, duplication of loves genuine orientation, a fraud, a delusion, a dissimulation And happy I hope with your representation A witches brew for you. Are you sure, you want to participate In a witches brew for you. © Copyright 2006 Amawitch-granny witch